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This setting was a bit strange. Joshua could not understand how he managed to be in the same friend group which his ex was a part of. But then again, they have always been a strange group of friends. 

Jeonghan and Joshua used to date back in college. They broke up a year ago. Afterwards, Jeonghan had never contacted Joshua again. 

More like—Joshua didn't give the older a chance to contact him again afterwards.

Joshua blocked Jeonghan on all platforms after their breakup and cut off all connections with him.

Or maybe not all connections since technically they were still in the same friend group and they had a lot of mutual friends. That's part of the reason why Joshua did not bother to change his number after their breakup. Jeonghan would be able to find him anyway through their friends if he wanted to. And as much as Joshua wanted to avoid his ex lover at any cost, Joshua was not ready to break his friendship with the rest of his friends. Just because he was petty. 

After their break up, this was the first official gathering they had in a while. Also, it was Joshua's first time to see Jeonghan after that break up.

Jeonghan looked— good. Not that Joshua was expecting him to look depressed or devastated but….he was at least expecting the elder to look a bit—how does he say it? Sad? Gloomy? Heartbroken—

Call him petty but when you have spent every single night for the past few months after your break up, crying for the love of your life not being in your life anymore while that said love of your life— ex love of your life to be exact— looks completely fine and healthy is bound to make you feel like absolute shit.

Joshua felt the same. It was like Jeonghan didn't even care about him all that much. Not that Joshua cared but still.

While Joshua here was sweating profusely and nervously shifting on his seat to be in the same proximity of his ex lover again after so long, Jeonghan there looked like he could care less about his surroundings. He didn't even look mildly concerned.

Joshua felt like—

His train of thought stopped abruptly when he heard one of his friends calling out his name.

“—hyung, the bottle landed on you,”

Joshua blinked in confusion. What were they talking about again?

“Huh?”

“Truth or dare?” the younger asked.

Oh right. They were playing the classic truth or dare game. Somehow, his friends have always liked to play this particular game whenever they were together. Joshua didn't give it much thought and just replied, “Dare,”

Unbeknownst to him, that was a choice that would make him regret it soon.

His friends dared him to kiss any one person among their friend group. 

The fuck?

Joshua's nervous eyes searched for everyone in the room. How could he kiss his friends? It was ridiculous. The loud music of the club was doing a good job hiding the tremor in his voice as he spoke.

“A-Anyone?” he asked.

Everyone nodded and cheered for him loudly. Most of them were half drunk or fully drunk at this rate. Joshua wondered if he should just try to escape instead of doing this.

But a game is a game and all of them were single. 

His friends were waiting for him to complete the dare. And if he chickened out, he'd have to face a worse punishment. That is— taking off all of his clothes and remaining in only his underwear.

Joshua's face went pale just with the mere thought of it. Because of course he had to be foolish and wear his favorite black lingerie today. What was he thinking? Wearing the skimpiest lingerie known to mankind underneath his party clothes on the same day that he had an outing with his friends.

There's no way Joshua was letting his friends see how much of a freak he was.

Okay. What's the worst that could happen? He just needs to kiss someone. That's it. There's nothing wrong with kissing a friend. Even though his ex is watching him currently.

Joshua refused to look at Jeonghan who was sitting on the opposite end of the circle, as Joshua's hesitant eyes roamed around the circle to choose a suitable person to kiss. It's probably the pressure of countless pairs of eyes focused on him that Joshua finally made up his mind and made the first move.

He leaned towards Mingyu, one of his younger friends, and laid a chaste kiss on the younger's lips, who visibly reddened by that move. He could feel his heart hammering against his ribcage, and the voices cheering in the background did nothing but to amplify it. 

Joshua made the mistake of looking at Jeonghan who's sitting across from him.

And for some unknown reason there's a nauseating feeling that bubbles up within him when he sees the indiscernible look on Jeonghan's face. Would it be considered self centered if he said Jeonghan looked…..somewhat jealous?  

Or was the alcohol in Joshua's system making him see things?

Either way, Joshua tried to reason out that Jeonghan had no right to be jealous. It's been a year since they broke up. Joshua was not Jeonghan’s and Jeonghan was not Joshua's. Joshua had made it clear long ago that he no longer wanted to have anything to do with Jeonghan.

With that Joshua looked away from the piercing gaze of his ex. 

The game continued like before.

A few more spins & Seungkwan was in Vernon's lap currently, clinging on the American's neck, Seungcheol was already shirtless, and Hoshi's passed out against the couch beside him. 

Joshua was once again dared to gulp down an entire glass of alcohol. This was his second glass.

