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Summary:

A failed experiment set in the outskirts of Seoul leads to a state-wide collapse. Twenty four girls seeking different objectives band together to fulfill their life plans, all whilst trying to avoid the deadly bite.

or

the obligatory zombie apocalypse au every ao3 fandom has

Chapter 1: Before the Rise

Notes:

hey gang, name's mel, i fw sullin heavy, and i hope we enjoy this together

updates are gonna be slow, and it's gonna take a while to introduce every member, so many apologies if your fave comes out very late into the fic

if you find any spelling mistakes, please do tell me so i can fix them

original soundtracks:
"Rivière de Vie" by Wolfrayet25
"Eye of the Storm" by Wolfrayet25

translation:
- vietnamese (up to c3)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

INTERVIEW WITH DR. [REDACTED]

Interview Concerning Human Military Enhancement

 

Name of Interviewee: Dr [REDACTED] (R.D.)

Name of Interviewer: Kim Minseo (K.M.)

Name of videographer: N/A

 

Number of sessions: 3

Length of interview: 15m18s

Place of interview: HausTech, Seoul, South Korea

Date of interview: December 22nd, 2023

Software used: N/A

 

Interviewee's Biological Details:

N/A

 

Transcript of session 1

 

K.M. (00:06)

Good evening, Dr [REDACTED], how are you doing?

 

R.D. (00:11)

I'm doing great, thank you for asking. How about you, General Kim?

 

K.M. (00:18)

I'm quite alright, thank you. The new serums you came up with last time are working wonders on our subjects. The chemicals have really calmed their minds. They're more focused. Reaction times has averaged a 40ms, one of a cat. Their accuracy has improved sixfolds.

 

R.D. (00:32)

I'm glad to hear that, mister Kim.

 

K.M. (00:35)

[Chuckles] Oh, don't be so modest. In any case, their minds are as sharp as they get, all thanks to you, but unfortunately, it seems that the serum has not improved their physique at all.

 

R.D. (00:46)

Well of course, this serum was only used to improve their minds, not their body.

 

K.M. (00:52)

Right, right. But here's the thing, Mr Kim. With brains as intelligent as theirs, they deserve to have a body that can keep up with them. Don't you agree?

 

R.D. (00:59)

I understand you are currently requesting me to come up with a solution to improve their physique.

 

K.M. (01:04)

Right on the money, Doctor. I need 'em faster, stronger, more aggressive, but of course it doesn't hinder their mental- I just want them to put their feet forward more. Enhanced vision and hearing, the whole package really.

 

R.D. (01:18)

What about smell?

 

K.M. (01:20)

Not that. The smell of blood would be too disconcerting.

 

R.D. (01:23)

I understand. I'm surprised someone like you would even know the word disconcerting.

 

K.M. (01:27)

[Laughs] And you're a funny one, for a scientist. Anyway- It would be great to have a physical enhancement serum. Even through these drugs are reserved for only a select group of troops, with these, those soldiers would become unstoppable on the field, on top of their mental capabilities. Would that be possible?

 

R.D. (01:44)

Of course it would, General. No need to worry. In fact, I believe another group had already started on researching physical improvement for strength, so I already have a headstart.

 

K.M. (01:55)

Amazing. When will it be done?

 

R.D. (01:59)

That remains unknown, I'm afraid.

 

K.M. (2:03)

That's quite alright, I just asked you to make it not even a second ago. [Laughs]

 

R.D. (02:10)

Right, of course. Although, tell me more about those... special troops.

 

RECORDING AFTER 02m18s LOST

END OF TRANSCRIPT

 

 

ACT I: ASSEMBLE

Part 1: All Hands on Deck

 

"Good work today as always, Seoyeon!"

As she walked down the busy hospital corridors, Seoyeon was greeted by doctors, nurses, and patients alike, either saying hello or thanking her for her work. Seoyeon greeted back cheerfully with a smile and a bow to each of them before continuing her journey.

It had been about a year since she had entered the Seoul General Hospital as an intern, and, any time now, she was going to be promoted to an official nursing job. Although she was always cheerful, putting in a thousand percent of her effort into her work every day, the anticipation of becoming an official medical staff added to her excitement. That added energy of hers was prevalent enough to affect the others around her, and she could notice how they were susceptible to smiling more when around her. The staff, especially, was thankful for her optimistic and hardworking personality since it was much needed for their line of work.

Seoyeon walked down the hallway into the emergency lobby. She observed that it was quite busy that day, as it was filled with the regular patients, and some new ones waiting for their turn. Only a few seats had been left unoccupied. She looked around the area, seeking out a specific person. After a couple seconds of searching, she spotted her talking with one of the regular patients, a kind elderly woman. 

The two seemed to be engaged in a lively conversation as Seoyeon approached them. Her friend, who was a volunteer worker at the hospital, noticed as she stood beside them. 

"Hi, Seoyeon-unnie," the volunteer said in a soft, high-pitched voice. Her own nametag on the left side of her blue shirt spelled out 'Park Shion.' 

Shion was a high school student in her senior year. She was a hardworking girl, and although they were not great, her grades at school were good enough. She spent a lot of her time either working out or volunteering, and that often cut into her studies. Her teachers had previously advised her to remove either one of those activities to focus on her academics, but she would rather improve herself to help others. Whenever she volunteered at the hospital, she was responsible for carrying heavy objects around. 

Seoyeon waved. "Hi, Shion," she replied. She then greeted the patient. "What are you two talking about?"

The elderly woman smiled. "Oh, I was just telling this sweetheart over here about how my doctor told me I was almost cancer free!" She spoke animatedly in the prominent gravelly voice the elderly often had. "After so many months of having to undergo treatment, I can tell you I am very excited about not having to step into this place again anytime soon."

Seoyeon beamed, excited for the woman. "That is amazing to hear! I am very happy for you." She rubbed a hand on the woman's shoulder, who patted it with her own wrinkled hand.

"Thank you dear, you're just as nice as always." The elder grinned. "But I'm sure you're here for your friend. Don't let me stop you." She chucked, looking at Shion who stood on the side with a polite smile. 

"Oh, you're not bothering at all." Seoyeon waved a dismissive hand in front of her. She turned to Shion. "I'm just here to tell you that I'm clocking out for the day. You wanna walk home together?" 

Shion scanned the room for a moment, then shook her head. "There are a lot of people today. I think I'm going to stay for a while longer to help. Plus, I was thinking about heading to the gym afterwards anyway, and that's the opposite way of your destination." 

With widened eyes, Seoyeon questioned, "Even after all the heavy lifting you did around here today, you're still going?" 

Shion shrugged and nodded. "It's better to have a more controlled environment for gains." 

Staring at her younger coworker with an amused smirk, Seoyeon commented, "Sure. What do they say these days? 'The grinding doesn't halt?'"

"It's 'The grind never stops,' unnie," Shion jokingly scoffed and rolled her eyes. "You're not even close to being old enough to crack boomer jokes." 

Seoyeon cackled. "Fine, fine. I'll go first, then. Starting to get a little tired, and this place is getting too chaotic."

Shion raised a brow of concern. "Something more than usual happened today?"

With a shrug, Seoyeon recounted, "I was talking with a doctor this morning when some paramedics slammed into the operation room. They pushed in this guy in a blood soaked lab coat on a stretcher. He had this really nasty bite on his forearm."

She continued, "The wound was starting to go black, and the veins around it were blue and everything. He also had lacerations everywhere on his body." She scrunched up her nose. "He was super aggressive too. Screaming everywhere, tried to bite everything and everyone; they had to tie him up. One of the paramedics actually got bit in the arm, poor guy. It's not really something you want to see so early."

"That's terrible..." Shion breathed out, empathetic. "But I hope he's okay. That's a really odd case, though. Any idea what could've happened?" 

Letting out a sigh, Seoyeon shook her head. "There's always something going on..." she huffed out, then turned to the others. "I'll be leaving now. Stay safe, you two," she said, giving Shion a gentle pat on the back before readjusting the strap of her tote bag on her shoulder.  

Shion hummed and smiled. "You too, unnie," she replied before turning back to take care of the lady.

 

 

Most of Seoyeon's energy was sucked out of her the moment she stepped foot outside. Her smile lowered as she held a palm to her forehead to steady herself. "Woah... phew..." she let out before shaking her head to rid herself of the dizziness before taking another decisive step.

Seoyeon loved her job. It was just very mentally and physically draining, and the hours were long, so she could only ever keep her energy up when she was in the building. 

 

 

The sidewalk was crowded, as most day workers had clocked out of their respective 9 to 5 jobs and were heading home. Like a wave, they moved as a collective, and in the same direction. 

Seoyeon was stuck in the middle, feeling slightly out of place due to having a sky blue medical uniform in contrast to the black dresses and suits around her. She quickly let go of that thought, though, and let herself get carried away by the wave, the space too cramped to freely move her limbs, walking along mindlessly amongst the crowd of workers whose expressions were just as mindless as hers. 

Then, as her mind was about to drift away in the vast ocean, the crowd around her started pushing and shoving. Someone bumped into her from behind, knocking her back into consciousness. Seoyeon sucked in a breath at the sudden regain of her thoughts, and that was when she noticed something moving in front of her. She slowed her pace, looking at the faces passing her by before anchoring herself to the ground. She squinted to get a better look at what was in front of her. 

She saw someone moving against the current, their presence accentuated by the white clothing they wore. The figure approached slowly, fighting the current of workers eyeing her strangely as they slid through the thin gaps between each body. They were now close enough for Seoyeon to identify that it was a woman wearing a lab coat, and she was reminded of the patient on the stretcher. 

The woman was making a beeline directly towards her. Instead of moving, Seoyeon waited for her for an unknown reason. With a final push of an unfortunate office worker, the woman finally came face to face with Seoyeon. Instead of moving further forward, though, she stopped in her tracks. 

The first thing Seoyeon noticed was how absolutely gorgeous this woman was. Her hair, tied up in a bun, left her small face exposed, save for a few loose strands laid in front of her eyes. Those eyes were dark and calculative, with her eyebrows furrowed into a slight frown. She had a narrow nose, and her thin lips were parted and curved slightly downwards. 

The second thing Seoyeon noticed was how out of breath she was. As if she had just run a marathon, the woman breathed heavily through her parted lips. She then looked Seoyeon up and down. Seoyeon wore a small frown and narrowed her eyes at the woman's odd behaviour. 

Finally, after taking a long breath, the person spoke,

"Is the hospital in the direction you came from, by chance?" 

Seoyeon raised a brow at the question. Feeling her confusion, the woman pointed at her clothes. Seoyeon looked down and let out a small 'ah.'

"Yeah, it is," she answered, looking back up. 

"Do you work there?"

"Well, I am wearing a medical uniform."

Ignoring Seoyeon's remark, the woman continued, "Have you seen anyone with an injury come in? Probably wearing a lab coat like mine." She gestured at her own white coat, and that was when Seoyeon noticed a red stain on her sleeve. She breathed heavily. 

"What's that?" Seoyeon pointed at the woman's sleeve. The latter did not respond, though, and instead held a sense of urgency in her eyes. 

"Did you see anyone in a lab coat in the hospital?" she asked again, accentuating every syllable. The crowd around them moved at the same pace, but for some reason Seoyeon felt like everything around her was moving faster. 

"I- Why are you asking me?" Seoyeon raised her voice.

"Just answer!"

"Okay, yes, I did!" Seoyeon put her hands up in front of her. "What is this all about?" The stranger in front of her was starting to genuinely freak her out. 

The woman took a deep breath, tucking the loose strands of hair behind her ear. She looked around her, noticing the stares from the other pedestrians. "Dang it." She sighed. After taking another breath, she returned her eyes onto Seoyeon. The nurse was hypnotized under her piercing gaze. 

"Listen to the next words I say very carefully. Something terrible is happening. You need to get as far away as you can from that hospital," she spoke in a grave voice. 

Snapping out of her hypnosis, Seoyeon furrowed her brows further. "You're not explaining anything to me." 

Seoyeon jolted when the woman suddenly put both her hands on her shoulders. "You will understand soon. Just trust me on this."

"How am I supposed to trust you when you are being extremely vague about everything?" Seoyeon asked, fuming with confusion and anger. She grabbed the stranger's wrists and tried to pry them away from her. "I don't even know you. Hell- What is there to prove that you're not just insane or something?!" 

The stranger released her grip on Seoyeon's shoulders. The crowd was moving so fast around them, their motions began to blur. The woman locked Seoyeon into an icy, stone, and resolute stare. 

"Do you think I'm lying?"

Seoyeon hesitated. She felt her heart beat quicker in her chest, and the crowd turned as still as an undisturbed lake. She gazed into the woman's eyes. There was not a single drop of doubt in those dark brown pools. Seoyeon breathed shakily.

"No."

Silence. Nobody was moving for what seemed like an eternity.

Then, they heard a siren in the distance. Suddenly, an out of control ambulance swerved and zoomed past them at full speed. The sound of its siren was gradually moving away when it was replaced by a loud crash.

Everyone stopped in their tracks, including the cars on the road. Seoyeon and the woman looked at eachother, then pushed their way to the side of the road to get a better view.

The ambulance had crashed into another car, which had been totaled by the sheer force of the impact. The doors of the medical vehicle were swung wide open.

Someone stepped out, and Seoyeon gasped at the sight. 

A woman who was also in a bloodied and torn lab coat slowly walked out of the ambulance. Seoyeon looked into the vehicle, and breathed heavily as she noticed the paramedics laying motionless on the floor. She turned her attention back to the limping woman. She looked barely conscious. After a few uneven steps on the concrete with her head hanged low, she stopped. 

One businessman in a suit and a briefcase approached the woman. Seoyeon watched as he tried interacting with her, but received no response. As he reached his free hand towards the woman, she suddenly grabbed him by the arms before sinking her teeth into his shoulder. 

The man screamed and fell down. With no arms to break his fall, he slammed head first into the asphalt with the woman falling on top of him, still gnawing at his shoulder. Blood leaked out of the back of his skull as he laid unconscious. Everyone stared in shock. 

When the woman raised her head, her bloody mouth and angry eyes scanning the crowd, nervous murmurs echoed throughout. Seoyeon thought she saw her lock eyes with the stranger next to her for a second before moving onto the next person. 

Then, she dashed onto the closest target, and everything delved into chaos.

Seoyeon barely had time to react before she was getting pushed around and a particular slam almost made her lose her footing. Her arm was caught before she could fall, and she turned to see that the woman was holding her.

"We need to go, now," she said. Seoyeon opened and closed her mouth, looking to retort, but she decided to just shut it and nodded. 

The woman broke into a run, dragging her across the disturbed crowd, keeping an iron grasp on her wrist and shoving everyone around. Seoyeon lagged behind her, practically flying as her bag struggled to stay in her grip. 

Bumping into countless people as she dashed and stumbled around, she shouted, "Do you even know where you're going?!" 

The scientist did not respond as she swerved through the crowd. 

"I think it would be polite to answer!" 

"Look-" Both girls jumped and skidded to a stop as a car crashed into a lamp post right in front of them, the tall metal stucture falling onto it with a loud bang, quickly followed by the vehicle catching fire. A stray plate of metal flew by the scientist and she hissed. 

"We just need to get as far away as possible." 

During the pause, Seoyeon caught a climpse at the chaos around her. People were running in every direction, and many had also gotten onto the road. Some of them were getting run over by cars as they started back up. She shook her head in distress.

Seoyeon winced at the heat and smoke from the accident in front of her before promptly being dragged off the sidewalk.

 

 

After breaking away from the crowd and ending up in the middle of a parking lot, Seoyeon tugged her arm hard. "Hold on." The woman finally stopped in her tracks and turned around. 

Seoyeon panted as she bent down in exhaustion with the stranger doing the same in front of her. She groaned as she stood back up and looked around her. Only a couple of cars were stationed in the parking lot of what seemed like an arena. 

Save for the few other people running around, their current surroundings were far tamer than what they had seen on the road. 

Seoyeon turned to the woman who was still catching her breath. "So, are you going to tell me what's happening now?" 

The woman looked up at her with her hands on her knees. She seemed far more tired than Seoyeon, and slightly worse for wear. "If I were to be honest, I'm not quite sure either," she breathed out.

"...You're kidding right?" Seoyeon raised a brow and scoffed in disbelief. "You told me just moments ago that something bad was going to happen, and then we see a woman in a lab coat tear open a poor business man, and after running for so long, you're now telling me you don't actually know anything?!" She scolded, her tone raising with every word she spat out. 

The woman blinked, her face having turned paler compared to before. Seoyeon could see a speck of guilt in her eyes. She let her frustration out in a huff. 

A slight tension stood between them for a short while, and during that time, Seoyeon had the time to really think. Then, she gasped. "Oh no." She looked at the road stretching behind her frantically. "Oh, no no no."

"What happened?" asked the woman from behind, the question barely holding any hint of concern. 

"There was something like that woman at the hospital. The guy in the lab coat you were crazily asking about when we first met."

The scientist gulped. "When did you see it?"

"This morning, an hour after my shift started." Seoyeon gasped and covered her hand with her mouth at another realisation. "Shion's still there," she whispered.

As she turned to dash back onto the road, she was stopped by a hand grabbing her shoulder.

"You can't go back."

Seoyeon looked at the woman behind her. Her eyes held nothing but rationality. Still, she argued, 

"I need to know if she's okay."

The woman shook her head. "You will just endanger yourself in the process. If what you said is true, then the scientist at the hospital must already be on a rampage."

"Yeah, but he was tied up. Sure, he was aggressive, but I doubt he could break through the restraints the paramedics put on him." 

The woman shook her head again. "Still, we would risk encountering the woman on the road again. Let us focus on our own safety first. We're still not out of the clear, that's for certain." 

Seoyeon looked at the woman, then looked back at the road. She sighed and threw her hand up in abandon. "You're right," she sighed. "Let's get to someplace safer. I'll just give her a call on the way."

The woman nodded. "Alright." She looked at the darkening sky over Seoyeon's shoulder. "The sun is setting. I don't know what's going to happen in the dark, but we shouldn't take any chances. How far is your place from here?"

Seoyeon chewed on her inner lip. "About another hour and a half by foot. I usually take the bus, but that seems out of commission already." As stated, another crash echoed through the empty lot. 

With a hum, her partner said, "I guess we can just settle somewhere close then, I'm not feeling very well-"

She stumbled and Seoyeon put her hand out to help steady her. "What's wrong?" she asked, slightly concerned.

The girl shook her head. "I think-" she looked down at her sleeve, which was significantly bloodier than when Seoyeon had noticed before. She lifted the blood-soaked sleeve to reveal a significant gash running accross her right forearm. 

"How did you get that?" Seoyeon wondered on the side. 

"I believe it was from the car that crashed in front of us," the scientist hypothesized. "The adrenaline must've kept the pain away." 

Seoyeon nodded. "Okay, well we need to get that disinfected and patched up. The arena is a good idea. There should be a first-aid kit." The woman agreed, and as they made their way to the building, Seoyeon thought that the other was surprisingly nonchalant about everything that was happening. 

"You seem very calm given the situation we're in," she observed. 

The woman let out a small chuckle. "I've been told I'm not a very sentimental person."

Seoyeon smiled, mentally agreeing with her. "I never got your name, by the way."

A pause. "Yooyeon. Kim Yooyeon." 

"Mmh. I'm Yoon Seoyeon." 

"I know," Yooyeon replied. Noticing the surprise on Seoyeon's face, she added, "I read your nametag."

"Oh. Right." Seoyeon looked down at her nametag with an embarrased smile. Noticing her bag in her peripheral, she was reminded to call Shion.  

Seoyeon pulled her phone out and tapped on her contact. She waited, every ring causing a wave of anxiety to wash through her, and by the end, her chest was so tight she wasn't even sure if she could manage to say anything at all.

As Seoyeon was about to lose hope, the ringing was interrupted by a click, followed by silence. 

"Did it work?" Yooyeon wondered next to her as she saw Seoyeon's frown.

"It did, but it's silent on the other side," she replied with a deep sigh, and Yooyeon pressed her lips together into a flattened line. "I guess I'll just say what I want anyway." 

 

 

On the cold floor, in the hospital's deserted lobby, was a phone. It laid between debris and blood-stained glass, and Seoyeon's contact name brightened the screen. 

"Hey Shion, this is Seoyeon. I have very bad news, but the first thing I'm going to say is: If you're still at the hospital, you need to get out ASAP. The guy in the lab coat I told you about? He's extremely dangerous and aggressive, and will attack whoever comes too close. If you see him, get as far away as possible, and stay away from anyone else who also looks aggressive. Once again, get out of the hospital ASAP. If you get this message, please come to the arena down the path I use to get home, but do not go on the main road; there's another one there. Take a detour to get here. Hope you're safe." 

 

 

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Chapter 2: Pucks and Dresses

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Chapter Text

The sound of blades slicing through the ice echoed through the vast arena. The lights had been turned off, save for the ones illuminating the rink, highlighting a single player wearing the iconic white South Korean hockey uniform. The numbers 03 were etched onto the back of the jersey along with the name "Lee Jiwoo," and the characters glimmered as they drifted into the light.

Jiwoo glided through the rink, handling a puck in her hockey stick. She skated through the arena at full speed with her eyes focused on the goal. A cover was set in front of it, only leaving a few open spaces in the corners to score through.  

Approaching the net, Jiwoo took a deep breath, and the hot air materialized in front of her as she exhaled. She slammed the end of her stick into the puck, then flicked it, causing it to fly straight through the right hole of the cover and into the net.  

Letting a small smirk crawl up her face, Jiwoo skidded to a stop to catch her breath. A whoop and holler sounded through the empty rink, and she looked up with a smile at the top of the stands, where one of her best friends sat.  

"Let's go, Lee Jiwoo! Kick that net's butt!" Kim Chaeyeon cheered in the darkness. Jiwoo could see her silhouette giving her a standing ovation. She grinned through her helmet and gave out a couple of dramatic bows.  

Jiwoo turned her head towards the other side of the arena to look at the large digital timer hooked on the wall. The clock displayed that it was 5:53pm on the 8th of May, 2024.  

It's been nearly an hour since everyone else left,  Jiwoo thought. Although hockey season had ended a couple of months back, Jiwoo kept practicing relentlessly, even when her coaches suggested she should take a break.  

She turned back to Chaeyeon. "Do you want to leave?" she shouted out. 

From the dark, she heard her friend reply, "Pizza at my place tonight?" 

"Sure!" Jiwoo agreed with a smile.  

Chaeyeon's holler echoed loudly against the walls. "Hell yeah! Let's get out of here!" 

Jiwoo cackled at her friend's behavior and took off her helmet whilst speed skating her way out of the rink. 

Chaeyeon jumped in surprise as she watched Jiwoo leave the ice at record speed, and quickly stepped her way down the stand's stairs. As she made the final leap down, her foot caught the back of the other and she tripped. 

"Oh shit-!"   

She shut her eyes tight and soured her lips as the concrete floor drew in, waiting for the impact.  

What she hit instead was a pair of arms. 

Chaeyeon coughed up a storm, nearly having gotten the wind knocked out of her while she held onto Jiwoo's arms for dear life.  

"How many times have I told you to be careful on the stairs, unnie?" Jiwoo scolded as she gently pat Chaeyeon's back. Looking down, she noticed Jiwoo's helmet rolling on the ground. 

After a few extra breaths, Chaeyeon replied, "My bad. Was too excited about the pizza."  

"And not me?" 

"Absolutely not." 

Jiwoo scoffed in faux offence. "Hey, I just saved your life." She thought for a little, then added, "For the fifth time, by the way." 

Chaeyeon blew a raspberry at her friend. "Well, I guess you're going to have to do more saving!" She teased before running towards the changing room.  

The hockey star playfully rolled her eyes, picked up her helmet, and quickly chased her down.  

 

 

Jiwoo was tying the shoelaces of her white sneakers when her ear twitched at the familiar sound of the arena's front doors opening. "I think someone just entered the arena." 

"Maybe it's Yubin finally paying you a visit during training," Chaeyeon joked while scrolling through videos on her phone. 

Jiwoo snorted. "As if." She pulled on the laces to tighten the knot. "Woman would rather jump off a building than watch me destroy everyone on the ice." 

"Well, yes, that's what she's always doing." 

"That's the point." 

"Oh." Chaeyeon chuckled sheepishly. She set the phone down to her side and looked at Jiwoo. "Who could it be, then?" 

Jiwoo shrugged. "Let's go see. I'm gonna have to tell them to leave, anyway; Arena's closed for the day." 

Grabbing her hockey stick, Jiwoo and Chaeyeon stood up and crossed through the changing room's door, with Jiwoo ready to tell off whoever had entered the building.  

Her mind short-circuited when they were greeted by two women: one in a typical blue medical uniform, and the other in a white lab coat. The girl in the uniform was supporting the other with an arm over her back.  

"What the fuck?" Jiwoo blurted out. She noticed that the one in the coat had a sleeve soaked in what she presumed was blood, and she tightened her grip on her stick. "What's going on here?" 

"Holy shit that blood?" Chaeyeon paled, pointing a finger at Yooyeon's sleeve. It was far bloodier than when they first noticed the injury. Yooyeon gave a hazy nod, her face in a permanent wince since the adrenaline was dissipating. 

Seoyeon put a foot forward. "I'm sorry for scaring you, but we came in here because she needs medical attention." She gestured at Yooyeon. 

"There's a hospital two kilometers away from here." Jiwoo eyed them suspiciously. "Why not take her there instead?" 

"We can't." Yooyeon answered. "It's dangerous outside." 

"What! Why?" Chaeyeon raised her voice. 

Seoyeon shook her head. "We'll explain everything, but first, I need this place's first aid kit. She cannot lose more blood." 

Jiwoo frowned, recalling where it was placed. "It should be in the office. I'll go get it," she announced before taking off. As she ran, she turned around briefly to yell out, "But I'm gonna need answers!" 

Seoyeon turned to Yooyeon, who looked increasingly worse as time passed. "Okay, let's go sit you down." Yooyeon nodded, face paler than ever, as droplets of blood dripped down onto the gray concrete. 

 

 

Setting a guiding hand on Yooyeon's back, Seoyeon led them to the changing room Chaeyeon and Jiwoo had come out of. Chaeyeon followed behind them at a respectable distance. 

Seoyeon gently set Yooyeon down on the room's bench and kneeled in front of her. Yooyeon sighed and rested her back against the wall, closing her eyes. Sweat coated her forehead, and color had drained from her face.

"Don't close your eyes, stay awake." She heard Seoyeon order. 

"I won't fall asleep," Yooyeon assured, still keeping her eyes closed. 

"She's not dying, is she?" Chaeyeon's voice asked from a distance. 

"She'll be fine but needs medical attention right now." Seoyeon's voice sounded through Yooyeon's ears. "You should go outside so that your friend knows where we are." 

"Oh- yeah! Of course." The stranger replied. "My friend's name is Jiwoo, by the way. I'm Chaeyeon," she added before Yooyeon heard the sound of a closing door. 

Yooyeon opened her eyes at the sound of a sigh. Seoyeon ran her fingers through her hair before turning back to her patient. 

"Okay, let's get you out of this." Seoyeon hummed, gently removing Yooyeon's injured arm from her lab coat, her forearm emitting a slight twitch from the chill contact with the air. 

Seoyeon gently supported the arm with her fingers and leaned forward. The gash trailed up half her outer arm in a diagonal. 

"Although it's not too serious of an injury, the wound is deep, so I'm going to have to disinfect it and stitch it up," she announced, squinting at a spot where the injury and dried blood meshed together. She reached into her bag and pulled out a water bottle and some napkins.  

"I'm going to wash the blood off your arm to get a clearer view." 

Yooyeon nodded. She let out a soft hum as the fresh water came in contact with her heated skin, then winced slightly when the napkin trailed close to the wound. 

Mumbling a quick apology, Seoyeon continued the process, making sure to not come in contact with the injury. Yooyeon chuckled slightly. 

"What's funny?" Seoyeon asked. 

"Nothing. Just thinking about the irony of you yelling at me for not explaining anything, then doing the same thing to these people." 

The tips of Seoyeon's ears reddened. "That is ironic," she agreed, then kept going. 

Seoyeon heard the creak of the door. She turned towards it and her eyes glimmered at Jiwoo carrying a large first aid kit. "Good, come over here, please," she urged her over. 

With a nod, Jiwoo approached the two silently, with Chaeyeon following behind her, and placed the box on Seoyeon's right. The medical intern set down the water container and napkins and opened the case. A pleasant noise sounded in her throat when she saw the full kit. Items such as bandages, painkillers, gloves, antiseptics, and more were all neatly organized in the box. 

She first grabbed the tablets of ibuprofen, handing two tablets to Yooyeon along with the water. "Take this. Will lessen the pain." Yooyeon thanked her, and with her free hand, she gulped down the pills and water.  

Seoyeon rolled up her sleeves and took the hand sanitizer first, squeezing out a glob into her palm and rubbing it over her hands. She then put on the white latex gloves, and once again used the hand sanitizer. 

"Why do you have to do it twice?" Chaeyeon wondered. Jiwoo put a finger to her lips, but Seoyeon was glad to answer. 

"It prevents risks of infection and cross-contamination. It's standard medical procedure." 

"Are you a doctor? What's your name?" 

"The name's Seoyeon. I'm an intern, but I was just about to get promoted to a nurse."  

She reached for the bottle of antiseptic. She diluted it in water before soaking it up with a napkin. After removing the excess, Seoyeon trailed along the contour of the wound, Yooyeon wincing at the burning feeling.  

Finishing the disinfection, Seoyeon discarded the napkin to the side and picked up the needle and string from the kit. She disinfected the needle, then steadily threaded the string into it. She inched closer to Yooyeon, satisfied to see that there was less bleeding.  

"Okay, this is going to sting a little." Seoyeon warned softly, holding the needle with a pair of tweezers. She only continued after receiving a nod of approval from Yooyeon.  

"Don't look," she advised the others, and Chaeyeon immediately turned away as Seoyeon commenced the process at the top of the wound. 

Yooyeon squirmed uncomfortably as the needle punctured and entered her skin perpendicular to the slash, slowly dragging along in the dermis with the string before exiting on the other side of the wound. Seoyeon then moved a centimeter down and repeated the process.  

The room was silent with Seoyeon laser focused on the task, save for Yooyeon letting out the occasional pained grunt. Jiwoo watched intently with a concentrated frown as the gash slowly closed, while Chaeyeon would sometimes take a peek before feeling queasy and turning away. 

Finishing the final suture, Seoyeon made a loop with the string before cutting it near the closed up wound. Finally, she wrapped Yooyeon's arm in a bandage.  

She let out a long exhale, having held her breath during the procedure. "Alright, we're done here, but stay seated for now." She announced, disinfecting the tools once again before putting them back into the kit. "Keep the wound bandaged and dry for the first day. I'll check up on it tomorrow to see if everything's okay." 

"Okay." Yooyeon agreed, putting her coat back on with Seoyeon's help. She sent her a grateful smile, and Seoyeon smiled back. 

Chaeyeon clapped loudly to regain their attention. "Okay, this is all great! Now, can someone tell us what is going on and why we cannot leave this building?" Jiwoo nodded in agreement.  

Seoyeon shot a pointed look at Yooyeon. The scientist let out a huff. Tapping a finger on the bench, she thought of where to begin. 

"Well," she started, "my name's Kim Yooyeon. I am a scientist and researcher at HausTech Laboratories." 

"Wait." Jiwoo interrupted, holding up a palm. "HausTech? Isn't that the super secretive lab here in Seoul? Only the smartest people can get in."  

With an affirmative nod, Yooyeon continued, "We research diseases, extraordinary entities, and solutions to many world problems." 

"Extraordinary entities? Like aliens and stuff?" Chaeyeon's eyes glimmered. "So, what they say about places like Area 51 are true?" 

"More or less." Yooyeon explained, tilting her good hand. "There's no actual aliens as rumors say, but occasionally, there are creatures - animals - with special properties. We study them and see if we can use their mutations to help humankind. I am part of that department."  

Yooyeon saw Chaeyeon's expression of excitement and sighed. "It's not all fun and games in the lab. There's another department, the military department, whose entire existence is to find ways to improve South Korea's military power, and that includes testing, both on animals and people." Chaeyeon's smile dropped.  

She continued, "They research ways to improve humans, but only for wars. While most corporations require permission from the government to run human experiments, HausTech doesn't have to, because it is funded directly by the government, and the military."  

"That's messed up..." Chaeyeon grimaced and slumped down. "I can't believe our own government does this." She gave Jiwoo a half-hearted but grateful smile when the athlete patted her back.  

Seoyeon held her chin with the back of her hand, taking in what Yooyeon said. "I assume something went wrong with the military department, perhaps a failed experiment that led to an outbreak."

Yooyeon nodded, impressed by how accurate the nurse's deduction was. "That's about the extent of my knowledge. I never entered the military department myself, so I don't know much except for what I get told." 

With a frown, Jiwoo questioned, "Is this why you told us to stay in the building? Because there was an outbreak?"  

"Yes," Seoyeon answered. "There are people who are showing signs of extreme aggression and are attacking innocent people."  

Chaeyeon covered her mouth with a hand. "That can't be true, right?" 

Shaking her head, Seoyeon recounted, "Yooyeon and I witnessed a woman in a lab coat, attacking a business man who got too close to her and bit him. He fell and slammed his head against the road. There was another one like her at the hospital this morning. He had bitten one of the paramedics, and he himself had a large bite mark on his neck."  

"They do a lot of biting..." Yooyeon observed from Seoyeon's anecdote.  

"Like zombies?" 

The girls snapped their heads in Chaeyeon's direction. "Zombies?" Seoyeon parroted.  

Chaeyeon put her hands up. "I'm just saying, you know! Angry people trying to bite everyone? Sounds suspicious to me." 

Yooyeon and Seoyeon looked at each other as gears turned in their heads. Yooyeon turned her head back towards Chaeyeon. "Zombies are a work of fiction. Although, it would prove useful to retain and compare their properties with our current situation concerning the outbreak."  

Chaeyeon blinked. "What does that mean?" 

"It means they're gonna compare how zombies act with how the aggressive people are acting outside." Jiwoo simplified for her. 

"Ohh, okay."  

With a snap of her fingers, Seoyeon added, "We're going to need more samples. They don't sound dissimilar, but aggressive people who have lost their inhibitions tend to bite as an offensive. Still, it is an interesting theory. I don't believe the scientists would test each other either, so there must be some kind of infection, and transfer of the disease via biting sounds plausible." 

"So, I'd say don't get bitten or scratched. Just don't get into any contact with them, really." Yooyeon followed, and Seoyeon nodded next to her.  

Chaeyeon grinned at being told she was semi right. She then paused and blinked again, her smile dropping as the reality of the situation kicked in.  

"Holy crap." She said, eyes wide. "There's zombies outside. Holy shit, Jiwoo, there's zombies outside!"  

She slapped her hands on Jiwoo's shoulders and started shaking her, her voice rising by an octave. "Oh my gosh, am I gonna die? I don't wanna die! I'm too young and pretty to die!"  

Jiwoo grunted as she shook and smacked Chaeyeon's hands away from her shoulders. "Calm down!" She pressed her own palms down Chaeyeon's shoulders, effectively grounding her older friend. She bore her eyes into hers. " Everything’s gonna be alright. You are not going to die. I won't let it happen, and Yubin won't, either."  

She stopped and squinted. "You should call her. Tell her about this whole thing." 

After Jiwoo released her, Chaeyeon pressed a palm against her chest, breathing deeply. "Okay. Got it, I will," she said in a steady voice and searched her phone for Yubin's contact. "I'll go out for a minute." 

"I'll come with you." Jiwoo followed her out the door.  

The room fell into silence with two of them gone. Yooyeon inhaled and slowly stood up, and Seoyeon rushed to help her.  

"Are you feeling better?" she asked.  

Yooyeon stretched her neck. "Yeah. The pain killers you gave are helping a lot. Thank you."  

"Of course." Seoyeon smiled. "There's more in the kit if you want. Take two every six hours or so." 

Yooyeon rejected the offer with a polite shake of her head. "I think we should keep them for future uses, just in case. I fear this outbreak is going to change everything."  

Jiwoo re-entered the room. "Okay, since we're staying here for the night, there are leftovers in the dining hall. There's also vending machines. The showers are two rooms over, so you can use that." She grabbed her large sports bag and hauled the strap over her shoulder. "Chaeyeon and I are going to see if we can find blankets or something. You can meet us at the rink later." She announced before leaving once again.  

Seoyeon yawned. "I'm tired after all of that. And hungry. You wanna go eat?" She proposed to Yooyeon.  

Yooyeon blinked the tiredness out of her eyes. "Sure." She smiled. 

 

 

Sohyun watched with a frown and an analytic gaze as people moved around frantically outside through the window walls of the clothing store. Her eyes then hovered over the wall clock on the left, which showed 11pm. 

"Xinyu, isn't it a little late to be shopping?"  

Xinyu hummed a melody as she cycled through the clothes rack full of vintage and premium dresses. "It's never too late to find a gorgeous outfit, darling," she sing-songed, letting out a satisfied hum at a black glimmering dress, taking it off the rack and handing it to the slightly nervous female employee standing next to them. Sohyun could tell she was fairly new at her job and did not expect to be hosting an important person so soon. "Plus, if things get dangerous, I know my favorite bodyguard will be there to protect me," Xinyu added, sending Sohyun a flirtatious wink before strutting to the next rack further back in the store.  

Sohyun huffed, following Xinyu.  

Xinyu was the sole daughter of the Zhou family, one of the most influential families in China, and had made a name for herself as a renowned fashionista. She had arrived in Seoul just the day before for a fashion show, and she had wasted no time sneaking into the largest brands South Korea had to offer.

Always on the lookout next to her was her personal bodyguard Park Sohyun, who had been trained in hand-to-hand combat since her very first memories. Her father was a bodyguard, and her lineage consisted of the business for as long as she could remember, and Sohyun was no different.  

They were shopping in the commercial district of Seoul, where all the high-class stores and brands stood imposingly next to each other.

Sohyun subtly tapped a finger to the bass of the shop's smooth jazz as she looked around the empty store. It had been cleared out the moment Xinyu stepped a high heeled foot on its smooth black marble. It was only her, Sohyun, and the employee in the store.  

"How does this look on me?" 

Sohyun turned her head back to Xinyu. She was holding a shiny elegant long red dress flushed to her body. It had a long V neck that threatened to leave some cleavage exposed, and a slit running down the dress that she flaunted with her long legs. Xinyu's smile was just as confident and elegant as the piece she was holding, and as she tilted her head sideways, her large diamond earrings glinted as they reflected the store's light.  

Sohyun looked her up and down. "The world would stop to admire you, and it would never start again."  

With a faux giggle of humility, Xinyu replied, "Thank you, dear." Her red ears betrayed her nonchalance as she turned back to the clothes rack. Sohyun let herself wear a smirk.  

Her smile was wiped off her face when a loud bang coming from the store's front door caught the attention of the three people in the building. The employee, with Xinyu's clothes still in hand, carefully approached the front. 

The door swung open wildly, and in came a pale woman with a large tear in her white dress. Her head twitched as she looked around the store. Her long bleached hair curtained in front of her face. 

Sohyun frowned at the woman's odd behavior and made a few quiet steps towards her, still keeping close to Xinyu, who eyed the scenario in concern. She watched as the employee carefully explained, "The store is closed for tonight. Please exit the building and come back tomorrow." 

The woman snapped her head towards the employee and sped towards her. The employee let out a shriek and fell down on her back, and as the woman opened her jaw, she put her arms in front of her face, and the attacker struck.  

She could barely sink her teeth in when Sohyun dashed towards them and pulled the assailant off the employee. She pushed her onto the ground, and quickly maneuvered herself on top. She dug a knee into the back of the woman, while one gloved hand restrained her arms and the other pressed her temple against the floor. The attacker writhed and whined below her, repeatedly making biting motions as she tried to push herself back up. Sohyun noticed there was a blackened bite on her right shoulder blade.  

Xinyu rushed to the employees side once the threat had been restrained. "Are you alright?" she asked, helping her up to a sitting position. Visibly shaken, the worker nodded, and handed the punctured dress back to Xinyu with an apology. 

Xinyu gently put the dress down. "That doesn't matter. Are you hurt?"  

The employee inspected her trembling arms and hands. "I'm okay."  

"That's good."  

A particularly loud growl brought their attention back to Sohyun and the aggressor. She lifted herself up for a moment before getting slammed back down by the bodyguard, who was taken aback by her strength. A person smaller than her shouldn't be able to get themselves up after being put to the ground in that manner.  

"Xinyu, can you come tie her arms up? She's surprisingly strong for her build, and it doesn't seem like she's going to wear down anytime soon." 

"Of course," Xinyu agreed. She gave the employee a final rub of the shoulder. "You should go home."  

The worker nodded, mumbling a small "thank you," and slowly stood up before making her way out of the store. 

Xinyu turned back to Sohyun and the woman. She picked up the damaged dress and approached them. She kneeled besides them and Sohyun moved her grasp on the woman's arms to the side. Xinyu made quick work of wrapping the arms in the dress and tying them up in a double knot using the sleeves. The bodyguard slowly released her grip, and was satisfied to see that the attacker couldn't break free from the restraint.  

Sohyun grabbed the woman by the crown of her head and her good shoulder, lifting her up to a standing position. She dodged as the girl flailed her legs around and growled. 

"Seriously, what's wrong with her?" Xinyu asked with a frown. 

"I've never seen anything like it." Sohyun admitted. "She doesn't seem responsive to anything we say either. Call the police. They'll deal with her from there."  

With a nod, Xinyu pulled out her phone from her designer purse. She quickly dialed in 119 and put the phone next to her ear. 

The phone rang once, twice, then three times with no answer. Xinyu frowned. "Does it usually take this long for them to pick up?" 

"It should be instant," Sohyun responded, just as confused. "The only reason why they wouldn't pick up would be if they were overwhelmed."  

The ringing eventually came to an end with no one answering. Xinyu put her phone back in her purse with a tut. "What do we do with her, then?" She gestured at the woman, who was still moving her legs and biting the air. 

"I'm guessing the only option now is to tie her up and wait for authority to be available again, but we need to leave. It's late," Sohyun said with a sigh. She grabbed another dress off the clothes rack, pressed the attacker into the metal pole, and tied her against it with the extra piece of clothing.  

The woman writhed in her restraints as Xinyu scrutinized her. "You know, despite everything, this kind of inspires me." 

"Xinyu." 

"Kidding, kidding," Xinyu relented with a smile. "Let's go." She said, and as they left, Sohyun spare one last glance at the woman.  

 

 

The two women were introduced to the chaos in the streets the moment they stepped out of the store. Shoppers and employees alike ran around screaming while being chased by people. No cars were present due to the area being a walking space. 

Sohyun took the lead, shielding Xinyu behind her as they moved out while hugging the walls of the shops.  

"What's happening?" Xinyu looked around her frantically. She screamed as she witnessed a worker tackle and bite an unfortunate young woman in the arm.  

"Just keep moving forward!" Sohyun ordered, keeping an eye out for anything that might come at them. A man suddenly came up behind Xinyu and tried to grab her, but Sohyun quickly dashed to him and pushed his head down, sending him crashing on the ground. He quickly stood back up as if nothing had happened and rushed once more towards them. This time, Sohyun did not hold back, as she forcefully grabbed the side of his head and smashed it against the wall, hearing the nauseating sound of his skull cracking. She let the man slump to the floor as she went back to Xinyu, putting her in between herself and the walls. 

"Seriously, what is wrong with these people?" Xinyu had her back against the wall as she moved sideways as fast as she could in her high heels.  

Sohyun swiftly dodged a wild swing from an oncoming woman before elbowing the top of her head and landing a powerful hook into her temple.  

"Seems like some collective hysteria," she managed to say before dodging another uncoordinated swing, surprised that the attacker was still standing after taking a full blow. Sohyun let out a frustrated huff, deciding to go in for the kill once more as she kicked her opponent in the stomach before reaching for both sides of her head and snapping her neck.  

The girl fell into a lamp's field of light, and Sohyun noticed another blackened bite between her shoulder and her neck. She hadn't noticed it before due to it being near midnight.  

Xinyu stared at the body with wide eyes. "They all have some bite mark on them." 

Sohyun nodded. "Let's get you out of here." 

Luckily, the rest of their escape was left unbothered. As they reached the corner of the block, the girls looked both ways of the intersection before running in the direction with the least amount of people. 

 

 

"I need to call my driver," Xinyu said as Sohyun battled her nth assailant. Because they were in a calmer area, the bodyguard did not have to rush to kill them, so she made sure she tried everything in her power to knock them out before finishing them off. Unfortunately, they would always attack again as if nothing had happened. 

"It looks like they don't react to any physical trauma done to them," Sohyun said while repeatedly kicking down the person who would simply get back up.  

"That's not good to hear." Xinyu replied as Sohyun got sick of it and broke the person's spine. The fashionista squirmed at the loud snap. "Can't you kill these people in a more... humane way?"

"Nothing human about them anymore," Sohyun resigned, returning next to Xinyu. They had slowed down to a walking pace, Xinyu having complained about running in her heels and being tired.  

They walked side by side in the car free street in silence, with Xinyu's guard constantly on the lookout for any incoming threat. While Xinyu was still winded from their run, Sohyun looked relatively unbothered save from the frown on her face. All the lights had been turned off, and there were only one or two people apart from them in the street. They did not know if those people were aggressive or not, so they kept their distance and walked along next to the bushes.  

"Do you think the bites are causing this mass hysteria?" Xinyu questioned in a hushed whisper.  

Sohyun craned her neck to look behind them. "I'm not quite sure, but that is definitely the pattern we're seeing," she replied in the same volume.  

"Maybe it was some animal? A dog, maybe?"  

"We saw a bite in the neck. A dog couldn't have reached that high up," the bodyguard refuted. "It would have to be a very large dog, and in that case, someone would have seen it by now." 

"Wait." Xinyu stopped. Sohyun shot her a raised brow. "The one at the shop. She was always trying to bite something. She almost bit the worker." She gasped. "What if they were bit by other people?" 

With a huff, Sohyun ran a hand through her tied up hair. "That's possible," she said, urging them to keep walking. "If it's true, then this is bad news. It would take too long for people to realize what's wrong, and we wouldn't be able to tell friend from foe before it's too late."  

She widened her eyes and turned to Xinyu. "You didn't get bit, right?" she asked, putting a hand on her protectee's arm. 

Xinyu shook her head. "No, I don't have any injuries at all. You're too good at your job." 

Sohyun sighed in relief. "That's good. Let's get your driver to pick us up at the end of this pedestrian road so we can go back to your resort," she said, looking behind her once again. 

"About that..." 

The bodyguard looked back to the front and stopped, her shoulders tensing. In the distance, at the end of the commercial district, street lamps highlighted countless cars lined up unevenly on the roads, having crashed into each other at the crossroads. No light came out of the vehicles, and if Sohyun were to squint, she could see a few bodies lying motionless on the ground. A man was getting chased by a few hysteric people before tripping and falling to the ground. His pained screams as the others tore him apart reverberated through the roads, attracting more people. 

They heard a rustling in the bushes next to them, and one suddenly jumped out. Xinyu let out a loud shriek before slapping her hands in front of her mouth, her eyes widening.  

Sohyun quickly grabbed the person and slammed their head into the concrete floor with a disgusting crack, but the damage had been done. 

Several heads snapped in their direction as they slowly stood up from their victim. Even at that distance, they felt the hair on the back on their necks stand up under their gazes.

Sohyun breathed, "Shit."

Notes:

only 1/4 of the members introduced and trust me it doesn't go any faster

sohyun could violently curb stomp me
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Chapter 3: Bad B*tch Behavior

Notes:

sometimes i title my chapters after kpop songs you get bonus points if you successfully guess what they are

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Jiwoo pressed a gloved hand lightly against the push handle of the arena's front door while the other held onto her hockey stick. She put her entire hockey uniform back on, including the protective gear, and her helmet was snug on her head.

"Okay," she inhaled. "Everyone ready?"

She looked back. Directly behind her was Chaeyeon who had her eyebrows drawn together high up on her forehead, followed by Yooyeon holding Seoyeon's tote bag. Seoyeon tailed the line, carrying Jiwoo's hockey bag packed with resources on her back and a small knife from the arena's tiny kitchen. They had all changed into the extra jerseys Jiwoo had in her bag, making them look like a team of hockey players. The only thing was that they all had her name and number written on them, so it was more like a team of Jiwoos. 

The large digital clock on the wall announced 9am. They had woken up an hour before to eat breakfast and came up with a plan to survive and escape.

 

"Okay, we'll have to move out. We're too close to the starting point, and if we stay here, it will only be a matter of time before we get run down." Yooyeon approached the table where the other's stood. Seoyeon's phone was placed in the middle with the map app open.

"We'll have to navigate all of this based off of the theories we came up yesterday about the irrational people potentially being... zombies." Seoyeon announced, hesitating at the last word. "Given that it is most likely an infection based event, it would be best to get away from the city where the concentration of people is extremely high."

"We cannot move North," Yooyeon pointed out, tapping away at the virtual map on Seoyeon's phone. "We'll just hit North Korea, and it is highly unlikely they'll let us in, even given our circumstance."

Jiwoo scrolled down on the map. "West also isn't an option. It's just the ocean, plus Incheon."

"Should we move South, then?" Chaeyeon asked.

Seoyeon hummed. "We'd have to cross the Han River, and I'm not sure crossing bridges is a good idea. There would be nowhere to run."

"Plus, there are a few smaller cities moving down." Yooyeon added. "It could put us in more unnecessary danger."

With a huff, Chaeyeon zoomed out on the map. "Where could we go?" 

"Jeju."

All heads turned towards Jiwoo. "I think Jeju would be good. It's an island, so it's isolated, right? Nothing that was already there could threaten us."

Seoyeon rubbed her chin with her hand. "It wouldn't be a bad idea..."

"The land isn't too agricultural though." Yooyeon stated. Earning a curious glance from Seoyeon, she clarified, "I was part of a team that researched improving agriculture for a bit."

The nurse shook her head and turned back to the map. "Whatever. Let's move South-East. It's farther away from the big cities, but close enough to stock up on resources if we need to. Just moving East only gives us mountains. We should follow the roads, but not be on them directly."

Everyone nodded in agreement at Seoyeon's plan. Chaeyeon zoomed in on their current location. "Okay. We'll have to cross a big part of the city to get to those roads." Her brows creased in worry, and she looked back up to the others. "Any idea how to get through safely?"

 

Jiwoo turned back to the front at their hesitant nods of approval. She closed her eyes and let out a long exhale. As the frontliner of their team, she could not afford to cower away or put any of them at risk.

Especially Chaeyeon, a thought ran through her head.

Jiwoo gritted her teeth and gripped the stick harder in her hand. She pushed against the arena's door and winced as she was greeted by the bright sun. She covered her face with a gloved hand.

"Watch out!" A warning came from behind, then a growl sounded on her right.

A singular 'zombie' came running at Jiwoo. She put both hands on her hockey stick, and still not yet adjusted to the light, she swung blindly at the infected full force. She managed to hit it directly in the neck, and she heard the explosive sound of a crack, then a tumble.

Blinking away her solar discomfort, Jiwoo saw the infected lying on the ground with its neck twisted at an odd angle.

Jiwoo lifted her visor to get a better look. She exhaled hard, adrenaline running through her veins, and a wry smile appeared on her lips.

"Holy shit," she spoke. "I just killed someone." Her smile dropped and she turned back to the others who were hiding behind the door. "...This doesn't make me a murderer, right?"

Seoyeon shrugged. Chaeyeon looked like she was about to throw up.

Yooyeon was the first to answer. "Call it self-defense."

"Good. Won't ruin my career," she joked. No one laughed.

Jiwoo huffed. She put her visor back down, looked both ways, then motioned the group to follow her to the left. With their bodies lowered into a near-crouch, they all moved as one in a speed walk.

 

 

Anxiety grew in Chaeyeon's veins as they entered the residential area of the city. Apartments were lined up in every corner she looked, and the streets were predictably littered with abandoned cars. She gulped and ducked behind one as a zombie walked by and almost spotted her, trying to level her breath as to not scream at every turn.

To Chaeyeon, it was a miracle that they hadn't been spotted by a group of them yet. Maybe it was because it was only day two of the apocalypse, but there were far less zombies than she expected. Only a few roamed the streets, and on their way here, Jiwoo only had to confront four to five infected people.

She smiled to herself. Jiwoo looked cool while doing it. Actually, she looked cool doing anything.

Wait, what?

"Chaeyeon, to your right!"

Chaeyeon snapped out of her reverie and turned her head to her right, where the zombie from before stood only inches away from her. It grabbed at her shirt and snapped its jaw at her, and Chaeyeon couldn't hold back a scream this time as she stumbled and fell, her back hitting the wall behind her. 

The blunt end of the hockey stick hit the zombie from the side and knocked it off balance. As it hit its head on the floor, Jiwoo took the opportunity to ram the stick full force into its temple, effectively cracking the skull.

Chaeyeon panted hard, grabbing her jersey at her chest level in a suffocating grip. Her heartbeat was loud in her ears. She looked around furiously as tears streamed down her face. Seoyeon was quick to crouch in front of her.

"Hey, hey, you're okay," she said in a whisper, but Chaeyeon couldn't hear it over the irrational loud beating of her heart and kept looking around her. "You're okay." She saw Seoyeon's lips move again, but she heard nothing. She gulped before panting again.

"She's having a panic attack." Yooyeon's voice sounded distant. Her vision became blurry.

"You think I don't see that?" Seoyeon retorted. Chaeyeon felt a hand on her shirt and jolted. "It's just me," Seoyeon muttered and Chaeyeon stopped getting away from the hand. 

"Take a deep breath, can you do that for me?"

Chaeyeon hiccupped and nodded, taking in a shaky breath and releasing it quickly. Her heartbeat did not slow.

"It's okay. Do it again, please."

Jiwoo rushed next to her after impaling the zombie's skull once more. She took her hand out of her glove. "Here, hold my hand."

Chaeyeon breathed in, slowly releasing the iron grip she had on her jersey and into Jiwoo's hand. She exhaled and closed her eyes, leaning her head into her best friend's jersey. She breathed in again.

"Remember." Jiwoo said, rubbing a thumb against the back of her hand. "4-7-8." 

She nodded and breathed in a couple more times, counting the numbers in her head. Her heartbeat slowed down and no longer crashed through her ears. 

Chaeyeon took one final long breath and opened her eyes, blinking her tears away. Seoyeon wiped the tears off her face using a spare napkin. "Feeling better now?" she asked, and Chaeyeon gave a slow nod.

Jiwoo smiled through her caged helmet. She used her gloved hand to pat Chaeyeon's head and offered her the other glove.

"Thank you..." Chaeyeon muttered, taking it.

"Hey, not to interrupt," Yooyeon interrupted, "but we need to go, now."

The girls' calm demeanors snapped back to ones of alarm at once as they quickly looked around them. "Crap," Seoyeon muttered.

Remember the part where Chaeyeon thought there were only a few of them? Well, she took that statement back.

Dozens of zombies were quickly gathering around them, coming out of their hiding spots. They were slowly surrounding them.

"Go, go!" Jiwoo urged. They all stood up and started running, and the zombies started chasing after them. Jiwoo slammed into the zombies in front of the group. They tried to bite her, but only managed to sink their teeth into her clothes and protective pads. Like she did with the zombie in the arena, she swung her stick full force into their necks, cracking them, some letting out a final screech of desperation as they fell motionless on the road.

Chaeyeon jumped over the pile of bodies Jiwoo created, slightly gagging at the stench of gore and death, closely following her friend. Yooyeon held her injured arm as she ran behind them, narrowly avoiding the hands trying to grab her from over the cars. Seoyeon was behind her, slashing at any head that got too close while trying to hold onto the large sports bag at the same time.

The four girls slalomed between the cars, staying close to the walls. Chaeyeon saw Jiwoo watch a specific alley before turning back to the group. "Everyone, in here!" She shouted out before making a beeline for it.

As Chaeyeon approached, she noticed the chain link fence blocking the alleyway. There was a slight gap between it and the wall, and she realized it was a gate. She ran as fast as she could towards it, yelling as she narrowly dodged the claw of an oncoming zombie and pushed it to the ground. 

She looked back to the front and saw Jiwoo battling yet another zombie at the gate. This one was significantly taller than her, and Jiwoo struggled as she shoved her hockey stick horizontally, blocking its mouth from coming any closer. Another zombie came from behind and clashed its teeth against her helmet.

"Jiwoo!" Chaeyeon shouted.

"Just get in the alley! There's nothing there, I think!" Jiwoo shouted back. Chaeyeon puffed out a large breath, dodging another arm and running past Jiwoo. She pushed the gate open and dashed into the alley. It was filled with dumpsters.

Panting hard, she looked behind her. Yooyeon and Seoyeon were close behind them. "Hurry up!" She yelled.

Yooyeon was first to enter, quickly running in and crashing her back against the wall, holding her arm and looking absolutely exhausted.

Seoyeon took the sports bag off her shoulder and tossed it near the gate. "Get it in!" She ordered before going to help Jiwoo. She sliced the back of the neck of the zombie gnawing away at Jiwoo's helmet with scary accuracy, severing its cervical nerve and ending it instantly. Chaeyeon and Yooyeon pulled the bag in the alley.

With one less threat to worry about, Jiwoo yelled at the top of her lungs and pushed against the jaws of the beast in front of her. Seoyeon aided her and slashed away at its leg muscle, and it stumbled and fell as Jiwoo pushed against it.

"Forget killing it!" Seoyeon breathed out. The zombies were quickly circling around them. "Just get in!"

The two dashed towards the gate and entered the alley just as an infected arrived. It managed to put an arm in between the gate as Jiwoo went to close it.

Zombies piled onto each other and starting pushing against the gate. Jiwoo struggled pushing her own weight against it. Chaeyeon and Yooyeon rushed to help her, with Chaeyeon using her gloved hand to push against the fence and Yooyeon leaning her good arm against Jiwoo. Miraculously, they managed to push against the zombies and closed the gate, and Jiwoo quickly pushed the bar handle in, locking it.

Everyone fell to the ground of the narrow alley as they panted from the run, Jiwoo letting out a small chuckle. She leaned her head against the alley wall, and they all watched as the horde of infected clanged against the chain fence, the handle rattling.

Seoyeon's chest rose and fell as she tried to readjust her pulse back to normal. She regretted not going to the gym with Shion whenever she suggested it, having run on pure adrenaline during the altercation, and her lack of cardio was showing as her throat felt tight and she closed her eyes and groaned.

She snapped them back open when she heard someone run behind her. She quickly spun around and saw a panicked woman with mangled clothes running towards her. She put her arms up weakly, having lost most of her energy.

The woman grabbed her by her arms and pushed her against the wall, next to a ladder leading to the top of a building. She yelled out, "Please, you have to help me!" She shook Seoyeon, whose eyes were widened as she dropped her knife. "I was hiding from these people behind the dumpster. One of them bit me on the shoulder!"

Seoyeon's heart dropped as she looked at the woman's shoulder. The wound was black. Jiwoo quickly stood up behind her. "When was that?"

The woman looked at her. "I- I don't know. Maybe a couple hours ago?" She turned back to Seoyeon. Blue veins crawled up her face. "Please, help me! Hel-"

The woman suddenly groaned and opened her jaw wide. Her eyes became hollow, and her grip on Seoyeon's arms tightened threefold. She stared at Seoyeon, the latter struggling to push her away.

"Shit-" Jiwoo was about to run to them when she heard the snap of metal behind her.

"They're opening the gate!" Chaeyeon yelled out. The infected had managed to break the handle and were trying to push in, with Chaeyeon and Yooyeon desperately pushing back against them.

Jiwoo looked at the gate, then at Seoyeon. She looked at Yooyeon. Yooyeon gestured at the gate with wide eyes. "If they get through, none of us will make it out!"

She cursed again before running to help with the fence, leaving Seoyeon alone.

Seoyeon held her breath as the woman closed her face in. Their noses touched. Seoyeon's eyes trembled, looking back and forth between the infected's black orbs. It breathed heavily in her face. The sound of the gate creasing against the floor echoed in her ears. Her heart pounded in her chest.

The woman stretched her mouth and tilted sideways. Seoyeon shut her eyes tight.

She heard something hiss through the air, then sheath into something in front of her. The grip on her arms had been released.

Seoyeon opened her eyes and gasped for breath. An arrow had entered the woman's skull directly from the top. She looked around, confused.

"Hey!" A voice sounded from above. She looked up and saw a woman looking down at her from the top of the building.

"Yubin?!" Jiwoo shouted at the stranger.

"Use the ladder, quick!" Yubin shouted back. Another arrow flew towards the gate and impaled the large infected in the head. It fell and the other zombies tripped over it.

Seoyeon hastily pulled the arrow out of the dead woman and started climbing the ladder. She avoided looking down, her will to live overpowering her fear of heights.

"Chaeyeon, you go!" Jiwoo ordered. Chaeyeon gasped and nodded, taking the sports bag with her and leaving the two holding the gate. "You too, Yooyeon."

With a frown and a nod, Yooyeon sent Jiwoo a grateful look before leaving her to push against the infected alone. 

Missing two other people, the zombies made quick work of opening the gate. Arms clawed at the wall as they tried to get in, stumbling over the corpse of the one that had been shot. Jiwoo waited for the final moment before giving the gate a final kick and running towards the ladder.

In an instant, the infected broke in, running after her. They stumbled on the woman's corpse but were unrelenting. Jiwoo was only a few feet in the air when she felt an arm grab at her foot, trying to pull her down. With her hockey stick, she slammed the end of it repeatedly into the hand, breaking the wrist. It let go of her leg and she kept moving up.

From above, Yooyeon moved slowly, only having one arm to pull herself up. She huffed and tried using her right hand, but a jolt of pain shot through her arm as she grabbed onto the ladder and her foot slipped. She would've fallen if Jiwoo hadn't supported her back with her hockey stick.

"Take your time," the athlete spoke.

"They're climbing the ladder!" Yubin yelled above them.

"Oh you gotta be kidding me," Jiwoo scowled, looking down. The infected had managed to climb a few steps up. 

Yooyeon held in a curse and went up as fast as she could with Jiwoo holding onto her, and when she reached the top, she felt several hands pulling her in. Jiwoo tossed her hockey stick to the top of the roof before pulling herself up and stumbling onto the ground, panting. 

"Do we have to run away again?" Chaeyeon asked through uneven breaths, leaning forward.

Jiwoo took her helmet off and looked down. About halfway through the ladder, the infected would slip and fall back down one after the other. After some time, they stopped trying to climb and resorted to clawing at the wall.

"No. We're good," Jiwoo breathed out in relief. "We got away."

 

 

The shoe store's back room was nearly pitch black. The lights were not working. Xinyu, having blindly changed into socks and some random sneakers of her size, watched Sohyun's silhouette moving in the dark.

The moment the people had started running at them, Sohyun had quickly guided them into the shoe store next to them. Making sure the place was empty, she had then blocked the door with a rack and a few benches, and told Xinyu to move to the back. On the way, the fashionista grabbed a random pair of socks.

Xinyu could hear the incessant banging on the room's door. At some point during the night, she heard the sound of glass shattering and Sohyun quickly blocked it with all the shelves in the room. She could see the light of day faintly pass through the gaps as the infected's shadows moved.

Sohyun had climbed on top of the shelves to reach the room's ceiling. She pushed against the tiles, hoping to press against them hard enough so they would open up.

"Are you sure you don't want my phone's flashlight?" her client asked once more while laying on her back. The bodyguard had been going at it for the past half-hour or so. Her plan was to reach the roof and scan the area. There was a back door in their room, but Sohyun had to make sure nothing was there before going through it.

"Absolutely not. With the power down, we need to do as much as we can to conserve phone battery." Sohyun said as she banged a fist against the roof, and it rose against her hand. She quickly pushed both hands against the location and slid the large panel across, creating a gap in the ceiling.

Xinyu sat up. "That actually worked?"

"Ceilings are sometimes removable. I was gambling on that," Sohyun replied.

"I really feel like you could've figured that out easier if you had a flashlight to help you."

"Perhaps." Sohyun patted the area in the hole she created. "I'll be back." She announced before hoisting herself up and disappearing in between the gaps.

Xinyu sighed and lay back down, wincing as she leaned her head against a shoe box. It was the most uncomfortable sleep she ever had. Xinyu was used to sleeping in king sized beds with fluffy covers, not on hard floors with a makeshift pillow made out of a cardboard box with the covers also being made out of cardboard boxes. 

She tossed and turned for several minutes, hearing the soft rhythmic pounding of the roof tiles. She jumped as she heard a thud.

"I'm just grabbing a few shoe boxes." Sohyun stated.

"For what?"

"Distraction," she said before going back up.

The fashionista huffed. Even after a decade of knowing Sohyun, there were some things she simply couldn't figure out. She would act concerned for Xinyu, but then would go back to being short with her. It left Xinyu impatient. She wondered if there was any way to get closer that she hadn't tried. Hell, they even made out in her closet before, but then the next day Sohyun went back to acting professional with her.

Xinyu brought her fingers to her lips and sighed. She rolled to her side and watched the shadows move. Her heartbeat jumped every time she heard the doorknob turn, but ultimately, they could not push through the countless metal shelves. Eventually, there was a lot less movement and banging on the door. Xinyu guessed Sohyun's distraction plan worked.

Another thud came from the ceiling. Sohyun looked down at her. "Coast is clear." She said before smoothly jumping down the shelf. She looked around. "...You can use your flashlight."

Xinyu grinned, "I knew you'd give in," she teased before illuminating the room.

 

 

Chaeyeon ran into Yubin's arms, giving her a bone-crushing hug. "I cannot emphasize how much I'm happy to see you right now," she practically sobbed in her friend's arms.

"It's good to see you too, unnie." Yubin hugged back with similar force. "I was so stressed when I was looking at you guys running from the horde." She saw Jiwoo approach them and extended an arm. Jiwoo let out a loud groan at the sky before running into their hug.

"There's literally no way we should've made it out alive," the hockey player exhaled into Yubin's neck. Her friend ruffled her hair. 

Seoyeon looked dazed, sitting back against an outer vent. She watched as the clouds slowly passed by in the sunny sky. She had a vice grip on the arrow that had saved her life.

Yooyeon sat down next to her. "That was a close call," she started, holding her arm. Seoyeon nodded wordlessly, the image of the infected woman about to bite her face off replaying in her mind.

"Hey." The scientist nudged her. Seoyeon blinked then turned towards her. "You alright?"

The nurse sighed. "As good as I can be after almost dying a gruesome death." She chuckled. 

Yooyeon smiled with her. "I guess I should apologize for that to some extent. Told Jiwoo to help us instead of you."

Seoyeon shook her head. "No, I get it. If she didn't help, we'd all be done for. I'm just grateful for this arrow for saving my life." She raised the arrow for Yooyeon to see. Yooyeon frowned.

"Who shot it?"

Seoyeon frowned in turn. She stood up and looked around. The trio of friends was still hugging, but there was no bow where Yubin stood or anywhere near her. She spun on her feet, trying to find the cause for saving her life.

On the other side of the roof stood a girl with tied up hair who was leaning against the wall of the apartment's internal stairs. She wore a black jacket over a school shirt that looked like it hadn't been ironed out in months, and the academic skirt was replaced by baggy black cargo pants. She had her arms crossed with her head looking away. She had a crossbow on her back with a few small arrows attached to it.

The purple bow she had used was also leaning against the wall, along with a black quiver filled with a couple dozen arrows. 

Seoyeon found the person strange, so she decided to walk towards the trio first, Yooyeon following from behind. They had finally separated from their group hug, and judging by Chaeyeon's enthusiastic hand movements, she was explaining everything that happened to them. She heard their conversation as she approached them.

"And you know- thank goodness you saved our asses- wait. How did you even know we were there?"

"Oh, I tracked your location," Yubin told her, showing off her phone. She noticed Seoyeon and gave her a small smile. "Hi, I'm Gong Yubin."

Seoyeon smiled back and extended an arm, which Yubin shook. "I've heard a little about you from your friends. I'm Yoon Seoyeon. My friend's name here is Yooyeon. I'm very grateful you helped us get out of there, but uhm..."

She pointed towards the girl on the opposite side of the roof. "Who's she?"

Yubin's eyes followed her finger. Seeing the person, she sighed and scratched the back of her neck. "Her name's Hyerin. I really don't know much about her other than I found her sleeping on the roof while I was out parkouring. I went to wake her up and suddenly found a loaded up crossbow in my face. She won't tell me anything about her other than her name and age."

"She looks young." Yooyeon raised a brow. "How old is she?"

Yubin shrugged. "She told me she just turned 17 a couple months back."

"What?" Jiwoo sucked in a breath through her teeth. "What's a high school kid doing handling weapons and sleeping on roofs?" she whispered.

The girl suddenly turned in their direction, her large eyes boring into them as if she knew they were talking about her. Seoyeon's eyes widened.

"What, do you know her?" Chaeyeon asked, looking back and forth at Seoyeon and Hyerin.

"I'm not sure... Maybe if I can get a better look..." The nurse replied before taking a step towards the girl. She frowned suddenly remembering something. "Check if you have any bites or injuries, by the way," she voiced out to the others who swiftly started patting themselves down.

Seoyeon walked up to Hyerin, who observed her the entire way with a careful stare. She gulped under her scrutiny and raised her hand at hip-level to show her the arrow.

"Uhm, I took this back from the woman," she started. "Sorry we couldn't retrieve the other one."

Hyerin gave a curt nod before taking back the arrow, cleaning the head with a napkin before putting it back into the quiver.

Seoyeon scrunched her nose, not knowing what to say. She didn't want to alarm the girl. "So, uhm, Yubin told me you were sleeping on the roof. I just- Why?" She pressed her lips into a thin line. Good job, Seoyeon, very smooth.

Hyerin counted the arrows in her quiver. "It's not really any of your business," she carefully responded.

"Well, I mean- I..." Seoyeon let out a nervous cough. She decided to just bow. "Thank you for saving my life. I won't forget it."

"You know who I am." Hyerin deadpanned.

Shit. Seoyeon quickly lifted herself back up. "I wouldn't say I know who you are... I just heard of you."

Hyerin frowned. "From who? The police?"

"Look-" Seoyeon put her hands up. "I really just wanted to thank you for saving me. I won't tell anyone anything, if that's what you want-"

Holsting the quiver onto her back, Hyerin walked past her. "That is what I want."

Seoyeon stared at the wall for several seconds, genuinely speechless.

Turning around, she saw Hyerin had joined the others. They all focused on her as she spoke, and she ran to join the group.

"It's still the middle of the day. I say we can keep moving a little," Hyerin said.

"To be honest, kid, after everything that happened today, I just want to take a long twenty hour nap," Chaeyeon replied. 

"Plus," Jiwoo followed, giving Chaeyeon a warning stare, "I don't think we can really move out if we're on a roof."

Yubin kicked a leg out. "Usually, I'd just jump to the next building, but I don't think you guys can do that."

Seoyeon crossed her arms. She avoided looking directly at Hyerin. "Are the stairs accessible?"

Yubin shook her head. "It's locked. Plus, there's a bunch of them in there waiting for someone to open the door."

"We need to come up with a new plan." Yooyeon said, locking eyes with Seoyeon. The nurse nodded.

She hummed, holding her chin with the back of her hand. Her eyes trailed towards the building across them. It also had roof stairs. 

"Yubin," she called out, pointing at the structure, "can you make that jump?"

Yubin looked back and smirked. "Of course I can. That's easy work."

"It would be really funny if you said that and fell," Jiwoo remarked.

"Shut up."

Seoyeon nodded. "Okay. Could you go there and check out the inside?"

"I can do that." Yubin blinked. "What's the plan?"

Seoyeon looked back down at the alley, gulping down her vertigo. Amidst the angry bodies was an exit door for the other building, but there was no outside handle. 

"We'll distract the people at the bottom and make them move somewhere else. Hyerin can shoot down any stray infected. We can block the gate using one of the dumpsters. Yubin's going to go through from the roof, down the building, and open the door to let us in."

"Woah woah woah woah," Chaeyeon interrupted, drawing a big X in front of her with her arms. "I am NOT letting my best friend Yubin go there alone. Someone else gotta go, too."

Jiwoo raised her hand. "I'll go."

"Would be funny if you said that and fell." Yubin smirked and Jiwoo socked her in the arm.

Chaeyeon threw her hands up. "Okay, now both of my best friends are going. Next, you're going to tell me to be the distraction."

Seoyeon gave her a look.

"Yeah, okay I should've seen that coming." She deadpanned. "But, uhm, can we eat first?"

 

 

The duo moved silently through the outer area of the shopping district, where the common stores lined up messily in contrast to the neatly organized high class. 

Xinyu flicked a stray piece of burnt paper off her shoulder as she waited in the corner of the block for Sohyun to send the green light. She flinched as she heard the nearby cracking of bones.

Sohyun came back, adjusting her gloves. "Coast is clear," she muttered. "Let's go."

Xinyu rolled her eyes and followed. She turned the corner and was greeted by a large number of bodies. Looking down to make sure she didn't step on anything that made noise, she whispered, "I feel like I heard far less necks breaking than there are bodies on the floor."

Sohyun did not respond, but Xinyu knew she thought the same from her careful movements and constant head turning.

The bodyguard stepped over a dead body, looking oddly at it. Xinyu did the same, holding her breath from the stench. Its head had odd circular dents in it, as if someone hit it repeatedly with rings, and its body was lathered with slashes. Sohyun did not have any rings, nor a knife. 

Not even a few meters ahead laid another body. Sohyun stopped to look at it. Xinyu stood beside her. This one had fewer knife marks but received double the blunt force trauma to the head.

Sohyun poked its head a few times and her eyes widened. It moved seamlessly and fresh blood leaked out of its cracked skull. She quickly grabbed Xinyu's arm and dragged her into a tanghulu shop.

Xinyu's face heated up as Sohyun pressed herself against her body. She put a finger to her lips and looked out to the road. "They're still here," she whispered.

Who? Xinyu mouthed. Sohyun shook her head. She pushed her further into the shop when she heard the faint sound of footsteps and hid them behind the large display of tanghulu candies. Crouching, Xinyu took one of the candies on a stick, ignoring Sohyun's deadpan stare.

"What, I haven't eaten anything this morning," she reasoned. She took another stick and handed it to her bodyguard. "Have one too."

Sohyun was about to protest, but realized she hadn't eaten anything either. Plus, the tanghulu looked good and she hadn't had one in over a decade. She resigned and took the stick, much to Xinyu's satisfaction as the fashionista bit into her own with a resounding crunch.

A growl sounded from inside the shop. Xinyu stopped chewing and looked to the side. An old man with whitening hair and a red apron slouched out from the back of the store. A large chunk of flesh was ripped out of the left side of his body. His hollow eyes spotted the two of them and immediately rushed towards them, knocking over several metal pans that clanged loudly as they fell.

Sohyun looked at her tanghulu, then back at the man with a frown. She bit into the candy, holding it in between her teeth, and sent her right leg up, hitting him directly under the chin with the back of her heel as she supported herself with her forearms. As his head wobbled from the impact, her foot came back down and she used it to spin 90º to the right, giving another kick to the man's right side of the body using the front of her left leather shoe, with only her right elbow supporting her weight on the floor. The kick caused the infected man to stumble to the floor.

Her left foot came down and she used it to spin back all the way around and stand back up. She ripped the stick out of her mouth, and as the man stood back up, she brought her arm back, and, in a haymaker motion, she stabbed the candy-less stick into the center of his skull. He wobbled and fell back down, blood leaking all over the floor.

The bodyguard chewed on the candy, humming in satisfaction. The candy was sweet with a hint of sour, and she enjoyed the strawberries.

"This is good," she admitted. She looked back towards Xinyu, who wasn't even close to finishing her snack. She instead looked at Sohyun with stars in her eyes, completely ignoring the part where the bodyguard killed the owner of the shop with his own creation.

Sohyun looked around, shook her head and extended an arm towards her client. "We made too much noise. We need to go-"

Sohyun instantly shut her mouth and crouched as a figure entered her peripheral. She motioned Xinyu to lay low while she did the same. She watched the figure through the display with one eye and held her breath as they slowly stepped into the shop.

A tall and relatively lean female figure walked closer to them. Her large deep sea blue cap covered her eyes, and her long hair was tucked behind her ears. She wore an open black bomber jacket over her cadet blue sports bra with black cargo pants and tall combat boots.

The woman stopped right in front of the display, and Sohyun ducked her head. She slowly backed away to the counter and carefully stood back up into a crouching position. 

Trying to look over the counter, she did not realize Xinyu was viciously shaking her head with wide eyes. When she saw the person had disappeared at the front, it was too late, and the tip of a sharp knife pressed against her throat.

 

 

"Okay you three, remember the plan. Chaeyeon is going to yell at the top of her lungs on the other side of the building. When you see the alleged zombies run the other way, you're going to jump over to the next building and go through the door. Hyerin's going to shoot down the remaining infected and she and I will go down to block the alley. Hopefully, the scream is going to attract whoever's in that building so you have an easier time getting past them."

It was evening. The trio looked at Seoyeon with eyes full of determination, and with the meal and short rest they had, their confidence had doubled. Yubin was in Jiwoo's hockey uniform, reasoning that she had the higher chance of making the jump with the added weight.

Hyerin looked down from the roof with her bow ready in her hands. "Are you sure screaming will draw them in?"

"It's a hypothesis," Yooyeon replied. "It does seem like their auditory processing is still functional, and this is to test how effective their hearing is, along with helping us leave the roof."

"Okay..." Hyerin squinted at the overly intellectual wording. "Is she always like this?"

"She's a scientist," Seoyeon explained.

"I'm sure."

"You'll get used to it." Seoyeon sighed. She clapped her hands together. "Okay, everyone! Get into your positions."

Chaeyeon nodded. She gave both her friends a hug and a peck on the cheek before running to the other side of the building. Yubin and Jiwoo backed a significant distance away from the edge of the roof and got into a running position.

"Hey," Jiwoo breathed, turning to her friend.

"What's up?"

"Remember when we used to do this together all the time in middle school? Before Chaeyeon?" the athlete asked with a nostalgic smile.

"Yeah." Yubin chuckled. "The hockey coaches would scold you for getting scratches and bruises everywhere. You'd get mad whenever you fell on the ice and got hurt, and then you had to sit out practice."

"Three!" Seoyeon's voice shouted in the distance.

Jiwoo sighed with a grin. "Things were so much simpler back then."

Yubin nudged her friend. "Hey, but now you're the star player of the national hockey team, and you get to impress your girl."

"Two!"

Jiwoo scoffed, a blush creeping up her face. "She's not my girl. I'd do anything for you, too."

"I'm just teasing, I know you would." Yubin laughed.

"One!"

"Hey," Yubin said, lifting the helmet's visor.

"Hm?"

"Us three. We all make this shitshow of an apocalypse out alive."

Jiwoo smirked and shook her head. "No shit. Thought that was the plan all along."

"Go!"

With a foot on the upper edge of the roof. Chaeyeon yelled out as loud as she could, "YOU'LL NEVER GET US!!"

Hyerin watched as the infected instantly stopped clawing at the wall and ran back outside the gate. Only a couple lingered around, having spotted her from the top of the roof. She stretched her bow, aimed, and shot them down one by one.

"Okay, your turn!" Seoyeon announced to the runners.

The duo took off at impressive speeds. As they reached the edge of the roof, they stepped over the upper edge and leaped. Their silhouettes were highlighted by the setting sun as they flew in slow-motion. Jiwoo grinned. She felt like a kid again.

The moment was over as soon as it had begun, and Jiwoo tumbled smoothly onto the next roof. Yubin landed beside her just as cleanly, even under all the gear. The traceuse raised an eyebrow at her and smirked.

Jiwoo sighed. "All right, give me my stuff back," she ordered with a smile.

 

 

"Okay, they're across. Let's go." Seoyeon moved to the edge and gulped as she looked down the ladder. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes. "It's just nerves," she whispered to herself.

"I'll go first." Hyerin said, climbing down with no hesitation.

Seoyeon huffed. "See? Even the kid does it effortlessly, so you can too!" She hyped herself up and let out another exhale. In the distance, Chaeyeon yelled again.

The nurse felt a hand on her shoulder.

"Nervous?" Yooyeon asked.

Seoyeon clicked her tongue. "I literally just survived running away from 'zombies' and now I can't even climb down the ladder when it was my own plan." She scowled.

"You know the fear is irrational."

"Of course I do! I'm a medical intern!" She scoffed. "And I wouldn't say irrational, I think being afraid to fall and break all of my bones is very rational."

Yooyeon hummed. "I don't have any intense fear, but what I would suggest you do is to just not care."

"Not care?"

"About falling. Life's life, you know? Whatever happens, happens."

Seoyeon creased her eyebrows together. "Uhm, okay, thanks?" she said with a hesitant smile.

Yooyeon gave a rare smile. "Anytime."

Seoyeon turned back and inhaled. I am never getting another therapy session from her, that's for sure. Still, looking down the ladder with Hyerin already at the bottom and closing the gate, she tried out the technique, nonetheless.

She closed her eyes. I don't care. I don't care if I fall, I don't care if I die, whatever happens, happens.

She exhaled, and slowly went down the ladder. She repeated I don't care, I don't care in her head like a mantra until she finally hit solid land. Seoyeon let go of the breath she was holding and raised two victorious fists up. From above, Yooyeon raised her own.

"Uhm, can you help me with this?"

Seoyeon snapped back to their current plan. Hyerin had two hands against a dumpster, ready to push. She shot her an unimpressed look.

"Ah, yeah! Sorry!" Seoyeon quickly apologized, picking up the knife she had previously dropped off the ground and joining her.

 

 

Yooyeon analyzed the alley Chaeyeon had baited them all in. More infected were still running towards the noise, and Yooyeon was surprised to see some running up from a couple hundred meters away, minus the height of the building.

"That is definitely more than the usual range..." The scientist observed. Chaeyeon started singing a random song by this point. 

"FANCY! YOooOUu-"

Yooyeon looked at her funny before shaking her head and going back to the alley. She looked down and was pleased to see the two at the bottom had pushed two dumpsters horizontally in front of the gate and were on their third one.

She then turned her head towards the building. A few alleged zombies were clawing at the bottom windows, while the top ones had nothing. Yooyeon assumed the athletic duo were doing quick work.

 

 

"I don't know what to tell you Jiwoo, but I don't wanna do this anymore!" Yubin sobbed as she narrowly evaded an infected from biting her arm.

Jiwoo slammed the end of her hockey stick into its neck. "You're doing great!" She whisper-shouted.

"I'm really not built for this!!" She stabbed an infected in the eye with a spare screwdriver she had found on the roof, then stabbed it again in the forehead. The infected dropped dead.

"It'll be fine! Now would you keep quiet!" Jiwoo hissed before moving slowly down the metal steps. The stairs of the apartment complex they had entered led directly to every hallway on each floor. Any stray infected Chaeyeon was unable to attract with her yelling, the duo had to battle out. Yubin's unnecessary shouting added a level of danger to their mission.

Jiwoo held a finger up as they reached the next floor. It had an exorbitant amount of infected clawing against the window at the end of the hallway.

"We skipping this one?" Yubin whispered.

"Yeah."

 

 

The fifth and final dumpster pushed against the gate, Seoyeon sighed in satisfaction and wiped away the sweat on her forehead. Shion would be proud at the workout she just did. She made a mental note to call her tonight.

Unbothered, Hyerin climbed back up the ladder after collecting her arrows.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm gonna jump over the next building and help." Hyerin explained. Both heard the distant scream of Chaeyeon.

"Can you tell her she can stop yelling?"

 

 

"Okay. Maybe we shouldn't have skipped that one."

The duo was on the final floor. They desperately fended off the ones on the current floor while the ones from a few floors above caused cacophony as they stumbled down the metallic stairs and made their way towards them.

Yubin stabbed another zombie in the temple. She looked around wildly as adrenaline ran through her veins. The sound of metal was getting louder.

"I think we're done for!"

"No, we're not!" Jiwoo grunted, kicking down the infected in front of her before smashing its head in. 

Immediately, she moved on to the next, swinging her hockey stick full force into its neck, snapping it. She rammed her body into the next one, slamming it against the wall and pushing it down before furiously smashing her foot into its head until she heard the disgusting crack of its skull. There were still a few zombies on the floor.

"Shit." Yubin whispered as she stared at the athlete. "You can't one-up me like that." She grinned an insane grin. 

With her sole screwdriver, she ran up to where Jiwoo was before lying low and sliding between an infected's legs, stabbing it in the calf as it tried to swipe her. She quickly stood back up behind it and stabbed the back of its neck when it kneeled down. She did a quick 180 and impaled the very next one in its throat, its blood splashing all over Yubin's clothes.

Yubin burst out laughing. It was the insane type of laugh.

Jiwoo stopped her fighting to look at her friend while the infected she was battling bit at her helmet. "Dude." She spoke. "This is why I always said you needed a damn therapist." With her gloved hand, she pushed the final zombie of the current floor away, smacked her stick into its leg with a crack, and then jammed the end of it into its skull.

Jiwoo panted, looking down at the bodies. Her ear twitched at the sound of incoming footsteps. She turned around and cursed aloud as a zombie from the next horde jumped on her. She put the stick against its teeth as it gnawed away. 

Yubin had stopped laughing and was yelling once again as the squelching of meat was heard. Jiwoo thanked the lord she was fully protected by her hockey uniform as the infected unsuccessfully bit into her shin guards and shoulder pads.

Beneath all the mixed noises of yelling and grunting was the whizz of an arrow and the sound of it hitting its target. 

Jiwoo looked in between the mess of limbs to see Hyerin loading up her bow and aiming for a few seconds before shooting the next target. Reinvigorated by the appearance of their savior, Jiwoo let a hand go from her hockey stick, making the infected man smack its head against her helmet. She pushed it off of her and crawled back, the others slipping off her protective gear. Holding the zombie she previously pushed off with her stick, Jiwoo quickly stood back up as another one of Hyerin's arrows hit its target in the head.

One had noticed Hyerin and ran towards her, but she quickly switched out her weapon to the crossbow and shot it in the skull. "Eight left!" She shouted out.

"Eight?" Yubin repeated. She grinned. "That's my lucky number." Being covered from head to toe in blood and gore, the aggressive opponents had some difficulty discerning her from the other zombies, so she had an easier time shoving the end of her now blunt screwdriver into their skulls. She easily took down three of them while swinging her weapon around wildly as they swiped the air in genuine confusion.

"Your friend's crazy, I hope you know that." A slightly afraid Hyerin approached Jiwoo, pulling the arrows out of her victim's heads after taking down three zombies of her own. The final two infected were busy playing "Find the Yubin."

They lost. 

Yubin cackled like a madman.

Jiwoo put her damaged hockey stick against the wall and took off her helmet. "Yeah." She breathed out. "I can see that."

The athlete and the archer approached Yubin who was kicking the dead bodies on the floor. She turned back towards the two. "Oh, hey guys!" She panted and offered a crooked smile.

Jiwoo smacked the back of her head. "Pull yourself together. This isn't cute." She scolded. Yubin blinked twice, her smile instantly wiped off her face.

She scrunched her nose and held down a gag at the smell. Hyerin walked by with wide eyes, hesitating to even look at the traceuse. 

As the two walked away to find the exit door, Jiwoo pointed a finger at her friend. "Also, take a shower. You're disgusting."

 

 

Chaeyeon crashed onto the apartment's bed. "Bed," she weakly croaked out with a grin, having just come out from the shower.

Much to the group's satisfaction, they found out that the water was still running and enjoyed it while it lasted. They were also pleasantly surprised to find that the apartment room Yubin had decided to raid had clothes that fit them, albeit they were a little small on Jiwoo.

Yubin, with a fresh set of clothing and a cleared mind, was sleeping soundly on the bed beside Chaeyeon. Jiwoo sat on the pink gaming chair next to them as she patched up her hockey stick after cleaning it with a wet towel. It was severely damaged from the countless fights she had, and she doubted it would last much longer.

 

"You guys cleared out the entire apartment?" Seoyeon asked with a frown.

"Well, yeah wasn't that the plan?"

Yooyeon intercepted. "The plan was to get past them. There was no wiping everyone out."

"Oh."

 

Seoyeon had pulled out the items in the sports and tote bag, calculating how long the rations would last. It was Hyerin's turn in the shower. Yooyeon opened the cabinets and drawers, finding countless amounts of cup ramen.

She opened the drawer of the bedside table. "Uhm..."

Seoyeon looked over. "What is it?"

Yooyeon pulled out a custom pink, nearly coral colored assault rifle with several stickers on it. Everyone's jaws dropped.

"Who just has a gun in Korea?" Seoyeon stood and hastily approached her with wide eyes. Jiwoo looked at her hockey stick and sighed.

The scientist picked up the large box of ammunition beside it. "I don't know," she turned towards them, "but we just struck gold."

 

 

"Hey Shion, it's Seoyeon again. You're not speaking, but from the fact that you picked up, I believe you are alive. We have moved out of the arena, and our main goal is to get to Jeju. We're moving South-East, staying close to the roads and avoiding the big cities if we can. Don't cross through the Han River unless you absolutely have to. I don't know where you are right now, but I hope by telling you where we're going, you can follow our path, and we can meet again. Stay safe.

Oh, and before I forget; We have a gun! An entire rifle! Isn't that crazy? I don't know much about guns, but that's crazy. Haha. Alright, goodnight, Shion."

The call ended with a buzz. A hand swiped the phone off the arena's bench.  

 

Notes:

yubin's insane, hyerin's my fav black cat coded child with a possible criminal record

as always thank you for reading i love reading all of y'alls comments they fuel me. im never writing 8k words in 24 hours ever again though

 

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Chapter 4: Acid Eyes

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Sohyun exhaled through her mouth. The tip of the knife was like ice under her chin, and its reflection highlighted the stranger's sharp jawline. 

"Let her go." Xinyu pleaded. She tried getting up, but the stranger pressed the tip into Sohyun's neck, drawing a drop of blood. 

"Don't move." A soft voice commanded next to Sohyun's ear. 

"What do you even want from us?" 

The stranger did not answer. 

Sohyun inhaled calmly. "I believe this is all a big misunderstanding." Her lips moved slowly so as to not dig the knife deeper into her skin. 

"Is it? Causing such a ruckus, do you want to kill us all?" She stressed. 

The bodyguard clenched and unclenched her fists. "You don't have the entire story. Let us explain first." 

The knife drew in even closer. "Were you bitten?" 

"No." 

Xinyu put her hand up. "Look. You're on very high alert right now, and that may cause you to act more... brashly. That is completely understandable but believe us when we say we aren't a threat. The bigger problem is that any time, more of those hysterical people could come, and then we'd all be dead. Please, put down the knife."

Good job deescalating the situation, Xinyu, Sohyun commended in her head with a small smirk. The stranger's breath blew into her ear as she ever so slightly lowered the knife. 

Sohyun jumped at the opportunity.

The bodyguard slammed a backwards palm against the woman's abdomen, pushing her back. She bumped against the table and another metal tray clattered loudly on the ceramic floor. Sohyun spun around and grabbed at the person's left arm and put it behind her back. She tried to grab at the knife, but the woman recovered from the surprise attack, smacking Sohyun's forearm away with the butt of the knife before launching it forward and stopping right between her eyes. The two women glared at each other as their bodies were pressed together. 

No one had time to exchange threats. From behind, Sohyun heard,

"They're here." 

Growls and moans drew closer as she counted at least a dozen footsteps. The two fighters glanced at the commotion outside and saw as several infected were running down the road in the distance. Sohyun had to make her speech quick. 

"Listen. Whatever you want with us, it doesn't take priority over your own life being at risk." Sohyun whispered, looking at the woman dead in the eyes and pressing her head against the tip of the knife. "Are you going to kill us and try to fend all of them off by yourself, or do we set aside our differences, whatever they're supposed to be, and get through this together?" 

The taller woman looked down into her cold stare with her cat-like eyes. She huffed, relenting, and dropped the knife into Sohyun's hands before pulling out a pair of silver brass knuckles. 

Scrutinizing the weapons, Sohyun figured that was how the corpses had dents in their heads. 

Xinyu watched as the two women stepped outside. "I'll stay here! I don't want to get in the way," she half-lied. She did, in fact, not want to get in their way, but she also didn't want to die. Plus, it was a spectacle to watch with free snacks at her disposal. 

Muttering a small apology towards the dead owner in the corner of the room, she bit into her snack. 

 

 

Her style was undeniably one of a street fighter. 

Slashing methodically through her own assailants, Sohyun observed the woman's techniques. She favored using her fists for combat, only kicking when she was absolutely sure she could get a clean shot on her opponent and would always kick at their side to send them to the floor. Like in boxing, she would use compound attacks, striking twice or more in a row to overwhelm her opponent. 

After stabbing an infected in the abdomen and kicking it away, Sohyun watched the woman link a left jab right into the enemy's eye followed by a right hook directly into its temple and she heard the crack of its cranium. 

A groan snapped Sohyun out of her distraction and she grabbed the next opponent by the neck. It forcefully pushed against her and grabbed onto the arm that was holding it. She skidded back an inch at its sheer force, feeling her shoes cause friction against the brick street. 

Another one appeared on her right. She kicked it away, but it immediately recovered and ran towards her again. A growl came from behind as footsteps quickly approached. Focused on the one on her right, Sohyun blindly sent a high backwards kick, hoping to hit her target. Her shoe landed, and by the sound of choking, she assumed she had hit its neck.  

Without a break, Sohyun sheathed the knife into the infected's throat right as its face was inches away from hers. She twisted it sideways, and threw her arm back, slashing open half its neck and kicking it away once again. The head dangled off the neck as it crumpled to the floor. 

The infected grabbing her arm pushed her further down the street, looking down and trying to bite at her gloved hand. Sohyun grit her teeth and dug her fingers into its neck, choking it out. Its airway blocked, the infected desperately clawed away at her arm. She felt the pain of its fingers pressing hard into her muscles, and for a moment, Sohyun thought she saw fear in its eyes. 

With her foe weakened, Sohyun did a 180 spin, blocking the previous infected charging behind her. She stabbed the first one in its forehead before releasing her death grip on its neck and kicking it down, bringing the other to the floor with it. 

She had no time to rest, as another pair swarmed at her from both sides. In the distance, even more were coming. 

"There's too many of them! We need to retreat!" Sohyun yelled out at her counterpart, who was now also struggling to keep up. She repeatedly beat down an infected in the head before quickly spinning around and sending an uppercut up another one's chin. Sohyun saw she was losing her strength as the creature didn't even register the hit and rushed back at her. She barely had time to duck its swing before narrowly dodging the incoming grasp of a new challenger. 

Sohyun deftly spun in a 360, slashing both her opponents necks. The cuts weren't deep enough, as they kept charging at her, with an added one running at her. 

The bodyguard was nearing her limit. She huffed as she spun the knife around into a reverse grip for more power and sunk it into one of the pair's forehead. She retrieved the weapon before dropping to the floor and rolling to the side to dodge an incoming bite. She slowly stood back up, but something grabbed at her ankle and yanked, sending her back down to the floor. She briefly looked back to see that it was the infected buried under the corpse of her earlier kill. It tried to lift itself from the body, trying to bite at her calf. 

Sohyun's heartbeat rose for the first time in a while as she tried to pry herself away from the strong grip. The others leaned down to bite at her, and she quickly and messily stabbed each of them in the temple while pushing them away with her other hand. 

"Cut its wrist!" The woman ran towards her while being chased by countless more infected. 

Sohyun cursed under her breath at missing something so obvious. She twisted the knife back into a normal grip and turned to slash its wrist, disconnecting the tendon and muscles. The infected released its grip. 

The woman grabbed Sohyun by her suit, pulling her up with her remaining force. "Through the shop's back door, go!" She pushed the bodyguard forward and the fighters made a mad dash for it. 

Xinyu, who was watching with eyes filled with worry, understood the message and ran to the back of the shop. She twisted the doorknob quietly and opened a small gap in the door to not alarm anything that could be on the other side. 

Sohyun stumbled into the shop, narrowly avoiding the corners of the counters and tables, jumping over the owner's corpse before slamming the door open. Xinyu quickly followed behind her, tailed closely by their new ally who was being chased by so many infected they filled up the shop. 

The moment she crossed the door, Xinyu slammed the door closed. Not even a split second later, they heard loud banging on the door. 

The woman grabbed Xinyu's wrist. "No time to lose! Let's go!" She panted out and dragged her along. The trio ran away, Sohyun killing the occasional infected with her blood-covered knife. 

 

 

The glass door closed with a slam, the signal bells jingling at the top. The various infected still chasing them slammed their palms against the glass while Sohyun had her back against the door. 

"Hurry, put it in front!" The woman hastily grabbed the nearest wooden shelf of the souvenir shop stacked with paraphernalia ranging from country flags to oversized steel cutlery. She pushed it towards Sohyun who pulled it while still pushing back the door. She moved away when the shelf was inches to her face, swiftly rolling away, letting the woman put it flush against the door. The infected pushed against it, but the door stayed put. 

She let out a loud groan and dropped down, taking off her cap and ruffling her hair. Sohyun looked at the ground while panting with one hand on her hip and the other one on her racing heart. Xinyu, facing the front of the store, let out a growly sigh of relief from deeper inside the shop. 

Xinyu stopped breathing. A growly sigh? She didn't growl. 

She turned around just as an infected behind her went to grab at her long hair. She let out a loud scream of surprise and backed away as it swiped at her again. Instantly alarmed, Sohyun snapped her head towards Xinyu. 

"No-" She tried to dash to her, but had to stop and cough, clutching her chest. 

Xinyu put her hands in front of her and pushed the infected away, still screaming. She looked around wildly for any weapon and saw the cutlery on the shelf. In a flash, she put her hand out and grabbed at any of the instruments and pulled out an extra-long steel chopstick. She looked back at the approaching person and yelled as she stabbed the makeshift saber forward. The chopstick entered its eye with a squirt, and it sank all the way into its head. Blood splashed onto Xinyu's clothes as it tumbled onto the floor. 

"Oh, my goodness." Xinyu clasped her hands over her mouth. "I just killed one." She looked over her shoulder. "I just killed one on my own!" She grinned. 

"Very... impressive..." The stranger said between strained huffs with her arms on her knees. Sohyun approached her with a sunken look. 

"Did it hurt you?" she asked, taking Xinyu's arm and inspecting her. 

"No, I'm okay." Xinyu replied with a slight frown when Sohyun spun her around. "I told you, I'm fine! It didn't touch me."  

She put her hands up as Sohyun patted her down. She looked at the body, then gasped as she noticed the small splashes of blood on the front of her dress.  

Dropping her hands, she turned back around and complained, "My dress is ruined!" 

With her hands on her hips, Sohyun looked away with a sigh. Her gray suit was covered in blood and filth. The stranger wiped off the red stains on her face with her forearm after pulling up her jacket. Her exposed stomach was also splattered. Her once silver knuckles were dyed crimson. 

Xinyu wore a sheepish smile. "You know what? I think it adds personality." 

 

 

The three survivors sat on the floor in a corner of the shop away from the windows, having neatly folded flags placed under them to substitute for mats. 

The stranger sat in front of Xinyu, fiddling with her cap. The fashionista watched her carefully. Next to her, Sohyun had her knife at the ready, but she looked like she was zoning out. 

"So..." the stranger started, looking up at her. "What's your name?" 

Xinyu bit her lip. "Zhou Xinyu," she spoke. 

"Hm." The woman said. "Doesn't sound Korean." 

"I'm Chinese." 

She nodded. "Makes sense. I'm Kim Nakyoung, it's nice to meet you." She extended a hand. 

Xinyu went to shake it, but Sohyun slapped the fighter's hand away. 

"You're gonna tell us why you threatened us back at the candy shop?" she interrogated, picking the dried blood off her chin where Nakyoung had pricked her. 

Nakyoung looked at her, then at Xinyu. "She's your bodyguard or something?"  

Xinyu nodded with a small frown. Sohyun was acting oddly hostile. 

The street fighter used a white flag to wipe the blood off her abdomen. She chuckled. "Thought so. You're in a suit, and your fighting style was too clean for the streets." 

With a sigh, she added, "I apologize for the threats. You guys were right; I was acting aggressively. I was already on high alert while protecting my street, and then you dropped a bunch of metal trays on the floor." 

"Your street?" Xinyu raised an eyebrow. "Are you in some kind of gang?" 

"Oh, no. I was in a group that protected people, so I'd say I'm a protector." Nakyoung clarified. 

Sohyun scoffed, unimpressed. "A protector who swings first?" 

Nakyoung frowned, shoving her brass knuckles into her pockets after cleaning them. "What else was I supposed to do? I thought you guys were trouble. You attracted every zombie in the area!" 

The pair paused and stared at Nakyoung. 

"...Zombie?" Sohyun repeated, giving a wry smile. "You're kidding me." 

"I'm not." 

A switch flipped in Xinyu's brain. "Oh my god," she whispered.  

She turned her body towards Sohyun. "Think about it. The aggressiveness, the biting, the marks... It all makes sense!" 

Sohyun blinked, then sucked in a sharp breath and softly tossed the knife across the floor, the weapon clattering as it went. 

"Shit," she cursed, running a hand through her hair. "So, we're dealing against zombies." 

"We just thought it was mass hysteria." The fashionista added. 

With a sigh, Xinyu turned back to Nakyoung. "But, to clarify, we hid in the shop because we noticed someone was still around killing all these, uhm, zombies. The trays were thrown on the ground because there was one of them in the shop. It knocked them over as it came rushing at us." 

Nakyoung rubbed a hand over her mouth at the revelation. "Then, what I'm getting is that this was all just a big misunderstanding? Blown out of proportion by our own nerves?" 

The fashionista nodded with small shrug. Nakyoung sighed. "I'm really sorry, then. I escalated the entire situation." 

"No kidding," Sohyun remarked. Xinyu reprimanded her with a small glare and a tap of the hand. 

Nakyoung shrugged off the bodyguard's attitude. She thought for a moment, then proposed, "How about we work together? Your bodyguard- what's your name?" 

"Sohyun." Xinyu answered her. 

"Sohyun and I make a good team. We can take down a bunch of them, just with the two of us. Plus, that would mean more protection for you, y'know." 

Sohyun whipped her head towards Nakyoung. "I am perfectly capable of-" 

"Actually, would you give us a minute to think about it?" Xinyu interrupted with a large smile, standing up and dragging Sohyun away with her. 

Nakyoung waved them off with an awkward smile. She scratched her head and looked around, then stood up, deciding to take a small tour in the dark shop. 

 

 

Xinyu dragged Sohyun into the back of the store by the arm. She closed the door behind them, engulfing them in darkness. She turned her phone's flashlight on and crossed her arms with a disapproving stare. 

"Alright, what's going on with you?" 

"Nothing." Sohyun shrugged with a frown. 

Xinyu scoffed. "You don't think I didn't notice the attitude you've been having since we entered the shop?" She sighed. "Talk to me. What's going on?" 

Sohyun hesitated. "...Are we really going to team up with a person who put a knife to my neck?" She scowled, tapping her foot. 

"And then she gave you the very same weapon so you two could fight alongside each-other. As a matter of fact, you're the one who gave out the entire 'togetherness' speech, so I know that's not what you're worried about." Xinyu retorted, reading Sohyun like a book. 

Her eyes softened. "It's because you couldn't get to me in time, isn't it?" 

Sohyun turned her head away. "My sole job is to protect you, and I have failed." 

Xinyu sighed. She reached a hand to cup at Sohyun's cheek, making her face her. "Darling, you haven't failed. I'm still here, am I not?" The fashionista whispered reassuringly. "You don't have to feel inadequate. You fought for two days straight and got tired, and that's fine. Everyone gets winded. Even you, Park Sohyun." 

She added with a smile, "Plus, dealing with one myself was kind of thrilling in a good way!"

Sohyun nodded. Xinyu thought she saw the corner of her lips turn upwards, but Sohyun put her professional look back on, her usual cold eyes boring into Xinyu. 

"You're right. It was simply an unfortunate incident. I will see to it that this does not happen again," she said, void of any expression. "Let's go back." 

Xinyu reached a hand out. "Wait-" 

But Sohyun had already opened the door and left. 

 

 

Sohyun walked back to the store corner. Nakyoung was sitting in her spot, furiously gulping down a water bottle. Next to her, a large souvenir bag with the South Korean flag was filled to the brim with various snacks and drinks that were exclusive to the country. 

After swallowing the last drop, Nakyoung crushed the plastic bottle between her hands and tossed it to the side. She noticed Sohyun watching her as she wiped the excess off her chin and tossed her another bottle. Sohyun caught it effortlessly. 

"Drink it. You'll feel so much better." 

Wordlessly, the bodyguard opened the cap and downed the water in an instant. At the end, she let out a sigh of relief. Nakyoung smiled and tossed her a snack. 

Xinyu approached the two with an unreadable expression. Nakyoung offered her another bottle, which Xinyu took with a small squeak of excitement.  

After the pair sat back down and grabbed their snacks, Nakyoung started, "So, what conclusion did you come to?" 

Opening a bag of kimchi flavored chips and giving it to Xinyu, Sohyun replied, "We've decided to take up on your offer, as it would be highly beneficial for both parties involved." 

Nakyoung offered a small smile. "Good, that's good." She eyed Xinyu, who had her brow raised while eating the chips. She chuckled. "How's the snack?" 

Xinyu chewed methodically and hummed. "It's definitely new, but honestly, I like it." 

The bodyguard glanced at the vigilante. "You had a whole change of personality." 

Nakyoung sighed. "In situations like these, I can't do much but assume the worst out of everyone. I'll do the first move to protect my own life. But, if they prove they are good people, then I'll let my guard down." 

Sohyun huffed. "I do like you better when you're not putting a knife against my neck." 

The fighter chuckled lightly. "After eating and getting some rest, I think we should head back out. The city's a dangerous place with too many people. If it's already this bad on the second day, then I cannot imagine what's going to happen next. Plus-" 

Nakyoung's speech was interrupted by the sound of a nearby explosion. The sound waves of the blast made the girls flinch and cover their ears as the shop shook dangerously. A few clay statues fell with a loud crash as the ground trembled. 

Sohyun's ears were ringing. Xinyu let out a pained scream as the noise continuously reverberated in her eardrums. Nakyoung looked around and saw dust and smoke rising out in the road from the window. The zombies that were still posted at the front looked to their left and chased after a new target. 

"What's happening?" Xinyu asked, unknowingly yelling due to the blockage in her ears. 

The muffled sound of gunshots answered for her. The glass at the front shattered as several bullets passed through. 

"Lay low!" Sohyun ordered, pushing both girls to the ground. A stray bullet flew past her head, taking a strand of hair with her. "Back room, let's go!" She urged as they all crawled their way to the back.

 

 

After an interminable time of waiting, the gunshots and explosions sounded distant. 

"What was that?" Xinyu questioned. 

"Guns, explosions..." Nakyoung enumerated. 

"It's the military." Sohyun concluded with a frown. The others looked at her. 

Xinyu let out a breath of relief. "Finally, we're saved! What took them so long?" Sohyun shrugged. 

Nakyoung shook her head with her hand covering her mouth. "No... there's something I don't like about this..." She suspected. "If it took them this long, they're surely up to something." 

"Oh. Huh. Maybe you're right." The fashionista retracted her previous statement. "Should we just avoid them?" 

"They're most likely moving into the city." Sohyun hypothesized. "We can follow them and watch from a distance. See what they're doing and if we can trust them." 

With nods of agreement, the three moved out, bringing their stash of snacks with them. They walked out the shattered door and into the barren road. 

"They must've baited all of them." Nakyoung said. Sohyun nodded. "Let's go."

 

 

Hyerin was awoken by the echoes of nearby gunshots. On high alert, she slowly got up from her spot on the floor next to the windows and gently lifted the curtains to her eye level. 

It was pitch-black outside. Only the void looked back at her, all the lights and lamps having been turned off. Countless stars speckled the sky, but the moon was nowhere to be seen. Hyerin figured that she, too, was hiding from the horrors that were happening. 

She heard several more shots in the dark. Hyerin heard shuffling behind her. Seoyeon appeared next to her, rubbing the tiredness out of her eyes, followed by all the other girls. 

"Do you see anything?" the nurse asked. Hyerin shook her head, opening the curtain further. 

"I suspect it might be the military." Hyerin answered with a slight edge in her voice. 

"After an entire two days of silence..." Jiwoo remarked with a sarcastic smirk. 

"We should flag them down so they come save us," Yubin said. The others immediately shut down her proposal. 

"No. They cannot be trusted," Yooyeon replied, extending her ear towards the window. "Listen closely." 

Yubin got closer, pressing her ear against the curtain. She heard gunshots and distant explosions. Growls and footsteps coming from the zombies. 

She heard a human scream, then more gunshots. 

Yubin backed away from the window, breathing fast. "What the hell was that." 

Hyerin's eyes were wide. "They're shooting everyone. Even civilians." 

"I also suspect some of the soldiers are being overwhelmed. This isn't good." Seoyeon breathed. "In any case, they might come inside the building and hurt us. We need to leave." 

"It's the military! Honey, we're saved!" 

All eyes snapped towards the apartment door. A couple's hurried footsteps were heard along with the dragging of suitcases and relieved comments. Seoyeon's eyes widened. She moved to get up, but Yooyeon dragged her back down. 

"We can't help them," the scientist asserted. Seoyeon frowned at her, looking into her eyes. They held nothing but the truth. With a groan, the nurse relented. 

Hyerin watched through the window with high nerves. She saw the moving shadows of the couple as they approached a large mechanism. They were a few meters away from their room. 

"Holy shit, is that a tank?" Chaeyeon whispered. 

The couple waved at the tank with their arms up in the sky, the window muffling their yells. The tank's top compartment spun in a certain direction. 

Hyerin's breath caught in her throat. "Oh no." 

"What is it?"  

"Everyone, get away from the window, now!" 

The entire group hastily crawled away as a deafening blast sounded right next to them. The building shook, and stray debris flew across the room. Hyerin was sent to the ground by the shockwaves and laid down on her stomach, covering her head. A high-pitched ringing sounded in her ears, and everything was muffled. 

Seconds passed which felt like hours. Hyerin was still down with her eyes shut tight, and she felt a warm liquid trickle down her left ear. Her heart was jumping in her chest. 

Through all the noise, she heard a faint, commanding voice in her right ear say, 

"Search the inside for any more people." 

A hand hastily tapped on her shoulder. Hyerin finally looked up to see Yubin in full panic mode. At Hyerin's response, she quickly pulled her back up by the arm and said, 

"Come on, we gotta go!" She haphazardly shoved Hyerin's weapons and ammo into her arms. 

Around them, the others were scattering to retrieve their belongings. Chaeyeon pulled her phone out of her charger. She yelled, 

"My phone didn't charge at all!" 

"Means the power's out for good. There's no time to waste, let's get out of here!" Yooyeon commanded. Jiwoo, having changed back into her full hockey gear at record time, opened the apartment door and started urging everyone to leave. 

As she was being dragged away by Yubin, Hyerin felt a sharp pain jolt in her left ear. 

 

 

Yooyeon did not know how long they had been running for. She only knew that her lungs were burning by the end of it. 

"Can we stop?" Chaeyeon, who was just as exhausted, asked beside her. 

"I think we're far enough." Yooyeon agreed with a pant. 

Jiwoo, who was at the front, slowed down to a stop. She looked around. Dead zombies littered the ground. "The streets are empty." 

With both hands on her knees, Yooyeon breathed out, "The military baited all of them in a wide radius." As if on cue, another distant explosion resonated in the air. 

At the back of the group, Hyerin was roughly patting the left side of her head with her palm.  

Yubin hovered a hand over her shoulder. "What's going on?" She heard in her right ear. 

"I..." Hyerin's own voice sounded muffled.

Yubin looked at the side of her head and widened her eyes. "Oh shit, your ear's bleeding!" 

"What?" Seoyeon exclaimed from the front.  She approached Hyerin. "Let me take a look." 

Hyerin backed off. "I'll be fine. It'll heal." 

"I'm just trying to help," the nurse argued calmly. "I know you're wary, but this is to heighten your own survival." 

Hyerin hesitated. Two loud gunshots interrupted the short-lived peace, and she flinched at the sudden pain in her ear. 

Yooyeon looked around the area. "We should keep moving," she announced. "The sound might attract a few strays. You two can talk about this on the way." 

The small group turned a corner and was greeted by numerous bodies lined up on the brick road. Yooyeon coughed and gagged slightly at the smell of rot, covering her nose. 

"Looks like they took care of everything here," Jiwoo whispered, having taken off her helmet to mask her face. Her eyes reflected disgust. 

"But wouldn't there be a ton of gunshots and explosions if they passed by here?" Chaeyeon inquired as she glanced around furtively. 

Alerted by her observation, Yooyeon analyzed the area. She approaches the corpses, crouching in front of one whilst covering her mouth with her shirt. 

"Be careful," Jiwoo warned behind her. 

Yooyeon leaned in and turned on her flashlight to get a better look. The head of the corpse was tilted to the side. Dried blood leaked from the skull where it had received a blunt hit to the head. Knife marks littered the body. 

Standing up, Yooyeon highlighted the corpses in front of the group. They all held the same markings.  

She slightly jumped back as a zombie on the floor started thrashing around and growling, looking directly at her. It was buried under a larger body. Jiwoo hastily ran up to it and bashed its head in with a grunt, ending its struggle. 

Seoyeon approached the scientist. "This doesn't look like the military's doing." 

Yooyeon nodded. "They either have cuts or blows to the head." 

"Means there's another group of survivors out there." Seoyeon borrowed Yooyeon's phone and got closer to the bodies. After inspecting them, she concluded, 

"These have been killed in the past six to twelve hours. Whoever did this might still be nearby." The nurse shut the light from the phone and gave it back to Yooyeon, but not before the flashlight highlighted the insides of a shop. 

Chaeyeon noticed instantly. "Hey, is that a tanghulu shop? Jiwoo, we should go get some." 

The hockey player raised a brow. "In these conditions?" 

Yubin appeared between them, throwing her arms over their shoulders. "I'm down. When's the next time we'll be able to eat some?" 

The three looked back towards Yooyeon and Seoyeon for approval. They looked at each other, then shrugged and followed the trio. 

Chaeyeon hastily went in and snatched a stick, instantly biting into it and melting at the taste. She then looked down and widened her eyes, letting out a surprised sound in her throat. 

"What's wrong- oh. Wow." Jiwoo said as Yubin and her arrived shortly, also focusing their gazes on the body. 

"Getting stabbed by a tanghulu stick is a crazy way to go," Yubin said, grabbing a few sticks and sharing them with the incoming girls. She gave an extra one to Seoyeon. 

"For Hyerin," she explained, noticing the nurse's questioning brow. 

Another pair of gunshots echoed in the solemn night, breaking the momentary peace. They sounded closer than last time. 

Jiwoo frowned. "Isn't it weird that whoever's shooting's alone?" 

"They must've left their original position, or their squad got taken over by the infected." Yooyeon glanced around. "Whoever it is, we need to be careful as to not encounter them. Let's go." 

The group made their way outside the stop. Hyerin stayed on the road with her back against the wall and her bow at the ready. 

Seoyeon stepped out and handed Hyerin the candy on a stick. Hyerin looked at her, confused. 

The nurse offered her a comforting smile. "Take it. You're part of our group." 

Hyerin changed her focus towards the candy. The sugar coated the strawberries perfectly. She could taste the sweetness on her taste buds. Without a word, she accepted the gift and followed the group. 

 

 

"Those don't sound like rifle shots." 

While attempting to follow the noisy trail the military was leaving, the three girls heard distant shots coming from the opposite side. Sohyun listened to the varying sounds, comparing the noise. 

"It could be a backup handgun," Nakyoung reasoned.  

"Still doesn't explain why they're alone." Xinyu argued. "Also, is it just me who feels like we are not getting any closer to the military?" 

They turned the corner of a block and froze. Nakyoung let out a loud frustrated groan at the sight. 

The same road where they had first encountered each other stretched out in front of them. The difference was that Sohyun and Xinyu were on the opposite end of the road from the first time they tried crossing it. 

The girls turned back from the corner and stared at each other in disbelief for a few seconds. 

"We just circled back to where we started." Xinyu stated, leaning her back against the brick wall. 

Sohyun turned towards Nakyoung with squinted eyes. "Shouldn't you recognize your streets?" 

Nakyoung raised her hands above her head defensively. "Hey, it's a lot more different when its night time and there are no lights! And my sense of direction was never good, so I was just following you." 

"What- I was following you!" 

Xinyu held up her phone. "We could just look at the map-" 

"No phones." 

Xinyu put her phone back down with a large pout. She noticed a sudden flash of light from the road. She turned to the others to warn them, but they were too busy arguing about who was following who, and what they should do. 

Nakyoung shook her head, ending the conversation. "It's whatever. Let's just stay away from the military and get the hell out of here." 

"Fine," Sohyun relented with a sigh. "Let's not get lost this time." 

"Come on, this is one time!" 

"Uhm, girls-" 

Deafening gunshots pierced the air, interrupting their conversation. The two fighters extended their ears, hoping to catch something else. 

"The shots are so close, we don't even know where they're coming from." Xinyu shivered. "We should leave-" 

"Shh." Sohyun shushed her with hand to her lips. "I hear something," she whispered. 

Footsteps approached from the street. 

"Maybe they have the guns. Like the military," Xinyu hypothesized under her breath. 

Nakyoung extended her hand towards Sohyun, beckoning her to pass her the knife. The bodyguard pulled it out her pocket and placed it into Nakyoung's hand. 

With a nod of acknowledgment, Nakyoung waited patiently for the footsteps to come close, adjusting her grip on the knife, and ambushed the person the moment their silhouette appeared. 

 

 

"Watch out!" 

Seoyeon froze in place, her chest rising and falling at a fast pace as the knife pressed against the skin of her neck. Another woman had suddenly appeared from the shadows as they were about to cross the intersection of the block. She looked down at the knife with her hands held high above her head. 

Jiwoo put the curve of her hockey stick against Nakyoung's neck, but Sohyun grabbed onto it with a hand. Hyerin stretched out her bow, aiming for Nakyoung. Yubin was ready to pounce. 

No one moved; they were at a standstill. 

Yooyeon carefully walked up to the altercation. "What's the matter here?" 

Nakyoung glanced at her, then back at Seoyeon. "We heard several gunshots go off around this place. I don't suppose you have anything to do with it?" 

"We don't have any guns," Jiwoo claimed, her eyes boring into Sohyun's. 

"No,"  Yooyeon refuted. "We do have one, a rifle, but we're not using it at the moment." 

Nakyoung paused for a moment. She then asked, "And you don't have anything to do with the military?" 

"Do we look like it?" Yubin commented sarcastically with her fists at the ready. Yooyeon sent her a disapproving gaze, then turned back around and took a deep breath. 

"Listen. We just came from the city after running from the military and we're all on high alert. We don't know who's shooting, but we know that it wasn't us, so you can put that knife away." Yooyeon stepped up. She slowly inched her hand closer to the knife, and, while keeping eye contact with Nakyoung, gently pushed it away from Seoyeon's throat. 

On cue, another pair of gunshots echoed in the air. 

Yooyeon gave Nakyoung a pointed look. The vigilante relented with a sigh and gave the knife back to Sohyun. 

Seoyeon exhaled and rubbed her neck, offering Yooyeon a grateful smile. She turned back to give Jiwoo a nod. Nodding back, Jiwoo lowered her hockey stick. 

Nakyoung craned her neck and looked to the side. "You call also tell your friend to stop aiming her bow at me. 

Seoyeon gulped. "Hyerin." 

Hyerin squinted, but did not relent, keeping her bow charged towards Nakyoung with one eye open. 

"Hyerin, put the bow down." 

The archer held her breath as she released the string, letting the arrow go. 

"No-" 

The arrow flew past Nakyoung and into the skull of a shadowy figure running towards them several meters away. It released a faint growl as it fell on the road. 

Everyone turned around stared in shock. Hyerin walked past the group, not sparing Nakyoung a glance. 

"My goodness." Chaeyeon whispered, wide-eyed. Hyerin's distant silhouette stood above the zombie. "I didn't even see it." 

 

  
 

Hyerin bent down next to the infected. She patted around for the arrow. When she contacted the shaft, she grabbed onto it and yanked it out of the zombie's skull with a squelch. 

She heard an odd, faraway shouting in her right ear. Her eyes widened at the realization it came from the group, but her left ear, which faced them, didn't pick it up. 

"Behind you!

Before she could turn around, the deafening blast of a gunshot rang through her ears. She rushed to cover them. The pressure left her nauseous and she felt woozy. More warm blood trickled down her ear as a body fell next to her. 

"Jeez, that was a close one!" A stifled and excited voice came from behind. 

Hyerin stumbled and steadied herself by putting a palm on the ground. The other one pressed against her forehead as she felt lightheaded. She barely registered the hand tapping on her shoulder. 

In a daze, Hyerin slowly turned her head towards the person that had saved her. Through her blurred vision, she saw a young girl standing before her. She had glowing pink headphones with shiny cat ears resting on her head, and custom pink pistols littered in stickers that also glowed in the night. A loose red jacket hung on her shoulders. 

The girl grinned, putting away one of her guns and extending a hand. "I'm Soomin! What's your name?" Her smile dropped when she noticed the archer's pained expression. "Hey, you good?" 

In her peripheral, Hyerin saw her group run towards her. Her heartbeat pounded against her forehead painfully. She felt like she was falling, and the last thing she saw was her savior's eyes widening and throwing her arms towards her before her vision went black. 

 

 

The sun slowly crept up in the horizon, hidden by the somber clouds looming over the outskirts of Seoul. 

Dahyun lifted the military-grade backpack she had taken from a soldier who had perished in front of her house. She had discarded the insides and filled it with water, canned food, and numerous technological pieces. A walkie-talkie hanged on the side of the bag. 

She put the backpack on her back, then attached a modern radio on top of it. She set its radio waves to match the walkie-talkie's. 

"Approximately 80% of troops lost. Isolate the city and retreat back to your respective bases," the radio buzzed and Dahyun shut it off. 

She took her Sweet Home inspired electric spear by the front door. Putting a hand on the doorknob, Dahyun let out a shaky breath. 

"Okay... You can do this... You just gotta get out of here," she whispered to herself. She put her cloth-cut mask over her nose and opened the door. 

Walking out, Dahyun nearly gagged at the stench of the bodies littering the floor. She looked both ways before quietly running away. 

 

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Chapter 5: Rising

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Looking at specimens through the microscope all day was as boring as it sounded.  

Yooyeon didn't complain much, though. It could be worse. She could be a school janitor, forced to shovel the shit of entitled high schoolers who did not care one bit about their futures and would rather skip school to smoke the cigarettes they had stolen from their parents, all for a subpar check that would barely hold her afloat. It was moments like these when she felt at least slightly grateful her parents pushed her to study instead of messing around like a child, which she was at the time.

Still, she thought, she wished she had some variety in her life.  

At the moment, that life consisted of a 9 to 5 job in the HausTech top secret government-operated laboratory where the strangest creatures and phenomena known in South Korea were confined in. The prospect of working at such a secretive organization would be exciting to anyone, even Yooyeon. When she received an e-mail from HausTech congratulating her as a new employee, she was ecstatic, throwing herself a small one-man party with soju and takeout.  

On her first day at the job, Yooyeon was carrying her boxes when she saw a crow confined in a white room. She later heard it was brought in on the same day she joined the company. At first, it did not look like anything out of the ordinary, but then right in front of her eyes, the crow started splitting itself, starting by two, then four, then ten. With wide eyes, she watched as the crows kept dividing themselves, shedding black feathers as they went. When they stopped splitting, Yooyeon counted twenty-four crows. Then, they all took off and flew in a circle around the singular light at the top of the room.  

Yooyeon was in awe at the sight; that was the most thrilling moment of her life.  

But, after three years of working the same job for eight hours nearly every day, the only way she could describe her job was with the word 'monotonous.' Phenomena that used to be exciting were now as normal as the sky being blue, such as watching an animal being instantly cured of a terminal illness; it was only interesting the first twenty times. Yooyeon's job in HausTech had also planted a seed of doubt towards her country's leaders, wondering what other life-changing items they could be hiding.  

Yooyeon held in a sigh as she watched one of the cells of the aforementioned crow split into two. Since the first day, she had wanted the crow to be the center of her work, and only until a few months ago had she received the green light to lead the study of the strange animal. She has been trying to understand the science behind its division, but she still had no leading theory. A small part of her thought that maybe there was no science at all behind it, but she pushed that thought deep down, knowing magic was only science that was yet to be understood.  

Yooyeon was jotting down notes after her observation when she felt a hand rest on her shoulder. She stopped writing and spun her head to see her higherup looking down at her.  

"Oh, hi Jinsol-unnie, do you need anything?" She asked the older woman. Jinsol had joined the company several years before Yooyeon had, so she had guided her through her first days. Yooyeon viewed her as an older sister of sorts.  

Jinsol smiled at her. "How's the study going?"  

Yooyeon sighed as she set her pen down. "Still stuck on trying to figure out why and how that crow is able to divide itself, and why it stops at 24 each time."  

Jinsol hummed at Yooyeon's subtle frustration. The younger girl rarely ever showed emotion on her face, so she developed the ability to read her simply by the subtle change of tone in her voice. "I'm sure you'll figure it out soon," she said. "You've progressed a lot ever since you started."  

"Only figments," Yooyeon mumbled under her breath as she turned her head towards the whiteboard on the left corner of the room. The board was filled with calculations, drawings of cells and other biological elements all connected with arrows, and short paragraphs here and there theorizing on the crow's strange power.  

Jinsol followed Yooyeon's gaze for a moment, then turned back towards her and gave her an encouraging smile. "Still progress, nonetheless. For now, let's call it a day, hm? It's been half an hour since you were supposed to clock out." She removed her hand from Yooyeon's shoulder and gave her a few pats on the back. "Let's get out of here."  

Yooyeon looked back from the whiteboard and glanced at the microscope for a second. She then turned to Jinsol. "Okay."  

She gathered her meager amount of personal belongings at her desk and put them in a tote bag before going to Jinsol who was standing at the doorway with the same encouraging smile. Yooyeon sent a small smile back, glanced shortly at the floor plan of HausTech on the wall, then flicked the lights off and shut the door.  

The two walked down the white hallways of the lab, void of any life but theirs. None of them said a word, Yooyeon preferring to stay quiet and observe her surroundings.  

If it wasn't for their silence, she wouldn't have heard the faint echo of a shrilling scream on the other side of the laboratory.  

Yooyeon whipped her head towards where the sound came from, Jinsol doing the same next to her. A thin blanket of unease laid upon them. Odd noises were not unparticular where they worked, but this scream felt particularly alarming to both of them.  

"You heard that too, right?" Jinsol asked with furrowed brows.  

"Yeah..." Yooyeon replied with a slight hint of concern. The scream felt off, distorted, as if it was coming from a dead person.  

"Seems like it came from the military department," Jinsol theorized, pointing at the left turn at the end of the hall, a distant sign hanging from the ceiling showing that direction as the Military Department. It was so far away the letters were barely legible.  

Yooyeon chewed on her lower lip. She knew of the military department from Jinsol and other coworkers. Although not as mind blowing as supernatural creatures, the stories she had heard from that department were chilling. She was told they were always looking for ways to enhance the human mind and body but used the unethical (in her opinion) practice of taking homeless people they found on the streets as test subjects for their experiments.  

The existence of the military department was one of the many criticisms Yooyeon had about her workplace. Another criticism was the lack of research towards aiding human livelihood in general. The contrast in priorities reinforced Yooyeon's distrust in the Korean government, but she had accepted the realities a long time ago.  

"Should we go check it out?" Jinsol asked as she turned to Yooyeon.  

Yooyeon pondered for a moment, then ultimately shook her head. She had never stepped foot in the military department before, and she was not going to have today be her first time doing so. "No. Whatever is going on there, I'm sure they have it under control. The corporation wouldn't hire anyone incompetent."  

Jinsol hummed at her junior's answer. "Hm. You're right. Let's go," she agreed. The two turned away from the source of the noise and kept walking down the hallway.  

 

 

Soomin was, at best, an odd character. 

Yooyeon watched as the newcomer on the sofa across her chatted animatedly with Hyerin, who was the equivalent of a brick wall. She had woken up from her state of unconsciousness a while ago, but she refused to acknowledge Soomin's presence, simply staring blankly in front of her while finally letting Seoyeon check up on her damaged ears.  

That did not stray Soomin away from speaking, though. 

"That's a really cool bow. And crossbow! Where'd you get them from, 'cause they look like they cost a lot. I like how purple it is! Is it customized like my pistols? And my rifle? Yeah, I saw you guys had my rifle too! It's such a cool coincidence that you stayed in my apartment. Isn't the rifle awesome? It has a really good suppressor on it, so it makes less noise. I think you'd like that one. Actually, you're probably wondering why some sixteen year old kid has guns. Yeah, I'm sixteen. How old are you? I'd say you're like- eighteen years old, maybe? I think it would make sense. So anyway, my guns are actually a gift from my dad-" 

"Hey, Soomin, I really appreciate all of this, but I think Hyerin would like some quiet right now given her condition," Seoyeon softly requested, inspecting Hyerin's left ear canal with her phone's flashlight. 

Soomin blinked, then grinned. "Of course, sorry! But, you know, I don't really see my dad that much-" 

Seoyeon grunted in slight annoyance, deciding to simply tune the new kid out. Yooyeon chuckled softly, leaning back into the single couch chair and closing her tired eyes. 

The group hadn't gone much farther than the place where they met the other small group. After Hyerin had passed out, they had collectively decided to stay the rest of the night at a hotel a few blocks away. Jiwoo had carried Hyerin on her back during the entire trip. 

The group chose to only stay in the lobby; in their exhausted forms, they wouldn't have been able to fight for a very long time. Instead, they got rid of the few stray infected on the first floor before tossing them outside to get rid of the stench. 

After a few more minutes, Yooyeon opened her eyes back up. Seoyeon was cleaning the blood away with a napkin and some water. She turned Hyerin's head towards her to look at her right ear. Seeing nothing of concern, the nurse gently placed her equipment on the glass table in front of her, next to the first aid kit. 

"The eardrum in your left ear is ruptured and will take a few weeks to heal. Your right ear looks fine, but I would still recommend that you be careful. You will feel some vertigo for some time, but most importantly, you will lose your hearing for a while." She diagnosed her patient. 

Seoyeon sighed. "I would recommend you stay in the middle of the group. I know you like keeping your distance in the back, but if something comes up, you might not be able to hear it in time. You can still use your weapons, of course. Avoid loud noises if you can." She gave Soomin a pointed look and the latter finally halted her monologue. 

Hyerin slumped her shoulders, but nodded, nonetheless. She muttered a quiet "thanks" before grabbing her things and walking away. 

Soomin watched her leave with a small pout then turned back to Seoyeon. "Does that mean I can't use my guns?" 

Seoyeon ran her fingers through her hair. "It would be ideal for her ears to heal as fast as possible. I heard you say something about your rifle having a silencer, so you should use that one in the meantime." 

Soomin saluted. "Got it, boss!" She smiled and promptly crashed on the couch for some well-deserved rest. Along with Seoyeon, she had stayed awake to keep an eye on Hyerin. Even with the sun rising in the sky, everyone else was knocked out. 

Seoyeon caught Yooyeon's amused gaze. She gave a tired smile. "What's so funny?" 

Yooyeon shook her head. "Nothing. This kid, Soomin, is just fascinating," she commented. 

The nurse chuckled. "She's quite the character." She glanced at Yooyeon's injured arm and nudged her head towards it. "How is it?" 

The scientist shuffled in her seat. "It's getting better. Just a dull pain now." 

Seoyeon beckoned Yooyeon over, patting the empty space next to her. Yooyeon stood up with a small stretch and claimed her space on the fluffy sofa. 

"Pull up your sleeve," Seoyeon instructed with a yawn. Yooyeon raised a brow. 

"You should rest," she suggested, but still listened to the nurse's command, rolling up the sleeve of her lab coat. She had washed and dried it during their short stay at Soomin's apartment. 

"No, it's alright. I'll check up on you first," Seoyeon muttered a retort and leaned her head close to the bandages. The stitched up slice had bled through a little, and it was slightly dirty.  

With a nod, Seoyeon said, "I'll remove the bandages." She reached over at the first aid kit for some latex gloves. She slightly wet the bandages before pulling them off. 

"I called Shion again," she commented in passing while carefully circling Yooyeon's arm. 

The scientist hummed. "Did she pick up?" 

"Yeah, but she still didn't say anything." Seoyeon sighed. "I should feel relieved when she answers my calls, but honestly, it just irks me." 

Yooyeon did not know how to answer, so she held her tongue. 

"It's healing quite alright," the nurse commented as she pulled off the last of the old dressing, presenting the stitched up wound. She wet a napkin with some water and washed over the injury, Yooyeon slightly wincing as she gently wiped the area. 

Seoyeon pulled out a new roll of bandages. "We're going to do a lot of moving. Usually, I would say it's okay to not put another, but in these conditions..." she trailed off. Yooyeon gave a nod of approval and stretched her hand out. 

The nurse let out a tired sigh as she finished rolling the new bandage around the scientist's forearm. She lifted her head up, and Yooyeon saw the dark circles under her eyes. 

"The wound won't fully close for a few more days, and even after that, it has a risk of reopening." Seoyeon blinked several times, her eyes threatening to close. She yawned. "So, make sure not to move it too much-" 

In the middle of her sentence, Seoyeon's eyes fluttered closed and her body fell forward. Her head landed on Yooyeon's lap. 

Yooyeon blinked. She looked down at Seoyeon as the nurse adjusted herself to a more comfortable position in her sleep. The scientist watched the rhythmic rise and fall of her chest as she breathed gently. 

She sighed and bit the inside of her cheek, debating whether to wake Seoyeon up or not. She placed a tentative hand on her shoulder and shook. Seoyeon did not budge. 

Yooyeon tapped her foot on the floor and looked around. Soomin was curled up in a ball next to them. The trio of friends were all dogpiled onto each other in a corner, sleeping soundly on the lobby's beanbags. The sofa set on the wall opposite of Yooyeon's nested Xinyu with Sohyun's suit jacket serving as her blanket. The bodyguard sat on the carpet with her back against the sofa with only her sleeveless collared shirt and tie on her torso. Her bare arm was twisted in an awkward angle to act as Xinyu's substitute pillow. Nakyoung sat on the single couch next to the sofa with a fist supporting her head. Yooyeon observed her sharp jawline for a moment. Hyerin sat in the middle of the room, quietly fiddling with her bow. 

With a soft sigh, Yooyeon turned her attention back to Seoyeon, who still slept soundly on her lap. She lifted her hand from her shoulder and tucked Seoyeon's hair behind her ear. The nurse let out a satisfied hum, and Yooyeon smiled. 

 

 

Dahyun felt her calves burn as she looked back at the mob of infected people chasing her. She looked back to the front just in time to narrowly dodge the bite of a zombie in front of her. She screamed and stuck the blade of her spear up its chin, retreating it as it stumbled on the road. 

Dahyun had accidentally stepped foot into a district where the military hadn't stepped foot in. When she realized her mistake, it was already too late as she had already attracted too much attention. 

The lone survivor kept running down the street for minutes, avoiding contact with every being she saw. Her bag slowed her down and she considered leaving it many times, but its contents were too important to ditch. 

Dahyun skidded to a stop as another group appeared before her from a corner. She shifted her eyes around and spotted a small gap between two buildings on her right and quickly dashed into it. 

Realizing the alleyway was too narrow, Dahyun quickly took her backpack off before moving into it sideways, holding the bag in her left hand and her weapon in her right. 

The zombies stacked the entrance, unable to enter. She just barely managed to avoid the claws of the infected trying to grab at her, but her bag wasn't so lucky. Several hands put a tight grasp on its handle and pulled it in their direction, their collective strength overpowering Dahyun's tenfold. 

Her eyes quickly looked between the end of the gap and the bag. If she took too long, the zombies would block the exit, but she could not afford to lose her belongings either. She looked at her weapon and her eyes widened. 

Drawing in a sharp breath, her hand let go of the bag. She quickly replaced it with her spear and struck the tip at the nearest body. She let out a loud scream and flicked the switch on her spear. An electrical current coming from a can coursed through the cord wrapped around the shaft and connected with the steel blade. 

The zombie instantly went through shock. Its limbs twitched and its hand locked onto the backpack. Behind it, Dahyun could see the other infected suffer the voltage at a smaller scale. 

Dahyun grunted, hoping it would've let go of the bag instead. She let the spear inside the zombie for a few more seconds to be sure it would die from the current before turning the switch off and pulling the weapon out. The infected instantly collapsed, its body being pushed into the alley by the other fried bodies behind it. She stared agape at her doing. 

Shaking her head off from the amazement, Dahyun snatched the bag from the floor and hurried on with her journey.  

 

 

16:35. 

Nakyoung slept well into the afternoon. 

She slowly sat up from her seat and stretched, letting out a yawn and arching her back, her bones cracking in all the right places. With a satisfied hum, she looked around while massaging the strain off the wrist she used to hold her head up. Many dormant bodies laid around. 

Her group had meshed with the one they met last night. Nakyoung was grateful they let them follow them, although she was sure the two parties would have a discussion over it when everyone was awake. 

She looked over to the pile of girls in the corner and smiled, assuming they were good friends even before the outbreak. Hyerin was passed out in the middle of the room with her bow still clutched in her hand. She glanced at her group-mates next to her and chuckled. Sohyun gave Xinyu everything while she slept on the carpet. 

Three people of the opposite group occupied the sofa across from hers. The new kid, Kim Soomin, was sleeping with her headphones on. Next to her were, the fighter assumed, the leaders. Seoyeon, the girl she threatened, slept soundly in the other's lap. The woman, wearing a lab coat, looked at a wall, seemingly deep in thought. 

Being the only other person awake, Nakyoung decided to approach her. She stood from her seat and advanced towards the woman. 

Yooyeon caught Nakyoung in her peripheral. Setting a hand over Seoyeon's shoulder, the scientist turned in her direction with a calculative stare. 

"So..." the fighter started, massaging the back of her neck. "Are you a scientist of sorts?" 

Yooyeon stayed curt. "I don't think you're here just to make small talk." 

With an exhale, Nakyoung took her cap off her head. "Well then. I'd like to apologize for putting a knife against your partner here," she started. 

Yooyeon raised a brow. 

Nakyoung looked around and added. "I would also like to thank you for not straight up killing us and taking our stuff." 

With a huff, Yooyeon replied, "It's no problem, but I can guarantee you you'd have a higher chance to live if your first reaction wasn't to threaten someone's life."  

She put a hand up as Nakyoung was about to retort. "I understand the high nerves. You value your own group's life first. That's respectable, but not only could you make potential enemies, you're also showing off all your cards from the start. Meet a party stronger than you, and you're done for." 

Nakyoung grunted and tapped an impatient foot on the ground. She wasn't here for a life lesson. 

The corners of Yooyeon's lips upturned at the fighter's peeved expression. "Just some advice, really. What else are you here for?" 

Putting the cap back onto her head, Nakyoung announced, "We'd like to join your group." 

Yooyeon looked up at Nakyoung, tapping a finger on the sofa. Nakyoung shuffled uncomfortably as the scientist watched her every move. 

"We'd have to talk this over with everyone, but I'm not against it." Yooyeon concluded and looked at Seoyeon. She blinked and added, "And yes, I am a scientist." 

Nakyoung nodded and turned back around, pressing her lips together into a smile. She looked outside the window at the bright but cloudy road. A few bodies were stacked on top of each other a few meters away from the door. 

Having nothing else to do, Nakyoung approached the entrance. She opened the door, but quickly closed it again when the stench of the corpses hit her nose. 

Stifling a gag, Nakyoung covered her mouth with her arm and shook her head. She decided that making a few masks would do some good. 

When she started walking away from the door, though, Nakyoung's ear twitched as she heard something from outside. Speculating it might be a zombie, she quickly removed herself from the windows' line of sight. 

She looked towards Yooyeon, who gave an understanding nod and lowered herself on the couch. Nakyoung stood beside the wall next to the window and put on her brass knuckles. She held her arms up in front of her head, looking to the left, ready to strike whatever entered the building. 

From her couch, Yooyeon could look at the road through the windows. She heard hurried footsteps approaching and getting louder by the second. As a precaution, she tapped on Seoyeon's arm to wake her up. 

With a grunt, Seoyeon moved and fluttered her eyes open. As she tried to get up, Yooyeon lowered her head back down into her lap, pressing a finger against her lips. Seoyeon frowned at the odd position she was in, but her concern was transferred onto the incoming noise outside. 

Nakyoung peeked over to see what the circumstance was. She was at a loss for words at the sight. 

A singular woman wearing a large military grade backpack was being chased by a large group of zombies in the far distance. Nakyoung could just barely make out the mask over her nose and the makeshift spear in her hand. She was leading the crowd directly to where they were. 

"It's a person," she said. The others had slowly woken up from the commotion. "She's getting chased by a bunch of them." 

"Shouldn't we help her?" Xinyu asked groggily from her sofa. 

Sohyun massaged her numb arm. "How many zombies?" 

"The biggest horde I've seen yet." 

"If we help her, we are risking our own lives." Yooyeon let go of her hold on Seoyeon. 

The nurse quickly lifted herself up and looked at Yooyeon. "We can't just leave her out there," she opposed. She looked around at the others who had conflicting expressions on their faces. 

"Maybe if we time it correctly, we could yank her in the lobby and push the others out?" Chaeyeon suggested. 

Nakyoung shook her head with wide eyes. "No, it's too many of them. They would break through instantly." 

"We can't risk it," Sohyun agreed with Yooyeon. Xinyu looked at her, dumbfounded. 

Seoyeon shook her head vehemently and stood up. "No. Here's what we're going to do. Everyone else, get to the emergency exit. I'll open the door for her." 

Yooyeon stood up next. "We can't lose you. You're the most important one here." 

"Well, I'm not leaving another human being die without trying," Seoyeon declared with a voice of authority. The two leaders stared each-other down. 

"Okay well what's the decision because she's just about to pass by!" Nakyoung rushed them. Quiet murmurs filled the room. 

"I'll do it," Jiwoo announced and approached the door. Seoyeon stared dumbstruck. The athlete didn't have her whole uniform on, but she dressed herself up in her protective gear and helmet. She was also missing her gloves. 

"Wh- You can't go!" Yubin protested.  

At Jiwoo's lack of response, she yelled out in frustration and grabbed a stunned Chaeyeon by the arm before stomping away. 

Everyone else grabbed their belongings and hurried to the emergency door. They stopped in front of it and watched Jiwoo, holding their breath. Seoyeon was especially nervous, clenching and unclenching her hands while her eyes trembled. She smacked her lips, the roof of her mouth feeling pasty and dry. She desperately wanted to run next to Jiwoo to help her, but she felt Yooyeon's imposing grip on her arm. 

Jiwoo watched the lone girl with laser focused eyes. She held her breath as everything around her moved in slow-motion. She felt her heartbeat pound relentlessly in her ears as a singular cold drop of sweat trailed down her forehead. All other noise was drowned out, and the athlete was tunnel visioned on the approaching woman. Tears were falling down her face and wetting her mask. 

A couple seconds before she passed the windows, Jiwoo swiftly pushed the door open and grabbed the girl by her arm. 

"Get in!" She yelled at the woman who shrieked at the sudden ambush. She yanked her inside before kicking away a zombie that followed closely. The athlete wrapped an arm around the alarmed stranger and turned her head to her group. "Go, go!" She ordered and everyone rushed out of the emergency exit. 

Recovering from the surprise save, the stranger picked the pace back up. Unfortunately, she was exhausted after running for so long. Jiwoo aided her while looking back at the entrance. The door had failed to close, and zombies rushed into the lobby at an alarmingly fast rate, chasing the pair of survivors. 

A few zombies caught up to them as they ran, and Jiwoo released her arm from the girl. "Keep going!" She shouted before turning around and swinging her hockey stick at the nearest head. 

The woman looked back at her with wide eyes but kept running. She reached the emergency exit and pushed through. 

Jiwoo ran backwards while battling the horde. She swung her stick again, aiming for the neck, but her heart dropped as the stick broke in half with a loud crunch. The sudden feeling of lightness caused her to lose balance as she stumbled into the sharp marble corner of the lobby's front desk. The athlete gasped in pain as it shredded through the skin of her right side where her gear didn't cover her, slightly above chest level, and dug into her ribs. 

Jiwoo patted her side as she hurriedly backed away, having considerably slowed down and wincing with every step. The infected quickly caught up with her and she threw her broken stick at them. One tried to bite at her elbow, but instead of biting into flesh, its teeth clashed against her elbow pad. Unrelentingly, it tried again with a growl, this time aiming for her gloveless hand. Jiwoo shut her eyes, knowing she wouldn't be able to pull back in time.  

Instead of feeling a jolt of pain, a series of ear-splitting shots sounded from behind Jiwoo. She snapped her eyes back open. The head of the zombie that tried biting her snapped backwards and fell down along with the other infected close to her. 

Looking back, Jiwoo spotted Soomin at the door holding her customized rifle and high-grade suppressor. She wore a large smirk on her face, and her headphones were replaced with earplugs. 

"Hurry up soldier!" Soomin urged. With a grunt of relief, Jiwoo turned around and ran towards the door with her hand still on her wound. 

Hyerin was next to appear with her bow stretched out, aiming at the crowd. She was wearing Soomin's headphones. She let go of the string, and two arrows whistled past Jiwoo's head and into nearby targets the athlete could not see. 

Finally reaching the exit door, Jiwoo saw a hand fly forward and yank at her collar, pulling her outside. 

"Are you a fucking dumbass, playing hero?!" Yubin yelled full force into her ears with both hands grabbing her collar. 

"You're hurt!" Chaeyeon gasped, in tears, noticing the rip on her bloody shirt. 

"Figure it out later! We need to leave this instant!" Nakyoung yelled. She and the rest of the group were ahead of them, with Sohyun and her fighting off the incoming zombies. 

Yubin cursed under her breath. She threw Jiwoo's arm around her and put hers around the athlete's waist. Chaeyeon rushed to do the same on the other side. Soomin and Hyerin guarded the back with Hyerin shooting down the zombies that pushed through the exit door. 

As they left with hurried footsteps, Jiwoo raised her head to look at the girl she rescued. The survivor was jogging next to them, her guilt-filled eyes trained on her. 

In the distance, a person observed quietly as the group made their escape. 

 

 

After several minutes of running, Xinyu had noticed they had finally left the shopping district as she was greeted by four-story apartment buildings that lined up parallel to the curved roads. 

The fashionista's chest tightened as corpses passed by in a blur. A car had crashed into an electric pole, and the body of a man was laying on the hood of the vehicle, having broken through the windshield. A military tank stood immobile in the middle of the road. 

Sohyun and Nakyoung fought off the zombies in the area. Seoyeon did so too, albeit occasionally, only stabbing the heads of the zombies who got too close to them. Sohyun slashed away with her knife, showing off her arm muscles with every extension. Xinyu was still wearing her jacket. The rest of the group followed a few meters behind them, still supporting Jiwoo despite the athlete's insistence that she could run on her own. 

Nakyoung bashed her knuckles into an infected's head, staring at the apartment building in front of her. The glass doorway was ajar. It was broken on the top part and shards littered the area. 

"Sohyun!" She called out. The bodyguard turned to her as she gestured to the door and nodded in affirmation, raising a hand to beckon everyone to follow. 

"In here!" 

Sohyun ran over and the fighters entered the building. The others were quick to follow their lead. 

Upon entering the building, the two women halted in their tracks at the sight of bloodied soldiers kneeling down in a corner at the end of the short hallway. Sohyun counted six of them. The sickening sound of gnawing into flesh echoed in the corridor. A cement staircase riddled with bullet holes was on their right. 

"Up the stairs, go!" Nakyoung pushed in a hushed whisper, urging Sohyun and the others to move up quietly. Soomin and Hyerin were the last to enter the building and Nakyoung carefully closed the door behind them. She flinched and reeled back as a zombie suddenly stuck its head in, impaling its neck on the sharp cuts of glass and reaching its arms to grab Nakyoung. 

As she backed away, the fighter accidentally stepped on a shard, eliciting a loud crack as it broke into more pieces. The soldiers at the end of the hallway snapped their necks towards Nakyoung, their mouths painted crimson, and their eyes dilated, leaving nothing but a dark pool of void to look into. Immediately, they stood up and rushed towards her. 

"Fuck-" Nakyoung made a mad dash for the stairs, climbing up at record speed. Reaching the second floor, she noticed Sohyun struggling to open an apartment door littered with gunshots. It had an electronic lock on it. 

"Hurry!" She yelled from her position, hearing the stomping getting closer. 

Sohyun gave another powerful kick, but the door wouldn't budge. "Shit," she cursed. 

"Uhm, let me." 

All head turned towards the new girl. She moved closer, trying to ignore the scrutinizing stares. She jammed her electric spear into the digital lock and flicked the switch on the stick. Instantly, the lock buzzed, and the group heard the faint sound of a click. 

Sohyun twisted the handle, and the door opened. She dashed into the room with everyone else doing the same. Nakyoung was last to enter with the zombie soldiers following right behind her. 

"Close it!" She ordered after diving into the apartment. Sohyun slammed the door on a few arms that reached in, their snarls resonating in the living room. Getting back up, Nakyoung ran to help Sohyun hold the door. Yubin and Chaeyeon slowly laid Jiwoo on the nearest couch and aided them. The others quickly joined in. 

After a couple minutes of silent struggle, the group finally managed to close the door as the soldiers gave up on pushing, hearing their footsteps as they walked away, searching for a new target. Chaeyeon let out a sigh of relief and tumbled to the floor, breathing hard. 

"I... never... want... to run... again," she said in between breaths. 

 

 

Yubin was peeved. 

Peeved was not an intense enough word to express how she felt. 

She let out a frustrated huff and ruffled her hair with her hands, trying to find the right word in her brain. 

Pissed. 

Yubin looked up from her chair. That was right. She was pissed. 

Not only had she been rudely woken up from her slumber, but her best friend decided to risk her life trying to save some stranger's. In the process, she lost her hockey stick and got injured. Then, they were all forced to flee from a comfortable safe space where they could've relaxed for a while. 

And it was all because of one girl who was running around with a swarm of countless infected chasing after her. Yeah, Yubin was pissed. She glared at the new girl, who had introduced herself as Dahyun, as she fiddled with her radio while sitting on the floor. 

The traceuse turned back to watch as Seoyeon patched Jiwoo up on the couch with a suture. The athlete's chest rose and fell at a fast pace, her face contorted in a pained grimace. 

"Make sure to not overexert the right side of your body," Seoyeon said as she applied a large non-stick bandage over the wound. "It scraped pretty deeply into your skin, but it's not too serious. Your ribs saved you from further damage." 

Jiwoo nodded, letting her head fall back on the apartment's couch with a soft exhale. "Thanks, unnie." 

Seoyeon frowned as Jiwoo relaxed. Guilt crept up her skin as she remembered that the athlete's injury was indirectly her doing. Gulping down the nauseating feeling, Seoyeon muttered, 

"Thank you, by the way. For covering for me." 

A soft smile crept up Jiwoo's face. "Wouldn't have been able to live with myself, just letting someone die like that," she muttered.  

Seoyeon gave Jiwoo a nod of acknowledgment before standing up and walking away. Chaeyeon quickly kneeled to her side, replacing Seoyeon. Yubin observed as her two friends held each-other's hands and spoke in hushed whispers. 

Hyerin was sleeping some more in the closed bedroom. Everyone was waiting for their turn to shower. Xinyu, who was first to go, complained that the water was ice cold. 

"At least there's water," Nakyoung commented, waiting for her turn after Sohyun. 

Seoyeon sat on the carpet next to Yooyeon, who was organizing the clothes she scavenged from the apartment. 

The scientist glanced at Seoyeon. The nurse massaged her temples and groaned.  

"I don't wanna hear it." 

"Okay," Yooyeon replied. "Just help me organize." 

Seoyeon scrunched her nose as she picked up a flowery dress. In the corner of her vision, she saw Xinyu approach them. 

"That dress doesn't look too cute, if I were to be honest," the fashionista commented. 

Seoyeon sent her a raised brow. "You know something about fashion?" 

Xinyu took a place next to them and smiled humbly. "A thing or two." She glanced over at Yooyeon's lab coat. "I can sew up the tear on your sleeve if you want." 

Yooyeon looked over at the large rip in her coat. She wordlessly took it off and handed it to Xinyu. "Thank you." 

"No problem!" Xinyu grinned and stood up. "I'll go find a sewing kit. It might be in the laundry room." 

As Xinyu made her way to the closed door, Yooyeon felt a chill crawl up her spine and frowned. She looked around the apartment that was still filled with essential items. "Uh, be careful-" 

The fashionista opened the door and let out a small shriek as two bodies toppled down on the floor. They both had a bullet pierced in their foreheads, along with bite marks on their shoulders and arms. 

Yooyeon blinked. "Thought so." 

 

 

Dahyun tried her hardest to ignore Yubin's burning gaze as she tinkered with the insides of her radio. She gently disconnected the chip from the wires and looked it over, letting out a small huff after noticing a few anomalies with the small disk. 

Opening her military backpack, she put the water and food to the side and pulled out a portable battery and a soldering iron. She plugged the iron into the battery's outlet and went to work fixing the chip. 

She exhaled after soldering two parts together and lifted the iron. 

"Hi." 

Dahyun jumped in surprise. She looked up and saw the young girl with the rifle smile down at her. 

"I'm Soomin. What are you doing?" 

Dahyun looked around. "I'm, uh, fixing my radio." 

"That's pretty cool." Soomin took a seat on the ground next to her. "Why, though?" 

With a scrunch of her nose, Dahyun explained, "It got shocked for a while, and it messed up a few things in the electric chip. If I want the radio to work again, I'll have to fix the chip by soldering a few things together." 

"Woahhh," Soomin gasped in wonder. "Was it buzzed out because of your spear?" 

Dahyun turned around to look at her spear leaning against the wall. "Yeah." 

"Dude," Soomin began, "That spear's awesome. Is it the same one from Sweet Home? I loved that show. And webtoon! I binged them in like two days because I didn't really have anything else to do. Did you make it on your own?" 

Dahyun nodded, her lips curving upwards. 

Her smile dropped when she heard a new voice. 

"Speaking of doing things on your own, what were you doing alone?" 

Soomin and Dahyun looked up to Yubin. She had her arms crossed and wore a frown on her face. 

Chills crawled up her spine and the hair on the back of her neck stood up. She hesitated as Yubin's gaze bore into her. "I was just escaping the city," she reasoned in a shaky breath. 

Yubin gave her a sarcastic nod. "Uh huh. And you decided that attracting every single zombie in a fifty mile radius was a good idea?" she accused, emphasizing every syllable.  

Dahyun swallowed a lump in her throat. She looked over to the other group members, who had turned around to watch with growing concern. 

Soomin giggled nervously and stood up. "Hey, come on, we don't know what happened. I'm sure she didn't mean to," she tried reasoning with Yubin. 

"I really didn't mean to cause any trouble, I swear." Dahyun stood up in turn. She clasped her hands together. "I was just trying to run for my life when your friend grabbed me." 

"Yeah, and it almost cost her life!" Yubin snapped, completely ignoring Soomin. 

"I'm sorry, I really am!" Dahyun pleaded, her pupils trembling. "But I almost lost mine! I would've died without her!" 

Yubin threw a finger in front of Dahyun's face. "Well maybe you sh-" 

"Alright, back it up!" Nakyoung intercepted, shoving Yubin back with a palm to her chest. 

Yooyeon added, her tone as calm as ever, "You're making a lot of noise right now and are attracting unwanted attention." 

On cue, loud snarling and banging arose from the door. Everyone froze and held their breaths. Seoyeon gave Yubin a pointed look, communicating through her eyes that they were going to have a talk about this. The traceuse held in a grunt. 

The group stayed silent for minutes, waiting for the pounding to subside. Slowly but steadily, the sound level lowered. Then, it suddenly cut off altogether, the noise replaced by a deafening silence. Not even the zombies' footsteps were heard. Everyone stood still and stared at the door, not yet letting their guards down. 

Seoyeon's ear twitched as she heard a singular person's quiet footsteps right outside the door, and a few soft knocks followed. 

Nakyoung brought a finger to her lips and delicately walked towards the entrance. She carefully twisted the handle before opening the door a hair length's gap. 

"Uhm, hello?" A sweet voice sounded in Nakyoung's ears. Her heart beat faster in her chest, and slightly widened the gap. She was greeted by an eye. A human eye. 

"Who are you?" Nakyoung breathed out with a slight crease of her eyebrows. 

"Kaede." 

Nakyoung blinked. "Okay, Kaede. Sorry to ask, but how did you get past the zombies?" 

There was a slight hesitation on the other side. "I... didn't see any soldiers?" Her voice trembled with uncertainty. "Is someone named Yoon Seoyeon here?" 

Nakyoung looked back at Seoyeon. Judging by the nurse's frown, it seemed like she did not know the person. Still, Nakyoung beckoned her to approach the door. 

Seoyeon gulped and wet her lips. "I've never heard of the name Kaede," she murmured. "How do you know who I am?" 

"I..." Kaede trailed off. Instead of answering, Nakyoung and Seoyeon watched through the gap as she pulled out a phone from her pocket and showed them the screen. 

Nakyoung raised a brow at the gesture, but Seoyeon's mouth went dry. 

It was Shion's phone. 

 

 

"So..." 

Seoyeon, Yooyeon, and Kaede sat on the carpet in the middle of the living room, having moved their bags to the bedroom. After letting the girl in, they took the opportunity to throw out the two bodies into the hallway, alleviating them from the smell of death. Kaede had reasoned why she had Shion's phone with her. 

"You took Shion's phone from the hospital floor and just... followed us? All this time?" Seoyeon asked. 

Kaede exhaled nervously. "Yeah. I, uhm, listened to the directions you were giving, and tracked you down. Your last message gave me a good enough idea of where you were, and I managed to find you." 

Seoyeon hummed at Kaede's lengthy explanation. 

Yooyeon tapped a finger on the carpet. "I'm perplexed, though. Why didn't you say anything on the phone?" she wondered. 

"I didn't want to alarm her. I wanted to find a group to survive with, since I've been alone all this time. It's been really difficult." Kaede patted her nearly empty bag. 

"Well, judging by the fact you managed to get here uninjured, and without attracting a bunch of infected to our doorstep, I think you did a pretty good job," Seoyeon commended with a small smile, but then twisted her expression back to worry. 

The nurse rubbed a hand under her chin. "Uhm, although I'm glad my messages helped someone, I am wondering... have you seen...?" she alluded to Shion. 

Kaede gulped and inhaled a breath before somberly shaking her head. "I'm sorry," she replied solemnly. "I only found the phone in a puddle of blood. The only reason why I noticed it was because your voice was talking through it." 

Seoyeon let out a huff. "That's..." she tried to say, but her words were caught in her throat. She swallowed a lump and tried speaking again. "It's..." 

Seoyeon coughed. Her vision blurred and she sniffed. "It's okay," she croaked out. She pressed the palm of her hands harshly into her eyes and looked up to the ceiling. She shook her head and blinked. "Thank you for telling me," she murmured. 

Yooyeon watched the nurse as she tried to fight back her tears. She set a comforting hand on her back and turned to Kaede. "Well, you didn't see her body, right?" 

Kaede frowned. "No, I don't believe so." 

Yooyeon sighed and looked at Seoyeon. "If her body isn't at the hospital, it means she might still be alive. Until then, let's not give up." 

Seoyeon nodded and muttered a thanks. In her peripheral, she noticed Hyerin exiting the bathroom. The archer looked at her and pointed at the room. 

"I'm gonna go," Seoyeon said, standing up and walking away. 

Yooyeon pressed her lips together. "Well, Kaede, welcome to the group. You can take a look around, or just relax. I'll keep organizing the resources we have." She stood up. 

"Oh! Uh..." Kaede stopped her. Yooyeon looked back with a tilt of her head. 

"Is it alright if I join you?" The new girl asked. 

"Sure." The scientist agreed. Kaede mumbled something unintelligible under her breath and followed. 

As she made her way to the bedroom, she briefly glanced at Nakyoung, who was leaning against the wall. The fighter was frowning, her eyes trailed on the newcomer, scrutinizing her. Yooyeon thought her behavior was odd before entering the room. 

 

 

Hyerin walked into the kitchen after her shower. She looked around the area, opening various cabinets, before her eyes found the gas stove. She tested it, pressing on the igniter, hearing the muffled sound of clicking before the stove lit up in a controlled spectacle of blue fire. Hyerin let herself wear a grin before shutting it off and moving to the fridge. 

She opened it and was greeted by many ingredients. They still seemed to be in good condition despite the lack of electricity. Hyerin assumed the power of this district had gone out only recently. 

Hyerin took out every item from the fridge and laid them on the counter. Looking over them, Hyerin decided to use them all. 

After an hour passed, the aroma of home-cooked food filled the kitchen, and Hyerin smiled at the thought of eating a good meal. 

"You can cook?" 

Hyerin's smile dropped at the agitating voice behind her. Even with half of her hearing lost, she knew it was Soomin.  

She gave a curt nod, wanting to keep the conversation as short as possible. 

"Woah, that's awesome. And there's so many different ingredients, too! I don't think I could name a quarter of these." 

The archer hummed, not sparing her a single glance. Her right ear pulled back as she heard another pair of footsteps walk in. 

"How do you know how to cook so much at such young age?" a curious voice wondered. It had a bit of a haughty tone to it, so Hyerin assumed it was Xinyu. 

"I lived on my own for a couple of years," Hyerin answered since it wasn't Soomin. 

"Whaaat? I lived on my own too, but for like- ten years of my life, and the only thing I know is how to prepare cup ramen." 

"..." 

"..." 

"Ten years?" Xinyu asked. "What happened to your parents?" 

"Oh, well, my mom died in a car crash when I was seven. My dad's in the military. He's a general, so he doesn't have time to come home. He'd still send me a bunch of money every month, though, so I was doing pretty well on my own. He would also send me letters along with the guns he'd gift me- oh! There was one in the ammo case you all took from my drawer! Wanna see?" 

"Uh, sure?" Xinyu replied, uncertain. Hyerin heard hurried footsteps leave, then shortly came back. There was crumpling of paper. 

"Look!" Soomin spoke excitedly. Hyerin decided to briefly look at the letter, curiosity getting the better of her. 

Xinyu narrowed her eyes after reading through the letter. "...M.S.K.? Is that his name?" 

Soomin pursed her lips. "I think so?" 

"You think so?" Hyerin deadpanned. 

"I kind of forgot his full name." Soomin admitted with a sheepish grin. Hyerin blinked, turning back to the stove and flipping the omelet she was making with her wooden spatula. 

"Is the M the last name?" 

"Nah, it's K. For Kim." Soomin clarified. "I know that because my name's Kim Soomin. My mom's last name was Lee. I guess he didn't want to initial himself as K.M.S. lol." 

"What does that mean?" 

"It's 'kill myself' in English. I used to play video games online all the time, and people would always throw those words around." 

"Oh." 

Hyerin let out an impatient sigh and banged the spatula on the rim of the pan. "Alright. Get the hell out of the kitchen. I need to cook." 

 

 

The delicious aroma of hot food attacked Yooyeon's nostrils as she stepped out of the bedroom. Several dishes such as various egg recipes, sautéed vegetables, and noodles were placed on the dinner table. Since there weren't enough chairs, everyone opted to sit and eat their meal wherever they wanted. 

"Who cooked this?" Yooyeon wondered as she approached the table. Kaede joined her a minute after. 

"Hyerin did. It's really good!" Soomin replied with her mouth full. Xinyu winced and reprimanded her. Next to her, Sohyun chewed away happily, wearing a rare smile on her face. 

Nakyoung came out of the kitchen, holding several bottles of soju in her arms. "I found these in the cabinet. Let's get in on it!" 

Yooyeon raised her eyebrows and took a bowl, filling it with the foods she wanted. When she was done, she looked around her. "Where's Hyerin?" 

"She's sitting on the kitchen floor alone," Chaeyeon replied while feeding Jiwoo on the couch. 

After swallowing, Jiwoo said, "You know I can eat on my own, right?" 

"I don't care," Chaeyeon retorted, handing her another bite. Yubin had her back against the couch as she quietly ate her own bowl. 

Seoyeon approached Yooyeon and whispered, "I gave her a mouthful. Let's just say we kind of put a restraining order on her for Dahyun until she's sufficiently calmed down." 

Yooyeon glanced at Dahyun, who was still fixing her radio. Her half-eaten bowl stood on the floor next to her. 

Glass pressed against Yooyeon's arm. She turned and saw Nakyoung handing her a soju bottle. With a small smile, she took it and thanked her. 

"I want one too!" Soomin pouted. 

"Absolutely not," Sohyun retorted, downing her bottle. 

Seoyeon laughed. "Might as well get wasted like that." She pointed at the bodyguard. Yooyeon chuckled. 

The nurse turned towards Kaede. "You want one?" 

Kaede smiled apologetically and waved her hand. "I don't drink." 

Seoyeon shrugged. "That's alright." She then raised her bottle to the sky. "Let's get drunk!" 

The others cheered. Yooyeon watched with a smile. "Make sure to keep it down. Don't want the zombie neighbors complaining at the door," she half-joked before joining in on the fun. 

 

 

Dahyun soldered the wires back onto the radio chip and put the lid back on the device. The adults who had drank were laughing in the closed bedroom, away from the front door. Even when drunk, they took their precautions. 

Dahyun turned on the radio. It was static at first, but it was enough for her to know that the apparatus functioned again. 

She adjusted the frequency back to the military radio waves, the device switching between the sound of buzzing and voices. She looked at the walkie-talkie to ensure she remembered the right frequency. 

The bedroom door swung open and Dahyun slightly jolted, setting her adjustment back a notch. The women were actively speaking with each other as they left the room. 

"Yeah, no, of course you're part of our group! Whatever happened last night? That's river under the bridge." Seoyeon laughed, her face flushed. She suddenly became serious and pressed a finger against Nakyoung's chest. "But seriously, don't ever do that again," she ordered, then went back to smiling. 

Nakyoung wore a smirk. "No promises," she slurred out and giggled. Sohyun stumbled out of the room and Xinyu had to hold her, the fashionista looking like she hadn't drank anything at all despite her soju bottle being completely empty. Yooyeon followed the group with a drunken chuckle. Kaede, who was apparently with them, was last to leave the room with her bag around her. 

Seoyeon noticed Dahyun handling her radio. "Oh, did you fix that thing?" she asked, quickly walking up to her. Upon hearing the static, the nurse wowed at her accomplishment. The others quickly joined in to listen. Even Hyerin had left the kitchen. 

"What are you looking for?" Soomin wondered. 

"The frequency the military uses for their messages," Dahyun explained, slowly turning the handle. The electrical buzzing turned into voices. The group went quiet and listened intently to the radio. 

"Unit 18, I need an update on the blockade. I repeat, I need an update on the blockade." An authoritative voice spoke through the device. 

Static filled the room for a few seconds, then they heard another voice. "The perimeter blockade around Seoul has been completed. The Han River has been excluded due to shortage of resources.

The group exchanged nervous glances and murmurs. Seoyeon's dilated eyes instantly contracted into pinpricks. 

"Oh, my god." 

"What's wrong?" Kaede asked. 

"We're gonna have to cross the river." 

 

 

 

Notes:

just a disclaimer im not even sure whether or not you can actually open a digital lock by jamming it with a bunch of volts i just needed the plot to advance. dont try this at home

 

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Chapter 6: River Crossing

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Yooyeon watched the street view from the bedroom window. Infected walked through the streets, their jackets barely holding onto their shoulders as they limped and looked around, searching for their next target. The occasional tweet of a bird or a dog's bark would make them snap their heads in the direction of the sound, and they would promptly rush towards the source. 

She pulled the curtain back but stopped when she heard the faint high-pitched screaming of a child. She peeked back outside the window to see a young, probably middle school girl in her uniform with tears in her eyes, trying her best to run away from the zombies that chased her. As she looked back, she failed to notice the body lying on the ground in front of her and she tripped, landing harshly on her exposed arms. 

Yooyeon watched with a grim expression as the girl cried for her mother and the zombies quickly piled onto her. The scientist couldn't see it, but she heard the shrill screams of pain as the child was being torn apart. Her heart felt heavy in her chest, and she swallowed a lump in her throat. Strings of guilt slithered up her arm as she thought about how it was HausTech's doing, and as a worker, she felt the need to hold some level of responsibility for the state Seoul was in. She hoped the rest of Korea was faring better. 

The infected eventually stood up, leaving a bloodied and mangled kid behind. Bile rose up to Yooyeon's throat as she observed the corpse, which was nearly ripped to shreds. She inhaled deeply and was about to leave, when the girl suddenly started moving again not even minutes after the zombies had left. 

Yooyeon stared with widened eyes as the girl got back up on her feet, looking around with a hollow stare in her eyes. 

 

 

"I guarantee you, the girl was dead. There was absolutely no way she would've survived an attack from half a dozen zombies." 

On the living room carpet, Seoyeon rummaged around the items in the sports bag, searching for the first-aid kit while Yooyeon explained what she had seen. Upon finding it, she pulled it out and opened the case. Her eyebrows creased. 

"Has anyone been using the first aid kit?" she called out to the group. 

"Why, is something missing?" Chaeyeon leaned in to look at the box. 

"Not just something..." Seoyeon huffed, digging through the kit. "At least half the bandages are gone, along with a bunch of other stuff." She stood up and put her hands to her hips. 

Yubin, who was pacing on the other side of the room, stopped to narrow her eyes at Dahyun. 

Dahyun threw her arms up, dumbfounded. "Why would I steal bandages?!" she whisper yelled.

"Hm, I don't know." Yubin shrugged. "Maybe you want to see people die," she accused. 

Jiwoo looked up from the couch. "Yubin, can you stop antagonizing her? It's been two whole days. Everyone's already over it." 

"And you still haven't gotten up from that damn sofa." Yubin scoffed. 

"Guys!" Seoyeon exclaimed. "Now is not the time to fight. The current standing is that a bunch of stuff in the first-aid kit is gone." 

Kaede raised her hand. "Maybe you just haven't realized how much of it you used in the past few days," she reasoned, looking around. "I mean, there's a lot of injured people." 

Seoyeon scrunched her nose. "Maybe," she said. After thinking for a minute, she nodded. "Yeah, I think Kaede's right. Sorry everyone, false alarm! Go back to what you're doing." She waved a dismissive hand in the air. 

The girls went back to their occupations. Seoyeon breathed out and closed the kit. She turned her attention to Yooyeon. The scientist noted that her dark circles haven't improved. 

The nurse gave her an apologetic smile. "Sorry, I've been a little on edge lately. What were you saying?" She patted the spot next to her. 

Yooyeon sat down. "Are you sure you don't want to rest?" 

"No, absolutely not," Seoyeon protested. "This is nothing compared to the hospital." 

Yooyeon gulped down her feelings of concern. "Well, the girl outside that I just told you about? It's odd. In any other case, she should've just stayed dead on the road, but she got back up." 

"As a zombie?" 

"Yes. I believe Chaeyeon's theory about them being zombies is right. The definition of a zombie is a corpse who is miraculously revived in some way, and that's what happened." 

Chaeyeon, who was listening in, pumped a victorious fist in the air. 

Seoyeon hummed thoughtfully, holding her chin with the back of her hand. "But the woman who grabbed me in the alley, she wasn't dead when she turned." 

Yooyeon pinched the bridge of her nose and huffed. She tapped above her lips with her index finger. "Maybe after the bite, it doesn't matter if you die. You'll still get turned." 

The nurse nodded. "That's important to know. Thank you for telling me." With a huff, she scrambled through her tote bag. She pulled out a notebook with a blue cover and offered it to her. 

"You should note everything down in a book so that we can remember." Seoyeon chuckled. "Who knows, maybe you'll even try finding a cure with this." 

Yooyeon blinked. She gently took the notebook from Seoyeon and stared at the cover. She looked down at her lab coat. Xinyu had given it back to her the day before with a proud smile after sewing it back up. She looked at the notebook again, tracing a thumb over the cloth cover. 

"Yeah, maybe." 

 

 

Kaede could feel Nakyoung's stare on her. Since joining their group days ago, the fighter had her eyes trailed on her. 

The newcomer looked around the apartment, her eyes glancing over the bags filled with food and water. Sohyun was refilling bottles in the sink. Her partner Xinyu was cutting facemasks out of clothes she considered "irredeemable." Seoyeon and Yooyeon were having a discussion on the carpet. Chaeyeon, who was listening, got disinterested and went back to Jiwoo. Kaede's eyes went to Yubin. The girl was scrutinizing Dahyun, who was trying to mind her own business. 

Kaede's eyes trailed back to Xinyu. The fashionista held a t-shirt that had royal purple on one half and burgundy on the other. 

"My goodness that is absolutely atrocious." The fashionista's voice echoed through the room as she threw the piece of clothing away. Kaede chuckled with her hands in her jacket pockets. 

Kaede froze as an arm was put over her shoulders. 

"So, how's has the integration been?" 

Her smile temporarily dropped from her face before she put it back on again. She turned her head towards Nakyoung and grinned brightly. "It's been great! I'm having a good time." 

Nakyoung gave her an understanding nod. "It's easier when you're around people, isn't it?" 

"It really is," Kaede replied. "Running around alone has been really difficult. I can't recount the number of times I almost got bit or hurt." 

The fighter looked her up and down. "You don't have a single scratch or stain on you. I’d say that’s quite the accomplishment." 

Kaede gave a humble chuckle. "Well, I did just take a shower." 

Nakyoung's smile reached her eyes. "That's true," she agreed. She pat Kaede on the back reassuringly. "Make sure to prepare everything you need, by the way. We're leaving soon." 

She took her arm back and clapped twice, getting the group's attention. Kaede watched her and let out a small huff of relief, un-tensing her shoulders. She put her hand in her pocket and fiddled with the small handle in it. 

 

 

The group gathered in front of the apartment door. Nakyoung put a hand on the handle before turning back to face the group. 

"Okay, I know tensions are high right now," she gave Yubin, who was wearing Jiwoo's hockey gear, a pointed look, "but I don't want to see any of that outside, alright? We work together to survive together. If anyone does something stupid, I will see it to myself to beat the shit out of you. Got it?" 

The group members gulped nervously and nodded their heads. Everyone was in the possession of a knife from the kitchen. 

"Remember the plan. Groups of two. Nakyoung and I will lead the front, while Soomin and Dahyun trail the back. The injured stay in the middle," Sohyun added. 

"It's going to be a long walk. Whatever you do, don't let your guard down. And whatever happens, because things will happen, we stick together," Nakyoung finished and put her mask over her nose. Sohyun put a finger over her lips before doing the same. 

Nakyoung breathed in and gently opened the door. Much to her relief, there was nothing on the second floor save for the few corpses laying around. 

She gave a thumbs-up to the group before slowly making her way down the stairs, checking every nook and cranny for anything suspicious. 

The soldiers were gone from the first floor, and so was the body they were chewing on a few days ago. The entrance door was half-open. Nakyoung gently opened the rest of it before crossing. 

Sohyun put an arm in front of Nakyoung. After gaining the fighter's attention, she pointed at a person in the distance. 

Nakyoung held her breath as she observed their demeanor. It looked like a middle school girl. She stared above a brick wall in the distance, unmoving. Nakyoung noticed a stray cat on top of the wall that was hissing at her. 

She looked at Sohyun. With her fingers, she motioned walking. She then gestured the image of holding a head and stabbing it with a knife. 

Sohyun joined her thumb and index together in a ring, signing "okay" before slowly approaching the child zombie, making sure to look both ways for any threat. They were all conveniently looking away. 

As she walked up, the bodyguard pulled her knife out and held it in a reverse grip. She momentarily stopped as the kid snarled but didn't notice her presence. When she was just a foot away from her, Sohyun paused and swallowed a lump in her throat. 

The bodyguard looked away as, in a swift motion, she swung her knife into the back of the girl's head. She held the zombie's corpse as it lost its strength, gently lowering it down on the road. The cat that was hissing quickly jumped down and ran away. It attracted every zombie in the area, and they chased after it. 

Despite the welcome distraction, Sohyun verified her surroundings for any threats. She looked down at the zombie she killed. The girl stared emptily into the sky. Using her free hand, the bodyguard closed her eyes before hurrying back to her group. 

Nakyoung and her shared an affirmative nod before the vigilante gestured at the others to move in the direction opposite of the cat. 

As she marched, Sohyun pressed a hand against her forehead before wiping it down her face. She felt a comforting hand being put on her shoulder. She looked back and stared into Xinyu's empathetic gaze. 

A thousand voiceless messages were passed between them. The bodyguard huffed and looked back to the front. 

 

 

The group had managed to make it halfway through their journey without any heavy altercations.  

Chaeyeon would like to put emphasis on the 'halfway' since they had been stuck inside a small convenience store for the past half hour.  

There was nothing on the roads for quite some time during their trek before the ambush. Although the group had found it odd, they had kept walking. 

Unfortunately, Dahyun had been so focused on looking around her that she had forgotten about looking down. An infected stuck under a car had grabbed onto her ankle and tried to reach its head to bite it, but its lower body was crushed, making it unable to move. 

Dahyun had shrieked and Hyerin quickly shot an arrow through its head, instantly killing it, but the damage had been done. After a few seconds of bone-chilling, deafening silence, the group was swarmed from every angle, and Sohyun had quickly pushed everyone into the nearest building. The zombies that were in the store were quickly killed off and dumped in a corner, and the group was quick to push a shelf in front of the door. 

Most of the group sat in the darkness of the store's backroom, while she and a few others felt more comfortable basking in the meagre amount of light that passed through the windows. The rays of sun shifted constantly with the movements of the infected banging on the glass walls. 

Chaeyeon winced as her eye was hit with a direct beam of sunlight. She hovered a hand over her face. She turned her attention to Jiwoo, who lay on the floor with a small wince. Seoyeon was checking on her injury. The unexpected ambush had made her move too much too quickly, causing her wound to almost reopen. 

"How are you feeling?" Chaeyeon asked, her voice laced with concern.  

Jiwoo let out a shaky breath. "It's getting better." She smiled then grimaced as Seoyeon pressed the back of her hand on the bandage. 

Chaeyeon reached for her hand, interlocking their fingers. "Don't push yourself too hard, okay?" she whispered, putting her face close to Jiwoo's. 

"I won't." Jiwoo replied with a nod. The tips of her ears reddened. Seoyeon eyed them suspiciously before folding the shirt back over the injury. 

"Thankfully, the wound hasn't reopened," the nurse announced, patting her hands on her jacket, "but you shouldn't move your right side at all." 

Jiwoo huffed. "Thank goodness I'm left-handed." 

Chaeyeon giggled. She peeked over the emptied shelf to look at the crowd. The zombies instantly noticed her and tripled their efforts, screaming and banging the windows even harder. Chaeyeon widened her eyes, looking away and clutching at her pounding chest. She and the others jumped as they heard the faint cracking of glass under all the pounding. 

Sohyun quickly stood up in a crouching position. "Alright. Backroom, now." she ordered, extending a hand towards Xinyu. The fashionista gladly held onto it and smiled as her bodyguard lifted her up effortlessly from the ground. Sohyun gestured to the others to follow in a line. 

Chaeyeon and Seoyeon helped Jiwoo up, and the small group quickly moved to the back. 

 

 

Yubin chugged the warm soda can in one shot. After gulping down the final drop, she let go with a loud sigh of relief. She crushed the empty can between her hands before tossing it somewhere behind her, the loud clattering of aluminum on the cement echoing against the walls. 

"Can't you be any louder?" Nakyoung's whisper scolded her in the darkness. 

Yubin wiped the excess drink off her chin before putting down the helmet's visor. "What? It just confirms that nothing else is in here with us," she said, feigning nonchalance. The traceuse then shot a glare to a silhouette across from her. "Wouldn't want there to be another ambush, right?" 

Dahyun groaned. "It could've been anyone!" 

"And it just so happens to be you." 

"Because it was closest to me!" 

"Maybe you deliberately put your foot there so it could grab you!" 

"Yubin." 

Yooyeon's chilling tone froze everyone in place. Shivers climbed up Yubin's arms as she held her breath. 

"Get your act together." The sentence was short, but Yooyeon spoke in such a slow, calculative voice, that Yubin feared for her safety. Even without seeing it, she could feel the scientist's icy glare. 

The traceuse looked down. She traced a pattern on the floor with her gloved finger. A seed of guilt was planted in her heart. 

"...I'm sorry," she spoke. 

The convenience store's doors were pushed open, letting in the light of day. The girls squinted and complained but were quickly shushed by Sohyun whose eyes were wide alert. 

"The glass is breaking, and it won't hold for long. Everyone out in the backdoor." 

Everyone quickly shuffled into a standing position. Seoyeon turned her phone's flashlight on and shone it around the room. 

Finding the back door, she quickly ushered everyone towards it before the flashlight suddenly shut off. 

"Wh-" 

She tapped on her phone, holding the power button as she walked. After a couple seconds, she was greeted with the image of a dead battery. Seoyeon cursed under her breath. 

"Worry about it later." Nakyoung pat her on the back. 

The fighter held a palm over the push bar. "Sohyun and I will go out first and get rid of anything that's out there. Wait for me to open the door again before you follow." 

Upon hearing 'okays' and hums of agreement, Nakyoung quietly opened the door, looked both ways, and stepped out into the light. 

 

 

"Okay. No one's asking, so I will. Why is nothing moving?" 

Soomin lowered the music blasting through her headphones to listen to Hyerin's message. She raised a brow and nodded at the question, believing the archer raised a good point. As far as the eye could see, there were only corpses laying around in the roads, and not a single body was moving. 

The second half of their journey was perilous at first, with zombies running at them from every corner. As they went, though, the numbers had significantly dwindled until there was barely anything ambushing them. 

While walking by a corpse sitting against a building wall, Soomin peeked her head into the passenger seat of a nearby car, carefully observing a body as she held her breath to not inhale its stench. Its eyes were shut tight as it sat in the car with its seatbelt tied around it. 

Pursing her lips, Soomin reached her hand in and waved it in front of the zombie. In an instant, its eyes snapped wide open, and it reached for Soomin's hand with bared teeth, groaning loudly. Soomin recoiled back, holding in a scream of both surprise and pain as her arm sliced against the sharp edges of the broken car window. 

A small arrow quickly sheathed itself into the zombie's head. It lolled back into the car seat with its jaw wide open. 

Soomin took the opportunity to pull her head and arm out of the car. She looked wide eyed at Hyerin, who held her crossbow in her hands. 

The young gunner grinned sheepishly, holding her bleeding arm. Hyerin rolled her eyes as she reached into the car and pulled the arrow out of the zombie's head. 

Another groan came from behind them, but Dahyun quickly stabbed it in the neck with her spear. The three girls looked at each other, then at the rest of the group. 

"It was sitting against the wall just seconds ago," Dahyun said. A few surrounding zombies awakened and sped towards them. Nakyoung, Sohyun, and Yubin made quick work of killing them, and the infected fell back down with a soft thud. 

Immediately understanding the situation, Yooyeon quickly held a finger to her covered lip and mimed the action of sleeping. 

One by one, the group members' eyes widened. They looked around at the countless corpses sitting, standing, or laying still on the ground with their eyes closed or half-open. 

They realized they weren't standing in a graveyard. They were in a minefield. 

 

 

Seoyeon let out a shaky exhale as they stood in front of the kilometer-long bridge.  

Cars lined up haphazardly on the overpass with dents in the vehicles, and shards of broken glass littered the charred road. Bodies upon bodies filled the area, and Seoyeon had no idea which ones were really dead. One corpse was hanging upside-down on the edge. Seoyeon covered her mouth with a hand as she noticed the silhouette of a person hanging under the bridge with a rope tied around their neck. 

On the crossroads in front of the bridge, a car had been completely flipped over and demolished, having seemingly been t-boned by a nearby truck that laid sideways with fire coming out of its engine. She heard the crackling of the flames as they licked at the air, and she inhaled the nauseating scent of gasoline as a pool of the clear liquid leaked out of the truck. 

Yooyeon watched the nurse with a cool but intense gaze. Seoyeon caught her stare and gave her a nod of approval. Yooyeon nodded back and signaled the frontliners to march. Sohyun reemphasized the importance of staying quiet with a finger pressed against her mask. 

The group crossed with their tongues glued to the roof of their dry mouths. Their hands were gripped on their weapons so forcefully to the point their knuckles were white, and their arms were shaky. Their bodies were stiff as they anxiously ducked over cars and corpses, watching the bloody and beat bodies with glares so intense they feared their eyes would pop out of their sockets. 

It was terrifying. Not knowing when anything could suddenly pop out was terrifying. 

Seoyeon took a careful step forward, looking down at the body underneath her. The man's corpse was torn apart. There was barely anything left of his ripped t-shirt, and the original color had been lost from the overwhelming pool of crimson covering every part of his body. One arm was twisted behind his back at an odd angle with a stray bone protruding out the forearm. Every finger was broken, and the black watch on his wrist repeated the same second as it ticked. His other arm was nothing left but a puddle of gory flesh mixed into a disgusting soup of raw meat. Bite marks littered his neck, back, and legs, the blackened wounds tracing blue pathways through whatever veins they could find. 

The stench of the rot was unbearable. She heard Chaeyeon nearly retch behind her. The girl's eyes were teary from the black smoke rising from the surrounding cars. One arm supported Jiwoo while she covered her nose with the other. She could feel her heart pound at a million beats per minute in her chest, and she occasionally felt unfocused, having to pause and take a deep breath before she could keep going. Her face was pale from anxiety and fear. 

Xinyu was thankful she changed out of her dress. Although pretty, it was highly impractical, unlike the simple trousers she was wearing. She put a supporting hand on the hood of a nearby smoking car before passing a long leg over the large pieces of sharp glass on the ground. She couldn't have done that with her knee-high dress that clung tightly to her skin. She focused on Sohyun, who constantly looked around her, occasionally warning Xinyu and the rest of the group about a hazard with a hand gesture. 

A small breeze passed through the bridge. The fashionista winced and shut her eyes as a stray speck of ash blew into her eyes. She shook her head, blinking rapidly to remove the sting.  

She looked around with narrowed eyes, but quickly widened them in alarm as she noticed a tiny frame run in her peripheral behind the group. From the distance, it was nothing bigger than a grain of rice. 

Xinyu drew a large X with her arms to halt the rest of the group, who eyed her with questioning looks. Xinyu pointed at the moving figure in the far distance. Upon seeing it, Sohyun instantly motioned everyone to lower themselves. 

Everyone waited with their breaths stuck in their throats. Nakyoung peeked over the back of a car, her eyes laser focused on the distant person, tracing their every step. As the figure approached, Nakyoung noticed it was a young boy who couldn't be anything older than a third-year high school student. Nakyoung's blood ran cold as she noticed he kept looking back. Over the smoke, she could barely make out a group running right behind him. 

Her eyes widened as she felt a poignant clutch in her chest. She gestured to the group to get back up and moving with a newfound sense of urgency. The group members looked at each other with dread and swiftly lifted themself off the ground. 

Still keeping as quiet as they could, the members hastily stepped over every corpse and glass fragment, making sure their feet hit the ground with little to no sound and that they still kept a low profile. Hyerin held onto her quiver on her back, making sure her arrows didn't rattle around. Soomin kept her fingers clutched around her rifle, ignoring the pain from her newly bandaged arm. They weren't even halfway through the bridge. 

"Please, help me!" A plead echoed on the bridge. 

Hyerin felt the blood in her veins freeze, as if someone had plunged her in a tub of icy water. The running boy had spotted their team and had called out to them. 

Nakyoung watched in horror as every body awakened around them. She spun around, looking at the corpses as they reanimated with their eyes wide open and boring into them. She cursed a thousand times in her head and immediately got to work, stabbing every head near her. 

"We gotta go!" She looked back and said hastily before moving forward and fighting off the approaching zombies. Sohyun quickly followed her directions, sheathing her knife up a zombie's throat. 

"Wait, please!" They heard the boy say in the distance, followed by screams of pain. 

Yubin looked back, but Kaede instantly pushed her forward. "There was no saving him anyway," she said with a certain coldness that irked the traceuse. Still, she received the message and started running forward. Her eyes then widened and she skidded to a stop, looking behind her again. Dahyun was frozen in place as dozens of zombies approached her. 

With a loud curse, the traceuse ran back, smoothly hacked off the head of an approaching zombie with her butcher's knife and grabbed Dahyun by her backpack. Before the girl could scream, Yubin yelled, 

"Run, you idiot!" 

The order snapped Dahyun back to reality. She quickly spun around and followed Yubin's path, running between cars and the infected. Soomin and Hyerin followed in the back. 

Yubin's current objective was to get to Jiwoo and Chaeyeon. Although they were in front of her, they were significantly slowed down. The traceuse jumped over a car, slashing at every head and arm with the sheer strength of adrenaline, and caught up to her friends. Chaeyeon was still supporting Jiwoo. Yubin was having none of that. 

"It's not your legs that are broken, so get off each other and start running as fast as you can!" Yubin pointed out to them. Jiwoo and Chaeyeon looked at Yubin, then at each other with a nod and separated. They ran next to each other with Jiwoo standing between them, holding her injury, and the other two fighting off the threats. 

Yubin looked over the river. They had reached the half-point of the bridge. She dreaded the next half as she swung her knife into the side of a zombie's head with a yell. 

Dahyun followed closely behind them with her hands clutched on her weapon. She narrowly dodged the incoming claws that tried to reach her over the cars. She shrieked as a zombie appeared in front of her, and, out of instinct, she stabbed the spear up its throat and looked away. 

Dahyun flinched and went to cover her ears as the rattling of gunshots echoed throughout the bridge. Soomin stood on top of a car with her rifle, shooting down zombies with precision. Hyerin, who was wearing her headphones, switched between ranged and melee, stabbing incoming zombies deep in their eye sockets with her arrows before shooting the same darts at the zombies trying to grab Soomin on the other side of the car. 

Infected in the radius screeched at the noise and started pathing towards the young gunner. With the welcome distraction, Dahyun removed her blade from the zombie she killed and stabbed the one coming from the right in the chest. She flicked the switch on her spear, electrocuting the zombie. She pushed it forward as it spazzed into another zombie, who instantly twitched at the contact. After a few seconds, she flicked the switch off and kicked the zombies away from her. She looked at her weapon with a smile, then back to Soomin where dozens of zombies were trying to reach her. 

"You'll attract more of them!" Seoyeon yelled out, ducking under a jaw snapping at her. Yooyeon sheathed her kitchen knife up its throat. 

"Doesn't matter, our lives are in danger, anyway!" Soomin replied with an odd look of crazed glee. After thirty shots, her gun jammed. Soomin huffed out a curse and scrambled to change her magazine at record speed before blasting the cranium of an infected leaning in to bite at her ankle, its bloody remains splattering on her sneakers and pants. 

Dahyun ran towards the crowded space. "I'm going to fry them!" 

Soomin looked down at her with wide eyes. "Woah, hey! Not with me up here!" She protested. Hyerin, on the other hand, quickly nodded and moved away, running after the group. 

"Jump down when I say so!" Dahyun said, quickly formulating a plan. A growl behind her snapped her out of her thoughts, but Soomin shot behind her, the bullet whizzing just past her, temporarily freezing the girl. 

Dahyun gulped and shook her head. She approached the vehicle and put the blade against the roof of the car. 

"Jump!" She yelled. Soomin let out a thrilled scream and hopped off. The moment her feet left the vehicle, Dahyun switched the power on. In an instant, the zombies who were pressed against the car twitched and convulsed. 

Soomin landed next to her, shoving the barrel of her gun up the chin of an approaching zombie while crouched down. She pulled the trigger, blasting its face off, and giggled at the sight of its exposed scarlet skull. 

Dahyun kept her blade pressed against the car, counting the interminable seconds before switching the power off. The wave of bodies stopped twitching and fell to the ground. It reeked of burnt meat. 

Dahyun turned around to catch up with the rest of the group, who were significantly ahead of them. "Let's go!" 

"Aye aye, capt'n!" Soomin cheered, setting her rifle behind her back and taking out her small knife. The duo moved to the edge of the bridge, climbing over the ramp that separated the main road with the pedestrian's sidewalk. The infected stumbled and fell over the ramp to chase them. 

Dahyun and Soomin caught up to Yubin, Jiwoo, Chaeyeon, and Kaede. The three girls were still on the main road, trying their best to fight off the infected. Kaede had joined them to try and multiply their efforts, but Dahyun could see they were starting to get exhausted from their flimsy swings. 

"Get to the sidewalk!" Dahyun called out to the trio. They looked at her, and Chaeyeon called back, eyes wide,

"Behind you!" 

Dahyun yelped as a hand suddenly grabbed her hair from behind. Without thinking, she dropped her spear and tried pulling it back. She bent down as she got dragged across the sidewalk, crying out in pain as it yanked at her head. She sobbed and shut her eyes when she heard the snarling getting closer. 

“Don’t give up so easily!” 

Dahyun opened her eyes back up when she heard hurried footsteps and screaming. Yubin dashed towards them and chopped a significant portion of Dahyun's hair off with her butcher's knife. 

Dahyun fell forward at the sudden lightness and smacked harshly onto the ground. Although she managed to block her head from hitting the sidewalk with her arm, the sheer force of the impact left her seeing spots for a split second. 

The world spun around her as she looked back, watching Yubin hack into the zombie's skull. In the distance, she could also see Kaede approaching them to help, but an infected grabbed her by the arm. It nearly bit into it, but the girl pulled back with impressive force. She counterattacked with a weak swing of her kitchen knife, the blade slicing clumsily across its neck. The zombie kept biting. The cut wasn't deep enough. 

Yubin quickly went to help, smashing the cleaver into the infected's temple and tearing half of its skull off. 

Dahyun held the back of her head as the dizziness unrelented. Soomin caught up to her. 

"Hey, hey, can you stand?" the teenager asked, trying her best to drag Dahyun up. Yubin was running back to her, smoothly hopping over the fence. 

"Come on, get up!" The traceuse ordered harshly. Even in her haze, Dahyun guessed that just because Yubin saved her, it didn't mean she liked her in any way. 

"Be careful, there's a gap in the railing!" Soomin advised Yubin. Behind the two, Kaede was standing still. Dahyun squinted, looking at the zombie that was running up to her. 

In a flash, Kaede swung the kitchen knife at the zombie's neck seamlessly, much unlike her earlier struggle. She then spun around and started running towards them as if nothing had happened. The infected she attacked fell to the ground with its neck sliced half-open. 

Dahyun stared in dazed astonishment as she was being pulled up by Soomin on her right and Yubin on her left. Kaede noticed her wide eyes and she quickly ran over to them. 

"Are you all alright?" Kaede asked, her voice dripping with concern. She put a hand on Dahyun's back. 

"She's dizzy from the fall," Soomin told her. 

"Well, she can worry about it later, 'cause we gotta go now!" Yubin expressed loudly and dragged Dahyun off. The techie tried her best to follow in her footsteps. Kaede supported her from behind, standing on Yubin's left, right next to the sidewalk's fence. 

"I'll clear the surroundings, then!" Soomin announced, letting go of Dahyun and pulling her rifle back out. She turned to face the back and started gunning down the zombies behind them. 

The added blasts worsened Dahyun's condition. She pressed her hands against her ears and shut her eyes to muffle the sounds of gunshots as much as possible. She could hear Yubin's voice yelling at Soomin to stop. 

The next thing she heard was a shriek and she felt herself get pushed. She lost her footing, and suddenly, she fell again. This time, though, she didn't seem to be landing. 

 

 

"We're too split up! We need to get back to them!" Nakyoung looked behind her after beating a zombie's head in. They were close to thirty meters ahead of the rest of the group, but they had been unable to advance for a while, being overwhelmed by the sheer number of infected. They had their backs against a large car.

Seoyeon winced at loud gunshots and looked back to see Hyerin had caught up with them. The archer watched with heavy pants as Nakyoung and Sohyun fought together flawlessly, dancing around each other as they sliced and beat the infected coming at them from the front of the bridge. 

Seoyeon gave her an affirmative nod, then tilted her head to look behind her. "Where are the others?" She questioned. 

Hyerin raised a brow and looked behind her. "I thought they were right behind me..." She couldn't see past the car that blocked the group's vision. 

Jiwoo and Chaeyeon arrived shortly behind them. Jiwoo had her hand clutched to her injured side, heaving in pain. Chaeyeon grabbed Seoyeon's arm, her eyes wide in panic. 

"Someone got pushed over," she panted out. 

"What?!" Many voices exclaimed at the same time. 

Seoyeon pushed past Hyerin and peeked over the car. Her heart dropped. "Oh no..." 

"Who is it?" Yooyeon asked, messily sheathing her knife up an infected's throat. 

A girl with messed up short hair was hanging over the edge of the bridge. The only thing stopping her from falling was a gloved hand that was clutching her wrist. 

"It's Dahyun." 

 

 

Yubin had an iron grip on Dahyun's forearm. She was lowered onto the sidewalk with her stomach flat against the ground. Her other hand held onto the railing where it hadn't been destroyed. 

Dahyun looked down at the river. She regained some of her consciousness back, being able to assess her situation clearer. Still, it didn't stop the pounding of her heart against her temples. Her anxiety was at an all-time high, and she breathed heavily. 

Soomin desperately wanted to help them up, but the never-ending waves of infected stopped her from being able to do anything. Kaede shared the same story, struggling to fight against the horde. 

As seconds passed, Yubin struggled to keep a tight clutch on Dahyun's arm. Her hockey gloves weren't doing her any favors, either. Dahyun slightly slipped from her grasp and her heart dropped. 

Dahyun sobbed, her vision blurred from incoming tears. She mustered her energy and used her other hand to grab onto Yubin's arm. 

"Stop crying!" Yubin complained. "You're not gonna die!" 

"You literally told me to on the first day we met!" Dahyun somehow had the wit to retort. 

Yubin scoffed and held her tongue, knowing Dahyun was right. She racked her brain to think of something else to say. Finding it, she smirked. 

"Well, you can do it on another day!" 

With an empowering scream, running on nothing other than pure adrenaline, Yubin lifted her hand up. Sure, she was petty, but the traceuse didn't really want anyone to die. Dahyun's eyes widened as the girl was actually lifting her up, letting out a chuckle of disbelief. 

Slowly but surely, Yubin managed to lift Dahyun up inch by inch. The muscle fibers in her arms threatened to snap, but Yubin didn't let the strain stop her. She let out another powerful yell and pushed herself even harder than before. Soomin looked back and gasped in astonishment.  

"You're a beast!" The teenager cried out with a laugh. Kaede looked at the scene in pure shock. 

Dahyun's hands were a few inches from the ledge. One more push, and she could grab onto it. She gave an encouraging yell, and she could hear Yubin yell back with even more power. 

Yubin was so close to succeeding she could feel the sweet taste of victory on the tip of her tongue. Her eyebrows creased in absolute focus as she tuned everything else out, only caring about bringing Dahyun back up. 

As she was about to let out her final empowered yell, though, it was replaced by a cry of pain as the feeling of a blade slashed her calf. Her vision went white for not even a tenth of a second, but it was enough for her grip to slip up. 

Dahyun's heart dropped, suddenly feeling extremely light. As the air whistled around her in a soft howl, she realized what had happened. The ledge, that was so close, suddenly looked so distant as she fell. Her tears were falling right above her, reflecting the light and creating a chandelier of gloom. 

She didn't scream or yell. She had forgotten how to, as her body was frozen in the moment. She heard nothing and felt nothing. She couldn't even react when she saw Yubin leaping over the edge and gravitating towards her with both her hands reached out. 

Yubin managed to catch Dahyun by the arm, and twisted their bodies so that she was underneath her. 

Then, they hit the water. 

 

 

They arrived too late. 

Next to her, Chaeyeon fell to her knees as she saw the events unfold. 

An incessant high-pitched ringing sounded in Jiwoo's ears as she replayed the scene in her head over and over again in slow-motion. The wound that hurt so badly had become a dull ache. Her eyes glazed over at the ledge, where, in a last ditch effort to save Dahyun, Yubin jumped off to get to her. Soomin had pulled out her rifle again, furiously blasting away at the zombies, but Jiwoo could barely hear the bullets as they exited the chamber. Seoyeon rushed towards Kaede to help her back up. Jiwoo hadn't even realized the girl fell down. 

"Jiw...

Everything was blurry. Jiwoo barely felt Nakyoung poking at her shoulder. She saw her lips move slowly and she couldn't register anything she was saying. Her chest was heavy, and she couldn't feel her heart beating. 

"Hey, sna..."  

Nakyoung insisted, removing her brass knuckles and snapping her fingers in front of her. Even inches in front of her, the fighter's hand was foggy. 

"Snap o- ut of it, damn it!" Nakyoung punched her in the stomach. Jiwoo coughed and wheezed as she was brought back to consciousness. "We can't stay here any longer, we need to leave!" 

The waves had thinned after countless minutes of fighting, but the group's energy had been spent along with it. 

Jiwoo nodded, but didn't think any further. She took Chaeyeon by the arm, lifting her back up, and the two ran. While the others fought off the horde, they ran. When an infected nearly bit a chunk off her shoulder, Jiwoo barely flinched and kept running. They ran until they reached the end of the bridge. 

Jiwoo felt no pain on the injured side of her rib. It was nothing compared to the steel thorns piercing her heart. 

 

 

Notes:

alternative chapter title: chiyu

next chapter is the end of part 1 of act 1! i was gonna put everything in one chapter, but then i suddenly reached 6.9k words in this one so i was like euhh maybe not.

disclaimer 2 once again i have no idea how electricity works do not quote me on literally any of this thank you if ur a tech major or an electrician or something look away

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Chapter 7: And Twelve Steps Back

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Yubin was four years old when her father had thrown her into the deep end of the pool to teach her how to swim. 

He had yelled at her to fight, to survive with all of her will. 

Yubin didn't know what was happening back then. She was disoriented. She had flailed her arms and legs around, trying to catch a breath of fresh air. As she gasped, she had inhaled a large chunk of water. Her limbs had contracted as it entered her lungs and she had closed her eyes, sinking down into the pool. By the time her father had brought her back to the surface, she was barely conscious and was no longer breathing. At some point, her heart had stopped, and she had to be resuscitated. 

The near-death experience hadn't stopped her father. He had been hell-bent on teaching her how to swim, and how to swim well. It did not matter how many times she had to fight for her life. 

Did Yubin become a good swimmer? Well, yes, that was what happened when someone was thrown into the deep end every day. 

The experience made Yubin vehemently detest the water. 

So it surprised even her when she followed Dahyun into the river. 

 

 

Seoyeon's ears buzzed as she looked right in front of her while running. Her lungs and legs burned. Her surroundings passed by in a fog as her mind was filled with countless thoughts that blurred together, but one thought was overpowering. 

Did that really just happen? 

The others were ahead of her, including Jiwoo and Chaeyeon. Seoyeon couldn't see it, but she knew they were just as, if not more shocked than her. Their running was sloppy and unfocused, with Jiwoo keeping an unyielding grasp on Chaeyeon. Seoyeon noticed the bloodstains on her shirt where her wound was covered. 

An arm suddenly appeared in her field of vision and swung at her. Seoyeon didn't have time to react and would've gotten scratched if it wasn't for Kaede pulling her back. 

Yooyeon caught up to them, breathing heavily. She threw her arm out and pointed at a nearby building. "Get to the diner!" She panted out. 

Seoyeon's legs were weakening by the second and she started slowing down. Kaede supported her by the waist. 

"We're almost there," the girl whispered softly. 

Nakyoung held the wooden door open while Sohyun pushed back incoming zombies. Xinyu entered the building first and shrieked as an infected ran at her from the inside. Sohyun instantly turned to her and threw her knife into its skull, leaving her weaponless. It didn't stop her from snapping the nearest zombie's neck and running inside to fight off the ones in the diner. 

One by one, the girls entered the building. Chaeyeon instantly plummeted to the wooden floor, curled up into a ball, and began to sob. Jiwoo absentmindedly stared at a wall while her wound bled through her shirt. 

Seoyeon and Kaede were the last to enter and Nakyoung slammed the door shut. Xinyu and Soomin flipped a large dinner table over and pushed it against the entrance. 

Sohyun took down the final infected in the diner. There was no sound other than Chaeyeon's broken cries, the group's heavy breathing, and the banging outside. 

Everyone stared at each other in disbelief as they heaved. Seconds passed, and the reality of the situation slowly settled on them. 

Nakyoung sat down on the floor, leaning her back against the table. The pounding on the door shook her body, but as she caught her breath and processed the events that unfolded, she couldn't care less. Soomin set her hands on the top of her head and paced around restlessly while Hyerin crouched down in a corner, lazily counting her remaining arrows. Xinyu sat on a chair and buried her face in her hands. Sohyun walked over to a zombie and aggressively yanked her knife out of its skull. Droplets of blood splattered around as its head bounced back and forth. 

With heavy breaths, Seoyeon glanced over to Yooyeon, who had her elbows set on a table. She covered her mouth, tapping a finger above her lips as she heaved. The nurse then looked at Kaede, who looked back at her with a tear rolling down her face. 

Seoyeon worked at the hospital. The loss of life was no mystery to her, and every time it happened, she would feel down for a few days before bouncing right back. 

But as the memory of the events burned vividly in her mind, Dahyun falling off the bridge and Yubin jumping in after her, it felt different. It was different. Patients at the hospital died on beds. Not like this.

Not like this.

Seoyeon knelt down onto the floor. She pressed her forehead against the cold wooden boards. She covered her mouth with a hand and choked down a scream. 

Not that anyone would've heard it over Chaeyeon's pitiful weeping. 

 

 

Jiwoo looked at the eggshell white ceiling with a blank expression. After Seoyeon had patched her wound up with the remaining bandages they had, the group had left her and Chaeyeon alone in a bedroom in the apartment above the diner. Their hands were clutched tightly together. None of them had spoken for the past hour. 

Chaeyeon sat on the bed with her back against the headboard. She took a long, deep breath, staring vacantly at the wall in front of her across the bed. The tears on her face had dried, and she didn't have any more left to cry. 

Swallowing a lump in her throat, Chaeyeon croaked out, "This isn't real, right?" 

Jiwoo blinked slowly. She didn't respond. 

Chaeyeon spoke again with a humorless chuckle. "I mean, this is Yubin we're talking about. There's no way she would let water out of all things kill her." 

She inhaled a shaky breath. "We didn't even see the bodies." 

"More like we didn't have time to," the athlete muttered weakly, her voice absent of emotions. 

Chaeyeon's eyes trailed down to her best friend. Jiwoo hadn't wept once, her face void of tears. Her eyes were lifeless as they glazed over the roof. She didn't spare Chaeyeon a single glance, even when the girl's eyebrows were creased in worry. 

With a soft exhale, Chaeyeon slowly moved down towards Jiwoo. She rested her head on the athlete's stomach and blinked the irritation out of her eyes. 

Chaeyeon tightened her grip on Jiwoo's hand. With a heavy heart, she whispered, 

"...What do we do now?" 

 

 

"32%." 

"Excuse me?" 

Yooyeon paced around the dark room while tapping a finger over her lips. The rest of the group sat around in a circle in the apartment's living room, trying to wrap their heads around the situation. Seoyeon held her face in her hands. 

"The mortality rate of people falling into the river is 32%," Yooyeon repeated. Unlike the others, she was more level-headed about the situation. 

"How do you know that?" Xinyu wondered with a grim expression cast over her eyes. She sat cross-legged next to Sohyun, who was looking down with a heavy frown. 

"I was once part of a team that researched better ways to save lives." 

"Oh, you're an actual scientist?" 

Every head turned towards Soomin, who, surprisingly, was taking the loss better than the others. The girl pursed her lips and shrugged. "I just thought it was some early Halloween costume." 

"Okay," Nakyoung gulped, bringing the conversation back to the original topic. "So, there's a high chance of them being alive, right?" 

Yooyeon let out a small sigh. "They would have a 68% chance of survival, usually. The problem lies with them already being exhausted from running and fighting. The 32% mortality rate comes from drowning." 

Seoyeon dropped her hands. The dark circles under her eyes dug deeper into her face. "So, even if they survived the fall, they would need enough energy to swim to the edge." 

Yooyeon looked at the nurse with disquiet and nodded. "They fell about 300 meters from the end of the bridge. It would take on average four minutes to reach the shore. Usually, it wouldn't be too much of a problem, but in their conditions..." 

Sohyun huffed and passed her fingers through her hair. "Not to let anyone down, but I don't think they made it," she admitted. Her statement received silent glares. 

"We don't know that for sure," Seoyeon retorted.

Sohyun put her hands up. "Even if they did make it out the river, they'd have to run away from the infected. There's no way they'll be able to do that. We can't even look outside without risking being attacked by one of them. I'm just being realistic," she persuaded. Xinyu shook her head next to her and sighed. 

"Ah, yes, because our situation is so realistic," Nakyoung snarked with her arms crossed. The muscles in her neck were tense. 

Voices spoke over each other. Hyerin watched in the corner of the room as Seoyeon nearly slammed a hand down on the floor, arguing with the bodyguard, with Nakyoung backing her up. Sohyun claimed she was just being honest while Xinyu tried to stop her from further aggravating the group members. Soomin also talked smack about Sohyun, but to Hyerin, it felt like the gunner was arguing just for the sake of arguing. The archer trailed her eyes over to Kaede, who watched everything with worry while kneading her wrist. 

Hyerin's eyebrows creased as she thought about the situation further. She blurted out, 

"But how did Dahyun fall in the first place?" 

Silence filled the room as everyone turned to look in Hyerin's direction. The archer swallowed and smacked her lips, her mouth running dry at the sudden wave of attention. She shrugged, feigning nonchalance. 

"Just wondering." She mumbled before walking into the guest's room. 

Yooyeon softly knocked her hand against her forehead with a slight frown. She let out a hum. "Something must've happened." She looked at Soomin, who was with them at the time of the incident. 

Soomin caught her eye and pouted. "I don't know. I wasn't looking," she admitted with a tinge of guilt in her voice. Upon noticing the group's downcast expressions, she added, her arms swinging back and forth restlessly beside her, "But she couldn't have just fallen over by accident, Yubin had such a tight hold on her. And it was over the only gap in the railing. It doesn't make any sense!" 

Seoyeon blinked. "You're right," she muttered, supporting her chin with the back of her hand. "It doesn't add up."  

Yooyeon turned her attention to Kaede, who was on Seoyeon's right. "You were also there when it happened. Did you see anything?" she inquired. 

Kaede's eyebrows creased, and she gulped. She thought for a moment, then shook her head and looked down. "One of them pushed me to the ground when it all happened, so I couldn't see anything. I'm sorry." 

Nakyoung raised a brow. Seoyeon reached an arm out to rub her back. "It's okay. You were doing your best," she reassured. Kaede gave her a thankful nod with a tired smile. 

Seoyeon pressed her fingers against her heavy eyelids. She looked over at the window, noticing the sky had reddened. "I think we're all exhausted right now. A break would be good. We can talk about this tomorrow." She briefly glanced at Sohyun. "And... let's just hope they're still alive. For morale."

"And for her friends," Xinyu added, nudging her head towards the closed bedroom. Her attempt at an optimistic smile did not quite reach her eyes. 

Quiet murmurs of agreement filled the space, and the girls slowly stood up, dragging their feet around the room, preparing for the night. 

Yooyeon repressed a yawn as she organized the group's supplies. A finger tapped on her shoulder. She turned around and blinked. 

"Nakyoung. Do you need anything?" Yooyeon asked as she looked up at the fighter. 

Nakyoung made a moue. She had a small scowl on her face. "Can I speak to you for a second?" 

Yooyeon looked over the woman's shoulder. Soomin disappeared into another room. Sohyun tried to pass Xinyu her jacket, but the fashionista rejected it, opting to sleep on the single couch. The bodyguard relented and sat down at the dinner table, laying her head on her arms. Kaede helped set an extra blanket she and Seoyeon had found in the small laundry room. They shared a smile before settling on the couch. 

The scientist watched as the two girls laid next to each other. They had gotten closer in the past few days. Kaede was found to be the one with Shion's phone, and Seoyeon grew somewhat attached to her, as if she was an extension of her friend. 

She looked back at Nakyoung and nodded, nudging her head towards the stairs. 

 

 

The still river was disturbed by an underwater presence. 

Yubin emerged from the water with a loud gasp. She threw an arm forward, sinking her gloved fingers into the patch of dry grass in front of her. With her other arm, she threw Dahyun's military bag onto the dirt, feeling the strain on her shoulder at its weight. With heavy breaths, she put both palms on the ground and pushed herself forward. 

She coughed and spat out a large gulp of water. A flash of bright light temporarily blinded her vision as the fractured bones in her ribcage clashed and rubbed intensely against each other. She gasped and fell forward. The slash in her calf throbbed, sending powerful blazing shockwaves through her leg and into the rest of her muscles. It contrasted the frigid air hitting every part of her soaked frame, sending chills to her bones. Every inch of her was on fire, and Yubin felt weighed down by her own body. Her heart pounded through her heavy eyelids that threatened to close, but Yubin knew in her foggy thoughts that she couldn't pass out just yet. 

Looking back with blurry eyes, she found and grabbed the shirt of a barely conscious Dahyun. With all the effort she could muster, she dragged the hefty body up with a tired and pained groan. Dahyun tried her best to help, weakly clawing through the blades of grass, but she already had one foot into unconsciousness. She coughed and spluttered, throwing up a substantial amount of murky water, barely having the energy to moan afterwards before completely passing out. 

Yubin checked Dahyun's pulse, leisurely removing her hockey glove and pressing two fingers against her teammate's freezing neck. She almost couldn't feel it under her own heart throbbing through her fingers, but she managed to sense the slow and very faint pulsating of the girl's veins. 

Breathing a weak sigh of relief, Yubin tumbled onto the grass, only scarcely holding herself up with her elbow and forearm as she pressed her helmet against the back of her hand. She felt both hypothermic and warm. 

A nearby groan sent her brain on high alert, but her body couldn't respond accordingly. She put a palm on the grass and lifted herself up, but it felt as if a ton of bricks weighed over her. In the end, Yubin could only flip herself over, her broken ribs once again sending waves of jarring pain through her body. 

Yubin stared through lidded eyes at the gray sky between the grids of the metal cage that was her hockey visor. She knew they didn't have a weapon, so she laid on the turf with a deep exhale, tracing the soft blades of grass against her lithe fingers. 

The corners of Yubin's lips weakly curved upwards before she blacked out. 

 

 

Yooyeon stepped down the stairs with Nakyoung following closely behind. Upon reaching the dining room, the fighter set a hand on a table. 

"What do you need to say?" Yooyeon asked, turning back. 

Nakyoung scratched the back of her head with a frown. "This entire situation feels off." 

Yooyeon raised a brow. "You're not the only one who feels that way, but Seoyeon said we'll talk about it tomorrow. We all agreed to it." 

Nakyoung shook her head, putting her palms up. "I have something else to say. Just hear me out." 

Yooyeon tapped a finger on the table, giving Nakyoung a curt nod. 

The fighter wiped a hand across her mouth and looked at the apartment above them. She turned back to Yooyeon. Dropping her hand, she whispered,  

"I think Kaede did it." 

Yooyeon didn't physically show it, but her eyes communicated her shock. "That's a serious accusation," she said. "On what grounds does this come from?" 

Nakyoung held up three fingers. "Think about it. There were only two people who were with Dahyun and Yubin. We know it isn't Yubin; why would she jump off to save Dahyun if she pushed her?" 

She put a finger down. "It can't be Soomin, either. That girl's a happy go lucky mess of a kid, and she loves everyone. Plus, she clearly showed her frustration after they both fell by gunning down everything she saw." 

Nakyoung lowered another finger. Only her index finger remained. "But Kaede? I can't figure her out at all. How did she get here? How did she find the phone at the hospital and leave unscathed? Where did the infected soldiers go when she knocked at our door? She has no injuries on her at all from her journey, but somehow can't operate a knife right." 

Nakyoung waved the finger in front of Yooyeon's face. "Oh, and most of all, when Yubin dropped Dahyun, she conveniently fell down!" The fighter hissed. 

Yooyeon gently pushed Nakyoung's hand away from her face. She inhaled a deep breath and craned her neck. 

"You're raising some good points. And from the way you're saying it, it definitely feels like she's hiding something." 

Nakyoung vehemently nodded. "She is. I'm telling you, she pushed the two so Dahyun would fall. Seeing that Yubin was actually lifting her up, she fell down and did something to make her drop the girl." 

The scientist tapped a finger above her lip and looked at the floor, thinking hard.

"But what would be her motive?" she wondered. 

Nakyoung exhaled and shrugged. "I don't know. But sometimes, there's people like her, who don't need a reason to kill." 

Yooyeon's eyes shot up to stare into Nakyoung's. "Is that your vigilante speaking?" 

Nakyoung scoffed. "Come on, motive or not, you know I'm right. Something's off about her." 

With a sigh, the scientist dropped her hand. "Okay. I'll tell Seoyeon about this, but I don't want any drastic actions until we can guarantee it was Kaede who did it. Just keep a close eye on her until then." 

"But-" Nakyoung was about to protest, but Yooyeon held a palm up and walked away. 

 

 

Hyerin let out a quiet, irritated sigh as her right ear caught the creak of the door opening and closing. She rolled her eyes and held in a groan when the person jumped onto the bed, landing with a poof and making the mattress bounce. It could be none other than- 

"Hi." 

Soomin. 

Hyerin shut her eyes, trying to fall asleep as fast as she could, not wanting to endure the other teenager's relentless yapping. 

"Oh, are you sleeping?" Soomin's muffled voice asked behind her. "If you are, I'll leave you alone." 

After that, Soomin said nothing. The bed hadn't shuffled, so Hyerin knew she was still on it, but the silence let her guard down enough for her to let out a sigh of relief. 

Her peace was instantly broken. 

"Actually, you know what? Since you're already asleep, and you haven't woken up from my voice yet, I'll just keep talking." 

Hyerin groaned, furrowing her brows. She could feel a building pressure looming over her forehead. 

"Oops, did I wake you up?" Soomin shuffled closer. "My bad." She gave her an apologetic grin. "But hey, since you're awake, we should get to know each other better!" 

"Are you not tired?" Hyerin complained, not moving from her position on the bed. 

"Not really..." Soomin pondered behind her. "Are you?" 

"Yes." Hyerin responded curtly, pulling the covers closer. 

"You'd rather sleep, then?" 

Hyerin did not answer. 

"What's your favorite food? Or drink? My favorite is cup ramen. Actually, that's the only thing I ever really ate. Did you ever tell me your actual age, by the way? I know I said you were 18 before, but are you actually?" 

Again, the archer stayed silent, trying to ignore the feeling of aggravation creeping up her neck. 

"You know..." Soomin started, "you're a very secretive person. Why don't you share anything? Why do you live alone?" 

"Just because you're open about every sad aspect of your life doesn't mean I have to do the same," Hyerin snapped, opening her eyes and turning around to face Soomin. In the dark, she was met with a stunned expression. 

The room's atmosphere instantly tensed up. An awkward pause loomed over them. 

"...Ah," Soomin whispered after a minute. A twinge of guilt crawled into Hyerin's heart. 

"Sorry. I'll leave you be," the gunner apologized. Hyerin felt the bed shuffle under her weight once more before hearing the faint sound of Soomin landing on the floor with a thud. 

Hyerin pursed her lips, staring at the girl's silhouette as she was about to cross the door. 

"...Coffee," she blurted out. 

"What?" Soomin turned back with one hand on the doorknob. 

"I like coffee," she repeated softly. "Also, I'm seventeen. Same year as you." 

The archer could sense Soomin's grin in the distance. "Okay!" She cheered quietly. 

Hyerin saw the girl swing her arms back and forth and raised her eyebrows. 

"...What?" she inquired. 

"Uhm, can I sleep here?" Soomin smiled sheepishly. 

Hyerin sighed and turned back to face the wall. She felt the mattress move again and closed her eyes. 

In her sleep, she thought she heard a car passing by. 

 

 

Seoyeon massaged her forehead as she stared into Yooyeon's eyes. 

The two girls sat at a dining table downstairs away from the windows that let in the morning light. Seoyeon had her elbows propped up on the table while her leg bounced against the floor. Yooyeon sat across from her with a finger tapping on the wood furniture. She waited for Seoyeon to reply after recounting what Nakyoung had told her the night before. 

Seoyeon inhaled deeply. "Nakyoung thinks Kaede did it," she resumed. 

Yooyeon nodded. 

"But she can't find a motive." 

Yooyeon nodded again. 

Seoyeon huffed and threw a hand up. "So she's basically going off of gut feeling." 

Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips. "She did raise some good points, though," she rebutted. "They all make sense. How does Kaede fall at the same time Yubin drops Dahyun? Think about it rationally, and not out of emotions." 

"I'm not thinking out of emotions," Seoyeon retorted with a frown. Yooyeon looked at her with an unimpressed gaze. The nurse scoffed and rubbed a hand over her mouth. 

"Still, I don't think it makes sense. She saved me from being scratched when we ran away from the bridge. Why would she save me if she wanted other people dead?" 

Yooyeon slightly narrowed her eyes. "Maybe Dahyun saw something, and she needed to get rid of the threat?" 

Seoyeon grimaced. "Saw what? Dahyun was- is the least threatening person in this group. If she really wanted to get rid of a threat, shouldn't it be Sohyun? Or Nakyoung?" 

The scientist shook her head. "I don't know. I just think we should keep an eye on her. Especially you, since you two seem to be the closest." 

Seoyeon lowered her forehead on the table and let a deep, long exhale. She lifted her head back up and combed her fingers through her messy tied-up hair. 

"Fine," she said with a small pout and stood up, softly stomping her way to the stairs. Yooyeon watched her leave, leaning into the back of her chair and fighting a smile threatening to make its way onto her face. 

 

 

As the group progressed further out of the city, the roads became more vacant. Instead of a visual cacophony of messily parked or overturned vehicles on the road, there were only two or three sightings per a couple hundred meters. 

The number of corpses had also decreased as they ventured further from the starting point. The team was grateful as they no longer needed to rest as much. 

Of course, they still needed breaks from time to time. 

Xinyu waved a hand in the air. "Can we sit down for a bit? My legs are tired, and my feet hurt," she whispered. 

Sohyun, who led the pack, turned her head back and nodded. She looked around for a bit, then gestured at a nearby patio. 

Xinyu let out a small sigh of relief and sent her bodyguard a grateful smile. Jiwoo walked in between them. 

"Bet you didn't have to walk a lot as a rich girl," she commented in passing. Xinyu raised a brow and pursed her lips at the remark, not knowing if it was supposed to be snarky. Sohyun, on the other hand, narrowed her eyes at the hockey player. Jiwoo glanced at the bodyguard before crouching down and stabbing the throat of a corpse using Dahyun's spear. Its body was full of bullet wounds. 

"Oh, that one's already dead," Soomin told her. She bent down and pointed at the bullet in its head. Jiwoo huffed and rolled her eyes, making her way to the patio. 

Sohyun started walking towards Jiwoo, but Xinyu stopped her with a hand on her shoulder. 

