Chapter 1: Prologue
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Alexander lifted his sword high, its cold steel catching the faint light as he prepared to defend himself. The British blade, sharp and swift, came hurtling toward him, its deadly arc aimed directly at him. His muscles tensed, his breath shallow, as he frantically searched the chaos around him. His comrades were locked in their own ferocious battles, each fighting with everything they had, the clash of steel ringing in the air. He caught glimpses of their faces—straining, determined—his closest friends caught in the same desperate struggle.
Suddenly, as the sword swung closer, a blinding white light erupted from nowhere, illuminating the entire battlefield. The brilliance was overwhelming, searing his eyes, forcing him to look away and raise his arm to shield himself. In that instant, everything went silent—the war cries, the clashing of swords, the booms of the cannons, even the thundering of hooves—all faded into an eerie stillness.
He felt himself fall, his grip slackening. His thoughts scattered in the confusion, and he could no longer feel the earth beneath his feet. The next moment, a profound darkness enveloped him, and he slipped away.
When he regained consciousness, he was surrounded by an unsettling void. There was no sound, no light, only the weight of silence pressing in on him. His first instinct was panic, his heart racing in his chest. Had he died? Was this the afterlife?
The thought came quickly—had he fallen in battle? Was it the last strike of the enemy that had taken him? And yet, amidst the overwhelming darkness, there was a small, comforting thought that followed: I hope they won. He had always dreamed of fighting with honor, of securing a legacy for his comrades to carry on. If he had fallen in glory, he hoped that his sacrifice would ensure they achieved victory. A warrior who went down, not in defeat, but with purpose—a legacy that would live on in the hearts of those who remembered his name. In the oppressive silence of the unknown, his thoughts were consumed by one fear: Eliza. He could not bear the thought of her being left alone, not after all they had promised each other. He had fought for his country, but his true battle now was to keep that vow—to ensure she would never face the world without him. His brothers-in-arms, Laurens, Lafayette, and Washington, had made the same promise, to protect each other's families if one should fall. The uncertainty of their fate gnawed at him, but his resolve was unwavering—he would survive, for her, and fulfill the promise he made to both her and his comrades.
Washington stood tall at the heart of the battle, the chaos swirling around him. The ground beneath his boots shook with the ferocity of the fighting, the air thick with the acrid smell of sweat and blood. His heart raced, his every movement measured and precise as he cut through the ranks of the British soldiers. With a mighty roar, he swung his sword in a sweeping arc, cleaving through two redcoats in a single, powerful strike. Their bodies crumpled to the ground, and for a moment, he stood there, gasping for breath, his chest heaving, muscles aching with exhaustion. His gaze flickered across the battlefield, taking in the sight of his soldiers—brave men locked in their own desperate struggles, their faces streaked with dirt and blood, yet filled with unwavering resolve.
Despite the chaos around him, Washington remained focused. The clashing of swords, the shouts of men, the thunder of cannons—it was all a blur, an overwhelming symphony of violence. But then, in the midst of it all, his eyes locked onto a figure in the distance—Alexander. The young soldier was struggling, his back to a wall of enemies, a British sword primed to strike. For a moment, everything seemed to slow. Washington's heart skipped a beat. *No... not Alexander,* he thought, his thoughts racing.
Before he could move, before he could shout a command, the battlefield was momentarily drowned in an overwhelming, blinding white light. It flashed across the field with such intensity that it momentarily blinded him, and the world seemed to vanish. He staggered back, momentarily disoriented, his mind scrambling to make sense of what was happening. The sounds of battle faded away, replaced by an eerie stillness that sent a shiver down his spine. His hand tightened around the hilt of his sword, instinctively preparing for what came next.
And then... darkness.
When he opened his eyes, there was no sound. No sight. Nothing but the crushing weight of silence and an all-encompassing darkness. Panic gripped his chest as he tried to make sense of his surroundings. He was alone—trapped in a void of emptiness. The weight of his failure hit him like a physical blow. *Was it over? Had the revolution ended?* His thoughts were clouded by a profound sadness that seemed to seep into every part of him. *Would he never see the future he had fought for, the liberty they had dreamed of?*
The dream of a free America—of a new nation—had always burned brightly in his heart, and now, that dream seemed to flicker and fade before him. The sacrifice, the struggle, the lives lost—it had all been for this moment. But now that he was gone, lost in this black void, would anyone remember? Would anyone continue the fight? Or had it all been for nothing?
The weight of that uncertainty crushed him, and for the first time, Washington felt truly lost.
Lafayette’s voice rang out over the battlefield, sharp and commanding. "Hold your position!" he cried, the words cutting through the chaos of clashing steel and cries of pain. His men responded with grim determination, holding the line against the advancing British forces. The strategic trap was beginning to take shape—if they could hold this ground, they might just have a chance to turn the tide. The Continental Army would survive. They had to survive.
The battlefield was a blur of movement, men locked in a deadly dance of life and death. The air was thick with the acrid scent of gunpowder, the sharp tang of sweat and blood, and the distant thundering of cannons that rattled the earth beneath their feet. Yet, despite the brutal noise of war, Lafayette’s eyes remained sharp, scanning the horizon for any sign of weakness in the enemy’s advance. His thoughts were focused, clear, but then his gaze fell on something that caused his heart to lurch in his chest.
There, amidst the chaos, was Alexander—his mon petit lion, as he often called him, the young officer who had proven himself time and time again in battle. But now, Lafayette watched in horror as Alexander staggered, nearly overwhelmed by a British soldier. The gleaming edge of a redcoat’s blade flashed in the sunlight, cutting through the air with terrifying precision. It was aimed directly at Alexander’s unprotected side, the strike so swift and certain that Lafayette’s blood ran cold.
“No!” Lafayette shouted, a burst of panic surging through him. Time seemed to stretch in those agonizing seconds, his heart hammering as he watched Alexander struggle to regain his balance, the sword's deadly arc aimed directly for him. His mind screamed at him to move, to do something—anything—but he was too far, too far away to intervene. His feet were planted on the battlefield, and in that instant, he was frozen, paralyzed by the sight of his friend, his comrade, his lion—teetering on the brink of death.
But just as Lafayette thought he might witness the worst, something else happened. The battle around him seemed to swell, a sudden force pulling his attention back to the present. A harsh, unexpected blow landed on his back, sharp and jarring, a searing pain erupting across his shoulders. His breath caught in his throat as he staggered forward, losing his balance for a moment.
Before he could react, before he could fully process what had just happened, a blinding white light exploded around him. The light was overwhelming—pure, radiant, and so intense that it stole his breath away. It engulfed him entirely, and in that instant, every sound, every sensation, everything familiar about the battlefield vanished. He could no longer hear the battle cries, the clash of swords, or the stomping of boots. There was only the light, brilliant and disorienting, a wave of white that swallowed him whole.
Lafayette’s mind raced, unable to make sense of what was happening. He reached out instinctively, his arms flailing against the sudden, all-encompassing brightness. His heart pounded with a new kind of fear, one that didn’t come from the battlefield but from the unknown force that now surrounded him. What was happening? Where were they? The world he knew, the men he fought alongside, seemed to dissolve in the blinding glow.
And then—nothing.
In the heart of South Carolina, the air was thick with tension, the weight of battle hanging heavy in the humid afternoon. John Laurens sat astride his horse, his posture tall and unwavering, his eyes fixed on the horizon. The ground beneath him was a patchwork of fields, the dry grass rustling in the wind, a stark contrast to the violence unfolding around him. He could hear the shouts of his men, the clash of weapons, the pounding of hooves on the earth as they drove the redcoats further back, pushing them toward the riverbanks. The task was clear—force the British out of South Carolina, no retreat, no surrender.
His horse’s reins were firm in his hands, his grip steady as he barked orders to his men, his voice a sharp command cutting through the din of battle. “Ensure no redcoats escape!” he shouted, his words carried on the wind to the soldiers behind him. They had the advantage now, the redcoats were cornered, and there was no way out for them, not if Laurens had anything to say about it. The riverbank ahead would become their prison unless they were driven back, unless the Continental forces secured their victory here. His men surged forward, charging through the fields, the horses' hooves kicking up dust, the sound of the pursuit relentless.
The battle raged in the distance, but Laurens remained focused. His eyes narrowed as he observed his soldiers’ movements, ensuring their lines were tight, their resolve unbroken. But then, just as the rhythm of the battlefield settled into a tense sort of order, something jolted through him—a strange sensation that caused his horse to suddenly come to an abrupt halt. The animal snorted, its muscles tensing, sensing the change in the air before Laurens could even fully comprehend what was happening. His gaze flicked downward, then to the horizon, trying to identify what had caused the disturbance, but there was nothing immediately visible. No new threat, no shift in the enemy's position that he could see.
Before he could process it further, a sudden flash of light erupted before him, so brilliant and blinding that it felt as though the very sky had been torn open. The light was pure and overwhelming, so intense that it swallowed everything in its path, blurring his vision, clouding his thoughts. The world around him seemed to shudder, the sounds of the battle muffled as if they were miles away, and in the blink of an eye, his body went rigid, unable to move.
A sharp, searing pain coursed through him, a force so powerful it felt as though his very being was being torn from him. The light was all-encompassing, searing through his senses like a sudden storm. And then, as quickly as it had come, the light was gone, replaced by an all-consuming darkness. His thoughts scrambled to make sense of it, but the confusion was overwhelming. His body felt weightless, as if the very earth had vanished beneath him. He tried to focus, to understand what had just happened, but it was as if the world had been erased, leaving nothing but a profound silence in its wake.
The battle, his men, his mission—all of it seemed to dissolve into the void, and Laurens was left drifting in a darkness that had no end.
The small tailor shop in New York City, tucked away on a narrow, bustling street, was a quiet refuge from the outside world. The air was thick with the scent of linen and wool, mingled with the faintest hint of dust that clung to the beams above. Sunlight filtered through the dirty windows, casting long, angled shadows across the workbenches stacked high with bolts of fabric. A soft hum of the city’s distant noise—horses’ hooves clattering, merchants calling their wares, the murmur of pedestrians—drifted in through the crack in the door, but inside the shop, it was calm, almost serene.
Hercules moved with practiced efficiency, his hands quick and steady as they gathered swatches of fabric from the shelves. He had been doing this for years—measuring, cutting, stitching—but today, as his fingers brushed the smooth fibers, there was an edge to his movements, a quiet tension in the air. He could hear the voice of the customer behind him—one he had hoped to avoid. A British soldier, wearing a grimy uniform that bore the stains of too many days in the field, was explaining the details of an order he wanted placed with a sneer in his voice.
“I need something to mark our victory, tailor,” the soldier barked, his tone dripping with the arrogance of one who had never known defeat. “Something that screams triumph. A reminder of how we crushed those traitors to the Crown, those vermin who dared defy us.”
Hercules clenched his jaw at the words, his mind momentarily flashing to images of his comrades—men and women who had fought for their freedom, who had bled for this cause. "Traitors to the Crown."
The words twisted in his stomach like a sharp knife. His own loyalty, his own struggles, his own ties to the Revolution were known only to himself. To speak out, to argue with this soldier, would be to expose his deepest convictions—and to risk everything.
He bit his tongue so hard that he could taste the metallic tang of blood in his mouth. The words he longed to shout remained locked inside, though every fiber of his being screamed to defend his brothers and sisters in arms, to declare that they were no traitors but patriots who fought for the very freedom that this soldier so casually dismissed. But Hercules knew better. He had worked too long, too carefully, to reveal his true allegiance. His shop, his cover—it was all he had.
He forced himself to stay calm, to focus on the task at hand. As the soldier rambled on, describing the “fitting” outfit—a fine coat to celebrate the British victory—Hercules nodded quietly, carefully setting down the bolt of fabric he had been holding. He turned to face the soldier, his voice cool and professional. “I have two fabrics that might suit your design, sir,” he said, keeping his tone even. “Both are fine materials—well-suited for the kind of coat you’re describing. One is a deep navy blue with a subtle sheen, and the other is a rich burgundy, the color of victory, perhaps.” He motioned for the soldier to follow him to the table where the fabrics were displayed.
As Hercules spread the cloth out before the soldier, he could almost feel the tension in the room growing, as though the very air around him was thickening with each insult this man hurled at the men and women who had fought for liberty. How could he speak like that? Hercules thought, his hands shaking ever so slightly as he displayed the fabric. But he forced himself to maintain composure, knowing that the smallest slip would expose him, and he couldn’t afford that—not with so much at stake.
The soldier didn’t seem to notice the tension in the air, or perhaps he simply didn’t care. He ran his fingers along the fabric with a dismissive smirk, as if nothing about this order held any significance beyond his own smug satisfaction. “The navy blue will do,” the soldier said without hesitation, his voice dripping with arrogance. “A fitting color for a man of my stature. Now, make sure it’s cut to perfection. I want every detail to reflect the greatness of the British Empire.”
Hercules barely contained a wince at the soldier’s pompous words, but he simply nodded and motioned for him to follow. As he gathered his measuring tools, a strange sensation washed over him—a prickling sense of something off in the air, something that didn’t belong. He froze for a moment, his heart skipping a beat. The noise from the street outside seemed to fade, and the oppressive silence of the shop seemed to intensify, wrapping around him like a tightening knot.
Before he could even register what was happening, the world around him erupted in a blinding, searing white light. It was so sudden, so bright, that it stole the breath from his lungs and struck him to the core. He instinctively shielded his eyes, but the light was relentless, as if it were not of this world. The fabric, the soldier, the shop—everything blurred into nothingness as the brightness overwhelmed him. The room spun wildly, and he lost his footing, stumbling backward.
A strange force seemed to pull him, yanking him off balance until he could no longer hold himself upright. The air around him seemed to hum with energy, vibrating with a pulse that he couldn’t comprehend. His legs buckled beneath him, and the floor slipped away.
Then, just as suddenly as it had come, the light vanished. It wasn’t just the light—it was everything. The familiar walls of the shop, the soldier’s sneering face, the fabric, all of it disappeared into a suffocating darkness. There was no sound, no light, just an all-encompassing void that seemed to pull him deeper, as though the very fabric of reality itself had unraveled. Hercules’ heart pounded in his chest, the silence pressing in on him like a weight.
For a moment, he couldn’t tell if he had fallen unconscious or if something far more inexplicable had occurred. But one thing was certain—he was no longer in the tailor shop, and nothing felt familiar. The world he knew had vanished in the blink of an eye.
Phillip's breath came in sharp, shallow gasps, his heart pounding wildly in his chest as he stood facing George Eacker in the early morning light. The heavy air was thick with tension, the sounds of the distant crowd—murmuring, restless—fading into a dull background hum. The world seemed to narrow, and all he could see was the man before him, the boy who had dared to disparage his father’s legacy, who had mocked his family’s honor in public, questioning their name and their worth. The weight of it all was crushing, a bitter fire of anger and hurt burning in his chest.
His hands trembled, the cold steel of the pistol clenched tight in his grip. He must remain strong, he reminded himself. His eyes flickered to the crowd, to his friends and family standing at a distance, silently watching. His mother’s face, pale and anxious, flashed through his mind. Make them proud, he thought desperately. Make Father proud.
He knew deep down that this was a foolish thing, a reckless thing—his father would never have wanted this. A duel was a dangerous, senseless way to resolve a grievance, especially over words. It was childish. But in this moment, nothing else seemed to matter. He had been backed into a corner, cornered by pride and the relentless need to defend his family’s honor. To back down now, to turn away, would feel like surrendering not just to George Eacker but to the very idea of being a man of his word.
Phillip faced his opponent with a steely resolve, his back straight, his shoulders squared, and his head held high despite the nerves that twisted within him. George Eacker, the man who had publicly dishonored his father’s memory, stood just a few paces away. His expression was cold, indifferent, as though this whole situation were nothing more than a game to him. His hand rested on the butt of his own pistol, his stance casual, as though he had nothing to lose. Phillip felt a flicker of disdain rise in his chest, but he kept it locked away. There was no room for emotion here.
George had refused all peace talks, had dismissed every attempt at reconciliation. This was the only way to settle the matter, they had both decided. The seconds dragged by, stretching into what felt like an eternity, the air thick and charged with unspoken tension.
The seconds ticked by, and then the signal came. The two men turned sharply and began to walk the prescribed ten paces. Phillip counted each one in his mind, the rhythm steady, deliberate, almost mechanical. One... two... three... His body was rigid, his eyes fixed ahead. He could feel the heat of the sun on his back, the rough texture of his clothes against his skin. Seven... eight... nine... ten.
He halted and spun around, the world suddenly narrowing again to just George Eacker. His breath quickened, the grip on his pistol tightening as the moment of truth arrived. His gaze locked with Eacker’s, and he could see the faint flicker of uncertainty in the other man’s eyes, but it was gone almost as soon as it appeared. They were two men, set on the same path, each determined to make the other bleed for the perceived wrongs.
The countdown in his mind began, slow and deliberate: One... two... three... four... five... six... His finger hovered near the trigger. He could hear the rustling of the crowd behind him, their collective breath held in anxious anticipation. The weight of the moment settled heavily on his chest, each second stretching longer than the last. Seven…
A sharp, deafening crack pierced the air.
Phillip's heart skipped a beat as the sound echoed across the field, the shot ringing out like the tolling of a bell. His mind scrambled to process the sound, to react, but everything seemed to blur together in that single moment. He felt no pain—yet. But his body was frozen, a tense anticipation gripping him. Had he been hit? Was it over?
Before he could even feel the sting of the bullet, before he could brace for the sensation of warm blood spilling from a wound, a brilliant flash of white light erupted in front of him. It was so blinding, so pure, that it seemed to consume him completely. The world around him seemed to dissolve into that light, the edges of reality flickering away like a forgotten dream. His body felt weightless, as though the very ground beneath him had disappeared.
In the next instant, everything went still—unnaturally still. There was no sound, no light, no sense of direction. Just an overwhelming, infinite darkness that swallowed him whole. The sensations of the world—the heat of the sun, the feel of the pistol in his hand, the very presence of the other man—faded into nothing. Phillip tried to move, to speak, to cry out, but the darkness was all-encompassing, a thick void that pressed in on him from all sides.
What had just happened? His mind struggled to make sense of it, to grasp onto something familiar in the overwhelming emptiness. But there was nothing. Only the silence and the consuming dark.
Aaron Burr leaned back against the worn wooden chair, his sharp eyes tracing the movements of the young man he had just met—Alexander Hamilton—across the dimly lit tavern. The clamor of voices and the steady clinking of mugs seemed to blend into a murmur in the background as Hamilton passionately spoke, his words laced with fire and fervor, urging those around him to rise up and seek war, to demand revolution. The other young men, brimming with idealism and restless energy, had already labeled themselves the “revolutionary set,” a term that seemed both pretentious and overzealous to Burr. He watched as they leaned in, captivated by Hamilton’s conviction, their eager faces reflecting the zeal of a cause that had not yet been tested by the reality of what it might cost.
Burr, however, remained seated at the back of the room, the warm glow from the hearth flickering across his features as he swirled the amber liquid in his glass. He wasn’t a fool; he knew that talk of revolution was far more glamorous in the taverns and backrooms of cities than it was on the battlefields. War had a way of ripping apart the lofty ideals of the young and the impetuous, leaving behind nothing but the scars of reality. He had seen it before.
With a quiet sigh, he raised the glass to his lips, the bitter taste of whiskey a stark contrast to the fire of youthful ambition around him. He wasn’t here to get swept up in their fervor, not yet. He could afford to observe, to watch from the sidelines and gauge the risks before deciding whether to join in the madness. Despite his desire to remain distant, however, something about Hamilton intrigued him. The young immigrant had an intensity that was impossible to ignore. Burr had first met him earlier that evening, and though the meeting had been brief, Hamilton’s raw energy and conviction had left a mark on him. The young man’s drive was almost infectious. It was clear Hamilton wasn’t one to wait for things to happen—he was someone who would make things happen, one way or another.
But Burr? Burr was more cautious, more calculated. He knew how to wait for the right moment, how to pick his battles. The stakes of this revolution, whatever it might become, were high—and Burr wasn’t about to risk his neck on a whim, no matter how grand the rhetoric might sound.
He took another sip of his whiskey, letting the warmth of the drink settle in his chest. His gaze lingered for a moment on Hamilton, his mind wandering. What drives this man? What will he do when he realizes how dangerous this path really is?
Then, in the middle of his contemplation, something strange happened. The room, the noise, the chatter—all of it seemed to fade away in an instant. A brilliant, blinding light engulfed the tavern, drowning out the dim glow of the candles and the steady flicker of the fire. Burr’s eyes widened in surprise as the warmth of the room disappeared, replaced by an odd sense of weightlessness. The world he knew—this smoky tavern, the warmth of the fire, the revolutionaries he had just observed—began to fade into nothingness.
He blinked, trying to make sense of the sudden shift, but the light only grew brighter, more intense. His head swam with confusion, his heart racing. There was no sound, no warning—just the strange, overwhelming force of the light pulling him away from everything he had known. The scent of whiskey and old wood, the clatter of mugs, the intensity of Hamilton’s words—all of it vanished.
Burr tried to move, to steady himself, but it felt as though the ground beneath him had been ripped away, leaving him adrift in a space he couldn’t comprehend. For a moment, he thought he might be dreaming, or worse, losing his mind. The chaos of the tavern, the loud, passionate voices of the revolutionary set—it was all gone, replaced by an eerie silence that pressed against his senses.
And then, just as quickly as it had started, the light began to fade, and Burr felt himself being gently drawn forward, as though caught in the current of some invisible force. His body shuddered involuntarily, his thoughts still racing to catch up with what was happening. He could feel himself leaving behind the familiar world he knew, a world of taverns and tavern talks, and the hopeful fervor of revolutionaries, only to be thrust into something… different. Something unknown.
The sound of Hamilton’s passionate voice faded into the background as Burr’s reality shifted, the last remnants of the tavern and the revolutionaries slipping into the distance. What in God’s name was going on? Burr’s mind raced, but there were no answers, only the sensation of being pulled deeper into the unknown.
As the light fully receded, and the world around him began to shift, Burr couldn’t help but wonder just how far this strange journey would take him. He was surrounded in darkness and had no idea where he was.
Eliza sat at her writing desk in the cozy corner of their Albany home, the flickering candlelight casting a soft glow on the parchment in front of her. The quill in her hand danced gracefully across the page, as she carefully crafted a response to one of Alexander’s many impassioned love letters. Every word he wrote seemed to linger in her mind, and she reveled in the warmth of his affection, feeling as though his love surrounded her like a comforting embrace. It was a quiet moment, one of the few she had to herself between her bustling family and the flurry of correspondence that came with being in the public eye.
She paused for a moment, reflecting on Alexander’s tender words, when the light laughter of her sisters broke through her thoughts. Angelica and Peggy were sitting on the couch nearby, both of them teasing Eliza mercilessly about her “infatuation” with the man who had captured her heart.
Angelica, always the more clever and mischievous of the two, grinned wickedly and arched a brow. “You know, Eliza, with all of these letters from Hamilton, I’m starting to think you might need a whole harem to keep up with him,” she teased, her eyes twinkling with amusement.
Peggy snickered, her voice full of mischief as she added, “A harem! Maybe we’ll all get a piece of him.” She gave Eliza a wink that made her roll her eyes in exasperation, but Eliza couldn't suppress a small, knowing smile.
Eliza shot Angelica a glare, but it was a playful one—though if anyone dared make light of her affection for Alexander, it was her older sister who could expect a sharp rebuke. Angelica’s teasing had a way of digging under her skin, and Eliza was determined not to show how much it affected her. Still, she could feel the possessiveness stirring within her, the fierce protectiveness she had for Alexander. She wouldn’t share him with anyone, not even with her sisters’ playful jabs.
“Ha,” Eliza responded flatly, her lips curling into a wry smile. She returned her attention to the page, resuming her writing with a deep breath, determined not to be distracted. She could hear her sisters’ laughter in the background, but she focused on the elegant curve of her handwriting as she signed her name at the bottom of the letter. Eliza Hamilton—it felt so official now, as if her name, now tied to Alexander, was somehow more complete, more meaningful.
But just as she dipped the quill to add the final flourish, everything around her changed in an instant.
A sudden flash of blinding white light erupted in the room. It was so bright, so overwhelming, that Eliza had no time to even blink before her vision was stolen away. It was as though the very air itself had split open, flooding the room with an intensity that left her breathless.
She could hear her sisters’ startled exclamations, their voices caught somewhere between confusion and fear. Angelica’s usually composed voice trembled, and Peggy’s lighthearted laugh vanished in a sharp gasp. But before Eliza could make sense of what was happening, the light engulfed them completely. The warmth of their home, the quiet of the evening, all of it vanished in a heartbeat.
The ground beneath them seemed to shift. It felt as though their bodies were no longer anchored to the floor, as though they were weightless, suspended in a vast, unfeeling void. The air turned cold, a sharp contrast to the warmth of Albany. The oppressive silence pressed in around them, the absence of any familiar sounds or sensations unnerving in its stillness.
Eliza’s heart raced in her chest, panic rising in her throat. Where were they? What had just happened? One moment, she was sitting in her family’s warm, familiar home, and the next, she was surrounded by an endless, suffocating darkness. The flash of light had been so sudden, so all-encompassing, that she couldn’t even remember what it had felt like to be in their home. It was as though the world had been ripped away in an instant, and they were now floating in a space she could not comprehend.
She reached out blindly, her fingers trembling as she tried to find some solid ground, but there was nothing. Nothing but the void. Her breath quickened as she called out to her sisters. “Angelica? Peggy?” Her voice sounded strange in the emptiness, echoing in a way that didn’t feel right. Her stomach twisted with dread.
“I’m here,” Angelica’s voice answered, strained but steady. “I don’t know what’s going on, but stay calm.”
Peggy’s voice followed, faint with confusion. “This... this isn’t real. It can’t be real.”
Eliza closed her eyes for a moment, the panic rising like a wave. She clutched at the cold air around her, desperately wishing for any sign that they weren’t lost in this unfathomable place forever. Her thoughts raced, wondering if Alexander was somewhere out there, if he knew she was missing, if anyone could hear them. This can’t be happening, she thought, willing herself to remain composed. We will get through this, we must.
But there was no answer, only the vast and endless darkness, swallowing them whole.
Alexander’s eyes scanned the darkness, his breath coming in short bursts as he caught fleeting glimpses of shifting figures. The shadows around him weren’t just moving; they were alive, writhing in ways that made his skin crawl. He stepped back, heart racing, his pulse drumming in his ears like the roar of cannons. The familiar, oppressive silence of uncertainty weighed heavily on him as the shadows seemed to close in. Then, in a split second, he couldn’t hold it any longer.
"Hello?" His voice cracked, strained from the tightness in his chest. "Who goes there?"
His heart pounded in his chest, thumping as loudly as it had on the blood-soaked battlefield. The air felt thick, pressing in around him, and he waited, muscles tense, bracing for whatever would come next.
Suddenly, a voice broke through the tension, soft but filled with unmistakable warmth, a deep contrast to the oppressive dark surrounding them. “Alexander?! Is that you, mon petit lion?”
It was Lafayette’s voice, unmistakable and familiar, but laced with something... different. The tension in Alexander's chest eased, but the unease remained. The shadowed figure stepped closer, revealing the face of his old friend.
"Alexander? Gil? Where are you?!" came the call of Laurens, his voice frantic and disoriented as he stumbled through the dark, struggling to find his bearings.
Before anyone could respond, a sudden burst of warmth flooded the space, a light so bright it seemed to push back the shadows, chasing away the creeping uncertainty. Alexander blinked against the sudden brightness, squinting until his vision adjusted.
As the light spread, it illuminated the figures around him, bringing them into sharp focus. His breath caught in his throat as he saw the faces of those he thought he’d lost forever—his comrades from the battlefield, standing before him as if no time had passed at all. And standing among them, his new wife, her sisters close by, all of them appearing just as bewildered as he felt. But the most shocking sight was the young man standing quietly at the edge of the group—a figure who looked eerily like him, almost as if he were staring into a reflection of his younger self.
The air was thick with questions, voices rising in a chaotic cacophony as everyone tried to make sense of their surroundings, to understand how they had gotten here, and why they were here. It was a flurry of disjointed queries, all overlapping and tumbling out at once.
“Where are we?” “What happened?” “What is this place?”
But amidst the chaos, a commanding voice cut through the noise like a sword through silence.
“QUIET, PLEASE, EVERYONE!” General Washington's voice was loud, firm, and unmistakable, carrying the weight of authority. His presence silenced the room in an instant, and all eyes turned to him.
Washington stood tall, his posture as unwavering as ever, but his face was not the expression of the resolute leader they knew. Instead, it was drawn tight with grim understanding. He nodded toward the wall behind them. The grim smile on his face sent a chill down Alexander's spine.
“I believe whatever this is has a role in our current situation,” Washington said, his tone measured, but heavy with a sense of foreboding.
The wall Washington pointed to was unlike the others around them. While the rest of the room was decorated with rich red and gold coverings, this section was starkly different. It was dominated by a large black rectangle, an object that stood out like an anomaly against the grandeur of the room. The texture of the rectangle was unlike anything Alexander had ever seen—smooth, sleek, almost unnatural in its perfection.
Murmurs rippled through the group as they tried to process the sight.
"What is that?" Laurens muttered under his breath, his gaze fixed on the rectangle, his mind racing to make sense of it.
The room buzzed with confusion, the questions growing louder and more frantic as everyone attempted to grasp the situation at hand. The air was thick with voices clamoring for answers, but amid the chaos, Washington stood unmoving, his gaze fixed with unwavering intensity on the mysterious black rectangle on the wall. His mind raced, but he gave no indication of his internal turmoil. He knew, deep down, that this was no random occurrence. Whatever this strange device was, it was undeniably tied to their current predicament. It was the key. He felt it, the weight of the unknown pressing in on him, but he also knew that understanding it would mean the difference between chaos and clarity.
Before any further questions could be asked, a voice echoed down from above, its source impossible to pinpoint. The sound was clear, almost mechanical, yet strangely comforting in its tone. It carried a kind of authority, but also a strange kind of apology, as if the speaker regretted the confusion they were causing.
“Hello, everyone. I am sorry to cause you distress, but it was essential to bring you all here.”
The voice reverberated around them, and for a brief moment, a collective breath was held. No one moved, and the tension in the air became palpable. Finally, it was Washington who broke the silence, his deep voice cutting through the murmur of uncertainty with his usual poise, but this time, there was a hint of something else—perhaps suspicion, perhaps a quiet readiness to confront whatever mystery was unfolding.
“And where would here be, exactly?” His tone was calm, authoritative, and unyielding, a perfect reflection of the man who had led armies and forged a nation.
The voice seemed to pause for a moment, as if considering how best to respond. Then, with an almost lighthearted air, it answered, “Ah, yes, President Washington, sir. Your group has been transported nearly 250 years into the future—to 2025—to watch a show about one of your lives. It will include essential information that could shape your future and, in turn, influence our current history.”
The words hit like a thunderclap, and Alexander felt his heart skip a beat. He wasn’t sure if the shock was from the sheer absurdity of it or the disorienting possibility that they were not only outside of their time, but in some future that seemed entirely foreign to them.
“250 years into the future?! How is that possible?” Lafayette exclaimed, his voice filled with disbelief. His eyes darted around, trying to make sense of what was happening, but it was as though the world itself had shifted beneath their feet.
The voice responded with a calm, almost academic tone, explaining as though it were the most natural thing in the world. “I have been given the power to bring a person or group of people to our current location to show them their future and allow them to change it. The best method of doing this—after much consideration—was through a musical. Now, before I hear your questions—yes, a musical. It’s a play, but with music. And after weighing your options, I decided to focus on you, President Washington, and your companions. I could have chosen Henry VIII and his six wives, or perhaps the French revolutionaries, but I believe you and your story are most fitting.”
“French revolutionaries?” The Marquis de Lafayette asked, his voice dripping with both curiosity and a hint of confusion. “Why them?”
“Yes, Marquis, I can explain more later,” the voice replied smoothly, unfazed by the question. “But now is not the time for further explanations. I believe it’s best to introduce the others before we begin. Please, take your seats.”
At the sound of this, the group’s attention was drawn to a set of seats that had appeared seemingly out of nowhere, arranged in a semicircle facing the black rectangle on the wall. It was clear that the time for questions had passed for now. As they each moved to find their places, the surreal nature of their surroundings seemed to intensify. The room—a mix of old-world grandeur and futuristic technology—felt like a strange dream. They were being thrust into a world that should have been impossibly distant from their own, yet here it was, somehow interwoven with their very existence.
The air hummed with tension as each of them sat, still processing the magnitude of the situation. The idea that they were being thrust 250 years into the future was unfathomable, yet the voice above them spoke with such certainty, it made it seem like it was a truth they would have to accept—whether they believed it or not.
As everyone settled into their seats, Alexander found himself staring at the black rectangle, his mind a whirlwind of questions. What kind of “show” could they be about to watch? And what was the purpose of this strange display? Why them? And most haunting of all—what would they learn about the future, and how would it change their present?
The lights dimmed, and the voices of his companions fell silent. The strange sense of inevitability filled the room, and for the first time since their arrival, the eerie weight of the unknown seemed to press in from all sides. The show was about to begin.
Lafayette’s voice cut through the tension, his gaze locked on General Washington as he leaned forward in his seat, clearly unable to contain his curiosity any longer. "May I ask who this musical is about?" His tone was cautious but laced with intrigue, as if the very idea of a musical centered around their lives was so strange that it demanded an answer, even though the whole situation was still beyond comprehension.
Washington, however, remained composed, his expression unreadable as he glanced around at the faces of those gathered. There was something comforting in his unshakable presence, even amidst the surreal confusion. His voice was steady and reassuring, despite the bizarre nature of their circumstances.
"You shall see soon enough, Marquis," Washington responded with a quiet confidence, his eyes flicking briefly to the group before returning to the glowing black rectangle that loomed before them. "But rest assured, it will become clearer in time."
Lafayette’s brow furrowed slightly, but he said nothing more, sensing that pressing for more answers might only deepen the mystery. His thoughts were scattered, the whirlwind of questions in his mind threatening to overwhelm him. A musical? Their lives, reduced to songs and dance? The absurdity of it all was hard to ignore. But then, another thought entered his mind: What did this mean for their futures, their real futures? What was the purpose of all of this? Why now?
As if anticipating these very thoughts, the voice from above spoke again, cutting through the tension that had settled in the room. It was warm but had an underlying firmness to it, as though the speaker was used to commanding attention.
"I may also add," the voice continued, drawing the group’s attention once more, "that other people important to the storyline will join you here at individual points." The voice paused, as if allowing the weight of the words to settle on them. "For your assurances, your current timelines are paused, and anything which has already happened will not be affected for you. Anything which is changed upon your return will begin a new line of events."
A murmur rippled through the group at this new information. Alexander’s heart skipped a beat, and his mind raced with the implications. A new line of events? They had been brought here for a reason, and whatever that reason was, it seemed to involve more than just watching a show about their past.
"What does that mean for us?" Laurens asked quietly, glancing around at the others, his voice laced with both concern and curiosity. "Are we not at risk of altering our lives if we change something?"
The voice responded almost immediately, reassuring and calm. "No. You will be witnessing events that have already occurred, but you will not interfere with your past selves. You will be observers only. Any change that may occur will take place only upon your return to your timeline."
Washington leaned forward slightly, his sharp eyes scanning the room. "A new line of events?" he murmured to himself, pondering the implications. "This sounds more like a warning than an assurance."
"It is," the voice responded, not unkindly, but with an air of finality. "The future is in flux, and what you see may change you, but it will not undo the path you've walked so far. What you choose to do when you return, however, is what will shape the course of the events to come."
Lafayette's mind buzzed as he processed this new information. "So, we will see the future of our world, and then... choose how to change it?" His voice was tentative, the weight of responsibility sinking in. "What happens if we choose wrong? What if the future is beyond our control?"
"That is not for me to say," the voice replied cryptically, the warmth still present, but now tinged with something less reassuring. "The future, as you will soon see, is not set in stone. But the choices you make after witnessing it will ripple through time, creating consequences you cannot yet fully comprehend."
The silence that followed was thick with contemplation. The room felt heavier, as if the very air had become laden with the weight of destiny. They weren’t just passive participants in some story anymore. No, now they were actively engaged in shaping the future—one they had yet to fully understand.
As the group exchanged uncertain glances, the enormity of their situation began to sink in. They were not just being shown their past; they were being given a glimpse into a future that could—and perhaps would—change everything. The stakes were higher now, and the uncertainty they felt was palpable.
Washington sat back, his jaw set as he absorbed the weight of the situation. "We will watch. We will listen," he said firmly, his voice returning to its usual strength, "and we will learn. But know this: No matter what we see, we will not act in haste. We must be careful, for the consequences of our actions—whatever they may be—will echo for generations."
The others nodded in agreement, a quiet determination settling over the group. The path ahead was uncertain, but one thing was clear: they were about to embark on a journey through time, and they would have to be ready for whatever they were about to witness.
The voice above them seemed to sense their resolve, and with a final, gentle note, it added, "Very well. Please remain in your seats. The show will begin shortly."
Chapter 2: Alexander Hamilton
Chapter Text
Before anything changed, a loud bang echoed from the back of the room. The group turned, eyes widening as two figures emerged from the shadows. One man was coughing into a silk handkerchief, while the other, tall and confident, surveyed the room with an air of superiority. He glanced over everyone as if they were insignificant, until his eyes locked onto the General.
"President Washington, what a surprise to see you here—" The man’s voice dripped with sarcasm as he approached, extending a hand. "And Hamilton, still at Daddy’s side," he sneered.
Washington and Hamilton responded almost simultaneously. "Why does everyone call me President?" Washington asked, confused. "He's not my dad!" Hamilton shot back, defensive.
Lafayette, ever the diplomat, raised an eyebrow. "And who are you two?"
The man smiled smugly. "Thomas Jefferson, of course. And this is my friend James Madison." He gestured to the coughing man. "Now, explain why we've been pulled from our celebrations and brought here."
Before anyone could respond, a disembodied voice filled the room. "Welcome, James and Thomas. I'm sorry to interrupt your festivities, but the moment in time you're taken from is crucial. A musical, inspired by the life of one of you, will show you a glimpse of what the future holds. Your presence here offers a chance to alter your fate—for the better."
Jefferson frowned. "Well, it's either me or Washington, right? And why is he here?" He pointed toward Hamilton.
"If you take your seats," the voice replied, "the show will begin, and Alexander is as essential as the rest of you."
Reluctantly, Jefferson and Madison sat on a double sofa beside George Washington, Lafayette, and Hamilton, who were positioned behind the Schuyler sisters and a young boy who seemed out of place. Jefferson squinted at him.
"And who are you?" he asked.
The boy stood proudly, chest puffed. "Phillip Hamilton."
At the mention of the name, Alexander shot up, his face a mix of surprise and disbelief. "Hamilton?" he repeated.
"Yes, I’m your son, Pops," Phillip replied softly, a mix of pride and longing in his voice.
The room fell silent as Alexander and Eliza exchanged a look. Her hand instinctively rested on her stomach. "I was writing you a message to tell you when I was brought here," she whispered.
Overcome, Alexander rushed to Eliza, cupping her face in his hands and kissing her gently. His hands covered hers, which rested protectively on her stomach.
They turned to Phillip, still sitting beside Angelica and Peggy. Alexander knelt before him, his voice thick with emotion. "I’m so happy to know I have a son."
Phillip’s face lit up, though a deep ache remained in his eyes. He reached out to embrace his father, savoring the warmth of the moment, knowing it might be their last.
The room fell still, the weight of the moment suspended in time. But then, the voice interrupted. "I’m sorry to interrupt, but could you please take your seats? The show is about to begin."
Reluctantly, Alexander and Eliza pulled apart, lingering for a moment before taking their seats. Lafayette nodded gravely as he sat beside the Schuyler sisters. Jefferson and Madison rose from their seats. Jefferson scowled at the strange voice, but sat next to Madison without a word.
As everyone settled, the room held its breath. This musical, this glimpse into the future, could change their lives. The voice spoke once more. "The show is starting. Focus, and remember—what you witness here may alter the course of history."
The lights dimmed, and the voice added, "Before we begin, I must explain something. What you’re about to see will appear on a screen—a flat surface displaying images and moving pictures, like a window into another world."
There was a brief pause before the screen flickered to life. The words Hamilton: An American Musical appeared in shimmering gold, glowing like stardust. The title faded as the music swelled, stirring excitement in the group.
"Me? The musical’s about me?!" Alexander gasped. "How could this be? I was an orphan, an immigrant—how could I be the subject of a musical?" His disbelief was palpable, the irony heavy on him.
Washington, proud and paternal, watched Alexander with quiet pride, the emotion deepening for Alexander. This was his mentor, his guiding light, proud of him.
But Jefferson’s reaction was far from warm. He scowled, arms crossed. "How does he get something named after him and not me? What makes him so special?" he sneered.
Before anyone could respond, the voice, calm and soothing, interrupted. "I’ll explain more in the intermission. For now, let's continue with the show."
The music swelled again, and the story of Alexander Hamilton began to unfold on the screen, pulling everyone in, despite their discomfort. The voice had promised answers later, but for now, they could do nothing but watch.
Just before the show began, the voice added, “You can find programs for the musical beside your seats to answer any questions about casting. I’m happy to answer more afterward.”
[AARON BURR]
How does a bastard, orphan, son of a whore
"Wonderful way to introduce me, Burr— a bunch of insults I’ve heard all my life…" Alexander's voice dripped with sarcasm as he interrupted the song, his words sharp and biting. But those closest to him could hear the faint tremor of hurt that lingered beneath his defiant tone. His jaw tightened, eyes briefly flickering with frustration before he masked it with a smirk. John Laurens, sensing the underlying pain, reached over and took Alexander's hand in his own, squeezing it gently, offering a silent but powerful reassurance. The gesture was small but deeply comforting, grounding Alexander in the moment, offering him solace amidst the sting of Burr's words.
"It’s not me, Hamilton," Burr replied, his voice steady but with a hint of sincerity. He glanced at Alexander, his expression softening as he continued. "I may disagree with your way of life, but I would never stoop to that level. You’ve earned my respect, no matter your heritage." Burr’s eyes lingered on the younger man for a moment longer, noticing the way Alexander’s grip tightened around Laurens’ hand, a subtle but telling sign of the bond they shared. His brows furrowed slightly in quiet observation, though he held his tongue, unwilling to comment further on the unspoken connection between them.
and a Scotsman, dropped in the middle of a forgotten
spot in the Caribbean by Providence impoverished in squalor
grow up to be a hero and a scholar?
"Neverending recklessness?" John Laurens laughed, his voice full of amusement. He leaned back, a playful glint in his eyes, clearly enjoying the banter. Alexander, caught off guard, blushed slightly, his face flushing a deep shade of red. He instinctively shifted away, trying to downplay the attention, his shoulders hunched a bit as if to hide the slight embarrassment that bubbled up from within. It wasn’t the first time his impulsive decisions had been called reckless, but hearing it from John always made him feel exposed, as though his bravado couldn’t quite mask the vulnerability that he sometimes struggled to keep hidden.
"Unbounded determination?" George Washington added, his voice rich with admiration and pride. He placed a hand on Alexander's shoulder, the gesture warm and firm. Washington's smile was wide, his eyes glinting with a quiet pride that spoke volumes. "That’s what I see in you, son," he said, the words carrying the weight of years of mentorship and trust. Alexander’s posture softened under Washington’s approval, a mix of gratitude and humility washing over him. He straightened up slightly, his chest puffing just a little, as though Washington's words had momentarily filled him with a sense of purpose and confidence.
"Hero? My ass." Thomas Jefferson muttered under his breath, his voice low and dripping with disdain. His words were sharp, laced with bitterness, but his usual eloquence was gone, replaced by frustration that he didn’t even bother to conceal. His eyes narrowed as he glared at Alexander, as if daring anyone to challenge his opinion. But before Jefferson could continue his grumbling, a quick jab in the ribs from James Madison made him yelp in surprise, the sharp pain forcing him to stifle a more vocal protest.
"Don’t, Thomas," James whispered, his voice stern yet calm. He shot Jefferson a warning glance, the quiet authority in his eyes urging him to let it go. Jefferson winced, but after a beat, he relented, casting a sharp glance toward Madison.
[JOHN LAURENS]
The show continued, the room once again falling into a heavy silence as the stage came to life. A second man appeared, stepping into the spotlight, his presence commanding attention. Alexander’s eyes widened as he leaned forward. “Hey, that’s me!” John Laurens exclaimed, excitement and disbelief in his voice. He glanced at the program in his hand, as if confirming what his eyes were seeing, a grin spreading across his face. There was a brief flicker of recognition in the way he looked at the actor portraying him—someone who shared his youthful energy, his passion, though perhaps not his exact features.
But before the moment could settle, Thomas Jefferson’s voice broke the silence, cutting through the air like a knife. "Are there any white actors here?!" he demanded, his tone dripping with disgust. His face twisted in a mix of confusion and distaste, as though the very idea of someone of a different race portraying historical figures like himself was a personal affront. The room grew tense, the weight of his words hanging uncomfortably in the air.
Before the situation could escalate, the disembodied voice that had been guiding them throughout the experience interrupted. "Thomas," it said, its tone calm but firm, "we are in 2025. This show was released in 2020, and our current society views all races as equal. It would be suggested that you keep your opinions to yourself." The voice seemed to pause, almost as if considering the weight of Jefferson's response before continuing. "The creator of this show, Lin-Manuel Miranda, is of Puerto Rican descent. And because of people with views like yours, Thomas, he decided that historical figures like you would be portrayed by actors from different ethnic backgrounds. It was a deliberate choice, meant to challenge perceptions and to demonstrate that history belongs to everyone, regardless of race."
John, who had been preparing to add his own thoughts to the conversation, hesitated. The sudden change in tone made him think twice, and before he could say a word, the music swelled again, drawing their attention back to the stage. The song began anew, vibrant and energetic, filling the room with a pulse that demanded focus. The lively choreography and harmonies washed over them, compelling the group to turn their attention to the unfolding story once again, leaving the brief but charged conversation in the air to settle for the moment.
The Ten dollar, founding father without a father
"Why ten dollar? Is that not money?" Hercules Mulligan asked, his voice thick with confusion, breaking the silence with a question that echoed through the room. His brow furrowed as he looked around, clearly puzzled by the concept of currency in a world so far removed from his own time. The others exchanged glances, some shrugging in uncertainty, others furrowing their brows as they tried to comprehend the unfamiliar idea of a "ten dollar note." To them, the very concept of money in this form felt foreign, almost incomprehensible. It wasn’t just the specific denominations that baffled them—it was the idea of paper money itself, a far cry from the coins and bartering systems they had once known.
But Washington, ever observant, seemed to catch something else in the lyrics—the subtle reference to a fatherless Alexander. Washington’s eyes shifted toward Alexander, his mind working through the implications of what had just been said. Without a father? The phrase had struck a chord deep within him. He had always been the father figure in Alexander’s life since the young man joined the continental army, offering guidance, support, and mentorship. Yet, Alexander had never spoken of lacking a paternal presence before. Washington’s thoughts raced as he opened his mouth to speak, to address the implications of the rest of the lyrics that the others had seemed to have ignored—but before he could, the disembodied voice intervened.
"You are correct, Mr. Mulligan," the voice replied, its tone calm and educational. "The ten dollar note is one of the accepted forms of currency in today's economy. Alexander’s face is printed on that note as a tribute, a remembrance of his legacy. As is General Washington’s on the one dollar note."
The explanation hung in the air for a moment, giving the group a moment to digest. The voice's words were clear and direct, offering a hint of understanding in a world so different from their own. Alexander’s face, now immortalized on paper money, was a testament to his influence and significance in this strange future, alongside Washington’s, whose own image symbolized the foundation of this new world.
For a brief moment, Washington's gaze lingered on Alexander, his mind momentarily lost in the weight of what the voice had said. His protective instincts flared up, but he swallowed them back, choosing instead to focus on the here and now. The complexities of their time, their shared history, had carried them both here, into this new reality. The future was a strange and wondrous thing—but it was also full of questions that didn’t yet have answers.
Before the voice had fully finished it’s explanation Jefferson shout out another hit at Alexander’s importance, “Am I on any of your currency since this immigrant managed to?”
The voice responded with an edge of sarcasm, its tone dripping with quiet disdain. "Ah, Thomas, how quickly we forget," it began, a slight pause for emphasis. "You were on currency—two dollar bills, in fact. But as the years have passed, your image has become increasingly irrelevant to the modern economy. The two dollar bill is, shall we say, rarely used in this day and age, perhaps because of the same stubbornness and out-of-touch attitudes you’ve long been known for."
The voice’s tone sharpened, carrying a note of biting irony. "As for Alexander Hamilton, despite your disdain for his immigrant roots, his legacy has proven to be far more enduring in the eyes of history. It seems that while your ideals may have shaped the country in its infancy, the world has moved on, and the people have chosen to honor those whose influence remains central to the nation’s identity—whether or not you agree with it."
The words hung in the air like a blow delivered with precision, leaving Jefferson’s grumbling discontent to settle, his place in history no longer quite as secure as he might have liked to believe.
The voice continued, its tone steady but carrying a subtle, almost mocking undercurrent. "You are, of course, remembered as the third U.S. president and one of the Founding Fathers of the United States. Your role in shaping the early nation is significant—there’s no denying that. However, in terms of your direct influence on the currency of the modern world, well, it’s minimal when compared to others." The voice let the words linger in the air, as if the quiet sting of the comparison was meant to sit with Jefferson for a moment.
Jefferson’s eyes narrowed, and his expression shifted, his lips pressing into a thin line as the full weight of the voice's comment sank in. There was no question about it—he was offended. His chest puffed with indignation, and his hands tightened at his sides as though he were preparing to launch a retort, but the voice’s observation had struck him more deeply than he cared to admit. The pride he had always taken in his legacy, in his pivotal role in shaping the country’s ideals, now felt somewhat diminished in the face of this harsh comparison. A man who had fought so fiercely for his vision of America now found himself dismissed in favor of others—his name no longer as prominent as he had imagined it would be.
Before he could muster a response, Alexander, ever curious and quick to connect the dots, broke the tension with a question that carried the weight of a deeper confusion. "Wait, the third U.S. president?" he asked, his voice edged with disbelief. "Does that mean... we won? We— we actually succeeded in creating a nation?" His eyes darted around the room, as though searching for some sign that the victory he had only dreamed of in his own time had truly come to fruition. There was a sense of awe in his voice, mixed with a deep, almost desperate yearning for confirmation.
The voice responded, its tone shifting to one of gentle reassurance. "If you continue watching, everything will be explained, Alexander." The words hung in the air, not just as a promise, but as a gentle nudge forward. It was clear that the path ahead was one of revelation—a journey through time, where history would be illuminated, and where the pieces of their futures would finally start to fall into place.
got a lot farther by working a lot harder
by being a lot smarter by being a self-starter
by fourteen, they placed him in charge of a trading charter
Alexander tensed as the song continued to echo through the room, the familiar rhythm stirring something deep within him. He knew exactly where it would take them—back to a place he had worked so hard to bury, a chapter of his past filled with pain, loneliness, and desperation. His jaw clenched as he braced himself for what was to come. The weight of those memories pressed on his chest, a heavy reminder of how far he had come, yet how much he had lost along the way. The music, though beautiful, seemed to pulse with the reminder of who he once was—a young, desperate immigrant with no other choice but to fight for his place in the world.
Eliza, who had been sitting beside him, felt the shift in his mood. She glanced over her shoulder, her gaze finding Alexander instantly. Her eyes softened with concern, and she instinctively reached out, her fingers brushing against his hand, a quiet gesture of support. As she took in the pained look on his face, she couldn't help but worry.
“Fourteen?” Eliza’s voice was filled with disbelief, her brow furrowing. “Alex, please tell me this is artistic license… you were still a child,” she said, her tone pleading, as if hoping that somehow the version of his past unfolding before them was exaggerated—something that could be easily dismissed.
Alexander’s head lowered in response, the weight of her words landing heavily on his heart. He didn’t need to say anything aloud; his silence answered her question in ways words never could. Eliza’s breath caught in her throat as she realized the truth. The boy who had been thrust into the harsh realities of life at such a young age wasn’t just the ambitious, brilliant man she had come to know—he was a survivor, forced to make decisions that no one should have to face at that age.
“It was the only way I could survive,” Alexander said softly, his voice thick with sorrow. He stared ahead, but his gaze seemed distant, as if looking at a place far beyond the room. His mind was far away, back in the humid streets of Nevis, where desperation and uncertainty had been his only companions. “If I had not accepted the offer, I would have been dead on the streets of Nevis,” he added, the words heavy with regret, though they carried the unmistakable truth of a life shaped by circumstances beyond his control.
His voice faltered for a moment, betraying the vulnerability he so often tried to hide beneath his bravado. The young boy who had once struggled to survive in a world that had no place for him still lived within him, echoing in the sorrow of his words. Eliza, her heart aching, squeezed his hand, silently offering the comfort he so often refused to accept from anyone but her. She knew that the pain of his past would never fully leave him, but she also knew how far he had come—and how much he had done to ensure that others didn’t have to suffer as he had.
[THOMAS JEFFERSON]
As the scene unfolded before them, the group could sense an undercurrent of tension building, especially from Thomas Jefferson. When a Black actor appeared on stage, stepping into the role of Jefferson with an air of authority and confidence, everyone in the room felt the shift. The grumbling that came from Jefferson was unmistakable—low, guttural muttering, a sound that was impossible to ignore. His lips pressed into a tight line, his brows furrowed in discomfort, and his eyes narrowed as he stared at the figure on stage, unable to hide the look of disdain creeping over his features.
It wasn’t the first time the group had seen Jefferson react this way—his discomfort with the changing dynamics of race and representation in this new time had been evident from the beginning. But this time, there was something different about him. His body language stiffened, and he seemed to realize that whatever he said next would not go unnoticed. The voice, ever watchful, would call him out again if he let his frustration slip too far into the open. His eyes flicked nervously toward the shadows, where he knew the voice resided, almost as if anticipating the judgment that would follow any vocal protest. For once, Jefferson seemed to bite back his words, his mouth settling into a grim line, choosing to keep his discomfort locked inside rather than risk drawing the voice’s wrath again.
The others in the room, aware of Jefferson’s discomfort, exchanged glances. Some tried to hide the quiet smirks tugging at their lips, while others, like Alexander, looked on with a mix of curiosity and cautious understanding. But despite the tension hanging thick in the air, no one spoke. They knew better than to push Jefferson further—not when the presence of the disembodied voice loomed so large. The weight of the moment was palpable, and Jefferson seemed to understand the consequences of his outbursts all too well this time. He had been given a glimpse into the uncomfortable realities of history, and in that moment, he chose silence over defiance, perhaps aware that the truth was far more complicated than he had ever been willing to admit.
And every day while slaves were being slaughtered and carted away
Laurens winced visibly as the word "slaves" rang out from the song. The term, though steeped in the painful reality of the past, cut through him like a blade—its presence a stark reminder of the cruelty he had been fighting against in his own time. His face tightened with discomfort, and he shifted in his seat, a sense of unease washing over him. His thoughts were consumed by the countless lives of those still enslaved in South Carolina, lives he could not save before his untimely disappearance. The questions that had plagued him ever since he had been torn away from the battlefield were too much to contain any longer.
With a sudden determination, Laurens raised his hand, his voice cutting through the music as he interrupted the song. “Uh, voice, may I ask,” he began, his words carefully measured but filled with a raw urgency, “in your future, are there still slaves? Or has slavery been abolished?” His tone was steady, but those closest to him could hear the subtle tremor beneath his words—the ache of unresolved questions, the weight of a fight unfinished. It was a question that had haunted him, gnawing at him since the day he was torn away from his post. His heart ached for the men and women still suffering under the brutal system he had hoped to change. Could he, could any of them, have done more? Had his sacrifice been in vain?
There was a moment of stillness as the voice considered Laurens' question, and for a brief, almost unbearable instant, Laurens wondered if he had overstepped. But then, the familiar calm tone of the voice responded, filling the room with a sense of quiet relief.
“Of course, Mr. Laurens,” the voice said, its tone gentle but firm. “Slavery was abolished in the United States in 1865, following the conclusion of the Civil War.” The voice paused, as if allowing the gravity of the words to settle, and Laurens’ shoulders, which had been tense with worry, slowly relaxed. “Although equality has still not been fully achieved in all aspects, it is now widely accepted that everyone—of all genders and races—is viewed equally by the majority of the population.”
As the voice’s words echoed in the room, Laurens allowed himself a slow breath, the tension in his chest loosening for the first time since his question had left his lips. For a moment, he allowed himself to savor the thought—slavery was gone. The fight he had given so much for had, in some way, been won.
John Laurens leaned back against the couch with a deep exhale, his body sinking into the cushions with a sense of quiet satisfaction. There was a faint smile on his face, though it was tinged with bittersweetness. He had fought for equality, for freedom—he had been willing to lay down his life for it. And now, to hear that his efforts had borne fruit, that the world he had once fought for was beginning to take shape in ways he could only dream of, brought him a quiet sense of peace.
But it wasn’t a perfect peace. The voice had spoken of equality still being a distant ideal, and John knew the road ahead was long and fraught with challenges. Still, the seeds of progress had been planted, and that was a victory, one that gave him a fleeting sense of purpose in the face of all he had sacrificed. There was still work to be done, but hearing the weight of history shift in their favor, he couldn’t help but feel a quiet, resolute pride. His battle had not been in vain.
across the waves he struggled and kept his guard up
Inside he was longing for something to be a part of
the brother was ready to beg steal borrow or barter
“Pretty confident that is indeed illegal,” Jefferson spoke haughtily, his voice dripping with superiority. He leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, clearly pleased with himself as if his words were an irrefutable judgment. His eyes narrowed slightly, a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips, savoring the moment.
Alexander’s eyes flashed with immediate fury. Without a second’s hesitation, he shot up from his seat, his body taut with raw energy. He faced Jefferson head-on, his chest heaving with the intensity of his emotion. “Listen, Jeffershit,” he barked, his voice tight with the kind of anger that only years of struggle could build, “when you have to fight to survive and don’t have hundreds of servants and slaves doing everything for you, then you can pass comment.”
His words rang out, harsh and full of frustration. Every syllable carried the weight of a lifetime spent clawing his way through the world, a world that had never cared for him. He took a step closer, his eyes burning with a mixture of defiance and a fierce, underlying pain. The room seemed to hold its breath as his outburst reverberated, and for a moment, Alexander wasn’t the sharp, ambitious figure everyone knew. He was just a man who had fought for his place in a world that had tried to break him.
“I’d have died no one cared for an orphan bastard so shut your mouth”Alexander’s eyes blazed with fierce intensity, a fire that could scorch the air around him. But beneath that fire, there was something else—a vulnerability so raw and unguarded that it seemed to tremble just below the surface, like a wound that had never fully healed. For a moment, his outburst wasn’t just a defense; it was a crack in the armor he’d worn for so long. No one in the room had ever seen him like this—fierce, yes, but also vulnerable, a boy who had fought for every breath, for every inch of respect.
His words hung in the air like smoke, and for the first time, Jefferson, ever so quick with his sharp tongue, found himself silenced. He stood motionless, caught off guard by the sheer weight of Alexander’s anger, and for once, his usual bravado faltered, leaving him speechless.
In that tense silence, Washington rose to his feet, his presence as steady and unshakable as ever. He moved toward Alexander with a quiet assurance, placing a calming hand on the young man's shoulder. The gesture was simple but powerful—a silent anchor amidst the storm of Alexander's emotions. Gently but firmly, Washington guided him back to his seat, offering a silent strength that steadied the younger man in ways words never could.
The room remained still, the tension lingering, but with Washington’s presence, it felt like the storm had passed. Even Jefferson, who had been so quick to challenge, remained silent, as if finally recognizing the depth of Alexander’s words and the man behind them.
[JAMES MADISON]
Then a hurricane came and devastation rained
“No...” Alex whimpered, his voice small and fragile as he squeezed his eyes shut, trying to shut out the memories that clawed at the edges of his mind. The pain of it all—so fresh, so raw—threatened to drown him. He didn’t want to relive it. The trauma that still haunted him was too much to bear, and the very thought of it was enough to make his chest tighten, the air thick and suffocating.
A sharp, involuntary jolt ran through him, his body recoiling, as a warm, comforting presence enveloped him. A strong arm wrapped around his shoulders, pulling him close, and a hand gently took his own, steady and sure. Alex opened his eyes slowly, blinking away the sting of unshed tears, and found Eliza knelt before him. Her eyes were filled with concern, but there was something calming in her gaze—something that anchored him to the present, reminding him that he was no longer trapped in that storm. Her hands were gentle but firm as she wrapped them around his, grounding him.
Beside her, John stood close, his arm around Alex, offering his strength without hesitation. "Breathe, Alex," he murmured softly, his voice soothing, like a balm to the rawness of the moment. “You’re safe. You’re not there anymore.”
Alex’s chest rose and fell rapidly, his breath coming in shallow gasps, each one more erratic than the last. It took him a moment to realize it, but his breathing had spiraled out of control, the panic threatening to take over. With Eliza’s presence, her hands around his, he felt the tension in his body slowly begin to ebb. Her gentle words, like a lifeline, helped him focus, to pull his mind back from the chaos. Slowly, bit by bit, his breath evened out, though his heart still raced in his chest.
Washington, Lafayette, and Mulligan stood off to the side, having quietly observed the scene. Their expressions were filled with a mixture of concern and realization, particularly Washington’s, as he watched the unfolding moment. They had never known the full extent of Alex’s past—never understood why he seemed so uneasy, so distant, during storms. Now, the pieces began to fall into place. The hurricane, the devastation, the terror—Alex’s reaction made perfect sense.
Lafayette exchanged a quiet glance with Mulligan, both men silently acknowledging that they had unknowingly failed to see the deeper scars Alex carried. It explained so much—the way he would bury himself in work, the way he would never let himself slow down when the weather turned. They had never considered that the storms could be more than just a source of discomfort for him. Now, as they watched Eliza and John supporting him with such quiet strength, they understood: the storms weren’t just bad weather to Alex; they were something far more dangerous, something that threatened to break him open every time they arrived.
As Alex’s breathing finally steadied, he allowed himself to lean into the support they offered, his heart still racing but not as violently. The room was silent and the show began again.
our man saw his future drip-dripping down the drain
put a pencil to his temple connected it to his brain
and he wrote his first refrain a testament to his pain
[BURR]
Well the word got around they said this kid is insane man
took up a collection just to send him to the mainland
Get your education don't forget from whence you came. And the world is gonna know your name.
What's ya name, man?
[ALEXANDER HAMILTON]
Alexander Hamilton.
My name is Alexander Hamilton.
And there's a million things I haven't done.
“You’re still so young, Alexander,” Washington murmured, his voice soft but steady, carrying the weight of wisdom and years of experience. "You can wait."
Alex’s heart thudded in his chest, a deep, frantic pulse that seemed to echo the whirlwind inside his mind. He looked at Washington, but his thoughts scrambled, too fast and too tangled to form into words. His gaze flickered, searching Washington’s face for something to hold onto, but nothing could silence the noise in his head.
He wanted to say something—anything—but all he could hear was the incessant pounding of his own doubts, his own desperation. He opened his mouth to speak, but the words wouldn’t come. Instead, the emotions surged up, pressing against his throat. A thousand things raced through his mind, all the reasons why waiting had never been an option for him.
His lips parted, but only a broken sigh escaped.
“I—" Alex started, his voice unsteady. He shook his head, the weight of his thoughts making him feel like he was drowning. "I don’t know how to wait, sir.”
The words were quiet, almost a whisper, as if admitting this felt like a weakness he couldn’t afford. He felt the heat of vulnerability rise in his chest, but it didn’t stop him. “I’ve never had the chance to wait. Not once.” His eyes dropped to the floor for a moment, the rawness of his confession hanging in the air. “I’ve been trying to survive since I was a kid, scraping by, making things happen—because if I didn’t, no one would. There’s never been a moment where I could just... wait. Every second counts, every choice is life or death, and if I didn’t move, I’d be left behind.”
Alex’s hands clenched into fists at his sides as he tried to steady himself, his breath coming a little quicker. "I don’t know what it’s like to wait. It’s not something I’ve ever been allowed. I always had to keep moving, keep fighting, or I’d be forgotten, left to fade into the background." He swallowed hard, the ache in his throat making it feel like his words were coming too quickly, too painfully.
He finally met Washington’s gaze again, the vulnerability in his eyes raw and exposed. "You talk about waiting like it’s something I can choose, but I don’t even know what that feels like. I don’t know how to stop—how to slow down. If I stop moving, if I wait... I’m afraid everything will crumble, that I’ll just disappear.”
The room was quiet, save for the soft rustling of papers on the table and the gentle breath that escaped from Alex as he let the weight of his words sink in. He felt the tension in his shoulders, the years of forced resilience that had made him into who he was. It had shaped him into a man who could never afford to wait, never allow himself the luxury of time.
Washington stood there for a moment, his eyes softening as he regarded Alex. He saw the truth in the young man’s words, the fear and the exhaustion that came from a life spent constantly fighting to prove himself. It was a truth that cut deeper than any military strategy or political negotiation. Washington understood, perhaps more than Alex knew, what it was like to feel that you could never rest, never pause, always afraid that the world would leave you behind if you did.
“You don’t have to keep running, Alexander,” Washington said quietly, his tone full of something unspoken, something deeper. "Not with us. You’re not alone anymore."
Alex bit down on his lip, trying to steady the tremble that had begun to rise within him. He couldn’t understand what Washington was offering, not yet. But the kindness, the patience in his words—they were foreign to him. The thought that he could actually take a moment to breathe, to wait without consequence—it was almost too much to comprehend.
“I’ve never had that before,” Alex murmured, the vulnerability in his voice uncharacteristic but undeniable. His eyes fell to his hands, his fingers flexing, trying to release the tension that had built up in his chest. “I don’t know how to not keep moving forward, to not keep pushing. I’ve always had to fight for everything.”
For a long moment, there was nothing but silence, the air thick with the weight of Alex’s words and Washington’s steady presence. In that silence, something shifted. Alex’s heart began to slow, just a little, the edges of his thoughts softening. He didn’t know how to wait, how to give himself the grace to pause. But, for the first time, he wondered if maybe, just maybe, he could learn.
But just you wait, just you, wait.
The room fell silent after Alexander’s revelation, the weight of his words settling like a heavy fog. As the next lyric filled the air, it hit harder than anyone expected—each note sharp with the truth of his pain. Eyes flickered to Alexander, and the pity was impossible to hide. They saw him differently now, as though his past had peeled back a layer of his strength, exposing vulnerability they hadn't known existed.
But Alexander didn’t flinch. He kept his gaze steady, refusing to acknowledge the pity in their eyes. He didn't want their sympathy, didn’t need it. The last thing he wanted was for them to see him as broken, and so he held himself still, the mask of indifference firmly back in place. Trying to radiate the confidence they all were used too from him.
[ELIZA HAMILTON]
When he was 10, his father split
Full of it, debt-ridden
Two years later, see Alex and his mother, bed-ridden
Half-dead, sittin' in their own sick, the scent thick
[COMPANY]
And Alex got better but his mother went quick
Alexander’s head dropped once more, his chest tight as a tear escaped, tracing a path down his cheek. He wiped at it quickly, but the effort was futile—his emotions were slipping through, no matter how hard he tried to hide them. His hands shook as they gripped his legs, the tremors too evident to ignore. Despite his best attempts to mask it, everyone saw the cracks in his armor, the rawness he could no longer conceal. Facing the things he had forced down inside of him.
[GEORGE WASHINGTON and COMPANY]
Moved in with a cousin, the cousin committed suicide
The girls let out a collective gasp, their eyes widening as the realization of Alexander’s past hit them with full force. They had never truly understood the depth of the heartache he had endured before arriving in America—the pain of growing up with nothing, of being abandoned and alone. The weight of it, all suffered so young, settled heavily in the room. The stories they’d heard never quite conveyed the rawness of his experience, and now, seeing him in this moment, it was clear how deeply the scars ran.
The revolutionary set exchanged quiet glances, a silent understanding passing between them. They could now see why Alexander had always been so hesitant, so guarded when it came to forming close relationships. His fear of vulnerability made sense now—how could he trust, when trust had been taken from him so many times before? They looked at Eliza with newfound gratitude, realizing just how much she had become a pillar for him, a light in his life that had begun to heal some of those old wounds.
The General watched Alexander from the corner of his eye, his gaze softening as he took in the young man’s struggle. It stirred something in him—something protective. He thought to himself, once they returned from this campaign, once the dust settled and the future revealed itself, he would be there for Alexander. A steady presence, someone who could be counted on. He didn’t need to adopt him legally; that didn’t matter. What mattered was showing Alexander that family wasn’t always bound by blood, and that no matter what, he would always have a place with him. The thought settled in his chest like a quiet promise. He would be there, as a mentor, as a father figure, if Alexander would allow him, to help him navigate a world that had once turned its back on him.
Left him with nothin' but ruined pride
Somethin' new inside
A voice saying Alex, you gotta fend for yourself
He started retreatin' and readin' every treatise on the shelf
Alexander looked up, his eyes steely with the same unyielding determination that had always defined him. The weight of his past, the vulnerability of the moment, didn’t waver his resolve. "Of course," he said, his voice steady, almost clipped. "It was something I knew I could control." The words held the quiet force of a man who had learned to shape his world, even if it meant holding onto control at all costs.
