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"Oh. I don't expect to meet you here today Q-chan."

Seira's gentle voice greeted Akihisa when he stepped into the rooftop that afternoon. It was 2 p.m when he decided to go out and leave his house, being alone with his thoughts and away from the guilt of having to look at his sister and also the thought of Sho that had been plaguing his mind. Akihisa didn't expect her to be here considering the fact that it's scorching hot outside and only someone as insane as Akihisa would chill up here but he guessed Seira had her reasons.

"Are you not with the others?" Seira asked.

"Not today. Doyong got boxing practice, Sho told me he's meeting his family colleagues and the rest—I don't know." Akihisa explained.

"I thought you were going to spend all summer with Sho."

Akihisa felt like his heart stopped when Seira casually said that. She didn't know did she? That Akihisa was sleeping with Sho?

"W-what makes you think that?" he stammered.

"Because you are glued to his side these days." Seira told him matter of fact.

"We're friends." Akihisa tried to defend himself.

"I know that, I just said that I thought you would spend your time with him rather than alone up here." she assured him.

"I need peace."

"Yeah we need that sometimes." Seira smiled.

Akihisa smiled back. "Thank you for sharing your safe space with me Seira."

"It wasn't mine to begin with, I'm just lucky to be alone in it before you discover them." she shrugged.

They fell into a comfortable silence after the exchange. Seira continued to read her manga while Akihisa cracked open a can of beer and lit up his cigarette. He smiled to himself when he realized that he started to pick up cigarettes after seeing Sho and the team smoked it and just like everything Sho forced him to do, it made him addicted.

"Q-chan are you free this weekend?"

Seira's question gave him deja vu. Sho asked him the same thing a week ago and Akihisa accepted his offer.

"Let's go somewhere. It doesn't have to be anything, just a casual going out with me. You can decide wherever we want to go." Seira continued.

And her offer was the same as Sho's. That they can go wherever they want, just the two of them.

It could come as a surprise but Akihisa wasn't exactly gay. He liked men and women the same, although for now the one he really liked was Sho who happened to be a man. But he would be lying if he said that he didn't have a feeling for Seira, even just a little bit. She was a beautiful girl who gave him confidence and firm about his foolishness in believing Sho and his outrageous idea.

So in the end he said,

"Yes. Of course. Let's go together somewhere."

Seira's smile was beautiful and warm and Akihisa felt his heart also warmed by her smile. He couldn't fuck it up for the both of them so he had to think about the best spot to hang out with your friend. If he could, it would be better than what he did with Sho last week.

•••

In the end Akihisa didn't have any original thought and invited Seira to watch a hanabi with him, just like what he did with Sho. Seira told him she would be there at 6.

"Q-chan! I'm sorry I'm late."

Akihisa looked over and saw Seira. She was wearing a pink yukata with a flower ornament pinned on her short hair. She looked really beautiful.

"Ah Seira." Akihisa called dumbly.

"Let's go?" Seira tilted her head slightly.

Akihisa nodded. They walked up the steps to the clearing where they could see the hanabi, Akihisa's mind filled with how he was there a week ago doing the exact same thing with Sho.

"Your surprised face is so cute Q-chan." Seira laughed while they were walking.

"Huh? How come a guy like me can be cute?" Akihisa protested.

"But you are cute."

Akihisa just huffed and that made Seira laugh. They were standing on the edge of the clearing overlooking the city view, eyes upward waiting for the fireworks display to begin.

When it began, Akihisa took a deep sigh by how beautiful the display was. It was bright and so high on the sky, illuminating their faces even though they were pretty far from the area.

"It's the best." Seira said. Her face when Akihisa looked at her was beaming. Akihisa felt his heart beating a little bit faster when he saw her. "It's the best!"

Akihisa can only look at her dumbly while she smiled some more, focusing on the fireworks display now. She was a wonderful girl and Akihisa hoped that someday she would get a suitable partner for herself. While Akihisa... he didn't know actually what he would become. If the world didn't end in 1999 he reckon he would continue living, becoming a boring adult with Sho as his partne—

What.

Who the hell was Akihisa thinking about as a partner?

He felt his cheeks heating. Did he seriously just think that he would spend his future with Sho? He was dumber than he thought. And he was friends with Maruko.

"Q? Q-chan?"

The red hair looked at Seira in surprise when she waved her hand in front of her.

