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Day 1 - Saturday

The apartment was ridiculous. 

Sebastian knew that this neighbourhood was expensive. He had briefly looked into renting a place in this area since it was close to school, but he had quickly closed the tab when he saw the prices.

Nicholas’ apartment was much larger than Zach’s place, to put it mildly. The first thing Sebastian noticed was the kitchen, which seemed very modern with various pricey looking machines and utensils that Sebastian had only seen in movies. 

“Welcome home, I should say,” Nicholas said jovially and took off his shoes before sauntering inside. “I hope my humble abode will make up for your previous accommodation, but I don’t wanna assume–”

“You have an oven?”

Nicholas turned around to see his younger company beeline to the kitchen in excitement.

“Well, if that’s where we set the bar…” Nicholas stated and followed his charge.

“Wow, it has a grill too?” Sebastian asked in amazement while looking at the different settings.

“Do you mind me asking what your old roommate did have?” Nicholas inquired with an amused grin.

“A very unpredictable microwave,” Sebastian answered deadpan. “And a nocturnal lizard.”

“Oh yeah, you did mention that,” Nicholas snickered. “Did it contribute in any way to your living standard?”

“Mostly, it was trying to scratch its way out of its terrarium at night when I was trying to sleep…” Sebastian answered and shuddered at the reminder of the horrible sound of tiny claws against glass. 

“Were there any benefits to living at that place?” Nicholas asked with a skeptical look.

“The electricity was included in the rent,” Sebastian told him. “But in retrospect, I think the landlord just used that as bait to lure in new tenants, because I’m pretty sure he was cheaping out on everything else. Like the heating for example. Zach told me that one lady solved it by using her oven as a heat source. You can guess why none of the apartments have ovens anymore.”

“Well, feel free to use mine as much as you want,” Nicholas said and gave Sebastian a pat on the back before opening the fridge. “As well as anything in here.”

The fridge was more than twice the size of Zach’s, and contained far more than soda cans and chocolate pudding.

“Let me know what you like to eat and I’ll add it to my grocery list,” Nicholas told him and closed the door.

Sebastian felt a little bit overwhelmed. He wasn’t sure what he had expected when moving in with Nicholas, but this was quickly exceeding anything he could have imagined.

“I’ll make you dinner!” Sebastian blurted out.

“Thanks, but–” Nicholas chuckled but was cut off by Sebastian opening the fridge again.

“I’m no chef, but I can make you something decent,” Sebastian said as he scanned the goods. “It’s the least I can do–”

“I’ve already booked a table for us at a restaurant nearby,” Nicholas interrupted with a smile. “I figured you’d be tired from travelling, so I wanted to treat you. See it as a housewarming gift.”

Sebastian’s eyes were staring blankly at his new roommate.

“...I can clean,” he said after a moment. It sounded more like a plea than an offer.

“I have a maid who comes by every Thursday and does the cleaning,” Nicholas said sheepishly. “And the laundry.”

Sebastian didn’t know what to say. Nicholas’ generosity was stacking up to a tower and Sebastian started fearing that it would topple over any second.

“...Do you have a pet that needs to be taken care of?” Sebastian asked hopelessly.

“I wouldn’t mind getting one someday,” Nicholas contemplated. “And I can promise you that it won’t be a lizard.”

“So…” Sebastian looked at Nicholas with hesitation. “How am I supposed to pay you back?”

“You are not supposed to pay me back,” Nicholas emphasized firmly, like a teacher spelling something out for a student. “The only thing I’m expecting of you is to be a good guest. Have a friendly conversation with me now and then. Maybe laugh at my jokes sometimes. Be everything that Zach is not and you’ve done your part.”

“I should at least be paying rent,” Sebastian tried, even though he knew that he’d barely afford a Netflix subscription at the moment.

“Be my dinner date tonight and I’ll consider us even,” Nicholas said and grabbed Sebastian’s shoulders reassuringly. “You’ll do me a favor, honestly. I’ve wanted to try this place forever but felt too awkward going there by myself. Come on, you must be hungry.”

“I… Guess?” Sebastian said.

“That’s a good start,” Nicholas said and kept his hands on Sebastian’s shoulders while steering him back to the entrance. “Just leave your stuff here and we’ll get going.”

As Sebastian followed Nicholas to the car, he tried to come to terms with how he felt about all of this. He wasn’t used to people just handing him things or expecting him to enjoy something without working for it. He had assumed that being roommates with Nicholas would at least mean cooking or cleaning. Maybe even both. And he would gladly have done it just for the benefit of living so close to campus and the fact that Nicholas was a far more decent human being than Zach.

It felt like his brain needed a software update that he had put off forever because he thought he didn’t actually need it. 

“Thank you,” Sebastian suddenly said as they approached the vehicle. “I’m sorry if I sounded ungrateful before. I really appreciate all of this. I’m just saying that if there’s anything I can do to make it up to you, don’t hesitate to ask.”

“Hey, I’m honestly just happy to help,” Nicholas told him with a bright smile and opened the front seat car door for Sebastian. “And should you really feel the need to repay, I wouldn’t say no to a different kind of oral appreciation... Or whatever you’re into. I’m not that picky.”

Sebastian laughed in a way he hoped didn’t sound too awkward. “I’ll let you know when my doctor says it’s okay,” Sebastian answered sheepishly.

Nicholas just chuckled in response and started the car, seemingly not taking any note of Sebastian’s uncomfortable laugh track. 

“So it was just a joke then,” Sebastian thought to himself, realizing that he hadn’t been entirely sure. 

It was nearly 10 PM when they left the restaurant. Sebastian had been grateful that Nicholas was treating him, because based on the menu Sebastian would only have afforded a breadstick. It was a strange feeling being able to eat until he was full. An even stranger feeling was to leave food on the plate, and Sebastian had to fight the urge to ask for a box to bring home the leftovers in. He had a feeling that this kind of place didn’t offer doggy bags.

Sebastian woke up by Nicholas tapping his nose with a finger. He turned around and quickly realized that they were home and that he had fallen asleep in the car.

“That might be the cutest thing I’ve ever seen,” Nicholas said and got out with a laugh. “How about I show you your bedroom? I think you’ll be happy to hear that I have a no-lizard guarantee.”

Sebastian blushed deeply over the wake up-boop, and hurriedly left the car. He hadn’t realized how tired he was from the bus ride. Or how sleepy he got from eating his weight in pasta carbonara.

Nicholas showed him the way to the second floor. Sebastian was still in awe over how roomy the place was. He could spot a living room across the kitchen with a large white couch and a TV that was nearly as big.

“Do you really live here alone?” Sebastian had to ask.

“I’m the kind of single who likes to have options,” Nicholas answered with a non-committed shrug, and then opened a door in the corridor. “Oh, here’s the bathroom, by the way. The one downstairs has a shower, but since our lord and saviour Doctor McGillion recommended hot baths I think this one should fit your needs.”

Sebastian looked inside and dropped his jaw. He had expected a simple tub. This however was built into the floor in some kind of marble looking material. It was big as a jacuzzi and the fact that this apartment belonged to one single person boggled his mind.

The bath also reminded him of the lidocaine suppositories he was supposed to take. He had only gotten them yesterday, and had yet to open the package. His ass still really hurt, and even though a part of him wanted to get rid of the pain, another part of him wanted nothing up his butt ever again. 

He should make an attempt tonight before bed, no matter how uncomfortable it made him feel.

Nicholas headed down the corridor and Sebastian quickly followed him to another door.

“And this is where you can rest your weary head from school and work,” Nicholas introduced as he opened the door. “Just put your bag wherever and make yourself comfy.”

This was the bedroom. 

He wasn’t surprised that it was bigger than his previous one. The bed was at least queen size and the covers and pillows had warm colors. There were also large, heavy curtains covering the windows, the kinds that could easily shut out the light to make the room pitch black. On the opposite wall was another TV, slightly smaller than the one downstairs.

The luxurious room made Sebastian suddenly realize something.

“Is this your bedroom?” Sebastian asked.

“That would be correct,” Nicholas confirmed and opened a closet to his right, revealing a large interior with various expensive looking shirts and pants in Nicholas’ size.

“So, where are you gonna sleep then?” Sebastian wanted to know.

Nicholas laughed as if Sebastian had just told him a joke. When Sebastian’s face didn’t change, Nicholas’ expression froze in surprise. “We’re sharing the bed, of course,” Nicholas explained. 

“...Oh,” Sebastian replied. “Um…Sorry, I misunderstood–”

“No, I’m sorry. I should have been more clear–”

“No, no, it’s okay,” Sebastian stated reassuringly and headed back to the door. “I can take the couch. Do you have any extra bed sheets I can borrow? It’s cool if you don’t, I can make do with pretty much anything.”

“Stop, stop, stop,” Nicholas quickly intercepted Sebastian’s path. “You’re not sleeping on the couch.”

“But we barely know each other,” Sebastian pointed out, struggling to phrase his concerns. “Don’t you think sharing a bed is a bit… Intimate?” 

A chuckle escaped from the taller man’s lips. “We are porn actors, Sebastian,” he reminded him. “Our private parts aren’t exactly private, and it’s not like we haven’t been ‘intimate’ before.”

Two things could be true at the same time.

Sebastian had starred in two gay pornos so far and he was aware that a large number of strangers across the world had not just seen him naked, but watched him getting pounded in the ass by another man.

But Sebastian also really, really didn’t want to share bed with another guy. Especially a gay porn actor.

“I think I’ll be more comfortable taking the couch anyway,” Sebastian told him. “Honestly. I don’t mind.”

“Am I getting this right,” Nicholas asked with a raised eyebrow. “You’re okay with having sex with me on camera, but you’re uncomfortable sharing a bed together…?”

Sebastian was in fact not okay with having sex with Nicholas on camera. Or gay sex with anyone. But if he told Nicholas that he was secretly straight and only got this job because he was in desperate need of money, he feared that Locum Studios would sack him. And then Sebastian would lose the only income he had. An income that paid more than he could dream to earn fresh out of high school…

“That’s not why!” Sebastian protested. “It’s because… I would feel bad taking up your bed when you’re already sharing everything else. Your food, your TV, your bathroom–”

“My oven,” Nicholas added with an amused smirk.

“Don’t get me wrong, this is super generous of you,” Sebastian quickly added. “I literally couldn’t ask for more. But it would make me feel kinda shitty to also have you sharing your bed.”

“Well, the problem is that I would feel kinda shitty having my guest sleep on the couch.” Nicholas scratched his chin with a pondering look. “How about I’ll make you a deal? I take the couch and you take the bed.”

“But–”

“For one week,” Nicholas added. “Then, after I’ve made sure that the couch is comfy enough to sleep in, I’ll let you have it. But not before then, okay?”

“...That hardly seems fair,” Sebastian said with an uncertain frown.

“Well, you’re on sick leave and Doctor Mcgillion told you to not overexert yourself for 4 weeks,” Nicholas said and folded his arms with authority. “I’m going to check if the couch is serviceable for your needs, and if it is, I won’t stop you from using it if it will ease your conscience. And until then,” Nicholas said and took Sebastian’s backpack from him and placed it on the covers of the luxurious bed. “I want you to be comfy.”

Sebastian still felt a lingering uneasiness inside. It didn’t seem right, and Nicholas’ generosity felt misplaced. He really wasn’t used to people being nice to him for nothing… Maybe once he had earned enough money, he could work it out in therapy.

But for now, he at least didn’t have to worry about having to sleep with him.

“So what do you say?” Nicholas asked with a curious smile.

“Alright, deal,” Sebastian answered with a nod.

“Great,” Nicholas said and headed for the door. “I’ll see you tomorrow. Sleep as long as you want. You look like you could need it.”

“Thanks, I think I will,” Sebastian said with a yawn.

“And hey,” Nicholas added as he was about to leave. “Should you feel lonely, you just let me know.” Nicholas shot him a devilish smile. “Consider it a standing invitation.”

“Invitation to what?” Sebastian asked with another yawn.

Nicholas laughed again and left the bedroom. Sebastian still didn’t get what he meant by ‘invitation’, but was too tired to dwell on it. 

He started to undress and threw his clothes over a lonely chair. He left his underwear on. It felt rude to sleep naked in someone else’s bed. When Sebastian lifted his leg to get up on the bed, he suddenly winced in pain. The stinging sensation in his ass reminded him that he was supposed to take the suppositories. Sebastian weighed the agony in his butt and the task of pushing something inside his hole against the comfy, inviting bed and sleep. 

Sebastian decided that he could endure the pain until tomorrow.

Once Sebastian had snuggled down under the soft blanket, he noticed a TV remote on the nightstand. Curiosity started pushing his exhaustion aside and he glanced at the TV on the opposite wall.

Sebastian sat up in bed and picked up the remote. He wasn’t planning on watching anything this late, but he was curious what channels and streaming services Nicholas had. Sebastian had four weeks of sick leave, after all. He could use some distraction from school.

There were several apps installed that Sebastian had never heard of. He noticed that Locum Studios was on the list. Sebastian once again wondered if Nicholas ever watched his own movies. Or if he had rewatched Sebastian’s… 

The mental images from the filming and Nicholas stuffing his ass started filling Sebastian’s head and he quickly kept scrolling. He needed something to distract himself. If he went to bed thinking about Nicholas’ cock, Sebastian feared that he would end up dreaming about it…

Sebastian suddenly noticed an app called Joystix and blinked curiously. He didn’t know that there were streaming apps about gaming, and he certainly didn’t picture Nicholas as a gamer. He clicked the icon. Not that Sebastian was super into video games, but he didn’t mind a good let’s play.

The app apparently automatically started playing where Nicholas had left off, which was in the middle of a video with two naked men in a locker room. A smaller man, not much older than Sebastian and only wearing white tennis socks, was lying on his stomach on a bench. His legs were straddling each side of it, like a saddle, while his arms were pulled back by a larger man who was fucking his ass mercilessly. The other man was older and gave the impression of being some kind of coach. He was wearing a baseball cap with the team’s logo while sporting a thick beard. Sebastian watched in horror how the coach’s dick drilled deeply into the smaller man’s ass with each hefty thrust and how the bottom whined in either distress or pleasure.

“Aah… Aaagh… Nghhh… Ughh…” 

“Yeah… Good boy… Hnggh… Yeah,  you’re taking the whole thing now. See how easy it slides in and out of ya now? You feeling that?”

“Y-Y-Yeah– Ugh…! A-Auhw… Haaah… Aaah…”

“You want it harder, don’tcha… Hngh…! Mmm… Tell me you want it harder…”

“H… H-H-Hard– HAAAH!”

Sebastian was desperately trying to find the mute button. He searched the remote but all the buttons looked the same. After nearly 10 seconds of panic induced idiocy he realized that he could simply turn off the TV, and slammed his finger on the power button.

“Aah- AAAH- NNNUUUGHPLEEEASE–”

The TV went as black as the night, rudely interrupting the bottom’s orgasm.

Sebastian realized that he was panting almost as bad as the men in the video. He felt embarrassed over his stupidity, and scared that Nicholas might have heard the loud moans. How soundproof was this bedroom? Hopefully enough to not make Nicholas think that Sebastian had been watching gay porn. He wasn’t sure what he was afraid of though. If anything, watching gay porn should only help Sebastian’s cover. 

He sighed in exhaustion and went back to bed. Trying to block the two men out of his mind and his dreams.

Day 2 - Sunday

“Good morning,” Nicholas greeted from the stove where he was just adding another pancake to a pile on a plate. “I heard you were up so I thought I’d make us some breakfast.”

Sebastian had just entered the kitchen, still feeling tired even though he had slept for 10 hours. But the feeling quickly dissipated when he noticed what the tall blonde had been up to. The kitchen table was covered in various jars of jam, fresh fruit, pineapples and berries, a bowl of what seemed to be newly whipped cream, and a fancy looking glass bottle of freshly pressed juice of some kind. It looked like a small hotel breakfast.

“I don’t know how many you eat,” Nicholas continued and turned off the stove. “Do you need more than eight?”

Sebastian just stared at the golden brown flapjacks in silence. Nicholas eyed Sebastian for a moment before the host’s face suddenly changed into one of dread. “Fuck, you’re gluten, aren’t you?”

“What? No!” Sebastian replied. “Sorry! I got stumped because I thought that I should make you breakfast. As a thanks for treating me yesterday.”

“Nah, don’t worry about it,” Nicholas stated and put the steaming plate on the kitchen table. “I enjoy cooking. And it’s nice to cook for someone other than me for a change.”

Sebastian observed all the homemade food with an increasingly worried look.“...I’m starting to feel like a Zach.” 

“You’re not a Zach,” Nicholas stated and took a seat. “You are a guest. Zach was an asshole.”

Sebastian started helping himself to two pancakes and even dared to cover them in a humble mountain of blueberries and syrup. He was slowly coming to terms with that he would just have to accept that Nicholas was a generous person who seemed to genuinely enjoy spoiling his new roommate. But it wouldn’t stop Sebastian from looking for ways to repay him, if there were any.

After breakfast, Sebastian headed back to the bedroom. It was Sunday, and he had a lecture tomorrow about aquaculture, which he realized that he had not finished the chapter of. 

“Are you gonna use the bath?” Nicholas asked as he put away the last jar of jam in the fridge.

Sebastian froze with one foot on the first stair. Nicholas had just reminded him about the suppositories he was supposed to take. The doctor had recommended hot baths to ease the pain, and Sebastian thought that perhaps he could try inserting one after a good soak. But the thought was still jarring to him…

“No, I’m gonna study for a bit,” Sebastian answered.

“Such a responsible young man,” Nicholas said with a smile. “Then you won’t mind me using it for the next half hour.”

“Knock yourself out!” Sebastian smiled awkwardly and hurried towards the bedroom.

It still hurt whenever Sebastian sat down, but he was telling himself that he was getting used to it. However, he was not looking forward to using the toilet… 

As Sebastian took his textbook and lay down on the bed, a late thought crept inside his mind. Nicholas said that he had started making breakfast because he “heard” that Sebastian was up. All that Sebastian had done after waking up was getting dressed. He hadn’t even used the bathroom. If Nicholas could hear him just walk around in this room, then Sebastian feared that the bedroom was far from as soundproof as he had prayed… 

He was still staring at the chapter in front of him when his phone suddenly rang.

It was Jacob.

“Sebastian! Sweetums!” Jacob greeted with a kissing sound. “Can you talk? I know it’s Sunday, so I promise to whisper in case you’re in church.”

“I’m not,” Sebastian informed.

“Good! Then you have no excuse to not give me the full scoop on how your first night with Nicholas went!” Jacob yelled at the top of his lungs, making Sebastian wince. “Tell me everything! And I mean everything . What did he say? What did you do? What. Did. You. Do ?”

“Not… Much?” Sebastian answered truthfully. “He took the couch and let me have the bed. And we just had pancakes for breakfast.”

“Those are not details!” Jacob scolded. “Those are saltine crackers at a cake buffet! Baby, criminally dull trivia is a felony and I will come over there with my own handcuffs if you don’t give me something juicy. You’re in the house of royalty and the most memorable thing you can share is pancakes? Come on, what else is there?”

“Um, his oven has a grill?” Sebastian answered the first thing that came to mind.

The silence was so thick that Sebastian had to check if the call was still going.

“Take a picture of him,” Jacob suddenly said.

“What?!”

“DO IT!” Jacob squealed.

“That sounds like a creepy thing to do, don’t you think?” Sebastian asked.

“Nooo, he’s gonna think it’s hilarious! Trust me,” Jacob told his friend with unnerving confidence. “Tell him that you promised me to send a pic of him as proof that you’re really living together. Nicholas loves me, you’ll be fine.”

Sebastian hesitated but then caved in. He sighed tiredly and left the bedroom. “Nicholas!” He called out. “I, uh… Need to ask you something.”

In the next second, Sebastian saw the door to the bathroom open. He had completely forgotten that Nicholas had told him he was gonna take a bath. The bigger man was now standing completely naked in the corridor, dripping hot water on the floor. He moved his fingers through his blonde hair and ruffled it, as if he couldn’t stand it being glued to his scalp. Sebastian felt his intrusive thoughts hijacking his eyes and immediately steer them towards Nicholas’ groin. This was the first time he had seen Nicholas flaccid, but Sebastian could swear that it looked just as big as the erection he had touched in that film. The water dripping from the tip made Sebastian remember the warm sensation when Nicholas had cum inside him the first time. His ass started hurting just thinking about it.

Sebastian didn’t realize that he had been staring at Nicholas’ junk for several seconds, and that Nicholas was watching Sebastian with a curious smile.

“Did you want to ask me something?” Nicholas asked politely.

“No,” Sebastian replied.

“YES!” Jacob roared. “Sebastian, tell him! I’ve never asked for anything from you, and I definitely will again, but pleeeease, just do this for me–”

“I think it’s for you,” Sebastian said and handed over the phone to Nicholas, while trying to only look at the floor.

Nicholas raised a confused eyebrow and took the phone. “Hello?” The naked man asked and Sebastian watched his expression turn into a mischievous grin as he listened to the demands of the caller. “Well, since you’re asking so nicely…”

Sebastian blushed deeply when Nicholas walked over to him and pulled Sebastian into a half hug with one arm while taking a selfie with the other. Sebastian tried to not think about the fact that he could feel Nicholas’ warm, wet body against his own and that Nicholas’ penis was definitely touching Sebastian’s leg right now.

“There you go,” Nicholas said and handed over the phone to Sebastian. “I hope that will satisfy Jacob’s needs…”

“Great, um, thanks,” Sebastian mumbled, still staring at the floor.

“And Sebastian?” Nicholas said, causing the younger man to look up at him. “The bath is big enough for the both of us, if you wanna join.”

“Sorry! Gotta study,” Sebastian quickly replied and watched awkwardly how Nicholas returned to the bathroom.

“Um, sweetheart, what the fuck was that?” Jacob asked. “You gotta ‘ study ’?”

“It’s true!” Sebastian whispered defensively. “I have a lecture tomorrow, and he wanted me to join him in the bath!”

“Hey, I’m not judging your academic endeavors, champ in the making. I’m talking about how a PG-13 sex joke made you sound like a Victorian lady spotting an ankle. What’s up with that ?”

“Nothing’s up!” Sebastian replied a little too quickly. “Also, how can you be so sure that he was joking?” 

“Seriously? Girl, you’ve gotta learn how to read between the lines,” Jacob reprimanded. “Like, if I tell ol’ Nick that I want to hump his leg like a wild cottontail and go watership DOWN on his 8 inch carrot, I don’t expect him to actually pull down his pants for me! I expect him to have a laugh and maybe tell me there’s a discount on sybians on bad dragon dot com.”

“What’s a ‘sybian’?” Sebastian asked with an uncertain frown.

“The point is that he was kidding ,” Jacob clarified. “You’re both porn actors. You’ve had sex with each other. It would be weirder if he didn’t joke about it.”

Sebastian turned quiet for a moment. “I… I didn’t think about that,” Sebastian said and glanced at the bathroom door.

“Yeah, I figured that since you sounded like he was trying to invite you inside an unmarked black van.”

“You’re exaggerating,” Sebastian told him.

“Honeybun, last time I heard the voice you just used was when I asked some poor homophobic cowboy at a bar if he had any hand sanitizer,” Jacob answered.

“Is that supposed to be an euphemism for something…?” Sebastian asked.

“It’s an euphemism for ‘someone spilled rum and coke on the only available table’. But if you’re not queer it apparently means a lot of things. Seriously, baby. I know that you think Nicholas is hot, so what’s up with the vow of chastity all of a sudden?”

Sebastian had indeed told Jacob that he thought Nicholas was hot. Mainly because Jacob had been very adamant about how Nicholas was a ‘certified gift from the gods to gay men’, and not finding him attractive was considered a homosexual sin. 

“I do think he’s hot,” Sebastian stated.

“Sweetie, you don’t treat your crush like a used condom. Por favor, mi amor.”

“It’s just…” Sebastian was silently panicking and tried to come up with a good excuse. “...I’ve never had a boyfriend.”

“You have never what now?” 

“I’m not very good at this,” Sebastian continued. “He’s so… Stupidly hot, and funny, and kind, and… sexy…”

“Go on, my brave little toaster.”

“He’s awesome,” Sebastian concluded. “And that’s kinda intimidating, you know? I have no experience with dating, and I know that he’s way out of my league, so… “

“Aww, baby boy. Some of us are not meant to go to the moon, but that doesn’t mean we can’t bask in the moonlight.”

“Also,” Sebastian added, feeling like he was on a roll. “I’m pretty stressed out about school right now, so sex has kinda been the last thing on my mind. And… It’s not exactly easier to focus on textbooks with Nicholas around, if you know what I mean .”

“Booo! Take that humble brag somewhere else where the rest of us don’t have to look at it,” Jacob said with mock anger. “But on the subject, please for the love of god, send me that picture Nicholas took. The wait is edging me worse than my girlfriend…”

Sebastian had forgotten about the selfie. He quickly picked up his gallery and texted the picture to Jacob’s number. After two seconds he could hear Jacob suddenly die in real time and then the call abruptly ended.

“Dude…” Sebastian said with a frown, but then got a text. It consisted of 8 skull emojis in a row followed by one sweat droplet. Sebastian semi-smiled and hesitated before replying with a kissy face.

Sebastian stared at the small, oblong plastic package in his hand. 

Had the suppositories been the size of a pea or a tic tac, he would already have gotten it over with. However, the size was closer to that of a baby carrot and he had been in the bathroom for over 20 minutes without even opening the plastic wrapping. 

Earlier, he had spent an excruciating time on the toilet and the pain from his filming with Rocky had flared up like a warzone in his nether region. There was no chance in heaven or hell that he would “get used” to this agony, and he had decided that pushing a lidocaine capsule up his ass didn’t sound as bad as he thought. 

At least in theory.

He felt the shape through the plastic. It was at least the size of a pinky. He was highly aware of the irony that he was hesitating to put this in when he had allowed (although reluctantly) Nicholas and Rocky put their dicks in there. But it was the fact that he had to do this to himself that made the task so daunting… Did he need to lubricate the pill first? He hadn’t gotten any lube with the box. Did that mean that he didn’t need any, or did they expect porn actors to use their own? Sebastian had no idea, and he didn’t feel like calling Jacob to ask. He might find it suspicious…

Sebastian took a deep breath and opened the package. He studied the pill between his fingers with unease. It looked way bigger than he had thought. He swallowed and closed his eyes while guiding the pointed tip towards his anus. Since he couldn’t see anything, he had to feel his way down to the sensitive hole. He placed the tip against the tightly puckered entrance and tried to gently push it in. The opening wouldn’t budge. Sebastian gritted his teeth and tried to push a little harder, but it felt like he was trying to force a banana through a keyhole. He grunted in pain when he tried to push a little more forcefully, but immediately stopped when he felt a stinging sensation.

With a dejected sigh, Sebastian removed the pill and tossed it in the trash. He had to accept that this wasn’t going to happen. 

Sebastian got dressed and put the box of the medication in his pocket. He then checked the time on his phone and groaned in frustration. Nicholas had told him to let him know when he wanted to have dinner, and it was getting close to five. Sebastian did not want to keep him waiting.

As he unlocked the bathroom door and opened it, Sebastian jumped when he saw Nicholas standing right outside.

“S-Sorry!” Sebastian said in chock. “I didn’t know you wanted to–”

“I was just gonna ask you about dinner, but it sounds like you’re having some problems,” Nicholas said with an eyebrow raised in concern. “Is everything alright?”

Sebastian had to remember that Nicholas apparently had super hearing. The question now was what to answer him. What had it sounded like he was doing in here? Could Sebastian come up with anything that seemed like a plausible lie?

Actually… Did he even have to lie?

“I was… Trying to put in the medication,” Sebastian explained with slumped shoulders and picked up the box from his pocket. He glared at it bitterly. “It didn’t go so well…”

“You’ve never used suppositories before?” Nicholas asked.

“Nope,” Sebastian admitted. “First time. But it kinda… Hurts, and since I can’t see where I’m going I’m not sure if I’m doing it right, and–”

“I can help you if you want,” Nicholas offered.

Sebastian’s expression turned blank for a second. Processing what Nicholas had just suggested. 

“I’ve had to put in my fair share of suppositories, so trust me, I know the pain. Literally,” Nicholas said with a reassuring smile. “Come on, I’ll give you a hand.”

Before Sebastian had recovered from his dazed state, he felt Nicholas take his hand and lead him towards the bedroom. Sebastian’s brain was kicking and screaming in protest, but his body was politely going along. What did Nicholas mean with “help”? How was he going to help Sebastian? Did he really want Nicholas to help him…?

Nicholas brought Sebastian inside the bedroom and took the box in one hand. “Take off your pants and underwear.”

“W-What for?” Sebastian blurted out.

“Or I could always cut a hole in them, if you want to keep your modesty,” Nicholas joked with a grin. 

“I… I don’t think this is necessary,” Sebastian said, as he tried to stall while coming up with a good reason.

“I think it is, judging by the sounds I heard you make,” Nicholas stated and fetched a bottle of something from his nightstand. “And if you wanna stay on Doctor McGillion’s good side, you’re wise to follow his treatment plan. He is not as cute when he is pissed at you, I can tell you that much…”

Sebastian felt something cold grip his heart when he realized that Nicholas was holding a bottle of lube. He started to feel like he had accidentally gotten into the wrong ride at an amusement park, but was already strapped in and 200 feet above ground, unable to leave.

Nicholas sat down on the bed with the box of suppositories and the lube lying next to him on the covers. He smiled reassuringly at Sebastian and patted his lap. “Come. Remove your clothes and lie down.”

“Can’t I stand up for this?” Sebastian asked nervously.

“This will be easier for both of us,” Nicholas explained and coaxed Sebastian over. “I promise I’ll be careful.”

Sebastian considered if he should just leave the room, but it felt too awkward. Nicholas was already dead set on doing this. Sebastian thought about telling him that he wasn’t comfortable with having Nicholas put the suppositories into him, but it felt weird to refuse his help now. Especially when Nicholas looked at him so expectantly. He wanted to keep a good relationship with Nicholas, since Sebastian was living under his roof now. Would Nicholas get offended or annoyed if Sebastian didn’t accept his help…?

After what felt like a minute of contemplation, Sebastian felt his body and brain come to a tense agreement.

He had promised that he would be careful.

And the pain in his ass was really bad…

Sebastian unzipped his jeans and slowly stepped out of them. He avoided Nicholas’ eyes. If he was enjoying Sebastian's striptease, he did not want to know about it. Sebastian then took a fortifying breath before he quickly pulled down his underwear. Not wanting it to look sensual in any way. When he looked up, he thought for a second that he caught Nicholas looking at his penis, but the bigger man just seemed to observe Sebastian with an encouraging smile. He patted his lap again. “Come and lie down.”

Sebastian could feel his legs shaking slightly as he walked over to the bed. He slowly draped himself over Nicholas’ legs, presenting his butt to the other man. He shuddered when he felt Nicholas place a large hand on his exposed rump.

“This is reminding me of our film,” Nicholas said and chuckled a little. “If the teacher had decided to spank his student for missing class… Maybe we get to make a sequel one day. Would you like that?”

Nicholas’ hand stroked Sebastian’s pale cheeks affectionately as he spoke. Sebastian felt how his heart started beating painfully in his chest. 

“Let’s get you ready,” Nicholas said and Sebastian could hear him opening the cap of the lube. “Try to relax. Just imagine that a hot guy is preparing you for something really fun. Something you both will enjoy.”

Sebastian’s chest turned uncomfortably tight when he suddenly felt a cold, slimy finger poke at his entrance. He tried to think about anything else. Aquaculture. Sea horses. Oceanography. Hammerhead Sharks. Marine ecology–

Sebastian gasped loudly when the finger tried to push inside. The sphincter tensed up immediately, refusing the alien digit access to the warm hole. The finger pushed again and Sebastian whined at the stinging sensation. He then felt how the finger started pushing back and forth, back and forth… Nudging the entrance a little harder each time.

“I can see why you’re so good at playing virgins,” Nicholas told him and Sebastian felt in horror how Nicholas’ free hand started fondling his balls. “Just relax for me. It won’t hurt if you’re relaxed. Trust me. I’ll make it feel good for you.”

“I-I-It… H… Hurts,” Sebastian groaned as the stinging sensation in his anus began to increase by the finger’s continued assault.

He heard a squirt of more lube and felt a generous amount being added to his ass.

“Almost in…” Nicholas told him and squeezed Sebastian’s testicles lovingly, making the younger man squirm. “You’re doing good, Sebastian. Just let it happen. Let it inside you…” 

Sebastian started panting from a growing pleasure in his balls. He wasn’t sure what was happening. Nicholas’ hand then moved from his balls to Sebastian’s dick. Sebastian’s eyes widened in realization.

“W… W-Wait, don’t– Aaah… Uugh…” Sebastian moaned in protest when Nicholas started stroking his cock.

“It’s okay. It’ll make things easier,” Nicholas whispered and continued giving Sebastian a handjob while his other hand kept pushing at the tight hole. “Just a little more… Almost inside now.”

“Ahh… Aghh… S-Sto– Hngh…”

“I can feel you relaxing now. Good, good boy… You’re getting hard too. Can you feel it?”

“Uuh… Ungh… Ah…”

“I’m gonna push in all the way now.”

“Aah.. Wa… W-Wait… Hngh…”

“Don’t be scared. Here we go…”

“Aah- AUGHH!”

Sebastian cried out with a sob he felt the finger travel slowly but mercilessly until it was all the way inside. Nicholas’ knuckle pressed against Sebastian’s perineum while his insides burned from being stretched. Nicholas moved his finger slightly, but could barely even turn it in the tight space. Sebastian groaned in protest from the movement.

“There… Now the hard part is over,” Nicholas informed him and Sebastian felt how the larger man gave Sebastian’s erection one more affectionate stroke before letting go. “Well, almost over…” Nicholas added, either as a pun or a promise. 

It really hurt down there. Part of Sebastian wanted to get up and leave the room, but another part was so desperate for any kind of pain relief that he would go along with anything just for the hope that the suppository would help. 

“Now,” Nicholas said and started pulling out his finger, causing Sebastian to mewl in discomfort. “I’m going to push in the pill, okay? It’s smaller than my finger, so you’re barely going to feel it. And after that, it’s going to feel a lot better. Trust me…”

Sebastian felt like he had little choice at the moment. There was another squirting sound and before he could brace himself, Nicholas had started pushing the pill inside. 

“You have to relax for me,” Nicholas instructed firmly. “Let it all in…”

Sebastian tried to relax his sphincter. He just wanted it over with. The faster he could get the pill inside the faster this would be over.

Sebastian felt how the pill slowly advanced inside his rectum. But he also felt how Nicholas’ finger followed it closely, pushing it forward. Sneaking in together with the suppository. Sebastian wasn’t sure how far inside the pill was supposed to go, but assumed that Nicholas knew. After a minute, he could feel the pill deeper inside him than the finger had been and how Nicholas’ knuckle once again pressed against Sebastian’s skin.

“Can you feel it?” Nicholas whispered.

Sebastian wasn’t sure what he was supposed to feel. The pill? The finger? Or the prominent bulge growing under him between Nicholas’ legs… But it was probably just his imagination. 

Nicholas then started pulling the finger out, and Sebastian sighed in relief. It was finally over… But before the finger had completely left his hole, Nicholas started to slowly feed it back inside. Sebastian blinked in surprise, and then felt the finger pull back, leaving just the fingertip in, and then push all the way back inside. Making Sebastian squeal a little as it brushed by something sensitive. Nicholas was soon thrusting his finger in and out of Sebastian’s well prepared hole, making sure to hit the sensitive spot each time. Sebastian felt how his betraying hips started meeting the thrusts, desperately seeking the tiny spark of pleasure with each deep impale and grinding his hardon against Nicholas’ leg. 

Something in Sebastian’s head was yelling that this wasn’t right, but in the raging sea of sensations, the inner voice was drowning. 

Sebastian was barely aware that his own hand was starting to reach for his growing erection. He felt like he was standing on the edge of something. He just needed to tip it over a little bit… Just a little more. Everything he wanted was just within reach if he could just…

“That should be far enough,” Nicholas declared and callously pulled his finger out from the boy. “There. All done.”

Sebastian felt a weird mix of feelings that he didn’t even know how to start categorizing. It took him a few seconds before he realized that he was still laying folded like a disobedient child over Nicholas’ lap, and quickly got back up on his feet.

“That wasn’t so bad, now was it?” Nicholas said before turning his eyes to Sebastian’s crotch. “...Not bad at all, it seems.”

Sebastian’s face turned red as raw beef when he looked down at his shamelessly prominent erection. He quickly grabbed his underwear from the floor and put them on, but the thin fabric poorly concealed the boner underneath.

“I hope it didn’t hurt too much, but it should start feeling better pretty soon when the lidocaine gets to work,” Nicholas explained and got up from the bed. “I figured that a moment of pain is worth a night of uninterrupted sleep.”

He had a point. After his visit to the toilet, Sebastian didn’t think he would be able to get a wink of sleep. It still hurt. Not necessarily worse than before Nicholas’ intrusion, though not better either.

“Does… How long does it take?” Sebastian asked uncertainly. “For it to work, I mean”.

“Faster if you lie down,” Nicholas said and moved from the bed. “The pill has to melt for about 15 minutes or so, and then the drug should take effect within an hour.”

Nicholas grabbed Sebastian’s hand, like a dancer taking the hand of his partner, and before Sebastian had the time to react, Nicholas had turned him around and gently pushed him down on the bed. Sebastian lay flat on his back and looked up in surprise at the other man.

“Why don’t you rest for a bit,” Nicholas told him and gave Sebastian’s bare thigh a friendly pat. The touch made Sebastian involuntarily flinch. “I’ll have dinner ready in an hour.”

Sebastian just nodded, but then realized that he hadn’t thanked Nicholas. Even though a part of Sebastian wasn’t sure if Nicholas’ motives had been completely altruistic, it didn’t change the fact that Nicholas had managed to get the medicine inside. He wasn’t sure if he would have made it through an entire lecture tomorrow in this pain… Despite how uncomfortable his method had been, it had genuinely helped.

“Um… Thanks, by the way,” Sebastian said when Nicholas headed for the door. “I… I think I can do this on my own now. But thanks for… giving me a hand.”

Nicholas made a salute. “Glad that I could help,” he answered and was just about to leave when he stopped and nodded towards Sebastian’s groin. “I can help you with that too, if you want.”

Sebastian blinked in confusion and watched how Nicholas made a hearty laugh before leaving him alone. Alone with his rock hard cock.

He felt how his face flared up in embarrassment again. Sebastian couldn’t figure out why his ass was so sensitive to touch. The same thing had happened when Doctor McGillion had examined him down there. It wasn’t sexy in the least, and yet his dick reacted to it as if he had just watched an erotic movie.

Sebastian glanced at the TV and at his still hard cock. And then at the bottle of lube left behind on the bed.

He was stuck in the bed for the next 15 minutes. And the dinner was in an hour.

Sebastian reached for the remote and turned on the TV. He just needed something. Anything to get rid of this. Surely Nicholas had an app with straight porn too…?

Day 3 - Monday

The lecture had been brutal. Six hours was a long time, especially if your butt weren’t on good terms with chairs anymore. Sebastian could only imagine how excruciating it would have been had he not taken the lidocaine yesterday… Or rather, if Nicholas hadn’t helped him take the lidocaine yesterday.

After school, Sebastian had stopped by the library to finish an assignment and wasn’t back home until late. He had made sure to text Nicholas earlier and tell him not to wait with dinner, and that Sebastian would have leftovers when he got back.

“I’m home,” Sebastian announced as he entered the luxurious apartment. He was still getting used to calling this place his home. It still felt unreal.

“Welcome,” Nicholas called out from the living room. 

Sebastian headed to the kitchen and put yesterday’s chicken curry with rice on a plate and placed it in the microwave. But the moment he was about to press start, he stopped himself.

Could you really microwave rice…?

Something in the back of Sebastian’s mind felt skeptic, as if he had read somewhere that you shouldn’t, but he wasn’t sure. The only thing he was sure of was that he did not have time to miss school because of food poisoning.

He headed to the living room.

“Hey, Nick,” Sebastian asked, as he spotted Nicholas reading a book. “Do you know if–”

It took a moment for Sebastian to realize what was wrong with the picture. Nicholas was sitting in one of the black leather armchairs by the TV. The large white couch, however, was nowhere to be seen.

“Where’s the couch?” Sebastian asked with a puzzled look.

“In good hands, I’ve been told,” Nicholas explained and looked up from his book with pretend worry. “I accidentally spilled some wine in it while you were in school, so it’s currently at the couch equivalent to the ICU.”

“Oh,” Sebastian said with a look at the empty space. “Can’t you just scrub it off with soap…?”

“The fabric is of the rare and stupid kind, so unfortunately, it has to be cleaned by special means,” Nicholas explained with a tired look. “On the bright side, the company offered to bring in the poor thing for some sort of couch tune-up. Since the service was included in the cleaning cost, and it would increase its life expectancy by 10 years or so, I got at least something out of it.”

“They didn’t happen to also give you a replacement…?” Sebastian asked hesitantly.

“They did not,” Nicholas answered casually. “So we’ll have to share the bed tonight, if you don’t mind?”

Sebastian would be lying if he said that he didn’t mind. But no matter how he felt about it, this was Nicholas' home, and Nicholas’ bed. If he needed it back, there was nothing Sebastian could say or do to stop it. He considered if he should ask for a mattress and sleep on the floor, but that seemed obstinate even for him. 

It wasn’t weird for two guys to share a bed as friends, right? It would be weirder to choose to sleep on the hard floor rather than with a roommate. Unless the roommate was Zach. But Zach was homophobic, and Sebastisn wasn’t. Right…?

“Sure thing!” Sebastian replied, with a little more gusto than he had intended. “No problem! I’m… Happy to have some company!”

Nicholas just studied the younger man with a smile that was hard to read. “Glad to hear,” Nicholas eventually replied. “Oh, did you want anything by the way?”

“...Is it safe to reheat rice?” Sebastian asked.

“Add some water first. It helps distribute the heat evenly,” Nicholas told him. “If it’s hot throughout, it should be safe enough.”

“Thanks,” Sebastian said and left the living room, feeling a little deflated. 

He checked the kitchen clock and noted that he should go to bed in three hours if he wanted to get enough rest for school tomorrow.

As he ate his evenly heated meal, he kept telling himself that it wasn’t a big deal. Nicholas had been nothing but nice to him. This wasn’t going to be weird unless Sebastian made it weird. Just two guys sharing a bed. A big bed. They probably wouldn’t even feel each other.

Sebastian decided to spend the rest of the evening in the bedroom, studying. Nicholas hadn’t mentioned when he was planning on going to bed. A part of Sebastian was hoping that he would fall asleep in the armchair.

Around 11 PM, Sebastian decided that it was time to get ready for the night. He went to the bathroom to brush his teeth, and when he entered the bedroom, he was surprised to see that Nicholas was already there. He had just removed his shirt and looked over at Sebastian with a big smile.