[BURR & COMPANY]
There would've been nothin' left to do
For someone less astute
He would've been dead and destitute
Without a cent of restitution
Started workin', clerkin' for his late mother's landlord
Tradin' sugar cane and rum and other things he can't afford
Scammin' for every book he can get his hands on
"Pretty sure that’s also illegal," Jefferson spoke up from his seat at the back, his voice smooth but laced with that familiar hint of sarcasm. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, his eyes glinting with a knowing smirk. His gaze flicked around the room, taking in the uneasy faces of the group, before settling on the one who had made the questionable suggestion. There was a slight pause, and then, as if to underline his point, he shrugged nonchalantly, clearly unfazed by any tension his words might have caused.
Maddison, sitting beside him, shot him a warning glare and elbowed him sharply in the ribs. "Shut up, Jefferson," she hissed under her breath, clearly irritated. But Jefferson just raised an eyebrow and gave her an exaggerated shrug as if to say, I’m just telling the truth .
The air in the room was thickening, and everyone could feel the pressure mounting, but it was John who finally snapped. With a swift motion, he jumped up from his seat, the sharp scrape of his chair against the floor ringing out like a gunshot in the quiet room. His usually calm demeanor was fraying at the edges, his patience finally reaching its limit after hearing enough back-and-forth. His voice, when it came, was sharp and unmistakably irritated. “Enough!” John snapped, his fists clenched at his sides, jaw tight with barely-contained frustration. He glared at Jefferson for a long moment, then shifted his gaze to the others, his posture bristling with barely controlled anger.
The room fell utterly still. Jefferson leaned back in his chair, the smirk slipping off his face for the first time, while Maddison shifted uncomfortably in her seat. The atmosphere had shifted from casual bickering to something far more serious, and it was clear that John was done playing nice.
John’s eyes locked onto Jefferson, and a heavy silence fell over the room as his frustration bubbled over. He stepped forward, his shoulders stiff with anger, his usually calm demeanor cracking under the pressure. He pointed a finger at Jefferson, his voice low but firm. “You think this is a game, Jefferson? You think Alexander had the luxury of picking and choosing his actions? He didn’t get to sit back and judge from the sidelines. He had to do whatever he could to survive. Whatever he could.”
Jefferson leaned back in his seat, arms crossed, the usual smirk on his face faltering as John’s words cut through the room. He wasn’t expecting this kind of reaction. John’s voice was sharper now, each word carrying a weight that seemed to land on everyone in the room.
“He didn’t have time to worry about whether something was legal or not,” John continued, his frustration lacing his words. “He didn’t have the time or the privilege to sit around and analyze every decision. He was trying to survive, to make it out alive. You think he wasn’t smart enough to know the risks? But he did what he had to do, no matter the cost.”
John’s fists clenched at his sides, the tension visible in his jaw. “And yet here you are, acting like you’ve got it all figured out, sitting in the back, making sarcastic comments as if you could do better. You think this is some kind of moral high ground, but you don’t get it, Jefferson. Not everything is as simple as right or wrong. Some of us don’t have that luxury.”
The words hung in the air, heavy with truth, and the room was still for a long moment. Jefferson didn’t immediately respond, his eyes narrowing just slightly, and for the first time, there was something more than the usual arrogance in his expression. John’s gaze didn’t waver. He wasn’t looking for approval; he was just telling it how it was.
“Survival’s a lot messier than you think, Jefferson,” John finished, his voice quieter now but still carrying the weight of his frustration. “You can’t just sit back and throw stones from your ivory tower. Not when you’re not the one out there fighting for your life.”
John turned, his heart still pounding with the adrenaline of the moment. His words had hung in the air, sharp and raw, but there was a finality to the way he moved now, like the confrontation had settled deep in his chest. He walked back toward his seat, feeling the weight of Jefferson’s silence press against him, leaving the man at the back of the room stunned, unable to gather his thoughts. John didn’t look back, but he could feel Jefferson's eyes boring into him, that mix of frustration and reluctant understanding.
When John reached his seat, he sank down beside Alexander, the tension in his shoulders easing just a little. Without thinking, Alexander reached for his hand, taking it in his own and giving it a gentle squeeze. The simple act was grounding—comforting in a way that words couldn’t quite express. John looked at him, the storm still churning in his chest, but the warmth of Alexander’s hand calmed him in a way nothing else could.
"Thank you," Alexander murmured, his voice soft and full of gratitude. His thumb traced small, soothing circles over John's palm, a silent reassurance that John’s words hadn’t gone unnoticed. “You didn’t have to do that.”
John’s gaze softened, his expression shifting from the hard edge of the confrontation to something much more tender. He leaned in slightly, his voice lowering as he spoke with a tenderness that only Alexander could bring out of him. “I did,” he said quietly, his thumb brushing over the back of Alexander’s hand in return. “You didn’t deserve to be put in that position. And I... I wasn’t going to let him keep talking to you like that.”
There was a pause, just long enough for the weight of his words to sink in. John’s fingers tightened around Alexander’s hand, not out of urgency, but out of an unspoken promise. “I’ll always have your back,” he added, his voice full of quiet conviction. “You don’t have to ask.”
Alexander’s eyes softened, his gaze holding John’s with a depth that was both comforting and vulnerable. He didn’t need to say anything more. The warmth in their shared silence was enough to fill the space between them, a silent understanding that needed no further explanation. For a moment, the world outside the two of them felt distant, the noise of the others fading away as they simply existed in that shared moment of connection.
John could feel the tension ebbing away as Alexander gave his hand another gentle squeeze. There was a faint smile playing at the corner of his lips, a silent acknowledgment that meant more than any words could express. The storm may have passed for now, but in that quiet, peaceful moment between them, John knew that no matter what came next, they would face it together.
Plannin' for the future, see him now as he stands on (oh)
The bow of a ship headed for a new land
In New York you can be a new man
"Yes. You can, especially when you have wonderful friends who help you," Alexander spoke, his voice soft but full of gratitude, his eyes falling on the group of people surrounding him. He had always been a man of words, but in this moment, the sincerity in his gaze spoke louder than anything he could say. His eyes lingered on each of them—his friends, his family, the people who had stood by him through thick and thin. They weren’t just allies; they were his support, his anchors in a world that often felt chaotic and uncertain.
Eliza was the first to catch his gaze. She gave him a soft, understanding smile, her eyes filled with warmth and quiet strength. She leaned forward just slightly, her hand resting gently on his arm. “We’ll always be here, Alexander,” she said, her voice a calming presence that wrapped around him like a blanket. “No matter what happens, we’re with you.”
Angelica, standing just behind Eliza, arched an eyebrow with a playful smirk. “She’s right, of course,” she added with her characteristic sharpness, though there was a softness to her words that only Alexander could bring out in her. “But don’t forget, we’re here to keep you grounded too. You have a tendency to get a bit... ahead of yourself sometimes.” Her voice was teasing, but there was an underlying affection in it that made Alexander chuckle softly.
Peggy, who had been quiet until now, stood a little off to the side, her eyes full of a quiet strength that often went unnoticed. She stepped forward then, her smile bright and reassuring, and placed a hand on Alexander’s other arm. “And you have us, Alex,” she said, her voice steady and sincere. “You’ve always had us, and we’re not going anywhere. We’re stronger together.”
Alexander felt a swell of emotion rise in his chest at their words, and for a moment, he found it hard to speak. His gaze shifted between them—Eliza, with her unwavering loyalty and grace; Angelica, whose wit and sharpness could cut through any challenge; and Peggy, whose quiet strength was the glue that held so many things together. They weren’t just his friends. They were the people who had helped shape him, who had kept him going even when he felt like he couldn’t keep moving forward.
He took a deep breath, steadying himself as he squeezed both of their hands in return. “I don’t say it enough, but I’m so grateful for all of you,” he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. "I don't know where I'd be without you."
Eliza smiled softly, brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear as she gave him a gentle squeeze. "You don't have to say it, Alex," she said with a softness that was all Eliza. "We know."
Angelica, ever the one to make light of things, gave a playful roll of her eyes. “Honestly, it’s a little too much sweetness in one room for me. But,” she added with a wink, “I guess I’ll make an exception... for you, Hamilton.”
Peggy laughed quietly, shaking her head at her sisters’ antics. “I think we all know that no matter what happens, we’ve got each other’s backs," she said, her voice light but strong with conviction. “And that’s all that really matters.”
The room felt lighter, the weight of the earlier tension dissipating like smoke in the air. Alexander looked at each of them again, feeling a deep sense of gratitude wash over him. It wasn’t just that they had helped him through the storm, it was that they always did. They were more than just friends; they were his family, his home in a world that often felt too big and too overwhelming.
"You're right," Alexander finally said, his voice softer now, but full of warmth. "I don’t think I could do this without you."
Eliza gave him a bright smile, her eyes twinkling with a light that seemed to reflect back at him. “Then don’t,” she said, her tone light but grounded. “You don’t have to do anything alone anymore, Alexander.”
And in that moment, with his friends surrounding him, Alexander knew that no matter what came next, he would never truly be alone again.
[COMPANY & HAMILTON]
In New York, you can be a new man (Just you wait)
In New York, you can be a new man (Just you wait)
In New York, you can be a new man
[WOMEN & MEN]
In New York (New York)
[ALEXANDER HAMILTON]
Just you wait
[COMPANY]
Alexander Hamilton (Alexander Hamilton)
We are waiting in the wings for you (Waiting in the wings for you)
You could never back down
You never learned to take your time
Washington's voice was steady, but there was an undeniable warmth beneath the firmness as he addressed Alexander. His gaze was unyielding, yet there was something softer in his eyes—a quiet recognition of all the weight Alexander carried on his shoulders. "We know," he began, the words deliberate and measured, "You are a constant force. You never stop."
Alexander, who had been shifting in his seat, adjusting to the quiet tension of the room, paused at those words. He straightened slightly, his brow furrowing, as if the statement was both a compliment and a challenge he hadn’t expected. Washington’s eyes never wavered from him, and there was an unspoken understanding in that gaze, a knowing that Alexander, for all his brilliance, never seemed to slow down. It was a pattern, something that had shaped him over the years—the relentless drive to move forward, to fix things, to make everything work, without ever allowing himself the space to simply breathe .
“You never learned to take your time, Hamilton,” Washington continued, his voice quieter now, but still filled with that hard-earned wisdom nodding towards the now paused screen. “You’re always moving, always pushing forward, and while that’s admirable—it’s also dangerous. You burn yourself out, and sometimes, you forget to see the bigger picture.”
Alexander swallowed hard, the weight of those words settling over him. He could feel the truth of them like a knot in his chest, tight and unforgiving. He had always been a man of action—ever since he could remember, he had lived with an urgency to prove himself, to be more than just another orphaned immigrant. His ambition had always been a driving force, but in the rush to achieve, he had often left behind pieces of himself, pieces that mattered just as much as the work he’d done.
He shifted his gaze to Washington, seeing the older man not just as a mentor, but as a father figure, it scared him. Washington had seen it all—his own share of burdens, the weight of leading others through war and peace, and the toll it had taken. Alexander had always admired that steadiness, that ability to maintain a sense of calm in the face of chaos, but there was a quiet sadness in Washington’s eyes now, a reflection of the cost of carrying so much without rest.
“I know I can be... relentless,” Alexander finally said, his voice tight, though he wasn’t entirely sure how to explain himself. “I just... feel like there’s so much to do. And so little time to do it.”
Washington nodded slowly, his expression softening just slightly. “I understand that, son. I do. But you’re not invincible. And the world won’t stop for you if you burn yourself out trying to keep up with it.”
The room grew quieter, the others taking in Washington’s words. Eliza, who had been watching quietly, moved a little closer, her presence a comforting anchor. She placed a hand gently on Alexander’s arm, offering him the kind of reassurance that only she could.
“You don’t have to do it all at once, Alex,” she said softly, her voice a balm to the rawness of the moment. “We’re all here to help you. You don’t have to carry everything on your shoulders alone.”
But Alexander, ever the stubborn soul, shook his head slightly, his jaw tightening. “It’s hard to know when to stop,” he admitted, his voice quiet. “I’ve been pushing my whole life... I don’t know how to do anything else.”
Washington sighed, the weight of years in his voice as he leaned back slightly. “You don’t have to stop, Hamilton. You just need to learn when to pause. When to take a step back. You’ve already done so much, but you can’t keep going without giving yourself a chance to breathe. Even the strongest engines need oil to run.”
There was a long pause, the gravity of Washington’s words sinking in, but Alexander couldn’t help the flicker of something inside him. Something that had always been there—a drive, a hunger to keep going, to keep fighting for something better. It wasn’t just ambition—it was the fear that if he stopped, even for a moment, everything he had worked for would slip through his fingers.
“I’m afraid if I slow down, I’ll fall behind,” Alexander murmured, his voice almost lost to the weight of the room.
Washington's expression softened, and he placed a hand on Alexander’s shoulder, his grip firm but comforting. “You’re not falling behind, son. You’re just human. You don’t have to do it all at once. You’ve already done more than enough.”
For a moment, the room seemed to breathe with them—an exhale of shared understanding. Alexander felt the smallest shift within himself, the heavy burden on his chest lightening just a little. Maybe, for the first time in a long while, he didn’t have to carry the weight of the world on his own. Maybe, just maybe, there was room to take his time.
Oh, Alexander Hamilton (Alexander Hamilton)
America Sings for you
Do they know what you overcame?
Do they know you rewrote the game?
The world will never be the same, oh
A smile slowly appeared on Alexander’s face, one that started at the corners of his lips and spread across his features like the first rays of sunlight after a storm. His violet-blue eyes began to sparkle, a glint of excitement dancing in them as he looked up, unable to fully hide the surge of pride rising within him. “Did I really have that much impact?” he asked, his voice softer, filled with a quiet wonder.
There was a long pause, the room almost holding its breath as if waiting for the right words to come. Then, the voice spoke again—gentle, steady, and sure, as if carrying the weight of an unspoken truth. “You did.”
“I’m sure you did many great things son”
“Notcha son” Alex responded instantly to the familial phrase.
[BURR & COMPANY]
The ship is in the harbor now
See if you can spot him (Just you wait)
Another immigrant comin' up from the bottom (Just you wait)
His enemies destroyed his rep, America forgot him
“Enemies?” Alexander questioned, his voice laced with both confusion and a hint of skepticism as he scanned the room, his eyes searching for a clue to the mystery. The air seemed to crackle with anticipation as his gaze flicked over each face, wondering if they held the answers. “All will be explained,” the voice reassured, calm and steady, yet carrying an undertone of finality, as if it were certain the pieces would fall into place soon enough.
Before Alexander could respond, Jefferson spoke up, his voice cutting through the growing tension. It was the first time anyone had heard from him since John had lost his patience earlier. “I do not believe, considering we are watching a musical about his life, he was forgotten,” Jefferson remarked with a dry wit, his tone pointed, but for once, his words held a measure of agreement from the group.
The room seemed to pause, most of them nodding in silent agreement. Even Alexander couldn’t help but feel a flicker of pride. For the first time, Jefferson’s sharp edge seemed more like a knife sharpening the truth, and the room, usually divided, seemed united in this one sentiment.
The voice returned, its tone matter-of-fact and yet somehow comforting. “Unfortunately, due to events which will be shown later in the show, Alexander’s legacy began to fade. However, Lin-Manuel Miranda read a biography written about his life and created this musical. The show was a worldwide success and reinstated Alexander and his lifetime legacy in its rightful glory.”
The explanation lingered in the air, and for a moment, Alexander felt a rush of emotions he wasn’t sure how to process. His mind raced with thoughts of a world where his name had nearly disappeared into the ether, only to be resurrected by a song, by a performance. It was surreal, almost unbelievable, the truth seemed both simple and overwhelming. The weight of his legacy, and how it had slipped away, left him feeling both small and strangely honored by the way it had been reclaimed.
As the voice faded out, Alexander glanced around, seeing that the others—those who had been part of his journey—were as stunned as he was. He could only imagine what they were thinking, but one thing was certain: the impact of his life, though nearly forgotten, was being celebrated in a way he could never have anticipated. The thought both humbled and excited him in equal measure.
[MULLIGAN/MADISON & LAFAYETTE/JEFFERSON]
We, fought with him
“Oh, that is very interesting,” Lafayette remarked, his eyes bright with curiosity as he pointed to the program in his hands. He focused on the actor who played both Jefferson and himself, the quirk of a smile playing at the corners of his lips. “Look, it says that the same actor plays both Jefferson and I. I would guess, mon petit lion, that there is a double meaning in those words—” His voice trailed off with a knowing glance at Jefferson, clearly amused by the choice of a single actor to portray both the French and American figures.
Alexander, listening intently, nodded thoughtfully as the pieces seemed to fall into place. “James and you, Laf, fought beside me... And guessing from the atmosphere with Madison and Jefferson, I’d guess they fought with me as well,” he mused, piecing together the relationships and tensions he knew so well. The dynamics of the revolution and the political battles felt alive in the air as they spoke.
Jefferson, who had been unusually quiet up until now, finally nodded with a slight, almost imperceptible smirk. “Yes, you are a really insufferable person,” he said, his words laced with his usual sharpness, but there was a flicker of amusement behind them, as if he couldn’t help but acknowledge the truth in Alexander’s observation.
John, who had been bristling with frustration ever since the earlier exchange with Jefferson, stood up, his posture rigid as he seemed ready to take the conversation into his own hands once again. However, before he could get any further, Washington’s calm yet commanding presence filled the room.
Washington, who had been silently observing the tension between the group, stepped forward with a quiet authority that had always carried weight. His eyes, firm but not unkind, fell on Jefferson first, and then on John, who paused mid-motion, recognizing that the general’s words would hold more power than any of his own.
“Hold on, John,” Washington said, his voice steady and deep, the kind that demanded attention without raising in volume. He looked at Jefferson, his brow furrowing slightly but with the understanding of years spent in battle and in leadership. “Thomas,” Washington began, his tone careful but pointed, “Alexander, may be insufferable at times, but that doesn't mean the rest of us haven’t had to endure the same things from you..”
Jefferson’s eyes flicked to Washington, and for a moment, the usual defiance in his gaze softened, just a little. There was an unspoken acknowledgment that Washington’s words carried weight—more than any of them could argue with. Even John, who had been moments away from standing, seemed to pause and reconsider, his shoulders relaxing ever so slightly.
Alexander watched, his mind whirling with the dynamics in play. Washington had a way of silencing the room without even raising his voice, and it was clear that, despite their differences, everyone respected him. Jefferson, for all his sharp wit and pride, found himself momentarily subdued by the power of Washington’s experience.
Lafayette, still leaning forward with a playful grin, looked at Alexander, his eyes sparkling with the energy of someone who loved a good debate but understood when it was time to step back. “Ah, mon ami,” Lafayette said, his smile widening as he leaned in to whisper to Alexander, “It seems you are not the only one who can be insufferable, no?”
Alexander couldn’t help but smile back, the tension in the room easing just a little as the exchange between Washington, Jefferson, and John settled into a quieter, more reflective space. Even Jefferson, despite his usual quick retorts, stayed quiet for a moment, as if thinking over Washington’s words.
[LAURENS/PHILIP]
Me, I died for him
Alexander’s eyes widened in panic as he watched the actor switch seamlessly between John and Phillip on stage. His heart raced, the recognition of the same actor playing both roles hitting him like a sudden shock. “No!” The word tore from his throat, a desperate, pleading sound. His eyes flickered back and forth between the two, the raw fear in his gaze unmistakable. “No, please, you can’t die!” His voice cracked, a sob escaping before he could choke it back. Tears began to fall freely, his body trembling violently with each sob. The emotional storm inside him mirrored Eliza, who sat beside him, her face pale with distress. One hand instinctively covered her stomach protectively, while the other clutched Phillip’s hand tightly, her grip fierce and unwavering. Phillip, too, had been watching the show in silence, but now his own eyes were filled with emotion as he stared at the scene unfolding before them.
John, seeing Alexander’s growing panic, didn’t hesitate. He sprang into action, his hands reaching out to gently but firmly cup Alexander’s face, forcing him to meet his eyes. “Alex,” he said, his voice steady and low, trying to cut through the chaos of Alexander’s racing thoughts. “Breathe. Phillip and I are both still alive. We’re watching this show to change our future, so we can stop our deaths, Alexander. Breathe for me, darling—” The word slipped out, soft and soothing, as John’s panic began to mirror Alexander’s. He hadn’t realized how tightly he was holding him, his hands trembling with a fear that hadn’t surfaced until he saw how erratic Alexander’s breathing had become. The sharp, uneven rise and fall of Alexander’s chest made his heart race, but John held him closer, anchoring him with his warmth.
It wasn’t until Alexander’s breath began to settle, the ragged gasps gradually giving way to deeper, more even inhales, that John noticed how closely they were pressed together. The frantic tremors in Alexander’s body started to ease, and the moment their breathing synchronized, John felt a slight shift in the tension that had gripped them both. Alexander, still clinging to John’s steady presence, slowly pulled away, his hands trembling as he lifted them to his face to wipe away the remaining tears.
Looking up, Alexander’s gaze fell on Eliza, who had found comfort in her sisters’ arms. The three Schuyler women were wrapped around each other, holding onto each other as if their shared love was the only thing keeping the world from falling apart. Phillip, too, was held close, his presence a grounding force in the storm of emotions swirling around them. The sight of them, together and alive, filled Alexander with a quiet sense of relief, a gentle reminder that they could still rewrite the future, that the pain he was witnessing was not inevitable.
He stood, his legs shaky but determined, moving toward them with urgency. Without a word, he joined the embrace, enveloping them all in a tight, desperate hug, as if clinging to the simple truth that they were still here. They were still alive, still together. Alexander pulled John into the circle too, his arms tightening around them all as if to reassure himself, needing the confirmation that their bond was unbreakable, that this wasn’t how it was meant to end. His heart still raced, but now it was filled with something more—something between hope and determination. They would change the future. They would change it.
“I believe it important to add before we continue that sodomy is no longer a crime and is indeed now referred to as homosexuality where two people of the same sex have a romantic and/or sexual relationship. It must also be known that any person who may use information gained from today to harm others in the room will have all potentially dangerous information wiped from their memories”
Alex and John exchanged a quiet, intense look, something unspoken passing between them—a shared understanding of the raw emotions they were both experiencing. It was in the way their gazes held each other, lingering just a little too long, as if trying to anchor themselves in a world that felt suddenly too uncertain. Eliza, ever perceptive, noticed the silent exchange. With a soft, knowing smile, she sat down next to Alex, wrapping an arm around him, drawing him in closer to her warmth. Leaning in toward his ear, her voice was playful but gentle. “If it makes you feel better,” she whispered, her breath soft against his skin, “I find John rather beautiful myself.”
Alex blinked in surprise, his cheeks flushing slightly, a laugh bubbling up in his chest despite the heavy emotions still swirling within him. Eliza’s teasing lightened the moment, offering a glimpse of levity in the midst of everything, and Alex couldn’t help but smile at her effortlessly disarming charm.
[WASHINGTON]
Me, I trusted him
“And I always will, son,” Washington spoke, his voice low and steady, filled with the weight of years spent as both a mentor and a father figure to Alexander. The words hung in the air, filled with the kind of unconditional care that only Washington could offer.
Alexander’s chest tightened, his heart aching at the familiar word. “Please, General, do not call me son,” he replied, his voice trembling slightly, a tinge of sadness and pleading lacing his words. There was a vulnerability in his plea, a deep longing for something he had lost long ago, something that still haunted him. He glanced at Washington, eyes brimming with unspoken emotions, caught between the comfort of the bond and the ache of knowing what that type of bond had cost him his entire life.
[ELIZA, ANGELICA & PEGGY/MARIA]
Me, I loved him
“Why are there three of us?” Eliza asked, her voice filled with confusion as she glanced between Angelica, Peggy, and the unfolding drama on stage. Her brow furrowed slightly, and her gaze flicked back to the program in her hands.
“I’ve always loved Alexander as a brother,” both Angelica and Peggy spoke in unison, their words carrying a deep sense of familial affection. Eliza’s eyes darted from the two of them to the program once again, her fingers tracing the lines printed on the page. “It says that the actress who plays Peggy also plays Miss Maria Reynolds? Who is she?” she asked, her tone laced with curiosity, but there was something else—something heavier—in her voice.
Eliza’s eyes met Alexander’s, sadness clouding her expression, but he met her gaze with an unwavering resolve, his brow set with determination. “Eliza, I would never. I promise,” he said firmly, his voice gentle but strong, a quiet conviction in the words.
Eliza seemed to hesitate, her eyes searching his face for any sign of doubt, but after a long moment, she nodded slowly, a soft sigh escaping her lips. There was no question in his eyes, and though her heart ached with the weight of their past, she knew he would never betray her.
[BURR]
And me, I'm the damn fool that shot him
“What?!” Everyone shouted in unison, the shock reverberating through the room like an electric pulse. Eliza’s breath caught, her face crumpling as tears began to spill down her cheeks. Her sisters, seeing her distress, immediately moved to surround her, their arms offering her comfort as they shot Burr dangerous, venomous glares. The room buzzed with tension, an undercurrent of fury that seemed to crackle in the air.
Alexander’s face had gone pale, his body frozen in disbelief. His eyes were wide, searching Burr for any sign of hatred, any shred of malice that could explain the accusation. He couldn’t quite comprehend what had just been said, the weight of the words pressing down on him like a heavy stone. Was it truly possible? Could Burr, someone he had once called a colleague, really be behind such a vile act?
The group of revolutionaries, including John, who had pulled himself from Alexander’s embrace in a flurry of motion, surged to their feet in unison, anger and protective instinct flaring up. They were ready to pounce, fists clenched, eyes flashing with rage, but Jefferson and Madison remained where they were, stunned into silence. The look on their faces was one of disbelief, as if they were unable to fully process what had just been revealed. Moments before Lafayette, John, and Hercules could make contact with Burr, Washington stood, his commanding presence filling the space, his voice ringing out with authority. "Men," he called, his tone filled with restrained fury, "I am sure you are very angry right now, but physically harming Lieutenant Burr will only make things worse. Trust me, I am just as angry as you are."
Burr, for the first time, looked genuinely aghast. His mouth opened and closed in shock, as though he couldn’t quite believe what had been said either. “I—I would never do that, Alexander!” he stammered, his eyes wide with desperation. “I may not like you, but—” He paused, swallowing hard as he seemed to grasp for some shred of dignity. “To shoot you? I could never.”
His words, though meant to calm the rising storm, hung in the air uncertainly. A palpable tension remained, like a stormcloud that had yet to dissipate, as everyone in the room struggled to reconcile the man they thought they knew with the betrayal that had just been unveiled.
[COMPANY]
There's a million things I haven't done, but just you wait
[BURR]
Whats ya name man?
[COMPANY]
ALEXANDER HAMILTON
“Wow, that was…” Eliza paused, her voice trembling slightly as she searched for a word that could possibly encapsulate the whirlwind of emotions they had just experienced. Her eyes darted around the room, taking in the stunned faces, the quiet breaths, the weight of everything they had just learned settling on each of them. “Intense?” she suggested finally, though it didn’t quite seem to do it justice.
“Powerful?” Angelica chimed in, her tone steady but laced with an emotion that hadn’t been there before.
“Saddening?” Lafayette added his voice trailing off as he processed the depth of what they’d witnessed.
Everyone nodded in agreement, each word adding to the weight of the atmosphere. The room was still humming with the remnants of the song, the truths it had revealed, and the shock that lingered in the air. It felt as though they were all collectively trying to catch their breath, trying to come to terms with everything that had just been thrown at them.
“That was surprising,” Peggy finally spoke up again, her voice small but clear. Everyone around her nodded again, as if the one word that encapsulated their shared confusion and disbelief was surprising . Even in the aftermath, it was clear that no one had seen what had just unfolded coming. The revelations were enough to shake them to their core.
The room fell silent for a moment, each person processing in their own way. And then, as if on cue, the voice returned—its familiar, soothing cadence filling the space.
“I hope you enjoyed the first song,” it said, offering a brief respite from the emotional intensity. “There are some refreshments at the back of the room if you’d like them, and restrooms to your left. You can access these whenever you wish, but I recommend waiting for the interval so as not to miss anything.”
The voice lingered, and the hum of conversation began to die down as the group turned toward the back of the room, grateful for a moment to collect themselves. The weight of the show still hung in the air, but now there was the faintest flicker of anticipation for what would come next. The promise of more to come, after the brief pause, was enough to stir a quiet restlessness in the room. They were ready for the next chapter, even if they weren’t quite sure what it would hold.
Chapter Text
[COMPANY]
- New York City
“Is that not when mon petit lion arrived in America and we met him?” Lafayette asked, his voice light but filled with curiosity as he turned to Alexander, a playful glint in his eye. He gestured vaguely, as if trying to piece together the timeline in his mind, remembering the days when they had first crossed paths.
Alexander nodded slowly, his expression growing thoughtful. “Yes, it seems like so long ago,” he said softly, his voice tinged with nostalgia. His eyes wandered as if trying to recall the very first moment he had stepped onto this new land, full of ambition and hope, not knowing how much his life would change. “So much has happened since I met you all,” he added, his words heavy with the weight of history. He thought of the countless battles fought, the friendships forged, the losses endured.
His gaze shifted then, moving toward Eliza, his heart swelling with affection. A loving smile spread across his face, soft and sincere, as if all the tumult of the past had somehow led him to this one moment with her. Eliza, meeting his eyes, responded with a smile of her own—quick and genuine, her eyes reflecting the deep love she had for him, a bond that had only grown stronger with time. It was a look shared between two people who had seen the worst of the world and yet found peace in each other.
For a brief moment, the room seemed to fade around them, the quiet exchange between Alexander and Eliza becoming a silent reaffirmation of everything they had been through together. It was as though all the chaos of the world couldn’t touch them, their love a steady, unwavering anchor in the midst of the storm. A promise that upon returning back to their time he would return a victor.
[HAMILTON]
Pardon me. Are you Aaron Burr, sir?
Alexander let out a small groan, pressing his hands to his forehead as the weight of the past hit him all at once. The realization of what would happen next seemed to wash over him, the memories crashing in a wave of regret. “Oh, I was like a small child upon meeting you, Burr,” he muttered, a half-hearted chuckle escaping him as he shook his head at his younger, naive self.
Burr, his expression unreadable, responded with a curt nod, the edges of his lips tight. “And I believed you to be some stalker who was planning on harming me in some way,” he said, his words flat but laced with an underlying tension. It was a quiet admission, revealing how differently their first meeting had been perceived by each of them—two men, on opposite sides of a growing conflict, both seeing the other through a lens of fear and suspicion.
[BURR]
That depends. Who’s asking?
"Would your answer have changed depending on Hamilton’s response, Burr?" Jefferson asked, his voice carrying an air of both curiosity and challenge. He studied the other man intently, his eyes narrowing slightly as if weighing the sincerity of the response that might follow. The question hung in the air, heavy with the implications of their bitter rivalry and the larger political landscape at play.
Burr hesitated for a moment, his expression unreadable, then gave a small shrug, a gesture that seemed to convey more than mere indifference. "I—I don’t know," he replied, his voice softer than Jefferson might have expected, yet tinged with an undercurrent of frustration. His words were neither dismissive nor fully revealing; it was as though he himself was uncertain, caught between the political gamesmanship they both played and the personal feelings that had become tangled within their ongoing conflict.
Jefferson, who had known Burr for years, couldn’t help but feel the weight of the silence that followed. Was Burr truly unsure, or was this his way of avoiding the question, sidestepping a conversation that might expose too much? Jefferson’s mind raced, contemplating whether this was a moment of honesty or simply another layer of Burr’s carefully crafted political persona. The question wasn’t just about Hamilton—it was about Burr himself, and perhaps, for once, the mask had slipped just enough for Jefferson to glimpse the real man beneath.
[HAMILTON]
Oh, well, sure, sir
I’m Alexander Hamilton, I’m at your service, sir
I have been looking for you
"Alexander, that sounds like you’ve been stalking the poor man," Washington said, his voice carrying a light scolding tone, though there was a hint of amusement behind it. His gaze rested on Hamilton, a mixture of concern and mild disapproval in his eyes. It was a rare thing for Washington to show much beyond stoic authority, but the edge of humor in his reprimand betrayed his fondness for his young protege.
Hamilton, however, wasn’t one to back down easily. He met Washington’s eyes with a steady, unwavering gaze, a challenge simmering just beneath the surface. “I was not stalking him, General," he replied sharply, his words carrying a tone of frustration, but also a defense of his actions. "I was simply looking for some simple guidance from him." His jaw tightened slightly as he spoke, as if defending his pursuit of Burr wasn’t just about seeking advice—it was about something deeper, something he hadn’t yet shared with anyone, least of all Washington.
The atmosphere between them shifted slightly, but before it could deepen into something more serious, John, who had been quietly observing the exchange, reached over and gripped Alexander’s hand. He tucked it subtly between them, a gesture of quiet support in a room that buzzed with the kind of tense, political energy only those entrenched in the power struggle of the time could fully appreciate.
Leaning in close, just enough so that only Alexander could hear, John whispered with a soft, conspiratorial smile, “And I am so glad you did…” His words were low, his breath warm against Hamilton’s ear.
Alexander’s response was a subtle shift in his posture, a small exhale of relief. For a moment, the weight of the world around them seemed to lighten, and he allowed himself the briefest glimpse of satisfaction.
[BURR]
I’m getting nervous
“I would be too,” Peggy chimed in, her voice cutting through the tension with an edge of dry humor. She crossed her arms and leaned slightly forward, her gaze fixed on Burr, not with the warmth she often reserved for her friends, but with a measured coolness that left little room for ambiguity. The events of the past were still fresh in the minds of those gathered, and her tone made it clear that her opinion of Burr hadn’t softened in the slightest since the revelations about his actions. The air between them seemed to thicken with her words, the reminder of his past transgressions hanging heavily in the room.
Angelica, who had been quiet up until that point, shifted her stance slightly, the fire in her eyes reigniting at the mere mention of Burr’s name. Her expression hardened, and there was no mistaking the depth of her animosity toward him. The revelation of Burr's involvement in the duel that had left Alexander Hamilton dead was a wound that had not healed, and it seemed unlikely that it ever would. Angelica's sharp, intelligent mind had already judged him, and there was no mercy in her gaze.
“If you were not,” Angelica added, her voice cutting through the silence with a biting, almost sarcastic tone, “I would be questioning your sanity, Burr.” She leaned in slightly, her posture a subtle challenge, daring him to defend himself or offer an excuse for his past actions. Her words were not just a critique—they were a condemnation. The venom behind them was the culmination of years of strained relationships, political scheming, and the devastating loss of someone who had once been family, someone Angelica had loved and admired.
Burr, for all his usual composure, seemed to shrink under the weight of their words. His gaze flickered briefly between Peggy and Angelica, the latter’s sharp eyes cutting deeper than any blade could. He had faced countless political enemies in his life, but this was something different—this was personal. And while he was known for his carefully controlled demeanor, the sting of their judgment seemed to pierce him more than he cared to admit.
The silence that followed Angelica’s words was thick with unspoken histories, with the ghosts of past mistakes that none of them were willing to let go of just yet. Burr didn’t respond immediately, his lips pressed into a tight line, as though weighing the consequences of saying anything at all. And though he stood there, facing them both with a stiff posture, there was a flicker of something vulnerable in his eyes—a fleeting recognition of just how far he had fallen in their regard for something he promised himself he would change.
[HAMILTON]
Sir…
I heard your name at Princeton. I was seeking an accelerated course of study when I got sort of out of sorts with a buddy of yours. I may have punched him. It’s a blur, sir. He handles the financials?
“Alexander Hamilton! I hope this too is another case of artistic license!” Eliza exclaimed, her voice rising in a mix of disbelief and concern. Her eyes widened, her hand instinctively reaching for the edges of her skirts as though to steady herself. The shock was evident in her face, her brows furrowed in a way that made her look more concerned than angry, though there was no mistaking her disapproval. “You cannot have punched the bursar of Princeton College,” she continued, her tone a blend of exasperation and genuine worry. She wasn’t sure which was worse—the fact that Alexander might actually have done such a thing, or that he would be so cavalier about admitting it.
Washington, standing just a few paces away, let out a long, drawn-out sigh, one that only those who knew him well would recognize as a sign of resignation. It wasn’t so much that he was surprised; it was more that, deep down, he knew Hamilton’s tendency to act rashly when he felt slighted. The air of regret that surrounded Alexander in that moment was unmistakable to the General—he had seen it before in the younger man. There was a certain vulnerability to Hamilton when he was caught in his own misjudgments, but also an undercurrent of pride, the kind of pride that could drive a man to do things he’d later regret—things he wasn’t always willing to admit.
Washington, the elder statesman who had spent years trying to temper Alexander’s impulsive nature, knew all too well how the man reacted when people underestimated him. Hamilton had a fire that could be ignited by the smallest of insults, and once that spark was lit, it often led to actions he’d later wish he could undo. But the damage, once done, was impossible to take back.
Alexander, for his part, stood frozen for a moment, his hands twitching at his sides as if to physically restrain himself from defending his actions. His lips parted, but no immediate response came. His eyes darted from Eliza’s wide, expectant gaze to Washington’s knowing stare. He could already hear the disappointment in both their unspoken judgments, and it was a feeling he was all too familiar with. The idea that he had lost the respect of those closest to him, even over something as petty as a moment of rashness, unsettled him more than he cared to admit.
“I—I do not know what to say to you, Eliza…” His voice trailed off, low and almost apologetic, though it lacked the conviction that would have come with a true apology. It was more of an admission of his own internal conflict than anything else—a realization that, while he was often driven by his passions and convictions, those same qualities could sometimes lead him down paths he wasn’t proud of.
Eliza’s expression softened slightly, her shock giving way to a mixture of concern and the quiet frustration that came from loving someone who was constantly fighting against his own nature. She was used to Alexander’s fervor, his brilliance, and his unrelenting ambition—but it was moments like these, when his stubbornness led him to clash with those around him, that wore her down. Her voice, when it came, was gentler, though still tinged with the kind of quiet reproach that only she could deliver.
“Alexander, you cannot go around… punching people. You’re better than that. You’ve always been better than that,” she said, her words weighted with a love that sought not to shame him, but to remind him of the man he could be.
Washington watched the exchange, his shoulders relaxing slightly. He knew that Alexander would not easily let go of the pride that had driven him to make rash decisions. But there was hope in his heart that, in time, Hamilton would come to understand that true strength lay not in confronting every slight with a fist, but in knowing when to stand down.”
For now, though, the room was filled with the kind of silence that spoke volumes—an unspoken understanding that while Hamilton’s actions were often driven by a desire to prove himself, it was his ability to listen and learn from those who cared about him that would shape his future.
[BURR]
You punched the bursar
“Oh, Alex…” Washington murmured softly, the words carrying an unspoken weight. His voice, though calm, held the hint of weariness, the kind that came from years of watching Hamilton’s brilliant, but often reckless, determination lead him down difficult paths. Washington’s gaze softened as he looked at the younger man, not with anger, but with a deep, almost fatherly concern. It was a look that spoke of experience, of battles fought and lessons learned the hard way, and of a long history of trying to guide someone who, despite his brilliance, often allowed his temper and pride to cloud his better judgment.
Alexander, caught under the weight of Washington's gaze, shifted uncomfortably, his shoulders tight and his jaw clenched. He had grown accustomed to the General’s scrutinizing stare over the years, but today, it was different. There was something more in Washington’s eyes—a mixture of disappointment and something else, something gentler, almost sorrowful. It was clear that the latest reveal of Hamilton’s outburst, his rashness with the bursar, had struck a chord with Washington, not just as his commander, but as a mentor, someone who had taken the young man under his wing, believing in him even when the world seemed set against him.
For a long moment, Hamilton didn’t speak. He simply met Washington’s gaze, the words of defense caught in his throat. A flicker of regret crossed his features, barely perceptible but undeniable. It was an expression that seemed foreign to him—Alexander Hamilton, never one to show weakness, never one to admit fault. But there it was, written clearly on his face: a brief but genuine recognition that perhaps he had taken things too far, that his pride had once again gotten the best of him.
The silence between them was thick, filled with the weight of everything unsaid. Washington, ever the patient leader, gave Hamilton time to gather himself, knowing all too well how hard it was for the younger man to acknowledge his own missteps. The General had seen this before—the impulsive decisions, the quick temper—and yet, he still held out hope that Alexander would one day come to understand the delicate balance between ambition and restraint.
Hamilton’s fingers twitched at his sides as if battling an internal struggle, the constant tug-of-war between his fierce drive and his growing sense of remorse. Finally, his voice, when it came, was quiet, almost hesitant. “I didn’t mean for it to escalate like that, sir. I…I lost control.” The words hung between them, not a full apology but an admission of his own inability to temper his emotions in the heat of the moment.
Washington’s expression softened even further, his shoulders lowering as he regarded the younger man with a mixture of empathy and understanding. “I know you didn’t, Alex,” he said gently, his tone a balm to Hamilton’s raw nerves. “But sometimes… you must learn to choose your battles, and not all slights require a fight.” There was a quiet wisdom in the General’s voice, born of years of war, leadership, and the careful art of diplomacy. Washington had learned the hard way that not every conflict needed to be met with force; some required patience, others, restraint.
Hamilton nodded slowly, the weight of the General’s words settling over him like a quiet storm. He had always been driven by a need to prove himself, to show the world that he was not to be underestimated, but it was moments like these, when Washington’s steady influence nudged him toward humility, that reminded him of the finer qualities of leadership that he still struggled to fully grasp.
The silence that followed was more comfortable now, the tension in the air dissipating just a little. Though Hamilton’s pride had taken a hit, the unspoken bond between him and Washington was something he cherished, even if it was not always easy to accept the guidance that came with it. He looked at Washington one last time, this time with something a little different in his eyes—a mix of gratitude and humility. For all his ambition, Alexander Hamilton knew that the General’s wisdom was a rare gift, one that not even his formidable intellect could replace.
[HAMILTON]
Yes!
I wanted to do what you did. Graduate in two, then join the revolution. He looked at me like I was stupid, I’m not stupid
Behind the group, Jefferson snorted dismissively, his sharp eyes narrowing as he watched Hamilton stand there, his head slightly lowered in quiet contemplation. “Are you sure about that one?” Jefferson called out with a mocking tone, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “It doesn’t seem that way, given the previous conversation. I could have easily been fooled.” His words were sharp and calculated, aimed squarely at Alexander, as though trying to draw blood with his wit. Jefferson’s tendency to needle Hamilton was well known, and in this moment, it was no different. The historical rivalries between them were layered with a deep, personal contempt, and Jefferson seemed all too eager to remind Hamilton of his previous transgressions.
As Jefferson spoke, Alexander's head dipped slightly, a gesture that betrayed his discomfort. It wasn’t just that Jefferson’s comment stung—it was the fact that he had been caught in a moment of weakness, something that Hamilton rarely allowed others to witness. The weight of the situation—the lingering regret and the knowledge that Jefferson was watching, waiting for him to falter—was enough to make Alexander feel the burn of humiliation creeping up his neck.
But before Hamilton could fully retreat into the silence of his own internal struggle, a voice cut through the tension, sharp and defiant.
“Enough, Thomas,” came a voice from beside Hamilton—John Laurens stepped forward with a confident stride, his posture straight and his eyes blazing with an intensity that could match Jefferson’s own sharpness. “You’ve made your point. But your words are nothing more than cheap shots at a man who’s already been through more than you’ll ever understand.”
Laurens' words hung in the air, heavy with an unspoken history between the two men. He had seen Alexander throw himself into doing whatever he could to defend their nation against the redcoats. Laurens knew Hamilton better than almost anyone, and he wasn’t about to let Jefferson’s biting remarks go unchallenged, especially when they were aimed at a man who had fought so fiercely to carve out his place in the world.
Jefferson turned slightly, arching an eyebrow as if surprised by the sudden intervention. He was accustomed to being the one who had the last word, the one whose verbal jabs could bring even the most steadfast men to their knees. But Laurens was different—his loyalty to Hamilton was unwavering, and his sharp tongue could be just as dangerous as Jefferson’s.
“I’m not here for your theatrics, Laurens,” Jefferson sneered, but there was a flicker of wariness in his eyes. He knew that John Laurens, with all his fiery passion and youthful energy, wasn’t someone to take lightly. Jefferson’s words faltered for a moment, as if he were calculating how far to push before Laurens would turn the tables on him.
Laurens didn’t hesitate. “You think you know him, Thomas, but you don’t,” he said, his voice steady but firm. “Hamilton’s made mistakes, yes. But who among us hasn’t? He’s not the perfect man you’ve crafted in your mind, but neither are you. He doesn’t deserve your mockery, not now, not ever.” His gaze was unwavering as he turned to Alexander, offering him a look of silent reassurance, the kind of bond that only true friends could share.
Alexander, who had been silently absorbing the sharp barbs from Jefferson, lifted his head slightly, meeting Laurens' gaze. There was a flicker of appreciation in his eyes, a subtle, almost imperceptible nod of gratitude. Laurens’ defense, though not entirely unexpected, had given Hamilton a small measure of relief. It was rare for anyone to speak so boldly in his defense, especially when Jefferson was so ready to pounce.
Jefferson, who had been ready to deliver another cutting remark, hesitated for a moment, as though weighing his next move. The exchange had shifted, and though he didn’t retreat, the sharpness of his earlier words seemed to lose some of their edge.
Washington, watching the interaction unfold, let out a quiet sigh, both weary and resigned. He had watch the interaction previously between the two men and knew the relationship he would be destined to contain in the future. He was at least grateful that Hamilton’s friends, Laurens especially, were no longer willing to let Jefferson’s criticisms go unchallenged. The room was filled with a quiet tension, but there was also a sense of solidarity—an understanding that despite their differences, the people closest to Alexander would not let him fall without a fight.
Alexander stood a little taller now, the heat of his embarrassment dissipating, replaced by something else: a quiet strength, bolstered by the unwavering loyalty of the people who believed in him. Even as Jefferson’s criticisms lingered in the air, Hamilton knew that this moment of support—this small victory against Jefferson’s verbal daggers—was worth more than any scorn he had received.
And for once, just for this fleeting moment, he allowed himself to feel that warmth, that sense of belonging, before his mind once again turned to the future—to the battles yet to come.
So how’d you do it? How’d you graduate so fast?
[BURR]
It was my parents’ dying wish before they passed
Alexander looked at Burr, his eyes wide and sorrowful, the weight of the moment pressing down on him. His gaze drifted to Burr, and in that brief second, the years seemed to unravel between them, revealing the fragile history they shared. He thought back to their conversation—so long ago, before the war had torn their lives apart, before the political world had built walls between them. In that moment, they had been two young men, full of ambition and hopes for a future, unburdened by the harsh realities that would soon follow. Alexander remembered the soft, quiet way Burr had spoken of his family back then, the way the loss of his parents had haunted him, even in his youthful silence. It was a grief Alexander had never fully understood—not until now, when he saw the raw edges of it in Burr's eyes, carefully concealed behind layers of deflection.
But Burr didn’t return the sorrow in Alexander’s eyes. Instead, his gaze remained fixed on the screen before him, his eyes unblinking, as though he were consciously choosing to shut out everything else in the room. He ignored the glances from the others—those subtle, questioning stares that lingered in the air like unwelcome intruders. No one spoke, the silence growing thicker with each passing second. The weight of their collective attention hung between them, but Burr didn’t acknowledge it. He couldn’t, not without unraveling the fragile control he held over himself.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Burr’s voice broke through the silence. It was quiet, almost flat, but the undercurrent of something much deeper—something much more painful—was unmistakable.
“I do not need your pity,” Burr said, his words slow and deliberate, as if he had rehearsed them for years, waiting for the moment when they would finally leave his mouth. His voice was steady, but there was a hint of something that flickered beneath the surface—a raw edge that betrayed the years of suppressing his emotions, of keeping his grief locked away where no one could see. “They died during my second year on this earth. I do not remember them, or the grief that followed.”
His eyes remained fixed on the screen, his posture rigid, as though he were trying to armor himself from the weight of the words he had just spoken. The room around him seemed to fall away, the tension in the air palpable. It was clear that Burr had never fully allowed anyone into that part of his life—the part where the memory of his parents, the very people who should have shaped him, had long since faded. For him, the grief was a distant, vague presence, something he had never truly confronted, something that had been buried in the years since their deaths. It was almost as if, in distancing himself from that loss, Burr had created an invisible barrier between him and the rest of the world—a way of protecting himself from a past he could neither change nor fully grasp.
Alexander, still holding onto that faint sorrow in his eyes, opened his mouth to respond, but the words caught in his throat. He understood the need for distance, for keeping those memories at arm's length. But he also understood the deep ache of loss, the kind that never fully goes away, the kind that shapes a person in ways they often don’t realize. His own grief over his father, his mother, even his early struggles as an orphan, had been formative, something he could never shake, no matter how much he tried to move past it.
But Burr’s loss—his inability to even recall his parents, to truly feel the weight of their absence—was something else entirely. It was a kind of emotional numbness, one that could have been both a shield and a prison.
The silence that followed Burr’s words seemed to stretch on endlessly, each person in the room lost in their own thoughts. The others—Jefferson, Laurens, and the others—seemed unsure how to respond, the rawness of Burr’s admission too personal, too profound for them to easily navigate.
Alexander's expression softened, but the conflict inside him was clear. He wanted to offer some kind of comfort, some reassurance, but the words eluded him. How could he offer sympathy to someone who had so carefully closed himself off from it? How could he bridge the chasm that Burr had built around himself, a chasm so deep that no amount of pity or understanding could reach?
Instead, Alexander simply met Burr’s gaze for a moment, his eyes a mixture of regret and something else—an understanding that was fragile, yet unspoken. Perhaps, in some way, Burr had already built his defenses so high that nothing could penetrate them—not even the kindness or sorrow of those around him.
But the silence between them, as heavy as it was, spoke volumes. The two men, both scarred by their pasts, stood on opposite sides of an invisible divide—one built from shared history, but also from personal choices. The walls Burr had built were high, and no one—not even Alexander—could tear them down.
[HAMILTON]
You’re an orphan. Of course! I’m an orphan
John looked at Alexander imploringly, his brow furrowing with concern. “Alexander, is that really the first thing you thought to say?” His voice was soft, as though trying to pull Hamilton back from a thoughtless admission. Before Alexander could respond, Angelica cut in, her tone sharp yet tinged with worry. “Why do you sound so happy about that?” Her gaze lingered on him, eyes searching for some trace of regret or understanding in his words, the tone he used unsettling her.
Alexander shrugged slightly, as if dismissing the weight of the question. “He was an orphan and had succeeded in his goals. I wanted to do the same thing,” he said matter-of-factly, his voice distant, almost detached.
God, I wish there was a war!
Everyone in the room turned toward Alexander, the shock clear on their faces, their expressions a mix of disbelief and concern. It was as though his words had struck a chord none of them had expected. Eliza’s eyes widened, her voice trembling with both frustration and worry. “Why on earth would you wish for a war?” she asked, the words heavy with the weight of her disbelief. “Did you not think of all the people who loved and cared for you? All the lives that would be destroyed?”
Alexander’s gaze dropped to the floor, his expression clouded with something distant, something haunted. When he finally met her eyes, there was a sharp edge of pain beneath his words. “I had no one, Eliza. Not then,” he replied, his voice low, each word carrying the weight of the isolation he had felt in those early days. “Burr was the first person I met upon entering America. There was nothing to lose and everything to gain…”
His words hung in the air, the room filled with the reverberation of his harsh truth. To those who knew him best, the rawness of his emotion was something they rarely saw, yet it was unmistakable now—this was a side of Alexander Hamilton few had glimpsed. He had been driven by ambition and a need to prove himself, but to hear him say he had been devoid of human connection, of love, was a painful revelation.
There was a sense of urgency in Washington’s voice as he stepped closer, his eyes searching his face, pleading with him to understand. “Still, Alexander, you should never wish there was a war, son—”
But before he could finish, Alexander’s voice snapped with a sudden sharpness that startled everyone in the room. “Do not call me son!” he exclaimed, his tone filled with an icy defiance. His eyes were locked on Washington now, his posture tense. “I am not your son, General,” he added, the words bitter in his mouth. It was a rare outburst, one that left the room chilled with the force of his emotion. His pride, so often a driving force in his life, was now a shield he raised high against the affectionate paternalism Washington had always tried to extend toward him.
Washington’s face tightened at the words, a flicker of hurt passing through his usually stoic features. He had always seen Hamilton as a son of sorts, but in that moment, the line between mentor and young soldier had been violently erased. The tension in the room thickened, and the unspoken divide between the two men seemed to stretch further apart, leaving a fragile silence in its wake.
Eliza stood frozen, her heart aching for both of them—her husband caught in the depths of his own pain and pride, and General Washington who had only ever wanted to guide Alexander toward a better path. The room was filled with nothing but the weight of Alexander’s words, the air thick with regret and unspoken understanding.
Then we could prove that we’re worth more
Than anyone bargained for…
“"Oh, Alex…" Eliza’s voice trembled, a soft plea that carried more emotion than she had intended. She took a step closer to him, her gaze filled with a tenderness that was unmistakable. "You are worth so much more than you think." Her words, though gentle, were a quiet plea, an attempt to reach him beyond the walls he had built around himself. The sincerity in her tone was unmistakable, and for a moment, the room seemed to hold its breath as if waiting for Alexander to let his guard down, even just a little.
There was a brief, almost imperceptible pause before the others in the room—John Laurens, Lafayette, even Jefferson—nodded in reluctant agreement, their collective silence speaking volumes. Jefferson, though his pride often made him hold his tongue, could not deny the truth of Eliza's words. The idea that Alexander Hamilton, the ambitious, brilliant young man who had thrown himself into the war with a relentless drive, had ever felt as though he was less than his worth was a painful realization. Despite the sharpness between him and Jefferson, even the seasoned politician couldn't deny the impact Hamilton had had on the revolution. It wasn’t just his intellect or his fierce determination—it was his heart, his unyielding belief that they were all fighting for something greater than themselves.
Washington, standing a little apart from the group, had watched the exchange silently. His own affection for Alexander, his understanding of the boy’s relentless ambition, had always been tinged with a paternal sense of responsibility. He had seen Alexander at his most impetuous, his most brilliant, and his most broken, but in that moment, as he looked at the young man who had stood by him through so much, Washington's voice rang clear and steady, full of the weight of a lifetime of leadership.
“Alexander, you are worth more than anyone to us during this war,” Washington said, his words filled with a quiet intensity that resonated in the silence that followed. It was not just a statement; it was a recognition of all Hamilton had sacrificed—his youth, his health, his very spirit—in the pursuit of a cause larger than himself. The sincerity in Washington’s voice made the room feel even smaller, as though his words were a balm meant to heal the wounds Hamilton had so often tried to hide.
For a moment, Alexander stood frozen, the weight of their words pressing down on him in a way he hadn’t expected. His sharp, ambitious mind had always been driven by the need to prove himself, but in that moment, he felt something else—a softness, a quiet acknowledgment that perhaps, just perhaps, he had been wrong all this time. He had always believed that his worth came from his achievements, from his successes. But hearing those words, spoken not just by Eliza but by all of them—even Jefferson, who never spoke such truths lightly—began to chip away at the walls he had built around himself.
There was no quick response. Instead, Hamilton’s gaze softened, and though he did not speak, the tension in his shoulders seemed to ease, the ache in his chest slowly beginning to lessen. In that fragile moment, surrounded by those who had stood by him, he allowed himself to believe, if only for a heartbeat, that he might just be worthy of their love and respect.
[BURR]
Can I buy you a drink?
[HAMILTON]
That would be nice
[BURR]
While we’re talking, let me offer you some free advice
Talk less
“Good luck getting Hamilton to listen to that, Burr,” Jefferson snarked, his voice dripping with sarcasm. He couldn’t help but add a sharp edge to his words, a knowing smirk playing at the corners of his mouth. He turned to his friends, raising an eyebrow as if to say, Of course Hamilton would ignore such sound advice . His eyes flickered briefly to Burr, who had been standing there, trying to make sense of the tension in the room. Burr, however, didn’t respond immediately, his face unreadable, eyes fixed elsewhere, lost in his thoughts.
“Mon petit lion,” Lafayette interjected, his French accent heavy with affection and exasperation. He shook his head, his hands lifted as though surrendering to the inevitable. “It is truly something you should consider.” His words were more gentle than Jefferson’s jabs, though just as pointed. Lafayette had a way of offering advice that wasn’t laced with bitterness, yet the message was clear: Hamilton’s relentless drive was wearing him down, and even the most fervent idealists needed rest. He gave a small, rueful smile, glancing at Hamilton. “You talk day and night, mon ami. You should take a break.”
Lafayette’s words had a warmth that made Hamilton pause for just a moment. It wasn’t the first time someone had mentioned his unyielding nature—his tendency to dive into everything headfirst, often leaving little room for himself. But hearing it from Lafayette, who had seen the toll the war had taken on them all, struck a chord. Lafayette had always been the one to encourage them to fight hard but also to remember what they were fighting for, to not lose themselves in the pursuit of victory. The Frenchman’s reminder, though gentle, seemed to linger in the air longer than it would have coming from anyone else.
Hamilton shifted slightly, his eyes narrowing as if he had only just realized the truth of their words. He had always prided himself on his work ethic, his relentless drive to make a difference, but at what cost? When was enough truly enough?
“I don’t need rest,” Hamilton muttered, more to himself than anyone else, though the words rang out a bit too loudly, as if he were trying to convince them—and himself—that he was fine. The tension in his jaw was still there, the familiar weight of responsibility heavy on his shoulders, but for a split second, it seemed as though he was grappling with something deeper. His mind, always racing, couldn’t allow him to slow down.
Lafayette, ever the diplomat, only smiled faintly. “We all need rest, Alex,” he said softly, his voice laced with both concern and affection. "Even the greatest of us must stop at times, or we risk burning out." He didn’t push, though; he knew better than to try to force Hamilton to accept what he wasn’t ready to hear. But the words hung in the air, a subtle reminder of what Hamilton often refused to acknowledge: that even he had limits.
Burr, still sitting off to the side, watched the exchange with a quiet intensity, his expression unreadable. He was the only one in the room who hadn’t spoken much, his gaze flickering back and forth between the others, but his silence was loud in its own way. There was something about Hamilton’s relentless drive that both intrigued and frustrated him, something he both admired and resented in equal measure. Burr had always known how to bide his time, to play the long game, but Hamilton’s fire—his constant need to push forward, to do everything —was a force he couldn’t quite understand.
Jefferson, sensing the shift, couldn’t help but add, his voice dripping with mockery, “But you’ll never listen, will you, Hamilton? Rest is for the weak, is it?” The jibe was less harsh now, more of a lingering tease than a biting insult, but it still hit its mark.. Yet, he wasn’t sure whether he truly wanted Hamilton to slow down or if he was just enjoying the momentary feeling of watching him struggle with the idea.
Hamilton’s eyes flickered for a moment—he had heard the challenge in Jefferson’s voice, and something inside him bristled, but Lafayette’s earlier words still echoed in his mind. He didn’t respond to Jefferson’s taunt, instead remaining silent, as though caught in the internal battle between his own relentless nature and the slowly growing recognition that maybe, just maybe, he was pushing himself too far.
For once, he didn’t snap back. He didn’t have an answer. And perhaps, for just a moment, he was considering the possibility that they were all right.
[HAMILTON]
What?
[BURR]
Smile more
[HAMILTON]
Ha
[BURR]
Don’t let them know what you’re against or what you’re for
[HAMILTON]
You can’t be serious
"Surely, Burr, you need to have opinions on these things," Alexander said, his voice insistent, as though he couldn’t fathom how someone could remain so silent, so passive in moments that demanded action. His gaze was firm, challenging, as if daring Burr to step out of the shadows of hesitation and speak his mind. Alexander’s impatience was palpable, the sharpness in his voice a direct contrast to the calm demeanor Burr maintained.
Burr’s response was slow, measured, as if he had anticipated the question—or perhaps knew this moment would come. His eyes remained steady, fixed ahead, betraying nothing. "When have I ever spoken something I do not believe to be true, Alexander?" Burr replied, his voice devoid of any inkling of emotion or belief in what he said. The words came with a cold precision, as if he were merely stating a fact, not offering a conviction. He leaned back slightly, his posture relaxed, but there was a weight to his presence—one that suggested that his thoughts were always several steps ahead, even if his words didn’t reveal them.
He paused for a moment, allowing the silence to settle between them like a heavy fog before continuing. “There are situations where sometimes you must stay and lie in wait for your opportunity,” Burr said, his voice smooth and even, offering no hint of passion, no spark of belief—just a quiet assertion, as though this was the only way he had ever known to approach life. His words held a certain finality to them, as if the subject were closed, and nothing more needed to be said.
Hamilton stared for a moment, his brow furrowed as he processed Burr’s words. It was a philosophy he had never fully embraced—his own nature was one of action, of forward momentum. To wait, to be patient in the face of opportunity, seemed foreign to him. He had always believed in taking immediate action, seizing the moment before it slipped away. Burr’s response felt like a puzzle he couldn’t quite solve. The contrast between them—Hamilton’s fiery, impulsive drive versus Burr’s cold, calculated restraint—had never been more apparent.
Yet, despite the chill in Burr's tone, Alexander could sense something deeper beneath the surface—something unreadable, something he couldn’t quite grasp. Burr was a man of subtlety, of watching and waiting, and in that moment, Alexander recognised just how different their paths may become.
[BURR]
You wanna get ahead?
[HAMILTON]
Yes
[BURR]
Fools who run their mouths off wind up dead
Alexander’s gaze remained fixed on the stage, his eyes darting between Burr and his onstage counterpart with an intensity that seemed almost unsettling. His mind raced, a flurry of thoughts tumbling over each other in rapid succession. Was this a foreshadowing to my own potential death? The thought clawed at him, the weight of it sinking deep into his chest. His stomach churned as he watched Burr’s every movement, the cold, controlled demeanor on display, and a bitter realization began to form. What must I have done to him for Burr to resort to shooting me? The question echoed in his mind, a painful reflection of the rivalry, the tension, the choices that had led them to this moment. Each flicker of the stage light seemed to reflect back his own impending fate, leaving him both captivated and horrified.
[LAURENS]
Yo yo yo yo yo!
What time is it?
[LAURENS/LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN]
Show time!
[BURR]
…like I said…
“Foreshadowing much, Burr…” Angelica remarked, her voice laced with a biting humor, but there was a shadow of something deeper beneath her words. Her eyes flickered from Burr to Alexander, catching the subtle tension building in the air. Alexander’s breath caught in his throat, his heart racing as his mind was dragged unwillingly back to the painful memory of what had been revealed in the previous song—the words, the moments, the inevitable truth that lingered, dark and heavy.
“No… not yet, please,” Alexander whimpered, the plea escaping his lips almost involuntarily, as if he could somehow stop the unfolding events by wishing them away. The past was closing in on him, the looming specter of his own mortality casting a shadow over the present. His chest tightened, the weight of the revelation threatening to suffocate him.
Before he could spiral any further into the overwhelming flood of emotions, John’s hand found his, firm and steady, grounding him in the moment. “This is the past, Alex,” John whispered, his voice a soothing balm to the chaos in Alexander’s mind. “I am still here.” His grip tightened around Alexander’s hand, offering an unspoken promise that, despite the darkness of the moment, John wasn’t going anywhere. He was here, present and unwavering.
But Alexander, trembling with fear and grief, could hardly contain the wave of emotion that crashed over him. “I— I can’t lose you, John, not now, not ever—” His voice broke on the words, choked by the sobs that wracked his body. He collapsed against John’s chest, seeking refuge in the warmth and comfort he found there. The vulnerability he tried so hard to hide from the world spilled out now, raw and unfiltered, as he clung to John like a lifeline. The pain of the past, the haunting inevitability of what was to come, mingled with the desperate need to hold onto the one person who had always been there for him, the one person who had never let him down.
John held him close, his arms wrapping around Alexander with an ease that spoke of years of friendship, of shared struggles and victories. In that moment, John was a shield, a quiet strength against the overwhelming tide of emotion that threatened to drown Alexander. And as Alexander’s sobs quieted into the steady rhythm of his breathing, the two of them stood together in the fragile space between the past and the future, uncertain of what would come but bound together by the simple, undeniable truth that no matter what their hearts told them they could never be together.
[LAURENS]
Show time! Show time! Yo!
I’m John Laurens in the place to be!
Two pints o’ Sam Adams, but I’m workin’ on three, uh!
Those redcoats don’t want it with me!
Cuz I will pop chick-a pop these cops till I’m free!
[LAFAYETTE]
Oui oui, mon ami, je m’appelle Lafayette!
The Lancelot of the revolutionary set!
I came from afar just to say “Bonsoir!”
Tell the King “Casse toi!” Who’s the best?
C’est moi!
All of those in the room who could speak French laughed heartily at Lafayette’s verses, their laughter echoing off the walls in a burst of joy and camaraderie. The man in question, Lafayette, wiped a tear of laughter from his eye, his usual composed demeanor giving way to an uncharacteristic moment of light-heartedness. His infectious laughter filled the room, his eyes sparkling with amusement as he leaned back, clearly enjoying the moment more than he had expected.
“Oh my, that is incroyable,” Lafayette exclaimed, still chuckling, as he shook his head in disbelief. His French accent was heavy, but the words were filled with genuine admiration. He gestured expansively as though the absurdity of his own verses had caught even him off guard. His infectious grin spread across his face, making it impossible for anyone in the room not to join in the amusement.
There was something disarming about seeing the usually so composed Lafayette so carefree—his laughter lightening the atmosphere and drawing everyone closer. It was a rare moment of shared joy amidst the weight of their often serious lives, and in that instant, the burdens of war, politics, and rivalry seemed a distant memory, replaced by the easy warmth of friendship. Even the most stoic among them couldn’t help but smile, the sound of Lafayette’s laughter serving as a reminder of the simple pleasures that could still be found in the chaos of their lives.
[MULLIGAN]
Brrrah brraaah! I am Hercules Mulligan
Up in it, lovin’ it, yes I heard ya mother said “Come again?”
The three Schuyler sisters exchanged a look, eyebrows raised in perfect unison as they turned their attention to Hercules. Angelica, always the sharpest of the three, was the first to speak, her tone dripping with sarcasm. “Really, Hercules?” she asked, her voice carrying an amused edge. The question hung in the air, a playful challenge, as if daring him to defend his ridiculousness.
Eliza, standing beside her sister, gave Hercules a small, knowing smile. Her eyes softened slightly as if trying to understand how he could have said such a thing, though it was clear that even she found it hard to suppress her amusement.
Peggy, the youngest of the sisters, was still trying to process whatever had just happened, her mouth slightly agape, eyes wide. She looked between her sisters and Hercules, clearly unsure whether to laugh or be genuinely baffled. The three of them, united in their disbelief, waited for Hercules to explain himself—though they all knew that, no matter his response, it would be hard to take him seriously now.
Hercules, caught off guard by the synchronized look of exasperation from the sisters, cleared his throat, realizing he might have gone too far this time. But even as he began to stammer out a response, the laughter bubbling up from the sisters, especially Angelica, was inevitable. “I can give you my word ladies that those words were never uttered”
[LAFAYETTE & LAURENS]
Ayyyyy
[MULLIGAN]
Lock up ya daughters and horses, of course
It’s hard to have intercourse over four sets of corsets…
Hercules didn’t even entertain the thought of looking over to the three women again, fully aware of the barrage of skeptical, judgmental looks that would be coming his way—especially from the elder two sisters. He could practically feel Angelica’s piercing gaze and Eliza’s disappointed yet amused expression burning into him, even without turning around. He straightened up slightly, trying to regain his composure, and put on the most convincing face he could muster. “Ladies, I promise I never said that…” he began, though the uncertainty in his voice only made it clear that he wasn't entirely sure they would believe him.
Just as he was about to continue his defense, Lafayette, unable to resist, let out a loud, boisterous laugh that rang through the room, echoing with the lightness of the moment. With a broad grin, he slapped a friendly hand down on Mulligan’s shoulder, the motion both affectionate and teasing. “Sure, mon ami, you never said that, did you?” Lafayette’s voice dripped with playful mockery, and the twinkle in his eye made it impossible to mistake his tone. He leaned in slightly, as if to emphasize his disbelief, his accent thick and his smile wide.
The others in the room couldn’t help but chuckle at the scene. Lafayette’s laughter was contagious, and even the three Schuyler sisters had to stifle their smiles at his reaction. Hercules shifted uncomfortably, realizing he was surrounded by a group that knew him too well. There was no way to wiggle out of this one, not with Lafayette’s playful challenge echoing in the air. It was clear that no matter how many times he denied it, the group had already decided that his words—whatever they were—would be turned into a running joke.
But despite the teasing, there was a warmth in the moment, an easy camaraderie that came from the shared understanding that they all enjoyed the banter, the playful challenges, and the sense of being truly seen by one another. Even Hercules couldn’t suppress the half-smile that tugged at the corner of his mouth, despite the embarrassment. It wasn’t just about the words or the teasing—it was the laughter, the shared experience that made them feel like a family in that fleeting moment.