It wouldn't have been a problem if it weren't for the fact that Joshua was as lightweight as a feather and he was embarrassing as fuck when drunk. 

Joshua drank the entire shot without any complaints, remembering the consequences of chickening out of a dare is taking off all his clothes. No thanks.

Besides, he felt like he needed more alcohol in his system to forget this hell of a night. He had exceeded his quota of socializing for the day. No more.

In a moment of confidence, he took another glance at Jeonghan & found the male's eyes still glued to him. It sent a shiver down his spine and his entire body felt flushed with heat.

The best thing to do at that moment was to look away but Joshua can't seem to pull his gaze away from the way Jeonghan was eyeing him with that gaze, the gaze that Jeonghan used to give him when they were still together. when they still were madly, stupidly in love with each other, not being able to remain separated even for a day. That's how much they were addicted to each other's presence in their lives.

Joshua gulped down the new forming lump in his throat before looking away.

At one part of the game, someone proposed that the truths and dares were becoming way too repetitive so they changed the pattern and threw some papers into the game with outrageous dares written in all of them. No truths.  

Joshua was conversing with Mingyu who was sitting beside himself when he heard the deep voice of his ex. 

Joshua was just in time to witness Jeonghan's turn to pick up his dare. He was dared to take off his jacket and unbutton his shirt from top to bottom. 

Everyone cheered loudly and for someone who claimed to be ‘not interested’ in his ex anymore though, Joshua found his eyes oddly glued to the scene playing out in front of him, his eager eyes taking in the sight of his ex's naked body. 

Jeonghan did as he was dared, took off his leather jacket first and then slowly unbuttoned his shirt. 

Joshua has to swallow thickly and force his eyes away from the tempting sight when he sees the latter's toned torso.

His mind spiraled back to the passionate nights he spent with the older, tangled in bed, mouth not leaving each other's as Jeonghan made love to Joshua countless times. Joshua can still remember those days vividly. Days when Jeonghan used to spend less time doing other jobs but more time feasting on Joshua's body.

Now Joshua reminded himself that he shouldn't be wavered by these feelings.

It was him who broke up with Jeonghan. He reminded himself why he even broke up with his ex in the first place. How Jeonghan betrayed him that day—

Joshua's train of thought was cut off when he felt an arm snaking its way around his waist. Joshua turned his head to see that it's Mingyu's. Joshua smiled slightly, the puppy-like younger has always been a little close to Joshua, and Joshua too was fond of the younger, adored him even. 

It was one of the reasons why he didn't feel so awkward to kiss Mingyu in front of all their friends. He chuckled silently when Mingyu hugged his waist tighter and buried his face in the crook of his neck, nibbling on the skin lightly like an actual puppy. Seems like the puppy was drunk and not actually aware of what he's doing. 

Joshua did his best to lean away when he felt teeth on his skin but Mingyu whined, the puppy freaking whined and well Joshua was just weak.

Maybe he could blame the alcohol for this later. because honestly Joshua didn't want to stop as well. And he was kinda craving to have someone hold him tonight. It's been so long since someone last touched him like this so he let the younger suck marks on his skin.

The game was long forgotten as they got lost in their own world. 

The rest of their friends perhaps didn't notice them practically devouring each other or maybe Joshua just didn't care. One night of letting himself loose, one night of being reckless and making some mistakes. Joshua did not care.

Soon Joshua was having his mouth pried open by Mingyu's tongue as they made out like there's no tomorrow, like two people hungry for some release, with Mingyu's hand shoved down his shirt and roaming all over his warm burning skin. Joshua felt like his body was on literal fire.

But all of a sudden he broke the kiss.

Joshua himself wasn't sure why he did that but he just felt like it. He watched Mingyu's eyes filled with lust pointed at him, wanting to dive back into another kiss. Joshua could even feel the latter's bulge pressing against him. The tension was so thick in the air it could be sliced with a knife.

Joshua wasn't too sure himself what's stopping him from dragging Mingyu to one of the guest rooms of this club and have a quick fuck when it is pretty much clear that Mingyu wanted this. Both of them were single and Joshua's hole was practically begging to be filled with a cock after having been starved off it for a year.

Maybe Joshua was starting to see the absurdity of all of this now that he's starting to sober up a little.

Or maybe it's the way Jeonghan has been staring daggers at them for the past 2 minutes now, jaw clenched, his previously stoic expression now replaced with something akin to a hostile one. 

As soon as Joshua met his eyes, he felt all sorts of color draining from his face.