"Ah. Sorry Seira." Akihisa apologized.

"Something on your mind?"

Akihisa's mouth opened before he could stop his speech. "I want to spend all day with you."

She frowned in confusion before Akihisa blurted out,

"I'm very happy and calm when I'm with you. I want to spend all day with Seira. Just you and me."

Seira looked at him in surprise this time. "I didn't know you were that kind of person Q-chan."

What kind? But Seira's small hand gently took his own and before he knew it he was dragged somewhere. Akihisa felt his chest sinking when he realized where Seira took him to. A hotel. Which meant Seira thought of Akihisa's saying as them sleeping together. Her and Akihisa. Akihisa and his weird body and his pussy.

Fuck.

"Q-chan is your money enough?" Seira asked curiously when she saw him hesitating.

"Yes." Akihisa answered.

They paid for their room and Seira told him that she would take a shower first. When the door was closed he looked downward, opening his jeans and seeing that when confronted by a beautiful girl insinuating that they should sleep together, he didn't get hard. He looked around the room, fiddling with the light control and the two condom packets on the stand and felt dread creeping up his body when the sound of the shower stopped.

"Q-chan?" Seira called him.

Akihisa turned over. Seira looked really beautiful wearing a bathrobe and if he was a real man he would get hard by the sight of her but he didn't. It made him nervous, this loss of control of his action and what the consequences would be.

He stepped slowly to Seira, while she looked at him nervously. He didn't know what to do. When he did this with Sho, Sho was the first to take action, leading Akihisa and making him feel good while now Akihisa had to be the one making the first move.

With shaking hands he tilted his head and closed the gap between him and Seira. She looked really nervous but he proceeded through, catching her lips in a searing kiss and kissed her. Her hands which were grabbing Akihisa's arms fell onto her side and she let herself be kissed. Akihisa wouldn't lie, it felt really good to kiss Seira. Her lips were soft and the tiny sound she made excited him but again, he didn't feel himself getting hard like he did with Sho. And that was embarrassing.

He pushed her into the bed and gently caressed her body. Seira was thin, very thin and different from Sho's big and warm body pinning Akihisa to the mattress and encouraging him to search his own pleasure. Her bathrobe came off and Akihisa could see her soft breast under the dim light. Seira grabbed his shirt and motioned him to take it off and Akihisa did, exposing his bare skin to Seira. Two more layers before the truth of his body came to Seira.

They continued kissing, with Seira making small gasps and moaning when Akihisa kneaded her body. Even then when he held her, his cock didn't stand up at all. In contrast he felt himself getting more wet, his pussy throbbing and leaking slick that wet his underwear.

When his jeans were finally off Akihisa felt himself panicking. There was only one fabric left before his secret was exposed to Seira.

He was going to end it here, stop whatever was going to happen now but before he could do that Seira's hands come in contact with his crotch, touching his cock from his underwear and without looking Akihisa could feel a frown making its way to her face when she realized Akihisa wasn't hard at all.

His panic arose when Seira slipped her fingers into his underwear, grabbing his flaccid cock and trying her best to stimulate it, movement controlled like she had done this multiple times before. Her effort yielded nothing as Akihisa's cock remained stubbornly limp. Seira was so close, so close to discovering what he truly was and Akihisa had to stop her—this has to be finished—

Before he gasped loudly when Seira's fingertip touched the upper part of his folds.

"Ah!"

Seira looked at him in surprise. No. This couldn't be happening. Akihisa felt tears pricked his eyes before his hands pushed Seira's and he turned over in shame.

"Q-chan?" Seira called him.

"I'm sorry Seira sorry ah this must've been embarrassing for you to sleep with a weirdo like me it's—it's okay if you don't want to sleep with me I will leave—"

"Show me?"

Huh? Akihisa was so flabbergasted that he looked at Seira instantly, tears in his eyes. But Seira's eyes that looked back at him weren't full of mockery. Instead she looked curious and dared Akihisa say excited to see what Akihisa had under that.

"But why? Aren't you disgusted by me?" Akihisa spoked.

"I'm not disgusted Q-chan, I would never be disgusted by you. Please? I want to see you. Every single part of your body." Seira gently persuaded him.

Akihisa gulped. "Promise me that you wouldn't tell anyone of my secret?"

"No." Seira promised him. "I will never betray your trust like that Q-chan."