[LAFAYETTE]
Wow
[LAURENS]
No more sex, pour me another brew, son!
Alexander leaned in towards John, his voice a soft murmur meant only for his ears. “Aww, that’s disappointing,” he said, his words low, almost playful, but there was an undeniable hint of something deeper—something unspoken—lingering in his tone. He couldn’t help the slight ache in his chest, a quiet frustration at the situation that seemed to stretch out before them, making him feel a bit helpless. He wanted more, wanted to take the risk, but he knew John would never agree to it.
John’s eyes widened at Alexander’s words, the shock evident on his face as he quickly glanced back at Alexander. His expression shifted to one of concern, and he leaned in closer, his voice low but urgent. “Please, Alex. Don’t. It’s far too dangerous for us to risk anything, no matter what we both feel…” There was a catch in John’s voice, the weight of his emotions pulling him taut. The tension between their desires and the looming danger was thick in the air, and John felt the overwhelming need to pull back, to protect them both from the consequences of any hasty decisions.
Alexander’s disappointment was palpable as he slowly withdrew, his grip loosening on John’s hand. He let out a quiet breath, his gaze turning downward as his thoughts clouded with frustration and a quiet sadness. “The voice said anyone who could use the information to harm us would not remember…” he murmured, the words heavy with uncertainty. His voice trailed off, the implication hanging in the air—he was torn between the risk and the opportunity that had been presented. “And Eliza was not opposed earlier,” he added almost wistfully, as though trying to convince himself of the possibility, despite the hesitation in his heart.
John sighed deeply, his thumb gently brushing over the back of Alexander’s hand in a gesture of reassurance, as though grounding him in the present moment. He knew how much Alexander wanted to push forward, how much he yearned for the chance to act. But John couldn’t shake the fear that lingered—he couldn’t bear the thought of losing Alexander to a decision made in haste, to a gamble they weren’t prepared to take. “Let us leave this for now, Alex,” John said softly, his voice full of tenderness and quiet insistence. “We can discuss more in the intermission. I could not bear to lose you due to my own impatience.”
There was a vulnerability in John’s words, a raw honesty that struck Alexander deeply. He knew John’s love for him was steadfast and unyielding, that this was not just about the immediate risk, but about the long-term consequences of their actions. Alexander let out a slow breath, his shoulders relaxing as he gave in to John’s plea. The weight of the conversation, of the choices they were facing, still hung in the air, but for now, the urgency of it softened. He allowed himself to lean into John’s presence, letting the warmth of his touch steady his racing thoughts, grateful for the grounding force that John had always been.
Let’s raise a couple more…
[LAURENS/LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN]
To the revolution!
“To the revolution!” The phrase rang out, loud and clear, as the room erupted in a unified chorus, everyone lifting their glasses in a shared moment of camaraderie and purpose. Even those who usually stood in opposition seemed momentarily united by the weight of the words, caught up in the gravity of the cause they had all fought for in different ways.
To Hamilton’s surprise, among the voices repeating the toast were both Jefferson and Madison. His eyes widened for a fraction of a second, unable to mask the flicker of surprise that crossed his face. Jefferson, whose rivalry with Hamilton had often felt as sharp as a blade, raised his glass with a slow, deliberate motion. The customary tension between them was still there, but in this moment, the acknowledgment seemed to transcend the usual animosity.
Madison, ever the quiet observer, met Hamilton’s gaze across the room. For a brief, fleeting moment, their eyes locked, and Hamilton could almost feel the weight of their shared history—the battles fought, the compromises made, and the loyalty to a cause that none of them could escape. Madison’s expression was composed, but his eyes softened ever so slightly, a subtle nod of recognition that spoke volumes.
Without a word, Madison lifted his glass, mirroring the gesture as though offering a quiet salute. It wasn’t a grand gesture, but to Hamilton, it felt like the culmination of everything they had struggled for—the years of effort, the disagreements, the moments of doubt, all distilled into this single, powerful action.
In that brief exchange, Hamilton couldn’t help but feel a deep sense of pride and something else too—a complex mixture of respect and understanding for his former adversaries. Perhaps they were all different in their methods, their ideologies, but in this moment, they stood together in their shared commitment to the revolution. He felt that no matter what happened in the future, the events they were about to watch unfold would change if not for differing decisions but for a new found respect between each other founded in this very moment.
[LAURENS]
Well, if it ain’t the prodigy of Princeton college!
[MULLIGAN]
Aaron Burr!
[LAURENS]
Give us a verse, drop some knowledge!
[BURR]
Good luck with that: you’re takin’ a stand
You spit. I’m ‘a sit. We’ll see where we land
[LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN]
Boooo!
[LAURENS]
Burr, the revolution’s imminent. What do you stall for?
[HAMILTON]
If you stand for nothing, Burr, what’ll you fall for?
Alexander’s piercing eyes locked onto Burr once again, a challenge etched clearly in the intensity of his gaze. It was as if Alexander was daring Burr to face him directly, to confront the unspoken tension that simmered between them. The room seemed to quiet, as if the very air itself was holding its breath, waiting for the next move in this silent battle. Though many thought Alexander younger, his stare carried the weight of his convictions, and he stood, resolute, unwavering, waiting for Burr to respond.
Burr met his gaze with an unreadable expression, his calm demeanor an almost deliberate contrast to the fire in Alexander’s eyes. The older man’s voice broke the stillness, smooth yet firm. “I stand for what I believe in, Alexander,” Burr began, his words carrying a steady, measured tone. “Would I not be sitting on the sidelines if I believed differently? Instead of risking my life fighting for this country.” He raised an eyebrow as he finished, his challenge subtly layered in his words, daring Alexander to question his commitment.
But Alexander wasn’t one to back down. His response came swiftly, his words sharp as a blade. “You have no known loyalties, Burr,” he shot back, his voice carrying the weight of years of frustration. “You fight, but you do not argue your case. You remain silent, lurking in the shadows, never committing fully to anything—always waiting.” The accusation hung in the air, harsh and biting. Alexander’s gaze never wavered, as if daring Burr to deny the truth in his words.
The tension between them crackled, thickening in the space between their words. Burr’s eyes flickered, but he didn’t flinch—he rarely did. He was, after all, a man of calculated restraint, of patience, waiting for the perfect moment to strike. But Alexander’s words were no less a challenge, a challenge to the very foundation of who Burr was—the man who always seemed to walk the fine line between ally and adversary, never fully stepping into either role.
The two men stood there, locked in a verbal standoff, each one stubborn in their beliefs, unwilling to compromise. Burr’s silence in response was as telling as any answer, leaving Alexander’s words to hang in the air like a challenge unmet. Both of them knew that this moment was more than just a simple exchange—it was another battle in the long and tangled war between their ideologies, their futures, and the course of the country itself. “Enough both of you stand down” Washington commanded breaking the tension between them.
[LAURENS]
Ooh
Who are you? [MULLIGAN]
Ooh
Who are you? [LAFAYETTE]
Ooh
Who are you?
“Laf sounds so suspicious of me!” Alexander laughed, glancing toward the Frenchman, a playful glint in his eyes. Lafayette shrugged nonchalantly, meeting Alexander’s gaze. “You were a wild young man who had just stood up to one of the most respected men in New York,” he replied, his voice warm. “Why would I not be suspicious of you?”
His words were said with affection, a reflection of genuine surprise at Alexander’s boldness. Lafayette chuckled heartily, his laughter infectious, lightening the room. Alexander grinned, shaking his head in mock disbelief, appreciating the teasing.
There was no malice between them—only the shared bond of experiences that made the moment feel familiar and easy. Lafayette’s playful teasing wasn’t an accusation, but a reminder of how far they had come together. It was a rare, cherished moment of levity amidst their often heavy lives.
[MULLIGAN/LAFAYETTE/LAURENS]
Ooh, who is this kid? What’s he gonna do?
Notes:
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Chapter 4: My Shot
Notes:
I have used my own artistic licence to use the unknown birth year of Hamilton to add... lets say some more angst
This is a very long chapter and I did debate splitting it in two, if this would be better please tell me!
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The group was left in a heavy silence after the final note of the song faded, each person lost in their own thoughts about what Alexander’s future might hold. Their wishes varied, each person imagining a different path for him, but all were laced with the same sense of uncertainty about the future.
Alexander himself, though, held a quiet hope that he would create a legacy—something to be remembered by, a mark on history that would resonate far into the future. He dreamed of making a difference, of leaving a lasting impact, but there was an underlying fear that his ambition might consume him before he could see it fulfilled.
Across the room, Eliza’s thoughts were very different. She glanced over at the young Phillip, who was seated at the other end of the sofa, looking so much like his father that it almost hurt to look at him. Eliza’s heart swelled with a protective love, her mind heavy with worries for Alexander’s safety in the war. She longed for him to return home to her and their son, to be a family again—free from the weight of the world, free from the constant battle.
She caught Phillip’s gaze, his eyes a perfect reflection of Alexander’s—bright and full of life. “Phillip?” she asked softly, her voice trembling ever so slightly, “Did Alexander spend much time with us?” There was a hint of fear in her voice, a fear that Alexander’s work might have kept him from being the father she hoped he would be.
Phillip, sensing his mother’s worry, smiled gently, offering a small, reassuring nod. “He did, Mama,” he replied with warmth, his voice carrying the familiar comfort of his father’s kindness. “He was often busy with his work, but he nearly always found time to spend with us as a family before retiring to his study to work.” He paused for a moment, the light in his eyes dimming slightly as he added, “I don’t know if he ever made it to your shared chambers most nights, as I had always been sent to my own time before.”
Eliza’s heart lightened at his words. A small, bittersweet smile tugged at her lips as she nodded, feeling a sense of relief wash over her. She knew Alexander worked too hard, but hearing that he had still made time for their family, even in his busiest moments, soothed her worries. It was a reminder that, despite everything, they had shared something precious—a love that transcended even the pressures of his ambition.
[HAMILTON]
I am not throwing away my shot!
I am not throwing away my shot!
Hey yo, I’m just like my country
I’m young, scrappy and hungry
“That is a fair description of you, mon petit lion,” Lafayette said, his voice light with teasing affection. He gave Alexander a knowing smile, a playful gleam in his eyes. “You were quite young, were you not?”
Alexander, momentarily caught off guard by the Frenchman’s comment, instinctively began to respond. In his usual candid manner, he forgot that most of those present knew the year of his birth. “I was in my nineteenth year when I arrived in America and enlisted for the Continental Army…” His voice trailed off, filled with an emotion that was difficult to mask—a mix of pride, resolve, and the weight of everything he had carried since those early days of revolution.
The room grew quiet for a moment, until Washington’s voice broke the silence, tinged with disbelief. “Nineteen? You were not that young when born in 1755?” The General’s eyebrow arched, his tone a mix of surprise and the sharpness that came from years of military discipline. His mind briefly flickered back to Alexander’s enlistment form, where the numbers had seemed to add up—until now.
In that instant, Alexander realized his mistake. His face flushed a deep crimson as his gaze dropped to the floor, desperately hoping to shrink into the shadows. He hadn’t meant to reveal anything other than what was written in the official records, but the intensity of Washington’s stare pulled him back to the reality of the moment.
“General Washington, I—” Alexander stuttered, his throat tightening. He hesitated, feeling the weight of the truth settle on his shoulders. John, who was seated beside him, gave his hand a reassuring squeeze, the gesture grounding him in the midst of the scrutiny. “I may have written a small change on my enlistment forms…” Alexander confessed, his voice barely above a whisper, the words leaving him with a sense of vulnerability he hadn’t anticipated.
Washington’s expression softened for a moment, but only just. He let out a long, exasperated sigh, running a hand along his face, as if trying to gather his thoughts before responding. “And why did you do that, Alexander? What should have truly been on those forms?” His voice held a trace of curiosity mixed with frustration—frustration not at the action itself, but at the secrecy that always seemed to surround Alexander’s decisions.
Alexander winced, his face burning with embarrassment as he forced himself to look up. He could feel the weight of Washington’s gaze like a pressure on his chest, but he knew he couldn’t avoid the truth any longer. “I was born in 1757…” he murmured, the words heavy on his tongue. The admission felt like an unburdening, but also like an admission of a small deception, one he had carried with him for far too long.
Washington’s expression softened, his eyes narrowing as he processed the information. “So, instead of barely twenty-one, as required, you were nineteen?” he double-checked, his tone matter-of-fact, but there was a hint of understanding beneath the surface. He let the question hang in the air for a moment before locking eyes with Alexander. “I should dismiss you for this, but you are far too valuable for that. And you are now...?”
“In my twenty-fourth year, sir,” Alexander answered, his voice steady despite the tension that still lingered in the air.
Washington nodded slowly, his gaze unwavering. He leaned back in his chair, the matter settled for now. “I see,” he said, his tone softer than before. “Your age may be different than what was written, but your dedication is undeniable.”
The room seemed to exhale collectively, the tension lifting slightly as Alexander’s small secret had been revealed. Yet despite the mild reprimand, there was no true judgment in Washington’s eyes. Instead, there was a quiet acknowledgment of Alexander’s ambition, his drive—qualities that, for better or worse, had always defined him.
And I’m not throwing away my shot!
I’m ‘a get a scholarship to King’s College
I prob’ly shouldn’t brag,
“When you acknowledge the need to not, then why am I not surprised to guess that you indeed did as you said otherwise?” Jefferson sniped, his voice laced with sarcasm, the corner of his mouth twitching into a smirk. He leaned back slightly, arms crossed, clearly enjoying the moment of throwing a subtle jab. His tone was cutting, and his eyes glinted with a mixture of disbelief and frustration, as if he had expected nothing less from Alexander.
Alexander’s posture stiffened at the jab, the words landing as sharply as any physical blow. It was moments like these that he found himself both frustrated by Jefferson’s constant criticism and yet strangely resigned to it. Though the others in the room had taken their cues from Washington’s tempered response, Jefferson’s sharp tongue was always ready to strike, testing the limits of Alexander’s patience.
but dag, I amaze and astonish
"How unsurprising of you, Hamilton," Madison spoke, his voice laced with a quiet disdain. His eyes narrowed slightly as he watched Alexander, his tone deliberate.
The air in the room seemed to tighten at Madison’s words, the tension thickening as the two men locked eyes. While Alexander had been used to Jefferson’s biting remarks, Madison’s were always more subtle, calculated. It stung in a different way, because Madison wasn’t just questioning his integrity—he was questioning his judgment.
The problem is I got a lot of brains but no polish
I gotta holler just to be heard
With every word, I drop knowledge!
Jefferson snorted, his lips curling into a smirk as he caught the eye of Washington, almost daring him to respond. Washington’s expression, however, shifted immediately—his gaze hardening with the commanding authority he was known for. It was a look that made the air in the room thicken, as if the very walls responded to the presence of the Commander in Chief.
“You hold yourself in very high regard for someone of your heritage—” Jefferson began, his voice dripping with condescension, his words clearly aimed to cut at Alexander. His comment, meant to wound, targeted the very core of Alexander’s identity—his status as an orphan, the son of an immigrant, the self-made man who had risen through sheer will.
But before Jefferson could continue, Washington was already on his feet, his powerful frame towering over the room. His voice, when it came, was like thunder—a force that demanded silence, and it filled the space with the kind of authority only the General could command. “Jefferson, quiet down,” Washington barked, his words sharp and final. “Alexander is more than knowledgeable to be doing exactly as the song has said, and unlike you, he has helped us during this war more than anything you could attempt to claim responsibility for. I would suggest that you stay in your place and keep your opinion on things you do not know about to yourself!”
The words were like a protective barrier around Alexander, a shield that separated him from the venom of Jefferson’s comments. But Alexander, still reeling from the sting of Jefferson’s insult, felt as though the weight of it pressed down on his chest, constricting his breath. He had fought his whole life to rise above his beginnings, to prove that his worth wasn’t determined by the circumstances of his birth. Yet here, in this room, Jefferson’s words threatened to unravel all that hard-fought progress.
As Washington’s authoritative voice echoed in the room, John and Eliza immediately moved to Alexander’s side. Their presence was a balm to his wounded pride, and without a word, they wrapped him in a comforting embrace, shielding him from the sharp edges of the world around him.
But even in their arms, Alexander couldn’t shake the feeling of humiliation that lingered in his chest. Jefferson’s comment had cut deep, more than he cared to admit, and the coldness in his voice had left a mark on him. The fact that Jefferson, of all people, had chosen to attack him in this way, was like a personal challenge—a reminder of the barriers Alexander was always up against, no matter how much he achieved.
His body had begun to shut down, the protective walls he had carefully built for himself crumbling with every word that was spoken, each one a reminder that no matter how high he climbed, there were always those who would try to tear him back down. His shoulders sagged slightly, and his eyes flickered with a mix of anger and sadness. The sting of being spoken to like he was nothing more than street trash, unworthy of the space he held, felt like an open wound that refused to heal.
John’s arms tightened around him, his comforting presence grounding Alexander in the face of his emotional turmoil. Eliza’s soft, steady voice murmured close to his ear, a constant reassurance in the midst of the storm inside him. The warmth of their support was the only thing that kept him from completely retreating into himself. Still, the battle raged within him—the weight of Jefferson’s words pressing down, but the shield of his lovers holding firm, keeping him from crumbling completely.
I’m a diamond in the rough, a shiny piece of coal
Tryin’ to reach my goal. My power of speech: unimpeachable
Only nineteen but my mind is older
These New York City streets get colder, I shoulder
Ev’ry burden, ev’ry disadvantage
“Alex, if you had only told us…” Lafayette’s voice was soft, but filled with a deep, genuine sorrow. His eyes, usually filled with humor and mischief, were clouded with concern as he looked at Alexander. The idea of his friend—his brother in arms—facing the cold, unforgiving streets of New York alone, without anyone to offer comfort, seemed to wrench something inside him. "You could have stayed with me at my lodgings, Alexander," he implored, his voice full of earnestness, the unspoken pain of not having known about his friend’s suffering evident in every word.
Lafayette had always been a fiercely loyal companion, someone who had fought by Alexander’s side in more ways than one. The thought of him being unaware of such a hardship, of his friend enduring such loneliness, gnawed at him. He was the first to extend an offer of refuge, his words sincere, even though they couldn’t undo the past. “I would have gladly shared my space with you, mon ami. You didn’t need to bear that weight alone.”
Mulligan, who had been silently listening, couldn’t help but add his own voice to the conversation, his tone thick with disappointment. “If you had even mentioned being cold, I’d have sewn you a new coat,” he said, his words carrying a quiet regret that he hadn’t been able to see the signs of his friend’s distress. His hands, so used to creating and fixing, felt useless in this moment. He had always prided himself on being there for those he cared about, using his skills to protect and care for his friends. To have been unaware of Alexander’s struggles left him feeling like he had failed in a way he couldn’t mend with just a gesture.
John, too, was quiet, his face drawn with an unreadable expression as he gently traced the outline of Alexander’s shoulder with his fingertips. His touch was tender, a subtle comfort in the midst of their heavy words. He knew Alexander, well enough, to understand the pride and stubbornness that often kept him from asking for help. John’s own heart ached for him, for all the times Alexander had carried burdens alone. But John also knew, deep down, that even if Alexander had reached out, his father would have never allowed it. The tension between duty and family expectations had always been a heavy weight in John’s life as well. His fingertips slowly moved over Alexander’s shoulder in a silent reminder that he was there now—here, present, ready to support him in whatever way he could.
The room was quiet for a moment, filled with the soft weight of regret and unspoken understanding. Each of the revolutionary set felt the loss of opportunities to help, to offer comfort, but it was the shared knowledge of their bond, the knowledge that they would stand by him now, that gave them all a sense of quiet resolve. Alexander’s heart was full, the love and care of his friends washing over him like a balm, yet a shadow of guilt lingered in the back of his mind. He hadn’t wanted to be a burden, hadn’t wanted to show weakness, but now, surrounded by those who cared for him, he realized just how much they were willing to give, had always been willing to give, if only he had let them.
I have learned to manage, I don’t have a gun to brandish
I walk these streets famished
John frowned, his expression shifting to one of genuine concern as he stared at Alexander. "Famished? Alexander, please tell me you did not spend time with us while going without any solid sustenance?" His voice carried a pleading edge, a desperate hope that somehow the younger man had exaggerated, that the words were just a product of the artistic license he had grown so accustomed to using. The last thing John wanted to hear was that his friend, his brother, had endured such a hardship in silence.
But the silence that followed spoke volumes. Without uttering a single word, the look in Alexander’s eyes—full of pain, shame, and unspoken regret—told them everything they needed to know. It was a silent confession, more powerful than any explanation could have been. The weight of it settled in the room, heavy and uncomfortable, as everyone’s gaze turned towards Alexander, who seemed to shrink under the weight of their collective concern. His usual defiance was absent, replaced by a vulnerability that made their hearts ache.
John’s heart sank as the reality of the situation began to settle in. He stepped closer, his voice softening as he reached for Alexander’s arm, trying to offer comfort despite the storm of emotions he felt. "Alex…" he murmured, his voice a mix of disbelief and sorrow. "You don’t have to go through things like this alone. We’re here for you."
Alexander, still avoiding their eyes, let out a quiet sigh, his shoulders sagging as if the weight of his own pride had finally been too much to bear. "I was not in as bad a state as I would have been had I stayed on Nevis," he admitted, the words leaving his lips reluctantly. His voice was low, almost as if he were trying to justify the decision, to make it seem less like neglect and more like a calculated choice. "At least here, with the revolution… with all of you, I had purpose. I had something to fight for." His words faltered, his gaze shifting uncomfortably toward the floor.
The room was silent again, but this time, the silence wasn’t filled with judgment or anger. It was a quiet understanding—an acknowledgment of how deeply Alexander had always carried his burdens alone, how he had hidden his struggles behind the drive to succeed and prove himself. The sacrifice of his own well-being was something he had quietly accepted, even if it meant suffering in the shadows.
Eliza, who had been quietly watching the exchange, her heart heavy with sympathy, finally spoke up. "But, Alexander," she said softly, her voice filled with warmth and concern, "you don’t have to sacrifice everything. We want to help. We need you here, whole and healthy." She reached out, her hand gently touching his arm in a gesture of comfort.
Alexander’s eyes flickered towards her, a mix of gratitude and guilt crossing his features. He had always fought to keep his personal pain buried beneath layers of determination and ambition, but now, surrounded by those who truly cared for him, the walls that he had built up were beginning to crack.
John, still holding his gaze, nodded firmly. "We’re all in this together, Alex. Always have been, always will be. You don’t have to suffer in silence, not with us by your side."
For a brief moment, Alexander allowed himself to believe their words—to believe that maybe, just maybe, he could stop carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders alone. But the shame still lingered in his chest, the remnants of his self-imposed isolation weighing him down. He had always believed that needing others was a form of weakness, but now, with his friends offering their support so freely, he began to question that belief.
The plan is to fan this spark into a flame
But damn, it’s getting dark, so let me spell out the name
I am the—
[HAMILTON/LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN/LAURENS]
A-L-E-X-A-N-D
E-R—we are—meant to be…
[HAMILTON]
A colony that runs independently
Meanwhile, Britain keeps shittin’ on us endlessly
Essentially, they tax us relentlessly
Then King George turns around, runs a spending spree
He ain’t ever gonna set his descendants free
So there will be a revolution in this century
Enter me!
Washington observed from the corner of his eye as Laurens leaned in close to Alexander, his voice low, a playful whisper just for the younger man. Alexander’s eyes widened for a moment before his cheeks flushed a bright red. He immediately pushed John’s shoulder away in mock annoyance, his laughter a soft sound that filled the room with an air of lightheartedness. For a fleeting second, the carefree camaraderie between them seemed to erase the weight of the world, the constant tension of war and duty. Washington couldn’t help but feel a pang of nostalgia as he watched the two men. He remembered those moments from his own younger years—before the war had claimed so much of his innocence, before the constant strain of leadership had worn him down to his core. There was a time when he, too, had known such lightness, before the brutal realities of conflict had taken not only his peace but also the reason he fought, except for one—Martha.
Washington’s eyes narrowed slightly, though his face remained impassive as he observed the exchange. He could feel a protective instinct rising within him, one that had only grown stronger over the years. He had seen the cost of youthful idealism—seen it in men like Laurens and Alexander who were driven by their passion and their desire to change the world. Their optimism, while admirable, also made them vulnerable. He had lost too many men, too many friends, to the chaos of war. He wouldn’t allow these two to fall prey to their own naivety.
As the laughter between Alexander and Laurens began to settle, Washington's gaze shifted between them, calculating. He had already made the decision in his mind. The bond they shared—so full of youthful vigor and promise—could not be allowed to cloud their judgment. They had their own futures to secure, and Washington would do whatever it took to protect them from any harm, whether it came from their enemies on the battlefield or from the consequences of their own impulsive actions.
He took a deep breath, the weight of his responsibility settling heavier on his shoulders, and resolved that he would speak to them both privately. It was crucial that he guide them through this, help them navigate the complex dynamics of duty, loyalty, and the realities of war. Alexander and Laurens, for all their cleverness and bravery, were still young men—idealistic and, at times, reckless. Washington’s heart clenched at the thought of losing either of them, and he knew he couldn’t afford to let them make the same mistakes that had cost so many others their lives. He would be the voice of caution they needed, even if it meant becoming a stern figure in their lives for a time.
With a final, lingering glance at them, Washington silently resolved to act. He would protect them, even from themselves, if necessary. The war might take more than it had already, but he would not let it steal their future. Not while he still had the strength to protect them.
[LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN/LAURENS]
(He says in parentheses)
[HAMILTON]
Don’t be shocked when your hist’ry book mentions me
I will lay down my life if it sets us free
"Alexander! Do not speak as though your life is expendable, it is not!" Eliza's voice cut through the room like a blade, sharp and filled with an undercurrent of upset. Her eyes flashed with concern, the intensity of her feelings making her words tremble with an emotion she could no longer hide. She had always known that Alexander’s ambition was boundless, but this? This reckless disregard for his own well-being shook her to the core. The idea that he might view his life as something that could be cast aside for the sake of glory, of proving himself, was something she could not and would not allow.
At the exact moment Eliza’s voice rose, John’s hand tightened on Alexander’s bicep, his fingers pressing into the muscle in a protective gesture. It wasn’t a grip of anger or frustration, but one of reassurance—a silent plea for Alexander to reconsider. John’s own chest was tight, his emotions a tangled knot. He understood the drive to prove oneself, but he also understood the cost of such pride. His eyes, usually filled with unwavering support for his friend, now held a deep, quiet worry.
Washington, who had been silently observing the exchange, rose from his seat with the quiet authority that had earned him the respect of soldiers and civilians alike. His voice was calm, yet it carried the weight of someone who had lived through battles, witnessed loss, and understood the fragile value of life in times of war. "Your life is the most important to our army, Alexander," he said, his gaze locking with the younger man’s. "You will be protected at all costs."
The words were direct, unwavering. They were meant to settle the storm of ambition in Alexander's heart, to remind him that his worth was not measured by the risks he took on the battlefield but by the vital role he played in the army’s success. Washington’s tone was firm, but there was also an underlying layer of care—an unspoken promise to look after him, to shield him from the worst that war had to offer.
But Alexander, ever the firebrand, was not so easily swayed. His chest heaved with a mix of frustration and determination, and he shook his head, his jaw clenched. "But, sir!" he protested, his voice rising with the intensity of his plea. "How am I supposed to prove myself and raise above my status without fighting and earning a command?" There was a rawness in his voice, an ache that resonated through every word. He wasn’t simply arguing for the thrill of battle or the need for glory—this was about his identity, his drive to rise above the limitations others had set for him.
The room fell silent for a moment, and even John’s grip on his arm loosened slightly, a quiet understanding settling between them. Eliza’s eyes softened, though the concern remained in the furrow of her brow.
Washington, seeing the fire in Alexander’s eyes, did not falter. He stepped closer, his presence steady and reassuring. "You do not need to risk your life for that, Alexander," he said, his voice gentler now, but still resolute. "Your position as my right hand and head aide-de-camp will provide more than enough reputation to grow your station. You are already indispensable to this army. Your contributions will earn you respect—not the loss of your life."
Alexander opened his mouth, as if to argue again, but Washington held up a hand, silencing him. "You have already proven your worth, Alexander," he said, his voice low but insistent. "Your intellect, your vision—those are the things that will elevate you. Not reckless decisions on the battlefield."
The words lingered in the air, and for the first time, Alexander’s expression faltered. The fire in his eyes dimmed just a fraction, replaced by the uncomfortable weight of his own self-doubt. His shoulders slumped slightly, though his pride kept him from looking completely defeated.
Eliza stepped forward, her tone softer now, but still carrying the weight of her earlier urgency. "We need you here, Alexander," she said, her voice thick with emotion. "The revolution needs you. But we need you whole, not broken and battered."
Alexander swallowed hard, his gaze flickering between the people he held most dear—Eliza, John, Washington. Their concern was palpable, and for a fleeting moment, he allowed himself to feel the truth of their words. The drive to prove himself, the desire to rise above his humble origins, had clouded his judgment. He had been so consumed with the idea of earning his place that he had forgotten what truly mattered.
“I…” His voice caught in his throat as he finally spoke, a mixture of humility and frustration in his words. "I’m sorry. I just… I just want to do more." The weight of the battle he had been fighting inside himself was now clear in his voice, the exhaustion of constantly pushing for more taking its toll.
Washington placed a firm hand on his shoulder, steady and reassuring. “And you will, Alexander. But not at the cost of your life. There are many ways to serve this cause, and you will find your place—one that doesn’t require you to sacrifice your future.”
For a long moment, Alexander simply stood there, the weight of their words settling over him. Finally, he nodded, albeit reluctantly. “I understand,” he said quietly, though the internal battle was far from over, “I do not agree with you but I can understand. For now.” The ambition that burned within him would never fully dim. But for the first time in a long while, he felt the faintest glimmer of relief—not from the promise of glory, but from the unwavering support of those who had always believed in him.
Eventually, you’ll see my ascendancy
[HAMILTON]
And I am not throwing away
My shot
I am not throwing away
My shot
Hey yo, I’m just like my country
I’m young, scrappy and hungry
And I’m not throwing away my shot
[LAURENS]
My shot!
My shot!
And I’m not throwing away my shot.
[HAMILTON/MULLIGAN/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE]
I am not throwing away my shot
I am not throwing away my shot
Hey yo, I’m just like my country
I’m young, scrappy and hungry
And I’m not throwing away my shot
It’s time to take a shot!
"I feel that this will soon become a motto of this musical," Angelica said, her voice thoughtful as she looked at the stage, her eyes reflecting the weight of the words just spoken by Alexander. "It seems to be crucial, not just to the story of Alexander, but to his entire future legacy." She leaned back slightly, folding her arms as she reflected on the significance of the moment.
Her words carried a sense of insight, as if she could already see the path that lay ahead for Alexander—a path marked by his unyielding ambition, his drive for greatness, and the cost that would inevitably accompany it. Angelica had always been the one who could cut through the layers of idealism, seeing things clearly for what they were, even when Alexander, for all his brilliance, couldn't see the consequences of his relentless pursuit.
Her gaze flicked towards him, an understanding but somewhat resigned expression on her face. "You know," she continued, her voice now tinged with a softness that few ever saw, "sometimes I wonder if Alexander realizes just how much of a burden his legacy will be. He's so fixated on what he wants to achieve that he forgets how it will shape everything that comes after."
She glanced at the others in the room, taking note of how they all seemed to reflect on her words in different ways. Lafayette, with his usual enthusiasm tempered by a growing sense of caution, and even Eliza, who seemed to hold her breath whenever Alexander spoke, as if fearing what he might give up next in his quest for recognition. It was as though Angelica could see beyond the narrative of a revolution, to the weight of history itself, already taking shape before their very eyes.
"His drive will be remembered, no doubt," she said, her voice dropping to a more contemplative tone, "but whether it will be remembered fondly or as the thing that consumed him... well, that’s another question entirely." She shook her head slightly, her words weighing heavy in the air as the others fell into quiet reflection, knowing that whatever Alexander’s future held, his legacy would be built on the choices he made in the present.
[LAFAYETTE]
I dream of life without a monarchy
The unrest in France will lead to ‘onarchy?
‘Onarchy? How you say, how you say, ‘anarchy?’
When I fight, I make the other side panicky
With my—
"My English was horrible when I first arrived on this continent," Lafayette complained, wincing slightly as he recalled his early struggles. He gestured to his companions, a look of playful exasperation on his face as he mimicked some of his earlier attempts at speaking. His accent was still thick, and the words often jumbled in a way that made him sound more like he was inventing a new language rather than trying to communicate. His voice, tinged with a mixture of humor and self-deprecation, echoed the frustration he'd felt in those early days. "I sound like a fool, yes?"
Mulligan, ever the optimist, chuckled warmly at the memory of Lafayette's broken English, which, despite its initial clumsiness, had always carried an undeniable charm. "No need to worry, Laf," he said with a grin, clapping him on the back. "It’s improved tremendously in just a short time. In fact, I’d say your English is practically better than some of the locals I’ve heard!" Mulligan’s voice was lighthearted, his tone meant to reassure, and the laughter that followed lifted the mood in the room.
Lafayette smiled sheepishly, but there was a spark of pride in his eyes. He knew the compliment was genuine, and he appreciated it. His journey, both personal and linguistic, had not been an easy one. The language barrier had often left him feeling isolated, struggling to express himself fully in a world so different from his own. But now, hearing the praise from his friend, Lafayette couldn't help but feel a sense of accomplishment. He had come a long way from the young, unsure officer who had first stepped off the ship onto American soil. His words might not have been perfect, but they were understood—and that, in itself, was a victory.
[HAMILTON/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN]
Shot!
[MULLIGAN]
Yo, I’m a tailor’s apprentice
And I got y’all knuckleheads in loco parentis
Washington looked towards Hercules, who met his gaze and answered his unspoken question with a solemn nod. The unspoken weight between them was understood – the well-being of the men under their charge had always been a constant concern. Washington's expression softened ever so slightly as he turned back to Mulligan.
“Thank you, Mulligan,” Washington began, his voice steady and filled with gratitude, “for protecting these young men before they arrived under my care.”
Mulligan gave a short nod in acknowledgment, his eyes briefly flicking over to the pair in question – Alexander and John, barely acknowledging the conversation that surrounded them.
“It was and will always be an honor, General,” Mulligan replied earnestly, his gaze lingering on Alexander and John for a moment before continuing. “I was only too relieved to see that your care had been given to them prior to my departure for New York.” He stopped, his thoughts momentarily drawn to those two young men. "I knew Laf could look after himself, but those two..." He trailed off for a moment, a touch of exasperation creeping into his voice.
“They are driven to a fault, particularly Alexander,” Mulligan continued, shaking his head as if recalling the countless incidents. “The number of times I have had to physically pull him away from his desk to drag him to his tent... It’s like he thinks his mind will keep running even after his body has long since collapsed. And John isn’t much better. They both seem to think that working until they burn themselves out is some form of sacrifice to the cause.”
Washington’s lips tightened slightly as he thought of the toll such relentless work could take, especially on such young shoulders. "I’ve seen it, too,” he muttered, his gaze now fixing on the two young men in question. “They both push themselves until they collapse, believing there is no room for anything but their duties. I’m afraid it’s only a matter of time before one of them breaks.”
Mulligan gave another nod, his expression darkening. "I've had to step in more than once, even before you took them in, General. They don’t know when to stop. There were times I’d have to take papers from Alexander’s hands, force him to sleep, knowing full well he wouldn’t rest otherwise. And with John, it was just as bad. He would try to run himself ragged, thinking that by being constantly at work, he was somehow helping the cause more than anyone else could.”
Washington sighed, his shoulders heavy with the weight of responsibility. “And now they have me looking out for them,” he murmured, his tone both resolute and weary. “It is my job to make sure they don’t destroy themselves with their own ambition.”
Mulligan offered a soft, knowing smile. "It’s a good thing, General. You’ve always had a steady hand in times of chaos. They’ll come to understand that, even if they don’t now."
Washington’s eyes softened as he turned back toward Alexander and John, both still deeply immersed in their work. "I hope they do,” he replied quietly, “but I fear that they may have to learn the hard way."
The two men stood in silence for a moment, watching over the young men they cared for, both understanding the dangers of ambition unchecked and the sacrifices they had all made to see this cause through.
I’m joining the rebellion cuz I know it’s my chance
To socially advance, instead of sewin’ some pants!
I’m gonna take a—
[HAMILTON/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN]
Shot!
The girls exchanged amused but exasperated glances, shaking their heads in unison as they watched the group of men huddled around Alexander and John.
“I hope these aren’t all alcohol,” Angelica spoke, her voice sharp but with a hint of fondness, as she arched an eyebrow and looked pointedly at the group of men nodding towards the screen.. Alexander’s friends—Laurens, Lafayette, Mulligan—were ever the ones to indulge in some revelry, their presence only making their spirited young leader’s own exuberance more evident.
Alexander, sensing the playful accusation in Angelica’s voice, wore a small, almost mischievous smirk as he looked up innocently at his wife’s elder sister. His eyes twinkled with that familiar glint of mischief that always seemed to find its way into his demeanor when he was surrounded by his closest friends.
“Of course not, Angelica,” Alexander said, his voice smooth and playful, his grin widening ever so slightly. “We are responsible men, are we not?” He gave a little shrug for emphasis, as though to further convey his air of casual indifference.
The men around him all shared knowing looks, each one trying to suppress a grin. Despite their easygoing banter, none of them could deny that Hamilton’s idea of "responsibility" was often entwined with reckless enthusiasm, especially when it came to matters of drink and revelry. But for all their antics, there was an undeniable charm in the camaraderie they shared.
Angelica gave Alexander a pointed look, her gaze shifting from his innocent smile to the half-empty bottles scattered across the table. “I think ‘responsible’ is a stretch when you’ve got more wine bottles than words of wisdom between you,” she said, her tone a blend of teasing and concern. She turned her attention to the men sitting nearby, who were clearly trying not to laugh too loudly at the exchange. “Do you all think it’s wise to indulge so freely with war on the horizon? There are far more important matters to discuss than whatever nonsense you are all engaging in.”
At that, Alexander raised a hand in mock surrender, still grinning. "Ah, but we’ve been through so much together, Angelica. Surely, a bit of indulgence won't hurt. The work we do, the sacrifices we've made, sometimes it’s just a relief to have moments like these with friends.” His tone softened slightly as he spoke, and his glance flickered toward John and then to the others, a mixture of gratitude and camaraderie in his gaze before moving back to Angelica, “And beside’s this is in the past-” he gestured to the screen where the pictures had paused, “We are in the throwes of battle in our present time, we shall soon see the outcome”
[LAURENS]
But we’ll never be truly free
Until those in bondage have the same rights as you and me
Both Alexander and John cheered, their excitement mirroring each other as they raised their fists in victory. The sight of them—positioned in perfect unison—caught everyone’s attention, especially as Laurens casually draped an arm around Alexander’s shoulders, pulling him in close with a gesture of deep, unspoken camaraderie. It was natural, unforced, a sign of the bond they shared, one that had grown over time from friendship into something more—something neither of them could quite define, but both felt undeniably. What had once been playful banter and shared ambition now carried a subtle undercurrent of affection, a closeness that went beyond the battlefield.
Jefferson sat in silence, his expression one of clear disdain, his lips pressed into a tight line as he watched the scene unfold. His gaze was sharp, disapproving of the carefree display before him, but it was the meaning behind the lyric they were celebrating—their idealism, their youth—that seemed to disquiet him most. He couldn’t reconcile their laughter with the seriousness of the cause. Meanwhile, Washington remained quiet, his gaze less overt but heavy with unspoken reproach. He observed the scene with a furrowed brow, a quiet disappointment in his eyes, though his silence spoke volumes about his inner conflict.
As he watched Laurens’ arm around Alexander, something stirred in Washington’s chest. A flicker of discomfort washed over him—guilt, thick and unyielding. It wasn’t just the celebration that troubled him, nor the exuberance of youth that seemed to contrast so sharply with the gravity of their shared mission. It was the reminder, sudden and sharp, of how far removed he had lived from the very humanity he had sworn to defend.
He thought of the slaves he had owned, the men and women whose labor had built his wealth, his estate—his very position. The guilt weighed on him now, heavier than it ever had before. He had justified it for years, buried the moral questions beneath the guise of necessity, of tradition. But in the presence of these young men, full of passion and idealism, his complicity in the very system they were fighting to change felt unbearable.
His mind flashed back to the plantation, the faces of those he had called "property," their lives governed by his commands. He had been a participant in the trade, had grown his fortune on the backs of those who had no freedom, no voice. And now, watching Laurens’ easy affection for Alexander, he felt a pang of regret. The closeness they shared was something he had denied to so many people, both through the legacy of slavery and the walls he had built around himself in his quest for power.
At first, the bond between Alexander and Laurens had been one of friendship, a connection forged on shared ideals, late-night discussions, and the camaraderie of revolutionaries. But over time, Washington had noticed the subtle shifts—the lingering glances, the way Laurens' touch seemed to linger just a moment longer than necessary, the quiet exchanges that spoke volumes without words. It was a quiet transformation, almost imperceptible at first, but now, it was clear that what had begun as mutual respect and loyalty had evolved into something deeper, something more intimate. Alexander, ever the driven idealist, had grown more and more drawn to Laurens' warmth, his understanding of the burdens Alexander carried. And Laurens, with his quick wit and passionate heart, had found himself offering not only support but affection, in a way that seemed to transcend mere friendship.
Washington’s hand clenched involuntarily, and he swallowed, as if trying to force down the bitter taste of his own actions. He had always carried the mantle of leadership, but now, in the midst of the revelry, it felt like a chain. He couldn’t shake the feeling that, in his pursuit of freedom for the nation, he had forgotten the instances where his actions would oppose the very things they had been fighting for.
You and I. Do or die. Wait till I sally in
On a stallion with the first black battalion
Have another—
[HAMILTON/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN]
Shot!
[BURR]
Geniuses, lower your voices
You keep out of trouble and you double your choices
Alexander rolled his eyes, a sharp exhale escaping his lips as he let out a noise of clear discontent. His gaze fixed on Burr, who sat across from him, calm and seemingly indifferent. Alexander's frustration bubbled over, his voice rising with the heat of his conviction. "You must stand for what you believe, Burr," he said, his tone tinged with both exasperation and a sense of betrayal. "Surely you cannot just sit back and do nothing!"
His eyes narrowed, a flicker of impatience flashing in them. The room felt smaller, the weight of their heated conversation pressing in on him. He couldn't understand how Burr, someone so intelligent, so capable, could be content to stay in the shadows, to hold back when the future of their nation was at stake. The urgency of the revolution, the demands of leadership—it all surged through Alexander, and yet Burr seemed to remain impervious to the fire that burned within him.
As Alexander spoke, his hand rose, gesturing for emphasis. His posture was tense, his frustration palpable as he leaned forward slightly, as if urging Burr to hear the weight of his words. "This is not the time for neutrality, for waiting around to see what others will do. You have to choose, Burr. You have to make a stand!" His voice cracked slightly at the end, the rawness of his passion cutting through the air like a knife.
Burr, however, remained calm, his expression unreadable. He leaned back in his chair, his arms crossed loosely, his face giving nothing away. The contrast between their reactions was striking—Alexander, fiery and relentless in his pursuit of what he believed was right, and Burr, distant and measured, as though he were watching the storm pass by from a safe distance. The silence between them was heavy, charged with the tension of unspoken words and unshared ideals.
Alexander’s brow furrowed deeper, frustration twisting his features as he stared at Burr. “How can you stand by and let the world pass you by?” he demanded, the words more of a challenge than a question. His voice softened, but only slightly, the weight of his belief in action and change clear in every syllable. "We are in the midst of history, Burr. You can’t afford to sit on the sidelines."
For a moment, Burr’s lips quirked into the faintest of smiles, though it was the kind of smile that did not reach his eyes. His gaze met Alexander’s with a coolness that only deepened the divide between them. The air crackled with the tension of two men who couldn’t be more different—one who moved with the force of a storm, and the other who seemed to wait for the storm to pass before making his move.
Alexander’s heart raced, his pulse quickening as he waited for Burr’s response, his patience worn thin. What did it take to make Burr see? Couldn’t he understand that the stakes were too high for hesitation?
"I am not on the sideline, Alexander," Burr's voice was cool, sharp—almost too controlled. He leaned forward slightly, his eyes locking onto Alexander's with a cold intensity. "I am more in the thick of the action, of history, than you are or ever will be."
The words landed with a jarring impact, cutting through the air with a weight that made the room feel smaller. For a heartbeat, everything seemed to freeze. Alexander blinked, caught off guard, his expression faltering for just a moment as Burr's words hit their mark.
The infliction of pain was immediate, a subtle twist in Alexander’s gut. It wasn’t the first time he had felt the sting of Burr’s barbed remarks, but this one—this one was different. This was a reminder of everything Alexander feared, everything he had always felt but rarely voiced. Burr's words were not just a challenge to his ideals or his ambition; they were a direct hit to the core of his own insecurities, the tender wound that had never fully healed since Washington’s constant refusal to give him command of his own troops.
Washington had always kept him close, guiding him, mentoring him, but never fully trusting him with the reins of leadership. Alexander had fought for it, yearned for it—longed to prove himself on his own terms. But the General, ever cautious and protective, had never relinquished control. The lack of a command, the lack of a group of men to lead—those were the silent chains that weighed on Alexander’s soul, the silent acknowledgments of his perceived inadequacy, a subtle but constant reminder that Washington didn’t believe he was ready.
Burr knew this. He knew the doubts that festered in Alexander’s mind, the frustration that simmered beneath his bravado. And now, Burr had turned it into a weapon, using Alexander’s deepest vulnerabilities against him.
I’m with you, but the situation is fraught
You’ve got to be carefully taught:
If you talk, you’re gonna get shot!
“Really, Burr? More foreshadowing?!" Angelica’s voice cracked through the tension like thunder, sharp and unforgiving. Her eyes blazed with anger, her words laced with a kind of disbelief that seemed to echo through the room. "You are unforgivable!” The fury in her tone was unmistakable, each syllable steeped in years of frustration with the man before her.
Burr’s eyes narrowed, but he said nothing, his expression guarded, as if prepared for this onslaught. He knew Angelica—knew how deeply her words could wound, how much weight her accusations carried. But even still, the sting of her condemnation seemed to land harder than he expected.
Angelica stepped forward, her posture fierce, her hands trembling slightly in the fury of the moment. She was done with the games, done with the quiet manipulation, the constant veiled threats. She had always been the one who saw through Burr’s carefully crafted masks, the one who could cut through his layers of self-preservation to reveal the truth he tried so hard to hide. And today, in this room, she wasn’t willing to let him get away with it any longer.
Behind her, Peggy and Phillip were doing their best to comfort Eliza, who had gone pale at the idea of her husband being ripped away from her and her family. Eliza’s hand trembled as she covered her stomach protectively the other gripping onto Phillip who’s eyes were sad knowing his own fate unless he changed it.. She wanted to speak up, to stop the confrontation, but the words caught in her throat. She could see the pain in Alexander’s eyes, the guilt and the burden he always carried with him. Eliza hated seeing him so caught in these emotional crossfires.
Angelica, however, seemed unshaken, her attention was fixed solely on Burr, her eyes flashing with the intensity of her emotions. “You think you can just sit back and manipulate everyone around you, Burr?” she continued, her voice rising with each word. “You think you can play this game with no consequences? No!” She shook her head vehemently, the anger almost too much for her to contain. “Alexander has given so much for this cause. You want to come in and tear it apart for what? For your own gain?”
Her words seemed to hang in the air like a challenge, daring Burr to respond, to justify his actions. The room grew even more charged, the intensity of Angelica’s wrath turning the space into something heavy, suffocating. For a moment, there was only silence—no one dared to speak, as though they all knew that Angelica’s fury had taken on a life of its own.
Burr, for all his calculated distance, seemed to shrink under her fire. But rather than fight back, he merely stood there, his lips pressed into a thin line. There was no defense, no excuse that could quell the storm Angelica had unleashed.
[HAMILTON]
Burr, check what we got
Mister Lafayette, hard rock like Lancelot
Lafayette smiled at Alexander, “Thank you mon petit lion” the younger smiled back.
I think your pants look hot
Laurens, I like you a lot
Everyone chuckled as they looked at the pair, their laughter echoing in the room. Alexander, ever the fierce and determined figure, had somehow managed to retreat into Laurens' shoulder, his face flushed a deep red. His usual confidence seemed to melt away in that moment, leaving behind a mix of vulnerability and embarrassment. The sight was striking—Alexander, usually so composed and intense, now buried against Laurens in a moment of uncharacteristic softness.
Lafayette, his eyes sparkling with mirth, broke the silence first. "We know that, mon ami!" he laughed, the warmth in his voice a comforting reminder of the bond they all shared. His words carried an affectionate teasing, but there was no malice in them—just the easy camaraderie of men who had fought side by side and grown close in ways that only shared hardship and victory could forge.
Laurens, however, gave the Frenchman a playful glare, though there was a flicker of uncertainty in his gaze that wasn’t lost on Lafayette. It was a brief glance, just enough for Lafayette to catch the shift in Laurens’ expression, the hint of doubt or discomfort that didn’t belong. Laurens' usual confidence in moments like this seemed shaken, and for a brief instant, it felt as if the weight of their connection—so open and obvious to those around them—was something Laurens was still learning to navigate.
Lafayette’s smile faltered, and he softened his gaze, sensing the unspoken tension. "I," he began, his tone shifting slightly, "and I am sure those in this room who matter, do not care who your heart belongs to, mon ami." His voice was steady, reassuring, as he glanced around at the others. It was a reminder that, in their circle, there was no judgment, no condemnation for the bond between Alexander and Laurens. They had fought together, struggled together, and it was those shared experiences that had built something unshakeable between them.
The room had fallen into a brief, comfortable silence as Lafayette’s words settled. He wasn’t just speaking to Laurens, but to everyone present, reaffirming the unspoken understanding that, in this moment, they were all united in their acceptance.
Laurens' shoulders relaxed slightly, the tension easing as Lafayette's reassurance washed over him. There was a quiet gratitude in his eyes, a silent acknowledgment that Lafayette had seen what no one else had, the fleeting insecurity that had passed through him. Laurens glanced at Alexander, his smile returning, though there was still a trace of hesitation beneath it.
Alexander, who had been trying to hide behind Laurens’ shoulder, now peeked out, a sheepish grin creeping onto his face. He raised an eyebrow at Lafayette, a playful defiance entering his tone. “I’m sure you’ve seen enough of my heart already,” he muttered, trying to regain some of his usual bravado, though it was clear that he too appreciated Lafayette’s words. The flush on his face had yet to fully fade, but there was something about the ease of the moment, the warmth of his friends, that allowed him to relax a little more.
Lafayette let out a hearty laugh, his eyes twinkling with affection. “Oh, I have seen plenty, my friend,” he said with a grin, “and I am happy to see it. It is your strength, your heart, that we all fight for.”
There was a brief pause, and then Laurens spoke, his voice quieter but sincere. “Thank you, Lafayette.” It was a simple phrase, but the weight of it was clear. Laurens needed this affirmation, needed to hear that their bond, this connection, wasn’t something to be ashamed of, but rather something to be celebrated.
The group shared a collective smile, the atmosphere lightening as the warmth of their camaraderie filled the room. For all the struggles and doubts, for all the pressures of the revolution, this moment reminded them of what truly mattered—their friendship, their loyalty, and the unspoken understanding that, no matter what, they were all in this together.
Let’s hatch a plot blacker than the kettle callin’ the pot...
What are the odds the gods would put us all in one spotPoppin’ a squat on conventional wisdom, like it or not
A bunch of revolutionary manumission abolitionists?
Give me a position, show me where the ammunition is!
Oh, am I talkin’ too loud?
"Yes," Jefferson and Madison spoke in near unison, their voices carrying a shared weariness as they both leaned back, their minds momentarily drifting to the recent events that had unfolded in their own timeline. They exchanged a brief glance, one that spoke volumes—two men caught between their ideals and the shifting tides of history, burdened with the knowledge of what was to come. Their faces were more drawn than usual, the weight of their responsibilities seeming to sit heavier on their shoulders in that moment.
"You make some good points at certain times," Jefferson continued, his tone measured, though there was a flicker of frustration in his voice, “but you are far too loud.”
The words felt deliberate, as though they had been building for some time, a simmering irritation that had finally found its way to the surface. Jefferson’s usually calm demeanor was tinged with a rare sharpness, a result of the recent events that had shaken both men. It wasn’t just the cacophony of Alexander’s words that had become overwhelming—it was the passion that Alexander poured into every statement, every speech, as if trying to outshout the very revolution they were living through. Sometimes, Jefferson and Madison could appreciate the fire of his conviction, but there were times when it felt like the volume of his voice drowned out the necessary calm that was required to truly listen, to truly make decisions that would shape the future.
Madison, ever the quieter one, nodded in agreement, his expression thoughtful but tired. He, too, had seen the unraveling of their timeline, the twists and turns that Alexander had so often set into motion, often with little regard for the consequences. His thin lips barely parted as he spoke, his words softer, yet no less pointed. "It’s not just the noise," Madison added quietly, “it’s the way you carry it with you, like a storm that doesn’t calm. Sometimes... we need more silence to think, to deliberate.”
Jefferson shifted in his seat, his eyes narrowing as he looked towards Alexander, whose enthusiasm had often seemed boundless, his presence almost too big for any room they occupied. For all the brilliance that Jefferson could see in Alexander, there were moments when the relentless push of his ideas felt suffocating. His every argument came with an urgency, as if the world could not wait, and perhaps it couldn’t. But for Jefferson, who had spent much of his life cultivating a quieter, more methodical approach to leadership, the constant volume of Alexander’s rhetoric felt like an overwhelming wave that drowned out the steadier voices of reason.
Madison, on the other hand, had often found himself retreating into his thoughts, preferring to deliberate quietly, allowing time to weigh decisions, carefully considering the consequences. Where Alexander sought the limelight and fought with words that cut through the air, Madison found his strength in careful negotiation, in subtlety, in listening more than speaking. Jefferson’s criticism echoed his own frustrations, but there was always a sense of duty that made them hold their tongues, to temper the criticism with a dose of pragmatism.
Alexander, who had been listening intently, stood up from his seat, his posture stiffening as he absorbed their words. His hand rested briefly on the table, his fingers curling into a fist. He took a deep breath, the fire in his eyes reflecting a momentary flash of indignation, but then, as if realizing the truth in their words, he let out a long, controlled exhale, his shoulders sagging just slightly. His brow furrowed, but there was a quiet resignation that followed as he met both men’s gazes.
“You both make valid points,” Alexander said, his voice lower than usual, less charged with the same relentless energy. There was a moment of pause before he added, almost reluctantly, “Perhaps I... speak too often, too loudly.”
It wasn’t an apology, exactly, but there was an acknowledgment in his voice that felt almost vulnerable. For a man so used to leading through the force of his words, this admission, however small, was a rare moment of self-awareness. Jefferson and Madison exchanged a quick glance, both of them recognizing the shift. It wasn’t easy for Alexander to admit such a thing; his idealism and his passion were part of what made him who he was—but in that moment, there was a subtle change, a softness in the air.
Madison’s expression softened, and he nodded slightly, his voice quieter now, tinged with the compassion he always reserved for his closest friends. “We are not saying that your points are invalid, Alexander,” he reassured him. “It’s just that, sometimes, the right words are lost when they’re drowned out by noise.”
Jefferson, too, looked over at Alexander with a more understanding gaze, his usual sharpness replaced with a quiet thoughtfulness. “We all have our ways of fighting for what we believe in,” he said, his voice gentler now. “But sometimes, a whisper is far more powerful than a shout.”
The room was still, the tension slowly ebbing as the three men shared a quiet understanding. It wasn’t about silencing Alexander—no one could ever truly silence him, nor would they want to. It was about balance, about knowing when to raise their voices and when to pause, when to listen, and when to act. And for the first time in what felt like a long while, they all seemed to come to the unspoken agreement that, despite their differences, they were bound by the same desire to see their country thrive.
Alexander stood in the center of the room, his gaze shifting between Jefferson and Madison as he absorbed their words. There was a moment of silence, one that stretched long enough for the weight of their advice to sink in. His expression softened, his sharp features briefly clouded by thoughtfulness, as if reconsidering everything he had been so sure of moments before. The ever-persistent fire in his eyes dimmed just slightly, replaced by something more reflective—a rare vulnerability that he seldom allowed others to witness.
He let out a slow breath, his posture easing, and then, with a slight nod of his head, he spoke. "When I return to my own timeline, I will try and follow your advice. All of it..." His voice was steadier now, tinged with a new understanding, a newfound humility that was almost foreign to the man who had so often led with sheer force of will. It was a promise, but one that carried the weight of acknowledgment—perhaps the first step in bridging the divide between his intensity and the patience that Jefferson and Madison had long mastered.
Alexander’s eyes scanned the room, taking in the faces of his companions—his friends. He looked to Laurens, to Eliza, to the others who had stood by him through countless battles and moments of doubt. Their presence, their unwavering loyalty, seemed to anchor him in that moment, grounding his usually frenetic energy. “Maybe,” he continued, his tone shifting slightly, a flicker of hope threading through his words, “whatever is revealed further into this musical can be changed or prevented.”
There was a slight hesitation in his voice as he said the word musical , almost as if trying to come to terms with the oddity of their situation. In his mind, the concept of being a character in a larger narrative—one that wasn’t of his own making—felt foreign and disorienting. But the reality of it was there, undeniable, and with it, the realization that his actions, his choices, and the path he walked were part of something larger than he had ever expected.
He cast a glance around at the others, his gaze flickering over the faces of those who had seen the worst of their time together, who had lived through the same battles, the same revolution. The weight of those experiences bound them, making them, in his eyes, the only ones truly capable of understanding. “Perhaps,” he repeated, a bit more quietly, “we can change what comes next, if we choose wisely. If we can shape our futures rather than just follow the path laid before us.”
It was a tentative hope, a fragile optimism in the face of all that had come before them. Alexander’s words weren’t just a promise to his companions—they were a silent vow to himself. To do better, to think more, to listen more. He wasn’t sure how much of what was ahead could be altered, but there was something about the solidarity of this group, the shared purpose between them, that gave him a sense of agency he hadn’t allowed himself to feel before.
The room, once tense with the weight of their differences, now seemed to shift into a quieter space, one filled with the possibility of change. The atmosphere wasn’t light, not by any means, but there was a certain quiet understanding that settled over them. Alexander knew he wasn’t alone in this struggle, and for once, that realization was enough to make him feel like maybe, just maybe, he could steer the ship of his fate in a new direction.
The others nodded, their expressions varying from cautious hope to reserved acceptance. There was a sense that, perhaps, they could still carve out a different future—one where their choices mattered, where the things they had yet to discover could be prevented, or at least changed.
Sometimes I get over excited, shoot off at the mouth
I never had a group of friends before
I promise that I’ll make y’all proud
“You most definitely have,” Laurens said, his voice steady, yet filled with warmth and conviction. He stood a bit taller, a sense of pride radiating from him as he met Alexander's gaze. His expression softened, a subtle smile playing at the corners of his mouth as he gave a slight nod of approval. Laurens had always been the first to stand by Alexander, his loyalty unwavering through the many struggles they had faced together. And in this moment, with the weight of the world hanging over them, Laurens' words carried the weight of a brother's love, a bond that had only grown stronger through the trials of war.
Beside Laurens, Lafayette couldn’t help but chime in, his French accent thick with affection and respect. “You have been a true force, mon ami,” he added, his voice warm but filled with genuine admiration. “We have all fought, but it is your vision, your drive that has pushed us forward.” Lafayette’s words were sincere, yet there was an unmistakable pride in them, as though he, too, felt a deep personal investment in Alexander's success. His eyes shone with the kind of gratitude that only came from being in the trenches alongside someone, having witnessed firsthand the sacrifices made and the immense strength that had come from it.
Mulligan, never one to shy away from speaking his mind, leaned forward, a grin spreading across his face. “You’ve been more than a soldier, Alex. You’ve been a leader,” he said, his voice hearty, with a familiar warmth that always seemed to bring a sense of ease to the room. Mulligan had always been a bit of a wild card, but his respect for Alexander was as deep as anyone's. The way he spoke now, with both admiration and affection, felt like a reflection of the bond the two had forged over the years. “If there’s anyone who deserves to be in the spotlight, it’s you.”
Alexander felt a warmth swell in his chest at their words, a feeling that was at once humbling and overwhelming. He had spent so much of his life pushing forward, consumed by ambition and a drive that often seemed endless, but hearing his friends speak of him in this way, with such open pride and recognition, was something he had never fully allowed himself to hope for. A smile tugged at his lips, and for a moment, the weight of everything they had been through seemed to lighten, just enough for him to breathe a little easier.
Then, from across the room, Washington, ever the steady presence, nodded in quiet approval. His gaze was softer than usual, the sharpness of his command replaced by a sense of fatherly pride that Alexander rarely saw in him. “You have made everyone proud, Alexander,” Washington said, his voice deep and steady, carrying the weight of years of leadership and responsibility. The words hung in the air with quiet reverence. “If we win this war, it is thanks to you.”
The acknowledgment from Washington hit harder than any battle victory, more resonant than any moment of triumph. For Alexander, who had idolized the man for so long, who had yearned for his approval even as he fought beside him, hearing such words felt like the culmination of everything he had worked for. Washington’s approval was the final piece of validation he had never realized he needed until now.
Alexander’s heart swelled with a deep, almost overwhelming emotion, a mixture of gratitude, pride, and relief. His gaze flicked to the faces of his companions—Laurens, Lafayette, Mulligan—and then back to Washington, who stood there, unwavering and strong. In that moment, he could feel the weight of their belief in him, the trust they had placed in him. It was a trust that was born of years of shared struggle, of battles fought side by side, of long nights spent planning and dreaming of a better future. They had all come so far, and now, standing together, it was clear that they had made a difference, that their sacrifices had not been in vain.
The room felt a little smaller, a little warmer as the words of his friends washed over him. Alexander smiled more freely now, his heart lighter than it had in forever. For the first time in a long while, he allowed himself to fully absorb the reality of what they had achieved together. There were still challenges ahead, still obstacles to overcome, but in this moment, with his closest friends by his side and the recognition of his contributions in the air, Alexander felt a sense of peace settle over him. They were all in this together, and no matter what came next, that was something no one could take away.
[LAURENS]
Let’s get this guy in front of a crowd
[HAMILTON/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN/ENSEMBLE]
I am not throwing away my shot
I am not throwing away my shot
Hey yo, I’m just like my country
I’m young, scrappy and hungry
And I’m not throwing away my shot
I am not throwing away my shot
I am not throwing away my shot
Hey yo, I’m just like my country
I’m young, scrappy and hungry
And I’m not throwing away my shot
[LAURENS]
Ev’rybody sing:
Whoa, whoa, whoa
Hey!
Whoa!
Wooh!!
Whoa!
Ay, let ‘em hear ya!
Let’s go!
I said shout it to the rooftops!
Said, to the rooftops!
Come on!
Come on, let’s go! [HAMILTON/LAFAYETTE/
MULLIGAN]
Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!
Whoa!
Whoa!
Yea!
[COMPANY]
Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!
Whoa!
Whoa!
Yea!
[LAURENS]
Rise up!
When you’re living on your knees, you rise up
Tell your brother that he’s gotta rise up
Tell your sister that she's gotta rise up
As the room settled into a quiet, reflective moment, the attention turned towards Laurens, who had spoken with such heartfelt pride about Alexander. Angelica, Eliza, and Peggy exchanged a brief but meaningful glance, their expressions softening. The warmth in their gazes was undeniable, an unspoken bond of gratitude and understanding between the three sisters. It was rare, in a time dominated by men, for their voices to be so openly acknowledged, and Laurens’ words had not only recognized Alexander’s strength but had also given them a space in the conversation—a gesture that resonated deeply with the three women.
Eliza, always the gentle soul, was the first to speak, her voice soft but clear, carrying a quiet sincerity that made her words all the more powerful. “Thank you, John,” she said, her gaze lingering on him with appreciation. The gratitude in her eyes was genuine, filled with a quiet reverence for Laurens' thoughtfulness. She continued, her voice steady but tinged with emotion, “Thank you for including women too.”
Her words hung in the air, not just a simple thank you, but a recognition of Laurens' effort to include them in the same breath as the men, to acknowledge their contributions and their worth in a way that was all too often overlooked. It was a rare act of inclusion, one that felt like a balm to the women who had often been relegated to the sidelines of their own story. To hear their value acknowledged, not as mere bystanders or secondary characters, but as active participants in the shaping of history, was something that filled Eliza with a deep sense of belonging.
Laurens, ever the humble soul, nodded in acceptance of the thanks, his expression softening. His gaze met Eliza’s with a quiet understanding, a simple acknowledgment of her gratitude. It wasn’t that he expected praise—he was driven by the desire to do what was right, to make sure everyone’s contribution was seen and valued. But the appreciation in Eliza’s eyes, the unspoken recognition, made his heart swell in a way that words could not capture.
“I only spoke what is true,” Laurens replied with a smile, his voice sincere. “Every one of you has played a role in this. You’ve all stood by us, and without you, none of this would be possible.” His words, though simple, carried a weight that reson with the women. It wasn’t just acknowledgment—it was validation, a recognition of the unique strength and courage they brought to the table.
Angelica, ever the sharp wit and natural leader, tilted her head slightly, her lips curling into a smile. Her expression, while composed, conveyed a sense of quiet appreciation. “We are not often remembered in the history books,” she said, her tone laced with a hint of irony, “but today, John, I think you’ve written us into this one.”
Her comment brought a soft chuckle from the room, and the tension that had lingered in the air seemed to ease, replaced by a shared sense of camaraderie. Even Peggy, whose quiet nature often left her on the fringes, seemed to radiate a quiet joy at the acknowledgment. She offered Laurens a small but genuine smile, her eyes shining with gratitude.
[LAURENS AND ENSEMBLE]
When are these colonies gonna rise up?
“They are,” Washington spoke, his voice firm yet filled with quiet determination. “They are, and we are going to make sure that we win.” His words were a promise, a vow not just to those gathered in the room but to the country they were fighting to free. The gravity of the war and its uncertain outcome still loomed, but in that moment, there was a shared resolve that was nearly tangible.
The men, dressed in their worn soldier’s clothing, exchanged looks of understanding, nodding in agreement. A sense of unity and purpose filled the air as they stood together, their shoulders squared, their eyes bright with a fire that had been kindled long ago. Excited smiles tugged at the corners of their lips, and even the weariness that had settled in their bones seemed to lift, replaced by a surge of collective energy.
For all the dangers that still lay ahead, for all the obstacles they had yet to face, there was little apprehension among them. Their trust in each other, in the cause they had pledged their lives to, was enough to push the fear aside. In this moment, they were not just soldiers—they were brothers, bound by a cause greater than themselves, and they believed, with everything they had, that they could overcome whatever the future held.
When are these colonies gonna rise up?
When are these colonies gonna rise up?
When are these colonies gonna rise up?
Rise up!
[COMPANY]
Whoa! Whoa!
Whoa!
Whoa!
Whoa!
Rise up!
[HAMILTON]
I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory
The atmosphere in the room shifted almost immediately, the lightness that had once filled the air now replaced with a heavy silence. It was as though the very air had thickened, as everyone’s attention snapped to Alexander, their expressions shifting from quiet camaraderie to concern. Even Jefferson and Madison, men who often held their emotions in check, couldn’t mask the worry that clouded their features. They exchanged a glance, their brows furrowed in unease, their usual confidence shaken by the unexpected vulnerability that Alexander had revealed.
“Alexander!” Eliza’s voice broke through the silence, trembling slightly as she spoke his name. Her gaze was full of tenderness, laced with worry as she stood quickly, her steps hesitant but urgent. Without a second thought, she moved towards him, her arms instinctively reaching out as she squeezed between his body and the edge of the sofa where he sat. Her movements were a mixture of care and concern, the love she held for him evident in the way she placed herself so close. Her face softened with a quiet apology as she shot a look at General Washington, who, understanding the moment, shifted slightly to give them both more space. His own gaze remained somber, his eyes flickering with unspoken understanding, but he didn’t intrude on their private moment.
Alexander, still processing his own emotions, shook his head, a fragile smile tugging at the corner of his lips in a gesture that was meant to reassure, though it fell short. His shoulders sagged, and there was a quiet sorrow in his eyes. “Betsey, it is all OK,” he murmured, his voice strained but gentle. “I’m OK now… this was…” His words faltered as he tried to find the right way to explain the depth of what he had experienced, what had shaped him into the man he had become. He hesitated for a moment, his gaze lowering, as if seeking the right words in the heavy silence. “This was before I had much to live for.” The words felt like a weight in the air, each syllable carrying the burden of years he had spent struggling to survive.
His eyes were distant, as if he had drifted back to another time, another place. The memories of Nevis, the hardship, the constant threat of death, seemed to flood back in that instant. He swallowed hard, struggling to push the painful memories to the surface. “The amount of death that surrounded me on Nevis was…” His voice faltered, and he paused again, shaking his head as if he could not quite grasp how to convey the magnitude of it. “It was unimaginable that I was able to escape it and make my way here…” His words trailed off, as though the enormity of what he was trying to express was simply too much to put into words.
