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It was finally the time that Nito was able to find some freedom from studies and idol work, his friends managing to be off work as well being a true miracle. It was now or never, so him and Leo invited the others to their dorm, the only requirement being: bring your cutest pijamas and some hot gossip PLEASE.

"Y'like it right Nazuna-nii!! Is cute, huh" Mika showing to his dear bunny friend his cute pijamas. It was a velvet set, Nazuna clearly recognised it was made by Itsuki, his outfits were never boring, always recognizable. It truly fit Mika well, it made Nito smile wide. "You look lovely Mikachin!" Nito responded happily before being interupted by Arashi. "Ohhh my Mika is so cuteeee" she admired him with her hands together, turning her head "Such a prince, isn't he!?" She said, getting the other all shy, his ears turning red. "Ahh not prettier than you Naru-chan!!!" He hugged his best friend's arm, she had her own pair of pink pijamas herself.

The flattery went on until an pink little ball of anger called Tori barged into the room. "WILL YOU STOP IT ALREADY I CAN HEAR YALL GUSHING OVER EACH OTHER FROM THE HALLWAY, uh disgustinnng" he rolled his eyes putting his stuff in the corner, Aira coming behind him waving hi. He had silky expensive pijamas, of course. It was Tori, after all. Aira had blue pijamas that were adorable. The other members of Ra*bits were also there, since Nito couldn't ever leave them outside any of his plans, they were just so cute and he loves them so much, so why not invite them as well?! They already found themselves at home in their leader's room, Mitsuru was quick to go digging into the sweets and snacks the others brought to the sleep-over, consequently stressing Tomo out, that was trying to keep him from eating everything together with Hajime.

On the other side of the room, a certain ginger mumbled to himself "Such an inspiring night with my dear friends! I might as well write a WHOLE album about this amazing day!! " Leo said dramatically as writting in a notebook he took from his bed, not giving a flying shit about anything anymore since he was so concentrated in his new work. He always took any opportunity he could to drawn some inspiration, and he could not lose such opportunity. Nito was used to this, his friend was always like that, he admired him.

The last one to come in was Hiyori, who walked in talking in his phone, from his tone probably with his Eve partner, discussing something about practice. He brought with him a huge bag, probably with a bunch of things for the sleepover, Nito didn't care. It was the uncertainty of it all that that made Nito invite all of them.

This was nice, it was a nice chaos that Nazuna strangely enjoyed, just a bunch of people he loves being themselves. It was a rare sight, he enjoyed every second of it.

He went to the little fridge and took some drinks, telling everyone that he ordered some food as well and instructing for them to feel at home. They chatted, joked, and enjoyed the sleep-over, not even noticing time going by. Then the group was just chilling and talking, Mitsuru still eating snacks, Naru doing Aira's nails and Leo surprisingly not writting anymore, but instead talking to Hajime about some weird experience he had abroad.

This was definitely going to be an interesting night.

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"So guysssss, I heard someone here went on a date yesterday, and I'm DYing to know the details!" Of course Tori was the one to start the gossip session, he was dying the whole day to tell about his new discovery. It was very successful, since it caught everyones attention, Airas ears becoming red at the exact moment. Narukami was the first to react, sighing very dramatically, "It definitely wasn't me." Mika patting her back in the most comical way.

"It wasn't like that!!" Aira finally started. "It was just some ice cream! Not a big deal!" His blushy cheeks were absolutely adorable. He reminds Nito of his juniors, which makes him quite found of him.

"Hmmm I love ice cream!" Mitsuru said, as that was the only part he payed attention to, Tomoya put his hand in his own forehead in disappointment, Hajime laughing.

"The icecream isn't important!!! Was it with Hiiro?" Hiyori was invested. "DID YOU KISS." Leo being as direct as one could be. "Now now... let him speak!" Naru said laughing, looking at the poor boy in the spotlight.

"Well, we just went to get some icecream... I don't even think he has the mental capacity to understand the implications of going out alone like that to get icecream... or to pay for the other." Aira explained, his voice a bit frustrated. "Y'underestimate Hiiro too much!" Mika protested, followed by Nazuna. "Mika-chan is right! He is not as innocent as you might think, Aira."

"He payed for you? Oh how romantic! " Naru-chan said dreamy.