At that moment, Mingyu decided to kiss his neck again, unbuttoning one of the buttons of his shirt to get better access, seemingly getting impatient by the lack of response from Joshua. 

Oh God! Joshua wanted to die as he closed his eyes and tried to stop the drunk affectionate puppy. 

“Joshuji,” Joshua heard that deep voice call his name after so long.

Joshua was about to turn his head towards the source of the voice, when Mingyu hugged him tighter.

“ Joshuji ,” 

The danger laced in that tone made Joshua finally come to his sense and find his strength to push Mingyu away as he looked at Jeonghan to see the older glaring daggers at him.

For a second Joshua couldn't process why his ex was calling him. His head was so occupied that he didn't even notice that the bottle had stopped & pointed at him. His stomach dropped & the nauseating feeling came back.

He watched as a smirk bloomed across Jeonghan's face.

Then it clicked.

Jeonghan was currently holding the piece of paper where the dare for Joshua was written and judging by the older's smug expression, it's not something Joshua would like.

Among all the buzzing noises and cheers within the crowd, Jeonghan's voice was the loudest as he dropped his next words.

“Do seven minutes in heaven with me.” Jeonghan threw one last glare at Mingyu's direction before fixing his sharp glare at Joshua's direction who had already paled by the threatening tone. 

“Right fucking now .”

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If one year ago, when Joshua had just broken up with Jeonghan, someone told him that in a year he would be under Jeonghan again, taking his cock at the back of a club like a cheap whore, Joshua would have laughed at their face and found it ridiculous. He had promised to himself that he would never let himself go anywhere near Jeonghan again. Not let him break his heart again.

Then why was he currently under Jeonghan and moaning Jeonghan's name like a bitch in heat while the male pounded inside him?

Joshua didn't know either. He was fucked. Literally and figuratively.

Jeonghan pinned both of his hands above his head with one hand and held his waist with the other one, thrusting rapidly. He was so rough. More rough than that one time Jeonghan had punished him for annoying him during class.

Jeonghan has never looked this mad before.

Joshua recalled how he ended up in this situation after Jeonghan dared him to do seven minutes in heaven with him.

Joshua had always known Jeonghan to be a very levelheaded man. Jeonghan knew how to keep his cool. Joshua had dated the older for over a year but never once did he see the man jealous. That's how chill Jeonghan was. He believed in Joshua and gave him all the freedom in the world without any condition.

However, jealousy is an ugly fucking thing that causes people to do unspeakable things that their usual calm self would never even consider doing. That's how Joshua found himself getting harshly dragged by a jealous Jeonghan to one of the many rooms at the party.

Joshua gulped nervously, letting himself get dragged without any question because Jeonghan looked like he'd explode anytime. He did not want to make the older any more mad than he already was.

Reaching an empty room, Jeonghan wasted no time in clicking the door shut before pinning Joshua against the door and letting their lips meet after a whole damn year. Joshua felt all sorts of emotion at that moment as Jeonghan's tongue pried his mouth open. 

Joshua wondered absentmindedly. What was he doing? Why was he letting this happen? He did not want to fall right back into Jeonghan's arms again after everything that happened a year ago. He had tried so hard to stay away from Jeonghan. It went in vain.

This was not what Joshua had expected to happen when he saw the text in their friends group chat this morning that they should hang out at a party. Actually, this was the farthest situation Joshua imagined would have taken place, arriving at the party with just the intention of unwinding after a stressful day at his job.

Seeing Jeonghan again, however, obviously made him lose his mind again and has now dug up all of the emotions Joshua thought he had long sorted out. 

Their breakup was one-sided after all. Jeonghan had never agreed to it. Joshua had not given him the chance to.

Joshua had sent just one text, “Let’s break up. I don't want to be with you anymore,” no explanations, no heads-up whatsoever. It ended just like that. Joshua had not given Jeonghan a chance to react to the break up as well.

Maybe that's why Joshua was in this situation tonight. Had he gotten that closure with his ex, Jeonghan would not have been this mad. Jeonghan would not have been so jealous seeing Joshua kissing another man that was not him. What was Joshua even thinking when he let Mingyu kiss him and his neck when Jeonghan was right there watching all of it?

Deep down, Joshua knew why he did all of that. He knew he was at fault here. He wanted to rile Jeonghan up. He did not like that Jeonghan looked so unaffected after all this time when Joshua had been so miserable for the last year. 

So, can you really blame Joshua for being a brat tonight when Jeonghan has always had the ability to make Joshua go weak on his knees and make him do unimaginable things?