As he spoke, Eliza and John both moved instinctively to his side, their hands reaching out to him. Without a second thought, Eliza grasped one of his hands tightly, her fingers curling around his as if to ground him, to remind him that he wasn’t alone in this. John mirrored her actions on the other side, his grip firm and unyielding, offering a silent strength. Both their faces were filled with an intensity of emotion—concern, worry, but also a quiet determination to support him, to remind him that they were there for him no matter how heavy the past weighed on him.
Alexander’s eyes flickered from one hand to the other, their steady grips pulling him back from the dark corners of his memories. The comfort of their touch, the strength of their presence, anchored him in the present moment. He gave a small, shaky breath, his heart swelling with both grief and gratitude. They were here. He was no longer the boy alone in the face of death, surrounded by loss. They were with him now, and that, in itself, was a kind of salvation.
The room, still heavy with the weight of his confession, seemed to hold its breath, the silence now filled with the unspoken promise of support, of love. The collective concern for Alexander was tangible, but so was the resolve to help him heal. He wasn’t alone anymore, and for the first time in what felt like an eternity, that realization seemed to bring him some measure of peace.
When’s it gonna get me?
In my sleep? Seven feet ahead of me?
If I see it comin’, do I run or do I let it be?
“You run! You run as far and as fast as is possible you silly man!” Angelica spoke backed by vocal objections from the others in the room. “But why? Why run when it is inevitable is it any better that you keep running for an eternity? Why would you not let it be where you can go down in glory?” Alexander answered.
The room was thick with emotion as Alexander’s words lingered in the air, his question hanging there like an unanswered plea. His eyes flickered from person to person, seeking something—an answer, an understanding, perhaps just a reminder that he wasn’t alone in this war within himself. The weight of what he had said seemed to settle over everyone like a thick fog. There was a tension in the air, not just from the words themselves, but from the way they reflected the internal battle Alexander had been facing for so long.
Eliza’s heart clenched as she saw the torment in his eyes, her own tears threatening to well up as she squeezed his hand tighter, her voice soft but filled with fierce determination. “Alexander, you’ve already won a kind of glory,” she whispered, her words like a balm to the wounds he had been carrying. “It’s not about dying in glory—it’s about living. You’ve fought for freedom, for something bigger than yourself, and you’ve created a life, a future. That’s your glory. It’s not the end that matters; it’s the life you’ve built, the people you’ve touched.”
John, ever loyal, stood tall beside him, his expression a mixture of sadness and resolve. “You’ve already given everything, Alex. We all have,” he said, his grip on Alexander’s hand tightening. “But running from your past... from the people who care about you—it won’t solve anything. We’re here. You’re not alone. You’ve made it this far, haven’t you? You’re stronger than that. Don’t let the pain of your past take you from us.”
Washington’s voice was calm, but there was a gravity in it that resonated with everyone in the room. “Glory comes in many forms,” he said, his gaze meeting Alexander’s with a knowing look. “It’s not just about the battles we win or the legacies we leave. It’s about the courage to continue when the road ahead is uncertain, to stay in the fight when it’s easier to give up. You’ve proven that courage already. What you do now—what you fight for—is what will truly define you.”
Angelica’s face softened as she watched the weight of her words take root. She had spoken in haste, wanting to shield him from the pain she could see in his eyes, but she realized now that her approach had been wrong. “I just want you to be free,” she said, her voice quieter, her anger replaced with a tenderness that reflected her care for him. “I don’t want you to suffer anymore. But you don’t have to run to escape it. You have people who love you, people who will fight with you, every step of the way.”
Alexander’s expression remained conflicted, torn between the desire to end the torment and the realization that he had more to fight for now than he ever had before. His gaze moved from Eliza to John, then to Washington, and finally to Angelica. Each one of them was offering something he needed—hope, support, the kind of love that could heal old wounds. The past, with its unrelenting grip, still loomed large in his mind, but in their eyes, he saw the possibility of something more. Something worth fighting for.
He swallowed hard, trying to process everything they had said, the overwhelming emotion building within him. “I don’t know how to leave it behind,” he admitted softly, his voice thick with the weight of his vulnerability. “The past feels like it’s always following me, always threatening to pull me back. How do I move forward when everything I’ve done, everything I’ve survived, feels like it’s still haunting me?”
Eliza leaned forward, her hand gently cupping his cheek. “You don’t have to forget it, Alex,” she said softly. “But you can choose not to let it define you anymore. You can make the choice to live, to fight for the future we’re building together.”
John stepped closer, his voice steady and full of conviction. “We all have our demons, Alex. But you don’t have to face them alone. We’ve got you. We always will.”
Washington, ever the leader, nodded solemnly. “The future is ours to shape, Alexander. You’ve already done more than most could ever dream of. Now, it’s time to live for what you’ve built. For the people who depend on you. For the family you’ve found.”
For the first time, Alexander felt a flicker of something deep within him—a glimmer of hope, fragile but real. His past, though still present, no longer felt as suffocating. The people who stood before him, offering not just words but unconditional love and support, reminded him that he didn’t have to run. He could move forward. He could find peace, not by escaping the past, but by embracing the future they were all fighting for.
As the tension in the room slowly dissipated, the heaviness that had settled over them lifted, replaced by a quiet understanding. Alexander, still deep in thought, nodded slowly, his heart swelling with the realization that he wasn’t alone. Not now, not ever. And in that moment, surrounded by those who had always been there for him, he understood that the battle he was facing wasn’t just about winning the war—it was about choosing to live, to grow, and to fight for the future they had all worked so hard to create.
Is it like a beat without a melody?
See, I never thought I’d live past twenty
Where I come from some get half as many
Eliza’s breath caught in her throat as she watched her husband’s expression shift, the walls he had built around his past seemingly crumbling for just a moment. She couldn’t help herself, the question slipping out before she could stop it, her voice fragile and full of dread. “Did—” She paused, her throat tightening, “Did they really die at ten?”
The room fell into an almost unbearable silence. The only sound was the steady rhythm of their breaths, the weight of the question hanging in the air. No one moved, no one spoke. The answer was clear in the way Alexander’s face fell, in the haunted look that flickered across his eyes.
Alexander didn’t need to say anything; the silence spoke volumes. The grief of his childhood, the loss of his mother, the unbearable weight of growing up with such tragic circumstances—it all came rushing back in a wave of painful recollections. His lips pressed into a thin line as he looked away, unable to meet Eliza’s gaze.
Eliza’s heart sank. She had known the man before her had suffered, but to hear the pain in his voice and see the weight of it in his eyes now felt like a revelation. She understood, in that moment, why Alexander had always carried that burning need to prove himself. It wasn’t just ambition—it was a desperate attempt to make something of himself, to rise above the tragic circumstances that had almost claimed his life before he had even begun to live. It was a yearning to be seen, to be remembered, to somehow make up for all the things that were stolen from him before he even had a chance to grow up.
She swallowed, the lump in her throat threatening to choke her. Her hand, which had instinctively reached for his, now rested gently on his arm, a quiet attempt to offer him something tangible, something to hold onto as she processed the depth of his pain. The weight of his history was heavier now than ever before, and she wished, for a fleeting moment, that she could take it away, make it lighter for him.
But she couldn’t. All she could do was be there, offering the only thing she had—her love, her understanding. She wanted him to know that, even in his darkest moments, he didn’t have to prove anything to her. He was enough.
John, who had been sitting silently beside them, felt his heart twist at the tension in the room. He, too, had seen glimpses of Alexander’s pain over the years—seen the way his friend pushed himself relentlessly, the way he sought validation and recognition. But to hear it spoken aloud, to hear the weight of that loss so plainly, brought the reality of it all crashing down. He leant forward, his voice quieter than usual. “We carry those things with us, Alex. But they don’t define us. You don’t have to prove yourself to anyone. Not to me. Not to Washington. Not even to Eliza.”
Alexander’s eyes flickered to John, the sincerity in his gaze evident but the vulnerability still too raw to fully embrace.
Washington, who had been standing quietly at the edge of the conversation, stepped closer, his eyes softening as he regarded Alexander. “You’ve already proven more than most men ever will,” he said quietly. “You’ve fought for this country, for your future, for the family you’ve built. You don’t need to carry the past on your shoulders anymore.”
The words didn’t erase the pain, but they provided something important—an understanding, a recognition of the sacrifices Alexander had made and the burdens he had carried. Eliza, her heart full of compassion, tightened her grip on his arm, silently offering him the strength she had always carried for them both.
The silence that followed was not one of discomfort, but one of shared grief, understanding, and the unspoken vow to help him carry it—no longer alone.
Ask anybody why we livin’ fast and we laugh, reach for a flask
We have to make this moment last, that’s plenty
Scratch that
This is not a moment, it’s the movement
Where all the hungriest brothers with
Something to prove went?
Foes oppose us, we take an honest stand
We roll like Moses, claimin’ our promised land
And? If we win our independence?
Is that a guarantee of freedom for our descendants?
Or will the blood we shed begin an endless
Cycle of vengeance and death with no defendants?
The room fell quiet for a moment, the weight of Alexander's words hanging heavily in the air. General Washington’s sharp gaze bore into him, his expression unreadable as he stood with arms crossed, taking in the young man's response. The fire in Alexander's eyes was unmistakable—a mixture of determination, resolve, and a deep sense of responsibility that seemed far beyond his years. The older man, hardened by years of war and leadership, searched Alexander's face, his own mind momentarily drifting to the future he too had fought for, a future that was now being shaped by men like this young aide.
“You have really thought about the consequences, have you not, Alexander?” Washington’s voice was steady, though there was a subtle edge to it—perhaps a hint of concern beneath his composed exterior. He needed to know if Alexander understood the gravity of his decisions, if he truly comprehended the immense responsibility that came with his ideals and ambitions.
Alexander met his gaze without flinching. His posture, though still bearing the weight of his youth, stood firm—a man made in the image of his beliefs. "Yes, sir," he replied, his voice unwavering, "If I survive this war, I do not want future generations to have to fight further to protect the freedoms our men have died for."
His words were resolute, echoing the deep convictions he had carried with him through every battle, every hardship. The quiet intensity in his eyes told a story of sleepless nights spent drafting pamphlets, writing letters, tirelessly advocating for a future that would be worthy of the sacrifices made. He wasn’t just fighting for freedom in the present—he was fighting for a vision of a better future, a legacy that would protect the generations to come from the very struggles they now faced.
Washington watched him closely, his mind drifting back to his own youth, to the idealism he had once held, the dreams of a nation unburdened by tyranny. But experience had a way of tempering ideals. He had seen too much—too many lives lost, too many promises broken. His gaze softened slightly, the hardened edges of his leadership momentarily giving way to something more paternal. “It’s a noble dream,” he said, his tone carrying a quiet weight, “but be mindful, Alexander, that those who come after us will build their own path. It’s our duty to lay the groundwork, but how they choose to continue will be theirs to decide.” His eyes lingered on Alexander a moment longer, as if weighing the young man’s conviction against the reality that would follow the war.
Alexander nodded again, a flicker of understanding passing over his face. He knew that Washington spoke from experience, from the harsh realities of war and leadership that he had seen up close. But that didn’t dampen his drive—it only fueled it. “I understand, sir,” he said quietly, though there was a fire in his voice that remained unwavering. “But I also believe that we must do everything in our power to ensure that future generations never forget the price of liberty, that they never have to pay it again.”
There was a long pause before Washington spoke again, his voice quieter this time, tinged with something like admiration. “I do not doubt your passion, Alexander. I never have. Just remember that the path ahead will be long, and not all battles are fought on the battlefield.”
Alexander stood straighter at those words, as if some invisible weight had been lifted from his shoulders. He had always known that freedom wasn’t something easily won—it was something that had to be continually protected. But hearing Washington’s acknowledgment of his vision made it feel more real, more attainable. He wasn’t just fighting for a cause; he was fighting for a future, one that would endure long after the last gunshot was fired.
The other men in the room, who had been quietly listening to the exchange, shared looks among themselves—some nodding in quiet approval, others with expressions of quiet contemplation. It was clear to all that Alexander had already become more than just a soldier; he was a man with a vision, one that would shape the future of the nation they were all struggling to build.
Washington gave a slow nod, his lips pressing together in thought. “Then we have much work ahead of us. But if anyone can make that vision a reality, Alexander, it’s you.”
And though Washington did not voice it aloud, a part of him believed that Alexander’s words might just be the spark needed to light the way for the new nation. The torch had been passed, not from one general to another, but from one dreamer to the next.
I know the action in the street is excitin’
But Jesus, between all the bleedin’ ‘n fightin’
I’ve been readin’ ‘n writin’
We need to handle our financial situation
The music faltered as Jefferson's voice broke through, interrupting the flow of the performance. His tone was sharp, incredulous, as he directed his question toward Hamilton, the words tumbling out before he could stop himself. "Hamilton, you were already thinking of the financial situation before the war was done?" His eyebrows arched in disbelief, as if the very notion of planning for the financial future of the nation before the battle had even been won seemed not only premature but reckless.
The room fell into a brief, stunned silence, the tension palpable. All eyes shifted to Hamilton, who was seated across from Jefferson, his expression calm yet resolute. Without missing a beat, Hamilton met Jefferson’s gaze, unfazed by the interruption, and his voice was firm as he answered. "Of course, if we are not financially strong, the nation we are creating will fall at our first hurdle," he replied, his words punctuated with quiet confidence.
There was an edge to Hamilton's tone, an unwavering belief that the future of the nation couldn’t rest solely on military victories or political ideals—it had to be backed by a solid financial foundation. His eyes never left Jefferson’s, and the weight of his words hung in the air, challenging not just Jefferson but anyone who might question his foresight. The importance of economic stability had always been at the forefront of Hamilton’s mind, even in the heat of battle. He knew better than anyone that an unstable economy would mean an unstable nation, and that was a fate he refused to let them fall into.
Jefferson's lips curled into a tight, almost amused smile, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “And you think this is the time for such plans? Before we’ve even secured peace? Your obsession with financials seems to overlook the very essence of what we’re fighting for. We fight for liberty, for independence, not for a ledger of debts and balances!”
Hamilton's jaw tightened, but he held his ground, unshaken by Jefferson's sarcasm. "And liberty, my friend, requires a functioning government, a stable economy, and a means to fund that government. Without that, all the ideals we fight for will amount to nothing. A government unable to pay its debts will not be able to protect its citizens or uphold the freedoms we've fought so hard to win. And we are in our timeline are under no certainty that we shall win although your presence gives me some hope."
The room seemed to hum with the weight of their argument, the words hanging in the air like a challenge. While the others observed in silence, there was a palpable sense of division—each man in the room knew that this ideological clash between Hamilton and Jefferson was more than just about finance or policy; it was about their visions for the future of the nation, and the principles that would shape its foundation.
Eliza, seated nearby, exchanged a glance with Angelica, who raised an eyebrow in amusement at the familiar back-and-forth between the two men. Though they were often allies in the struggle for freedom, Hamilton and Jefferson’s differing worldviews had become a constant source of tension. Angelica leaned closer to her sister, her voice low but tinged with the faintest bit of teasing. "Here we go again," she murmured, the corner of her lips curling into a knowing smirk.
Eliza sighed softly, her fingers absently brushing over the fabric of her dress as she watched the two men spar. “They’ll never agree, will they?” she said, more to herself than anyone else.
Meanwhile, Washington, ever the figure of authority in moments like this, watched the exchange quietly. His face remained unreadable, but the slight narrowing of his eyes hinted at his own internal thoughts on the matter. He had always respected Hamilton’s vision and his drive, but he knew that such focus on financial matters could sometimes cloud the broader mission. Still, he was no stranger to the reality that a fledgling nation needed more than just ideals—it needed practicality.
At that moment, Lafayette, who had been watching the back-and-forth with a bemused expression, chuckled softly under his breath. “You two… you’re like old married men,” he muttered in French, drawing a brief laugh from Mulligan, who nodded in agreement. Even amidst the tension, their camaraderie remained a constant, a thread that kept the room from descending into outright discord.
Hamilton, sensing the shift in the room’s mood, turned his attention back to Jefferson, his tone more measured now, though still unwavering. "If we are to build something that lasts, we cannot afford to be short-sighted. The revolution may have if successful given us our independence, but it is the strength of our financial systems that will ensure that independence endures. If we do not lay the proper groundwork now, all our victories, all our sacrifices, will be for nothing."
Jefferson, though still visibly skeptical, seemed to consider Hamilton’s words more carefully now. The room settled back into a tense quiet, each man digesting the reality that their struggles were not only for freedom and independence but for the future they would leave behind—a future that would require more than just strength on the battlefield. Hamilton’s unwavering belief in the importance of a solid financial foundation had just made it clear that, in his mind, the revolution was far from over—it was merely entering a new phase, one that would demand as much skill in governance as it had in war.
Are we a nation of states? What’s the state of our nation?
I’m past patiently waitin’. I’m passionately
Smashin’ every expectation
Every action’s an act of creation!
I’m laughin’ in the face of casualties and sorrow
For the first time, I’m thinkin’ past tomorrow
Eliza and John both turned to look at Alexander, their eyes meeting his with an unspoken understanding. For a brief moment, the weight of the tension in the room seemed to lift, replaced by a soft, collective exhale. There was something in the lyrics, in the sentiment expressed, that seemed to soothe the fear and uncertainty that had been gnawing at their hearts.
Eliza’s expression softened, the tightness in her chest finally easing as she looked at her husband, her hand instinctively finding his. The words had reached her, had spoken to the parts of her heart that had been afraid of losing him—afraid of the sacrifices that would cost him more than he could bear. In that moment, it was as if the promise of something more, something beyond the chaos of war and sacrifice, had found its way into the music. The lyric spoke of perseverance, of hope for the future, and of a vision that transcended their immediate struggles.
John, mirrored Eliza's expression, a quiet smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. He had always known the depth of Alexander's heart, but sometimes it took moments like this to remind him of the resilience that lay beneath the surface—resilience not just for the cause, but for the people he loved. The weight of Alexander’s responsibility, of the burdens he carried, had never been lost on John, but in this instant, he saw a glimpse of something lighter. A reminder that despite the darkness surrounding them, there was still room for hope and connection.
Alexander, feeling the warmth of their gazes, turned his own eyes to meet theirs, a faint trace of vulnerability flickering behind his usual composure. For a moment, the resolute, driven man that he had always been seemed to soften, and in his eyes, Eliza and John saw the echo of the same fear they had carried with them—fear of loss, of failure, of not being enough. But the relief in their expressions, the understanding between them, reassured him that he was not alone in this.
The lyric had done what words so often failed to do—it had given them a shared sense of peace, of trust in the future, even when that future was uncertain. In that brief, fleeting moment, they allowed themselves to believe that perhaps, just perhaps, they could weather this storm together.
Eliza gave a small, relieved smile, squeezing Alexander’s hand gently, her thumb brushing over the back of his hand in a silent promise. John, standing at her side, nodded in agreement, offering his quiet support as well. The music had not just soothed their fears for the moment—it had reassured them that whatever lay ahead, they would face it together, bound by love, loyalty, and the unshakable bond they shared
[HAMILTON AND COMPANY]
And I am not throwing away my shot
I am not throwing away my shot
Hey yo, I’m just like my country
I’m young, scrappy and hungry
And I’m not throwing away my shot
[HAMILTON/LAURENS/
LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN]
We’re gonna rise up! Time to take a shot!
We’re gonna rise up! Time to take a shot!
We’re gonna
[HAMILTON]
Time to take a shot!
[HAMILTON/LAFAYETTE/
LAURENS/MULLIGAN]
Time to take a shot!
Time to take a shot!
Take a shot!
Shot!
Shot!
A-yo it’s
Time to take a shot!
Time to take a shot!
And I am—
[ENSEMBLE]
Not throwing away my shot
Not throwing away my shot
We’re gonna
Rise up!
Rise up!
Rise up!
Rise up!
Rise up!
Rise up!
Ri— ri— ri—
Time to take a shot!
Time to take a shot!
And I am—
[HAMILTON/LAFAYETTE/MULLIGAN/LAURENS]
Not throwin’ away my—
[COMPANY]
Not throwin’ away my shot!
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Chapter 5: The Story of Tonight
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The group seemed to settle into a quieter rhythm as the pace of the music slowed. The notes, softer and more introspective, echoed through the room, creating a stark contrast to the frenetic energy of the songs that had played before. Washington, who had been standing, now retook his seat beside Alex and John, his expression reflective as he listened. “This song seems much calmer than the previous,” he remarked, his voice low but clear.
The others around the room, who had been moving restlessly moments before, now sat in hushed silence, each of them feeling the weight of the change. They all nodded in agreement, as the tension in the air seemed to ease, if only for a moment. The melody carried an almost mournful quality, a sense of anticipation, as if hinting at what was to come.
Angelica, who had been deep in thought, broke the quiet with a voice that carried a heaviness born of knowing too much. “The calm before the storm of war…” she said, her words slicing through the peace, making the others sit up straighter. Her tone was thick with the gravity of the situation, her eyes distant as if she could already hear the thunder of conflict on the horizon. Her observation struck a chord with the group; it wasn’t just the music that felt like a prelude, but everything around them—moments of peace now laced with the undeniable knowledge that it wouldn’t last.
The room seemed to hold its breath, the soft music now a backdrop to the undercurrent of looming uncertainty that none of them could shake. Everyone knew that whatever was coming, it was going to change everything.
[HAMILTON]
I may not live to see our glory
Washington’s gaze settled on Alexander, his expression a mixture of fatherly concern and unwavering resolve. “You will, Alexander, we all will,” he said, his voice firm but carrying an undertone of deep determination. He had seen so much, endured so much, but one thing had remained constant in his heart: his desire to protect those he had come to view as his own. Alexander, with all his ambition and brilliance, had become like a son to him over time. Washington had been through battles, through loss, but this war—this battle for their future—was different. He would not let it consume the younger man. Not if he could help it.
Alexander, however, wasn’t so certain. His brows furrowed as he shook his head slightly, his voice low but carrying a sharp edge of doubt. “You cannot promise that, sir,” he said, his words tinged with uncertainty. "We do not know what our future holds." The weight of the unknown hung heavily on his shoulders. He paused, his thoughts drifting back to the music they had just heard—the haunting melody that had carried a sense of foreboding with it. The lyrics of the first song still echoed in his mind, the warnings of death and loss ringing loud and clear. Alexander felt as though they were standing on the edge of an abyss, the darkness below ready to swallow them whole.
His voice trailed off as the song's ominous tone lingered in the air. The lyrics had been a stark reminder of the fragility of their lives, and Alexander couldn’t shake the fear that they were hurtling toward something they couldn't control or escape. The group, who had been listening intently, now felt the weight of his words. The atmosphere shifted, the tension returning as the reality of their situation began to settle back in.
Lafayette, who had been quietly reflecting, spoke next, his voice carrying the same sense of unease. “John…” He hesitated, as though speaking the name aloud was bringing back painful memories of a loss they all feared might soon be repeated. His eyes darted to the others, silently asking if they shared the same unspoken fear—the idea that the casualties of this war would not just be numbers in a report, but people they held dear.
But before anyone could respond, Eliza’s voice cut through the air, cracking with emotion. “Phillip!” she cried, her hands gripping at the boys hands as though trying to steady herself against the rising tide of grief. The rememberance of what had been revealed hitting her hard once more.
The music, once soft and soothing, now felt like a cruel reflection of the harsh reality they all faced. It was as though it had shifted from a moment of peace into a warning, a reminder of what could be lost in the days to come. The group sat in silence, the words unspoken but understood between them all: they were standing on the edge of something bigger than any of them had ever imagined, and the price of victory might be more than they were willing to pay.
[LAURENS, MULLIGAN, & LAFAYETTE]
I may not live to see our glory
[HAMILTON]
But I will gladly join the fight
[LAURENS, MULLIGAN, & LAFAYETTE]
But I will gladly join the fight
Washington shook his head, a deep sadness in his eyes as he listened to the eager declarations of the young men around him. He could not bear the thought of them—still so full of life, so full of promise—laying down their lives in the name of war. They were barely beginning to live, and yet they were so willing to throw it all away. A pang of protectiveness surged within him, and he made a quiet vow to himself. I will do whatever I can —he swore in the depths of his heart— to ensure they do not have to lose the lives they’ve barely begun to live. He would not allow them to suffer the same fate as so many young men he had seen before, their potential snuffed out before their time.
[HAMILTON]
And when our children tell our story
Phillip turned his head slowly, his eyes locking with the gaze of the man who’s eyes he shared. There was a weight to his expression, something both solemn and resolute. “I did, Pops,” he said, his voice steady but tinged with an undertone of something deeper, something unspoken. “We all did. We all will, and we’ll continue to do. I promise to uphold your legacy…” He paused, his throat constricting for a moment as he swallowed hard, as if the weight of the promise he was making was too much to bear all at once. “…No matter the cost.”
The words hung in the air like a heavy cloud, and for a moment, the room was silent, the gravity of the promise settling over everyone. Alexander, who had been watching the young man, felt a knot form in his chest. He couldn’t help but feel both proud and horrified by the weight of Phillip’s words. “What do you mean, Phillip?” he asked, his tone quiet, almost unsure, as if afraid to fully comprehend the depth of what was being said.
For a long moment, there was no response, only the thick silence of the room. Then, suddenly, the thought hit Alexander with terrifying clarity. “No!” he blurted out, his voice rising with a frantic urgency. His heart began to race, and he took a step forward, his eyes wide with disbelief. “Phillip, please… do not say you lost your life defending me!” The thought was too unbearable, the idea of someone so young, so full of potential, giving it all up for him—for his mistakes, his choices.
Phillip’s gaze never wavered, even as he spoke with quiet conviction. “He disparaged your legacy. I could not let that stand,” he said, his voice steady, yet filled with the same fierce loyalty that had driven him to this moment. He had already made the choice—he had given his word, and he would see it through, no matter what.
But Alexander’s heart clenched at the words, the weight of them almost suffocating. “No, Phillip,” he said, his voice thick with emotion, trembling with a depth of feeling he could no longer contain. “Do not lose your own life protecting me from mistakes I will undoubtedly have made!” His hands clenched into fists at his sides, and he fought to keep his composure, but the rawness in his voice betrayed him. "This is my fight, my burden. You shouldn't have to carry it for me."
There was a long pause, filled only with the sound of their breathing, the air thick with the pain of what was being said. The thought of Phillip sacrificing his life for him, of this young man—still so much a part of his own future—putting everything on the line, shattered Alexander's heart in ways he couldn’t put into words. The promise, the loyalty, the love in Phillip’s eyes—he couldn’t bear it. Not like this.
Phillip's expression softened, but the resolve in his eyes never wavered. He understood the weight of Alexander’s words, but in his heart, he knew this was the choice he had made. And he would not turn back.
Inhalign deeply he looked to his parents, “I will avoid the bullet, I promise you that. I cannot back down but I will not die”
[LAURENS, MULLIGAN, & LAFAYETTE]
And when our children tell our story
[HAMILTON]
They’ll tell the story of tonight
[MULLIGAN]
Let’s have another round tonight
[LAFAYETTE]
Let’s have another round tonight
[HAMILTON]
Let’s have another round tonight
Burr’s sharp gaze swept over the group, his eyes narrowing as he observed their jovial demeanor. He had never quite understood their carefree spirit, the easy way they laughed and joked despite the gravity of the situation looming over them. The weight of impending war seemed to be handled with a kind of casualness that unsettled him, as if they were unaware of the true costs that lay ahead. He crossed his arms, an eyebrow cocked in skepticism. “How many rounds have you had so far?” he asked, his voice laced with an edge of criticism. “It seems to have been more than enough.”
Lafayette, who had been leaning back in his chair with a relaxed air, his fingers tracing the rim of his glass, met Burr’s gaze with a smirk that was more playful than dismissive. He tilted his head slightly, his thick French accent carrying a note of amusement. “Burr,” he drawled, his tone dripping with a mixture of teasing and defiance, “we were having some fun before the war.” He leaned in a little, his eyes twinkling with a knowing light. “Unlike you, we were ready to die for the cause.”
There was a slight edge to Lafayette’s words, a challenge that hung in the air between them. The Frenchman’s manner was lighthearted, but there was a deeper truth beneath his words. He had fought alongside many, bled with them, and he carried the scars of a revolution already fought. To him, the promise of freedom was something worth laying down his life for—and if that meant finding joy in moments like this, before the storm of war broke, then so be it.
Burr’s lips pressed into a thin line, and though he didn’t respond immediately, the tension between them was palpable. He didn’t share Lafayette’s optimism, nor his readiness to embrace the chaotic blend of camaraderie and rebellion that the young men so easily indulged in. For Burr, every glass of liquor he watched their on stage counterparts take seemed to blur the line between survival and reckless abandon.
[LAURENS]
Raise a glass to freedom
Something they can never take away
No matter what they tell you
Raise a glass to the four of us
“C’est très beau!” Lafayette exclaimed, his voice bright as he looked around at his friends, the warmth of their contentness in the room washing over him. The soft flicker of light danced across the walls, casting long shadows that seemed to soften the weight of the war that loomed over them. There was a rare, fleeting moment of peace in the air—a tranquility that Lafayette, despite his many battles and hardships, couldn't help but savor. The faces of his friends were illuminated with the kind of light that only moments like this could bring, the kind that made the impending storm of revolution feel distant and uncertain. He drank in the scene both on the screen and in the room—the camaraderie, the connection, the unity—and for a second, everything seemed very beautiful.
“Oui, je suis d’accord…” Alexander murmured in response, his voice soft, almost lost in the hum of conversation around them. It was a rare, fleeting moment where his words seemed to carry more weight than the simple agreement they seemed to express. His tone, laced with memories of a time long past, echoed through the quiet space, unnoticed by most but not by Lafayette.
Lafayette, ever keen, looked sharply at his friend, his eyes widening with surprise. “Alexander! You never mentioned you could speak French, mon ami!” His voice carried a note of both curiosity and mild amusement, as though he had just uncovered a hidden layer of the man before him. It was rare for Lafayette to find something about Alexander that was a mystery to him, and the discovery felt oddly like a small victory.
Alexander, feeling the gaze upon him, simply shrugged slightly, his shoulders lifting in a casual gesture that betrayed a hint of discomfort. “I—it never came up, Laf,” he muttered, his words trailing off. There was a quiet self-consciousness in his response, as if the thought of sharing this piece of himself had never seemed relevant until now.
The Frenchman’s expression shifted, his usual boldness giving way to something softer, almost dejected. “But mon ami, how did you learn?” he asked, his voice tinged with genuine curiosity. Lafayette was used to being the one who introduced new ideas and experiences to his friends, but this felt different. This was a part of Alexander’s history, something personal and untold, and it tugged at Lafayette’s heart to know he hadn’t known this about the man he considered a brother.
Alexander’s lips curled into a small, bittersweet smile, one that seemed to carry the weight of years gone by. His eyes grew distant for a moment, as if he was far away, back in a time when things were simpler, even though his life had always been complicated. “My mother, on Nevis,” he said quietly, his voice thick with memory. “French and English were the most widely spoken there... I learned from her.” His words hung in the air, heavy with the implications of a childhood he rarely spoke of—of a mother, a place, a time before the revolution, before the pain of loss had hardened his heart. Lafayette’s eyes softened with understanding, realizing that this was more than just a language Alexander had learned—it was a link to the only positive of a past that shaped the man before him.
[LAURENS, MULLIGAN]
Tomorrow there’ll be more of us
The men all smiled, the memory of those early days of the revolution flooding their minds. It was a time of raw energy, when the air itself seemed to crackle with anticipation. As the cause began to take shape and the call to action grew louder, it wasn’t just the seasoned soldiers or the established leaders who stepped forward. No, it was a wave of new faces—everyday men, young and old, who suddenly found themselves swept up in the fervor of revolution.
There had been a moment when everything changed, when the world shifted and the fight for freedom became something they could no longer sit on the sidelines and watch. It wasn’t just about grand speeches or battles in the distance; it was about the men they had known their whole lives—neighbors, cousins, brothers—who, without hesitation, had put aside their lives and enlisted. There had been something contagious about the passion of those first moments. The people they saw around them, ordinary men with no formal military training, but with hearts burning with the desire for change, had made the decision to stand up, to fight for the freedom they believed was theirs by right.
As the memory swept over them, the men couldn’t help but laugh softly, remembering the camaraderie that had sprung up so quickly. There had been no time for formalities, no time for hesitation. The revolution had needed every hand it could get, and so many had answered the call—many of them without knowing exactly what they were walking into. Yet, they came with a fire in their hearts, driven by something more powerful than fear. A sense of urgency, of history unfolding before their eyes. They were part of something bigger than themselves, something they could not ignore.
[LAURENS, MULLIGAN, & LAFAYETTE]
Telling the story of tonight
[HAMILTON]
They’ll tell the story of tonight
[MULLIGAN, LAURENS, & LAFAYETTE]
Raise a glass to freedom
Something they can never take away
[HAMILTON]
No matter what they tell you
[MULLIGAN & LAFAYETTE]
Let’s have another round tonight
[LAURENS]
Raise a glass to the four of us
[MULLIGAN, LAURENS, & LAFAYETTE]
Tomorrow there’ll be more of us
[HAMILTON & LAURENS]
Telling the story of tonight
[MULLIGAN & LAFAYETTE]
Let’s have another round tonight
[HAMILTON, LAURENS, ENSEMBLE]
They’ll tell the story of tonight
[LAFAYETTE, MULLIGAN, ENSEMBLE]
Raise a glass to freedom
[HAMILTON, LAURENS, ENSEMBLE]
They’ll tell the story of tonight
[LAFAYETTE, MULLIGAN, ENSEMBLE]
Raise a glass to freedom
[HAMILTON, LAURENS, ENSEMBLE]
They’ll tell the story of tonight
[LAFAYETTE, MULLIGAN, ENSEMBLE]
They’ll tell the story of
[COMPANY]
Tonight
The room fell into a hushed stillness as the final notes of the song echoed, leaving a lingering sense of reverence in the air. The music had settled into the very bones of those present, the somber beauty of it all hanging over them like a veil. "That was sweet," Eliza remarked softly, her voice almost a whisper, as if speaking too loudly might disturb the delicate atmosphere. Her eyes were still reflecting the last traces of the song's emotion, and there was a warmth in her gaze that made the moment feel even more intimate. "And rather inspirational," she added, her smile directed toward the group of men whose onstage counterparts had just performed, their voices having carried something profoundly stirring.
Peggy, always with a lightness in her tone, nodded in agreement, her smile wide. “I agree, it really was something,” she added, her voice filled with admiration. She couldn’t help but smile at the whole spectacle—how something so simple, a song performed by a group of passionate individuals, could bring them all together in a moment of shared understanding.
But it was Angelica, ever the keen observer, who broke the silence next, her laugh a soft, knowing sound. “Alexander, I do not think your bond with John was seen as particularly discreet or non-forthcoming in the future,” she remarked, her voice light but laced with a teasing edge. Her eyes sparkled with a mixture of mischief and insight, and for a moment, it was as if she were seeing far more than just the physical connection between her brother in law and his companion on stage. She understood the emotions in the room—those that were not spoken, yet felt all the more deeply.
Alexander, who had been sitting with his head resting against John's shoulder, jumped slightly at her words. His face flushed with a sudden heat as he straightened up, clearing his throat in a flurry of unease. “Angelica! I do not know what you mean?!” His voice was a little too high-pitched, and the embarrassment in his eyes was unmistakable. The blush on his cheeks deepened, and for a moment, he couldn’t quite meet anyone’s gaze. It was clear that the casual intimacy they had shared in their moment of repose was now painfully obvious to all, and Alexander felt himself scrambling for a way to smooth over the awkwardness.
Angelica simply raised an eyebrow, her smirk widening. “It is rather obvious of what I speak, no?” She leaned back slightly in her chair, her eyes glinting with amusement as she watched her brother in law squirm. "I am certain those in this room will not use it against either of you to cause any harm, and for those of which I am not certain, the voice has already assured will have their memories wiped of all mention.” Her words carried a sense of assurance, an almost playful confidence that only made Alexander's discomfort worse. She knew better than anyone that her sharp observations were often spot on, and she was now letting him know it, unmercifully.
Alexander’s eyes darted around the room, and his gaze lingered longest on Washington, who sat across from him. His heart skipped a beat as he silently searched his face for any sign of judgment. Washington had always been a steady and unwavering presence in his life, a mentor and father figure. But now, as the weight of Angelica’s words hung in the air, Alexander’s concern was palpable. “I would never hold your heart against you. Along with your brain, it is your biggest strength,” Washington assured him, his tone calm and warm, a promise that there would be no condemnation here. The room seemed to exhale collectively, the tension in Alexander’s chest easing with Washington's reassuring words.
It was Eliza, ever perceptive and in tune with the dynamics around her, who broke the moment’s tension with her own remark. “Did you not see the way the actors were looking at each other?” she asked, her eyes gleaming with a knowing spark. There was something in her gaze, an understanding that John couldn't quite place but that made his pulse quicken. It was the way she looked at the two men, her gaze flitting between them, filled with a mixture of fondness and an insight that left John feeling slightly out of place, yet strangely drawn to the idea of what she could see.
Alexander’s face immediately flushed again, the warmth spreading across his features as he avoided looking directly at either Eliza or Angelica. He nodded quickly in response to Eliza’s question, keeping silent otherwise, his mind swirling with thoughts of the unspoken connection that had been so plainly displayed in front of everyone. The song, the closeness—those who had seen it understood more than he had expected. Yet, despite the embarrassment that clung to him now, there was a quiet part of him that felt… understood.
The silence that had settled over the group was thick, almost tangible, as the weight of the conversation hung in the air. The room seemed suspended in a moment of quiet reflection, each of them lost in their own thoughts or the unspoken connections they had just witnessed. It was a delicate peace, one that felt like a brief respite before something else—something unspoken—would stir once more.
But just as the stillness began to settle into a comfortable quiet, the sound of the voice reverberated suddenly from above, breaking through the calm like a sudden gust of wind. Its deep, omnipresent tone seemed to fill the entire space, drawing everyone’s attention instantly. The voice had an uncanny ability to disrupt the moment, though it wasn’t necessarily unwelcome. It was as if the room itself recognized the need for the next step, the next shift.
“I believe it may be a beneficial opportunity, Alexander,” the voice began, its cadence slow and deliberate, “for you to join John and Eliza in the room to your right. There, you may have a private discussion.” The words felt heavy, purposeful, and though the voice was neutral, there was a sense of inevitability in its direction. It wasn't just a suggestion—it was a directive, one that hinted at a conversation that needed to be had away from prying ears, one that would require a space of solitude and openness.
The voice continued, almost casually, as if the next steps had already been decided. “The others may ask any questions they have, visit the restroom, or have any refreshments they please,” it said, offering permission for the group to disperse, to enjoy what little freedom they had before the true conversation began. There was a strange sense of relief in its tone, a subtle acknowledgment of the choices laid out before them. It was almost as if the voice was providing a chance for everyone to catch their breath before the next round of revelations or decisions would come into play.
Alexander blinked, his gaze flickering to John and Eliza before returning to the space above him, where the voice had once again retreated, its presence lingering even after the words had faded. The shift in the atmosphere was palpable. The lightheartedness of the earlier conversation had dissipated, replaced by a quiet understanding that something significant was about to unfold. The invitation was clear—he had a role to play in this next step, and it was one that would involve both his closest confidants and perhaps his most private thoughts.
As the others processed the voice’s words, they began to stir, each person shifting in their seats, some standing to stretch or make their way toward the refreshments that had been offered. But no one spoke immediately, the tension still thick in the air, and it was clear that while the room was free to scatter, the weight of the conversation ahead was not something anyone could easily shake off.
John’s gaze met Alexander’s, an unspoken understanding passing between them. Eliza, ever perceptive, gave a small, reassuring smile. She wasn’t sure what lay ahead in that room to the right, but she knew that whatever it was, it would be important for them both. There was a sense of finality in the air now, a quiet acknowledgment that the time for subtlety and indirect conversations had passed. It was time for something more real, more intimate. And as Alexander stood slowly, the air around him felt heavier, the steps toward the other room seeming to draw him deeper into something much more profound than he had anticipated.
The others were left to their own devices for the moment, the hum of conversation starting to drift back into the room as they milled about. But for Alexander, the pull of what was next was undeniable. He glanced once more at his friends, a small but resolute nod acknowledging their presence, and then, with a final breath, walked toward the door leading into the room to his right.
The room was abuzz with conversation as the three—Alexander, John, and Eliza—left, their departure leaving a gap in the atmosphere that seemed to heighten the curiosity of everyone remaining. The group exchanged glances, some leaning in to quietly discuss their thoughts, others simply watching the door through which the trio had exited. The air was thick with unasked questions, each person in the room holding onto their own thoughts about what had just transpired. The tension from the private conversation that had just begun lingered, and for a moment, it felt like the world outside had stopped moving entirely, all focus drawn to the unfolding moment.
The quiet hum of whispered conversations gradually died down as they settled back into their seats. It was as if some unspoken signal had passed between them, a recognition that the air was about to change once more. The silence that followed was almost expectant, and it wasn’t long before the voice reverberated from above again, its familiar tone breaking through the stillness with authority. “Are there any questions you would like an answer for?” The voice seemed to hang in the air, as if daring them to ask, to seek clarification on whatever lingering doubts or concerns they might have.
Angelica, ever sharp and inquisitive, was the first to speak up, her voice tinged with both curiosity and caution. “What exactly is happening to them in that room? Why were they chosen for this... private discussion?” Her question was direct, and though there was a slight teasing quality to her words, it was clear that she, too, was trying to understand the purpose behind this moment of separation. She had her suspicions, but she knew better than to jump to conclusions. There was always more beneath the surface, and she wanted to know the full truth.
Before the voice could respond, Washington leaned forward, his hands clasped on the table before him, his voice steady but filled with concern. “I understand the need for privacy, but I must ask—what is the nature of the decisions that lie ahead for Alexander? What will he face once this conversation concludes?” His tone was serious, the weight of his question heavy with the responsibility he carried not only for Alexander, but for all those involved in the cause. Washington’s role had always been to guide, to protect, but even he wasn’t certain what kind of path this would set them on.
Lafayette, sitting next to Washington, looked over at him briefly before turning his gaze toward the space above them, his own question filled with both hope and concern. “And what of our own roles in this? What is expected of us in the coming days? Will we have a part to play, or is this something that we must allow them to carry on alone?” His question was more about their place in the larger story unfolding, his loyalty to the cause making him seek clarity. Lafayette had always been ready to march forward, to fight alongside his friends and comrades, but now he wondered if the time for action had shifted, if the next chapter of their journey would involve a different kind of commitment.
Madison, who had been quiet until now, his brow furrowed in thought, looked up from his hands and addressed the voice in a way that seemed both respectful and wary. “Is this decision set in stone? Are there no alternatives? What choices are left to us, if any?” Madison’s voice carried a sense of measured intellect. He was the one who often saw things from a logical perspective, calculating the options available. But even he understood that in this revolution, decisions could be as fluid as the wind—and that sometimes, no matter how much one tried to sway it, the course was already set.
The room fell quiet after each of them had spoken, all eyes trained on the space above them, waiting for the voice to provide its answers. The tension was thick in the air, a mixture of anticipation and uncertainty. They had asked the questions that had been plaguing their minds, the ones that seemed too complex or dangerous to voice aloud before. And now, they would have to wait for whatever truth the voice would provide in return.
The voice lingered for a moment, as though carefully considering each question, and then it spoke again, its tone as measured and composed as ever, yet carrying an undertone of something deeper—something they had yet to fully grasp.
“Angelica,” the voice began, acknowledging her first, “The room you speak of is designed to offer a space of clarity for those involved. It is a moment of reflection, where decisions that will shape the future are discussed. It is not a matter of secrecy, but of necessity. The three in question have reached a crossroads, and it is for them alone to face what lies ahead. What is shared in that room will shape the course of their paths.”
The voice then turned to Washington’s question. “As for Alexander’s future,” it continued, its tone shifting ever so slightly, “he is not alone in this. Every decision made affects each of you, but there are times when one must walk a path with little guidance from others. The nature of his journey is his to navigate. What he will face is unknown even to him, but it is a trial that will define him. And you, Washington, will continue to be his anchor. Your guidance will never falter.” There was an unspoken assurance in the voice, an understanding that Washington’s leadership would be vital, even if the course ahead was uncertain.
Lafayette’s question was answered next. “Your roles are not yet complete. But as with any revolution, there will be moments where action is required—and moments where restraint is just as important. Your place is not one of passive waiting. You must remain vigilant, ever ready to act when the time comes. But understand that not all battles are fought with swords and muskets.” The voice’s words carried a sense of calm resolve, hinting that their purpose would be revealed in time, and it was not something that could be rushed.
Finally, Madison’s question was addressed. “The decisions before you are not set in stone, no. But understand that time is a commodity none of you have in abundance. Choices remain, but they are narrowing. The road ahead is less about altering course and more about making peace with the path you have chosen.” The voice paused for a moment, as if letting the gravity of those words settle in. “There are always alternatives, but at times, the only real option is to walk forward with courage, knowing that what you leave behind will shape your future.”
With that, the room was once again filled with silence, the weight of the answers settling in the minds of each individual. The questions had been asked, and while some of the answers were comforting, others were laced with an unsettling truth—their futures, their choices, were still hanging in the balance. What came next would depend on them all, but most of all, on the three who had left the room to the right. The next chapter of their shared story was being written, one decision at a time.
The silence that followed the voice’s initial response was thick, but the questions didn’t stop. There was still so much left unsaid, so much uncertainty clouding their minds. They knew this moment was pivotal, one that could alter the course of their lives, and perhaps even the revolution itself.
Angelica was the first to break the silence again, her brow furrowed as she spoke with the sharpness of someone who had lived through difficult choices before. “What role does fate play in all of this? How much of what’s happening is destined, and how much is in our hands to shape?” Her question was more philosophical, probing the balance between free will and the inevitable forces that seemed to shape their world. She had always wondered if they were steering their own ships or if they were simply drifting, caught in a tide beyond their control.
The voice answered without hesitation, its tone calm yet introspective. “Fate, in this instance, is not an unmovable force. It is an undercurrent, but one that is shaped by the choices you make. Destiny is malleable—your hands are not bound. But be warned, the decisions you make now ripple through time, and once set in motion, they cannot always be undone. The future is a thread woven from both intention and consequence.”
Washington’s deep voice followed, his questions always measured, but heavy with the weight of responsibility. “If the future is shaped by our choices, what should we prioritize now? What is the most important thing for us to focus on?” His eyes were intense as he spoke, the ever-present leader asking what he believed was the most pressing question. He knew how much rested on their shoulders, how each step they took would affect not just them, but the lives of thousands, perhaps millions.
The voice responded with quiet clarity, as though it had anticipated this query. “Focus on unity, General. The strength of your bond with those around you will be the cornerstone of what follows. The cause itself is vital, but it is the people who drive it forward. Protect them, guide them, and never lose sight of the heart of the cause—freedom for all. It is the ties you build now, the trust you place in each other, that will give you the strength to face what is to come.”
Lafayette, ever the idealist, leaned forward, his hands clasped together as he spoke, voice filled with a mixture of hope and resolve. “And when the war comes to an end, what will be left for us? What do we fight for, if not only the freedom of this land, but for the generations that will follow?” Lafayette had always believed in a better future, one where their sacrifices would create something far more enduring than their struggle. It wasn’t just about winning—it was about what they would leave behind.
The voice’s answer came slowly, measured, but filled with promise. “When the war ends, it will not be the end of your struggle, but the beginning of a new chapter. What you fight for now will echo in the lives of those who come after you, in the very ideals upon which this nation will be built. You fight for freedom, for opportunity, for the chance to create something lasting. What you build with your actions, your words, will become the foundation upon which future generations stand. They will carry forward the lessons of your sacrifices, and they will know the price of liberty.”
Madison, always the pragmatist, spoke next, his voice calm yet tinged with the weariness of someone who had seen the complexities of revolution. “What happens when we are no longer able to hold this together? When the strength we have now falters?” His question was one of fear and reality—what happened when the revolution, which had been driven by hope, began to crack under the pressure of the weight they bore?
The voice responded, its tone unchanging, but perhaps offering a slight comfort. “You will falter, yes. All movements do. But the strength you have now is not yours alone. It is the strength of the people you fight alongside, the will of those who believe in what you are creating. When you falter, they will carry you. And when they falter, you will carry them. This revolution is not the work of a few—it is the work of many, and it will endure because it is built upon the collective effort of all. When individual strength fades, the power of the cause remains.”
Lafayette glanced at Washington before asking his next question, a quiet but deeply felt inquiry. “What happens when the people we’ve trusted, the ones who have fought beside us, no longer share our vision? What happens when our comrades choose different paths?” Lafayette’s words were not meant to accuse, but to understand the possibility of division—a fear that had lingered with him ever since the revolution’s early days.
The voice’s response was heavy, carrying a certain sadness with it. “Division is inevitable, especially when the cost of the cause is so high. People change, circumstances change, and sometimes, even the strongest bonds can be tested. But understand this—those who stray from the vision, those who lose sight of the purpose, will find their own path. Their journey will not be yours, but their choices are part of the larger tapestry. The vision you hold will remain with you, and the strength to fight for it must come from within. Do not mourn the choices of others, but stay true to your own.”
Angelica’s voice cut through the tension again, soft but filled with intent. “And what of those who oppose us? What of the ones who wish to see us fail? How do we deal with them without losing our own integrity?” Her question was one that had haunted many of them. How could they stand tall, remain righteous, in the face of enemies who would do anything to destroy them? Could they stay true to their morals when the stakes were so high?
The voice answered with quiet certainty. “The enemy will always try to sow division, to erode your integrity. But it is your choices that will define you. To fight for freedom is to choose a path of righteousness, even when it is difficult. In dealing with those who oppose you, do not lose sight of the principles that drive you. Do not stoop to their level. Your integrity is your greatest weapon. In the end, it will be the force that carries you through, when everything else seems to falter.”
The voice fell silent once again, leaving the room to process the answers, the weight of each response sinking in. Every question asked had opened up more layers of understanding, more threads of possibility. There were no easy answers, no clear-cut paths ahead—but in the face of uncertainty, they had been given something to hold onto: unity, integrity, and the collective strength of those who shared this journey with them.
As the last echoes of the voice faded into silence, the air in the room seemed to settle once again. There was an unspoken understanding that there would be time for more questions later, but for now, the answers given had left the group to ponder and reflect. The hum of conversation had quieted, but the weight of what had been said still lingered like a soft cloud hanging overhead. The tension that had gripped the room was replaced by a sense of waiting, of anticipation, as if they all knew that the moment they were in was only one part of a much larger journey still unfolding.
The door to the room to the right opened slowly, and the three emerged—Alexander, John, and Eliza. It was immediately clear that something had shifted, something unspoken yet tangible between them. There was a new connection, an invisible thread that seemed to bind them together in a way that hadn’t been present before.
Eliza walked just to Alexander’s left, her hand gently clasped in his. The touch was subtle but strong, a silent promise between them, as though it spoke of trust and support without needing any words. Alexander, who had been through so much in his life, now seemed to lean into that connection as though it was a lifeline. His shoulders, once tense with uncertainty, were a bit more relaxed, grounded by the warmth of Eliza’s hand in his.
On his right, John stood with his arm comfortably around Alexander’s shoulders, a gesture of camaraderie and care that seemed natural, as though they had always shared this quiet but profound bond. John’s presence, so steady and unwavering, had always been a source of strength for Alexander, and now more than ever, it was clear that their connection ran deeper than mere friendship. The closeness between the three was palpable, and though the specifics of what had occurred in the room were still unknown to the rest, the bond they shared now was something that spoke volumes.
As they made their way back into the room, Washington shifted in his seat, his attention momentarily diverted from the conversation at hand. He made his way over to Peggy and Angelica, his movements deliberate and composed, a quiet acknowledgment of the women who had been part of this momentous gathering. With a subtle nod to both of them, Washington conveyed a sense of solidarity, as if saying, We are in this together, every step of the way. His face softened as he glanced toward Phillip, who was sitting a little ways off, his youthful face illuminated by a mixture of curiosity and quiet pride. Washington offered a warm smile to the young man, the kind of smile that only a father figure could give, full of unspoken affection and hope for the future.
The rest of the room, too, seemed to shift subtly in response to the three’s return. Some exchanged knowing looks, others simply took in the new dynamic, the subtle changes in the way Alexander, John, and Eliza moved together. It was a shift in energy, a quiet acknowledgment that something important had transpired in that room—something personal and transformative that would ripple through their relationships and the choices they would make going forward. The world outside still loomed large with its battles and uncertainties, but for this moment, the room was filled with something quieter: understanding. And perhaps, for the first time, a sense of peace in knowing they weren’t facing it alone.
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Chapter 6: The Schuyler Sisters
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As Alexander, John, and Eliza returned to the room, the subtle shift in the air was unmistakable. The three moved in unison, their connection palpable, though they didn’t need to speak for it to be felt. The others watched with quiet curiosity, noticing the change that had transpired between them. The bond that had formed in the private room was now visible, unfolding between them like a quiet, invisible thread tying them together. There was something unspoken yet intimate in the way they walked, how Eliza gently placed her hand on Alexander’s arm as they made their way to their seats.
Eliza, always graceful and perceptive, made her way to the spot where Washington had been sitting just moments before. She took her seat with the ease of someone who had found their place, her posture relaxed but purposeful as she settled in next to Alexander. In doing so, she naturally created the space for Alexander to sit between her and John. He glanced at her briefly, offering a grateful smile, before sitting down with a quiet sigh. The tension that had been in his shoulders seemed to ease a little more now, as though the warmth of their presence anchored him in a way that words could not.
John, on the other side of Alexander, gave him a supportive squeeze on the shoulder as he settled into his own seat. His arm, which had once been draped comfortably around Alexander’s shoulders, now rested beside him, close enough to maintain that sense of solidarity but with a respect for Alexander’s space. The three of them seemed to have found an unspoken rhythm, their bond now a more visible part of their dynamic. The room seemed to shift, if only subtly, as they took their places—like the calm after a storm.
The others in the room were not blind to the changes. A quiet murmur rippled through the group as they exchanged looks, some intrigued, others deeply thoughtful. There was no overt judgment, just a subtle curiosity about what had unfolded in that room and how it might affect their interactions moving forward. Some of them, like Washington, observed with a fatherly kind of wisdom, his gaze focused more on the three young people and the unspoken connection between them. Others—Angelica, Peggy, and Lafayette—exchanged knowing glances, as though acknowledging the subtle, powerful shift between their friends.
Before any of them could give voice to their thoughts, the atmosphere in the room changed once again. The lights flickered briefly, signaling the return of the musical. The screen before them came to life once more, the opening chords of a familiar song filling the air. As the first notes echoed through the space, the attention of the room shifted, drawn back to the performance that had begun earlier. The music began to swell, and everyone’s focus shifted once again to the screen in front of them, though their minds were still partially occupied with the unspoken changes that had just unfolded in the room.
For Alexander, John, and Eliza, the sound of the music seemed to fill the spaces between them, providing both an emotional backdrop and a kind of shared experience. It was as if the song had become a thread that tied their individual stories together, and as the musical played on, it was clear that they were now navigating this moment side by side. The weight of what had just passed—the private conversations, the shifting dynamics—hung lightly in the air, but for the moment, they allowed the music to carry them forward.
The others watched, though their attention was divided between the unfolding performance on the screen and the subtle changes in the trio's interactions. There was no need to voice questions or concerns now. The moment was still unfolding, and they all understood that the connections formed in the room earlier would become more evident in time. For now, though, the room was united by the music—their eyes once again fixed on the screen as the next chapter of the musical began to unfold before them.
There's nothing rich folks love more
Than going downtown and slummin' it with the poor
They pull up in their characters and gawk
at the students in their common just to watch them talk
Take Phillip Schuyler the man is loaded
The three women, Angelica, Eliza, and Peggy, looked between each other, their eyes narrowing in unison as they turned their attention toward Burr. A subtle shift had taken place in the room as the mention of their father had stirred something within them—something protective, something familial. It was clear from the looks exchanged between the sisters that they had heard enough. Their glares cut through the air like a sharp wind, each sister’s expression a reflection of the same sentiment: a mixture of annoyance and a desire to defend their family’s honor.
Angelica, ever the sharp-tongued leader of the trio, was the first to speak, her voice cutting through the moment like a blade. “We do not gawk at the students!” Her words were pointed and firm, her eyes locking onto Burr with a kind of intensity that left little room for misunderstanding. She had always been quick to stand up for her family, and in that moment, her protective nature flared to the surface. She wasn’t just defending her father’s name; she was defending the dignity of those who were close to her, including her sisters.
Peggy, who had been quieter in the exchange but no less fierce in her loyalty, jumped in quickly, eager to offer her own defense. “We simply enjoy some different surroundings,” she said, her voice a mix of frustration and defensiveness. Her words, while softer than Angelica’s, still held a firmness that made it clear she wouldn’t let her family be insulted so easily. Peggy was often seen as the light-hearted one, the one who smiled and laughed easily, but when it came to her family, her affection and protectiveness ran deep.
The three women looked to each other, their expressions not just those of sisters but of a united front. They had each learned, in their own way, to stand up for one another, to shield each other from the harshness of the world outside. In a room filled with strong personalities, their bond was something unspoken, yet powerful, and in that moment, it felt as though no one could touch them—not even Burr, who had been the subject of their ire.
The rest of the room seemed to tense, sensing the undercurrent of tension between the sisters and Burr. Washington, ever the peacemaker, glanced around the room, his expression calm but alert, aware that this moment could easily escalate. Eliza, who often preferred to avoid conflict, shot a glance at Angelica, her eyes conveying a silent plea for restraint, though her posture remained protective.
Burr, for his part, seemed momentarily caught off guard by the sudden heat of the sisters' response. His usual calm and collected demeanor faltered just for a second as he met their gaze, his brow furrowing slightly. He opened his mouth as if to respond but thought better of it, sensing that now wasn’t the time to argue further. The tension in the room hung thick for a moment longer before he slowly turned his attention back to the front, a subtle retreat into the silence that had enveloped him.
The mood in the room shifted slightly, the balance between tension and calm once again restored as the sisters’ eyes, now softened but still watchful, remained fixed on Burr. Their message was clear: they would not allow their family to be belittled, not by him or anyone else. And while they may have sat in the same room as the others, their loyalty to each other and to their father was a force that none of them could easily dismiss.
Washington, sensing the opportunity for things to settle, leaned back slightly in his chair, nodding to the women in acknowledgment. His approval wasn’t loud or overt but was clear enough in the way he regarded them. In this room, despite the occasional clash of personalities, the bonds of respect and family were something that could not be easily broken.
uh oh but little does he know that his daughters
Peggy Angelica Eliza sneak into the city just to watch all the guys
The sisters exchanged a brief, knowing look before turning their focus back to Burr. Eliza, her expression tight but controlled, spoke with a firmness that suggested her patience was wearing thin. “We do not do that,” she said, her tone carrying a subtle edge that clearly conveyed her disapproval. It wasn’t just a statement; it was a warning.
Angelica, standing beside her, offered Burr a look that could have withered plants. Her sharp gaze made it clear that any further misstep would not be tolerated. Burr could feel the weight of their combined presence, a powerful force that made him rethink his words carefully.
Eliza’s tone softened ever so slightly, as if she was trying to defuse the tension, but Burr knew better than to take that as an invitation for leniency. He had seen firsthand how quick Angelica could be with her words, each one calculated to cut to the heart of anyone who dared to cause harm to her or her family. He silently thanked whatever force kept him from feeling the sting of her sharp retorts again.
Burr cleared his throat, his mind racing for a way to gracefully navigate this moment. He had no intention of provoking either of the Schuyler sisters further—one was enough of a challenge. The last thing he needed was to see Angelica's intellect unleashed again, sharp as a blade, cutting through him like a knife.
Burr’s voice took on a defensive edge as he quickly interjected, hoping to clarify the misunderstanding. “It is the actor portraying me who has spoken these words,” he said, his tone slightly raised as he tried to ease the tension. His eyes flicked from Eliza to Angelica, gauging their reactions, as if searching for a hint of understanding in their expressions.
He paused for a moment, gathering his thoughts before continuing, his hands gesturing slightly as he spoke. “I may have said some of this,” he admitted, “but not all of it.” His words hung in the air, carrying an air of both regret and frustration. Burr could sense the sisters' suspicion lingering, their glares still sharp, but he had to make himself understood.
(Work! Work!)
Angelica,
Angelica’s gaze lingered on the actress portraying her, a smirk curling at the corners of her lips as she observed the performance. The actress moved with a confidence that seemed to echo Angelica’s own sharp-witted poise, her every gesture calculated and impactful. “She seems to have a very powerful presence,” Washington remarked.. His eyes followed the actress with an appraising look, nodding slightly in approval as he watched her command the stage.
Angelica’s smile grew, though there was a hint of something more underneath it—a quiet satisfaction, as if she were quietly judging the accuracy of the portrayal. She glanced briefly at Washington, then back at the actress. “She does, doesn’t she?” Angelica replied, her voice smooth laced witha certain pride.
Eliza,
Eliza's lips curved into a soft smile as her gaze lingered on the actress portraying her, her eyes taking in the woman’s graceful movements and striking features. “That actress is rather beautiful,” she murmured, her voice gentle, almost contemplative as she studied the woman on stage. There was a certain admiration in her tone, a quiet acknowledgment of the actress’s undeniable presence. Eliza, who often carried herself with a modest, understated elegance, couldn't help but appreciate the beauty in others, especially when it was so gracefully displayed.
Alexander, sitting beside her, felt a surge of warmth in his chest at the sight of Eliza's content smile. Without a second thought, he leaned over and pressed a soft kiss to the top of her head, a tender gesture that seemed to say more than words could. As he did so, he gently took her hand in his, his fingers wrapping around hers with the familiarity of what felt like years spent together. “Not as beautiful as you,” he spoke softly, his voice low and intimate, just for her.
Eliza’s smile deepened at the sincerity in his words, a flicker of warmth lighting her eyes. She looked up at him, her heart swelling at the quiet affection that passed between them. There was something about the way he always knew just how to make her feel seen, how to remind her of her own beauty without even trying. It was one of the reasons she loved him so much—his ability to make the world around them disappear, leaving only the two of them in a bubble of soft, unspoken connection.
She looked back to the screen, but her mind lingered on his words, the simple but powerful affirmation of her beauty. It was a contrast to the flashing lights of the stage, to the characters and the drama, and in that moment, Eliza felt something calm and steady rise within her. It wasn’t about the grand gestures or the performances onstage—it was about the quiet, genuine love she shared with Alexander.
and Peggy!
The younger sister smiled softly, her eyes following the music with a quiet, contented expression. She nodded along to the rhythm, her fingers tapping gently on her knee. There was a peaceful ease to her, lost in the beauty of the performance without needing to say a word. Her simple joy added a lightness to the moment.
The Schuyler sisters
Angelica, Peggy, Eliza!
Work!
“This song is all about the Schuyler sisters?” Jefferson asked aloud, hi# His eyes flicked over to the stage, watching intently as the three sisters stood in perfect harmony, their voices intertwining with the music. The vibrant energy they brought to the stage was undeniable.
The voice responded, smooth and somewhat amused, but with an underlying note of caution. “Yes, this song highlights and introduces the Schuyler sisters. Enjoy it—this is one of the last happy songs in the musical...” The tone carried a quiet warning, as if trying to prepare everyone for the darker turns the story was about to take. The mention of it being one of the last happy songs seemed to hang in the air, casting a slight unease over the group. The atmosphere shifted subtly, as if the impending tension could already be felt in the air.
A flicker of frustration crossed Jefferson’s face as he crossed his arms, his voice rising with bitterness. “The women have had a song! When will I have a song?” He threw the question out almost as a challenge, his tone thick with resentment. His eyes swept over the stage, then back to the others, his usual composure unraveling for a moment. Jefferson wasn’t one to be left out of the spotlight, and it was clear that he felt slighted by the musical’s focus on others.
A soft, almost dismissive chuckle came from the voice, but it was followed by a pointed response. “You are not present in the first act, Thomas. Neither is James. You’ll have your glory after the intermission.” There was a calm finality to the words, an unspoken promise that Jefferson’s time would come—but only after the first act was done and the stage was ready for the darker, more complex layers of the story to unfold. The tension remained palpable, however, with the others in the room shifting uncomfortably, sensing the undercurrent of dissatisfaction that simmered just beneath the surface.
Jefferson scowled, but he knew he couldn’t rush his moment. For now, the Schuyler sisters had their time in the spotlight, but soon enough, the stage would be his. Still, the frustration lingered, a reminder that even in a world of grand performances, no one was immune to the sting of being overshadowed.
Daddy said to be home by sundown
Daddy doesn't need to know
Daddy said not to go downtown
“I do not behave as Father tells me to!” Peggy exclaimed, her voice sharp with irritation. She folded her arms across her chest, a clear sign of defiance as she glared at the thought of being labeled as someone who blindly followed authority. The mere suggestion that she would conform to every command her father issued felt like an insult to her independence. Her expression twisted into one of annoyance, her brow furrowed, as she shook her head, dismissing the very idea. "Just because he’s my father doesn’t mean I’m going to follow every word he says without question," she added, her tone growing more assertive. Peggy’s prideful stance was one of rebellion, a clear indication that she valued her autonomy far more than any sense of obedience expected from her.
Like, I said you're free to go,
Eliza gasped, her eyes widening in mock shock, “That suggests I was the lead troublemaker!” She placed a hand over her chest, feigning outrage, but the playful glint in her eyes gave her away. She couldn’t help but be amused by the accusation. Angelica, sat straight her arms crossed and an unimpressed smirk on her face, raised an eyebrow and shot her a look that was both amused and knowing. “You were,” she replied dryly, her tone laced with a hint of nostalgia, “I simply got us out of the messes you helped create.”
Eliza’s playful offense deepened as she tilted her head and put on a dramatic pout, a smirk tugging at the corners of her lips. “I did not know you were a troublemaker, Eliza!” Alexander said, trying to sound scandalized but failing to suppress the giggle that escaped. His shoulders shook with suppressed laughter, and she shot a teasing look at her husband. “We really were meant to meet, weren’t we?”
The lighthearted banter between them was interrupted only by Peggy, who chuckled from her seatt next to Angelica a mischievous twinkle in his eye. “You really did have a knack for getting into trouble, didn’t you?”
but look around, look around the revolution's happening in New York
“Yes, it is!” the young men shouted in unison, their voices ringing with refound excitement and fervor. The words carried a weight of hope, echoing the deep-seated frustration that had been bubbling for years. Their eyes sparkled with conviction, their chests puffed out with a sense of shared purpose. Each of them, emboldened by the promise of change, could feel the stirring call of something greater than themselves—an idea that had the power to free them from the chains of British rule that had held their homeland in a stranglehold for so long.
(Angelica, Work!)
It's bad enough that he wants to go to war
People were shouting in the square
Lafayette, Hercules, and John met each other’s gaze, a shared glint of mischief passing between them as they exchanged subtle smirks. It was a moment of quiet understanding—a silent acknowledgment of the events that had unfolded earlier that day in the square. The memory was fresh in their minds, each of them remembering the same thing: the way Alexander had stood at the center of the commotion, calm and composed, as if he was unaffected by the chaos that had surrounded him.
They turned their attention to Alexander, who, despite the weight of their knowing gazes, seemed to pretend he hadn't noticed. His posture remained unbothered, his expression carefully neutral as he focused on something distant, as if he were intentionally avoiding the conversation that lingered in the air. But the tension between the men was palpable, the unspoken question hanging over them like a cloud. What now? What did this mean for their future?
Despite the unspoken curiosity, Lafayette, Hercules, and John exchanged a few more glances, silently agreeing to let the moment pass. There would be time to discuss it later, they all knew that, but for now, they kept their silence. They were used to these unspoken agreements—each man understanding the value of picking the right moment for these conversations. The square had been full of tension, their actions that day stirring up more trouble than any of them had anticipated.
It's bad enough there'll be violence on our shore
New ideas in the air
Look around, look around,
Angelica remind me what we're looking for?
(She's looking for me!)
The girls scoffed in unison, their expressions twisted with a mix of disbelief and disgust. Angelica’s face was the picture of derision, her lips curling into a smirk as she raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed by the assumption. “Yes, because ladies like us can only be in the city if we’re looking for men,” she said, her voice dripping with sarcasm. The words were sharp and pointed, a sharp contrast to the underlying venom of her tone. “As if we couldn’t possibly have our own reasons for being here. No, of course not,” she continued, mocking the very suggestion. “We’re just helpless, naive creatures wandering about in search of suitors, unable to have any purpose beyond that.”
Her eyes flickered toward her companions, who shared the same incredulous look. They knew all too well the kind of assumptions society liked to make about women—especially women like them, who dared to step out of the narrow confines of what was deemed acceptable for a lady. To be in the city, to be out in public without the direct supervision of a man, was enough to raise eyebrows, and the idea that their presence could only be explained by some desperate hunt for marriageable men was infuriating.
Angelica’s mocking tone softened for a brief moment, as she shook her head in disbelief. “They would not even be suitors,” she added, as if the idea itself was laughable. The thought of being reduced to nothing more than a pawn in some game of social expectations disgusted her, and she made no effort to hide it. “Do they honestly believe that we have nothing more to offer the world than our potential to marry?” Her words cut through the air, the weight of her frustration clear in the way she spat them out.