"Uhm... yes. It was nice, we just talked and ate icecream, that's all." He finished saying, making Tori groan in disappointment. "That's it??? How boring" "Well... I liked it a lot."

"Did you at least kiss?" Hiyori asked, receiving a negative headshake from Aira. He rolled his eyes.

"Everyone has their own timing, Aira-kun, don't worry!" Nito said encouraging.

"Well, honestly I kind of like this pace... it's nice. We actually held hands quite a lot!" The blonde fidget with his hands. Naru's eyes sparkled. "Oh how cute! Young love..."

The other covered his face, throwing his body at Hiyori shyly, that hugged him tighly. This has been a thing for a while, this thing Aira had with Hiiro was slow, and honestly Nazuna understood it like no other. Well, he had a long time crush for a while now. "A while" being an understatement, since it has been years.

What he had with Kuro was nice, a very very close friendship, an unbreakable bond. That was the person he trusted the most, his comfort place. Of course he knew that it was definitely more than just a friendship, but neither him or Kuro had the guts to just name it outloud and confess. It was comfortable, but frustrating at the same time. They enjoyed this, being so close but having no labels. It wasn't confusing at all, it was their little world.

Back to the party, they continued with their gossip session, teasing Aira nonstop, the poor boy hopeless. Time went by quickly, they teased each other and laughed together. Everything was going smoothly, as a normal sleep-over. What Nazuna didn't expect, was their party being suddently interrupted by a knock on the door, everyone jumping in surprise, as it was already late.

Nazuna and Leo questioned immediately, looking at each other in confusion. They weren't expecting anyone else... and no one crossed Nito's mind. He thought that maybe they were making too much noise and someone went there to complain.

"Who could it be at this hour?"

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When openning the door, Leo found himself a bit confused by seeing the tall AKATSUKI member waiting there, but quickly realized it. It was definitely to see Nito, his roommate couldn't help but smile a little at the thought. The tall guy looked a bit nervous, his hands playing with each other in front of him.

"Hm... hey Leo! I know its kinda late... sorry.. is Nito there? I..." Before he could even continue, the other was already calling for his tiny roomate. "Nazuuuuuu it's for youuuu!" When the visitor peaked inside, he already knew he was screwed. He expected Nito and Leo, maybe Natsume, but not eight other idols in their not-so-big room. Perfect timing, one would not say.

It made him definitely a bit more nervous, but that anxiety quickly eased when he saw his adorable crush, wearing a bunny onesie, walking towards him. The smile he gave when he saw Kuro made the taller man melt immediately. He was so cute. He was always so cute. But now, he was extra cute! Kuro felt his face heat up when the he felt the other's arms envelop him in a tight hug. "Kurwo-chin!!!! What are you doing here?" He couldn't help the smile that grew in his face, not caring about the others' looks on them as he retributed the hug.

"Hey th're Nito... I came to give ya something, I was gonna give tomorrow but I was kinda excited..." He put his hand behind his neck nervously, which Nito found quite adorable. He loved to see his big strong friend get all shy like this, it was so precious to him. "I didn't know y'had people over m'sorry..."

Nito shook his head. "It's okay Kuro-chin! Give me something? A gift?!" His eyes sparkled with excitement. Behind him, his friends looked with curiosity, whispering with each other and giggling.

"Hi Kuro-senpaii!!!" Mitsuru interrupted the pair, and Kuro greeted them accordingly. "C'mon in!" He heard Mika say mid chaos as well.

"Nito didn't invite his best friend for the party, kinda sad..." Kuro said dramatically. It made Nazuna a bit embarrassed, he didn't know how to respond, since the reason obviously was that they would be talking about HIM in their gossip sessions.

Nazuna shook his hands. "It's not like that! I-" he was gonna start apologizing when he felt Kuro's big hand pat him in the head. "I'm just messing with ya."

"C'mon here! You arrived just at the right time! Things just got more interesting... im so inspired!" Leo practically shouted from where he was, and Kuro looked at Nito as if asking for permission, before feeling the other taking his hand and pulling him inside. "Well... i wouldn't say I'm properly dressed for the party... tho I do sleep in those sweatpants!" He said looking at everyone's cute pijama sets, while he just had some gray sweatpants and a normal shirt. Everyone greeted him accordingly but they would NOT let go of the fact that he was there to give something to Nazuna.

"So... what is it you came to give to Nii-chan??" Tomoya asked in curiosity, expressing unintentionally what everyone else was also thinking.