"It's only been a few days since she lost her best friend. Give her time," the fashionista defused empathetically. Sohyun blinked with furrowed brows. 

"Still, she shouldn't put that on everyone else." 

Xinyu breathed. "Well... what would you do if I died?" 

"I would tear the world apart for you," Sohyun replied in an instant. 

The fashionista grinned. "See? Not so different, is it?" She gave her bodyguard a pat on the back, then trailed a finger up her spine, smiling harder when she felt her shiver. 

"Just be patient. She'll come around," Xinyu whispered into Sohyun's ear before making her way to the patio. 

 

 

Kaede constantly looked around her, drinking in every detail of the neighborhoods the group passed by. As she observed her surroundings, Kaede looked behind her for a moment. 

"You do that a lot," Seoyeon commented next to her. Kaede snapped her head towards the nurse and gave a sheepish smile. 

"I'm just looking around. Since most of our team's phones ran out of battery, I just thought it was important to remember where we went and where we are," she reasoned. "Plus, there could always be an infected around."

Seoyeon hummed and nodded her head. She then let out a chuckle. "I just thought you were looking out for a car or something." 

Kaede raised her brows. "You hear it too?" 

The nurse let out a small yawn. "Yeah, whenever I'm still awake. It's very faint, but sometimes I hear the sound of a car passing by. It's a bit weird, but at least they attract the infected on the road." 

"You don't sleep?" 

Seoyeon leaned her head back and sighed. Kaede noticed the nurse's eyebags were worse than ever. "I haven't been able to sleep a lot. Nightmares." 

Kaede scrunched her nose. "Yeah, I get that," she agreed. "I've also been feeling more tired during the day." 

Seoyeon huffed with a smile. "Looks like we're all having a hard time." With a grim expression, she added, "Doesn't make it better that we lost two of our teammates." She looked into Kaede's eyes. 

Kaede gulped and nodded. "Yeah, that was difficult," she agreed, unable to read what Seoyeon was thinking. 

After a few more seconds of staring, Seoyeon offered Kaede a small smile and looked back to the front. 

 

 

Hyerin smacked the bag on the counter. "We're always running out of food," she complained. She turned back to the group with a frown and a huff. 

It was nearing night time, so the group had decided to call it a day and entered a small apartment complex. They cleared out the interior will a bit of struggle from the zombies in the building but managed to enter the nearest apartment. 

"Well, there are ten mouths to feed," Kaede pointed out innocently. 

The archer shook her head while patting the bag. "But the resources have been going away even faster than when there were twelve of us."

"And Jiwoo hasn't really been eating..." Chaeyeon creased her eyebrows and held her arm. 

"So, someone's been stealing out stuff?" 

An air of suspense loomed over the room at Sohyun's statement. Nakyoung and Yooyeon shot each other a glance and nodded. Nakyoung stepped forth. 

"We suspect that there's an intruder in our group," she announced, glancing over every pair of eyes. She held her gaze on Kaede for half a second longer before moving onto the next person. No one dared to break the thick veil of silence for a minute. 

Chaeyeon gasped in realization. "Do you think the thief was also responsible for Yubin and Dahyun's fall?" she asked. 

Nakyoung sucked in a breath, not knowing what to say. Yooyeon answered for her. 

"It's a possibility." 

A flicker of rage ignited in Jiwoo's eyes, but she held her tongue. 

Seoyeon stepped forward with an exhausted sigh. "Finding the culprit tonight won't give us our food back," she announced with a shake of her head. "We'll get more supplies tomorrow and figure it out before night falls. For now, let's just get some rest." 

The group entered their usual evening routine of eating a few snacks before preparing to go to sleep. Soomin wanted to go into the bedroom but backtracked when she heard groaning and pounding through the door. She looked around for help, but Sohyun simply told her to block it with something.

"We're all too tired to deal with it," the bodyguard muttered, reaching for a protein bar. "Just be quiet." 

Soomin pursed her lips. Jiwoo pushed a laundry machine in front of the door. The others were having their fill of food and water. 

Kaede was getting ready to sleep. She lowered herself to the floor and closed her eyes. She opened them back up when she felt an extra weight on top of her. 

"Thought you'd want a blanket," Nakyoung said above her while chewing on a protein bar. 

Kaede blinked, then gave Nakyoung a warm smile. "Thank you."

The vigilante nodded. "You sure you don't wanna eat anything? Get your ration before we run out."

Kaede yawned and shook her head. "I'm okay. Thank you, though."

Nakyoung nodded, letting out a soft hum before moving on. Kaede’s eyes trained on her.

 

 

A couple hours had passed since the group went to sleep for the night. Kaede laid awake, patiently waiting under the covers for the right time to get up. 

When she heard a snore from one of the group members, she slowly got up, gently removing the covers from her body as to not make a sound. In her slightly groggy state, she didn't question why the blanket felt slightly heavier. 

A soft clanging turned her brain on high alert. The snoring stopped. Kaede snapped her head around in the darkness to see if anyone had woken up from the noise. Her body froze as she listened attentively to the slight shuffling around her. Then, the snoring started again. Breathing out a quiet sigh of relief, Kaede removed the rest of the blanket and stood up with a small stretch. 

She walked out of the room and into the kitchen where the bags were kept. She squatted down and carefully grabbed her own bag, looking at the large window in front of her. Then, she patted around for the sports bag. Upon finding it, she searched for the zipper and slowly pulled the bag open, timing it with the rhythmic snores. Every time it happened, she would slightly widen the gap. 

After a couple minutes of the process, Jiwoo's sports bag was fully open. Kaede opened it further and started shuffling through the contents. She counted the water bottles and the many food rations, making sure everything was still in the bag. 

Kaede dug deeper until her fingers hit a hard, plastic surface. She felt around the rectangular container and carefully pulled it out of the bag. With a small huff, she laid it on the floor and opened it with a soft click. 

Bandages and other medical supplies presented themselves to her. Kaede blinked a couple of times before reaching her hand into the first-aid kit. 

"Look at what the cat brought in." 

Kaede quickly stood back up and spun around. Nakyoung stood in front of her with her back leaning against the wall and her arms crossed. One foot was propped up against the wall. She felt the vigilante's glare in the darkness. 

"Nakyoung..." Kaede whispered with wide eyes. A nervous smile was displayed on her face. "I didn't know you were still awake- I was just checking if the resources were still here-" 

"You can drop the act, Kaede," Nakyoung cut her off. "I've been on your trail this entire time. Ever since you first joined the group, I thought it was weird how you didn't encounter the zombies that were banging on the door just before you knocked. I believed you were up to something." 

Nakyoung dropped her foot and her arms. "Looks like I was right." 

Kaede struggled through a few facial expressions before completely dropping her smile. She sighed and ran a hand through her hair. "I guess those 'vigilante' skills of yours didn't let you down." 

Nakyoung huffed and slowly made her way towards Kaede. "They really don't," she agreed, stretching her neck. 

The vigilante stopped when she was a foot away from Kaede. She looked down at the thief. "Something else I'm guessing is that Dahyun saw something, or realized something," she added, then narrowed her eyes. 

"But why are you stealing our stuff?" 

"That's none of your business," Kaede replied, unbothered by Nakyoung's intimidation tactics. She put her hands in her jacket pockets. 

Nakyoung clicked her tongue. "I can't find a good reason why you're taking things; food, medical supplies... You're uninjured and well fed in this group. You've got no reason to take them." 

She widened her eyes. "Is it for someone else?" 

In a flash, Kaede removed her hands from her pockets and produced a small handle in her right hand. She swung it upwards, aiming for Nakyoung's chin. 

Nakyoung flinched and quickly moved her head away from the trajectory of the handle. She counterattacked, swinging her left fist into the side of Kaede's temple. 

Kaede deftly dodged the attack by ducking down and jabbed the handle forward directly in the center of Nakyoung's stomach. 

The vigilante took the full impact of the blow and wheezed, the wind nearly being knocked out of her. She pressed a hand against the rapidly bruising injury and coughed. She squinted at Kaede's silhouette in the dark before pulling out a knife from her pocket and lunging at the girl. 

Kaede put her handle forward to block the blow. With a frown, Nakyoung aimed her knife lower and struck. 

The sound of steel clashing against each other resounded in the kitchen. Nakyoung backtracked, confused at the noise, before her eyes widened. 

A blade had been produced from Kaede's handle. 

"A switchblade?" Nakyoung blurted out. 

"You're really putting those vigilante skills to good use," Kaede commented sarcastically and dashed towards Nakyoung. 

Nakyoung sucked in a breath at her opponent's speed, narrowly deflecting a blow aimed at her neck, the steel blades scraping against each-other. For the next seconds, Nakyoung and Kaede battled away with their knives, striking at the adversary and parrying their attacks.

Nakyoung noticed between the strikes was that although she was struggling, Kaede looked completely unbothered. After closely blocking another attack, the vigilante gritted her teeth and jabbed the knife forward as a final strike, aiming for Kaede's open solar plexus. 

The moment she noticed the shadow of Kaede's cold eyes, she knew she had fallen right into her trap. The thief spun around and struck Nakyoung in the side of her head with the switchblade's handle, and her vision went black. 

 

 

Seoyeon's eyes snapped open at a loud thud coming from the kitchen. Taking a deep breath, she sat up from the uncomfortable floor, massaging her backache and rubbing the blur out of her eyes. 

The nurse slowly stood up, noticing the others move in the darkness. 

"You heard that too?" Yooyeon spoke in a low voice behind her. 

Seoyeon nodded, looking around. "Something's up." 

"Nakyoung isn't here," Hyerin pointed out. 

"Kaede's gone, too," Sohyun added. "They must be in the kitchen." 

"That's where all the stuff is," Jiwoo spoke. It was the first thing she said in days. 

A blanket of silent tension covered the room. Seoyeon and Yooyeon shot each other alarmed glances. 

Sohyun gently motioned at everyone to follow her. With quiet footsteps, the group approached the kitchen, where they heard the shuffling of bags. 

Sohyun peeked over the counter and stopped.

"Kaede?" 

Kaede looked back. Nakyoung was lying unconscious on the floor. To everyone's confusion, the innocent look on Kaede's face was gone, replaced by a confident air of disinterest. 

She sighed. "Everyone's awake." 

Xinyu stepped forward, but Sohyun blocked her with an arm. Still, the fashionista asked, "What's going on?" 

Kaede looked at her bag and held it up. "I'm stealing your stuff," she said nonchalantly. Soomin's pink rifle was wrapped around her body. 

"Why?" the gunner gasped. 

"Because she's the impostor," Yooyeon stated with a cold glare. 

Next to her, Seoyeon's gaze held a mix of anger and betrayal. 

"I didn't want to believe it..." The nurse breathed out. 

Kaede's lips curled upward. "Should've listened to your vigilante friend when she voiced out her suspicions about the bridge." 

Jiwoo stared at Kaede with her lips pressed tightly together and her fists clenched, unmoving. Chaeyeon had betrayal written all over her face. Her eyebrows were creased upwards as her hands trembled. 

"You did it?" she muttered. “But why?” 

Kaede narrowed her eyes. "I did what I had to do to survive. I am sorry about your friend, though. She wasn't meant to die." 

With a sigh, she added, "But honestly, that was her own fault. She's the one who jumped off. I just stabbed her leg." 

In a fiery fit of rage, Jiwoo yelled out. She snatched the pistol hanging from Soomin's belt, unlocking the safety with a click and aiming the muzzle towards Kaede. Her index finger rested against the trigger. 

A cacophony of shouts and protests echoed against the walls of the kitchen. Soomin tried to reach for her gun, but Jiwoo shoved her to the floor. Seoyeon caught the girl, looking up to the athlete with wide eyes. The group went silent. 

"Don't do this," the nurse requested with a shake of her head. 

Jiwoo sneered and narrowed her eyes at Kaede, who watched her with a slightly impressed look. The thief kept her hands up as she slowly retreated towards the window. She didn't touch the rifle. 

"I'll kill you!" Jiwoo shouted at the top of her lungs. She blinked as a few tears rolled down her face. She breathed heavily, her chest rising and falling erratically. 

Kaede blinked, then slowly dropped her hands. "Okay," she spoke. “Then shoot.” 

Jiwoo gritted her teeth and leaned the gun closer towards Kaede. The barrel of the pistol was unsteadily aimed at the thief's forehead. 

Everyone watched in silence, holding their breaths. The standstill lasted for seconds as Kaede stood still, letting Jiwoo take the shot. The athlete's vision blurred from her tears as a noise sounded in her throat. Every time she pressed the trigger, she hesitated. 

After a minute, Kaede stepped backwards. With a small shake of her head, she inhaled, 

"I guess you just don't have it in you."

Kaede turned around and jumped into the window. She pressed the tip of her switchblade into the glass and pushed with a loud shatter. 

She made a forward tumble onto the grass, quickly recovering and running away, clutching her bag in her arms. 

Her eyes widened as she caught the sound of a click and a whistle behind her and tilted her head sideways. She yelled in pain as an arrow tore into her right ear and flew into a car's window, shattering the glass. The alarm blared loudly through the neighborhood. 

Kaede turned back and saw Hyerin holding her crossbow with a foot on the windowsill. She heard the groans of the infected under the deafening alarm and took off into the darkness. 

 

 

Hyerin stepped down from the window with a small huff, setting her crossbow on the counter before walking away, sending Jiwoo an apologetic glance. 

Jiwoo let the gun drop from her hand as she stared at the broken window. The pistol clattered on the kitchen tiles and Soomin quickly retrieved it, locking the safety and putting it back in her holster. 

The athlete let out a throaty whine before dropping to her knees. She slammed both fists forward with her forehead pressed against the ice cold tiles. Her tears pooled down as she choked down a sob. 

Then, she screamed. 

 

 

Seoyeon helped Sohyun lay Nakyoung on the couch after she woke up. Seoyeon checked the girl's head for any serious injuries. She breathed out a sigh of relief when she didn't feel any blood and thanked Sohyun. The bodyguard gave a curt nod before stepping back. 

Yooyeon approached the nurse. Seoyeon shook her head as she watched the steady rise and fall of Nakyoung's chest as the vigilante groaned in pain. 

"She took the first-aid kit," the nurse muttered. The car alarm still blared outside, and the infected's groans were rising by the second. 

"Now I really don't know anything about Shion," Seoyeon scoffed. "Maybe she lied about her, too."

Yooyeon pursed her lips, patting Seoyeon on the shoulder. "What else did she take?" 

Seoyeon cursed and pressed a palm against her forehead. "More than half of the water, and some food," she said. 

"And my rifle!" Soomin whined as the rest of the group approached. 

"We're in deep trouble. There’s infected everywhere," Hyerin hissed. 

"And we don't even have time to rest. We need to get out of here," Xinyu added with a trembling voice. 

On cue, the zombies in the bedroom banged against the door. They managed to break through the wooden appliance, reaching their arms out and pushing through the laundry machine set in front of the door. One infected had spotted the group through the kitchen's broken window and tried to crawl through the gap. 

"We can't power through all of these infected in our current state." Yooyeon replied, turning her attention towards Nakyoung. The vigilante had sat up and looked down at the floor. 

"I think this was a good reminder that it's not only the infected we need to worry about," Sohyun said, looking at her teammates. "There are worse things out there." 

Suhyeon ran down the mountain in the dark, trying to lose the infected chasing after her. She tripped over a stone and fell, tumbling down the rest of the way. Her body slammed into a tree, and she wheezed. In her coughing fit, the sound of a gun clicked above her, and its muzzle was pointed at her eye. 

"Worse people," Jiwoo mumbled, wiping the dried tears off her face. 

Kaede ran along the street in the dark, dodging and slashing any infected that got too close, holding her heavy bag clutch against her chest while her ear bled out. 

"Still, there are good ones, too," Xinyu softly countered, looking at their group. 

Lynn and Sullin sat around a small bonfire in the woods, roasting a pack of marshmallows Lynn had previously found in a supermarket. She looked to her right, where two other people slept soundly, wrapped up in blankets. 

Nakyoung sighed and slowly stood up with Seoyeon's assistance. She held her pounding forehead. "Let's just get the fuck out of here." She gestured towards the door leading to the backyard, away from the road and the clamor of the car. 

Mayu bounced her leg up and down restlessly, her eyes and ears constantly on high alert as the firetruck drove away from the city. She looked around at the other three survivors in the vehicle, praying they'd all make it out alive. 

The group members looked at each other and nodded. Their eyes were filled with determination, and they quietly made their way to the back door.

 

 

A small jeep was parked behind a tree, its dark blue frame hidden by the leaves and bushes. In the night, it was nearly indiscernible unless someone was actively looking for it. 

Kaede hurriedly entered the back of the truck and closed it with a light slam. She tossed the bag and the rifle onto the carpeted floorboard. She lifted a hand to touch what remained of her right ear and flinched back in pain. Warm blood trailed down her fingers. 

Sucking in a sharp breath, Kaede took the first-aid kit from the bag and opened it. 

She fumbled around in the dark with only a faint light coming from the starry sky. The items softly clattered against her fingers as she brushed over them with her hand. 

A soft cough resonated in the back of the car. 

"Did I wake you?" Kaede wondered while still searching through the kit. She received a groan as a response. 

"What happened to your ear?" the person asked between pained breaths. She shuffled against the tight ropes around her wrists. Her back was against the interior wall as she was lying on the floor. Cuts and bruises decorated her body. 

Kaede didn't respond. She blindly applied a bandage to her wounded ear and taped it to her head. She muttered a pained curse as the pressure stung her ear, the bandage quickly absorbing the blood. She popped two caplets of ibuprofen into her mouth before moving on to the girl. 

Kaede helped her sit up. She rummaged through her bag until her hand hit a water bottle and pulled it out. She opened the cap and carefully pressed the bottle against the girl's lips. With her other hand, she tilted her chin upwards so that she could drink it better.

The girl took a few thirsty gulps before Kaede took the bottle away. She let out a satisfied sigh, and the thief wiped off the excess water from her chin with her thumb. 

"You'll get more, but I'll fix you up first."

The person gave a weak nod. 

Kaede turned back to the first-aid kit and pulled out the various bandages. 

"Uhm, you should probably disinfect first," the girl suggested. 

Kaede let out a huff. "I'm keeping you alive here." Still, she reached for the disinfectant. 

"You're keeping me here against my will," she retorted in a shaky breath. 

Kaede glanced shortly into her eyes before focusing back on the disinfectant. She took a cotton ball and doused it in the antibacterial solution before applying it onto the large cut on the girl's cheek. The girl gasped and sucked in a sharp breath at the sudden sting. Kaede hadn't given her a warning. 

"You could've just let me go with them," the girl said in a soft, high-pitched voice. She flinched again as Kaede moved onto her lacerated arm. 

The thief inhaled. "I can't do that. I still need you." 

"As a tool?" 

The girl made a pained grimace as Kaede tightened the bandage around her arm. The nametag on her shirt glimmered in the minuscule amount of light. Kaede briefly looked at it before tying a knot on the bandage. 

"Yes, Shion," she replied. "As a tool." 

 

 

 

Notes:

alternative chapter title: chowall

was supposed to post this yesterday night mb..
act 1 part 1 done! see yall next time

 

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Chapter 8: Recollection

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Sullin had no idea what was happening.

The moment she stepped out of the hotel lobby and into the streets, she was greeted by a cacophony of screams and shouts. People attacked other people indiscriminately, lunging at them and tearing their flesh out. Sullin's eyes flickered around wildly, trying to focus on a single incident, but her senses were overwhelmed.

A teenage girl on the sidewalk ran towards her. She was being chased by a significantly faster woman who growled at her with her arms reached out. She caught up to the kid and they both fell onto the pavement right in front of her.

Sullin reeled back in confusion and fear, her back pressed against the hotel's glass door. As the woman tore her teeth into the girl's arm, the latter cried out in pain, trying to crawl her way out of the situation. She held an arm out to Sullin, begging for her help in between sobs.

Although she didn't understand, Sullin immediately grabbed the girl's wrist with both hands and pulled. She tried lifting her out with all her strength, but the woman had the girl pinned down as she kept ripping her skin apart, clothes and all. Blood quickly splattered on the sidewalk along with pieces of torn flesh being thrown around.

Sullin grit her teeth at the girl's desperate, deafening cries. As seconds passed, the girl's screams lowered until she rolled her eyes back and passed out from the pain and blood loss.

Tears welled up in Sullin's eyes as she dropped the girl's hands. Her body shook with fear as she looked at the fleshy mess that was once the girl's back.

The woman stopped and snapped her head up towards Sullin, staring into her eyes with her own empty, dilated pupils.

Sullin gulped, her breaths heavy. She reached out for the hotel's door handle with a trembling hand as she kept her eyes on the woman, who was standing up. As she kept missing, her hand repeatedly swatting the air, she looked back and forth between the handle and the woman.

The woman jumped over the girl's body. Sullin widened her eyes and put her fists forward in a shaky fighting stance. When she got close enough, her jaw loosening and trying to bite off Sullin's nose, she pushed her right palm against the side of her head with a yell, throwing the woman off-balance and sending her toppling to the ground, where she got stepped over by the human stampede.

The kicks did not make the woman falter, though, as she slowly stood back up, unbothered by the constant hits she received. She snarled, boring her eyes into Sullin, who was getting ready to fight back again.

When the woman ran towards her, the hotel door swung open and Sullin was dragged back into the lobby. The door closed with a slam.

Sullin breathed hard. She watched in fright as the woman slammed into the glass, banging relentlessly against the door with her jaw unhinged.

Sullin was spun around before two hands were placed on each side of her arms.

"är yo͞o ˌôl ˈrīt?" a woman with shoulder length hair dressed in fully black clothing asked her. Sullin blinked at her with wide eyes, shaking her head.

The woman frowned. She gulped. "är yo͞o hərt?" she tried again, bringing her face closer. Sullin could hear her concern, but whatever the girl was telling her sounded like straight gibberish.

Sullin shook her head again, tilting her head sideways and creasing her eyebrows far up her forehead. "I don't understand," she spoke slowly in English.

The woman sucked in a breath. "No Korean?" she uttered out hesitantly.

Sullin's head perked up as she understood, nodding with sparkling eyes.

The woman huffed and nodded, looking around the room. Sullin mimicked her actions and observed her surroundings. Guests and staff alike looked out the glass doors and windows, murmuring between each other fearfully. Parents tried comforting their crying children, all while trying to wrap their heads around the situation.

"Ok," the woman whispered, her eyes focusing a specific spot behind her. Sullin looked over her shoulder, slightly flinching as the attacker outside kept banging against the glass. The girl pointed at something, and following her finger, Sullin spotted the emergency exit.

"We go," the woman explained. Sullin nodded with wholehearted trust, giving the woman a thumbs-up. The latter raised an eyebrow and smiled before leading them to the door.

When she looked back for the last time, Sullin saw the woman had stopped pounding her fists on the entrance. Instead, she was staring at the handle with an open jaw, slowly reaching her hand to grab it. Sullin's felt the hair on her arms stand up in fearful anticipation.

The woman pushed unsuccessfully against the door before pulling it open and entering. The lobby devolved into chaos. Sullin heard her own heartbeat, and her ears buzzed, staring in horror as the woman latched onto a kid. She managed to tear the boy's throat out before the father could kick her away.

The girl Sullin was with grabbed her by the wrist, snapping her out of her daze. With regretful eyes, she nudged her head towards the emergency door. Sullin pressed her lips tightly together with a remorseful nod, and the two ran out the exit.

 

 

Part 2: One and Twenty-Four

 

Dahyun snapped her eyes open and instantly rolled over to throw up on the grass.

She groaned as the stomach acid clung to her throat, sitting upright. She massaged her hammering forehead, her eyes widening as she felt the soft texture of cloth on the pads of her fingers. She felt around her head and realized she had a bandage wrapped around it. She tried passing her fingers through her long hair, but her locks stopped short at her neck.

Dahyun frowned, disoriented, before remembering in her hazy state that Yubin had cut it short on the bridge.

Yubin.

The thin veil of confusion set in front of her eyes lifted. Dahyun spun her head around the place, realizing she was in a small clearing in the middle of the woods. Trees and bushes lined up as far as the eye could see, and Dahyun's shoulders relaxed, positively overwhelmed with the soft greenery. The morning sun shone through the clear sky, basking the clearing in a serene, yellow glow. White flowers grew close to the ground, bathing in the quiet light.

A small bonfire circled with smooth stone stood in the middle of the clearing. It crackled as its golden flames weakly licked at the air, the heat waves undulating its surroundings and the sparks rising like fireflies. The wood used to nourish it had become glowing ember. A large stump next to the fire had an axe dug into it. A few cut pieces of wood were stacked haphazardly next to the base of the felled tree. A hollow log on the side had various bags, foods, and tools leaning against it.

Dahyun searched for Yubin, patting her hands around whilst avoiding the bile she threw up next to her. She heard a soft snore on her right, and she looked down with a gentle sigh.

Yubin's eyes were closed as she slept peacefully under their shared cover. Dahyun smiled at her teammate's calm demeanor; it was a significant contrast from her constant yelling and antagonizing.

The traceuse was stripped from Jiwoo's hockey gear and was left with a new set of clothing. Dahyun frowned and lifted the three blankets that were carefully placed on them. She was also dressed in unfamiliar clothes. An oversized white t-shirt covered most of her body and she had baggy denim shorts for pants.

Through her astonishment, one question resonated in Dahyun's head.

Who saved them?

The rustling of nearby bushes snapped Dahyun out of her awe. She spun her head towards the noise and nearly shrieked at the sight of a mangled corpse wandering into the clearing. It spotted Dahyun and picked up the pace, almost running when something snapped, and suddenly it was lifted by the foot high into the air.

The infected flailed its hands around as it growled, swinging from the rope that had latched onto its ankle. The cord was attached to a high branch. Dahyun watched the zombie, her feelings mixed between fear and amazement.

"Oh, shoot!"

A voice sounded behind Dahyun and she turned her head back around. A young woman with a half-up half-down hairstyle that stopped above her shoulders ran into the clearing, holding Dahyun's military backpack in one hand and a machete in the other. She wore all black clothing with a black jacket.

She dropped the bag next to the tree stump and approached the hanging zombie. She quickly slashed its neck and stepped back when the infected's head dropped with a thud, blood leaking profusely out of its corpse.

The girl hastily untied the rope, and the rest of the body fell down. She tapped its side with her boot and pursed her lips, pinching her nose at the stench.

Dropping her machete onto the grass, she lifted the body up from below the armpits and dragged it across the clearing.

"These guys are everywhere... I swear..." she muttered as she passed by Dahyun. She looked at the techie and sent an apologetic smile. "I'll get to you right after!"

Dahyun responded with a hesitant nod before wearing her shoes set beside the sleeping bag. She groggily stood up, stumbling a little while holding her head. The lightness she felt from her lack of hair didn't help her balance.

She proceeded towards the stump. She leaned close, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear and tapped the handle of the axe. The head was buried deep into the wood.

Curious, Dahyun gripped the handle near the head and pulled. The axe didn't budge. With a huff, she set her other hand on the axe and pulled again. Once more, the woodcutter remained still.

A bush moved in her peripheral and she snapped her head towards it, freezing in her tracks.

Another girl popped her head out of the shrub, wearing Jiwoo's hockey helmet. She blinked at Dahyun and beamed before standing up and jogging towards her. Her long hair was untied, peeking out of the helmet and flowing freely through the air. She held a bunch of branches and twigs in her arm.

She stopped a foot away from Dahyun, dropping the sticks onto the pile of firewood. She broke a few and tossed them into the fire before facing Dahyun again.

Dahyun blinked. "Uh... hi?" she greeted.

The girl smiled and nodded. She then reached her hands towards Dahyun's face, fixing the bandages wrapped around her head. Dahyun slightly winced as the strange girl pushed an index against her forehead.

Dahyun smiled awkwardly, confusion written all over her face. The girl kept studying her, pressing her fingers against her temples, then to the back of her head, then finishing off with her nape. Dahyun shivered at the contact.

With a final nod, the girl retreated back with a proud smile.

"Good," she said in English with a thumbs-up before turning away.

Dahyun blinked. She had no idea what just happened. Her forehead throbbed at the puzzling interaction.

The first girl reappeared from the forest. She dusted her hands off her jacket before wiping her face with her forearm. She spotted Dahyun staring at the other girl, who was throwing more branches into the fire with one knee on the grass.

"Hey, Sullin!" The first girl called out.

Sullin looked up from the bonfire and smiled, standing back up. The girl approached her and patted her on the shoulder. She gestured at the zombie's head with her thumb.

"Could you throw that away for me? I accidentally cut the entire head off," she requested, then turned her attention to Dahyun. "And I hope you didn't weird out our guest."

Sullin tilted her head to the side and nodded with a grin before marching towards the head. The first girl held her hand up in the air while her eyes followed her.

"Was that a yes to the zombie or to weirding... You know what, never mind," she relented with a wave of her hand.

She inhaled a deep breath and faced Dahyun. She scratched her cheek and scrunched her nose. "Uh, hi! Glad to see you awake and standing. I'm Lynn." She extended an arm towards Dahyun.

Dahyun shook it with a tight-lipped smile. She noticed the distinct accent in Lynn's voice as she spoke. "My name's Dahyun," she replied. "Thank you so much for saving us, but uhm, if you don't mind me asking, what happened?" she wondered, looking around.

Lynn's eyes widened a little. "You don't remember?"

Dahyun let go of Lynn's hand and smoothed over her new short hair. "I mean, I remember crossing one of the bridges of the Han River with our group. I fell down a little over halfway through, and Yubin went in after me," she explained, gesturing at the traceuse sound asleep on the ground.

Lynn nodded in understanding. "During one of our excursions, Sullin and I heard gunshots from the bridge, so we decided to take a look," she said, putting her hands on her hips. "That was when I found both of you getting out the river. Well- Yubin dragged you out; I think you were already gone. After a few seconds, she just stopped moving, even when some of them were running at you two. We got there just in time to get rid of them."

Dahyun raised her eyebrows in awe. "You got us out?"

Lynn exhaled and looked down. She traced her shoe along the grass. "It wasn't easy. They just kept coming at us endlessly; it's really hard to multitask saving two people and trying not to get yourself killed. I think that group of yours helped us a lot when it came to leading most of them away."

Dahyun nodded and looked down with a small frown, her shoulders dropping at the mention of her old group. She gulped. "They probably think we're dead," she spoke in a whisper.

Guilt crawled up her throat as she realized something else. With an inhale, she added, "Yubin was best friends with two of them. I feel like I took something away." She sighed and closed her eyes. A dull ache pressed against her eyelids.

Lynn sighed and patted her on the shoulder. "I'm sorry to hear that," she said empathetically. Her savior then offered a reassuring smile. "But hey, if she threw herself in the water for you, I'm sure she cared a lot about you."

Dahyun's eyes widened. She cracked up, letting out a giggle despite her hammering headache.

Lynn retracted her hand and tilted her head. "Did I say something wrong?"

Dahyun waved her hand in front of her teary eyes and let out a long exhale. "No, no, you're fine. It's just that she doesn't care about me; she hates my guts."

Lynn's concerned look turned into a confused frown. "What, why?"

Dahyun wiped the tears off her eyes. "Basically, I indirectly put her childhood friend's life in danger."

"Oh." Lynn pursed her lips. She didn't know how to respond.

Dahyun held her pounding head in her hands. "Anyways- Uhm, I saw you had traps set up around the perimeter. That's pretty cool." She changed the conversation, gesturing at the rope. "Do you like stuff like that?"

Lynn shook her head with a smile. "No, that's Sullin."

Sullin reappeared from the bushes and held two thumbs-up in the air.

Lynn looked back, raising both eyebrows. "You were gone for a while. Did you toss it far away?"

Sullin mimed a soccer ball with her hands before dropping them and kicking the air.

Dahyun's jaw dropped at the implication. Lynn's smile disappeared and she ran a hand over her mouth.

"That... That's horrible. Please don't do that."

Sullin shrugged and went to reset the trap.

 

 

It was near nighttime when Yubin woke up. Her mouth felt pasty and dry, her vision was blurry, and her muscles felt extremely exhausted and sore, pulsing at every slow beat of her heart. Her chest sent pain signals with every breath she took, and her stomach felt infinitely empty.

Letting out a deep exhale while looking up to the dark sky, she tried to lift herself up. She yelped as a sharp jolt of pain coursed through her chest and she fell back on the sleeping bag.

Sleeping bag?

Yubin narrowed her fatigued eyes. She tried to move around again but stopped when the chest pain doubled down. With an irritated sigh, she accepted her fate and stayed down.

"Don't try to move too much. Your ribs are broken," an unfamiliar voice spoke on the side. Yubin tilted her head and was greeted by a woman holding an axe on her shoulder. She smiled at the traceuse, whose eyes were trailed on the hatchet. "Hi, I'm Lynn."

"...Are you gonna kill me?" she mumbled, taking short breaths to ease the sting.

Lynn's smile dropped, replaced with a look of confusion. "No...?"

"Okay, because why are you holding that?" Yubin weakly lifted her finger and pointed at the axe.

"This is for cutting firewood."

Dahyun appeared in Yubin's blurry field of vision, a hesitant smile written on her face. "Uhm, hey. Glad to see you're awake." She handed Yubin a bowl of rice in a glass container.

Yubin focused her attention onto Dahyun, narrowing her eyes at the girl's short hair.

Dahyun's smile wavered under her scrutiny. "What?"

The traceuse shook her head. "Nothing. How long have I been asleep for?" she asked, watching as Dahyun turned to Lynn. The latter looked down at Yubin.

"About 48 hours."

Yubin's eyes widened in shock. "Seriously?" she hissed. She let out a cough and an agonized groan as her broken bones rubbed against each other. She rolled over, clutching her ribs with her hand as she grimaced.

"Hey, easy." Lynn set her axe down and kneeled next to Yubin on the grass. She gently brought her back to her original position.

Yubin let out a small, inaudible sigh, dropping her hand to her side. "Forty-eight hours is insane," she breathed out.

Lynn scrunched her nose. "Not really in your case."

The traceuse gave her a confused frown. "What do you mean?"

Lynn exhaled and held up a set of fingers. "Alright. Here's what you went through. You were: pushed to the very limit, exhausted from running, fell off a bridge, broke your ribs, were basically hypothermic..."

With every diagnosis, Lynn put a finger up. "Oh, and you also have a stab wound in your leg that had bled out for more than half an hour, all while you swam for three hundred meters in dirty, probably infected water, all while dragging an entire other person with you." Lynn dropped her hands on the grass.

Yubin tilted her head back, her calf pulsing out a dull ache at the reminder. As Lynn recapped the entirety of her ailments, Yubin stared blankly as the last whisps of red slithered away from the darkening horizon, the events of the past days replaying in her brain.

"It was that bad, huh?" she mumbled to herself.

Lynn nodded in agreement, her lips pressed together. "It's a genuine miracle that you haven't died. 48 hours of sleep is nothing when you went through that hell."

Yubin closed her eyes for a moment. "How do you even know all of that?"

"Dahyun-unnie woke up a day before you did. She explained to me everything she knew, and then I pieced the rest together." Lynn pointed a thumb at the girl. Dahyun gave a small peace sign with a guilty smile.

Yubin sighed. "Of course she did."

 

 

After another half-hour of Lynn explaining to Yubin her situation while the traceuse slowly ingested plain white rice, Sullin called the three girls to eat dinner.

The four survivors sat around the campfire, with Yubin leaning her back against the stump, holding their respective bowls of rice. It had been cooked over the bonfire. It was served with some kimchi Lynn had found stored in someone's empty home and some soy sauce to add flavor.

"It's nothing fancy," Lynn admitted, digging her spoon into the bowl. "Most of the food has gone bad."

"Do you guys go out scavenging like this every day?" Yubin wondered, taking a bite of her food, letting out a satisfied hum as her stomach was finally replenished.

"Practically," Lynn replied. "We do have enough rice to last us weeks," she said, looking over the bags of rice piled against the hollow log. "But it does require a good amount of water."

"The water pumps should be running out in the city in a couple of days," Dahyun added with furrowed brows. "Depending on how many more people there are left."

Lynn pressed her lips together. "I guess it isn't a lot if the water lasted this long." She looked at Sullin. "How's the food?" she asked.

Sullin smiled and gave her a thumbs-up.

"She's not Korean?" Yubin asked, nudging her head at the girl who hadn't spoken a word.

Lynn shook her head. "She's Thai," she said before pursing her lips. "I think."

"You think?" Yubin furrowed her brows.

"I just started naming a bunch of countries in English and hoped she understood what I meant."

"Thailand!" Sullin exclaimed pridefully in perfect Korean.

Dahyun nodded, convinced. "Yeah, I think she's Thai." The others shared murmurs of agreement.

Yubin leaned her head back with a puff. "I wonder how Jiwoo and Chaeyeon are doing. And the rest of the group."

"How'd you meet your best friends?" Lynn asked, curious. She caught another odd glance from Yubin. "Dahyun told me," she explained herself.

Yubin sighed. She set her empty bowl aside and leaned an elbow on the flat surface of the stump. Sullin leaned in closer, smelling a story-time.

Yubin scratched her cheek and inhaled. "Well, I met Jiwoo when I was in middle school, about twelve years old," she started. "I was trying to climb onto the school rooftop and that asshole in a hockey uniform ratted me out to a teacher. I got detention for a whole week."

She continued, "I was mad as hell about it, so the following week, I kind of stalked her routine. Friday after practice, I waited for her to come out and I jumped her."

Lynn ran a hand over her mouth. Dahyun narrowed her eyes at the traceuse, moving her hands around in confusion. Sullin nodded profusely and beamed like an excited puppy, drinking every word Yubin was saying even though she only understood ten percent of it.

Yubin continued her story with an amused smile. "We were both fighting in the school entrance- I was winning, obviously... the coach had to pull me off or else I would've totally sent her to the hospital..."

 

A twelve year old Jiwoo grinned as her coach patted her on the head.

"You'll do great things in the future," he told her with a proud smile. "You're one of a kind."

Jiwoo nodded excitedly, holding her small sports bag and hockey stick in her hand with her school backpack on her back.

With her coach talking to her, she did not notice the glare behind the school pillar.

Out of nowhere, someone pushed her onto the pavement. Dropping her bag and stick, she hit her chin against the asphalt, painfully knocking her teeth together. Confused, she quickly turned around to face a fist that struck her cheek.

"This is what you get for being a snitch!" An angry child's voice screamed before striking her again. The kid straddled her as she held the young player down with a palm to her chest. Amidst her puzzlement, she noticed it was the weird kid that tried to climb the roof last week.

As the girl swung her fist down again, Jiwoo recovered from the ambush and smacked her arm away with her left hand. With her right, she grabbed onto the girl's t-shirt and pushed her off. She used her left hand to slam the girl's head against the cement. The girl yelled in pain, flailing her arms whilst trying to fight back.

Jiwoo pulled her left fist back and socked her in the eye. Before she could do it again, her coach lifted her by the armpits.

"Alright, that's enough!" He spoke in a gruff voice. Jiwoo panted hard, holding her bruising cheek. Her coach pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed.

"I don't know what the hell just happened, but I'm gonna have to send both of you to the principal's office."

Jiwoo turned around in surprise. "What? Why me? She started it!" She whined, pointed at the girl who was still lying on the ground, holding her eye.

Her coach scratched the back of his head. "Sorry, kid. School rules. I'll see if I can reduce your punishment."

Jiwoo pouted. That wasn't fair! She just defended herself! Okay, maybe she started attacking the girl too... but she started it!

With a frustrated huff, Jiwoo looked at the weird kid, gears turning in her head.

The moment her coach turned away, the young athlete ran over and delivered a kick in Yubin's stomach with all of her strength.

 

"And then we both got detention for two months," Yubin concluded the fight. Sullin beamed enthusiastically.

"What's up with you and fighting everyone you meet?" Dahyun questioned.

Yubin stopped with a hum. She pursed her lips and looked at the sky for a few seconds. "I don't know. Probably has something to do with my dad, but anyway..."

 

Yubin sat cross-armed at the desk furthest away from the door. She looked outside the window, brooding as she tapped a foot on the floor, watching as all the other students, the good students, left school with their friends with wide grins and enthusiastic chatter. It furthered the ache in her bruised eye. The detention classroom was dimly lit, the sunlight hidden behind the clouds.

"Hi."

Yubin snapped her heard towards the noise. Her eyebrows furrowed as the dumb hockey girl stood beside her in all her tallness.

"What do you want?" she sneered.

Jiwoo shrugged, scratching the back of her neck. "Can I sit next to you?"

"No."

Jiwoo did it anyway. Yubin scowled.

"I said no!"

"Hey!" The supervisor called out from the front. "Quiet, you two."

Yubin scoffed and turned away. It was quiet for a few seconds.

"...Hey," Jiwoo whispered.

Yubin ignored her.

"Heyyyy."

"What!" She hissed.

"Can you show me how to climb the school rooftop?" Jiwoo asked.

Yubin was taken aback. "You ratted me out for doing that!" She whisper-yelled.

Jiwoo smiled sheepishly. "Sorry. But it kinda looked cool. What were you doing?"

Yubin squinted at her with a pout. "...Parkour."

"Woah, that's awesome!" Jiwoo said. "You should show me sometime!"

"Why are you suddenly being nice to me?" Yubin questioned, suspicious.

Jiwoo hesitated and looked at the floor. "'Cause I feel bad for kicking you."

Yubin raised a brow. "That's it?"

"I only did it 'cause I was gonna get in trouble anyway. I was mad. Just not at you. My anger was misplaced, and I'm sorry. I'd like to be friends," Jiwoo offered.

Yubin stared at Jiwoo in silence for several seconds. As time passed, Jiwoo's conviction wavered. She was about to give up when Yubin inhaled,

"Fine."

Jiwoo blinked and smiled. "Really?"

"Yeah." Yubin nodded. "I'll show you how to parkour."

The hockey player beamed. "Alright, deal!" She put a fist up in front of Yubin.

Yubin looked at it for a moment before fist-bumping her with a small smile. The clouds parted, letting the sun shine through, and the classroom felt a little brighter.

 

"Two months of detention really makes you bond with someone. We became best friends during middle school and high school, just running around, sometimes skipping school to hop buildings. Chaeyeon joined in the middle. She slipped in the hallway while mopping the floors and Jiwoo helped her up. The moment she saw her face- bam!"

Yubin exclaimed, slamming a fist into her palm. "Love at first sight. Dumbass was a stuttering mess, and her face was red. It was hilarious."

With a sigh and a smile, she continued, "After that, she got herself together. Stopped skipping, worked super hard for her hockey career, and got signed up as center for the National women's team at a crazy young age. Chaeyeon and I watched her score her first professional goal first seat. We hugged and cried."

Yubin breathed out and threw a hand out. "So, yeah. That's that."

Sullin clapped her hands together in a boisterous applause.

"You didn't say much about Chaeyeon," Lynn pointed out.

Yubin raised a brow. "I value her just as much. Seriously, I'd die for her. I just got tired of narrating. Ribs are hurting like hell," she replied.

"Ah."

Yubin exhaled and looked down, pulling out blades of grass. "I hope they're alright," she spoke softly. "Probably sucks for them, not knowing if I'm dead or not."

Lynn pressed her lips together. "That is unfortunate. I'm sorry that happened."

Yubin gave a half-hearted nod.

"What about the rest of your team? What are their names?"

Dahyun took over the narration. "Well, first we have Seoyeon. She's a nurse, so it was good for us. Then, there's Hyerin. I don't really know much about her other than she has a bow and a crossbow; she likes to keep her distance. We have Jiwoo and Chaeyeon... Then there's Yooyeon unnie. She's always in her lab coat."

"A scientist?" Lynn wondered. Sullin tilted her head in confusion and Lynn repeated the word in broken English. Sullin let out a large hum and nodded her head in understanding.

"Probably," Dahyun agreed. "We never really shared careers. After that, there's Soomin. She's this weird kid who was a bunch of guns from her military father. There's Nakyoung unnie, who's a vigilante and a really good fighter. Xinyu's a famous Chinese fashionista and she's accompanied by her personal bodyguard Sohyun."

Dahyun frowned, feeling like she forgot someone. She counted the names on her fingers and let out an 'ah.'

"And then there's this girl named Kaede."

Sullin perked up at the name, blinking. Lynn's smile dropped abruptly.

"Kaede? As in Yamada Kaede?"

Dahyun and Yubin shared a hesitant glance, weirded out by their host's sudden change of demeanor.

Dahyun gulped. "We didn't really get her last name..."

"We don't know much about her other than she appeared out of nowhere," Yubin added.

Lynn ran a hand over her mouth, furrowing her brows. "If it's Yamada Kaede, then your group's in trouble."

"What?" Yubin exclaimed.

"Why?" Dahyun said at the same time.

Lynn took a deep breath. "To put it simply... She's one of Japan's most wanted criminals."

Yubin sucked in a sharp breath out of shock. Dahyun let out a shaky exhale. "So, she's a serial killer?"

Lynn shook her head. "Con-woman. Cheated tens of millions out of the largest bank companies and is extremely elusive. She would also trick high-tier government officials and has murdered a few after they caught on. Sent the country into crisis for a bit."

Yubin frowned. "But Nakyoung's there. She might figure her out."

Lynn sighed, setting down her bowl. "The thing is- It doesn't matter to her that she gets found out. She doesn't really try to act that hard. The problem is that she never gets caught. The government has kept everything under wraps for now, trying to terminate her before she can do more damage."

Dahyun widened her eyes, remembering Kaede's clean kill on the infected and how she looked at her afterwards. "She pushed me off," she muttered.

Lynn nodded. "Means you saw something you weren't supposed to see yet."

Yubin cursed and held her forehead in her hand's. "Then we need to go back," she said. She tried to stand up but stumbled as her calf throbbed. Sullin went over to help her sit back down.

Lynn shook her head remorsefully. "I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news, but you can't leave with your injuries."

Yubin creased her brows in anger and worry. "Then what do we do? Just stay here and wait it out until she acts?" She raised her voice. Dahyun looked ahead of her, still in shock.

Lynn ran a hand over her mouth, deep in thought. She perked up as she remembered something. "I can give you a little bit of relief. The good thing about her is that she doesn't kill needlessly. Your friends might be okay."

"But they could also be dead." Yubin pressed her fingers against her eyes and groaned.

"I highly doubt she would do that," Lynn countered. "In any case, you can't go anywhere far right now with that leg. You'll have to stay here for the time being. Let yourself heal."

Yubin scowled. "Fine. But I'm leaving the moment all this pain goes away."

Lynn offered her a reassuring smile. "We'll go with you," she told her. Sullin agreed with two thumbs-up. Yubin looked at both of them and gave a grateful nod.

The snap of a twig sent everyone on high alert. Sullin instantly flattened herself to the ground. Dahyun and Yubin looked around wildly in the darkness.

The light of the dying fire highlighted the image of a zombie stepping into the clearing. Yubin and Dahyun tried to stand up, but Lynn put a finger to her lips and pointed at herself.

Yubin and Dahyun looked at each-other anxiously before relenting, lowering themselves onto the grass.

As the zombie approached the fire, Lynn opened her jacket and fished out something Dahyun couldn't make out. She gently stood up, gesturing at the infected to come at her. The moment it stepped towards Lynn, she made a strong throwing motion with her arm, her jacket flapping in the wind, and the zombie collapsed to the ground without a noise.

Sullin brought herself back up and let out a small victorious yell. Yubin looked at Lynn with wide eyes while the girl moved to retreat whatever she had thrown at him. Coming back, Dahyun realized it was a fancy throwing knife.

"Who are you?"

Lynn looked at her with a nonchalant shrug.

"Just your local government-hired hitman."

 

 

Yubin awkwardly slid into the sleeping bag with Sullin's help. The latter was on the first half of night watch.

"Thank you," she said.

Sullin gave her a grin before walking away.

Yubin relaxed into the slightly uncomfortable bed. It beat the floor, at least. Most of her awkwardness came from lying next to Dahyun, but she tried to ignore her presence by closing her eyes.

"Hey," Dahyun started.

"Hm?"

"Isn't it crazy that we're meeting all of these insanely strong people?" she asked.

Yubin nodded. "I guess the saying 'only the strong survive' really is true."

"Yeah..." Dahyun trailed off.

As the conversation ended, the two fell into another awkward silence. Dahyun blinked, staring at the starry sky. Several thoughts ran through her mind as Yubin shuffled next to her.

She took a deep breath. "Do you actually hate me?"

Yubin gulped, turning her head towards the girl. She looked over her features in the dark before looking back up to the speckled horizon. "Nah. I think I was just stressed. And angry at everything."

"But aren't you mad I separated you from your friends?"

The traceuse closed her eyes. She thought of Chaeyeon and Jiwoo, and how they might be feeling. Shaking her head, she opened them back up.

"Sure, I'm mad, but not at you. I can't really blame you when I did this to myself," she whispered. "I'm not usually like this. I was getting better, but then everything went downhill."

Dahyun pursed her lips. "I feel like you need a healthy outlet for all of that pent-up rage," she spoke honestly. "You ever tried talking with a therapist?"

Yubin frowned. "Oh, piss off. You sound just like Jiwoo," she snapped. Her face relaxed into a small smile, and she chuckled before wincing. She joked, "I don't think there are many therapists left anyway."

Dahyun smiled, then took a deep breath. "Well, if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here."

Yubin felt her heart tighten as she received unconditional kindness from the girl she tried so hard to antagonize. Guilt swirled in her stomach.

She spun her head towards Dahyun. "How come you don't hate me?" she wondered.

Dahyun raised her eyebrows and shrugged under the blankets. "It's like what you said: times were stressful. Don't get me wrong; your behavior hurt. But I could understand your frustration."

She traced circles on the soft covers with her index finger. "Plus, it would benefit no one to continue the cycle of anger."

The traceuse turned back and splayed an arm over onto the grass, the blades pricking at her skin. "Damn, I was flaming an angel," she huffed out.

She heard Dahyun giggle beside her. The sound brought a smile to Yubin's lips.

The soft laughter eventually died down, leaving a few seconds of comfortable silence looming over them.

After much thought, Yubin spoke again with a smirk. "But if I did talk to a therapist now, they would probably say something like: oh, roar anger issues- rawr flesh let me fix that by eating you. Yummy brains!" She joked, raising her arms above her chest to claw at the cool air.

This time, Dahyun cracked up. She let out an airy laugh, the sound of her joy echoing through the forest. Yubin grinned, proud at her terrible joke, and set her hands behind her head.

"That was so lame!" Dahyun insulted between breaths.

"Hey- you're laughing!" Yubin rebutted as she also started laughing. Her ribs twisted against her flesh. "Ah- fuck!" She exclaimed in agony, but the pain didn't stop her from giggling. Dahyun doubled down beside her.

"Sleep," Sullin's voice commanded in the dark, instantly shutting their laughter down.

"Yep- okay."

"Sorry."

The two girls shuffled under the sheets. Silence surrounded them.

"Uhm... Yubin?"

"Hm?"

"Thank you, by the way. For saving me."

"...Yeah. No problem." 

 

Notes:

just fluff this time

 

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Chapter 9: Instigation

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Heavy black smoke blanketed the air. Cars had slammed into light poles, buildings, trees, fences, and other cars. The smell of burnt metal and gasoline was nauseating as the firefighters did their best to put out every flame.  

The station had received a flood of calls, all describing an attack in the heart of Seoul, near one of the largest hospitals, by a rabid patient in a lab coat. Due to the overwhelming number of calls, the station had sent nearly half of their workforce and two firetrucks.  

They had to park the cars hundreds of meters away due to the traffic. A large portion of the police squad were setting a blockade around the perimeter.

Kotone, her partner Suyeon, and the rest were tasked to search the inner area.

Kotone gulped, watching the numerous bodies lying motionless on the floor as she and her partner walked in the middle of the road.  

"I've never seen anything like this..." Suyeon whispered. Kotone nodded in agreement, a weight settling in her chest as they passed by the corpses. Their clothes were torn with their arms and faces sporting scratches. They all had a common injury: a bite on the shoulder.  

The duo stopped in front of an ambulance. A young man lied on the ground with his back against the road. Blood pooled around his head.

"So, this is the first victim?" Kotone spoke, recalling the debrief.

Suyeon looked at the ambulance. Its doors were swung open, and it had crashed against another vehicle, that had flipped over due to the sheer speed of the impact. She looked inside. Blood decorated the ambulance's interior, but not one body was present. The cop looked around with a hand resting on her revolver, an unnerving feeling settling in her gut.  

Kotone leaned down with one knee on the road. She observed the body attentively, her eyes trailing over the various injuries and stopping at the missing chunk of flesh in its shoulder. She held her breath, noticing a piece of the man's collarbone was slightly peeking out.  

"They said a bite did this?" she asked, pressing two hands against his neck. There was no pulse.  

Suyeon turned her attention to her squad mate. She glanced at the bite and frowned. "The perpetrator would have to be insanely strong to tear off an entire chunk like that."

Kotone sucked in a breath. She pressed the button on the handheld transmitter attached to her police vest. "Suspect is assumed to have outstanding physical strength. Stay on guard."  

"Roger that." A voice buzzed from the device.  

"To think a single out of control person could do this much damage..." Suyeon murmured, waving a hand in front of her face as a cloud of smoke blew in her direction.  

"One of the craziest things I've seen." Kotone agreed, taking another look around her. Other officers talked with each other as they compiled information. A few firefighters were putting the fires out with a fire hose attached to the fire hydrant on the sidewalk.  

She huffed. "After what I saw today, I don't think I can go down to the skatepark with Yeonji."  

Suyeon hummed. "Yeah, I think I'll take some time off. This is nauseating. Someone else can take care of the vigilante problem."  

"Oh, don't even get me started on that," Kotone sneered.  

The nearby sound of a whimper caught the officers' attention, and they spun their heads in its direction. A man in a clean suit appeared from behind the ambulance. He walked oddly, looking to the floor. There was a small scratch on the visible side of his face.  

Kotone and Suyeon shared a look, pursing their lips. The former stood up and held a palm out, facing the man. "Excuse me, this is a crime scene. Please turn away."  

The man staggered and tilted his head slightly towards her, groaning. His eyes were dilated, and his jaw stretched open, letting drool drip onto the road. He slowly turned towards her and walked. Both officers noticed a large gash on the other side of his face, as if someone had bit a chunk off his cheek.  

Kotone took a step back with a frown. She inhaled. "I repeat: this is a crime scene. Please step away."  

Instead of listening, the man picked up the pace, speed-walking towards her whilst lifting his arms.  

"Step away or I will have to use force!" Kotone threatened, resting her hand on the taser attached to her hip.  

He started sprinting towards her. Kotone pulled out her taser, aimed, and shot the bolts into the man's body. He whined and spazzed, falling to the ground.  

Kotone cursed aloud, hastily putting in a new clip in her taser when she heard Suyeon shout,  

"Behind you!"  

The cop snapped her head around and reeled back as the office worker who was once on the ground tried to grab her. She shot another clip into the businessman, and he crumbled back onto the road, his body twitching violently.  

Kotone breathed harshly. Suyeon ran up to her and set a hand on her back. "You, okay?"  

The cop shook her head, her ears ringing. "He was dead. I checked his pulse-there was none," she stuttered out in confusion.  

Suyeon's eyebrows creased. "Something's wrong. We need to-"  

She let out a deafening scream of pain as the first man sunk his teeth into her shoulder. Kotone snapped her head towards her partner.  

"Suyeon!" She yelled out, pulling out her revolver and shooting the aggressor in the head.  

An ear-splitting gunshot stretched along the road, freezing every other officer and firefighter in their tracks. The man's neck snapped back, and he plummeted onto the asphalt for good.  

Kotone's hands trembled as she shakily lowered her gun. She stared wide-eyed at the man she had just killed. She looked around wildly before remembering the businessman.  

She looked down at him. The man had recovered from the shock at a record-breaking speed. He snarled at her and threw his hand out to grab at her ankle. 

A gloved hand shot out to grab at the back of the man's collar, stopping him from puncturing Kotone's legs with his teeth. Another hand pressed his head against the road. The person was fully dressed in a hefty beige uniform with neon lime stripes patterned around it.  

"Calm down now. Let go of the leg," the firefighter who came to the rescue ordered the man soft, feminine voice. When he didn't listen, she did the job herself, releasing the collar and prying his hand away using nothing but brute force. When he finally let go, she pushed him onto his stomach and immobilized him. The firefighter looked up and gave Kotone a smile.  

Kotone offered her a grateful nod and turned her attention back to Suyeon. Her partner sat down on the road, holding her wounded shoulder and taking short breaths. Kotone crouched down.  

"Are you okay? Can you stand?" she asked, hovering a hand over her back. Suyeon nodded with a wince. She took deep breaths, trying to calm herself down as waves of pain washed over her.  

Kotone stood back up, cursing under her breath. She grabbed her communications device again.  

"I have an officer down. The attacker has been restrained but keeps resisting. I need backup," she said, glancing over at the firefighter and the businessman.  

"We cannot assist you right now!" A coworker's electrical voice replied through the comms. "We are currently overwhelmed with an angry mob-" A scream was heard before the radio cut off.  

Kotone exhaled and looked around. Indeed, many civilians got on the road and started chasing after the police officers and firefighters. Gunshots thundered through the street as the officers defended themselves against the assailants with their revolvers. They hit the stomach, the legs, and the chest, but to Kotone's horror, the civilians did not react even once. Sometimes, a bullet would pierce the heart, but only a few of them fell down. The aggressive civilians latched onto the cops, tearing them apart with their claws and jaws. The bodies on the road started reanimating themselves. The firefighters sprayed them off with the hose, the water pressure sending them tumbling to the ground before standing right back up.  

Kotone watched the scene unfold with heavy breaths. Fear crawled up her skin. The hair on the back of her neck stood up.  

"Hey officer."  

Kotone snapped back to reality, shaking her head and turning towards the firefighter. The latter's eyes were filled with concern as she nudged her head. Civilians who spotted them were slowly making their way to them, speeding up as they went.  

Kotone turned to Suyeon and gulped. "Jesus- okay, let's get you somewhere safe." She pulled her partner up with her good arm and swung it around her shoulder. Suyeon struggled to walk from the unbearable pain in her upper body. Kotone sucked in a harsh breath as she realized they would get nowhere like this.  

Understanding the situation, the firefighter stood up, leaving the businessman unattended. He quickly got back up and swung his arms wildly, trying to grab the firefighter. She pushed the side of his head, causing him to lose balance, then grabbed him by the back of his suit before lifting him in the air and throwing him off the road.  

"Sorry!" she apologized to the man before rushing to help Kotone. "I got her!" The firefighter effortlessly hoisted Suyeon up, carrying her bridal style. "Let's go!" she yelled before taking off.  

Kotone blinked away at her confusion and admiration at the firefighter's strength and sprinted down the road with her.  

 

 

Her phone only had 3% of battery left. Chaewon whispered a curse under her breath, looking at the date. 

It was the 3rd of June, 2024. 

She locked her phone and put it in her skirt pocket, trying to conserve as much energy as she could.  

The smaller classmate next to her pursed her lips, looking at her senior with creased brows. "How long has it been since we've been stuck here?" she asked, hugging her knees. The nametag stitched onto her uniform spelled out 'Jeong Haerin.' 

Chaewon breathed in through her nose. "A few days already," she answered. The sound of the security doors clanged in her ears. "I don't think I can take that sound for much longer." 

The two girls had been selected to collect food. It was done by their group of survivors hiding in the gym in the next building. Unfortunately, they made a noise and got stuck in the kitchen. 

"We could just get rid of them," her underclassman mumbled. "We have knives. All we have to do is..." She sucked in a breath before adding, "Kill our classmates." 

Chaewon peeked from the corner of the cabinet. Indeed, the students couldn't get through the gate, so getting a knife through their heads would be easy work. 

They could easily kill them off through the net, but their hearts wavered as they recognized their faces, reminding them of who they were before. In the end, they didn't have the heart to do the job.

Chaewon tsked and turned back. "They should be falling back asleep in a few days; we just need to stay quiet." 

"Hard thing for you to do," Haerin joked. 

"Hey. Who's feeding you?" Chaewon scolded with a smile. Haerin stuck out her tongue and finished her canned fruits with a grin. Empty cans decorated the kitchen tiles. 

Haerin finished her food and gently placed the can next to the other ones. The smile on the kid's face wavered until she eventually rested her head on her knees, hugging her legs. "Do you think we'll get out?" 

Chaewon blinked, hesitating. "I... I don't know," she admitted with a guilty heart. 

They sat in silence for a minute. Haerin sniffled. A small whine made its way out of her throat. 

Chaewon perked up and looked at the younger student. "Woah, hey, what's wrong?" She rested a hand on the girl's dirty school uniform. 

Haerin wiped her tears away with the palms of her hands. She gulped and croaked out, 

"I just wanna go home."

Chaewon's eyebrows creased high up on her forehead, Haerin's words looming heavily over their small selves. She gently placed her underclassman's head on her shoulder. 

"Yeah," she whispered. "Me too."

 

 

Sitting on the ground with her back against a large stone, Yooyeon wrote diligently in a notebook. It had a blue cover with the name 'Yoon Seoyeon' written on it. A half-full plastic water bottle sat on her left, and an empty bag of snacks was crumpled into a ball, resting by the nearby tree. 

Yooyeon took a break from writing to rest her wrist and scratch her forehead. She let out a soft exhale and closed her weary eyes, leaning the back of her head against the rock. 

Her ears caught the small rustling of grass and branches on her right. Seoyeon leaned her head over her shoulder, looking over the contents in the notebook. She let out a hum. 

"You've written a lot." 

The scientist opened her eyes. She tapped the notebook with her pen nestled between her index and middle finger. The more she read down the page, the messier her writing became. By the end, it was nearly illegible. 

"Enter a state of dormancy after approximately forty-eight hours of surrounding inactivity..." Seoyeon read the last bullet point with narrowed eyes. Yooyeon looked at the nurse. Seoyeon looked back with a proud smirk. 

"I was once part of a team where I had to read doctors' notes all day. It was called the hospital," she said, mimicking how Yooyeon recounted her laboratory adventures. 

Yooyeon chuckled with a shake of her head. She clicked her pen, closed the notebook with a plop, and passed it over to Seoyeon. The nurse took it and put it in her dirty tote bag. 

Seoyeon put her palm out. Yooyeon nodded and rolled up her lab coat before putting her forearm on her hand. She looked over the healing wound. The sutures had been taken out a little over a week ago, and much to Yooyeon's surprise, the process was painless; she only felt a small tug in her skin when Seoyeon had pulled the strings out. 

After a few seconds, Seoyeon nodded. "Good. No signs of infection, and it's healing well," she concluded, rolling Yooyeon's sleeve back down. She stood up, stretching her back with a groan and massaging the strain on her neck. The few days of sleeping in the forest had left her deeply dissatisfied. 

Chaeyeon walked up to them after making rounds around the forested hillside. She held a blood-soaked knife in one hand and her other rested against her stomach. Yooyeon and Seoyeon glanced over at her. 

"Got rid of one near the road," Chaeyeon said with a proud smile, pointing her knife down the hill. 

Yooyeon quirked an eyebrow. "That's a bit farther than what you usually scout," she said and Chaeyeon's smile dropped. "We strictly said don't get close to the roads. A bunch of them are around there. You're lucky you only had to deal with one." 

Indeed, a couple hundred meters down laid the main road built in the valley between the mountainous area. A few cars were parked off the road along with a few infected walking around in the woods near the path.

Chaeyeon winced, turning her attention to Seoyeon. The nurse raised her brows and shrugged.  

Chaeyeon looked down with a sigh. "I don't know. I saw one and- I just wanted to do something," she mumbled out guiltily. 

Yooyeon opened her mouth to speak but Seoyeon stopped her with a hand on her shoulder. 

"It's fine." Seoyeon smiled at Chaeyeon reassuringly. "Good job." 

"But don't do that again," Yooyeon added. 

Chaeyeon's shoulders dropped, and she nodded before sitting down with a groan. "I'm so hungry..." she complained, combing her hair with her fingers. 

Seoyeon looked around. "The group should be back soon. It's getting late." 

"It's still early in the afternoon," Hyerin commented from afar, holding her crossbow up in her hands. Soomin slept on the ground next to her with a soft snore. 

The conversation paused for a moment. Yooyeon looked around. "Where's Jiwoo? She should be back from her scouting." Her eyes instinctively laid themselves on Chaeyeon. 

The latter gave her a desolate shrug. "I dunno. It's been hard to know what she's been thinking these past weeks." 

Seoyeon pressed her lips tightly together. "Still disconnected?" she asked. Hyerin listened in to their conversation. 

Chaeyeon shook her head and let out a long exhale. "They've been friends for twice the amount of time I have," she said. "Even when they drifted a little during high school, you couldn't get in between their bond. That's how close they were." 

Nearby rustling of leaves cut their conversation off. The group widened their eyes and moved closer to each other. Hyerin crouched down behind a tree, giving Soomin a small kick to her side to wake her up and put a finger to her lips when Soomin was about to complain. Yooyeon ordered everyone to lower themselves with her hand. 

Seoyeon held her breath and peeked over the rock. Her eyes darted over the tall trees, thick leaves and shadowed ground. She flinched as she heard rustling again. To her left, Hyerin shook her head at her, swinging her hand back and forth against her neck in a cutting motion. 

Seoyeon gritted her teeth and turned back around. Something stepped behind her and she froze. Yooyeon and her shared a look. Yooyeon nodded, and Seoyeon slowly reached her hand for the knife in her pocket. 

A growl sounded above her. Before she could react, a hand grabbed her face and tried to pull her up, sliding its palm harshly against her cheek. She shrieked and sunk the knife into her attacker's arm. It did nothing to stop it as it pressed its palms against her jaw. Seoyeon yelled out in pain at the strong pressure, feeling as if her bones were about to break as she tried to get away. 

Yooyeon pulled Seoyeon towards her by the collar, trying to stop her from getting bitten, and looked up at the zombie. It had its arms over the stone with its jaw unhinged. Yooyeon looked at the fingers and realized they were all broken. Chaeyeon tried to pry its arms away, but it was unmovable. Hyerin loaded her crossbow up to aim at the infected from behind the tree but held her shot as she saw a figure approach from the shadows. 

Jiwoo ran up from behind the infected and hastily stabbed it in the back of the neck. Its head limped as it stopped growling, and its arms waved around Seoyeon's head as she breathed hard. 

With heavy breaths, Jiwoo pulled her knife back. Her hand was soaked in blood. 

"Ah, shit," Jiwoo cursed and looked at it before wiping it off her jeans. Seoyeon dropped her knife and sunk herself against Yooyeon's body with a gasp and a wheeze. 

"Where were you?" Yooyeon inquired with a small frown, holding Seoyeon in her arms. 

Jiwoo sniffed and wiped her nose with her sleeve. She shrugged. "I was just circling around the top when I heard screaming." 

"You were supposed to be here several minutes ago," the scientist argued. Hyerin shook her head, approaching the group wordlessly. Soomin trailed behind her, rubbing her eyes with a yawn. 

"I lost track of time," Jiwoo mumbled with her left arm up. "My bad." 

Chaeyeon furrowed her brows in concern towards her best friend. Her eyes looked irritated. "Did something happen?" 

"No," Jiwoo was quick to say. "Nothing happened." 

Yooyeon gave Seoyeon a gentle pat on the back as the nurse separated herself, holding her jaw, keeping her eyes on Jiwoo. "In any case, you should've been here a while ago. We set these rules up for a reason." 

"Alright, I get it," Jiwoo huffed. "I'm sorry. I'll get rid of the body-" 

Looking ahead as she reached down for the infected's jacket, the athlete's eyes widened and motioned everyone to get down. The group did so instantly, forgetting the argument. 

Before Chaeyeon could ask what was going on, faraway footsteps answered her. She looked behind at the road and her eyes widened. 

A large group walked on the road. She couldn't count how many there were, but she estimated there were about thirty of them. Yooyeon tapped her on the shoulder and nudged her to hide behind a tree. Chaeyeon nodded and quietly shuffled her way behind a conifer, peeking an eye over to watch the group carefully. 

It was led by a large, gruff man with a shotgun in one hand and a crowbar in the other. His tall presence was imposing over the rest of the group. Chaeyeon noticed they weren't as tough as the big guy. Only a man and a woman next to him looked confident, and only they had the other guns in the group; one with a revolver, and the other with a pistol. The rest, who looked like everyday citizens, walked along silently with their heads down, holding their gaze fearfully on the man leading them. She had a creeping feeling that he was not a kind leader. 

"They'll get themselves killed with a group of that size," Yooyeon whispered behind them. The collective sound of their boots echoed against the woods. "There's way too much noise. Even we can hear them." 

"They won't last long," Jiwoo agreed. 

Just as Yooyeon said, the few infected hiding out in the woods ambushed the group from behind. Panic set in as they grabbed onto the nearest guy and pinned him down, sinking their teeth in. His resounding screams reflected back and forth between the two mountains. The other people near him ran away in fear as one zombie chased after them, managing to scratch a few of them on the arms. 

The leader and the sidekicks were quick to respond, stomping over. The first man loaded his shotgun and shot the running zombie in the body, making its body recoil. Hyerin flinched and covered her ears at the loud shot and Soomin passed her the pink headphones. 

With the sharp edge of the crowbar, he swung against its head full force, bashing its skull in. The other two took care of the zombies on the poor man with their guns. 

The girls spun their heads towards the sound of nearby walking. They relaxed their shoulders as the rest of the group ran over with their hands full of bags. 

"We ran all the way here when we heard screaming and gunshots," Sohyun huffed and dropped the bags. 

Xinyu laid on top of them, panting hard. "There's infected behind us," she dropped. 

"What the hell is going on?" Nakyoung hissed, looking over at the commotion. Seoyeon shushed and urged them to get down. 

The three fighters pried the corpses away from the victim. The young man yelled out in pain as he hugged himself, rolling his back against the road. His numerous wounds were exposed to the air, his skin having been torn from his face down to his hips. Pieces of his flesh were stuck inside the infecteds' mouths, trailing blood on the concrete. 

The girls watched as the leader ruffled his hair with his hands. He gargled and spat a glob of saliva onto a dead infected before looking over at the crying man. No one moved for a moment. Then, the boy made an odd twitch, and the man pulled out his henchwoman's pistol and shot the guy in the head, making the others gasp and pull back. The girls flinched at the loud noise. His brains splattered across the road and the group whimpered. Chaeyeon had to look away. 

"How fast was the turning?" she whispered, squirming. 

"One minute and twenty-six seconds," Yooyeon answered, her eyes focused on the group, ignoring her heavy heart. 

Seoyeon cursed under her breath. "It's getting faster." 

"Girls," Sohyun said behind them, standing up and grabbing the bags. "We need to go. They're making too much noise." 

On cue, an infected that had followed the supplies group ran towards them. With her stomach against the ground, Hyerin aimed her crossbow and shot it in the forehead. It collapsed and rolled down the hill before hitting a tree. One of the female survivors jumped at the noise and looked back with wide eyes. The girls quickly hid. 

More screaming resonated through the valley. Sohyun peeked her head out. The few people who had been scratched got their heads bashed in by the leader while being held down by his sidekicks. The group watched the scene in shock and disgust. Seoyeon let out a gasp before slapping her hand against her mouth. Nakyoung felt the need to throw up. 

"W- why did he do that? They weren't even infected!" Soomin breathed out. 

The man looked around the perimeter for more infected. His eyes trailed up to their group's position. Everyone's hearts dropped and anxiety crawled up their necks as they swiftly got down. 

Faraway growls echoed behind them. The zombies who were chasing the supplies team were catching up to them. 

The man looked the other way at his group's clamoring and held his gun up to shoot at the small horde that appeared from the trees and roads. Chaos ensued when the group of undead reached the survivors. 

"We gotta go- we gotta go." Chaeyeon stood up wide-eyed, shaking like a leaf. Jiwoo held her arm to steady her. The others slowly got up from their crouching positions and made a run for it. 

 

 

There was no noise other than the sound of footsteps on concrete and heavy panting.  

Having jogged away a considerable amount, the girls slowly settled and started walking again. They ended up going on the road so that they could at least see any infected that approached. Yooyeon was the one to suggest the change after the incident with Seoyeon. 

For the past hour of walking, Yooyeon was mumbling to herself behind Sohyun, who was first in line. She readjusted the strap of the sports bag with her new knife in hand. The old one had dulled right away from the sheer amount of fighting she had done in the past month. 

The bodyguard held a hand up to stop the group as she spotted a healthy looking body sitting with their back against a car's front wheel. A couple hundred meters ahead was a firetruck. 

"I'll go first," she whispered. "Stay here," she added, glancing towards Xinyu. She gave her a reassuring nod before slowly moving towards the body with her knife at the ready. 

Sohyun made sure her footsteps didn't leave a trace of sound as she approached the person. When she was a meter away, she looked around, making sure nothing would jump on her before crouching down. 

The woman had her brown hair covering most of her face. Sohyun wasn't sure whether she was alive or not, as she did not have any remarkable injuries. There was no rise and fall of her chest. She held a gun magazine in the palm of her hand. It was completely exposed. 

Holding her breath, the bodyguard used her knife to part the woman's hair, showing her face. Her eyes were shut, and her mouth was slightly open, but there was no sign of infection anywhere. Sohyun breathed out a silent exhale before looking down at the palm of the woman's hand. The magazine was in perfect condition and looked too easy to grab. 

Something felt wrong. Something was wrong. 

Sohyun widened her eyes and abruptly stood back up. 

"Watch out!

Sohyun spun around and was instantly hit to the side of her head. Her ears rang and her vision blurred as her temple hammered, threatening to blow. She just had time to realize what had happened before falling to the ground and dropping her knife. 

 

 

Xinyu cried out and sprinted towards Sohyun. Looking down at the bodyguard was the leader they had previously watched, crowbar in hand. His shotgun was strapped to his back. He had been hidden behind the car and had struck Sohyun when she let her guard down. 

He turned his head towards Xinyu and smiled. The girl Sohyun was inspecting slowly stood up, running a hand against her hair. She held her head low as she took Sohyun's bag and weapon. 

"Xinyu, wait!" Nakyoung ran after her. The fighter was quickly stopped when a revolver was put against her forehead. 

The fashionista skidded to a stop and looked back with wide eyes. As she did, a crowbar was set horizontally against the front of her neck. She yelled in panic before the crowbar squeezed against her neck, cutting her airflow. Alarmed, Xinyu grabbed onto the crowbar and pulled, gritting her teeth together and trying to kick back against her assailant. Unfortunately, she was no match for the leader. 

At once, the other girls were surrounded by the rest of the man's group. Jiwoo noted that the herd had nearly been halved. She estimated they had lost around ten to fifteen people back there.  

"Alright, no introductions needed. Give us all your stuff," the leader said. His breath sent shivers of discomfort down Xinyu's spine as she slowly lost her strength to fight, her eyes feeling like they were going to pop out of their sockets. She weakly tapped against the crowbar as she started fainting from the lack of oxygen. 

The man looked down at her and relented with a huff, letting a small current of air flow through Xinyu's breathing pipe. She gasped and coughed, tears forming at her eyes. The sudden regain of consciousness shocked her nervous system. 

"We got nothing!" Soomin protested loudly, receiving warning looks from her teammates. They all had a weapon pressed against a vital point. She was all the way in the back. 

Someone put the tip of their knife under Soomin's chin. She clicked her tongue, trying to get to her pistols, but the knife dug deeper at the twitch of her finger. 

"Keep your hands up," a shaky voice commanded behind her. 

"Hey, she has guns!" A survivor called out nervously. 

Soomin's pupils contracted. "Hold on. Don't take those." 

Despite her protests, a woman with her own pistol came up to her with her eyebrows raised high above her head. She reached for the pistols on each side of her hips. Under her jacket, Soomin spotted a blue jumpsuit. 

"What's a kid like you doing with guns?" the woman asked, looking over the custom pink guns with an amused smirk. Soomin blinked. 

"You guys are prisoners..." she spoke. Ahead of her, Nakyoung gritted her teeth as the man with the revolver grinned, pulling out the brass knuckles from her pockets. Hyerin let out a shaky breath as they took her crossbow away from her, along with the bag holding her bow and arrows. Her arms trembled as she kept them in the air. 

The female convict counted the rounds in Soomin's magazines before clicking them back into the guns. "We were lucky enough that the warden died right in front of our cell," she spoke as she waved Soomin's gun around carelessly. "But to be honest, the outside world is a lot more of a hellhole than jail," she sneered before pressing the custom pistol against the top of Soomin's forehead. 

"Why don't you just get your own stuff?" Yooyeon dared to defy as a follower took off her backpack whilst keeping their small axe against her chest. "You have a large group in your hands; dividing the tasks would be easy." 

"It's a man eat man world out there." The guy with the revolver admired Nakyoung's silver knuckles on his hands. "It's not like we're only taking, either." 

"Got our damn car stolen by a shrimp and her maniac friend," the leader sneered, instinctively pressing the crowbar against Xinyu's neck. The fashionista gasped as she clawed at his arms, unable to breathe. 

The group erupted in shouts and protests, pleading him to let Xinyu go. 

"Shut up!" He yelled, and it went silent. Xinyu kept fighting, but it was clear she was once again on the brink of unconsciousness. 

Seoyeon trembled as she inhaled. "Look-" She willingly dropped her knife into a survivor's hands and carefully removed her tote bag. "We'll give you the stuff, alright?" She slowly crouched down, neatly folding the bag's strap before placing it on the ground. She stood back up, keeping her hands up high. "Just let her breathe." 

The other girls glanced at each other. One by one, they dropped their bags on the floor. 

The leader nodded. "Good." He once again released the pressure on Xinyu's throat. The fashionista spluttered, panting hard with her hair sticking to her face. "Get the stuff-" 

"Let her go." 

All heads turned towards Sohyun, who stood behind the man. A knife was pressed against his back. Blood trailed down Sohyun's forehead next to her eye, which was closed shut. Her open one was narrowed and the world spun around her. She had barely been able to stand back up. The woman who acted as bait was knocked unconscious and laid on the road where Sohyun was.

The man looked behind him. To her dismay, he chuckled. "I'm not sure you're in a position to say this. I got all of your teammates locked up, threatened with a knife or gun. That one over there-" He nudged his head towards Nakyoung, "has a gun pressed against her forehead. Not sure you'd want to sacrifice your whole group for one person." 

Sohyun glared at him and pressed further, although her arms felt heavy. "Would I?" 

Nakyoung scrunched her nose, looking at Sohyun with a worried stare. Meeting her eyes though, Sohyun's resolution faltered for a split second until she reminded herself Xinyu's life was at stake. Sohyun gulped, looking unsure for the first time. She glanced over at her teammates, who all held their breaths. She then looked at Xinyu. The girl was slowly shaking her head. She blinked slowly through the hazy pain.

"We're not doing this because we want to," the leader said in a faux tone of humility. "When you're out of options, you need to think about the survival of your pack." 

"That's bullshit and we both know it," Sohyun retaliated. "We saw what you did to those people who got scratched." 

The man frowned, confused. After realizing what she was talking about, he let out a guffaw. "What, you don't know?" 

Sohyun narrowed her eyes, both to avoid looking confused and to focus though her fogged brain. 

"Even a scratch infects you," he revealed, much to the girls' shock. "Seriously, whatever this virus is- it's tough." 

Yooyeon furrowed her eyebrows, looking around her. Everyone had their eyes on Sohyun and the leader. All of them, save for the two other convicts, were terrified. Some of them were looking behind and whimpering, ready to bolt at any moment. 

The scientist caught the eyes of one of the survivors. It was the one who had previously seen them. She stood all the way to the side, looking severely out of place and afraid. She nudged her head towards the man and made a stabbing motion with her hand. 

Yooyeon exhaled before looking for Seoyeon. Catching her attention, Yooyeon glanced back and forth between Sohyun and the leader. The nurse slowly moved her head up and down, understanding what Yooyeon saw. 

She looked back towards Sohyun. The bodyguard met her gaze, and her eyes widened for a moment before narrowing her eyes in understanding. 

Sohyun stared into the man's eyes. "With the noise we made, it won't be long until the infected come running. I am willing to stay here until they tear us all apart. I'll only leave if you let her go." 

Sohyun nudged towards the road. A group of infected had walked out of the woods and onto the path a few hundred meters behind the large group. 

The man gulped. "I wonder which will happen first: me dying, or me snapping her neck," he taunted, slowly pressing the crowbar back against Xinyu’s throat. 

The bodyguard clenched her teeth together at the threat. She looked at Xinyu, who was pleading with her eyes. 

Sohyun exhaled slowly through her mouth and relented. Not leaving the man's eyes, she slowly retracted her blade. She glanced towards Nakyoung again, and the fighter sent her a small nod of approval. 

The man let out a deep, pained yell as Sohyun plunged her knife into the back of his leg. His hands let go of the crowbar and Xinyu fell to the floor, holding her throat as she breathed hard. 

During the split-second of shock, Nakyoung knocked her assailant's arm away with the palm of her hand before landing a powerful uppercut into his chin, sending his teeth clashing against each-other and stunning him. She followed with a combination of a left jab into his nose, breaking it with a crack, and a right hook into his temple, knocking him out and sending him down to the ground. 

Nakyoung snatched his gun and her knuckles back, along with her bags. She put the gun up and aimed at any survivor who dared to approach. None of them did. 

Sohyun practically fell as she rushed to kneel next to Xinyu. 

"Are you okay? Can you get up?" she asked with a hand on her back. Xinyu nodded, wincing as she massaged her sore throat. A red mark was present across her neck. Sohyun’s blood boiled under her exhaustion. 

Nakyoung looked over at them and gasped. "Watch out, behind you!" She cried out. 

Sohyun snapped her head up and turned around. The man, who had recovered from the stab, let out a yell as he swung the crowbar down. Sohyun looked at the blurry weapon, knowing she wouldn't be able to avoid it in time with her injury.

The sound of wheels rolling on the hard concrete road clattered lightly in everyone's ears. Looking back, they saw two women on skateboards rolling down the road at top speed with the zombies chasing them. One of them held a baseball bat in her hands. Nails were hammered horizontally inside the bat in an organized fashion, leaving a blunt space on both sides. 

There was a moment of hesitation in the man's movement as he saw them. It was enough for Sohyun to smash her elbow against his throat. He choked and dropped the crowbar with a loud clang. 

The girl with the bat swerved around the people who were frozen in time. She readied it against her shoulder, eyes glued to the man. When she got there, she slowed down, skidding to a stop before swinging her bat full-force, smashing the nail-less side of it against his forehead and instantly knocking him out. He fell onto his back, crushing the shotgun beneath him. 

"Home-run!" She shouted enthusiastically before pushing a foot against the road to move again. 

The other skateboarder in a police uniform rolled on the side of the road. She stopped and picked up the skateboard in front of the female survivor who helped the group. 

"Let's go, Mayu-chan!" She grabbed the woman's wrist, and they ran after the first girl. She looked back at Seoyeon and nudged her head. "Follow us!" 

Seoyeon blinked several times before grabbing her knife and tote back and sprinting towards them. 

With the chaos happening around her, Soomin threw her head back, knocking it against the nose of the person holding her at knifepoint. The female convict turned back around wide-eyed and pressed the trigger on her pistol. Soomin's eyes widened and she ducked. 

The thundering shot made everyone press their palms against their ears. Hyerin yelped, taking the gunshot harder than anyone. She looked back in alarm, prepared for the worst. 

To everyone's shock, Soomin had managed to dodge it. She was unaffected by the noise, as she had her headphones on. She rose back up and roughly pushed the woman on her side. 

She didn't budge. 

Soomin cringed as the woman aimed her pistol towards her again and pulled the trigger. Soomin miraculously avoided the second shot by moving to the side just in time and pulling out her spare knife. She slashed the prisoner across the cheek and the woman sucked in a breath. She went to shoot her again, but Soomin hastily stabbed the knife up her forearm, making her scream out and drop the pistol. 

Soomin didn't stop there, taking the opportunity to stab the other arm. The convict let out a ground-shattering cry and knelt down. With both her guns dropped, Soomin bent down to grab them. 

She turned around and widened her eyes when the survivor she had headbutted was swinging her knife at her. Thankfully, Chaeyeon shoved her away right before the knife came in contact with her cheek. 

"Thanks!" Soomin cheered, putting her guns up. 

"I got lucky- my guy just froze," Chaeyeon huffed out before running towards Jiwoo, who was struggling to fight her own battle with her side injury still healing. 

Soomin looked around for any more contenders but lowered her guns when she realized they were all frozen in place or running. They screamed in fear as the horde of zombies caught up to them. They lunged onto the nearest survivors, ripping their skin with their teeth. Soomin was right behind them. 

"Ohh shit-" The gunner cursed, putting her guns in their holsters and taking off. She only took a couple of steps forward before her leg got caught against something and she fell down, her pink jacket roughly scraping against the asphalt. She felt the rough burn through the clothing. 

Soomin turned around and stared at the prisoner who tripped her with wide eyes. She had an infected ripping her calf apart. One zombie spotted Soomin and lunged onto her. Sucking in a breath, Soomin put her hands forward and pushed against the infected by the shoulders with all her strength. 

"If I go down, I'll bring you with me!" She heard the woman yell out while fighting off the zombie. It snarled in her face as it swiped at her with its claws, Soomin winced as its dirty nails dug against her collarbones, perforating deeply into her skin and slashing through them. She clenched her jaw and moved her head to the side as it pushed further in, clashing its teeth repeatedly an inch away from her ear. 

With a powerful yell, Soomin tried to push back, but she could only slow the process. She gasped as the nails kept digging deeper. She closed her eyes and thought, 

Game over.  

The sounds of an approaching skateboard made Soomin snap her eyes back open. Something whistled behind her and landed into the zombie's skull. It collapsed on top of Soomin, and the gunner also collapsed, taking the time to rest. She looked over at Hyerin, who had her bow and crossbow back in her hands. She had shot the zombie before nudging her head towards Soomin and running away from the horde along with the other survivors. 

Soomin then turned her attention to the skateboarder. She skidded to a stop and Soomin watched in admiration as she used the nails in her bat to smash the zombie's heads in. 

"What the hell are you doing?" she screamed at Soomin and kicked the body off of her. "Get up and get going!" 

With a groan, Soomin quickly stood up, pulling out Hyerin's arrow. She grabbed her pistols and fired a few rounds in the heads of the zombies approaching her and the skateboarder. 

With a loud shout of pain, the girl turned around and threw her skateboard to the ground before stomping on it. She gave Soomin a murderous glare while holding her ear. 

"Don't shoot that shit around me ever again!" She told her off before rolling away. 

"Aye aye, capt'n!" Soomin craned her neck and sprinted. She looked around her as she ran. Zombies tore apart the innocent civilians. Only a few had managed to get away from the horde, running down the road or into the forests. Soomin looked ahead of her. All of her teammates made it out and followed the policewoman.  

Soomin looked down at her injuries and pursed her lips before grabbing her jacket's collar and covering herself. 

 

 

Nien looked over at the firetruck's side mirror, waiting patiently in the driver's seat. The engine was already on, and she watched in anticipation as the group of survivors ran away from the horde. 

Kotone and Mayu were the first to arrive. The police officer swung the door open, urging Mayu to climb inside. The girl did and instantly collapsed on a seat, breathing hard with tears rolling down her eyes. 

Kotone threw her skateboard in but stayed outside, holding the door while screaming at the group of survivors to hurry up. Nien took the time to look back at Mayu. She rested a comforting hand on her shoulder. 

"You okay?" 

Mayu let out an unsteady breath and shook her head. "I don't ever want to do that again," she muttered, hugging herself. 

Nien pursed her lips and nodded. "I'm sorry for not being there with you guys." 

Mayu nodded back and wiped her eyes with her sleeves. "It's okay. We needed a driver." 

A duo of people the two didn't recognize entered next. They both dropped on the truck's floor and panted. 

"Hi!" Nien greeted cheerfully. "Welcome!" 

Yooyeon gave her a thumbs-up of acknowledgement before going back to catching her breath. 

Sohyun and Xinyu were next. They made space in the small compartment for them to fit in. Sohyun sat Xinyu down on one of the seats and looked over her, holding her face in her hands. She sent the fashionista a barrage of questions. 

"Are you okay?" 

"Does it hurt?" 

"Can you breathe alright?" 

"Can you talk?" 

"Are you hurt anywhere else?" 

Xinyu nodded thrice and shook her head two times. Sohyun looked into her eyes and traced a thumb over Xinyu's cheek. "Just tap me on the shoulder if you need anything, alright?" 

Xinyu gulped with a wince and nodded. Sohyun's gaze trailed down to her lips for a split-second. She shook her head and sighed, taking a seat on the floor next to her. She leaned her hammering head against the seat and closed her tired eyes.

Nien blinked and held her tongue. She decided that was a moment that she shouldn’t interrupt. 

The back of the firetruck quickly piled up with more people, and quickly started running out of space. 

"I call shotgun!" The girl with the bat cheered and moved to the front seat. 

Soomin was the last to arrive. Kotone pushed her in before yelling, "Start the truck!" as she pulled out her revolver and shot two rounds at incoming infected. 

"Alright, let's do this!" Nien grinned, putting the gear shift to drive and pressing on the gas pedal. Kotone gripped the outside handle tightly as she climbed into the moving vehicle and closed the door. 

Everyone in the back stumbled and rolled over on top of each other at the sudden movement, save for the four strapped in the car seats. They rapidly recovered, though, untangling their limbs and sitting down either with their backs against the walls or uncomfortably in the middle. The multitude of bags were stacked on top of their legs and in any free space. 

Kotone had her back against the truck's door. She leaned her head back and sighed, not minding the door bumping against the back of her skull. The group was quiet. 

After creating a large enough distance between the group and the zombies, Nien slowed the truck down at a normal speed. She pursed her lips, tapping a finger on the steering wheel. 

"So... how's everyone doing?" 

"Great now that we finally hitched a ride," Chaeyeon replied with a groan. "I'm so sick and tired of walking. My feet are hurting like crazy." 

"We are very grateful you helped us out there," Seoyeon took over the conversation. She glanced at Mayu. "Thank you so much." 

Mayu sent her a small smile as she anxiously twiddled her thumbs. 

The skateboarder at the front spoke up, "I mean, we didn't do it completely for you guys..." 

"Yeonji." Kotone warned. 

"What! I'm just saying, we already had a plan put in place to get rid of the criminals, and you bunch kind of got in the middle of that." 

"In any case, the distraction was much welcomed," Kotone interrupted, looking at the new group with a polite smile. "I'm Kotone. Officer for the Seoul Metropolitan Police Agency. It's nice to meet you all." 

She received a few hums and "hellos." Her eyes trailed over to Nakyoung. Unlike the other guests who were looking at her, the vigilante looked to the side, trying to avoid eye contact. Kotone narrowed her eyes. The group members shared nervous glances. 

Kotone nudged her head towards Nakyoung. "You're not a social person?" 

Nakyoung finally acknowledged Kotone but looked at her with eyes dripping with distaste. "No... I just don't really like your kind." 

"My kind?" Kotone quirked an eyebrow. "You don't even know me." 

"I know that you're a cop. That's enough for me to not like you," Nakyoung judged. 

Kotone put her hands up. "What's not to like? I'm a defender of the city." 

"Well, crazy defending you've been doing here, officer. Korea's gone to shit." 

"The hell's wrong with you?" Kotone stood up in the moving vehicle. 

Yooyeon put a hand up. "Come on, let's not fight." 

Kotone narrowed her eyes at Nakyoung, who did the same. "Wait..." 

She scoffed with a smirk. "You're that damn vigilante everyone's been trying to catch." 

"Woah, great detective skills, officer." Nakyoung threw her hands up sarcastically. 

Kotone tapped an impatient foot on the floor with a glare. 

"You know what?" she said, catching Nakyoung's attention. "I'm not gonna be mad at you for disrespecting me because you disrespect everything around you." 

Nakyoung squinted. "What are you talking about?" 

"You don't respect the law, you don't respect the government. I mean- if you respected people you'd be following the rules and letting the police handle it." 

Nakyoung chuckled. "Be serious, the police handle nothing." 

"Guys..." Nien tried speaking to no avail. 

Kotone sneered. "Oh, and that makes you think you're above the law, huh? Beat up anyone you deem unworthy? You think everything revolves around you. I'm sorry, but society just doesn't work like that." 

The vigilante stood up, holding onto the roof of the car. "And what makes you decide how the world works, huh? Just because you're a goody two shoes and can't decide what's good for yourself?" 

"Now you watch it, or I swear I'll-" 

"What?" Nakyoung rolled her eyes. "Kill me? Cops sure love to do that to everyone." 

"Woah, holy crap!" 

Everyone's attention turned towards Yeonji, who had turned around from her seat and had been following the argument. Her outburst happened when she skimmed over the group's faces and landed on a familiar one. 

"Is that the Lee Jiwoo?" Yeonji beamed. "Star hockey player Lee Jiwoo?" 

Jiwoo blinked as the topic suddenly changed to her. She dumbly pointed at herself. "Me?" 

"Yeah, you!" Yeonji confirmed. "I'm a big fan! Although I play baseball. Hey- What do you think of my bat? Isn't it cool? I thought you'd have a hockey stick in the zombie apocalypse." 

Jiwoo had her mouth parted, unable to keep up with any of what Yeonji was saying. Chaeyeon was holding back a laugh beside her while Seoyeon pinched the bridge of her nose and muttered tiredly, "Not another one..." 

"Can I get your autograph?" Yeonji finished off, passing Jiwoo her bloody bat. 

Jiwoo smacked her lips. "Sure...? I don't really know what you can do with it in an outbreak, though." 

Yooyeon handed the athlete a sharpie with an amused look. Jiwoo caught her glance and shrugged. She opened the cap and signed her name on the taper of the bat. As she did, a soft smile rested on her lips. She hadn't done so ever since Yubin's disappearance. Chaeyeon smiled warmly and gave her a back hug. 

"Didn't expect to meet a fan during these times," Jiwoo admitted and put the cap back on. "It's a pleasant surprise." She handed the bat back. 

Yeonji let out a gasp of wonder as she admired Jiwoo's signature. The kid grinned at her. "Thanks!" 

She glanced towards Kotone, her smile wavering for a moment before turning back. The officer sighed and sat back down, with Nakyoung doing the same. They shared a look of mutual distaste but decided to let it go for the time being. 

Nien relaxed her shoulders as the truck went quiet again. She briefly looked at Yeonji. The girl was admiring Jiwoo's signature, her smile gone from her face. Nien reached out to give her a reassuring rub on the shoulder. Yeonji nodded with a soft hum. 

Soomin mindlessly played with Hyerin's crossbow arrow. She winced as her injuries stung, hugging her jacket against herself. She was quiet as she replayed the events in her head. 

Her eyes suddenly widened. Hyerin was the first to notice her stunned silence. 

"What?" the archer spoke. Despite her nonchalant look, her trembling tone betrayed her. 

Eleven pairs of eyes turned towards the gunner. Nien looked at her through the rearview mirror. 

Soomin glanced at them and shuffled uncomfortably, giving Hyerin her arrow back. She exhaled. "Well, uhm, remember how the guy said even a scratch could turn you?" 

Seoyeon felt anxious prickles on the back of her skin and she held her breath. Yooyeon glanced at her and set a comforting hand on her back. The group sat in tense silence, already dreading what she was going to say. 

"Well..." Soomin darted her eyes around, unable to focus on one person's gaze. "I just wanted to say..." 

Slowly, she pried her hands away from her chest and opened the jacket. Gasps and cries filled the room. 

Angry slashes and pierced skin decorated Soomin's shoulders and collarbones in an artistic depiction of red horror. Dried crimson clung to her skin and on the insides of her jacket. 

"I might be done for." 

 

 

Kaede stopped the car a few hundred meters away from the house, shutting off the engine. She looked up and adjusted the rearview mirror so that it showed Shion. The girl sighed with her back against the interior wall. Her untied hands were fiddling with an empty bottle of water. 

"Do I really have to do this again?" she spoke in her distinct soft voice. 

Kaede got out of her seat and moved to the back of the jeep. She crouched in front of Kaede and took off her old bandages, looking over the injuries. The cuts and bruises were fading away. 

"Of course," she spoke. "Remember: you distract, I act." 

Shion took a shaky breath. "What if I get hurt again?" 

Kaede glanced up into her hostage's innocent eyes. They held nothing but fear and kindness. 

Kaede clicked her tongue and looked away. "Last time was just unlucky. Who knew the leader was a convict ready to hurt anyone?" 

"But you're a criminal, too." 

"Just get it right this time," Kaede breathed out. She moved to the car's rear door and looked around. A few infected had heard the jeep and were running toward the vehicle. 

Kaede took out her switchblade and opened the door. 

"I'll take care of the rest."

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Chapter 10: Contagion

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The girls around Soomin tried to move away from her despite being packed like sardines in the firetruck. After the initial complaints of disbelief, the group went radio silent, unsure on how to proceed.

Chaeyeon spoke first with tears already forming in her eyes. "You're sure it was from a zombie?" 

"She was getting crushed by one," Yeonji answered from the front with her bat out. "Me and the archer girl had to save her." 

"I don't think a normal person could do that much damage," Kotone added with a frown. She looked around. "What do we do?" 

The group fell back into silence, feeling the bumps and ridges anytime the firetruck would cross over a crevasse on the road. Hyerin cleaned the tip of the arrow with shaky hands. Sohyun frowned through unfocused eyes, the blood on her forehead dripping onto the floor. Xinyu shifted her gaze back and forth between Soomin and her bodyguard in worry. Nakyoung watched Soomin through gritted teeth. Jiwoo clicked her tongue and looked away with furrowed brows. Chaeyeon pressed her forehead against her knee and shut her eyes tightly. 

"...I say we ditch her," Yeonji said. Her statement was immediately countered with noisy protests from the other group. 

"What?" Seoyeon exclaimed, louder than anyone. She tried standing up but was crushed by the surrounding bodies. "We're not doing that!" 

"I mean... She's infected, isn't she?" Yeonji frowned. 

"The inmate did say that..." Hyerin tapped her arrow nervously as she looked at Soomin with eyes filled with anxiety. 

"Yeah, but that could've easily been a scare tactic," Nakyoung argued. "People like him will lie to get out of anything." 

Kotone rolled her eyes but held her tongue. 

Mayu looked over with trembling hands. "What if she turns while we're all in the truck? Wouldn't we be in trouble?"

All eyes turned to Mayu, then to Soomin. The girl looked surprisingly nonchalant given the situation. 

Yooyeon leaned over towards Soomin with a pensive stare. "How are you feeling?"

Soomin poked a scratch wound and winced. "Kinda hurts. Burns a lot." 

"What about mentally?" 

The gunner scratched her head and shrugged. "I feel fine." 

With a nod, Yooyeon retreated with her back flushed against Nakyoung's front. She leaned over to pull Seoyeon's notebook out. 

"You're not serious," Jiwoo deadpanned. Yooyeon ignored it and started writing in the notebook. 

Kotone nudged her head towards the scientist. "What's that for?" 

"I'm documenting the case. It's crucial information," Yooyeon answered under her breath. "It has been a few minutes since the scratch. If Soomin was infected and were to turn, it would be important to know how long it takes." 

"So, what? We're just gonna leave her in here with us until she's a liability to all of our lives?" Mayu shakily spoke. 

"Y'all can ditch me if you want." Soomin sided with the fearful survivor. 

Nakyoung sighed. "We are not throwing you out." She emphasized every syllable. "We'll think of something else." 

"What if we just tied her up?" 

The people's attention turned to Sohyun. Her eyes were half open as she leaned her head against Xinyu's seat. She looked ready to pass out at any moment as the blood on her face dried up. 

"Oh my goodness, are you okay?" Seoyeon reached out. She had forgotten about Sohyun's health given the complication they were in. 

"I'm fine. I just need to rest for a minute," Sohyun mumbled, fighting to stay awake. 

Xinyu struggled to gulp, looking down at her. "You took a crowbar hit directly to the face," she weakly croaked out with a wince, trailing her fingers against her throat. 

"Don't speak." Sohyun hissed forcefully, making Xinyu back off despite her concern. 

Seoyeon sucked in a breath and crossed over the bags and people with much effort. She kneeled in front of the bodyguard, placed her hands on each side of her head and tilted the wound towards her. Sohyun closed her eyes with a groan as the nurse tucked her hair behind her ear. 

"This is bad," Seoyeon whispered, looking over her bleeding forehead. "You have a concussion." 

"It's nothing," Sohyun denied. "I've taken worse hits." 

Seoyeon quirked an eyebrow and lightly pressed her thumb over the area of impact. Sohyun winced. 

"Don't talk back when a medical professional is checking on you," she said sternly. Yooyeon pressed her lips together to stop herself from smiling. 

"Won't that hurt her further?" Xinyu wondered, hovering a hand over the top of Sohyun's head. 

"Not any worse that she already is." Seoyeon turned to look at the fashionista. "Did you bring back any medical supplies? Bandages?" 

Behind them, Nakyoung pursed her lips. "We only found a few pill bottles," she answered. 

"What kind?" 

"...Sleeping pills." 

Seoyeon sat still for a few seconds before combing her hair back. "I'll keep those," she said before taking her jacket off and wrapping the sleeves around Sohyun's head. "Get some actual rest." 

"But-" 

Seoyeon gave her a deadpan stare. With a tired huff, Sohyun crossed her arms and closed her eyes, leaning her head back into Xinyu's seat and relaxing her shoulders. Xinyu pat her gently on her head before resting her hand on top of it. 

"So, uh, do we all agree to tie her up?" Kotone brought the conversation back to Soomin. Mayu hadn't removed her eyes from the infected gunner. 

The officer received murmurs of agreement. Nakyoung clicked her tongue and looked away. 

Kotone sighed and pulled out a pair of handcuffs. "Put your hands behind your back," she ordered Soomin. 

The girl obeyed, pursing her lips. Her heartbeat quickened as she felt the cold metal press against her wrists with a click. "I don't like feeling like a criminal." 

"It's just precaution," Kotone reassured, tightening the cuffs. "We're hoping the actual criminal was just bluffing." 

"About that," Yooyeon jumped in, "We'd have to test the infection causes somehow." 

Nien blinked, listening in from the driver's seat. "Not on an actual person, right?" 

"Of course not." 

Nien nodded and smiled. 

"You don't have to test on anything," Chaeyeon remarked, fiddling timidly with her knife. "Just keep a close eye on Soomin." 

Yooyeon wrote something down in her notebook. "As this is the first scratching incident I've been the witness of, it would interest me to research further details concerning the spread of the infection." 

Chaeyeon blinked. "What does that mean?" 

"She wants to know more about the infection if Soomin turns because it's the first time she saw it happen," Jiwoo translated. 

Chaeyeon nodded with an 'ah' of understanding before turning her attention towards the driver. "Hey, we never got your name by the way." 

"I'm Nien!" She cheered. "Short for Hsu Nientzu. It's nice to meet all of you." 

"You're not Korean, right?" Nakyoung spoke up, hearing Nien's distinct accent and name. 

Kotone crossed her arms. "Why does that matter?" 

"It's called making small talk." Nakyoung rolled her eyes. "I just want to know." 

"It's okay, 'Tone." Nien smiled. "I'm half-Vietnamese half-Taiwanese." She answered Nakyoung. "Mayu-unnie's Japanese, and Kotone is, too." 

"I'm the only Korean in our group!" Yeonji added with a grin and a peace sign. 

"Oh, wow." Chaeyeon raised both eyebrows. "Our group's full of Koreans. Except for Xinyu-unnie." She nudged her head towards the fashionista, who was already in an enthusiastic discussion with Nien. 

"So, you speak Mandarin? " she asked in her native tongue. 

"Of course I speak Mandarin! " Nien affirmed excitedly. 

Xinyu beamed. "We can gossip about the others without them understanding! " 

"That sounds fun! I'm in! Oh- but I don't want to say anything mean. " 

"We can just talk about their relationships." 

"I'd love that." Nien snickered. 

"What are they saying?" Chaeyeon looked around in confusion. Everyone shrugged. 

"I'm going to sleep," Seoyeon said, taking the melatonin pills from Nakyoung and popping two in her mouth before closing her eyes and leaning into Yooyeon. 

"I'll keep watch on the girl," Kotone announced. Soomin shuffled uncomfortably with her hands behind her back. 

"Same." Nakyoung huffed and stood up, placing her hands on the ceiling to balance herself. 

Kotone narrowed her eyes at the vigilante. "You don't trust me with the job?" 

"I don't," she admitted, sitting back down in front of Soomin. "And I'm sure two guards are better than one." 

The police officer rolled her eyes. "Fine." 

 

 

The next day at work was as quiet as always. Yooyeon practiced the same routine as yesterday, and the day before, and the day before that.  

This time, she was looking through the one-way glass that stood between her and her project, the crow. It was picking up seeds and dropping them in its water container. She observed its behavior while tapping her pen on the empty notebook in her hand.  

Through the reflection of the glass, Yooyeon noticed Jinsol walking up behind her. She kept watching the crow as her coworker approached her.  

"Boo!"  

Yooyeon did not humor her. She saw Jinsol's pout in the reflection. "Aw, why weren't you surprised?"  

"I saw your reflection."  

Jinsol slapped a hand to her forehead and chuckled. "Oh, forgot about that, haha."  

"For someone working at a top secret laboratory, common sense seems to evade you," Yooyeon deadpanned.  

"Eh." Jinsol shrugged. "Sounds like a requirement to work at a place like this."  

"Like the military division?"  

"Yep." Jinsol agreed with a nod. Yooyeon temporarily turned away from her project.  

"Have you gone to see them today?" she asked.  

Jinsol shook her head. "Not yet. Probably will after, though. Is this about the scream?"  

"Just can't seem to take my mind off of it," Yooyeon admitted with a slight frown.  

Jinsol hummed. She paused for a few seconds, then asked, "Wanna go check it out together?"  

Yooyeon turned her head to look at Jinsol. She inhaled. "I don't go there," she spoke. "Whatever they're doing in there, I want no part in it." Yooyeon turned her head back to look at the crow that was now throwing grapes at the wall. "I took on this project so I could find a way to help people, and from what I've heard about the military department, they seem to do the opposite."  

She heard Jinsol chuckle behind her, then felt a pat on her shoulder. "And that's why you're the best of all of us." She then patted Yooyeon's head. "Don't lose that altruistic mindset of yours." 

Yooyeon chewed her bottom lip. "Thanks, Jinsol-unnie." 

"Mhm!" Jinsol agreed with a smile. "I'll go see on my own, then. I'll catch you later," she told Yooyeon before practically skipping down the hallway.  

That grown woman... She thought to herself as she watched Jinsol, holding back a chuckle. 

 

 

Yooyeon sat right in front of Soomin, staring into her eyes with her notebook in her lap. Soomin blinked at the scientist and grinned. 

"Hi." 

Yooyeon scrunched her nose and transcribed her greeting in her notebook. 

"You're seriously not writing down everything I say, right?" Soomin leaned forward to try and read Yooyeon's handwriting. Kotone pushed her forehead back with the palm of her hand. "Hey, I'm just looking!" The gunner whined. 

"It has been eighteen hours since the initial 'infection.' Are you experiencing any heightened levels of anger?" Yooyeon asked as her pen scribbled along the page. 

"No. It's just annoying, not being able to move." Soomin pouted and shuffled her arms. 

"Do you believe your scratches have anything to do with it?" 

Soomin leaned her head against the truck's wall. She looked down at her collarbones. Seoyeon had disinfected the area and wiped it away from the excess blood. Yooyeon had claimed it would interfere with her research, but Seoyeon pointed out that any underlying germs could also affect the results. Soomin didn't like any of their reasonings. 

"I don't know. I feel normal." The gunner shrugged. "Just itches a little." 

Kotone, the only other person in the truck, said, "Any bite would've turned her hours ago. I think it's safe to say she's alright." 

Yooyeon sighed. "We're on uncharted waters here. It's better to stay on guard." 

Soomin's wrists chafed against the uncomfortably warm handcuffs. "Can you at least get me out of this for a minute? Sleeping with them was the worst thing I had to experience." 

Kotone looked at her empathetically, then glanced at Yooyeon. The scientist pondered for a moment but relented. "Just pay attention to her at all times," she said before standing up and leaving the truck. 

"That's about what my job entails," Kotone agreed and pulled out her keys, unlocking Soomin's cuffs. With a loud groan of relief, Soomin brought her hands to the front and massaged her wrists. They were an angry purple. 

Kotone winced. "Sorry. A person usually shouldn't have them on for that long." 

With a pout, Soomin looked up at the officer. She put a hand up in a clawing motion. "Roar." 

Kotone quirked an eyebrow and let out an amused huff, patting Soomin on the head. "Let's get you some fresh air." 

 

 

Nien and Yeonji sat next to each-other on the grassy patch as they ate their ration of canned tuna. Nien nodded at the taste as she finished her last bite, then put the can down and lied down on the ground with a soft exhale, placing her hands behind her head. A few birds tweeted here and there along with the sound of Yeonji scraping her can with her plastic spoon. 

"Unnie." 

Nien hummed, closing her eyes. The clattering stopped, and Yeonji sighed. 

"Do you think we can trust those people?" 

Nien opened her eyes and looked at the teenager. "What makes you say that?" 

"I don't know." Yeonji admitted, hugging her knees. Her skateboard and baseball bat lied on the grass next to her. "I'm just scared, I guess. Of what they could do. Other than knowing their names, they're strangers." 

Nien pursed her lips and stared at the sky with a small hum. 

Yeonji snickered and looked down at her. "Guess you wouldn't know what it means to be scared." 

The firefighter chuckled with her then sighed. "Maybe, but I know what it means to be worried. I understand where you're coming from." 

She stretched her neck as she sat back up, placing her hands beside her. She glanced over at the firetruck a couple hundred meters away from where the others were. They chatted amongst each other animatedly, even managing to bring Mayu to say a few words despite her anxiety. 

Soomin jumped onto the road with a triumphant grin and the conversation died. Everyone stared wide-eyed until Kotone came out and told them they were just getting some air. The nurse, Seoyeon, was the first to let her guard down and smiled. She handed Soomin a pack of batteries, and the girl cheered, immediately snatching it and taking off her headphones. 

"They seem like nice people, though." Nien watched as the girls gently picked their pace back up. The firefighter hadn't missed how Nakyoung and Kotone shared a glare. 

Yeonji hadn't either. "I don't like how she acts around Kotone-unnie." 

Nien gulped. "Me neither, but I guess it makes sense for her. I just hope they can put aside their differences and work together." 

"I hope Kotone-unnie puts her in the dust," Yeonji snarked and turned away. 

Nien blinked and pressed her lips together, unsure on how to respond. So, she didn't, and instead closed her eyes again. She heard Yeonji's huff and the distant clattering of a can on the road. 

"Uh, hi." 

Nien and Yeonji whipped their heads towards the person. Jiwoo stood awkwardly on the road in front of them, as rigid as a tree. She held Dahyun's spear in her left hand. 

Nien smiled at her while Yeonji's mood made a 180º turn, staring at Jiwoo in joyful wonder. 

"Hello! Do you need anything?" Nien asked warmly. 

Jiwoo scratched her neck awkwardly. "Can I join you two?" 

Nien smiled and patted the grass on her left. Jiwoo shuffled towards her spot. 

"Oh, your..." She stopped and pointed at Nien's fire axe. 

"Oops, my bad!" Nien apologized and held it in her hands. Jiwoo nodded and sat down, sighing. 

"Why'd you come here with us?" Yeonji leaned back to look at the athlete. 

Jiwoo inhaled deeply. "Too noisy," she stated, staring at the empty road in front of them. Despite being hundreds of meters away, the three could hear the enthusiastic banter from none other than Soomin. 

Nien giggled. "Not sure you'd want to be with us then," she joked. At Jiwoo's inquisitive glance, she added, "We're a pretty loud duo. Especially her." She gestured a thumb at Yeonji. 

The skater frowned and sat up straight. "I'm not that loud!" She protested. "I just talk a lot. But I'm quiet about it, I swear. You could not hear me from afar like the other one." 

Nien laughed out loud at Yeonji's defensive statement. Jiwoo raised her brows, doubtful. "Are you sure?" she asked the kid. 

"Absolutely." Yeonji affirmed with a nod of her head. "I know when I need to stay quiet. Like right now." She blinked. "Is right now a good time to stay quiet?" 

Jiwoo took a deep breath and observed the stretching road. "I don't mind talking." 

"You alright?" Nien asked in concern, picking up Jiwoo's discontented mood. 

The hockey player scrunched her nose. "Yeah," she said, the lie slipping out of her lips like clockwork. "It's just been difficult, this past month," she admitted. 

Nien nodded, playing with the hem of her axe. "You got anywhere you wanna go?" 

Jiwoo sighed. "We're just moving South-East for now." 

"You got the East part right." Yeonji grinned. "We're far in the mountains of Gangwon-Do." 

"Not a lot of people, so not a lot of enemies. Usually." Nien followed. "But also, not a lot of supplies." 

"Our group's been running low," Jiwoo agreed. "We have to keep stopping to search around." She turned her head towards the two girls. "Where's your group going?" 

"Daejeon," Yeonji replied instantly. Jiwoo raised her eyebrows. 

Nien caught her confusion. "We heard the military managed to build a safe haven there before the zombies could get to it," she explained. "Caught it through the radio. I'm guessing your group doesn't have one." 

Jiwoo gulped. She shook her head. "No... well- we used to. Someone in our group had one, but she..." 

Jiwoo trailed off and supported her chin with a hand, letting out a deep exhale. She looked down at the spear and traced her index over the shaft. "This is all that's left." 

Nien deflated. "I'm sorry to hear that." She patted Jiwoo on the back. The athlete nodded gratefully with a half-hearted smile. 

"You should come with us." Yeonji suggested with an empathetic expression. 

"Hm. I'll talk to the others about it," Jiwoo said, tilting her head back up. "How come you haven't gone yet? To Daejeon." The athlete wondered. "You have a good vehicle; you'd get there in no time." 

Yeonji and Nien shared a look. The skater turned towards Jiwoo. "Actually, I've been looking for my school." 

"Your school?" 

With a nod, Yeonji continued, "There's someone I'd like to get to." 

 

 

Chaewon looked behind her through the kitchen's security grilles as she stood tip-toed on top of a school kitchen's worktable. She was watching out for any potential movement from the bodies on the dining hall's floor. She reached her arm up, trying to grab the canned mangoes buried deep inside the top cabinets. Her other hand found support on the shelf as she poked at the cans with her fingers. She let out a silent huff of frustration when she realized she couldn't reach the much needed food. 

Sucking in a breath, Chaewon decided to leap, putting her entire arms in the cabinet floor to support her weight. Her legs dangled a few centimeters over the metal worktable as her muscles burned to keep her up. With the extra leverage, the student pushed herself further in, her hands finally finding the cans. Through gritted teeth, she clenched her fingers around the nearest one and pulled it out to the front before reaching her arm back in to get another. 

Chaewon held her breath as her muscles worked overtime. Her form began to shake as she pulled out the third can, and when she readjusted her arm's position to get a fourth one, she slipped, sending her and the three cans falling. Her heart dropped to her stomach as she fell, flailing her arms around to try and balance herself. Her legs hooked themselves against the worktable with a clang before she plummeted back-first onto the ground with a loud thud. Her shoulder took the brunt of the damage, making her see white for a moment. The steel table dropped next to her with a metallic bang that rippled through the large hall. 

Chaewon didn't have time to rest as her zombified classmates snapped their heads towards her. They stood up and rushed to her, grabbing their fingers onto the kitchen's security grilles, the see-through gate undulating under the shaking. 

Swiftly, Chaewon collected the three fruit cans and dashed behind a cabinet where she couldn't be seen from the dining hall. Certain she was out of the students' field of vision, she let out a pained groan. She dropped the cans onto the floor with a soft clatter before heaving through clenched teeth and clutching her injured shoulder. The back of her head dropped against the cabinet door. 

"Are you okay, unnie?" Haerin whispered next to her. She reached a hand to touch her shoulder and Chaewon let out a whine. The girl quickly retreated with an apologetic gaze and sat back down with her arms hugging her knees. 

"Just... give me a moment," Chaewon breathed out through her teeth. Sweat rolled down forehead as she tried to get herself together. An intense feeling of nausea crawled through every cell in her body as she took deep breaths to try and calm herself down. 

Haerin looked at her with concern. She gently picked up the canned food. "I'm sorry for putting you through this trouble." 

"Don't say that," Chaewon reassured. "There's nothing to be sorry about." 

She hissed and added, "In fact, if it wasn't for that damned Jeong Hayeon, we wouldn't be stuck here in the first place." 

Haerin opened the can as quietly as she could with a kitchen knife before handing it to Chaewon. "They sent us here because she went on about us being able to fight. Because we do 'martial arts,'" she recounted with a pout. 

With a final squeeze of her shoulder, Chaewon gratefully took the can from Haerin and tipped it back against her lips, drinking the sweet juice. After a few gulps, she let out a sigh. "She knew if she didn't throw someone else under the bus, they would've sent her delinquent ass. But seriously, sending a thirteen-year old is just..." 

She creased her brows and looked at Haerin. The underclassman's chest fell as she huffed, opening another can. 

"How do you think the group's doing?" Haerin wondered, picking out a piece of mango and plopping it in her mouth. "They probably think we're dead. Or turned." 

Chaewon looked down at her food, considering her next words. Her fingers tapped along the side of a can, simulating the ticking of a clock. 

She inhaled. "I want to say that they should burn for putting us, through this, but also..." she trailed off. 

Haerin rested her head on her knees, curiously awaiting her upperclassman's next words. 

"If I was in their position, I'd be scared, too." Chaewon nodded. "So I hope they're okay." 

 

 

"Jeong Hayeon? Is she your friend?" Jiwoo asked. 

Yeonji narrowed her eyes and scratched her head, hesitating. "I don't know if I'd call us friends. I didn't have any at school since I was always skipping class." 

She mindlessly rolled the wheel of her skateboard with the palm of her hand. "I'd say... we got along in detention." 

Jiwoo widened her eyes and scoffed, looking the other way to hide her smirk. 

"What's wrong?" Nien wondered, relaxing herself once more onto the ground. 

"Nothing." Jiwoo shook her head. "It just reminded me of someone I know." 

"Same story?" 

Jiwoo turned back and hummed. "Almost." 

A distant yell caught the girls' attention. Looking over to the truck, they saw Chaeyeon call out to them and gesturing wildly for them to come back, almost tripping over air as she did. Jiwoo huffed and rolled her eyes endearingly. 

"Looks like that's our queue," Nien said and stood up, wiping the sweat off her forehead with her coat's sleeve. 

"Isn't it hot?" Jiwoo asked, looking at the firefighter. She was fully dressed in her firefighter uniform. It looked suffocating next to Yeonji, who wore a sleeveless dark gray hoodie crop top with baggy black cargo shorts. She wore elbows and knee pads. 

Nien made finger guns through her heavy black gloves and grinned. "Better hot than dead. You can never be too prepared." 

"She says that as if she couldn't effortlessly suplex a zombie." Yeonji grabbed her skateboard and threw it onto the road. 

"No skating!" Nien quickly warned. "Stay close to us." 

Yeonji groaned. "Fine." She picked the skateboard back up and approached them. Her eyes widened. "Shit- Behind you!" 

Jiwoo's heart jumped as she heard a growl behind her. Before she could turn, though, Nien quickly pushed her to the side and slammed the zombie onto the ground. As it effortlessly got back up, the firefighter grabbed her fire axe and struck its head clean in the middle, splitting its skull in half. 

The athlete watched with wide eyes as everything ended in a few seconds. 

Nien craned her neck. "Well, that's that." She looked at the corpse with an odd, solemn gaze. She patted Jiwoo on the back and turned her head around to search for more enemies. Finding no one, she smiled. "Let's go!" 

Nien walked ahead of them. Jiwoo and Yeonji stayed behind her. 

"It's kind of crazy to me that I'm talking with a celebrity." Yeonji dragged her skateboard across the road. 

Jiwoo blinked. "I'd hardly call myself a celebrity." 

"Your last goal created a huge buzz on the sports network. Did you not know that?" 

Jiwoo shrugged. "Didn't see it." She recalled being too busy celebrating with Chaeyeon and Yubin. Her heart clenched for a moment, the motion transferring into her hand as she grasped the spear tighter between her fingers. 

The athlete looked at Yeonji. "You know, I did fight with a hockey stick." 

Yeonji grinned proudly. "I knew it! What happened to it?" 

Jiwoo combed her hair back with her fingers. "It broke when I swung it against a zombie." 

Yeonji hummed. "I guess the stick's a little thin for combat." 

The athlete nodded. "It took me by surprise. I ended up injuring myself." 

"Where?" 

Jiwoo patted the side of her ribs. Yeonji winced. 

"Ouch." The young skateboarder empathized. "But that's kind of cool, to be honest," she added. 

Jiwoo raised a curious brow. "Really?" 

"Yeah!" Yeonji rested her baseball bat on her shoulder. "It's like a battle scar. I'd totally get one of those." 

Jiwoo shook her head. "Don't say that," she gently scolded. "It hurts like crazy." 

"I'm a skateboarder, I know what being hurt feels like." Yeonji pouted. 

"And looking at your elbows and knee pads, it doesn't seem like you like it." 

"It's just cloth!" Yeonji argued as they reached the firetruck. "I'm taking the front!" She yelled out to the others as Nien urged her to climb in. 

Jiwoo moved away and stood next to Chaeyeon. 

"You had a good talk?" Her friend asked, taking Jiwoo's hand in hers. She traced circles on the back of her hand with her thumb. 

The athlete nodded softly. "It was nice." She said.

After a few moments of silence, Jiwoo's head perked up. Chaeyeon noticed it. 

"Something's up?" she asked. 

Jiwoo placed a hand on her back. "I need to talk with you and the rest of the group." 

 

 

Much to Yeonji's displeasure, Soomin was already sitting in shotgun. The young gunner bobbed her head, listening to music through her headphones. 

The young skateboarder tapped a finger on the gunner's shoulder, "Yo," she started, "Get outta here." She gestured to the back of the vehicle with her thumb. 

Soomin turned her head towards her as she toyed with her jacket's drawstrings. Her wrists had been cuffed once again. She narrowed her eyes at Yeonji for a couple of seconds before responding with a definitive "No." 

Yeonji spluttered out of shock. "What do you mean, no? I called shotgun." 

"I was already sitting here." Soomin raised her eyebrows high above her head. "Find somewhere else." 

"This is my spot!" Yeonji exclaimed, leaning forward and putting the head of her baseball bat on the driver's seat. "I always take the front!" 

"Well then, you should be generous enough to let someone sit here for once!" Soomin pouted. "Also, you look like a kid. You shouldn't be talking to your elders like that." 

"Be serious." 

"I am serious!" 

"I'm gonna tell on you!" 

"Like I care," Soomin scoffed and faced the front again. 

Yeonji scowled. "'Tone-unnie!" She called out, turning to the open door. 

"What?" Kotone's voice sounded from outside. 

"This person won't let me have shotgun!" 

"Figure it out by yourself!" 

Yeonji stared open-mouthed at the door. She turned back to Soomin, who was jamming to her music with a victorious smirk. The skateboarder snarled, pondering on what to do for a few seconds. 

She tossed her skateboard under the glove compartment, surprising Soomin, and started pushing her to the side. 

"Move over," she huffed. 

"What-" Soomin quickly started pushing back, looking at Yeonji with a shocked frown. "I'm not doing that!" 

"Come on, it's not like you're big or anything!" Yeonji urged. Despite her remark, she found Soomin to be surprisingly strong. "We could totally fit two in here." 

"No! Get out!" 

"Just let me in!" 

"Are you crazy?" 

"You're crazy! A crazy zombie!" 

"I'll bite you, then we'll see who's crazy!" 

"You wanna get smacked?" 

"I'll shoot back!" 

"Holy crap, shut up!" Hyerin yelled at the top of her lungs as she took one of the seats in the back. "I can hear you two from a mile away even with my damaged ears..." she grumbled, buckling her seatbelt. 

Yeonji pressed her lips tightly together. Soomin instantly went quiet at the archer's outburst. Her music had also shut down, understanding the memo. Both stared wide-eyed at Hyerin, who didn't spare a single glance in their direction, finding the wall more interesting. 

Yeonji pulled Soomin's headphones away from her ear. "Just let me sit next to you. Everyone wins," she whispered. 

Soomin looked Yeonji up and down in distaste. With a roll of her eyes, she clicked her tongue and shuffled begrudgingly to the right. "Whatever," she relented, looking out the window. 

 

 

"Daejeon?" 

"They heard it on the radio," Jiwoo affirmed. Their group, save for Soomin, had gathered in a circle to discuss Jiwoo's discovery. 

Seoyeon supported her chin with the back of her hand. "How long ago was that?" 

Jiwoo shook her head. "They didn't say." 

"I think it's a good idea," Chaeyeon said. 

"I don't really trust anything military-based," Nakyoung admitted. 

"Me neither. But it beats having to look back all the time." Hyerin argued. 

"This is my spot! I always take the front!" The girls heard Yeonji yell from the firetruck. Seoyeon held back an exasperated sigh. 

"Not only that, but they should have some kind of hospital up," Xinyu muttered. She looked into Seoyeon's eyes. 

Seoyeon scrunched her nose. "You make a good point. We're running out of supplies," she agreed, glancing over Sohyun's cloth-made bandage. "We can't find anything good around here, either." 

"Directly raiding a hospital would be too risky," Sohyun added, sitting on the ground with her back against Xinyu's legs. "I say it's a good idea." 

The group nodded collectively, then turned to Yooyeon when they realized she hadn't said a word. The scientist tapped a finger above her lips, deep in thought. 

"Tone-unnie!" 

"What?" Kotone yelled back from outside the truck. 

"This person won't let me have shotgun!" 

"Figure it out by yourself!" 

They waited for the scientist to say something for a few seconds until Hyerin huffed at Yooyeon's indecisiveness. 

"I'm going, anyhow. Doesn't matter what you say." The archer stepped away and climbed into the truck. 

"You wanna get smacked?" 

"I'll shoot back!" 

"Holy crap, shut up!" Hyerin's shout reverberated from the truck and onto the road, echoing between the tree-covered mountains. 

The girls turned their attention towards the vehicle, surprised at Hyerin's sudden outburst. It was the loudest she had ever been. Not a single sound followed, everyone being too stunned to speak. 

Then, a smile slowly made its way onto Xinyu's face, and she let out a raspy giggle. Smiles crept up the others' lips until they all softly laughed together. 

Nakyoung ran her fingers through her hair and cringed at the crisp feeling. She smacked her hand against her pants. "Actually, I think the safe zone will do us some good." 

"Just for the hair?" Sohyun asked with a smirk, quirking an eyebrow. 

Nakyoung scoffed. "No, I just thought about it some more. We'd enjoy not being scared all the time." 

The vigilante pursed her lips before adding, "And for the hair." 

The group let out a few more chuckles of relief before waiting for Yooyeon to answer. The hand over her mouth masked her feelings. 

"Come on, this is a no-brainer," Chaeyeon pushed. "We'd all benefit from it, seriously! Don't think too much about the stupid military; maybe they're doing something actually good!" 

Yooyeon blinked and looked at the others with a gulp. 

"Yeah." She nodded, dropping her hand, a rare grin splayed on her lips. "Yeah, I think it's okay. We can go." 

The girls celebrated quietly at the scientist's approval. Seoyeon beamed and hooked an arm over her shoulder while Chaeyeon mimed playing a victory trumpet. 

Jiwoo gestured at the other group, who had been standing around quietly. They eyed them with varying degrees of curiosity. "I'll tell them about it, then." The girls murmured in agreement, and she turned away. "Hey, Nien." 

"What's up?" Nien replied with a smile. 

"You remember how I said I'd ask my group about Daejeon?" 

"Yeah!" 

"We're going with you." 

"Hell yeah!" 

 

 

Lynn let out a frustrated sigh as she lowered another trapped zombie to the ground. She picked the body up and dragged it several meters away before running back to the clearing. 

"We're really running out of surrounding supplies now," she spoke. "It's taking too long to come back to camp, and we've been having too many infected walking around." 

Sullin looked at her and nodded, miming pulling ropes and wiping nonexistent sweat off her forehead. 

"And Sullin is saying the traps aren't enough and too exhausting to put back up," Lynn translated. She looked over to the stump where Yubin and Dahyun were at. "How long until the radio's fixed?" 

Dahyun raked her fingers through the military bag filled with various electronics and parts. She sat on the grass with the modern radio in front of her. "Almost done. I just need to make a few more adjustments. It should be complete in about an hour?" she estimated. 

"What a nerd," Yubin teased, sitting on the stump. She had watched the entire process, having nothing else to do. Dahyun rolled her eyes. 

Lynn raised her brows, impressed. "And how are the injuries?" 

Yubin pursed her lips and patted her chest, only feeling slight discomfort. Her leg, on the other hand, burned. "The ribs are meh. Calf still hurts like hell." 

The hitman clicked her tongue. "Make sure it's not infected. At least it'll heal faster with Sullin's homemade stitching. And the crutches she managed to nab." 

At the mention of her name, Sullin looked up from the fire and gave two thumbs up over her head. She was preparing dinner for the night as always. 

Yubin looked around, bored out of her mind. "So, what part's not done?" She turned back to the radio and asked Dahyun. 

"Just this one." Dahyun pointed at a stray circuit board. Yubin pretended to understand and nodded. 

"It's kind of crazy how you managed to fix it from the river damage." Yubin smiled. 

Dahyun humbly shook her head. "The entire thing needed an overhaul. I practically had to rebuild it from scratch." 

Yubin smirked. "This is what electrical engineers do all day?" 

Dahyun looked up at her and shrugged. "Depends on the day, really. We design and test electrical equipment, mostly." 

The traceuse hummed in understanding and pursed her lips. "Are you going to stalk the military again?" 

"I'll try the other stations this time," Dahyun responded with a shake of her head as she adjusted the circuit board. She gasped. The sound caught Yubin's attention. 

"What? What is it?" She tilted her head to look closely at the electric chip. 

"I think I got it!" Dahyun let out a chuckle of disbelief. She quickly soldered it back onto the main frame and closed the radio. She opened another compartment and pushed in a few batteries before turning the radio on. 

Lynn approached the two. "Does it work?" she wondered. Sullin tilted her head to the side to watch, still tending to the fire. 

Dahyun gently adjusted the handle. She grinned at the familiar sound of radio static. 

"I know I just called you a nerd a few minutes ago, but wow," Yubin whispered in awe. 

Dahyun gently adjusted the radio's antenna. Robotic voices mixed with the static buzz. 

Lynn's eyes widened. "Someone's talking," she spoke in a hushed voice. Sullin narrowed her eyes at the radio, focused. Yubin leaned closer. Dahyun had her ear mere inches away from the radio's speaker. 

"-ejeon-

"Go back!" Yubin slapped a hand on Dahyun's shoulder when she accidentally turned too far. 

"I'm trying!" The engineer furrowed her brows and gently tweaked it back. 

"-afe. I repeat: Daejeon is safe. It is military protected with abundance of resources and medical assistance. Head to Daejeon if you are a survivor." A voice transferred through the radio. 

"Daejeon?" Sullin wondered curiously. The other girls shared quiet looks, the pool of their eyes swirling with shock, apprehension, and hope. 

"Where's Daejeon?" Sullin repeated. Dahyun snapped out of her astoundment and spun her body towards Sullin. 

"It's a little down from where we are," she explained, miming a map of South Korea and pointing at two locations, one downward left from the other, before drawing a line back and forth between the dots. 

Sullin hummed and nodded excitedly. "Good place?"  

"Yes. Very good," Dahyun agreed, matching her enthusiasm. 

Sullin beamed. "Go?" She pointed at the forest behind them. 

Dahyun hesitated. "Oh, uh..." She turned towards the others. "Should we head there?" 

Yubin leaned her chin into the palm of her hand, frowning at the radio. She then gasped in realization. 

"Maybe Jiwoo and Chaeyeon are there. They might've heard the transmission, too," she spoke in a hushed whisper. 

"What if they don't have a radio?" Dahyun creased her eyebrows. 

"They could've gotten another one by now," Lynn argued for Yubin. "I do think we have a higher chance of finding your friends if we follow a message sent to everyone." 

Yubin's calf jolted in pain. "Also, I'd like to have actual medical care for my leg. No offence, Sullin." 

Sullin signed an okay at whatever Yubin said. 

Lynn looked over at her teammates and nodded. "Alright, then." She waved a hand in the air. "Start packing. We're leaving for Daejeon first thing tomorrow morning."  

Notes:

i wasn't gonna take the yeonji soomin interactions away from anyone

 

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Chapter 11: Cooperation

Notes:

cw brief mention of maggots

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The car was quiet as Kaede drove down the road. She found the silence odd, then realized there was no sound of chewing. They had just successfully gotten away with taking some food, so she wondered why Shion wasn't eating. 

Kaede looked behind her, confirming her suspicions. Shion looked at the floor, unmoving. In front of her was a bag full of dried and canned foods, and in her hand was an unopened bag of chocolates. 

Kaede turned her eyes back onto the road. "Aren't you going to eat?" 

Shion perked up and looked at her with downcast eyes. A moment later, she laid her gaze back down with a shake of her head. 

"You earned it,” Kaede said. “You worked for it." 

"We took it from someone else," Shion mumbled out an argument. 

Kaede sighed under her breath. "They won't be running out for a couple of days. They also have all their weapons."

Only the sound of wheels rolling against the asphalt vibrated in Kaede's ears. 

She heard Shion sigh. "Why can't we just get our own supplies? Like everyone else? We don't have to steal," she tried to reason. 

"Stealing is what I've known to do all my life," Kaede admitted, and Shion went quiet. She glanced at the girl through the rearview mirror, watching as she glumly traced her thumb over the package, the bag crinkling under the light pressure. 

Kaede huffed and looked away from the depressing scene. Something about it upset her. 

She drew in a breath. "We have both seen first-hand how terrifying those infected are; we were there when it all started. There's a reason why you chose to stay with me instead of going out on your own." 

Shion looked down and gulped. Kaede was right. She didn't have her tied up anymore, which was something she had done in the first two weeks. Before Shion realized it, she had gotten used to just sitting in the back of the car and going with whatever Kaede said. 

With a heavy sigh, Shion gently tore open the pack of chocolates and put a piece into her mouth. She held back a hum as she slowly chewed on the treat, her guilt overriding any sense of fulfillment. 

Silence once again overwhelmed the vehicle. 

Kaede's brows furrowed as she noticed something odd on the road ahead of her. As she drove closer, she realized the asphalt stopped, leaving a gravel path in front of them. Sucking in a breath, she slowed the car down to a stop. 

Shion jerked forward as the jeep trembled over the gravel. She looked up curiously. "What's going on?" 

Kaede shut the engine off. "Wait here." She clicked the door open and stepped out. Shion watched the girl as she observed their surroundings. Thick foliage and uneven grounds circled them. Kaede walked around the car, craning her head out to search for anything remarkable, but other than the gravel path, everything was the same. 

"Where are we?" Shion asked as Kaede peeked into the jeep. The thief pressed her lips together then sighed. She opened the glove compartment in the passenger's seat and pulled out a map. She brought it close to her face, scrutinizing the guide, and did a once-over of their entourage again. 

She did not recognize anything. 

With a grunt, Kaede threw the map back into the box and closed it. She then reignited the engine and settled into her seat. 

Kaede stared at the steering wheel for a few seconds before cursing under her breath. 

Shion peered over the back seats. A feeling of unease crawled up her neck. "What is it?" 

"We're lost," Kaede started. Shion creased her eyebrows in worry. Being lost wasn't a particularly large problem given the fact they could just turn back around. Shion knew something worse happened. 

"That's not all, is it?" 

The thief pressed a palm against her forehead and shut her eyes, leaning her back into the car seat. 

"We're out of fuel." 

 

 

Soomin let out an annoyed groan and roughly rubbed her collarbones over her jacket with the back of her thumbs. The itching irritated her to no end, and the chafing of the handcuffs only served to worsen her mood. 

"It's going to get worse if you scratch it," Seoyeon called out from the back. 

"I know that!" Soomin huffed out but didn't stop applying pressure. She yelled out in anger when it didn't quell the pinpricks against her skin. With no antibiotics, it was her against the millions of germs threatening to take over her body. She loudly stomped a foot on the floor, causing everyone to jump. 

"Hey, uhm, you might want to keep the aggression down," Xinyu suggested with her raspy voice, looking behind her. "You're kind of scaring everyone." 

Soomin clicked her tongue and turned to look at the others. Hyerin's eyes were wide open like a startled cat while Mayu's trembled as they focused on her. Jiwoo was shaking her head in disapproval, cradling Chaeyeon's head in her chest. The latter had her brows creased together high above her forehead. 

She turned her attention to Yeonji, who sat right next to her. Soomin frowned at the glint of fear in the young skateboarder's eyes, pausing her scratching for a moment to scrutinize her. 

After a few seconds, Soomin surrendered with a long exhale, dropping her hands onto her lap and staring back out the window. The outside offered the same plain meal of forested mountains, causing Soomin's mind to trail back down to the agitating feeling that crawled up her shoulders. The crashing waves of relief her music once offered had dimmed into a steady stream of mild satisfaction. Her entire body felt hot, and she could feel the front of her brain press against her skull. 

"Hey." 

Soomin took a deep breath and turned towards Yeonji. "What?" 

Yeonji cracked her knuckles and positioned herself so that her body faced Soomin. "I know something that'll take your mind off the itch." She smiled. 

Soomin narrowed her eyes. "What, you're gonna kiss me or something?" 

"Ew, no." Yeonji reeled back in disgust. "I was gonna say we should play 21 questions." 

"Oh." Her shoulders dropped. 

"Are you in?" 

The young gunner pursed her lips, thinking for a few seconds. Realizing she had nothing else to do, she shrugged. "Sure, why not?" 

"Okay." Yeonji grinned. "First question: what year were you born in?" 

"2007," Soomin answered. "I was born on October 3rd." 

Yeonji pouted. "Aw man, you are older than me." She whined. 

"That's what I said." Soomin smirked. She nudged her head towards the girl. "When were you born?" 

"8th of January, 2008," Yeonji answered. 

Soomin grinned. "Guess you're gonna have to call me unnie," she teased. 

Yeonji rolled her eyes. "We're three months apart. It doesn't count." 

"Wh- Yes it does!" 

"Whatever!" Yeonji cut in, putting her palms up. "Next question: what's your favorite food?" 

"Tteokbokki." 

"Wow, that's so boring," Yeonji's deadpanned. 

Behind them, Kotone mumbled solemnly, "I like tteokbokki..." The other girls nodded in agreement, semi-hurt at Yeonji's insult. The teenagers' banter had caught everyone's attention. 

Yeonji didn't actually mean it, of course; she just wanted to argue with Soomin. But no one else knew that. 

"You're asking boring questions!" Soomin bit back. “What's your favorite, then?" 

"...Gimbap." 

"That's literally more boring than me!" Soomin threw her cuffed wrists up in disbelief. 

"No, it's not!" 

"It is!" 

"Nuh uh!" 

"Yuh huh!" 

In the back, Seoyeon hid her face in the palm of her hands. "This is going to take forever..." she groaned tiredly. 

Nakyoung chuckled and rubbed a comforting hand on her back. "It's fine. Let the kids have this." 

"Third question!" Yeonji yelled, bringing the attention back to her. 

"Hope it's not another boring ass question," Soomin snarked. 

Yeonji clicked her tongue. "Alright, fine." She looked around, pressing her lips together as she pondered. Her mouth formed and 'o.' 

"If you were to date anyone in this room, who would it be?"  

"Yooyeon-unnie," Soomin replied without skipping a beat. 

All heads snapped towards Yooyeon. The scientist perked up, trailing her eyes over the others' whilst pointing a finger at herself in confusion. 

Me? she mouthed. The others shrugged, just as clueless. 

Yeonji blinked, having been stunned into silence. 

"Seriously?" 

"Yeah." Soomin nodded without explaining further. 

The skateboarder grimaced and backed away. "Weirdo." She narrowed her eyes at something beside Soomin's head. "Alright then, next question: what are you listening to right now?" 

Soomin quirked an eyebrow. "You wanna know?" 

"Yeah." Yeonji nodded. 

"Like, actually?" 

"Mhm." 

"You won't bully me for this one?"

Yeonji quirked an eyebrow. "Is it a sensitive topic? I'll back off if it is." 

Soomin was slightly taken aback by Yeonji's effort to respect her boundaries. "...No, it's not a sensitive topic," she answered. 

"Okay then pass me the headphones." Yeonji reverted back in a flash, gesturing at the gunner to hand the device over. Soomin rolled her eyes. She took her headphones off and put them over Yeonji's head. 

Yeonji furrowed her brows, bobbing her head to the beat twice before her eyes widened in realization. She looked Soomin in the eyes. "Is this Guns N' Roses?" 

"You know them?" Soomin inquired. 

The skateboarder nodded. "Yeah. I listen to stuff like hip-hop and rap more, but I love their songs. This is a popular one." 

Soomin grinned. "'Sweet Child O' Mine.' It's iconic. Apparently even someone born thirty years after its release knows it." 

Yeonji clicked her tongue. "What are you getting a big head for? You're only three months older." 

"One year." 

"Three months!" 

"Just listen to the song!" 

Yeonji closed her eyes and mimed playing a guitar at the instrumental solo. She opened her eyes and beamed. "This is awesome! I haven't been able to listen to music ever since the apocalypse started." 

She spun her head towards Soomin. "Actually, how hasn't your MP3 run out, yet?" 

"Oh!" Soomin pulled it out of her pocket. She showed her the back and opened the capsule. "It's battery powered," she explained, pointing at the single battery. "Got a bunch of songs on here. Too bad I can't download more, though." 

Yeonji hummed in understanding. "Does it have 'November Rain?'" 

"Duh! Is that your favorite?" Soomin asked as she started going through her list of downloaded songs. 

"Yeah, it is!" Yeonji exclaimed. "I actually know how to play the piano part," she bragged, stretching her fingers out and wriggling them. 

Soomin grinned and pressed the MP3's play button. As the first chords rang through the headphones, Yeonji gasped and held her breath, mesmerized. Her fingers splayed in front of her as she played the piano chords on the invisible keyboard and let out a hearty laugh. She quickly calmed down, though, and let her head fall back against the car seat. She closed her eyes, choosing to listen to the music playing through her ears with a soft sigh. 

Soomin let out a small smile at how relaxed the other girl looked. Glancing at the back of the firetruck, she noticed all the other girls had a smile resting on their faces. She turned back around and put an elbow on the thin windowsill of the firetruck's front door, supporting her chin with the palm of her hand as she watched the sunlight peek out of the clouds. She hadn't even realized the itching stopped. 

 

 

Yeonji opened her eyes back up during the final stretch of the song. The pace had changed, giving away the slow, nostalgic feel of the song's first half to leave a couple minutes of fast, intense electric guitar solo accompanied with a male voice repeating the same sentences. 

Slightly disoriented, her eyes looked around the scenery as she picked herself back up. Then, they widened as she recognized the area Nien was driving through, her heart picking up the pace as the guitar did the same. She leaned forward and tensely focused on the road as traffic lights and buildings appeared in front of them, replacing the unending lines of trees. 

Feeling the shuffling, Soomin turned away from the window and gave her an inquisitive glance through lidded eyes. 

"What's up?" she huffed out, a bead of sweat rolling down her face. 

"Hold on." Yeonji reached an arm out towards Nien, standing up from her seat. "Slow down. I recognize this place." 

Nien looked at her for a brief second and turned back to the road. The few bodies on the sidewalk and leaning against buildings stirred. "Is this where your school is?" 

"Close." Yeonji gently took off the headphones and passed them back to Soomin, her brows furrowing as the zombies' hollow eyes bore into them through the truck. She shivered lightly. 

Nien glanced at Kotone through her rearview mirror. The police officer gently shook her head. The firefighter sighed. "I'll keep speeding through this area because they're after us. Just tell me when we get close to your school." 

"Okay." Yeonji nodded, holding her breath as they drove through the familiar neighborhood. Childhood memories flooded back into her mind with each recognition of a structure. Her body chilled when she recognized a face, and it froze when she caught a glimpse of her house. 

Kotone's hand settled on her shoulder. "You alright?" she asked. 

Yeonji shook her head. "It doesn't matter." She sat back down with a huff. 

"Shouldn't we stop to go see if her family's alive?" Chaeyeon wondered. "I wish I could see mine." Murmurs of agreement followed her statement. 

Kotone looked back with a stern gaze, silencing them. Nakyoung quirked a curious brow. 

Soomin looked in the side mirror. Only the first few zombies chased them. "There's not a lot of people." 

"Most of them probably evacuated. The ones here are those who stayed," Kotone hypothesized. 

"The school should also be empty, then?" The gunner wondered although she didn't know why they needed to go there. 

Kotone shook her head. "Maybe. But we should still be careful." 

The school stood at the left end of the town. It was three stories tall and relatively small compared to city schools. The large square of dirt serving as the playing field stretched up to the front gate. Woods surrounded the building. Having heard the engine, the students who were outside chased after the firetruck, some of them running in front of it. Nien had to swerve left and right to avoid hitting them, and the group of girls swayed uncomfortably behind her. 

"It's the only one around here," Yeonji described, gritting her teeth. "Kids from other towns also come here." 

"The students are all still there..." Kotone frowned. "Park in that field a few hundred yards from here," she ordered, pointing at a faraway patch. "We'll take out the ones chasing us from there." 

Nien nodded, driving past the school, off the road, and onto the dirt, the firetruck rocking against the uneven path. 

"Wait, why are we stopping?" Chaeyeon asked, turning to Jiwoo. The others did the same. 

"We're searching for Yeonji's friend," Jiwoo whispered. 

Chaeyeon's eyebrows furrowed. "They're going to look for her friend but not her parents?" 

"There's probably a deeper story to this," Hyerin reasoned. She looked around at the inquisitive glances the girls offered her and retreated back against her seat. 

Kotone turned to the group, holding herself with a hand on the roof. "I need a team that's willing to search the school." 

The girls shared hesitant looks. Their lack of familiarity with Kotone's group mixed with the dangerous mission crafted a brew of uncertainty in their hearts. Seoyeon wanted to go, but a single glance from Yooyeon told her she couldn't. 

Jiwoo stood up. "I'll go," she spoke, her tone steeled in resolution. Chaeyeon looked up at her with a swift snap of her head and grabbed Jiwoo's wrist. 

"Don't," she uttered. Jiwoo looked down at her. 

"I have to," the athlete voiced out. "It's for her friend." 

"What about your injury?" Chaeyeon spoke hastily. "You're still hurt." 

Jiwoo's attention pivoted to Seoyeon. The nurse caught her gaze and gulped, knowing her answer wouldn't satisfy the athlete. 

"It's still healing," Seoyeon admitted. "You'd be putting yourself at risk. I wouldn't be able to let you go with a good conscience." 

Jiwoo furrowed her brows and looked away. Seoyeon backed down at the hockey player's disappointed expression. 

"Please," Chaeyeon pleaded with a shake of her head. "I can't lose you too," she whispered. 

Looking down at her friend's tear-filled desperation, Jiwoo's icy resolution cracked and melted. Even through her frustration, she knew Seoyeon was right about her injury, and the more she thought about it, the more she realized she would only slow the team down. It was better to rest on the bench than be a bother. 

Jiwoo gently kneeled in front of Chaeyeon and took her other hand in hers. 

"Alright," she relented. "I won't go." 

Chaeyeon let out a whine of relief and buried her head into Jiwoo's chest, the latter gently passing her fingers through her hair. 

Xinyu watched the interaction with a heavy heart. She looked down at Sohyun, unsurprised that her bodyguard was already studying her every move. She still had a cloth wrapped around her head. 

"You're not going, either," Sohyun told her in her typical, business-like tone. An uncomfortable irk stirred in Xinyu's stomach at the woman's professionalism. It was the same style she had used to previously oppose her engagement in resource-finding. 

"It's not like my voice will negatively impact my performance," she needlessly argued, feeling the uncomfortable pressure against her throat. 

"What if you needed to say something? Or scream for help? You wouldn't be able to," Sohyun stated. Her expressionless concern infuriated the fashionista. "Plus, I won't be there to protect you." 

"I find it great that you're already assuming I need help, darling," Xinyu scorned, sarcastically adding in the final word. She turned away and huffed. "I wasn't going to go, anyway." Her eyes met Nien's. The firefighter looked between her and Sohyun in concern. Xinyu simply shook her head, dismissing the affair. 

"I'd go," Soomin started, "but my head's starting to really hurt," she complained and shut her eyes. 

"What?" Seoyeon's eyes looked up in alarm. Kotone shook her hand before pressing the back of it against Soomin's forehead. 

"Holy- she's burning up." 

"The wounds must've gotten infected," Yooyeon said. Kotone looked over at Soomin's collarbones and grimaced at how irritated the skin was. It glowed a burning red. 

"Is there anything about getting a high fever before turning?" Mayu asked worriedly. 

Seoyeon shook her head. "No, they don't do that. This is your 'usual' stuff." 

The nurse cursed under her breath, looking through their bags. "We don't have any medical supplies and too many injured." She quickly wet a piece of clothing and reached forward, pressing it against Soomin's forehead. 

Nakyoung looked around, realizing how many of her team members had been hurt since the start of the crisis. Her eyes hovered over Yeonji, who watched with her eyebrows creased in worry. 

With a small inhale, the vigilante raised her hand. "I'll go." 

Kotone snapped her head towards her and narrowed her eyes. "Really?" she asked, voice trickling with suspicion. 

"Yes, really." Nakyoung stood up, grabbing the nearest backpack. "You need a team. Everyone else is either too scared or injured. You don't have much of a choice, here." 

The truck slowed down to a stop. Nien turned the engine off and raised her arm. "I volunteer!" She announced before opening the driver's door. She grabbed the fire axe by her side. "I'll go clear out the zombies." 

"What?" Mayu protested. "But we need you to drive the car!" 

"It's like miss vigilante said," Nien shouted, Nakyoung pursing her lips curiously at the nickname, "We need a team, and I'm right here. Plus, you can drive too!" 

Mayu vehemently protested, drawing an 'x' with her arms. "I can't do that! I'm too scared! Ask someone else to drive it!" Much to her dismay, Nien closed the door behind her. 

"I'll help her out." Nakyoung climbed over the bodies and stepped outside the firetruck. 

Kotone furrowed her brows and threw a hand up in abandon. "I'm sorry, Mayu. I don't trust the others just yet to pilot our car." She gave the group an apologetic shrug of her shoulders. "No offence." 

"No worries," Yooyeon reassured. "It's understandable." 

Yeonji picked up her bat. "I'm going too." 

"Woah." Kotone held her palm up. "You're not going." 

Yeonji gave her a deadpan stare. "I'm the only person who knows what Hayeon-unnie looks like. I don't think you're gonna be asking these zombies what their names are."  

Without waiting for Kotone's answer, she climbed over Soomin's legs and opened the car door, slamming it behind her and drowning the vehicle in a deafening silence. 

"Damn," Soomin whispered, breaking the tension. The chains of her handcuffs jingled as she moved to look at the cop. She offered her a weak smile. "She kind of got you there." 

Kotone sucked in a breath, hesitating between her movements. She settled with setting her hands on her hips and a frustrated huff before pushing herself out of the firetruck. 

 

 

Nakyoung pulled her knife back from a student's skull. Blood splattered onto her jacket as she looked down at the body with a dejected gaze. The male student wore a bloodied white uniform with a sky blue tie and ocean blue jeans. A black bite mark was present on his wrist, and his nametag was covered in black and crimson, forever hiding the name of the former child. His hollow eyes looked up at the slightly cloudy sky, not reflecting any sunlight. 

With a dejected sigh, Nakyoung tore her eyes away from the body. A few other students were running after them, but they were far enough for her to have time to look around. 

The truck was parked on what used to be a small farming field clear of trees. It was sandwiched between two roads and the crops that were grown on it had willowed from the lack of care. 

Nakyoung looked over to Nien and let out an impressed noise out of her throat. The firefighter, even though she was in full gear, moved tirelessly between the students she fought. The vigilante watched the altercation for a while before realizing she avoided opportunities to deal lethal blows against their heads. 

She frowned, a growl bringing her back to her task. She deftly stepped away, her foot nearly getting stuck between the uneven creases of the field before swinging a fist against the female zombie. Seeing an opening, she jabbed her knife into her throat. The infected spluttered out blood before dropping down. 

Nakyoung bent down and took a look at the nametag.  

Ahyeon. The family name was covered by a stain. 

Kotone and Yeonji walked up behind her. "Nien!" She called out. "Just kill them off!" 

Nakyoung watched the firefighter in the distance as she struck her fire axe against the zombies' necks. By the end, she was fighting against four at the same time. 

The vigilante looked back at Yeonji. "What's your friend's name?" 

"Jeong Hayeon." Yeonji replied, her sullen eyes looking over her classmates with her bat hanging on the side. "That isn't her." Her tone held a hint of relief. 

Kotone looked over at the several students and civilians approaching them. "It'll take a while before we can get to that building." 

An arrow whizzed between the three girls and into the skull of an incoming student. Nakyoung let out a sigh at the proximity and approached the body. She yanked the arrow out of its head and tossed it back to Hyerin with a disapproving look. 

"I won't go in the school, but I'll help you with this," the archer said, ignoring Nakyoung's burning gaze. 

Kotone nodded at her. "Thank you." Before turning away, she glanced at Hyerin one more time, narrowing her eyes a little, as if searching for something. After a moment, she raised her hand and pointed towards the school. "Let's quickly clear this place out and move forward." 

The group nodded and went to work, their hearts clenching every time they had to strike a student. 

 

 

Nien had to hold in her forlorn sigh as the group trudged through the school hallways as quietly as possible. 

They were on the first floor, having successfully fought against the zombies outside and entering the building with little noise. Kotone took the front with Nien following behind her and with Nakyoung tailing the group, wearing a cut-cloth bandana over her nose. The firefighter held a hand against the wall as she tried to march as daintily as she could with her boots. 

Yeonji gripped her bat so tightly her knuckles turned white. She looked down at her classmates' mangled bodies with a desolate stare. Tears welled up in her eyes as red corpses of students lined up on each side of the hallway, making her curl into herself, feeling claustrophobic. The repugnant smell of rotting bodies further blurred her vision, and she took in a shaky breath with her mouth. Still, she couldn't tear her eyes away from them, knowing she needed to find Hayeon. 

Kotone held a hand up, stopping the search party in their tracks. Carefully, she put a leg up and over the body of a young student lying in the middle of the corridor. Nien gently followed, looking down at it, making sure she didn't pass anything over his eyes. The young boy had been torn apart, and he looked like he had just hit puberty. 

Nakyoung clenched her teeth tightly together, her heart pounding in her chest and into her ears as she carefully stepped over the body. As she stuck the landing, she nearly stumbled but caught herself back up in time, freezing in place for a few moments before trying to move again. She felt Kotone's electrifying glare on her and rolled her eyes, holding back an insult. Nien's eyes darted back and forth between them worriedly before they started moving again. 

Nakyoung looked straight ahead, her eyes burning holes into the back of Kotone's head. She knew the officer felt it in the way the hand resting on her revolver twitched ever so slightly. Nien had felt it too, as she turned her head back and made a slashing motion against her neck using her hand. Making a moue, Nakyoung yielded her glare and looked away. 

Her eyes widened as she caught sight of a room filled with low-tier hospital beds and soft yellow rolling curtains. She stopped in her tracks and leaned her body forward, looking into the room. Cupboards filled with various pills and equipment hanged around the room. The sun peeked through the top window, casting a golden glow over the apple of temptation that was the much needed resources. 

As Nakyoung took a step forward, hypnotized by the sweet siren song of the fountain of healing, a solid hand on her shoulder threw her back into reality. The vigilante was jerked backwards, and another hand pressed harshly against her other shoulder. 

Kotone threw her eyes around before mouthing, What do you think you're doing? 

Nakyoung bit into her lower lip and forcefully tore the officer's hands off of her. She lowered her mask. Getting much needed medical supplies, she replied without a sound. We have nothing. Soomin's wounds are infected, and she has a killing fever.  

Not that. Did you not see the hand you were about to step on? Kotone pointed downward. Nakyoung followed her finger, and her eyes shot open. 

Peeking out of the room was a bare arm lying on the blood-stained floor. A bite mark decorated the hand, with the pinky finger having been completely torn off. She looked back up into the room. The past astonishment poofed away, leaving her distraught. She hadn't noticed the splashes of dry blood slashed across the curtains, walls, and the cupboard's glass panels. The glow disappeared, leaving a desolate gray lighting in its place. 

Still, the medical supplies glimmered, tantalizing, inviting her to take them. 

Nakyoung gulped and took a step back. She pressed the palm of her hand against her forehead and looked at the others. They gave her varying stares ranging from anger to concern. The vigilante shook her head.

"We need to get them," she whispered. Kotone furrowed her eyebrows. 

"We're here to get someone and get out." She harshly gestured a thumb behind her. 

"Without these, someone might die. It's right in front of us." 

Kotone shook her head. "Stick to the mission." She took a careful step forward. 

"I'm not leaving without them. " Nakyoung looked down on her, her tone resolute. They stared into each others' eyes, their attitudes unwavering. 

A finger pressed into the center of their chests respectively. They backed down, turning their attention towards Nien. The firefighter took her fingers back and made an 'x' with them. 

Stop fighting, she mouthed. She pointed at herself and at Nakyoung and motioned towards the infirmary room. She then pointed at Kotone and Yeonji before gesturing at the hallway. 

Kotone silently sucked in a breath. We're not splitting off, she said sternly. Nien shrugged and urged her to move further down the hallway with her arms. Kotone balled up her fists.

Yeonji grabbed her by her vest. "Let's just go," she whispered, whipping her head around nervously, making sure none of the bodies had heard her. 

The officer massaged her fingers against her temples. She looked at Yeonji, who looked back with pleading eyes. Nakyoung tapped her on the shoulder. Turning towards her, she saw the vigilante offering her knife but still keeping a sharp glare, telling her that it didn't mean anything more than a safety weapon. 

Kotone relented with a small, soundless sigh and took the hilt of the knife. She rested a hand on Yeonji's back and walked them further down the hallway. 

Nakyoung leaned her head back to face the ceiling. She gave Nien a grateful smile before putting her mask back up. The firefighter offered one back of determination and they gently moved into the infirmary, making sure to step over the dead hand. 

 

 

Kotone and Yeonji moved through the hallway next to each other. Kotone kept a hand on her gun at all times while her other hand kept a tight clutch on the knife Nakyoung had given her. 

The two got to the end of the hallway and Kotone set a palm up, stopping them in their tracks. She gulped. A dormant student sat down with her back against the wall and her legs stretched forward, occupying a large portion of the hallway's space. Half of her face had been torn out and her lower jaw was missing, leaving only her upper teeth exposed and a gory presentation of face anatomy. Another body lied at her feet with their back facing the two girls. Between them, there was barely any space to scoot through. 

Kotone looked at Yeonji. The girl solemnly shook her head, shutting her eyes tightly and looking away. Kotone nodded and put her hand back down. She crossed over the sitting infected carefully, keeping her eyes on her closed eyes. Her head was lolled to the side with her arms splayed beside her, the palms facing the sky. 

Yeonji was next to cross. She gripped the collar of her shirt tightly with her left hand, her fist nearly shaking from the force as she put it over her nose. The hand gripping her baseball bat was tilted downward with the head closest to the floor. She fixed her gaze on the zombie's face, imitating what Kotone had done. The officer kept a close eye on her as she passed. 

None of the realized the head of the bat was about to knock into the zombie's shoe. 

Yeonji felt her right hand jerk back as the bat tapped into something. Her eyes widened, and before she could react, a hand gripped onto her ankle. 

Kotone's hand moved before she could think. In a flash, her revolver was aimed at the zombie's head, and not even a split-second later, there was a gaping hole in its skull, and its hand dropped back next to her. 

An ear-splitting shot rang through the hallway before any of them truly figured out what had happened. Yeonji shrieked and covered her ears while Kotone spotted the body next to the first girl move. She shot a round into its skull with another deafening blast. 

Her legs moved without her processing it. She put Yeonji's wrist in a death grasp and started dragging her away. A high-pitched ringing sounded through her ears, and as she sprinted, everything passed by in a blur. 

"We need to go!" She yelled, but her own voice sounded muffled. 

Kotone felt like a spectator in her own body as she moved through the hallway, dragging Yeonji along with her as they ran through, narrowly avoiding the clutches of the awakened student zombies around her. 

 

 

Nien and Nakyoung silently stepped into the infirmary. Nakyoung tapped her glove and nudged her head towards a medical bed where the curtain had been fully closed. She mimed opening the curtains and a stabbing motion. Nien looked at her with a small frown and shook her head, tapping her ear and pointing at the medicine filled cupboards. Nakyoung furrowed her brows but agreed nonetheless, leaving the curtain alone. 

Nakyoung carefully took off her backpack and gently lowered it to the floor. She opened the first cupboard, and her eyes glimmered at the various pills and medication. In the back of the cabinet, she spotted a white case with a red cross on it. She picked up the first pill bottle, gently tilting it over to see it marked as penicillin. She narrowed her eyes, only knowing it was some type of antibiotic and putting it in her bag before moving onto the next bottle. 

Next to her, Nien pulled open two cupboards and smiled. She pulled out various cartons from different brands. Reading over them, she realized they were all pain-killers. She carefully set them on the counter below them and put them inside the bag one by one. 

As they slowly and carefully filled Nakyoung's bag, two loud shots rang through the school. The girls froze in their tracks, staring at each other in alarm as they heard groaning and shuffling. 

Nien was the first to react, swiftly grabbing her fire axe she had rested against the lower cabinets and turned around, smashing the edge into the head of the zombie whose arms were peeking out of the door. Infected students outside the room dribbled down the hallway, slowly picking up their pace. The ones closest to the infirmary room spotted them and turned their aggression towards them, but Nien was quick to slam the door closed and lock it. The door banged as the doorknob rattled aggressively. 

Nakyoung jumped back as a nearby arm swiped at her. Recollecting her spirits, she snapped her head towards the infected student who had messily passed through the curtain. With her back pressed against the counter, she waited for it to lunge at her again before skillfully dodging. The zombie slammed into the counter and Nakyoung took the opportunity to dig into her pockets and pull out her silver knuckles. She put them on with practiced ease, dodging another attack at the same time before ducking low and rising back up with her right fist aimed towards its chin. She gave the infected a strong uppercut, hearing the clashing of teeth, and followed up with a powerful left hook into its temple, smashing the other side of its head against the counter. 

Seeing as it was still up, Nakyoung drew her left arm back and struck again, this time using the palm of her hand to push it back against the counter in a loud slam. It crumbled to the floor and Nakyoung finished it off by crushing its face with the heel of her boot. 

The vigilante retreated from the body with heavy breaths, keeping her steel fists up as she made sure the zombie stayed down. 

"Holy crap." Nien's voice sounded behind her. Nakyoung dropped her hands and turned around towards the firefighter. 

"That was incredibly brutal," Nien added. She had pushed a hospital bed against the pounding door. "But cool." She playfully put her fists up and delivered two clumsy punches. 

Nakyoung huffed and shook her head. "What happened out there?" 

Nien set her hands back to her sides and gulped. "I don't know," she answered, face creased in worry. "An infected must've gotten to them." 

Nakyoung set a hand over her mouth, looking around. "We're stuck here," she said. "We can't wait it out, either." 

"Is there anything we can escape out of?" Nien asked, looking at the door behind her. Snarls echoed as zombies banged on the door. 

Nakyoung furrowed her brows and glanced at the cupboards, hovering her eyes over the countless medicines that shone in the light. Her pupils contracted, and she spun her head towards the top of the infirmary room where the light shone. 

She pointed at it and said, "Over there." Nien followed her directions and smirked triumphantly. 

They rediscovered the top window that led to the outside. It was quite narrow, but big enough for someone to fit though. Nakyoung cursed under her breath when she realized it was just a panel with no handle; it would have to be smashed open. 

 

 

Chaewon was about to close her eyes when she heard a loud bang sound through the dining hall. 

Haerin jolted next to her. "What was that?" she whispered, alarmed from the noise. The growls from the infected sounded distant. She jumped as another bang resounded. 

Chaewon shook her head in ignorance. "I don't know. It sounded like fireworks." She carefully peeked out from the side of the cabinet. Her eyes sparkled at the sight of the zombies running towards the noise in the hallway and pushing against the self-closing cafeteria doors. They successfully pressed against the push handles of the doors and hurried out as they swung open. After the last one left, they gently closed back with a click, engulfing the dining hall in a thick veil of silence. 

Chaewon carefully stood up and scanned her surroundings. The cafeteria was empty. Only a couple of bodies lied on the floor, but Chaewon guessed those ones had truly died. 

"It's safe," she whispered. Haerin perked and stood up in turn, looking around the mess of a dining hall. The tables were disorganized in an asymmetric fashion with some of them having been completely flipped over. Blood stains and what Haerin assumed were pieces of flesh painted the floor. The closest body had their stomach torn open with their guts spilling out. Odd, tiny white things wriggled around inside the red flesh. Haerin leaned her head closer, and a wave of nausea hit her as she realized they were maggots eating away at the organs. 

Haerin ran over to the nearest sink and threw up the remains of her lunch. She coughed heavily afterwards, covering her nose from the acidic smell of bile. A few tears rolled down her cheeks. 

A gentle hand rubbed her back. "Are you okay?" Chaewon asked. 

Haerin took a few deep breaths, setting her forehead against the edge of the cool metal sink before nodding. "We should get out of here," she croaked out. 

Chaewon exhaled and looked around. "You're right. We need to go before they come back." She hovered her eyes over the tall cabinets. "I'll get us more food. See if you can lift up the grilles." With a final reassuring squeeze of her shoulder, Chaewon walked away and put their last can of mangoes in Haerin's bag. 

Closing her eyes and taking one more deep breath, Haerin wiped the tears off her face with her hands before moving towards the security grilles. She bent down and grabbed the bottom bars of the contraption. With a little effort, she managed to lift the grilles up. Her heard slightly sped up at the clattering of the grilles and lowered it back down. 

She let out a sigh of relief when nothing came for them and turned towards Chaewon. "I can lift it up," she announced. 

"That's good," Chaewon said as she put a few more food cans into the backpack. She lowered herself from the counter and tried lifting the bag up, humming in satisfaction when it wasn't too heavy. She hoisted it up against her back and pulled the straps in front of her. 

She walked up to where Haerin was. They gently lifted the security grilles together, glancing around nervously as it started clattering again. When it reached a tall enough height, the girls ducked and dashed under the metal bars. 

The sudden shift in weight caused the girls to lose their grip on the grilles and they slammed back down with a heavy, resonating clang across the hall. They froze up with their bodies hunched over, extending their ears to make sure nothing else had heard it. They were relieved to see no one. 

"Okay," Chaewon gently breathed out. She shared a glance with Haerin and nudged her head towards the emergency staircase. "Let's go." 

The underclassman nodded and they carefully treaded towards the stairs. Chaewon looked up and down the flights of stairs and sighed as she saw no one. She gestured at Haerin to follow her and gently pushed the emergency exit open. 

The smell of fresh air mixed with a hint of death hit Chaewon's nose. She took a deep, satisfying breath before quickly getting down, informing Haerin to do the same. The emergency door closed behind them with a small click. 

Chaewon and Haerin stared wide-eyed at the countless number of student zombies pushing against a wall. A couple more came out from the surrounding woods, having been baited back to the school after wandering off. 

With a gulp, Chaewon gestured towards the gymnasium and the two students quickly took off and ran when a wandering infected spotted them. 

 

 

Yeonji and Kotone sprinted through the never-ending hallways of the school, narrowly avoiding the jaws and claws of the infected students. They panted heavily, nearing their limit, but they didn't dare to slow down, knowing the fate that would await them if they did. 

"Up!" Kotone yelled and pushed Yeonji up the flight of stairs on their left. Yeonji climbed halfway through before she heard angry footsteps above them followed by furious infected running down. 

"Go back!" Yeonji turned and screamed, shoving Kotone back down. Kotone jumped down, delivering two more gunshots at incoming students, their heads snapping back at the shots. She grabbed Yeonji by the wrist and dragged her with her through the next intersection. 

While they were running, a door slid open, and another student jumped out to grab Yeonji. The young skateboarder narrowly jumped back to avoid it, let out a shriek, and smashed its head in with her bat before promptly getting dragged by Kotone. 

The cop shot her final two rounds at the infected appearing in front of them with a wince, the blasts piercing her ears. She scrambled to look around and staggered as she noticed an emergency exit to their right. 

She pulled Yeonji in and pushed her to the forefront. "Exit! Exit, right now!" 

The two girls made their final mad dash to their door, hearing nothing but the heavy panting of their breaths, feeling nothing but the burning of their hearts and legs, seeing nothing but red, and tasting nothing but the metallic tang of the blood from their lungs. 

 

 

Nakyoung stood on top of Nien's shoulders with her elbows supporting her weight on the windowsill. Her eyes carefully scanned the outside. 

"There's a bunch of them out there," the vigilante said. The horde of zombie students were pressed against a wall and clawing against it, trying to get inside. "They're pretty far away, though." 

A few more gunshots were fired through the school, sending pangs of anxiety through Nakyoung's heart. The zombies followed the noise, moving farther away from them. 

"What do we do?" Nien looked up at the vigilante. 

Nakyoung sucked in a sharp breath. "I don't know. If we smash open this window, it's going to attract a whole bunch of them." 

"And a lot from the inside, too," Nien added, looking back at the door, feeling uneasy. The banging had stopped after the gunshots, but they could hear the infected's hurried footsteps. 

Nakyoung shook her head. "We can't wait it out, either. It'll take too long, and we don't know what's out there." She gulped. "I think we'll have to get out by the window." 

"Okay." Nien agreed. "You go. I'll hold you up." 

Nakyoung looked down at the firefighter. "Are you sure?" she asked, concerned. 

Nien nodded. "I won't fit with my outfit anyway. I'll keep filling the bag while waiting for you." 

The vigilante took a deep breath. "Okay," she whispered for herself to hear. "Could you pass me the axe?" 

Nien hummed in approval, letting go of her hand on Nakyoung's ankle to pick up the fire axe. She held it up to the girl. "Remember to use the pick," she reminded and held tightly onto Nakyoung's legs. 

Nakyoung took the axe by the hilt then adjusted her grip so that she held the middle of the shaft. Her feet swayed a little from losing her balance, but she trusted the firefighter to keep her steady. She slowly pressed the sharp end of the axe against the window to test the trajectory of the swing. Then, she brought it back onto her shoulder and slammed it powerfully against the window. 

The glass shattered into thin pieces, and they were thrown out by the force of the impact. Nakyoung staggered and instinctively put a hand back on the windowsill to steady herself. Already she noticed a few of the zombies had turned their attention towards her. She speedily smashed the corners of the windows where the glass hadn't broken to give herself a clear exit then dropped the axe down in the infirmary room with a loud thud. 

"I'm going out!" Nakyoung called out to Nien as she hoisted herself up against the thin entryway. 

"Got it!" The firefighter helped her up by lifting her boots. "Be careful out there!" 

Nakyoung didn't respond. She peeked her head over and grit her teeth when she saw there was nothing to break her fall but the fallen shards of glass and a patch of grass. Still, she sucked in a breath and pushed herself out, knowing she did not have time to hesitate. Her heart slightly dropped as she felt the wind momentarily sweep underneath her. 

Falling from the first floor, Nakyoung barely had time to readjust her landing position. Her left foot took most of the fall, twisting as it hit the ground, and she collapsed. She gasped as she took a moment to recover, the pain coursing through her nerves. Gritting her teeth, she powered through the nausea to get back up with the support of her hands, wincing as broken shards of glass cut into her palms. 

Nakyoung stood up, leaning her weight into her uninjured foot. She shortly glanced towards the infected that were approaching her and slowly jogged the opposite way, her left foot limping behind her and sucking in a breath at every step. Thankfully, it was a short fall, and she recovered from the pain quicker than usual. Soon, she got back into a full sprint as she ran away from the building. 

 

 

Chaewon and Haerin skidded to a stop in front of the gymnasium's double steel doors. 

The older student put a foot on the concrete step and banged a fist on the door, frantically looking back. "Hey! We're here! Someone get the door!" 

She momentarily stopped and bore her eyes into the doors, waiting for a response while catching her breath. 

"Uhm, unnie?" Haerin asked shakily, her eyes keeping watch behind them. 

Chaewon looked back again. During their escape, they had caught the attention of more infected students who were gaining on them. 

She grabbed the door handle and shook it viciously. "Open up!!" She pleaded, slamming the door with the palm of her hand. 

Her eyes shot open, and she took a trembling step back when she heard banging and growling coming from inside the gym. 

Haerin screamed behind her. She turned back around to see a zombie lunging at her and hastily put herself in front of it. She put her hands forward and slammed them into the chest of the male infected. It staggered back but quickly swung again and Chaewon's muscle memory activated as she put her right foot forward and sent a powerful right cross into its forehead, then stepped forward again to give a front kick into its stomach with an empowering yell, sending it falling down onto his back. 

Chaewon didn't wait for the zombie to recover. She grabbed Haerin by the arm and pulled them away from the incoming infected and the gym. 

Not knowing where else to go, the girls ran into the woods, but quickly backtracked with a shriek when an infected peeked out from behind a tree. They spun around and ran the other way before once again getting cut off by another group. Chaewon frantically darted her head around to find an opening, but the only one led them to the school. Figuring there was no better option, she pulled Haerin with her back towards the school, their shoes slamming into the ground as they put all of their energy in sprinting away. 

The girls screamed loudly and hugged each other as a woman in a bomber jacket appeared right in front of them. 

"I'm a person!" Nakyoung put her bloodied and cut palms up. She whipped her head behind her and jabbed a fist into an approaching student's throat. The zombie choked from the impact and Nakyoung took the opening to smash both silver knuckles into each side of its head and crushing its skull between her fists. The students screamed again behind her, hearing the gross cracking. 

"No time to waste!" Nakyoung turned back to them and gestured to them to follow her before taking off again. The girls nodded in astonishment and ran after her without much consideration. 

 

 

"Hey! We're here! Someone get the door!"

Hayeon hid in the storage room of the high school's gymnasium. Chaewon's yelling was faint through the thick doors, and she had just barely heard it over her clouded brain. 

Hayeon could feel her stomach eating itself. It had been nearly a week since she had last eaten. An empty plastic water bottle was crumpled up on her side as she sat with her back against a large metal mesh container with badminton rackets. She licked her dry crusted lips and looked around the pitch black room through lidded eyes. She had gone three days without water. It felt like her brain was drying up as it drilled against every part of her skull, sending consistent waves of tiredness and pressing into her eyes. 

"Open up!!" Hayeon's ear twitched as it picked up Chaewon's voice. She weakly got up, her knees nearly collapsing at the mere factor of standing on her two feet. She lurched forward and held herself up on the large container and let out a heavy exhale. Her mouth felt pasty and dry as she gulped down the little humidity left on the tip of her tongue. Her stomach churned in her body. 

God, she was hungry. 

She weakly slumped her way towards the storage room's doors and pressed the palm of her hand against it. Her forehead pressed against it, the coolness of the metal door doing little to ease her headache. 

Hayeon opened a slight gap in the door and peeked a hazy eye through it, squinting as the first light in days hit her dilated pupils. As her brain adjusted to the new information, she saw the infected students and teachers clawing at the front door across from where she was. Cases of water bottles and dried food lined up in front of the bleachers. Her body yearned for the nutrients. 

She closed the door and trudged towards the container. As her feet dragged behind her, they tapped into something soft. Hayeon stopped and looked down. 

Oh, she thought. Her mind was too hazy to process having bumped into her classmate's dead body. She had died the day before, but Hayeon did not have the tears to cry. She physically couldn't with how thirsty she was. 

Hayeon tapped her foot against the student's arm. It was rigid and cold, but still had some moisture to it. Her mouth tried to water. 

It was still meat, her brain said.

Maybe...

Hayeon shook her head. No. She couldn't do that. 

Her hand searched around in the darkness. The pads of her fingers touched the hilt of a badminton racket, and she held onto it with a weak grip. She knew it was useless, but she'd rather go down with some kind of fight. 

Hayeon pushed the door open once again. The zombies were still on the other side of the gym. With the remaining strength she had left, she stepped out without a sound. She didn't care about making a sound. She was just unable to with how weak she was. 

Hayeon made her way towards the emergency door next to the storage room. She walked at a slow pace while keeping her eyes on the floor, not even bothering to look up at the zombies. Arriving at the door, she pushed her entire body against it. It opened with a small creak, and she walked out into the woods. 

 

 

Yeonji slammed her body into the door and threw herself outside, finding herself at the back of the school. She flew a few extra steps before being able to stop herself, having gone too fast and looked back at Kotone with heavy breaths. The cop dashed out before turning back and slamming a foot into the door to slow the infected down, but it only barely disturbed them. 

Without a break, Kotone sprinted forward. "This way!" She panted and turned right, gesturing at Yeonji to follow. 

Yeonji's heart threatened to blow as they ran on the outside rim of the woods, trying to get away from the wave of infected chasing after them.  

A figure popped out of the woods in front of them and Kotone swung her knife at them. 

"Human!! Human!" Nakyoung screamed again with her arms up, just narrowly dodging the strike. Two surviving students appeared beside her. 

The vigilante staggered as she looked behind the cop. "Holy crap," she breathed out. She patted the two students on the shoulder and bolted again. The others were quick to follow her lead. 

"Where's Nien?" Kotone asked in alarm, counting the group members whilst running at the same time. 

"We got stuck in the infirmary. She's still in there," Nakyoung explained between worn out breaths. 

"What?" The officer exclaimed. "We need to go back for her!" 

"I know!" Nakyoung yelled. She whipped her head around at the zombies chasing after them and an idea illuminated in her head. She looked at Kotone. 

"Okay- here's the plan. I'll lead them away. Get the others to the truck then go back for Nien." 

"How will you do that?" Kotone wondered, wincing as sweat trailed down into her eyes. She coughed, slowing down her pace, but Yeonji pushed her forward. 

Nakyoung clumsily pulled out the revolver she had taken from the inmate. She clicked down the safety and showed it to the police officer. "With this," she puffed. 

Kotone gulped and nodded. "Okay." She wiped the sweat off her forehead and grabbed Yeonji by the arm. "Let's get out of here!" she shouted out, leading the teenagers forward and into the woods. 

Nakyoung slowed her pace down so that she was last in line. With a hand of her knee, she waited a couple of seconds for all the attention to be on her. During the small break, she felt her cuts sting harsher as the salt from her sweat seeped inside the wounds. She looked down at her hand. It was a bright red. Every part of her body burned. 

Nakyoung took a large, painful breath, and picked her pace back up. She took a sharp left turn into the woods, planning to circle around to lead them away from the other girls. The vigilante took a step forward and gasped as her ankle nearly gave out against the uneven ground. She put the revolver up in the air and shot once. The ear-splitting bang caught the attention of the remaining zombies, and they started chasing after her. She put the remainer of her energy into dashing as far as she could. 

 

 

A few infected hadn't gotten distracted by Nakyoung's gunshot. Kotone and the others kept on running through the forest, though, knowing they no longer had the energy to fight back. 

"Keep going!" Chaewon cried out as she noticed the others slowing down. She held a tight grip on Haerin's wrist. The rabid zombies chased closely after them. Some of them nearly ran into trees or stumbled over stray rocks, leaving some room for relief. 

"We're almost there!" Yeonji screamed, seeing the light at the end of the woods. 

"Unnie! Let go! I'm tripping!" Haerin screamed. Being shorter than her upperclassman meant she couldn't keep up as well with her speed. Chaewon cursed under her breath and released her grip.

"I see it!" Kotone pointed at red vehicle in the distance. It looked small from their perspective. "Come on!" she urged. 

The girls nodded and doubled down on their efforts, hope filling their hearts at the safe haven. 

 

 

Hyerin stood on top of the firetruck. After she had heard gunshots, her concerns grew, and she decided to take the high ground to survey the area. She had taken out a couple more wandering zombies that had come out from the adjacent forest. After the most recent shot, Hyerin kept her focus on the school. 

In her peripheral, she spotted Kotone, Yeonji, and two girls in school uniforms emerging out of the woods and running in their direction. She was taken aback by the number of zombified students chasing them. She didn't see Nakyoung nor Nien. 

"What happened?" She shouted out. Kotone pointed at the truck before aggressively waving an arm in front of her face. 

Understanding what she meant, Hyerin bent down and banged a fist against the truck. "Open up!" 

The back of the firetruck's door swung open at a 90º angle. Chaeyeon frantically looked around. "Are they back?" 

"Some of them are." Hyerin stood up with clenched teeth and drew her bow back. She shut an eye, aiming for the nearest zombie. She narrowed her open eye and inhaled, waiting for them to come closer.  She held her breath, completely froze her body, and let go of the string. 

The arrow flew towards the runners. Haerin and Chaewon ducked in fear with a shriek as it came close to them. As they kept sprinting, Haerin looked back and saw that the arrow had struck its target perfectly. 

Chaeyeon watched on in distress as the girls were on their last legs, practically flailing their limbs around as they struggled to outrun the infected. Her feet danced under her, feeling antsy as she looked at the scene with her eyes feeling humid. They looked like they were about to give out at any second. 

Eventually, the stress took over and she crawled back into the truck, picked up Dahyun's spear, and jumped out despite Jiwoo's shouts of protest. 

Chaeyeon ran up to the girls as they stepped on the road. She scooted to the side to let them pass and awkwardly swung the spear at the nearest infected with a yell of fear, nicking at its neck. Her attack and close proximity diverted most of the zombies' attention to her, and as they recalculated their target, Chaeyeon jabbed the spear forward with a terrified yell and the blade sheathed into the infected's throat. She pulled it back out, the body crashing onto the road, and stared at the pack as they started rushing towards her with quickening breaths and a few tears running down her face. 

She jumped as an arrow sank into a zombie's head with a squelch. The action brought her back to reality, and she hastily took a few steps back before turning around and darting away. 

 

 

As Kotone, Yeonji, Chaewon, and Haerin reached the truck, they barely had any force left to lift their legs up. 

Kotone pushed the two students forward. Haerin stumbled in front of the open door and held a hand out to grab at the side of the vehicle but missed in her exhausted state. Through half-open eyes, she put a foot onto the step, got closer, and tried again. This time, a strong hand reached out to her and pulled her into the vehicle, with more hands supporting her as she went further in. 

She collapsed at once with her head pressed against the floor and struggled to breathe. Everything was on fire. Her legs felt paralyzed, and she couldn't hear anything under the sound of her heart drilling against her ribs. She clutched at her chest with her hands as it sent piercing jolts of pain. She gasped and her lungs burned, making her cough and splutter. Whatever remained in her stomach threatened to come back up and she choked over her own breaths. 

Gentle but firm hands helped her up, steadily holding her head before dragging her body to let it rest against their front. 

"You're winded. Regulate your breathing." A low voice spoke behind her. Haerin choked and shook her head. "Take deep breaths through the mouth," Sohyun reassured. "You'll be okay." 

Chaewon followed next with Jiwoo also pulling her up, crashing her side against the wall. She gasped for air and ran a hand through her damp hair. With a groan, she threw her head up and shut her drained eyes. The girl threw her backpack off her back and rested against the wall of the firetruck and letting her spent arms fall to her sides. She took large, open-mouthed breaths, flinching as she tasted blood on her tongue. She wiped her nose with her hand and saw blood. Seoyeon handed her a napkin and she took it with a grateful smile. 

Yeonji crashed next to her with a strong yell, dropping her bat and letting it clatter onto the floor. "Holy shit," she heaved out. 

"Are you all okay?" Mayu turned around and asked nervously. She gasped and covered her mouth with a hand as she saw the state the girls were in. Yeonji gave her a small thumbs-up, not wanting to worry her, before going back to catching her breath. It did little to quell Mayu's fear. 

"They will be alright." Xinyu reassured empathetically, seeing how antsy the girl was. "Don't worry and just focus on the driving." She gave a warm smile. 

"The driving is what's making me nervous," Mayu mumbled and turned back. 

Kotone was the last one to enter, but as she stepped onto the edge of the firetruck's door, she heard a growl behind her. Her mind was too tired for her to react in time, but a loud gunshot responded for her. With her ears ringing, her eyes trailed towards Soomin. The girl peeked out of the firetruck's window and gave Kotone a weak smile and a thumbs-up. She had a wet cloth plastered on her forehead and her hair was stuck to her face. 

Jiwoo grabbed Kotone by the collar and pulled her in with a groan. The cop huffed. She closed her eyes, kneeling down and pressing her forehead against the floor. She let out a small yell before falling to her side with heavy breaths. 

Her eyes shot back open, and she jolted back upright. "I need to get Nien." She tried to stand up, but her legs gave in, making her fall back to the floor. 

"I don't think you'll be able to go back," Yooyeon said. She scanned her surroundings and lightly furrowed her brows. "Nakyoung isn't here, either." 

"She distracted the infected." Kotone groaned and pinched the bridge of her nose. "It's the only reason why we got away." 

Yooyeon sighed. "None of us are in a position to go help," she admitted. "All we can do is wait." 

 

 

Nakyoung ran back towards the school as she led the horde in circles. Her left foot ached with every step, threatening to crumble with every slam of it on the dirt.  

"Hey!" A voice called out. Nakyoung's head darted towards the sound and was taken aback by Nien's head peeking out the infirmary room's window. 

"Get in the building and pass by me! I have a plan!" 

Nakyoung wanted to question her, to ask her what her plan was, but she couldn't stop panting. She knew if she missed a single breath, she would surely give in. Without further explanation, the vigilante changed her trajectory and rushed towards the school's back door. 

She swung it open and dashed back into the school. Only a few corpses laid still in the hallway, unmoving, passing by in a blur as she bolted past them. The door closed slowly behind her, not quick enough to stop the horde. A zombie stuck its arm in the gap, and they quickly worked to push it open and chase after Nakyoung. 

The vigilante narrowed her eyes, trying her best to identify the halls she sped through. As she ran, she realized she wouldn't be able to recognize the infirmary in time, but the moment she crossed over a closed room, the door swung open and a hospital bed that was put on its side was pushed out by Nien, and it slammed harshly against the opposite wall. The sudden actions caused her to further twist her ankle, and she slammed to the floor with a sharp yell of pain. 

Before Nakyoung could react further, Nien ducked and hoisted her up, carrying her bridal style whilst simultaneously holding onto her axe. 

"Alright, let's go!" She exclaimed, and at the same time, Nakyoung watched as the zombies ran into the sideways bed, causing it to fall down with a loud bang. It successfully slowed the infected down as they tripped and fell over the hurdle. 

Nien effortlessly zoomed through the school, turning sharply to the left as she spotted the main entrance. With a final sprint, she slammed a boot against the bar handle and pushed the door open. She hastily stepped down the few stairs at the front before making a beeline for the truck. Not once did she slow down. Nakyoung gaped at her in utter disbelief. 

 

 

Chaeyeon let out shrill screams as she scampered away from the zombies with all of her will. She had gotten off the road and started spinning in circles with the infected chasing closely after her. 

"Stop moving so much! I can't shoot them down for you!" Hyerin complained as she aimed her bow towards the chaos below her. 

"I will literally die if I stop moving!" Chaeyeon retorted. She briefly looked back and screamed again as a zombie snarled in her face. 

Hyerin grunted and let go of the string, the arrow landing into the back of an infected's neck. She let out a huff and paused momentarily, looking at the mess. She had taken down half of the ten zombies running after Chaeyeon. She held back a sigh as her eyes scanned over the many arrows she had wasted. 

She unenthusiastically reached at her quiver for another arrow but froze as her hand swiped at air. With wide eyes, she tore the container off her back and stared at it. It was empty. She had left her crossbow in the vehicle. 

"I'm all out!" She yelled. 

"What?" Chaeyeon shrieked in disbelief. Hot tears streamed down her eyes. 

Hyerin sucked in a breath. With a gulp, she put her hands next to her mouth, creating a speaker. "You'll have to fight them off!" 

"I can't do that!" 

"Just turn back and swing it at neck level!" 

Chaeyeon responded with another scream but did as she was told, doing a 180º spin with her weapon clutched tightly in her hands. The blade flew and slashed the neck of a zombie. The girl gasped as it fell. 

"I did it!" She sobbed before fleeing from the rest of the small group. 

Hyerin shook her head and sighed. She spun her head around, her body going on high alert as she saw Nien running away from a large horde whilst carrying Nakyoung. 

"The others are back! Get in the truck!" The archer called out to Chaeyeon before climbing down the roof and landing in the vehicle. 

Chaeyeon jumped back onto the road and scampered towards the firetruck. Nien had also stepped onto the asphalt at the same time, and the two girls met up in the middle before sprinting the rest of the way. 

Jiwoo reached and arm out and Chaeyeon latched onto it. The athlete pulled her friend into the truck with a huff and the latter crashed into her, shaking like a leaf as she buried her face into her shirt. 

"I got you," Jiwoo gently comforted her. She pressed the side of her face against the top of Chaeyeon's head. The girl took a deep breath, then started chuckling through her sobs. Eventually, she was laughing. 

Jiwoo narrowed her eyes. "Did Yubin possess you or something?" 

Chaeyeon weakly hit her arm with a large grin. 

Nien ran up to them and tossed Nakyoung into the truck, the girl slamming into the two friends with a pained curse. The firefighter slammed the door closed from outside and grabbed onto the handle bar, keeping her feet on the metal steps. 

"Start the truck!" She yelled while pushing back the incoming zombies. 

Mayu screamed and thrusted her foot full force into the gas pedal. The wheels of the firetruck spun in place for a second before rolling away in a flash, making everyone roll and crash into the back wall. They shouted out complaints as they bounced around in the back, Mayu driving over every bump on the field until she reached the smooth road. Nien held onto her helmet as she felt the wind whip against her face and grinned in exhilaration. 

After recovering from the crash, Soomin stared out at the windshield in a daze. She blinked a couple of times before frowning as she spotted something walking on the road. Her eyes shot open and she jolted up. 

"Stop!" 

Mayu slammed her foot into the breaks causing everyone to scream again as they rocked forward. A bag struck Sohyun in the face. The tires screeched against the asphalt as they stopped, just barely avoiding hitting the figure in front of them. The putrid scent of scorched rubber hit the girls' noses as they groggily lifted themselves back up. 

A girl who wore the high school's uniform stood in the middle of the road, mere inches away from the firetruck. She held a tennis racket, and was completely unresponsive from the near-accident. 

"...Hayeon?" Chaewon uttered. Everyone held their breaths, waiting for a reaction from the girl. 

Hayeon barely glanced over at the truck before her eyes rolled back and she collapsed onto the road. 

Notes:

since my classes started today i might end up updating less frequently lol sorry

but hey! happy ~one month of this fic's release! i'll be honest, writing nearly 83 thousand words in a month is insane... i might need to go touch grass and socialize
the author curse hasn't gotten to me just yet! it did try to a week and a half ago, but uhhhh i just kept writing lol.
thank you for reading my work! this is a lot for just a one month anniversary but i'm telling you this is the biggest writing project i've taken thus far and im proud of it and all of you.
don't ask about my other works.

see you next time!

 

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Chapter 12: Retention

Notes:

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Chapter Text

"We're running out of food." 

Hayeon looked up to her professor as he spoke in the middle of the gymnasium. Students and staff alike turned their attention to him from everywhere, either sitting down on the bleachers or standing in a corner. She sat cross-legged alone with her back against the wall.  

Hayeon had counted the number of survivors in the gym. They totaled thirty-six, including her. Twenty-eight of them were students, and the remaining eight were adults; five teachers and three miscellaneous staff members.  

The number was abysmal.  

Still, it was far too many people to keep alive. Hayeon looked over to the front of the bleachers. Their supplies of water and food were stored in colorful plastic boxes, the kind school gyms had. Many of the boxes were still full. Their area hadn't been hit until a couple weeks ago. For some insane reason, the adults refused them the right to leave school grounds and evacuate, threatening them with expulsion. For some even more insane reason, the students actually decided to stay, including her.  

Well, she didn't want to stay, but her parents forced her to. She wondered where they were; they probably deserted by now. Hayeon chuckled at the thought, hoping they were at least alright.  

Hayeon snapped out of her reverie when the group of survivors gathered in the center, surrounding the teacher. With a sigh, she pushed herself up with a grunt and joined them. She pushed herself to the front, ignoring the judgmental looks from her classmates.  

"How long will the supplies last us?" Another teacher asked.  

The professor sucked in a breath, glancing over at the supplies. "With our numbers, only a couple more days." 

Fearful murmurs surrounded Hayeon. The girl herself was worried.  

"What should we do?" A student raised his hand and asked. The tag on his uniform read 'Han Yujin.'  

"Should we leave?" added a female student. Her name said 'Lee Wonhee.'  

The teacher passed a hand over his rough and untrimmed mustache, furrowing his brows.  

"I believe we'll have to send someone out," he announced.  

More murmurs echoed through the large gymnasium, crescendoing into loud voices of protests against the idea.  

"Who?" A voice spoke in the back of the crowd, silencing everyone. The group quickly caught on and started eyeing each other. Many of the gazes landed on Hayeon. One of them was from Chaewon, the girl whom she loved to relentlessly tease, and who'd always retaliate with a scream and a punch to her gut.  

Before she could think, Hayeon's hand shot up. "I think Chaewon should go."  

All conversations froze and everyone leered at Hayeon. Chaewon was a block of ice, boring her eyes into Hayeon in utter shock. Hayeon swallowed tensely at the silence.  

"Wow." A boy scoffed. "Already throwing someone under the bus?"  

Hayeon sucked in a short breath. "If we're sending someone, then we should send someone who can fight. Chaewon knows martial arts." Her words slipped out one after the other without her being able to stop. "If one of the zombies runs after her, she could probably fight back, or even kill it!"  

"Kill it? Seriously?" Someone chuckled in disbelief.  

"Jeong Hayeon, are you seriously doing this?" Chaewon muttered, her eyebrows twisted together.  

"But she has a point, doesn't she?" A student favored Hayeon.  

"Yeah, but why send a classmate when one of the adults could go?" Someone else raised a new concern.  

At the question, the teachers and staff members scrambled to side with Hayeon's idea.  

"Adult or not," the female teacher started, "it would be objectively better to send someone who's trained to fight."  

"You're only saying that because you don't want to go," Wonhee protested.  

"Hey. We're the adults here. Trust us on this."  

"Yeah, listen to what the grown-ups are saying," the janitor spoke.  

"Why would we listen to the janitor out of all people?" A young classmate laughed sarcastically.  

The gym quickly delved into chaos. Students and adults alike yelled over each other, completely forgetting the issue at hand. Hayeon looked around at the mess she created and stepped back. Whilst moving away, she locked eyes with Chaewon. The latter had betrayal written all over her face.  

Hayeon took a shaky breath and slowly retreated herself. Taking backwards steps, she bumped shoulders with another student. Hayeon's eyes hovered over her nametag. 'Jung Ahyeon.'  

Ahyeon narrowed her eyes at her. Hayeon mumbled a quick apology before leaving the circle. She took hurried steps towards the storage room, opened the door, and locked herself in. She turned around and slid down the door. Hitting the floor, she hugged her knees and buried her head in her lap.  

Hayeon took a deep breath, processing what she had just done. She let out a muffled yell before ruffling her hair with both hands in agitation. When her hair was messy enough, she sighed and let the back of her head drop against the metal door with a thud. Through clenched teeth, she seethed out,  

"Fuck."  

 

 

"Hey, she's moving!"  

"What? Where?"  

"Hayeon's awake?"  

"Shh- quiet!"  

Hayeon stirred uncomfortably. She could faintly hear the murmurs around her whilst she saw black. Her body caught the floor's vibrations as it moved under her. The nails of her fingers scratched the floor as they tried to close on her palms. She felt weighed down by her own body and the back of her aching head lied against a hard texture covered by a blanket. A nauseating pressure clutched at her heart and throat, threatening to make her regurgitate. 

"Hayeon? Can you hear me?"  A feminine voice echoed from her left. It rang like bells against her skull. 

Hayeon feebly opened her dry eyes, blinking as she tried to keep them ajar. The faint light burned her retinas. 

Surrounding her were a bunch of people. She couldn't make out their faces because of how blurry her vision was. They were all looking at her, dressed in different clothes. One of them was in a lab coat, while one was in a firefighter suit. Another was dressed up in a sea-blue police costume... Was that her school uniform? 

Hayeon pried opened her parched lips. No sound came out. 

A hand snuck under her back and gently lifted her up. Another hand supported her head. Hayeon kept her hands on her side. Her brain was fogged up, barely able to keep up with the information it received. 

The woman on her left unclasped the cap of a water bottle and pressed it against her crusted bottom lip. "Here, drink this."  

The bottle tilted slightly upward, letting a steady stream flow down into her mouth. Her body was grateful for the much needed moisture, but her motor functions couldn't respond accordingly. 

Hayeon struggled to gulp the water down. She couldn't move her lips. Majority of the liquid dribbled out of the corner of her lips and flowed down her chin, uselessly dripping onto her shirt. 

The water entered her breathing pipe, and she coughed and spluttered. The reaction took away more energy than she had, and the sudden movements pushed her brain into itself, compressing it together. 

Hayeon couldn't take it and closed her eyes. She felt herself fall before blacking out. 

 

 

Seoyeon dropped the water bottle to her side as she fixed her gaze on the student. The others surrounded Hayeon, exchanging nervous glances with each other after Hayeon passed out again. The nurse focused on her breathing, making sure the water hadn't clogged her airway. 

It had taken the student several minutes to wake up. Nien had hurriedly picked her up and rushed her into the vehicle. Mayu had pressed her foot into the gas pedal the moment the firefighter shut the door behind her. They immediately checked for a bite, and at the confirmation that she was safe, their concerns turned to her unconsciousness. 

It didn't take a doctor to know the girl was severely dehydrated. Her skin was scaly and a sickly pale, and her lips were chapped with the brittle skin peeling away and leaving cracked wounds. Her eyes were sunken deep into their sockets. In the short time she was awake, Seoyeon saw how irritated and red the sclera were. 

"Is she still alive?" Yeonji murmured. She went to grab Hayeon's hand and cringed at how shriveled it was. 

Seoyeon watched the weak rise and fall of Hayeon's chest and nodded. "She's breathing." 

"But is she okay?" Chaewon asked, wiping off the last bits of blood on her face with her napkin. 

The nurse sighed and combed her hair back. "Passing out twice in a row in such a short time is not a good thing. Given how dehydrated she looks, it must've been her late second or even third day without water." 

Seoyeon sucked in a breath, "If she doesn't wake back up..." she trailed off. 

Kotone raised an eyebrow, an uncomfortable pit growing in her stomach. "What does that mean?" 

Seoyeon huffed and shut her tired eyes, massaging her forehead. She brought her hand down to her mouth. 

"She might go into a coma and... die." 

The nurse gritted her teeth as whispers of shock surrounded her before they grew into clamoring protests. 

Yeonji stood up abruptly, stumbling from the moving vehicle. 

"What do you mean, die?" She expressed her disbelief with her arms thrown out in front of her. Her eyes shook along with the rest of her body. 

Seoyeon pressed her palms against her aching eyelids. "Severe dehydration can lead to comatose and eventually death." 

"But the water you just gave her is going to help, right?" Kotone wondered. 

Seoyeon shook her head and sighed. "Barely. She's lost a lot, and we would need to keep replacing the fluids. Unfortunately, in her unconscious state, that is not possible unless we can hook an IV fluid into her arm." 

Yeonji whipped her head around, looking at the several bags stacked on the floor. "We could just- hook her up with a water bottle, right? It's the same thing." 

Seoyeon furrowed her brows. "It doesn't work like that." 

"Why not!" Yeonji threw her hands up. Seoyeon closed her eyes and buried her face in her hands. 

Yooyeon jumped in with a collected voice. "IV fluids are specially formulated. It has more than just water. It also contains other solutions such as salt, glucose, even potassium. And I'm only naming a few here." 

Yeonji clicked her tongue. She took a shaky breath while tapping a foot on the ground. "Well- we have salt! Just add it to the water!" 

Yooyeon pressed her lips together and furrowed her eyebrows, mystified at the young girl's misconception. "...No." She blurted. 

The skateboarder scoffed and balled her fists. "I don't get what's so hard about this!" 

"Because that's not how it works, you idiot!"  Seoyeon snapped with her eyes still closed, throwing her head forward with clenched hands. Yeonji instantly reeled back into silence at her outburst. 

Seoyeon's heart dropped to her stomach. Her eyes shot open, and she searched for Yeonji. Upon finding her, she saw the skateboarder's eyes trembling. 

"Hey!" Kotone stood up and hooked a protective arm around Yeonji. "Don't you yell at her," she denounced Seoyeon with an accusatory glare. Everyone else was stunned into stillness. 

Seoyeon looked away in shame. Yooyeon caught the nurse's weary eyes and frowned. She looked at Kotone. "I don't think you're in a position to say that." 

"Oh, really?" Kotone raised her eyebrows. "Why not? She just screamed at the poor girl." 

The scientist narrowed her eyes at the policewoman. "You didn't do much to stop Yeonji from yelling at her either." 

"She just learned her friend's life was in critical danger," Kotone argued. "Her anger is more than reasonable, especially since we risked our lives to get her." 

Kotone huffed. "We've sacrificed a lot. She's just trying to figure out solutions with the few things we have." 

Nakyoung, whilst holding onto her ankle, opened her mouth to retort. Yooyeon swiftly mashed a hand against her face to stop her. 

"If it comes to sacrifices, then I need you to recognize how much Seoyeon's also sacrificing. She's the only medical professional in this group, and she has no actual medical equipment. Don't you believe that she, too, is trying her best with what little we have?" 

Kotone moved her eyes to Seoyeon. The nurse was taking deep breaths with her eyes closed whilst guiltily picking away at the skin of her nails. The officer scoffed and looked at the floor, putting her hands on her hips. Next to her, Yeonji kept her head low. 

With a smack of her lips, Kotone slowly nodded. Her eyes still trailed on the ground, she said, 

"Right. You're right. I'm sorry." 

Nakyoung moved Yooyeon's hand away with her wrist. "Look at Seoyeon when you say that." 

Kotone grinded her teeth together and shut her eyes. She turned to the nurse, who met her gaze with lidded eyes. 

"I'm sorry," the officer repeated. 

Seoyeon gave her a shake of her head. "It's fine," she dismissed, bringing her attention back to Hayeon. "Let's just focus on the patient." 

The nurse wiped her hand over her mouth and scrunched her nose. She took a shaky inhale through her mouth. "Since we don't know when she'll wake up, we should bet on getting to Daejeon as quickly as possible." 

Kotone nodded. "Mayu-chan," she called out. "Could you go full speed on the truck, please?" 

Mayu kept her eyes locked onto the road and gave a small nod. She pushed her foot fully into the pedal, accelerating the vehicle's speed. It capped at 115 kilometers per hour. 

"Is that the fastest it'll go?" Xinyu wondered. 

Nien nodded. She reached for a small pink purse and pulled out a phone. "It's a bit slower than the average car, but it should take us a little under two hours to get to Daejeon," she said as she tapped away at the screen. 

Chaeyeon looked over. "How can you still look at the map app when there's no data?" she asked curiously. 

Nien zoomed out of the map to show her photo gallery. "It's not the app. 'Tone had us take screenshots of Korea while cellular data was still up. We can charge our phones using the truck." Kotone smiled proudly. The other girls stared at each other in astonishment. 

Soomin weakly chuckled at the front. "We should've done that." 

Seoyeon snapped her head towards Soomin and her heart dropped. She had completely forgotten about the girl with their situation. The nurse stood up and carefully climbed over towards her. The young gunner had her eyes shut with her eyebrows tightly knit together. She had sweat coating every part of her face. Her radiating skin was a burning furnace, and she took deep, painful breaths. Seoyeon could almost catch a glimpse of steam with each huff. Her cuffed hands were clasped tightly together, her knuckles white from the sheer force. 

Seoyeon carefully peeled the wet cloth off Soomin's forehead and set the back of her hand against it. She quickly retracted her hand with a hiss. 

"This is bad," she admitted with a grimace. 

Nien's face lit up. "Oh! We got some stuff from the infirmary room." She rapidly took off her backpack. Unzipping the bag, she picked up her fire axe and put it to the side before handing it to Seoyeon. 

"Oh, thank goodness." Seoyeon heaved a massive sigh and gratefully took the backpack by the straps. She sat down on the console bar and raked through the numerous pill bottles, bandages, and female sanitary products. 

Nakyoung stretched her lips to one side, watching nervously as the nurse messily looked through the bag. "Uh, Seoyeon?" 

Seoyeon hummed inquisitively as she kept her eyes on the contents in the backpack. The nurse beamed and pulled out the small first-aid kit at the bottom. She held it up between her hands, admiring it. 

The vigilante awkwardly scratched an itch on her cheek with her shoulder. "Well, I have pretty bad cuts on my palms, so I think I'll need a checkup." 

Seoyeon's smile faded and she dropped her arms, her tired eyes locking onto Nakyoung. The latter pressed her lips together, putting her palms up for her to see. The cuts had bled down her forearm, and her hands were painted messily with crimson. 

Trying to not crumble under the nurse's disapproving stare, Nakyoung inhaled. "I also sprained my ankle." 

Seoyeon blinked the tiredness out of her eyes. "How bad is it?" 

Nakyoung pursed her lips. "I was running on it for a few minutes. Then I twisted it a second time." 

"A second time?" Seoyeon parroted in disbelief. Nakyoung held her tongue but gave a slight nod. 

The nurse rested the aid kit on the floor and went back to searching the bag. 

"Injuries... Everyone's getting injured..." she muttered under her breath as her hands prodded around sluggishly. Concern raised in Yooyeon's heart as she watched the hardworking woman. Her eyebags significantly worsened by the day, and her eyebrows were permanently creased together. 

"I'll can do everything for you." 

Seoyeon halted her searching and turned her attention to Yooyeon. "Really?" she asked with a hint of relief in her voice. "...Are you sure?" she added with a drop of doubt. 

Yooyeon nodded. "Just tell me what they need. I'll take care of the rest." 

Seoyeon let her shoulders drop. She gave Yooyeon a worn out but serene smile that reached her exhausted eyes. "Thank you." 

 

 

The members of the firetruck sat quietly in the vehicle as it rolled calmly through the streets. They were illuminated by the sunlight casting on their left, letting in a soft glow through the truck whilst a few dust particles floated in the tranquil yellow light. Mountains of emerald green surrounded them. 

The scenery felt comfortable to Haerin. 

The young girl looked around, analyzing every face that crossed through her eyes. All the bags and weapons were pushed to the back of the vehicle. Hyerin stared out the door's window with her legs crossed, her head leaning back against the car seat in the back left, opposite of where Haerin sat. Leaning against said door was Yooyeon, who caressed Seoyeon's head that was rested against her shoulder, sleeping soundly. The scientist watched the woman's peaceful expression with a smile of endearment. 

Nakyoung sat beside the scientist with her new and professionally bandaged hands. After trying to teach Yooyeon how to wrap them right for countless minutes, and the woman failing miserably every time, Seoyeon had given up and did them herself. Haerin thought the bandaged fists fit the vigilante. Nien had each elbow propped up on the front seats as she gently guided Mayu's nerve-filled driving. 

Hayeon still rested on her back with her head propped up against a sports bag. She hadn't woken up in the near half-hour after passing out again. Concern mixed with fear rose in her throat with each passing second, but Haerin kept it down with a gulp. Yeonji sat beside Hayeon, scrutinizing her with her arms hugging her knees. Chaewon was sitting on the other side, engaged in a hushed conversation with the skater. Haerin extended an ear to listen in, noticing how Kotone did the same. 

"I didn't see much of you around school, but I thought you looked a little familiar," Chaewon told her. 

Yeonji let out a small chuckle. "Hard to spot me when I'm practically never there." 

Haerin slightly adjusted her seating position whilst wrapped around the protective arms of the woman behind her. 

Sohyun looked down at her. The cloth around her head was replaced with a bandage. 

"How are you feeling?" she asked. 

Haerin looked up at her. She took a deep breath and nodded. "Better," she answered with a small smile. "Thank you." 

The bodyguard hummed. "It doesn't feel good to be winded." 

Haerin agreed with a nod of her head. She looked at Sohyun's clothes. "I like your suit," she complimented. The bodyguard wore a gray sleeveless vest over her white shirt with black gloves. 

Sohyun nodded. "Thank you," she replied politely. 

"Are you some kind of agent? Or bodyguard?" the student wondered. 

"Yes." Xinyu swooped in and answered, leaning forward in her seat. Her voice had a slight rasp to it, and Haerin noticed a horizontal bruise running along her neck. The fashionista grinned. "She's my bodyguard, Park Sohyun. I'm Xinyu," she introduced herself to the student. 

Sohyun turned back and scrutinized Xinyu with narrowed eyes. The fashionista eyed her back with a knowing smirk. Haerin observed as they exchanged silent messages through their gazes. She tried to understand them, but ultimately gave up. 

Kotone approached the girls with her eyes hovering over Haerin. "What are we talking about?" 

"We're just introducing ourselves," Haerin answered. The bodyguard and her client broke eye contact to turn their attention towards the police officer. 

"Do you need something?" Sohyun quirked a brow. 

Kotone shrugged. "I wanted to see if I could borrow the kid for a moment. I want to talk to her and the other student." 

"Why?" Xinyu wondered. 

"It might help us understand how the Hayeon girl got in this situation," Kotone explained, passing a hand over her head. "I'm trying to piece everything together." 

"Doesn't sound too important," Sohyun argued. "They're here now, aren't they?" 

Kotone sighed. "None of you really seem to like me, huh?" 

Sohyun shrugged. "I guess Nakyoung's anti-authority propaganda rubbed off on me." 

Kotone chuckled lightly before dropping her smile and leering into Sohyun's eyes. The bodyguard kept a calm expression as she stared back. 

Haerin looked between the two women. She gulped, then gently pried the bodyguard's arms away from her. 

"I can talk," she spoke and stood up. Kotone sighed in relief and detached her eyes from Sohyun. 

"Thank you," she muttered and tilted her head towards Chaewon. "Let's have a chat." 

 

 

Kaede and Shion walked down the gravel path. With no other method of transportation and knowing there wasn't anything behind them for a few dozen kilometers if they turned back, Kaede opted to follow the trail. Although Shion doubted there was anything at the end of the road, Kaede reasoned there must've been something if there was one.

They had been walking on gravel for the past hour. Kaede walked a couple paces in front of Shion, only carrying a medium-sized backpack and a tote bag. Meanwhile, Shion took the heavy responsibility of carrying the rest of their belongings, as she was strong enough to do so. Two large backpacks were strapped behind her back whilst her left hand kept a tight grip on a crimson sports bag. Her right hand carried yet another bag. 

Although she felt the strain of her muscles and the hot sunlight hit her face, Shion didn't slow her pace. She didn't like to admit it, but she enjoyed the light exercise the bags provided. She looked down at her arms and sighed as she saw her scars shining in the light. 

Shion kept her eyes on Kaede as they marched. She watched how the woman walked with an air of nonchalance in her steps. The back of her tied-up hair tousled in the warm breeze that signaled the near-end of Spring. Whenever she would turn her head to the side, contemplating her surroundings, Shion saw her eyes reflect the evening sunlight, making them glow a soft maroon. Her eyes gave away nothing concerning how she felt. 

Shion's gaze traveled to Kaede's ear. Although it was still healing, Kaede had decided to forgo the bandages, showing off the injury. A large chunk of her outer ear had been torn off near the top, creating a wavy crescent between the top and bottom. A thick layer of dry scabs lined over the open wound. 

She swallowed a lump in her throat. 

"Does it still hurt?" 

Kaede looked back at her inquisitively. Shion lifted her right arm and pointed a finger at her own ear. 

The thief blinked and turned to the front. "It's manageable." 

"What caused it?" Shion continued. 

"An arrow," Kaede responded curtly. 

"You got shot?" The girl's eyes widened. 

Kaede didn't answer. The sound of their boots crunching against the gravel echoed in Shion's ears. She sighed under her breath, readjusting her grip on the strap of the sports bag. She kept her eyes over Kaede for a few seconds before resigning and looking down at her boots, going back to a silent walk. 

"I see something," Kaede spoke up after a few minutes. 

Shion looked ahead and raised her eyebrows. Entering her field of vision was a tall chain metal link fence that extended horizontally from the road. It stretched far into the forests on both sides, and Shion could see no end to the cloturage. Barbed wire sat at the top of the fence, and a large chain gate imposed itself on the path, the entrance covering a width double the size of the road. As they progressed closer, Shion spotted a few warning posters put up in front of the gate. 

The two girls stopped in front of the gate. It was held shut by a large chain wrapped around the handlebars. A large padlock was hooked into the holes of the chains. The warning posters described the fence to be electric. There was a pictogram depicting a man with a gun and helmet falling as he got electrocuted. 

"8000 volts," Shion whispered. "How will we get through?" she asked, looking both ways at the unending barrier. 

Kaede looked at the posters, then at the lock, and hummed. "It's bullcrap." 

"Huh?" Shion turned to her, taken aback. 

"It's just to make people stay away," Kaede explained, pointing a finger at the pictogram. "That's a soldier, and that-" she then pointed at the padlock, "is metal." 

"Is this a military base?" Shion guessed. 

"Seems like it," Kaede confirmed. She pulled the map out of her pocket and scrutinized it closely. "There's no base drawn anywhere on here. It must've been kept secret. The warning is just an over-the-top message for civilians to keep out; there's no actual threat to life." 

Shion took in a breath. "You're saying the military lied to us?" 

Kaede spun her head towards Shion. She looked the girl up and down before shaking her head. She sighed and turned her body so that it faced the girl. 

"Let me tell you something. It'll make you rethink a lot of things," Kaede asserted, taking a step forward. 

Shion blinked and gulped nervously. "What?" 

Kaede smiled and leaned in, her face inches apart from Shion's. Shion's eyes widened at the close proximity, and she held her breath. 

Kaede's lips parted. "They're always lying," she whispered before leaning back and dropping her smile. 

Kaede confidently pressed a hand against the chain link fence. Nothing happened. Shion's eyes darted between her and the metal. 

"Wait here." The thief ordered before pulling herself up the fence with a grunt. She scaled the cloture with practiced ease whilst Shion watched her in bewilderment. Kaede huffed a sigh as she reached the spiraled barbed wires. She carefully took it and lifted it up, flinching back as a barb nicked her forearm. She tossed her bags over before slowly crawling between the wires and the fence. She climbed down halfway before jumping off and landing smoothly on her feet. 

Kaede reached for her bag and opened it, rustling through the survival items before pulling out a small pick. 

Shion stepped closer to the fence but avoided touching it. "What's that for?" 

Kaede didn't respond. Instead, she moved towards the gate and grabbed the padlock before inserting the pick. She twisted the instrument around whilst extending an ear against the lock, listening closely at the metallic grinding. With every faint click, her heart hopped in her chest before she moved onto the next lock. 

With a final click, Kaede pulled on the padlock, and it opened. She unhooked it from the chains and unwrapped the large metal rope from the handles. Finished, she tossed them aside and they landed on the gravel with a loud clatter. Kaede huffed and pulled on the handlebars. With an ear-piercing metallic groan, the gate opened. Shion's shoulders untensed, having watched the entire process in nothing short of awe. 

Kaede huffed and stepped aside. She nudged at Shion. "Come on." 

Shion snapped out of her amazement and quickly jogged through the gate. Kaede closed it back, grabbed the chain on the floor, and re-wrapped it around the handle. She picked the padlock up and shoved it in her bag along with her pick before hoisting the strap against her shoulder. 

"You're not locking it back?" Shion wondered as Kaede made her way towards her. Her question went unanswered once again when Kaede kept walking. Shion sighed and followed begrudgingly, feeling the ache in her muscles as she carried everything. 

 

 

Chaewon traced circles on the floor with her finger whilst supporting her chin with her fist. She looked up at Hayeon's sleeping face and clicked her tongue. Haerin sat next to her whilst Kotone was in front of them with a small notepad and a pen. The cop diligently wrote something down on the small paper before narrowing her eyes.  

"How did you get roped in all of this again?" She pointed her pen at Haerin. The student looked down at her shoes. 

"They said two fighters had a better chance of coming back than one." 

"And how old are you?" 

"Thirteen." 

"Holy crap," Nakyoung whispered behind them. Kotone snapped her head towards the vigilante and made a grimace. Nakyoung grimaced back before rolling her eyes and looking away. 

Kotone turned back with a shake of her head. "Shouldn't you be in middle school, then?" 

"Ah, I skipped a grade," Haerin explained. 

Kotone leaned back on her elbows and blew a large sigh through her mouth. "Alright." She clicked her pen on the floor and read through her notes. 

"Let me get the story right. Over thirty survivors were in the gym. They sent you two to get supplies, but something happened and the whole group got infected while you were stuck in the kitchen for days," she resumed. Haerin gave her a nod of confirmation. 

"And Hayeon fed us to the dogs." Chaewon sneered. Most of the initial concern she held had evaporated when she recounted their story, leaving a hint of animosity in her heart. 

Haerin didn't refute. "Yeah, that was pretty messed up of her, especially since Chaewon-unnie was the only other person Hayeon would consistently talk to." 

"It was mostly just her teasing me, though," Chaewon mumbled and shyly scratched her neck. 

Kotone hummed and clapped her notepad closed. "Alright, thank you girls," she said with a nod. "You're free to go." 

Chaewon stretched her arms out with a yawn. She rubbed her eye as she watched Haerin go back to the bodyguard, her client, and the firefighter. 

Chaewon's eyes instinctively moved to Hayeon. She pressed her lips together and crawled her way next to the sleeping girl. She didn't know how long they had been traveling, but the troublemaker still hadn't woken up. Yeonji had left her side to speak with Soomin at the front. 

Chaewon looked down at her, verifying she was still breathing. She let out a breath she didn't know she was holding when she saw the faint fall of Hayeon's chest. 

The student hugged her knees against her chest. You asshole, she thought, glaring at Hayeon. I bet it was real comfortable just getting to walk up and get saved. 

Hayeon predictably kept her eyes shut. Chaewon bit the inside of her cheek. She sighed and lifted the corner of her lip. 

It's kind of funny how we both ended up here despite everything. I guess you throwing me out kind of saved me, in a way, so I can't be too mad. 

Chaewon chuckled to herself. Still, I'm not talking to you for the next year at least.  

Hayeon lied still on the floor, unresponsive. Chaewon blinked and narrowed her eyes, a feeling of impending doom rising in the back of her neck. 

Hayeon lied a little too still. 

Chaewon's eyes shot open and she scrambled to press the side of her face close to Hayeon's. Nakyoung, who was watching her, stood up abruptly, catching everyone else's attention. She accidentally shoved Yooyeon, who was next to her, which subsequently jolted Seoyeon awake. 

"What's going on?" asked the nurse, snapping her head around before her eyes landed on Chaewon and Hayeon. 

Chaewon felt nothing against her face. She sat up, shaking like a leaf. 

"She's not breathing." 

The temperature in the room dropped in a flash. Seoyeon rushed towards the students and pressed two fingers against Hayeon's neck where her pulse should've been. She took a sharp intake as a deathly shiver coursed through her nerves. 

Nothing. 

"There's no heartbeat," Seoyeon stated and looked around, making sure the area was clear. She lightly shook Hayeon by the shoulders before lowering her head to the ground and checking her airway for any clogging. 

Seeing nothing, Seoyeon hissed out a curse before kneeling. She frantically took off her jacket and pressed her palms on top of each other in the center of Hayeon's unmoving chest. She pressed down harshly using the strength in her shoulders, transferring the force into Hayeon's heart. 

There was no sound other than the nurse's huff with every strong pump of her arms. Everyone stared, frozen in place as a chill rested on the back of their necks. No one dared to move or even breathe. Chaewon had retreated back to watch the events unfold in pure distress. 

Seoyeon wasn't even halfway through the first thirty compressions, but the wait felt excruciating. It was as if time had slowed down, and the truck itself looked like it had stopped moving. Everyone's hearing felt muffled like they were underwater. 

Nien was the first to draw herself out of the collective stillness. She slid herself to the other side and faced Seoyeon. 

"How can I help?" the firefighter demanded, her expression full of determination. 

Seoyeon gritted her teeth. "You know CPR?" she asked. Nien gave her a firm dip of her head. 

"Okay," Seoyeon huffed, not stopping her chest compressions. "Get ready to switch out with me," she ordered as her arms started to burn. Nien nodded and took off her gloves. 

Counting thirty in her head, Seoyeon quickly released herself. She moved to Hayeon's head and tilted her head back with a palm against her forehead and two fingers under her chin. She then pinched the girl's nose, leaned in, and gave two rescue breaths, each lasting a second. The nurse kept her eyes on the student's chest to make sure the air passed through her lungs. 

Seoyeon moved back after the successful administrations. In an instant, Nien took over with perfect form, settling into her role like clockwork. Seoyeon glanced over at Hayeon. The girl was yet to give a sign of life. 

A loud snap resonated through the truck, causing some of the girls to shriek. Nien winced, but pushed through nonetheless, counting the pumps under her breath. 

"Was that a rib?" Yeonji cried between the two hands set in front of her mouth. Tears trailed down her eyes. Her nails dug into her face, threatening to break the skin. 

"It's completely normal," Seoyeon reassured, the pressure slowly but surely reaching her head. "Better a broken rib to save the person's life," the nurse added as she carefully listened to Nien's counting. 

"Twenty-eight, twenty-nine, thirty!" Nien exhaled, releasing her grip and shaking off her hands before moving over to administrate two more rescue breaths. When she was done, Seoyeon gave her a nod and took over in a flash. 

The girls watched tensely as the process repeated over and over again, a sliver of hope escaping their hearts with every unsuccessful round of CPR. Haerin hugged herself harshly through gritted teeth, trying to stay strong despite feeling hopeless. Sohyun rested a firm hand on the young student's shoulders while the other was interlocked with Xinyu's. 

Chaeyeon had a death grip on Jiwoo's jacket as she watched through blurry eyes. The athlete dug her fists against the floor, harshly biting the inside of her lip. Hyerin threatened to crush her empty quiver between her palms. Nakyoung still stood, keeping an eagle-eyed glare at the operation. Across from her, Kotone did the same with her hands pressing against each side of her neck. 

Mayu desperately wanted to watch, to encourage the girls, but she knew she had to keep eye on the road and drive them all safely to their destination. Her knuckles were white as they kept an iron grip on the steering wheel whilst she occasionally glanced at the scene through the rearview mirror. Next to her, Soomin repeatedly tapped a jittery foot on the floor whilst watching the rescue operation unfold. 

Chaewon couldn't move as she kept her hands against her own chest, clutching at her shirt. She and Yeonji exchanged desperate looks, trying to keep each-other's dwindling fire of hope alive. 

"Come on, Hayeon, come on!" Nien grunted with another rib-breaking push, the sound of the bone cracking sending shockwaves of phantom pain through each of the girls' hearts. The firefighter hadn't relented her efforts even once through the countless minutes Seoyeon and her spent trying to save Hayeon. 