Eliza, I'm looking a mind at work
I'm looking for a mind at work
I'm looking for a mind at work
Woah woah woah woah work!
Woo! There's nothing like summer in the city
Everyone smiled, their faces lit with a warm, shared appreciation for the beauty around them. Lafayette, ever the romantic, gazed around with a fondness in his eyes, his voice carrying the soft inflection of nostalgia. “Oui, it is truly very beautiful in the summer,” he said, his tone lingering as if savoring the thought. “Although nothing will compare to ma patrie .” His words, though gentle, held a weight of longing—an unmistakable yearning for the land he had left behind. He could see in his mind’s eye the lush fields of France, the rolling hills, and the vibrant streets of Paris, all bathed in the same golden light that touched the world around them now. But despite the beauty of this new place, he couldn’t shake the pull of his homeland, where his heart truly lay.
Eliza, who had been listening intently, sighed softly in agreement, her thoughts drifting toward the gentle warmth of summer days. “The city is lovely,” she mused, her voice dreamier now, as if she were caught in a reverie. “The parks and the lakes are wonderful to walk in, the warm sun kissing your skin, the breeze dancing through the trees.” She closed her eyes for a moment, letting the memory wash over her. A faint smile tugged at her lips as she recalled the sensation of sunlight on her face, the gentle warmth spreading through her, making everything seem peaceful, as though the world had slowed down just for her.
Someone in a rush next to someone looking pretty
Excuse me miss, I know it's not funny, but your perfume smells like your daddy's got money
Once again, Burr found himself on the receiving end of deadly glares from the three Schuyler sisters, each look more piercing than the last. The tension between them was thick, practically crackling in the air. Their eyes, filled with disdain and anger, locked onto him with an intensity that made him feel as though he were standing on the edge of a precipice, teetering dangerously close to falling. He could practically feel the weight of their judgment pressing down on him, and despite his usual calm demeanor, his nerves began to tighten. He knew this moment would come—the fallout from the earlier revelation. The truth had come to light in a way he had never intended, and the consequences were far more than he had anticipated.
but you're slummin' in the city with your fancy heels
you're searching for an urchin that will feed you ideals
Burr, you disgust me...
Ah, so you've discussed me?
I'm a trust fund baby, you can trust me
"Burr, that is utterly ridiculous!" Alexander’s voice rang out, cutting through the tension like a sharp knife. His tone was a mix of disbelief and amusement, as though he couldn’t quite decide whether to be outraged or simply baffled by the situation unfolding before him. He was leaning against John, a smirk playing at the corners of his mouth, but there was a certain glint of mischief in his eyes that indicated he was thoroughly enjoying the spectacle of the moment. He knew the volatile mix of emotions swirling between Burr and the Schuyler sisters was about to boil over, and he had no intention of letting it simmer in silence.
"Even if you didn’t say those words," Alexander continued, his voice rising slightly in mock exasperation, "that is the worst form of flirting I have ever seen!" His words were sharp, his sarcasm deliberate, aimed directly at Burr, who had clearly done little to endear himself to anyone present in the room. Alexander’s comment wasn’t just a critique of Burr’s earlier defense; it was a lighthearted but pointed jab, feeding into the already charged atmosphere.
The sisters, who had been glaring at Burr with growing disdain, seemed to snap at Alexander's words. Eliza and Peggy exchanged looks, both of them struggling to contain a laugh at Alexander's teasing, even though the underlying tension still hung in the air. For a brief moment, they both seemed to forget the seriousness of the situation, caught between the weight of their anger and the absurdity of the moment. They almost couldn’t help but appreciate how Alexander’s wit had shifted the energy, if only for a moment.
But Burr, clearly not enjoying the spectacle, stiffened, his lips pressing into a thin line. He had never been one to take jokes at his expense lightly, especially when the stakes were so high. The barb struck a nerve, and for a second, he considered responding with his usual cold, calculated rebuttal, but the silence in the room pressed in on him. It was almost as if every word he said would be twisted, every move calculated, and the ever-present shadow of his future actions hung over him like an unshakable burden.
Instead of firing back, Burr forced a strained smile and tried to maintain his composure. "I assure you, Alexander," he said coolly, though there was an edge to his voice, "flirting is not my intention, nor is it any of your concern." The words were chosen carefully, but the tension in his voice betrayed his discomfort. It was clear that the situation was spiraling out of control, and Burr’s usual confidence was beginning to falter under the weight of the combined glares from the sisters and Alexander’s biting remarks.
The sisters, still standing united in their silent judgment, didn’t flinch, their eyes fixed on him like hawks. But Alexander, sensing the perfect moment for more fuel to the fire, grinned widely. "Oh, I think you’re lying to yourself, Burr," he teased. "You couldn’t have picked a worse way to ingratiate yourself with them if you tried." He gestured toward the Schuyler sisters, his grin widening. "Trust me, they’ll be talking about this for a while."
The sisters’ expressions remained steely, but the edge of Alexander’s humor was undeniable, and for a fleeting moment, even they couldn’t suppress a tiny spark of amusement at the absurdity of the situation.
I've been reading Common Sense by Thomas Paine
Some may say that I'm intense or I'm insane
You want a revolution? I want a revelation!
So, listen to my declaration:
"We hold these truths to be self-evident that all men are created equal"
And when I meet Thomas Jefferson
The man in question jumped slightly in his seat, his eyes widening ever so briefly at the mention of his name. It was a subtle reaction, but the surprise on his face was unmistakable, as though he hadn't expected to be called out so suddenly. His posture stiffened for a moment, and his hand shifted uneasily on the armrest, as if trying to regain his composure.
Maddison, sitting beside him, was barely able to suppress a laugh at the sight of his shock. Recovering quickly, the man let out a scoff, his lips curling into a smug, almost mocking smile as he leaned forward just slightly. "Well, I’m here now," he said, his voice dripping with an exaggerated nonchalance, as though he were trying to mask the brief moment of shock with an air of indifference. His tone was almost mocking as he turned toward the woman who had called him out. His gaze flicked over her with an unmistakable air of condescension, his words laced with an underlying challenge. “So, what is it you want?” he asked, his eyes glinting with mischief. There was a deliberate edge to his voice, as if daring her to make a move or say something that could further fuel his amused indifference.
I'm a' compel him to include women in the sequel, work!
Angelica met Jefferson’s gaze with an icy intensity, her eyes narrowing into a cold, unwavering challenge. A sharp, almost imperceptible smile flickered on her lips, but it was anything but friendly—more a challenge than an invitation. She raised her hand and pointed deliberately toward the screen, the motion both simple and pointed. “That,” she spoke with a firm, measured tone, her voice carrying the weight of her unspoken demand. Her gaze never wavered, as if daring him to argue or deflect her words.
Jefferson, ever the confident and quick-witted adversary, scoffed in response, his lips curling into a mocking smile. "Now, why would I allow that?" he retorted with a derisive laugh, his tone dripping with sarcasm. The question, laced with disdain, seemed to dismiss Angelica’s statement before it could even gain traction. He was clearly not impressed, the look on his face suggesting that he didn’t take kindly to her challenging him. His eyes glinted with defiance, waiting for her to respond—or perhaps to retreat in the face of his unshakable confidence.
But before any of the Schuyler sisters could react or speak, John Laurens, who had been sitting quietly at the edge of the group, stood up with sudden purpose. His figure, usually more reserved, now seemed energized, his posture straight and firm, as if he had been waiting for this very moment. His voice rang out, steady and impassioned, cutting through the tension like a sharp blade.
"Because they were just as important to the war effort as the men," Laurens declared, his words filled with conviction. The room fell into a stillness as all eyes turned toward him, his tone powerful and unwavering. "They may not have been on the battlefields or in the strategy tents, but they kept our households and our country running while we were away. They deserve to be recognized for that." His words hung in the air, carrying the weight of truth and respect for the women who had contributed so much without ever being acknowledged in the same breath as their male counterparts. The quiet intensity in his voice was not just a call for justice, but a plea for respect—for a recognition long overdue.
The room was silent for a long beat after Laurens finished speaking. His words had done what they were meant to: silencing Jefferson, who found himself momentarily caught off guard by the raw emotion and undeniable logic in Laurens' speech. For a moment, even Jefferson seemed to hesitate, his mouth opening slightly as if searching for something to say, but nothing came. The proud, sarcastic edge had left him, and he was momentarily rendered speechless.
At that moment, Laurens sat back down, his gaze meeting Eliza’s, and she, with a quiet smile of gratitude, reached over and took his hand. Her fingers wrapped around his, giving it a gentle squeeze, as if to say thank you for speaking the words that needed to be spoken. Peggy and Angelica, though still outwardly composed, shared a quiet nod with Laurens—an acknowledgment of his strength and clarity in that moment. They didn’t need to say anything aloud; the exchange was enough. Laurens had given voice to what they had all been feeling, and in doing so, he had struck a blow for the unsung contributions of women everywhere.
Jefferson, still silent, shifted uncomfortably in his seat, the impact of Laurens' words sinking in. His usual sharp retorts seemed less effective now, as if he had been disarmed by something far stronger than his usual rhetoric: truth, spoken with passion and conviction. The room had shifted, and Jefferson had lost this round.
Look around, look around, at how lucky we are to be alive right now
Look around, look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now
History is happening in Manhattan and we just happen to be in the greatest city in world!
In the greatest city in the world!
I've been reading Common Sense by Thomas Paine
Some may say that I'm intense or I'm insane
You want a revolution? I want a revelation!
So, listen to my declaration:
"We hold these truths to be self-evident that all men are created equal"
[simultaneously]
Look around, look around
the revolution is happening in new york!
Look around look around the revolutions happening in new york!
look around look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now!
Look around look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now!
History is happening in Manhattan and we just happen to be in the greatest city in the world!
The greatest city in the world!
(Work! Work!)
Angelica, Eliza, and Peggy!
The Schuyler sisters!
We're looking for a mind and work!
Hey, hey
The greatest city in the, greatest city in the world!
(The greatest city in the world!)
The upbeat tune echoed throughout the room, filling the space with a vibrant energy that seemed to make the air itself hum. The lively rhythm reverberated off the walls, its infectious beat causing everyone to move, even if only subtly. By the time the song reached its final notes, most were at least tapping their feet in time, while a few, more carefree souls, sang along quietly to the lyrics, their voices weaving through the last bars. It was a moment of camaraderie, a fleeting escape from the weight of their worries.
The three Schuyler sisters, always in sync, exchanged warm, contented smiles as they glanced at each other. Their faces glowed with the joy that only music could bring, the brief lull allowing them to savor the aftertaste of the song. Peggy, the youngest, was the first to break the silence, her voice bright and full of youthful enthusiasm. “That was a fun song!” she exclaimed, her words like a fresh breeze sweeping away any lingering tension in the air.
Alexander, however, was lost in thought, his attention not fully on the moment. His gaze shifted toward John, who was seated beside him, his brow furrowed in deep contemplation. There was a palpable heaviness in Alexander’s heart, a weight that seemed to anchor him to the spot. It wasn’t just the music, nor the brief respite from their troubles, but the underlying reality of their situation—the knowledge that soon, in this timeline, he would have to watch John, the man who had become his closest ally and dearest friend, fall. The thought of it gnawed at him, a painful reminder of the ticking clock.
For a moment, the music felt like a cruel reminder of what was to come. Alexander had promised himself that he would do whatever it took when they returned to their own timeline to make sure John didn’t meet his end on the stage of history. The thought of the loss—of the unspoken bond they had shared—haunted him. In the midst of the lively atmosphere, Alexander swore that somehow, someway, he would fight to rewrite the future. For now, though, all he could do was hold on to this fleeting moment of peace, however brief it might be.
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Chapter 7: Farmer Refuted
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Chapter Text
[SEABURY]
Hear ye, hear ye! My name is Samuel Seabury
The revolutionary set let out a collective groan as they watched none other than Seabury, the loyalist clergyman, make his way onto the stage. “Why is he there?” Alexander asked his voice dripping with revulsion. The group all collectively started calling the loyalist a number of names as they watched the screen continue to move. A sharp, indignant “Hey!” rang out from behind them. Everyone jumped looking behind them seeing Seabury stood there in the shadow of King George III. The King’s features were set in a stern mask, his posture regal but unyielding, as if he believed his very existence commanded respect.
Behind him, Seabury looked even more out of place, visibly trembling as he stood in the shadow of the King. His knees nearly buckled under the weight of the moment, and he looked like a man who wished the floor would open up and swallow him whole. The contrast between the staunch, proud King and the quivering, anxious Seabury could not have been more stark. It was as though two worlds were colliding—one of absolute power and the other of desperation.
Alexander looked to Washington waiting to see the General’s reaction to the King’s presence but he was met with nothing the Generals face giving nothing away.
The room erupted into noise but just as the noise reached a fever pitch, a voice from above boomed out, cutting through the chaos. “Please calm down and retake your seats. King George you are on the chair next to Angelica, Peggy and Washington. Seabury you are on the final seat beside Jefferson and Maddison”
The voice was sharp, commanding. King George, looking thoroughly affronted by being so casually ordered around, gave a small but dismissive huff. His pride seemed momentarily pricked, but after a beat, he did as instructed. With a slow, deliberate motion, he made his way to the left side of the main settee, the singular chair set apart from the others. He took a seat with an air of finality, his posture unyielding and stiff, as though he were the sovereign of not just a kingdom, but the entire room. His gaze never wavered, and he continued to look over the rest of the group with clear disdain and pompous superiority.
Seabury, meanwhile, shuffled awkwardly over to the third seat beside Jefferson and James Madison, the two men who had been sitting before the unexpected interruption. Seabury's hands were clasped tightly in his lap, and he couldn’t quite bring himself to make eye contact with anyone. He sat a little too rigidly, as though he was bracing himself for whatever might happen next. His presence beside Jefferson—who leaned back in his chair with a knowing smirk—and James, whose eyes were narrowed in quiet judgment, only seemed to emphasize how out of place he truly was in this room..
The room had returned to an uneasy silence, but the air was thick with tension. Everyone in the room felt it—this strange collision of forces, as if the past had reached out to challenge the very foundation of their ideals. No one knew where this would lead, but for the moment, they were all bound together by the bizarre convergence of history and theater. Everyone’s attention returned to the screen as the show continued on.
And I present “Free Thoughts on the
Proceedings of the Continental Congress!”
Alexander rolled his eyes, his frustration bubbling just beneath the surface. He opened his mouth, about to speak out against the absurdity of the comment, when his gaze happened to meet Washington’s. It was a fleeting moment, but the weight of it hit him like a bolt of lightning.
Washington’s eyes were steady, unyielding. The look he gave Alexander was a quiet but firm command—a silent order that cut through the chaos like a sharp blade. His brow furrowed slightly, and there was no mistaking the message in his gaze: stand down .
For a brief moment, Alexander’s chest tightened. He felt his words catch in his throat. Washington's presence was one of unquestionable authority, and in that instant, it was clear that no matter how ridiculous or infuriating the situation was, the room was not the place for a confrontation. He could feel the weight of the general’s leadership settling around him, commanding not just his respect, but his restraint.
Alexander’s jaw tightened for a brief second, a flicker of rebellion crossing his features, but then he let out a sharp breath, resigning himself to the silence. He shifted in his seat, though his posture remained tense, and the fire in his eyes dimmed. He was no stranger to defiance, but for now, he knew better than to challenge Washington’s unspoken authority, especially in front of this motley assembly.
Instead, Alexander clenched his fist on his lap and turned his attention back to the stage, his mind racing, but his mouth sealed. He couldn’t shake the sense that everything was spiraling out of control, and yet, he had to abide by the rules of the game—rules that Washington, calm and steady, seemed to still master with ease.
Meanwhile, Washington's gaze lingered just a moment longer, a silent reassurance that he had made the right call. His presence alone was enough to quell any further stirrings of dissent. He didn't need to say anything; the command was clear, and Alexander, despite the urge to voice his frustration, understood it implicitly.
Heed not the rabble who scream revolution
They have not your interests at heart
[MULLIGAN]
Oh my God. Tear this dude apart
Hercules couldn’t hold back his frustration any longer. He let out a deep, exasperated laugh that filled the room, the sound sharp and almost mocking as he turned his gaze toward Seabury’s counterpart on stage. His voice was thick with disdain, dripping with sarcasm as he shot a pointed glance at the loyalist clergyman, Seabury’s trembling figure barely visible next to the imposing King George.
“ Yes, please do! ” Hercules’s voice rang out, louder than he had intended, causing a few heads to turn in his direction. His eyes were locked on the stage, where Seabury, along with the King, seemed to occupy the space as though they were actors in some twisted parody of reality. “This guy is unbearable!”
[SEABURY]
Chaos and bloodshed are not a solution
Don’t let them lead you astray
This Congress does not speak for me
The older three men of the revolutionary watched on as they saw Alexander begin to get more and more worked up listening to Seabury’s words. Their eyes glinted with mischief . They couldn't help but find a certain amusement in the scene unfolding before them.
Onstage, Lafayette's counterpart pushed the onstage Alexander towards Seabury, the man openly campaigning in support of the monarchy. With a slight nudge, the Frenchman’s grin seemed to widen as he played his part, clearly enjoying the dynamic unfolding between the two men.
“Alexander,” Washington spoke, his voice steady but tinged with a warning that only someone who knew Hamilton well would recognize. The general’s posture was rigid, arms crossed with a level of authority that no one could mistake. "I hope you did not get into a debate with this man on the street." His words carried an edge of concern, but also the faintest hint of reprimand.
Hamilton, caught off guard and momentarily flustered, looked up at his former commander. His expression shifted to something more sheepish, almost childlike. His gaze shifted to the ground, and he shrugged slightly, clearly aware of the tension in the air. "Well," he began, his voice betraying a subtle defensiveness, “it wasn’t entirely a debate.”
The older men exchanged knowing looks, as if they’d seen this exact scene play out countless times before. Alexander Hamilton had never been one to back down from an argument even before the General was there to stop him. Washington shook his head letting out a sigh knowing that whatever was going to happen was inevitable and there was nothing he could do to change it now.
[BURR]
Let him be
“Wow, Burr, such a bore!” Johns’ voice rang out with an exaggerated flair, his words dripping with playful sarcasm. He leaned back with a dramatic sigh, eyes rolling as if he had been subjected to the most tiresome of performances. His sharp tongue had always been a tool of both humor and sharp critique, and today was no different.
Alexander, ever the lively spirit, couldn’t help but giggle at the jab. He hid a slight grin behind his hand, his posture shifting as he subtly leaned into John’s side, almost like a boy caught in the midst of a mischievous moment. The warmth of their bond was undeniable. The brief, shared moment of laughter seemed to lessen the weight of the surrounding tension, even as Washington observed quietly from the sidelines.
But Washington’s expression was anything but amused when he turned his gaze to Aaron Burr, who was sat in a lone chair to Washington's right. He was calm, collected—always calculating. Burr was not easily swayed by the banter that had flown across the room like arrows between friends. Instead, he simply nodded his head once, a soft, appreciative smile appearing on his lips.
“Thank you, Aaron,” Washington said, his deep voice cutting through the playful chaos. “You seem to be the only person who actually thought about the situation.” There was a touch of approval in his words, a recognition of Burr’s level-headedness in contrast to the rest of them.
Burr’s lips curved into a subtle but genuine smile. He acknowledged the compliment with a brief, polite nod of his head, his dark eyes glinting with quiet confidence. He was used to being the calm in the storm, the observer, and on this occasion, that very trait had not gone unnoticed by the general.
Meanwhile, Alexander, ever the passionate and quick-tempered soul, looked affronted by the exchange. His brows furrowed, a sharp edge to his posture as he crossed his arms in defiance. “I thought about the situation, too,” he muttered under his breath, his voice laced with that characteristic edge that always seemed to accompany his need to be heard. His gaze shot a brief, challenging look in Burr’s direction, as if silently daring him to respond to the unspoken challenge.
[SEABURY]
They’re playing a dangerous game
I pray the king shows you his mercy
For shame, for shame…
Everyone in the room was glued to the screen, their eyes wide with anticipation as the scene unfolded before them. Onstage, Alexander Hamilton's figure appeared, his expression intense as he made a swift, almost reckless move toward Seabury. Without hesitation, Hamilton barged into the man’s speech, cutting him off with a fiery outburst. His words, sharp and incisive, were like arrows aimed directly at Seabury’s reputation. The audience on the screen, too, could feel the tension, as if the very air was charged with the energy of the moment.
“Destroy him, Alex!” Johns voice rang out with a passionate cheer, his words full of the same boldness he had always displayed. He practically pulled Alexander into his side, the force of his enthusiasm unmistakable. John's arm draped over Hamilton’s shoulders, but it didn’t stop there. In an instinctive gesture of unity and affection, John’s hand found Eliza’s, their fingers intertwining as they both watched the drama unfold. Eliza, ever the calm and supportive figure, offered a soft smile, though her eyes glinted with a shared understanding of the political firestorm they were witnessing.
Meanwhile, Lafayette and Mulligan both leaned forward, their faces inches from the screen, not wanting to miss a single second of the spectacle. Their eyes were locked onto the action with the intensity of soldiers on a battlefield, both eager to see Alexander fight—if not with sword and shield, then with words that cut through the air like a blade. The mischievous glint in their eyes was unmistakable, a spark of youthful energy that had not dimmed in the years since that fateful day in the square. In fact, it seemed as though the scene playing out on the screen had transported them back to that very moment, the thrill of the rebellion, the fiery spirit of their youth, all rushing back as if no time had passed.
But amid the excitement, Washington was watching the group with a mixture of amusement and exasperation. His eyes, steady and wise, flicked from one face to another. As his gaze landed on the eager expressions of the men around him, a faint sigh escaped his lips, though he quickly masked it. How could he keep control of these excitable, determined young men? Washington wondered to himself, though his thoughts were laced with both affection and a deep, unspoken sense of responsibility. These were the men he would fight beside, the ones who will help birth a new nation—but they were also the ones who could never quite sit still, never quite temper their fire. Their spirits were unrelenting, their ambitions untamed, and as much as he admired them, he sometimes found himself at a loss for how to channel their energy into something that could guide them toward a steady future.
[HAMILTON]
Yo!
He’d have you all unravel at the [Heed not the rabble]
Sound of screams but the [Who scream]
Revolution is comin’[Revolution, they]
The have-nots are gonna [Have not your]
Win this [Interests]
It’s hard to listen to you with a straight face [at heart]
Alexander laughed at his counterpart's words, the sound echoing within the walls of the room. “The revolution is here!” he spoke joyfully, his voice filled with a mix of determination and excitement. A grin spread across his face, broad and unrestrained Around him, the others who had been there joined in with the laughter.
Seabury, with his arms crossed and brow furrowed, grumbled under his breath, his voice low but unmistakable. “I was not that cowardly!” he muttered, clearly irritated by the insinuation.
Chaos and bloodshed already haunt us,[Chaos and bloodshed are not a]
honestly you shouldn’t even talk.[Solution.]
And what about Boston? [Don’t Let them]
Look at the cost, n’ all that we’ve lost n’ you talk [ lead you Astray]
About Congress?! [This Congress does not speak for me]
My dog speaks more eloquently than thee!
[ They’re playing a dangerous game]
But strangely, your mange is the same
[ I pray the king shows you his mercy]
Is he in Jersey?
“"Alexander!" Eliza called out, her voice tinged with both exasperation and affection as she sat beside him. She reached over and gave him a light tap on the shoulder, a gentle but pointed reminder that he had perhaps stepped a little too far. Despite the subtle rebuke, Alexander couldn’t help but flash a mischievous smile, his eyes twinkling with that unmistakable cheekiness that only seemed to surface when he was in her company.
Washington, sitting across from them, hid a chuckle behind his hand, unable to suppress the amusement that spread across his face. He tried, but failed, to completely mask his approval.
[ For shame]
For the revolution
[For shame,]
[COMPANY]
For the revolution!
"For the revolution!" The cry echoed through the air, a resounding declaration of defiance as the soldiers, their faces filled with fervor, raised their voices in unison. At the forefront of the cheers stood Alexander, his chest swelling with pride, a fire burning in his eyes. Beside him, John was equally as animated, his grip bruising but firm around Alexander's shoulder, a silent sign of solidarity.
The King looked on in ever growing anger he grumbled to himself wishing that he or his subordinates had squashed the call for revolution before it grew into an all out war which after his latest update seemed to be in its dying stages before he was eventually forced to surrender.
[SEABURY]
Heed—
[HAMILTON]
If you repeat yourself again I’m gonna—
[SEABURY/HAMILTON]
Scream—
[HAMILTON]
Honestly, look at me, please don’t read! [Not your interests]
[HAMILTON]
Don’t modulate the key then not debate with me!
Why should a tiny island across the sea regulate the price of tea?
[BURR]
Alexander, please!
[HAMILTON]
Burr, I’d rather be divisive than indecisive, drop the niceties
Alex locked eyes with Burr once more. There was no mistaking the challenge in the way he held his gaze, a silent dare to the other man. His voice was sharp, filled with conviction, "Yes, Burr, you simply cannot be a good man to every person you meet! If you try to please everyone, nothing will change. We will remain forever under the tyrannical British rule!" His words hung in the air, bold and defiant, as if daring Burr to deny the truth of them.
Burr, never one to back down from a verbal sparring match, met Hamilton's challenge with a cool, almost practiced indifference. He tilted his head slightly, his eyes narrowing ever so slightly as he responded in his usual measured tone, “Yes, but there was no need for you to attack this man with your overpowering words." His words were calm, but there was an underlying edge to them, the kind of quiet disdain that suggested he was more than a little irritated with Hamilton’s relentless zeal.
Without hesitation, Alexander sprang from his seat, the tension in his body coiling like a spring ready to snap. He was prepared to defend his honor, to argue his point further, to show Burr that his principles would not be shaken by anything less than the truth. Burr mirrored his movements, stepping forward as if willing to match him in every way, ready for the confrontation to escalate.
The room held its breath, the two men standing face-to-face in the midst of a brewing storm. But before either could make another move, Washington's commanding presence intervened. With a firm, experienced hand, he placed a hand on Alexander's shoulder, a silent but powerful reminder of the bigger picture. The pressure of his grip was enough to halt Alexander in his tracks, and with a single, steady pull, Washington tugged him back, away from the heated standoff.
"That's enough, both of you," Washington's voice was low but firm, the kind of voice that
brooked no argument. His hand remained on Alexander's shoulder, a grounding force that slowly but surely began to calm the storm in Hamilton’s chest. The tension in the room was palpable, but it was clear that the situation had been diffused—at least for the moment. Burr, for his part, stood unmoving, his gaze still fixed on Hamilton, but the brief confrontation had left the air thick with unspoken words and unresolved animosity.
[ENSEMBLE]
Silence! A message from the King!
A message from the King!
Chapter 8: You'll Be Back
Notes:
Hiii! Here's another one shorter than the others but it is here, I'm going to try and go with one a week but we'll see how it goes around uni and work, updates on progress can be found on tumblr if people are interested!
Chapter Text
The majority of the room erupted into laughter as the King’s exaggerated portrayal appeared on the screen. His over-the-top mannerisms, flamboyant gestures, and comical facial expressions were a stark contrast to the dramatic weight of the moment. Jefferson, leaning back with a smirk, couldn't resist chiming in. “Why is he even here?” he scoffed loudly, addressing no one in particular. “I thought this was supposed to be a musical about Hamilton, not some clown show.”
The King’s eyes narrowed dangerously, “Shut it man,” the King growled, his voice low and menacing. “Keep it up, and I’ll have my men lock you up.”
“I t’s my time to shine! ” he declared, throwing his arms out wide, as if he were the true star of the show.
You say the price of my love is price you're not willing to pay
You cry in the tea which you hurled in the sea as you see me go by
Why so sad?
“Oh, not for much,” Alexander’s voice dripped with sarcasm, the words practically seething with anger. “Maybe just the constant, unjust taxes and the cruel treatment you force upon us! The taxes we have no choice but to pay, which you use to fund your endless wars—wars that we never asked for! And the way you order your men to lord over us, killing anyone who dares step out of line, as if our lives mean nothing to you!”
His voice grew louder with each word, the intensity of his anger filling the room. Each word he uttered was a weapon, carefully chosen to strike at the heart of the British monarchy’s tyranny. His tone was commanding, his rhetoric sharp—always a master of words, Alexander’s fiery spirit was evident in every syllable.
John watched Alexander with a mixture of admiration and concern. With a sigh, he reached out and placed a hand gently on Alexander’s shoulder, his touch a subtle attempt to calm the storm brewing within him. Eliza, ever the grounding force, rested a firm hand on his knee, her fingers pressing lightly but with meaning, urging him to remain seated. She knew how deeply Alexander felt, how easily he could be swept away by his own convictions.
For a moment, the world outside seemed to vanish. It was just Alexander, the King, and the simmering animosity between them. The silence that followed was deafening. But as the King’s eyes narrowed, a thin smile playing at the corners of his lips, it was clear: this was not a man to be provoked lightly. Alexander met his gaze, his own expression defiant, but it was John and Eliza who held him in place, their hands anchors in a storm.
Slowly, Alexander took a deep breath, his body tense but unwilling to rise further, as the King’s dangerous gaze remained fixed on him.
Washington glanced over at Alexander from where he sat, a subtle nod of approval in his direction. He could see the tension in Alexander’s posture, the way his fists clenched at his sides, as if the anger bubbling inside him was barely contained. Washington knew all too well the fire that burned within the young man, the fierce determination that often threatened to spill over.
Though John and Eliza had certainly helped to calm him, Washington couldn't help but acknowledge the strength it took for Alexander to remain seated, his restraint a quiet testament to his discipline. It was a rare moment of control, one that didn’t go unnoticed by the seasoned leader, who had seen many men struggle to master their emotions in the face of such provocation. Alexander may have been furious, but he had learned the art of holding back—at least for now.
Remember we made an arrangement when you went away
Now you're making me mad.
Remember despite our estrangement, I'm your man
A low murmur of disgust rippled through the room, the tension in the air shifting with the collective unease. The King’s pompous words, more absurd than offensive, had clearly struck a nerve with everyone present. Angelica’s voice rose above the noise, sharp and dripping with disdain as she addressed the images on the screen. “We don’t want you. Please, leave us be,” she declared, her words like daggers, cutting through the King’s ridiculous posturing.
Her expression was one of utter repulsion, her eyes narrowing as she glared at the King’s counterpart.
Alexander, still on the edge of his seat, couldn’t help but laugh—a genuine chuckle, free from the bitterness that had consumed him moments earlier. His gaze shifted from the screen to the others in the room, his laughter growing as he watched their reactions. Every scoff, every rolled eye, every sarcastic remark made in response to the King’s performance seemed to pull the anger from Alexander’s chest, dissipating it in the wake of the shared amusement.
The tension that had been so tightly wound inside him loosened, if only for a moment, as he found a strange sense of camaraderie in the laughter that filled the room. The ridiculousness of the King’s performance, so out of place in the context of their struggle, made the situation seem almost absurd. And in that absurdity, Alexander found solace, momentarily shedding the weight of his anger.
You'll be back
Soon you'll see
You'll remember you belong to me
This time, it was Washington who broke the silence, his voice rising with an intensity that caught everyone off guard, especially Alexander and John. The two younger men exchanged startled glances, the surprise evident on their faces. They had grown accustomed to the General's stoic restraint, to his quiet strength, and his preference for action over words. Washington was a man of careful calculation, always thinking ahead, planning their next move. His words, when spoken, were deliberate—usually reserved for private moments in his tent, when speaking to one or both of his most trusted aides.
But now, as the screen continued to mock them with the King’s absurdity, Washington’s restraint cracked. His voice rumbled from deep within his chest, low and ominous, almost like the growl of a beast ready to defend its territory. “America and everyone in it has never, and will never, belong to you or your empire,” he declared, his words unwavering and firm. The room seemed to grow still, as if the weight of his statement carried a gravity that hung in the air. “I personally will make sure of that.” His gaze, once steady and composed, now hardened, piercing through the image of the King as if the very force of his will could shatter the mockery on the screen.
Alexander and John stared at him, their mouths slightly agape, shock registering on their faces. They weren’t accustomed to hearing Washington speak with such raw defiance, and certainly not with the same fire that burned within them. The two of them quickly exchanged a glance, eyes wide, before flicking towards Lafayette and Hercules who sat behind them. The shock was evident there too, though the two men were a bit more reserved, their expressions a mix of admiration and surprise.
Washington’s words had ignited something, something that was shared among them all, a quiet but growing flame that made them feel more united than ever. In that moment, it was clear that the General was not just a leader by title; he was a protector, a defender of the ideals they held dear. His voice, though calm, carried the weight of decades of sacrifice and struggle.
Before anyone could respond, Jefferson’s voice cut through the air like a blade, sharp and venomous. “We are our own people, not some commodities you get to control,” he spat, his words dripping with contempt.
The room seemed to crackle with energy, every word spoken from Washington to Jefferson adding fuel to the fire. The King on the screen may have mocked them, but here, in this moment, it was clear who held the real power and the real King sat alone on his own chair looked pale as he watched the men in the room burn passionately with anger and determination, he swallowed knowing exactly why a underarmed, undermanned army had just beaten his own superior forces in his own timeline and there was nothing he could do to change it.
You'll be back
Time will tell
You'll remember that I served you well
Oceans rise, empire fall
We have seen each other through it all
And when push comes to shove
I will send a fully armed battalion to remind you of my love
Lafayette couldn’t help but smirk as he spoke, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "Ah, yes, of course. Because launching an all-out assault with your full force is truly the most heartfelt display of love." The others around him chuckled, their amusement clear as they exchanged glances, all while pointedly avoiding the increasingly angry gaze of the King. As the music played on, the King’s expression grew darker, his face twisting into a scowl, his frustration bubbling over.
Da da da da da Da da da da di ya da da da da di ya da
Da da da da da Da da da da di ya da da da da da di ya
“This is an act of treason!” the King bellowed, his face contorted with rage as he shot up from his seat. His finger trembled with fury, pointing accusatorily at the screen before him. "I want these men— and the creator of this—" His voice cracked with disgust as he spat out the next word, " show —hung!" The force of his command echoed through the room, the King's wrath burning in his eyes.
For a long moment, the room fell silent, the tension thick as everyone waited for a response. It came, though, unexpectedly—a voice, calm and unyielding, cutting through the charged atmosphere.
"You are unable to order that, Your Majesty," the voice said, steady and unperturbed. "You are in the future now, no longer the reigning monarch, nor in command of the country where this place resides. The authority you once held has long since vanished." The words struck the King like a blow, his anger momentarily forgotten as he struggled to absorb the reality of what was being said.
The voice continued, matter-of-factly, as though addressing a child in need of a lesson. "And beyond that, ordering death sentences for treason is outlawed. It is no longer within anyone’s power to do so."
The King stood there, his mouth slightly agape, as the full weight of the words sank in. His mind whirled with disbelief, unable to reconcile the future he had just stumbled into with the absolute power he once wielded. He had no response, only stunned silence, as the room held its breath, watching the monarch grapple with the revelation that his power was no longer absolute.
You say my love is draining and you can't go on
You'll be the one who's complaining when I am gone
“Despite the insidious nature of this piece of music,” Jefferson remarked thoughtfully, his fingers tapping the armrest as he listened intently, “I must admit, the notes are undeniably beautiful. It is, without question, one great piece of music.”
A murmur of agreement rippled through the group. Though they all shared a deep and deserved hatred for the King and the tyranny he had imposed on their country, there was no denying the brilliance of the composition that filled the room. The haunting melody seemed to resonate with an elegance that transcended its origins, and even the most staunch critics of the monarch found themselves momentarily entranced by the music’s undeniable beauty.
The discord between their feelings for the King and the composition's exquisite notes was almost surreal. For a fleeting moment, it was as if they were transported beyond the political strife and personal enmity, appreciating the art for what it was—separate from its focus.
No, don't change the subject!
'Cause you're my favorite subject
My sweet submissive subject
"That is a very uncomfortable image," Peggy said, her voice tinged with disgust as she crinkled her nose. "And why was he spitting so much?" Her eyes widened in a mix of revulsion and confusion, her face a mirror of her sister's, who wore a similar look of distaste.
The room fell into an uneasy silence. No one could provide an answer to the younger Schuyler’s pointed question. They all sat, frozen in shared discomfort, eyes shifting uncomfortably as the scene on the screen lingered in their minds. The final line—the one that had left a bad taste in everyone’s mouth—was one thing, but the sheer volume of spittle that had been flung during the King's outburst was another matter entirely.
Some of them, like Peggy, winced at the vivid, almost grotesque image of the monarch’s spittle scattering in all directions, his rage so uncontrollable that it became part of the scene. It was as if the sheer force of his anger was too much for him to contain, spilling out in a disgusting display of both emotion and bodily fluid. The others in the room, equally repulsed, grimaced at the thought. Some couldn’t get past the revolting sight of the King's sputtering, his face contorting as he spewed words—and saliva—in equal measure.
Their discomfort was palpable, each person processing the scene differently. Some were more disturbed by the vulgarity of the final words, the bitter hatred and unrestrained violence in his tone. Others were fixated on the disturbing, almost comical amount of spittle that had erupted from his mouth. The sheer physicality of it was impossible to ignore, as though his very rage had manifested itself in the most unsightly of ways.
My loyal, royal subject
For ever
And ever
And ever and ever and ever
“Most certainly not,” Washington responded firmly, his voice steady but filled with conviction. He stood tall, his posture unwavering, as his eyes scanned the room, making eye contact with each of the revolutionaries gathered before him. “We will fight with everything we have got to ensure that does not come to pass. We cannot, and will not, allow it.”
The weight of his words settled in the room, a charge of determination sparking in the hearts of those present. His tone was resolute, carrying the authority of a leader who had faced countless battles and knew the stakes like few others. His resolve was contagious, spreading like wildfire among the group, igniting a fierce, collective energy.
One by one, the other revolutionaries nodded in agreement, their expressions hardening into masks of resolve. Some of them clenched their fists, while others gritted their teeth, their eyes alight with the shared fire of defiance. They stood united, each of them silently promising to do whatever was necessary to see their cause through to the end, no matter the cost.
As the General’s words echoed in the room, the weight of their collective purpose settled over them like a cloak. The path ahead would be fraught with danger, but there was no turning back now. They would fight—against tyranny, against oppression, against the very forces that sought to crush their dreams of liberty and freedom.
Washington’s gaze lingered on each of them, his commanding presence unspoken but felt deeply in the room. He knew the challenges they would face, the sacrifices they would have to make, but he also knew that together, they had a chance to shape history.
“We will not fail,” Washington concluded, his voice like a rallying cry, the finality of his statement ringing with an unspoken promise. The revolutionaries, bound by their shared vision, responded as one, their voices rising in unity, echoing with the unshakable certainty that they would fight to the very end.
You'll be back
Like before
I'll fight the fight and win the war
The King suddenly spoke up, his voice grumbled yet loud enough to draw everyone's attention. "I wish that were true!" His words sent a ripple of shock through the room, catching the man off guard. The King’s gaze swept over the assembly as he continued, "You do not need to make Yorktown more painful than it already was." Alexander’s eyes darted back and forth between Washington and the King, the shock evident on his face.
The King rolled his eyes in exaggerated annoyance. "Oh, there’s no need to look so surprised!"
The General swallowed hard, steadying himself before locking eyes with the King. “Your Majesty, may I ask what time you left before arriving here?”
The King eyed him warily, his skepticism clear. "19th October 1781," he answered sharply. “But General, surely you know what day it is! Somehow, you and your army—” he spat, his disdain evident, “—have defeated my forces and forced them into retreat.”
The soldiers fell into stunned silence, the weight of the King’s revelation hanging in the air. It was Hercules Mulligan who broke the silence first. "It is January 1781," he said urgently, "we must win by the end of the year!"
Before anyone could respond, the voice echoed once more throughout the room, cutting through the tension. "Yes, the timelines you’ve left behind show the Continental Army, led by General Washington, defeating the British at the Battle of Yorktown. You'll witness more in the musical, where each of you will play your role in ensuring success."
For your love
For your grace
And I'll love you til my dying days
When you're gone, I'll go mad
So don't throw away this thing we had
Cause when push comes to shove
I will kill your friends and family to remind you of my love
"Yes, because as discussed, that is a wonderful way to show a country that you love them!" Lafayette snarked sarcastically, his tone sharp and laced with disdain. He crossed his arms, clearly unimpressed with the King’s arrogance.
"We do not want your love either!" Angelica chimed in, her voice cutting through the tension with a clear, unwavering defiance. She glared at the King, her eyes blazing with contempt. She didn’t flinch under his furious stare, holding her ground as she spoke, her words like a challenge.
The King, clearly enraged, glowered at them, his fists clenched in barely contained fury. His face turned an angry shade of red, and for a moment, it seemed like he might explode.
Da da da da da da da di ya da Da da da da di ya da
Da da da da da da da da da di ya da da da da da diya
Everybody
Da da da da da da da di ya da Da da da da di ya da
Da da da da da da da da da di ya da da da da da diya
The song came to a dramatic end, leaving a heavy silence that hung in the air. The room was left slightly speechless, not only from the King’s over-the-top portrayal, but also from the startling revelations that had unfolded in the midst of the performance. Everyone seemed to pause for a moment, still processing the weight of it all. The portrayal of the King had been wildly erratic—his comically exaggerated gestures and pompous demeanor had brought a sense of absurdity to the room, yet the underlying tension, especially with the revelations of what was to come.
The soldiers, who had just witnessed this strange display, remained largely silent, their minds preoccupied with the real, grim challenges ahead. They exchanged glances, their thoughts consumed by the harsh reality they were facing. The thought of surviving until the end of the year seemed increasingly impossible, especially given how thin their supplies were. Morale was already low, and the idea of holding out against the British seemed almost out of reach.
Jefferson and Madison stood somewhat apart from the others, their expressions guarded. Both men knew the outcome of the war—they had seen it, they understood the course of history—but neither offered any words of comfort. Their silence, though not unkind, was almost more unsettling than reassuring. They could have spoken to ease the soldiers’ minds, to offer a semblance of hope, but instead, they remained mute, perhaps burdened by the knowledge of the trials still to come. Their quiet exchange, full of unspoken understanding, only added to the uncertainty of the moment.
Meanwhile, the girls—Angelica, Eliza, and the others—couldn't help but stifle their giggles. The portrayal of the King had been so erratic, so overblown, that it was almost absurd. The King’s theatrical rants, his wild facial expressions, and his exaggerated movements seemed to amuse them, the tension lightened briefly by the absurdity of it all. They whispered among themselves, the occasional burst of laughter breaking the silence as they shared a private moment of amusement at the ridiculousness of the performance.
But even as the girls giggled and the soldiers remained lost in thought, there was a lingering sense of discomfort in the room. The bizarre performance had laid bare the stark contrast between the absurd and the serious—between a King who saw himself as untouchable and a country that was on the verge of winning the revolution.
Chapter 9: Right Hand Man
Notes:
Heyyy.... so this is later than I promised but it's finally here! A lot has happened this week and it made me realise that with uni and work I do not think a consistent upload schedule will be possible. I WILL STILL BE UPDATING!!
If people are interested I am happy to give updates on Tumblr and would love to discuss Hamilton both from this fic, the musical and real life over there! @formulaastro04
Chapter Text
The images on the screen deepened the sense of unease, their somber tones casting a heavy shadow over the room. A stark contrast to the lively joy just moments ago, the laughter from the previous scene now seemed distant, fading in the air like a forgotten memory. The atmosphere thickened with tension as the screen flashed with unsettling images—gritty, chaotic, and unsettling. The jubilant energy that had filled the room was now evaporating, leaving a cold silence in its wake.
Then, the voice from above reappeared, cutting through the stillness like an unseen presence. It echoed in the room, calm and almost mechanical, but it was clear to everyone that something was amiss.
“Soldiers, just a precursor warning, there are loud shots of gunfire and cannon blasts in this song. I have provided earplugs under your chairs if you would like them.”
A shiver ran down the spine of everyone who was fighting for their freedom. The mention of gunfire and cannon shots, followed by the offer of earplugs, only served to heighten their anticipation of what was about to unfold. The soldiers exchanged wary glances, their minds already racing, piecing together the grim puzzle. They knew this was not going to be just another song—it was a signal. A sign that this next piece would take them somewhere darker, more violent.
[COMPANY]
British Admiral Howe’s got troops on the water
Thirty-two thousand troops in New York harbor
In that moment, the room seemed to freeze, as if an unseen force pressed down on everyone, intensifying the tension in the air. The soldiers, seasoned and sharp-eyed, instinctively braced themselves, their bodies tightening with the primal sense that something momentous and dangerous was about to unfold. General Washington’s gaze swiftly swept over the men under his command. Years of battle, leadership, and unwavering discipline had taught him how to keep his emotions in check, how to maintain composure amid chaos. A warning like this, unsettling though it was, was something he could handle. But the young men around him? That was another matter.
Washington’s attention zeroed in on Alexander, his most trusted aide. The young man was already rigid with anticipation, every muscle taut, his face a mask of resolve. But there was a flicker in his eyes—a fleeting moment of unease that Washington couldn’t ignore. Alexander Hamilton, eager as ever to prove himself, had an intensity that mirrored Washington’s own, but in this moment, the air felt different. This wasn’t a time for boldness, Washington thought, his mind racing. This was a time to hold steady, to keep the younger men grounded, to keep them from being swept away by the storm.
Across the room, Angelica’s soft voice broke through the tension like a crack in the stillness. “No…” she whispered, her voice trembling, her chest tightening with a deep sense of dread. The weight of her words seemed to suffocate the air, thickening it with fear as if the very fabric of the present was unraveling. She didn’t need to see what was on the screen—she could feel it, the undeniable shift toward war, the dark, irreversible turn that had now begun. "The war... it has begun..."
Her words hung in the air, reverberating in the heavy silence. For a moment, it felt as though time itself had stopped. Angelica’s hand instinctively sought Peggy’s, her fingers grasping hers with quiet desperation, as though clinging to her would somehow shield them from the coming storm. The fear in Angelica’s eyes was reflected in the tension of her body, a deep, consuming worry not just for the battle ahead but for the uncertain futures of the people she loved most.
Her gaze flickered to Eliza, who sat beside John and Alexander. John’s face, ever the image of calm and strength, bore the lines of a man who had already steeled himself for what was coming. His expression was firm, resolute, though the weariness in his eyes betrayed the toll of the moment. Next to him, Alexander sat rigid, his earlier eagerness and excitement at odds with the palpable tension and anxiety that now gripped him. Eliza, ever the comforting presence, rested her hand gently on John’s shoulder, offering him the silent strength to stand firm. But it wasn’t just for him. That same touch seemed to reassure Alexander, grounding him in a way that words never could. Yet, despite her calm demeanor, Angelica could see the unease in her sister’s eyes. Eliza was the glue holding them all together, but even she struggled under the weight of what was unfolding before them.
The air felt suffocating now, heavy with the realization that what they were witnessing wasn’t just a performance, a song, or a passing scene. It was something far more significant, the beginning of something none of them could predict, something they had no idea how it would end.
[ENSEMBLE 1]
Thirty-two thousand troops in New York harbor
When they surround our troops!
They surround our troops!
When they surround our troops!
The King let out a sharp, agitated exhale, his breath escaping in a frustrated puff as his eyes remained locked on the screen. The images flickered before him, showing the ferocity of the battle, a brutal reminder of the overwhelming odds the Continental Army had faced. His gaze hardened as he watched the raw power of the scene unfold—the ragtag group of colonists, under-equipped and undertrained, standing toe-to-toe against the full force of his own well-organized, heavily supplied, and battle-hardened troops. And yet, in the end, it was those very colonists, armed with little more than sheer grit and determination, who had somehow managed to overpower his forces.
It was a sight that gnawed at him, a deep, unsettling feeling curling in his chest. How had it come to this? He had always believed his army to be invincible, carefully constructed, a symbol of power and control. But here it was—his finest troops, faltering in the face of an enemy they should have easily crushed. The thought of it unsettled him to his core. If they could defeat me, he thought, his mind racing, then what would stop others from following in their footsteps?
The images on the screen blurred as his mind wandered, veering into unsettling territory. He imagined India, far across the ocean, stirring with discontent. Australia, too, simmering with a desire for independence. The possibility that others, inspired by this unforeseen victory, might rise up against him plagued his thoughts like a shadow he couldn’t escape. What if this is the spark of something larger? What if I lose my hold on everything?
The weight of these thoughts pressed down on him, the gnawing fear tightening his chest with each passing moment. His fingers, which had previously rested confidently on the armrest, now clenched into a fist, his knuckles white as the frustration bubbled within him. The notion of his empire crumbling, of his absolute rule being questioned, was something he could not—would not—allow. Yet, all he could do was sit there, helpless, as the unfolding events played out before him.
The irony of the situation was not lost on him. He, a monarch with every resource at his disposal, a leader of vast lands and a mighty army, was now powerless to change the course of what had already transpired. The battle, the war—it was over for him, and though it may have no direct impact on his immediate plights or his kingdom, the lingering threat of rebellion and revolution hovered ominously on the horizon.
[ENSEMBLE 2]
Thirty-two thousand troops in New York harbor
They surround our troops!
They surround our troops!
[HAMILTON]
As a kid in the Caribbean I wished for a war
Washington spoke up, his voice steady but firm. “Alexander, you should never wish for a war. Son, a war is the worst creation of humankind. It brings nothing but destruction, pain, and loss.” Alexander’s body stiffened, and his jaw tightened as he looked away from Washington. His voice, barely above a whisper, was sharp with frustration. “I’m not your son…” he muttered, eyes unable to meet the older man’s gaze. The words hung in the air, a clear rejection of Washington’s paternal tone, a reminder of the distance between them despite their shared vision of leadership.
His voice grew stronger as the heat of the conversation surged through him. “And war… war was the only way I could see to improve my status. A status no one here has had to worry about, particularly when they were ten!” There was an edge to his words, a bitterness that those closest to him could sense—a frustration not just with Washington’s words, but with his own unmet desires and the weight of the situation that had faced him. It wasn’t about power; it was about being seen, being acknowledged for his worth in a world that seemed so much older and more established than he felt inside. His dreams of grandeur, of legacy, had clashed with the reality of his youth and the burdens of his position.
In that moment, only Eliza and John seemed to truly understand the complexity of the emotions boiling within Alexander. The sharpness of his words, the tension in his posture—these were the signs of something deeper, a hunger for recognition and respect that neither battle nor time had yet satisfied. Without a word, Eliza reached out and gently took one of Alexander’s hands in hers, while John did the same with his other hand, offering him silent support. Their touch was a small comfort amid the storm of emotions that swirled around him. It was a gesture of care, a reminder that, despite the war within him, they were there.
I knew that I was poor
I knew it was the only way to—
[HAMILTON/BURR/MULLIGAN/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE]
Rise up!
Gesturing towards the screen, Alexander's voice grew more intense, his frustration swelling. “Don’t you see! I had to hope for a war! It’s the only time that every man is seen as equal, no matter their birthplace, the legitimacy of their birth, or their financial situation—all of which were stacked against me, making it impossible to find my place in this world!” His voice rose with each word, fueled by a mix of desperation and anger. The weight of his words seemed to fill the room, his eyes burning with the fire of a man who had fought tooth and nail for any scrap of recognition.
Washington, sat silently for a moment, watching the younger man closely, sensing the turmoil that Alexander was struggling to articulate. He slowly got to his feet and approached where Alexander sat.
He paused, taking another step closer to Alexander, his tone softening, but still carrying the weight of years of wisdom and experience. “But war, son, is never the answer to our struggles. I understand why you might think it is, why you might feel that it's the only way to rise above the limitations you’ve been given. But in seeking war, in seeking to prove yourself through bloodshed, you risk losing everything that truly matters. You risk losing your humanity, your soul, your very sense of self. And that is something I would never wish upon you.”
Washington’s gaze held steady, his words taking on a paternal quality, more out of a deep care than anything else. “You are capable of greatness, Alexander. But greatness born of conflict can only lead to destruction. You must find your place not in the midst of chaos and violence, but in the peace you can build, the legacy you can create. That is the true test of a man’s worth."
For a moment, the room fell silent, save for the faint sound of breathing. Alexander stood still, his fists clenched at his sides, caught between his hunger for recognition and the undeniable truth in Washington’s words. It was a tension between youthful ambition and the wisdom of experience—a struggle that would take time to unravel. But as Washington continued to speak, his words wrapping around Alexander like a warm cloak, there was a flicker of something in his eyes—something softer than before.
The General placed a hand on Alexander’s shoulder, his voice gentle but resolute. “You may not see it now, but there are other ways to be seen. Other ways to earn the respect you crave. You don’t have to sacrifice your integrity, your soul, to make your mark in this world. You are more than your birthright, more than the circumstances that shaped you. Do not let the fire inside you consume what you could be. Let it guide you to something greater.”
The weight of the words seemed to hang in the air, and though Alexander still seethed with frustration, something in his posture softened ever so slightly, a crack in his armor that was only visible to those closest to him. Eliza and John watched quietly, sensing the shift, the bond between the two men growing stronger, though unspoken.
Alexander finally spoke, his voice lower now, tinged with vulnerability. “I didn’t know any other way, General.”
Washington gave him a small, understanding nod. “And that’s why I’m here, son. To help you and these other hungry young men find their way. As soon as we defeat the British, and we will.”
Washington watched as Alexander quietly settled back beside Eliza and John, his eyes lingering on the young man for a moment longer, sensing the quiet turbulence still within him. With a single nod of silent understanding, he returned to his seat, allowing the screen to once again fill the room with its image. The moment was marked by an unspoken acknowledgment, a shift in the air that signaled a deeper connection between them, even without words.
[HAMILTON]
If they tell my story
I am either gonna die on the battlefield in glory or—
“No! Please, Alexander, please don’t,” Eliza pleaded, her voice trembling with a mix of fear and desperation. The weight of her husband's words hit her like a sudden storm, tearing at the foundation of her heart. She had always known the risks, but hearing him speak so plainly of sacrificing himself, of willingly walking into the fire for the sake of something as abstract as legacy, was unbearable. The thought of losing him, of the man she loved being swallowed up by the very cause that had brought them together, left her breathless.
Alexander stayed quiet, his gaze unwavering, unwilling to offer her the comfort she so desperately sought. There were no reassurances that could soothe her, no words that would make the reality of the situation less stark. Deep inside, he knew what he had to do. His heart, driven by ambition and a fierce desire to shape history, told him that he would go to any lengths—whatever it took—to help build the American nation, to carve his name into the annals of time. He could feel the pull of destiny in his chest, a calling that drowned out the worry in his wife's voice.
Washington’s voice broke the tense silence, and it was no longer the calm, fatherly tone he had once used. Now, his voice carried the weight of authority, the tone of a Commander in Chief, a man who had seen the horrors of war and understood the cost of every decision. It was a voice that many Continental Army soldiers feared, and in that moment, it was laced with iron resolve. “I will not allow you to die, Alexander,” Washington declared, his eyes locking onto the younger man with unyielding determination. “Eliza, you need not worry. Your husband will be the most protected soldier in the army. He is far too important to our cause to risk losing.”
Eliza, though reassured by Washington’s words, couldn’t silence the fear that gnawed at her. Her gaze flickered to Alexander, still silent, still locked in his internal struggle. Alexander’s breath hitched, and a wince crossed his face as Washington’s words settled into the space between them. The very thought of being kept away from the battlefield—of being held back when his soul burned with the need to fight—tore at him.
“But how am I to create a lasting legacy if I am not on the field?” Alexander’s voice was strained, his passion raw, the words spilling out before he could stop them. The plea was buried beneath the weight of his ambition, the burning desire to prove himself in the crucible of battle. “General, I signed up to join this army knowing the risks. I do not wish to be hidden away, kept out of the action.”
His eyes met Washington’s, filled with frustration, the desperate need to make his mark on the world flickering in the depths of his gaze. He couldn’t comprehend a life where he wasn’t in the thick of things, shaping the future, leading men, and leaving behind a legacy that would echo through history. His whole being was centered on action, on movement, on the battlefield where decisions were made, and history was forged in the heat of conflict.
Washington’s expression softened for a moment, but his voice remained steady, resolute. “Alexander, your legacy will not be defined by the number of battles you fight, but by the impact you leave behind, the decisions you make, and the example you set for others. You are already shaping history. But to be taken too early from this world, from this cause... that would be a loss we cannot afford.”
Eliza, still holding Alexander’s hand tightly, felt the storm inside her settle just slightly at Washington’s words, though the knot in her stomach remained. She knew her husband’s heart, his drive, but she also knew that Washington was right. There was more at stake than just personal glory—there was the future of a nation, and it needed him in ways that extended beyond the battlefield.
Alexander’s gaze flickered, doubt creeping into the edges of his confidence. He wasn’t sure if he could accept a future where he wasn’t the one leading his men into battle, where his legacy was built on something other than valor and action.
[HAMILTON/BURR/MULLIGAN/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE]
Rise up!
[HAMILTON]
I will fight for this land
But there’s only one man
Who can give us a command so we can—
[HAMILTON/BURR/MULLIGAN/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE]
Rise up!
As the show continued, the room fell into a charged silence, the drama unfolding on the screen taking its hold. Lafayette, ever the playful soul, broke the tension with a smirk that seemed to dance across his features. His eyes, glinting with a flicker of mischief, turned toward the General. “I believe I know where this song is leading us…” he said, his voice light, laced with amusement.
His gaze was locked on Washington, whose posture had been stiff with tension ever since the intense exchange with Hamilton. There had been an unspoken weight in the air during their conversation, the kind that came from complex decisions and the burden of leadership. But now, as Lafayette spoke, Washington’s expression subtly shifted. The tension that had been so present in his demeanor earlier seemed to dissipate, replaced by something more akin to second-hand embarrassment. He watched the screen with a furrowed brow, his lips pressed in a tight line. He wasn’t quite sure how to respond to what was unfolding before them—it wasn’t the military strategy, nor the solemn deliberations he was used to. It was... something else entirely.
The General, who had stood tall and commanding in countless situations, now seemed momentarily out of his element. The unexpected playfulness of the moment made him shift uncomfortably in his seat, his gaze flicking from Lafayette back to the show. He shifted his weight, leaning slightly forward, as if trying to brace himself for what was coming next. The music had taken a turn, and with it, so had the mood in the room. Washington’s stoic nature, so accustomed to handling matters of war and statecraft, was ill-prepared for the oncoming flood of emotions and events that the show was clearly about to present.
Lafayette, sensing the shift in the General’s discomfort, couldn’t help but let his smirk widen. His usual charm was evident, a gleam of delight in his eyes as he observed the more vulnerable side of his leader. Lafayette had seen Washington in countless high-stakes situations—battlefields, political maneuverings, tense meetings. But now, to see him squirm just a little in this unexpected context was a rare, almost amusing sight.
Eliza, noticing the subtle shift in Washington’s demeanor, exchanged a knowing glance with John, who looked equally entertained by the scene unfolding. Even Alexander, though still clearly on edge, seemed to be more aware of the tension turning into something lighter—something far less urgent and filled with more human levity.
[HAMILTON]
Understand? It’s the only way to—
[HAMILTON/BURR/MULLIGAN/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE]
Rise up! Rise up!
[HAMILTON]
Here he comes!
[ENSEMBLE]
Here comes the General!
Washington let out a groan of embarrassment, his face turning a shade of crimson as he buried his hands in his palms. “Is this really necessary?” he grumbled, his voice thick with reluctant frustration. It wasn’t often that the General found himself on the receiving end of such playful attention, and the shift in the atmosphere had caught him entirely off guard. He had spent his life shaping the future of a fledgling nation with determination and grit, but now, in the face of the playful teasing from his comrades, he felt oddly out of place.
The men forming the revolutionary set, sensing his discomfort, leaned into the moment with their own teasing words, their voices light but filled with admiration for their leader. Mulligan, ever the optimist, flashed a bright, almost mischievous smile as he spoke, his tone playful yet sincere. “General Washington, of course, this is necessary! You will become our country’s founder, the very backbone of this new nation!” His eyes sparkled with genuine enthusiasm, as if the idea of Washington being immortalized in history was a given, something they all knew deep down would happen.
Lafayette, leaning forward in his seat, couldn’t resist adding his own touch of flattery, his voice laced with an accent as rich and vibrant as his personality. “Oui, monsieur! You are to be celebrated as the most successful General America has seen!” He spoke with a grin that stretched across his face, his eyes gleaming with respect and admiration for Washington. “Mon ami, you will be the most important piece to freeing this country from the tyranny of the British!” Lafayette’s words, though exaggerated, carried a weight of genuine belief, and he leaned back with a chuckle, clearly enjoying the chance to tease his friend and commander.
Alexander, always passionate and driven, leaned forward from his seat, his voice filled with fiery conviction. “Sir!” he said, his tone sharp and unwavering. “When we win this war, you will be remembered as the General who led this makeshift army to victory! The man who turned ragtag rebels into a fighting force capable of defeating the greatest empire in the world!” His eyes burned with a mix of admiration and enthusiasm, his respect for Washington undeniable. “It is entirely necessary, as is every soldier’s role—which is determined by you. You are the one who will shape our legacy, General.”
John, always at Alexander’s side in both thought and spirit, nodded in agreement, his expression firm yet understanding. “Alexander’s right,” he added, his voice steady. “You’ve led us this far, General”
The room seemed to hum with the shared sentiment, each man voicing their thoughts in a mixture of humor and reverence. It was clear that Washington had earned their respect, not just as a commander, but as the foundation upon which their hopes for the new nation rested. Still, the weight of their words seemed to settle uneasily upon him, and he squirmed in his seat, feeling the dual pressure of their admiration and his own discomfort.
Washington slowly removed his hands from his face, letting out a deep sigh, his expression a mix of resignation and reluctant gratitude. “I appreciate your words, but...” he trailed off, his gaze turning to the screen where his future was being portrayed, “this is all a bit much for me.” His voice softened, the weight of his leadership always pressing against him, making moments like this feel both surreal and overwhelming.
The others fell silent for a moment, watching their General with a mixture of affection and empathy, understanding that the man who had carried the weight of their revolution was, in this moment, still just a man—one who could feel the sting of too much attention, the discomfort of being celebrated in such a public way.
Lafayette leaned back in his seat, his smirk turning into a more genuine smile, while Mulligan slapped Washington’s shoulder lightly. “General,” he said, his tone light but full of admiration, “perhaps a little humility, but even you can’t deny your importance to our success”
Washington gave a small nod, the corners of his mouth twitching as if trying to form a smile, though the expression was fleeting. He wasn’t sure how to reconcile the image of the man on the screen with the man. As the show continued, he remained still, watching, and for the first time in a long while, Washington allowed himself to feel something other than the weight of responsibility. He allowed himself to simply be part of something greater—his legacy unfolding in ways he could never have predicted. And though it made him squirm, he couldn’t help but feel a quiet sense of pride.
[BURR]
Ladies and gentlemen!
[ENSEMBLE]
Here comes the General!
[BURR]
The moment you’ve been waiting for!
[ENSEMBLE]
Here comes the General!
[BURR]
The pride of Mount Vernon!
[ENSEMBLE]
Here comes the General!
[BURR]
George Washington!
The room erupted in cheers as Washington’s counterpart appeared on the screen, their arrival met with a mix of excitement and anticipation. Mulligan let out a triumphant whoop, Lafayette clapped enthusiastically, and even Alexander’s eyes brightened with a knowing grin.
[WASHINGTON]
We are outgunned
Outmanned
Outnumbered
Outplanned
“Is it…” Eliza’s voice trailed off, her words seemingly lost in the heaviness of the moment as she searched for the right way to phrase her concern. She glanced back and forth between Alexander and John, the unease in her eyes growing as she struggled to find the courage to ask the question that had been weighing on her heart. "Is the situation really that bad?" Her gaze flicked nervously between them, hoping for some reassurance, but the two men exchanged a look—quiet, heavy, full of meaning—that Eliza couldn’t decipher. It was a look that seemed to speak volumes, a silent conversation unfolding before her eyes, yet it only left her more uncertain.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. Eliza’s breath caught in her throat as she watched Alexander’s face harden ever so slightly, his mind clearly working through the gravity of the situation. Finally, after what felt like an eternity of unspoken tension, Alexander turned to her, his expression softening. “It is, my love,” he said quietly, his voice carrying a weight of truth that made her heart ache. "The situation is... not great."
He paused, taking a moment to steady himself before continuing. Eliza’s eyes remained locked on him, the fear in her chest growing as she braced for whatever came next. "But we are doing everything we can. Lafayette has requested aid from France." He spoke the words with determination, but there was an underlying fatigue to his tone—an exhaustion that she had begun to recognize over the past few months, though he always tried to shield her from the worst of it.
John finally spoke up, his voice steady yet full of quiet concern. "We’re not alone in this fight," he added, offering Eliza a reassuring smile. "But there’s no denying how dire things have become."
Eliza nodded slowly, trying to absorb the weight of their words, the realization that they were on the brink of something far more dangerous than she had ever imagined. Her heart clenched at the thought of the men she loved risking everything for this cause, and yet, in the depths of her worry, there was also a quiet respect for their unwavering commitment.
We gotta make an all out stand
Ayo, I’m gonna need a right-hand man.
Alexander shifted his gaze toward the General, and in that moment, their eyes met—two men bound by the weight of history. Washington’s intense, calculating stare softened just slightly as he regarded the younger officer. Alexander’s chest tightened with the quiet understanding that had always lingered between them, an unspoken bond formed through their shared devotion to the cause. There was no need for further words from Washington, for Alexander could already feel the gravity of what was being implied.
"Me," Alexander said at last, his voice firm, infused with a quiet yet undeniable confidence. His words carried a weight far beyond their simplicity, as if he were stepping into the role that had long awaited him. His smile, though brief, spread across his face, lighting up his violet-blue eyes with a sparkle of determination. It was the kind of smile that hinted at the fire that burned inside him, the same fire that had driven him forward through every battle, every decision, every sacrifice. He was ready. He always had been. But this moment—this acknowledgment from Washington—made it all the more real.
Washington, still watching him with a gaze that seemed to carry both pride and caution, gave a slow, deliberate nod. His expression was a mix of both admiration and responsibility, the weight of leadership never far from his mind. "Yes," he replied, his voice steady and filled with the quiet authority that only someone of his stature could command. "You. Hence why I need you alive."
His words, though simple, resonated deeply within Alexander. They weren't just a statement about the war, about strategy—they were about purpose, about legacy. Washington's reminder was clear: Alexander was not merely another soldier, but an integral part of something much larger, a man whose survival meant the continuation of their fight and the possibility of a new future. Washington's concern for his well-being was not just paternal; it was deeply rooted in the understanding that the future of the nation they were fighting for hinged on their ability to keep the most important pieces alive.
Alexander, sat taller now, absorbed the gravity of Washington’s words. There was no arrogance in his posture, only the quiet acknowledgment of the importance of what he was being asked to do. "I won’t fail," he replied, his voice unwavering. In that moment, there was no doubt in his mind. Washington had placed a heavy trust in him, and he would not let it slip.
[ENSEMBLE]
What?
What?
Buck, buck, buck, buck, buck!
Buck, buck, buck, buck, buck!
“What does that mean?” Phillip asked, his voice laced with confusion as he furrowed his brow, trying to understand the words that had just been spoken. His face mirrored the perplexity in his tone, his young eyes flicking between his father and the unfamiliar scene unfolding before him. Though the man standing before him was a much younger version of the father he admired, there was a familiarity in the way he looked up at him—like he was seeking guidance, even in this strange new world.
“Pops?” he asked softly, as if the question itself felt almost too heavy to ask. Alexander’s gaze shifted toward his son, the weight of his own thoughts apparent in the fleeting moment of silence. He was still adjusting to this strange reality, still trying to grasp the depth of what it meant to be here, in the past, with his son not yet born. His hand instinctively migrated to Eliza’s stomach, feeling the quiet life that was growing within her—his son, the same child who was now standing before him, just a different version of him, one not yet born in the timeline he had left behind. It was a bittersweet sensation, a moment that tugged at his heart with both joy and sorrow.
“I do not know, Pip,” Alexander finally answered, his voice soft but tinged with the uncertainty he still felt. “I would assume it’s some sort of slang from the future.” His words were more for himself than for Phillip, a way to make sense of what they were hearing, but still, there was no real clarity.
Just as the confusion seemed to settle heavily in the air between them, a voice—a calm, almost knowing voice—cut through the uncertainty. “You are correct, Alexander,” it replied, its tone both reassuring and informative. “It is a form of future writing known as Onomatopoeia, where sounds are described using words. In this case, gunshots.”
[WASHINGTON]
Check it—
Can I be real a second?
For just a millisecond?
Let down my guard and tell the people how I feel a second?
The General shook his head slowly, his expression hardening as he spoke, his voice carrying an unshakable resolve. “No, I cannot show the soldiers I lead—or any of our enemies—a weakness.” His words were deliberate, each one sharp, as if to fortify the conviction that had long been a cornerstone of his leadership. The weight of responsibility hung heavily on his shoulders, and in that moment, his stance was as rigid as his resolve. “I must stay strong, no matter the situation.”