"Oh.. uh right... it was just something I made... well thats a bit embarrassing.." He searched for the item in his bag, many eyes watched him.

"You made something? How cute!" Arashi said excited, her hands on each side of her face and eyes shinning. "So romantic!" The romance segment of the comment made Kuro's ears red, his face suddently hotter than normal.

"I try..." he mumbled quietly, not expecting everyone to hear, their little giggles are whispers not so far. Nito was in front of him, avoiding eye contact, the blush on his cheeks was so obvious, so sweet Kuro could almost taste it.
He then retrieved from his bag a beanie, but not only a normal one, but one with big bunny ears, the light pink color making it even more adorable. It was Nazuna's favorite color. His eyes shinned seeing the gift. "I was testing some new designs and came up with this for ya... it's not something bi-"

"THATS SO CUTE!! Oh my God oh my God!!" The smaller one squeaked in joy, taking it from the other's hand in a quick motion. Not that Kuro mind, of course, it actually was the best reaction he could ask for. He didn't even pay attention to the others around them, not with such a beautiful sight in front of him. "Thank you so much Kuwro-chin!! I love it so muhch!!" He basically jumped on him, strong arms catching him effortlessly. He couldn't stop himself from giving the other a little kiss on the top of his head, hoping the others wouldn't notice (they did). "I'm glad y'liked it Nito."

They then remembered the others, Nito turning excited to show everyone his new accessory. "GUYS LOOK." As if they weren't watching the whole thing.

"Nhaaah it's super cute Nazuna-nii!!" Mika said analising the gift. "I'm so jealous!" Expressed Hajime, and the other ra*bits agreed with him. "It fits you so much Nazuna-chan! You should try it on!" Naru suggested.

Nito nodded in response, putting the beanie on his head, it did fit him. Kuro felt prideful of his creation, admiring from his side. It was a bit big, but it just made it even more adorable in the taller man's eyes. "Sorry i's a bit big, yer head is tiny" he said adjusting the beanie that was falling a bit to the side. He was trying so hard not to curse at how cute the other was, almost collapsing in gay panic. "Yer so fuckin cute Nito". He thought to himself. Or not?

Definitely not, as his short friend immediately turned pink, looking at him with big red eyes. Cute. "M'sorry" he panicked. "I said it out loud didn't i? Well it's true..." he wasn't helping himself.

"Thanks Kuro-chin..." the other answered in a tiny shy voice that would be the death of Kuro. He played with the bunny ears as if it was his own hair. So fucking cute. "Yer welcome". He pat his head again. He was a coward, he wanted so bad to kiss the other, so so bad, but honestly for years he has been a coward. It's been like that.

It was ridiculous, but both of them knew it would eventually happen. The aggressive pinning was too much to handle. They were so close. Visited each other frequently, went out together, did sleepovers, cuddled, held hands, exchanged gifts. It was too much!

One of them had to make a move. Soon or later it had to happen. What are they so scared for?

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Since he'd spent the day just sewing and working, Kuro trully thought this was going to be just a normal boring day. Not that he didn't like working with fabric, he was indeed very excited with his projects, but it's been days of almost the same thing: stitch stitch stitch cut cut cut.

He was very wrong, cause know he was in Nazuna's room, together with a bunch of idols, taking off his shoes and joining them in their little circle. He was happy, since he gets to spend time with his favorite person.

He made room for himself, the place was a bit tight but honestly he thank God for it, cause in the next second there was Nito coming towards him. He had a pleasant expression on his face, which relaxed Kuro. As much as he knows Nito loves to spend time with him, he didn't want to be inconvenient and crash his party.

"Can I sit with you Kuro-chin?" As if it wasn't obvious. The redhead's immediate thoughts were 'You can do anything you want' but he just answered "Of course".

Nito sat in front of him. It was already nice, and it didn't cover his vision at all since he was so short, but Kuro wanted to be closer to him. He questioned himself for a hot minute. 'I could just...' his mind going further into thought.

He knew Nito loves physical contact. He was not sure of PDA tho, as they weren't alone. He didn't want to embarrass the other. But, well, they were Nito's close friends. Kuro had a few long seconds of more thinking before bringing his hands to the other's much smaller waist. He fit perfectly into his much bigger hands. Oh he loved Nito so much. After gathering the most courage he had in himself, he lifted the other and plopped him into his lap. "This ok? I's more comfy" he basically whispered.