Akihisa felt like he was thrown abroad a ship after Seira said that. Seira wanted to see him. See his pussy. He cautiously looked at Seira and his crotch before slowly pulling his underwear down, back to Seira because he didn't want to see the look of disgust on her face.

He was soaking wet. His pussy was pulsating with the need to be filled after all of the foreplay that he did with Seira. He still didn't have the guts to meet Seira like this, but her gentle voice reminded him.

"Turn around Q-chan."

Akihisa breathed a sigh of resignation before he turned around, baring himself for Seira to see. His cock was still limp but Seira could see the same organ that she had on her body.

"Come closer?" Seira asked him to.

He faced away as he came closer on the bed, close to Seira and showed her his pussy. Seira gently touched his cheek before saying, "Look at me?"

Akihisa did. He looked at Seira and what he saw was Seira and her warm eyes encouraging him. "You have a very beautiful body Q-chan. There's nothing to be ashamed of."

"What should we do next you see I'm not hard—I can't fuck you." Akihisa closed his eyes while he said that.

"Can I finger you Q-chan?"

This day couldn't be stranger. Did Seira just say to him that she wanted to finger Akihisa? As in inserting her fingers into Akihisa's cunt and fucking him with it?

"Eh?"

"Or do you want me to eat you out? Anything is fine if you can't do me."

Akihisa's cheeks heated up. "No no we can just do nothing if you don't want to."

"You are wet." Seira pointed out. "I can help you get a release if you want to."

Seira's eyes were kind. Akihisa felt like he was trapped in a slow sand. He didn't realize that he was sinking but he surely did because he found himself nod. Seira smiled before asking,

"Can I touch you?"

"Yes." Akihisa affirmed her.

They moved their position so Akihisa could sit against the headboard, legs opened to Seira as the pretty girl inspected his pussy. Seira's eyes were on Akihisa when she moved her hands closer, his fingers tapping Akihisa's thigh lightly and making him shiver.

Seira's finger lightly traced his wet slit, smearing his slick all over his pussy and Akihisa had to bite back a moan to that. She was good, caressing his pussy gently before she found his clit and started rubbing it.

"Does this make you feel good?" Seira asked.

"Yes ah yes." Akihisa moaned.

"Then moan so I can hear you."

Akihisa felt goosebumps run through his body when Seira ordered him to do that. He knew Seira was an assertive person but he didn't know that he would be the receiving end on that look in bed.

Her pointer and middle finger stroked his clit in a fast rotating motion that Akihisa could only grip the sheets next to him and moan. Moan by the skill of Seira's hands making a mess on his body. She came closer, lips kissing Akihisa's neck before Akihisa felt her other finger rubbing his cunt and coming in.

"Seira ah." Akihisa called her.

"Hmm? Does it feel good?"

"It does uhh." he didn't even know what to speak of. This was strange wasn't it? Akihisa should be the one fucking Seira and making her lose her mind but here he was, getting fingered by a girl he liked until he cum.

"You're so cute Q-chan." Seira praised him with a smile.

Akihisa couldn't reply because Seira twisted her finger upwards and started digging in, clearly trying her best to make him feel good and squirt. As usual it drove Akihisa crazy, he was moaning louder when she scratched his walls just right.

"Ah more Seira please ah." he whimpered.

"What do you mean by more?"

"Fingers please get more fingers ah in me." Akihisa begged.

Seira smiled before she put in another finger, two fingers inside of Akihisa and made him lose his mind. He was so close, so close to squirting if Seira could just fuck his pussy harder—

"Sei—aaah!!!!"

He squirted like he always did when his partner made him feel good. His eyes were filled with tears when the reality that he just squirted being fingered by Seira came through. How shameful.

Akihisa was about to end their coupling but before he could do that, he felt Seira add one more finger in his cunt and started rubbing his clit with a much faster pace than before, while he was still shaking due to orgasm.

"Uh? Seira ah what are you doing?" Akihisa asked, confused.

Seira gave him her usual gentle smile before coming closer, her lips right next to Akihisa before saying,

"I want to make you feel good Q-chan." she whispered.

Akihisa shivered. She screwed her fingers inside of him, fucking his insides with her fingers and Akihisa couldn't take it. His cock that wasn't hard before stood at full mass and was leaking precum because of how good he felt on his cunt.

"Is this your first time getting fingered?" Seira asked as she touched that spongy thing that made him moan.