His voice was firm, unwavering, yet there was an underlying tension that no one could ignore. The General’s gaze remained fixed on the ground, refusing to meet anyone else's in the room. It was a subtle gesture, but one that betrayed the burden of his words. His eyes, though focused, were distant, haunted by thoughts that no one would speak aloud—thoughts of the countless lives that hung in the balance under his command, and the pressure of always having to be the rock, the unshakable force others could lean on. In his silence, the weight of leadership was palpable, a weight that few could truly understand.
Now I’m the model of a modern major general
The venerated Virginian veteran whose men are all
Lining up, to put me up on a pedestal
Writin’ letters to relatives
Embellishin’ my elegance and eloquence
But the elephant is in the room
The truth is in ya face when ya hear the British cannons go…
[ENSEMBLE]
Boom!
Everyone in the room who had fought in the war jolted at the sudden, sharp noise, their bodies tensing instinctively, their expressions flashing with a mix of shock and remembered fear. The sound seemed to dredge up painful memories, and in that split second, they were all transported back to the battlefield, where every sound could be the difference between life and death. The others, those who hadn’t experienced the horrors of war, looked at them with confusion and concern, unsure of what had just happened but instinctively aware that something deep had been triggered.
Eliza, ever the protector, moved quickly, her movements smooth and practiced. She wrapped one arm tightly around Alexander’s broad shoulders, pulling him close to her, steadying him as his body still trembled from the impact of the noise. His eyes were wide, lost for a moment in the memories of combat, but her steady presence grounded him. With her other hand, she reached for John’s, her fingers wrapping around his with a quiet strength, the pressure a silent reassurance. His grip tightened slightly, and though he didn’t speak, the touch alone seemed to say everything—he wasn’t alone in this, not now, not ever.
[WASHINGTON]
Any hope of success is fleeting
How can I keep leading when the people I’m
Leading keep retreating?
Washington shook his head slowly, his expression clouded with exhaustion, the shock of the cannon’s blast still lingering in his chest. The reverberation of the sound had left him slightly shaken, his hands tightening around his coat as he sat, his mind racing through the fleeting memories of the battlefield. The enormity of it all—the bloodshed, the sacrifice—felt heavier than ever. "These men," he said quietly, his voice rough but steady, “I will be forever thankful they signed up to offer their lives for our country, but it does not make it easier when just as many decide it is too much... and leave.” His words hung in the air like a weight, a quiet sorrow settling over him. There was a sense of disappointment in his tone, but also an odd acceptance, as though he had long since come to terms with the harsh realities of war. It wasn’t the first time he’d seen soldiers fall away, but it never got easier. Even the most resolute were only human.
The silence that followed felt thick, but Lafayette, ever the optimist, broke it with a calm confidence that contrasted Washington’s somber mood. “These men are brave, but not as brave as you, General,” Lafayette said, his voice carrying the weight of admiration. He took a leant forward, his eyes meeting Washington’s, conveying a deep respect. “I believe it is for the better that those who have left, and those who will leave, do so when we are not engaged in a battle that will decide the war.” His words were matter-of-fact, the young Frenchman’s tone unshaken, a stark contrast to the weariness that hung in Washington’s voice. Lafayette had never been one to doubt the outcome of their cause, and his belief in victory was unwavering.
The General glanced at him, his sharp eyes softening for a moment. There was truth in Lafayette’s words. Washington had seen it time and time again—those who weren’t prepared for the long haul, the men who faltered when faced with the true cost of war. But there was a greater strength in those who stayed, who stood shoulder to shoulder through every hardship. Lafayette’s belief in the reinforcements from his home country, the promise of fresh troops and supplies, was a glimmer of hope in the face of mounting pressure. The French aid, the hope of victory, was something to hold on to.
“We will win this war,” Lafayette said firmly, as though his words were a pact, a promise that couldn’t be broken. The certainty in his voice was contagious, and for the first time in a while, Washington allowed himself to feel a flicker of hope.
We put a stop to the bleeding as the British take Brooklyn
Knight takes rook, but look
[WASHINGTON]
We are outgunned
Outmanned
Outnumbered
Outplanned
We gotta make an all out stand
Ayo, I’m gonna need a right-hand man
Incoming!
[ENSEMBLE]
What?
What?
Buck, buck, buck, buck, buck!
Buck, buck, buck, buck, buck!
[HAMILTON]
They’re battering down the Battery check the damages
[MULLIGAN]
Rah!
[HAMILTON]
We gotta stop ‘em and rob ‘em of their advantages
[MULLIGAN]
Rah!
[HAMILTON]
Let’s take a stand with the stamina God has granted us
Hamilton won’t abandon ship
Yo, let’s steal their cannons—
A disbelieving gasp rippled through the room, the sound echoing off the walls, emanating from those who had no prior knowledge of the event. A mix of astonishment and skepticism painted every face as the weight of what they had just heard sank in. It was as though the air itself had thickened with disbelief, and for a moment, time itself seemed to freeze. Eliza, who had been steadying Alexander only moments before, looked at him with wide, searching eyes, her face a portrait of concern.
“Alexander,” she said, her voice sharp and filled with a blend of disbelief and worry, “did you really steal British cannons?!” Her words cut through the room, drawing even more attention to him. There was a clear edge to her tone, one that seemed to be fighting with the urge to laugh at the sheer absurdity of it all while still grappling with her genuine concern. She had always known Alexander to be daring, but this… this was something else entirely.
Jefferson and Madison both turned toward him as well, their eyes narrowing in curiosity, the weight of the question hanging over them. They hadn’t been privy to this part of Alexander’s past, and it was clear their minds were working to make sense of it. Alexander, for his part, seemed to shrink slightly under their gazes, his usual bravado faltering as if he were suddenly aware of how ludicrous the story might sound to others.
It was Phillip who broke the tension, his voice light and filled with admiration despite the surprise. “Pops,” he said, the word filled with affection, “did you really do something that brave?” His words were full of pride, as if hearing such a story only made him admire his father more.
Alexander nodded, just slightly, the faintest hint of a sheepish grin crossing his face. “Yes,” he said with a breathless chuckle, “I may have done something like that…” His admission, though quiet, was filled with a strange kind of acceptance, as though he’d long since come to terms with the reckless bravery that had defined much of his life.
Before anyone could process the weight of his words, Hercules, who had been sitting nearby, erupted into a hearty laugh. His booming voice filled the room, drawing attention to him as he leaned forward, clearly amused by the memory. “I remember you rushing in to make sure we got all them cannons, Alexander!” Hercules said, his laughter only growing as he spoke. “The other men thought you were suicidal for that mission!” His voice rang with a mixture of awe and humor, and the way he told it made it sound more like a wild adventure than a moment of danger.
Alexander's face flushed slightly, but he couldn’t help the grin that tugged at his lips as he looked at the others, grateful for Hercules’ perspective. They had always made light of their most dangerous exploits, but deep down, Alexander knew that the mission had been nothing short of madness. It had been a gamble—a desperate, reckless decision—but one that had paid off, nonetheless.
[MULLIGAN]
Shh-boom! [COMPANY]
Boom!
[WASHINGTON]
Goes the cannon, watch the blood and the shit spray and…
[COMPANY]
Boom!
[WASHINGTON]
Goes the cannon, we’re abandonin’ Kips Bay and…
[COMPANY]
Boom!
[WASHINGTON]
There’s another ship and…
[COMPANY]
Boom!
[WASHINGTON]
We just lost the southern tip and…
[COMPANY]
Boom!
Each deafening roar of the cannons seemed to tighten the air around them, sending ripples of tension through the room. The soldiers, once steadfast, grew more uneasy with every echo of the thunderous sound, their bodies instinctively reacting to the fear that had been hardwired into them through months of battle. Washington’s eyes flicked rapidly from one corner of the room to the next, his gaze never lingering for long, as if he were searching for any threat—any hidden danger that might be waiting in the shadows. His posture was rigid, though there was a sharp alertness about him, as if every sound could be the precursor to something far worse.
Burr, sitting nearby, was just as on edge. His face was taut, a sharp line of concentration etched into his features, his body jerking imperceptibly with each loud blast. He was ever watchful, the tension of command and his own unspoken anxieties blending into a quiet storm beneath his stoic expression.
John, was visibly affected. His face drained of color, his normally composed demeanor shattered as his knee jerked up and down uncontrollably, betraying the anxious energy that rushed through him like an electric current. His breaths came fast, shallow, a telltale sign of the panic rising within him. Alexander, on the other hand, was still as a statue. He sat rigidly, his back straight, his posture betraying no hint of weakness, but his eyes—wide and unfocused—seemed to stare at nothing. It was as though his mind had been swept away in the tide of past horrors, a flood of memories and experiences that had shaped him far too quickly for a man of his years. His thoughts seemed lost, his body present, but his mind adrift in the sea of events that had defined him since the very beginning of the war.
Eliza's gaze darted from one man to the other, panic rising in her chest as she noticed their rapid breathing. Her instincts to comfort them flared, and she instinctively moved to place a hand on Alexander’s shoulder, but before she could, a soft yet firm voice interrupted her.
“No, Mrs. Hamilton.” Washington’s words cut through the tension, his tone still clipped but laced with understanding. “I know you wish to comfort Alexander, but I would not recommend it.”
His eyes flicked over the room once more, a calculated wariness still present in them, but there was a hint of clarity now, as if he could see the struggle within his two young aides with some semblance of understanding.
“I—call me Eliza,” she said quickly, her voice filled with quiet desperation. “Please, General, what can I do for them?” Her concern was palpable, heavy in the air as she pleaded for any way to help.
Washington gave her a small, sad smile, his demeanor softening just for a moment. “Of course, Eliza,” he said, his voice kinder now. “But I insist you drop the ‘General’ and call me George in return.” His eyes met hers briefly before he looked over at the others, ensuring everyone understood the gravity of what was happening. “I can try to get them to a place where your comfort will be of use, but you must not interrupt me,” he continued, his voice taking on a command that brooked no argument. He paused, meeting her eyes once more, the weight of his words settling over her like a heavy cloak. “Any of you,” he added, turning to the others in the room.
There was a solemn nod of understanding from everyone present. Lafayette, though clearly shaken by the scene unfolding, appeared less affected than John or Alexander. He stood tall, his usual calm demeanor still intact, though there was an edge of unease in his gaze.
Washington took a slow, steadying breath, his chest rising and falling as he centered himself. Then, with a deliberate shift in posture, he stepped fully into his role as Commander in Chief. The softness that had previously colored his words evaporated, replaced by the authoritative tone of a leader who had weathered countless storms. “Men, at attention!” His command rang out with military precision, and without hesitation, every soldier snapped upright, their spines straight, their faces set in the practiced rigidity of soldiers at command.
But Washington’s eyes remained fixed on the two younger men. His gaze lingered on them as they wobbled slightly, struggling to maintain their composure. Their breaths were too fast, too shallow—an unmistakable sign of their inner turmoil. Their bodies were taut with anxiety, their minds lost in the memories of battles past.
“Alexander, John, look at me,” Washington commanded, his voice calm but firm, cutting through the chaos of their racing thoughts. Slowly, both men lifted their eyes from the floor, meeting the General’s gaze. The intensity of Washington's stare seemed to anchor them, and for a brief moment, they looked to him as though he were their only tether to the present.
“Breathe, men,” he said, his voice steady and unyielding. “You are safe. There are no redcoats. You are safe. We are all safe.” The General’s words were like a balm to their frayed nerves. Slowly, as they focused on his commanding presence, their breathing began to slow, their bodies relaxing just enough to regain some semblance of control.
John, who had been struggling to stay upright, seemed to ease out of his rigid stance, his legs finally steadying beneath him. He exhaled deeply, the tension easing from his shoulders as he was quietly released. Washington nodded at him, signaling for him to take a seat. Eliza was there in an instant, her arms offering him comfort, the familiar touch of someone who cared.
But Alexander remained unmoved. Though his breathing had steadied, his face was still a canvas of haunted memories, eyes wide and distant. The horrors he had witnessed—the battles, the losses, the cost of war—were still etched into him, and for a moment, he seemed untouchable, unreachable. His body may have been present, but his soul was still somewhere far away.
Washington’s gaze softened as he watched the young man, he did not know all of Alexander's history but he did know it was far more than any man should have to bear. Alexander had carried a heavy burden for someone so young, and Washington knew that the scars were not always visible to the eye. But for now, he could only do so much. As long as the young aide was alive and breathing, there was still hope for him to heal—just as there was still hope for all of them.
The General gave a small, almost imperceptible nod to Eliza, a silent signal that she could now act. Understanding, she gently guided Alexander back toward the chair, her hand resting lightly on his arm, her touch grounding him in the moment. She carefully helped him lower himself to sit between John and herself, her movements steady, as though providing an anchor in the storm of his mind.
As Alexander settled, his body still rigid, his eyes slowly starting to focus on the present, Eliza’s presence beside him seemed to offer him the comfort he desperately needed. John, though shaken, turned to him with a soft, reassuring smile, his hand subtly finding Alexander’s. It was a quiet gesture, but the connection between the two men was palpable—unspoken, yet understood. The soothing comfort of their companionship seemed to slowly work its magic, and Alexander’s breath, though still uneven, began to steady further.
Eliza, ever watchful, kept her hand on his shoulder, her gaze filled with a quiet concern, but also a strength that he could draw from. Her calm, steady presence was a balm to the storm that still raged within him. As the minutes passed, Alexander's wide-eyed, haunted stare began to soften, his mind slowly coming back to the room, to the people around him who cared. Despite the turmoil he still carried with him, the comforting touch of those he trusted began to pull him back from the edge, if only just for a moment.
[WASHINGTON]
We gotta run to Harlem quick, we can’t afford another slip
Guns and horses giddyup
I decide to divvy up
My forces, they’re skittish as the British cut the city up
This close to giving up, facing mad scrutiny
I scream in the face of this mass mutiny:
Are these the men with which I am to defend America?
We ride at midnight, Manhattan in the distance
I cannot be everywhere at once, people
I’m in dire need of assistance…
[BURR]
Your excellency, sir!
Burr let out a low groan of annoyance, his eyes squeezing shut as the inevitable realization dawned on him. His hand rose to his forehead in a gesture of exasperation, as if bracing himself against a wave of frustration that was already crashing over him. He could feel the tension building in the room, the weight of what was about to be revealed pressing down on him. His mind flashed back to the events in question—events that he would much rather leave buried in the past, forgotten in the haze of war and strategy. But, of course, there was no escaping it now.
“Oh, please, do not do this,” Burr muttered under his breath, his voice laced with a mixture of resignation and genuine annoyance. He knew all too well what was coming—what always came when certain details were bound to surface. The sigh that escaped him was heavy with the kind of exhale reserved for someone who had long since accepted their fate, though it was clear he wasn’t happy about it. His face, usually so composed and calculating, now bore the unmistakable marks of someone who had already anticipated this very moment and had no patience left to fight it.
But there was nothing to be done now. He had always known it would come to this. Burr only hoped, as he opened his eyes once more, that this time would be different—that, perhaps, he would find a way to endure it with a bit more grace.
[WASHINGTON]
Who are you?
“General Washington, you appear to be rather annoyed at Burr?” Angelica's voice cut through the tense atmosphere, her tone sharp and inquisitive, though there was an underlying hint of amusement. She had a way of turning a moment of tension into a pointed observation, and today was no different. Her eyes briefly flicked toward Burr, a slight smirk tugging at her lips. The earlier revelation of the incident had clearly not been forgotten by her, and Angelica’s sharp wit was never far behind when it came to matters of pride and reputation—especially when it involved her brother-in-law.
Washington, caught off guard by the directness of Angelica’s remark, briefly looked toward Burr. His brow furrowed slightly, but the sharpness in his gaze softened as he took a slow, deliberate breath. He realized, in that instant, that his response to Burr had been more a product of his own strain than any real grievance. His lips parted, but it was clear he was already processing what had happened.
“I was under stress,” Washington said, his voice softer than before, his words carrying a touch of humility. His eyes met Burr's, and though his tone remained authoritative, there was a quiet sincerity in his apology. “I apologize, Burr. You did not deserve to be spoken to in that manner.”
There was a brief pause, the weight of Washington’s admission hanging in the air. For a moment, Burr’s usual guarded demeanor slipped just slightly, and he nodded, acknowledging the General’s apology without fanfare. His face remained composed, as it always did, but his eyes held a flicker of understanding, and perhaps even a hint of relief. They both knew that the pressure of command could cloud judgment, but this moment of recognition—this quiet exchange—seemed to clear the air between them, if only for a brief moment.
Burr's nod was subtle, his response measured and controlled as always, but the unspoken acknowledgment of Washington's words was clear. "Thank you, General," he said simply, the two men locking eyes for a brief moment before both returned their focus to the room, the awkward tension now fading into the background.
[BURR]
Aaron Burr, Sir?
Permission to state my case?
[WASHINGTON]
As you were
[BURR]
Sir
I was a captain under General Montgomery
Until he caught a bullet in the neck in Quebec
And well, in summary
I think that I could be of some assistance
I admire how you keep firing on the British
From a distance
[WASHINGTON]
Huh
Burr frowned, his gaze fixed on the screen, though he could hardly focus on the words before him. The earlier exchange with Washington still weighed heavily on him, leaving a bitter sense of wrongness in his chest. He had gone there with a genuine admiration for the General's military strategies, hoping it would earn him at least a moment's attention—perhaps even a chance to be heard. Instead, his words seemed to vanish into thin air, met with clear disinterest, as though his presence was little more than an inconvenience. The sting of dismissal lingered, despite Washington’s efforts to fix his wrong.
[BURR]
I have some questions, a couple of suggestions on how to fight instead of fleeing west
[WASHINGTON]
Yes?
[BURR]
Well—
[HAMILTON]
Your excellency, you wanted to see me?
[WASHINGTON]
Hamilton, come in, have you met Burr?
[HAMILTON]
Yes, sir
[HAMILTON AND BURR]
We keep meeting
Jefferson let out a sharp, sarcastic laugh, the sound grating against the silence that had settled in the room. “You do not seem happy about Hamilton’s untimely appearance, Burr,” he remarked, his tone dripping with amusement as he watched Burr’s expression shift.
Burr turned his gaze to the screen, the flickering images before him doing little to distract him from the frustration that had been building since the moment Hamilton had arrived. With a slight, almost imperceptible sigh, he finally met Jefferson’s eyes. “I was not,” Burr replied, his voice tinged with the weight of years of rivalry. “He always appeared just as I was in a position to improve my station—or at least my reputation. As if he had a knack for timing his interference to derail any chance I had.” He didn’t bother to hide the bitterness that laced his words, the years of being overshadowed by Hamilton still fresh in his mind.
Alexander Hamilton, who had been quiet until now, furrowed his brow. For once, he chose not to respond with a sharp retort. He remained silent, allowing the words to linger in the room without offering any defense. It was a rare moment for him, a moment where he held his tongue, as if he were at a loss for the usual quick-witted comeback.
In the midst of this rare silence, a soft, unexpected sensation broke through the tension. Alexander flinched slightly, startled by the feeling of a kiss pressed to the side of his head—gentle, fleeting, but enough to shake him from his thoughts. His body stilled for a brief moment, and he glanced at John who just met his gaze with a soft smile on his face.
[BURR]
As I was saying, sir, I look forward to seeing your strategy play out
[WASHINGTON]
Burr?
[BURR]
Sir?
[WASHINGTON]
Close the door on your way out
[HAMILTON]
Have I done something wrong, sir?
The men in the room, those who Alexander called his closest friends and comrades, couldn’t help but burst into laughter. The tension that had hung in the air a moment before seemed to evaporate, replaced by the easy camaraderie that came with years of shared experiences—both on the battlefield and off. They had all grown to understand one another in ways few others could. Their friendship, built on moments of hardship and triumph alike, allowed for this kind of lighthearted teasing without fear of offense.
“I would not be surprised, Alexander!” Lafayette’s voice rang out, rich with the unmistakable twang of his French accent, his eyes twinkling mischievously as he shot a playful glance at the younger man. “Your tommish ways do cause many a problem, oui?” The way Lafayette said it, with a slight smirk, carried the weight of inside jokes and stories of Alexander’s sometimes reckless behavior. The laughter that followed was infectious, the men all leaning in, adding their own brand of humor to the banter.
Mulligan, ever loyal and always ready for a playful jab, quickly joined in, his deep voice adding to the chorus of teasing. “Yes! I dare say, it’s a good thing you have us around to keep you out of more trouble!” he added, giving Alexander an exaggerated look of mock concern. The playful ribbing made it clear they had all seen Alexander’s impulsive tendencies before, and it was a part of him they had come to expect and even admire, despite the chaos it often brought.
John, who had been quietly observing, finally broke in with a smile that softened the sharpness of his words. He nudged Alexander’s ribs gently with his elbow, a familiar gesture of camaraderie, and said, “The fact that you instantly assume you have done something to invoke the General’s attention tells you all you need to know, Alex.” His voice held an edge of fond exasperation, as if he were both teasing and gently reminding Alexander of his constant self-inflicted turmoil. John’s words were delivered with a smile, but the affection they held was unmistakable. Alexander’s tendency to throw himself headlong into situations, to always assume he was the center of attention, was something his friends had come to recognize as both endearing and a bit exasperating.
For a brief moment, Alexander’s expression faltered, his lips curving downward in a slight frown. But it didn’t take long before his eyes sparked with mirth, a flash of humor dancing behind them as he realized, once again, that his friends knew him too well. Their teasing, though pointed, was a comfort—a sign that, despite the high stakes of their world, there was still room for levity and affection among the chaos. The frown faded as quickly as it had come, replaced by a grin that lit up his face, his usual sharp edges softened by the warmth of his friends' familiarity.
"Alright, alright," he said, shaking his head in mock exasperation, though his grin only widened. "I suppose I do have a habit of making things... complicated." His tone was light, self-aware, and just a touch sheepish, though the laughter that followed showed he didn’t mind the jabs one bit.
The room, filled with the laughter of the men who had become his brothers in arms, seemed to shift in tone—moving from the gravity of military strategy and the looming threat of war to something more human, more real. These moments, fleeting as they were, were what Alexander cherished most: the ease of being surrounded by people who, despite their teasing, would always have his back when it truly mattered.
[WASHINGTON]
On the contrary
I called you here because our odds are beyond scary
Your reputation precedes you, but I have to laugh
[HAMILTON]
Sir?
[WASHINGTON]
Hamilton, how come no one can get you on their staff?
[HAMILTON]
Sir!
“Sir!” Alexander burst out, his voice sharp and full of indignation, mirroring the outrage of his onstage counterpart as he listened to Washington's words. The unexpected tone of the General’s praise felt almost mocking to him, like an acknowledgment given only to remind him of his place, and Alexander couldn’t contain the rising tide of frustration in his chest. He had worked tirelessly, climbed the ranks with every ounce of ambition he possessed, only to find himself confined to the staff—never out there in the midst of the battle, where glory was earned and reputations made.
Lafayette, ever the perceptive friend, raised an eyebrow and leaned toward him with a playful smirk, his accent thick and endearing. “Alexander, the General is complimenting you, mon petit lion. Why do you sound so offended at his words?” His tone was light, but the genuine curiosity beneath it only deepened Alexander’s irritation.
Alexander grumbled in response, his eyes narrowing as he tried to suppress the frustration that had been building inside him. He let out a huff, his gaze still fixed ahead but his words cutting through the tension. “Because being on a General’s staff means you’re not in the field!” His voice grew quieter, tinged with a bitterness that betrayed his longing to be out there, leading troops, facing danger, making a name for himself—not stuck behind the desk, making strategic decisions that others would execute.
He couldn’t help but feel the sting of being sidelined, the ache of wanting more, to be seen as more than just an assistant. The battlefield was where men were made, where legends were written. But here he was, destined to serve the Generals, to advise, to support—but never to stand in the thick of it. His ambition burned fiercely within him, but the walls of bureaucracy and rank kept him tethered, always watching but never fully in control of his own fate.
[WASHINGTON]
Don’t get me wrong, you’re a young man, of great renown
I know you stole British cannons when we were still downtown
“General! How did you know about that?!” Alexander asked, his voice betraying a hint of fear that lingered beneath his usual confident tone. He tried to mask it, but the unease he felt was unmistakable. The General, standing tall with his usual stoic demeanor, turned to face him with knowing eyes. “I hear everything that happens in these fights, Alexander,” he replied, his voice calm and assured. “Did you really believe I would not hear word of the brave actions you led that day?”
Alexander, momentarily stunned by the recognition, felt his cheeks warm as a light blush dusted his face. His usual self-assuredness faltered in the face of such unexpected praise. He hadn’t anticipated that his efforts would reach the General’s ears, let alone be acknowledged with such gravitas. The words were complimentary, but they carried weight, and it was not just the praise itself that left him flustered—it was the respect behind it, the understanding that his actions had not gone unnoticed. Alexander shifted uncomfortably but managed to hold the General’s gaze, unsure of how to respond. The moment felt like one of those rare instances where the balance of power between them seemed less clear, and Alexander wasn’t entirely sure how to navigate it.
“It was at that point I decided I needed to meet with you," the General began, his voice thoughtful as he glanced at Alexander. "I had originally planned on giving you a command of an artillery unit, but…” The General trailed off, his mind briefly drifting as he searched for the right way to explain himself. He wasn’t used to sharing the intricacies of his decisions, particularly not with someone as young as Alexander, yet there was an undeniable gravity to this conversation. Finally, after a moment of deep reflection, the General spoke again, his voice slower, more deliberate. "But I had to reconsider."
Before he could elaborate further, Alexander’s impatience got the better of him. He interrupted with a tone that was equal parts frustration and confusion, “If you wanted to give me a command, why do you continuously refuse me one?!” His words cut through the air, as raw and direct as the question that had been eating at him for months. He could feel the heat of the question building in his chest—why had the General, a man he respected above all others, continuously overlooked him for a leadership role?
The General’s eyes, sharp as ever, met his with a piercing gaze. There was no anger in the stare, only a quiet intensity. He responded slowly, carefully. “Because I knew when I first met you that you were destined for far more than a military command." He paused, as if weighing the weight of his next words. "Your mind, Alexander, your writings—they are far more valuable to me and to the army than any command I could give you. A military leader can only lead through force, but a mind like yours… it can shape the future."
Alexander’s heart skipped a beat. The weight of those words hung in the air, heavy and profound. His instincts told him to argue, to push for the role he thought he deserved, but something in the General’s tone stopped him. Instead, he fell silent, his gaze dropping to the screen in front of him, eyes unfocused as his thoughts reeled. The recognition of his intellect, his potential beyond the battlefield, was both a burden and a blessing. He had long dreamed of rising through the ranks, of commanding men, of leading armies into battle. But here, before him, the General was telling him that his true value lay elsewhere.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The only sound was the steady hum of the room around them. Alexander’s mind churned, grappling with the implications of the General’s words. His pride still stung, but beneath it was a growing sense of something else—an understanding that perhaps the General saw something in him that he had never fully acknowledged in himself.
Nathaniel Green and Henry Knox wanted to hire you…
[HAMILTON]
To be their Secretary? I don’t think so
[WASHINGTON]
Why’re you upset?
[HAMILTON]
I’m not—
“Why are you lying to yourself, Alex?” Angelica’s voice was soft, gentle, but her words cut through the air with an honesty that was impossible to ignore. She could see it as clearly as day: the tightness in his shoulders, the flicker of frustration in his clenched jaw. “You’re clearly upset,” she continued, her tone warm with understanding, “Why try and hide it?”
Alexander’s gaze remained fixed on the screen in front of him, as though the image in front of him held the key to escaping this conversation. He couldn’t—wouldn’t—look at her. His eyes danced nervously from one part of the display to another, refusing to meet her searching gaze. Inside, his heart beat uncomfortably fast, the tension in his chest tightening like a knot that refused to unravel. The words she had spoken were true, and yet he couldn’t bring himself to acknowledge them—not now, not with everything that had been said before, especially not after the General’s declaration. His mind raced, spiraling to the raw sting of the General’s words—words that had left him torn between pride and confusion. It felt as though his very identity had been questioned, as though his entire purpose in this war had been discovered to be something he wasn’t sure he recognized. How could he voice that? How could he explain to her the crushing weight of the truth that sat like a boulder on his chest?
His silence was the only response she received, and Angelica’s eyes softened in sympathy, understanding all too well the inner conflict he was battling. She had seen this side of him before—the stubborn refusal to acknowledge his vulnerabilities, to let anyone see the cracks in his armor.
Sensing his struggle, John stepped in, his presence steady and grounded. He placed a hand on the back of Alexander’s neck, squeezing it with a comforting pressure, a silent acknowledgment of the turmoil that lingered just beneath the surface. “Like I said, I wanted a command,” Alexander muttered, his voice strained, carrying the weight of his internal battle. “I didn’t want to be a secretary. I wanted to be out there, fighting for our country’s freedom... creating a lasting legacy.” The words felt bitter as they left his mouth, a reflection of everything he had wanted—and everything he feared he would never have. There was a fire in him, a desire to do something heroic, something that would etch his name into history, something that would prove his worth. He longed to be at the front lines, to lead men in battle, to see the fruits of his actions in the world, rather than behind a desk, where everything felt too distant, too removed.
John’s hand remained on his neck, a grounding presence as the words hung in the air. It wasn’t just frustration that he was fighting; it was the deep, gnawing fear that perhaps he would never get the chance he so desperately desired. What was he if he couldn’t lead, if he couldn’t fight? And what did it mean if the General—the one person whose opinion truly mattered—didn’t see his worth in the way he had hoped?
Angelica watched him quietly, her gaze soft but unyielding. She knew the fire inside him, the same fire that burned in her own heart. But she also knew this moment—this crossroads he was standing at—was one he couldn’t avoid forever. Whether he wanted to admit it or not, the truth was already out there, waiting for him to confront it.
[WASHINGTON]
It’s alright, you want to fight, you’ve got a hunger
I was just like you when I was younger
Head full of fantasies of dyin’ like a martyr?
[HAMILTON]
Yes
"No," Washington's voice rang out, firm and unyielding, cutting through the tense air. His piercing gaze shifted toward Alexander, intense and unwavering. "As I said, Alexander, you are not putting your life on the line any more than is absolutely necessary. You are far too valuable." He paused for a moment, his eyes narrowing slightly as the weight of his words settled in. "You must understand, your sacrifice would not serve the cause—it would only harm it."
But before Washington could continue, Alexander, his brow furrowed with frustration, interrupted. "But why?! I am only a soldier! I can easily be replaced!" His voice shook with a mix of youthful zeal and desperation. "The only person in this army who cannot be replaced—the only one who truly needs to be protected—is you!" He clenched his fists at his sides, his chest rising and falling with heavy breaths, his deep concern for Washington clouding his judgment.
Washington sat motionless for a long beat, his eyes never leaving Alexander’s. The silence between them grew, and the air thickened, heavy with unspoken emotions. The men around them shifted uneasily, their boots scraping against the carpeted floor as they felt the intensity of the moment. Then, Washington exhaled slowly, his expression unreadable, but his gaze still locked onto Alexander’s.
"When did you stop trusting my judgment, Alexander?" Washington's voice, though measured, held an unmistakable sharpness. The words sliced through the air, laced with a calm but dangerous authority. Alexander flinched, his heart skipping a beat at the sudden shift in Washington's tone. His breath hitched in his throat, and his mind raced, realizing the weight of his words had struck harder than he intended.
The young Caribbean officer’s eyes widened with panic as the room seemed to freeze. His hand involuntarily clenched , the tension palpable. The other soldiers, ever watchful, instinctively tensed as well.
"I… Sir, I—" Alexander stammered, his voice faltering for a moment as the sharpness of Washington’s words hit him harder than he had expected. The truth in them made his chest tighten. But before he could formulate a response, a gentle but firm hand settled on his knee. It was Eliza’s touch—a grounding presence. Her fingers squeezed softly, silently urging him to calm, to think before speaking again.
John sat beside them, visibly tensed, his fingers twitching as if ready to step in. But Eliza’s calm was enough to quell the impulse, and Alexander swallowed his pride, trying to gather himself. "I have always trusted your judgment, General!" His voice was still strong, but now, there was an edge of indignation—a defensive instinct stirring within him. He was determined to defend his loyalty, to ensure Washington knew it was not his judgment that Alexander doubted, but his own worth in the face of the general's.
Washington's voice cut through the air, heavy with frustration, but beneath the sharpness lay a deep sense of care. His eyes, unwavering, locked onto Alexander’s as though trying to pierce the young man’s stubborn defiance. "Then why, Alexander, do you not understand—or accept—that you are important to this cause?" Washington’s tone softened for a moment, but the weight of his next words hit hard. "You are far too essential to allow you the command you so desperately want."
The pause that followed seemed to stretch on forever. Alexander was silent for a moment, his gaze unwavering yet clearly confused. His youthful passion, which had driven him to fight, to lead, and to prove himself, had only grown stronger with time. But in Washington’s eyes, Alexander could see something else—a concern that cut deeper than his desire for glory or recognition.
Washington had seen many soldiers come and go, but none like Alexander. From the first time they had met, the young man’s fire had been apparent—his ambition, his courage, his drive to become more than just another officer in the Continental Army. But what Washington also saw in Alexander was a burning need to prove himself, one that often led him to take risks, to thrust himself into danger without fully considering the broader consequences. And it was that very recklessness that troubled him.
"Alexander," Washington’s voice softened, like a father trying to explain something he knew would be difficult to accept. "When I first saw you, I saw a young man with fire in his heart and the strength to carry this cause to victory. You had something I knew we needed, and I took you in as my aide because of it. But as this war drags on, I’ve seen something else in you. I’ve seen the recklessness, the urgency to prove yourself, to lead in ways that the war cannot afford."
His eyes darkened with a mixture of pride and concern. "You want to lead as though this is still just a war of soldiers. But this isn’t Alex, it is a war of strategy, Alexander, it’s about the long game. It's about the future we are fighting for, and I need you here, not in the front lines, where the cause is already well in motion. You are the one who will shape what comes next—once the war is won."
For a moment, Alexander felt as though the wind had been knocked out of him. His desire to fight, to prove his worth, had always been an instinctual part of him. But now, in Washington’s gaze, he saw not just a commanding officer, but someone who saw him in a way that made his own heart ache—a father figure who believed in him not only as a soldier, but as something greater than that and it scared him.
Washington, sensing the shift, placed a hand on Alexander’s shoulder, his touch surprisingly gentle for a man of such towering authority. It was an unexpected gesture, but one that carried a profound weight. "Do you understand me now, Alex? I am not trying to keep you from what you want. I’m trying to keep you safe—from the danger you don’t fully see. You are the future. And that future will be lost if you throw yourself away in some reckless attempt to prove you’re a hero. The cause needs you alive, not as a martyr."
Alexander, usually so resolute, found himself momentarily at a loss for words. Washington’s words echoed in his mind, but something in them—the understanding, the quiet authority—spoke to him in a way that no reprimand ever had. He had always believed that his purpose was to fight to do everything he could in the name of this country he wanted to help create.”
The truth hit harder than Alexander had expected. Washington had seen him, not as just another officer, but as the future of the army, the future of the country they were fighting for. And for that future to happen, Alexander needed to be more than just a brave soldier. He needed to be a leader who understood the cost of that bravery, the value of staying alive for what would come after the war.
Washington’s eyes softened, the usual hardness in his expression giving way to something warmer, almost paternal. "I know you want to be in the thick of it. I know you want to fight with all your heart. And I know how hard it is to stand back and wait. But I also know this—if anything happens to you, it will hurt more than just your life. It will hurt this entire army, this entire cause. You are far too important."
Alexander felt his throat tighten. He had never heard Washington speak to him like this before—never in such a personal, vulnerable way. There was a depth of care in his voice, one that made Alexander feel not just like an officer, but like someone who had a responsibility far greater than he had ever realized.
"I’m not ready to lose you," Washington said softly, the weight of his words carrying far more than the context of battle ever could. He looked at Alexander not just as a soldier, but as someone he had come to care for deeply, almost as a son. "And the revolution will not succeed if we lose its most important officers before their time. You are the future, Alexander. And you must live to see that future unfold."
Alexander looked down at the ground, his heart heavy, but the tightness in his chest was no longer from anger or frustration—it was from understanding. For the first time, he could see the truth in Washington’s words. His role was not to fight blindly, but to lead with wisdom, to stay alive to shape the future they all dreamed of.
When he finally looked up again, his voice was quieter, but there was a new understanding there. "I—I understand, sir. I won't be reckless. I’ll fight for the cause, but... I’ll fight smarter."
Washington’s face softened just slightly, a rare glimpse of fatherly pride in his gaze. "That’s all I ask, Alexander. The future is worth far more than any battle won today.
[WASHINGTON]
Dying is easy, young man. Living is harder
[HAMILTON]
Why are you telling me this?
[WASHINGTON]
I’m being honest
I’m working with a third of what our Congress has promised
We are a powder keg about to explode
I need someone like you to lighten the load. So?
[COMPANY (EXCEPT HAMILTON)]
I am not throwin’ away my shot!
I am not throwin’ away my shot!
Ayo, I’m just like my country, I’m young
Scrappy and hungry!
[HAMILTON]
I am not throwing away my shot!
[WASHINGTON]
Son
Despite the whirlwind of thoughts and emotions racing through Alexander’s mind after Washington’s revelations, despite the gravity of the general’s words sinking in with the weight of deep understanding, there was one thing—one small but insistent thing—that Alexander could not seem to shake.
It was the term of endearment.
Washington had always referred to him in that way—soft, familiar, as if there were an intimacy in the relationship that Alexander wasn’t sure he could fully embrace. “Son.” The way Washington said it, with an easy warmth, was something that had always made Alexander uneasy. There had been times when he had swallowed the discomfort, had allowed the general’s affection to pass by without comment, but today, with the full force of Washington’s concern hanging in the air, that word felt like more than just an affectionate nickname. It felt like an intrusion into a space Alexander was still struggling to define for himself.
He wasn’t a child anymore. He wasn’t the eager young officer who had once looked up to Washington with reverence, the idealistic soldier full of fire and passion. Alexander Hamilton was no longer the fresh-faced recruit. He had earned his place by fighting through blood and sweat, by standing beside Washington, not as a follower, but as a leader. And yet, here was Washington—his commander, his mentor—still using that same, unshakable affection, as though he were nothing more than the boy who had walked into Washington’s camp years ago, wide-eyed and hungry for recognition.
As Washington spoke to him again, his voice laced with concern and care, Alexander felt the sharp sting of the term Son once more. The general’s gaze softened, but Alexander’s chest tightened. The thought crashed through his mind like an iron hammer: I am not your son.
The words exploded out of him before he had the chance to stop them. “I am not your son!” he managed to grind out, his voice strained, almost raw with frustration.
There was a sharp intake of breath as Washington’s face seemed to flash with a moment of pain, like a brief flicker of vulnerability that betrayed the careful control he always maintained. The look, so quick, so fleeting, almost escaped Alexander’s notice, but in the quiet of the moment, it hit him with a force that made his heart tighten.
For just a second, Washington's face betrayed something deeper than the fatherly affection Alexander had struggled with—the hurt of being misunderstood, perhaps, or the sting of his own emotions seeping through the walls he had so carefully built over the years. The general’s usual calmness faltered, and for that brief second, he looked older, more human, more vulnerable. As quickly as it appeared, though, the expression was gone, replaced by a hardening of his features, a return to his unyielding composure.
But Alexander had seen it. He had felt it. That brief flicker of pain, the subtle crumpling of the steady façade Washington always wore, had cut deeper than anything Alexander could have anticipated. It was a stark reminder that even Washington, the stalwart commander who had borne the weight of the revolution on his shoulders, was human—a man who cared, perhaps too deeply, for those he considered family. It was a side of the general Alexander hadn’t often seen, a glimpse into a vulnerability that made him pause.
For a moment, neither of them spoke, the air thick with unspoken words. Washington seemed to compose himself, straightening, though the brief flash of pain lingered between them like an unspoken understanding. Alexander’s frustration remained, but the words he had uttered hung in the air, heavier now. He had never meant to wound Washington. He had never meant to push him away, but in that moment, the term had become a reminder of everything he had worked to leave behind—the boy who was seen as just a lowly poor, bastard orphan from the islands.
Washington’s voice broke the silence, softer now, the hardness in his expression replaced by a tenderness that wasn’t quite fatherly, but almost paternal. “I never meant to make you feel less, Alexander,” he said quietly, his words carrying a weight that reached beyond just this moment. “I see you— all of you. Not just the soldier, not just the officer. But the man who has become something more. But you are still young, Alex... still figuring out who you are in this war, and in this world. And I care about you. That’s all.”
For a moment, Alexander sat frozen, the words settling over him like a heavy blanket. He wanted to respond—wanted to push back against the tenderness, against the discomfort of Washington’s affection—but instead, something within him softened. He had fought so long to prove himself, to be seen as his own man, to step out from the shadow of everyone who had ever tried to define him. And yet, despite his defiance, he realized that there was something in Washington’s care that he couldn’t dismiss so easily. It wasn’t about being a son, but about being seen—truly seen—for everything he had become.
The silence stretched on, long and heavy, before Alexander managed to speak again, though this time his voice was quieter, less sharp. “I understand, sir,” he said, the words feeling strange in his mouth. He didn’t fully understand everything about the general’s feelings, nor did he fully accept the way Washington viewed him, but there was something about the vulnerability he had glimpsed in Washington’s eyes that made him reconsider his anger.
[WASHINGON AND COMPANY]
We are outgunned, outmanned!
[HAMILTON]
You need all the help you can get
I have some friends. Laurens, Mulligan
Marquis de Lafayette, okay, what else?
Jefferson snorted, ignoring the glares that were sent towards him from James, “Wow Hamilton three friends! That is definitely going to change the course of the war!” Jefferson sneered, Alexander didn’t respond curling in on himself as to protect from the barbs Jefferson kept throwing at him.
Jefferson snorted, his lips curling into a smug smile as he shot a glance toward James, who was glaring at him from across the room. Ignoring the searing looks, Jefferson’s voice was laced with mockery. “Wow, Hamilton, three friends! That is definitely going to change the course of the war!” His words dripped with sarcasm, every syllable designed to cut deep. He reveled in the discomfort he saw in Alexander’s eyes, watching the man tense and curl in on himself, as though trying to shield himself from the verbal daggers Jefferson was throwing. Jefferson’s sneer only deepened, relishing the power he held in the moment.
Alexander didn’t answer, his jaw clenched, eyes avoiding Jefferson’s piercing gaze. The weight of the insults landed heavily, but Hamilton knew better than to engage with Jefferson when he was like this. He hunched his shoulders, a protective instinct kicking in, as if by closing himself off, he could shield his heart from the sting of the relentless words.
Just as Jefferson was about to launch into another round of barbs, a sharp voice cut through the tension. “At least Alexander did something for the cause!” Lafayette’s voice rang with conviction, his French accent thickening, the emotion and anger in his tone unmistakable. He was usually the calm one, the peacemaker, but today, the fire in his eyes matched the rage rolling beneath his words. “Even something as little as you think it is was more help than you provided!” Lafayette’s gaze hardened as it locked on Jefferson, as if trying to force the truth into his mind. “You never even left France!”
The room fell silent for a beat, the weight of Lafayette's words hanging in the air. It wasn’t just the words themselves but the underlying accusation that stung—Jefferson had been in France, far from the fight, while Hamilton, despite all his faults, had poured his energy and heart into the cause of the revolution. Lafayette’s voice, usually the soft hum of a supportive friend, now crackled with righteous indignation, and the silence that followed was thick with the understanding that this argument had touched a deeper nerve than any of them anticipated
[WASHINGTON AND COMPANY]
Outnumbered, outplanned!
[HAMILTON]
We’ll need some spies on the inside
Some King’s men who might let some things slide
[HAMILTON]
I’ll write to Congress and tell ‘em we need supplies, you rally the guys, master the element of surprise
I’ll rise above my station, organize your information, ‘til we rise to the occasion of our new nation. Sir!
[ENSEMBLE]
Here comes the General!
[HAMILTON]
Rise up!
[HAMILTON]
Rise up!
[ENSEMBLE]
Here comes the General!
[HAMILTON]
Rise up!
[COMPANY]
Boom!
Chicka-boom!
[ENSEMBLE]
Here comes the General!
[SCHUYLER SISTERS]
Rise up!
[SCHUYLER SISTERS AND WOMEN]
Rise up! [ELIZA/ANGELICA/PEGGY]
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
[ELIZA/ANGELICA/PEGGY AND WOMEN]
Whoa, whoa, whoa…
[LAURENS/
LAFAYETTE/
MULLIGAN]
What?
[LAURENS/
LAFAYETTE/
MULLIGAN]
What?
[LAURENS/
LAFAYETTE/
MULLIGAN]
What?
[FULL COMPANY]
Here comes the General!
[HAMILTON]
What?
[WASHINGTON]
And his right hand man!
Washington looked over to Alexander, their eyes meeting despite the tension that had grown between them—tension borne of hard conversations, frustrations, and the inevitable clash of two strong-willed minds—Washington still saw that same unwavering admiration and fire in Alexander’s eyes. It was the same fire that had first drawn him to the young man and the kind of respect that felt almost reverent, though Washington could never fully understand why he deserved it.
His heart ached with the weight of it, knowing the deep-seated insecurities that plagued Alexander. He could see them in the young man’s eyes, the self-doubt that crept into his voice when he thought no one was listening. Washington had learned, over time, that Alexander wore his vulnerabilities like armor—sharp and brittle. Despite the bravado, there were moments when the layers of confidence peeled back, revealing a young man burdened by the weight of creating a name for himself and the ever present fear of failure.
Washington had always been a man of duty, driven by the needs of the nation and the demands of leadership. But in that moment, looking at Alexander, something stirred within him. He had promised himself that he would do whatever he could to help him—not just as a leader or a fellow soldier, but as a protector. He would be the steady hand Alexander needed, a father figure in a world that had offered him no such comfort.
They were in the midst of a war, a war that had torn through the very fabric of their lives, yet in the midst of this chaos, Washington found himself realizing something he hadn’t expected. Through the bloodshed and sacrifice, through the loss and heartbreak, he seemed to have gained something he never thought possible— a son. Alexander, in his relentless drive, in his moments of doubt, had become more than just a colleague or a soldier; he had become the son Washington had never known he could have.
The thought filled him with a quiet, protective tenderness—a sentiment Washington had not allowed himself to entertain in years. But in Alexander’s presence, that feeling was undeniable. He would stand beside him through the darkest of times, offering what support he could, knowing that no matter how hard it might get, this young man—this son—deserved every ounce of faith and loyalty he could give.
[FULL COMPANY]
Boom!
The soldiers jumped at the sudden, jarring noise that shattered the brief, fragile silence following the final notes of the song. Their reactions were immediate—wide eyes, tense muscles, and hands instinctively reaching for weapons, unsure of what was to come next. The sharp crack of sound was not anticipated, not after the haunting beauty of the music had filled the room. For a moment, the tension hung thick in the air, as if the very walls themselves had shuddered with the abruptness of it.
Alexander’s eyes, wide with surprise, flickered toward the source of the disturbance. His breath caught, and for the briefest of seconds, he appeared almost frozen, as though the noise had struck at something deeper, something beyond the surface. But before he could react further, both Eliza and John, ever the calm and steady figures at his side, placed gentle hands on his arms. Eliza's touch was soft, warm, a quiet reminder of the safety she provided, while John's presence beside him offered the steady strength of a true friend. Slowly, their comforting touches seemed to ground him, pulling him back from the edge of uncertainty. His breath slowed, and his tense posture softened as he absorbed the familiarity of their presence. The calm that radiated from them was like a balm to his frayed nerves.
The room was still for a few moments, a hushed silence settling over the group as everyone, soldiers and civilians alike, processed the unexpected shift in atmosphere. The images that had been projected onto the screen hung in the air like ghosts, vivid and unsettling, demanding their attention. Faces, places, and memories flickered before their eyes, leaving an impression that lingered far longer than anyone expected. A collective weight settled on the shoulders of those present, as they each absorbed what they had seen—whatever it was, whatever it meant, no one could quite tell, but it was there, in the unspoken tension that filled the room.
After a moment that seemed to stretch into eternity, the voice came again, breaking the silence with an oddly calm and measured tone. “I am sorry for not giving prior warning,” it said, the words almost distant, as though spoken from somewhere far beyond the confines of the room. Despite the initial unease, there was no panic, no fear in the voice—just a strange, disembodied politeness. “If everyone is comfortable, we shall continue.”
The voice, still untraceable, hung in the air like a whisper, though no one seemed to be disturbed by its eerie nature. It was as if the presence itself had become somewhat expected, or at least accepted in this strange moment. There was no visible source, no identifiable speaker to be found, but the soldiers, perhaps too familiar with the unknown, took it in stride. The discomfort of the moment seemed to dissipate almost as quickly as it had arrived, leaving only the lingering uncertainty of what would come next.
Chapter 10: A Winter's Ball
Notes:
Heyyy.. its been a while sorry about that :( this chapter was a struggle not really much to try and develop the story with but its here finally! Uni and work has really been kicking ass but the semester is nearly over!!
Chapter Text
How does the bastard, orphan, son of a whore
Alexander let out a heavy sigh, his gaze flickering for a moment toward where Burr sat across the room, his posture more relaxed after the last song. But just as quickly, Alexander’s eyes fell back to his lap, his fingers nervously drumming against the fabric of his trousers. A sense of unease gnawed at him, a cold knot tightening in his chest. Did Burr—his first true friend, the man he had confided in when he first arrived in America—really think so little of him? The thought stung, a sharp pang of betrayal that echoed in his mind, growing louder with each passing second. He had tried so hard, fought so fiercely, to break free from the shadows of his past, to forge a new path, one that wasn’t weighed down by the mistakes and choices that had haunted him for so long. Yet now, it seemed as though all of that effort had been in vain. Despite everything he had done, despite the sleepless nights and countless decisions aimed at redemption, had it all been for nothing? Would he always be known as that bastard, the orphan from the islands? The weight of the label pressed down on him, as if the past he had tried so desperately to escape would forever define him, no matter how hard he fought against it. The thought swirled in his mind, threatening to pull him deeper into a spiral of doubt and self-loathing. He could feel the familiar sting of old wounds reopening, the echoes of past rejection and scorn creeping back into his thoughts.
He felt a gentle touch. Laurens’ hand found his,warm and steady, the grip firm but reassuring, as though silently telling him that he wasn’t alone in this. Then, Eliza’s hand wrapped around his, her touch delicate and soft, yet unwavering. She gave him a comforting squeeze, grounding him, pulling him back from the brink of his spiraling thoughts. The warmth of their hands was a lifeline, a reminder that, despite the shadows of his past, there were people in his life who saw him for who he truly was now—not the orphan, not the bastard, but the man he had become. The thought offered him a sliver of peace, a flicker of hope amidst the storm of his own self-doubt.
.
Go on and on
Grow into more of a phenomenon?
His head shot up in surprise, his eyes widening as the words hit him. “A phenomenon?” The phrase seemed to hang in the air, lingering like a whisper that didn’t quite belong. His breath caught in his throat as he tried to process what had just been said. For a moment, he found himself frozen, caught between disbelief and confusion. Was this a joke? Was Burr mocking him in some subtle way he couldn’t yet decipher? The words felt foreign, like something out of place, especially coming from Burr, of all people.
Watch this obnoxious, arrogant, loudmouth bother
Jefferson’s voice rang out from his seat at the back of the room, sharp and bitter, “First truth I have heard today!” His words were laced with venom, the kind of scornful certainty that hurt deeply. His gaze, cold and disdainful, locked onto Alexander with a mixture of contempt and superiority.
Alexander’s eyes narrowed immediately, his anger flaring at the audacity of Jefferson’s words. His gaze darted, as if searching for something — or someone — to lash out at in return. But before he could act on the impulse to challenge Jefferson’s cruel remark, a firm yet gentle hand squeezed his own. It was Laurens, sitting beside him, his touch an unspoken reminder to stay calm. "He’s not worth it," Laurens whispered under his breath, his voice soft but resolute. Laurens had always been the one to steady Alexander when the heat of his temper threatened to take over.
Alexander exhaled sharply, his chest rising with the effort to swallow his fury. He rolled his eyes, the frustration evident in the way his shoulders stiffened, but he held his tongue. "Back to the insults," he muttered under his breath, the bitterness clear in his words, as he glanced briefly at Burr, who was watching the exchange with his typical, quiet smugness. For once, Alexander chose not to engage in the petty power struggle, the back-and-forth of slights and barbs. He knew the cycle wouldn’t lead anywhere productive.
Laurens, ever the grounding presence, leaned over and placed a soft kiss on Alexander’s forehead. It was a simple gesture, yet the warmth and affection behind it were enough to make Alexander feel as if the weight of the insults in the room were slightly easier to bear. The kiss was a reminder that, despite the tension and the animosity swirling around them, he wasn’t alone in this fight — and that, in Laurens’ eyes, he was always worth more than the petty games others played.
Alexander allowed himself a small, rare smile at the gesture. For all the chaos and discord in the room, there was one person who always knew how to calm the storm within him.
Be seated at the right hand of the father
Washington hires Hamilton right on sight
But Hamilton still wants to fight, not write
Alexander puffed out an annoyed breath, his frustration evident in the way his chest rose and fell with each exhale. “Of course!” he snapped, his voice sharp, the words hanging in the air with a force that matched his emotions. “I signed up to fight. To lay down my life if it was required!” The declaration came out with a sense of finality, his eyes remaining fixed on the screen in front of him, a grim determination set on his face.
As the words left his lips, he could feel the tension in the room shift. Eliza's shoulders stiffened, and John, ever the quiet one, shifted his gaze to the floor, his hands tightening into fists at his sides. The atmosphere grew heavier, the silence pressing in on him. But Alexander’s focus never wavered. The burning stares he felt from all around him, like invisible daggers cutting through the air, didn’t register. To him, the decision had been made long ago. There was no turning back.
Now Hamilton’s skill with a quill is undeniable
But what do we have in common?
We’re
Reliable with the
[ALL MEN]
Ladies!
The young soldiers in the room seemed to cower at the intense glares they received from the three Schyler sisters, their eyes sharp and unwavering. A few hesitant laughs echoed awkwardly through the room, as if trying to break the palpable discomfort, but it was clear the soldiers weren’t sure how to react to the formidable glares of the sisters.
[BURR]
There are so many to deflower!
“And what is that supposed to infer, Burr?” Angelica asked, her voice sharp, slicing through the room like a blade. Her eyes locked onto him, daring him to answer, a challenge hidden beneath her poised exterior. It was clear she wasn’t merely asking for an explanation—she was daring him to try and humor her, to offer a defense that could satisfy her sharp intellect.
The man in question, Burr, looked utterly flustered, his composure crumbling in the face of her scrutiny. His expression twisted into one of confusion, as if he hadn’t expected the fierce response, and he resembled a deer caught in the headlights—frozen, wide-eyed, and scrambling for the right words. His mouth opened, then closed again, stumbling over his thoughts like a man caught off guard by an unexpected storm.
He attempted to regain his bearings, but his voice wavered as he tried to craft a defense, his words tangled in uncertainty.
[ALL MEN]
Ladies!
[BURR]
Looks! Proximity to power
Eliza’s body tensed, her back straightening as she instinctively leant away from both Alexander and John, creating a visible distance between them. Her hands fidgeted slightly in her lap, betraying the internal turmoil she was trying so desperately to control. Her voice came out tight, each word carefully measured as if to keep the flood of emotion threatening to break free under tight restraint. “A lady’s proximity to power should not be a factor in who you pursue for courtship!” Her tone was sharp, the words cutting through the charged atmosphere with a biting clarity. There was a rawness in her voice—an echo of frustration, disappointment, and perhaps even a touch of betrayal. Her eyes flickered between the two men, but there was a certain coldness in them now, a protective armor she’d erected against the vulnerability she feared to show.
Alexander’s face tightened in response to her emotional distress. The lines around his eyes deepened, and for a moment, he looked as though the weight of her words had struck him like a physical blow. He knew he had hurt her, and the guilt gnawed at him. Without thinking, he stepped forward, his hands reaching for hers, his touch warm but tentative, as if unsure how she might react. “Betsy…” His voice was gentle, but there was an undercurrent of urgency, as though he was desperate to make her understand. He took her hands in his, his fingers curling around them in a silent plea for her to listen. “I promise you. Power was not the reason I wished to court you. I was entranced by you the moment my eyes laid upon you, long before I knew who you were, long before I understood the weight of your family’s influence.”
His words were heartfelt, his voice thick with sincerity as he looked deeply into her eyes. His gaze was pleading now, his expression a mixture of vulnerability and regret, as though he were laying his very soul bare for her to see. The tension in his shoulders eased, though only slightly, as he tried to convey the truth of his feelings without the crutch of power or status.
Eliza’s gaze softened for a moment, but the uncertainty in her eyes remained, her inner conflict still bubbling beneath the surface. She wanted to believe him—she did —but the reality of their world, where alliances and courtships were so often built on political gain, made it difficult for her to fully trust that power had played no part in Alexander’s attraction to her.
Just as the silence hung heavy between them, Angelica, who had been quietly watching the exchange with a careful, observant eye, finally spoke. Her voice, while calm, was tinged with a quiet resignation—an acceptance of the truth that she had long since come to terms with, even if her sister hadn’t. “You may be right, Eliza,” Angelica said, her words measured but carrying an undeniable weight. “But unfortunately, power is a factor when searching for a suitable match.” Her gaze shifted from Alexander to Eliza, as if offering her a quiet acknowledgment of the very predicament they both found themselves in. “Every man, whether they admit it or not, is looking to secure or improve their social status. Alexander was looking to you far before he were introduced to our standing. He had no idea we were Schylers until introducing himself and I to him… He certainly did not originally approach due to the power associated with us” Angelica’s voice softened at the end, There was an unmistakable air of weariness in her words, a deep understanding of the delicate balance they had to walk as women of high society, where emotions and ideals were often overshadowed by the practicalities of status and security.
For a long moment, the room was still, the tension between the three of them palpable. Eliza’s gaze shifted from Angelica back to Alexander, she smiled softly at him leaning in for a soft kiss and letting him guide her back to her seat between himself and John.
[ALL MEN]
Ladies!
[BURR]
They delighted and distracted him
Martha Washington named her feral tomcat after him!
“That's not true!” Alexander protested, his voice sharp as he leaped away from the pinch Eliza had playfully given him. His eyes widened in exaggerated indignation, though a slight blush betrayed his efforts to remain composed. The others, however, were far less concerned with his denial and more focused on their amusement. His friends just looked at him, their laughter filling the room, each one more than happy to tease him about his past.
Lafayette, ever the troublemaker, chuckled loudly, his thick French accent making his words sound even more playful. “You were definitely a tomcat, mon ami,” he teased, a mischievous glint dancing in his eyes. “Those nights in the taverns will never be forgotten!” He was leaning back in his chair, arms folded across his chest as he grinned at Alexander, clearly enjoying the moment of playful embarrassment. Lafayette’s voice was full of humor, yet there was a hint of nostalgia in it, as if he, too, remembered those wild days with a sense of fondness.
Alexander shot the Frenchman a glare, his hands on his hips, but even he couldn’t keep the smirk from creeping onto his face. He knew they were right, but he wasn't about to let them have the satisfaction of seeing him fully admit it. Instead, he shifted uncomfortably, trying to redirect the conversation, but his friends were relentless.
"Your reputation is still strong in King’s, Pops…" Phillip chimed in, his tone teasing but also warm, as he leaned forward from where he had seemed to hide away in the corner of the sofa. His shy smirk revealed a knowing look, one that Alexander recognized all too well—Phillip had heard the stories, and had been more than eager to join in on the fun. Despite his usually more reserved nature, Phillip seemed to not be above getting a good laugh at his father’s expense, and today was no different.
Alexander groaned playfully, his face scrunching up in mock exasperation as he leaned back into the armchair, rubbing his temples as if he could will the conversation to change. But as the laughter of his friends continued to ring in his ears, something Phillip had said caught his attention. He paused, his eyes widening in surprise. “You got into King’s as well?” he asked, his voice betraying both curiosity and a hint of pride. Alexander couldn’t help but see the resemblance between himself and the boy who would one day call him father, the same fiery spirit, the same glint in his eyes. The future son who was, in this very moment, still a dream—a heartbeat within Eliza’s womb.
Without thinking, Alexander's hand instinctively moved to rest gently against her stomach, the warmth of her skin and the life growing inside her grounding him. He smiled down at it, the weight of fatherhood and all its responsibilities, joys, and fears, suddenly making everything feel so real. The truth of it—the promise of it—was no longer a far-off thought.
“Yes, Pops,” Phillip answered, his voice light but his smile laced with a cheeky confidence. There was a twinkle in his eyes, a knowing challenge, as if he were in on a secret.
Alexander looked at him for a moment, his chest swelling with an unfamiliar pride. This boy—his boy—had more courage than he'd known at that age. He met his gaze with something akin to awe, a pride he could scarcely put into words, before his expression shifted into something more determined. A quiet, resolute strength filled him. He wasn’t just fighting for a future that hadn’t happened yet, but for the legacy that he was shaping—for the son who would one day make his own mark in the world.
The room seemed to quiet for just a beat, the weight of that realization settling between them. Alexander's smile softened, an unspoken promise lingering in the air. He was more determined than ever to win this war, not just for his country, but for the family he was fighting to protect.
[HAMILTON]
That’s true
“It is, son,” Washington spoke softly, his tone a gentle, fatherly reassurance. His words were simple, yet there was an undeniable warmth behind them, as if he could see through Alexander's surface discomfort and into the deeper, more vulnerable places he rarely let anyone see.
Alexander groaned under his breath bristling slightly at the endearment, a soft, amused blush quickly creeping up his neck and staining his cheeks. His gaze flitted away for a moment, as if trying to escape the teasing but inevitable nature of the conversation. But the weight of Washington's voice, calm and steady, held him in place. The general, who had been a mentor and a guiding figure in his life, was not one to relent, and Alexander could feel the affection behind his words.
When Alexander looked up again, he was surprised to find Washington's eyes meeting his directly—eyes filled with an almost quiet amusement. He was not often one to speak in such a relaxed manner, but there was a glimmer of humor in the way he spoke now, and Alexander knew immediately that something was about to be revealed.
Washington paused, giving Alexander just enough time to feel the weight of the silence, his brow furrowing slightly in confusion as he waited for the general to continue. The older man leaned back in his chair, his hands resting loosely on his knees, as if preparing to divulge a story that had been simmering for years.
“There was this ginger kitten,” Washington began, his voice taking on a more nostalgic tone, as if the memory itself was a fond one. “It started visiting Mount Vernon. Martha wrote about it in a few of her letters, remarking on the animal’s persistent visits to the house. I thought little of it at the time—just another stray, as far as I knew.”
Alexander raised an eyebrow, his curiosity piqued, though the blush still lingered on his face. He wasn’t sure what kind of story this was going to turn into, but his general seemed in no rush to get to the point his previous reluctance at being called son retreating quickly.
Washington’s smile twitched at the corners of his lips as he continued, “But upon my return during the winter, I found that the kitten had... matured. And when I saw it again, it was no longer the small, innocent creature that had come and gone. It had become a full-grown tomcat. A rather... rambunctious one, if I may add.”
Washington’s expression softened, almost knowingly, and Alexander’s heart skipped a beat when he heard the next words.
“She, having heard of you from my own correspondence, gave him your name.”
For a moment, there was silence. Alexander’s mouth parted in disbelief as he locked eyes with Washington, his shock evident. His thoughts raced, and he couldn’t quite fathom what he was hearing. The idea of a cat—one that had somehow taken on his name—was absurd, and yet... deeply fitting.
A moment passed before he could bring himself to speak, his voice uncertain and tinged with both embarrassment and disbelief. “Wait—what? You named a cat after me?”
Washington chuckled softly, a sound that carried both amusement and a fondness that Alexander hadn’t expected. “It was Martha's decision. She thought the cat’s independence and persistent nature were very much like someone she’d heard so much about,and some your… shall we say free time adventures” he said, giving a small, knowing smile that seemed to suggest more than just a simple comparison between Alexander and the feline. "She thought it only fitting to name him after you.”
Alexander’s cheeks flushed even deeper now, his pride and humility warring within him. He couldn’t help but feel a mix of emotions—surprised by the fact that Mrs Washington, of all people, had named a cat after him, yet oddly touched by the thought that she had seen something in him, something perhaps wild and untamed, that reflected in that cat’s spirit.
“Of course,” Washington added with a gentle smile, “I did not tell you about this earlier, but now, I think the cat’s namesake is more than fitting. It was always there in the background—our own little reminder of your presence, even when you weren’t physically here.”
Alexander shook his head in disbelief, a slight chuckle escaping him despite his surprise. “A cat named after me... Seems like my reputation precedes me.”
Washington’s eyes softened as he leaned forward slightly, placing a hand on Alexander’s shoulder, his voice lowering just enough to show that this moment was one of reflection. “Sometimes, son, it’s the little things, the unexpected moments, that show us more about our character than all the grand gestures ever could. The cat was, in its own way, a reminder of your strength, your tenacity... and perhaps, your more stubborn side.”
Alexander couldn’t help but laugh, shaking his head. “I suppose it is fitting,” he said, the last traces of his embarrassment fading as he looked back at Washington with gratitude. The blush on his cheeks remained, but it was no longer from shame—now it was from a warm sense of connection, a realization that, in some ways, he was more than just a soldier or a name. He was a part of the lives around him, even in ways he hadn’t anticipated, and yet a dark shadow still passed through him at the word son, “Please General stop referring to be as son”
[FULL COMPANY]
1780
[BURR]
A winter’s ball
And the Schuyler sisters are the envy of all
Yo, if you can marry a sister, you’re rich, son
[HAMILTON]
Is it a question of if, Burr, or which one?
[HAMILTON/BURR/LAURENS]
Hey
Hey
Hey hey
Chapter 11: Helpless
Notes:
Heyyy! So I am back with another update I know it has been over a month but seriously this A03 curse is real LOL. I have been so ill the past few weeks but I have now recovered and am on Easter break so writing has been my main focus!
I have also uploaded to missing conversation between Eliza, John and Alexander in the new series, if anyone would like to see different scenes I am more than happy to accept requests
Updates will likely still be slow but they will continue, thank you all for the continued support
Chapter Text
[HAMILTON/BURR/LAURENS/ALL WOMEN (EXCEPT ELIZA)]
Hey hey hey hey
[ELIZA]
Ohh, I do I do I do I
Dooo! Hey!
Ohh, I do I do I do I
Dooo! Boy you got me
Peggy grinned and let out a small chuckle, “I believe I know the events this song will be following!” her eyes watched Eliza and Alexander closely a teasing glint in her eyes barely glancing to Angelica who had seemed to tense slightly coming to the same conclusion as the younger Schyler sister.
[ALL WOMEN]
Hey hey hey hey
Hey hey hey hey
Hey hey hey hey
Hey hey hey
[ELIZA AND WOMEN]
Helpless!
Look into your eyes, and the sky’s the limit I’m helpless!
Down for the count, and I’m drownin’ in ‘em
Alexander blushed, his eyes darting everywhere except at the screen in front of him. His fingers fidgeted nervously at his sides as he tried to avoid making eye contact. “What’s wrong with my eyes?” he asked, his voice tinged with confusion, unable to understand why John and Eliza were both softly gazing at him.
John smiled, his thumb brushing over the back of Alexander’s hand in a tender gesture. “Your eyes are beautiful, Alex,” he said, his voice warm and sincere. The words made Alexander’s heart skip a beat, and his face flushed an even deeper shade of crimson. He quickly turned his head, hiding his face in the crook of John’s shoulder, the heat of his blush radiating through his skin.
John chuckled lightly, a soft, affectionate sound that made Alexander feel safe and loved. He gently wrapped an arm around him, pulling him closer as if to reassure him. “It’s okay, I mean it. You have the most captivating eyes I’ve ever seen,” John whispered, his voice full of admiration. The gentle pressure of John’s embrace made Alexander feel both shy and cherished, though he could still feel the warmth of his blush seeping through, despite trying to hide it with Eliza’s touch soothing his worry.
[ELIZA]
I have never been the type to try and grab the spotlight
Angelica let out a soft noise, a mixture of amusement, as her gaze shifted over to her sister, who was comfortably nestled between Alex and John on the couch. The sight was a familiar one—her sister, always the one to blend into the background, where she could observe everything with quiet detachment. “That’s right,” Angelica added, her voice carrying a hint of teasing as she leaned back, crossing her arms with a knowing smile. “You’ve always been content to sit on the side, letting the world swirl around you without ever getting pulled into it.” Her words were an affectionate acknowledgment of the role her sister often played—a quiet observer, content in her own space, never needing to take center stage to be at peace.
We were at a revel with some rebels on a hot night
Laughin’ at my sister as she’s dazzling the room
“And which of your sisters were you referring to?” Peggy asked, her voice teasing as she glanced at Eliza, her eyes dancing with mischief. She leaned in slightly, her expression playful, as she waited for Eliza’s reaction. Eliza’s cheeks flushed a deep pink, a clear sign that Peggy had hit a nerve. Eliza looked away, her hand nervously adjusting her dress, trying to hide her blush as Peggy’s teasing continued. The warmth in her face was evident, a mix of embarrassment and fondness, making Peggy laugh softly at her sister’s obvious discomfort.