Nien failed to bring her back after thirty compressions. Still, she moved onto the rescue breaths without a pause. 

Seoyeon took over like autopilot, at once starting the next round without much thought. Her eyes laser-focused on the task at hand, locking her hands together in a bone-crushing grip before pressing down with double the initial effort. Her own heart drilled through her chest, fueled by liquid adrenaline. 

As she pushed, she heard an incessant buzzing in her ears. The back of her neck pricked as every hair stood on end. The chill she felt dug at her bones, drilling the cartilage with a painful pressure. The muscles of her shoulders and arms burned in contrast, multiplying the aches that pierced through every part of her body. Sweat coated her face, and she felt her damp bangs sticking to her forehead. They dripped down onto her ghostly knuckles. 

The process felt interminable. It was interminable. But Seoyeon couldn't afford to stop. Not at the stake of someone's life. 

Finally, Seoyeon heard a gasp, and the nurse threw her hands up. 

Seoyeon snapped her head towards Hayeon, who had rolled over to her side with a wheeze. Nien was quick to push her onto her back again. The student's eyes shot open as she took quick and painful breaths. 

"Hey, it's okay. You're okay," Nien reassured, gently cradling Hayeon's head. Yeonji fell to her knees and looked down at Hayeon. 

"Hayeon-unnie!" Yeonji cried out, with her hands in front of her. 

The resuscitated student held a hand against her chest as she met the skateboarder's gaze, her own eyes widening as she recognized the girl. 

"Yeonji?" Hayeon asked through heavy pants. Before Yeonji could utter a word, though, Hayeon's eyes shut down again, and her head lulled back, putting a halt to her panicked breathing. 

Yeonji's heart sank. Her eyes darted between Hayeon's face and her unmoving form. Her hands shook as she kept them hovering above Hayeon's forehead. 

"...Hayeon-unnie?" she moused out, a new wave of tears pooling at her eyes. A lump formed in her throat. 

Nien leaned close and pressed her finger's against Hayeon's neck whilst focusing on her chest. After a few seconds, she let out a breath of relief. "She's breathing. Her heartbeat's slow, but it's there." 

Yeonji sniffed, wiping the tears off her face before looking at Nien. The firefighter looked back with a bittersweet smile, noticing the small marks on Yeonji's face where she had dug her nails into. At Nien's strong resolve, Yeonji felt the lump in her throat cut her breathing and let out a whimper. Nien's eyebrows creased empathetically, and she opened her arms, inviting the young skater in for a hug. Yeonji fell forward and buried herself into the firefighter's jacket, letting out loud sobs of relief that shook her entire body. They were muffled by the thick uniform that Yeonji gripped onto like a lifeline. 

Chaewon burst into tears as Yeonji wept. She wiped the tears away with the sleeve of her uniform, but they were quickly replaced by a new wave of waterworks. She gave up and leaned forward, pressing her forehead against the floor, and let out a whine mixed with relieved laughter. All around them, the girls expressed their consolation differently. Haerin let her tears flow down freely with a relieved grin. 

The constricting pressure on Seoyeon's heart dropped without a warning, and she collapsed. Before her head hit the floor, Yooyeon caught her in her arms. Seoyeon looked at her with wide eyes. The ceiling spun above them. 

"You did good," Yooyeon whispered, tracing a light thumb over Seoyeon's cheek. The scientist gently readjusted the nurse's bangs and combed out the strands of hair that stuck out messily.  

Combatting sleep, Seoyeon tried to reach her hand up to Yooyeon, but the latter simply took it and set it down on her stomach. 

"Go to sleep," Yooyeon reassured with a soft smile. "You deserve it. More than anyone." 

The corners of Seoyeon's lips upturned, and she fluttered her eyes closed. 

 

 

An hour had passed since the incident. Hyerin had gone back to staring out the window, holding her empty quiver in her hands. She watched as the land around them slowly flattened out as they left the province of Gangwon. There was no longer an abundance of trees, and as they approached the residential areas, Hyerin saw infected run after them from buildings. Her heart felt heavy in her chest as it pulsated steadily through her veins, her shoulders involuntarily tensing at the crowd following them shortly before being left in the dust. 

"Hey." A voice said behind her. Hyerin turned around and looked up at Chaeyeon. Jiwoo was next to her, leaning against the wall. 

The archer quirked an eyebrow. "Do you need anything?" she asked with her usual lack of warmth. Despite the cold greeting, Chaeyeon smiled. 

"I just wanted to say sorry about the arrows," she apologized. With a breath, she then proposed, "I'll see if I can find some for you when we reach Daejeon." 

Hyerin narrowed her eyes at Chaeyeon. The latter pursed her lips and awkwardly rocked herself back and forth. With a sigh, the archer turned back to the window. 

"It's fine," Hyerin responded. "I still have my crossbow." 

Chaeyeon was slightly taken aback. "Are you sure? Because I see you use your bow a lot more." 

"I said it's fine," Hyerin repeated forcefully. She adjusted herself in her seat. "I chose to shoot the arrows in that field, knowing I wouldn't get them back." 

Hyerin's eyes widened at her own words, and she spun her head around. Chaeyeon's jaw dropped in astonishment. 

"Woah," Chaeyeon breathed out. She turned towards Jiwoo with an open-mouthed smile whilst pointing a finger at the archer. "Did you hear that? Hyerin just said she loves me." 

Hyerin looked at Chaeyeon with distaste written on her face. Jiwoo blinked at her friend. 

"She did not say that," Jiwoo deadpanned through narrowed eyes before perking up. "And speaking of fields-" 

Chaeyeon's smile faded. "You're going to scold me, aren't you?" she supposed with a pout.  Hyerin went back to staring at the fields, knowing her conversation had concluded. 

"Yes, I will," the athlete confirmed Chaeyeon's hunch, making the girl deflate into herself. "You out of all people should've known how dangerous that was," Jiwoo chastised. 

"I know..." Chaeyeon acknowledged Jiwoo's concerns with a small wine. Jiwoo looked up at her, unconvinced. Her eyebrows were placed high on her forehead. 

"And you still went out anyways." 

Chaeyeon's breath caught in her throat, and she swallowed a heavy lump. "I was trying to help the others. It didn't seem right to just sit there and watch." 

"I know that," her best friend said softly, relaxing her eyebrows. "But you can't act out on your own like that." 

Jiwoo huffed and drummed her fingers on the floor. She breathed in before adding, "You told me you didn't want to lose me, right? Well, I don't want to lose you either." 

Chaeyeon ignored the aching feeling in her heart of being scolded by her best friend. She took a sharp intake of breath before looking away, her eyes trailing over the bags behind her. She sighed and pressed her eyelids shut. 

"...I just don't want to be useless," Chaeyeon muttered under her breath. 

"You aren't," Jiwoo refuted. 

Chaeyeon shook her head. "I don't know," she admitted. "I feel like I don't do enough." 

Chaeyeon felt a tug on her sleeve. She looked down and saw Jiwoo patting the empty space beside her. With a quiet exhale, she complied, gently dropping to the floor with her knees propped up under her chin. 

Jiwoo pulled her close. "Just being here with us is enough, unnie," she comforted. "You don't need to do anything more than that." 

Chaeyeon leaned her head on Jiwoo's shoulder whilst she hugged her legs, "But what if one of them comes running at me, and I can't defend myself?" 

Jiwoo reached her hand out to delicately comb her friend's hair. "I'll always be there, alright?" she soothed. "I'll do anything to protect you." 

"Anything?" Chaeyeon tilted her head to gaze into Jiwoo's eyes. 

Her friend stared back and smiled. "Anything." 

 

 

Seoyeon gently stirred awake with a small yawn. She rose from her pillow with her eyes still closed, gingerly rubbing them with her thumbs as her brain gradually shook off the fog of sleep. The nurse delicately fluttered her eyes open before letting out another yawn with a hum of satisfaction. 

Shaking her head to rid herself of the fatigue, her face landed mere inches apart from Yooyeon's. Seoyeon let out an exclamation of surprise and pulled away. 

"Sorry." Seoyeon's ears warmed as she staggered. The heat crept closer to her face when she realized her head had been resting on Yooyeon's lap. 

"Don't worry about it," Yooyeon reassured with an undisturbed smile. Seoyeon smiled back shyly. She then pushed the palms of her hand against her forehead, fighting the internal pressure. 

"How long was I asleep for?" she wondered. 

"About an hour and a half," Yooyeon estimated. "We're almost there," she added, referring to Daejeon. 

Seoyeon massaged her neck with an affirmative nod. After ridding herself from most of her tiredness, the nurse leaned towards Hayeon. Yeonji sat next of the comatosed student, her eyes glued to her. Chaewon hadn't left, either. 

"Anything?" Seoyeon asked the two girls. Chaewon lifted her head to look at the nurse before giving her a small shake. 

Seoyeon bit the inside of her cheek. "That isn't good." 

"She's breathing," Yeonji started, "but it's irregular." 

The nurse sighed. "If she's out for any longer, it will severely injure her brain. I'd say it has already started." 

"I hate that we can't do anything about it until we get to Daejeon," Chaewon admitted with a desolate frown. 

"Me too," Seoyeon nodded, "but we have no other choice." 

Yeonji's took slow but shallow breaths. She rubbed her hands over her arms, trying to warm a chill in the depths of her soul she couldn't quite reach. A guilt crawled through her gut watching Seoyeon in her peripheral. 

Yeonji pried her eyes away from Hayeon. 

"Uhm, Seoyeon-unnie?" 

Seoyeon perked up and looked Yeonji in the eyes. "Yes?" 

The young skateboarder clenched and unclenched her fists. She turned away from the nurse's gaze. "Thank you for saving her," she started. "And, I'm sorry for yelling at you," she apologized. "I was really worried about Hayeon-unnie not making it, so I didn't stop to think about how stressed you were." 

Seoyeon blinked, processing Yeonji's words for a couple seconds, then broke into a forgiving smile. "It's okay," she assured. "I know where you're coming from." 

Yeonji raised her eyebrows in curiosity. "Really?" 

Seoyeon nodded, turning back to Hayeon. "I had- well, I have this friend," the nurse said, entering storytelling mode. Yeonji, Chaewon, along with a few bored passengers leaned to listen. 

Ignoring the stares, Seoyeon continued, "We lost each other on the first day. I didn't know if she was okay or not- her phone picked up my calls, so I thought she was alive at least, and I started telling her our location." 

Seoyeon gulped and wiped a hand across her mouth. "The person turned out to be a stranger." 

"Kaede," Nakyoung sneered. 

Seoyeon nodded in agreement with Nakyoung. "The calls I sent led her to us. She seemed nice at first, but she tricked us and took our stuff. She tried to take out one of our teammates- we ended up losing two." 

The nurse creased her eyebrows. "We don't know if they're alive or not." 

Chaewon exhaled. "That's terrible. I'm sorry that happened." 

Seoyeon sighed. "I blame myself for the incident. If I wasn't so desperate to get my friend back, maybe they'd still be with us." Her eyes impulsively trailed towards Jiwoo. 

The hockey player, who had tuned the story out, caught Seoyeon's gaze. Jiwoo exhaled and turned away with a shake of her head. 

"There's nothing to blame," Jiwoo declared. "We're all desperate." 

"We just don't want to lose any more than we already did." Chaeyeon told. "Our homes, our livelihoods, our friends..." She tightened her grip on Jiwoo's hand. 

"Everything happened so fast, we barely had time to process," Xinyu reflected with a rasp in her voice. 

The girls sat in silence. Their past lives felt out of each despite it only having been a month. They had settled in their new roles too quickly, their lives having depended on it. It left them little time to think of anything else. 

Nakyoung adjusted herself into a cross-legged position, setting her wrists on her knees. "There's a lot of memories of what we were before," she said. "That doesn't mean we can't make new ones." 

"She's right," Sohyun chipped in. "We still have each-other" she inspired, then looked up to Xinyu. The fashionista smiled down at her. 

Nien grinned. "We just need to stick together! No matter what!" she cheered and threw her arms up. 

The firefighter's beaming smile was contagious. One by one, the girls recovered from their self-induced misery called nostalgia, curling their lips upwards and murmuring lightly in agreement. 

 

 

Mayu gently released her foot on the gas pedal as buildings materialized in her field of vision. She looked around for anything that moved, and her body tensed at the sight of the vacant road ahead of her. 

"Is this Daejeon?" Soomin wondered, watching through half-open eyes. Her fever fared much better by virtue of the pain-killers, but she was still mostly out of it. The girls in the back noticed the change of scenery around them and turned their attention towards the windshield. 

Mayu held her breath as she rolled into the deserted outer district. What should've been streets bustling with people was replaced by a tense silence. Any conversation the girls held dissipated, leaving only the sound of the firetruck's engine as it progressed further into the city. 

"Where are all the people?" Nien spoke quietly, resting her arms against Soomin's seat. 

"Must be farther in," Kotone hypothesized. "They probably have the safe zone across the river." 

"Daejeon's geography does permit a good aquatic defense," Yooyeon agreed. "The infected can't swim." 

A singular zombie popped out of a narrow alley next to them. Mayu whined nervously, pushing the pedal on instinct and speeding up the firetruck. The girls swayed lightly behind her. 

Kotone put a gentle hand on the driver's shoulder. "It's okay, Mayu-chan," she reassured her in their mother tongue. "There's only one." 

With a slight bob of her head, Mayu let out a shaky exhale and decreased the speed of the vehicle once more, approaching the bridge located on their far right. 

Nien pointed at a faraway structure. "I see something!" she exclaimed in a hushed whisper, catching Kotone's attention. The officer redirected her gaze to the front, and her eyes widened. 

Past the bridge was a large wall erected around the overpass surrounding the city's inner parts. Kotone assumed the structure was at least four meters tall at the bridge's entrance, lowering to two meters as they extended past it. The materials started with cement before downgrading into wooden fences. A massive gate imposed itself in front of the bridge, sandwiched between two cement pillars. 

Mayu drove over the empty bridge. Yooyeon peered out of the car window as they crossed, taken aback at difference between this overpass and the one they had crossed back in Seoul. 

"It's like night and day," Nakyoung whispered. Jiwoo refused to look outside. 

Kotone spotted the countless bodies piled up on the ground near the walls. Blood, gore, and stray pieces of flesh had been flung around carelessly, and the blood pooled at the cemented ground below the corpses, painting it a black scarlet. 

The putrid smell of decaying flesh hit the girls' noses as Mayu slowed them to a stop. Chaeyeon had to stop herself from throwing up, and Xinyu was quick to toss her a mask. The fashionista already had hers on. Holding her breath, Chaeyeon hastily tied the cloth-made bandana behind her head. Looking up at the walls, she let out a surprised noise. 

"There's actual soldiers!" she exclaimed, pointing a finger at a figure wearing a gray camo vest with a military helmet to match. With another exclamation, Chaeyeon jerked her finger onto another soldier, then another. They all lined up on the wall, their rifles pointed towards the truck. Chaeyeon buried herself behind Jiwoo. Hyerin quickly lied down, away from the soldier's vision, covering her ears. The first group carefully hid themselves from the troops. 

Kotone looked back with a quirked brow. She hadn't moved at all, and so didn't her group. "What's wrong with you all?" 

Yooyeon shook her head and gestured at the officer to get down. Instead, Kotone's brows furrowed further. 

"It'll be fine," she said. "They're just doing their jobs." 

The one zombie chasing the girls slammed its fists into the truck, causing everyone to jolt. Nakyoung yelped at the thud and backed away, the infected person being right outside the door she had her back against. 

A single, faraway shot tore through the air. Mayu shrieked and ducked. Bullet stuck into flesh, and the zombie outside flopped down, unmoving. 

Static clicked in the girls' ears. 

"Exit the vehicle with your hands above your heads." A light feminine voice spoke in radio. Kotone looked up, searching for the source. A female sergeant stood above the fence with a megaphone in her hand. She did not wear a helmet, unlike the other soldiers. 

The girls shared nervous looks. 

"What do we do?" Chaewon whispered. 

"What do you mean?" Nien wondered cluelessly. "We get out of here." 

"What if the military just shoots us?" Nakyoung frowned. 

Kotone's face contorted in confusion. "Why would they do that?" 

"Because-" 

"I repeat: exit the vehicle with your hands above your heads," the sergeant ordered again. "Failure to comply will result in consideration of you as a threat, and you will be shot." 

Nakyoung looked up at Kotone with an expression that said I told you so. Kotone scoffed and opened her mouth. 

"Girls." Seoyeon interrupted urgently. "We don't have time for this. The more we stall, the less chance we have of helping Hayeon." As she moved to put her hand on the truck's door, Yooyeon lightly pushed her back. 

"Not you," she said. "I'll go first," Yooyeon took the initiative and shimmied herself out of the firetruck. Stepping down, she held her hands high above her head as every gun twisted in her direction. Seoyeon looked out in worry; Yooyeon kept her head low with her eyes trailed onto the sergeant. The nurse saw Yooyeon hiding her anxious tremble under an air of indifference.

"Stay where you are."  The sergeant commanded from above. She and a few soldiers descended. Yooyeon pressed her lips together, keeping her hands still as she waited for further instructions. 

The gate slightly wedged open. The sergeant, along with a group of eight other soldiers, moved out in an orderly fashion. Whilst the leader kept her eyes on Yooyeon, the others checked the sides with their guns up. 

Close enough to be in earshot, Yooyeon inhaled deeply. "There's an unconscious person in the back. She's severely dehydrated and requires medical assistance," she spoke professionally. 

The sergeant stopped in front of Yooyeon and peeked over her head. "How many of you are there?" 

"Sixteen," Yooyeon answered, looking down at the woman's nametag. Sergeant Kim Hyunjin. The girls lied still in the vehicle, holding their breaths. 

"Okay," Sergeant Kim affirmed with a nod. She then shouted out, "I need all of you to step out with your hands above your head!" 

Seoyeon widened her eyes. "Let's go, let's go," she urged the other girls to move. They did so, filled with anxiety. 

One by one, the girls filed out of the vehicle, leaving their bags and weapons behind. Nien helped Soomin out, the gunner still handcuffed and moving with difficulty. Sohyun supported Nakyoung with an arm over her shoulder but still keeping her hand up. They anxiously looked up at the countless guns trailed on them whilst keeping their heads hanged low. Mayu released a shaky breath, tears forming at her eyes from stress. Xinyu’s clenched jaw was hidden by her mask. 

"What about Hayeon?" Yeonji whispered, looking back inside the truck. Seoyeon and Yooyeon passed a message through their eyes, and the scientist nodded. 

"The patient is still inside," Yooyeon told the sergeant as the latter counted their numbers. The woman simply nodded, and with a wave of her hand, two troops strapped their guns behind their back and climbed inside the truck. Shortly after, they exited with the unconscious student in tow and carried her past the wall. 

Yeonji took a step forward. 

"Hey!" the sergeant barked, making the girl stumble back. "Stay where you are!" 

"She's just worried, sergeant," Kotone defended under her breath. 

Sergeant Kim snapped her head in Kotone’s direction. With a glare, she looked the police officer up and down, then chuckled. "Just because you're a cop, you think you can talk back?" she mocked. 

Kotone clenched her teeth and looked down in embarrassment. The sergeant hovered her eyes over the other survivors. 

"Infected?" she asked. The word loomed over their small selves. 

Yooyeon shook her head wordlessly. The sergeant's gaze kept going, then stopped at Soomin. She narrowed her eyes, scrutinizing her sickly complexion and the nasty scratches on her collarbones. 

She nudged her head towards the gunner. "What are those from?" 

"She got in a fight with the other kid." The lie smoothly slipped out Yooyeon's tongue, flashing a thumb towards Yeonji. The young skateboarder understood the message in an instant, nodding profusely through fearful eyes. 

The sergeant clicked her tongue, glaring at Yeonji. Seeing the nail marks on the girl's cheek, not knowing Yeonji had done them to herself, she relented. 

"Alright," she said with a huff. "Double-file line. Keep your hands where they can be seen, and follow me," the sergeant ordered. "One wrong move, and you get shot," she warned. Yooyeon looked at her eyes and they were cold, indicating the threat was genuine. 

The sergeant spun around and marched away. The girls exchanged uneasy glances before following with their heads down. 

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Chapter 13: Detention

Notes:

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Chapter Text

"This isn't right," Sohyun uttered under the noise of the rolling vehicle. 

Instead of walking them through the front gate, the sergeant had strayed from the entryway and escorted the girls onto the highway following the walls. They had journeyed westward for several minutes until they had reached a yellow school bus parked in the middle of the road. As they had walked further away from the gate, the number of corpses lying on the asphalt and grass had dwindled. 

Sohyun's olfactory senses and strained vision had been grateful for the respite. Sure, she had been killing infected left and right, but usually the body parts weren't grossly scattered around with countless bullets sticking out of the flesh like steel parasites. The adrenaline from the life-threatening battles had also stopped Sohyun from processing most of the information coming from her senses. 

The girls had been forced to embark on the school bus outside Daejeon's protective fence. Sergeant Kim sat at the very front. She hadn't explained a single thing, and the group was kept in the dark. The girls took their place in the back, with Xinyu and Sohyun sitting at the very end, much to the latter's displeasure. During the trip, she was struggling to make sense of what was happening all whilst trying to not throw up from every bump the bus hit. Things were hard to process with a concussion. 

"No talking," ordered the soldier slotted between the two back seats. He stood in front of the emergency door with a military-grade rifle in his hand. 

Sohyun curled into herself in discomfort. The bodyguard felt Xinyu's hand carefully run over her back, making her relax her shoulders. Unable to speak, she settled with heaving a grateful sigh, knowing Xinyu would understand. 

The bus took a sharp left turn, causing the girls to sway in the same direction. Sohyun looked out, and she knitted her eyebrows when she saw they had found themselves on yet another bridge. 

"We're moving away from the walls."  She barely caught Yeonji's whisper in the seat ahead of hers. Sohyun glanced back at the soldier. He kept his eyes to the front, not hearing the skateboarder's comment. 

Xinyu tapped the bodyguard on the shoulder to bring her back, then pressed an index against the window with an alarming stare. The bodyguard looked over in concern, and her breath caught in her throat. 

Sohyun saw the river current washing over uneven blocks of cement awkwardly peeking out of the shallow water. On each end was a road that had crumbled apart. The side leading to the walls was clean, while at the other end, a few corpses had fallen onto the broken bridge, their blood seeping down the gray concrete. 

The same scene presented itself on the next bridge they passed by, then again on the next. They had all been blown to bits. 

Where are we going?  Xinyu mouthed, staring into Sohyun's eyes with her eyebrows creased above her head. Sohyun swallowed harshly, keeping her anxiety down her throat. 

I don't know, she confessed,  but whatever happens, I'll keep you safe.

Her response seemed to at least satisfy some of Xinyu's worries. The fashionista nodded with a split-second smile before eyeing the outside fearfully. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Soomin jerked to the side as the bus made another sharp turn. With her hands still cuffed - Lord knows when Kotone will take them off - she couldn't put a hand up to defend herself and her head knocked against the side of the bus. 

"Ack!" she exclaimed, jerking back and shaking her head with a wince. Trying to reach a hand to massage her head, she involuntarily tugged her other wrist along, and the back of her uninvited hand smacked itself into her nose. 

Soomin's body temperature cranked up higher than it already was. Hyerin, her seatmate, eyed her weirdly. The gunner felt a vein snap in her ever-pounding forehead and made a sound between a whine and a shout. 

"Quiet down!" A soldier barked beside them, making Hyerin jump. 

Soomin mockingly imitated his words with a grimace, bobbing her head around with more force than needed. The aggressive movements served only to double her headache, so she stopped with a pout. Soomin looked down at the stainless steel handcuffs whilst flailing her legs back and forth, the rubber soles of her shoes scuffing against the carpet of the same texture. 

With a silent grunt, Soomin clenched her fists and pulled her wrists apart, her purplish bruises chafing against the metal cuffs. At this point, she couldn't care less about the pain; she could just get rid of the root of the cause. The gunner held her breath and put all her strength into breaking free. 

Until she heard something snap. 

Hyerin's eyes widened, the orbs threatening to leave their sockets. She looked Soomin up and down before scooting an inch away. 

Soomin pressed her lips tightly together, a drop of nervous sweat falling down her forehead and landing on her arm. The gunner raised her arms up and peered curiously at the handcuffs. One of the chains had cracked. Something in her brain told her she wasn't meant to do that. 

Uhhh...

Soomin clasped her hands together and sat still as a rock for the remainder of the trip. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

There was nothing Mayu could do to stop the trembling in her hands. She tried to focus her eyes on one thing, but they kept darting around without her control.

This wasn't Daejeon. This wasn't what they promised. The military had offered safety, presumably inside the walls. But they were, in fact, far from the walls. From where the group stood, the barricade looked minuscule. 

The group was led to a detention center. It had troops posted up on every corner, guarding every angle imaginable inside and outside the infrastructure. Each soldier had a rifle in hand with a pistol set on their hip to pair. Mayu didn't know whether something good or bad was happening, and the sun hid behind a cloud, casting a shadow of doubt on each of the girls. 

"Move." A glove-fitted hand pushed her from the back. Mayu stumbled forward, nearly tripping over herself. She couldn't balance as well with her arms permanently raised in surrender. All around her, the girls walked, their movements laced with uncertainty. 

In the small crowd, Mayu searched for Kotone's eyes. The officer kept her head low with a gulp. The silver police badge worn over her heart glinted dully. 

Mayu retreated into herself. By Kotone's reaction, it seemed like the cop didn't know what to do either.

When they opened the front gates, though, intrigue trickled over Mayu's fearful heart. 

Sergeant Kim walked them past the lobby and into the main hall. As they walked, the girls looked around, meeting the eyes of other survivors resting behind metal doors, peeking their heads out of the small, barred windows to watch the newcomers. Mayu found it odd that none of them wore a prisoner's jumper, and instead had normal clothes on their backs. Two soldiers stood on guard at the end of the prison hallway. Mayu thought one of them looked relatively young. 

A young boy rushed and peeked up at them past the handles, pointing at the group whilst his head turned back to yell something at the pair of adults behind him. His parents, presumably, told him to not stare. 

"What is this?" Seoyeon dared to break the silence. Next to her, Nien waved at the boy with a smile, undeterred by everything that was happening. 

"This," the sergeant stopped and spun on her heel, "is where you will be quarantined for the next two weeks." 

Everyone blinked in astounded silence. Their brains short-circuited, and their tense shoulders lowered unsatisfyingly from the anti-climactic reveal. Xinyu dropped her arms, her face shaping into an expression that said, seriously?  

"...That's it?" Nakyoung voiced out. She was supported by a soldier while her injured foot hanged in the air. "You put us through all of this worry just to tell us we're under a little quarantine?" 

The sergeant blinked and stepped forth, locking Nakyoung in a chill stare. The vigilante swallowed a lump in her throat and bit the inside of her cheek. 

"Let me ask you something," Sergeant Kim started. "You tell a bunch of strangers all the information you have. What do you think might happen?" 

The group of survivors held their breaths, waiting for an answer. 

"They use it against you," Kotone uttered lowly. 

Sergeant Kim's gaze flickered over the officer for a moment before stepping away. "We're living in a different world. People have changed for the worse, doing what they can to survive even if it means hurting others. We cannot afford to misstep." 

She waved her hand before turning back. "Joobin," she called out. "Show them to their cells, please." 

The young soldier at the end of the hall took a step forward, and Mayu held her breath as she looked up. Her eyes lacked the spark of life.
 
 
 
 
 
 

The girls burned holes into the back of the soldier who looked no more than sixteen years old. Sergeant Kim, along with the rest of the military, took up the flank. They had been transported into another hallway where the cells were much larger and had metal bars installed from top to bottom instead of small doors. Only one of the cells had a bunk-bed installed. 

The soldier, Joobin, came to a halt next to two empty cells. The others stopped along with her, and Sergeant Kim walked to the front. 

"We took the discretion to separate your group into two cells," she started, trailing her eyes over the girls' resting firearms. "Before that, we will need you all to hand over your weapons. Failure to comply and... you know the drill." 

Kotone resigned her knife and firearm without question. Nakyoung swallowed and looked at Yooyeon. The scientist met her gaze from the corner of her eye and nodded. Resisting the urge to protest, the vigilante sighed and handed the revolver over with the barrel pointed down. The sergeant collected the two guns before staring Nakyoung down. The vigilante gulped under her scrutiny. 

"Empty your pockets." 

"What?" Nakyoung staggered. "Why?" 

"Just do it." Kotone breathed. 

Shooting a glare at the policewoman, the vigilante clicked her tongue and turned over her jacket pockets. She fished out her brass knuckles and dropped them into Sergeant Kim's awaiting palm. The other girls gave up their knives to the nearest soldiers. 

The sergeant pocketed the silver knuckles. "Alright," she said. "File into your holding rooms." 

The survivors looked at each other, deciding which cells they would choose. They all wordlessly agreed that Seoyeon would get the one with the beds. In the end, they agreed to make a group of seven and one of eight, and silently walked into their respective rooms. 

As Soomin dragged herself in, breaths heavy, an arm shot up in front of her. Soomin stopped and looked at the sergeant to her right. The woman nudged her head towards her. 

"What are those?" she asked, looking down at her pink guns. Soomin froze and looked down. 

"Uhm..." she uttered. She had forgotten about her weapons with her pounding headache. 

Sergeant Kim huffed and beckoned Joobin over. The young soldier did so instantly, setting her rifle on the side of the wall before pulling Soomin's pistols out of their holsters. 

"Hey!" Soomin protested tiredly, turning around before someone pushed her back. 

The soldier did not acknowledge her. She unloaded the magazines and emptied the bullets onto the floor, the ammunition clattering loudly onto the cement, before slotting them back into the pistols. She turned to the sergeant and put the firearms in her hands. The woman narrowed her eyes at the custom guns and brought them closer to her face. After the inspection, she proceeded to pass them to another soldier. 

"Put these... okay," she said in a hushed whisper. 

Soomin's heart jumped as Sergeant Kim turned to her. 

"I ordered you to hand over your weapons." 

"I'm sorry!" Soomin threw her chained hands up. "I genuinely forgot. Sick and everything." 

The sergeant narrowed her eyes at Soomin. Beads of sweat trailed down the gunner's burning face. She couldn't see it, but her skin was probably red, too. 

"Alright," she accepted with a nod. "This is a warning. Don't do this again." Hyunjin pushed Soomin into the cell, clanged the metal bars closed, and locked the girls. Kotone moved to unlock Soomin's handcuffs, and the gunner reached to massage her bruised wrists with a relieved sigh. 

"You are not to leave your cells unless you are being called," Hyunjin spoke. "If you need to use the bathroom, you can ask the guards, and they will accompany you." 

The sergeant hovered her eyes over Soomin and the handcuffs. She gestured to hand the shackles over, and Kotone did so with a nod. 

"Our items in the truck," Yooyeon spoke. "What will happen to them?" 

"We will look through your items thoroughly. Any personal belongings will go back to you, as long as it isn't deemed dangerous." 

"And the food?"

"It will be given to the Commonwealth," the sergeant said. "Two meals will be distributed to each of you during the day." 

Hyunjin looked around. "Any more questions?" 

The girls kept quiet, some of them shaking their heads. 

The sergeant nodded. "Good. Medical checkups start tomorrow." She took a final glace at Soomin. She then spun on her heel and walked away with the other soldiers, leaving the girls alone with Joobin. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Lynn, Sullin, Yubin, and Dahyun traversed along the forested hill. Lynn and Sullin took up the front with their eyes on a map while Dahyun and Yubin stayed in the back. Due to the uneven topography, the traceuse struggled to balance her crutches whenever she lowered them to the ground. Dahyun set a steadying hand on her back to help her. 

"How far away are we from Daejeon?" Dahyun asked the girls at the front. They had been traveling for the better part of a week. 

Lynn looked away from the map. "Just over a hundred kilometers." 

Dahyun sucked in a breath. "Still that much?" 

Lynn nodded. "And that's if we're talking about a straight path. Thing is, we've been avoiding residential areas. It will take us at least two more weeks to get there, and that is if we don't run into any complications," she added. Next to her, Sullin made a pout and a thumbs-down. 

Dahyun sighed but thanked her anyway. 

"I wish we had a car or something," Yubin huffed out next to her. A bead of sweat rolled down her face. On cue, the group heard the faint sound of a car engine. 

Lynn looked back down at the map. "There's a road down from here. We could try to get one, but it could be a little risky." 

"I'd take that-" Yubin's lower crutch slipped and she stumbled. Dahyun held her up by the arm and hip. 

"You okay?" the electrician worried. Yubin raised her eyebrows and let out a relieved sigh before nodding. Dahyun observed the other's movements. Her face was contorted in fatigue, and it looked like it took a lot for her to lift her crutches up. Yubin blinked harshly before letting out another sigh. 

"I think we should take a break," suggested Dahyun. Lynn and Sullin looked back at them and noticed Yubin's lethargy. They shared a look with each other, nodded in agreement, then walked back to the others. 

With Dahyun's help, Yubin lowered herself onto a stone with a wince and set her crutches to the side. Her shoulders ached from the overexertion, but she kept those complaints to herself. She stretched her injured leg out and sucked in a harsh breath, feeling the sting of the wound. 

"Is everything alright?" Lynn knelt down in front of the traceuse. 

Yubin pressed a hand against her forehead. "I think something's wrong with my injury." 

"Since how long?" 

Yubin stretched her lips to one side. "Since we started walking," she mumbled. 

Lynn looked up at her, incredulous. "We've been walking for a week. Why didn't you tell us earlier?" Yubin lied down on her back with a groan. 

"Thought it would go away," she admitted with a slight hint of embarrassment, dropping her hand to her side. Dahyun set a palm on her forehead and cringed. 

"You have a fever," she diagnosed before setting the bottom of a water bottle on Yubin's head. The traceuse let out a satisfied hum at the cool pressure. Dahyun looked over at her figure. Yubin tapped jittery fingers over her stomach. 

Dahyun softly huffed out, "You don't have to hide anything from us," she reminded. "We talked about this." 

Yubin sighed and closed her eyes, halting her hand movement. "I know..." she admitted. "Sorry." 

Sullin crouched next to Lynn as the latter rolled Yubin's pants up. The agent pressed her lips together, watching as blood leaked out of the bandages. She carefully peeled them away, the dressing sticking off the skin with a small squelch. 

"Ahh..." Lynn groaned and reeled back as she pulled the rest away. 

The stab wound looked, for the lack of a better word, revolting. Cloudy fluid mixed with blood pulsated out of the sutured injury and drained down the leg. Pus stuck to the reddened skin, and the slash looked especially irritated where the sutures entered the skin. Lynn could feel the heat radiate on the pads of her fingers. 

Dahyun gagged and stepped away. Lynn cringed at the view with her face contorted in disgust, while Sullin narrowed her eyes and reached into her bag. 

"Infected. For sure." Lynn said. She turned to Sullin. "Do you have medication?" 

Sullin nodded and passed out a small pill bottle. Lynn took it and pulled it close to her face, reading the terms of use. She narrowed her eyes. 

"What's doxycycline?" she asked, slowly enunciating the drug name. 

"For infection. Bacteria."  Sullin explained as she kept searching through her bag. 

"Ah, okay." Lynn nodded whilst reading the instructions. "Thank you," she added. She picked out a capsule and handed it to Yubin. The traceuse managed a thanks before swallowing the pill and gulping down the water bottle Dahyun left on her forehead. 

Lynn stood up. "I'll keep watch," she announced and walked away with a stretch of her arms. Yubin was close to joining her, but Sullin pressed her back down on the ground. Yubin eyed her curiously. 

"There's more?" 

Sullin pulled out a pair of scissors and showed it to the traceuse. "Cut." She then grabbed a closable plastic bag containing a needle and some string. 

Yubin deflated and made a moue as she watched Sullin crouch down in front of her infected leg. The traceuse changed her gaze onto the passing clouds. 

"I never asked before, but how do you know all of this medical stuff?" Yubin wondered, humming as she heard a snip. She then felt the tug of the string against her inner skin. "I know you told us you're a country girl and everything, but this is still a lot." 

"What?" Sullin asked, overloaded by the barrage of unintelligible information. 

Yubin cringed guiltily. "How do you know? This?" she repeated with easier words, pointing a finger at her leg whilst keeping her eyes glued to the sky. 

"Ah," Sullin said as she removed another string. "At school." 

"You learned this at school?" Yubin quirked a brow, slightly impressed. 

"Yes," Sullin approved. "And my mom." 

Yubin hummed. "Is your mother a doctor?" 

"What's a doctor?" Sullin stopped and looked up at her. 

"Uhh..." Yubin trailed off, awkwardly scratching her head and looking around for help. Unfortunately, the others were far away. She looked at Sullin and moved a hand around. "You know, fix, uhh... body...?" 

She should've listened in English class. Yubin gave up and shrugged apologetically. "Sorry." 

Sullin watched her quizzically in a few seconds of stillness. Then, she broke out into a grin. 

"Kidding. I know what doctor is." She stuck out a teasing tongue. Yubin was taken aback for a moment before she scoffed and smiled. 

"How funny," she said plainly, her smile widening as she heard Sullin's soft laughter. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Lynn patrolled a hundred meters behind them, looking through the thick foliage the mountains Gangwon-Do offered. If her calculations and map were correct, they were a couple dozen kilometers away from the invisible border separating it and the province of Northern Chungcheong. 

Lynn massaged her forehead, a dull ache pressing against her temples. Instead of moving straight down, they had chosen to walk East to avoid the cities below them. It was the rational decision to make; if they were to awaken any horde, Yubin wouldn't have made it. In fact, Lynn highly doubted any one of them would have made it. Still, if they hadn't taken this detour, they would've already been more than halfway through their journey. 

It's fine, Lynn thought. It's better to stay safe.  

Lynn's ear twitched, injecting a pump of adrenaline through her heart. Her head jerked upward, catching a faint chorus of death. The agent put a hand up to her ear, her eyes straining as they spied above the ascending hill. 

A growl echoed, then several tufts of hair rose from the ground from far away. 

Lynn sucked in a breath and discreetly retreated to the group. Dahyun, while snacking on a few nuts, noticed her alarmed movements and hastily started putting everything away. Hoisting the bag onto her back, the electrician took out her knife as a precaution. Lynn hurried over to the other two. 

"Are we done here? Because there's a pack of them walking our way," Lynn hushed, gesturing behind them with her thumb. "Must've woken up from the car." 

Sullin looked up to her with her scissors in one hand and her other hand holding Yubin's calf, about to cut into the strings. She shook her head and pointed to the stitches. Lynn waved a dismissive hand. 

"Do it later, we're leaving now." 

With a pout, Sullin grabbed the crutches laid on the side and gave them to Yubin before packing her things in her bag and standing up. She smoothly passed the straps of the backpack through her arms. Yubin stood up and put a crutch under each arm. 

Lynn joined Dahyun at the front with her body ducked low. She mimed the girl to move uphill diagonally. With a nod, the electrician jogged with her body kept low. 

Lynn looked behind her, furrowing her brows as she watched Yubin move slowly, letting out a huff of discomfort with every push. Sullin tried her best to support the woman. 

The agent's eyes widened as half a dozen zombies appeared over them, marching their way. They spotted the duo who were lagging behind and picked up their pace. Dahyun stopped, gaping at the girls, unsure whether or not she should keep going. 

Lynn pushed Dahyun forward. "Go first," she hushed before running back. Dahyun nodded and climbed her way up the steep mountain. 

The agent approached her teammates, who eyed her in worry. 

"You two go while I fight them off." 

"What?" Yubin clenched her teeth, not liking the idea. "Are you sure?" 

"There's only six of them." Lynn stretched her neck before pulling out two throwing knives from her inner pockets. "I'll be more than fine," she added as she buttoned up her jacket confidently. 

Yubin looked the agent up and down. "Fine," she grunted. "Don't get yourself hurt, savior-wannabe." 

The traceuse discarded her crutches, and instead hooked and arm over Sullin's shoulder, hopping on one leg to keep herself balanced. Sullin stared at Lynn in misery. She wanted to say something but couldn't find the right words. Sighing through her nose, she wordlessly turned away with Yubin in tow, quickly escaping in a mix of jogging and fast hopping. 

Lynn took a deep breath with a roll of her shoulder before dropping her backpack to the ground. Her right hand reached for the machete set on her back. She grabbed the handle and pulled it out, nestling it into the palm of her fingerless glove. She crossed her left arm over her chest, the knives set between her fingers. She kept her body low, putting her left foot in the front and her right one in the back. 

"Not used to fighting with a machete," Lynn muttered under her breath, clenching and unclenching her fists. She craned her neck sideways. "But I'm not wasting any bullets." 

The agent shook off the last of her nervousness with a huff before locking her head low, preying on her enemies with the eyes of an unfed shark. The zombies' fast slumping turned into full on sprinting, their hollow eyes feasting on Lynn's sole, calm figure. 

Lynn watched patiently as the infected came closer, waiting for a window of opportunity to present itself. The monsters stumbled a few times as they ran along the uneven surface. Two of them were closer than the others. She waited until they were about ten meters away. For a moment, their heads were fully exposed. 

Now. 

Lynn's left arm snapped forward and she released her fingers, flinging the knives out. They traversed the air smoothly, not once straying from their path, and bullseyed into the center of the infecteds' foreheads, sending them falling on their backs. The other zombies kept rushing at her with noisy snarls. 

Lynn took a step forward and pushed her right boot into the dirt, propelling herself towards them. With an iron grip, she swung her machete upwards, slashing through the thorax of the closest zombie. When the weapon reached neck-level, Lynn changed the trajectory of her weapon into a horizontal cut and sliced it clean across its jugular. Blood violently gushed out of the zombie's neck, and the crimson water splattered against Lynn's face. 

The agent smacked away an incoming hand with the back of her closed fist before raising her right arm. She brought the machete against the head of the assailant with such force it split its skull in a deafening crack. When she tried to pull her weapon back, it stayed stuck in the bone. 

Lynn released her grip and jumped away from the fight. She narrowly avoided an incoming bite by rolling backwards and jumping away again, hovering a hand over the ground to keep her balanced. The two remaining infected showed no mercy as they restlessly came at her. 

The agent took a deep breath and set her hands in front of her narrowed eyes. As the first infected lunged at her with its arms extended, she deftly sidestepped and grabbed it by the hair before throwing it into the other zombie. As they stumbled back, Lynn morphed her fist into a straight hand, tucking in her thumb. She brought her arm up, and, with a grunt, smashed the side of her hand into the neck of the zombie in a fatal knifehand strike. 

The cervical spine broke with a resonating crunch, and the infected crumbled down. Without a break, Lynn brought her fists below her chin, anchored her left foot on the ground, and threw her right leg out, striking the last zombie's chest with her heel. The kick flung it backwards, and it hit the nearby tree before tumbling down. 

Lynn took the opportunity to dash towards the earlier corpses. She latched her hand on the machete, pressed her boot against the body's neck, and yanked the blade out of its bone-made sheath. The innards of the skull splattered out, painting the grass red. 

Lynn heard a growl to her left. She spun her head towards the source and thrusted the machete forward. The blade pierced through the infected's open jaw, tearing open a new hole from the back of its throat and out of its neck. Its arms went limp. The zombie peered its dead eyes into Lynn's, unmoving. Her fingers were close to grazing the creature's blackening teeth. 

As the agent pulled on her weapon, the infected gagged on the blade, twitching as it brought a hand back up. Lynn furrowed her brows and she swiftly kicked it away, retreating her machete before bringing it back against the side of its neck. The zombie slumped onto the ground, the body rustling against the few leaves and branches. 

The forest entered a dead silence. Lynn surveyed the corpses around her, confirming they were truly dead whilst breathing out coolly. She snapped her wrist, shaking the excess blood off her machete's blade before resetting it against her back. 

Lynn stepped forward to pull her backpack up when she heard the snap of a faraway twig. She turned around and narrowed her eyes, inhaling sharply as she noticed a few pairs of legs marching her way. Looping her arms through the straps, the agent quickly took off to regroup with her team. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Several minutes of slow-paced jogging later, Dahyun slackened to a stop. She put her hands on her knees and breathed heavily. 

Dahyun looked behind her, anxiety crawling up her arms when she saw no one. With a shaky inhale, the girl swiped her short hair back with her hand and sat herself down on the ground between two trees, deciding to wait for the others. She didn't let herself relax, though, and kept an attentive eye out for anything unusual. 

The electrician looked down at her knife. It was a kitchen knife. The metal blade was large, supported by a handle made of lacquered wood. 

Dahyun looked at herself through the stainless steel, angling her head to perceive her messy haircut. 
 
 
 

"Nice hair," Yubin commented as Dahyun walked by. Lynn had snipped her a new haircut, which was really just evening out the tips to save some semblance of coherence. It was slightly wavy and puffed out at odd places.  

The electrician stopped, looking down at the poker-faced traceuse. She narrowed her eyes. "Are you being sarcastic?"  

Yubin blinked, taken aback. "No, I'm being serious. I think you look nice," she complimented.  

Dahyun felt the tips of her ears warm up. She bit her inner cheek and sighed. "Sorry, you weren't giving any clues. But thanks," she said, smoothing out the dry strands of her hair. "It's kind of too bad, though. I really liked my long hair."  

Yubin pressed her lips together and shrugged. "My fault. But also not, because I saved your life with that one."  

"Oh, really?" Dahyun spoke, raising her brows. An amused expression settled on her face.  

"Call it a transaction of sorts." Yubin put forward two palms facing the sky and balanced them up and down. "A bit of hair for a life. Hmm... I'd say it's a pretty good deal." The traceuse smirked.  

Dahyun snorted, a smile splaying on her lips. "Alright, fine. It was a good deal." 
 
 
 

Nearby rustling snapped Dahyun out of her memories. She shot up from her seated position, her head dizzying from the sudden change in pressure. The electrician shook it off before whipping her head around, looking for the culprit. Her loud heartbeat drowned out any outside noise, leaving her to defend herself solely with her eyes. The trees by her side did her no favor, so she stepped out from between the trunks. 

A figure appeared in front of her. Dahyun let out a shout of surprise and shot her knife up. 

"Woah!" A man jolted and stumbled back, eyes wide. Dahyun's jaw dropped, and she retracted her knife at once. 

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry!" she exclaimed, covering her mouth with her hand. 

The man looked Dahyun up and down in shock. He wore a white t-shirt that looked a size too small for his built frame with black skinny jeans to pair. He looked surprisingly clean, his black hair giving a slight shine in the thin light, and there was no trace of hair on his quite handsome face. He wore a small backpack and held a shovel in his hand. 

"I'm really sorry," Dahyun repeated, pressing her hands together. "You caught me by surprise." 

"No, you're good." The man shook his head, recovering from the sudden attack. "It was a little out of nowhere, that's all," he reassured. 

Dahyun let out a long exhale before blinking profusely at him, uncertain of what to do. "Uhm, you're also a survivor?" 

The man inhaled, scratching his nose before nodding. "Yeah. I was just out foraging." He showed her the shovel. "Are you alone?" 

Dahyun shook her head. "No, I'm waiting for some others. We were just running away from a few infected." 

The man cringed. "That's not good. There aren't many in these mountains. Something must've woken them up." 

"A car passed by, I think that's why," Dahyun said. 

Looking down at the faraway road, the stranger nodded. "Must be. Good call," he commented. Dahyun smiled shyly at the compliment and turned away. The man then perked up. 

"Oh, those must be your friends," he said. 

Dahyun twisted her head behind her and let out a sigh of relief when she saw her three groupmates run up to her whilst supporting Yubin on each side. The electrician rushed to join them. 

"Are you all okay?" she asked, then gasped. "You have blood on your face." She reached up and wiped a thumb over Lynn's cheek. 

"I'll clean it up later," Lynn said, unconcerned. She gestured at the man with a tilt of her head. "Who's this?" 

The man extended his free hand. "Lee Yeojeong. Nice to meet you." 

Lynn took his hand in hers and gave a firm shake. "Lynn. I'd offer more pleasantries, but we need to get away from here." 

"Ah, right." Yeojeong said. "The zombies." 

Yubin narrowed her lidded eyes at Dahyun. The electrician met her gaze. 

How much did you tell him?  

Dahyun widened her eyes. Nothing! It was just a small tip.  

But what if he tries to kill us? Happened before.  

...  

"Hey, are you okay?" the man turned to Yubin. "You're sickly pale." 

"She's injured," Lynn responded, readjusting her arm around the traceuse. 

"How bad is it?" 

Lynn looked down at the wound and winced. Blood steadily trailed down the cut and dripped onto the ground. "Very bad." 

"Okay," Yeojeong exhaled. "Well, the good news is, I'm a doctor. I'll help her out back at my place," he offered. 

The girls looked at each other in disbelief. Dahyun immediately latched onto the opportunity, nodding profusely. 

"Yeah, yeah that'd be really nice." 

Yeojeong took off his backpack and handed it to Dahyun. "I'll carry her on my back," he said before turning around and squatting. 

Lynn and Sullin carried Yubin closer with some effort, and, through gritted teeth, the traceuse positioned herself over the man, sluggishly throwing her arms over his shoulders. With the side of her face pressed against his back, she looked over at her group, her eyes filled with doubt. Lynn simply shook her head, informing her they did not have a choice in the matter if they wanted to help her. 

The stranger pulled Yubin's legs up and stood upright. He tilted his head up the mountain. "Follow me," he said before taking a step forward. 

The girls looked at each-other and nodded, albeit Sullin's was one of confusion more than anything else, and they followed the man. 

 

 
 

"Woah." 

Walking out of the ocean of trees offered the girls the view of a large clearing. Stood proudly in the center of the grassy field was a two-story tall villa with a block design. The walls were painted a fresh white while the flat roof was black. Windows lined up one after the other, highlighting the pastel orange curtains. 

Dahyun stared in awe as she took long strides. "You live here?" she wondered. 

Yeojeong, still effortlessly carrying Yubin, smiled. "It's not much, but it's my place." 

"Not much?" Yubin mumbled under her breath, narrowing her eyes at the house. "What counts as a lot?" 

The man did not reply as they approached the building. Reaching the side door, he smoothly pulled out a bundle of keys and flipped them one by one, leaving time for the girls to look around his abode. What struck them was that the house was clean, untainted by the horrors that had occurred in the past month. 

"You were serious about not seeing a lot," Lynn commented as the stranger twisted one of the keys inside the lock. 

"I'll admit, it's been pretty peaceful on my part." He stepped inside. 

The inside of the house was somehow cleaner than the outside. The floor glimmered, reflecting the soft yellow light like a mirror. The small table where Yeojeong dropped his keys lacked a single speck of dust, and Dahyun swore the white walls were glowing. 

Yeojeong put Yubin down. "Get her to the guest's bedroom. Second door to the right. I'll get my equipment." He flicked a switch on, and the girls jumped when the ceiling lights turned on. 

Shaking off her surprise, Lynn held Yubin up and helped her walk towards the aforementioned room. Sullin joined in with her eyes glued to the ceiling. Dahyun stayed with their host, admiring the lights. 

"I got my own system going on, so power's still up," Yeojeong explained, noticing the electrician's astonishment. "I don't normally use it, but I'll make an exception for guests." 

Dahyun turned to him and offered a grateful smile. "That is amazing. Thank you so much, really." 

"You're welcome," he said, taking his keys back. He jingled them in front of Dahyun. "I'll go check up on your friend." 

He promptly walked away, leaving Dahyun to explore the house alone. Stepping out of the small hallway, she was greeted by the living room on her right. It held a minimalist design, the couches mixing beige and white. She noticed there was no television, and the spot was instead filled by a dark oak shelf stacked with books. Dahyun moved closer and read off a few titles, 

The Complete Human Body,  

Human Anatomy,  

Untold Surgery,  

Foraging Mushrooms: Safe or Deadly?  

Acidic Chemistry  

Dahyun nodded and took a step back. On cue, their host came back with a rolling tray full of medical instruments and pill bottles. 

"You can keep looking if you'd like," he said when he saw Dahyun turn back in surprise. The electrician shook her head. 

"I'll go with you," she said, and followed Yeojeong into the guest's room. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Yubin let out a grunt as cold metal prodded with her wound, keeping her arms wrapped around the bed's soft pillow. She was lying down with her stomach against the mattress. Her leg also rested on the bed with a towel settled under it. 

"How old is this wound?" the doctor asked, pointing a flashlight at the injury. 

"Just about a month," Lynn answered, watching the procedure with her arms crossed. Next to her, Sullin observed attentively. 

The man hummed and adjusted the lighting. "The blade went deep into your skin. The perpetrator put all their weight in. Even twisted it a little." he described. "Whoever did this must've really had it out for you." 

Yubin huffed, her leg involuntarily twitching at another prod. "Something like that." 

"How long will it take to heal?" Dahyun asked. 

Yeojeong sighed, setting his flashlight down. "Well, it has been a month, so a lot of the flesh has been repaired. Unfortunately, it looks like it didn't get the medical help it needed." 

"We didn't have a lot on our hands." Lynn combed her messy hair back. "It's hard to find anything without getting hunted down." 

A hum. The man reached for his tray, a light clattering filling their ears. Yubin took a deep breath when she felt a needle perforate her skin. 

"The week long infection did you no favor," the doctor commented as he passed the string through the wound. "If it was discovered earlier, you would've recovered quicker." 

Yubin grunted as her skin was pierced once more. "I heard that one already." 

Yeojeong didn't reply, instead focusing on the stitch. Yubin clenched her jaw with every puncture. 

"What antibiotics did you take?" 

"Doxycycline," Lynn responded. 

The doctor nodded in understanding, cutting the string and tying a final knot at the top of the suture. He pressed a gauze pad onto the newly stitched wound before wrapping a tape around the leg. 

"Were you all headed somewhere?" he wondered. "I don't see why you'd travel with such injury." 

Dahyun opened her mouth. "At first, we were planning to just move out because of how close we were to Seoul. But then we caught a radio transmission saying there was refuge in Daejeon, so we decided to go there." 

"I haven't been keeping up with the news much," Yeojeong admitted. "But Seoul's where it all started, right?" 

Dahyun nodded. 

"Daejeon..." he mumbled under his breath. With a gulp, he said, "I'm sorry to disappoint, but you'll have to wait on that plan for a bit. Your friend needs to recover, and I'd rather her stay here so I can make sure the wound’s healing fine." 

"You still haven't told us how long it would take." Lynn pointed out. 

The doctor combed his hair back. "Right, I didn't," he realized. "Well, I'd say it'll take a month for the it to fully close." 

Dahyun's eyes nearly left their orbits. "A month?" she exclaimed. Lynn pressed her lips together and looked down, tapping her foot on the ground whilst Yubin let out a frustrated groan. Sullin frowned and counted her fingers. 

At the sight of the girls deflating, the man added, "I apologize for the wait. It's probably longer than you expected. Though, I'll extend a hand and invite you to search the pantry for any food. Either that, or you could go take a shower." 

Lynn blinked in surprise. "You still have water?" 

The doctor's lips curved upwards into a smile. "I have my own propane system, and the same goes for water. Mix them together, and you get a hot shower,” he boasted. 

The girls gasped and shared astounded looks. As the information slowly settled into their minds, their smiles grew. 

"You have a hot shower?" 

Yeojeong nodded. "You're free to take as much as you'd like." 

Dahyun jumped and squealed excitedly before dashing out. Lynn threw and arm out to stop her, but the electrician was gone, the agent hearing her footsteps fade. She retracted her hand back with an amused huff. 

A few seconds later, they heard footsteps coming back. Dahyun peeked her head over the doorframe sheepishly. "Uhm, where is it?" 

The doctor let out an amused chuckle. "Second floor, third door on the left." 

With another excited noise, Dahyun ran back out. 

Yeojeong looked at the other two. “Looks like you’ll have to wait your turn.” 

Lynn wiped the blood off her face with her fingers. "Well, I won't be rejecting the offer," she said with a smirk. She turned to Sullin. "You know what he said, right?" she asked, seeing as the girl didn't look as thrilled as them. 

"I know," Sullin answered simply. 

Lynn blinked. "And you’re not more excited about this?" 

Sullin shrugged. "Hot, cold, same thing," she said, indifferent. 

"But a shower's fun, at least?" The smile on Lynn's face wavered at Sullin's unbreakable wall of nonchalance. 

Her friend's face lit up. "Yes, that's right." 

Lynn beamed. "Okay, good." The agent turned back to the doctor, who watched their interaction curiously. 

Lynn offered the man a deep bow. "Thank you very much for helping us. We are grateful for your hospitality," she said formally. Next to her, Sullin imitated Lynn. 

Yeojeong smiled amusedly. "No need to be so polite, you're welcome guests," he said. 

Lynn stood up straight. "It's been tough outside, so this is a much needed break." 

The doctor quirked a brow. "Well, by the looks of it, your enemies had a tougher time than you." 

The agent let out a soft laughter. "You could say that," she replied, trailing another finger down her cheek and looking at the dried blood. "I should probably go clean this up. And get myself a meal." Lynn patted her stomach and turned towards Sullin. "Do you want to go eat together?" 

Sullin pondered for a moment, pursing her lips, before shaking her head. "No. I'll stay." 

"Are you sure?" Lynn asked, slightly taken aback. Sullin wasn't one to reject a meal. 

Still, Sullin nodded with certainty. "You go eat," she encouraged. 

Lynn exhaled. "Okay." She nodded, turning around and walking away. She took one final glance at Sullin before stepping out the door. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Dahyun discarded her grimy clothes onto the bathroom tiles with a sigh. Making her way towards the shower, she caught her figure in the mirror and turned to look at herself. 

She was significantly thinner than a month ago. Even with Lynn and Sullin's relatively bountiful meals, it didn't stop her from losing weight. Bones peeked out from places she hadn't seen before, and she winced. She would definitely be taking up Yeojeong's offer to raid the pantry. She was covered in dirt and mud, and she flicked away a stray piece stuck on her hollow collarbones. Her skin had also tanned from the constant exposure to sunlight. 

Dahyun leaned closer to the mirror. Her hair was a dry mess. Split ends peeked out from every corner, brown strands were tangled together, and everything was puffed out. It looked like a bird's nest, and she thought it could house at least three families. Dahyun could not believe they had never brought back shampoo from their expeditions. 

Her attention trailed down onto her face. Her eyes were irritated, and the skin under it were dark pockets. Stress lines marked her sunken cheeks, and her lips were slightly chapped and discolored. 

Dahyun turned away, a weight pressing against her heart. With a small exhale, she stepped into the shower, closing the door behind her. She trailed a hand over the shower handle, feeling the cold, reassuring metal against her lithe fingers. After adjusting the heat level, she tilted the handle upwards. 

She jolted as the showerhead poured freezing water on her, a chill running up her spine and her teeth chattering. Then, the water slowly adjusted itself into something warmer, soothing Dahyun’s cold body, until it became hot enough to fog up the glass. 

Dahyun tilted her head up and took it all in. The hot water carried every ounce of stress she had down the drain, massaging her body into a state of pure bliss. Her shoulders relaxed as it washed away the filth and muck that clung to her body like a second skin. 

Dahyun let out a chuckle, stuck in a euphoric state. But, just like everything in this new world, it didn't last long. Her bliss turned to misery, and her chuckles turned into muffled whimpers. The heavy weight doubled down, crushing her heart. A wave of nausea hit her, and a breath escaped her lips in a choked-out sob, jerking her body upwards in the process. Another sob came out not long after that, then another. 

Dahyun lowered her head and slid herself against the wall until she was sitting down. She dug her head into her knees, hugging her body. The hot shower brought her no more comfort, and instead simulated a sorrowful downpour on her back as she quietly sobbed into herself, her tears mixing with the rain. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Dahyun walked back into the guest’s room after leaving the shower and eating a meal. She had stepped out of the pantry with a towel around her neck when she met Lynn sitting at the dinner table, eating her own snack. 
 
 
 

Lynn looked up at her. "Have you been crying?"  

Dahyun blinked through her puffy eyes. "Was it that obvious?"  

Lynn pursed her lips and tilted her hand from side to side. "Eh, a little," she admitted. "Are you alright, though?" she asked, leaning forward.  

Dahyun offered a smile. "Yeah. I think I just really needed it."  

"That's good." Lynn smiled back gently. "Still, if you need anything, you can talk to me."  

"I'll keep that in mind." Dahyun said, settling down at the table. "Thank you." 
 

 

"Hi, Sullin." Dahyun greeted, surprised the girl hadn't left her spot in all that time. Sullin waved back at her, her face lighting up. She came forward and ran her fingers through Dahyun's soft hair. 

Dahyun giggled. "Shower's up if you need it. Or you can go eat something." She said, setting a hand on Sullin's shoulder. The younger girl gave her a firm nod before walking away. 

Dahyun turned her attention to Yeojeong, who still sat beside the bed. His medical equipment had been moved away. He greeted her with a smile, and Dahyun smiled back. 

"I wanted to thank you again for helping us, and for being so welcoming," she said. 

"Of course,” the man replied. “I haven't seen people for a while, so it kind of got lonely." 

Dahyun took a seat on the bed. "You've been alone for the past month? What about your family?" 

Yeojeong shook his head. "No, there isn't really anyone. They all lived in the city. I hope they're alright, but..." he trailed off, looking down. 

“I’m sorry to hear that.” Dahyun empathized. "If you don't mind me asking, why did you choose such an isolated place to live if you feel lonely?" 

The man let out a small huff. "I'm a house doctor. Patients come and visit me in my home, and sometimes I go to their place. Back in the day, I'd talk to many people, often elders who had much to say, so I didn't feel lonely at all." 

Yeojeong readjusted his shirt. "And, although I do like the company, I also value my alone time. I always liked the mountains, too, so with the good amount of money I made, I chose to build my house here." 

Dahyun hummed. "That makes sense." 

"It does?" the doctor asked. The electrician smiled. 

"Yeah, it does. I can see why you chose this place now." 

Yeojeong smiled in relief. "That's good to hear." 

Dahyun nodded and changed her attention to Yubin, who listened to their conversation with half-open eyes. She had readjusted her position and lied on her back under the blankets. 

The doctor caught the electrician's gaze and stood up. He set a hand on Dahyun's shoulder. 

"I'll leave you two to talk. If you need me, I'll be in my room. Second floor, end of the hallway." 

With a charming smile, he took his leave, closing the door behind him. Dahyun watched him go, staring at the door for a few more seconds than necessary. 

A snicker brought the electrician back to Yubin. 

"What's so funny?" Dahyun inquired, raising a brow. 

Yubin waved a dismissive hand. "It's nothing. How was the shower?" she asked. 

"It was nice." Dahyun replied. She wasn't lying, it was nice. 

The traceuse hummed. "I'll take one tomorrow morning. I'm too tired to do anything right now." She said. Dahyun looked outside. The sun was still up in the sky, but it had become evening, basking the room in an orange glow accentuated by the curtains of the same hue. 

A comfortable silence fell over the two survivors. Dahyun kept her eyes on the pale curtains while Yubin sank further into the mattress. 

The traceuse was glad they could sit in such quiet. The her from a month ago wouldn't have believed it. An uncomfortable feeling stirred in her stomach. 

"Hey." 

Dahyun looked at Yubin. The traceuse took a deep breath. 

"I'm sorry for all this trouble I'm putting you girls through," she apologized. "I should've just told you about the infection when it started." 

"Maybe," Dahyun admitted, "but at least it led us to someone who could help.” A smile grew on her face. “Plus, he’s a nice guy.” 

Yubin narrowed her eyes at Dahyun. The electrician stared back in confusion. 

“Why do you keep looking at me like that?” Dahyun asked. 

“Like what?” 

“Like you know something.” 

"I don’t," Yubin answered dismissively. "You just smile every time he shows up." 

Dahyun furrowed her eyebrows. "I don't do that." She felt her face heat up. 

Yubin widened her eyes. "Holy crap." 

"...What?" 

"You totally like him already!" The traceuse accused, shoving a finger in front of Dahyun's face with glee. 

Dahyun whined and smacked Yubin's intrusive arm away. "I do not!" she protested despite her cheeks a bright red. “He’s just been very friendly!” 

Yubin let out a loud cackle at Dahyun's embarrassment, ignoring the sore aches from her mending ribs. The electrician smacked her again with a deep pout. "You're so mean," she complained. 

Yubin's laughter slowly died down, and she reverted to a calm expression. "But seriously," she started, causing Dahyun to perk up. "Even though he helped us, I wouldn’t trust him too quickly. I don't want a replay of what happened." 

Dahyun gulped and looked away, feeling the familiar weight on her chest. "I know." 

Yubin stretched her arms and let out a yawn. "Good." She dropped her arms onto the mattress with a puff. "I'm gonna knock myself out. Good night, unnie," she wished before closing her eyes. 

Dahyun watched over Yubin's peaceful expression, the ceiling light shining over her features. A sense of normalcy washed over her, a taste of her past life. She knew she shouldn't, but Dahyun let herself indulge in the moment, knowing it might never come again. 

Dahyun walked over to the door and flicked the lights off, engulfing the room in the sunset light. She then walked back towards the bed and settled herself under the covers, letting out a satisfied hum as her back pressed against the soft mattress. 

Dahyun closed her tired eyes and sighed. She hadn’t felt this safe in the last month. Sleep came to her easily, the thought of permanently settling in the house whispering to her as she drifted away in a comfortable slumber.

Notes:

woah guess who's finally here
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Chapter 14: Acclimation

Notes:

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Chapter Text

On the second day of their quarantine, Sergeant Kim gave each of the girls a sheet of paper with a single pen to pass between themselves. The paper was a form asking for their names, age, birth date, allergies, and past occupation. 

"Just to know who we're dealing with," the sergeant reasoned, handing out the thin stacks through the cell gaps. When the girls were done, they gave them back to Hyunjin. The soldier took them off their hands and quickly looked through the forms, occasionally lifting a curious eyebrow, before passing them to another trooper. She then gestured at Joobin, the girls' official guard, to unlock the cells. 

"I need two people from each cell to step out for their medical checkups." Sergeant Kim announced while Joobin creaked the doors open. The girls briefly glanced at each other and nodded, having already decided on the order. The first cell started with Soomin and Nakyoung, and the second cell went with Sohyun and Xinyu. 

Nakyoung walked out, scrunching her nose in light pain when she put pressure on her injured foot. Seeing her struggle, Xinyu helped her out, wrapping the vigilante's arm around her shoulders and holding her snugly by the hip. The fashionista was careful not to touch Nakyoung's injured hand when grabbing her wrist. Soomin stepped out with a blanket wrapped around her body, holding tightly onto the fabric as she exhaled heavily. Sohyun massaged the side of her neck, occasionally taking a deep breath to clear herself from any dizziness. The sergeant hovered her eyes over them before turning and marching away. 

When the first group came back from their checkups, the girls sent Jiwoo and Hyerin from the first cell, and Chaewon and Haerin from the second. Sergeant Kim was gone by then, and they followed a new soldier. 

After that, Yooyeon and Seoyeon went, paired with Mayu and Kotone. 

As they were led down the hallway, Seoyeon quietly approached Yooyeon. 

"What did you fill in for your occupation?" The nurse asked in a whisper. 

Without looking, Yooyeon tapped Seoyeon's hand reassuringly. "Nothing more than 'scientist,'" she answered under her breath. She kept her eyes on the soldier ahead, making sure he hadn't heard them. 

Seoyeon let out a quiet sigh of relief before nodding, keeping pace with Yooyeon. Kotone looked in their direction, raising a curious eyebrow, but said nothing. She and Mayu held hands. 

The medical checkups ended with Yeonji and Chaeyeon from the first cell, and Nien from the other one. 

Yeonji stared blankly at the wall whilst sitting on a hospital bed, going along with whatever the nurse was doing. At the moment, the medical staff had her left arm lifted, and gently rolled her shoulder. Her thoughts clamored loudly in her head, trying to overpower each other. 

"What are you thinking about?" the nurse suddenly asked, snapping Yeonji out of her daze. The young skateboarder looked up at her, although she didn't have to look very high. The nurse was short and looked young. Yeonji thought she must’ve been around the same age as Seoyeon. 

She shrugged. "A little bit of everything," Yeonji admitted as the nurse let go of her arm. 

"I can see that." The woman smiled. Her voice was raspier and deeper than what Yeonji expected. "You can say them out loud if you want, I don't mind at all," she offered, moving onto Yeonji's other arm. 

Yeonji perked up and looked around. The prison's internal courtyard had been repurposed into a nursing room. Eight beds were lined up on the walls with four on each side, separated by curtains. She couldn't see her teammates, or any other survivor. 

The skateboarder inhaled, readjusting her thoughts. "Well, I slept in yesterday, so I'm kind of dealing with everything right now. Feels weird to stay in one place." 

The nurse hummed. "Must be a lot," she empathized. "You didn't have somewhere to hole up in the last month?" 

"Not really..." Yeonji stretched her lips to one side. "I was on a firetruck half the time, and that thing was always moving unless we had to stop to refill the tank." 

"What about the other half?" 

"That was in the middle," Yeonji explained. "We managed to get out of Seoul on the first day. We found ourselves a nice place to stay with a lot of survivors, but..." she trailed off, looking glumly to the side. 

The nurse gently set Yeonji's arm back to her side. "It's okay if you don't want to talk about it," she comforted. "I'm sure we all have things we'd rather keep for ourselves these days. In any case, it must've been difficult." 

The skateboarder nodded. "It was. 'Tone-unnie almost got killed. She would've died if it wasn't for Nien-unnie." 

"The firefighter?" inquired the nurse. 

Yeonji nodded. "Yeah. She's kind of crazy in a good way. Super strong and has no fear. I'm glad to have her on the team." 

"That does sound like a strong teammate," the nurse agreed. "We have Hyunjin-unnie, but she's just crazy." 

Yeonji snorted in disbelief. "Seriously? She doesn't look that way at all." 

The nurse snickered. "I'm not supposed to say this," she leaned in and whispered, "but when she thinks no one's watching, she starts laughing and talking to an imaginary person." 

Yeonji's jaw dropped. "No way!" she quietly exclaimed, and the two survivors shared a giggle. 

"Yeojin." A female doctor called out. Yeonji and the nurse turned towards her, and the skateboarder noticed they looked strikingly similar. "Are you done? We need to switch them out." 

"Okay, unnie!" Yeojin grinned, then turned back to Yeonji. "All your motor functions are good. Your vitals are also stable. Basically, you're in good health." 

The nurse fished something out of her pocket and handed it to the girl. It was a blue lollipop. 

Yeonji blinked, hesitatingly taking the candy from her nurse's hands. "Are you sure...?" She looked up at her. 

Yeojin nodded with an assuring smile. "It's not my favorite anyway," she added. 

Yeonji mused over for a moment, rolling the thin stick between her fingers. "Thank you for cheering me up." 

The nurse hummed with a smile. "No matter how bad life gets, you should always enjoy the small things." She nudged her head towards the door, encouraging Yeonji to follow. 

 

 

The medical staff could not pinpoint what Soomin's illness was. They had resorted to giving her different antibiotics and an ice pack. The girls sharing her cell had let her rest on the bottom bunk, having placed the icepack on her forehead over a piece of cloth. She had rested for the first few days, as her fever wouldn't come down despite the medications. Concerned, the members had taken turns to watch over the young gunner, most of it having been Hyerin. Meanwhile, Seoyeon had taken the top bunk, sleeping for the better part of most days. The others didn't comment much, though, as they had also used the first week to settle in and regain their strength. 

The second week was when things got a little long. 

A fully recovered Soomin pressed her hands against the metal bars and peeked her head out. She tilted her face to the side to watch the soldier outside their cell. 

"What's up 'Binnie?" she asked with a smile. Joobin, as always, didn't respond, looking straight ahead. Soomin had done this routine every morning since her fever faded. 

Yeonji skated over and stopped next to Soomin, having recovered her skateboard a couple days ago. She rested the board against the bars before squishing her cheek against the gunner's. "Hey, you should totally let us out," she whispered. "You know, we youngsters gotta stick together. Maybe take over the military." 

"Yeah!" Soomin cheered. She then narrowed her eyes. "Actually, how old are you? You look younger than this kid next to me." 

Yeonji grimaced, eyeing Soomin up and down. "Joobin, can you shoot this dweeb for me?" 

Soomin gasped. "Did you just call me a dweeb? Show some respect to your unnie." 

"I'm seriously not calling you unnie." Yeonji clicked her tongue. "But anyway- Private Joobin. You should totally join our cause." 

Yooyeon lied on the bottom bunk with her hands resting on her stomach. She stared at the upper bunk and sighed. "What are they talking about?" 

"They're trying to stage a coup," Nakyoung, who sat on the edge of the bed, giggled. Yooyeon smiled with her, listening in to the duo's plans to overthrow Daejeon's military dictatorship. 

"They really are just a bunch of kids, huh?" Yooyeon wondered. She then pursed her lips. "I kind of feel bad for the soldier." 

Nakyoung hummed, "Better her than us," she admitted. "I don't think I'd be able to take it, even though I do appreciate them behaving like they should." 

"'Binnie," Yeonji spoke up. "If you stay still, you're gay." 

Yooyeon, along with her cellmates, quirked a curious brow and looked towards the cell bars, wondering if Joobin would actually move. The only one who didn't pay attention was Hyerin, who rested on the top bunk, listening to mellow melodies through Soomin's headphones. 

After a couple seconds of stillness, the soldier rolled her shoulders. Soomin and Yeonji burst out cackling. Chaeyeon stared open-mouthed before entering a fit of giggles, and even Jiwoo had to bite down a smile. 

"Come on, leave her alone." Haerin's disapproving voice echoed from the other cell. The two troublemakers' laughter slowly died down, and they ushered quick but genuine apologies towards the soldier. Still, they kept talking to her, and Yeonji had changed the topic to her skateboard's custom design. 

Yooyeon sighed through her nose, letting her head fall back against the mattress with a shake of her head. 

Nakyoung pursed her lips, drumming her fingers against the side rail of the bed. "We're like parents of two troublemakers." 

Yooyeon's mind blanked at Nakyoung's curveball of a comment. She lightly furrowed her eyebrows. "Uh, sure." 

Nakyoung smirked. "I'll pretend I didn't hear you hesitate," she said before standing up with a stretch, her bomber jacket lifting alongside her arms and exposing her lower back. Yooyeon turned to face the wall. 

The vigilante noticed the scientist's neutrality and let her arms fall with a pout. "You're not interested?" 

"It's nothing personal," Yooyeon said. 

"Oh, you got someone else on your mind?" Nakyoung's eyes sparkled with a glint of mischievousness. The two teenagers stopped nagging Joobin, waiting for Yooyeon's response. 

Yooyeon blinked, her thoughts flashing to Seoyeon. "Yeah," she spoke easily. 

"That was fast." Nakyoung's excited glint evaporated. The two girls groaned exasperatedly. 

"Did you expect me to say something else?" asked the scientist. 

The vigilante shrugged. "No. I just thought you'd be more defensive about it." 

"Yeah, it's kind of boring if you just admit it outright," Soomin complained. Yeonji nodded profusely next to her with her arms crossed. 

Yooyeon looked up at them. "Well, sorry to disappoint?" 

"Boo." Yeonji flashed a thumbs-down before going back to annoying an ever-unresponsive Joobin. Soomin turned along with her. 

Nakyoung pushed Yooyeon to the side and lied down next to her. "Who is it?" she prodded, shaking the scientist by the arm. 

Yooyeon looked at the vigilante weirdly. "Aren't you taking too much pleasure in this?" 

"Hey," Nakyoung said. "Woman who shows no emotion falls for someone. I can't say no to that," she explained as if it was the most obvious thing ever. 

Yooyeon narrowed her eyes. "I feel like you out of all people shouldn't be calling me cold-blooded." 

Nakyoung gasped in faux offence. "I am a very warm person!" 

"Yeah, she just like to beef with everyone," Soomin commented. 

"What does that even mean- Whatever." Nakyoung waved a dismissive hand. She leaned into Yooyeon. "Who is it?" 

Yooyeon pursed her lips, tapping a finger on the back of her hand. 

 

Yooyeon nestled herself uncomfortably on the prison floor, her back flat against the cement. She put her hands behind her head, acting as a makeshift pillow. A thin blanket was draped over her body. It wasn't very warm.

At least she was safe, Yooyeon thought, trying to drown out the snoring next to her. She didn't know who it was from. Everything was pitch black as she stared at the ceiling. There would be a few small lamps illuminating the prison after dark, but it was lights out after ten.

Yooyeon heard a small step in the dark. Her heart lightly skipped a beat, but her brain was quick to rationalize the situation, and she relaxed again.

"Yooyeon-unnie?" A light voice spoke from the void. Yooyeon recognized it instantly.

"I'm awake," she answered with a softness in her tone she didn't know she had. "Do you need anything, Seoyeon-ah?"

A pause. Yooyeon turned her head over despite not being able to see anything.

"I can’t fall sleep."

Yooyeon blinked. "Is that so?"  

Another pause. Yooyeon guessed Seoyeon was nodding.

"This is a weird request, but..." Seoyeon trailed off hesitantly. "Could you help me out?"  

"...In what sense?" Yooyeon inquired.  

"Just— lie down next to me, I don't know— gosh, this is weird." Seoyeon exhaled and let out a disheartened chuckle.  

Yooyeon pressed her lips together. She knew from the one month of knowing her, Seoyeon wasn't one to ask for help. She would always push herself to the limit for others and damage her own health in the process. Yooyeon thought it was admirable just as much as she believed it was irrational.  

"You can say it." The scientist encouraged. "I won't judge."  

"I know. I just..." Seoyeon mused for a second, then inhaled. "I think I sleep better when I'm around you," she admitted in a whisper.  

Yooyeon lied still from a moment, processing what Seoyeon confessed. An awkward silence layered over them, and Yooyeon could only imagine Seoyeon wrung her wrists in apprehension.  

"Actually, forget it. I'll-"  

"I'll hold you." Yooyeon offered, stunning Seoyeon into silence.  

A sigh of relief came from Seoyeon. "Okay," she whispered.  

The scientist inhaled from her nose and lifted the thin blanket before standing up. Her hand searched for Seoyeon's in the dark. She waved it around blindly until it hit the nurse's forearm, then she slid it down to grab her hand. With that, Seoyeon led her to the other side of the cell, crossing over the sleeping figures of their group members.  

Seoyeon let go of Yooyeon's hand, and the scientist listened to the indistinct metal clang of the bunk bed's ladder. It was faint under the buzzing in her ears. She heard shuffling from the mattress above and used it as her cue to climb.  

A light hum escaped Yooyeon's lips as her palms hit the bedding. It was softer than she thought. Either that, or her standards for a comfortable bed had fallen. She hypothesized the latter.  

Yooyeon carefully lied down on her back, making sure to not hit anything, or anyone, in the process. Her right shoulder awkwardly hugged the bed's protective railing, the metal sending a cold shiver through her arm.  

Seoyeon moved around on her left. "You're practically on the edge. Come closer," she beckoned.  

Yooyeon swallowed dryly and shimmied to the side. Her palms felt clammy, and her ears felt hot. Seoyeon draped her thicker blanket over Yooyeon, then rested her head on the woman's chest. Yooyeon froze at the abrupt physical contact, and she held her breath.  

"Is this alright?" Seoyeon hesitated. Her ear was placed against her quickening heartbeat.  

"...Yeah." Yooyeon breathed out. The back of her neck suddenly felt tense.  

"Okay."  

More silence. Yooyeon didn't dare to budge, not wanting to disrupt Seoyeon's comfort. Her body felt hot, a large contrast to when she lied on the floor, and the warmth swirled through her stomach.  

"Are you sure it's okay? You're very still." Seoyeon worried. "I can move away." She tilted her head up and began to uncross her arm.  

"No." Yooyeon blurted out and put her hand on Seoyeon's arm, pulling her closer. She took a deep inhale. "I said I'd help you."  

She could feel Seoyeon stagger before nodding wordlessly and letting her head fall back against her chest. Letting out a slow exhale, Yooyeon relaxed her shoulders, her eyes narrowed at the ceiling. Her grip on Seoyeon's arm slackened until it rested comfortably against her skin. She brought up her other arm over the covers and nestled it against Seoyeon's back.  

Seoyeon gulped. "Thank you, unnie," she said under her breath.  

"Of course." Yooyeon answered without skipping a beat. "Get some rest. You deserve it."  

 

"Seoyeon? Really?" Nakyoung exclaimed in genuine surprise. 

"That was kind of obvious, actually," Hyerin spoke for the first time, apparently interested in the conversation. "Seoyeon-unnie is glued to Yooyeon-unnie." 

Yooyeon looked up and sighed. An odd feeling of longing wrapped itself around her heart. They had let Seoyeon out earlier since she was a nurse, and they needed more staff. She had been pulled out the day before. 

Soomin scratched her nose. "Well, I think it makes sense she likes Seoyeon-unnie. They met first and everything." 

"Was it love at first sight?" Chaeyeon teased with a grin. Jiwoo coughed awkwardly next to her. 

"No." Yooyeon deadpanned. "We were running for our lives." 

"Sounds romantic." 

"They're like mom and dad." Soomin realized with a gasp. “They started everything.” 

"Who's the mom?" Yeonji wondered. 

"Seoyeon-unnie, obviously. Yooyeon-unnie doesn't care enough." 

Yooyeon raised her eyebrows at the last comment. 

"Wait," Nakyoung interrupted, sitting up. "If they're the parents, then what does that make me?" 

Soomin narrowed her eyes and hummed, pondering over the question. "You're like the best friend...?" 

Nakyoung reeled back in puzzlement. "What is that supposed to mean?" 

"Like- you're the best friend that might just end up homewrecking the couple." 

Another fit of laughter filled the quarantine room. Nakyoung stared in stupefaction, blinking from time to time with her jaw on the floor. Yooyeon had her lips pressed together, chuckling in amusement. 

"I would never do that!" Nakyoung snapped out of her trance and vehemently protested. An argument quickly escalated between her and the gunner. 

Yooyeon closed her eyes with a satisfied smile resting on her face, tapping out of the conversation as it shifted. She mentally thanked Soomin and Yeonji for the entertainment; it made their quarantine more bearable. Still, she awaited their release apprehensively, growing with want as she thought of Seoyeon. 

 

 

The living room's lights shone over Dahyun and Sullin as they sat on the living room's couch. Dahyun held a book between her hands while Sullin followed along, trying her best to understand. 

Dahyun trailed her finger under a line. "Can you read this?" she asked, inching the book closer towards Sullin. The girl squinted with her mouth parted, her eyes hovering over the characters. 

"The atom donates an electron to another atom to form an ionic bond," she pronounced hesitantly and robotically, putting emphasis on every syllable. "Covalent bonds..." Sullin trailed off and looked up at Dahyun. "I don't know." 

Dahyun pursed her lips. "Lynn," she called out to the girl. She and Yubin sat across the room with their own book titled  Foraging Mushrooms: Safe or Deadly?  

Lynn looked up from the book. "What is it?" 

"Any easier words in your book?" 

"No, it's explaining how toxic these mushrooms are, even though they all kill you anyway." Yubin answered with a scrunch of her nose. "Me, personally, I just want to know which ones I can eat." 

"Be careful though," A male voice jumped in, "Many of them look similar." 

The guests turned their attention towards Yeojeong, who stood in the hallway, holding a shovel and a backpack. 

Yubin narrowed her eyes. "Yeah... I can see that." She lifted the book and showed the pages to the doctor. The images displayed two eerily similar white mushrooms. One was called the "paddy straw mushroom," while the other took on the name of the "death cap." 

Yeojeong pointed at the death cap. "Good thing about that one is that it mostly grows in Europe, so we're relatively safe." 

Yubin turned the book back to her. "Oh," she said, reading the text further. "It does." 

Dahyun turned towards the doctor, closing the atomic physics book. "Do you have books other than advanced sciences?" she requested with a sheepish smile. 

Yeojeong sucked in a breath and looked around. "I don't think I have- oh! I might. Be right back," he said before walking off. 

Moments later, he came back with a large, but thin book. The cover spelled Garfield in Korean lettering. Dahyun's face brightened. 

"I would sometimes have children visiting, so I kept a couple of these around," he explained, handing the comic to the pair. Sullin gasped and beamed at the cover, recognizing the large orange cat. 

Dahyun let out a breath of relief, admiring the front. "Thank you so much." 

"You're welcome," he replied, readjusting the strap of his backpack. 

"Where are you going?" Lynn questioned, nudging her head towards his shovel. 

"I'll be out foraging for a little." 

Yubin quirked an eyebrow. "Why? You have so much food here." 

"I find my own food whenever I can, that's why I can keep so much stored. But my time was cut off yesterday." 

Lynn pondered for a moment, stretching her lips to one side. "I don't think it's a good idea to go out yet. They might still be out there." 

"I can manage." Yeojeong said confidently. 

"You can't." Yubin cut off. "One wrong move, and it's over." 

The doctor passed a hand over his face. "But you all survived out there for a month. How bad could it be?" He wondered cluelessly. 

The girls met each other's eyes, realizing how isolated the man had been from the situation. 

Lynn inhaled through her nose, her face darkening in an air of graveness. "How many infected have you actually crossed out there?" 

Yeojeong casually waved his shovel around. "A few here and there, but they were always alone." 

"Well, I've heard enough." Yubin raised her hands, then slapped them against the couch's armrests. She stood up with a small groan, massaging her lower ribs, and locked eyes with the doctor. 

Dahyun also stood up. "Yubin." 

"Hold on." Yubin said, putting a hand up. "Let me help him understand what we've been through." She took a step forward, her injured leg limping behind her. 

"On the first day, I had to stay on the roof with some girl I barely knew, forced to watch people getting torn apart on the streets, and they'd come back to life just to attack more people. All night, I had to listen to screams of men, women, and children. Car sirens went off all the time." 

Yubin took a deep breath, then continued, "I almost saw my friends die right below me without being able to do anything. I had to fight off waves of them just to get down the roof. The next night, we couldn't even sleep because the military decided to start killing and blasting everything they saw. A tank fired at two humans near us, and we almost got hit."

Yeojeong's face contorted in confusion. "Wait, what?"

"Yeah." Yubin pressed her lips together and nodded. "Not even the military's on our side. They blocked off Seoul entirely, and we had to cross the Han River with hundreds of them on us. Dahyun-unnie got pushed off by a traitor, the same one who stabbed me. We almost died on that bridge." 

Yeojeong searched Dahyun's eyes for confirmation. The electrician met them, and she gave him a solemn nod. "I was alone when it started. I should've died a long time ago, being chased by so many. The only reason why I'm still here is because Yubin's friend saved my life."

The doctor pinched the bridge of his nose and exhaled heavily. “I didn’t know how bad it was,” he admitted. “I’m sorry.”

“Well, now you know.” Yubin pressed her lips together and sat back down. “So no going outside,” she said. Yeojeong relented with a nod, putting his shovel down.

"We should stay low for the time being," Lynn planned out. "Wait for the infected to pass by or have them fall back asleep."

A whirring sound from above approached the house in rhythmic chops. The group froze and looked up to the ceiling. Lynn frowned, delicately curling a finger around a curtain and peeking an eye outside. A dark, forest green helicopter moved over and away from the building.

"What was it?" Yeojeong asked without lowering his voice. Sullin quickly shushed him with a finger to her lips. They jolted as something banged against the window behind them that was covered by the closed blinds. Dahyun rushed to kill the lights whilst the others lowered themselves. Unfortunately, it had seen the light and kept pounding against the glass.

"Helicopter," Lynn whispered. "It brought one here." 

"What do we do?" Yubin exhaled. They flinched as they heard another bang and what sounded like a crack. 

"Stay low." Lynn hushed in alarm. "We need to hide somewhere. With no windows." 

The girls turned towards Yeojeong. The man darted his eyes around nervously. 

"Do you have a spot?" Dahyun questioned. 

"They all have windows," the doctor responded with a gulp. "The only place without any is the basement." 

Lynn breathed through clenched teeth. "Lead us to it." 

"I..." Yeojeong hesitated. "I'm not sure it's a good idea." 

"What?" Yubin seethed quietly. 

The group jumped again as a louder crack echoed through the house along with an angry growl. Another loud bang sounded from the end of the hallway. 

"We don't have time for this," Lynn said. "It's either that, or we get taken over. We don't know how many there are out there." 

Yeojeong pressed his lips together, thinking over his choices. Dahyun and Yubin shared a look. 

Wordlessly, the doctor agreed, and he nudged his head to his right. He quietly crouched his way towards a closed door, and the girls followed tensely. Lynn readied a knife in case something was to happen, doubt rising from the man's uncertainty. 

Yeojeong unlocked the door with a twist of his key and opened it. He put a finger against his lips, urging the girls to keep the noise to a minimum.

The group of survivors carefully walked down the wooden stairs, and Sullin shut the door behind her just as they heard the sound of glass shattering. Dahyun nearly yelped but slapped a hand against her mouth. 

Ahead of them, the doctor let out a shaky breath. "I'll need you all to keep an open mind." 

"What for?" Lynn frowned, navigating through the darkness. Her ear twitched as she heard a growl. 

A flip switched, illuminating the basement. The girls winced and put their arms up to block the sudden flashbang. When their vision settled, they all gasped, while Yeojeong looked away. 

"What." Yubin said. “What," she repeated in disbelief.

“What.” 

 

 

By the end of the day, Hyunjin showed up to their cell block with a box in her hands, stopping in front of the second cell. 

"What's that?" Nien inquired curiously. 

"Just a little something." Hyunjin replied, looking at Haerin. "Didn't know whether you preferred vanilla or chocolate, so it's a mix of both." 

The sergeant opened the gate and slid the box in the cell. 

"Is it a bomb?" Soomin wondered, looking over the bars. Yeonji shoved her. 

Kotone pursed her lips, and gave the box a light tap of her boot. After searching for her cellmates' approving stares, she squatted down, and delicately opened the lid. 

The small crowd gasped as they were met with the presence of a cake. Half of it was vanilla, while the other half was chocolate. A small paper note had been dropped on top of the cake. It read, "Happy birthday Jeong Haerin," with five candles placed neatly around it. In the box's corner was a singular match, and a plastic knife. 

Everyone stood and stared, astounded, while the other cell members tried their best to get a peek. 

"Can someone tell us what's going on?" Chaeyeon asked, her face pressed against the metal bars. 

"It's a birthday cake. For Jeong Haerin," Nien said. 

"Me?" Hyerin peeked over in confusion, taking off Soomin's headphones. 

"No, not Hyerin. Haerin." The firefighter clarified. 

"Oh." 

"We need to find a way to differentiate your names." Nakyoung thought out loud. 

Xinyu turned towards Haerin. "It's your birthday?" 

Haerin stared agape at the cake, visibly moved. "It is?" 

"June 11th. You wrote it on your personal file," Hyunjin spoke from outside the cell. “That’s today.” Haerin let out a shaky exhale. 

"We filled the forms just last week." Chaewon realized. "Why didn't you tell us when we were writing?" she asked her underclassman. 

Haerin swallowed. "Well, I didn't really think it was important..." 

"Of course it's important," Xinyu gently scolded. "It's your day." 

"My birthday was a week and a half ago!" Nien butted in, looking at Hyunjin expectantly. "Do I get a cake?" 

"No, they're only reserved for kids aged 14 and under." 

Nien looked down with a pout. Soomin and Yeonji threw their hands up in frustration. 

"Could we go in their cell?" Chaeyeon requested. "It would be nice to celebrate with them."  

Hyunjin exhaled a long breath. She looked at Joobin, nudging her head sideways, and the soldier opened the cell. The girls gave the sergeant a couple grateful bows as they quickly filed into the other room. 

Kotone grabbed the box and held it out to Nien. The firefighter lit the match with a quick swipe against the wall, then transferred the small fire to the candles. 

The girls looked at the light in awe as Kotone handed the box to Haerin. The birthday girl gently held in in her hands, her eyes sparkling as they reflected the candlelight. 

They stood around the cake in awkward silence, watching as the fire quietly melted through the wax. 

"We should sing Happy Birthday," Mayu spoke up, shrinking into herself as she received everyone's attention. Being met with silence, she gulped and added, "I think it would be nice." 

An uneasy cough sounded through the cell, and, somehow, all eyes ended up on Yooyeon. The scientist pressed her lips together at the sudden spotlight, tapping a finger against her leg. "I..." 

"It's a good idea." Sohyun affirmed, much to the girls' surprise. They met each other's eyes and nodded, albeit half-heartedly. 

Jiwoo took a deep breath. She started the first verse solo, shocking everyone with how stable her voice was despite her self-conscious singing. Chaeyeon quickly joined in on the second verse, followed by Nien, Chaewon, then the rest of the girls. 

The chorus came in an inelegant ensemble of uncertain singers. Some of them quietly clapped their hands together, offering an uncoordinated and off-beat percussion. It was the most disharmonious, off-key birthday song they had ever taken part in. Haerin smiled awkwardly to keep up appearances. 

Jiwoo's voice strained by the end, having to fight off the urge to laugh. Unfortunately, she heard someone's voice crack, and she broke, entering a noisy fit of hysterics. The athlete's sudden display of glee shocked Chaeyeon, who froze and stared at her friend wide-eyed. When her bafflement dissipated, she let out a strange mix between a shout and a whine, shoving Jiwoo to the side. 

"What are you laughing about?" Chaeyeon complained. The group had stopped singing, staring at the duo. Jiwoo only laughed louder, doubling down on herself as she held her stomach. An amused smirk made its way on Yeonji's face, and she followed through the contagious chortling. 

"That was so bad!" Jiwoo said in between hysterics. She wheezed harshly before howling and dropping to the ground, sending the rest of the girls in their own laughing fits, Haerin nearly dropping her cake in the process. They only guffawed louder as they noticed Sergeant Kim still standing by their cell, a genuine look of bewilderment on her face. 

Sergeant Kim coughed tensely, attempting to hide her own smile. "I've seen worse," she tried to mellow out. Noticing Joobin's rare display of emotion in the form of widened eyes, she quickly regained her composure. With a huff, she erased any hint of amusement from her face and patted her uniform down. 

"Hold on." Yooyeon waved her hands around, trying to stop the group's chuckling. "Let's try again. Seriously this time." As the laughter died down, she received a chorus of "yeahs" and "okays." 

The second attempt yielded significant progress. The past discomfort had been relieved from their shared laughter, and they sang with energy, their hands clapping in sync. Though their voices were untrained, they were at least on key. The song came to a successful end, and Haerin blew out her candles in one go. 

The girls clamored positively, satisfied with their most recent performance. Wide smiles made their way on each of their faces. Mayu let out a breath of relief at her idea's belated success, and Nien patted her on the head. 

Sohyun turned towards Haerin. "How do you feel?" she asked the student. 

Haerin looked up at the bodyguard and smiled. "It feels nice." 

"We should choose a new name for you." Chaeyeon cut in, looking hungrily at the cake. 

"Why me?" Haerin wondered with a tilt of her head. 

"Because we knew Hyerin first." 

The others pursed their lips and looked to the side, unable to refute the argument. Hyerin gave Haerin an apologetic shrug. 

"We'll let your pick your own name." Jiwoo offered, tapping Chaeyeon lightly on the head. 

Haerin pursed her lips, thinking for a moment. She tapped the side of the box with her finger as she pondered. 

"Seoah." She spoke definitely. The girls hummed in approval at the name. 

"Sounds nice," Xinyu agreed with a nod. "Why that name?" 

Haerin shrugged. "I don't know. It just feels right." 

Sohyun pat Haerin's back reassuringly. "Alright. Seoah it is." 

Nien whooped, throwing her fists up. "Let's eat some cake!" 

 

 

The sergeant overlooked the small birthday party with a feeling of ease. After each girl got a small slice, they spoke with each other, talking about whatever came to mind. Yeonji and Seoah chatted about baseball, the skateboarder sending Sergeant Kim a look as she talked about her signed bat. She hadn't gotten it back. 

Her moment was interrupted by a beep from her pocket radio. 

"Sergeant Kim. They will be here in ETA of five minutes." A voice buzzed through the comms. 

The sergeant exhaled. She clicked the side of her walkie. "I'll be right there," she replied. She did a once-over of the celebrating group before walking off. Joobin was about to step forward with her, but she put a hand up. 

"You stay here," she ordered, glancing at the cell. Joobin gave Sergeant Kim a nod, stepping back into position. With a shake of her head, the sergeant made her way out of the prison. 

 

 

"Is this what you meant by 'I met a few?!'" Yubin shouted. Angry growls and high-pitched cries answered her question. 

On the right of the basement was a large foldable plastic table with an advanced chemistry set, and an array of medical instruments. Set in front of the group were three infected chained against the black cement wall. The one in the middle was an elderly woman. An adult man was to her right, and the one on the left was a teenage boy. They were methodically cut open in different bodily regions, and the woman's hands had been completely removed. The wounds all shared a similar black scar that ran and crackled over them.

"Unnie, calm down." Lynn urged, looking back and forth between the infected and the basement door. Sullin backed away from the doctor in confusion, and Dahyun's eyes mirrored her feeling of betrayal. 

"No, I won't calm down because what in the world is this?" Yubin seethed and pointed at the zombies. 

Yeojeong clasped his hands together and inhaled. "I swear, I can explain." 

Yubin turned towards him and nodded profusely, "Okay. You better swear damn well." 

The basement settled into disquiet stillness as the girls waited for the doctor's explanation, the infected's growls interrupting the silence. 

Yeojeong pinched the bridge of his nose with a groan. "One of my regular patients, an elderly woman, came to me with a bite on her hand. I offered to look at it and led her inside," he started. 

"A few minutes into our checkup, she suddenly froze up, and her pupils dilated. When I approached her, she lunged at me. I managed to pin her down and restrain her without getting injured." 

The girls listened tensely as he continued his story. "I tried to call the police and her relatives, but no one picked up. I didn't know what else to do, so I kept her in my room for a while. It wasn't until later when I went out into town that I realized something was wrong." 

"What, you didn't see it on the news?" Yubin glared at him. 

Yeojeong shook his head. "I don't have a television, nor do I use social media. What I saw was people chasing other people down and biting them, tearing them apart. I put two and two together and ran back here. Since then, I have moved the woman to the basement, and I've been running tests." 

"Why are her hands missing?" Lynn pointed out, squinting in the woman's direction. 

"I needed to study the bite mark in a way I couldn't be attacked. The other hand was used for comparison." 

"Where are they?" 

"They're being kept in a freezer," the doctor pointed at a white chest in a corner. The girls reacted with various degrees of cringe and disgust. 

"So basically..." Dahyun started, "You've been doing your own research?" 

The doctor sighed and nodded. "As much as I can, but hoisting them all the way in here is difficult work." 

Yubin let out a deep exhale. "Well, at least you're not a serial killer. Sorry for assuming the worst," she apologized, combing her hair back. 

Yeojeong stretched his lips to one side. "I mean, I understand. You were betrayed." 

Dahyun looked away from the animated corpses, fearing she would vomit. "Did you learn anything, at least?" 

Yeojeong perked up. "I did." He gestured at the girls to approach the table where a microscope was placed. The group shared uncertain looks, but walked up, nonetheless. 

"I've been looking at how this virus transfers from host to host," he explained as he turned on the device, a small dish already placed in the viewer. He invited the girls to look through the microscope. "I've discovered that there are, in fact, various ways to get infected." 

"So, would something like a scratch work?" Lynn inquired, peeping through the scope. 

Yeojeong hummed. "Being turned by a scratch is uncommon, but possible," he revealed. "The nails must, of course, obstruct the skin, but they must also carry the virus for it to transfer. In that sense, the problem is not the nails themselves, but the open wound. If the virus infiltrates the wound, you become infected. Simple as that." 

Yubin gritted her teeth during her turn looking through the microscope. She didn't understand what she saw, but watched as a small, black dot attacking a bigger, translucent dot.

"Hold on." Dahyun spoke. "Yubin and I fell into the Han River. It surely had to be contaminated with the virus with so many infected on the bridge, and we took gulps of water. How come we aren't infected?"

Yeojeong tapped his chin. "Well, there is a possibility the water you drank just so happened to not be contaminated. The river is constantly moving, so diseases multiply slower." 

With a hum, he added, "But I do find your case interesting." He swallowed and smiled awkwardly. "If you don't mind, could I take a blood sample from you and Yubin?" 

Yubin snapped her head away from the microscope and towards the doctor. "You can't be serious," she said. "We just learned you're keeping bodies in your basement, and now you want our blood?" 

"Purely for research purposes." Yeojeong put his hands up. "I would not do anything to harm you." 

"You didn't tell the truth about the basement. I think that could've harmed us a lot."

"Yubin, wait," Lynn stopped the traceuse. "This could help us understand more about the virus. We can take the precautions needed to survive."

Yubin furrowed her eyebrows and spun her head around. She and Dahyun shared a look, and the electrician nodded. 

"It'll do us good," Dahyun argued. Yubin then looked at Sullin, who only gave her a shrug and a tight-lipped smile. 

The traceuse looked up with a frustrated groan. "Fine," she relented, pressing her palms against her closed eyes. She then gave Yeojeong a pointed look. "But I'm not doing this for you." 

The doctor nodded as he searched around the table. "That is more than fine by me," he approved, and picked up a syringe. 

 

 

Streams of colorful conversations flowed as each of the girls ate their respective slices of cake. 

As Yeonji got dragged away by Soomin and Chaewon to annoy Hyerin, and the adults were engaged in their own topics, Seoah was left alone. Relaxing into herself and looking around the room, the girl caught Joobin's blank stare. The soldier had been watching while the girls celebrated her birthday. 

Seoah pressed her lips together, keeping her eyes on Joobin. The soldier hadn't said a single word, nor had she done anything out of place, save for when she rolled her shoulders that morning. 

An idea lit up in the birthday girl's head. She cut a cake slice of each flavor, put them on two different plates, then brought them with her as she approached Joobin. 

"Would you like some?" she offered, showing the young soldier the plates. 

Joobin looked down at the cake slices, then back at Seoah. She gave no sign of a response. 

Seoah swallowed harshly. "Uhm, I'll leave them here, then. Just in case." She awkwardly slid the paper plates out of the cell bars and left them on the floor. The girl gave Joobin a tight-lipped smile before going back to the others. Chaewon looked up at her and said something Joobin couldn't hear. Yeonji turned her head towards the soldier, sending her a grin and a wave. 

Joobin blinked. Her index finger tapped the side of her rifle once before she turned around with her back facing the cell. She caught sight of the two plates of cake on the ground, and exhaled calmly though her nose. 

 

 

Sergeant Kim glared as the military helicopter lowered itself onto Daejeon's tallest flat roof. She put an arm in front of her face to shield herself from the dust and debris blowing her way. Over the walls, the sergeant could see hundreds of infected running towards them. They stopped at the river, but the ones at the front were pushed down as those from behind kept running. A barrage of gunshots sounded from where the two bridges still stood. 

The rotors slowly whirred to a stop, shutting down the loud chopping noises. Hyunjin put her arm back down and shook her head to readjust her short hair. 

The soldier in the driving seat stepped out of the chopper, made his way towards the passenger door, and opened it. A larger man took off his noise-cancelling headphones and walked out. He, like Hyunjin, didn't wear a helmet. His camo military vest was adorned with three silver stars on each shoulder, and his left breast pocket spelled out the name "Kim Myung-Soo." 

The soldier marched over to the sergeant, his footsteps imposing. 

Hyunjin, along with the few other soldiers, raised her right arm in a salute. "Lieutenant General." 

The man nodded. "Sergeant," he replied in a deep voice. He lowered his eyes to the ground where hundreds of curious citizens had gathered to watch. "Quite the effective base you have here." 

"The safety of our citizens is of the utmost priority," Sergeant Kim replied. "But, pardon my question, General," she started, dropping her hand and putting it behind her back. 

The general raised a brow but let her speak. 

"Why not travel by vehicle?" Hyunjin asked. "The helicopter has attracted hundreds, if not thousands to Daejeon." 

The man extended an ear to listen to the never-ending gunfire. "How much artillery do you have left?" 

"We are running low on supplies," Sergeant Kim announced, looking straight ahead. "We are trying to conserve as many resources as we can." 

The lieutenant general narrowed his eyes, then exhaled. "I understand your troubles, Sergeant. I will see to it to use a vehicle in the future." 

He turned away, but Sergeant Kim did not relax just yet. After taking a few steps forward, the lieutenant general stopped and looked back. 

"Still, that sounds like poor planning on your part." He criticized. 

The sergeant took a deep breath, forcing down her frustration. "Yes, sir. My apologies." 

The lieutenant general nodded and faced away from Sergeant Kim. "Show me where the breach is." 

 

 

"Hey, look what I can do!" 

Hyerin had her back against the wall with her arms crossed as Chaewon balanced a plate on her nose whilst standing on one leg. The other teenagers egged her on encouraginly, and the archer raised her eyebrows in surprise when the student managed to stay still for over a minute. 

"That's so cool," Yeonji wowed, wearing a large smile on her face. Chaewon grinned victoriously, smoothly removing the plate and lowering her foot down. 

Soomin spun her head towards Hyerin. "Can you do something like that?" 

Hyerin shook her head. 

"Can you try?" Soomin asked. 

"No," Hyerin said, watching Seoah balance her plate on the sole of her shoe. Her leg was fully extended back whilst her upper body leaned forward, parallel to the floor. Applause and laughter filled the room. 

"Come on!" The gunner whined. "You're an archer! You can probably stay still forever." 

Hyerin narrowed her eyes. "Well-" 

"Just try." Soomin threw her a paper plate, but apparently used more force than she anticipated. The platter flew and hit Hyerin in the face. She flinched back in surprise, knocking the back of her head against the wall with a small yelp. 

Soomin's eyes widened and she rushed towards the archer, who held her face with a small groan. The shock had reverberated through her jaw. 

"Are you okay?" Soomin asked guiltily, hovering her hands under Hyerin's face. The other teenagers circled around her in concern. 

"Yeah." Hyerin said, waving her free hand with her eyes shut. "Just give me a moment." 

"Look at what you did." Yeonji reprimanded the gunner. 

"I know..." Soomin easily yielded, surprising Yeonji. "I'm sorry, Hyerin," she apologized, "You don't have to try if you don't want to." 

The archer shook her head and pursed her lips, a sudden urge taking over. "I'll try just once," she said. 

Soomin's expression turned from a woeful pout to a hopeful gleam. "Really?" 

Hyerin hummed in affirmation, leaning down to pick up the paper platter. She extended her arm in front of her, keeping her fist closed save for her index finger on which she rested the center of the plate. The archer took a deep breath and held it, leveling her eyes with the dish, then freezing her form. Gently, she released her hold on its side and focused on the plate. It was perfectly balanced on the tip of her finger. 

Yeonji and Soomin looked between Hyerin and each other, mouths agape in pure bafflement with their hands pressed against the top of their heads. Chaewon, wide-eyed, studied Hyerin's figure closely, mystified by how still she was. 

Half a minute later, Hyerin caved in, catching the plate between her fingers before letting out an exhale. Before anyone could cheer, though, the lamps suddenly shut off, engulfing the prison in darkness. The survivors in the cell block exclaimed in surprise, then murmured in confusion and fear. Hyerin's shifted her eyes around in alarm at the sudden switch. 

"What's going on?" Xinyu whispered in the dark. The group then heard footsteps. 

"Joobin." Seoah whispered. "What happened to the lights?" 

The soldier stayed silent. A rifle cocked. 

"Could you give us an answer? Please?" 

They heard a breath. 

"A wave is coming." Joobin dropped. 

Hyerin's breath hitched. The hair on the back of her neck stood up. "What wave?" 

"Infected. We are on lockdown. Stay quiet." 

Next to her, Yeonji cursed under her breath. There was rapid breathing somewhere around her, but it was tenderly shushed down, and a whisper of "we'll be okay" sounded through Hyerin's ears. Then, they heard a chorus of growls outside.  

Hyerin’s heartbeat quickened in her chest, overriding her senses. The archer lowered herself to the ground, shaking. Without her bow, she felt exposed and vulnerable. Letting out an exhale, she hugged her knees, trying to calm herself down. 

Someone slid down to her left. Hyerin already knew who it was. 

"I know how you feel." Soomin rested a hand on the archer's shoulder. Hyerin noted she did not tremble. "I miss my guns." 

Hyerin inhaled sharply as growls grew louder outside the prison, and she sunk her head into her knees, holding her breath as the faintest of poundings passed through her ears. The girls collectively flinched as distant gunshots rippled through the early night, coming from the city. The sound angered the infected outside, and they either ran off, or slammed their fists harder against the cement walls. 

Soomin reached for the headphones around Hyerin's neck and put them on the latter's head. She gently pulled the MP3 player out of the archer's pocket and scrolled through her soundtracks. The light from the device illuminated the gunner's face, and Hyerin noticed Soomin wasn't nervous at all. 

The gunner smiled softly as she read a song title and pressed play. A slightly upbeat guitar tune strummed steadily through the headphones for a few moments. Then, a male voice took the lead. Hyerin turned her head towards Soomin, her eyes sparking as she recognized the song to be Home by Phillip Phillips. 

The reassuring lyrics soothed Hyerin, and she relaxed her grip on herself as the music drowned out the noise around her. Soomin set the MP3 down, then shuffled closer towards Hyerin. The archer widened her eyes as Soomin delicately placed her head on her shoulder. 

It'll pass, Soomin mouthed.
 

 

 

Lynn pressed her ear against the basement's door, listening for any noise outside. Her teeth clenched as she heard scratching on the other side. 

Still there?  Dahyun mouthed. A small piece of gauze was taped to her forearm. 

Lynn gave a woeful nod. It won't leave.

Sullin tapped the agent on the arm. Getting Lynn's attention, she then swiped her thumb across her neck. 

Lynn blinked. You want to kill it?

Sullin gave a firm nod, then raised an index finger. One, she quietly said, then pointed at herself before turning her wrist and pulling her arm back. 

Lynn took a deep breath. She gave Sullin an okay sign before pulling out a throwing knife. The agent delicately stepped down, leaving space for her teammate to climb up. Lynn gently tapped the back of Sullin's hand, and her friend flashed a thumbs-up. 

Sullin pressed her back against the wall and put her hand on the door handle. With the other, she counted down from three, and as her fist fully closed, she twisted the handle and swiftly pulled the door open, squeezing it against her body. 

The infected person snapped its head towards the open door, and Lynn wasted no time throwing her knife into its forehead. The zombie collapsed at once, its body tilting towards the basement. The corpse tumbled noisily down the stairs, the girls unable, and unwilling, to catch it. Yeojeong managed to grab the back of its collar before it made more noise. 

Sullin swung the door back but kept it ajar. The group waited rigidly, using their ears to their full ability. Not hearing anything else, Yeojeong flicked the basement's lights closed, and Sullin reopened the door. 

Lynn peeked her head out, looking left and right before taking a definitive step into the hallway. She gestured at the others to wait and carefully walked off. 

After a few minutes, the agent came back with a nod, and the group members relaxed, walking out of the basement with quiet breaths. 

"There really was just one," Lynn murmured. She gave Sullin a smile and passed an arm around her. "Good job," she praised, much to her friend's delight. 

The agent's expression sombered again. "Still, we need to keep it down. Board up the windows, keep the lights closed, and sit this through." She nudged her head towards the shattered glass pane. "Let's go." 

 

 

Lieutenant General Kim carefully observed the gap in the wooded wall. Charring was prominent on the edges, and stray planks had been broken, littering the ground. The hole, big enough to fit a person, had been repaired with newer planks. 

“How many of these are there?” the man asked. 

Sergeant Kim breathed in, “There have been ten recorded incidents in the last three days.” 

"And the culprit?" 

Hyunjin shook her head. "We are still searching. Soldiers are interrogating the citizens." 

"Well, I believe if they've gotten away with it for this long, you should be questioning them harder," he replied gruffly. "You're lucky no infected has passed through," he added, watching as the zombies tumbled into the distant river. 

"We try to give them as much leniency as we can," Hyunjin explained. "If possible, this incident should be kept quiet. It would be ideal to not cause general panic." 

The lieutenant general narrowed his eyes. "Giving people leniency is only good as long as they respect you. Unfortunately, Sergeant, it seems like something has gone wrong in your plans." 

Sergeant Kim let out a silent sigh. "Yes, sir." 

General Kim rubbed his chin. "Stricter curfews will not help. Whoever's behind this didn't let the existing one stop them. Let it happen again and catch them in the act," he planned. 

Hyunjin contemplated the general's words. "What will be done with the culprit?" 

The man looked down at Hyunjin, then let out a huff. 

"An example will be made out of them."

 

Notes:

i am also not a biochem scientist, so take literally everything i say about anything with a large basin of salt. do your own research, trust actual scientists (but not always ofc)

thank you for reading!

 

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Chapter 15: Elusion

Notes:

HI! sorry for not updating yesterday, but this chapter is very long. i had a lot to cram in, having to choose which scenes to keep and which ones to throw away, and a lot of stuff was rewritten. bref, had to write a whoooole lot

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Walking down the hallway, Yubin kept a hand on the wall with a tired groan with Dahyun holding the traceuse's back. Preceding the two were Lynn, who massaged her temples, and Sullin, frowning at the floor in deep thought. They had spent the rest of yesterday boarding up the windows with whatever they could find, and sleep came with a struggle that night.

The girls didn’t have the energy to talk about the elephant in the room, it being the infected kept in the basement. Several emotions ran their course through their minds, and they all knew they were thinking about how safe they truly were with the looming threat. Letting her hands drop, Lynn let out a shaky breath, stress building in the back of her neck.

The four survivors stopped at the end of the hallway, where it opened into the dining room. Four plates were set on the white dinner table facing their respective chairs. Each plate was filled with a generous portion of pasta dressed in sauce rosée with cuts of mushrooms decorating the top.

Yeojeong walked out of the nearby kitchen holding a steaming pan. He paused in his steps when he noticed his guests peeking out the corner.

"...Hi." He looked down at the plates. "I, uhm, decided to make this for you."

The girls stared at the food. "Is this an apology of some sorts?" asked Lynn.

Yeojeong smacked his lips. "Yeah," he breathed.

Lynn hesitated. "It looks good."

"It smells nice, too," Dahyun agreed, her mouth salivating at the rich aroma filling the air.

"How do we know the mushrooms aren't going to kill us?" Yubin suspected.

Wordlessly, the doctor picked a piece of mushroom off a plate and dropped it in his mouth, pointing at his neck as he swallowed. The traceuse sighed and gave a half-hearted nod of acknowledgement.

Shifting glances at each other, the girls silently made their way to the table. The room filled with loud scraping as they pulled out their chairs and sat down.

“What’s in the pot?” Dahyun inquired, trying to ease the mood.

“Extras.” answered the doctor, placing the pan on a protective mat centered on the table. “I visited my pantry yesterday. So much stuff was gone, so I figured you girls would like some more–” he stopped himself and quickly backtracked, “Not that I’m saying you eat a lot, but–”

“It’s very much appreciated,” Dahyun reassured with an amused smile. Yeojeong sighed in relief. He kept his eyes on her for an extra second before catching himself. The doctor pursed his lips and rested his hands on his hips.

“I’ll be in the basement if you need me,” he said, walking away. The girls watched him leave silently, and only started eating when they heard the door close.

Mealtime was a quiet affair. There was only the clattering of silverware against plates as the group enjoyed their food, pleasantly surprised at the taste. Yubin didn’t want to admit it, but it was the best thing she had eaten in the past month. She was the first to finish her portion, and had, with some shame, treated herself to seconds.

The silence was cut off with an intentional drop of Lynn’s fork.

“We need to do something about the zombies,” declared the agent, wiping the corner of her lips with her thumb. A noise of agreement came from Yubin’s throat as she chewed.

Dahyun looked up from her plate. “Which ones?”

“The ones in the basement.”

“Why?”

“It doesn’t feel safe.”

“Why?” repeated Dahyun with a light frown. “They’re being kept in chains and used for research.”

Yubin gulped down her food. “What if they get out of them and bite us?”

Dahyun set her fork down and stared at Lynn. “Just yesterday you said it would help us understand more about the virus. What changed?”

“I did say that,” Lynn admitted, “But then I thought about it. The outside has already been compromised; we don't need threats right below us."

“But it’s safe.” Dahyun argued.

“Who can guarantee that?” Lynn retorted. “We thought this house was safe enough until one of them broke through the window. And, by the way–” Lynn pressed her index down on the table. “People aren’t supposed to break windows,” she said an octave lower.

Yubin sucked in a harsh breath. “Hold on, are you saying these infected have some kind of super strength?”

Lynn gave her a small nod. The traceuse cursed and threw her fork onto the table with a noisy clatter.

A scratch from outside stunned the girls into complete silence. Their bodies froze as the noise dragged on for seconds, the mystery creature scraping against the wood planks they had put up to replace the broken window. Then, it stopped.

The group let out the quietest of exhales, relaxing back into their seats.

"We're guests here." Dahyun whispered, rekindling the conversation. "I don't think we have a right to say what he does and doesn't get to keep.”

“If he told you to stick a fork in an outlet, would you do it?” Yubin hissed. “Actually, you just might, since you like him so much,” she added.

Dahyun opened and closed her mouth at the sudden jab, speechless. Pressure rose in her temples, heat rose up to her cheeks, and her face contorted in disbelief.

“Not even twenty-four hours ago did he say he could deal with zombies no problem. That was suicide talk.” Lynn chimed in, giving the traceuse a disapproving stare. “In that sense, we saved his life.”

Sullin reached out to grab Dahyun’s hand, trailing a comforting thumb over the back. Dahyun’s lips weakly curled upwards before she retreated her hand, wiping it down her face with a silent groan. She then rested them on her lap with a sigh.

“...I’ll talk to him.” The electrician resigned.

Lynn gave her a nod. “Thank you.”



Yeojeong carefully squeezed out a drop of Dahyun’s blood onto the small glass slide, then pressed a small cover slip over the red sample. Ignoring the angry snarls and shaking chains behind him, the doctor sat down, placing the slide on the microscope’s stage, aligning the droplet with the aperture. Stabilizing it, he turned on the lights and put his eye over the top lens.

Yeojeong carefully inspected the sample, searching for anything out of the ordinary. He occasionally tweaked the lens to get a different view, making sure to cover the entire drop.

“What are you looking at?” a quiet voice came from the stairs.

Yeojeong spun his head towards the speaker. He relaxed his shoulders upon seeing he was in Dahyun's presence.

“The samples you and your friend provided,” the doctor answered. “Haven’t seen anything unusual in yours.”

“That’s a relief to hear." Dahyun smiled, but her eyes occasionally shifted nervously towards the wall. The restraints rattled as the zombies stared into her soul with their hollow eyes, and she had to look away before fear overtook her senses. “Uhm, can we talk?" she asked.

Yeojeong scrunched his nose and leaned back into his chair. “This is about the infected, isn’t it?”

Dahyun shut her eyes and groaned softly. "We know this is your place and everything, but... we're scared."

Yeojeong hummed. "I can tighten the chains on them.”

“My group wants you to get rid of them completely.” Dahyun turned her head to the side, pressing a hand against her head.

The doctor looked at her. Despite having asserted her position, Dahyun didn’t look so sure. “And what do you think?”

“I…” Dahyun hesitated. “I trust you,” she said. “You’ve done so much for us, so telling you what to do doesn’t feel right.”

Yeojeong tilted his head to the side and sighed. “I don’t believe relationships should be transactional when it comes to life and death. If you want me to get rid of them, I will.”

Dahyun threw her hand up in frustration. “That’s the thing. I don't want to get rid of them. They could do so much to help us understand. You even have an entire kit for it! When’s the next time we’d have an opportunity like this?”

The doctor brought a hand to his chin, thinking over what to do.

“How about this–” he started, “I keep them alive, but I take away their feet. They wouldn’t be able to run in case they break free from their restraints.”

Dahyun gasped. “That’s a good idea.”

“Would your group be okay with that?” asked Yeojeong.

Dahyun furrowed her brows. “They’ll understand.”

Yeojeong smiled, standing up. “Good. I wouldn’t want this decision to get in between you and them,” he said, approaching Dahyun.

With a huff, Dahyun admitted, “To be honest, I don’t mind that right now.”

“Oh?” Yeojeong raised a concerned brow. “Did something happen?”

“It’s kind of embarrassing…” Dahyun trailed off, her cheeks adopting a rosy hue. She felt Yeojeong place his hand on her shoulder reassuringly.

“You can tell me,” Yeojeong comforted. “I’ve heard a bunch of stories from my patients. I never believed someone could actually slip on a banana peel until it really happened.”

Dahyun giggled lightly at the anecdote, then breathed her amusement out. “Yubin asked if I’d stick a fork in a socket if you told me to.”

Yeojeong cringed. “Does she normally say those comments?”

“She hadn’t for a long time, but that was all she did when we first met. All targeted towards me. She apologized, so I thought it was over, but I guess…”

“Why would she even say something like that?”

Dahyun gave a hapless shrug. “She keeps bothering me about me liking you–” She cut herself off and put a hand against her mouth.

Yeojeong staggered, taken aback at the sudden revelation. He then shook his head, clearing the shock. “I mean, do you?”

Dahyun looked the doctor up and down, swallowing a lump in her throat. “A little,” she admitted, setting her gaze onto his eyes, a pink hue painting over her cheeks.

Pleasantly surprised, Yeojeong looked down at her with a small smile settling on his lips. “That’s good,” he said. He moved his hand from Dahyun’s shoulder to trail it against her short hair. “It looks good on you,” he complimented.

Dahyun’s breath caught in her throat when Yeojeong rested his hand under her chin. She tilted her head upwards, bringing her face closer to his, and, with her heart beating loudly in her chest, pressed her lips against his. Yeojeong lifted her chin, bringing her even closer.

The kiss was short, but Dahyun found it to be enough as she pulled away. Her face burned, not having expected the escalation of things. She would be lying if she said she didn’t find it pleasant, though. Still, something irked her, as if it didn’t feel quite right. Dahyun brushed it off to be the zombies, and smiled.

The doctor breathed out with a satisfied expression. Nudging his head to the side, he asked, “Would you like to take a look at some of my research?”

Unable to say anything, Dahyun simply nodded, and the doctor gently led her to the research table.



“How did it go?” asked Lynn, patting her neck with a towel after stepping out of the doctor’s home gym. She wore a black sleeveless shirt with her jacket hooked over her right shoulder, covering her arm. Still, Sullin was more than happy to admire the agent’s toned muscles from her place on the couch.

“He agreed to get rid of them,” Dahyun lied uneasily, having returned from her extended talk with Yeojeong. “But in exchange, the basement’s off limits.”

“That’s fine by me.” Yubin, sitting beside Sullin, stretched herself on the couch with the Garfield comic resting on her lap. “I’m not going back there anytime soon.”

Dahyun watched the traceuse for a longer time than she should’ve, swallowing harshly and sighing shakily. The behavior earned Lynn’s concern, and she inquired, “Did something happen?”

Dahyun inhaled and shook her head. “Nothing. I’ll go take a nap,” she said, walking past Lynn and turning into the guest’s bedroom. The remaining girls exchanged curious glances, Sullin keeping her eyes on Dahyun with her lips pressed together, but they shrugged their inquiries off and settled back into their pastimes.



After two elongated weeks of waiting, the girls were finally set to enter the safe zone they had been promised.

Their trip back to the front gate was met with less hostility from Hyunjin and the soldiers, but as they stepped off the bus, they all flinched and covered their noses. The corpses littering the ground had multiplied with even more lumps of mangled flesh lingering about. Gagging at the rancid smell, they resigned to breathing through their mouths, but even that was done hesitantly. The air of death clung onto their clothes and skin like a looming promise. Many of them couldn’t hold their disgust in and threw their breakfasts up on the side of the road.

“Not to doubt your leadership, Sergeant…” Yooyeon said through her disgust, “but shouldn’t something be done about the bodies?”

Sergeant Kim kept her mouth shut and her eyes directed forward, leading the girls towards the front gate.

Figures, Yooyeon thought. Hyunjin had said she didn’t give out information. Still, a hypothesis formed in the scientist's head, and she guessed there was a motive to keeping the corpses. Maybe it was to stray the other infected away. Yooyeon forgot about the graveyard of flesh around her as she dove into her thoughts, tapping a finger over her lips.

“Your thoughts are so loud, unnie.” Nakyoung teased through her fingers, bringing Yooyeon back to the land of the living. “We’re here.”

Soldiers opened the gate with a small groan, and the girls gasped at the sight.

Inside the walls, everything looked normal. People, real people, walked and chatted about on the car-less highway, smiling as if nothing wrong had ever happened. A few curious souls looked over at the new group, and waved at someone in their direction, probably Sergeant Kim.

Chaeyeon teared up at the sight and reached for Jiwoo’s hand. An enthusiastic smile made its way to the athlete’s lips, interlacing her fingers with Chaeyeon’s. Her bright demeanor wavered as she thought of Yubin, and how her friend would’ve loved to be with them.

“How big is this place?” Kotone wondered in awe, turning herself around to drink in the scenery, not minding the stares their group received from the survivors. She noticed the place was a lot smaller than she had thought, and the walls stopped much earlier than what she had seen from outside.

“There are several sectors separated by walls. I am in charge of newcomers and the gate. The other sectors are led by other soldiers.”

“Is there a person who overlooks everything?”

“There is.” The sergeant answered. “But you won’t be seeing him much.”

“How many people are there?” Xinyu whispered, giving a passerby a small wave as they recognized her. The survivors of the inner city looked happy with their living conditions. The fashionista caught a glimpse of slight charring on the far side of the wall but paid no mind.

“Less than you think. Many jumped on the first plane or boat they could find. Others just drove out to nowhere. Even now, there are people trying to flee the country,” shared the sergeant. “It was by a stroke of luck Daejeon hadn’t fallen.”

Seoah swallowed. “What of the other cities?”

“They’re all gone,” Sergeant Kim said matter-of-factly. Seoah's eyebrows creased, and the girls followed quietly, bearing frowns they had become all too familiar with.



Sergeant Kim stopped at an intersection and turned around. "Alright, this place has some basic rules to follow. It operates like a normal city, except there is no currency. Soldiers roam everywhere, so don't get into trouble, and don't take more than you need. The cafeteria is a few blocks away from the hospital, and the residential spaces are right behind me."

Standing tall in front of the girls were rows of apartment buildings, and the hospital was just a road down from them.

Chaewon raised her hand. “Do we get to pick any room?”

Hyunjin nodded. “As long as it hasn’t been occupied.”

Excited murmurs were traded between the group of newcomers. Soomin and Yeonji already planned their apartments to be next to each other, and Hyerin took it as her cue to find one farthest from them.

“Do we have jobs?” Mayu asked.

“You will be assigned tasks based on your past occupations,” the sergeant explained, removing some of the girls’ excitement. “Tomorrow, you must all visit the government complex. Give the front desk worker your name, along with your apartment building and room number. A sheet with a job will be given to you with all the instructions you need.”

“It’s the end of the world and we still need to work…” Nakyoung whispered with a pout. Yooyeon smiled amusedly.

“A final medical checkup is required after entry. Get it done by the end of the day.”

Sergeant Kim looked around for any questions. Finding none, she took her leave. Kotone interrupted her before she could walk away.

“Thank you for helping us,” said the officer. “We appreciate your kindness.” Behind her, some girls agreed, giving their own grateful comments. Others simply watched.

The sergeant looked at Kotone and gave a firm nod. She raised a hand, signaling the other soldiers to leave with her.



"Anything interesting happened in the second week?" asked Seoyeon, tracing circles over Yooyeon’s healed arm. The scientist had made a beeline to the hospital the moment the girls became free to wander wherever.

Yooyeon gave a noncommittal shrug, sitting on the hospital bed. The curtains were open, basking the room in a white light. "It was mostly Soomin and Yeonji," she answered, ignoring how Seoyeon's light touch ignited her skin. She perked up. "Oh, but we did celebrate Haerin's birthday a few days ago."

Seoyeon's eyes widened. "Seriously?" she exclaimed, then deflated into herself. “I missed it.”

Yooyeon hummed, giving Seoyeon a reassuring pat on her hand. "How's Hayeon?”

The nurse’s face lit up. "Oh! She's doing well. She woke up two days after we brought her in. Other than her healing ribs, she’s been nursed back into good health.”

Yooyeon let out a breath of relief. “That’s good-”

The hospital bedroom door flew open. "Unnie!" a voice called out, interrupting the scientist. The two girls looked over, and Seoyeon's face brightened.

A beautiful young woman in a military uniform peeked out of the door, keeping her eyes on Seoyeon. "You wanna eat lunch together later?"

Seoyeon grinned. "Sure! I'll see you in an hour!" she replied enthusiastically, but Yooyeon thought it sounded fatigued.

The soldier nodded before closing the door back, leaving both girls alone. Yooyeon looked up at Seoyeon curiously.

"Who's that?" she asked.

Seoyeon turned back to Yooyeon with a hum. "She's a new friend I made. Met her two days ago. Ji Suhyeon."

Yooyeon raised a brow. "You two share the same name?"

Seoyeon nodded. "We do, so we decided I’d call her Jiyeon to avoid any confusion."

"You two seem close for only having met a couple days ago." Yooyeon observed.

Seoyeon giggled. "We learned we had the same name, and it just went smooth sailing from there." The nurse muffled a yawn as she finished her sentence.

Yooyeon narrowed her eyes for a split-second, watching Seoyeon with a careful gaze. The nurse instinctively made herself smaller from the scrutiny.

“Do you still have trouble sleeping?”

Seoyeon’s energy collapsed, exposing her exhaustion. “Is it that obvious?”

“Yes,” Yooyeon answered bluntly. “Something other than people’s injuries is keeping you awake at night.”

Seoyeon shook her head. “It’s just nightmares.”

“This isn’t something you can brush off,” the scientist called her out. “Don’t act strong when you’re not.”

The nurse hung her head low. “People need me. I don’t have the luxury to request the same thing.”

Yooyeon brought her hand to cup Seoyeon’s face, gently turning it so that she looked Yooyeon in the eyes. “You can’t help others when you yourself are in trouble. You will both end up hurt.”

Seoyeon swallowed a lump in her throat. “What do I do, then?” she whispered. “I stay back when they do all the work. I can’t burden them with more problems when I’m sitting there, doing nothing.”

“You’re not doing nothing,” Yooyeon gazed into Seoyeon’s large and tired brown orbs, her thumb brushing over her cheek. “You fixed my arm on the first day we met. You formulated a successful plan to get us down from a roof. You helped Hyerin, Jiwoo, Nakyoung… nearly everyone. You saved Hayeon’s life.”

“And I’m the one who let Kaede in.” Seoyeon refused to accept the scientist’s appraisal. “Yubin and Dahyun wouldn’t have been… lost, if it weren’t for me.”

“Is that why you can’t sleep?”

Seoyeon sighed. “A part of it.”

“Jiwoo has already forgiven you. Chaeyeon has, too.”

“I know, but I can’t help but blame myself.”

Yooyeon held the woman’s face in her hands like it was the most fragile thing in existence. “You can’t predict everything that will happen. Mistakes will be made, but you cannot let them drown you. They cannot stop you from seeing just how much you’ve accomplished.”

Yooyeon let out a breath and pressed her forehead against Seoyeon’s. “You’re amazing, Yoon Seoyeon. I need you to know that,” she uttered tenderly.

Seoyeon looked down, her cheeks tinted a soft pink. Her breath trembled as she exhaled, and she brought a hand up to cover her face, a choked sob making its way out of her throat.

Yooyeon tensed up, her eyes widening. “Did I say something wrong?”

“No, no.” Seoyeon waved a hand in front of her with a sniffle. “I just– How did you make me say all of that?”

Yooyeon’s expression softened. She extended her arms and brought Seoyeon into a hug. “You just needed someone who would listen,” she whispered.

Seoyeon cried quietly into the scientist’s shoulder, gripping her back tightly. The younger girl’s crying was calm, missing the sobs, uneven breaths, and the shaking. Yooyeon ran a delicate hand over Seoyeon’s back, feeling her shirt dampen from the tears.

It wasn’t the first time the nurse put her vulnerability on display for Yooyeon, but they were usually in the form of small requests and grateful smiles. Having her cry in her arms out of frustration and exhaustion was something else entirely, and something twisted uncomfortably in Yooyeon’s gut.

“Would you like to lie down for a moment?” Yooyeon muttered. She felt Seoyeon nod into her shoulder. With a gentle hum, the scientist lowered them onto the bed, their heads catching the soft pillow. Instantly, Yooyeon let herself sink into it.

Seoyeon pulled away from the embrace with a scrunch of her nose. Yooyeon smiled, seeing the girl’s messy bangs and tear-filled face. She reached a hand out to reorganize the strands of hair. Then, she carefully wiped Seoyeon’s tears away with the pad of her thumb. Even when she was crying, Yooyeon found her beautiful.

Seoyeon visibly relaxed from the light touches, and a rosy blush brushed over her face.

“...Thank you, unnie.”

Yooyeon let out a hum of acknowledgment. “You’re always taking care of others. So let me take care of you.”

At that moment, Seoyeon looked at Yooyeon like she was the whole world. The scientist wasn’t sure whether it was from the tears, but the nurse’s eyes held constellations from how they sparkled. “You’re amazing too, unnie.”

Yooyeon chuckled and shook her head dismissively. “Unlike you, I actually did nothing but sit around. Remember how you had to wrap Nakyoung’s bandages because I couldn’t do it?” she reminisced with a smile.

Seoyeon's giggle was melodious as she recalled the memory. “Come eat with us,” she offered. “I’ll introduce you and Jiyeon.”

Yooyeon’s lips curled up into a smile, reaching for Seoyeon’s hand. “Sure, I will,” she accepted. Seoyeon beamed, bringing Yooyeon’s hand closer to plant a soft kiss on her knuckle. Yooyeon’s eyes widened, and her heart leaped, stunned by the nurse’s sudden gesture of affection. She was quick to melt away, though, a light grin making its way onto her lips.

With her hand still in Yooyeon’s, Seoyeon fluttered her eyes closed, feeling at peace, unhaunted by her mind.



Hayeon sat on the bench in front of the hospital, picking nervously at her nails. The message of newcomers quickly spread through the thinned out city, and she had an idea of who they were.

The last thing she remembered before passing out on a vehicle was Yeonji looking down at her. She figured she and her group had made it and had successfully gone through quarantine. Since her life was hanging on by a thread, they had let her stay within the walls on the condition she didn’t leave her bed. Waking up in a foreign room was quite terrifying, though.

The hospital’s glass door opened to her right, and Hayeon spun her head towards the person expectantly. When she saw who had stepped out, her heart dropped in an instant, and dread rose in her stomach.

Mirroring her expression was Chaewon. She stood in front of her, alive. A thousand thoughts rushed in Hayeon’s head as she stared at her classmate. The troublemaker couldn’t read what Chaewon thought under the veil of apprehension covering her face, shifting from expression to expression.

Her mouth opened, as if she wanted to say something, but then it closed, and Chaewon settled for a blank indifference before stepping down the stairs and walking off.

Snapping herself out of her befuddled state, Hayeon shot up from the bench, wincing at the pain in her ribcage as she shouted, “Wait, Chaewon!”

Chaewon huffed out a curse as her body responded against her will at Hayeon’s distant voice. She stopped and spun her head around to look at her classmate. “What do you want?” she asked with as much malice she could muster. The relief she had felt looking at Hayeon in the previous moment had dissipated, leaving nothing but bitter anger.

Hayeon hurriedly made her way over to Chaewon. “I– you’re alive.” She stammered.

Chaewon bit the inside of her lip. “Yeah. I am.”

“Well,” Hayeon breathed, “I’m glad to see you here,” she whispered softly, a vulnerable smile on her lips. It blew away the one-inch tall, poorly built straw wall Chaewon had placed between them.

“Me too.” The student tried to stay curt, but her heart leaked out in her voice. She internally cursed herself for being so easy.

Hayeon’s solemn smile quickly turned into a teasing one. “Well then, you wanna go on a date later?”

The one-inch tall patch of hay evolved into a brick wall, and any sympathy Chaewon was holding washed away. Her expression steeled at the sight of Hayeon acting as cocky as ever. “You’re kidding me.”

“I’m not,” Hayeon ran her hand through her hair. “We should go out–”

“I’m not talking about that– gosh, you really think I want to go out with you right now?” Chaewon raised her voice.

Hayeon pursed her lips. “Yeah…?”

Chaewon clicked her tongue, turning away. “I don’t want to talk to you.”

“Wh– come on, we both made it out alive.” Hayeon doubled down, realizing Chaewon wasn’t playing along.

“Yeah, after you threw me out . Remember that?”

Hayeon’s mouth ran dry. “I didn’t mean to do that.”

“Oh, really?” asked her classmate, voice laced with sarcasm. “But you said everything so confidently.”

“I’m sorry!” Hayeon exclaimed, fighting through the grinding in her chest. “I said it without thinking!”

“Yeah, that about sums up what you do.” Chaewon muttered venomously. In her peripheral vision, she could see onlookers wondering what they were arguing about.

“Look– I-I probably saved your life by getting you thrown out!” Hayeon stuttered with a hand on her heart. “The gym was overtaken just two days after you left!”

“Oh, so now I’m supposed to thank you?” Chaewon scoffed in genuine disbelief. “Jeong Hayeon, are you hearing yourself? Or is your mouth running without your head again?”

Hayeon clenched her jaw. “You’re doing too much.”

I’m doing too much?” Chaewon tapped herself, a smirk forming on her face. “You sent me and Haerin to die but I’m doing too much?”

“Chaewon-” Hayeon reached her arm out.

“Don’t touch me!” yelled Chaewon, smacking the girl’s hand away. She grimaced as a small crowd had formed around them, then glared at Hayeon. “I’m done. I want nothing to do with you, got it?”

Turning on her heel, Chaewon stormed off, putting excessive force in every step.

“Chaewon, wait, we can talk about this!” Hayeon ran after her desperately, but quickly halted when her ribs chaffed. She clutched her fingers to her chest and doubled over, taking strained breaths.

“Easy now,” a reassuring voice came from behind, and Hayeon thought there was a small layer of hoarseness under it. A few murmurs of recognition echoed around in the crowd as the troublemaker stood back up to look at the person.

Xinyu looked down at her with an empathetic smile. Standing next to her was Sohyun, who revealed nothing in her cold expression, and Haerin, her schoolmate.



Soomin sat on the edge of the bed, swinging her legs back and forth impatiently as the nurse finalized her checkup.

"Your wounds have healed," the nurse started, "But I find it odd that your scars are black."

Soomin looked down, trailing a finger over the abundant laceration marks on her collarbones. It was as if someone took a black marker and traced messily all over her skin. "Yeah, I don't really know how this happened either."

The nurse hummed. "That's alright. It doesn’t seem threatening, since your vitals are healthy, but I think it would be nice to get a sample of it to see whether or not we should pay more attention."

Soomin pursed her lips and looked around for any of her group members. Unfortunately, she was the last to get checked, and the others had already walked out. With a gulp, she hesitated, "Uhm..."

"You don’t have to do it if you don’t want to," the woman reassured. “It’s just precaution.”

The sentence reminded Soomin of when Kotone cuffed her, having said the same thing. She shuffled nervously, not knowing whether it was a good idea or not. They had been hiding the fact the scratches came from a zombie. Revealing anything more could be dangerous.

“I don’t want to,” she decided.

The nurse hummed and smiled. “Alright then. Your checkup is over. Enjoy your stay, and be careful.”

Soomin stood up with a dry swallow. “Thank you,” she said, gingerly making her way out of the room.



Nien looked for Nakyoung after their discharge. Ever since they had arrived in the city, their group had split off, with everyone doing their own things. The firefighter didn’t like that, though, and she kept trying to pull their strings back together.

Running through the city with her endless stamina, Nien found herself in a park, the greenery easy on her eyes. Jogging down a path, she caught sight of the person she was looking for.

Nakyoung, who had been admiring the sunset’s red sky, snapped her head towards the footsteps, letting her shoulders drop when she saw Nien. “You scared me,” the vigilante spoke.

Nien gave her an apologetic smile as she slowed to a stop. “Hey,” she breathed out. “How are your injuries?”

"Not bad," Nakyoung responded, looking over the slight scarring on her palms. “I still can’t put too much pressure on my foot for a few weeks."

Nien sucked in a sympathetic breath. "That’s rough. I'm sorry."

Nakyoung made a moue and nodded. She looked the firefighter in the eyes.

"I haven't had the opportunity to thank you yet."

Nien perked up. "Oh? For what?"

Nakyoung massaged the back of her neck sheepishly. "Well, first of all, for going with me to the school's pharmacy. It was nice of you to do that. Then, you came up with that whole plan that got both of us out. and, well..."

The tip of Nakyoung's ears reddened and she looked away. "Thank you for carrying me all the way to the truck."

Nien grinned. "No problem. That’s what I do." she cheered. The firefighter patted a hand against the vigilante's back. "But…”

Nien took a seat on the bench. Nakyoung returned her attention towards the other woman.

The firefighter admired the sky. “I hope you and Kotone stop fighting,” she requested, barely above a whisper.

Nakyoung blinked. “We haven’t really done anything these past two weeks.”

“I know,” said Nien. “But, I worry it was only because you stayed in separate cells. I didn’t miss how you two kept glaring at each other during Seoah’s birthday, and during the wave after that.”

Nakyoung hooked her arms over the bench’s backrest and looked up. She wanted to tell the firefighter it was none of her business, but she couldn’t bring herself to be angry. “Her and I just don’t mix well.”

A sigh. “I know you two don’t see eye to eye on how conflicts should be resolved, but that was in the past.” Nien turned her head towards Nakyoung. “Look to the future.”

Nakyoung chuckled. “Would you be friends with an arsonist?”

“You know that isn’t the same. You both seek justice, just in your own ways. But there are no laws anymore. Only ways to protect yourself. I think you two could find common ground.”

The vigilante pressed her lips together and let out a huff from her nose. The sky darkened above them, and, if she squinted, she could make out the stars coming out from hiding.




Blood. There was blood everywhere, as far as the eye could stretch. Metal. The air smelled like iron, the iron from the people’s blood.

Kotone couldn’t believe how quickly it took for people to devolve into insanity. Actually, she should’ve expected it. For some reason, she gave these inmates another chance after they begged on their knees to be saved, to be part of their group after claiming they had everything stolen from them. They metaphorically kissed her boots, their hands clasped together, and Kotone just had to give them a second chance. They were inmates, sure, but that didn’t mean they were evil, the angel on her shoulder defended.

Because of her mistake, Kotone became the one on her knees, her hands tied together behind her back as she watched the survivors she gathered be torn apart by zombies and criminals alike.

It was her fault. She revealed too much while her group told too little. The inmates capitalized off the situation, and it only took one hidden bite for everything to fall apart.

“Awe, come on, officer, don’t make that face,” the large man laughed, blasting a shotgun into the face of a rampaging infected. Kotone gritted her teeth as flesh and blood splattered onto her jacket. “No one could’ve expected this outcome. I feel sorry for you, really.”

Kotone pulled on her restraints, keeping her mouth shut. Yeonji sobbed quietly next to her, stuck in the same predicament. The police officer couldn’t even tear up from the shock she felt.

“You won’t say anything?” asked the man. A survivor grabbed him from the back, pleading for help as an infected man ran at her. The inmate pushed the woman off before firing a shell into the zombie’s chest. It writhed on the floor temporarily before standing back up again.

The prisoner huffed and cocked his gun before aiming for the head. The blast sent pieces of the zombie’s flesh flying in all directions.

“Well,” he started, cocking his gun again. “If you won’t talk, then this is just boring.”

In a sudden, Kotone was eye to eye with the shotgun’s muzzle. She stared into the deep end of the twin barrels, breathing heavily. Panic and fear overtook her senses, turning the shrill screams and cries into faint buzzing.

Was this the end?

“Bye-bye,” the man sing-songed, and a shot was fired.

 

Kotone’s eyes shot open as she jolted awake, sitting upright. Sweat coated her forehead, and her damp night clothes clung to her body. She patted around her head, feeling the aftershocks of the gunfire racking her brain, then dropped her hands to her side.

She panted heavily, gripping the bed sheets until her knuckles whitened. She spun her head around wildly in the dark, trying to make sense of where she was. Kotone swallowed and gasped, continuously replacing the oxygen in her body.

A nightmare, her brain processed. It was a nightmare.

Kotone shook her head. No. It was a memory. With a hand against her heart, the officer took deep breaths to calm herself down.

“Unnie?”

Kotone looked over to Yeonji’s silhouette in the dark. They had agreed to share an apartment, Yeonji confessing she didn’t feel comfortable alone. To be honest, the officer wasn’t sure she would’ve been able to sleep on her own, either.

“Nightmare?” asked Kotone. Yeonji nodded.

Kotone wordlessly patted the empty spot beside her. The skateboarder approached, throwing herself under the covers. Kotone brought an arm over to Yeonji and hugged her tightly.

“I thought they would go away after we were safe,” Yeonji murmured, clinging onto Kotone.

“Me too,” the officer whispered. “I guess we’ll have to deal with them forever.”

Yeonji sighed, snuggling deeper into Kotone.



Sergeant Kim crashed into her black office chair with a burdened sigh, the groan echoing through the room. Leaning back, she massaged her forehead and pressed her palms against her eyes. Before she could even relax, the door opened, making her jolt back into a professional form.

The private saluted her before entering, standing tall with his arms rigid on each side.

“Lieutenant General Kim has caught the perpetrators, ma’am.” He announced.

“Thank you, private. Go first, I’ll join you shortly.” Hyunjin replied formally. The soldier saluted her again and closed the door behind him.

The sergeant put both elbows on the desk and ruffled her hair. Looking down at a framed picture of her best friend, she recollected herself, passing her fingers through her short hair with a sigh.



The five teenage boys kept their heads low. They were presented in front of the sergeant and Lieutenant General Kim after being caught burning a new hole in the wall. They brooded silently as the leaders stared them down.

“Do you have anything to say for yourself?” Sergeant Kim tried, but the boys refused to look up.

“Look a sergeant in the eyes when they’re speaking to you.” The lieutenant general ordered. Slowly, the culprits raised their heads to cross eyes with Hyunjin. The sergeant narrowed her eyes as she was met with animosity.

“Will you tell us the reason you’ve been tearing holes in the walls?”

One of the perpetrators, a lean but tall guy, scorned. “There’s nothing to say to a woman.”

Soldiers and culprits alike took a sharp intake of breath. Hyunjin curled a brow as the teenager looked her in the eyes with artificial courage.

“Anything else?” asked the sergeant, unfazed.

One of the smaller boys spoke up. “You’ve been putting all the resources into researching the stupid zombies.”

“Yeah,” another boy jeered. “Why waste time trying to find a cure for some bunch of dead guys instead of keeping the living ones, y’know, alive?”

“And instead of sending your complaints to the office you decide to risk everyone’s safety?”

The boys refused to speak. The tall one at the front, who Hyunjin assumed was the leader, kept his glare on her. The sergeant didn’t match his aggression, keeping a cold stare.

Then, he gargled and spat on her uniform. “Fuck off.”

To everyone’s surprise, it was the lieutenant general who reacted. He latched onto the boy’s collar with one hand, effortlessly pulling him closer. The faux bravery the teenager had dispersed in an instant, his eyes filling with fear.

“You wanna try that again, huh?” The general stared him down. “Disrespect another military official, I dare you.”

“I-” The boy shook in fear.

Lieutenant General Kim pushed him away, the sheer force making him stumble backwards into his friends.

“Lock them up,” he ordered. “They will be dealt with tomorrow.”

The culprits were forcefully dragged away by the soldier, leaving only the sergeant and the general standing in the dark.

“You didn’t say anything about their disrespect.” Hyunjin heard him say discontentedly.

“I believed it wasn’t necessary, General.”

A scoff. “You’re too loose with your ruling. That is why they rebelled.” He admonished. “If you don’t fix that, you will have bigger problems.”

“Yes, sir,” Hyunjin said through her teeth.

The lieutenant general patted Sergeant Kim on the back. “I’m doing this because I am concerned. I have no intention to berate you at every turn.”

Sergeant Kim held in a huff and turned around. “I will see it to deliver the culprits safely to the prison.”

Lieutenant General Kim nodded. “Be careful out there, Sergeant.”

The sergeant saluted her higher-up, and marched her way towards the front gates, where her troops waited with the perpetrators in tow. Lieutenant General Kim lit a cigarette and slotted it between his lips, puffing out smoke as he contemplated her in silence.



Exiting the basement, Dahyun was met with Lynn and Sullin packing their backpacks in the living room.

“What’s going on?” asked the electrician, out of the loop. She had been spending most of her time in the basement the past few days, researching the virus’ functions with Yeojeong.

Lynn slotted her flashlight into the bag’s side pocket, then threw it up against her shoulder. “We’re going on a supply run. The pantry is emptying out at a record speed with five of us.” A map was set on the table in front of them with areas marked in black ink.

Yeojeong stepped out from behind Dahyun. “Are you sure? Didn’t you say it was dangerous outside?”

“That was a week ago,” Lynn replied. “Any infected nearby should be asleep if nothing else happened.”

“Ah, right,” Yeojeong nodded. “The dormant stage.”

“I wanted to go too,” Yubin cut in, lying on the couch, “But they said my leg’s still healing.” The traceuse shook her injured foot. “Honestly, I feel more than fine.” Yeojeong winced and put a hand out as Yubin kept abusing her leg, but ultimately decided to keep his comments to himself.

“Better safe than sorry, unless you want to parade that injury forever.” Lynn smirked. Yubin dropped her foot and threw up a rude finger, but chuckled, nonetheless.

Dahyun bit the inside of her cheek, watching their playful interaction with guilt stirring inside her heart. “I can help.”

“It’s alright,” Lynn quickly shot her down. “Sullin and I got this. We’ve learned to work well together.”

Sullin, hoisting her backpack behind her, flashed Dahyun a thumbs up.

“Oh, okay.” Dahyun slightly deflated, but made her way to the duo. “Stay safe out there,” she wished, giving each of them a hug.

“We’ll be back by evening,” Lynn reassured, giving Dahyun a pat on the shoulder. The agent said her goodbyes to Yubin and Yeojeong, the former telling her to not get hurt. With an arm wrapped around Sullin, Lynn walked towards the front door.



A large crowd had already formed at the crossroads when Seoah arrived in a sprint. She pushed her way through the gathering, uttering apologies with every tap and shove, not minding the stares she received.

It took a minute, but the young high-schooler made her way to the front, where she spotted Chaewon and the others. Hayeon was also there, but the troublemaker kept her distance from the group. Standing with her were Xinyu and Sohyun, the fashionista having taken a liking to her, and wherever she went, Sohyun followed.

After Chaewon had walked off, Seoah had the opportunity to talk to Hayeon. With Xinyu’s reassuring presence, she had been able to make her point across, and, with the bodyguard’s intimidating stare, Hayeon had managed to share her own feelings and apologies without letting her mouth run wild again.

Chaewon noticed Seoah and waved enthusiastically in her direction. The girl waved back, approaching the group. The crowd was noisy with people talking over each other, wondering why they all had been gathered in one spot.

“Did you all hear the announcement?” inquired the young student as Chaewon pulled her in, keeping an arm snug over her shoulder.

“Hard to miss,” Hyerin answered, eyes wary. “Soldiers went all around the place with their speakers.”

“I was going to the government office when I heard them telling us to gather at noon,” Mayu shared.

“They were blasting that so early in the morning, unnie. Are you that excited to get a job?” Yeonji teased her shorter elder as she zipped Soomin’s jacket up to her neck. The gunner had been complaining about getting weird looks from a middle-aged woman.

“Hey,” Mayu whined, “I would rather be managing resources than be fighting for my life.”

The girls giggled and exchanged murmurs of agreement. Seoah looked around, and slightly jumped back in surprise at the sight of a soldier standing right next to her.

“Don’t worry,” Yooyeon spoke from behind, “that one’s harmless.” Seoyeon snorted.

The soldier turned her head their way, a pout formed on her gorgeous face. “Just calling me ‘that one’ is a little hurtful, unnie…”

“Sorry.”

Chaeyeon leaned closer towards the trooper. “Who are you?” she inquired. “Why are you the only soldier around right now?” she added.

The soldier pointed a thumb at herself and showed a practiced smile. “I’m Ji Suhyeon, but you can call me Jiyeon. I’m friends with Seoyeon-unnie, whom you all know. I’m not an ‘official’ soldier, so I can wander freely when there’s nothing to do.”

Jiyeon’s introduction was received with positive greetings from the girls, Soomin professing her love for the woman.

“Do you know what’s happening?” wondered Jiwoo, ignoring how the gunner was getting a scolding from Seoyeon.

Jiyeon stretched her lips to one side. “Well, I’m not supposed to say…”

“They’re going to reveal it anyway, there’s no point in keeping secrets.” Yooyeon objected.

Jiyeon threw her hands up in abandon. “Fine. There’s been a bunch of guys making holes in the walls for the past week.”

The group of girls exclaimed and clamored at the new information.

“You’re telling us we’ve been at risk?” Nakyoung hissed. “And they didn’t tell us about it?”

“They probably didn’t want to worry the public,” Kotone reasoned with a roll of her eyes. An aggressive retort was ready on Nakyoung’s tongue, but with one glance at a disapproving Nien, it died in her throat.

The vigilante sighed. “Whatever. Nothing happened anyway.”

“Exactly.”

Nakyoung pressed her lips together, frustration bubbling up her stomach. It was apparent Nien hadn’t had that talk with her friend yet. At least the firefighter reached a hand out to Kotone, wordlessly telling her to cool down.

An organized team of soldiers marched their way in perfect synchronization. Hyunjin, and a man the girls had never seen before, walked beside them, holding megaphones. Haerin noticed they hauled five teenage boys in tow, their hands tied behind their backs.

“Looks like that’s them.” Jiwoo frowned.

The guys were pulled into the middle of the crowd. One of the soldiers ordered them to get back, and the people complied, forming a ring around the young culprits.

Seoah watched with an odd mix of curiosity and suspicion. Why did they tell them to gather just to look at some unruly boys? She might’ve just turned fourteen, but it didn’t take Einstein to know something was up.

The soldiers pushed the culprits to the center, their heads kept low. Whispers of confusion made their way around the crowd as the troops left, leaving only Sergeant Kim and the man in the middle with the boys.

The man raised his megaphone, giving it a light tap before opening his mouth.

“As some of you may already know, my name is Lieutenant General Kim Myungsoo. The boys you are seeing in front of you have endangered each of your lives.” His voice reverberated through the crowd.

Sharp, concerned chatter filled the air. The lieutenant general waited for things to quiet down before speaking again.

“These five teenagers have been caught burning a hole in the wall yesterday night. It was big enough for a person to pass through. When questioned about it, they refused to comply with direct orders. One of them even insulted, and spat on Sergeant Kim’s uniform.”

He continued, “We eventually learned they had been throwing a fit over resource management. Instead of going to the office to voice out their issues, they put everyone’s lives in danger by risking having the infected sneak past the walls.”

The soft chatter rapidly escalated into angry complaints. The crowd jeered at the teenagers, who hadn’t moved since, looking guiltily at the road. Sergeant Kim hadn’t spoken, keeping her eyes straight ahead.

“You all know we like to brandish the threat of death around like a child’s toy,” Lieutenant General Kim said amongst the shouts, sending everyone into complete silence. “Maybe saying it over and over again made it sound less intimidating. Looks like it passed over the heads of these boys.”

The lieutenant general paused, scanning the crowd. There was no murmur to interrupt his speech this time around as they clung to each and every one of his words.

Lieutenant General Kim inhaled. “Let me remind you that it is not just a threat,” he said grimly. “It is a promise.”

One of the teenagers, tall and lean, whipped his head up. “What-”

Sergeant Kim whipped out her pistol and pointed the barrel at the boy’s head. The crowd gasped in horror. The culprit instantly froze in his movements. Only his eyes trembled, both in fear and anger.

A wave of sickness washed over Seoah as the military hinted at public execution. The guys did something terrible, of course, but having everyone watch them be killed was too much. Sergeant Kim and the boy were at a standoff. Seoah gripped Chaewon’s arm tightly as she waited for something to happen. In her peripheral vision, she noticed Jiyeon was just as shaken as they were.

Sergeant Kim betrayed no emotion as she stared the boy down. Finally, she put her gun down, then raised her speaker. “You are exiled from Daejeon. You are to not step foot near the walls at a distance of 500 meters. You will be escorted out after packing your things.”

Sergeant Kim turned her back on him, paying no heed to the lieutenant general who watched her, lowering his speaker. Seoah could feel the collective breath of relief coming from the survivors around her. The student still wasn’t on board with the punishment, but it was far better than a death sentence.

Unfortunately, the boy didn’t think so. With gritted teeth, he suddenly lunged at Hyunjin with a shout. As if she had expected the outcome, the sergeant deftly stepped to the side, leaving the teenager tackling the air. Before he could strike again, the lieutenant general grabbed him by the back of his shirt and threw him onto the ground.

What happened next was the most violent beatdown Seoah had witnessed. The lieutenant general smashed his foot into the boy’s stomach, making him shout out and curl into himself. He raised his boot again, and repeatedly stomped on the teenager’s leg, right above the ankle, until the bone collapsed in a deafening crack.

The boy’s shrill screams terrified those around him. His friends, along with the front of the crowd, retreated fearfully from Lieutenant General Kim’s violent outburst. Even after hearing the bone break, he kept slamming the heel of his boot into the same spot. The boy eventually passed out from the pain.

Sergeant Kim roughly shoved his shoulder as he raised his leg up, and he stumbled back from the loss of balance. The action effectively stopped his brutal rampage, and Hyunjin rushed to the unconscious boy’s side. The lieutenant general’s chest heaved up and down as he spun his head around.

“This is what happens to those who don’t obey the rules!” he yelled. He looked down at the boy and Sergeant Kim with a sneer. “Get him and the others out of the city this instant,” he ordered before walking off like nothing happened, the crowd parting for him as he passed through.



Sullin was able to see the small village from their position in the woods. It was still distant, Sullin judging to be around two kilometers away, but she could already feel her legs relaxing from the long hike. It had been done silently so as to not attract any attention, and Sullin let herself get lost in her thoughts.

She thought a little about everything, letting her mind wander from topic to topic. Many of them were questions she had already answered a long time ago, such as how her home country and the rest of the world were doing, or whether or not she would actually manage to survive this apocalypse. She cursed her luck for having been in South Korea the day of the outbreak, but she has somewhat gotten used to the way of living.

Plus, she got to meet Lynn. Sullin giggled in her head, carefully stepping over a stone.

New thoughts came to the surface, and Sullin found herself musing over Dahyun’s behavior for the past week. The girl, who usually stuck with them, spent the days cooped up in the basement with the doctor. Sullin didn’t care much about what the two had going on; anyone could see they were infatuated with each other.

The problem was, when she came upstairs, she would keep conversations short with the others whilst sparing the occasional glance towards Yubin.

Sullin could’ve brushed it off as Dahyun was still mad at Yubin for her insensitive comment, but the traceuse had apologized to her the moment she had woken from her nap. Sullin had caught a fragment of their conversation as she read her comic. Dahyun said she had forgiven her, and the girl was always genuine about how she felt.

Something didn’t add up. Pursing her lips, Sullin turned to look at the back of Lynn’s head, the agent taking the lead as always.

“Lynn,” Sullin called out quietly after carefully scanning her surroundings. Lynn stopped and turned around.

“Yes?”

“Can we…” Sullin mimed her hand into a mouth, repeatedly opening and closing it.

“Talk?” Lynn guessed. Sullin lit up and nodded.

“Okay,” the agent agreed, moving to Sullin’s side. “Let’s keep walking. What did you want to talk about?”

“Dahyun-unnie.”

“Ah…” Lynn understood. “She’s strange?”

“Mmh.” Sullin searched for her next words. “To Yubin-unnie.” She mixed English and Korean.

“Really?” asked Lynn, a glint of surprise showing on her face. “I knew I had a hard time talking to her, but I did not see that.”

Sullin nodded profusely. “She don’t like…”

“It’s like she doesn’t like Yubin?”

“Yes, that’s right,” said Sullin. “Also, basement. A lot.”

Lynn clicked her tongue, thinking deeply. “She is staying a long time there…”

A thought flickered in Sullin’s head. “Zombies.”

Lynn’s eyes widened. “You think they’re still there?”

Another nod. Lynn’s eyebrows furrowed as she sucked in a breath, rearranging her thoughts from the information Sullin had given her.

The agent inhaled. “You’re right,” she admitted. “Something is up. I want to trust Dahyun-unnie, but I will take a look when we get back.”

Sullin pressed a hand to her chest and sighed in relief, exaggerating her expression. Lynn grinned and patted her head. “Thank you for bringing this up.”

Sullied beamed, and the two marched farther down the hill.



Half an hour later, the two girls arrived at the small town. It was deathly silent, causing them to tense up. Walking through the empty streets, they spotted a person resting in a pool of blood with their head against the wall. Next to the wall was a dark blue jeep in good condition. Taking her machete out, Lynn gave the body a small tap, and it fell over without resistance. She and Sullin exchanged looks before moving further in.

They checked every corner as they walked, not wanting any surprises, turning a corner, Sullin tapped Lynn on the shoulder, then pointed at a medium-sized building. It was a convenience store, the name being one of the words Sullin recognized. Lynn smiled proudly, and they lightly treaded their way to the store.

Lynn gently opened the glass door and was pleased to see the jingle bell had already been removed by a previous visitor. She entered first, and Sullin carefully closed the door behind them.

The only light source the store offered was through the large glass panels at the front, the sun shining through and gradually fading in the back. A few aisles were lined up vertically, and there was an open door leading to the pitch-black back room.

Lynn looked around the place. She didn’t see any zombies or people from the entrance. Delicately, she walked further into the convenience store, occasionally glancing back to check on Sullin. Instead of going through an aisle, the agent decided to peek through each first.

By the third aisle, Lynn spotted movement at the back and swiftly crouched down, Sullin following her actions. Peeking an eye out, she spied on the figure.

A girl with brown hair stood in the back of the store, loading canned foods into her military-grade backpack. Her back faced the girls, and she was blissfully unaware of the presence of another party. When she turned to check her bag space, Lynn moved her head away with a prudent sigh.

The agent pondered the risks of confronting the survivor. She could take her out in one swift motion, but she didn’t quite feel like it. Additionally, she didn’t know whether or not she was alone, and the interaction could end in an ocean of problems wherein Lynn couldn’t see the bottom.

The agent decided to leave her be. She made a gesture towards Sullin, indicating her to advance into the next aisle. With a nod, her teammate discreetly crouched around, and Lynn tailed her closely.

A low growl sent Lynn’s alarm bells blaring. She yanked Sullin back from her bag’s grab handle before the girl even had time to process the sound. In one swift motion, the agent brought her machete out and thrust it through the stray infected’s neck. It gargled and spluttered when she pulled the blade out, blood gushing out the new orifice.

The ordeal had no doubt caught the stranger’s attention. Lynn shimmied her and a startled Sullin into the aisle. Crouching them down, she checked on her friend with a head pat, and Sullin blinked out of her surprise to give Lynn an affirmative nod.

Bringing a finger to her lips, the two girls listened closely. They heard nothing from the other person. Lynn gestured at Sullin to stay as she stood up, machete at the ready. She watched the person's faint shadow approach the aisle methodically. When she turned the corner, Lynn spun her around and pressed a hand against her mouth.

The girl emitted a muffled noise of surprise, dropping her knife with a clatter. Lynn aggressively shushed her as she tried to pry her hand away. The girl was surprisingly strong for her thin build, and Lynn struggled to keep her still.

“Just walk away,” warned Lynn, angling the tip of the machete against her back. “We weren’t even here.”

With her eyebrows furrowed in doubt, the girl slowed her movements, and held her hands up.

Lynn took a deep breath. “I will let go of you. If you do anything, I will not hesitate to knock you out.”

The stranger nodded carefully, not wanting to alarm the agent. Keeping her eyes on the girl, Lynn gently pried her hand away, setting her free.

The girl’s gaze shifted onto a reflection in the window. Before Lynn could react, she felt a blunt object slam into her temple, sending her falling to the ground in a nauseous daze. She caught herself with her arms before her head could hit the floor, and watched through unfocused eyes as Sullin tried to fight back, but was struck next, and her body collapsed.

Sullin couldn’t cushion her impact. Her head thumped against the ground, and she was knocked unconscious in an instant, coming face-to-face with Lynn with her eyes closed. The agent tried to get back up on her feet, but she could feel her conscience slipping away with every second.

“What do we do with them?” came a soft, high-pitched voice.

“Leave them,” the second voice hissed. Lynn’s heart jumped as she thought it familiar. “We need to get out of here. We made too much noise.”

Lynn heard nothing but a pause. Suddenly, the second voice said,

“Wait. Take her.”

Lynn was powerless as she felt a tug on her jacket. With all the effort she could muster, she reached a hand out to Sullin’s face, watching as they grew more distant.

Sullin… her mind whispered. The last thing the agent felt was how soft Sullin’s skin was against her fingertips.



The display of violence had left the girls uneasy.

Since they all had been gathered in one place, the group decided to eat their second meal together at the nearby park, with Jiyeon joining them. It was clear the new recruit did not know about the rollout of events from the way her eyes were downcast, so no one berated her for it.

Gazes were avoided during dinner as they ate their ration of spam and rice. It was a less than ideal meal, but they figured nothing was ideal anymore, anyway.

“Alright,” Nakyoung interrupted the silence, “no one’s saying it, so I will. Who the hell was that guy?”

All eyes turned to Jiyeon. The soldier stopped mid-bite, lowering her plastic spoon with a gulp.

“Lieutenant General Kim Myungsoo. He’s the one who oversees everything,” she informed. “We don’t usually see him around much. This was just as much of a surprise to me than to you all.”

“Is he usually this violent?” asked Kotone.

“I don’t know,” Jiyeon admitted. “He only came back last week, but whenever we did see him, he behaved normally.”

The information didn’t do much to quell the tension in their shoulders. Nevertheless, Kotone thanked her.

Nakyoung let out a forlorn sigh, lying down on the grass. Pressing her palms against her forehead, she groaned, “We should stay as far away from him as we can, in my opinion.”

“I agree,” said Sohyun. “He’s dangerous. If he acts calm, but gets these episodes, there’s something happening under the surface.”

“Alright, so how do we stay away from him?” Nien asked, taking a bite of her food.

“Don’t get in trouble,” Yooyeon asserted. “Don’t try to be a good Samaritan, either. He cannot have you on his radar in any way.”

The group of girls nodded at the scientist’s advice. The small talk loosened their spirits a little, at least letting them enjoy the rest of their mealtime.



Soomin took an evening walk down the road whilst listening to music, trying to clear her head after the meal. She kept her jacket zipped up to her neck with her hands in her pockets as the soft tunes of Wave to Earth’s love. played in her ears.

A small huff made its way out of her mouth. Was that how generals behaved? Publicly shaming someone, breaking their bones until they became beyond irreparable, then throwing them out like they were trash? Jeez, was that not a good impression of her father’s job.

Soomin shook her head. Her father wouldn’t do that. Not that she knew much about what he did. Still, she felt an indescribable anger rise from her neck as she rewinded the memories.

The song’s first section faded, and the shuffle on her MP3 introduced a series of dissonant chords. Soomin cringed and rested her headphones on her neck.

A hand tapped her shoulder when she reached for her player. Soomin turned around and was met with the middle-aged woman with short hair who had been watching her during the public gathering.

“Uhm, hi. Can I help you?” Soomin asked, giving the woman a polite smile with a bow. Behind her was another lady, similar in age, but with hair reaching her upper back.

The first woman narrowed her eyes. “What are you hiding behind your jacket?” Soomin noted her tone of voice was especially entitled.

“What?”

“Your jacket,” she repeated. “You’re hiding something.”

Soomin staggered. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Your injuries. They were black. I saw them.”

The gunner clenched her jaw, “I’m sorry, I don’t-”

“Don’t lie to me!” the woman suddenly barked, attracting the attention from the people around them. Soomin swallowed harshly, a bead of sweat rolling down her face as she was put on the spot.

The woman approached her, invading her personal space. “If you had nothing to hide, you would show us.”

Soomin flinched back with a grimace. “You’re being weird!”

“I haven’t seen you around before,” the lady stared her down, and Soomin saw fear in her eyes with a hint of madness. “Maybe you snuck in after those boys burned a hole in the wall.”

“It’s because I just got here!” Soomin defended, feeling small as more people stopped to watch.

“Show us.”

Soomin smacked her lips, her mouth running dry. She knew she was out of options. She could make a run for it, but there was nowhere to hide, and the woman would surely report her to the military. Yooyeon had stressed that they shouldn’t end up on the general’s watchlist.

The woman clicked her tongue, looking at Soomin with disgust. “I knew it. Take her.”

The two women grabbed Soomin by the arms and started dragging her down the road.

“Wh– hey! Let go of me!” the gunner shouted, but the protest fell on deaf ears.




Chaeyeon and Jiwoo had found a secluded spot on the top of a semi-tall building’s roof, sitting down near the edge of the infrastructure. Chaeyeon rested her head on Jiwoo’s shoulder, feeling a little vertigo. The athlete didn’t mind the height.

“This is nice,” Chaeyeon commented, looking at the horizon where the sun barely peeked out behind Daejeon’s walls. There were a few clouds in the sky that reflected the red rays of light. “I can see why you and Yubin loved climbing buildings.”

“The view’s a nice bonus,” Jiwoo agreed, spotting dark clouds to her left that confirmed the predictions of a storm.

“But it was mostly about getting away from it all,” Chaeyeon recited.

“Yup,” Jiwoo said, popping the “p.” She turned to look at Chaeyeon. “I’m surprised you still remember that, unnie.”

Chaeyeon’s smile reached her eyes. “How could I not? You told me that when you and Yubin were trying to get me to do parkour for the first time.”

Jiwoo snickered. “Yeah, and then you tripped and fell on your very first jump.”

Chaeyeon whined. “You promised to never bring that up again!” She sent Jiwoo’s shoulder a flurry of weak punches. 

The athlete let out a burden-free laugh as Chaeyeon pouted next to her. Still, she smiled, her heart warming as she watched her best friend regain her colors.

Jiwoo’s laughter died down, and she let out a satisfied hum. A comfortable silence embraced the two friends as they went back to watching the horizon.

“How are you?” whispered Chaeyeon out of the blue.

The question was simple, basic even, but it was loaded with the burden of the past month. Jiwoo didn’t think she would be able to tell Chaeyeon everything, so she settled with the most important one.

“I miss Yubin.”

Chaeyeon reached for Jiwoo’s hand, interlacing their fingers. “She would love the view.”

“Do you think we’ll see her again?” Jiwoo worried with a slight quiver in her bottom lip. For so many years of her life, she could rely on Yubin to always be there when she needed her. Even after she settled for a better life, almost becoming a hockey star, Yubin never changed, staying in the same place, and Jiwoo always knew where to look.

To Jiwoo, Yubin was her rock.

Chaeyeon set her sights on Jiwoo. She traced her best friend’s features with her eyes before smiling gently. Despite having joined halfway through Jiwoo and Yubin’s inseparable friendship, not once did the two make her feel like she was lacking. They always tried to make her participate in their activities despite her generally lacking physical prowess, and they would also sacrifice their valuable time to try out her hobbies, even though Yubin would often fall asleep halfway through out of boredom. But she had never left.

“We will. I know we will.”

Jiwoo turned her head to meet Chaeyeon’s gaze. It was soft. So soft. The athlete could just stare into her eyes forever. Chaeyeon always provided the reassurance and encouragement she needed to keep going. If Yubin was her rock, then Chaeyeon was her stream. A small river, ever so gentle and nourishing, breathing new life into her.

She was so in love with Chaeyeon. She never outwardly showed her attraction other than her bear hugs and reassuring head pats, but the actions had somehow become a staple of their friendship more than anything else.

The scenery was near picture perfect. It only needed Yubin to be in the frame. If the traceuse was here, though, she would surely be yelling at Jiwoo to confess. When was the next time they’d be able to relax like this, after all?

Jiwoo swallowed her anxiety, tightening the grasp on Chaeyeon’s hand. Her face flushed as she readied herself to make a leap she couldn’t take back.

“Unnie…”

Shouts and yells echoed from the street below them, and Jiwoo held in a groan at the interruption. The two girls shared a look of concern, then glanced down below. A girl was getting dragged by some people on the sidewalk, desperately trying to get away.

“What’s going on?” Jiwoo narrowed her eyes, trying to get a better look. With the sun setting, it was getting harder to see.

Chaeyeon gasped. “It’s Soomin.”

Jiwoo’s eyes shot open. “What?”

Chaeyeon pointed at the girl. “The headphones. They’re hers.”

Indeed, Jiwoo could spot Soomin’s signature cat headphones wrapped around her neck. She wiped her mouth with her hand and cursed under her breath.

“We need to go.”

Chaeyeon gave an urgent nod, and the two hastily sped towards the stairs.

 

 

Any person who was still outside had gathered around Soomin, wondering what was happening.

The gunner tried to pry herself away from the first woman’s grubby hands, but the other woman held her still. Anger bubbled up in her stomach as she was unable to do anything. It didn’t help that the woman kept shouting about how she was infected right next to her ears. Her eardrums felt especially sensitive.

They had reached the crossroads when the two offenders shoved her away, nearly making her stumble. The crowd circled around her, forming an impenetrable ring. Soomin gritted her teeth as they all scrutinized her, and she covered her scars up with her jacket.

The attempt was met with hostility when the woman used it as evidence. “Look at how she’s hiding her injuries! Any normal person wouldn’t be doing that!”

Soomin nearly snarled. She wanted to fight someone, preferably the woman, but she retreated into herself as everyone’s eyes burned into her skin. The faces in the crowd blurred together as Soomin snapped her head around.

Chaeyeon and Jiwoo pushed through the crowd, their breaths catching in their throats as they witnessed Soomin suffer the glares of the survivors, hugging herself.

Chaeyeon stepped into the circle, but a hand pushed her back.

“Stay back! She’s dangerous.” A man said, keeping his hand on Chaeyeon’s shoulder. Jiwoo roughly shoved him away.

“She’s not infected!”

“Then what are the black marks on her chest?” a new person called out. “They’re just the same as the infected veins.”

“They’re just scars! She’s fine!”

“She’s a monster. Just like them.” Another one spat out. Soomin felt a pang on her chest at the name-calling.

“I’m not a monster,” she whispered, but no one heard her.

The sound of wheels rolled up behind the crowd. Yeonji boarded off her skateboard and rushed to the scene. Hyerin, Chaewon, and Seoah caught up after, having sprinted after the skateboarder.

“What the hell is this?” Yeonji lashed out, pushing her skateboard against the strangers denying her access to the front. The other girls arrived and helped part the crowd.

Soomin saw the small opening and she tunnel-visioned. She tried to make a break for it, but she couldn’t spot the incoming fist on time, and it smashed against her face.

Gasps were heard. The gunner reeled back and held her hand under her nose, feeling something warm trickle out. Her head spun from the impact.

“You bastard!” She heard Yeonji yell. Soomin wiped her tender nose with a wince. She brought her fingers in front of her face, confirming she was bleeding.

Angry shouts echoed in her head, and Soomin turned to the sound. Yeonji had started a fight with a much larger guy who, Soomin assumed, had punched her. Although the man was big, Yeonji used her skateboard to fight, swinging it like a baseball bat. Jiwoo joined in and threw a sucker punch into the man’s nose while he tried to dodge Yeonji’s attack. The hockey player’s hair was then pulled back by a new participant.

The place quickly delved into chaos as more people joined the brawl. Chaewon and Seoah had somehow gotten roped into the fight, but they held their ground surprisingly well, managing to dodge or deflect the attacks thrown at them. They didn’t send out any strikes of their own.

With everyone distracted, Soomin tried to run away again, but the middle-aged woman yanked her by her sleeve.

“Where do you think you’re going?” the woman sneered, pulling the gunner back as she tried to get away. “You started this!”

Soomin was at her limit by that point, and she saw red.

“Let go, you bitch!”

Soomin spun around and swung her free arm, slashing a large scratch across the woman’s cheek. It was shallow but cut just deep enough to draw blood.

The woman released her grip on Soomin and let out a shriek, clutching her face in horror. The gunner’s outburst had halted all fighting, and everyone turned to gape at her.

Sergeant Kim and Lieutenant General Kim arrived at the scene, accompanied by soldiers who hastily broke up the fight.

“What happened here?” asked the sergeant, alarmed at the commotion. The middle-aged woman grabbed Hyunjin’s shoulders, sobbing.

“This infected girl scratched me!” she cried, pointing at Soomin, who kept a grip on her upper jacket.

Hyunjin frowned. “Infected?”

“She has those black marks on her collarbones, like the veins from the monsters!”

Hearing that, Lieutenant General Kim glared at Soomin. “Let go of your jacket.”

Soomin gulped as she looked up at the man. She let her jacket fall to her side, exposing her black scars. The people who had yet to see them had their breaths caught in their throats.

The lieutenant general seethed and set a hand on his pistol. Soomin’s eyes widened.

“Wait!” came a voice from the crowd.

Hyerin shimmied into view; she had retreated from the fight the instant Yeonji started swinging.

“Don’t do it,” the archer pleaded.

“Ordering a general around?” Lieutenant General Kim reproached. “Have you not learned from the gathering?”

“I know, but, please, let me say something.” Hyerin pressed her palms together. Soomin saw the girl was shaking, beyond terrified.

The general grumbled, releasing his hold on his handgun. “This better be worth my time.”

Hyerin exhaled an anxious breath, trying to not throw up from fear. “She had those injuries two weeks ago.”

“Is that supposed to help her case?”

“She would’ve turned a long time ago if she was infected.” Hyerin made her point across, trying to not be intimidated. “The only reason she lashed out was because everyone was watching her, yelling at her, and calling her names. Someone punched her when she tried to get out. Anyone would’ve snapped in her situation.”

Chaeyeon raised her hand. “If I could add something, Soomin didn’t start the commotion. The lady and her friend were dragging her through the road and yelling.” Her statement received agreeing murmurs from a section of the crowd.

The lieutenant general rubbed a hand under his chin, mulling over Hyerin and Chaeyeon’s words. “What were the injuries from?”

“I– well–” Hyerin looked around for her groupmates. They gave her affirming nods. The archer gulped, looking down. “It was from a zombie.”

Hyunjin glared at the group, but said nothing.

The man scoffed. “Then there’s still a chance she’s infected.”

“Then how is she talking? Thinking?” Hyerin threw out one word after another. “They hurt her first, she just defended herself.”

“I’m not risking anything.” The lieutenant general pulled out his gun and clicked it, raising it to Soomin’s head.

“Give her a chance, damn it!” Hyerin shouted, her fear replaced with frustration, making the general curl an eyebrow. “She’s only sixteen! Are you going to kill a sixteen year old girl over having black scars? Even though she showed no signs of being anything other than human?”

Lieutenant General Kim kept his eyes on the archer after her verbal outpour, keeping his gun pointed against Soomin. The girls held their breaths, waiting for the man’s answer.

He gave Soomin one last glare before putting his gun back in its holster. “I want her locked up and tested, and the woman she scratched under surveillance.”

He pulled out the pair of handcuffs around Hyunjin’s belt, and secured Soomin’s hands behind her back. “If she turns, this girl will be executed.”

Sergeant Kim stepped forth. “Sir, I don’t think–”

The general gripped Hyunjin’s shoulder, squeezing hard enough for it to bruise. He brought his lips close to her ears.

“Know your place, Sergeant.” He warned in a low, foreboding voice. “I won’t forget what you pulled at the gathering.”

He didn’t wait for an answer before letting her go. With his hands behind his back, he gave Hyerin a look. “I want her locked up, too. In the same cell as the girl.”

Hyerin held her tongue against the gross misuse of authority, not wanting to worsen her situation. She and Soomin shared a look, the gunner’s eyes overwhelmed with gratitude. The other girls didn’t say anything, having just gotten away with fighting.

The Lieutenant General raised his hand, and Soomin and Hyerin were promptly hauled away by soldiers. Another group escorted the injured woman, who was still sobbing pitifully.

Soomin looked back at the woman. Her inner turmoil gone, she was left with a sense of guilt hanging on her heart. She truly wished she hadn’t doomed her in any way.

“Move,” ordered the soldier with as much vice as they had done on the first day. The gunner was pushed to the front, and she looked at the ground as the gates opened.

Notes:

blah blah dahyun straight era yeah i know i know don't come after me i very clearly didn't put in much effort i couldnt even read my writing right after typing it in. go enjoy your ppottoz, whatever yubin chaeyeon and jiwoo got going on, and whatever hyerin and soomin's pairing's called.
also, the sullynn was entirely self-indulgent. we need more sullynn enthusiasts.
these notes are getting long, but i hope you enjoyed this chapter! the act will be closing with the next one (hopefully). we all know what its going to surmount to.
love you all so much as always ❤️ see you next time

 

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Chapter 16: Decision

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Enthusiastic whispers made their rounds through the tour bus as it drove on a mountaintop away from Daejeon. Jiyeon kept her eyes closed, trying to get a few more minutes of rest in. She was so jittery last night it was hard to sleep.

“How’s our principal dancer doing?” A hand hooked over Jiyeon’s seat from behind.

Jiyeon looked up and smiled at her friend. “I’m kind of nervous, actually.”

“Don’t be!” another girl cheered, play-smacking Jiyeon on the shoulder. “You’ll do amazing. Just put on that winning smile of yours and you’ll steal the show.”

Jiyeon leaned her head back into her seat, wearing a comfortable grin. “Thanks, Tsuki.”

“Stay seated, girls,” advised their teacher. “We wouldn’t want something to happen before we even get to perform.”

“Yes, mentor Shen!” The two girls obeyed and seated themselves.

Jiyeon let out an amused huff, turning around to look outside. Her smile wore down into a frown when she spotted the extended blockage before them.

“What’s all of this?” asked the ballerina as the bus jolted to a stop. All around them, people stepped out of their cars, some even getting into fights. Vehicles quickly filled the space behind them. The other road was filled with cars rushing away from Seoul.

“Traffic? That wasn’t on the feed,” mumbled the driver as he stood up. “Stay in your seats,” he said before stepping down.

The girls ignored his advice and leaned over to look out the window. The bus driver confusedly scratched his head at the havoc. Alarms blared while other vehicles unceasingly pressed on the car horn, sending jarring beeps through the packed road.

“I don’t like this…” whimpered one of Jiyeon’s crew members. The principal dancer kept her eyes on the man as he looked an approaching boy up and down. He kneeled in front of the kid and set his hand on his shoulder, mouthing something.

An odd chill ran up Jiyeon’s neck. The child’s eyes were hollow as he kept staring the driver down, and she noticed odd black lines going up his neck. The driver kept talking until the boy snapped his head towards the hand and bit into it.

The girls screamed as the driver pulled back in shock. The boy went at him again, and the man backed away whilst shooing the child. He urgently hopped back into the bus, shoving the kid away with his foot before closing the door and crashing into the driver’s seat.

“What’s happening?” asked mentor Shen on high alert.

“Something isn’t right. We need to get out of here,” blubbered the driver as he veered the bus off course, making his passengers sway to the side.

The dance crew yelled in terror when a man banged his palm against the bus, eyes distressed. His voice was muffled through the door as he yelled to be let in. The bus driver stopped and was about to open the door, but a woman lunged at the outsider before it could open.

Jiyeon sunk into her seat and closed her eyes, terrified. Curling into herself, she pressed her palms against the back of her neck.

The tour bus rocked back as the driver pressed the gas pedal, boosting the vehicle away from the commotion.

“Everyone’s attacking each other. What’s happening?” Tsuki hugged herself as she stared outside.

Screams filled Jiyeon’s ears. The ballerina looked up, wondering what happened.

“You almost hit someone!” She heard their mentor scold the driver. Her breath hitched when he didn’t react.

“...Sir?”

Mentor Shen reached to tap the driver on the shoulder when he lunged at her, making her scream and fall. It was chaos as she and a few girls desperately tried to get the man off of her, clamoring at his sudden aggression. Jiyeon backed away from the assault with quickened breaths, pressing herself against the wall.

“Look out!” Shouted one of the girls, and Jiyeon felt her body crash into the seat before her.

 

 

The bus had been flipped to the side from the fall. It had made its descent down the mountain before crashing into a tree. Jiyeon had somehow survived with minimal injuries, only sporting a few cuts around her face and arms. The most serious ailment was the glass shard sunken into her thigh, but with the ballerina's pumping adrenaline, she felt about nothing.

It was night when she had woken up, and the first thing she had seen was Tsuki's lifeless eyes boring into her as she hung over the seat sideways. No one else moved from their spots.

They were all dead. Jiyeon nearly threw up, feeling distressed. The stomach acid burned her throat. Uncontrollable tears ran down her eyes.

She had a feeling no help was coming. After all, there had been so much chaos.

Get out first, think about it later, she thought, and looked for a way to escape with her phone's flashlight. Her eyes landed on the side facing the sky with all the windows broken.

With some difficulty, Jiyeon lifted herself onto the open top of the bus, careful not to press into any broken glass. Gently, she then shimmied her way down to the ground, making sure to land on her good foot.

The ballerina flashed her light around, making sense of where she was. The road was up to her right while the left led her to some woods downhill. Jiyeon staggered when she spotted a large group of people standing in the distance. As she was about to call out to them, she stopped, reminded of the angry people who attacked others.

Still, it was too late. They had caught the light and traced it back to her. Slowly, they stepped towards her, and Jiyeon knew they weren't friendly.

The ballerina rushed to shut the flashlight, engulfing herself in darkness. Not knowing where else to go, she took off into the woods, stumbling a few times as the slope steepened. She could hear the rustling of the aggressors from behind.

Jiyeon ran down the mountain in the dark, trying to lose the infected chasing after her. She tripped over a stone and fell, tumbling down the rest of the way. Her body slammed into a tree, and she wheezed. In her coughing fit, the sound of a gun clicked above her, and its muzzle was pointed at her eye.

Her chest heaved up and down at the direct threat. She then winced as a flashlight shone into her eyes.

"Keep still!" The woman ordered, and Jiyeon noticed her camo clothes and helmet. Obeying the soldier, the ballerina stared into the woman's eyes.

The soldier scrutinized her with her cat-like eyes. "Are you bit?"

Jiyeon sucked in a breath and shook her head.

The woman nodded before moving the gun away. "She's clear!"

Another woman, who Jiyeon noted lacked a helmet, approached the two, holding her own flashlight. She pointed it above the hills, catching sight of the infected that were running after Jiyeon.

"Open fire!" she shouted in a deep voice.

A barrage of bullets struck the people, making Jiyeon cover her ears and widen her eyes. Despite being hit countless times, the assailants kept advancing.

"Why aren't they going down?!" yelled a soldier.

"Aim for the head!"

One infected fell over and rolled all the way down where Jiyeon was, facing her. The ballerina gasped and tried to move away, but was still paralyzed from the impact.

A hand grabbed Jiyeon's shirt as the person was about to bite her face off. The soldier aimed for its head and fired, killing it.

A scream tore through the air, and the soldier whipped her head around in an instant. The woman who led the group had been bitten in the throat by one of them.

"Heejin!"

 

Jiyeon dropped her spoon in the container and delicately wiped the corners of her lips.

"So, yeah. That's what happened," she said. "The sergeant saved my life, so I wanted to return the favor."

Jiyeon looked up to Yooyeon and Seoyeon, who sat across from her. Seoyeon's girlfriend – at least that was how Jiyeon viewed their relationship – carefully observed her, tapping a finger on the table.

Yooyeon then inhaled. "I'm sorry about what happened. To your friends."

Jiyeon looked down at her empty meal and shrugged despondently. "At least they died as themselves. That's a luxury, these days."

 

 

Sullin opened her eyes feeling groggy and sick. She blinked a couple times as a bell continuously tolled against the side of her head.

Looking around, she found herself alone, with Lynn and the assailants nowhere to be seen. The body of the infected rotted behind her, leaving a stench that further dizzied her.

Sullin pushed herself up, regaining a sliver of strength as her mouth begged for water. Her eyes trailed on the ground, she winced as a small trail of blood had seeped from her injury. She held herself up on the aisle’s empty shelf and pressed her forehead against it to take a deep breath.

What happened? Where did Lynn go? Who were those people? Sullin only remembered one of them had a military backpack.

A bang on the window locked Sullin back into the present, but when she turned her head to the glass over the counter, where dark clouds approached, she saw nothing. Holding her breath, Sullin stepped towards the front only to see the door closing.

Alarmed, Sullin took a step back. Something yanked at her backpack from behind, sending her stumbling and falling.

Sullin unlooped her arms from the straps and turned around to see the newcomer discard the bag and lash out at her. Crawling backward, Sullin weakly kicked it in the leg, only making it stagger for a moment. She kicked it again without much aim, and luckily enough, it landed in its ankle, making it lose balance.

Sullin rolled over and stood back up. Without looking back, she made a run for the door. Much to her dismay, the zombie had already caught up when she tried to pull it open. She pushed it back with another, more powerful kick and took off into the store, the escape becoming a game of chase.

While looping around the aisle, Sullin remembered the store’s counter, and an idea came to mind. She sprinted to the front, placed a hand on the counter, and effortlessly hopped over it.

Sullin backed into the windows the moment her feet landed to see the infected attempting to climb over whilst keeping its hands reached out. The survivor hastily searched through her pockets, fiddling with her knife until she got a good grip. When the zombie was scaling over with its stomach pressed against the counter, Sullin came forth and stabbed it in the skull with a shout. It slumped lifelessly on the table.

Sullin tiredly pushed it down as she was hit with vertigo. She carefully sat down with her back against the counter, a cold sweat taking her by force. Taking short breaths, she took the time to recover, her head too dizzy to think. The first droplets of rain hit the window with light thuds, and thunder struck far away. She had to go back as soon as she could.

 

 

Yeonji went full speed on her skateboard, her mind in distress. She felt the first drops of rain hit her face.

“Wait up!” called Chaewon from behind. Her friends were unable to keep up with her.

“I’ll get ‘Tone-unnie!” said Yeonji, heading for the apartment buildings. “Go find the others and meet us at my apartment!” She pushed her foot into the ground to propel herself further, dodging the human obstacles in front of her.

The skateboarder landed in front of her building. Picking up her skateboard, she ran in and climbed several stories worth of stairs. She barely took the time to catch her breath before rushing through the hallway to find her apartment number.

Her eyes flickered to the left. 1112. Yeonji banged on the door with her fist.

“Unnie! There’s trouble!”

Sounds of shuffling were heard through the door before it swung open. Kotone stared at her, her hair disheveled.

“What kind of trouble?”

 

 

Fifteen girls found themselves cramped in Kotone and Yeonji’s shared apartment, listening to Yeonji’s hasty rant. The sky had fully darkened, and the room was illuminated by a small orange candle which casted oversized shadows over everything.

“So, to summarize,” Yooyeon started with her hand under her chin, “A woman suspected Soomin of infection because of her marks, a fight broke out, Soomin scratched the woman, then the military showed up.”

“Yes, basically.” Yeonji was quick to reply, standing in the middle of the room. “And the General Lieutenant or whatever wants to kill her if she’s tested positive for infection. He literally said ‘we’ll execute the girl,’ right? And I don’t know if it’s gonna be public or not but that doesn’t really matter right now– she’s locked up. Hyerin-unnie too!”

“So he’ll only kill her if she’s infected?” asked Mayu, sitting on the edge of Kotone’s bed.

“He was going to shoot Soomin right then and there if Hyerin-unnie didn’t say something.” Chaewon shared.

Jiyeon readjusted the rifle on her lap. “Well, she isn’t infected, right? I don’t really see what the issue is.”

Yeonji snapped her head towards the soldier. “The issue is– Soomin-unnie has a target on her back from mister General Lieutenant. And he jailed Hyerin-unnie for no reason other than a power trip!”

“Lieutenant General, actually.”

“I don’t give a shit!”

“Woah!” Kotone cut in. “I know you’re worried right now, but let’s take a deep breath and think this through.” The police officer gulped and looked around. “How did Soomin behave during the conflict?”

The witnesses glanced at each other, unsure.

“I mean… she was acting kind of weirdly. Like she was going to lash out at someone.” Seoah hugged herself.

“Okay, but she was surrounded by a bunch of people wanting to burn her at the stake.” Hayeon advocated to the girls’ surprise. “Speaking from… personal experience, you tend to crack under the pressure, and you might do something you regret.”

Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips. “We don’t have enough to work with. Has anyone seen Soomin act out of character for the past couple weeks?”

The group racked their brains to find anything.

“She was pretty aggressive on the firetruck after the scratches happened…” Nien’s delivery betrayed her uncertainty.

“Counterpoint,” Sohyun interjected, “she had a bad rash and was handcuffed for a very long time.”

“If her scars were black, then it must mean something…” Mayu mumbled to herself.

Jiwoo frowned at Mayu. “We’re not going through this again.”

“Hey, she was just making a point,” Kotone chided. “A good one at that.”

“I think it’s just a bullshit excuse, no offense,” argued the athlete.

“Black marks are one of the most obvious symptoms of an infection,” replied the cop with a shrug. “It makes sense to worry.”

“Do you think the citizens were valid to act like that, then?” Nakyoung spoke up, her arms crossed with her back against the wall. “Or the military?”

Kotone clicked her tongue in annoyance, her demeanor shifting to one of hostility. “What are you trying to say?”

“I was just asking. Seriously. It’s important to share what you feel with others, right?” Nakyoung gave Nien a look. The firefighter avoided her eye guiltily.

Kotone scrutinized Nakyoung, then shook her head. “I think the military’s reaction was a valid one.”

“What?!” Yeonji exclaimed.

“Hold on-” Kotone held a palm up. “I’m not saying executing Soomin on the spot was right, but putting her under surveillance is valid given her scars. They did come from a zombie. If she’s not infected, then all is good, and we get her back. If she is…”

Yeonji balled her fists. “Say it!”

“Then the necessary actions should be taken to keep everyone safe.” Kotone dropped, earning angry retorts from some of the girls.

“Are you hearing yourself?” Nakyoung uncrossed her arms and approached Kotone. “You just pushed for Soomin’s death!”

“I did not say she has to die.” Kotone gritted her teeth.

“Well that’s what’s implied when you’re siding with the guy who, might I remind you, broke a kid’s leg beyond repair after threatening to execute him.”

“He endangered everyone. And you’re saying that as if you would have done anything differently.” Kotone looked up at Nakyoung, putting her hands on her hips. “Might I remind you of your past occupation?”

Nakyoung’s eye twitched. “I did what I did because I knew the authorities abused their power, and people like you would excuse it. That man’s on edge and is talking about senseless murder.”

“Everyone is dead! Who wouldn’t be on edge in situations like these?”

Nakyoung’s blood boiled. “Doesn’t mean you’re allowed to just go around and point a gun at whoever you want. Gosh, you’re always riding for the damn law, you fucking cop.”

“Girls-” Nien stepped in.

“Will you get off my damn back?” Kotone snapped, making the firefighter step away. “I’m trying to be civil here, but your emotional ass always has to ruin everything!” She shoved Nakyoung back with a finger to her chest. “This is why no one helped your sister, street trash.”

The officer’s low blow shocked everyone into silence. Nakyoung blinked a few times, then scoffed with an eye-roll, turning her head away with a small smirk.

She swung her fist back and smashed it against Kotone’s face.

The girls in the room shouted and clamored, moving away from the brewing fight. Kotone gasped and spat out a sliver of blood. She looked up at Nakyoung, who took off her jacket and threw it to the side. Not bothering to massage her jaw, the officer lunged at her.

The vigilante was ready for it. She dodged Kotone’s cross and pushed her into the bed. What she didn’t expect was for Kotone to shoot her leg out and kick her in the ribs. Nakyoung choked on her breath, and Kotone took the opportunity to uppercut the vigilante right in the nose, a crack sounding through the room.

Nakyoung shouted in pain and stepped back. Kotone didn’t stop with her attacks, though, and aimed for her injured ankle with her boot. Nakyoung’s eyes widened, narrowly jumping away. She grabbed Kotone’s hair and slammed her head into the wall, then pulled back and slammed it into the wall again. Kotone shot an arm out and struck her palm against Nakyoung’s throat, effectively making her choke and gag.

“Alright, that’s enough!”

Sohyun brought her leg behind Nakyoung’s good ankle, tripping her and pinning her to the ground, completely immobilizing her. On the other side, Nien locked Kotone’s arms by keeping a tight grasp on her wrists and pulling her away.

Nakyoung gasped for air, the side of her head pressed against the floorboard as a couple tears escaped her angry eyes. Her nose felt terribly tender, and it hurt to breathe through. Still, she felt some satisfaction watching Kotone nurse her cheek with a wince, a small cut having formed on her upper lip.

Seoyeon looked back and forth between the two girls, having been the one to call it off, a genuine anger displaying on her face.

“Are you two idiots?!” she berated them. “We have a girl who’s at risk of dying, and you are fighting?”

“She–”

“Sit down.” Yooyeon cut coldly. Kotone huffed, but yielded.

Seoyeon eyed the officer with contempt. “I don’t want to hear anything from you until you think about what the hell you just said. All of it.” Her gaze softened by a fraction as she moved onto Nakyoung. “And now isn’t the time.”

The room felt stuffy, everyone feeling a weight pressing down on them. Sohyun got up from Nakyoung’s back and smoothed out her vest. The vigilante sat back up and furiously wiped her eyes.

Chaeyeon grabbed a pillow and hugged it. “Infected or not, she’s still Soomin. Always has been, right?”

Sohyun sucked in a breath. “What can we do right now? Realistically.”

Yooyeon hummed, weighing their limited options. “I’ve been assigned a job in the infection research team. They’re likely to have the woman Soomin scratched under quarantine. I might be able to find something. Until then, the rest of you should stay here.”

Small murmurs of agreements passed through the room. Yeonji sighed in relief.

“Thank you so much. I don’t want to lose Soomin-unnie.”

The scientist let herself have a small smile. “Me neither.”

Yooyeon made her way to the apartment door. Kotone traced a finger over her head and flinched over a specific spot. Seoyeon noticed and rolled her eyes.

“I’ll see if I can get anything,” she muttered, walking towards Yooyeon. The scientist reached for the nurse’s hand and followed her out the door.

 

 

Toying with her handcuffs, Soomin scrutinized the chains closely. She could tell they were Kotone’s from the crack in the metal. The gunner pursed her lips, wondering if she could break through them, but decided it wasn't a good idea if she were to prove her innocence. She felt her arm pulse in discomfort from where blood had been drawn, and let her hands fall onto her stomach.

“This sucks. I don’t think anything could be worse than this. Seriously, this sucks.”

Across from her in the tiny holding cell was Hyerin. The archer kept her eyes outside where Joobin stayed with her rifle stationed between the bars, ready to shoot Soomin at any given moment. The gunner, who was lying on her back, looked up at Joobin. She could only see her eye through the small window gap.

“Come on, ‘Binnie. You don’t have to point that gun in my face. You know me.” Soomin tried convincing the young soldier, pouting at the usual lack of response. “You even ate the cake slices Seoah gave you, and she and I are besties, so we’re practically also friends.”

Hyerin perked up and watched Joobin’s reaction. It only surmounted to a blink.

The archer let out a small huff. Soomin would approach anyone no matter how hostile or disconnected they were. Hyerin thought either the girl was just obnoxious, which she was, or she was just enthusiastic about meeting new people and making friends.

Hyerin frowned and looked at the floor, dwelling on her thoughts.

“My best friend tried to kill me.”

Soomin’s eyes shot open and she turned her head towards Hyerin.

“Wow, that was out of nowhere– I mean– yeah?” The gunner sat up and brought her knees to her chest. “I’m listening.” She tried again, focusing on the girl.

Hyerin ignored the first comment, admitting it was a little out of left field. She picked at the cement floor and took a deep breath.

“Archery. I was in 10th grade high school, and he was in the one above me. We were both good, but he was far better. His parents spent a lot on his training. He was going to compete for Olympics qualifications this year. We played friendly matches against each other.”

“Is that where the problems started?”

A shrug. “I was catching up. Everyone started pressuring him, and his parents took away the little bit of freedom he had left. It drove him crazy, I guess. One day, he invited me to practice after school, and…”

Soomin frowned. “That’s awful.”

Hyerin sighed. “I fought back. Stabbed an arrow into his eye. When he realized what happened, he just… ended it.”

“In front of you?”

The archer nodded. “I didn't know what to do. So I just ran away.”

“That's why you were living alone?

“...Yeah.”

Soomin bit the inside of her lip. “No ditching the bow?”

“It was the only thing I had when I left. I hate to admit it, but it helped me get things.”

Soomin got the idea that Hyerin’s way of getting things wasn’t very legal, so she didn’t comment on it.

“I haven’t gotten close with anyone after that.”

Soomin pursed her lips, gazing into Hyerin’s eyes. She could count on one hand the number of times the archer opened up to her or anyone else in their group. She looked down and mindlessly picked at her nails.

“I’m not good at making friends,” Soomin confessed, and Hyerin looked up in surprise. “People think I’m too straightforward, and they’d get uncomfortable and back away. I’m not good at taking visual hints because I spent so much time inside talking to people through a screen. You don’t really see anyone’s faces. It takes them telling me to go away, or else I just see everything as playful banter.”

Soomin scratched her head. “I’m just saying this because I was probably too much for you.”

“You were,” Hyerin agreed, and Soomin cringed. “But I appreciate you not giving up.”

Soomin subconsciously readjusted her jacket, feeling the MP3 in her pocket. Her headphones had gotten lost during the scuffle.

“You like coffee.”

Hyerin blinked. “Huh?”

“It was the first thing you told me.” Soomin smiled, resting her head on her knees to look Hyerin in the eyes. “I’ll make you a cup. As a sign of our friendship.”

“You know how to?”

“I actually had a job as a barista for a bit. Well– I got fired after a month for always spilling everything, but if you ignore that, I know my drinks.” Soomin gave a befuddled Hyerin a large grin.

Gone was her initial surprise, and Hyerin’s lips curled up into a relaxed smile.

“I’ll be looking forward to it, then.”

 

 

Yubin anxiously paced around the living room, deep in thought. The sun had set long ago, and the outside was black.

Her ear twitched towards the basement door as it opened. Yubin halted in her tracks, redirecting her focus towards Dahyun and Yeojeong, who stepped out.

“What’s wrong, Yubin?” asked Dahyun. Yubin shook her head and stomped over towards the two.

“They’re not back,” she said. “They said they’d be back by evening, but it’s been an hour since that happened and they’re not back.”

“Wait.” Dahyun held a finger up and looked at the closed curtains, listening to the harsh pitter patter of water. “Is it raining outside?”

“Yes, but that doesn’t matter.” Yubin slapped her fist into her palm. “The girls aren’t back, so something must’ve happened.”

“That, or they’re waiting for the rain to die down.” The doctor muttered. Yubin narrowed her eyes on him. Yeojeong met her gaze and gulped. “...But we should assume they’re in danger.”

Yubin nodded. “We need to go out there.”

“Wait, what?” Yeojeong staggered. A flash of light came from outside, closely followed by a rumbling.

“We need to go find them,” repeated Yubin as she started retreating to get her stuff.

“Woah, hold on.” Yeojeong placed a hand on Yubin’s shoulder. “We can’t go out in a storm. We don’t know what’s out there.”

“The zombies must react to the rain and thunder…” Dahyun muttered and looked up to Yeojeong. The doctor met her gaze and nodded.

Yubin eyed their exchange suspiciously. “What are you two doing?”

“Nothing.” Yeojeong shook his head dismissively. “I just forgot something in the basement.”

As he turned around, Yubin yanked him back by the arm.

“Hey, you’re not going anywhere either,” said the traceuse. “Don’t think I haven’t noticed how you two have been stuck in there every day, and I’m pretty sure it’s not just to suck face.”

Dahyun’s face flared up. “Yubin!”

“What!” Yubin threw her hands up. “I’m just saying! You two are hiding something from the rest of us!”

The traceuse looked between Dahyun and Yeojeong’s guilty looks. Her shoulders dropped. “Don’t tell me you haven’t gotten rid of the zombies.”

The couple didn’t deny the accusations. Yubin let out an angry huff.

Dahyun sighed. “I can explain-”

“You lied to us.” Yubin cut her off.

“Let me speak.”

Her voice rose. “You said he’d get rid of them.”

“I did say that-”

“Why would you lie to us?!”

“Because I knew you wouldn’t like the truth!” Dahyun exclaimed before retreating into herself. “And after the comment you made, I didn’t want to go through that again.”

Yubin reeled back. “But I apologized.”

“I know, but that was after I already lied.” Dahyun pressed her hand against her cheek, “Even then, I couldn’t bring myself to say anything.”

“Because you assumed the worst of me.” Yubin accused, hurt.

“It’s not that.”

Yubin’s eyes widened in realization. “So you have been hiding something else.”

Dahyun’s eyebrows creased. “Yubin.”

“Just say it, unnie.” Yubin tilted her head to the side, exasperated.

A shake of her head. “I can’t.”

“What do you mean, you can’t? Do I have to start guessing again and hope to find the right answer?” Yubin waved her hands around.

“That’s not why.” Dahyun wore a pained expression. “It’s complicated.”

“Complicated how?!”

“I think we should just tell her.” Yeojeong set a comforting hand on Dahyun’s shoulder. Yubin eyed her expectantly.

Dahyun groaned, sliding a hand off her face. “The virus. It’s in your bloodstream,” she murmured.

Yubin blinked, believing she misheard. “Huh?”

“You’re infected.” Yeojeong stated.

Yubin faltered and stared at Dahyun, shell-shocked. Her lips moved, but no sound came out. She felt as if her mind was flooded with thoughts, but also completely blank.

“It isn’t doing anything.” Yeojeong clarified. “It doesn’t attack the cells or the immune system, and the reverse is also true. It’s as if it was dormant. We’ve been trying to figure out why.”

Yubin's gaze bore into Yeojeong's eyes. Her face contorted into many expressions before settling into one of disbelief, and she scoffed through a lopsided smirk. "Seriously?" Yubin wet her lips and turned back to Dahyun. “And you didn’t tell me?” her voice came out in a betrayed whisper.

Dahyun looked down.

“You found out I have the zombie virus inside of me and you didn’t tell me anything?!” Yubin grabbed Dahyun’s sleeve.

“I didn’t know how to!” Dahyun tore her arm away. “What was I supposed to do?”

“Sit me down!” Yubin clenched her fists. “Tell me ‘Hey Gong Yubin you’re infected with a virus that might turn you at any moment and make you kill everyone you care about!’”

“We thought you knowing about it could be a potential trigger.” Yeojeong put himself between the two. “It was just a safety precaution.”

“So you were just going to hide this from me forever?”

“Until we could find a way to keep it stabilized.”

“In your tiny ass ‘lab?’” Yubin scoffed. “No, I don’t think that’ll happen.” The traceuse spun on her heel and stepped away.

“Where are you going?” Dahyun called out.

“Packing my stuff and getting the hell away from here.”

“You can’t leave!”

“What else am I gonna do? Put you all in danger? I-”

A knock on the front door silenced Yubin’s fit. The three shared cautious looks before nodding and heading for the entrance, Dahyun picking up her knife on the table.

Yeojeong held a finger up to his mouth. With another nod, he pulled the door open, and Dahyun dropped her knife.

Sullin shivered, hugging herself. She was soaked to the bone, her clothes drenched as strings of rain whipped against her skin.

“Oh my goodness, are you okay?” Dahyun quickly pulled her in and Yeojeong shut the door. She took off her vest and draped it around Sullin’s shoulders.

Sullin shook her head. “Lynn,” she said urgently.

“Where is she?” Yubin peeked over her shoulder.

Sullin shook her head again. “Not here. Someone…” She gestured at her backpack, saluted, then mimed holding a gun. Dahyun cringed. She wasn’t as good at her charades as Lynn was.

“A military backpack?” Yeojeong guessed with his hand under his chin. Sullin nodded and gave him a thumbs up.

Dahyun gasped. “The military took her?”

Sullin shrugged, knocking against her own head and pretended to sleep.

“They knocked you out, so you don’t know.”

Sullin made an ‘ok’ sign at Yeojeong before shivering again.

“Go take a warm shower, we’ll figure this out,” Dahyun reassured, giving Sullin a gentle pat on the back. The girl nodded and walked away.

The electrician turned towards the other two. “We need to get Lynn.”

“That’s what I’ve been saying.” Yubin huffed, moving to pack her things. She pointed at Dahyun and Yeojeong. “Our conversation isn’t over, by the way. I’m just holding it until we find Lynn.”

“The problem is we don’t even know where she is.” Dahyun ruffled her hair. “A military backpack? Anyone could have one.”

Yeojeong clicked his tongue and sucked in a breath. “I might have an idea of where she could be.”

Yubin and Dahyun stopped and looked at Yeojeong.

“Where?”

 

 

Lynn blinked groggily, finding herself in a green tent with her hands tied behind her. She tilted her head back against the metal pole that tethered her, instinctively shuffling her wrists to get out of her chain restraints.

“Don’t bother. There’s nothing you can do.”

Lynn saw a blur where a face should’ve been, and pressed her eyelids shut. She opened them again, and froze momentarily at the sight of her target sitting on the edge of her seat. In the far left corner, Lynn noticed another girl watching her with her back against the wall. The agent assumed it was Kaede’s partner in crime, but what intrigued her was that she looked regretful.

Kaede offered her a plain smile. “Hi.” She greeted her in their mother tongue. A pink rifle rested against the wall. The agent’s jacket was bundled up beside it.

“Of course it’s you.” Lynn deadpanned. A gust of wind blew through the open door, and the agent felt the breeze on her arms.

“You don’t look that surprised to see me.” Kaede pursed her lips. “That’s a shame.”

Lynn rattled her chains and closed her eyes in exhaustion.

“You’re not going back to sleep. I didn’t hit your head that hard.”

“Why did you bring me here?”

Kaede massaged the back of her neck and shrugged. “Why aren’t you surprised to see me?”

Lynn’s face soured. “You seem like someone who would survive the end of the world.”

“That’s a lie, but I’ll take the compliment.” Kaede looked to the side. “Was it just you two?”

“Huh?”

“You and the girl you were with.”

Lynn inhaled sharply. “Where is she?”

“You look clean and in good health.”

Lynn’s blood pressure rose as Kaede continuously ignored her questions and changed the topic. Still, she tried to keep a cool head, knowing it was her way to get under people’s skin.

“Nice scars.”

Lynn’s face sombered, and she took a peek at her right arm. A long, slightly crooked, and discolored mark started from the top of her shoulder and trailed diagonally all the way down to her forearm, rotating once around the limb.

“Is that why you brought me here?” Lynn glared at Kaede. “To make fun of me?”

“Sorry.” Kaede didn’t look sorry at all. “Though, you have to agree, I made it look good.” She passed a hand through her hair, and the agent caught sight of her torn ear.

“Can’t say the same for you.” Lynn retaliated.

Kaede paused, staring down at Lynn, then breathed in. “It’s not easy to find familiar faces these days.”

“Well now that you’ve seen me, could you let me go?”

Kaede leaned forward, scrutinizing Lynn. The agent stared back, unintimidated by her tactics.

“What’s to tell me you won’t hunt me down after?” interrogated Kaede. “You chased all the way into another country.”

Lynn scoffed. “You’re not special anymore. There’s no reason for me to go after you.”

“No, but there is…” Kaede slid a finger down Lynn’s scar. “You’re still angry about this. I saw your expression.”

Lynn cursed internally. She had fallen right into her trap. The way Kaede scratched at her skin made her sick.

Kaede retreated her hand at the sight of Lynn’s disgust. “I won’t torture you further with this,” she said with a hint of sincerity. “I wouldn’t want that done to me, either. Plus, there’s no benefit.”

Without another word, Kaede stood up with a small stretch. The thief then grabbed the rifle.

“Shion, keep watch.” She said, walking through the door.

“Okay.” The girl replied in a mousy voice. Carefully, she stepped out of her corner, and approached her prisoner, keeping her eyes on the chains binding Lynn. Her eyes communicated innocence, and Lynn knew she couldn’t have been anyone bad before the outbreak.

Shion sat down on the chair, smoothing out the wrinkles on her pants. She looked awfully unsure of herself. Lynn swallowed. Maybe she could try something. The agent opened her mouth.

 

 

Yooyeon watched the research team leader’s expression as he read through her writings in Seoyeon’s notebook.

The “research center” was a school dimly illuminated by a few solar powered lanterns. They had been placed against the walls of the hallways that led to the school’s laboratory, where most of the supplies and machines were still in good condition.

The leader hummed and nodded, closing the book. “You’ve found quite a few things out there,” he acknowledged, handing it back to Yooyeon. “It’s quite impressive, given the fact you must’ve been on the run at all times.”

Yooyeon thanked him and bowed to his praise, recollecting her belonging. She glanced into the laboratory where she counted half a dozen other researchers writing notes and looking through microscopes. The water faucets were fully operational, contrasting how they had to use a pulley for water anywhere else. It was also well-furnished with electricity compared to the darkness the rest of the survivors had to navigate in.

No wonder those teenagers were angry, Yooyeon thought.

“Any questions?” asked the team leader, noticing her curiosity. The scientist looked at him and shook her head with a smile.

The pair heard boots stomp down the hallway.

“Doctor Park.”

Yooyeon spun her head towards the familiar deep voice. Her heartbeat slightly quickened at the sight of Lieutenant General Kim marching towards them with the sergeant by his side. Yooyeon counted two male soldiers tailing them.

“Ah, General Kim, just the man I wanted to speak to.” The team leader smiled.

“The results?” He kept his eyes on the scientist, not sparing Yooyeon a single glance.

“Not one to make small talk, huh…” Doctor Park mumbled, putting his hands behind his back. “Blood sample tested positive. The girl’s infected.”

Yooyeon clenched her fist, avoiding a flash of shock from passing through her eyes. This was the information she was looking for, so she focused her mind on the conversation. On the side, she saw Sergeant Kim tense at the news.

“And the woman?”

“Turned.”

“Terminated?”

“Preserved for further testing.”

The general frowned. “I want her gone. The kid, too.” Yooyeon bit her tongue to stop herself from speaking.

“Excuse me for questioning your decisions, General,” Doctor Park spoke up, “but I do not agree on that part. This discovery is outstanding. Despite carrying the virus, her cognitive skills are still stable. If we could do more research on her, we could potentially find a cure.”

“No, I won’t allow a threat to roam around freely in the streets,” came the General’s answer.

“We’ll keep her restrained in the lab, under 24/7 surveillance. I’ll set up a radio transmitter so you know what’s happening at all times.”

Lieutenant General Kim inhaled through his mouth and tilted his head to the side, musing over his options.

“The woman terminated. The kid under 24/7 surveillance in chains. One wrong move, and she’s gone,” was his final verdict.

Yooyeon swallowed. Her brain ran a thousand miles a minute. Her gaze crossed with Sergeant Kim’s. Even the soldier was rattled at the plan.

General Kim set his eyes on Yooyeon for the first time. “You got a problem with that?”

Yooyeon’s breath hitched in her throat, and she bowed at 90º. “No, sir.”

The general turned to his soldiers. “Escort the girl here, but no one is to know. If I hear one word slip out of any of your mouths, it’s a bullet in your head.”

Yooyeon clenched her teeth and bowed again. Rising back up, she noticed Sergeant Kim’s shaky eyes.

 

 

It wasn’t a challenge to spot the divide between Kotone and the rest of the group. Even Mayu, who had been balancing herself between the two sides, avoided the officer’s gaze. Yeonji refused to acknowledge her at all, and Nien knew that was the knife that twisted the hardest for her.

Nien burned her eyes into Kotone’s back. If the cop noticed, she didn’t comment on it, refusing to move even during Seoyeon’s half-hearted checkup.

“You’re fine,” was all the nurse had said before leaving.

Nien believed she shouldered part of the blame. She had put away her talk with Kotone for too long after chatting with Nakyoung. It must’ve felt unfair, trying to mend things only to be met with undivided malice. The firefighter internally cringed at Kotone’s inexcusable comment.

Nien stretched, deciding this time was as good as any, and walked up to Kotone.

“Let’s talk,” she whispered, and led Kotone to Yeonji’s room without giving her the chance to reply.

The firefighter closed the door and put her back against it. Kotone looked her up and down with an expression of discontent. The rain outside knocked rhythmically against the apartment window, and a light flashed, illuminating the two for a split-second before the night wrapped around them again.

Nien took a deep breath. “I should have told you this sooner. This war you and Nakyoung-unnie have going on, it needs to stop.”

Kotone opened and closed her mouth, avoiding jumping on the defensive.

The firefighter caught it. “I’m not targeting just you. Yesterday, I went up to Nakyoung-unnie and told her the same thing. She tried to be more respectful at first, but you were still being aggressive.”

“Was I?”

“You rolled your eyes, belittled every comment she had, and assumed she was always out to get you. And what you said out there just now? That was not okay.”

Kotone said nothing. Nien sighed and pressed her lips together. She hated confrontations.

“Sorry.”

Kotone looked up at her and frowned. “What for?”

“She also got angry because she realized I didn’t talk to you. If I had spoken to you sooner, this wouldn’t have happened.”

“It wasn’t your fault.” Kotone pinched the bridge of her nose and groaned. “I just told someone they were the reason why their sibling died, but you’re the one saying sorry.”

Kotone chuckled humorlessly and passed her hands through her hair.

“I need to apologize to her.”

Nien nodded. “Yeah.”

Kotone breathed and ‘okay’ and stepped forward, thinking that was the end. The firefighter didn’t move away from the door. She raised an eyebrow.

“Anything else you need to tell me?”

Nien inhaled and clasped her hands together. “You can’t keep excusing the military’s actions.”

The officer’s lips downturned. “Is this about Soomin?”

“‘Tone, he was going to kill her without hard proof.”

“The scars were hard proof.”

Nien shook her head. “They weren't. And this is more than just Soomin. You’re starting to think like them.”

“You think I would kill someone?” Kotone raised her eyebrows in disbelief.

“You’re excusing it. You did it with the teenage boy, and you’re doing it again with Soomin. You’re trying to give reason to something unreasonable. ‘Tone, I’m saying this because I care about you, but you need to get yourself together.”

“I’m fine.”

“No, you’re not.” Nien looked at Kotone like she was a broken pendulum. “You’re losing your heart.”

Kotone froze in place. Something cracked in her soul, and she was thrown back to when she was forced to watch her safe haven burn to the ground. The drumming of the rain morphed into gunshots and screams. She was on her knees. Yeonji was beside her, crying. She saw the prisoner, then the end barrel of the shotgun. When she looked back up at the criminal, he wore the general’s face.

A pair of arms wrapped around her, snapping her out of the episode.

“I’m sorry.” Nien whispered into the crown of her head. “I didn’t mean to do that.”

“No, I…” Kotone blinked, shedding a tear. “I needed to hear that,” she murmured.

“I’m sorry.”

“Stop apologizing, damn it.” Kotone scolded quietly. “Just… give me some time to think. Alone.”

The firefighter nodded and quietly left the room. Kotone had already regretted her request for solitude the moment Nien had retracted her arms, but she couldn’t muster the courage to call her back.

 

 

Sergeant Kim slammed into her office chair, groaning loudly with her head in her hands. Peeking through her fingers, she saw the framed picture of Heejin, the previous sergeant, and her best friend.

“What do I do, Heejin?”

Hyunjin had a little over a month of experience being a sergeant, but she hated every second of it. She had enjoyed the freedom and having less responsibility to shoulder as a simple Private. She only took over because it was her friend’s dying wish for her to take care of their sector of Daejeon.

Sergeant Kim wasn’t a bad leader. She tried her best, and her efforts usually paid off without trouble. The citizens liked her for being a little soft despite her rigid command, and everyone knew her threats of execution were just for show.

Until the general arrived.

Hyunjin was remorseful of her decision to call him over, but she had no other choice, not knowing what else she could do to catch the culprits.

A feeling of impending doom settled in her gut. She had gone against him too many times, and he had made it clear he didn’t respect her one bit. Her time as a sergeant and as a leader was limited.

Hyunjin cursed and slammed a fist down onto the desk. The rattle made the picture frame fall on its face. The sergeant perked up and quickly put it back in place, muttering a small apology. She proceeded to press her forehead against the desk.

She couldn’t let Soomin become a test subject. Hyunjin didn’t know the girl other than the fact she was astonishingly noisy, but she knew she cared about her friends. The sergeant couldn’t let anything happen to her. If they could go as low as to experiment on a young girl, how much deeper would they dig?

The bottom desk drawer caught Hyunjin’s attention. She leaned down to pull it open, and two pink K5 pistols were presented before her. They belonged to Soomin. Instead of the Commonwealth where everything was stored, Hyunjin had requested them to be put in her office.

Hyunjin stared at the guns for minutes, her leg bouncing uncontrollably. She pondered the decisions she could make while looking over every sticker decorating the pistols.

An idea drifted into her mind. It was one that would surely get her killed, but she anchored it anyway. After mulling over it for a few more seconds, Hyunjin resolutely swiped Soomin’s guns before standing upright.

The sight of the picture frame made her pause. She sighed and stared at it for a moment. Then, she lowered the frame facing down. With a huff, Hyunjin put away the pistols in her jacket, and stepped out of her office.

Notes:

something about soomin hyerin friendship

also riize is seven (friend told me to add this and i agree)

 

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Chapter 17: S

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“What are we doing in the storage room?”  

Hyerin gently closed the door behind her as her friend made his way deeper into the room.  

“I wanted to test out a few new arrows,” he said. “Could you get the lights?”  

Hyerin nodded and flicked the switch, brightening the room in a flash. He must’ve forgotten about the lights; Hyerin had noticed he wasn’t all there recently. She should probably ask him what was wrong later. 

Tapping a foot on the ground, she looked around the storage room to pass time. The sports equipment were all stashed away to the side in an organized fashion, leaving a narrow hallway to pass through. Her friend was all the way in the back, kneeling over a small box.  

“Hyerin.” Her friend called out, carrying the box to her. 

Hyerin perked up. “Hm?” 

“Did you know that getting into South Korea’s national archery team is more competitive than the actual Olympics?” 

“Really?” Hyerin’s eyes widened in awe. “I did not know that.” 

“Right, you’re doing this for fun.” He dropped the box beside Hyerin and started looking through the arrows. Most of them were damaged. “But you’re so good, people are scouting you professionally.” 

Hyerin grinned and the compliment. “I’m sure you’ll make it on the team.” 

“Me too…” Her friend held up an arrow like a knife and stared blankly at it. The feathers on the back were torn. 

Hyerin eyed him curiously. “Is everything okay?” 

Her friend’s gaze flickered to her, still holding the arrow threateningly. Hyerin let out a breath, a seed of fear planted at his odd behavior.  

Then, he swung.  

 

 

Yooyeon barged into the apartment after her shift. 

“We’re in trouble,” she panted out.

The girls scrambled to get back up in Kotone’s bedroom which was right in front of the apartment door. Seoyeon read Yooyeon’s behavior and caught on in an instant. 

“Soomin’s infected.”

Gasps scattered across the room. Yooyeon nodded. “And they’re going to run tests on her.” 

“They won’t kill her anymore?” asked Nien.

Yooyeon shook her head. “Worse. They’ll be keeping her chained up and experimenting on her-”

“She’ll become a lab rat.”

The girls froze and looked towards the apartment door where Sergeant Kim stood. She looked at Yooyeon and gave her a nod. The scientist was momentarily stunned, but nodded back in determination.