Jeonghan’s hand went to unbutton Joshua's pants while kissing him, letting his hand connect with the fabric of Joshua's lace lingerie that he had worn underneath. Jeonghan stilled for a second.

“Fuck. Are you wearing lace?” Jeonghan cursed underneath his breath, pulling away to take a better look at Joshua's body.

Pushing Joshua on top of the bed, Jeonghan hurriedly unbuttoned the younger's shirt and there it was—Joshua was wearing the skimpiest, sluttiest black lingerie known to mankind on his equally slutty body.

Jeonghan exhaled a breath, letting his hands caress Joshua's flat abdomen through the soft fabric. Gripping Joshua's waist firmly, Jeonghan leaned down to pull Joshua in another kiss.

The logical part of Joshua's mind has completely shut down, ignoring the fact that he’s currently semi naked and kissing his ex, merely revelling in how good it all felt.

He knew there were words that needed to be said and things that needed to be talked about between the two of them, but with alcohol and lust clouding his judgement, the need to have his pussy get filled with Jeonghan's cock was much more than any other negative feelings he had at that moment.

“You are such a slut, baby deer,” Jeonghan said through gritted teeth, touching the younger's wet pussy through the lacy panty, “Why are you wearing lingerie when you were supposed to only meet with your friends? What were you expecting, baby?”

Joshua pushed against Jeonghan's fingers shamelessly, wanting more of his touch, but his words were contradictory, “S-Shut up. What I wear or don't is none of your business. It's you who dragged me here,”

Jeonghan scoffed, pulling away slightly to take off his shirt, “Of course I did. I had to,” he didn't take his eyes off Joshua as he unbuttoned his shirt, “You were acting like a slut there too. I bet if I hadn't dragged you here, you would already be humping Mingyu's dick there,”

If it was anyone else who called Joshua a slut, Joshua would've slapped the shit out of them but it was Jeonghan. And Jeonghan was different. He had always been one of Joshua's exceptions. So instead of getting mad at the older for degrading him, Joshua just felt his pussy getting wetter hearing Jeonghan's words.

Maybe he was a slut after all.

Jeonghan kissed him again. The kiss started off gently, much to Joshua's surprise because he didn't expect Jeonghan to suddenly be nice to him.

Getting rid of the initial hesitation, Joshua hugged Jeonghan tightly and pulled the older closer. What's the point of even resisting? It's not like he was not asking for it when he decided to kiss Mingyu to rile Jeonghan up. He ran his fingers through Jeonghan's hair and started licking the older’s mouth with an eagerness that shocked him as Jeonghan groaned.

Jeonghan peeled himself off of Joshua to look at the boy's fucked out face. He traced the soaked spot in Joshua's lacy underwear with a finger, watching him squirm, pleading eyes accompanying the softest of mewl that provoked Jeonghan further to ravage the younger one in front of him.

"Jeonghannie," whined Joshua, like he used to back then when they were still together, lifting up his hips to meet the other's touch.

Jeonghan leaned down when he heard the younger one say please in a desperate voice for the first time that night. Time to feast on Joshua's pussy.

Jeonghan tasted him through the fabric of the underwear, and had to hold both of Joshua's hands out of the way when the boy started trying to remove the garment, shaking under the attention. Joshua had always been very much vocal about what he needed so Jeonghan recognized those moves easily. 

Joshua wanted more. He wanted Jeonghan to directly suck on his pussy.

Smirking, Jeonghan sucked on Joshua's sensitive clit. The taste was divine, and it's not much later that Jeonghan finally reached to push the piece of clothing aside, feeling the bare moistness with his tongue, collecting as much as he could. He lapped his tongue across the younger's folds and dragged it along as he traced the way up to the boy's clit.

Old habits die hard so as soon as Jeonghan sucked on his clit particularly harshly, Joshua found himself moaning loudly. He felt so sensitive all over. He hadn't been touched like this by anyone for so long that it almost felt foreign. He wished Jeonghan would go faster, harder—

But then, Jeonghan stopped all of a sudden as he asked, his voice dripping with coldness.

“Why did you kiss Mingyu?”

Joshua had to whine very loudly at the question. He was about to cum. Did Jeonghan really have to bring it up now of all time?

“W-What’s it to you?” he retorted, “I was given a dare and I can kiss whoever the fuck I want,” 

Jeonghan shook his head disappointedly, pushing two of his fingers inside Joshua in one go. Joshua gasped at the sudden intrusion as the older fingered him steadily, “You could've just kissed me, baby deer. Why go to Mingyu when you have me?” 