“Nice timing,” Nicholas commented. “So, do you have a side you prefer or are you fine either way?”

“Doesn’t matter,” Sebastian replied and went over to a chair to undress.

So far, he actually felt pretty calm. This really wasn’t that weird. Once he had gotten used to the thought, it was hard to think of a reason why he would have anything to worry about.

Sebastian removed his t-shirt and his jeans before hanging them over the chair. He then looked over at Nicholas and watched how the muscular man was in the midst of removing his black underwear. Sebastian stared at him as Nicholas put his boxers on a neatly folded pile of clothes.

Apparently, Nicholas slept in the nude.

Sebastian quickly turned away his eyes, but it was too late. He had now seen Nicholas’ rather impressive penis twice in two days. At least it wasn’t erect…

“Are you coming?” Nicholas asked curiously as he got under the blanket. “Or did you forget to take your medication?”

“Nope! I’m good!” Sebastian immediately replied, and dug through his backpack for a loose fitting shirt and put it on. He usually only slept in his underwear, but now he felt a desperate need to cover himself. He hoped this outfit would pass as a sleeping attire.

He hesitantly crawled into bed next to Nicholas, already feeling his face heating up.

“Do you wanna watch anything before bed?” Nicholas asked and reached for the remote. “Something to fall asleep to, or maybe something more exciting…?”

“Uh, I gotta get up early,” Sebastian hurriedly explained. “I’ve got school stuff and I’m really tired, so I’d rather just go to sleep, if that’s alright…?”

“Of course,” Nicholas said with a smile and put away the remote. “I wouldn’t want to impede your academic career by keeping you up.”

“Thanks,” Sebastian said in relief and lied down. “Um, goodnight.”

“I can’t promise that you won’t wake up from something poking you down there, though,” Nicholas said with an amused chuckle. “My dick has developed a sort of pavlovian response to being in the same bed as another man, so I apologize in advance.”

Sebastian forced out an awkward laugh at the joke and turned his back on him, pretending to go to sleep. After several minutes he could hear a very light snoring coming from Nicholas. But Sebastian was still wide awake. He felt his heart beating so hard that it was leaving bruises on the inside of his chest. 

It must have been a joke. Another gay porn actor joke. There was nothing to worry about.

Sebastian closed his eyes and tried to sleep. But his brain was about as relaxed as a rabbit in a dogpound. He could hear Nicholas’ breaths so close that he felt the warm air hitting his neck. Was he closer than before…? Sebastian kept his eyes tightly shut and tried to force his brain to power down. To not think about anything. He usually didn’t have any problem falling asleep, so there was no reason why he would struggle now.

After a while, he felt the mattress shift a bit as Nicholas turned in his sleep. The next second, Sebastian froze when he felt Nicholas wrap his arms around Sebastian’s torso and pull him closer.

Sebastian felt liquid panic running in his veins at the larger man’s sudden show of affection, before realizing from the slow, calm breathing that Nicholas was still asleep. Spooning Sebastian subconsciously.

The situation was sending Sebastian’s mind into disarray. Should he wake him up? Should he try to push him away? How do you tell someone, who is letting you live in their home and sleep in their bed, that you don’t want him to lie so close to you…? It felt ridiculous at best and rude at worst. 

Maybe Sebastian was making a big thing out of nothing. He just had to stop thinking of this as something sexual. There was nothing wrong with another man sleeping next to him with his arms around his body. This was perfectly normal.

Sebastian’s eyes suddenly widened as Nicholas moved and positioned a familiar large bulge right at Sebastian’s asscrack.

It felt very warm against Sebastian’s covered buttcheeks. Almost pulsing with heat. And he could swear that it was growing in size by each minute.

So it hadn’t been a joke.

Actually, Sebastian started to wonder if Nicholas’s double entendres really were harmless comments, like Jacob claimed, or if he was being genuine. Was it possible that Nicholas wanted to have sex with Sebastian for real…? 

That didn’t seem likely. Sebastian didn’t consider himself a very sexy guy, and his ex-girlfriend could attest that his skills in love-making was not worth sticking around for. He couldn’t think of any reason why an allegedly super model of a man would be remotely interested in sleeping with him. The only reason Nicholas had fucked him that one time was because he had been literally paid to do it.

On a couch.

In a studio, built to look like an apartment.

With a dozen people watching them. Watching when Nicholas had laid Sebastian down on his back. Naked. His tongue licking places. His fingers touching places. Entering places… The initial pain. The rhythmic thrusting that followed. Tirelessly going slowly at first and then faster and faster. The strange sparks of pleasure rebooting his brain with each impact. Allowing the onslaught to continue. Eventually even yearning for it. Forfeiting his autonomy to this man who was taking complete control over his body and mind.

Sebastian realized that he was drifting off into a lucid dream, and quickly snapped out of it. He did not wish to relive the horrifying memory of losing his virginity to Nicholas.

He then realized something else and carefully moved his hand between his own legs to feel his dick. Sebastian felt mortified to find out that his cock was almost completely erect.

How did this happen?

Sebastian tried to close his eyes and go to sleep. Ignoring the boner. Ignoring Nicholas’ deep breaths on his neck hair. Ignoring his arms, hugging him like a body pillow. 

After several minutes, he gave up.

There was no way he was gonna be able to fall asleep like this.

Sebastian took a deep breath and considered his options. Waking Nicholas was out of the question. The last thing Sebastian wanted was for Nicholas to see him with a full blown hardon. If Nicholas really was into Sebastian, which was still highly unlikely, then it would definitely send the wrong signals. But if Sebastian could get rid of the erection first, then he could try to squirm out of Nicholas’ sleepy embrace, and if he woke up then Sebastian could blame it on needing the bathroom. That sounded like a plan. He just needed to… Take care of the current problem.

Sebastian looked around and realized that he didn’t have anything to catch the load in. He couldn’t leave a mess on Nicholas bedsheets, it just felt nasty. Sebastian reached out a hand towards the drawer in the nightstand and slowly pulled it out. Surely Nicholas had some tissues by his bed? Sebastian’s hand rummaged through the insides and felt the shape of the bottle of lube from yesterday, and some small, square packages in plastic. But nothing tissue like.

He sighed and thought about this for a moment. What if he used his underwear? He could just grab a new pair afterwards and put the soiled ones in the laundry basket. At the bottom, just to be safe.

Sebastian started to carefully peel his underwear down and guide them off of his scrawny legs. Nicholas’ bulge was now touching his bum directly. There was nothing separating their bodies any more. Sebastian could feel the other man’s hot, pulsing sex press against his unprotected flesh. He tried not to think about it.

The boy methodically wrapped his own briefs around the tip of his stiff dick. He took a deep breath and started stroking it. What had his last go to fantasy been?

He remembered cumming when he had imagined fucking Jacob.

No, he needed something else. What else was there…

He thought about when he had masturbated in the hospital after the strange tests the doctor had put him through. The ones he barely remembered but still had nightmares about being fucked and milked by machines…

No, not that.

He thought about when Doctor McGillion had applied the cream in his ass and rubbed his sensitive spot until he came on the examination table.

Absolutely not that.

He thought about his first night in Nicholas’ bedroom where he had accidentally clicked that gay streaming service and then saw that video with the guys fucking in a locker room.

Sebastian closed his eyes tighter and tried to focus on anything else as he kept stroking his cock. He couldn’t help but start moaning and hump into his hand. The sounds and the movements helped get him harder. Slowly but steadily, he could feel his organ preparing to release.

Then he suddenly felt Nicholas’ arm move away from his chest. A brief moment of hope was quickly turned into dread when it moved downwards. He then felt a larger hand gently grasping Sebastian’s dick. The strokes were firm and decisive. Agonizingly slow at first and then picking up speed. Sebastian didn’t know what to do but started moaning louder from the merciless stimulation and could even feel his hips start humping into the awaiting hand.

“You’re so hard already,” Nicholas whispered while his thumb was teasing the tip and Sebastian felt his cock grow painfully hard. “You need it that bad, huh?”

“Naah… Hngh… Nuuuhh…” Sebastian panted in rhythm with the large hand’s demands, and he couldn’t help but try to thrust into the welcoming fingers.

“I’m going to help you with that,” Nicholas purred and placed a kiss on Sebastian’s head while his free hand snaked under the oversized shirt and started playing with the boy’s defenseless nipple. “Make you feel good…”

Sebastian’s brain had devolved into a basic primal need that override every other sensible thought. He just needed to cum. He was so close to cumming. He needed it. He needed it. He need–

Sebastian squealed pathetically as he suddenly felt his body shake and strings of jizz erupted from his abused member. Nicholas stroked him through the orgasm and kept it up until Sebastian started breathing somewhat normally again. His chest heaving under the blanket as if he had been sprinting.

After a minute, Sebastian started to come back to his senses and he felt his face turn hot with humiliation. He didn’t even know what to say. Even less what to do. What could he do? This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. What had even happened?

“Well, I’ve gotta say that I’m flattered,” Nicholas chuckled and carefully cleaned Sebastian’s trembling cock with the underwear before tossing them. “You could just have told me. But I’m not gonna lie, I’m really glad that you’re enjoying my company this much…”

Sebastian tried to come up with an explanation, but before he could start forming words, he felt a strong hand grab his chin and turn it. Allowing Nicholas’ lips to suddenly trap the boy’s mouth. Effectively shutting him up with a deep kiss. Nicholas’ tongue circled Sebastian’s in an affectionate takeover until he released him.

This was not going according to plan. 

This was not good. 

This wasn’t how things were supposed to– 

Sebastian suddenly felt how Nicholas once again wrapped his arms around Sebastian’s torso and pulled him in tightly, like a little spoon. Sebastian’s body shuddered as he then felt a finger trail his asscrack, all the way down to his perineum.

“God, I would love nothing more than to fuck you right now,” Nicholas whispered into Sebastian’s ear, filling his mind with flashbacks and images that he wished that he didn’t have. “But I think we better follow the doctor’s orders, don’t you agree?”

Sebastian mewled in fear when he felt Nicholas place a thumb at his entrance and push teasingly, just enough to put pressure on it but not going in. A promise. Or a threat.

“I’ll give you the second best thing,” Nicholas said with a greedy lick on Sebastian’s earlobe. The larger man then started stroking himself. 

Sebastian’s chest turned to ice when he suddenly felt Nicholas place his fat cock between Sebastian’s legs. It felt sticky against his skin, as if it was covered in precum. 

“Just imagine me fucking you right now,” Nicholas whispered as he held Sebastian close and started dry humping him lovingly.

Sebastian felt the large meatrod push back and forth between his legs while Nicholas’ strong arms kept him still, as if he was an oversized fleshlight.

“Yeah… That’s it… Good boy, you’re taking it so good…” Nicholas whispered and kept thrusting earnestly. “Damn, I wanna cum in you so bad… Do you want me to cum in you? Yeah… You feel so good… I’m gonna fill you all up. Would you like that? It’s gonna make you feel good too. Oh yes… Yes… Almost there… I’m about to cum now… Yeah, you’re making me feel so good… Can you feel how it’s getting bigger? Can you feel how large you’re making me?”

“Uh! Nngh, nnuh..!” Sebastian panted as he felt the cock grind against his junk in a way that felt strange but not painful. He desperately put a hand over his own mouth to cover up the moans escaping him, but it barely dampened the filthy noises at all. “Mmf, nnm, nngh, MMMF…!”

“Yeah, just like that.” Sebastian could hear Nick praise him as his rutting went faster and faster. “Ungh… I’m cumming… Fuck, I’m cumming now. Ghnaa… I’m– Uuuuughyeeeah…”

Sebastian felt how the cock between his legs pulsed and twitched before spraying his thighs with a sticky mess. He could feel Nicholas’ chest heave in exhaustion against Sebastian’s shoulder blades. Breathing heavily into his neck, making it damp. 

“That will have to do for tonight…” Nicholas panted and turned Sebastian around so that they faced each other. Sebastian swallowed as he met Nicholas’ lustful eyes and seductive smile. The older man leaned in and kissed Sebastian again. The boy could feel the tongue invade him once more, unable to protest. His muscles felt weak and his brain was drained. When Nicholas pulled him into his embrace, he could feel his own messy junk press against Nicholas sizzling hot balls and penis. It still felt sticky down there, but Nicholas' arms held him in place and his leg pinned down the smaller man further. 

Sebastian was so exhausted that he couldn’t think. He preferred not to. He was unable to even begin to process what had just happened and what the consequences would be. He drifted off to some kind of sleep, with strange dreams and memories that he wished to just forget.

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Day 4 - Tuesday

Sebastian was sitting alone in the library with his notebook in front of him, staring at his barely readable scribbles. The text had nothing to do with marine biology, or school at all. Instead, the headline said “What to do about Nick” . It was underlined three times.

Last night felt like a fever dream, and he wouldn’t have minded waking up pretending that none of it had happened. The problem was that when he had opened his eyes this morning, he had been greeted by Nicholas’ chest hair and his roommate’s naked cock pressed against Sebastian’s belly. Nicholas had thankfully been heavily asleep, and his arms only lightly wrapped around his smaller company, which allowed Sebastian to squirm his way out of bed without waking him.

Sebastian shuddered a little as he vividly recalled the stale, sticky mess from Nicholas’ cum on his thighs. He had probably spent half an hour in the shower until he was certain that he had cleaned off all the residue spunk. 

He had left the apartment immediately, only grabbing an apple for breakfast. He didn’t have any classes until 10 AM, but the bare thought of talking to Nicholas right now was mortifying. He needed time to think. To process all of this so that he could figure out what the next logical step should be.

And that’s why he had been stuck at the library for the last two hours.

Sebastian sighed and rubbed his temples, as if fending off an oncoming headache. Despite what Jacob had claimed, the evidence now pointed towards that Nicholas did in fact want to sleep with Sebastian. Looking back at Nicholas’ suggestive offers and sex jokes, it seemed painfully obvious what he had meant by them. And Sebastian had just smiled and laughed, happy to play along in a game he clearly didn’t know the rules of.

One part of Sebastian felt a bit guilty that in his pursuit to trick people into thinking he was gay, it seemed like he might have led Nicholas to believe that he was into him. Had Nicholas heard him the other day when he had told Jacob that he was attracted to Nicholas…? Sebastian started worrying over what else he had said that could have been misinterpreted… 

He flinched when his phone suddenly buzzed. Sebastian picked it up and felt a nervous tug in his stomach when he saw the text on the display.

Morning! Hope I didn’t make you oversleep. What time will you be home? I’ll make you dinner.

Nicholas' text was then followed by another one.

Would you like something juicy?

Or do you prefer spicy?

Sebastian swallowed loudly. He wasn’t sure what to answer. Did Nicholas think they were boyfriends now…? What had this situation looked like from his point of view?

Nicholas must have woken up when Sebastian had removed his underwear. Or from Sebastian stroking himself. Or from Sebastian’s moans. Or from Sebastian’s hips moving in rhythm with… 

He felt his cheeks flush at the memory. Sebastian had told himself that there was nothing weird about sharing a bed with another guy, unless he made it weird. And lying naked in your friend’s arms while jerking off was about as bad as it could get.

Sebastian had made it weird. And he had no one to blame but himself.

He stared at Nicholas’ text message and thought hard while tapping his answer.

Let me think about it. I’ll be home by 5.

His phone buzzed almost immediately with a reply.

Can’t wait. <3

Sebastian hoped it would buy him some time and returned his attention to his notebook. 

He needed to come up with an excuse that explained why Sebastian had been touching himself last night. Something that could ensure Nicholas that Sebastian was actually not in love with him. But even if he could think of something convincing, it would contradict the fact that they also had kissed. Among other things. And Sebastian had played along with it all… 

If Sebastian told Nicholas that he wasn’t into him, and that Sebastian hadn’t actually wanted to do any of those things last night, then Nicholas would seem like an asshole at best and a rapist at worst. And despite everything, Sebastian still liked Nicholas. He didn’t want him to feel like any of those things.

If Sebastian pretended that he had wanted all of that, he could move on. It was not the best solution, but it was the easiest. It would seem as if Sebastian had been beating it off while thinking of Nicholas last night, and then Sebastian had gone along with his bedfellow’s advances because he had… wanted it.

Sebastian took a sip from his water bottle and eyed a list he had named “ Consequences ”.

His plan was to straight up tell Nicholas that he did not want a romantic relationship with him. But the possible outcomes worried him…

Consequence number 1: Nicholas could kick Sebastian out.

Sebastian had literally nowhere to go if he would be forced to move. And he couldn’t help but worry that the only reason why Nicholas had let him stay at his place was because Nicholas wanted to sleep with him. Meaning that if Sebastian would decline Nicholas’ sexual advances, he would have no reason to keep Sebastian around anymore. Nicholas seemed like a genuinely nice guy, but the fact was that they barely knew each other. And as long as there was a chance, he had to take this into consideration.

Consequence number 2: Nicholas could suspect that Sebastian was straight.

If Locum Studios found out that Sebastian was just “gay for pay”, he would lose this job and the only income he had. And wanting to sleep with Nicholas was apparently every gay man’s wet dream. Would it be a dead give away if Sebastian told Nicholas that he wasn’t interested…? 

Consequence number 3: Nicholas might not take no for an answer.

This wasn’t exactly a consequence as much as just a possible plain fact. If he told Nicholas that he was not interested in him “that way”, and Nicholas continued coming on to him, what could Sebastian even do about it…? 

Sebastian idly tried to balance his pencil on the table and glanced at the clock on the wall. He had to start getting ready for class soon. But he doubted that he’d be able to concentrate much. 

Sebastian had spent most of the class thinking about what to say when he got home. He would have to read up on most of what the teacher had been talking about, but the good thing was that he finally had decided what to do.

When he got home, Nicholas had unsurprisingly already made dinner. It was a one-pan baked salmon with asparagus. Also unsurprisingly, it smelled amazing.

“Perfect timing,” Nicholas greeted him when he saw Sebastian enter the kitchen. The heat from the frying pan had left the blonde’s designer glasses misty in a criminally charming way. “Take a seat, I’ll get you a plate.”

Sebastian could feel his heart beating uncomfortably hard. He knew what he was going to say, but it didn’t make it any easier.

“Try some chili pepper flakes or mango salsa with it,” Nicholas suggested as he put the plate down in front of the boy. “You can’t go wrong with–”

“Can we talk about last night?” Sebastian suddenly asked. He felt as if the blood in his veins had suddenly turned into ice.

Nicholas sat down next to Sebastian with his own plate and shot him a smile. “I was hoping to talk about it this morning, but you were faster than me.” Nicholas grinned teasingly. “Again, I might add.”

Sebastian blushed slightly. The sooner he got this over with, the sooner things could go back to normal. “I’m… I’m not looking for a relationship at the moment.”

Nicholas eyed Sebastian for a second with a look that slowly turned into concern. “Is this in direct response to something I did?”

“No!” Sebastian quickly responded.

“Then why did you want to talk about last night?”

“No, no, I didn’t mean it like that!”

“Did I go too far?”

“No, you didn’t!”

“Is that why you’re yelling?”

“ I’m not yelling! ”

Sebastian paused and took a deep breath. “You didn’t do anything wrong,” Sebastian explained. “Last night was… Last night’s not the problem, that came out wrong. I wanted it too. I… I liked it.”

Nicholas studied Sebastian for a moment before his mouth curved into a mischievous grin. “You liked it?” Nicholas asked while adding some chili flakes to his fish. “And what part of it did you like the most?”

“Uh…” Sebastian hesitated and then froze when he felt Nicholas put a hand on his thigh. Even though the jeans separated the skin, it felt scalding hot.

“This…?” Nicholas asked and stroked the place that Sebastian had been scrubbing clean from dried semen just this morning. The place where Nicholas cock had been thrusting between Sebastian’s legs.

“Y… Yeah?” Sebastian answered uncertainly and felt as if his breathing was no longer in sync with his lungs. 

“Or maybe this…?” Nicholas asked and Sebastian felt a stab of panic in his chest when the large hand moved up along his leg and rested on his crotch. Gently cupping his junk through the protective fabric. “Did you like it when I touched you down here last night…?”

“Uh… N… Yeah…” Sebastian answered, feeling a sense of alarm spreading as if he was losing sight of a safe harbour in the middle of a storm.

“Why don’t you show me how good it felt…?”

Sebastian then felt his brain snap into overdrive when Nicholas’ fingers suddenly started pulling at his zipper.

“I can’t be together with you!” Sebastian blurted out and turned to face Nicholas. “Or anyone, for that matter.”

Nicholas watched Sebastian and blinked curiously. He then removed himself from Sebastian’s person and folded both his hands in his lap, almost in a business-like manner. 

“Go on,” Nicholas said with polite interest.

“I… I think I need to focus on my studies for now,” Sebastian explained, trying to recall how he had phrased this in his notebook. “And… And being in a relationship would take up too much time, and I’ve never had a boyfriend before, we barely know each other and–”

“It’s okay, Sebastian,” Nicholas interrupted the rambling teen. “I completely understand.”

Sebastian looked at him in surprise. “You do?”

“Of course,” Nicholas continued with a sincere smile. “And I’m really proud of you, you know.”

“...You are?”

“You’re taking your studies seriously. I admire that,” Nicholas explained. “I can tell that you’re not looking to make a career as a porn actor, and you seem both smart and ambitious enough to do something more with your life. I don’t meet a lot of young people like you who know what they wanna do, so I’m happy for you.”

“Oh, uh. Thank you?” Sebastian answered, not sure how to react to the unexpected proclamation. He tried to remember the last time someone had told him they were proud of him, but he couldn’t think of one.

“And while we’re on the subject,” Nicholas continued and took a bite of his food. “I honestly don't think I'm ready for a relationship either.”

“Really?” Sebastian asked, happy with where this conversation was going. “I mean, I can guess that it might be difficult to maintain one in your line of work.”

Nicholas briefly looked up from his food. “You mean in our line of work.”

“Uh, yeah. That's what I said,” Sebastian claimed and quickly focused on his plate, trying to come up with a way to change the subject. “Though, Jacob seems to manage fine with his girlfriend, I think?”

“Oh yes. Jacob might seem like he goofs around a lot, but he puts in the effort where it's needed,” Nicholas confirmed. “It's not that difficult to have a relationship in this job. But some of us are not really relationship material.”

“Sounds like you've had some bad breakups?”

“I call them 'trial and error',” Nicholas said with an amused look. “And I tend to be the error.”

“What makes you say that?” Sebastian asked with a frown.

“Just a hunch,” Nicholas answered vaguely and then shot Sebastian a teasing grin. “Or perhaps I'm just extraordinarily boring.”

Even Sebastian could tell that Nicholas was deflecting. He had assumed that the only reason why a catch like Nicholas was single was due to his occupation. But it sounded like whatever problem Nicholas had in his dating life, his popularity in the adult movie industry wasn’t part of it. 

“Well, I’m not really boyfriend material either,” Sebastian continued and tried the mango salsa. “But I’m hoping I can be a good roommate instead. Or at least a half as decent one as you are. This salmon is incredible, by the way. I don’t mind fish, but I’ve never tasted anything like this.”

“You really know how to make a man feel appreciated,” Nicholas laughed and added some more chili flakes on his own. “I’d say you are contributing more than enough already. I could get used to this…”

“Me too,” Sebastian laughed as well. “Or at least until I find my own place.”

As they continued chatting and eating, Sebastian felt much more at ease. He had told Nicholas that he didn’t want to have a relationship because of school, and he had accepted it without a problem. He hadn’t been kicked out and his cover was still intact. And Nicholas seemed to respect his decision.

Later, when Sebastian was helping Nicholas with the dishes, he noticed something. He had caught a glimpse of the living room and saw to his surprise that the couch was still missing.

“Is the couch not back yet?” Sebastian asked.

“I’m afraid not,” Nicholas sighed with the attitude of a parent waiting for their child to return from the war. “They didn’t tell me how long it would take, so we’ll have to share the bed for now.”

“Oh. Oh, okay,” Sebastian said and tried to focus on scrubbing the pan.

“Is that alright?” Nicholas asked with a curious look at the younger man.

Sebastian hadn’t realized that he sounded disappointed and quickly smiled at him. “Absolutely! I have no problem with that.”

“Very well then,” Nicholas chuckled and started drying the plates.

Sebastian took a deep breath. It was fine. He had solved the main issue, so there shouldn’t be any problem with them sharing a bed this time.

As long as Sebastian didn’t jerk off next to his gay porn actor coworker again, it was all good.

“Do you want to have sex?”

Sebastian had just climbed into bed when Nicholas’ question sent the younger man’s brain into a state of shock. Nicholas was lying next to him in the large bed and observed him with a teasing smile.

“W-What?” Sebastian asked and stared at him. “Why!?”

“Why not? I like having sex,” Nicholas answered with a casual shrug. “And it was fun having sex with you on camera, so I wouldn’t mind having it off camera as well.” Nicholas pinched the sleeve of Sebastian’s oversized t-shirt and started pulling at it suggestively. “So… Do you want to have sex?”

“I… I thought you told me that you’re not looking for a romantic relationship right now,” Sebastian explained and shuddered when Nicholas’ insistent pulling started exposing Sebastian’s clavicle to the cold air.

“I’m not,” Nicholas simply stated and looked directly into Sebastian’s eyes with unmistakable intent. “But that doesn’t mean that two friends can’t have some fun together, right?”

Sebastian swallowed, trying to think of an answer, any answer. It hadn’t occurred to him that a romantic relationship didn’t necessarily exclude a sexual one. In retrospect, he really should have thought about that. “I’m… I’m not– ”

“You don’t want to have sex with me?”

“No, I do! I mean, who wouldn’t? But, um…” Sebastian rambled without thinking, but then remembered something and felt a sense of relief. “Doctor McGillion said that I can’t have sex for at least 5 weeks,” Sebastian explained with pretend disappointment. “So I’d love to, but I–”

“Actually, it’s okay to try anal after 14 days,” Nicholas corrected kindly and released the trapped sleeve between his fingers.

Sebastian’s face turned pale. “...It is?”

“If it still hurts, they recommend you to wait another week,” Nicholas continued and moved closer to Sebastian, who instinctively leaned away. “But if it feels good… ” Nicholas snaked a warm hand inside Sebastian’s shirt and placed a thumb against the boy’s left nipple, making the younger man make a small involuntary gasp. “... you can fuck to your heart’s content.”

“A-Are you sure about that?” Sebastian asked, his brain working so fast that he could barely register all thoughts and feelings that were crowding his mind.

“Trust me, my ass has been to the doctor more often than I’d like to admit,” Nicholas said with a chuckle and retrieved his hand from the nipple to place it on Sebastian’s neck. He started stroking the pale skin with a thumb, his face awfully close to Sebastian’s now. “So I am very familiar with the frustration you’re experiencing right now.”

“F-Frustration?” Sebastian asked, genuinely confused.

“Two weeks is a long time to be in forced celibacy,” Nicholas said and let the hand travel down from Sebastian’s neck. Sebastian trembled as it didn’t stop until it reached his groin, making him flinch when he felt the fingers through his underwear. ”I don’t know how horny you must have been last night, but I can guess…”

Shit.

Sebastian didn’t know what to say. That last night wasn’t a cry for help but a poor attempt to not instigate Nicholas’ libido? But he had already told him that he had liked it. That he had wanted it. Sebastian had no other lie or excuse prepared, and Nicholas’ hand on his crotch had completely short circuited his brain. Too scared to even think about what was about to happen.

“We’ll still have to wait ten days,” Nicholas said with a pitying voice. “But there are other things we can do in the meantime…”

The blonde man’s thumb somehow found the tip of Sebastian’s dick through the fabric of his undies and stroked it lightly. Sending an unexpected jolt through Sebastian’s body that made the teenager make one subconscious thrust with his hips. Nicholas’ smile widened.

“I’m…” Sebastian swallowed as Nicholas kept thumbing the head of his penis. “I’m a l-little tired though.”

“It’s okay. Let me do the work,” Nicholas whispered and leaned in even closer. Before Sebastian could say anything, Nicholas covered the boy’s mouth with his lips in a gentle kiss. “I want to repay you for last night anyway,” Nicholas whispered and kissed him again. “Just relax…”

“Th…Mphm… T-That’s not…” Sebastian started and watched Nicholas suddenly submerge under the blanket, out of sight. “I mean, that’s really kind of you, but it’s not necessaaah… Aaah… Hnghh…”

Sebastian felt how Nicholas’ hands freed his cock from his underwear and then engulfed it in something unexpectedly hot and wet.

“N-Noo… Wa… W-Wait…” Sebastian breathed as he felt something soft and spongy brush his penis tip with determination, sending tiny fireworks directly to his mind. “I… Ah… Haah.. I-I-I don’t need–”

Sebastian desperately pulled the blanket off his body. He looked down at Nicholas who had the reluctant teen’s tip in his mouth. The lewd image of the other man sucking his dick made Sebastian immediately regret that he had removed the blanket.

Nicholas removed himself from the unprotected cock with a sloppy sound and inspected the moist organ. ”Look at that… You are more pent up than I thought.”

Sebastian looked at his targeted dick in horror and realized that he was almost fully erect. From just the touch? Or Nicholas’ mouth? Either way, it made no sense. He refused to think that he had gotten hard this fast from either of them. Nicholas looked up at Sebastian with a naughty expression as he was stroking Sebastian’s member with practiced movements.

“Perhaps we need to empty you more often…” Nicholas suggested with a laugh. “Just sit back and relax… I’ll take care of you.”

“It’s… It’s okay,” Sebastian said, trying to sound polite although his voice was as high as a scream. “You don’t have to, please, y-you don’t–”

Nicholas maintained eye contact with Sebastian as he almost provokingly slowly lowered his mouth back to the glistening tip while his hand gripped the shaft in a firm milking motion. “I told you,” Nicholas said and let his tongue flick the tip, which shuddered at the brief contact. “I’ll take care of it… All of it.”

Sebastian watched in fear how Nicholas’ lips enveloped the small but clearly eager cock and swallowed it whole. Sebastian let out a hitched gasp as Nicholas’ tongue swirled around his defenseless organ.

Sebastian saw stars.

This was the second time he had ever received a blowjob by a man.

How could it feel so good…?

Sebastian let out a pitiful moan as Nicholas' hand started stroking him in a corkscrew motion while Nicholas’ head kept bobbing up and down the teenager’s growing erection.

How could his hands feel this good?

The strong fingers kept stroking him with a desire Sebastian didn’t dare to defy. The warm wetness of the other man’s mouth felt scalding, like a hot shower after an ice bath. The tongue was licking every part of his sensitive organ with the intensity of a starving man trying to consume a rapidly melting ice cream. 

“N… N… Nahh… Nuuh…” Sebastian panted between his moans. 

“Mmmm… Mmm.. Mmmph…” Nicholas sounded with delight.

“N-Noo… Nuuuh…Sto… Aaah…”

He wasn’t sure what he was protesting against anymore. Part of his brain was telling him that he should push Nicholas off him, but another part was quietly screaming from all the incredible sensations overwhelming him. Nicholas glanced at his younger lover’s anguished face in amusement and continued his merciless onslaught.

“I’m… I’m g-gonna…” Sebastian panted in confusion, barely aware of what was happening but recognized the familiar feeling that was building in his abdomen. 

Nicholas glanced at him and started speeding up.

“P…Please, I’m… I-I-I…” Sebastian’s fingers clutched the bedsheets, gripping the fabric harder and harder.

“Mmph… Mhmm… Mmf…”

“Nuh.. Haah…Ah-Aa-AH-Nggghaah– AAAAAHFFF…”

“Mghlu… Ghugh… Mmlph… Glmph… Mmmmmm…”

Sebastian’s cock finally erupted from the continued stimulation and strings of cum shot out of the swollen member. Nicholas drunk the whole load greedily, making indecent noises as if he was eating a succulent meal at a five star restaurant.

Sebastian felt as if his body was exuding steam. He felt sweaty and dirty. He glanced down at Nicholas who finally released the spent cock from his mouth and smiled at the boy while licking his lips.

“Looks like you needed that,” Nicholas said and got up from the bed. “I hope it helped.”

“T… Thanks,” Sebastian mumbled and glanced down at his now completely flaccid dick, shrunken and red with shame. It was glistening gruesomely from a thin cover of Nicholas’ saliva. “I’m… I think I need to go to bed now.” Sebastian’s voice trembled slightly as he spoke. “I have… school tomorrow.”

When Sebastian pulled the blanket back over him, he noticed that Nicholas had walked up to Sebastian’s side of the bed. When Sebastian turned his head, he was met with the large, impressive erection of his roommate’s cock. Nicholas was holding the bulging organ in his right hand and pointed it to Sebastian’s shocked face. The tip was close enough that Sebastian could smell the precum that was starting to ooze from it.

“It seems I could also use some help,” Nicholas said with a suggestive smile as he stroked the large phallus that was protruding proudly between his legs. Nicholas’ hips thrust ever so slightly forward in a slow implicit rhythm. Expectantly.

Sebastian was mortified. It was hard to miss the implications, even for him. 

He hated oral…

But it felt selfish to not do it after Nicholas had gone down on him. 

Sebastian felt ill at the bare thought of taking another man’s dick in his mouth again… Especially after Rocky. He could feel his stomach twist and turn at the memory from their last filming. When Rocky had filled his mouth with warm, sticky semen that had trickled down his throat. The smell of his pubic hair when Sebastian’s face had pressed against his groin. The gagging when the large cock had touched the back of his throat, followed by the panic of not being able to breathe.

Sebastian swallowed uncomfortably as he watched the threatening erection inches from his face, waiting to be served.

Nicholas suddenly laughed heartily and tousled Sebastian’s hair. “You’re cute,” the blonde said and walked around to his own side of the bed. “If you’re not into it, you don’t have to. And tonight was me treating you, so don’t think you owe me anything.”

The mattress depressed slightly as Nicholas sat down next to him. Sebastian felt stumped. Almost shocked, but then the feeling slowly turned into relief. 

Nicholas was definitely not Rocky.

Sebastian sighed and fell back on his pillow. He might actually get some proper sleep tonight. He then noticed that Nicholas had made himself comfortable by sitting on top of his side of the blanket. The naked man’s hardon was still standing, like a threat. Nicholas glanced at Sebastian who quickly looked away.

“Sorry, I just need a minute to take care of it,” Nicholas apologized and reached for the remote. “I can’t fall asleep with a hard-on. I’ll try to be quick.”

Nicholas turned on the TV and started flipping through the apps. Sebastian could feel his chest squirm inside when the other man stopped on the same one Sebastian had accidentally watched the other day called Joystix .

“I can see that you’ve made use of the entertainment,” Nicholas noted. “I’m happy to hear that you’re enjoying your stay.” Nicholas gave Sebastian an enticing grin. “Don’t be shy to join in if you want…”

Sebastian blushed deeply at the comment, but had no comeback. He watched how Nicholas picked a video in some sort of playlist he had saved. It immediately started playing from where he had left it. A fit, handsome man in his mid 20s was grunting and panting as a skinnier, younger man sat snuggly in his lap, facing away. They were both naked in a large bed and the older man had wrapped his arms possessively around the twink while thrusting a big, fat cock repeatedly into his smaller partner’s swollen, wet hole.

“Ahh… Ahngah… Aaah..!” The twink screamed in ecstasy or agony as the buffer man suddenly plowed his meaty rod into him with.

“Shh, shh, shhhh…” The top whispered as he held the boy tighter in his arms and kissed his neck and earlobe. “You can take it, you can take it… It’s all the way inside you now… Good boy…”

Sebastian stared at the lustful scene, mesmerized by it. There was something eerily familiar between the lovemakers on the screen. He wanted nothing more than to turn it off, but he was not the one in charge of the control. And worst of all, he couldn’t make himself stop looking.

“Ah… O-Ow… Haah…”

“You’re taking me so good… Can you feel it deep inside you? Can you feel my big cock taking your body?”

“Haaa…Ah… Nuhh… U-Uh huh…”

“Are you gonna cum? Are you gonna cum on my big cock?”

“Hnghh… M-Mhmm…”

“I’m gonna pound you good first. You’ll like that, won’t you? You want to feel my cock fuck you hard before you cum. Tell me you want my cock deep in you. You want me to fuck you hard and deeply.”

“Hgh… Hagh… Hhyeh… Y… Y-Yeah… Hah-AAAAGH!”

As the bigger man started increasing his pace into an intense pistoning, Nicholas started rubbing his own cock and thrust his hips longingly in rhythm to the top. As if he too was fucking a smaller, less experienced man in a bed…

“Nghh…” Nicholas grunted as he kept rubbing his veiny length while watching the obscéne couple. “Hhha… Ngh… Ugh…”

Nicholas then shot Sebastian a look of pure lust and something Sebastian didn't want to find out. The young boy quickly turned his back to the TV and its audience. He tried desperately to shut out the increasingly desperate moans and grunts from both the video and his company. It didn’t make it easier that he could feel the repeated movements of Nicholas’ arm jerking off. Faster and faster. Closer and closer… 

After what felt far longer than it probably was, he heard Nicholas gasp and groan in bliss as he finally came. Sebastian recognized the sound from last night when Nicholas had released between his legs… 

Shortly after, he heard Nicholas open the drawer on the other side of the bed and a distinct sound of someone pulling out a couple of tissue papers.

So that’s where he kept them… Sebastian thought bitterly, wishing that he had chosen the other side of the bed yesterday.

Nicholas then turned off the TV and reclined next to Sebastian with a deep sigh. After barely five minutes Sebastian could hear a light snoring.

Sebastian laid awake, thoughts crowding his mind. Apparently, telling Nicholas that he just wanted to be friends had made the man assume they were friends with benefits . Which did not solve Sebastian’s problem as much as making it more complicated. He’d have to come up with a way to phrase himself better. But at least Nicholas had staved off the anal for the next ten days…

The thought made Sebastian’s stomach churn a bit. Ten days. In ten days, Nicholas wanted to fuck him again. Just like he had done during their first filming. The one where Sebastian had lost his virginity. Nicholas undoubtedly seemed to be looking forward to it. Sebastian was not… The only reason he had managed to force himself to do two gay pornos so far was because of the money. If he agreed to let Nicholas fuck him on his free time, willingly, he would be crossing a line he wasn’t ready to cross. The whole porn gig was just supposed to be a side job that would never intersect or influence his normal life. Sharing bed with his co-star and agreeing to have his ass penetrated as part of his living arrangement felt like a huge overstep.

Sebastian rolled over to face his sleeping company. He was greeted by the man’s back.

“I’m not gay,” Sebastian mumbled to the large frame, watching his roommate closely, but saw no reaction.

Why couldn’t it be this simple?

Sebastian sighed. He might as well go to sleep too. There was no use trying to task his brain into thinking logical thoughts right now.

He then noticed something in the dim light. Sebastian raised an eyebrow and reached for his phone on the nightstand. He turned on the flashlight and pointed it towards Nicholas' back. There were two scars on his light skin, about two or three inches long. One next to each shoulder blade. They were too jagged to be from a surgery and looked more like something sharp had been pressed into the skin and then dragged down. 

Sebastian blinked in surprise. He had never really paid much attention to Nicholas’ body. Or rather, he usually tried his best to look away whenever he saw his roomate without clothes… But in this light and with the skin stretched out right in front of him, they were hard to miss. 

He had assumed that the eyebrow scar over Nicholas’ right eye was just shaved for the aesthetic, but now he was not so sure anymore. Was it related to whatever had caused this…?

Sebastian studied the scars closely. They didn’t look too deep. He couldn’t tell how old they were, but at least a year. He reached out a hand towards the scar tissue but stopped himself when he realized what he was doing.

“Go to sleep you idiot…” Sebastian told himself before hitting the mattress again, trying to think about less complicated things.

Day 5 (Wednesday)

Sebastian felt a little bad leaving Nicholas before breakfast again. He didn’t want Nicholas to think he was avoiding him, although it wasn’t entirely untrue either. But at least this time, he really had to get to school early to read up on an assignment before class. 

At noon, the lunch rush hour in the cafeteria had blessed him with one single available table. He had seized the spot and was now victoriously nursing a mango smoothie while reading about plankton ecology in the Gulf of Naples. His studying was then interrupted by a text from Nicholas.

Gotta work today. Emergency. Won’t be home until 7. Don’t wait up. Have anything you want in the fridge. See you tonight, stranger. <3 

Sebastian felt a small tug of regret for not sticking around for breakfast. Though he couldn’t help but wonder what kind of emergency a porn studio could have. Fire? Union strike? Lube shortage…? Though, thinking about it, the reason Sebastian had gotten his first gig with Nicholas was because their regular bottom had gotten injured. Perhaps this was a similar situation.

He sucked the straw of his smoothie with a contemplative look. Sebastian had tried not to think too much about last night. He clearly needed to have another talk to Nicholas about boundaries, but he wasn’t sure what to say that he hadn’t already said, or phrase it in a way that Nicholas wouldn’t misinterpret.

Nicholas had said that he liked having sex with Sebastian… This was the first time anyone had ever told him that. Sebastian’s one and only girlfriend sure as hell had not been impressed… Though, to be fair, she had been on the receiving end of it. This time it was Sebastian’s turn to get impaled by a cock, and he couldn’t say that he was a huge fan either. 

“Nine more days,” Sebastian sighed and checked his calendar on the phone. Nine days from now, he had marked the date with “D-DAY”. Nicholas had more or less decided that they would try anal in nine days. The problem was that Sebastian was not ready to make gay sex part of his life off camera, but he had no idea how to decline Nicholas’ offer without the risk of getting kicked out or revealing himself to be straight and lose his job. 

The good news was that he had more than a week to come up with a plan. He had plenty of time to think this through. There was no need to worry. And if he had to muscle through Nicholas watching gay porn in bed once in a while, then so be it.

Sebastian glanced at a large clock on the opposite wall. His final class of the day started in less than 15 minutes, and then he was heading home. He’d be alone in the apartment for the first time since he had moved in. Nicholas had told him to have anything he wanted in the fridge, but what was Nicholas gonna eat when he got home? They had no leftovers. Was he gonna have to cook something for himself?

An idea was slowly taking form in Sebastian’s head. 

“Looks like the tables have turned,” Sebastian mumbled to himself as he finished his smoothie and left the cafeteria.

“Welcome home!” Sebastian greeted when Nicholas entered the hallway. “I made you dinner.”

Nicholas froze in the middle of removing his second shoe and looked up at Sebastian in utter shock. The younger man was standing in front of him with the beaming smile of a toddler that had put up a drawing on the fridge.

“Come again?” Nicholas asked, genuinely confused.

“I made you spaghetti and meat sauce,” Sebastian continued and headed to the kitchen. “It’s on the stove. You haven’t eaten yet, right?”

“Have you ?” Nicholas laughed and followed the eager teenager. “I told you not to wait for me.”

“I’m used to eating late, it’s fine,” Sebastian explained and took a plate from the already set table. It was not nearly as fancy as when Nicholas prepared dinner, but there was some bread and butter as well as a canteen of water with lemon slices in.

Nicholas walked over to the stove and studied the pot of steaming meat sauce.