“What are you doing here?” Jiyeon stood up in surprise.

Hyunjin let herself in, closing the door behind her. “It’s only a matter of time before Lieutenant General Kim overthrows my leadership. When he does, he’ll look through our records to identify who Soomin is. After he finds out, he’ll search for her group members.” The soldier eyed the girls. “That means all of you.”

“What is he going to do?” asked Xinyu.

“Under normal circumstances, you would be under extra watch, just to make sure you don’t try anything. Unfortunately, you all lied about the source of the scratches, and you already know how he reacts when someone goes against him.” 

“Oh, we are so screwed.” Chaeyeon placed her hands on her head.

“Would it be possible to just walk out of Daejeon?”

The sergeant shook her head. “They’ll notify him before you even get to see the gates open.”

Seoyeon inhaled and looked around. “Alright. Well, I guess we’re gonna have to come up with an escape plan.”

“Yes, gather around.” Hyunjin beckoned them to come closer. The girls formed a circle in Kotone’s bedroom. The sergeant pulled out a map of Daejeon, marked with different colored pens, and laid it out on the floor. She pressed a finger on a building in the bottom left, outside of the river’s circumference.

“This is the quarantine center. Soomin and Hyerin are being kept there, but I have a feeling they have already pulled Soomin out by now.”

“What about Hyerin?” inquired Chaewon.

“I’m not sure,” she admitted.

Chaeyeon gasped, hugging her pillow. “What if they also use her as a test subject? The general hates her for talking back.”

Hyunjin clicked her tongue. “He might go that far…” 

 

Joobin looked to the side when her ears picked up incoming footsteps. She brought her hand up in a salute at the sight of two male soldiers coming her way. They didn’t greet her back. 

“General wants them both,” said the first soldier.

Joobin lowered her hand. “Reason?”

The private looked down at her. “Just move, kid.” He shoved her back and opened the cell door with a creak.

Soomin and Hyerin perked up at the sound.

“Am I free to go?” asked the gunner. Her question went unanswered, the two soldiers grabbing the girls by the arms.

“What’s going on?” whispered a worried Hyerin, looking back at Joobin as they were escorted out their cell. The young soldier slightly furrowed her brows but didn’t try to follow them. 

 

Yooyeon tapped a finger over her lips. “We should make a plan that encompasses both situations.”

Sergeant Kim nodded. “They’ll use the bus to transport the two. It’ll stop far away from the gate. The door will barely open, and the girls will walk through. We need someone to see if it’s only Soomin or both.”

“I can be subtle.” Nakyoung volunteered, a white nasal strip layered on the bridge of her nose.

“You’ll be two steps in before your ankle gives out.” Yooyeon sighed and Nakyoung pouted.

Seoah raised her hand. “I’ll go.”

Sohyun frowned. “Are you sure?”

“I know how to be quiet. And if they catch me, they’ll probably just send me away ‘cause I’m a kid.”

With an approving nod, sergeant Kim pulled an extra handheld radio out of her pocket and handed it to Seoah. “Set it at 102.3 so that only I can hear it.”

 

The storm started hitting full force. Seoah peeked her head out from a tree, paying close attention to the gate while wiping the rain off her face every few seconds. A pair of soldiers were stationed on each side.

The gate creaked open, and Seoah watched as both Soomin and Hyerin were pushed into Daejeon by two privates. Carefully, the youngest retreated before pulling out her radio.

 

Sergeant Kim looked up at Jiyeon and tapped the side of the highway. “We’ll stand halfway between the gate and the apartment. Seoah will communicate to us the information. We will then walk to the gate, and I’ll order the soldiers to be let through. We will drive to the prison and pull Joobin in with us. Hyerin too, if she’s still there.”

“Wait,” Chaeyeon requested a time-out. “I’m genuinely curious. Who is Joobin?”

Hyunjin inhaled sharply. “To be completely honest, I don’t know anything about her. We found her alone on a run in a military uniform, and she kept repeating that she was a soldier. She also said she has a base somewhere but won’t give out any more information.”

“That’s freaking weird, man…” Yeonji commented. 

 

Jiyeon nudged the sergeant on the arm while they waited for Seoah’s call. She pointed towards the crowd of umbrellas at the crossroads that slowly amassed in size.

“Another gathering?” Jiyeon asked. A flash of lightning struck in the distance, and thunder roared.

Sergeant Kim frowned, a strong gust of wind hitting her face. “If it is, I wasn’t informed about it.”

Hyunjin’s pocket radio buzzed.

“Both Soomin-unnie and Hyerin-unnie are here.” 

Clicking her tongue, the sergeant put a hand on Jiyeon’s back. “Let’s go.”

They jogged their way to the gate. Soomin and Hyerin were nowhere to be seen.

Sergeant Kim stopped before one of the pairs of soldiers. “Open the gate.”

The soldier blinked in confusion. “Why?”

“This is an order from your sergeant. Open the gate.”

“Uhm, did you not hear the news?” asked the other private. “Lieutenant General Kim demoted you.”

Hyunjin felt her throat dry out. “What?”

“He’s making the announcement right now, actually. Talking about the times you messed up, like when you hid the wall breach for days from the citizens.”

Hyunjin cursed internally. She shook her head and steeled her voice. “I order you to open the gate.” 

The soldier shrugged. “Sorry, no can do, Private Kim. You were always just a replacement for Sergeant Jeon anyway-”

Jiyeon raised her rifle and pointed it at the private. He staggered, then hesitantly raised his arms. Hyunjin followed her lead and unholstered her side gun, aiming it at the pair on the other side.

“Let us through.” Jiyeon exhaled with shaky hands, blinking the raindrops away. The soldier gulped and nodded, unlocking the door and pulling it open. The two deserters walked through, and the gate closed shut behind them.

“We’re on a time crunch now,” Hyunjin cursed, picking up into a sprint. “Let’s go.” Jiyeon nodded, putting her rifle back and combing her wet hair back.

 

“This-” Hyunjin pressed a finger near the cafeteria, “is the Commonwealth, where all food and items are kept.”

“Is the Commonwealth a Walking Dead reference?” asked Nien.

“...Maybe. Everything we’ve confiscated from you is here, but that isn’t your first priority. Go for the smoke grenades. They are metal capsules with safety pins stored in a drawer. You’ll know it when you see it.”

“How will we get to them? The Commonwealth must be guarded at all times.” Sohyun contemplated.

Hyunjin glanced at her, then at Nien. “I have an idea.”

 

The private kept his hands on his rifle as he exhaled, the endless torrent soaking through his army clothes. He readjusted his helmet to have the rain slip through the back instead of the front.

Something rustled to his left. The soldier whipped his head around, glancing at the Commonwealth's side door. Seeing nothing in the dark, he slowly turned to face the front.

He felt something kick him in the back of the knee, sending him falling. A pair of gloved hands reached up to clasp his mouth, muffling his shouts, and another pair slowed his fall.

The hand on his mouth was replaced by a piece of cloth hastily shoved down his throat, and his hands were tied behind his back at record speed. Before he could even kick a leg out, the other assailant held them down and tied a rope around his ankles.

After dragging the soldier to the back of the building and taking his keys, Sohyun walked to the door, calmly readjusting her gloves with an impressed Nien following her.

Hyunjin had warned them that a couple more soldiers would be in the Commonwealth. Sohyun spotted them in an instant and ducked behind a shelf. They stood in front of the single electric lantern illuminating the room.

Crouching against the wall, the bodyguard reached for the nearest item, which happened to be a pocket knife, and pitched it across the room. It clattered loudly in the distance.

“Hey, check that out,” said the female guard to his male counterpart. With a nod, the soldier walked away. 

Sohyun glanced at Nien and gestured at the lone soldier. The firefighter nodded and approached, staying away from her line of sight. Sohyun hastily stepped the other way, ready to take down the other soldier.

When he came back, Sohyun quickly knocked him out by hitting his neck with the side of her hand. Nien took it as her cue to do the same, but the woman’s quick reaction caused her to miss the pressure point. The woman dodged the strike and kicked at her. The firefighter jumped back, and before the woman could raise her rifle, Sohyun smashed her hand against her neck, putting her to sleep.

Nien stumbled as the soldier fell, her eyebrows raised in concern. “I… am not a fighter.”

“It’s fine.” Sohyun grabbed the unconscious woman by the legs and dragged her away. “Just get the smoke grenades.”

 

“Jiyeon and Joobin will park the bus facing the bridge. I’ll go back in and take the smoke grenades before going to the lab where Soomin and possibly Hyerin will be.” Hyunjin continued, pointing at a building a couple blocks away from the gate.

“And what about the rest of us?” wondered Jiwoo.

Hyunjin looked up and gazed at the survivors’ tense frames. “Pack your belongings. Gather near the gate, but not too close. I’ll communicate with Seoah when I get Soomin. I’ll order the soldiers to open the gate again, and we’ll get out.”

The room was deathly silent, and it reminded Hyunjin of how she felt before going on a mission she might not come back from. She could see in some of the girls’ tired eyes how uncertain they were about the plan, but the Sergeant had no other alternative that didn’t draw attention or blood.

Thankfully, Yooyeon spoke for her.

“We’re not only doing this for Soomin and Hyerin. We all have a target on our backs after what happened, and from what we’ve seen from the general, he cannot be trusted.”

Nakyoung opened her mouth next. “What he has in store for Soomin is messed up. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone, ever. Even if it is to find a cure.” She briefly glanced at Kotone, who had been silent ever since their fight. 

The officer swallowed. “I… thought a lot about my actions,” she started slowly. “I know I said the necessary measures should be taken to ensure everyone’s safety, but after reflecting on myself and hearing about his new plan for Soomin…” Kotone shook her head. “That just can’t happen.”

“Okay,” said Hyunjin, standing up with a clap of her hands. “We need to go now before we miss our window of opportunity. Seoah. Jiyeon. Nien. Sohyun. With me.”

The girls pulled themselves up and approached the sergeant. She pointed at the other girls.

“I give the rest of you ten minutes. Let’s go.”

“I’m not going.”

The group stopped and turned towards Mayu. The girl kept her head low and picked at the bedsheets.

“I’m not going back out there,” she muttered. “I’m staying here.”

Yeonji watched her, confused. “What?”

“We were stuck in a prison outside the walls for two weeks without comfort. We finally get to Daejeon, where we have food, water, beds, only to stay for two days before running away again?”

“Daejeon is not safe for us anymore,” said Seoyeon.

“Maybe for you.” Mayu argued. “You’re the group who was with Soomin, not me.”

“Wh– I thought we were all in this together!” Chaeyeon stuttered.

“Where is all of this coming from?” Xinyu’s eyebrows raised in concern. “What is this about?”

“This is about wanting a better life! Not having to turn every corner and worry about whether or not it’ll be my last.” Mayu pulled the blankets against herself. “I don’t want to see another monster wearing a person’s face. I’m not going.”

“And what if he takes it out on you?”

“With such a big group escaping, he won’t realize I’m still here.”

“He’ll know in time.” Hyunjin spoke the hard truth.

Mayu shook her head. “I’ll take my chances.”

Jiwoo smacked her hand into the mattress, huffing through her nose. “Okay. She’s not coming. Anyone else?”

The tension in the room stretched to the limit as waves of distrust started spreading.

Hayeon’s eyes shook as she looked around the room. Yeonji caught them.

“Hayeon-unnie?”

The troublemaker shut her eyes when they all looked at her. “I just need to think about it a little more.”

Chaewon scoffed and walked out. “I knew it.” The comment twisted Hayeon’s heart.

Sergeant Kim scrunched her nose. “Ten minutes to think about it. Come on, everyone.” She gestured at her small team, and they moved out posthaste.

 

 

Soomin and Hyerin were pushed into a small, empty room, and the door locked behind them.

“What the…” The gunner looked around, shaking off the excess water from her clothes. On a wall was a long glass pane that let her see the men in lab coats in the other room. They whispered to each other, watching her like a zoo animal. 

One man pressed on something, and a speaker in the top corner buzzed. “You must have many questions right now.” 

“Yeah, I do, like what the hell is going on?” Soomin’s voice rose. “I thought I was gonna be let go! And what is Hyerin doing here with me? She hasn’t done anything!” 

“What’s your name?” 

“Your mom.” Soomin huffed, throwing her hands up. “Now let us out?” 

Silence. “We can’t do that.”  

“Why not?” 

“You’re infected.”  

Soomin froze. Hyerin stood still beside her, looking at the gunner with wide eyes. 

The speaker buzzed again. “You behave completely human-like, but the virus is in your bloodstream, having hijacked your cells and immune system. You display a certain ability to infect other people. The woman you scratched succumbed to her injuries.”  

Soomin exhaled shakily. “What?” she said in a near whisper. 

“Although we are not certain that you will infect someone with every attempt, you are dangerous and cannot be let out. You are free to walk around the room at this time, but after the completion of the first experiment, your movements will be restrained.”  

“You can’t do this.” Soomin said. “That’s messed up.” 

Soomin screamed, stomping towards the glass and banging against it. “You can’t do this!”  

The men behind the window stared at the gunner, unimpressed. The scientist pressed the voice transmitter button. 

“You are the first human recorded to have a resistance to the virus. We can learn more about it through you and understand its capabilities. You play a hand in the search for a cure.”  

“I didn’t ask for this.” Soomin frowned, “And I didn’t agree to this. You dragged me into this.” 

“We don’t like it either, but it’s a sacrifice that must be done. This will weigh on us.” 

“Then don't do it.” Soomin implored. “Just let us go. Me and Hyerin. She’s not even infected– what is she doing here?” 

“For the first test,” the man moved on, ignoring her pleas, “in a controlled environment, we will attempt an infection via bite.” 

Soomin felt the world flood around her. She dropped her hand, slowly stepping back.

She must’ve heard it wrong. Surely, she had misunderstood.

She snapped her head towards Hyerin. The girl hadn’t moved since the revelation of the gunner’s infection. Her eyes, unblinking, stared into space, while her knuckles had turned white from how hard she clenched. 

“Hyerin,” came Soomin’s voice, breathless. The archer snapped out of her trance and looked at her. “He didn’t just say that, right?” 

The tremble in Soomin’s voice was what did it for Hyerin. The archer pressed a hand against her mouth, choked out a sob, and sank to the floor.

 

 

Shion twiddled with her thumbs, doing her best to avoid their captive’s gaze. It was a difficult task, though, since the woman just wouldn’t stop staring. 

“Does she make you do the dirty work?” 

Shion pressed her lips together. Every few minutes, the agent would ask her a question. It started out simple, asking for her name, age, maybe even a hobby she used to do. Shion answered those questions, finding them innocent enough – it was a pleasant surprise to discover that they were the same age, – but they had slowly escalated into dangerous territory, such as veiled hints of their whereabouts, how many people they were, and her even relationship with Kaede. Shion didn’t answer those ones. 

“Sorry, I don’t know why I asked that one.” Lynn smiled. “I don’t think you’re able to even look at blood.” 

Shion shut her eyes. “I can.” 

“Oh?” Lynn looked surprised. “In what context?” 

“I used to volunteer at the hospital.” 

Her captive nodded with a hum of approval. “I thought you might’ve shocked me again and said you used to be a serial killer.” 

Shion had to stop herself from smiling at the joke. She shouldn’t be getting so comfortable with the woman, especially when she didn’t know her intentions. 

She went back to twiddling with her thumbs. “Do you and Kaede know each other?” 

Lynn perked up and shrugged dismissively. “You know, here and there. We were friends back in Japan.” 

“Really?” Shion perked up. 

“No.” Lynn looked like she had caught her prey. “I lied.” 

Shion’s eyes widened and she swallowed nervously. 

“How much do you actually know about her?” Lynn tilted her head. 

“I don’t think I should be talking to you.” Shion whispered, turning back to look at the door. 

“You’re afraid she’ll catch you saying too much?” Lynn presumed, and Shion’s heart dropped at her accuracy. “It’s okay. I’ll tell you if she’s there.” 

Shion narrowed her eyes. “Why are you being so nice to me?” 

“To get out of these chains, for one,” Lynn replied honestly. “Second, from what I’ve learned, you’re a victim.” 

Shion faltered. “What do you mean?” 

“I didn’t lie about knowing Kaede,” said Lynn. “What I can tell you is that she does nothing but use people for her own benefit.” 

“I know that,” replied Shion. “She called me a tool.” 

“And you just accepted that?” 

A solemn nod. 

Lynn frowned. “What do you two do, exactly?” 

Shion gulped, picking at her fingernails. She figured there wasn’t much to hide if the captive already knew Kaede. “It’s always the same routine. Act nice to someone, then steal what they have. But we leave the bare minimum so that they can hopefully survive long enough to get new things.” 

“She’s not worried that it might backfire on her?” 

“Well, they only see me.” 

Lynn pressed her lips together. “She’s using you as a scapegoat.” 

A shrug. “What can I do? I can’t survive without her.” 

“Do you really believe that?” 

Shion mulled over the agent’s question. She didn’t believe in a lot of things anymore. Taking a shaky breath, she replied, “I don't know.” 

 

 

The rest of the girls were already gone, leaving Mayu and Hayeon alone in Kotone’s empty room. 

Dry tear lines marked Mayu’s face as she hugged her knees, an empty feeling lingering in her heart. Hayeon kept circling around the room, mumbling to herself the entire time. 

“I have to go with them. They saved my life.” 

Hayeon shook her head. “But I don’t owe them anything. Well– anything other than my life. Hah. The general might not even go after me, I was knocked out the whole ride here.” 

The troublemaker pulled on her hair and hissed out a curse. “They saved my life.” 

“Just stay, if you’re so unsure.” Mayu stared at the apartment door. Kotone had said nothing when she left, only giving her a look she couldn’t read. 

“I’m thinking.” Hayeon replied. “Just give me a few more seconds.” She shut her eyes. The troublemaker had nothing but her thoughts for the past several minutes. They clashed, debating whether she should join a group of people she barely knew. But she didn’t miss their disappointed looks. Chaewon’s disappointed look. 

Hayeon slammed a decisive foot down, making Mayu jolt. 

“Screw this. I’m going. If it isn’t owing them something, then it’s to make things right with Chaewon. I’d hate for it to end like this.” Hayeon looked down at Mayu. “You?” 

The older woman responded with a shake of her head. “I’m not made for it. The outside.” 

“I heard from Xinyu-unnie and Sohyun-unnie about you and your group. You sound close to them.” 

“They’d be better off without me.” 

Hayeon stretched her lips to one side. “I mean, they told me you’re the reason why they could take down that prisoner.” 

Mayu dug her nails into her skin. “I already made my choice.” 

“You still got a couple minutes to think.” 

Mayu gave Hayeon an odd stare. “You were just talking about not going, but now you’re trying to convince me to join you?” 

Hayeon shrugged. “I don’t know either. I never know what I’m doing. But I think joining them is the right choice.” 

Mayu heaved a sigh and dropped her head. 

The troublemaker pursed her lips and looked around for anything she could take. Unlike the others, she had entered Daejeon empty-handed. Seeing nothing of value, she opted for the pillow on the bed. 

“I don’t think I can change your mind.” Hayeon told Mayu, inspecting the pillowcase as she made her way to the door. “And I don’t know you. But I hope I can see you again.” 

Mayu chuckled, wiping her dry tears away. “You’re a smooth talker.” 

“Yup. That’s me.” Hayeon smirked and brought the last sparks of noise with her as she closed the door. Without the troublemaker’s talkative conundrums, Mayu was left alone with her thoughts that suddenly got louder. 

 

 

The school bus stopped in front of the bridge. Hyunjin pushed the emergency back door open and stepped out into the storm. 

“You two stay here!” She ordered Jiyeon and Joobin before walking to the gate. 

“Open up!” Hyunjin shouted, banging on the door. Upon receiving no answer, the sergeant had a feeling of impending doom, the timer in her brain getting shorter. Taking matters into her own hands, she slotted her slender fingers in the gap to unclasp the metal lock. She pushed the door open and was greeted with no one. 

She cursed under her breath and clicked the radio on her chest. “Gate’s clear. Run in.” 

Hyunjin heard nothing but static on the other side, and her heartbeat rose. She clicked the radio again. “Seoah?” 

“No, that’s not her.” A male voice answered. 

Shit. From the corner of her eye, Hyunjin saw her group of escapees walk out of the shadows with their hands behind their heads, some of them having rifles pressed against their backs. Tailing them was Lieutenant General Kim, searching through a backpack. 

Hyunjin was quick to reach for her handgun until she felt something pressed against the side of her head. 

“You hear news about your demotion, and you immediately go rogue.” The general pulled out a pack of gauze from the bag, thoroughly observing it before putting it back and tossing it to the side. “And you’ve brought a group with you. The same one that infected girl was part of.” 

Hyunjin stared him down. “I couldn’t let you get away with it.” 

General Kim sighed. “That was the problem with your short-lived leadership, Private Kim. You cared too much about how people felt. Always the mediator. But the truth is you will never be able to quell everyone’s needs. There will always be those who will be dissatisfied, and you either whip them into shape, or tell them to leave.” The general looked down at her. “There is no in-between.” 

Jiyeon and Joobin watched the altercation from the bus. The heavy rain made things hard to see, and it masked everyone’s faces. 

The ballerina’s fingers tapped nervously against her rifle, unsure of what to do. Next to her, Joobin had already put her gun against the seat, aiming for the soldier threatening Hyunjin. 

Jiyeon took a shaky breath. “What do I do?” She didn’t want to raise her gun against another person again. Her heart had nearly given up on her the first time. 

“Wait in the driver’s seat.” Joobin directed, not tearing her eyes away from the scene. “If something happens, the group must retreat as soon as possible.” She had received a short debrief from Hyunjin while they fetched her. 

Jiyeon nodded, walking to the front as she watched the standstill. 

“You know the price of desertion is execution by firing squad,” said the general. “Why would you risk your life for a group of strangers?” 

Hyunjin looked at the girls. Their faces were filled with fear and worry, their hair and clothes drenched. She glanced at Sohyun, and noticed a circular pin peeking out from her pocket.

“Because you’re experimenting on a human girl.” The rogue soldier revealed, buying time for herself to come up with a plan. 

The soldier beside her wavered, and General Kim’s eyebrow twitched.

“I should have you shot on the spot for that.” 

Before he could raise his hand for the command, a pillowcase was hurled over his head, sealing shut at his neck and pulling him back. He coughed and grabbed at the pillowcase, trying to pull it up. The rain soaked into the cloth, impeding his breathing. 

The other soldiers were thrown into a state of confusion, and Hyunjin jumped at the opportunity. She smacked the gun away from her face and pushed the soldier down before shouting, 

“Sohyun! The smoke bomb!” 

The bodyguard spun around, throwing the soldier behind her to the ground and reaching for the smoke grenade. She pulled the pin out and tossed it on the floor. In an instant, white smoke produced from the can, and it overtook the highway, rising high above the ground and blocking everyone’s vision. 

Hyunjin ran into the smoke to help the girls out. 

“Get to the bus!” She ordered, pulling Seoyeon close and pointing towards the gate. With a nod, the nurse made her escape, followed by a few other girls. 

Exiting the smoke, Seoyeon froze when she saw a soldier point his rifle in her direction. A shot resonated in the street, and the soldier yelled out in pain, dropping his gun to clutch at his thigh. 

Seoyeon looked at the bus. Joobin stared back at her cooly, her finger resting against the trigger. 

“Go!” Yooyeon pushed the nurse forward. 

 

Still in the fog, Sohyun ran around, disoriented, searching for Xinyu. All around her were shouts coming from different people. She twitched as she heard a gunshot go off. 

“Xinyu!” She called out. 

“Over here!” 

Sohyun whipped her head in the voice’s direction and dashed for it, then reeled back at the sight of a military uniform. The soldier noticed her too and held his gun up against her. 

The bodyguard moved her head to the side, but not before he fired. The bullet grazed deep on the side of her cheek, making her hiss from the searing hot pain. Gritting her teeth, Sohyun hooked her right fist into the soldier’s elbow, making it bend backwards. He shouted from the hyperextension, releasing his grip on the gun. Sohyun followed with a high kick to his temple, knocking him to the ground. 

“Xinyu!” Sohyun called again, blinded by the smoke and rain.

A hand reached out to grab the bodyguard’s wrist. 

“It’s me!” Reassured Xinyu before Sohyun could attack. The bodyguard sighed in relief. 

“Are you okay?” Sohyun asked, pulling Xinyu close and gently wiping the water from her forehead. 

“I am, but you’re hurt!” Xinyu exclaimed, holding the bodyguard’s face in her hands. Sohyun grabbed them in hers, ignoring the stinging in her cheek from raindrops entering the wound. 

“You’re all that matters. Let’s go.” 

 

Nien stayed, unbothered by the smoke, to see if anyone needed her help. She whipped her head towards the sound of a gunshot and ran towards it. Seeing traces of a military uniform, she yanked the person in her direction and was greeted by Hyunjin. 

“I need your smoke grenades,” said the soldier after identifying the firefighter. “I need to get to Soomin and Hyerin.” 

Nien nodded, fumbling with the canisters in her pockets before passing them to Hyunjin. The soldier gave her a look of acknowledgement before hurrying off. 

Nien spun her body to watch her, only to be met with an opposing soldier. Before he could react, though, Nien grabbed his helmet and brought it down, blocking his face. As he reached to readjust it, something hit him in the back of his head, making him stumble and fall. 

“Oh my gosh.” Mayu exhaled and dropped the brick she was holding. 

“You came!” Nien cheered, pulling Mayu into a hug. 

“Let’s just go, please!” Mayu cried into the firefighter’s uniform. With a large grin, Nien nodded and dragged Mayu out of the smoke by the hand. 

 

Hayeon kept a tight grip on the pillowcase, trying to knock the general out from the rainwater blocking his mouth and nose. Her heart palpitated as he kept struggling at full strength despite having been covered for over a minute. He had forgone pulling the pillowcase up, and instead aimed for his aggressor. Hayeon took quickened breaths, trying to dodge his hits, her ribs feeling especially sore from the exertion. She was losing force much quicker than General Kim. 

Her focus slipped and she took an elbow strike to the chest. She coughed and gagged, releasing her grip on the pillowcase. The general rushed to take the wet cloth off before kneeling down and lurching, wheezing with every breath. 

Hayeon clutched at her chest, head dizzy from the pain as she watched the general slowly but surely regain his strength. 

Chaewon ran into Hayeon’s limited field of vision and staggered when she noticed her. 

“What are you doing here?” she asked in an accusatory tone. 

Hayeon frowned. “I put a bag over that guy's head to save all of you, and this is how you thank me?” 

Chaewon gasped. “You did that?” 

Hayeon smiled. “Yeah. The whole staying thing? That was just for show. I was always gonna– look out!” 

Chaewon whirled around at the warning. The general slowly stood back up with a hand on his knee. Before he could pull out his handgun, Chaewon kicked away the arm supporting him, making him lose balance, then struck the side of her hand against the back of his neck. He crashed to the ground with a heavy cough. 

Hayeon breathed out in awe. “You’re so cool.” 

Chaewon blushed against her will. “Stop talking.” 

 

Nakyoung winced as she stepped on her injured foot. Escaping wasn’t easy when she couldn’t see three feet in front of her while having to avoid soldiers ready to shoot her on sight. Not only that, but it was an absolute downpour. 

Gunshots rang through the street, only augmenting the vigilante’s worries. She had no idea whether her group was okay or not. She held her arms in front of her chest as she walked through the white fog, her ankle sore from the stress. 

Her eyes widened when she saw a silhouette appear in front of her. Much to her luck – or lack thereof, – it was Kotone and not a soldier. 

The officer stared at her for a few seconds, her gaze unreadable. It only served to fuel Nakyoung’s anger. 

“What, you want to fight again?” the vigilante taunted. “It’d be a perfect time. No one would see it.” 

Kotone looked down and saw Nakyoung balancing her entire weight on one foot. The officer shook her head and approached her, completely open. 

Nakyoung’s eyes widened as Kotone hooked an arm under her shoulders, helping her walk faster. The vigilante had a strong urge to push her away and beat her senseless but, for the moment, she accepted the help, noticing that her surroundings were starting to get clearer. 

 

 

Soomin squared her shoulders and stretched her neck to one side. Then, she ran up to the door and kicked it full force. She had been trying to force it open for the past few minutes while Hyerin watched, huddled up in a corner. Her leg had become sore. 

The gunner shook off the pinpricks in her foot and huffed. She backed away and glared at the scientists by the window. 

“Just let her out. I’m not going to bite my friend.” She walked up to the window and knocked against the glass. “You wouldn’t like it if I told you to bite your friend. Actually, you probably don’t even have any. Do you consider each other as friends? Would scientist number one bite scientist number two? Can’t we do something else instead?” 

“No one’s going anywhere until the test is completed.”  

“Then I guess we’ll all die here.” Soomin crossed her arms and sat down. The scientists shared a look with each other. Then, one of them pressed the button. 

“Think about it this way. With every minute you don’t cooperate, that is another person somewhere in the world being bitten or killed. You could be the solution to a cure that will save not only Korea but the entire world. Everyone’s counting on you even though they don’t know it. Men, women, and children. We can wait this out, dooming more people, or you could go through with the test for the better of the world. The choice is yours.”  

Hyerin glanced up at Soomin. She didn’t know what the gunner was thinking. On one hand, she didn’t want to turn. On the other hand, if it was to help find a cure… 

Soomin’s head spun. Too quickly had she been thrown into this new situation where she became bigger than the world. She didn’t feel that way at all. Sure, being able to save people sounded great, but not at the cost of Hyerin’s life. 

“How about this– you don’t even need to bite her. Just a scratch would be enough.”  

“I’m not doing it.” Soomin said decisively, and Hyerin’s eyes widened. 

She saw one of the scientists click his tongue and open his mouth. She couldn’t catch what he said, though, as the men whipped their heads to their left, and the room outside was engulfed in yellow smoke. Hyerin stood up at the sight. Soomin couldn’t see the action, but she could faintly hear the men shouting and getting knocked out one by one. 

The yells from the scientists subsided, only leaving the rattling of the door handle. It opened with some struggle, and Hyunjin walked into the room, breathing heavily with water dripping down her soaked uniform. 

“Are we escaping?” Soomin looked up at the ex-sergeant with hopeful eyes. 

Hyunjin nodded and beckoned them to follow. “We need to be quick.” 

Soomin and Hyerin glanced at each other before leaving the room and running down the foggy hallway, guided by the soldier. 

“Thanks.” Hyerin told Soomin in between breaths. 

Soomin looked to the side, searching for the archer’s face in the smoke. “For what?” 

Hyerin’s silhouette shrugged, but Soomin understood. The gunner smiled and picked up the pace. 

 

 

Yubin pushed back against a zombie’s head with her gloved hand, fully dressed in Jiwoo’s hockey uniform. Lightning flashed behind her, highlighting the infected snapping its jaw at her. Holding a tight grip on her knife, she let go of its head and stabbed it when it lunged forward. 

Yubin looked around, her vision greatly reduced from the helmet. The thunder sounded muffled in her ears. She sighed and continued her careful journey down the hill. 

“How far are we from the base now?” asked Dahyun, lagging behind. 

“Give or take one more hour.” Yeojeong shielded his eyes from the rain, holding his umbrella out for the electrician. 

Yubin sniffled, raising the helmet’s visor to wipe her face. “Lynn better be there,” she mumbled to herself. 

“Lynn.” Sullin repeated behind her. 

As Yubin set her visor down, another infected jumped at her. Caught off guard, she lost balance and was thrown to the ground, her back taking the brunt of the impact. Its teeth clashed against the metal grill and Yubin tightened her jaw, struggling to lift it up while a new wave of rainwater hit her face. 

Sullin pulled the zombie off of Yubin and threw it to the side before stabbing her pocket knife into its eye. The traceuse recovered but not without a wince.

“Behind you!” 

Sullin tried to roll to the side, but the incoming hand managed to grab her damp shirt and pulled her in. Yubin tackled the attacker’s silhouette and rammed it into a nearby tree. She heard the snarling under the raindrops hitting the helmet. While keeping it still, Dahyun approached and sunk her knife into its jugular. Blood spurted out as she retracted it. 

Yubin stepped back, panting heavily. She glanced at Dahyun, then at the umbrella keeping her hair dry. With a roll of her eyes, the traceuse started walking again. 

“So much for being infected. They’re still beating my ass.” 

 

 

Kotone and Nakyoung reached the bus uninjured. 

“Move to the front and get down,” advised Jiwoo as she pulled them up. “If they open fire, you have lesser chances of getting hit.” 

The two nodded and hurried to the front where the rest of the girls were. Yooyeon draped dry clothes over their shoulders at their arrival and lowered them while Kotone counted heads. 

“We’re the last ones to arrive.” The cop announced and turned her attention to the streets. The smoke dispersed, and the soldiers who were still in shape gathered their forces. 

“What do we do?” Jiwoo inquired, lowering herself. The answer came in the form of a gunshot hitting the side of the school bus. The athlete flattened herself on the floor with her hands covering the back of her head. 

Joobin counterattacked with her own shot, aiming for the soldier who had fired. Her bullet found his arm and he let out a shout of pain. The rest of the soldiers backed away, unsure of what to do without their general’s orders. Joobin noticed their leader was nowhere to be found. 

“Close the door,” she said. Jiwoo showed an expression of surprise but followed through, reaching her arm to shut the emergency exit. 

“What about the others?” Chaeyeon peeked out from her seat. She jumped and looked back when the side door opened. 

“It’ll be harder to get through.” Sohyun whispered, her face contorted into a small wince while Seoyeon searched through their bags for anything that could help. 

“Let’s hope it’s enough," the nurse whispered. 

 

 

The sergeant and the girls rounded the final corner before reaching the main road. The gate was in their line of sight. Hyunjin pulled the pin off her second to last canister and rolled it forward, engulfing the alley in a yellow fog. 

Hyunjin beckoned the girls to follow. Quietly, they did, keeping their eyes on the soldier’s back as they entered the fray. 

Hyerin clenched and unclenched her hand out of anxiety, tailing the line. She could barely see Soomin in front of her, and the girl was just a meter apart. 

A hand reached behind her and clasped at her mouth, muting her. Luckily, Hyerin had managed to let out a small yelp beforehand, alarming her teammates. 

“Hyerin!” Soomin turned back whilst Hyunjin reached for her pistol. 

“Not too close, or I’ll shoot.” General Kim breathed heavily with narrowed eyes. His handgun was pressed against the side of Hyerin’s head. Hyunjin held her breath, moving her hand away from her weapon. 

“Now, you will do exactly as I say.” The general hovered his finger over the trigger. “I heard through the radio you refused to cooperate with the experiment. So, we’ll do that right now.” 

“Are you crazy?” Hyunjin hissed, looking into Hyerin’s wide eyes. “Out on the road?” 

“You’ll be shot the moment you turn, do not worry.” 

Soomin’s eyes widened. “You want me to bite Sergeant Kim?” 

“Do it now before your friend pays the price.” 

Soomin turned to look at Hyunjin. The sergeant looked back, but it was one of determination and not pity. 

Hyunjin held her hand out. “It’s okay. Do it.” 

The gunner backed away. “No, I’m not doing that!” 

Hyunjin gave Soomin a wink. She staggered, but swallowed and nodded, slowly approaching the soldier. 

“Come on, we don’t have all day.” The general pressed, readjusting his grip on his pistol, his trigger finger moving away. Hyunjin was watching from her peripheral vision. 

“Now!” 

Hyerin bit as hard as she could into the man’s hand, the metallic taste of blood flooding her mouth. The general let out a short shout of pain, yanking his hand away. Hyunjin pulled out her gun and shot two stray bullets towards him and Hyerin with no intention of hitting their target, but to scare him away. The man covered his face and lowered himself, giving the girls enough time to run away. 

Hyunjin ripped the pin off the last smoke grenade and threw it forward. It landed just in front of the gate, and another wave of smoke blew into the highway, keeping the soldiers clueless. 

They dashed into it. The general set her hands on Soomin and Hyerin’s backs and pushed them forward, mere meters away from the gate. 

“Keep going!” She kept her voice low as they ran past the open gate. The school bus waited with the front door open, the red stop lights acting as a beacon of hope for them to run to. 

Peeking out, Jiwoo waited for the girls with her arm out. “Hurry!” 

Lieutenant General Kim walked into the fog with his good hand on his pistol. With gritted teeth, he blindly shot his rounds through the smoke. 

“Get down!” Hyunjin warned, lowering the two girls. A few of the shots whizzed by, while some hit the school bus with a loud metallic twang. One bullet ricocheted on the side, redirecting it towards the girls. It missed Soomin as she dashed into the bus, aided by Jiwoo, and Hyerin gasped behind her.

The sergeant pushed the archer up, not stopping. Another shot resounded and she let out a cry of pain as the bullet tore through her leg, making her fall off the steps. Jiwoo’s arms fumbled as she tried catching her, but she missed, and Hyunjin crashed onto the pavement, the pink pistols flying out of her uniform.

“Sergeant Kim!” Joobin called out.

“Leave!” Hyunjin barked, throwing one of Soomin’s guns into the bus. Jiyeon’s eyes widened but gave her a shaky nod. The ballerina shut the door as another bullet hit the bus, and pressed the gas pedal. It screeched and drove off, leaving the rogue soldier behind.

 

 

Lieutenant General Kim tsked as his gun clicked, the magazine having been emptied. He coughed and waved a hand in front of him to disperse the heavy smoke. 

The man stepped outside the gate. In the dark, he noticed Sergeant Kim sitting on the floor, holding her leg. The school bus's red lights glowered at him in the distance.

He looked down at Hyunjin, who had her jaw clenched in pain. The blood trailed off of her pants before getting washed away by the rain water. Calmly, General Kim reached for a cigarette in his pocket and ignited it, slotting it between his lips. 

“Good job,” he murmured with a puff of smoke. “What did you achieve?”

The sergeant didn’t reply, putting a hand down and pushing something behind her back. General Kim raised a brow. He bent down and reached for the mystery object before holding it before him.

His eyes shot open in realization, instantly recognizing the custom pink K5 pistol. His half-smoked cigarette dropped from his lips, extinguished as it hit the ground. General Kim glared at the sergeant. 

“You…” 

Hyunjin let a small smirk wear on her face, a victorious glint shining in her eyes. 

The general’s expression hardened. Methodically, he discarded his old pistol, letting it clatter on the wet pavement, and replaced it with Soomin’s. He kneeled before Hyunjin and took the pistol in her holster. 

General Kim stood back up while cocking the gun. Inhaling from his nose, he raised the sergeant’s pistol, pointing it against her. Without missing another beat, he pulled the trigger. 

The gunshot thundered. Hyunjin’s head was thrown back and she collapsed onto the concrete. 

Harsh drops of rain hit against the general's soaked jacket in patters. Water trickled down his face. The man casted a final glance at Hyunjin. Her smirk was wiped off her face, and her eyes were hollow. Blood trailed from the wound perfectly centered in her forehead. 

He didn’t bother to close Hyunjin’s eyes. Turning around, he walked back through the gate where the wisps of smoke were being blown away. 

“Close the gate,” he grumbled at the nearest soldier. Without looking at anyone else, he stormed off, keeping a hand on his daughter’s gun. 

 

 

Soomin and Hyerin breathed heavily as they walked down the bus. The archer winced with every step but let out a breath of relief as she dropped into a free seat. 

“We made it– we made it.” Soomin huffed out, sharing a gleeful chuckle with a tired Hyerin. 

“Good, that’s good…” the archer trailed off, suddenly falling unconscious. Soomin stared at her, a misplaced smile on her lips. 

“Hyerin?” she said, tapping the archer on the shoulder. “Hey, Hyerin?” 

Alarmed by her friend’s lack of response, Soomin patted her down, her eyes widening as she felt something warm on her side. 

“She’s been shot!” 

Seoyeon snapped her head towards the back. In an instant, everyone rushed towards the unconscious archer. The nurse hovered her hands over Hyerin’s figure. 

“No, no, no no no no…” Seoyeon whipped her head around. “Someone look for medical supplies!"

The group scattered to search through their bags. 

Seoyeon cursed under her breath. With little time to think, the nurse pulled the t-shirt off her shoulders and started wrapping a dry spot around her finger. 

“Flashlight please!” she called out. A light clicked behind her, shining on the gunshot wound. Crimson blood weakly spurted out and stained Hyerin’s stomach. 

“It hit an artery.” Yooyeon’s breath had a rare tremble to it. 

Seoyeon cursed over and over again. She shoved the clothed finger down the perforation and pressed hard against the heart side of the wound, ignoring the gross squelch of warm flesh. Without stopping, she kept feeding cloth into the injury, never releasing the pressure. 

“Full speed on the bus!” Someone shouted. 

“It already is!” Jiyeon cried out, pressing as hard as she could into the gas pedal. 

The nurse’s heartbeat rose as the wound started bleeding through the shirt, but she did not stop adding material. When she judged the bleeding to have stopped, she pressed her fingers against the wound with as much strength as she could muster. 

“The bullet didn’t go all the way through the artery.” Seoyeon shook. “The spurts weren’t as aggressive.” 

“Does this mean she has a higher chance of surviving?” Soomin looked at the nurse in desperation. 

Seoyeon took quickened breaths. “I– I don’t know,” she lied. She did know. Even with the weaker strike, Hyerin’s chances were close to zero. 

 

 

Yubin struggled to push away another infected, heaving tired gasps as she let it gnaw uselessly against the shoulder pads. She reached her arm out before bringing it down into the back of its neck, and it stopped biting. 

“How much more?!” she yelled, her voice drowned out by another roar of thunder. 

“Half an hour, we’re almost there!” Yeojeong swiped his hair back before slamming his shovel into an infected’s body. It barely flinched as it kept approaching him. Dahyun pulled it back by its long hair and sheathed her knife up its throat. She let go of the hair with a huff, shaking her damp locks. They had ended up discarding the umbrella. 

“Thank you,” Yeojeong sighed. 

Lightning brightened the sky. Sullin narrowed her eyes from the flash, and she swore she spotted something gray in the distance. 

“Over there!” She pointed at a faraway, invisible structure. 

“You saw something?” Dahyun panted. 

“Yes!” 

“Okay, let’s go.” Yubin marched forward. “There’s so many of them in this damn forest, but no one even lives here.” 

“They must be scattered from the rain and thunder.” Yeojeong theorized. Yubin just huffed. 

 

 

“Left.” 

Joobin kept her eyes on the dark roads illuminated by nothing but the school bus's headlights. She guided Jiyeon, leading her to a place no one knew. 

“Right.” 

With a nod, Jiyeon steered into a new road. 

“Do we even know where she’s going?” Hayeon whispered in the back where the rest of them were. It had been half an hour since their departure, and Hyerin had only woken up a few times to cry out in pain before passing out again. Her complexion was getting sickly pale. 

Nien had taken over applying pressure while Seoyeon went through their meager number of bags. 

“She wouldn’t speak unless it was important.” Seoah affirmed. 

“What’s important is that we should be going to the nearest hospital and getting what we need.” Nakyoung hissed. “Or else Hyerin’s not gonna make it.” 

“It’s raining. It has surely woken every one of them up.” Yooyeon looked despondent. 

“What other choice do we have?” 

The bus slowed to a stop. The girls looked over in confusion. 

“The road’s blocked.” Jiyeon said before any of them asked, shifting the gear into reverse. “We need to find another way.” 

“There is no other way.” Joobin spoke. “Go through.” 

Jiyeon huffed, but heeded Joobin’s words. She backed the bus into the infected, making them stumble back. Then, shifting the gear back to drive, Jiyeon went off the road and onto the grass. The group felt bumps as they rode the uneven ground, and Nien clenched her teeth as she tried to keep the pressure on Hyerin’s wound stable. 

Seoyeon watched the archer’s face nervously, her heart dropping each time she fell unconscious despite their attempts to keep her awake. The pulse the nurse would find weakened every time, adding to her anxiety. Soomin kept a tight grip on Hyerin’s hand, unwilling to let go. The gunner looked deep in thought. 

“Unnie…” Soomin whispered, catching Seoyeon’s attention. “If I told you something, would it change how you saw me?” 

“It wouldn’t.” Seoyeon answered easily. Soomin pressed her lips together. 

“I’m…” she huffed. 

“We know.” 

Soomin looked at the nurse in surprise. “How?” 

“Yooyeon-unnie told us,” came Yeonji’s voice, curled up on the seat across from them. “Infected or not, it doesn’t change anything. You’re still Kim Soomin, unnie.” 

The gunner smiled for a split-second before turning back to Hyerin. 

 

 

Lynn scrunched her nose as she pulled on her shackles. The chains dug uncomfortably into her skin, and she started feeling the pressure in her wrists. With a sigh, she looked up at Shion. 

“Are you really going to let her get away with this?” asked the agent. 

Shion looked down. “What do you want me to do?” 

“Get me out of these.” Lynn tried to show the chains, but they stopped short behind her back. “You’re not someone who does this.” 

“I’m not,” Shion answered, uneasy. “But I can’t help you.” 

“Why not?” Lynn stared the girl down. “Are you afraid?” 

“No.” Shion’s response came a little too fast. 

The agent eyed her, unimpressed. “You don’t know what you’re doing, do you?” 

Shion hung her head low. Lynn stretched her lips into a thin line and exhaled deeply through her nose. 

“Do the right thing,” she said, “Let me go.” 

The agent’s captor glanced up at her, uncertain. Still, she could see a small glint in her eyes. 

“I’ll just leave,” Lynn fueled. “You can tell her I broke out and knocked you unconscious. Don’t let her control you when she isn’t even in the room.” 

Shion thought over what Lynn told her. She knew the captive was just trying to have her set her free, but there was some truth to her words. With a nod, Shion stood up and took a step towards Lynn. 

Kaede ran into the room with her rifle in her hands. 

“Shion.” 

Shion jumped and turned around. “Yes?” 

“A vehicle is coming this way. We need to go.” 

Shion gulped, glancing at Lynn whose face had turned sour. “What about her?” 

“We’ll come back later.” Kaede nudged her head towards the door. “Come on.” 

Without waiting for Shion’s response, Kaede bolted out of the room. 

Shion looked around before laying her eyes on Lynn. 

“Go defend your base,” the agent encouraged. “I’m not going anywhere. I physically can’t.” 

“I’ll loosen your chains a little.” Shion hastily reached over and pulled on the shackles, offering Lynn much needed relief. The agent sighed. 

“Thank you,” she smiled. 

Shion nodded and quickly scurried away. Lynn looked over at the open door. Seeing no one, her smile dropped. 

The agent had been talking to mask the rattling of her binds while she loosened them, and Shion’s small act of generosity was more than enough for her. Holding her breath, Lynn pulled her arms out of the chains with a grunt. Seconds of effort later, she yanked them out and jolted forward at the release. 

Lynn stood up and shook her numb arms and legs. Immediately, she went for her jacket they had left against the wall, and she thoroughly searched the inner pockets. A small groan escaped her lips when she didn’t find her throwing knives, but she was after something else. 

Lynn slipped her hand through a secret pocket in the jacket and pulled out what she was looking for. A 9mm handgun equipped with a silencer. She checked the magazine for ammunition before tossing her jacket on and stepping out. 

 

 

Jiyeon slowed the school bus to a stop at the sight of a chain link gate. A few warning posters were put up, one of them signaling the fence was electrified. 

“What do I do?” She turned towards Joobin. 

“I will open the gate.” Joobin pressed a button to open the bus's door and walked down with her rifle in her hands. She looked around briefly before running to the gate and fearlessly reaching a hand to undo the chains wrapped around the gate’s handle. Then, she pulled it open and instructed Jiyeon to drive through the gravel path. 

After the bus passed, Joobin closed the gate, not bothering to rewrap the chains before jumping back into the vehicle. 

“The road ends two hundred meters from here.” Informed the young soldier as Jiyeon picked up speed. 

“Would it be possible to go over the terrain?” asked Yooyeon. 

“It’s bumpy.” 

Seoyeon shook her head. “Then it’s out of the question. We need to keep an even pressure on Hyerin’s wound. Traveling on the grass before risked causing a lot of damage.” 

Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips. “How far do we have to walk?” 

“A hundred meters only.” 

Seoyeon groaned in relief. “Thank goodness.” 

The nurse’s joy was short-lived as a bullet was shot into the school bus's windshield, shattering the glass and sending fragments flying everywhere. The girls screamed, getting down, and Jiyeon stopped the bus and killed the lights. 

The ballerina hissed in pain, picking off a small shard of glass that flew near her eye. A light suddenly flashed into her face, temporarily blinding her, and she raised her arms. 

“What happened?” Chaeyeon whispered. 

“Someone shot at us.” Kotone answered. 

“What do we do?” Mayu whimpered. 

The girls looked between each other, uncertain. Yooyeon furrowed her eyebrows. 

“We need to go out.” 

“What?” 

“Hyerin needs help. Confronting them is our best bet, or we’ll all die here.” 

Yooyeon nudged her head towards the open door. Chaeyeon bit into her cheek but nodded, slowly getting up. 

One by one, the girls stepped out of the vehicle with their hands up. Nien walked down last, holding Hyerin in her arms, while Soomin kept the pressure on the wound. 

“In the back!” A female voice called out. “Your arms raised!” 

“We can’t! She’s injured!” Nien yelled back, wincing as the flashlight shone into her eyes. 

“What kind of injury?” asked a high-pitched voice. Seoyeon did a double-take at the familiarity, but it was hard to see anything in the storm. She counted two silhouettes. One had a rifle, and another had a flashlight. 

“Gunshot!” Nien replied. “She's bleeding out quickly!” 

The two figures looked at each other and started walking towards them. 

“Fuck.” The girl with the gun suddenly hissed. The group stared in confusion, not being able to see their faces. But when they got close enough, the girls could feel their hearts drop to their guts. 

“You.” Jiwoo scowled, burning up in rage. 

The girl pointing the rifle at them was none other than Kaede, who looked just as shaken as they were. Beside her was a girl whom only Seoyeon recognized. 

“Shion?”  

Shion flashed her light onto Seoyeon and let out a gasp. “Unnie?” 

“There’s no way…” Chaeyeon covered her mouth in utter shock. 

“Do you know each other?” Kotone looked between the two parties. 

Nakyoung’s glare darkened. “Yes.” 

Seoyeon stared at Shion, dumbstruck. All that time she had been looking for her, and she was with Kaede from the start? 

Hyerin gasped as her eyes shot open and she wheezed painfully. 

“Hyerin!” Soomin exclaimed the archer’s name like a broken record. She turned around. “Let us through!” 

“She doesn’t have much time,” Nien begged. 

Kaede stayed firm, keeping her gun pointed at them. She looked at Hyerin with her jaw clenched, feeling a phantom pain in her ear. The archer looked back with lidded eyes, barely conscious. 

“Leave,” Kaede ordered. 

“No,” Soomin breathed. “Please.” 

Seoyeon sucked in a harsh breath. “Shion, get away from her!” 

Shion’s eyes trembled, taking an uncertain step forward. Kaede directed her aim to her partner in crime. 

“Where are you going?” 

“She needs help.” Shion voiced. Kaede took a small breath. There was a slight tremor in her hands as she pointed the barrel at Shion. 

Jiwoo cursed and stomped forward. “I’ll take care of this myself.” 

“Jiwoo, wait!” 

A quiet shot rang in everyone’s ears. But, instead of Jiwoo or Shion falling, it was Kaede who yelled in pain, lowering her rifle and grabbing her shoulder. She looked around wildly before running away. 

Behind Kaede was Lynn, her face morphed into a scowl. The agent lowered her pistol equipped with a silencer and quickly chased after the fleeing woman. 

Seoyeon was stunned for a split second but quickly shook her confusion away. She ran up to Shion to give her a brief, bone-crushing hug before quickly retracting herself. 

“Come on!” Seoyeon urged, rushing into the camp blindly. Yooyeon was quick to run after her, and the rest followed without another word. 

The nurse dashed for the first building she saw, and upon entering it, she noticed it was a small dormitory with beds stretched out on each side. Her hair and clothes were drenched, producing shivers throughout her body, but she could barely focus on it while waiting for the others to arrive. The raindrops rolled down her crimson painted hands and fell from her fingertips, dripping onto the floor with inaudible patters. Her realities had clashed at such high speed she hadn't been able to think through any of them. Being alone in the room was the only time the world slowed down, but her thoughts clogged and she was left with nothing but seconds of unbearable silence.

After what felt like hours, Nien and the others burst into the room with Hyerin in tow.

“Get her on the bed,” Seoyeon exhaled and Nien carefully lowered Hyerin down. The archer was barely awake, fighting the numbing drowsiness with a wince.

Seoyeon checked the wound. The bleeding had resumed and became as violent as ever, staining the shirt red in a matter of seconds. She hissed and pressed down again, and Hyerin shouted, tears rolling down the corner of her eyes. 

“The bullet dug into the entire artery,” the nurse revealed, clinging onto desperation. Distraught noises escaped the girls' throats.

"What do we do?" Yeonji whipped her head around fervently.

“I’ll get some tools.” Shion offered nervously. “It’s not too far away.” 

Seoyeon vehemently shook her head. “We’re out of time. I’ll have to try removing it by hand and stop the bleeding again,” she said, her hands unsteady. She took a breath and reached out to Hyerin, only to have her arm grabbed. Hyerin used the little strength she had left to shake her head.

"No," she could barely whisper.

The nurse froze up. Soomin's breath caught in her throat, prickles crawling at the back of her neck and spreading through her skin. “Wh– what do you mean, no? This could save you!” she nearly screamed, forcefully digging her nails into the palms of her hands in torment.

Hyerin blinked slowly. Already she was slipping, barely able to keep her eyes open, and the hand that held Seoyeon hardly tried to stay upright.

Then, she smiled. Not one of those small smiles the girls would catch whenever she thought they weren’t looking. A genuine, warm smile crossed her lips, that trembled as they gently parted, mouthing something to Soomin, who scrambled to get closer. 

“Make me that coffee in another life, okay?”  

Soomin didn’t have time to reply. Hyerin’s eyes fluttered closed, and her head fell gently to the side. The grip she had on Seoyeon’s arm weakened until it slumped next to her. Her other hand rested on Soomin’s. 

Seoyeon hastily reached to place two shaky fingers on Hyerin’s neck, desperately searching around for a pulse. Finding nothing, she brought the archer’s wrist up and tried again. For a moment, she thought she felt something, but her soul was crushed at the realization it was her own hammering heartbeat. 

Seoyeon was overtaken with tremors. A whine tore through her throat, and she dropped her face into her quivering, blood-soaked hands. Her body wracked with an onslaught of tears. Jiwoo stared with widened eyes. Yooyeon shut her eyelids tight, pressing a hand against her face and taking uneven breaths. Yeonji, Chaewon, and Seoah cried, and even Hayeon, who hadn't gotten to know Hyerin yet, shook and hugged herself.

Soomin stared at Hyerin blankly. She refused to believe it. Her mouth was parted, but no sound came out. Behind her, Chaeyeon sobbed loudly with a hand on her mouth. She didn't hear it. Her vision tunneled on Hyerin, darkening anything that wasn't her.

“Hyerin,” Soomin husked out. She felt lightheaded. “This is a joke, right? Wake up.” 

The gunner brought Hyerin’s hand up and pressed it against her forehead, keeping her eyes on Hyerin, hoping the girl would open hers again and tell her it was all just some meticulously thought-out prank everyone was in on but her.

But Hyerin's eyes remained closed, and she was as still as a stone. Soomin let out a whimper as warm tears poured down her eyes, mixing with the cold raindrops to create a shallow, lukewarm pool of grief. 

 

 

“I heard something in there!” Yubin dropped from the metal fence, her protective gear having blocked the barbed wire. She shook her hands before taking off again. 

“Yubin!” Dahyun shouted, but the traceuse was already bolting into the base. The electrician looked around and spotted the fence corner to their right. “This way!” 

Yubin tore her helmet off to wipe the rain from her face. She didn’t stop running, ignoring her group mates' shouts to wait, barely able to keep up from outside the chain fence. 

A bolt of lightning illuminated her surroundings, and Yubin spotted a building just a hundred yards away from her. Yubin grunted and sprinted as fast as she could towards it, ignoring the ache in her calf in favor of finding Lynn. 

Yubin barged into the building with heavy breaths. Instead of finding Lynn, though, she found an old friend. 

 

 

“Jiwoo?” 

The athlete snapped her head towards the all-so familiar voice. 

There Yubin stood, in all her healthy, rain-soaked glory, and wearing her hockey gear. Yubin's eyes trailed over to Jiwoo’s side. “Chaeyeon-unnie?” 

Chaeyeon only doubled down in her cries, dropping down. 

Jiwoo did nothing but stare. There was no joy, no elation in seeing her best friend in front of her alive. Not when they had just lost someone. 

“Wh– what? What’s going on?” Yubin croaked, confused at everyone’s sorrowful expressions. The traceuse peeked over the shoulders of her friends and her heart sank. 

“No.” 

The helmet clattered on the floor as Yubin dropped it and pushed through the scattered girls, kneeling in front of Hyerin. She looked around at all the tear-filled eyes of past and new faces. 

“When did this happen?” Yubin’s voice came out shaky and high-pitched. “How did this happen?” 

“She was shot.” Yooyeon’s voice was void of emotions. “We couldn’t help her in time.” Yubin's face contorted in hurt as she sunk her head into the mattress with her teeth clenched.

Another group of survivors burst into the room, panting hard. They were Dahyun with her short hair dripping rainwater on the floor, a taller girl, and a man. Dahyun cried and slapped a hand over her mouth at the sight of Hyerin, choking out a sob. Sullin’s gaze turned glum at the scene. Yeojeong quietly retreated out the door.

Lynn bumped shoulders with him as she walked into the building, not sparing him a single glance. She dragged an injured Kaede with her hands tied behind her back. The agent dropped Kaede onto the ground, and she stayed down with her head low, blood soaking her shoulder where she had been shot. Lynn noticed her group mates had found her, but she stayed silent out of respect for the mourners. 

Twenty-four girls were gathered in a crowded room overwhelmed with grief. Those who had been searching found the people they had been looking for, but, somehow, they had assembled at the wrong time. 

 

 

“So, like, what’s the difference between a bow and a crossbow?”  

Hyerin spared a glance at Soomin, who eyed her curiously while resting her cheek against her hand. f(x)’s 4 Walls was playing in the archer’s ears as she once again wore Soomin’s cat headphones. Their small group had decided to take a break on the hillside’s empty road after traveling nonstop for days, and the sun shone brightly in the sky.  

“I know the basic things like the bow is vertical and the crossbow is horizontal, and one you let go while the other you have to pull a trigger. Hey, would you say a crossbow is more like a gun or a bow? I think it’s kind of like a mix of both, isn’t it?”  

“The crossbow is often categorized as a firearm legally, even though it technically isn’t.” Yooyeon explained a few meters away, writing something down in Seoyeon’s notebook.  

Soomin hummed and nodded. Then, her lips curled upward. “Can I take a look?”  

“No.” Hyerin deadpanned.  

The gunner swiped the crossbow off the road and held it up in the air. “Got it!”  

Hyerin jumped and stood up. “Give that back!” She exclaimed. Soomin refused, taking an arrow and loading the crossbow up with a small grunt, commenting on how difficult it was to pull the string back.  

Soomin’s eyes glinted mischievously as she aimed the loaded crossbow in the girls’ faces. Chaeyeon yelped and hid behind Jiwoo while Sohyun put herself in front of Xinyu without a second thought. Hyerin stood with her hands on her hips, waiting for the gunner to get bored. 

“Soomin, please put that down!” Seoyeon chastised, shielding herself when Soomin ran the bow across her. Jiwoo didn’t even flinch when Soomin got to her, only looking with a plain expression.  

Soomin accidentally pressed the trigger of the crossbow, sending the arrow flying past the road and into the foliage down the hill. The leaves rustled as they engulfed the arrow, never to be seen again.  

Soomin pressed her lips together. Hyerin felt an anger surge through her veins but held it down.  

“Give me my crossbow back.” 

“Yep.” 

 

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Chapter 18: No Mourning for the Dead

Notes:

AND WE ARE BACK

hello everyone this chapter was absolutely excruciating to write because it was the start of the new act. where i had left things off in the previous act got me tweaking with the pacing but i settled with this.

act two will be the longest one. i was always going to give the girls big roles in this zombie au (sorry to anyone who just wanted to see them trying to survive). buckle up everyone because things are going to get messy

and, also,
WE GOT AN OST
"Rivière de Vie" by wolfrayet25. shout out to them, this is a beautiful orchestral piece and i am so grateful they were willing to have it as an ost for my au CHECK IT OUT

author note over, i hope you enjoy this next act with me
love, mel

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The moment Yooyeon stepped into the building, she was greeted with panicked voices and hurried footsteps.

Her attitude shifted from calmness to alarm as she focused her gaze and scanned the area around her. She walked further into the lab. Dozens of scientists in lab coats carried boxes around, presumably containing their personal belongings. Loose papers flew around and dropped haphazardly onto the floor as every person had a sense of urgency in their steps.

One figure hurriedly made their way to Yooyeon in her peripheral vision. It was Jinsol.

As she approached, Yooyeon turned to her and spoke. "Unnie. What's happening-" Her sentence was interrupted when Jinsol placed her hands firmly on her shoulders.

"You need to go. Now." Yooyeon's eyes widened slightly at Jinsol's burning gaze. "Something's gone terribly wrong. The military department-- Everyone's scrambling to get out and you need to leave before it gets too crowded."

Yooyeon gently removed Jinsol's hands. "Tell me what happened with the military department." She insisted.

Jinsol's look darkened as she ran a hand through her newly dyed blonde hair. "Something got out. An experiment. I suspect it has something to do with the screaming we heard a couple days ago. Whatever it is, it's not good. We have to-"

A loud gunshot echoed in the distance, interrupting Jinsol. Every other worker stopped in their tracks, their heads snapping towards the long hallway. Yooyeon could hear her own quickened heartbeat thumping due to how silent it was. Her uneven breathing permeated her ears as everyone waited for something to happen.

They all stared at the white wall at the end of the corridor. Then, Yooyeon saw a young male coworker shakily raise his arm to point at something at the end of the hallway.

"The floor..." he whispered.

Yooyeon turned her head back to the hallway, this time focusing on the eggshell white floor. Her breath hitched as she saw the small trail of blood leaking from the left end, as obvious as a stain on a white shirt. Her breath stopped when she caught sight of a bloody and rotten human-like figure slowly inching its way into everybody's vision. It looked at the ground as it smacked its naked foot down, the sound echoing throughout the laboratory. Someone in front of her gasped before someone else slapped a palm over their mouth. The figure seemed to pick up on the sound since it turned its head towards the crowd of people on the other end of the hallway. One eyeball had popped out of its socket, while the other was missing in its entirety.

Yooyeon heard a scream next to her. Immediately, the place delved into absolute chaos. Hurried footsteps turned into full on sprinting. Boxes had been dropped and abandoned in favor of escaping, and people pushed and shoved all around her. The sirens installed in the laboratory started blaring full force, causing Yooyeon to wince.

One larger coworker slammed into her, and she nearly crashed into the floor if it wasn't for Jinsol keeping a tight grasp on her arm and keeping her grounded. She kept a calm act as she looked over Yooyeon's head to watch the large glass doors get swarmed with people. She then looked behind her to see the figure moving closer.

"You need to leave, now!" Jinsol shouted at Yooyeon. Yooyeon peeked over Jinsol's shoulder to look at the humanoid. It was starting to pick up speed. Her eyes widened when she saw a couple other figures turning the corner and coming towards them.

Yooyeon nodded. She grabbed Jinsol's sleeve and started making her way to the door.

She felt a tug. Yooyeon looked back in confusion. Jinsol was not following her.

"What are you doing?" she asked her.

Jinsol gently removed herself from Yooyeon's grasp. "I need to stay here, to lock the building down." The figure was getting close behind them, and the chaos at the front only grew. Both scientists winced as they heard the shattering of glass and shouts of pain. "Those things cannot go out in the world."

Yooyeon frowned. "It doesn't have to be you."

Jinsol offered her junior a soft smile. "Who else would it be?"

Before Yooyeon could answer, Jinsol spun her around and pushed her away.

 

 

ACT II: VIRTUE

Part 1: Pains and Trials

 

The pads of Dahyun's fingers pressed gently on the mattress. Her head, tilted to the side, was cushioned against the singular pillow the dorm room offered. She kept her eyes shut, combating the grayed out sunlight from the thin woven clouds.

Three soft knocks sounded on the door. Dahyun moaned in discontent and reached to bury her head under her pillow.

“You’ll miss lunch,” came Yeojeong’s muffled voice.

“Five more minutes,” Dahyun mumbled despite not knowing what time it was.

“I’d give it to you, but it’s your turn to visit her.”

Dahyun blinked her eyes open. She pulled herself away from her pillow and sat up, staring at the wall for a few seconds to remember where she was. Then, her shoulders wilted, and she brought the blanket against her face to soften a groan.

 

 

The taste of iron in Kaede’s mouth nauseated her. Blood leaked down her nose in a slow, continuous stream, her lips picking up the moisture as it trickled down her chin and dripped onto her dirty white tee. A shallow cut dug against her cheekbone, bruising her jaw, and there was no doubt her nose sported a similar injury. Heavy chains circled around her waist and arms, shackling her against the basement’s load-bearing wall. It constricted her blood flow, leaving her hands nearly paralyzed. There was an uncomfortable ache in her right shoulder where she had been shot.

Kaede saw the door in the right-hand corner creak open and she held back a sigh, feeling faint beats pulsing through her temples.

Dahyun peeked a cautious eye into the room. She inhaled a shaky breath, holding a small can of preserved food and a water bottle in one hand. Her heart drummed loudly in her chest as she came face-to-face with the person who had nearly killed her.

Kaede.

Dahyun kept a tight grasp on the railing of the few stairs she had to walk down to level herself with the woman. Kaede sat on the cement floor, the group not having cared to provide her the luxury of a chair.

Hesitant thoughts crossed Dahyun’s mind with every step. Although Kaede had the layers of chains tightened around her, leaving little air to breathe, Dahyun felt like the one who was suffocating. She only felt further stifled with how the prisoner betrayed no emotion on her face, holding herself with an air of smugness despite her battered visage.

It was a complete twist of how she had acted during the two days Dahyun had known her, and it left the woman shivering. The tales Lynn had told around the campfire were a reality Dahyun hadn’t been able to grasp until this very moment. Even when she had whispered the realization of Kaede’s attempt on her demise, she had a hard time believing it.

Dahyun reached Kaede before she noticed it, her mind numbed with her swirling thoughts. She jolted and stopped a few feet away from the woman.

Dahyun’s breath hitched. Too engulfed in her thoughts, she hadn’t noticed just how badly she had been beaten. Despite knowing what Kaede had done, she felt an uncomfortable tug on her heart.

“What happened to you?” The question slipped out of Dahyun’s lips before she could bite it back.

Kaede’s eyes lingered on Dahyun. With some effort, she brought her hands forward and splayed them out, palms facing up, silently requesting her daily ration. The chains were so tight they barely made a sound as the prisoner shuffled. She beckoned Dahyun to come forward with her fingers.

Dahyun stepped forth, and her face warmed in embarrassment at being ordered around so easily by the hostage. Kaede was so casual about everything it didn’t even feel like she was really being kept prisoner.

“I like your hair,” Kaede commented through chapped lips.

Dahyun was caught by surprise. “I– Wh– You do not get to say that to me,” she stammered.

“I’m not the one who did it,” came Kaede’s casual reply. Dahyun’s face flared.

“Because pushing me off a bridge is the better thing.”

“Your words, not mine.”

Dahyun clenched her jaw, figuring out Kaede’s intentions. “You’re angering me on purpose.”

Kaede’s lips curled upwards. “You’re perceptive of other people.”

Dahyun shook her head, refusing to play the woman’s mind games. Wordlessly, she kneeled down, setting the food and water into the palms of Kaede’s hands. She took another glance at her bruised visage before turning away, gulping down her nervousness.

“Does it make you feel good?”

Dahyun looked back up. “What?”

“Seeing me like this.” Kaede tilted her head to the side, her nosebleed finding a new pathway down her chin. “Beaten. Hungry. Missing an ear.”

Dahyun’s eyes hovered over Kaede’s torn ear, then onto the bandages wrapped around her injured shoulder. Seoyeon had refused to carry the operation; she had feared seriously harming the girl out of rage amongst her sorrow. Yeojeong had taken over for her.

Dahyun steeled her nerves. “Unlike you, I don’t feel good seeing people hurt. But I don’t feel bad, either. Your decisions came back to bite you, that’s all.” She spoke methodically, making sure her words weren’t wasted on the prisoner.

Kaede’s brows creased for the first time, her confidence wavering. “I never said I felt good about people getting hurt,” she nearly mumbled. Her hands weakly grappled at the lid of the can, straining to pull the tab up with her numb fingers.

Dahyun tried her best to ignore the woman’s obvious show of struggle. With an internal groan, she ultimately reached over to pull the tab open and ripped the lid off.

Kaede looked up at Dahyun with an indecipherable gaze. Shaking her head, Dahyun stood up. Not wanting to give Kaede any more satisfaction, she spun around and walked away.

 

 

Stepping out, Dahyun let go of a breath she didn’t know she had been holding. She closed the door behind her and gave Nakyoung a half-hearted smile. The vigilante sat on a chair beside the door with her legs crossed. She still couldn’t go out on supply runs with her ankle still healing, so they had her guard the door.

Nakyoung waved at her. If she sensed Dahyun’s unease, she didn’t comment on it.

Dahyun turned the corner to be greeted by Yeojeong, who had waited for her the entire time.

“Something wrong?” asked the doctor, catching onto Dahyun’s silent agitation.

A shake of the head. Dahyun reached for Yeojeong’s hand, and he gave her a reassuring squeeze. “Just confused.”

“About what?”

Dahyun looked around and swallowed a lump in her throat. “She’s a lot more different than what she had shown before, but that’s not what I’m worried about. When I went down there, she was covered in bruises and her nose was bleeding.”

The doctor furrowed his brows. “Someone’s been hitting her?”

“I think so,” Dahyun whispered, unsure. “But Nakyoung-unnie’s always guarding the door.”

Yeojeong pursed his lips. “From what I’ve seen, it seems like she out of all people wouldn’t mind if something happened. No offense.”

“No, you’re right.” Dahyun let go of his hand and tilted her head back, momentarily shutting her eyes. “I’m concerned at the fact that they’re getting away with it.”

“I’ll bring it up with Yooyeon,” said the doctor. They both turned around at the distant buzzing of a vehicle. Dahyun’s eyes were sprinkled with both relief and hope at the sight.

The school bus rolled into the base, and Joobin swung the metal gate closed as heaps of infected clashed their bodies against the chain link fence. The girl pulled out a small combat knife and started striking each of them in the head.

“Looks like they’re back.” Yeojeong commented. He turned back towards Dahyun and nudged his head to the side. “Let’s go see them.”

Dahyun’s lips curled upward for a split second. She reached up, gave Yeojeong a peck on the lips, and walked away with her hand holding his.

 

 

Nien disembarked the school bus with a spent huff, carrying a few bags on her back. Soomin followed, raking a hand through her hefty backpack. She wore a black turtleneck under an equally somber jacket that had once belonged to Hyerin.

“Alright!” she exclaimed with energy. “Got a good haul today. I have– let’s see… Halli Galli, some snacks, a comic book– oh Sullin-unnie would like this one! Hey, anyone wanna play cards?”

Yubin stepped down the bus, tearing the helmet off her head and kneading a sore spot on her side. “You should get some rest first.”

Soomin paused her searching to look up at her. “But I’m not tired.” A long yawn escaped her lips.

The corner of Yubin’s lips lifted with some difficulty, and she gave the gunner’s hair a ruffle. “I’ll play with you after you take a nap.”

Soomin nearly smacked Yubin’s arm away with a frown. It highlighted the exhausted creases on her face. “I don’t need a nap.” The girl whipped her head around as a few group members approached the bus, then beamed.

“Yeonji! I got your favorite board game!” she called out before taking off.

Yubin held back a sigh, watching as Soomin pulled out Halli Galli from her bag and shoved it in Yeonji’s face. She couldn’t hear Yeonji’s reply, but caught the girl’s lackluster smile.

As Dahyun and Yeojeong approached Yubin, the former hovered a concerned gaze over Soomin, who had promptly rushed towards Sullin to hand her the comic book.

“I’m worried for her.”

Yeojeong combed his hair back with his fingers. “She can’t keep this up for much longer. Anytime soon, she’ll burn out.” Soomin had gone on every supply run in the past week.

“Yeah, and what sucks is that we can’t do anything about it.” Yubin took her backpack off and handed it over to Dahyun. “Here.”

Dahyun perked up despite her worries. “Did you find everything?”

“I don’t know if the sand’s thin enough,” admitted Yubin. “How was your visit with Kaede?” she asked, not having yet seen the thief.

Dahyun pursed her lips, feeling uneasy. “It was weird. Someone’s been hurting her.”

Yubin frowned. “Who?”

“We don’t know,” admitted Yeojeong. “It might be Nakyoung, or someone else is doing it and she’s in on it.”

“Does anyone else know?” Yubin looked around. The other survivors chatted with each other. Nothing felt out of place except for an ever-looming air of disquiet.

“Doesn’t look like it.” Yeojeong followed Yubin’s gaze. “We might have to tell Yooyeon, though. How’s the leg?”

Yubin switched her focus onto Yeojeong. “Fine. Black line’s still there. You got anything new?”

A shake of the head. “Not a lot of things to help me with my research.”

Yubin sucked in a breath, about to say something, but then looked over Yeojeong’s shoulder at an approaching figure. “Jiwoo’s here.”

Dahyun glanced back at the oncoming athlete. “Have you told her yet?” She alluded to Yubin’s infection.

“I want to keep it low until you find something.” Yubin gave Yeojeong a pointed look. “Have you at least talked with Yooyeon-unnie? Seoyeon-unnie?”

Yeojeong’s lips thinned and he looked at the ground. “Sorry. The timing hasn’t been right.”

Yubin held back a curse. She ruffled her hair and scrunched her nose. “I–” A huff. “It’s fine. Just, please get it done soon.”

The traceuse’s gaze shifted to Jiwoo, who was waiting for her a few yards away, and clicked her tongue. “I’ll see you two at dinner.” She gave Dahyun a pat on the shoulder before leaving to join Jiwoo, setting a hand on her back as they walked into the camp.

 

 

The perimeter of the chain-link fence was double of what the base itself occupied. A few bodies had piled up outside the cloture, Joobin having taken them out in the early morning. The rot of death lingered with the corpses, but it was washed away by the occasional rainfall. Heavy clouds were woven in the seams of the sky, threatening another potential downpour.

Yubin could barely see the fence as she walked on the dirt roads that led to the camp’s buildings. They greeted Yooyeon and Mayu as they passed by to get to the bus, and Yooyeon made a small comment thanking Yubin for her work.

The traceuse patted herself down from the praise with a small, prideful smile. With her calf just about healed, she had been itching to move, and although the trip had left her heart running with anxiety, a part of her welcomed the thrill.

Jiwoo, though, was less than amused. They had yet to start a conversation while they walked alongside each other, Yubin catching the undeniable strain between her and her best friend. For the past week, their chatter had been few and far between, but Jiwoo was insistent on sticking to her like glue. Yubin more than welcomed the attention, but she couldn’t shake off both the guilt of hiding her infection and her feeling that something had changed with her friend.

Jiwoo halted in her tracks and looked down at Yubin. “I don’t want you going out on runs.”

Yubin stopped and knitted her eyebrows at the sudden request. “I only went out this morning.”

“Yeah, right after you just healed up. I think that month you spent in comfort made you forget what the world turned into,” Jiwoo criticized.

“Did you forget the part where we lived with zombies in the basement?” Yubin smirked and gave Jiwoo a tap on the shoulder, hoping the athlete was just messing with her. Jiwoo wasn’t smiling.

“You’ve been protected for the past month by different people. That’s what you told me.”

Yubin narrowed her eyes, frustrated at the scolding. She admitted that compared to Jiwoo’s non-stop action, she had it a little easier, but she had no idea where this aggression was coming from. “I know very well what’s going on. I have my own problems too, you know?”

The athlete raised a questioning brow. Yubin caught herself and averted her friend’s gaze, her heartbeat rising. She huffed. Even Chaeyeon wasn’t this up in her business.

“Fine. I won’t go out again.”

Jiwoo smiled in gratitude whilst Yubin kept her head low. While looking down, she noticed Jiwoo’s hands. The knuckles were red, as if she had gotten into a fight. Something clicked in her mind.

“Don’t tell me you’re the one who beat Kaede.”

Jiwoo blinked, visibly taken aback. “What?”

Yubin grabbed Jiwoo’s wrist and raised it to her face. “What’s this?”

Jiwoo pressed her lips together. “My hand.”

“Stop playing dumb. Dahyun-unnie already told me.”

Jiwoo’s shoulders slumped. She didn’t bother to retract her hand. “I had to do something.”

“About?” Yubin questioned.

“She stabbed you,” Jiwoo replied as if the answer was obvious. “You were saving someone’s life and she stabbed you.”

Yubin frowned. “But I never asked you to do this.”

Jiwoo tapped her own chest. “It’s not just about you. I had to go a month thinking my best friend was dead. Chaeyeon-unnie had to go a month thinking her best friend was dead. You were gone again this morning.”

Yubin narrowed her eyes at her friend, whose look was blank as she whispered, “And if she hadn’t stalled, Hyerin might’ve lived.”

A misplaced smile made its way on the traceuse’s face as the knot in her stomach tightened. “So it’s all of the above?”

“Don’t look at me as if you wouldn’t do the same.”

“Yeah, I won’t lie, I want to punch Kaede in the face,” Yubin confessed, tightening her grip on Jiwoo’s wrist and bringing it closer. “But that's what I do, not what you do. Lee Jiwoo doesn’t hurt people.”

The fog of tension was so thick it was hard to see through. Yubin and Jiwoo stared each other down, and Yubin swallowed harshly, feeling ill at ease under her friend’s unfamiliar expression.

Finally, Jiwoo pried Yubin’s hand away from her and mumbled, “Why would you even care about Kaede getting hurt?”

“It’s about the principle.” Yubin recalled something Dahyun had once told her. She smacked her lips. “Yeojeong’s gonna tell Yooyeon-unnie. You’ll have to come clean about it.”

Jiwoo didn’t look too bothered by that fact. With a sigh, Yubin added, “I’ll have to tell Chaeyeon-unnie too.”

The athlete’s eyes widened. “Don’t do that.”

Yubin shrugged. “I was going to talk to her anyway.”

Jiwoo’s face nearly morphed into a scowl before turning expressionless. Yubin wanted to pry more, to ask her friend what was wrong with her, but didn’t want their relationship to strain further. She made an attempt to clear the air by stretching her arms out and smiling. “By the way, I still can’t believe you haven’t confessed.”

Jiwoo gladly played along. “I almost did. Something just happened.”

“Mhm. Keep telling yourself that.” Yubin smirked and Jiwoo rolled her eyes.

“It’s your fault. I would’ve done it if I wasn’t so worried about your dumb ass being alive.”

Yubin scoffed in faux offense. “Oh, so now you’re using me as an excuse for pussying out.”

Jiwoo grinned and smacked her friend on the shoulder. “It’s because we were on a rooftop. That’s like– textbook you.”

“You know me so well, honey.” Yubin flipped her hair and made eyes at Jiwoo, who stared back in pure disgust. Yubin’s smile dropped. “What’s up with that face.”

Jiwoo burst into a loud cackle, setting a hand on Yubin’s back. The traceuse smiled at her friend’s contagious laughter. It was something she hadn’t heard in a while. It was the Jiwoo Yubin knew, and it brought her comfort knowing that she was still there despite everything.

“I missed you,” Jiwoo said as her laughter died down.

Yubin’s eyes crinkled, feeling a breeze of relief tickle her skin. “I missed you too.”

 

 

The group occupied only a few of the base’s many buildings. The dormitory was where most of the group decided to spend their time. The mess hall was the second, and only a select few needed to be in the warehouse. They had been hoping to find weaponry to support themselves, but the building had been emptied of its artillery.

Mayu was busy counting the supplies the morning team had brought to her, writing them in a notebook. Yooyeon stood behind her, overlooking her work. Mayu felt slightly anxious under her scrutiny.

“Could you not stand so close? You’re making me nervous.”

“Sorry.” Yooyeon took a step back. “What do the resources look like?”

A sigh. “We’re using up our supplies faster than we can get them back.” Mayu wrote a few numbers in her book. “I’d say we’re losing around 10% more than we gain. It won’t be good in the long run. Should we cut the rations again?”

Yooyeon hummed and tapped a finger over her lips, mulling over the proposal. She shook her head. “Any more cutting and the group won’t have enough energy.”

Mayu shut her eyes and pressed her pen against her forehead. She felt her stomach stir uncomfortably, both out of hunger and worry. “This base is safe, but there isn’t a lot around us.” The group’s safety net had been finding the military rations in the mess hall’s pantry. No one had been in well enough shape to go out following the cold downpour.

Yooyeon nodded. “I’ll bring the issue up at the meeting later.” She then pinched the bridge of her nose, stifling a displeased groan.

“Something wrong?” inquired Mayu, looking up from her notes. Yooyeon’s displays of stress came about rarely.

“Yeojeong came up to me a while ago to tell me someone beat Kaede.”

Mayu’s eyes widened. “How could she get hurt? Nakyoung’s guarding the door at all times.”

The scientist pursed her lips. “It was my mistake to post her there in the first place.”

Mayu leaned her body forward, placing her arms on the metal shelf in front of her. “Do you think she did it?”

Yooyeon placed a hand under her chin, squinting at the floor. “To be honest, I’m not that concerned about it.”

“Really?”

A hum. “It just reminded me that we need to do something about Kaede,” Yooyeon asserted. “Rationally speaking, keeping her prisoner does not benefit us. It also wastes our rations.”

“She only gets one a day, though,” Mayu pointed out, feeling a twinge of empathy towards Kaede. “We haven’t really been treating her well.”

Yooyeon gazed into Mayu’s eyes. Her expression wasn’t sharp, but displayed just enough to tell her she had no knowledge on the topic. Mayu retreated into herself. “Sorry.”

The scientist shook her head. “I’ll bring it up at the meeting. And I’ll have a conversation with Nakyoung.”

Mayu looked back down at her notebook. “I hope we can find a good solution to these problems.”

“Me too. Thank you for helping me with this.”

Mayu let herself wear a small smile before letting out a forlong sigh. “It’s where I’m most useful.”

She heard Yooyeon hum. “You weren’t wrong for wanting to stay.”

Mayu tore her eyes away from the notebook to stare in shock. “Eh?”

“You acknowledge your strengths and weaknesses, and you excel in a safe environment. Your points weren’t wrong, either. I might’ve also stayed if I wasn’t directly threatened.”

Yooyeon’s logical approach to her situation relieved Mayu of some guilt involving her decision. Although she knew she should've corrected the scientist’s idea of her knowing her strengths and weaknesses, having in fact just been scared, she didn’t rectify Yooyeon’s point. Mayu let go of a breath she didn’t know she was holding. “Thank you.”

 

 

Their first official meeting was held in the mess hall. The red sky settled into the room through the top windows, casting an orange glow upon the survivors. The girls sat at the cafeteria tables, separated into the small groups they had formed overtime.

Shion and Seoyeon sat next to each other. Jiyeon sat across from them, and Yooyeon took the place on Seoyeon’s other side. There wasn’t much to talk about, so they kept their dinner a quiet affair, making the most out of the small can of food each of them had.

The table beside them was lively in the sense that only Soomin was chatting animatedly. Yeonji would give occasional one-liners, but the gunner’s forceful energy was overwhelming, leaving her and the rest of the girls unable to keep up. Joobin somehow found a spot at the table, but stayed quiet eating her ration, her rifle never leaving her back. The only other people talking were part of Lynn’s group, speaking in hushed whispers with each other. Yeojeong led the conversation.

Finishing her meal, Yooyeon stood up. Seoyeon reached a hand out and Yooyeon brushed hers against it, giving the nurse a warm smile before slipping out of her seat.

What little conversation that went around the tables died down as Yooyeon reached the front of the hall and stopped next to a whiteboard. Picking up a black marker, Yooyeon then cleared her throat.

Any attention that hadn’t yet been caught turned towards the scientist. The usual anxious pinch of public speaking traversed her heart, but she smoothed it down with a deep breath.

“The past week has been difficult on all of us, but I hope you at least had some time to rest,” Yooyeon opened with something emotional, just as Seoyeon had instructed her to. She was no stranger to presentations, but the scientists in her field weren’t known to be particularly heartfelt. “I would’ve given us more time to process everything, but with our situation, it simply isn’t an option.”

Yooyeon looked around the room. Many of the girls looked exhausted, and smiles had become uncommon. Still, some of them gave nods of approval, encouraging the scientist to continue.

Yooyeon huffed lightly. “There are two things I’d like to talk about. First thing’s first.” She uncapped her black marker and turned to write something on the whiteboard.

“Dahyun is currently making a prototype of a water filter, and with the monsoon season, we should have an adequate water supply for the next month,” she started. “The problem comes with food.”

The scientist turned back around. “From our current standpoint, we are at a net loss when it comes to gathering rations. Mayu estimated our losses to be around 10%. Going out to get things isn’t enough. Another thing about monsoon season is that although it is good for water, it wakes the infected up. We’ve been getting more at the fence than we should, and it makes gathering supplies riskier.”

Nakyoung raised her hand. “Wouldn’t the sound of rain drown out our footsteps?”

“Don’t forget it also silences their noises.” Yooyeon pointed out. Nakyoung made a moue and rested her chin on her arms.

“We can’t just stop going out, either,” Mayu expressed, scraping the bottom of her can. “Even if we really stretch out our rations, we’d barely last two weeks.”

Yooyeon hummed. “Maybe we could try a more sustainable approach.”

Chaewon perked up. “Like farming?” She then quickly deflated. “But it takes a long time to get anything.” Sullin nodded in agreement a few seats away from her.

Yooyeon exhaled. “It’s not a bad idea, but the mountain terrain is useless. We would have to find good soil.”

The group went silent, thinking over the options they had.

Nien pursed her lips. “Weren’t we on some farmland at the school? We could, I don’t know, dig it up?”

Seoyeon counted with her fingers. “That’s a good basis, but it would leave us in the open. If they have farmers, surely there’s a store to get soil, seeds, and gardening tools.”

“Not a lot of people would think about going to those places,” Sohyun pointed out. “All we would have to do is find the village again.”

“I can take a look at the map after.” Yooyeon nodded in approval, writing down the idea on the board.

Chaeyeon tilted her head to the side. “It took us two hours to get from the school to Daejeon, but only an hour from Daejeon to this base. So it would take us an hour at least to go back. Isn’t it a little risky to go that far?”

“I agree,” Jiwoo supported next to her. “Maybe we can find a closer store.”

Lynn turned to Yeojeong. “Do you know if there’s any nearby?”

The doctor clasped his hands and rested his chin above them. “I believe there’s one in the village I usually go to. It’d be around a half-hour drive from here.”

“You can show us tomorrow when we’ll expand on the details.” Yooyeon turned back around and wrinkled her nose. “It’s good that we have a long-term plan thought out, but we still need to go out to get the rations we need.”

“From my point of view, we have a lot of people.” Sohyun eyed her surroundings. “We could make two teams for gathering.”

Nien made a small whine. "I don’t like this. We should be sticking together."

“No, she’s right,” Xinyu rebuked. “We have a big group. We can separate tasks more efficiently.”

Despite Nien’s distaste at the idea, Yooyeon wrote it down on the board.

“Here’s what I’m thinking. Tomorrow morning, we’ll send out our usual team to get supplies. A second team will be sent in the afternoon, if there is no rain, and will search the garden center. Get the garden done as soon as we can. We still have the rations to last, so we can begin the double supply operations later.”

Yooyeon turned around and looked at the group. “Sounds good?”

The approval of Yooyeon’s plan came in quiet nods and quieter murmurs. Seoyeon supported her with a smile.

Yooyeon exhaled lightly through her nose. “Good. Now, another thing–” She spun and wrote Kaede’s name on the whiteboard. She screwed the cap back on and looked into the small crowd.

“What do we do with her?”

The survivors shared a few glances. Those who didn’t know Kaede weren’t too concerned, while those who had been directly affected kept their jaws locked.

Nakyoung’s hand shot up.

“We need to get rid of her,” she asserted. “Not only is she dangerous, but she’s also soaking up extra rations.”

Yooyeon stretched her lips to one side. “How do you propose we should get rid of her?” She subconsciously glanced over at Soomin, who found a plastic wrapper far more entertaining. It crinkled quietly through the room.

“We can’t just throw her out.” Sohyun rested her head on the back of her hand. “She might come back with a group and take revenge.”

“We could just kill her,” Lynn said, her tone feigning indifference but betraying a hint of anger. Her message was received with varying exclamations that couldn’t be made out.

Shion stood up, her chair getting pushed back with an unpleasant squeak. “What?”

“It doesn’t look like we can do anything else.”

“But she shouldn’t have to die,” Shion reasoned. “Maybe we could make her join our group.”

Shion’s proposition was met with even more clamor. Lynn also left her chair, glaring at Shion in indignance. “How can you say that when you know what she’s done?”

Shion clasped her hands together. “She kept me alive. I kind of owe her.”

“We went over this. She only used you for her own benefit. She couldn’t care less about your wellbeing.” Lynn repeated the same words she had been telling Shion for the past week, having tried to undo Kaede’s hold on her.

“I know I wasn’t anything more than just another tool, but it wasn’t like she was abusing me. She let me eat and drink my fill and didn’t bother restraining me after the second week. After I got injured, she went out of her way to get medicine that could help me!”

“Because she stole them from us.” Nakyoung scoffed. Seoyeon brooded but stayed quiet.

“She didn’t keep you restrained because she knew you wouldn’t run anywhere. She drilled that thought into you.” Lynn pressed a finger down on the table.

Shion’s eyes shook. “But–”

“You don’t know her!” Lynn exclaimed, throwing an arm out. “Everything she says is disingenuous. A way to manipulate people. Stop trying to defend her. You don’t know her– no one does.”

Shion shook her head and sat back down, looking down at the table. “...I just don’t want anyone to get killed,” she murmured. “We don’t have to be like her.”

Seoyeon rubbed Shion’s back reassuringly and looked up at the agent. “We’re not killing anyone,” she cemented despite her scorn for Kaede.

Lynn’s gaze was steel, but it mellowed at the sight of Shion’s inner turmoil. She lowered herself into her seat and nursed the tension in her temples.

A suffocating silence wrapped itself around the mess hall, all having been rendered clueless after the fight. The scientist hovered a gaze over her audience, nonplussed. They all looked spent, and their meals were finished.

“Nothing has to be decided today,” she said. “We’re throwing ideas around.” She searched for Seoyeon’s eyes, but the nurse was busy comforting Shion, who still had her eyes downcast. Yooyeon took a small breath. “I think we can conclude our first meeting here. You’re all dismissed.”

Soomin threw her wrapper into her empty can and stretched. “Finally!” She stood up and looked at the other kids. “Let’s go play, come on!” The gunner was the first to bolt out of the room, leaving her trash behind. The girls followed but not before picking up their waste, Seoah collecting Soomin’s with a shake of her head.

As Nakyoung was about to leave, Yooyeon called out to her.

“Kim Nakyoung. I want a word with you. Stay by the door.”

The vigilante looked like a child having been caught stealing candy. She swallowed and nodded before exiting the room. The others filed out of the hall quietly, and Yooyeon gave herself a second to breathe as they left.

Yooyeon combed her hair back with a sigh. If every meeting ended in arguments, she dreaded the upcoming gatherings.

“You okay?”

Yooyeon turned around at Seoyeon’s voice. “This is tiring,” she admitted. “Everyone’s been having a tough time. Maybe I should’ve waited another week.”

Seoyeon shook her head. “What you said was right. We need to pick ourselves back up.”

A couple soft knocks on a table interrupted the two women, and they whipped their heads in the sound’s direction. Yeojeong and Lynn stood side-by-side, looking apprehensive.

Seoyeon gave them a small wave. Yooyeon quirked an eyebrow, pushing down a sliver of fatigue. “Do you need something?”

Lynn and Yeojeong shared a look, then stepped forward.

“We would like to go out on a separate supply run,” requested Yeojeong. “Tomorrow. In the afternoon.”

Yooyeon blinked. “For?”

“I know my place still has enough preserved food for a day. Maybe even two if we stretch it out.”

“It's not easy, feeding so many people,” Lynn supported. “Another run will do us some good.”

Yooyeon let go of Seoyeon’s hand. “We have a strict policy on daily gas usage,” she said, “And we already planned our route for the following day.”

“It’s not far,” Yeojeong argued. “A two-hour walk. We won’t need a vehicle. And it’ll be just us plus Sullin.”

Seoyeon pursed her lips and looked at Yooyeon. The scientist tapped a finger above her lips, watching Yeojeong with a focused gaze.

“I don’t feel comfortable sending our doctor out for a run of any kind. If it’s to get food, we can send our usual team.”

Lynn subtly sucked in a breath and shared a glance with Yeojeong, then gave a relenting nod. “I’ll talk to them.”

“Wait, hold on,” Yeojeong cut in, stepping forth. He looked Yooyeon in the eyes. “The real reason why I’m requesting to go back is because I need more equipment to research the infection.”

Caught off guard, Yooyeon’s eyes widened. “Really?”

“Yes. All my research papers are also still there. I’m the only one who would recognize them. Please let me go with them.”

Yooyeon felt conflicted. She was hell-bent on trying to understand the infection, knowing it would also help Soomin, but she was unwilling to let someone with medical expertise put himself in danger. And if something were to happen to Yeojeong, Seoyeon would have to shoulder everything by herself again. She looked at Seoyeon. The nurse nodded, trusting whatever decision she’d take.

In the end, Yooyeon could only sigh. “I hope you acknowledge the risks you’re taking.”

Yeojeong perked up then gave Yooyeon a deep bow. “Thank you.” Lynn also offered a bow of gratuity, and both left the mess hall with the door closing behind them, leaving Yooyeon and Seoyeon alone.

Yooyeon shut her eyes, mulling over her decision. She turned back to Seoyeon and smiled softly. “Leading is difficult.”

Seoyeon smiled back. She brushed her fingers with Yooyeon’s before taking hold of her hand, then brought it up to place a kiss on her knuckles. “You’re doing great,” she mumbled into it, sending fiery tingles through Yooyeon’s skin.

The scientist felt her face warm up at the gesture. “Thank you.”

Seoyeon grinned and pressed the back of Yooyeon’s hand against her cheek. “I’ll come back tomorrow.”

“Are you sure?” It was Yooyeon’s idea to have the nurse take some time off. She had a difficult time focusing on anything following the death, so the scientist had taken over.

A nod. “I don’t want you doing everything on your own, either.”

Yooyeon used her hand to smooth out Seoyeon’s bangs before tucking a strand of hair behind the girl’s reddening ear. She then rested it against the side of her face, lightly brushing her cheek with her thumb.

“How are you doing?”

Seoyeon leaned into the caress, closing her eyes. “Not doing much.”

Yooyeon’s heart drummed lightly at the sight of Seoyeon relaxing. “And that’s okay.”

“I know,” murmured Seoyeon, releasing the hold on Yooyeon’s hand. “I just wish I didn’t need to.”

Yooyeon used her other hand to fully cup Seoyeon’s face. “Yeojeong’s taking care of things.”

“He’s probably doing a better job than me since no one’s died yet.” Seoyeon’s voice had some remorse.

“Hey,” Yooyeon called out softly, leaning her face closer to Seoyeon’s. “Don’t blame yourself for what happened to Hyerin.”

The nurse exhaled, face flushing as she felt Yooyeon’s warm breath tickle her lips. “I’m getting over it.”

Yooyeon nodded in acknowledgment and brought Seoyeon in for a hug. The nurse hugged back tenderly, closing her eyes at the feelings of butterflies fluttering in her heart.

Seconds later, Seoyeon retreated herself from the embrace. She giggled at Yooyeon’s light expression of surprise. “You still need to talk to Nakyoung-unnie.”

Yooyeon pursed her lips, the touch of the hug still branded on her skin. Unable to form a word, she gave Seoyeon’s hand a final graze and a smile before they both turned to the door.

 

 

Yeonji narrowed her eyes in apprehension, keeping her focus on the small bell placed on the bed’s mattress. Next to it were cards, some of them facing up while others hid their faces. One of the cards showed two grapes.

Chaewon reached a hand out to flip a card. Yeonji readied her hand to strike.

Three grapes.

Before Yeonji could even react, she heard the ring of the bell as Soomin smacked it. The skateboarder groaned and lied down on the mattress, giving up.

Chaewon threw her hands up in frustration. “How do you react so quickly every time?”

Soomin pressed a thumb against her puffed out chest. “Because I’m like that.”

“This is no fun.” Hayeon smacked the cards on the bed, flipping them and revealing their pictures. “You should sit the next round out. Or make Joobin join in.”

The kids turned their heads towards Joobin, who looked especially out of place standing by the door in her military uniform. They had insisted that she join them for game night, and Chaeyeon agreed that the soldier should enjoy herself. After some convincing, Joobin had followed the girls, but not without her rifle in tow.

“Binnie, just put your gun down. We’re here to have fun.” Soomin complained, gesturing at her own pistol on the desk. The girls were relieved to see the soldier unloop her rifle without further persuasion. As quiet as ever, she rested the gun against the wall and joined the girls on the bed.

Soomin smirked and rubbed her hands while Chaewon readjusted the cards. Hayeon decided to flip them this time around, and the cards instantly landed on score.

Joobin reacted even faster than Soomin, practically smashing her palm against the bell. It didn’t resonate from the way the device bounced on the mattress. The speed at which the round ended left the girls shell shocked.

“Holy crap,” Yeonji exhaled in awe after recollecting herself. Joobin coolly smoothed out her jacket, a barely noticeable smirk making its way onto her face.

“The demon king has been defeated,” Hayeon muttered, impressed.

“Yeah, whatever.” Soomin sulked, then bounced back. “Let me have a rematch!”

Chaewon, who had her front facing the door, perked up at the sight of someone. The other girls followed suit, glancing at the person standing by the open entrance.

Yeonji pursed her lips at the sight of Kotone. The officer wore a casual black tee instead of her usual police getup, and gingerly looked their way.

“Could I borrow Yeonji for a moment?”

Yeonji felt her friends’ eyes on her as they waited for her response. Kotone didn’t hold herself up with forced conviction, looking more tired than anything.

With a scrunch of her nose, Yeonji mumbled to the others to keep playing and stood up, joining Kotone in the hallway outside.

Yeonji looked anywhere but Kotone. She noticed the officer’s tee was wrinkled from the repeated nervous grips she had subjected it to.

She heard a breath. “How are you doing?”

The question had buzzed often around Yeonji’s ears, having been in high demand since the beginning of the crisis. Her stomach twisted, not wanting to prolong the conversation. She shoved her hands in her pockets. “I’m fine. Just doing stuff.”

Kotone obviously didn’t buy it, but she let it go with a nod. “I don’t want to keep you away from your friends for too long, so I’ll just say what I came here for.”

Yeonji swiped a glance at the officer. She hadn’t seen her so defeated since the incident. She didn’t quite know what to feel about the officer.

Kotone pressed her fingers against her eyelids and groaned.

“I haven’t been the best… me, in the past few weeks. I haven’t been a good unofficial big sister to you since all of this started, either. I’m sorry.”

Yeonji hugged herself, avoiding Kotone’s eyes. The hallway felt cold. The skateboarder watched as the corridor stretched infinitely, but knew it only had a few other rooms ahead of it. She felt like she only occupied a little of the space.

“You’ve been a little much, yeah, and you’ve said some awful things, but you’re trying your best, unnie,” she slipped out between clenched teeth. “You let me look for Hayeon-unnie even though we could’ve just gone to Daejeon. And it’s not like anyone’s expecting you to be perfect.”

The officer hunched her shoulders and let out a humorless chuckle. “I should’ve watched more of those zombie shows.”

Yeonji swung a leg back and forth, feeling slightly restless. “Maybe.”

The two girls stood awkwardly in the hallway as they avoided each other’s eyes, not knowing how to continue the conversation. Thankfully, a loud whine from Soomin cut the silence.

Kotone stretched her lips into a thin line. “I’ll let you go now. I still need to find Nakyoung.”

Yeonji nodded. “Okay.”

Kotone clasped and unclasped her hands. She tapped a foot on the floor before spinning on her heel. Yeonji took her hands out of her pockets to fumble with the drawstrings of her jacket, looking at the officer’s back. She felt guilty about brushing her efforts off.

Moving decisively, Yeonji ran after Kotone, pulled her back, and wrapped her in a bone-crushing hug. Kotone stood frozen, stunned at the sudden action. She nearly wheezed as her airflow cut off.

“Thank you for being here, unnie,” Yeonji uttered into Kotone’s shirt, easing up in her embrace to let the officer breathe.

Kotone let her body relax, and she hugged Yeonji back just as tightly. “Thank you for not giving up on me.”

 

 

Yubin and Chaeyeon hung out in the latter’s room. Yubin lied with her back against the bed and her head on the pillow while Chaeyeon found her spot on the traceuse’s stomach, her fingers clumsily trying to craft a paper crane. A battery-powered candle fed meager amounts of light into the room.

Chaeyeon let out a grunt, undoing the sheet before balling it up. “This is impossible. At least give me the first step.”

“Don’t worry, unnie. You have the rest of time to figure it out,” Yubin sighed with her eyes on the ceiling.

Chaeyeon looked up at Yubin with slanted eyebrows. “You just like seeing me struggle.”

Yubin grinned mischievously. Chaeyeon lightly smacked her on the side before passing her the wrinkled piece of square paper.

“I remember you filling the classroom with these cranes once,” Chaeyeon recounted. “Miss Park got so mad you had cleaning duty for the rest of the week.”

“I really don’t know why she got so pissed. It was easy to clear.” Yubin bemoaned, fiddling lightly with the paper. Her muscle memory let her craft the crane mindlessly.

Chaeyeon shook her head. “She’d get mad at everything. Seriously, you should’ve picked a better target. She instantly figured out it was you.”

“It was either me or Jiwoo.” Yubin snorted as she flattened a fold on the paper. “But the cranes looked so perfect, she knew it couldn’t be Jiwoo with her ugly pieces.”

Chaeyeon splayed her arms out, chuckling. “Wish I could’ve seen the whole drama, but I just had to be in the year above you two.”

A teasing smirk crawled onto Yubin’s face. “They should’ve let you into our year. You’d fit right in.”

“Hey,” Chaeyeon scolded, flipping herself around. “Are you calling me dumb?”

Yubin stuck her tongue out with a giggle and Chaeyeon smacked her. The traceuse rested into an easygoing smile, offering the completed paper crane to Chaeyeon. The girl took it and stared in wonder. Despite its wrinkles, the lines were as smooth as ever.

Chaeyeon hugged it against her chest, the room entering a comfortable silence. She smiled as she replayed high school memories in her head, her heart leaping each time Jiwoo’s face was brought to the front of her mind.

“Don’t you think Jiwoo’s been acting differently?” Yubin asked suddenly.

Chaeyeon looked up. “About?”

Yubin shrugged. “I don’t know. She’s just so antsy.”

“She thought she lost her best friend, of course she would,” Chaeyeon replied. Her face twisted into concern. “Why? Did something happen?”

Yubin jutted her lips, contemplating her options. She had told Jiwoo she’d snitch about the beating, but, seeing Chaeyeon’s worry, she debated whether or not to tell.

In the end, she decided not to. It was just going to be another secret she had to keep. “No, it’s nothing. Just curious.”

Easily reassured, Chaeyeon smiled and closed her eyes. Yubin did the same, melting into the mattress, but seconds later she was struck by a sudden fear as the reminder of her infection resurfaced from the depths of her worries.

“I gotta go.” She abruptly got up, nearly knocking Chaeyeon down from her carelessness.

“What the– what?” Chaeyeon spluttered, confused at the sudden change. “Hey, Gong Yubin!”

“Good night, unnie!”

Yubin was gone with a rigid slam, and Chaeyeon could do nothing but stare at the door, dumbfounded.

 

 

Hyerin’s grave was a sizeable smooth stone settled on the dirt patch where she had been buried. It rested in a small open field behind the few buildings of the base, and it stayed far away from the chain-link fence.

Nakyoung sat cross-legged in front of the grave, holding a soju bottle Sohyun had managed to nab during the morning run in her hand. Yooyeon’s scolding had ended up in her guarding duty being revoked following her discovery about Kaede. The vigilante huffed; she honestly should’ve thought about it further. She had decided to take the blame for it, keeping Jiwoo’s name out.

Nakyoung kept her gaze on the stone. Although it wasn’t a perfect shape, its surface was flat, and a few words had been engraved in the rock with amateurish carving skills. She trailed her eyes over it.

Jeong Hyerin

our favorite archer

              yeonji was here

missing you lots
–Chaeyeon

Nakyoung mindlessly swirled the clear liquid around before throwing the bottle back and taking a swig. She smacked her lips at the bitter aftertaste. It was just plain soju with no flavor to it.

The grass shuffled in Nakyoung’s ears. Turning her head around, she noticed Kotone’s dimly-lit figure in the last wisps of sunset in the twilight sky. The officer didn’t spare her a glance.

Thinning her lips, Nakyoung turned back to the stone. Squinting her eyes at the darkening letters, she noticed Chaewon, Seoah, and Hayeon had also signed their names on the side of the stone. She wondered if she should write hers down, too. It was her first time visiting the grave after the burial.

“Soomin’s name is missing.” Kotone pointed out, standing next to her. Nakyoung narrowed her eyes and searched for the carving. The lack of Soomin’s name glared back at her.

“She hasn’t visited yet.” Nakyoung concluded. “She doesn’t want to face it.”

She saw Kotone nod in her peripheral. “Busying herself with anything she can find.”

Nakyoung played around with the clear liquid in the bottle. A little less than half remained of the drink. “She’s been with us since the start. Hyerin. It’s barely been two months but with everything…”

“It hurts more.”

The vigilante nodded, closing her eyes to fight back the stone weighing her heart down.

“I haven’t yet apologized for what I’ve said back in Daejeon.”

Nakyoung tilted her head towards Kotone, who lowered herself on the grass. The vigilante exhaled through her nose before taking another sip of her drink.

“It doesn’t matter anymore.” Nakyoung swiped a drop off the corner of her lips.

“No, I think it does. It’s something I have to do. And it’s not just about me. It’s about us. I don’t want this to be swept under the rug.”

The officer received Nakyoung’s lack of reply as a go-ahead.

“What I said about you, your sister, was out of line. You didn’t deserve it. I’m sorry.”

Anger bubbled in Nakyoung’s stomach at the reminder of Kotone’s words, but she pushed it down. Again, she swirled the alcohol around in her bottle.

“How’d you even know about it?”

“I overheard it. I wasn’t supposed to, so I guess I should be sorry about that, too.”

Nakyoung tipped the bottle back and drank some more. The soju burned her throat as it went down, setting her heart on fire. She let go with a small cough, feeling the aftershocks course through her body. The vigilante shook her head to regain some sense of focus, getting lightheaded.

“It’s not like I haven’t said anything about you. I’m not going to forget it, though,” was all that Nakyoung said.

Kotone sensed it was as close as forgiveness she was going to get, and let the corners of her lips stretch up. Her chest rose as she took a deep breath, and looked up, admiring the cloudless sky. She noted a few stars peeking out from where dusk seeped in.

“I used to be a lawbreaker, you know?”

Nakyoung spun around, her intrigue piqued. “Seriously?”

“Yes.”

“You?” Nakyoung smirked, her inhibitions lessened by the alcohol. “Goody-two-shoes cop bastard Kotone?”

“Is it that hard to believe?” Kotone chose to ignore the small barrage of insults.

“A little?” Nakyoung narrowed her eyes and stretched her lips to one side. “You did try that cheap shot on my ankle.”

“A few tricks you pick up after fighting people.” Kotone craned her neck to one side, stretching out her legs. She sighed. “You sober up real quick after getting someone else hurt from your mistakes.”

With a hum of acknowledgement, Nakyoung drummed her fingers on the glass bottle, casting her eyes on the stone. After some thought, she reached into her pocket to pull out a small knife and stood up to approach the grave.

“You got a flashlight?

A light clicked and shone onto the gravestone. Nakyoung spotted a couple more names, notably Yubin’s, Chaeyeon’s, and Jiwoo’s, engraved into the stone. She searched for a free spot before pressing the tip of the knife against the rock. With a small grunt, she forcefully dug into it.

The two women perked up when they heard the distant clanging of the chain link fence. Kotone’s flashlight highlighted the source and they saw an infected with its hands against the fence, growling and clashing its teeth against the metal.

“Should we do something about it?” Kotone’s suggestion didn’t sound particularly enthusiastic nor enticing.

Nakyoung looked plainly at the zombie. It looked far less threatening with the protective cloture. “It’ll hold. Binnie will take care of it in the morning.”

A chuckle. “That’s just what we’re calling her now?”

A smirk made its way to Nakyoung’s lips. “Bring your flashlight back down here so I can see what I’m writing.”

The stone was illuminated once again. With every strike of her knife, Nakyoung felt a weight taken off her shoulders. An unburdened smile brightened her face as the last blushes of sunset fluttered away.

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Chapter 19: Cutting Losses

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Yeojeong ran a thumb across the bed sheets of the mattress. He shut his eyes, ready for the interrogation to commence.

“How did you know about this place?”

He looked up. Lynn looked down at him, curiosity dancing in her eyes. On her left was Dahyun with a gentle, inquisitive smile, and on her right was Yubin, who pretended she didn’t care but clearly very much so did. Sitting cross-legged on the ground was Sullin, trying to absorb as much information as she could. Her gaze told him she had suspected him of something from the start.

Through thorough conversations with the large group they had merged with, the girls had found out that the base was a secret location no typical civilian should have known about, much less a house doctor. It hadn’t taken long for them to demand questions from him.

Yeojeong leaned back. “It was only once. I was initially contacted by this general to help out because their medic was out of the country. I was given this document as a debrief.”

Yubin’s eyes narrowed into slits. “What kind of document?”

“It had the company name plastered on the cover page. HausTech. It turned out they needed not my medical assistance, but more so to have me as a researcher.”

“So you aren’t just a doctor?” Lynn quirked a brow.

“No, I am a doctor. One-hundred percent. What I’m guessing is they looked for me because not only was I absurdly close to their base, but I was also isolated. If anything were to slip out, I could be taken out without too much trouble.”

“But what did they want from you?” Dahyun questioned, her eyes betraying confusion despite her genuine care for him.

“They were curious about the potential uses of fungi on humans,” he revealed. “See if they could develop a spore that would benefit from mutualism with the body.” Seeing the girls puzzled at the word, he added, “Take, for example, the mitochondria. It’s a different entity from the cell, but both benefit from working together.”

Yubin thinned her lips. “And you said no, right?”

Yeojeong chuckled, but not a nerve in his body found anything humorous. “They had an effective trick up their sleeve. I had already seen the child soldiers, so even if I did refuse the offer, I’d be dead.”

“Well, seeing that you’re still alive, I assume you took up on the offer.” Lynn was more bemused than angry. “Why?”

The doctor looked to the side. “I won’t lie, a part of me was curious about it all. But, say you have a countryside village packed full with the elderly, each with their own medical problem. No other doctor wants to care because it just isn’t profitable. If I was gone, who would take care of them?”

Dahyun moved first, taking a seat beside him and rubbing a comforting hand on his shoulder. “You did what you thought was best.” She gave Yubin a look, only to be surprised the girl wasn’t fuming.

“I can’t really be mad,” the traceuse acknowledged, crossing her arms. “That’s a tough spot to be in.”

“But I am curious about the research,” added Lynn on the side. “What was it for?” Sullin leaned forward, also inquisitive.

Yeojeong massaged the back of his neck. “I don’t know. They never told me.”


 

Being on fence-guarding duty meant that Joobin didn’t see the rest of the girls as much.

After arriving at the base, she had given the group a tour of the place, keeping her speech to a minimum as she guided the dispirated girls around. Another reason why the soldier hadn’t been seeing them around was because many had chosen to hole themselves up in their dorm rooms, only leaving to grab their daily ration in the mess hall before hiding themselves from the world again.

With fields of grass surrounding her, Joobin observed the minuscule buildup of infected on the fence’s far left. She counted five of them pushing against the defense. The chain link waved lightly under the pressure but held on solidly.

Something in the right of the soldier’s eye caught her attention. She snapped her body towards it, placing her hands on her rifle, then relaxed her shoulders at the realization it was Seoah, trudging through the large field. The high-schooler had decided to keep her new name despite the fact she technically didn’t need to anymore. Joobin held a tinge of recognition towards the younger girl for trying to interact without pushing her boundaries or screaming incessantly into her ears.

Seoah stopped a few feet away from Joobin and offered a small upcurl of her lips. She changed her attention to the infected outside the fence, keeping a respectable distance between them. Joobin walked up, pulled her arm back, then stabbed her combat knife into one of the heads. She put the heel of her boot against the fence to yank her weapon back, letting the dead collapse under its own weight.

“Aren’t you scared of them?” voiced Seoah, who could feel her heart hammering at the proximity.

Joobin thought the girl was worth answering to. “I don’t let it control me. You?”

Seoah’s eyes held a small glimmer at the prospect of Joobin opening up. “I’m terrified. But what scares me more is that I’m getting used to it.”

Joobin agreed with a nod, sinking her knife into the next head. Seoah turned her head away from the sight. The young soldier gazed at her inquisitively.

“Looking at them for this long just reminds me they were people, too.” The previous glint in her eyes faded. Joobin didn’t respond, turning back to her task at hand and raising a brow at an unusual sight.

One of the infected attempted to climb the fence. Seoah’s heartbeat quickened at the sight and she took cautious steps back. Joobin swiftly unholstered her rifle and pointed it at the zombie. Upon reaching the top, it got tangled in the barbed wires cutting through its skin. It made a show to screech as the miniature razors sliced through and Seoah winced.

The infected struggled against the coil, moaning and groaning as its dilated eyes drilled into Seoah. The teenager wanted to turn away, but her eyes had locked onto the threat.

Joobin kept the nozzle pointed at its head with her eye lowered on the sight. Then, she lowered her gun.

“It would make too much noise,” Joobin explained before Seoah could ask. “We’ll need a quieter weapon.”

“We could ask Lynn-unnie.” Seoah still looked ready to bolt.

Joobin peered over the high-schooler’s shoulder, noticing Chaeyeon waving her arms at them in the distance. Behind her was the school bus and the usual team of gatherers, consisting of Sohyun, Nien, Kotone, Lynn, and Soomin. Yubin, who was meant to be a new recruit, was missing.

Joobin finished off the last of the infected and started making her way to the gate. Seoah followed, then stopped to look back at the zombie in the wires. Seeing it was completely immobilized, the girl quickly ran back after Joobin.

 

 

Xinyu adjusted the collar of Sohyun’s shirt then tightened the mask rested around her neck. Around them, other people said their goodbyes and wished luck on the journey. Sohyun found it reassuring that their group cared about each-other, sending people off with hugs as if it was the last time they would see them. A grim cloud settled in her chest knowing it had become a likely reality.

“Xinyu-ah, it’ll get messed up anyway,” Sohyun sighed but didn’t bother to nudge the fashionista away.

“Let me have this,” Xinyu whispered in retort. “If you must go out, the least you can do is to go out looking nice.”

Sohyun pressed her lips into a thin line, staring into Xinyu’s eyes while the latter put her full focus on smoothing out her vest. A hint of a smile was placed on her lips, and the bodyguard didn’t have it in her to rain on her parade.

Xinyu readjusted the collar a final time and gazed into Sohyun’s eyes, quick to notice the horizontal scar on her cheek, right under her eye. It was a deep, long carmine cicatrice she had brought from Daejeon, and it had dug far behind her face. Xinyu brought a hand up to Sohyun’s cheek, lightly stroking her thumb under the scar.

“Be careful,” Xinyu reminded her.

“I always am.” Sohyun reassured her with a gentle touch. Xinyu’s eyes crinkled as she smiled, and she leaned forward to steal a sudden kiss from Sohyun’s lips.

The bodyguard locked up, taken by surprise. She felt the tips of her ears burn up and she blinked, wide-eyed. Before her was Xinyu’s bashful smile, seemingly flustered by her own action. The peck left a burning sensation on her lips. Sohyun’s mouth was sealed shut, not knowing how to respond.

Thankfully, Seoah came to her rescue. The student swooped in and gave her a side-hug.

“Stay safe, unnie.”

Joobin, who had also joined them, watched Sohyun with an expression that resembled intrigue. The bodyguard looked behind her. Already, the others were mounting the bus. She brought an arm over Seoah’s shoulder and gave her a small pat on the head. “I’ll be back.”

Sohyun detached herself from the girl and turned back to Xinyu. The bodyguard sent her a small smile and Xinyu smiled back softly with a tiny wave of her hand, her cheeks still blushed.

Sohyun climbed the steps and entered the bus. The first thing she saw was Nien’s beaming smile, and she knew instantly that the firefighter had witnessed the whole exchange. She scooted closer to the window and patted the free space she had produced, inviting Sohyun to join. The bodyguard had at least twenty other spaces to sit in, but she still took her place beside Nien. She liked her anyway, having seen the firefighter around constantly due to the friendship she and Xinyu had developed.

It was nothing short of awkward while they waited for Joobin to open the gate. Nien kept her eyes on Sohyun, still wearing a smile, and the bodyguard was trying her best to ignore the stare. Eventually, the grin dissipated, leaving Nien to scratch her head in confusion.

“Wait, so…” she started. “Are you two an actual couple? I don’t get it.”

“She’s just been more affectionate,” Sohyun brushed it off.

“I don’t know if you’re being obtuse on purpose or you actually don’t know,” Kotone called out from the driver’s seat without any real weight to her words. “She likes you a lot.” Unbeknownst to her, Sohyun knew full well about it.

“You should confess.” Soomin hooked an arm over the bus seat, grinning from ear to ear. “It would be so cute!”

Sohyun’s expression hardened. “No.”

Soomin quirked a brow. “Why not? You totally like her too. Xinyu-unnie Sohyun-unnie sitting on a tree, K-I-S-S-I-”

A booming clap resonated through the bus, cutting Soomin off.

“Let us focus on the job.” Sohyun’s authoritative voice emanated through the vehicle, but her rosy ears betrayed her embarrassment. Soomin retreated into her seat with a pout.

Nien eyed the bodyguard with something akin to pity. “You can tell us anything, you know?”

Sohyun closed her eyes and sighed. “Yes, thank you.” The bus jolted lightly as Kotone started. The bodyguard pulled her mask up and kept her head low, ready to battle the oncoming motion sickness.

 

 

Sitting in the dormitory’s lounge room was Seoyeon, joined by Sullin, Chaewon, and Hayeon. There were a few couches lying about, and each girl took their seat on their respective chairs. Dahyun had managed to hook up the backup generator to the lounge, keeping the ceiling lights illuminated. It warmed the room at least a little.

The nurse took it slow on her first day back, teaching the girls a few basic medical skills. There weren’t many of them; the others either had their own tasks or simply didn’t feel like joining. They were learning how to tie a tourniquet.

Sullin was doing the best out of the three, having already learned the process but wanting to join in anyway to freshen her mind. Hayeon was keeping up surprisingly well. Chaewon struggled to follow the instructions.

“I don’t get it,” she mumbled to herself, rolling the cloth up the leg of a table that substituted a limb, only for it to slip. “How do yours manage to keep still so well?”

Catching Chaewon’s slight distress, Hayeon looked up from her tourniquet and scrutinized her classmate’s as she tried again from the start. Immediately, she caught on to her mistake. Hayeon stood and walked towards Chaewon before taking a seat right beside her.

“You’re doing the first step wrong.” Hayeon pried Chaewon’s hands away from the cloth and took hold of both extremities. Hayeon shuffled closer, and their faces were barely an inch apart. Chaewon’s breath hitched at the proximity.  “You’re overcomplicating things by making a loop. Just wrap it around like a normal knot.”

Hayeon folded the shirt, creating a small loop from the cloth. “It's supposed to go like this…” she mumbled. Her fingers accidentally grazed Chaewon’s hand, sending the latter’s heart into overdrive.

Too focused on correcting Chaewon’s mistake, Hayeon missed how the girl had turned rigid from the closeness. Her face was beet red as she tried her best to listen, and she felt as if steam was escaping from her boiling ears.

“And then you just put the piece in the middle perpendicular to the knot. You got it?”

Hayeon tilted her head up to meet Chaewon’s wide eyes and noticed the massive blush crept all the way to her neck. She sent her a teasing wink and leaned to peck her on the cheek.

Chaewon shrieked and roughly pushed Hayeon away by the chest. “You’re horrible!” Hayeon was unable to respond, coughing in pain from her healing injuries, but a smile crossed her face nonetheless.

“Girls.” Seoyeon scolded lightly. “Focus, please. This might save a life. Plus, Sullin is leagues ahead of you both.”

Sullin showed off her successful tourniquet with a proud grin.

The two students pursed their lips, looking like they had been caught red-handed. Keeping quiet, they gave an affirmative nod and rerouted their focus on the task at hand.

Hayeon moved back into her seat. She stole a glance from Chaewon, who had her eyes strictly on her bandage. She observed how focused the girl appeared to be, trying again from scratch with Hayeon’s guidance. She smiled gently and looked back down at her own work.

 

 

The building of the day was a two-story house settled in a clearing. From the front door window, Kotone could see the main road. The bus had been parked on the edge of the clearing, hidden from the road's view.

The team split into duos, leaving Soomin alone, having reasoned she couldn’t get more infected than she already was. Kotone stuck with Nien while Sohyun and Lynn paired up.

Sohyun’s team went for the kitchen for provisions, leaving the others to search the rest of the house. Kotone spotted a closed door a few steps away and carefully stepped towards it, holding a palm over the doorknob. She looked for Nien’s approval before turning the handle. It squeaked in protest.

The door conjured an array of loud banging, making Kotone jump and take a step back. Nien, as per usual, pulled the nearest piece of furniture and placed it in front, blocking access. She turned to her teammates and drew an X in the air. Sohyun, peeking out from the corner, replied with a double tap below her eye, then repeated the same motion against her ear, signaling them to be more careful following the loud noises.

Soomin turned the corner and found the bathroom. Not having seen Sohyun’s warning, she walked carelessly into it. Instantly, she was jumped by an infected. It swung an arm out and tore her mask off her face.

With a light wince, Soomin put a hand out and shoved it back by the shoulder to slow it down. She shoved it back again with both hands, sending it to the floor, and kneeled above it to stab her knife near the bottom of its neck.

The infected slumped over, but Soomin wasn’t done, irritation creeping up her heart. With a hand pressing its head down, Soomin drove the knife up the infected’s jugular, blood bubbling out as it dug deep into its throat. Then, exerting more force than needed, she sliced the knife upwards, sending the blood splattering in all directions and staining her hands. Soomin scrutinized the hollow eyes, breathing out coolly.

Nien ran into the bathroom with a small axe to see the gunner hunched over the body. Soomin turned around and flashed a thumbs-up at the firefighter. Nien pursed her lips at the scratch on the girl’s face, but formed an ‘ok’ sign anyway.

Soomin re-adjusted her mask and left the room. Nien lowered her axe with a quiet sigh and opened the mirror cabinet. She beamed at the sight of pads and unused toothpaste bottles and quickly snatched them up, neatly storing them in her backpack. She opened the lower drawers but found nothing else.

Lynn headed for the stairs, freezing when she heard thuds from the second floor. She searched through her inner pockets and pulled out a throwing knife. She slotted it in her right hand, keeping her machete in her left. She waited for the footsteps to sound closer and struck the infected the moment its head peeked over the railings. It tumbled through the first steps before Lynn caught it by the back of the shirt.

Sohyun made a small tut behind her. Lynn pressed her lips into a thin line, conveying a small apology. The bodyguard brushed it off and they both headed up, Lynn not forgetting to take her knife back.

The second floor didn’t offer much of anything they’d need. Lynn scoured the bathroom, hoping for more feminine products, while Sohyun explored the bedrooms.

The bodyguard trudged into the main bedroom. It seemed relatively untouched with everything neatly in their place. A queen size bed took up most of the space, and it appeared tempting to sleep on. Sohyun spun her head around for any threat.

She decided to lay on the bed for a short while, melting as the mattress enveloped her body. The military beds were more than fine but didn’t offer the luxury of comfort. Sohyun closed her eyes with a sigh and thought Xinyu would kill to feel something like this again.

Precisely a minute later, Sohyun rolled off the bed and stretched her tired limbs. Patting herself down, the bodyguard looked around and her eyes caught a pair of purple earphones on the bedside table. She reached out, picked them up, and slotted them into her pockets.

 

 

Shion steadied her breath with a palm against her chest, inhaling the warm, humid air before letting it flow past her lips. Her other hand held onto Kaede’s daily rations.

She turned the corner. Jiyeon, who temporarily took over as the guard, spotted her and waved warmly. Shion waved back before sighing and entering the room.

Shion watched as Kaede perked up from the noise. Her heart made an uncertain flip in her chest, and she didn’t think it had quite fallen on its feet. Every time she had visited Kaede was a struggle, but she had willed herself to do it even when Seoyeon and Dahyun had recommended her to stay away.

She didn’t think badly of Kaede. Then again, she didn’t know what to think of Kaede. The thief never let anything slip out, always leaving her clueless. It maddened her to no end.

But then, whenever she did let something slip, a small, willing confession, it left Shion stumped. What if it was just another ploy to manipulate her? Playing at her empathy to save herself from future troubles? Lynn would’ve confirmed those doubts without batting an eye.

Despite it all, Shion wanted to keep her heart open. Call it being too optimistic or just plain naivety, but she thought that what the world could use most at the moment was a kind hand to pick up anyone who fell.

Approaching Kaede, Shion noticed something odd. Dry blood had crusted above her lips, leaving a crimson trail down her chin. Purple bruises formed on the side of her face and on her nose, leaving shallow cuts exposed.

Shion’s breath hitched, her brows furrowing. “Did someone hurt you?”

Kaede, for once, appeared taken aback. “The group doesn’t know?”

Shion’s frown deepened. “No, no. I didn’t hear. None of us did.” She knew Dahyun was the visitor the day before, but in the short time she had made acquaintances with her, she knew the electrician wouldn’t hurt a fly. They were similar, in that way. “Are you okay?” Shion felt like she had to ask.

Kaede attempted to shrug but hissed at a jolt of pain in her shoulder. “What’s a few more injuries? I don’t know the last time I could feel my arms for more than ten minutes.”

Shion shook her head, guilt creeping up her spine. “I’m sorry. I’d help if I could.” She couldn’t repeat the mistake of loosening someone’s restraints again.

She tore the lid off the can and a portion of salted tuna was presented in front of her. Her stomach groaned at the sight and her mouth salivated, but she kept her hunger in.

Shion dug the spoon into the can before lifting it in front of Kaede. The woman frowned.

“I can feed myself,” she resisted.

“You said you can’t feel your arms. I’m not sure you could move your hands.”

Kaede refused to look into her eyes, face flushed in shame as she accepted the spoonful. She chewed her food thoroughly. Shion saw the lining of her throat bob as she swallowed with difficulty.

“What do you get from this?” Kaede coughed out.

Shion offered a quizzical tilt of the head.

“Helping me.”

“What did you get from helping me ?” Shion retaliated using the same question. “Did you ever care about me?”

Shion spoonfed her another bite. Kaede chewed as slow as ever, stalling as long as she could. With each passing second, Shion wondered if she had made a mistake. The arm where the sunlight hit through the basement windows felt warm.

Finally, Kaede swallowed. Her eyebrows creased into a deep frown and she finally met Shion’s eyes. The girl could read the question lingering in Kaede’s gaze, unable to voice it out.

Why are you still so nice to me?

Shion suppressed the smile trying to form at her lips. She dug the spoon into the can.

 

 

“Are you sure you can go out again?”

The other teenagers, along with Mayu, surrounded Soomin. They hadn’t even stayed two hours at the base before needing to go out again. As promised, they were headed for the garden store. Lynn, Sullin, and Yeojeong had already left for their trip.

“I’m fine.” Soomin smiled. “I can totally go for another round. Plus, it lets me parade my ‘I get to go out but you don’t’ card around more.”

A few complaints sounded in Soomin’s ears, and she caught Hayeon saying she didn’t want to go out anyway. The gunner glanced at Yeonji for a split-second, expecting her to also retort with some smart insult. Instead, the skateboarder simply nodded with her lips pressed into a thin smile.

“Just come back to us, unnie.”

“We’ll all be fine!” Soomin brushed off her friend’s worries. “The garden gang will see you again,” she saluted, and it coaxed a light giggle out of Mayu.

“Did you make that up on the spot?”

“I’m the word wizard, one could say,” Soomin pressed a hand against her chest, falling into dramatics. “The sermon sorcerer, the diction drake, the–”

“Soomin!” Nien peeked her head out a bus window. “Hurry up! We gotta go before the sun starts setting!”

“Okay, unnie!” Soomin replied. She waved her friends goodbye and bolted for the bus.

 

 

Because Lynn had been pulled into another mission, Jiyeon temporarily took her spot. She drove the bus, guided by Kotone who stood next to her, her hand on the driver’s backrest.

“Slow the driving down to thirty when we get close, and you want to stop about three hundred meters away from the village,” instructed Kotone. Jiyeon nodded, relieving the gas pedal from some of its weight. Behind her, Sohyun was coming up with a plan.

“The store is just at the edge of the village. We’ll search the surroundings first; take out any dormant infected. Since we can’t let the bus get too close, we’ll have to carry the bags a short distance. Any problem?”

The girls shook their heads.

Yeojeong’s estimation of the time had been correct given a few extra minutes. Roughly forty minutes later, Jiyeon spotted the outline of the village buildings and slowed the vehicle to a near stop. She looked through the bus mirrors and her heart leaped as a few infected chased after them. They were notably older, gray hair sticking out of their heads with their backs hunched over. Jiyeon didn’t know what, but the sight made her nearly choke up.

“Let’s go.” Behind her, Sohyun stood up with her knife out. The others got up just as quickly and they moved to the back’s emergency exit.

Jiyeon shut the vehicle down and was nothing short of impressed with how effectively the girls moved. Upon opening the door, Sohyun struck an approaching infected in the head. Another appeared, trying to grab their legs as they kept their distance in the vehicle, using the high ground to their advantage. Soomin was next to move, stabbing it in the head before yanking her knife back out. The occasional zombie tried climbing up but Nien, who wore the hockey gear, simply kicked them down.

Jiyeon flinched when an infected banged its fists on the window to her left. A few others appeared in tandem around them, pushing against the bus, lightly rocking it. She felt dizzy from the movement.

Kotone grounded Jiyeon with a hand on her shoulder. The ballerina looked up and nodded, eased her rapid breathing, and joined the others.

 

 

The lack of people made Nien uncomfortable. They had walked up to the village but none of them had spotted anything since the school bus. She couldn’t shake off the feeling that something was wrong. Sparing Sohyun a glance through her helmet, she saw that the woman felt the same. Her movements were quieter, her eyes more careful as they shifted around, searching for even just one target.

The group made their way further into the town and Nien’s ear twitched as she picked up a trail of sound. She stopped and threw a hand up, halting the others in their tracks.

Nien requested the girls to wait, going in first. Setting a steady hand on the nearby wall, the firefighter moved with light steps, and peered around the corner. Her eyebrows creased as she scanned the area.

Just a few buildings ahead of them was the gardening store, noticeable with the wilted plants displayed by the entrance. What she found odd was that a horde of infected had gathered in the back of the building, groaning and clawing at the wall. The crowd extended all the way to the end, also taking up the space behind the building Nien supported herself on.

The firefighter retreated with her back against the wall. She looked at her group and formed a circle with her gloved hands. Her usual teammates widened their eyes while Jiyeon blinked, clueless. Nien lifted the visor of her helmet, lowered her mask, and mouthed many . Jiyeon’s breath visibly hitched and she gripped her rifle tighter.

Kotone tapped her index twice into her open palm, then held both palms out facing up. What do we do?

The group turned to Sohyun for answers. The bodyguard was deep in thought while still inspecting their surroundings. She leaned forward to take a peek of the horde, and the creases on her forehead deepened. She ultimately shook her head and threw a thumb behind her, urging them to leave.

The girls didn’t argue with the decision and they turned around, ready to cut their losses. Nien pulled her mask up and lowered her visor. As she took a step forward, she was tackled to the ground. She managed to catch herself by the arms but the helmet still hit the floor, and the noise clattered around her ears.

Sohyun snapped her neck towards Nien. Instantly, the bodyguard ran up to her and tore the infected away from her back and stabbed her knife into its neck. Nien recovered in record speed and retrieved her weapon she had dropped out of surprise. The two shared a glance of acknowledgement before picking up their pace, making a beeline for the bus.

They couldn’t make it two steps in before they were cut off, the overwhelming horde of infected having circled around the building. Sohyun cursed loudly under her breath. She searched for an opening and found one on their right.

“This way!”

Soomin cocked her personal rifle, unequipped with its suppressor, and aimed for the nearest head. She pulled the trigger but yelled in pain as the blast struck her eardrums with resonating force, nearly making her drop her gun to cover her ears.

Nien yanked Soomin by the arm, dragging her away while she figured out what had happened. Shaking off the excessive high-pitched ringing in her ears, Soomin opted for her pistol on which she had attached her suppressor onto. As she ran, she let out two shots at the nearest infected. The noise was manageable but still unpleasant.

It wasn’t long until they reached the next building. Sohyun tried pulling the door open but the lock jammed, leaving them exposed to the outside.

“Shit,” she hissed, spinning on her heel just in time to lodge her knife into a zombie’s neck. With a glare, she scanned her surroundings again. A few more seconds and they would be cornered from all ends. Her eyes highlighted the garden store.

“Get to the store!” She shouted the new order. “Soomin! Jiyeon! Rifles!”

“I can’t! It’s too loud!” protested the gunner, using up the last rounds of her pistol to open the space leading them to the shop. Jiyeon raised her gun with shaky hands.

“Use your suppressor!”

They took off for the shop. Soomin hastily wrapped her jacket around her fingers to unscrew the silencer. She screamed in pain as Jiyeon used her rifle, missing a few targets out of anxiety. Powering through, the gunner lodged the suppressor onto her rifle, kicking an infected away from Kotone in the process. The cop stabbed her opponent’s head and pushed it into the crowd, who Soomin promptly began shooting at.

With the rifles aiding them, the girls resisted the onslaught well enough to nearly push the horde back. Unfortunately, they had limited ammunition, and Nien knew that. She rammed her body into one trying to claw Sohyun, sending it crashing down. The bodyguard moved around the firefighter and sheathed her knife up another’s neck.

“Go first! I’ll hold them back.” Nien requested, shoving a third infected away from them. Sohyun nodded and ran forward, urging everyone else to follow. Thankfully, the shop was close by.

Jiyeon stopped shooting as she saw a hand coming at her from her peripheral. She threw herself back with a frightened yell.

“Just get to the store!” Kotone pushed Jiyeon forward. The ballerina lowered her gun and made a mad dash for the open door. She entered safely and Kotone followed close by. Soomin, with teeth pressed together, emptied her magazine and ran through. Behind her, Nien kicked the nearest infected away before spinning on her heel and running in. Sohyun slammed the door closed, the bells jingling above her.

“Block it off,” she huffed out. Without a break, Nien grabbed the nearest table stocked full of dead plants and pushed it against the glass the zombies had already started banging against. The firefighter backed away, leaving space for Kotone and Jiyeon to stack another table against the entrance.

Soomin checked her magazine and saw it emptied while smoke rose out the tip of the silencer. Frustration rose as the ringing in her ears persisted. The light and shadows danced on the ground from the moving infected in the windows and she narrowed her eyes to see into the dark shop, having caught another movement.

Moments later, a limping figure with bodily wounds trudged into her field of sight, missing half its face, the flesh dangling off its jawbone. When it got close, Soomin pulled her knife out, stabbing it clean in the forehead.

Sohyun rested a hand on Soomin’s shoulder and raised her flashlight to highlight the shop. With an exhale, she moved it around, relieved to find nothing else running at them.

After the girls caught their breaths, the bodyguard put herself in front. She trudged carefully through the store, keeping the flashlight pointed ahead of her, a circle of light reflecting the crust of dead plants. Her hand brushed over a dry leaf and it left a crinkle in its wake. Sohyun held her breath, adjusting the knife in her gloved hand as she entered the aisles.

Peeking the corner, Sohyun’s eyes widened and she reeled back. A large sum of bodies had been piled into the far left of the store. Sohyun shone her flashlight to the right. A closed door with the tagline “employees only” reflected from the light.

Jiyeon, who held the back line, looked frantically around her. Sacks of soil were stacked at the bottom. The higher shelves introduced various seeds into the mix of dead plants. Her ears caught the crackle of glass and she snapped her head towards the entrance. Her worries were confirmed as she noticed growing cracks in the windows from where the undead were hitting.

The rest of the group sensed the urgency. Sohyun clicked her tongue and opened the door to reveal a pitch black room. Seeing no other choice, the girls walked in quickly, and Sohyun slammed the door behind them just as they heard glass shatter.

They didn’t have to stay in the darkness for long as they were instantly blinded by a bright light. They flinched and brought their hands up to fight the sudden flashbang. When they blinked it away, their eyes getting used to the spotlight, their hands dropped in surprise.

Another group, four men and two women, stood before them, just as shell-shocked.

 

 

The trio saw the edge of the forest leading into a clearing. Yeojeong exhaled deeply and gestured to the girls to follow. He took cautious glances around him before moving towards the house.

Yeojeong produced his keys from his pocket, his heart jumping as they lightly jingled in his hands. With a secure hold, he fiddled with the front door lock with its corresponding key, only to find out-

“It’s already unlocked?” His eyes widened in shock. Lynn lightly moved him away, taking the front. The three shared a look of acknowledgment. Someone had been here.

Lynn pulled the doorknob with care. The agent peeked an eye into the house, the front door revealing the living room to her left. She held in a hiss, noticing the back of someone’s head peeking out from the side of the couch, their long black hair cascading down the armrest. She tightened her grip on her machete. With her other hand, she raised her index in the air for the others to see.

“Go in?” Sullin whispered behind her. Lynn looked back at her teammates, searching for their opinions. Yeojeong gently slotted his keys into his pockets with a decisive nod.

Lynn swallowed and nodded in return. She gestured for them to wait with a palm up before reaching into her jacket’s internal pocket. The agent brought out her pistol, equipped with a silencer, and swapped with the machete, keeping the blade in her left hand instead.

With her boot, she widened the gap of the door and eyed the surroundings for any potential traps. Seeing none, she gently stepped foot into the house with her gun raised.

Not once did the agent tear her eyes away from the person. She didn’t even know if it was a person. It could’ve been an infected for all she knew, only able to see the tuft of hair. The premise only served to sharpen her focus.

Lynn cautiously moved around the sofa. Her heavy boots didn’t aid in her attempt at stealth, more than once tapping lightly against the wooden floorboards. Lynn leaned her body to the side to take a peek.

What she saw was a woman lying down, casually reading a book. A small wave of something washed over her, not knowing whether it was relief or anything else. The feeling caused her to misstep, and she planted her foot down for balance with a significantly loud thud.

The stranger jumped and dropped her book. Quickly, she grabbed the knife on the coffee table beside her and sprung up to her feet, instinctively slashing towards the noise. Lynn stepped back from the incoming attack and pointed the muzzle of the silencer towards her. At the sight of the firearm, the woman’s eyes widened and she staggered. Lynn noted the woman seemed to be in her late thirties, and, despite her quick reaction, no doubt the reason why she had lasted in this apocalypse, her eyes trembled.

“Don’t move.” Lynn kept her voice low. “I do not want to hurt you. Please lower your weapon.” It was a half-truth; she didn’t want to exhaust herself further. 

“Wh– where did you come from?” she stammered, not heeding to the agent’s request. She kept both hands steady on the knife’s handle, the tip pointed in Lynn’s direction.

At the sound of confrontation, Yeojeong and Sullin burst into the house, the latter closing the door behind them. The woman furtively looked their way and turned her weapon in their direction.

“Lynn,” said Yeojeong, his eyes on the stranger. Sullin was ready to fight, pulling out her own knife. The agent gulped and shook her head at her friend. Sullin’s brows furrowed but listened, lowering her weapon.

Lynn turned back towards the woman, catching her attention again. “We don’t want a fight,” the agent pacified. Slowly, she moved her gun away from her, keeping it pointed at the ceiling. Not breaking eye contact, the agent squatted down to place her machete on the floor. Rising back up, she moved her pistol into her jacket’s outer pocket. Lynn placed both her hands up, and away from her weapons. “No one has to get hurt.”

The woman looked around at the strangers surrounding her. Lynn could hear the gears turning in her head, and she saw the lining of her throat bob as she swallowed. With a small nod, she lowered her knife.

 

 

None of them knew what to do.

Sohyun took advantage of the tension and sized the group up. Two of the men seemed young and scrawny, but the other two were quite burly in comparison and notably older. The women were also small, but their toned muscles told Sohyun they knew how to fight. They held their knives and axes with knuckle-white hands. The second biggest guy hid behind the group and had a compound bow strapped behind his back. Sohyun eyed Soomin instinctively. The girl had turned eerily quiet, staring the survivor down with a gaze Sohyun couldn’t quite decipher.

Sohyun then scanned her surroundings. The storage room wasn’t too big, only stretching a few meters long and wide. Bags of soil were stocked on the aisles on each side of the room along with gardening tools including shovels, hedge shears, and rakes. Sohyun didn’t think she could use any of them as weapons. There was a door centered in the room, leading to the outside.

The other group was first to break the silence. One of the smaller men stepped up. “What happened out there? We heard shooting and glass breaking.”

“We should ask you the same question,” retorted Sohyun, realizing they had the upper hand; the other group didn’t have guns.

The survivors seemed to also know as they grew tenser. The same man answered. “We were scavenging when they appeared out of nowhere. Pushed us into the store.”

“And you only stayed in this room? Not the whole store?” wondered Kotone.

He shook his head. “It’s the glass. We’re exhausted– we can’t take our chances.” With a gulp, he asked, “Are you going to hurt us?”

Before any of the girls had a chance to think, Nien answered with a definitive “No.” At least it eased the other party, visibly relaxing their shoulders.

Sohyun mused over the situation. “We need to get out while they’re still distracted.”

“Seriously?” one of the women hissed. “We don’t know what’s out there.”

“We took out a good chunk of them,” Sohyun retaliated, “but the gunshots no doubt attracted more. Leaving now is the best option.”

It was clear the survivors held doubts. They exchanged glances with each other, thinking over their situation and the sudden offer of cooperation. The woman turned to her group mates and murmured something. Their faces contorted as they contemplated her words, then mumbled something between themselves with a small nod.

The bow wielder was next to speak up. “What’s the plan?”

 

 

After they had successfully deescalated the situation, the three survivors and the stranger sat down in the living room to talk. Lynn stayed standing.

“I’m sorry,” the woman apologized sincerely. She left her knife on the coffee table in front of her. “You scared me.”

Lynn waved a dismissive hand. “The reaction’s understandable. It could’ve been one of them.”

The woman pressed her lips and nodded. She quickly glanced at Yeojeong, wiping the sweat off her palms and onto her jeans. “You have a nice house,” she complimented.

Yeojeong smiled warmly. “Thank you. Is it just you here?”

The stranger gulped and nodded again. “I was really lucky to find this place. Didn’t have many things left.”

“Any relatives?”

The woman’s expression became downcast as she fixed her eyes on the floor. “I have a son, but we split off.”

“I’m sorry to hear that,” the doctor sympathized.

She sighed and thanked him, then blinked. “Oh, I used up the remainder of the water reserve. And the electricity. Sorry.”

Lynn leaned back casually. “That’s a shame, I was counting on a hot shower.” She watched the woman ease up at the small joke. “You must’ve enjoyed it a lot.”

Her lips curled up into a small smile. “I saw the pantry and just assumed whoever used to live here was long gone.”

“There was still a lot when we left.” Yeojeong agreed. “We actually decided to come back for them since we aren’t settled too far.”

“There must still be a lot given you’re the only one here,” Lynn took over, holding in a facepalm at his informational blunder. “If it isn’t too much trouble, could we have some of it?”

The woman wrung her hands nervously, averting her gaze. “I– Sorry, I wish I could. But I'm trying to survive, too.”

Lynn made an effort to not narrow her eyes. “That’s fair. We’re the one with the gun, anyway.” The woman thinned her lips and nodded.

The agent exchanged glances with Yeojeong. They both thought of the same thing. “But I’m sure you wouldn’t mind if we scoured the basement. There’s a few personal things kept there.”

At the mention of the basement, the woman froze. Lynn knew what it meant. Although Yeojeong had locked it prior to leaving, she must’ve gone through it anyway.

“Oh, god,” she whispered in realization. Sullin perked up from the singles couch beside them, having been reading the Garfield comic they had left in the house. “You’re the one who…”

Her whole vibe turned hostile and she stared at the doctor, unblinking. Lynn tensed her arms, ready to strike if she went for Yeojeong.

She was caught off card when the woman stood up and lunged at her instead, landing a clean strike on her cheek.

Lynn stumbled back with a wince, feeling the sting of the punch near her eye. She readied herself for the next strike but the woman beat her to it, sending a clean uppercut against the downside of her jaw. Her teeth clashed against each other, sending an unpleasant resonance through her skull. The ache dug into her bone.

The woman reached for her knife on the table. The downtime let Lynn recover and she managed to duck away from a forward stab. The agent dashed away from the fight to reach for the gun in her jacket, but caught a glint of light in the corner of her eye. She threw herself backwards just as the knife hit the wall and clattered to the ground.

Her opponent ran at her, but before she could reach the agent, Sullin rushed in and body slammed her against the wall, giving Lynn enough time to finally pull out her pistol and point it at the woman.

She froze, wide-eyed. Sullin brought the stranger’s hands behind her back and eyed Yeojeong, who was still stunned at the sudden turnaround of events. Lynn shook her head in disapproval and let out a frustrated sigh.

 

 

Not wanting to stall any longer, Sohyun twisted and pushed open the side door. She clicked her tongue. A few infected had stayed around despite them having thrown the shovels into the main part of the store to attract more from the noise. In an instant, the lingering zombies noticed her presence and began making their way towards her. The bodyguard kicked one of them away from the door.

“Go!” She called out and the others, temporarily merged into one group, ran out of the building. The largest man grabbed the nearest zombie by the hair and stuck his knife up its throat.

The plan was simple. They simply had to make a run for it. Although the other survivors also had a vehicle, it was on the entrance side of the building where all the infected were, so they decided to instead hop on the bus until they neared their destination.

The survivors had a circular formation as they ran, keeping all angles in check. Having left the store from the side door, it left them between two buildings, cutting off pathways for them to escape.

“This way!” The smaller man shouted, pointing at the back of the shop where the concentration of infected thinned out. Sohyun gave an agreeing nod, sinking her knife into the side of a zombie’s head.

They rushed their way out of the alley and turned the corner. More infected presented themselves, leaving them no choice but to fight through the crowd.

One of the women maneuvered herself around an infected swinging its arms around and drove her knife into the back of its neck. She huffed as it collapsed. Nien hopped over the body and shoved a zombie back before hooking her small axe into its neck. When she tried pulling her weapon back, it stayed lodged in the body. She exhaled and gave it up just in time to push another infected away.

“They’re all coming from the back!” The bow user shouted, struggling to pull back his weapon under the pressure and fatigue. He let go and the arrow missed, bouncing off his target’s abdomen. It did nothing to slow it down as it lunged at him. Soomin came through in the nick of time to stab the infected in the head. Not having the time to process, they dashed ahead to avoid more trouble, panting harshly.

“I’ll open a path!” Nien announced before fearlessly powering through the infected in front of them, shoving them away with her gloved hands. The hockey suit further aided her as it blocked a few claws and bites from getting to her.

The firefighter’s plan worked as she drove away many of the infected’s attention, and the group sped through the opening.

As they neared the edge of the town, much of the group’s stamina had dwindled. Kotone coughed and winced, feeling the unpleasant burn in her lungs as she did nothing but put one foot after the other. She squinted at the sight of the bus; it was still far away.

They didn’t have many more infected ahead of them, but they had all bundled up in the back. If one of them slowed their pace by a little, they would be overtaken, and while they had to grit their teeth to keep their pace up, the zombies didn’t slow down one bit.

Sohyun ran steadily when she felt her heart suddenly constrict. The bodyguard gasped and clenched her chest with a wheeze, the action causing her to stop momentarily. Nien widened her eyes and grabbed her by the wrist, yanking her ahead, and Sohyun had no choice but to keep running. Every breath she took was met with a painful jolt of her heart and she could taste iron in her mouth with every strained gasp.

One of the men glanced back at the horde. “Why aren’t you using your guns?” he managed to ask between heaving breaths.

“We’re out–” Jiyeon replied with a spent huff, clutching her rifle tightly against her.

The exchange had somehow enticed the bow wielder to turn around and try to shoot another arrow. While running backwards, he drew his bow back and let go. The bolt found a head despite the shaky composition, but his decision had significantly slowed him down, and an infected caught up to him and lodged its teeth into the hand holding his bow. He yelled out in pain, catching everyone’s attention.

“Hyung!”

Immediately, the other group went to his rescue, but he quickly shouted a protest. “Keep running!” With afflicted expressions, they heeded his orders. He jogged alongside them, missing the death stare Soomin had on him.

Nien reached the bus first and leaped seamlessly onto the heightened platform. She dragged Sohyun up and the bodyguard collapsed in an instant, spluttering and wheezing with both hands clawing at her chest, involuntary tears escaping her shuttered eyes. A woman from the other team followed suit, not needing the firefighter’s help, and lied down on one of the seats, panting heavily.

One by one, the members made it into the school bus, all immediately slumping down and heaving. Jiyeon didn’t have time for a breather as she ran for the driver’s seat, turning the engine on. Nien pulled the final person up – the bow wielder – into the bus and slammed the door shut.

Jiyeon drove the bus backwards, its beeps ringing loudly in her ears as she got it away from the infected banging themselves against it. With a tired sigh, she put the gear back to drive and turned the steering wheel. She slammed her foot on the accelerator and they sped away.

Nien kneeled before the man with the bow, swallowing at the sight of his bitten hand blackening. His teammates surrounded him with grim expressions, knowing his fate had been sealed.

“You need to get rid of me,” he said, his eyes shut tightly. Blue veins started crawling up his arm.

“We can’t do that.” The largest man rejected with a hand on his forehead. His other group members murmured in agreement.

“Please,” he pleaded. “Before it’s too late.”

“Yeah, just get him the hell out of here.” Soomin hissed out. Nien snapped her head up in shock.

“Soomin.” Kotone gave her a disapproving shake of the head.

“She’s right.” The guy agreed. He lifted his bow up and offered it to his teammate, who took it into his hands. Soomin eyed the weapon with sheer disdain.

The guy brought his arm down but halted in his movements. Nien saw his eyes dilate and his breathing stop. They twitched as they bore into her, and, seconds later, he threw himself at her. Nien caught both of his wrists and they wrestled, the newly infected trying to bite through her helmet. Kotone reached for her knife but one of the guy’s group mates reached out to stop her.

Soomin snapped. She threw herself onto the infected, pulling it off of Nien. She slammed a hand down its throat, choking it, while she formed a fist with the other and smashed it into its face full force with a shout. She didn’t care about the way it clawed at the arm pressing him down as she brought her hand back up and smashed it into its face again.

Her outburst had stunted the group as they watched, speechless. Soomin repeated the process again, and a crack was heard as she broke its nose. She did it again, this time breaking its cheekbone. Soomin hit it over and over again until her fist was cut and bloodied, and the face an unrecognizable sludge. She barely felt the sting as she once more slammed her knuckles against the side of the infected’s face with a broken yell, mincing the bones and mangled figure. The infected had stopped moving long ago, but Soomin still kept going, tears streaming down her eyes as she once more brought her fist into its head. No one wanted to pull her away, and Nien could only watch in heartache.

It took Sohyun to yank her off the limp body. Soomin swung her fist at the bodyguard with a maddened shout. Prepared for that exact situation, Sohyun took the crimson wrist, flipped the gunner around, immobilized her with her stomach on the ground, and sank her knee against her back. The bodyguard was still wheezing through shortened breaths, not yet having recovered from the run, but it was nothing compared to Soomin’s furious huffs and cries.

 

 

Yeojeong tightened the improvised rope tied around the woman’s ankles. It was made out of cloth, and the same fabric was used to keep her arms restrained. A piece of clothing was tied behind her head, muffling anything coming out of her mouth. On the side, Sullin inspected Lynn’s injuries.

“I’m okay,” the agent reassured while Sullin tilted her head to the side, getting a closer look. Lynn was thankful the woman had no real sense of fighting and had thrown away her only weapon, but the prospect of having nearly lost a fight against her left the agent resentful.

Seeing nothing of concern, Sullin stepped away and gave a thumbs-up. Lynn smiled in gratuity and turned to Yeojeong. The doctor stood from the couch where they left the woman and nodded.

Lynn spared the woman a final glance. She writhed in her restraints and the agent momentarily considered knocking her out. She chose not to and turned around. She and Sullin headed for the pantry. The agent admittedly felt guilty about taking away some of the woman’s rations, but she knew they had a lot more people to feed.

Yeojeong took off for the basement. He took out his flashlight but kept his keys in his pockets; the door had already been picked open so there was no point in unlocking it.

The doctor took a deep breath at the sight of the closed door. He set his palm on the handle and the door opened without protest. Yeojeong flicked his flashlight on and pointed it at the stairs. Carefully, he trudged down the steps, caring to not make any noise.

Yeojeong held his breath. He didn’t hear the rattling of chains or any growling, so he assumed the woman might’ve taken out the infected in the basement. Still, to confirm his suspicions, he shined the light onto the wall. To his expectations, the bodies had gone missing, the only proof of their existence being the heaps of dried blood stuck on the wall.

Yeojeong pursed his lips and took the final step down. He moved the flashlight on to where the table should’ve been and staggered.

There was nothing.

The doctor’s breathing sped up. He carelessly shone his flashlight around the room, looking for anything that had been spared. Only the freezer in the corner had been left untouched, the lock still intact. He let out a breath of relief and stepped forward.

Yeojeong froze again when he thought he heard a growl. It held an unfamiliar high pitch. Before he could shine his flashlight on the culprit, something suddenly grabbed him from behind. It sank its teeth deep into the side of his body, tearing the flesh, and he screamed.

 

 

Sullin was about to follow Lynn into the kitchen but stopped and turned around when she spotted something unusual. Lynn, being in front, didn’t notice Sullin’s sudden halt and walked her way to the pantry door. Shaking the guilt off her fingers, the agent twisted the handle and pulled, only to stare in utter confusion.

“It’s empty.”

Sullin eyed the dinner table and frowned. A large number of cans were littered on the white counter, and when she scrutinized them closer, Sullin noticed many of them were still a day fresh. Her eyes widened.

“It’s a group!”

A guttural scream resonated from the basement, tearing shivers into both girls. Lynn slammed the pantry door shut and rushed for the stairs, pulling her pistol out. Sullin followed closely whilst fumbling with her flashlight.

There was movement in Sullin’s peripheral vision, and she held her arms up as the woman slammed her body against hers, sending them both to the floor. She had somehow gotten her legs out of her restraints. Sullin’s arms took the brunt of the impact as she looked up at the woman and into her tear-filled eyes.

Lynn, a newfound anger flaring through her heart, yanked the woman up by her back collar, cutting her breath off, and smashed the side of her head against the table. While she was dazed, Lynn pressed the muzzle of her pistol against the woman’s thigh.

“I’ve had it with you, ” she muttered under her breath and pulled the trigger. The woman’s muffled screams echoed through the house as the bullet tore into her leg.

Sullin had already recollected herself from the sudden assault, face twisted in slight pain. She pulled Lynn by the arm with urgency, ignoring the sickness in her stomach from the stifled shouts. The agent gave her a nod and quickly followed.

They stomped their way down the stairs. Sullin clicked the flashlight on, shining it down the room. Her breathing stopped.

Yeojeong, covered in blood, was frantically trying to chain his hand to the wall. At his feet was the body of a young child who presented to be no more than ten years old. Next to the body was Yeojeong’s knife, plunged in crimson.

Lynn’s heart sank. A chunk of flesh had been torn off from his side, and the hand he was tying up had a deep bite mark. His arms were lacerated with scratches. Blue veins crawled from his blackening wounds.

“She couldn’t get rid of her own,” he panted, matted hair sticking to his face as he focused solely on tying himself up. Sullin rushed towards him to help tighten the chains, understanding the situation despite a whine tearing from her throat. “Get everything in the freezer, please.”

With Sullin’s aid on the shackles, he reached into his pocket and threw Lynn the keys. The agent gritted her teeth, trying to process the sudden crash of events.

“And what are we supposed to tell Dahyun-unnie?” She raised her voice, but it couldn’t drown out the rattling of the metal binds.

“That I’m sorry,” was all he could hiss out.

Lynn’s face contorted to distress at the way things went so wrong so quickly. She approached Yeojeong and gave him a short embrace.

“Thank you for everything.”

The agent moved back and set her sights on the small freezer. Taking a deep breath, she kneeled in front of it and searched for the key that matched the hole. On her third try, she found the right slot and opened the compartment only to pull herself away.

Inside were the two hands Yeojeong had promised upon their first descent covered in thick, black mold. With contempt, Lynn pulled them out, the dry mold crumbling under her touch and smearing her gloves. She threw them away without a second thought. What caught her attention was the only other thing in the freezer. A small binder several pages thick. Not bothering to flip through the pages, she hastily shoved it in her backpack. Holsting the strap on her shoulder, Lynn turned around.

Sullin still worked on making the chains as tight as possible. Her hands wrapped shakily around the binds, nearly slipping a few times on the blood tainting the steel. Still, she pressed on, feeling like she owed Yeojeong after feeling nothing but suspicion for so long.

“Sullin. Get away,” implored the doctor.

Sullin shook her head. She had words to say, but she couldn’t voice them out. Her throat constricted her breathing, leaving nothing but the grimace on her face. Her mind couldn’t properly convey the things she wanted to tell him, and her mouth was simply unable to translate her thoughts. Everything felt so loud around her. Her heartbeat, the chains, her wheezes as she tried catching her breath, Yeojeong saying,

“It’s okay.”

Sullin couldn’t talk back against the noise. She could only yell out in anguish.

The doctor’s movements suddenly jerked to a stop. Sullin whipped her head up and was met with a hollow stare that no longer belonged to Yeojeong, chilling her to the bones and momentarily freezing her in place.

His jaw twitched, jolting Sullin back to reality. She jumped away just as he lunged at her with a snarl. Her heel tripped over the body of the kid and she fell, her back colliding against the ground just as he swung his free arm out.

A shot sounded, silencing everything. Yeojeong’s hand stopped just short of scratching her face with his nails, the chains giving their final rattle against the wall. His body slumped, the weight pulling him towards the wall, and his arm dropped. Sullin could only stare with her chest heaving up and down.

Lynn dropped the hand holding her pistol and she marched towards Sullin, helping her stand up. Still in a daze, Sullin was lifted back on her feet, only glancing at Lynn once before eyes glued back onto Yeojeong.

“Come on.” Lynn set a hand on Sullin’s shoulder, her eyebrows creased and her heart heavy. “We need to go.”

A few tears escaped from Sullin’s eyes but she found the will to nod, and, leaving Yeojeong behind, the girls made their way up the stairs.

 

 

Heavy clouds loomed over their heads as they drove silently through the road. Jiyeon’s team took one side of the bus while the other group bundled up on the other extremity. None dared to look at each other, keeping to themselves. The body had been dumped by the side of the road following what had happened. Jiyeon, peering through her rearview mirror, noted that the other team was especially glum. Her heart tugged, understanding the sentiment.

“Uh, you can just drop us off on the side here.”

Jiyeon turned to the man and nodded. With her mind still buzzing, she slowed the bus to a stop. She opened the door, and the other survivors gave small bows of gratitude as they filed out of the bus. The ballerina closed the door and picked the pace back up.

Jiyeon glanced back up at the mirror, focusing on a specific person. Soomin had her head hung low without a sound, and her silence spelled unease in Jiyeon’s gut. Kotone sat next to her, sparing occasional glances at the gunner, clearly unsure on how to proceed. She searched for the others’ gaze, a silent plea for assistance, but they had their eyes on the forest as they drove by. Stifling a click of her tongue, Kotone inhaled.

“Soomin…” she tried.

The girl stayed silent, focused on fiddling with the MP3 in her hands. She still hadn’t found headphones to match. Kotone shook her head at the sight. Clearly, she didn’t want to talk about it, so the officer resigned and gave Soomin a gente pet of the head.

The gravel crackled under the wheels as Jiyeon drove past the end of the road. At the sight of the chain link minutes later, she blinked her headlights twice to signal their safe return.

Joobin already stood by the gate as they approached, and she swung it open. The group rolled through, stopping at the end of the trail, and Jiyeon turned the bus around so the back faced the base. Already, a few people had gathered to welcome them back, shoulders hunched in relief.

Jiyeon killed the engine whilst Sohyun opened the emergency door. The small team hopped off the bus with their mouths kept shut. Some of the girls picked up on the unrest and moved to check up on them.

Jiyeon shrugged the strap of her rifle onto her shoulder as Seoyeon approached.

“What happened?” She was straight to the point. Jiyeon internally spluttered, not sure of where to start. Her eyes anchored onto the only constant, Soomin. She watched as the gunner ignored everyone’s questions and stormed off for the dorms.

“We ran into a few problems,” Jiyeon summarized. “It’s a lot right now.”

Seoyeon nodded in understanding and gave Jiyeon a hug. The ballerina sighed into the embrace and wrapped her arms around the nurse.

“Are the others back? Lynn, Sullin, Yeojeong.”

Seoyeon shook her head and disconnected herself from the hug. “Not yet. It should be soon-”

“They’re back!”

Jiyeon whipped her head around just in time to see Joobin swing the gate close and she stopped breathing when she only counted two people. They slowed their pace into a somber walk.

Sullin avoided looking at anything, keeping a somber gaze on the trail. Lynn kept a hand over the girl’s shoulder, appearing lost herself. A permanent frown was etched on her forehead.

Jiyeon’s heart sank, realizing what had happened. Seoyeon instantly ran past Jiyeon to meet the girls halfway, anguish written on her face as she had thought the same thing.

Another girl ran towards the two survivors. It was Dahyun.

Jiyeon was unable to move, her feet tethered to the ground. She could only watch from a distance as Dahyun shook her head, words escaping her mouth, inaudible from where Jiyeon stood. She watched as Yubin marched towards the girls, clenching and unclenching her hands and adding a few words. It was Lynn who brought her the news. She couldn’t bear to gaze into Dahyun’s eyes as she set her hands on Dahyun’s shoulders and answered what everyone had been fearing.

Joobin joined them as Dahyun sank to her knees. Immediately, Lynn lowered herself to wrap Dahyun into a tight hug. Yubin aggressively ruffled her own hair before dropping down and leaning her head against Dahyun’s shoulder. Seoyeon shut her eyes. Sullin hugged herself. Joobin watched.

Jiyeon saw as Dahyun opened her mouth and let out a cry. She couldn’t hear it from where she was, but it tolled deafeningly in her ears.

 

 

Sohyun found Soomin right where she had expected her to be.

Hyerin’s grave.

It was a starless night. The aftershocks of the rain presented themselves as heavy clouds obstructing the glittering dusk. Sohyun approached the girl, who hugged her knees as she kept staring at the stone engraved with every name but hers. The bodyguard lowered herself and took her place on Soomin’s right, glancing at her bandaged hand. She decided to not initiate a conversation, giving Soomin the power to choose what she wanted at the moment.

At the moment, she wanted silence, and Sohyun was more than willing to comply. She scanned the area around them, her eyes temporarily landing on the wire an infected had tangled itself in that morning. Lynn had finally killed it with a throwing knife during the downpour.

There was nothing. Just a still moment in time. After a week of running, Soomin had grown exhausted. She had tried everything in her power to avoid having to face the truth, overwhelming her senses at all times so that there was no space left to think. But she had only crammed those thoughts into a small bottle in the corner, ignoring it until it blew up in everyone’s face.

It was quiet in the aftermath.

Soomin let her mind speak for the first time in a while. She gave herself time to breathe, splayed above the motionless surface. A wave of memories crashed above her, but instead of sinking her head into the ocean below, Soomin shut her eyes and took it full force.

The girl tensed up, dropping her arms. She ripped the damp grass from underneath her, the waterfall of thoughts threatening to pull her back into the eye of the storm. She tried to swim to the top, but the water tension wouldn't break from her stretched-out fingers. Another wave crashed into her, sending her spiraling deeper into the abyss.

Sohyun watched Soomin’s every move. The bodyguard noticed the clench in her jaw and how she clawed at the ground, ripping the dirt in her wake. Furious tears pooled at her eyes before trailing down her face. Only when she thought Soomin was about to drown did she pull her to the surface.

Soomin snapped her head up and towards Sohyun, who had set a hand on her shoulder. She let out bated breaths, her tears burning her cheeks. She swallowed dryly and gasped.

Sohyun reached down to fish something out of her pockets, then presented it to Soomin. The girl’s breath hitched at the sight of the purple earphones; she hadn’t found a pair herself. Soomin wiped her eyes with her jacket’s sleeve and dusted off her hands on her pants before taking the gift. She pulled out the MP3 she always kept with her and plugged the jack in. Soomin put on a random song and inserted the earbuds in, testing the sound quality. A small grin made its way on her lips when it sounded perfect.

Soomin unslotted her left earbud and offered it to Sohyun. The bodyguard blinked at it. She accepted the offer, picking the earbud off Soomin’s hand, and inserted it into her left ear.

Soomin scrolled through her songs. She sighed at the sight of a specific tune and pressed play.

An unfamiliar strum entered Sohyun’s ear. Her body relaxed at the soft melody while Soomin slotted her player into her jacket pocket. Setting her sights back on the grave, the girl leaned to the side and rested her head on Sohyun’s shoulder. The bodyguard gazed at Soomin, then wrapped an arm around her side. She took a deep breath of fresh air, the rain having temporarily washed the rot away, then closed her eyes, letting the music guide her motions.

 

 

Lieutenant General Kim slapped another file onto his desk. He dropped into the office chair and pulled himself closer. The air reeked of nicotine as he stamped out his third cigarette on the glass ashtray. Like clockwork, he lit his fourth and inhaled deeply, so used to the burning in his lungs he felt no urge to cough. As he blew, smoke rose to sting his eyes.

He opened the folder. A thin stack of paper settled before him, each documenting a different soldier under his sector. He blinked the irritation out of his irises and, adjusting the battery-powered lamp, got to work.

The General read carefully through each paper, weighing every soldier’s qualities and defaults. With each form, his frustration rose. Only a few soldiers were truly capable, but most were rookies at best. He presumed they had been deemed ill fit for the city raids. The last sheet introduced him to some girl named Ji Suhyeon who had been under training for a little less than two months – Physical strength: close to none. Good flexibility. Learning of firearms exceeds the average.

His eyes flickered to the bottom of the page. Her enlistment had been approved by none other than Lieutenant Kim Hyunjin. He held in a sigh. With Hyunjin gone, there was no one to lead the sector other than him.

His eyes instinctively trailed onto the pink pistol sitting on the edge of the desk, stacked above Soomin’s info sheet. Several more papers were littered around the weapon, all holding the names of different survivors that had deserted the walls.

General Kim shook his head and pressed on with his research.

Notes:

alternate chapter title: this is the last time im writing hyebam death angst i swear + the man the myth the legend yo jong is finally dead and the crowd cheers

also the silent hand motions are obviously not actual sign language sohyun just made it up and the resource rallyers all ended up learning it

final note i didnt write down a song for the sooms sohyun scene but if you need an audio i was listening to "die with a smile" while writing it

 

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Chapter 20: The Right Choice

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Nakyoung felt her body shake as the bus rolled down the empty street. She sat on the edge of her seat, eyes focused on Nien’s fingers as the firefighter taught her Sohyun’s made-up sign language, hand movements they all had learned to use in the past couple weeks of going out.

Nien drew a rectangle with both index fingers, then crawled two fingers up her forearm. Nakyoung clapped and pointed at Nien.

“Infected in the area,” she guessed. Nien’s shoulders deflated and she lifted the helmet’s cage to pinch the bridge of her nose.

Nakyoung clicked her tongue and leaned back, her head falling into Lynn’s lap. “Memorizing these is impossible,” she complained. Lynn giggled above her, her eyes crinkling.

“We won’t need them for this trip anyway,” came Sohyun’s muffled voice from Nien’s seat, her eyelids shut tight with her forehead pressed against the seat in front of her. Nien turned to wrap an arm over the bodyguard’s shoulder, whispering something into her ear.

Nakyoung had heard of their week-long mission. They had returned a couple days after the first visit to drive the remaining infected away from the store, then waited a few more days for the place to clear out. They hoped that the village would be near-empty when they got back; this trip was the final stretch of the plan.

“You think it worked?” asked the vigilante, absentmindedly toying with the hem of Lynn’s signature jacket. Her ankle fully operational, it was her first day back on the job. An ember of anxiety grew in the back of her mind, a part of her wishing she had stayed at the base.

“Everything will be fine, unnie,” Lynn extinguished the growing flame of Nakyoung’s worries. “We have each-other.” The agent didn’t know whether  she was trying to reassure Nakyoung or herself with those words.

The vigilante hummed, thanking Lynn under her breath. Her eyes trailed to the front of the bus and caught Kotone’s gaze in the rearview mirror. The officer gave her a nod, and Nakyoung nodded in return.

 

 

Sohyun had stressed the fact they needed to be back before the usual afternoon rainfall. Humidity from yesterday’s downpour clung to the air and stuck to Lynn’s skin like an uncomfortable sauna and, this time, it only added to the lingering stench of rot. Her, Sohyun, Nakyoung, and Nien took the road, doing a once-over of the village to kill any lingering infected.

Lynn retched and pressed a hand against her mask as she crossed over a corpse lying in the middle of the street. Only the upper half of its body remained and thick black mold covered the parts where it had been torn.  Lynn’s eyes widened as she remembered the hands in the freezer covered in the same black mold.

The body was slightly bloated from the constant rain. The arms had been ripped apart by teeth and blue veins crawled along the pale skin. What made Lynn jump back is when the corpse threw an arm out at her with a snarl. Her mind flashed to when an infected Yeojeong had snapped at Sullin and she reached for her pistol on impulse.

A gloved hand seized the infected by the shirt before she could pull her gun out. Nien dragged it onto the sidewalk, a downcast gaze settled on the body while it tried clawing at her. Moving out of the way, it revealed tire marks on the road, letting Lynn know it had gotten run over. Nien quickly ran to pull the lower half to the side, it having been just a few meters away.

Nakyoung stepped forward, giving Lynn a look. Meeting her eyes, the agent took in a small breath and nodded. She turned her attention back on the road where many more bodies were scattered, ripped apart by the infected and left to rot by the people who killed them. Shaking her arms off of any tension, she got to work.

 

 

The store windows had been shattered, leaving broken glass scattered around the sidewalk. An infected had gotten itself impaled in the shards at the bottom, leaving it motionless as it snapped its jaw at Nakyoung, snarling. The vigilante struck her knife into the back of its neck, killing it in one swift motion.

Nakyoung pulled her weapon out and traded a nod with Nien who watched on the side. The firefighter looked to the rest of the group and, upon receiving looks of acknowledgement, hooked a leg over the broken glass and stepped into the store.

Nakyoung followed Nien into the dark shop. The firefighter clicked her flashlight on and shone it into the alleys ahead of them. Behind Nakyoung, Sohyun repeated the process and highlighted the entrance door, blocked off by two large tables full of dried-out plants.

The vigilante thought the building was large for a simple garden store. The ground Nien covered with her flashlight was only a fraction of the alleys – Nakyoung estimated there were six in total, – and Sohyun had to spin hers around like a lighthouse. They couldn’t see anything clearly, their vision clogged by the foliage twisting around them. An odd feeling crawled up Nakyoung’s throat while she whipped her head around, her steps featherweight unlike the death grip on her knife.

They were halfway through the store when Nien suddenly stopped, freezing everyone else in place.

“Oh no.”

The vigilante peeked over Nien’s shoulder but was quickly pushed back by the firefighter. Her confusion was answered by a barrage of footsteps and angry growls approaching the group and her feelings were rewired into alarm.

“Get out!” she shouted.

Nakyoung ducked to avoid a set of teeth from sinking into her face. Taking advantage of the infected’s exposed throat, Nakyoung brought her knife up against it, squinting as the blood splattered over her mask. Using the momentum, she swung her knife to the side and sliced the blade clean through another infected’s neck. It squealed and collapsed before Nakyoung.

The vigilante huffed and looked in the dark. She didn’t know how many more there were in the store.

Two muffled shots rang in her ears and she snapped her head around to see Lynn shooting at opponents in the dark before bringing her machete against an infected’s head. With both hands occupied, though, she couldn’t avoid an approaching zombie from biting into her arm. Nakyoung’s heart dropped, seeing Lynn’s wince in the dark as she tried to pry herself away.

Kicking an infected back, Sohyun yanked Lynn’s assaulter by the collar and stabbed her knife into the side of its head. Still holding a firm grasp on the shirt, the bodyguard used the corpse to block two infected from tackling her. She then let go of the body and jumped away, letting them fall on the ground. Not bothering to finish them off, Sohyun turned to Lynn and pushed her forward.

“Out of the store, go!” ordered the bodyguard while side-kicking an approaching infected. Lynn hacked her machete into one blocking the windows and sprinted out, leaping over the broken glass. Sohyun couldn’t follow through, getting jumped by a new adversary.

The two infected Sohyun had pushed to the ground had recovered, splitting Nakyoung and Nien from their teammates. The firefighter was busy shoving back the bigger part of the crowd, leaving Nakyoung to her own devices.

The vigilante readjusted her grip on her knife’s handle before thrusting it forward. Unfortunately, she misjudged the distance and her strike went wide. Before she could bring her arm back, though, a third zombie threw its hands out and grabbed her jacket. The shift in weight tripped Nakyoung and she hurled herself against the wall to avoid its incoming bite.

Nakyoung gritted her teeth as her shoulder took the brunt of the impact. She was getting tired. She threw her leg forward to keep one of the zombies at a distance. The vigilante swapped her knife to her left hand, yanked her jacket towards herself, and, with a yell, stabbed the third zombie in the forehead. She barely had the time to exhale the heat in her body before getting assaulted yet again by the two infected in front of her.

Two more shots tolled in the air but the bullets didn’t hit Nakyoung’s opponents. The vigilante squinted and jumped to the side when one of them leaped forward, her soul nearly leaving her body when she heard the clashing of teeth right next to her ear. Her knife found its target in the back of the zombie’s neck but her eyes widened when the other infected lunged at her. She instinctively shot her hand out to protect herself, only realizing her mistake after she had already moved. Nakyoung’s heart stopped and she braced herself for the searing pain.

Thankfully, the seal of death never came as the zombie suddenly came to a halt and spat out a glob of blood before slumping down, presenting Sohyun retracting her knife behind it. There were two new bodies on the floor behind her, the ones Lynn had targeted.

Lowering her arm, Nakyoung noticed the bodyguard’s breathing was especially heavy, then caught a shadowy figure in the corner of her eye.

“On your left!”

Sohyun winced and knocked away the incoming swipe with the back of her wrist. Nakyoung dashed towards them and forced her blade up the infected’s jugular, splattering crimson blood all over the bodyguard’s vest. Nakyoung spun Sohyun around and shoved her forward. With heavy pants, she whipped her head back.

“Nien! We gotta go!”

“Trying–!” the firefighter grunted. She was pressed against the wall, making herself as small as possible to reduce the area of her exposed skin while the zombies gnawed at her hockey gloves and worn down protective gear. Her flashlight’s beam snapped erratically around the store as she pushed against four at once. At the same time, she wrestled her knife from one of their prying hands.

With burning lungs, Nakyoung cursed under her breath and stepped to rejoin the fight, but in her haste and haze missed the infected running at her from the dark. Before it could reach her, a gunshot sounded and it collapsed right in front of the vigilante. Seconds later, she spotted Kotone rush in, knife at the ready.

“Lynn flagged me down! Go!” she ordered. Nakyoung blew out the adrenaline pumping in her veins and retreated into the light.

Hearing Kotone’s voice, Nien spun her head to the side and grinned. The officer, on the other hand, held a frown as she dragged one of the infected away and stabbed it in the head.

“Any more?”

“This is the last of it, I think.” Freed from one opponent, Nien ducked away from the remaining three, raised her knife up, and brought it down into one’s skull. On the side, Kotone yanked another by the hair and drove the weapon into its eye with a disgusting squelch, the blood trailing down her fingers. With a grunt, she pushed the blade further into the socket.

Nien knocked her head against the rear of her helmet as the final zombie grabbed onto the metal cage, locking its fingers through the loops. It jerked it towards itself whilst Nien pried herself away, holding onto the headgear, and, as they wrestled for the cage, it tore right off the helmet with a sharp clang. The release of tension caused Nien to hit her head against the wall while the zombie stumbled, losing balance. Kotone kicked it to the floor, dropped to one knee, and stabbed her knife in the center of its forehead. In an instant, the infected slumped down with its jaw still open.

Kotone sat down with a small sigh and tilted her head upwards while Nien shone her flashlight around for more threats. Finding none, she took her helmet off and gave Kotone a smile and a thumbs-up. The officer clicked her tongue and shook her head.

 

 

Sohyun pressed a hand against her chest, evening out her breathing. Nien held her up, her hands resting against the woman’s shoulders. The firefighter mumbled something to Sohyun to which the bodyguard nodded with a huff. In the same beat, Nakyoung patted around Lynn’s jacket, checking for any puncture in the sleeve.

“Are you sure you’re okay? You’re not bit?”

Lynn had the side of her face pressed against the school bus, breathing heavily, still recovering from brushing hands with doom. “I– yes, I’m okay. It didn’t break through the fabric.”

Nakyoung’s shoulders dropped. “Thank goodness,” she exhaled and brought Lynn into a tight embrace.

Kotone stepped over the broken window, carrying a heavy bag of soil in her arms. She then stopped in her tracks. With narrowed eyes, the officer observed the road in front of the store, feeling as if something was amiss.

A hand rested on her shoulder. Nien, who was ready to go back into the store, tilted her head to the side, silently asking what was wrong. When Kotone looked into the curious eyes, she was ready to confess her worries, but ultimately, she shook her head, chalking it up to nerves, and tossed the bag in the back of the bus.

 

 

The squeak of the door had become familiar in Kaede’s ears.

Dahyun stepped down the few stairs, her motions lacking vigor. Her hands, set on each side, barely held onto the rations. It was a far cry from how tense she had held herself a week ago, and her demeanor, more disengaged than the others, let Kaede know whatever had happened had hit her close.

Dahyun avoided Kaede’s prying gaze. She trudged lightly towards the tethered woman, whose brain had been feeling increasingly fuzzy, a permanent migraine having taken over her senses. Despite her captors’ general hostility, they had at least changed her into a new set of clothes and had let her wash her face clean off of any blood. Seoyeon had changed the bandages on her aching shoulder, although Kaede had felt a lingering spite from how she had pressed against the wound. It was surprising she had taken over instead of the other doctor.

Kaede squinted. Despite her weakening mind, a theory flickered. She eyed Dahyun, who stood before her, unmoving.

“Did he die?” Her voice came out breathy, barely an echo of her thoughts.

She knew she had hit the bullseye when Dahyun’s hand twitched. Kaede sighed and dropped her head. She had to take a deep breath before croaking anything else out without feeling like she had to puke. “I’m sorry that happened.”

Dahyun clicked her tongue, not buying it. “You’re probably thinking something along the lines of ‘at least it’s one less mouth to feed,’” she bit with venom.

A shaky breath. “You have the wrong idea about me.”

“It isn’t as if you’re trying to rectify us.”

Kaede blinked and swallowed dryly. “I…” She turned her head to the side. “I don’t know anymore,” she admitted.

The prisoner felt the burn of Dahyun’s stare. She closed her eyes. Two weeks of general isolation paired with the inability to move brewed the solution that was unending thoughts crashing through her mind. The first few days had been her trying to find an escape. Realizing she wouldn’t be getting out by the fourth, a mock play of her life had begun plaguing her thoughts, and Kaede could feel her willpower slipping away.

“What do you know?” asked Dahyun, voice tinted in misplaced curiosity.

Kaede’s chest rose weakly against the restraints cutting her airflow. “That I’m losing my mind.”

Her confession lacked a reply. Kaede lingered her unfocused gaze on Dahyun, noticing the slight crease digging into her forehead. Her eyes told Kaede she was slightly unimpressed with her one-woman show of pity. Still, she took the time to tear the lid off the can and placed it in front of her.

Instead of leaving, though, Dahyun sat down in front of Kaede with one knee propped up. She looked the prisoner up and down, staring at arms for a longer time. Kaede made herself smaller under her scrutiny. Her hands felt numb. She couldn’t even manage a twitch in her fingers.

Dahyun came to a conclusion. “You can’t eat on your own.”

Kaede’s heartbeat pounded in her temples. “I don’t need any handouts from you.”

“What were all of those words you said for, then? Clearly you know you won’t be able to last any longer like this.”

“Maybe I just want better living conditions as a prisoner.” She argued despite her mind screaming at her to give in.

Dahyun shook her head and stood up. Her eyes held no anger but they also held no pity. “If you want to be helped, learn to accept it first and realize not everyone’s out to hurt you.”

Having said her final words, Dahyun spun on her heel, ready to walk away. Kaede bit the inside of her mouth, realizing her window of opportunity was closing on her. She shut her eyes and parted her lips, fighting the way her throat constricted.

“Let me out.”

Dahyun snapped her head back in genuine surprise. “What?”

“Please,” she husked, the plea feeling heavy against her tongue. “Let me out.”

Something flickered in Dahyun’s eyes. Kaede couldn’t make it out anymore, strength too diminished to guess anything that wasn’t physical. She waited for something to happen after her begging, but, despite her efforts, Dahyun had her feet anchored in place. The crease on her forehead deepened as she opened her mouth to speak.

“We almost chose to kill you.” The reveal rolled slowly off Dahyun’s tongue. “You’re lucky Shion still believes in you.”

A rare feeling of regret dug at Kaede’s bones. For once, she no longer had excuses for her actions. Dahyun turned back and walked away. The can of food stood open in front of Kaede, so close that she could taste it, but the girl just couldn’t reach for it.

 

 

Dahyun closed the door, massaging the frown out from between her eyebrows. Yubin stood by, her back against the wall, having waited for her.

“Alright?”

Dahyun gave a nod and a small upcurl of her lips, but otherwise didn’t meet the woman’s gaze. Yubin held down a sigh and rubbed a comforting hand over Dahyun’s back.

“I don’t feel good about this.”

“Hm?”

“She just looks so defeated.” Dahyun hugged herself. “I know I don’t know her, but I know enough that she isn’t like that.”

Yubin gulped. She, too, felt conflicted about Kaede. Later in the day, they were going to hold another meeting concerning her. The sane part of her mind told her the past two weeks had been nothing less than torture, but another part  still argued that it was her own doing and that she deserved it. She pursed her lips and exhaled through her nose.

“I…” Yubin’s eyes widened at the sight of Jiwoo and Chaeyeon walking towards them in the distance. “Shit, unnie, cover for me!”

“Wh–”

Yubin spun Dahyun to the front before turning the corner and pressing her back against the wall. She noticed Sullin, the guard of the day, eyeing her confusedly after lifting her head from her comic book. The traceuse pressed a finger against her lips, asking her to stay quiet, her pulse jumping with every approaching footstep.

“Dahyun-unnie.” Yubin’s body tensed up at Chaeyeon’s voice.

“Uhm, hi! Chaeyeon, Jiwoo.” Dahyun’s voice was a pitch higher than usual. “Do you need anything?”

“Have you seen Yubinnie around?” Yubin’s heart tugged at the nickname. “We’ve been looking for her all day, but she’s been hard to spot.”

“It’s like she’s avoiding us on purpose.” Jiwoo’s voice was harsh and accusatory. A lump of guilt slotted in Yubin’s throat.

“Well, I’m sorry to hear that, I really am, but I haven’t seen her around. She’s been having a bit of a hard time since, you know…”

Dahyun’s reply was followed with silence. The traceuse held her breath, resisting the urge to take a peek. She and Sullin shared a look. The latter also seemed nervous about the interaction.

Then,

“Right, of course. I’m sorry, unnie.” Chaeyeon’s voice leaked with empathy.

“It’s alright. I’m working on it.” There was a breeze of relief in Dahyun’s voice. “But I’m sorry for not being able to help. I hope you can find Yubin.”

Jiwoo’s huff was familiar in Yubin’s ears. They twitched as she heard some shuffling around before catching onto a pair of steps walking away from her. The traceuse shut her eyes and let out a quiet breath.

She saw Dahyun’s shadow turn the corner. Yubin readied a grateful smile, but it dropped instantly at the sight of the disapproving stare Dahyun sent in her direction. The electrician shook her head and walked away, leaving Yubin standing alone in shame.

 

 

More clusters of infected had formed outside the fence overnight. Xinyu found it strange as she watched Joobin sink her knife into an infected, another group having suddenly formed midday. They growled and banged their fists against the chain link, staring at Joobin with their hollow eyes and open jaws.

One of them found their gaze on Xinyu. The fashionista scrutinized the zombie as it bit into the metal grate, digging its fingers deep into the crevasses in an attempt to reach her even though she was meters away.

“I don’t get it,” said Xinyu. Joobin paused her task to look at her. “I know it’s the rain and everything, but surely there aren’t that many people around the base.”

Joobin blinked and spun around to examine the surrounding chain link. Everywhere she laid her eyes on, bodies had been piled up against the metal fence.

“It’s odd,” Joobin agreed. Xinyu perked up.

“Right? And it’s like there’s been more of them. Is it because of the smell?” Xinyu tightened her mask around her face.

Her theory was quickly shot down by a shake of Joobin’s head. “It should drive them away.” Joobin caught Xinyu’s bewildered eyes and explained, “They figure no one would be around or alive at the smell of death.”

Xinyu let out a noise of understanding then realized, “Is that why they never removed the bodies around Daejeong?”

Joobin nodded. Xinyu patted herself on the head, commending herself for having figured it out. She snapped out of it when the chains rattled again, reminding her Joobin’s job wasn’t done yet. She pursed her lips, eyeing the infected who had been staring her down. An idea popped into her mind.

“Can I try?”

Joobin raised a brow in Xinyu’s direction but handed out her blood-soaked knife. Thanking the girl, Xinyu took it and approached the infected, wincing as it banged against the chain link again, doubling down on their efforts. Swallowing down her nervousness, Xinyu aimed the tip of the knife against its forehead and pushed against the hilt, stabbing the blade all the way into the head. She quickly retracted it as the zombie lost its strength and collapsed.

With a deep exhale, she glanced at the body.

“Joobin.”

The soldier looked at her from the corner of her eye.

“How did you ever become a soldier?”

Joobin turned away from her inquiring gaze. Xinyu pressed her lips into a line, recognizing she had gone too far. “Sorry.”

The soldier didn’t give anything away, keeping her eyes on the infected. Then, suddenly, she held her rifle up to aim at something beyond the fence. Xinyu followed the end of the muzzle and spotted a person peeking out from behind a tree. Other than being a woman, she was too far away for her to discern any outstanding physical traits.

At the realization she had been caught, the survivor retreated and ran away into the woods. Joobin kept her sights on her until she was longer in range.

“Who was that?” Xinyu moved her head around, trying to get another look at the mysterious figure.

Joobin lowered her rifle, keeping her eyes narrowed at the woods.

 

 

“A spy?”

The storage room was packed full of the soil bags their scouring team had finally managed to pick up. Yooyeon looked up from her desk where sheets of paper had been scattered around messily. Sitting beside her was Mayu with her eyebrows raised in curiosity. Joobin stood alone in front of them, Xinyu having left after the bus had returned.

Joobin hovered her gaze over them. HausTech documents and lists of resources were tangled together. She shivered at the laboratory’s familiar logo stamped on the front pages. Unpleasant tubes of memories pierced her skin and hooked themselves into her veins. The young soldier swallowed harshly, her breathing turning heavy.

“Joobin?”

“Yes ma’am?” Joobin snapped on instinct.

Mayu leaned forward in concern. “Are you alright?” She reached a hand out, but Joobin sucked in a harsh breath and flinched away. Mayu’s eyes widened in surprise and shared a worried glance with Yooyeon.

“Is something wrong?” inquired the scientist.

Joobin shook her head. “No. The spy.”

Mayu narrowed her eyes, clearly wanting to pry, but Yooyeon stopped her with a hand on her shoulder. “Are you sure it was a person?”

“Affirmative.”

“But a spy?” Mayu cut in. “They could just be a survivor.”

“Agent Lynn has been worried about our proximity with the other group. It is possible they found us.”

They had heard about what happened in Yeojeong’s house; the conflict had been ugly and had surely angered the other survivors. Mayu had calculated how many people the opposing group had based on the consumption rate of the rations and the day the house could have been found. The number had totalled between eight and twelve survivors. Despite the potential threat, they had agreed to keep it to themselves until something happened.

With a finger tapping the desk, Yooyeon watched Joobin with a careful eye. She noticed the young girl cast another glance at the HausTech documents Lynn had given her the day after the expedition. The soldier’s unusual jitters clued Yooyeon in that she might have ties to the company.

“Let’s not jump to conclusions just yet,” stated the scientist. “But keep an eye out for anything odd. If the survivor comes back, contact me immediately.”

A frown made its way on Joobin’s usual expressionless face, enough to tell Yooyeon she wasn’t fond of the idea, but the soldier didn’t speak up on it, only giving a firm nod of her head.

Yooyeon nodded back. Her eyes lit up, catching a thought before it slipped her mind. “Remember to be at the meeting in the mess hall. It’s imperative that everyone is there.”

Joobin bowed before marching out the storage room. Yooyeon leaned back into her chair and pressed her palms against her eyelids. Mayu set a comforting hand on hers. Yooyeon offered the woman a thankful upcurl of her lips and shifted her attention to the documents.

 

 

It came to Kaede’s shock when the door opened in the dead of night. Her body seized up as the sound of boots clicked against the floor, echoing between the basement walls. She narrowed her eyes, seeing nothing in the dark of the night.

Kaede’s breathing quickened as the footsteps approached. She whipped her head to the side, hearing the person turn and stop behind her, but all she was able to discern was the black lining of their silhouette.

The rattling of chains filled Kaede’s ears and she suddenly felt light as the weight of the restraints dropped. Kaede threw her arms out as she fell to the side and hit the floor, barely registering the pain in her numb hands. She took in a real, deep breath, finally freed of her metal confines.

A pair of hands pulled her up by the sleeves of her shoulders then hoisted her up with an arm over her waist. Kaede stumbled, having to support herself on the mystery person, her legs too numb to walk on her own. When she tried to take a step forward, she tripped and the person’s embrace around her tightened.

Kaede supported herself weakly on their shoulders. “...What’s going on?”

The person didn’t reply, focused on carrying Kaede outside.

 

Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips. A vertical line had been marked down the middle of the whiteboard behind her, and above it had Kaede’s name written large and in bold. The left box was titled “in,” while the right was titled “out.”

The scientist took a breath and stared at the crowd of girls gathered in front of her.

“Remember. You can’t abstain, and if the vote ties, ‘out’ automatically wins. Raise your hand if you want her to stay.”

The hands came up slow and steady, mainly the girls who either weren’t there or had gone to visit her, empathizing with her situation despite her actions. Shion raised her hand. Yooyeon saw Seoyeon shake her head but agreed with Shion nonetheless. Nien followed with her endless optimism, saying everyone deserved a second chance. It prompted Yeonji to put in her vote, and, like dominoes, Kotone also surprisingly agreed to let Kaede stay, wincing as Nakyoung glared at her.

Jiyeon, who had both guarded the door and had delivered food, also raised her hand. Xinyu did, too, but Sohyun abstained. Seoah looked at the two and put her arm up at half-mast. The final voter in favor was Hayeon, eyebrows creased together.

Yooyeon waited half a minute longer. No one else moved. She added up the votes in and marked them as lines on the board, inserting herself in the count. She shut her eyes and inhaled deeply.

“And those who want her out?”

“Out” was used loosely in their situation. If Yooyeon were to be completely honest about the sentence, she would’ve written down “kill.” But it was a delicate subject. She knew many of them would’ve gotten intimidated at the idea, and would’ve voted for the other option even if their hearts weren’t in it. So, she had let them know Kaede would’ve just been driven and dumped far, far away with nothing. Her chances of survival would’ve been low if it was the case.

Only a handpicked few actually knew about the truth. Lynn, Sohyun, her, and Seoyeon. It was why the nurse voted for Kaede’s life despite her contempt, and Yooyeon too.

Jiwoo shot her hand up in a flash, surprising everyone. Even Lynn, who had been the most adamant on Kaede’s removal, only had her arm half-raised. Yubin pressed her lips together, eyeing her friend with an unreadable gaze, and lifted her arm. Chaeyeon quickly joined her best friends with the decision.

The votes came in quicker. Nakyoung, Sohyun, Soomin, Mayu, Sullin, and Chaewon agreed to remove Kaede.

With a shaky exhale, Yooyeon counted the hands and marked them on the board.

She then compared the scores, heart thudding loudly.

Ten for “in,” ten for “out.”

 

The door opened and Kaede was hit with a breeze of fresh, humid air. Her eyebrows slanted and she fell deeper into the arms of whoever was holding her up.

“Where are you taking me?” Kaede tried again but to no avail. The person wouldn’t respond. She tried to take a peek under the moonlight glow and her eyes widened at the sight of Sohyun.

They walked past the mess hall. In her exhaustion, Kaede tried to make sense of her surroundings. She had been locked up in the fourth building on the left. The cafeteria was the building preceding it. On the right was the storage room and the dormitory was the one in front of it.

Facing her was the chain link gate, hundreds of meters away. They were heading directly towards it.

Suddenly, Sohyun changed trajectories, disorienting Kaede. Getting rid of the sudden fog, she then realized they had turned towards the dorms.

Kaede’s head spun, but she kept her mouth shut as they entered the extended hallway. Sohyun dragged Kaede all the way down the dark corridor until they reached the room at the very end.

“This is your room.” She opened the door and led Kaede in.

“...Eh?” She wasn’t able to process what was going on. Spots clouded her vision as she felt her mind slip.

“You are to present yourself at the mess hall first thing in the morning,” Sohyun ordered, ignoring her confusion.

Kaede couldn’t even muster a reply. Immediately, she collapsed on the bed and passed out.

 

Yooyeon internally cursed herself at the result. Her eyes darted from left to right, counting and recounting the votes to make sure they were correct.

Ten to ten. It was a tie.

Yooyeon had thought about the possibility of a tie. They were even in numbers, after all. Unfortunately, to appease the crowd, she had told them if it came down to equal votes, “out” would automatically win the poll. It was only logical given it was about the fate of a criminal, but Yooyeon regretted the decision more than ever.

“Hold on.”

Yooyeon practically snapped her head around. Seoyeon stood up from her seat, her knuckles white against the table, and her eyes holding the same sense of urgency as Yooyeon.

“We’re missing two.”

Murmurs filled the mess all as the girls looked around curiously. They discussed amongst themselves, verifying if they voted or not. In the end, two people were highlighted in glaring red.

“Dahyun and Joobin,” Yooyeon named.

Dahyun had her eyes trailed on the cafeteria table. Joobin, who stood close to the door, looked genuinely surprised at her name being called.

“You two didn’t vote.”

Joobin blinked out the shock in her system but was still clearly startled about being included.

“Joobin,” Yooyeon called out. “What do you say?”

The shake in Yooyeon’s breath was barely noticeable, but, to Joobin’s trained ears, she heard it loud and clear. The soldier swallowed. She scrutinized Yooyeon carefully, reading the secret signals she sent. The scientist shifted her eyes towards the “in” poll for a split second, tapping a finger against her thigh.

“In.”

Yooyeon shut her eyes in relief and marked another line on the board. The score was "tied," both polls technically evened in votes with the rule. It all came down to Dahyun.

All eyes fell on Dahyun, the prime victim of Kaede’s actions. It was as clear as day she knew the mountain of weight hanging over her shoulders. The silence in the hall was deafening, so deafening it overpowered any thought she tried to form. She avoided looking around, knowing exactly what everyone thought. Her? The one person Kaede tried to kill, debating whether or not to keep or get rid of her? If it wasn’t so ironic, Dahyun would’ve let out a chuckle. The more she tried thinking about it, the more ridiculous the premise was. It should be a no-brainer. Kaede was a threat.

But then, there was the Kaede she had seen that morning, weak, unguarded, and at her limit. Something she had said drilled incessantly into Dahyun’s mind.

You have the wrong idea about me.

Dahyun shut her eyes and opened her mouth.

“She stays.”

 

 

Yooyeon had one hand grasping the handle of the electric lantern. It casted an orange light in the empty hallway; all the other girls had already gone to sleep in the late night. Her other hand was placed on the doorknob of her and Seoyeon’s bedroom. When she turned it, she instinctively twitched as it squeaked, and, with the lantern raised in front of her, Yooyeon peeked into the left side of the room.

Seoyeon stirred in their shared bed, eyelids shutting forcefully from the sudden light. She spun to face the wall, a fragile whine of protest escaping her lips. The light noise tugged at Yooyeon’s heartstrings.

“Did I wake you?” Yooyeon spoke in a low, nearly indistinctive voice.

Seoyeon shook her head and turned back around, looking at Yooyeon through half-lidded eyes. “Wasn’t even close,” she murmured.

As Yooyeon exhaled, a smile made its way to her lips. Quietly, she closed the door behind her with a small click and walked into the room, her footsteps barely making a sound above the carpeted floor. She placed the lantern on the bedside drawer, grounding the light. A walnut-brown wooden closet was placed in the far right corner of the room, and beside it was a medium-sized desk of the same color. The bed took the entirety of the left side. A single window was carved into the wall, offset a few inches higher than the center and slotted between the drawer and the closet, covered by a beige curtain.

“Sorry for coming back so late again,” Yooyeon apologized. She wore a pink nightwear that hung loosely over her shoulders, a couple sizes too big on her. The sleeves extended far over the tip of her fingers that held onto the dodger blue notebook she had brought back with her.

Seoyeon sat up and scrunched her nose. “You’ve been working hard.”

With a sigh, Yooyeon opened the notebook and aimlessly flipped through the pages. “The documents hold so much information it’s difficult to sift through it all and retcon my theories. I’m still wrapping my head around the idea that the doctor played a part in creating the virus.” She omitted her hypothesis about Joobin’s potential involvement with HausTech.

“Dahyun said something about it,” she heard Seoyeon say. “Well-intentioned curiosity is what she told me.”

“About Dahyun,” Yooyeon interjected before the topic could change. “Do you think we made the right choice?” she asked, alluding to Kaede.

A heavy sigh came out of Seoyeon’s lips. “We chose to not be like her.”

Yooyeon hummed, tapping a finger above her lips. She clamped the notebook shut and fixed her gaze on Seoyeon’s name on the cover page. The scientist trailed her fingers over the name, a flitting thought crossing the back of her mind.

“Remember when you said I could try finding some kind of cure?”

Her question elicited a surprised noise from the nurse. “You still remember that?”

“How could I forget?” murmured the scientist, turning to Seoyeon with an impossibly soft smile, radiating in the lamp’s sunset glow. The nurse’s heart leaped at the sight, cutting her breath short.

“Would you like to try? Finding a cure,” she rasped out.

She watched Yooyeon stretch her lips to one side, hesitant, but her eyes waltzed with the idea. The scientist had been thinking about it for a while. “It’s a little ambitious, isn’t it?”

Seoyeon shook her head. “Not if it’s you.” She relaxed into the mattress, lying on her side. “If anyone could do it, it’s you,” she whispered.

Yooyeon exhaled, her heart skipping a beat. “You really believe that?”

A nod. “Who else would it be?”

Yooyeon blinked, slightly taken aback, but then her eyes crinkled as her lips curled up into a grin. She placed the notebook on the desk before joining Seoyeon on the bed. The scientist lay down on the mattress and pulled the blankets over herself, all while facing the nurse.

The proximity heated Seoyeon’s ears. Even after weeks of the routine, the nurse’s heart leaped at the casual intimacy. Matter of fact, she wasn’t sure if it was casual anymore. The way Yooyeon looked at her, full of appreciation, gratitude, and something else, and how she would brush hands to lightly comfort her, sensing her negative emotions, made Seoyeon yearn for something more.

Yooyeon was no stranger to her own feelings, how her lips tugged a little higher around Seoyeon, how her surroundings seemed brighter whenever the nurse entered the room. Seoyeon gave Yooyeon a small escape from the ever-looming reality weighing them down. Seoyeon trusted her enough to share her burdens and Yooyeon appreciated how she could share her knowledge with someone who understood. Without realizing it, Seoyeon had chipped away the wall of indifference Yooyeon had built for years due to her job, letting her feel again.

Gingerly, Yooyeon reached her hand out to hold Seoyeon’s. The nurse moved to interlace their fingers, and Yooyeon raised them to press the back of Seoyeon’s hand against her cheek. Seoyeon’s face burned a deep red at the contact and she instinctively leaned closer, a warmness spreading from her heart to the rest of her body, fogging her brain of everything that wasn’t Yooyeon. Seoyeon gazed into those dark eyes, the same as when she had first met the woman, breathless, pulling her away from the heart of the chaos. 

Out of everyone moving in that crowd, Yooyeon had chosen her. Out of everyone moving in that crowd, only Seoyeon had stopped to meet her.

Yooyeon stared back with the same heat, the same intensity.

“I like you a lot, you know?”

The confession sent Seoyeon’s mind into overdrive. She felt as if the fire in her stomach had been turned up to a thousand degrees as she swallowed and took in a shaky breath.

“I know. Me too– I like you too.”

Yooyeon’s shoulders relaxed at Seoyeon’s reciprocation, relieved to know everything they had done all carried the same significance. She retreated her hand to cup Seoyeon’s face. She flitted her eyes over Seoyeon’s lips. The nurse’s breach hitched, catching the movement of her pupils. Yooyeon drew closer, her nose brushing with Seoyeon’s.

“Can I?”

Breathless, Seoyeon couldn’t utter a word. So instead, she settled for a nod, looking at Yooyeon with as much adoration as she could muster.

Once again, Yooyeon’s eyes crinkled lovingly, stealing what little air Seoyeon had left in her lungs. Delicately, she inched even closer, unlinking their hands so she could cup Seoyeon’s face. She brushed her thumb against Seoyeon’s cheek and, although it was only mere seconds, the nurse thought she’d implode from the wait. She would have moved herself, but it was as if she was in a trance, hypnotized under Yooyeon’s gaze, locking her in place.

Finally, Yooyeon closed the distance between them, and a hum sounded in Seoyeon’s throat as she melted, their lips locked together in a soft kiss. Her eyes fluttered closed. Her heart hammered in her chest. Her skin was set ablaze. She broke out of her stone spell, placing her hands against Yooyeon’s front before reaching out to hook them over her back, pulling the scientist even closer.

Yooyeon couldn’t stop the grin forming at her lips as Seoyeon pushed herself against her, hands pressed firmly behind her back. The hand cupping her face trailed to the back of her neck as they locked lips again and she tilted her head to the side, closing her eyes, enveloping her senses with Seoyeon. She felt Seoyeon’s hair between her fingertips, her soft skin as she trailed her hand against the side of her face, her plump lips against hers as she kissed them with as much softness as she could.

Time and time again did Seoyeon felt her heart flutter. Just like everything with Yooyeon, her lips were soft as they molded with hers. Seoyeon shuffled them so that her back sank against the mattress and Yooyeon rested above her. The scientist kept her hand behind Seoyeon’s neck while the other supported her weight, forearm pressed against the mattress beside her face. Continuously, without break, their lips moved together, souls entwined with one another.

When they finally broke away, hearts beating erratically but in sync, both women grinned in a rare moment of ecstasy. They kept their foreheads pressed together as they took the time to breathe, sharing a light giggle, faces burning.

“You’re amazing, Yoon Seoyeon.”

“So are you, Kim Yooyeon.”

Notes:

Alternate chapter title: user sullinator realizes its been 20 chapters, 165k words, and not one of the pairings has *officially* kissed yet

thanks for sticking around fellas i love you all dearly

 

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Chapter 21: Fragility

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"But honestly, that was her own fault. She's the one who jumped off. I just stabbed her leg."

In a fiery fit of rage, Jiwoo yelled out. She snatched the pistol hanging from Soomin's belt, unlocking the safety with a click and aiming the muzzle towards Kaede. Her index finger rested against the trigger.

“I’ll kill you!” Jiwoo shouted at the top of her lungs. Kaede blinked. Her ear was torn and bleeding down her neck.

“Okay,” she spoke. “Then shoot.”

Jiwoo’s teary eyes darted around, expecting the usual shouts of protest. But Soomin didn’t reach for her gun. Seoyeon didn’t catch her after Jiwoo shoved her off.

“What are you waiting for?” asked the nurse, eyes empty. “Shoot her.”

Jiwoo clenched her teeth, hesitating to press the trigger.

“Take the shot, Jiwoo.”

“Pull the trigger.”

“Jiwoo, take the shot!”

“Jiwoo!”

A wince made its way on the athlete’s face, the girls’ persuasion overlapping, bouncing against the walls of her skull like an incessant ringing. Her chest rose and fell erratically, whipping her head around as the bodies mixed into a blurred mess. She gasped and pressed her hands against her ears in an attempt to block off the noise.

She turned back to Kaede and jumped when the thief was inches away from her face, her forehead pressed against the gun. An odd, crooked smile scratched Kaede’s lips. Jiwoo stared into her eyes, staggering at the realization they had become empty sockets.

Suddenly, Jiwoo was submerged in the void, and, with the flip of a switch, all voices dropped, only leaving Jiwoo alone with her heavy breaths. Erratically, she hovered her gun around aimlessly, looking around the pitch darkness for anything at all.

Kaede emerged from the black and Jiwoo stumbled. The athlete didn’t know why she called her Kaede. It looked nothing like her; a twisted version of her, faces mangled together. Its eye sockets were empty. The jersey on its shoulders was worn backward, and chills rose in Jiwoo’s arms as she saw the familiar numbers 03 etched on the shirt.

It scared Jiwoo.

The creature wrapped its fingers around the gun and pressed it against its forehead. Jiwoo could feel the stare despite the absence of its eyeballs.

“I guess you just don’t have it in you.”

Jiwoo screamed and pulled the trigger–

 

 

Jiwoo shot up from the bed and ripped the steaming hot blankets off of her. Sweat coated every inch of her body as she panted, coughing up a storm from her dry throat and pressing a palm against her temple from the pounding ache in her brain. A wave of nausea hit her, but she gulped down the rising bile of yesterday’s alcohol.

The athlete wheezed and rolled off the bed, feeling the air drift around her as she fell and hit the carpeted floor. With another cough, Jiwoo wiped the tears from her face, waiting for the icy tingling in the back of her neck to settle while the rest of her body burned like a furnace.

After Dahyun had turned the poll on Kaede’s side, Jiwoo had stormed out of the mess hall and grabbed the first bottle she had touched in the storage room. She had then locked herself in her room, drinking her head off the whole thing in one go, ignoring the burning in her throat.

The following morning, she dealt with the aftershocks of her abrasive temperament. Jiwoo told herself it was the first and last time she would ever lay eyes on a bottle.

Taking several deep breaths to even out her rattling pulse, Jiwoo shook herself off, pushed herself up, and left her room.

The dim lighting let Jiwoo know it was still early in the morning. Still nursing her headache, the athlete looked down the hallway, her room being the second door near the entrance.

Jiwoo lowered her hand when the door at the end of the hallway opened. Knowing the room should’ve been vacant, she squinted her eyes to get a better look, then a surge of disbelief flared when Kaede stepped out, holding her own head in her hands. They were trembling.

Jiwoo’s legs moved before she could think. She stomped towards Kaede, who had lowered her arms at the noise. Her eyes widened in shock when she noticed the approaching athlete and she furtively tried to retreat back into her room.

She couldn’t fully step through the doorway before Jiwoo yanked her back by the arm. Kaede gasped in pain, feeling her gunshot wound split from the pull, and Jiwoo slammed her against the wall, knuckles grasping the thief’s collar.

“What are you doing here?” she hissed through her teeth, dragging Kaede closer. She glared with all the poison she could muster.

Kaede blinked, shaken. “I’m, uh… your new neighbor.”

Jiwoo slammed the side of her fist into the wall. The impact echoed down the empty corridor. Kaede nudged her head to the side in surprise.

“Stay out of my sight if you know what’s good for you. And, swear me, if I ever see you near Chaeyeon-unnie or Yubin, I’ll–”

I’ll kill you!

Jiwoo sucked in a harsh breath and dropped her hold on Kaede. The thief smoothed down her wrinkled collar, her hands shaky, watching the athlete as she groaned and pressed her temples.

Another door clicked behind them and Sohyun stepped into the hallway, combing her messy hair back as she looked left and right in alarm, having woken up from the commotion. Spotting Jiwoo and Kaede, she then narrowed her eyes but stayed in place.

Jiwoo swallowed and stepped away from Kaede. With a curse and a shake of her head, she walked away, but not without catching Sohyun’s sharp stare.

 

 

Lieutenant General Kim didn’t miss how the survivors would steal cautious glances at him as they passed by, going along with their daily tasks. He himself had a job to do, and at the moment, it required him at the gate. Walking down the road beside him was a soldier named Sung Hanbin, whom he deemed most competent to take over his leadership.

Two female survivors argued with the guards at the entrance. They carried heavy backpacks filled to the brim, and already the general had an idea about the issue.

“What’s the matter here?”

The women snapped their heads towards him in shock. The smallest of the two hesitated.

“We want to leave.”

Surprised, the general raised a brow. “Leave?”

“We feel… uncertain about our place here,” the taller woman spoke.

“And you think you’d fare a better chance outside? With the infected?”

“We had a lot of time to think.” The woman put an arm over the other’s shoulder and brought her closer. “We’ll take our chances on the road.”

General Kim narrowed his eyes, scrutinizing the two survivors in front of him. “You’re Doctor Jo Haseul,” he said, identifying them. “And your half-sister, nurse Yeojin.”

Haseul’s neck bobbed as she swallowed. “Yes?”

The general held a finger up, requesting a time-out, and turned his attention to a soldier posted up the wall who was signaling to him. Understanding the message, he raised a palm up in reply. When he returned to the conversation, his substitute was already speaking.

“You must understand you are much safer within these walls. And, as you two are medical staff, your roles are vital for the survivors of this place.”

“No, Private Sung, it is quite alright.” General Kim set a hand on his shoulder. “You can go. Open the gate.”

The guards stood still, bewildered for a short moment. Quickly, they recovered from it and rushed to unlock and pull the wooden gate open. Haseul and Yeojin switched back and forth between the bridge and the general, expecting a catch, but when the general simply waved them off, Haseul pulled Yeojin with her, holding a hand against their faces as they caught the rotting smell of decaying flesh.

One of the guards raised his rifle, aiming at the girls, but General Kim put his hand out.

“Hold.”

The girls weren’t two steps in when an infected lunged at them. Yeojin shrieked and jumped back. Before it could get to them, a loud shot rang in the street and the infected collapsed to the ground, unmoving. The sudden gunshot stopped every other survivor in the vicinity, and they ogled at the scene in curiosity. Staring down at the body, Yeojin trembled, tears already forming in her eyes.

The soldier lowered his gun. Lieutenant General Kim crossed his arms and gave the girls a look. Haseul’s breath caught in her throat at the reality check. She shut her eyes and let out a shaky exhale.

 

 

Heads hung low in defeat, the two survivors trudged back into Daejeon. When they were out of hearing range, the general let out a huff. The interaction reminded him of the group that had deserted two weeks ago, carrying Soomin with them.

“Deny anyone else exit,” he ordered the guards before turning on his heel and stepping away. As he marched, his ears caught figments of the soldiers’ hushed conversation.

“So many people are trying to leave.”

“Good thing we didn’t get attacked this time.”

“Don’t remind me. It’s embarrassing that we lost.”

“At least that weird kid Joobin isn’t here anymore.”

The general halted. He snapped his head around. “What was that?”

The soldiers went wide-eyed, freezing completely in their tracks.

“The name,” he insisted. “What was it?”

The guard on the right wet his lips. “Joobin.”

Lieutenant General Kim’s head spun. “Last name?”

“...Never told us, sir.”

With a nod, the general reached for a cigarette in his pocket and lit it. Pressing it against his lips, he inhaled deeply. He had sorted through the military documents countless times, but he had never seen a file with Joobin’s name, nor had he ever seen her during his time in Daejeon.

“What does she look like?”

The soldier racked his brain for memories. “Uh, really young. Maybe around sixteen years old. Pretty tall for her age too.” His mind drew a blank and he searched for his partner’s assistance.

“She has long brown hair that goes down to the middle of her back,” interjected Private Sung. “Large but empty eyes. Never talked, but Sergeant Kim cared about her a lot.”

General Kim forced down his anger. Everything came back to the late sergeant. A thorn on his side even in death. Insubordinate and elusive, she had set him back several weeks. Still, he had to appraise her for her boldness. He thanked the soldiers under his breath and they saluted him before bowing. Again, he spun around and walked, his substitute following closely behind.

“Private Sung,” he spoke, a puff of smoke materializing from his breath.

“Yes, sir!”

“You will take over the leadership of this sector. Starting this afternoon.”

The soldier was taken aback but bowed deeply. “Thank you, sir! I will do my best!”

“Yeah, yeah,” the lieutenant general waved him off dismissively, mind focused elsewhere. With this new piece of information, he knew exactly where the group was staying.

 

 

It was easy for Seoyeon to wake up that morning as she felt better rested than usual. Fluttering her eyes open, she was met with Yooyeon’s peaceful expression, still in her slumber. Seoyeon smiled gently, watching the slight rise and fall of the woman’s chest. Her attention moved to her parted lips, and she felt hers tingle as a ghost of yesterday’s kiss lingered.

Seoyeon flushed deeply as her brain flooded her with the memories. Having Yooyeon as more than just a friend or a simple teammate left her heart fulfilled. She exhaled softly and brushed a strand of hair hanging loosely on Yooyeon’s face.

The motion was enough for Yooyeon’s eyebrows to twitch as she stirred awake, letting out a small breath. Slowly, she opened her eyes, adjusting to the morning sunlight peeking through the curtains, then smiled at the sight of Seoyeon gazing deeply at her.

“Good morning,” she rasped out.

Seoyeon’s eyes crinkled. “Morning.”

“Sleep well?”

Seoyeon’s heart beat slightly faster. She brought Yooyeon’s hand up and pressed her lips against her knuckles. “Better than usual. You?”

Yooyeon hummed lightly with a tiny yawn. “Me too. Must be the dopamine. It lessens the stress and makes you feel more relaxed.”

Seoyeon let out an endeared chuckle at the scientist’s logical reasoning. Her eyes trailed onto Yooyeon’s lips once more, and she instinctively wet hers with her tongue. She swallowed.

“Can I kiss you again?” she requested rather shyly despite her unapologetic stare.

Yooyeon grinned through half-lidded eyes. “Of course.”

With her approval, Seoyeon leaned forward and pressed her lips against Yooyeon’s, locking them into a short kiss. It lasted a second, barely over a peck before Seoyeon retreated with a bashful smile. Her shoulders relaxed and warmth spread through her tired limbs, reinvigorating them for the long day to come.

Yooyeon giggled and pressed her forehead against Seoyeon’s, her ears red. They stayed in that position for a few more seconds before mutually pulling away, permanent grins etched on their faces.

“Let’s get up,” said Seoyeon. “We have some time to research before we start setting up the farm.”

With a nod, Yooyeon brushed her nose against Seoyeon’s before stretching her limbs and sitting up.

 

 

“Yeonjimon, catch!”

Yeonji reached her hand out and grabbed the bat Nien passed to her. Her eyes sparkled and she let out a gasp of awe at the sight. It was a smooth aluminum bat, black in color from the taper to the cap with a royal blue line trailing up on each side. The handle kept the same blue and the knob at the end reverted to black.

Soomin, who sat next to Yeonji, leaned over her shoulder and let out a “wow.” The skateboarder gaped at her new equipment, then looked up to Nien with a beaming smile. “This is awesome, unnie! Thank you.”

The firefighter grinned. “You should thank ‘Tone. She’s the one who found it.”

Yeonji nodded furiously and admired the bat again. Soomin, on the other hand, turned to the cafeteria. No one was present other than Kaede, Sohyun, and Shion, who were seated at the other end of the hall. “Where is she?”

Nien threw a thumb back. “Helping set up the farm with the others. I’m going there too if you wanna join us.”

Yeonji and Soomin shared a glance and shrugged. “Sure, why not? Not like there’s anything else to do these days.”

“I miss playing League…” Soomin bemoaned.

“No, unnie, you don’t,” came Yeonji’s deadpan response. “Trust me. Do you want another Draven running it down again?”

The gunner scoffed playfully and messed with the top of her turtleneck. Yeonji stretched her lips to one side and leaned back into her chair. Nien sighed empathetically but waved goodbye before leaving.

The cafeteria fell silent, an air of something settling into the hall. Yeonji couldn’t quite identify what it was, but it made her feel restless. She cast a glance at the other three survivors. Sohyun watched Kaede’s every move as the woman ate, and Shion stayed mainly because she wanted to.

Yeonji shifted back to Soomin. “Are you not hot in that?”

Soomin looked up, still fiddling with her shirt. “I feel fine.”

“You don’t have to hide them, you know? They’d understand.” The group still hadn’t told Lynn, Sullin, Yubin, and Dahyun about the infection.

“No.” Soomin shook her head, placing her hands on the table. Her knuckles were still bandaged from last week’s outburst. “I don’t want to slip up again.”

“It wasn’t your fault.” Yeonji reached to grab Soomin’s hand, but the gunner flinched away. The skateboarder looked up, hurt and confusion flashing in her eyes.

“I don’t want to hurt you.”

“No, it’s fine.”

They fell into another silence, one Yeonji could identify well as awkward. She had no idea how to navigate the ocean that was Soomin’s world. If she drifted from an iceberg, she was met with a rock. The waves, normally rambunctious in nature, had significantly stilled, but it only left an ominous taste in her mouth.

Yeonji looked down at Soomin’s hands. She picked away at her fingers, her nails permanently cut short. She had told them about the woman she had scratched. Infected. Even when she had hunted Soomin down like an animal, her death was a permanent guilt on the kid’s skin.

Yeonji mulled over what to do when Nien’s suggestion popped back into her mind. She stood up and stretched.

“You wanna go see them make the farm?” she offered, spinning her bat in one hand.

Soomin looked up, a hint of a smile on her face. “Sure.”

 

 

The sky was clear for once. Chaeyeon wished it wasn’t. The puddles, as they dried, rose to her skin with a steaming humidity, its fervor multiplied by the scalding hot sunlight sitting right above them. She wiped the sweat off her forehead for the nth time before adjusting her grip on the heavy bag of soil. About half of the girls dug up the mountain dirt while Chaewon, Sullin, Yooyeon, and Seoyeon stood on the side, overlooking the process.

Chaeyeon and the rest couldn’t do anything yet. So, in the meantime, she waited, catching sight of Joobin circling the chain link perimeter.

“Hey.”

Chaeyeon turned and saw Mayu, hugging her soil bag with peach-colored gardening gloves over her hands. The woman had her eyes set on Seoyeon and Yooyeon. “Do you think something’s up with them?”

Nosy, Chaeyeon spun her head towards the two leaders. At first, she didn’t see it; they interacted normally with Chaewon and Sullin. Then, they turned to each other with beaming smiles and starry eyes, brushing hands. Yooyeon pressed her head lovingly against Seoyeon’s shoulder, ears red. Chaeyeon was dumbfounded. She had never seen the scientist act that way.

“You don’t think…?”

“I was with them in the storage room earlier,” Mayu commented. “They’ve turned their skinship up to a thousand.”

“Oh, they’re totally together!”

Mayu and Chaeyeon turned back to see Nien approaching with a grin on her face.

“They’re so mushy-mushy together, you know what I mean?” Nien made kissing gestures with her hands. “Super cute, but I’ll stay away from it for now.”

“They look good together…” Chaeyeon trailed off, seeing Seoyeon giggling at something Yooyeon said. Her eyes instinctively searched for Jiwoo, who dug another shovel full of dirt before tossing it off to the side. Chaeyeon swallowed as the lean but firm muscles in her arms tensed and untensed, covered in dirt and sweat. Her head ventured off, and her face heated up as she imagined herself in those arms.

“Ooh, is that love I see?”

“What!” exclaimed Chaeyeon, ripped out of her little fantasy.

“I heard something about love?” Xinyu joined in, snacking on a bag of stale chips. Nien opened her mouth and the fashionista fed her a piece. They proceeded to call each other what Chaeyeon had learned to be “honey” in Mandarin.

“Are you two?” Chaeyeon pointed a finger between them.

“Huh? Oh, no,” Nien dismissed and wrapped an arm around Xinyu’s waist. “This woman here has her heart reserved for someone else,” she sing-songed. Xinyu giggled, a bashful rose brushing over her cheeks.

“Who?”

Nien smirked. “Bodyguard Park.”

Chaeyeon hummed, her attention wavering as she noticed Joobin making another lap of the fence. Her focus was nearly obsessive.

“Today’s a good day, isn’t it?” Nien tilted her head up with a smile. “No problems.”

“Don’t jinx it,” whined Mayu as she lay down on her bag. “We still have her to worry about.”

The mood drooped. A sudden irritation hit Chaeyeon’s neck and she rubbed it with a frown. Then, she turned away from the sunlight burning her face. “I cannot believe she actually stayed,” she said with disdain.

Xinyu and Nien at least had the sense to look apologetic. “I’m sorry. I really am. But, it was either that, or we left her to die,” said the fashionista.

Chaeyeon passed a hand through her hair and huffed. She felt far from safe with Kaede anywhere near her and her friends. Goosebumps pricked her arms, reminded of Jiwoo’s tantrum the day before.

After Yubin’s question last week, Chaeyeon had observed Jiwoo closer, and indeed, her friend was right. Something was up with her. She understood Jiwoo’s frustration after Yubin’s death scare, having been there herself, but she knew her. Jiwoo got snippy sometimes, but the outbursts were always small, and she always apologized afterward. But her anger lingered too long and too intense. It worried her.

And Chaeyeon wasn’t a fool. Yubin was also acting strange. The traceuse had clearly been avoiding them, and any conversation they had felt suffocatingly off. It had only gotten worse after Yeojeong’s death. Even with the stories they had shared with each other, Yubin hadn’t told them everything.

Chaeyeon watched Yubin, who was also helping with shoveling dirt. The traceuse minded her own business, keeping a respectful distance from Jiwoo. There was something shaking in her eyes that Chaeyeon couldn’t quite pinpoint.