Even tho he jumped in surprise, Nito didn't mind it at all. "It's perfect." Kuro sighed in relief, as the other adjusted himself comfortably in his lap. He was definitely more confident now, hugging the others waist as the other layed his head on his chest. He had an adorable blush in his face, Kuro wished he could kiss all over his cheeks at that very moment. He hoped Nito wouldn't notice how fast his heartbeats were.

"Why does Nito get to have his boyfriend? It's so unfair!" Hiyori interrupted Kuro's thoughts. He was clearly joking, but Kuro immediately turned red. Boyfriend? He wasn't Nito's boyfriend. I mean it doesn't sound bad at all. Not to him, not to Nito. But he didn't know that.

"H-he is not my boyfriend!!" Nito was a blushing mess. Honestly his words would usually worry Kuro, if he heard that in another context it would probably make him sad to think that Nito didn't want to call him his boyfriend. But seeing Nito's embarrassed face, he knew he was in luck.

"I's cause I'm the husband. I can come in whenever I wish." He said proudly with the biggest smirk ever. Nito immediately covering his face. It made Kuro feel even more brave.

The immediate chaos was funny. Kuro could help but laugh.

"HUSBAND." Hiyori was in shock at the boldness. "Damn..." it was all Mika could say. They all laughed and teased the two, and honestly Kuro was enjoying it much more than he thought.

"Oh to have a caring husband... " Arashi lamented. Which was funny to Kuro, he knew at least three people that had were very attracted to her, and it was kinda sad seeing that she didn't have that confidence.

"Well I know at least two fellas that have the hots for ya Narukami. Ya shouldn't fell so down" Well. He immediately regretted that, as everyone looked at him and seemed SHOCKED.

"SPILL." Tori seemed suddently very interested in Kuro's presence. Well... now he was fucked. "OH MY OH MY GOD TELL US PLEASE" Hiyori added. Naru herself seemed a bit shocked... he swore he heard a little "what..." coming from her.

"Hm.. sorry... i just..." Kuro tried explaining himself. He didn't wanna expose his friends. But he was part of the gossip group now. The only thing calming him down was Nazuna, laughing in his lap as he suffered.

"C'mooooon tell us!!!" Aira's eyes shinned, ready for the new information of his so beloved idols.

"I shouldn't... i mean... she should have more confidence that'sall." He really tried.

"You won't escape from this Kuro-chin..." Nito was crying from laughter. He is so beautiful...

"IS HE FROM AKATSUKI?" Oh they would not let this go.

"No... tho he does come to our practice a lot. I mean, they both do." They were analising his words like spies, Kuro felt stuck.

"Of course Naru-chan has many admires! Look't her!" Mika elbowed Naru, that didn't seem to believe them.

"Hm... if he's not from AKATSUKI is he close to you?" Hajime asked.

"I mean..." Sigh. There we go. "Fuck I'm really telling ya this..." They all seemed more satisfied.
"Y-you don't have to expose them, it's okay!" Narukami clearly wanted to know, but she was just respectful. Kuro really liked her.

"PLEASE EXPOSE THEM ALREADY!" Tori on the other side...

"Okay well... fer one... hm.. Tetsu did come to me to question his sexuality since... well..." Now HOW WAS HE GOING TO EXPLAIN THIS. "Well I'm his mentor n'all that. He was confused about being attracted to a trans girl and I'm like 'Narukami?' Since shes the only trans girl he knows. He asked if he was still straight if he was into trans girls and I was like 'yep they're women'. I's all cause he had the hots fer Arashi its funny. He didn't wanna be transphobic y'know he's sweet." Tetora is a curious kid, he knew he meant no harm.

It kinda warm Arashi's heart to know her friends still respected her identity even when she wasn't present, she was always a bit anxious about that. She laughed "Tetora-kun is adorable. Don't worry I know he means no harm... he does have no filter sometimes! One time he asked if I wanted to grow boobs one day..." this guy. Kuro felt embarrassed.

"Ugh I told him to not be so direct with his questions..." Kuro put his hand on his forehead in disappointment. Arashi shook her head.

"Don't worry about it! He's quite adorable!" Narukami was so chill, Kuro wished he had that patience.