Joshua clutched the bedsheet tightly. Jeonghan's fingers were perfect and every time they touched the bundle of nerves inside his pussy, Joshua wanted to scream. 

“Are you… f-forgetting that you're literally my ex? Also, don't call me baby deer. I'm n-not your baby deer anymore. We have broken up in case you forgot,” Joshua managed to say in between his moans.

Jeonghan clicked his tongue, “A break up that only you agreed upon,” he curled his fingers inside Joshua's hole to send a ripple of pleasure through his nerves, “If anything, I don't fucking accept that breakup, my beautiful baby deer. I never did. So tell me how have you been for the last one year? We have a lot to catch up on,” 

As much as Joshua was going crazy with pleasure, he did not like how cocky Jeonghan sounded at that moment. Did Jeonghan really think that Joshua was going to get back together with him after this? Never.

“Don’t act like we will be a thing again, Jeonghan. Just because I'm under you right now and taking your fingers doesn't mean I'm going back to you. You're not special. You're just one of the many men I have sex with on the weekends,” Joshua spat. 

It was a lie. Because Joshua had not let any other man touch the deepest part of his body ever since he broke up with Jeonghan. He just wanted to say that to wipe the cocky smirk off Jeonghan's lips.

“Oh yeah?” Jeonghan tilted his head, a spike of annoyance building up inside him, “How many men did you let touch your pussy like this, shuji?”

Jeonghan pushed his fingers deeper inside, adding another one, making Joshua gasp loudly. 

Joshua could tell that Jeonghan was infuriated. It wouldn't end well, “It’s none of y-your business,” Joshua tried to pry Jeonghan's hands off him, wanting to get away, “Seven minutes are over already. I don't see any reasons why we should continue this. L-Let's just go back to the party,”

“Aw, why are you suddenly in a hurry, deer?” Jeonghan asked mockingly, as he played with Joshua's clit. He laid his free hand flat on Joshua’s stomach, the warmth of his palms igniting a shiver along Joshua’s spine. “There is plenty of time for us to have sex. Didn't you say I am one of your many flings? Maybe I can make you forget about your previous flings,”

“No—”

“No? But your body is saying otherwise though. You're clenching so hard around my fingers,” as if to make a point, Jeonghan thrusted deeply, making Joshua choke on his words and clench tighter, “See, your greedy little pussy don't want to let go of me at all,”

Leaning down, Jeonghan kissed Joshua's neck, trailing down to suck a mark on the hollow of his collarbones. Joshua's beautiful collarbones that Jeonghan loved so much. 

“Jeonghan, no—” Joshua breathed out shakily. He clawed at Jeonghan's bare chest in an attempt to catch the male's attention. “Alright alright I'll have sex with you. But no marks, please. I can't have people find out I let you fuck me,”

It wasn't until Joshua said that that he realized it was a huge mistake on his part. He should've known that it would only make Jeonghan more mad, especially with the jealousy still prickling at his skin after catching a glimpse of the bruise that's starting to bloom near Joshua's collarbone. The one that came from Mingyu earlier.

Jeonghan was trying to replace that mark with his own. And now Joshua just made the mistake of telling him not to do that.

Jeonghan drew his face back from where it was slotted in the crook of Joshua's neck. 

Joshua gulped seeing the mad look in Jeonghan's eyes. Before Joshua could take back his words, Jeonghan, with a click of tongue, seized up Joshua's jaw in a firm grip, forcing the younger male to meet his eyes.

“No marks?” Jeonghan said through gritted teeth. Tilting Joshua's head to the side, he tightened his hold on Joshua's jaw. A pleased smile made its way on his lips when he saw the new set of marks starting to appear on the expanse of Joshua's long neck. “You were completely fine with letting Mingyu suck marks on your skin earlier though? Why can't I?”

Joshua wanted to reason out that it was different. But he had no courage to retort back like before at this moment when he was completely at Jeonghan's mercy, “W-We were both drunk, okay? And I-I wasn't expecting him to leave a hickey.”

Jeonghan let out a humorless chuckle, clicking his tongue, “Excuses excuses so many useless excuses. Do you have any idea about just how mad you've made me tonight, shuji?” his fingers traced languid shapes along the dip of Joshua’s waist. He continued, his voice cold he brought his lips to Joshua’s ear, “At first, you kissed Mingyu and let him leave a mark on your skin,” 

Jeonghan took the lobe of Joshua’s ear between his teeth, biting gently, bringing a soft whine out of Joshua, “And then you claimed to have been fucked by multiple men over the past year. You're making my blood boil, baby deer. I really want to teach you a lesson so bad right now, fuck you until you can't walk anymore, until you can no longer think about leaving me again,” Jeonghan said, pressing a soft kiss against the shell of Joshua’s ear, like a sweet, innocent promise. “How does that sound, Joshuji?”