Yubin lifted her pants and dusted off a clump of dirt stuck to her leg and Chaeyeon squinted. That was when she saw it. A black line on her calf from where she had been stabbed. She had never outwardly shown it to them. It was eerily similar to Soomin’s scars.

Chaeyeon’s eyes widened. The dots in her head connected at the speed of light. It all made sense. The awkward conversations, her refusal to show the injury, her avoidance after the doctor’s death, the same doctor who had researched the infected.

Abruptly, she stood up. She needed to confirm it. She had to talk to Yubin.

 

 

The man peeked an eye out from the tree, taking cautious, quiet breaths.

“How many are there?” asked a female voice behind him. The survivor leaned forward, counting the heads in the far left field. From where he stood, they looked like ants as they worked shoveling out a large patch of dirt. Still, he tried his best to count the heads.

“I see sixteen of them at the very least.”

“That’s already more than us, isn’t it?”

The man hummed. His eyes widened as the young soldier approached the fence again and he snuck back to hiding.

“We don’t have to confront them,” he whispered.

“With them here, the surrounding resources are stretched out. Do you remember how many houses we scavenged only to find them completely emptied?”

He shook his head. “They have guns; you saw them. Makes you wonder what else they have in that base…”

“They shot Minkyung-unnie. Killed her son. If we hadn’t come back in time, she would’ve bled to death,” asserted the woman. “They attacked first by invading our place and hurting our people. I won’t sit idly by and wait for them to strike again.”

The man pinched the bridge of his nose, thinking. Thanks to the information one of them had given Minkyung, it had only taken two days for them to find where the culprits lived. Initially, his anger was resolute, but, after watching them for days, understanding the sheer difference in numbers and weaponry, he doubted they would gain anything.

“We’ll discuss with the others,” he stated, turning his back on the base. “Come, we need to return before the sun sets.”

He took a step forward. The woman’s eyes widened and she froze. Before he could ask, he felt something pressed against the back of his head with a click.

 

 

Chaeyeon and Yubin stopped behind the building, under the shade, away from everyone else. Yubin kicked her leg out, souring her lips. Chaeyeon’s eyes drifted around. Next to them was the massive water filter contraption Dahyun had constructed. She still didn’t quite understand the mechanism; how could layers of rocks, sand, and charcoal filter anything? To her, it sounded like it would only make things dirtier, but the water came by in barrels and tasted alright, so she didn’t question further.

“So, uh, what did you want to talk about?” asked Yubin, on her toes.

“Lift your pants up.”

Yubin stiffened. “What?”

“I saw it,” Chaeyeon said. “Lift your pants up.”

She heard the curse under her friend’s breath. When Yubin reached for the hem of the pants, her hand trembled. And when she lifted it, delicately, Chaeyeon choked on a gasp.

A black scar took over Yubin’s calf. It extended over the wound, stretching out the leg with a black mold, similar to the ones the infected were covered with.

She contemplated the mark. Without realizing it, she had already teared up.

Yubin sighed and dropped her grasp. “This is why I didn’t want to tell you.”

“No, I just– I’m sorry.” Chaeyeon took a deep breath. “For how long?”

“Since the fall at the bridge.”

“Then, Dahyun-unnie, too?”

Yubin shook her head. “She doesn’t have it.”

“Oh.” Chaeyeon swallowed, heart beating fast. She wrapped her arms around Yubin, pulling her into a hug.

But she was pushed away.

“Unnie, what are you doing?”

“Wh– You’re fine, right? It means you’re immune, like Soomin!” Chaeyeon spoke quickly, her eyes sparkling with fear and hope.

“No, you don’t get it.” Yubin gesticulated with her hands. “Yeojeong said I’m not turned because it’s not doing anything in my system. But I don’t know when it’ll wake up. I might attack you and the rest of the group at any moment.”

Yubin caught herself and backtracked. “Hold on. What do you mean, ‘like Soomin?’”

Chaeyeon’s pupils contracted into pinpricks. “I, well, she’s also infected.”

A weight dropped in Yubin’s stomach. “How?”

“Zombie scratches. It’s all over her collarbones,” Chaeyeon explained. “Everyone but your group knows about them.”

That explains the turtlenecks, thought Yubin. Her face brightened. “Then I can tell Yooyeon-unnie about it.”

Chaeyeon nodded. “She’ll find a solution. You’ll be okay.”

A weight was lifted from Yubin’s shoulders at the revelation that she didn’t have to hide her secret. “This is insane,” she mumbled to herself.

Chaeyeon kicked a leg back and forth. There were many things she wanted to say, that she wanted to ask, but they all fell on one person.

“You have to tell Jiwoo.”

“No.” The response was immediate, alarmed.

“Yubin, please.”

“I– I can’t. She’ll freak out. We just got Kaede back today. If I say this now–”

“Then when are you going to say it?” Chaeyeon’s voice raised. “The timing will never be right. If you keep stretching this out, if you’re that scared of hurting us, imagine how Jiwoo would feel if out of nowhere, you turned into–” 

Anxiety bubbled up Chaeyeon’s stomach. “What if your fears become a reality?”

It was as if someone had punched Yubin in the gut. The weather was scorching hot despite the shade. The traceuse fanned her shirt.

“Shit,” she cursed, tears pricking at her eyes. “You’re right. I need to tell her.”

Chaeyeon’s expression was downcast. It was way too hot and humid. She felt the sweat roll down her forehead. She wiped it down, her mind going back to Kaede. “Have you spoken with Dahyun-unnie yet?”

Yubin let out a sarcastic snicker. “What is there to say? ‘Unnie, thanks for saving the person who almost killed us.’” Her smile dropped from her face and she exhaled through her nose. “But the other option was basically a death sentence. I can’t get angry at her when it’s the same reason why she gave me another chance.”

Chaeyeon’s lips tugged upwards as she wiped her tears. “Yubin not getting mad? That’s surprising.”

“Yeah, well, that whole ‘therapy’ sham Jiwoo always told me to get turned out to be pretty effective.” Yubin smiled and sighed. “Really, Dahyun-unnie’s great. So I’m sure she has a reason.”

Chaeyeon nodded. “Are we going to be okay?”

The question held a weight none of them could fully understand. Yubin cupped her forehead and sighed.

“I hope so.”

It wasn’t quite the answer Chaeyeon was looking for, but she tried for another hug. Yubin didn’t reject her that time around, wrapping her arms around her in a tight embrace. The fence rattled behind them. Yubin looked up and stared hard and long at the infected, moaning a promise of death. The traceuse shut her eyes and squeezed tighter.

 

 

Even though they had voted for her to stay, the group didn’t dare approach Kaede. She had barely seen any of them. And whenever they did cross paths, they either gave out a glare or walked by faster.

Feeling nothing but fidgety, Kaede clenched and unclenched her fists repeatedly, feeling her blood flow through the veins freely, unrestrained. A leg bounced up and down. Her ration, still small, had at least upgraded to two cans of preserved tuna instead of one. Eating it, she had to resist throwing up. She was sick of the fish and the salt, and it tasted terribly stale. She glanced at the expiration date stamped on the lid.

25/11/2022

She clenched and unclenched her fists again.

Sohyun stalked incessantly behind her, watching and judging her every move. A presence so menacing Kaede hesitated to even think about doing anything.

To be honest, she no longer felt like doing anything. Perhaps she had grown too accustomed to her prison, and her brain had turned into straight mush. 

Kaede knocked her fist against her head. She was desperately trying to get herself together.

“Why am I here?” The question spilled out of her tongue. Messy.

“There was a vote. It was favored in your staying.”

“Well, either the votes were rigged, or your group is filled with idiots.”

Sohyun frowned and placed a warning fist on the table. “If it wasn’t for them, you’d be dead.” Her voice was low, threatening.

Kaede skimmed over the hand, her leg bouncing up and down restlessly. In her peripheral vision, there was Shion, who hadn’t left since early morning. Her presence was nothing short of nauseating.

“So is this it? You’ll just watch me all day?”

“Until we’re sure you won’t hurt anyone.”

Kaede couldn’t bite down her snark. “Looks like it’ll take a while.”

Sohyun didn’t reprimand her this time around. Shion looked at her with her usual pitiful, empathetic eyes. Kaede exhaled.

“Can you leave?” she let slip out.

Shion was taken aback. “Why?”

“Just go away.”

Shion’s arm twitched, but she stayed in place, sustaining Kaede’s growing qualms.

“Shion,” intervened Sohyun, noticing her unrest. “Could you go out to the farm? They could use an extra hand.”

Finally, Shion swallowed and nodded, leaving the two girls. Opening the double doors, she met Lynn, who gave her a critical stare before walking into the cafeteria.

The agent didn’t spare Kaede a glance, waking up to Sohyun and whispering something into her ear.

“They’re asking for you in the basement.”

Sohyun looked between the two of them, dubious, but Lynn reassured her she wouldn’t do anything. She nodded and walked out of the mess hall, leaving Kaede alone with the agent. Only then did Lynn give her a small glare. Kaede clenched and unclenched her hands.

 

 

The man had a rectangular face with a rectangular nose. His eyebrows were thick. Hints of a beard stuck out of his chin, and he was rather big. The woman was smaller but showed off her robust muscles and had her hair tied back.

Sohyun had identified them as the group members she and the team had previously met. They had also shown recognition towards Sohyun. It had come across as shock on their faces. The bodyguard managed to keep her expressions to a minimum.

“I won’t ask again.” Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips. “Why were you spying on us?”

Her question garnered nothing but silence from the strangers. Several minutes had passed since their capture. The man, whose name was Donghyuk, kept his eyes down. Sowol, the woman, stayed defiant.

Yooyeon thinned her lips and turned around. She urged the others – Seoyeon, Nakyoung, Sohyun, and Joobin – to follow.

“Other than their names, we’re not getting anything from them,” she whispered once they were out of earshot.

Sohyun looked over Yooyeon’s shoulder. “Doesn’t look like they’ll speak anytime soon.”

“I’d say beat the information out of them. Sometimes, you have to use a little force,” suggested Nakyoung.

Seoyeon gave a light shake of her head. “If we hurt them, they’ll only get angrier.”

“It’s either that or they get away scot-free from spying on us. We don’t even have to send them back.”

“And risk raising suspicion from their group? They’ll know something’s wrong if they don’t go back.”

“They’ll rat us out anyways! What difference does it make?” Nakyoung was growing increasingly frustrated, her whispers turning sharper. Seoyeon furrowed her brows, searching for Yooyeon’s approval.

Yooyeon pressed her lips into a thin line, thinking. “No, I think Nakyoung’s right,” she mumbled. “It was over the moment we brought them in.” She glanced at Joobin. The kid watched, stoic, but with a slight frown.

Seoyeon’s eyebrows slanted. “We’re not like that.”

Yooyeon contemplated the look in Seoyeon’s eyes. They were pleading, brim full with compassion. Still, a shard of fear lingered. It was no mystery that she was against hurting people, and Yooyeon wasn’t fully convinced of Nakyoung’s proposal, either. They were still open to try something else.

An idea brewed in Yooyeon’s mind. “Untie them.”

“What?” Nakyoung hissed. Sohyun narrowed her eyes. Even Seoyeon was surprised at the sudden request.

“Let’s try sympathizing first,” she explained. “See if they play along, but if they cross the line, intimidate them enough to have them back off. Avoid hurting them.”

The girls, save for Seoyeon, were far from pleased at Yooyeon’s idea. Still, Sohyun approached the two and undid the restraints. They dropped on the floor and the strangers brought their hands to the front, kneading their wrists. They wore expressions of relief and confusion.

“Look,” Yooyeon started, getting their attention. “We’re clueless as to why you’re here, and you won’t answer our questions. But we’re rational people. We can talk this out; this doesn’t have to escalate.”

Sowol’s nostrils flared. “Already has.”

Sohyun stepped away, keeping her eyes on them, alert. “Is it because we took out that friend of yours? The one who turned?”

“More than that,” chipped in the man, who kept a calmer demeanor.  “We had a break-in. The culprit shot one of our people in the leg and she almost died. We managed to track her back here.”

The girls tensed, eyes widening in realization. Lynn had told them the story the day of the incident, frustrated but regretful of her actions. They didn’t know the woman shared a group with those at the store.

Yooyeon was the first to collect herself. “Then we sincerely apologize. We were looking for something personal, but the story we’ve been told is that your friend, Minkyoung, struck first. Our people just reacted accordingly.”

“After they stormed our house.” Sowol took a step forward.

“Was ours in the first place,” Nakyoung grumbled under her breath. Yooyeon pinched the vigilante’s forearm, effectively shutting her up.

“They tried a peaceful approach but she’s the one who attacked. We lost one of ours, too, in the confrontation.”

“The man in the basement?” asked Donghyuk.

Yooyeon gave them a nod. He thought for a moment before nodding back. “It was a loss for both of us,” he concluded. “I think we can co-exist peacefully.”

Yooyeon swallowed down her nervousness, relieved that at least one of them was open to a peaceful resolution.

“No, I won’t settle for this.” Sowol marched forward, a flicker of rage in her eyes. “They came into our base, shot our group member, one of them beat our teammate to death, and they just get to walk away?”

“We can’t do anything about it.” Donhyuk reached for her arm but she swatted it away, still marching. She stopped when she was inches away from Yooyeon’s face.

“Why should we let this go?” She got up closer, her eyes boring into Yooyeon’s. The scientist kept her feet rooted, resisting the woman’s intimidation tactics. Around her, her group mates tensed, ready to fight back at a moment's notice.

Yooyeon stared calmly. “We’re giving you a chance,” she spoke, her voice laced with ice. “If you’re thinking about a fight, don’t. You are outclassed in every aspect. Weapons, numbers, basecamp. We’re trying to save you from a conflict you won’t win.”

The woman’s breath hitched and Yooyeon peered into her eyes. They bubbled with rage as her face contorted between different ugly expressions of vitriol. Ultimately, she faltered and stepped away. Donghyuk grabbed her shoulder.

“Let’s go.”

“They’ll show you out.” Seoyeon nudged in Sohyun and Joobin’s direction. They passed by the girls, Donghyuk with a small bow, and Sowol shooting Yooyeon a final glare. The scientist looked back plainly.

Once the door closed, Yooyeon shut her eyes and leaned back with a muffled groan. Seoyeon moved to her side and brushed her fingers against her cheek.

“You okay?”

With a nod, Yooyeon took Seoyeon’s hand in hers and brought it closer, her skin warm to the touch.

Nakyoung interrupted with a click of her tongue. “Why couldn’t we just fight? Now we know nothing.”

Yooyeon pulled away. “If this grows into a full-blown conflict, some of us will get hurt. No matter how fragile it is, we need to at least try for peace.”

“And if we end up having to go against them anyway?”

“Then we can delay it. If we go to war, we might have to kill people. Human beings. Can you kill a person, Kim Nakyoung?”

Nakyoung opened and closed her mouth. She stretched her lips to one side and turned away with a huff.

“For our group, I would.”

Her answer left the girls stunned. Seoyeon’s heart drummed lightly in her ears. The look in Nakyoung’s eyes was one of determination when she looked up. Yooyeon blinked, and the slightest of smiles stretched her lips.

Seoyeon wiped her face with a nod. “Let’s go back.”

 

 

Donghyuk and Sowol hiked in silence. Their eyes flitted carefully around them as they walked back to the house. Donhgyuk spotted the familiar marking on a nearby tree and gestured at Sowol to follow his lead. He watched as she stomped her way up to him.

“This is good for us,” he said. “They don’t want a fight.”

Sowol scoffed. “They’re looking down on us.”

“Any other group would’ve killed us on the spot. Let’s be grateful and get out of their faces.”

They kept moving. Donghyuk found the edge of the forest and pushed a branch out to enter the clearing. 

“There’s no reason to stay here, anyway. You said it yourself– the resources have already been poached.”

“Just great,” Sowol whispered. “Run with our tail between our legs.”

They snapped their heads behind them at the rustling of leaves. A clumsy foot stepped forward, then the infected’s body followed, a chunk of flesh ripped off of its neck. It jogged in their direction.

Sowol pulled her knife out, waited for it, and struck the blade clean through its skull. She pulled it back and it fell on the grass. She frowned.

“They don’t usually come around this time,” she said and stared at the sun. It was an hour away from setting. Donghyuk hummed in agreement and they picked their pace back up.

The survivors approached the quiet house. Donghyuk rapped at the door twice, then three times. During the small pause, he shared a glance with Sowol. “We don’t tell them anything. Nothing happened.”

The door opened and Donghyuk was instantly greeted by the sight of a rifle pointing at him. With widened eyes, he threw his arms up. Sowol did the same beside him, and he heard a gruff voice speak from the living room.

“It’s a shame Doctor Lee isn’t here.”

Donghyuk and Sowol were forced into the house. The owner of the voice stood up fully, wearing a legitimate military uniform. Stars adorned his shoulders, coming in threes, and a pink pistol was secured to his hip. Two soldiers in full uniform backed him up. Sitting on the couches were their group members, eyes wide with fear.

“Welcome back,” said Lieutenant General Kim. “Let’s have a chat.” 

 

 

Dahyun often found herself in front of Yeojeong’s grave. The sun had only started to set, leaving the sky blue with a little bit of red. The rock they had found was smaller and more rugged, and the patch of fresh grass in front of it let everyone know there had been no body to bury. Her feelings of devastation in the first days had diluted, leaving only a lingering heartache in her chest.

She didn’t let herself feel too sad. After all, nothing ever lasted.

“Hi, unnie.”

Lynn and Sullin joined Dahyun, arms linked together. Dahyun gave them a small smile.

“Hey. Is the farm done?” She looked over to the other end of the base. Some of the girls stretched out their tired limbs while others opted to nap on the grass. Dahyun’s arms felt sore from all the digging.

“For the most part,” answered Lynn, tilting her head sideways. “We’ll till the soil and plant the seeds tomorrow. Sullin and Chaewon want to let it rest.”

“Rest is good.” Sullin flashed a thumbs-up. Dahyun smiled endearingly. They turned their attention to the stone. It was a few yards away from Hyerin’s.

“Sorry we couldn’t recover his body,” Lynn apologized, downcast. There had been no burial, no face to look at before they covered the wooden box like they had for Hyerin. Even then, there never was a box.

Dahyun shook her head, dismissing the subject. “You watched Kaede for a while, right?” she asked. Sullin tilted her head in Lynn’s direction. The agent nodded, massaging the back of her neck.

“Her demeanor was mild. I don’t trust it,” she said with a frown. “And she’s especially fidgety.”

Sullin hummed. She put her wrists out and mimed them being tied together. “Not enough blood,” she explained, then shook her hands off. “And, her head…” she tapped the crown of her head and drew an x.

“She was isolated for the better part of two weeks,” said Dahyun. “We should expect serious mental repercussions.”

“So she’s harmless?”

“For now. She’s weakened. Fragile. Now would be the best moment to extend an open hand.”

“Will you do it?”

Dahyun sighed, her shoulders dropping. She contemplated Yeojeong’s grave. It could’ve very well been her with the commemorative rock. “I need more time.” She looked into Lynn’s eyes. “You’re not mad at me?”

There was a moment of silence. Then, a breath.

“I just hope you don’t regret this, unnie,” Lynn confessed sincerely. “I don’t really get why you said yes, but I hope you don’t regret it.”

Sullin pressed her cheek against Dahyun’s and gave her a small hug. Lynn reached a hand up and rubbed her reassuringly on the shoulder. Dahyun closed her eyes, feeling her tension release, thankful she had met these girls.

 

 

“What’s this about?” asked Jiwoo, sitting on the bed in her room.

Night had fallen. Chaeyeon nervously played with the lamp’s brightness adjuster, flicking the room between light and dark. It was a nervous habit. She sat on the carpeted floor, cross-legged. Yubin sat backwards on the chair, her arms crossed over the top back of the seat, shoulders stiff.

“You ignored us for two weeks and suddenly you got something to say?” Jiwoo continued.

Yubin undid the knot between her eyebrows. “Yes,” she said with some difficulty. She swapped glances with Chaeyeon. “Look– I… I’m sorry. For ignoring you. Both of you.”

Jiwoo raised an eyebrow. Yubin continued, “It was shitty of me. I just didn’t know what to say. And I didn’t want to worry you.”

A feeling of apprehension lodged itself in Jiwoo’s heart. She held her breath. “And?”

Yubin dropped to grab the hem of her night pants. “The reason why I avoided you was because of… this.”

She pulled it up and revealed the back scar. Jiwoo’s eyes expanded and she examined the wound with an exhale, a release of tension replaced by the quickening pace of her heart. She knew what it meant. Her best friend, Yubin, was infected.

“When?” she croaked out, ceaselessly gaping at the wound.

“The bridge,” answered Chaeyeon, still messing with the light. It flickered more forcefully.

Jiwoo turned to her. “How long have you known this?” Her voice wasn’t accusatory. Only curious. She knew Chaeyeon was anxious enough.

“When I pulled her away from the farm to talk.”

Jiwoo recalled the moment. She had given them a suspicious look before going back to digging. “Okay,” was all she said. An intense pressure grew at the back of her neck and she rubbed it furiously.

Yubin and Chaeyeon glanced at each other, worried.  The two friends had expected another outburst, any rise in Jiwoo’s anger, but it was like the fuse hadn’t been lit. “Are you okay?” asked Yubin. Jiwoo held a finger up, shutting her eyes.

“Yeah. Just– I’m thinking.” Jiwoo said rather unconvincingly. “Does this mean you’re immune?”

Yubin tensed. “Not quite. It’s, like, dormant. I can turn at any time.”

Jiwoo nodded but it only made her headache worse. The lights kept twisting. Her breathing quickened, suddenly. Her body felt cold, too cold, but at the same time, it was on fire. She couldn’t control the tremors in her nerves. Her eyes fell on her shaking arms. She felt Yubin’s stare on her, and it was as if her mind was shutting down, not getting enough oxygen.

The lamp stopped flickering and Jiwoo felt a hand wrap over her back. Another hand tilted her face to the side, and she met Chaeyeon’s eyes.

“Jiwoo, take a breath. You stopped breathing.”

Jiwoo gasped as she inhaled suddenly. She huffed and took another breath, slowly. “Damn it.”

“Are you sure you’re fine?” Yubin joined the other side of the bed. “I don’t like to say it, but you’ve been acting up more often.”

Jiwoo let out a final exhale then shook her head, looking at the ground. “I don’t know. I’ve been thinking of things I don’t want to think. I’ve been wanting to hurt people, and I hate it.”

Instead of pulling away, Chaeyeon leaned closer. “It’s okay. It’s hard not to think about it. We get it, we really do.” Chaeyeon reached her arm further out to pull Yubin in. “But we’re together. We’ll work this out.”

“Yeah, and I swear I’ll never bite you,” Yubin told a severely misplaced joke. “You’d probably taste terrible, anyway.” Chaeyeon tsked and slapped her arm.

Jiwoo chuckled lightly and leaned into Chaeyeon’s shoulder. “Sorry for worrying you.” Chaeyeon hummed and placed her head on Jiwoo’s. Yubin swooped in to hug the both of them.

Jiwoo closed her eyes and breathed in peacefully, her friends’ presence drowning out the crashing waves of her thoughts. The moment felt fragile, as if it could break at any time, but she savored it. Things felt fine with them around.

Chaeyeon broke the peace with a loud yawn. “I’m getting tired. I think I’ll go back to my room.”

“Why can’t you just sleep in Jiwoo’s room?” Yubin teased. Jiwoo gave her a warning glare, feeling a sudden heat in her cheeks.

Chaeyeon’s eyes widened. “Hey, you’re right. We should all just spend the night here. A sleepover, like old times.”

“That sounds nice,” Yubin agreed. She then frowned and distanced herself. “Ah, no, I can’t.”

Jiwoo rolled her eyes and pulled Yubin by the collar. “Gong Yubin, if you don’t stay, I’ll kill you myself.” She thought for a moment, then added, “And if you do turn and bite us, well, at least it was you.”

“Don’t say that. I’ll get teary-eyed,” complained Yubin, whose voice had already gotten hoarse. She grinned as a tear glided down her face. “Ah, crap.” She chuckled and wiped her eyes. “You guys are awesome.”

“Says you,” Chaeyeon argued. “You avoided death at least ten times now. Do you want me to name them all?”

“Ugh, no more zombie stories,” Yubin waved her hand in front of her. “Anyone got something else?”

“No,” said Chaeyeon with another yawn. “I really want to sleep.” She reached for the lamp and dimmed the lights until it became pitch black. Jiwoo heard shuffling as her friend adjusted herself on the bed and she also leaned into the mattress. Yubin decided to splay her body on both of them.

Despite Chaeyeon saying she wanted to sleep, the girls chatted quietly in the dark for minutes on end, recalling a few more school stories and mourning the nostalgia. Eventually, both her friends had fallen asleep, leaving Jiwoo to stare at the dark ceiling, restless. Her thoughts, reemerging like a tsunami, gave her whiplash. The rage in the pit of her stomach reignited as the realization of Yubin’s infection truly dawned on her. She was reminded of her nightmare the previous night and her meeting with Kaede in the hallway. Even with her closest friends by her side, she couldn’t push away her sickening anger. She gripped the sheets, biting down a shout of frustration.

Tormented by her own mind, Jiwoo was unable to sleep.

Notes:

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Chapter 22: Accomplice Delinquent

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Kaede and Shion stood in a dark, unsuspecting alleyway that ended in a tall brick wall. The initial panic had settled down after a few days, but moving around was still a challenging affair. Kaede kept her switchblade in her pocket, fiddling with the handle. Shion peeked out of the alley before reeling back at the faraway howl of a car siren. Instantly, the noise was followed by a cacophony of growls and fast footsteps.

Shion ducked into the corner of the alley and covered her ears, waiting for the horde to pass. While she shut her eyes, Kaede watched as dozens of infected filled the streets, the numbers too big for anyone to take. Some of them wore military uniforms as they jumped over tanks and barriers. She had a grip on her switchblade, but was certain they were safe where they were.

As expected, the numbers dwindled minutes after the initial siren, and the pair avoided any confrontation.

Kaede breathed a quiet sigh of relief as the final zombie ran past the alley. She looked over to where the blue car was parked a hundred yards away, clean and untouched. Its owner, a small group of prisoners, stayed in the small restaurant behind the vehicle. After having spotted them yesterday, Kaede locked onto them as her target.

She lowered herself in front of Shion, who still had her ears covered with her eyes shut. She gave her a light tap on the shoulder. Shion blinked and dropped her arms to look around them, leaning her head against the wall after realizing they were safe.

“The infected are distracted. Now’s a good time to make a move.”

Shion narrowed her eyes. The plan was for her to go up to the prisoners and try to join their group. After earning their trust, she would look for the car keys, and, upon finding them, she’d take them and leave before anyone spotted her.

“You use whatever you can to get on their good side,” Kaede reminded her. “That includes using your looks to your advantage.”

“My looks?” Shion parroted.

Kaede leaned closer, studying Shion’s face. “You're cute. Pretty. Paired with your soft voice, they'll let their guard down. Think you aren't a threat.”

Shion blushed in embarrassment. She looked around the empty alleyway hidden away from the sun and retreated further into herself at a nearby snarl.

“Remember: get the car keys. You get out right after.”

“And what if I get hurt?”

Kaede’s eyes landed on Shion’s. Her expression reflected nothing, and, after some seconds of reflection, she turned away.




Soomin ran her fingers across her injured knuckles. The bandages had been uncovered, showing the faint black scarring on her skin. She sat across from Yooyeon and Seoyeon, and to her right was Yubin, her scar exposed for all to see. They were gathered in Yooyeon’s personal research office, which was a small room located at the end of the office building, the same one they had kept Kaede in. The single door was curtained, ensuring their privacy.

It had been early morning when Yubin, still in her sleepwear, had visited Soomin’s dorm room. With a pat of the teenager’s head, she had then shown her scar, and any exhaustion from Soomin had evaporated in an instant.

“You’re not alone in this.”

A wave of gratitude and misplaced relief had washed over Soomin when she heard Yubin’s words. With a whine, she had instantly wrapped her arms around Yubin, forcing her into a hug. Yubin had chuckled lightly, running her fingers through Soomin’s hair.

They had then decided to meet up with Yooyeon and Seoyeon after breakfast. The couple was initially shocked at Yubin’s reveal, but they were quick to accept and reassure the girl. The scientist grew curious at the development, which led Soomin and Yubin to speak about their respective experiences.

“It’s so weird,” Soomin started. “I get angrier easily. Stronger too, I guess. But I can’t stand loud noises– I can’t even shoot my guns without a silencer and even then it’s loud.”

Yubin narrowed her eyes, thinking seriously. “I don’t have any of those. Everything feels normal to me. I just have the weird scar. But sometimes I feel like it moves and I get grossed out.”

Seoyeon cringed. “Have you tried removing it?”

“Once. But when I put my knife close I suddenly got this chill, like a bucket of fear just fell on me. The closer the knife the more afraid I got. In the end I just couldn’t do it.”

Yooyeon frowned, tapping a finger above her lips. She caught sight of the scalpel on the metal tray and picked it up. “Can I try something out?”

The sharp instrument glinted in the sunlight. Yubin sucked in a breath, dubious. “Just don’t stab me.”

Yooyeon stood from her chair and moved across the table. Lowering a knee to the ground, she hovered the scalpel near Yubin’s scar. She heard the girl’s breath hitch as she inched closer, but kept her focus on the wound. Yubin’s scar was a black that felt sharper to the eye. Soomin’s scars were pale in comparison. Studying it closer, she realized it flitted away from the scalpel.

When the blade was just an inch away from the scar, Yubin suddenly hissed and jerked her leg away.

“Shit– I didn’t mean to do that,” Yubin excused herself.

Yooyeon pressed her lips into a line and turned to Seoyeon. Her partner held the same contemplative crease of her eyebrows. After Yubin placed her leg back in its original position, Yooyeon tried again, spawning the same result as before. Her heart beat slowly in her chest at a realization.

“I think it’s alive,” she breathed out.

Soomin shot up. “Seriously?” Next to her, Yubin’s eyes had widened.

“The black scars are the fungi,” Yooyeon explained. “The heat and moisture are ideal for fungal growth.” She straightened herself up and reached for Yeojeong’s HausTech documents. “So the doctor did create a mutualistic fungal genome,” she muttered, flipping through the pages.

“What species does it belong to?” Seoyeon rested her chin on Yooyeon’s shoulder, eyes scanning through the highlighted information.

“It isn’t specified, but I wouldn’t be surprised if he had taken inspiration from that specific Cordyceps genus. I don’t quite remember the name, but it is known to take over insects.”

“Those are the ones from The Last of Us , right?” Soomin’s eyes turned starry. “I love that game. Kinda miss playing it. But it would be really cool if those were the types of zombies we’re dealing with. Actually, wait, no it wouldn’t. They’re super scary.” She pursed her lips. “And don’t they have a hivemind?”

Yooyeon looked up from her papers to stare at Soomin, then placed the documents back on the desk. A heavy frown settled on her face. She had no idea what Soomin was talking about, but the idea of a fungal hivemind interested her.

“All we know at the moment is that Yubin’s scar is a living colony, able to trigger her fear receptors for the sake of self-preservation,” she concluded. “And, with the summer rain, it has the perfect conditions to cultivate.”

Yubin’s eye twitched. “So you’re saying I’m a literal breeding ground for zombie mushrooms.”

“That’s what I want to figure out.”

Yubin wilted into her chair and looked at the ceiling. “How nice.”

 

 

The two girls were free to leave after Yooyeon was satisfied with the information they provided. She wrote them as bullet points in the dodger blue notebook, which was nearly filled halfway. Seoyeon stayed by her side, being able to help with her research since there hadn’t been any injuries.

“Their infections are different,” Yooyeon said. “Yubin’s is dormant, so she doesn’t obtain the virus’s properties, but the mold still grows. Soomin, on the other hand, is active. She shows the typical symptoms, but seems immune to whatever mind-control the infection possesses. Not only that, but the fungal coverings are dead.”

“So there are variants,” Seoyeon murmured, subconsciously massaging Yooyeon’s shoulders.

“That is the hypothesis,” agreed Yooyeon, melting at Seoyeon’s touch. She swallowed. “Unfortunately, we don’t have the equipment to prove those theories.”

“We’ll add them to the list.”

Yooyeon pondered for a moment. “Actually, I’d like to figure this out as quickly as possible. I don’t know how much time Yubin has.”

“You want to go out on a run? Right now?” Seoyeon asked in surprise. Their usual team of scavengers had already taken the bus for the day.

“We still have the car,” Yooyeon pointed out, concluding her final bullet point and clapping the notebook shut.

Seoyeon scrunched her nose, looking around the room. She stood up, grabbed the nearby duffle bag, and hoisted the strap over her shoulder. “Let’s go, then.”

Yooyeon blinked and turned to her, taken aback. Seoyeon caught her stare. 

“I’m not leaving your side,” she stated simply. “Besides, I don’t think anyone else would recognize what you’re looking for.”

Yooyeon hummed. Seoyeon was right. Still, she had to ask. “Are you certain?”

“I can’t just hide forever. And we don’t have to go alone.”

Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips as her head ran through all their group members. One by one, she eliminated her options. Most of them had their own daily tasks – Xinyu took care of the laundry, Mayu counted the resources, Dahyun was a crucial engineer, – and bringing the kids was out of the question.

Yooyeon lowered her hand. Only a couple people were available. “Let’s ask around,” she said.

 

 

“A run?” Shion asked, wide-eyed. Like yesterday, she stayed by Kaede’s side in the cafeteria. Her condition had improved from yesterday, but she stayed curled in on herself, occasionally feeling her hands. Her gunshot wound had yet to heal. She seemed less sickened by Shion’s presence. 

“We had planned to have multiple runs in a day,” Yooyeon recalled their first meeting. “Seoyeon and I are going. It would do us good that you join us.”

Shion hesitated. “Well, uh…” Her eyes flickered to Kaede, who listened in on their conversation with a careful eye. Despite her general apathy, Seoyeon couldn’t help but notice the tear of Kaede’s ear had completely mended, the new skin at the ridges a baby pink.

“Isn’t anyone else available?” Shion wondered.

“We already asked,” Yooyeon answered. “Chaeyeon didn’t want to go, and she told us Jiwoo needed some time to rest.” She kept her initial supefaction at Jiwoo’s refusal to herself.

When Shion was still doubtful, Seoyeon placed a hand on her shoulder. “Shion. You’re the person in here I trust the most. I know I can count on you to have my back, and I’ll make sure nothing happens to you. You don’t have to come with us if you really don’t want to, but we would be seriously grateful for any help.”

Shion grabbed Seoyeon’s hand. “Of course I’ll help you, unnie. I always will. I was just wondering about… Kaede.”

Of course. Seoyeon forced down a grumble. No one else was free. If they took Shion, Kaede would be left alone, and she didn’t trust the woman to wander around unguarded.

“We could take her with us?” Shion offered, uncertain.

Seoyeon snapped her head up in disbelief. “...Seriously?”

Yooyeon brushed her fingers with Seoyeon’s. “Good time as any to put her to the test,” she whispered out of the others’ earshot. “She’s still weakened.”

Seoyeon’s fingers danced on the back of Yooyeon’s hand as she thought deeply. From the corner of her eye, Kaede watched quietly, her form non-threatening. She swallowed. They didn’t have many options.

But, she pondered further, if said options were to either put the others in danger or herself, she’d pick the latter in a heartbeat. After all, it was their choice to bring Kaede back.

With a sigh, Seoyeon yielded. “Fine,” she said, loud enough for all to hear. Then, on the side, she whispered to Yooyeon, “But I don’t like this.”

Yooyeon interlaced their fingers. “I’ll keep an eye out,” she reassured, readjusting Seoyeon’s bangs. The nurse hummed and leaned into the touch, unable to push down her growing smile. It dropped when she noticed Kaede’s knowing eyes.

 

 

The sunlight was hidden behind white clouds, easing the heat on the students as they worked diligently on the farm. Chaewon and Sullin watched on the side, whispering a few words to each other about the layout of the plants. Yooyeon, Seoyeon, Shion, and Kaede had gone on a run, and with the last girl gone, the air felt more relaxed.

Chaewon huffed and shook her legs. Standing around left them numb, and she felt slightly bored. Scanning the area again, she caught sight of a person in the far right corner, her light brown hair tied low behind her head. She immediately identified her as Hayeon. The troublemaker was busy planting the seeds, and a watering can was placed next to her.

Chaewon narrowed her eyes. Given her poor educational record, she didn’t quite trust her to follow the task. Subconsciously, her heart beat quicker, excited at the premise of potentially critiquing the girl. With a sly smile, she detached herself from Sullin and walked over.

As she approached, Chaewon reached over to observe Hayeon’s work. Then, almost in an instant, she deflated. The seeds had been distributed evenly in the soil and the spacing was near perfect. Not only that, but Hayeon had also given them just the right amount of water. Hayeon was clearly taking great care in her task.

“You’re doing well,” Chaewon commented, unable to hide her disappointment.

Hayeon turned around and wiped the side of her head with her forearm. Sitting loosely on the bridge of her nose was a pair of inaccurately prescribed glasses, round in shape. She wore turquoise gloves and held a trowel in her hand.

“What’s with that tone?” asked Hayeon, squinting. A bead of sweat she couldn’t catch trailed down her forehead.

Chaewon huffed in frustration, having lost the opportunity to verbally berate Hayeon. So she went for the next thing that came to mind. “Why weren’t you this dedicated in school?”

Behind them, Yeonji and Soomin paused their work and looked over. Hayeon sputtered at the sudden attack but collected herself, pushing her glasses up. “Well, first of all, school’s a bum-ass place.”

Yeonji cheered and gave Hayeon a high-five. Chaewon held in the urge to facepalm.

Hayeon kept going. “Second, my life actually depends on this.”

“And school doesn’t?” Seoah intercepted from the other end.

“We lived in the middle of nowhere. I was going to take over my dad’s car shop anyways.” Hayeon smirked and flashed Chaewon a wink. “And third, I get to impress a pretty girl.”

Soomin, Yeonji, and Seoah bursted into laughter. Chaewon’s face flushed deeper than crimson and she kicked the watering can, emptying its contents onto Hayeon. The troublemaker yelled and stood up, throwing her gloves off to wring her clothes from the excess. Still, she grinned.

Sullin ran up to the girls and threw her arms out. “The farm!” She pointed at the soil. It had turned into mud.

“It’s her fault!” Chaewon shifted the blame onto Hayeon. The troublemaker placed a hand to her chest, feigning hurt.

Sullin drew an ‘x’ with her arms. “I don’t care. The farm.” She picked up the stray seeds. “Fix it,” she ordered in English.

No one moved. Then, Chaewon tapped Hayeon with her shoe.

“Why do I have to do it?” Hayeon protested. “You ruined it.”

“You’re the worker.”

Hayeon scoffed and put her gloves back on. She ducked and patted the wet soil. Chaewon watched with her arms crossed.

“There’s no deeper reason to your delinquency?”

“Nope,” answered Hayeon, popping the ‘p.’

With nothing to work with, Chaewon instead turned to Yeonji. “Do you know?”

The skateboarder shrugged. “Hayeon-unnie already told you everything.”

“So there really isn’t anything special?” Chaewon pouted. “That’s boring.”

“Hey!”

Tuning Hayeon’s protests out, Chaewon found her new target in the form of Yeonji. “Why were you always in trouble?”

“I just skipped school to skateboard. That’s it.” A lie. But Yeonji’s excited tone had dropped, so Chaewon let it go and went for Sullin.

“Unnie, why are you in Korea?”

They looked at Sullin curiously. She pursed her lips and looked to the sky, racking her brain for the right words. Finding nothing, she instead formed a speaker with her hands and spun around.

“Joobin!” she yelled across the base. Like an owl, Joobin snapped her head in her direction. The buildup cleared for the time being, she was helping Jiyeon train with her military rifle. The two girls gave each other a glance before marching towards the teenagers.

Sullin murmured something to Joobin out of Chaewon’s range. Joobin blinked.

“A race.”

“You must be a fast runner, then,” Jiyeon told Sullin. The girl hummed and nodded despite not fully understanding.

 Soomin had her focus on Joobin. “You know English?”

“Yes.”

“What kind of school did you go to?”

The girls turned to Joobin, expecting an answer. The young soldier narrowed her eyes. “A military school.”

Soomin waved her hands around. “Yeah, we know that– ooh, you’re giving us an answer so that we don’t complain, but an answer so obvious we don’t actually learn anything more about you.”

“Yes.”

“Wait, I’ve always wondered,” Yeonji spoke up. “How old were you when you joined the military?”

Joobin blinked. She spotted Seoah, whose head was tilted in curiosity. Pursing her lips, she decided to answer. “I was born a soldier.”

Gasps echoed in the farm. Soomin and Yeonji’s words overlapped with each other while Jiyeon covered her mouth with her hand, her eyes wide in shock. Sullin scratched her cheek and Chaewon gaped, hands placed above her head. Seoah frowned heavily.

Yeonji grabbed Joobin by the arms. “Like– you were literally just born to be a soldier? And your name’s just Joobin? So you don’t even have a last name. Do you even have a last name?”

The conversations quickly heated as the girls joined in one by one, invading Joobin with questions. Hayeon, the only one not caring about the drama, tossed her trowel to the side. “Am I the only person working here?” she complained.

The girls stopped and turned to look at Hayeon. A couple seconds later, they went back to Joobin, resuming their discussion. Attracted by the commotion, Jiwoo, Chaeyeon, Yubin, and Dahyun joined them.

“What’s going on?” asked Chaeyeon.

“Joobin doesn’t have a family name,” Yeonji replied.

“No way,” Jiwoo said.

“And she was born a soldier,” Chaewon added.

“No way!” exclaimed Yubin.

“We should make up a last name for her,” suggested Jiyeon.

Yubin snapped her fingers. “Gong Joobin.”

“That’s just your last name.” Jiwoo rolled her eyes. “Lee Joobin has a nice ring to it,” she then said. Yubin scoffed and shoved Jiwoo to the side.

“Wait,” intercepted Seoah. “Let’s hear what she likes.”

The group waited attentively for the soldier’s decision. Yubin pointed at herself with an enthusiastic nod and Jiwoo pushed her away.

Joobin scrunched her nose and stretched her lips to one side, the most expressive any of them had seen her yet. Then, finally, she shrugged.

The girls sighed in unison, some of them murmuring in discontent.

Yeonji lit up. “No, no, I got this!” She slammed a fist into her palm. “Her name’s Joobin, right? So we can just split it up into two parts. Joo – Bin. Joo and Bin. Joo Bin. Last name Joo. First name Bin, and we just call her Binnie. We’ve been doing that anyway. It’s a good idea, right?”

Dahyun nudged her head towards Joobin. “What do you think?”

Joobin mulled over the proposal. “Sure.”

The team collectively cheered. Chaeyeon began chanting “Binnie” and the other’s joined in slowly. Yeonji bragged about her idea, then gave Soomin a smile. The gunner smiled back gently, some of her fire rekindled.

“Hey!” Mayu called out, walking towards them after leaving the storage room. “Why isn’t anyone working?”

The girls jumped and stopped chanting. Swiftly, they went back to their original tasks.

 

 

They droned in on the nearest school they could find on the map. It was a little under a half-hour drive, and the roads had been nothing but thick oaks and pines towering on both sides. Rarely, an infected emerged from the foliage to chase them only to be left in the dust. Seoyeon drove the car while Yooyeon stayed in the passenger seat, map in her hands. Behind them was Shion and Kaede, Shion shifting an occasional glance towards Kaede, who kept her eyes on the forests.

Without complications, they spotted the first buildings of the small village. Pulling a page from their usual scavenging team, Seoyeon parked the car a few minutes’ walk away from the nearest one. She let out a shaky breath at the sight of the barren place, wasting away from the inactivity. She didn’t spot any infected, but her hands still shook, body ready to pump in adrenaline at the first oddity.

Her nervousness wasn’t missed by Yooyeon. She placed a comforting hand on Seoyeon’s shoulder. The nurse leaned into the touch, closed her eyes and let her heartbeat slow. With one final breath, she nodded, giving Yooyeon a look of loving gratitude before opening the door and clutching her mask closer against her face.

 

 

The closer they got to the school, the more Shion had to adjust her grip on the pink pistol. Soomin had given it to her after hearing news of their mission; the teenager hadn’t gone out since the day of her violent outburst. Still, she wished them good luck with a smile.

Shion had no idea how to use a gun. It rested awkwardly in the sweaty palms of her hands, afraid to set it off with any movement. Soomin had given her the basics on how to use it, and Joobin had added a comment or two, but if push came to shove, Shion was certain her first bullet would end up either down in the ground or up in the sky. Additionally, the prospect of using such a weapon went against her personal morals.

Not once in her lifetime did Shion ever think she would have to hold the weapon responsible for hundreds of thousands of deaths. But the only person who knew how to aim and shoot was Kaede, and despite them having given her another chance, they didn’t trust her with a lethal firearm.

They entered the school, shoulders sagging subconsciously. Papers were scattered on the floor and spilled blood had dried against the walls, but there was no sight of corpses. Seoyeon flicked her flashlight on and shone it into the hallway.

Careful about where they stepped, the group walked deeper into the school. As they passed each closed door, Seoyeon flicked the light onto the panel above, briefly reading the room name before moving on. They were looking for the laboratory. Shion knew Yooyeon and Seoyeon wanted more equipment for their research; Yubin had just told everyone about her infection, coaxing Soomin to do the same. Shion had no idea about it until that morning. She didn’t like to admit it, but she was a little fearful.

What if they infect me? Even on accident. Shion shook her head. It must’ve already been difficult for them. She didn’t have to fuel their worries.

They made a left turn and spotted another set of sliding doors. Above it was written ‘laboratory,’ and the door had a message written in white chalk.

    Junho

      stop toying with them

  it’s annoying to hear at night

Seoyeon shone the flashlight left and right, ensuring the hallway was clear. With Yooyeon’s nod of approval, she held a fist up, then swiftly banged it against the door. They waited with still breaths, and, seconds later, they heard a growl as something slammed into the door on the other side.

They waited a few more seconds, keeping their eyes on the end of each hallway. There was nothing.

“What do we do?” Seoyeon whispered, stepping back at another thump. Yooyeon looked to the side and spotted the other door.

“Shion,” she called out, then nudged her head in its direction. Albeit uncertain, Shion nodded and quietly trudged towards it.

Seoyeon rapped against the door every few seconds. As carefully as possible, Shion pushed the sliding door open. She peeked into the room with one eye, watching the female infected knocking itself against the first door. It had yet to spot her, too distracted by Seoyeon’s continuous bumps.

Shion’s hands shook as she reached for her knife, but Kaede pulled her by the shoulder and placed her to the side. Then, she crossed into the room with a knife in her left hand.

Shion furrowed her eyebrows; they hadn’t given Kaede a weapon. She looked down and noticed her knife missing from its holster. She looked back up just in time to see Kaede noisily running up and stabbing the knife into the zombie’s temple. It collapsed, and Shion turned towards the other two to see their stunned expressions.

Calmly, Kaede walked back towards Shion and placed the knife into her hands. They noticed Seoyeon marching over, the light bouncing up and down as she walked. Even with half her face covered, her eyes leaked with anger.

“We had a plan,” she hissed.

“I followed it,” Kaede replied coolly. “I only made things faster.” Seoyeon clenched her fist, but Kaede ignored her and turned to the science room. With a scoff, the nurse followed.

 

 

Yooyeon picked up a box of latex gloves and placed them into her backpack. Her eyes roamed around the cabinets, scanning the broken instruments. With an exhale, she turned away and spotted a camcorder lying about on one of the tables. Curious, she picked it up and pressed the power button. Her eyebrows raised when it turned on.

The scientist scrolled through the saved videos and selected one. The camera’s monitor lit up and presented a group of girls wearing beige uniforms and filming themselves, bright smiles on their faces. Behind them was a boisterous classroom filled with life.

Yooyeon played the next video. The same girls – Yooyeon counted five – were on a rooftop, practicing a choreography they created on a cloudy day. She played the next video. The same girls ran down the hallway, laughing with grins of pure, unsullied happiness.

The corner of Yooyeon’s lips twitched. She hadn’t had those experiences. Her mind drifted to the girls in her group who were just as, if not younger. She turned the camcorder off and placed it in her backpack. Yooyeon crossed a leg over a pile of broken beakers and looked over to her teammates.

“Do we have everything?”

Seoyeon perked up from the other end of the room. “I have the microscope,” she answered. “Did you check the storage room?”

Yooyeon spun on her heel to check. The door was closed. She reached and knocked twice against the wood, then waited for a response.

The scientist stepped away when she heard several slams coming from the inside, paired with angry snarls and groans. Yooyeon was quick to move a stray desk against it before backing away.

She stepped to the side again when the door of a lower cabinet knocked and rattled. She pulled her knife out, waiting for something to jump out the cabinet, but whatever was in there stopped moving.

Yooyeon exhaled through her nose and put her knife away. “We should go.”

 

 

Despite their initial plans, the group decided to make a detour for the kitchen, hoping to find extra rations.

The only source of lighting came from the large window panels on the sides. Just like the rest of the school, the cafeteria was devoid of any life, only leaving puddles of dried blood and maggot-eaten lumps of flesh to rot.

Seoyeon pointed the flashlight into the kitchen and gulped. Weeks worth of rations were stacked on the shelves. Cans of food, unopened bags of rice, jars of nuts and grains all shone in the light. The girls let out shaky breaths and accelerated their walking pace.

Shion put a hand on the metal grille and effortlessly moved it to the side. In awe at the treasure they stumbled upon, she didn’t question further and hoisted a whole bag of rice into her duffle bag. She tested the weight and was pleased to see she could carry it.

“There’s so much…” Seoyeon whispered behind them.

“Everyone must’ve run away,” Yooyeon theorized.

Something glinted in the light. Shion spun her head towards it and her eyes widened. It was a portion of sweet bread sealed in a plastic packaging. Excitement pounding in her heart, she picked up the pastry, then sighed upon finding it was covered in mold. She inspected it further, and with a shrug, moved to put it in her bag. Before she could, though, Kaede snatched it out of her hands and tossed it far away. The bag crinkled as it hit the floor.

The look Kaede gave her was judgemental. Shion pressed her lips tightly before moving on with a light pout, more heartbroken than she liked to admit. She picked up a can of spam and put it in the duffle bag. Moving back up, she noticed something odd.

“Do schools usually give out pudding?”

“Pudding?” Seoyeon repeated, dumbfounded. She walked over to where Shion was and picked up the massive container of chocolate pudding. “They don’t. Healthcare banned it. Why would–” Her eyes widened and she snapped her head towards Yooyeon. The scientist understood the sudden urgency; the place belonged to someone. 

“We need to go, now.”

Hastily shoving a few more cans in the bags, the girls hoisted them against their backs and moved out, a wave of anxiety rising in each of their chests. They rushed through the cafeteria with hurried steps and reentered the empty hallways. There was dried blood everywhere, but no trace of zombies. Seoyeon snapped the flashlight around, freezing as a bullet engraved in the wall reflected against the light.

Seoyeon picked up the pace and they hurried through the hallways, suddenly feeling as if they were stuck in a labyrinth. The stress disoriented them. Their footsteps echoed loudly down the halls, having forgone any sense of discretion. Yooyeon tapped Seoyeon on the shoulder and directed the girls to turn the right corner. They followed without question. Still level-headed, the scientist was able to guide them.

The school entrance was in their line of sight. Kaede’s ear twitched as they walked and she stopped. “Wait!”

The others kept walking, doubting her call, but halted when they heard the roar of an approaching vehicle. The engine then shut off, drowning the group into a deafening silence. Seoyeon spun her head around before pointing at the nearest classroom. “In there, go!”

They rushed inside, knives out, but were thankful to find the classroom empty. The moment Yooyeon slammed the sliding door closed, they heard the front door open, and they dropped to the ground, holding their breaths.

“Junho, I told you to kill the girl,” came an authoritative male voice, old and deep.

“She wasn’t a threat. Nothing would’ve changed.” The other guy, presumably Junho, replied. He was clearly younger.

Someone chuckled. “He wants to appear as the ‘good guy,’ that’s all.”

“Whatever, man.” There was a fourth voice. Also male. It was the most level-headed of them all. “We got what we needed. We spilled less blood. We got back safe.” The closer their footsteps, the harder Seoyeon’s heart beated.

Eventually, the steps receded, leaving them some respite to breathe. Seoyeon loosened her white grip on her knife and closed her eyes.

“Hey,” said the first voice. “Don’t you all remember? Check the classrooms.”

Their hearts stopped. A pair of boots clicked, getting closer to them. Shion looked wildly, looking for a place to hide. Beside her, Yooyeon did the same. Hundreds of thoughts branched out in her mind as she searched for the best solution, but in the end, she was flummoxed.

To their shock, Kaede stood up, her gaze made of steel, and she rolled her shoulders. Seoyeon spotted her clenched fists, and she tensed, ready for a fight to roll out. She, Yooyeon, and Shion followed Kaede’s lead.

But, when the door slid open, Kaede threw her hands up in surrender.

The man staggered in surprise and reached for the shotgun resting behind his back. The three men behind him spun towards them in alarm.

“What’s going on here?” approached one of them. His voice matched the first one the girls had heard, letting them know he was the leader.

“Please, we’re so sorry,” Kaede said in a high-pitched voice, intentionally making herself smaller. “We were just trying to find something to eat.” She moved to show the other girls, who stayed still, stunned into confusion.

Suspicious, the leader still grabbed his revolver and aimed it at Kaede.

“You’re not gonna hurt me, are you?” Kaede asked, her voice pitched an octave higher with her eyebrows slanted, making pitiful eyes at the survivors. Their eyes stayed sharp, but the grasp on their weapons faltered just slightly.

“It’s precaution,” answered the man at the forefront, the barrel of his shotgun leering at Kaede. “What business do you have here?”

“We were just looking for food. We haven’t been eating well.” Kaede slowly reached her hand down to lower her mask. The men grimaced at her dry lips and hollow cheekbones, evident proof of her hunger. She put her arms back up, but her right hand was far lower than her left.

The placement didn’t go unnoticed by the leader. “Raise your arm higher. I don’t want you trying anything.”

“Hold on,” interrupted the youngest-looking man of the group. They recognized him as Junho. “She might be hurt.”

The leader raised a brow and nudged his head towards Kaede, silently questioning her. Kaede’s gaze flickered to her teammates, and something glinted in her eyes.

“I was shot in the shoulder,” she confessed.

Her interrogator lowered his revolver even more. “How?”

Kaede took a shaky breath. “They shot me. My teammates.”

The girls could only stare, mouths agape and eyebrows knitted tightly. Seoyeon gritted her teeth and stepped forward, but the leader raised his gun again in her direction.

“Your own group mates shot you?” asked Junho, walking up. Kaede lowered her head and nodded. He scoffed. “What kind of group hurts their friend?”

“We aren’t friends,” Yooyeon answered coldly. Junho spotted the pink pistol in Shion’s hands and reached for it, taking it for himself.

“They shot me with that same gun,” Kaede lied. “I’d show you the wound, but I’d have to lower my arms.” She put up an innocent facade.

The leader frowned. “And what happened to your ear? Did they do it too?”

Kaede moved to cover the injury with her hair. Then, she shook, hugging herself, and nodded. A sob racked her body.

“I didn’t know what else to do… I don’t know how to survive on my own…” she cried. Seoyeon had to resist the urge to roll her eyes.

“Did you ever want to take revenge?” He raised an eyebrow.

“Well, I…” Kaede hugged herself. “Once. It was a fleeting thought. I don’t know if I could really hurt someone.”

Seoyeon pressed her lips under her mask.

Junho snaked an arm over Kaede. “Hey, don’t worry about it. As a matter of fact, why don’t you do it right now?”

“Junho,” warned the fourth guy, still in the back.

Junho ignored the warning and placed the gun in Kaede’s hands. “You should join us, instead. We’d never hurt you like that.”

“Really?” Kaede asked with starry eyes.

“Yeah,” replied Junho, a dumb smile on his lips. “All you have to do is kill them. I’ll show you how to use a gun.” He eyed the leader for approval.

The leader hummed lowly, watching Kaede’s every move. “It’s a good way to introduce her to firearms,” he said, raising his own revolver at Yooyeon. “And to see if she has the guts.”

Junho grinned and guided Kaede, sleazily lifting her arm with his hand. Shakily, Kaede raised the pistol and aimed it at Shion, resisting the urge to throw up from the guy’s sickening contact. She let out a trembling exhale, narrowing her eyes at the girl, who looked back with large, fearful ones. Shion’s thoughts were easy to read, worn on her sleeve.

Is this it? Are you really going to kill me? Us? The only pinch of anger in Shion’s expression was her inability to save her friend Seoyeon from the same fate. As always, her unrelenting kindness lightly tugged on Kaede’s heart. She wiped her tears from her eyes and coldened her stare. She stopped shaking and steeled her shoulders.

“Control your breathing, make sure it’s aimed at her forehead,” Junho whispered incessantly in her ear, not having caught on. “When you’re ready, take the–”

Kaede changed her trajectory and pulled the trigger with a loud bang. At once the leader collapsed on the ground, crimson blood spilling out of his head as his eyes hollowed in an instant.

Kaede fired again at the man with the shotgun before he could recover from the sudden upset. The bullet sank into his chest and he fell to the floor, convulsing in pain and coughing out blood. The shotgun dropped in front of Yooyeon as she, Seoyeon, and Shion staggered. Shaking it off, Seoyeon pulled Shion into the classroom and away from the fight. Yooyeon also dashed away, but kept her eyes on the shotgun.

Kaede raised her gun once more, but the recoil from the pistol tingled against her arm and ripped against her wound. It slowed her down just enough for Junho to hook an arm around her neck, locking her in place and cutting her breath short.

“Shit…” he hissed, fumbling for his gun. Kaede gulped with a wince, threw her head forward, then slammed back against Junho’s face. His grip weakened as he screamed and Kaede smashed her elbow against his throat. He choked and staggered, coughing as he held his neck. Blood spurted from his bruised nose.

Kaede flinched and ducked when another gunshot rippled through the air. The fourth man, still far away, had pulled his revolver out. He shot again and the bullet ripped through the side of Kaede’s leg. The thief gasped as searing white pain covered her vision and she fell to the floor. Without break, she rolled away from another gunshot. As she planned to roll again, Junho grabbed her by the arm, pressing forcefully into her shoulder wound. Kaede yelled as he dug his fingers against the injury.

Junho pushed a knee against her back, immobilizing her. He finally managed to pull out his glock and held it against Kaede’s temple. With a wheeze, he tried pulling the trigger, but another gunshot echoed in the classroom and he screamed, clutching at his arm.

Yooyeon held the shotgun awkwardly in her arms. Her first shot had missed terribly and had hit the wall, her only saving grace being the pellets that had flung into Junho’s arm. She cocked it and fired again haphazardly, staggering from the recoil. The pellets slammed into Junho’s skin and his flesh exploded. Luckily enough, some hit him square in the neck and he was flung to the ground, but others hit Kaede’s left arm and she gasped again, the pain tearing into her nerves. Still, the thief was clear-headed enough to push herself up and dash into the corner of the classroom when the fourth man fired again, and the bullet ricocheted on the floor.

Yooyeon breathed harshly, adrenaline slamming through her heart. She mistakenly peeked over the sliding door only to have the final man fire at her, the gunfire ringing against her ears. She narrowly avoided the shot and it instead tore into the door, ripping off chunks of wood. With heavy breaths, she counted how many shots he had fired, remembering something Kotone had once told her.

“Revolvers only have six rounds.”

The scientist counted five rounds. One more in the chamber. Yooyeon looked over at Kaede. The thief had dropped her pistol as she grasped her wounded arm with white knuckles, hissing through her teeth. Yooyeon turned to where Seoyeon and Shion were. They stood in the farthest corner of the room, away from the fight. Seoyeon shielded Shion’s body with hers.

“We don’t have to do this!” Yooyeon yelled. Her call was met with silence. Yooyeon sighed and cocked her shotgun again. “I apologize for the death of your men; it was unexpected, even for us.”

Seoyeon urged Shion to get down. The girl listened and ducked. With light footsteps, the nurse then made her way to the classroom’s second sliding door.

“You are outnumbered,” Yooyeon kept talking. “If you leave now, we won’t have to hurt you.”

“You killed my friends,” her opponent barked. “Like hell I’ll leave without putting a bullet through each of you.”

Yooyeon listened carefully to where the voice was and determined he was still in the same spot, if not a little closer. It was far enough for Seoyeon to open the door safely as a distraction, and the nurse knew that. She put three fingers up and counted down slowly.

When she lowered her final finger, Seoyeon flung the door to the side and Yooyeon turned the corner. The man instinctively shot his final round towards the distraction, and Yooyeon pulled the trigger, flinching at the recoil. He let out a guttural scream as pellets hit his legs and he tried to run away limping. He didn’t go far before he gave into the pain and collapsed in the hallway, wincing and yelling.

Yooyeon lowered her shotgun and combed back her matted hair. She shut her eyes and breathed deeply as her ears were filled with the pained moans of her opponent. Carefully, she left the classroom and stepped towards him. The man raised his revolver at her and pulled the trigger only to hear an empty click of the barrel. He cursed under his breath before tossing the weapon away and pulling out his knife. He tried standing up, but his knees wobbled and he collapsed again.

The rest of the girls stepped out of the classroom, trudging towards the man. He uselessly swung his knife at them, panting heavily with his teeth bared, like an injured animal backed in a corner. He groaned and yelled before narrowing his eyes at Kaede, who limped and held her injured arm. She winced, barely able to hold herself up as blood trickled down her fingers.

Yooyeon didn’t know what to do. He was already incapacitated; they didn’t have to kill him. But then, with a sneer, the man placed the blade against his neck. Yooyeon’s eyes widened and she took a step back. His angry gaze never leaving Kaede’s, the man decisively slashed his own throat. He slumped instantly as blood spilled out of the fresh wound. His eyes hollowed out as his mouth parted and bubbled out blood. He twitched once, twice, then lay motionless.

Losing her strength to stand, Kaede fell down. Shion rushed to help her up. Seoyeon furrowed her eyebrows and turned away from the scene while Yooyeon kept her gaze on the dead man. Her dimming adrenaline let her process the events with a clearer head.

They had just killed four men. Four human beings. Not infected. One of them Yooyeon herself had murdered.

It was them or us, she reasoned. The excuse fell bitter on her tongue. She had killed infected before. They had looked just like people. But killing real people felt…

There was a hole where Yooyeon knew she should’ve felt guiltier, more weighted down by her actions.

But it was done to save Kaede’s life. Yooyeon shook her head before she could spiral. “Let’s go back,” she spoke quietly.

“I don’t think she can go anywhere like this,” Shion said, patting Kaede’s arm. Her fingers were stained with blood and Kaede winced again. More red dripped from the wound in her leg.

Yooyeon sighed, scrutinizing Kaede. “There must be an infirmary. We can see if they have anything.”

Shion nodded and motioned Kaede to get on her back. The thief listened with some embarrassment and moved with the remainder of her strength. Shion stood up, her arms supporting Kaede’s legs. She walked around effortlessly, impressing Yooyeon.

“Infected might swarm here from the noise.” Seoyeon scanned the area with her flashlight. “We shouldn’t stay long.”

“They won’t come.”

The girls whirled their heads towards the new voice. Yooyeon clutched her shotgun tighter and Seoyeon highlighted the source. A young girl with long black hair and wearing a brown uniform peeked out from the corner of the hallway, the same one that led to the laboratory.

“Who are you?” Yooyeon loosened her grip on her weapon.

The girl blinked and shied away. “You’re looking for the infirmary, right?” she asked. The girls shot each other odd glances but nodded.

The young survivor pressed her lips. “Follow me, please.” Then, she disappeared, and the group moved swiftly to catch up.

 

 

Kaede hissed as Seoyeon inserted the tweezers into the wounds in her arm, fishing for the shotgun pellets. She lay on the infirmary’s bed, gripping the mattress while trying to ignore the burning pressure. The others sat on chairs and waited without saying a word.

Shion was the first to break the silence, turning to the new girl. “What’s your name?”

The student swallowed before whispering, in a barely audible voice,

“Hyerin.”

Seoyeon and Yooyeon’s heads shot in the girl’s direction. “What?”

“Hyein. Lee Hyein,” the student repeated, louder.

The back of Seoyeon’s neck stung like bees and she kneaded her forearm against it. She must’ve misheard the first time. Her ears were still recovering from the gunfight.

“Where were you hiding, Lee Hyein?” Yooyeon asked.

“In the laboratory,” the girl answered. “I was in a cabinet, hiding from the… zombie.”

Yooyeon recalled the odd rattling, judging it must’ve been her. “Why didn’t you show yourself?”

Hyein shook her head. “I didn’t know who you were. I thought you might’ve been them again.”

“The men?”

A nod. “They’ve been torturing us. Me and my friends.”

“How?”

Hyein shivered. “After we heard the news, most of the students evacuated. We stayed because we had nowhere else to go. The rest got infected. We managed to create a safe path to the kitchen and camped on the roof until the rainy season. They arrived a month after and cleared everything out including most of the town. They found us, but instead of helping out, they decided to trap us. They messed with our heads, mostly. And every week, they took one and turned her. For fun. I’m the only one left.”

Kaede gasped and gripped the mattress harder as Seoyeon dug the tweezers deeper into her skin. The nurse muttered an apology before pulling out another shotgun pellet and depositing it on the metal tray.

“That’s terrible,” Shion wrapped an arm over Hyein into a side-hug. “I’m sorry that happened.” Hyein thanked her quietly and hugged her knees. She sniffled and wiped her humid eyes.

“Was it only them? Yooyeon asked. She received a nod in response.

Seoyeon narrowed her eyes and retreated the final pellet from Kaede’s skin, hearing the girl’s relieved exhale. She dropped in on the tray then reached for the gauze.

“You shouldn’t use that arm for a while,” she told her while circling the bandage around the limb. “Sit up. Let me see the shoulder.”

Keeping her mouth shut, Kaede obeyed. Seoyeon didn’t know what went through her mind, and she herself had nothing to say. How was she supposed to react to the stunt Kaede had pulled? Seoyeon wondered if Kaede had figured the men out long before any of them did, and, although she didn’t like to admit it, Kaede played her cards well.

“How old are you, Hyein?” Seoyeon asked, uncovering Kaede’s shirt. Thankfully, the wound was intact.

“I was born in 2008.”

Seoyeon hummed in acknowledgment. Same year as Yeonji. She pulled Kaede’s shirt back on and moved on to her leg. She inspected the gash, then picked up the string and needle from the tray.

“We have a base,” she said while threading the needle. “There’s fences around it and it’s safe. We have people. 23. All girls. Some of them are around your age.”

Hyein blinked, surprised at the offer. “Uhm, I’ll think about it.”

Yooyeon let out a quiet sigh and scooted her chair closer to Seoyeon. “Are we sure about this? We don’t know her that well yet.”

Seoyeon poked the needle into Kaede’s leg and dragged the string through the dermis. “She’s harmless,” she stated simply. “She should be worried about us more anyway.” Her eyes flickered to the shotgun Yooyeon hugged to her chest.

Yooyeon swallowed and set her weapon down. “Seoyeon-ah. About what happened…”

Seoyeon’s shoulders wilted as she kept working. “I don’t like violence. If there’s a peaceful solution, I’ll take it.” She pulled the string through Kaede’s skin again. “But there was no peaceful solution. You did what you had to do, and we’re alive.”

“I killed someone, Seoyeon. A human person.” Yooyeon didn’t know why she pressed the subject. Maybe she wanted reassurance that murder wasn’t such an easy thing. That things didn’t have to be this way.

“And am I supposed to be angry?” Seoyeon tied the knot on the final stitch. “I can yell at you, if that’s what you want.”

“I don’t want that.”

“Then don’t worry about it.” The nurse snipped the string off with the medical scissors. “I like you just as much.”

Yooyeon’s face flushed at the confession. She leaned her head on Seoyeon’s shoulder and sighed as the memory of Junho collapsing replayed in her mind, feeling a phantom weight on her shoulders. After bandaging Kaede’s stitches, Seoyeon lowered her mask and placed a gentle kiss on Yooyeon’s forehead. Yooyeon’s heart warmed at the gesture and a portion of the weight was lifted. She moved to interlock their hands together and smiled. Kaede coughed and spun her head to the side.

 

 

It was night. They were in Seoyeon’s room. It was a few days after they had finally reunited; everyone needed the time to process and recover, and that included Seoyeon.

The electric lamp casted an orange shade in the room. Shion sat on the edge of the bed. Seoyeon stood in front, hovered closely above Shion, scrutinizing her. The nurse reached a hand up and brushed a finger against a faint scar on Shion’s cheek.

“How did you get these?” she asked quietly. Shion hummed and looked over at her arms, where more scars glowed a faint pink.

“I tried to steal some car keys but I got caught,” she explained, rubbing a hand over her forearm. Seoyeon’s eyes glowered in anger.

“She put you up to this? Got you in danger’s way?”

Shion lowered her head. “She saved my life in the first place.”

Seoyeon’s breath hitched. She then sighed and sat down beside her. “She almost killed two girls in our group.”

Shion spun her head towards Seoyeon, shocked. Seoyeon explained further, “Yubin and Dahyun. They used to be with us. She pushed Dahyun off of Jamsil bridge and stabbed Yubin’s leg.”

“She also fell?”

“Threw herself in the water to save Dahyun.”

Silence. Shion wrung her hands, her eyes back on the carpeted floor. Many thoughts rushed through her head as she tried to piece the puzzle together. She blinked. “Her ear. Who shot it?”

Seoyeon pressed a hand over her mouth and breathed in harshly. Slowly, she shook her head, and Shion understood. Her eyebrows raised above her forehead in remorse. “I’m sorry,” she nearly whispered.

More silence. Shion shot Seoyeon a glance, unsure of how her friend felt. It was clear they had their different set of opinions regarding Kaede, but Shion knew there was more to the chasm between them. In two months, they both had struggled more than they ever did, and Shion recognized the change in Seoyeon. She saw the loss of weight, the hollow circles under her eyes, the exhaustion, the depression. Seoyeon hadn’t smiled; she used to smile all the time.

After some time, Seoyeon placed a hand on Shion’s shoulder and closed her eyes. “I’m just glad you’re okay, Shion.”

 

 

In the end, Hyein had decided to stay at the school.

“My friends are still here. I’d like to take them out and bury them, at least,” she had told them. Although it wasn’t the answer they wished for, the girls had respected her wishes. Still, they had given her the location of their base if she ever did choose to join.

It was already sundown; they had gone back and forth for the food rations. Hyein had agreed to split half and the girl had more than enough to last half a year on her own. They had also let her keep the mens’ car after a thorough driving class. It had also let Kaede take a short nap. The drive back was silent as an old trot song played through the car speakers. Shion had found a disc long ago, and it had stayed in the player ever since.

Seoyeon blinked the car lights twice when the fence came into sight and Joobin swung the gate open. They parked right beside the schoolbus, which had returned long before they had. Most of the girls gathered around in curiosity.

Jiyeon greeted Seoyeon with a hug when she exited the vehicle. The nurse hummed and hugged back. 

Murmurs spread across the group when Kaede stepped out, supported by Shion. Her bandaged arm was exposed for all to see, and so was her injured leg.

“What happened to her?” Jiyeon asked.

“We ran into another group of survivors,” Seoyeon explained. “A fight broke out. We, uhm, had to kill them,” she finished in a hushed whisper.

Jiyeon cringed and squeezed Seoyeon’s arm. “I’m sorry. Are you okay?”

Seoyeon nodded, keeping her head low. “I didn’t do it. It was Kaede and… Yooyeon-unnie. Kaede’s actually the one who saved us.”

“Wow,” Jiyeon expressed.  “Wouldn’t have expected that from her.” They watched as Yooyeon gifted the camcorder to Yeonji, who took it with a grin and immediately urged her friends to gather in front of the camera. The scientist then spoke with Sohyun, presumably telling her about Kaede’s heroics.

Seoyeon shrugged. “Me neither.”

“You found what you were looking for, though?”

Seoyeon nodded. “And more. I’ll tell you about it at dinner. And speaking about dinner…”

She moved to the back of the Jeep and opened the door, showing off the banquet of food they had gathered. Jiyeon and the girls gasped in awe and excitement, and Seoyeon smiled.

 

 

“We’re eating good!”

The camera caught Yeonji watching herself through the camcorder’s monitor. She took a spoonful of rice and beamed.

“I missed this so much. Actual food. Really, I wanna thank Yooyeon-unnie and Seoyeon-unnie and Shion-unnie for the meal. You know what? Even Miss Kaede gets a thank you.”

The video then panned to the other girls sitting at the cafeteria table.

“Everyone! Say hi!”

Seoah made a peace sign and showed off her own bowl of rice and condiments. Hayeon tried to spoon feed Chaewon only to get smacked in the face. Sullin shot a thumbs-up. Behind them, some of the other girls greeted and waved at the camcorder. Chaeyeon made a heart with her hands. Xinyu struck a pose and blew a kiss.

“Soomin-unnie!” Yeonji’s voice spoke off-screen. The video zoomed in on the gunner, who had her earbuds in as she ate quietly. “Hi!”

Soomin perked up and wiped a grain of rice off the corner of her lips. With a scrunch of her nose, she stuck out her tongue.

The video blurred as it quickly shifted perspective back onto Yeonji, getting a full shot of her nose. The skateboarder made a noise and the camera lens zoomed out.

“She’s pouting because she can’t use her guns anymore.” Yeonji’s voice was slightly modified through the camcorder’s microphone. “It’s okay, though. She can find a new weapon because she’s cracked. And we still have Binnie who can use the guns.” 

A gasp and the camera blurred again.

“Binnie! Say hi!”

Joo Bin, who sat on the edge of the table, looked up from her dinner. Her rifle was cradled gently in her arms as she dug her spoon into her bowl. The girl blinked and stared into the camera. It was almost uncanny. Then, she gave a slow nod and a wave. Yeonji’s laughter was loud in the microphone.

 

 

The sky had darkened long ago. For once, Kaede found herself alone in the cafeteria. She didn’t know whether or not she liked it. She enjoyed the absence of prying, judgemental eyes, but it also reminded her of her time in solitude. She wriggled her fingers just to feel them move.

After what she had done, she noticed the shift in the others’ gazes. Some of them, like Nien, became more trustworthy, scooting a little closer towards her table during dinner, and some others, like Jiwoo or Lynn, still kept their distance, suspicious of everything she did. Kaede wasn’t bothered; she couldn’t change how they thought of her.

She had heard Yeonji thank her at dinner while speaking to her new camcorder. Kaede’s heart tingled pleasantly at the memory.

The chair to her left pulled with a gentle groan. Dahyun took a seat, keeping her eyes on Kaede. Her back was against the night light, leaving her face dark and blue and hard to read. Kaede stared back with an unconscious tilt of her head.

Dahyun inhaled, resting her chin on her fist. “How are you?”

Kaede blinked, taken aback. She didn’t expect that question. It wasn’t one of concern, since Dahyun didn’t sound concerned. Her voice didn’t betray her emotions, Kaede realized.

“Have you ever been shot?” Kaede replied, retreating into her habitual walls.

Dahyun lazily examined the bandages. “Sounds like it hurts.”

Kaede scoffed amusedly. “Sass doesn’t suit you.”

“These bandages don’t, either,” Dahyun retorted. “I heard about what you did. What spurred you on?”

Kaede stared into Dahyun’s eyes. She didn’t reply.

“Was it to get Sohyun-unnie off your back?” Dahyun questioned further, having expected the lack of response. “So that no one’s around to stop your next crime?”

“Glad to see you assume I’ll do the worst with my freedom.” Kaede's lips curled upward. “You don’t think I’ve changed for the better?”

Dahyun pursed her lips. “The Buddha sat under the tree and meditated for forty-nine days before reaching enlightenment. You weren't even a third of the way there before begging to be released.”

Kaede paused for a moment, enamored, then snorted. “So now I’m the Buddha?”

“No, I’m just saying you aren’t even a third of the way to epiphany.” A smile also crossed Dahyun’s face. “People don’t change that easily.”

“And we’re basing my psyche off of ancient religious texts?”

Dahyun shrugged. “Every word has some truth to it.”

Kaede pressed her lips into a thin line. She had a comeback, but it died on her tongue. Instead, she huffed and placed her head on the table.

Dahyun followed her actions and rested her own head on the table, cushioned by her arms. They basked in the quiet for some time, the only light source being the countless stars peeking through the windows. It would take Kaede forever to count those in a single glass pane.

“How many people have you killed?” Dahyun asked suddenly.

Kaede raised an eyebrow. “In total, or since the start?”

A hum. “Actually, I’m curious about both.”

“Six in total, two since the start,” Kaede answered in a heartbeat.

Dahyun scrunched her nose. “That was quick. Do you always have the numbers in the back of your mind?”

“I never forget.”

“Is it like a trophy count for you?”

“It’s a cost.” Kaede frowned. “Having to survive.”

Dahyun’s shoulders relaxed. “You always had a hard time, didn’t you?”

Kaede sat up straight and turned her body to fully face Dahyun. She drummed her fingers on the table then clenched her fist. “Usually, people stay away from the person who tried to kill them. Afraid they’d try it again.”

Dahyun also sat up, her smile gone. Kaede thought she had done enough to chase her away, but, against her expectations, Dahyun only leaned closer, and, with a careful hand, gingerly tucked Kaede’s hair behind her right ear, exposing her scar. Kaede’s eyes widened, then her eyebrows contorted into a deep frown. She stretched her lips to one side, fighting the urge to put her hair back in its place. A phantom pain jolted through the broken cartilage.

“What was that for?” She cursed herself at how shaky her voice came out.

“I just wanted to see it,” Dahyun replied, her voice blue and cool.True to her word, she contemplated the injury, tilting her head to the side. Kaede wanted to squirm under her scrutiny, but felt like she was forced in place, unable to discern what the woman was thinking.

Then, Dahyun stood up and stretched, drowning a yawn. “You should get some sleep. You did a lot today.” She pushed her chair back in and made her way to the door.

“Good night, Kaede.”

And with those final words, she left.

Notes:

kaede is an s-list actress (and a murderer but hey who's really counting)

 

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Chapter 23: Downtime

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It was another cloud-filled noon. Donghyuk struggled as he dragged the angry infected with a large arm around its neck. He looked back to judge the distance between them and the military transport vehicle parked in the house’s driveway. Sowol stood waiting with a hand on the closed door. An impatient foot tapped against the pavement.

Donghyuk clicked his tongue as the infected struggled and moaned under his grip. It had a bag thrown over its head and he had secured its wrists in place. He heaved it back up as its feet slipped through the grass. Then, upon hearing the door click open, he hauled the infected into the vehicle with the other zombies they had captured. Sowol was quick to slam the door and they banged against it with angry snarls. 

The pair backed away. “That should be enough,” Donghyuk huffed, glancing at the cloud-filled sky. He then checked for any scratches or injuries.

“The general said we needed one more for today,” Sowol replied, but Donghyuk was already retreating into the house. “Where are you going?”

She chased after him as they entered the house. Their group members looked up at them from the living room couches and dining table seats. There was no sight of a military uniform.

Sowol caught Donghyuk by the arm and swerved to stand in front of him. His expression was one of doubt and displeasure.

“What’s going on?” Their leader, Jihoon, stood from the couch. He was nearly two heads smaller than Donghyuk and held a compound bow in his hands.

“He’s being pissy again, that’s what,” Sowol replied, glaring up at Donghyuk. More than once had he voiced his distaste of the plan when the lieutenant general was missing. The day he had taken over the house, he had asked about the military base, and, with a gun against their heads, they had been forced to confess their whereabouts. For some reason, it had piqued the man’s interest and he had proposed to help overtake the base. After some thinking and arguments fought in sharp whispers, the group had agreed to the raid.

“I still think this is wrong.” Donghyuk waved a hand around and scanned his group members. Including him, they accounted for only nine people. “We shouldn’t be going against them; we worked with them before to survive. Jihoon. You were there.”

The air in the house tensed as Donghyuk called their leader out. Jihoon sighed and set the bow on the table. He tapped a finger against his thigh and took a breath. “We’re doing this for us. We’ll chase them off and take over the base.”

“With only the eight of us? Minkyoung’s still healing from her injury.”

“And that injury was caused by none other than them.”

On the couch, Minkyoung had her injured leg propped against the coffee table, keeping her dispirited eyes on her book. Donghyuk threw his hands up; he had already heard that argument. “There are children,” he stressed. “Do you feel comfortable having them in the crossfire?”

He turned to the others as he went on. “And I just feel like there’s more to it. How did the general get here and why is he helping us?” He craned his neck to the side. “There must be an ulterior motive–”

“Is there an issue?”

The group froze up as Lieutenant General Kim stepped into the house. His boots clicked against the floorboard, slow and methodical. Sowol took a step back and he took over her place, standing tall before Donghyuk. Despite Donghyuk being taller and bigger than him, the lieutenant oozed authority, and he instinctively lowered his stance.

“Well?” said the general.

Donghyuk’s neck bobbed as he swallowed. “No.”

Seemingly pleased by the answer, Lieutenant General Kim turned to Sowol. “Have you met the daily quota?” he asked about the zombies.

Sowol’s shoulders dropped. “Yes, sir.”

Donghyuk’s eyes widened in surprise. The general dipped his head into a nod. Then, with a wave of his hand, a soldier entered the house and dropped off a duffle bag.

He spun on his heel and left the house. When the door closed, Sowol bent down and zipped open the duffle bag, introducing cans of beans and bottled water for the group to see. It was enough to get them through the day. Since they didn’t have time to go out themselves, too occupied with loading infected into trucks, the military provided rations before leaving. Though none of them knew where they went after their daily check-in. With the army’s frequent absences, the group had considered running away, but Donghyuk, who had done his mandatory service, reminded them that fleeing from the military was, simply put, a bad idea.

“Why did you lie to him?” Donghyuk asked as Sowol zipped the bag up and hoisted the strap over her shoulder.

“He’s annoying,” was all she said. Donghyuk pinched the bridge of his nose, fighting the chuckle threatening to rise from his throat.

 

 

Looking into the restroom’s mirror, Sohyun traced a finger over the injury on her face. It had healed over with new skin, leaving a noticeable cicatrice trailing her upper cheek.

She then moved her hand above her left breast and exhaled quietly. She felt her heartbeat, slow and steady, but slightly fainter than usual. It had gotten weaker since the outbreak, and it had hit full force during today’s mission.

 

Sohyun’s back slammed against the wall as she avoided the infected’s swipe. When it reached out its other arm, she circled it with her own and locked it before driving her knife up its throat. She panted as its dilated eyes faded with its strength and its blood drained onto her gloves.

Another infected rushed to her right and she gave it a hasty side-kick in the stomach, sending it tumbling against a shelf filled with chips. It snarled as it rushed again and Sohyun gritted her teeth, feeling a familiar painful sting of her heart. She threw the dead infected into the other, blocking its leap, then jabbed her blade into its forehead. In an instant, it collapsed, and Sohyun had to grab onto the nearby aisle to keep herself afloat. Her lungs burned and her arms felt weak.

She watched as Kotone and Lynn took out the convenience store’s final infected. Sohyun leaned her head against the wall, trying to catch her breath. Streaks of sweat ran down her forehead and she nearly wheezed. Her hand was clutched against her chest as she felt her heart palpitate. She had only fought two, but already she had lost her strength.

Nien tapped a soda can against Sohyun’s forehead. The drink was lukewarm but it still felt cooling enough.

“You okay?” she whispered. “Is it getting worse?”

With her eyelids shut, Sohyun offered a small nod, waiting for her heart to still. Her teammates had an idea of her problem, but only Nien knew the full extent of her condition; Sohyun trusted her enough with it, and she figured the girl could relate, having her own set of issues.

Nien pulled the can away. “I think you should take a break tomorrow.”

Sohyun was quick to disagree with a shake of her head. “I can’t let them think something’s wrong.” She couldn’t let Xinyu think something’s wrong. She had hidden her sickness for ten years; she wasn’t going to stop now.

If Nien still had something to say, she abstained from it. After Sohyun recovered, they piled the bodies behind the cash register, and she winced as her heart stung again.

 

Sohyun stared long into the mirror. Even with the big haul, they couldn’t afford to take a break; that was the consequence of needing to feed twenty-three people. But she knew she’d rather take the risk than have them starve.

She lowered her head and stared into the sink. Closing her eyes, she took a deep breath and felt the air fill her lungs. She then tilted her head back up, straightened her hair, and tied it into a low pony-tail. She inspected herself one last time in the mirror and left the room.

 

 

The first thing each girl did after waking up was to head to the mess hall. Because of their differing sleep schedules and daily tasks, there was always someone in the cafeteria either eating their ration or conversing with others. And as the girls slowly left their shells over time and left the dorms more often, the place was taking over as their unofficial gathering spot.

That day, Sohyun found Shion, Lynn, and Hayeon circling a table. They watched intently as Shion expertly rolled a ball of dough between her palms. Curious, she approached them.

Hayeon noticed Sohyun and perked up. “She’s trying to make pizza,” she explained. “Binnie told us yesterday she’s never tried pizza before, so now we’re doing this.”

“It also gives Shion an excuse to make bread,” added Lynn with a teasing smirk. Instead of fighting back, Shion simply nodded and pressed harder against the dough.

Sohyun’s eyebrow raised curiously; Shion and Lynn got along surprisingly well despite their polarized stance on Kaede. “Who authorized this? Do you even have the ingredients for it?”

“Mayu-chan said it should be okay,” Lynn said. “I think it’s because she also misses actual food.”

“We got the flour from the school,” Shion added, pressing her lips in concentration. “There’s pizza sauce no one wants to eat. I found a pack of yeast lying in a kitchen drawer, and sugar and salt, too. People don’t go for those, usually.”

“Because they’re too busy trying to survive to cook gourmet stuff,” Hayeon chuckled. Sohyun narrowed her eyes. It was a joke, but Hayeon was right. They couldn’t grow too complacent.

“Don’t waste anything,” she warned. “Even if it tastes bad, eat it all.”

“Got it, unnie.” Lynn saluted. “Oh, we’re still on for sparring later?” She had asked Sohyun and Nakyoung for a few pointers on hand-to-hand combat following her near-loss with the woman at Yeojeong’s house. They had agreed, but still hadn’t found the right time for it, being too exhausted to try anything after a run. But today there was a feeling of relaxation in the air, so they grasped firmly at the opportunity.

Sohyun nodded. “Warm up before I get there.” She picked up a bottle of water and a can of mixed fruits before taking a seat at the table. Her eyes flickered to the side and she paused at the sight of Kaede. She sat silently in the corner, watching them with an air of boredom. Sohyun opened the can, figuring she must’ve preferred the bustling cafeteria over the isolating dorm room.

Sohyun took a bite full of sweet fruit. She turned back to the three girls working on their pizza, wondering how they were going to cook it.

Too bad we don’t have cheese, she thought to herself.

 

 

Lynn narrowly avoided an oncoming jab from Sohyun, then counterattacked with a right heel kick. Sohyun dodged effortlessly, grabbed her leg, and threw Lynn to the ground. As her shoulder touched the dirt, the agent rolled backward and jumped up with a spent huff.

Sohyun lowered her arms, an exhale leaving her lips, then placed her hand against her heart. She and Nakyoung, who had been watching the training from the side with a bottle of soju, exchanged a nod. A small crowd had formed to watch the sparring session in wonder. As expected, all the kids were there. Xinyu was included in the mix, done with the daily laundry, and Chaewon and Seoah were breaking down the combinations in detail.

Nakyoung stretched and stood up, cracking her knuckles as she swapped with Sohyun. “Your fundamentals are more than solid, but you get caught off-guard easily,” she told Lynn. “You tend to predict only one movement, the emotional response, but remember that fighting will often be irrational.”

Suddenly, Nakyoung swung her fist and aimed for the face. Lynn’s eyes widened, but before the punch could land, Nakyoung stopped barely an inch away from her nose. The vigilante peeked out from the side and sent Lynn a small, tipsy grin before backing away.

Lynn eyed the empty soju bottle Sohyun held. “Is you drinking part of the training?”

Nakyoung shrugged. “Helps with making me unpredictable.”

Lynn didn’t comment further on Nakyoung’s substance abuse and instead readied herself for the upcoming fight.

The moment she put her hands up, Nakyoung spun on her heel and delivered a high kick, aiming for Lynn’s head. Lynn staggered and blocked it with the back of her forearm. Still on one foot, Nakyoung changed the trajectory of her kick and landed a blow against Lynn’s side. It was supposed to be weak, but the agent still winced at the impact and backed off.

Nakyoung dashed forward to match the distance and threw a left jab, which Lynn smacked away, then followed with a right hook and a left uppercut. Lynn jumped away from the strikes, feeling the wind, and, upon seeing an open window, lifted a leg and lightly kicked Nakyoung away by the stomach. She then dropped her arms with a pout.

Nakyoung received the message and stopped. “Why are you so gentle?” she complained, patting her stomach.

“Because we’re supposed to be sparring, unnie!” Lynn protested as she checked her side. She was relieved to see she wasn't bruised.

“Do you want the protective gear?”

Lynn jutted her lip as she pondered. She shook her head. “I’ve been through worse.”

Nakyoung grinned and struck again.

Xinyu’s eyes flitted back and forth, barely able to keep up as the sparring progressed. She had seen Sohyun do it a couple of times in the past, but the training had been much tamer.

Seoah, faring far better than she did, pointed at Nakyoung. “Right cross into a left hook and immediately a left uppercut.”

“People like to alternate between left and right punches, usually, so she’s trying to catch Lynn off-guard,” Chaewon analyzed.

Lynn swerved from the uppercut and counterattacked with a right hook. Nakyoung grounded her heel into the grass, leaned back to avoid the strike, and kneed Lynn in the ribs.

Xinyu cringed as Lynn doubled over and coughed. “And what was that?”

“She simultaneously dodged and attacked,” Chaewon said while Sullin wowed. “Again, caught her off-guard.” Xinyu hummed in response, mesmerized.

“You know a lot of things. Fighting, farming…”

Chaewon blushed. “It’s not much…” she said humbly. “I got the fighting from my mom. Dad was the farmer.”

She then sighed and hugged her knees, dejection swimming in her eyes. A pang of sadness hit Xinyu and she reached to adjust Chaewon’s bangs. “They might be okay,” she said. “If they have those skills, they must’ve figured something out.”

At least, Chaewon was somewhat reassured. She hummed, shuffling to make herself more comfortable on the grass. A thin smile crossed her lips. “It feels less empty with everyone around.”

Xinyu’s shoulders relaxed and she stroked Chaewon’s hair, mentally agreeing with what she said.

The session stopped when Lynn dodged a double cross and kicked Nakyoung away. She let out a huff and set her palms on her knees while Nakyoung massaged her wrists with a satisfied exhale. They turned to the spectators when Sullin began to clap. An endeared smile made its way on Lynn’s face and she approached the audience.

“Hope you were entertained.” Lynn wiped her forehead and lowered herself to the ground. Nakyoung followed, fanning her cadet blue tee.

“Not gonna lie, you kind of got dusted,” Hayeon chuckled.

Lynn sighed. “I was always better with weapons,” she admitted.

Nakyoung smiled. Her face was pink from both the activity and the alcohol. “I’d probably lose a knife fight against you.”

Sohyun approached next, handing Nakyoung her soju bottle. “Are we done here?”

Lynn lay her back against the grass. “I’m tired out, yeah.” Sullin patted her on the head and she grinned. “I don’t know how you two are still standing,” she directed at Nakyoung and Sohyun.

An idea lit up in Hayeon’s head. “Who would win out of the both of you?” She pointed between them with a mischievous glint in her eye. Sohyun had a feeling she knew exactly what she was doing.

“I don’t think it matters.”

“I would win, of course,” Nakyoung slurred and Sohyun pressed her lips into a thin line.

Hayeon smirked, the trap she had laid having caught prey in an instant. “You should do a match, just to see.”

Sohyun narrowed her eyes. “We’re not doing that.”

“Sounds like fun.” Nakyoung stretched with a cheshire grin. She was clearly intoxicated and Sohyun did not like fighting drunk people. They were too brash and clumsy and, all in all, a bad experience for everyone involved.

She shook her head. “I won’t fight.”

“What, you afraid to lose?” Nakyoung challenged, eyes dilated.

“It’s unnecessary.” Sohyun wasn’t one to get affected by taunts.

To her misfortune, Hayeon had begun egging them on. The others were quick to join in. Xinyu had, too, and Sohyun set her hands on her hips with an expression of indignance. The woman just smiled and waved her off.

She searched for a third opinion in the form of Seoah, but the kid was beaming, and all it took was one sparkle from her eyes to convince her. Taking a deep sigh, she nodded, then walked back into the field, followed by Nakyoung.

She turned to face her. “What are–”

Sohyun lept back in the nick of time to avoid a right cross from Nakyoung, who, in that moment, gave her a drunken smirk. Immediately, the vigilante followed up with a left hook, which Sohyun smacked away with her forearm. She dug her left foot forward and brought her right hand back to shove Nakyoung away by the chest with her palm.

Sohyun drowned out the excited chatter from the spectators, no doubt betting on who would win the scuffle. She tunneled her vision onto Nakyoung, her smile wiped from her face after the hit Sohyun had scored. The bodyguard raised her arms, waiting for her to strike again.

Just as she predicted, Nakyoung stepped forth and threw a left jab. Sohyun calmly backed away, keeping her left foot in front of her right. The vigilante jabbed again then threw a right hook into a left uppercut. Sohyun dodged the initial two strikes, the third just about grazing her chin as she lifted it away. Nakyoung made a front kick and Sohyun simply jumped away again.

An assault from Nakyoung, then a defensive maneuver from Sohyun. The bodyguard gained the upper hand most times, but wouldn’t step out to strike back.

With her blows missing or blocked, Nakyoung grew increasingly frustrated, aided by the alcohol swimming in her blood. “Come on, fight me!”

She threw a forceful side kick to the head. Sohyun ducked and countered with her own, knocking her shin against the inside of Nakyoung’s thigh, sending her crashing to the ground.

A whoop and a holler came from the crowd. Sohyun exhaled heavily, feeling her quickened heartbeat, and took the time off to glance at them. She noticed the numbers had grown as Chaeyeon, the one who cheered, Jiwoo, and Yubin had also joined the audience.

She snapped back to the fight when Nakyoung stood back up and shook her arms frustratedly. The alcohol riled her up and Sohyun knew she needed to end this quickly.

Nakyoung threw a messy haymaker at her jaw. Sohyun’s eyes widened and she snapped her body away, feeling the strike’s wind whip against her cheek.

As she jumped Nakyoung rushed forward again and landed a successful blow on Sohyun’s shoulder. The bodyguard squinted and stepped away. She felt short of breath and her lungs were on fire. With her right foot planted, she pivoted herself away from Nakyoung’s following right cross and grabbed her extended arm — her left hand on the wrist and the back of her right forearm under the armpit. With a grunt, she anchored her left foot into the dirt, spun around, hauled Nakyoung above her shoulder with her right leg in the air for leverage, and threw her onto the ground.

The vigilante landed on her back and coughed out the shock. Sohyun lowered her stance, blowing a breath and tugging at her collar to air out her burning lungs. She hissed as she felt her heart constrict but hid her pained expression.

Gasps and cheers of awe erupted from the side. Sohyun couldn’t help but smile at Xinyu’s awestruck expression and Seoah’s beaming grin. She began walking away with her fingers against the side of her neck, considering the sparring match over.

“Hey!”

Sohyun spun around as Nakyoung dashed over at high speed. Even with the warning, she couldn’t avoid the sudden kick to her side. She sucked in a breath and took a few steps to regain her balance. Nakyoung rushed in again to jab messily at Sohyun’s shoulder. The bodyguard avoided the second strike easily but still winced.

“Naky–” she tried before ducking under another kick. “I can’t–”

Nakyoung was clearly gone off the drunk end as she struck endlessly. Sohyun gasped as the vigilante landed a left hook into her shoulder. She squinted and blocked a kick to the head, chest heaving. Right after, she had to leap away from a right uppercut and her heart jolted.

Sohyun coughed and gasped while Nakyoung repositioned, her face flushed with drunkenness and anger. She swallowed a pained moan as she felt her heart squeeze again. She hated dealing with drunk people. And sore losers.

When Nakyoung went for another side kick, Sohyun locked her arms around her leg and threw her off balance. The excessive force forced another pinch and cough out of her, snapping her out of focus just long enough for Nakyoung to turn the tides and sweep her feet off the ground. Sohyun’s heart stopped at the feeling of weightlessness, then it all came crashing down when her back slammed into the dirt.

A white light flashed through her eyes. Sohyun’s throat constricted and she grasped at her chest, her eyes wide as she failed to catch her breath. She spun to the side, coughing and choking as her lungs burned and needles struck her heart again and again. She clawed at her ribs and the grass underneath her and she heaved with a sound between a gasp and a cry.

“Sohyun!” Xinyu instantly rushed to her side, joined by Seoah and the others. Nakyoung’s drunken victorious smirk crashed down in an instant, replaced by sober realization and regret.

She couldn’t breathe. Sohyun gasped, reaching for air but not nearly getting enough. A whine tore through and her ears rang loudly. Shadows crawled into the corners of her eyes. Xinyu shook her, filled with panic, and around her, she could faintly hear the girls’ alarmed voices.

“What’s going on?”

“Someone get Seoyeon!”

“Oh my gosh, is she okay?”

“Sohyun, hang in there!”

“Unnie!”

 

 

Seoyeon’s room was silent save for Sohyun’s even breathing. The door was shut, ensuring their privacy. Sohyun kept her eyes on the ceiling as she felt Seoyeon’s scrutiny dig into her skin. She wasn’t sure if she had passed out or not– just that she had been in this position when she had come to her senses.

Then, Seoyeon smacked Sohyun on the shoulder.

The bodyguard didn’t have the energy to jolt and simply turned her head towards Seoyeon. The nurse looked beyond disappointed, even angry.

“I’m not going to be soft on you,” she began, her voice harsh and unforgiving. “Hiding this from me was incredibly stupid. A weak heart! What were you thinking?”

Sohyun turned back and pressed both palms on her forehead. “That I could handle it.”

Seoyeon smacked the bodyguard’s shoulder again. “You had to work more and eat less. Every piece of food that has been going through this place has been ultra-processed and high in salt. Obviously, your condition was going to worsen this quickly.” She pinched the bridge of her nose as her leg bounced restlessly. “It won’t get better, you know?”

Sohyun shut her eyes and sighed. She knew. Still, pressure rose at her temples from the scolding.

“You already know what I’m going to say. No more runs.”

Sohyun opened her eyes. “Wh–”

“I don’t want to hear it.” Seoyeon stood up. “Stop trying to act tough. You’ll only get yourself killed. Is that what you want, hm? Work yourself to death? Maybe die in one of your runs so that no one knows about your problem? So that Xinyu doesn’t know?”

The harsh, punctuated crescendo of Seoyeon’s words struck Sohyun like a bolt of lightning and stunned her into absolute silence. Her jaw locked. She shifted uncomfortably and a heavy frown dug into her forehead.

Seoyeon shook her head and sat back down. She sighed and her gaze softened. “No one wants to lose you. I don’t want to lose you. So you are going to rest, Park Sohyun, and that’s final.”

She reached to grab her hand and any protest Sohyun held fizzled out. She settled for a slow nod and closed her eyes, relaxing into the mattress, hearing her heart beat steadily against her ears.

 

 

She didn’t know how long her nap had lasted, but it had been long enough for Seoyeon to have left. Sohyun stretched lightly and straightened up. It hadn’t been as relaxing as she had hoped and a lump weighed in her chest. She headed for the door, which had been kept shut, and opened it.

She stepped out into the corridor and tensed, eyes widening. She felt a chill prick her neck and spread through the rest of her body.

Xinyu, with her back against the wall, stared down at her with her arms crossed. She wore a casual white tee and a pair of oversized blue jeans. Gone was her usual stylish tack, leaving an expressionless facade that gave nothing away, not even the ability to guess what she was thinking.

Sohyun sucked in a breath and averted her gaze. As she turned away to speed down the hall, Xinyu spoke.

“Are you just going to run away again?”

Sohyun rooted herself at once. Xinyu approached, settling before her. Her eyes had turned into pools of betrayal, sorrow, and anger. Sohyun kept her head low.

“Ten years, Sohyun,” she started, her voice in disbelief. “We’ve known each-other for ten years. You couldn’t tell me this?”

“So Seoyeon told you.” It sounded more like a question.

“Nien’s the one who broke the news, actually.” A scoff. “In the end, I didn’t even hear it from you.”

An internal wince. Xinyu had gotten angry before, but it was usually over light affairs. Sohyun retreated into herself. “You didn’t need to know,” she said quietly, carefully.

“I didn’t need to know?” Xinyu echoed loudly, sarcastically. “And what does that do for me?”

Sohyun’s chest rose and fell. “I didn’t want to hurt you.”

“You already did!” Xinyu snapped. Sohyun whipped her head up, feeling her stomach churn. She heard the strain in Xinyu’s voice and she felt as if she was swimming in liquid cement. “Time and time again, you kept rejecting me, pushing me away. Do you think I didn’t hurt all those times? Do you think you were doing me a favor? Even now, you’re trying to keep me away! Telling me I didn’t need to know this piece of you.”

She took a step forward, eyes leering. “And don’t tell me you were trying to die with it .

When the rise in Xinyu’s voice ended, the hallway was left with nothing but the echo of her grievous accusation. When the echo ended, the hallway was left with nothing but thick, impenetrable silence. It was immovable and Sohyun couldn’t swerve around it. She had to face it. Answer with something . An admission, a lie, or something else entirely.

Sohyun inhaled shakily. Her heart cried red. Bile rose in her throat. There was a sickness, then a flicker of anger.

“You think it’s so easy?” she asked. It was barely above a whisper, but it cut through the cement like a cleaver, loud and clear. Sohyun knew she shouldn’t be arguing. But she did anyway. Seoyeon had already opened the wound and Xinyu was pouring a bucket of salt over it. “All my life, this is who I was supposed to be. A fighter. A bodyguard. Put others before me.”

Her voice rose with each sentence. Her heart cried louder, bled heavier. It clawed against her ribcage. “This condition is my antithesis, Xinyu. How was I to tell you that my heart is a physical manifestation of how I’ll never be more than I am? That I’m not good enough for you? ”

Her final question neared an exclamation. It recoiled against the walls. “If I can’t protect you, then of what use am I?”

“You’re my best friend!” Xinyu shouted, receiving the bleeding heart and crushing it further. “My closest confidant! The person whom I hold dearest in my heart. Ten years, Park Sohyun. I’ve opened myself to you. Told you my secrets, professed my love. You’re more than just my bodyguard. You’re the person I care about the most in this world. A heart condition wouldn’t have changed anything between us if you just told me about it!”

Xinyu heaved. Her eyes were crystalline, sorrowful. She turned her head to the side, taking deep breaths with her eyes shut as tears bled down her face. “But if you thought I’d think less of you for that, maybe I didn’t say enough. Or maybe you really do have a weak heart, darling .”

The term of endearment tore into Sohyun’s chest like a bullet. She recoiled. She clutched her bleeding heart. It poured and pooled at her feet. She could feel her own tears burn against her face. “Xinyu.”

Xinyu spun around and stormed down the hallway. Sohyun stayed with the pieces of her broken heart. There was the click of a door and Kotone peeked out of her room with eyes overwhelmed with concern. Sohyun cupped a shaky hand over her face and choked out a sob.

 

 

Fervently wiping her tears, Xinyu marched with purpose, but her thoughts were a blur as her shoes snapped against the pavement. The clouds were sombered above her and there was an unusual chill in the summer wind. She combed her hair to the side and scrunched her nose.

The fight replayed in her head. She hadn’t fought with Sohyun before; anytime she said something, Sohyun would follow in her characteristic cold professionalism. A weak chuckle scraped against Xinyu’s throat. She now knew why her bodyguard never let herself in, always keeping her distance and playing push and pull, even when the world had collapsed under them.

She hugged herself, feeling as if an anchor pulled her down. Fine. If Sohyun wanted to keep pushing her away, then Xinyu will stop pulling. She paused and looked around, halting the thoughts storming her head to find anything else she could latch onto.

Her distraction came in the form of Jiyeon and Joobin in the field opposite of the one she had previously been at. Xinyu approached, deciding to watch Jiyeon’s daily gun practice. After her run at the shop, the woman had asked Joobin for pointers. Xinyu respected Jiyeon for her drive to improve herself. She stood close to them and observed the training.

Joobin, with a smooth oval rock nestled in her palm, was the first to notice her. Jiyeon spun around and gave a small wave. Xinyu nudged her head as a greeting. The two soldiers noticed the irritation in her eyes, but they didn’t comment on it. Still, Jiyeon offered her an empathetic glance before turning back to her training. Joobin gave the rock a toss before throwing it high across the air.

Unfortunately, with limited ammunition, they had forgone doing real shooting, instead focusing on other factors. At the moment, Jiyeon kept her unloaded rifle trailed on the stone Joobin had passed through the empty field. It landed on the grass with a small thud and Jiyeon lowered her gun. A shadow of doubt crossed her face, no doubt heightened by a sense of self-consciousness under Xinyu’s careful examination.

“Is this really going to help me shoot better?”

Joobin picked up the piece of rock and turned to Jiyeon, face stoic. “What do you recommend?”

“I don’t know.” Jiyeon fumbled with her rifle. “This doesn’t look like it’ll help in a stressful situation.”

Joobin blinked. She brushed the dirt off the stone before throwing it in Jiyeon’s direction. The ballerina screamed and threw her hands out to cover her face. The rock flew past her and landed on the ground right in front of Xinyu.

“What was that for!” exclaimed Jiyeon, uncovering her eyes to glare at Joobin.

“Stress training,” the soldier answered coolly.

“You could’ve given me a head’s up!”

Xinyu picked up the rock and tossed it around her hands. Sand filled the creases in her palms but she simply brushed them off against her pants, no longer minding the dirt. “Darling, why would she give you a head’s up for stress training?” she commented with trace amounts of teasing.

Jiyeon threw her hands up with a huff but couldn’t refute the statement. “Okay, fine. How are we doing this?”

Joobin lowered her rifle to the side. She cracked her knuckles and put her fists up. Jiyeon’s stomach dropped.

“Are you kidding me?”

As Joobin started marching towards her, Jiyeon shook her head and took off running. In an instant, Joobin chased after her, catching up at surprising speeds. When Jiyeon looked back at the shortening distance, she screamed and ran faster.

Xinyu watched in amusement as she lowered herself onto the dirt. Sure enough, the training had proved a good distraction and she felt the pressure in her chest ease up. She spun her head to the right, catching the sight of Seoah sitting down beside her with her legs crossed, body facing Xinyu. The youngest had her eyes on the “training,” but the root of her attention was focused on Xinyu.

Xinyu had gotten to know Seoah in the weeks they had met. The kid was fascinated with Sohyun, sticking by her whenever she could, and the bodyguard never pushed her away. It tugged at Xinyu’s heart, how Seoah looked up to Sohyun.

She turned back to the spectacle. “I’m glad to see Binnie’s starting to have fun.”

Seoah hummed in response. Everyone was overly curious about the young soldier, but only Seoah managed to stay delicate, asking questions without being invasive. But at the moment, Joobin wasn’t her priority.

“Are you okay?”

The question took Xinyu aback a little. Seoah, upon learning about the condition and the fight, had gone to her first instead of Sohyun.

Xinyu exhaled, not meeting the younger’s eyes. “I’m…” She combed her hair back, her shoulders tense as the back of her neck burned.

Seoah understood, picking at the grass. “I think you’re right to be angry at her,” she said. “I just hope you don’t hate her.” The kid hugged her knees. Despite her young age, there was a sense of maturity behind her words and actions. “She really cares about you.”

Xinyu could never hate her. Vexed, of course. Irritated, often. Angry, sure. But never hate. A lump formed in her throat and her eyes pricked again. “I need time.”

They left it at that. Seoah took a deep breath, taking in the smell of premature rain.

“Is it just me, or have things felt more peaceful lately?” she asked, looking around.

Xinyu imitated Seoah and scanned the base. The rest of the teenagers started a round of baseball while Jiwoo, Yubin, and Chaeyeon watched on the side. In the distance, Sullin showed Shion how to start a fire for the pizza. Word had gone around about it and Xinyu could feel the excited spark floating around the base.

“It almost feels like we’re living normally again,” she agreed. They were slowly getting accustomed to their way of living, and she observed they had become a little more carefree.

Seoah nodded. “But isn’t it a dangerous mindset to have?”

“Only if you end up forgetting the threat.” Xinyu suddenly frowned and looked around again. “Has there been buildup around the fences today?”

Seoah leaned in. “I’m not sure.”

Both turned to Joobin and Jiyeon. They finished their game of chase and Jiyeon lay on the ground, chest rising and falling tiredly. Joobin went to pick her rifle back.

Xinyu called her out. Joobin came running. When she arrived, Xinyu noticed she was barely out of breath.

“How many infected were around the fence this morning?” she asked the soldier.

Joobin pressed her lips slightly. “Two,” she answered.

Their doubts confirmed, Xinyu and Seoah shared a glance. So there had been less. Xinyu knew there once had been over a dozen of them. Maybe the numbers were finally thinning, she thought. She thanked Joobin as Jiyeon joined them, still breathing quite heavily.

They exchanged greetings and Xinyu couldn’t help but tease, “How was the stress training?”

Jiyeon deflated. “Getting chased is scary, human or not.”

Xinyu smiled a little. Her attention then shifted to the rifle Jiyeon held in her arms.

“Can I try holding it?” she requested.

Jiyeon raised her eyebrows. “Sure,” she said, handing the gun over. “I can show you how to, if you want. The whole thing.”

Xinyu took the rifle with careful fingers. Her mouth parted, marveling at the weapon. It was lighter than she thought, but the weight was satisfying nonetheless. “That would be wonderful.”

 

 

There was a knock on Sohyun’s door. The bodyguard opened and was greeted with Nien’s smile. She looked over her shoulder and found Kotone standing a few paces behind. Sohyun concluded she must’ve told Nien about the fight.

“Hi!”

Before Sohyun could reply, Nien invited herself in. Kotone followed, muttering a small apology. The firefighter plopped onto the bed and patted the space beside her while Kotone took the chair, sitting backwards.

Sohyun complied and sank into the comfortable mattress. They sat in awkward silence, the tension only broken by Nien looking around with interest, despite every room being the same. The only differences said rooms could’ve had were a few items of personal interest. For Sohyun, it was a book of poems she had picked up during a run. It sat nicely on the bedside table.

Nien noticed it. “You’re into poems?”

“They’re interesting,” Sohyun answered. She cut to the chase. “What are you here for?”

Nien picked up the book and mindlessly flipped through the pages. Then, she closed it, pursing her lips. Kotone crossed her arms over the chair’s backrest. “So, cat’s out of the bag.”

Sohyun plucked the book from Nien’s hands and placed it back on the table. “Does everyone know?”

Nien made a tilt of her hand. So-so. “Sorry if you wanted to keep it a secret, but Xinyu knew something was up and I didn’t want to lie to her.”

Sohyun resigned with a sigh. It was impossible to hold a grudge against Nien. “Too many secrets have been floating around.” It was just yesterday when they learned about Yubin’s infection. She pinched the bridge of her nose as her fight with Xinyu replayed in her head yet again.

“I think I know your problem.” Nien prodded Sohyun’s arm. “You give in too easily and let your condition win.”

Sohyun frowned, dropping her arm. “Are you here to reproach me?”

Kotone spoke up. “This downtime might be the only opportunity we’ll get. It’s more important than ever to talk about these things, voice our concerns. So that we can catch each other before we fall or mess up. You know, like how I…” She repositioned herself and waved a hand around. “Messed up.”

Nien nodded with a smile. Sohyun, on the other hand, crossed her hands and looked to the carpeted floor. She had already messed up. She saw no point in talking, nor did she see the point of Kotone bringing Nien with her.

It was clear to Nien that Sohyun was dubious about the entire thing, and her smile was replaced by a contemplative expression. “You know, being fearless isn’t all that fun,” she confessed.

Sohyun’s eyes expanded. Of course. Nien was the only person who could possibly relate to her situation. She looked for Kotone, and her gaze told her it was exactly why she had brought the firefighter along.

Nien explained, “It’s called a disorder for a reason. I’m not scared of anything. Not even the zombies. It’s a good deterrent against freezing up and dying from it. But then, because I’m not scared of them, I see them more as who they used to be. People. That’s why I have a harder time killing them.”

Sohyun ran a hand over her mouth. She hadn’t thought of it that way.

“Not good, right? It puts me and everyone else in danger. It’s impossible for me to fully see them as these messed up creatures everyone else sees them as. And then, I feel as if I don’t care enough. Like, I don’t want you all to get bit but I’m not afraid about you getting bit. Does that make sense?”

Sohyun’s eyebrows creased in ponderation. “I think so.”

“And I already said this to all of you; something’s wrong with my brain. A part of it is missing. A part of me is missing, figuratively and literally. I’m an incomplete person.”

Listening to Nien’s self-deprecation, Sohyun’s expression turned downcast. But then, Nien smiled. “That’s how I could feel about myself. I think that’s the lens you see through.”

A blink. Sohyun was momentarily stunned. “What do you mean?”

Kotone answered, “You only see the bad stuff and then you feel ashamed about it.”

Sohyun balled a fist. “I don’t see how there’s anything good about a weak heart.”

Kotone leaned forward and rested her cheek against her fist. “Well, how did it affect your life?”

Sohyun set her eyes on her hands and closed them. She thought deeply, tracing her memories to before the outbreak, the fall of South Korea. To a simpler time. Any worries she had had in the past felt overly ridiculous now, but her ailment had clung onto her like a parasite.

She took a quiet breath. “The doctors found out I had a weak heart at birth. I wouldn’t make it to old age with it. My father owns a private institution, inherited from his own father. We’re a family of protectors. I was expected to be one, too, but following the diagnosis he turned against the idea.”

“So why’d you do it anyway?”

Sohyun looked at the ceiling, chewing on her bottom lip. Quietly, her heart thumped against her chest. “I wanted to prove that I could do this, too.”

“Then you’re determined.” Nien patted Sohyun on the heart. “That’s the part of your condition that makes you strong. You fight not only because you want to protect everyone, but you have something to prove.”

“So…?”

Kotone turned the chair around and sat in it properly. “What we’re trying to say is… your disease; you’re not weaker for it. Sure, you reach your limit faster, but it also fuels your fire to keep going. There’s a balance in everything. You just need to find the light even in a place where the sun doesn’t shine.”

Of course, Nien couldn’t go two seconds without breaking into a smile. “Seriously, look on the bright side! You get to sleep in. And you get to eat the good foods!” She flopped to the side. “I’d do anything to eat some fresh food.”

There was buzzing in Sohyun’s ears, overwhelmed by the onslaught of dialogue. The words they offered struck her to the core and she contemplated deeply over them. She wasn’t quite sure if she agreed with them yet, but they had definitely taken root in her heart. At the very least, she was grateful for their intervention.

Finally, she processed Nien’s last comment. Sohyun rested her chin in her palm and hummed. “They’re making pizza for dinner.”

 

 

The evening rain tapped lightly against the cafeteria windows and a few battery-powered lamps had been set up on the tables. Joobin narrowed her eyes at the inconspicuous meal, an oversized rectangle of cooked bread, lathered with a generous amount of tomato sauce, and topped with some cut garlic and pepper. The girls told her it was pizza, but at first glance, it didn’t look too appetizing. And didn’t they say pizza usually had cheese on top?

The smell, on the other hand, was quite appealing. It was fresh, rich in the flavor of bread, tomato sauce, and garlic.

She was surrounded by countless girls who wanted to see her eat. Yeonji shoved the camcorder in her face, adamant on documenting everything. Mayu eyed the pizza hungrily. Shion was also there, nervously awaiting Joobin’s verdict.

Under the scrutiny of her group members, she picked up one of the slices and brought it up, inspecting it. The bottom held evidence of char that was scraped away. She didn’t know the details of how they managed to cook it, but she had seen the smoke rising from the fire they had nursed outside. Luckily for them, they were done before the oncoming downpour.

Joobin took a bite. Her eyebrows raised in surprise. She was used to stale military rations and preserved food cans, so the freshness stood out. She nodded in approval.

“It’s good.”

Hayeon broke into thunderous applause and Shion bowed politely before immediately latching onto her own slice. It was everyone’s queue to dig in, and several hums and cries echoed in the cafeteria, overlapping messages praising the taste.

Sohyun retreated after taking a center piece. Her shoulders relaxed as she bit into it and nostalgia swirled in her stomach. She headed for the distant table where most of the other adults sat. They each had their portion and ate quietly.

Sohyun took the seat facing Nakyoung. Her cheek rested against the table as she played with a soju bottle that had shockingly remained unopened. She looked at Sohyun with remorse.

“I’m sorry,” she apologized suddenly.

Sohyun raised her eyebrow. “For?”

“Pushing you like that.” Nakyoung pouted and rested her head against Yooyeon’s shoulder. The scientist blinked in surprise while Seoyeon snorted in amusement. Even without having taken a shot, the vigilante acted drunk. She must’ve had a headache, Sohyun thought before accepting her apology with a wave of her hand.

Yubin joined the table, sitting on Sohyun’s left. Nakyoung looked at her and handed her the bottle, suggesting she take it.

Yubin eyed it with contempt. “No. It tastes like hand sanitiser.” She swiped it anyway.

Yooyeon suddenly perked up, leaving Nakyoung to stumble over air. “What do you think the effects of alcohol could have on the fungus?” she said before fishing out her dodger blue notebook from her jacket.

A small smirk made its way on Sohyun’s lips. “Do you always have that around?”

“Yes,” Yooyeon answered, clicking her pen. “A situation might happen at any moment and I must remain prepared.” Seoyeon playfully rolled her eyes and wrapped her arms around Yooyeon’s waist.

Yubin narrowed her eyes. “Are you asking me to drink alcohol?”

“Not now.” Yooyeon wrote in her notebook, leaning back into Seoyeon’s front. “We currently do not have the material for a controlled experiment. Tomorrow at noon. Skip breakfast.”

Yubin gave an agreeing hum. She handed Sohyun the soju bottle but quickly retracted her offer. “Sorry. Forgot you can’t.”

A spark of defiance flickered in Sohyun’s heart and she took the bottle. “I can, I just shouldn’t.” As she was about to twist the cap, she caught Xinyu’s glance from across the room and the spark died in an instant. She gave the bottle back for Nakyoung to toy with.

Yubin drummed her fingers on the table, having caught the rigid exchange. “So, uh, welcome to the club?”

Her joke fell flat as Sohyun sighed. Yubin stretched her lips to one side. “Sorry about you and your girlfriend.”

“She’s not my girlfriend.”

“Oh.” Yubin took a bite and chewed thoughtfully. “I thought you were. You look at each other with so much love. I see the same thing with Jiwoo and Chaeyeon-unnie.”

She wasn’t wrong. Sohyun did love Xinyu. She just hadn’t let herself love, too busy cursing her weak heart.

Yubin’s eyes landed on someone and Sohyun followed her gaze. It was Shion passing a slice of pizza to Kaede, who still kept to herself in her small corner. Kaede thanked her and used her good hand to lift the portion. She took a small bite. Her eyes lit up as she chewed and she stared intensely at the slice. It was almost endearing if they forgot the things she had done.

Yubin clicked her tongue at the sight and stood up. “I’ll go back to the others. See you.”

Sohyun gave her a small wave and Yubin made a beeline for Jiwoo and Chaeyeon. She watched the latter two as they chatted and laughed, eyes filled with adoration, and she sighed into her hand.

 

 

On the other end of the cafeteria, Yeonji lowered her camcorder and looked around. It was a rare moment when all of them gathered in the same room. Warmth spread through her body at the sight of the girls enjoying themselves.

Soomin approached her, wiping the corners of her lips from pizza sauce. “You know, I think this beats all the other pizzas I’ve ever eaten.”

Yeonji narrowed her eyes. “And how many is that?”

“...Zero.”

Yeonji smiled. Instead of her usual quippy remark, she studied the room again.

Soomin caught her contemplative gaze. “What’re you thinking about?”

A shrug. “Everyone’s around.”

Soomin hummed, taking a look of her own. “Kind of feels like a family,” she remarked with a small smile.

An idea popped up in Yeonji’s mind. “We should have more of this.”

Soomin turned to her. “What do you mean?”

Instead of answering, Yeonji clapped once. “Everyone!”

Her call cut the conversational flow and the girls whipped their heads to her. Soomin’s eyes were wide. After making sure she had everyone’s attention, Yeonji said, “I have an idea.”

The silence was slightly awkward, but Yeonji wasn’t deterred by it. “We’re supposed to have another meeting in a few days, right? But what if instead of a meeting, we just hung out and ate instead? All of us together.”

“Wait,” Mayu instinctively responded in her mother tongue. “The meetings are important.”

“We’ll be eating together before the meeting anyway,” Yooyeon followed up. “What spurred this on?”

Yeonji faltered slightly. “Yeah, but when we eat it’s just for the sake of eating. And, well, not everyone’s around at the same time, usually, except for when there’s a meeting or something like this,” she gestured at the empty pizza board, “happens.”

She caught a few interested nods while others were still confused.

Jiyeon pursed her lips. “How would we ‘hang out?’” she wondered.

Yeonji kicked a leg back and forth. She hadn’t thought that far. To her relief, Soomin stepped up.

“We could play a game. Mafia would be fun with so many people. Or we could just talk. Sit in a circle where everyone shares something about themselves.”

Yeonji offered Soomin a grateful smile and the gunner gave her a slight nudge. Jiyeon bobbed her head in agreement, convinced of the idea.

There was a lift in the mess hall’s general mood from Yeonji and Soomin’s  suggestion. The other younger members, like Hayeon and Chaewon, supported them further.

“The school semester would’ve ended around this time,” Hayeon realized. “Even though it technically didn’t happen, we could celebrate it anyway, right?”

Realization dawned on the girls; they still had students in the group, kids who had their futures ripped away from them. Nakyoung nodded, approving of the idea. “We can have a little fun.”

Yooyeon, though, stayed deep in thought. Yeonji pressed her lips and massaged her shoulder. “We don’t have to do it… I just thought it would be nice to just spend another evening like this so that we can get to know each other more.”

Kaede snorted and she rushed to cover her mouth. Twenty-two pairs of eyes leered on her at once and she swallowed.

The cafeteria stilled for a moment. Then, Nakyoung slammed her hands on the table and shot up, her chair groaning as it got pushed back. She stormed towards Kaede and yanked her up by the collars.

“What’s so funny?” she hissed through clenched teeth.

Kaede tried to reach for Nakyoung’s wrist but the vigilante locked her arm to her side. Her breath hitched. “Didn’t mean it.”

“Well it sure as hell sounded like you did.” Nakyoung pulled her close and narrowed her eyes. “Just because you helped out once doesn’t mean you’re suddenly our little friend.”

Kaede clenched and unclenched her fists. “Wasn’t counting on it.”

Kotone stepped in, placing a hand on Nakyoung’s arm, and shook her head lightly. Nakyoung looked back and forth between them, huffed, and released her grip with a forceful push. Kaede shook her arm and smoothed the wrinkles of her collar.

“What’s the point of getting to know people if they’ll die anyway? You’ll only hurt yourself in the process,” she muttered and sat back down.

Nakyoung raised a fist but Kotone calmly lowered it. In the end, she rolled her eyes and sighed. “Because they’re worth the hurt.”

Another silence entered the hall. Nakyoung dropped into her seat and held her chin in her palm. During the pause, Seoyeon mulled over Nakyoung’s heartfelt words and her lips turned up softly. She clasped her hands together, bringing everyone back to the original topic.

“I think it’s possible. We can morph the dinner into a small gathering before the meeting. We’d just have to stick around for longer,” she said before glancing at Yooyeon.

Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips. She weighed the potential risks of the gathering but ultimately found none more than those they already had. Finally, she nodded. “Yeah. We can do that.”

Yeonji took it as her official stamp of approval and grinned. Beside her, Soomin pumped her fist, smiling broadly. The cafeteria hall delved into excited murmurs before picking its chatter back up.

Yubin turned to her friends. “You know what’s funny?” she began. “I already know two of these people like the back of my hand.”

Chaeyeon wowed. “I think we’re the only ones who can say that,” she commented. “But I am curious about the others. I don’t think we’ve just hung out with everyone at once,” she dug into her memories for confirmation then nodded. “It sounds like a good time, doesn’t it?”

She looked up at Jiwoo with a warm smile. The athlete, who had been in her own world, snapped out of her daze. As she met Chaeyeon halfway, her heart skipped a beat. Her best friend’s smile melted her heart and fuzzied her brain. In the corner of her vision, she saw Yubin resisting the urge to tease her.

Jiwoo ignored her and placed a light smile on her lips. “Yeah, it sounds nice.”

 

 

Dahyun wished Jiwoo and Yubin a good night before entering her room. The two best friends trudged down the quiet dormitory’s hallway. As they passed by the rooms, Jiwoo glanced at their doors; some of the girls had written their names on them. Passing by Chaeyeon’s room, she contemplated it for an extra second.

It didn’t go unnoticed by Yubin and she stopped. “Dude. When are you planning to confess?”

Jiwoo also stopped. She patted the back of her head and frowned. “I don’t know. The timing’s just never right–”

She muffled a startled yelp when suddenly, Yubin pressed her hands against her back and started pushing.

“What are you doing?” asked Jiwoo, befuddled.

“Giving you the right timing.” Yubin was surprisingly strong even with Jiwoo’s resistance. She reached for the door handle and twisted it open.

Jiwoo’s eyes shot open. “Gong Yubin, stop pushing or I’ll–”

“Just talk to her!”

Yubin shoved Jiwoo into Chaeyeon’s room and slammed the door behind her. Jiwoo snapped around, wide-eyed, then her shoulders dropped in frustration.

She tensed again when she heard Chaeyeon’s voice.

“Jiwoo?”

Jiwoo spun around and met Chaeyeon’s eyes. The girl sat on the bed, having been messing around with a square piece of paper, no doubt still trying to get the paper crane right. Jiwoo had given her the first few steps, but had left the rest for her to figure out.

Jiwoo’s breath caught. She felt as if it was high school all over again and she had met Chaeyeon for the first time in the hallway, clumsy and cheery.

Chaeyeon stared, expectant, and Jiwoo realized she hadn’t yet given a response. She looked around before noticing the window. It displayed the dark night since Chaeyeon liked having her curtains open. It had stopped raining, she observed.

She turned to Chaeyeon and swallowed nervously. “Do you want to go on a walk?”

Chaeyeon beamed, set the paper down, and picked up the electric lamp.

 

 

It smelled of wet grass and fresh dirt. The last of the dark clouds fled from the sky, letting the stars drape over Jiwoo and Chaeyeon as they walked. They stayed on the paved roads around and between the buildings, not wanting to venture too far away. The lamp in Chaeyeon’s hand swung back and forth and the light swished with it, alternating between sun and shadow.

“It’s nice like this,” she commented. The night was cool and humid. To Chaeyeon, it felt more like a crisp, late October night than the middle of July. At least, she believed it was somewhere around July; dates had become the least of her priorities.

Jiwoo nodded but didn’t utter a word. Chaeyeon noticed she was quieter than usual, the type of silence she reserved for whenever her mind was troubled. The nervousness spread to her, too, and she felt her fingers twitch. A gust of leftover wind blew over them and Chaeyeon shivered, hugging herself. She should’ve brought a jacket with her, but all she had on her back was a t-shirt that didn’t belong to her.

As if her prayers had been answered, a jacket was draped over her shoulders. She looked up at Jiwoo in astonishment. The athlete looked back down at her, now left with nothing but her tee.

Chaeyeon’s eyes widened. “But you’ll get cold!” she protested.

“It’s fine, unnie.” Jiwoo pretended she didn’t have goosebumps running up her arms. “I’m fine. It’s not cold.”

Chaeyeon huffed but accepted the jacket anyway, not fighting the way her lips curled upward. Her body felt warm, as if she had sat in front of a campfire. Giddy, she looped her arm around Jiwoo’s and they continued their midnight walk.

Chaeyeon initiated a meaningless conversation as they made a lap around the cafeteria building. Jiwoo replied in earnest but her head was clearly elsewhere. They had interlaced their fingers sometime around the trip and Chaeyeon hoped Jiwoo didn’t notice her clammy hands.

Eventually, the insignificant chatter stopped and they marched in quiet. As they started making their way back to the dormitory, Jiwoo suddenly stopped. 

“Unnie.” She grounded herself and Chaeyeon halted with her. “There’s… something I’ve been meaning to tell you.”

Chaeyeon’s heart skipped as a feeling of impending doom settled, prepared for the worst. Did Jiwoo have a problem? Maybe a disease, like Yubin or Sohyun? Was that why she had asked for the walk?

While Chaeyeon’s mind ran a mile a second, Jiwoo was growing increasingly nervous. “I, uh, well…” she startled when Chaeyeon snapped her head up. Gingerly, she scratched the back of her neck. “So you know how the group agreed to have this small hangout to get to know each other but then someone said there wasn’t a point to it because it’d just hurt more when someone dies, and it reminded me of how uncertain everything is and I just…”

Whatever speech Jiwoo had planned crumbled and she trailed off. Chaeyeon blinked in utter confusion. “What?”

Jiwoo caught herself and took a long, deep breath. Her eyes bored into Chaeyeon’s, trying to stay determined, but there was a slight quiver in them. “I like you, unnie.”

Chaeyeon staggered at the confession. She stared at Jiwoo’s face, brightened by the lamp. Her features glowed, highlighting the nervous bite of her lip and her uncertain but tender eyes. She felt the drum of her heart quicken and her palms felt sweaty. The chill air did little to help the heat spreading from her ears to her neck, and she swallowed heavily, lips parting.

“I know.”

Jiwoo felt the wind get knocked out of her and she spluttered. “Wh– what do you mean, you know?”

“I know that you like me.”

“Really?”

“Mhm.”

“Like actually?”

“Of course! No one could ever resist my charm.” Chaeyeon flipped her hair with a playful grin.

The anxious weight in Jiwoo’s body dropped and she melted into a pout. “Unnie, don’t play with me!” she whined, nearly yelled, her face embarrassingly red.

Chaeyeon burst out into a fit of joyous laughter, cupping a hand over her mouth. Jiwoo’s features softened, her downturned lips not lasting long at the sight of Chaeyeon’s happiness. With the starry sky, the chill air, and the smell of fresh grass, things almost felt normal.

Jiwoo shook her head. She couldn’t let herself get sidetracked. She clasped Chaeyeon’s hands firmly in hers. “But unnie, I’m serious here. You mean so much to me, and I'm thankful that you’re still here after everything that happened. I don’t think I would’ve made it without you.”

Chaeyeon’s laughter softened into a light giggle. She looked up at her friend with sparkles in her eyes that rivaled the night sky. “Lee Jiwoo,” she said, slow and steady. “I like you too. I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else if it wasn’t with you.”

Jiwoo’s heart pranced and soared, filled with adrenaline. It felt familiar, as if she had scored a goal in a match. But the fire burning in her heart was far deeper than a simple hockey game. It was the love of her life.

Gently, Jiwoo pulled Chaeyeon in and wrapped her in a tight embrace. Chaeyeon grinned and hugged back with fervor, placing her head above Jiwoo’s chest, listening to the rapid beating of her heart. She was sure hers hammered just as quickly and she thought she no longer needed the jacket Jiwoo had given her.

She tilted her head up and placed a quick peck on Jiwoo’s cheek. Jiwoo’s eyes widened, then she quickly melted into a grin that crinkled her eyes. She was extremely warm and didn’t feel the cool air blowing against her bare skin.

Eventually, they split away, sharing a smile that reached the ears. Chaeyeon was nervous, but it was a good nervous. She brushed Jiwoo’s long hair back and raised the lamp to read all of her features and Jiwoo did the same. Then, Chaeyeon linked their arms together and pulled her along.

As they headed back for the dorms, arms interlocked, a thought burrowed in Jiwoo’s mind.

“Did you actually know?”

A hum. “I might’ve overheard Yubin say something once. Very loudly.”

Jiwoo groaned and pressed her palm against her eyes. “Of course she did.”

Chaeyeon giggled again and nuzzled against Jiwoo. Things almost felt normal.

Notes:

Alt chapter title: gay women go through a breakup when they weren’t even together this is true yuri

 

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Chapter 24: Unpleaseant Memories

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Yubin gulped down a precise 100ml of soju before muffling a heavy cough into her elbow. She rose up with a look of disgust before clasping a hand over her mouth to stop herself from throwing up.

“Making someone drink this much at once has to be a form of torture,” she quipped sarcastically.

“Thank you, Yubin,” Yooyeon spoke while writing in her notebook, paying no mind to Yubin’s comment. Seoyeon at least gave her a pat on the shoulder.

Yooyeon reached for a small watch and pressed the side button. “We’ll get back to you in half an hour. Stay seated and don’t do anything that could interfere with the experiment.”

“Thank you for helping us with this,” Seoyeon finished as she guided Yubin to another room. Yubin scrunched her nose upon entering and sat in the single plush chair in the otherwise empty room. Seoyeon flashed her a grateful smile before closing the door.

Looking around, Yubin combed her hair, wondering how she could pass the next half hour. She closed her eyes and the image of Chaeyeon and Jiwoo imprinted in the back of her eyelids.

A grin made its way on Yubin’s face. They must still be asleep, cuddled up together in Jiwoo’s room. Call her weird, but she had stalked their entire exchange last night, nearly pulling her hair out when Jiwoo had started rambling instead of getting to the point. At least Chaeyeon had met her halfway.

Yubin laughed to herself. Fucking finally, she thought. She would probably get an earful from Jiwoo later about Chaeyeon having known beforehand, but Yubin wasn’t too bothered. It was Jiwoo’s fault for not confessing sooner, anyway.

Like clockwork, memories of her best friends played in her mind. Yubin chuckled. Half an hour was going to be easy.

 

 

Kotone tossed the shotgun onto the dining table with the other guns and cartridge boxes Yooyeon’s group had collected. In total, there were two pump-action shotguns, one revolver, and a Glock pistol. She recognized them all to be the models the police force used. She picked up the revolver and checked the chamber. It was empty.

“We’re going to scour for weapons this time around,” she explained while Nakyoung picked up the pistol. She pointed towards the far right of the map displayed on the table. “There’s a police station right next to the store.”

“Are we splitting the group half and half?” Nakyoung asked as she pocketed the Glock. Lynn was reloading the magazine of her pistol, some of the cartridges they had found matching her gun’s. Nien weighed the second shotgun with a curious smile.

Kotone shook her head and kept the revolver. “Not enough people. Sohyun’s gone too, now. We can’t split up.”

Nakyoung clicked her tongue but agreed. She pressed her finger against the map. “We’ll visit the store first. If there’s time, we’ll move on to the station.”

Shion and Kaede watched from a distance as their scavenging team discussed today’s run. Nakyoung and Kotone led the conversation in a civil matter, and Shion was left slightly astonished at their cooperation. Seoyeon had told her about their fight and Chaewon and Seoah had performed a mock reenactment of the episode, but from the way they collaborated now, it was as if they had been a team from the start.

Nien secured the shotgun to her back and adjusted her jacket, which had duct tape plastered over the sleeves and shoulders. Underneath the jacket was the protective hockey gear. “I wish we had more people on the team,” she expressed.

Kaede let out a quiet scoff, catching Shion’s attention. “She doesn’t need that much protection,” she whispered.

“Well, she’s their frontliner,” Shion replied, matching her volume. “I don’t really know the details, but she’s the one who holds most of the infected back while the rest take them out.”

“She doesn’t fight?”

Shion shrugged and dug the spoon into her can. “She said she doesn’t like it.”

Kaede didn’t reply, instead digging into her own breakfast. She agreed with Nien. Without the flight or fight response, the adrenaline, she wouldn’t have been an effective fighter anyway.

The doors opened and Dahyun introduced herself to the mess hall, attempting to drown a yawn with a hand over her lips. She noticed the group and smiled, approaching them. Kaede supported her head with a fist, eyes following Dahyun as she mouthed something to Lynn before hugging her and the rest of the girls. From the few days since she had been freed, Kaede had learned that Dahyun was well-liked in the small community.

Dahyun then passed by their table. She greeted Shion with a smile but only spared Kaede a small glance before moving to collect her morning ration.

Kaede stretched her lips to one side at the barren exchange. They hadn’t yet spoken since that night, as if Dahyun was avoiding her on purpose. She scraped the bottom of her can a little forcefully. It caught Shion’s attention, and, as a result, a concerned gaze. Kaede shrugged it off with a light frown, her shoulders drooping. She shouldn’t be so bothered by Dahyun’s indifference, anyway. After all, she was the one who had warned her to stay away.

But then there was Shion. Kaede still didn’t understand. There were so many other people she could be making friends with, but she chose to stay with her. Kaede had raised a gun to her head twice already, but the girl was adamant on sticking by her side, and every time she looked at the girl, she felt nothing other than crawling, redundant guilt that writhed in her gut.

She sighed, clenching and unclenching her fists. Shion’s visits during her time imprisoned also bothered her, particularly that time when she hadn’t answered her question, only replying with a quiet, assured smile.

Why are you still so nice to me?

Kaede dropped her head against the table with a loud bang. Shion jumped at the sudden noise and the others in the room stopped to look at her in confusion. Dahyun spun around, bewildered. Silence followed for a few moments after Kaede still didn’t move.

“Is she okay?” Nien was the first to ask, her eyes flickering between Kaede and Shion.

Shion pursed her lips. She had never seen Kaede act like that. Slowly, she shrugged her shoulders, genuinely clueless.

Nakyoung squinted at Kaede, her eyes filled with disdain, but kept her words to herself. Nien looked between the two again before landing her eyes on Shion. A visible light lit up in the firefighter’s mind and she beamed. “Shion, you wanna join our run?”

Shion blinked, taken aback. Kaede was too, shooting up to know her response with a bruise on her forehead. Shion pursed her lips and looked at Kaede as if she was waiting for her to answer in her place. When the thief only narrowed her eyes, Shion’s gaze flitted back to Nien. She swallowed. “Okay.”

 

 

Half an hour later, Seoyeon checked in on Yubin. The girl supported her head against her hand and kept her eyes closed. There was a slight furrow between her eyebrows.

“How are you feeling?” asked Seoyeon, pulling down a pair of latex gloves. She then pulled a syringe from her pocket and undid the cap.

Yubin blinked her eyes open and exhaled slowly, following Seoyeon’s movements. “Not bad. Just a bit tired.”

Approaching the girl, Seoyeon hummed and flicked the syringe in her hands. “I’ll get another sample from you, if that’s alright.”

With a nod, Yubin rolled up her sleeve. She pressed her lips together, bouncing her leg at the familiar prick of the needle. “Am I free to go after this?”

Seoyeon smiled apologetically as she drew the blood. “I’ll have to see with Yooyeon.”

Yubin groaned without malice and deflated into her seat, already knowing she was going to have to stay.

 

 

Yooyeon looked through the powered microscope. Dahyun had managed to reroute a battery and turned it into a viable outlet, rendering the device functional.

She removed herself from the microscope and jotted a note into the notebook.

“Anything different?” Seoyeon asked behind her.

“The virus moves a little slower but it isn’t anything outstanding,” Yooyeon expressed, “and until Bin comes back with the sample, there isn’t much to work with.”

Seoyeon picked up on the slight disappointment in her tone. “Not everything’s going to have a big reaction,” she reminded gently.

“I know,” Yooyeon sighed, setting the pen down and leaning against her fist. Her eyes absentmindedly read over her countless notes, and frustration bubbled in her stomach. She was nowhere near finding anything.

A pair of arms wrapped around her shoulders and she relaxed into the embrace, still mulling over the results. Her eyes then lit up and she leaned forward, tapping a finger above her lips and rereading the notes. “With the lowered inhibitions, will she resist another attempt at retrieving the fungus?”

Seoyeon tilted her head to the side, contemplating the hypothesis. “Maybe her mind will blur too much for the infection to react properly?”

“We’ll try two-hundred.” Yooyeon stood hastily and picked the bottle up, ready to pour it into the beaker, but Seoyeon intervened by grabbing her hand.

“Yooyeon, that’s a bit much.”

Yooyeon stopped and looked at Seoyeon. “But the test…”

If Seoyeon wasn’t trying to persuade Yooyeon to not get Yubin intoxicated, she would’ve grinned at her saddened expression. “Another hundred is enough for now.”

Yooyeon blinked, relaxing her shoulders, then caught herself. “You’re right,” she admitted, brushing her fingers against Seoyeon’s. “Sorry.”

“Don’t worry,” Seoyeon took her hand and interlocked them, “You were just enthusiastic.”

Yooyeon smiled, slightly bashful, and pressed a short but sweet kiss against Seoyeon’s lips.

 

 

The scavenging team stood outside, performing their final check ups on both the school bus and their tools, making sure everything functioned as intended. Shion played with her pocket flashlight a couple times before inserting it into her backpack’s outer pocket.

“Can I join too?”

The girls spun around and were met with Xinyu, who already had her own bag in hand. Sohyun was nowhere to be seen.

Kotone hesitated, but Nakyoung casually slung her backpack over her shoulders. “Sure. Just be careful.”

Nien cheered and flew to wrap Xinyu in a tight embrace. Shion observed quietly as Kotone turned to Nakyoung, filled with doubt. “Are we certain about this?”

Nakyoung nodded. “She’s more capable than one might think.” Unlike Kotone, she had gone on runs with Xinyu before. Although lacking in the fighting department, she was quick to react and good enough to hold her own. “Plus, if we add her, then we can split up.”

Kotone stretched her lips to one side. Wordlessly, she mounted the bus, and Shion followed.

 

 

Kaede was sure it had been minutes since she stood in front of the bedroom door, debating whether or not to knock. The hallways were empty as everyone had already gone off to do their daily tasks. She was sure if someone had seen her, they’d be asking questions.

She didn’t quite know why she was there. It felt uncharacteristic, even in her own skin. Then again, she had been isolated for two weeks. Kaede couldn’t recall how many times she had screamed just to know she was still there. She didn’t want to remember.

Kaede lifted her good arm then hesitated. Scrunching her face, she rapped twice on the door.

There was shuffling on the other side. Then, the door opened, and, from her perspective Kaede could see Dahyun’s friendly, unsuspecting smile.

“Hell– oh.”

Dahyun’s smile dropped, leaving her stare blank. Still, Kaede had caught the moment of surprise before the emotionless wall was put up.

Kaede clenched and unclenched her hands, her heart beating rapidly in her chest. Her throat dried and suddenly she forgot what she was going to say, if she had anything to say in the first place. For some reason, she felt small and awkward. She never felt small and awkward.

Dahyun shifted her weight from one leg to another, subtly raising an eyebrow. Then, she stepped to the side, a silent invitation for Kaede to enter. Gingerly, Kaede accepted the invitation, stepping foot into the room. It looked just like any other, except the bed sheets were a bright rose instead of the typical white. Not knowing where to sit between the comfortable mattress and the rigid wooden chair, she instead decided to stand in the center of the room, painfully out of place.

Dahyun silently trudged past her, keeping the door wide open. It let Kaede know she didn’t trust her just yet. A smart decision, but one that tugged her heart anyhow.

Dahyun pulled the chair from the desk and slotted herself in it. She kept her hands on her lap, her fingers drumming lightly against her jeans. All the while, her gaze stayed blank. Kaede didn’t like to admit it, but the lack of emotions made her uneasy.

More silence followed. Kaede waited, and so did Dahyun. She waited for Kaede to initiate the conversation. She didn’t guide her like last time. Kaede had to branch out of her own will.

Upon realizing she wouldn’t win, Kaede took in a breath. “I’m conflicted.”

“So she does have emotions,” Dahyun quipped. Before Kaede could frown, she broke into a small smile. “Sorry. Got that from Yubin.”

Kaede’s shoulders dropped. That was right, she had stabbed Yubin in the leg. And the wound had gotten the girl infected– how many people had she hurt?

She internally shook it off. That was an issue for another time. “I need to do something,” she said.

At that, Dahyun leaned in with some interest. “About?”

 

 

“Shion.”

Shion spun her head behind her. Nien adjusted her helmet, hooking her arms over the seat’s backrest. Her body shook from the rolling vehicle.

“I’ve been wondering about this for a while, but why do you still stick around Kaede?”

Kotone eyed the rearview mirror. Nakyoung’s curious gaze turned into a glare. Lynn, who sat beside her, frowned and shot her a glance.

Shion shifted uncomfortably in her seat. The trees blurred outside as they moved. “Do I stick around?”

There were quiet nods of agreement. Shion wrapped her arms around her bag, drumming lightly against it. “I mean, we’ve been together since it all happened. It just feels familiar.”

“That’s right, isn’t it?” Xinyu asked from her and Nien’s shared seat. She hummed thoughtfully. “We’ve never really heard you talk about yourself.”

Shion paused. She believed Xinyu was right. Maybe her staying close to Kaede had prevented some of them from approaching her.

Nien looked into Shion’s eyes with a tilt of her head, then suddenly perked up and leaned in closer. She pointed a finger at her face.

“You have some light scars on you,” she said. “I’ve never noticed.”

A lopsided, uneasy smile made its way on Shion’s face as she trailed a hand over her cheek. “Ah, this is…”

“Did you get into a fight?” Nien asked with a jump of curiosity. “You should tell us about it.”

“It wasn’t much of a fight…”

“Tell us anyway!”

Shion’s throat dried, hesitant.

“Let’s back off a little,” Lynn intervened. Her voice had some edge to it, reserved only for when Kaede was part of the topic.

“Was it Kaede?” Nakyoung was quick to accuse.

“No,” Shion retorted quickly. “No, she’s never hurt me. Not directly.” She hugged the backpack tighter in her arms, a faraway look in her eyes. “It was from a run I messed up…”

 

 

“Who are you?”

Shion’s breath caught in her throat, a trickle of nausea running through her nervous heart. Her hands were raised above her head. Upon entering the restaurant’s glass doors, she had been flagged down by the group. She stood face to face with a man holding a crowbar. Said crowbar was pressed against the underside of her chin while her hands were high above her head. He wore a blue jumper with a red tag. Four more prisoners — three men and one woman — circled him, eyeing her with cynical attitudes. Three shared yellow tags while one of them was blue. Red meant death row. Yellow, felony. Blue, drug offender.

Slowly, the adrenaline pumped in her blood, trying to trigger her fight or flight response. She swallowed it down, reminding herself of the mission. “Shion. Park Shion.”

“Alright, Shion,” the prisoner said, lowering his crowbar. She glanced at his nametag. ‘Do Jinwoo.’ He was the only one with a red tag, leading Shion to believe he was the leader. “How’d you get here?”

Shion recalled the excuse Kaede drilled into her. “I, uh, saw you on the move while I was hiding and I was wondering if I could join you.”

“You got here even with all of the zombies running around?” asked another guy. His name was in yellow.

“No, I only moved here after they all left. From the siren.”

“And where were you hiding before that?”

Shion chewed her bottom lip. “An alley.”

“And it’s just you?”

Shion jutted her lips and gave a nod. More than once she caught herself keeping her eyes trailed on the ground.

“How’d a small shrimp like you survive this whole mess?” the woman mocked playfully, a spark of sardonic adoration in her eyes.

“She just told us she was hiding, idiot. That’s what we did too, with the damn military blowing everyone up.” The second guy stretched his arms behind his back. “She doesn’t look too threatening. We could have her carry our stuff.”

“With that build? I bet she could barely lift a cigarette.”

Shion realized her worth was slipping. Looking around the restaurant, her eyes landed on the nearest chair. Carefully, making sure they could all read her movements, she reached for it and single handedly lifted it by the backrest.

The woman tilted her head to the side, rather unimpressed. Shion pursed her lips and dropped her thumb, then her pinky, then her ring finger. Only her index and center strung the chair proudly in the air.

The second guy laughed, clearly amused. “She’s a strong one!” He turned to the woman with a smirk. “What do I get for winning?”

He received a rude finger in response. The female inmate scoffed and turned back to Shion. “So under all that cuteness you actually pack some muscle.” She smiled patronizingly, then she leaned forward and narrowed her eyes at her. “Guess we’ll have to be careful. You might be hiding something else.”

Shion’s eyes widened slightly and she swallowed nervously. Had she already been caught?

Surprisingly, the leader let out a boisterous guffaw. “Don’t scare her like that. Look at her! She couldn’t hurt a fly.”

The woman’s glare turned into a grin, then a laugh. She reached her hand up and patted a stupefied Shion on the cheek. “You’re adorable.”

Standing tall, the inmates retreated into the restaurant, leaving Shion to blink her fear and confusion away. “So, uh, am I in?”

The leader lifted a dismissive arm. “Sure, shrimp. You’re in. Just don’t do anything stupid.”

Shion let her shoulders drop and she let out an inaudible exhale. Quickly, she glanced outside and into the alley. Kaede peeked an eye out and nodded.

 

 

Joobin circled the perimeter for the third time that morning, but yet again found nothing.

Yooyeon had approached her with a special request; to collect a sample from an infected. And it had to be fresh, meaning the corpses around the base were useless. Joobin had agreed with the mission, avoiding the creeping thoughts about the mission’s eerie familiarity with HausTech.

She began her fourth lap when an infected on the far end of the secret base caught her attention. It clung against the fence and she halted. With an eye on the zombie, Joobin set her rifle on her back and pulled out her combat knife.

She then paused when someone with a military uniform and an all-too-familiar tuft of hair threw a bag over its head and dragged it into the forest. Her eyes widened. She chased after them without a second thought.

Arriving at the fence, Joobin pressed a hand against it and looked through the chain link. There were boot prints planted in the dirt that led into the woods and she noted it was around the same spot she had caught the two spies just days ago.

She palmed around the fence, searching for the secret opening no one else knew about but her. Her fingers found the ridge of the metal and yanked it open. She looked back, exhaled when she didn’t see anyone, and stepped out. She secured the fence before raising her rifle and dove into the forest.

 

 

Kotone pulled the bus close to the town. Shion peeked outside. Just like at the school, the place was completely deserted, a wasteland of abandoned buildings and decaying bodies splaying before her. Kotone gave herself the liberty of reversing the bus and its noisy beeps buffered into the surrounding woods.

“Is it okay to do this?” Shion asked with worry, noticing they had parked close to the buildings. Lynn patted her back.

“We’ve been here once before,” she reassured, “Everyone fled after the military announcement. We cleared out what little was left.”

Just as Lynn finished her sentence, they felt a heavy slam against the side of the bus. Shion jolted in shock, heart pumping, and Xinyu muffled a yelp.

“Must be a stray…” Kotone killed the engine and kicked herself off the seat. She flicked the revolver into her hands and marched to the back of the bus. After opening the emergency door, she slammed her heel twice into the floor. Seconds later, an infected appeared, its tattered clothes torn from its body with a heavy bite mark carved into its collarbone. It was too short to hoist itself up the bus and instead snarled as it clawed at the rubber carpet. Kotone stepped back calmly, aimed the revolver at its head, unlocked the safety, and pulled the trigger. Shion winced as the blast sent shockwaves through her eardrums and she watched as the zombie collapsed onto the road.

The gunshot’s echo died down and the girls waited. Shion pursed her lips, not quite sure what they were waiting for. She looked outside again at the ghost town. It seemed like nothing had heard the shot but them.

A minute followed. Lynn double checked her bag before standing up and slinging it over her shoulder. She pocketed a small flashlight and retrieved her pistol. Around them, the rest of the girls stood up, got ready, and approached the back door. Kotone slotted a new bullet in the chamber.

“Remember. Shion, Lynn-chan, and I at the station. Nakyoung, Xinyu, and Nien at the store. Get weapons, food supplies, and check the medical wing, too.”

She hopped down and checked her surroundings with her revolver. Upon making sure it was clear, she helped Shion with her jump, followed by Xinyu. Nien made a superhero landing with a grin before adjusting her helmet. Nakyoung helped herself before helping Lynn.

Shion pulled the straps of her military backpack. Quietly, they began their march. She swallowed as she looked around, still nervous.

“Hey,” Nien said as they walked. “You should continue your story.”

Shion raised an eyebrow. “Now?”

“We have time, don’t we?” Xinyu agreed, inspecting the shotgun the group had given her. “Nothing better than a story to pass the time.”

Shion pursed her lips. “Okay.”

 

 

An hour had passed but Shion’s anxiety refused to die down. While the group loitered around, she did her best to simply wander like a curious person around the restaurant. Her gaze lingered on the bags piled in the far corner, attempting to catch the metallic shine of the car keys she was looking for. She jumped at a soft spoken voice behind her.

“What are you wandering about?”

Shion spun around and was met by the male prisoner with the blue nametag. He was one of the remaining two inmates that hadn’t yet talked. His build was tough from his time in prison, but his elderly face was soft. Grey strands peeked out of his black hair.

Not knowing what to expect, Shion curled into herself. “Uhm, I’m just a little hungry, I guess.”

The prisoner hummed. “Yeah, you don’t get much food in those alleys,” he said, walking towards the bags. He filed through them and tossed a packet at Shion. Startled, she tossed the packet around her hands, nearly dropping it. Looking closely, she realized it was a pack of Shin ramen.

“Mister Park, what are you doing?” Jinwoo called out from the other side of the restaurant. His tone had a light malice under his authority and Shion knew there was bad blood passing between them.

“Giving her food,” Park responded casually. “When one needs to eat, they need to eat.”

“Forgot another person meant another mouth to feed,” Jinwoo sighed. “And that’s also less space to stuff things in the car. Now I’m rethinking letting her join.”

“You have a car?” Shion asked, feigning innocence.

Jinwoo fished for something in his pockets and pulled out the car keys. They glistened in the thin sunlight and Shion’s stared at them with wide eyes. Then, he pocketed them again. “We’re not going anywhere ‘till tomorrow. The military might still be around.”

“So we’re staying the night,” finished the older inmate. Noticing Shion hadn’t yet opened her packet, he gestured at it expectantly.

Shion lit up at the reminder and bowed slightly, thanking him. As she turned away, he suddenly grabbed her by the arm and pulled her back. Alarms blared in Shion’s head and she had to hold back a scream.

“Look,” he began slowly, “it’s good to be in a group, but don’t mingle with these guys for too long. They’re a bad influence.” He patted her shoulder. “I can tell you’re a good person. Don’t lose that.”

He released his grip and left Shion to stand there, stunned, with a shaky breath escaping her lips.

 

 

An uneventful hour followed. Joobin had slowed her pace into a careful march, tracking the stranger’s boot prints and the infected’s violent struggle. The thick forest left only faint amounts of dappled light onto the terrasse. She had a finger on the trigger, ready to shoot at any faint rustle or passing shadow, while her other hand gripped her combat knife.

A faraway growl sounded. She snapped her head in its direction and walked, keeping tabs of where she went. She knew in the back of her mind that she should’ve contacted Yooyeon and Seoyeon first, but an itch in her brain told her she had to know who wore the uniform.

As Joobin approached, the infected’s snarls grew louder, and she hugged her rifle tighter. It eventually became so loud she halted. She crouched behind a bush and craned her neck sideways, peeking out of the foliage.

There was nothing at first sight, but the groans were incessant. Joobin swallowed and tilted farther, searching for the source.

Then, suddenly, the growls stopped. Joobin stopped with it, feeling a slight prickle in her nape. Her senses blared. She should turn back. Quietly, she began to retreat.

As she stepped away, keeping her eyes in front of her, her back hit something soft. With a trained reaction, she snapped around and thrusted her knife against it, but her wrist was grabbed and fingers drug themselves into her nerves, forcing her to drop the knife. She was about to maneuver around the hand until a voice broke through.

“Halt.”

Every fiber in Joobin’s muscles locked up. Her ears rang and she felt her hair standing on end. She recognized the gruff voice, tired out from countless orders and cigarettes. Instead of looking up, she kept her gaze on the forest before her. Her adversary released her arm and Joobin let out a quiet, trembling exhale.

Lieutenant General Kim Myungsoo stepped into her field of view, dragging the corpse of the infected she had seen.

“Soldier 18,” he began, his voice harsh with a frown etched into his face, “I didn’t expect you to chase this far.” The way he lifted the corpse was near effortless. “I assume you required something from this.”

Joobin was unresponsive, still in shock as countless waves of unpleasant memories came crashing down on her. Lieutenant General Kim narrowed his eyes. He reached for a cigarette in his uniform’s breast pocket and lit it up. “I assumed you were gone with the rest,” he said between puffs. “Despite the deployment of most of our troops in Seoul, we lost too many. Including your squad.”

It was as if someone had tightened a rope around her throat. Joobin’s mouth remained shut, unable to reply, but her chest heaved as she tried to keep her fear down. She knew her squad was gone; they were the ones who had gotten her out of there.

“Desertion is a crime punishable by death,” he added. Joobin also knew that. She had seen a soldier be gunned down after he had attempted to flee the battlefield.

“But I can bend the rules a little.” Lieutenant General Kim breathed in the cigarette. “Killing everyone is a waste of resources. I’m only looking for one person.”

He walked to the right, showing off the pink pistol in his holster. Joobin’s eyes lit up in recognition.

Soomin.

It made perfect sense. She had listened to her incessant rambles and childhood stories. There was no way some random kid that group had found wandering the streets had such perfect shooting. And the one string that pulled them all together, the pièce de résistance , was that her father was a general.

Said general’s gruff voice brought her out of her thoughts. “When the time comes, you will take her and return to this location. I will then order my men to retreat.”

The general killed his cigarette and approached Joobin. She held her breath. “Fail to comply or tell them about this exchange and you can swear goodbye to all of them.”

Joobin swallowed. Making connections with people was a difficult thing, knowing what strangers could do to you and your friends. But the people she was with were good people. Even with her muffled emotions, she knew that she liked them.

The faintest flicker of anger rose to her throat at the lieutenant general’s easy dismissal of their lives, but the fire fizzled out. Her emotions were not enough. They were never enough. She could never run away.

“Yes, sir.”

The general pulled out a knife, swiped the infected’s pinky off, and handed it to her.

 

 

“So one of them was a nice guy?”

Shion looked up from the revolver in her hands. She gave Lynn an agreeing hum. While she and Kotone collected the weapons in the station’s dark armory, Lynn took care of the lighting and guarded the door. Her flashlight shone on the revolver.

“Some inmates can be good people,” Shion said as she placed the revolver in the bag, “like him.”

“Probably realized his mistakes after years spent in prison,” Kotone huffed as she closed the bag and hoisted it over her shoulder. The rewards of their reaping wasn’t much, only totalling another shotgun and a revolver. The remaining space was filled by cartridge boxes.

“Do you think people can change?” Lynn asked, shining her flashlight in Kotone’s direction.

“Of course,” Kotone replied casually. She picked up a police belt with a gun holster and secured it around her pants. “I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t.”

With her revolver out, she peeked out of the door and rechecked the corners, mentally calculating the hour in the same beat.  “We still have some time. See if you can find the first-aid kit. There might also be something in the office’s cooler,” she said. Lynn and Shion nodded in response and they filed out of the armory.

 

 

Xinyu aimed the flashlight down the near-empty aisles, looking for anything useful. Nien stuck close to her with her own flashlight and grabbed a small capsule of pain-killers. Grinning at the lucky find, she placed it nicely in her bag before moving on.

“What do you look for in these runs, usually?” Xinyu whispered as she highlighted anti-hemorrhage pills. She raised an eyebrow and picked it up.

“Anything useful,” Nien replied, reading the label on a box of muscle relief patches. “The priority is usually food, though. Medicine’s second. Then the rest, if we have space.” She put the box back onto the aisle.

Xinyu put the pills in the bag and looked for her next find. She deflated upon stumbling on another box of muscle relief patches. “There isn’t much left in here.”

“It was already quite empty when we first got here,” Nakyoung replied from the food section. “But it doesn’t look like anyone visited in between that time and now.”

“Is that a good thing?”

“Yeah! Means there isn’t anyone nearby.” Nien smiled. “So we don’t have to fight and no one gets hurt.”

Xinyu expected Nakyoung to also respond, but the woman remained oddly quiet. Curious, Xinyu peeked her head over the aisle and looked at her.

“Is something on your mind?”

Nakyoung turned towards Xinyu and raised her eyebrows. She swallowed and shook her head. “Nothing, it’s just…” She picked up a bag of dried fish, checked the expiry date, gave it a sniff, then slotted it into her bag. “If we had to fight for resources, would you do it?”

The question took Xinyu by surprise. “What do you mean?”

“Say someone’s threatening you and your group, for example,” Nakyoung laid down an example. “Would you fight to protect them?”

Nien’s answer was an easy “yes.” Xinyu, on the other hand, pressed her lips together. She wasn’t much of a fighter and she thought the question was more in Sohyun’s field of expertise. Her heart pinched at the reminder of her bodyguard.

“I don’t know,” she replied honestly. “I haven’t even gone out that much. Only here and there.” Sohyun was the one who usually took over such tasks. Her heart pinched again. “I don’t think I would fight at the very front, but maybe I could use a gun from afar.”

Nakyoung seemed satisfied enough with her answer. “You prefer firearms, then?”

Xinyu simply hummed before moving on. There was still some space to spare in her backpack. She scanned around for anything she could bring back and her eyes landed on the storage room’s closed door. “Have we checked the back?”

Nakyoung and Nien perked up and exchanged a glance. “No, I don’t think we have,” Nakyoung replied.

Nien approached the door and opened it. Immediately, she was tackled by an infected and it grabbed her jacket, snarling and snapping its jaw in her face. 

Xinyu clasped a hand over her mouth, swallowing a startled scream. Nien put her arm up and the infected gnawed against the tape and the protective gear. She narrowed her eyes, but otherwise was completely unfazed by the sudden attack.

Nakyoung was quick to pull out her pistol but Nien threw her free hand out to stop her. Nakyoung’s brows furrowed in confusion, but she lowered her gun anyway. Nien then turned to Xinyu, who was busy calming her racing heart.

“Try shooting this one,” she suggested.

Xinyu blinked a few times and frowned. “What?”

“Just to get a feel of it. You said you wanted to use guns, right?”

Xinyu ducked her head into a low, uncertain nod. Hesitantly, she pried the shotgun from her back but Nakyoung shot out a hand to grab her arm, stopping her.

“Not that,” she said, offering her the pistol instead. Xinyu inhaled, dropping the shotgun’s strap, and carefully plucked the Glock from Nakyoung’s outstretched hand.

Nien flashed a thumbs-up before using the gloved hand to push the infected’s face back. She then pried her own head away from it. “I trust you!”

With a racing heart, Xinyu took a step towards the infected, luckily too preoccupied with biting Nien’s protected arm to notice her. She undid the safety and lifted the pistol with both hands.

Jiyeon had told her to shoot right at the end of her exhale if she wanted maximum accuracy. Recalling those words, she let out a slow breath, narrowed her eyes, and pulled the trigger.

The bullet flew into the infected’s skull. With its jaw wide open, parted into a silent scream, it lost strength and collapsed into Nien’s arms.

Eyes wide open, Xinyu lowered her pistol and stared at her kill. Nien dropped the body and whistled. “Nice.”

Xinyu nodded wordlessly, passing the pistol back to Nakyoung. She was startled again when Kotone, Lynn, and Shion rushed into the store, guns out.

Kotone’s eyes were wide in alarm even after she saw them. “Everyone alright?”

“We’re good,” Nakyoung called back. “We found an infected in the back room, but we took care of it.”

Breathing a sigh of relief, Kotone then straightened herself with a frown. “Why the gunshot?” she asked the three of them but kept her eyes on Nakyoung.

Nien raised her hand. “Sorry. I’m the one who told Xinyu to.” Upon hearing that, Kotone only pinched the bridge of her nose and nodded. Nien then asked, “Did you find anything?”

“Only a couple more guns. Plenty of ammo.”

“I got the medkit.” Lynn lifted her bag proudly. “It was about full, too.”

Nakyoung hummed, brushing off Kotone’s accusatory stare. “That’s good. We’ll search the storage room and call it a day.”

 

 

Kaede peeked through the restaurant’s side window before ducking away from a stray infected’s sight. Night had fallen and the horde had dispersed once again, searching for their next victim. Shion had previously relayed that the group would take turns to stand watch, so Kaede waited in the alley beside the building for her signal.

Moments later, the window lifted by an inch and Kaede perked up, meeting Shion’s doe eyes.

“The keys?” she whispered.

“They’re in the leader’s pockets,” Shion answered. Kaede noted her voice was shaky and uncertain.

“If he’s asleep, then you can get it.”

There was a pause.

“I don’t know about this,” Shion said softly.

Kaede brushed it off. “You only get this opportunity. We need the car.”

Shion didn’t reply, only lowering the window again. Kaede waited in the alley. If all went well, she would knock on the glass, and that would be her queue to move to the car. A seed of doubt tried to root itself in her mind, but she waved it away. Shion will be fine.

Kaede snapped her head at the window when she heard muffled clattering from inside the building. There was a fearful scream, then it cut off suddenly.

She sucked in a harsh breath, eyes wide. Something had gone wrong. But before she could do anything, she heard a growl behind her. She rolled to the side just as she saw the shadow of a lunging infected and retrieved her switchblade. She flicked it open whilst kicking the zombie into the wall, and, before it could snarl again, she struck her knife into where she believed was its head.

She felt the body slump under her. Kaede put her blade back, putting her sole focus into finding out what had happened. She peeked into the window. There were movements in the shadows but she couldn’t piece it together. Squinting, she focused, and spotted a smaller figure getting dragged around. That was Shion.

Kaede heard more growls in the distance and forced down a curse. They must’ve heard the scream, too, and Kaede wouldn’t be able to do anything without taking them out first. Hoping Shion would still be alive when she returned, Kaede slipped out of the alley.

 

 

Dahyun had relocated herself on the bed, leaving Kaede to sit on the robust wooden chair, nursing a headache between her temples. The door had been closed somewhere through the storytelling.

“So, you made her join a group of inmates with violent criminal records, and you’re surprised she got hurt?”

Kaede pressed her face against her hands. The words worsened her guilt. “Aren’t you supposed to help me?”

“I am, by digging into your memories.” Dahyun shrugged. “Maybe you just aren’t the mastermind trickster you see yourself as.”

Kaede tightened her jaw but kept her retort to herself. Her fingernails scratched against the wood as she brooded. “Well you wouldn’t like it if I reminded you of your dead boyfriend.”

She clamped a hand over her mouth and shut her eyes. She slipped up again. Prying them open, she glanced at Dahyun. At least, the woman showed a flash of shock and hurt instead of the uncharacteristic blankness she offered Kaede.

“Sorry,” she whispered, the word muffled and barely audible through her fingers. She wasn’t sure Dahyun had even heard it. She expected Dahyun to scorn her, but, instead, she took a deep breath and smoothed the blankets under her.

“Just keep going,” she voiced, but the underlying message was clear. What Kaede had said was out of line, and it shouldn't happen again. Kaede pressed her fingers against her temples and sighed.

 

 

Joobin returned, rattled to the bone. She secured the gate behind her, once again making sure no one had noticed, then marched into the base, removing any physical evidence of her outing.

A metallic ping brought her attention to Yeonji and Soomin, who played baseball in the far left field. The ball flew high and far in Joobin’s direction before falling near her feet. Soomin, who held the bat, put a victorious fist out while Yeonji gaped.

“Binnie!” Soomin called out. “Could you get the ball for us?”

On autopilot, Joobin picked up the baseball and marched towards the two girls. She placed it in Yeonji’s hands without a word. Her tense silence, although characteristic, didn’t evade Yeonji’s analytical gaze.

“You okay?” Yeonji asked. “It’s as if you’ve seen a ghost.”

“Yeah, where were you?” Soomin rested the bat on her shoulder. “Did you go out or something?”

Joobin swallowed. “I was getting a sample for Miss Yooyeon.”

Soomin raised her eyebrows and huffed. “Honorifics and everything, huh?” She flashed a wink. “Hey, if it matters, you don’t have to be formal with me. You don’t even gotta call me unnie.”

Yeonji gasped. “Oh, but if I don’t call you unnie–”

“It’s not the same thing.”

“It really is.”

Joobin watched in light amusement as the two friends entered yet another round of bickering.

“Look,” Soomin said, gesturing between her and Joobin. “She knows how to use guns. I know how to use guns. It’s like– camaraderie.”

“Camaraderie.”

“Yes, we’re like pals in the army.” She made finger guns at Yeonji with a wink. “Pew pew!”

“Okay, first of all– you’re not part of the army. Second, you can’t even shoot your guns anymore without pissing yourself.”

“Die– I mean– whatever,” Soomin relented and threw her arms up, annoyed. Yeonji laughed, her eyes crinkling brightly at the gunner. Soomin rolled her eyes and turned back to Joobin. “Anyway, you went pretty far just for a sample. Did you see something else?”

Joobin’s lips parted only for silence to seep between. A string of guilt tugged at her mind, letting her wonder if she should tell them. But then shallow anxiety crawled in her gut at the lieutenant general’s warning. Ultimately, she shook her head. “No, there was nothing.”

 

 

Yooyeon and Seoyeon slipped into Yubin’s room after the second dose. The girl kept her eyes on the ceiling while her leg bounced.

“Everything okay?” The question was familiar on Seoyeon’s tongue. She received a hum and a nod from Yubin.

Yooyeon walked up, a scalpel in one hand and a petri dish in the other. “We’ll get a sample and you’re free to go.” Yubin nodded again wordlessly.

Carefully, Yooyeon kneeled before her. She leaned the scalpel close and aimed for a fragment of the fungus. With a small exhale, she brought the scalpel down.

Suddenly, Yubin shot from the chair and lunged at Yooyeon, tackling her to the floor. Her eyes were dilated and her teeth were bared, ready to bite. The scientist’s eyes shot open, bringing the scalpel up on instinct and Yubin grabbed her hand with white knuckles. Yooyeon gritted her teeth as they battled over it, but Yubin was far stronger and pried it out from her hands. Yooyeon sucked in a breath and threw her arm to the side, sending the scalpel flying across the room.

After her initial shock, Seoyeon threw herself onto Yubin, trying to tear her away from Yooyeon. Yubin snarled and spun around, switching targets, and Seoyeon gasped as Yubin elbowed her face.

Yooyeon forcefully shoved Yubin to the side and pressed her arms against her chest, keeping her down with her entire weight. Yubin, eyes a mix of fear and rage, tried to claw at her face. “Get yourself together!” Yooyeon shouted.

That seemed to dispel Yubin from her trance as she snapped away and hastily backed herself into the wall, chest heaving and eyes filled with fear and regret. She palmed her forehead with an exhale, staring as Yooyeon rushed to help Seoyeon up, brushing a finger over her bruised cheek.

“I’m so sorry,” Yubin hissed. “Shit– I’m sorry.”

“We’re alright,” Yooyeon whispered, shoulders rising and falling. Seoyeon nodded in agreement despite the dull ache on her face. She tried going to Yubin next but the girl shot an open hand out.

“Don’t,” she warned, still breathing heavily, “I don't want that to happen again.”

Seoyeon tapped a foot on the ground. She cursed under her breath and paced around the room, shaking her head. The three of them remained silent, processing what had just transpired, but they didn’t voice it out; none of them wanted to talk about it. 

Yooyeon opened her palm and sighed in relief at the small black spot in the petri dish.

 

 

Tears pricked at Shion’s eyes as she struggled against the hand dragging her hair. It pulled at the roots and burned her scalp. She was then thrown into one of the restaurant chairs and before she could move, a heavy rope wrapped around her chest and sealed her against the seat. She tried to lift her arms, but those, too, had been forced down and tied against the armrests.

Her voice muffled into the cloth they had wrapped around her head. Her eyes, wide, adjusted to see Jinwoo’s shadow. Even in the dark, she could sense him fuming.

“Shouldn’t have done that,” he said in a low tone, driving a chill in Shion’s spine. The others had woken up, disrupted by the sudden noise.

“What’s going on?” Shion recognized the voice as Mister Park.

“Tried to steal the keys, that’s what,” the woman answered, patting Shion’s head in such a way it made her want to hurl. A cry tore from her throat into the cloth. “Told you I was right to fake my sleep. Not only did we catch her, but I also heard her talk to a little mouse outside.”

“We can’t kill her without knowing who else she’s with,” Jinwoo added. “We’ll force it out of her.

There was a rhythmic click before a ring of blue flames burst to life. Shion realized they were in the kitchen, then her body seized up at the realization of what they might be planning.

“Geez, we’re not gonna burn her, are we?” asked another voice. “She’s just gonna scream.”

“I just need a light,” Jinwoo retorted. A small roll burned orange and Shion smelled the nicotine. Her eyes suddenly burned as a cloud of smoke blew over her face and she coughed into the cloth, then she let out a muffled scream as she felt something brand into her neck.

The cigarette retracted quickly and Shion noticed a man pulling Jinwoo’s wrist away.

“Jinwoo, don’t do this.” It was Mister Park.

Jinwoo slammed a heavy fist into his head. Park staggered and fell to the ground.

“I’m sick and tired of your moral high ground, old man.” Jinwoo smashed his heel into the man’s ribs, then did it again. The man coughed, keeping his pained moans silent. He knocked him out with a kick in the head.

Shion sobbed then gasped when the cold blade of a knife sliced her cheek slowly, whining as the woman pushed it further in. Adrenaline hit her like a truck and tears flowed freely down her face. Her heartbeat turned erratic.

“Don’t get too sad now. We didn’t even start.”

The woman retreated. Shion could feel warm blood trickle from the searing wound and clenched her jaw, her teeth sinking into the cloth.

Jinwoo swung a fist forward. His knuckles landed directly on the cut and Shion gasped in a painful flash of white light, clenching her hands against the armrests. Her head was thrown to the side and her hair stuck to the tears on her face.

Without rest, she received another punch. Her head rang loudly against her ears and she heaved from the pain. Jinwoo wrapped a hand around her neck and Shion’s eyes pressed against her sockets as her airflow was cut off. Her linked arms rattled against the chair but to now avail.

“You gonna tell us who you’re with?” he ripped the cloth from her mouth.

Shion grimaced as her lungs cried for air. Her hand instinctively grasped at the chair while she choked. Her vision blurred. Still, she was conscious enough to shake her head.

Jinwoo suddenly released his grasp and Shion coughed before taking in a large inhale. The sudden rush made her lightheaded.

“Would you look at that? Shrimp isn’t a snitch.” The woman twirled the knife in her hands and kneeled before Shion. She pressed the sharp end against her arm and sliced slowly. Shion cried and her muscles strained.

“Let’s play a game,” she said slowly, digging the knife deeper into her arm. “Every time you don’t tell us, I’ll carve another tally, hm?”

Shion inhaled shakily, her heart threatening to burst. The cloth wrapped around her tear-stained face again and she gripped the chair for dear life.

 

 

“How many are there?” Nien asked. They were on the road again, returning to the base.

Shion lifted her sleeve. Nien traced a finger over her arm and Shion could see her shoulders wilt with every tally counted. Nakyoung leaned in and sucked in a breath.

“Nine?” The number echoed loudly against the bus walls.

“My goodness…” Xinyu hid her mouth with her hand, eyes shaking with horror. “I’m so sorry.”

Shion rolled down her sleeve and turned to the window, blurring her mind with the trees. The memory wasn’t pleasant and she rather didn’t talk about it.

“It took Kaede that long to help you?” Lynn spoke angrily.

Shion frowned. “That’s a little unfair,” she snapped softly. She clutched her backpack and leaned her head against the moving wall. “This is one bad event. It never happened again. And I’m the one who spent the most time with her, so I don’t think you can judge so quickly.”

Even though her words came out softly, the girls widened their eyes and backed off from the conversation. Lynn swallowed uncomfortably with a frown, turning away from Shion in their shared seat. Shion exhaled quietly and kept her eyes on the moving trees.

 

 

Kaede knew time was ticking, that every second she wasted was an extra second where Shion could’ve gotten hurt. But the numbers were endless. Kaede thought she had already killed a dozen, but they kept coming, attracted by the noises, no matter how subtle they seemed.

She circled a tank before aiming her switchblade into the oncoming infected’s throat, but she was a little too hasty with her thrust, leaving her to swipe against air. Quickly, she recalibrated herself and spun the handle to strike its temple in a reverse grip. It collapsed on the road with a small thud and Kaede scanned the dark city for any more of them. Seeing no one of interest, she jumped at the opportunity to dash back to the restaurant.

She decided to forgo with subtlety and yanked the front door open. Spotting one silhouette guarding the service area, she flew towards the person, and, before they could react, she used the momentum from her dash and pushed all of her weight into a bone-breaking uppercut. She heard the clash of teeth and grabbed onto the unconscious body before it could crash against the floor.

There was a small cry from the kitchen. Kaede rushed into it, keeping her steps quiet. She stopped and narrowed her eyes to get a clear view of her dark surroundings. Three people stood around someone tied to a chair, presumably Shion. Two of them actively tortured her while the third watched near the kitchen entrance.

She heard Shion cry weakly as one of them dug something into her arm. Kaede swallowed harshly. She approached the first inmate, drew her knife to the side, then smashed the hilt into his neck, instantly knocking him out. She let him drop carelessly against the tiles and flung herself towards the remaining two, who had already caught on.

As they fought, Shion could no longer discern the silhouettes. She had already blacked out a few times, only to be woken up by a bucket of ice cold water splashed onto her. Even then, she slipped in and out of consciousness, the searing pain branded on her skin having become dull and cold over time.

The woman swung her bloodied knife for Kaede’s head. Kaede ducked and jabbed the hilt of her switchblade into her throat, throwing her into a coughing fit and dropping her weapon. Then, she spun to avoid an oncoming swing of the leader’s crowbar and used the momentum to smash her heel into his jaw in a roundhouse kick. He staggered back and nursed his chin. Messily, he tried to strike again, but the kick hit belatedly and he slumped to the floor. Kaede smashed her heel into his temple to ensure he stayed down.

The woman recovered and put Kaede in a headlock. Kaede coughed and swung her knife blindly behind her. She felt the satisfying piercing of skin and the woman muffled a shout before letting go. In an instant, Kaede swirled, smashed her elbow into the woman’s ribs, and pushed her head into the counter.

Kaede patted around for the leader’s unconscious body. Upon finding it, she reached into his pockets and felt the cold metal of the car keys. She pocketed them then kneeled before Shion, placing an arm on her shoulder. “Are you still here?”

Shion, with her eyes shut, could only manage a nod while she shivered. Kaede hurriedly cut the ropes. Too weak to stay up, Shion fell forward, and Kaede caught her in her arms.

“I shouldn’t have had you do this one,” Shion heard her whisper. Usually, any words coming from her mouth were veiled by a lack of emotions, but that time there was remorse. She felt herself get hoisted up on Kaede’s back and she put her arms over her shoulder for support.

Too weak to do anything else, Shion watched like a spectator through lidded eyes. Kaede sped out of the building, leaving the door wide open. She made a beeline for the blue jeep as a couple infected spotted them from afar. She opened the back door and hoisted Shion into a seating position. Then, she closed the door, climbed over the back seat and into the driver’s seat. She inserted the key and twisted it, and the vehicle roared to life.

Kaede pressed the car horn before speeding off. Shion leaned her head against the backseat and closed her eyes. The last thing she thought she heard was her phone’s ringtone underneath the rolling wheels.

 

 

The silence from Dahyun was a hand that slowly wrapped around Kaede’s neck, trying to suffocate her. The woman seemed to be seriously pondering her concerns, a heavy crease drilled between her furrowed eyebrows and a hand rubbing her mouth. She looked at the carpeted floor as if it had all of her answers and Kaede wondered just how complicated the situation was if it took her minutes to form any thought.

Finally, she smacked her lips, leaning back, and Kaede unconsciously leaned forward, on the edge of her seat.

“I don’t have an answer for you.”

Kaede’s shoulders dropped. “Are you kidding me?” she asked, her tone high-pitched and indignant.

Dahyun pursed her lips. “Well, do you regret what you did?”

“Yes, that’s why I’m here,” Kaede clicked her tongue, growing desperate. “What am I supposed to do?”

“I can’t tell you how to act,” Dahyun said simply, standing up. She rubbed the back of her neck and moved to open the door. “It’s up to you.”

Dahyun stepped out, leaving the door open. Kaede dropped her head and closed her eyes. She then leaned back into her chair and combed her fingers through her hair, her bottom lip jutted into a pout.

 

 

As always, their return was met with expectant eyes from their group. Kotone and Nien were greeted by Yeonji and Mayu, the latter immediately asking to retrieve and record the daily haul following her relieved hugs. Xinyu grinned at Hayeon. She noticed Sohyun standing a few feet away, watching her with a gaze mixed between disbelief and regret, but the fashionista feigned ignorance and turned away to greet Seoah.

Shion pulled away from her and Seoyeon’s small embrace. Before moving along, though, Lynn’s voice called out to her.

“Shion.”

Shion spun to look at the agent. “Yes?”

Lynn stretched her lips to one side and scratched the back of her head. “I’m sorry,” she said. When Shion tilted her head to the side, she elaborated further.

“I don’t like Kaede, personally. I still think she could be planning something bad, but I realized I don't know enough about your relationship with her to have been judging you so harshly. And you’re actually really tough; I think I thought you were too kind. I’m sorry for that, too.”

Hearing Lynn’s apology, Shion eased into a smile and patted her on the arm. “It’s okay,” she forgave easily. “I understand your frustration. She did hurt you.”

Lynn melted in relief and pulled Shion into a small hug. She then pulled away upon catching Kaede in her peripheral, standing a respectable distance apart from the rest of the girls, and staring directly at her and Shion.

“I think she’s looking for you,” she said. Shion followed her gaze, curious, then her eyebrows raised.

 

 

Shion followed Kaede into the shaded side of the building. Their surroundings were a nice quiet in contrast with the bustling field of survivors standing near the school bus.

Kaede stopped and spun around, eyes casted on the floor. Shion breathed out, questioning Kaede’s uncharacteristic behavior. A string of empathy tugged at her heart as she remembered it must’ve been from the two weeks she had spent chained up.

Before Shion could ask, Kaede clenched and unclenched her hands, looking up into Shion’s eyes. “You should stay away from me.”

Shion blinked, taken aback by the sudden statement. “Why?”

“I’m no good for you. And there’s no reason why you should stick by me.” She gestured to the girls in the distance, chatting animatedly among each other. “Go make some friends.”

There was a furrow in Shion’s brows. “But we’re friends.”

“With good people,” Kaede added.

Shion didn’t back down. She pressed her lips together. “I think I can choose who I decide to spend my time with.”

“And I think you’re throwing away healthy relationships,” Kaede argued.

Shion didn’t get riled up about many things, but she didn’t like it when people questioned her motivations. “I’m not going to let you dictate my actions again. If I stick by you, it’s because I care. I like your company.”

It was then that Kaede realized the silent message Shion had passed in that suffocating basement she had been forced to call home for two weeks.

“What do you get from this?” Kaede coughed out.

Shion offered a quizzical tilt of the head.

“Helping me.”

“What did you get from helping me ?” Shion retaliated using the same question. “Did you ever care about me?”

Shion spoonfed her another bite. Kaede chewed as slow as ever, stalling as long as she could. With each passing second, Shion wondered if she had made a mistake. The arm where the sunlight hit through the basement windows felt warm.

Finally, Kaede swallowed. Her eyebrows creased into a deep frown and she finally met Shion’s eyes. The girl could read the question lingering in Kaede’s gaze, unable to voice it out.

Why are you still so nice to me?

Shion suppressed the smile trying to form at her lips. She dug the spoon into the can.

Because, despite everything, I think we enjoyed each-other’s company.

Kaede shook her head, the corners of her lips nearing a smile. “Your kindness will get you killed someday.”

Shion hummed, smiling herself. “Well, I’d rather die with it.”

 

 

Yooyeon clipped the slide into the stage and flicked the power on. She leaned in and closed an eye. Lithe fingers settled on the lens adjuster and she watched.

With both viruses sporting the same traits, it was tricky to keep track of which ones belonged to the infected and which ones was Yubin’s. She narrowed her eyes and zoomed further in. While Yubin’s didn’t move too much, Yooyeon noticed they tended to clump together. Meanwhile the foreign viruses, more active, were drawn to the white blood cells, attacking them. But instead of destroying them, the cells were converted into the virus’s zombie slaves.

Drawing in a breath, Yooyeon moved onto the fungal specimen. Her eyes widened. It seemed to branch out to its surroundings and she recognized it as slime mold. The viruses surrounding it also grew their own mold, branching out and seeking connection with the main specimen, as if it acted like a headquarters of sorts. The branches were a pale gray, barely noticeable, unable to be discerned by the naked eye.

Yooyeon let out a gasp. She fell back into her seat, tapping a finger above her lips as her mind buzzed with countless thoughts. She always believed the morning buildups were odd; she had run the statistics countless times in her brain and on paper. Even with the rain and the displacements, it was highly improbable for so many to be pressed against the fence every morning, especially when the base was relatively small compared to the deserted villages they had scoured on the map. There must’ve been a foreign influence she had yet to trace.

Now, she had the information, but didn’t know what to do with it. What was the next recourse?

Yooyeon swallowed and exhaled. Seoyeon understood her alarm and took her hand, gently rubbing a thumb over it. Yooyeon let out another breath and looked up at Seoyeon.

“Yubin…” Yooyeon pressed her lips. “She attracts the infected.”

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Chapter 25: Paper Cranes

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Chapter Text

“S-05, operation complete. Check for vitals.”

The laboratory walls were a blinding white. It pricked Joobin’s eyes as she kept her fists on her lap, anxiously waiting for her turn. The one-way mirror let her and the people in white coats see into the testing chamber. The subject, S-05 for the grown ups, Gunwook for her and the other kids, was strapped to a long, diagonal white seat. It resembled those dentist chairs she would read in the old comic books Myah would sneak into the dorms. Several tubes were hooked into his arms and a large mask covered his face.

Joobin shrunk into herself as the military general, Kim Minseo, approached the glass, humming curiously as they unholstered a shaking Gunwook and called out the next subject. He wore his military vest, four golden stars engraved on each pauldron.

“Next, Soldier-06.”

The people in white coats talked about fear. She couldn’t pick up on all of the big words, but Joobin understood that they were injecting them with some sort of emotional dampener drug, evaluating their responses at the same time.

The door hissed open. Joobin turned her attention to Gunwook, who approached her and the other kids waiting in line. Fear was prevalent in his eyes and he shook from it. There were small bandages in his arms where he had been pricked.

Joobin wiped her palms on her white pants, as nervous as ever. “Are you okay?”

Gunwook trembled, but still offered Joobin a wry smile. “It’s fine. Just a little weird, but it doesn’t hurt at all. Don’t worry.”

Joobin knew he was lying. But it was like that. The older kids tried their best to protect the younger ones despite having it worse. And whenever one of them would ask where an older child went, the answer was the same.

“They got to go live a normal life! How lucky, I hope it’s me next time.” But everyone knew. They died in a war far away in a country none of them knew the name of.

“Soldier-05. Back in your seat.”

Gunwook’s eyes widened at the gruff voice. He locked up and saluted. “Yes, sir!” he mustered before scurrying away.

Joobin kept her gaze averted. The man was Commander Kim Myungsoo. Unlike the general, who boasted his emotions, he kept a tight lid on his and tolerated zero disrespect from anyone below his position.

General Kim perked up. “Myungsoo!” he exclaimed. “So you came after all.”

The commander saluted. “General.” He stayed polite but his eyes conveyed anger as he looked through the glass. The general tilted his head.

“What’s that grumpy face for? Chin up! We’re looking at the prototype of superhumans here. You should be amazed.” He hummed. “Oh, is it because you’re missing your daughter’s birthday? How old is she turning? Ten?”

“Eleven.” Commander Myungsoo corrected, hiding his anger behind balled-up fists. General Kim hooked an arm over his shoulder.

“Hey, don’t sweat it. You can just gift her a little something on the way. Maybe a custom gun. Or even one of these little enhancing serums. When it’s perfected, of course.”

The offer was a suggestion, but it was also a thinly-veiled order. Even at her age, Joobin knew the general had a sordid pleasure in threatening the commander’s daughter. He was more dangerous in that sense.

Commander Kim once again hid his rage, the skin of his palms breaking from the pressure. “Yes, sir.”

“S-06, operation complete. Check for vitals. Next, Soldier-07.”

Soldier-06, Myah, left the chamber shaking, but she picked herself up at the sight of Joobin and smiled. “It’s just the shakes. You’ll be okay.”

Joobin was the youngest out of all of them. Evidently, they tried to protect her more. They all said the same thing, one after the other. “It didn’t hurt,” or “It wasn’t scary.” But Joobin saw the shaky arms, the dried tears against their visage, the fear in their eyes. She knew they were lying but she believed them anyway, knowing their words were the only source of comfort around the place. She waited restlessly as minutes stretched into over an hour, and all the while, she kept quiet, unable to tear her eyes away from the glass as her older friends writhed.

Then, it was her turn.

“Next, Soldier-18.”

“Joobin!” exclaimed General Kim with a smile, spinning around. “You’re up!”

Joobin flinched. Their names had been chosen by the kids, used by the kids, for the kids. The general parroting their names was not out of empathy, but thin mockery.

Commander Kim eyed her with his distinctive authoritative gaze. He, on the other hand, only addressed them by their numbers. She wasn’t sure if it was better.

Joobin stood up and was guided into the chamber. It looked bigger on the inside and the seat seemed more intimidating than ever. She shuddered. Every nerve in her body ordered her to flee but she forced it down. It was only worse if she tried to run.

She settled into the chair and leaned back. She kept her eyes on the ceiling and felt the people in white coats prod her arms. She contained a cry as a needle pierced her skin and adrenaline rushed through her veins from the sting.

“Vitals are stable,” she heard one of them say. “Heart rate has increased.”

Joobin tried to not make any noise; silence was a defense mechanism she had begun cultivating. They covered the mask over her nose as silent tears trailed down her face.

 

 

Hearing the news, Seoyeon’s shoulders slumped and she exhaled shakily. “Are you certain?”

Yooyeon gestured for her to take a look in the microscope while she searched through the documents.

“Here these records say slime mold communicates with the other fungal cells. We’ve remained static in the past weeks, so it's given Yubin’s infection ample time to spread out. It must be why there have been buildups around the fence despite the base being so deep in the mountains.”

Her gaze turned somber. “It’s everywhere. It’s on everything.”

Seoyeon shuddered, but then perked up. She turned away from the microscope to look at Yooyeon. “But we haven’t seen much of a buildup these days, have we?”

Frowning, Yooyeon leaned back with a swallow. They hadn’t. She searched through the many thoughts flitting past her mind. “Is it possible we’ve attracted most of the surrounding infected? There might be a certain range to maximise its effectiveness.”

Seoyeon hummed. “It must cost a lot of energy to move, even if they are undead,” she agreed, keeping her head low with her hands pressed against the desk. “And if they do communicate, they must’ve figured out that there’s a fence stopping them.”

“They expend too many resources but get nothing in return…” Yooyeon completed.

Seoyeon shut her eyes. Suddenly, she scoffed with a smile. “This is ridiculous,” she remarked. With a sigh, she then stood straight, her smile gone from her face.

“We need to tell her,” she said.

Yooyeon nodded, her mind still running with theories. “We already agreed to let her go for today. Let's save it for tomorrow. For now…” She leaned forward. “Let’s confirm everything.”

 

 

The sun had begun to rise over the mountains. General Kim entered the house, holding a sac filled with handheld radios. The scattered group, taking note of his presence, quickly gathered in the living room, any and all signs of exhaustion erased from their faces.

Not wasting any time, the general picked a radio from his bag and offered it to their leader, Jihoon. “You will use these during the raid tomorrow,” he announced, watching the expressions shift around him as he reached for another device.

“Why tomorrow specifically?” asked the woman whom he recognized as Junhee.

The general placed a radio into her hands. “I’ve obtained information on their schedule. They are planning to gather in the mess hall in the evening. It will be dinner and their guards will be lowered.”

None dared to question how he had obtained such information. Instead, they nodded as they accepted the devices. Eventually, he got to Minkyoung. He stared at her rigidly, trailing his eyes over her injury, then dropped a radio into her lap.

“But she can’t fight,” Jihoon defied, “wouldn’t it be better for her to wait here while we take over the base?”

General Kim raised his chin. “Are you doubting my plan?”

He looked down at him coldly. Jihoon’s shoulders deflated. “No, sir.”

A nod. “She will not be fighting. But she will stay near the perimeter and report on the status. I will have some of my men posted to ensure the safety of your people during the raid.”

He then heard a light cough. “No disrespect, sir, but you’re not lying right?” The person asking was none other than Sowol. “You won’t just shoot us and take the base for yourself?”

The group seized up, expecting another show of authority due to her blunt callout. But the general only blinked.

“I would not lie to you,” he lied. “A general should always remain honest with his subordinates to guarantee trust, and relay to them every objective to maximise communication,” he added, omitting the fact he planned to withdraw the moment Soomin stood in front of him.

He hovered his gaze over each and every one of them. There was still a sliver of doubt in their eyes. He frowned.

“That group knows where you are posted. You are forced to lie sleepless every night, worried they might change their minds on this fragile ‘peace.’ All the while, your resources are dwindling, and they are taking everything in the region, leaving it impossible for you to find your own food and necessities. And although they are aware of your situation, they remain unwilling to let you join.”

He steeled himself. “Those people are violent; they have invaded your place once before. They will do it again. Remember what they did to you and your friend Minkyoung. Coexistence is impossible. ”

A beat passed. Then, fires ignited in their eyes, moved by the speech. The general’s gaze flickered to Donghyuk, unsurprised the man kept his own gaze cold. He let it go; he couldn’t win them all, but he only needed the majority.

With his bag emptied, every member in the group holding a radio device, he spun around.

“Tomorrow,” he said. “Hike down to the base at noon, but keep at a distance where you will not be seen. When you get there, turn the device to channel two and contact me. I will announce when to begin.”

 

 

A long pause. Yubin pressed her tongue against the inside of her cheek and leaned back into her chair. Her fingers tapped against the armrest as she contemplated what she had just been told.

“We found out that your variant possesses the… ability to communicate with the infected fungi.”

She subconsciously bounced her leg up and down. “So what I’m getting is that I’m live bait?” Her question was worded like a statement, blunt and unavoidable. Yooyeon nodded solemnly.

Yubin held in a groan, briefly thinking again. “How far does it go?”

Yooyeon sighed. “Hard to say. The thing is, if the slime mold connects to another cell, they become one.”

“Meaning it’s practically everywhere,” Seoyeon completed.

Yubin nodded slowly, looking anywhere but at the research partners in front of her. She sucked in a breath, feeling tense in the wooden seat.

“I knew there had to be some sort of twist. There was no way I’d just get away with a mushroom leg,” she tried to joke, not knowing whether it was to make herself or the others feel better. In any case, none of them laughed.

Catching the awkward tension in the room, Yubin stood up and stretched, trying to get rid of the uncomfortable lump in her chest.

“Well…” she trailed off, staring blankly into space. She swallowed. “It was, uh, really nice seeing you all again.”

Seoyeon frowned, catching the strange wording. “What do you mean?”

Yubin shrugged, feigning nonchalance. “I’m leaving. Getting out of here.”

“To go where?” Yooyeon raised a brow.

“Anywhere that doesn’t put you all in danger.”

Seoyeon placed her hands on the table, a somber look in her eyes. “You’re leaving the base?”

Yubin released a heavy breath. “What other choice do I have?”

Seoyeon shook her head and sifted through the research papers. “Maybe we can find another way. Get rid of the buildup. If it’s not there, maybe it’ll stop connecting?”

Yubin clicked her tongue. “Unnie, you saw what happened when you tried to snip some of it off. Even when I was barely drunk, I went crazy.”

“But maybe if you go unconscious…” Yooyeon’s forehead creased between her eyebrows as she tapped a finger above her lips.

“Then the infection might completely take over and I won’t be able to stop myself like last time!” Yubin expressed, her voice raising. She threw an arm up. “And we don’t know what’ll happen if you do remove everything. What if they all get mad and overwhelm the base?”

Yubin pursed her lips, kicking at the floor. “And, respectfully, I don't really want to be a lab rat.”

“You’re not a lab rat.” Seoyeon’s shoulders wilted. “Sure, we’d like to understand what’s going on, but we want to help you.”

“I–” Yubin paused. She took a deep breath before pinching the bridge of her nose. “ Shit, ” she hissed.

“We don’t need to be too hasty with decisions,” Yooyeon gazed at her empathetically. “There’s time, still. Until then, let’s–”

A soft knock on the door cut her off. The girls stood still before exhaling, taking a moment to recover.

“Come in,” Seoyeon then said.

The door opened slightly and Jiyeon peeked her head in. She looked at the three of them individually, her gaze lingering on Yubin before turning to Seoyeon. “The girls are leaving if you want to see them.”

She opened the door further as a silent invitation. The three girls shared glances with each other. Then, Seoyeon exhaled and walked up to her.

“Thank you, Jiyeon,” she smiled, patting her gently on the back before leaving. Yooyeon stood up and followed, giving Jiyeon a small nod.

Yubin was the last to leave. Her lips curled into a small, polite smile at Jiyeon. She was still unfamiliar with the woman, and, if her memory served her right, she believed they had never spoken before.

Jiyeon smiled back, but a flicker in the woman’s eyes danced around, letting Yubin know what she had heard, and while Jiyeon at least didn’t outwardly show her distaste, Yubin still masked her nervous swallow with a nod of her head.



Xinyu placed the pistol in her self-woven holster she had attached to her hip. She tested the weight with a light shake and smiled when it proved secure before catching her backpack and opening the door.

She walked through the cafeteria’s thin hallway to join the others, who were already setting up outside, when she heard someone call out to her.

“Xinyu.”

Xinyu stopped and spun around at the ever-so-familiar voice. Sohyun stood a distance away from her, feet rooted and unsure of what to do with her hands. 

Her expression wasn’t the usual wall of static confidence, but rather it held her resignation, and instead of her formal getup, she opted for a large grey hoodie and black trousers.

“Sohyun,” Xinyu greeted back, ignoring the pull on her heartstrings. Instead she narrowed her eyes. “...You’re not trying to stop me, are you?”

Sohyun took in a breath and turned away, shaking her head. “No. Just… be safe.”

Xinyu swallowed. “I will.”

Sohyun looked up at Xinyu again and her expression resembled one of a kicked puppy. Xinyu felt a pang of guilt in her heart. Her bodyguard took a step forward and put a hand out to smooth Xinyu’s jacket. Her breath hitched and she melted into the touch for a split second, feeling the warmth spread through her chest before snapping out of it and taking a step back.

She wanted to give in. She just couldn’t. Not yet. Offering Sohyun the hint of a smile, she turned and walked away.


 

Mayu worked peacefully in the storage room, reorganizing boxes full of preserved food cans and various drinks.

The door on the far left swung open, introducing four of the young teenagers to the room.

Mayu couldn’t help the shriek that tore from her lips. She held her heart, that beat a mile a minute while she worked on recovering her breath. “You scared me!” she complained to her visitors, looking like a deer caught in headlights.

“Sorry, unnie!” Chaewon exclaimed, not looking sorry at all. Seoah smiled apologetically. Soomin scanned the room in wonder. Mayu then noticed Yeonji holding her trusty camcorder.

“What are you doing?” asked Mayu, having calmed down. “Why’s Hayeon missing?” she then noticed.

“We’re doing an interview!” Soomin announced. “And Hayeon’s too busy tending to the farm even though Chaewon had already told her ten times she didn’t need to.”

Chaewon held her face in her hands, her ears glowing red.

Mayu raised an eyebrow, pulling out a chair anyway and taking a seat. “Why an interview? I’m working.”

“You’re always working!” Yeonji complained, setting the camcorder on a shelf. 

“I feel safe here!” Mayu whined. “It’s got everything!”

“One interview.” Soomin smiled while Yeonji angled the camera so that the lens captured Mayu, double-checking the video. “Then you can go back to rechecking everything for the millionth time.”

Mayu curled into herself and pouted. “I only did it twice today…”

Yeonji grinned and pressed record. She clasped her hands. “Okay, first, introduce yourself to the camera.”

Mayu sighed and sat up straight, kicking her feet back and forth. “What do I say?”

“Your name, age, birthday…” Chaewon enumerated, eyes trailed on the ceiling as she thought. She then shrugged. “Yeah, that’s about it.”

Mayu shifted. “My name is Koma Mayu. I was born on May 12th, 2002. I am twenty-two years old.”

Yeonji flashed a thumbs-up behind the camera. She then snickered. “How tall are you?”

Mayu puffed her cheeks in indignation. “We don’t need that information.”

Yeonji laughed some more and Seoah smacked her lightly before taking over, “What did you do before the outbreak?”

“I had a job at the bank.” Mayu smiled. “I made deals with people.”

“Really?” Soomin let slip out. “I can’t see you talking to someone without retreating into yourself.”

Yeonji shook her head. “Actually, she’s pretty decisive when it comes to what she wants.” She turned to Mayu who nodded in response.

“Is that why you’re always going through everything all the time?” Chaewon asked.

Mayu nodded again. “But it’s also to make sure no one’s stealing.”

“Thank you for keeping the peace, unnie…” Yeonji checked off the boxes in her mental list. They had decided to improvise, mostly, but there were three main questions they had to ask everyone. She checked off two of them; only one remained.

“Mayu-unnie, how do you feel about the outbreak?”

Mayu raised an eyebrow. “What’s that question for?”

“I mean, we just want to know.”

Leaning back into her chair, Mayu frowned. “I don’t think anyone likes what’s happening. It’s scary.”

The teenagers agreed in silence behind the camera. Soomin cleared her throat. “What do you think is the scariest thing about the apocalypse?”

Mayu repressed a shudder. “People.”

Chaewon leaned forward, a bit surprised at the answer. “Why?”

“Because they think,” Mayu answered, hugging herself. “Yes, infected are scary. Their eyes are dilated and hollow, their veins are blue and their wounds are black. One bite or scratch and you’re gone.”

She took a deep breath before following, “But the infected are straightforward. They don’t have surprises. It’s different with people. You can never guess what’s happening in their heads. Those they’re willing to hurt. People hide their infections, manipulators,” bitterness crawled in her voice, “They purposely endanger everyone and are willing to kill. See, when infected kill, it’s instinctual. But when people kill…”

Mayu’s shoulders sank and she tore her eyes away from the camera. “It's like they’ve gotten used to this whole thing.” She lowered her hands and pulled down her shirt. The teenagers remained silent. The camera captured the stillness of the moment.

They didn’t know how much time had passed. Then, Mayu finished with a grim nod, “People who have grown accustomed are the scariest.”



“Are you sure you want to leave?”

Yubin rubbed a blade of grass between her thumb and forefinger. They sat in the field outside, in front of the two gravestones. She had decided to tell only Dahyun and Sullin at the moment, not wanting to disrupt Lynn’s mission. Sullin sat on Yubin’s right, tracing patterns into the grass. Dahyun took her left, closer to Yeojeong’s grave.

“Ever since I lost control yesterday, I’ve made up my mind,” Yubin said. “This just adds to it.”

She ripped the grass then shook the blades off her hand. “If I go, then I won’t be playing into this virus’s weird game.”

A moment passed. A small breeze picked up and lightly tousled her hair. Sullin raised her knees to her chin and pouted. Dahyun lowered her head into her hands and sighed. “What about Chaeyeon? Jiwoo?”

Yubin hesitated. She picked at the grass again. “I should tell them, shouldn’t I?”

Sullin made an over-exaggerated shrug. Dahyun gave her a slow nod. “But that’s for you to decide, in the end. I don’t know them as well as you do.”

Yubin chuckled humorlessly, mulling over her words. She then nodded, feeling the bright sun warm her skin. “So, this is the last therapy session, huh?”

Dahyun shut her eyes and looked away, her fingers mimicking Yubin’s and playing with the grass. “You’re not funny,” she said, but the other two could hear the strain in her voice. Sullin leaned forward to get a better look, prompting Dahyun to turn further away.

Unlike her, Yubin didn’t resist the smile rising on her face. She rested her head on Dahyun’s shoulder, looking up at the woman. “But seriously, thank you. I think I would’ve really gone insane without you.”

Dahyun stopped resisting and let the smile rise to her lips. “Hopefully you won’t be wishing death on anyone anytime soon.”

“That was one time.”

“And we were three days into the outbreak.”

Yubin waved a dismissive hand. “Details.” She and Dahyun shared a giggle. She swallowed her smile and sat upright again. “You two will be fine without me?”

From the other side, Sullin offered a hum and a thumbs-up. “We will be okay,” she said slowly. She then leaned forward. “When are you leaving?”

Yubin perked up. “Your Korean’s getting better,” she observed. Even with the time spent together, she hadn’t heard Sullin talk much.

Sullin gestured at herself with a proud thumb. “‘Cause I’m like that,” she bragged. Yubin laughed. She must’ve learned that expression from Soomin.

When her laughter died down, she looked up at the clear blue sky and hummed thoughtfully. “Maybe I’ll go after the group gathering. It’s tomorrow night, right?”

Sullin nodded. “Right.” She then frowned. “But it will be dark…”

“You can go the next morning,” Dahyun concluded. “Take the car with you.”

Yubin scrunched her nose. “I’ll have to ask for it.” She smiled. “Thanks, you two.”

Sullin made a heart with her hands. Dahyun stretched her arms out and brought Yubin into a tight embrace. Yubin hugged back with just as much fervor.

“I love you,” Yubin confessed, feeling Sullin join the hug from behind.

Dahyun smiled. She had realized over time that Yubin was actually quite affectionate under her shell of sarcastic remarks and terribly-timed jokes. “I love you too,” she replied.



“Get it, Xinyu!”

With both hands on the pistol, Xinyu pulled the trigger with a resonating bang. The shot missed, instead hitting the wall behind the infected as its teeth stuck to Nien’s protected sleeve. Xinyu swallowed and took a shaky breath before shooting again, this time the bullet lodging into its temple. It slumped to the ground while Nien inspected her arm with sealed lips.

Xinyu smiled in satisfaction. “I’ll get it in one shot next time.”

Instead of the typical smile or friendly remark, Nien suddenly turned to the kitchen. Slightly taken aback, Xinyu followed closely. “Is something wrong?” she asked, feeling slightly uncomfortable.

Nien stopped. Her eyes caught something on the side shelf. She leaned forward and grabbed an unopened bag of sunflower seeds with a positive expression. Only then did she turn to Xinyu, chewing the inside of her cheek. “Can we talk?”

 


They both walked outside. Nien gazed at the sun-kissed open field before leaning her back against the wall, her figure shadowed under the traditional tiled roof. She cracked open a sunflower seed and tipped it into her mouth, humming at the subtle flavor.

Xinyu, feeling slightly nervous, kept her eyes glued to the silent Nien. Something clearly weighed her friend’s mind. “What is it you want to tell me?” she asked using their mother tongue; they always did when speaking to each other.

Nien stretched her lips as she met Xinyu’s gaze. “You should talk to Sohyun.”

Xinyu trailed a lithe finger over the gun in her holster. “Is this what it’s about?”

“I know it’s only been two days, but how long do you think you can keep this up?”

With an exhale, Xinyu inspected her nails. “I still need time.”

“I understand, but…” Nien cracked another sunflower seed between her teeth and tossed away the shell. “To me, it looks as if you’re already preparing for her death.”

The words pierced a tender spot in Xinyu’s heart. She shuddered a breath. Was she doing that? “That’s not what I…”

“Then what is it?”

Xinyu sighed and crossed her hands elegantly, turning her gaze to the empty grass fields in front of them. She was at a loss. Nien had a knack for handling awkward conversations, unable to feel the anxiety that came with confronting people. If she didn’t want to be gentle then her bluntness was overpowering. Xinyu thought long and hard about the question. Sohyun’s condition made her realize the bodyguard couldn't protect her forever. And if she had to take it easy, then she was more at risk. Sure, Xinyu wanted to learn how to protect herself, but,

“I’m doing this for her, too.”

Nien scanned Xinyu up and down, then smiled. She opened her mouth to add something, but Nakyoung’s peppy step down the house interrupted her train of thoughts. Plastic crinkled as she unwrapped a piece of hard candy and plopped it into her mouth, her whole body melting at the taste. Noticing the two friends, she then smiled with her eyes.

“We’re done for the day. Let’s go!”

Nakyoung skipped down the overgrown walkway. Kotone waved briefly at both girls, her eyes staying on Nien, before also leaving. Lynn followed Nakyoung’s footsteps and also skipped down the pathway.

A chuckle slipped past Nien’s lips. She turned to Xinyu and patted her on the back.



Hovering over the door handle, Yubin let out a quiet sigh. There was a light hesitation before she pushed the door open with a smile.

“How’s my favorite couple doing?” she announced herself before snickering. Chaeyeon and Jiwoo were cuddled up on the bed, Chaeyeon burying her back against Jiwoo, focused on her incomplete paper crane. Jiwoo hugged her waist and rested her chin on Chaeyeon’s shoulder. Her ears were flushed red.

Yubin snickered again and they both looked up. Jiwoo showed a rude finger while Chaeyeon beamed. Yubin flipped her own finger in response before beaming right back at Chaeyeon. “Progress report?”

“I’m getting it, I swear I’m almost there.” Chaeyeon showed her paper, folded into a diamond. “I just need to– crap I forgot again!” She grabbed her hair with both hands and leaned further back into Jiwoo, who struggled to hide her red face and overjoyed smile. Noticing her girlfriend’s embarrassment, Chaeyeon only giggled and dug her face into her neck.

Gross, Yubin thought. “You’re getting there,” she then encouraged, crawling onto the bed and lying over Chaeyeon’s lap.

Chaeyeon paused and looked down at Yubin. “You’re cheerful today,” she observed.

Yubin hummed, reminiscing, “Just thinking about good times. Remember when we tried skipping class to go to the new cafe shop next door?”

“And got caught by Miss Park?”

“It’s always her,” Yubin scoffed. “She always took things way too seriously.”

“She’s actually a nice teacher,” Chaeyeon replied, retreating from Jiwoo’s comforting shoulder, “You were just a pain in the ass.”

Yubin stuck her tongue out and Chaeyeon replied, matching her immaturity. She then stared at Yubin with a grave expression. “Alright, but seriously, school stories can’t be the only reason why you’re acting so peppy. I remember Yooyeon-unnie ran a few tests on you yesterday. Something happened.”

The accusation caught Jiwoo’s attention and she also leaned forward. Yubin grumbled, having been found out. “Why do you have to be smart sometimes?”

“Smarter than you, thank you very much.” Chaeyeon set the paper crane to the side. “Now spill.”

Yubin stopped pouting. It made things easier for her anyway. She scratched her cheek, turning away. “They told me I attracted zombies,” she slipped out quietly.

“Speak up, I can’t hear you,” Jiwoo bullied.

“I attract zombies.”

It was enough for both her friends to turn radio silent. Yubin gazed up at them. She could see the gears spinning in their heads from the revelation. She gulped.

Instead of the outburst she expected, Jiwoo only shrugged. “Well, that’s fine, right? Just means you shouldn’t go out.”

Yubin’s face contorted into confusion. “No, it means I’m dragging every zombie in a ten-kilometer radius.”

Something clicked in Chaeyeon’s mind. “Wait, but that’s a good thing for us! There wouldn’t be any of them in said ten-kilometer radius, and we– well, Binnie’s killing them on the fence!”

“There’s been less zombies around anyway so there’s no problem,” Jiwoo added, a smidge too casual for Yubin’s liking.

Yubin narrowed her eyes. “You can’t be serious,” she deadpanned. But the comments threw her off at such speeds she had no idea how to recover. Her focus had been shattered and her conviction wavered. When she surveyed her friends’ calm and hopeful expressions again, she had no choice but to give up, knowing they would be too stubborn to understand.

She put her hands behind her head and relaxed her shoulders. “Alright, well, that was easy.”

“Of course it is.” Chaeyeon ruffled Yubin’s hair enthusiastically, eliciting a whine in response. “We’re your best friends.”

Smoothing out her messy hair, Yubin thought she might as well enjoy the time she had. The room shifted into a comfortable silence. Jiwoo closed her eyes, humming a song under her breath while Chaeyeon unfolded the paper, starting again from scratch with a determined huff. Jiwoo smiled and hugged her waist tighter.

 

Later that day, Yubin found Chaeyeon and Jiwoo at the mess hall with interlocked hands and lovestruck grins. With a growing smirk, she walked up to them, her chest puffed out in pride.

“So… how are you two doing?” Her voice came out overly teasing, borderline mocking, but there was a thin string of genuine happiness she couldn’t hide.

Chaeyeon grinned with red ears. “It’s amazing,” she said, cuddling up against Jiwoo, who only nodded, a part of her still shocked she could call Chaeyeon her girlfriend.

Yubin made finger guns at Jiwoo. “Congratulations on confessing,” she said with all the warmth she had. “I’ll ignore the part where you babbled like an idiot.”

Chaeyeon broke into hearty giggles. Jiwoo snapped out of her stupor and her cheeks flared in embarrassment. “You were following us?” She then paused and frowned. “So you also know Chaeyeon-unnie heard your loud ass!” she complained and smacked Yubin on the arm.

Despite the jolt, Yubin laughed, guiltless. “That’s on you! You should’ve done it sooner!”

Jiwoo scoffed, but a smile still crossed her lips, reaching her eyes. “Thanks for being there for me.”

Yubin bumped Jiwoo’s arm with her fist. “Always, dude.”

 

Chaeyeon suddenly gasped. “Oh! Oh!” She brought the paper crane up for her friends to see. It wasn’t the prettiest thing, covered in wrinkles and uneven lines, but Yubin grinned nonetheless.

“It’s perfect,” she said before smirking. “See? Was it that hard?”

Chaeyeon scoffed and shoved Yubin off her lap, sending her crashing to the ground. “Yeah, it only took me a hundred-thousand tries!” she whined before setting herself against Jiwoo with a light pout. “It probably would’ve taken more if Jiwoo didn’t help–”

She gasped and slapped a hand over her mouth. Yubin, getting up from the floor, set her hands on her back and narrowed her eyes at Jiwoo with a look that said seriously?

Jiwoo scratched her cheek, sheepish. “She asked me, so I might’ve shown her a few extra steps.”

“You’re so gay, dude.”

 

 

It was the day of the gathering. The group was engaged in idle chatter. They had put together three tables, linking them on the longer side. They circled the large table, six girls on each side. As usual, the girls sat beside the people they were most familiar with. One extra spot was left beside Soomin, another was next to Shion.

At first, no one seemed to notice that someone was missing. But Mayu caught the discrepancy and scanned the table once more.

“Where’s Kaede?”

The idle chatter dispersed and all eyes landed on Shion. Among them, like Nakyoung, Jiwoo, and Lynn, had their eyebrows raised in suspicion, ready to jump at the gun. Still, they gave the benefit of the doubt and stayed quiet while Shion gave a lopsided smile and a bashful hum.

“Well, uh, she chose to not attend.”

“I’m not going.”

They were in Kaede’s room at the end of the hallway. Shion blinked in surprise. “You aren’t?”

Kaede hummed, opening and closing the bedside drawer out of boredom. “They still don’t like me. I’ll sit this one out.”

“Then I’ll stay too–”

“You’re not doing that,” Kaede cut off. She turned to Shion, who had her lips pressed together.

“You’ll be okay?” she still asked in concern. “Won’t it feel isolating?”

Kaede smiled at Shion and patted her on the arm.

“I’ll be fine. Go have fun.”

Lighthearted chuckles bounced off the walls following the clarification. Hayeon’s lips grew into a smirk and she made a weak attempt to cover it. “You needed her to tell you to not be a social recluse?”

Shion held her arms up in abandon. “I just care a lot about my friends.”

Chuckles ran through again, no one able to counter her statement. The table went back to idle chatter as they ate their ration of canned food, unable to host another ‘feast.’ There was no feeling of awkwardness and uncommon smiles made their way around the table. The section where Yeonji and Soomin sat in was especially vibrant, all the teenagers having gathered again. Yeonji had the camcorder set on the table, the bright red dot blinking as proof that it was recording. Even after countless interviews, Yeonji was insistent on capturing this moment, too.

Eventually, the hall grew quiet, only filled with the clattering of forks and spoons against aluminum cans. It was comfortable for them, though.

Nakyoung thought of starting a conversation and hummed. “I have a question to ask.”

The girls turned to her, curious. Nakyoung pursed her lips. “Do any of you have a life goal? I mean, after everything…”

There was a drop in the mood and the room felt dimmer. Each of the girls stopped and reflected deeply on their intentions, realizing they hadn’t actually thought about it, only having been worried about making it out alive.

Chaeyeon was the first to answer, pulling Jiwoo and Yubin close to her. “I just wanna stick with these two.” She smiled. Jiwoo agreed with a hum and a grin, her ears flushing from the proximity with Chaeyeon. Yubin tried to smile, too, but it came off lopsided and awkward, clearly gnawed with guilt. Her friends didn’t notice.

Hayeon pursed her lips as she rubbed her chin. “I don’t know. Find a girlfriend, maybe?”

The cafeteria grew quieter than it already was. “...Seriously?” many voices then echoed at once.

Hayeon shrugged. “I mean there isn’t much else to do. And now there's no homophobia anymore, kind of.” She stretched her arms in front of her. “Honestly, if you’re still homophobic in a zombie apocalypse you have your priorities twisted.” She casted a quick glance at Chaewon, only to notice the girl had her entire face covered and turned away.

Lynn supported her head with her fist and smirked in amusement. “Anything else?”

Hayeon swallowed. “It would be cool to learn new things. Farming has been nice.”

As if the word was a trigger for her, Chaewon spun back with sparkling eyes. “I’ve always wanted to start my own strawberry farm.”

“I’d like to create more things to increase quality of life,” Dahyun hummed positively.

Mayu picked at the table corner. “I’d like to just work without having to worry about dying.”

One by one, they went around the table. Sullin said something roughly along the lines of killing everyone and the girls safely and hopefully assumed she was only talking about the infected. Lynn gave Sullin her full support and picked the same objective. Sohyun voiced that she was interested in music and poetry, but her confession ended there. Both Soomin and Yeonji each took ten minutes off the clock respectively, talking for so long none of the girls even remembered what their initial goal was anymore. Even Joobin, who usually remained composed, had pressed her forehead against the table.

Soomin clasped her hands together at the end of her lengthy speech. “So I… uh…” She furrowed her brows and pouted. “Where was I going with this?”

The girls moved the conversation along as quickly as they could by giving Soomin enthusiastic nods of approval. Satisfied, Soomin leaned back into her chair.

Shion hummed, the next one to go. “I want to stay kind and help my friends.” She looked down and let out a forlorn breath. “Can’t really open a bakery anymore…”

“Hey,” Seoyeon encouraged with a shoulder nudge, “maybe one day we’ll get back up on our feet enough for you to do so.”

Shion smiled and her head dipped into a nod.

Sohyun hummed and turned to Seoah. “Do you have anything you’d like to do?”

As she was the youngest, Seoah’s answer was of interest to everyone around the table. They eyed her expectantly, but it only made her shrug her shoulders and retreat into herself.

“I don’t know,” she whispered honestly. “It feels weird. It’s as if I have every option available to me, but also none at the same time.” She kicked her legs in the air. “The closest thing I had to a dream was to maybe get into the Olympics with taekwondo, but…” she shooed a hand away. “Not sure that's still up for grabs.”

She grew silent. Xinyu eyed her with empathy. “It’s alright,” she comforted, “I thought I’d be a renowned fashion designer – and I was for a while – but now I’m stuck washing distasteful clothes all morning and now my hands are all wrinkled.” She giggled with some regret.

Sohyun perked up and turned to her. Xinyu caught her curious gaze and gave a light but confused smile. Suddenly, though, Sohyun took one of her hands and brushed a thumb over it.

“Your hands are as soft as silk,” Sohyun muttered, eyes mapping her hands. The compliment sent Xinyu’s mind into disarray and her heart skipped a beat. Her face and ears flushed a deep red and she turned away.

Yeonji interrupted the moment with a mock gag. “Sorry,” she said quickly as everyone turned to her with a judging eye. She smoothed her t-shirt. “I’m not homophobic, I swear. I have gay friends.” She gestured at Hayeon, who had enough self-respect to act offended.

Nakyoung nibbled on her spoon, her gaze lingering on Yooyeon beside her. “Unnie,” she began, catching the woman’s attention. “Do you have anything you want to do?”

Yooyeon was slightly caught off guard by the question. “Why?”

“Are you just going to be the town’s crazy scientist?” Nakyoung teased lightly. “Nothing else you’d like to accomplish?”

Ignoring Nakyoung calling her a ‘crazy’ scientist, Yooyeon seriously considered her question. She tapped a finger above her lips, brows furrowing in concentration. It felt like a sudden reality check and Yooyeon felt temporarily stuck.

“Well, I’ve been working towards this my entire life,” she commented under her breath. “I must’ve gotten used to the rhythm.” She lowered her hands to her lap. “And also… I feel like it’s my responsibility to try to help.”

Nien rubbed her chin with a grin. “Why? It’s not like your lab created the virus or anything.”

Seoyeon, Jiwoo, and Chaeyeon’s eyes all widened while Yooyeon grew oddly quiet. Initially, the others’ sat confused at her sudden loss of words, but slowly, one by one, they caught on and had to muffle their shocked expressions. Yooyeon could hear the resonating loud ‘oh’s in their minds as the realization made its way around the table.

Kotone, the first who caught on, narrowed her eyes. “Hold on, are you serious?”

Tension grew thick in an instant, twenty pairs of eyes judging Yooyeon’s every movement. Yooyeon fought through the heavy pressure with an honest nod. In an instant, she felt as if a dam broke and expressions of shock and betrayal flooded through her ears.

Beside her, Nakyoung was just as surprised. “You never told us about that!” she exclaimed.

Voices grew in numbers and overlapped each other. Yeonji snapped her head around in distress at the sudden uprising. Slightly overwhelmed, Yooyeon pressed her lips into a thin line and blew a breath. Her eyes darted to Yubin, whose look of betrayal was heavier than most.

“Wait,” she cut in, nearly hissing, “so did you make it?”

People clamored at the new accusation. Seoyeon was quick on the defence, linking their arms and hands. “No, she didn’t. She had nothing to do with the department.”

Her rebuttal only fueled the sudden rush of anger and confusion. “You knew about this from the start?” Yubin shot out this time. Jiwoo and Chaeyeon wisely kept quiet.

“We’ve been with you this entire time!” Xinyu exclaimed, leaning forward. “How could you keep this from us?”

“Girls, come on,” Nien attempted to suppress, eyes brimming with guilt. It had at least calmed Kotone down, but the others still spat words at Yooyeon. At least the teenagers retained their peace, choosing to huddle instead of fueling the fire. Yeonji had turned off the camcorder when the argument had started.

Sohyun slammed her hands on the table, cutting the growing conflict and silencing everyone. Xinyu’s eyes grew wide at the suddenness.

Sohyun had her eyes closed, thinking for a moment. “It is a difficult ask, but please give her the benefit of the doubt,” she said slowly. “It’s an immense burden for anyone to carry.”