"Who are the others???" If it wasn't Nito who asked he would probably refuse to answer but...

"Well fer real this other person is really in love with ya Narukami I don't really wanna expose..." In love? Now they were all interested.

"Could it be your prince???" Leo took notes like he was Sherlock Homes himself. Well, he wasn't wrong.

"Oh... a-are you sure?" Narukami was quite adorable, Kuro saw her almost like a sister, he truly wanted to see her happy.

"Absolutely... I mean, fer someone that barely talks he doesn't shut up about ya." It was true, very true.

"Wait. Very quiet guy? Often goes to AKATSUKI practice?" Leo probably figured at this point by the way he lit up.

"I... yeah..." They all seemed content with that. Arashi a bit shocked.

"Is he by any chance best friends with your unit member?" Nito was so cheeky. He couldn't get annoyed by him tho. If Nito asked him to bark he probably would. It's hard to say no to him.

"Well... yes." Fuck. He is so screwed.

"Oh my God oh my God!!" Aira almost lift from his seat. "NARU YOU ARE SO LUCKY." His fanboy self couldn't help it.

"Wait... I... " the girl was shy, she probably figure it out at this point but. "Do you really believe he is... hm.. in love with me?". Well, Kuro was sure of it.

"Absolutely, and different from the rest of us he's like... so shy and respectful. He writes poems and stuff. Honestly I feel he'd truly treat ya like a princess, Narukami. Ya should invest." It was true, Otogari didn't use his words a lot, but when he did it was quite charming. He was the true prince she deserves.

She blushed. It was cute. "Oh my..." her hand in her pink cheek.

"Tall, dark and handsome, and also a sweet prince? I feel you should already attack him Naru." Hiyori said. It was funny cause thats what Kuro also thought. As much as the other had a crush on her, he was very shy and it would be very hard for him to make the first move.

"I thought that him and Souma were a thing..." Naru said and oh that made Kuro laugh.

"Nah, they just friends." Kuro said and Tori arched his brow.

"Just friends as you and Nazuna?" Oh.

"Hm... no, like... really JUST friends." They all giggled and laughed. God he's so pathetic. Good thing Nito was just laughing.

"Can we please address the fact that he said 'different FROM THE REST OF US he's shy and respectful'?" Tomoya brought it back. Oh fuck Kuro really thought they didn't catch that. "You mean you say some disrespectful things about your crush, Kuro-senpai?" Damn.

They really don't let anything slip.

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"NAH I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING!" Mika was rolling of laughter.

"N-no! That's not what I mean!" Kuro didn't know how to defend himself in this one. Well, he does tell his friends about how horny he is but like c'mon who doesn't. "I would never want to disrespect him, ever!" Oh he was dead.

"But you do say some disrespectful things huh? So perverted Kuro..." He felt SO bad, like the most terrible person ever, but then...

"Nah y'all are perfect for eachother then Kiryu-senpai, cause your crush is an absolute SLUT." Mika's comment immediately caught Kuro's attention. Ah, he was so so curious now. Nazuna suddently jumped.

"EXCUSE ME.?!" Kuro laughed, he was so cute even angry. He knew Nito isn't innocent. But this was too fun.

"Haha Mikachin is so right!" Naru added, followed by Tori. "Nazuna 'I want him to rearrange my insides' Nito." "OH MY GWOD SWHUT UP!" Nito looked like he was gonna explode, the poor thing. Kuro couldn't help he found it hilarious tho. And oh he did want to rearrange his insides.

The other even moved to get out of Kuro's lap but forgot there were two big arms around him. Kuro wondered if Nito felt too exposed, or betrayed, and tried to caress his sides in a comforting way. He didn't mean to put him in the spotlight like this. He wanted to change the subject, pretending he just didn't hear that. Trying to put that spotlight on himself instead. "I's not like I say so many perverted things i's just... well sometimes y'get too horny y'need to vent to yer friends y'know." He said.

Nito was on fire, there were so many things in his head right now. Embarrassment, from being exposed by his friends. Fear, of Kuro judging him. And... oh he felt SO horny right now... just by the fact that Kuro, literally Kuro Kiryu himself, talked to his friends about how terribly horny he was for Nito. This was too much for the poor bunny!

"Oh I am so curious now... I assume you find you crush reaaaally irresistible huh" They were having too much fun with it. Kuro looked at the little man on top of him, reading his expression a bit before continuing.