Joshua could only whimper at the cruel words and the sadistic lilt in Jeonghan’s voice, feeling like he was about to be devoured, with the way Jeonghan’s hands were digging into his skin. 

In the blink of a moment, Jeonghan got rid of Joshua's lingerie, leaving him completely bare in front of Jeonghan.

Joshua heard the distinct sound of a zipper being undone, and it's kind of game over when Jeonghan finally whipped his cock out of his pants.

Joshua didn't want to sound like a fucking weirdo but he missed that cock so much. His mouth started to water at the sight of the pulsating member of the older. Jeonghan had been the biggest he ever had and Jeonghan had been the last man he ever had sex with. It's crazy how Joshua could still crave for someone this much after all this time. 

Jeonghan pumped his cock to complete hardness and watching that scene, something inside Joshua burnt scalding hot. Joshua felt his pussy clenching on nothing.

"Hannie, please—" he said, lifting his hands to cup the older's face, "I need you— I need you inside me."

Jeonghan looked mildly pleased at his submission. He stroked himself lazily, and spanked one of Joshua's creamy thighs as he motioned him to spread them as far as they'd go.

"You need me, hmm?" Jeonghan whispered, and Joshua nodded like his life depended on it. "Gonna take me like a good little girl?" 

Jeonghan rubbed the head of his cock against Joshua's folds with no strength, making Joshua cry out when it missed and kept going along the length of his folds. 

Joshua felt his pussy dripping as soon as Jeonghan called him a good girl and he wanted that cock inside him so badly, desperately. But Jeonghan wouldn't stop teasing him. 

Joshua was so horny. The weight of a thick cock—Jeonghan’s cock—against his clit was making him go crazy with lust.

A hand crept up to close loosely around his neck.

Joshua closed his own hand around the one Jeonghan had on his throat. "Yes, Hannie, please— I'm gonna take you like a good girl. Your good girl," he said, grinding his drenched pussy against the hard meat of Jeonghan's cock. "Want it so bad, Hannie. Please give it to me—”

The hold on his neck strengthened, making him gasp. This was one of their kinks when they had been still together. Joshua always did like getting choked by Jeonghan but right now it felt like a threat. His hands hanging off the older's wrist desperately.

With one smooth motion, Jeonghan pushed his entire length inside Joshua's pussy. 

Jeonghan let go of the younger's neck at the same time as he pushed his length entirely. 

Joshua's moans were silenced by Jeonghan's own grunts as he cursed underneath his breath. Joshua's right pussy engulfed him fully, gripping him tightly. Jeonghan missed having that pussy clenching around his cock.

Joshua felt breathless as Jeonghan finally pushed through the tight ring of muscles, and his body instantly recognized the pain that came with it. 

Tears quickly collected at the corners of his eyes as he's being stretched impossibly wide around the thick length of Jeonghan's cock. He felt so full, like he's being split open, and Jeonghan had not even started thrusting yet. 

Jeonghan noticed Joshua's body tensing up and how Joshua's pussy grew even tighter, so Jeonghan leaned over until their bodies were flushed against each other.

Snaking an arm around Joshua's waist, Jeonghan started leaving kisses along Joshua's jaws to his lips, just to soothe the younger one because even if Jeonghan promised to teach him a lesson tonight he didn't want his baby deer to be hurt.

“Jeonghan, please move,” Joshua pleaded, wide red-rimmed doe eyes looking back at the older male. Jeonghan's gaze turned darker and that just made Joshua wetter. “Please Fuck me, Hannie. Use me however you want. I'm yours. I'll be good, I'll take it, please,”

That was Jeonghan's last straw.

“Is that so, baby deer? You'll take it? You'll be a good girl for me?” Jeonghan repeated, chuckling slightly. And being the needy slut that he was, Joshua nodded his head obediently. It stroked Jeonghan's ego, having Joshua all pliant just for him

Jeonghan lifted the younger's legs by the bends of the knees, and started to fuck him harshly. Joshua asked for it after all. Jeonghan did not want to be gentle any longer. Joshua was so wet down there, Jeonghan's cock eased in and out easily. The sight was downright sinful.

Joshua just laid there and—took it, let Jeonghan do as he pleased, eyes rolled back to the back of his head that seemed to get emptier and emptier the more Jeonghan fucked into him.