Although it wasn’t enough to fully satisfy some of the girls, they gingerly took their seats. Yooyeon exhaled again, mentally thanking Sohyun. She squeezed Seoyeon’s hand tighter, and Seoyeon squeezed back in affirmation, pulling her a smidge closer.

But Sohyun wasn’t done. She turned to Yooyeon, staring deeply into her eyes. “I heard you’ve been wondering about a cure.”

Yooyeon met her gaze carefully and nodded. “It’s research for now, but I would like to contribute.”

Sohyun nodded in response. “Be careful,” she said. Yooyeon raised an eyebrow. Sohyun added, “The flower of destruction blooms with good intentions and curiosity.”

The group grew tense for a moment. It was Seoyeon who frowned, interlacing hands with Yooyeon. “She isn’t like that.”

“For now, but we won’t know what might happen further on.” She briefly glanced at Xinyu. “People will change.”

“Don’t assume things happen so easily,” Seoyeon defended again, exasperation rising as it mixed with anger. She squinted at Sohyun. “In any case, you should take care of your–”

There was a sudden bang on the table and a quiet hiss. All heads whipped in Joobin’s direction. Her face was contorted in a small wince as she grabbed her wrist, showing the prominent bleeding cut in her palm. Her knee was raised from where she had slammed it out of shock.

Seoyeon stood in a flash, forgetting about the whole conflict. “Are you okay?”

“What happened?” Kotone stood up next. While Seoyeon rushed to tend to Joobin’s wound, she observed the scene. There was blood on the lid of her food can. She must’ve gotten careless in the moment.

Joobin swallowed as blood dribbled aggressively from the cut. Kotone stretched her lips to one side. It was still a lot of blood for a cut. She narrowed her eyes. And would Joobin really be careless enough for that to happen?

“...Let’s take a break before the meeting,” Yooyeon announced emptily, breaking Kotone’s focus. The others agreed with low murmurs and quiet nods. Soomin stood, stretched, and walked off without anyone noticing. When Kotone turned back to Joobin, Seoyeon was already taking her away. She debated whether or not to follow but Nien pulled her by the waist.

“I hope she’ll be okay,” Nien voiced empathically. Kotone hummed mindlessly and Nien noticed her disquiet. “Yeah, not a fan of blood, either.”

“It’s not that,” Kotone replied, voice laced with suspicion, “Something just feels… off.”

Nien looked up at the ceiling with a pondering hum, a finger pressed over her lips. “Maybe,” she said. She turned back to Kotone with an interested gleam in her eyes. “Should we follow them?”

“I’m not sure,” Kotone said. “I think I’m just fearing the worst again.”

“Which is valid!” Nien exclaimed and pulled her in. “Come on, let’s go see.”

Feeling reassured at Nien’s support, Kotone squared her shoulders and followed.

Rubbing the chills out of her nape, Yubin pushed herself from her seat. “I, uh, I’ll be right back,” she told her friends. They didn’t seem to mind too much, avoiding her gaze and cuddling up against each other in a way that made Yubin want to throw up. Pushing past her false disdain, she softened her gaze and smiled before walking away. On the other side, Jiyeon trailed her eyes on Yubin before following her.



Instead of her own, Yubin opened the door to Chaeyeon’s room. She flopped on the bed and closed her eyes, letting herself relax momentarily. A tinge of guilt spread through her stomach as she remembered the words she had spat at Yooyeon and Seoyeon, knowing she wouldn’t be able to apologize later.

After her conversation with her friends on the same bed, Yubin had decided. She was going to leave now instead of tomorrow. That meant she wouldn’t get the car, but she didn’t care too much about it. She was never against walking anyway.

A short moment passed and Yubin opened her eyes, knowing she couldn’t wait for too long even though she wanted to bask in the familiar bed for longer. Her gaze drifted to Chaeyeon’s wrinkled and poorly folded paper crane sitting on the bedside drawer.

An idea lit up in her mind and she stood up, picking up the crane. She unfolded it carefully and smoothed the wrinkles. She plucked the pen from the desk, sat on the chair, and began to write.

 

 

Seoyeon returned to the mess hall without Joobin in tow. Yooyeon walked up to her and took her hands before burying her face in her shoulder. Surprised, Seoyeon quickly moved to wrap her in a hug instead.

“What’s wrong?” she whispered, gently brushing Yooyeon’s hair with her fingers.

“I just need a moment,” Yooyeon replied, closing her eyes and inhaling Seoyeon’s scent. “...Where’s Bin?”

“‘Tone and Nien wanted to speak with her for a moment, but they’ll be back shortly.”

Yooyeon nodded and set her hands on Seoyeon’s back with a hum. Something else weighted on her mind. “Should I have denied it?”

Seoyeon shook her head and pressed a kiss against the crown of her head. “It doesn’t matter,” she reassured quietly, “it would’ve happened eventually.”

Yooyeon retreated from Seoyeon’s shoulder and gazed lovingly into her eyes before leaning in for a gentle kiss. Seoyeon closed her eyes and moved a hand up to cup Yooyeon’s cheek, kissing back just as gently, feeling the softness of Yooyeon’s lips against hers. They moved with practiced ease before splitting away, breathing softly with warm faces and sweet smiles.

“We need to do the meeting,” Seoyeon recalled, tucking a strand of hair behind Yooyeon’s ear.

Yooyeon closed her eyes and sighed. “I wish we didn’t have to, for once,” she whined softly. Seoyeon chuckled and stole another kiss from Yooyeon.

“Let’s gather the girls, come on,” she said before turning away. Seoyeon counted the heads of those present and noticed a few more people were missing.

“Everyone,” she called out gently, not in the mood to be loud. Thankfully, the conversations were hushed around the table. Catching their attention, Seoyeon clasped her hands. “We’re starting the meeting soon. Jiyeon, Yubin, and Soomin are missing, so we need some of you to bring them back.”

“I’ll get Yubin,” Chaeyeon volunteered, pecking Jiwoo on the cheek before hooking her legs away from her chair.

Seoah raised her hand. “I can look for Jiyeon-unnie.”

Yooyeon thanked the student as she walked past. “We need someone to get Soomin, too,” she turned to the others again. The girls shared murmurs; they hadn’t even noticed Soomin slip out of the cafeteria.

As the whispers scattered, Yeonji stepped up. “I think I know where she is.”

 

 

Yeonji spotted Soomin’s back as she sat in front of Hyerin’s grave. She stood there, watching her hunched figure for a few seconds before finally speaking.

“You got your name signed on that yet?”

Soomin visibly perked up and she turned around, an offended look crossing her face. “Well, duh! Done and did like a week ago. You haven’t visited for that long?”

Yeonji pursed her lips, caught red-handed. “My bad.”

“Yeah, it is your bad,” Soomin fueled, patting the empty spot beside her. Yeonji sat down with a light scoff. Her eyes trailed onto the stone, searching for Soomin’s signature. She didn’t have to look for long, as the gunner had gone and carved her name in large and bold right under hers.

Fiddling with her camcorder, Yeonji clicked her tongue and brooded, shoulders drooping. “Whole thing turned into a mess. Bummer.” Her idea had backfired horribly. It felt a little embarrassing, to say the least.

“Nah, your idea was fine,” Soomin denied. “It’s the grown-ups who ruined it.” 

She pulled her legs up and hugged her knees, staring at the grave. “Do you think she would’ve liked this?”

Yeonji knew it was about Hyerin. She set her camcorder aside and thought for a moment, ignoring the slight ache in her heart. She shook her head. “I think she would’ve kept quiet the entire time.”

Soomin shook her head. “She would’ve talked. I know she would’ve.”

“Only at first,” Yeonji argued. “Engage in the conversation for a bit but then her battery would just plummet.”

“Yeah, ‘cause you’re too loud.”

Yeonji rolled her eyes and gave Soomin a light shove. “As if you aren’t louder than me.”

“Am not,” Soomin retorted. “At least when I talk, I have something important to say. You just yap on and on.”

“You’re so delusional if you think what you say is important. Didn’t you literally forget your own topic?”

Soomin eyed Yeonji up and down with false contempt before breaking into a smile. She took out her MP3 player, untangled the earbuds connected to them, then passed one off to Yeonji.

“What are we listening to this time?” asked the skateboarder, inserting the bud in her left ear.

“Your choice.” The gunner handed her the MP3. Yeonji raised a brow. She gently picked the device from Soomin’s palm and scrolled through the songs. She paused whenever a familiar K-pop song showed up, but a smile of recognition graced her lips at one specific tune and she pressed play.

The first piano chords were instantly recognizable to Soomin’s ear. It was “November Rain,” the song Yeonji had requested when they first met. The strums flowed like a warm wave through Soomin’s chest. Closing her eyes, she leaned back with her hands supporting her weight, and let herself be guided by the music.

Yeonji hummed along with the melody and slid the MP3 into her pocket. She lowered her hand to the ground, expecting grass, but her fingers overlapped Soomin’s on accident. Yeonji blinked and looked down, Soomin doing the same. The skateboarder noticed the hesitant twitch in the girl’s hand. Before she could retract it, though, Yeonji held on firmly.

Soomin looked up at her, a flash of surprise crossing her widened eyes. She saw the tender smile decorating Yeonji’s lips.

“You won’t hurt me.”

Soomin was left momentarily stunned; the sentence was a direct response to her worries, and, although it didn’t fully quell her inner turmoil, the words quieted the buzzing in her ears. As she took in the sight of Yeonji, she felt her heart quicken a little. It was as if she was seeing her in a new light; her features glowed a rosy hue, reflecting the pale redness of the evening, and her smile gave off a soft, mature calmness.

Soomin felt herself relax gazing into her comforting eyes. The corners of her lips raised gently and her mouth parted.

“That was so corny.”

The mood shattered like glass and Yeonji’s expression contorted from smiling to disbelief. “Wh– dude! Way to ruin the vibe!”

Soomin laughed brightly, raising her head to the sky as she did so. Yeonji yanked her hand back and forcefully crossed her arms, glowering. A grumble slipped past her lips, the red on her face now glowing from embarrassment.

Her sulking didn’t last long as Soomin reached for her hand again and interlocked their fingers. Yeonji watched as the girl’s giggles eventually slowed to a stop. Then, she grinned brightly.

“Thanks, Yeonji.” For being there.

Yeonji blinked, fixing her gaze on Soomin’s genuine and peaceful smile. It shone brighter than the sun and she swallowed, feeling pulled in. A rush of heat rose to her ears and she snapped out of it, swiftly turning away to wipe the bead of sweat rolling down her face.

“Yeah, it’s whatever…” she mumbled under her breath, feigning nonchalance. Her eyebrows were furrowed and she felt self-aware all of a sudden. Soomin exclaimed and pointed a finger at her.

“Now you’re the one ruining the vibe!”

“Shut up!”

“What, is the baby pouting?” She put on a condescending tone. “Want me to kiss it better?”

“I’m going to punch you.”

“Ugh, so rude…” Another chuckle slipped through.

 

 

From the corner of the building, Joobin kept her eyes on Chaeyeon as she walked from the cafeteria building to the dormitory. All the while, she had a hand clutched against her handheld radio, powered on and tuned to channel two. She let out a quiet breath, trying to force down her swirling thoughts and clashing morals.

The military aid served more than supporting the raiders. They were the general’s eyes while he hid away from the mess. If Joobin showed any sign of rebellion, not only they wouldn’t clean up the mess, but they would shoot down any of the girls they’d see.

The only choice Joobin had was to pull Soomin away as quickly as possible.

She trailed her eyes over the bandages on her hand. There was a dull ache from where she had sliced herself with her knife. She looked down at Kotone and Nien, whom she had managed to knock out only because her reaction time was as swift as a cat’s. Catching Nien was easy; she was physically strong, but she couldn’t throw a punch right and refused to hurt people. Kotone, on the other hand, had been more of a struggle; she was surprisingly quick and employed dirty tricks, but those meant nothing to Joobin, who could see them coming a mile away.

Their expressions were peaceful as they slept, Joobin thought guiltily. She’ll keep them safe in a room during the raid. She turned back to her mission. When Chaeyeon was halfway through the journey, Joobin pressed the side of the radio.

“Begin.”

 

 

“That’s the signal.”

Jihoon scrambled and searched for the opening in the fence. The general had told them there was a secret passage right around. Finding the uneven ridges, he yanked it open with a screech of protest.

“Quickly, get it in.”

Junhee gritted her teeth as she pushed the infected forward with a long stick attached to the bag slipped over its head. The group didn’t know the details, but the infected was supposed to be one of the ‘intelligent’ ones. They didn’t know what the conditions were, but they had seen some of the zombies open doors and climb ladders early in the outbreak. The most recent ones seemed more mindless in comparison.

Once she pushed the infected through the fence and Jihoon was out of sight, she took the bag away from its head and hid behind the tree, deathly still. The group held their breaths as they heard the infected snarl.

Jihoon peeked an eye out from the shrub he hid behind. The infected snapped its head around and limped into the base. Then, it spotted a woman walking in the distance, entering a building. Her back was turned and she didn’t notice it. Slowly, it began to follow her, then quickly picked up the pace.

Jihoon had to swallow his guilt. He turned on his handheld radio. “Trial complete.”

“Affirmative,” a gruff and static voice replied. “ Send the wave.

Turning back, the group shared a nod. Then, they waited.

 

 

Chaeyeon didn’t find Yubin in her room.

She moved along the hallway, the back of her hair standing in a bad premonition. She proceeded to Jiwoo’s room and swung the door wide open.

Nothing.

Chaeyeon let out a short breath, willing herself to calm down. She couldn’t panic just yet. Still, as she moved to her room, Chaeyeon couldn’t help but feel her anxiety crawl at her neck and scratch her throat.

Reaching her door, she swallowed and opened it. A lump dropped to her stomach when she didn’t see Yubin, but then her eyes caught the paper crane placed too neatly on the desk, a few words peeking from its wings. She knew in an instant it had been Yubin’s doing.

Puzzled and nervous, Chaeyeon approached and undid the crane. The paper unfolded into a small letter, dabbled in ink and tear drops. With heavy breaths and a racing heart, Chaeyeon picked up the paper and read the lines.

 

“Chae-unnie,

I’m writing this letter instead of telling you directly because if I saw your face, I don’t think I could leave. And, yeah, I left. Don’t try chasing after me. I’m already gone by the time you read this.

I haven’t been completely honest. It’s not just about the whole live bait thing. Yesterday, I lost control. I wasn’t myself and I almost hurt Yooyeon-unnie and Seoyeon-unnie. It was then when I realized I couldn’t be around. I’m sorry for not staying true to my word and sticking with you two, but I don’t think I could live with a clear mind knowing I’m putting you and everyone else at risk. It’s better this way.

Make sure Jiwoo doesn’t go crazy. I know we already talked about it, but I still can’t shave off the feeling that something’s wrong. But I know you’ll be there for her like she’ll be for you.

And don’t die. I’d be pissed off.

When we meet again you better have folded a thousand paper cranes. And maybe also you and Jiwoo get married to each other (but don’t have the wedding without me what the fuck)

Love you both lots,
Gong Yubin”

 

By the end of the letter, there was a deafening buzz in her ears. Chaeyeon placed a hand on the desk and another over her mouth, swallowing a sob.

 

 

She was already far away. Yubin tried to not let the tears get the best of her as she walked down the gravel path. She resisted looking back, too, afraid to catch any of the girls’ silhouettes and have an invisible string tug her back towards the base. With a determined exhale, she pulled on the straps of her oversized backpack and marched with purpose.

Then, she heard the crunch of gravel.

“Wait!”

Yubin stopped and turned around, a frown placating her face when she noticed Jiyeon running up to her, carrying her own heavy bag and rifle, and wearing her military uniform.

Reaching the self-exiled girl, Jiyeon put her hands on her knees and panted. Yubin eyed her strangely, but waited for her to recover.

Then, Jiyeon rose and smiled. “I’m coming with you.”

Yubin paused at the sudden turn of events and she stared at Jiyeon, speechless, and frankly a little weirded out.

“...”

“...”

Yubin spun on her heel and began to walk. Jiyeon exclaimed in surprise and was quick to catch up. “H-hey!”

“You should go back,” Yubin said.

“No,” Jiyeon retorted.

Yubin tried to walk faster, but it only served to hasten Jiyeon’s pace. Clenching her jaw, Yubin nearly sprinted, but her efforts were once again useless against Jiyeon as the woman chased after her.

Slowing down, Yubin huffed, tilting her head back in frustration. “Why are you following me?”

“I told you, I’m going with you.”

“Why? You don’t even know me!” Jiyeon’s stubbornness got on her nerves.

“Because you don’t have to go out alone!”

“I do!” Yubin snapped and turned to her. “You heard what they said. I have no choice but to be alone. Because I’m–” she lifted her leg and gesticulated at it aggressively. “This!”

Yubin then slammed her boot down with a muffled shout. She placed her hands against her nape in distress, the muscles in her neck tense. “Why do I get to live while everyone else became… those things ?”

It did enough to silence Jiyeon, her eyes turning wide. A few seconds passed awkwardly. Then, Jiyeon sighed.

“When this all started,” she began, muttering, “I was on a bus with the rest of my dance crew. My friends.” She raised her eyebrows and tilted her head. “The driver got bit, and the bus rolled down the hill.”

Jiyeon paused and Yubin waited, watching her as she took a small breath. “No one survived but me,” she finished, eyes trailed on the gravel path.

A flash of understanding crossed Yubin’s mind. Jiyeon shared her guilt. Her mouth opened and closed, not quite finding the words she desired.

Jiyeon hummed, barely smiling. “I try to not show it but it hurts. It really does. Sometimes I lay awake at night, wondering why I couldn’t just die with them.” 

She caught herself and kneaded the back of her neck. “I’m not saying this to be like ‘I have it worse than you’ or anything,” she chuckled, “but we’re here against all odds. So let’s do our best,” she said, eyes glinting with determination.

Indirectly, Jiyeon had already established the both of them as a team. Yubin yielded with a groan, then narrowed her eyes. “Did you even tell anyone about this? What about your friends? I know you’re close with Seoyeon-unnie.”

Jiyeon scratched her cheek, radiating awkwardness. “I didn’t tell anyone…” She then perked up and smiled. “Oh, but I did leave a note!”

Yubin was left momentarily speechless, mouth slightly agape at the woman in front of her. She had no idea what to make of her impulsiveness. Was that how the others viewed her, too?

“Come on,” Jiyeon whined, shoulders dropping under Yubin’s judgement. “Company isn’t that bad.”

Yubin thinned her lips. “No, it isn’t. You’re just weird.” She turned and walked again.

Taking it as her confirmation to join, Jiyeon jogged up to Yubin before matching her leisure pace. Hearing the gravel crunch beside her, Yubin sneaked a curious glance at the woman. She was slightly taller than her and kept a poised stance, her posture perfectly straight. Her long black hair was tied in a high ponytail behind her head and her features were soft with a hidden sharpness. If Yubin ignored the military clothing a size too big on her and the rifle cradled in her arms, she thought the girl perfectly fitted the look of a ballerina.

“Your actual name is Suhyeon, right?”

Perking up, Jiyeon turned and offered a nod. “But I’ve gotten used to Jiyeon. You can call me whichever you prefer.”

Yubin tilted her head to the side, thinking carefully. Her shoulders relaxed and she smiled. “I think Jiyeon suits you.”

 

 

Fresh tears soaked the wrinkled paper. Chaeyeon gasped and wiped her eyes before staring at the letter again. Only this time, the letters seemed to blur and she was unable to decipher them. Her heart hammered in her chest.

Chaeyeon inhaled shakily, her hands trembling. She wiped her eyes again, her old tears replaced with new ones in an instant. She read the letter a second time to the best of her capabilities despite the whine threatening to tear from her rigid throat.

Chaeyeon exhaled shakily, her knees threatening to give out. But she couldn’t break down yet. She had to get this to Jiwoo. And maybe they could catch her in time; both vehicles were still parked, so Yubin couldn’t have gotten that far yet on foot.

With the paper in hand, Chaeyeon walked out of the room. She kept her eyes on the farewell letter, reading it for the third time, still in utter disbelief.

She was so drawn in the letter she didn’t notice the faraway growl and growing footsteps. When she finally caught the infected running at her in the corner of her eye, it was just a few feet away, about to pounce, and she screamed.

Notes:

jiyubin late to the party AGAIN

 

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Chapter 26: Fear

Notes:

HELLOOOO everyone yes im alive yes i was gone for two weeks whatever
welcome.... to the finale of act 2 part 1,,, this is 1/2 of it
have fun! take a break if you need (you will need it), expect 2/2 of the finale in a day maybe

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Kaede frowned when she heard a thump and a scream in the hallway. She lifted and pushed herself off the bed with a small stretch, pursing her lips as her injured arm moved weirdly. She opened the door, peeked her head out, and sucked in a breath.

On the floor, Chaeyeon cried as she struggled against an infected, desperately kicking at its chest as tears blurred her vision. The flailing of limbs kept it just far enough to not bite her face, but many times had it come dangerously close to tearing the flesh off her skin.

Her feet reacting before her mind, Kaede rushed to the scene and pushed the infected off with the sole of her shoe. It toppled beside Chaeyeon, who struggled to catch her breath. Kaede kicked it again as it tried getting up, smashing her heel against its chest. While it recovered, she grabbed Chaeyeon’s collar and dragged them into the latter’s room.

She pushed Chaeyeon first into the room before dashing in. As she reached to blindly close the door behind her, she felt something grab at her hair and pull her back. Kaede hissed, finding the door and slamming it shut anyway.

Kaede sucked in a breath when the door banged and she pressed her back against it. She played tug-of-war with her own hair, feeling her scalp burn from the pulling.

Chaeyeon sobbed as she clutched her neck, her breath erratic. Tears streamed endlessly from her eyes, letting out a cough and a wheezing gasp. Kaede swallowed as her face contorted into a permanent wince.

“You’re fine!” she exclaimed. “Stop crying!”

It only worsened Chaeyeon’s condition as her eyes widened in panic. Kaede pressed her lips into a line.

“Okay, uhm,” she quickly added, softer this time, still feeling the burning pull of her hair. “Just– take some deep breaths. Count in your head.”

Swallowing between gasps, Chaeyeon nodded and shut her eyes, focusing on calming herself down. She relaxed her grip and lowered a steady hand on her heart, and evened her erratic breathing to the best of her capabilities.

Kaede took a step back when she felt the infected tug harder, and she was sure she had lost a few strands from the force. Chaeyeon opened her eyes again and wiped the tears from her face, not yet fully recovered but calm enough to assess the situation.

She looked at Kaede's struggle with a gasp and stood up. Frantically, she searched around for anything that could help before she lit up and yanked the bedside drawer, pulling out a pair of scissors.

Kaede opened her mouth to speak but Chaeyeon had already dashed to her, leveling a shaky arm with Kaede’s hair. “Hold on…” she whispered with trembling eyes, “okay…”

Kaede took a breath as Chaeyeon snipped her hair off. When the final thread was cut, the sudden shift threw Kaede forward. Recovering with a hand on the wall, feeling the burn of her scalp, she then turned to Chaeyeon, whose eyes had widened and held the scissors in front of her as a defensive weapon.

Kaede heard the handle shake and she hurriedly spun around to match the force. She cursed internally at having to go against an intelligent zombie; she hadn’t had to deal with those since the beginning of the outbreak.

Even at full strength, Kaede could feel her lead slipping. The infected had already twisted the handle enough to push the door, and as it did, Kaede gritted her teeth, using her shoulder to push it back.

It was stronger than her. Kaede felt her feet drag underneath her from its sheer force. Knowing she couldn’t keep up, Kaede spun her head to face Chaeyeon and held a hand out.

“Give me the scissors.”

“What?” Chaeyeon exclaimed quickly. “No! Next thing you know, you’ll kill me!”

Kaede resisted rolling her eyes. “We don’t have time for this!”

Chaeyeon’s gaze darted between her and the infected, her legs moving restlessly. A hint of a whine slipped past her lips. She extended her arm fully and dropped the scissors in Kaede’s hand, her fingers hovering far above the open palm. Then, she quickly leaped away.

Kaede tightened around the weapon and released her grip. In a flash, the door swung open and the infected lunged at her. Kaede darted to the side, letting it swipe the air and expose itself, then she slammed into it and drove the scissors into the side of its neck.

She backed as fresh, red blood surged from the wound and splattered on her clothes. The infected collapsed and Kaede took a moment to recollect herself.

She turned to Chaeyeon, who had backed herself into the far corner of the wall. Kaede sighed. That was right. Chaeyeon had more reason to distrust her than the others. And now she held a weapon between her hands. With a sigh, she turned to the corpse.

“Any scratches or bites?” she asked as she hoisted it up.

With her hands pressed against the wall, still breathing heavily, Chaeyeon shook her head. “No… I’m in the clear.”

After throwing the infected outside, Kaede closed the door. She leaned her back against it, feeling her messy haircut. She sighed through her nose as she cleaned the scissors with the hem of her shirt, one question lingering in the back of her mind.

Where did it come from?



Jiyeon’s ear twitched, catching something rolling on the gravel far away. Her brows furrowed lightly, then her eyes widened upon recognizing the fain roar of a vehicle. Quickly, she took Yubin by the wrist and dragged them off the road. She heard Yubin’s breath hitch behind her as they ran until they reached the forest’s edge. She pushed her behind a tree before ducking into a lining of bushes.

Yubin staggered lightly before spinning around, a confused and appalled expression on her face. “What’s up with you!” she hushed sharply, clueless, before clasping a hand over her mouth as the buzzing approached.

Jiyeon parted the shrub and peeked an eye through. She shuddered at the sight of four military vehicles steaming down the gravel path for the base. They rolled past them at lightning speed and she held her breath, afraid they’d somehow catch wind of her presence.

Only when they were in the distance did Jiyeon stand up, a sense of impending doom crawling up the back of her neck. Yubin must’ve felt it too, as she took a step forward.

“What was that?” she whispered. “Who was that?”

“The military,” Jiyeon replied, voice just as low.

Yubin cursed. The military was nothing but trouble. And from what Chaeyeon had told her about Daejeon…

She and Jiyeon shared a look. Immediately, they took off running towards the base.



“Send the wave.”

Joobin clipped the handheld radio to her military vest. Being on the other side of the base meant the infected hadn’t seen her.

After witnessing it open the door and walk in, Joobin turned to Kotone and Nien. She had a few minutes before they woke up, giving her little time to plan things out.

In her mind, she searched for the nearest room where she could safely keep them in. The dormitories were no longer an option, and the building she hid behind was what the girls had grown to call the “prison.” Of course, it wasn’t a prison, only an office building military generals and commanders used for paperwork and operations. It was the same building where Yooyeon worked in her makeshift lab. Joobin panned to the end of the wall, where an emergency exit stood.

It’ll do fine, she thought, beginning to pull Kotone by the shirt.

“Bin-unnie?”

Joobin’s heart skipped a beat. She whipped her head around at lightning speed, eyes the widest they had ever been, nearly dropping Kotone in the process. Seoah stood behind her, an uncertain look in her eyes. They darted from Joobin to the unconscious Kotone and Nien.

“What are you doing here?” Joobin asked, her tone of voice near panicked. Seoah, of all people, shouldn’t have found her.

“Looking for Jiyeon-unnie,” Seoah answered carefully, her foot shifting ever-so-slightly. “Why are ‘Tone-unnie and Nien-unnie unconscious?

A sudden wave of anxiety crashed over Joobin. She couldn’t explain herself without jeopardizing the mission, nor could she lie. In circumstances like these, she was taught to knock the intruder out. Joobin bit the inside of her cheek. She would’ve done it to anyone. Just not Seoah.

Joobin dove for the best alternate recourse. She lowered Kotone to the ground then grabbed Seoah’s shoulders. “Take these two with you to a safe room and stay there. Lock the doors and set up a barricade. If anyone knocks, don’t open. It’ll be all over soon.”

Seoah didn’t like the tone in Joobin’s voice. “What are you talking about?” She finally stepped back. “You’re scaring me. What’s going on?”

A deafening crash echoed through the base. Both girls snapped their heads towards the broken front gate. The culprit, a military transport vehicle, drifted sideways then screeched loudly to a stop. Behind it, three more drove into the base and stopped on the grass, surrounding the mess hall.

Seoah took a shaky breath. Urgency filled Joobin’s nerves. She grasped Seoah by the arm, forcing her back to her.

“Get them into the building,” Joobin ordered. She unsheathed her combat knife and placed it in the girl’s hand. “Find a room to stay in, and stay there until everything is over.”

Seoah scrutinized the combat knife in her palm, tightening her jaw. Wrapping her fingers around the handle, she then looked back up at Joobin. “Are you a part of this?”

The accusation dropped on Joobin like a mountain. She noticed the light shake in Seoah’s fist and took a cautious step back. She looked over the girl’s shoulder. They had begun unlocking the back doors. There was no more time for questions. 

She squared her shoulders and marched past the unmoving Seoah, ignoring how her heart hammered against her chest, how her throat felt tight, how her shoulders weighed with regret.

“Just get to safety,” she begged. “I’ll explain everything,” she lied. If things went as planned, she wouldn’t be back.

Joobin didn’t turn to look at her again, but she could hear Seoah’s defeated huff. Unhooking the rifle from her back, Joobin ran to find Soomin. She felt her racing heart. It hadn’t done that in a long time.



The rest of the girls had sat back down at the table, the mess hall eerily quiet. No one dared to speak as tension crawled against each of the girls’ skins, a poor truce that threatened to break easily. The sky had turned an angry red, the blood light looming over them like a promise.

Mayu felt it louder than anyone.

“I don’t get it, they should be back by now,” she whispered under her breath. A nauseating feeling tackled the back of her neck in a cold sweat. The three girls she had been with since the start hadn’t returned. It had been minutes, nearly ten. She knew it couldn’t take that long to fetch a few people and come back; she knew the numbers in her head on instinct. So she couldn’t help but worry that something had happened.

Jiwoo, who had taken a place to her left, drummed antsy fingers on the table, her eyebrows knit tightly together. “Where the fuck are they?” she hissed, growing impatient and furious.

Mayu swallowed and shuffled away, her eyes drifting to Yooyeon. The woman waited beside the whiteboard, accompanied by Seoyeon. The nurse shifted occasional glances at the door, bouncing a foot against the floor, waiting for any one of the girls to walk through.

Nakyoung had her hands supporting her head with her eyes closed. She took a deep, quiet breath. She tilted her head to the side and clucked her tongue, then pressed her palms against the table.

“I’ll go see what’s–”

Then they heard it. The deafening crash of metal. The creak of broken hinges. The grinding of steel against asphalt and of wheels against gravel. The groaning of vehicles. The roar of trucks. They echoed loudly through the base, bouncing off the forests, perpetuating a war horn that seemed endless.

Chaewon let out a startled scream, instinctively covering herself. Lynn rose up, a hand reaching for her jacket’s inner pocket. Nakyoung followed through, ready to unsheath her knife. Mayu ducked under the table, covering her ears from the noise. Sullin’s eyes were wide, a shaky hand gripping her chair. Xinyu, still sitting, latched onto the pistol she now kept with her at all times.

The chaos of noise ended, engulfing them in a deafening silence. No one dared to move. Jiwoo had her fists balled up. Dahyun’s ears had begun ringing. Hayeon held her breath. Their ears twitched as the faint sound of a latch opened. Shion had her hands on her shoulders. Seoyeon’s hair stood on end. Yooyeon frowned.

It was Sohyun who moved first. One step. Two steps. She put her guard up, her heels clicking loudly against the floor. Her eyes darted from one entrance to the other. She didn’t reach the door before they heard the growling.



Soomin craned her neck and breathed the fresh air. The rest of their time had been spent in comfortable silence, feeling the wind tousle lightly against their hair. The song had reached its apex and Yeonji bobbed her head lightly to the rhythm, Soomin mimicking her motions with a smile.

When the song ended, Yeonji sighed contentedly, then perked up and spun towards Soomin.

“Oh, I completely forgot I was supposed to fetch you for the group meeting.”

Soomin took off her earbud. “Oops,” she said with a teasing smirk. “Likely thing for you to do.”

Before Yeonji could be offended, the sudden clash of metal snapped them out of the upcoming banter. Soomin winced lightly as it grated against her ears despite the sound coming from the other end of the base.

Yeonji shot up. “What was that?” she asked in uncertainty, tilting her body to the side. From where she stood, they couldn’t see the gate.

She began to move. Soomin followed her. With their hands still together, they jogged around until they got a clear view of the incident.

When Soomin saw it, she froze. Yeonji staggered also, seeing the military trucks. “What? Why are they–?”

A surge of fear overtook Soomin. Her breathing quickened and she tightened her grip on Yeonji’s hand. The pressure was close to hurting, but Yeonji withstood it, her shock overpowering her discomfort. They watched as the vehicles rolled into the base before drifting to a stop around the cafeteria building.

Men in military uniforms hopped off the side rails, yanked the back doors open, then dashed into the passenger seat. In a heartbeat, the trucks introduced countless infected to the open field as they sped out of the base. The zombies tumbled over the grass and asphalt before regaining their footing and snapping their heads around. Their limbs twitched grossly, their skin peeled from their grey, blue faces and their eyes were dilated and hollow.

Yeonji breathed shakily. “Shit. Shit.” She shook her head and took a step back. Her shaky eyes scanned the field. She couldn’t count how many of them there were. Fourty? Fifty? Her brain tried to process it all. It felt so sudden, so random . Why were they there? She felt Soomin crush her hand and she forced the pain down by biting her tongue.

In their peripheral, they caught sight of Joobin running towards them, eyes wide in alert and hugging her rifle. Yeonji pulled Soomin closer.

“Bin, do you know what’s going on?” She asked as Joobin stopped before them. Her tone shared her confusion.

Joobin swallowed, taking a breath. She only spared Yeonji a glance, her eyes and body trained on Soomin only. “We can’t be here,” she told her, her words weighed with fear and guilt, “If they see us, we’re dead.”

Before any of the two could respond, Joobin yanked Soomin away, dragging her along. The sudden pull forced her to split from Yeonji, and Joobin was so uncharacteristically urgent, everything unfolding so quickly, Soomin could only glance back at Yeonji before disappearing behind the warehouse.

Yeonji was left alone, stunned to the core and only able to watch. Her finger twitched, reaching out far too late. From the other end of the base, the infected spotted her. They began their slow march, but even from far away, Yeonji could see their pace quicken. A sudden rush sent shivers down her spine and her pulse quickened. She stepped to the side, let out a shaky breath, and started running.



Using the same scissors, now cleaned, Kaede trimmed her black hair, evening out her new haircut to look more presentable.

“I never knew you cared about looks that much,” Chaeyeon commented in passing, more so to release the anxious lump in her throat than to get to know Kaede better. 

Kaede passed her fingers through her short hair. The tips ending so soon was an unfamiliar feeling and her head felt indescribably lighter.

There was no mirror. She turned to Chaeyeon, who stayed in the far corner of the room, picking at her nails. “How does it look?”

Ignoring Kaede’s usual lack of reply to her comments, Chaeyeon scrutinized the new hairstyle. “It suits you,” she said.

Kaede nodded. She then pursed her lips upon noticing the tufts of hair littered on the carpeted floor. It would be impossible to remove all of it.

Following the breach, both of them had taken the time to recover, standing on opposite sides of the room. Chaeyeon’s initial fear had turned to general distrust and anger, and Kaede had no intention to poke the bear. She hadn’t received a thanks for saving her life, either, but she deemed it wiser to not mention it.

Clenching and unclenching her hand, she felt her hair again before landing her gaze on Chaeyeon. “We need to get out.” When Chaeyeon perked up, she explained, “If one has breached the base, there would surely be more. If we stay, we’re sitting ducks.”

On cue, the pair heard the clashing of steel against the chain link gate, followed by the deafening grating of metal against gravel. Chaeyeon jolted out of surprise. Kaede clenched her scissors, looking towards the sound. It was just as she thought.

The room drowned in silence following the thunderous crash. Kaede used the silence to reevaluate her thoughts and strategies. If they had already arrived, it might be too late and they were better off staying.

But to her surprise, Chaeyeon was the one who took a step forward. “Okay, we need to do something.”

Kaede blinked and turned to her.

“Help the others,” Chaeyeon added. “They’re all in the cafeteria. The crash couldn’t have just been from zombies– it was way too violent. Whatever’s threatening to hurt us, they’ll have them surrounded.”

Her eyes then widened in realisation. “Jiwoo’s there.”

With a sudden surge of nerve, Chaeyeon walked past Kaede. When she reached for the handle, Kaede grabbed her wrist.

“It’s safer to stay, now,” she said, boring her eyes into Chaeyeon. “Do you even have a plan?”

Chaeyeon instinctively tried to free herself from Kaede’s grasp. “I’ll think about it as I go.”

“That’s stupid.” Kaede frowned. “You’re risking your life and for what?”

Chaeyeon's face contorted. “Because unlike you, I actually care about these people,” she jabbed, a spark of fire in her eyes. “Now move, I’m going.” She ripped her hand away from Kaede and swung the door open.

She crossed the door, leaving Kaede to stand alone. She took a breath and clicked her tongue. She moved around indecisively, hesitating between staying and going, before letting out a huff and following through.

Pinching her nose, Chaeyeon stepped over the bleeding corpse. She perked up and hastily reached for Yubin’s letter she had dropped, some of the infected blood having stained the bottom of the page. Chaeyeon’s ears caught Kaede’s footsteps as she dusted the paper off and she began walking down the dimly lit  hallway.

“What is that?” Kaede asked behind her. Chaeyeon was initially caught off-guard, but then pressed her lips, refusing to answer. Any initial gratitude she had for Kaede for saving her life had dispersed, and the more she thought about it, the angrier she got. It was always Kaede’s fault. If it wasn’t for her, Yubin would’ve never had to leave her this letter.

She could feel Kaede’s eyes burn into the back of her head, as if she expected her to answer. Chaeyeon bit her tongue and reached the halfway point. Kaede’s stare burned the back of her neck and she sighed.

“Why are you coming with me?” she asked in turn, exasperation leaking from her tongue.

“Because if you die, they'll blame it on me. I don't want to suffer another two weeks chained up again.”

There was venom in her voice. Chaeyeon’s brows furrowed, a tense beat passing through them as they walked. “Well, I'm sorry that happened to you,” she expressed slowly, “But I think you had it coming.”

“Maybe,” she heard Kaede admit. She then heard the pause in her tracks. “But do you know what it’s like to be stuck in the same place for two weeks?” she asked, her voice rising. “Unable to move or walk or use your hands because the blood has long stopped flowing to them?”

Chaeyeon stopped and spun around, facing Kaede with a scowl. “Yeah, I do,” she answered, her chest tight. “When my best friend fell from that bridge. Everything stopped for me.” She took a breath and swallowed. “At least for you, it only lasted two weeks. I was stuck for a month.”

Her shoulders relaxed and her face turned to remorse. She looked to the floor, the paper flapping against the wind as she threw her arm up. “And now she’s gone again,” she whispered, voice strained.

Kaede staggered, eyes widening slightly. Chaeyeon let out a deep sigh and began walking again. Kaede quietly sucked in a breath and followed, pulling the collar of her shirt as it suddenly felt tight.



Sohyun stopped, her whole body locked up. The groans drew nearer around them. Nakyoung had pulled out her knife. Lynn, her pistol. She aimed it at the doors as footsteps approached, little by little.

“What’s going on?” Chaewon whispered. She was close to tears.

“Infected,” Yooyeon replied, keeping her voice even despite her rising heartbeat. She looked around at the others, then at Seoyeon. The nurse didn’t meet her gaze but took her hand. Yooyeon squeezed gently.

Hayeon eyed the entryways that introduced the hallway. They were mostly covered, save for two eye-level glass panels striking the middle of the doors. She lowered herself when a swarm of heads passed through the small window, walking through the dim corridor. Some had entered the building. She took Shion’s arm and guided her down, too.

No one moved, afraid one misstep would set everything off. They had even shut their minds from thinking just to ensure they spoke nothing into existence. For Jiwoo, though, nothing but thoughts swarmed her mind, buzzing like a hive as they were drawn to a single fact.

Chaeyeon and Yubin weren’t with her. Her best friend and girlfriend weren’t with her. She didn’t know where they were, or how they were doing. They were outside with the threat. Her breathing quickened. Her chest rose and fell. She had to be with them.

As if in a trance, Jiwoo took a step forward, then another, eyeing the doors. She moved past Sohyun, whose eyes turned wide upon noticing her.

“Jiwoo, wait!”

Jiwoo pressed a hand against the door just as an infected peeked an eye through the window. In an instant, all hell broke loose. The swarm burst through like a dam, pushing through the doors and sending Jiwoo to the ground. Lynn shot two rounds, killing those about to bite her arms and legs. They crumpled to the ground, but Lynn’s efforts were wasted as more infected spilled into the mess hall, their numbers multiplying by the second.

Sohyun moved. She rushed to help Jiwoo up as the girl struggled to crawl back, mind clearly still elsewhere. The only reason why she was still alive was because the infected hadn’t sped up yet.

Grabbing her shirt, she pulled and threw Jiwoo deep into the mess hall, then kicked away an infected that aimed for her instead. Unfortunately, because she had been off-duty, Sohyun hadn’t carried a weapon. The zombie snarled unpleasantly and lunged at her. Sohyun readied her fist to strike at its head.

It never came. Jiwoo had recovered some of her senses, picking up a chair and throwing it at the infected, slowing it down enough for Sohyun to back away.

More shots rang through. Xinyu had unholstered her pistol, hands shaking as she tested her aim. But she was mostly untrained, leaving her bullets to hit the shoulders or the chest, only once striking the head. Clenching her teeth, she looked to Sohyun as she and Jiwoo struggled to push back the mass of zombies. Her heart squeezed as the swarm began circling them. There were too many. There was no way they would ever win against them.

“Stop–”

“Stop fighting them!”

Nakyoung leaped forward, driving her knife into an infected’s jugular before kicking it away and slashing the neck of another. It created a wide enough gap for Jiwoo and Sohyun to retreat safely. She counted the infected. There weren’t that many, maybe ten, but it only meant more were to come.

“Get to a safe place!” Nakyoung shouted to all of them. “Find a room and block yourself off!”

“There are no rooms we can get to here, we’d have to go outside,” Sohyun replied, slamming a fist into an infected’s throat before smashing it down with her heel. She stepped back and looked for exits.

Along with the mess hall’s main entrances, there were two exit points on each side. One, on the right, was an emergency exit at the end of the kitchen, leading to the center of the base. The other on the left, the red fire exit, led to the back. From where they all stood, they were closer to the kitchen than the fire exit, but unlike the straight line the red door offered, it had unpleasant twists and turns around counters and islands.

Nakyoung palmed her forehead, eyebrows creasing in concentration as she avoided a zombie’s reaching hand. Then, her eyes lit up. An idea crossed her mind.

“Let them come.”

“Excuse me?” Lynn asked before pulling the trigger again, killing the infected lunging at Nakyoung. The vigilante took it as her cue to run back and take the time to fully form her thoughts.

“Have them invade the building.” She pulled a chair and kicked it at the swarm, causing a few to trip over it. “The more there are in here, the less we have out there. Do everything you can to slow them down, then get out.”

“But we don’t know how many there are,” Seoyeon interjected.

“Better risk it,” Nakyoung argued. “We know there’s too many in here. And they’re all swarming the main entrances. Won’t be too many at the exits.”

The girls were still uncertain about the plan, but they were running out of time. Sohyun winced as she front-kicked an infected away just for another to take its place. Lynn shot again, keeping tabs of how many rounds she had used. Four out of twelve.

“I’ll be out fast if this keeps up,” she hissed. Yooyeon urgently tapped a finger above her lips before parting them.

“Nakyoung’s right,” she said. “If this was a planned attack, it means their resources are limited.” She looked at Seoyeon. “It’s the best shot we have.”

Seoyeon swallowed. She turned to Nakyoung, who nodded in desperation, then back at Yooyeon. Raising her arms, she clapped her hands together. “Alright, come on, everyone! Let’s go! Slow them down!”

In a flip of a switch, the girls scrambled to get their hands on anything. Tables, chairs, and stray cans were grabbed with haste before getting thrown forward. Sohyun finally retreated, leaping over a stray seat and finding Xinyu’s side. Xinyu exhaled and shot again, the bullet snapping against the nearest zombie. Sohyun watched Xinyu, a glow of fascination passing through her eyes, before setting her hands on a chair.

After her chair missed its mark, Shion eyed around for anything better. She caught sight of the tables, then locked gazes with Dahyun.

“Help me push these,” Shion said quickly.

Dahyun nodded in agreement. Both grabbed each end of a long table, set it on its side, the board facing the infected, then pushed it forward. Quickly, they backed away and repeated the process with another. As they lifted, Mayu, who had been hiding under it, yelped and crawled back to the wall.

The numbers increased by the second. Infected flooded through the doors, pushing and snarling, running at anything that moved. They were gaining ground even with two of the girls shooting them down, and one cutting those who got too close. Mayu held the back of her neck and she breathed quickly. Her body froze up and she was unable to move. The scene reminded her too much of what had happened once before.

Jiwoo leaped over a chair and kicked it back against the oncoming zombie. It tripped over the legs and crashed to the ground. Noticing Mayu’s panic, she wordlessly helped her up, keeping her close.

In a reverse grip, Nakyoung stabbed her knife through the next infected’s skull. Before she could take it back, though, another grabbed her wrist, pulling her hand to its teeth. Dropping the knife, Nakyoung clenched her teeth as she stared into its dilated, empty eyes. A shot went off. Those eyes hollowed before the zombie dropped. Nakyoung felt her heart slam against her chest, mentally thanking Lynn for the save.

She scanned the place. There were too many infected to fight off. If she were to take on one, she would surely be grabbed again. Finding no other solution, Nakyoung spun on her heel and retreated from the fight. She jumped across one of the tables. Upon landing, her foot nearly tripped and she ran into the wall. Slamming into it, she swallowed and panted.

A pair of arms reached to steady her. Nakyoung recovered and looked to Yooyeon with grateful eyes and a breath of relief.

Yooyeon placed a hand on Nakyoung’s shoulder. “You did well, Naky.”

Ignoring the leap in her heart, Nakyoung gave a determined nod. She turned back to the scene. She couldn’t work her numbers well, but the infected had at least doubled in the past half-minute, and they had begun running. She held her breath.

Just a little more, she thought, biting the inside of her cheek.



“This is your plan?”

The two women crouched on the roof, overlooking the base. When Chaeyeon had reached the end of the hallway, her eyes lit up.

“Do we have access to the roof?”

“It works, I swear,” Chaeyeon said, eyes trailed on the infected as they poured into the cafeteria building. “I did this before.”

She placed her hands on each side of her mouth, simulating a megaphone, and began shouting at the top of her lungs. Kaede turned her attention to the field below and inhaled shortly as a few wandering infected snapped their heads in their direction and began trudging towards them. Upon arrival, they then began to claw at the wall in a futile attempt to reach them.

Although she had already caught their attention, Chaeyeon kept yelling. Kaede’s shoulders dropped in awe as they attracted more and more of them, forming a pool of infected below them. Her heartbeat rose at the sight and it nearly triggered her fight or flight response, but Kaede couldn’t hide the growing smirk on her face. She took the time to count. Fifteen.

Kaede noticed something flash in her peripheral. Her eyes flew open and she yanked Chaeyeon down by the collar as a gunshot sounded and a bullet whizzed past them.

“Holy– what was that!” Chaeyeon panicked, almost peeking out again before Kaede pushed her down.

“We’re getting shot at.”

“By who?”

Kaede narrowed her eyes. She didn’t know, but she knew it was a warning shot. “Let’s move,” she said before crawling to the other side of the roof. Chaeyeon nodded and followed her lead. The gravel chafed against her arms.

“Great, they have guns,” Chaeyeon huffed sarcastically. “What do we do?”

Kaede swallowed. She wasn’t sure what they could do. The ladder was outside, meaning they couldn’t go back down without either getting mauled by the horde or getting actually shot down by the mystery invaders. They had barely managed to make it up without being spotted. They couldn’t keep screaming, either, even if they were out of sight. They didn’t know what gear the raiders had.

Knowing she wouldn't receive an answer, Chaeyeon clicked her tongue and lay on her back. “Does this mean we’ll have to wait this out?”

Eyes up at the red sky, Kaede could only nod.



Unlike Nakyoung, Yooyeon could work her numbers well. She approximated the heads, calculating the statistics at lighting speed. She kept her eyes on the entrances, drawing a graph in her head on how many entered every second.

There was a break in her numbers and her eyes expanded. “The numbers are diminishing.”

Nakyoung clenched her jaw. “Go!” she yelled out to everyone.

Jiwoo didn’t need to be told twice. Her heels spun and she began to sprint, but she was yanked back suddenly.

Right, she had linked arms with Mayu. The girl stood still, like a deer caught in headlights.

“What are you doing?” Jiwoo yelled, tugging at her. “You’ll get us killed if you stay like that!”

Snapping out of her reverie, Mayu managed a shake of her head. “I– I can’t do this!”

Jiwoo gritted her teeth. She had no time for this. She had to find the others. So she tugged harder. “We need to go!”

Jiwoo yelled and split off from Mayu when an infected tackled her, slamming her against the wall. She held an arm up against its neck as it tried to bite her face. As soon as panic settled in, though, she heard a gunshot and the zombie fell to her feet. She turned. To her right, Mayu had collapsed from fright.

Mayu-chan!” Lynn exclaimed, rushing to help her up. “Go with Jiwoo near the exit. Safety first. Can you do that?

With a trembling breath, Mayu nodded, slightly reassured by the familiarity of their mother tongue. On shaky legs, with Lynn’s support, she stood up. Jiwoo took her arm and began to pull them away. They sprinted to the fire exit, leaving before anyone else.

Lynn shifted around, aiming her pistol again at the oncoming crowd and shooting. In her peripheral, she then noticed Hayeon staring at a scene, wide-eyed and unmoving. One of the infected had found its sights on Chaewon. She stood near the wall, leaving no space to back away.

“Hayeo–!” As Lynn was about to call Hayeon out, Sullin took her by the wrist and pulled them into the kitchen, leaving her unable to speak further. Before she spun around, she had at least noticed Hayeon startle from her shout.

Chaewon clenched her fists, digging her nails so deeply she feared it would break her skin. Slowly, the infected approached, but its pace quickened and soon enough, it was running straight for them.

She looked around furtively then locked onto the nearest chair. She reached for it and held it up right as the infected slammed into her, snapping its jaw near her face.

She struggled under the zombie’s strength, her heart beating relentlessly against her bones as her back was pressed against the wall. Years of muscle memory took over and she threw a foot forward to kick its shin. The infected stumbled but it didn’t relent as it reached its arms out to try and pull her in.

She heard a yell as another chair was flung at the zombie, hitting it in the body and distracting it long enough for Chaewon to push it off of her with a scream. A hand grabbed onto her wrist and she dropped her chair.

“This way!”

Chaewon was wide-eyed as Hayeon, who had snapped out of it, dragged her across the mess hall. She took a peek behind her and clenched her jaw when she noticed the infected had recovered and was chasing after them again.

They reached the end of the cafeteria. Hayeon smacked her hand against the handle and pushed the door open. They stumbled outside and Chaewon kicked the door closed to slow the infected. They flinched as its body slammed against it before pushing through.

As they backed away, the pair noticed Jiwoo and Mayu standing there, not knowing what to do. Outside, from the main entrance, the rear end of infected had heard the noise, turning their attention to the girls outside. Jiwoo’s focus fogged up again, standing dumbly while her head spun round and around, looking for something. Mayu was scared and clueless as she searched for Jiwoo’s help.

“What are you two doing?” Chaewon breathed, “We need to go!”

The two girls didn’t move. The infected began to chase again. Chaewon shook her head and took off, Hayeon nearly stumbling over her own shoes as she was yanked away. But she turned back to shout, “Run, you idiots!”

With the callout’s help, Jiwoo began to move, stepping away from both the approaching zombies and Mayu. With confused eyes,  Mayu asked,

“Where are you going?”

Jiwoo glanced at her with veiled and unfocused eyes. “Sorry- I- uh, I need to find someone.”

Without waiting for an answer, Jiwoo spun around and ran. Mayu stood, unblinking, frozen in place. Her breaths quickened. She felt as if someone had hit her in the back of the head.

Did Jiwoo really just leave her?

As she was nearest to them, the infected’s dilated, wide, and dead eyes latched onto her, jaws opening and ready to strike. They began to chase. Mayu began to run.



The mess hall filled with the frightful screams of the girls, the tumblings of tables and chairs, and the snarls of the infected.

With all the strength she could muster, Yooyeon threw another chair at the oncoming wave. But her efforts were for naught, the seat arching way too low and near to hit anything.

Seoyeon squeezed her hand urgently. “We need to go too!” she shouted under the noise.

“Which way?” Yooyeon asked in a lower voice. Her gaze snapped from one infected to another, taking careful but hasty steps to distance herself. “The kitchen?”

Evening out her breathing, Seoyeon turned to her right. The kitchen brimmed with chaos, infected spilling in. She shook her head and pushed against Yooyeon’s back. “Fire exit!”

Tugging on each others’ sleeves, they made a break for it. But when an infected threw itself between them, Seoyeon was forced to let go. Yooyeon was flung forward before she hastily turned.

“Seoyeon!”

She tried reaching out, but Nakyoung jumped in, pressing her hands against her back and rushing her to the door.

Seoyeon was left alone. The infected who parted them snarled at her before launching. Moving out of pure survival instinct, Seoyeon dodged the tackle, only to be thrown to the ground by another. Her elbow slammed down and she yelled as it chewed on her shoe. Tears rising to her heart, adrenaline slamming against the ends of her fingertips, she used her remaining foot to desperately kick its head. Unable to lodge its teeth out of the soles, Seoyeon instead pulled away, feeling a cold breeze whip against where she lost her shoe.

She rolled to the side just in time to evade another attack. She tilted her head to look forward and saw it. The glint of Nakyoung’s lost knife, still wedged in the zombie’s skull. She pushed herself up and sprinted, hearing the bang of an infected slamming into the wall. As she neared it, she bent down and wrapped her fingers around the handle. Pressing her remaining shoe against its neck, she then pulled with all her might.

Just as she yanked it out, fingers wrapped around her wrist and tugged, trying to bite her hand. Seoyeon stumbled momentarily, but quickly recovered, tightening her grip on the handle. While pulling her arm away from the set of teeth, she swung the knife up. A gross squelch sounded as the blade pierced the infected’s skin, driving deep into its chin. Its eyes hollowed as the blood dribbled onto her hand.

Pulling away, Seoyeon felt another zombie pull her hair and she yelled, falling again. She managed to catch herself by the arms, but her hair covered part of her face. She had no time to comb it back when she heard the infected’s nearing growls. Swinging her knife wildly, she stabbed it once in the neck, the wound too shallow to kill but good enough to slow it down. Letting out a shaky breath, she rolled on her stomach and pushed up, sprinting again.



Slamming her shoulder against the handle, Yooyeon and Nakyoung were greeted by the bright, red glow of the dimming evening.

The door swung shut. Instinctively, Yooyeon reached for it again, but a pair of arms wrapped around her waist and pulled her away.

“We can’t go back in there!” Nakyoung hissed in her ear.

“But Seoyeon–”

“We’ll die!”

A shot of reason snapped Yooyeon out of it. Her hands stopped prying Nakyoung’s arms away and she took a breath. “Right. You’re right.” She shook her head. “Shit.

Nakyoung unwrapped her arms. “She’ll be okay,” she reassured. Yooyeon chose to believe it and looked around the base. There was a cluster clawing at the dormitory’s walls. The warehouse had no zombies around, but it was locked. The office building had neither of those.

Yooyeon placed a hand on Nakyoung’s back for her attention. “The office building.”

They heard a high-pitched scream. Snapping their heads to the side, they witnessed Mayu running from a few infected, close on her tail. She turned back for a split second and whined, tears flowing down her eyes and teeth grinded in distress. She looked like she was about to give in.

Nakyoung bounced on her feet. A hand pulled her back.

“We must go,” Yooyeon interjected. Nakyoung swallowed, gazing into Yooyeon’s sure eyes. She turned to Mayu, then returned to Yooyeon.

“We’ll meet after,” she breathed. She patted Yooyeon on the shoulder and took off for Mayu.

Yooyeon watched Nakyoung’s back shortly before huffing and jogging to the office building. She kept an attentive eye out, but none of the infected noticed her. It let her slow to a stop in front of the door and pull it calmly. She smoothly jogged the rest of the way to her lab room and locked herself in.

Ripping the hair tie off, she combed through it and exhaled deeply. Nothing happened to her. A lump settled in her gut because of how easy it was; it almost felt like cheating. Her eyes trailed onto the documents. The HausTech logo leered at her, printed in bold, black font with the image of a cube. Yooyeon hissed and banged her fist against the table.

 

 

Their attempt to escape hadn’t gone unnoticed. Sullin deftly jumped over the counter, narrowly missing the hand that reached out for her leg.

Lynn received her on the other end, aiming her pistol and pulling the trigger on the infected. Its head snapped and it tumbled down. Another quickly took its place.

Sullin squinted as she backed away, searching for the exit. There were no windows in the kitchen, leaving the place too dark for them to see clearly. Sullin didn’t know how long they had been in there, but it had been long enough for them to be lost. And the infected didn’t stop coming.

Lynn dipped from a zombie before pressing her pistol under its chin and pulling the trigger. Its head shot up from the blast and it collapsed. She then jumped back as another tried to grab her jacket, hissing before shooting again, the bullet landing in its forehead.

She turned to Sullin and widened her eyes.

“Duck!”

Sullin understood as if it was the first word she had ever learned. She bowed deeply, and, with both hands on the pistol, Lynn pulled the trigger on the infected behind her.

“Go!” Sullin yelled, making a shooing motion with her hands. Lynn urgently shot again at an approaching infected before taking Sullin by the arm and pushing them through the kitchen.

Metal trays clattered. Pots and pans fell from where they hung, grinding against Sullin’s ears. She couldn’t help but wince at the noise, losing her focus. She tripped over a stray frying pan, stumbling and nearly falling if it wasn’t for Lynn holding her up. In the dark, all she could see was the zombies’ dark silhouettes highlighted with the sunset’s red.

She raised her pistol, aiming for the next target. She pulled the trigger.

Click.



Xinyu’s heart dropped, staring at her pistol. “I’m out.” She patted her jeans and looked around. She saw her, Sohyun, and Seoyeon in the mess hall. There was a table turned on its side in the corner. For a moment, she thought she saw Dahyun peeking out of it.

Sohyun clicked her tongue at Xinyu’s statement but nodded, immediately searching around. They had retreated to the back, near the kitchen. The infected were about to surround them on every side. “Seoyeon!” she suddenly called out.

Seoyeon, who was on the other end of the room, whipped her head their way. Sohyun shouted, “Go through the main entrance! There aren’t any more!”

Panting loudly, blinking the sweat from her eyes, Seoyeon gave a nod before dodging an infected’s rush.

Sohyun sucked in a breath, hesitating for a moment, but the sight of Seoyeon’s knife relieved some of her distress. “Let’s go.” She took Xinyu by the hand, feeling the familiarity of the woman’s fingers interlaced with hers. 

“Where?” Xinyu asked.

Sohyun glanced at the fire exit, but her vision was quickly blocked off by a pair of zombies. “Kitchen.”

Trusting Sohyun’s words, Xinyu began to run. Suddenly, an infected pounced in the corner of her eye. She couldn’t dodge in time, but then Sohyun let go of her hand, formed hers into a fist, and smashed it against the side of its head, knocking it down.

Bringing her fist down, Sohyun’s heart squeezed and she hissed. She shook it off and took Xinyu’s hand again, dragging them into the kitchen.

When they barged in, their sight instantly darkened and their ears were filled with noise, frown growling to the clattering of appliances. The infected outside pushed through, forcing them deeper in. They stepped forward before pausing, spotting the dark shadows dance near the kitchen exit. 

Behind you!” Lynn’s voice echoed in the dark before drowning under the snarls. It wasn’t calling to them, but Sohyun still heeded the warning, turning on her heel and smashing her fist against an approaching infected. Lynn’s urgency and desperation was a cold chill up both their spines.

Sohyun cursed internally. They couldn’t go there. Where could they go? Sohyun whipped her head around. They couldn’t switch to the fire exit, either; the zombies had spotted them in the dark. From her perspective, they were stuck.

Then, Xinyu said,

“In kitchens, they usually have a pantry or a freezer, right?”

Sohyun paused, looking up at Xinyu with a flash of epiphany crossing her eyes.

The freezer.

The ‘yes’ barely made it past Sohyun’s lips as they dashed around the kitchen, searching for the line between the walls with their fingers. Sohyun heard a snarl right in front of her. She flinched away and something slammed against the wall. Bringing a leg up, she kicked the infected away before running the opposite direction.

As she moved, Sohyun felt a sharp pain in her heart and doubled over, holding herself up against the island and clutching her chest.

“Sohyun!”

Sohyun snapped her head up, seeing Xinyu’s faint silhouette in the near pitch-black kitchen. She pointed inside an ever darker room. Forcing down the throbbing pain in her heart, Sohyun dashed to her. As she ran, another moving shadow caught her eye, gunning straight for Xinyu.

“Xinyu!” Sohyun coughed loudly.

At the warning, Xinyu turned around and swung her pistol against the shadow, hitting what she hoped was its head. The infected staggered lightly before attacking again, shooting an arm out. Xinyu blocked it with her forearm and kicked its leg, then, with her free hand, she grabbed its hair, pulling it away. Her face tilted to the side as the zombie’s snarls mixed with spit, hitting her cheek.

With a yell, Sohyun repressed the pressure crushing her heart and rushed in. She pulled a fist back, and, when she was just a foot away, she threw it forward and slammed it into its jaw. As it hit the wall, Sohyun took Xinyu by the arms and pushed her into the open freezer, dashing in right after. Upon entering, Sohyun was greeted with absolute darkness. The pain in her heart doubled and she had to pause to heave; it was like nails pierced her lungs, hitting every nerve ending.

As she spun to close the door, she was tackled to the ground. Her back crashed against the tiles and she wheezed, the air slamming out of her lungs. She wrapped her hands around the infected’s neck and squeezed, trying to crush and twist, but the lack of oxygen killed the strength she had in her arms. Black tendrils reached from the corners of her eyes and she felt her grip slip. She felt the claws dig into the shoulders, only stopped by the shirt she wore.

A shot went off. Her sight recovered in a flash as she gasped for air, dropping her arms to the side. Her head pounded as the gunshot bounced off the metal walls, and her chest rose and fell at worrying levels.

Xinyu shuffled. She took the dead infected and pulled it off Sohyun. There was a gasp of relief as she did. After placing the corpse on the other end of the freezer, Xinyu returned to Sohyun and kneeled by her side. “Are you okay? Can you breathe?”

Sohyun gripped her chest, heaving. She blocked her coughs with the sleeve of her arm while Xinyu rubbed circles on her back. She couldn’t see anything, so she knew Xinyu had closed the door.

“I–” A huff, “Thought you said you were out.” A wheeze. The door pounded, but it was barely audible for Sohyun.

“Had another in my pocket,” Xinyu explained, adjusting Sohyun so her back was against the wall. She then patted her around, checking for injuries. Her touch burned against Sohyun’s already sizzling skin. She could feel Xinyu’s warm breath hit her ear.

Sohyun let her head fall back as she took open-mouthed breaths. “You prepared?”

“Well,” Xinyu said with a drop of smugness, “I can’t let you do all the defending.”

Sohyun squinted, searching for Xinyu’s eyes in the dark. It took her mere seconds to find them, a mirror of stars even where there was no light. She wanted to swim in them. As she recovered, she realized another thing. Xinyu had closed the door even with the infected inside. She had trusted Sohyun to make it. Even with her heart about to give in, she knew Sohyun would make it. And if she didn’t, then they’d fall together.

Sohyun took Xinyu by the waist and pulled her in, crashing their lips together. Xinyu made a startled noise in her throat but then closed her eyes and leaned in, reaching up to cup Sohyun’s face. Sohyun pulled her even closer and wrapped her arms fully around her waist.

The kiss wasn’t soft nor slow. It was rough and needy, spurred on by Sohyun’s desperation. Their lips moved hastily, trying to get in as much as they could. Greedily, Sohyun moved forward, slipping her tongue into Xinyu’s mouth, making it impossible for their faces to be any closer.

A strained gasp left Xinyu’s lips as she melted into the kiss. To her, it felt as if Sohyun was making up for all of those years she had wasted behind the walls she had built. Now she had finally let them down, letting herself love Xinyu with all the desire in her heart. And Xinyu was more than happy to keep up with her, her heart soaring in her chest with her cheeks glowing, feeling hot all over.

Xinyu grinned before humming, hands reaching to the back of Sohyun’s head, tangling against her hair, pulling her even closer. Feeling slightly uncomfortable in her position, she moved closer, pressing herself against Sohyun. The bodyguard let out a pleased sigh and squeezed her waist. Xinyu felt as if she was about to burst.

They parted for air, breathing heavily, faces burning with warmth and wanting. Xinyu pressed her head against Sohyun’s and kissed her on the cheek. Gasping lightly, Sohyun winced unpleasantly and felt her chest.

“You okay?” Xinyu asked between breaths, brushing a thumb over Sohyun’s scarred cheek. Her eyes searched for Sohyun’s. There was a light in them. She pressed their foreheads together, staring deeply into them.

Sohyun nodded, taking a deep breath. “I’m fine.”

She leaned in to kiss Xinyu again. The woman was about to melt into the touch, but then she realized something and pulled away. “But your heart–”

“You are my heart,” Sohyun rasped out and pulled her in, their lips meeting once more. But she set the tempo slower to quell Xinyu’s worries, at least letting her breathe a little through the kiss. Their lips moved gently. Warmth pooled in her stomach and spread from her chest to the rest of her body. She couldn’t believe how much she loved Xinyu. She couldn’t believe how much time she had wasted not loving her. Because she feared.

She moved her hands up and held Xinyu’s face, tucking a strand of hair behind the woman’s ear and brushing her fingers softly against her cheek. Maybe she lied a little, too. She wasn’t fully fine. Her lungs still burned and her heart still ached– stung, even, but she didn’t care. She could breathe later. But she couldn’t live without Xinyu. With her, her heart felt strong.



Lynn pressed on the trigger again, but her gun only clicked faintly.

Empty.

Her eyes widened in alarm and a new wave of fear crashed into her. While backing off, she reached into her jacket and pulled out her throwing knives. Spinning one into a reverse grip, she brought it up and slammed it into the infected’s skull. She then tried to yank it out, but it stayed stuck in the thick cartilage.

She let out a curse as the zombie’s weight pulled her down. Letting go of the knife, she brought herself up with a fist, slamming it into the next infected’s chin in an uppercut. It staggered but recovered instantly, grabbing Lynn’s wrist and sinking its teeth into her gloved hand.

Lynn gasped sharply. Sullin took the pan she had tripped over and swung it on its side. It collided with the zombie’s head, the impact powerful enough to send it collapsing against the kitchen island and to the floor. She brought it down on its head again with a yell. The sound of crushing bone sent a chill through the room.

The pan dropped and Sullin let out a heavy exhale. Then, she took Lynn’s hand in hers.

Bite? ” she asked, kneading over the glove.

No bite, ” Lynn breathed. Sullin’s eyebrows slanted in relief and her whole body relaxed. She looked so relieved Lynn herself felt her heartbeat steady, but it was only for a moment before her eyes shot open. “Behind you!”

Sullin spun around and saw a set of teeth right before her, about to sink into her face. On instinct, she threw her arm between them. She felt a sharp pain on the side of her hand and she gasped, face contorted to a deep wince. She tried pulling away, only gasping harder when her skin began to rip.

A knife flew through the air and struck the infected’s skull, sending it falling to the ground. In the same beat, Lynn grabbed her hand and pulled her away. She began to shake. Somewhere in the back of her mind, a clock began to tick.



Hayeon felt the grass chafe under her shoes as she and Chaewon ran behind the buildings. A few infected followed them, their pace having turned into a chase. They turned the office building’s corner again; they were looking for the right time to enter without the infected crossing with them.

As they turned, something in the corner of Hayeon’s eye caught her attention. Turning to it, she noticed a number of zombies stepping on the farm. She slowed to a stop, causing Chaewon to look at her in confusion. Her arms moved before she could think and she let out a whoop, catching its attention.

“Hey! Over here!” she cried out at the top of her lungs. When she successfully did, their heads snapping in her direction, her heart dropped as she realized what she had just done. They began to walk their way.

Oh no.

“What have you done!” Chaewon screamed, placing her hands on her head.

“I don’t know!” Hayeon yelled, just as alarmed. Chaewon dropped her hands and jumped around in panic. The zombies they had been running from turned the corner and began to approach. Suppressing another scream, Chaewon took Hayeon by the arm and they fled again. They rounded the corner and saw the office building’s emergency door. No longer caring about timing, she pulled the handle and they rushed in. When she looked back at it, she saw one had managed to enter with them.

They sprinted through the maze of hallways, their footsteps echoing against the wooden floorboards. The infected was right on their tail, chasing after them with overpowered steps.

The next corner they turned, they reeled and tensed up. The corridor ended with nothing but a pair of metal doors.

Sucking in a breath, they dashed to it. Chaewon twisted the handle, gasping in relief as it opened to a small storage room. Her comfort was short-lived, though, when they heard the footsteps skid and a groan.

Hayeon tightened her grip on Chaewon’s shoulder and shied away. Then, it came rushing.

The girls screamed and leaped to the side, letting it swap the air. Instantly, it snapped its heat to them and jumped again. Chaewon had a split-second to think during its arch. Gritting her teeth, she shoved Hayeon to the side, jumped away, then brought the side of her hand against its neck as it missed again. Its head bobbed from the impact and it spat at the wall before turning to Chaewon angrily. Shakily, Chaewon brought her fists in a guarded position.

It lunged at her again. Chaewon dodged, using nothing but muscle memory, and stuck its head with a left hook. It stumbled again and snarled louder. It dashed again. Chaewon dodged again. She lifted her right leg and snapped it against its side, making it lose balance. As it floundered, her hand found the side of its head, grabbing its long hair. Pulling it up, she then smashed it once, twice, three times against the door. It quaked and let out a high-pitched wine as its blood splattered against the painted metal. Then, Chaewon grabbed it by the locks of its hair, spun it around, and kicked it away with her heel.

“Holy crap,” Hayeon breathed in awe while Chaewon promptly pulled the doors open. She roughly shoved Hayeon in, catching the girl’s hiss, then slammed the metal doors closed and locked them into darkness. She flinched back as the infected pounded on the doors, its snarls audible even under all the noise.

She held a hand against her heart as the adrenaline ran its course. She closed her eyes and blew a breath. Then, with an inhale, she turned on her heel.

“What were you thinking!” she began to berate. “Yelling like that- were you trying to be funny or something?”

If she could see Hayeon, the girl would've surely had her eyes wide open. “No, I was-”

“Hayeon, our lives were on the line! I can’t stress how stupid that was. You almost sent me into cardiac arrest!”

“Yes, I know! I just–”

“Just what!” Chaewon cut, throwing a hand up. It did more than silence Hayeon, the air growing still.

“They were going to step on the farm,” Hayeon whispered, “so I thought…”

“Oh.” Chaewon’s realisation was barely audible over the metallic door slams. Even with them, the room felt tensely quiet. Her face twitched, unsure of what expression she should put on. “Why?”

“I don’t know. I mean, the farm’s, like, something you care about…” Hayeon’s voice lowered, trailing off. It lacked the usual flirt she added. There was a short moment of silence. Chaewon’s brows furrowed.

“Hayeon?” she whispered, her breath echoing in the room. There was no response. She opened her mouth to try again before Hayeon said,

“Sorry, I got dizzy suddenly,” there was a tremble in her voice.

Chaewon didn’t notice it. She clicked her tongue. “That’s not funny. I thought something happened to you.”

“Sorry…”

The lack of fight in Hayeon threw her off. There was more silence. Chaewon calmed herself with deep breaths, ears still ringing from fear and frustration.

“...Chaewon?” Hayeon suddenly asked.

“What?” she replied with some rudeness. But her feelings washed over with regret when she heard Hayeon’s breathing quicken.

“I can’t see anything. Where are you?” Her voice quaked.

“I’m here.”

“Chaewon?” her voice came off high-pitched.

“I said I’m here!”

There was a loud bang, followed by silence. Chaewon spun around in the dark.

“Hayeon?”

“...”

“Hey, Hayeon?” She asked again, getting nervous. She patted around to look for anything. Finding the form of a flashlight on a metal shelf, she took it and clicked the power on before snapping it around. She caught a flash of brown hair and hovered the light near the ground. There Hayeon sat, holding the back of her neck, nearly shivering.

“Hayeon?” She noticed a trail of red running down her arm and gasped. “You’re bleeding!”

Hayeon’s head lolled to the side, gingerly raising her arm. A large gash ran over its side. “Oh, that’s why I’m dizzy.”

“What did you think it was!” Chaewon whipped the light around again, looking for bandages or a medkit. Other than meager, unhelpful items, the shelves were mostly empty. Shaking her head, she dropped to Hayeon’s eye level. “How did you get this?”

Hayeon scrunched her nose, her glasses nudging with the movement. “I think…” her head rotated to the side and Chaewon followed her gaze. A gash of bright red blood sprayed across one of the shelves' sharp metal legs. Chaewon’s breath hitched in realization; it must’ve been when she pushed Hayeon into the room.

A lump formed in her throat. Hayeon noticed her regret and shook her head tiredly. “It’s fine,” she croaked. She sank back down with a sigh. “I don’t like storage rooms. Or metal doors.”

“Why?” It took Chaewon a few seconds to realize why, then she remembered the week Hayeon had spent stuck in one. “Oh.”

Hayeon sighed again. Chaewon swallowed the lump and unwrapped the jacket around her waist. Carefully, she lifted Hayeon’s arm and wrapped the sleeves around the gash. “It won’t be anything like that.”

Hayeon nodded, trying to convince herself it would be okay. Her skin chafed as Chaewon tightened the cloth. “Thank you.”

Chaewon huffed and lowered herself by Hayeon’s side. They sat in silence. Chaewon messed with the flashlight, shining it around the storage room. It was small and all the shelves were empty, save for a few boxes and solitary nails.

Then, she began smacking Hayeon on the shoulder. “Gosh, you’re unbearable!” she hissed quietly. The troublemaker let out a startled yelp but was otherwise too tired to fight back.

“Hey, I’m an injured person!” Hayeon whined weakly, closing her eyes.

“You’re an idiot, that’s what you are.” Chaewon stopped hitting and crossed her arms.

“What?” Hayeon asked. “Where does that come from?”

Chaewon pressed her tongue against her cheek. “It didn’t matter if they ruined the farm,” she said. “We could’ve replanted. You didn’t have to do all of that.”

“Oh…” Hayeon pressed her lips into a line. “Right. Didn’t think of that.”

The exhaustion in Hayeon’s voice was as clear as day. Chaewon pressed her fingers against her temples. “Just… go to sleep or something.”

“Right, fine, I will,” Hayeon said, shifting to lean against Chaewon.

“Not on–!” Chaewon began to protest but Hayeon had already dropped her head on her shoulder. Her cheeks flared and she felt the usual urge to shove her away, but she repressed the compulsion. Hayeon’s warm breath tickled her neck, sending a shiver down her spine. She wasn’t sure whether the way her skin burned was pleasant or not. At least it let her know Hayeon was still around.

Gingerly, Chaewon adjusted to a more comfortable position. She rechecked Hayeon’s wound, then gently raked her fingers against her hair.



Mayu blinked harshly as sweat rolled into her tear-filled eyes. The sky was red and burned her skin as she ran. Giving in, she looked back and hissed, noticing the infected had only gotten closer, just a few feet away. Her calves burned from sprinting but she couldn’t stop.

Her heart dropped as one foot tripped over the other. She threw her arm back and an infected lunged for it. A sudden hand yanked her away and Mayu screamed.

“It’s just me!” Nakyoung reassured, releasing her grip and slamming her fist into the infected’s forehead. She hastily kicked it away and caught up with Mayu.

“You need to find a place to hide!” she huffed out.

“Where!” Mayu retorted, her voice strained from both tiredness and fear. She could hear her pulse against her ears and her fingers were numb from dread.

“Anywhere!” Nakyoung narrowed her eyes. “The office building– or–”

Her eyes then shot open. “The warehouse!” she exclaimed, realizing they had stored the rest of their guns in it. If she could get to it, then the group would be able to fight back. She turned to Mayu. “You have the keys on you, right?”

Mayu trembled under Nakyoung’s expectant stare, but her eyes lit up and she moved her head up and down fervently. “I– I do.” She reached into her pockets and fished out a set of keys, which jingled lightly against their ears.

“Okay.” Nakyoung thought deeply as they ran. She huffed and swallowed before gasping. “I’ll lead them away from you. You unlock the door. I’ll come back around.”

Mayu wasn’t given an opportunity to think it through as an “Okay” tripped out of her mouth. With a nod, Nakyoung slowed down for a second, clapped loudly, and made a sharp left.

There was only one entrance in the warehouse, posing as metal double-doors. There was a fire exit all the way to the back, but there was no outside handle.

Mayu rushed for it, flipping through the keys as she did. She skidded in front of the metal doors. It took her a few tries before the key jabbed into the keyhole and she twisted it with haste.

She turned. “It’s op–”

Suddenly, she paused. She watched as Nakyoung sprinted away from the infected. Their limbs flailed around as they ran with a certain craze. Their jaws were unhinged, ready to snap down the moment they latched onto their target. She scrutinized their human forms, then their inhuman traits. The blue veins. The gray skin. The black wounds.

An ugly feeling Mayu hadn’t felt in a while formed in the pit of her stomach and snaked up her heart, wrapping itself tightly around it with its claws. Fear. It crawled like maggots across her skin, pricking the back of her neck. It tightened her throat, keeping her from breathing. It plunged her in ice cold water. It set her on fire. It made her drown. It made her gasp for air. It made her want to run and stand still at the same time and it left her hesitating between both, a pile of uncertainty. It left her unable to think, everything sounding too loud and too quiet at the same time. It suffocated her senses. It clouded her vision. It killed her reason. It made her live. It was everything and nothing.

Hearing the call, Nakyoung turned to her. Instinctively, Mayu thinned the door gap. Nakyoung noticed the pure fear in the girl’s shaking eyes and a chill shot against her neck. There was no way. Surely not.

“Mayu!” she appealed.

Mayu’s heart pounded against her ribcage. She shook her head.

“I’m sorry.”

“Mayu, don’t do it!”

Carefully, Mayu shut the door and locked it. She stared at it with wide eyes as if she could see through it, see Nakyoung still running towards her, still in disbelief. Then, she took a step back and turned around. Sliding down, her back against the door, she heard Nakyoung’s fist pound against the painted metal.

Mayu! Open up! ” She heard Nakyoung plead on the other side. She shut her eyes and covered her ears, face dug into her knees.

Nakyoung raised her fist again, but realized the door wouldn’t open for her. There was a split-second where she lagged from the betrayal. Her breath hitched as both infected threw themselves at her. She jumped away, giving herself a moment to breathe as they overshot their lunges, recalibrated themselves, and rushed at her again.



One… two…

They burst out of the kitchen exit and were temporarily blinded by the sudden rush of light. But Lynn didn’t stagger as she tugged Sullin with her, hearing the infected follow closely behind. 

Three… Four…

The first building she spotted was the dormitory and she made a beeline for it. Her grip on Sullin’s hand tightened and Sullin hissed as her fingers contorted from the burn of the bite.

Five… Six…

There were infected outside. Oddly, they were clawing at the side of the building’s wall, looking up at the roof with ugly snarls. But whatever had distracted them was no longer there, and the noise they had made quickly caught their attention.

Seven… Eight…

Lynn had no time to think it over. She yanked Sullin closer and began sprinting. The infected began approaching, but they were far enough, leaving them a thin window of opportunity to get inside. Lynn steeled her burning lungs and forced her legs to run faster, to cross the limit, to make it to safety.

Nine… Ten…

Sullin kept her pained whines to a low as Lynn’s hand crushed her injury. Releasing her grip, Lynn pushed an approaching infected away using nothing but sheer force and the adrenaline rushing through her heart. She kicked another down with a shout and yanked the door open.

Eleven… Twelve…

They slammed their way into the dorm building. Instinctively, Lynn aimed for the nearest room, which so happened to be hers.

Thirteen… Fourteen…

They made a mad dash for it, their hearts racing with every snarl that neared, biting back their screams as they heard the snapping of jaws.

Fifteen… Sixteen…

Lynn swung the door open and forcefully threw Sullin in before jumping in. Arms blocked the doorway as she tried to slam it closed and she hissed at the cracking of bones. She pushed with all of her might, face growing red from the lack of air. The infected forced their way though and the door began opening again, but Sullin joined in on the efforts, both pushing with Lynn and slamming a fist against the arms to force them out.

Seventeen… Eighteen…

Lynn also kicked at the limbs. When the last arm retracted, she slammed the door and pressed her back against it. The remaining infected furiously banged against it.

Nineteen… Twenty…

Sullin reached for the electric lamp and twisted it on. Immediately, she looked at her left hand and her heart stopped. Lynn looked over her shoulder and cursed loudly.

Twenty-one… Twenty-two…

Teeth marks had sunk deeply into the side of Sullin’s hand. Blood leaked from the wound and dripped onto the desk. Sullin swallowed harshly as dread took over. Lynn backed away and looked around, helpless. Sullin’s eyes followed her, then rested on Lynn’s machete leaning against the bedside drawer.

Twenty-three…

Lynn followed her gaze and her eyes widened. She took the machete and set Sullin’s arm on the desk with the hand jutting out. With a shaky breath, she raised the machete high above her head and swung it down.

Twenty-four.

It sliced clean through. Nausea crashed over Sullin like a wave and she screamed into her arm. The severed end spurted out bright red blood and she bit as hard as she could to muffle the pain. Lynn dropped the machete and hastily took off her jacket to raise her shirt above her head. She ripped the cloth and rushed to tie it around Sullin’s forearm, a few inches above the injury. She tightened the knot with such force her fists trembled. Sullin could barely feel the pressure under the unbearable pain of her open wound. She bit into her own shirt as tears flowed freely down her eyes, taking uneven breaths between her gasps and cries as the corners of her vision blackened.

Lynn used her pistol as the tourniquet’s stick. She placed the silencer against it then spun it once, twice, three times as blood kept spurting out of the wound. Her heart hammered in her chest and she threw Sullin a glance. The girl used her only hand to grab the desk with a ghostly knuckle. Sweat and tears rolled down her face. Her sobs were guttural. Her forehead was pressed against the table and her eyes were sealed shut. Any fear of her turning was gone at the moment. Lynn just wanted her to stay alive.

Tying a final knot above the pistol, Lynn took the rest of her shirt and wrapped it over the open wound. Sullin screamed again and Lynn gritted her teeth, putting her entire focus on bandaging the cut. Her heart leaped when she heard banging and groaning against the door. She secured the bandage as Sullin did her best to muffle her cries.

“The table,” Lynn rasped out. Sullin barely managed a nod before letting go and Lynn pushed it against the door with a forceful grunt. Sullin leaned against the wall, barely conscious. Her knees buckled and Lynn caught her before she could fall. The agent lowered them to the floor with her back against the desk.

Sullin handed Lynn the machete and pressed the sharp end against her own neck. Lynn nodded as she heaved. Countless thoughts swirled in her head.

Twenty-four seconds. Small bite on the hand. Twenty-four seconds after the cut. A minute and a half for a bite on the neck or face to turn. It was a small bite on the hand. So, five minutes? Ten? What about fear? She was scared. Not enough to freeze. Her mind was clear enough to look for a solution. So, it slowed the infection. No blue veins. Safe. She should be safe. Please be safe.

Lynn snapped out of her thoughts as Sullin’s head slumped over. She tore off a glove and pressed her fingers against the side of her neck, exhaling at the feeling of a pulse. She must’ve passed out from the blood loss. The cloth was stained a bright red. She would have to change it again later. For the time being, though, she waited with her back against the desk, jolting at every slam of the infected into the door.

She watched Sullin’s expression with a heavy heart. Even while unconscious, her forehead was knit tightly in pain. Lynn lowered her head and pressed a kiss against the crease between her eyebrows.



Soomin’s emotions were a mix of anger and confusion as Joobin dragged her deeper into the forest. It had been minutes since she followed the girl and Joobin hadn’t turned back once to explain anything.

“Binnie, where are you taking me?” she tried again. She had lost count of how many times she had asked. “We need to go back!”

But Joobin remained eerily quiet. Soomin pressed her lips and tugged at her arm, hard.

“I’m not going anywhere until you tell me what’s going on.”

At that, Joobin paused. Her shoulders dropped and she spun around.

“It’s your father.”

Soomin felt her heart pause. A shiver made its way through her neck. “What are you saying?”

Without answering, Joobin released Soomin’s hand. The soldier trudged farther in, leaving Soomin to stand alone. Just as Joobin’s back was about to be shadowed by the dying sunlight, Soomin sucked in a breath and ran after her. “Wait up!”

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Chapter 27: The Strongest Person I Know

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“How much time does it take for the infection to complete?”

Lynn looked for Seoyeon to answer her question. Once again the girls had gathered in the mess hall.

The nurse scrunched her nose and sighed. “It depends. It’s hard to know because it’s so inconsistent.” She eyed Yooyeon, whose eyes drifted through her dodger blue notebook, and gave her a light brush of her hands.

Yooyeon looked up and closed her notebook. “I spent time with the scientists in Daejeon, and the general hypothesis is that it’s based on fear. The more scared you are, the faster you turn. But placement matters, too. A bite on the neck or shoulder infects quicker than one on, let’s say, the hand or leg. More bites equals faster turning. Not only that, but the pathogen has adapted to the human body, which accelerates the process. At the start, a bite could take hours. Now, the transformation is in mere minutes.”

“You think it’ll get to seconds at one point?” Chaeyeon hugged herself as she leaned against Yubin. “Like ten, maybe?”

Seoyeon scrunched her nose. “Infections can’t travel that quickly, but given that we’re working with something like this…”

Yooyeon sighed. “That, we’d have to wait and see.”



Boots slammed against the dirt. Yubin had dropped her backpack to favor speed. She sprinted as quickly as she could, feeling the wind whip against her face and send her hair flying. Her eyes teared from the sudden dryness but she only willed herself to move faster, feeling the burn in her legs as she used them to the fullest.

Jiyeon lagged significantly behind her. She had also discarded her bag, but kept her rifle gripped against her fingers. They could see they were getting closer to the base. Her calves strained as she ran, trying to keep up with Yubin.



Her lungs burned. Yeonji hesitated as two infected approached on each side, rushing at her. Seeing no other option, she dove forward and tumbled on the grass before standing up and taking off again.

The zombies were right behind her as she ran. She didn’t remember for how long she had been running, but it had been long enough where she could feel her chest constrict, making it harder for her to breathe, and her calves were on fire. She hissed through the pain, adrenaline pumping through her veins. Not only was she afraid of getting caught, she also had to worry about pulling a muscle and giving out. She thanked baseball for the reason she was still going.

She hadn’t been able to reach the buildings at the start. She still wasn’t able to now. The zombies were much closer to them than she was, and if she tried getting to them, they would reach her first, and it would be all over.

Yeonji panted, tears building in her eyes. The buildings were too far. She was too far. There was nowhere for Yeonji to go. All she could do was to keep running and hope it’ll all be over.



Seoyeon kept her knife pointed between her and the infected. With everyone gone, it meant all the attention had been brought onto her, and even with all of those zombies Lynn, Xinyu, and Nakyoung had slaughtered, there still seemed to be too many to count. All while inching towards the entrance doors, Seoyeon kept glancing back at them as they toppled and fell over tables from their haste.

She evaded an oncoming infected and stabbed it in the shoulder. The attack proved useless as it didn’t even register the injury, only reaching out to grab her again. Seoyeon jumped away. As she landed, her shoe slipped on a puddle of blood and she felt herself be flung backwards.

Her shoulder smashed against the floor. Seoyeon saw a bright flash of light and the wind swept out of her lungs as the ball of her shoulder popped in and out in an instant. The pain nearly paralyzed her. Still, the adrenaline bursting through her veins made her roll away from the approaching zombie. Seeing nothing, she forced herself up with weak limbs, gagging as nausea hit belatedly. Her temples hammered. Her arm buzzed painfully. Her vision blurred and pulsated but she sprinted towards what she could faintly identify as the entrance doors.

On uneasy feet, she slammed her way out of them. Catching her breath, she looked left and right in the dim and red hallway, but as infected quickly piled into the corridor, Seoyeon bounced on her feet and took off to the right, a hand on her shoulder.



Joobin winced lightly as Seoyeon sanitized and wrapped her injured hand. Nien and Kotone watched from outside the warehouse, scrutinizing Joobin’s every movement. She didn’t move as Seoyeon moved her hand around, checking the wound, only looking at the ground with a blank stare.

Nien scratched her chin with over-exaggerated narrow eyes and pursed lips. Beside her, Kotone was far more serious, her gaze steeled and inquisitive, trying to find anything that would confirm her suspicions. But it was difficult to figure out what the usually stoic girl was thinking.

Snipping the end of the bandage, Seoyeon then stood up with a small, tired stretch. “And we’re done,” she said, smiling lightly at Joobin. “I’ll check on it later to make sure there aren’t any infections. Be more careful, okay?” she advised, patting her on the head. The young soldier ducked into a low nod, keeping her eyes on the ground.

Kotone let out a small huff. Seoyeon caught the noise and spun in their direction with some surprise.

Seoyeon nudged in their direction. “What are you two doing?”

“Just checking on her,” Nien replied with a smile. “See if she’s okay.”

Obviously, Seoyeon didn’t buy it. “Okay, now what are you two actually doing?”

Kotone lowered her voice into a whisper. “Cut looks too deep to be from the can. I know you know, too. I’d just like to ask a few questions.”

Seoyeon narrowed her eyes, then sighed in resignation. “Don’t take too long,” she said before moving past them.

Receiving the approval, Nien and Kotone entered the room. Joobin turned her head up to look at them.

Nien offered a friendly wave. “We’re just checking up on you. See if you’re okay.” She wasn’t lying. Over the past couple days, she had noticed a few times where Joobin’s stoic mask had slipped, leaving her eyes to linger with unsourceable resignation. “We, well, ‘Tone was curious about a few things, too. You wanna take a walk?”

Beside her, Kotone scrutinized Joobin’s reaction carefully. There was a slight twitch of hesitation before the nod.

There, Nien thought, eyeing Kotone’s reaction. Just as she thought, her friend caught it, too. They watched as Joobin stood up to join them.

Without a destination in mind, they found themselves circling the office building. Kotone had yet to speak. Nien wouldn’t before she did, and Joobin waited for them with her eyes often drifting away.

Kotone started with that. “Something interesting?”

Joobin locked onto Kotone and lightly shook her head. Kotone hummed and turned to the bandages. “Does it hurt?”

Joobin shook her head again. Kotone pressed on, “You’ve lost a lot of blood from that cut. You sure you aren’t feeling a little dizzy?”

Nien noticed the slight tense in her shoulders when she nodded no again. “Hey, nothing wrong with a little hurt,” she tried to empathize. She subtly leaned forward, trying to get a look at Joobin’s combat knife. A hint of crimson glinted from the sheathed blade. “I hate injuries too. They really burn–”

She didn’t have time to blink away from the rifle that slammed against her head.



Nien woke up in a dark room. Her blinks came slowly as she forced herself to a sitting position. She held her head, humming from the ache on the side, then tried to make sense of her surroundings. She was confused and curious, but otherwise unbothered by her newfound situation.

Remembering the events that had unfolded, Nien raised her eyebrows and patted around. A few seconds passed with her doing so until she came in contact with a warm and soft texture.

That must be Kotone , she thought with a smile. “‘Tone?” she called out, lightly shaking her. She received no response.

“She’s still out,” a young, dispirited voice called out from the room. Nien perked up, eyes lit in recognition.

“Oh, Seoah, you’re here too?” she wondered while trailing Kotone’s silhouette. “Where are we?”

“In a small room in the jailhouse,” Seoah answered in the dark. “I blocked the windows.”

Nien hummed in understanding, readjusting Kotone so that her head rested against her stomach instead of the cold cement floor. She leaned back against her arms, staring up at what she imagined was the ceiling. Not that she could actually see it.

A barely audible groan fluttered against a twitching ear. Nien stretched her lips to the side. “What’s happening out there?”

There was a passing silence. She could feel Seoah tense a little. “I don’t know. I was looking for Jiyeon-unnie for the meeting, but I found you two instead.”

“Ah, right,” Nien said, her memories coming back to her. “Binnie knocked us out.”

“What?”

The girls paused as they heard Kotone stir. Nien heard a small yawn escape her lips and smiled a little. “Morning, sleepyhead.”

They heard Kotone groan. “Not in the mood for jokes right now,” she replied, sounding a little angry. She felt the side of her head. “Where are we?”

“Office building,” Nien answered, helping Kotone settle down. “Seoah found us.”

A nod in the dark. “Why aren’t we with the others?” she wondered, but then caught the growing snarls outside. Her breathing quickened. “What’s going on?”

Nien shrugged, placing a hand on her shoulder. They turned to where Seoah stood, silent.

“Seoah?” Nien asked.

They heard the back and forth shuffling of carpet. “There were military trucks. Crashed through the gate. I couldn’t see what they did after, though.”

“Military trucks?”

Seoah nodded. Realizing they couldn’t see her, she then muttered, “Yeah.”

Nien searched for Kotone’s eyes. A small glint in the dark let her know she was already looking at her.

“Bin.”

Nien nodded. Seoah craned her neck. “Bin-unnie?”

“We were inquiring about her injury,” Kotone pressed her knuckles into the carpet. “This confirms she faked it.”

“She did?” Seoah’s voice wavered.

“Yeah,” Nien answered. She pursed her lips. “Hey, when you found us by the building, was Bin there?”

Another pause. More shuffling. 

“...I didn’t see her.” Seoah nearly stumbled over her own words. She held her breath without knowing, hoping they hadn’t caught her lie.

Kotone wiped a palm over her face, smacking her lips. “Okay.” She pushed herself up, guiding Nien with a hand. She pondered their situation.

“There are military trucks. Bin’s… missing. The only place we know where the army is rooted is Daejeon.”

“What if they came back for her?” Nien frowned. “Or even Jiyeon or Soomin?”

Kotone cussed under her breath. “This isn’t good. They might go for Soomin. She’s a person of interest.” She sighed. “Hopefully, the group has her back in the cafeteria.”

“Actually, she’s not with them,” Seoah revealed.

Kotone turned to her voice. “Pardon?”

“She left during the break.”

“Do we know where she is?” Nien asked in turn.

“No. But Yeonji-unnie went looking for her.”

Kotone’s eyes widened. A ball dropped to her stomach. “Yeonji.”

She snapped her head facing the door and launched herself at it.

“I– I’m coming, too,” she heard Seoah stammer behind her.

“No, you’re not.” Kotone twisted the handle. “Nien.”

Seoah yelped as a pair of arms wrapped around her waist, locking her arms, and lifted her up. She gritted her teeth and furtively kicked at the air.

“Hey– let me go!” Her voice strained as she struggled. The ball of her heel hit Nien’s thigh, but the firefighter simply took the hit with a small hum.

“Sorry,” Nien apologized. With noisy protests, Seoah tried to reach for her knife. Kotone opened the door. She spun around to share a nod with Nien only to notice the weapon. In a swift motion, she swiped it away and scanned it. She looked at Seoah, who had grown silent, with disapproval before stepping out and closing the door behind her.



Nothing but her own huffs passed through her eardrums. With one hand, Yeonji palmed the sweat off her forehead. She breathed through her mouth and tasted metal on her tongue. Her legs felt indescribably weak, as if she was trying to lift them out of cement, and any amount of air she could get was never enough.

Maybe she should just give up.

But before that thought could fully form, Yeonji heard an ear-shattering gunshot. Then another. And another. Instinctively, she ducked from the noise, but as her ears grew accustomed to the firing, she caught the faint tumbling behind her. Spinning around, she noticed three of the infected had collapsed. In the distance, Kotone came sprinting to her, revolver raised beside her head.

“Yeonji!” she shouted with urgency.

“Unnie–” Yeonji coughed loudly, feeling herself tear up. She turned a sharp left, temporarily stalling the remaining three zombies as they overshot their lunges.

Kotone met her halfway, locking their arms. With her free hand, she pulled the trigger again, but missed her target, hitting a zombie’s shoulder instead. She cussed under her breath and turned her focus to running. She scanned their surroundings.

The furthest buildings were dark green half-cylinders made of cloth. They had open entrances with no doors, serving more as tents than solid structures. The mess hall and dormitories followed on each side, too dangerous and far for them to reach. The office room was close, but it was behind them, and the infected stood in-between. And whenever Mayu wasn’t in the warehouse, she locked it.

All her options were either unsafe or unavailable. Then, Kotone noticed a small, square-shaped, single-roomed cabin behind the warehouse. It had a wooden door and a medium-sized window beside it.

“This way!” she exclaimed. Yeonji perked up and both began to sprint. Suddenly, she felt a weight slip from her pocket. Yeonji gasped and fumbled for her camcorder, but it dropped on the road with a small clatter.

“No–!”

Kotone snapped her head towards the camcorder. The sight of it was quickly replaced by the infecteds’ broken shoes, and when it appeared again, it was left surprisingly untouched. She halted and clenched her jaw.

“I’ll get it.”

“‘Tone unnie–”

“Go!” She pushed Yeonji forward before returning. Yeonji stuttered for a moment, pupils shaking, but listened to Kotone and took off.

Kotone faced the three zombies and swallowed, readying herself. When they got close, she dashed to the side then leaped forward, readying one shoulder against the asphalt. The moment it hit, she made a forward tumble, reaching a hand out to collect the camcorder.

Recovering smoothly from her roll, she jumped up, threw her revolver out, and fired with the end barrel pressed against the infected’s forehead. Then, she drew a leg back before smashing it against the next zombie’s ankle, sending it slamming to the ground. She reeled away from the third one’s grasp, pressed her revolver under its open jaw, and pulled the trigger. The force sent its blood flying on Kotone’s face.

The remaining infected latched onto her pants and tried biting at her angle. Kotone lifted her leg with a wince, trying to shake it off, and pointed her gun at it. She pulled the trigger, only to hear the revolver’s dreaded click. With a hiss, she began reaching for her knife.

“Unnie, look out!”

Kotone sucked in a breath, spinning as a new zombie lunged at her. In her peripheral vision, she then noticed a couple more running in her direction, limbs flailing and jaws unhinged. Wrapping her fingers around the knife, she drove it up the infected’s throat, kicked down the previous one again, and darted to the cabin.

Yeonji waited with an arm out and gritted teeth. Kotone latched onto the girl's hand and was yanked in. Yeonji shut the door with force and put her back against it, jolting as the infected slammed against it.

Kotone placed the camcorder on the desk before reaching into her pockets. There, she fished out a box of spare bullets, hastily ripped them open, and let them clink freely on the table. She swiped a few, flicked open the cylinder, and slotted them in before flicking the revolver again.

She marched up to the window and lifted it. Putting her revolver out, she aimed at the zombies’ heads and fired once, twice, three times. The pounding stopped as quickly as it began, drowning both girls in silence.

Kotone breathed strongly, chest rising up and down. Quietly, she slapped the window shut. Running a hand through her hair, she then placed her revolver on the desk and walked up to Yeonji, who was busy catching her breath and wiping the tears from her eyes.

She flung her arms around Yeonji and hugged her tightly. She felt Yeonji wrap her arms around her back, squeezing just as hard. “Any bites?” she asked gently.

Exhaling, Yeonji shook her head.

“Scratches?”

Yeonji shook her head again, and Kotone felt dampness on her shoulder. With a quiet sigh, Kotone nodded, whispering an “okay,” and combed her fingers through the girl’s hair.

“I’m here, Yeonji-mon,” she whispered into the crown of her head. She still had questions to ask, about Soomin and Joobin, but she could worry about that later. At that moment, Yeonji needed her sister.



Donghyuk stood behind a tree, poorly camouflaged due to his bigger size. His pupils darted from one side of the base to the other, watching with surmounting anxiety and regret as infected swarmed and crawled into the buildings, chasing after the survivors. His foot tapped repeatedly against the dirt and his fingers gripped at the bark, picking it off the tree,

“Could you stop that?” Sowol hissed sharply. “You’re making me anxious.” She squatted behind a low branch, keeping her eyes on the action.

“I’m sorry,” Donghyuk apologized gruffly, “but I still think–”

“Oh, quit it, will you?” One of their teammates said. “We’re already here. It’s too late to go back.”

Donghyuk bit his tongue, keeping his eyebrows creased. Sowol glanced him up and down shortly before turning back to watching the raid. She cussed and craned her neck to the side.

Tapping the side of his thigh, Jihoon pressed his radio. “Most are isolated. When should we initiate?”

There was a moment of silence. Then, the radio buzzed back,

“Wait for my command.”

“We’ve been waiting for a long time, already,” Junhee remarked. Jihoon pressed his lips together and did a once-over of the situation, ignoring the seed of doubt planted in his heart.

“There’s two more on the roof,” he pointed at the dorms, “they’re trapped at the moment. But those two…”

He pointed at Kotone and Yeonji, who ducked into a small, single-room cabin. “They only have a couple chasing them.” Three more shots went off from the small structure. Blood quickly seeped into the concrete and a limp arm peeked out where they could see.

“It’s none, now,” Junhee said under her breath. “Honestly, now would be the prime time to take them out.”

“Then let’s get them.” Sowol gripped her knife and hastily slid down the slope. 

“Sowol, wait–” Donghyuk swiped at the air, not quite catching her arm. Glancing quickly at his group members, he swallowed and chased after her.



Nakyoung threw a leg back, slamming the ball of her shoe into the closest zombie. It tumbled lightly, shaking it off with an ugly twitch of its head before pouncing again. Nakyoung drew her fist back but just as she was ready to strike, the other zombie lept on her, clawing away at her jacket. With a hammering heart, she twirled on herself to rip its hold away, then used the momentum to slam her elbow into the first infected, following with a knuckle to its head. When it fell to the ground, Nakyoung lifted her leg and smashed her foot into its skull, eliciting a loud crack. She wasn’t able to see the product of her work before she was tackled again.

Nakyoung cussed under her breath. She wouldn’t get anywhere like this.

As she shook the infected off, a silhouette made its way into the corner of her eye and Nakyoung diverted her attention. Her eyes widened when she saw Seoyeon’s sluggish form escaping the cafeteria building, chased by too many zombies to count. A wince etched on her face with a hand grabbing her shoulder. In an instant, Nakyoung spun and darted her way, fearing the worst.

“Seoyeon!”

Seoyeon turned to her, still running. Upon reaching the nurse, Nakyoung placed a supportive hand on her back.

“Seoyeon, are you okay?” she asked, leaning forward to look at her shoulder.

Seoyeon rolled it with a hiss, spurred on by Nakyoung’s support. “Fell.”

“How bad?”

“Almost dislocated it. But should be fine soon.” Seoyeon hissed, then shot up in alarm. “Yooyeon-unnie?”

“She’s safe, don’t worry,” Nakyoung reassured. Taking a long, strained breath, she looked around. “We need to find somewhere.”

Seoyeon let out a small, pained gasp, but nodded. “Why aren’t you…?”

Nakyoung shook her head, anger bubbling in her stomach at the reminder of Mayu’s betrayal. She opened her mouth but was cut off when shots echoed in the base. They whipped their heads towards the source and witnessed Kotone rushing to Yeonji with a revolver in her hands. Three zombies chasing Yeonji collapsed, killed by the firearm. Shortly after, they rushed into a small cabin, where Kotone shot again.

Seeing the bodies pile by the door, Nakyoung nearly seethed. Everything would’ve been so easy. Her rage was replaced by dread when they then noticed a pair of faces they recognized, but didn’t belong to their group. They broke through the fence, rushing for where Kotone and Yeonji stayed.

Nakyoung looked for Seoyeon, only to see her wearing the same expression of horror. She slowed down from the shock and Nakyoung had to pull her by the arm. They kept running. All the while, Nakyoung kept her eyes on Donghyuk and Sowol.



Kotone felt Yeonji pat her back. Carefully, the officer pried herself away from the hug. “Feeling better?”

Yeonji offered a small nod. “Thanks, unnie.”

Kotone sighed, tilting her head to the side and pressing her lips together. “Soomin?” she asked, caring to use a tender voice.

“...Gone,” Yeonji answered, gaze trained on the floor. “Bin, she–”

“Okay,” Kotone answered quickly, getting the gist of it. She wrapped Yeonji in another hug. “Do you know where they went?” she murmured. She felt Yeonji shake her head. “Okay.”

The moment didn’t last long as the door swung open, and Kotone was greeted by a face she thought familiar. The woman wore a violent scowl and held a knife between her fingers. Sensing the immediate danger, Kotone split from Yeonji and reached for her revolver, retrieving it just in time to evade a swing of her knife.

Sucking in a breath, Kotone closed her fingers on her gun and threw her arm forward, aiming for the head, but the woman dodged easily before striking again in a forward jab. Kotone jumped to the side but the woman swept upward while she was in the air. She gritted her teeth, ready for the knife to slash her face.

Yeonji roughly shoved the woman to the side, sending her blade astray, just barely missing Kotone’s eye. The officer exhaled heavily, landed on both feet and aimed her revolver at the woman again, who had found her new target in the form of Yeonji.

Before she could fire, a hand yanked her by the collar and threw her out. Kotone felt the air sweep under her neck before she crashed to the ground, the skin of her arms chafing against the asphalt. She hissed, taken over by the sudden burns. She rolled out the impact and moved to stand up, but then was pushed down again by the second invader, who then placed a knee over her chest, paralysing her movements. She raised her gun but the man grabbed her wrist, forcing it away.



Seoyeon heaved short breaths, staring as Donghyuk immobilized a struggling Kotone. Her shoulder ached, pulsing out pain with every beat of her heart. But her head screamed for her to help.

“We need to–”

“No.” Nakyoung cut off. “You need to be safe.”

“Then you go.”

“And leave you alone?” Nakyoung retorted, blinking harshly as a drop of sweat snaked into her eye.

Seoyeon looked in front of her. They had been running for nearly a minute and her lungs began to strain. Every second felt interminable, unsurmountable. Her face was surely red and hot. Still, she thought she could keep pushing.

“I’ll be fine,” she assured with a huff. “But there’s a chance they won’t be.” She swallowed and panted. “I’ll find a way.”

Seoyeon stared at her with resolve. Nakyoung looked into the nurse’s eyes, breaths coming in hisses. She wrinkled her nose. “Fine.”

Seoyeon’s eyes widened, gaping at Nakyoung, then they crinkled and glimmered with admiration. She perked up, realizing something.

“Here, take this.” She showed Nakyoung the knife she had lost. Nakyoung scrutinized it for a moment before turning away.

“You keep it. You need it more than me.”

That was the end of the dispute. Nakyoung offered Seoyeon a final nod and split off, making a beeline for Kotone. Seoyeon watched her for a second before going off her own way. As she did, she casted a quick glance behind her and shuddered violently from fear. With both her and Nakyoung’s combined, there were way too many infected chasing her. She cursed herself; she had forgotten how many were after them when she had spoken.

The moment Seoyeon’s eyes caught the barren office building, she bolted for it. She reached her free hand to pull the door, but a shot of pain ran from her shoulder to the rest of her body. She gasped, dropping the handle as if it was searing hot, and, knowing she had no time left to stay still, darted off again with a wheeze.



In the cabin, it was a game of chase. While Yeonji stood on one end of the room, the woman stood on the other, clamping the door closed. Her form towered over Yeonji, making her feel small. She took a step and swung her arm.

Yeonji ducked under the fist and sprinted across the room. She looked around the place for anything she could use. A desk. A chair. A large file storage.

Yeonji grabbed the chair and set it between them. Sowol staggered for a moment and Yeonji used the shock to push the chair into her knees. Her opponent sucked in a breath and dropped.

Taking advantage of the moment, Yeonji dashed to the door and twisted the handle, but before she could spring through, a hand grabbed the back of her shirt and yanked her in. She steeled her nerves, readying herself for another punch to come her way, but instead Sowol threw her into the wall and slammed her against it. The side of Yeonji’s head smacked the wall hard, eliciting a sharp gasp. Her eyes dimmed and she felt Sowol take her by the collar and lift her up.

Yeonji felt the air beneath her shoes as she was hoisted up. Biting on her teeth, she tried to pry Sowol’s hands away with her nails, digging them as deeply as they could. But it proved useless; the woman wore gloves. Glaring at Sowol, Yeonji took a deep breath and opened her mouth.

“Unnie– mmph!” A hand pressed against her mouth, muffling her shouts.  She flailed her arms around, trying to land a hit on her aggressor. Lifting a leg up, she kneed the woman’s ribs, exerting a cough, but it only made her angrier. She raised her knife and placed it against Yeonji’s face, near her eye.

“Stop struggling or I’ll cut you,” Sowol threatened. Yeonji didn’t listen. She thrashed around, looking back and forth between the knife, the woman, and their surroundings. She gasped when she felt a stinging sensation near her eye and stopped, fear flooding her senses and overwhelming her body.



Yeonji’s cry for help was a knife through Kotone’s heart, but she couldn’t do anything about it. Her chest shot with pain as Donghyuk dug his knee deeper against it. His fingers creased into her wrist, forcing her grasp on her gun to waver. Despite the ache, Kotone gritted her teeth and clenched a shaky fist, doing all she could to wrestle out of the impossible position, because she had to at least try for Yeonji.

“Let me go,” she pleaded, but Donghyuk regrettably shook his head.

“Only if you drop the gun.”

A gasp escaped Kotone’s strained lungs as she leered at the man. He stared back. His eyes were empathetic, sad, even, but his order was decisive, one that put his friend before hers. Kotone had no other option. The tension in her shoulders weakened, slowly unwrapping her fingers around her revolver, and she let it clatter against the ground. Donghyuk swiftly slapped it away.

A series of footsteps approached the pair. Kotone snapped her head to the sound, eyes shooting open as Nakyoung slung the sole of her shoe into Donghyuk’s neck. He choked and released his hold on Kotone. As his grasp weakened, Kotone drew a breath before slamming her head against his. Her head pounded from the shock, but she spotted him flinching back.

Nakyoung swung a fist at his head, but Donghyuk reacted quickly and caught it despite his slamming headache. Nakyoung swung her other fist but that, too, got caught. He sniffed with furrowed eyebrows, nose dripping blood and the bridge glowing an angry purple, and began to crush Nakyoung’s hands, causing her to hiss and pull back. But by using both hands against Nakyoung and with his weakened mind, the pressure of his knee slipped, giving Kotone enough range to shuffle around and reach for her gun. Her fingers pressed against the metal and she hurried to grasp it.

Realizing his mistake, Donghyuk’s eyes widened, instantly releasing Nakyoung to scurry away, but Kotone stuck the barrel under his chin and pulled the trigger without a second thought.



The group of survivors watched with crawling anxiety as Donghyuk tried fighting off two people at once. Junhee sucked a breath as he blocked the second woman’s fist, then the other.

Then, they heard the click of a gun.

“Everyone up on your feet,” a stern voice ordered.

They all snapped their heads, frozen at the sudden appearance of a soldier with his gun raised against them. Blinking away their shock and confusion, the group scrambled to stand up, hearts hammering.

“What is this?” one of the guys asked before swallowing dryly, raising his arms above his head. Slowly, more soldiers moved in, circling the group.

“You have breached the mission’s orders,” said the first Private. “To ensure all still goes as planned, we are keeping you on watch.”

“And does the ‘on watch’ include holding us at gunpoint?” asked one of the other guys. Jihoon cringed at the defensive tone in his teammate’s voice.

“It is a necessary precaution.”

They heard a shot go off. Jihoon whipped his head and his heart plummeted at the sight of Donghyuk collapsing on the asphalt, a gunshot wound passing through his head. The woman who killed him scrambled and rushed into the cabin.

Junhee let out a breath and took a step, ready to rush in, but a rifle pressed against her shoulder.

“Move back.”

Junhee tightened her jaw. She stepped back and cursed internally.



Sowol retracted her knife and wiped the blood on her jacket. She raised it again and pressed it against Yeonji’s neck. Holding her breath, Yeonji tilted her head away from the knife. Fear struck at every nerve and she froze up, her hands wrapped around Sowol’s wrists.

In a standstill, Yeonji could do nothing but look into Sowol’s eyes. They were hateful but filled with desperation. Yeonji realized she couldn’t get away. A lump formed in her throat. Tears welled in her eyes and she felt their warmth as they trailed down her face. Gently, she dropped her arms, letting go of her weak grip on the woman. Quietly, she began to cry.

Sowol blinked. The crease between her furrowed eyebrows weakened, and so did her hold on Yeonji’s collar. Yeonji felt the coldness of her knife slip away from her neck as the veil of hate lifted from her eyes. Blinking a few more times, she fully released Yeonji, and the girl smoothed out her shirt, still feeling the pressure against her neck.

Carefully, she stepped away from Sowol, who tucked strands of hair behind her ears. She looked at Yeonji in realization. The teenager roughly wiped the tears from her face. Sowol’s shoulders wilted.

“You really are just a kid,” she whispered. Her eyes softened. Yeonji could see them reflect remorse. She balled her fists and raised them in front of her chest, but they shook from fear.

A gunshot went off outside. Both of them whipped their heads towards the door, holding their exchange. They waited in taut silence and Yeonji tried to get a peek out the window. She saw nothing.

Sowol moved and yanked the door open, only to be greeted with a revolver pressed against her head. She shot her arms up high and backed into the room as Kotone marched in. Her eyes were murderous. Her face was splattered with blood. It was fresh. Sowol took a glance outside and her breath hitched. Donghyuk lay on the asphalt, completely limp. She swallowed, her throat sandy from how dry it was.

Just as Kotone was about to pull the trigger, Nakyoung barged into the cabin, kneading her knuckles.

“Kotone, wait.”

“What?” Kotone hissed. Nakyoung hesitated from the barely contained rage in that single word.

“There might be others.”

Kotone’s eyes shifted to Nakyoung, bearing a certain darkness which made the vigilante want to crawl into herself. They then shifted to Yeonji. She noticed the fresh tears in her eyes and the blood trailing from the side of her face. Rage taking her by storm, she pressed the revolver further into Sowol’s forehead, the woman wincing slightly from the hot end of the barrel.

Then, Kotone let out a deep exhale, momentarily shutting her eyes to wipe the blood from her eyelids. When she opened them again, she glowered at Sowol, not once her gun budging from her head. “Lead us to them.”



Dahyun was still in the mess hall. Shion was, too.

The entrances and exits had been cut off during the escape, so they had hidden behind a table and pressed themselves as much as they could against the cold floor.

The faint noise of gunshots drummed into their ears and introduced another cacophony of growling. Dahyun took advantage of the distraction and peeked out from the table.

Even with Seoyeon’s hasty escape, a few infected still lingered in the mess hall. They twitched under overturned tables, unable to move no matter how hard they thrashed around. Dahyun was thankful they weren’t as in tune with their sense of smell.

For a moment, she believed they were safe where they were, but then an infected struggled enough to move its table, the corner grinding noisily against the floor. Dahyun swallowed and hid herself again.

She turned to Shion, who was both anxious and curious about their situation. Dahyun pointed between them, then gestured away.

We need to get out.

Understanding the message, Shion’s head moved up and down slowly. Her eyes asked, how?

Dahyun took another peek. After the gunshots had ended their rounds, their heads had gone back to snapping and growling sickeningly at anything they saw. One turned swiftly and Dahyun reeled back, nearly slamming her head against the table leg.

Dahyun took some time to think, brushing her fingers over her stressed eyelids. As they trailed down to her chin, a lightbulb went off in her brain.

A distraction.

Dahyun palmed her surroundings before her fingertips landed on a metal can. She quickly latched onto it before it could make any noise, then lifted it up.

Shion leaned forward, eyeing the can inquisitively. She then glanced at Dahyun, seemingly asking her what it was. Dahyun motioned a throw with her arm and Shion’s lips parted into a silent ‘ooh’ of understanding.

Pursing her lips, Dahyun rolled her shoulder; she wasn’t sure if she could throw it far enough. She felt a tap on her shoulder and spun to Shion, who held an open palm out. Dahyun blinked, eyes crinkling in appreciation, then passed the can over to Shion. With a gentle but nervous nod, she accepted it.

Shion let out a quiet breath while Dahyun held an arm over her, peeking out the table and waiting for all eyes to be turned away.

The last infected spun its head and Dahyun retracted her arm.

“Now.”

Shion shot up, drew her arm back, and hurled the can to the other end of the room before ducking down. They heard it clatter loudly against the floor, groans echoing quickly after as the infected gawked at the source.

“Okay, go go!” Dahyun whispered soundlessly and they stood up again, crossing their legs carefully over the table, walking in long strides on the edge of their toes, and gently pressing against the fire exit’s handlebar.



Chaeyeon and Kaede still lay against the grainy rooftop, watching the red sky darken. Around them, the snarls never stopped, but Chaeyeon tried to tune them out, hands fidgeting and restless. She stole a glance at Kaede. The girl was clenching and unclenching her hands while staring at the red sky.

Chaeyeon drummed her fingers against the gravel, eyeing the sky. “If you were going to die, what’s the last food you’d eat?” she asked out of the blue. As always, Kaede said nothing. Chaeyeon thought it was okay because she just needed to fill the void. “I think I’d go for something big.”

She didn’t expect Kaede to answer anything, so she decided to ask about anything. Pizza or pasta? Chaeyeon preferred pizza. Steak or lobster? She had only tried steak. What’s your favorite snack? At some point, Chaeyeon believed she was just hungry.

Then, somehow, her questions ended up being about Kaede. How much she stole. How she learned to fight. Her childhood. Parents.

“Why are you like this?” slipped through Chaeyeon’s lips. She casted a quick glance at Kaede to scope her reaction. The girl trailed her eyes against the sky. Chaeyeon thought she wasn’t going to say anything again, so she turned away, but Kaede answered.

“Bad home. Ran away.”

Chaeyeon’s heart skipped a beat. She avoided looking at Kaede. Her lips parted, her brain glitching for a moment before asking, “How old?”

“Five.”

“That’s a young age to realize something’s wrong.”

That time Kaede didn’t answer. Chaeyeon listened as she inhaled, then exhaled. “What about you?”

“Mh?”

She turned to Chaeyeon. “When did you realize something’s wrong?”

Brushing off her initial surprise, Chaeyeon shook her head. “Oh, no, it’s nothing like that– you ,” she denied uselessly. She kept her eyes on the red sky and hummed. “It was more yelling than anything. But they had me kneel on a bag of rice for hours at a time.”

“Bad knees?”

Chaeyeon nodded. “Trip easily,” she said. She scrunched her nose, hearing the groans and snarls below them. “Useless,” she whispered.

“Unwanted,” Kaede shared.

Chaeyeon glanced at her. She had gone back to watching the red sky. There was no cloud in sight. The sun was a ball of fire, glowing orange, dim enough she could look at it directly without having to squint too harshly.

“Thirteen,” she then whispered. “I was thirteen.”

There was a hum. Chaeyeon looked at the sky, then closed her eyes.

But a sudden series of gunshots snapped them open again. But they sounded closer, as if they came from the base itself. With rigid shoulders, she listened in, trading glances with Kaede. Then, a faraway gunshot sounded. With a gulp, Chaeyeon pushed herself up and peeked over the roof’s upper edge. She gasped and clasped a mouth over her hand.

It was Jiwoo.



Jiyeon and Yubin reached the base’s perimeter. Instead of entering, they scaled the side of the chain link fence. Then, reaching the barrier’s halfway point, they stopped.

Panting, Jiyeon pressed one shaky knee on the ground, the butt of her rifle nestled against her shoulder. Her eyes darted around the base, finally seeing the mess for the first time.

The gate had been slammed open, the top hinges split from the fence and barely hanging on. Infected, dead and alive, filled the area, some clawing at walls and doors while others sprinted. Jiyeon swallowed, trying to figure out who they chased after.

“That’s Jiwoo!” Yubin suddenly exclaimed and pointed at a smaller group on the side.

Jiyeon followed her finger and spotted the woman, fleeing from a pair of zombies with a knife in her hands. She seemed to be wandering aimlessly. She eyed her scope, trailing it on Jiwoo as she ran, and took a breath. Nearing the end of her exhale, she pulled the trigger.

Jiwoo fumbled with her knife and it clattered on the ground. When she reached for it, the infected lunged onto her. She only reacted fast enough to grab its wrists and wrestle against its imposing strength, pushing a knee against its ribs as it snapped its jaw way too close against her ear.

A shot sounded. Suddenly, the zombie’s strength dropped, letting it collapse over her body, its head smacking against her shoulder. Jiwoo struggled under its weight, eyes widening when another one quickly stacked on top of it, once again trying to bite a chunk off her face while clawing against her shirt. As one hand pushed the bodies back, the other still searched for the knife.

The pads of her fingers brushed the handle. Jiwoo’s heart leaped and she latched onto it before swinging it against the infected’s neck. The blood splattered over her face and neck. The zombie weakened. She yanked the knife out, splashing more blood, and stabbed it again.

It fell limp. Jiwoo took two heaving breaths, feeling the crushing weight of two bodies, then rolled away with a heavy grunt. Standing up, she eyed her surroundings for a split-second, wanting to look for who did it.

“Jiwoo!”

The familiar voice snapped her out of daydreaming. Jiwoo turned her head to the voice and saw the eyes she loved most in the world. She grinned, tension releasing from her shoulders. Seeing Chaeyeon was a breath of fresh air, as if nothing had gone wrong at all.

But then, Chaeyeon’s eyes shot open.

“Look out!”

Jiwoo leaped away just in time as an infected leaped at her. Bringing her arm up, she then flung it down and pierced the back of its neck, sending it collapsing instantly.

“Back entrance, back entrance!” Chaeyeon urged and Jiwoo listened, yanking it open and rushing in.

As she closed the door, she glanced around again, and her eyes widened when she thought she saw Jiyeon outside the fence. Then, upon noticing a small group of infected clawing at the door in the far end of the hallway, she hastily sheltered herself in the nearest room. Slamming the door closed, she dropped to the carpeted floor and heaved.



Jiyeon heard Yubin’s relieved groan, then felt a harsh smack on her shoulder. “Good job!” She praised loudly.

Jiyeon shut her up with a hiss. “I’m trying to focus!” She pulled away from the scope and squinted, searching for the next person in need. Her heart dropped. She saw Seoyeon sprint with clenched teeth, trying to outrun a crowd of infected, but she could see her friend beginning to slow down.

Jiyeon’s breath hitched. Her pulse began to quicken and fear rose to her nerves. With a shaky breath, she aimed and pulled the trigger, but the bullet went wide, nearly hitting Seoyeon instead.

She watched as Seoyeon hesitated from the gunshot, the distraction nearly killing her as she just barely snapped her arm away from an infected’s teeth.

Jiyeon sucked in a breath. She willed her heart to stay calm. Narrowing her eyes, she focused harder, finger resting on the trigger, forcing herself to be patient.

She fired. The bullet crackled through the air and snapped into one of the infected’s heads. It collapsed and the others tripped over it, still chasing. The kill only slowed them by a smidge, but even an extra inch relieved Jiyeon’s anxious heart.

As Seoyeon’s body was about to disappear behind the structure, Jiyeon hastily fired again. Her next shot flung against the building’s wall, tanking the bullet for the infected. Seoyeon was no longer in her line of sight.

Jiyeon bit down a curse and forced herself up with urgency. “I need a new angle.” Yubin nodded and they moved.



Dahyun and Shion broke out of the mess hall and scanned the outside. A dark red bled into the sky and she could only see the meager shadows of the infected as they twitched and chased.

Dahyun spotted the office building. It was clear of zombies.

“This way!” she said and took off.

She took two steps forward, but then took one step back and paused, incredulous. She spun towards Shion, who had yet to move, her eyes droned in on something. Dahyun followed her gaze and her breath hitched. On the other side, a small group of infected were on Seoyeon’s tail. Her limbs flailed around as she struggled to match their pace.

Her heel spun, intending to help, but Shion shot an arm out to stop her.

“You go!” she called out. “I’ll help her.”

“Are you sure–”

“We’ll be okay.”

In an instant, Shion took off, opposite of the office building. Without wasting another second, Dahyun sprinted for the building. She slammed the glass doors behind her and rushed through the hallways. Her hand touched the first door she saw and pulled. She slammed it closed, darkness wrapping around her in an instant. She pressed her head against the wall and panted, finally taking a moment to catch her breath. Her energy was spent. She knew she couldn’t go back out again. Dahyun shut her eyes and huffed, combing her short, matted hair back. She could only hope.



Exhaustion weighed heavily on Seoyeon’s being. Her breathing had gotten heavier and her lungs burned hotter. Her legs struggled to support her weight as she ran, and she reacted a little slower. Her skin was on fire, only quelled by the sweat rushing down her head, and she tried to ignore the ache in her stomach.

She had to resist the urge to look back. She knew they were close, just inches away from catching her, their ugly snarls rattling against her skull. More than once, she nearly tripped over air, unable to control her legs quite right. The muscles in her neck tensed up from how harshly she clenched her jaw, forcing down her screams.

Seoyeon felt pure, unadulterated terror.

Shion reeled as an infected bit the air in front of her, having aimed for her neck. With heavy breaths, she took a left turn and sped away, hearing it chase after her, its loud footsteps clashing against the asphalt and mixing with her own. From her view, she could see Seoyeon’s tiredness, the exhaustion in her muscles as she pushed past the limit. But even then, the infected were catching up to her.

Bottling up the sense of impending doom, Shion doubled down. She forgot all about her own problem and aimed to get Seoyeon. She sucked in a breath, not caring about anything but to get to her friend, and pressed further.

Another gunshot went off. Seoyeon's head spun and she tried to find the source. It distracted her long enough for her to trip over her feet. She didn’t fall, but the violent stumble was enough to slow her down and for her heart to drop.

She lagged for too long. The infected grabbed her shoulder, twisted her around, and its jaws lunged at her neck. Seoyeon reeled back.

But the bite never came.

Shion, out of seemingly nowhere, shot an arm between Seoyeon and the infected just in time for its teeth to strike her shoulder. It broke through the clothing and the skin, staining it a bright red while Shion’s lips parted into a pained hiss.

Seoyeon was slammed into a state of shock. Everything fell on her like slow-motion. Her eyes widened. Her mind turned blank. Her shoulders dropped like a weight, plummeting into the end of her stomach. Her fingers loosened around her knife. A sick realization settled into her gut.

Shion had just taken the bite for her.



Jiyeon followed the action as she hopped over sticks and stones. Catching sight of them again, an infected having bitten Shion, Jiyeon’s eyes widened and she rushed to reposition her gun.

When she lowered herself, a gunshot tore through the air. Jiyeon let out a short scream. She collapsed from Yubin’s grasp and fell to her knees, holding onto her right leg.

Yubin snapped her head around, ears buzzing from shock. She kneeled in front of Jiyeon. The girl winced as she held her lower leg, tears pooling at her eyes, and Yubin knew she had gotten shot.

She looked to the left. A soldier in full gear approached them, his rifle high up with a finger on the trigger. Yubin sucked in a breath and pulled Jiyeon behind her with one hand. The other shot up as an open palm.

“Wait!”

But the soldier aimed for Jiyeon again. The gunshot pierced Yubin’s ears and only narrowly missed its target when Jiyeon pressed herself against the dirt.

Yubin’s anger flared. Without thinking further, she flung herself at the soldier and tackled him. Another gunshot went off and Yubin felt the sharp pain tear through the side of her ribs. Pushing past it, she ripped the rifle away, raised a fist, and slammed it against the man’s face.

The soldier coughed, trying to fight back, but a newfound strength let Yubin press him down, hitting him again with force. His head snapped to the side and he spat blood, his cheekbone bruising a deep purple. He struggled as Yubin hit him again, splaying his arms to the side with fingers clawing at the grass.

Eyes red with rage, Yubin couldn’t see what he was reaching for. The soldier managed to grab his gun and smashed it against the side of Yubin’s neck. She gasped as her vision flashed and dimmed instantly after. Her mind went blank in a split-second. When she blinked, she found herself on the ground, unable to move. The soldier stood back up and aimed the rifle’s barrel at her head, blood running down his lips and nose.

Yubin’s vision blurred. A shot sounded. For a moment, she thought the bullet had killed her so quickly she didn’t feel the pain, but then the soldier’s blurry lump of a silhouette fell to the ground.

Jiyeon panted as she dropped her smoking rifle, gasping again as pain shot through her injured leg.

Yubin narrowed her eyes, trying to focus. Holding the side of her neck, she forced herself on her stomach, pushing herself back up. As her vision cleared, she scrutinized the soldier. The bullet had pierced his face, right where she had been hitting him. His lidded eyes were lifeless.

Yubin turned away, not wanting to stare for too long. She rubbed her face with both hands and muffled a shout. She winced as her injury stung, her adrenaline dying off. Patting it, she noticed Jiyeon and ran to her.

“Are you fine? Can you stand?” She placed her hands on Jiyeon’s shoulders. She tried hoisting herself up, but dropped with another pained gasp.

“Leg hurts.”

“Yeah, I think it’s because you got shot,” she mumbled with a small smirk.

Jiyeon snorted before wincing. “Gosh, it hurts. Did I already say it hurts?” She then noticed the dead soldier and stared at it for some time.

“I killed him,” she stated, as if it was a mere fact.

Yubin closed her eyes, pressing her lips. “Yeah, you did. But you saved me.”

A slow nod. A passing moment of gratitude. Jiyeon didn’t have time to think about it further. “Let’s take his gun. And ammo,” she said, monotone. “Then we have to go. There will be more of them.”

Jiyeon heard Yubin’s quiet sigh. They bent down, opening pockets and backpacks, looting the body. Jiyeon repressed the nauseating feeling of desecrating a human corpse.

Yubin perked up and showed a small medkit to Jiyeon. The ballerina managed a small nod.

They took a few minutes to patch Jiyeon’s wound, the ballerina clenching her teeth as Yubin worked with amateurish skills. When she was done, Yubin pressed a bandage against her own injury and hissed. Then, she took the soldier’s backpack and slung it over her shoulders.

Jiyeon pushed herself off the ground and Yubin helped her up. Jiyeon hooked her arm over her shoulder and Yubin grabbed onto it. Her newly wrapped leg was lifted in the air. She took a moment to look at the base, ran down with the infected. She then felt Yubin knead her shoulder.

“Let’s go.”



Shion, her tears shining in her eyes, let out a pained whine before forcefully pushing the infected away, yelling as it tore a small chunk of flesh and cloth with it. In the same beat, never stopping, she grabbed Seoyeon’s wrist and pulled her away into a sprint.

Seoyeon blinked and clenched her knife tightly. She gritted her teeth as she pressed on the gas pedal, spending what fuel she had left to keep herself moving. In the darkening night, she saw the crimson lining of Shion’s shoulder. Her eyes stung, beginning to water.

Shion turned to the next building, the prison. She yanked the office building’s door open and they dashed in. She then quickly pulled the door shut, backpedaling as she heard the infected slam against the glass doors. She huffed as her wound stung, only lightened by the adrenaline surging through her pumping blood.

Never once did Shion’s hand let go of Seoyeon’s. Still running with burning lungs, she guided them through the office building’s twists and turns before arriving at a familiar door.

She twisted the handle and pulled, leading Seoyeon in with her. Shion closed the door and skipped down the few metal stairs, the loud noise bouncing off the concrete walls.

Arriving at the centre, right in front of the support beam, Seoyeon fell to her knees to catch her breath, but she had a hard time taking in air as she began to sob.

Shion dropped to her level and placed a steady hand on her back. “Deep breaths, unnie,” she whispered, nearly hissed, clearly in pain but fighting through it.

Taking a breath, unable to take in too much because her lungs squeezed after a certain threshold, Seoyeon hiccuped, tripping as she tried to force herself up. Shion helped her with her good arm. When they both stood, Shion traced her fingers over Seoyeon’s knife. She breathed out, shakily. Her next request was going to be difficult, near impossible.

“You have to do it,” she muttered quietly, gazing into Seoyeon’s eyes, “okay? Promise me you’ll finish me off.”

Seoyeon looked up to her, confused for a moment. But when she realized what she meant, she vehemently shook her head, stepping away. “I– Shion I can’t do this.”

Shion pressed her hands firmly against each side of Seoyeon’s head and pulled her close. “Promise me.”

Seoyeon’s head hurt from the pressure. Even inches apart she couldn’t see Shion clearly, her face only brightened by the dying red sky, highlighting the black wound and the blue veins, which crawled up her neck and face. She only barely mustered a nod, not for herself, but for her friend. Her own shoulder was only a pulsing soreness, an ache in the back of her mind. The knife twisting in her heart sponged all the pain, leaving it overflowing and dripping out.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered because it hurt to speak.

“Unnie,” Shion called out, her voice thin and soft and shaky. “Don’t lose yourself, okay? I trust you. Whatever you do, whatever happens, you can’t lose yourself.”

“I’m sorry,” Seoyeon choked out, her tears blurring her vision. “It’s my fault. I let them go. I’m sorry.”

Shion shook her head. She lowered her hands onto Seoyeon’s shoulders. She smiled. A sparkling tear rolled down her face. “Don’t ever think it’s your fault,” she braved through a trembling, strained voice. “Don’t ever be sorry for choosing love.”

Seoyeon gritted her teeth. She threw her arms around Shion and cried into her shoulder. Her good shoulder. Shion used one hand to hug back, but it passed on as much warmth as if she had used both. She smoothed Seoyeon’s back as reassurance, forcing down the knowledge that she was about to die. She focused on the warm, damp feeling on her uninjured shoulder, soaked with Seoyeon’s tears. She felt it more than the burn of the bite. She tried to not shake from her own fear of dying. Seoyeon must’ve been more afraid than she was.

A minute went by, Seoyeon pressed against her, crying in her shoulder, and Shion became anxious. If she could, she would stay in the embrace forever, but she was aware that with each passing second, she was about to lose herself. Her control. Her life.

Shion was the one to pull away. She grabbed Seoyeon’s hand and raised the knife to her throat, pressing the tip of the blade against the underside of her chin. Seoyeon sobbed and cupped Shion’s cheek, brushing her thumb over it, and Shion placed her hand against hers, leaning into the touch. She smiled sweetly, as sweet as ever because she could never be anything else but, and her tears glistened like precious diamonds.

“You can do this,” she whispered, fear and love brimming at her eyes. “You’re the strongest person I know.”

 

“Uhm, excuse me?”

Shion whipped her head around and was greeted with a new face, wearing the familiar sky blue uniform. The woman, who was shorter than her, had her hair tied in a neat bun behind her and her expression radiated with both uncertainty and energy. Her bangs rested neatly above her eyes and Shion knew she must’ve been a newcomer.

She bowed politely. “Hello, do you need anything?”

She could see the silver of surprise in the woman’s eyes when she spoke. Shion suppressed her smile from growing wider; her expression resembled one of a hamster.

Quickly recovering, the newcomer smiled and bowed respectfully. “Yes! Uhm, my name’s Yoon Seoyeon, and I’m a new intern here, as a nurse,” she chuckled sheepishly. “This is kind of embarrassing to say, but I’m a little lost.”

Shion’s eyebrows raised in understanding. “That’s alright,” she reassured. “I’m Park Shion. Where do you need to be?”

 

Shion’s body seized up. Her eyes darkened in a flash. Her pupils dilated. Her smile dropped. A stare that no longer belonged to her bore into Seoyeon, piercing her soul, and the hand that held hers clasped tightly. Seoyeon stared back into those eyes. For a moment, she thought she saw something else in them. Tenderness? Regret, maybe? But it could’ve just been her desperately clinging onto anything that screamed Shion.

Shion moved. Seoyeon whined, and, with one push of the knife, Shion’s eyes hollowed out. Her blood dribbled down Seoyeon’s hand, bleeding the same color as the red sky.

Seoyeon dropped her knife. It clattered on the cement. Shion’s body collapsed and Seoyeon fell with her, catching the body. She cradled Shion’s head in her arms and cried into the crown of her hair, caressing it with the hand sullied with her blood. She raised Shion’s limp, lifeless hand, locking their fingers, and pressed it against her beating, bleeding heart. Her tears, an endless waterfall, dropped onto Shion’s face and ran down her cheeks, as if the girl was crying with her.

Seoyeon didn’t know how long she had stayed in the basement, embracing Shion tightly against herself. But it had been long enough for her body to eventually grow cold, for her to absorb all of Shion’s warmth. All her tears had been poured out and she could only croak weakly into Shion’s hair.

Seoyeon curled into Shion. Even when she had been terrified, right on death’s doorstep, Shion had only cared about Seoyeon’s safety.

Shion was wrong. Seoyeon wasn’t the strongest person she knew.

Shion was the strongest. Always was. Always will be.

 

Seoyeon exchanged her destination and Shion led the way. They walked side-by-side in comfortable silence through the busy hospital.

“Sorry I looked surprised when I heard your voice, by the way,” Seoyeon spoke up as they turned the corner. “It was just unexpected.”

Shion hummed and nodded. “Don’t worry, I get that a lot.”

“I’d assume so…” Seoyeon wondered, then caught herself. “Oh, but don’t worry, I meant unexpected as it’s a good thing!” she backpedaled. “Your voice is soft and very sweet, like you.”

Shion’s smile reached her eyes, showing off her dimples. “Thank you.”



Sullin’s face twitched, her mind feeling fuzzy. She closed her eyes tighter for a split-second before slowly fluttering them open, getting accustomed to the room's orange light. Her vision adjusted, the ceiling’s blurred strokes turning into clear lines.

She noticed the machete. It had been placed against the wall, in no way ready to be used. Then, she noticed the woman sitting above her, cradling her head in her arms with her dazed eyes looking to the darkening window, chest rising and falling steadily. Noticing the long scar of her exposed arm, she quietly traced a finger over it. She dug through her mind, trying to remember when that had happened. Lynn had never shown her bare arms, nor the scar.

...Lynn? ” Sullin croaked out. She could hear the infected pound against the door, but they were muffled against her ears.

At the call, Lynn snapped her head down. “Sullin?” Her eyes widened slightly, then shot open. “Sullin!”

Squinting, Sullin raised her hand and brushed it against Lynn’s face. She sighed and dropped her hand, feeling far too weak, but Lynn hastily took it again and pressed the back against her cheek, smiling broadly with glowing eyes.

“You’re okay!” she grinned, nearly laughing from both relief and disbelief. Her smile wavered and the glint in her eyes dimmed. “You’re okay…”

Lynn hiccupped. Her throat constricted and a small cry slipped past her gritted teeth. Her head drooped and she shut her eyes, face contorting in pain. Her shoulders shook.

Sullin blinked a couple times, then felt a warm tear drop on her cheek. “...Crying?”

Instead of an answer, Sullin was brought closer and arms wrapped behind her back. Lynn dug herself into her shoulder and Sullin felt the nod of her head.

She tried hugging back. But when she went to place her left hand on Lynn’s shoulder, she was met with a flash of pain then a feeling of emptiness. She brought it up, her eyes trembling. After her forearm, there was nothing.

Her hand was gone.

Sullin’s breath hitched as she moved her arm around, trying to simulate hand movements. She could still feel it so vividly, a dull ache coursing through the open wound. Bile rose to her throat, but she forced it down. Instead of her hand, Sullin rested her chin against Lynn’s shoulder. She closed her eyes, letting the tears fall quietly. “I’m… okay.”



Soomin swallowed harshly, sprinting while her mind fogged, feeling her shoes crush the leaves and dirt beneath her. Her father’s alive? And he’s here? Why did Joobin say that? How does she know who he is?

And why now?

Soomin skidded against the grass when she saw Joobin’s figure again, her back facing her, and looking up at a tall figure with a military uniform whose face was darkened by the leaves. Stars coming in threes were adorned on their shoulders and she frowned at the familiarity.

Then, the person took a step forward, and Soomin breathed out, fingers trembling. It was the general. He was back. But she noticed there was a glint of uncertainty in his eyes, mixed with a hint of fear. He looked severely out of place, as if for once he had no clue what he was doing.

He cleared his throat awkwardly. “Uhm, Soomin…” he began, hesitant.

“What?” Soomin snapped, taking a step back. “What do you want? Are you hunting me down now?” She turned to Joobin. “Is this your version of a prank?”

“No,” the lieutenant general said quickly before dropping his shoulders. He took a breath. “It’s me, Soomin. Dad.”

There was a deafening pause following the revelation. Soomin’s lips turned crooked. She attempted to smirk, thinking this must’ve been some sick joke. But the General didn’t look like someone who cracked jokes, and Joobin had turned away in some semblance of shame. Soomin’s smile wavered before coming to a full stop.

Lieutenant General Kim. The same man who put a gun against her head, ordered her to bite Hyerin and Hyunjin consecutively, put a gun against Hyerin’s head and played a part in her death?

Her father?

Soomin’s breathing quickened. Her thoughts blurred and her feelings mixed together into a gooey puddle of dread. She took a step back, heart screaming to flee. She clasped a hand over her mouth as tears surged and fell from her eyes. Her throat closed up and she felt like she couldn’t breathe.

The general pressed on his radio and muttered something into it. He then took a step forward, reaching his hand out and placing it on Soomin’s shoulder. She flinched away from the touch. Pain and confusion turned to rage and she yelled, pulling out her pistol only for Joobin to smack it out of her hands before she could fire at the imposter in front of her. Soomin hissed, retaliating by throwing the back of her hand against Joobin’s face, but, instead of dodging, she took the slap with a blank expression, her cheek quickly reddening from the sting.

Soomin’s heart tugged with instant regret but she could only grab her face and drown a sob.

“Soomin…” she heard the lieutenant general say with an attempt at softness. It raked irritatingly against her skin. It sounded like nails on a chalkboard.

“You’re not my dad,” Soomin whispered, hugging herself. “My dad’s kind. He sends letters every week and gives me gifts. He asks about my day even though he knows he won’t be able to hear about it and he talks about what good he has accomplished.”

Soomin’s initial cries evolved into an angry scorn. “My father doesn’t announce he’ll publicly execute a bunch of teenagers. He doesn’t kick some guy’s leg until it breaks and turns to mush. And for sure he doesn’t raise his gun at his own daughter!”

Lieutenant General Kim had the audacity to look at the ground. “I… didn’t recognize you.”

“No shit you didn’t, you were never there!” Soomin snapped. It was as if a veil was lifted from her eyes. “And you started a zombie raid against my friends just to get to me!”

“Your friends are safe,” the general spoke hastily. “I terminated the mission. My men are eliminating the infected as we speak.”

“And what’s to say some of them didn’t get hurt! Have you thought about that?” she yelled, gritting her teeth. Her fists were clenched on each side, the knuckles pale with rage and her nails breaking her skin. She forced down the urge to strike the general not because he was her ‘father,’ but because she did not want to give in.

She turned aside and scoffed, releasing her grip on herself. “I can’t believe I looked up to you,” she scorned.

The general– her ‘father’ pressed his lips and swallowed harshly. He tried reaching out again. “What I did back in Daejeon was for the greater good of the people. I thought if I found a cure quickly, then you wouldn’t have to live in these ugly conditions longer than you should. I wouldn’t have done it if I knew it was you. I’m sorry I hurt you.”

“You were going to have me kill my friend!” She smacked his hand away, her expression turning ugly. “And then you were going to kill her! Matter of fact, she’s dead!”

Her ‘father’ backed off, stunted. “Dead?”

“Got shot while we were running from you!” Soomin threw an arm out, screaming and pushing against the lump in her throat. “Now she’s in a box, six feet under!”

“She’s in a box,” he repeated under his breath. He suddenly backed away and traced a hand over his mouth. Soomin breathed harshly, scrutinizing him. She could see the gears spin in his head and she could only fear his upcoming words. During the disquiet, she tried to ready herself for the next punch.

But what he said, she could’ve never predicted it.

“We can bring her back.”

Soomin turned rigid in an instant. Her heart stopped. She was frozen in place, a cold sweat crawling up her back. The millions of thoughts swirling in her mind locked up at once and the pit in her throat dropped to her stomach. Her mind went blank, emptier than the silence that surrounded her, and the summer evening suddenly felt frigid. She knew what the general had said, but it sounded like it had been underwater. Only one word slipped out of her tongue and past her trembling lips.

“...What?”

The general came closer, a newfound hope in his widening eyes. “We can bring your friend back to life.”

A cold wind blew past Soomin and soaked into her clothes. She shivered from it. She felt as if everything came crashing down on her, but she couldn’t hear it under the piercing, incessant ringing. Then, she snapped out of it. She shook her head, backing off. “No, no. Don’t mess with me right now. Don’t give me hope when I was just about done with having it!”

The general gasped at straws, gesticulating wildly, coming closer. “You have to believe me.”

Soomin stepped back again. She could hear the pure desperation in his voice. It was indecipherable. She didn’t know whether he was speaking the truth or he had gone way off the rails. She bit down on her tongue, hard, to make sure she wasn’t having a nightmare. Her eyes shifted to Joobin, who had kept silent during the interaction.

Joobin hovered above the both of them, feeling a nauseatingly cold wave of regret wash over her nape. Then, she turned away, eyes looming over the ground. When she spoke, she sounded defeated. “I’ve seen… things,” she whispered. “It might be possible.”

From Soomin’s eyes, Joobin form blurred. She could hear her blood pulsing through every vein in her body. She could taste the iron in her mouth from where she had bitten her tongue too hard. She smelled the dirt of the forest. It all made her queasy.

Her initial rage slowly subsided, clearing the muddy waters that was her mind, letting her think about it. And Soomin thought about it. She hated that she thought about it.

But how couldn’t she? That man, her ‘father,’ had just offered to bring Hyerin back from the dead. Bringing people back to life was impossible, that was it. It should’ve been enough for her to know he was utterly insane. But Soomin had to think about it. They already had zombies, famous for being works of fiction. What was the next big thing? Maybe it was possible.

She hit a fist against her head, trying to dig up memories of Hyerin that had been slipping away. She imagined Hyerin. Her constant frowning, as if she always woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Her bored, disinterested eyes, not wanting to get too close to anyone. Her annoyed aura whenever someone approached her for any reason whatsoever.

Her smile. The ones she would wear when she thought nobody was watching. The one she had given Soomin after the gunner had offered to make her a cup of coffee someday. The one she had given Soomin right before her eyes closed for the final time, her hand still warm in Soomin’s.

Soomin felt sick to her stomach. She fell to her knees and threw up the poor excuse of a dinner she had. She panted, holding her head in her hands. Silent tears dropped from her eyes as she held back her cries.

Someone kneeled in front of her. It was the general.

I know I’ve done… unforgivable things to you and your friend. I’m sorry.”

He placed a hand on Soomin’s shoulder. This time, she didn’t resist.

“But if there is one thing I can make right, it’s this,” he spoke gravely, softly. He looked into Soomin’s eyes while she didn’t reciprocate. “I promise I will do everything in my power to bring her back to you. ”

Soomin’s breath hitched. The stomach acid burned the end of her throat and left a bitter taste in her mouth. Joobin’s words rang against her ears.

It might be possible.

Might. It was a word that didn’t mean anything. But Soomin needed it to be everything.

She pressed her head against the dirt and cried.



Terminate mission.

All the radios went off at once, creating a cacophony of buzzing, before they clicked off. They all went off, except for those in Jihoon’s group.

Forgetting about the threat, Jihoon fumbled with his device, pressing his thumb against the power button. “Sir, what do you mean, over? What about us? It’s not over– sir?”

There was no response from the other side. Not even buzzing. Jihoon’s hand shook, eyeing the handheld radio in disbelief. While he was stunned, all around him, the soldiers deftly retreated from the mission, rifles still pointed at the group as they went away, disappearing into the trees and bushes as if they were never there.

A series of gunshots went off. The small group ducked and covered their heads. Shot after shot rang against their skulls, seemingly never-ending.  They watched in dread as the military moved into the base and killed every infected in sight. Some had brought shovels, digging a hole in the open field right in front of a large stone.

There was a short pause. Jihoon lifted his arms, but pressed them against his ears when another spray of gunshots slammed into their eardrums.

Then there was silence. One by one, the group members dropped their hands, watching in sheer stupefaction at the soldiers who retreated from the base as quickly as they entered.

“He… tricked us,” Jihoon realized in a whisper. Shakily, he craned his neck to his group-mates. “He tricked us,” he said, louder that time. “He was never there for us.”

The survivors’ bodies seized up when he heard another gun click. Instead of the military as they expected, though, they were met with Sowol, held at gunpoint by two other women whom he faintly remembered. Nakyoung set a hand on her knees and sucked in a breath, instantly recognizing the group.

“Is this all of them?” Kotone asked with a scowl. Sowol nodded grimly, a dark veil of remorse over her face.

Junhee walked up and immediately Kotone switched targets to her. Still, she had to ask, “Sowol, what is this?”

Sowol didn’t meet Junhee’s eyes, instead tracing them on the dirt and grass. She mumbled, “Donghyuk was right.”

They let her words linger tensely in the forest. Junhee staggered, then scoffed in disbelief. “You’re the one who told us to go through this and you switch up?” 

She took another step and Kotone leaned her gun forward.

“Back off,” she warned.

Junhee nudged in her direction. “What’re you gonna do?”

“You wanna try me?” Kotone tilted her head to the side, missing how Nakyoung’s eyebrows furrowed from her demeanor.

Junhee pressed her tongue against her cheek. Then, she launched herself at Kotone. Jihoon shot a hand out and widened his eyes.

No!”

Kotone whipped her revolver and pulled the trigger. In a heartbeat, Junhee’s head snapped back and she collapsed rigidly. The aftershocks of the gunfire gnawed at the survivors’ throats. Jihoon looked at Kotone and took a cautious step back. A shaky breath escaped his lips. He turned to his group-mates. They all stared at Junhee’s unmoving body, blood leaking from the wound in her head. Shock morphed into sorrow, then quickly contorted to rage. Jihoon heard someone take a step behind him.

“Don’t,” he ordered, keeping eyes on Kotone. He would think of something. The officer aimed at him, next, scrutinizing him with the barrel of her gun.

“I know what’s going on in that head of yours,” Kotone began, narrowing her eyes. “‘She just used a bullet, that’s one out of six. She only has five left. If we can waste them…’”

She paused, stretching her lips to one side. “But if I hit them all, what was the point of the raid if only two of you make it out?”

Jihoon repressed a shudder. Now he remembered her. She was part of the gardenstore’s escape. But she was different from when they had first met. At that time, she had been reserved, orderly, and hadn't shown much of her own opinion, instead listening intently and focusing on the task at hand. Here, she spoke with the assurance and cockiness of someone who had gotten into too many fights. It was as if she was two people at once, vastly different from each-other.

Nakyoung breathed in. She leaned forward, placing her mouth near Kotone’s ear. “What are we doing?” she whispered, asking as if the outcome would’ve been both of their choices, but it was clear Kotone had her own agenda at the moment. And after she murdered two people in cold blood, Nakyoung didn’t want to fight.

Kotone pressed her lips, scrutinizing every face that passed through her pupils. “I have more questions to ask them,” she replied in the same low voice. She nudged her head to the side and clicked her tongue. “Hands where I can see them,” she ordered. “Start moving.”



Hayeon jolted awake when her head fell forward. She snapped back, blinking her tired eyes as she readjusted to her surroundings. Then a bright, white light shone on her and she squinted.

“What the–” She put a hand in front of her face. “Chaewon, could you put that away?”

“Sorry,” she heard the girl apologize before the light moved. Hayeon leaned against the wall and exhaled gently.

“How long have we been here?”

She eyed Chaewon, who pursed her lips in thought. “Some minutes. Maybe ten.”

“You didn’t count?”

“I’m terrible at math and you know that.”

“It’s just counting,” Hayeon retorted. She hummed lightly, feeling the jacket move against her injury. As she thought, a memory resurfaced and she said, “I used to bother you before your math class.”

She noticed Chaewon’s ears grew a little red from the recall. “Yeah, I remember,” she said. “It was awful.”

Hayeon smirked. “Did I leave such an impression on you you couldn’t focus?”

She heard a scoff. “...No.”

“Oh, I totally did.”

“Shut up.”

Hayeon chuckled, leaving it at that. Her smile dimmed and she leaned her head against the shelf’s metal legs. Another thing, apart from her claustrophobia, bothered her mind. She took a small breath.

“...I’m sorry for kicking you out. Back then. At school,” she said. Chaewon’s eyes widened in surprise. “I was scared, but it doesn’t excuse what I did.”

Chaewon swallowed, looking at Hayeon. Her confident shell had left her at the moment, leaving the tender, vulnerable inside exposed. She laid herself bare only for Chaewon to see, and the girl’s heart ached at the sight.

But of course, she couldn’t let Hayeon go that easily. Chaewon sighed and put her head against the wall.

“You should’ve apologized long ago,” she complained softly. “Why are you doing this now?”

“I don’t know. If we die then–”

“We won’t die, damn it.” Chaewon whispered, beginning to flick the flashlight. “We’ll be fine.”

“Okay… okay…” Hayeon let out a long exhale. She wiped her sweaty palms over her pants. She stole a glance at Chaewon, her face brightened as she played with the flashlight in mindless contemplation, but the way she flicked her nails against the power button betrayed her nervousness. Gentle, rhythmic clicks echoed faintly in the room as she did so.

“I like you a lot,” Hayeon confessed.

The clicking stopped. Hayeon watched as Chaewon stared blankly into the heart of white light, her brain short-circuiting. Her fingers paused their flicking, leaving only the infected’s banging to fill their ears. Then, her entire face glowed crimson.

Hayeon flinched as Chaewon muffled a squeal and hit her. “God– ow!” She put an arm up and blocked her next attack. “Stop hitting me!”

“Why would you say that!”

“It just slipped! It’s true anyway– would you stop hitting me!”

Listening to Hayeon’s pleas, Chaewon stopped her assault and instead hid her face behind her hands. “You can’t ever be serious for two seconds, can you?”

Hayeon attempted a chuckle, rubbing a hand over her sore shoulder. “Helps me cope,” she muttered. She then dug her face into her knees. Chaewon sighed, mimicking her movements.

“...How long have you liked me?” she murmured after some time.

“Oh, you’re interested?”

“I–” Chaewon blanked.

“Is that a yes?”

“No!” Chaewon exclaimed, then spluttered, “I– well–” With a groan, she slapped Hayeon again before crossing her arms. “Confess again when we’re not stuck with a zombie outside– gosh, that was so unromantic!”

Hayeon stuck her tongue out. “Fine.” She hugged her legs and pouted.

Suddenly, they heard shots go off. Chaewon covered her ears, Hayeon doing the same. Bullet after bullet went off, tearing through snarls and flesh and slamming against the metal doors like a never-ending gong. Chaewon pressed herself against the wall, afraid the bullets would pierce through somehow.

After seconds of incessant firing, there was silence. Hayeon let out a pained exhale as her ears rang after. Then, there was nothing, Not even the infected’s groans were heard. But they heard no one outside.

Chaewon gauged Hayeon's reaction, seeing if they should check, but Hayeon shook her head. Could be a trap.

So they stayed. They didn’t know how long the silence lasted after, but it felt interminable. They stayed where they were until there was a soft knock on the doors.

“Hello, is anyone in here?” Dahyun’s familiar voice was like a mermaid’s song. She knocked again. “It’s over. It’s safe to come out.”

Hayeon and Chaewon shared a look, wide-eyed. Chaewon scrambled to stand. “Y-yes! We’re coming out!”



Seoah pressed a fist against her chin, watching Nien look left and right in the hallway before fully opening the door.

“Looks like it’s done,” she said with a small pep in her words. For some reason, the positivity irked Seoah. Maybe it was because she had been lifted by that same person for countless minutes, unable to move, lacking agency in her own body, or it was Kotone telling her no without even hearing her out, thinking she wasn’t good enough or ‘too young’ to pick her own fights.

Or, maybe, it was that Joobin might not even be there to explain anything, disappearing with the military without a trace.

Seoah grumbled lightly. Nien turned to her and pressed her lips with a small smile, brushing Seoah’s inner turmoil as simple concern for the others. “How about we go out and see if everyone’s okay?”

With a small tsk, Seoah pushed herself up. “Can you not be so happy?” she suddenly snapped.

Nien blinked in surprise, her lips pursing curiously. “What do you mean?”

“I don’t know,” Seoah said, tossing an arm up. “Aren’t you scared they might not be okay?”

Nien was taken aback. “Oh, well, you know–”

“Right, you don’t have fear.” Seoah pushed past Nien, bumping their shoulders as she stepped into the hallway. “You wouldn’t get it.” She walked away, not caring if Nien followed. The firefighter stood by the door, any smile she wore on her face wiped as her eyebrows curled into a small frown.



Yooyeon jogged around the base, her breaths heavy against her heaving chest. When the raid ended, she, along with a few others, had gathered at the cafeteria, but Yooyeon hadn’t seen Seoyeon amidst the group. She had gone back out shortly after; she couldn’t rest before she found Seoyeon.

It must’ve been her second time circling around the base, but she still hadn’t found Seoyeon. Panic had begun to settle, her mind worrying about the worst, but Yooyeon pushed her worries down with logic. She hadn’t seen her body among the corpses, meaning she could very well be hiding.

She stopped in front of the office building and frowned. There was one place she had yet to look. Pulling the handle, she stepped inside. Walking through the hallways which glowed a dark red, Yooyeon turned the corner and found the basement door. Taking a breath, she spun the handle and walked in,

“Seoyeon?” her voice bounced lightly off the walls. She leaned closer in, flicking her flashlight on. She heard a sniffle and casted the light on the source. Her breath hitched and her soul plummeted.

At once, Yooyeon hurried over to where Seoyeon was, her lover cradling a body in her hands. She kneeled before her, eyes widening as she recognized the girl’s hair.

“Shion?”

Seoyeon gave a slow nod. Carefully, she pried herself away from Shion and gently laid her head on the ground. She inspected her face carefully. Her body was cold and limp. Her eyes, hollow, were lidded. But her expression was peaceful, as if she was just sleeping.

Yooyeon’s breath quivered and she wrapped an arm over Seoyeon’s back. Seoyeon leaned over, and, with a light hand, she closed Shion’s eyelids.

She gingerly pried herself away from the sight and crumbled into Yooyeon. Her tears had long stopped flowing and her eyes were dry. She buried her face in the crook of Yooyeon’s neck and sighed defeatedly. Yooyeon couldn’t do anything but hold Seoyeon tightly, her embrace nearly crushing the girl.

Yooyeon’s heart bled as she stared at Shion’s unmoving body. Her throat felt tight, constricted. She had heard much of her and Seoyeon’s shared history, whether it was when she was laying in bed or working in her makeshift lab, and Seoyeon would always smile recounting the short stories, no matter how insignificant they might’ve been perceived as.

Shion was a benevolent soul, always helping others before herself, sacrificing her own grades to become an extra hand at the hospital. Even after the outbreak and everything that had happened to her, Shion stayed true to herself.

Really, Shion was the best out of all of them.

Yooyeon’s eyes watered and she choked out a sob.

“I’m sorry,” she husked out. She dug herself into Seoyeon, silently crying into her hair. “I’m sorry, Seoyeon. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”



Dahyun rubbed both of the students’ backs as they walked to the mess hall. After she had hugged them in relief, even crying a little, Dahyun told them they were gathering at the cafeteria again.

They entered and saw there were already some girls there. They spun around, a small weight lifting from each of their shoulders as they recognized their friends' faces. Chaeyeon and Kaede took a corner. Xinyu was behind Seoah while the girl hugged Sohyun, the latter smiling with a hand on the student’s head. Mayu stayed by herself, staring at the floor with regretful tears.

Seoah, separating from Sohyun and Xinyu, gasped and rushed to them, slamming into Chaewon for a hug. Chaewon wrapped her arms around her underclassman and  breathed in relief. Stepping away, Seoah then also hugged Hayeon, much to the elder’s surprise, but her shoulders relaxed and she patted Seoah on the head.

When Seoah returned, she noticed the makeshift bandage around Hayeon’s arm.

“Accidental cut,” Hayeon explained before anyone could ask. “I’m fine.”

Chaewon snapped her flashlight around. The place was a mess. Tables were overturned, chairs had been flung and scattered around. Empty cans littered the area. Blood piled on the floor, trail marks from where they had dragged the infected away.

After Seoah left the couple, Nien walked up to them and waved with a smile. Xinyu made a small squeal and flung her arms around the firefighter.

“You’re alive!”

Nien laughed, hugging back. “Of course I’m alive!” They split off and Nien looked at Sohyun, who also wore a broad smile. Nien squinted and pointed between the two. “So…”

Xinyu linked their arms. “Everything’s alright, now,” she said and Sohyun nodded, lacing their fingers together and sharing blushes. Nien cheered and applauded their mended relationship.

Chaewon, meanwhile, kept looking, a drop of nervousness falling on her heart. “Where’s Soomin and Yeonji?”

“And Bin?” Hayeon added. At that, Seoah grew quiet. The others were quick to notice her unease. Before Dahyun could ask, the entrance doors opened and they all turned towards it, shoulders lifting expectantly.

Jiwoo walked in, head whipping around, searching for two specific people. Upon spotting Chaeyeon in the far left corner, she took a breath and ran to her, wrapping her in a bone crushing hug, worried if her embrace was any lighter, she would vanish from her arms. Chaeyeon hugged back, but her breathing was strained.

She tapped the side of her arm. “Can’t– breathe.”

Jiwoo released her grip in an instant. She cupped each side of Chaeyeon’s face and leaned forward. “Are you okay?” she asked, noticing the dry tear stains on her cheeks. Chaeyeon nodded quickly.

Jiwoo cradled Chaeyeon’s head and pressed a kiss against her forehead. Looking around, she then caught sight of Kaede right beside them, sporting a new haircut and looking too calm for her liking.

A flare of rage surged. Jiwoo let go of Chaeyeon and stomped towards her. “Did you do something?”

Kaede blinked and took a step back. Chaeyeon was quick to intercept, placing a hand on Jiwoo’s chest. “It wasn’t her. She saved my life, actually.” She displayed herself. “And I’m fine. See? Clean. I didn’t get hurt.”

Jiwoo had to pause at the information Chaeyeon had just given her. Without realizing it, she held her breath. Kaede? Saving Chaeyeon’s life? Her head spun the more she thought about it. Her frown turned into a full-blown scowl. Instead of her, it had been Kaede who had saved Chaeyeon’s life. But before the ugly jealousy could erupt, she snapped out of it, remembering the other topic she needed to bring up.

“Where’s Yubin?” she asked. “I looked everywhere but I didn't find her.”

At the mention of their friend, Chaeyeon's shoulders wilted. She reached into her pocket and fished out a crumpled sheet of paper, stained with tears and blood. She handed it to Jiwoo.

Jiwoo had a foreboding feeling. Taking the paper with unsteady fingers, she unfolded it and read. With every line, her face dropped, along with her heart. By the end, her expression turned as blank as her mind.

Gone? Again?

“At least this time we know she’s alive,” she heard Chaeyeon mumble, reaching for Jiwoo’s hand. Her tone was downcast; she had already given up. Jiwoo squeezed on instinct, but otherwise didn’t move.

The doors flung open again and in came Lynn and Sullin, walking with their heads low. Sullin looked dangerously pale, as she was about to pass out, and she hid an arm behind Lynn’s jacket.

Dahyun instantly rushed to them. “You’re both alright!”

Sullin shook her head, turning away. Dahyun realized something was wrong and craned her neck to the side, her relief dying in a flash. With a sigh, Sullin unwrapped the jacket, extending her arm.

Dahyun slapped a hand over her mouth, eyes tearing up. Sullin trembled and shut her eyes as quiet gasps whispered through the place.

“She was bit,” Lynn explained grimly, “So I had to…”

Dahyun sobbed and wrapped Sullin in a hug. The overall hopeful mood dropped and silence fell upon the mess hall.

The next time the doors opened, any sliver of hope plummeted. Yooyeon gently tugged Seoyeon in her arms. They didn’t greet anyone as they walked by. The others, they saw Seoyeon’s expression. It was completely blank. Empty of any light.

Dahyun reached out. “Shion?” she asked in an airy, high-pitched voice, as if she didn’t want to know the answer to her own question.

Yooyeon lay her head low, shaking it once, slowly. Everyone understood the message and stared somberly. Lynn pinched the bridge of her nose, stopping herself from cursing loudly. Hayeon let out a low whine and wiped her falling tears. Sohyun combed her hair back, her expression turned sour. Once again, Dahyun buried her head in her hands.

Although Yooyeon’s answer had been dead silent, Kaede heard it loud and clear. She frowned lightly, not sure of what to do, what to feel. Her vision became unfocused, blurring and seeing double. Her hands began to tremble. She felt her throat constrict as nausea clawed her heart. She felt her eyes dry up, irritated, and she reached up to wipe at them. Lowering them, she then looked at the tears stained into her hands.

She was crying.

Kaede squatted down and let her head fall. Her tears dropped from her eyelids, pooling on the cold floor. She cried quietly, a hand over her mouth and another behind her neck. Her sudden drop earned the peoples' attention, but none reached out to comfort her.

The entrance doors slammed open. Nakyoung stormed in. Not catching the disquiet in the air, she eyed the room furiously, looking for Mayu. The moment she found the woman, who tried to shy away, she stomped into the hall and took Mayu by the collar.

You left me out there,” she hissed. Mayu choked slightly, struggling against Nakyoung’s grip. “You left me out there to die.

“Let her go,” someone said. It sounded like Nien.

“Like hell I will,” Nakyoung seethed, drawing a fist back. “I’ll–”

“Nakyoung, enough.” Yooyeon ordered coldly.

Nakyoung shot Yooyeon a glare, but it softened quickly at the sight of her furious stare and Seoyeon’s crestfallen eyes. Her body untensed and she noticed the group’s despondency. After that, she realized everything that was wrong: Jiwoo and Chaeyeon without Yubin, Hayeon’s small injury, Sullin’s missing hand, Kaede crying.

With a sigh, she released Mayu and turned away. The woman smoothed a hand against her neck and coughed lightly. Before Nakyoung could ask, the doors opened for the last time, greeting Kotone and Yeonji.

Kotone, the blood clean off her face save for a few spots, marched up to Yooyeon, a flame of rage burning in her eyes as she crashed her boots against the ground.

She tossed a crowd of knives onto the nearest table and they clattered deafeningly. She then grabbed Yooyeon by the wrist, pulling her down to eye-level.

“So would you mind explaining to me why we found that old group of survivors sitting outside the base?” she enunciated every word sharply, hissing through her teeth.

Nakyoung intervened, pushing Kotone away lightly. She glared at her. “What’s gotten into you?”

“What’s gotten into you! ” Kotone snapped. “Why didn’t you tell us we had unhappy neighbors who have stalked us for the better part of two weeks, wanting to take revenge!

An iron ball dropped into the mess hall. Gasps came silently, everyone’s expressions morphing into betrayal. Lynn, especially, looked at Nakyoung with wide eyes.

“Did that really happen?”

“I–” Nakyoung breathed, glancing at Yooyeon’s resigned appearance, “We thought things were resolved.”

“Resolved or not, we still need to know!” Kotone’s brows furrowed high above her head, her voice rising when her disbelief morphed into rage.

Sohyun stepped up with a hand out. “We just…” she huffed, “we didn’t want you to worry.”

Nien turned to her, brows furrowing. “You knew about this, too?”

Xinyu stretched her lips and gave her a nudge. Sohyun closed her eyes. “Yes, I knew about it. A few of us did, but we kept it away because we did not want you all to fear something that was resolved, or so we thought.”

Her words were met with negative feedback as she heard the sighing of lungs and the clicking of tongues. Distrust leaked into the room. Nakyoung spun her head around, watching the expressions drop. The group members refused to look at them.

Nien stood in front of Sohyun. The firefighter wasn’t outwardly pissed, but she let her disappointment show clearly on her face. “There’s some things we keep secret. I get that. But this –” she gestured at the mess of a cafeteria, at the overturned tables and thrown chairs. At the drying blood on the floor. “This shouldn’t have been one of them.”

Sohyun flinched. “I know, it’s just–”

“It’s our lives on the line!” Kotone gestured at herself with both hands. “Even if we don’t like it, we have to know!”

“We were doing this for you!” Nakyoung exclaimed.

“Well look at how that turned out!” Kotone kicked a chair, sending it crashing loudly to the floor.

“Hey!” Sohyun intercepted, “We can talk about this.”

“Talk?” Nien replied with a fake smile. “Talk?”

Nientzu, please,” Xinyu tried but Nien shook her head, waving a hand in front of her.

“Let’s talk when everyone’s here,” Yooyeon put forth. “We’re still missing Jiyeon, Bin, Yubin, Soomin–”

“She’s gone.”

The girls whipped their heads towards Yeonji, who had stayed silent for the duration of the fight. Yeonji nodded at the floor before looking up. “Bin and her are missing.”

“They were working with the military,” Kotone continued. “I think Joobin’s taken Soomin back to them.”

“And where did you pull that from?” Nakyoung asked mockingly.

“From when she knocked us out,” Kotone confessed loudly. “Both me and Nien. If that isn’t confirmation enough that she did something, then I don’t know what is.”

Kotone shot Yooyeon an accusatory glare. “Did you also know Joobin was a two-faced snake?”

Seoah grimaced. “Hey, that’s too much!” she exclaimed, but one look from Kotone warned her to back off.

Yeonji clasped her hands together. “No, wait,” she interrupted, looking at Yooyeon. “If you want to talk, then we can talk. I’ll start.” She took a breath and counted her fingers. “Soomin-unnie is gone. Yubin-unnie is gone. Jiyeon-unnie is gone. Binnie is gone.” Her voice raised with every name.

She pointed in Sullin’s direction. “Sullin-unnie’s missing a hand."

Sullin swallowed and hid her arm away. Dahyun’s face contorted. “Don’t bring her into this,” she ordered sternly.

“But that's what happened, isn’t it?” Yeonji bit back. She shone her flashlight around, letting it linger on Hayeon’s injuries. “Everyone got hurt!”

She looked to the floor. “And…” she trailed off, wiping her tears furiously, “Shion-unnie…” she croaked.

A suffocating pause lingered as the group all thought of one person. They turned and eyed Seoyeon expectantly, waiting for any kind of outburst to come. But she didn’t move an inch. Her stare was blank and unfocused. She hadn’t acknowledged the fight, nor did she acknowledge Yeonji’s comment.

Yooyeon brought a hand up to cup Seoyeon’s face but she snapped away from the touch.

“It doesn’t matter,” she rasped, hugging herself. Her eyes were an irritated red and her eyebags sunk into her skin. Yooyeon didn’t reach out another time. She could only watch in concern.

Dahyun ran her fingers down her arm, trying to warm the chills running through her nerves. She turned to meet Kaede’s gaze. The girl stared back with indiscernible eyes, but left a message Dahyun could read clearly.

Is it worth the pain?

Dahyun looked away.

“You know what I think?” Nakyoung spoke up, rekindling the burning fire, “This wouldn’t have happened if someone didn’t lock herself in the warehouse where all the guns were!” she glared at Mayu. The sudden accusation made the woman reel and turn away in shame.

“Don’t you dare say it’s her fault!” Kotone defended, pulling Mayu by the waist. “The guns wouldn’t have all been stored in that room if we knew there was a threat in the first place!”

“I told you, we thought the threat was gone!”

“And you were a fucking idiot for thinking that!” Kotone threw her arms up, leaning close and staring Nakyoung down. The vigilante glared with just as much vice, but both were far too tired to brawl again.

“Alright,” Sohyun stepped in, pushing the girls apart. She looked at Kotone. “I understand your frustration, and I agree. It’s our fault.” She ignored Nakyoung’s prideful sneer, focusing on Kotone and her group. She swallowed. “If you’re unhappy with how things are working here, you can go. We wouldn’t fault you for it.”

Kotone laughed mockingly. “Go?” She looked around with an exaggerated spin of her head. “Where would we go? There’s nowhere else to go!” she snapped, getting too close to Sohyun. “We’re stuck here! In hell! Together!”

“We don’t know what we’re doing, okay?” Sohyun finally snapped. “This is as much our first time than it is to all of you!”

“Yeah, clearly it is, because you all move like–”

Sohyun roughly pushed Kotone away. The officer stumbled over herself, but took the warning and backed away with a huff. Nien, surprisingly, was the one to react. She pressed an open palm against Sohyun’s chest and shoved her into the table.

The other girls jumped in, doing what they could to prevent the fight from escalating, but shouts were exchanged in tandem. The cafeteria quickly fell into a storm of rage as everyone snapped, wanting to strike in their own argument. Tables were pushed. Chairs were kicked. Jiwoo wasn’t part of it. She stared just as blankly as Seoyeon did, still in a state of shock.

She barely registered as Chaeyeon also began to shout, waving her knife around.

“There’s always a secret running around! But you people wait too long and it blows up in everyone else’s faces!”

Jiwoo tuned out her voice. She felt the ocean surround her, water trickling against her ears and drowning out the world. Her eyes read Nakyoung’s lips as she voiced a reply, but she couldn’t process the words. Her mind drifted elsewhere.

It began with Kaede saving Chaeyeon. Chaeyeon accepting Kaede into the group. Joobin had gone missing with Soomin. They didn’t know where Jiyeon was. Her breathing quickened. Her heartbeat slammed against her ears. Sullin had lost a hand. Shion was dead.

Jiwoo couldn’t hear her own breaths over all the cacophonic shouting. Yubin was gone. Again. She left them. Because of her infection. Because of Kaede.

The yelling grew stronger against her buzzing ears, making them ring, overloading her senses, taking over every cell in her body.

It was all too much.

She swiped a knife from the table and plunged it through Kaede’s stomach.

Kaede’s eyes shot open in an instant and she staggered from the shock. Jiwoo hissed and shoved the blade deeper into the wound. Kaede instinctively latched onto her before her knees gave out. She collapsed to the ground, fingers around the knife’s handle, and she let out open-mouthed gasps.

The sudden outburst cut the argument to a dead stop. For a moment, no one moved, only staring in shock. It was only when Kaede let out a small cry when they scrambled.

Seoyeon didn’t budge. Yooyeon hesitated for a split second, long enough for Nien to rush to Kaede before her. With trained expertise, she placed her hands near the wound and applied pressure.

“Mayu-chan, ‘Tone-chan, get the supplies,” she ordered calmly. There were three nods and the girls got to work.

Jiwoo used the sudden shock to sprint off before anyone could stop her. She heard them call out to her but she kept running. Chaeyeon hesitated, looking back and forth between Jiwoo and Kaede, then took off after her.

Yooyeon breathed heavily, feeling like a spectator as she watched everything unfold. She glanced at Seoyeon. The nurse’s stare was empty.



“I got it,” Jihoon murmured. “Almost there.”

After the questioning, the group had their wrists and legs tied up, thrown in the far end field of the military base. Not knowing what was in store for them and when they would come back, the survivors rushed to get out of their restraints.

With his teeth, Jihoon tugged at Mingkyoung’s wrist ropes, finally prying her free. The woman scrambled to help them, but then she stopped, eyes turning wide.

A figure stopped in front of them. Her silhouette stood tall, shadowed as the sun’s crimson glow highlighted her body red. Her long hair covered her darkened face, only leaving one eye peeking out, wide with the pupil constricted. In her left hand, she held something: a sizable, uneven rock.

Catching the sudden stop, Jihoon looked up and swallowed. “Who are–”

Jiwoo drew her arm back and smashed the stone against his face. There was an audible crack from the impact. Jihoon fell over, eyes rolling to the back of his head. Blood soaked into his black hair and the dirt beneath him.

There were shouts of protest. Jiwoo tuned it all out, kneeling in front of the leader. She raised the rock, reddened with blood, and slammed it down his head again.



Chaeyeon ran around the base, looking everywhere for Jiwoo. After she had fled the scene, she suddenly disappeared. Not only that, it was getting harder to see with the dimming sunlight.

With a huff, Chaeyeon approached the back of the base, and that was when she heard the cries of pain. Her heart thumped from the sound but she walked towards it. Only when she realized what was happening did she stop.

Not far in front of her, Jiwoo raised a rock and beat it against one of the survivors. When she looked closer, she realized all of the others lied limp against the soil, already dead, and only that person remained.

Minkyoung whined and whimpered, covering her head with her arms and shaking. Jiwoo forced them away from her face before smashing the rock in her head again. When she lifted her arm, blood flew off the crimson stone, splattering against her maddened expression. Still trying to fight back, the woman raised her bloody hands, slathering them across Jiwoo’s face. It did nothing to impend her. She brought the rock down again.

Chaeyeon approached. She heard the woman’s cries mix with choking as her own blood entered her breathing pipes. She cringed at the sight, the urge to throw up rising to her throat, but she couldn’t bring herself to look away.

With one final strike the woman collapsed, arms falling limply to her sides. Jiwoo lowered her hand, letting out a slow, cold exhale as she kneeled in front of the corpse. Chaeyeon stared at Jiwoo, wondering what else she was going to do, but the girl stayed kneeling in front of the bodies, unmoving. 

“Chae…” Jiwoo muttered. She dropped the stone, still staring at the field of corpses she created. “You won’t leave me, right?”

Chaeyeon paused, looking down at Jiwoo. A beat passed, then two, where she just looked at Jiwoo, not saying anything, not thinking of anything. She then smiled gently, lowering herself to Jiwoo’s level. She reached for Jiwoo’s left hand and interlaced their fingers.

“No,” she reassured. “Of course I won’t leave you.”

Only then did Jiwoo move, bringing Chaeyeon into another hug. Settling into a more comfortable position, Chaeyeon sat down definitely, placing her free hand on the blood-soaked dirt, feeling its freshness under her nails, and leaning her head on Jiwoo’s shoulder. All who remained was Sowol, who had hid herself under Jihoon’s body.



Soomin hugged her blanket as the vehicle rocked under the gravel road. Her gaze was blank, looking at the truck’s floor but not quite focusing on it. Joobin sat across from her, silent. Beside them was a large wooden box, sealed shut, still shaking off the dirt in its creases.

Soomin blinked. She blocked off any question her brain tried to formulate. She didn’t want to think about it any more than she should. A small memory of Yeonji tried to dig itself up into her mind, but she whisked it away.

Joobin said nothing. Soomin closed her eyes.



Shion writhed under the blankets, working up a cold sweat as she grasped her stomach over her shirt for dear life. She didn’t know how long she had stayed in bed, only it was long enough to hear a single knock on the closed door, which opened shortly after.

Stepping in, Kaede looked down at her inquisitively. “What are you doing?”

Embarrassed, Shion flipped over to face the wall, the side of her head pressed forcefully against the mattress as she pushed down the urge to throw up. “Suffering. Stomachache.”

She heard Kaede suppress a snort. “Did you eat something bad?”

A moment of silence, only broken by nauseated breaths. “You remember the convenience store yesterday?” Shion struggled to get out between heavy exhales.

“I remember having to force you to put back those mold-covered pastries.” A beat passed before Kaede realized. “Did you sneak one in?” her tone of voice held uncharacteristic panic.

Shion managed an airy laugh. She spun around again, pulling the sheets tightly against herself. She could count on one hand the number of times Kaede had softened around her. “You didn’t catch me, that’s all that matters.”

Kaede judged Shion with a blank stare. Then, surprisingly, she broke into a grin and laughed heartily. “You’re ridiculous.”

She walked out of the room, leaving the door open. Shion waited, still clutching her stomach and trying her hardest not to throw up all over the sheets.

A minute passed. Kaede came back with an empty trash bin, setting it against the bed beside Shion’s head. She then pulled out the desk chair and sat on it backwards, crossing her arms around the backrest and resting her cheek against it. She watched as Shion made a grab for the bin and released the contents of her stomach.

Kaede snorted. She fished out a small box of pills and tossed it on the bed. “Was it worth it?”

Shion finished throwing up in the trash can and heaved a short breath. Still, she smiled, light fingers taking hold of the box. “Completely worth it.”

Notes:

alt chapter title: congratulations to all the mentally ill hopecore "hyerin will come back" truthers you get a cookie

 

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Chapter 28: Interlude I - Out of the Woods

Notes:

Hello everyone! Those who dont follow my twitter must be wondering “hey sullinator where the hell have you been” well let me tell you where ive been: 7ft feet deep of snow going to my university which refused to close their doors, aka i’ve been on hiatus to lock in for school

“Then why is there an update” because its break week yay!

Now, the second thing ya’ll might be wondering is “hey sullinator what the hell is an interlude” well let me tell you what those are. Interludes are technically also chapters but theyre scenes that happened in the past or that didn’t make the cut (due to word count lol but this honestly this is me not gafing anymore), often focusing on the characters who werent with the ppotoz family™️ when the outbreak began. kind of like intermissions. may or may not include important plot points but i *would* say they’re lighter(?) idk i gotta even out the angst somehow

^ so despite being called an interlude if you want to refer to this chapter just call it chapter 28! :D

“Is this going to be a common thing?” probably not i can probably count like three things i’d have enough sauce to write about atm LMFAO + i want to prioritize the ongoing main storyline (also unless i manage to print out interlude II by the end of break week im still seeing y'all in april)

Okay yap sesh over have fun reading

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Her lungs burned. She wasn’t used to running so much, and for so long.

The streets of Seoul were a mess. Car alams blared as loudly as thunder. Screams and cries tore through the air as everyone scrambled, either chasing or being chased. As she ran, Lynn noticed those chasing had odd, blue veins crawling up their unusually pale skin. Their eyes were dilated beyond what their pupils contained, nearly overtaking their whole eyeballs. They leaped onto their targets. Men, women, children all fell victim as those who chased latched onto them, digging their claws in their skin before sinking their teeth in wherever they could find, tearing the flesh as if it was mere paper. The reek of raw gore infiltrated her nose and stuck to her lungs. She could taste blood on her tongue as it splashed everywhere. Her eyes darted from one place to another as she tried to keep up with the chaos. There was screaming. So much screaming.

Lynn fought the urge to stop and really look around. She kept running. One hand raised to cover her nose from the smell of blood. The other kept its bone-crushing grip on the stranger she had met back at the lobby. Not once had she let go of her, nor had she looked back yet, but she trusted the girl enough to follow her as they rushed through the streets, their surroundings becoming a blur. There was a silent, mutual agreement that they just had to get away.

One of the chasing people–a man–cut Lynn off and she startled to a stop, the girl she was with bumping into her from the abrupt halt. He snarled, his dilated, empty eyes leering before lunging at her. Sucking a breath, Lynn lifted a leg and threw it forward, slamming her shoe into his chest and sending him stumbling back. Almost immediately, he recovered and leaped again. Lynn readied herself to strike once more, but an oncoming car swerved their way. Her eyes shot open and she jumped away just as it slammed into the man and crashed into the wall. The impact must’ve obliterated his guts, but he only snarled angrily while slamming his arms down the car’s hood.

She didn’t think twice about it. Without rest, Lynn pulled her and the girl away from the scene, knowing it would attract unwanted attention. As they ran, she scanned the area, then took a sharp turn to their right upon spotting a young guy holding a door open, glancing around furtively whilst silently urging people to enter. No one was paying him any mind.

Lynn swallowed as they made a beeline for the door. Upon dashing into the building, the guy slammed it closed and locked it. Lynn finally let go of the girl’s hand, which must’ve hurt from how much pressure she had subjected it to. Breathing heavily, her sides aching ever so slightly, she turned to the stranger.

“Okay?”

The girl formed an ‘ok’ sign with her fingers, her head hanging low with her arms against the nearby counter as she heaved.

Looking around, Lynn then noticed they were in a small, empty bookstore. The walls were pure white and the furniture was modern. The clerk was nowhere to be seen. The place felt relatively quiet, but then Lynn looked to the outside, her heart dropped to her stomach at the sight of the chaos in the streets. Even the closed door couldn’t muffle the incessant screaming and blaring of sirens. She sighed and turned to the guy.

“Thank you,” she expressed.

The guy looked like a teenager, probably only a year or two below them. He wore a black and white flannel with black jeans. He, too, looked shaken, his eyes trembling, but he had enough energy to muster, “Yeah, it’s no problem. Glad someone made it.”



Lynn observed the streets while exchanging brief comments with the two people she was with. They had stayed in the small store for the past half-hour, recollecting their breaths and their thoughts. Counters and display cases had been moved in front of the door, Lynn having recounted that the odd, chasing people could open them. The lights had been shut off, leaving them in the shadows. The small trio had debriefed the whole situation, agreeing that there was some sort of collective mass hysteria going on, causing people to attack other people. As to why , though, they had yet to find an answer. For the past few minutes, the trio had grown quiet as they resorted to either scanning the bookstore or watching the mess unfold outside, anxiety rising with every second it kept going.

Lynn felt furtive taps on her shoulder and spun to the girl. “What’s wrong?” she asked, putting on the best English she could muster.

The girl crossed her arms, forming an x with them. “Go. Out,” she whispered, pointing outside.

Lynn blinked, taken aback. “Why?” she retorted just as quietly, watching as the girl’s neck bobbed when she swallowed. She first placed a finger over her lips, urging silence, then pointed at something behind them. With a small breath, Lynn subtly turned her head to see where she was pointing to. It was the guy, whose name they had learned was Seungeon. She then clenched her jaw upon noticing hints of a bite mark on his wrist, nearly hidden beneath his flannel.

She turned back to the girl. “So?”

The girl pressed her hand against her cheek, almost as if she was facepalming. “Not good. Danger.”

Before Lynn could ask her to elaborate, Seungeon’s voice cut in. “What are you two whispering about?”

The agent spun to face him, wiping the back of her hand over her mouth before taking a breath. “We just noticed the injury on your wrist,” she admitted. “We were wondering if you were alright.”

The guy sighed and threw his head back. “Yeah, dude, someone bit me. Hard. It freaking hurts.” He chuckled, rolling up his sleeve to show the injury. “I didn’t know human teeth could do so much damage.” The marks dug deep in his flesh, almost having torn the chunk off his skin. Odd, blue veins were pulsating around the bite as it was turning an odd black.

He sucked in a breath as he reached to touch it. “I would’ve gotten to the hospital, but 119 isn’t responding. And too much is happening outside.”

Lynn felt a tug on her jacket and turned back to the girl, whose eyes shook with apprehension as she pulled out her phone and tapped on the lockscreen’s clock. Lynn gave her a nod, understanding her question. “When did you get bit?”

The guy shrugged. “Not sure. Probably like– an hour or two ago. I really hope it doesn’t get infected.”

Lynn turned back to the girl, who was making a neck-slicing motion with her hand. She formed claws with her fingers and stretched her arms out, a small groan escaping her lips. Even with only charades, the implication was clear. 

Zombie.

Lynn’s heart dropped and her eyes shot open. “What?” she nearly exclaimed, earning the attention of Seungeon.

“What’s up?”

“Nothing,” Lynn was quick to reply. As he shrugged and turned, she leaned forward to the girl, frowning. “Not funny,” she hissed, trying to calm the sudden rise in her heartbeat.

But the girl didn’t look like she was joking. She scaled fingers from her arm to her neck before jutting her index towards Seungeon again. Lynn spun around. The blue veins had indeed crawled up to his neck and his face occasionally contorted to a wince.

Taking a small breath, Lynn swallowed. She brought a hand up to her mouth and thought about the girl’s theory further. People attacking people indiscriminately, lunging at them and biting. She turned to look outside just as a person latched onto another, practically ripping their throat out, splashing blood and flesh onto the already stained pavement. The person attacking had their own bite mark on their shoulder blade with blue veins crawling up their skin. Lynn clicked her tongue, forcing the sickness down her throat at the sight. Every piece of evidence was like a box being scratched out from the zombie checklist.

But zombies aren’t real, the voice of reason echoed in the back of her mind, trying to push back what the admittedly very pretty girl had dished out. Lynn exhaled shakily and readjusted her black jacket, wondering if she was missing something, but no matter how she sliced it, it seemed her stranger-turned-teammate was right. There was a chance they were dealing with zombies. Lynn cringed internally at the word before eyeing Seungeon, whose condition seemed to worsen as the veins snaked further up. She couldn’t outright accuse him, though, and patted her jacket.

“We can’t stay here forever,” she began, feeling the jacket’s contents in her inner pockets. “The longer we wait, the harder it’ll be to leave.” She glanced outside. “And by the looks of it, it’s just getting worse.”

Perking up, Seungeon turned to her and nodded. “We don’t even know why this is all going on.”

A nod. Lynn’s gaze shifted to the girl; she had no idea what they were talking about. The agent narrowed her eyes, then stood up. “If we go, it must be now.”

“Okay,” Seungeon agreed easily, following her movements. “What’s the plan? I mean, it wouldn’t do good to go out without some kind of defence.”

“You’re right.” Lynn scanned the bookstore, stretching her lips thin. She didn’t think any of the books could prove useful. “See if there’s anything in the back.”

Seungeon raised two fingers to his forehead and saluted. “I got it,” he said and stepped his way to the back room with the door sign that read ‘employees only.’

Lynn smoothed out her jacket, about to join him, before a finger tapped her on the back. She turned to face the girl, who had her head tilted to the side, still clueless about her plans. Lynn drew her lips to one end, then placed a hand on her shoulder.

“You stay,” she requested, pressing a finger downward to emphasize her point. Sullin narrowed her eyes in slight worry and suspicion, but nodded nonetheless. She drew back and began to look around the bookstore. Lynn watched her pick out a few books from their cover pages before stepping away.



Lynn discreetly walked into the back room, surprised to find it similar to the rest of the small store, only that fewer bookshelves lined the walls and the room was crammed full of cardboard boxes. A modern white desk sat on the left with a table lamp of the same color. Seungeon had already gotten to work sifting through the countless boxes.

“Find anything?” she asked, trying to keep her voice neutral.

“Not yet,” Seungeon muttered a reply before lifting a heavy box onto the desk. He flicked the desk lamp on before opening the box and sorting through the items. He made a small groan, his lip twitching slightly, and Lynn repressed a troubled hiss.

“Are you okay?”

“Yeah, I’m good, it’s just– wound’s hurting really bad.”

Lynn hummed in reply, the noise muffled under her rising heartbeat. Quietly, she reached into her jacket’s inner pocket and pulled out her pistol equipped with a silencer. “Looks like there isn’t much back here, either.”

Seungeon didn’t notice and kept rustling through the box, hunched over. “Yeah, I’m just finding more books, unfortunately.”

Lynn bit the inside of her cheek, studying Seungeon’s every move. Softly, she closed the door. It was near inaudible, but somehow Seungeon heard the faint click and swerved towards her.

“What was that?” he snapped.

“What?” Lynn blurted out with wide eyes.

“Why’d you close the door?” Out of nowhere, panic rose from his throat. Lynn tried her best to keep hers down. His eyes began to shake as they darted around before landing on her pistol. “Is that a gun? ”

The agent pulled it back and put her hand out. “Seungeon, wait–”

“Open the door!” he shouted and Lynn swallowed a curse.  Suddenly, his body tensed up, causing Lynn to react the same on instinct. She exhaled and slowly clicked the safety off on her pistol.

“Seungeon?” she whispered.

He didn’t answer. Instead, a small, low groan slipped past his lips as he rose to full height. His neck made an odd twitch to the side as his eyes expanded. Lynn didn’t raise her gun just yet. Her jaw was clenched so tightly it ached. She wrapped her fingers around the lamp’s cold metal base and picked it up.

In a flash, Seungeon locked his dilated eyes with Lynn’s before darting to her, cutting the distance in an instant. Lynn reeled, initially taken aback by the sheer speed, but she shook it off and swung the lamp, aiming for the side of his head, ensuring to put enough force to knock him out, but not enough to seriously injure him.

The base of the lamp slammed against Seungeon’s head and sent him flying into the desk. Instead of staying down, though, he recovered quickly, almost as if nothing had happened. Lynn bit down a curse and lifted a leg to smash her shoe against the underside of his jaw, snapping his head upwards. The force should have been enough to put him out for good, but somehow it only worsened his aggression as he brought his head back down to jump at her again.

Gritting her teeth, Lynn lifted her pistol to meet the angry crease between Seungeon’s furrowed eyebrows. She pulled the trigger, the suppressed gunshot echoing in the room as blood splashed on the white desk behind Seungeon’s head, and he dropped limply to the ground.

Lynn’s chest rose and fell rapidly as she stared at the teenager’s dead body. She squinted at it before clicking her tongue.

The back room’s door flew open. Lynn snapped her head towards the girl, whose eyes were wide as she held a large tote bag filled with what Lynn presumed were books. Her gaze snapped from Seungeol, then to her, then to the gun still raised in the air. Seeing the firearm, her expression turned to shock, and under it, Lynn could sense fear and apprehension. The agent swallowed and lowered her pistol.

“Zombie. You are right,” she exhaled, eyeing the girl’s reaction. Oddly enough, instead of panicking, she only swallowed her fear and offered a nod. Lynn repressed a smile, beginning to take a liking to the girl– She didn’t ask questions, followed easily despite the language barrier, and was quick-witted.

“What is your name?”

She watched the girl’s shoulders relax a smidge as her attention turned to the bookshelves. She narrowed her eyes over the Korean letters, pursing her lips. “...Sullin.”

Lynn raised an eyebrow, then scoffed with a grin. It was obviously not the girl’s real name, and she had probably just made it up on the spot with the very few letters she could read, but who was she to not play along? “Okay. I’m Lynn.”

At that, ‘Sullin’ smiled. “Lynn.”



The plan came easily when they had an idea of what they were dealing with: leave the city as quickly as they could. The good news was that they were already far from the heart of Seoul and the river was behind them. Sullin had used the built-in ruler in her iPhone’s map app to calculate the distance they had to cross to flee the city, and it surmounted to less than four kilometers. If they alternated between walking and running, there was a chance they’d manage to get out before the sky turned dark.

The bad news was that they had to go back outside.

Escaping for the second time was as nerve-racking as the first. The streets had only worsened as smoke billowed in the air, covering the sky in a black smog. Just as many people scattered to find any place to hide, some being tackled to the floor before teeth latched onto their skin. A car veered off track had crashed against a gas station and the whole thing had been set on fire. An oil spill crawled onto the road, lighting up just as quickly. Sullin covered her nose with her sleeve as she squinted, her eyes prickling with tears from the heat and smoke. They were far from the raging fire, but she still felt as if the heat was boiling her blood. At least it seemed to be attracting any zombie that hadn’t locked onto a target. Sullin winced as they passed through the fire, high-pitched screeches tearing through the crackling flames as they practically melted.

Both girls staggered for a split-second as a car on the road sped by, swerving between the countless vehicles that had already crashed, some of them even having been flipped all the way over, smoke rising from the hood. The putrid scent of gasoline assaulted Sullin’s nose and she coughed.

“This way!” Lynn huffed, pulling them towards the fire where there were significantly less people. Other than the woman’s gun–which Sullin still wondered why she had such a weapon–they were defenceless and had to take any opportunity to widen their odds.

She held in a yelp as a zombie rushed towards them, trying to grab her other arm, but Lynn hastily kicked it away before dragging Sullin along.

“No shoot?” Sullin wondered.

“Noisy!” Lynn replied, keeping her eyes forward. Sullin clenched her jaw and nodded, sucking in a breath as the zombie kept chasing after them. She shuffled through her tote bag, pulled out the heaviest book she could find, looked back and chucked the book with all of her might. The flying paper found her target’s face, but it only helped to slow it down by a hair as it kept chasing.

As Sullin reached for another book, Lynn suddenly shouted,

“Down!”

Lynn wrapped Sullin in her arms and threw both of them to the ground just as the aforementioned car crashed into the station, lighting the building up in a massive explosion. Sullin instinctively covered her ears as a loud blast resonated through the block. The blow’s shockwave slapped against her skin and she shut her eyes as debris flew before landing in a cacophony of clattering, hearing people shout and scream when they were hit by stray pieces of bricks or metal.

Sullin heard a gasp above her. She opened her eyes and sucked in a breath when she saw Lynn’s wince as the girl held a spot right under her stomach. She reached out, wanting to ask if she was okay, but Lynn took her hand and pulled them both up.

“Let’s go,” she hissed through gritted teeth. They had no time to linger on her injury as they picked their pace back up, the zombie following them also having recovered from the explosion after being flung against a car. Sullin chucked another book at it before jumping away from a new zombie that tried tackling her. She felt Lynn pulling her closer as they sprinted away from both of them.

Sullin perked up as she spotted a few bicycles abandoned on the sidewalk. She tugged on Lynn’s jacket and pointed at them. With a nod, the agent veered trajectories, making a beeline towards them. When they got to the bikes, Lynn finally released Sullin’s hand, hastily straightening one before hooking a leg over the seat. She winced a little as her injury chafed, but she fought through the pain and pressed on the pedals, following Sullin who had already begun to ride away.



The wind whipping against her long hair as she glided down the streets, Sullin couldn’t help the small smile of familiarity from forming at her lips.

They had ridden far enough for the chaos to have downsized as they were introduced to smaller buildings and wider fields of grass. The path they took was straight, and, eventually, the road ended, hitting the city’s outer edge and introducing them to a mountain.

Sullin slowed to a stop before dropping her bike to the side. They wouldn’t be able to ride the steep, uneven hill. Lynn dropped her ride before clutching her stomach, panting through gritted teeth. She saw Sullin’s panic and shook her head.

“The sun isn’t setting for a few more hours,” she protested. “We can still move a little.”

Sullin shook her head. “Check first.” Her eyes then widened, suddenly taking Lynn by the wrist and pulling them towards the first building she saw. Lynn peeked behind her to see what the issue was, sucked in a breath upon seeing a small crowd of zombies making their way towards them, and hurried to match Sullin’s pace.

They pushed their way into the building and Lynn shut the door before clutching her stomach again, letting Sullin cover the entrance with the nearest boxes. She tensed as she caught a low growl behind her, spinning around just in time to evade an incoming arm. Her back hit the aisle behind her and she raised a leg to kick the zombie away when it lunged at her again. The hit sent it staggering for a moment before it ran after her again.

A hammer smacked against the side of its body before clattering to the ground. Lynn turned to Sullin as she quickly picked up another hammer from the display and flung it forward. The shot landed against the zombie’s leg and it bent oddly enough for it to lose balance and fall to the floor. Lynn took the opportunity to gauge her surroundings, her eyes lighting up as she spotted the display of machetes. Quickly, she reached out and latched onto the medium-sized one, grasping the hilt between her fingers as the zombie stood back up with a snarl, now leering at Sullin instead.

With both hands, Lynn held the machete up, then brought it down diagonally. The blade sliced effortlessly through the flesh and a large gash summoned from its chest down to the side of its stomach, but it barely registered the hit and rushed towards her. Gulping down her shock, Lynn instead drew the machete behind her, then thrusted it through its neck with enough force that the end of the blade shot out from the back. Blood gushed from the wound as Lynn yanked the machete away, and the zombie slumped to the floor.

Alright, so aim for the head, she made a mental note to herself as she drew a breath, chuckling as she heard Sullin’s enthusiastic clapping on the side. The pair snapped their heads to the entrance when the crowd had caught up, slamming their arms against the door and turning the handle, but after a minute of waiting, the noise eventually subsided as they probably found a new target.

Lynn looked down at her machete and weighed it with a smile, then winced and lowered herself as her injury pulsed again. Sullin joined her on the side.

“Okay?” she asked. Lynn lowered herself to the floor before lifting her shirt. A long cut slashed through half of her stomach.

“I’m okay,” Lynn muttered. She scrunched her nose and reached to touch it. It hadn’t spilled as much blood as she thought. Still she groaned in pain. “It’s not deep.”

Sullin hummed in agreement, inspecting the injury. She looked around the hardware store then held a finger in front of Lynn, asking her to wait. She began with the dead zombie. With her shoe, she gave it a light kick to the head and stepped on its nose before picking it up by the arms and dragging it away. She disappeared behind an aisle, leaving Lynn to wait in the well-lit store.

Minutes later, she reappeared, proudly brandishing a medkit in her hands. She crouched before Lynn, opened the box, and began sorting through the medkit for some bandages. 

Lynn reached for them but Sullin tutted, lightly smacking her hand away. “I do it.” With an exhale, Lynn resigned and let her patch up her wound, ears reddening in slight embarrassment.

“We need to move,” she said while Sullin picked up a long plaster.

Sullin pointed towards the mountains. “Up.”

“You want to go up the hill?”

A nod. Lynn pressed her lips in deep thought, feeling Sullin clean the blood on her stomach then press the bandage against her skin. She gave a nod. “Okay. Go now. Before the sun sets.”

Inspecting her work, Sullin then closed the medkit and stood up. She pointed to the back door. “That way.”

With a small huff, Lynn pushed herself up and spun the machete in her hand. She looked around the hardware store. “Let’s grab a few things before we leave,” she said, picking up a screwdriver to help communicate her words. The duo shared a nod and got to work.



They moved through the rest of the day, only stopping to eat at an old, poorly-built house at the base of the woods. It had been empty, the insides a mess; whoever lived in it had fled in a panic. After dinner, they had found a backpack and stuffed it with food and water before moving on with their trek. Their calves burned as they planted their shoes against the steep forested dirt. They had to make the most of the sunlight and cover as much ground as possible.

It was late in the evening when they stumbled upon a clearing, circular in shape. A large stump stood a few feet off-center with a firewood axe laying against it. Few pieces of chopped firewood were stacked beside it. Between the stump and the woods were a long, hollow log with green moss growing from its creases. Patches of small, white flowers carpeted the grass, glowing a warm orange from the sunset’s dappled light, which peeked through the forest leaves timidly. Any exhaustion Sullin had felt dissipated and her heart warmed, falling in love with the scenery at first sight.

“Woah,” Lynn whispered beside her, as much in awe as she was. Sullin walked into the clearing, immediately going for the axe and trying to pull it out of the stump. After the third try, she managed to get it out and hooked it over her shoulder. She admired the clearing again before turning to Lynn.

“Stay here.”

The agent hesitated. “You want to stay?”

Sullin nodded in response. “Good place.” But Lynn drew her lips together.

“We could move a little more today.”

Shaking her head, Sullin patted her stomach. Lynn mimicked her. “My injury?” Sullin perked up and signed an ‘ok.’ The agent smoothed her shirt and sighed, lowering herself onto the stump. “Fine. Doctor’s orders: we’re staying the night.”

As if she had understood, Sullin stuck her tongue out playfully. Before Lynn could form a retort, she spun and walked away, taking only a few steps before bending down and picking up a small stone. She stood up straight and repeated the process another time, then another.

Lynn took a seat on the soft grass as she watched the girl move with clear expertise. A few minutes later, she came back with her arms filled with rocks and began placing them in a ring in the center of the clearing. Without break, she made another lap around the place and began gathering wood, ranging from small sticks to pieces of tree bark. Lynn realized the girl was making a campfire. At first, she narrowed her eyes, wondering if doing so was a good idea since it’d attract zombies, but then she reasoned there shouldn’t be too many in the mountain yet, and at least it meant they had a light source when said zombies would inevitably stumble into the clearing. And it wasn’t as if she couldn’t just kill them all.

The agent shuffled in her spot, feeling slightly out of place. “Do you want help?”

Sullin drew an x with her arms before picking up another wood chip and tossed it into the ring of rocks. Shoulders dropping, Lynn resigned and leaned into her backpack, observing as the girl stacked the ready firewood in the shape of a tipi.

Only when she was sure she was done did Sullin walk back to Lynn. She formed a thumbs-up before repeatedly flicking it down, clicking her tongue. Lynn narrowed her eyes. “A lighter?”

Sullin clapped her hands together and nodded. Lynn craned her neck to the side, unsure if they had managed to get one, but as she searched through the backpack’s front pocket, she perked up.

“Here,” she grinned and passed it to Sullin, who raised her arms up in victory. Lynn couldn’t help but laugh at her antics. The girl worked quickly to light a piece of paper before nestling it deep into the firewood. Gently, she nursed the growing fire by blowing air and fanning it with a spare newspaper.

Quickly, the fire grew and rose to the sky, crackling orange in its wake with gray smoke floating upwards. Sullin spun to Lynn with a grin and flashed a thumbs-up. Lynn laughed and flashed hers in response.



The two girls sat around the campfire, the only source of light in the dark night. Chatter had been quiet as both girls felt tired from the hike, their limbs beginning to grow sore.

“Tomorrow we’ll move, right?” Lynn murmured, nibbling on a night snack–a small can of Pringles. She had settled back into Korean somewhere down the conversation.

Recognizing the pattern in her speech, Sullin picked up what Lynn was putting down and shook her head. “No. We are far.” She reached for her phone and opened the map. Finding their location, she put the bright screen up for Lynn to see. They were deep in the forested mountain and Sullin’s data only had one bar left, further proving her point.

Lynn relaxed into her seat, lifting her fingers to tap away at the map. “You’re right, but…” she muttered, already tracing a path they could take to get away, along with a better place to stay. “If we can get a car, then we could go farther, then…” Catching Sullin’s slight tilt of confusion, she clarified. “Car. Drive.”

Sullin sucked in a breath. “I… cannot drive.”

The flames crackled as Lynn opened and closed her mouth. “...Me neither.” She sighed. She looked at her path again, which stretched far, leading them into the mountains of Gangwon province, but without a car, even with their bikes–if they were still there–it would take weeks to get to where she had flagged. If they were lucky, they’d find other survivors willing to let them hitch a ride, but that seemed optimistic.

Lynn raised a hand in abandon. “Guess we could stay a few more days…” She couldn’t help but smile as Sullin clapped her hands in approval. Then, she let her hands drop as a small yawn slipped past her lips.

“I’ll keep watch for the night,” Lynn volunteered. The girl gestured a thumbs-up, settled down with her back against the hollow log, and closed her eyes. Lynn sat at the bonfire, staring into the quiet flames as they danced and licked the air. Taking a small breath, she pulled her jacket tighter against herself, her fingers never leaving the death grip on her machete.



“What’s that?”

It was early noon. Sullin turned to Lynn, who watched her movements curiously. She let herself a small smile, understanding her curiosity even with the language barrier.

“Trap,” she explained. She pulled at the rope and pointed at the ground, where she had tied it into a circle. “Catch animals or zombies.”

Lynn’s eyes widened, communicating as much interest as she could. “You can do that?”

Sullin nodded. Lynn wowed, watching in awe as the girl finished setting up the trap, pulling the branch down with both hands to align it with the stick she had planted into the dirt. She rose back up, dusting her hands off against each other. Then, she scrutinized Lynn with narrowed eyes. The agent raised an eyebrow, placing her hands beside her hips, waiting for the girl to say anything. When she didn’t, Lynn pursed her lips.

“Uhm…”

“How did you get the gun?”

Lynn drew her head back a little in surprise and widened her eyes. Sullin gestured to her jacket. The agent sighed. There was no point in hiding it. She rustled through her jacket’s inner pocket before pulling out her pistol. 

She offered it for Sullin to take, her palm facing the sky. Hesitantly, Sullin poked a finger against the gun, as if any wrong movement would set it off, then she carefully picked it up, making sure there was no finger on the trigger.

“Don’t worry. I didn’t pull the safety off,” Lynn reassured. When she was met with a questioning eyebrow, the agent gestured to the side of the firearm. “The small part there.”

Curiously, Sullin flicked her index over it, eyes snapping open when she heard a small click. Gently, Lynn pried the pistol away and locked the safety on again.

“I hunt,” she revealed. “People.” She pressed the barrel of the silencer against her own head and pretended to shoot, tilting her head to the side. “Pew.”

Sullin raised her eyebrows. Why?

With a hum, Lynn slotted her pistol back into her jacket before adjusting the hem. “Do you believe some people deserve to die?”

Sullin blinked many times, then shrugged. Lynn scrunched her nose in amusement and lightly patted her head.

“Kill?” Sullin then asked, not moving away from the headpats. Lynn thought she was surprisingly non-judgmental about the whole thing, but maybe that was because they had already seen it all. And Sullin probably hadn’t understood a single word. The agent shook her head.

No. Soon.”



It was late in the evening when they heard one of the traps go off. A snap, then the fierce shuffling of leaves.

Lowering their bowls, Lynn and Sullin looked at each other, wide-eyed. They set their food down and grabbed their weapons before jogging towards the sound. When they reached the trap, they found a young fawn hanging upside-down with the rope tied snugly around its back leg. It bleated and thrashed in the air.

Sullin clapped twice enthusiastically, her snare having successfully caught prey. Instead of killing it as Lynn expected, though, Sullin began to lower the fawn back to the ground.

“You’re letting it go?”

Sullin must’ve understood the confusion in her voice. “No need,” she answered, gently undoing the trap. In an instant, the fawn kicked up dirt and darted off into the forest. “Test.” They still had plenty of food; they didn’t have to kill an innocent animal just yet.

With an understanding hum, Lynn watched as Sullin reset the trap.

“What is your real name?” she suddenly wondered out loud.

Sullin perked up from the snare. “Pirada.”

Lynn blinked. That was easy. “Your name’s pretty. Uhm– Why a new name?”

Sullin shrugged. “Funny.”

Lynn blinked again, genuinely stunned. Then, she grinned and broke into giggles. “Seriously?”

Picking up the tone in Lynn’s voice, Sullin nodded with a smile. “Mhm!” Lynn let out a small, amused huff as her eyes crinkled. She then raised her gaze to the sky and took a breath.

“Should I call you Pirada or Sullin?” she asked.

The girl tapped her chin a few times before answering, “Sullin.”

Lynn chuckled some more and Sullin scrunched her nose, giggling with her.



Another day fell and Lynn stared into the fire, the flickering brightness occasionally piercing her eyes. Whatever fog of disbelief from the first days had dispersed and reality slowly but surely settled in her heart. Her gaze shifted to Sullin, who was also staring blankly into the fire with her back against the hollow log, her knees raised to her chest as she hugged them.

“...How are you?” She realized she had yet to ask. For once, Sullin seemed deep in thought, her eyebrows furrowing and forming a deep crease on her forehead. Her shoulders deflated slightly as she clicked her tongue. She then sighed and fumbled with the blades of grass below her. Lynn watched as a single tear trailed down her cheek, not bothering to wipe it. In the end, Sullin could only shrug.

“I miss home.”

Lynn pressed her lips and hummed with an empathetic nod. She, too, felt nostalgic. But unlike Sullin, she didn’t have much to lose through the zombie apocalypse. From her lack of fluidity with the language, she guessed Sullin wasn’t meant to stay for long. Probably a few days at most. She must’ve been traveling. Her shoulders dropped at the premise as her heart stung. How unlucky.

With an exhale, Lynn stood up, earning Sullin’s curious gaze. Carefully, the agent walked up to her before taking a seat near her left. She placed an arm over the girl’s back.

“I’ll stick with you. We’ll get through this together.”

Sullin relaxed into the touch and nodded. “I will watch tonight.”

“You watch?”

“Mhm.”

“Okay.” Lynn wasn’t going to contest; she was still feeling drowsy from last night’s watch. She closed her eyes and tried to get some sleep.



She didn’t manage to get any sleep.

Lynn fluttered her tired eyes open and stared at the starry night sky. She then blindly patted around before her fingers hit her phone and she pulled it towards her, cringing as the bright screen flashbanged her. It was two in the morning.

Sullin noticed the shuffling and looked down at her. “Sleep?” she asked through a yawn, hugging her axe.

Lynn shook her head. “No sleep,” she replied drowsily. She saw the girl’s eyes light up in the dark and she searched through her bag before pulling out a book and showing it to her.

“Read?”

Lynn spluttered, the request surprising enough to wake her. “You want me to teach you?” she asked, eyes widening. Sullin nodded assertively. Lynn’s mouth opened and closed, racking her brain to try and find the right words. “I’m… not Korean.” Still, she pushed herself up and read the book’s cover page.

“No?” Sullin’s eyes widened in turn.

Lynn giggled, shaking her head. “Where are you from?”

Sullin tilted her head to one side, eyeing the sky in deep thought. Lynn thought she hadn’t understood, so she got ready to ask again, but the girl straightened up and smiled. “Guess.”

Lynn’s shoulders dropped, almost pouting, earning a playful giggle from Sullin. After a few seconds, she resigned with an amused exhale, leaning forward and narrowing her eyes at the girl. She brought her fingers to her lips, running her tongue over her canine as she focused all her brain power on figuring out Sullin’s facial features.

“China?” she guessed first.

Sullin shook her head. Lynn hummed thoughtfully.

“Taiwan?”

No.

“Vietnam?”

No again.

Lynn hesitated. “...Japan?” She really hoped it wasn’t. To her relief, Sullin shook her head. Lynn dug for more English country names then perked up.

“Thailand?”

Sullin pursed her lips before lighting up in recognition and nodding enthusiastically. Lynn assumed she had guessed right and smiled. “Very nice. I’m from Japan.”

A nod. Sullin’s eyebrows raised curiously. “Why here?”

Lynn brought a finger to her lips and winked. “Secret.” She smiled further when Sullin deflated into a light pout. She took a breath. “What about y–”

A series of faraway gunshots went off in their ears before Lynn could finish her question. She hastily stomped the fire out with a hiss and lowered herself to the ground, bringing Sullin down to her level.

The remnants of the gunfire echoed between the trees. Lynn waited an additional minute before pulling her and Sullin up.

“Gunshots,” she said. “They’re far.” She pointed towards a spot in the dark. “I think they came from the city.”

“Army?”

Lynn swallowed. “Maybe.”

A branch snapped near the clearing and both girls shot up, spinning around in the dark. Lynn hurried to turn the flashlight on her phone with one hand while she set the other on Sullin’s back.

“Hide!” she whispered, pushing Sullin to crawl inside the hollow log. Without question, the girl listened and hid herself. Quickly, Lynn then stood up, brandishing her machete in one hand and the flashlight in the other. She noticed two zombies on the right, opposite to the city. The gunshots must’ve attracted them.

They spotted her and began to hasten their pace. Lynn wasted no time. She launched herself forward, drew her machete back, and slashed it through the first zombie’s neck. Blood gushed from the wound and it slumped to the ground. She leaped back as the second swiped at her and she moved the flashlight to highlight its pale face, which crawled with blue veins. Lynn kicked it in its stomach, pushing it back, before raising her machete and striking down its skull.

With a breath, Lynn snapped her flashlight around for any more threats, gripping her machete with white knuckles and sharp eyes. She waited a beat, then two. When she was sure nothing else would pop out, she relaxed her stance and snapped the blood off the blade.

“It’s safe,” she called out. She heard shuffling before Sullin’s head popped out from the log, looking at Lynn with curious eyes.

“You okay?” Lynn asked. A dull ache pulsed from her day-old injury.

Sullin gave a nod and an ‘ok’ sign before pointing at her. Lynn breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, giving her a thumbs-up.



In the following days, their food had run out, leaving them to walk back into Seoul to find more supplies.

Lynn counted the days in her mind. It was the fifth following the outbreak, and they had decided to brave deeper into the city to see if they could find any spare weapons after having spotted a military tank the day before. At the moment, they found themselves in a small diner. Sullin hoisted a bag of rice over her shoulder and Lynn picked up drinks from the refrigerator.

As Lynn walked further in, she froze and held a hand up, stopping Sullin in her tracks. There was a body sitting in the diner’s service area.

With the end of her machete, Lynn carefully tapped the side of the body’s head. In an instant, its eyes shot open and it threw a hand out, reaching for Lynn’s jacket. The agent quickly brought the machete down, splitting its skull in the middle with a noisy crack, eliciting a small wince. Holding their breaths, the pair scanned their surroundings for anything else that might’ve awoken, but thankfully there wasn’t another soul nearby.

Pressing a foot against the corpse’s chest, Lynn yanked her machete out with a gross squelch. Sullin scrunched and pinched her nose from the rotting stench, turning to search through the kitchen’s cabinets.

A faint array of gunshots traveled through the air and the girls shot up from their crouching stances, heads turned to the source of the noise. They held their breaths as it went on.

“I think that’s near the river,” Lynn whispered under the gunfire. Sullin tilted her head to the side, then perked up and made an ‘ok’ sign when Lynn simulated waves with her arm. Sullin gestured towards the noise with her thumb.

Go? she mouthed.

Lynn stretched her lips to one side, weighing their options. There was no real benefit of going. Before she could say anything though, Sullin had already caught onto her suspicions. She gestured to her eyes with her fingers before pointing them to the sound.

But we could observe the other survivors’ behaviors, Lynn could almost read Sullin’s thoughts. The girl then pretended to shoot a rifle. And we could find guns.

Lynn deflated into herself. What was up with her and being unable to refuse the girl’s requests? “Fine.”

Sullin beamed, recognizing the word after hours of studying with Lynn, and flashed her signature thumbs-up.



As they followed the gunshots, it became increasingly clear to them the noise sourced from the Han River, and Lynn hypothesized whoever was responsible was trying to pass through a bridge.

The pair hid behind a wall again as zombies swarmed to the gunfire en masse. Lynn sank her teeth into each other. If it weren’t for the incessant firing, she would’ve already pronounced the survivors dead.

When the zombies stopped running by, Lynn peeked out of the alley and was met with the nearby riverbank. The bridge was farther away and completely overwhelmed with zombies. The gunfire stopped and Lynn frowned heavily as she scanned for weapons. There was nothing of interest; not even a pistol. She and Sullin exchanged glances and shared a nod. They’d better leave before the horde dispersed.

As they began to turn, Sullin’s eyes suddenly widened and she spun Lynn back around. The agent’s breath hitched as she caught sight of a person emerging from the water with loud splashes, throwing themselves onto the river bank. They wore a hockey helmet and struggled to push themselves onto the dirt. They clawed against the grass, throwing a backpack onto the terrasse before pulling another person with them, who seemed to have already fallen unconscious. Anxiety settled further in Lynn’s gut when the person in the hockey helmet suddenly stopped moving despite a few zombies spotting them and picking up their paces towards them.

Lynn felt Sullin tug on her jacket before pointing at the two survivors. She nodded furiously, pushing herself up and gripping her machete with deadly force.



Lynn adjusted the hem of her black jacket, then straightened up and pressed her lips into a thin smile. She stared into the camcorder. “Then they turned out to be Dahyun-unnie and Yubin-unnie and you already know the rest.”

Behind the camera, Soomin and Yeonji’s jaws had dropped somewhere through the story. Chaewon had a hand over her mouth. Seoah leaned forward in slight awe. They had picked Lynn to interview after their baseball game ended, and Joobin, who had finished gun training with Jiyeon, stayed in the back, watching with curious eyes.

“Wow,” Soomin began, cutting the silence. “You two are like– survivors survivors. Like that’s gotta be a new record for ‘getting out of Seoul and making a survival camp’ speedrun.”

Lynn laughed humbly. “It’s mostly Sullin. I just know how to shoot.”

“It’s so funny to think Sullin-unnie was always like that,” Yeonji brought up. “Right, Bin?”

Joobin gave a small nod.

Seoah pursed her lips. “I think you balance each other out well.”

“Right, it’s crazy how well you two worked despite barely being able to communicate.” Soomin scratched her head. “Maybe I should speak less.”

“Vouch,” Seoah supported. Soomin narrowed her eyes at the youngest and shushed her.

“I ship it,” Chaewon suddenly commented. Lynn blinked.

“...What?”

“Wait, no, I agree!” Yeonji slapped a fist into her hand. “Met each-other through fate and always stuck by each other!” she lowered her voice into a whisper, “Kind of like Yooyeon-unnie and Seoyeon-unnie. Not that I was there to witness it.”

“Oh don’t worry,” Soomin cut in, cringing, “I was and it was gross. Always glued to each other.” She ogled at Lynn, a very non-subtle message expressing that she and Sullin had a similar situation going on.

Lynn searched for Joobin, who was thankfully just as dumbfounded as she was. At least she had one supporter. “Can’t two people just care a lot about each other platonically?” she asked through narrowed eyes, earning a chorus of disagreements from the teenagers.

“There’s this English saying,” Soomin recounted, “I think it goes like ‘The Nile is a river in Egypt,’” she enunciated in broken English.

“Denial,” Joobin, to everyone’s shock, corrected. “Spelled D-E-N-I-A-L .” She looked around as the girls eyed her oddly. “It’s common knowledge.”

“Oh no, we’re just surprised you know a meme– in English of all things,” Yeonji said with a smile. She then nudged her head towards Soomin. “And that you actually got it right unlike her.”

“Whatever,” Soomin grumbled with a wave of her hand, earning a laugh from Yeonji, before turning back to Lynn. “But seriously unnie, with all due respect, you two are kind of…”

“Kind of what?”

“You know…” Soomin feigned ignorance, looking to the side while rotating her wrist.

Lynn couldn’t help the smile from forming on her lips. “You girls are funny.” She stood and stretched. “If you’re done with the interview, though, I’ll be going. Bye!” She stepped and walked away, ignoring her interviewers’ whines and shouts of protest as she left. She pushed the dormitory’s door open and stepped outside.

She scanned the fields, empty from the impending rainfall. Honestly, Lynn wasn’t sure of what to do as she began to trudge around the base. After the incident with Sohyun and Nakyoung, the place had grown quiet, a hint of excitement lingering from the news of pizza for dinner.

Taking a breath, Lynn caught the smell of burning and frowned, picking up the pace towards the mess hall building. Turning the corner, she then noticed Sullin, who was cackling while Shion scrambled to scrape the charring off the bottom of the pizza’s crust. Hayeon was laughing just as loudly, slapping a hand against her knee. Lynn’s lips curled into a full grin at Sullin’s joy and she walked towards the group. She did like Sullin as more than a friend. It was just funny messing with the younger teens’ heads. Guess she picked that up from the girl.

Notes:

Alternate chapter title: user sullinator aka mel invents interludes as an excuse to subject her readers through 8k words of generally tame and very self-indulgent pre-yubindahyun sullynn (i tried to reduce the word count i swear)

also FUCK IST ENTERTAINMENT ME AND MY HOMIES HATE IST ENTERTAINMENT WEEEKLY I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER

 

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Chapter 29: Interlude II - Counterweight

Notes:

“Wow sullinator nice ‘break’ you’re having there–” i don’t wanna talk about it.

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Wheels grating asphalt echoed through the skatepark as Yeonji pushed herself down the quarter pipe, the speed sending her hair whipping behind her. She bent her knees slightly, using her arms to balance herself, before leaping over the small flight of stairs with one hand holding her board.

As she hit the ground, she felt a rush of adrenaline shoot through her heart. She let herself wear a smirk when she was sure she’d stay upright.

She shook her legs off before picking up her skateboard and returning to the quarter pipe, readjusting her earphones on the way. She bobbed lightly to the music, thrilled she had stuck the landing.

“Nice trick, Yeonji-mon!” A girl a couple years older called out. She frequented the skatepark as often as Yeonji did.

Yeonji grinned and high-fived the other skateboarder as she met her on the deck. “Been working on it!” 

The music in her ears suddenly stopped, letting the familiar ringtone play through her earphones. Yeonji blinked and fished her phone from her pockets before pressing it near her ear.

“Yo, ‘Tone-unnie, what’s–”

“Yeonji!”

Yeonji furrowed her brows. “Yeah?”

“Yeonji, where are you?” Kotone exclaimed between heavy breaths, constantly looking over her shoulder at the few people chasing them. Thankfully, they were still far away. The firefighter whose name she had yet to learn drew a collected breath beside her, still carrying Suyeon effortlessly.