Angelica, ever the observer, couldn’t resist joining in. With a wry smile, she chimed in, “You too were dazzling the room, look who is beside you.” Her voice was light, playful, but there was an almost imperceptible shift in her tone, a subtle undertone of something more. It wasn’t just a simple compliment; Angelica’s words carried a deeper meaning, and though her expression remained cheerful, there was something in the way her eyes flickered away, a fleeting hesitation that John, caught only too clearly.
John glanced at Angelica, confused by the sudden shift in her demeanor. He couldn’t quite place it—perhaps it was the brief pause before she spoke, or the soft edge to her voice that carried a hint of something else. Regret, maybe? But before he could dwell on it, Eliza had responded to the teasing, “Both of you of course!” It was as if Angelica had slipped into a brief moment of vulnerability, only to mask it again with her usual sharp wit.
Still, the fleeting sense of regret lingered in John’s mind, and for a moment, he felt a strange sense of something he felt no one other than the woman it concerned could name.
Then you walked in and my heart went “Boom!”
Eliza’s blush deepened further, turning a shade of crimson that spread all the way to her ears. She instinctively tried to shrink away, but there was nowhere to hide. Her only refuge was Alexander and she leaned into him in a futile attempt to escape the teasing spotlight. But Alexander, ever the mischievous soul, didn’t let her off the hook so easily.
With a playful glint in his eyes, he poked her gently in the side, the gesture so familiar and affectionate that it was impossible for her to stay upset. Despite the teasing, there was a tenderness in the way his fingers brushed against her that spoke volumes of his affection. “Boom?” he questioned, his voice light and teasing, his smirk growing wider as he glanced over her at John, who was watching the exchange with a mixture of amusement and exasperation. The sly smirk Alexander wore was one of pure mischief, and John rolled his eyes in response, as if this was an old, well-worn routine.
Eliza, her face still burning with the heat of embarrassment, shot a half-hearted glare at Alexander, trying to gather some dignity in front of their friends. "You’re insufferable," she muttered, though the affection in her voice betrayed her annoyance.
Alexander grinned even more broadly, enjoying every second of her flustered reaction. "Yes, you were the most handsome man I ever laid eyes upon..." she spoke.
Angelica and Peggy laughed, the sound of their amusement ringing out across the room, both of them clearly enjoying the teasing exchange. Their eyes sparkled with shared humor, each glance carrying an unspoken bond between them. They were used to moments like these, moments where laughter filled the gaps and softened the edges of everything else.
Washington subtly diverted his gaze, choosing to look back at the now still screen instead. He wasn’t one for public displays of affection or the easy camaraderie of teasing that seemed to come so naturally to the younger men he managed. There was something about the playful intimacy between Alexander and Eliza, that felt out of place for him. It was a sharp reminder of the weight of responsibility he carried, to lead these men in their fight for freedom whilst they had family and lovers alike waiting upon their return much like his beloved wife waiting for him back at Mount Vernon
As Washington turned his attention away, Phillip, couldn’t help but let out an exaggerated noise of disgust. “Eugh, sickly sweet,” he scoffed, rolling his eyes dramatically, his face contorted into a playful grimace, as though he was truly revolted by the affection on display.
Without missing a beat, George Washington’s deep, steady voice cut through the moment, his response dripping with the same sarcasm Phillip had used, but with a dry wit that only Washington could muster. “That’s why you’re alive, Phillip,” he replied, his tone even, the words tinged with humor but still carrying the weight of his presence. It was the kind of remark that had a sharp edge to it, a well-timed jab that reminded everyone of Washington’s ability to dish out sarcasm when needed. There was a slight smile on his face as he spoke, the humor not lost on anyone, but it was tempered by the seriousness that always seemed to linger around him, even in moments of levity.
Phillip blinked at him, slightly taken aback by Washington’s quick-witted retort, then shook his head with a grin. “Touché, sir,” he muttered, giving a mock salute as though he were conceding the point, yet grimacing to himself not wanting to think of the less casual intimacy that was performed for him to be sat where he was.
Tryin’ to catch your eye from the side of the ballroom
Everybody’s dancin’ and the band’s top volume
[ELIZA AND WOMEN]
Grind to the rhythm as we wine and dine
[ELIZA]
Grab my sister, and
Whisper, “Yo, this one’s mine
Alexander’s eyes softened as he looked down at Eliza, who was still tucked comfortably into his side, the closeness between them something he had sorely missed whilst in the midst of war. She seemed content, though a soft flush still lingered on her cheeks from the earlier teasing. Now, with John bracketing her between the two men, Alexander felt a strange sense of pride. He couldn’t help but admire how naturally she fit into the warmth of their shared feelings. The bond between them all was undeniable, and as his gaze lingered on her, a fond smile tugged at the corners of his mouth.
"Did you really?" Alexander’s voice was low, but his words were directed at Eliza, his tone carrying both curiosity and affection. He had always loved hearing her laugh, hearing her thoughts, but there was a lightheartedness to his question that felt almost playful.
Before Eliza could respond, Angelica, always quick on the uptake, beat her to it. “She did,” Angelica said, her voice playful but filled with the hint of sincerity that made it impossible to mistake. Her gaze was unwavering as she met Alexander’s eyes, an almost teasing glint dancing in her own.
Lafayette, John, and Hercules all burst into laughter at the exchange, the sound of their amusement ringing out like a chorus of shared joy. Alexander, not one to let an opportunity for playful teasing pass by, gave Eliza a quick, affectionate squeeze, his arm pulling her in a little closer to him, as though the teasing were all part of their private joke. “You really did say it, didn’t you?” he murmured, his voice warm and teasing, though there was still a deep fondness in his gaze.
Eliza’s cheeks flushed deeper, and she let out a small exasperated sigh, her voice rising just enough to show her irritation—but it was the kind of frustration that only made her all the more endearing. "Angelica! Why on earth?" she exclaimed, her pout now fully visible as she turned her gaze toward her older sister. Angelica’s grin only widened at the sight, the older sister’s expression one of mischief and amusement. She didn’t seem the least bit fazed by Eliza’s indignation.
“Well, it was true, wasn’t it?” Angelica said, her voice light and casual as she met Eliza’s flushed expression with a grin. “Or am I simply imagining that conversation where you pulled me away from my conversation with Monsieur Lafayette?” Angelica raised an eyebrow, the playful challenge in her gaze clear. It was as if she knew exactly how to poke at Eliza’s more serious nature, drawing out her little moments of embarrassment.
Eliza’s mouth opened in mock horror as she realized what Angelica was referring to, the memory of the moment coming back in a rush. “Oh no…” she muttered under her breath, face now completely red as she pulled away slightly from Alexander, suddenly feeling exposed under her sister’s teasing gaze.
Lafayette, raised his hands in mock surrender as he caught onto the direction of the conversation. “Oh, that is why you left so suddenly!” he said, his French accent thick and playful as he added an exaggerated shrug for emphasis. “I thought you simply did not want my company!” His words were lighthearted, but there was a warmth in his tone that made it clear he wasn’t offended by Eliza’s rushed appearance and Angelica’s sudden exit. In fact, he seemed more amused by the entire situation than anything else.
Eliza’s eyes widened at Lafayette’s teasing, her face now a deeper shade of red than it had been before. “Lafayette!” she exclaimed, her voice half-exasperated, half-laughing. “You’re not helping!”
The group continued to laugh, the playful teasing flowing like an easy rhythm. Eliza, despite her earlier embarrassment, couldn’t help but smile, even if it was a little ruefully. Alexander, his arm still around her, leaned down and whispered, “Don’t worry, you got what you desired no?” his teasing smile softening into something more tender. The playful energy around them didn’t diminish, but it shifted, and in that moment, Eliza realized that, despite all the teasing and laughter, she had nothing to fear. These people—the ones who laughed with her, teased her, and loved her—would always have her back. And, in turn, she would always have theirs.
My sister made her way across the room to you
And I got nervous, thinking “What’s she gonna do?”
She grabbed you by the arm, I’m thinkin’ “I’m through”
Angelica’s voice broke the quiet once more, the words slipping out with a quiet but firm resolve, “I would never.” Her gaze, intense and unwavering, was locked onto Eliza’s, as though trying to convey something more—something unspoken. Her heart hammered in her chest, and a quiet prayer passed through her thoughts, one she didn’t dare vocalize. She prayed that Eliza would understand, would believe her, and that her younger sister would not delve too deeply into the shadows of Angelica's soul, where secrets lay hidden. Angelica was terrified that if Eliza saw too much, she would discover the thoughts she had so carefully hidden, the wishes she had so carefully hidden.
Eliza’s eyes softened as she met Angelica’s gaze. There was no judgment, no suspicion in them, just love and understanding. A small, reassuring smile tugged at the corners of her lips. “I know, Angie,” she said, her voice a calm and steady comfort. “I love you and trust you.”
Angelica's heart caught in her throat. The simplicity of Eliza’s words, the certainty and warmth in her voice, sent a sharp pang of emotion through her. For a brief, fleeting moment, she felt a weight lift off her chest. But it was quickly replaced with a familiar ache, a flash of pain that crossed her face before she could mask it. The smile she returned was forced, her lips curving up slightly, but her eyes remained distant, haunted by the truth she could not bear to reveal. Angelica quickly diverted her gaze back to the screen, trying to hide the pain, her breath shallow as she silently prayed that Eliza wouldn’t see through the mask she wore so carefully.
Then you look back at me and suddenly I’m
Helpless!
Oh, look at those eyes
Alexander let out a frustrated noise, his irritation evident as he ran a hand through his hair, his voice rising in exasperation, “What is it with my eyes?! They are simply normal, and yet they've been mentioned twice already?!” His words hung in the air, a mix of confusion and annoyance, as if he couldn’t fathom why something so trivial was drawing so much attention. He glared at his friends, his gaze bouncing from one face to the next, hoping for a logical explanation.
To his surprise, it was someone he least expected—the one person who never hesitated to set him straight—that spoke up. George Washington, sat tall with a calm but firm presence, looked at Alexander with an almost paternal expression. “Your eyes are not simply normal, son,” he said, his voice steady and resolute.
Alex’s eyebrows shot up at the words. “I am not your son,” Hamilton growled in response, his lips twisting into a faint, almost amused snarl. There was a flicker of challenge in his eyes, a defiance born from a lifetime of stubbornness and pain.
Washington let out a sigh, as if the matter were an old argument they had revisited too many times. "It does not change that your eyes are not simply normal,” he continued, his tone softening but remaining resolute. “Everyone who has spoken with you knows it. They are intricately unique—almost violet, a color I have never before seen.” He paused, letting the weight of his words settle, as if the color of Alexander’s eyes held more significance than the young man could yet comprehend.
Oh!
Yeah, I’m
Helpless, I know
I’m so into you
I am so into you
I know I’m down for the count
And I’m drownin’ in ‘em
[ALL WOMEN]
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Helpless!
Look into your eyes
And the sky’s the limit
I’mpres
Helpless!
Down for the count
And I’m drownin’ in ‘em
I’m helpless!
Look into your eyes
And the sky’s the limit I’m helpless!
Down for the count
And I’m drownin’ in ‘em.
[HAMILTON]
Where are you taking me?
The man smiled warmly at the screen, his eyes sparkling with genuine affection. "To the best thing that has happened to me on this earth," he said, his voice filled with adoration, as if the words were both a promise and a confession. His gaze shifted to Eliza, who sat beside him, her presence grounding him in the moment.
With a tender yet deliberate motion, he lifted her hand, gently bringing it to his lips. He pressed a soft, lingering kiss to her knuckles, his lips brushing against her skin with the kind of reverence reserved for the most precious of moments. The gesture was quiet, intimate, but spoke volumes about the depth of his love.
Eliza, though used to the affection by now, couldn't help but feel a soft warmth spread across her cheeks, a faint blush blooming the way her heart still fluttered with the same joy as it did when they first met. The world around them seemed to fade away, leaving just the two of them in a bubble of shared memories and love that had only grown stronger over time and with the very recent addition of John who copied Alex pressing a soft kiss to the back of her neck.
[ANGELICA]
I’m about to change your life
"Thank you, Angelica, truly," Alex said, a warm smile spreading across his face as he looked at the woman who had played a significant part in this moment of his life.
Angelica, however, simply shook her head, her expression one of quiet contentment. Her eyes glimmered with a soft affection as she regarded the two of them. "It was an honor to introduce you both," she murmured, her voice gentle but full of meaning. "Watching you fall in love was a beautiful sight, one I won’t forget. There's something so special about seeing two people who are meant for each other find their way together." Her words were sincere, the kind of statement that reflected both understanding and a deep appreciation for the love that had blossomed between them.
Alex felt a lump in his throat at the tenderness of her words. Angelica had always been a friend and since the moment they had married she had become a sister.
[HAMILTON]
Then by all means, lead the way
[ELIZA]
Elizabeth Schuyler. It’s a pleasure to meet you
[HAMILTON]
Schuyler?
[ANGELICA]
My sister
[ELIZA]
Thank you for all your service
[HAMILTON]
If it takes fighting a war for us to meet, it will have been worth it
Both Lafayette and Mulligan let out exaggerated, fake noises of disgust, their faces contorting in mock horror. "Eugh, Alexander is being a sap again!" Lafayette groaned dramatically, throwing a hand up in the air as if he could hardly bear the sight. Mulligan followed suit, smirking as he added, "I thought we were past the mushy stuff!" The two of them exchanged amused glances, clearly enjoying the teasing.
Alexander shot a sharp glare at his friends, his eyes narrowing in mock indignation, though the slight blush that crept across his cheeks betrayed him. "I am not a sap!" he declared, his voice rising in pitch, practically whining as the words left his mouth. His hands were raised, ready to launch into a tirade, an eloquent and fervent defense of his not-so-sappy ways. He was about to list all the reasons—logical, pragmatic, and undeniably true—why he was certainly not the type to indulge in romantic sentimentality.
But before he could get another word out, a soft voice interrupted him, one that immediately brought a calm warmth to his chest. Eliza, leaned up and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek, the action so tender and loving it made his heart flutter.
Her arms wrapped around his waist in a comfortable, affectionate embrace, pulling him closer in a way that had become second nature to them both. "You most definitely are a sap," she teased, her voice a melody of amusement, "but I love it, and that is all that matters, my love."
Alexander’s cheeks deepened in color, his irritation fading in the warmth of her touch and her words. His tirade, which had been building in his chest, was suddenly deflated as the corners of his lips turned up into a small, resigned smile. There was no denying it—not when Eliza, with her kind, unflinching love, had the power to silence him with just a few words. His friends, now all wearing smirks of their own, watched the exchange with knowing eyes, their earlier teasing all but forgotten in the tender moment between the couple.
His eyes met Eliza's, her expression a perfect mixture of affection and playful challenge. He wanted to protest again, to argue that he wasn’t quite the romantic she claimed, but the sincerity in her gaze made him think better of it. Instead, he shrugged in defeat, a rueful smile tugging at his lips. "Fine," he muttered, trying not to let too much of the warmth she sparked in him show, "maybe I am a sap... but only for you."
Eliza’s eyes softened, her smile widening as she gave him another quick kiss on the cheek. "That's all I need to hear, my love," she whispered, her voice tender as ever.
As the laughter from the group began to fade, Alexander, still with a faint blush on his cheeks, looked towards John. His gaze softened, a quiet intensity in his eyes as he reached out to take the other man’s hand. His fingers curled around John’s, warm and firm, a silent acknowledgment of their bond that spoke louder than words ever could. For a moment, it felt like the world around them slowed, the chaos of their friends’ teasing receding into the background as the two men shared a quiet, unspoken understanding.
Alexander’s voice was barely more than a whisper as he looked between John and Eliza, the corner of his lips lifting slightly in a tender smile. "I guess that means I’m a sap for you too," he said, his tone soft, almost shy. The words hung in the air, simple but filled with so much emotion—something that neither man could fully express in any other way but this.
John’s laugh was light and warm, a sound that seemed to come from deep within him, full of affection and amusement. He squeezed Alexander's hand in return,. "Yes, I guess it does," he replied with a grin, his eyes sparkling with the same quiet affection that Alexander had just shown.
For a fleeting moment, Alexander felt vulnerable, the kind of vulnerability that only those closest to you could bring out. But as John laughed and squeezed his hand again, any lingering doubts melted away, replaced by a sense of warmth that he wasn’t used to acknowledging, but never wanted to let go of. John’s presence, his support, and the shared history they had—whether through battle or words—were more meaningful than Alexander cared to admit, and in this moment, he was reminded just how deeply he had come to rely on that connection.
Meanwhile, Eliza, sat between them, watched the exchange with a soft smile of her own. She knew this was just as much a part of their bond as any of the playful teasing that had come before. It wasn’t just about their affection for each other, but about the warmth and loyalty that connected them all. She gave Alexander’s hand a gentle squeeze, her eyes meeting his with a quiet, understanding gaze. She knew that his heart was big enough to hold both the love he had for her and for John—and that made her love him even more.
Alexander, still holding John’s hand, took a deep breath and leaned in to kiss Eliza once more, this time with the surety of knowing that he was surrounded by both of his loves, As his lips met hers, soft and full of unspoken affection, the world around them seemed to fade away, leaving only the warm, steady presence of the people who mattered most.
He didn’t leave John without first gently pulling away from Eliza, his eyes soft with the weight of the moment. Then he turned to John and kissed him—slowly, tenderly—a kiss that spoke of years lost and love rediscovered. John responded with the same quiet reverence, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips. It wasn’t a beginning, nor an ending—it was a homecoming.
Eliza stood between them, her hand still resting against Alexander’s chest, her heart full. She watched the two men with a warmth that bloomed deep inside her—not jealousy, not sorrow, but joy. She had always known Alexander’s heart held many rooms, and in each one, love lived fully. He loved her. And he loved John. And in this strange, beautiful moment, she loved them both for loving each other too.
The three of them smiled, wrapped in a quiet understanding. Eliza leaned her head against Alexander’s shoulder, John’s hand brushing hers. It wasn’t conventional—but it was theirs. And it was enough.
[ANGELICA]
I’ll leave you to it
[ELIZA AND WOMEN]
One week later
[ELIZA]
I’m writin’ a letter nightly
Now my life gets better, every letter that you write me
Alexander squeezed Eliza’s hand lovingly, his fingers intertwining with hers in a gesture so soft and intimate, it seemed to speak louder than words ever could. His eyes held hers with a tenderness that went beyond simple affection, as if every glance was a quiet promise. Slowly, he bent his head, pressing a gentle kiss to her hair, his lips brushing the strands as he breathed in the familiar scent of her. His voice was barely above a whisper, quiet enough for only Eliza and John to hear, "Those letters... they made life worth living. Each word, each line was a lifeline, a thread that pulled me back to you. They gave me something to hold onto, something to fight for. They gave me a reason to return after each battle, to endure what I never thought I could survive."
His gaze shifted to John then, meeting his eyes with a deep, unspoken understanding. Alexander’s expression softened, his heart full of emotion as he continued, "I never thought I’d be able to have this... to have you both, to have this life—this peace, this love, this home. After everything… I never thought I’d be able to have anything worth living fir" He paused, his voice catching for a brief moment as the weight of his words settled in the air. The quiet that followed felt reverent, as if the world itself had paused to acknowledge the truth of what had been shared. In that moment, it wasn’t just about the love between Alexander, John and Eliza; it was about the bond forged in battle, the survival, the healing, and the unexpected grace of finding a family—one that had endured together, despite everything. Alexander’s heart swelled with gratitude for what they had, knowing full well that the life he never thought possible was finally here, in front of him, with those who mattered most.
Laughin’ at my sister, cuz she wants to form a harem
[ANGELICA]
I’m just sayin’, if you really loved me, you would share him
[ELIZA]
Ha!
Angelica looked genuinely shocked, her usually sharp, composed expression giving way to something far more vulnerable and unexpected. Her dark eyes widened slightly, eyebrows lifting in disbelief as a delicate blush crept up her cheeks, blooming like a rose against her otherwise cool and polished demeanor. For someone so skilled at keeping her emotions tucked neatly beneath the surface, the pink tinge of embarrassment stood out like a secret exposed.
Across the room, Alexander’s laughter rang out, rich and warm with amusement, overlapping perfectly with the light, melodic chuckle of his wife’s alternate counterpart. The two of them shared a quick, knowing glance—an almost conspiratorial moment of joy—as if reveling in some private joke at Angelica’s expense. Turning back toward her, Alexander shot the elder Schuyler sister a cheeky, lopsided smile, the kind that had always danced just on the edge of flirtation.
“Never knew you’d be one for the peculiar, Angelica,” he teased, his tone light but laced with just enough insinuation to make the words linger in the air longer than they should have.
Angelica’s spine straightened instinctively, the practiced grace of high society settling back over her like a silk shawl. But even as she composed herself, her tight-lipped smile betrayed her discomfort. It was precise, controlled—almost brittle. Her eyes, however, refused to meet his. They shifted downward, then to the side, as if focusing on anything but the man who had, with just a few words and a mischievous grin, managed to rattle the very foundation of her self-control.
She gave a soft, dismissive hum of acknowledgment, the kind that could be mistaken for agreement if one wasn’t listening too closely. Yet, beneath the surface, the tension was unmistakable—an undercurrent of something old and unspoken. Her fingers brushed the hem of her sleeve in a slow, deliberate motion, the only sign of the quiet storm gathering behind her calm exterior.
Two weeks later
In the living room stressin’
Phillip, from where he’d tucked himself away in an effort not to intrude, made a small sound of confusion. His brow furrowed, voice tentative. “Three weeks?” he repeated, his tone questioning. His eyes flicked between his parents, both familiar and strange younger versions of them now standing in the same room. He’d heard tales, fragments, soft recollections of moonlit walks and stolen glances under the trees at the Schuyler estate, but never anything with substance. Their courtship had always been shrouded in misty nostalgia, filtered through the lens of rose-colored memory, yet this... this was raw and new.
His parents had never spoken in detail about how quickly it all happened.
Alexander turned toward him, startled at first by the sound of his son’s voice. His expression softened as he met Phillip’s gaze, though a flicker of wariness crept into his eyes. The man standing before Phillip was unmistakably his father, but stripped of the weariness and wisdom of age—this was a younger Alexander, unpolished by time and tragedy, still burning with the urgency of youth and survival.
“We were in the middle of a war,” Alexander said, voice firm at first, but gradually softening as if trying to ease his son into understanding. “We didn’t know if we would survive to see the next day. Every moment felt stolen. I wanted to marry Eliza before I may have died… before the war could take away what little peace I had found.”
There was a pause. A hush fell over the space as the weight of that confession settled. Phillip studied his father, processing the reality of a man who once lived with death always brushing his shoulder. Then, his eyes drifted to his mother—her hand resting protectively over her stomach, as if she were already guarding the idea of him.
Eliza’s voice was quiet, thoughtful. “Do we… not talk about our relationship?” she asked, her gaze piercing, this version of her with bright eyes and soft strength, the one who hadn’t yet lived through heartbreak or the burden of public scandal.
Eliza turned toward the boy who would one day be her son, her expression shifting with warmth and something else—gentle sorrow, perhaps.. “It brings back bad memories for Pops,” he said quietly. “He asks that we don’t pry too much about that time… or about his life before America.”
At that, Alexander stiffened almost imperceptibly. The shadows in his expression deepened. The mention of Nevis—a name he rarely allowed spoken aloud—tightened something in his chest. His eyes darkened as memories surfaced: the hunger, the pain, the silence, the shame. Images of a past too heavy for words flickered across his mind.
He turned away slightly, unable to meet his son’s questioning gaze for a moment. His voice, when it came, was low and ragged. “I think… that is a good idea.”
And then Phillip understood—at least a little. His father, so often a man of words, stood now as a man silenced by memory. The man of letters had entire years he could not write about.
My father’s stone-faced, he thought, watching Alexander in that fragile moment—so different from the man he knew, and yet heartbreakingly the same.
While you’re asking for his blessin’
I’m dying inside, as
You wine
And dine
And I’m tryin’ not to cry
‘cause there’s nothing that your mind can’t do
My father makes his way across the room
To you
I panic for a second, thinking
“we’re through”
But then he shakes your hand and says
“Be true”
Alexander smiled softly, the expression gentle and full of quiet reverence, as though the very weight of his words grounded him. “Always,” he said, the single word carrying years of love, loss, and unwavering devotion. His eyes flicked between Eliza and John, warmth pooling in their depths. “I promised myself to you,” he murmured to Eliza, his voice thick with emotion, “and now… to you, John.” His gaze lingered on the other man, open and unguarded. There was no hesitation, no conflict—only truth, spoken plainly in a moment where nothing else mattered.
Eliza’s lips curved into a soft smile, radiant and tender, her eyes shining with affection. She reached out, brushing her fingertips along the back of Alexander’s hand in silent affirmation, her love steady and rooted. Beside her, John smiled too, something softer, sadder—like someone who had waited years to hear those words and now clung to the quiet miracle of them.
Without a word, John lifted his hand and ran his fingers gently through Alexander’s hair, combing them slowly through the dark strands. It was a touch as natural as breathing, reverent in its simplicity, like he was memorizing the feel of him all over again. Alexander exhaled, a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding, his shoulders loosening as he leaned into the touch. His body relaxed, almost melting into the contact, eyes fluttering shut for a moment as he allowed himself the safety of it—the warmth of being known and still loved.
In that small, suspended moment, the air felt still, sacred. The past and present blurred. No war, no tragedy, just the three of them, connected by something unshakable. A vow not just spoken, but lived.
And you turn back to me, smiling, and I’m
Helpless!
It was now Alexander’s turn to blush, color creeping up his neck and into his cheeks as he watched the younger version of himself spin joyfully across the stage. His onstage counterpart—wide-eyed, exuberant, and practically glowing with youthful optimism—danced with infectious energy, throwing his arms up in victory as General Schuyler gave his blessing for Alexander to marry Eliza. The theatrical flourish of it all, combined with the sheer emotion on the younger version’s face, was both endearing and deeply embarrassing.
He shifted slightly in his seat, attempting to mask his flustered expression with a faint smile, but the warmth radiating from his face betrayed him. His eyes flicked nervously toward the others, catching a few amused smirks and hushed chuckles.
And then, from across the room, came Jefferson’s unmistakable drawl, laced with mockery. “And that is supposed to be someone responsible enough for the cabinet?!” he scoffed, gesturing toward the stage with a dramatic wave of his hand, as if the very idea were laughable.
Several heads turned, including Alexander’s, but before he could open his mouth to retort, James Madison shot Jefferson a sharp look. His usually calm expression tightened with disapproval, the kind of warning glare that could cut through even Jefferson’s most flippant bravado.
“ He was celebrating, my friend, ” James said pointedly, his voice low but firm, full of quiet dignity. “And a fair few years younger than in our time. Leave it.”
Jefferson blinked at him, a touch taken aback, but said nothing more. He gave a theatrical sigh, sinking a little deeper into his seat as if to show he was withdrawing from the moment—not because he’d been reprimanded, but because he was choosing to be merciful. The corners of his mouth twitched, though, betraying the fact that he still found it all highly amusing.
Helpless!
Hoo!
That boy is mine
That boy is mine!
The blush lingered on Alexander’s face, the warmth of it softening the sharp lines time and war had carved into his features. He turned away from the stage, from the embarrassing display of youthful exuberance still dancing behind his eyes, and let his gaze settle on the two people who anchored him more than anything else in the world—Eliza and John.
His eyes held a quiet intensity now, no longer flustered but filled with something deeper, steadier. That blush, once born of embarrassment, had settled into a rosy hue of emotion that reached all the way to his heart. A soft look overtook his face, the corners of his mouth curving into the faintest of smiles—one meant for them and them alone. Vulnerability shimmered in his expression, but so did a fierce kind of certainty.
“I am yours,” he said, voice low and sure, “and only yours. Forever.”
The words were not dramatic or showy; they didn’t need to be. It was the kind of vow that settled into the very bones of a person—quiet, but unshakable. There was love in it, of course, a deep and consuming love. But there was also truth, plain and irrevocable. A truth forged in the fire of everything they had endured and everything they still held together.
Eliza’s eyes glistened, her fingers tightening gently around his hand. John exhaled slowly, his shoulders relaxing with the relief of hearing aloud what they had always known in the silences between words. For a moment, the world faded away. The war, the politics, the stage—all of it disappeared, leaving only the warmth of three hearts bound by history, pain, and a love that refused to falter.
But not everyone could bask in that glow.
From his place near the edge of the gathering, Phillip’s expression faltered. His shoulders tensed ever so slightly, and he turned his gaze downward, his jaw tightening. The sincerity in his father’s voice—the raw, open declaration of love—cut into him like a blade forged from the past he could never fully forget. His past. His version of Alexander. A version who had stumbled, who had strayed, who had broken hearts not through malice, but through fear, pride, and shame.
He winced, the movement subtle but telling, as if the sound of those words had touched a bruise long since faded but never fully healed. He wanted to believe them, wanted to let this moment overwrite the pain of what he knew. But memory clung tightly.
He glanced toward Eliza, whose serene expression had no trace of betrayal in it, and then to John, whose hand still rested gently on Alexander’s shoulder. They don't know what I know, Phillip thought, guilt tugging at his chest.
The thought was both comforting and devastating.
And still, his father stood there—eyes aglow with sincerity, face open, unguarded, beautiful in its honesty.
Phillip swallowed hard and looked away, unsure if he wanted to cry or smile.
Helpless! Helpless!
Down for the count
And I’m drownin’ in em
[ALL WOMEN]
Stressin’
Blessin’
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Helpless!
Look into your eyes
And the sky’s the
Limit I’m
Helpless!
Down for the count
And I’m drownin’ in
‘em I’m
Helpless!
Look into your eyes
And the sky’s the
Limit I’m
Helpless!
Down for the count
And I’m drownin’ in em
[HAMILTON]
Eliza, I don’t have a dollar to my name
An acre of land, a troop to command, a dollop of fame
All I have’s my honor, a tolerance for pain
A couple of college credits and my top-notch brain
“I’d have a troop to command if someone stopped trying to protect me during a war!” Alexander muttered sharply under his breath, his voice edged with frustration and wounded pride. The words weren’t meant for the entire room—just a quiet complaint to himself, Eliza, and John—but the bitterness laced through them was unmistakable.
Eliza’s hand tightened around his, grounding him in a heartbeat. Her touch was gentle but firm, fingers weaving through his with silent reassurance. She didn’t speak—she didn’t need to. Her presence alone was enough to say, I’m here. Breathe.
John, however, stiffened beside them. His body went rigid, a flash of alarm crossing his face as he immediately glanced toward the other side of the room. His eyes locked on General George Washington—stoic, commanding, and ever-watchful. John's heart sank.
The General’s jaw was tight. His eyes, usually calm pools of disciplined authority, now burned with restrained frustration. The kind that came not just from insubordination, but from disappointment.
John’s stomach turned. He heard it.
“Lieutenant Colonel Hamilton.”
The command cracked through the room like a whip.
Every soldier, every aide—even the civilians—seemed to straighten at once, the air charged with the weight of Washington’s voice. Though no one stood, they sat taller, as if the sheer force of his authority demanded it.
Alexander froze, the color draining from his face. His spine went rigid, and he turned toward the General like a child caught with his hand in the sugar jar. “Sir, I—”
But Washington raised a hand—calm, deliberate, final.
Alexander flinched. The movement was small, almost imperceptible, but it was there. A twitch of the shoulders, a flicker of his eyes, a tightening around his mouth. And George saw it.
The General’s hand lowered, but not his gaze. A flicker of emotion—was it hurt?—passed across his face before it hardened once more into the firm resolve of command.
“I will not allow you to continue,” he said, voice stern but no longer shouting. It was worse than shouting—measured, disappointed, heavy with the weight of unspoken trust. “Think for one moment, Alexander. Just one.” He took a step forward. “Why might I be refusing you the command you so desperately want?”
Silence gripped the room. Even the crackling hearth seemed to hush.
Alexander stared at him, eyes wide, mouth parted—but no words came. Whatever argument he had been ready to launch was stripped from him under the weight of that question.
George’s eyes held his. Not with anger, but something far more piercing: expectation. As if he were asking not just for an answer—but for growth.
And Alexander had none. Not yet.
He swallowed hard, throat bobbing, the fire in his chest cooled by the sharp sting of realization. Around him, Eliza’s grip tightened. John stayed silent, watching with something like sorrow in his gaze.
Washington waited, still and unwavering. Not for an apology—but for understanding.
Alexander paused, shoulders drawn tight as Washington’s words echoed in the tense silence. The room felt smaller somehow, the eyes of every soul within it resting on him, waiting. For a man known for his relentless defiance, for sharp words and even sharper ambition, the quiet that followed his hesitation was jarring.
“I… I do not know, General Washington, sir,” he finally said, his voice barely above a whisper.
There was no defiance in it, no sharpness or edge. Just confusion. Submission. Vulnerability. Words spoken not from pride but from truth, raw and unguarded. The room seemed to still even more, as if no one quite believed what they had just heard from the famously fiery Lieutenant Colonel. Alexander’s eyes were fixed downward, shoulders slightly hunched, shrinking into himself in a way that looked wholly unnatural for a man used to taking up space.
Washington exhaled—long and low. The sound wasn’t angry, but heavy with the weariness of someone carrying the burden of both leadership and fatherly disappointment. The sigh made Alexander flinch, just slightly, as though even the breath of it was a blow.
“Your mind is your greatest asset, Alexander,” Washington began, his voice no longer cutting but measured—patient, if strained. “But it’s also what gets you into unnecessary situations where you place yourself at risk. And not just yourself,” he added, his gaze narrowing, “but the integrity and efficiency of this entire army.”
Alexander didn’t lift his head, but his fingers twitched, clenched, then slowly relaxed again in his lap.
“This army,” Washington continued, his voice firming as the full weight of his words settled over the room, “cannot afford that risk. Not now. Not when Congress refuses to give us even the simplest supplies. Not when we’re fighting both the enemy and our own government’s neglect.”
He pinched the bridge of his nose, clearly battling his own frustration—not with Alexander, exactly, but with the impossible situation they were all trapped in. When he looked back at his aide, his eyes searched Alexander’s face and seemed to see, for a moment, the young man behind the uniform. The orphan boy who clawed his way into significance, who fought every day to be seen as worthy.
And then, turning slightly, Washington addressed another in the room. “Who’s correspondences to Congress get the most successful response, Laurens?”
John jerked upright, startled to hear his name. His spine snapped straight as a ramrod. “Uh—Hamilton’s, sir,” he answered quickly, blinking in surprise.
Washington nodded, just once, as if that single word confirmed everything he already knew.
“Exactly,” he said, his gaze sweeping back to Alexander, who looked up slowly now, uncertain but attentive. “Alexander, if you were not as essential to this army as you are… I would have given you your command the first time you asked. Without hesitation. You have already proven you can lead. That’s not what I doubt.”
He stepped forward slightly, lowering his voice just enough that it felt more personal.
“But your greatest strength isn’t on a battlefield—it’s in your words. In your mind. Your fire. You think you’re being denied out of some misguided overprotectiveness, but you fail to see the larger picture.”
Alexander’s lips parted slightly, the edges of confusion slowly shifting toward comprehension.
“You worry about your place,” Washington continued, softer now, “about your name, your legacy, your standing after this war. You see command as a symbol of value. But what you forget, Alexander, is that you are essentially my second. My voice, my strategist, my anchor in the chaos.”
He let that truth settle.
“That is far more powerful than having command of a battalion. You have influence that few in this entire army possess.”
Alexander’s throat bobbed, and this time, when he looked up at the General, the usual spark of rebellion was gone. In its place was something quieter. Something like understanding. Maybe even respect. Maybe even… pride. A different kind—the kind that didn't have to scream to be heard. Alexander nodded staying quiet for once, Washington stared at the young man before retaking his own seat.
Insane, your family brings out a different side of me
Peggy confides in me, Angelica tried to take a bite of me
Alexander smiled warmly at Peggy, the smallest curve of his lips carrying a tenderness reserved for few. She met his gaze with a knowing smile of her own, her eyes glinting with mischief and quiet understanding. She gave a small nod toward the screen, the gesture subtle but full of agreement—as though affirming aloud the sentiment that had just been spoken. There was an unspoken connection between them in that moment, both aware of how deep the words reached and what they meant beyond their surface.
But beside her, Angelica’s expression was a stark contrast. Her eyes were wide, almost comically so, and her lips parted just enough to reveal the breath she had forgotten to exhale. The implication of the words hanging in the air seemed to strike her with more force than intended. She stared at the stage as if it had betrayed her secrets—ones she had fought to bury beneath layers of composure and well-practiced restraint.
A soft blush crept up her neck and bloomed across her cheeks, delicate but unmistakable. Angelica quickly averted her gaze, blinking hard, her jaw tightening ever so slightly as if to push back a rush of emotions she wasn’t prepared to face. She clasped her hands tightly in her lap, the only sign of how deeply the moment had unsettled her.
She had always been careful— too careful. Always the one to carry herself with dignity, with poise, with an iron sense of duty. Her desires were never meant to see the light of day. She had tucked them away behind witty remarks and carefully chosen words, behind the smile of a sister and the role of a loyal confidante. But the scene unfolding onstage now felt like it had reached into the quiet corners of her heart and thrown light where none was meant to shine.
Still, no one seemed to notice. Or so she prayed.
Angelica forced a graceful, tight-lipped smile, as though attempting to wave off the heat rising in her face. Her eyes flicked briefly toward her sisters—Peggy still nodding, Eliza blissfully unaware—and then to Alexander, whose attention had thankfully returned to the screen. Her breath shuddered ever so slightly in her chest.
Thank God, she thought, pressing her fingers more firmly together, no one saw.
And yet, the way she avoided Alexander’s gaze said everything she was trying so desperately to hide.
No stress, my love for you is never in doubt
We’ll get a little place in Harlem and we’ll figure it out
I’ve been livin’ without a family since I was a child
My father left, my mother died, I grew up buckwild
Washington’s brow furrowed deeply as he watched the screen, the images and dialogue unfolding before him stirring something unexpected—something more personal than he cared to admit. He had always known Alexander hailed from the West Indies, that he had grown up on a small island battered by storms and circumstance. He knew, too, that the young man had been orphaned, pulled from the wreckage of a childhood marked by hardship and isolation.
But Alexander had never spoken of the details.
Not really.
Not beyond vague mentions of Nevis, of struggle, of how far he had come. Never of what he had endured.
Now, as snippets of Alexander’s past—his pain, his hunger, the relentless drive etched into every decision he made—began to reveal themselves through the narrative on screen, Washington felt the pieces slot into place. Slowly. Uneasily.
His jaw tightened, eyes narrowing slightly as he leaned forward in his seat. His gaze wasn’t on the actors, not really—it was on the young man sitting not too far from him. Alexander, who at that very moment looked particularly small in the shadow of his own past, even if he’d never admit it. The set of his shoulders was stiff, defensive. There was something almost childlike in the way he folded into himself, like he was bracing for judgment that hadn’t come yet but always expected.
And suddenly, Washington understood something deeper.
Perhaps Alexander wasn’t just fighting for a nation, for glory, for recognition. Perhaps it wasn’t just ambition that burned so fiercely behind those sharp eyes. Maybe—just maybe—it was something more primal. A need to prove he deserved to exist at all. That he was worthy of life, of respect, of being seen .
It hit Washington like a blow to the chest.
He sat back slowly, the weight of realization heavy on his shoulders. He had always admired Alexander’s intellect, been frustrated by his impetuousness, relied on his brilliance like a crutch in the most trying moments of war. But now… he saw the boy behind the soldier. The orphan behind the strategist. The child who had lost everything and built himself from the ashes, terrified of losing it again.
No wonder he fought so hard. He wasn't just chasing victory—he was outrunning ghosts.
Washington’s expression softened, lines of concern deepening across his face. There was a tightness in his chest he couldn’t quite name—regret, maybe, that he hadn’t seen it sooner. That he hadn’t asked. That he hadn’t been there in the way he now realized Alexander might have needed all along.
He needs guidance, Washington thought, his hand curling into a fist on the armrest. He needs someone who can give it without asking for anything in return. Someone who sees him not just for what he can do, but for who he is.
With quiet resolve, he made a promise to himself.
I will speak with him. Soon. And not as his general—but as something closer to a father.
A flicker of warmth returned to his gaze, subtle but steady. Whatever else the future held, George Washington knew one thing for certain: if Alexander Hamilton needed a paternal hand to steady him, he would be ready. And more than willing to offer it.
But I’ll never forget my mother’s face, that was real
And long as I’m alive, Eliza, swear to God
You’ll never feel so…
[HAMILTON]
Eliza…
I’ve never felt so-
My life is gon’ be fine cuz Eliza’s in it.
[ELIZA]
I do I do I do I do!
I do I do I do I do!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I’m down for the count
I’m—
I look into your eyes, and the sky’s the limit
I’m
…drownin’ in ‘em.
[ALL WOMEN]
Helpless!
Helpless!
Helpless!
Down for the count
And I’m drownin’ in ‘em
Helpless!
Helpless!
Helpless!
Down for the count
And I’m drownin’ in ‘em.
Wedding march plays
[ALL WOMEN]
In New York, you can be a new man…
In New York, you can be a new man…
In New York, you can be a new man…
[ELIZA]
Helpless
As the final notes of the song faded into silence, a gentle hush settled over the room—a kind of reverent quiet that followed something unexpectedly tender. For a fleeting moment, the constant weight of the war, of loss and uncertainty, lifted. In its place bloomed warmth, like sunlight breaking through a storm.
Everyone remained still for a beat, smiles beginning to pull at tired faces. Even the most battle-hardened among them seemed softened by the moment, touched by the joy that radiated from the stage and echoed faintly within their own hearts.
“That was beautiful,” Eliza whispered, her voice light and full of wonder. There was a subtle breathiness to her tone, as if she couldn’t quite believe something so lovely had come from their own story—one so often marked by hardship.
She turned toward Alexander, her eyes bright with affection, and pressed a sweet kiss to his cheek. He turned toward her, already smiling, the tension in his shoulders easing as he let himself bask in her affection. Eliza tucked herself close against his side, resting her head on his shoulder as though they were the only two in the world. Her other hand reached instinctively for John’s, finding it with a natural, practiced grace. She threaded their fingers together, a bridge of love and unity that wrapped all three of them in an embrace without words.
John gave a quiet sigh, a peaceful one, letting his thumb gently brush over Eliza’s knuckles. He leaned into Alexander’s other side, their warmth shared, their lives intertwined. The three sat as a single unit—weathered but whole—sharing a rare moment of peace.
Around the room, a soft chorus of hums and murmurs followed Eliza’s comment, quiet agreements and fond smiles exchanged between those present. Even the more reserved individuals couldn’t help but feel the shift in the air—like hope had been momentarily restored.
James Madison offered a small nod, arms still crossed, but his expression was calm, contemplative. Peggy grinned openly, her eyes flitting between the trio with unfiltered happiness. Mulligan gave a quiet chuckle, and Lafayette clapped once—soft, appreciative.
And then, inevitably, from the corner of the room came the unmistakable mutter:
“Oh, it’s sickeningly sweet,” Jefferson groaned dramatically, slumping further in his seat with an exaggerated scowl. “I think I just got a cavity.”
James sent him a pointed side-eye, but said nothing—clearly used to this brand of commentary by now. The others collectively chose to ignore him, letting the warmth of the moment linger unspoiled.
Alexander didn’t even look his way—he was too focused on Eliza curled at his side, John’s hand still holding his own, the faint memory of music still stirring something in his chest. For a moment, the war felt far away. For a moment, he was just a man loved—utterly and entirely.
And for a man like Alexander Hamilton, that was the rarest victory of all.
Chapter 12: Satisfied
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Alexander, John, and Eliza sat nestled together on their sofa, the world beyond them fading away as they settled into the comfort of each other’s presence. The air around them was warm and still, filled with the lingering peace the previous song had gifted them. Their bodies curled naturally against one another, as if this closeness had been written into their very bones.
Alexander sat in the middle, his arm draped lazily but protectively around Eliza’s shoulders while John’s head rested lightly against his other side, his hand still loosely entwined with Alexander’s. Eliza, tucked snugly against Alexander’s chest, had her legs curled up beneath her, her other hand resting gently atop John’s knee. They moved with a kind of wordless harmony, each tiny shift or sigh met instinctively with soft touches or murmured reassurances. It was the kind of comfort that only came from shared battles—ones fought both outside and within.
The glow from the screen bathed their features in a shifting tapestry of soft golds and blues as the scenes transitioned, the mood in the room subtly changing with it. Onscreen, the focus shifted, the familiar figure of Angelica’s onstage counterpart stepping closer to center stage. The lighting around her dimmed into a focused spotlight, casting long, dramatic shadows that immediately drew the audience's attention.
Eliza’s gaze sharpened as she sat up a little straighter, her hand tightening unconsciously on Alexander’s chest as she recognized her sister’s stage persona preparing to take on a more prominent role. Alexander, feeling the movement, turned his head slightly to kiss the top of her hair, silently grounding her back to the sofa, back to him.
John’s fingers brushed soothingly along Alexander’s wrist where their hands met, anchoring him as well. He could feel the slight tension radiating from Alexander, who, despite his outward calm, had always been deeply attuned to the shifts in those he loved.
Together they sat, breathing in quiet unison, as the narrative on the screen pulled them forward once again. Their bodies remained pressed close, an unspoken promise of support—no matter what emotions the coming scenes might stir. The sofa creaked softly under their collective weight, but none of them minded. In a world that often demanded distance, here, for now, they allowed themselves to simply exist—together.
[LAURENS]
Alright, alright. That’s what I’m talkin’ about!
The Revolutionary Set burst into laughter as screen showed John stumbling in his steps as he took the lead of the speech, holding two glasses of drink up high making him look slightly more than tipsy.
“You were so drunk that night, mon ami! ” Lafayette managed between wheezes, nearly doubled over with laughter.
John flushed a deep red, but he didn’t move—Alexander was already nestled comfortably against his side, head resting on John’s shoulder, their legs brushing where they sat on the couch. Alex was shaking with silent laughter, his fingers curled lightly around the hem of John’s sleeve.
John shot a half-hearted glare around the room, then down at Alexander, who hadn’t even tried to hide his amusement. With a mock scowl, John gave his waist a gentle pinch, just enough to make Alex yelp and squirm while still staying tucked against him.
“I was not that drunk,” John insisted, though his grumble was softened by the warmth of the moment. “I remember every moment of that day, thank you very much!”
“Oh yeah?” Hercules grinned. “Then I guess you chose to challenge that tree in the Schyler’s garden to a duel since it ‘disrespected your honour’”
John groaned, hiding his face in his free hand. “Okay, maybe I was a little tipsy...”
The room erupted again, their laughter bright and familiar. Alexander stayed curled close to John, his smile pressed against his shoulder, Eliza tucked close to Alexander’s other side.
Now everyone give it up for the maid of honor
Angelica Schuyler!
Eliza beamed as she looked over to where her sisters sat, side by side on the plush velvet sofa, their postures relaxed and close, framed by the soft golden glow of lamplight. Between them sat Phillip, his expression bright and attentive, as if soaking in every moment. The sight filled her chest with a kind of joy that was almost too big to hold.
She caught Angelica’s gaze across the room, and something unspoken passed between them—sister to sister, heart to heart. Eliza’s eyes shimmered, reflecting both the light and the depth of emotion behind them. “And I am truly so thankful for you being there,” she said softly, voice thick with love and memory.
Alexander, seated beside her, lifted her hand to his lips and pressed a tender kiss to her fingers. His eyes shone with quiet adoration as he gave her hand one last squeeze before nodding encouragingly toward her sisters. “Go on,” he murmured with a small smile. “They’ve been waiting for you.”
Eliza rose with a graceful ease, her skirts whispering softly against the floor as she crossed the room. She slipped onto the couch between Angelica and Peggy, her presence folding into theirs like she had never left. With arms outstretched, she pulled them both into a warm, heartfelt embrace, pressing soft, lingering kisses to each of their cheeks. The three Schuyler sisters melted into one another, laughter and love tangled between them like threads in a family tapestry.
Then, Eliza’s gaze turned to Phillip. The young man’s eyes met hers with a look that took her breath away—so familiar and impossibly tender. He was the boy she had yet to meet in her own timeline, the child she still carried beneath her heart. And yet, here he was—whole, grown, and wonderfully alive. Her heart squeezed with overwhelming emotion as she reached out and clasped his hand in hers, gently, reverently, as though it were the most precious thing she’d ever held.
Phillip’s fingers curled around hers, his thumb brushing over her knuckles. His voice was quiet but sure, filled with a sincerity that made her throat tighten.
“Love you, Ma,” he said, the words soft but weighty with meaning.
Eliza blinked, her vision blurring for just a moment, and then she smiled—radiant, tearful, and utterly full of love.
[ANGELICA, + MEN & WOMEN]
A toast to the groom!
Lafayette, Hercules, and General Washington all raised their glasses with a unified cheer, voices rich with warmth and mischief. “ To the groom! ” they chorused, the words echoing those on the screen.
General Washington’s voice was steady and commanding, yet softened by the kind smile he cast in Alexander’s direction. There was pride in his eyes—quiet, fatherly pride—as he regarded the young man.
“To the groom, who somehow convinced the fairest Schuyler sister to marry him!” Lafayette laughed, his accent thickening with amusement as he gave Alexander a light shake.
“Miracles do happen, apparently,” Hercules added with a wink, clinking his glass against Lafayette’s. He grinned at Alexander playfully “Though I still say she’s the one who deserves all the applause for putting up with you .”
Alexander laughed along with them, cheeks slightly flushed, but there was no mistaking the joy in his expression. He looked around at the faces of the men who had become his brothers and, in Washington’s case, something closer to a father. The teasing was familiar, affectionate—it was love wrapped in laughter.
As the toast settled into the hum of celebration, Alexander lifted his own glass and nodded toward Eliza across the room, his gaze lingering on her with open adoration.
While the room buzzed with laughter and cheerful toasts, Alexander and John had their thighs pressed together in that familiar way that spoke more of habit than thought. The din of celebration carried around them, but Alexander's focus was elsewhere—his gaze flicking sideways, catching the subtle stiffness in John's frame, the way his fingers were curled too tightly against his knee, his smile just a bit too forced.
Others were too wrapped in the scene in front of them to notice, but Alexander saw it all.
He shifted slightly, turning toward him, the couch creaking softly beneath the adjustment. He didn’t speak immediately—just let his hand rest gently atop John’s, grounding and warm. When he did speak, his voice was low, intended for John alone.
“Eliza and I may be married,” Alexander murmured, his words slow, deliberate, “but you are just as important to me as she is.”
For a moment, John didn’t move. His eyes remained fixed ahead, but his grip slowly relaxed beneath Alexander’s touch. Then he turned, looking at Alexander not with surprise, but with something deeper—like he had been waiting for those words all evening without realizing it.
His smile returned, this time softer, more real. The knot in his shoulders unspooled, and he leaned in close, his body brushing against Alexander’s with quiet intention. With reverent slowness, John pressed a series of tender kisses to Alexander’s shoulder, his lips brushing against the finely woven blue fabric of his coat. It was a gesture full of things unspoken—love, reassurance, the need to feel close even when the world was shifting around them.
Alexander didn’t pull away. Instead, he let his head rest lightly against John’s, their closeness drawing a kind of calm around them. His fingers curled more tightly around John’s hand, anchoring them both in the moment.
To the groom! (x3)
To the bride! (x4)
“To the bride!” Angelica and Peggy chimed in unison, their voices rising above the hum of conversation, light with joy and love. Both women turned toward their sister, smiles wide and radiant, their eyes shining with the kind of affection that only came from years of shared memories and unwavering sisterhood.
Eliza, nestled between them on the couch, let out a soft laugh, the sound like the gentle ring of a bell. She had only just left Alexander and John behind on the other side of the room, giving them space, sensing they needed a quiet moment of their own. Now, with one arm draped around Angelica’s shoulder and the other resting over Peggy’s, she felt wholly surrounded—by warmth, by family, by the life she had helped build.
Her gaze flickered between her sisters, and she smiled with a serenity that radiated from deep within her chest. Her heart felt impossibly full, brimming with the kind of happiness that had no sharp edges—just a steady, peaceful warmth that spread through her limbs like sunlight on a winter morning.
[ANGELICA, ELIZA , MEN, & WOMEN]
From your sister
“Thank you,” she whispered, her voice almost lost beneath the celebration around them, but her sisters heard it all the same. Angelica gave her hand a light squeeze, and Peggy leaned in to rest her head briefly against Eliza’s shoulder, a small, affectionate nudge.
Angelica!
Angelica!
Angelica!
Who is always by your side
Angelica reached across the cushions, her fingers curling tightly around both Eliza’s and Peggy’s hands, her grip firm with intention, as though she could anchor them all together with touch alone. Her expression had softened, though there was a glimmer of intensity in her eyes—one that always surfaced when she spoke from the deepest parts of herself.
“Always,” she said, her voice steady, but thick with emotion.
She turned first to Peggy, holding her gaze with fierce affection. Then her eyes shifted to Eliza, meeting hers with the same fierce protectiveness she had carried since they were children. “I will always be there for both of you,” she continued, and the quiet power in her words wrapped around them like a promise carved in stone.
Eliza’s throat tightened, her free hand coming up instinctively to rest over Angelica’s. Peggy blinked rapidly, her lips trembling into a smile that was equal parts joy and reverence.
The moment stretched out, timeless and sacred—just the three of them, Schuyler sisters bound not only by blood, but by shared history, loyalty, and love that had weathered every storm. They didn’t need to speak to remember the nights spent whispering under blankets, the letters exchanged across distance, the tears they had wiped from each other’s cheeks. It all lived in the space between them now, silent but present, glowing like embers in the dark.
A warm, almost tangible energy radiated through their joined hands, their bodies flush with the comfort of belonging and the glow of memories that made them laugh and ache all at once. They smiled, wide and real, eyes shining with unshed tears and quiet joy.
There was no need for ceremony or grand declarations. In that shared look—those warm, lingering smiles—they had already said everything.
By your side!
By your side!
To your union
To the union! To the revolution!
“To the Revolution!” Lafayette cried, voice brimming with youthful defiance and joy, and the room erupted.
Cheers thundered through the warm, candlelit space. The younger men rose to their feet, clapping one another on the back, laughing, eyes alight with uncontainable fire. Their excitement surged through the room like a spark leaping from powder, raucous and exhilarating, a whirlwind of pure belief in a cause still being written.
Aaron Burr, ever more restrained, joined in with a quiet smile, his posture still composed, though even he couldn’t help the flicker of fondness that crossed his features. The infectious energy of his peers pulled even him in, and for a moment, he looked like one of them—just another young man clinging to the dream of a better future.
Jefferson and Madison sat further away, leant against the couch where they sat and the firelight didn’t quite reach. Jefferson’s expression was somewhere between amusement and approval, arms crossed, his head tilted slightly as he observed the others with the bemused look of someone watching a storm from safety. Madison, quieter still, had a faint smile at the corners of his mouth, though his eyes were thoughtful, calculating. They didn’t shout, but they didn’t sneer. There was admiration in the way they watched—perhaps even a trace of deepening understanding.
And then there was Washington.
He stood apart, not in distance but in weight. His figure, broad-shouldered and immovable, was carved out of stillness. His expression remained unreadable as the chorus rose again, but his silence was not born of disdain. Instead, it was the silence of someone who had seen too many battlefields to cheer easily.
His eyes swept the room slowly. He knew each man here—not just their names, but their tempers, their talents, the invisible burdens they carried. And more than that, he knew what it meant to fight a war. Not the glory of it, not the songs or the stories—but the terrible cost. The sleepless nights, the frozen hands, the brothers buried in shallow graves far from home.
His gaze settled on Alexander and John, sitting close on the couch, their shoulders brushing, heads nearly leaning together as they laughed. So young. So full of purpose and blind, beautiful hope. He admired them, deeply. But beneath that admiration sat a quiet ache.
They have no idea, he thought. No idea what this fire will ask of them.
He watched as Hamilton’s laughter lit his face with brilliance, as Laurens leaned into him, their bond obvious and unguarded. They reminded Washington of himself, long ago—before the titles, before the blood. When idealism had felt like armor instead of a weight.
He felt the burden settle heavier on his shoulders, like the old cloak of command he had long grown used to.
That was when he heard it—the soft click of footsteps approaching, light but purposeful. He turned slightly, and his eyes softened as he saw her.
“Martha,” he said, his voice low and warm in the way it only ever was with her.
She approached with quiet confidence, her presence gentle and grounding, as though the noise of the room bent respectfully around her. She didn’t need attention to command space—like her husband, she simply carried gravity. There was comfort in the way she came to him, familiar as sunrise.
“I thought you might want a moment, I have been informed of everything here” she said, slipping her hand into the crook of his arm. Her touch was soft but anchoring, and he leaned into it just enough to let her know he was glad she’d come.
He looked back toward the young men. “They’re too eager,” he said quietly. “Too willing to give everything without understanding what that truly means.”
Martha followed his gaze, her expression unreadable for a moment as she took in the room—the laughter, the joy, the sharp edge of unspoken dread beneath it all. Then she looked up at him, her voice quiet but sure.
“That’s the way of youth,” she said. “To believe they are invincible. That they must give everything. And perhaps... that they should.”
He gave a soft, bitter huff of breath. “They haven’t seen the things I have.”
“No,” she agreed. “But they will. And when they do, they’ll need someone who understands the cost to help them survive it.”
His gaze lingered on Hamilton again. “He’s brilliant. Reckless. He believes he can write the world into being.”
“He’s also still a boy, and one with no one to guide him” Martha said gently. “But so were you, once except you had someone to guide you.That’s what he needs.” She spoke gently
He looked down at her then, really looked. She had always known how to speak to the man behind the uniform. She saw not just the general, but the quiet, resolute soul beneath the steel—a man who bore not just the command of an army, but the weight of every life entrusted to him.
“They deserve more than war,” he said softly. “They deserve time. Peace. The chance to live the future they’re trying to build.”
“And if you have your way,” Martha said, “they might.”
For a moment, his expression cracked, and he let himself hope—just a little. Hope that they would survive, that there would be a tomorrow bright enough to hold all of them. That these boys, laughing so freely now, would someday grow into men who no longer needed to shout for liberty because they would be living in it.
He looked around again, at the laughter, the firelight, the youth caught in the moment.
Then he bowed his head slightly toward her. “Thank you,” he murmured.
Her fingers curled tighter around his arm. “Always.”
And for just a breath, surrounded by fire and fervor, the general let go of the weight—just enough to remember what they were all fighting for.
And the hope that you provide
You provide!
You provide!
[ANGELICA, HAMILTON AND MEN, ELIZA AND WOMEN]
May you always... (Always)
Be satisfied (Rewind)
[Recorded Samples]
Rewind, Rewind
“Qu’est-ce que c’est ? ” Lafayette asked, his voice slicing through the room with a tone of light confusion that masked an undercurrent of growing tension. He leaned forward slightly from his seat, eyes narrowed at the glowing screen before them, his brows furrowed as the scene shifted with strange familiarity—but something felt off . The sentiment in his question echoed through the room like a dropped pin in a hushed hall.
The screen flickered once. Then again.
A few gasps rippled from the group as the actors on the screen moved as if time was being reversed.
Alexander blinked. “ Rewind? ” he repeated aloud, almost incredulous. “Why are they... rewinding?” His voice carried a sharp edge of confusion, head tilting slightly as if trying to decode something beyond his grasp. He turned to the others around him, but their expressions mirrored his own—puzzled, wary. Even the General, always the first to make light of any situation, sat still now, brow drawn tight as the seconds ticked backwards on the screen.
“Is this part of the same scene?” John asked, a low murmur, his hand subconsciously gripping Alexander’s hand.
No one answered.
The room, which had been alight with laughter and warmth just moments before, seemed to hold its breath. The fire in the hearth continued to crackle, but its warmth now felt distant—as if pushed aside by the weight of unspoken dread.
Then, from where she sat nestled between her sisters, a whisper broke the stillness.
“No,” Angelica breathed.
Heads turned toward her. Her complexion had gone pale, eyes wide and unblinking as she stared at the screen with the look of someone watching a ghost step into the room. Her posture had stiffened, and the usual composed assurance she carried like a mantle had fractured into something raw and disbelieving.
“No, surely... it cannot be. They can’t know this…” she muttered, her voice barely audible over the growing hum of the screen.
Peggy turned to her immediately, concern flashing in her eyes. “Angelica? What is it?”
Angelica didn’t respond. Her lips parted as if to speak, but no sound came. Her eyes flicked back and forth across the screen, watching, waiting— dreading .
Alexander noticed now, his confusion folding into alarm. He shifted slightly,. “Angelica?” he pressed, his tone sharper. “What do you mean ‘they can’t know this’? Know what ?”
But Angelica still didn’t answer. Her chest rose and fell in rapid, shallow breaths, her fingers tightening on the folds of her gown as a sickening feeling settled in the pit of her stomach.
She knew what was coming.
And for the first time since this strange visitation from the future had begun, she wished they hadn’t seen any of it at all.
Helpless, sky's, sky's
Drownin' in em
Drownin', rewind
I remember that night, I just might (rewind)
I remember that night, I just might (rewind)
I remember that night, I remember that—
[ANGELICA]
I remember that night, I just might
Regret that night for the rest of my days
Angelica sat frozen, her back rigid against the cushions, hands clasped tightly in her lap as though bracing herself against a storm only she could see coming. Her usually warm complexion had gone nearly ashen, the color draining from her face as her eyes stayed fixed, unblinking, on the flickering screen ahead. The air around her seemed to thicken, suffocating and close. Each second that passed seemed to weigh heavier against her chest.
Her lips pressed into a thin, bloodless line. She didn’t blink. Didn’t breathe.
The screen played on, the dialogue distant to her now—nothing but a muffled roar beneath the rising flood of her thoughts.
No... not this. Not this moment...
Across from her, Eliza turned with concern knitting her brows. She reached out instinctively, placing a gentle hand on Angelica’s arm, her voice soft but urgent.
“Angelica?” she asked, eyes searching her sister’s face. “What is it saying? What is it you regret?”
The question struck the air like a chord, reverberating into the sudden silence that had fallen among the others. Peggy, seated just on Eliza’s other side, shifted nervously, glancing between her sisters. Even Philip, sitting near the edge of the group, sensed the change and looked over with quiet curiosity, his earlier joy dimming.
Eliza frowned, her gaze flicking to Peggy, as though hoping she might have some unspoken understanding—but Peggy simply looked just as lost, her face drawn with worry.
Angelica’s throat tightened. The sound of Eliza’s voice—so gentle, so trusting—only deepened the dread curling in her stomach. She couldn’t tear her eyes from the screen, which continued on mercilessly, each second pulling her closer to the words she had tried so hard to bury.
The regret.
The truth .
She drew in a sharp breath through her nose, trying to steel herself, but her posture betrayed her. Her shoulders trembled ever so slightly under the weight of what was coming, and for the first time, Angelica Schuyler—ever composed, ever controlled—seemed deeply, utterly vulnerable.
And still, she didn’t answer.
Not yet.
Because the screen was speaking for her now.
I remember those soldier boys
Tripping over themselves to win our praise
“This is about the ball.”
Peggy’s voice rang out softly, yet carried a clarity that seemed to cut through the thickening tension like a blade. Her brows drew together as realization slowly dawned across her features, her gaze flitting between her sisters—Eliza’s confusion and concern, and Angelica’s haunting stillness.
She turned fully now, eyes wide, focusing on Angelica as though trying to read something hidden behind her silence. “Isn’t it?” Peggy pressed gently. “The Winter’s Ball… that’s what this is showing us. Again”
The room, still tense from the earlier shift in energy, seemed to freeze anew. Even the firelight flickered slower, its shadows creeping longer across the floor. The joyous celebration that had filled the room mere moments ago now felt far away—like the memory of warmth after stepping into a sudden cold.
Eliza looked between her sisters, a frown etching deeper into her brow. She grasped Angelica’s arm more firmly now. “Angelica, what happened at the ball? What is it you’re not saying?”
Still, Angelica did not answer. Her eyes remained fixed to the screen as though the answer itself would emerge there, raw and undeniable. Her jaw tightened ever so slightly, a flicker of something unreadable passing behind her gaze—fear, guilt, sorrow. Maybe all three.
From the opposite side of the room, a noise of irritation broke the silence.
“We were not tripping over ourselves,” John muttered, his voice carrying the wounded pride of a soldier whose honor had just been questioned. He sat up straighter, arms crossed loosely, casting a sideways glance at Lafayette and Hercules as if daring them to defend their dignity as well.
Hercules chuckled under his breath, but it was a half-hearted sound—tempered by the strange energy in the room.
John opened his mouth again, prepared to launch into a defensive tirade that might have included the words decorum , grace , and perfectly stable footing despite rum punch —but he never got the chance.
Because then came the look.
A single, quiet look from General Washington. It wasn’t harsh, nor was it overtly disapproving. But it carried the weight of a man who had seen far more than his share of chaos, and could recognize when the moment called for silence over pride.
John’s mouth closed mid-sentence.
The air between them shifted. He leaned back into the couch with a sigh and lowered his eyes, acquiescing without protest.
Silence returned—uneasy, lingering.
Peggy still watched Angelica, her own voice quieter now, almost uncertain. “What did you regret?” she asked. “What does this have to do with you ?”
The question hung in the air like smoke, curling between them.
And still, Angelica remained silent, her lips parted just slightly, her chest rising in a steady rhythm that betrayed the storm swirling behind her eyes.
I remember that dreamlike candlelight
Like a dream that you can’t quite place
But Alexander, I’ll never forget the first
Time I saw your face
A soft hum of confusion broke the stillness, coming from where Alexander sat nestled beside John on the couch. His brows drew together, lips parting slightly as he leaned forward ever so slightly, eyes locked onto the screen as if the answer might reveal itself if he just looked hard enough.
“What does that mean?” he asked aloud, voice quiet but edged with urgency. Though his tone held its usual quicksilver curiosity, there was something else threaded within it—an undercurrent of nervous energy, of not quite knowing whether he wanted the answer.
His gaze was wide, bright with a hunger to understand, but his fingers had subtly curled against the fabric of his breeches, betraying the slight tremble of tension he tried to suppress. The room offered no reply. Only the music—soft and slow now—seemed to respond, weaving its haunting melody through the air like a question with no clear answer.
No one moved to speak. Not yet.
John, ever attuned to the shifts in Alexander’s voice and posture, turned slightly toward him. Without a word, he reached out and gave Alexander’s shoulder a gentle, grounding squeeze. His thumb brushed lightly against the wool of Alexander’s coat, an unspoken reassurance passed from one heartbeat to another.
Alexander leaned ever so slightly into the touch, his jaw tightening as he glanced at John, grateful for the comfort but still caught in the strange ache of not knowing. The warmth of John’s hand helped keep the rising anxiety from tipping into something more visible.
The screen carried on. The song continued, its lyrics threading through the silence like a whisper meant for only a few to hear—laden with implication, emotion, and memory.
The question Alexander had asked still hung in the air, unanswered.
I have never been the same
Intelligent eyes in a hunger-pang frame
The girls never noticed. Their attention was wholly captured by the screen—eyes wide, expressions tense as the flickering images continued to unfold truths that none of them had expected. The quiet between them had become heavy, filled with anticipation and an almost breathless silence, as though any sound might cause the truth to shatter.
So they didn’t see the subtle shift in Alexander.
Where he sat, half-curled against the edge of the couch, a small change came over him—barely visible at first, but no less real. He drew his arms around himself slowly, almost instinctively, as if trying to make himself smaller. His eyes stayed fixed on the screen, but his focus had started to blur, turning inward.
The realization had crept up on him—how much smaller he looked beside the others. The fabric of his coat, though tailored, still hung slightly off his narrow shoulders. His waistcoat didn’t hug his frame with the same filled-out strength as Lafayette’s or Hercules’. Even his breeches, though neatly fastened, gave away just how little there was of him in comparison. And seated among broad shoulders and long limbs, the contrast made him feel… young. Fragile.
Out of place.
His throat tightened, and his arms wrapped just a bit more snugly around his chest, like a quiet barrier against the vulnerability blooming in his chest. He tried to push the feeling away—tried to focus on the screen again—but his thoughts had started to spiral in the silence of his own head.
Then came a quiet sound—barely more than a hum, but warm and grounding.
John.
Seated beside him, John had noticed immediately. The slight inward curl of Alexander’s shoulders, the faint tremor of discomfort in his breath—it was all John needed to see. He let out a soothing noise, low and gentle, meant only for Alexander. Then, without ceremony, he reached over and wrapped a strong arm around Alexander’s waist, pulling him in close.
The embrace was quiet, natural—no performance, no expectation. Just warmth and safety offered freely.
Alexander leaned into it with the smallest exhale, letting his arms loosen as John’s presence steadied him. He didn’t say anything, but his eyes fluttered closed for just a moment, allowing the weight of John’s arm to remind him that he was not alone. Not here. Not ever.
The girls, still locked in the tension of the moment on screen, didn’t see. And perhaps it was better that way.
Because this moment, small as it was, belonged only to the two of them.
And when you said “Hi,” I forgot my dang name
Set my heart aflame, ev’ry part aflame
[FULL COMPANY]
This is not a game…
“Oh…”
The sound left someone’s lips—a breath, a whisper of realisation—and then it was joined by others. Murmurs rippled softly through the room like the first drops of rain on still water, voices carrying fragments of dawning understanding.
Quiet gasps.
A few exchanged glances.