“Well, that smells much more appetizing than the chorizo I gobbled down at the parking lot of the studio,” Nicholas stated and looked over at the boy who had already taken a seat at the table. “You really didn’t have to do this, you know.”

“I definitely did,” Sebastian stated. “You have treated me pretty much every day since I got here. You finally gave me an opportunity to pay you back, and I took it.”

“I’m not complaining!” Nicholas said and fetched a plate. “Just stating a fact. Nonetheless, I do appreciate it.”

Sebastian felt like he had finally scored a point in a game he had been losing at. Being able to give something back to Nicholas was important, and made him feel much easier about living here for free. Hopefully, he could keep doing this whenever Nicholas had to work late. It wouldn’t make up for everything, but it was something.

“So how was work?” Sebastian asked in a small talk kind of way.

“Stressful, to say the least. In fact…” Nicholas said and headed over to the fridge to grab two cans of beer. “I’m gonna need something a little more damning than water. Try it. It’s imported.”

Nicholas handed one can to Sebastian who took it with an unsure look. Sebastian wasn’t old enough to drink yet, but Nicholas didn’t know that. Sebastian had already lied about his age to the studio. Did he have to lie about it to Nicholas as well? 

Sebastian tried to take a peek at the text on the can without making it obvious that he was reading it. The can was mostly golden with a portrait of a forest, a lake with a boat and a moose watching it from afar. The text however was harder to understand, as it clearly wasn’t English. He could however discern the number “ALK 5.3%” on the front, which he assumed had to be the alcohol percentage. Sebastian knew nearly nothing about this kind of stuff, but five percent didn’t seem like that much? 

He had never tasted alcohol before… Would three years early really be that big of a deal? And 18 year olds were allowed to drink in Europe, right? 

Sebastian opened the can and took a small sip. It tasted kinda citrusy and the carbonated bubbles went up his nose, almost causing him to sneeze. But it didn’t taste bad.

“Almost wish I had been there when it happened,” Nicholas said, clearly having been talking about something while Sebastian was experiencing another crisis. “It’s always a shitshow when Rocky and Paul have ‘creative differences’.”

Sebastian nearly choked on another sip at the namedrop. “You… You were working with Rocky…?”

“Good heavens no!” Nicholas replied and laughed out loud. “Ha ha, no, that would not end well.”

Nicholas’ laugh died out as he seemed to be lost in thought for a moment, but then picked up the thread. “No, no. Rocky left . So I had to drop everything and go there to save them from losing an entire day of filming.”

“Can they force you to do that?” Sebastian asked in shock. “To film a script you haven’t even accepted?”

“No, and they weren’t trying to,” Nicholas simply explained. “But I haven’t taken a job for a week and they were in a real pickle, so I wanted to.”

Sebastian took another gulp of the beer with a contemplative look. He couldn’t help but wonder if the reason Nicholas hadn’t taken any jobs was because of Sebastian. The guy had been silently looking out for Sebastian before, like the time he had called Dr McGillion after the Rocky filming… Would he sacrifice a week of income just to stay home and keep an eye on his roommate who was on sick leave? It was possible.

“From what I gathered,” Nicholas continued. “Rocky was supposed to do a doctor-patient bit. And Oliver, our beloved bottom, was gonna be the patient.”

“Oh, you don’t have to– “ Sebastian was trying to intervene in the middle of a bite, muffling his words.

“However, it seems like Rocky had a vision of how big a speculum can be widened and he wanted to cum in Oliver’s gaping hole,” Nicholas described. “Oliver said he was fine with it, but Paul was skeptical as to whether Oliver’s ass was compatible with Rocky’s imagination. Mind you, Oliver’s nickname in the company is “Mr Plug-and-play” because he never says no to anything, so Paul sometimes has to step in. And with you gone, they can’t afford to lose any more bottoms.”

Sebastian kept eating in silence during the storytelling, trying to ignore the images in his head of a poor guy having his ass slowly widened by a speculum until it was as large enough for a baseball. He was very happy that he was on sick leave.

“Can’t Rocky get in trouble if he just leaves…?” Sebastian asked.

“He has done it before,” Nicholas answered and took a sip of his beer. “He won’t get paid, of course. But other than that, he is in the top three for a reason. He’ll probably have a stern talking to by the CEOs, and he’ll be on his best behavior for a few weeks, which isn’t that much different from his regular behavior. But that’s about it.”

Nicholas looked over at Sebastian and noticed that his dinner company stared at the food with a dejected look. Nicholas’ expression morphed into a concerned one. “Sorry,” he said and gave Sebastian’s shoulder a friendly pat. “I am 100% happy to stop talking about Rocky if you want.”

“Thanks,” Sebastian replied and looked up with an appreciative smile.

The rest of the dinner was much more enjoyable. Nicholas asked Sebastian about school and Sebastian tried to explain how seahorses are ambush animals and that ribbon eels change sex as well as color the older they get. Nicholas had been an unexpectedly good listener and showed more than just a polite interest in Sebastian’s special interests, even asking follow-up questions that Sebastian was happy to answer. Sebastian was only vaguely aware that his mind was getting kinda flimsy, and that he might in fact be a little intoxicated.

“You should take a bath before bed,” Nicholas said as he got up from his seat with the plate. “Dr. McGillion recommended it, right? You go ahead and I’ll take care of the dishes.”

Sebastian had not tried the bath yet, but Nicholas’ suggestion sounded very tempting. 

“Yeah, sure,” Sebastian said and left the table. “Thanks, man.”

Sebastian entered the bathroom and started filling up the tub. The size looked enormous for a single person. He still couldn’t believe that Nicholas was living here alone.

Sebastian started getting undressed while waiting for the water to fill up. He then walked up to the medicine cabinet and took out his suppositories. He had kept taking them every night before bed and had found a technique that made it easier to put them in. He was glad he didn’t need to ask Nicholas for help anymore. Even if it technically had hurt less when Nicholas… assisted him.

Once the tub was finally filled, Sebastian slowly got in, feeling the warmth immediately spread from his toes up to his head. When he sat down, completely immersed in the hot water, he couldn’t help but groan in delight. He didn’t remember the last time he had ever had a bath, but the feeling was more intoxicating than the beer. He could get used to this.

The sound of the door opening interrupted his thoughts and abruptly brought him out of his state of bliss. He must have forgotten to lock it.

“You look possibly miniscule in there,” Nicholas chuckled as he stepped inside. “Got room for one more, I hope? I could use a good soak after today…”

Sebastian was not very keen on sharing the bath with Nicholas. But the instinctual apprehension was soon dispersed, replaced with a slightly hazy calm. They already shared a bed, afterall. And Nicholas was naked in there as well. Also, the tub was stupid big, it wasn’t like they had to sit on top of each other.

“Yeah, sure. Jump in,” Sebastian replied.

“Happy to,” Nicholas said with a smile and started undressing.

Sebastian couldn’t help but look when Nicholas peeled off his clothes. He was in Sebastian’s direct line of sight, so it was hard not to. As Nicholas removed his boxers, Sebastian saw how the fat, flaccid dick dangled between his roommates legs. He had seen it many times by now, but it never stopped feeling a bit awkward.

Nicholas groaned when his body submerged in the hot water, creating a small wave that hit Sebastian’s chin. The teenager closed his eyes and tried to relax. Pretending that he was alone in the bath. Just feeling his weightless body surrounded by warm, soothing liquid.

“I never thanked you for making dinner,” Nicholas's voice suddenly said.

“No need to,” Sebastian answered. “It was my turn, so now we’re even.”

“I’ve already told you, though,” Nicholas said, and Sebastian could hear his smile widen. “You don’t owe me anything. Or perhaps…”

Sebastian felt the water ripple as Nicholas’ body moved over and sat down right next to Sebastian. The skin of the other man was now directly touching him. Before Sebastian’s hazy brain could start processing what was happening, Nicholas wrapped an arm around the boy, pulling him closer.

“...you were hoping that I would repay you in some way?” Nicholas whispered in Sebastian’s ear.

Sebastian blinked in confusion before he started putting the pieces together.

“H-Here…?” He asked and looked up at the top.

“I like the way you think,” Nicholas said and gently grasped Sebastian’s chin, guiding the boy into a kiss.

Sebastian felt the warm lips cover his own and hitched a breath when Nicholas’ tongue delved inside, mixing their saliva in a forbidden fusion. Sebastian’s brain felt feverish from the hot water and tipsy from the beer. It was like his thoughts were trapped in mud, unable to move very fast.

What was Nicholas talking about? He couldn’t do a blowjob under the water, could he? 

Unless he was thinking of…

Sebastian managed to pull away from Nicholas’ insistent kissing. “N-Not the butt,” Sebastian mumbled, and blushed over how childish it sounded.

Nicholas chuckled. “No, not yet,” he whispered and then grasped Sebastian’s cock under water. “But there are other things we can do while we wait…”

Sebastian mewled as Nicholas began stroking it, his mind going completely blank as the sensations took over his body. This felt different from last night…

“I’m going to make you feel so good,” Nicholas said as he used his free hand to fondle the boy’s balls, making his victim twitch in response. “I promise.”

When Nicholas kissed him again, Sebastian didn’t fight it. He wasn’t even sure why. Whatever agency or thoughts he had that normally would have protested felt dazed and slow.

The kiss was broken up by Nicholas lifting Sebastian up and putting him in his lap, facing away from the blonde top. Sebastian realized that they now were in the same position as the couple in the porno from last night.

“You’re making me hard already…” Nicholas mumbled with seductive breaths as he nibbled at Sebastian’s neck and playfully bit Sebastian’s earlobe, causing the boy to whimper. “God, you’re so hot… I want you to ride my cock so bad. I just wanna feel your insides cling to me. ”

Sebastian could feel Nicholas’ rock hard cock standing straight up between the boy’s thighs and rubbing against his own balls and dick. Sebastian sucked in a gasp when he felt Nicholas start massaging Sebastian’s left nipple. The smaller man’s body was soon shuddering from the sudden stimulation, both wanting it to stop and wanting more. Nicholas’ thumb started circling the stiff bud and then captured it between two fingers. He slowly started squeezing the little flesh nub until Sebastian yelped pitifully in pain, causing Nicholas to let go and kiss his shoulder.

“You’re so cute,” Nicholas said between kisses as his lips travelled up to Sebastian’s neck. “I love how sensitive your body is…”

Nicholas started rubbing both nipples intensely, causing the boy to squirm in his lap. It felt like they were tiny volcanos that were erupting sparks whenever Nicholas touched them. The overwhelming sensations made Sebastian whimper in unexpected pleasure. He hated to admit it, but he could feel his own cock start getting harder.

“Look at you. You’re so eager for more…” Nicholas smiled as he fondly kept up the assault. “Does it feel good?”

“Huhhh… Nnnn…. Naaahhh…”

Nicholas then turned Sebastian’s body, allowing the bigger man to take Sebastian’s entire right nipple in his mouth.

“Hngaah…!” Sebastian cried out in desperation as Nicholas started sucking it greedily.

Sebastian instinctively tried to push the blonde away, but Nicholas simply wrapped his arms around the struggling teen. Keeping Sebastian firmly in place while he devoured the sensitive nub. Both of their cocks were now hard and rubbed against one another in obscene affection. 

Nicholas finally released the abused nipple while panting like an animal, and started stroking Sebastian’s dick instead with firm and steady movements. Sebastian could feel how his own hips helplessly started thrusting in rhythm with the strokes. As if they were blindly searching for that delicious stimulation his body craved and his mind feared.

“You want to cum?” Nicholas whispered in the keening boy’s ear. “Do you want me to make you cum?”

“Y…Yea… Y-yes…” Sebastian panted, barely aware of the words coming out of his mouth, as if a stranger had hijacked his tongue and brain.

Nicholas then took Sebastian’s hand and, to Sebastian’s shock, wrapped it around the massive, pulsing erection of the other man.

“I’ll do yours and you do mine,” Nicholas said with a lustful smile. “I want us to cum together.”

Sebastian’s mind and body were at war with each other, leaving him in a near paralyzing state of indecision. Nicholas kept stroking Sebastian’s cock under the water, while Sebastian looked torn at the meaty member that had been put in his hand. Sebastian swallowed and then hesitantly tried to rub his roommate’s cock in turn. It felt wrong. The manhood in his grip felt so much bigger than when Sebastian jerked off on his own. Just holding another man’s naked cock was strange and unsettling to him. The meat almost pulsed in Sebastian’s inexperienced hand, similar to a fat jugular vein. Waiting to be coaxed into firing, like a loaded gun. And Sebastian was the one supposed to squeeze the trigger while his own cock was being manhandled into a similar state.

Nicholas laughed. “You don’t have to keep up the virgin-act,” he said lightheartedly. “There are no cameras in here.”

Sebastian blushed, but was then ambushed by another deep kiss from Nicholas. “I don’t mind, though,” Nicholas added. “It’s really hot, and you know it. I’ll play along.”

Nicholas then put his free hand on Sebastian’s hand, like a teacher in a pottery class showing a student how to make a vase. Nicholas then started moving Sebastian’s hand, up and down over the top’s swollen shaft, stroking it. Sebastian could feel the already hard organ in his reluctant grip grow even thicker and angrier by each stroke.

“Just like this…” Nicholas explained. “Yeah, look at that. Look how big it’s getting. Good boy, very good. You’re doing such a good job… Mmm yeah… You’re making it so hard… Can you feel that? Can you feel how it’s growing between your fingers? Yeah… That’s it…It feels so good… You’ve made it so big for me… Hngh… Oh yeah… We’re gonna make it cum together…”

Nicholas suddenly let go of Sebastian’s hand and placed the boy in his lap again, but this time facing him. He took both of their cocks and pressed them together, like chopsticks.

“I’ll take us there together,” Nicholas said and groaned a little as his large hand started stroking both erections at the same time. “I can tell you’re close. Just hang in there a little longer…”

Nicholas started stroking their cocks at the same time with one hand. The rhythmic friction made Sebastian gasp and subconsciously thrust his hips in sync with the movements. Nicholas’ hot, meaty rod was pressed against Sebastian’s own much smaller erection in a vulgar union while being stroked under the water. Within minutes, Sebastian could feel something build inside of him and his body started tensing up.

Nicholas observed the keening boy in his lap and smiled. “You need to cum already?”

“Nuuh… Noo… Nghhh… Haa… Haaah…” Sebastian’s moans were intensifying as he desperately grabbed onto Nicholas’ shoulders, worried that he was gonna lose control of his body and end up underwater.

“You poor thing… You really needed it bad this time, huh…”

“Hah… Pl… P-Please… Hnnnn… Fuuahh…”

“Don’t worry. I got you… Go ahead. Here, let me get you through it… Cum for me now.”

“Aaahh… A-AAH….!”

“Yeah, that’s it.”

“A-AaaaaHAAAAAAAFFFFUUCK!”

Sebastian felt his whole body spasm from the orgasm as his dick spurted out semen into the water. Nicholas kept stroking him until he had completely milked his partner clean out.

“There you go,” Nicholas praised and leaned forward to reward the boy with a kiss. “You did so good…”

Nicholas didn’t stop stroking though, and Sebastian’s rocked mind could feel how the pace was getting faster and how Nicholas’ hips started thrusting beneath him.

“Yes… Yeees…” Nicholas breathed, focusing on his own release. “Hngh… Nghh… Aah, I’m about to cum… Here, take it.”

Nicholas guided Sebastian’s both hands and made them hold the large member about to erupt. Nicholas then used his own hands to help Sebastian’s stroke it at a strong, quick pace. Sebastian could feel every muscle in Nicholas twitch in anticipation for what was about to happen. Sebastian wanted to pull away from the yearning genital, but his hands were very much kept in place by Nicholas, insisting on the task.

“Yeah… Yeah… Haah, oh yes… You’re doing so good…” Nicholas panted. “You’re gonna feel me cum now. God, you’re making me so hard… I’m so hard for you right now… Yes, yes, yes, just like that, hold it, hold it, just hold onto it… Almost there, I’m almost– Oh fuck oh goooooooofuuuuucks yes… Haah… Hah…”

Sebastian felt how the fat organ jerked in his hands as it started spurting out white strings into the water, joining Sebastian’s own semen. He felt like he was in a light state of shock over what he had just done. And what had been done to him. But before he could contemplate on his choices, or lack thereof, Nicholas wrapped his arms around the younger man and trapped him in another hot kiss. Holding him tightly like an emotional support boy toy as he sunk deeper and deeper into the bath with him.

“Hmh, mmn…!” Sebastian whined in sudden realization, as his head soon went under the surface together with his dominant lover. He weakly struggled against the strong arms but quickly gave up and let the warmth completely swallow him, unable to think properly. All sounds around him became dull and muffled, as if he had entered a different world. The only thing that felt real was Nicholas' lips sealed tight against his own and how he pushed air into Sebastian’s lungs. Like an erotic mouth to mouth. Both dangerous and thrilling. 

Before he knew it, his head was back above the water again.

“I hope that was alright?” Nicholas asked a bit out of breath, as he propped up the gasping boy in his lap. “I can get carried away when things get exciting.”

Sebastian was still panting as the pieces left of his mind were putting themselves back together like a broken tea-cup. “Yeah… Yeah, it was… good…”

Nicholas smiled and embraced the younger man from behind, resting his chin on top of Sebastian’s head.

“Don’t ever worry about paying me back for anything,” Nicholas reassured him. “I’m just happy to make your stay pleasurable… And you truly know how to make a man feel appreciated…”

Nicholas grasped Sebastian’s flaccid dick and tugged on it slightly, causing the boy to whine a little. Sebastian could see his dick bobbing in the water similar to a fat innkeeper worm. Just utterly spent and helpless in the other man’s fingers. Sebastian morbidly wondered what would happen if Nicholas started stroking him again.

Could he make him cum a second time?

Did Sebastian want him to?

“What a gift you are,” Nicholas said and used a wet hand to affectionately stroke Sebastian’s hair, teasingly turning it into a moist curtain covering Sebastian’s eyes. “I wouldn’t mind if you stayed for a long time…” Nicholas placed a kiss on the boy’s head. “I’ll treat you good. And if you want me to accompany you in this bath again, all you have to do is ask.”

“I’ll… I’ll think about it,” Sebastian said, literally unable to come up with anything else to say. He still didn’t want Nicholas to think Sebastian wasn’t attracted to him, and the best strategy he could come up with as his brain recuperated was a non-committal reply. 

“I know this doesn’t make up for the real deal,” Nicholas said and Sebastian tensed up when he felt a finger snake it’s way down to his ass, gently nudging the sphincter. “But in nine days, I’ll give you exactly what you’re craving. And every day after that, if you want. You just have to be patient. Just a little longer…”

Sebastian swallowed uncomfortably as the older man’s lips traveled down and started suckling at his jugular.

Nine days suddenly didn’t seem like such a long time anymore.

Chapter Text

Sebastian made an elongated yawn as he woke up in the large bed, reaching blindly for his phone. It was 09:16. The initial panic of oversleeping was quickly replaced by a comfortable calm when he remembered that he didn’t have any classes until 11. He could afford to sleep in for once.

He lazily turned around under the covers and noticed that the bed felt a bit bigger than usual. Nicholas must already be up. 

Sebastian watched the other side of the bed in a pensive way, thinking about what had transpired yesterday. His attempt to solve his current predicament with Nicholas through the art of “lying responsibly by omitting the truth” had backfired legendarily, and he was still not sure how to fix it. Nicholas was clearly under the impression that he and Sebastian had an open, casual relationship involving occasional sexual favours, and Sebastian had unfortunately done little to deny that presumption.

His face got hotter when he thought about what had happened in the bathtub. He remembered how Nicholas had rubbed their cocks together, coaxing Sebastian to cum and wrapping the boy’s hands around his own dick. Making Sebastian jerk him off until he erupted in the young man’s palms. He also remembered how Nicholas had submerged them under the water and kissed Sebastian deeply and how Sebastian had… leaned into it. How Sebastian’s hips had moved on their own when the man had manipulated his penis, craving, keening, and–

Sebastian immediately sat up and swung his feet over the edge of the bed. The fast movement cut off the memory just before he could feel a gleefully wicked twitch between his legs. 

“What’s wrong with you?” He asked himself, as he roughly patted his cheeks in an attempt to sober up. 

Could it have been the beer…? Yesterday had been the first time Sebastian had ever tried alcohol. And considering what had happened afterwards, what he had allowed to happen, he was not intending to drink ever again…

He walked over to the chair and started putting on his clothes. He was clearly not gonna get any more rest right now so he might as well try to do something productive.

He needed time to think of a new plan.

Sebastian could smell something newly baked from the kitchen as he walked down the stairs, wondering what Nicholas had been making for breakfast. He was greeted by a pan of fresh blueberry muffins on the table. So fresh that a cartoonish steam was swirling above them in the sunlight. Sebastian reminded himself to wake up early one day so he could counter-attack Nicholas’ hospitality with waffles.

“Good morning!” Sebastian heard from the living room, where he saw Nicholas occupying one of the black leather armchairs. “You looked exhausted so I didn’t want to wake you. I hope you don’t mind helping yourself?”

“Don’t worry about it,” Sebastian yawned, as he picked up one of the muffins and checked the fridge for something to drink. At least Nicholas had put all the sensitive stuff back inside, which was already miles more considerate than Zack ever was. Milk and room-temperature didn’t really mix.

He poured himself a glass of pineapple juice, but suddenly got distracted by an odd sound and moved closer to the living room. He could now see that his roommate was watching TV. Or more specifically, he was watching two men in an office. One of them was wearing a suit. The other one, who was kneeling in front of the other man, was wearing a tie. Just a tie. The man in the suit was apparently using the neckwear as a leash to guide the naked man where he wanted him. And currently, he wanted him pushed up against the glass wall. The weird sound that Sebastian had heard came from the thick glass vibrating with every thrust the suit made into his trapped bottom, who was moaning from the onslaught behind him.

Sebastian stared at the large screen that was showing the porno in an impressively high resolution. He could even see a small string of drool trailing down the corner of the bottom’s mouth and how his rapid breaths left mist on the transparent surface. It looked like anyone in the office could discover the lustful couple at any moment.

“Wanna join in?” 

Sebastian flinched at the question and now saw that Nicholas was looking directly at him with a smile that was either an invitation or a joke, but refused to tell. Sebastian felt how his eyes almost instinctively glanced at the spot between the other man’s legs. The blonde’s jeans were thankfully still on, with his right hand resting on his crotch. Sebastian watched how his fingers were cupping and stroking a noticeable bulge under the fabric.

“I… Would love to, but, um…” Sebastian hesitated, not sure if watching porn together was something gay guys were expected to do and if he could reject the offer without attracting suspicion . “I have a bus to catch, so...”

“Isn’t your school only a 15 minutes walk from here?”

He was right. But in Sebastian’s defense, he hadn’t expected Nicholas to remember that.

“Hey, I’m not judging you,” Nicholas added with a laugh. “Not everything needs to be an excuse to exercise. Also, you’ve been studying hard this week. You should allow yourself to relax sometimes too.”

Saved.

"Actually,” Nicholas added. “Let me drive you.” 

Fuck.

“Oh. Uh…” 

Sebastian did not want Nicholas to drive him. The more Nicholas helped him, the more Sebastian felt a need to repay him for his generosity. To ease the guilt and not feel like such a freeloader. But repaying Nicholas seemed to come with a risk of the porn star wanting to show Sebastian… Appreciation. 

Also, Nicholas was clearly horny. And Sebastian didn’t feel like poking the bear by getting inside a cramped vehicle with belts and nowhere to run.

“That’s… really nice of you, but it’s not necessary,” Sebastian stated politely.

“It will save you a ticket,” Nicholas replied and pulled up his phone. ”And I could pick up some groceries for dinner. Just let me know when you want to leav–”

Ding dong

“I got it!” Sebastian shouted and bolted for the door, praying that the distraction would buy him enough time to come up with a new excuse.

“It's probably Jehovahs,” Nick casually called from the living room. “I heard that they are doing rounds in the neighbourhood. Just tell them that the Petterssons’ was disfellowshipped five years ago and are not welcomed in the Kingdom Hall for another ten…”

Sebastian barely listened as he opened the door. In front of him stood a man a little older than him wearing a grey buttoned shirt with dark sleeves, black pants and a toolbelt. The breast pocket on his shirt had a logotype with two crossed broomsticks, suggesting that he worked for some sort of cleaning service. Or that he was part of a coven.

“Oh, hello there,” the man gave Sebastian an amiable smile and tipped his company cap to greet him. “Is Mr Petterson in?”

“Uh, yeah, well he is, um… Busy?” 

The words clumsily stumbled out of Sebastian’s mouth as he heard the TV still playing in the background. It felt louder than before. Sebastian raised his voice, desperately hoping that Nicholas would hear them and turn off the movie. “S-sorry, who, who did you say you were?”

“I’m Marcus,” he informed and gestured towards a car with the same company logo as his shirt. It said “Holmes sweeps Homes” on it. “I work with housekeeping and sanitation. We have a job booked at this address for 9:30 I believe?”

“Uh huh?” Sebastian nodded stiffly, as he kept throwing nervous glances to the living room where the sounds of men pounding against the thick glass got more erratic. 

There was an awkward pause as the two strangers were waiting for the other to say something.

“... Can I come in?” The cleaner inquired politely.

“Why?” Sebastian asked for no reason.

“Well…” The other man smiled patiently, using his hand to kindly indicate the interior of the house. “It's where the dirt is.”

You have no idea.

“... Nicholas?” Sebastian suddenly called out in a fit of panic. “ Help ?”

It didn’t occur to Sebastian how urgent he had sounded until he heard running steps from the next room and saw his friend appear, comically similar to a cat responding to a kitten in distress.

“What’s going on?” Nicholas demanded to know, looking between Sebastian and the man outside their door. Nicholas blinked twice at the scene before sudden realization hit him. “… oh. OH fuck, it’s Thursday!”

“It’s alright, I got here a little early,” the housekeeper apologized as he brought up his phone and opened a calendar. “I can reschedule if this isn’t a good time?”

“No, no it's fine. I just lost track of the days…” Nicholas told him and scratched his neck, with a glance at Sebastian. “This home is housing two denizens at the moment, so I don’t think it would be wise to prolong it longer than necessary. This place could really use some professional upkeep to hold off the mobilizing troops of dust bunnies.”

“Ah, I see,” the other man nodded, and put his phone back. “Well, if it’s alright with you, I’d like to get started right away. You know our policy; Our job is not done until the customer is satisfied. And if there are more people using the spaces, I might need a little more time to finish this address. Anything I should know before I get my tools?”

“Well, the water doesn’t drain as fast as it should in the kitchen sink,” Nicholas explained and dragged a hand through his hair with a thoughtful expression. “And the filter in the hot tub needs to be cleaned out, but it’s gotten kinda janky… It’s hard to remove it without the risk of breaking it, so I might have to show you–”

Nicholas interrupted himself with a look at Sebastian. He gave the boy an apologizing smile. “I’m sorry, but I need to take care of this. It won’t be long though, I can get the car in 5 or 10 minutes if you still want to-”

“No!” Sebastian said a little too fast, but quickly smiled to cover up the fierce rejection and started backing out through the door. “No, no you don’t have to drive me, it’s super fine, my classes aren't done until after lunch and then I’m hitting the library for a while, I’ll text you when I’m on my way home, okay bye!”

Sebastian could see that his roommate was about to say something but the young student had already turned his back and left. Glad that he managed to get away without making up any elaborate lies or excuses.

He would have plenty of time to figure out a new plan at school. 

“Shh!”

“Sorry!” Sebastian whispered apologetically to the fellow student somewhere behind him and stopped drumming his pencil against the table. He hadn’t even realized that he was doing it.

The library was pretty deserted, except for Sebastian and apparently one very sound sensitive person.

Sebastian was trying his best to focus on the textbook, but it was surprisingly difficult to learn about bioluminescent algae when he had a looming deadline ticking down by the second.

In 8 days, Nicholas wanted the two of them to have anal sex. And Sebastian still wasn’t sure how to get out of it.

He should simply tell Nicholas no, but the risk of Nicholas either suspecting that Sebastian was actually straight, or kick him out for rejecting him, was too great. He had no other place to go and no other income. He couldn’t afford losing this home or this job.

Sebastian glanced at the clock that reminded him that his class started in 30 minutes. He started drumming his pencil again. Nick had clearly expressed admiration for Sebastian’s dedication to school. Perhaps he could spend the evenings at the library and claim that he needed to study for a big test? And only return home very late when he knew that Nicholas was asleep? It was a possibility. Though, that would most likely result in Sebastian eventually passing out from exhaustion, either in class or at home. And he wasn’t sure if being heavily asleep would stop Nicholas’ seemingly insatiable libido… He’d rather not find out.

He could always lie and say that he had a boyfriend. Though, lying was partly why he was in this mess, and he wasn’t too keen on digging that hole any deeper than he needed to. A fake boyfriend was easy to make up, but would be a nightmare to maintain in the long run. Still, if it worked, it would solve several of his main issues. Sebastian pinned it as a plan B and made a mental note to look into how he could go about this. He had already told Jacob that he had never had a boyfriend, so he would have to come up with a plausible way of how he and his imaginary partner could have met recently. 

“For fuck’s sake, shhh !”

Sebastian immediately stopped drumming his pencil again and turned around. The annoyed voice came from a guy in his early twenties, with very short, combed, jet black hair and glasses with furiously sharp corners. He glared at Sebastian before returning to a thick book with an unnecessarily long title. Sebastian watched him for a minute, lost in thought. After a while, he started writing in his notes.

We met at the library. He sat at the table next to mine reading “The Oxford Handbook of English Law and Literature, 1500-1700”. I was drumming my pencil because I was nervous about a test. He thought it was very charming and asked me out. We’ve been dating ever since.

Sebastian stared at the text for a while before tearing out the page and crumbled it into a ball.

He still had 8 days to think of something better.

“ Sebastian Bowers, you have committed an act of violence upon my person and I WILL contact the district attorney about this federal offense, mark my words, buster!”

Sebastian sighed as he waited for Jacob to finish the sentence. His friend’s voice was exceptionally loud and he did not doubt that other pedestrians could hear him through the speakers.

“I just said that I’m not comfortable with inviting friends over when I just moved in,” Sebastian explained patiently.

There was a lingering pause.

“... You wound me.”

“I have not wounded you.”

“ Then why does it hurt, Seb?! Why am I hurting right now??”

“Jake…”

“ The Geneva Convention would be appalled by your actions, you cruel, cruel war criminal! ”

“Are you done?”

There was another pause.

“ So what I am hearing is that when you finally feel like inviting people over, I am the first person you will call?”

“In a heartbeat.”

Sebastian heard the unexpected sound of a harmonica over the phone followed by a door closing.

“What the…?”

“ Sorry, it’s my girlfriend,” Jacob replied. “She and her band are gonna play Springsteen covers this weekend at some local fair, so she needs to practice-practice-practice or the soul of the American working class will literally die live on stage and nobody bought tickets to see that! Anyway, I will gratefully accept your invitation, sweetheart, and I apologize for my animated reaction. My FOMO is pathological and yes I am in fact talking about it with my therapist.”

“Don’t sweat it,” Sebastian answered and couldn’t help but to smile. “I’m honestly just glad that I have a friend that wants to come over.”

“ Would it be inappropriate to bring a safari hat and binoculars so I can study your local ‘beefus caekus’? Yes or no?”

“Bye Jacob,” Sebastian replied mercilessly.

“ Nononono I promise to look at him respectfully–”

Sebastian ended the call and shook his head, still smiling.

Jacob’s call had been a welcomed interruption. Sebastian's brain hadn’t been able to concentrate at all during class because of the looming anal-sex problem. He hadn’t realized how much he had needed a distraction until he found himself staring at the word “donut hole” in the cafeteria and felt his butt clench instinctively in terror. 

He had planned to stay at the library after school, but now he didn’t regret walking home with Jacob in his ear instead. For once, they had just been talking like friends, without mentioning work-stuff. And as it turns out, Jacob was a guy Sebastian honestly didn’t mind wasting time with. 

Sebastian then remembered that he had meant to ask Jacob about Nicholas’ scars. The strange ones that Sebastian had seen on his back the other day. He assumed that Jacob must have noticed them as well, considering that he had probably seen Nicholas naked way more often than Sebastian had . He would have to ask Jacob next time. It wasn’t that important anyway, he was just… curious.

Sebastian flinched when he realized that he was already approaching Nicholas’ house. Then he noticed that the car from the cleaning company was still parked outside.

"Oh, thank god…” Sebastian sighed in relief as he walked a little faster. If the maid was still here, it felt very unlikely that Nicholas would attempt any sexual advances. 

The moment Sebastian opened the front door and stepped inside he stopped in his tracks. He had almost forgotten to remove his shoes. It was the only house rule that Sebastian struggled with, since he had never had to do it in his previous homes. But he was dead set on not making Nicholas remind him of it, and immediately bent down to take care of it.

It was in that moment of quiet he could hear strange noises coming from the kitchen.

Sebastian frowned at the sounds and slowly moved closer to the source. But when he glanced inside, it became blatantly clear where they came from.

Behind the kitchen island, Sebastian could see the maid in his familiar uniform. He was leaning on his arms against the countertop. Breathing heavily while Nicholas was standing behind him. The porn star was holding him firmly with his right arm wrapped around his chest while his left arm seemed to be busy with something inside the maid’s pants. The rhythmic jerking under the fabric was all the evidence Sebastian needed to learn what Nicholas was doing to his servant. 

“Anj.. uh… uh, mmnj”, the other man tried to hold back his moans as Nicholas shamelessly fondled his privates. The maid’s rubber gloved hand was desperately clutching a soapy sponge harder and harder on top of the counter as if trying to stay in control of himself. The sponge indicated that the man must have been in the middle of working when the master of the house had pulled him away, apparently deciding to use him for a different kind of service.

“You stopped cleaning again,” Nicholas scolded him with a teasing grin as he glanced at the maid’s shaking arms. “I want my home to look pristine, and I would hate to leave a bad review on your performance… After all, you are here to do a satisfying job...”

Nicholas suddenly leaned closer to the man’s face and whispered the words straight into his ear. “And I'm not satisfied yet…”

The maid swallowed thickly and dutifully tried to continue wiping off the surface below him with a trembling hand. The effort was not aided by Nicholas’ hand pulling on the subdued man’s cock with harder and harder strokes. Then Nicholas’ other hand started travelling underneath the man’s shirt, like a mole hunting for something to eat. When the hand reached the maid’s pecks, Nicholas fingers squeezed firmly around the sensitive skin. Rubbing and pinching his nipples in a sensual but possessive way as his other arm moved faster and faster and fast– 

The cleaner suddenly gasped loudly and arched his back while a tremor went through his body. His grip on the counter immediately faltered and made him fall down flat against it. Sebastian followed how the sponge slipped out of the man’s grip and slid off the surface. It landed on the floor with a sad and defeated “splat” that felt oddly symbolic.

The maid was now properly bent over the counter in a very vulnerable way as Nicholas removed his hand from the other man’s pants. There was a bright sheen on his fingers that tattled that Nicholas had pulled out a rather shameful gift from the employees member.

“You made a mess again,” Nicholas sighed with a smile as he let his fingers coat themselves in the Maid’s release. “And I’m still not satisfied…”

The maid’s mouth was open so wide that his tongue was hanging out while he panted. A pool of drool had already formed at the side of his face on the counter, and Sebastian could barely hear him whisper something that sounded like “I’m sorry”.

“It’s alright, I know you did your best,“ Nicholas told him in a voice filled with warmth and authority, like a god speaking to a devoted follower. He let his fingers leisurely push inside the fallen man’s mouth and scooped out a generous amount of saliva. “But you can’t leave a displeased client in your wake, you understand that right? I would have to tell your boss about how you failed to live up to your customer satisfaction guarantee…”

Nicholas added another finger to run along the inside of the maid’s dazed lips. “Although, if you compensate me, I guess I wouldn’t have to.” Nicholas’ soaked fingers were lightly rocking in and out of the slack orifice, making the receiving man emit weak gurgling sounds from the intrusion. 

”Would you like that? To become whatever I need you to be in order to earn my satisfaction? To do anything it takes to keep your client happy…?

Sebastian could see the maid hesitate before he made the tiniest sign of a submissive nod, as if he was caught in a trap that he knew he couldn’t escape from. Nicholas’ smile widened as he gently pulled down the other man’s pants just enough to reveal the unprotected ass. The slick fingers moved ominously toward the target like a needle about to inject a patient with a drug.

“AH!” the maid yelled in surprise as the digits entered him decisively. Nicholas used his free hand to cover his mouth, to dampen the sound of pain as he kept going. Sebastian could clearly hear the distressed breaths hitting Nicholas’s knuckles during the penetration, but the maid didn’t try to struggle against it. Just reluctantly suffering through the process of being opened up by another man. Nicholas leaned forward and tenderly pressed his lips against the man’s hair. Like a parent kissing his child’s boo-boo to make everything feel better , but knowing that this soon was gonna get even more uncomfortable.

“I.. “ the maid panted through Nicholas’s hand with confused and desperate eyes. “I-I don’t know what I’m…”

“Shh, don’t think…” Nicholas told him as he kept preparing the maid’s hole for what he was intending to use him for. “You don’t need to think. Just let the pleasure rob you of your mind. Let me take you…”

The maid emitted a high note that suggested that Nicholas had just found the “pleasure” part inside the man’s ass. Nicholas gently cupped the sub’s chin and forced him to face his dominator.

“I don’t want to see a single thought behind those big beautiful eyes…” Nicholas smiled and placed a sloppy kiss on the maid’s lips.

It was as if Nicholas' soft and commanding voice was putting the other man into a trance. The slight reluctance Sebastian thought he had seen before was melting away in the maid’s face, leaving only a pliable toy for Nicholas to play with. There were no more sounds of discomfort as Nicholas thrust his fingers in and out of the man’s poor asshole. If anything, it looked like the maid almost mechanically tried to meet the thrusts and moaned in a mindless bliss as Nicholas kept playing with his nipples and kissing his neck. The prepping went on for another minute before Nicholas released his servant from his invasive hands and fingers.

“I think you’re ready for the next step in your performance review,” Nicholas finally said with a finishing slap on the man’s buttcheek that made it jiggle in fear or excitement. Then he started to unbuckle his pants. “It might hurt a bit. But don’t worry. I know you will do a good job…”

The moment Nicholas bent down to pull off his tight jeans, Sebastian bolted past the kitchen and headed for the stairs. He was fairly confident that they hadn’t seen or heard him, and the stairs were thankfully not creaking. He threw himself inside the bedroom and carefully closed the door.

Sebastian felt his heart beating as if he had just escaped from a raving mad-man with a chainsaw. Though a small part of him strongly believed it would have been easier to process a murderous lunatic than whatever was happening on the first floor right now. 

Nicholas was fucking the maid.

Sebastian could hear the sounds of human bodies smashing into each other like a hammer and nail made of flesh. Voices of lust, pain and debauchery easily penetrated the thin walls and entered the bedroom like an invisible gas that Sebastian couldn’t escape. Sebastian knew that his roommate had been horny this morning. The porno on the TV had made that fact crystal clear. But Sebastian had not expected the man to take advantage of a stranger that had just come by to clean his home. That felt insane, even for someone with Nicholas’ incredible sex drive.

Sebastian ran his fingers through his hair as he walked back and forth, trying to sort out the parade of confusing thoughts and emotions that were marching through his head like a parade of pink elephants. What was he supposed to do? Should he go back down and let them know that he was home? Would that be weird? Should he try to leave? Should he just ignore what was happening and try to study? No, there was no way he would be able to concentrate on anything else but the two men having sex in the kitchen…

He caught himself looking at the window and trying to measure how high up it was. Could he scale the wall like a burglar? Was that an option? Though, tying the sheets together to make a rope felt a little over the top, and it would look very strange if Nicholas entered the bedroom and saw his bed linen escaping through an open window.

As he was considering different solutions , he suddenly noticed that the subtle background sound of sex was getting louder.

… Were they coming up the stairs ? 

Sebastian’s legs moved faster than his mind did, and before he had realized what was going on, he was sitting inside Nicholas’ closet. Hiding. He didn’t get enough time to question the logic of his actions before he heard noises of wet kisses and moans enter the room, accompanied with the occasional sound of furniture and walls being bumped into. 

This was the part where Sebastian realized that the louvered closet doors allowed him to partly see through his protective barrier. Like bars to a prison cell. He could see just enough to make out two, naked entangled bodies that tried to navigate through the room. An interrupted yell followed by straining metal springs told him that the two men had touched down on the mattress.

“You look delicious like this,” Nicholas said lovingly, while pinning down the other man with his fit body . He held the maid’s face in his hands and placed a deep, breath-stealing kiss, as if he was trying to suck out the maid’s very soul. “Damn, I need you so bad, I don’t think I’ll be able to hold back…”

The bed was right in front of Sebastian, and he found himself unable to look away as Nicholas placed his chiseled thighs on either side of the maid’s head. Like a big-game hunter that was restraining a captured deer. He started stroking himself slowly while locking eyes with the human beneath him.

“ It’s time for you to give yourself to me ,” Nicholas told with authority. “Will you offer your body to me and my desires?”

“Y-yes….”

“And let me break it down and reshape your flesh and mind into something else? Something vulgar and wonderful that no longer can think for itself…?”

Sebastian couldn’t detect an audible answer from the maid. But as the silence lingered, he could vaguely see how the trapped man stared up at Nicholas before slowly parting his jaws with trembling lips. Leaving his mouth open and ready, for Nicholas.

“Very good…” Nicholas praised, receiving the answer he needed before he started to feed his cock down into the maid’s waiting hole.

The insertion was followed by a choked coughing sound that got muffled as the thick member plugged the tight space shut. 

“Shhh, it’s okay, it’s okay I know it’s a lot but you can take it. I know you can… Just a little deeper. Almost there. A little more…  Theeere you go, all the way inside now. You can taste every part of me, can’t you? Take it in. You’ll soon get addicted to it… Yeah, it tastes good… You want it, right? Show me how much you want it…”

After a few seconds, Sebastian could hear subtle but distinct sloppy sounds together with the maid’s moans. Nicholas let out a blissful groan and leaned backwards as the other man started sucking on his dick. It didn’t take long for Nicholas to start grinding his groin against the maid’s face, looking for the right amount of friction to bring his pleasure higher.

“Damn, you fit around me so perfectly,” Nicholas breathed. “It’s like your body was made to be wrapped around me…”

Sebastian could literally feel his face turn redder and redder as the two men were lost in their passion play right outside his hiding spot. He was so imprisoned by the view that he hadn’t noticed how his pants started to tighten uncomfortably between his legs. 

“Please, no…!” He begged quietly as he closed his eyes and tried to think of something else, but it was too late. His cock was rising like a witch’s familiar, summoned by the sounds of depravity and lustful moans. Sebastian didn’t know that he had some sort of a voyeurism kink. Or whatever you wanted to call it when a straight guy accidentally gets hard from watching two men having sex in the same room, unaware that they had an audience. Sebastian certainly didn’t want to be here, but the growing bulge in his private area made the situation complicated in ways that he didn't like.