Jeonghan kept the rhythm of his thrusts going, aching to see the younger one come on his cock. Jeonghan felt downright ecstatic at the sight of his cock disappearing into the younger's impossibly tight pussy, the outline of his cock expanding a bulge in Joshua's flat tummy. 

Jeonghan had the strongest urge to get Joshua pregnant then. They were not using a condom and the chances of Joshua being on pills was also very low. Jeonghan could easily plant his seeds inside Joshua's womb and tie the younger to him forever.

Joshua, pregnant with his kids. Such a wonderful fucking thing.

“You look so beautiful like this, baby deer. You love this, don't you? You love having my cock inside your slutty pussy,” Jeonghan increased his pace, “Let me tell you something though,” Jeonghan inched closer to his right ear, pressing a wet kiss against the shell of Joshua's ear, while deftly working his fingers on the younger's sensitive clit at the same time. “Even if you get yourself multiple men to fuck you, they would never fuck you good like I do.”

Jeonghan sounded so fucking cocky as he said that. Joshua should have been annoyed, but he couldn't bring himself to be because it's all so fucking true. Where was the lie? 

Jeonghan was the best and the biggest he's ever had—not that Joshua went around fucking random men to affirm that, but he knew it. After Jeonghan came into his life, all the experiences that Joshua had with any other men out there flew right out of the window because Jeonghan was that good in whatever he did. 

Joshua knew it and that's why his knees trembled the way it did when Jeonghan fucked him like a madman. 

“Jeonghan-Hannie—Han, make me come please. I want to come so bad,” Joshua sobbed, clawing at Jeonghan's back. His toe curled in pleasure as Jeonghan hit at the bundle of nerves inside his pussy repeatedly that made him see stars. 

“Then beg for it. You've always been good at begging. Do it, shuji. Tell me what you want,” Jeonghan said, voice low and tempting as he smoothed his palm over the soft skin of Joshua's torso, fascinated at how his hand can cover almost half of Joshua's small waist. He couldn't wait to see it covered with bruises left by his hands once they're done. “You're so pretty like this. Crying and begging on my cock,”

“Please Jeonghannie please. I have been so good to you. I will be good to you. You make me feel so good. Please make me come. I'll do anything,” Joshua all but screamed.

Jeonghan found amusement in that.

“That’s right, baby deer. Scream my name. Our friends are right outside. Let them hear how good I'm making you feel.” He mouthed along the side of Joshua's neck, the same feeling of wanting to brand the male with his mark, to see Joshua wearing nothing but the bruises his hands and mouth had left taking a hold of him again. “That I'm the only one who can get you this needy and desperate—the only one who can fuck you this good, the only one who can make you scream,”

Joshua almost forgot just how much of a dirty talker his ex was. And whenever Jeonghan brought out that side of him, it never failed to turn Joshua into a puddle.

As Jeonghan thrusted inside him wildly, Joshua felt the pressure in his abdomen. The feeling was intense and it built so quickly with every thrust of Jeonghan's cock inside his sensitive pussy, not even giving him enough time to warn the older male before he came all over Jeonghan's cock with a broken cry.

His body grew limp immediately as Jeonghan continued to fuck him through his orgasm. 

It's not long before Joshua realized that Jeonghan was about to come as well. The way Jeonghan's rhythm got erratic, the way his cock pulsated against the wall of his pussy, he was also close. Joshua hugged the older male tighter and wrapped his legs around Jeonghan's torso, meeting the older's thrusts with enthusiasm despite being clearly overstimulated. 

And that's what tipped Jeonghan over the edge, completely gone after a couple more thrusts. Jeonghan grunted before finally emptying himself inside Joshua's pussy.

There was only silence there for the next few seconds except for the sound of their heavy breath clouding the room. Jeonghan draped himself on top of Joshua's body completely, his flaccid cock still buried inside Joshua's heat and it almost felt comforting for Joshua except he had no idea what to do after that.

Was that what happened when you had sex with your ex? Because what was Joshua supposed to say now? What do they become after this? He did not have the courage to have a conversation with Jeonghan like how an adult was supposed to. 

As Joshua felt Jeonghan shifting on top of him, as if to face him, Joshua decided to take the fool's route and pretended to be sleepy as he closed his eyes, refusing to meet Jeonghan's eyes.

Joshua knew he was being a coward again but whatever conversation they were supposed to have, it had to wait until the next morning.

Long story short, Jeonghan did not let Joshua run away from him the next morning again when Joshua tried to. He caged the younger one in his arms successfully and made him spill everything that he had been hiding from Jeonghan for the last one year—including why he broke up with Jeonghan so abruptly without any explanations.