"Y'have no idea, man..." It was so true, he was truly irresistible. As much as Kuro didn't want to embarrass his best friend, he couldn't just lie! Nito was absolutetly perfect. His voice, his cute face... his body. Everything, every single detail of him. God he was so beautiful... saying it out loud like this, it truly made things different. Kuro didn't understand how they still weren't a couple. "He's perfect. So fuckin perfect." Kuro's face burned.

Nazuna was used to Kuro complimenting him sometimes, but this was another level. They weren't alone, it wasn't an intimate moment. He was just openly talking to people about how much Nito was attractive. The blonde felt so flustered, but so confident at the same time, he could even describe it as prideful. He covered his blushing face in his hands.

The rest of the group was ready to tease them even more, but were interrupted by an abrupt noise coming from Hiyori's phone. "Guys it's the pizza!" He got up. Nazuna was SO relieved with their sudden distraction.

"PIZZA?" Mitsuru even looked over to where everyone was (he wasn't even interested in the gossip he was there just for the snacks). "I WANNA GO GET IT WITH YOU!!" He got up excitely with Hiyori and they went to grab the pizza. The others started getting the place ready for their food, together with the drinks. Nito sighed, Kuro felt the smaller's body relaxing.

"I'm really sorry if I made y'uncomfortable..." Kuro whispered, his hand on the smaller's thigh, his touches were so delicate... How could Nito not melt completely?

He shook his head. "You could never, Kuro-chin..." Nito smiled and gave the other a little kiss on the cheek. "I'm sorry about them... " Kuro laughed.

"It's fine, I'm having fun."

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When the group started eating and having other small talk, Nito and Kuro were finally free from being the center of attention. That was nice, since they could finally glance at each other, hold hands and even cuddle a bit.

"Nii-chan..." Nito heard the familiar voice of his junior calling for him. He smiled at Kuro quickly and went to see what was going on. "Haji, are you okay dear?" The other nodded.

"Yes... it's just Mitsuru, he ate so much! Now he's getting really sleepy and he wants to go to his dorm, I was going with him but he's insisting that he wants Nii-chan to put him to bed..." Nito felt his heart tight hearing Hajime's apologetic voice.

"It's no problem! Nii-chan will take care of him! Guys I'll go put Mitsu to bed, okay??" The others shared glances with eachother. "Behave." He said to his friends, making then laugh. They were so energetic, filling poor Kuro with questions, it made Nito worried to leave him alone with them. But he still took Mitsuru's hand and went away with him.

Kuro didn't mind it a bit. He actually admired so much the way Nito takes care of his juniors. He would never want to be in the way of such precious connections. He was just sitting there waiting for Nito to come back when Arashi came to sit next to him.

"Can I give you a big sister advice?" She asked, making him chuckle.

"Yer younger than me, big sister..." He smiled at her.

"You should confess..." Ouch. Straight to the point.

"I..." He felt out of words. Honestly, he didn't even know what was stopping him anymore.

"He told us about the last time you guys hung out, that he thought you were gonna kiss him but you suddently gave up?" Oh. Yes. Him being a coward. Yes he remembered that very well. The perfect moment for a kiss, ruined by Kuro's inability to function properly. "You know he cried to us about it?" Kuro felt a sudden pain in the chest.

"W-what?" Cried? Nito cried? Because of him?

"He thinks there's something stopping you, that maybe there's something wrong with him... " What? There's absolutetly nothing wrong with Nazuna. On the contrary, he's perfect. It was Kuro that was imperfect, he was the one with many wrongs. The image of his precious little bunny crying because of that broke his heart, he felt like the worst ever.

"He doesn't have anything wrong! I'm just a coward t's all." He really felt he fucked this up now. Arashi smiled.

"What are you so scared of? If you don't mind me asking..."

"I just... I really don't wanna fuck this up, y'know. What we have now... I mean i's great! I'm such a brute I feel I will somehow fuck this up..." Naru sighed.

"YOU SHOULD SERIOUSLY MAN UP!" Tori basically screamed from where he was. Naru laughed and turned to him again.

"Trust me, things will only get better if you just tell him how you feel... I know it's comfortable now, but those habits will continue. The friendship you have now will continue..." she was suddently interrupted by Hiyori sitting in front of the two of them.