The sounds were even worse when he couldn’t see anything and he reluctantly opened his eyes again. He was greeted by Nicholas' muscular body moving rhythmically like a dancer, faster and faster as he was approaching his release. His more intense fucking seemed to cause the maid some distress, as his legs started to kick weakly under his master’s weight and the moans grew louder and anxious with each breath. 

“Ahh… I’m almost there now, almost there… Bring me over the edge… Harder, you can do better… Yes, just like that, just like that, you feel amazing, so fucking good, so good for me…. Gnghh… I’m gonna fill you up now. Make sure to drink it all. Yes, yes, I can feel it’s gonna be a lot, fuck, fuck, swallow me, swallow, swallow, swallohhaaaahyeeeeah…!”

The maid desperately grabbed onto Nicholas’ thighs as he was being force-fed the man’s semen deep down his throat. Sebastian could even hear the panicky gulping sounds as the maid tried to drink down the jizz as fast as possible. Nicholas held onto the maid’s head as he planted his seed into his skull, thrusting a little to make sure every drop was deposited into the body beneath him. Then the top let out a deep sigh and finally pulled out. The act was followed by a loud gasp for air and coughing noises as the maid tilted his head to the side. Nicholas smiled softly at his servant and leaned forward, grabbing his dazed face in his hand and pulled him in for a kiss. It felt oddly similar to giving a dog a treat for behaving well at the vet.

“Stay like that,” Nicholas ordered, as he let go of the maid and got up from the bed. “I have a toy I’d like for you to meet…”

“ Shit… !” Sebastian screamed internally as he saw his roommate heading straight for the closet. 

Despite Sebastian's best effort to manifest a lock on the door or teleport himself to a different country, the young man was soon basking in the bedroom light. Like a main character being revealed on a stage. Visible to everyone.

Nicholas was standing right in front of him. The taller man was completely naked with his already semi-erect penis jutting out right over Sebastian’s face, like a majestic figurehead on a ship. The organ’s owner was gazing down on his young roommate with a baffled expression. The two of them blinked at each other in silence as they slowly took in the unexpected situation. 

“Sebastian?” Nicholas finally asked with a raised eyebrow. “Weren’t you supposed to be at school?”

Sebastian didn’t know how to answer that. The only thing he was capable of doing in the moment was to quickly cover his growing bulge with his hands, accidentally bringing even more attention to his embarrassing hardon.

“… Oh,” Nicholas said as he studied Sebastian’s crotch with a widening smile. “I see what’s going on here .”

“You do…?” Sebastian asked with uncertainty. He seriously doubted that Nicholas had grasped the complexity of the boy’s predicament since Sebastian could barely understand it himself. But if Sebastian could avoid having to explain why he was secretly watching his roommate having his way with the cleaning staff, he was inclined to let Nicholas make up whatever story he wanted that didn’t involve calling the police.

Nicholas answered the question with an encouraging smile and simply offered a hand to his awkward resident. He looked like he was coaxing out a stray cat that was hiding behind a dumpster. Sebastian hesitated before he took the man’s hand and let Nicholas pull him out of the dark closet.

“Look, I-I didn’t mean to intrude or anything,” Sebastian stuttered as he tried to come up with something, anything to say. “I’ll just get my textbooks and head downsta– Ah-AH!“

Sebastian yelped when Nicholas suddenly reached out and cupped the boy’s hardon. The bigger man’s fingers sensually gripped and kneaded Sebastian’s privates through the fabric. The groping caused something latent in Sebastian’s brain to wake up and made Sebastian push into Nicholas’ lewd hand ever so slightly.

Nicholas looked at Sebastian with a face of sympathy as well as growing lust. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean for you to feel left out…”

“Wait a second, Nickmphl–” Sebastian was interrupted as Nicholas captured his mouth in an intense kiss. The other man’s tongue dived inside Sebastian to taste every inch of him, as if it was having a favorite dessert.

Sebastian was trying to muster the courage to break up the kiss, but in the next second Nicholas had already pulled away his lips and grabbed Sebastian’s shirt, pulling it upwards until he had completely removed it. It left Sebastian’s chest bare and the college student frozen in shock.

“It’s going to be okay,” Nicholas whispered comfortingly in Sebastian’s ear. “I’m going to make it up to you…”

“No, hold on,” Sebastian tried to explain. “You don’t have to–”

With unexpected strength, Nicholas had picked up Sebastian and wrapped his lithe form over his shoulder, like a fireman carrying someone out of a burning building. Sebastian was so taken aback by his new position that he wasn’t entirely sure what was going on. Then he saw how Nicholas was bringing him closer to the bed… 

Sebastian suddenly became very worried. Was Nicholas going to fuck him? Did he really think that Sebastian was jealous of him and the maid having sex? That Sebastian secretly craved to be fucked and dominated in the same way that poor employee had been? 

He had no idea of what to say or do at this point to convince Nicholas otherwise. Sebastian couldn’t even explain his erection, which was still throbbing defiantly between his legs as the bed came closer. 

The maid was still laying on his back, looking like a drowning victim that had just been pulled out of the water, still getting used to air . He hadn’t stopped panting from the intense oral sex with Nicholas. The vacant eyes and half open mouth made it look like Nicholas had litetally fucked the man’s brains out. He didn’t even look up when Nicholas approached him.

“Have…” Marcus the maid wheezed weakly. “Have I… Satisfied my client…?”

“You’ve done a very good job. But I’m afraid you still have plenty of work left,” Nicholas explained with an ominous smile. “You are supposed to clean every surface of the house and, well…” Sebastian flinched when Nicholas suddenly smacked his ass. “I think you missed a spot.”

Sebastian had no idea how to interpret Nicholas’ words, but he wasn’t sure he liked it. He was still hanging over Nicholas’ shoulder, like a newly caught prey, and was functionally unable to leave. As he was considering what options he had, he suddenly felt how someone pulled down his jeans and underwear, just enough to reveal his butt.

“Will you be so kind and clean him for me?” Nicholas asked the maid.

Sebastian immediately turned his head to the bed where he watched the maid obediently get up and walk towards Sebastian’s exposed rear.

“N-No, wai– aah, haah, uuh… stooh…aah…”

Sebastian moaned involuntarily as he felt something soft and wet start to rub against his sphincter. The tongue soon moved to his perineum, licking him from his ass down to the back of his balls. Up and down . He couldn’t stop it. Nor could he stop the embarrassing sounds of pleasure escaping his mouth.

Nicholas joined in, licking the side of Sebastian’s rump. Nibbling the soft skin of the displayed ass cheeks and at one point sucking it into his mouth with such force that Sebastian cried out, and then released it. Leaving a hickey to form on the pale flesh.

As the kissing and licking went on, Sebastian was starting to lose focus and barely reacted when Nicholas carefully laid him down across the bed. When Sebastian snapped out of his daze, he found himself staring up at the two naked men standing on each side of him. Their cocks were proudly erected . Ready and longing to penetrate something, or rather someone…

“Look, I’m ah…” Sebastian glanced at Nicholas’ hardon, which the blonde was stroking fondly. “I’m not prepared, uh, down there, so this is probably a bad idea–”

“No anal. Not yet…” Nicholas said with a smile and eyed Sebastian’s splayed out body. “Luckily, there are other things we can try… Don’t worry, I won’t leave you out of the fun.” Nicholas looked over at the maid. “ How sloppy of you, Marcus . It looks like you’ve missed some laundry on the bed.”

Sebastian wasn’t prepared for how strong Marcus was. Before he had time to realize what Nicholas had meant, the maid had pushed Sebastian’s chest down with one hand while his other started removing his pants with such force that Sebastian didn’t dare to struggle. In a matter of seconds, Sebastian was lying on the bed only dressed in socks and a pair of white briefs.

“Don’t forget the dirty underwear,” Nicholas said while watching the bulge under the fabric between the student’s legs. 

Sebastian closed his eyes tightly as he felt the other man start removing his final thread of dignity. He was now lying completely nude on the bed, with no idea what to expect.

“It looks rather filthy down there,” Nicholas said, his voice almost dripping with lust. “I’m gonna need you to clean that area thoroughly.”

“It’s… It’s okay, reall– AAAH!” Sebastian squealed as the maid suddenly sucked in one of Sebastian’s testicles into his mouth.

Sebastian squirmed as the maid kept the testicle in his mouth, sucking and licking it as if it was a large piece of hard candy. He then released it and devoured the next one, making Sebastian cry out from the rough treatment of his sensitive organs. Marcus sucked at the ball intensely, almost as if they were being vacuumed. Sebastian was wriggling from the sensation until Nicholas straddled his abdomen, to keep him in place and allow the maid to do his job.

Nicholas looked down at Sebastian’s face of blissful agony and then leaned forward to kiss him, deeply. Sebastian’s moans were muffled by Nicholas’ lips and replaced by the sloppy wet noises of his kisses.

Sebastian was completely trapped in this position, where one man was consuming his balls over and over again, and another man was conquering his mouth and filling it with hot, slimy saliva.

He hated that his dick was already rock hard.

After a minute, Nicholas ceased the kissing and moved around so that he was facing Sebastian’s groin instead, where Marcus was still hard at work. Nicholas almost forcefully removed the maid’s dutiful mouth from Sebastian’s balls, causing a wet sucking noise when the lips were finally separated from the younger man. Sebastian mewled pitifully as Nicholas touched and inspected the moist testicles and the surrounding area.

“Look how clean you’ve made him,” Nicholas praised and rubbed his thumb over the saliva coating the student’s trembling sphincter. “Well done…”

Marcus was standing on his knees on the floor, his head between Sebastian’s legs. His eyes were half-lidded, as if still in some kind of trance and barely registering what was going on.

“ Are you… Satisfied… ?” Marcus asked pitifully, his voice completely void of emotions.

Nicholas turned his focus to Sebastian’s standing erection. “I don’t think our guest is.”

“Nnngh…” Sebastian made a distressed noise when he felt Nicholas start stroking the boy’s erect penis.

“You need to satisfy him too,” Nicholas explained as he kept touching the desperate rod. “Just as you need to satisfy me. Do you understand your task?”

The maid answered by taking Sebastian’s cock in his mouth and began to suck it, causing Sebastian to recoil from the sudden sensation.

“Aah… Oooh… Nuuhh… “ Sebastian whined in response each time he went down on him, licking and sucking his length like a popsicle.

Nicholas got up from the bed, leaving the stranger to continue blowing his defenseless roommate. Sebastian glanced at the blonde man and saw him walk back to the wardrobe. He opened the doors and pulled out a chest that Sebastian hadn’t paid any mind to. Sebastian couldn’t see what he was doing, but after a minute, Nicholas returned with a black, rubber cock ring.

“I think it’s only fair that you don’t get to satisfy yourself until your customers are satisfied,” Nicholas said and seated himself behind the maid’s ass, cupping his balls. “Don’t you agree?”

The maid was still busy sucking off Sebastian and could only reply with a wet gurgling noise.

“No, I suppose you can’t object even if you did,” Nicholas chuckled and pulled experimentally at the other man’s cock, earning himself a small whimper “Very well, let’s get you settled then.”

Nicholas put the cock ring snuggly around the base of the maid’s already painfully hard erection. Sebastian could feel tiny whimpers leave his mouth while he still insistently kept licking and sucking Sebastian’s dick.

Nicholas stroked the maid’s butt cheeks fondly. “You’ve been working so hard,” Nicholas praised him. “I want to give you something for the trouble.”

Nicholas went back to the wardrobe and brought back a large, black phallic shaped vibrator in latex. The base flared out, like a corkscrew opener, as if to prevent it from going too far inside. Nicholas held up a remote control and pressed a button. The phallus started buzzing as well as contract and extend, going from only 5 inches long to 8 inches, and inflating as well as deflating in sync, going from the width of two fingers to the girth of a soda can. He pressed the button again, making it stop.

“You've done such a good job cleaning our guest,” Nicholas said and walked over to the drawer next to the bed, bringing out the bottle of lube. “I think you’ve earned a generous tip.”

Nicholas started coating the vibrator in the slimy liquid. Sebastian noticed that the maid had finally looked up from his task and was now watching the toy. He kept staring at it as his mouth bobbed up and down on Sebastian’s dick. It was hard to interpret his expression, as if most if not all emotions had been drained from him or put on snooze.

Nicholas returned to the maid’s backside and started scissoring his hole with two fingers, making the maid obediently meet his thrusts.

“ This might be too big for you ,” Nicholas mumbled and placed the tip of the toy against Marcus’ ready hole. “But you’re going to love feeling this full… I want you to think of me taking you over and over again. Showing my appreciation while you’re doing your job. Relax now… Take it in…”

The maid groaned loudly in pain or pleasure or both when Nicholas started pushing the toy inside his rectum. Sebastian could feel the soundwaves of his screams hit his dick, and he hated to admit that it felt good.

“Relax… Open up for me. There we go, excellent… Look how eager your body is. You’re trying so hard for me. Almost there… Open up some more and let all of it in…”

With a wet, humiliating ‘pop’, the toy went all the way inside. The maid was breathing heavily while still lazily sucking on Sebastian’s dick like a pacifier.

“I think you’re gonna like this toy…” Nicholas said and touched the vibrator in his maid’s ass tenderly. “You deserve to feel good too, after all your hard work.”

Nicholas turned on the vibrator with the remote. It was as if Marcus had been electrocuted. His body shook the moment the vibrations started and he accidentally let go of Sebastian’s cock as he moaned loudly at the strong sensation.

“Aaaah… Nnnnnuh… Ahhahnn…” Marcus whined, sometimes in pain and sometimes in undeniable lust as he started humping his hips.

Nicholas clicked his tongue with a disappointed look at him. “Looks like you stopped cleaning in the middle of your task. This won’t look good on your report.”

“Hnnah… A-Ahmm… Soohr… Sorraah… Phhllss…” Marcus wailed while hopelessly trying to continue the blowjob between his moaning, barely even getting a lick in before having to release Sebastian again due to the overwhelming stimulation in his ass.

“This won’t do, I’m afraid...” 

Nicholas then gently removed Marcus from Sebastian’s privates. The maid desperately reached for Sebastian’s cock with his open mouth and tongue, as if to prove that he could finish the job, but Nicholas firmly pulled him away like a dog owner pulling his overly horny mutt away from a bitch in heat .

Sebastian was panting on the bed. His dick was extremely hard from the blowjob… He needed to cum so badly, but he was afraid to even touch it, fearing it would erupt all over the bed.

Then he felt Nicholas grab his hand and help him up on his knees on the bed. Sebastian wasn’t sure what the point was .

“Marcus, I need you to stand on all four on the bed,” Nicholas instructed. “I won’t be satisfied unless you do.”

Marcus was on the floor, shaking with each thrust from the toy inside of him. But he managed to slowly get up on the bed, standing on his knees and hands right in front of Sebastian.

“Take our guest’s cock in your mouth,” Nicholas continued and gently grasped Sebastian’s erection in his hand, holding it out for the maid like a treat. “This will make it easier for you. Open wide. Take his whole length inside you.”

Sebastian hitched a breath as he watched the maid lean forward and take his dick in his mouth again with a muffled moan as the toy kept fucking his insides. Nicholas petted the cleaner appreciatively. 

“That’s it. It’s smaller than mine, you can take the whole thing. Come on now, all the way down your throat. There we go... Now you can do your job properly.”

Nicholas took Sebastian’s hands and guided them to hold on to the maid’s head. Sebastian got an involuntary flashback of how Rocky had grabbed Sebastian’s hair when he had fucked his skull a week ago.  

“Hold him like this,” Nicholas told him. Sebastian hesitated but was not given an option to protest as Nicholas placed Sebastian’s hands on each side of the dark mop of hair. “Don’t let him slip out this time… It’s his duty to make you feel good, and he is going to fulfill it, whether he wants to or not. You’re just gonna have to help him a little…”

Then Sebastian felt Nicholas’ large hand on his lower back, right above his ass. It pushed him forward, urging Sebastian to push his cock into the warm, awaiting gullet in front of him. The maid made a choking sound as Sebastian’s dick was shoved all the way into his mouth, hitting the back of the throat. One part of Sebastian felt horrified, but another couldn’t help but groan internally over the sudden tightness.

“Good,” Nicholas praised. “Marcus is gonna clean you so good now… Make sure that he gets your entire cock. Help him scrub every inch of you…”

Nicholas’ hand then started coaxing Sebastian to thrust. Pushing him into the maid over and over until Sebastian couldn’t help but getting into a rhythmic fucking of the maid’s face. Sebastian’s initial feeling of reluctance quickly dissipated as the incredible feeling hit him. Marcus’s gagging on his rock hard cock felt incredible, even if he hated to admit it. The feeling completely took over Sebastian’s brain, like a virus, rewiring it to start thrusting into the other man. He no longer cared about how undignified it was. He no longer cared that he was doing this to another man . The only thing he could feel was how close he was to finally release.

Sebastian was properly fucking the man’s mouth now. He moaned with each thrust, as the maid kept making muffled choking sounds as well as whimpering in pleasure from the merciless toy still assaulting his asshole.

Nicholas took a step back from the bed and just watched the scene in front of him. Stroking his cock while studying Marcus, standing on all four like an animal, serving Sebastian while Sebastian kept thrusting his smaller dick into the maid.

“Fuck, you two are hot…” Nicholas mumbled with a growing look of hunger in his eyes. “You look delicious right now… I hope you don’t mind sharing?”

He walked up behind Marcus and used his hands to spread his cheeks.

“You have two holes, after all. And I assume you are too far gone to object?”

Marcus groaned a little in reply. Nicholas then grabbed the buzzing toy and started to slowly pull it out, causing Marcus to whine in either protest or pain.

“Oh, you want to keep it in?” Nicholas asked teasingly and stopped pulling when the toy was halfway out. “I’m so sorry, but that’s all the tip you are getting. It’s time for you to earn t hat customer satisfaction score … And I told you,” Nicholas said as he pulled out the last bit of the toy, causing a muted scream from Marcus , and dropped it on the floor before placing his dick against the red, wet hole. “...I’m not satisfied yet”.

Marcus whined into Sebastian’s cock, like a fleshy microphone, as Nicholas pushed his entire length into the keening maid. Nicholas groaned in bliss as he immediately started fucking him with a steady pace, as if he had been holding this in far longer than he had intended and couldn’t hold back a second longer.

As Nicholas and Sebastian was fucking each end of their shared slave, Nicholas leaned forward and captured Sebastian’s head in his hand. Pulling him into a deep kiss. 

Sebastian moaned into Nicholas' eager mouth, no longer sure what was happening or what he was supposed to do. He barely remembered how he had ended up in this situation. That he was currently humping into one man’s mouth while kissing another. It seemed too bizarre to be real. It was so much easier to just go along with it. All he could think of was that he needed to cum. He was so close… 

“Mmhm…” Sebastian moaned into Nicholas’ mouth, feeling the familiar tension building in his groin that was now sticky with saliva. “Mphlmm… Hmfl…! Mmhplmmmmm…!!!”

Sebastian cried into Nicholas’ oral prison as his dick finally gave in to the insistent blowjob. Marcus choked slightly on the sudden influx of liquid but kept licking him clean, sticking to his task.

As the thrilling sensation subsided, Sebastian’s brain finally turned on the logic and reason that had been conveniently shut off. He now felt mortified when the reality of the situation hit him like a baseball bat in the face. The maid was still sucking his cock like a final meal and Nicholas was fucking the poor man into oblivion while still holding Sebastian’s face in a passionate vice grip of a kiss. 

Sebastian felt like he was caught in the constant rhythm of an unholy triangle of love with no way of leaving it. Forced to participate and be used by his partners until Nicholas decided it was over.

It felt like it went on for ten more minutes. Long enough for Sebastian’s back to start aching from his knee-sitting position. Whenever Nicholas made a small break from kissing, Sebastian attempted to voice a suggestion to stop, but he was always interrupted by Nicholas’ starved lips that were unable to leave him for more than two seconds. Forcing their bodies to interlock again to keep this human steam train running…

Finally, Nicholas’ moans started becoming erratic, and Sebastian recognized the new rhythm of his thrusts. He had been on the receiving end of them before and he knew what followed.

As expected, after only a minute Nicholas groaned loudly into Sebastian’s mouth, filling it with his pleasure as he released his load into the waiting maid. Nicholas exhaled deeply and collapsed on top of the maid, causing Marcus to lose what little strength he had left in his arms and legs, and he crashed down. Sebastian’s dick slipped out of the maid’s mouth with a sad wet noise as the cleaner was pinned belly down under Nicholas’ spent body.

Sebastian sat down by the edge of the bed, resting his arms on his knees and breathing heavily. He felt drained and his dick was kinda tingly after the longest blowjob he had ever had.

He flinched when Nicholas sat down right behind his back. In the next second, the blonde had taken Sebastian’s flaccid cock in one hand and started inspecting it. The boy shifted uncomfortably when the dom pulled up his foreskin and rubbed the length with a thumb.

“Look how clean he made you down here,” Nicholas said, like a pet owner at a groomer. “So nice and pretty you are…”

“Uh… Yeah,” Sebastian said, having no idea what to answer.

“Are…” Marcus had rolled over to his side. He was still panting weakly. The precum was leaking like tears from the tip of his engorged genitals, still stuck in the merciless grip of the cock ring. “Are you… Satisfied now…?”

Nicholas watched the spent shell of a man with a mischievous smile.

“You’ve done an excellent job,” Nicholas answered and reached out a hand to wrap his fingers gently around the maid’s shaft. The painful erection twitched at the touch and the maid bucked his hips desperately. Wordlessly signaling a need that was currently infecting every thought in his brain.

“...But I’m not satisfied until my guest is,” Nicholas added.

The stronger man then picked up Sebastian and put him on his lap. The student looked at him in confusion, followed by surprise as Nicholas grabbed his dick and started stroking it.

“...And he has not gotten to use your wonderful ass yet,” Nicholas explained with a glance at the maid’s exposed rear. Sebastian watched how some of Nicholas semen trickled out from the abused hole.

“I-I don’t have to,” Sebastian quickly told him. “Really, it’s fine. He doesn’t have to–”

“You’re sweet,” Nicholas chuckled and kissed Sebastian’s neck with affection. “But I’ve already paid for his services.” Nicholas glanced at the man on the bed next to them with sympathy. “He needs my satisfaction score more than he needs his body. It’s mine until I’m pleased.”

Nicholas kept stroking Sebastian’s twitching member as he leaned closer to whisper in his ear. “...And I won’t be until I know that you’ve gotten to feel every part of him.” Nicholas placed another kiss on Sebastian’s neck. Sucking the skin into his mouth until he made the boy whine in discomfort. “Consider him my gift to you…”

Sebastian did not want this gift. He had never fucked a guy before. Then again, he was trying to book top jobs with the studio so that he wouldn’t have to bottom any more. If his plan worked, he would eventually have to put his dick in other men. He had been hoping that it would be more enjoyable than the other way around. But knowing what it felt like to have his anal hole drilled by another man made him feel a bit uneasy about doing it to someone else. 

His thoughts were interrupted by Nicholas stroking Sebastian’s cock more decisively, earning a tiny squeak from the smaller man at the rougher movement.

“We need to get you ready first,” Nicholas told him and watched the already semi erect boy. “Don’t worry, I’ll help you.”

“No, no, you don–aaaghn… Nuaahh… Huuhnn…” Sebastian moaned as Nicholas’ experienced fingers started molding his genitals like clay.

“There we go, that’s it… Yeah, you like this? Is this what you want?”

It wasn’t. This couldn’t be what he wanted. He couldn’t already be this hard from a couple strokes from this man.

But despite the panicked thoughts whirling in his mind, Sebastian could not stop his hips from pushing deeper into the awaiting hand with a pathetic sound. He could feel his dick start leaking with a need he didn’t understand. 

But Nicholas clearly did.

It only took a few minutes for the older man to stroke the reluctant yet needy boy into a full erection.

“My, my. You’re this big already?” Nicholas purred as he watched Sebastian’s slick hardon stand straight up between his legs while the boy’s hips thrusted weakly into the large hand. “So eager to fill that hole, huh? I think you are ready to open your present now.”

Sebastian sobbed in response, feeling weirdly overwhelmed. His brain did not recognize any output other than desire. And he was afraid of exploring what that desire looked like.

“I won’t keep you waiting any more,” Nicholas whispered and turned his attention to Marcus. “My guest is ready to use your hole now. Please get in position for him. I assume that you have no objections to me lending out your body?”

Marcus was still lying on the bed like a used washcloth, rinsed and wringed. He was clearly still tired from the last session, but got up on his hands and knees, obediently presenting his butt for the master of the house to use.

“I’m… yours, until… you’re satisfied…” Marcus said in a hoarse and monotone voice.

Nicholas lifted up Sebastian’s small frame with ease and helpfully placed him on his knees right behind Marcus’s butt. Sebastian felt his breathing pick up as he watched his rock hard rod align with the tiny, puckered entrance.

“Spread them for me,” Nicholas demanded.

Marcus obeyed and grabbed his cheeks, parting them further. The moist hole was winking at Sebastian, making his dick jolt and his stomach turn. Then Nicholas took his eager length and let Sebastian’s tip touch the sphincter. The maid whimpered a little, clearly feeling the fleshy head against the sensitive area.

Nicholas was sitting on his knees right behind Sebastian, like a father letting his toddler stir the pot. Sebastian could feel the blonde’s chest against his back, as well as the warm bundle of genitals pressing against the area above his asshole. A little too close than he was comfortable with.

“It’s all yours,” Nicholas told him proudly and placed Sebastian’s right hand on Marcus’ warm cheek while letting Sebastians’ bursting cock rest against the tight opening. “Do you want it?”

Sebastians’ thoughts were at war with each other. Was he really about to do this? Was he really about to fuck some poor maid in the ass…? It felt like he was crossing a line without knowing what was on the other side.

Nicholas then slowly fed Sebastian’s trembling cock into the tight, wet hole until the head smoothly popped inside. Sebastian couldn’t help but gasp.

“Does it feel good?” Nicholas whispered as he kept pushing Sebastian’s entire length inside the warm tunnel of flesh.

“Ye… Yes…” Sebastisn breathed with a raspy voice that he barely recognized.

Nicholas let go of his painfully hard dick and placed Sebastian’s hands fondly on each side of Marcus’ shaking hips. Holding them in place like an instructor in a pottery class. He then thrust forward ever so lightly, making Sebastian bury his cock deeper into the maid. 

Marcus whined at the intrusion and Sebastian let out a trembling exhale over the incredible, strange feeling engulfing his organ. Then Nicholas started thrusting. Tenderly, as if he wanted Sebastian to savour every second of it. Sebastian had no mental capacity to protest as he allowed the larger man to hump him into a rhythm where he was made to fuck the moaning man in front of him. 

The maid’s sounds made sure to remind him that it wasn’t Harper in 8th grade that he was having sex with. As did the large testicles cushioning each impact. And every time Sebastian’s cock descended into the willing manhole, his brain cared less and less about it.

When Marcus started meeting his thrusts, showing the slightest sign of reciprocation, Sebastian couldn’t help but start bucking his hips for real. His smaller balls smacked repeatedly into the soft skin of the other man. 

The cacophony of sounds from the three of them together formed a hellscape of moans and grunts and wet flesh slapping against more wet flesh while naked limbs grinded against each other. Sebastian didn’t want to think. Didn’t want to leave this lustful daze where the only thing that mattered to him was the growing sensation in his genitals, longing to reach the end.

“On your back,” Nicholas grunted to Marcus as he kept dry humping Sebastian’s naked butt. “Let him see your face…”

Marcus panted and gasped as he managed to turn around and lie down on his back, while still keeping Sebastian’s cock inside. 

“Spread your legs, Marcus,” Nicholas told him as he kept thrusting his hips into Sebastian. “I want you to make my guest feel appreciated. You’re all his to enjoy, and I want you to show him that. This is not your body. It's his . And you want to give your hole to him.”

“Ah… Hah… Aah… Hngah…” Marcus moaned with each thrust and spread his legs a little wider. 

Sebastian couldn't help but to look down at the face staring up at him. The half-lidded eyes were glazed over with a need and subdued servitude that was barely human. The maid’s erection was still in the cruel hold of the cock ring and bounced desperately with each thrust, leaving drops of precum over the man’s stomach as it slapped against the skin.

Nicholas seemed to be getting friskier and unexpectedly grabbed Marcus’ parted legs, and hooked the knees over his shoulders. Trapping Sebastian between them. Nicholas started thrusting his hips faster and more forcefully into the boy, making Sebastian penetrate the subdued man with equal speed and force. He could now feel that Nicholas’ cock was hard again, as it was squeezed between his back and the dom’s stomach.

“Ah… I’m.. Ah, I’m clo… Ngaah… haah… fuck… fuuck,” Sebastian whimpered desperately as he could feel the warm build up in his groin reaching a boiling point. 

“It’s alright, it’s alright…” Nicholas soothed between his lustful grunts. “Go ahead. This is what he’s made for. This is his purpose. Go ahead and cum inside him. He’ll be happy to serve you. Go on. You’re doing good. Show him how much you appreciate his service. This is what he wants. Release into him…”

Nicholas leaned forward and was soon pressing Sebastian like a piece of meat between the two older men. The blonde was thrusting more rapidly now, and Sebastian groaned at the intoxicating sounds of his balls slapping against the sweaty skin and the wet indecent noise of his cock entering and leaving the moaning man beneath him. Sebastian was lying on top of the maid’s chest now with Nicholas' heaving chest pressing down on him, like a human sandwich. 

Finally, he couldn’t hold back any more.

“Aahg, haagh AaAAAGHHHHFUUUU…!” Sebastian screamed into the stranger’s chest, slightly muffled by the skin, as he felt his cock pump out a second load.

Sebastian lied there, gasping pitifully while Nicholas kept humping him thoroughly, as if making sure that Sebastian emptied every last drop inside their willing receiver. 

“Are… you…” Marcus started but could barely breathe the final word. He looked exhausted.

“I think my guest is very satisfied,” Nicholas panted as he finally collapsed on top of his roommate. He reached out a hand and petted the maid’s messy hair. “And I promised you a tip, didn’t I…?”

Sebastian felt how Nicholas pushed a hand under his stomach. It took him a second to realize that while Sebastian’s flaccid dick was still buried inside Marcus, the maid’s erect cock was being squashed between their bodies. Nicholas started fiddling with something and eventually pulled off the cock ring. Marcus groaned loudly and desperately as his cock started sputtering out cum like a soda bottle that had been shaken violently. 

Sebastian couldn’t move until Nicholas rolled off of him onto the bed, finally allowing the teenager to get up on shaking arms before pulling out of the stranger. He lied down on his back, next to Marcus. Both of their bellies smeared with semen. 

His brain was still catching up with what just had transpired, as if he had been out of commission for the last 20 minutes. It slowly downed on Sebastian that he had just fucked a dude. In the mouth, but also in the ass. And not just that, he had orgasmed both times. As if he had… enjoyed it.

“T-t-t, looks like you’ve made a mess again,” Nicholas said and shook his head as he lay down next to Sebastian and traced a finger over his trembling tummy. “This won’t do either… Perhaps I need to have a word with that boss of yours anyway. Let him know what kind of disciplinary action he should take with this one certain employee. Unless you can convince me not to…?”

Marcus sounded like every breath was escaping him like a sinking ship, as if he barely had any air left. Yet, he still got up on his elbows and crawled over to Sebastian’s stomach where the maid’s semen had stained the younger boy. He stopped with his face over Sebastian’s belly, and Sebastian shook his head. “No… Y-you don’t have to…” 

“Yes you do, Marcus,” Nicholas corrected with a smile and traced a finger over the pale, sticky stomach, making Sebastian flinch. “I won’t be satisfied unless everything here is spotless. And I mean everything… ”

Sebastian mewled a little when he felt Marcus' soft tongue start licking his belly button. The sensation sent sparks to his brain, and he begged his cock to not go rigid again.

Suddenly, in the middle of the feeding, a beeping from some kind of alarm was heard. Marcus immediately stopped his endeavor and looked at a wrist watch that Sebastian hadn’t realized that the maid had been wearing until now.

“Time’s up, I’m afraid,” Marcus announced and got up from the bed with surprising ease, no longer in his weakened state of servitude.

“Oh please, just five more minutes,” Nicholas whined in an unexpected role swap where the dom apparently had become the needy.

“If you want five more minutes, you’re gonna need to buy another hour,” Marcus explained patiently and opened one of the drawers to pull out some wet wipes. “And I don’t have another hour. I’m cleaning an office twenty minutes from here in half an hour.”

“What I’m hearing is that you have 9 minutes to spare,” Nicholas said with a flirty look. He moved over to the maid and used two fingers to walk over Marcus’ semen covered body, but looked disappointed when Marcus used the wipe to clean it off. Nicholas then sighed in defeat. “Very well. Same time next week, then?”

“Sorry, Pettersson, but I’m off next Thursday.” Marcus looked at him with genuine sympathy. “I have a booked flight to Canada to see my sister and her new kid.”

“But what if my home is in dire need of your expert hands?” Nicholas said, his expression like a disparaged Victorian orphan. “Who else can I trust with my filth and dirty sheets?”

“I think you can survive without me for two weeks,” Marcus stated with a hearty laugh and headed for the door. “I’ve done everything I can to make sure your home will last during this time. Consider it my customer satisfaction guarantee.” 

Marcus stopped right as he was about to leave the bedroom and smiled at Sebastian. “And I’m sure your company can satisfy your needs as well.”

Sebastian watched the maid leave and he stared at the door for almost a minute.

“...Is he a maid or a prostitute?” Sebastian asked bluntly .

“Both, technically,” Nicholas said and scooted closer to Sebastian’s naked body on the bed. “He officially works as a cleaner for Holmes sweep Homes, but he used to work in a much, much older business…”

“Is this… A recurring thing?” Sebastian had to ask, glancing at the toy on the floor.

“More or less,” Nicholas answered and let a finger idly trace Sebastian’s ribs, making the boy shift a little uncomfortably. “We both did some modelling jobs on the side and got to know each other through that. But then about a year ago, he told me that he had to quit doing sex work.”

“Well… Good for him then,” Sebastian said with an uncertain eyebrow.

“Not when you have bills to pay and limited career options,” Nicholas continued with a suddenly serious look. “Marcus has been a sex worker for 6 years, and he enjoys it. Especially the kinky roleplay stuff, as you may have noticed. It’s a shame we never got to his favorite toys… Anyway, he only quit because he had been charged and convicted for prostitution, and if he would get caught again he could go to jail for it.”

Sebastian went quiet and contemplated on this information. He knew basically nothing about sex work. About as little as he knew about the porn industry, evidently… 

“So he got a job as a maid, and I asked if he’d like to clean for me,” Nicholas continued with a devilish smirk. “...With some added services that I pay extra for. Just so that he can keep doing what he likes, and earn the extra cash he needs. We’re both very happy with this arrangement.”

“ I… see ,” Sebastian said, as the added context was starting to redecorate his memories of the last hour.

“Feel free to use him whenever you want, if you need to blow off some steam,” Nicholas told him with an encouraging smile. “I’m happy to share him, and I promise that he won’t mind.”

Nicholas hovered a hand above Sebastian’s sticky stomach. “But if you ever crave the feeling of being completely filled by someone…” Nicholas dipped a finger into Sebastian’s belly button and earned a squeak from the squirming boy toy when he pressed it deeper into the yielding skin. “...I hope you come to me first.”

“I’ll… I’ll remember that for sure,” Sebastian replied with an awkward smile. “Um, thanks for.. Inviting me. I think I need to get back to–”

When Sebastian attempted to get up from his vulnerable position, Nicholas firmly placed one hand over his chest and one over his groin, pushing him down and keeping him on his back. Sebastian looked up confused and saw Nicholas analyze the semen covering the student’s belly.

“He didn’t even finish cleaning up,” Nicholas said with a sad shake of his head. “I’ll have to ask him to compensate for this next time. I have some ideas… But until he comes back, I guess we’ll have to do the cleaning ourselves.”

“That’s okay, I’ll take a showaaah… aaah… noo, no no wait…”

Sebastian made a shivering moan as Nicholas started licking his stomach with strong, hungry strokes with his flexible tongue. Sebastian writhed with each lick, but the blonde kept him in place, preventing him from moving away.

Sebastian eventually resigned to his fate of being cleaned like a cub to a hungry lion, and stopped struggling against the unexpected act of intimacy . Only occasionally whimpering and twitching whenever Nicholas touched an especially sensitive spot.

He felt like he should be upset with Nicholas for making him participate in this threesome, but he couldn’t muster the motivation to even blame him. Sebastian had played a pivotal part in this misunderstanding, mostly thanks to his desperate attempts to convince everyone that he was homosexual. He could have told them at any point that he didn’t want to join in, but because he was so scared of being found out as straight, he had gone along with it.

Nicholas made muffled sounds of delight as he kept lapping the sticky stains from the smaller man beneath him. As if Sebastian was a cake covered in frosting.

Sebastian was starting to suspect that Nicholas had an abnormally active sex drive. He couldn’t be certain, since he had no one to compare with except himself, but he got the sense that Nicholas could go on for hours, maybe a whole day, if allowed. He was wondering if Nicholas’ libido had always been this strong, or if this was a phenomena that happened naturally when you worked in the porn industry. 

“I can barely wait for when you can do anal again,” Nicholas murmured between his licks. “We can do all sorts of things. All three of us… Every week. Anything you can imagine… I know you’re looking forward to it, but we’ll have to be patient for now. I’ll find other ways to make you feel good until then.”

Nicholas started moving his tongue further and further down, until he was licking the base of the teen’s soft penis. Sebastian swallowed uncomfortably. 

Soon, his sick leave would be over. And then he had to go back to work…

Chapter Text

Friday - Day 7

“Well, this is rather unfortunate,” Nicholas said as he eyed the rows of cars ahead in their lane. 

Sebastian took one look at the apparent traffic jam and leaned back in the passenger seat with a frustrated sigh.

Last night, he had discovered that he was out of the lidocaine suppositories he had been given by doctor McGillion. Which was a bit infuriating considering that he had been told to take them for at least a week, but he was one capsule short to fulfill the treatment. Hence why Sebastian now had to buy a whole new package. Unless he cheated and stopped taking them one day early, but Sebastian didn’t want to risk anything. The pain in his rectum had finally started to subside, but he was constantly terrified that it would flare up again unexpectedly.

And that’s why he was sitting in Nicholas’ car on their way to the studio’s clinic. Sebastian had asked Nicholas for directions, to make sure he got the right bus, and in the next second he was belted in the front seat. Nicholas claimed that he had an errand in the area as well, which Sebastian was almost certain wasn’t true, but he nonetheless appreciated the attempt to make this seem less like a favor and more of a practicality. 

“I always take this route to work, and this looks like a classic 25 minutes late-kind of traffic,” Nicholas concluded with an analyzing look at the amount of cars. “They’re not the worst, mind you. Just healthily annoying.” Nicholas shot Sebastian an amused smile. “Especially when you have to tell Paul why you’re gonna be half an hour late to a shoot.”

Sebastian laughed nervously. He preferred not to think about Paul and the porn studio right now. He was grateful that his sick leave had given him some well needed distance from it all. Specifically from having other men using his ass for their pleasure.

He remembered that Jacob had told him that if he wanted more top jobs instead of bottom roles, he should try to have sex with the co-founders of Locum Studios and they could probably arrange that. Sebastian hadn’t really considered this option yet. It seemed a bit… Desperate. He had met Logan once, and couldn’t say that he looked forward to having sex with him. But he had also seen a picture of his wife Lorraine, and she looked stunning. Sebastian would be lying if he said that he hadn’t thought about her more than a few times since then. He had even made the mistake of thinking of her in class, and he had to quickly remove himself and find a bathroom stall to get rid of his hardon. 

Sebastian needed some time to think about this, but the situation with Nicholas was stealing a lot of attention at the moment.

Nicholas turned off the engine with a sigh. “This is gonna take a while… Do you know any funny stories?”

“Not even one,” Sebastian replied truthfully.

Nicholas shot Sebastian an amused grin, but then his eyes turned to something behind Sebastian’s shoulder and the blonde man’s smile turned sour. “Speaking of a good laugh; over there is a man who has never had one.”

Sebastian turned his head and looked at the car standing right next to theirs. The driver was a middle aged man with a beard, a red and black flannel shirt and a cowboy hat. At first, Sebastian wasn’t sure what Nicholas based his assumption on, but after a moment, Sebastian noticed a Jesus-adjacent bobblehead figure on the dashboard who was holding a sign: PRAY THE GAYS AWAY.

Sebastian just blinked at the odd little thing. “...I take it that he is a christian.”

“That’s no christian,” Nicholas corrected him while trying a couple of radio channels. He didn’t seem to find one that he liked, and eventually ended up simply turning it off with a sigh. After a minute he suddenly smiled wickedly and turned to Sebastian. “Do you like pranks?”

“It… Depends?” Sebastian asked uncertainly.

“Oh, I think you’re gonna like this one,” Nicholas said with a grin as the sun created a mischievous gleam in his glasses. “Just follow my lead.”

Sebastian wasn’t sure what he expected, but in the next second, Nicholas leaned towards him and before Sebastian had registered what was happening, Nicholas had placed his lips over the young passenger’s in a loving kiss.

“Hmnf…!” Sebastian exclaimed in surprise and instinctively wanted to pull away, but managed to stop himself at the last second. If he rejected Nicholas, the ride to the clinic would be extremely awkward. And they were also stuck in traffic for at least 20 minutes… 

Instead, Sebastian forced himself to allow Nicholas’ tongue to burrow into his mouth. He could feel how the wet digit made itself at home in Sebastian’s oral space. Nicholas then placed a hand on the back of Sebastian’s head to push him deeper into the kiss. 

“Is our friend looking…?” Nicholas breathed between greedy kisses. Every time he reconnected their lips, Nicholas made sure that the wet sound was extra loud, and Sebastian could hear the smacking sound of saliva in every kiss.

Sebastian couldn’t help but glance at the neighbouring car. He felt his face flush in horror when the driver was staring right at him through the window. The face was filled with a lot of emotions, but Sebastian couldn’t tell if they were more akin to shock, rage, or some unholy combo of both.

“Ye– Mmph… Y-Yeah…” Sebastian managed to stutter between Nicholas’ needy lips.

“Good,” Nicholas said and finally pulled away from him. 

Sebastian gasped a little for air before forcing out a fake chuckle. “Hah.. Ha, ha. Nice prank, that was… That was hilarious. He’s gonna–”

Sebastian interrupted himself as Nicholas hurriedly undid his own seatbelt and proceeded by quickly unzipping Sebastian’s jeans. Sebastian stared at him in fear.

“W-What are you– Ngah…!” Sebastian yelped when Nicholas stuck a hand inside his underwear and grasped his dick. 

“Let’s give him a show, shall we?” Nicholas said with a purr and lovingly pulled Sebastian’s flaccid cock out of its soft prison.