And hearing Joshua's reasons, Jeonghan could not help but feel guilty. After all, it was his fault for never coming completely clean to Joshua about his initial intentions with the younger.

Jeonghan had started dating Joshua a few years ago because of a bet from some of his friends. However, after dating Joshua for just a month, the thought of a bet or anything related to that completely flew out of Jeonghan's mind. Jeonghan loved Joshua with his whole heart. Even though his initial intention with Joshua had not been pure, he came to fall in love with the adorable boy whose eyes resembled that of a deer's. 

Jeonghan could never even imagine the idea of ever leaving the younger one behind let alone love someone else.

But unfortunately, Joshua found out about the bet a year ago when he accidentally overheard some of Jeonghan's friends talking about it. 

And it broke Joshua's heart to think that Jeonghan did not love him for real and was only waiting for the chance to break up with him soon.

So, hurt and having his trust broken, Joshua did what he had to. He broke up with Jeonghan first before the male could have the chance to and do it first. 

Joshua blocked him on all platforms and made sure to never cross paths with him again.

But look at what happened now. A year later, he was now sobbing into the very man's arms he swore to never get close to ever again. He had been fucked by the very man he promised to never let touch his body again. 

Jeonghan apologized to him sincerely and explained everything from the start. It broke Jeonghan's heart to see his baby deer crying like that.

And even though Joshua had vowed to never get back together with Jeonghan again, he couldn't bring himself to reject the man when the older looked at him with so much love and fondness. Who could even ever love Joshua as much as Jeonghan did and still do? Joshua had tried going out with some men from his workplace after breaking up with Jeonghan but no one ever came close to his ex lover when it came to treating Joshua like a princess.

Joshua wanted Jeonghan back. Just as much as Jeonghan wanted him back.

“Please forgive me, baby deer. I wish I could turn back time and prevent you from getting hurt by my insensitive actions a year ago,” Jeonghan held him in his arms tightly and pressed a kiss on the crown of his head.

Joshua hummed, murmuring softly, “It’s fine. Let's forget about that already,” 

Joshua did not want to remember those cold empty nights without Jeonghan anymore. He wanted to move on and be with Jeonghan again.

“I love you. I love you so fucking bad, shua, you have no idea,”

Joshua blushed, letting Jeonghan kiss his neck, his lips. Gosh he missed this so bad, “I love you too,”

Jeonghan chuckled slightly and feigned a look of hurt on his face, “And yet you let other man fuck you, shua. I need to find them all and beat them up,”

Joshua felt flustered at the mention of that. He realized he had lied to Jeonghan last night about this and had yet to explain that it was not the truth.

“I l-lied actually. I have not slept with anyone else after breaking up with you,” he confessed shyly, “You are the only man who have ever fucked me in the past few years,” he added.

Jeonghan looked like he did not believe his ears, “Really? Then why did you lie to me? I was so fucking mad to imagine other men touching what's mine,”

“I……I wanted to make you jealous,” 

Jeonghan raised a brow at him, a playful smile made its way on his lips. His hand crept closer to Joshua's naked pussy underneath the blanket and touched the younger's sensitive clit from last night.

“Then I feel like I should have been harder on you last night, shuji. Don't you think you deserve it for what you did last night?” Jeonghan smirked, slipping two of his fingers easily inside Joshua's pussy.

Joshua gasped, clenching around his fingers. He looked at Jeonghan and there it was, the same look of need plastered on the younger's beautiful doe eyes. Joshua was so easily stimulated. 

Oh how much Jeonghan missed waking up to that every morning.

Needless to say, they ended up having sex a few more times before finally giving themselves a break.

Joshua stretched his limbs, feeling them sore after all the activities he did with Jeonghan for the last one day. The sound of water running inside the bathroom could be heard as Joshua sat on top of the bed to get dressed. 

Jeonghan was showering while Joshua was done and was just waiting for the older to be done as well so they could leave together.

All of a sudden, Joshua's eyes caught on the sight of a small yellow paper on the floor.

He picked it up curiously. Judging by the color of it, it was the same paper that Jeonghan had picked up from the bowl of dare for Joshua last night. The dare that made Joshua do seven minutes in heaven with Jeonghan.

Joshua read aloud the dare that was written on the paper.

“Take three sips from the strongest liquor available in the room,”

What?

But Jeonghan said that it was seven minutes in heaven with him.

The gears turned inside Joshua's head as he connected the dots. That evil mastermind gremlin. He lied to Joshua and their friends.

“YOON JEONGHAN!!”