"Ah no no it wasn't I—I did it with someone and ah did it myself." Akihisa told her.

"With whom?"

Akihisa didn't want to answer that, it was embarrassing. Seira's fingers scratched his upper cunt again, prodding and probing with controlled movement. With the fast flick she rubbed Akihisa's clit with, it didn't take long before Akihisa came again, water wetting Seira's hands but Seira didn't relent. He was still shaking uncontrollably by his second orgasm but Seira kept fucking him with her fingers.

"Seira that's enough ah it feels weird it's ahh too much please." Akihisa cried with how good he felt. Literal tears came out of his eyes by Seira's clever finger who made him squirt twice and were still doing it when Akihisa was overstimulated.

"Your pussy felt so warm and wet Q-chan, tell me who has seen you like this before." Seira kissed his ear.

"It was ahh!!! Seira!"

Akihisa wasn't ready when Seira added another one, now four fingers inside Akihisa. He felt so so full and overwhelmed that he cried. He cried like a baby while moaning incoherently, his cunt tight on Seira's fingers that were still fucking him. His clitoris red and hard and pinched and pulled by Seira.

"Seira it's too much uhh uh ah." Akihisa cried.

"Name Q-chan."

"It was Sho! Ah Sho fucked me and do these!!!" Akihisa screamed.

Seira's fingers went faster in fucking his cunt and rubbing his clit. His cunt flattered around her and for the third time that night, he came. By Seira's finger.

"Ah!!!!!"

He came, from his pussy this time. Akihisa was shaking so much that his hands grabbed Seira's who were still inside him though thankfully, still now. He cried and whimpered and moaned by the aftershock of his orgasm. He was sure he looked like a mess, squirting water soaking the bed and his cum coating Seira's fingertips. His cock went limp, maybe sensing the tiredness of his body after 3 orgasms in the span of 7 minutes.

"Uhh uh." he sobbed, body still shaking from the intense orgasm he just had. He felt Seira's fingers slowly withdraw from his cunt, before her other hand gently cupped his jaw and moved it so Akihisa saw Seira.

"You're so cute Q-chan." Seira said with a smile. She kissed the corner of his lips before her fingers—her fingers that she used to fuck Akihisa and were still drenched in Akihisa's slick and cum—came closer to his lips, asking him to open up.

And Akihisa did. He opened his mouth and Seira inserted her fingers inside, while Akihisa licked all over her fingers tasting himself. It was slippery and wet and salty but Akihisa was too lost in his pleasure to think straight. He licked her fingers clean and when it was done, Seira took them out. Her eyes, ever so gentle looking at Akihisa.

"Good?" Seira asked.

"Yes. Uhm do you want me to return the favor?" Akihisa replied.

"No that's fine Q-chan." she smiled. "Thank you for coming with me today. I'm glad that I get to spend all day with you."

Akihisa felt very guilty. Seira had him seeing stars before but he couldn't return the favour? What was he a loser? Yes, that was for sure. Seira rubbed his shoulder encouragingly before she got up, coming into the shower for a little bit and coming out wearing her previous yukata.

"A-are you leaving?" Akihisa asked anxiously.

"Yes. Don't worry Q-chan I'm not disgusted with you alright? and I won't tell anyone about your secret, you can trust me it's just that," Seira stopped mid sentence.

"Just what?" he asked.

"I'm not the kind of girl you are thinking about Q."

She left after that. Akihisa was still naked and dirty and he felt ashamed and sob poured out of him when the door closed.

TBC

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Akihisa didn't stay long after Seira left. He got up, took a quick shower and cleaned himself before he went out of the room. The bed was a mess of his water and cum and Akihisa couldn't help but think about how the janitor would assume it was Seira's and not Akihisa's. He wiped his face roughly and entered the lift.

He didn't want to go home. He felt really stuffy with his sister and his mom who seemed very happy that he was getting closer to Sho, probably because it meant Akihisa had good connections that could advance his career someday but Akihisa didn't want that from Sho. But he also couldn't just be out and cry after Seira left him like that. He didn't like Seira like he liked Sho but it hurt. It hurt him that Seira left after that like she was disappointed Akihisa wasn't what she thought.

He was so lost on his thoughts that he didn't know that his pager rang. It was when he was anxious, looking to smoke a cigarette that he finally took his out.