“No, wait waitwait– Hnaah…” Sebastian moaned as Nicholas started stroking him decisively, like a mechanic knowing exactly how to get a motor running. “Ple– Aah… Haah… W-We can’t do this… Not here…! He’ll see, he’ll–”

“That’s the whole idea,” Nicholas said with a laugh and leaned forward until his lips were close enough to place a small, affectionate peck on the tip of the reluctant boy’s penis.

Sebastian tried to lean away, but was trapped in his seatbelt with limited movement. He placed a hand on Nicholas’ head, meekly coaxing him to leave, but found himself suddenly gasp as Nicholas’ warm mouth engulfed the sensitive tip completely. 

“Aah… Haah… Hnngh…” Sebastian moaned as the tongue licked and teased his tiny opening. Sebastian’s hand that previously had attempted to push Nicholas away instead started clutching the blonde hair desperately like a lifeline.

The overwhelming sensations were already taking over Sebastian’s mind and he was only barely aware of his surroundings. He made an embarrassingly loud whine, causing him to cover his own mouth.

“It’s alright. You can be loud,” Nicholas told him, temporarily releasing Sebastian’s member from his mouth. “I want you to scream in ecstasy. I want him to see how good I’m making you feel. Here, I’ll help you…”

“N-No, no, no— HnnNNAAGH…!” Sebastian cried out as Nicholas suddenly started sucking him with surprising force. He was eating Sebastian’s dick like a ravenous beast. Going up and down, up and down. Licking every part of the now painfully stiff shaft. “A-Aaah! Fff…Fuck…! Haagh… Uugh…”

Sebastian’s both hands grabbed on to Nicholas’ head. He was clutching tufts of the blonde’s hair but not sure whether he wanted to stop him or if he just wanted to have something to hold on to.

Nicholas released the abused organ with a wet ‘pop’ and kept stroking the now rock hard cock in his hand. He grinned at it. “You’re this hard already?” Nicholas looked at Sebastian with sympathy. “You must be really pent up. I just wanted to mess with our friend, but you really needed this didn’t you? It’s okay, I’m gonna take care of you…”

Sebastian was panting in reluctant bliss, not sure what was happening anymore. He then moaned pitifully when Nicholas’ tongue suddenly brushed over the sensitive tip. Nicholas kept licking it like a succulent lollipop.

“Mmm… I wanna taste you so bad…” Nicholas mumbled before going down on Sebastian again.

He swallowed his cock all the way down until Sebastian could feel how his tip hit the back of Nicholas’ throat. The pornstar then began to feed it out again, and then back in. In and out, and in and out. Faster and faster.

“Nhaah...! Aah… Hnnn…”

“Mmm… Mmph… Glgh… Mwphf… Mmmmm…”

“Fu… Fuck… Fah… Hnngh… Haaannngh…”

Sebastian could feel himself getting terrifyingly close to release. He had nowhere to go. There was nothing he could do to stop it. He was gonna cum. One part of him didn’t want this but another part needed it so badly that he could almost cry. It felt so good… He wanted to feel this good forever. He’d do anything to stay in this moment.

He refused to look at the other car. He didn’t want the confirmation that there was another man watching him right now. Watching Sebastian’s face distorted with lust and primal need to cum. How Sebastian’s half-lidded eyes stared in front of himself in sinful ecstasy from the treatment he was receiving. How a string of drool was starting to escape the corner of his mouth and he didn’t even have the mental fortitude to lick it up. Or how his expression was changing from simple pleasure to an almost agonizing euphoria as he finally released into Nicholas’ warm, waiting mouth.

“HaaaAAAAAHHFUUUUCK!” Sebastian screamed as he felt his mind go completely blank while his muscles contracted.

He could suddenly feel Nicholas’ mouth pull away at the same moment Seb’s cock started spurting out the load of cum. The sticky mess soon covered Seb’s jeans in a Pollockian pattern, mostly over his groin but some of it had even landed on his thighs. When Sebastian’s dick was completely spent, Nicholas started licking up the liquid, like a cat cleaning a kitten.

“Mmm, I had almost forgotten how good you taste,” Nicholas said and also made sure to clean Sebastian’s humbled dick from the mess. “This is why I love blowing you. I get a treat, and you get release. Here, I want you to taste it too.”

Sebastian was exhausted from the intense session and only made a weak grunt in protest when Nicholas’ lips suddenly sealed his mouth again, like a mama bird feeding its young. Nicholas’ mouth tasted weird from the traces of Sebastian’s cum. He couldn’t say that he enjoyed it, and yet he couldn’t stop his throat from dutifully swallowing down his own release together with Nicholas’ saliva.

For a second, he accidentally turned his eyes to the window and caught a glance of their neighbour in the other car. The man was red like a beet in the face and staring straight at them as Nicholas kept feeding Sebastian his seed. The man’s face was so crimson that Sebastian wasn’t sure if he was furious beyond reason, or perhaps simply suffering from an allergic reaction.

Nicholas released Sebastian’s lips and turned directly at the man with an innocent smile. “Do you think he looks a little jealous?”

Sebastian closed his eyes tightly in embarrassment.

“Well, that’s one way of killing some time,” Nicholas chuckled and returned to his seat. His eyes then looked over at Sebastian’s crotch. “...Maybe the clinic should wait for a bit.”

Sebastian looked down at his pants and cursed. Cum-stained jeans was not the look he had been going for today. He quickly zipped up and felt his face turn almost as red as their neighbour’s.

“Don’t worry, I’ll buy you a fresh pair right away,” Nicholas said. “I know a fantastic clothing store close by.”

“You’re not buying me new pants,” Sebastian stated.

“I am in fact, and there is very little you can do to stop me,” Nicholas simply answered. “And don’t think I haven’t noticed that you only have one pair. As well as only two t-shirts, as far as I can tell.”

“I don’t need any more if I wash them regularly.”

“Yikes. Sebastian, if you’re ever gonna get your own apartment, you need to look like a future tenant and not an at-risk-teen,” Nicholas explained in a matter of fact-tone. “So please , let me buy you a new outfit. Pants and shirt. I’m doing this for me as much as for you. What do you say?”

If Nicholas would ever quit making porn he could become a terrifyingly good car salesman. 

Sebastian was very much still looking for an apartment, and he had not considered the fact that he could lose his chance of getting a contract should the landlord have opinions about his homeless-look. The jeans were also starting to fray at the crotch, and he had no idea how to sow.

“...I’ll pay you back,” Sebastian finally said and looked at Nicholas in defeat.

“You’d have to force feed it to me,” Nicholas answered giddily. “But great! To the clothing store, then.”

Nicholas turned on the radio again and apparently found a song he liked this time. He let it play while tapping his fingers on the steering wheel together with the music.

Sebastian watched the static traffic but his mind was somewhere else. A thought had entered his brain and now he couldn’t get rid of it. He found it odd that Nicholas hadn’t swallowed his cum. Not that Sebastian expected him to, or wanted him to. But it seemed off-character for Nicholas to let Sebastian release just like that in the car, and now he couldn’t help but consider if Nicholas had done it on purpose. As a way to prevent him from going to the clinic.

Though, the more he thought about it, the less sense it made. Why would Nicholas want an excuse to help Sebastian get new clothes?

Of course the clothing store was a fancy one. Sebastian should have guessed it based on Nicholas’ fashion sense and that he always wore clothes that he was pretty sure had price tags with three digits. 

He wasn’t keen on owing Nicholas more than he already did, but he had already accepted Nicholas’ gift and it seemed rude to back out now, especially since he had driven him all the way here. 

Sebastian felt uncomfortably misplaced in the luxurious environment and quickly picked a pair of dark jeans and a white and blue shirt with some logo he had never seen before. He avoided looking at the price and instead started looking around for a fitting room.

It took him a few minutes to locate the booths, as the store was far bigger than he expected. All of them were occupied except for one. Sebastian got inside and prayed that the clothes would fit on the first try.

“Hey, Sebastian?” Nicholas called out. “I found something you should try on.”

Sebastian hadn’t even begun undressing yet, and stopped in the middle of pulling his shirt off. He sighed and waved a hand above the door.

“You can put it here,” Sebastian instructed and patted the top of the door. 

He didn’t mind that Nicholas wanted to help him find some new clothes. He was the one paying for them, after all. But more than anything, Sebastian wanted to leave as soon as possible and was not planning on trying on more things than he had to. The moment he found something that was good enough, he was out of here.

In the next second, the door opened and Nicholas came inside. Holding a pair of black pants that he handed over to Sebastian.

“Thanks, but you don’t have to come inside,” Sebastian said in a low voice, to not draw any attention from the other customers. 

“I do if I wanna see how they fit,” Nicholas said with a hearty laugh. “I’m not gonna let you settle for something that is just ‘kinda okay’. If we don’t love it, we’re not buying it.”

“Alright, but… Maybe you can wait outside?” Sebastian suggested, feeling strongly that he’d rather not have Nicholas around for this part. “It’s getting kinda cramped in here.”

“You think so?” Nicholas asked in a curious tone and looked around. The fitting room was more or less the size of a small hotel room. 

“I mean…” Sebastian looked awkward. “...It feels a lot smaller than it is, don’t you think?”

“Can’t say that I do,” Nicholas said with an amused grin and studied Sebastian for a few moments. “Are you bashful about undressing in front of me? Because that might be the cutest thing I’ve ever heard.”

Sebastian hated that it made him blush. But then Nicholas moved closer to him until he was standing right in front of Sebastian.

“How about this…” Nicholas said and Sebastian felt the air escape his lungs when Nicholas took Sebastian’s zipper and pulled it down. “I’ll give you a hand.”

“That’s… That’s not…” Sebastian started but Nicholas had already hooked his thumbs in the jeans and started to slowly pull them down.

Nicholas kept eye contact with Sebastian as he resolutely moved the fabric further and further down. His warm hands were feeling the younger man’s legs all the way, leaving goosebumps on the exposed, shivering flesh. He crouched down and kept going until he reached the ankles. 

“There we go,” Nicholas said and guided Sebastian’s feet out of the legs of the jeans, like a kindergarten teacher helping a small child. “That was easy, wasn’t it?” Nicholas shot Sebastian a flirty smile. “And do you know what comes after the easy part…?”

Sebastian looked away awkwardly and saw his body in the large mirror that covered the entire left wall of the booth. He was now only dressed in white socks, gray boxers and his washed-out white t-shirt. The reflection also showed him how Nicholas had started moving his hands up along Sebastian’s thighs, making him shudder a little. The hands stopped for a second on Sebastian’s butt, feeling the skin through the thin fabric of the underwear. Nicholas started to knead and squeeze the buttocks longingly, his face right in front of Sebastian’s crotch. Nicholas then dominantly pushed Sebastian’s butt towards him until the blonde could press his lips against Sebastian’s barely noticeable happy trail. Kissing it softly, but for Sebastian it felt like a taser making his genitals twitch in response.

“I love this body…” Nicholas whispered into Sebastian’s flesh as his hands snaked under Sebastian’s shirt. “It’s like I can never have enough of it…”

Sebastian squirmed a little as the flexible fingers explored his abdomen before moving on to his ribs. He could feel Nicholas' thumbs find his nipples and start rubbing them sensually, causing Sebastian to flinch involuntarily at the sensitive spot. He then felt how Nicholas’s hand came up against his armpits and started pulling Sebastian’s arms upwards, and together with them, his t-shirt.

“W-Wait, hold up…!” Sebastian stuttered as his vision was suddenly obscured by the fabric blocking his eyes.

“Almost done,” Nicholas answered in a low voice. “Let me see you…”

In the next second, Sebastian watched in the mirror how he was completely undressed except for his underwear and socks. But despite the statement only moments earlier, Nicholas was in fact not done.

Nicholas was standing behind Sebastian now and had turned the boy’s body to face the mirror. Nicholas wrapped one arm around Sebastian’s chest and let his left hand playfully pull at Sebastian’s nipple while placing longing kisses on his neck and shoulder. Sebastian swallowed nervously as he watched Nicholas’ right arm reach for his underwear and pull out his slack dick, grasping it gently.

“B-But in the car,” Sebastian said with increasing panic. “We already did–”

“Don’t you think this place is sexier?” Nicholas asked. He nibbled hungrily at Sebastian’s left earlobe, making the boy whine a little to the assailant’s delight. “I’ve had this fantasy for a long time,” he whispered in Sebastian’s ear. “It’s exciting, isn’t it? Having all these people around not knowing, or perhaps wondering, what we’re doing in here? I’d love to do this together with you…”

If there was an invitation to say no, it was lost in the phrasing, because Sebastian had no idea what to answer. He did not want to have semi-public sex in a clothing store. It sounded terrifying and embarrassing, even if it had been with a super hot girl instead of Nicholas. But how could he say no when Nicholas was paying for these clothes…? And he seemed already set on doing this. Telling him to stop felt like it would only accomplish one of two things; either Nicholas would cease his advances and he would be very unhappy with Sebastian for the foreseeable future, or he had already decided that this was going to happen and it didn’t matter what Sebastian said.

Nicholas surprised Sebastian by sealing his already open mouth with a deep kiss, thankfully muffling Sebastian's shocked moan.

At least he had promised Sebastian no anal sex… 

“Want me to make you cum?” Nicholas mumbled between making out with Sebastian and stroking Sebastian’s cock. “Do you want me to make you cum in here? Surrounded by strangers? Do you think they’ll hear you when you cry out from climaxing so hard?”

“Hnnnngh… Hmnnn…” Sebastian whined in a mix of need and terror. The strokes became more forceful, as if Nicholas was trying to milk out the final drop. Sebastian glanced at his reflection and could see that he was already fully erect.

“Damn, I wish I could fuck you right here,” Nicholas breathed in Sebastian’s ear, sending shivers down his spine. “Watching your beautiful body in the mirror bounce on my cock…”

While Nicholas kept stroking Sebastian, he suddenly felt how the older man used his free hand to pull down Sebastian’s underwear. The undies fell to his feet and Sebastian had to stop himself from moaning out loud when there was suddenly a finger between his cheeks.

“They say that the waiting is the hardest part,” Nicholas chuckled a little as his finger gently rubbed the outside of Sebastian’s unprotected anus. “But I say that there are some things that are much harder ...”

In the next second, Sebastian’s eyes widened as he heard Nicholas unzip his pants behind him, and he felt something large and meaty press against his asscrack.

“N-No, wait. You said–” Sebastian protested and started to writhe in Nicholas’ embrace, but couldn’t move much as his dick was still in the other man’s grasp.

“It’s alright. We’ll just have to go with the second best thing,” Nicholas said and kissed Sebastian sweetly on the neck. “Like the other night, remember?”

Sebastian then felt how Nicholas' rigid organ was pressed inside his asscrack, but not breaching his anus. Like a big sausage squeezed between two buns. He then started to slowly thrust forward, while still jerking Sebastian off. 

“I’m gonna fuck you now,” Nicholas whispered hungrily and started thrusting a little harder. “Just imagine my cock being deep inside you right now. Hmnh…Hngh… Yeah, that’s it… You can feel it, can’t you? I’m going so deep inside you right now…”

The small friction from Nicholas large member between his asscheeks was sending signals to Sebastian’s brain, activating an explicit memory of when Nicholas had fucked him on set. The movements of his hips were identical. The sound of his breaths. His large hands on Sebastian’s body, keeping it locked in place to make it accept the intrusion. The growing need in his cock that was turning it hotter and bigger with each stroke by the larger man.

“I… I’m… I’m gonn– Hmpfl,” Sebastian was cut out by Nicholas placing a hand over his mouth, muffling his voice.

“Shh, shh, I know you are,” Nicholas whispered and kissed Sebastian’s shoulder blade. “I’m gonna bring you over the edge. Almost there… I can feel you’re close now. I love how needy you are. I want to make you feel like this always. Just full of me… Would you like that? Do you want me to keep you like this forever? I’ll make you feel so good…”

“Hmmf…. Hmn… Hmphhh…!” Sebastian cried out in desperation against the palm, feeling something boiling inside of him, about to erupt. He struggled to keep his voice down, to not alert the other customers about what was going on. But he found it harder and harder to control his voice and body. It belonged to Nicholas now.

There was a knock on the door, causing Sebastian to stare at it in panic.

“Is everything going okay?” A female voice asked politely. “Can I help you with anything?”

Sebastian started breathing so fast that his chest hurt. He attempted to move out of Nicholas’ grasp, but Nicholas kept him locked in his loving embrace, still stroking Sebastian’s erection while covering his mouth.

“It’s going great,” Nicholas answered, while he kept thrusting tenderly into the terrified boy. “The pants are just a little tight… ”

Nicholas thrust into Sebastian again while also giving him an extra forceful stroke, causing Sebastian to mewl pathetically, but it was luckily muffled by Nicholas’ other hand.

“Oh, I see. Should I get another size for you?”

“No problem, I have one more pair to try on,” Nicholas answered so simply that it was impossible to tell that he was dry humping a college student while simultaneously jerking him off. “Thank you kindly.”

“No problem. Just let me know if you need anything.”

Sebastian could hear the woman knock on another door, repeating her question. His breathing was still fast like a captured bunny, while Nicholas continued his thrusting as if nothing had happened. Nicholas released Sebastian’s rock hard member, allowing it to bounce freely with each thrust from the older man.

“Look how beautiful you are right now,” Nicholas whispered and nodded at the reflection. 

Sebastian couldn’t help but look at the mirror. He saw how his naked body was moving like a puppet in rhythm with Nicholas’ movements. Sebastian’s face was deep pink from exhaustion, embarrassment and even lust. His mouth was still hidden behind Nicholas’ enforcing hand, suppressing his yearning moans into muffled whines. He could barely recognize his own eyes, which were half-lidded and glazed over with a desire he didn’t want to admit. And his dick was painfully erect and bobbed threateningly at its own reflection, ready to detonate.

“You feel so amazing. So full of me,” Nicholas mumbled and kissed Sebastian’s neck. “So ready to receive me. Look what I’m doing to you… How much you need me. I’m gonna make you feel so good… Would you like me to do that?”

“Mmfl… Mphlh…!” Sebastian keened with a sob that he didn’t know he had been holding and started meeting Nicholas’ thrusts.

“Yes, that’s it, that’s it… Good. Show me how badly you need it. Show me how much you need me to release you…”

“Mmfm… MMFML…!” Sebastian cried out as quietly as he could.

“You’re about to burst, aren’t you? It’s alright. I’ll help you. I’m gonna go faster now… Hngh… Hnn… Nnng… God, I love this body. So needy and innocent… I love how you’re making me feel. You are so ready to take anything I give you. I’m hoping I can return the favor many, many times… You’ve earned it. Now, cum for me. Almost there, almost there, almost… Gooooood…”

“MMMPHHHLLLLMMM…!”

Sebastian felt how his cock finally spit up strings and strings of cum and he failed to stop himself from screaming into Nicholas’ hand. The overload of sensations was too much and he completely forgot why he had to be quiet. 

The lingering feeling of post orgasm was immediately tainted by hot shame. Even when Nicholas released him, Sebastian was frozen in place, waiting for the staff to open the door and throw them out or worse. But after a minute, nothing seemed to happen.

“Well, I suppose we have to buy them now,” Nicholas said and picked up the black pants that Nicholas had brought with him. 

Sebastian hadn’t realized that he had dropped them on the floor at some point. He stared at them, mortified by the clear white semen on the black fabric. Nicholas studied them with an intrigued look. “I guess you were meant for each other, then. It’s okay, I’ll get you the jeans as well. My fault, my treat.” Nicholas leaned over and kissed Sebastian on the cheek. “Consider this my way of saying thank you for indulging me.”

Sebastian was already putting on his old pants as fast as he could. He wanted to leave the store as soon as possible and forget that this had ever happened. He was still in denial over how he had acted under Nicholas’ touch and the way he had manipulated Sebastian’s body into… Whatever the hell he had seen in that mirror.

“We’re done here, right?” Sebastian asked as he put his shirt back on.

“Not quite,” Nicholas said with a sheepish look. “I’ve apparently got one more thing to take care of.”

“What is it?” Sebastian asked, and immediately regretted it the moment he looked at Nicholas.

It was impossible not to notice the raging hardon between Nicholas’ legs. Sebastian watched Nicholas tuck it inside his pants and zip them up, leaving a very prominent bulge behind the fabric. It somehow looked even bigger than before. Nicholas stroked it gently, as if it was an old beloved pet that had accidentally ruined the carpet. 

“Do you think anyone will notice?” Nicholas asked with a fake innocent voice.

“Can’t you just… Get rid of it?” Sebastian asked desperately.

“Usually, I would have used your lovely ass to dispose of the evidence, but since that isn’t an option we have a bit of a situation,” Nicholas answered with a curious look at the ‘situation’ in question.  

“So, we’ll wait for it to go away on its own,” Sebastian suggested.

“Then we’re gonna be here for a while,” Nicholas said with a sympathetic look. “Let’s just say that pornstars that can’t keep an erection going are not gonna get booked a lot. Also, the clinic is gonna close soon if we don’t hurry.”

Nicholas proceeded to unzip his pants again, releasing the behemoth of a cock into the wild. He looked at Sebastian. “Do you think you’d be up for some oral”?

Sebastian felt a chilling sensation in the pit of his stomach.

“You want me to…” Sebastian couldn’t even make himself say it loud, as if doing so made him legally obligated to follow through with it.

“I do. But I don’t want you to force yourself,” Nicholas said and stroked a thumb over one particularly prominent vein. “I’m about to burst any second either way, and I’d prefer to not leave a mess if I can help it. It could work out on its own. Or, the next customer that comes in here might tell the staff and then we’ll be leaving this store in a much more exciting way than when we arrived.”

Sebastian stared at the swollen organ that was poking straight at him, almost in a threat display. 

“I just… really hate oral…” Sebastian admitted with some difficulty. 

He didn’t mention that he had only really performed fellatio twice. Once on a hyper realistic sex doll, which had made him gag so bad he thought he would throw up. The second time had been with Rocky barely two weeks ago, where he had actually vomited. Just thinking about that grotesquely large dick drilling into his mouth and down his throat made Sebastian nauseous.

“I’m not asking you to deepthroat,” Nicholas told him and petted Sebastian’s hair with an encouraging smile. “Just to catch it, alright? Would you be okay with that?”

An unhelpful voice in Sebastian’s mind told him that it was kinda rude to not return the favor when Nicholas had already given Sebastian a blowjob in the car. He looked down at the bulbous, fleshy red tip that was bobbing ever so slightly in the air. Still being held by Nicholas, like an owner holding back his aggressive dog.

After what felt like forever, Sebastian slowly got down on his knees in front of the older man.

Perhaps it wouldn’t be so bad with Nicholas…?

He could see the loaded organ twitch slightly when his face aligned with it, as if it was getting excited by the mere prospect of what was about to happen. He could also see a glistening droplet of precum pushing its way out of the hole. Nicholas held the shaft steady for him and patiently waited for Sebastian to do his part.

Sebastian took a deep, shaky breath and opened his mouth slightly.

“That’s it…” Nicholas whispered as the taller man’s hand travelled from the top of Sebastian’s head to the back of it. Resting there as a gentle reminder of what Sebastian was supposed to do.

Sebastian parted his lips a little wider, not sure if the whole head would fit inside his mouth. He leaned closer to the waiting erection and could hear a low, excited grunt from Nicholas as he watched the boy approach his needy member.

Sebastian’s lips quivered when they carefully enveloped the moist penis glans. It felt morbidly warm against his tongue, which instinctively pulled back at the touch. Nicholas chuckled.

“It’s okay. Touch it with your tongue,” Nicholas instructed. “I’ve tasted you so many times, I would like you to taste me.”

The familiar guilt hit Sebastian again, whether Nicholas had intended it or not. He hesitated and then used his tongue to circle the fleshy bulb occupying his mouth. Trying to mimic what Nicholas had done to him in the car.

Nicholas let out a groan and stroked Sebastian’s head in positive reinforcement.

“Oh yeah… That feels so good… Yes, now taste my precum. I want you to,” Nicholas breathed.

Sebastian inhaled deeply through his nose and tentatively pushed the tip of his tongue into Nicholas’ tiny opening. The meat rod flinched, causing Sebastian to fear that he had done something wrong, but it was immediately followed by a blissful moan from the organ’s owner.

“Oh god, yes…” Nicholas sighed. “Fuck, I’m not gonna last a minute if you keep that up…”

The last sentence caused Sebastian to realize something.

The faster he could make Nicholas orgasm, the faster this would be over. 

Sebastian hesitantly reached out a hand towards the shaft, which was still being held by Nicholas. When Sebastian's fingers touched Nicholas’ hand, the older man took the boy’s limb and guided it until Sebastian was holding the erection. It was so thick that his fingers just barely encircled it. Sebastian steeled his mind, which was still feeling mortified by the whole situation, and started to stroke Nicholas’ cock while licking the head.

“Yes… Yes, that’s it… You’re doing so good,” Nicholas praised. 

“Mmph… Mlfm… Mfl-Aahmf…” Sebastian released the tip from his mouth with a revolting wet sound and kept stroking the erection while looking up at his partner. “Are you close yet?”

Nicholas didn’t answer immediately. After a moment he looked down at the younger man’s face. “Can you go deeper?”

Sebastian looked conflicted. He did not want to take more of Nicholas’s cock. But if it could help Nicholas finish faster, he was willing to try.

He eyed Nicholas’ meat rod in his hand and the insane length of it. He swallowed nervously and opened his mouth again.

“Yes, that’s good,” Nicholas told him and watched how the smaller man started feeding the huge erection into his reluctant mouth. “Just watch your teeth. Excellent… Can you take a little more? Mmm, yeah… Keep going. Just a little further. Yes, a little more, you can do it. Yeah, that feels so good…”

Sebastian slowly inserted the giant dick further and further into his mouth. Nicholas kept coaxing him to take more of the pulsing length, and Sebastian had to mentally force himself to comply with his wishes. His jaws were starting to ache from being stretched this wide and for so long. His tongue was trapped underneath the hot intruder, leaving a constant taste of Nicholas’s flesh. Finally, Sebastian felt his throat muscles contract in protest when the tip touched his uvula.

“Ghlah…! Ghlmph, ghluh…” Sebastian stopped and held the cock in a firm grip to stop it from venturing further.

“Is that your limit?” Nicholas asked kindly and thumbed the boy’s bangs out of the way to get a better look at his face. “Damn, you have no idea how hot you look right now. I wanna cum inside this sexy face so much…”

Did that mean that he was close? Maybe he just needed a small push to finally ejaculate. Sebastian let go of the veiny shaft and started massaging Nicholas’s testicles. They were the perfect size and shape of two large breakfast eggs. He wasn’t sure what a proper ball massage looked like, but Nicholas was groaning in pleasure from the treatment, so he must be doing something right.

Sebastian took another deep breath through his nose and started feeding the erection out of his mouth until only the mushroom head was left, and then slowly fed it back in again. Stopping just before it would touch the uvula, and pulling it out before pushing it back in. Back and forth at a controlled pace. Trying to copy what he had seen girls do to guys in pornos.

The combination of the testicle massage and Sebastian repeatedly going down on Nicholas’ length seemed to be the right way to go. Nicholas was moaning with lust, and Sebastian was thankful that the music playing in the store was just loud enough to hopefully cover up the lewd noises they both were making. He was trying to not think about the fact that they were surrounded by strangers right now. People that at any given moment might notice that the strange sounds were not coming from the speakers…

“Hnngh… Yeah, that feels nice. Mmm… Yes, just like that. Careful with those teeth. That’s it, take as much as you can. I felt that gag, that’s okay. Just keep it up. You’re doing so well.” Nicholas chuckled and petted Sebastian’s head affectionately. “It kinda feels like I’m teaching you how to give head. Are you sure you’re not a virgin?”

The question sent Sebastian’s head into a spiral of anxiety, but before he had the time to react, Nicholas added. “I do love this innocence-schtick you’ve got going. It’s really hot. As if sex is something new and intimidating to you. Just like the first time we were filming. I still can’t believe you weren’t a real virgin.”

Sebastian felt a sting in his ass by the mere memory of that filming. He wondered how Nicholas would react if he ever found out that he had actually popped Sebastian’s cherry on that shoot.

He then felt Nicholas place his hands on each side of Sebastian’s face, causing him to look up at him, still with his mouth full of his partner’s cock.

“No wonder that the studio is smitten by you,” Nicholas said and looked deep into the young man’s eyes and wiped away some saliva from the corner of the student’s busy mouth. “As am I.”

Something in Sebastian hit a panic button. Was this a love proclamation…? Was Nicholas in love with him? For real? Was that what was going on here or was he completely misreading the situation?

This had gone on for too long. He just needed to make Nicholas cum so that they could leave and then everything could go back to normal. Why hadn’t he cum yet? Nicholas was clearly enjoying the blowjob, and Sebastian thought he had only been a few strokes away from orgasm. But something was clearly lacking, and he was running out of ideas. Rocky had cum from Sebastian’s oral, so why wouldn’t Nicholas?

Sebastian thought for a second and then realized something. He fortified his mind and inhaled deeply until his lungs almost hurt. Then he started feeding the warm member into his mouth once more as Nicholas moaned in bliss. When he could feel the tip brush by his uvula, instead of pulling back, he swallowed and forced it further in. Causing him to immediately gag from the intrusion, but he still kept pushing it further down his throat.

“Oh, you want to try deepthroating anyway?” Nicholas asked with an uplifting smile, like a parent encouraging their child. “You must be getting hungry… Shall we feed you then? Do you want me to fill you up real good?”

“Ghlph… Mphl…” Sebastian mumbled with tears in his eyes, feeling the size of the dick starting to block his esophagus. 

“So eager for my cock and cum,” Nicholas purred and ran his fingers through Sebastian’s messy hair while his free hand cupped his cheek. “I want to release into this beautiful face and watch you swallow every drop. I want to fuck your head right here right now until your cute little cheeks are round with my cum. Would you like that?”

As Sebastian was struggling to force himself to take more of Nicholas’ intimidating length, he felt how his partner placed a hand on the back of his head.

“Hmphlm…?” Sebastian protested weakly as Nicholas started to gently but decisively push his erection further down Sebastian’s throat.

“Shh, shh, it’s alright, I’m just gonna help,” Nicholas whispered as his cock started cutting off Sebastian’s airways.

“Hmph, hmhfl, mhmhphl-gha-ghlgh…!” Sebastian sounded in distress as the fleshy rod dived deeper into him. Pushing inside his tight tunnel despite his gag reflex trying to stop it from going further. 

Eventually, Sebastian’s nose was buried in Nicholas’ pubic forest. His nostrils flared from his deep, straining breaths. At least Nicholas didn’t smell as musky as Rocky had. In fact, he almost smelled… nice. But despite this, Sebastian was still on the brink of panic with the limited air supply and the constant claustrophobic feeling of having something stuck in his throat, causing the muscles in his throat to repeatedly contract in order to force it out but unable to.

He could barely believe that he had managed to take the whole thing, and a tiny forbidden part of him couldn’t help but feel a little proud.

“Look at you,” Nicholas mumbled in appreciation, still holding Sebastian’s head in place with gentle authority. “Swallowing me whole. You’re really amazing. I could look at this face forever. I think I’m getting addicted to you…”

Sebastian barely registered what Nicholas was saying at this point. He felt exhausted and nauseous from the lack of oxygen and the constant fleshy pressure in his mouth and throat. If Nicholas hadn’t been holding on to his head, he wasn’t sure that he could stay upright.

“You’re so cute…” Nicholas said and wiped away some tears from Sebastian’s cheeks. “It’s okay. I’m not gonna keep you waiting anymore. You’ve been so good. I’m gonna feed you now. You’ve earned it.”

“Mmf… Hmf…” Sebastian weakly replied as he felt the large cock slowly leave his tight space. Once the whole length but the tip was out, he realized what was about to happen. “Mphm, mphlmfl-GHLAHG!”

He gagged horribly as the entirety of the organ was slowly being fed back to him, passing his uvula and hitting the back of his throat. Nicholas let out a long groan of pleasure as his cock filled the willing hole again. Sebastian then felt how the thick intrusion was pulled back once more, and all he could do was to weakly shake his head as it yet again was pushed all the way inside of him.

On the contrary from Rocky’s fast and violent approach, Nicholas’ rhythm was slow and firm. Impaling him over and over again with tender force, provoking Sebastian’s gag-reflex every single time. It felt like the cock stirred Sebastian’s brain with each thrust, mashing his mind into mush. He could barely think straight anymore. The only thing that existed was the giant, slick protrusion that dominated his mouth and throat as it drilled into him. The slobbering from the buildup saliva escaping from his lips with every shove of the larger man’s dick. Some of it had started dripping down his chin onto the floor, but Sebastian no longer cared. 

Only when the rhythm started increasing did Sebastian’s dazed mind wake up slightly, but when he instinctively tried to pull away, Nicholas helpfully held the younger man’s head in a firmer grip to keep him still throughout the fucking.

“Yes… Yes… Oh yes, your mouth feels so good… I fit inside you so perfectly… You were made for this. I love the sounds you’re making. I love hearing how full of me you are. You’re struggling to take so much of me. I’m so proud of you. Look what a big cock you’re taking. See, it’s not so bad once you get used to it. You’re doing great… So great… Can you feel how close I am? Do you feel how it’s twitching against your tongue? It’s all thanks to you. I’m ready to burst any second now… Soon you’re gonna taste me. You’ll love it. You can taste me any time you want. I won’t mind… I love your mouth too much. Mmmm… Hnnn… Yeah, it’s coming… I’m coming now… Almost there, almost there… So close… It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay, I’m gonna fill you up now… Aaagh…. Hnngh… Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuuuuuuck…”

Nicholas groaned so loud that it was impossible that the other customers had not heard him. He grabbed onto Sebastian’s head so desperately that Sebastian felt nails scraping against his scalp as his mouth quickly filled up with the familiar creamy liquid shooting out of his partner’s organ. Sebastian had no choice but to swallow the thick load or drown in it, gulping it down over and over again like a man dying from thirst. The nausea peaked, as memories of Rocky cumming in his mouth filled his mind as fast as Nicholas filled his mouth. Sebastian expected the horrid, bitter taste of semen to overwhelm him once more, but realized that Nicholas’ seed didn’t taste bitter at all. 

He had no idea that semen could have different flavors.

Nicholas released his grip around Sebastian’s head with a content sigh and allowed the boy to pull away, letting the slick, large organ slap against Nicholas’ thigh. Sebastian coughed a little but thanked his body for not vomiting this time.

There were two knocks on the wall connecting their booth to another one, and both Nicholas and Sebastian froze.

“Hey,” a male voice sounded. “You alright there, pal?”

Sebastian felt every bit of color leave his face. Nicholas looked at him and then returned the knock on the wall. “Got my balls caught in the zipper,” Nicholas said with an apologetic laugh. “Sorry for the ruckus.”

There was a pause and Sebastian could almost hear the pained face the other person was making on the other side. “That’s rough, buddy.”

“Be careful out there, fellow traveler,” Nicholas answered with a pat on the wall and then zipped his pants, with no problems.

Sebastian was both impressed and a bit worried over how excellent Nicholas was at lying. Then again, he seemed to take pride in the “actor” part of being a pornactor. Nicholas looked at Sebastian, and for a second Sebastian feared that he wanted to go again. But instead, he hunched down next to him, licked his thumb, and started removing some post oral residue from the college student’s face. He felt the gentle fingers groom his face like a cat mother, as well as pick away something from the corner of Sebastian’s mouth that he realized in horror was a pubic hair.

“Sorry about that,” Nicholas whispered with a genuinely apologetic expression. “I didn’t hurt you, did I?”

He hadn’t hurt him. But Sebastian would be lying if he said that he had enjoyed it. He hated the choking feeling of having another person’s dick in his throat, and how powerless he was in these situations. The vulnerability was almost more gross than the taste. But he had, more or less, agreed to this. And not to mention that he owed Nicholas from every time he had sucked Sebastian’s cock…

“Not at all,” Sebastian answered and even mustered a semi smile. 

“Glad to hear it,” Nicholas said in relief, but then looked serious. “Look, if I get carried away like that again, feel free to pinch me in the nuts or something. It’s fine, I promise. Although, depending on what mood I’m in, that might actually just turn me on more, so it could be for naught.” 

“I’ll… I’ll remember that,” Sebastian answered and glanced at his reflection. “Thanks for the cleanup.”

“I’m the one who should say thank you,” Nicholas said and helped him up from the floor with a big grin. “Having sex in a fitting room has been a fantasy of mine forever, so thanks again for doing this with me.”

Before Sebastian had a chance to react, Nicholas pulled him in closer and kissed him on the head in a show of affection. 

“Just let me know how you want me to repay you,” Nicholas said with the biggest smile. “If you have any fantasies of your own, I’d be happy to make them come true…”

Sebastian had several things in mind, and nothing that he could reasonably ask for, and simply sighed in defeat. “If you’re paying for my clothes, I think we’re even.”

As the situational lovers packed up the goods, Nicholas insisted on Sebastian switching to the black pants, arguing that they could leave Sebastian old tattered jeans in the collection bin by the register. Sebastian had to accept that his jeans were barely holding together, and agreed. He also didn’t want the cashier to notice the light jizz stain on the black pants when scanning them, but if he wore them then he didn’t have to worry about that.

Nicholas guided him to the register where a young, red haired woman welcomed them with a smile. “Hello, how may I help you?”

Sebastian thought her voice sounded like the woman who had knocked on their door earlier, but perhaps he was just imagining it.

“Hi! We would like to purchase these,” Nicholas said and put down the shirt and the dark jeans on the counter. “As well as those.”

Nicholas pointed to the black pants Sebastian was wearing. The cashier raised her eyebrow in surprise when she realized what Nicholas was referring to. “Oh, you’re wearing them.”

“I hope that’s alright,” Nicholas said and gave Sebastian a teasing smile. “We had a bit of an… Accident with the other pair.”

Nicholas then put Sebastian’s old jeans on the counter. Sebastian blushed as the cashier looked between the ragged pants and their previous owner, no doubt having several questions but her professionalism thankfully stopped her from asking any of them.

“Could you take care of them for us?” Nicholas asked politely with a nod to Sebastian’s relinquished jeans. “Unless they are in too bad condition, in which case we’ll just burn them at the stake when we get home.”

“Oh, don’t worry. They are perfectly fine,” the woman answered as she took the jeans and threw them in a large bin behind the desk. “They use old clothes for a number of things, so it doesn’t matter in what condition they are in.”

Hopefully they wash them , Sebastian thought to himself.

She proceeded to scan the dark jeans and the shirt. Sebastian refused to look at the cash register, which was no doubt showing a ridiculous number. The woman then hesitated and looked at the black pants he was wearing. “Um… I need to scan these as well…?”

“Oh, of course. I’ve got you,” Nicholas replied courteously.

In the next second, Sebastian felt Nicholas’ hand on his hips, moving him closer to the counter until he was right in front of it.

“Bend forward for me,” Nicholas instructed and before Sebastian could protest, Nicholas was already putting a hand on his back and gently, but firmly, pushed Sebastian down until he was lying on his stomach over the counter.

Sebastian’s cheeks flushed with red again as Nicholas continued the procedure by pulling up Sebastian’s shirt, revealing his lower back for the woman, and pulling at the hem of the pants slightly to reveal the price tag, as well as his underwear. Sebastian felt as if he was being handled like a doll at a toy store, and he found it very unnerving. He then remembered the cum stain on the back of the pants and his face turned even redder.

“I suppose that works,” the woman said with a polite chuckle.

Sebastian felt something press against the spot right above his asscrack, and something involuntarily stirred inside him. And to his horror, he could feel his cock twitch in excitement. There was a pause and then Sebastian froze as he felt a finger rub a spot down his thighs.

“There seems to be a discoloration here,” the cashier said.

“I see it,” Nicholas said. “I’m sure it goes away in the washing machine, though. Don’t you think?”

“Please save the receipt, just in case. If it doesn’t, you can bring it back here and we’ll refund you.”

“Thank you kindly,” Nicholas said.

When Sebastian heard a blip indicating payment, he quickly got up from his embarrassing position.

“Thank you for shopping with us! Please come again!”

Sebastian avoided looking at the women as he hurried out of the store. Once he was outside he took a deep calming breath. It was over… It was finally over and they had not been caught. His heart was beating as if he had been running.

“I’d say that went terrific,” Nicholas said and unlocked the car, whereupon Sebastian quickly got in. “I’m sure we could have gotten a discount for the pants, but it didn’t feel right. If anything, I should have tipped her.”

“Do we still have time to get to the clinic?” Sebastian asked and looked at the clock on his phone, happy to change the subject.

“Well…” Nicholas said and got inside the car as well. “I realized when I paid for your clothes that it’s Friday today, so the clinic closes at 3 PM instead of 4 PM.”

Sebastian checked his phone again.

Time: 15:43

“...Fuck,” Sebastian sighed in defeat.

“But there is some good news attached to that,” Nicholas continued and picked up his own phone. “I know a guy who works there, and I can probably convince him to do me a favor and let us in. Let me just find his number...”

Sebastian just stared at his company, not sure what to think. Or what to believe. 

“Luis? Hi, it’s me,” Nicholas greeted the person on the phone. “Are you still at the clinic? Look, I was driving a friend there to pick up some suppositories, and I forgot what day it was, and now I feel terrible. We’re 10 minutes away, tops. Would you mind letting us in?”

There was a brief pause and Sebastian could hear the other man say something inconclusive. Nicholas tapped his fingers against the dashboard, thinking for a second.

“I’ll make it worth your while,” Nicholas said. His lips curved and his expression completely changed into a face that Sebastian recognized from when they had filmed together.

There was a moment of silence followed by a much more accommodating voice, making Nicholas’ smile widen. “Great. See you in a bit then.”

Sebastian wasn’t sure what this unsaid deal included, but didn’t have time to theorize before he was interrupted by Nicholas asking him a question.

“You have a very sensitive gag reflex, don’t you?” Nicholas asked as he started the car.

Sebastian didn’t reply immediately. Dr. McGillion had mentioned this as well during his medical exam, and had pointed out that it was a bit of a novelty in the porn industry. Did Nicholas find it suspicious…?

“I… I don’t think I do,” Sebastian replied, while looking out the window.

“I think you definitely have,” Nicholas stated as he started leaving the parking lot. “Believe me, it was very hard to miss from my end. And I’m honestly surprised if you haven’t noticed it yourself.”

Sebastian’s face lit up in the color of a bad liar and he looked down at his seatbelt. 

“Don’t get me wrong,” Nicholas continued and threw him a smile. “That gag reflex makes your blowjobs feel amazing. It actually feels so good that it makes it very hard to stop once your throat muscles start working on my cock. But it also makes me feel even worse knowing that I pushed you into doing this. I can see now why you hate oral.”

Sebastian felt a sense of relief. He appreciated that Nicholas didn’t find this flaw odd, and that he actually sympathized with him. And hopefully, this also meant that he would not ask Sebastian to give head again in the future.