“At the skatepark, still…” Yeonji trailed off, frowning further when Kotone grew silent on the other line. “Is something wrong?”

“I–” A huff. Kotone gritted her teeth as she propelled herself further. “I can’t make it to the hangout.”

“Oh.” Yeonji pressed her lips together. She tried to suppress the inkling of disappointment lapping her heart; whatever Kotone had going on seemed serious. “Should I go home, then?”

“Yeah, I don’t think I’ll be able to drop you off today. I’m sorry– I know you were looking forward to–”

“No, unnie, it’s okay,” Yeonji cut in. Kotone sounded awfully out of breath. “I’ll take the train again.”

“I’m sorry–” Kotone looked back again and hissed when the people seemed to grow closer. “I’ll– treat you to tteokbokki next time, yeah?”

At the promise of one of her favorite foods, Yeonji couldn’t help but smile. “Yeah! Take care of yourself, unnie!”

Kotone hung up on the other side and Yeonji pocketed her phone.

“Not coming today?” asked her skateboarder friend.

“Something came up,” Yeonji explained. “She sounded like she was running.” 

The girl hummed in understanding. “Heard something went down in the business district.”

“Must be it, then.” Yeonji believed Kotone must’ve been chasing someone down. She rolled a wheel between her fingers. “I think I’m gonna bounce for the day.”

The girl chuckled. “You already spent the whole day here, haven’t you?”

Yeonji scoffed. “You can’t make fun of me today ‘cause you ditched your school friends too.” Before her friend could complain, she set her skateboard down and stepped onto it.

“See ya, Jaehee-unnie!” Yeonji called out as she rolled off the ledge before veering towards the road, in the direction of the station. She did the routine almost daily; she didn’t need to check the map. She gave herself a light push and cruised by the sidewalk, humming along to the music.



As she reached the station’s entrance, Yeonji bounced lightly off her skateboard before taking it under her arm. Leisurely, she made her way into the station, which was more crowded than usual. She brushed it off and walked in.

Paying the fare, she shimmied her way through the crowd and onto the platform, noticing the heavy whispers around her, drowning out the music in her ears. They must’ve been talking about the incident in the business district. Yeonji took an earbud off, wondering if there was any mention of the police, and by association Kotone.

“More than half the police force–”

“And they still lost–”

A slight furrow made its way on Yeonji’s face. Lost? Discreetly, she kept an ear out, trying to make sense of the overlapping conversations.

“I heard an ambulance crashed–”

“My son was getting off work at that time–”

“Someone was attacking…”

Yeonji swallowed. Something didn’t feel quite right. She reached for her phone and mused over Kotone’s contact. Then, a ping sounded, along with a notification banner appearing above her screen. It was the news channel Kotone had encouraged her to subscribe to. Alarmed eyes trailed over the announcement.

Breaking: Downtown Seoul Under Attack, Police and Firefighter Forces Incapacitated

A shaky breath. She couldn’t hear it under the crowd’s growing concerns. Then wasn’t Kotone…

Biting her tongue, she contemplated calling the officer again, hovering a thumb over her number. It glared brightly back at her.

A low rumble took over the station as the train arrived. Pressing her lips, Yeonji pocketed her phone, prickles of uncertainty stinging the back of her ears. She and the crowd watched as the train slowed, and the skateboarder’s breath hitched.

Something was horribly wrong.

Yeonji took a step back. There was an awful grinding of steel as the train halted and she noticed the patrons’ panicked faces as they stared wide-eyed, frozen, or attempted to flee to the next cart, screaming. Worried murmurs took over the station and she gripped her skateboard tighter. Her gaze drifted to where everyone was looking at and noticed the blood on the glass.

The doors barely had time to open before people spilled out, crashing into other civilians who were waiting to enter. They toppled down and some of them, looking panicked, fled past her. People on the platform spun on their heels and ran while others remained rooted in the confusion. Yeonji took another step back, alarms blaring in her head, but she couldn’t tear her eyes away from the scene.

A woman, wearing a black vest and a skirt, flung herself out of the train. A trail of blood slashed across her panic-stricken face. She locked eyes onto Yeonji and rushed to her, grabbing her by the shoulders. The skateboarder’s heart thudded as she began to speak.

“Don’t go on the train! Don’t–” she could barely call out before she was grabbed by someone with pale skin and blue veins. They bit into the back of her neck and she let out a blood-curdling scream which jolted a chill down Yeonji’s spine. Bright red blood spurted from the new wound and splattered onto Yeonji’s jacket. The rest splashed on the platform’s white tiles. All around them, people rushed in every direction, bumping and slamming against each other and falling to the ground. Without fail, a person would latch onto another before ripping their skin out, spilling more blood in the station.

A small whine slipped past her dry throat. There was so much blood. The alarms in her head howled at her and a constant voice rang like a warning.

Run.

She heard people scream as they darted off to anywhere. One bumped shoulders with her, sending her jerking backwards, her eyes still on the assault in front of her.

Run.

The guy who jumped on the woman stopped and snapped his head up. His empty, dilated eyes leered at her. Yeonji swallowed dryly.

Run.

He reached out. His limbs snapped at odd angles as he lunged.

Run.

Yeonji spun and took off at lightning speed. As she hurried out, people bumped and crashed into her, but she barely registered them. She climbed the stairs two steps at a time, forcing herself through the countless other civilians making their escape.

She pushed her way out of the crowd and reached the station’s entrance, squinting as the dying sunlight hit her eyes. She let her skateboard fall before slamming her foot onto it and pushing herself away.



Mayu had her eyes glued to her computer screen as she ran the statistics once more, her eyes latching onto every number passing through the graphs. She exhaled slowly, letting her shoulders relax as she reached for the mug beside her, still watching the numbers pass.

She blinked when her hand passed through air, snapping her out of focus. She turned to where her mug should’ve been, then looked up at her coworker who had it in his hand, amusement dancing in his eyes.

“What are you doing?” She raised an eyebrow, less than entertained. He was interrupting her work.

Her coworker swirled the coffee in the mug. “Just reminding you’re off the clock, Mayu.”

Mayu blinked. “I am?”

“Yeah, like, two hours ago.” Another coworker jumped in on her left.

“Then I can do one more,” Mayu insisted, getting straight back to work. She held in a smile as they chuckled.

“My goodness.” The one above her grinned, running a hand over his mouth. “The world will end the day you actually leave on time or what?”

More chuckles rang through the bank. Mayu rolled her eyes playfully. “The world doesn’t depend on me–”

They all jolted when someone slammed their way into the bank, and Mayu let out a short scream of surprise. It was a man in a business suit and he held onto his arm as his expression was contorted to a wince.

As Mayu calmed the racing of her heart, she and her coworkers shared uncertain glances. The one beside her wet his lips before drawing a breath. “Sir, are you alright?”

The man didn’t respond. Instead, he approached Mayu. “I’d like to withdraw everything in my account,” he heaved through gritted teeth.

Mayu opened and closed her mouth. “I, uh…” She glanced at his injury before eyeing her coworkers. They were just as concerned.

She felt the one above her set a hand on her shoulder. “We could do that, but are you sure you’re feeling well?” He sucked in a breath. “That looks bad.”

“Yes.” Mayu nodded. “What happened?”

“Can’t get checked right now.” The words spilled out of the businessman’s lips. “And I was bitten.”

Mayu widened her eyes. “By what?”

“Is the hospital unavailable?” Her coworker’s voice overlapped hers. Before the businessman could answer, the banker on their left cut in.

“Wait, everyone, take a look at this.” He frowned at his phone before raising it for them to see. They leaned in, including Mayu, and her eyes shot open as she read.

Breaking: Downtown Seoul Under Attack, Police and Firefighter Forces Incapacitated

“W– when was this?” she stuttered out.

“The article says it’s been an hour, and it was posted forty minutes ago.” He swiveled in his chair and moved to his computer, fingers flying across the keyboard as he searched for more information. Sucking in a breath, he then turned the monitor to them. “Look. There’s more already.”

Ambulance Crashes on Road, Woman Attacks Pedestrians

Breaking: Flurry of Assaults Reported in Seoul

Emergency Services Unavailable as Police Workforce Fails

“Goodness.” The coworker above her scratched his head. He set the mug down and leaned in further. All the articles had been published within the past hour. “And the police got taken out by some… rabid people?”

Mayu’s eyes lingered on the blurry picture one of the articles had posted. If she squinted, she could make out a woman in a lab coat running after a crowd of fleeing pedestrians. She took a shaky breath as fear crept up her neck to her ears. “What do we do?”

The ceiling fan filled the bank with its humming. Mayu’s coworker then let out a small sigh. “I think you should go home,” he said.

Mayu furrowed her brows before giving a slight nod. “But what about him?” She pointed at the injured man. “Can we even go out?” she followed, glancing out the window walls. There were only a few people scurrying away, but it did little to settle the nerves jolting through her fingertips.

“Better now than later,” he replied. “It’ll only get worse. As for him– We have a first-aid kit we can use.”

“Uh, can I still withdraw–”

“Yes we can, don’t worry.” Mayu’s coworker smiled at the businessman before turning to her. “Get home safe. I’ll take care of it.”

Mayu thanked him and began to pack her belongings with shaky hands. She couldn’t keep her eyes from straying to the businessman, who was speaking with her coworker, still clutching his arm. Her throat was bone-dry as she gulped down her anxiety. When she was done, she exchanged quiet murmurs of goodbyes and goodlucks with them before making her leave.

Stepping outside, Mayu’s heart jumped as she noticed it was worse than before. In the span of a few minutes, the number of people had more than doubled, nearly crowding the entire sidewalk, and so had their panic. A car sped through the road, way past the speed limit, and she made a barely-contained yelp.

She jumped back as someone rushed past her, then another, her gaze following the fleeing pedestrians. They were all running in the same direction, away from what Mayu presumed was the eye of the storm. As she began to follow, she heard someone yell.

“Look out behind you!”

Mayu didn’t have time to jerk her head before she heard the person follow up.

“Woah–” Yeonji exclaimed before slamming into Mayu. In a split-second, the world tilted, and Mayu felt the wind break below her before she crashed unceremoniously to the ground.

“I am– so sorry! Are you okay?” The teenager apologized quickly, checking Mayu for any injuries.

“Can’t you see where you’re going?” Mayu reprimanded, holding her head in a daze.

“No, not really!” Yeonji quickly pulled her back up, setting a hand over her shoulder. “I’m just going wherever!”

Mayu shook her head to stop it from spinning before scanning the girl. She had a skateboard snug under her arm and looked no older than a high school student. “Why not go through the train station?”

“I– well–” Yeonji gesticulated wildly. “I was there– that’s where the whole thing started!”

Mayu’s heart dropped. That was her ride home. Nausea crept up her throat and reached her eyes. Her breathing quickened. Panic struck Yeonji.

“Uhm, hey, are you about to cry? I, uh, don’t cry, please!” She began to ramble, hastily smoothing Mayu’s vest down. Before she could do more, her phone rang in her pocket and she pulled it out hastily.

“‘Tone-unnie!” Yeonji exclaimed.

“Yeonji, are you still at the skatepark?”

“No, I left.”

“Are you on the train, then?”

Yeonji shook her head as if Kotone could see. “I couldn’t get in. There was something weird going on. But I got away!”

“Did you get hurt?”

Another shake of the head. “I’m fine.”

They both heard the breath of relief on the other side. “Where are you right now?”

“I don’t know. I'm just running away.”

“Are you safe?”

“I think– Unnie are you okay?” She could hear Kotone’s labored breaths. She must’ve been running from the first phone call up until now.

“I’m fine, are you safe?”

“I–” Yeonji hesitated and glanced around. Their surroundings had only gotten more chaotic. People were screaming, turning their heads in every direction, confused, wondering what was going on. Mayu’s eyes blurred as they snapped around from person to person.

“Yeonji?” Kotone asked, her voice urgent. It snapped Yeonji away from the sight.

“I-I’m here!” Yeonji stuttered out, pushing down the strain in her voice. “Unnie, what do I do?”

She heard a pause as Kotone took a breath. “Get to a police station.”

“The usual one?”

“The one closest to you. I’ll meet you there. Be safe.”

“How are you going to–”

The phone line cut off. Yeonji stared at the device and sucked in a breath.

Suddenly, the businessman from the bank bursted out, slightly limping as empty, dilated eyes turned wildly. His jaw was unhinged and covered with bright red blood. His eyes landed on Mayu and the teenager she was with and he began to trudge towards them, quickly picking up the pace.

“Crap–” Yeonji pulled a frozen Mayu with her as she took hurried steps away from the man, who only walked faster. She clenched her phone with trembling knuckles.

“Come on.” She tugged at Mayu’s shirt. When the woman didn’t answer, her eyes still stuck on the man, Yeonji tugged again. “Come on!”

Mayu blinked away from the man and sucked in a harsh breath. She nodded furiously and they began to run.



Kotone fumbled as she searched through her phone, hastily tapping to find Yeonji’s location.

“So, which station?” The fighter breathed beside her, adjusting her hold on Suyeon, whose eyebrows were still knit tightly in pain.

Kotone squinted at her screen, fighting the drop of sweat filtering through her eyelashes. Finally, she found the small blue dot pinpointing where Yeonji was. She held it up for the firefighter to see. “It’s not far!”

Reading the map with narrowed eyes, the firefighter offered a determined nod and huffed lightly before somehow quickening her pace. Kotone had no time to gape. She drew a difficult breath and doubled down. Her sides ached as her lungs pinched.

“You alright, officer?” The firefighter asked, noticing Kotone’s movements had gotten flimsy. The latter blinked harshly and nodded with a gasp.

Suyeon, with her jaw clenched, peeked over the firefighter’s shoulder. Three people were after them. She hissed. “We need to throw them off.”

“Okay,” the firefighter agreed. “You got a plan?”

Suyeon furrowed her eyebrows further. “How far are we from the station?”

“Just a few blocks away.”

Suyeon squinted both from pain and focus. “If you can enter a building– or pass through an alley…”

“Got it,” the woman above her said and scanned their surroundings. She caught a thin alley on their left and swerved. “This way!”

“What–” Kotone choked over her words. With a gasp, she decided to follow without question.



Mayu couldn’t see a thing. The roads were too messy. Too many people were stampeding through the city.

A bus sped down the street, honking loudly as a woman dashed in front of it. It swerved and screeched to a stop, missing her by a hair as she stared wide-eyed.

Cold crept up the back of Mayu’s neck. “We can’t be out here!” She whined, scrubbing the tears off her cheeks with one hand and crushing Yeonji’s wrist with the other.

The teenager hissed from the blood-cutting pressure. She glanced at the map on her phone, checking their location relative to the station. Her heart dropped.

“We went too far, we need to go back!”

“What?” She heard Mayu exclaim in a foreign language. Yeonji scrutinized her map then pointed at a building behind them.

“If we go through there we arrive directly at the station!”

Their eyes widened when they saw the businessman right behind them, running at full speed. Mayu pressed her hands against Yeonji’s back. “Go!”

The pair dashed into the apartment closest to them and paused. The hallway’s end held a window too thin to pass through with a flight of stairs on the right. Just beside them was another row of stairs.

Yeonji darted her eyes around, searching for any exit door but found none. The girls jolted as the man crashed into the building, toppling over his own shoes. Urgently, they opted for the first flight, climbing two steps at a time as their skin tingled with anxiety, hearing the man’s heavy footsteps resonate right behind them.

As they reached the second floor, Yeonji pulled the hallway door open and they crossed. She reached for the handle but the man stuck his arm out before she could close it. The skateboarder held her breath, struggling to shut the door as he jerked around wildly, sticking his face in the gap and snarling at her.

“There’s an exit down the other stairs!” Mayu called out.

“Shit!” Yeonji cursed loudly, releasing her hold on the door. As she and Mayu made a break for the end of the hallway, the door behind them burst open as the man kept his pursuit.

Mayu reached the stairs first, nearly tripping over herself as she overshot her dash. She slammed her hand against the handle and pushed through. Yeonji entered next, quickly followed by the man. The girls practically flew down the first flight of stairs, but before they could reach the second, the man slammed into the wall beside them.

Mayu screamed loudly and cowered behind Yeonji, who met the man’s dilated, empty eyes. The skin of his neck was lacerated and nearly torn off. Hastily, Yeonji reached for her skateboard, clutching the sides with trembling hands.

The man shot out. With a scream, Yeonji swung her skateboard. The flat side slapped against his head and sent him crashing to the ground. As he tried to latch onto her ankle, Yeonji raised her leg and slammed the ball of her shoe into his chest, kicking him down the stairs. He stumbled and his back hit the wall.

The man twitched as he rose back up and rushed up the stairs. Mayu yelled and latched onto Yeonji while the latter raised her foot, heart slamming against her chest. When he climbed back up, she smashed her foot into his face, sending him flying down again. But somehow, he kept getting up as if nothing happened and persisted after her.

Yeonji cried, fear rising and screaming each time she had to kick him down. Mayu’s shrieks and cries only raised her already high blood pressure and every part of her skin pricked like nails.

With one final climb, Yeonji readied her skateboard, holding it up like a baseball bat. She yelled and smashed it against the man’s face, kicking him again for good measure. As he fell back, his head caught the stairs and bent his neck backwards. It snapped sickeningly against Yeonji’s ears. He stayed at the bottom of the stairs, unmoving.

The skateboard dropped from Yeonji’s numb fingers. A gasp and a whine escaped her lips as she stared at the man. Out of nowhere, her knees gave out and she stumbled to the ground. She wiped the tears from her trembling eyes with gritted teeth as she inhaled short, shaky breaths. She swallowed her nausea as cold sweat took over. Yeonji pressed a hand against her chest, forcing herself to calm down as her entire body shook from adrenaline. She shut her eyes and took a deep breath right before gasping again.

Hesitantly, Mayu reached a hand out. “Uhm, are you oka–”

Yeonji smacked her hand away and wiped her eyes one more time before sending a small glare.

“Thanks for the help,” she snarked and pushed herself up, recollecting her skateboard and walking down the stairs. With one final glance at the unmoving man, the teenager pushed against the fire exit and slipped back outside. Mayu pressed her lips together, her eyebrows slanted high on her forehead, and followed the girl with a heavy ball in her chest.



The alley was narrower than the girls had thought, just wide enough for them to move with their shoulders brushing against the brick walls on each side. The firefighter had to lower Suyeon back down so they could cross through, and the injured cop’s cautiousness to not graze her shoulder significantly slowed their pace.

Kotone was only a few meters in when the three people had reached the entrance. They pushed and shoved against each other as they tried to enter at the same time. Relief trickled the back of Kotone’s burning neck when she watched them struggle, but it was quickly replaced with dread as they eventually managed to squeeze through the thin alleyway.

“We have to go!” She turned to the front, practically pushing herself against the firefighter’s back. She couldn’t see Suyeon, but she heard her swear under her breath, trying to go faster. Kotone glanced back with heavy breaths, her heart nearly leaping out of her chest when the people were gaining on them.

“Careful, planks ahead!” The firefighter warned as they shuffled through the alley. She spun and began to move sideways and Kotone mimicked her, spotting the tall wooden planks placed against the wall.

As she moved past them, Kotone hastily reached out and pushed the planks into the other wall. She moved away, still looking behind her, and watched as the people tripped and fell over the obstacle.

With a huff, she spun around and gasped as they neared the alley’s end, the sunlight brightening the exit. She pushed the firefighter’s back for a final boost, then threw herself out the corridor with a gasp. She winced at the bright light, pressing her hands against her knees as she panted harshly. She reached up to wipe her face drenched in sweat and her skin was hot to the touch.

“Officer, behind you!”

A plethora of snarls sounded as the civilians spilled out of the alleyway. Kotone shot up and spun around. They rushed at her, but she was too tired to move away.

She flinched as she heard gunshots. She snapped her head to Suyeon, who shot at their ankles with her gun. They whined loudly before stumbling to the ground, unable to walk. Suyeon dropped her arms and clutched at her bloody shoulder with a deep wince.

The trio hastily stepped away as the civilians attempted to crawl. When they were a far enough distance, Kotone put a hand against her heart to even out her breathing, wincing as her throat hurt from the pressure. She shut her eyes and exhaled before she felt an arm hook over her shoulder. She turned to the firefighter.

“You okay?”

The officer moved away from the arm before breathing out again. Unable to speak yet, she instead offered a nod.

If the firefighter had something to say about the distancing, she didn’t comment on it. Instead, she nodded back and extended a hand. “I haven’t introduced myself yet. I’m Nien. What’s your name?”

Kotone scrutinized the gloved hand, then the firefighter. With a deep breath, she took the hand and shook it. “Kotone.”

Nien grinned and Kotone thought she resembled a puppy. When the firefighter’s gaze lingered, she began to narrow her eyes.

“And I’m Suyeon.” Suyeon cut in from the side. Nien’s eyes widened, clearly having forgotten the injured officer, but Suyeon waved her good hand in abandon. “Oh, don’t worry, I never liked handshakes anyway,” she joked.

Kotone chuckled before getting interrupted by the citizen’s aggressive snarls. She gulped and nudged her head to the side. “Let’s move.”



Yeonji swung the doors open and dashed in before pausing momentarily. A mix of civilians stared back at her with wide eyes, but none of them wore the uniform she was searching for. She counted eight of them.

Ignoring their gazes, Yeonji sped-walked through the lobby, scanning the place. Unlike outside, the station felt completely still. No one said a word as they watched her stomp and look around. Then, she crashed onto the nearest bench and pressed the back of her head against the wall, her leg bouncing up and down. Mayu hesitated between joining her and the cluster of survivors, but ultimately chose the latter, picking at her nails.

The entrance burst open. They looked at it with hopeful eyes, only to deflate when they saw it was a man in a plain blue shirt. He hurried into the lobby, eyes darting around.

“Where are all of them?” he grumbled under his breath as he passed by Mayu and the group.

Yeonji mindlessly rolled a wheel on her skateboard as she waited. She occasionally shifted a glance at Mayu, but the woman averted her gaze with a guilty swallow every time.

With a scoff, she turned away. Her leg bounced restlessly as the minutes dragged on. Eventually, she pulled her phone out with a click of her tongue.

The doors slammed open as she was ready to call, the shock nearly making her drop her phone. Kotone, her deep sea police uniform slightly worn-out, held the door as Nien helped Suyeon in, the latter sporting a massive tear on her shoulder. Yeonji shot up at the sight of Suyeon injured. They guided her to the nearest bench and she dropped into it with a hiss.

In a flash, they were swarmed with the civilians, who wore various expressions of concern. Questions piled over each other, sending Kotone’s mind reeling as she tried to pick them apart. She caught words of the police and people attacking, but one question echoed in her ears.

“What’s going on?”

Kotone opened her mouth only to be cut off by another question. She glanced at Suyeon, who was left mostly alone, but the wound on her shoulder worsened everyone’s anxiety.

Nien clapped loudly, shutting down the clamor. She then turned to Kotone. “Do you know where the first-aid kit is? We need to patch her up.” She gestured at Suyeon.

Kotone swallowed. “Storage room. End of the left hallway.” With a nod, Nien walked off. 

She was left with a silent crowd. Kotone bit her tongue as her eyes moved to the windows, watching as panicked faces fled from other civilians chasing them. Their distant screams raided her ears.

Kotone rubbed a hand across her forehead and took a small breath. Then, she began to move.

“Shut the blinds,” she ordered. “Close the lights. Block the doors. Don’t let them see you. Whatever’s happening, they’re dangerous.”

Some of the civilians got to work. The room darkened as the lights switched off and the blinds clicked shut. As someone was about to push a bench against the front door, a hand shot up.

“What if we have to leave?” A man pointed out. He had yet to move from his spot.

“Yeah, my children are waiting for me,” another woman added with a nod.

Kotone paused, hesitating. “I– We should stay here until we figure everything out.”

Voices of protest grew in the station and the officer pressed her lips together. “It's dangerous outside.”

“I have to get back to my kids!” The woman stood up. “They probably don’t know what’s going on.”

“You could give them a call.”

“And what if they don’t pick up?”

The officer sighed. She wiped a hand over her mouth and frowned, stumped.

Suyeon stood up. “If you go out right now, you’re putting yourselves in danger. The trains are out. So are the roads. These people are everywhere. It’s better to stay here for the time being.”

Kotone let out a relieved exhale and gave Suyeon a grateful nod. Her partner offered a smile and sat back down. Nien returned with the first-aid kit and checked on her injury.

Although not pleased with the answer, the woman huffed and backed away. The man, though, clicked his tongue, turning to the side.

“Didn’t know the police were so weak.”

Pressure drilled against Kotone’s forehead. She forced it down. “What’s your name, sir?”

The man turned to her. “Choi Siwoo.”

The cop nodded with a tight-lipped smile. “Mister Siwoo, we’ll do our best to work this out.”

Siwoo let out a small tut and crashed onto the bench. Kotone wiped the side of her face with a small sigh and turned away. She glanced at Nien, who was bandaging the wound on Suyeon’s shoulder. 

“You two. We need to talk.”



Mayu picked at her nails as she watched the small group sat around the bench, speaking in hushed whispers. Her gaze lingered on Yeonji and the slight furrow in her eyebrows before taking a breath and approaching them. 

Upon noticing the woman, Yeonji’s frown deepened but she kept her words to herself. Kotone watched their exchange with narrowed eyes while the firefighter offered a smile and patted the empty spot beside her. Mayu nodded and sat down.

“Those people outside,” Suyeon whispered, resuming the conversation, “What do you think is going on?”

“Maybe everyone just went insane,” Yeonji replied, crossing her arms over her chest.

Kotone shook her head. She reached for her notepad and pen and flipped a page. “Let’s get the story right. What did they have in common?”

The others pursed their lips as they put their thoughts together.

“They’re fast…” Mayu muttered first, hugging herself. “They chase after others.”

“They don’t seem to get tired,” Nien jumped in. “All that time they ran after us they didn’t slow down.”

“Their breathing sounded fine,” Suyeon added, frowning. Kotone nodded and jotted the information down.

Mayu swallowed. “I saw they had blue veins. And their eyes are really dilated.”

“And they bite,” Yeonji finished. Kotone looked at her with her eyebrows slanted. The skateboarder turned away and hugged her knees tighter. “I saw it. They bite as if skin was made of butter.”

The group paused, turning silent for a moment.

“Okay.” Kotone then nodded. “We have a good description of their characteristics. Be careful of anyone who has blue veins and dilated eyes.”

“Are they even still people?” Mayu asked suddenly. The others turned to her. “The way they look at us… It’s like they’ve been possessed.”

“We can’t be sure yet.” Kotone clicked her pen off and read over the notes. “Anything else?”

Nien scratched the side of her head before offering a hapless shrug. Mayu further curled into herself and Suyeon pressed her fist against her cheek. Yeonji perked up, her eyes widening, but was quick to deflate again before shaking her head.

Kotone sighed and slotted her pen in her pocket. “We’re done here, then.” She tried to wear a smile, but it came out awkward and crooked. “You’re all free to go.”

Mayu pushed herself up and disappeared into the small crowd. Nien followed, taking the first-aid kit with her as she approached the survivors. Kotone turned into the hallway, squinting at the notes she had written down while rubbing her chin.

Yeonji also stood up, but lingered near Suyeon. She glanced at the cop’s bandaged wound and frowned.



Suyeon had stayed in her seat, occasionally wincing from the pain despite the fresh bandages. She kept her eyes on Nien while the firefighter ran her final rounds on the small group of survivors, a bright, friendly smile on her face with a hand on her first aid kit. Unconsciously, she found herself smiling, too.

“Holding up alright?”

Suyeon turned to Kotone as she dropped beside her. She shook her head. “Still hurts,” she said, rolling her shoulder. It had been nearly two hours since the injury. When her partner nodded, she leaned into the bench with a sigh.

“Shana’s going to be so mad…” She muttered, then chuckled. “‘Suyeon-chan, what did I tell you about getting hurt on the field?’” she mimicked.

Kotone laughed with her. “You should give her a call. She’s probably worried after the news.”

Suyeon perked up. “Oh, you’re right.” She then leaned back into the bench with a groan. “But she’ll figure out I’m injured in a heartbeat.”

“She doesn’t even give you that much trouble about it.” Kotone waved a dismissive hand. “Plus, you’ll live. It’s just a bite.”

“That’s true…” Suyeon pulled her phone from her pocket and began to scroll through her contacts. She then shot Kotone a glance. “Wanna drop a few words?”

Before the officer could agree, Yeonji walked up to them with her hands in her pockets and her lips stretched to the side. Kotone turned to her and nudged her head.

Yeonji kicked the air and hummed. “I wanna tell you something.”

Kotone nodded and patted Suyeon on the back. “Start without me,” she said and followed Yeonji.

They rounded the corner, standing in the empty hallway. Kotone raised an eyebrow as Yeonji pressed her back against the wall. “What’s up?”

“Unnie, I think I’ve figured it out.” Yeonji claimed, eyes shining with determination.

“What is it?”

“I think it’s zombies.”

Kotone blinked. She then pressed her lips and sighed. “Yeonji, I’m not really in the mood for jokes right now.”

“No, no, listen!” Yeonji insisted. She took a breath and counted her fingers. “They have pale skin. Blue veins. They’re aggressive. They don’t respond– instead they just growl at you. They chase after you and don’t get tired.”

She lowered her hands, her speech hastening. “Most of all, they bite. And all of them have some kind of bite mark on them, too. This is textbook zombie behavior! And when I was at the station– It was just like Train to Busan!”

A frown dug into Kotone’s forehead. She exhaled through her nose and shook her head. “I think you watched too many movies,” she said before patting Yeonji on the arm. “You’re tired. Go take a nap.”

Yeonji opened her mouth to retort, but Kotone’s tired glance shot her down. The teenager clicked her tongue, shoved her hands in her pockets, and walked off.

When she disappeared around the corner, Kotone pinched the bridge of her nose and groaned. Guilt snaked up her back at her brisk dismissal of Yeonji’s concerns but she quickly pushed it down. It was impossible.

A shriek tore through the station and Kotone’s head shot up. Instantly, she dashed back around the corner and her eyes widened.

Suyeon thrashed around, her arms swiping wildly as she tried grasping at the crowd. The only thing stopping her from latching onto them was Nien, who had her pressed against the floor. Her phone had been thrown to the side.

“What’s going on?” Kotone asked in a hurry.

Beside her, Mayu shook her head with gritted teeth. “She just– suddenly froze before throwing herself onto someone.”

Kotone hissed and rushed to kneel in front of Nien and Suyeon. She reached out to her partner.

“Suyeon! Get it together!” She flinched back as Suyeon snarled and snapped her jaw near her hand.

“Yeah, I don’t know, officer,” Nien commented as she held Suyeon down. “Something’s up.”

Trembling, Kotone eyed the group. Her gaze lingering on Yeonji, who had retreated to the other side of the room, her entire body shaking from fear. The officer’s ears rang as her brain rushed to compile every piece of information together.

I think it’s zombies.

Kotone shook her head as she turned back to Suyeon. “Get her in a cell.”

With a nod, Nien maneuvered her hold and hooked Suyeon’s arms behind her back before lifting both of them up. Suyeon’s legs thrashed around as she repeatedly snapped her jaw towards Nien, but the firefighter simply leaned away with a purse of her lips.

“Where to?” she asked, using a gloved hand to push Suyeon’s head away. Kotone sighed and beckoned Nien to follow.



Nien pushed Suyeon into the holding cell before swinging the gate closed. Kotone was quick to lock it before her partner slammed against the bars, snarling and gnawing at the air while her fingers reached out from the gaps.

“Phew, scary,” Nien said before chuckling at her own joke. Kotone narrowed her eyes in slight judgement. Nien caught her glance. “Sorry.”

Kotone shook her head and turned to Suyeon, who had yet to stop. “How did this happen?”

A shrug from Nien. “She was on the phone doing fine when she got like this.”

“She perfectly matches the descriptions we came up with.” Kotone leaned in with a heavy heart and slanted eyebrows. “Suyeon-unnie? Can you hear me?”

Suyeon banged an arm against the cell bars and grimaced with another snarl. 

Nien gently pulled Kotone away. “She’s like them, now.”

“That can’t be.” Kotone protested.

“Officer…”

“Why?” Kotone grimaced. “Why her?”

Nien sighed. “I think it’s the bite.” She gestured at the shoulder covered in blood-soaked bandages. “It’s what they all have in common, right?”

Kotone narrowed her eyes. “What has Yeonji been telling you?” The question came off more accusatory than she had wished.

“What? Nothing.” Nien scrunched her nose. “I don’t know what she told you, but maybe she’s right.”

“About them being zombies?”

A shrug. “Think about it.”

“Zombies aren’t real.”

“I’m not telling you they are, I just want you to think about it,” Nien replied gently. “Anything is possible.”

When Kotone didn’t answer, Nien pressed her lips and patted her on the back. “I’ll let you be.” 

Kotone heard Nien’s retreating footsteps under Suyeon’s snarling. When the door clicked, she lowered herself to the ground and pinched the bridge of her nose.



Nien combed her hair back as she walked down the hallway. She glanced towards the shuttered windows, catching the blaring cars and fearful screams. Her heart tugged towards them. She wondered if she should go out and help as much as she could.

Distracted by the scene, she didn’t notice the shorter woman in front of her.

Mayu let out a yelp as she smacked into the firefighter’s uniform. She tripped over her own legs and stumbled, nearly falling if it wasn’t for the pair of hands catching her.

“Oh, I’m so sorry!” Nien quickly apologized, holding the girl up. “I wasn’t looking where I was going.”

“No, it’s okay,” Mayu quickly replied, face burning from embarrassment. “Already happened twice today...”

Nien chuckled. “How unlucky.” When she looked at the woman again, she perked up. 

“Oh, you were with the officer’s little friend, right?” She extended a hand. “I’m Nien!”

Mayu was slightly taken aback by the cheer in the firefighter’s voice, but shook it off and accepted her handshake. “Mayu,” she greeted, far quieter.

Nien tilted her head to the side. “You’re not Korean?”

Mayu nodded. “I’m Japanese.”

“Ah, just like the officer!” Nien broke into a small grin. “Glad to meet more foreigners.”

At the firefighter’s contagious smile, Mayu unconsciously relaxed her shoulders. “Me too.” She flinched as a vehicle crashed outside, grating metal against the asphalt. Growing tense again, she inhaled shakily. “I don’t like this.”

Nien sighed. “Me neither. I wish I could help.”

Mayu widened her eyes in astonishment, but before she could ask, strings of voices grew in the lobby. She watched as Nien’s eyes narrowed slightly. “What’s that?”

Mayu swallowed and began to pick at her nails. “The others have been getting restless after the incident.” She stretched her lips to one side. “And with three of the leading help gone…”

She trailed off. Nien hummed and gave Mayu’s shoulder a reassuring squeeze. “Okay. I’ll see if I can help.”

Mayu let out a small breath of relief and offered a thankful nod. Together, they walked down the hall and turned the corner back to the station’s lobby.

The growing voices dispersed when they noticed the two women. Yeonji, who had been sitting on a bench, made her way towards them. “Is Suyeon-unnie okay?”

Mayu hesitated. Nien gave a small shake of her head. Yeonji visibly deflated at the news. “‘Tone-unnie?” she croaked out.

“She’s figuring things out.”

Yeonji huffed and shoved her hands in her pockets. They turned to the rest of the group.

Nien pushed her long hair behind her back. “We’ve put officer Suyeon in a cell for now. She won’t be a threat.”

“How are we sure something like that won’t happen again?”

Nien shared a look with Yeonji. “We think it’s from biting. If one of them bit you, then we think there’s a chance you could, well, become one of them.”

Murmurs filled the lobby. “Are you sure about this?” One of them asked.

“Not completely, no…” Nien replied honestly. Her answer was received with more clamor. She pursed her lips, scratching her head as they protested loudly.

“Where’s the cop?” Siwoo spoke up louder than anyone.

“She’s, uh,” Nien hesitated. She looked down at Mayu, who gave a subtle shrug in response.

“I’m here.”

All eyes turned on Kotone as she marched into the lobby with a frown. Siwoo stepped up.

“So how did the officer become that?”

“It’s the bite,” Kotone announced clearly. “It makes you sick. See if you have any. If you do, then for precaution, we’ll quarantine you in a cell.”

At the officer’s sudden show of authority, the civilians hastily checked each other for injuries, save for Siwoo who raised an eyebrow. “And then? What did you do with the other cop?”

“I took care of it.” Nien blinked and eyed Kotone. The cop scanned the group as they finished their checkups and confirmed they had no bites. She took a breath. “There’s food in the cafeteria. We’ll eat, then get ready for the night. We have enough beds for everyone.”

“What, in the cells?” Siwoo protested.

“That’s all we have.”

“Are we supposed to just stay here?” The woman from before asked.

Kotone sighed. “It’s dangerous outside, but the military will come. We just have to wait it out. Stay hidden. We have enough food to last us days.”

“And what if they don’t?” Siwoo asked. Kotone drew a breath and tugged her uniform’s collar.

“They will,” she reassured, not knowing if it was to convince them or herself.



Yeonji shot upright, gripping her shirt with white knuckles as her heart drilled against her chest and cold sweat stuck to her hair. The face of the man on the stairs imprinted itself in the back of her mind. She gasped before drawing a breath, rubbing at the back of her neck to remove the painful prickling. Then, she wiped the tears from her eyes.

With a dry swallow, she climbed off her bed and stood on shaky legs. She walked out of her cell and into the next one.

Quietly, she approached Kotone’s sleeping figure and carefully shook her. The cop’s first instinct was to swat the hand away, but as she groaned and rubbed her eyes, she noticed Yeonji.

“Can’t sleep?” she whispered.

Yeonji nodded. Kotone opened her arms as an offer. The skateboarder took it, slotting herself beside the cop, and the latter threw the blankets over them.

Yeonji shuffled to try and find a comfortable position, but she couldn’t manage to relax as anxiety clawed the back of her neck.

“I’m scared, unnie,” she whispered. She choked down a cry.

Kotone was quick to wrap her in a hug. “I know. I am, too. But I won’t let anything hurt you, alright?”

Yeonji made a slight nod of her head. She still felt a heavy weight in her chest. She hesitated, then released a shaky breath. “...I killed someone.”

She felt Kotone pause, her breath hitching. “When?”

Yeonji sniffled. “At the start. We were on the stairs. He was chasing us. I kicked him down and he snapped his neck.” Yeonji dug herself into Kotone’s shoulder and cried. Kotone rubbed the girl’s back, her shirt dampening from her tears.

“You didn’t kill anyone,” she whispered. “He was after you. It was self-defence.” Yeonji shook her head and sobbed into her shoulder. Kotone’s shoulders drooped and she tightened her embrace. “I’m sorry, Yeonji.”

“What if it gets worse?”

She heard the officer sigh. “How about this– You get some sleep. I’ll stay up and make sure no more of those people get to you.”

“Okay.” Yeonji nodded and rested against the mattress. She closed her eyes, humming when Kotone brushed a hand against her hair.



Yeonji splashed her face with cold water before drying it with the restroom’s paper towels. After smoothing out her hair, she stepped out and made her way out, the hallways dimly lit from the morning sunlight. There were no sirens outside, letting her listen to her own quiet footsteps.

As she walked in the lobby, Kotone perked up and beckoned her close. “Yeonji. Come here.”

Pressing her lips into a line, Yeonji trudged towards them. When she arrived, Kotone showed her phone. “Take some screenshots of your map.”

“Why?”

“Just in case the power shuts down,” Nien explained, “And then we don’t know where anything is.”

Narrowing her eyes, Yeonji took a spot on the bench. “Okay…” she said, unconvinced. “So how am I supposed to take the pictures?”

Nien perked up. “Here, I’ll show you!” She plopped herself next to Yeonji and scrolled through her pictures. “See, it’s just like this…”

Kotone watched as Nien guided Yeonji on the latter’s phone before turning to Mayu. “How’s yours?” she asked in their native tongue.

Mayu hummed. “I saved the nearest stores, just in case we have to stay for longer and are missing anything.”

“That’s smart,” the officer praised. Mayu’s lips curled into a small smile. She then scratched the back of her neck.

“Right.” She hummed, thinking. “And so… I’d also like to look over what we have left in the cafeteria. It would be useful to think about rationing.”

Kotone tapped a finger against her leg and pursed her lips. “Well, sure, but wouldn’t that be a waste of time? The military should be here soon.”

Mayu’s breath hitched. She looked to the floor and gulped. “...Do you think the military will come?”

Kotone opened and closed her mouth. She wiped the side of her face and sighed. “I–”

“What are you both whispering about?”

Mayu and Kotone turned to the man in the blue shirt. His arms were crossed with a scowl on his face.

Kotone held her exhaustion down and kept a polite smile. “Siwoo, right?”

A huff. “I was just wondering when lunch would be. The group’s getting hungry.”

“We were just discussing that, actually.” Her and Mayu shared a look. “But it should be soon.”

Siwoo nodded. “Okay.” He then narrowed his eyes. “We’d trust you more if you spoke in Korean.”

Yeonji and Nien tore their eyes away from the phone to gape at Siwoo. Mayu’s shoulders wilted. Kotone forced the twitch away from her eye. “Of course. Sorry about that.”

Siwoo made an ugly scrunch of his nose before walking away. Mayu shut her eyes and sighed while Kotone massaged her temples.

“I fucking hate that guy,” Yeonji sneered under her breath. Kotone opened her mouth to scold her, but Nien beat her to the punch, hooking an arm over the girl’s shoulder.

“No bad words allowed, kid,” she gently reprimanded, smiling when Yeonji pouted with a quiet apology. “But yeah, he’s sooo fucking annoying.”

Kotone’s jaw dropped and Mayu clasped a hand over her mouth to hide her shock. Yeonji, at first, was also taken aback, her eyes widening, but she quickly bursted into a fit of giggles. Nien grinned and ruffled the skateboarder’s hair, making her yelp and laugh harder.

The hand on Mayu’s mouth changed from covering her shock to hiding her growing smile. Kotone raised her brows in disbelief, but scoffed and grinned nonetheless as she watched Yeonji play struggling against Nien with boisterous laughter.



Kotone approached Suyeon’s cell, holding a tray from the station’s cafeteria. It had enough food for a hearty meal. After a short conversation with Mayu, they had agreed to try and feed Suyeon.

Upon noticing her, Suyeon slammed against the bars and reached for the cop. Kotone swallowed a jolt of fear.

“Don’t know if you can hear me,” she mumbled, “But maybe you’re hungry.”

Carefully, she pushed the tray into the cell. Suyeon paid no mind to the food, her entire focus being on Kotone. She tried to bite her hand when it got too close and Kotone snapped it away.

Mayu opened the cell block’s door and carefully peeked her head in. “How is she?” she asked timidly, her eyes shaking despite her concern.

With a sigh, Kotone stood up, sent Suyeon a final glance, then met Mayu in the hallway. “I don’t know if she’ll eat,” she told her. “She has no interest.” 

“Maybe someone just can’t be in the room. It’s still her, right?” Mayu asked. “She’s just… sick.”

Kotone bit her tongue and gave a slow nod. “Yeah. Just sick.”

Mayu turned to the shuttered windows, swallowing when a distant scream howled in the wind. “Are we staying another night here?”

“Can’t go anywhere else.” Kotone shrugged. When Mayu deflated, she quickly added, “Oh, there might be extra toothpaste somewhere in the storage room. But keep that between us, yeah?”

At that, Mayu’s lips curled into a smile. “Thank you.”



Mayu lay restless, shuffling uncomfortably under the thin blankets. Her ears tingled with every faint noise and her eyes were irritated from how she refused to blink. The cell block was pitch black and Mayu shivered from the chill in the air. She hadn’t been able to sleep yesterday, and this night was no different. She thought it must’ve been hours past midnight by now.

Her heart thudded when she thought she heard a faraway growl and she clutched at her blankets. Suyeon’s cell block was on the other end of the station; it couldn’t have been her. Then, she heard something marching outside before realizing it was several boots slamming against the ground in absolute synchronization.

Mayu shot up from the bed, digging her nails into the sheets as she listened intently to the footsteps, swearing she could also hear something roll against the road with a low groan. Growling quickly followed, then aggressive snarls, and erratic footsteps began to swarm around the station.

She screamed and covered her ears when a barrage of gunshots flooded the place. The loud noises jolted everyone else awake and she could faintly hear the confused shouts and questions. Phone flashlights lit up and brightened the space.

“What was that?” Mayu saw Kotone dash towards her, holding her phone up and brightening her cell. She held a terrified Yeonji in her arms.

“What’s going on?” Nien appeared behind her, scrubbing a tired eye. Upon registering the gunshots, she dropped her arm and darted her eyes around.

“Someone’s shooting outside!” A civilian shouted.

“What do we do?” Siwoo asked, all of his insolence gone and replaced with shaky eyes.

“Everyone, get down and stay where you are! This will pass!” Kotone ordered. The survivors listened and lay flat against the ground, pressing their hands above their heads. The gunshots kept rippling through the night, hitting against the station. Mayu cried and shut her eyes when she heard a loud blast followed by crumbling cement.

Nien ran to her. “Hey, Mayu, you’re okay,” she reassured, resting her hands on her shoulders. “Take some deep breaths.”

After the explosion, the gunshots died down. Shaking like a leaf, Mayu gasped for air as her ears rang.

Kotone and Yeonji joined them. “Is she alright?”

“Just shaken.” Mayu heard Nien’s reply. She set a hand against her hammering heart and exhaled.

“Where did the gunshots come from?” Yeonji asked, shaking off the anxiety from her hands.

“I don’t know. I was asleep,” Nien replied. Kotone mumbled the same answer.

Mayu swallowed harshly. “I…”

The girls turned to her. Kotone’s eyes were wide. “Were you awake?”

Mayu managed a small nod. “What did you hear?” Kotone followed. They all flinched when more gunshots rattled through the night.

When they ended, Mayu took a shaky breath and shook her head. Nien rubbed a comforting hand on her back. “You can do it.”

Kotone kneeled in front of Mayu and took her hands. “Mayu-chan, please, what did you hear?”

Mayu took another breath when Nien squeezed her shoulder gently. “There were footsteps,” she began with a tremble in her voice. “All walking at the same time. And there was something heavy rolling on the road. There was growling and that’s when the gunshots started.”

Mayu watched as Kotone’s eyes widened. “The military.”

In an instant, she shot up and rushed for the lobby. Nien gave Mayu a quick pat on the head before following the cop.



Nien narrowed her eyes in the pitch-black hallway, trying to follow Kotone’s footsteps and her phone’s string of white light. She skidded as the faint outline of a wall appeared in front of her before jerking to her left.

The footsteps stopped and so did she. The flashlight highlighted the lobby’s vinyl flooring. Nien swept her hair behind her, watching Kotone’s still silhouette in the dark, facing the entrance. Her hand twitched as she reached for the bench blocking the entrance. Nien’s eyes widened. She took a step forward, then halted.

“All clear, sir!”

“Affirmative. Move onto the next!”

Nien held her breath as they heard the group march away. In one swift motion Kotone forced the bench out of the way and yanked the doors open. A gust of warm wind hit her face and she lurched as it reeked of rotten flesh. Slapping a hand over her nose, she looked around the dead night, squinting to try and find the military, but with the power down, she could see nothing.

She took a step outside then froze as her shoe landed against something with a squelch. She immediately jumped away and shone her light on a heap of mangled flesh. The officer retched with her hand still over her mouth. Her eyes teared up. She looked around again, carelessly brandishing her flashlight in the neighborhood.

She walked forward but Nien pulled her back by the arm. Kotone yanked herself out. “I need to find them.”

“Not outside.”

“The place is clear.”

“The power’s out. It’s too dark.” Nien grabbed her again only for Kotone to slap her hand away. “You won’t see them.”

“I need the military! They could help Suyeon-unnie!”

Nien yanked her back by the back of her shirt and gripped each side of her arms. “We don’t know where they are and you can’t go out without a plan. If you try to find them, they might think you’re one of them.

The cop struggled under the grip but Nien held on tight. She racked her brain for a solution to calm Kotone down. “We’ll go out at sunrise tomorrow.”

Kotone gritted her teeth and stopped struggling. Only when Nien was sure she wouldn’t dash away the moment she’d let go did the firefighter release her grip.

The pair turned as they heard the rest of the group hurry towards them. Nien guided her and Kotone back into the station and one of the men closed the door. Another pushed the bench back in.

“Did you find them?” A woman asked, shining her phone in their faces.

“We didn’t,” Nien answered for Kotone, shielding herself from the light. Her heart tugged when she heard a few sighs and groans.

“Great, we missed them.” Siwoo crossed his arms, his full toxicity returned. “Now what, officer?”

Nien pressed her lips and looked at Kotone. The officer clenched her jaw and fists. The back of her neck burned and her frustration formed as tears.

Noticing her growing anger, the firefighter put a hand on her shoulder. Nien felt her tension dissolve ever so slightly under her touch. The cop inhaled deeply.

“We’re staying.”

Nien heard a few gasps and felt the cop tense again.

“Every time, you say we have to stay the night.” One of the survivors, a woman, scolded. “Are we just supposed to be here forever?”

“It’s dark out,” Nien explained. “We can’t go.”

“I say we leave anyway,” a middle-aged man exclaimed. “The military just took care of the problem, right? So there’s no threat.”

Nien darted her eyes around. “We can’t be sure they didn’t miss anyone.”

“Oh, so first it was to wait for the military to help, but when they do arrive, we sit around and do nothing?”

“I’m just saying it would be better to leave during daytime–”

“And wait for said people they missed to raid the streets again?” The survivors’ voices grew.

Nien hesitated. “Well, no, but what else can we do?”

Siwoo snarked, turning to one of the other civilians. “I told you they don’t know what they’re doing–”

“We can’t go!”

The lobby turned quiet. With heavy breaths, Kotone scanned the small group. “We can’t go. Not now. I’ll look around in the morning. But we are staying here for the night.”

Siwoo scoffed, mumbling something under his breath as he turned away. Quietly, the crowd dispersed, going back to their cells. Nien saw Yeonji and Mayu’s eyes glimmered with guilt and sympathy before turning. When everyone was gone, the firefighter looked at Kotone. The cop faced the floor with her eyes closed, taking deep breaths. Nien thought she shouldn’t interrupt her this time.



The first rays of sunlight peeked shyly through the shuttered blinds. Mayu kept the mugs steady in her hands as she trudged down the dim hallway, a small yawn escaping her lips.

Turning the corner, she was met with Nien and Kotone, who were preparing for their run in the lobby. She approached them. Nien, in her full uniform, noticed first and beamed. “Hi, Mayu-chan!”

Kotone offered a wave of her hand. Mayu gave a tired smile. “I made you both coffee.”

Kotone perked up. She accepted the drink with a small thanks and took a sip with a gentle hum. When Mayu turned to Nien, the firefighter politely declined.

“Mom always said I had too much energy,” she chuckled. “And you look like you need it more than me.”

Mayu smiled and took the cup for herself. After taking a sip, her lips downturned and her eyebrows furrowed.

“What’s the matter?” asked Nien.

With an exhale, Mayu drummed her fingers against the mug. “The food’s running out quickly since we’ve been eating three meals a day.”

Kotone hummed. “Cut to two meals. You can watch the reserves while we’re gone.”

“We’ll bring something back!” Nien flashed a thumbs-up.

Mayu perked up and gave an encouraging nod. “Be safe, please.”

Kotone replied with a small smile as she and Nien prepared to take their leave.

The firefighter pushed the bench from the entrance. She adjusted the strap of her backpack and looked at Kotone. “Are you ready for this?”

Kotone narrowed her eyes. “You’re making it sound like it’s an adventure.”

“It might be!”

A sigh. “Sure.”



Now that it was day, the mess around them was nauseating. Every corner they turned, they were greeted with a rotting corpse. Nien had never seen so many dead bodies. Kotone couldn’t move a few feet without stumbling on a stray piece of unidentifiable flesh or blackened blood. They quickly stained her boots and the squelching nauseated her to no end. Her eyes stung at the sight and her ears buzzed.

When they reached the other side of the road, Kotone threw up. Nien rubbed her back reassuringly, pinching her nose and looking away from the horrid sight. Wiping the corners of her lips, Kotone groaned and mimicked her actions.

They walked past the buildings, Kotone focusing on her phone while Nien pointed at various buildings. They decided to not speak, careful to not draw any unwanted attention towards them.

Nien perked up and pointed at a faraway building and Kotone followed her gaze. It was the fire station right down the block. One of the firetrucks still sat snugly in the garage. Nien grinned and Kotone gave an approving nod. She pointed to the fire station on the map before tracing its surroundings.

They moved on, walking on the empty road. Tension grew in Kotone’s body at the sight of the quiet city and her hand rested on her revolver.

Nien’s boot tapped against something hard and she looked down. Her eyes widened. She reached for the item and showed it to Kotone. It was a military helmet.

Kotone swallowed and gave Nien a nod. The firefighter put the helmet back and they kept walking. Kotone coughed into her arm, gagging again at the stench.



Minutes later, Nien nudged Kotone and pointed at the supermarket. The cop double-checked her map and nodded in approval. Carefully, they made their way to the building with Nien leading the way.

With silent footsteps, they entered the store, its glass doors broken and unhinged. Nien had to squint at the sheer darkness and hovered her flashlight around. Empty aisles had been toppled over and what little products were left had been carelessly thrown around. Dried blood had been sprayed around, decorating the store with a dark red.

Nien bent down to pick up a small bag of chips. They progressed further into the store, the firefighter keeping the flashlight directly in front of them as they stepped down the aisle.

She felt herself step onto something soft and a plethora of groans greeted her. Her eyes widened as she looked down.

“Sorry,” Nien whispered to the sick person and stepped off. She caught Kotone’s questioning glance on the side but simply moved deeper in the store. It was all quiet save for the person’s snarls and their footsteps.

Something glinted off her flashlight. Nien’s eyes widened as a butcher knife swung and stopped inches in front of her face. She held her hands up and pressed her lips together.

Nien took a step back. “Don’t move!” The girl exclaimed, the grip on her knife trembling. The firefighter looked behind her and counted six more people in the back. They all seemed to be young adults.

“It’s okay,” Kotone reassured, her hands also in the sky. “We’re not sick.”

“Sick?” A boy asked behind them. “What, you don’t know?”

“Know what?”

The opposite group traded glances. “Zombies,” the girl with the knife said. “They’re zombies.”

Nien hummed. Pressure drilled against Kotone’s forehead, but she was far too tired to argue. “We aren’t bitten, if that’s what you’re concerned with.”

“And the growls came from the guy stuck under the aisle,” Nien added, lowering her hands.

With her knife still up, the girl shared murmurs with her group. As a few nods traveled, she then lowered her weapon. “Sorry. We thought the noise was one of them.”

“What are you doing here?” asked the boy.

“Getting stuff,” Nien answered. “Food.”

“We have shelter,” Kotone revealed. “It’s a police station not far from here. Safer than this place– we saw the open doors at the front.”

Nien smiled. “You should come with us.”

The girl looked to her group mates. They all perked up and nodded with stars in their eyes. She turned back to Nien and Kotone. “Okay.”

The firefighter beamed and extended her hand. “Welcome, then! What are your names?”

The girl met her handshake with a small smile. “I’m Jiyoon.” She nudged towards the boy. “He’s Bomin.”

“Sorry guys,” Kotone interrupted before they could continue, her eyes scanning the outside as a foreboding feeling snaked up her back. “But we should go now.”

Nien pouted, but she agreed and took the lead again, hearing their new group’s careful footsteps follow from behind.



Mayu took a stroll in the hallway, feeling slightly bored. With the power down, she couldn’t access computers, and she thought it imperative to save her phone battery. The station had a severe lack of books, too, leaving her with practically nothing to do.

As she reached a closed door, she pushed it open then slammed it closed. Her chest heaved as she backed away, making a mental note to remember which room was filled with guns, and to make sure no one else found it.

Shaking off her fright, Mayu progressed down the hallway, nearing the cafeteria. She glanced at it before passing by, but stopped when her ear caught a small clatter.

She frowned and moved closer to the door, eyes widening when she heard a bump. Mayu pushed the cafeteria door open.

The room was dim with all the windows shuttered and Mayu had to squint. Another clatter sounded from the pantry. Realizing what must’ve been going on, Mayu marched decisively towards the room and swung the door open.

Mayu froze in place. So did Siwoo. The cabinet was wide open behind him, stashing the rest of their reserves. The man hugged a few packets of instant noodles against his chest and his eyes were as wide as a deer caught in headlights.

Her lips twitching, Mayu swallowed. “What are you doing?”

Siwoo tightened his jaw. “I’m hungry, so I came to get food.”

Mayu frowned, clenching her fists. “You can’t do that. It’s only two meals a day now.”

“Wouldn’t have needed to be if we all got out when we were supposed to.”

“But we agreed to it–”

A loud slam echoed in the room and Siwoo stomped towards her. Mayu’s eyes widened as a shot of adrenaline pumped through her blood.

She opened her mouth to scream, but a hand grabbed her jaw, muffling her shouts. Siwoo leaned in and glared at her, his eyes shaky and unblinking.

“What are you going to do about it?” His voice dropped. The pressure from his hand hurt and Mayu struggled to breathe. “Shut up,” he hissed when Mayu kept trying to speak.

The girl’s breath hitched when he leaned in. “If you tell anyone about this, I will hurt you,” he murmured. Mayu gasped before holding her breath when he tightened his grip. Tears grew in her eyes from the pain.

Finally, he released her with a harsh shove. Mayu took in a sharp breath and reached up to massage her aching jaw. While she recovered, Siwoo stormed out and slammed the pantry door. With a small cry, she let her knees drop and covered her face with her hands.



The group marched in utter silence in the road, their hands tense against their weapons with their backs hunched. Their eyes darted from place to place, refusing to linger for too long. The only person who seemed calm was Nien, though even she kept her eyes and ears peeled for any noise.

The firefighter perked up when she caught sight of a full water jug slotted in the backseat of a nearby car. She stopped Kotone and pointed at it. The cop nodded and moved so Nien could walk by.

She reached through the car’s broken glass and tried to lift it single-handedly, but it was awkward and heavy in her position. She thought it must’ve been five gallons.

Bomin approached from her left, silently asking if she needed help. Nien shook her head, opting to use both hands.

Placing them against the handle, she lifted the jug and the water sloshed aggressively, pausing when she thought she heard a faint growl. Narrowing her eyes, Nien scanned the place, but saw nothing. With a small breath, she lifted the jug again.

Suddenly, a sick person emerged behind the car and leaped over the hood. Their arms grabbed Bomin, who yelled before being pushed to the ground.

Shouts resonated around Nien and she released the jug to help him out. But by the time she pulled her arms from the car, the person had already latched onto him. Bomin screamed at the top of his lungs when they sank their teeth into his neck.

Kotone gripped her revolver, eyes shaking as she watched the person rip a chunk of flesh clean off his throat, spilling blood against the road. With a gasp, she pulled her gun out and shot the assailant in the head, leaving a deafening blast in its wake.

Kotone didn’t have time to process as Nien took her by the arm. “It’s time to go!” The firefighter snapped towards the rest of the survivors and gestured at them to follow. “Come on!”

The other group lifted Bomin off the road and carried him with them.  Kotone opened her mouth to speak but Nien stopped her. “We’ll make it.”

The cop sucked in a breath and sped up. “You better be right.”



Yeonji peeked an eye out from the blinds, her leg bouncing uncontrollably as every second passed excruciatingly slowly. At first, she had been with the group in their cell block, but after having heard the gunshot, worry gnawed at her chest and she couldn’t help but stay on the lookout for them.

A few dots approached from the left end of the road and Yeonji stared at them. Then, her heart thudded when she realized it was Kotone, Nien, and a few other people they must’ve found on their excursion. There were more people far behind them, but as they neared the station, Yeonji realized they were the sick people chasing after the group.

Yeonji jumped away from the window and rushed for the entrance doors. She pushed them open and held on, gagging as the smell of flesh and blood hit her. She nearly threw up but held on, keeping her focus on the small group as they made a beeline towards her.

When they arrived, Yeonji noticed the rest of them carrying an injured person. Kotone dashed into the station, followed by the others.

“What happened–”

“Get him in a holding cell, now!” She exclaimed. The group hastily stormed into the hallway. Nien, as she entered, slammed the doors closed before securing them. She gave Yeonji a small nod before rushing away.

Shaking off her shock, Yeonji bounced on her feet, hesitating to follow. With a hiss, she decisively chased after Nien. As she ran, the cafeteria doors opened.

“What’s going on?” Mayu’s eyes were shaking. Yeonji swallowed dryly and gestured for her to follow. Mayu hesitated for a split second before nodding and catching up to them.

The cell block was different than Suyeon’s. They dragged the boy into a cell. He gasped and cried as the tear in his neck bled out and completely soaked his shirt.

Mayu gasped when she saw the boy and clapped a hand over her mouth. She glanced at Yeonji, who was just as shaken. With a breath, she took the skateboarder by the jacket and carefully tugged her away from the scene, covering her view.

The boy’s group mates moved away from him. Kotone frowned. “We need to close the wound,” she said. “Nien, get the–”

“No.” Jiyoon protested, tears pooling in her eyes. “It’s too late. It’s over.”

She couldn’t see, but hearing the tremble in the girl’s voice, Yeonji let out a shaky breath. Kotone hissed and glanced at Nien. The firefighter didn’t move from her spot. They watched as the group closed the cell.

Bomin heaved and reached out to them with wide eyes. One of them reached into the cell, but another gently pried their arm away. He gasped once, twice, then his eyes hollowed out and his arm fell limp.

Silence buzzed in their ears, then came the choked cries. Kotone gritted her teeth and turned away. She placed a hand on Yeonji’s shoulder. The teenager’s head hanged low.

“Come on, let’s–”

She froze as a low growl sounded. The cop jerked back towards Bomin suddenly awoke with dilated eyes, extending a hand past the bars. He reached for the nearest person, who screamed and shuffled away.

Jiyoon swung her butcher knife down and into his skull with a crack. The boy faltered in an instant and blood soaked the floor. Mayu yelped and tore her eyes away. Nien covered her mouth and sighed. Yeonji didn’t see it happen, nor did she want to look.

Kotone’s eyes latched onto the boy’s corpse. His skin was pale and blue. The wound on his neck was black. It was just like the people outside, and just like Suyeon.

Her lips parted to let out a gasp as realization hit her like a truck.

At once, Kotone rushed out of the cell block. Yeonji was quick to follow her, followed by Nien, then Mayu.



Kotone pushed through the door and approached Suyeon. Her friend snarled and slammed against the cell bars. Kotone exhaled shakily as her heart thudded, nails pricking the back of her neck.

The cell block’s door opened. Yeonji entered, but Kotone kept her gaze on Suyeon. The door opened another time, signaling Nien and Mayu’s presence. The cop barely took notice.

Her breath hitched when her eyes caught the cafeteria tray. It was empty. Kotone hesitated for a moment, but then she shook her head. It didn’t matter anymore.

She reached for her revolver, coughing as tears welled in her eyes. She dropped and kneeled.

Nien watched Kotone with slanted eyebrows. “I can do it,” she offered.

Kotone shook her head. “I have to.” She furiously wiped her eyes. “She’s my friend.”

The firefighter watched her intently, her eyebrows knit above her forehead and her lips stretched to the side. Her large, brown eyes flooded with empathy.

“Unnie…” Yeonji muttered, tearing up.

Kotone glanced at her before nudging her head to the side. “Get her out of here.”

Mayu volunteered, taking Yeonji by the arm and gently guiding her out of the room. Yeonji didn’t dispute, but she stretched her neck to look at Kotone and Suyeon before fully rounding the corner. Only when Kotone heard the door close did she turn back to Suyeon.

Slowly, she pressed the barrel against Suyeon’s forehead, wincing as she protested loudly against the bars.

“Cover your ears,” she announced, trying to keep the shaking out of her throat. Her thumb pressed down on the safety with a faint click.

She pulled the trigger. A deafening blast shot through the small cell block. Suyeon’s body limped, the bullet having gone straight through her forehead, dribbling crimson blood on the floor.

Nien gently closed Suyeon’s eyelids. Kotone let her arm drop. She blinked harshly, not knowing where to look. A small cry slipped past her lips. She shut her eyes and stormed off.



Nien peeked her head into the office room and scanned the place. Seeing nobody, she retreated before moving onto the next.

After Kotone had disappeared, the station had grown eerily quiet. The other survivors had all asked her what had happened and Nien had to relay the news. She had watched their spirits drop as they had retreated back into their cells.

Reaching the final door in the hallway, Nien took a breath and knocked gently. Then, she twisted the handle and peeked in.

“Hey.”

Kotone sat on the floor with her back against the wall, gazing lazily at something on the ground.

Nien pressed her lips and gently closed the door before approaching. She noticed the revolver on the ground and picked it up.

“How are you?” asked the firefighter as she sat beside the woman. She offered the gun but Kotone shook her head, instead digging her face into her knees.

“I was supposed to be dropping Yeonji off at her place. Not– putting down my friend. Or killing… zombies.”

Nien exhaled. She dropped the revolver and instead strung an arm around Kotone. “I'm sorry.”

A shrug. “Rather it be me than someone else.” She sighed and knocked a fist against the floor. “Why didn’t I accept it?”

“A part of you didn’t want to believe it,” Nien reasoned. She looked around the small office. The desk was placed on the left, decorated with a potted plant and a computer. The walls were painted a navy blue.

“Why’d you become a cop?” she decided to ask.

Kotone looked up at her in surprise, then retreated into herself. “It’s complicated.”

“Life’s never easy,” Nien agreed. The officer nodded slightly, feeling the firefighter rub a comforting glove against her back.

Kotone then suddenly turned to her. “What’s up with you?”

“What?” Nien perked up.

“You haven’t been…” Kotone sucked in a breath, “Scared, or anything.”

Nien pressed her lips. “Does it bother you?”

“No, not at all.” The officer shook her head. “Quite the opposite, actually, it’s admirable. How do you do it?

The firefighter chewed slowly on her snack before her lips curled into a small smile. She lowered herself to the ground and patted the space beside her. Kotone took the offer, crossing her arms as her legs remained stretched out. She eyed Nien expectantly.

Nien swallowed and took a breath. “I…” She tilted her head from side to side. “...kind of have no fear.”

There was a short pause. Kotone blinked, then raised an eyebrow. “Really.”

“Yep.”

“You’re messing with me.”

“I’m not!”

“Is it a ‘I don’t get scared easily’ kind of no fear or…”

“No, I actually have no fear.” Nien gestured at her head. “It’s not in my system.”

Kotone’s eyebrows raised further up. The firefighter didn’t look like she was lying. “So, what, it doesn’t register at all?”

“Nope,” Nien answered, popping the ‘p.’ “I’m gonna spare you all the boring medical sciency stuff, but basically, you know how in your brain you got something called the amygdala?”

Kotone chuckled. “I am knowledgeable about the amygdala.”

Nien grinned. “Yeah, well, you know that’s where fear is stored.” She tapped her head. “I don’t have that.”

“The amygdala?”

“The amygdala.” Nien nodded.

The officer widened her eyes. “That’s…” she began, nodding in turn, “Fascinating.” She brought her eyebrows into a frown and pursed her lips, rubbing a hand across her chin.

Nien turned to her with a smirk. “You wanna know more, don’t you?”

“Oh, no, I don’t want to pry…” Kotone shooed her off and brought her knees up, but her eyes glimmered, brimming with curiosity as she contemplated the firefighter. “But… if you’re offering…”

Nien giggled. “Alright, officer,” she said, offering the gun again, “Ask away.”



Yeonji rolled her skateboard back and forth in the lobby alone. A couple days had gone by since Suyeon had passed, and the station had grown as quiet as ever.

“Yeonji?”

She heard Mayu step into the empty lobby and she stopped rolling her skateboard, turning to her. She raised an eyebrow. Mayu hadn’t said a word since then. “Yeah?”

Mayu slotted herself into the nearest bench and picked at her fingernails. Yeonji stayed silent, watching the woman take a breath. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “For not doing anything back at the stairs.”

Yeonji stretched her lips to the side, scrutinizing Mayu for a few moments. The woman instinctively curled into herself. Then, Yeonji crossed her arms and let out a puff. “It’s fine. You were scared too.”

Mayu muttered a small thanks before hugging herself and looking blankly at the floor. Yeonji narrowed her eyes at the older woman’s off-putting demeanor. “You’re being weird.”

Mayu snapped her head up. “What?”

“Something’s up.”

“Nothing’s up.” Mayu frowned.

“You’re lying. You’re super nervous.”

“...But I’m always nervous.”

“Yeah, but this is like– you’re hiding something kind of nervous. This is the first time I’ve seen you talk to someone in days.” Yeonji swung her leg back and forth. Her shoulders deflated. “Are you okay, unnie?”

Mayu blinked before sighing deeply, easing the chills in her arms. “Look, you can’t tell anyone, okay? Especially not Kotone.”

Yeonji perked up and nodded furiously. “Alright, got it, fingers crossed.”

Mayu looked to her left, then to her right. She took a deep breath. “So–”



“Someone threatened Mayu.”

Nien stopped chewing and tilted her head towards Yeonji. Kotone also paused mid-bite.

“What?”

“Someone threatened Mayu-unnie,” Yeonji repeated. “And he stole food from the pantry.”

The firefighter blinked, then set her food down. “Who’s he?”

“The Siwoo guy.”

Nien’s usual peaceful expression turned into a small frown. “Of course it’s him.” She stood up and groaned, rolling up her sleeves. “Where is he?”

“Woah.” Kotone put a hand out. “What are you planning?”

Nien and Yeonji glanced at each other, then at Kotone. “To kick him out, duh?” The skateboarder raised an eyebrow.

The cop furrowed her eyebrows. “We can’t kick him out. He'll die.”

Nien blinked and pursed her lips as if she had just realized. Yeonji, on the other hand, only frowned. “But ‘Tone-unnie, he threatened someone. Mayu-unnie’s scared to be near him. And he’s been stealing.”

“Yeah, that’s pretty dangerous…” Nien scratched the back of her neck.

“I know.” Kotoner’s shoulders dropped. “But we don’t have to kick him out. We can figure out another way to get him to stop.”

“Yeah, well, he also told Mayu that if she told anyone he’d beat her up.”

Nien’s eyes widened at the new information. Kotone buried her head in her hands. Yeonji swore she heard her cuss under her breath.

Kotone dropped her hands. “We still can’t kick him out.”

Yeonji grimaced and turned to Nien, only to notice the firefighter wasn’t peeved like she was. “Seriously?”

“I mean…” Nien scratched the back of her head. “She’s right.”

Kotone cut Yeonji off before she could retort. “There are still a ton of solutions to make him stop without alerting him.”

“Like?”

“I can latch onto him.” Nien suggested, flexing her arm and patting it. “Make sure he doesn’t do anything dumb.”

“But keeping him here is dumb!” Yeonji hissed, throwing her arms out in frustration.

“Hey,” Kotone reprimanded quietly. “We’re not going to send him to die out there.”

Yeonji huffed and traced circles on the ground with her shoe. “So what, he’ll just hurt us,” she mumbled.

The cop sighed. “Nien will keep an eye on him.” Nien smiled and patted her arm again. Yeonji was less than amused though, letting her anger be known with a loud scoff.

Kotone frowned. “Yeonji–”

“Whatever.” Yeonji turned and walked away. Nien set her hands on her hips and pursed her lips. Kotone leaned back into her chair with a sigh.

The cafeteria door slammed open, causing them, save for Nien, to jolt and snap their heads in Jiyoon’s direction. Her eyes were wide as she heaved. Understanding the emergency, the three girls hurried to follow her.



“What the…”

In front of them were two men and a woman, bruised and battered. They kneeled with their hands clasped tightly. They wore dark blue jumpsuits with color-coded name tags. Two yellow, one red.

Mayu breathed shakily. She had been in Korea long enough to recognize them to be prisoners and what the colors meant. She took a step back, hiding herself behind another survivor. Her eyes followed Kotone as the officer hesitantly stood before them.

“What’s the meaning of this?” she heard her ask.

“They were being chased,” Jiyoon explained. “They found us and begged to be let in.” Kotone hummed and gestured at them to speak.

The female inmate went first. She had a cloth-made bandage over her bloodied thigh and the bruise on her throat was an angry purple. Dried blood clung to her hair. “We were ambushed.” Her voice came out raspy as if she hadn’t drank water in days. “They took everything from us. We lost two of our guys.”

“We had a car…” the man with the yellow name tag whispered. “They took it, too.”

Kotone drummed her fingers against her pants. “How’d you find us?”

“While we were running, we noticed a few of you returning to the station,” said the woman before coughing.

“What were you running from?”

“The infected.”

“For how long?”

“Two days.” The guy sighed and pressed his clasped hands against his forehead. “We haven’t eaten. Or slept. Didn’t have time to, with them after us.”

“How were you ambushed? Why?”

The woman shook her head. “They came out of nowhere. Threatened and beat us. We tried to fight back but…”

She tilted her head to better show the injury on the side of her head. “Knocked us unconscious. When we woke up, we were too weak to do anything other than run.”

Kotone thinned her lips. “You want our help?”

“We’d… like to join you.” The guy said. When Kotone frowned, his eyes widened. “We won’t do anything, we swear!” He begged. “We haven’t done anything. Just, please, help us.”

Kotone paused. Her eyes traveled to the man with the red name tag. He held a crowbar in his blood-soaked hands, but seemed to be barely conscious. He had yet to speak. “What’s your name?”

Keeping his eyes on the floor, the inmate answered quietly, but with a rough voice. “Jinwoo.”

Mayu shuddered. She glanced at Siwoo. He wore a frown on his face, but there was a glint in his eyes. She quickly turned away as he met her gaze, but before she could see his reaction, Nien stepped between them and passed an arm over her shoulder.

“Please,” The woman pleaded. “We’ll die out there.”

She reached out and Kotone hovered over her gun.

“Don’t move,” she ordered firmly. She locked eyes with Mayu, Nien, and Yeonji before nudging her head to the side.



Nien peeked into the hallway before closing the office door and leaning her back against it. The others sat on the floor, musing over the issue.

The firefighter inhaled. “I think they can stay.”

“Absolutely not.” Mayu retorted.

“Mayu…”

“Have you seen them?” she asked, her heart thumping anxiously. “They’re criminals. One of them even has a red tag. That’s death row.”

“I know, but if we leave them out, they’ll die.” Nien turned to Kotone. “That’s what you said, right?”

Yeonji swerved her head in Nien’s direction with wide eyes. Catching onto her mistake, the firefighter snapped her jaw shut. Mayu frowned but brushed off their behavior. “Look, I saw…” She eyed Yeonji before swallowing. “I just don’t think it’s a good idea.”

The girls eyed Kotone, who had yet to speak. The cop hesitated, shutting her eyes. “I’m thinking.”

“Eh?” Mayu’s head spun in disbelief. “You can’t possibly be considering this.”

“They really could’ve turned a new leaf, you know?” Nien hooked her hands together. “Maybe all they needed was a little zombie apocalypse.”

Mayu managed a small scoff. “I think that would only make them worse.”

“Not necessarily…” Kotone mumbled. Yeonji let out a quiet gasp and shared a glance with her. The cop offered a small nod in response.

Mayu placed her hands on her head, gritting her teeth. “Come on, please!” She turned to Yeonji. “This is ridiculous, right?”

Yeonji shoved her hands in her pockets with an uncertain hum.

Kotone dropped her shoulders. “I want to give it a shot. I don’t think I could turn people away, no matter who they are.”

“What?”

Nien leaned forward. “Yeonji? What do you think?”

Yeonji averted her gaze, smacking her dry lips and focusing on the floor. She glanced at Kotone before curling into herself. “They looked pretty desperate…”

Mayu opened and closed her mouth. Her face contorted into disbelief, then she stood up and stomped a foot on the ground.

“Ridiculous,” she hissed under her breath, marching towards the door. Nien moved away, letting the woman leave with a quiet but chilling slam.

Yeonji flinched lightly at the thinly-veiled anger. She looked for Kotone. The cop’s shoulders were tense as she massaged her temples.



“What happens after?”

Nien looked up at the small audience, then gave a shake of her head. “We’d rather not talk about it.” Beside her, Mayu nodded in agreement, shifting in her seat on the couch.

Soomin awkwardly clapped the camcorder shut. They were ten people in the lounge, but not a single person spoke up, each of them feeling as if they had a lump in their throat.

Soomin broke the silence first. “Damn,” she said. “That sucks.”

Yeonji’s expression turned deadpan. “You guys dragged the four of us here and that’s all you can say?”

Soomin scratched her head and gave an apologetic shrug.  “I mean… I know you guys went through a lot, but not that much.” Sullin nodded beside her. The gunner pursed her lips. “It makes us look bland in comparison.”

Mayu frowned. “It’s not really a competition…” Soomin raised her hands in abandon.

Hayeon pursed her lips, still processing the story. “So… you thought letting a guy on death row in was a good idea?”

Kotone buried her head in her hands and groaned. “We were hopeful, okay?” 

“And look how that turned out,” Chaewon voiced. “You really should’ve listened to Mayu-unnie with that one.” Mayu crossed her arms with a slightly righteous huff.

Yeonji scowled and threw up a rude finger. Her friends’ eyes widened at her uncommon glare and they muttered small apologies.

“I mean, it worked with Kaede, kind of…?” Nien tried with an awkward smile. She pressed her lips when she received several shaking heads. “Okay, fine.”

“If it makes you feel better,” Shion began, having joined the story half-way through, “I would’ve let them in, too.”

Hayeon turned to her with a frown. “Aren’t they the guys who hurt you?”

"Oh.” Shion blinked. “Right.”

“Also, you don’t count because you’d give anyone a second chance.”

Shion couldn’t refute, so instead she deflated with a pout.

Seoah shook her head and leaned in. “I’m sorry about your friend,” she told Kotone sincerely. Murmurs of agreement echoed in the room. Kotone gave a solemn nod and thanked the girl.

The dormitory’s front door opened and Nakyoung poked her head in. “Come on, girls, it’s dinner time.”

The small group quickly grew excited, wondering what conversations would spark during dinner. Hayeon commented that she wanted to sit beside Chaewon but was instantly shot down by the latter.

Yeonji stood up with a stretch, turning when Soomin poked her arm. The gunner handed the camcorder back to her with a teasing glint in her eyes. 

“You’re more of a scaredy cat than I thought.”

Yeonji rolled her eyes and swiped the camera from Soomin’s hands. “You’re so annoying.”

A shrug. “Heard that already.” Soomin then grinned. “Are you ready for the gathering?”

Yeonji smiled, excitement bubbling in her stomach. “Absolutely.”

Notes:

the highlight of this chapter is the shayeon crumb btw i miss them so much im going to end it all

but yeah thats enough interludes CHAPTER 30 OPENS WITH ACT 2 PART 2 - HOPES AND PRAYERS, WITH THE TITLE "NO PEACE FOR THE LIVING," COMING AROUND MID-APRIL STAY INFORMED AND STAY SAFE I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY

 

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Chapter 30: No Peace for the Living

Notes:

BADGE WARS SEASON THREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SULLIN MY GOAT IS GONNA WIN IT ALL TRUST
hi everyone, no the semester isn't actually over but ive come to the epiphany that degrees are temporary and tripleS zombie au is forever
also i wrote a part of this while being at Best Buy so thats a fun fact anyways ENJOY!

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DEIMOS TRS1806 RECORD

BEGIN TRANSMISSION

Hi. This is Jeong Jinsol from HausTech Laboratories. It is November 28th, marking it the two-hundredth-and-fourth day, or the seventh month, since the initial outbreak.

Uhm… [Shuffles] The subjects are "alive" as always. The fungal properties they incorporated into the virus significantly delays their rotting. It covers any wound opening in a black mold.

[Sighs] I've been trying my best to keep Subject 12-06 from going into the second stage of the infection where they truly become, uh, "undead." It's been very... resource-consuming.

...

I've started talking to them. Hah. I don't have anyone else to converse with, I'm going insane. My hair's a mess. I haven't been sleeping, either. The past months have been... strenuous.

I can't talk any more than this. I need to conserve energy. The solar panels are barely keeping things afloat. Tomorrow I'll search the MD wing again, see if I can finally find more records under all the debris. Stupid explosions…

[Clears throat] Alright. See you.

...

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END TRANSMISSION



Part 2: Hopes and Prayers

 

Sullin watched the silver sky with her right hand out, facing up. Her eyes followed a perfectly shaped snowflake as it drifted lightly onto her palm and melted into her hand. She let out an exhale of awe, her breath crystalizing in front of her. She adjusted the scarf around her neck. It, along with the large padded jacket she wore, were new feelings she found quite odd. The cold wrapped around her, turning her face warm and pink. She shivered lightly.

“You like it?”

Sullin turned to Lynn, who watched her with admiration. She grinned and nodded. “It’s beautiful,” she said, turning her attention to the winter forest. Around her, the trees had shed their summer coats, and their naked branches clawed at the sky. The pine-colored grass stuck from the dirt, powdered in a thin layer of snow.

Lynn crinkled her eyes as she smiled endearingly, petting Sullin on the head before reaching for the purple glove in her pocket. “Okay, let’s put your glove back on. Don’t wanna catch a cold like Chae-unnie.”

She reached for Sullin’s hand. Sullin lifted her arm with Lynn’s guidance, but there was a slight twitch in her movement, drawing back for a split-second, before fully extending it for her. Lynn noticed the near-microscopic hesitation and paused.

“Is something wrong?”

A small thorn of guilt pricked Sullin’s heart. She swallowed and shook her head. “No.” When Lynn didn’t move, she trailed her eyes up to meet hers, lightly pressing her lips together when she saw the sliver of hurt in the girl’s eyes, her smile wilted from her face. Sullin took a breath. “It’s not that.”

“I didn’t want to hurt you.”

“I know.” Sullin glanced around the white forest and bit the inside of her cheek. She then looked back at her hand and the glove. It was a deep lilac. Gently, she picked it from Lynn’s fingers. “I want to do it myself.”

Lynn watched as Sullin maneuvered the glove with her fingers, biting the hem with her teeth before pulling it down. She let go and the cuff hugged her wrist snugly.

With her hand, now shielded from the cold, she gave Lynn a prideful smile and an exaggerated thumbs-up. It was enough for Lynn to relax her posture and break into a grin again. She reached out her own hand, which wore the same lilac glove as Sullin’s, and interlaced their fingers. “Let’s go see what we got today.” Sullin agreed with a nod and a smile, letting Lynn lead the way.



“Two! Not bad!”

With a swift strike of the knife handle against its head, the rabbit stopped struggling. Lynn then brought it up to observe it. Its shiny coat was a light brown, the pigments turning white at the soft belly.

Lynn marched to where Sullin was, who had already put hers in the drawstring bag. “I think the girls will be happy about this,” she commented, lowering the bunny into the bag.

Sullin hummed. “It’ll help.”

“It will,” Lynn agreed, readjusting the straps of her small backpack. Sullin hadn’t brought hers. After all, they were only out to collect the bounties from the snares. She remembered assuring her a little too brightly when she had asked about it.

“Let’s go.”

Lynn perked up as Sullin lifted her bag over her shoulder. “Ah, wait!”

Sullin stopped and spun around, eyebrows raised curiously. Lynn eyed the woods. “Could we take a break before going back? There’s this spot I’ve found.”

Sullin blinked. Then, her lips curled up into a smile before giving her a nod.

With Lynn leading the way, they hiked up the mountain. A half-hour passed in silence – a few words being shared occasionally about their surroundings – until Lynn finally stopped in front of a large, smooth stone clear of trees. Mountains covered in white and pine green extended below them, touched by silver clouds.

Sitting down, Lynn leaned back on her elbows, admiring the open view. Sullin huffed as her legs ached from the climb and she let herself drop onto the smooth stone. A small wave of vertigo hit her and she supported herself with her hand. A chill gust hit her and she hugged her coat tighter around herself. It was far colder on the mountaintop. “Why are we here?”

Lynn turned to her and offered a small smile. “I have something to give you.”

Biting down a shiver, Sullin watched as Lynn turned from her and searched through the bag she had insisted on bringing. Her heart thudded lightly as she could only guess what the gift was.

“So,” Lynn began, back still facing Sullin, “Dahyun-unnie and I have been coming up with something… and I know your birthday’s in a couple days, but we felt like we shouldn’t delay something like this.”

Sullin tilted her head to the side, trying to get a peek of what Lynn was talking about. There was a small pause, then a short breath before the girl spun around. Her eyes widened and her lips parted into a gasp.

Snug in the palms of Lynn’s hands was a prosthetic. Gently, Lynn took her arm and wrapped the cuff around her wrist, reaching the center of her forearm. A weird jolt pulsed through the severed end, scarred over and baby pink with new skin. Sullin bit her lip as the new hand covered the stump, heart thudding in her chest.

Sullin gaped at the prosthetic hand, bringing it nearer to get a better view. It wasn’t perfect. Metal and plastic – dull silver and sea green – melted together and obviously amateurishly hand-crafted with a few wires sticking out. She admired it as if it was a newborn kitten.

Lynn’s eyes remained on her, gauging her every reaction with her stomach twisting from apprehension. “How is it?”

Sullin looked up to her. “When…?”

“Well, we’ve been thinking about it ever since it happened.” Lynn adjusted the cuff. “Unnie’s been working hard on trying to figure everything out. This is still a prototype. From the tests, you can only close your fingers all at once.”

With a nod, Sullin admired the new hand again, recalling the times where Dahyun or Lynn would suddenly panic when she walked into the room. She knew something was up, but the gift threw any of her theories out the window. With Lynn’s guidance, she tried it out, eyes widening in awe as the fingers twitched around, clumsily closing into her palm. Warmth spread through her heart and her breath caught in her throat. She didn’t feel the cold wind anymore. “Thank you, Lynn.”

Lynn relaxed and grinned. She snuggled against Sullin before pressing her lips against her cheek. “Happy birthday, Sullinie.” Sullin giggled at the featherlight touch and returned the peck with a grin.



As the pair made their way down the mountain, hands interlocked, a nearby branch snapped. They whipped their heads in the noise’s direction and froze.

Trudging its way into their vision was an infected. Lynn narrowed her eyes slightly as it approached. It moved incredibly slow, limping over the snow and its own feet. Its clothes were dirty and tattered, hanging loosely on bony, pale and blue skin. With how slow it was, it almost seemed non-threatening. Didn’t stop Sullin’s heart from drumming louder.

Lynn pulled a throwing knife out from her jacket and handed it to Sullin. The girl wrapped her fingers against the hilt and focused on the zombie, whose eyes stared back lazily.

It barely picked up its pace, its groans low and slow. Sullin swallowed. She brought her arm back, then flung it forward at full force, kicking up snow as she threw it. The knife whizzed in the air and stuck itself in the center of its head. Lazily, the infected slumped, staining the snow with red and black.

Sullin huffed with a satisfied smirk, smiling wider when Lynn petted her on the head. She approached the dead zombie and yanked the knife out of its head.

As Sullin cleaned the blade with snow, her eyes caught movement to their right and snapped towards it. Trees lined her vision. Everything was white with snow. Still, she spotted the discrepancy – a footprint in the carpet. She shared a glance with Lynn, who replied with a silent nod. She took a breath.

“Come out.”

For a beat, nothing. Sullin glared at the nearby tree, flicking the snow off the throwing knife. “Come out,” she repeated, sharper that time.

A dirty, battered boot answered, stepping out from behind the trunk. A woman’s face appeared, red from the cold and pale from hunger. Hollowed cheeks and sunken eyes decorated her complexion, buried under layers of jackets. Still, she visibly shivered.

Sullin sucked in a breath and traded glances with Lynn again, who carefully stepped her way.

“Who are you?” asked the agent.

The woman sniffled, wiping her nose with her bare, red hands. “I mean no harm. I was just passing by.”

“Who are you?”

“...Minhee.”

“Was it following you?” Lynn tapped the zombie with her boot. Minhee hesitated, then nodded. When she didn’t move, still staring, Lynn said, “You can go.”

Minhee’s eyes widened and she spluttered. “Uhm, do you have any food to spare? I haven’t eaten in days.”

Sullin didn’t move. Lynn stretched her lips to the side. “Sorry.” They began to turn.

“Wait!”

They paused, glancing back. The woman clutched at her chest. “You two look warm and well-fed. Tell me, do you have a place to stay?”

Lynn looked at Sullin, who shook her head. “No,” she then answered. “We’re wanderers, too.”

“That’s a lie. You’re lying.”

Lynn hid a sigh. Sullin’s eyebrows slanted. Reaching into her pocket, she pulled out a half-eaten cereal bar and tossed it onto the snow.

The woman stared at it for a second, then two. She frowned at Sullin. “...That’s it?”

Sullin’s breath caught when Minhee suddenly grew furious. “I won’t survive off of this! How could you be so greedy?

Suddenly, she dashed forward, stomping on the cereal bar as she did so.

Lynn instantly drew her pistol and aimed it at the woman. Her eyes shot open and she skidded to a stop, mouth parting to speak, but Lynn beat her to it.

“Leave,” she hissed, finger resting on the trigger. Her clenched jaw barely contained her anger. “Never come back.”

The woman’s chest rose and fell erratically, glaring at the gun, then at Lynn’s threatening leer. Slowly, she backed away, then rushed into the forest, swiping the trampled cereal bar as she fled.

The pair waited for the trees to stop echoing before they could relax. When a silent beat passed, Lynn put her pistol away and groaned.

Sullin offered a small thumbs-up, and she reciprocated. She then blinked several times. “Oh! I forgot something back at the spot!” She looked back and forth between Sullin and the mountains, pursing her lips.

Thankfully, Sullin gave a nod and threw a thumb back. “I’ll go first.”

Lynn relaxed her shoulders. “Thank you. I’ll join you at the fence.” Sullin nodded again before making her journey down the mountain forest. When she was at a far enough distance, Lynn turned around and marched, keeping her eyes on the snow with a frown etched on her face.



Yooyeon was woken up by three raps on the door.

“Get up, it’s already afternoon,” Nakyoung’s familiar voice echoed into the room. Slowly, Yooyeon blinked the irritation from her eyes before rolling on her side. She was greeted by the sight of her girlfriend, who also tried to wake herself up.

Seoyeon caught Yooyeon’s gaze and wore a drowsy smile. “Morning.”

“Hi,” Yooyeon greeted back, reaching up to rub her tired eyelids. As she did, the blankets shifted off her arm and an icy breeze hit her bare stomach. She winced lightly, patting around for her shirt.

She heard a small chuckle beside her and turned to Seoyeon, who was still watching her with a smile. The girl leaned in and pressed her lips against hers. Yooyeon melted into the kiss, but kept it brief as she then pulled the covers away. “Let’s get ready.”

The couple dressed in silence. Pulling her jeans up, Yooyeon already felt warmer than before, noticing winter’s first snowfall out the window. She then tossed her shirt over her head, tilting slightly to watch as Seoyeon brushed her hair in the pocket mirror on the desk. She let her eyes linger on her girlfriend’s blank gaze before turning to the old sticky note stamped on the wall.

 

Hai, unnie!

Went and left with Yubin LOL but I’m fine, don't worry,

we’ll meet again!

 

- Jiyeonnie :3

 

Huffing through her nose, Yooyeon turned to twist the handle, but before she could open the door, another arm reached out and pressed it closed. Yooyeon was spun around and a pair of lips met hers in a hasty, messy kiss. She reached for the back of her head, tangling her fingers in Seoyeon’s freshly-brushed hair. Heat quickly spread through her chest as her lips moved quickly to keep up with Seoyeon’s enthusiasm.

Grabbing each side of Yooyeon’s waist, Seoyeon pushed herself further, pressing Yooyeon against the wall. She dug her head in Yooyeon’s neck, peppering kisses over her pulse point. Yooyeon bit down a hum, heart thudding wildly.

“That’s enough, Seoyeon-ah…” Yooyeon muttered weakly before gasping as Seoyeon playfully nipped the skin of her neck. She placed her hands on Seoyeon’s shoulder and gently pushed her away.

With a small smirk, Seoyeon quirked her eyebrows before leaning forward again. Instead of another kiss as Yooyeon expected, though, she heard the click of the door as it opened.

Nakyoung and Dahyun stood in the hallway. Nakyoung had her arms crossed, eyes wide with both disbelief, amusement, and something else. Dahyun’s jaw had dropped to the ground.

Her smile now wiped off her face, Seoyeon walked along as if nothing had happened. Yooyeon stopped before the girls, ears red, feigning indifference but unable to meet any of their gazes as the feeling of Seoyeon’s lips lingered.

“Are any of them back yet?” she asked, shoulders drooping further as Nakyoung snickered into her hand.

“Lynn and Sullin are staying out a little longer,” Dahyun predicted, nice enough to spare her from the teasing. “But they should be back soon. The group is still away, too.”

Yooyeon hummed. “And Kaede?”

Dahyun grew quiet and shuffled around. “Nothing yet,” Nakyoung answered, her lips stretched to a thin line.

With a small nod, Yooyeon wiped a hand over her mouth. “Anything else?”

Nakyoung shrugged in response. Dahyun drew a small breath. “...Should we be more concerned? About Kaede.”

“The agreement is that she can linger outside for a night. Did something happen?”

“No.” Dahyun shook her head. “I was just wondering. She’s been out more often.”

“Well, her wound is near fully healed.” Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips. “But try speaking to her. She’ll listen to you.”

Dahyun wanted to say more, but she only mustered up a nod. Considering the conversation over, she walked away, leaving the other two standing in the hallway.

Yooyeon kneaded the back of her neck. She began to make her way to the entrance when Nakyoung stopped her.

“Unnie.”

Yooyeon perked up and turned to Nakyoung. The woman extended a bundled jacket.

“You’ll get cold,” she explained.

Right, Yooyeon thought, the snow. She blinked at the jacket before taking it, her lips curling into a small smile. “Thank you, Naky.”



When they crossed the gate, Chaeyeon engulfed Sullin into a hug.

“Welcome back, our Thai princess!” she cheered before sniffling, still bundled up in blankets despite the massive coat on her back.

Sullin hugged back with just as much enthusiasm while Lynn pouted. “Unnie, you’re gonna give her a cold,” she nearly whined, but Chaeyeon threw her worries away with a swish of her hand.

“As if,” she said nasally. “Our Sullinie here is a tough girl! Isn’t that right?”

“That’s right!” Sullin agreed, flexing her arm. She gasped, then brought her left arm up to show Chaeyeon her new prosthetic.

Chaeyeon gasped even louder, admiring the hand. “That’s amazing!”

Sullin nodded furiously before laughing as Chaeyeon hugged her again. Lynn scratched her head with a smile. Her eyes then caught Yooyeon and Nakyoung approaching from afar.

“Chae,” Nakyoung began, stopping in front of the girls. “Go back inside.”

“No,” Chaeyeon’s voice came muffled in Sullin’s scarf.

“Jiwoo would be mad if she saw you out like this.”

Chaeyeon tore herself away with a click of her tongue. “Ugh, don’t remind me. ‘Unnie, you’ll catch a cold. Unnie, you won’t recover well. Unnie, want more blankets? Should I ask Soda-unnie to rewire a heater?’”

“You like her doting on you like that.” Nakyoung smirked. Chaeyeon could only sniffle as a retort.

“But seriously,” Yooyeon cut in, “Stay inside. We cannot afford for your ailment to worsen. If pneumonia was a problem before–”

“Fine.” Chaeyeon rolled her eyes, but there wasn’t much malice. “New doctor in the house, huh?” she muttered, trudging back to the dormitory. The group heard her sneeze loudly in the distance, followed by coughs.

“Imagine if the common cold actually takes her out,” Nakyoung remarked. Yooyeon sighed and lightly shoved the vigilante. Still, she couldn’t help but smile.

Sullin tapped Lynn on the shoulder and gestured to the farm. Lynn smiled and patted her back. “You go.”

When Sullin was far enough, her smile faded. She turned to the others. “We met someone up in the mountains.”

Nakyoung’s eyes widened. “Who?”

“A woman. Looked to be in her thirties. But she was alone.”

 Yooyeon pressed her lips. “Was she an issue?”

 

Lynn traced the woman’s steps with caution, her hasty escape drawn into the snow. She followed the footprints, reaching for her pistol again.

Her nose caught the smell of smoke and she rubbed it so as to not sneeze. With a small breath, she followed the scent, now keeping her eyes for any smoke ahead.

A minute later, she stopped. She spotted the woman sitting on a felled log. Her back was to Lynn. She had started a fire and was warming her hands in front of it. Lynn narrowed her eyes. The campfire looked like it had been made a couple days ago already, and next to it was a small bag, covered in snow.

Lynn clicked her tongue silently. She drew her pistol and carefully aimed it at the back of Minhee’s head. She undid the safety, and, with a swallow, pulled the trigger. The shot echoed through the trees. Birds who were perched on branches scattered in the sky. The woman slumped and blood trickled onto the snow. Lynn put her gun away and turned back.

 

The agent shook her head. “I took care of it.”

Yooyeon opted for silence. Nakyoung huffed and combed her hair back. There was no need to state the obvious. “Lynn…”

“I’m not taking any chances.” Lynn said simply. “I’ll go meet Dahyun-unnie, now.” Tugging on her backpack’s straps, she trudged past them. Nakyoung clicked her tongue and pulled her jacket closer, feeling a cold breeze whip her neck.



Warmth spread the moment Sullin crossed into the greenhouse and she let a pleased hum slip out. Unlike the mountain of white outside, the farm bore semblance to a warm sunny day. Orange and yellow lights dangled from above the translucent tarp, making the field glow a soft brown. Some greens sprouted from the dirt; the rest had turned into a potato field. A low hum came from the generator Dahyun had hooked up, powered by car batteries Hayeon had carefully taken out. Beside the generator was a heater. Sullin hovered her hand over it and smiled as she regained feeling in her fingers.

“Hey, unnie!” Chaewon greeted, shaking her head to unstick her sweaty bangs. In her hands was a large basket. She wore a thin jacket. Her coat, along with Hayeon and Seoah’s, were piled near the entrance.

Sullin’s eyes lit up. “Chaewon!” she exclaimed.

Stopping in front of her, Chaewon proudly displayed the basket. “We got this batch, good enough for the week.” She then drew her lips to the side. “...As long as the outside rations keep coming.”

Sullin hummed and scanned the batch. “Not many,” she said honestly. Just over half of it was filled.

“The rest is in the bin.” Chaewon nudged towards it. “These are from Hayeon.”

Catching Hayeon’s wave, Sullin let out an ‘ah’ of understanding. She sifted around the relatively small tubers before picking up a larger one. It nearly fit her entire hand. “Wow.”

“This one’s nice!” Chaewon also admired it. “Almost makes this stuff worth it. It hurts my back.” To emphasize, she bent backwards with an exaggerated groan.

Sullin laughed at Chaewon’s theatrics. She then perked up and brought up her own bounty to show.

Chaewon straightened up and her eyes widened. “You caught some?” Her question resonated through the greenhouse, catching Hayeon’s attention.

“Two.” Sullin opened the bag to let Chaewon see.

“Woah, no way.” Hayeon stood up and joined them. “Last time those traps caught anything was weeks ago.” She reached in and rolled the fur between her fingertips. “It’s so soft…”

“This is gonna be so good!” Chaewon’s mouth salivated at the thought of eating meat. “I’ve been so hungry…”

“Yeah, we barely had anything yesterday–”

“Wait, oh my god,” Chaewon interrupted, raising Sullin’s arm. “Is that a new hand?”

The comment seemed to have caught Seoah’s attention, as the girl lifted her head for the first time to glance at it. Sullin raised her eyebrows and nodded enthusiastically. “Dahyun-unnie.”

Chaewon scoffed in disbelief, staring at the prosthetic. “No wonder why she’s been staying in her room, this is amazing!” She showed it to Hayeon. “It’s amazing, right?”

Removing her arm from the rabbit bag, Hayeon pursed her lips, scrutinizing the prosthetic. “It’s alright…”

Sullin frowned. Chaewon gasped. “What do you mean just alright?”

A shrug. “It looks like it works. But the design is kinda wonky.”

Chaewon opened and closed her mouth. She then opened it again. “Seriously?”

“What, I’m just saying it’s cool, but it doesn’t look professionally made!”

“Holy crap, Hayeon, where would we find a professional to make Sullin an actual prosthetic hand?!” Chaewon turned to Sullin. “Don’t listen to her, unnie. It looks great.”

Sullin offered a small hum, but whatever smile she put on must’ve looked strained. Her heart tugged and her throat felt tight. Swallowing her discomfort, she glanced at the hand, the flaws sticking out, before resting it behind her back. From the side, Seoah narrowed her eyes at her, but Sullin shook her head and instead showed the potato again, trying to distract the others who were just about to bicker.

“Ah, right, let’s put this back here.” Chaewon adjusted the basket. “Someone would be mad if you messed with her potatoes.”

They heard Hayeon scoff as she pushed her glasses up. “Well, yeah, because potatoes are awesome. They grow fast, in massive batches, and they can do so anywhere with practically any type of soil and don’t mind the temperature too much.”

“No one asked.” Seoah spat out from the field. Hayeon gaped in offence while Sullin and Chaewon shared a laugh. Unbeknownst to them, the girl wasn’t trying to be funny.

“Don’t be too mean. If I didn’t know any better, I would think Hayeon’s the one who knows all about farming,” Chaewon said with a smile.

Sullin raised an eyebrow. “Are you impressed?”

“Why the hell would she be?” Seoah rolled her eyes, swatting a patch of dirt off her pants. “She already knows it all.”

The laughter died in an instant, replaced with heavy awkwardness. Tension weighed on the girls’ shoulders, watching as Seoah hurled a potato across the field, knocking against the collecting bin and thudding to the ground. She then slammed her trowel against the dirt.

Hayeon frowned. “What’s up with you?”

“Nothing, you just sound dumb.”

Pressure grew against Hayeon’s temples. “Don’t say that,” Chaewon scolded lightly. Seoah clicked her tongue and made an ugly face.

Sullin narrowed her eyes. Seoah seemed prone to anger today. “Why?” she questioned. Hayeon shrugged while Chaewon bit the inside of her cheek.

“I think it’s because the group didn’t let her join the run this morning,” she said, hitting the nail on the head as Seoah looked up in exasperation.

“They let Yeonji-unnie look for Soomin-unnie, but I can’t look for Bin-unnie.”

“Oh, not again– we went through this, Seoah.” Hayeon interjected patronizingly. “Bin left willingly. She literally pulled Soomin away.”

“And I remember saying maybe she didn’t have a choice!” Seoah threw her arms out. “Is it just me who thinks that maybe fifteen years of military propaganda doesn’t get erased in two weeks?”

Chaewon adjusted her ponytail as it suddenly felt uncomfortable. “Okay, but still, no one’s gonna let you go out. You’re fourteen, goodness sake.”

“That’s only two years younger than Yeonji-unnie.”

“Seoah, come on. You’re being unreasonable.”

“Yeah, you’re grouchy. Go take a nap or something,” Hayeon fueled. “Kid needs her nap.”

Seoah snapped. “I don’t need you to coddle me! And I’m not a kid!” She stomped against the dirt and stormed out of the greenhouse. Hayeon bit down a chuckle and Chaewon slapped her arm.

“Ow! What was that for?”

“You didn’t have to be so harsh on her.”

“You were harsh on her too!”

“Not like you! You’re just mean!” Chaewon huffed and set her hands on her hips. “Go apologize to her later.”

Hayeon grumbled under her breath, “So what, she’ll get over it. It’s teenage hormones.” Chaewon smacked her on the head.



The pink MP3 player blared in Yeonji’s ears as she wiped a napkin over her metal bat. Bringing it up, she then folded the napkin, soaked fresh with blood and bits of dead flesh. She swallowed and brought her facemask closer to her nose.

Cleaning the last drops on her weapon, she tossed the napkin out of the bus’s open window. Then, she adjusted her earbuds and leaned her head against the wall. She looked to her left. Sitting beside her was Jiwoo, who cleaned her bloodied face with her own towel. Yeonji felt a little apologetic – the hit she had landed on the infected had splattered blood all over her – but at least Jiwoo didn’t seem too bothered by it. If Yeonji were to be honest, Jiwoo hadn’t looked too bothered about anything at all for the past months. Save for Chaeyeon.

Jiwoo lowered the towel, stained with dry blood, then traced her fingers over her cheek. Yeonji pressed her lips together.

“There’s some under your chin,” she said, her own voice muffled under the unforgiving bass line. Jiwoo turned to her inquisitively and the teenager pointed a finger above her neck. With a nod, Jiwoo scraped the towel over where Yeonji had indicated, then lifted her mask back up.

Yeonji held in a sigh and looked to the front, where Kotone was driving them back to basecamp. Today was no luck, just like every other day. At the very least, they had found an unopened bag of rice in one of the house’s farthest cabinets. It should help them for a day.

As if she had felt Yeonji’s gaze, Kotone eyed the rearview mirror. Yeonji tugged her mask down, smirked, and stuck her tongue out, holding up a peace sign with her free hand. Kotone’s shoulders raised as she chuckled, casting a cautious glance at Jiwoo before returning to driving. Yeonji leaned back into the seat and closed her eyes, letting the music flow.



Dahyun glanced out of the lounge’s window, her shoulders dropping with each second she didn’t see a vehicle. The girls should’ve been back around this time. The usual feeling of anxiety washed like a cold wave against her neck and she rubbed her gloved hands against it, worsened by the snowfall clouding her sight.

A flash of bright light came into view and Dahyun narrowed her eyes. A blue jeep approached, blinking twice as Nakyoung opened the gate. Dahyun perked up, her eyes widening. She shot up from her chair and rushed out of her room, snatching her coat on the way. With hurried steps, she marched down the hallway and pushed through the door.

Kaede slammed the car door closed and hoisted two backpacks over her shoulder. She and Nakyoung gave each other a small nod, then she noticed Dahyun approaching.

“Are you not cold?” asked Dahyun, scanning her up and down. All Kaede wore was a thin jacket while she was already shivering in her large coat.

Kaede scrunched her nose, forcing the numbness off her face. “Your hair’s growing out,” she remarked. She shook off her hand, then reached into her pocket and handed Dahyun a box of pills.

Dahyun blinked and stared into her palm. “What’s this?”

“For the flu.” Kaede watched as Sullin left the greenhouse, giving Dahyun an excited wave as she passed by. “You finished the gift?”

“Yes.” Dahyun smiled, waving back. “Lynn told me she loved it. I’ll keep working on the new design. Did you get the parts I asked?”

Kaede nodded and handed her one of the bags. Her gaze lingered on the greenhouse. “This group would be nothing without you.”

Warmth spread through Dahyun’s ears at the compliment, but she caught herself, reminded of the more important thing she had to ask. “Will you be here for dinner?”

Kaede pressed her lips together and hummed. Her eyes flitted to the graveyard in the back for a split-second before they landed on Dahyun. “I need to get this to Mayu, first. Then I’m going out.”

“Again?”

“Medical supplies are still low.”

Dahyun repressed a sigh. That was just about what she had expected, but the answer still stung her heart. She looked down as her shoe drew circles on the ground, the noise of sole grinding against asphalt filling her ears.

Barely above a whisper, she asked, “You know you can stay for longer, right?”

“I know.” Kaede replied. It wasn’t the answer Dahyun was looking for, but the girl at least broke into a thin smile. “I’ll see you later.” She hoisted her bag and began to walk away.

“Wear something warm…!” Dahyun called out. Kaede waved a lazy hand in the air as she headed for the warehouse.



The inside was always grim. A single electric lamp held the responsibility of illuminating the entire building. Shadows crept from every angle, snaking against the walls and climbing the shelves.

One of these shadows was Mayu, hunched over the desk she called sweet home, trailing her eyes for the nth time over a phrase she had written down minutes ago. She shot up when she heard the door open, then sighed and turned back to her notebook.

“Glad you’re looking as joyful as ever,” Kaede jabbed, throwing the backpack onto the table and immediately getting to work. “Lucky day. Canned food. It’ll keep them going until tomorrow.” She placed the large can in front of Mayu. The woman glanced at the label. Peaches. Quietly, she wrote it in her notebook.

Kaede scrutinized Mayu’s behavior and sighed, reaching into her bag and pulling another can out. “What’s your favorite fruit?” she tried. Mayu didn’t comment, only glancing up at the can again and jotting it down. Mango.

Kaede took a deep breath. She now understood how annoying it was when someone didn’t answer her questions. She took the backpack by its bottom and lifted it in the air, letting its contents clamber noisily onto the desk. At least it had gotten a reaction from Mayu as the woman jumped and placed a hand over her thudding heart, wide-eyed.

The empty bag floated to the ground. “When will you stop feeling sorry for yourself?” Kaede wondered, tilting her head to the side. “It’s been months. No one cares anymore.”

Mayu curled into herself. “It’s the only thing I’m good for,” she answered quietly. “I can’t have them kick me out.”

“No one’s kicking you out.” Kaede held the urge to scoff. “They let me stay. You’re not quite accomplished enough to warrant a crucifixion or anything like that.”

“But things are different. They’ve changed.”

“Everyone changes.”

“Not everyone,” Mayu pointed out. Kaede paused for a moment. She sighed and nodded.

“Not everyone,” she whispered. “But you can’t only cling to what you know forever.”

She kneeled and swiped the backpack off the floor. “You want to live, right? Then stop rotting at your desk and actually do something.” 

“Because you think you’re doing something?”

There was a microscopic pause in Kaede’s movement as she walked away, but, as always, she didn’t answer. The door closed behind her. Mayu eyed the items and jotted them down, discomfort scratching the back of her neck.



“Hayeon, check the engine, please!”

Xinyu hopped down the bus, readjusting the weight of her backpack. Seeing Sohyun approach, she quickly broke into a grin. She gave her a chaste kiss. “Hi, Sohyun.”

“Hi, my heart.” Sohyun returned the peck before gently tucking a strand of hair away. She then moved onto Xinyu’s coat. “It wasn’t too cold today?”

“It was just fine,” Xinyu replied, letting Sohyun do whatever she wanted. She could hear a breath of relief when the woman didn’t spot any blood.

Smoothing out the coat, Sohyun looked up to her and smiled. “You’re beautiful.”

Xinyu blushed, her gut twisting and warmth spreading through her chest. “You always tell me that.”

“Because you’re always beautiful.”

Xinyu only had a bashful smile in retort. Her heart thudded loudly while her mind felt fuzzy. She caught Hayeon’s judgemental gaze as she approached and quickly recollected herself.

“Jie.” Nien popped up beside them, setting a hand on Xinyu’s back. “Remember to put the stuff away.”

Xinyu was caught off guard and she floundered. “I– we didn’t get much, anyway. Mayu can wait.”

“Just making sure.” Her lips curled into a teasing smile. “You know how distracted you get.” She laughed as Xinyu shoved her to the side with a small whine. Only then did she catch Sohyun’s gaze and her grin wavered.

“Afternoon, Nien.”

“Yo.”

Sohyun bit the inside of her cheek. “How are y–”

“Nien. I need to speak with you.”

Kotone trudged by, not sparing Sohyun a glance. Nien pressed her lips together in a silent apology and quickly followed.



Although two rabbits were barely enough to share with the whole group, the usual thick silence had eased up somewhat, leaving quiet chatter running through the mess hall. Many of the girls had opted to stay in their coats to fight the cold seeping into the building. They had also decided to keep the idea of one large table, but one of the three had been discarded.

Kotone, Yeonji, Nien, and Mayu stuck together one one side. Yooyeon, Nakyoung, and Seoyeon sat on the other. After some consideration, Kaede had decided to stay for dinner, and whenever she was present, she sat with Kotone’s group, causing Dahyun to scoot closer, too. The rest of the girls didn’t side with anyone in particular, but the tension clung to their skin nonetheless.

Kaede clenched and unclenched her hands, swallowing the last bite of her ration while she kept her eyes on the table. She couldn’t stand Jiwoo’s incessant glare, a small ache pulsing from where the athlete had stabbed her. With a harsh blink, she pushed herself up.

“I’m going,” she told everyone, but her eyes shifted to Dahyun. The woman gave a small nod and she left with hastened steps.

When the door closed, Dahyun clicked her tongue and rested her chin against her fist, resisting flashing a scowl at Jiwoo. She looked a little too pleased with herself.

“Would you stop antagonizing her?”

What little positive mood there was died off. The girls turned to Nien, whose eyebrows were slightly furrowed. “You already hurt her once. You don’t need to keep going.”

Jiwoo’s self-satisfaction turned into irritation. “She’ll live.” She dropped her spoon into her can. “The hell is she up to, anyway?”

“She’s trying to find Sowol. You know, the woman who killed her group members and ran away?” Nien tapped a finger against her own empty can. “Kaede’s making sure she doesn’t come back.”

“No one asked her to.”

Nien bit her tongue hard, while pressure rose to Dahyun’s temples. Before any of them could call her out, though, Chaeyeon intercepted, brushing her hand against Jiwoo’s.

“Jiwoo, come on,” she soothed before sniffling; she felt much better after those flu tablets. “She’s just trying to help.”

Jiwoo looked at Chaeyeon and swallowed. “I’m sorry,” she said, beginning to fix her girlfriend’s hair. Nien accepted the apology with a hum, though it clearly wasn’t directed at her the way Jiwoo’s sole focus was on readjusting Chaeyeon’s coat.

A beat passed in silence. Kotone cleared her throat. “We think we’re getting closer,” she began. “There have been less infected southwest even with the bigger towns and cities.”

There were a few agreeing hums, but Nakyoung squinted. “That could be anything.”

“I don’t think so.” Kotone rummaged through her pocket and dropped a bullet onto the table. “I got this from one of the bodies. It's a 5.56mm.”

Nakyoung scrutinized the bullet. “And?”

“They use these in rifles. I suspect it’s the military. I looked through the other bodies and found the same type of rounds. In the walls, too.”

“Don’t the cops use this too?”

“Yes, but it’s not their main weapon.”

“So what?” Nakyoung kept arguing. “Maybe some lucky guy got their hands on one of them.”

“Then why would they take their time wiping out entire blocks instead of saving their bullets?” Kotone retorted through her teeth. “All evidence leads to military tampering.”

Nakyoung clenched her jaw and drummed her fingers against the table. She leaned back. “This isn’t a good use of our time.”

Yeonji frowned. “Are you saying looking for Soomin-unnie is a waste of time?”

The vigilante’s eyes widened. “No, that’s not what I…” She sighed and wiped her face. “Look, you aren’t even sure it was her you saw a month ago, and between then and now, there haven’t been any more sightings. Isn’t it time to give up?”

“I swear, it was her!” Yeonji exclaimed. “It had to be her.”

“But it was just the back of her head, right? That’s what you said.”

“I think she knows what she saw.” Kotone narrowed her eyes at Nakyoung. The woman huffed and backed off.

Yeonji leaned against her seat, eyeing the table blankly as she thought. The back of the person’s head was the same as when she had seen Soomin sitting in front of Hyerin’s grave, only they wore a military uniform. Yeonji hadn’t had time to call them out before they had disappeared around the corner.

Maybe it wasn’t her, but she chose to remain headstrong. “I’m not giving up until I find her.”

Surprisingly, it was Seoah who scoffed. “It’s been months. If Soomin-unnie wanted to be found, she would’ve come back to the base.”

“Right. ‘Cause when you get kidnapped they just let you go back,” Hayeon uttered.

“She wasn’t kidnapped!”

“Well, Bin sure didn’t ask her to follow, either!”

Seoah slammed a fist against the table, causing the others to jolt. She opened her mouth to shout again, but Sohyun sent her a disapproving glance. The girl glared back, but her fire quickly died under the bodyguard’s scrutiny. “Whatever.” She stood up and stormed off.

The others looked up at her in shock. Hayeon deflated, looking remorseful enough for Chaewon to not hit her again. Sohyun pinched the bridge of her nose. With a nudge from Xinyu, she rose to follow Seoah.

Kotone placed a hand on Yeonji’s shoulder. “We won’t give up, alright?” she reassured, leaning closer to whisper something in her ear. Yeonji sighed and gave a small nod, standing up and picking up her trash. Around them, the others also began to clean up.

Nakyoung tossed her can into the bin and sighed. Her stomach churned in hunger. “We have better things to do than going on search parties,” she muttered. “Like getting more food.”

Yooyeon caught her complaints. “Actually, Naky, I’ve been meaning to talk to you about that,” she replied beside her. She whispered something to Seoyeon, giving her a quick peck on the lips before she left. While the others filed out of the room – Kotone offering the scientist a small nod as she passed by before tugging Mayu and murmuring something – she and Nakyoung stayed back.

When the room was cleared, Nakyoung turned to Yooyeon with a hand behind her head, feeling awkward. “What is it, unnie?”

“You’re going on a run with Kotone tomorrow.”

The vigilante froze. “...Who else?”

“Just you both.”

“What?” Nakyoung dropped her hand and frowned. “Did you plan this? Why are you only telling me?”

“Kotone already knows and she agreed.” Yooyeon shook her head. “This conflict cannot go on.”

“Why didn’t you tell us earlier?”

“The tension had to dissolve first. And now with the first snowfall and temperatures dropping, it would be ideal for everyone to get along.”

The scientist held a finger up before Nakyoung could retort. “The others follow Kotone. If they see you two working together again, they’ll follow. You’re in charge of meeting her halfway because of the disagreements you have with not only her but the others as well.”

“You can just say Mayu.”

“Mayu.”

Nakyoung rolled her eyes. “It’s not me, it’s her. I don’t even care anymore.”

“Then show it.” Yooyeon lowered her hand. “Tomorrow, you and Kotone. Supply run.”

Nakyoung crossed her arms with a childish pout. “Fine,” she gave in before turning away. Yooyeon covered her mouth to hide her smile.



Yeonji liked Hayeon’s room because it was warm. Unlike the other rooms, hers had a heater in it, and the night was especially cold.

“How come you get a heater but I don’t?” she complained as Hayeon closed the door, hiding something in her arms.

“‘Cause I worked to get those car batteries out, so I get privileges,” Hayeon bragged. She heard Yeonji scoff and she smiled. “I’m kidding. Let me show you something.”

She uncovered what she was holding. Yeonji leaned in, raising her eyebrows. It was a potted plant. The leaves came in threes and the whole thing was pretty flat. She was rather unimpressed. “That’s cool, what is it?”

Hayeon brought it up. “Take a closer look.”

Yeonji narrowed her eyes, then gasped at the small white flowers. Some of the petals gave way to small, green buds riddled with seeds. She marveled at the sight before eyes widened. “Strawberries?”

Hayeon grinned. “Cool, right? I asked Nien-unnie to sneak some seeds in a couple months back. The flowers are finally growing.”

“I thought these only grew during spring.” Yeonji poked the growing fruit.

“Nah, you just need the right temperature and lighting.”

“Is that why you asked Dahyun-unnie for a heater?”

“Yes, and she’s a romantic, so she’s in on it. It gets good sunlight here but it’s not as regulated as the greenhouse, so it’s going back in hiding tomorrow.” She set the pot down. “Anyway– when these finally grow ripe, I’m gonna ask Chaewon out again.”

Yeonji grinned and plopped on the bed. “How many times has she rejected you now? Ten?”

“Only eight,” Hayeon groaned exasperatedly. “I’m not that much of a loser.”

Yeonji laughed and bundled up in the bedsheets. “Enough to keep chasing after her like a lovesick idiot. It’s getting sad.”

“Yeah, well, that makes two of us.”

Yeonji frowned, taken aback. “What do you mean?”

“I mean,” Hayeon rolled the curtains shut, “Looking for someone for four months. Is it even platonic at that point? Or is there something you want to share with the class?”

“It is not like that.” Yeonji’s ears warmed and she lowered the covers. “I’m worried because she was taken by a bunch of people who want to test on her.”

“Right, right…” Hayeon’s lips grew into a smirk. “And we’re looking for Jiyeon-unnie, too, right? Or is that second to your sweet Soomin?”

Yeonji nearly gagged, sitting up with her legs hanging off the side of the bed. “Well– Jiyeon-unnie is with Yubin-unnie! She could be doing better, maybe even fine! And she took her gun with her!”

“Okay that’s true.” Hayeon pursed her lips, thinking up another retort. “Still, can’t believe they let you go out with how weak you are.”

Yeonji flared up. “Excuse me?”

Unable to repress her victorious grin, Hayeon threw her hands up in abandon. “I’m just saying, you’re not very strong.”

“You’re the weakest of all of us! Even Seoah could beat you!”

“She could beat you!” Hayeon widened her eyes and facepalmed. “Damn it, I still need to apologize to her.”

Instead of a retort, Yeonji only scoffed playfully before looking down at her camcorder. She passed her thumb over it, a badly hidden sigh escaping her lips.

“You got that look in your eye again,” Hayeon commented. When Yeonji turned to her, she clarified, “You don’t do that unless something’s up.”

Yeonji shrugged as her fingers restlessly pressed the camcorder’s buttons. “Do you think we’ll stay here forever?”

Hayeon hummed, rubbing her hand over the back of her neck. “Honestly… no.” She then widened her eyes. “I mean– I like this place and all, it’s safe, but I can’t imagine a future here. And this might be crazy coming from me, but part of me does want to know if there’s something more out there. A safe haven with other people, big fields, no fences…” She shifted her weight onto one foot, hesitating. “No zombies.”

She added, “And the military knows we’re here, and I know they haven’t showed up since the attack, but it still makes me nervous to know they could at any time.”

Yeonji blinked a few times. “That’s true…” she said before giving a nod. “You know, when I first met Jiwoo-unnie, she told us they wanted to go to Jeju.”

“Oh, yeah, that could work,” Hayeon agreed. She leaned back into the desk and sighed. “But why all the angst?”

Yeonji pressed her lips as she played an old clip. The teen saw herself, four months ago, holding the camcorder for the first time.

“Everyone, everyone, get over here– Woah, the quality is super good?” The Yeonji in the video grinned brightly as her friends joined in one by one. “Let’s do a V sign!”

Yeonji let out a soft chuckle as they posed. It was only months ago, but they looked so young. The tape ended shortly after and she gently closed the screen. She let her shoulder drop a little.

“I don’t know,” she whispered, a thumb tracing the camcorder. “I guess I realized things don’t last forever.”



Kaede stopped the car on the edge of the road. Already, the moon glared above her, overtaking every star in the night sky. The days had become shorter. She couldn’t search for longer.

She didn’t go back yet. With a sigh, she killed the humming engine. The world drowned in silence as the lights dimmed then died, and only the moonlight dappled against her clothes. She shivered slightly from the cold; maybe she should’ve listened to Dahyun.

Kaede passed a hand over her short hair and caught the movement in the rearview mirror. She reached up to adjust it, then stared at herself in the looking glass. The first thing she noticed, as always, was her torn ear. It had long since been healed, the scarring having turned from the fresh baby pink to a color which now blended with the rest of her skin.

She angled her head to the side to get a better look, her movements opening her to the backseat view. On instinct, she glanced at the back of the car just to see if she was there. Of course, she wasn’t.

Kaede’s shoulders dropped. She shut her eyes for a moment, trying to suppress the pinch in her heart. Her jaw clenched. She slammed a fist into the car horn. It blared with silence. She clasped a hand over her lips to muffle a cry before it could slip past her rigid throat, and she wiped her eyes before the tears could form.

Nothing. Again.

She straightened up and took a long, deep breath, smoothing her palms over her pants. Opening her eyes, they then shot open as a dark silhouette passed in front of her. She leaned in and scrutinized it. It moved way too human-like to be an infected.

She lowered herself and waited for them to pass quietly. Then, she took her belongings, tossed them over her shoulders, opened the car door, and began to follow.



Nakyoung swung the back of the car shut. She dusted off her hands with a huff, face already numbing from the cold. The morning sunlight was hidden behind a gray sky. Maybe they should get more blankets during the run.

She shut her eyes and sighed. She had accepted it for Yooyeon, but she still thought it was a waste of time. In the minutes they had been outside, Kotone had yet to speak or even look in her direction.

Team building, Yooyeon-unnie said. She hopped into the passenger seat – Kaede was still gone with the jeep, but they had a second car. When she sat down, a shiver shot through her spine; the leather seat was like ice under her.

Kotone took the driver’s seat. Nakyoung shot her a glance, but she didn’t reciprocate. Instead, she fired up the engine. Near instantaneously, waves of heat blasted through the fans. Nakyoung breathed a sigh of relief as her numb face began to warm up.

Kotone unfolded the large map and scanned it. Nakyoung raised a brow; they had already traced their route, and the cop was good at directions, so she didn’t know why she had to check again. She chose not to ask as Kotone put it away and grabbed the steering wheel. With nothing but the humming engine, they pulled out. They crossed the gate and drove off.

Notes:

you know as im writing this i just realized this chapter gay as hell why is everyone yearning DAMN

 

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Chapter 31: Coil and Recoil

Notes:

hiiii! its meeeee!

the semesters like for jinjja over now so i actually am going back to my regularly scheduled weekly updates, hopefully! though i think its still gonna take a while for me to find my rhythm again because school does, in fact, kill. BUT you can expect an update every week (or two) now, and if it doesnt come, yell at me. im kidding dont do that i'll cry

but on a serious note thank you for waiting for me, it means a lot that yall follow (and have followed) my work for so long. can you believe i started this eight months ago? because i cant. i love you all so damn much, never did expect so many comments and kudos and fanart/edits/fix-it fics (a fic of a fic, color me surprised!) im not very good at expressing my emotions but i am so so so grateful for all of you for being here, it really helped me grow as a writer and i will make sure to keep offering interesting storylines and, most importantly, FINISH THE FIC

idk why im so angsty its the post-semester kicking in i fear but no i really am thankful

and random ass hockey rant i need the montreal canadiens to lock tf in if they lose against the caps jiwoo's dying (JOKE) okay thats it enjoy!

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Chapter Text

“Pick any room you’d like. Most of them are empty.”

Her wounds stung as she followed the soldier down the dimly lit hallway. Her back ached with bruises, and although they had removed the glass shards on their way here, the cuts chafed painfully with every step. Hyunjin was her name, if memory served her right – her mind was still swirling with everything. They had rushed back into Daejeon, pushing themselves through the chaos of the night, and had stumbled into a random apartment complex.

It was clear to Jiyeon that the private was trying her best to keep it together, shoulders twitching upwards but always ending up hunched. Guilt clawed her throat; maybe Hyunjin’s friend would’ve lived if it weren’t for her leading all those crazed people down the hill.

Unable to withstand the silence, Jiyeon stopped just as they passed another door. “Uh, I’ll take this one,” she said in a small voice, pointing at it.

The soldier turned to check the number – 248. She raised a fist and gave it a series of knocks. After half a minute of nothing, she pushed the door open.

The room hadn’t been cleared out yet. Cardboard boxes lined up the side of the wall, brimming with clothes and binders and anything anyone would find in a typical house. There were no family portraits. Jiyeon figured whoever used to live here must’ve taken them.

“Are you fine with this?” Hyunjin asked behind her.

Jiyeon exhaled, keeping her eyes on the boxes. Some of the binders had been decorated with cute stickers.

The apartment was far from empty – it just didn’t have any people. “Yeah.”

She heard some shuffling. “Stay here until the military puts everything under control. Afterwards, you can check in at the hospital.”

Nodding, Jiyeon patted her sides at the reminder of her injuries. “Okay.”

“Any questions?”

Jiyeon paused and pressed her lips. She had a thousand, but they were too muddy to grasp. Tugging at the clearest one in mind, she turned to the soldier. “Do you know what’s going on?”

Despite the dark room, she noticed the dried tears on the soldier’s defeated face. She couldn’t see any light in her eyes. Hyunjin shook her head lightly, looking at the ground.

“Okay,” Jiyeon forced through her dry throat. She swallowed. “Thank you. And… I’m sorry.”

Hyunjin’s lips twitched in acknowledgment. Without another word, she closed the door.

Now that she was alone, the buzz of silence felt louder than ever. Jiyeon didn’t search for the lights, and instead trudged further into the dark apartment. Every strand of hair stood on end. She felt like an intruder, invading someone else’s living space.

Gunshots thundered from outside. Jiyeon held her breath as her heart thudded. She caught the orange street lights outside the window and looked through it. People from the complex across her did, too, and she could see their fearful eyes darting around. Her attention was first caught by the barriers set up around the city, blocking off the bridges. Soldiers were posted near each of them, spitting bullets at more of those crazy people, sending blood flying everywhere. The gunshots resonated endlessly and Jiyeon was nauseous at the sight, feeling as if her knees were about to give in.

Her eyes trailed downwards. Citizens scattered on the roads with panic-stricken faces as the military tried to regain control.

She flinched as more gunshots went off. Everyone screamed and ducked to the ground, one of the soldiers aiming her rifle at the sky. One large, imposing military man then moved through the frozen crowd, barking out orders she couldn’t hear from her height.

With a swallow, Jiyeon moved into the next bedroom, noting how pink it was. It must’ve belonged to someone’s kid. There were more boxes, but they hadn’t finished putting everything in. An array of plushies sat on the pink double bed. She recognized a few popular Sanrio characters.

Without moving the plushies, Jiyeon gingerly lied down, letting out a sigh as her back hit the soft mattress. Her muscles ached and her cuts burned. She was exhausted. A mountain weighed on every inch of her body.

As she lay in bed, the swirling confusion in her mind settled, letting her process everything. She remembered her and her friends on the bus just that morning, laughing and playing around. Her throat tightened. It wasn’t supposed to go like this. They were supposed to be on stage together, performing the choreographies they had been working countless days and nights for. They were all dead now. She was the only one alive. Her chest clawed with guilt. The memory of Tsuki’s blank eyes and bloodied face flashed into her mind and she grasped the back of her neck, tears rising and dripping onto the mattress. She curled into herself and sobbed quietly.



Jiyeon leaned closer to the window, clutching her coat. She let out a breath, the warm air clouding the glass. She swallowed and gently wiped the fog before looking out again.

The sun hid behind winter’s gray clouds. Snow covered everything in sight, absolutely untouched. Jiyeon thought it must’ve been a few inches tall. She couldn’t discern the fields from the roads, and she had to squint to recognize the corpses buried under the snow.

A small horde trudged in the far distance, approaching them. Jiyeon sighed through her teeth. She retreated from the window and into the bedroom.

She stopped before the floor mattress where Yubin slept, nearly shivering, covered with nothing but a paper thin blanket. Jiyeon scrunched her nose and tapped the girl with her boot. “Yubin, get up.”

There was a groan, but no movements. Jiyeon tapped her again. Yubin finally shifted, stirring for a moment before glaring at Jiyeon with lidded eyes and furrowed brows. “What?” she croaked weakly.

Jiyeon nudged her head to the side, wrapping a scarf around her neck. “Horde. We have to go.”

Another groan of protest sounded from Yubin as she rubbed her eyes. “My feet hurt.”

“Mine too, but we can’t stay,” Jiyeon replied as she slung her backpack over her shoulder. “Quick, they’re coming.”

Yubin clicked her tongue and threw the thin blankets off of her. She was instantly hit with a cold breeze and she crossed her arms over her torso with a hiss. Jiyeon rushed to pass her a coat but Yubin waved it off.

“You’ll freeze,” Jiyeon protested.

“Rather that than have this dumb infection grow.”

Jiyeon’s eyes widened. “Did it act up again?”

Yubin pressed her lips into a line. “No,” she lied.

Jiyeon shot her an unimpressed look. The girl huffed and lifted her shirt. Black tendrils crawled over her skin, reaching up to her collarbones. The side of her stomach, where the gunshot had torn through her skin all those months ago, was almost fully covered.

Jiyeon swallowed, repressing the urge to reach out and touch the black lines. “It doesn’t look too different. The cold is slowing it down.” She tossed Yubin the coat. “I’ll help you pack up and then we’ll go.”

Yubin groaned but yielded. She looped her arms through the coat, already feeling warmer than she was seconds ago. As she zipped it up, Jiyeon tossed her the bag and she swung it onto her back. With a shared nod, they made their way to the back door. Jiyeon drew a breath, one hand on her rifle and the other on the handle, and opened the door.



The car ride was silent on the way. Nakyoung bounced her leg up and down, shooting Kotone the occasional glance. The cop was solely focused on the road, the thick, untouched snow under them carpeting the sound of rolling wheels.

Nakyoung frowned. Narrowing her eyes turned to look at the tire prints behind them. Their itinerary should’ve followed yesterday’s route. Even with the new snow accumulated overnight, there should’ve been faint tracks in front of them. There were none.

“Where are we going?” she breathed.

The cop glanced at her, raising a brow. “To the village.”

“Don’t mess with me. This isn’t the route.” When Kotone didn’t answer, Nakyoung knew she had caught her. Then, her eyes widened. “Are you planning to kill me?”

“Wh– no!” Kotone exclaimed before stretching her lips to the side. Then, she sighed. “Just trust me.”

Nakyoung scoffed. “Why would I ever–”

Kotone pressed on the breaks, slowing the car to a stop. Nakyoung turned to the windshield. The endless forest opened up to fields of white snow, and on their right was an all too familiar school.

Nakyoung’s brain short-circuited. “Why are we here?”

“Come on,” Kotone killed the engine and stepped out of the car. Nakyoung rolled her eyes and followed suit, instantly regretting it as the cold hit her full force. She cursed under her breath. Wind whipped her hair around and strands latched onto her face.

A hair tie appeared in front of her. Nakyoung looked at Kotone, who had an expectant gaze. With scoff, she accepted the offer and tied the back of her head. “So you’re gonna tell me why we’re on the opposite side of where we were supposed to go?”

“Hayeon once said they still had supplies in the gym.” Kotone began to tie her own hair. “If we get them, then the girls will be able to eat comfortably for the next day or two.”

“The gym? Where fifty zombies are living in?” Nakyoung raised an eyebrow. Kotone moved to the back of the car and she followed, adding, “And did you forget the hundreds more in the school itself?”

Popping the trunk, Kotone explained, “I have a plan. One of us lures them out with the car–”

“Sure, because we have infinite reserves of gas. And it’s only getting higher.”

Kotone pressed her lips hard. She grabbed the shotgun and handed it to Nakyoung. “Our other option is to fight them all–”

“I’ll drive.”

Kotone put the shotgun back in the trunk. She slung a long rope over her shoulder, then checked the rounds in her revolver. “The gym’s main entrance is locked, but there’s an emergency exit on the side. The girls told me it could be opened from the outside, too, so I’m banking on that.”

“Okay…” Nakyoung eyed the car. “What’s that got to do with driving?”

“With all the infected in the gym – the number’s thirty, by the way, not fifty – trying to just sneak everything out would be too risky.”

Nakyoung scoffed, still doubtful. “So while I distract them with the car, you’re gonna walk in and just pull everything out?”

“Yes.” Kotone pulled on the rope. “This’ll keep the door open.”

“Okay, and how are we gonna bring everything back? There’s gonna be a lot of zombies chasing my ass, so there’s no way I’ll be able to stop and shove everything in.”

“News flash: zombies are slower than cars,” Kotone retorted, impatience seeping into her voice. She sighed and shook her head. “Pull them all aside, far enough so that it’ll take them minutes to catch up. When I fire a shot, that’s your cue to come back. Full speed. We’ll load everything up during the time gap.”

Nakyoung pulled her knife out and weighed it. “There’s got to be an easier way to do this.”

Kotone set her hands on her hips. “Well, what do you got, genius?”

The vigilante pursed her lips. Kotone huffed. “Look. Zombies are pretty straightforward. They chase after anything they hear or see. We just need to use that to our advantage.”

If the cop wasn’t speaking with so much self-assurance, Nakyoung would’ve probably kept prodding her. With a resigned sigh, she nodded. “Fine.”

Pleased with their arrangements, Kotone spun around. “I’ll signal when I get there,” she said and began to march through the blanketed road.

Not even a few steps in, a hand suddenly shot out of the snow and latched onto her ankle, followed by a snarl and a set of ugly teeth. On instinct, Kotone reached for her revolver, but Nakyoung quickly dashed in and struck its head with her knife.

Kotone let out a breath as the zombie limped, her hand frozen above her gun. Nakyoung yanked her knife out and spun it in her hand. She gave the cop a smirk.

“Careful,” she said, “Wouldn’t want to fuck up your plan before it even starts.”

The officer opened and closed her mouth. Unable to retort, she instead rolled her eyes and walked away.



Even if she didn’t see it, Jiyeon could hear Yubin's teeth chattering. The girl was hugging herself as they marched down the road. Jiyeon was thankful the snow muffled the sound of their footsteps – they had a tougher time spotting the infected under the thick layer.

Shuffling. Yubin gripped her coat tighter and sniffled. She wasn’t wearing a scarf. Jiyeon swallowed and undid her own. When she went to wrap it around Yubin, the girl shot her down.

“I don’t want it.”

“You look like you’re about to turn into ice.”

As if to support Jiyeon, a strong gust of ice cold wind swept the road, slapping Yubin’s face and neck and seeping through her clothes. She gasped, her lips quivering. “Fuck– fine.”

Jiyeon sighed as she rolled the scarf around Yubin’s neck. She shivered at the cold but toughed it out. “We can make it to the end of the village then go back inside.”

“No. We’re already out.”

Gosh, she’s always so stubborn, Jiyeon thought, her lips stretching into a line. She didn’t even want to leave earlier. “You’re only hurting yourself.”

Yubin clicked her tongue. “I’m not weak, unnie.”

“No, you’re sick.” Jiyeon shook her head and sighed. “We’ll walk for the rest of the day.” Before Yubin could smile, she prodded a finger into her shoulder. “But we’re taking that break.”

Jiyeon watched as Yubin’s face contorted into a frown, then into a sigh. “Okay. Fair deal.”

The ballerina broke into a small smile and adjusted the grip on her rifle. “Good,” she said before catching the horde far behind them. She forced down her quickening heartbeat. They were slow; they hadn’t seen them. Quickly, she spun and led the way again.

The end of the village wasn’t far, as they had already made it halfway through, but the walk was tougher. With every step, Jiyeon kicked up snow with her boots, further weighted down by her heavy backpack and thick clothing despite remaining close to building walls where less snow had built up. Yubin’s warning rang true as she felt her legs sore up in a matter of minutes.

Another gust of wind blew and Jiyeon jerked as something clanged loudly in the distance. She froze and darted her eyes around, keeping a white-knuckled grip on her rifle. She couldn’t pinpoint where it came from as the noise echoed through the village. A chill shot through her spine from both the cold and the deafening silence that followed.

Jiyeon looked back and caught Yubin’s gaze, just as alarmed as hers. “What was that?” the girl asked.

“The wind must’ve knocked something down,” Jiyeon reasoned, but her ears buzzed with anxiety. Something wasn’t right.

Her eyes shot open as she looked over Yubin’s shoulder. The horde was gone, leaving only their tracks in the snow, moving in their direction.

Jiyeon’s heart stopped. “We need to go. Now.”

She took Yubin by the arm before the girl could respond and broke into a run. The wind howled again and brought under it distant snarls. Jiyeon gasped as the sound approached and tugged harder.

As they rounded the building’s corner, an infected jumped out and lunged at them. Yubin skidded and bit down on a scream. Jiyeon released her arm, clutched her rifle, and raised it just as it sunk its teeth in. As it gnawed against the plastic, she then sidestepped and, using the zombie’s own weight, threw it off balance. It crashed into the snow and Jiyeon aimed at its head before pulling the trigger. With a thundering gunshot, the bullet slammed into the infected’s head and it went limp.

Jiyeon didn’t give it a second glance. She spun on her heel and took Yubin again. “Go!”

The pair crossed the alley just as the horde suddenly spilled out of it, pushing against each other to reach them. Yubin looked back with a racing heart. They were slower than usual, sedated by the cold and the snow, but were still close on their tail. “Faster!”

The girls picked up their pace, nearly slipping as they ran but not relenting. Jiyeon’s gaze stuck on the village’s final building, a small one-story bar with a low tiled roof. “Get to it!”

As they sprinted with heavy breaths, they eventually managed to outpace the crowd and approached the bar. Sliding to a stop in front of the door, Jiyeon yanked on the handle. It stayed shut.

“Come on…” she hissed under her breath, pulling again, but the door wouldn’t budge.

Yubin snapped her head around, looking for another exit, her eyes widening as she caught the dumpster beside the building.

“This way!”

Jiyeon looked to where Yubin had bolted. The girl effortlessly jumped onto the dumpster and gestured for her to follow.

Gripping her gun, Jiyeon sprinted, but it was only for a moment before she caught another zombie running in her peripheral. She raised an arm just as it slammed into her, sending them both crashing to the ground.

“Unnie!”

Jiyeon gasped as the infected gnawed against her front coat, tearing through the layers and sending a dull pain shooting through her body. Grinding her teeth, she rolled away, loosening its grip enough to smack her rifle against its head. While it swung from the impact, she pressed the barrel against its face and pulled the trigger. With a loud bang, it crumbled and sprayed blood over her face and clothes.

Quickly, Jiyeon pushed the body off and got on one knee, pressing her rifle into her shoulder. She jerked towards the next incoming zombie and shot again, the bullet sending its head snapping back. Without stopping, she moved onto the next, then the next, killing them faster than they could approach. The gunshots thundered against her ears but she couldn’t stop under the adrenaline’s crushing pressure. Her heart slammed against her ribcage as she stopped breathing.The infected collapsed and piled up in the snow, slowing the rest of the horde down.

“Jiyeon-unnie!”

Without looking back, Jiyeon forced herself up, still aiming and pulling the trigger. Her shoulder numbed from the recoil. She backtracked, still firing shot after shot, now only hearing her rapid heartbeat.

“Hurry!”

Jiyeon heard her rifle click. She snapped back and dashed for the dumpster, where Yubin already waited on the roof with her hand stretched out. Hoisting herself into the bin, Jiyeon threw her rifle onto the roof before taking Yubin’s hand. With a huff, she kicked up and gripped the ledge. Not a moment later, the horde arrived, slamming against the dumpster with their hands clawing against her boots. Jiyeon sucked in a breath, the muscles in her arms and sides burning as she forced herself onto the roof, Yubin pulling her with all her might. She fixed her forearm onto the edge and pushed, hooking a leg up when she was high enough and twisting onto it.

The moment her knee touched the tiles, Jiyeon collapsed, rolling onto her back. She heaved, looking at the cloudy sky with her breaths misting the air. She patted where the zombie tore through her coat, feeling soft cotton against her gloves before splaying her arms on each side with a relieved sigh. The infected’s growls still rang against her ears, but they were distant and out of reach.

Beside her, Yubin sat down with her legs stretched out, sweat dripping from her forehead. “Holy shit,” she breathed, turning to Jiyeon. “You’re insane.”

Jiyeon scoffed and broke into a grin.



Reaching the gym behind school, Kotone looked back. The car was a few hundred yards away, nearly masked by the woods. She couldn’t make Nakyoung out from where she stood.

She had given the woman five minutes before she should start. It had taken her three to get to the building. While she waited, Kotone dropped the rope onto the snow before pulling out a pike. She kneeled and planted the pike deep into the ground, stomping on it for good measure, before tying the rope around it. Tugging on it to check the sturdiness, Kotone then stood up and counted down the time.

Nakyoung pressed her head into the driver’s seat, humming contently as warmth blew through the fans and melted her skin. She glanced at the radio for the time. There was a minute to go.

Waiting for the seconds to pass, Nakyoung sat up straight and scanned the school. It was empty in contrast to when they had left last time, chased by countless undead students. She wondered if between those months, they were still even in there. She shivered, her heartbeat quickening at the prospect of intentionally waking a crowd of infected.

She caught the time change in the corner of her eye and bit her lip. She hoped the cop’s plan would work. With her foot against the gas pedal, she switched the car to drive. She drew a breath, exhaled, and pressed her palm against the horn.

A loud, endless beep blared, echoing through the road, past the fields, and into the forests around them. Nakyoung’s heartbeat quickened with every second she held the horn, adrenaline kicking in when infected rose in the snow all around her. She darted her gaze from one zombie to the other, all of their eyes snapping in her direction.

Swallowing, she slightly regretted not taking the other option. The infected began to trudge in her direction, slowly picking up their pace. With her hand still on the horn, Nakyoung pushed the pedal and sped into the village.

The horn reached Kotone’s ears, sending her heart leaping despite her predictions. She waited for a few more seconds, skin tingling with apprehension, before pulling on the door handle.

She peeked in the dark gymnasium, lit only by the thin windows at the top of the walls. Narrowing her eyes, she spotted the infected clawing at the entrance, their snarls attacking her ears as the horn began to dim. Then, she spotted the crates in front of the bleachers – one filled with water bottles and the rest brimming with preserved cans and snacks. Although half of them had been emptied, her heart still leaped at the sight of four filled boxes.

Tying the rope against the handle and ensuring it stayed put, Kotone drew a quiet breath and entered, her footsteps as light as a rabbit’s. Her muscles tensed every time she stepped too loud, but thankfully the infected were far enough, still distracted by the car horn.

As she stepped further into the building, her vision adjusted to the darkness and she flinched back, eyes shooting open. Beneath her boots, thin tendrils crawled along the plywood, black and barely visible under heaps of dried blood. She exhaled shakily, looking at the zombies. They hadn’t turned around.

Kotone shook her head and reached the nearest crate, filled with water. Carefully, she bent down and picked it up, arms shaking as she maneuvered the box. After hoisting it up to her chest, she then took large, silent steps until she reached the door again. She leaped onto the snow and set the crate to the side with a heavy sigh.

One down, three to go. She patted her hands down and went back inside.



Jiyeon took out a beer bottle from the cabinet and made her way to the round table, far away from any doors and windows. Yubin sat with her head resting over the mahogany, eyes trailing lazily over the pale red walls. Her coat hung over the seat’s backrest, leaving her with nothing but a thin shirt on.

Sitting down, Jiyeon uncapped the bottle and sniffed the drink. She then took a sip before retching and scrunching her face. “This tastes awful,” she said, wiping her mouth.

“I’ve never tasted good alcohol,” Yubin mumbled flatly, now tracing a finger over the table. “I don’t get how anyone likes it.”

Jiyeon shrugged. “Guess it’s good to make you forget.” She pursed her lips before tipping the beer again. It was just as bitter as her first sip.

“You’re not planning on getting drunk, are you?”

“No, well–” Jiyeon quickly said. She listened to the groans outside. “Not like we can go anywhere right now.”

Yubin frowned, settling her hand down. “We could distract them. Throw a rock into a car window and slip out on the other side.”

Jiyeon pressed her lips, weighing their options. “Okay. We’ll do that after.” She gulped down more of her beer.

“After?” Yubin perked up. “But I thought we were running away from the horde.”

“We are,” Jiyeon reassured, “We’re just taking a break.”

Yubin groaned and pressed her chin against her hand. “We’re so lost,” she murmured, loud enough for Jiyeon to hear.

The ballerina sighed and drank again, the beer’s bitterness drowning out her thoughts. Yubin wasn’t wrong; they had been running in circles for the past months with no destination in mind. Jiyeon watched Yubin with guilt swirling in her stomach. The girl looked exhausted with her hunched shoulders and sunken face, the infection practically sucking the life out of her.

Jiyeon reached down and set her rifle on the table. “I got a full mag left in my backpack. Maybe we could do some shooting from the roof?”

Yubin pursed her lips, eyeing the gun. She shook her head before resting it back into her arms.

“Come on,” Jiyeon insisted, “It’ll be good to try something new.”

“No.”

Jiyeon dropped her shoulders, taking her rifle back. “Well, what do you want to do?”

A shrug. “I don’t know. Get out of here, maybe?”

“I meant is there some activity we can do to pass the time?”

Yubin shrugged again, planting her tired eyes on the table.

Jiyeon clicked her tongue and frowned, deep in thought. Then, her eyes lit up. She chugged the rest of the beer, coughing up a storm as she placed the bottle back onto the table. “Let’s play two truths, one lie.”

Yubin raised an eyebrow, finally reacting. “What?” She scoffed. “No, that’s stupid.”

“Please?”

“We already know each other.”

“Surely there’s something you haven’t told me,” Jiyeon protested with a growing smile. “Just one round. Then we can leave.”

Yubin’s eyes brightened slightly at the offer and gave a small nod. “Fine. Just one round.”

Jiyeon beamed and clapped, the alcohol already fuzzing her mind. “Yes! Okay, I’ll start.”

She hummed and put a finger up. “One: I can hook my leg backwards all the way over my head. Two: I scored a perfect thirty on my first attempt on the rifle. Three: I’ve never had my first kiss.”

Yubin pressed her lips. Leaning back against the chair, she raised her eyes to the ceiling, thinking for a moment. Jiyeon thought she might’ve fallen asleep until she said, “I think three.”

Jiyeon raised a brow. “Oh, why?”

“I mean you’re a ballerina, so obviously you can do that. And you shoot well, so the second one makes sense.”

A smile tugged Jiyeon’s lips at the compliment. “And the third?”

Yubin swallowed, her ears warming. “Well, there’s no way you haven’t kissed anyone.”

Jiyeon snorted and broke into a small fit of giggles. Yubin furrowed her eyebrows, weirded out. “Why are you laughing?”

The ballerina grinned. “The third statement’s a lie.”

At that, Yubin’s jaw dropped and she sat up straight. “You never had your first kiss?”

“Nope.”

“You’re lying.”

“I’m not!”

“You?” Yubin gestured at her. “Never kissed anyone?”

Jiyeon shook her head, laughing when Yubin’s eyebrows only raised higher. Then, they dropped. “So you’re actually just a loser.”

It was Jiyeon’s turn to gape. “Wh– hey! Have you ever kissed anyone?”

“Guess you’d have to find out on my turn.” When Jiyeon pouted, Yubin let herself wear a small smirk. “Wait, so what did you score on your gun test?”

Jiyron shrugged. “Twenty-four. But they were still targets.”

“Still good,” Yubin whistled. “Even I can’t do that.”

“Okay, egomaniac…” Jiyeon scoffed playfully, feeling warm from the beer. She leaned in and rested her chin against her fist. “It's your turn now.”

“Alright, uh…” Yubin scratched her head, eyebrows furrowing into focus. “First, well, I never had my first kiss. Second… I won a one on one against Chaeyeon on the ice. And third, I hate carrots.”

“That’s the last option?”

“Yeah.”

“How boring.”

Yubin huffed. “I’m not gonna play if you’re like this.”

“Alright, fine, I’m sorry,” Jiyeon said sincerely before rubbing her chin. “Let’s see… ” She pretended to think with an exaggerated hum. “Yeah, no, I don’t believe you’ve had your first kiss.”

Yubin’s stare turned deadpan. Jiyeon narrowed her eyes, wondering if the girl was going to respond, then gasped. “Oh my god, you did?” she nearly exclaimed.

“You think so lowly of me.”

“Sorry, I’m just surprised.” Jiyeon leaned in with an excited gleam in her eyes. “Who is it?”

“Wh- I’m not telling!”

“Why, is it someone we know?” When Yubin turned quiet, her eyes widened further. “Holy crap, it totally is!”

“Okay!” Yubin stood abruptly. “You lost. Game’s over. That means we’re leaving.”

“What?” Jiyeon exclaimed, following her motions clumsily. “No way! Not until you tell me who it is.”

Yubin vehemently shook her head. “That wasn’t part of the deal.”

“Well, now it is! It’s not like you can leave alone.”

Unfortunately for Jiyeon, Yubin took it as a challenge. “Watch me.”

She snagged her coat and turned. As she motioned to leave, Jiyeon was quick to chase after her, but in her lightheadedness, tripped over herself. Her arms floundered for balance, tipping the empty beer bottle over. It fell and crashed to the ground, flinging stray pieces of glass across the room. Jiyeon fell beside it, hissing in pain as shrapnels sunk into her hands. Yubin spun around, alarmed, then her shoulders fell and she huffed.

“Ow…” Jiyeon whined and rolled onto her back. She brought her hand up to her face. A medium-sized shard had stuck into her palm, sharp on every end. “It hurts.”

Yubin shook her head with a sigh, crouching to help Jiyeon up. “I told you not to drink, unnie…” she scolded lightly.

“Sorry, didn’t expect it to hit now…” Jiyeon winced, holding her clouded head, then her eyes went wide. “Wait, no, get away–”

She shot a warning hand out, but in her panic forgot it was the one with the glass shard. Yubin jumped back.

“Shit–”

Before she could move away completely, the shard nicked her shirt and her stomach. Yubin’s eyes dilated in a flash. Jiyeon only had the time to raise an arm as the girl lunged at her, sending them both to the ground.

As her back hit the floor, Jiyeon choked out a gasp, blocking with her coat as Yubin tried to bite into her face. She pressed a forearm against the girl’s neck, forcing her away as panic and adrenaline shot through her fingertips. Jiyeon formed her other hand into a fist and swung it repeatedly against Yubin’s side, but with the way the girl grappled her coat, it was impossible to land a hit.

“Yubin!” Jiyeon struggled out. “It’s just me!” She hissed when Yubin only dug her fingers harder into her shoulders, effectively pinning her into the floor. Jiyeon puffed out a breath, eyes darting around as her heart beat erratically, feeling the broken glass press against her back.

Sucking in a breath, she kneed Yubin’s stomach, making her topple over. Jiyeon rolled off to the side and shoved her off, tripping over herself as she dashed away, but it was only for a moment before she was slammed back into the ground.

Jiyeon managed to reach her rifle before spinning around and slotting it between her and Yubin. “Come on, Yubin…” she muttered through gritted teeth, her palm aching as the shrapnel dug further into her hand, gripping the gun with all her might while Yubin tried to pry it away. “You can do this.”

Her arms burned as she struggled to push against the girl above her, feeling as if she was about to give out. Then, finally, Yubin’s eyes shot open as she snapped out of her episode, hastily throwing herself off before crashing back down. She supported herself with her arms as she wheezed and gasped, clutching her hair as tears burned her eyes.

Dropping her shoulders, Jiyeon pushed herself up and watched as Yubin pressed her forehead against the ground. The pain in her hand felt dull compared to the girl’s heaving breaths.

“Are you okay?” she asked, biting down a sigh when Yubin shook her head. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have pushed you.”

With one final breath, Yubin stood up, her face contorted into a scowl as she wiped her tears. “Let’s just go.” She slid past Jiyeon and walked to the stairs. Jiyeon groaned and rubbed a hand down her face, guilt shooting through her heart. She gathered her belongings and quickly followed.



Seoah kept her eyes down as she walked, her boots leaving prints in the snow. While she trudged along the fence, her gloved fingers glided against the chain link.

Usually, following the harvest, she would have nothing to do, but with yesterday’s outburst, Sohyun had sent her on clothes washing duty. Seoah puffed out air as she remembered the scolding. She could still feel the ice cold water run against her skin as she grinded the clothes against the washboard.

As she was about to shove her hands in her coat pockets, an infected suddenly slammed against the fence with a loud clang, snapping its jaw against the metal with its hollow eyes boring into her.

Seoah jumped and drew her hand back, fear shooting through her fingertips, but she quickly dropped her shoulders and drew a small exhale. With a swallow, she watched as the zombie snarled, pressing itself against the fence and sticking its pale crusted lips against the chains.

As always, Seoah felt her heart leaping in her chest at the sight, but after a moment, it settled, remembering it couldn’t get to her.

Slowly, she approached the infected, resting her face near its own. She trailed her eyes over its ugly complexion – pale, cracking skin and blue veins. She noted that as it groaned, it didn’t blow out steam like she did. The fence creaked lightly under the pressure but Seoah paid it no mind, only backing away a smidge.

Reaching into her pocket, Seoah played with the military knife she had found in the pair of pants she had pulled off the drying rack. The longer she looked at the zombie, the less afraid she became. With a breath, she drew herself closer again, her nose nearly touching the zombie’s.

Then, out of nowhere, a hand yanked her back by the coat. Seoah lost balance, tripped over her boots, and plowed into the snow.

“What do you think you’re doing?”

Seoah sat up and wiped the snow from her hair and face. After shaking the rest off her clothes, she looked up at Sohyun, who had already killed the infected behind the fence. Her stomach twisted at the disappointment in the bodyguard’s face. “I was just looking.”

“That close?” Sohyun gestured at the infected. “Don’t you know how dangerous these are?”

Embarrassment burned the back of Seoah’s neck. “It wouldn’t have gotten me.”

“And what if it did?” Sohyun asked, voice raising. “The fence gives out and then what? I can’t look over you at all times.”

Seoah pressed her lips with a frown. “I can kill it.”

Sohyun pinched the bridge of her nose and groaned. Seoah fiddled with her knife as her ears began to buzz. Being scolded a second time right away seared like salt in a fresh wound. “Why are you here anyway? Don’t you have poetry to learn or something?”

“I take breaks.”

“Yeah, you’ve been doing that alot,” Seoah sassed under her breath.

“Hey.” Sohyun frowned. “Don’t show me attitude.”

Seoah parroted the bodyguard mockingly, pitching her voice into a high whine. The muscles in Sohyun’s neck tensed from the insult. She clenched her jaw, then closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Her eyes landed on the military knife. “Where did you get that?”

Crap. Seoah hid it behind her back. “Nowhere, I just found it.”

“Jeong Haerin.”

Seoah jolted as she heard her real name. The others had never called her that since her birthday. “...I took them from a pair of pants.”

With a heavy sigh, Sohyun shook her head and set her palm out. “Hand it over.” Before Seoah could retort, she added, “Don’t make me take it from you.”

Seoah wanted to retort, but her throat closed up on her. She felt like throwing up from the humiliation. She settled for roughly shoving the knife into Sohyun’s hand.

“You’re washing the clothes for the entirety of next week,” the bodyguard said, pocketing the weapon.

Seoah opened her mouth, but Sohyun shot her down with one look. The teenager scoffed and turned away. “Fuck you.”

Sohyun yanked her back, gripping her arm forcefully. Seoah tried to pry herself away as adrenaline shot through her veins, but the bodyguard’s hold was unrelenting, nearly hurting.

“Say that again,” Sohyun whispered tensely. Seoah’s breath caught in her throat under her glare. She pressed her lips and shook her head.

Sohyun loosened her grip, but didn’t let go. “I will not tolerate this language. Do you understand me? You don’t say that to me. I am not your mother.”

Seoah froze. Bitterness mixed with hurt gripped and clawed at her throat. Her eyes blurred. She blinked harshly. “Yeah, I know,” she began, her voice cracking. “My real mom’s dead. Just like everyone else.”

Sohyun’s eyes widened. Seoah ripped her arm from her grasp and hurried away.



Nakyoung eyed the rearview mirror attentively, hand still on the horn, watching as the zombies behind her turned into indiscernible, distant blobs. She let out a breath of relief; there weren’t too many after her.

Turning back to the front, she gasped and quickly swerved around an incoming zombie, heart hammering at the near accident. She glanced at the mirror again as it began chasing her.

The vigilante scanned the small town with a frown. She couldn’t discern the roads from the field because of the snow. How was she going to turn back?

With a breath, she caught sight of a wide gap between two small houses, and the path extended far before curving and coming back on the main road. Nakyoung swerved into it, the wheels drifting slightly out of control over the snow before recalibrating.

“Ah, crap,” she whispered to herself as she was greeted by a few more infected. Gripping the steering wheel, she veered from them, grimacing whenever they grazed the car. Turning back onto the main road, she cursed even louder when she saw the faraway crowd catching up.

Chewing on her lower lip, Nakyoung checked the gas tank and shook her head; it’d be a waste to keep circling the block, and the infected would overrun her if she did. Her mind raced to come up with another plan before an idea lit up.

She stopped the car on the curved road. Putting it on park, she jumped out of her seat and rushed to the back, knowing she couldn’t release the horn for too long. She swung the trunk open, took the shotgun with the ammo, and cocked it. With a steadying breath, she nestled the butt into her shoulder and raised it towards the nearest infected, forcing her hands to stop shaking.

At the end of her breath, she pulled the trigger. A deafening blast shot through the village and the slug exploded the side of the zombie’s head. Gore splattered on the snow as it fell, soon replaced by a new one. She cocked the gun and shot again.



Kotone froze when the horn cut off.

She swallowed dryly, anxiety burning her neck as she wondered if something had happened to Nakyoung. She shook her head; the vigilante was dumb, but tough.

Kotone was still in the gym, right between the crates and the door. At least the infected were still clawing the entrance, but the longer she stayed, the more likely she’d jeopardize the mission. Maybe she could still get away.

Her heart hammering, she began to slide backwards, hand reaching for the military knife in her pockets, but when she patted her pants her breath hitched. It wasn’t there.

Her boot twisted against the floor and she paused, nearly sighing in relief when it didn’t make a sound. Somehow, though, one of the infected snapped its head back and spotted her. Kotone’s breath caught, mind reeling in confusion. She hadn’t made any noise– how did it know?

She gritted her teeth. Foregoing any subtlety, she spun and sprinted out of the gym. Reaching the exit, she then moved behind the metal door and reached for the pike. She pulled on it full force. It didn’t budge.

Cursing through her teeth, Kotone shot up and opted to untie the handle. Her fingers fumbled with the rope as she pulled, but when it finally loosened, she heard a snarl before an infected leaped out of the building.

Kotone stilled, gripping the door handle with white knuckles and holding her breath. Its back was against her while its head snapped around, searching for her. 

There was a distant gunshot and Kotone let out a breath of relief when she heard the crowd rush back to the entrance, but the lone infected had caught her.

With a snarl, it snapped around and lunged at her. Kotone ducked under its swinging arms before rising and slamming it into the wall. She then shoved it to the ground before reaching for the rope.

Stepping onto it – one boot on its back and the other against its head – she hooked the string under its neck twice and pulled. The zombie’s head bent backwards as it clawed at the snow. She let the infected flip onto its back before pressing it down again. Then, she raised the boot from its head, and, with a huff, slammed it back down.

There was a sickening crunch and Kotone let go. The infected collapsed, the bone in its neck snapped clean off, leaving its head dangling. She wiped a bead of sweat from her forehead and turned to the three crates she had gotten. She only had one left. With a huff, she opened the door again.



Nakyoung loaded the new rounds into the shotgun, eyes snapping back and forth between it and the approaching zombies. She had killed a good amount, the corpses piling up and leaking blood into the snow, but she could see the distant crowd approaching as they caught up to her.

To her misfortune, her firing pace was slower than their speed. Cursing under her breath, she cocked the shotgun before it was fully loaded, aiming it at the next zombie and firing.

An infected snarled and leaped behind her. Nakyoung spun at lightning speeds and pulled the trigger, sending it flying back as the shell blew a hole into its chest. She cocked the gun and shot at its head. Shaking her head, she turned back to the original crowd.

Kotone breathed heavily as she jogged, carrying the last two crates in her arms. Arriving on the side of the road, she dropped them with a huff. As she kneaded her sore muscles, she kept her eyes on the food, heart racing as she thought they could really pull it off. Without a second to rest, she pulled out her revolver, aimed at the sky, and fired.

Nakyoung whipped her head towards the school as a familiar gunshot echoed through the town. She emptied the last of her shells into the oncoming crowd she had managed to pull. As the shotgun clicked empty, she quickly hopped back into her car, twisted the handle to drive, and pressed on the gas.

The car launched forward and Nakyoung forcefully grabbed the steering wheel as she rolled over the corpses, sending the vehicle jumping with every bump. With a breath, she turned back onto the main road and looked to her right. The infected had quickly swerved and followed, but it was only for seconds before Nakyoung left them in the dust, her foot fully pushed into the pedal and blurring the houses surrounding her. Exhilaration pumped through her veins as she made her successful escape.

Soon enough, she reached the school again. On the side, she noticed Kotone pushing the crates on the edge of the road. Nakyoung’s eyes widened at the massive haul of food and water and she grinned, warmth and excitement spreading through her chest.

Celebrating their win too early, Nakyoung had noticed too late the zombie that had jumped out of the woods and in front of the car. Her eyes shot open and she jolted, slamming the breaks, but it was too close for her to stop. It crashed and flew into the windshield before dropping, sending the car swerving out of control.

Hearing the impact, Kotone jerked towards the car and her jaw dropped. Nakyoung cursed aloud as the tires skidded, jerking the steering wheel to try and regain control, but the car kept spinning.

“Get out of the way!”

Kotone dove off the road, landing on a heap of snow. She looked back and her eyes shot open as the car approached. It kept drifting out of control, aiming directly for the crates. It slammed into the boxes, flinging the food and water bottles everywhere. They were then crushed by the rolling tires.

After a few more swerves, the car finally stopped, giving a few extra rocks for good measure. Nakyoung heaved, her heart hammering incessantly in her chest as she held onto the steering wheel for dear life. She looked out the window and saw Kotone, who was gaping at something behind the car. Nakyoung’s gaze drifted to the toppled boxes. Then to the wasted food. She was immediately swamped with guilt. They had all been crushed, the snow melted into sludge from the water. Snack bits trailed where the tire marks were. She turned back to Kotone. The officer stared, gripping the snow so hard it melted between her palms.

“Are you fucking kidding me–”



The drive home was dead silent. Nakyoung supported her chin with her fist as she looked at the endless, snow-covered pines outside. Kotone had a white grip on the steering wheel, eyes steeled ahead. In the back, a few untouched food packets. Some water bottles. Kotone refused to look back. It was humiliating.

She heard Nakyoung huff, then chuckle. The muscles in her neck tensed as she clenched her jaw. “What’s so funny?”

Nakyoung shook her head with a smirk. “Nothing, just– I can’t believe it ended like that.”

“We lost two days worth of food. It’s hardly something to laugh about,” Kotone snarked, her tone accusatory.

Any humor Nakyoung felt dissipated, replaced with twisting irritation. “Hey, I tried getting the car under control.”

“Well you did a shit job at it.”

“It didn’t listen to anything I did! What was I supposed to do?”

“Have you tried hitting the brakes?”

“Yes, and it didn’t work!”

“Well surely you could’ve done something more!”

Nakyoung threw herself back against her seat. “Holy shit, you cops always have to blame someone–”

“We’re not doing this again.”

“Fine. But seriously, you put the boxes right where I could hit them!”

“Oh, so now it’s my fault?”

“Yes!”

“Alright, genius, where else would I have put them?”

“Literally on the field next to the road!”

Kotone pursed her lips with a grunt. Nakyoung bounced her leg restlessly and ran her hand through her hair. “It’s whatever,” she muttered. “The stuff’s gone now, anyway.”

The officer drew a long breath, then exhaled. Nakyoung was right; it was over. It wouldn’t matter, either way. Silence drowned the car. Nakyoung began to drum her fingers against her seat. The leather was cold on her fingertips. She should’ve worn some gloves.

“I’m thinking of leaving with my group. Nien, Mayu-chan, Yeonji.”

Nakyoung stopped drumming and shot Kotone a glance. The cop’s expression was hardened and self-assured. Nakyoung pressed a fist against her forehead and looked outside again. Nothing had changed. The roads and mountains were still covered in snow. The car hummed. Stray gravel rolled under the tires. She ran her tongue across her lips as she shuffled uncomfortably.

“Why?”

Kotone sighed, keeping her eyes on the white road. “Our goals don’t align. You’re trying to keep rations up. We’re–”

“Looking for Soomin.”

They swerved lightly as Kotone made a right turn. Nakyoung stretched her lips to the side. “I don’t agree with you letting Yeonji go out like this.”

Kotone frowned. “Who are you to tell me what to do with her?”

“She’s a kid. She should be enjoying herself, not going on– countless searches and finding nothing.”

“It’s her choice. She can’t enjoy herself unless she fights for what she believes in. Isn’t that what you did?”

Nakyoung paused. She swallowed then pressed a fist against the side of her head. “I just don’t want them to go through that. You don’t get your childhood back.”

“Well…” Kotone drew a breath, “Not much left to be a child about.”

The car cruised along the road. Their surroundings, despite being the same, began looking familiar. A felled tree on the left side, cracked in the middle by a large rock, was an indicator they were near the base.

“It was my idea,” Kotone suddenly said. “The outing.”

Nakyoung blinked, stupefied. “...Seriously?”

A nod. “I asked to do this. Planned the whole thing. Yooyeon played along.”

Sinking into her seat, Nakyoung tutted, replaying the nod the two had given each other after dinner. “I…” She hesitated. “If you’re gonna leave anyway, why do all of this?”

Kotone hummed. “I figured we could at least part on a good note.”

“Yeah, that turned out great,” Nakyoung remarked sarcastically, but her lips stretched into a smile.

Another break in the conversation. She watched the neverending white trees zip by before taking a breath. “I still don’t like you.”

A lighthearted scoff. “Don’t give yourself too much credit, the feeling’s mutual.”

“So much for this outing.”

“Well, we aren’t at each other’s throats, so I consider it a win.”

The girls shared a quiet laugh. Kotone reached over and pressed play on the music box. Immediately, an old, peppy trot song flowed through the car. Nakyoung jabbed the eject button. The song cut abruptly and the disc popped out.

“You don’t like trot?” Kotone wondered.

“Not my style,” Nakyoung answered, now messing with the radio. As she twisted the handle, they heard nothing but static, but then a faint female voice crackled.

“–ound a document–”

Kotone slammed on the breaks, jolting them to a stop. They barely registered the whiplash, their ears buzzing at what they had just heard. Nakyoung hastily twisted it back. Her heart hammered. Her head spun. They held their breaths as they listened.

“–urned off. Only the stupid logo’s left. Hah. Well, at least it gives me an excuse to raid the wine cabinet. Maybe I’ll raise a glass in the company’s name. To HausTech! …”

There was a click and the channel went flat. Silence flooded the car. Nakyoung and Kotone stared at each other, wide-eyed.



The second day had already begun to set in when Kaede had finally managed to track the person – a man – back to a small town. The breaks had been often, and she had even gone as far as passing the night sleeping in a tree, right over where the man himself rested in a sleeping bag. He had carried a knapsack with him. Kaede wondered how important its contents were for him to travel so far out.

The man reached the farthest cabin from the village and knocked lightly on the door. Soon enough, it opened and he walked in.

Crouching, Kaede made her way to the window and peeked in. The house they were in only had two rooms and she spotted six of them. Three – two men and a woman – were gathered near the left entrance. Two more, also men, sat right below her, then the one she had followed rested in the large bedroom on the right.

Kaede wasted no time. Quietly, she retreated to the front door, stopping close enough to catch the group’s muffled conversations. She dropped her backpack on the side and shook herself off, mentally readying herself to act again. Disgust rose to her throat but she forced it down. She could hate herself for pretending later.

Raising her arm, she rapped quietly on the door. As she heard the conversations go still, she forced herself to slant her eyebrows and hugged her coat.

There were hesitant steps. Then, the door creaked open with a thin gap. An eye peeked out.

“Who are you?” asked the man, gruff and accusatory.

“Uhm, hi,” she began, raising the pitch in her voice and avoiding his gaze. “I’m really sorry for doing this– I haven’t eaten anything in days and I’m really hungry.”

“How’d you find us?”

“I…” Kaede swallowed. “I saw one of you and followed. I don’t have any bad intentions, I swear. I just need some food.”

Silence followed. The eye left for a moment, replaced by whispers. Kaede squeezed her own arms as she waited. The door opened. The man tossed a bag of chips on the ground and closed it.

Kaede’s mind stuttered. “W– wait!” Wind blew ice into her thin clothes and she shivered. She heard an exasperated groan.

“What more do you want?”

“Could I just– come in for a moment? It’s really cold. I’ll leave right away after!” She paused for a second. “Or, maybe I could just get a blanket?”

“We’re not a charity. We can’t just give away everything because you asked.”

“Please, I won’t make it–”

The door swung open and a knife swung in her direction. Kaede gasped lightly and jumped away, her eyes shaking at the pointed end. The owner, one of the men, frowned at her lightning quick reaction.

“We’re not buying your bullshit,” he said, raising his knife to her head. “Take your bad acting and leave before you piss me off further.”

Kaede breathed heavily, a thousand curses going through her head. She took a small step back. The man stepped forward. Two more survivors stepped into the entrance with a foot out of the door.

“Wait,” she said. “I’ll go, but before I do, can I ask a question?”

The man in front of her hesitated for a moment, then nudged his knife. Kaede took a breath. “Do you know someone named Sowol?”

There was a glint of recognition in each of the survivors’ eyes. Kaede’s own widened, but the man steeled his gaze again and readjusted his grip.

“Don’t know ‘er.”

A lie. Kaede looked at him for a moment, then the others, before sighing and dropping her arms.

“Fine.” In a flash, she whipped out her pistol and shot him in the head, splattering blood against the door and outer walls. The woman shrieked and Kaede took advantage of the shock to shoot her too, cutting her off. The final survivor reached for his knife but she snapped her wrist towards him, pulling the trigger once again. They collapsed all at once, blood trickling down the doorstep and pooling on the snow. Silence followed the sudden gunshots before someone exclaimed from inside the house.

“What the fu–”

Kaede leaped over the bodies, her gun raised and facing the two survivors near the window. They had stood up, knives at the ready, but their burning determination quickly fizzled at the sight of her pistol.

“Stay where you are,” she ordered. “I have a question. Reply honestly, and I won’t kill you.” When the men didn’t move, she nodded. “Good. Do you know a woman named Sowol?”

Just like the ones at the door, recognition flashed in the survivors’ eyes before they dimmed. 

“Sorry,” one of them hissed through gritted teeth, “But we really don’t know.”

Kaede shook her head, her heart beginning to race. She didn’t have time for this. Whatever zombies were nearby must’ve woken up by now. But before she could ask again, an arm shot out and wrapped her into a headlock. She gagged as her breathing cut off, her free hand shooting up and gripping his arm. Her eyes darted to the bedroom door, which was wide open. She had completely missed it.

“Drop the gun,” the survivor grunted, breathing down her ear. Kaede struggled some more, but realizing she wouldn't get out, complied. Slowly, she lowered her hand, her gun aimed at the floor, then pulled the trigger.

The man’s scream tore through her eardrum as he released his grip, reaching for his foot. Kaede spun around and put a bullet through his head with a deafening blast, painting blood on the hardwood floor.

The distraction was long enough for the remaining men to move. Turning, Kaede reeled back, just narrowly missing the swing of one’s knife. She raised her gun and shot, but he slapped her arm and the bullet went wide, instead shattering the glass behind them. He then formed his hand into a fist and swung it, colliding with Kaede’s temple. Her eyes flashed as pain surged through her head, giving him time to rip the gun from her hand.

Kaede gasped and rolled away as he pulled the trigger, sinking the bullet into the floorboards. The second man rushed at her, knife out. He jabbed on her recovery, slicing her jacket and nicking her arm as she barely pulled away. Kaede jumped up and pulled out her own switchblade. As he lunged again, his movements were uncoordinated, leaving his head wide open. Behind him, his partner still has the gun raised, waiting for them to split before firing again.

She swung at the man with the knife, the butt of her switchblade colliding violently against his neck and sending him retching. Then, she slammed her fist into his jaw with a left hook.

A gunshot rang through Kaede’s ear and she hissed when the bullet grazed her hand, tearing near the wrist. She put his partner between them and waited for him to recover, puffing as exhaustion began to weigh in.

As he shook his pounding head, the man shouted and rushed again, and on the upswing, Kaede spun around him and flung her switchblade full force. It flew straight and struck the gunman’s solar plexus. His eyes shot open and he lost force instantly, crashing into the ground and clutching his chest.

Kaede dashed for the gun he dropped, snatching it and rolling away just as a knife slashed the air above her. She maneuvered onto one knee, raised the pistol, and pulled the trigger. The man let out a guttural shout and clutched his shoulder.

She shot a leg out and slammed her shoe into his ankle, tripping him. When he fell, still gasping at his injury, she climbed above him, pressing the barrel against his head. She panted, sweat dripping down her forehead as her injuries burned.

The man’s eyes trembled as they locked with Kaede’s cold ones. He gasped, then, through gritted teeth, hissed, “Who the hell are you?”

Kaede paid no mind to his question, instead creeping her fingers into his wound. “I won’t ask again. Do you know a woman named Sowol?” He stuttered and hissed from the pain as she began to dig. Still, he had some fight in him.

“Screw you.”

Kaede dug her nails harder in. He shouted in pain, thrashing but unable to pull away.

“We do know Sowol.”

Kaede shot up and turned to the previous guy. He lifted his head with some effort as he gripped his bleeding shirt. With heaving breaths, he said, “Was with us a couple months back. Came out of nowhere, dirty and bloody and starving.”

“Where is she now?” asked Kaede, trying to keep her voice leveled, but a tremble still slipped through.

“Gone,” he said. “Lost her in a zombie wave. There’s no way she made it out.”

Kaede’s heart plummeted. She peered into the man’s eyes for any hints that he was lying, but even with the dying light, she found none. Her ears buzzed. For nearly a month, she had been searching for a dead woman.

She released the man she was on and stood back up, then screamed as a blade tore into her leg. She dropped down, grinding her teeth at the man below her, who raised his knife again. Kaede pressed the gun under his chin and fired, splashing blood onto her jacket as his body limped.

Kaede let out a curse and checked the wound. It was a deep cut, going all the way through her outer thigh, but at least it was clean. With unsteady hands, she undid her jacket, wrapping the latter around her leg, heaving from the burning pain whilst shivering from the cold.

Her breathing cut off when she heard growling outside. She rose, trying to walk, but let out a small yell as pain seared through her leg, nearly paralysing her. Wiping the blood off her face, she scanned the place, eyes widening as she spotted the nearby bed. She hurried towards it with pained steps, heartbeat slamming as the infected arrived. Dropping, she shuffled under the thin gap just as they spilled in. She heard a weak protest, then a scream as they found the last guy and tore into him.

In a flash, they surrounded her hiding spot. Thankfully, the bed was big enough so that none of them could spot her, and from her view, she could only spot their feet as they walked around.

As minutes passed, Kaede’s heartbeat slowed and the tension in her body dropped. She let out an exhale with no attempt to conceal it. The infected caught the noise and snarled as they began to push around angrily. Somehow, the bed didn’t budge. Their grimy pale hands reached into the gap, trying to grab her, but they failed to crawl under. Kaede didn’t care if they did, honestly. Between her messed up leg and her search coming to a dead end, she was stuck either way. She scoffed, her lips tugging upwards into a smirk. With what little space she had left, she shimmied her locked hands over her chest and closed her eyes.



Sohyun was hunched over her desk when she heard a couple of soft knocks on her door.

“Come in,” she said, not looking up from her book.

The handle twisted and the door creaked lightly. Seoah stepped in, a hesitant hand pressed against the wood. Sohyun perked up and turned towards her.

Seoah chewed on her lower lip. “Can I talk to you, unnie?”

Sohyun blinked before nodding. She took off her reading glasses and placed them on the table before gesturing at the bed. With a nod, Seoah followed, quietly shuffling onto the mattress and hugging her coat. The teenager looked around the dim room. “Xinyu-unnie isn’t here?”

“She needs to go back out tomorrow, so she went off early,” Sohyun explained, closing the book. “She can’t fall asleep when the light’s on.”

“That’s considerate,” Seoah commented. Sohyun chuckled lightly.

“What is it you want to tell me?” the bodyguard then asked, leaning forward. She made sure to keep her voice soft.

Seoah perked up. “Oh, well… I just wanted to say I’m sorry for snapping at you earlier.” She smoothed her winter coat and scanned the room again, her eyes lingering on the bedside drawer. “I shouldn’t have said that, even if I was mad.”

Sohyun hummed. “It’s okay. I forgive you.” She stretched her lips to the side. “I’m sorry too.”

“For what?”

“For being so harsh on you. I still have the person closest to my heart, so I’ve forgotten just how much you’ve lost.”

Seoah gripped Sohyun’s red bedsheets, pressing her lips together. Her heart stung at the reminder of their fight. She nodded and whispered a thanks. Then, she asked, “So you’re not mad at me anymore?”

The bodyguard reached for her book. “No,” she said. “And how about this: You won’t have to wash the clothes anymore. I’ll do them.”

Seoah’s shoulder’s rose. “Really?” she asked, hopeful. When Sohyun nodded, she smiled. “Thanks, Sohyun-unnie.”

“Of course.” Sohyun then masked a yawn. “It’s getting late. You should go to bed.”

“Right.” Seoah stood up. As Sohyun was about to, too, still holding her book, an idea lit up in her mind. “Oh, I’ll put it back for you, unnie.”

Sohyun smiled softly, offering the book. “Thank you.”

With a nod and a smile of her own, Seoah took the book from Sohyun’s gentle hands. As she moved towards the drawer, the teenager hesitated for a split second. “Which one do you usually put it in?”

“The top drawer.”

Seoah hummed and complied, her breath hitching when she caught the gleam of the military knife resting in the back. Her heart hammered in her chest and she swallowed. Quietly, she put the book in its place, and in the same motion, swiped the knife and put it in her coat.

Notes:

Alt chapter title: damage control (iykyk)

 

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Chapter 32: Call and Response

Notes:

aw yeah first week back on the grind and heres a 14k word chapter to celebrate lets freaking go have gun yeorobun

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A bright flash of light. Thunder clapped in the distance. Rain hailed over them, water whipping their faces.

Dahyun stood hugging herself, her drenched clothes sticking to her skin. She, with the others, stood and watched as Lynn shoveled the last of the dirt and tossed it onto the wet pile. The agent sighed and combed her soaked hair back, planting her shovel into the ground. In front of her, a hole, deep enough to bury a person and leave a few feet of dirt over them. They had been digging since morning. Even when the black clouds began to shower them, they hadn’t stopped.

Nien took over. She cradled Shion in her arms and gently lowered her body into the pit. Dahyun caught sight of Shion’s peaceful expression and sunk her nails into her skin. The girl had told her that they would be okay. That she would be okay.

Then why was this happening?

Thunder roared again, but even then it couldn’t muffle the sobs around her. With tired eyes, Dahyun glanced around. Most of them were at the burial. Some were hugging each other, crying. Others stood alone. Even Sullin stuck around despite her fresh injury, but her pale face, furrowed brows, and drooping eyelids told everyone she wouldn’t last for very long. Her legs were unsteady and Dahyun was sure she’d have collapsed if Xinyu wasn’t holding onto her.

Seoyeon wasn’t there. Neither was Kaede.

Around her, the girls began to shuffle closer to the pit, trying to get one last look at Shion before they finally piled the dirt. Dahyun stood in place, a shaky breath escaping her lips. It didn’t feel right for her to come closer, as if something was missing.

Then, Xinyu spoke up.

“What do we do with them?”

The girls turned to the bodies on the other side. They belonged to that other group. The storm washed the blood and smell away but their corpses still rotted on the grass. Chaeyeon had told them the story; when she and Jiwoo found them, they were already dead. Killed by their own desperate teammate. Dahyun’s heart stirred with animosity, but it felt hollow.

“Should we bury them also?” Chaewon whispered.

“Screw that.”

They looked at Lynn. The agent had a furious glint in her eyes. “It was their fault.”

“They were victims too,” Xinyu argued, but it fell weak on her tongue. “Shion would’ve–”

“And where is she now?”

Silence answered. Glares were shared, but everyone was tired, muscles sore and burning, about to collapse from the storm and the cold. Shoulders were hunched. Eye bags were heavy.

The sky crackled with lightning. The storm doubled in its anger. Spinning on her heel, Dahyun left the burial.



“Kwak Yeonji, open this door right now!”

Before she could even answer, the door swung open and Hayeon stormed in, face contorted into a confused but angry grimace.

Exhaustion gone in a flash, Yeonji shot up from her bed with a racing heart. “What– what happened?”

“You didn’t tell me you were leaving the base, that’s what happened!”

Yeonji paused. She opened and closed her mouth, then frowned and pressed her lips into a thin line. “...I was gonna tell you later.”

“Later when?” Hayeon shoved her hands into her coat pockets, her eyebrows now furrowed with her lips curled downwards. “‘Cause from what I’ve heard, you’re going away tomorrow. Were you gonna tell me when you had one foot in the car?”

Guilt washed over Yeonji’s heart. Her shoulders deflated and she looked at the window, the morning daylight peeking through the blue curtains. Her nails scratched the bedsheets. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know how to tell you.”

Hayeon huffed at her younger friend’s regretful face. She kicked a foot against the carpet floor. “I’m not mad at you. I was just– I don’t know. I guess it just doesn’t make sense.” When Yeonji stayed quiet, she continued, “I mean, we've been together in this for so long. You not being here– going out there – is crazy to me. Hell, you saved my life and everything.”

A humorless scoff. “Barely.”

“Come on, I think you did.” Hayeon shrugged, crossing her arms. “I should get to decide who saved my life.” She chuckled. “Like– if you think about it, if you and your group didn’t create that whole mess, I wouldn’t have made that spectacular entrance.”

“Passing out as a truck’s about to hit you, what an entrance,” Yeonji huffed, her lips stretching slightly into a smile. 

Hayeon smirked, then dropped her arms and sighed. “So you’re actually leaving?”

Yeonji hesitated for a moment. “Yeah. I…” She chewed on her bottom lip. “I really want to make sure Soomin-unnie’s okay.”

“Wow, okay, lifesaver,” Hayeon chuckled. “You’re trying to go two for two?”

That made Yeonji break into a grin. “Hell yeah, I am.”

Hayeon laughed softly and they entered a comfortable silence. She moved further in and took a spot beside Yeonji. Gently, she trailed her fingers over the blue sheets before drawing a small breath and looking around the room. Her eyes landed on the camcorder set above the bedside drawer. “Are you taking that with you?”

Following her gaze, Yeonji let out an ‘ah.’ She reached out and took it. Quietly, she fiddled around the controls, then looked at the screen. “Nah, I don’t think so.”

The answer stunned Hayeon. She raised her eyebrows above her forehead. “But you love it so much.”

“I do,” Yeonji agreed, still focused on the camera. She sighed. “But these memories were never mine to keep.”

“In Korean, please?”

“It means you take it.” Yeonji rolled her eyes and handed Hayeon the camcorder.

Hayeon’s eyes widened. “Are you sure?”

A hum and a nod. Carefully, Hayeon took the camcorder from Yeonji’s hands and scanned the device. “I…” She hesitated. “I still don’t really know how to work this thing.”

“I’ll teach you the controls before I go.”

“Pff… that just reminds me you’re really leaving…” Hayeon sulked, shoulders dropping. She leaned against Yeonji, eyebrows raising as she pressed the camcorder’s record button.

Then, she shot up. “Wait, does this mean you won’t get to see me ask Chaewon out?”

Yeonji’s lips grew into a teasing smirk. “You mean when she rejects you again?”

“You–” Hayeon hooked an arm over Yeonji’s shoulder and roughed up her hair with her fist. Yeonji yelped before breaking into boisterous laughter.



Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips, her eyes trailed over the notes in her dodger blue notebook but not quite reading them. Her mind wandered elsewhere, to what Nakyoung and Kotone had told her yesterday.

 

“We caught a voice on the radio,” Kotone began in a near whisper.

Yooyeon blinked, her eyes widening slightly. “A voice?” Kotone nodded. Yooyeon swallowed. “What did you hear?”

The cop glanced over to Nakyoung. The vigilante held the back of her head. “It was a woman,” she began slowly. “Talking about some documents.”

“What kind?”

“We don’t know– It cut when she was getting to them. But the thing is…”

Nakyoung hesitated, pressing her lips into a line. Impatience grew in Yooyeon’s rising heartbeat. “Tell me. Now.”

Nakyoung released the breath she was holding. “She’s from HausTech.”

 

Yooyeon’s frown deepened as her head began to ache with her overlapping thoughts. A woman– a scientist from HausTech, who was still in the lab.

Could it really be…?

Her heart thudded against her chest. Yooyeon began to tap her foot as her concerns moved onto someone else. She cursed internally and pressed her fingers against the crease between her eyes, wondering if her choice would be right.

She flinched slightly when that person’s arms wrapped around her midsection. Yooyeon sighed and quickly relaxed in the embrace.

“You looked like you needed one,” came Seoyeon’s soft voice from behind. Yooyeon hummed, lightly thanking her, but discomfort grew in her chest.

“I’m still thinking about what they shared yesterday.”

“And you think it might be her?” Seoyeon began planting kisses over Yooyeon’s neck and shoulder. She brought her head up and Yooyeon turned to meet her lips in a short kiss, her face warming. But when Seoyeon began unzipping her coat, slipping her hands in, Yooyeon cringed slightly and moved away.

“I want to go. To HausTech,” she announced, pulling her coat back up as her heart began to race. “If the laboratory’s still there, seemingly still in operation– even if it’s by a single woman– think of the answers I could obtain.”

“Okay, I get it,” Seoyeon put a hand against Yooyeon’s chest but didn’t push further. She smiled. “I’ll be there with you along the way.”

Yooyeon’s breath hitched. Her thoughts were a whirlwind as she looked at the woman in front of her, eyes filled with love and determination, but she also saw desperation. She rested her hand atop Seoyeon’s and sighed, steeling her nerves.

“Actually… You wouldn’t be.”

A flash of confusion crossed Seoyeon’s eyes and her smile wavered. Her brows furrowed slightly as she lowered her hand. “What do you mean?”

“I can’t have you come with me.”

The back of Yooyeon’s neck grew cold as she watched Seoyeon’s expression morph through more confusion, then to hurt. “You don’t want me there?”

Yooyeon shook her head, doubling down. “No– well, I can’t.” She pinched the bridge of her nose, forcing down the stinging in her skin. “It’s too dangerous.”

“But you’re going?” Seoyeon questioned, hurt turning to anger as she frowned deeper. “I thought we were supposed to do things together. Am I not capable enough?” Her tone was accusatory and Yooyeon winced.

“No, you are more than capable, and that’s the thing.” She lowered her hand, ice forming on her nerves. Her hands trembled slightly as she pushed through the tension. “You’re a nurse and I am not. Sure, I’m a scientist, but medicinal practices are beyond my capabilities. I’m expendable. But you, Seoyeon, you’re important.”

“You’re important too,” Seoyeon’s voice rose. “To me.” She gestured at herself. “To the others– you’ve been researching this virus for months!”

“And they’ve all led to dead ends!” Yooyeon cracked. She took the dodger blue notebook and shakily flipped through the pages. “Nothing. Everything’s surmounted to nothing. The last time I discovered anything was back in September.” She dropped the notebook onto the desk with a thud. “With this, I can finally find out more.”

“And where does that leave me?” Seoyeon clasped her hands. Tears began to well in her eyes. “Unnie, what if you don’t come back? I can’t lose you too!”

“I can’t lose you either!” Yooyeon clutched her chest. Her stomach twisted and she felt like throwing up. She hated this, watching Seoyeon fall apart because of her. “But it’s not just for me. You haven’t been yourself, Seoyeon. You haven’t been for a while.”

She watched as Seoyeon cringed visibly, her face twisting into a grimace. “What does that have to do with anything?”

“Seoyeon-ah,” Yooyeon began quietly. She bit on her tongue. Her shoulders felt heavy. Confronting Seoyeon felt like walking on nails and every step she took shot pain through every nerve. Still, she steeled herself. “When’s the last time you’ve really spoken with the others?”

Seoyeon frowned and looked to the side. “Does it matter?” she muttered. “I only care about you.”

“And I’m thankful for that, but Seoyeon…” Yooyeon took a step forward, hesitantly reaching out. “You can’t only care about me. These girls, they need you.”

“And I need you!” Seoyeon jerked away and Yooyeon’s heart shattered. She watched as her lover wiped the tears gathered in her eyes. Desperately, she wanted to reach out again, but she kept her hands clenched on her sides. Her skin burned with guilt.

“This isn’t good for you. Or us.”

Seoyeon paused. Her face fell. “What do you mean by that?”

She took a step forward. Yooyeon took a step back. The scientist buried her face in her hands and took a long breath.

“I need some space,” she said. Razors cut through her heart as she retreated from the room, ignoring Seoyeon’s plead for her to come back.



Lynn hopped off the bus, the empty backpack light on her shoulders but somehow weighing an iron ball. The others didn’t fare much better; tired bodies mixed together with bloody clothes and nothing to show for it. At least the girls at the base were nice enough to support them.

“Lynn!”

Perking up, Lynn turned to Dahyun, who approached her with hurried steps. She managed a small smile. “Need anything, unnie?”

Dahyun put her hands on her knees and took a long breath. “Kaede hasn’t returned.”

Lynn blinked, clueless. “Yeah, she stays away often, right? One night out and everything.”

“Not like this.” Dahyun shook her head. “She’s been gone for two whole days.”

A small frown creased Lynn’s forehead and she pressed her lips. “Maybe she’ll be back soon.”

Urgency overtook Dahyun’s voice. “No, I think something happened to her. I’m worried.” She reached for Lynn’s hands and clasped them. “Could you look for her? Please?”

Lynn stammered. Her mind blanked. “Me?” When Dahyun nodded, she tensed further with an urge to move away, her hand twitching. “I– I don’t know if I should–”

“I know I’m asking a lot of you right now and I’m sorry.” Dahyun gritted her teeth. “You don’t have to do it if you don’t want to. But please, she has no one else.”

Lynn hesitated. Every cell in her body told her to let it go. Her? Looking for Kaede? Sure, she had been doing that, but not to help her. The very idea sent her mind reeling.

But then she felt Dahyun’s desperation in her eyes and her trembling hands. The woman looked up to her like she was her final recourse. Pressing her eyelids shut, Lynn sighed.

“Okay. I will, but just for you.”

Dahyun’s shoulders dropped as she let out a heavy sigh, bordering on a sob. “Thank you so much, Lynn, I owe this to you.”

“You don’t owe me anything,” Lynn reassured. “I’ll find her.”

Quickly, Dahyun wrapped Lynn into an embrace. The agent squeezed Dahyun’s shoulder and hugged back, resting her chin above her head. She bit the inside of her cheek and let out a quiet exhale.



Reaching the end of the fence, Seoah looked around, her heart hammering. Her gaze lingered on the girls near the gate, greeting those who had returned from their run. They were all distracted.

Quickly, Seoah patted around the chain link. When her gloved fingers touched the metal ridge, she pulled the secret opening and stepped out. Carefully, she readjusted the fence, then made her way into the forest.

Minutes passed as Seoah walked through the unending woods. She looked up at the sky. It was covered in a cacophony of branches, the trees towering over her as she trudged further in, feeling the melting snow chafe against her boots. Occasionally, she would glance back at the trail she had left in the snow, making sure she didn’t lose herself.

Seoah played with the military knife in her pockets as she kept walking. Guilt tried to claw up her throat but she forced it down. She’d put it back in Sohyun’s drawer when she’d kill her first zombie. Besides, the knife belonged to her in the first place; Joobin had given it to her on that day.

More time passed. Her legs were beginning to sore but Seoah kept going. Anxiety rose with every step she took away from the base, but she pushed through her discomfort. Surely, she’d find one soon.

She halted when she heard a distant groan and swerved in its direction. There it was. Her instincts screamed at her to run the other way, adrenaline already beginning to pump through her veins, but Seoah forced herself to follow the noise, keeping her footsteps as quiet as possible.

When the growls were close enough, Seoah stopped behind a tree, her heart slamming against her chest. She gritted her teeth and peeked an eye out. 

Right in front of her, a lone zombie trudged lazily around the snow, its head twitching at any subtle noise. Seoah held her breath, afraid it would somehow catch that too. She scrutinized the zombie. It was a head taller than her, nearly two. Its clothes, a loose, dirty jacket, was torn with holes and tattered with the weather. Its jeans were almost loose around the waist, and what Seoah presumed was once a sky blue had turned into a muddy gray. A chunk of its left arm had been torn out and Seoah could see a hint of its bones peeking out the flesh.

Somewhere, a crow cawed. The zombie snarled and snapped its head towards the sky before grumbling and continuing its march. Seoah raised an eyebrow at the behaviour; she thought it would’ve followed.

As it walked, the infected’s back was turned to Seoah. The teenager’s mind lit up with an idea. She left the tree and began to follow,  her footsteps dead silent against the snow. She stepped where the infected hadn’t to make sure she didn’t catch a branch or a wet leaf.

Teeth pressing against her tongue, Seoah carefully slipped her knife out of her coat and raised it into a reverse grip. She let out the longest, quietest exhale ever as she faced the back of its neck.

Too focused on her knife, Seoah hadn’t realized she stepped where the zombie had. She froze in her tracks, eyes burning the back of its head, but relaxed her shoulders when she hadn’t made any sound.

Suddenly, the zombie swiveled and growled at her. Seoah’s eyes shot open. Confusion tethered her body as her mind raced. It shouldn’t have turned. She didn’t make any noise.

The infected lunged. In an attempt to snap away, Seoah flung herself back, but put too much power into it and lost balance. Her back hit the snow as the zombie caught her boot.

Seoah bit down a scream as it climbed up. She tried to kick it away, but it clung to her pants before sinking its teeth into the top of her boot.

Panic shot through Seoah’s veins, feeling the teeth sink into leather. Tears built up in her eyes and she cried, trying to shake it off, but its grip was too strong as it gnawed her boot, growling and snarling.

She slipped her foot out of her boot and shuffled away. Forcing herself on her feet, her leg jolted as her bare skin touched the freezing snow. She pushed past the discomfort and dashed away.

Endless trees zoomed past Seoah as she sprinted at full speeds. They looked all the same, all their branches gray and shooting up to the heavy clouds. Seoah whined when she heard the infected running after her, panting as her vision blurred.

Seoah heaved as she looked around. All the snow around her was clean and untouched.

Crap.

She yelped and jumped to the side as the infected lunged. Gasping, she took off again in the direction she came from, this time keeping her eyes on the snow. With the infected right behind her, she followed the messy trails on the ground, her bare foot beginning to hurt from the cold. It felt like ice spikes shooting through her skin.

Seoah’s eyes widened when she noticed another trail forming on her right. Without thinking further, she jerked towards it, nearly tripping over from fright as the zombie jumped behind her. She clutched her coat and pushed herself further.



Pressing her lips into a thin line, Yooyeon raised her fist and knocked on the door.

“Xinyu, are you there?”

“Yes, darling, come on in.”

Ignoring the term of endearment, Yooyeon opened the door and entered. Xinyu and Sohyun were cuddled up on the bed with a book between their legs. Xinyu had intentionally made herself smaller so that her head fitted on Sohyun’s chest, and her arms were wrapped comfortably around her bodyguard.

Yooyeon stopped in the center of the room. “I have a dilemma.”

“Do tell,” Xinyu offered, not raising her eyes from the book.

The tips of Yooyeon’s ears warmed slightly in embarrassment as she wiped her mouth. “It’s Seoyeon.”

At that, Xinyu’s eyebrows raised. She fully pried herself away from Sohyun and straightened up. “Is it trouble?”

Yooyeon gave a slow nod. “I’m considering leaving for HausTech without her.”

Xinyu leaned forward. “And how did she react?”

“...Not well.”

“That’s to be expected,” Sohyun replied and set her book down. “The only time we ever see her is around you.”

“But I cannot be. There are others that must rely on her. What happens if someone gets injured and she’s not there to help?”

Xinyu sucked in a breath and tilted her head to the side, thinking for a moment. “We haven’t been doing too badly. We still have Nien and Sullin.”

“They aren’t like Seoyeon,” Yooyeon argued. “Kaede barely made it when she was stabbed, and the wound kept re-opening. If it weren’t for the anti-hemorrhage pills you had gotten just days before, she wouldn’t have lived.”

“She’s right, my heart,” Sohyun muttered, circling a thumb over Xinyu’s arm. “We need Seoyeon.”

Xinyu frowned slightly as she thought deeper. “You absolutely cannot have her join you?” she asked.

“No.”

The couple shot each other a glance. For a moment, they communicated silently between themselves, leaving Yooyeon hanging tensely on a tightrope. Then, Xinyu rose from the bed with a small stretch. “I’m guessing you’re here to gift her something.”

It was common knowledge that she loved collecting jewelry from the houses they raided. Yooyeon slightly leaned forward. “Yes, is there anything you have that could help?”

Xinyu pulled the first drawer and began rummaging through her collection. “Well, there isn’t anything that could completely cheer her up, but it could soften the blow.”

Subtle crinkling filled Yooyeon’s ears. Then, Xinyu made an excited noise in her throat and spun around. In the palm of her hands, she held two silver rings.

Yooyeon slipped out the first thing that came to mind. “You’re telling me to marry her?”

A long pause filled the room. Sohyun snorted on the side and Yooyeon’s cheeks quickly grew hot. Xinyu’s eyes were wide.

“Gosh, darling, no! Unless you want to.” She shook her head when Sohyun began cackling, leaning forward and hugging her sides. “Don’t mind her. It’s simply a matching gift.”

Yooyeon rubbed her burning neck, embarrassed. “Right.”

“But if you’d prefer, I can link them up to necklaces.” She smirked and whispered, “Softens the blow.”

Tuning out Sohyun’s howling, Yooyeon nodded and leaned in, scrutinizing the rings. The silver glimmered in the small light. She perked up upon noticing the feathery patterns, then her eyes widened at the realization that they were wings trailing along the ring and curving over each other. Tiny diamonds decorated the primaries.

“These are beautiful,” she whispered.

“Of course, I only take the best,” Xinyu boasted. “Are these good for you, or would you like to take a look at the drawer yourself?”

Her eyes still on the rings, Yooyeon shook her head. She trusted Xinyu’s judgement.

 Beside them, Sohyun’s laughter finally died down. Xinyu gave a satisfied hum. “Great! Come back around tonight after dinner and I’ll have them ready. If you need anything else, we’re here.” Xinyu then smiled softly, her eyes crinkling at the edges. “I hope all goes well, unnie.”

Me too, Yooyeon thought. “Thank you, Xinyu.”



Lynn swallowed, drumming her fingers against the steering wheel as she followed the tire marks. She wasn’t sure how long she had been tailing them, but it was enough to no longer recognize the forests around her. She sighed and dug her back against the seat, hearing nothing but the hum of the engine.

Minutes later, Lynn narrowed her eyes as she spotted something on the side of the road. Upon approaching, she realized it was their blue jeep, clean and untouched.

Lynn frowned, pulling up behind the car and killing the engine. Stepping out, she then approached it and peeked into the driver’s window. There was nothing. Not even her belongings, but the interior was just as clean as the outside.

Suspicion took Lynn by the back of the neck. The first thought that popped in her head was that Kaede did run away, but she shook her head. She would keep looking for Dahyun.

Lynn blinked and looked down, then at the road. Footprints, presumably Kaede's, made their way from the driver’s seat and into the woods. Swallowing, the agent followed the path, eyebrows furrowing further when they joined another pair of prints.

Lynn’s eyes widened. Quickly, she retreated back into her car and began driving, following the trail in the snow.



Lost. Seoah was lost.

She swore the path should’ve led to the fence, but it stopped short in the woods. Spinning around, she breathed quickly, nearly hyperventilating as the infected caught up to her.

Seoah shook her head and ran away again, this time not caring to follow any trail. Her foot was completely numb and she could barely feel it hitting the snow. She kept running. Gritting her teeth, she then shouted.

“Help! Somebody help me!”

In bed, Sohyun suddenly frowned and snapped the book closed. Beside her, Xinyu raised an eyebrow. “Is something wrong?”

Sohyun glared at the cover page, unmoving. “I feel like I forgot something.”

“What is it?”

“I don’t know I–” She rubbed her temples, hoping it’d help her remember. Keeping her eyes on the book, she retraced her day, then the night before where Seoah had apologized and put it back for her. “Have you seen Seoah today?”

Xinyu nodded. “This morning before I left,” she recalled before her brows furrowed. “Nothing after, though. Why?”

Sohyun scrutinized the book again. Then, her eyes widened.

“Oh no.”

She shot out from the bed and bursted out of the room. Without further questions, Xinyu followed, swiping her pistol from the desk.

Sohyun didn’t need to check her drawer. She knew the knife wasn’t there. That morning when she took her book, she hadn’t seen it, but it had completely slipped her mind after Seoah’s apology. She cursed aloud. The kid must’ve taken it after putting the book back. She cursed herself again when she recalled Kotone complaining about her missing knife this morning.

She ran through the hallway. Her behavior had caught some of the girls’ attention, but she didn’t care. She slammed out of the dorms.

“Seoah!” she screamed at the top of her lungs. It echoed against the trees. She heard her own voice as feedback, but no Seoah.

“What’s going on?” Hayeon gasped out, leaving the dormitory.

“Seoah’s missing,” Xinyu quickly explained.

Hayeon’s eyes shot open. “Shit!” She gripped her hair. Like lightning, she took off towards the greenhouse and formed her hands into a speaker. “Seoah! Seoah!”

Alarmed by the calls, more of the girls left the building. “Seoah’s missing?” asked Chaewon, already breathing faster.

Dahyun stood beside her, eyes shaking. “Her too?”

“Where could she have gone?” Nakoung questioned, zipping up her jacket.

Nien caught up to them. “Did anyone see her open the gate?”

“No, we would’ve caught her instantly,” Xinyu answered.

“When was the last time anyone saw her?”

“Just before you guys came back, she was at the greenhouse,” Chaewon revealed.

“And after?”

Chaewon shook her head.

“I remember most of us were near the gate,” Nakyoung said before sharing a look with Kotone, who had joined them.

“She must’ve left when we were distracted,” the cop assumed. “But how would she have gotten out?”

Sohyun didn’t need to hear more. She took Hayeon’s other side, running into the fields.

“Seoah!” she yelled, whipping her head around. The sky was darkening. It was getting colder.

Sohyun scanned the fence. It looked completely untouched, and the barbed wires coiled like they normally did; there was no tampering. The bodyguard instead scanned the ground, looking at the snow, but her heart dropped further when she realized the footsteps went everywhere.

“Seoah!” she called out again. Urgency iced her veins. Fear burned her heart. Suddenly, it stung painfully and Sohyun nearly dropped, clutching her chest with a wince.

She tried to rise back up. “Seoa–” She gasped and wheezed when her heart pinched again. Before she collapsed, a pair of arms steadied her.

“Deep breaths, Sohyun,” Xinyu whispered. Sohyun exhaled deeply, then winced and shook her head.

“It’s not working.”

Xinyu tensed slightly. “Try again.”

“I– I can’t.” She straightened up, ignoring the needles piercing her heart and lungs. Through a pained grimace, she hissed out, “I can’t do this right now. I need to find Seoah.”

“Sohyun.”

“I don’t know where she is, she could be anywhere– Xinyu, what do I do?”

“Hey,” Xinyu pressed her hands against Sohyun’s shoulders. “It’s okay. We’ll look for her. We’ll call for her.”

“It’s my fault,” Sohyun said, bringing a fist against her head. “I should’ve been more careful.”

“It’s not your fault, Park Sohyun. You couldn’t have known she’d do this." Xinyu brushed her thumb over the scar on Sohyun’s cheek. “It’s not too late. It’s only been a couple hours. We’ll find her. But you need to be okay first. Can you take a few breaths for me?”

She brought Sohyun against her front. Pressing her ear against Xinyu’s heartbeat, the bodyguard shut her eyes and took a deep breath, then another. She sighed as her heart began to ease up. “Thank you,” she muttered.

Xinyu hummed lightly and gently pried Sohyun away. Regaining her nerves, Sohyun put a hand next to her mouth.

“Seoah!”



Seoah heard nothing but her own huffs as she dashed across the forest, letting out pained gasps as her bare foot slammed against the snow. Her own breath was hot against her face and made her hair damp. She wiped her eyes and huffed again.

Her chest hurt and her sides ached. Seoah jolted to a stop and snapped away as the zombie lunged again. As it missed and recalibrated, Seoah turned and ran the other way. She wheezed and panted. Her throat was closing in on her. Everything burned.

“Someone help!” she tried to shout again, but it only came out as a whimper. Tears flowed down her face as she cried. She didn’t know where she was going—she just wanted to get away. The zombie was right on her tail. Regret pressed against her body, nearly making her trip and fall. Seoah sobbed. She didn’t want to die. Not like this.

“Seoah! Where are you!”

Seoah snapped towards the faint echo and skidded. It sounded fields away. She swerved to the side, letting the zombie lunge at air again before she began to chase the voice. In the distance, the crow cawed again.



The tracking had involved stopping and looking into the woods as Lynn made sure she was still on the right path, and they had led her to a small village. As it materialized clearer in her field of vision, she slowed the car down to a stop and looked to the side.

Immediately, she caught the farthest house on the left. A full crowd of zombies had raided it and trudged mindlessly around the small building. Lynn sucked in a breath. The footprints matched the pathing.

Quietly, Lynn exited the car on the other side, making sure the zombies didn’t spot her. 

She picked up a sizable rock, weighing the palm of her hand. She drew it back, then snapped it towards the car. The rock flew and shattered the glass, sending its alarms blaring.

Lynn darted away from the commotion and sprinted into the woods. Ducking behind naked brushes, she then peeked through the branches, watching with a clenched jaw as the zombies began to rush towards the noise. She tapped a foot against the ground as she waited for all of them to leave.

When the final zombie joined the crowd, clawing at the car, Lynn carefully jogged towards the house. Her breath caught when she saw a backpack laying on the side of the wall, stomped on by the countless zombies, recognizing it to be Kaede’s. She peeked through the broken window and into the house. The main room was empty, save for two male bodies lying on the floor, their blood staining the floor. Her ears caught a few growls and she turned to the bedroom, where zombies relentlessly reached their arms under the bed.

Lynn wasted no time. Quietly, she retreated to the front door, immediately jolting to a step when she saw three more bodies at the doorstep, dried blood clinging to the snow and having leaked down the walls. A knife lay where the nearest man had fallen, a bullet wound passing through his head. With a breath she picked the knife up.

She hooked a leg over the bodies, not sparing them a second glance. None of them were Kaede. Then, she closer towards the bedroom, she weighed the knife in her hand. Stopping a few feet from the open door, Lynn threw her arm back and flung the knife. It flew clean across the room and struck the back of an infected’s neck, sending it toppling.

The noise caught the other infected and they snapped towards her. Hardening her gaze, Lynn wrapped her fingers around her machete and unsheathed it. The zombies stood up and dashed madly towards her.

In one swift motion, Lynn slashed the first infected’s neck open, spilling blood across the floor. Then, using the momentum, she brought the machete down on the second one. With a kick, she yanked the blade out of its skull and leaped away. With narrowed eyes, she counted the numbers. Three more to go.

The third zombie had a switchblade stuck in its chest. Lynn deftly spun away from its swing, ducking and yanking the knife out. Then, on the uprise, she struck deep into its torso with her machete and sliced it up to its chin. Blood gushed violently and it collapsed.

Wiping the blood off her face, Lynn jumped away again and flung the switchblade. It whizzed through the air and struck the farthest zombie in the forehead. Then, with a huff, she brought her machete back, tilted horizontally, and swung it through the final infected’s neck, ripping its head clean off. It thudded and rolled for a beat against the floor.

With heavy breaths, Lynn snapped her wrist, shaking the blood off her machete. She pulled the switchblade out of the zombie’s skull before making her way to the bedroom.

She dropped down and looked under the bed.

“Looking terrible.”

Weakly, Kaede opened her eyes and tilted her head towards Lynn. She was shivering, wearing a cut on her bare arm while her jacket was wrapped around her leg, soaked with blood. Her face was sickly pale.

Looking at Lynn for a few seconds, Kaede turned back towards the ceiling and closed her eyes again. Lynn’s mouth twitched and she rolled her eyes. “Are you coming out or not?”

A sigh. Kaede reached her arm out. Lynn took her by the wrist and pulled, dragging the girl out from under the bed. The moment she was out, Lynn stuck her pistol under her chin.

Kaede’s gaze trailed to her lazily, unimpressed. “You’re so predictable.”

“Don’t think I won’t do it.”

“You won’t.” Kaede mumbled. “You haven’t in months. Why would you do it now?”

Lynn pressed the barrel harder against the underside of Kaede’s chin. “We’re far away. You’re missing. I can say I didn’t find you or that you were already gone.”

“No,” Kaede shook her head. “You wouldn’t disappoint Dahyun.”

Lynn’s eyes widened. Kaede sucked in a harsh breath, teeth chattering from the cold. “For how much longer are you going to lie?”

Lynn scowled. “I’m not lying.”

“Right, you just aren’t telling them everything.” Kaede paused. She shifted. “So are you going to shoot me or not?” she dared. To Lynn, it sounded like she wanted her to. She swallowed and pressed further, her hand resting on the trigger. Anger bubbled to her stomach as she replayed her memories, an ache burning the arm Kaede had mangled so long ago.

They waited. Lynn’s hands, even when gloved, began to numb from the cold. Kaede didn’t fare any better, shivering as she stared at the ceiling. The tips of her fingers were red and numb.

Lynn sighed and pocketed her pistol. She stood up and tossed Kaede her switchblade and her scarf. “Stand up.”

Kaede blinked slowly. With a grunt, she forced herself to sit, then pushed herself up with her arms. She swerved lightly, grimacing in pain before tilting her weight onto her good leg. Unable to move her fingers, she threw the scarf over her shoulders with her palms.

“We’ll get back faster if you help me.”

“Help yourself,” Lynn retorted as she took the lead, cleaning her machete.

“That just means more time stuck with me.”

Lynn paused. She shut her eyes and cursed before turning and pressing a hand against Kaede’s back. Kaede eyed the knapsack on the bed. She took it before hooking an arm onto Lynn’s shoulder, and they limped out of the door.



Holding her hands against her neck, Sohyun and Xinyu walked towards the gate, where the others had gathered beside the bus.

“We looked everywhere,” Nien said. “She’s not in the base.”

“Means we gotta get out there and find her.” Kotone handed Sohyun a shotgun. “We don’t have cars left, but we can use the bus.”

“She couldn’t have gotten that far,” Yooyeon argued, tapping a finger above her lips.

Kotone frowned. “You wanna run around looking for her instead?”

“Yeah, sorry unnie, but we’re running out of time here,” Nakyoung supported. The sun had set behind them, leaving their faces shadowed. Only a wisp of light remained in the dark sky.

Yooyeon waved a hand in abandon. Sohyun shook her head and threw the shotgun over her back. “We’re using it. Dahyun. The gate, please.”

Dahyun nodded and unlocked the gate; she had fixed the hinges back in place after the attack, looking brand new. Meanwhile, the others began mounting the school bus.

Just as Dahyun was about to open it, her eyes widened and she pointed into the base, towards the fields. “Over there!”

The girls spun around at lightning speed, and a wave of relief washed over Sohyun when a silhouette ran through the forest, immediately recognizing the person as Seoah. But then her eyes shrunk into pinpricks when she saw a significantly bigger infected chasing after her, its flailing limbs easy to discern even in the dark.

“Seoah!” she called out.

Seoah jerked to where Sohyun had called her name, gasping with one eye closed from the sweat pooling from her forehead.

“The gate!” She then heard her shout.

Seoah didn’t listen. She slammed against the fence and palmed around it before yanking the chain link and diving in, crashing into the snow.

Sohyun’s eyes widened as her mind stuttered to comprehend what had just happened. The zombie slammed against the cloture and snarled. With the fence still open, it slipped in. Seoah shot her hand out, flailing her knife around as she backed away.

“Is that my knife?” Kotone spoke up beside Sohyun, squinting. The group watched shell-shocked as Seoah pushed herself up and ran past the field with gritted teeth. With the sky completely dark, she bolted towards the first light she spotted. It was the greenhouse.

Hayeon walked out of it, startled by all the noise, before her eyes widened in panic and she stepped back.

“Seoah, not this way!”

In an instant, Sohyun took off sprinting towards Seoah and the zombie. Hearing a gun cock behind her, she exclaimed, “Don’t shoot!” It was far too close to Seoah. She couldn’t risk it. Pulling out her own knife, she ran forward while Hayeon retreated away from the chase.

Seoah pushed through the hanging tarp, falling onto the field as her knees gave out from both exhaustion and numbness. She turned back as the zombie broke into the greenhouse. Panting and hunched over, she gripped her knife between her hands as it jumped on her.

Closing her eyes, she jabbed her knife forward, but her lacking strength caused the blade to deflect from its bones and slashed its shirt. As her arms slipped with her knife, she showed the zombie her shoulder and it bit into it. She screamed as its teeth dug into her coat, shooting pain through her nerves.

Desperately, Seoah unzipped her coat as she thrashed around, and the moment it unclipped fully, she slipped her arms out and rolled to the side. Forcing herself up, she held her shoulder and slowly backed deeper into the greenhouse, nearly tripping over the plants and uneven field as her heart slammed against her ears. Her vision was blurred from her tears as she cried.

The infected stopped tearing through the coat and sprang at her again, but before it could reach her, Sohyun jumped through the tarp and slammed her shoulder into it. The zombie stumbled further into the field, but didn’t falter. It snapped at her, its attention diverted, and lunged.

Sohyun jumped back and gripped her knife tightly, lungs still burning from her sprint. She hopped away with a breath and winced as her heart pinched slightly. Then, as it reached out, she swerved from it and swung her knife in a right hook, but her heart squeezed painfully and she hacked.

She ducked as it made a grab at her before wheezing. Gripping her chest with one hand, she took a massive breath, coughing as her throat tightened. She jerked away as it tried to bite her face, and, readjusting the grip on her knife, swung upwards and slashed its jugular. Blood spurted from the wound in a waterfall, showering the fields as it stumbled around before crashing to the ground.

Gritting her teeth, Sohyun spun her knife into a reverse grip and brought it down into its skull. The infected limped and Sohyun shut her eyes, trying to breathe.

She heard crying and opened them again, turning towards Seoah. She froze and whatever air she had left her lungs. The girl was holding her shoulder, face contorted to a painful wince. Not taking the time to recover, she rushed to meet the girl.

“Seoah– are you?” The girl had her eyes closed as tears flowed down her face, gasping for air. Gently, with shaking fingers, Sohyun pried the girl’s hand away from her shoulder. There were faint teeth marks on her shirt, but it hadn’t broken through her skin.

Sohyun’s shoulders dropped as relief crashed over her. She let herself collapse with a gasp, gripping her chest.

The others rushed into the greenhouse before skidding to a stop, eyes wide at the scene.

“Sohyun!” Xinyu hurried forward to the woman and placed a hand against her racing but arrhythmic heart. Seoah fared no better, heaving through her sobs as she held her cramped foot, missing a boot. Dead in the middle of the field was the zombie’s corpse with its blood lathered over their harvest.

Bending down, Kotone took the military knife Seoah had dropped. She clicked her tongue and shoved it in her pocket. Dahyun placed her hands above her head. Yooyeon shut her eyes and shook her head. Nakyoung covered her mouth with her hand, her expression a mix of disbelief and anger. Nien made her way to Seoah and knelt down, rubbing a hand on her back but still shaking her head in disappointment.

Hayeon stepped forward, her eyes snapping around the farm and gagging lightly at the smell of rotting meat. Reaching the greens, she squatted and fished around the blood-covered leaves. As her fingers touched a pot, she pulled it out and scrutinized the strawberry plant. It was covered in black blood. Some of it had seeped into the soil

Behind them, the entrance flung open and Chaewon gasped.

“The farm…”

Hayeon’s arms shook as she listened to Seoah’s sobs behind her. She raised the pot above her head and threw it down. A deafening shatter echoed through the greenhouse.




Lynn blinked the car lights twice as they approached the gate. Glancing at the rearview mirror, she saw Kaede do the same with hers, having insisted on driving the jeep.

 

“Are you sure?” Lynn asked, her eyebrow raised.

Kaede nodded in response. “I need to bring it back.”

Lynn shrugged and unlocked the door. Weakly, Kaede left the back seat, and, limping, made her way towards the blue jeep.

 

She stopped in front of the gate, frowning lightly when no one was there to open it. She leaned back and waited, glancing at the rearview mirror again. Through the windshield, Kaede had her eyes shut and her brows furrowed as she held her hands up, unable to move her fingers.

With a huff, Lynn left the driver's seat and approached the fence. Sneaking her hands through the thin gap, she fiddled around the handlebars, then her heart jumped as she heard a small click. She unhooked the bars and pushed the gate open with a metallic groan. She quickly returned to her seat and drove into the base.

Dahyun stepped outside with a sigh, trailing a hand down her face. She winced as she heard Hayeon shout inside the greenhouse.

“What the fuck were you doing, Seoah!”

Gulping down her worries, she then caught a flash of light near the gate and spun towards it. Seeing both cars returning, her eyes widened and she hurried towards them as they parked. Lynn exited her vehicle first, casually patting herself down, her shoulders fell in relief, but when Kaede left hers and instantly leaned against the car with pain written all over her body, Dahyun’s heart dropped and she broke into a run.

“Kaede!”

Dahyun hurried towards Kaede. Stopping, her eyes darted around the girl, counting her injuries, but they focused on her bare arms. Hastily, she undid her own coat and wrapped it around Kaede, wincing when the cold wind hit her neck.

“Are you okay? Are you alright?” Dahyun cupped Kaede’s pale face. It was ice at the touch. Her fingertips were ghostly white. “Gosh, we need to get you inside right now.”

She moved to one side and wrapped an arm around Kaede’s back. Lynn grunted and moved to the other, her lips stretching awkwardly as they walked Kaede into the dormitory.

Entering, they moved into the lounge and set Kaede on the sofa. Dahyun rushed to turn the heater on full blast before facing the hallway.

“Sullin!” she called out.

Seconds later, a door opened. Sullin peeked out of her room, eyebrows raising at the sight of Kaede. Wordlessly, she approached the small group. She traded a look with Lynn, who rubbed the back of her neck before retreating into her own room.

“Why?” she asked, stopping before the two.

“Could you help her, please?” Dahyun requested. “She’s got a bad cut.”

Sullin eyed Kaede curiously, tilting her head to the side and pursing her lips. Dahyun thought she wouldn’t move, but then the girl kneeled and patted Kaede’s bandaged leg.

“Here?” she asked. Kaede blinked in surprise before nodding. The warm air blew into her clothes and she could feel her fingertips again. She looked at her hands. They were red and irritated and blisters formed at the tips.

As Sullin began to undo her jacket, Kaede frowned. Her heart suddenly plummeted and began to race. Nausea ripped through her gut. Her body began to burn as sweat collected on her forehead. Her temples hammered. She let out a hot breath as her body lost strength and she collapsed against Dahyun.



When Kaede woke up, she was in her bed.

Slowly, she fluttered her eyes open. The ceiling lines blurred as she blinked awake. Her body felt heavy but warm. Getting a closer look, she noticed bright rose bed sheets layered over her own plain gray ones. The bedroom door was closed. An electric lamp on the desk glowed a soft orange.

“How are you feeling?”

Kaede perked up and tilted her head to the side, where Dahyun sat on the chair, leaning in with her coat over her shoulders. Her eyebrows were slanted in concern as she watched over her. Kaede swallowed dryly and looked away. “Warmer.”

She heard Dahyun shift, reaching over at a pink mug set on the bedside drawer. “I boiled some water,” she said.

Kaede nodded. With a tired huff, she pushed herself up in a sitting position, wincing as painful pins shot through her fingertips. Dahyun supported her back, her touch warm against her skin, and offered the mug, tipping it against Kaede’s lips.

The moment her lips touched the hot water, Kaede’s eyes widened and she brought a hand against the mug, drinking in large gulps as excess dribbled down her chin.

“Hey, slow down!” Dahyun warned, gently prying the mug away and wiping the water from her face. Kaede let out a heavy breath and collapsed against the wall as warmth swirled in her stomach.

Dahyun set the mug back onto the drawer. Then, she sighed and pursed her lips. “I was worried, you know? You didn’t come back after two nights.”

Kaede blinked, facing forward. “It won’t happen again.”