Meet me at MekeMeke tomorrow Q-chan
-Sho

Are you not asleep?
-Q

Oh aren't you?
-Sho

What do you want to talk about?
-Q

If you are still up maybe we could meet somewhere? I'll pick you up
-Sho

Kitaya Park
-Q

OK wait for me
-Sho

Akihisa put down the telephone after he was done replying to Sho's pager. He sat down on the bench, looking at the dark sky above him and thinking about the life choices that had made him be here like this, with his two friends knowing his well guarded secret.

15 minutes later, he saw Sho's figure coming closer to the park. He was wearing a hoodie with a jacket and jeans and he looked really relaxed, the exact opposite of Akihisa's jumbled mess.

"You look terrible." Sho commented.

"Thanks." Akihisa rolled his eyes.

"I mean it Q-chan you look terrible like you've just gone through something and—did you cry?"

Akihisa didn't fail to notice Sho's tone shift when he saw the proof of Akihisa's cry. That made him feel things, the way Sho looked at him with worry like he's scared that something happened to Akihisa. He squatted in front of Akihisa, looking at him intently before asking,

"What happened?"

The red hair looked away. How could he say that he just had his pussy fucked by Seira's finger at the end of their hanging out?

"Do you want to go somewhere private? Let's go to our basecamp." Sho offered.

Akihisa could only nod. He got up and followed Sho to their basecamp, which had the walking distance of 10 minutes from the park. They exchanged nothing as they walked side to side, feeling the night air around them. He didn't even know why he accepted Sho's offer when the whole reason he went with Seira was to get Sho out of his mind but it was too late.

Sho opened the lock to their basecamp, turning on the lamp before motioning Akihisa to sit anywhere. The layout of the room had changed, the bed where Akihisa was fucked the first time was now near the window while the sofa was moved center in front of the TV. He sat himself on the sofa, burying his face in his hands before he heard the sound of glass clicking.

"Drink." Sho ordered.

Akihisa glared at him but accepted the beer nonetheless. He drank like half of it while Sho watched, face frowning.

"Now tell me what has been bugging you." he ordered.

"Why do I have to tell you?" Akihisa replied, feeling irate.

"Well something clearly happened to you that makes you this irritable and sad. Come on Q-chan tell me."

There truly was no point in lying to Sho because he knew. He always knew.

"I went on a date with Seira." Akihisa slowly told him. "Then we got comfortable and I blurted out that I wanted to spend all day with her and she took me into a hotel. To do... that."

Sho had a strange look on his face, like he was disappointed at something and that made Akihisa's stomach sank even further than before. Oh. Sho liked Seira didn't he? That was why he looked so disappointed when Akihisa insinuated that they slept together, because he had feelings for her.

"Then what happened? You fucked her and you have a premature ejaculation that's why she kicked you out and you're all morose all about it?" Sho's eyebrow arched.

What even—how did Sho come into that conclusion?! Akihisa hit his head with his hand not so lightly before cursing him.

"Who the fuck do you think I am?!" he shrieked.

"Hiroshige Akihisa. Q-chan. The boy with a dick and a pussy." Sho answered honestly.

Akihisa left out a huff of anger and annoyance. Always an annoying prat that Suzuki Shotaro. He took a deep breath before continuing,

"That would've been better because I'm not hard even after she got all naked." muttered Akihisa.

He could see Sho bit back a laugh and he glared harder. Sho shook his head before asking, "Then? Did she kick you out?"

"Uhh no. She didn't. She.... put her hand inside my pants and touched that."

"That what?"

"My clit and my pussy duh." Akihisa rolled his eyes.

Sho's eyes which were filled with mischief before, changed. He looked... angry? He looked furious and why would he when he and Seira weren't dating so it was fair game for Akihisa to sleep with her.

"What did she do?"

"She... fingered me." Akihisa whispered.

Sho looked surprised. "She did?"

"Yes. And umm... she did it over and over again until I came." Akihisa looked away because he couldn't handle the way Sho looked at him. He looked enthralled after the red hair said that Seira fingered him.

"How many fingers and how many times did you come Q-chan?" Sho asked.

"Why does it matter? She—she left me right after that. She said that she's not the kind of girl I'm thinking of. But why did she leave? It's because she hates me right?" Akihisa felt a wave of self loathing washing over his body.

"No. She just," Sho stopped for a minute to arrange his words. "has another problem that you don't know about. It's not because you have a pussy, trust me. She's not a bigot Q."