“Though, you’re aware that about 40% of Locum Studios content is oral, right?” Nicholas asked as he stopped the car at a red light.

Sebastian looked at the driver uncertainly. He was aware, he just chose not to think about it, though he didn’t consider it wise to share that part.

“I’m just saying that it might be a good idea to learn how to perform fellatio without vomiting,” Nicholas explained with a sympathetic look. “The studio has some excellent resources that could help you. They offer all kinds of services for their employees to improve their skills or anything that can assist in our performances.” 

Nicholas gave Sebastian a pat on the thigh. “I’ll be happy to help you, if you want,” Nicholas told him kindly. “All you need is to ask.”

“Thanks, I’ll… I’ll remember that,” Sebastian said with an appreciative smile, hoping that it looked genuine. He was not planning on honing his skills in gay porn for the remainder of his time with Locum. Hopefully, he could convince the studio to give him jobs where he was the top instead of the bottom. Then he wouldn’t have to worry too much about his struggle with taking other people’s dicks in his mouth.

As they arrived at the clinic, Nicholas parked the car and got out. “You can stay here,” he instructed Sebastian. “Once I’m inside, I’ll text you how long it will take.”

Sebastian blinked in confusion. “I thought you were just getting the capsules, how long can it take?”

“That depends entirely on what Luis wants in return for them,” Nicholas said and flashed Sebastian a lewd grin. “I’ll let you know when I’m done.”

Sebastian just stared at Nicholas as the blonde closed the car door, struggling to figure out whether he was joking or not.

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Sebastian couldn’t focus. 

The teacher’s words felt like they were converted into a language he didn’t understand and his notebook was completely blank and void. He found himself staring at the clock but unable to tell what time it was.

He could just as well have stayed at home, since he apparently was incapable of learning a single thing at the moment. But home was also the last place he wanted to be…

Tomorrow, it had been two weeks since Dr. McGillion had told him that he couldn’t have anal sex. And according to Nicholas, Sebastian was allowed to try anal again after 14 days. 

He really didn’t want to, though.

He had only had anal sex twice in his entire life. The first time, Nicholas had unknowingly taken Sebastian's virginity and it had hurt and had been humiliating. The second time, Rocky had basically raped him on camera which had also hurt and been humiliating. And he was not looking forward to being hurt and feeling humiliated a third time.

But he had no idea how to tell Nicholas this. Nicholas, who Sebastian had tricked into thinking that he was gay. Nicholas, whom Sebastian had even claimed to be attracted to, in a desperate attempt to seem like a convincing homosexual. Though, had he known that Nicholas had the sex drive of a stallion, he might have reconsidered…

But he desperately needed the money, no matter how much he hated being a porn actor for Locum Studios. And he didn’t dare to say no to Nicholas’ sexual advances in case he’d throw him out of the apartment if he refused. Or perhaps Nicholas would sense that Sebastian wasn’t really gay and notify the studio about it. In either scenario, Sebastian would end up homeless. And he couldn’t afford a place of his own right now, let alone afford college or his debts. 

It was easier to just let Nicholas keep using him as his personal sex toy. Sebastian would hopefully get used to it. Eventually... 

Sebastian had recently woken up from a nightmare where he had performed fellatio in the clothing store again, but this time the woman in the staff had pulled the door open to their fitting room and screamed when she saw Nicholas’s cock buried in Sebastian’s throat, causing other customers to join in to watch their public indecency on display.

Sebastian sighed in defeat and looked down, but then raised an eyebrow. He hadn’t realized that he had been doodling in his notebook. It took him a second before he recognized the inky blotch as a fully erect penis with two rather impressive balls. A curved line under the head made it look like the genital was giving Sebastian a mocking smile.

His face turned hot and pink as he quickly looked around before tearing the page out and making it into a ball. Hopefully, no one had seen it. No one could have seen it, right…?

“Alright class, let’s wrap it up here,” the teacher announced.

Professor William Broad had an appearance that, according to his students, made him look like either an unusually old dad, or a very young grandpa. But as far as Sebastian had heard, he didn’t have kids, so none of the descriptions made sense to him.

“I’m looking forward to reading your papers,” Mr Broad said as his voice was being devoured by dozens of chairs scraping against the floor. “And if you please could focus on the benefits of being a marine biologist, and not just the discouraging parts, I would greatly appreciate that as it will make my job a little more enjoyable. Thank you.”

Sebastian exhaled in relief and hurriedly joined the stream of students leaving the classroom. He then tried to stealthily drop the forbidden paper ball in the bin on his way out, but cursed quietly as he saw the perfectly idiotic shape roll out on the floor again. He didn’t dare to pick it up and looked away, pretending he didn’t notice.

“Young man, I think you dropped something,” Broad called out to his students.

Sebastian’s face turned somehow even redder as he darted out of the classroom at an incredible speed.

The next morning, Seb was slowly awakening from a dream he had. He couldn’t remember what it was about, but it had been nice. He still felt warm and content from it. In fact, he was so warm that he was almost sweating. His crotch felt particularly hot. It took a while before he slowly started to consider that he might have a boner.

But he was still barely awake yet. He didn’t even think twice about the wet, soft touches that brushed over his dick. He started moaning in pleasure, still half asleep and unable to grasp what was going on. But his instincts knew what to do with this feeling and he started to slowly thrust his hips needily, yearning for the warmth and the friction. Strong hands grabbed his thighs and held them down, securing them to the mattress, allowing the assailant to devour his cock in peace.

“You’re so eager,” Nicholas mumbled as he released Sebastian’s organ from its oral prison, and stroked it firmly. The smaller man’s penis was glistening from saliva and painfully erect. “I just wanted to make you feel good when you woke up, but I think we better take care of this right away…”

Sebastian’s brain was immediately kickstarted by the words and he opened his eyes. He stared at Nicholas, who was lying between Sebastian’s legs. Sebastian’s underwear was pulled down, granting the bigger man full access to his genitals. The blonde smiled at the teenager’s shocked face. “Today’s the day,” Nicholas said and licked his lips. “Are you ready to celebrate the end of your celibacy?”

Sebastian’s chest froze to ice as he realized what was happening. Or rather, what was about to happen.

Already…?

Right now???

“W-W-Wait, I’m…” Sebastian stuttered and tried to crawl back up against the headboard. “I… I can’t right now, I’m gonna be late for school–”

“You told me yesterday that your class starts at 11:00, we have plenty of time,” Nicholas chuckled and moved over so that he stood on all four, trapping the teenager between his limbs below him. Nicholas looked down at the boy, his eyes radiated with a very specific hunger that gave Sebastian goosebumps. “...And I think we have waited long enough, don’t you agree?”

Sebastian yelped as Nicholas sat down on his waist, pinning it between his thighs, and pulled off Sebastian’s t-shirt. The panicked teenager looked down at his now completely naked body and Nicholas’ already fully erect cock bouncing with every movement, occasionally smacking into Sebastian’s exposed abdomen. 

Nicholas leaned down until his face was barely an inch from Sebastian’s terrified expression. He could feel the dominant man’s heavy breaths against his chin when Nicholas opened his mouth and kissed him deeply. Keeping their lips locked and their air supply sealed for half a minute before finally releasing his hostage, allowing Sebastian to inhale desperately.

“Are you excited?” Nicholas said and started placing tender kisses on Sebastian’s neck, as if he was nibbling at a delicious dessert that he wanted to last. “You can’t wait, can you? Me neither. I’ve been looking forward to this just as much as you have…”

A sense of looming doom filled Sebastian’s mind. He had thought that he would have more time. That Nicholas would wait until tonight. But apparently, Nicholas was so horny that he could literally not contain himself for that long… Should he tell him to stop? To wait until he got home from school? Or at least after dinner?

Then he remembered the plan. 

He had an idea on how to get out of this.

The plan was that at the very moment Nicholas tried to put his… Manhood in Sebastian’s ass, Sebastian was going to tell him that it still hurt. That his anal fissure was acting up. That way, they would have to abort the anal sex, and it wouldn’t be because of his inconvenient heterosexuality. It would be because of an innocent and totally plausible medical issue. This plan would earn him at least one more week of “celibacy”, and also leave his gay-cover still intact. 

Doing this with Nicholas now wouldn’t change that plan in the slightest. In fact, wouldn’t it be better to just have it over with? So that he could focus in class for once without thinking of his insatiable roommate and his dick?

Sebastian’s thoughts were interrupted by his own whine as Nicholas’ lips had wandered down from his neck and latched on to his left nipple. The blonde gave it one decisive lick before catching the moist nub between his teeth, clasping it just hard enough to keep the pain lightly thrumming in the boy’s skin. Just enough to cause a small surge of adrenaline to enter Sebastian’s bloodstream and his heart to beat faster. As well as making him feel his cock growing even harder… 

“I’m gonna make you feel so good,” Nicholas mumbled between kissing, sucking and licking Sebastian’s nipple tenderly. “Let me take care of you…”

He then suddenly sucked the whole areola into his mouth with such force that Sebastian cried out in surprise. Once Nicholas released it, the nipple was poking out like a nail and the whole area was a deep red, almost purple. Sebastian was pretty sure it would leave a hickey…

Nicholas moved over to the untouched right nipple and continued his work while his hand started fondling Sebastian’s balls. Sebastian squirmed beneath the larger man, feeling the familiar sensation of blood rushing to his genitals. He had learned by now that Nicholas was very into foreplay, but Sebastian just wanted this to be over as soon a possible.

He hesitated before reaching out a hand and lightly grasped Nicholas’ hardon. The action made Nicholas grunt in pleasure between sucking on Sebastian’s nipple and then turned his eyes to Sebastian. “Be careful,” Nicholas breathed with a lustful smile. “I haven’t cum since last night, and we don’t wanna set off the fireworks before the big entrance .”

Sebastian took a deep breath. 

“Can we…” He swallowed slightly, struggling to make himself say the words. “... Do it now?”

Nicholas looked at the boy in confusion. “Do what?”

Sebastian hesitated. He wasn’t used to asking for sex. So far, the sex had always been thrust upon him. Literally. 

He thought for a second before rolling over onto his stomach. He took another deep breath before raising his ass against Nicholas’ erection. Invitingly. Sebastian could feel the hot, meat rod touch his asscrack and tried to ignore the overpowering instinct to pull away. 

“I want you to…” Sebastian swallowed thickly and it took every ounce of willpower to slowly move his ass back and forth, allowing the throbbing cock to rub against his hole. 

Nicholas watched Sebastian with a grin and Sebastian flinched when he felt a hand on his left buttock.

“You want it that bad?” Nicholas asked softly and moved his thumb in circles over Sebastian’s rump.

Sebastian swallowed again. “... Yes.”

Nicholas placed his other hand on Sebastian’s right buttock. The boy then felt how the larger man used his thumbs to spread his cheeks wide open. Nicholas teasingly blew against his exposed anus, making Sebastian shiver.

“Look how anxious it is…” Nicholas purred as he studied the puckered hole. “Practically begging to be used. To finally be entered and given some well needed love and attention.”

Nicholas moved one thumb and brushed it lightly against the sphincter, earning a whimper from Sebastian.

“Tell me what you want,” Nicholas told him, as his thumb playfully pressed against the spot. “ Exactly what you want, and I might give it to you…”

“I… I want you to…”

Sebastian closed his eyes tightly, feeling his face flush deep red. 

Why was this so hard?

He didn’t want it.

He didn’t want to beg for it. 

He didn’t want to say it out loud. 

But he also really wanted this to be over already…  

“Do you want me to put something inside you…?” Nicholas asked helpfully.

Before Sebastian could answer, he gasped in surprise when Nicholas suddenly stuck his tongue into Sebastian’s still presenting hole. The soft digit licked and pistoned the tight entrance, and Sebastian moaned. “...Haaaah… Hnnngh-y-yes!”

“Then tell me what you want me to do to you…” Nicholas instructed as he moved over to kiss and nibble at Sebastian’s buttcheek. “Tell me. I want to hear you say it.”

“I want… I-I-I want you…” Sebastian panted and squirmed as the tongue and teeth assaulted his butt. “You… To… Fuck… M-Me…!”

“And how do you want me to fuck you?” Nicholas asked as he started licking Sebastian’s balls, making them tremble from the warm, wet attack.

“In, aahh… In m-myaah…” Sebastian struggled to form words between his moans which was becoming harder and harder to control under Nicholas’ assault. “P-Please put your… penis in my… in my aah-ass…”

Nicholas stopped licking the now moist flesh and reached for the nightstand drawer, where Sebastian knew he kept a bottle of lube.

“This sounds serious,” Nicholas said with a specific British accent that was a perfect imitation of Dr. McGillion. “I’ve never seen a patient with such an urgent need for care.”

Sebastian then heard him open a bottle cap and there was an unmistakable squelching sound that immediately made Sebastian nauseous. He winced when he felt a wet finger start covering his hole with a cold gel.

“Looks like we need to do an emergency implant riiight here…”

Sebastian held his breath, ready to yell in pain once the ginormous cock breached his tight hole. He felt something smooth press against his ass, but then blinked in surprise. It didn’t feel like a cock. 

“Relax for me,” Nicholas coaxed as Sebastian felt a blunt tip poke repeatedly at his hole, but he couldn’t figure out what it was. “Just relax and push against it.”

Sebastian felt confused, and with no idea what else to do, he did what he was told. He pushed against the object, and could feel a part of it slip in and out as Nicholas carefully thrust it back and forth against his anus. 

Whatever this thing was, it was entering him disgustingly smooth and slowly. Like a big, slimy slug, but firmer. Sebastian winced sometimes at the stretch, but it didn’t hurt. It was definitely not as big as Nicholas’ dick. Was it two fingers, perhaps? Was it too early to claim that it hurt? He didn’t wanna risk overselling it. This was his one chance to convince Nicholas that he wanted to have sex, and he had to make sure his reaction to the penetration was believable.

“Very good… Keep pushing, keep pushing, aaaand…”

Suddenly, Nicholas gave it a hard thrust and the thing slipped in completely, past the sphincter, and lodged itself inside Sebastian’s rectum, like a knot. Sebastian immediately realized what it was. And it wasn’t two fingers.

He felt Nicholas tug at the thing a couple of times, but it refused to leave its new warm home that was Sebastian’s ass. 

“Seems to fit like a glove,” Nicholas stated. “Perfect.”

Sebastian turned around in panic, trying to get a look at the thing. “What is that?” Sebastian asked, but feared that he already knew the answer.

“Just something to make your upcoming graduation from Abstinence college a bit easier,” Nicholas stated and gave Sebastian a friendly clap on the butt. “This anal plug will help you get accustomed to penetration, as well as make the sex feel more enjoyable.”

Sebastian stared at Nicholas and quickly left the bed to check himself in the mirror. He could now see a hot pink latex plug covering his entire hole. Sebastian looked back at Nicholas in shock. “I… I don’t think I want this inside me,” he stated, trying to sound more calm than he felt. “Can you take it out?”

“In just a wee bit,” Nicholas said and left the bed to stroll over to his wardrobe. “We don’t want to aggravate your injury, and you haven’t had sex up there for two weeks, so it’s best to allow your anal cavity to slowly get used to penetration first.” 

Nicholas was soon dressed in black pants and pink shirt that ironically, or intentionally, matched the color of the object in question. “I am so sorry to leave you on a cliffhanger like this, but I’m heading to the studio now,” Nicholas explained as he started fixing his hair in the mirror.

Sebastian stared at Nicholas in disbelief. “Wait, I thought you were gonna… Didn’t you just say that you couldn’t wait to… Do me? Or were you never intending to actually go through with that?”

Nicholas looked up from the mirror and turned to Sebastian with an expression of genuine sympathy. “Sebastian. I have every intention of fucking your ass today. You have my word.”

The blonde hurried over to the nightstand and picked up his phone, checked the time and then pocketed it. “But post production is not happy with the soundscaping in my last filming, so I’m going there to record something they can use. It’s usually just moans or dirty talk, so it shouldn’t take long.”

Nicholas headed towards the door, but stopped right behind Sebastian, turned his head, and watched the anal plug with a smile. “I figured we could use the time for something useful. Something we both can enjoy later… Like getting you prepped for your big day.”

The porn actor reached out a finger and pushed the plug a little, causing a grunt of discomfort to escape Sebastian. “I’m glad it fits so well. Just leave it in for now and I’ll be back within an hour.” Nicholas gave Sebastian a peck on the forehead. “I’ll soon be back… I promise.”

Sebastian felt a shiver run down his spine as he watched Nicholas leave. It wasn’t until he heard his car drive off that he snapped out of his temporary daze and sighed in frustration.

“Stupid…!” He self declared in frustration as he smacked himself over his head.

He wished that he had protested earlier. If he had said something earlier about it hurting or that it was too big, this would already be over. Now, he had to wait an hour for Nicholas to get home. Should he even bother getting dressed…? Nicholas would just pull Sebastian’s pants off as soon as he got back.

Sebastian’s phone suddenly started beeping. An alarm. Sebastian’s confused look soon turned to panic as he rushed over to the chair where his phone was. 

The display told him that the time was 8:45, and that it was 15 minutes until his class started.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck…!” Sebastian cursed and started putting on his underwear and grabbed his pants from the same chair.

He thought his class was in two hours.

He had even told Nicholas last night that his class started at 11:00.

And it did. Next week. Sebastian had just forgotten what day it was.

He winced slightly at the strange stretch in his ass. He should take it out now, but he didn’t have time. He could still make it to class if he left within the next two minutes and ran for the hell of it. He could simply pull it out after class. It didn’t feel that big, and it didn’t exactly hurt.

No problem.

This was a bad idea.

Sebastian tried to listen to the teacher, who had been going for 20 minutes about plankton and photosynthesis, but for the last 18 of them, Sebastian had been fighting the battle of his life.

The battle was that when he sat down, the butt plug poked directly at his prostate. 

The first time he had sat down, he had shot up with a yell as if someone had spilled tacks on the seat, and several students as well as the teacher had turned to look at him. After that, he had sat down again. Carefully. He had figured that it was just the initial shock that was the problem.

But after just five minutes, Sebastian had been feeling warm and his pants started feeling tighter around the crotch… The constant pressure on his prostate was impossible to ignore, but he was determined to try. It had to go away eventually. He probably just needed a few more minutes to get used to it.

When he noticed a small, wet spot on his jeans, he was starting to panic. He couldn’t understand how this thing inside of his ass could make his body so horny…? It didn’t make any sense. 

He had tried to sit up a few times, to relieve some of the pressure, but started sensing a rising irritation from the students behind him, so he decided to stop. 

He had even attempted to not let his ass touch the seat, and just use the strength in his legs to keep himself in a seated position, like he had seen soldiers in the army do in a documentary. But Sebastian had soon collapsed on his seat, letting out an involuntary loud gasp at the sudden flash of pleasure when the plug collided with the sensitive spot. Luckily, the teacher had just told the students about how phytoplankton was behind nearly 80% of the Earth’s oxygen, which made Sebastian seem just shocked by the fact, and possibly a bit overdramatic.

Sebastian watched the wet stain on his crotch grow to the size of a fingernail. This was bad.

“Um, excuse me!” Sebastian interrupted with a raised hand. “Can I use the bathroom real quick?”

The teacher, Professor Broad, stopped in the middle of a sentence and adjusted his glasses, as if to properly take in the face of the young delinquent who had interrupted him. “...Very well,” he said and made a gesture towards the door, but then shot Sebastian a smile. “But you better hurry. If you loved my trivia about phytoplankton, you don’t want to miss what comes next.”

Sebastian laughed politely as he almost sprinted out of the room.

Luckily, the bathroom stalls were not far. Even more lucky, there didn’t appear to be anyone in there. Most people were in class, of course.

He picked the stall the furthest away from the door as a precaution. There was no mirror in the stall, but hopefully, he wouldn’t need one. Sebastian unzipped his jeans and pulled them down to his feet. Then his underwear. Part of him wondered if Locum Studios had ever made a porno about gay sex in a college bathroom stall. Probably...

Sebastian reached for the plug with his fingers and felt the smooth silicone toy jut out from his ass. He gripped it and tugged tryingly a few times. 

The damn thing barely even moved.

“Fuck, come on…” Sebastian muttered and switched grip for a better one, preparing for battle. “You… Are… Coming… Out!”

As Sebastian’s grip hardened, ready to pull, he felt how one of his fingers accidentally pressed a button hidden under the smooth surface.

Sebastian cried out and his hand flinched away from the plug as it suddenly started to vibrate.

It was a vibrator too?!

“Nnghaa.. Aaah, haaah…” Sebastian groaned as the violent buzzing assaulted him with a steady stream of stimuli.

Then he heard the door open and the voices of at least three people enter.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck… 

Sebastian stuffed his mouth full of his shirt to muffle himself while his other hand desperately reached down to pull out the toy. He could hear someone entering the stall next to his, right when Sebastian couldn’t stop a mewl from leaving his mouth when the plug sent an especially pleasurable wave into his prostate. 

Hopefully, they just thought that he was taking a dump.

After what felt like way too long, Sebastian’s finger touched a button again, and the vibrator suddenly stopped. Dead quiet.

Sebastian exhaled in relief and sat down on the toilet seat to catch his breath. That had been horrifying. He checked the time on his phone and realized that he had been gone for over ten minutes. 

“Damnit…!” Sebastian muttered and quickly pulled up his underwear and jeans. He had to get back. There was still 30 minutes left of the class, and the teacher had asked him to be quick.

Sebastian left the stall, hurriedly washed his hands and then ran back to class.

He didn’t dare to touch the vibrator again… But at least it wasn’t moving any more. He’d rather make it through class with a butt plug poking his prostate than a vibrator abusing him every second. He’d have to remove it after class instead.

When Sebastian creaked the door open to the classroom, the teacher noticed him immediately.

“Welcome back, Mr. Bowers,” Broad said with a chilly smile. “I take it that your trip to the bathroom was a pleasant one, considering how much time you spent there?”

Not exactly… Sebastian thought as his face turned as pink as the devilled thing in his butt and he quickly resumed his seat. 

It was still impossible to ignore the plug stretching his ass, but it would only last for 30 more minutes. He could wash off the growing stain on his pants in the bathroom after removing the plug. No big deal.

“As I was saying,” the teacher said and cleared his throat. “Because they need light, phytoplankton live near the surface, where enough sunlight can penetrate–”

BZZZZZ

Sebastian yelped as he felt the vibrator start up again with renewed vigor. The teacher turned to him with a raised eyebrow. “Did you have something to add, Mr. Bowers?”

“N… N-No…” Sebastian answered with gritted teeth and pretended to take a nose dive into his notes as he started scribbling nonsense. “P… Please… Continue… Please… ”

Professor Broad nodded and continued, but Sebastian could barely hear what he was saying anymore. The constant buzzing from the vibrator was rocking his ass as well as his ears. Sebastian glanced at his classmates, begging that none of them could hear the toy in his ass. Luckily, they all seemed focused on the lecture. Nobody was looking around and searching for the source of a strange vibrating sound…

Sebastian felt his breathing picking up. He wasn’t sure if it was arousal or an oncoming panic attack. Maybe both. He could feel his cock start to respond to the insistent stimuli, despite Sebastian begging it not to. Eager to finish what Nicholas had started this morning.

This was really bad.

“Ex– Excuse m-me…” Sebastian stuttered as he raised his hand again. “C-Could I use the bathroom…?”

There was a chuckle from another student, but Sebastian didn’t care. He’d rather be seen as the guy with a small bladder than the guy who cum in the middle of class.

The teacher raised a disapproving eyebrow. “Mr. Bowers, you have been back for barely five minutes,” Broad said in a strict tone. “Unless you have a medical condition that requires constant bathroom breaks, I must ask you to hold it. Class is over in 20 minutes, I’m sure it can wait until then.”

Sebastian choked a moan by exhaling sharply.

A different buzz in his pocket told him that he had just gotten a text. Sebastian jumped at the distraction and checked. 

It was from Nicholas.

Hello! Just got home and found out that my roommate has left me. 💔 Really sad about it… I don’t wanna be alone tonight. Can you come over? I need someone to comfort me. 😘

Sebastian had been so stressed that he forgot to tell Nicholas that he left for school. 

This day just kept on giving.

sorry frgot id class 

Sebastian sent the reply with a low groan that he hoped nobody heard. This was without a doubt the most torturous pleasure he had ever felt, and he wanted nothing more than for it to stop.

The phone buzzed again and Sebastian instinctively checked it.

Aw man, that sucks. Sorry to hear, I hope you didn’t have to stress too much. ❤️

Sebastian left the text on read. He couldn’t focus on typing. All his energy went to trying not to make lewd noises in front of everybody or move suspiciously.

The phone buzzed again and Sebastian glanced at the message.

Looking forward to when you get home. 😘

Another message followed.

Or do you want me to come to you? 😉😏

A new text.

We could hide inside a bathroom stall.

Sebastian felt his breathing hitch for a second.

I take off my pants.

Sebastian’s breathing continued to pick up the pace and he tried to take deep breaths.

Then yours.

The deep breath turned into a shaky inhale.

My cock is so hard from thinking about you all day.

His crotch was so tight now that it was getting uncomfortable.

I sit down. And then I guide you down to sit on my lap.

Sebastian barely even noticed how his hips started twitching in his seat.

Slowly slipping my swollen rod inside your awaiting hole.

His hips started moving in a slow rhythm. 

I push you down until all of me is inside your trembling little body. You’ve been yearning for this for so long.

Sebastian’s breaths became heavier and he almost sobbed as he pressed his ass down, pushing the plug further inside.

You bounce up and down on my cock while I touch and suck your nipples. I’m stretching you so good you can’t think of anything else.

The constant stretch in his ass together with the vibrations were hijacking his senses. The pleasure was becoming louder than anything else.

You feel my grip tighten as I’m fucking you faster and faster. It feels so good to have something filling you up again. You’re so full of my cock. I tell you how tight you are around me. How good you feel.

Sebastian could hear himself moan and whimper as his hips picked up the pace and rocked on the seat. His dick continued to swell from the constant thrusting and the sense of Nicholas’ cock pumping him full.

I cum so deep inside you that you can feel my load hitting your inner walls, covering them with my seed. And I continue to fuck into you, overwhelming your senses and you are so close to cumming. 

Sebastian whimpered but couldn’t figure out why as his hand instinctively searched for his crotch and started rubbing it in subconscious bliss.

It feels so good… I’m making you feel so good. You need this. You are so close now, so close to feel so good…

Sebastian was rubbing his hardon through the fabric with purpose now, desperately searching for something. Chasing a feeling that was just out of reach, not realizing that his breathing was getting faster and louder… 

“Aah… haah… nngh… nnah…”

And finally, you cum so loud from my hard cock that I have to cover your mouth so that they won’t hear us.

“A-Ahh… A-A-AHH…!” Sebastian cried out as he felt his dick suddenly twitch and jerk and he covered his entire face in the sleeve of his jacket as he moaned through his climax.

The entire classroom turned deathly silent.

Sebastian felt his previously steaming hot body turn stone cold and he glanced at his classmates and the teacher.

They were all looking at him.

Professor Broad studied Sebastian as he corrected his glasses and then nonchalantly cleared his throat again. “Gesundheit, Mr. Bowers,” the teacher said. “Now, as I was saying. Phytoplankton are critical to other ocean biogeochemical cycles and take up, transform, and recycle elements needed by other organisms…”

Sebastian was shaking, and not only because of the constant buzzing in his rectum.

He had just had an orgasm.

In the middle of class …!

His phone buzzed again and there was another text.

Can’t wait. 🍆🍑

Sebastian sighed and turned off the phone’s vibrations.

But that was the only thing he could turn off for the next 15 minutes.

Sebastian burst into the bathroom once again and fled inside a stall. He had left the classroom the moment he recognized his teacher’s signature inhale that preceded his standard “...But more about that next time”, which was how he usually ended his lectures.

The teenager pulled down his pants and cringed at the mess on the inside. His underwear was so full of cum that a small pool had formed at the bottom where his balls normally would rest. He quickly checked the front of his jeans.

Of course it had bled through the entire fabric… The dark stain on his crotch was about the size of a ping pong ball. Maybe he could wash it off with some hot water and soap…?

But the mess in his underwear was a fight he knew he couldn’t win. He’d have to completely drench them in water, and then dry them somehow, if he didn’t wanna walk around the rest of the day in squishy undies.

The vibrator in his ass changed pattern again. Sebastian had to lean against the wall as his back suddenly arched in response to the strong, merciless pulses that were thrashing him from the inside out . He moaned helplessly, his hips humping the air for reasons he couldn’t understand.

With trembling hands, he pulled down his underwear and pants and stepped out of them, leaving his clothes on the floor. He then reached down a hand towards his ass until he felt the smooth, silicone surface against his fingers. He took a deep breath between his moans and began to pull as hard as he could.

How the hell had this thing been pushed in so easily?

Sebastian pulled, and pulled but hesitated every time the stretch in his anus got uncomfortable. He panted in effort and with a growing panic. He still had more classes after lunch. What if he would have to wear it for the rest of the day? 

He had orgasmed in class.

He had cum in the middle of class !

The reminder of the event sent a chill down his spine that gave him goosebumps. Had anyone in the classroom noticed? Professor Broad seemed to have thought he was just sneezing, but what about the students in the back. Had anyone clocked his moans and movements for what they truly were…?

Sebastian decided to not think about that. Not right now. He had a more pressing problem to deal with.

The buzzing in his rectum continued with yet another pattern. It seemed to change every five minutes. Sebastian mewled as the new pattern stimulated his prostate wonderfully and terrifyingly. He could feel his rock hard cock twitch threateningly again… 

Sebastian glanced down at his discarded underwear. He then reached down and scooped up some of his jizz with two fingers. The teenager took another deep breath and started smearing the fresh semen under the plug, around his tight hole. 

Nicholas had used lube to put it in. Perhaps he needed something… Similar in order to pull it out?

The bare thought of what he was doing was nauseating, as he kept applying the cold, slimy semen over his hole. He then grabbed the buzzing toy once more, and pulled with all his might.

“Please come out… Please, please, please…” Sebastian begged with a strained voice as the plug was slowly spreading his asshole wider, and wider. The stretch was getting more and more uncomfortable by the second, but he kept going, fearing what he would have to do if he couldn’t take it out by himself.

He almost wished Nicholas was here to help him.

Then, without warning, there was a revolting, wet squelching sound and a ‘pop’. Sebastian felt his sphincter flex and quiver before gratefully close, slowly, as it shrank back to its normal size. And in his hand was a smooth pink, still vibrating butt plug. He could now see that it wasn’t as large as Nicholas’ penis, though it had still felt huge inside of him.

Sebastian turned it around in his hand and finally found a barely visible button with the text ON/OFF. Right next to another button that said “SNOOZE”. He sighed in annoyance and pressed the off button. Two seconds later, the toy was finally silenced. 

A sense of relief came over him and he sat his naked, slightly damp ass down on the toilet with a long exhale. 

This had been a nightmare.

He wasn’t even angry at Nicholas. After all, he had only tried to help. Helping Sebastian to feel ‘good’ for when they would have anal sex. Sebastian felt a small, uncomfortable tug in his chest at the reminder. When he got home, Nicholas would be waiting for him. Expecting them to… 

Sebastian looked down at the bright pink anal plug in his hand. He wondered how much easier it would be for Nicholas to put his cock inside of him now. Hopefully not too easy, he needed to know when to fake the pain. His plan had to work. It had to.

He looked down at the floor where his pants and underwear were dropped. Maybe he could just throw his underwear in the garbage? He could go without undies for a few hours, right? 

Sebastian put his pants back on and finally exited the stall. He held the plug in one hand and his gross tighty whities in his other as he scanned the bathroom. He realized that the only garbage bin in the room was a lidless bin where you threw paper towels. Sebastian hurried over to it and tried to bury his undies under some paper towels, to conceal it as much as he could.

He then looked at the plug and considered throwing it in too, but decided against it. The garbage bag was see-through, and while his underwear might go by unnoticed, an intensely pink phallus shaped item probably would not. And he did not want to give any students any ideas of what might actually have happened during class earlier… Also, the thing looked expensive. What if Nicholas wanted it back? Sebastian’s budget did not have much wiggle room for buying luxurious sex toys at the moment, so he would have to pay it back in other ways. And he could only imagine what ways Nicholas would suggest… 

Sebastian quickly walked up to the closest wash basin. He refused to put this thing in his backpack unless he cleaned it first. He pumped so much soap into his hand that it was spilling over into the sink and then started covering the toy in it. He proceeded by turning on the water until it was scalding hot and began to scrub the pink silicone under the stream, imagining that all the filth was being burned away. 

Then the door suddenly opened.

“Ah, Mr. Bowers,” Professor Broad said and nodded to his student. “I see that you made it here without any accidents. Very good.”

Sebastian’s face turned white as pearls, as the steaming hot water dampened his terrified face. The teacher chuckled. “Yes, yes. Even us teachers occasionally use the bathrooms. Just like you mortals do. And celebrities.”

“Uh… A-ahaha…” Sebastian laughed nervously at the joke and rapidly moved so that he had his back to the other man, hiding the plug from sight. It had to be clean enough now. “I’m just…” Sebastian said, without really knowing what to talk about, as he pulled out several paper towels. “... Heading to the cafeteria. Very good lecture, by the way. Really good.”

“I don’t know about that,” the teacher chuckled again. “You seemed rather eager to leave during the other half.”

Why isn’t the old man using the bathroom??

“No, no, I… It was just a, uh…” Sebastian said as he tried wrapping the plug in several layers of paper. “...Bad combo of a too small bladder and too much coffee.”

The teacher shook his head. “All these coffee and energy drinks… It can’t be good for such young people in the long run. Now, a good night’s sleep and maybe a glass of milk before bed, that is a combo for you to try–”

There was a ‘thud’ as the slippery plug suddenly escaped Sebastian’s frantic hands and landed on the tiled floor. Sebastian felt his heart drop for a second before swiftly scooping it up in some of the paper towels and removing it out of sight.

“I-I gotta go!” Sebastian exclaimed and took off his backpack before shoving the incriminating evidence inside. 

He put the backpack on again and ran almost straight into the older man, who just eyed him with a face that was hard to read. Sebastian then noticed, with horror, how the professor’s eyes moved from Sebastian’s face, down to his crotch… 

“It was nice talking to you, professor!” Sebastian yelled before dashing outside, slamming the door behind him.

He ran and didn’t stop until he found a secluded study cube near the library. He panted and gasped for air before bracing himself and looked down at his groin. 

The stain was still there.

“Fuck…!” Sebastian muttered and sat down on a bench inside the cube. 

Perhaps he hadn’t seen it? Older people had poor eyesight after all, and he was already wearing glasses. And perhaps he hadn’t seen the screaming hot pink butt plug on the floor either… And even if he had, an old and respectable guy like that probably didn’t know what it was. For all he knows, Sebastian could have dropped some kind of music player or a game console. There was nothing to worry about, he was making a big deal out of nothing. There was not a chance that his teacher would put these pieces together with him having an orgasm during his lecture. No way. No fucking way…

Sebastian felt his breathing go down to normal and allowed himself to just sit there for a while. Trying to think about something else.

He still had one more class after lunch, and it was a different teacher, so he had nothing to worry about.

Well, except for one thing. 

But at least he didn’t have to think about that until he got home… 

Slam

Sebastian violently jerked awake by the sound of a door closing, prompting him to immediately look around. The lingering echo felt rather ominous as the young man soon realized that he was now completely alone in the school’s library.

“Shit…” Sebastian mumbled as he rubbed his eyes and checked his phone. The display gently informed him that the time was 19:05 and that he had only drifted off for about 10 minutes. It also informed him that he had one unread text message and that he could expect a humid evening.

Sebastian turned around and looked out the large, window walls behind him. It was getting dark outside. Soon he would be all alone in the school, if he wasn’t already.

The tired student made an elongated sigh as he leaned back in his chair, just enough to make it balance dangerously on its hindlegs. He should go home. The chance of him falling asleep was getting higher and higher by the minute, and he had been stuck on the same page for at least 40 minutes because he kept forgetting where he was. 

But he didn’t want to go home. 

Going home meant meeting Nicholas, and meeting Nicholas meant to either relinquish his poor ass to the man’s sexual desires or to come up with a new excuse. And Sebastian was running out of excuses. The current plan was to pretend that his fissure hadn't healed yet, which felt like a solid way to buy himself more time. But right now…

He tiredly covered his face with his hands. After today's humiliating scuffle with dislodging phallus-shaped sex toys from tight and embarrassing spaces, he didn't want ANYTHING up his ass for the rest of this day. Not even for the purpose of prolonging his inevitable fate.

“I’ll…” he mumbled to himself. “... I’ll just tell him I need to study late, so he doesn’t wait up. Maybe I can sneak home after midnight when he’s asleep–”

Bzz! Bzz!

The loud vibrations sparked a reaction in Sebastian that could best be compared to a war veteran hearing someone popping a champagne bottle. The student flinched so violently that he almost fell out of the chair and he briefly feared that the buttplug had regained sentience and was out to get him. But then he saw his phone buzzing on the table. Someone was calling him.

He gave the device an apprehensive stare. He didn’t want to talk with Nicholas right now, but seeing the caller ID made him emit a sigh of relief. He clicked the green button and was greeted by a thunder of words hitting his ear like a sparkly brass knuckle.

“THE WEEKLY TOP PICKS , ARE YOU SHITTING ME RIGHT NOW???”

“… Hi Jacob,” Sebastian greeted, while adjusting the volume on his phone.

“Ooooh no, no, no, it’s Mr. Drake for you until this affront has been rectified, villain ! Because only good little boys get Jacob-privileges in this house.” His friend scolded him like a mother catching her child hiding a lizard under their bed. “It’s your responsibility as a comrade to keep me in the loop when hashtag BIG NEWS are about to hit the grapevine, or do you like imagining me choking on my caramel moccacino when I’m checking my DM’s? Because I can assure you, it did NOT look as sexy as it sounds and now my solarpunk shirt looks like a vintage 70s tie dye, so what do you have to save for yourself, you bipedal scandal?”

“… I’ve been reading about plankton for five hours,” Sebastian said tiredly as he ran a hand through his hair. “You gotta give my brain more to work with here. What are we talking about?”

He was thankful to hear Jacob take a deep calming breath over the speaker. Then his voice came back in full volume again.

“ Why didn’t you tell me that your video is on Locum Studio’s weekly top picks ?”

“... What video?”

“The one where you’re eye-fucking a plankton, WHAT VIDEO DO YOU THINK, SEB?! The one with you and Rocky, of course!”

“… oh. That one,” Sebastian said with a stiff voice. His mind had deliberately tried to suppress all memories relating to his first film with Rocky Load, but this didn’t seem like the time to explain why it hadn’t been at the top of his head.

“Correct! Your grabable little tushie has planted itself smack in the middle on the studio’s most coveted list and you didn’t even have the decency to tell yours truly about it.”

“Well,” Sebastian pointed out defensively. “It's not like anyone told me about it either.”

“It’s on the front page! Didn't you get a notification?”

“Jacob, I don’t even have an account.”

“OF COURSE YOU DO! Seriously, my dear uncut care bear, do you think that an employee of Locum Studios has to PAY for their quality porn? Every actor gets a premium subscription, free of charge, are you seriously telling me that you haven’t even used it yet?!”

“I’ve…” Sebastian awkwardly drummed his fingers on the textbook. “... been busy.”

“Sebastian,” Jacob said with a voice filled with determination. “I need you to log in. Right now.”

“ But… I’m in school… ” Sebastian hesitated.

“I can show you the world and I don't even need a magic carpet for it, please let me be your snake in Eden, you need to taste the forbidden fruit!”

“I… I don’t have a computer right now.”

There was a moment of complete silence.

“… Sebastian.”

“Yeah?”

“What. Are you,” Jacob asked gravely and tapped his phone with something that could be a fingernail. “Holding in your hand right now?”

“… I don’t wanna use my phone for porn.”

“Oh my god, you are already using your ASS for PORN, SOLDIER!” Jacob barked at Sebastian like a bisexual drill sergeant. “This website is virtually your WORKSPACE, I’m just giving you the orientation so you know your way around and all the bits and bobs! Or dicks and dongs in this case, but my statement still stands. I’m begging you, on my knees, PLEASE let me be your guide to Locum’s website. It would be a balm on my aching pride to know I could contribute in some way to your rapidly growing career in the industry.”

Sebastian bit his lip with conflicted eyes. He wasn’t exactly thrilled to learn more about Locum Studios, but it could be seen as suspicious if he kept refusing Jacob’s offer. After all, why would a porn actor be so disinterested in the website he worked for, unless he secretly didn’t wanna be there? Also, talking with Jacob was anything but sleep inducing, so maybe this could help him stay awake longer.

“… Fine,” Sebastian relented. “Let’s do it.”

It was easy enough to activate his account with Jacob’s help, and before Sebastian knew what had happened, he was looking at the front page of locumstudios.com.

Sebastian had visited porn sites before, but this one looked especially… Fancy? It was very organized, and everything went in the color pink and dark purple with some accents of orange or red, like a sunset. It could have been a website for a publishing company if it weren't for all the naked men posing provocatively in the background.

“Are you looking at the home page now?” Jacob inquired eagerly. “Great! So, as you can see, there is a community tab for when you want to interact with other people and a bunch of stuff that most sites have. You can also click the heart with tiny legs if you need to leave the site ASAP, and it will take you to a random wikipedia page. BUT, let’s check out the stuff you don’t find on other sites, like the top performer list! See the long window on your left with the photos?”

Sebastian did, and he immediately saw two faces he recognized on the list. In third place was Nicholas, without glasses for once. The blonde was looking at Sebastian with a warm smile and a twinkle of mischief in his eyes that looked like they were up to something naughty. Just above him was Rocky, staring at Sebastian with a fanged grin that looked more like he was about to take a bite out of Sebastian’s shoulder. 

“This list,” Jacob continued excitedly. “Ranks all the actors by their current popularity. It updates daily and the numbers are based on data gathered from website traffic, like how many views your videos get or how many likes people leave and such. It’s just cold, cold statistics that you shouldn’t take personally except everybody does and you start praying to the god of algorithm to please glow in your favor so you can reach that sweet and elusive top ten high score one day.”

“You are number five?”

“Yes I am, and I have earned that place through blood, sweat, tears and SO much cum I’m not even exaggerating. Buckets . But enough about your hot and famous friend, let’s take a look at the other list, on your right, the one with five videos.”

Sebastian obeyed. He noticed that one of the thumbnails displayed a cowboy using his finger to suggestively push down the tongue of a young naked man wearing cow horns and a plastic ear tag . The other videos followed similar themes.

“So, The weekly top picks are a whole different story. For starters, it is not run by our cruel computer overlords, it’s managed by a group of people in the upper crust of the studio. These mysterious entities carefully cultivate a list of videos that they feel will attract the most attention and hook new subscribers. To make them go; ‘Welp, I got a 10 days free trial, I might as well use them, oh why is this video featured, must be something good aaaand now I came in my pants’, you know? In other words, this list is the SHOWCASE, sister! You are practically a poster boy for Locum Studios now!”

