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1. That Which Was Lost. by alta_artori

   Fandoms: Elden Ring (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
   • F/F, F/M, Gen, M/M, Multi, Other
   • Work in Progress

   25 May 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Underage Sex
   • Cleanrot Knight Finlay/Malenia Blade of Miquella (Elden Ring)
   • Queen Marika the Eternal/Rennala Queen of the Full Moon (Elden Ring)
   • Miquella & St. Trina (Elden Ring)
   • Malenia Blade of Miquella & Miquella (Elden Ring)
   • Messmer the Impaler/Rellana Twin Moon Knight (Elden Ring)
   • Cleanrot Knight Finlay (Elden Ring)
   • Malenia Blade of Miquella (Elden Ring)
   • Miquella (Elden Ring)
   • Starscourge Radahn (Elden Ring)
   • Queen Marika the Eternal (Elden Ring)
   • Radagon of the Golden Order (Elden Ring)
   • Rennala Queen of the Full Moon (Elden Ring)
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Messmer the Impaler (Elden Ring)
   • Rellana Twin Moon Knight (Elden Ring)
   • Ranni the Witch (Elden Ring)
   • Cleanrot Knights (Elden Ring)
   • Tarnished (Elden Ring)
   • Melina (Elden Ring)
   • Godfrey | Hoarah Loux
   • Swordhand of Night Jolán (Elden Ring)
   • Midra Lord of Frenzied Flame (Elden Ring)
   • Mohg Lord of Blood (Elden Ring)
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Lesbian Sex
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Non-Consensual Somnophilia
   • Revenge
   • How Do I Tag
   • Family Drama
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Mentioned Queen Marika the Eternal (Elden Ring)
   • Mentioned Radagon of the Golden Order (Elden Ring)
   • Adult Miquella (Elden Ring)
   • Blood and Injury
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Extremely Dubious Consent
   • Mind Control Aftermath & Recovery
   • Mind Manipulation
   • Miquella is a little shit
   • Everyone Needs A Hug
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Severe Trauma
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Eventual Smut
   • Slow Burn
   • Disfigurement
   • Physical Disability
   • Insecurity
   • Loss of Faith
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Mental Breakdown
   • Mental Instability
   • Scarlet Rot (Elden Ring)
   • Chronic Pain
   • Chronic Illness
   • THE & TAGS DO NOT MEAN SHIPS!!!! NO INCEST IN THIS FIC!!!! THANK U AND GOODNIGHT!
   • Canon-Typical Weird Shit
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Canonical Character Death
   • Out of Body Experiences
   • Fever Dreams
   • Hallucinations
   • Altered Mental States
   • Mental Coercion
   • Chelsea Wolfe <3
   • Comes with Playlist!
   • Not Beta Read

   Summary

   It wasn’t anything at all. There never was, and it was her imagination playing cruel little tricks on her weak, hoping mind. Fooling the failing heart that still forced itself to churn in her chest. The heart that ached to lay eyes on her dearest brother just once more. Hope didn’t matter, because it wasn’t Miquella. It was never Miquella.

   It would never be Miquella again.

   This work is inspired by Paper Flowers by TheUnkindledQueen

   (All titles are various lyrics from songs I listened to while writing!)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   11,746

   Chapters:

   12/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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   Bookmarks:

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