Oh of course Sho knew everything about Seira because he loved her. How could Akihisa be so stupid and thought that Sho would spend the rest of his life with him, when clearly Sho would rather marry Seira who was pretty and kind and wasn't weird like Akihisa was.

Akihisa puffed his cheeks without knowing, angry at himself. He stood up, wanting to go home and left Sho and his annoying ass but his hands were held. He looked down and saw Sho looking up at him, eyes shining.

"Stay the night Q." he spoke.

"No it's fine I'd rather go home." Akihisa half heartedly refused.

"It's dangerous outside. Sleep here until morning and after that you can do anything you want to."

He spent too much time with Maruko than he thought because he could sense his common sense melting away after being confronted by Sho's pleading eyes. Sho smiled, making that small bed as comfortable as possible before motioning Akihisa to sleep next to the wall, Sho beside him.

Akihisa was too tired so he complied. He laid down next to Sho and closed his eyes. He thought he heard Sho whispered "good night" before sleep overtook him.

•••

Akihisa had a strange dream that night. In that dream he was making something in the kitchen of a big house, cookies maybe? while there were mutterings all around him. He was mixing something in a bowl before a little girl's voice interrupted him.

"Maccha!"

As if he knew he was called that, he looked away from his bowl and into the face of a cute little girl with long hair. She looked so sweet with a pretty face, big eyes, and a sharp nose.

"What is it Lily?" he heard himself talk.

"Papa said he has decorated the christmas tree. He wants you to see!"

Akihisa let himself be led by the little girl whom he realized must be his daughter. He followed her to the living room of the house which a figure Akihisa knew well stood, admiring the christmas tree he had decorated.

"Papa I have called Maccha here!" the little girl, Lily, said happily.

"Thank you Lily."

That voice. Akihisa felt breathless when the figure slowly looked at him and then—

Akihisa blinked when he felt something behind him. He never saw the man who his daughter called papa in his dreams but well it was a cute dream. What wasn't cute though was what was poking his ass behind him.

"Sho stop rutting on me." Akihisa said.

Sho didn't answer, probably still asleep and dreaming god knows what that made him rut against Akihisa's back. Akihisa was also hard because of morning wood but not like Sho, different from Sho especially after the black hair groaned. "Q-chan."

"If you are having erotic dreams about me then wake up and solve it in the shower." Akihisa grumbled.

He wasn't waking up and truth to be told Akihisa felt himself getting aroused feeling Sho's cock through his back. Last night he changed into one of the pajamas Sho had, making the feeling of Sho's cock on his ass closer and hotter. Sho needed to wake up now because Akihisa wasn't keen on sleeping with two people in the span of 24 hours, thank you.

"I dreamt of something." Sho's hoarse voice rang.

"Oh you've awoken thank god." Akihisa replied sarcastically.

"I dreamt that I have a daughter named Lily and I was decorating a christmas tree."

Akihisa felt like he was punched in the chest. Sho had the same dream as him, a daughter named Lily and a christmas tree. Could it be....?

"Then?" despite himself Akihisa asked for more.

"Then you said it was a beautiful christmas tree and then you made me follow you into a bedroom and then we kissed." Sho explained, his breath hot on Akihisa's nape.

"You fucked me in your dreams did you?"

Sho's laughter reverberated. "You were asking me to! You said that for papa's christmas gift the present is maccha or something and then I do you."

"That was all in your dreams so get off me." Akihisa would never admit that it made him shy, that dream of them having a family together and somehow matched.

"No you're warm." Sho hugged Akihisa tighter, his cock digging into the gap between Akihisa's ass and thigh.

"Sho seriously get off I'm going home."

"I told you last night that I have something to talk about right?"

Oh that's right. Sho did. Akihisa was still facing the wall, not keen on looking at Sho while he said whatever it was that he wanted to say.

"I think I love you."

Akihisa felt that time stopped. He felt like he was floating in space being pulled by unknown force. Sho loved him? Suzuki Shotaro loved Hiroshige Akihisa.

"Don't lie." Akihisa's voice trembled.

"I don't, Akihisa. I do love you." The red hair felt Sho kissing the back of his neck.

"If you think this is funny cut it out right now Sho."

Sho let out a growl of frustration before Akihisa felt him leaving the bed. He turned over and saw him kicking over a small chair, hands pulling on his own hair. He looked at Akihisa then, eyes red and not calm as usual.