“No, you don’t get it.” Dahyun shook her head. “Lynn told me everything. You were hurt. You had a gash in your leg, cuts everywhere, you got frostbite! If she hadn’t found you sooner, who knows what would’ve happened– You almost died!”

“So?” Kaede retorted heatedly, looking away. She mumbled, “Not like there’s anyone around who’d miss me.”

“I would.”

Kaede’s mind blanked and she froze. During the pause, she felt the aches in her body and the soreness in her muscles. Pain shot through her fingertips. She fumbled to find a response, but her tongue fell on one word.

“Why?”

A sigh. “Because even with everything you did, I can’t help but care about you.”

Dahyun leaned forward and Kaede’s breath hitched. She looked scared, but not of her.

“Kaede,” she said, just above a whisper. “Just what are you trying to prove?”

Kaede looked at Dahyun. The woman laid her vulnerabilities bare for her to see. Her eyebrows were raised and slanted. Her hands were clasped tightly, almost shaking. Her eyes were near tears, trembling with fear and hurt, but also genuine care. Pure, unadulterated care.

Dahyun made it so easy for her to fall apart.

Her gut twisted as her lip began to quiver. Tears rose to her eyes. “I don’t know,” she admitted, her voice coming out with a tremor. “I don’t know what I’m doing. I thought– maybe I could get something, an answer, but–”

She sniffled. She brought a hand up and wiped her tears, only for them to be replaced with new ones.

Dahyun rose from the chair and sat on the bed. Carefully, she set a hand on Kaede’s back. The girl didn’t move away. “You can talk to me.”

Kaede hugged herself, clutching her arms. “I’m not used to being around people. I always did everything alone. So when I… she…” She dug her nails deeper, nearly breaking her skin. Her throat constricted painfully and she choked down a sob.

“Shion?”

A nod. “I didn’t get to see her…” Kaede gritted her teeth as her voice cracked. She wiped her tears again before covering her mouth. “I never got to apologize…”

Kaede broke down. She curled into herself, bringing her knees up and holding her face in the palm of her hands. Desperately, she tried to keep it in, muffling her cries into the bedsheets.

Dahyun shifted. She hooked her legs onto the bed and passed an arm over Kaede’s shoulder. “It’s okay,” she whispered. “You can cry.”

A whine tore through Kaede’s throat. She let herself crumble into Dahyun, clinging onto her front coat like a lifeline. She swallowed and coughed before gasping out a cry. Then, she bawled.

“It hurts,” she sobbed into Dahyun’s shoulder. “It hurts, and I don’t know what to do. I don’t–”

Dahyun quietly shushed her. “Just let it out.” She passed a hand through Kaede’s hair as the girl gripped tighter, her shoulders shaking as she weeped.

“I’m sorry.” Tears soaked into Dahyun’s coat. “For everything. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”

She doubled down in her cries when Dahyun fully wrapped herself around her. Kaede moved her hands to Dahyun’s back and felt the girl squeeze. Her throat hurt from crying but she couldn’t stop. Her face was warm from her tears. She tasted salt on the tip of her tongue. She saw black and orange, her eyes shut tightly and hurting. She felt Dahyun gently rake her back. She felt her warm embrace. She heard her say,

“I forgive you.”

Kaede wailed and hugged tighter. She couldn’t recall the last time she had been hugged. She thought she must’ve been crushing Dahyun by that point, but the woman never complained. She kept crying. She kept apologizing. Dahyun kept forgiving. Everything was so warm.

Eventually, Kaede’s loud sobs turned into quiet gasps as exhaustion hit her body. Her throat was hoarse and she hiccuped. She let her head rest on Dahyun’s shoulder while her grip loosened, her arms dropping back onto the mattress.

“Tired?”

Wiping her face with her arm, she nodded weakly, her eyes drooping and irritated, but a weight had been lifted off her chest.

Dahyun hummed. “Okay,” she said. She raised the mug to Kaede’s lips again. The girl drank slowly this time, the water relieving her dry throat.

When Kaede lowered the mug, Dahyun carefully moved away and stood up. “Get some more rest.”

She set the mug on the bedside drawer and began to retreat until she suddenly felt a hand latch onto her fingers.

“Stay, please?”

Dahyun’s eyes widened slightly, stopping in her tracks. She almost didn’t recognize the voice, high-pitched and vulnerable. For a moment, she didn’t move, and worry stung Kaede’s heart. She wondered if it was a mistake to ask.

But then Dahyun settled back onto the chair. She reached out and gently combed her fingers through her hair. Kaede dropped her shoulders and she sighed, closing her eyes.

“I’ll be here when you wake up,” she heard Dahyun whisper, and that was all she needed.



Her footsteps light, Dahyun made her way to the corridor’s end before stopping at the closed door. She drew a breath, raised her arm, and knocked softly.

No one answered. Dahyun carefully twisted the handle and stepped inside.

A small gap in the window curtains let some light in the otherwise dark room. Narrowing her eyes, Dahyun searched for the lamp, but as she patted around the desk and drawer, all she found was a tiny electric candle. She flicked it on, introducing a weak, orange glow into the room.

Gently closing the door, Dahyun turned to Kaede. The girl was still asleep, her chest rising and falling regularly, but there was a pained frown etched into her eyebrows. The covers were set aside, exposing her bandaged stomach, a hint of red seeping into the white.

She had just barely made it. If it hadn’t been for Nien’s quick movements, she would’ve bled out from the wound. Somehow, the knife hadn’t reached any of her vital organs. Still, she hadn’t woken up the whole day and a half following the attack.

Dahyun swallowed, watching Kaede as anxiety carved her skin. None of them had any idea how long the girl would be out for. Seoyeon had barely said anything since Shion’s death, having locked herself up in her room. Their next best bet was Sullin, but she also had a difficult time forming her thoughts.

Thunder boomed as raindrops thudded against the window. Dahyun startled slightly from the noise before glancing at Kaede.

At first, it seemed the girl was going to sleep through the storm, too, but then a small, pained whine escaped her lips. A choked gasp. Then, a tear slipped from the corner of her eye and her hands clenched.

Dahyun pulled the chair beside the bed and took a seat, facing Kaede. Lightning struck again, closer this time, and thundered like a gunshot. Kaede tensed and cried weakly, involuntary clenching her hands again. The nails dug into her skin, nearly breaking it.

Dahyun reached for her hand and clasped it. She brushed a thumb over the back of her hand and sighed as Kaede’s shoulders relaxed ever so slightly. Dahyun watched as her frown softened, even by a little. She leaned forward, reached for the covers, and gently draped them over Kaede.



The atmosphere sucked.

Nien didn’t need all of her emotions to gauge the mess hall. Animosity and uncertainty bubbled under the surface of every person. Seoyeon, Kaede, and Dahyun were absent from the table. Once in a while, one of the girls would shoot Seoah a glare, but their anger just simply couldn’t stay up with how utterly remorseful the kid looked. Nien couldn’t stay mad, either. She knew what it felt like to want to prove herself. Still, it sucked.

Above all, though, the girls were hungry. Nien glanced at her unopened tuna can, her stomach grumbling. It was the second thing she had for the day, what she had this morning being one of the packets Kotone and Nakyoung had brought in. Even if it hadn’t been much, she was thankful.

To her left, Mayu scraped every crease of hers. Nien pursed her lips. She slid her ration towards the girl. Mayu’s eyes widened and she turned to her.

“Don’t tell anyone, but I sneak myself a snack every outing,” Nien whispered with a grin. Mayu blinked a few times in disbelief, but then her shoulders wilted with gratitude. She tore the lid open and spooned a mouthful, eyebrows creasing in relief.

Nien settled into her chair. She scanned the table again. Other than the clinking of spoons against cans, there wasn’t much going on.

Then, Yooyeon spoke.

“Uhm, may I have your attention, please?”

Nien raised an eyebrow at Yooyeon’s quiet tone. Sure, it was always calm, but this time, it felt weak.

The girls stopped and looked at her. Yooyeon swallowed and cleared her throat. “I’m going to HausTech,” she revealed. “I was wondering if anyone would like to accompany me.” She took a breath. “But do acknowledge the laboratory is west of Seoul, so we would have to cross the city.”

She looked around the room. No one answered, intimidated by her final line. Unsurprisingly, Nakyoung showed her hand first. “I’ll join, unnie.”

Yooyeon nodded, giving her a silent thanks. Nien tilted her head to the side. She scanned the mess hall again, then her eyes widened slightly when she realized Seoyeon was absent. She turned back to Yooyeon’s despondent gaze, then to Xinyu. Her friend caught her eye and offered a gentle shake of her head with stretched lips.

“Anyone else?” Yooyeon asked. Her voice was uncharacteristically small, as if she doubted her own decision.

There was silence. Many of the girls kept their heads low and their hands busy. Hayeon messed with the camcorder that had been given to her. Chaeyeon’s eyes glimmered, as if she wanted to go, but ultimately gave an apologetic shake of her head with a sniffle. If Nien craned her neck, she could see her fingers interlaced with Jiwoo’s.

Nien swallowed. She put her hand up.

“I’ll go.”

Someone gasped, but Nien didn’t catch who it was. After that, more silence followed, only broken by Chaeyeon coughing into her sleeve, still sick and bundled in layers of coats. Nien read the shock on each of the girl’s faces, including Xinyu’s, but her eyes naturally drifted to her small group. Kotone’s lips were parted, eyes betraying her utter bewilderment. Right beside her, Mayu looked just about the same, but her eyes were far shakier.

“You’re what?” Yeonji broke the silence first, standing up.

Nien shrugged. “It would only be two of them going into Seoul. We’re four already. I could even it out.”

She glanced at Mayu. She was silent, tapping her spoon against the can Nien had given her. In the end, she could only offer a small nod.

Beyond her, Kotone had her hands locked together as her eyebrows furrowed. Her leg bounced repeatedly and she pressed her lips into a thin line. Then, she leaned back. “...I don’t think I could stop you,” she muttered. It wasn’t a voice of approval, but Nien took it nonetheless.

The firefighter turned to the last girl. “Yeonji?”

Yeonji chewed on her inner lip, hesitating. “Fine,” she gave in. She sat back down, keeping her eyes on the table. “I just thought we were in this together.”

Nien supported her chin in her hand and pursed her lips, her stomach twisting a little at the comment. She locked eyes with Yooyeon, who gave her a grateful smile. She smiled back.

“This is nice, but…” Xinyu spoke slowly, “Should you two even be going anywhere?” She gestured at Nakyoung and Nien. “We need people for our food runs.”

“Yeah, and with the farm gone…” Chaewon rubbed her fingers over her temples, completely pissed. Sullin, who had just learned of the news, shook her head, knocking her fist repeatedly against the table.

Seoah sighed and pressed her hands into her face. Hayeon rolled her eyes apathetically, leaning against her seat. “We gotta get more stuff.”

“We are losing a lot of us raiders,” Lynn muttered, scratching the back of her neck.

“You could make additions to your group?” Mayu suggested.

“Yeah, but a lot of us who are left either can’t fight or are kids.”

“Not to mention debilitating conditions.”

“Girls,” Nakyoung interrupted. “Let’s be honest here. We can’t stay here any longer anyway.” She stood up and looked around the table. “We’re always out of food. Rationing doesn’t work because we’re starving no matter what. We’ve quite literally been running on fumes for the past few weeks, and everywhere we go, ever building we raid, there’s nothing.”

She turned to Mayu. “With how things were going, how long would we have lasted, realistically?”

Put on the spot, Mayu’s eyes shot open before she retreated into herself. She swallowed. “If we accounted for the farm, two weeks at most. Three if we really stretch it.”

Nakyoung nodded. “And without it?”

“...Three days.”

“There you all have it,” Nakyoung threw a hand up. “This place was never meant to last. It was only a matter of when.”

“So,” Hayeon began, “We all pack our bags and leave?” Nakyoung gave a nod in response.

There were a couple of murmurs. Jiwoo shot out of her chair. “We can’t leave yet,” she asserted, pressing her fists into the table.

“And why’s that?” Nakyoung challenged.

“Chaeyeon-unnie’s sick.” She gestured at the girl. “She can’t go out in the cold, or she’ll get worse.”

“I wouldn’t want to hold people back–” Chaeyeon interjected before sneezing. She held a hand up to her head and frowned slightly. A bead of sweat trailed down from her temple.

“It’s okay, unnie, we can stay until you get better,” Jiwoo reassured softly before turning to the others. “Right?” she then asked, her tone becoming frigid.

“How long will it take for her to get better?” Nakyoung wondered. “Food supply is already extremely limited.”

“But it’s enough for three days.” Jiwoo’s eyes snapped to Mayu. “We can still be here for three days, right?”

Mayu hesitated, then nodded.

“And is that with or without everyone else?” Jiwoo began to count on her fingers. “Say we take away those who are going to leave. That’s you, Yooyeon-unnie, Nakyoung-unnie, Nien-unnie, ‘Tone-unnie, and Yeonji. Six people less to feed.”

Mayu cringed, working the numbers in her head as quickly as she could. “That would add a day, two at most.”

“Then that’s still two more days,” Jiwoo said, her words stumbling out hastily. Her voice raised.

“I’d really count on just one,” Mayu gritted her teeth and tilted her head sideways.

“But you said two.”

“At most, two.”

“Then that’s still more than one.”

“I wouldn’t–”

“Is it one or two?” Jiwoo nearly shouted. Mayu winced and shrugged.

“Jesus, unnie, chill out!” Yeonji called out. “You still get an additional day, no matter what!”

“I need to know how much time we have until Chaeyeon-unnie has to go out with the flu!”

“I’m alright–” Chaeyeon coughed loudly in her sleeve.

“No, you’re not alright.” Jiwoo combed her hair back. “And I’m not getting a straight answer from Mayu-unnie.”

“Well would you know what you’re doing without her?” Nakyoung snapped in turn.

Jiwoo clenched her jaw. “We’d manage just fine. We don’t need her.”

Nakyoung scoffed, smirking. “Bet that’s what you thought when you abandoned her during the raid.”

“Wh–” Jiwoo faltered. “So what? She did it to you, too.”

“Maybe, but I get why she did and I’m over it.” Nakyoung leaned in. “You just left her to run around like a headless chicken.”

Jiwoo grinded her teeth as the insult set her skin ablaze. On the other side, Mayu looked away, hiding her face behind an arm.

“I was looking for my friends.”

“Because that’s an excuse to give someone up?”

Jiwoo clenched her fists. “Jiwoo,” Chaeyeon warned, but the girl didn’t listen.

“Shut up, or I’m going to–”

“Or what? What are you gonna do, huh?” Nakyoung dared. “You’re gonna stab me? Just like you did with Kaede?”

Jiwoo swiped the spoon from the table.

“Everyone, enough!”

Yooyeon stood and slammed a fist against the table before cringing and nursing her sore hand. At least it shut everyone up as they now stared at her silently. She closed her eyes and took a breath. “We will leave tomorrow as planned. It is up to the others to decide if they’ll stay or not.”

Nakyoung nodded and sat back down. Jiwoo hesitated, but one tug from Chaeyeon decided for her. She huffed and settled into her seat.

Yooyeon settled down, too. “Let’s just finish this meal in peace. It’s the last one we’ll be having together in a while.”

The girls all paused. Yooyeon’s words hung in the air for a moment, soaking into the back of their necks. Nakyoung rubbed hers guiltily. Jiwoo crossed her arms and sunk into her seat. Kotone rubbed Mayu on the back. They gave each other glances before clinking filled the room again.

Yeonji pursed her lips as she chewed. “What kind of shoes do frogs wear?” she suddenly asked.

The others looked up at her with raised eyebrows. Yeonji chewed some more before swallowing. “Open-toad sandals.”

At first, no one said anything, their faces turning deadpan. Then, Lynn snorted.

“Sorry,” she said quickly, but didn’t fight the giggles rising from her throat. “That was kind of funny.”

“It was dumb,” Hayeon shook her head, but a smile stretched her lips as Lynn began to laugh. “God, damn it.” She banged her fist on the table and laughed aloud. “That was so dumb!”

Nakyoung broke and chuckled, followed by Nien who burst out laughing. One by one, the girls began to smile and laugh, warmth spreading through the mess hall. Even Jiwoo cracked a smile as Chaeyeon leaned over her and doubled down giggling. Everyone only laughed harder when Sohyun’s cackling filled the cafeteria.

With a smile, Kotone nudged Yeonji with her elbow. Yeonji grinned proudly.



Yooyeon played with the necklaces, which felt cold in the palm of her hand. She then gave her bedroom door a series of light knocks before opening.

“Seoyeon?” she called out softly. The electric lamp had already been killed, leaving Yooyeon to walk in the pitch blackness. She patted around for the lamp, and upon touching it, she set the light to the lowest level.

A weak orange glow brightened the room. Yooyeon let out a small breath and turned to the bed, where Seoyeon lay, facing the wall. “Seoyeon-ah, are you asleep?”

For a moment, she received no response. Then, Seoyeon muttered, “...No.”

“I’ll brighten the lamp further, okay?”

“Okay.”

Yooyeon adjusted the small handle and the room glowed brighter. Gently, she kicked off her slippers and shuffled onto the bed. Seoyeon’s back still faced her. Yooyeon began to reach out, then paused and retracted her hand. She took a deep breath.

“I’m sorry.” She gauged for Seoyeon’s reaction. When she didn’t move, Yooyeon kept going. “I know it must’ve been a shock. If I could’ve told you a better way, I would’ve, and I regret not doing so.”

She placed her hand on Seoyeon’s shoulder and continued, “I don’t want you to believe I don’t like you any less by not letting you come with me. I– If it were up to me, I would want you to be with me every step of the way. But it’s not just about what I want. These girls need someone to guide them. To lead them. But it’s selfish of me to want to go to HausTech, and I’m sorry.”

A beat passed in silence. Seoyeon shifted her head slightly to look at Yooyeon. The scientist noticed the dry tear marks on her face. She looked heartbroken and Yooyeon felt needles pierce through her heart.

“It’s… fine,” Seoyeon replied. “I think I’d also do it. Go out. And, I’m sorry too.”

Yooyeon raised her eyebrows. “For?”

“How I acted. It’s no wonder why you wanted to break things off.”

Yooyeon felt the air leave her lungs. “What?” she choked out.

“Wait,” Seoyeon said, finally turning around with furrowed brows. “We’re not breaking up?”

Yooyeon blinked in confusion. She stammered. “No. What– why do you ask?”

“You said you needed space.”

Her eyes widened. “Oh, no, I didn’t mean it like that. I’m so sorry.” Yooyeon cupped a hand over her forehead. “I just needed time to think and calm myself down.”

“Oh.” Seoyeon rose and rested her back against the wall. She swallowed, smiling slightly from both relief and embarrassment. Then, it faltered. “Am I still not allowed to come with you?”

Yooyeon’s shoulders dropped slightly and she shook her head. “I’m sorry. Talk to the others, please.” She cupped Seoyeon’s face and brushed her thumb over her cheek. “Will you try? For me?”

Seoyeon looked into Yooyeon’s eyes, still hesitant, but she gave a small nod. Yooyeon sighed in relief and passed a hand over her shoulder, pulling her closer.

“Here, I got something for you,” she held her closed fist up. “Xinyu helped pick these out for me.”

Slowly, she opened her palm. Seoyeon gasped lightly and she leaned in to scan the necklaces.

Yooyeon smiled. She took one of the necklaces and raised it up for her to see. The chain was thin and made of silver, and hanging at the bottom was one of the rings Xinyu had picked out, its wings encrusted with diamonds which glimmered in the soft light.

“What is this?” Seoyeon whispered as Yooyeon reached behind her back and clipped the necklace on.

“It’s a promise,” Yooyeon said assuredly. “Even when we’re apart, we’ll have this to remind us that we’re together. That wherever you are, whatever happens, I will always love you.” She let the necklace glide smoothly onto her skin and the ring glinted. She trailed her fingers over Seoyeon’s neck, drawing circles against her nape. She felt Seoyeon’s shoulders loosen at her touch. “I wouldn’t want to be with anyone else but you.”

A pink blush brushed over Seoyeon’s cheeks at Yooyeon’s confession. Her gaze softened and she smiled. “I wouldn’t want to be with anyone else but you, too.”

Yooyeon’s eyes crinkled. She nudged her hand, which still nestled the other necklace. Gently, Seoyeon took it, her fingers brushing over Yooyeon’s as she brought it up and passed it behind her neck, eyes narrowing in focus as she clipped it on. She then trailed her fingers down to where the ring rested on Yooyeon’s collar. She gently rubbed it between her thumb and forefinger before looking back up at Yooyeon.

Leaning forward, Yooyeon locked Seoyeon into a soft kiss. Her lover reciprocated, sliding a hand behind her neck and pulling her closer as Yooyeon rested a hand atop her lap. Their lips molded together perfectly, a dance both of them had mastered after so many months together. With a giggle, Yooyeon gently lowered Seoyeon so that her back hit the mattress. She kissed her again, a hum sounding in her throat as she moved even closer, pressing herself against Seoyeon as they moved as one.

As they separated, Yooyeon buried her face into the crook of Seoyeon’s neck. She gave it a sudden peck, smiling as she felt the girl shiver from the contact. Every hot breath she blew into the girl’s neck intensified the burning sensation swirling through her skin. Yooyeon kissed Seoyeon’s neck again, grinning as the girl under her made a startled noise in her throat.

Eventually, Yooyeon pulled back, moving her hands to delicately hold Seoyeon’s face, all red with lidded eyes from their kiss. She stared at the woman’s visage, tracing every feature from her lips parted in a smile to the moles on her face—one on her nose and another other under her eye-–burning them into her memory so that she would never forget.

“I love you, Yoon Seoyeon,” she confessed in a whisper.

“I love you too, Kim Yooyeon,” Seoyeon returned just as quietly.

Yooyeon stared into Seoyeon’s starry eyes. She brushed a thumb over the nurse’s rosy lips, then brought her back in for another kiss.



“Wow, nice weather today!” Nien smiled, holding her hand above her eyes to block the rare sunlight. There were no clouds that morning, and the warmer weather lightly melted the snow.

Behind her, Yeonji kneeled and collected a handful of snow. She rolled it into a ball, tossed it up, and tried to kick it. Nien chuckled as she missed and bent down to make her own. Approaching them were Kotone and Mayu, their backpacks full with their belongings. At the moment, it was just them four at the gate.

Kotone opened the blue jeep’s back door and slung her bags in. Yeonji, in the meantime, walked up to Nien.

“You’re actually not coming with us?” she asked, her tone slightly hopeful.

Nien shook her head. “Gotta make sure miss scientist actually lives and finds a cure. But I’m curious about the virus too.” She ruffled Yeonji’s hair. “Don’t miss me too much, Yeonji-mon.”

Yeonji stuck her tongue out before giving Nien a hug. The firefighter hummed and evened out the girl’s hair again.

“Yeonji, your bags,” Kotone called out.

“Yes, ‘Tone-unnie!” Yeonji split herself from Nien and moved towards the car. Kotone gave her a light tap on the back as she passed by before taking her place in front of Nien.

They stood in silence for a moment, Kotone awkwardly rubbing the back of her head. Then, she said, “So much for your ‘sticking together’ motto.”

“Aw, are you gonna miss me?” Nien teased. Kotone rolled her eyes and shook her head.

“Just don’t die.”

“Hey, don’t worry! I’m a tough cookie.” She flexed her arm and patted it. “You make sure you don’t lose your marbles.”

Kotone’s face dropped, clearly unamused. Then, the corner of her lip raised and she chuckled. “No promises.”

Nien laughed with her. She then stepped forward, pushed Kotone’s bangs up, and gently pressed her lips against her forehead.

Kotone’s eyes shot open at the sudden contact and she froze. Her heart leaped in her chest. Nien drew back with a grin, fixing her bangs and chuckling at her stunned visage. The kiss burned into her forehead and spread through the tip of her ears.

“Alright, it’s Mayu-chan’s turn,” she waved her off.

With a swallow, Kotone nodded dumbly and stepped away. Mayu was left, her head hanging low with a pout on her lips. Nien smiled softly, her shoulders relaxing. She brushed Mayu’s hair with her fingers.

“How’re you feeling, unnie?” she asked gently.

“I’m scared,” Mayu admitted, her voice small. “Honestly, the biggest reason why I agreed to leave was because I thought you’d be with us.”

Nien raised her eyebrows. She didn’t know that. “I’m sorry. You don’t have to go if you don’t want to.”

Mayu shook her head. “No, I can’t bail now. Not again. I’m just not sure how things will go without you.”

Nien sighed. She lowered herself to Mayu’s level and held her shoulders. “I know you’re scared, and I know you hate it, but you’ll do great, Mayu-chan,” she reassured. “Being afraid just means you’re alive.”

Mayu blinked. “Does that mean you’re not alive?”

Nien smirked. “Yeah, actually, I’m secretly a zombie who’s out to get you.”

She raised Mayu’s hand and lightly bit her finger. Mayu yelped, then whined and threw her arms around Nien. The firefighter laughed again and pressed a kiss against her cheek, squeezing her shoulder.

The rest of the girls left the dormitory and walked towards them, with Xinyu keeping her eyes on Nien. The firefighter tilted her head to the side when some of them wore backpacks over their shoulders. She gasped.

“Are you girls coming too?”

Xinyu stopped in front of her. “No, we still have a run to make.” She nudged her head towards the school bus, where Hayeon lifted the hood to inspect the engine.

“Oh.” Nien chewed on her bottom lip, watching as the girls mingled with each other. Yeonji spoke excitedly with Chaewon, Sullin, and Seoah. Kotone traded words with Sohyun and Lynn. Mayu pressed her lips at something Chaeyeon shared, presumably an apology on Jiwoo’s behalf.

“You could still join us,” Nien said, changing to their native tongue.

With an apologetic smile, Xinyu shook her head. “I need to watch over Sohyun. With her condition worsening, she needs to stay near the nurse.”

Nien hummed and gave Xinyu a hug, smiling when her friend pressed her cheek against hers.

Sohyun joined them shortly after, smoothing out her jacket. “I recognized my name.”

“Yeah, Zhou-jie wants to break up with you.”

“What.”

Nien laughed and ran away before Sohyun could grab her. Xinyu giggled into her palm. Turning to look at her bodyguard’s indignant stare, she rubbed her back. “You know she’s joking.”

She was then shot in the face with a fistful of snow. She shouted and wiped it off. “Nientzu!”

“Snowball fight!” Nien, the perpetrator, cheered, exclaiming as Yeonji chucked a snowball at her with scary accuracy. The skateboarder shouted when Kotone hit her in turn.

Hayeon looked up from the engine and at the brewing fight. Xinyu threw a snowball back at Nien while Sohyun tried to shield her from those coming her way. Mayu held her arms up with a yelp as one of Xinyu’s snowballs hit her, but laughed and began making her own.

A snowball flew her way and Hayeon just barely managed to suppress a scream, her arms flying around and freezing near her face. When nothing else hit, she held a hand across her chest to steady her hammering heartbeat, then screamed with her whole lungs when a heap of snow pelted the back of her head. Yeonji cackled behind her.

“Yeonji, I just washed my hair!” She shouted, hastily shaking the snow off before turning to Yeonji with a glare.

The skateboarder only laughed harder. “Join us, unnie!”

“Wh– I need to check the engine!”

“Do it later! Come on!” Yeonji grinned. The news of a snowball fight had quickly spread through the field as more girls joined in.

Upon arriving, Kaede stopped and watched, but was soon targeted by the others. She dodged them to the best of her abilities, unable to fight back as she was too busy evading Jiwoo’s snowballs, the athlete zeroing in on her a little too aggressively. She was soon shut down as Dahyun sneaked up from behind and shoved a fistful of snow down her shirt.

Hayeon pulled out the camcorder and began recording. Nakyoung ran in with a childish grin, already holding a pile of snowballs between her arms. Yooyeon walked in calmly, holding Seoyeon’s hand as their necklaces glimmered in the sunlight. Chaeyeon threw her snowballs with a grin despite her sickness, but no one dared to hit her in return. Seoah hesitated at first, but when Chaewon pelted the side of her face with snow, she quickly collected a bunch from the ground and fought back.

The fight seemed pretty even, with some girls occasionally gaining the upper hand, but Lynn beat them all by miles, managing to land a clean headshot every throw. Sullin strategically hid behind a car, peeking out and launching her snowballs at the nearest person. Laughter scattered around the field. 

Hayeon watched the fight with a growing smile. She quickly skimmed over the engine and closed the hood. She placed the camcorder on top of it, then scooped a handful of snow.



Mayu pursed her lips as she brought a hand up and picked the larger chunks of snow off her damp hair. She then shook the rest out.

She felt someone tap her shoulder and turned towards it. Her eyes widened and she froze slightly at the sight of Nakyoung, holding out a napkin in front of her.

She hesitated at first, but Nakyoung kept the napkin up. Then, with a swallow, Mayu took the offer with a small thanks. Nakyoung nodded, but as she began to turn, Mayu perked up. “Wait.”

Nakyoung spun around. Mayu stretched her lips to the side as she fumbled with the napkin. “What you said yesterday… about being over it. Did you mean it?”

With a blink, Nakyoung furrowed her brows slightly. She sighed and rubbed the back of her neck. “Honestly speaking? No.”

“Oh.” Mayu’s shoulders dropped.

“But I’m not mad at you. Just–” she waved a hand around. “The whole thing sucked, and that was a big part of it.”

Mayu nodded, looking down at the napkin. Her gut churned with remorse. “I’m sorry,” she said. “I didn’t mean to hurt you.” 

Nakyoung scrutinized the shorter woman, eyeing her hunched shoulders as she guiltily avoided her gaze. With a huff, she raised her arm and lightly patted her head. “I’ll get over it eventually. Just stop looking like that. You’re making me feel bad.”

“Hey, everyone, let’s take a picture!” Nien shouted.

Dropping her arm, Nakyoung offered a small smile and nudged her head to the side. Mayu nodded and they joined the rest of the group, who had already begun lining up with Xinyu’s orders. The girls smiled brightly, their hair tousled and damp, and their clothes messy from the aftermath of the snowball fight.

Hayeon put her arm up, holding the camcorder. “I’ll take the picture!”

Yeonji turned to her, offended. “There’s a timer on that thing, just set it up.”

“There is?”

“Yes, just–” Yeonji groaned. “Here, I’ll do it.”

As Yeonji placed the camcorder on the car hood and messed with the settings, Xinyu beckoned Nakyoung and Mayu over. “Okay, Nakyoung, you stand in the back, next to Yooyeon-unnie. Mayu, take your place between Nien and ‘Tone.”

With a nod, the girls quickly joined the others, their backs facing the base. The front row held Chaewon, Hayeon, Seoah, Nien, Mayu, Kotone, Dahyun, and Kaede. The back went with Jiwoo, Chaeyeon, Sullin, Lynn, Sohyun, Nakyoung, Yooyeon, and Seoyeon. Pleased with her arrangements, Xinyu rushed to stand between Lynn and Sohyun.

Done setting up the camcorder, Yeonji sprinted and slotted herself between Hayeon and Seoah.

“Okay, let’s all shout ‘secret base forever’ after three! One, two–”

“Secret base foreve– oh was that not the cue?”

There were several groans of protest.

“Chaeyeon-unnie, we said after three!”

“I got confused!”

“Whatever, just redo it!”

“Okay, okay– One, two, three!”

“Secret base forever!”



Kotone looked into the rearview mirror where Yeonji had her back turned, watching as they rolled away from the base. Her metal bat sat nicely in the other seat. Kotone then turned to Mayu in the passenger seat, who wore a slight frown as she dried her hair with a napkin.

“You okay, Mayu-chan?” Kotone wondered in their mother tongue. “Is something bothering you?”

“No, it’s fine,” Mayu said, smoothing her coat. “It just doesn’t feel the same without Nien.”

Kotone hummed in agreement and glanced at the back seat. It felt oddly empty even with Yeonji sitting there.

Yeonji squinted as Nien waved enthusiastically from her car, peeking out from the back seat. Yooyeon sat in the passenger seat and Nakyoung was driving. They also gave their waves of acknowledgment.

Yeonji smiled and waved back before settling down in her seat. She fished the MP3 player from her pocket, put in the earbuds, scrolled through the list of songs, and pressed play. Leaning into the backrest, she looked at the familiar forests outside.

 

“You better find her and bring her back,” Chaewon crossed her arms.

“I will,” Yeonji affirmed. She glanced at Seoah for a moment. “I’ll get Bin too, if I can.”

Seoah showed a small upcurl of her lips before they turned downwards again.

Sullin flashed her two thumbs-up. “You got this,” she encouraged. “If you see zombie…” She formed a fist and repeatedly pretended to smash it against her prosthetic.

Chaewon laughed and Yeonji snorted. “Alright, unnie, I’ll keep that in mind.”

 

Yeonji grinned again at the memory. She sighed and closed her eyes.

Notes:

alt chapter title -> mission: end chapter 25

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Chapter 33: Sickness and Health

Notes:

HELLO TIS I, MEL SULLINATOR with a small message

ok so i dont know the depths of religious trauma but there is going to be a lot of stuff tied to religion/religious imagery in the upcoming chapters so if ur uncomfortable you can skip - this is my warning sorry okay enjoy! love you all!

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Kotone waved her fingers towards the stairs before heading into the kitchen. Yeonji clutched her bat harder and nodded, feeling mist form in her mask as she breathed. It was humid and uncomfortable.

Slowly, she made her way to the staircase. As she began to climb, the steps creaked in protest and she stopped short in her tracks, eyes shooting up. Strands of hair drifted into view. A girl, her back facing Yeonji, trudged and stopped at the top of the stairs. She wore a dull, pink jacket and track pants of the same color. Her long black hair cascaded from the back of her head.

Yeonji’s breath hitched at the familiarity. She frowned and craned her neck to the side. “...Soomin-unnie?”

The girl groaned and spun around. Yeonji’s blood ran cold and she froze. Greeting her was half a face, the skin torn off and dangling from her jaw, leaving a gaping hole showing black and rotten teeth. Her eyes were completely hollow, but she could recognize them anywhere.

Soomin.

Yeonji stood as still as stone, watching as the zombie Soomin walked down slowly, one step at a time, before her pace picked up and dashed towards her with a snarl.

Jiwoo rushed towards them, slamming Soomin against the wall using her shoulder and taking it down with her. A gunshot went off somewhere and the athlete’s breath hitched as they hit the floor.

Immediately, Soomin worked on snapping her jaw at her. Jiwoo clenched her teeth and slotted her knife handle between them, pushing as Soomin gnawed against it. Nien held her against the back collar, trying to yank her away.

Xinyu raised her gun again but Kotone blocked her off.

“Don’t shoot!” She ordered. “Yeonji!”

Snapping out of her stupor, Yeonji raised her bat and swung it down full force, smashing it against the infected Soomin’s head. Blood and brains splattered out, splashing against her coat. The rest painted Jiwoo’s face red.

Heavy breaths weighed the room. Jiwoo pushed the body off her before hacking up a storm, wiping her face clean from slimy red blood. Yeonji rubbed the blood off her own shaking hands.

“We made too much noise. We have to go,” Xinyu said and Kotone nodded. Yeonji felt the cop ruffle her hair and she huffed, her heart pounding against her ears. She tilted her head to see Soomin’s face again, but it was replaced by a face she didn’t recognize.

 

Yeonji jolted awake as Mayu shook her shoulder.

“You okay? You were twisting in your sleep.” Mayu raised her eyebrows in concern. “Is it a nightmare?”

Digging her nails into the leather seat, Yeonji let out a small breath as she shivered from the aftershock, her hair standing on end. “Kind of, yeah,” She pressed her lips together, the bridge of an unknown song playing in her ears. “I mean, the nightmare wasn’t much different from the real world.”

“Zombies?”

A nod. Taking off her earphones, Yeonji turned to look outside. Nothing had changed in the scenery as Kotone drove along the road, but the sun had risen to noon. “It was the one from a few days back, but it wore Soomin’s face.”

Mayu drew a small breath. “I’m sorry.” When Yeonji only gave her a small hum in response, she pursed her lips and looked around. Her eyes landed on the glove compartment and she pressed it open. Appearing in front of her were a few files and a large map. As she dug through them, she found a small chocolate bag nestled in the bottom corner.

She fished them out, read the expiration date, then handed them to Yeonji.

“Could you teach me more of your girls’ sign language?”



Mayu knitted her brows as she focused, her fingers curling along with Yeonji’s as the teenager moved from one symbol to the other.

As the motions ended, Yeonji retracted her hands and leaned forward and popped a chocolate ball into her mouth. “What did that one mean?”

Mayu stretched her lips to the side, mimicking Yeonji’s past movements. She drew an X with her finger, then a circle in the air, facing down. She formed a circle using her hands before crawling two fingers up her forearm and throwing a thumb back.

“There is a horde in the area so it’s a no go… and walk away.”

Yeonji dropped her shoulders. “No way you got it right again. I even made it harder this time!”

Pride swelled in Mayu’s chest and she smiled bashfully. “I’m just impressed at how you all made this in just a few months.”

“Yeah, apparently Sohyun-unnie started it,” Yeonji said, glancing at Kotone for confirmation. At her nod, she continued, “We kept building up on it when she retired and ended up with this.”

“Amazing…” Mayu whispered. “I didn’t know that.”

“Yeah, all the others picked it up too except for you,” Yeonji commented, but it didn’t hold any bite. “There’s probably a bunch more stuff you don’t know.”

“Yeonji,” Kotone warned, glancing at the rearview mirror.

“What, it’s true!” Yeonji argued, popping another chocolate ball in her mouth. “Unnie, I can count on my fingers how many times we’ve talked.”

Despite Yeonji’s words being a simple observation, Mayu visibly cringed in guilt. “Was it that bad?”

Yeonji nodded. “But at least it was better than Seoyeon-unnie.”

“That’s enough,” Kotone reprimanded. “We all know why Seoyeon-unnie was like that.”

“Yeah, but that much?” Yeonji widened her eyes in disbelief. “I don’t even know what she sounds like anymore.”

“Grief and trauma can change someone.”

“To the point they become the opposite of themselves?”

“Yeonji,” Mayu cut in, shooting Kotone a worried glance, “Seoyeon lost her friend. She doesn’t want to make more in case she gets hurt again. That’s how she’s coping. We’re here looking for Soomin because that’s how you’re coping with her absence. Try being a little more sympathetic.”

Yeonji opened her mouth, looking to retort, but no sound came out. She furrowed her brows slightly, thinking, then sunk back into her seat. “My bad.”

Mayu shook her head and sighed, turning back to the front of the car. She looked at Kotone again, who had her lips pressed into a thin line, clearly driving on autopilot as her mind wandered elsewhere, out of focus.

Suddenly, something slammed against the jeep’s right side with a loud bang. As they jerked, a flurry of exclamations exploding through the car, Kotone pressed against the brakes and jolted them to a stop.

“Something hit us!” Mayu yelped, but was quickly shushed by Kotone. In the back, Yeonji had already flattened herself against the seats, crossing her hands over her chest with wide eyes. Adrenaline pumped through Mayu and she did the same, arms numb from the shock.

Swallowing, Kotone held a finger up. “I’ll go check,” she whispered, carefully scanning their surroundings. With a hand on her revolver, she opened the car door and stepped out.

Holding her breath, Kotone unholstered her gun and unlocked the safety. Slowly, her back tense, she circled around the front of the car and peeked out on the right side. She then exhaled and stood up straight.

There was nothing.

Kotone shook her head and approached the side. There was a sizable dent near the back where it had been impacted and some animal’s hoofsteps had run around and back into the woods. She reached out and felt the jeep’s body sink into itself.

She gave the two girls an ok sign, then coughed and covered her nose as the putrid smell of gasoline entered her lungs. She bent down and her eyes widened at two even holes pierced deeply into the jeep’s metal wrap. Gasoline spilled and pooled onto the melting snow.

Kotone clicked her tongue with a grimace. She hissed. “Fuck.”



“How far is the next town?”

Mayu fumbled around the map, her fingers trembling as they walked. The shotgun on her back barely did anything to quell her anxiety. “It’s, uh…”

“Deep breaths, Mayu-chan.”

Mayu puffed, her shoulders hunched. “Not too far away.” She cringed at how shaky her voice was. Her palms sweated in her gloves.

They were only a few hours in, and their jeep had already been totaled by some mystery animal they couldn’t discern. Yeonji thought it could’ve been a deer, but Kotone didn’t believe the hooves matched. Mayu didn’t care about the details. Point was, they no longer had a car. And not having a car meant being slow and exposed. And being slow and exposed meant the infected could find and catch them. And being caught meant–

Death.

Paling, Mayu lurched and her legs caved in. Kotone quickly moved to support her back.

“You okay?”

Mayu shook her head as she held herself up by the knees. Nausea clawed at her throat. Her heart hammered. She heaved as sweat collected on her forehead. Her face was warm and she felt light-headed.

Kotone took off her glove and pressed the back of her hand against her cheek. “You’re warming up. Might be a fever. We should rest for a while.”

“What are we doing?” Yeonji asked behind them, clueless.

“Taking a break.” Kotone guided Mayu to sit down on the side of the road before joining her and gently laying Mayu’s head atop her shoulder. Rolling her bags off, Mayu shut her eyes and tried to breathe as her body felt heavy.

Yeonji swung her bat back and forth, pressing her lips into a thin line. “I’m gonna keep watch,” she offered.

“Thank you, Yeonji-mon.” Kotone smiled at her. Yeonji hummed in response, dropping her bags near the pair before walking around with her bat over her shoulder.

Mayu swallowed her nausea and dug her head deeper into Kotone’s shoulder, keeping the sunlight from stinging her eyes. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, “I don’t know why I feel weak all of a sudden.”

“Don’t be,” Kotone petted Mayu’s hair. “It might be from stress. We haven’t been eating much, either, so suddenly moving like this could’ve weakened you.”

“Then shouldn’t you feel like passing out, also?”

Kotone smirked. “Well, unlike someone, I’ve actually been moving around for the past months.”

Mayu scoffed lightly with a smile before taking a sharp breath. “We could– rest in the town instead of the side of the road.”

“It’s better if you recover.”

“But it’s close.”

“I know. But we’ll wait until you’ll feel better.”

Mayu hummed lightly, her chest warming from Kotone’s consideration. “We’ll get another car, right?”

Kotone looked back at where they came from. The jeep was out of sight, their footsteps traced into the snow. “We’ll find some keys.”

A scream tore through the roadside. Kotone jerked towards the noise while Mayu winced and tilted her head.

Kotone’s eyes shot open and her breath hitched. “I’ll be right back,” she told Mayu before standing up and hurrying towards Yeonji. The girl had her bat behind her head, ready to swing at the woman who had jumped out of the trees.

Kotone unholstered her revolver and aimed it at the woman’s forehead. She threw her arms up, eyes wide in surprise.

“Don’t move,” Kotone threatened in a low voice. Beside her, Yeonji had lowered her bat, but held a glare over a layer of shock.

The woman’s neck bobbed as she swallowed nervously. She looked to be in her forties. On her back was a golden rifle. On her neck was a necklace, also golden, and a cross hanged from it. Attached to her hip belt was a notebook.

Mayu tried to stand up, but another wave of nausea hit, paralyzing her and she collapsed against the snow. Her breathing was rapid and short as she clawed her gloved fingers against the snow.

“Unnie!” Yeonji ran to Mayu while Kotone’s face dropped.

“Is she alright?” the woman asked.

“Not a word from you,” Kotone hissed, keeping her eyes on Mayu as she attempted to push herself back up. Yeonji kneeled in front of her and took her hand. With a slight furrow of her eyebrows, she swerved her head towards Kotone.

“Mayu-unnie’s getting worse!” She called out.

True to her words, the hand Mayu used to hold Yeonji’s was weakening by the second. Her head was pressed against the snow, her eyes lidded as she tried to battle her dying consciousness with nauseated breaths. A feeling as cold as ice showered every part of her body.

“She’ll faint soon,” the woman affirmed as a fact. “I have a group and a place. We can help nurse her back to health safely.”

Kotone gritted her teeth. She wanted to refuse the woman’s help, to kill her right where she stood, but the woman’s confession had left her head spinning. She turned to Mayu, who tried to force herself up with Yeonji’s aid. Locking eyes, she sent Kotone a slow shake of her head, but her face, pale and contorted into a pained grimace, locked her decision. She turned back towards the woman.

“Name?”

“Kang Inhee.”

Kotone nudged her revolver to the side. “Take us there.”



The room was hot and suffocating. Tiny paper cranes littered every possible surface, overflowing from the desk and onto the carpeted floor. Taped on the wall above the bedside drawer was a letter, crumpled with force, yellowed with time, and dirtied with blood and tears. At the bottom, barely visible over the dried brown blood, was signed Gong Yubin.

Chaeyeon coughed loudly into a tissue before dropping it into the trash bin with a groan. Then, she pressed her forearms against her burning head and lied on her side. She curled into herself then coughed again.

Despite her refusal, Jiwoo had asked Dahyun to set up a heater in her room, slotted right beside the bed. Constant heat waves blasted in her direction under a deafening hum, and Chaeyeon felt as if she was in a furnace, sweat drenching every part of her body. The two layers of blankets covering her only worsened the fire. Chaeyeon pressed her palms into her eyes and groaned. Her eyebrows were knitted into a permanent frown. Her head pounded and her throat both itched and ached. Her lungs were filled with mucus and it was hard to breathe.

“Unnie?”

With heavy, irritated eyes, Chaeyeon glanced at the door where Jiwoo stood, holding pill caplets. She had her eyebrows raised above her head and her soft eyes glimmered in concern.

Chaeyeon waved her off. “Don’t come in, Jiwoo,” she croaked, her voice weak and hoarse. She hid her face under the blankets and coughed again, nearly retching.

“It’s been four hours. Please take your medicine.”

Before Chaeyeon could even retort, Jiwoo walked into the room, already popping the caplets out of the box. She carefully crossed over the fallen paper cranes.

“Jiwoo, wear your mask.”

Jiwoo shook her head. “I’ll be fine.”

“What if I pass this onto you?”

“It’s okay.”

Chaeyeon stammered for a moment. Then, she rolled over with a whine. “You’re so stubborn, gosh!” She complained before entering another coughing fit. Her throat burned and she felt like she was slowly choking.

“I’ll hook my shirt over my nose,” Jiwoo compromised.

Even through the fever, Chaeyeon managed a small smile. “Thank you,” she muttered weakly. She covered her mouth with the blankets again and let out a guttural cough.

“Unnie,” Jiwoo’s voice leaked with worry. “You sound like you’re getting worse. I told you to not go outside.”

“It’s–” Cough. “Fine.” Cough again. “It’ll pass.” With a small wheeze, she pounded her fist against her chest. “Someone had to apologize to Mayu-unnie.”

Chaeyeon heard Jiwoo’s indignant huff, then frowned deeper when she stayed quiet. Drops of sweat trailed down her eyes and she wiped them away. She gasped for breath as her brain drilled against her skull.

She couldn’t take the heat anymore and threw the covers off of her. As she spun her body back around, she noticed Jiwoo’s eyes were wide as she stared at something in front of her.

“What’re you looking at?” asked Chaeyeon.

“Unnie… what if it’s worse than the flu?”

“What do you mean?”

Jiwoo nudged towards the blankets. With a cough, Chaeyeon’s gaze drifted to them, eyes narrowing as she scanned over them. Then, they shot open. Her visage paled. She traced a thumb over the fabric before lifting the blankets for Jiwoo to see. Vibrant red dots stained the pastel cover.

“Is this blood?”



Mayu struggled to put one foot after the other. She was practically getting carried by the girls, her arms passed over their shoulders while she was hunched over with a cold sweat washing over her.

“Come on, unnie, we’re almost there,” Yeonji whispered, helping Mayu walk along the road on one side while Kotone helped on the other. The town had finally materialized before them and they sighed in relief when they noticed zombies were nowhere in sight. Erected in the far left hills and between countless trees was a radio tower.

“I still don’t think this is a good idea…” Mayu strained to reply, glancing at Inhee’s back as the strange woman led the way, completely unbothered by their initial hostility. “What type of gun is it? Why’s it in gold?”

“AK-47,” Kotone answered with a frown. “And I don’t know.”

“What if the others have them, too?” Mayu’s eyes drooped and she dragged one leg after the other. “What if they’re the ones who holed our car?”

“Can’t be,” Kotone reassured. “The hole sizes were too big to be from bullets and there was a heavy dent. It was something else.”

“Miss?” Yeonji suddenly called out. Inhee stopped and looked back inquisitively. “Is the cross on your neck legit? Are you Christian?”

Inhee blinked twice. “Yes,” she answered. “Why?”

“So that means you won’t shoot us, right? Love thy neighbor and all.”

Kotone mentally facepalmed at Yeonji’s bluntness. Mayu winced a little, subconsciously prying herself from Yeonji and resting her weight against the cop.

For a moment, Inhee didn’t move, her expression completely blank, and the girls thought Yeonji might’ve hit a nerve. Surprisingly, though, the woman then broke out into a hearty chuckle. “That’s right. We only save our bullets for the impure.”

“Impure? Is that what you call the zombies?”

Inhee smiled. “Yes.”

“So you’re not mad at us for shoving a gun into your face?”

Mayu sighed and hung her head lower than it already was. Inhee shook her head. “‘Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God has forgiven you,’” she recited.

Yeonji’s face contorted into annoyance, but before she could make another remark, Kotone pinched the back of her neck and faked an approving smile. The skateboarder sucked in a breath and frowned, but kept her mouth shut as they began walking again.

“Watch your words, Yeonji,” Kotone reprimanded under her breath as they created more distance. Inhee didn’t seem bothered at all, her arms swinging loosely at her sides, not a single finger twitching towards her rifle, but the cop wanted to remain careful.

Yeonji clicked her tongue as they entered the town. To their surprise, it was clear of any zombies, and the usual stench of blood didn’t fill their lungs.

“I don’t trust her,” she said. “Who the hell calls zombies ‘the impure?’” She made quotation marks with her free hand. Mayu huffed in agreement, nearly stumbling as her body crashed again. She gasped and shut her eyes, heaving and holding her sides as they ached. The urge to vomit clogged her throat, and if it weren’t for the others holding her up, she would’ve collapsed again.

“Look, I don’t like this either.” Kotone readjusted her grip under Mayu’s arm.  “We’ll get Mayu-chan back up on her feet and we’re leaving. But don’t antagonize them.”

“We’re here.”

The girls twisted their bodies towards Inhee and their eyes widened. Standing tall in front of them was a large church, the architecture modern and symmetrical. Lacquered dark wood built the walls, occasionally varied with bricks of the same hue. At first glance, it didn’t look much like a church, but an imposing wooden cross hung above the entrance, a pure white in contrast. Guards, decked in protective gear and holding their own golden rifles, kept watch on every door available.

Yeonji scrunched her nose at the sight. Kotone stretched her lips to the side, a wave of uncertainty washing over her back the longer she trailed her eyes over the imposing building. Mayu gritted her teeth, gripping the back of her collar as her knees buckled. Kotone fully wrapped her arms around her side to hold her up.

“Let’s go in.”

In complete silence, they followed Inhee as she pulled the glass doors open and entered the church. They fell into the lobby. Small, square tables were set up along with metal chairs, painted black. Candles of various sizes lined the walls and stood on said tables, glowing orange. On the ceiling, several ropes were strung from one wall to the other with battery-powered lamps hanging from them, further illuminating the interior.

There were a few survivors making hushed conversations in the lobby, but the ambient noise slowed to a stop as the group walked through, leaving the lobby completely silent. All eyes were on them, the survivors wearing varying expressions ranging from raised eyebrows to small, courteous smiles. Yeonji already hated all of them.

Walking past the lobby, there were two rooms. One opened up to the kitchen, while the other had closed double-doors, and Kotone noted the sign that claimed ‘authorized staff only.’

Inhee pulled another door open and the girls were finally introduced to the main hall, which finally did look like the insides of a church. The ivory white roof arched above them. Rows of mahogany benches lined up on each side and the corridor led from the entrance to the altar. The altar itself was a pure white with golden accents, and pasted on the wall behind it was a massive golden cross. Tainted windows were evenly spread out on each side, letting the peak of daylight pass into the hall. Several more survivors littered the benches, but all grew quiet when they stepped in.

“Inhee, welcome back.”

A man wearing a clean black suit made his way from the altar, trudging through the corridor. He was tall and lean, the few gray streaks in his short hair letting them know he was around his sixties. Attached to his neck was a typical clerical collar.

The survivors bowed as he passed through, and Inhee was no exception. The girls, though, stood their ground. At least the priest didn’t seem to mind, his eyes on Inhee. “Did you manage to retrieve the bull?”

“Wait,” Yeonji cut in. “Your dumb cow’s the one who slammed into our car?” Kotone pinched her neck again.

Inhee bowed deeply. “No, Father. It has managed to get away. But I bring guests. Their friend has fallen ill.”

The priest brought a hand to his chin and leaned in, scanning Mayu’s pale face with his large eyes. The woman slightly cringed under his scrutiny, feeling as if he was digging straight into her soul. Her vision blurred and nausea took over, and the room spun endlessly, like a boat rocking back and forth. 

Finally, the man leaned back. “You are right. Get her to the nursery. Sowol will see to her health.”

“Wait, who?”

Kotone didn’t pinch Yeonji this time. She felt just the same. Her heart leaped into her throat, catching her breath. She dug her ear as it began ringing. A sudden rush of adrenaline pumped into her veins but she forced it down with rationality. It could be another Sowol.

But as a small group of survivors helped Mayu make her way to the nursery on the right, they followed blankly, their focus completely thrown upside down. Yeonji grabbed Kotone’s hand and the latter squeezed absentmindedly.

The priest opened the nursery door and led them into the room. “Sowol-ssi, we have a sick guest,” he announced. “Could you help?”

A woman’s back faced them as she sat in front of her desk, writing something down. Her hair was short and tied into a bun and she was draped in a long white vest that covered every part of her body and ended at her knees. Kotone swallowed dryly. The other Sowol had never worn anything of the sorts.

But when the woman spun around, the girls gasped and their hearts began to race. Sowol stood frozen in front of them, her face stretched in utter shock. She wore a cross on her neck and a massive scar exploded the side of her head. Her expression, though it was one of surprise, seemed softer. She looked completely different than before, but her face was one they had imprinted in the back of their minds.

“There’s no way…” Yeonji whispered.

Inhee raised her eyebrows curiously. “Do you know her?”

Kotone scoffed. “We don’t just ‘know’ her. She attacked us.” She turned back to Sowol, glowering. “And you’re supposed to be dead.”



Jiwoo stomped towards Seoyeon’s door and threw it open.

“Seoyeon-unnie!” She called out, eyes darting around the dark room. The curtains were shut and the light was off.

The bedsheets shuffled as Seoyeon moved slightly, having gone back to laying down after the picture. She didn’t reply.

Jiwoo bit her tongue and shook her head. “It’s Chaeyeon-unnie. She’s coughing blood. Please help.”

She was answered with another long pause. Then, with a sigh, Seoyeon rolled off the bed, lazily pushing herself up. Her hair was tousled as she stretched lightly and she made no effort to fix it up. Her eyes were sunken and tired.

Jiwoo led the way. She hurried down the hallway and back into Chaeyeon’s room, her gut twisting when heavier coughs bounced against her ears.

She hooked her shirt over her nose again and kneeled in front of Chaeyeon. “I fetched Seoyeon-unnie. You’ll be okay.”

With shut eyes and sweat dripping from her forehead, Chaeyeon nodded, sucking in a harsh breath before coughing into the napkin again, her lungs burning painfully. She pulled it away, gasping when more blood had splattered against the cloth.

Blankly, Seoyeon walked in. Chaeyeon heard a small crunch and her heat squeezed in discomfort. Not registering the crane she had stepped on, Seoyeon leaned closer and scanned both Chaeyeon and the napkin. The diagnosis came easily.

“Pneumonia,” she answered. “From the flu.”

Both Chaeyeon’s and Jiwoo’s hearts dropped. “Do we have anything that could help?” the athlete asked, her voice worried and high-pitched.

“No.” Seoyeon straightened up. “Keep taking the pills. You’ll have to wait the rest out.”

As she turned and began to leave, Jiwoo stammered. “Hey, wait, that's it?”

“Yes.” She left the room without another word.

“There must be something we have!” Jiwoo stood up, about to follow, but Chaeyeon grabbed her arm before she could do so.

“Jiwoo, it’s fine.” Chaeyeon wheezed out. “I can wait it out.”

“But it’s not fine.” Jiwoo kneeled again, lacing their fingers together. “I– what if you die?”

Despite her protests, Chaeyeon knew her girlfriend was right. She felt as if pins and needles struck her lungs and throat, only doubling in fervor with each passing minute. Her fever pressed painfully against her dry eyes and she let out a hot breath.

Her eyes shooting open, she rolled to face the wall and began yet another coughing fit. She spat out a small sliver of blood, but it was already more than what there had been before. Fear shot into her nerves and her hands shook. Chaeyeon pressed her eyes tightly and sighed.

“You should go before I pass this onto you,” she muttered, her chest rising and falling rapidly as her heartbeat quickened.

“Unnie–”

“Leave.”

Chaeyeon didn’t face her again. Stretching her lips into a frown, Jiwoo stood up and left the room, closing the door behind her.

After a moment, Chaeyeon turned around and reached for the pills on the drawer. She popped the caplets into her mouth, drank, then swallowed harshly. Her eyes trailed up to Yubin’s letter and she coughed again.



The nursery was locked into a standstill. Kotone had unholstered her revolver, but it remained facing the ground. Yeonji gripped her bat with white knuckles, face contorted in fear and anger. Mayu had recognized the name, but with her weakening body, she couldn’t react well.

Sowol stood frozen for a moment, and so did her group mates. Then, her expression softened. She nudged her head to the side.“Get her on the bed,” she ordered calmly. “Then you can leave us.”

Surprisingly, the other survivors didn’t protest. They helped carry Mayu into the room and lowered her onto the mattress.

Mayu crashed onto the bed with little protest, eyebrows knitted in pain as cold sweat kept dripping from her head, her hair already matted. She had no strength left, unable to even lift a hand. Her heart raced erratically and she could hear it slamming against her ears. Fear gripped the back of her neck as Sowol approached and carefully trailed her eyes over her face, but she couldn’t do anything to move away.

Thankfully, after some time, the woman leaned back. “These are obvious symptoms of fainting. They can be caused by dehydration, tiredness, low blood pressure, sudden loss of blood, or anxiety,” Mayu heard her say. Behind them, she could see as Kotone’s hands clenched, rage swelling in her temples. Yeonji now held her bat with both hands.

Focusing all her strength into her fingers, Mayu pressed her thumb and index finger together to form an okay-sign, then drew an ‘x.’ I’m okay. Don’t worry.

Catching the signing, Kotone huffed and shook her head. “You’re supposed to be dead. We heard about it. You were caught in a wave.”

Pursing her lips, Sowol pressed two fingers against Mayu’s sweaty neck. Her pulse was racing. “I almost did.”

She stood up and Kotone raised her revolver. Sowol, though, paid no mind and instead headed for the cabinets. She pulled them open. The interior brimmed with pill bottles and medical kits.

“I was in a wave. The rest of my group managed to escape, but I was stuck,” Sowol recounted, scanning each and every pill bottle.

“How’d you survive?”

“A lot of running. And for a long time. At one point my legs gave out and I fell, but they found me.”

“This church?”

A small nod. Sowol picked up a few bottles, scanned them carefully, then returned to Mayu’s side.

“What are all of those?” Kotone approached, keeping her revolver facing the woman.

“Vitamins.” Sowol passed her the pills, letting her read the labels. In the meantime she reached for her water bottle and unclasped it. “Your friend is lacking a lot of nutrients.”

With a huff, Kotone gave the pills back. “So you can help her?”

“I can.” Sowol took the vitamins from Kotone and shook a considerable amount of pills into her hands. She then handed them over to Mayu. “Bite into the white ones before taking some water. You just need rest after this, and you’re good to go.”

Mayu strained to lift herself up, accepting the vitamins. She took them one by one, gently biting down on the right caplets. After taking some water, she sighed and rested her head back onto the soft pillow. The intake made her squirm, her nausea doubling down, but she forced everything to remain in her stomach.

Kotone frowned slightly at how easygoing Sowol was. “What are you planning?” she accused.

Sowol turned back, frowning briefly. “Nothing.”

“Don’t bullshit me.” Kotone pressed the barrel against Sowol’s forehead. “I shot your teammates dead, and you killed your own to escape. Unless you have something up your sleeve, you have no reason to help us.”

A beat passed in silence. Sowol glanced at the gun, then back at Kotone. Then, she said, “What are you talking about?”

Kotone paused, momentarily thrown off. She shook her head and swallowed. “The murders in the field. Your teammate’s dead bodies. You were gone.”

“That wasn’t me.”

“What?”

Sowol moved towards her desk and fell back into her chair. “I don’t know what lie your teammate fed you, but she’s the one who smashed a rock into everyone’s heads.” She pointed at the scar on her forehead. “I had to play dead after the second hit.”

Yeonji was quick with the rebuttal. “You’re lying. No one in our group would do that.” She swerved her head towards Kotone. “Right, unnie?”

But the seed of doubt had already been planted. Kotone thought, her brows furrowing as she held a fist over her mouth. She dug into her memories, tracing her steps on that day. The sky had been red. They had done everything to help Kaede, and as Kotone was about to leave to find Jiwoo, they had returned to the mess hall, the athlete having looked utterly shocked compared to her fit of rage.

Chaeyeon had been the one to explain with wild gestures what had happened, stammering through her words with her eyebrows raised high above her head. She had been practically panicking. They had found the bodies, all dead, and as Kotone had rushed out to confirm the suspicions, she had noticed that only Sowol had been missing.

Her thoughts blurred. She thought of Jiwoo and her unstable behavior. She thought of Chaeyeon’s story, then Sowol’s. The scar was convincing, but it could’ve been her teammate fighting back. Uncertainty grew. Had Chaeyeon lied?

Ultimately, Kotone shook her head. “Why are you helping us, then?”

Sowol pressed her fist against the side of her head, the golden cross on her neck swinging in the slight motion. “Look, I messed up back then.” She threw a hand in Yeonji’s direction. “Threatening to kill a kid? Raiding another group? And for what, revenge?” She sighed and ran a hand over her mouth. “But I need you to understand I’m not doing this entirely for you. I had all my friends murdered in front of me, and just now I learned that apparently the perpetrator hasn’t even been caught.”

“You can’t blame that on us,” Yeonji retorted with gritted teeth. “It was your raid. And your raid not only made four of our friends disappear, it killed the nicest girl in our group! She would’ve never hurt anyone!”

“I know and it’s my fault!” Sowol admitted, her voice raising. She blinked a couple of times, her chest rising and falling quickly, then shut her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose. “Out of everyone, I should’ve died. But somehow, I’m here. These people saved my life and I owe them. I’m learning from my mistakes. No more petty fights, or hurting kids, or trusting the military or just– anything.”

She glanced over at Mayu, who had somehow managed to fall asleep during the conversation. She was curled up, her expression peaceful. Any trace of anxiety had been removed from her soft face. “I’ll help others as much as I can.”

Letting the conversation go, Kotone approached Mayu and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. She then hovered a hand over her shoulder.

“I recommend letting her rest,” Sowol cut in behind her and stood up. “She’ll wake up to a hearty meal.”

She made her way towards Yeonji, who still stood near the door. Kotone flinched and raised her revolver again, but Sowol ignored her, stopping beside the teenager with a hand on the door. She gave Yeonji an apologetic look.

“I’m sorry about your friend. It shouldn’t have been her. Or anyone.” She opened the door and stepped out, leaving the others alone in the nursery.



When Mayu came to, the first thing she registered was the smell of meat. More precisely, cooked meat.

The aroma floated in the air. Mayu pushed herself up with a small grunt. Her stomach twisted in hunger and she clutched it, cringing a little.

“Unnie, how’re you feeling?”

Mayu perked up and turned towards Yeonji, who sat at the desk, playing with her earphone’s purple strings. She then scanned the room, having been too dizzy to really see it beforehand. The nursery’s walls were a pale yellow and the ceiling lights, surprisingly functional, glared at her. Mayu blinked a few times, shielding her eyes from the brightness before looking around the room again.

“Where’s ‘Tone?” she asked.

Yeonji shrugged. “Walking around the place. Looking at everything.”

Mayu gave a small nod. As she inhaled, cooked meat filled her senses again, clinging to her lungs and her stomach. Her mouth salivated while her stomach churned again. At least the nauseating cold sweat was gone. “I feel better. But I’m starving.”

“Ugh,” Yeonji leaned back into the seat. “No kidding. The smell is killing me.”

Mayu smiled lightly before pursing her lips. “How come you’re not exploring the church with ‘Tone?”

“Eh. Not a fan of the place,” Yeonji answered simply. “I hope we can get out after you get that meal.”

Mayu’s eyes widened. “Meal?” She hadn’t heard anything of the sort, having passed out after taking the vitamins.

“Yeah– hold on, here.” Yeonji handed her the water bottle and Mayu drank slowly.

“How long did I sleep for?”

“A while. It’s pitch black outside.”

Mayu nodded, then pressed her lips together. “I’m sorry.”

“For what?”

Mayu shrugged. “We wouldn’t be stuck here if I didn’t suddenly pass out like that. Could’ve covered more ground.”

“Hey, don’t be sorry about that.” Yeonji pulled herself closer. “Unnie, no matter how much I don’t like this place, I feel better seeing that you’re feeling better.”

Warmth spread in Mayu’s chest, the smile tugging at her lips coming easily. “Thank you, Yeonji-mon.”

“Oh great, now you’re calling me that too,” the skateboarder complained, but her grin betrayed her true feelings. Mayu laughed airily before laying back down.

The two entered a comfortable silence. Yeonji had gone back to her earphones while Mayu stared blankly, twisting and untwisting the bottle cap. Although she was still anxious, most of it had settled down. Her mind wandered to the church, and she wondered if they’d also stay the night.

A knock on the door caught their attention.

“Dinner is ready. Meet us in the hall,” Inhee announced from outside.

Mayu and Yeonji traded a glance. They stood up and moved out of the nursery.



The pair found Kotone sitting at one of the benches, engaged in small conversation with a male survivor.

“‘Tone-unnie!” Yeonji called out, running up to her. Mayu joined them calmly, still a smidge too tired to mimic the skateboarder.

Kotone patted the place beside her before perking up at the sight of Mayu. “Do you feel better?”

Mayu smiled gently. “A lot.” She turned her body to the side when Inhee tapped her shoulder before offering her a plate of food with metal utensils. Mayu’s eyes widened slightly. A large, freshly cooked steak was placed in the middle, circled with canned fruits and peas.

With a dry swallow, Mayu looked up at Inhee. “Thank you.”

Inhee offered a small smile before handing another plate off to Yeonji and Kotone. Theirs also included a healthy chunk of cooked meat. “Enjoy,” she wished before taking her leave.

“So…” Yeonji trailed off, poking at the steak with her fork. “What kind of meat is this?”

“Beef.”

They whipped their heads towards the guy sitting beside Kotone. Yeonji raised an eyebrow. “Who are you?”

The guy gave a polite bow. “I’m Jo Sihyun. Nice to meet you.”

Mayu and Yeonji bowed in return, offering their own names. Kotone spoke up. “They have a small ranch in the back. Counted five cows.”

“That’s less than I thought,” Mayu admitted. She then looked around the hall. The other survivors chatted as they ate, but their plates had no meat on them. If she were to be honest, she was surprised they didn’t gather for meals. As Mayu scanned for the priest, who was nowhere to be found, she caught’s Sowol’s stare in the farthest bench and jerked away.

“Ah,” Sihyun said. “We have a working freezer. One of our group members, Daemi, managed to power it on with a few adjustments and car batteries.”

“Oh, we have someone who can do that too,” Yeonji bragged. “Her name’s Dahyun-unnie, and she’s super nice and cool.”

“That’s nice to hear.”

The conversation ended at that. Sitting down, Mayu took her fork and knife in her hands and locked her eyes onto the steak. Holding her breath, she began to cut into it, her stomach growling in anticipation. Sawing off a small piece, she held it up to her mouth and took her bite.

In an instant, her eyes widened and she melted into the bench. She hummed as she chewed her steak, warmth blooming in her stomach. Quickly, she cut another piece and ate it. She grinned. Tears formed at her eyes and she quickly wiped them, but Yeonji had caught her.

“Unnie, are you crying?” the teenager gaped, leaning forward. Mayu shoved her with a small whine.

“It’s just been a while!”

Yeonji giggled. “Yeah, I can get behind that.” She took another bite of her steak and groaned. “Okay, this is good.”

Encouraged by her friends’ reactions, Kotone cut and bit into her share. She gave a satisfied grunt.

Sihyun smiled. “I also had that reaction when I ate meat again.” He turned his body further towards them. “What’s your plan after this?”

Kotone waited to finish chewing, holding a finger up for him to wait. She swallowed and answered, “We’ll just eat this, and then we’ll leave.”

“At night?” Sihyun raised his eyebrows in surprise. “It’s dangerous.”

“We figured your church would’ve taken out any surrounding infected by now.”

Sihyun shook his head. “The impure never rest. It’s better for you to go tomorrow.”

“We can handle a few on our way. And we wouldn’t want to impose.”

“You’re not imposing at all, you’re welcome guests.” Sihyun smiled and pressed his hands into a prayer. “The Lord says we should always be kind to each other. Especially other survivors.”

Yeonji huffed. “That’s cool, but we kind of got our own thing going on.”

“Oh? What is it?”

“We’re looking for our friend.”

Sihyun let out an ‘ah,’ then asked, “How long have you been searching for them?”

“A few months,” Mayu answered, already done with her plate. It was completely clean. She wiped the corners of her mouth and patted her stomach in satisfaction.

As expected, Sihyun let out a noise of surprise. “That’s quite a while.”

“Yeah, but we’ll find her,” Yeonji affirmed.

“You might,” Sihyun trailed a finger under his chin, “But maybe you aren’t doing it completely right.”

Yeonji’s face dropped. Irritation crawled up her skin. “What are you talking about?”

“Maybe you should wait for them to come here. This church is a beacon for survivors. With time, they’ll find us. Just like you did.”

Yeonji stood up abruptly and clasped her hands. “Mister, with all due respect, I really don’t give a shit about what you think.”

Her small outburst earned the others’ attention. “Yeonji, sit down,” Kotone ordered.

“No, look–”

“Yeonji.” Mayu cut in and the girl froze at her disappointed stare. Gingerly, she sat back down, but still clicked her tongue. She wanted to say something more, but she was interrupted when a barrage of gunshots thundered outside.

 

Mayu nearly leaped out of her seat from fright. Calming her racing heart, she looked around. No one else had reacted other than her and her group.

“What was that?” Kotone asked, nudging her head sideways.

Sihyun frowned. “One or two approaching impure. It’s common occurence at night because we keep the lights on.”

Yeonji fumbled around with her hands. “Why?”

“We believe its better to lure and condemn them instead of having them ambush us.”

“And it works?” Kotone asked.

“Very well.” Sihyun’s lips now curled into a smile. “Only a few have succumbed to the corrosion. They keep arriving, but we have the bullets to stop them.”

“Why do you guys have golden rifles?” Mayu wondered.

Sihyun snorted. “It’s a funny story, actually. Our Father had ties with this other religious group based in the States. Their leader read the passage where God announced Jesus would someday return and rule with an iron fist, and he interpreted the iron fist to be AK-47s.”

The girls paused, momentarily stunned. Yeonji blinked. “You’re messing with us.”

“I’m not. The leader gifted our Father a crate of these rifles and even more filled with just bullets.”

“That’s insane.”

“Probably, yes,” Sihyun agreed. He then shrugged. “But the gift saved our lives. Must’ve been a part of His plan.”

“And you lost me.” Yeonji crashed her back into the bench. “So we really can’t go out ‘cause the zombies keep coming?”

Sihyun gave an apologetic nod of his head. “I’m sorry for delaying your plans. And for pressing my beliefs onto you.”

Yeonji waved a dismissive hand. “Whatever, it’s just– We’re always getting pushed back,” she whispered under her breath.

“It’s alright. We’ll leave tomorrow morning.” Kotone put a hand on Yeonji’s shoulder and the girl sighed with a nod.



Chaewon cringed slightly at the empty mess hall.

Of course, it wasn’t truly empty, but with the initial group having been halved, the massive cafeteria felt hollow. They no longer even required more tables. There was plenty enough room around a single one. Not to mention Chaeyeon was missing.

“Where’s Chaeyeon-unnie?” Chaewon asked out loud as she took the seat beside Hayeon. The others paused and turned to her. “Is she okay? Is it because she’s still sick?”

On instinct, they then looked at Jiwoo. The athlete gripped her spoon forcefully with her eyes on the table. “She’s getting worse.”

“Oh dear,” Xinyu whispered empathetically. “Are the flu pills not working?”

“It’s not the flu anymore. She’s got pneumonia.”

There were scattered gasps around the mess hall. Dahyun leaned in. “Pneumonia? Wh– how?”

“The virus could’ve spread to the lungs.” Sohyun theorized. She glanced at Seoyeon for a moment but opted against asking her anything; she doubted the woman would respond.

“Is there anything we can do to help?” Dahyun asked for her, looking Seoyeon in the eyes. The nurse was forced to snap out of her thoughts. “There should be some kind of medicine. Or a machine that could help her survival rate.”

Seoyeon rested her chin against her fist. “Well…”

“There is.”

Surprisingly, it wasn’t Seoyeon who answered. Sullin had her eyebrows above her head as she leaned in. “Medicine or machine. We can help.”

Jiwoo’s eyes lit up with hope. “What kind? Where can we get it?”

Sullin hummed. “Not easy. Hospital.”

“We’ll have to find a hospital nearby,” Lynn elaborated. Sullin brightened and nodded.

“Or an animal hospital.”

“A veterinary clinic.”

“Okay,” Jiwoo nodded vigorously. “Where’s the nearest one? I can go now.”

“Wait, now?” Hayeon interjected. “But it’s completely dark.”

“I’ll take the risk.”

Sohyun put her hands out. “We can’t go out without a plan.”

“I go in, get the medicine, and get out. Here’s your plan.”

“Jiwoo.”

“I know!” Jiwoo snapped. “Gosh, I know…” She pressed ghostly knuckles against the table, her whole body shivering. “I just– I hate the thought of losing her.”

Sohyun and Xinyu traded a look. Xinyu relaxed her shoulders and gave a small nod. She then shifted towards the others. “What if we all just left?”

Some of the girls shot up in surprise. Xinyu placed a hand on the table. “We all remember what Mayu said. We have four days here and we’re already down one. If we all leave, then we can not only drive to the hospital, but we’ll also be able to reach more resources farther away.”

There were agreeing hums. Xinyu noticed Seoah sinking further into her seat, but didn’t comment on it.

Dahyun spoke up. “Wouldn’t the cold worsen Chaeyeon’s pneumonia?” she wondered, looking at Sullin.

The girl squinted, then tilted her hand from side to side. “Eh. Already bad. Only gets worse anyway.”

“Alright, then when do we leave?” Lynn inquired. “Tomorrow morning?”

Sohyun shook her head. “Chaeyeon will just suffer longer, so we should leave sooner than later. Even if it’s night, we still have the bus, and it’s uncommon for infected to linger near these mountains.”

“But it’s still risky, no?” Chaewon asked. “Going out at night, even if the chances are low.”

“Chaeyeon-unnie is hurting every second we debate more on this,” Jiwoo interjected, bouncing her leg restlessly. “Let’s just go now.”

Sohyun studied Jiwoo’s behavior. Kotone had told her and Lynn to keep an eye on the girl as she was unstable, but right now, all Sohyun could see was a young girl worried for her girlfriend.

“No matter the time of day, we’ll be in danger,” she said slowly. “Better leave now to try to find the medicine sooner. If we reach the hospital by morning, it gives us much more needed sunlight so sift through the rooms and cabinets.”

Chaewon pursed her lips. She furrowed her brows, giving it some thought, then backed down. “Okay.”

“We’ll have a vote on it,” Xinyu took charge. “Those who agree to leave now, raise your hands.”

There was no competition. Most of the girls had their hands raised, excluding Seoah, who had been avoiding everyone’s gaze, and Seoyeon. Still, Sohyun counted the arms. Xinyu, Jiwoo, Lynn, Sullin, Chaewon, Hayeon, Dahyun–

“Kaede?” Xinyu raised her eyebrows. “Are you certain?”

At the sudden callout, Kaede shuffled uncomfortably in her seat, but nodded. “I can rest in the bus.”

Sohyun shifted a glance towards Jiwoo. The athlete had her lips pressed tightly together, but kept her mouth shut. With a swallow, Sohyun returned the nod. “Okay. It’s decided. We’ll leave later tonight. Make sure you pack everything you need. Prioritize food and tools. Personal belongings come last.”

Quietly, the girls stood up from their seats and began to clear the table of trash. Then, they made their leave. Chaewon was rubbing her head, shifting awkward and angry glances at Seoah, who kept her eyes on the floor. Hayeon rushed past the both of them, practically stomping her way out.

Xinyu’s shoulder tingled as Sohyun leaned against her and she smiled. “We need to pack, too.”

“Yes, my heart,” Sohyun mumbled into Xinyu’s neck, sending a shiver through her body.

When they got up, Jiwoo stood in front of them with her lips stretched into a line, awkwardly tilting her weight from one foot to the other. Xinyu quirked an eyebrow. “Yes, darling?”

“I…” Jiwoo kneaded the back of her neck. “Thank you.”

A small smile tugged on Xinyu’s face and she set a hand on Jiwoo’s shoulder. “Of course. We’ll do everything we can to help Chaeyeon, alright? But–” She tilted her head in Sohyun’s direction.

The bodyguard sighed, setting her hands on her hips. “Make sure to watch yourself. It’s one thing to care for someone. Being violent towards the girls is another.”

Jiwoo opened and closed her mouth. She pressed her lips into a line and gave a small nod and an agreeing hum. Without another word, she walked away.

Xinyu cringed a little as she watched Jiwoo’s retreating form. “Do you think the message got through her head?”

Sohyun looked over to where Kaede was, the girl accepting Dahyun’s help to lift her out of her seat. She let out a puff of air. “Time will tell.”



Chaeyeon stumbled slightly as she tried to stay on her feet. A familiar itch grew in her throat and she stopped, coughing loudly again. She heaved. Everything burned. She felt like she couldn’t breathe.

“Almost there.”

Chaeyeon tried to put on a smile, but she just couldn’t muster it. Instead, she croaked, “Thanks, Sullin.”

A small hum emerged from Sullin. Chaeyeon looked up at her in the dark. She, along with the others, had all worn masks over their faces, all because of her. At least Sullin didn’t seem bothered by it. She only looked at Chaeyeon in concern as she helped her walk to the bus.

Chaeyeon trudged through the narrow hallway, ignoring the girls’ worried stares. They all sat at the front. For her, she had to stay in the back.

Crashing onto the farthest seat, Chaeyeon was thrown into another coughing fit. She hacked loudly into her arm, trying to get rid of the fluid building up in her lungs, but it never seemed to clear. She wheezed and clawed at her neck, trying to stop the itch. She couldn’t see if she had spat out blood again with it being night, but she guessed her coat sleeve was going to be painted red in the morning.

Chaeyeon rolled onto her back and pressed her hands against her eyes, a permanent ache drilling against them. With being sick and everything, she hadn’t been able to busy herself with folding cranes. She always hated her thoughts screaming at her to do something. In the grand scheme of things, though, she never could do anything.

She knew it ultimately wasn’t her fault. She knew that they would’ve been forced to leave in a couple of days anyway, what with the lack of food, but guilt still swarmed the back of her mind. She wondered if she should’ve helped with the outings. She then concluded she might’ve just gotten in the way.

She wondered why they were willing to help her with anything. She didn’t do anything but make paper cranes for months, and then she falls ill and forces the rest of them out of the base? She couldn’t even get on the bus herself.

Useless.

Chaeyeon jumped slightly when someone brushed a hand against hers. She dropped her arms and opened her eyes to see Jiwoo towering over her. The girl still refused to wear a mask.

She lifted the numerous bags in her arms. “I’ll put your bags in the seat next to you, okay?”

Coughing lightly into her fist, Chaeyeon gave a small nod. “Thank you for getting my stuff, Jiwoo,” she said, wincing at how hoarse her voice was.

Even in the dark, she saw Jiwoo light up. “Of course, unnie. Anything for you.”

Chaeyeon smiled, but she knew it wasn't all there. “Hope I don’t actually die from this,” she tried to joke, but even that felt flat.

“We’ll get you what you need, unnie,” Jiwoo comforted, taking Chayeon’s hands in hers and lacing their fingers. “Don’t worry. You’ll be okay.”

Outside, Lynn wrapped the handles in metal chains before hooking a lock over it. Ensuring it remained shut, she then climbed back onto the bus and slotted herself beside a sleeping Sullin.

Dahyun closed the door. “Is everyone ready?” she asked, looking behind her. “We won’t be coming back.”

She was replied with silence. Biting her tongue, Dahyun set the school bus to drive. The engine sputtered for a second before it roared back to life. She squinted as she adjusted the lights, turning them to the lowest setting, then pressed the pedal.

Notes:

not a very action packed chapter but dont worry it's downhill from here! <3

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Chapter 34: Back and Forth

Notes:

yeah i know i know i died for 16(17?) days sorry! i learned the hard way that post-vacation burnout is an actual thing, i'm still recovering but i swear im going to be faster with it next time

and here i summon another content warning for religious imagery. Also a small trigger warning for self-harm, even if its considerably(??) light. Make sure to avoid any scenes uncomfortable to you. Enjoy <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Jiyeon woke up with a small gasp.

Other than the faint moonlight peeking through the curtained window, the room was dark. It was still night. Jiyeon didn’t know what time it was, but she figured she hadn’t known for a while, anyway. She gripped her chest to steady her racing heart and let out a quiet exhale. A cold sweat had worked itself up to the back of her neck.

Jiyeon wiped the tears off her face. She turned her head slightly to the right. Yubin’s face greeted her, still asleep. Somewhere in the night, she had latched onto Jiyeon, her arms and legs wrapped around the ballerina. Her chest rose and fell at a slow, relaxed pace.

Jiyeon swallowed. Carefully, she lifted Yubin’s arms and legs away from her, gently setting them down on the bed before rolling off and standing up. Her feet, even as she wore socks, turned to ice as she touched the floor and she flinched lightly. She fished around blindly in the dark for her shoes. Upon touching them, Jiyeon put them on and quietly left the room, grabbing her coat on the way.

With nothing but the night light, she navigated the two story house they stayed in. Yubin’s plan to distract the zombies a couple days ago had worked, letting them run the other way discreetly. They had spent the rest of the day walking to another village and had crashed in the first house they had seen.

Her ears buzzed as she traveled the cold hallways, trying to keep everything in. Finding the ladder to the roof, Jiyeon tossed her coat on and began to climb. Her legs were sore from walking and running but she kept going. She pried the hatch open and lifted herself up onto the snow-covered tiles. With the temperatures rising back up, it was beginning to melt.

Jiyeon carefully closed the trapdoor before promptly collapsing into the snow with another gasp. Her heart began to race again and tears pooled at her eyes. She gripped her hair and pressed her forehead into the roof tiles. The ice cold snow seeped into the skin and an awful ache grew in her head. She pressed her sleeve against her face and screamed at the top of her lungs. She screamed until she couldn’t anymore, until her throat became hoarse and she could only let out broken sobs. So, instead, she began repeatedly hitting her fist against her head. A dull pain grew in her temple as she did so, but she couldn’t stop.

Whatever she did, though, she couldn’t seem to remove the images of her dead friends out of her head. They were as vividly twisted as the night it had happened; one of them impaled on a broken window, another with her bones broken, twisted at angles even ballerinas couldn’t achieve, Tsuki’s damned dead eyes staring at her, as if she was inviting Jiyeon to join them.

Yubin’s face flashed in Jiyeon’s mind and she gasped. Clawing her hair, she shut her eyes and took a deep breath. She then rolled onto her back and splayed one hand to the side while the other held her hammering chest. She forced herself to calm down, to stop herself from hyperventilating. Blinking away her tears, she focused on the night sky. It was cloudless. Countless stars glittered, the most Jiyeon had ever seen. She never knew there were so many.

As she began to count them, she could feel her heartbeat slow down. Keeping her eyes on the sky, she pushed herself up and sat down with her knees propped under her chin. Her breath crystalized in front of her as she exhaled. She rubbed her irritated eyes and kept counting the stars until she could feel the weight in her chest lift.

Jiyeon didn’t know how many minutes she passed counting the stars, only that it had been long enough that the cold seeped into her coat. She shivered lightly and rubbed her arms. The lump in her throat hadn’t fully let up, but she thought she should go back, just in case Yubin woke up and wondered where she had gone.

Jiyeon stood up and patted the snow off her clothes. She scanned her dim surroundings. There was nothing in the new village they had reached.

With a sigh, she opened the trapdoor and climbed back down. Her ears rang as she walked down the corridor. Finding the bedroom, she took off her coat and her shoes before quietly stepping in. Yubin was still sleeping soundly, now holding onto Jiyeon’s pillow instead of the actual girl.

Jiyeon rubbed any remnants of tears off her face and climbed back onto the bed before pulling the covers over her. As if she felt her presence, Yubin latched onto her again and pulled her close, hooking a leg over her. A satisfied hum sounded in her throat.

Jiyeon’s heart stirred in her chest. She carefully removed the pillow and set it behind her head. Then, placing a hand on top of Yubin’s, she closed her eyes again.



“We should stop here.”

Ahead of them lay a wreckage. Cars and trucks had been turned over across the road, empty as glass shards and dried blood clung to the seats. Seoul was just ahead of them, the outskirts just having entered their field of vision.

The journey had been longer than they had expected. The closer they got to Seoul, more and more highways were completely blocked off, and they had to rush to get away so as to not get caught by the zombies. By the end, they had arrived in the city's northside.

Nakyoung slowed them to a stop before killing the engine. She stretched her lips to the side, looking at the ruins. “How far is the lab?”

Yooyeon leaned forward, her heart beating steadily. The view was slightly familiar, but not enough for her to get a good guess in. “I’d approximate five to ten kilometers west from here. We should go now before the sun sets,” she said, hastily unbuckling her seatbelt before reaching for the handle.

With wide eyes, Nakyoung pushed her hand into Yooyeon’s shoulder to stop her. “Unnie, the building’s not going anywhere. Let’s not rush in blindly.”

“Yeah, I’m with miss vigilante on this one.” Nien hooked an arm over Yooyeon’s backrest. “It’s daybreak. We’ll have time.”

“You know you can just call me Nakyoung, right?”

“But that’s no fun.”

While Nakyoung rolled her eyes, Yooyeon shifted. She looked to her left and was greeted by the aforementioned rising sun. It wasn’t even halfway up the ground yet.

“Fine,” she relented. “But let’s examine our surroundings from outside.”

Nien pumped a fist. “Deal. We’ll make sure to keep you safe and sound.”

“Yeah,” Nakyoung agreed, releasing her hand. She reached for the shotgun beside her. “We got you.”

Yooyeon offered a tight-lipped smile. “Thank you,” she said before opening the door and stepping out.

 

 

Mayu strapped her backpack behind her and sighed. After a couple of months running on two meals a day at most, she had forgotten what being full felt like. A sudden desire to stay at the church tried snaking into her thoughts, but she forced it down. Soomin was their first priority.

Holding back a yawn, Mayu joined the others in the lobby.

“Ready to go?” Kotone asked, her own bags slung over her shoulders. Yeonji waved with one hand while the other held her bat. Mayu noticed the teenager’s bloodshot eyes.

“That was the worst sleep I ever had,” Yeonji whispered. “The guns just kept going off all night.”

Mayu pressed her fingers against her own irritated ones. “Yeah, I’m surprised too. Thought there’d be nothing with how clean the streets are.”

“It just means we shouldn’t encounter too many on the road,” Kotone reasoned. “Let’s go, girls.”

As they began to move, a voice interrupted them.

“Going already?’

The three girls stopped. They turned back and saw Inhee standing at the door between the lobby and the church hall. “The sun just broke out.”

Kotone smiled politely. “Yeah, that was the plan.”

“But what if another impure arrives?”

Kotone patted her revolver. “We can deal with it. And we trust that your people did their job right.”

Inhee hesitated. “You three can at least stay for breakfast. Get your strength up before leaving.”

“We’ve inconvenienced you enough,” Kotone said, her smile beginning to waver. How stubborn.

Inhee waved her hands in front of her. “You’re not an inconvenience at all. Actually, I believe we owe you. We– well, I was partially responsible for your car’s destruction. We could at least pay you back with a meal.”

“You already have, and we’re plenty grateful. We’ll find a new car and get back out there.”

“Then we’ll pack you lunch on the way.”

Kotone clenched her jaw as pressure began to grow against her temples. “Look, we really need to–” A burning stench invaded the room and she pinched her nose. It made her head spin in an instant. “Gasoline?”

Inhee’s eyes widened. “Oh, they must be burning the corpses.”

“Of who? The zombies?” Yeonji questioned, raising an eyebrow.

A nod. “To ensure they cannot rise again.”

“I mean, if you landed a clean headshot, they wouldn’t get back up anyway,” the teenager argued.

“It’s not just for that, actually,” Inhee clarified. “We’re also getting rid of the receptors.”

The girls paused. Frowning, they gave each other confused looks.

“Receptors?” Mayu whispered, leaning in. “What are those?”

Kotone racked her brain to remember Yooyeon and Seoyeon’s findings. “I think it’s-”

“Oh!” Yeonji clicked her fingers, getting it. “Are you talking about the weird mycelium on the ground?

Inhee nodded. “We’ll show you how we get rid of it,” she offered. “Last thing before you go, how about that?”

A slight hesitancy grew in each of the girls’ shoulders. Biting her tongue, Kotone swapped glances with Yeonji and Mayu again. Their eyes suggested that they should just go, but they still couldn’t hide their curiosity. Maybe they could learn something vital from it.

Kotone threw a hand up in resignation. “Fine. But make it quick.”



Jiyeon put a hand in front of her mouth and muffled another yawn. Then, she reached up to rub her tired eyes.

They had left the house first thing in the morning and were back on the road. Their map told them the next town was a couple dozen kilometers away, and it would take them two entire days on foot to reach it.

Another yawn escaped Jiyeon’s lips before she could suppress it and a strangled noise emerged from her throat.

“Unnie, are you okay?” Yubin spoke up. “This is, like, the fifth time you yawned this morning.”

Jiyeon waved a dismissive hand. “I’m fine. Just–” She pressed a closed fist against her mouth and swallowed the next one. “Sleep didn’t come easy yesterday.”

Yubin hummed. “You went off somewhere in the middle of the night.”

“You noticed?”

“You’re not the only one who’s having a hard time sleeping.”

Jiyeon blinked and let out an ‘ah.’ “I just had to use the bathroom, that’s all.”

Yubin curled an eyebrow, her pace slowing down ever so slightly. “We could take a small break if you want.”

“No,” Jiyeon shot back. “We can’t stay on the road for two whole nights. We’ll rest when we reach the town.” The fields on each side of the road were completely clear and the snow had melted in the daylight. It was warmer than the days before and they had to make the most of it before the next snowfall was doomed to arrive. Jiyeon slightly regretted not using the weather app more in the past.

Yubin suddenly stopped in her tracks, making Jiyeon do the same. She took a breath. “Unnie,” she called out. “I’m gonna be honest, I feel like you’re lying to me.”

Jiyeon pursed her lips and swallowed. “About?”

“Why you went off at night.” Yubin leaned in and narrowed her eyes, scrutinizing her face. The ballerina stretched her lips to the side as her heart drummed faster in her chest. She kept her gaze on Yubin as the girl’s eyes danced around every feature on her visage.

“I’m not lying,” Jiyeon whispered, hoping her eyes didn’t betray anything. Yubin only squinted further at her comment. Jiyeon clenched her jaw and held her breath.

After some time, Yubin drew back with a sigh. “Fine. Keep your secrets.”

Jiyeon exhaled quietly. “I already told you everything.”

She followed Yubin as the girl began to walk again. A silence settled between them as the girl finally let the topic go, but Jiyeon’s shoulders remained tense.

“So, what’s the plan?” Yubin asked. “We just try to find food again?”

Jiyeon hummed, holding her grumbling stomach. They had exhausted their rations and hadn’t found anything in the previous village. “Yeah.”

“And if we don't, we’re jumping onto the next one?”

“Yes.”

A sarcastic scoff. “I think I’m starting to get used to this schedule.”

“We just have to keep going, Yubin.”

“If you say so.”

Silence followed the girls again as they walked side-by-side. Yubin reached out and took Jiyeon’s hand in hers, interlacing their fingers. Jiyeon couldn’t help but smile at the small gesture. She moved closer to Yubin and Yubin didn’t move away.



Kotone walked up to where a pair of church members had begun piling the bodies, recognizing one of them to be Sihyun. Her eyes widened slightly at the amount of corpses; it must’ve been around a dozen.

Sihyun perked up upon noticing her and waved with a smile. “Good morning!” He cheered, holding a jerrycan. His golden cross flashed in the light.

Arriving beside him, Kotone gave a curt nod in response before gesturing to the bodies. “Is that all of them?”

“Just one more left.” Sihyun looked over to the side. “Hyung’s bringing in the last one.”

With a small hum, Kotone looked over to where a bigger man carried a corpse over his shoulder. “I heard you do this to burn off their ‘receptors.’”

Sihyun nodded. “When we shoot their heads, it only terminates the brain. The virus and fungus still survive for several days in the body. It gives it time for the mycelium to spread and connect to the rest of the system.”

“So by doing this, you lower the amount of infected that approach the church…” Kotone guessed, rubbing her chin.

“Precisely.”

The other survivor arrived and threw the zombie into the pile. Sihyun opened the jerrycan and began pouring gasoline over the corpses.

Kotone winced and pinched her nose at the foul smell. She took a step back so as to not get splashed. “So you do this every day?”

“Whenever they show up, though we did pull in a lot last night.” Sihyun shook the last drops off the can before dropping it and pulling out a matchbox from his pockets. He offered it to Kotone. “Would you like to do it?”

Kotone rejected with a polite wave of her hand. “I’m not good with fires.”

Sihyun simply shrugged. “We all have our weaknesses. Makes us human.”

“Right.”

Sihyun pulled out a match and flicked it against the side of the box. A small fire ignited from the tip. He then tossed it onto the pile and it instantly burst into flames.

Kotone took another step back as waves of heat lapped her skin. She watched as the fire crackled and exhaled black smoke. She pinched her nose at the sting of charred flesh. Beside her, the two men had begun praying with their hands clasped together and their eyes closed, murmuring sermons under their breath. Kotone didn’t mimic them, only watching with her heart beating in her ears.

Time passed long enough for the infected’s skin to begin turning from a pale white to a crisp black. She shifted uncomfortably. “I have to go,” she excused herself.

Without opening his eyes, Sihyun replied, “It’s nearing its end. We can return together.”

“We really need to leave.”

“A minute or two won’t hurt.”

Kotone swallowed. She debated leaving anyway, as Sihyun returned to praying, not paying her any mind. Would they really stop her if she left? Sure, they were insistent, but they didn’t seem like the type to turn physical.

We’re the guests, after all, she thought. But they’re the ones who dragged us in. And broke our car. Unintentionally. Kotone sighed. Still, they did help Mayu.

She wiped the ashes off her face and let out a silent huff. The fire flickered against her eyes. Two minutes. And then they’d leave for good.



Yeonji pressed her head against the table and muffled a small groan. “We should’ve been out by now,” she complained.

Sitting across from her, Mayu swallowed and nodded. “When ‘Tone comes back, we can go.”

“Unnie’s been out for a while. Does it take that long to burn a few zombies?” Yeonji absentmindedly scratched the table’s surface before widening her eyes. “What if they’re doing something to her?” she accused loudly, the question bouncing off the walls.

Mayu winced slightly and looked around the lobby. Other than Inhee standing near the church hall and the couple of guards guarding the entrance, it was empty. She leaned in and whispered, “Yeonji, I get you don’t like this place, but please keep it down.”

“So what?” Yeonji threw herself back into her chair. “We’ll be gone in a second anyway. Why would they care about what I think?”

“It’s just polite,” Mayu argued. She glanced at Inhee, but the woman only smiled warmly, unbothered by Yeonji’s comments. “They did nothing but help us. The least we can do is not judge them so harshly.”

“I mean they also totaled our jeep…” Yeonji grumbled under her breath, but resigned at Mayu’s unimpressed stare. She stretched her lips to the side and tapped an impatient foot against the ground. “I’m bored.”

Mayu blinked. “You could listen to your music?” she suggested.

“I’ve been doing that. I need something else. There’s nothing to do in this god forsaken place–”

“Yeonji!”

“Sorry. But I’m serious! They don’t even have board games. Or books! It’s just bibles everywhere.” Narrowing her eyes, she got closer and whispered through her teeth, “I checked them out, by the way, and they look kinda weird.”

“What kind of weird?”

“Are you girls bored?”

Yeonji and Mayu whipped their heads towards Inhee. The woman approached their table with light steps. “If you’d like some temporary entertainment, we could bring you to see the cattle behind the church.”

Mayu smiled and spun back towards Yeonji. The skateboarder slightly shifted away from Inhee and pursed her lips, looking over to the glass entrance. The fire wasn’t in their direct line of sight, but she could see the black smoke floating in the air.

“We’ll bring you back to the lobby once your sister returns,” Inhee reassured them.

“Uh…” Yeonji hesitated, drumming her fingers on the table. She locked eyes with Mayu. The woman gave a shrug.

“It’d be a good way to pass the time, but it’s up to you.”

Yeonji reached to scratch the back of her head. She flashed Inhee a look, a lick of guilt pressing into her heart at the woman’s gentle smile. Even after the skateboarder had judged them, she was still nice enough to offer some help. With a small sigh, Yeonji pushed herself up and stretched her legs.

 

 

The closer they approached the city, the faster Nakyoung’s heart beated in her chest. Seoul was where she had been borned and raised all her life, and approaching it after countless months away made her stomach churn. She wondered what it looked like now.

As they walked, though, a problem became glaringly obvious to her. It was oddly empty. Trash lay around the road, but she saw no bodies. Nakyoung felt like she was walking through a ghost town. But it was Seoul. That city housed millions of citizens. Nakyoung expected the scrutiny of countless zombies, but now that she was here, she had yet to see a single one. She should’ve been relieved, but the absence only worsened her nerves. Even the military’s efforts couldn’t have obliterated them all.

Where was everyone?

“Hey…” Nien whispered, her eyes staring into the city. “Something’s wrong with Seoul.”

Nakyoung frowned slightly, following Nien’s gaze. “What’s…?” She trailed off as she realized what Nien had seen.

When they were looking from a distance, Seoul looked normal enough. The outer buildings, if they ignored the broken glass and bullet holes, were still standing strong. But when Nakyoung looked closer, she noticed that beyond the outskirts, every single building, even the tallest ones, had been destroyed to smithereens and reduced to ruins, leaving nothing but dust and rubble. So much rubble. It extended for miles far beyond what her eyes could see. 

Nakyoung couldn’t spot a single landmark. Seoul as they knew it had been completely demolished.

“They razed the insides to the ground,” she said, her breath shaky.

Beside them, Yooyeon’s brows furrowed. “The military must’ve baited every infected in the center before dropping the bombs.”

“Geez, they just destroy everything don’t they?” Nien wondered, her voice low. “Gates, bridges, whole cities…”

“This…” Nakyoung gritted her teeth. “This is messed up.”

Yooyeon swallowed. “It is. But I can understand why they did it.”

“What?” Nakyoung turned towards Yooyeon. “You can’t possibly believe that.”

“Seoul has the highest concentration of people in South Korea,” Yooyeon reasoned. “Killing every infected in it is beneficial for everyone’s survival.”

“I’m not talking about that,” Nakyoung cut in. “I get that part, but flattening the whole city?”

Yooyeon raised an eyebrow. “It was just a part of the operation.”

Nakyoung shook her head. “But that’s the thing. They destroyed everything. Seoul was what? Thousands of years? And now it’s just–” She gestured wildly at the city. “Gone.”

“...Your point is?”

“I–” Nakyoung grimaced. “There was so much history and memories, and the military just wiped it all off the face of the Earth. So many people lived here, and every single thing meant something to someone–” She clicked her tongue and groaned, mentally berating herself for being unable to find the right words.

Yooyeon furrowed her eyebrows slightly, kneading her neck in confusion. “It’s not like the military destroyed Seoul on purpose. They were after the main threat – the infected – and most of them are gone.”

Nakyoung crossed her arms. “And what’s the point of killing every zombie if there’s nothing to come back to?”

“They’re just buildings. We can rebuild–”

“It won’t be the same!” Nakyoung exclaimed with clenched fists, quickly catching herself as Nien put an urgent finger to her lips. She pressed her hands against her eyes and sighed. “All I’m getting from this is that there’s no going back to how things used to be.”

When she opened her eyes, she noticed that Yooyeon only looked at her in puzzlement. It was clear that she didn’t understand. Nakyoung huffed in frustration and threw a hand up. “Whatever. It doesn’t matter. Let’s just keep going.”

She began to walk, her footsteps heavy on the road as she brushed past Yooyeon. Nakyoung chewed the inside of her cheek, shoving her hands in her pockets with a sigh.

 

 

Yeonji grimaced and stepped back. “Why is she here?”

Hearing Yeonji, Sowol snapped her head towards them, blinking a few times in surprise.

“Oh, she’s usually the one who takes care of the cattle,” Inhee explained, offering Sowol a wave. “If her presence makes you uncomfortable, I can ask her to leave.

Sowol waved back, but her eyes remained on Yeonji. The skateboarder frowned as she stared back, but noticed the lack of animosity in the woman’s gaze. Remembering Mayu’s gentle reprimand, she huffed. “No, it’s fine. I wouldn’t wanna get in the way of her schedule.”

With a gesture of her hand, Sowol ushered them into the fence, closing the gate behind her. As the pair carefully approached, Mayu put herself between Yeonji and Sowol. She stopped in front of one of the cows, who was grazing hay.

“You can pet them,” Inhee told her from behind. “They don’t bite.”

Mayu nodded. Swallowing, she brought her hand onto the cow’s back. Its ears flipped from the contact and glanced at her, but otherwise kept chewing. Mayu gently brushed her fingers over the thin fur, her shoulders relaxing as she began to pet it. Looking to her left, she saw Yeonji do the same with hers, albeit with uncertainty. Inhee lingered behind them, but didn’t move or speak.

It was Sowol who broke the silence. “Didn’t expect you two here,” she spoke, flashing a light in another cow’s eyes.

Mayu only briefly glanced at her. “It’s a surprise for us too.”

An awkward silence followed the exchange. Mayu pursed her lips and returned to petting the cow, now having moved onto the top of its head. It blinked and leaned closer. She smiled. “She’s friendly.”

Yeonji yelped beside her. “This one licked me!” She exclaimed. The cow she was petting licked its snout before shaking its head. The skateboard stretched her stiff hand out and cringed. Mayu giggled.

“Don’t worry, she’s being friendly,” Sowol reassured, unable to hide her smile.

Yeonji pouted. “Can’t she show her friendliness another way?” She looked around. “Are there any napkins?”

“You’d have to go inside the hall for them.”

Yeonji stretched her lips to the side. “Nevermind.” She began wiping her hand off the cow’s body. It mooed in discontent, turning its head to give her what could best be described as a deadpan stare, but it didn’t move away. Yeonji giggled. “I like her.”

“They’re adorable,” Mayu agreed, scratching under the cow’s chin. She turned to Sowol. “How do you not get attached to them?”

“I do get attached,” Sowol clarified. “It’s difficult to let them go, but it’s far and few between and we make sure they aren’t in any pain.” She paused for a moment, then sighed. “The one who ran away yesterday. Somehow he jumped over the fence. I’m sorry about what he did to your car.”

“Did you ever find him?”

Sowol nodded. “We went back outside to follow the hoof prints. After the crash, he didn’t get far. Collapsed not even half a kilometer away. He was still alive when we found him.”

Mayu dropped her hand. The cow glanced at her inquisitively. “He must’ve been in pain.”

Sowol gave a hapless shrug. “That’s how it is.” She then perked up. “How come you haven’t left yet?”

Yeonji scoffed from the side. “Your church is giving ‘Tone-unnie a show of setting zombies on fire.”

Sowol let out an ‘ah.’ Finally, Inhee spoke up. “I showed them the cattle for some temporary entertainment.”

“That’s nice of you,” Sowol remarked. “So they’ll leave after the fire?”

“Of course.”

Mayu stretched her lips to the side. She dropped her hand before scanning the place. After the small enclosure, there were only trees. On the far left, at the end of the town and some, she noticed the radio tower again, standing tall on the forested hill.

She returned to the cattle. “It must cost a lot to keep them alive and healthy.”

“It does,” Sowol admitted. “Takes up a lot of resources, and that’s without mentioning the possible health complications.”

“We often worry about running out of feed,” Inhee added. “I can recount a few times we did, and they had to go hungry until we found more.”

At that, Mayu tilted her head curiously. “Do you not have someone to keep track?”

Inhee chuckled. “Despite the size of our group, we don’t have someone specialized in numbers.”

“Ah…” Mayu brushed her hand against the cow again as her mind began to wander.

“I’m curious,” Inhee then spoke. “What did you do before the end?”

Mayu judged she must’ve been talking about the outbreak. “I was a banker.”

At that, Inhee’s eyes lit up. “Oh, then are you good with numbers?”

Mayu shrugged humbly. “I’m alright.”

Yeonji snorted beside them. “Unnie, don’t lie. You’re the best.”

“Really?” Inhee raised an eyebrow.

“Yeah. Her rationing kept us going for so much longer than we should’ve.”

Mayu nodded. “I’m just glad I could help.”

“Oh, then would you be willing to help us a little?” Inhee massaged the back of her neck, making her cross glint in the sunlight. “It’s a bit of an ask, though.”

Mayu hesitated. “Uh…” She glanced at Yeonji. She didn’t want to further slow them down.

Yeonji pressed her lips into a line. “I mean, you could just do it until ‘Tone-unnie’s done with her thing.”

“Yes, we won’t keep you away for any longer than that,” Inhee reassured before turning to Yeonji. “You can stay to pet the cows, if you’d like.”

Yeonji stretched her lips to the side, mulling over it. But when Mayu gave her a pleading look, she shook her head. “I’ll go with Mayu-unnie.”

“Are you sure? It’ll be boring.”

A shrug. “I’ll live.”

“But wouldn’t–”

“She said she wanted to go,” Sowol suddenly cut in. She dropped her hands, looking Inhee in the eyes. “Why are you trying to keep her away?”

A beat passed. Tension suddenly grew in Mayu’s shoulders as the two women stared each other down. No one spoke until Yeonji broke the strain.

“Yeah.” She nodded awkwardly as she shook her hands off. “I’m getting cold, anyway.”

Mayu smiled, shooting Inhee a glance. The woman kept her eyes on Sowol for another moment before humming. “Perfect. Let’s go, then.”

She turned and began to retreat into the church. Mayu and Yeonji followed a few paces behind. As they walked, Mayu reached for Yeonji’s hand.

“Thanks for sticking with me,” she whispered.

“Yeah, wouldn’t leave you behind, unnie.”



“Nakyoung, slow down.”

Nakyoung didn’t listen to Yooyeon’s advice. Her quick footsteps grumbled under her as she pulled on her backpack’s straps. They suddenly felt uncomfortable and it pissed her off.

Deep down, she knew her anger wasn’t fully reasonable. Killing as many infected as possible was best for everyone, especially for them right now. And Yooyeon wasn’t wrong; in the end, buildings were just buildings. Nakyoung huffed. But still…

She couldn’t help but keep staring at the rubble, hoping that it was different somewhere, that some buildings still stood proudly, but it was all the same. Everything had been completely flattened.

Nakyoung felt Nien nudge her shoulder. The firefighter, who had caught up to her a while ago, offered a smile and hooked an arm around Nakyoung’s shoulder. “I kinda get what you mean. About Seoul being gone.”

Feeling her frustration dissipate, Nakyoung lit up. “You do?”

Nien hummed. “Probably not for the same reason, but yeah. For me, it’s with these zombies. They used to be human, too, right?”

Nakyoung tilted her head slightly. She didn’t know where Nien was going with this, but gave her a supporting nod.

With a smile, Nien continued. “Y’know, when we went out and met one of them, sometimes we’d find a picture frame showing who they used to be, that they were once people like us. But by destroying everything–”

“They leave no trace that proves any of these people ever existed,” Nakyoung realized, her eyes widening. “It’s like they just completely erased their past.”

Nien lit up and nodded. “Exactly! As if they were never human in the first place.”

Nakyoung looked back at Yooyeon, who was absentmindedly touching her necklace. She didn’t even give Seoul a second glance. The scientist’s eyes, which were once glued on the road, locked with hers. Nakyoung's breath caught in her throat, and she couldn’t help but stare.

Yooyeon frowned slightly at Nakyoung’s actions. She opened her mouth to speak, but Nien cut in first.

“Uh, girls?”

Nakyoung and Yooyeon stopped and turned towards Nien. The firefighter had taken out her small axe and whipped her head around. “I don’t think they got rid of all of them.”

Nakyoung frowned before she heard a sea of groans behind her. Her eyes widened in a flash and she immediately yanked Yooyeon in before pushing her to the front. “Go!”

The girls broke into a run. Looking back, Nakyoung saw the massive horde that had formed, chasing them. One jumped towards her from the side. Nakyoung dodged just in time before pulling out her knife and stabbing it into its forehead. Her eyes widened and she evaded another arm coming her way, yanking her knife out and sticking it up its jaw. She kicked it away and rushed to catch up with the others.

She saw Yooyeon’s eyes dart around in alarm as she clutched her necklace. She was significantly slower than them and Nakyoung overtook her in no time. Nien grabbed Yooyeon by the wrist and pulled her forward, pointing at the nearest building a couple dozen meters away. “In there!”

They pressed forward and sprinted towards the building. It was two stories tall, rectangular, and made of bricks. A pile of debris blocked the entrance, made of thin boards and an out-of-place tire.

“I’ll hold them back, you go first!” Nien announced as they reached the entrance, twirling around and holding out her small axe. Nakyoung hastily kicked the debris away and opened the door. Her eyes darted around the lobby. It was in utter disarray, but empty.

“Unnie!” She extended a hand towards Yooyeon. Panting heavily, the scientist took her by the wrist, and Nakyoung pulled them both into the building.

Nien pushed a zombie away, striking its neck with her axe. She clicked her tongue, the cut too shallow to kill, and raised her arm to strike again. Before she could swing it down, another zombie grabbed that arm. It struck its teeth into it, but it was unable to break through the duct tape wrapped around her sleeves. Nien grabbed it by the collar and threw it to the side with a huff, her muscles straining from the exertion.

“Nien, hurry!”

Nien spun on her heel and leaped through the door just as Nakyoung slammed it closed. Yooyeon struggled to push a large desk in front of it. The infected slammed into the entrance and began banging against the door.

“We gotta keep moving.” Nakyoung took Yooyeon by the arm and they began walking them through the building. It was a small office with countless doors, most of them closed while few others were ajar.

As the trio rushed through the long hallway, one of the doors burst open and a hand grabbed Yooyeon’s other arm. The scientist flinched and struggled to yank herself away as the zombie snarled and snapped its jaw at her. Nakyoung pulled Yooyeon in while Nien swung her axe down the infected’s wrist. The blade cut right through and its hand dropped to the floor. As the grip was released, Nakyoung swapped places with Yooyeon and struck her knife into the side of the zombie’s head. It fell and slumped to the ground.

“Come on,” Nien urged, taking the lead. As they speed walked, she kept a cautious eye on the walls, perking up when she caught a map of the floor plan. She paused momentarily, searching for the marked fire exits, and lit up. 

“Keep going this way!” She pointed to the end of the hallway and began jogging.

“Nien, wait up–” Yooyeon pressed a hand against her chest, struggling to breathe. Nakyoung wrapped an arm around her waist.

“Are you okay?”

Yooyeon nodded, exhaling as her blood pumped in her ears. “I just need a moment to recover.”

“Okay. We need to make up a plan anyway– Nien!” Nakyoung called the firefighter out next, and Nien finally stopped, scanning the T shaped hallway.

“All clear!” She told the others, spinning around. “Exit’s on the left.”

“We’ll take a breather here.” Reaching the end of the hallway, Nakyoung lowered her and Yooyeon to the ground. The vigilante herself didn’t need the break, but Yooyeon was still breathing heavily from the sudden takeoff. She also looked around the place. To their right was the fire exit marked in bright red, and to their left was a flight of stairs.

During the minute Yooyeon took to recuperate, Nien moved to the emergency door and slightly pushed it open to peek an eye out. From the way it had been placed, instead of making them face the next building’s walls, it led them into the back field. A few more zombies that had caught them running from a distance also sprinted towards the office with their limbs floundering.

Nien quickly closed the door before any of them spotted her. “Got some more coming our way. We can try to run around them, but it’ll be risky. Other option is to wait. What do you think?” she asked the girls.

“We have to go quickly,” Nakyoung hissed. “If we wait, there will just be more of them and we’ll get surrounded.”

“We can distract them,” Yooyeon suggested. She turned to Nien. “If you can get to the roof and throw something on the other side without being seen, they’ll go after it.”

Nien jumped in without question, saluting with a grin. “Got it, boss!” She looked around for a good distraction, cheering as she noticed the nearby clay potted plant. She picked it up with a small grunt before heading for the stairs.

Nakyoung watched Nien leave before returning to Yooyeon. “I can keep their eyes on the entrance after the crash. Give you and Nien a head start.”

“No,” Yooyeon rejected. “You stick with me. We leave the moment that pot hits the ground.”

Nakyoung stammered. “What? What about the zombies? And Nien?”

“They were all behind us. Most of them will be distracted either way, and Nien can catch up to us in no time.”

“Okay, unnie,” Nakyoung put her hands up for a time-out. “I know I said we need to leave quickly, but at least let’s wait a few seconds for the zombies to actually pass by.”

“Kim Nakyoung,” Yooyeon cut in, fixing Nakyoung a stone cold gaze. “You said you’ll keep me safe, right?”

Nakyoung’s mind blanked. She swallowed hard. “I– well– Yes. I did.”

“Then let’s get out there and go.” Yooyeon stood up. Not a moment later, they heard a crash scatter in the entrance, joined by a dissonant chorus of groans. 

She eyed Nakyoung and gestured at the exit. With a sigh, Nakyoung stood back up and they approached the door. Carefully, Nakyoung pushed it halfway, waiting a few more seconds just in case something popped out. When there was nothing, she fully stepped out with Yooyeon closely following her.

The back field was mostly empty, the terrain grassy and slightly curved downwards. Thanks to Nien’s distraction, only a couple lingering zombies caught them.

Intentionally making herself bigger by stretching her arms out, Nakyoung readied her knife into a reverse grip and narrowed her eyes. “Stay behind me, unnie.”

Yooyeon nodded, pressing her back against the brick wall as the infected bolted towards them.

Nakyoung’s taunt proved successful as they lunged at only her. Nakyoung acted quickly. She ducked under the first zombie and swept a leg into the back of its feet, sending it crashing down. She then rolled to the side to evade the other’s lunge, and as it bent over, she rose back up and swung her knife down into the back of its neck.

Yanking her knife out, Nakyoung made a backwards tumble as the first zombie tried to grab her again, pushing herself up upon completing her roll. The infected didn’t even wait to stand up entirely before trying to tackle her again, letting Nakyoung easily impale the top of its lowered head.

The zombie collapsed unceremoniously. Exhaling, Nakyoung glanced left and right. After checking it was all clear, she then took Yooyeon by the hand and hurried them away from the building. “Let’s move.”



Yooyeon and Nakyoung jogged for minutes on end, keeping a safe distance from the buildings as the occasional infected would slither out of them. Every time, without fail, Nakyoung took them out, and the girls picked their pace back up. As they moved further around Seoul, the zombie’s appearances turned from uncommon to rare, and by the end, only one would appear every few minutes.

They eventually reached a point where the roads were empty once more, and slowed their pace down to a walk, panting as their lungs burned from the run. 

“Hold on–” Yooyeon stopped, placing one hand on her knees and the other against a house to catch her breath. They had been comfortable enough to brush the buildings again. Nakyoung also took the time to get back on her feet, but she kept her eyes peeled, checking every angle to make sure they were completely in the clear.

As Nakyoung scanned the place, they heard quick footsteps approaching on the side of the house. Yooyeon tried to hold her breath but to no avail. Nakyoung gritted her teeth and gripped her knife, ready to strike the moment the infected appeared.

As the zombie rounded the corner, Nakyoung jabbed her knife forward before freezing mid-way.

“Woah!” Nien exclaimed, just barely avoiding the strike. Still, she smiled, completely unbothered. “Just me, miss vigilante.”

Nakyoung gaped as her heart dropped to her stomach. Then, she groaned exasperatedly and dropped her hand. “How did you even find us?”

“Saw which direction you ran and made a lucky guess.” Nien grinned and set her hands on her hips. “So, what’d I miss?”

Nakyoung pressed her lips into a line. She caught Yooyeon’s gaze and turned towards her. Yooyeon gave her an expectant look. Nakyoung pressed her lips even harder before groaning again.

“Fine, fine…” she relented, rolling her eyes with no real weight behind the action. “You were right, unnie. As always.”

Nien made an exaggerated tilt of her head, completely out of the loop. For the first time since the start of their travel, Yooyeon smiled.



Kotone huffed in discontent as she and the two survivors returned to the church. Upon entering, she then frowned. Mayu and Yeonji weren’t in the lobby.

“Where are they?” The question slipped out of her tongue immediately.

The two survivors paused. “They might be waiting somewhere else,” the other survivor said. Kotone still didn’t know his name, so he became just ‘Hyung’ in her mind.

“Oh, actually, I heard one of your friends is helping around. They’ll return when she’s finished.”

“With what?”

“We told her we didn’t have someone to compile all our resources, so she offered to help.”

Kotone narrowed her eyes. He must’ve been talking about Mayu. “And Yeonji’s with her?”

Sihyun nodded. Kotone bit her tongue, slightly irritated at the delay, but she wouldn’t want to pull Mayu away from doing something she liked. And at least Yeonji was with her.

“Fine.” She surrendered, crashing into a seat. “I’ll wait here, then.”

“Actually,” Sihyun cut in, “Maybe we could use this time to find you a car. We still owe that to you.”

Kotone crossed her arms over her chest. “How much time will it take for them to finish their task?”

Sihyun cringed. “...A while. We have quite a lot of things to organize.”

Kotone clicked her tongue and stood up. Sihyun smiled, taking it as confirmation, and gestured behind him. “Great! Let’s get out there!”



Inhee walked the pair through the “employees only” door. 

An office room was presented in front of them, lit up by an electric lamp on the mahogany desk. It was set on the right side of the room with a large file storage standing behind it. There was a door beside it with a tag written ‘storage room.’ On the left side of the room was another door, a sign showing a row of stairs plastered on its window.

“Everything should be in there,” Inhee said, nudging her head towards the file storage. “We haven’t really organized them.”

Nodding, Mayu moved towards it and began opening the drawers. Her eyes shot open. Countless papers of different sizes and colors had been stacked one over the other with no file in sight. She took two and scanned them. One of them was about rations they had found on a day all the way back in October. The other was a messy compilation of how many guns they had, the different types not even having been put in the same category.

“How did they make it this far?” Mayu whispered to herself, sifting through the other papers.

“Thoughts and prayers, probably.” Yeonji snorted at her own joke before pursing her lips at Mayu’s deadpan stare. The woman sighed and took the entire drawer with her, grunting at its weight before spinning around and dropping it onto the desk with a loud thud.

Inhee winced. “Oh, dear. Is it that bad?”

Mayu resisted telling her the truth. It’s absolutely horrendous. Instead, she took a breath and removed the stack of papers from the drawer. “I can work with this.”

“Unnie, don’t drown yourself in work again,” Yeonji said, hoisting herself up onto the desk.

“I won’t,” Mayu reassured. “Until ‘Tone-chan comes back, right?”

“Yeap,” Yeonji replied, popping the ‘p.’ As Mayu began to work, she looked around the office room again. The ceiling light was predictably turned off. Inhee stood near the entrance door, clutching her cross necklace while staring off blankly.

Yeonji let out a small huff before noticing the radio on the desk. “Does that thing work?” she wondered, swinging her legs back and forth.

Inhee snapped out of her thoughts and nodded. “It does,” she answered. “It works well, too, since there’s a radio tower on the hills not far from here.”

“Yeah, we saw it,” Yeonji raised her arm to mimic its height. “Didn’t know it was still up.”

“It might have its own generator,” Inhee theorized.

“What, you never checked it out?”

“Can’t. There’s a concrete wall built around it.” Inhee walked over and twisted the radio. They had become familiar with the static cracking through the speaker, but as Inhee kept turning, a male voice took over.

“Daejeon is safe. It is military protected with an abundance of resources and medical assistance. Head to Daejeong if you are a survivor.’

Yeonji showed the radio a rude finger while Mayu moved to shut it off.

Inhee blinked, taken aback. “What’s wrong with Daejeon?”

Mayu tilted her head to the side with a noncommittal shrug, her eyes still on the papers. “We’ve had a few bad encounters.”

“They suck and killed our friends,” Yeonji admitted bluntly.

Inhee’s eyes widened in surprise. “I’m sorry to hear that. My prayers will go to them tonight.”

Yeonji scrunched her nose in displeasure, mumbling a small thanks. With a sigh, Mayu leaned back and nodded. “Why haven’t your group moved to Daejeon?”

At that, Inhee tilted her head to the side. “It would be better to keep ourselves separate.”

“Why?” asked Yeonji.

“We don’t agree with the way they operate. They wouldn’t agree with how we do things, either.”

“How do you do things?”

Inhee hummed. “We’re just too different.”

“Yeah, I can see that. Peaceful ‘love thy neighbor’ Christian group versus army built to kill other people,” Yeonji wore a smug face. “I mean, sometimes there’s no real difference between them-”

Mayu smacked Yeonji’s shoulder with a piece of paper and gave her a warning look. She then turned to Inhee. “Sorry, she’s antsy about the delay.”

Somehow, though, Inhee still smiled through it. “Don’t worry, I understand the cautiousness. Though we’re not quite your usual group, either.”

“Really?” Mayu asked before Yeonji could make another comment.

Inhee hummed. “We have our own interpretation on the outbreak. We believe all survivors are meant to unite and cleanse the impure from the world. Only those pure of heart make it through the whole ordeal.”

“Do you have a name for your group?”

A nod. “We like to call ourselves the Union.”

Mayu felt Yeonji tap her shoulder. Catching her attention, the skateboarder then mouthed something discreetly.

Cult.

Mayu shook her head and returned to her work, slowly organizing the different papers. “What would make someone ‘pure of heart?’”

Inhee looked up to the ceiling. “Well, the rule of thumb is to follow the Ten Commandments.”

“Oh my god, of course you do,” Yeonji muttered before catching herself. “Damn, and I already broke one of them. So am I not pure of heart anymore?”

Mayu gauged Inhee’s reaction. The woman seemed to hesitate, stretching her lips to the side. “Well… I’d say it’s one of the… more forgiving rules?”

“From the Ten Commandments.” Yeonji deadpanned.

“Just be careful,” Inhee warned. “It’s still a sin. But I’d say one of the more important Commandments would be the sixth.”

“Thou shalt not kill.”

Inhee raised her eyebrows at Yeonji, slightly impressed. “You know more than you let on.”

“Yeah, well…” Yeonji shrugged. “Read something like that before.”

Mayu lifted her eyes from the paper to frown. She opened her mouth to speak, but closed it again as she watched Yeonji absentmindedly kicking the air. She instead turned to Inhee. “So none of the people in your group killed anyone?”

Inhee touched her cross necklace. “Indeed. Have you?”

“No,” Mayu replied quickly before wincing. “Well, I almost did. Not on purpose, but I almost killed one of my teammates.” Shame crept up her neck and she reached to rub it. She didn’t know why she was suddenly talking about it.

“I’m listening,” Inhee reassured, her eyes holding nothing but understanding. “A burden shared is a burden halved.”

“Wait,” Yeonji cut in, narrowing her eyes. “Shouldn’t she do it in a confessional?” She then crossed her arms. “And to an actual priest? To, you know, make it ‘legit?’”

“I’m sure the Lord would be pleased with a confession anywhere,” Inhee asserted. She leaned closer towards Mayu. “Go on.”

Mayu gazed at the table and swallowed harshly. “I didn’t mean to,” she whispered, subconsciously crumpling the paper she was holding. “I just got so scared I closed the door on her. That was months ago and I only apologized now. She still hasn’t really forgiven me, but it’s okay. That’s up to her, right?”

Inhee smiled brightly and placed her hands on Mayu’s. “It seems to me your actions were unintentional. The Lord didn’t punish you because He knew you would apologize for your wrong deed. You have a pure heart.”

Yeonji clicked her tongue. Mayu bit the inside of her cheek, her ears warming. She mumbled a small thanks and buried her face in the sheet of paper.



Jiyeon winced and held her stomach. It stirred aggressively in her body, screaming out in hunger.

The sun was beginning to set on the horizon, painting the sky red. They had walked the entire day and Jiyeon thought her legs had truly turned into jelly. Exhaustion weighed heavy on her shoulders and she had to close her eyes for a moment. She thought she might’ve collapsed if she wasn’t attached to the hip with Yubin.

“Unnie.”

Jiyeon perked up and turned towards Yubin, who was pointing towards something in the distance. Following her finger, she then noticed the single house constructed on the side of the road.

Her eyes widened slightly. The house looked clean, the walls missing the familiar bloody tint and the windows somehow left intact. Hope swelled in Jiyeon’s chest. “There might be food in there,” she said.

“It’d be a good place to stay for the night, too,” Yubin pointed out. Jiyeon nodded, separating from Yubin and taking her rifle from her back. She nudged her head towards the building and they walked towards it.

Quietly, the pair approached the house, cringing with every step heard on the concrete walkway. Walking up the few stairs, Jiyeon then slowly raised her fist, before quickly slamming it against the wooden door.

They stepped back, hearts beating as they waited for a response. Jiyeon exhaled and banged on the door again. They waited a second, then two, Jiyeon glaring at the entrance while Yubin peeked through the windows. After standing still for ten, Jiyeon carefully twisted the door handle, but she heard Yubin’s warning too late.

“Unnie, watch out!”

Jiyeon’s eyes shot open as Yubin tackled her to the ground. A gunshot thundered and exploded the door. The wind was knocked out of Jiyeon’s lungs. She coughed as splinters flew and hit their bodies.

Panting, Jiyeon gripped her rifle with one hand and Yubin with the other. The girl was gripping her coat like a lifeline, but otherwise didn’t move. Jiyeon  thought she might’ve been injured. “Yubin, are you okay?”

Before Yubin could answer, the door opened. A tall man with a leather jacket and fingerless gloves stepped out, holding a shotgun and aiming it at them. Jiyeon’s eyes widened. She dropped her rifle and raised her arms in surrender.

“We’re sorry. We didn’t know someone lived here– We’ll leave,” she spoke quickly, glancing at Yubin when the girl didn’t move, still clutching onto her.

Behind the first man, another one appeared, holding a pistol and a knife in each respective hand.

“What’s your business around here?”

“We’re just wanderers,” Jiyeon answered, sweat beginning to coat her forehead.

“Scratches? Bites?” asked the first man. Jiyeon swallowed and shook her head.

The man lowered his shotgun slightly and turned to whisper something to his teammate. The latter shook his head, muttering a response under his breath. Jiyeon watched with a rising heartbeat as they talked about another group.

Then, the first man turned back. “You have no affiliations of any sorts?”

“None. It’s just us.”

Jiyeon saw him bite the inside of his cheek before he huffed. “Give us everything you have. And tell her to get up,” he ordered, nudging his shotgun towards Yubin.

Jiyeon’s throat went dry. Slowly, she lowered her hands and pushed her rifle forward. Then, she put a hand on Yubin’s shoulder and shook her gently. The girl didn’t move. Jiyeon shook her again. “C’mon. They’ll let us go,” she whispered.

“Well?” asked the man above them.

“Yeah, just a second–” Jiyeon clenched her teeth, the palms of her hands becoming clammy with anxiety. She gripped Yubin harder. “Yubin, please,” she tried, but the girl was like a rock as she simply refused to budge, only tightening her grip.

With a grunt, Jiyeon tried to push Yubin off. “Come on, Yubin!”

Turning impatient, the man stomped forward, lowering his shotgun, and grabbed Yubin’s shoulder. “She told you to–”

In a flash, Yubin snapped around and locked her hands around his neck, teeth bared and ready to bite. He wheezed and dropped his shotgun. He grabbed Yubin’s wrists with one hand and pushed her forehead back with another, trying to pry her away, but only choked harder when Yubin began digging her nails into his skin.

The second man’s eyes shot open and he lifted his pistol. Jiyeon scrambled to get her rifle, and, at lightning speed, adjusted her stance before shooting him square in the chest. He gasped and dropped his weapons before gripping his breast and collapsing to the ground.

Jiyeon pushed herself up and looked at Yubin. The girl was maddened, her glare swollen with rage as she kept her death grip on the man’s neck. His face was turning red and his eyes were bulging out as he thrashed around. Jiyeon glanced at Yubin’s back. Some pellets had torn through her coat and had grazed her skin.

Moving away from them, Jiyeon peeked into the house with her rifle at the ready. It was empty inside. The second man croaked under her, still gripping his chest as he choked on his own blood. He was too weak to do anything other than stare at her.

Shaking her head, Jiyeon picked up the gun he dropped and pocketed it. Then, she took him by the back of the collar and dragged him outside. With a huff, she kicked his body off the porch.

He was trying to reach for his shotgun again. Just as his fingers touched it, Jiyeon kicked it away. He choked out a gasp as his eyes darted to her in disbelief. He clawed weakly against Yubin’s arms again, but he soon lost his strength and went limp.

After putting the man down, Yubin stood up and snapped towards Jiyeon, her eyes blank but angry. With a small, shaky exhale, Jiyeon slowly backed into the house.

Yubin rushed forward. Jiyeon spun and dashed into the short corridor, jumping to the side to dodge Yubin’s outstretched arm. She noticed the bedroom and her mind lit up with an idea. She ducked under Yubin’s next swing, stepped to the side, and shoved her into the bedroom before slamming the door and holding her shoulder against it. She gritted her teeth as Yubin banged against it, snarling as she tried to get out.

“It’s okay, Yubin! Everything’s okay!” She reassured, wincing as she took another slam. She let out a breath and held it out.

It took a while for Yubin to stop pounding the door and Jiyeon’s shoulder was numb by the end of it. She breathed a relieved sigh when it ended before calling out to her. “Yubin, can you hear me?”

There was a moment of silence before Yubin’s muffled voice answered. “Yeah.”

“I’m coming in,” Jiyeon announced gently and opened the door. Yubin sat on the bed, holding her head in her hands and taking deep breaths.

Making sure to not get too close, Jiyeon sat beside her. “You okay?”

Yubin shrugged. “Eh.” She then stood up and looked around, slightly confused at the sight of the bedroom. “What happened?”

Jiyeon also stood up. “You don’t remember?” She watched as Yubin held her head, frowning as she tried to focus.

“I heard the click of a gun, then I lost it. But I can’t– I never fully blanked out like this before.”

Jiyeon exhaled and began to move around. “It was just a trap someone put up. I accidentally set it off when I turned the handle, but you jumped in and saved me. The bullets scraped your back. I think that’s why you lost control.”

Yubin grumbled and reached for her back, flinching away when her fingers got too close to the fungus. “Ugh, this thing is more sensitive than a man’s ego,” she quipped, a smile rising to her lips when Jiyeon snickered. She then perked up and scrunched her nose. “You said someone set it up? What if they come back?”

“I think we should be fine,” Jiyeon reassured, searching through the drawers. “The shotgun was pretty dusty at the top. Whoever set it up hasn’t been here in a while.”

Yubin seemed convinced enough. She toppled onto the bed and groaned. Jiyeon opened the last cabinet, eyes widening when she found a pair of backpacks. They must’ve belonged to the two men. She unzipped them and her eyes lit up at the sight of canned foods.

“Yubin, catch.”

She tossed Yubin a can of corn. The girl caught it and smiled. “Nice. Hey, speaking of the gun, where is it?”

Jiyeon perked up. “Oh! It’s still at the entrance. I’ll get it.” She handed Yubin a spoon and left the bedroom.

Jiyeon retraced her steps back to the porch. The man still lay on the floor, his arms out on each side with his eyes rolled to the back of his head. Jiyeon eyed his leather jacket for a moment; it looked quite nice.

She took off her glove and pressed two fingers against his neck. Seoyeon had once taught her where the pulse should be. Holding her breath, Jiyeon waited for a few beats. There was nothing. Jiyeon sighed and put her glove back on. She took him by the front of his leather jacket and dragged him to the end of the porch where she had thrown off the second man. Peeking out, she saw that the other guy was just as dead.

As Jiyeon was about to push the first man down, she caught him moving in the corner of her eye. She swerved her head towards his hand and squinted. For a moment, she thought she saw his finger twitch.

Jiyeon’s heart skipped a beat. wasn’t sure his finger had actually twitched, but she still needed to make sure he was dead. She took the man’s knife and stabbed it into his forehead.



“Hey, Yubin.”

“Yeah?”

Jiyeon held out the leather jacket for Yubin to see. “What do you think of this?”

Yubin narrowed her eyes, scrutinizing the jacket as she chewed on her meal. “It looks nice.”

“Do you want it?”

Yubin stretched her lips to the side with a disagreeing hum. “I prefer dresses.”

Jiyeon deflated slightly before brightening up. “Alright. I’ll keep it, then.”

Yubin paused, raising her eyebrows, then scoffed with a teasing smirk. “What, are you a punk now?”

Jiyeon showed herself off, pressing the jacket against her front and posing, tilting her head back. “A ballerina with a leather jacket, what’s not to love?”

Yubin eyed Jiyeon up and down, her neck bobbing as she swallowed. She looked away, rubbing the back of her neck. “It suits you. Turns out you’re a little crazy under all that grace.”

“Hey.”

Yubin laughed at her own joke. Jiyeon rolled her eyes with a smile and returned to the drawer to get her own meal.



“Holy crap.”

They had ended up losing track of time, Inhee assuring them Kotone was still busy every time Yeonji asked, and Mayu had fixated on her work despite her promises not to. By the end of it, the sun had already set, and it was dinner time.

Yeonji gaped at the sight in front of her, and Mayu did just about the same. The altar showed off countless plates of food, but what caught her attention was all the freshly grilled meat. Steam still floated from them.

Mayu had to pinch her nose to block the strong smell. After months without having tasted more than a few ounces at a time, even with the meal yesterday, her mind was completely overwhelmed.

“Looks like they straight up cooked the rest of that cow,” Yeonji remarked.

“It is a lot.” Mayu’s stomach growled and she held it. With how few cattle there are, she didn’t expect them to put out so much at once. It felt like poor resource planning. Hadn’t they just asked her to help with that? “They probably have a reason for it.”

“You would be correct.”

Inhee walked up to the altar and stopped beside Mayu, scanning the table. “It is a lot of meat. Way too much given our low supply. But we only cook it on rare occasions. Helping someone regain their strength is one of them.”

Mayu eyed her curiously. She knew it couldn’t be her; she was feeling the best she had in months. “Then what’s the occasion today?”

Inhee turned to her and offered a gentle smile. “You.”

Yeonji coughed loudly on the other side. Mayu’s face twisted into confusion. “Eh?”

“You’ll see.” Inhee stepped away and made her way towards the front bench. As she walked, Mayu noticed she still had her golden rifle on her back.

“‘Tone-unnie!” Yeonji exclaimed and Mayu turned her attention towards Kotone.

The officer climbed onto the aisle and sighed tiredly. As she massaged her irritated eyes, she noticed the stacked altar and raised an eyebrow.

“Yeah, that’s a lot of meat, right?” Yeonji asked.

“Inhee-ssi said today was a special occasion,” Mayu added.

“And that the special occasion was you,” Yeonji smirked playfully, nudging Mayu with her elbow.

Mayu’s ears reddened and she gave an indignant pout. “But that’s the thing. I didn’t do anything but arrive sick with anxiety. Honestly, I find it kind of weird.”

Kotone blinked and frowned. “Did she specify why she mentioned you?”

Mayu could only shake her head, lifting her shoulders into a shrug. Yeonji cut into the conversation. “Unnie, it feels like I haven’t seen you all day.” 

Kotone huffed in frustration. “That’s because we haven’t seen each other. And the sky’s dark already, so we’ll have to stay the night again.”

“Did burning the bodies last that long?” Mayu inquired while Yeonji groaned beside her. Kotone frowned.

“No, it finished early. I was waiting for you to be done organizing their files.”

The hall door opened, interrupting their conversation. The three girls turned towards the priest, who walked down the corridor with assured steps. All eyes were on him, the church members gathered in a cluster on the benches. Only Sowol was alone at the far end.

Mayu counted thirty of them, then noticed they were the only ones at the altar. Nervousness gripped the back of her neck. “We should find some seats,” she whispered to the others.

“You can remain where you are,” the priest cut in. Mayu tensed up and stood rigidly, but couldn’t help but notice how they had rarely seen him around.

They watched as the priest mounted the altar and made his way behind the table and put his hands out. Then, in a practiced motion, he brought them towards himself and set them over his heart.

“Today is a blessed day,” he began, speaking slowly and with grandeur. “As you all know, yesterday, a bull escaped the ranch. We could not recover him.”

He held his head low, letting the room hang in silence for a moment. Then, he raised it again. “Still, the Lord was generous, and gave us more than what we have lost. We might have lost a bull, but God has returned with a greater gift.” He spread an arm out in the girls’ direction. “Not only has He returned our bull, He also led three survivors pure of heart–”

“‘Pure of heart’ when we held one of them at gunpoint,” Yeonji mocked under her breath. Kotone pinched the back of her neck and Mayu quietly shushed her with a finger on her lips.

“To us, the Union. He did so to not just let us demonstrate our generosity, but to also pass on the message that even in sickness and in health, the Lord will unite those who are pure. Those who are meant to survive.”

From the altar, Mayu could see all of the survivors, their eyes glimmering, drinking in every word their priest offered. Even Sowol, in the far back, seemed interested despite her relaxed posture, pressing her hand against the side of her head.

Mayu shuffled, tilting her weight from one foot to the other as the priest finished his theatrical speech.

“And now, a moment.” He clasped his hands together and raised them proudly. He then closed his eyes and pressed his hands against his mouth. Everyone mimicked his actions. Mayu eyed around and noticed most, if not all of them clutched the cross around their neck.

“Dear Lord,” the priest muttered. “We thank you for granting us another day on this wretched land, and we pray that you will also grant us tomorrow. We understand and trust your judgement, and will follow the signs you show us.”

Now holding hands, the survivors on the bench began repeating the sermon in a low, orchestral murmur. Looking further, Mayu noticed Inhee rocking back and forth, repeating the lines obsessively. Biting her lip, she wiped her palms against the fabric of her pants.

“Together, we are united.”

“Together we are united.”

“Together, we are pure.”

“Together we are pure.”

“Together, we feast.”

“Together we eat.”

The priest threw his arms out on each side, balling his hands into fists before facing the ceiling. Her mind spiraling, Mayu took the opportunity to shoot a look at her friends. Yeonji’s eyes were wide and nearly panicked. Kotone had an arm around the teenager’s side, frowning at the crowd. She returned Mayu’s glance and shook her head lightly. Mayu swallowed, feeling her heart pound in her ears again.

Then, suddenly, the priest dropped his arms and swung them back and forth casually.

“That’ll be all. Enjoy your meal, everyone.” He sent the girls a small smile and hopped down the altar.

The tension in Mayu’s shoulders released all at once and she staggered slightly, her mind now swirling with confusion. The survivors rose normally from their seats and approached the altar, speaking animatedly to each-other, as if nothing had happened.

Inhee again found herself in front of the girls. She began cutting one of the steaks before turning to Mayu. “You haven’t eaten all day, right?” she asked, offering a piece hanging from her cutting knife. “Here, have some.”

Still trying to recover from the whiplash of events, Mayu accepted the piece without much thought, mouthing a small thanks as she took a bite. Inhee offered another piece to Yeonji. The skateboarder held a hand up in polite rejection.

“No thanks, I’ll, uhh, find something else to eat.” Before even seeing Inhee’s response, Yeonji turned towards Kotone and took her arm, pulling them both off the altar.

The skateboarder only stopped when they reached the corner of the church hall. Kotone spun towards Yeonji, confused. “What are you doing?”

“Unnie, I don’t like this,” Yeonji said as her heart raced. She began rambling. “You see how they talked? And how they acted all day too– they pretended to be so nice, to ‘accept’ us, but unnie, I know what they’re doing. And leading up to this at the end of the day– the food on the altar, the weird ceremony– they caught us, unnie. They got us–”

“Hey, hey,” Kotone pressed her hands on Yeonji’s shoulders. “Calm down. Take a breath. Tell me what you’re thinking.”

Yeonji listened to her, pausing and taking a large breath. Then, she exhaled. “Unnie…” she whispered worriedly, glancing towards the altar. “I think we’re stuck.”

Kotone froze. She bit her lower lip and swallowed. Without replying, she looked over Yeonji’s shoulder, watching as Mayu conversed with Inhee while eating. Her eyes then caught the priest walking down the hall and speaking to Sowol. The woman had stayed in her seat, keeping a fist against her head as she shook her head and replied something Kotone couldn’t get a read on.

Kotone wiped a hand over her mouth, glaring at Inhee. “I’ll get us some answers.”



Only a faint light lingered in the sky when the trio finally reached their destination.

HausTech Laboratories was a massive white building erected on the outskirts of Seoul. A large glass dome served as the center and aisles crawled out on every side. There were countless exit doors, making it impossible to guess where the entrance was if it weren’t for the parking lot set in front of it. A part of the lab had been obliterated.

“So…” Nakyoung commented in passing, “This is where it started.”

“It kind of looks like a spider,” Nien pointed out beside her.

“Yeah if it had fucked up legs,” Nakyoung chuckled.

Nostalgia crashed into Yooyeon as she viewed the lab. Even if she had only been in that place for a year, it had been the crux of her entire life. Of course, that was until everything fell apart. She swallowed and clutched her necklace, a sudden wave of nervousness washing over her.

They walked through the parking lot with their masks pressed against their noses. In the lot rested an immobile tank and countless bodies, some of them with torn lab coats and others with bloodied military uniforms. It didn’t matter, though; they were all rotten to the bone.

They stopped at the entrance doors, Nien waving at the camera set above them. The broken glass was stained red and brown from blood. It was fully barricaded with wooden planks. Yooyeon’s heart hammered as she peeked through the gaps. The hallway, also painted with blood, was completely dark.

“I got this.” Nien took out her small axe and stepped forward. She scanned the barricade up and down and hummed. The planks had been set up haphazardly with the nails sticking out. It was clear whoever did it hadn’t put much thought into it.

One of the planks stood alone. Nien knocked the back of her axe against it and it wobbled slightly. With a huff, she then drew her arm back before slamming it into the edge. A loud crack resonated in the parking lot. She looked behind her to check for any rising corpses. Seeing nothing, she moved onto the next plank.

Quickly, Nien worked through the poorly-built barricade. Nakyoung pursed her lips, utterly impressed, while Yooyeon had to remind herself to breathe.

Tossing the last plank to the side with a thud, Nien presented her handiwork with a proud smile. “Ta-da!” She exclaimed before gesturing at them to go in.

Yooyeon watched as Nien hooked her legs over the broken glass and entered the lab. Nakyoung placed a hand on her shoulder.

“Are you fine with this?” she asked, flicking her flashlight on.

Yooyeon exhaled shakily, but gave an assured nod. Nakyoung nodded back and pointed her flashlight into the hallway. She went first, carefully climbing over the pointed glass shards, instinctively making sure she made no noise. Then, she turned around and took Yooyeon’s hands, gently guiding her over the broken glass.

After safely crossing, Yooyeon sighed in relief and mouthed a small thanks. Nakyoung smiled in return. They joined Nien, who had been jokingly tapping her foot and glancing at the invisible watch on her wrist.

The dark hallway felt longer now that they were inside. Their footsteps tapped lightly against the floor, but to them, each of them was a clap of thunder. Only Nakyoung’s flashlight illuminated their path, but the way it only partially lit up the hallway made their trudge more sinister. Even Nien gripped her axe with more caution.

Nakyoung shifted her flashlight around to get a view of the place. The white walls were splotched with red and brown, and every once in a while, there was a door leading to another room. She then turned it upwards to then look at the hanging sign. As she moved it, the light caught the edge of a gun barrel.  Her heart stopped. She snapped it back and saw someone pointing it at them.

“Get down!”

She took Yooyeon and threw them both to the ground as a gunshot blared through the hallway. Nien dashed to the side, blocking her face with an arm as she threw the other out. “Hold on! We’re human!”

“Don’t move!” A familiar female voice echoed through the hallway. Yooyeon’s mind went haywire. Before she could think, she stood back up.

In an instant, the woman pulled the trigger again. The bullet just missed her head and shattered the glass behind them. “Unnie!” Nakyoung pulled her shotgun from her back, but Yooyeon stopped her.

“Don’t–” Another gunshot went off and seared the side of her head. Yooyeon gasped, her eyes flashing from the pain, and she nearly collapsed. Still, she pushed on. With a hand holding her head, Yooyeon clenched her teeth.

“Jinsol-unnie!”

The woman finally stopped, completely freezing in her tracks. Yooyeon thought she must’ve recognized her voice. Lowering her arms, she tried again with a hand on her chest. Her ears were ringing from stress.

“Unnie… It’s me.”

She watched with bated breath as Jinsol lowered her gun. Only then did Yooyeon fully see her. She was a complete mess, weakening a pair of fluffy rainbow pajama pants with a mismatched fuchsia tee. Over it was her lab coat, dirty and crinkled. Her face was sunken, hollow cheeks and dark circles under her eyes making her look like a ghoul. Her skin was deathly pale. Her hair was in disarray, fried blonde sticking out in every wrong place while her natural black hair grew out.

The woman’s eyes narrowed, then they shot open. She released her gun and it clattered on the floor.

“...Yooyeon?”

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heh. heheh. heheheh.

 

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Chapter 35: Divide and Conquer

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asdfjnsdkfjnskglmsglkmwrklgmwlkfw hi! yes i died for a while yes i am sorry yes it will happen again but nonetheless enjoy

cw/tw for: religious trauma, cannibalism

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Jinsol rubbed her eyes, making sure that what she saw was real. She took a cautious step forward. When Yooyeon didn’t move, she took another. Slowly, she trudged to where the girls were before speeding up. Her steps became hurried, stamping against the floor. At the end, she was running towards Yooyeon, slamming her into a crushing hug.

Yooyeon skidded from the sudden impact, instantly wrapping her arms around Jinsol. Her eyebrows creased and she buried herself into the woman’s shoulder with a sigh. Warmth bloomed in her chest as she relaxed.

“What are you doing here?” Jinsoul moused. Yooyeon swallowed dryly. It suddenly felt hard to speak.Tears welled in the corner of her eyes and she let them soak into the familiar lab coat.

“We… we heard your messages on the radio.”

Jinsol passed her fingers through Yooyeon’s hair. “I see,” she whispered, chuckling as Yooyeon squeezed tighter. “I missed you, too.”

Then, she paused.

“Wait.” Jinsol pried herself off and held Yooyeon’s arms, her eyes brightening. “You heard my messages?”

As Yooyeon gave an affirming nod, Jinsol dropped her shoulders in relief. “Oh, thank goodness someone heard them. I sometimes thought I had been talking to myself all this time.”

Jinsol began jumping around in excitement, grinning ear to ear. Her mood turning a full 180 surprised the others and they stared at her incredulously. When she let out a small squeal, Yooyeon managed to scoff with a smile. Her mentor was just as dumb as the day they’d gotten separated.

Suddenly, Yooyeon felt lightheaded. Her strength plummeted and she stumbled forward.

Jinsol instantly snapped out of her act and caught the girl. “Yooyeon? What’s wrong?”

Yooyeon winced, holding her head while Jinsol rubbed circles against her shoulders. She then brought her hand in front of her. Bright red blood stained her fingers.

Nakyoung collected Jinsol’s pistol off the floor before putting a hand on Yooyeon’s back. “It’s from when you shot her,” she said with some bite in her voice.

Jinsol kneaded her neck in guilt, checking Yooyeon’s injury. “Yeah, it’s my fault. Thought you were hostile. Sorry.”

The woman in question simply waved a dismissive hand. Jinsol then looked over Yooyeon’s shoulder. “It’s late. You must be tired. Let’s go inside. I’ll set the boards back up while you rest.”

“Oh, actually, I could do them,” Nien offered with a smile. “No offence, but they weren’t very hard to get through.”

Jinsol turned to Nien with a frown. She pressed her lips into a thin line, slightly offended. “I thought they looked fine,” she argued. Then, she shrugged. “But sure, why not. What’s your name?”

“Nien!” The firefighter waved. “It’s nice to meet you, miss scientist.”

Jinsol raised her eyebrows, surprised at Nien’s enthusiasm, then broke into a gentle grin. “It’s nice to meet you too.”



“Good night, Sowol!”

Sowol smiled and bowed at the priest before closing the nursery door. With a huff, she walked towards the desk and plopped into her chair. Humming a song under her breath, she opened her book and began to read.

Out of nowhere, a hand gripped her arm and lifted her from her chair. Not a moment later, she was slammed into the desk with her front pressed against the table. Her books dropped to the ground. Before Sowol could exclaim, the assaulter pressed a revolver under her chin.

“You’re going to tell me what’s going on here or it’s your brains on the desk,” Kotone threatened in a low voice, clicking her revolver.

With quickening breaths, Sowol raised her arms in surrender, eyes wide as Kotone pinned her down with a hand on her head. She swallowed. “What are you talking about–”

Kotone smacked her revolver into Sowol’s cheek. The woman gasped in pain as a fresh cut burned into her skin.

“I don’t think you heard me right, so we’re gonna try this again,” Kotone pressed the revolver against her temple this time. “Tell me what you people are up to, or you’re dead.”

Sowol clenched her fists. She pushed a leg back, but Kotone wouldn’t budge. Balling her fists, she said, “I don’t know.”

“You’re lying.”

“I’m not.”

“I saw you speaking with the priest.”

Sowol’s face contorted into confusion, then exasperation. “He was asking me if I didn’t want to eat.”

“Why?” Kotone pushed the muzzle into Sowol’s  skin. “You know something’s up with the food?”

“No, because I’m vegan.”

Kotone blinked. Her grip faltered slightly, but she caught herself and doubled down on her hold. “Well, I’ll tell you what I do know. Your people are keeping us here on purpose.”

At that, Sowol’s expression finally shifted. Her eyes began to tremble.

“So I’m right?”

Sowol remained silent. Ragged breaths filled the nursery. Kotone took it as confirmation and wrapped her fingers around Sowol’s necklace. “You knew they were a cult all this time and you didn’t tell us about it,” she hissed. “Why didn’t you give us a warning?”

Sowol struggled with a scoff. “Do I have to remind you the last time we crossed paths, you killed two of my friends? I was more cautious about you than them. And cult or not, they saved my life, and I owe them that.”

“I don’t care about your stupid sob story,” Kotone pulled the necklace and Sowol let out a choked gasp. “Why are they keeping us here? What else do you know?”

The necklace tightened and Sowol gagged, unable to breathe. She grabbed her cross and repeatedly slapped her palm against the desk. Kotone narrowed her eyes, staying still for a couple more seconds before letting go.

Sowol hunched over and gripped her neck, gasping for air. She took a few breaths before shutting her eyes and rasping out, “Sometimes. They keep people around.”

“And what happens to them?”

“It’s never the same,” Sowol answered, “But most times they just want someone who can help them in supply runs or with other jobs.”

“What are the other times?”

“I don’t know.”

Kotone flared her nose and pulled on the necklace again. “Tell me!”

“I. Don’t. Know!” Sowol strained, tugging her necklace back. “Seriously– ack– I don’t!”

Kotone cursed loudly and dropped the necklace. She slammed her fist into the desk. “How do we know what they’re looking for?!”

Sowol flinched. “There’s no way of figuring it out.”

“You–” Kotone began but Sowol interrupted her.

“Look– How was I meant to know you caught their attention? They usually let strangers leave. You must’ve done something to pique their interest.”

“Oh yeah?” Kotone dared. “And what’s that?”

“I don’t know. They don’t tell me everything.”

Kotone bit her tongue, heart twisting in frustration. This woman didn’t know anything. “Is there a way to get them disinterested? You could convince them to let us go.”

Sowol shook her head. “I have less say in this than you think. And it’s already too late,” she hissed. “You stayed for too long. They won’t let you leave now.”

Kotone saw red. She pulled Sowol’s hair before slamming her into the desk. The woman yelled and moved to the side, only for Kotone to then knee her ribs. 

Sowol collided with the wall. As let out a strangled gasp, putting her hands up to her face, Kotone beat her boot into her gut. Sowol choked and collapsed to the floor. Kotone then did it again. And again.

As she readied for another kick, Sowol rolled to the side and pushed herself up, clutching her stomach as she heaved. Kotone reached for the book on the ground with a hardcover. She then lunged forward and smashed the spine into Sowol’s nose. A nauseating crack sounded from the impact.

Holding her bruising nose, Sowol ducked under Kotone’s hook and kicked her shin. Kotone dropped to one knee with a pained grunt. She then shot up and raised her book to block Sowol’s closing uppercut.

Standing back up, Kotone hurled the book at Sowol’s head. As Sowol blocked it with her arms, Kotone tackled her midriff and rammed her revolver into her ribs. Sowol wheezed and collapsed again.

The door opened.

“Hey, So– what’s going on?!”

Kotone’s blood froze. She snapped towards the door where Inhee approached with hurried steps. Right behind her was Mayu, her eyes wide in shock and disbelief as she stared at the scene.

Inhee walked right past Kotone and helped Sowol up. The woman leaned against the desk, bruised and battered. She coughed and spat out a sliver of blood onto the table, still holding her broken nose.

Inhee then turned towards Kotone. Her face writhed in anger, something the girls had yet to see. It sent a chill through Kotone’s nerves.

“Get out of here. Now.”



Nien grinned, wiping her neck with a towel before dropping on the queen sized bed. She sighed contentedly. The mattress felt like cotton clouds and the pillows smelled of lavender. “This place is great! Can’t believe they have dorms in the basements.”

“Work never ended for us,” Yooyeon remarked from the opposite wall, staring at the ceiling through lidded eyes. She shifted at the bandage wrapped around her head. After patching her up, Jinsol had advised her to go to bed, much to her displeasure. But when her back hit the cream sheets, she practically melted. Jinsol was right. She was exhausted.

The door opened and Nakyoung walked in, smelling her damp hair with a pleased hum. Her towel was draped over her shoulders.  

“Can you believe this place actually has electricity?” she asked, plopping onto Yooyeon’s bed. The white ceiling lights nearly blinded her.

“And hot showers,” Nien agreed, bundling herself in the bedsheets. “Dahyun and Mayu-chan were always careful about power, so we never got to have those,” she then pouted, faking tears.

“It’s fascinating how much Jinsol-unnie’s accomplished alone,” Yooyeon murmured to herself, resting a hand on her necklace.

Nakyoung turned to her with a smirk. “It must feel surreal to see her again after so long.”

Yooyeon’s heart stirred. “It is,” she admitted. Relief had swelled in her shoulders the moment she had recognized Jinsol’s voice, only then having realized just how much she had missed the woman. After all, she had been the only one willing to break into Yooyeon’s monotonous life.

Letting out a short breath, Yooyeon twisted her body sideways. “Nakyoung.”

Nakyoung whipped up in surprise. “Yeah?”

“When you talked about Seoul,” Yooyeon began, “What did you mean?”

“I–” Nakyoung hesitated, then shook her head. “About what?”

“That it wouldn’t be the same.”

Nakyoung paused for a moment, brows furrowed in confusion before she let out an ‘ah.’ Sighing, she then reached for a pillow, hugging it as she collected her thoughts. She took a breath before speaking. “Well, by bombing Seoul, the military obliterated years of life and history. Sure, it can be rebuilt, but it’ll be over millions of forgotten graves.”

Leaning in, Yooyeon tapped a finger above her lips. “That’s what I don’t quite understand. Is it only an emotional subject?”

“For me, it is, but I could find a way to put it logically…?” Nakyoung eyed the ceiling as she rubbed her chin, her forehead creased in concentration. Then, her face lit up. “Okay. Say you want to find a science book in a library, but you can’t because they burned said library down over trying to kill a cockroach.”

Humming, Yooyeon nodded slowly. “Right. Forgotten scientific history can set humanity back by centuries, especially when it comes to misinformation.”

“Exactly,” Nakyoung pretended to understand, tilting her hand side to side. “It’d be like the burning of the library of Alaxiada.”

“...You mean Alexandria?”

“Oh. Yeah. That.” Nakyoung massaged the back of her head with an embarrassed chuckle. “So you wouldn’t like scientific discoveries to be lost forever, right?”

Yooyeon hummed in understanding. “Yes, of course.”

Nakyoung clasped her hands together. “Well, it’s kind of the same thing with everything else. Like an object you’re attached to. Once it’s gone, it’s gone forever. Sure, you can replace it easily, but deep inside you know it’s not the same. There’s some things you just won’t get back, like memories– you know? And it’s those memories that give you strength. Even just a little trinket that might not look like much could keep someone going.”

“Do you own such a trinket?”

Nakyoung shook her head and cast her eyes downwards.

“Not a trinket but…” She leaned back, deflating. “I had pictures. Of me and my family in my apartment. Pictures with my sister.” Nakyoung gripped the pillow tighter. “I couldn’t get to them when the virus broke out. I don’t actually believe I would’ve been able to get them back, but just knowing they were out there made things more tolerable.”

Yooyeon sat up. “You mention your sister often. Were you close with each other?”

Nakyoung smiled and crossed her fingers. “We were like this! I really looked up to her, and she always set a good example for me. Sometimes we fought, obviously, but every time, without fail, she’d tell me she was proud of me.”

Her shoulders wilted along with her smile. She gripped the bedside and sighed with a forlorn gaze. “I hope she still is.”

“I’m sure she is!” Nien butted in, laying on her stomach with a smile leaking empathy. “You’re pretty cool. A bit hotheaded, but with a good sense of justice. And you’re a great fighter, too!”

Nakyoung huffed, her lips tugging up against her will as her heart twisted. She scratched the back of her neck again. “Thanks.”

Nien winked and made finger guns before giving Yooyeon her attention. “You never talked about your family. Do you think they’re okay?”

Yooyeon pressed her lips and shrugged. “No, they’re most likely dead.”

The answer came so easily it threw the girls off. The room drowned in complete silence. Nien’s smile cramped on her face while Nakyoung covered her mouth and spun away.

Nien chewed her bottom lip. “...Are you sad about it?”

“Not particularly.”

Nien’s smile began to waver. In the corner of her vision, Nakyoung was frantically slashing her hand against her neck. Nien ignored her warning and tried again. “Well then… Do you have any family pictures? With your parents?”

“No.”

They stammered for a moment, frozen, before Nien shot up, jawdropped.

“Nothing?” Her voice was high pitched. “Not even like– baby pictures with your mom?”

“None of the sorts. Well– I believe there might be one, but it was never framed.”

Nien narrowed her eyes. “Did they ever tell you they love you?”

“They raised me and fed me. They gave me a good life. I’m grateful for it.”

Nien facepalmed and flopped back down with a groan, giving up.

Nakyoung chewed the inside of her cheek, clearly hesitating, but sighed in resignation. “Well, either way, some things are going to feel important, even if they’re just items. I mean,” she reached out, stopping for a split-second before she gestured at Yooyeon’s necklace. She swallowed. “You gave Seoyeon the other one as a sign of your affection. You wouldn’t want to lose it, right?”

Yooyeon blinked. She reached up and touched her ring. As she traced her thumb over the encrusted diamonds, she thought about Nakyoung’s words. She never really set any emotional value on anything, but she would feel bad if it was no longer around her neck. If she were to get attached to an inanimate object, it would be this one.

“Yeah,” she answered, nodding. “I wouldn’t.”

Nakyoung pressed her lips, her gaze flicking to the necklace before snapping away. She bowed her head slightly. “So… yeah. You get it now?”

Her voice suddenly became quieter as she looked to the side. Yooyeon raised an eyebrow at her odd behavior, but brushed it off. “I understand. Thank you for being patient with me, Naky.”

Nakyoung didn’t face her again, but Yooyeon could see hints of a smile stretching the corner of her lips, her ears growing a soft pink. Then, Nakyoung stood up and stretched.

“I’ll head to the other room now. Good night, you two.”

She didn’t wait for a response before leaving and closing the door. Yooyeon frowned, perplexed, but her concerns were washed away when Nien slammed back into her bed.

“Yeah, I’m also pretty beat!” She exclaimed before stretching a yawn. She smacked her lips and closed her eyes. “Good night, unnie!”

Yooyeon couldn’t even begin to mouth a reply when a snore slipped out of Nien. She sighed and shook her head with a tired but amused smile, stretching out and flicking the lights off. The darkness took over in a flash and Yooyeon tensed on instinct before relaxing and laying back down.

Exhaustion took root, wrapping around her frame. Yooyeon threw the blankets over her as cold slipped into her night clothes. She closed her eyes and sighed deeply, feeling herself sink deeper into the mattress with each passing second.

But as time went by, Yooyeon’s skin began to tingle. She frowned. Something felt off. She was incapable of fully sinking into sleep. She opened her eyes, lay on her side, and tried again.

Nothing.

Yooyeon tsked. She tossed and turned in her mattress, growing restless. A hollow feeling began to burrow in her chest and tore her out of sleep. Ants crawled up her arms. She rubbed herself in discomfort before realizing something was missing. Someone was missing.

Seoyeon was missing.

Yooyeon glared at the ceiling with tired eyes. Of course. She hadn’t thought about that. Before she knew it, she had grown accustomed to their little routine, holding each other as they dozed off, and now with her absence, she was physically unable to relax. Regret carved into her heart and worry dug its nails in her mind. Was Seoyeon doing okay without her?

Yooyeon attempted to shake it off. She tried hugging the pillow as a substitute, but it was cold. It didn’t feel the same. Everything felt wrong without her.

Yooyeon clasped her necklace, trying to immerse herself into it. It helped a little, but it was ultimately the equivalent of trying to fish with her bare hands.

That night, Yooyeon couldn’t sleep.



Kotone held her head in one hand. After her threat, they had ended up confiscating her revolver and all their other weapons. She felt naked without her gun by her side, and it only further branded the shame into her neck. Beside her, Yeonji bounced her leg against the floor, twiddling her thumbs as they waited.

The door clicked and they both turned to where Mayu entered the bedroom, frowning and avoiding their gazes. She shut the door behind her before settling into the bed opposite of them. She bit her tongue for a moment, then took a breath.

“They decided not to punish you.”

Kotone’s mouth parted in stupefaction. Yeonji gaped. “Seriously?” 

Mayu huffed.  “Sowol didn’t want to hold anything against you. That softened their attitude.” Before Yeonji could smile for Kotone, Mayu put a hand out. “But– you’re being kept under watch.”

Kotone grumbled under her breath. “Sounds like a punishment to me.”

Mayu clicked her tongue in annoyance, heat lapping the back of her neck. “These people are nice. If it was anyone else, you would’ve probably been beaten or killed on the spot. You should be thankful that’s all they’re doing.”

“Was kicking us out not an option?” Yeonji leaned in.

Mayu reeled back. Her lip twitched in stupefaction. “Kotone just beat someone, and you’re thinking of leaving?

“Yeah.”

Mayu stammered and gesticulated wildly. “What is up with you two? You’ve been acting so weird!”

“You’re the one who’s acting weird!” Yeonji bit back, but Kotone pinched the back of her neck to shut her up. As Yeonji rubbed her skin, the officer clasped her hands and took a deep breath.

“Look, Mayu-chan–”

“Don’t call me that right now.”

Kotone cringed. “Mayu… san… There’s something wrong with this place.”

“Oh, really?” Mayu crossed her arms. “Is that your personal bias, or do you have actual evidence to back it up?”

“Yeonji told me about their interactions. I mean– don’t you find it strange how they always seem to be on our tail?”

“We’re strange guests in a zombie apocalypse, of course they’ll be more careful.” Mayu narrowed her eyes at Kotone. “And for good reason too, it seems.”

“It’s not just that!” Yeonji exclaimed, standing up abruptly.

“Then what is it?” Mayu challenged, also raising her voice.

Yeonji gestured at Kotone. “They’re actually splitting us up. ‘Tone-unnie told me that they told her to wait for you to finish. And I remember Kang Inhee telling us you were gonna organize ‘til ‘Tone-unnie was done with the burning bodies. And do you know what they did?”

Sighing, Kotone kept her head down. “They had me looking for a car, saying you asked to help them out.”

Mayu’s frown fell slightly, but her arms remained crossed. “Maybe there was a miscommunication. They don’t have radios on them.”

“Exactly!” Yeonji said. “So how did they know we were doing those things in the first place unless they already planned everything out?”

“Okay, now you’re just making things up–”

“I’m not!” Yeonji snapped, stomping a boot on the ground before pulling her hair. “Ugh, can you stop playing devil’s advocate! Can’t you see they’re messing us up on purpose? Or do you just like them too much to do that?”

A flash of rage crossed Mayu’s eyes. “Are you kidding me?” she snapped back, digging her nails into her arms. “Yeonji, you’re the last person I’m going to talk to about unbiased perspectives. The moment we stepped into this place– heck, the moment we met Inhee, you’ve been demonizing them! What is your problem!”

“It’s because I know how they work, okay!” Yeonji shouted, throwing her arms out. “They always pull this shit and it works!”

Yeonji held her fists against her face and muffled a scream. Mayu took a step back, eyes wide. “What are you–”

Before Mayu could finish her sentence, Yeonji jabbed a finger into her chest. “And it’s not my problem! It’s yours! We wouldn’t even be here if you weren’t such a– fuck!” She spun around and kicked the bed’s footrest, hard.

Kotone rocked from the sudden impact. She stood up and grabbed Yeonji’s wrist. “Hey–”

Yeonji ripped herself away. “I fucking hate this place!” She yelled, yanking her hair before dropping to the ground, sobbing violently.

The silence that followed was suffocating. Mayu had a hard time breathing through the thick blanket of guilt and tension. Kotone fixated on Yeonji as the girl gasped and cried. Slowly, she lowered herself beside the girl and wrapped an arm against her shoulder.

Mayu watched the exchange with wide eyes. She felt out of place. She slowly reached for the door handle but Kotone’s eyes shot up, freezing her in her tracks.

“Sit down.”

It didn’t sound like a request. Mayu swallowed and complied, her hands shaking. She sunk back into the bed and pulled her knees to her chin.

Yeonji kept crying. Mayu’s heart twisted, each sob stabbing her chest. She clenched her teeth. Her breath hitched. Tears trickled from her eyes before she knew it. More silence passed and she dug her head in her arms with a sigh.

“...I’m scared ,” she whispered. “I know I’m a coward. Whether it’s zombies, or just other people, I get terrified. It’s like there’s this lump in my throat that I can’t get rid of no matter how hard I try.”

Kotone looked up at her. Yeonji’s sobs began to quiet down. Mayu’s throat squeezed in discomfort, but she took a breath and continued. “And I do try. Seriously, I do– But I’m not like you, or ‘Tone, or Nien. I don’t have it in me to go out there and make a difference. I’m not strong enough or brave enough. Every time, I freeze up, and when I don’t, I just end up doing something stupid.”

Letting the tears trickle down her chin, she picked at her nails, staring blankly, away from them. “I’m afraid of dying. I don’t want to die. So when these people took us in even when we threatened their lives…” Her voice cracked. She wiped her eyes and gritted her teeth. “I know I shouldn’t have, but I just wanted things to feel normal again, to not be afraid all the time, even if it was just for a little bit.”

Mayu pressed her palms against her eyelids, curling into herself and crying alone. Kotone didn’t answer. She couldn’t. Her throat was sandpaper as she watched Mayu cry. She shifted and gave Yeonji a small nudge. Yeonji looked away and shook her head.

“You have to tell her,” she whispered.

“I can’t.”

“Yeonji.”

The girl shook her head and crossed her arms. Kotone huffed through her nose, ready to give up, but Mayu caught on.

“I know, Yeonji. I know something’s been bothering you, and it’s not just Soomin.”

Yeonji blinked a few times before looking away. It was her turn to nudge Kotone. The officer resigned and swallowed. “Yeah, she… she never had the best experience when it came to religion.”

Mayu’s eyes widened. She opened her mouth to speak, but closed it again when no sound came out. Guilt gnawed in her stomach. “Oh,” was all she ended up saying. 

Carefully, she slid off the bed and joined the others, sitting face-to-face with Yeonji. “...What happened?”

Yeonji sniffled as she played with the hem of her jacket. “...My parents.”

“Your parents?” Mayu parroted.

A nod. “Uh, they were obsessed with the bible. Ever since I was small, I had to follow everything and recite a different verse every night. If I didn’t get it right or forgot, they’d have me read the whole chapter again and recite a new quote in that chapter.”

Mayu’s eyes widened in shock. “Seriously?”

Yeonji sighed and nodded again. “If I missed it again, then I’d have to read it again… Most of it went over my head. I’d actually have to stay up for hours past my bedtime. The next morning I’d be so tired I’d end up dozing off in class, and that’s how my detention streak started.”

Mayu’s shoulders wilted and she sank deeper into herself. “That’s awful.”

Yeonji only shrugged. “They started giving up when it was clear that I really didn’t care. I mean– they still had me recite and all, but if I messed up, they’d just tell me to go to sleep. But– whatever. That was that.”

Eyebrows creasing, Mayu pressed her chin into her hand. She guessed that was also why Yeonji hadn’t been willing to visit her house when they had passed by. “So that’s how you know?”

Yeonji sighed. “Yeah,” she mumbled. “It’s that same obsession all over again.”

Mayu picked at the fabric of her pants as guilt pressed on her shoulders. “Why didn’t you tell me sooner? If I knew, I wouldn’t have–”

“What? Sided with them?” Yeonji snapped before passing a hand through her hair. Tears stained her cheeks and she wiped them. “...I wanted you to feel better anyway.”

At that, Mayu winced. She didn’t have a reply, not that she thought she’d be able to. Yeonji huffed and stretched her legs out. “So, do you still think this place is nice?”

Mayu scrubbed her tears away. “I– It’s not that I don’t believe you, I’m just thinking.”

Kotone spoke up. “What Sowol told me was suspicious enough. She said it was too late. I’m certain this place is a cult.”

“And you thought the best way to confront a ‘cult’ is to directly threaten one of their members?” Mayu raised an eyebrow.

That was enough to make Kotone stammer. She stared at the floor in shame and wiped her face. “I– You’re right. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize to me. Apologize to them.” Mayu hunched over. A thought crossed her mind. She closed her eyes and clenched her teeth. “What if we… split up?”

Yeonji snapped her head up. Kotone frowned. “What?”

“You two can go out and find Soomin, and I’ll stay here.”

“No,” Kotone refused, almost sneering. “No, we’re not splitting up.”

“But wouldn’t it be better?” Mayu turned away. “I’m only slowing you down.”

“It doesn’t matter,” the officer cut off sharply. “You’re with us no matter what. We stick together no matter what. If you want to stay, then–” she shut her eyes. “We’ll stay with you.”

With a silent gasp, Mayu turned to Yeonji. The girl crossed her arms and looked at the floor. Mayu’s nerves turned in both comfort and discomfort. She opened and closed her mouth, watching the girl press her lips into a line and give the tiniest of nods.

Mayu’s shoulders dropped. She replayed Yeonji’s memories in her head. She shook her head.

“No. I– we can go. Let’s go.”

Kotone’s eyes widened. Yeonji’s lit up.

“Really?” she asked, high-pitched, hopeful, and a little childish.

It was the brightest Mayu had seen her since they had arrived. Her heart tugged and she nodded. “Yeah.”

Yeonji beamed and wrapped Mayu in a hug. A smile tugged Mayu’s lips and she hugged back, ignoring the ringing pressure in her ears. She couldn’t take it back anymore. But with how Yeonji squeezed her, she wasn’t sure she wanted to, anyway.



Coughs bounced off the bus’s walls. Dahyun blinked harshly and let out a small yawn as she drove through the mountain roads. While the others slept on the bus, she had volunteered to drive through the night.

Unfortunately, it had been far slower than she liked, stopping at every turn and checking if she was still on the right path. What made it worse was that on many occasions, the main road had been blocked by a wreckage of vehicles, meaning she had to turn back and find a longer path. Most times, though, even those roads had gotten obstructed.

Behind her, Kaede scrutinized the map. “You had to take an entire detour the opposite way?”

Dahyun sighed, pressure digging against her skull. “I know. I wish I didn’t have to.”

“At least we’re almost there.” Kaede’s ear twitched as Chaeyeon entered another coughing fit. They were rising in volume and frequency. She would always cough up blood, bright and red and sticking against her tongue. “Just in time, too.”

Dahyun nodded in agreement. “It’s good you found those flu pills. Definitely slowed her condition down. Maybe even saved her life.”

Kaede’s ear warmed at the praise and her heart felt fuzzy. If she were to be honest, she was still feeling awkward about having opened up that day. She pushed it down by clearing her throat. “I’m glad.”

Dahyun smiled. “I am too–”

Her eyes widened and she pressed on the breaks, jerking the bus to an abrupt stop. The girls behind them swerved from the sudden movement, but Kaede explained before any of them could ask. “There’s a tunnel.”

The tunnel arched under a giant hill. There was some light at the entrance, but the rest of the passage was pitch black. It seemed to stretch endlessly.

Some of them swallowed nervously.

“We don’t know what’s in there, do we?” Hayeon spoke first. “And it’s dark. If we suddenly get jumped, it’s over.”

Xinyu nodded in agreement. “Is there another way? Without a tunnel?”

Biting her tongue Dahyun shook her head, taking Kaede’s map. “It’d be a big reroute, and there’s a chance it would be blocked off anyway.”

“How much time would it take?” asked Sohyun.

“Probably another hour or two.”

“What if we pass from above?” Lynn wondered. “How much time would that take?”

Dahyun hummed and narrowed her eyes, working the numbers. “Not sure, but it’d be less than if we turned back around.”

The girls flinched as Chaeyeon heaved before hacking loudly. Her coughs were heavy, raspy, and painful to listen to. She tried to stifle them with her napkin but to no avail. Jiwoo, who was already by her side, held her hands and gently pried the napkin away. It was completely soaked in bright red blood.

Jiwoo’s heart raced. “We have to go through.”

“What?” Hayeon exclaimed. “We’re not going through the tunnel! That’s like– top three ways to die in any zombie movie!”

“But doesn’t going over mean we’d lose the bus?” Chaewon objected, crossing her arms.

“Either we lose the bus and live or we lose the bus and die,” Hayeon argued. Chaewon groaned and massaged her temples.

Chaeyeon let out another cough from the back. Sullin approached and kneeled in front of the girl, setting a concerned hand on her shoulder. Chaeyeon shook her head and put a hand out.

“Don’t worry about me, just– choose what’s best for everyone,” she muttered, trying to swallow before retching and coughing again. She heaved. It was getting hard to breathe.

“No,” Sullin opposed. “You need help.”

“We don’t have time to walk,” Jiwoo muttered through her teeth, gripping Chaeyeon’s hands like a lifeline.

“I’m with Jiwoo and Sullin on this one,” Sohyun said. “The hospital’s right across this tunnel. If we go through it, then we can get Chaeyeon what she needs.”

“Risking all of our lives for it, though?” Hayeon hissed before Chaewon smacked her in the shoulder.

“We’re still in the mountains,” Sohyun pointed out. “The population’s practically null. There shouldn’t be much of a threat.”

“I don’t care where we are. A tunnel is a tunnel.” Hayeon crossed her arms. “No lights, no nothing. I don’t trust any of them.”

Chaeyeon hacked incessantly. Blood splashed against the seats. Sullin made a slicing motion against her neck and gestured at the tunnel. “Go.”

Sohyun turned to Dahyun. “Drive into the tunnel.”

Hayeon stood up. “But–”

“Just go!”

Dahyun reignited the engine and pressed the pedal, sending them off at full speed. The girls stumbled at the sudden acceleration, steadying themselves against the leather seats.

Not a moment later, the girls were engulfed in complete darkness, other than the headlights showing the empty path. Dahyun pressed even harder, her hands gripping the steering wheel with white knuckles. They raced through the tunnel, their hearts pounding over the hum of the engine. The white line splitting the road came and went, again and again, looping endlessly. It all looked the same.

Dahyun stirred the wheel as the tunnel curved when suddenly, the engine sputtered with a weak groan before it began to slow down.

Dahyun bit her teeth and frowned.

“What the…”

“Is something wrong?” Xinyu asked behind her.

Without answering, Dahyun tried to reignite the bus, releasing some pressure on the pedal, but it kept sputtering until it completely stopped. A nervous jolt shot through her heart. She repeatedly pressed the acceleration. Nothing happened.

“Why’d we stop?” Jiwoo inquired.

“I don’t know…” Dahyun leaned over the controls before squinting at the hood. Her eyes widened as smoke billowed. “Something’s wrong with the engine.”

“What?” Xinyu exclaimed in a whisper before turning to Hayeon. “What could’ve happened with the engine?”

Hayeon ran her fingers through her hair, her lips downturned into a grimace. “I don’t know, it looked fine when I–” Her eyes widened. “Oh.”

“What?” Sohyun was next to ask. “Did you forget to check it?”

Hayeon sucked in a breath as a response. She must’ve forgotten after the snowball fight. Guilt jabbed her chest at the nervous sighs around her and she stumbled out her next words. “I could probably fix it right now.”

“Are you sure?” Xinyu looked around. It was pitch black inside the tunnel.

“I– it’s fine. I just need a flashlight.”

Wordlessly, Sohyun passed her one. Hayeon accepted it with a dry swallow and began to step down the bus.

“Be quick,” Sohyun warned. “Dahyun, shut the lights.”

When Hayeon stepped off, the headlights died, leaving her completely in the dark. Her heart immediately began to race as adrenaline rushed through her veins. She heard nothing but her shaky breathing. She wanted to get out of this tunnel as quickly as possible.

She steadied herself with a hand against the bus. With a huff, she flicked the flashlight on, introducing a yellow light into the tunnel, which highlighted the floating dust. Covering her mouth, she first scanned her surroundings. The cement walls were covered in graffiti and dried blood. In the far distance behind them, there was a car, but it had been completely wrecked. Other than that, she saw nothing.

Moving towards the front, Hayeon released an exhale, trying to untense her shoulders. She popped the hood and waved a hand in front of her face at the smoke. She then pointed the flashlight at the engine. A foreign item slotted deep into a crevasse near the spark plugs caught her eye. She frowned and reached her fingers in, struggling to find it. Upon touching the cold metal – Hayeon forgot to wear her gloves in her haste – she pulled it out and her eyes widened at the sight of a bullet in surprisingly mint condition. She hadn’t seen it before in the sunlight.

She pocketed the bullet and looked over the spark plugs again. Some of the wires had been torn, probably having started off with a small graze from the bullet, but worsened by the stress. At least it was an easy fix; just a few twists and it should be good as new.

Hayeon heard a faint click and whipped her light around, her shoulders instantly tensing and her ears buzzing. But as she waved it around, she still saw nothing but concrete and dust. She gritted her teeth, wanting to flee, but she had to finish her task.

“Fuck…” she breathed shakily. Forcing down her fear, she set her flashlight between her teeth and reached back in.

With every passing second, her anxiety grew and her nerves tingled, urging to move. She hastily reconnected the first wire, her fingers fumbling occasionally from her sweaty palms, and moved onto the next.

Suddenly, she heard a growl and froze. Not a moment later, a hand lanced from the darkness.

Hayeon screamed and dropped her flashlight, killing it as it shattered on the road. The infected grabbed her wrist. Blindly, she pulled, trying to pry it away as she heard it snap its jaw just inches away from her.

A series of exclamations sounded from the bus, but Hayeon couldn’t see at all. She kicked randomly and felt her boot sink into a body. Her wrist tugged forward and she floundered with a yelp.

With a cry, Hayeon twisted her whole body. The sudden movement caused the zombie to lose its grasp. As it moved, though, it sunk its nails into her wrist before dragging them down her arm, past her coat, and ripping her skin open.

Instant pain seared through Hayeon’s nerves as she jumped away. There was a bright flash of light from the reignited bus. She screamed again as a gunshot thundered in the air. The zombie’s head snapped to the side and it collapsed on the road.

“Back on the bus, go!” Xinyu yanked Hayeon by the arm and pulled her into the vehicle. The girl barely heard the order over the deafening rush of adrenaline.

More flashlights went off, all focused on the pair. Hayeon dropped into the nearest empty seat and clutched her arm. The gash burned as blood trickled down her skin. It trailed along her entire forearm.

Chaewon gasped loudly and slapped her hands over her mouth. Seoah stared wide-eyed. Sohyun cussed under her breath. Xinyu paled at the sight.

“Wh- what do we do?” Dahyun stuttered out, turning to the others. Chaeyeon had pushed herself up, muffling a cough as she watched from the back. Jiwoo covered her mouth. Kaede frowned. Lynn’s fingers twitched. Sullin’s gaze was unfocused.

Hayeon struggled to catch her breath. She burned her eyes into her own arm. She opened her mouth, but no sound came out. She strained her throat and tried again. “What the fuck? Is this it?” She looked up. “Am I dead?”

The bus went still. Chaewon already had tears in her eyes while Sohyun pinched the bridge of her nose with a badly veiled curse. Hayeon wanted to throw up at the lack of response.

“No. Not yet,” Lynn then cut in with urgency. She pulled the machete off her back. “We can still–”

“Woah, hold on!” Hayeon shot her uninjured hand out. “Are you going to cut off my arm ?”

Lynn’s eyes shook. Without another word, she took Hayeon’s wrist, but the girl ripped herself away.

“No– No! Stop! Stop! I don’t want to lose my arm! I’d rather die than lose my arm!”

The temperature in the bus dropped again. All eyes shifted to Sullin, who had frozen completely. Lynn’s eyes had shot open, nearly leaving their orbits. Instant guilt washed over Hayeon. She hoped the girl hadn’t understood what she said.

Sullin stared with a frown. At first, she didn’t move at all. Then, she spun on her heel and walked towards the end of the bus.

“Sullin, wait!” Lynn chased after her. Sullin shook her head, crashing into the furthest seat, opposite of Chaeyeon who was staring with a pained but empathetic grimace. With a scoff, Sullin pulled her sleeve over her prosthetic and turned to the wall, her back facing Lynn.

Lynn staggered lightly. Jaw clenched, she stomped back to Hayeon. Despite hearing the shouts of protests, she forcefully grabbed the girl’s arm and raised her machete.

“Lynn, stop!”

Sohyun slammed her fist full force into Lynn’s chest. Immediately, the agent dropped her machete, gasping as the air was knocked out of her lungs. Her legs gave in and her back crashed into the floor as she heaved.

The machete clanged loudly against the floor. Sohyun swiped it and launched it to the end of the bus. “We’re not going to cut her!”

“Then, what do we do?!” Chaewon asked, her nails digging into her coat. “She’ll turn!”

“Not necessarily,” Kaede muttered. “If there was no blood in its nails, then Hayeon should be fine.”

“Okay, great, so who wants to go outside and check the zombie’s nails?”

Just as Jiwoo finished her sentence, another zombie slammed against the side of the bus. The girls jolted and some of them muffled a scream. Soon after, they felt another bang.

“Guess we can’t do that anymore.” Jiwoo threw her arm up in frustration. They flinched again when yet another infected pounded its fists against the bus.

Sohyun cursed and looked around for Seoyeon. She was sitting alone by the window, looking away while playing with her necklace. “You and Yooyeon-unnie did some research. What are the chances Hayeon gets away with it?”

Seoyeon blinked and turned slowly towards Sohyun. Then, she gave a small shrug before turning back to the wall, now clutching her ring.

Before Sohyun could snap at her, Xinyu pressed a hand on her back before kneeling to Hayeon’s eye level. Grabbing her shoulders, nearly crushing them, she asked, “You completely understand that if we don’t cut it off, you’ll die? Wouldn’t it be better to stay alive even if–”

Hayeon shook her head as she hugged herself. “I don’t– I don’t want to end up like that. Just– If I turn, just kill me.”

Chaewon clenched her teeth. “Hayeon, you’re not thinking straight!”

“I know!” Hayeon shouted. Her chest heaved, her hair sticking to her matted forehead. She shivered uncontrollably. “I’m probably gonna die. I’m probably gonna fucking die. But– holy shit, if there’s a chance the scratch did nothing, and that I’ll be fine, then I’m gonna take it.”

The bus shook slightly under the accumulating zombies. Dahyun’s eye twitched. “You’re gambling on your own life?”

Hayeon wet her dry lips. Her eyes were wide, almost crazed. “So what, everything’s a gamble.”

“Fuck– okay.” Sohyun pressed her hand against her head. “Who’s doing it?”

No one stepped up. They were all wide-eyed, terrified, and hesitant. Sohyun brought a hand to her face and wiped her mouth. She began to unsheath her knife until a voice cut in.

“I’ll do it.”

Kaede supported herself on the seats as she slid past each girl. She stood and faced Hayeon. Turning towards Xinyu, she put her hand out. Xinyu carefully lowered her gun into Kaede’s palm. She wrapped her fingers around it, wincing slightly as it pricked the healing blisters on her skin, then raised the gun against Hayeon’s forehead. Her hand didn’t shake. Her gaze was cold, but under it, Hayeon could see some remorse. A small apology if it were to happen.

Hayeon took a deep breath. Her hands quaked aggressively as sweat collected behind her neck. She felt stuffy in her coat. Her eyes darted to the left. Lynn had stood back up, glowering at her but not moving. The machete was still in the back.

She then looked at Chaewon. The girl refused to watch, having sunk back into her seat while holding her face in her hands, shaking as she cried silently. The sight stabbed needles into her heart. Her thoughts flickered to the amputation, wondering if maybe she should go through with it after all.

“It’s been a minute,” Sohyun announced. “There’s no turning back anymore.”

Drawing a breath, Hayeon gripped her arms tightly and squeezed her eyes shut. She began counting the seconds.

When five went by, nothing happened.

Hayeon threw up in her mouth but swallowed it down. The acid dragged and burned along her throat.

When ten went by, nothing happened.

Chaeyeon retched and coughed. Then, again. And again. Hayeon rubbed her neck with so much force it hurt.

When twenty went by, nothing happened.

By then, Hayeon had already moved onto clutching her hair for dear life. She avoided looking at the gun against her head. She dodged Kaede’s piercing eyes. Hayeon leaned over until her chest touched her knees and she stared at the floor. She didn’t blink. She was so scared that she couldn’t. 

When forty seconds went by, nothing happened.

Hayeon felt the bus rock under her. She heard someone shout something about the zombies, but it sounded as if she was underwater. The back door squeaked as it opened and she flinched when snarls hit her ears. The heat was unbearable. Her mouth was dry and pasty and reeked with acid reflux. She smelled salt and blood. It tasted metallic.

When two more minutes went by, nothing happened.

 

 

Jiwoo impaled the last zombie with her knife. There had been a total of six following the initial gunshot. Wiping her mouth, she stood up and closed the back door. Hearing Chaeyeon’s heavy coughs beside her, Jiwoo took a seat again and held her hands.

At the front, Xinyu paced back and forth. She stopped and looked over at the others. “How much time has passed?”

“Five minutes, maybe?” Dahyun looked over at the car radio and tutted. “Battery’s out, so I’m not sure.”

Sohyun turned towards Hayeon. “Are you feeling any different?”

“Other than being scared for my life?” Hayeon snapped, her leg bouncing restlessly as she shook. She swallowed. “I feel fine.”

“Are the times for scratches any different than bites?” Dahyun wondered.

“They shouldn’t be…” Instinctively, Sohyun glanced at Seoyeon again, but the woman was just as despondent as when the scratch had happened. She wouldn’t get anything out of her. “Let’s wait a little longer. Then we’ll see.”

Hayeon whimpered under her breath, but nodded in agreement.

 

 

Kotone stepped out of the church, accompanied by Sihyun. The man huffed in displeasure, his friendly demeanor wiped away. Kotone didn’t expect anything less; honestly, she would’ve been more doubtful if he was still nice to her.

The moment the sun broke out, the group separated the trio, beginning with her, believing it was best to keep her away from the rest of the crowd. Kotone was displeased, of course, but she couldn’t argue against it.

 

“Okay, let’s come up with a plan.”

The three girls sat in a triangle on the ground. Mayu clasped her hands while Yeonji tapped a finger against the wooden floorboard. Kotone frowned, her eyes on the ground, before speaking.

“They ultimately have no reason to keep us here unless they have something planned. But if they haven’t done anything to us yet, then we still have time to get out.”

She drew a square on the ground. “There are only a few doors leading to the outside, but they’re all guarded 24/7.” She pointed at the front. “The main entrance has two. The side door has one, and the back gate also has two guards.”

“Then we leave by the side door,” Mayu suggested.

“Exactly. We just need a big enough distraction to draw the guard away, and we can get out.”

Yeonji slumped onto the bed. “How’re we gonna do that? You already lost your gun and I don’t think my bat could do enough damage.”

Kotone frowned. She pursed her lips and wiped her mouth. Yeonji was right; they didn’t have much up their sleeves.

An idea flickered to life and she huffed. “I got something, but it’ll have to be subtle. I’ll figure it out.”

“So while you do that,” Mayu began, “What should we do?”

“Comply with whatever they ask you. Keep a low profile so that they don’t suspect you. Still, have your eyes peeled for anything suspicious.”

Mayu nodded before perking up. “While you two go along with your investigation, I’ll keep working to keep up appearances. Apologize to them too.”

“Okay,” Kotone clasped her hands and stood up. The others joined her. “Let’s get a good night’s sleep. Can’t have them catch us off-guard.”

 

“Let’s go,” Sihyun ordered coldly, pushing Kotone’s back. The officer scrunched her nose as they moved out and approached today’s pile.

The second man, still nicknamed ‘Hyung,’ dumped another corpse onto it before turning towards them. “Get the other ones,” he said, pointing towards the outer left road. There were a few more bodies laying still, dried blood clinging to the asphalt.

Sihyun pushed Kotone again. She complied without resistance, keeping her frustrations to herself. She couldn’t cause another scene.

The work wasn’t long, but it was hefty. By the second corpse, Kotone already felt her muscles straining in protest. Still, she had to keep going under their prying eyes, and walked towards the farthest corpse.

Reaching it, she then raised an eyebrow at the sight of the arrow in its head. She looked behind her. As she saw Sihyun preoccupied with another body, she ripped the arrow out and snuck it inside her coat before dragging the corpse along.

The moment she tossed it onto the pile, Sihyun uncapped the jerrycan to douse the zombies, only to frown when droplets left the can.

“...We’re out.”

Sihyun pursed his lips. He turned to Kotone and handed her the jerrycan. “Get us some more. Reserves are down on the right.”

Kotone dipped her head in a nod as she accepted the can. When Sihyun didn’t move, she tilted her head. “...You aren’t following me?”

“Are you giving me a reason to?”

Kotone quickly shook her head. “No. I’ll be quick.”

She spun on her heel and jogged her way to where Sihyun had directed her. As she entered the parking lot, she cussed and held her nose. Half a dozen oil trucks were parked horizontally. It reeked of gasoline.

Kotone slowed her pace to a trudge, approaching the farthest truck.  Lifting her fist, she gave it a tentative knock. It was hard against her knuckles and didn’t resonate.

Full, she thought to herself. Scrunching her nose, Kotone moved back to the front. She grabbed the tube, inserted it into the jerrycan, and twisted the valve. She watched as the gasoline flowed into the container.

 

 

Lynn pressed her hands against her forehead, her back hunched over as she looked at the ground. She shot a look at Hayeon, who was still clutching herself with shaky white knuckles, the gash a bright red in contrast to her ghostly skin. She didn’t know how many minutes had now, but there still weren’t any blue veins sticking out from the wound.

After Lynn’s outburst, Sohyun had sent her to sit at the end of the bus. Her machete was still on the floor, but she couldn’t reach for it, either. Lynn narrowed her eyes at her weapon before wincing as Chaeyeon coughed loudly behind her. Jiwoo gently rubbed the girl’s back and pressed a featherlight kiss into her nape.

Lynn’s eyes drifted to Sullin. She had yet to move from her spot, only now she had her arms crossed with her knees pushed up under her chin.

Lynn wiped a hand down her face. With a quiet huff, she forced herself up and took a seat beside her. Sullin didn’t acknowledge her presence, but she tried anyway.

“Sullin…” she began carefully, cringing again as Chaeyeon’s stifled coughs bounced off the walls.

Sullin only gave a small roll of her shoulder. Lynn scrunched her nose and tried again.

“Are you okay?”

Lynn bit her lip and placed a tentative hand on her back. Sullin shifted away and mumbled something under her breath. Lynn scrambled to lean in. “What was that?”

“...Leave me alone.”

Before Lynn could react, a voice interrupted them.

“It’s been thirty minutes,” Dahyun announced, a smile already stretching her lips. “I think… Hayeon made it out.”

The girls shot each other hurried glances. Lynn rose from her seat and stared in shock.

“Wait,” Sohyun interrupted before anyone could celebrate. She turned to Hayeon. “Hayeon, show your arm.”

Still shaking, Hayeon gave a small nod and lifted her sleeve. Sohyun passed the flashlight over the drying wound, her eyes widening.

“There’s nothing,” she muttered. “You’re safe.”

There were stifled gasps. Hayeon blinked. At first, she thought she had heard wrong.

But then it clicked.

“Oh my god.” 

Hayeon collapsed into herself. A mountain of tension was relieved from her shoulders and she shook. “Oh my god…” she repeated, her voice cracking. Tears flooded from her eyes and she began to cry. She wailed into her coat, digging her fingers into her skin.

Her sobs turned into a giggle. “I’m alive!” She cheered, wiping her tears away as she began to laugh. “Holy shit, I’m alive!”

From the back of the bus, Lynn looked Hayeon up and down in shock, but it was quickly replaced by anger. She got away with it? Scot free? Turning back to Sullin, she saw as the girl only curled into herself tighter. Her gut twisted hearing Hayeon’s joyful laughter. Her fingers twitched. She wanted to shut her up.

Lynn shook her head. She knew she was wrong to feel that way. She should’ve been relieved, even happy Hayeon made it without losing any limbs, but being reminded of what Sullin had to go through only made resentment bubble in her chest. She crossed her arms and looked away.

While Hayeon was giggling like a madwoman, everyone else promptly crashed into their seats. Xinyu clicked her tongue and wrapped her arms around Hayeon for a tight hug. Hayeon hugged back, tears mixed with laughter staining the woman’s coat.

Xinyu’s hug enticed the others to move. As she retreated, Dahyun came over and hugged Hayeon tightly. “I’m glad you’re still here,” she whispered into the girl’s ear before stepping away. Kaede gave her a nod of acknowledgement, returning Xinyu her gun. Sohyun patted her on the head with a disgruntled but relieved huff. From the end of the bus, both Jiwoo and Chaeyeon flashed her a thumbs-up, Chaeyeon wearing a wide grin despite her condition. Hayeon chuckled and offered one back.

Seoah approached carefully, biting the inside of her cheek. Hayeon smiled hesitantly before holding her arm out. Seoah leaned in for a brief, awkward hug before pulling away and scurrying back into her seat.

Then came Chaewon’s turn. 

The girl’s eyes were puffy and red, having cried the entire time, as she stood over Hayeon. Her hands were on her sides, balled into fists. Hayeon’s confidence wavered at Chaewon’s blank stare.

Chaewon promptly smacked Hayeon in the head. Hayeon exclaimed in both shock and pain, but Chaewon then threw herself into her, launching them back into the seat. Hayeon’s eyes widened and she wheezed, the wind nearly getting knocked out of her, but as Chaewon gripped the back of her coat, she quickly wrapped her arms around her.

“Do you know how scared I was, you idiot?” Chaewon scolded, burying her face into Hayeon’s shoulder. “Almost throwing away your life like that…”

Heart dripping with guilt, Hayeon smoothed a hand down Chaewon’s coat. She then heard a hiccup and blinked. “...Are you crying again?”

“No.” The reply came strained. Chaewon lightly hit Hayeon on the chest as the latter choked out a laugh. “Gosh, you’re so stupid,” she cried, her voice muffled. “Why didn’t you just–”

She cut herself off and let out a long exhale, curling her fingers against Hayeon’s coat. “Don’t do this again. Please.”

Hayeon’s face warmed from the hug. She turned to the ceiling, lazily tracing her eyes over its ridges. Resting her hands on Chaewon’s back, she swallowed hard. “I won’t. It was way too scary. Beats every stupid thing I’ve done by miles.”

Chaewon chuckled lightly and Hayeon couldn’t help but smile. There was a small break in their conversation as Chaewon wiped her eyes. She gulped before letting out a huff. “Hey, about the–”

Sohyun clapped once, interrupting the pair. “Okay, everyone, we need to keep moving,” she declared before turning to Hayeon. “Is the bus fixed?”

Hayeon stammered from the sudden switch up before nodding. “It should work.”

Dahyun settled into the driver’s seat. She started the engine before jolting when it popped loudly. More smoke swelled from the open hood. Peeking out from the side, Dahyun then noticed the dead zombie that had collapsed into the open engine, its blood leaking into the crevasses. “Uhm…”

“What is–” Sohyun cut herself off and pressed her lips into a thin line. “Shit.”

“What?” asked Xinyu.

“The whole thing’s busted. I don’t think we can fix it this time.”

Hayeon nearly knocked her head against Chaewon’s as she shot up, gaping. “You’re kidding.”

Sohyun sighed and shook her head apologetically. Hayeon’s gut twisted with disbelief and anger. She dropped onto her back with a frustrated grunt. Chaewon gave her an empathetic pat on the chest.

“We’ll have to leave it behind,” Sohyun already began to hoist her bags. “Make sure to take everything, got it?”

Her authority left no room for question; the others were too tired to argue anyway. Shuffling echoed through the bus as each of them moved. Chaewon pushed herself up to grab her belongings, leaving Hayeon to sulk alone for a minute before also rising.

Jiwoo helped Chaeyeon stand as the girl could barely stay up, nearly keeling over as her boots touched the ground. Sullin slid past Lynn and joined the front where Sohyun already was.

The bodyguard shone her flashlight through the tunnel, making sure there weren't any more surprises before taking a breath and stepping down. She kept her light facing the front as another one clicked open.

Sullin stopped right beside Sohyun, waving her own flashlight around to cover her blind spots. Sohyun raised an eyebrow but didn’t question it.

Chaewon stepped down with a sigh with her bags on her back. They weighed a ton on her shoulders.

“I’m gonna miss that bus…” she mumbled to herself, sticking close to Hayeon as they approached Sohyun. Seoah eyed the wreckage for a few seconds, swallowing, before joining the group.

Sohyun looked back and put a hand up, gesturing towards the others. “Stay behind me. Young ones in the middle. Lynn, watch our backs.”

Quietly, they moved into their respective positions. Chaeyeon clutched herself. Her face was ghostly pale and coated in sweat. Blood clung to the side of her lips. Jiwoo wrapped an additional blanket over her, supporting her by the waist.

As Sohyun scanned the group one last time, her eyes landed on Seoyeon. The woman didn’t spare anyone a glance, staying away and close to the back. Sohyun turned to the front and sighed. She began the march through the tunnel.

 

 

Yeonji looked around the church hall. Only a few survivors sat around, talking to each other. Occasionally, they’d shoot her a curious glance, but Yeonji avoided making eye contact.

She approached the side door and pushed it open. Before she could even take a step in, the guard stopped her.

“Excuse me, but where are you going?”

Yeonji feigned innocence. She gave the guard a polite bow. “Sorry, I just wanted a breath of fresh air. Could I go outside for a bit?”

The guard straightened up. “It’s dangerous. Please stay inside.”

As expected. Yeonji wiped her nose before taking a breath. “I won’t be out for even a minute. Even ten seconds would be enough. It just feels really stuffy in here.”

The guard shifted. Her golden necklace moved with her. Her eyes were empathetic but stern. “I’m sorry to hear that. Still, the outside is off limits.”

Yeonji stretched her lips. She considered pushing further, but she noticed the guard was beginning to stretch her fingers. Yeonji sighed and nodded. “Okay, I understand,” she bowed again. “Sorry for bothering you.”

The guard bowed in return and the door closed. Yeonji retreated back into the hall and headed for the corridor, glancing at Kotone who sat on the edge of a bench; she had returned from burning the corpses and had been ordered to stay put. Yeonji put her hands behind her back. As she walked past Kotone, she drew an x with her fingers.

They didn’t let her talk to Kotone. After the officer’s outburst, Yeonji had noticed the Union members’ presence become more oppressive, as if they knew they had them figured out, doing their utmost best to keep them apart. Mayu had returned to the office, working diligently to keep up appearances while Kotone was stuck with a guard glued to her back. Anytime Yeonji tried approaching any of them, some random survivor would pop out of nowhere, asking her invasive questions to ward her off.

Still, Yeonji had to remain polite. She couldn’t swat them away rudely anymore. Keeping up appearances.

Yeonji sighed and glanced at Kotone. The officer, looking straight ahead, subtly signed herself before flashing a thumbs-up. I got this, it meant to them. She then ticked her finger sideways, clockwise, before pointing at herself again. Just a bit more time. Hold on.

Yeonji pressed her lips into a line and pretended to nod to herself. She moved towards the bench farthest from everyone else's and settled into it. 

She fished into her pocket and pulled out the MP3 player. Choosing to shuffle the playlist, she inserted one bud into her ear before laying down. While music thrummed along in one ear, the church members’ quiet murmurs filled the other. Yeonji quietly hummed along and closed her eyes.

Just a bit more time. Just a bit more time and they would get out.

 

 

The sun nearly blinded Hayeon as they emerged from the tunnel — luckily, nothing else had attacked them in it. She hissed and put up her hand to block the rays, noticing the massive scratch on her arm.

“You’re gonna have to hide that,” Chaewon pointed out beside her. Hayeon huffed and dropped her arm.

“Yeah, I know.” She shivered and tugged her sleeve down as a cold breeze swept her skin.

Chaewon suddenly frowned. “Hey, did we ever clean your wound?”

Hayeon blinked. “Oh, we haven’t,” she realized, then she shrugged. “Guess we were too worried about me dying.”

Chaewon rolled her eyes and took off one of her bags. “Maybe I have something in here…” she muttered, beginning to rustle through her belongings. She perked up and fished out a pack of band-aids. Taking them out, Hayeon noticed they were pink, patterned with hearts and strawberries.

“...Do I have to wear these?”

Chaewon’s jaw dropped, completely offended. “What? It’s cute! And it’s better than nothing!”

“Fine, fine,” Hayeon relented with a chuckle. Chaewon scoffed and motioned Hayeon to roll her sleeve back up. Complying, the girl extended her arm for Chaewon to grab. Hayeon bit her lip, hiding the way Chaewon’s light touch burned her skin.

Chaewon first uncapped her water bottle and gently poured it over the scratch. It was a bit messy as they kept walking. “Keep still,” she ordered.

“I– I’m trying,” Hayeon stuttered, feeling the cool water burn her wound and sweep away the lingering blood. Putting her bottle away, Chaewon wiped the water clean and began carefully applying the bandages.

The scratch was long and the band-aids were small, meaning Chaewon had to keep putting them on for a few minutes, covering the wound with as much care as she could muster. By the end of it, Hayeon’s whole forearm was covered in pink band-aids.

While Hayeon scrutinized her arm, Chaewon huffed in relief before checking her box. “Oh,” she sulked. “There’s only one left.”

She then lit up with an idea. “Hey, Hayeon, put your face close for a second.”

Hayeon narrowed her eyes in suspicion. “What are you planning?”

Chaewon showed her the last band-aid. “I’m gonna put this one on your nose.”

“What? No!” Hayeon protested. “What about my image?”

“Whatever image you have, it’s already ruined,” Chaewon deadpanned. “Honestly, I’m helping you out here.”

Hayeon puffed out in indignation, but gave in, leaning her face closer. Chaewon’s lips tugged upwards, savoring victory. She lifted Hayeon’s glasses up before gently pressing the pink band-aid across the bridge of her nose. Hayeon swallowed at the proximity. Her face was on fire. She was sure her ears were completely red.

Chaewon grinned and stepped back, admiring her work. “You look cute with it.”

Hayeon scrunched her nose, feeling the band-aid move with her. She pushed her glasses back down. “...Thanks.”

They faced the front again as they walked, entering a bit of an awkward silence. The road crunched under their boots. Chaewon stretched her lips from side to side before taking a breath.

“Hayeon.”

“Hm?”

“I didn’t get to ask yet but…” Chaewon turned her head aside and Hayeon spotted her reddening ears. “The strawberry plant you had. Was it…?”

Hayeon hummed. “Yeah, it was meant for you. But, uh, things got in the way.” She couldn’t help but shoot Seoah a glance, but the girl kept facing the front, either having not heard her or pretending not to.

Chaewon nodded slowly. “It was really considerate of you to do that.”

Hayeon raised an eyebrow. “Would you have finally accepted my confession if I managed to grow it all the way?”

There was a pause. Chaewon hesitated. “Probably.”

“Probably?” Hayeon exclaimed, eyes wide. “What do you mean, probably? There’s a chance you still would’ve said no?”

“I– I don’t know!” Chaewon defended herself. “That’s too much to think about.”

“Yah, is the only way for me to get your attention is to get hurt?” Hayeon smirked.

Her words were meant to be lighthearted teasing, but Chaewon still furrowed her brows as her heart clenched in guilt. “Wh– no! I– It just happens that you’re always injured.”

“Sure,” Hayeon hummed. “Hey, the next time I put my life in danger, do I get a kiss–”

Chaewon suddenly lunged forward and pressed her lips against Hayeon’s cheek.

It was brief, barely a peck before Chaewon quickly pulled herself away, beyond red in the face. Hayeon’s brain short-circuited and she froze, completely caught off-guard. The rest of the group moved around her, most of them paying no mind, but Hayeon saw Dahyun’s smile and felt Xinyu’s congratulatory pat on her back.

“You don’t have to get hurt to get one,” Chaewon mumbled, holding her face in her hands and spinning away.

Hayeon blinked out of her shock before also looking away and wiping her own face. She felt the heat radiating off her cheeks and onto the back of her hand. Still, she beamed, warmth surging through her stomach.

“Does this mean you like me back?” she asked.

Chaewon dropped her hands and kicked a pebble. “...Yeah,” she finally admitted in a whisper.

Hayeon’s heart beat faster in her chest, hopeful. “So are we girlfriends now?”

Kicking the pebble again, Chaewon smiled shyly. She tried the word herself. Girlfriends. It rolled nicely off her tongue. “I guess so…”

Fireworks were set off in Hayeon’s stomach. Instead of a joyful grin, though, her lips then curled into a disappointed pout. “So much for a romantic confession,” she moped before perking up. “I could do another actual one if you want to.”

Chaewon looked at the ground with her face flushed. “Gosh, you really don’t have to do that.”

“No, it’s fine, I’ll come up with something.”

Chaewon couldn’t help but scoff, tugging at her backpack. “Thank you.”

Hayeon grinned and slid her hand into Chaewon’s. Her breath hitching, Chaewon stared at it for a moment, biting her tongue, before interlacing them.

The two girls glanced at each other, breaking into a small fit of giggles before shying away, their faces crimson. It felt so stupid, becoming a couple in the middle of a dead street around dead people, but none of them let go as they walked. Hayeon’s hand was clammy under her glove. Her heart made more flips than she liked to admit. Deep down, she hoped Chaewon’s heart was doing the same.

“We’re here,” Sohyun suddenly announced.

The group slowed to a stop. The new couple snapped out of their reverie and twisted their heads towards the hospital. Chaewon’s eyes widened. It was over ten stories tall and stretched endlessly. The lower windows had been shattered. A body lay motionless on an upper windowsill with glass piercing its gut and out of its back. Brown stains trailed down the grey concrete. The walls were decorated with bullets.

Hayeon gripped her hand tighter. More bodies littered the ground, rotten. “I hope I don’t have to go in there,” she whispered.

Chaewon hoped she didn’t have to, either.



Mayu needed a break.

She had been sitting at the desk the entire day, working away to keep up appearances. Inhee occasionally peeked in, asking a few questions, and Mayu had replied politely to each of them. She had also made sure to apologize on their first exchange. At least, Inhee had seemed convinced and had forgiven her.

Mayu couldn’t lie, though. Even with Kotone and Yeonji revealing the truth, she still felt comfort in the office. But she now knew that comfort was dangerous. She couldn’t fall back into that routine again.

She stood up, stretched, and left the office room for a breath of fresh air. Closing the door, she noticed the open kitchen right across from her. An oil lamp on the metal island illuminated the room a warm yellow.

Curiosity piqued, Mayu made her way into it. Crossing the double doors, she stopped. The kitchen was well kept, nearly sparkling. Mayu raised her eyebrows, pleasantly surprised.

Some movement to her left caught her attention and Mayu looked towards it. A man stood by the sink, sinking his hands in a bucket of water, the all-too-familiar golden rifle sitting on his back.

Scrunching her nose, Mayu turned to walk away, but the man caught the noise and spun around. “Oh, hello,” he greeted with a friendly bow, his golden cross glinting in the lamp’s light.

Mayu stretched her lips into a practiced smile and bowed back politely. “Sorry to interrupt, I just wanted to take a look around. I can go if–”

“No!” he answered quickly before catching himself, putting on a smile. “You can look around, I wouldn’t mind some company.”

Mayu pressed her lips and hummed. She had nowhere else to go, anyway, and the man seemed nice enough. “I didn’t expect someone to be here. It’s still quite early.”

“A lot of people means we have to prepare sooner,” he explained, washing his hands with a used soap bar. After drying himself with a towel, he then offered it to Mayu.

Mayu rejected the handout with a polite wave of her hand. “What is your usual menu? When you aren’t cooking meat.”

“Canned legumes, mostly, with different dried foods,” he answered smoothly. “We try to change the menu every day, though.”

“That’s impressive,” Mayu complimented. “How come your group is able to feed so many people and still have so much food left? I don’t think I’ve seen anyone go out yet.”

The man perked up. “We once found a couple trucks filled with canned foods. We brought them back and it has been smooth sailing since then.” He smiled. “We thank the Lord every meal for generously blessing us with this gift.”

Mayu gave an approving hum. “That’s nice of Him.” She now understood why Yeonji was so irritated with these people.

She watched as the man opened the cabinets and paused. “Oh, we’re out of peas,” he noticed, rustling through different cans. “Hey, this is a bit of a sudden request, but could you get some from our freezer? It’s downstairs.”

Mayu’s heart did a nervous flip. She gripped the sides of her shirt, ready to reject him, but she then heard a familiar voice behind her.

“Taeho, how’s the meal plan going?”

Mayu stiffened. The man, now known as Taeho, nodded. “It’s going well. I just mentioned forgetting the peas and was about to ask her to fetch them.”

Inhee hummed. “I see. Well, Mayu’s a nice girl, I’m sure she’d be happy to help, ” she said before looking down at her with a smile.

Mayu suddenly felt small under Inhee’s gaze and her heartbeat began to quicken. She swallowed and nodded, worried that Inhee might grow suspicious if she refused to help. “Yeah, I can do that.”

Taeho’s shoulders dropped in gratitude and he flashed a smile. “Thank you so much. Uh– you know where the basement is, right?”

“I do,” Mayu reassured, her eyes darting between him and Inhee. “I’ll be back as fast as I can.”

“Take your time!” She heard him say as she left the kitchen. Mayu pressed a hand against her chest and let out an exhale. She had no reason to be nervous. She was just getting some frozen peas. From the basement. She shivered at the thought.

She entered the familiar office. Her eyes drifted to the door with the staircase sign and moved towards it. With a breath, she twisted the handle and opened the door.

It was dark. The stairs, made of cement, were narrow and dirty. A rugged wooden handle slid down on the side. Mayu’s heart did another flip. She couldn’t see the bottom.

Mayu took another breath. Her pulse boomed in her ears. A strained whine escaped her lips. It’s fine, Mayu. It’s just stairs.

She took a step, fumbling around for a light. Her fingers touched a cord and she snapped away on instinct before reaching out again. She knew it was probably useless, but she pulled the string anyway. 

Mayu gasped in surprise as the overhead bulb flickered to life, igniting the stairs yellow. It actually worked? she thought to herself as a smile tugged on her lips. She could finally see the bottom; it wasn’t that far down and Mayu estimated twenty steps. A block of anxiety dislodged and left her chest. Recollecting her courage, Mayu made her first step down the stairs.

She gripped the railing as she made her careful descent, her soles thudding lightly against the cement and echoing off the thick walls. The silence was eerie. The air smelled old and dusty. 

With a final step, Mayu took another long, deep breath. She could see the outlines of a long hallway. Predictably, it was also dark.

She waved around for another light, flicking the switch as she touched it. Another wave of relief washed over her as they flared to life, dousing the hallway in light.

Her shoulders eased up as she walked down the hallway. Without much effort, she found the freezer; the two double-doors had windows she could see through.

With a hum, Mayu pushed into the freezer. The lights flickered on the moment she entered and the cooler hummed lightly above her. A chill ran up her spine from the cold and she hugged herself. Large metal shelves stood against each wall.

Her heart thumped in her chest. Mayu inhaled, then exhaled. She walked through the freezer and looked around for the frozen peas. Her eyes passed over other frozen goods. There were frozen carrots, cucumbers, and broccoli. Nien would’ve liked those, she thought to herself with a smile.

Mayu’s eyes lit up at the small wooden box and she tucked it under her arm. Without another glance at the place, she left the freezer and began to walk back to the stairs, only to stop in her tracks.

The door right in front of her caught her attention. It was the only one made of metal.

Mayu was alone at the moment. In the basement, no less. Despite her thundering heart, urging her to leave, now was the perfect time to look around. She approached the door as her eyes constantly flicked towards the stairs. No one was there. Other than her, there wasn’t another sound. She didn’t know if being alone was better or worse. The silence made her want to flee.

Her mind raced with countless thoughts. What if there was a trap? What if the moment the door opened, an alarm would go off and she would get caught? What if there were zombies in the room?

Mayu gripped her stiff neck, her breaths turning ragged. She tried to rationalize. Don’t panic. There will be nothing. There are no traps. There are no zombies in the basement. Why would there be zombies in the basement? It’s all in your head.

But no matter how much rationalizing she did, her racing heart refused to listen. Frustration began to rip through her fear. Tears were ready to fall. Mayu pushed it all down. She just had to shove everything in a deep hole and take it for now. With a deep breath, Mayu twisted the handle and pushed the door.

The first thing she felt was a cold breeze. It swept her hair and seeped through her clothes, chilling her skin. She smelled the cold. It was the same smell as she would get whenever she got a whiff inside her freezer. Dry with a slight musk that filled her lungs with cold. The second thing she noticed was the deep rumble of what must've been countless car batteries.

Mayu put two and two together. Must be the meat. The lights were off. With a breath, she further pried the door open, letting the hallway light slip in. Mayu narrowed her eyes and furrowed her brows. Her heart was now slamming through her ears. With a final push, her eyes shot open and she turned rigid.

As she tensed up, the crate slipped from Mayu’s grasp. It crashed and broke up upon hitting the floor. Splinters flew everywhere. Frozen peas spilled against the cement.

Mayu barely registered the explosion. Her eyes were stuck to the sight in front of her. At the very front was a beef carcass, hanging from a hook and skinned clean.

But past the carcass were bodies. Human bodies. Naked, tied upside down by the ankles with their heads brushing the floor. Holes pierced their hands and feet.

Mayu’s knees caved in and she dropped. Pain shot through her arms as she hit the ground but her eyes were glued to the bodies.

She counted five of them, though even that was a stretch. One of the bodies was nothing but a leg dangling from the ceiling, torn off at the knee. Another one had missing arms and was skinned from head to toe, shining a bloody red. One body rotated slowly and Mayu lurched when its dead and ashen eyes stared right through her.

Mayu’s thoughts came to a complete stop, but she already knew what it all meant. Yeonji’s words flashed in her mind, ripping the veil in front of her eyes.

Cult. It was a cult. They had stumbled into a cult. Yeonji had been right all along.

Cult. Cannibals. Ceremony.

Meat.

Mayu seized up. The ceremony. It hadn’t been the cow’s meat. There was too much of it in front of her. It had been human meat. Inhee had given her human meat.

She had eaten human meat.

Instant nausea crushed Mayu and she threw up on the ground. Her throat burned with acid. She gasped before throwing up again. There wasn’t anything other than her stomach.

She gagged. She threw up again. Nothing came out, but she could feel the meat lingering, stirring in her stomach, wriggling through her body like maggots. She wanted it gone. She needed to take it back.

Out. Get out. Now.

Mayu didn’t wipe her face. Her hands had lost all their strength. But she had to get out. She heaved and gripped her chest, trying to pull herself together. But that was difficult when she felt as if every part of her had shattered and refused to cooperate. When she stretched her arm out, it stretched a little too far. She stepped to the left, but one foot went right. She stumbled over her feet and slammed against the wall.

Pull yourself together, Mayu. Don’t panic. They don’t know. Don’t panic. Don’t panic.

She gasped. The door. She had to close the door. Hastily, she moved and slammed it shut, lurching again as she saw the bodies. She winced, but shook herself off before speeding back to the stairs. She practically crawled her way up. Everything was a blur. She saw double. Her ears were buzzing. Her fear was spiking. Her legs were jelly. Her skin was freezing.

Human meat.

Is that why they kept them here? Who were they after?

“What’s the occasion today?”

“You.”

Her. They were after her. She was their next target.

Mayu had to get out.

Mayu wobbled out of the office room, heaving and snapping her head around. The hallway was empty. The kitchen was right in front of her. She avoided it, feeling like throwing up again, and instead headed for the doors. She had to find the others.

She burst into the church hall, eyes darting around. The sudden boom caught the survivors’ attention and they turned towards her, eyebrows raised. Mayu’s breath hitched and she straightened herself.

Kotone wasn't in the hall. In the far left, Yeonji caught her daze and stood up. “Mayu-unnie!” she called out, trying to move towards her, but a Union member slid between them and began talking to Yeonji. The girl gritted her teeth and faked a smile, but her eyes darted to Mayu.

Mayu opened her mouth before stopping herself. She couldn’t. Not now. There were too many people. Someone could be watching. They were all watching. The back of her neck burned.

Her mind lit up with an idea. She could use their personal sign language. She didn’t know if they had any terms for what she was warning Yeonji about, but she still had to try.

With a breath, Mayu spun to face the gate, pretending she wanted to leave. She put her hands behind her back and collected her thoughts. She first simulated walking with her fingers before drawing an x in the air. Then, she made a beak with her hands, opening and closing its jaw.

Mayu couldn’t turn back and watch Yeonji’s reaction. She retreated back into the main corridor, hoping her message had gone through.



When she opened the door, her blood ran cold at the sight of Inhee leaving the kitchen and looking straight at her.

“I heard a loud bang outside,” Inhee explained before widening her eyes in concern. “Mayu, are you okay?”

Mayu’s breath caught in her throat. She couldn’t let Inhee think she saw something. Cautiously wiping the bead of sweat from her forehead, she smiled and nodded.

“I suddenly lost my strength again– slipped and dropped the peas,” she lied.

Inhee blinked, then let out an understanding ‘ah.’ Slowly, she approached Mayu, and placed a hand on her shoulder. “Don’t worry. We can clean up the mess.”

She rubbed a thumb over Mayu’s skin. The touch burned. Mayu felt like throwing up again and she resisted jerking away.

Appearances, Mayu. Keep up appearances.

Mayu’s pulse hammered as Inhee moved her hand onto her back. “Let’s go,” she said and began to guide them back into the office. Mayu’s eyes widened. She was returning to the basement. If they found her out, then she wouldn’t be coming back up.

“Shouldn’t we get a sweeper?” she spoke up, her voice almost cracking. “It kind of went everywhere.”

Inhee waved her off with a smile. “We have one in the basement.”

Mayu’s throat ran dry. She was out of ideas and out of time. Inhee walked them into the office and the door closed behind them.

The descent felt longer. The walls looked dimmer. Mayu’s mind raced, her brain flinging every possible escape solution at her, but they flew by so quickly Mayu couldn’t get a clear grasp on any of them. Inhee’s hand was still on her back, helping her down the stairs as her legs threatened to give out again.

On the final step, Mayu stumbled and palmed the wall for support. Inhee hadn’t noticed as her eyes searched for the accident. After a few seconds, she then pointed ahead.

“Is that it?”

Mayu followed her finger. Her heart stopped. The spillage was right in front of the freezer. She swallowed and gave a small nod.

Inhee pressed her back and guided them again. Mayu, frozen, had no choice to follow. The hallway seemed to twist in every way as they walked in silence, stopping as they reached the mess.

Inhee stared at the broken crate, unblinking. Mayu felt the pressure shift around them. Alarms blared in her head. There was no way she hadn’t figured it out. Her breaths quickened. She tried to discreetly move away from Inhee’s hand, but the woman noticed and turned to her, no longer smiling.

“Hey, are you sure you’re okay?” Inhee wondered. To Mayu, her concern suddenly sounded overly fake and rehearsed. “You’re looking a little pale.”

“I–” Mayu swallowed. “I just have to go– I’ll–”

Without another word, Mayu shoved Inhee away, snapped on her heel, and made a run for the stairs. Her footsteps clambered against the cement. Tears flowed down her face. She didn’t hear Inhee chase after her. She nearly fell a couple times, tripping over herself, and her limbs floundered for balance. She was sprinting as fast as she could, but she felt so slow, as if the corridor was stretching infinitely.

Hope filled her lungs when the stairs became close. She could taste freedom on her tongue. The moment she reached them, though, someone pulled her back and locked their arms around her waist.

Mayu’s heart dropped. Her lips parted into a scream but a hand clasped her mouth. They began to retreat. Mayu flailed her arms and legs, screaming into the mouth that stifled her, crying as the stairs became smaller and out of reach. Adrenaline tore into her brain. Panic twisted in her gut. She did everything to get out. She tried to bite the hand. She tried to elbow and kick at the person.

Above her, the lights dimmed. Not a moment later, her vision turned black. Cloth chafed against her skin.

No. No! Mayu’s senses flared. She practically thrashed in the person’s grip. It slowed their pace. She whined and yelled. Her throat was hoarse. The person let out a small grunt of discomfort and something struck Mayu’s head. Pain exploded through her nerves.

“He has brought you to us,” she heard Inhee murmur. “Do not fight it.”

Mayu kept fighting. She slammed her elbow into the person’s arms and dug her nails into their skin. Something hit her again. Mayu slumped and lost all her strength. Her feet dragged against the floor.

Notes:

Alt chapter title: everyone’s having a terrible time then here comes gay ass mochiz

 

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