"... the only different is that you'll get to FUCK!! And KISSS!!! And touch himmmm." He continued Arashi's sentence. Well, it didn't sound bad at all. In theory, it was perfect to Kuro.

"I will... one day I will confess..." He breathed out nervously.

"No no no, not one day! Today, you will confess today, senpai!" What? No no no... he wasn't ready!

"I'm not doing in front of you all!" Kuro wanted it to be a special intimate moment, and not the two of them like a circus being observed by everyone.

"Oh don't worry dear I have a plan."

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After a while cuddling with Mitsuru until he sleeps, Nito gave the other a kiss on the forehead and finally head back to the party. He felt a bit nervous, this day was much more revealing and chaotic than he expected. But he didn't give it so much thought. It's Kuro next to him after all, he trusts him more than anyone in this world. Kuro is like his big teddy bear friend.

He only had found memories when it came to Kuro and their friendship. It was definitely one of Nito's most precious connections, one so precious it would crush him completely to even think about losing. The fondness he had of Kuro's voice, his words were like therapy to him. His little hand made gifts were so precious, it always made Nito feel so special. His soft touches, his big arms enveloping him in a hug, his gentle kisses on his forehead, those are Nito's assurance. Assurance of safety, care... love. The way Kuro listens to him, the way he understood him. It is like no other, no other could make Nazuna feel that way. He felt free. Free of judgement, free of the fear of not being accepted.

Kuro never judged him. Not for being small, not for his Valkyrie times, not for his changes. Not for his voice cracks, not for his choreo mistakes. He never judged Nito's likes and dislikes, his hobbies or his favorite things. He never judged his soft side, his mature side neither. Nito could be himself without the fear of being pressured into a box. Into labels that turned him into a doll, an entertainment for others with no dominance of self. He could enjoy cutesy things without being perceived as infantile and without being sexualized for it, as some of his Ra*bits fans unfortunetly did.

A special bond like this, could never be broken without leaving a deep wound. This is why he could not mess this up. He could not scare Kuro off, he could not be "too much" for him. He needed him. He needed him by his side no matter what.

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Going back to the room, it was quieter than expected. He quickly spotted Kuro, going to his direction again. "I'm back guyss!".

"NAZU YOU ARE BACK RIGHT ON TIME!!!" Leo seemed excited, which often meant something bad. Oh God what was it this time...

"Since Mitsu is gone and there's no more children, it's time for spicy section!" Hiyori rubbed his hands together like a cartoon villain. Oh no. No no no. Now it made sense.

"What now?" Nito shook his head, shooked at his friends today. Those guys... they were using every opportunity they could to make that night even more awkward than it already was. The blond was about to complain again when he felt a familiar pair of big hands on his waist, pulling him to sit on his lap again. Oh. "Kuwro-chin!"

"Uh? Y'weren't gonna sit here?" Nito found the others' red face so cute. "Sorry I thought..."

"I was!" Nito interrupted him. "Don't worry Kuro-chin! You just surprised me..." Now they were both red. Kuro could never make him uncomfortable. He had said that, and it couldn't be more true.

"OKAY LET'S START. I sincerely apologise to Kuro-senpai, HOWEVER he has to be the subject in question since he is our dear visitor~~~" Hiyori's voice sounded as if he was presenting a show. Oh God.

"G-guys! Enough torturing Kuro-chin..." Kuro laughed. "If y'all got questions hit me w'it go ahead." The taller said. Nito put his hand on his own forehead and sighed "You're encouraging them..." Kuro smiled.

"We are so sooooo curious!" Tori exclaimed. "I GO FIRST I GO FIRST!" Mika jumped in. "How big is'it?" The chaos of laughter after Mika asked this was hilarious to Kuro. He couldn't even feel ashamed, he just laughed.

"Mika-chan!!" Naru tapped her best-friend's shoulder in shock, laughing nonstop. "Nahhh we all curious c'mon!!!" He insisted.

On top of him, Nito looked disappointed at his friends, whispering a tiny "oh my God guys..." in shame.

Well. "I ain't gonna say numbers but I might say I got second place in the BUTOU Fes biggest dick competition..." He said proudly, the biggest smirk ever on his face. "Poor Tetsu was last place I had to spend half'n hour tryin to explain to him he's still growin!" Now there was so much to unpack here.