“That’s… awesome.” Sebastian said, and tried to hide the lack of enthusiasm in his voice.

“Right?! It took me 10 months before any of my stuff got picked for the front page, you can literally make a baby faster than make it to that list. Oh, and look at all the comments you got, are you reading these?”

Assuming Jacob wouldn’t take no for an answer, Sebastian reluctantly clicked on his and Rocky’s video. It started playing immediately, and Sebastian quickly started to realize how Locum Studios could be making so much money. The multiple camera shots and the crisp sound made it look like he was watching an actual mainstream movie. It felt too expensive to be a simple porno. He wasn’t sure if he had ever seen this kind of production value for something that people were just supposed to jerk off to.

“Wow, Rocky is on top of you like a horse on a salt lick,” Jacob pointed out as the video continued playing. “It's criminal that someone can be that hot and evil in equal measures. No bueno. I mean, I like a bad boy as much as the next queer, but I try to draw the line at full-on psychopaths.”

Sebastian barely listened. He was quietly watching how his past self was being bent over the kitchen counter by the muscular man. How Rocky spread his butt cheeks as he inspected how tight Sebastian was. The sound of past Sebastian crying out in pain and fear when a thumb was mercilessly hooked inside his quivering butthole. Pulling it apart to get it ready for something bigger. 

He had never seen the expression Rocky made when Sebastian begged him to stop…

Sebastian could feel his heart pumping faster as the traumatic memories started to flood back inside his head. Memories he had tried to forget, and had no intention of reliving. He scrolled down to the comment section in an attempt to escape the approaching panic attack, but the video turned into a small window that followed him like a sick stray. 

“Hey, you okay there Sebediah? I feel like I’m all alone here in the comment section.”

“I’m… I’m fine.” He swallowed uncomfortably. “How um… how do you make the video go away?”

“Oh baby that’s a feature for us multitasking sickos. You can keep watching while you're reading thirsty comments, pretty neat, huh? I think you can disable it in settings if that doesn’t tickle your skittles, but BOY you got some reeeally horny fans here, can you see this one by jazon05?”

Sebastian couldn’t, because he had just discovered that while he couldn’t get rid of the haunting window where Rocky was fingerfucking him, he could replace it with another video from the list. Now, the tiny window was showing him a packed train, where a handsome man was discreetly feeling up the thigh of a young redhead. The ginger looked a bit uncomfortable, and pitifully tried to move away from the invasive hands, but the man gently guided him against a corner. Facing the window as the fondling continued.

Sebastian felt a small twitch in his pants, but ignored it as he went back to check the comments of his and Rocky’s video.

There were so many.

It was extremely surreal to see all these people sharing their opinions about him and what was happening to him in the film. Most of them were short and straight to the point, others were longer and more detailed in a very “too much information” sort of way.

MacDongAlls: Came twice. Wish my twink at home could sound like that.💔

Steven_seacum: I don’t have a vomit kink but I guess I do now??? 10/10. Would love to feed that mouth.

jazon05: This is doing things to me. I’ve never seen anything like it, is there more stuff out there with this specific bottom?

Beg_For_It: Always a good show when Rocky gets a new toy to break in. That ass is RUINED. 

PuppyB0i4sale: Please someone do this to me… 👀

Sebastian’s cheeks gradually became so hot that he worried for a second that the temperature change could be felt from Jacob’s end of the call. He felt deeply disturbed by how these strangers objectified him and clearly got off from watching him getting brutally fucked by Rocky. But thankfully, having the train-video in his periphery created an illusion where the comments were not talking about Sebastian, but about that young redhead and his misadventures in public transport.

“I DO wish people could be a bit more creative than leaving eggplants and hot-face emojis, though,” Jacob loudly complained. “I once had a guy that left me this Ah- mazingly long and sweet comment on my fellatio two years ago.”

There was a nervous whimper from the redhead as something unzipped behind him. Followed by a low shushing voice as a hand started pulling down the trapped boy’s pants. Sebastian could feel something stir in his own as the camera zoomed in on the young man’s face, his eyes darting from side to side in helplessness until they went wide as a gasp escaped his throat. The young man’s body jerked from the presumed intrusion, and Sebastian could feel a tiny jolt in his abdomen.

“He told me he had never orgasmed from a blowjob before,” Jacob reminisced fondly. “But watching me gulping down on my dom’s sin-stick made him cum in his pants at work , and that he’s never washing them again to commemorate this life-changing event. Extremely flattering, gave me the biggest boost of confidence I’ve ever received.”

The redhead’s face seemed to melt from discomfort into an unspecified need as a hand moved rhythmically between his legs. At the same time, Sebastian read a comment of how deliciously tight that pussy must be, and how good it must feel to finally have a good dick in it. Sebastian became acutely aware that he didn’t have any underwear, and could feel his cock starting to press against the seams of his pants.

“Buuut the admin removed his comment because he left his phone number,” Jacob sighed sadly. “Heart. Broken . I will never forget you, fusionjizz69…”

Sebastian wasn’t aware that his hand had traveled towards his crotch. Carefully rubbing the prominent bulge through the fabric as his mind fabricated a narrative with the video and comments that could make him reach a climax.

Knock knock.

The sound came from the window behind him which caused Sebastian to jump up from the chair and close everything on the phone in pure panic. He swiftly turned around to see what made the sound, and dropped his jaw on the floor when he saw who it was.

“Nicholas…?!” Sebastian exclaimed, his voice carrying through the empty library.

The blonde was happily waving at him outside the window with a smile while holding up a lunchbox. 

Sebastian was staring at the enterprising gay man as if he was a creepypasta from 2009. Completely unmoving, as his brain was trying to make sense of the situation. 

Nicholas wasn’t supposed to be at school. Nicholas was supposed to be home while Sebastian was avoiding him at school. Why was he at school??

Nicholas tilted his head like a curious dog when Sebastian didn’t move, and eventually pointed towards the door and then at Sebastian, conveying the message: Would you let me in?

Sebastian considered bolting on the spot. But after a couple of seconds he got up with a sigh and walked over to the library’s entrance. Nicholas's eyes followed him from the outside and beamed when Sebastian used his student card to open the door.

“What are you doing here?!” Sebastian asked and ushered the intruder inside.

“The entrance was locked,” Nicholas revealed with a sheepish look that seemed intentional.

“They lock the doors after 7 PM,” Sebastian told him. “You need a student card to get inside the building.”

“Do people really stick around in school that long?” Nicholas asked and scanned the vast library. “This place looks deserted. Like one of those creepy abandoned malls they make sad or spooky documentaries about.”

“It’s Friday, not even the teachers stick around this late right before the weekend.”

“But you apparently do.” 

Nicholas turned his full attention to Sebastian. His expression was on a wide spectrum of curiosity and suspicion that seemed to not yet have decided what it was going for. “How come?”

Sebastian’s face turned red. It felt like he was about to be scolded by a teacher for being late to class, which considering his misadventures earlier this day hit a little too close for comfort and caused him to blush even more.

Before Sebastian could make up a good reason for why he had been avoiding his roommate, Nicholas started laughing jovially. 

“That’s what I love about you, Sebastian,” Nicholas told him and tousled the younger man’s hair affectionately. “You’re such an aggressively ambitious little go-getter. I’m proud of you, kiddo.”

Sebastian blinked in surprise and watched Nicholas walk over to the table that the student was currently occupying.

“It also makes you conveniently predictable,” Nicholas and placed the plastic bag on the table. “When you texted me that you’d be late and that you were just gonna grab something from the cafeteria, I wanted to surprise you with something less fatty and overpriced.” Nicholas glanced at Sebastian with a teasing grin. “So I took a guess that you’d be in the library. Seems like I made the right call.”

Nicholas proceeded by placing the lunchbox on the table together with a fork.

Sebastian sighed in defeat. Even though part of him was annoyed that Nicholas had showed up at school when Sebastian was explicitly trying to avoid him, another part couldn’t be angry at him. He just wanted to bring him a home cooked meal because Sebastian had lied and told him that he had to stay late and study. In fact, Sebastian couldn’t think of any other person in his life that would have made such an effort for him. 

“That’s really super nice of you. Thanks,” Sebastian said and eyed the food. “We’re not allowed to eat in the library, though.”

“My food delivery service is very discreet,” Nicholas said reassuringly. “Your indulgence in illicit consumption is safe with me.” 

Nicholas paused with a lewd smile. “...As is your consumption of other human pleasures while using the library’s resources.”

Sebastian’s heart started beating faster. He looked around nervously. “Um, I… I really should get back to studying.”

“Is that what you were doing on your phone earlier?”

Sebastian froze and it felt like his heart stopped. 

“H-How long were you standing outside the window exactly?” Sebastian asked while failing spectacularly to sound casual and cool.

Nicholas’ smile widened with a devious sheen before he lowered his gaze to the small bulge in Sebastian’s pants.

“Long enough to see that you apparently need a break…”

Nicholas took a step forward and Sebastian made an involuntary sharp inhale when the other man gently cupped the teenager’s semi erect cock through the fabric. He then rubbed his thumb right over the spot where the tip was. Sebastian couldn’t help but mewl in response as the sensitive spot sent a jolt through his body.

“Desperately, it seems,” Nicholas smiled.

“N-No, no, I was just…”

“Touching yourself,” Nicholas said helpfully. “Right here I believe…”

Nicholas gave the bulge a little squeeze, causing Sebastian’s body to flinch.

“I’m so sorry, Sebastian…” Nicholas mumbled with genuine sympathy and leaned in closer to the younger man’s worried face. “Had I known, I would have come here sooner.”

“W-What– Mflph…!” 

Sebastian was cut off by Nicholas suddenly grabbing his shoulders and pressing their lips against each other, almost violently. His tongue drilled its way into Sebastian’s mouth, muffling his weak protests even further until Nicholas finally let go.

“I thought you’d be back after lunch,” Nicholas panted. “Had I known that you’d be stuck here for so long, I wouldn’t have teased you with those texts.” Nicholas glanced down between Sebastian’s legs. “You must be just about ready to go nuclear down here…”

Nicholas then reached down a hand and pulled down Sebastian’s zipper.

“Ni-Nicholas, h-hold on…!” Sebastian squeaked.

This is going too fast.

Nicholas wasn’t seriously considering doing… “This” right here in the library, was he…?

“Nicholas, we–”

“It’s okay, it’s okay…” Nicholas told him and placed a tender kiss on the worried teen’s lips. “I won’t make you wait any longer. I’m gonna take such good care of you…”

Nicholas then reached inside Sebastian’s underwear and pulled out his half hard cock. Sebastian stared at it in terror and looked around instinctively.

“We can’t…!” Sebastian whispered. “Not right now! Not in here…!”

“No one is around,” Nicholas said calmly and started stroking the shy member lovingly. “Just relax... Let me make you feel good…”

“L-Let’s go home,” Sebastian suggested, trying to choke down another moan from Nicholas’ insistent administrations. “We… We can do it in the apartment. O-Or tomorrow! I’m actually really tired–”

“You’re always trying to not be a bother,” Nicholas chuckled as he kept stroking the boy’s fleshy rod. “You’re so sweet. That’s so typically you.”

Before Sebastian could deny the accusation, Nicholas kissed him again. Deeply, while Sebastian was moaning into the older man’s hot mouth for reasons he couldn’t figure out himself.

“And besides,” Nicholas added with a dirty look. “...this place is much more exciting than the apartment.”

That’s so typically you , Sebastian thought bitterly.

Nicholas suddenly pushed Sebastian down in a chair.

“Let’s take these off…” Nicholas mumbled and grabbed Sebastian’s pants by the waistband. 

“N-Nicholas…!” Sebastian objected.

“These are the pants you cum all over in the store the other day, remember?” Nicholas said fondly. “How very fitting… “

As Nicholas started pulling the pants down, Sebastian came to a sudden realization.

He wasn’t wearing any underwear.

When Nicholas had undressed Sebastian to the knees, he immediately stopped and just looked at the bare hips presenting for him and the small, twitching cock between the naked legs. The blonde then smiled.

“Perhaps I’m the predictable one here…” Nicholas mused and glanced at his lover. “You knew I would come here, so you made some preparations. I see…”

“That’s not– Aah…!” Sebastian exclaimed when Nicholas pulled his pants clean off.

“Just knowing that you are this eager to be penetrated by me…” Nicholas said and dropped the clothes on the floor, not taking his eyes off the student. “...Makes me even hornier for you.”

Nicholas was taking in all of Sebastian, who was sitting in the chair and trembled slightly. Only wearing socks and a t-shirt. Sebastian saw that his modest dick was still at half mast and blushed, realizing that Nicholas was looking at it.

“It’s entirely charming how you can look so cute and sexy at the same time,” Nicholas chuckled and placed a kiss on Sebastian’s head. “You’re irresistible…”

Without warning, Sebastian felt how Nicholas had picked him up with terrifying strength and sat his naked butt down on the table instead.

“N… Nick, I– Aah-Ah…!” Sebastian whined as Nicholas started stroking that semi erect penis again. “I… Hngnh… I-I don’t wanna have sex in the library. Can we please–”

“It’s okay, everything’s gonna be fine…” Nicholas said and kissed him comfortingly. “I’m gonna make you forget about where we are in a moment. Just relax for me…”

“T-Tthat’s not what– AAH…! Haah… Hnnghh… Uuuh…”

Sebastian’s voice erupted into disgusting moans as Nicholas snaked a hand under his shirt and started rubbing his right nipple.

“And the other… “

Nicholas pulled up Sebastian’s shirt to give the older man access to the left nipple. Sebastian gasped loudly when Nicholas’ hot mouth suddenly latched on to it. 

“Mmm… You love it when I’m playing with your nipples, don’t you…” Nicholas purred as his tongue flicked the sensitive nub and listened to the boy mewl in response. “You’re getting harder already.”

Nicholas used his free hand to stroke Sebastian’s cock, making the boy squirm under the overwhelming sensations of having both his nipples and cock stimulated at the same time.

“So eager… You missed me this much?”

“Haaah… Nnngh… Ah-Aaah…!”

“I’m gonna make you cum so many times tonight to make up for that…”

Sebastian moaned pitifully as Nicholas’ strokes became stronger, almost milking the younger man’s cock. Pulling the blood from the body and prompting it to fill the member, inflating it further and further.

“You can be loud,” Nicholas instructed. “There is no one here except for us. I wanna hear you be as loud as you are at home… “

“Aaahhhh… Ffffhhhh… Haah-f-fuck, fuck…”

“Want me to make you cum? Do you wanna cum right here in the library? Be louder for me. I wanna hear you scream from it…”

It felt unholy to be making such obscene noises in the library, but the part of Sebastian that normally would have protested felt very far away at the moment. Trapped and silenced under Nicholas’ tongue and touches.

“I couldn’t find the plug I gave you this morning…” Nicholas said between sucking and licking Sebastian’s swollen nipple. “Did you bring it here?”

“Nghh, ah… Haah-y-y-yes, aah…” Sebastian breathed.

“That’s so hot… You can’t wait to feel full again, can you... Where is it?”

“Aahh… In… In m-my bag-aaah… hnnngh…”

Sebastian didn’t think twice about the request. Everything felt so good… The pleasure that Nicholas kept injecting was slowly accumulating to something bigger and out of Sebastian’s control. He was so close…

“Are you gonna cum already?” Nicholas asked curiously as he reached for Sebastian’s backpack.

“Haaah… Ngaah… Mhmm…”

“You’re so eager for me…”

Nicholas suddenly left the abused nipple. When he didn’t return, Sebastian looked up at the porn actor and felt his heart beat faster when he saw Nicholas holding the butt plug. Currently coating it generously in his own saliva. Suggestively fucking his own mouth with the toy while looking down at Sebastian, hungrily.

Sebastian stared at the familiar pink object and shook his head. “N… No…”

“We need to put it in again,” Nicholas explained and gently pushed Sebastian’s chest down, pinning him tenderly on his back. “It’s gonna make you feel so good…”

“No, no, not… down there…” Sebastian whimpered as he felt something moist nudge his sphincter.

“It won’t hurt, I promise,” Nicholas soothed and placed a comforting kiss on Sebastian’s blushing cheek while slowly pressing the toy against the boy’s asshole. “Relax for me. Just relax…”

Sebastian let out a hitched breath and kept shaking his head as he felt Nicholas put a little more pressure on the plug. 

“Shh, it’s okay, you’ll soon have the real thing,” Nicholas comforted and started stroking Sebastian’s cock with his free hand, making the boy moan desperately. “Just keep imagining how good my cock is gonna make you feel soon. I’m gonna prepare you so nicely…” 

Sebastian sobbed, thinking back at what the vibrator had made him do in the classroom. How it had made him orgasm in front of the entire class, including the teacher.

Nicholas had stopped pushing the plug and was just keeping it in place now, stretching Sebastian’s anus while also jerking him off. Sebastian wasn’t sure what was more painful. His ass or his rock hard cock.

“I’m gonna make you cum now,” Nicholas whispered. “Are you ready to cum for me? Here we go, here we go…”

“Wa– Aaaah… AAAHHFF…”

“Cum for me, just let it happen, let it happen…”

“Nnnngh… FuuuuAAAAH…!”

As the final stroke pushed Sebastian beyond his limit, Nicholas pushed in the toy entirely. Sebastian’s orgasm squeezed a loud groan out of the boy, mixed with the dull pain from the object that had just been completely buried inside his hole.

Sebastian was panting on the table. He could feel the sticky semen on his stomach as well as the abnormal size in his rectum that pushed against his fleshy walls.

“Aah… Oow… Haah…” Sebastian whimpered, not even sure if it was pain that he was feeling or just an overwhelming fullness.

“You did fantastically,” Nicholas praised and kissed Sebastian’s sticky stomach, tasting the fresh cum. “So good… Can you feel how nice it’s stretching you down there?”

It was stretching him. 

A Lot.

What if Sebastian told him that it hurt too much now? What if he asked Nicholas to pull it out because it was making his injury flare up again? But then again, Sebastian hadn’t complained about it this morning… Would it be suspicious if he raised the concern now?

“It… Kinda hurts…” Sebastian voiced meekly.

“Don’t worry, it’s gonna feel better in a bit,” Nicholas said and let his fingers gently nudge the plug’s base that was jutting out of the teenager. “This is gonna prepare you nicely for later…”

“Ah, a-actually, it really… really hurts…” Sebastian tried a little harder.

Nicholas placed another kiss on Sebastian’s stomach. “I’m sorry. Let’s make you think of something else for a little bit…”

Nicholas started placing kisses from Sebastian’s messy tummy towards his chest, his clavicle, his neck… Until he reached Sebastian’s mouth, where his tongue affectionately invaded the warm, waiting orifice.

Sebastian’s body jolted on the table when Nicholas suddenly pressed a button on the plug, causing it to vibrate.

“Nhuuhhhh… Haaaaahh…. Fuuuuuh… Haaanhaagh…” Sebastian wheezed as the vibrations made his lower parts feel strange and a familiar warmth started spreading in his private parts. Working on getting his flaccid penis all fat and ready once more.

“Soon you’re gonna be so loose and nice down there…” Nicholas whispered in Sebastian’s ear and gave his earlobe a little lick. “My cock is gonna fit you perfectly.”

Sebastian was completely immobilized by the strong vibrations in his rectum. He wasn’t able to talk, even less protest. He felt tied up in the trunk of a car while Nicholas was driving him to another climax. 

“It’s impossible not to fall in love when you’re writhing from pleasure like this,” Nicholas said as he pulled off Sebastian’s shirt, leaving the boy completely naked and trembling on the table.

Nicholas eyed the naked, squirming teenager, buzzing from the vibrator. Sebastian noticed how the other man’s bulge was incredibly large by now. Nicholas glanced at Sebastian’s face, and grinned when he saw what the younger man was looking at.

“Are you admiring your handiwork?” Nicholas asked teasingly and slowly rubbed the bulge. “It’s alright, I’ll show you exactly how hard you’ve made me.”

Nicholas playfully pressed another button on the toy, making the vibrations to change rhythm.

“N-N-No, n-no, nonnnnnuuuh…” Sebastian moaned.

“I love that you brought the toy to school to play with during class,” Nicholas said and playfully tugged at the plug with a devious smile. “That’s so naughty… Had you been my student I would have to punish you for that…”

“Nuuh… Nnnh… staaaah… Uuuuh…”

“And so loud in the library…” Nicholas clicked his tongue in pretend disappointment. “You are such a delinquent. I think we need to discipline you severely to make sure it sticks…”

Nicholas carefully unzipped his pants, allowing his fully erect cock to finally break out of its confinement. Sebastian gazed upon the large member but didn’t get to reflect on what it soon would be used for, as another jolt hit his body and made his limbs twitch in anticipation.

“Ahhh… S-Sthaa- stahp, please-aahh… Nuuuh… Haaah…”

“Are you about to cum again?” Nicholas asked calmly as he touched his own raging erection.

“Nn… Y-yes… f-fuuck, ah, aaah…”

Nicholas gripped his large cock and stroked it while letting it grind against Sebastian’s thigh, leaving a trail of precum on the pale skin.

“You must have looked so delicious in class with that thing inside you…”

“Pllleease… T-Take i-i-i-it…. Ngaaah…”

“Just cum one more time for me,” Nicholas cooed while aiming his erection at the occupied hole. “Show me how good it’s making you feel, then I’ll take it out. Show me what you did in class in front of your professor… And then I will make you feel even better . ”

Sebastian gasped when Nicholas took his hand and helped Sebastian stroke the smaller, twitching cock between the student’s legs.

“One more time,” Nicholas instructed. “Make yourself feel good…”

“Uungh… Aah… Haah… Faah…”

It felt so good… He needed to get rid of this feeling. He needed it…

“Yeah, that’s it,” Nicholas praised as the younger man jerked off the keening dick with the help of his lover. “Cum for me in class. Show me how badly you want it. Show everyone how much you need that release…“

Nicholas’s words did something to Sebastian. The memory flash of him cumming in class from the vibrator sent an electric current through his body. He tried to fight it, but it had already reached his brain like a bullet train and Sebastian felt a familiar feeling building deep inside his groin before finally erupting into agonizing and amazing fireworks.

“N-N-Naaah-N-Nuuuuh-A-AAAAAAH FUUUCK…!” Sebastian screamed as he came for the second time, feeling the semen covering his hand and stomach.

Sebastian breathed like an animal that had been running for its life. Nicholas bent down and started kissing and licking the small, spent organ that was resting sadly in Sebastian’s loose grip. Sebastian whined a little when the hot mouth and authoritative tongue started cleaning his dick thoroughly.

“You’re so beautiful when you orgasm…” Nicholas purred.

Sebastian groaned a little as Nicholas started fucking him gently with the plug. He changed the settings every few minutes to a different rhythm, keeping Sebastian moaning uselessly from the constant stimulation.

“I wanna make you cum like this all night,” Nicholas told him while teasingly pulling at the plug, almost making it pop out of the teenager’s hole, only to push it back in again. “I love making you feel like this… So desperately needy. Your body longing to be filled with me. For me to make you feel this good over and over again…”

Nicholas suddenly turned the plug off, killing the constant stimuli. Sebastian exhaled loudly, feeling like a drained battery with no power left. No energy to even move. Then Nicholas pushed the plug further inside, pressing it deep into the boy’s rectum. Sebastian gasped in surprise and discomfort, only to feel the object slowly being pulled out again. More and more until… It finally popped out. Only to immediately be pushed in all the way again, making Sebastian groan.

“Fuuck… Haaah… F-Fuu-AAAH… F-f-f-uck… Haah…” Sebastian closed his eyes tightly at the repeated stretch.

“Look how easy it goes in and out now,” Nicholas pointed out as he kept fucking Sebastian slowly with the toy. “You’ve been so good keeping it inside you all day… This is your reward. You’re gonna feel so amazing around me.”

The way Nicholas was fucking Sebastian with the plug was such a mix between pleasure and pain that it was short circuting Sebastian’s brain. Every time it was pulled out or pressed in, he felt his sphincter being stretched to the limit for a split second. Only to be released or welcomed back in by Sebastian’s hole. Pounding him slowly over, and over, in a rhythm that was enthralling his weakening mind.

“It feels good, right?” Nicholas asked as he pushed the plug deep inside the younger man.

“N… Nuuh… S-Ssstah… Pl… Please…”

“You’re almost hard again,” Nicholas mused and playfully used a finger to trace Sebastian’s semi erect penis from the root to the tip. “If you’re this excited about a dildo, I can only imagine how great the real deal must feel for you…”

“P-P-Please n… no, not… Ahhh.. Hngh… Nuuuh…”

“Just be patient for me a little longer… I’ll make sure you get what you really crave soon.”

As Nicholas kept fucking Sebastian with the toy, it dawned on him that a new line was about to be crossed tonight. 

Up until this point, any sort of sex involving Sebastian’s ass has been strictly limited to his job as a porn actor. A reluctant porn actor, but still someone that only agreed to be fucked because there was a paycheck attached to the act, which allowed Sebastian to distance himself from what he was doing for a living. He was just trying to survive. Having sex with guys had nothing to do with his real life. 

But this time, another man was going to have anal sex with him outside of that arrangement. There was no money involved here. All he was about to get was a deep injection of semen and a throbbing hole. And Sebastian was about to let it happen.

“Ennh… E-Enough, hah, ah, hngh… Plea-Aah…” Sebastian panted between the mewls and moans caused by Nicholas’ administrations.

“So wet and ready for me…” Nicholas mumbled and let his finger poke the tip of Sebastian’s dick, which was drooling with precum. “What a willing body you have…” Nicholas then turned his focus to the plug and pulled it straight out, leaving Sebastian’s ass wide open and gasping for the toy. “And look how big your hole is getting now. I think you’re ready to be disciplined…”

Nicholas bent down and started licking Sebastian’s erect cock. Sebastian whimpered a little and then yelped as Nicholas grabbed the organ and began to jerk him off. 

“Hhhuuungh… Haaagggh…” Sebastian moaned and hated how his hips started moving without his permission, matching the rhythm of the strokes.

“That’s it… Good boy…” Nicholas praised and Sebastian could feel how the plug rested against his sphincter once more. “ You’re about to feel really good soon …”

Sebastian groaned a little when he felt how the plug was once more being made to slowly enter him. But for some reason, it felt bigger this time… So much bigger that it made Sebastian cry out a little as it started stretching him more than before. Nicholas swiftly silenced the teenager’s uncomfortable sounds by kissing him. Drinking the painful whimpers and turning them into moans of pleasure. 

Nicholas kept stroking the smaller man’s dick, which sent distracting waves of electricity to Sebastian’s brain. He barely registered how Nicholas’ legs spread Sebastian’s thighs a little further before pushing the object even deeper. 

Far deeper…

The shape felt… Different than before.

…Longer.

Sebastian felt that something wasn’t right, but was hypnotized by the strokes of his penis and Nicholas kissing his jawline. His breaths in Sebastian’s ear. Nibbling at his earlobe. Using his other hand to pull and tease Sebastian’s quivering nipple.

He didn’t consider the fact that none of Nicholas’ hands were currently holding the plug, yet it was still making its way further inside his tight tunnel…

“You’re doing so good… You’re taking me so good,” Nicholas breathed and kissed Sebastian again.

“Mphf hmphflm…!” Sebastian protested, as a growing sense of distress was mixing into the pleasure in his dick and nipple.

Nicholas responded to his lover’s reluctance by latching on to Sebastian’s nipple and sucking it deeply. The sudden unexpected jolt of pleasure was quickly overriding the pain and worry, like a fire extinguisher in his brain.

“I’m going to be so careful with you…” Nicholas licked the nipple tenderly, almost apologetically. 

“Mhmf-Ah...!”’

“So tight… You are gripping me so good down there… Like you never wanna let go. It’s okay, I don’t wanna leave.”

“Ah, ow… Ow, that hurts…”

“It will go away in a bit, just a little more…”

“Ow… O-Oow…”

“It’s okay. Just take a little more for me. Focus on the pleasure…”

“Ah… Ouch… Uuhn…”

“You’re doing so good…”

When Sebastian could feel Nicholas’ warm balls pressing against his perineum, his stupefied mind could no longer ignore the fact that had been screaming at him for the last couple of minutes. 

This wasn’t the anal plug he was feeling so deep inside of him. 

It was Nicholas’ cock.

“T-That really hurts…!” Sebastian squeaked in horror, as he could feel the large member pulse against his inner walls. 

He had to play this according to plan. It wasn’t too late. He just had to tell Nicholas that his injury was flaring up and that they couldn’t have anal sex yet. He could still save this. 

“It’s okay, it’s already inside,” Nicholas comforted and gave Sebastian a peck on the nose. “You took it all without a problem.”

No… 

“I’m so proud of you. I’m gonna make you feel really good now…”

No, no, no, no, no…

Nicholas proceeded to hook Sebastian’s knees over his shoulders and then grip the trembling hips of the terrified teenager.

“I won’t keep you waiting any longer…” Nicholas stated and kissed Sebastian’s pale, twitching leg. “I’ve been looking forward to this too…”

“N-Nick…” Sebastian breathed, but didn’t know what else to say. The constant stretch and pressure inside of him kept reminding him of what was about to happen. That he was seconds away from being fucked in the ass by another man.

“You’re so cute like this…” Nicholas said and eyed the small naked body below him. “I want you to feel me take you completely. I want to remind you how good it feels to have me inside of you. I want to watch you cum from me fucking you…”

When Nicholas started pulling out, Sebastian sobbed, knowing what came next.

When the cock pushed all the way back inside of him, he cried out in pain.

It didn’t help that his mind was replaying images of how Nicholas had taken his virginity not too long ago…

Nicholas fucked his lover agonizingly gently at first. Slow, decisive thrusts that forced Sebastian to feel the entire length each time.

“You want me to go faster, don’t you?” Nicholas asked as his hips moved forward once more, filling the entire hole.

“W… Wait, ahh…! Nhhh, hnggh, huuuungh…” 

Sebastian’s objection was cut off by his own moan as Nicholas started thrusting harder, immediately hitting the prostate. Sebastian felt how his autonomy was turned off and his brain was being filled by a mist of pleasure, covering all logic and sense. His body had gone completely limp in the bigger man’s grip, conceding itself completely to Nicholas’ desires.

“That’s it, that’s it, you needed this…” Nicholas soothed as his hips kept smacking into the smaller man. “I love how tightly you’re gripping me now. Like you’re sucking me in.” 

“Aah… aah… Haah… Hnnghh… Fwaa…”

“Does it feel good?”

“Nnnh… Ye… N-Y-Yes… Ah.. Aaghh…”

“You want me to go faster?”

“Haah… Ye… Hnngh, yes, ye– Aah… Aaaah…”

In the next second, Nicholas started thrusting like a bull. The impact of the sweaty skin echoed through the library and Sebastian could feel his own erection slap against his stomach with each thrust, smearing the residue semen even more.

He could feel the familiar sense of another climax reaching for his pleasure center. Another terrifying yet irresistible takeover of his mind that a small part of him was fighting against and a much bigger part of him was keening for. 

“I’m close…” Nicholas breathed heavily. 

He was so close.

“I’m gonna cum inside you now… Gnngh… Fuck, I’m so ready…”

Almost there. Almost…

“I’m sorry, I can’t hold it in any more…” 

No, not yet, not yet, not yet…

“Do you want my cum deep inside you?” 

Yes. No. Yes. Yes. NO.

“Yes… You’re gonna feel me fill you up now… Hngh… Haah… Here it comes… Fuck, you feel so… Yeeesaaaaghhffff… hahh… huff…”

The thrusting stopped just seconds away from Sebastian’s own release. The feeling of something warm spreading inside of him mixed with disappointment and confusion.

Nicholas struggled to keep himself from collapsing on top of the student and just panted while looking down at Sebastian.

“Damn… That was so good…” Nicholas leaned down and kissed Sebastian. He repeated the kissing between each heavy breath. “You did … So good… So… Good…”

Sebastian allowed the kisses of appreciation, too exhausted to protest. His own dick was still furiously rock hard and Nicholas was stretching his hole barely within his limit. 

When Nicholas finally pulled out, Sebastian sighed in relief, but was surprised when the porn actor unhooked his knees from his shoulder and picked him up from the table.

“What… What are you…?” Sebastian mumbled as Nicholas maneuvered the smaller man until Sebastian was bent face down over the table. “Are… Wait, are we…?”

Sebastian turned his eyes to Nicholas and saw how he stepped out of his pants. Leaving his lower body completely naked. His cock was still hard… 

“Relax…” Nicholas said soothingly and placed himself between Sebastian’s legs, letting his monster dick affectionately trace Sebastian’s asscrack before stopping at the sphincter. “Just keep relaxing for me…”

Sebastian felt a shiver run down his spine. It seemed like the top must have been extremely pent up and now had an overwhelming need to fuck Sebastian’s ass deeply and thouroughly until his hunger was satiated.

“Wait, I’m not– AAAAAGH, fuuuck…” Sebastian cried out as Nicholas pushed his cock all the way back inside again.

“I’m so sorry… I’m gonna make sure to make you cum this time,” Nicholas said and kissed Sebastian’s shoulder blades. “Let me make you feel good…”

“W-W-Wait,” Sebastian stuttered. “Nick, I’m… AAAH! NNNNGHH…”

Nicholas had already started thrusting once more. The same mercilessly fast pace as before, which allowed him to immediately reach Sebastian’s prostate. The sudden burst of pleasure dazed the boy’s brain, leaving his body and mind as vulnerable as a doll.

“Fuck, you feel so fucking good,” Nicholas breathed as his strong thrusts continued. 

Sebastian was moaning like a dog in heat every time Nicholas hit the sensitive spot. The sounds he was making only seemed to encourage Nicholas to fuck him even harder, causing Sebastian to moan louder, and so the circle continued. Creating a cacophony of staggering voices along with flesh hitting flesh faster and faster…

The table was moving threateningly with each powerful thrust, causing it to creak loudly underneath the lovers. But Sebastian barely noticed it, as he could only focus on the feeling of Nicholas pounding his ass and prostate.

“Are you close?” Nicholas asked.

“Y-Yeah…. Yes… Aaah yes…” Sebastian whined, only vaguely aware that he was talking.

“I’m gonna cum inside you again. Let’s cum at the same time, okay? Hnngh… Fuck, I’m so close… Do you want to feel my seed?”

“Y-Ye-Aah… Yes… Aah…! Y-Yes…”

“You’re so close now, I can feel you squeezing me… I’m gonna cum now. Take it all, all of it , just take it inside you… Here it comes, here it comes… You’re gonna cum for me now? Cum for me, cum, cum....  GnnnNNNNAAAGH…”

“Aauugh… Aaaah… Uuuuugh…. AaaaAaaaaahhh…!!”

With a final thrust and the pulsation of Nicholas’ cock in his ass, Sebastian felt the orgasm detonate in his body. Spreading everywhere just like the hot semen spreading in his rectum, mixing with the old load.

Sebastian was panting weakly when he felt Nicholas’ voice hit his eardrums.

“We came at the same time,” Nicholas whispered and kissed Sebastian’s neck. “That felt good, didn’t it? You are incredible…”

Nicholas pulled out of the smaller body with a revolting, sloppy sound. Sebastian could feel something slimy trickle down his thighs from his anus as well as how a small blob of semen was being pushed out by his rectum. His hole felt a lot bigger than before, which seemed concerning, but he ignored the feeling. He didn’t want to think about it. He didn’t want to know.

Without Nicholas pinning him down, Sebastian could finally stand up, although on very shaky legs. Trying to process what just happened.

They had just had sex. Anal sex. Together. In the library. …Twice. But, even though it literally just happened, there were parts of the sex that felt strangely foggy for some reason. Like Nicholas asking if Sebastian wanted him to cum inside him. And Sebastian answering yes… It all seemed unreal. Like a fever dream.

Sebastian noticed that he had cum all over his notebook, which had been in the unfortunate position of right below Sebastian’s groin during the second round. He suddenly felt very nauseous… At least it hadn’t been a library book. But he could tell that some of his cum had smeared on top of the table too. The glistening sinful liquid twinkled slightly in the dim light.

Nicholas sat down in a large, comfy leather armchair by a bookcase. He then proceeded to take off his shirt and toss it on the floor, rendering the pornstar completely naked. Sebastian looked at him in confusion.

“What are you doing?” Sebastian asked. “Why are you taking off your…?”

Sebastian turned quiet when he saw Nicholas begin to stroke his cock again while looking at the younger man with eyes of a starving man at a buffet.

“But… We already…?” Sebastian felt a chilling sensation in his chest.

“Come here,” Nicholas asked, looking as innocent as a wolf in grandma’s bed. “Sit with me.”

Nicholas’ dick was growing quickly. It would have been fascinating to see someone’s manhood grow back to full size within minutes, if it hadn’t been so terrifying. The blonde man’s gaze didn’t leave Sebastian for even a second and just kept looking at him expectantly.

“But isn’t it… getting kinda late?” Sebastian asked and glanced at a clock on the wall.

“Are you tired?”

“Uh, yeah,” Sebastian claimed. “It’s… I’m actually really tired.”

Nicholas left the chair and walked up to Sebastian, who couldn’t take his eyes off the large organ swinging with each step like a cobra ready to strike. Nicholas stopped right in front of Sebastian, his dick lightly touching the smaller man’s stomach. He smiled teasingly at the student and then took his hands.

“Come,” Nicholas coaxed and started pulling Sebastian with him, back to the armchair. 

“I-It’s just been…” Sebastian stuttered, trying to find the words that were eluding him. “A… A long day…”

“That sounds exhausting,” Nicholas smiled sympathetically and kept pulling Sebastian with him. “I think you deserve to sit down for a bit and just relax…”

Nicholas sat down in the armchair again, still pulling Sebastian closer until their kneecaps met.

“I didn’t get to see your face when you came on my cock last time,“ Nicholas said and nodded to his lap. “Sit. Let me make you feel good again.”

Sebastian felt petrified in his indecision. Nicholas’ swollen member pointed almost straight up and was glistening with leftover semen. A distinct blob of precum was emerging from the tip and threatened to trail down the shaft, lubricating it further. None of this made Sebastian eager to let Nicholas cock inside him again.

But Sebastian didn’t say that part out loud, and Nicholas didn’t read it in the fellow porn actor’s hesitation. Instead, the blonde man cupped Sebastian’s asscheeks, and pulled him closer until the younger lover was straddling his awaiting lap. The large erection was now leaning against Sebastian’s already messy stomach. His own, semi erect penis dwarfed next to it, making Sebastian feel a little unequipped.

“I can see that you’re not done yet either,” Nicholas said and eyed Sebastian’s small but persistently half hard dick. “You’ve really been looking forward to this, haven’t you?”

Allegedly…  

Nicholas started to push two fingers inside Sebastian’s slightly sore hole, playfully fingering him which caused the boy to gasp and buck his hips involuntarily.

“You haven’t had sex for so long,” Nicholas continued and worked a third finger into the tight opening. “It’s okay… I’ll make sure that you’ll be satisfied.”

Please, don’t…

Nicholas pulled out his fingers and cupped Sebastian’s asscheeks.

“Lift up your butt,” Nicholas instructed and coaxed Sebastian by pushing him upwards.

No, this is wrong… Sebastian thought, but still obeyed the command and slowly raised his rear.

“You are breathtaking like this,” Nicholas said as he eyed the smaller man straddling his lap. He then turned his eyes to the large erection between them. “Touch me,” Nicholas said and nodded to the meaty member in question. “I want you to hold it.”

Why am I doing this…? 

Sebastian reached out a shaky hand and carefully wrapped his fingers around the hot, swollen rod. It pulsed in his hand, like a hungry animal.

“Now put it inside,” Nicholas said and placed a soft kiss on Sebastian’s nipple.

I don’t want to do this…

Nicholas held Sebastian’s hips firmly while stroking the boy’s pale skin gently with his thumbs. 

There was no escape.

Sebastian’s body trembled when he tentatively guided the warm erection towards his hole.

Why am I doing this…??

He could soon feel the smooth tip caress his tight opening and cover it with sticky precum.

“That’s it… Push it in for me,” Nicholas praised while he kept rubbing circles with his thumbs on Sebastian’s thighs.

I shouldn’t want to do this…

Sebastian then stopped. He was still holding the large cock pressed against his entrance, but he didn’t move.

“Do you need a little help?” Nicholas asked kindly and gave Sebastian’s chest another peck. “It’s alright. This is gonna feel so good, I’ll make sure of it …”

Sebastian could feel Nicholas’ grip around his hips tighten slightly. He then felt a pang of panic as Nicholas started pressing him downwards.

“Just hold it still,” Nicholas whispered. “Right there… Good…”

Sebastian let out a choked sob.

Why am I letting him?

Sebastian’s legs trembled from exertion as he was fighting to stay up, defying the strong hands that were trying to lower him.

“It’s okay, just let it happen…” Nicholas said and continued to push the smaller man down, encouraging him to accept the length that was waiting by the backdoor. “You’re gonna feel so good…”

He is a man…!

The tip was spreading Sebastian’s sphincter wider and wider as the rod was making its way inside, with the help of Nicholas and gravity.

So why am I…?

Sebastian whined pathetically when he felt how the large head popped past his reluctant sphincter.

Why am I feeling…?

“Mmm, yeah… See? You’re taking me so effortlessly now,” Nicholas said with a low groan as he watched Sebastian’s hole slowly swallow more and more of the intruding cock. “We’ve gotten you so nice and flexible down here… Yes, just a little more. Only half of it left. It’s alright, it’s going in so nice and slowly… No need to stress it, we have all night… There you go, almost there…”

Nicholas started to tenderly buck his hips, making Sebastian cry out a little at each tiny burst of discomfort. The teenager desperately grabbed on to Nicholas’ shoulders for support as the dick carefully hammered deeper inside of him.

The blonde kept pressing Sebastian downwards, allowing more and more of his eager cock to be inserted into the smaller man. The slow occasional thrusts by the top kept making Sebastian mewl every time the insistent manhood ventured a little further into him.

“Good, you’re doing so good,” Nicholas kept praising. “That’s it, let it in, let it all the way inside…”

“Aa… O-Ow… A-Aah…” Sebastian moaned as the stretch was getting a little too much, causing him to instinctively try to get up, but Nicholas kept holding his hips in place with gentle authority.

“Almost all the way in now,” Nicholas comforted. “Let’s push in the rest now, alright?”

“N-No…” Sebastian protested, as his legs were shaking violently trying to keep the involuntary descent at bay.

“Just the final two inches. Here we go, one, two…”

“A-AAAH…!”

Sebastian yelped like a dog when Nicholas pushed him all the way down, letting gravity force feed him the entire loaded organ. 

Nicholas wrapped his arms around the panting teenager and held him close in a comforting embrace.

“Shhh, shh, you did it, you took it all…” Nicholas soothed and kissed Sebastian repeatedly. “It’s all in, just relax, relax, relax…”

Sebastian couldn’t fathom how Nicholas’ cock could feel even bigger this time around. It felt like it was stretching him down there like a soda can. Sebastian was still holding on to Nicholas’ shoulders so hard it felt like it would leave bruises. But an even more distinct feeling was that familiar stimulation of Nicholas’ tip pressing against Sebastian’s sensitive spot. 