"How many times do I have to say that I like you, that I loved you until you understand that I have feelings for you? I love you Akihisa." Sho bellowed with frustration.

"But don't you—don't you like Seira?" Akihisa asked, confused.

Sho sighed. "I did. I liked her when we were a child and into our teen years but it all changed after I met you. I fell in love with you. I don't know since when but when I woke up I realized that I can't think of a life when you're not there beside me."

Akihisa was confused. What just happened? Just last night he was finger fucked to tears by Seira and now Sho was confessing his love for him?

"Besides don't you hear how I said that I like you, I get hard pleasuring you and you thought I like Seira?" Sho said incredulously.

"Then why are your expressions like that the night before?"

"Like what?"

"Like you were disappointed that I went to bed with Seira."

Sho took a deep sigh. "That's because I'm jealous. I'm jealous of Seira okay? I'm jealous that she can touch you, not that I'm jealous you're with her. I want to be the only one to touch you, to kiss you, and do romantic shit before this world ends."

Akihisa was at a loss for words. This information was all too much for him. He looked at Sho's frustrated face opposite of him, heavy breath like he just ran a marathon. He turned his face away before muttering,

"I also like you." Akihisa confessed.

"Huh?"

"I—I said I also like you Sho."

"Are you joking or not Q-chan?"

The red hair looked at him. "Do you think I touched myself thinking of you because of what? Because I just want to?"

Sho looked at him seriously before coming closer. He was much calmer than before, his eyes changed its gaze from anger and frustration to disbelief that Akihisa reciprocated his feelings.

"Do you like me Akihisa?" Sho asked, his hands gently holding Akihisa's cheeks.

"I do okay. I—I thought it was my feelings that were one-sided. I thought you liked Seira and only slept with me because you feel good, not because you like me." Akihisa admitted.

"I like you Akihisa. I've told you when we first fuck right that I liked you and I kissed you, that's something I don't do with the others. I like you, I want to be your lover—your boyfriend—or whatever the fuck it is. I want to be with you. I don't care that the world ends tomorrow as long as you're here with me." Sho explained seriously.

Akihisa met Sho's eyes. He looked so sincere that Akihisa felt so bad for even doubting Sho. He bit his lips before saying, "Then what are we. What do you want us to be?"

"We can be anything we want to be Q. We can be boyfriends, or if status made you uncomfortable we can just be us. You're mine and I'm yours."

Oh. That was Sho asking him to be his boyfriend. He felt his whole body turning red from his shyness but he nodded nonetheless.

"I want that."

"Alright so we'll be 'that' okay?"

He nodded again. Sho smiled before he closed their gap, lips softly kissing Akihisa. It was a romantic and longing kiss, and Akihisa felt like he was melting in that kiss.

They were boyfriends. Him and Sho. They were in a relationship. Akihisa felt so happy he hoped the world would stop spinning so he could stay here forever.

•••

"Q-chan it's okay you don't have to do this."

Akihisa shook his head. After kissing and becoming an official boyfriend and boyfriend, they fall back into that tiny bed. At first it was just making out with Akihisa sitting on top of Sho's lap but it quickly turned heated as Akihisa grinded on Sho's still hard cock. He never gave Sho a blowjob before so he went down, pulling Sho's pyjama pants so he could taste his boyfriend.

Akihisa has seen this cock multiple times but it looked really intimidating up close. Did he really get this thing into his cunt every time?

Eyes still on Sho, he darted his tongue out to lick the underside of Sho's cock. The black hair moaned and his moan encouraged Akihisa to do further, kissing and licking his shaft before sucking on Sho's cockhead.

"Q-chan shit you look so fucking gorgeous love." praised Sho.

"Mmh." Akihisa just hummed.

He went down lower, mouth sucking on Sho's cock and because it's too long he used his hands to jack off the base. He was sure his service wasn't up to par Sho's usual standard but he could hear his boyfriend panting and groaning so that must've meant he did something correct.

"Deeper, pretty." Sho commanded.

Akihisa did. He tried his best to insert Sho's cock into him further and nearly choked. Sho's big hands on his hair was warm and encouraging but grounding him to stay and take Sho's cock and it made him shiver. He bobbed his head up and down, hollowing his cheeks so Sho could feel good.

"Ah I'm coming Q-chan." Sho warned him.