"Wait... wait wait wait WAIT!" Hiyori interrupted him, his voice gradually higher. "BUTOU FES? AS IN FIST OF SOUL? THE ONE JUN PARTICIPATED? MY JUN? JUN SAZANAMI? HE PARTICIPATED IN THIS?" Kuro laughed.

"Yep he did." "OH MY GOD SHUT UP I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU GOT HIM IN A DICK COMPETITION". Kuro found it even more funny remembering how willing the boy in question was to participate. "He was very excited 'bout it." Hiyori threw his head back laughing. "WHO WAS THE THIRD PLACE?" Oh man he sounded so confident... it was Kuro's perfect opportunity to entertain them.

"Well it was Jun actually." Hiyori froze.

"EXCUSE ME?" He looked at his friends, that were super confused. "GUYS. OH MY GOD. GUYS." "Breathe Hiyori-senpai!" Aira said mid laugh.

"You guys DONT UNDERSTAND!!" He seemed so hyped about the dick competition, Kuro was about to die from laughing. "I've seen Jun's dick MULTIPLE TIMES OK. MY BOY IS PACKED. HE HAS THE BIGGEST DICK I'VE SEEN. " Nito quickly understood where this was going... oh God. "LIKE, DAMN." Kuro was laughing even more, man this was too funny. "How much bigger?!" Oh my Hiyori...

"Y-you don't have to answer Kuro-ch..." Nito was interrupted "About five or six centimeters? I think?" Oh. "DAMN." Hiyori basically screamed. They all laughed at Tomoe's reaction, this conversation was pure entertainment.

"No wonder yer fans call you a dragon..." Mika added, laughing as well.

"Who was the first place?" Nito was about to go all Nii-chan mode when he noticed his dear junior participating in this nasty conversation. It felt weird hearing his precious Tomo-chin asking about dicks.

"Oh i's Otogari, man's big..." He looked directly at Arashi.

"IT'S ALWAYS THE QUIET ONES" Tori said next to Leo.

"You mean the one that wants to fuck Naru?" The redhead asked, the chaos coming right after, Arashi turning red.

"Y'mean he's a gentlemen and also has a huge dick? Nahhh Naru-chan I think you should marry this guy!" Mika teased her. "Rest in peace yer ass tho" They all started laughing and teasing Arashi, but Hiyori could not stop his mission to mess with Kuro.

"Guys... GUYS." Hiyori took the spotlight again. "Arashi is a strong girl, look at her, she has a big ass, lots of muscle strength... but you are all IGNORING THE FACT that this MAN RIGHT HERE..." He pointed at Kuro as if he was being sentenced to prison or something. "...wants to put his fucking DRAGON DICK inside our PRECIOUS LITTLE BUNNY?" Nito nearly choked.

"Tomoe! Oh my God..." The bunny in question jumped in surprise.

"He's MY precious lil bunny tho, but okay." Kuro quickly answered. Nito went completely silent, his whole body burning like crazy. Kuro's words repeating on his head constantly. My little bunny. My. Mine. Precious little bunny. MY. His. Yes, yes he is.

"Is that even possible? I mean look at Nito's flat ass." Tori was unfiltered, it brought Nito right back to his senses.

"H-hey!" Nito tried to interfere. His head was spinning. He was embarrassed, they were quite literally talking about him having sex. I mean, he would be crying and angry if it was another man saying those stuff about him, but that was the person he was madly in love with. So there were mixed feelings, for sure.

His chest tightened. The fact that in just a few hours Kuro had refered to him multiple times as his crush and also implied that he wants to fuck him. Too much. Too fast. He had no words.

"I think his ass is great..." Well, Kuro wasn't helping. "Perfect size."

Nito was about to explode, his face burned. He stared to question why. Why was Kuro saying those things? Was it all true? Was he messing with him? Why would he do that? That's not something his dear friend would do... he felt his hand shake. Oh no. There were so many things in his head at the same time.

It's not like Kuro was mean or perverted, he didn't feel uncomfortable by the idea of Kuro desiring him. On the contrary, he wanted nothing more than that. It was exciting to him, but his anxiety seemed to have taken control over something that should be a positive thing. He felt a tear on his cheek. Well, fuck.

"Nito?" Kuro felt almost like a knife piercing his chest when he noticed the tear. "Shit, I'm so-"

"I need a moment!" Nito interrupted him, feeling himself panic. He quickly got up, and went out of the room.