The constant pressure on his prostate was sending strange signals to Sebastian’s brain. He wanted it to press harder. Needed something to push against that secret spot so that he could experience that feeling again. He wanted the same pleasure he had felt before… 

Sebastian started moving slightly in Nicholas’ lap. Grinding a little against him and just barely humping the larger man’s groin.

Nicholas chuckled. “It’s irresistible how needy you are,” he said and gave Sebastian’s neck a love bite. “I don’t think I’m gonna be able to hold back…”

Sebastian gasped as Nicholas without warning began to thrust. Harder and more feral than before. But the initial pain was soon drowned in sparks of pleasure as Nicholas started knocking on the door to that wonderful secret place once more.

“You sound so hot right now, “ Nicholas panted as he kept fucking his younger lover. “Am I hitting your spot?”

“Ghah… Nnyes… Y-Yeah... Aah…” Sebastian panted between each moan.

“Hold me.”

Sebastian desperately wrapped his arms around Nicholas’ neck, barely aware of what he was doing and just acting on instinct. 

“Good, keep holding on to me… Yes, just like that. I want to hear that sexy voice of yours… Am I making you feel good?”

“Aahyes… Yes… Ahh… Hngh…”

“Do you want me to make you cum again?”

“Ye– Ah-Aagh… Y-Yeah, I– N-Need…”

Nicholas wrapped his arms so tightly around Sebastian it nearly hurt, and started thrusting harder. Sebastian moaned at the dull pain but the pink mist of pleasure in his mind kept him distracted and instead, he started meeting the hard thrusts. Seeking the familiar sensation that he was craving so.

In the far back of Sebaatian’s head, it felt unholy to be this loud in a library. And especially to be using one of the reading chairs as a prop for their debauchery. Sebastian would never be able to look at someone sitting in the armchair, knowing what it had been used for unbeknownst to everyone but two people.

…Assuming they were alone. 

For a brief second, Sebastian reacted to something that could have been movement between two bookshelves nearby. But in the next moment, there was nothing there. The concern was however quickly forgotten when Nicholas suddenly made an especially hard thrust, causing Sebastian to moan in involuntary ecstasy.

“Hngh… Haah, fuck… You feel so good around me. Nngh… So tight…” Nicholas panted as he kept fucking into Sebastian with incredible vigour, causing the student to squeal like a toy. “I love how desperate you sound. Like you don’t know what to do with yourself right now… Just keep taking me. Over and over again. I’m gonna feed you so much pleasure… I’m so addicted to your body… I want to keep you forever… I never wanna stop fucking you like this…”

“Ni… Nick-Aah... N-Nichola-aah… Aah…!” Sebastian cried out with each relentless impact to his prostate, feeling the oncoming train about to hit him. Just seconds away from finally reaching that forbidden high he needed more than anything.

“I love you so much...”

The words were buried in Sebastian’s mind as another orgasm hijacked his consciousness and injected him with a blinding pleasure that made his toes curl and caused his body to shiver.

Nicholas grunted in effort, still chasing his own release by bucking his hips like a stallion into a mare that was ready to breed. Sebastian was too exhausted to protest, let alone physically move, and felt tossed around like a ragdoll on the older man’s lap as Nicholas fucked him thoroughly. He tried to hold on for his dear life but his muscles were noodles and Nicholas’ rough treatment was too much for Sebastian to handle in his current state.

As Nicholas kept pounding into his smaller partner, Sebastian finally recognized the deep groan, which was loud enough to be heard outside the building, and the feeling of warm liquid squirting his insides as Nicholas ejaculated deep in him. Filling Sebastian with even more cum, only for it to leak out around his loose hole. He could feel the mess smear between their thighs.

They were both panting heavily. As Sebastian was struggling to gulp down the precious air, Nicholas suddenly cupped his face and kissed him. Stealing his breath away, and Sebastian didn’t stop him.

The act stirred something awake in Sebastian, as if his brain had just been hit with a defibrillator. 

He had just had sex with Nicholas for the third time tonight.

He had accepted this. He had gone along with this. He had even…

This wasn’t him. He hadn’t been himself, he couldn’t have been. Right…?

“I’m…” Sebastian said and started to get up from the revolting, sticky lap as he felt the growing uneasiness wash over him like a thunderstorm. “I’m just gonna…”

Sebastian struggled to leave, but Nicholas was holding him in a stubborn embrace, still with his dick buried inside Sebastian.

“Nick,” Sebastian said more sternly. “Nick, we really have to–”

“Can we just stay like this for a bit?”

Sebastian turned quiet. There was something very different in Nicholas' voice. Something that Sebastian couldn’t place. He couldn’t see his face and just felt the other man’s warm breaths hitting his shoulder. He also felt the large dick jammed inside of him, twitching ever so slightly.

“Your… You’re still in my…” Sebastian tried to explain, but had difficulties finding the words.

“I just want to feel you,” Nicholas mumbled and placed a tender kiss on Sebastian’s shoulder. “Just a little longer…”

Sebastian hesitated but eventually just sighed. Relenting to Nicholas’ wishes. He didn’t have the energy to put up a fight even if he had wanted to. 

Sebastian felt so drained from their intense fuck session that he was starting to feel his eyelids become heavy. He rested his head on Nicholas’ shoulder and could hear the dull beating of his heart.

It didn’t even take two minutes for Sebastian to fall asleep, his final conscious thought being if he would ever be able to enter the library again without thinking about sex with Nicholas.

“Hello? Is someone still here?”

Sebastian’s eyes were blinking blearily as the distant voice interrupted the boy’s sleep. It took him a few seconds to gather that it must be the campus security guard that was checking in on students pulling all-nighters. Probably to keep tabs on how many people were inside, in case of emergencies. Sebastian hadn’t even realized that he had fallen asleep in the library.

The young student was just about to call out to announce his presence, but choked on his voice when he felt something lodged in his ass.

“... oh no,” Sebastian said internally with a growing sense of dread as the situation became clearer for him, like a photo being developed in a dark room, slowly revealing a murder.

Sebastian was laying on top of Nicholas' bare chest in the leather armchair. Nicholas’ arms were still wrapped around Sebastian in a loving embrace, but more importantly, the man’s cock was still planted inside Sebastian’s ass. Spearing the boy like a toothpick appetizer.

And judging by the lingering echoes of footsteps, the guard was just about to enter the library.

“Nicholas…!” Sebastian whispered hurriedly as he rubbed the man’s chest to wake him. “Get up, get up, we have to go now .”

Nicholas didn’t seem to register Sebastian’s attempt to rouse him. He just sighed peacefully as he subconsciously hugged Sebastian tighter, as if the boy was a reluctant teddy bear. The young student just blinked at the sleeping man in silent judgement. Then he tried to squirm himself out of the grip, cringing as the dried cum and sweat tried to keep the two men connected like velcro. He could feel his muscles squeeze around the limp cock in his asshole as he tried to find a way to quietly escape. If he could just get enough leverage with his arms, he should be able to pull himself free from Nicholas' grasp and quietly roll down on the floor. Then he could find his clothes and try to leave. He just needed to wriggle his hips a little more and move downwards to slip under the arms, and then– 

Nicholas made a low content groan as his muscles suddenly tightened around Sebastian’s moving body. Keeping him stuck on the man’s chest like a mousetrap and hampering the boy’s attempt to escape. Sebastian felt frustration build up at his roommate’s unwitting disruptiveness, but then he noticed how the penis that had been docked inside him was twitching. It almost felt like it was...

“... No.” Sebastian thought to himself in absolute disbelief. “You gotta be kidding me.”

There was no denying the swelling rod in Sebastian’s backdoor that slowly inflated his rectum. 

Nicholas was getting hard. 

“Nicholas…?” Sebastian whispered worriedly as he felt the man’s hips start moving. “W-what are you doing…?”

The horrible realization hit Sebastian before he had finished the sentence. 

“Anh!” A surprised little moan exited Sebastian’s mouth as the hardening organ was fed back inside Sebastian’s unresisting flesh. Then the larger man slowly pulled out the member, only to thrust it back in again, eliciting another reluctant sound from his prisoner.

“Nnnh, nnuh, Nick, Nicholas..!” Sebastian whispered between his gasps as the cock was plowing his insides. “Puh, please, you have… stop…!”

Sebastian could see Nicholas' lips moving slightly with his eyes closed, as if he was dreaming. He didn’t seem to hear the young man’s desperate objections as he kept fucking him in his sleep. Sebastian was just about to raise his voice when he could hear a door opening in the distance, signalling that someone had entered the library.

“Nick, please,” Sebastian whispered as loud as he dared to avoid detection. “Th-they will ah! Uh, uhn, suh see ussahh, uh, huhn, uh…”

It was difficult enough to get a message out when Sebastian had to keep his voice down, but the difficulty increased even more whenever Nicholas hit the boy’s prostate. It was like a reset button that momentarily forced Sebastian’s mind to go blank, making it hard to express himself coherently. Sebastian could to his horror feel how the micro-injections of pleasure were increasing with every thrust. 

“Li-listen nngh Nick…” Sebastian whispered in panic, begging for the man to realize the peril they were in. “Your dick is… nngh it’s inside me, Nick. Yo-you’re fucking me in front of so-someone nngh…! Th-they will see you in-inside of-m-m-me…!”

If Sebastian’s ineloquent words could reach him, Nicholas subconscious was not persuaded to stop his onslaught. The strong arms kept Sebastian locked in position, allowing the sleepy man to leisurely fuck the loose and wet hole as much as he desired. Sebastian accidentally let out a high pitched squeal when the thick cock made an especially pleasurable stroke deep inside him.

“Who’s there?” The same voice came back some distance away, closer than before. 

“Hmmmnng…” Sebastian pressed his lips tightly together to drown the sound of his own staggering arousal. It didn’t help that Sebastian’s own dick was sandwiched between their bodies and was apparently thoroughly enjoying how Nicholas’ hips was stroking it back and forth with his thrusts. Sebastian felt a deep hatred towards the organ as he felt himself reluctantly getting hard. The insistent stimulations on his dick paired with the constant pokes against his sensitive prostate was building towards something exquisite inside him. Something that Sebastian desperately didn’t want. Not here, not now.

This was literally a nightmare. It had to be a nightmare. The thought of him getting fucked in the ass in the library while a stranger was seconds away from finding him was so unbelievably horrible that he allmost couldn’t believe that it was real. It couldn't be real. It just couldn’t.

“No, no please,” Sebastian whispered between his panting breaths as he felt a familiar and forbidden feeling building up in his guts. “D-don’t make me cum, please Nick, you have to stop, stop, i don’t wanna cum, please I don’t wanna cum again…!”

Sebastian’s distressed voice was barely audible through his own lustful and terrified gasps, and did nothing to stop the man from using Sebastian’s body to satisfy his arousal. The sense of doom in his chest was suffocating, and mixed itself with the forced pleasure to make his heart beat harder. He tried to fight the sensations, but his mind was enslaved to his body’s needs. And Nicholas’ cock felt… so… good.

“H-he’s gonna hear us,” Sebastian whimpered breathlessly as he could feel Nicholas’ pace quicken. “Please, Nick, I’m begging you, s-slo-slow down, I don’t wannng, unh… don’ want him to hear me cum, no, nonono you, your making me, you-you’re making me feel… fuck, please, slo- ho… nh, stop fucking, m-me, please don’t, don’t, don’t ah ah uhn uhn d-don’t do this to me, you’re gonna make me cum in front of him, you gonna make… me… no, stop hnya, hhuwna, hah, please don ‘t make me, don’t, no, no, I don’t wanna, I don’ ah, I’m gunna, I’m, I’m cumming, oh god, I’m-mn I’m gunn, n-n-nnghl, gNNNNNGGHH…!”

Sebastian had to press his face hard against Nicholas’ firm chest as he felt his orgasm hit him like a missile. Trying to mute his growing moans of need and depravity against his roommate's sweaty skin. The incredible pleasure made his whole body shake between the muscular arms like a freshly caught salmon that knew it was about to end up on a plate.

“Hhaah…” Sebastian sighed in exhaustion as his muscles turned to jello and made him collapse on top of Nicholas' thrusting body. His crushed dick was twitching euphorically between their bodies and spilling its white paste like a broken soap dispenser. Hadn’t it been for the bigger man’s firm embrace, Sebastian would have ended up on the floor in a steaming pile of human flesh and sweat. He prayed that he had been able to muffle his orgasm, but he honestly had no idea how loud he had moaned during its peak. 

This was the part where Sebastian realized that Nicholas hadn't climaxed yet. And judging by the pistoning hips, the blonde was set on finishing what he had started, and wouldn’t stop until he had reached that delicious high that was waiting deep inside Sebastian’s welcoming asshole. 

Sebastian felt a dreadful chill spread inside his chest when a light danced on the walls in his periphery. Heralding the arrival of the campus security. This was really bad.

“You, y-y-you’re still fu-u-ucking m-me-he, Nicholas.” Sebastian whined weakly, not able to muster the energy to express his growing fear. “You, you have to let… you have to… god, please, it’s too mu-much, let me go before, ah, annh, before… shit, shi-i-it, you’re gonna cum, you’re gonna cum in me, you’re filling me up, you’ll, fu-fuh fuu-u-uuuh haah!”

Sebastian felt ashamed over how his own cock twitched from Nicholas’ thick rod repeatedly burying itself deep inside Sebastian, followed by an animalistic growl from the other man. Nicholas’ stiff organ then gave the abused prostate one last punch before injecting the poor boy with a large amount of semen, stuffing him like a turkey. Sebastian knew it wasn’t realistic, but he could swear that his stomach felt bloated after the cock had finished cumming inside the tight cavity. Adding one more load to the large collection that was gathering inside the boy’s hole.

“I know you’re in here,” a voice echoed from the bookshelves a small distance away. “If you don’t come out I will have to call the police, just so you’re aware.”

Sebastian barely heard the words as he noticed how Nicholas had started moving again. 

Was he not done yet…?

Sebastian swallowed thickly as the semi-erect cock tried to work itself back up into a full hard-on, unable to resist the sweet tightness of Sebastian’s hole, like an addict. The young student felt a strong sense of anxiety that he had never experienced before, but he imagined that it must be what a chicken felt like when it was put under a cleaver. The guard had to be less than a minute away now. Maybe seconds.

An uninvited picture appeared in the boy’s cracking mind as he felt his brain dissolve under Nicholas’ constant thrusts. How the guard’s flashlight comes around that dreaded corner and lands on Sebastian’s barely conscious body. Spotlighting how the naked boy was bouncing up and down on Nicholas’s insatiable dick. How the light travels up to Sebastian’s mindless face drooling against the stronger man’s chest, as if the boy had been reduced to a simple sex toy whose purpose was to be filled up with other men’s ejaculations. His body glistening invitingly in the light, tempting the new arrival to unzip his pants and walk up to the ruined boy’s quivering rump. Not hearing the weak protests as he enters the toy and starts using it for himself. Thrusting wildly into the warm and welcoming hole while whispering words of reassurance. How this was better for Sebastian. That Sebastian wasn’t cut out to be a college student anyway, so they were turning him into a sentient fuckhole for the whole campus to use. Over and over until all the resistance was fucked out of Sebastian, forcing him to accept his new life as a cum dump. Pumping his moaning body full with cum while more people were lining up outside. All eager to use Sebastian, the campus sex toy. Broken down for your pleasure…

“I’m soh-horry…” Sebastian whispered quietly. Then he opened his mouth and carefully pressed his teeth into Nicholas' left pec. The muscles were so firm that it was hard to find enough loose skin to gather in his mouth, so he aimed for the nipple. Once he had trapped it in his mouth, he started to bite down. Slow at first but then increasing the strength more and more in the vain hope that the action would alert the man of the approaching danger. Harder. Harder ..! 

“Hmmnn…” A moan of discomfort escaped the blonde’s lips as he blinked away the slumber in his eyes. He slowly looked around in a mildly disoriented way, as if he didn’t remember where he was.

Then his expression changed into shock when he saw Sebastian trapped in his arms. The boy’s teeth were clamping down on the actor’s nipple like a kitten to a teat, staring at Nicholas with pleading eyes that were red with tears and desperation. And behind the boy, a flashlight was searching between the bookcases. Coming closer and closer.

“... shit !” Nicholas whispered as he swiftly got up and pulled off Sebastian from his dick. Sebastian cringed visibly when the thick organ slipped out from his abused rectum with a disgusting wet sound. His asshole was dripping with sperm and Sebastian had to cover the opening with his palm to avoid leaving a humiliating wet trace on the floor.

He was just wondering where his pants were when a ball of fabric hit him in the chest, courtesy from Nicholas who had been faster at locating their clothes. Sebastian was just about to pull on the first leg when he felt a hand on his neck roughly pressing him down next to the armchair. It was just before a beam of light landed on the furniture, and soon moved over to the only person still standing.

“Oi!” The guard, an older man with scruffy facial hair, barked when he finally saw Nicholas, who thankfully had been faster at putting on his pants, though he was still shirtless. “What are you doing here? Don’t you know you have to announce yourself when we’re doing the rounds? What’s going on?”

“Oh thank god you came by,“ Nicholas exhaled with a thankful sigh. “I was studying for an exam and must have fallen asleep. I had a… “ There was a slight tremble in his voice that gave the impression of someone trying to bravely hold back strong emotions. “I know it’s silly, but I had this terrible dream… I think I’m still a bit shaken up by it, to be honest.” 

He flashed the older man a deeply grateful smile. “Thank you for waking me up, though. You’re doing a fantastic job keeping this campus and its students safe. I hope you get the appreciation you deserve for doing such an important job at these odd hours?”

“Yeah, yeah, yeah…” The guard waved away the pleasantries either in annoyance or bashfulness. “Just get out of my hair so I can cross this zone off, alright? If you’re gonna sleep, you do that at home, not in the damn library.”

“Certainly, sir,” Nicholas nodded happily. “Thank you so much. I’ll be out of here as soon as I’ve gathered my stuff, as well as myself.”

“You’re studying shirtless?” The man suddenly asked, circling the flashlight on Nicholas’ abs.

“You don’t?” Nicholas countered with what sounded like genuine surprise, as if it was a rather odd question that didn’t have a straight answer. 

“... What exam were you studying for, by the way?” The guard wondered, and Sebastian could tell that the question wasn’t entirely out of politeness.

“Oh, marine biology!” Nicholas chirped enthusiastically. “I was reading up on phytoplankton and how they indirectly enhance coral energy production. It’s been a dream of mine since I was a kid to study the ocean and save the coral reefs. You see, I grew up in a conservative home in a small town, and my parents were avid church goers with limited academic background, so when I saw Disney’s The Little Mermaid, I realized two things about myself that I knew would challenge my parents and their–”

“Okay, okay,” The guard stopped Nicholas with a hand up as he started backing away. “Good luck with all that, I guess...”

“You too, sir,” Nicholas smiled and waved as the man wandered off. It wasn’t until Sebastian could hear the familiar slam from doors closing that he dared to swiftly start putting on his pants again.

“Take your time, I don’t think he will be back soon,” Nicholas told Sebastian as he put his shirt back on. “And if we take the backdoor we won’t risk encountering him at all. Would be awkward to explain where you came from all of a sudden.”

“How do you know anything about phytoplankton?” Sebastian asked Nicholas, and while he didn’t intend to sound upset he realized that the question had come out rather angry.

“I don’t,” Nicholas explained simply as he gathered up some of Sebastian's books. “I just have a spot of eidetic memory and your book was open on that page when I got here. It’s a very useful skill for an actor, especially when I need to replace someone on a short notice.” He held up a book. “Is this one yours or is it the library’s?”

“It’s mine,” Sebastian sighed as he finally zipped his pants and picked up his bag. He thought hard about what had just transpired on the armchair, and was wondering how he was supposed to phrase it.

“... Do you sleepwalk?” Sebastian finally asked, not sure if he was on the right track.

“Ha! My parents used to say that I was a rascal-by-night growing up,” Nicholas chuckled heartily. “An absolute angel whenever I was awake, but the moment I fell asleep? I became a domesticated menace. Pulling out all the drawers, starting the dishwasher and not to mention the night terrors, especially when I was–” 

He cut himself off before he could finish the sentence. Then he turned away from Sebastian with a pondering look. “I haven’t done it for years now, though. I never remember what I do when I’m in that state.”

“I see…” Sebastian said as he put his backpack on. He wasn’t sure if sleep walking could evolve into “sleep fucking”, but Nicholas really didn’t seem to remember their semi conscious copulation or he surely would have apologized for almost making them getting caught. “... Is it true that your parents were conservatives?”

“A truth with modification,” Nicholas smiled as he walked around Sebastian so he could put the book in the backpack. “I did have a religious upbringing in a small community. And I did in fact like The little mermaid, though it sadly didn’t spark a passion for our nautical residents under the sea.” He grinned as he zipped up the bag. “And I think that Sebastian the college student is way cuter than Sebastian the crab.”

The aforementioned student blushed at the comparison and started walking towards the backdoor, trying to hide his face. He hadn’t really thought about Nicholas’ background before, but he could imagine that it must’ve been difficult to be gay under those circumstances. With a near photographic memory, you’d think that the man must have good grades and plenty of career options. So why would someone like that end up in the adult movie industry?

The moment Sebastians stepped outside and felt the chilly night air hit his face, he realized that he was beyond exhausted. His legs felt heavy to move and his head felt like it was filled with cotton. Before he knew it, he was laying in the backseat of Nicholas' car. Fading away into a slumber as lights were passing by the windows.

Chapter Text

Sebastian barely remembered how they got home from the library, but he was very grateful when he woke up and discovered that he was back in his bedroom. Or, technically Nicholas’ bedroom. 

The thought made him realize that the bed was suspiciously empty… 

Sebastian’s foggy eyes searched the room and immediately found the rightful owner by the wardrobe, currently putting on pants. A rare but welcome sight.

Nicholas seemed to sense a disturbance in the force, and glanced at the bed. He smiled graciously when he noticed that Sebastian was awake.

“You’re up earlier than I expected,” the blonde greeted. “You were so exhausted when we got back, I thought you’d sleep til noon if allowed. Which you are, by the way. After yesterday, I think you’ve earned some rest.”

Sebastian blushed as memories filled his mind. The vibrator in class. The sex in the library. The security guard… He wished that he could pretend that it was all a dream, but the soreness in his ass reminded him exactly of what it had been used for the previous day…

“How are you feeling, by the way?” Nicholas asked while casually picking among his shirts.

The question took Sebastian by such surprise that he was honestly not sure how to answer it.

He could lie and tell Nicholas that the anal sex really hurt and that his injury might have flared up, and he strongly felt that he shouldn’t be doing any butt stuff for another two weeks. But that would probably lead to another doctor’s appointment, and while he liked Dr. McGillion, there was always a risk that he could get Dr. Harlow instead… And that was a risk Sebastian wasn’t willing to take.

There also was a part of Sebastian that reminded him of the humiliating ways he had acted during the sex last night. As if he had… enjoyed it. He preferred not to think about it, but the fact was that it might be hard to convince Nicholas that he had been in excruciating pain during all of that.

Sebastian didn’t realize that he had been quiet for almost a minute, and flinched when Nicholas suddenly walked over to him and sat down on the bed. Shirtless and with a serious expression that was only enhanced by his glasses.

“I was gonna wait to bring this up until we’ve had something to eat,” Nicholas said. “But since you’re awake, I’d much rather have this conversation now.”

Sebastian couldn’t help but feel nervous. Nicholas was seldom this grave about anything. But evidently, something must have happened. Or was about to happen. He wished that Nicholas had put on a shirt first… The memories Sebastian was trying to hide were not helped by the close up of Nicholas' naked torso, that as late as last night had been so tightly pressed against Sebastian’s while he had bounced on Nicholas’ cock like a rider, all while moaning and panting and screaming his– 

He looked away from Nicholas’ chest and turned his eyes down instead. Only to realize that now he was looking at Nicholas’ groin. Sebastian blushed even harder, knowing intimately what was hiding under the fabric. He could feel his hole twitch at the bare thought, either in fear or some sick expectation.

Nicholas noticed where Sebastian’s eyes landed, and his serious look turned into amusement. “Still not satisfied?” Nicholas chuckled. “Even after everything we did last night? Your horniness is harder to get rid of than a telemarketer. Would telling you that I have an employee discount with your biggest rival help?”

Nicholas’ smile turned lewd as he snaked a hand under the blanket that was still covering most of Sebastian’s body. 

“...Or maybe we don’t get rid of it?” Nicholas suggested.

In the next second, Sebastian made a shaky gasp as Nicholas’ fingers wrapped around his barely awake dick.

“I understand how you feel,” Nicholas said as he stroked Sebastian’s penis under the blanket, making the boy writhe from the treatment. “Two weeks without having someone take care of that needy hole of yours… No wonder you’re still aching for something large to fill you all the way up…”

Sebastian squirmed and mewled as he felt how blood was rushing to his genitals, turning him semi erect.

The moment Sebastian’s penis started turning hard, Nicholas suddenly stopped stroking it. After a moment, the blonde removed his hand with a sigh.

“But what I actually wanted to do, is to apologize,” Nicholas said, his expression back to being serious.

Sebastian looked at Nicholas in genuine confusion. “A… Apologize for what?”

Nicholas didn’t reply immediately, but then turned to Sebastian with a sincere smile. “I like sex, Sebastian. And I have been particularly enjoying it together with you. Filming together that first time got me hooked, and I’ve been looking forward to having sex with you again ever since.” Nicholas paused with a teasing grin. “And then, I overheard you talking to Jacob on the phone while I was showering…”

Sebastian’s face lit up like a red light at an intersection.

“And how you told him that you think I’m ‘stupidly hot, and funny, and kind and sexy’,” Nicholas quoted with an even wider smile as he watched his roommate fighting for his life. “And that you’ve never had a boyfriend and that you think I’m way out of your league.”

Of course Nicholas had heard him. In retrospect, standing right outside the bathroom while lying to Jacob about how absolutely gay Sebastian was for Nicholas had been unbelievably dumb. 

“For the record, you’re not,” Nicholas suddenly said and gently picked a small piece of lint from Sebastian’s shoulder. “Out of my league, that is.”

Sebastian wasn’t sure why his heart suddenly started beating so much faster.

“But I do feel bad over how much I have distracted you from school,” Nicholas said, looking genuinely concerned. “I know how seriously you take your studies, and I’m afraid that I’ve been acting quite selfishly the last couple of weeks… The moment I heard that you’re into me, it has been impossibly hard for me to not… Act on my feelings at any given opportunity.”

“Yeah, I’ve noticed that you… Are a pretty frisky dude,” Sebastian said with a rueful smile. 

“That’s the kindest way anyone has called me a horny bastard, and I appreciate it,” Nicholas laughed. “I thought that you were just afraid of getting into a relationship. So, offering to be fuck buddies was my way to let you circumvent that. Just all the fun, but without the commitment.”

Nicholas turned quiet for a second before looking at Sebastian. “So I want to apologize for distracting you from school,” Nicholas looked Sebastian directly in the eyes. “When you said that you wanted to prioritize your studies, I didn’t understand what that meant. But watching you in the library yesterday, and thinking about it all night, I now see how serious you are. And I promise to no longer tempt you and lure you away from the road of academia.”

Sebastian didn’t realize that his jaw had dropped during Nicholas’ explanation and quickly closed his mouth, scratching his neck awkwardly. “Uh, thanks. I really appreciate it.”

“Just to be clear, I would be happy to explore our relationship in the future,” Nicholas said with a smile and moved the blanket away from Sebastian, just enough to allow the older man to have a look at Sebastian’s crotch. “...But,” Nicholas quickly added and turned his attention back to the teenager. “I will patiently wait for the day you feel ready to pursue that. If that’s okay with you?”

“That sounds great!” Sebastian replied, but then realized that he perhaps had sounded a little too enthusiastic. “I mean… Don’t get me wrong, you are super duper hot, and… Yeah. But I am genuinely trying to focus on school right now and any kind of romantic or sexual relationship feels… A bit too much for me, you know…? So, I’d rather just stay friends for now.”

“Not-sex buddies it is then,” Nicholas laughed and tousled Sebastian’s hair playfully. “For now at least…”

Nicholas left the bed and walked back to the wardrobe, where he picked out a black t-shirt. 

“But just so you know,” Nicholas said and threw Sebastian a toothy grin. “Should you ever need to blow off some steam… I’ll keep an open invitation just for you.”

Sebastian just nodded, but was too distracted to reply. When Nicholas had put on the shirt, Sebastian had noticed the scars again. The two strange, jagged scars next to his shoulder blades. He had completely forgotten about them.

“Oh, I by the way,” Nicholas suddenly said as the black fabric covered up the mysterious marks. “The couch is coming home from the war this afternoon.”

“Say what?” Sebastian asked, certain that he had misheard.

“I thought we might as well go back to our previous arrangement,” Nicholas continued. “I’ll take the couch for a week just to make sure it’s comfy enough, and if I deem it worthy for a guest, we’ll swap later. Unless you’d like to keep the bed–”

“Absolutely not!” Sebastian interrupted. “You’ve been letting me stay here rent free, my cleaning skills are outsourced, and you’ve beaten me to breakfast and dinner 9 out of 10 times. You are not giving me your bed too, I can’t afford that many favors from you.”

Nicholas burst out laughing. It was such a hearty laugh that Sebastian couldn’t help but to smile as well. 

“Deal,” Nicholas said and left the bedroom. “Speaking of which… We both may have missed breakfast, but it seems like I already have the lead in beating you to making lunch.”

Nicholas mimed a person running in slow motion, holding both his hands up in victory signs, before disappearing out of view. While Sebastian still sat in the large bed, alone, and tried to unpack what just had happened.

He had not expected this.

He didn’t even know that this had been an option.

Nicholas had, on his own accord, decided to not instigate sex anymore. Not because he had found out that Sebastian wasn’t gay, or that he had grown to dislike him. But because he didn’t want to distract Sebastian from his studies. All the times Sebastian had used school as an excuse to not have sex, or to spend less time with his roommate’s libido, had weirdly enough paid off. 

This change didn’t solve any of his biggest problems, but it at least made his living situation a lot less stressful. It also meant that he now could focus on his main concern; to find a way to make money without having to bottom for dudes. Jacob had given him the… Unconventional advice to have sex with Locum Studios’ founders, Logan and Lorraine Cummings. He wasn’t keen on getting in bed with his boss and his wife (although, Lorraine was extremely hot), but perhaps he could at least get a meeting with them and discuss his situation, and ask for top roles instead.

The moment Jacob’s name entered Sebastian’s brain, a stray thought started to form and grow until Sebastian realized something that immediately made him feel terrible.

He had hung up on Jacob in the library yesterday. With no reason or as much as a goodbye. And Jacob had not bothered to call him back, or even send him a text to ask why or check in on him. 

Sebastian couldn’t help but suddenly feel incredibly guilty. He had panicked when Nicholas showed up and completely forgot about his friend. And Jacob seemed like the kind of guy who had written a book of law about social crimes and blunders. Including punishments.

He reached for his phone on the nightstand and quickly checked it. No new messages or missed calls. 

Jacob must be really pissed…

He went back to his call history to check what time he had hung up. How many hours ago had it been? Sebastian had to call him right now and apologize, while also coming up with a decent defense.

The student blinked in surprise when he looked at the duration of the call. According to his phone, he had been on a call with Jacob for almost an hour yesterday. That couldn’t be right… He looked at the time where the call had ended, and felt a cold sensation spread in his chest.

Had he really ended the call with Jacob, or did he just think he had…?

Sebastian clicked the call button.

“Bonjooour, mon mignon frére friend,” Jacob’s voice came through in a borderline musical manner. “Listen, my beautiful baby boy, mommy is about to shoot a really spicy space romance here, can I call you back in two shakes of a tentacle?”

Jacob sounded extremely chirpy. 

Suspiciously chirpy.

“Jacob,” Sebastian said gravely. “Have you done something bad?”

There was a long pause.

“...I have, please forgive me and blame god for making me a horny mortal, we are only normal men after all.” 

“ Did you listen in on us last night?! ” Sebastian yelled. 

“Why didn’t you hang up!?” Jacob yelled back.

“Hey, don’t put this on me!”

“I am. I’m the victim of entrapment and would not have perpetrated this crime had it not been for your persuasion and slash or neglect.”

Sebastian groaned. “How much did you hear…?”

“So. I heard when you shouted ‘Nicholas’ right after I finished my love proclamation for fusionjizz69, bless his impure sou l, so there I am, waiting for you to elaborate, like a normal person. But then I hear the voice of God and I realize that the big man himself is right there . With you! And you cannot blame me for not hanging up at that moment! Having that man’s vocals penetrating your eardrums will shake up anyone’s cognitive abilities!”

“Fair…” Sebastian sighed. “And how much else did you hear?”

“Not everything!” Jacob reassured him.

“Okay, good.”

“I had to leave for a few minutes to sneak inside my girlfriend’s room and get my special dildo,” Jacob explained. “So I missed the part where he changed the plug for his cock, so if you could just reiterate that for me–”

“You did not use a dildo while listening to me and Nicholas…” Sebastian pleaded, hoping that Jacob was joking.

“Sebediah, my love. I only did it because I wanted to thoroughly appreciate this gift ,” Jacob told him sincerely. “And it was my favorite dildo. It’s like putting on a three piece suit when going to someone’s birthday party. I was fucking myself to your ethereal sounds of pleasure with utmost respect for you.”

Sebastian tiredly dragged a hand over his face. He should be furious that Jacob had listened in on how Nicholas had fucked him in the library. But another part of him was more relieved than angry, since he had expected Jacob to be pissed at him. Also, considering that all three of them were porn actors, it seemed almost silly to be upset. Thousands of people had already watched Nicholas fuck Sebastian before. And Jacob hadn’t even had a visual.

“Look, I don’t have a lot of shame left, but your silence is making me feel things I’ve never felt before and not in a sexy way, so can you please forgive me or at least put me out of my misery, I am truly sorry, but also eternally grateful, it would be wrong of me to lie.”

“How about you make it up to me?” Sebastian said.

“I understand. I’ll be at your place immediately after filming and I’ll give you a blowjob that will blow your mind, I just have to explain this to Sara, but she will understand– ”

“No!” Sebastian objected. “I just want you to tell me if you know anything about those weird scars on Nicholas’ back. That’s all.” 

“Ooooooh, those scars,” Jacob said, his voice changing immediately to excitement. “Oh, honey. Oh, sweetie. Yes, yes, yes. I know about them. He got them waaay back in a film he did with Rocky for the studio.”

Sebastian’s jaw dropped for the second time. “Did you just say Rocky? That Rocky?”

“Mr. Big dick short fuse himself,” Jacob confirmed. “The film is kinda controversial, and I’m talking multiple reasons, so the studio made it non-searchable on the website. Seriously, you can’t find this film through normal means. It’s not even listed on Rocky’s or Nicholas’ profiles anymore, it’s like GONE gone. Nuked from orbit. But the studio never took it down, probably because it was super popular, so you can still watch it, but only if you have the link.”

“I… Had no idea that Nicholas and Rocky had filmed together,” Sebastian said, not sure what to make of this information.

“Girl, those two have some spicy history together, you have no idea. Just let me know if you want me to send you the link and I’ll– Oh shit, shit, shit, that’s me. That’s me they are yelling at. I’m so sorry , Po-Po, I’ll be right there! Look, sweetie, I gotta go. Talk to you more soon! Kisses!”

And with that, Jacob had ended the call.

Sebastian felt weirdly conflicted about the lore drop about Nicholas and Rocky. One part of him was curious, but another part wasn’t sure if he should look into it more. Or if he really should ask for that link… What could an “unconventional” porno with Rocky and Nicholas look like? And how did Nicholas get those scars from filming it?

The curiosity lingered, and Sebastian’s finger hovered over the message button under Jacob’s name. Then, Sebastian closed his contacts and opened his email instead. He looked through his inbox until he found an email from Logan Cummings. Sebastian then copied the address and started a new message.

Hello.

I would like to talk to you about my contract and any upcoming roles in your productions. I strongly believe that I can offer you more than I do today, and I was hoping that you and your wife would like to meet with me to discuss this.

Thank you for your consideration,

Sebastian Bowers

He hesitated for several minutes and re-read the text five times before he finally pressed send.

It was worth a shot.

Sebastian left the bed and got dressed. He had nothing planned for today, but for once, he felt safe spending the time in the apartment. Knowing that Nicholas had promised to not give in to his lusty desires, Sebastian might just as well watch TV or maybe read something that wasn’t about plankton . Just relaxing for once.

He started to feel a scent of waffles and was just about to follow it downstairs when he heard his phone ping from a new email. Sebastian picked it up and saw to his surprise that he had already received a reply from Logan.

Mr, Bowers.

My wife and I would be delighted to discuss your future with the studio. I want to invite you over for dinner at our home so that we may get to know each other better and look over the terms of your contract. I’ll return to you with a date and time shortly. I am personally very excited to see what more you can offer us.

Best regards,

Logan Cummings.

“I guess we’ll see if you’re right, Jacob…” Sebastian mumbled as he left the bedroom.

Later that night, Sebastian found himself alone in the impossibly big bed.

He sprawled out under the blanket but his fingers and toes weren’t even close to reaching any of the edges. It was painfully obvious that there was no longer a second body occupying the empty space.

The couch had arrived, just as Nicholas had predicted, and the blonde had dutifully moved his sleeping arrangements to the living room for the time being. But Sebastian hadn’t expected that he would feel this… Lonely. 

Or that it would be so hard to fall asleep…

Sebastian rolled over and stared at the ceiling. He blinked in mild surprise when he noticed four metal hoops screwed in place. As if four different lamps were supposed to hang in a square pattern. But there was nothing hanging from them now, which seemed a bit odd.

He eventually sighed and closed his eyes in frustration. It wasn’t that he missed sleeping next to Nicholas. No, he just… wasn’t used to sleeping by himself. Considering that they had shared bed for two weeks, it wasn’t weird for Sebastian to feel this way. Also, the bed was clearly not made for one single person, which also explained why something felt off.

Sebastian glanced at his phone's clock and it informed him that the time was 00:54. He had been lying awake for almost an hour.

He sighed and sat up before reaching for the TV remote. His thoughts were distracting him from falling asleep, but perhaps a movie or something could help him get in the right mindset.

The TV started up and immediately showed him Locum Studios streaming platform. Sebastian panicked, but then realized that he was alone, and that Nicholas had probably fallen asleep a long time ago. 

He then noticed a featured video with Nicholas. Judging by the thumbnail, Nicholas played a doctor and Jacob appeared to have been cast as his patient, dressed in only a paper gown that did not cover his back. The picture showed Jacob bent over an examination table with a face of either anguish or unadulterated bliss while Nicholas’ was standing in a white coat and no pants right behind him, clearly in the middle of fucking his patient thoroughly.

Sebastian looked at the image for what felt like several minutes. Hesitating... A memory flashed before his eyes and he remembered how Nicholas had bent Sebastian over the table in the library in a much similar manner. Sebastian could feel his hole pucker and shudder at the reminder, and something warm spread in his abdomen, making his private parts tingle.

How had Nicholas managed to make him feel… That way. It had hurt, no doubt, but he didn’t remember the pain. Just the incredible sensation that had completely rewritten his mind and made him act like… Something different. Something he knew for sure that he wasn’t, but that Nicholas had challenged time and time again. And he also knew that there was something inside of him that wanted to feel it again.

Sebastian pressed play.

There were helpful timestamps in the video to specific parts. Introduction. Foreplay. Anal… 

Sebastian removed his underwear and dropped them on the floor. Allowing the warmth and softness of the bed engulf his genitals. He could feel his heart beating uncomfortably loud when he took the remote and jumped to the third timestamp. 

“Bend over the table, for me...”

Nicholas’ authoritative voice caused Sebastian’s cock to twitch. The teenager then tentatively reached under the blanket and grasped it gently in his hand. Feeling how it was throbbing lightly in his palm. 

Jacob obeyed the doctor and looked back at Nicholas with an expression dripping with need.

“It’s not gonna hurt, right doctor?” 

Jacob’s buttocks were trembling in anticipation and his butthole flexing.

“Only a little…” 

Nicholas pulled down his pants and revealed the familiar 7 inch dick before placing the tip against his patient’s anus. Moving it seductively up and down the crack, painting the pink area with glistening precum.

Jacob moaned as the doctor eventually entered him entirely, causing the patient to quiver from the stretch. As Nicholas started thrusting, Sebastian closed his eyes. He tried stroking his cock slowly. Careful, as if he was doing something he wasn’t supposed to and was afraid to get caught.

The sounds of flesh slapping against flesh started entering his mind. The same sounds that had haunted him since their first filming. Sebastian stroked his dick in rhythm with the wet impacts and felt how blood started filling and inflating his flaccid organ.

“Ahh… Nghh. You’re so… Ahhh… Big…”

“Just relax… You’re taking it so good for me…”

Sebastian felt how his breath hitched a little bit. 

“You’re so… Ngahh… Deep… Please, doctor…”

“I need to inject this inside your rectum…”

Sebastian’s breathing was growing faster. His free hand reached between his legs, past his balls and started to gently push a finger inside his hole…

“Nnnh… Aahh… Feels sooo… Big… Nagh…”

“What a good patient you are… So good for me…”

Jacob’s gasps mixed with Sebastian’s own as the student abandoned his hard cock and started thrusting his finger in and out of his sensitive hole instead.

“D-Doctor, I’m— Aah…! Haah… I’m gonna…”

“It’s alright. You can cum. Your doctor needs to see how healthy you are. It’s alright to cum from your doctor’s cock…”

Sebastian started moaning uncontrollably as he pushed two fingers inside and began to buck his hips in response. Chasing that familiar feeling. That high that he couldn’t get enough of. That forbidden pleasure only Nicholas knew how to reach… 

When Jacob screamed on the TV from his orgasm, Sebastian started thrusting faster. He needed this, he needed Nicholas to finish in him, he needed to…

“Cum for me…”

Sebastian felt something choke his moans and turn them to a groan of pleasure as his dick suddenly went completely rigid and sputtered out strings of cum under the blanket.

“Good boy…”

Sebastian looked up at the screen and panted slightly as he watched Nicholas pull out of his patient. He then picked Jacob up only to move him onto the back.

“Now for your next examination…”

As Nicholas started pushing his still erect cock into Jacob’s sloppy hole, Sebastian quickly grabbed the remote and turned off the TV. His face was red like a crime scene. Sebastian slowly lifted the blanket and saw the dark stain of his cum tainting the blue fabric. He sighed in frustration and flipped the blanket over. He would have to deal with that tomorrow.

He made an attempt to go back to sleep and this time, he found his consciousness soon drifting off. 

He tried not to think about what he just did. 

He tried not to think about what it meant. 

He just tried to ignore all the thoughts that lingered in his mind… Including the one telling him that he had liked this bed better when he had shared it.