Akihisa's sucking didn't stop and his hands on Sho's hand didn't stop. Sho grabbed his hair with a warning.

"I'm coming Akihisa. If you don't let go I'm going to come in your mouth."

Akihisa just hummed, perfectly content on swallowing his boyfriend cum. Sho's hand was steady on his hair before his hips stuttered, groan coming out of his lips when he came. It tasted horrible and salty but Akihisa swallowed them nonetheless.

"You tasted terrible." Akihisa complained. "Cut back the alcohol and cigarettes would you."

"You first." Sho teased him back. "That was good Akihisa, thank you."

"I did a horrendous job it's okay to admit it Sho."

"No I meant it as your first time sucking my cock you did good."

Akihisa threw him a middle finger, making Sho laugh. He sat on his boyfriend's lap, circling his arms on his neck and kissed him passionately. He moved his body back and forth, rousing Sho's cock to stand again so he could fuck Akihisa. He didn't even think of switching because Akihisa didn't want to. He just wanted this. Being screwed by Sho and losing his mind by his movement.

"Eager much?" Sho teased him.

"Stop teasing me or I'll break up with you and have Seira fuck me." Akihisa threatened playfully.

Sho's lips quirked up with mischief when he heard Seira's name from Akihisa's lips.

"Tell me truthfully what she did to you Q-chan. How many times did you come by being fingered with her fingers?" Sho bit Akihisa's ear.

"Three times."

"In the span of?"

"7 minutes."

"Damn."

Akihisa laughed when he saw Sho's expression that was full of disbelief.

"See? Don't get too cocky Sho because there's another person who can make me feel good." Akihisa boasted.

"Well you can't even get your dick hard to fuck her so—"

"Shut up!"

Sho laughed and Akihisa did too. He didn't know what was so funny but they laughed. Akihisa didn't stop grinding on Sho's cock though, it sprang to life and rubbed against his folds in no time.

"Turn over Q-chan."

Akihisa complied. He turned himself over, before feeling his body being manhandled and he was now kneeling on the bed, hands on the window sill overlooking the street. It was closed by the curtain thankfully but it didn't stop Akihisa from panicking a little bit. He couldn't lie that he enjoyed being manhandled by Sho though.

"If I put two fingers inside you right now would you accept it easily?"

"Yeah Seira fucked me with four fingers last night." Akihisa challenged him.

"Damn."

"Hurry, Sho." the red hair urged him.

Akihisa moaned when he felt Sho's two fingers enter his cunt, scissoring his way into it quickly and Akihisa became more wet.

"Can I come in?"

Akihisa nodded. He heard a condom packet being ripped before his cunt was hit with a large object, though it went in smoothly like it always did.

"Aah. Oh my god." Akihisa moaned.

"Does being fucked by fingers better than this?"

Akihisa was feeling petty so he answered with, "she did make me cum thrice in 7 minutes so yes."

Akihisa could feel Sho smiling exasperatedly before the black hair fucked him, hard. Akihisa grabbed the curtain and continued moaning, calling Sho's name and spurring him on.

"There Sho ah harder there." Akihisa whimpered.

"You are still very tight even after ah being fucked by four fingers last night Q-chan." commented Sho, hands on Akihisa's hips while he thrusted into the red hair's cunt.

"You liked it ahh you liked it when my cunt is tight."

"I do. I can feel your walls clenching me tight and not want to let go." Sho whispered into his ears.

Akihisa felt hot, so so hot. His hand went down and he started to rub his clit with a fast pace, flicking and stroking that small bell to heighten his pleasure. He thought of Sho and his face and his personality and his clever hands and cock ramming into his inside and Akihisa couldn't hold it in. He squirted, water spraying the wall as his body shook.

"I like you like this." Sho said. "Your pussy fluttered around me and clenched me so incredibly tight that I want you to come more and more just so I can feel your body convulsing because of me."

"Then do it. Make me come more than Seira and prove your worth as my boyfriend."

Akihisa felt his breath get taken away when Sho manhandled him again, this time turning Akihisa over so he laid against the bed facing Sho. His boyfriend's face was filled with playfulness when he said, "with pleasure."

It was hot and humid and Akihisa felt sticky all over his body but the only thing on his mind was how with Sho on his side, he could overcome anything. Even if the world ended today, he wouldn't care because at least, Sho was beside him.

Fin