Even those who hadn't fully grasped the meaning could feel the weight of it settling in the air like dust after an explosion. Something delicate, and painful, had been unearthed. The screen had told its truth—without malice, without discretion. And now, there was no going back.
Angelica sat motionless, her hand still clasped tightly in Eliza’s. She blinked once, slowly, and then again, her dark lashes trembling as a tear slipped from the corner of her eye. It trailed silently down her cheek, catching in the soft glow of the firelight, leaving a glistening path across her skin.
Her lips parted, voice barely above a breath. “I’m so sorry…”
The words cracked as they left her. Not from volume, but from the weight behind them. A trembling apology pulled from the deepest part of her—raw, exposed, and stitched with regret.
Eliza turned to look at her fully then. For a moment, there was something unreadable in her expression—hesitation, maybe even hurt—but it was fleeting. Her fingers tightened gently around Angelica’s, grounding them both. Then, with a small, steady movement, she leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to her sister’s damp cheek, right where the tear had fallen.
Eliza’s voice came out quiet, but filled with unshakable warmth.
“We’re OK,” she whispered. “I love you, Angie.”
Angelica looked at her then—truly looked—and her breath caught in her throat at the sight of Eliza’s steady, kind eyes. Eyes that held not judgment, but compassion. Forgiveness. Love.
“You’re my sister, after all.”
That simple phrase seemed to wrap around them like a balm, silencing whatever tension still lingered between them. The fire crackled gently behind them, casting the three sisters in soft gold and amber, their silhouettes drawn close together in a moment of shared pain and healing.
Peggy leaned in, resting her head gently against Angelica’s shoulder, adding her own quiet presence to the embrace. She didn’t need to say anything—her closeness said it all. The bond they shared had been shaken, yes. But never broken.
[HAMILTON]
You strike me as a woman who has never been satisfied
[ANGELICA]
I’m sure I don’t know what you mean. You forget yourself
Alexander let out an undignified squeak, the sudden sound slicing through the quiet like a startled bird taking flight. His entire body jolted in place as he twisted sharply toward John, eyes wide with both offense and confusion.
“What?!” he blurted, eyebrows knitting together in indignation as he swatted lightly at John's hand, which had just delivered a mischievous pinch to his waist.
John was entirely unbothered, a lopsided grin tugging at the corners of his mouth, eyes sparkling with playful mischief. He didn’t say a word—just tilted his head toward the screen in a smug little gesture, pointing with one finger like a cat proudly revealing the bird it had caught.
Alexander followed his gaze—and the moment his eyes landed on the image now playing across the screen, his expression changed completely.
His mouth parted in a soft gasp, and a wave of colour bloomed high on his cheeks, painting them a vivid pink that quickly deepened to red. He blinked once, slowly, then hid his face briefly behind one hand with an almost embarrassed groan.
“Oh,” he said, drawing out the word like a slow realization and a quiet horror all at once. “Oh no.”
The room had quieted again, attention momentarily drifting to him in a haze of curiosity and amusement. His earlier mortification at the display on screen had returned tenfold as the footage showed a younger Alexander—bold, animated, and entirely unaware of how forward he was being as he spoke with Angelica, far too close and far too familiar.
Alexander cleared his throat, sitting a little straighter and smoothing his hands down the front of his coat in an attempt to compose himself. Despite that, the blush clung to him stubbornly, creeping all the way to the tips of his ears.
“I am truly sorry about that, Angelica,” he said at last, voice quieter, contrite but tinged with lingering embarrassment. “It was… entirely impolite of me. Far too forward. I… I wasn’t thinking clearly.”
Angelica turned her gaze to him, her expression softening. The moment was heavy, but not unkind. She looked at the man before her—older now, a touch wiser perhaps, but still carrying that irrepressible energy that had drawn her in.
She gave him a gentle nod, a faint but genuine smile playing on her lips.
“It’s alright, Alexander,” she said, her voice like the brushing of silk.
There was warmth in her words, and something else, too—acceptance, perhaps. Or forgiveness.
Alexander nodded once, grateful, then turned his attention quickly back to the screen, eyes still wide and ears still tinged pink. John chuckled softly beside him, leaning in just enough to rest his chin on Alexander’s shoulder, clearly enjoying every second of his flustered reaction.
“You’re lucky you’re cute when you’re embarrassed,” John murmured with a smirk.
Alexander let out a small huff, but didn’t deny it.
[HAMILTON]
You’re like me. I’m never satisfied
[ANGELICA]
Is that right?
[HAMILTON]
I have never been satisfied
[ANGELICA]
My name is Angelica Schuyler
[HAMILTON]
Alexander Hamilton
[ANGELICA]
Where’s your fam’ly from?
[HAMILTON]
Unimportant.
James Madison let out a short, dry scoff from where he sat beside Jefferson, arms crossed tightly over his chest. His brow was arched, and though his tone was calm, it carried that familiar air of intellectual superiority.
“I believe that to be very important information,” he said pointedly, gesturing subtly toward the screen as if its contents were a matter of objective truth rather than personal embarrassment.
The room stilled slightly at the jab, a few gazes shifting cautiously toward Alexander, who had stiffened ever so slightly at the remark.
He didn’t reply at once. Instead, Alexander turned his head slowly to look at Madison, his expression unreadable for a beat. But it was in his eyes—dark, flickering with emotion he didn’t yet voice—that the depth of his reaction surfaced. There was something raw in his gaze, something tightly bound between old wounds and the forced armor of sarcasm.
When he did speak, his voice was sharp, laced with a biting sarcasm that cut through the quiet like a blade.
“Yes,” Alexander drawled, his lips curling into a cold, humourless smile. “I’m sure that telling this lovely woman—who I’ve just met and am desperately trying to impress—that I’m a bastard orphan from the middle of the damned Caribbean will absolutely charm her.”
His words rang out, not loud, but striking—clear and deliberate, the edges honed with years of defensiveness, humiliation, and pain.
A hush fell over the room.
Even Jefferson, who had seconds earlier been reclining in his chair with a smug look, now seemed momentarily disarmed. His brows furrowed slightly as he glanced between Madison and Alexander, perhaps expecting a retort that never came.
Madison’s lips pressed into a thin line. Whatever rebuttal he might have had faltered beneath the weight of Alexander’s words and the shadow behind them. There was no pretense in the way Alexander spoke—it was the voice of someone who had learned long ago how to use wit as a shield, and pride as a weapon. But beneath it all, there was still that ache—the bitter truth of a young man who had spent his life hiding the most defining parts of himself behind cleverness and ambition.
The fire crackled in the background, the only sound to fill the silence that followed.
Alexander’s shoulders were tense, and yet he did not shrink. He sat tall, his jaw set, his hands resting tightly together in his lap. He had lived that truth, again and again—and now, in this strange moment between past and present, it stood naked for all to see.
Across the room, John’s fingers gently brushed against Alexander’s knee in quiet reassurance, but he said nothing, allowing Alexander the dignity of his own voice.
There’s a million things I haven’t done but
Just you wait, just you wait…
A subtle shiver ran through Burr as the scene on the screen shifted—familiar notes in the music returning, echoes of lines and gestures that stirred something deep in his memory. He sat forward slightly, hands clasped loosely in his lap, his expression thoughtful yet unsettled.
“That’s the same… from earlier in the show,” he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. It wasn’t a question, but a quiet recognition—an eerie déjà vu that made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up.
Those around him nodded in near unison. No one spoke.
Burr’s gaze remained fixed on the screen, but his mind wandered—to the parallels, the way history seemed to echo within itself. He could feel it building again. That tension. That inevitability.
The repetition wasn’t accidental. He knew that much.
[ANGELICA]
So so so—
So this is what it feels like to match wits
With someone at your level! What the hell is the catch? It’s
The feeling of freedom, of seein’ the light
It’s Ben Franklin with a key and a kite! You see it, right?
The conversation lasted two minutes, maybe three minutes
Alexander let out a low chuckle,a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips—eyes bright with ambition, posture straight and energized as he moved to sit up straighter. The soft golden light of the screen illuminated his face, casting a faint gleam over the amused expression he wore.
Angelica, Eliza, and Peggy sat close their dresses soft in hue, catching the light like petals. Angelica sat with her spine straight, ever composed, though her hands were clasped a touch too tightly in her lap. Eliza, on the other hand, was the picture of grace, her eyes already turned toward her husband with a fond smile. Peggy sat to Angelica’s other side, quiet but observant, eyes flickering between the screen and her sisters.
Alexander offered a half-smile, his voice low and almost sheepish as he addressed them, “It was a short interaction,” he murmured, as if reminiscing of what he knew to be coming.
Eliza’s expression didn’t falter. She smiled over at him, warm and patient, as if to say I already know —and perhaps she did. Her love was resilient, forged through more than just pretty words.
Angelica, however, didn’t match their ease. Her smile came a moment later and with more restraint, not quite reaching her eyes. Her shoulders tensed almost imperceptibly before she turned to meet Alexander’s gaze across the room. Her voice, when it came, was measured—but it carried the sharp glint of something deeper beneath the surface.
“It was short,” she said, her tone clipped just slightly. “But it was memorable.”
The words hovered in the air longer than they should have.
Angelica quickly dropped her gaze back to the screen, the smile on her lips remaining, but her jaw tightened just enough to betray the emotion she held back.
Alexander’s smile faded into something more neutral. His fingers brushed against John’s in his lap, a silent motion, and John responded by letting their hands link more fully, steadying him.
Ev’rything we said in total agreement, it’s
A dream and it’s a bit of a dance
A bit of a posture, it’s a bit of a stance. He’s a
Bit of a flirt, but I’m ‘a give it a chance
I asked about his fam’ly, did you see his answer?
His hands started fidgeting, he looked askance?
He’s penniless, he’s flying by the seat of his pants
Alexander winced as the scene on the screen faded, the silence that followed thick and stifling. His hand, still entwined with John’s, tensed as his shoulders sank inward, his voice breaking softly into the quiet air.
“Was it truly that obvious?” he asked, the words barely audible, as if he were ashamed to speak them aloud. There was something fragile in his tone — a crack in his composure, revealing not the confident firebrand everyone knew, but the boy beneath. A boy still haunted by the memory of hunger, by the whisper of abandonment, by the endless, echoing question of am I enough?
Angelica’s response was soft, kind — chosen with care, like smoothing a frayed thread. “Not obviously so,” she said, her voice gentle, thoughtful. “It was in the little things. Mannerisms. The way you observed before you acted. The way you spoke with intention, as though every word mattered.”
She met his eyes, her expression open and sincere. “Had I not spoken with you, I would never have known. You carried yourself with intellect, with purpose. You could have passed for any son of the gentry.”
But the comfort in her words didn’t seem to reach him. Alexander gave a small, brittle nod, but his gaze dropped to the floor. The praise rang hollow against the deep, private ache in his chest. Her words, though kind, still confirmed that the mask he wore — the posture, the polish — had always been just that. A mask. A defense. A carefully constructed illusion of belonging.
Handsome, boy, does he know it!
Peach fuzz, and he can’t even grow it!
Alexander grumbled under his breath, eyes fixed on the screen with a faint scowl tugging at his lips. “I am not a child,” he muttered, arms folding across his chest in defiance as his brows furrowed with indignation. His tone wasn’t entirely serious, more a mixture of embarrassment and frustration, tinted with the kind of petulance born from being affectionately teased.
Beside him, John couldn’t help but laugh, the sound warm and fond. The couch shifted slightly as he leaned closer, eyes crinkling with amusement as he glanced sideways at Alexander’s sulking expression.
“Oh, Alex,” John chuckled, reaching over to squeeze Alexander’s knee with playful affection. “You say that like you didn’t just pout like one.”
Alexander shot him a glare, but the heat behind it never reached his eyes. There was a subtle blush creeping into his cheeks, betrayed by the way his mouth twitched like he was fighting a smile.
Despite his grumbling, Alexander didn’t move away. If anything, he leaned just slightly more into John’s side.
I wanna take him far away from this place
Then I turn and see my sister’s face and she is…
[ELIZA]
Helpless…
“Oh, Angelica…” Eliza’s voice broke softly into the stillness, her words trembling as emotion caught in her throat. She stared at her sister, eyes wide and glassy with unshed tears, her breath hitching as she tried to gather her thoughts. The screen’s revelation still hung in the air between them, raw and heavy, exposing a truth that neither had ever spoken aloud.
“You had no need…” she tried again, her voice shaking, barely above a whisper.
Her gaze dropped, lashes casting delicate shadows over her cheeks as her head bowed under the weight of it — the shame, the guilt, the love. Eliza’s hands trembled in her lap, fingers nervously twisting the fabric of her dress as she searched for the right words, though none seemed enough.
The realization pressed into her chest with sharp edges: that her joy had come at the silent expense of the woman she had always admired, always leaned on, always loved without question. Angelica had sacrificed and she had never said a word. Eliza hadn’t known. She hadn’t asked.
And now the truth sat between them like a ghost.
“I never… I never would have wanted to take what you loved,” she murmured, barely audible. “Had I known, Angelica, had I even suspected …”
Her voice faltered again, thick with sorrow. She reached out, tentative, her hand brushing her sister’s gently.
Her heart ached, torn between gratitude for her life with Alexander and the sharp grief of knowing it had come at a cost to the sister who had always placed others first.
Angelica didn’t speak immediately, her own face unreadable, but her fingers curled slowly around Eliza’s.
And for a moment, the silence between them was fuller than words.
[ANGELICA]
And I know she is…
[ELIZA]
Helpless…
“Do not apologize, Eliza,” Angelica said softly, her voice threaded with emotion yet held together by the sheer strength of her composure. “I brought him to you, did I not?” Her eyes, still glistening with tears, found her sister’s. “I had already accepted what must be done.”
The words were quiet, but they carried weight — the weight of sacrifice, of knowing, of love buried beneath duty. Her voice cracked slightly at the end, the strain of keeping it together evident despite the small, wavering smile she offered Eliza. It wasn’t a smile of regret, but one shaped by time and the ache of loving too much in silence.
Eliza stared at her sister for a heartbeat longer, heart aching with the immensity of Angelica’s unspoken pain. Then, slowly, she leaned forward, arms opening as if to gather her into a warmth long overdue.
Angelica let out a wet, breathy chuckle that barely disguised the tear slipping down her cheek. She leaned into the embrace without hesitation, folding herself into Eliza’s arms, holding her tightly as though trying to anchor them both.
“I love you,” Eliza whispered into her hair, voice trembling with feeling.
Peggy, who had been silently watching with misty eyes, didn’t wait another second. She scooted closer and wrapped her arms around them both, creating a tangle of limbs and hearts.
[ANGELICA]
And her eyes are just…
[ELIZA]
Helpless…
Eliza slowly began to untangle herself from her sisters, her arms loosening their gentle hold. The warmth of their shared embrace still lingered, but the weight of unspoken words called her back to the moment. She pulled back just enough to meet Angelica’s eyes, her hands resting gently on her sister’s arms as if reluctant to let go entirely.
Her gaze was soft, shimmering with gratitude and affection, her lips parting on a breath that trembled ever so slightly. “Thank you,” Eliza whispered, the words carrying far more than their simplicity suggested. “For everything.”
There was reverence in her voice for all the sacrifices made, for the strength Angelica had carried in silence, for the unwavering support that had never faltered even in heartbreak.
Angelica’s lips curled into a small, bittersweet smile, though her eyes still shone with unfallen tears. She shook her head lightly, as if brushing off the need for thanks, though her expression betrayed the emotion beneath.
She followed Eliza’s gaze, her eyes drifting across the room to where Alexander sat, leaning slightly into John on the couch, their hands loosely entwined in a quiet exchange of comfort. The warmth in her expression softened further, a flicker of fondness crossing her features.
“Go join them,” she murmured, her voice gentle, low, meant only for Eliza. “He needs you.”
Eliza paused, then nodded silently, her hand giving Angelica’s a final squeeze before letting go. With a soft rustle of skirts, she stood, the space between them stretching but not breaking. Angelica watched her go with quiet eyes, Peggy slipping an arm around her as the elder Schuyler sister exhaled, slow and deep, into the stillness that followed.
[ANGELICA]
And I realize
[ANGELICA AND COMPANY]
Three fundamental truths at the exact same time…
Angelica took in a steadying breath, slow and deliberate, her chest rising as if she could inhale enough air to hold herself together. Her fingers curled slightly against the fabric of her gown, knuckles tightening as she fought to keep her composure. The tears were threatening again they prickled at the corners of her eyes, heavy and burning but she blinked them back, unwilling to let them fall now.
She had to stay composed. She would stay composed.
Because she knew what was coming.
The melody playing from the screen was achingly familiar, and the words the ones that hadn’t yet come but lingered just ahead echoed in her memory like a ghost. Angelica could feel it building, that moment, the one where the music would cut deeper than before. A truth laid bare in lyric and harmony, a confession wrapped in metaphor.
She had lived it once, long ago.
Now she would live it again, with nowhere to hide.
With a final slow exhale, Angelica drew herself upright, poised and still, the perfect portrait of grace.
[HAMILTON]
Where are you taking me?
[ANGELICA]
I’m about to change your life
[HAMILTON]
Then by all means, lead the way
“So easily swayed, Hamilton. Not great for a politician, is it?” Jefferson bit out, his tone sharp with disdain and a smug curl to his lip as he leaned back slightly in his seat beside Madison. His eyes glittered, watching Alexander with a pointed gaze, clearly intent on cutting deep.
Alexander tensed immediately, the words hitting like a slap. His jaw clenched, and his fingers, which had been loosely folded in his lap, tightened into trembling fists. A flicker of something passed through his eyes,shame, frustration, anger before he turned his gaze, almost instinctively, toward General Washington.
Washington’s expression was unreadable, calm but alert, the kind of steady presence Alexander had come to lean on more than he realized. Their eyes met for only a second, but that second grounded him. No words passed between them, yet it was enough. A silent reminder that he was not alone. That he had someone in his corner.
Drawing in a slow breath, Alexander straightened his spine, forcing the tension from his shoulders. His hands were still shaking slightly the tremors betraying his nerves but he lifted his chin with practiced defiance. His voice, when it came, was quiet but firm, layered with youthful fire and raw honesty.
“I’m not a politician,” he said, meeting Jefferson’s gaze head-on, the weight of it far heavier than his years suggested. “Not yet, at the very least.”
Alexander didn’t look away, even as his heart pounded in his chest like a war drum. There was something unyielding in his eyes something that spoke of battles already fought, of the endless need to prove himself, of the scars left by being underestimated.
Jefferson opened his mouth as if to respond but faltered, caught off guard by the steadiness of Alexander’s reply and the fire behind his calm.
And still, Alexander’s hands trembled but his voice had not.
[COMPANY (EXCEPT ANGELICA)]
Number one!
[ANGELICA]
I’m a girl in a world in which
My only job is to marry rich
The three girls,Eliza, Angelica, and Peggy let out a shared sigh, the kind that carried years of expectation, resignation, and the quiet ache of sacrifice. Though each of them nodded slowly, it was not in agreement so much as recognition a tired acknowledgment of the truths they had been raised with. Their expressions were tinged with a wistful sadness, their eyes reflecting the weight of a world that had told them their worth was tied to their name, their dowry, their usefulness to men of status.
Peggy’s fingers twisted slightly in her skirts, Angelica’s jaw tightened just barely, and Eliza’s gaze drifted upward, her expression contemplative.
After a moment, Eliza spoke, her voice soft but steady, carrying the polite tone of someone addressing a force beyond comprehension. “Uh, voice… if it is alright, may I ask whether this is still true during the present?” Her eyes remained fixed on the ceiling above them, its intricate design casting soft shadows under the warm candlelight, like some distant dome of judgment or revelation.
There was a brief pause, the kind that stretched long enough to make one wonder if the question had been heard at all. Then, as if pulled from the very air around them, the voice responded in that familiar calm, omnipresent tone:
“It is not true as of our current time. Women and men are free to marry who they wish, irrelevant of their social and financial status.”
For a moment, the room held its breath and then, a wave of warmth passed among the women. Relief, joy, and something akin to quiet triumph filled their expressions.
Angelica’s lips parted in an exhale, her eyes blinking quickly as if she couldn’t quite believe it. Peggy grinned softly and Eliza… Eliza smiled, not brightly, but deeply. It was the kind of smile that came from knowing that while their own paths had been carved within rigid walls, their daughters; and their daughters’ daughters, might walk freely through open doors.
My father has no sons so I’m the one
Who has to social climb for one
So I’m the oldest and the wittiest and the gossip in
New York City is insidious
And Alexander is penniless
Ha! That doesn’t mean I want him any less
Angelica bowed her head in solemn acknowledgement, the soft curls at her temple shifting as her shoulders sagged ever so slightly. There was no longer anything left to conceal — no careful phrasing, no dignified silence to uphold. The truth hung in the air between them now, undeniable and raw, and she met it with quiet grace.
Eliza let out a pained whimper, her breath hitching as her fingers curled into the fabric of her skirt. “Oh, Angie…” she whispered, her voice trembling with emotion sorrow, confusion, love, all braided together in that single breath.
Angelica’s eyes rose slowly to meet her sister’s, and her lips trembled just faintly, but her voice remained steady. “No, Eliza,” she said, gently but firmly, “do not be upset.”
Alexander, already seated close beside Eliza, wrapped an arm protectively around her shoulders, pulling her gently into the comfort of his chest. She didn’t resist. Her head found his shoulder, and her hand clutched at his coat with silent desperation. John, sitting at Alexander’s other side, reached out with careful tenderness, brushing away a tear that trailed down Eliza’s cheek with the pad of his thumb, his gaze soft with compassion.
Eliza turned toward Angelica again, her eyes glassy and full, shimmering with guilt and confusion. She looked at her sister as if seeing her through new eyes not just as a sister, but as someone who had made a sacrifice too deep for words.
“I made a decision that night,” Angelica continued, her voice still calm, yet thick with emotion. “A decision that ensured your happiness… and one that I do not regret for a second.”
Her words, though softly spoken, rang with conviction. The warmth and strength in her voice were undeniable, a balm over the ache in the room. There was no trace of bitterness in her expression only the wistfulness of a love relinquished and the quiet pride of a choice made with intention and grace.
Angelica sat tall, blinking back the welling tears that threatened to fall. The firelight played across her face, casting a soft glow over her composed exterior and the flickering shadows of the grief beneath. Despite it all, she smiled faint, wistful, and filled with something greater than regret: acceptance.
And Eliza, still nestled between her husband and their lover looked at her sister not with pity or remorse but with love, overwhelming and unconditional.
[ELIZA]
Elizabeth Schuyler. It’s a pleasure to meet you
[HAMILTON]
Schuyler?
[ANGELICA]
My sister
[COMPANY]
Number two!
[ANGELICA]
He’s after me cuz I’m a Schuyler sister
“No.”
Alexander’s voice cut through the air with startling force, sharp and unwavering like tempered steel. The room fell still around him as all eyes turned toward where he sat. His jaw was clenched, knuckles white where his hands rested on his knees, tension radiating from his frame. Though seated beside Eliza, supported by the warmth of both her presence and John’s quiet steadiness beside him, his emotions simmered dangerously close to the surface.
“I may have previously known General Schuyler before our meeting, thanks to General Washington,” he continued, his voice rising in intensity, raw with barely contained emotion, “but I did not pursue Eliza because she was a Schuyler!”
The declaration struck the air like a blade. His eyes, dark, burning, earnest, swept across the room, daring anyone to challenge him, to reduce his love to ambition. But no one spoke. His voice caught slightly as he reached the end of his sentence, the emotional weight of the moment crashing down. “I pursued her because she is Eliza. Because she is kind, and brave, and brilliant, and because she saw me. ”
The last word cracked faintly in his throat.
Eliza shifted gently beside him, her heart squeezing at the turmoil in his voice. She looked up at him from where she nestled against his chest, her features soft and radiant in the golden light. “Alexander,” she whispered, reaching up with careful tenderness.
A single lock of red hair had escaped the neat tie of his queue, fallen forward across his furrowed brow. With a delicate motion, she brushed it back, her fingers lingering briefly against his temple. The touch was grounding,affectionate and steadying and it brought a flicker of peace to his taut expression.
“I know, Alexander,” she said gently, her smile soft but sure, every word weighted with trust and certainty. Her eyes shimmered with love and quiet strength. “I’ve always known.”
His eyes softened, the fire in them dimming just enough to let something vulnerable peek through gratitude, and relief, and love that had endured every storm. Slowly, his hand came to rest over hers, holding it against his heart.
That elevates his status, I’d
Have to be naïve to set that aside
Maybe that is why I introduce him to Eliza
Now that’s his bride
Nice going, Angelica, he was right
You will never be satisfied
Eliza’s gaze drifted across the room, finding Angelica where she sat, her expression composed but her eyes still carrying the remnants of earlier sorrow. Eliza’s chest tightened with emotion guilt gnawed at the edges of her heart, even though Angelica had never confessed her feelings until this very moment. She hadn't known. She couldn’t have known. And yet, the ache of knowing it now — that her sister had silently borne that love, had let it go for her, weighed heavily.
She tried to mask the sadness in her expression, to bury the guilt behind a soft smile, but her eyes betrayed her. The connection between them was still strong, threaded with shared memories and sisterly love, and Angelica would know. Eliza's fingers tightened instinctively where they rested against Alexander’s chest, her other hand brushing gently against John's sleeve in a subconscious show of needing their presence.
Feeling her shift, Alexander glanced down at her, catching the shadow flicker across her face. He mistook her expression at first, thinking she meant to move, to rise and join her sisters once more on the other couch. With a gentle nudge of encouragement, he shifted his posture slightly, giving her room to go if she wished. But to his quiet surprise, she didn’t move away.
Instead, Eliza pulled herself closer, her arms looping tighter around both him and John, her head pressing gently against Alexander’s shoulder. Her free hand slipped into John's, giving it a firm, grateful squeeze. Both men stilled for a moment, exchanging a glance over her head.
Alexander softened, resting his cheek briefly against the crown of her head, while John adjusted slightly, curling his arm more securely around her waist in comfort. Whatever storm still lingered in her heart, they were her harbor.
“I am satisfied. Now, ” Angelica’s voice broke the quiet, calm but laced with a quiet finality. Her eyes found both Eliza and Peggy. “I was telling you before we were brought here… about that gentleman from the dinner the other night - John Church.”
Both Eliza and Peggy exchanged a look, something hesitant settling between them. They knew of Mr. Church. They remembered the polite, well-dressed man who had seemed captivated by Angelica’s wit and charm. A wealthy man, respected, with a sharp mind and a more conventional life than the one Alexander Hamilton led. He was a good match. Of that, there was no doubt.
And yet…
Compared to Alexander with his fire, his relentless ambition, his passion that filled a room; there was something missing. Not in quality, but in intensity. John Church could offer security, wealth, admiration… but Alexander had ignited something else entirely. They both felt the void in that unspoken comparison.
Still, neither sister spoke the thought aloud. Instead, Eliza offered a small, brave smile, and Peggy reached across to gently take Angelica’s hand.
“You deserve someone who sees your worth,” Peggy murmured quietly. “And he seems to.”
Angelica gave the faintest nod, her smile faint but growing, and this time, her eyes held a quiet peace, not born of resignation, but of choice.
[ELIZA]
Thank you for all your service
[HAMILTON]
If it takes fighting a war for us to meet, it will have been worth it
“ Such a charmer, Alexander!” Lafayette’s voice rang out with theatrical flair, his grin stretching from ear to ear as he leaned forward in his seat. His eyes gleamed with amusement as he waggled his eyebrows exaggeratedly toward his friend.
“Truly irresistible,” Mulligan added with a dramatic sigh, clutching at his chest as though overcome by Alexander’s charm. His booming laugh echoed through the room, and a few others chuckled along at the scene unfolding.
Alexander rolled his eyes with a huff, but a smile was already tugging at the corners of his lips. He shifted slightly where he sat, nestled comfortably between Eliza and John, and gave a slow, exaggerated shake of his head. “A beautiful woman was giving me a rare chance at a conversation actually worth my time,” he countered smoothly, voice laced with sarcasm and charm in equal measure.
Eliza let out a soft, delighted giggle beside him, her cheeks tinged a warm pink as she tilted her head toward him, brushing her shoulder against his playfully.
“Oh yes,” Peggy chimed in from across the room, arms crossed and an impish smile playing on her lips. Her gaze was trained on Eliza now, seizing the opportunity with sisterly glee. “Little Eliza seemed to have quite the thing for you soldier boys,” she said with mock seriousness, lifting a brow as though sharing a scandalous secret.
Eliza gasped in faux outrage, though the sparkle in her eyes betrayed her amusement. “ Peggy! ” she half-laughed, half-whined, leaning away slightly in embarrassment. But her smile remained, and she couldn’t suppress the small laugh that escaped her lips.
John laughed too, his arm still comfortably draped across Alexander’s back. “Well, you can hardly blame her,” he said with a smirk, throwing a wink in Alexander’s direction. “We were an impressive lot.”
“Oh, so modest,” Peggy retorted, tossing a cushion toward him, which John caught with ease and a smug grin.
As the laughter continued to ripple around the room, there was an ease among them, warmth threaded into every playful jab and loving tease. For a moment, the heavier truths and the emotional strain of what they’d seen on the screen were forgotten, tucked away behind the comfort of shared memories and genuine affection.
[ANGELICA]
I’ll leave you to it
[COMPANY]
Number three!
[ANGELICA]
I know my sister like I know my own mind
You will never find anyone as trusting or as kind
If I tell her that I love him she’d be silently resigned
He’d be mine
She would say, “I’m fine”
[ANGELICA AND COMPANY]
She’d be lying
[ANGELICA]
But when I fantasize at night
It’s Alexander’s eyes
As I romanticize what might
Have been if I hadn’t sized him
Up so quickly
At least my dear Eliza’s his wife;
At least I keep his eyes in my life…
Letting out another undignified squawk of protest, Alexander threw his hands up in the air, his face flushed with exasperation as he pouted dramatically. “What is it with my eyes?!” he almost whined, the corners of his mouth tugged downward in a visible sulk. His voice cracked slightly in its pitch, making his reaction all the more amusing to the others gathered.
Laughter broke out across the room at his outburst — warm, genuine, and unrestrained. Lafayette nearly doubled over in mirth, while Hercules clapped a hand against his thigh, grinning wide. Even Burr let out a rare chuckle under his breath.
John and Eliza, sitting on either side of him, exchanged a look of fond amusement. John leaned in first, his eyes twinkling with mischief as he reached over and lightly tugged one of Alexander’s curls. “Because they are your eyes, Alex,” he teased. “And apparently they’re very expressive. Who knew?”
Alexander huffed but didn’t pull away, his pout deepening though a smile threatened to sneak through. Eliza, unable to resist, cupped his cheek gently, her thumb brushing the skin just below one of those oft-mentioned eyes.
“Your eyes are beautiful, my love,” she said softly, her voice sincere and touched with warmth. Her gaze held his for a long moment, filled with affection and reassurance.
John nodded in agreement, his tone a little more playful but just as earnest. “They really are,” he added, leaning over to press a quick kiss to Alexander’s temple, his hand resting comfortably on Alexander’s knee.
Caught between their affections, Alexander finally let out a defeated sigh, his expression softening into a flustered smile. His cheeks remained flushed, but he leaned into Eliza’s touch and allowed himself to be held in that moment, surrounded by the people who knew and loved him deeply even if they did find amusement in the way his eyes gave away everything he felt.
[ANGELICA]
He will never be satisfied
I will never be satisfied
[ANGELICA, ALL MEN (EXCEPT HAMILTON), ALL WOMEN (EXCEPT ELIZA)]
To the groom! (x4)
To the bride! (x4)
[ANGELICA, ALL MEN, ELIZA AND WOMEN]
From your sister
Angelica! (x3)
Who is always by your side
By your side!
By your side!
To your union
To the union! To the revolution!
And the hope that you provide
You provide!
You provide!
[ANGELICA, HAMILTON AND MEN, ELIZA AND WOMEN]
May you always... (Always)
Be satisfied (x4)
[ANGELICA, MEN, WOMEN]
And I know
Be satisfied (x3)
She'll be happy as his bride
Be satisfied (x4)
And I know
Be satisfied (x4)
He will never be satisfied
I will never be satisfied
The room had fallen into a deep, almost reverent silence as the final haunting notes of the song faded away. The weight of the melody the sorrow and longing woven through each lyric lingered like fog in the air. No one moved. No one dared speak. Even the softest breath felt like it might shatter the fragile stillness that had settled over them.
And it was right somehow right that the one to finally pierce the silence was Angelica.
Her voice was quiet at first, but steady, as she sat upright and folded her hands carefully in her lap. “I cannot deny this—” she began, the words deliberate, each one chosen with care. “When I first saw Alexander that night, I wanted nothing more than for him to be mine.”
Angelica took a deep breath, her eyes shimmering with tears she would not allow to fall. She turned her head, locking gazes first with Alexander, then with Eliza. Her expression was open, vulnerable, but still graceful, composed.
“But I knew…” she continued, her voice softer now, and laced with bittersweet truth, “I knew that society forbade it. I was the eldest. The one who had to marry well, secure our family’s position. I had always known that love, for me, might not come freely.”
She swallowed, the pain of the memory tugging at her features. “But I saw you, Eliza,” she said gently. “That night, across the room. You had never looked at a man the way you looked at him. So full of awe, of hope, of heart. I knew then, in that moment, that if God allowed it, he was to be yours.”
A pause, her voice trembling now but her back still straight. “And despite what I thought, despite what I might have wanted… I accepted it. Truly.”
Alexander blinked, his expression unreadable but full of emotion. Eliza’s hand found his, gripping it tightly.
Angelica drew in another steady breath, her voice gaining strength again. “That is the one thing this song gets wrong,” she said with conviction, shaking her head slightly. “I will be satisfied. I am satisfied.”
She smiled now, a smile born from something more profound than joy, from peace. “Because I know that you both found the love you desired and deserved. And that… that is enough for me.”
Her final words echoed gently through the room, a balm to the ache the song had left behind. And though tears slipped silently down cheeks and hearts ached in quiet understanding.
Notes:
I'm back again! I think one or two updates a month will be my current target but the semester is nearly over until September so updates will then pick up
Although still early, how would you like to see Eliza, John and the others react when we get to Say No to This and the songs in that part?
Chapter 13: Story of Tonight (Reprise)
Chapter Text
Before the soft swell of music could rise again and pull them into the next chapter of the story, the now-familiar voice echoed calmly through the chamber.
“Before questions are asked,” the voice began, even and composed, “this song is a reprise of a previous number. There are, however, differences.”
A pause followed, the room, still holding the weight of Angelica’s heartfelt confession, murmured with quiet acknowledgment. Heads nodded, the tension easing just slightly.
“Thank you,” Eliza spoke softly, her voice one of the few that rose clearly in the gentle hush, her hand still clutching Alexander’s. Others echoed her sentiment quiet thanks, murmured acknowledgments of appreciation to the strange but strangely considerate presence that had accompanied them throughout this surreal experience.
From one corner, Lafayette gave a small, exaggerated bow to the ceiling. “Merci, mysterious voice,” he said with a touch of humor, trying to break the solemn air just enough to ease the knot in everyone’s chest. A few soft chuckles followed not quite laughter, but something.
Alexander exhaled slowly, his eyes on the screen ahead though his mind still lingered in the moment past. He appreciated the warning, the kindness in offering a moment’s clarity before emotions could tangle again.
John leaned gently into his side, a reassuring presence.
Even General Washington gave a quiet nod of gratitude, his expression solemn but appreciative.
All eyes turned toward the screen once more, the moment reset. The silence before the next storm had been granted — and with it, a brief breath of stillness.
[LAURENS]
I may not live to see our glory!
John’s gaze flickered toward Alexander the moment he felt the subtle tension ripple through him a barely perceptible tightening of his fingers, the way his posture shifted just slightly, as if bracing for a blow that hadn’t yet come. The screen ahead stirred memories, words from earlier in the show echoing too loudly in Alexander’s mind. Ones laced with loss.
Without a word, John gently reached for Alexander’s interlacing their fingers with a quiet, deliberate care. His grip was firm, grounding. Alexander’s hand was cold the chill of remembered fear and pain clinging to his skin despite the warmth of the room around them.
Leaning in just slightly so no one else could hear, John whispered in a voice barely louder than a breath, “I’m here, Alex. I’m alive and sat right beside you.”
His words were soft, but their weight was immeasurable.
Alexander blinked, his eyes glassy with unspoken emotion. For a heartbeat, he couldn’t speak the lump in his throat catching any sound before it could form. But he turned toward John slightly, just enough for their foreheads to briefly touch, a small nod all he could manage as a wave of emotion surged through him.
[MULLIGAN/LAFAYETTE]
I may not live to see our glory!
[LAURENS]
But I’ve seen wonders great and small
“Oh, do explain, mon ami! ” Lafayette grinned, the mischief dancing in his eyes as he leaned slightly forward in his seat, his tone laced with anticipation.
The four men of the Revolutionary set, Lafayette, Mulligan, Laurens, and Hamilton, shared a single glance. It was all it took. Whatever memory had just flashed across the screen had ignited something between them, a shared recollection held tight in the bonds of brotherhood. Their expressions twitched with suppressed laughter until the dam broke, and they all burst out chuckling in near-perfect harmony.
Alexander tried to hide a smirk behind his hand, John nudging him with a knowing look while Hercules slapped a palm against his knee, laughing loudly. Lafayette let out a melodic chuckle, shaking his head in amusement, clearly enjoying the ripple of mischief between them.
The rest of the room, however, was left entirely in the dark.
“What on earth is so funny?” Peggy whispered toward Angelica, who could only shrug in bemused confusion.
On the other side of the room, seated with an air of composed grace, Martha Washington tilted her head curiously. Her soft curls were pinned perfectly in place, and a light smile played on her lips as she leaned toward her husband, a twinkle of amusement in her gaze. “I thought you had knowledge of all the workings in camp,” she teased, her voice sweet and silken, though clearly poking gentle fun.
George Washington let out a low sigh through his nose, his weathered features shifting with a faint, wry smile. His posture remained stately, hands folded on his lap, yet his eyes stayed fixed on the screen, watching the shadows of past events unfold.
“Apparently not,” he murmured, voice quiet and contemplative. “Although… I believe this may have occurred on Alexander’s wedding night. Likely after I had already retired for the evening.”
Martha raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. “So the night you passed along a young man, one that you feel rather fatherly towards, into the care of matrimony, caused just enough chaos to still be the talk of the camp, even now?”
“Mm,” Washington hummed, not denying it. A rare flicker of something between fondness and resignation ghosted across his face, the kind only a man long familiar with Alexander’s ways could do.
The room remained abuzz with hushed giggles and questions, most of the group still wondering what the Revolutionary men had found so amusing. But for the four comrades, it was a memory best kept close, the kind of recollection wrapped in nostalgia, mischief, and the bittersweet echo of simpler days.
[MULLIGAN/LAFAYETTE]
I’ve seen wonders great and small
[LAURENS]
‘Cause if the tomcat can get married
Alexander rolled his eyes dramatically, though there was no true irritation behind the gesture. A playful glare was thrown upward toward John, who chuckled softly from where he sat on the couch. Alexander was comfortably curled against his chest, John’s arm resting securely around his waist. On the other side, Eliza was similarly nestled against Alexander, her head resting gently on his shoulder, their closeness painting a picture of quiet intimacy and safety.
“I am not a tomcat!” Alexander huffed, his voice lifting in a pitch that bordered on a whine, his face flushed with playful indignation.
Before he could continue protesting, a deep and familiar voice cut through the moment with a surprising calm authority.
“Yes, you are, son.”
Alexander’s eyes widened slightly in alarm as he turned to find General Washington watching him with a rare but unmistakable twinkle in his eye. The older man’s usual solemn demeanor was tempered by the dry amusement tugging at the corners of his mouth, his hands steepled lightly as he leaned forward.
Martha, seated gracefully beside her husband, smiled knowingly. She added her voice to the teasing chorus, “I didn’t give the cat your name for no reason, Alexander.”
The comment hit him like a thunderbolt of remembered embarrassment. His mouth opened and closed wordlessly before he groaned and let his head fall back against John’s shoulder, face now blooming with deep crimson.
“That wasn’t meant to come back and haunt me,” he muttered under his breath, clearly referencing the earlier conversation he’d had with the General about the cat named "Hamilton."
John laughed aloud, clearly enjoying the sight of his usually quick-witted partner momentarily outmaneuvered. Eliza giggled as well, brushing her fingers affectionately along Alexander’s arm, her eyes sparkling.
“I think it suits you,” she teased gently, voice warm with affection. “Charming, curious, always slipping through windows you probably shouldn’t.”
“Unbelievable,” Alexander grumbled, though the smile tugging at his lips betrayed just how little he meant it. His gaze flicked toward Washington and Martha, both of whom now wore matching expressions of warm amusement and genuine affection.
[MULLIGAN/LAFAYETTE]
If Alexander can get married—
[LAURENS]
There’s hope for our ass, after all!
[LAFAYETTE]
Raise a glass to freedom
[LAURENS/MULLIGAN]
Hey!
Something you will never see again!
Eliza pulled away from Alexander slightly, sitting up a little straighter. Her eyes narrowed—not with anger, but with playful indignation. Reaching out, she gave John a deliberate, pointed swat on the arm.
“John Laurens,” she said, her tone syrupy sweet with just enough sharpness beneath, “what exactly did you mean by that little comment?”
John blinked, glancing at her as though hoping he might have misheard. “What comment?”
“That now Alexander is married, he’ll never see freedom again,” Angelica supplied, folding her arms as her expression shifted into one of mock offense. Her raised brow and narrowed eyes sparkled with amusement, but also a quiet promise that she was not above dragging him further if he dodged the question.
“Oh yes,” Peggy added, leaning forward with a mischievous grin. “Are you saying that love and freedom are mutually exclusive , Mr. Laurens? Because I think I speak for the three of us when I say that’s an interesting theory.”
John lifted his hands quickly in protest, an unmistakable blush beginning to spread across his cheeks. “It was a joke! Just a joke, we used to say it back in camp, just a bit of harmless teasing!”
“Harmless,” Eliza repeated, eyes wide and faux-innocent, “so, freedom ends with a ring, does it?”
“Freedom ends with wives, apparently,” Angelica added dryly.
“Or maybe the real problem is we terrifying women who dare to ask questions,” Peggy said, voice dripping in mock offense as she tapped her chin thoughtfully.
John looked increasingly desperate, his gaze flicking to Alexander as if hoping for backup. “Alex-”
But Alexander just leaned back with a lazy smirk. “I told you, you were on your own with that one.”
“I didn’t mean it like that!” John pleaded, laughing nervously. “Truly,I meant it like a camp thing. Just soldier talk. Not serious. Not,not actually about you lovely ladies, I swear-”
“Laurens.”
The single word, spoken in the low, commanding voice of General Washington, silenced the room. The elder man, seated comfortably beside Martha, gave John a knowing look beneath furrowed brows. “It’s better to accept the defeat now. You won’t win this battle.”
Martha gave a delicate little nod beside him. “Smart man,” she said sweetly. Then her gaze shifted across the room landing on the younger men with a pointed, piercing sharpness that cut through the teasing atmosphere like a blade. “Some men have to learn the hard way. I recommend none of you try.”
The room chuckled nervously, and even Hercules subtly shifted a little straighter in his seat glad to not be the focus of the ladies attention when it was both he and Laurens speaking on screen.
John groaned, slumping slightly in defeat, his blush deepening. “I surrender. Fully. No terms. Just mercy.”
“You’re lucky we’re gracious,” Eliza said smoothly.
“Gracious and terrifying,” Alexander whispered under his breath with a grin.
John slanted him a glare, though there was no heat in it. “You’re not helping.”
Alexander gave him an unapologetic shrug. “Welcome to married life, mon chou.”
“God help me,” John mumbled, causing another round of laughter to ripple through the room.
[MULLIGAN]
No matter what she tells you
[LAFAYETTE]
Let’s have another round tonight!
“Should you boys really be having another drink?” Martha’s voice cut through the lighthearted laughter with a tone of maternal firmness that made several of the men flinch as if caught red-handed. Her expression was calm, but her eyes—sharp as ever—surveyed them all like a schoolmistress spotting mischief in her classroom.
Her folded arms and the lift of one perfectly arched brow gave her an air of commanding authority, the kind that made even seasoned soldiers sit up straighter.
“You all sound like you’ve already had more than a few,” Angelica added, her voice dry with bemusement as she glanced around the room. Her eyes landed first on Laurens, still red-faced from the last round of teasing, then on Hercules who was trying unsuccessfully to stifle a hiccup, and finally on Alexander, who, rather than looking sheepish, wore an infuriatingly smug grin.
Alexander raised his hands in mock surrender, the smirk playing on his lips growing into a crooked, boyish smile. “It was my wedding night,” he said, voice full of mischief, “there was never a time that there were too many drinks.”
“You said that like it’s a noble cause,” Eliza murmured, nudging him gently with her elbow, though her fond smile betrayed her amusement.
“Besides,” Alexander continued, glancing toward the other men for support, “I think everyone was just trying to toast the happy couple as much as possible. It would have been rude not to drink.”
“A sacrifice ,” Hercules added dramatically, clutching an imaginary glass to his chest. “Truly, we were drinking for you , Alexander.”
John snorted. “You drank enough for three weddings .”
“And then some,” Burr chimed in, dry as ever, his lips twitching at the corners.
Martha’s gaze swept over them all once again. “I swear, it’s like watching boys in uniform playing at adulthood,” she muttered under her breath, though her eyes sparkled with faint affection.
General Washington coughed softly into his hand, fighting a smile of his own. “You must forgive them, dear,” he said, glancing at his wife with an almost sheepish glance. “They are still boys in some ways. War makes them older, but not always wiser.”
“You’re not exempt from that comment,” Martha said, shooting him a glance.
Angelica leaned toward her sisters, whispering with a smirk, “It’s like a room full of sons. Loud, proud, and utterly without shame.”
“Oh, I don’t know,” Peggy whispered back, grinning, “it’s rather endearing.”
Eliza just laughed quietly, resting her chin on Alexander’s shoulder as he wrapped an arm around her waist. “As long as they don’t try for another drink,” she said, “I think we’ll survive it.”
Alexander opened his mouth like he might have been about to suggest just that—but the look from Martha Washington shut him down instantly.
He sat back, arms lifted again in surrender. “Noted. No more drinks. At least not without your blessing, ma’am.”
Martha gave a regal nod. “See that you remember it.”
[LAURENS]
Raise a glass to the four of us!
[LAFAYETTE/HAMILTON]
Ho!
[MULLIGAN]
To the newly not poor of us!
Alexander let out a small, almost silent sigh—quiet enough that most wouldn’t hear it, but not Eliza.
She felt it more than she heard it. A subtle shift in the rhythm of his breathing, the way his shoulders curved inward ever so slightly. It was the kind of sigh born not from physical exhaustion, but from something heavier—something older and far more familiar.
Her gaze flicked toward him, soft and steady. Though he kept his eyes on the screen, she could tell—he wasn’t really seeing it. His mind had wandered, pulled back into a memory.
And she knew .
He was remembering that night. Their wedding night. Not just the joy, the warmth, the celebration… but the quiet, fragile truths that lay underneath. She shifted slightly, the movement subtle, curling herself more securely into his side, her hand gently finding his where it rested, clenched too tightly on his thigh.
“You’re not a burden, Alex,” she whispered softly, her voice low enough to keep the moment entirely between them. “You never have been.”
His breath caught, his eyes darting toward hers in surprise. He hadn’t said a word. Not out loud. But somehow, she knew .
Eliza reached up and brushed a few stray strands of hair behind his ear, her fingers lingering at his cheek. “You don’t have to feel guilty for being relieved,” she murmured, her eyes shining with quiet intensity. “You’ve fought so long just to survive. Let yourself rest now. Let yourself have this.”
Alexander blinked rapidly, and his lower lip trembled for the briefest moment. The weight of those words, the permission in them, hit deeper than any praise or admiration ever could. He turned his hand and gripped hers tightly.
On his other side, John had noticed the exchange. He leaned in slightly, his hand coming to rest gently on Alexander’s back in a soothing, grounding touch. His voice, just as soft, joined Eliza’s.
“You don’t owe anyone an apology for surviving, Alex,” John said quietly. “Not me. Not Eliza. Not even yourself.”
Alexander let out a quiet, shuddering breath, eyes closing for a heartbeat. And when he opened them again, there was something lighter in them, just a touch.
He nodded, the motion small but resolute. And without a word more, both Eliza and John leaned in, each placing a kiss,one to his temple, the other to his shoulder.
Between the noise and movement of the room around them, this moment was theirs alone.
[LAURENS/LAFAYETTE/HAMILTON]
Woo!
[LAFAYETTE]
We’ll tell the story of tonight
[LAURENS]
Let’s have another round—
[HAMILTON]
Well, if it isn’t Aaron Burr
[BURR]
Sir!
Alexander and Burr met each other’s gaze across the room, both turning at the exact same moment as if pulled by some unspoken signal. Their eyes locked, a familiar spark igniting between them—neither hostile nor entirely friendly, but something uniquely theirs. It was the tension of shared ambition, unspoken challenges, and mutual recognition.
A flicker of a smirk twitched at the corners of Alexander’s lips, his posture straightening slightly as though preparing for a duel of words rather than weapons. Burr raised a brow in response, his expression calm and unreadable, but his eyes glinting with amusement. There was a silent message passed between them, sharp and charged with history: Not yet, but soon.
Around them, several of the other soldiers,Laurens, Lafayette, even Mulligan chuckled knowingly. They’d seen this before. The subtle dance of competition and camaraderie between the two men had become almost routine, like a familiar tune that always hinted at the same notes.
“Five seconds,” Laurens whispered to Lafayette with a grin, “before they start trying to out-eloquence each other.”
“I give it three,” Lafayette replied with a soft laugh, taking a sip of his drink, eyes never leaving the pair.
Even General Washington, from where he sat beside Martha, seemed to glance their way with the air of someone both fond and mildly exasperated. He knew the spark between Hamilton and Burr could be a powerful force,for good or for chaos.
Still, in that moment, Alexander and Burr didn’t say a word. Just a steady, almost respectful nod exchanged between two men walking the same road but at very different paces.
[HAMILTON]
I didn’t think that you would make it
[BURR]
To be sure
[MULLIGAN/LAFAYETTE]
Burr!
[BURR]
I came to say congratulations
Eliza offered Burr a gentle smile from where she sat, her voice soft but sincere. “Thank you, Mr. Burr.”
Aaron looked at her and gave a small nod in return, his expression unreadable.
Inside, however, something twisted.
She was kind, warm—grateful. And he would be the one to bring her pain. The one who would make her a widow.
Burr turned his gaze back to the screen, swallowing the weight in his chest. There was no malice in her eyes. Only grace. And yet, he believed his path was already written—a path that ended with him taking away the man she loved.
A quiet sorrow settled over him. He didn’t know when or how, only that it would come if he decided to not change it.
[MULLIGAN]
Spit a verse, Burr!
[BURR]
I see the whole gang is here
[LAFAYETTE]
You are the worst, Burr!
Aaron tensed in his seat, the jestful remark from the clearly very, very drunk Frenchman echoing louder in his ears than it likely had in the room. Laughter still danced around them, light and harmless to most but to Burr, the words carried weight.
Across from him, Lafayette winced the moment the sharpness of his own voice caught up with him. The mood had been light, jovial, Burr’s quiet refusal to join in hadn’t warranted such a barbed comment, not really. He’d meant no harm.
“I am sorry, Aaron,” Lafayette said quickly, “I did not mean for that to come across as rude.”
Burr gave a short, polite nod, his jaw tight as he accepted the apology. To the casual observer, it might have seemed the end of it. But those who knew Burr well,those who watched closely,could see the tension hadn’t left him. His lips pressed into a thin line, his posture upright and stiff as if bracing against some unseen tide.
He wasn’t upset about the comment itself. Not truly. It was the laughter that followed, the easy camaraderie he couldn’t quite step into, the closeness that felt just out of reach.
[HAMILTON]
Ignore them.
The screen froze mid-motion, catching the moment Lafayette let out a dramatic, playful scoff,his grin wide and infectious. Mulligan barked a laugh while John leaned in to jab his elbow lightly into Alex’s side, making the smaller man jolt slightly.
“Wow, thanks Alex!” Mulligan exclaimed with exaggerated offense, his hand placed over his heart in mock hurt as he rolled his eyes dramatically.
Alexander’s expression was a mix of amusement and frustration, his face pinched with mock indignation, brows furrowing as he leaned forward in protest. “You know what I meant!” he exclaimed, voice half-laughing, half-whining, though the pink creeping up his cheeks suggested a hint of embarrassment.
The room chuckled, the energy light and teasing, the moment frozen in good-natured fun. Even Washington, who usually kept himself slightly removed from the younger men’s antics, let a quiet smile tug at the corner of his mouth. The warmth between them was palpable,brotherhood forged in battle, strengthened by laughter, even in the middle of a surreal and emotionally heavy night.
John’s fingers lingered briefly on Alexander’s arm, a silent reassurance in the touch. “You really do make it too easy sometimes,” he murmured quietly, his voice fond.
Alexander huffed, folding his arms but unable to suppress the smile tugging at his lips. “I’m surrounded by traitors,” he grumbled, earning another round of laughter from the gathered friends.
Congrats to you, Lieutenant Colonel
I wish I had your command instead of manning George’s journal
Alexander winced at the bluntness of his onscreen counterpart, his body curling inward as the words echoed a little too closely to the truth. Though dramatized, the sentiment wasn’t far from the actual conversation he and Burr had shared on his wedding night.
Almost unconsciously, he tucked himself closer between John and Eliza. John’s steady presence and Eliza’s gentle embrace forming a quiet shield against the scrutiny he now felt. The warmth of John’s arm draped protectively around his shoulder and the press of Eliza’s hand against his knee grounded him, but it didn’t stop the dread pooling low in his stomach as he felt that unmistakable sensation of being watched.
Lifting his gaze hesitantly, he found himself caught in the sharp, piercing stare of General Washington. The older man’s eyes were heavy with disappointment,not anger, but something deeper, quieter, and far more painful to endure.
“Is that what you truly think?” Washington asked, his voice calm but firm, laced with a fatherly sternness. One thick brow arched, waiting for the younger man to answer.
Alexander’s heart skipped a beat and he shook his head quickly, almost too quickly. “No, sir. I promise,” he said, the words tumbling out as his throat tightened. He straightened slightly, trying to appear more composed than he felt.
Washington’s eyes remained on him a moment longer, assessing, weighing the truth in his words. Finally, he let out a low hum, neither displeased nor entirely convinced, and slowly nodded.
“Good,” he said at last, his tone softening. “You are very important to this cause, Lieutenant. I hope you never forget that.”
The statement struck Alexander deeper than he expected. He swallowed thickly, nodding back, voice lost to emotion. Washington turned his attention back to the screen, but the moment lingered,heavy and strangely comforting.
[BURR]
No, you don’t
[HAMILTON]
Yes, I do
[BURR]
Now, be sensible
From what I hear, you’ve made yourself indispensable
Washington spoke up again, his voice calm but firm, the kind of voice that demanded attention without raising in volume. “You truly are, Alexander,” he said, his tone carrying the weight of sincerity and unwavering respect. “We could not continue fighting this war if it were not for your rather successful correspondences with Congress.”
The words seemed to echo in the room, heavy with unexpected praise. Alexander’s breath hitched quietly, and he lowered his gaze, refusing to meet Washington’s eyes. A flush rose up his neck, creeping across his cheeks and ears. The praise particularly from someone like Washington was almost too much to bear. The back of his neck burned, and he shifted uncomfortably, trying to suppress the small, sheepish smile tugging at his lips.
Lafayette stepped in, clearly unwilling to let the moment pass without reinforcing the truth. “It is true, mon ami,” he said warmly, a hand gesturing broadly as he spoke. “Yes, I, John, Tilghman, the other aides we all write to Congress and to various benefactors, requesting their aid, reporting on matters... but not one of us,” he said with a soft chuckle, “not one of us can replicate your success.”
Alexander’s face turned even redder, and he rubbed at the back of his neck, still not quite able to look up. Eliza smiled fondly from beside him, reaching out to place her hand over his. Her touch was reassuring,silent permission to accept the praise without shame.
John, sitting just on his other side, bumped their shoulders together lightly. “Don’t act so surprised, Alex. You’ve always had a way with words, and we’ve all benefited from it.”
Even Mulligan, leaning back in his seat with a grin, called out, “If it wasn’t for your letters, we’d be fighting this war barefoot and starving!”
Laughter rippled lightly around the room, but the admiration was genuine. Alexander looked up through his lashes, finally glancing toward Washington, whose expression had softened with quiet pride.
“You are more than just a soldier, Lieutenant,” the General said, his eyes steady. “You are a voice this revolution depends on.”
[LAURENS]
Well, well, I heard
You’ve got a special someone on the side, Burr
[HAMILTON]
Is that so?
The room echoed with laughter as Alexander perfectly mimicked the words of his on-screen counterpart, his timing so precise it earned amused glances and light teasing. Eliza smiled fondly, and John nudged him with a grin, but across the room, Aaron sat still, the amusement not touching him.
His mind raced.
They couldn’t know. Could they?
He looked around the room, heart thudding louder with each beat. Everyone was so at ease, focused on the screen, unaware— or were they?
His gaze drifted upward to the ceiling, where the voice had echoed again and again. It wasn’t guessing. It knew.
This is the future. They could know everything.
His mouth went dry. The weight of what was still to come settled on his chest like a stone. He didn’t speak. He didn’t move. He just sat there, back stiff, breath steadying as he prepared himself.
[LAURENS]
What are you tryin’ to hide, Burr?
[BURR]
I should go
“Yes, get out of there while you can,” Jefferson grumbled, arms crossed tightly over his chest as he glared half-heartedly at the screen. His tone was laced with bitterness, the words sharp even if said under his breath.
His jaw tensed as he thought of his own timeline, of the political entanglements, the heated debates, the endless back-and-forth with Hamilton . If he could go back, he might’ve taken a different path,maybe one that didn’t involve getting so deeply wrapped up in the whirlwind that was Alexander Hamilton.
Beside him, Madison glanced over, taking in his friend’s expression. “Come on now, Thomas,” James said, his voice calm, tempered with something that resembled quiet exasperation.
Jefferson shot him a pointed look in return. “Don’t act like you wouldn’t consider it too,” he muttered.
Madison didn’t reply immediately. Instead, he gave a small, knowing smile,the kind that acknowledged shared experience without agreement. Then, with a light sigh, he looked back at the screen, leaving Jefferson to his brooding thoughts.
[HAMILTON]
No, these guys should go
[LAFAYETTE]
What?
[LAURENS]
No!
[HAMILTON]
Leave us alone
“Hey! Really, Alexander! Sending us away as if we were nothing!” Hercules exclaimed, dramatically throwing his hands in the air, a mock glare directed at the man in question. His voice echoed in the quiet space, drawing attention and causing a few snickers from those who caught the lighthearted tone.
Alexander flinched at the words, his shoulders tightening instinctively as if bracing for a scolding or genuine anger. His fingers twitched slightly against his knees, his mind racing with old instincts. Had he done something wrong? Had he hurt them?
The silence that followed felt deafening in his ears, heart pounding in his chest as he looked up only to freeze when he caught the familiar spark of mischief in Hercules’ eyes.
A breath of relief escaped him in the form of a choked laugh, his tension melting just slightly. “You guys know I would never!” he said quickly, trying to match Hercules’ teasing tone.
The words came out light, but not without tremor. There was a quivering edge to his voice, a subtle shake that didn’t go unnoticed by those closest to him.
John, who had leaned slightly forward as if to intervene, relaxed again, offering Alexander a soft smile.
Lafayette chuckled, nudging Hercules with an elbow. “You scared him, mon ami.”
Hercules gave a sheepish grin, waving his hands. “What, me? I was being nice!”
“Your nice needs work,” John grinned, but there was warmth in his eyes as he clapped a hand on Alexander’s shoulder, grounding him.
Alexander nodded, a bit sheepishly, brushing the hair from his face as he let the playful atmosphere wash over him. He was still learning, learning what it meant to be teased, to be cared for, to be safe.
[MULLIGAN]
Man…
[HAMILTON]
It’s alright, Burr. I wish you’d brought this girl with you tonight, Burr
[BURR]
You’re very kind, but I’m afraid it’s unlawful, sir
Burr tensed, his entire frame going rigid in his seat as the air in the room seemed to shift. His eyes widened, locked on the screen with the kind of intensity that bordered on dread.
He hadn’t spoken, hadn’t even blinked as the scene unfolded before them but now, as the truth began to reveal itself on the screen, the one secret he’d buried deeper than any other, he felt as if the breath had been knocked from his lungs.
Around him, the atmosphere shifted with a quiet but palpable curiosity. The others, some seated near and others across the room, began to glance his way, their expressions filled with curiosity.
Burr's throat bobbed with a silent swallow. His jaw tightened, and for a brief second, it looked as though he might stand and leave. But he didn’t, couldn’t. All he could do was sit and watch as his private burden, the truth he had worked so hard to keep hidden, was laid bare before those he called allies… and rivals.
The weight of their unspoken reactions began to press in, but he didn’t meet any of their gazes. His eyes remained fixed on the screen, his face composed with a sharp, practiced control,only his clenched fists and too-still posture betraying the storm that brewed inside.
[HAMILTON]
What do you mean?
[BURR]
She’s married
[HAMILTON]
I see
[BURR]
She’s married to a British officer
Remarks of surprise echoed through the room like a ripple across still water. Gasps, muttered exclamations, and a few stunned silences passed from person to person as the revelation sank in.
All eyes turned to Aaron Burr.
He had gone pale, his face stiff and unreadable, but the sharp intake of breath gave away the tension wracking through him. His shoulders were rigid, posture too still—as though bracing for an impact he had long anticipated and still feared.
Panic flickered in his eyes as he looked around the room, every part of him on edge.
To his left, James Madison and Thomas Jefferson exchanged a glance. Being from further in the timeline than most others in the room, they already knew parts of Burr’s path. Even so, seeing it revealed here and now brought a different weight. Jefferson looked stunned, for once without a snide remark, while Madison’s features remained tight with unease.
Jefferson coughed, choking slightly on the whiskey he had been sipping. “Really, Burr?! I would never have thought that of you.”
“Thomas,” James muttered sharply, sending him a glare. “Not the time.”
Jefferson grumbled something under his breath, dabbing at the mess from his coughing fit as he continued to sip from his glass.
The rest of the room remained quiet, every gaze focused on Burr, some surprised, some searching, and others unreadable.
Across the way, the women exchanged looks, but none spoke. Whatever thoughts flickered behind their eyes, they kept them hidden, their expressions unreadable, their silence adding more weight than words could have.
[HAMILTON]
Oh shit…
[BURR]
Congrats again, Alexander. Smile more
Alexander looked down at his lap, where his fingers were gently entwined with Eliza’s in one hand and John’s in the other. The warmth of their touch was a grounding force, tethering him to the present despite the surreal experience they were all sharing. This strange, ethereal situation watching their lives most of which they had not experienced themselves unfold on a stage, being pulled from their timeline had offered something he never thought possible.
Here, in this strange pause between timelines, he had been given the space to simply exist with both of them. To love openly. To hold Eliza without hesitation, and to sit pressed against John without fear. No secrecy, no stolen glances. Just love, in its full, complicated, and unapologetic form.
His gaze shifted across the room, landing quietly on Burr. The man sat unnaturally still, pale, and visibly rattled. His secret had been unveiled without warning, laid bare for all to see, and though the room was filled with murmurs and confusion, Burr said nothing.
Alexander’s chest tightened.
Because even when they return, nothing would have changed for Burr. He wouldn’t have the love he craved, the one he kept buried behind veils of propriety and ambition. He would still stand alone.
I’ll see you on the other side of the war
[HAMILTON]
I will never understand you
If you love this woman, go get her! What are you waiting for?
Angelica’s voice cracked like a whip through the room, her words laced with sharp frustration, sorrow, and a deep, echoing fury that had clearly been simmering for far too long.
“The woman is married, Alexander,” she snapped, her posture rigid, her eyes blazing. “Even if she wanted to marry Aaron, she could not. And Aaron—” she turned her gaze toward Burr, who flinched slightly under the intensity of it “—he gets no say in the matter either. Unless, of course, in this forsaken world, her husband conveniently disappears.”
A silence followed, tense and thick. Angelica’s fingers twisted tightly together in her lap, white-knuckled. The anger wasn’t directed at any one person,no, this fury was older, deeper. It was for the rules that bound them, the customs that chained them, the expectations that dictated their lives without pause or mercy.
Across the room, Martha shifted slightly, her calm and steady voice echoing with wisdom only earnt through time
“You are not wrong, Angelica,” she said, her tone soft but firm, like the steel wrapped in silk she was known to be. “We women have been forced to accept the path laid before us for generations. Even when that path was paved with silence, and sacrifice, and pain.”
Angelica’s jaw clenched, but her eyes flickered to Martha, something in her expression easing, if only a little.
“But,” Martha continued, her gaze sweeping the room slowly, lingering briefly on each young face, “we are here, watching a world that no longer seems to live by those same chains. We are seeing a future. That means change can come, perhaps already has… and that alone is reason to hope. Even if it was not in our time.”
Burr’s eyes dropped to the floor, his shoulders tense, the weight of both past and future pressing against him. Angelica inhaled deeply through her nose, still rigid, still burning, but less alone in it now.
[BURR]
I’ll see you on the other side of the war
[HAMILTON]
I’ll see you on the other side of the war
The room was steeped in a heavy silence as the last notes of the song faded into nothing. The final lyrics,so stark, so unflinchingly real,echoed in the minds of the soldiers, conjuring images: blood-soaked fields, friends lost in the blink of an eye, the weight of orders that never left their conscience. No one moved, the room holding its breath under the sheer gravity of what had just been sung.
Phillip’s voice, tentative but earnest, broke through the stillness.
“That seems like a very dark outlook on the war, Pa.”
All eyes turned to him. The young man sat with his brows furrowed, lips slightly parted in confusion. He looked at Alexander not just as a father, but as a puzzle, this version of his father, so much younger than the man he had left in his own timeline, and yet carrying a weariness and steel that mirrored the elder version all the same.
Alexander let out a slow, tired breath, one that aged him in an instant. His smile was faint and tinged with sadness, the corners of his mouth barely twitching upward.
“It is the common way,,” he said, voice quiet but steady. “When you live in times like these, surrounded by death and uncertainty, you don’t dare plan for a future that might not exist.”
He paused, his eyes drifting toward the flickering screen that had shown them too much already.
“We do not know what will happen,” he continued, now looking back at Phillip. “There is no guarantee. We shall either see each other at the gallows… or in a free country. Either way, we meet again. On the other side of the war.”
Phillip's mouth opened slightly as though to respond, but no words came. His gaze softened, realization dawning slowly across his face. This was not cynicism he heard in his father's words, it was survival. A promise spoken from the trenches of uncertainty
Around the room, the others remained quiet.
Eliza rested her head on Alexander’s shoulder reaching across him to John, gripping his hand in hers. Her presence a comforting presence for both men. No words were spoken, but the gesture was enough
Chapter 14: Wait For It
Notes:
Uni is finally over!! And so updates should be much closer together! Thank you for all the comments and kudos I am very thankful for each and every one!
If anyone has any requests for seperate stories within this verse I am more than happy to note them down and if anyone has any suggestions on how to manage the affair with both John and Eliza please give them
Also... someone is arriving soon 👀👀
Chapter Text
The revelations from the previous songs still lingered in the air like smoke from a battle not yet fully extinguished. The room had grown quiet not with fear, but with a contemplative weight. It wasn’t the kind of tension that threatened to snap, but one that held people still in thought. Eyes flicked to one another only occasionally, each person mulling over what they’d seen, and what it said about the world they came from, the world they hoped to change. The dream of freedom felt more tangible with each scene played out, more within reach, yet also more daunting. The stakes had never felt clearer.
The screen in front of them continued its vivid retelling of Alexander’s life, and it was impossible not to be drawn in. Even Aaron Burr, who had earlier been visibly shaken by his darkest secret having been laid bare, seemed to have pulled his composure back around him like a cloak. But as the next scene began and the lighting on the stage shifted, Burr’s face paled once more. His jaw tensed, shoulders pulling taut as though bracing for a blow he couldn’t name.
Phillip, seated near Alexander, having moved away from his aunts wanting to be nearer his ma and pa, leaned forward slightly. His brow furrowed, eyes tracking the movements on screen. “Why is everyone leaving the stage?” he asked, his voice soft, uncertain. His gaze moved from the actors to his father, then quickly flicked toward General Washington.
“Not everyone,” Washington responded, his voice steady with the quiet wisdom that always seemed to accompany it. He turned his head from the screen and looked first at Phillip, then slowly, intentionally toward Burr. The weight of his gaze was impossible to ignore.
“Burr’s actor is still there.”
He paused, folding his hands in front of him as his eyes flicked back to the screen, his expression thoughtful but grave. “It seems,” he added, voice lowering slightly, “we are about to learn what was going on inside Aaron’s mind.”
All eyes turned toward Burr once more, who stared at the screen with wide eyes, his mouth slightly agape. The color had drained from his face, and though he remained outwardly calm, his fingers gripped the arms of his chair with white-knuckled intensity.
He said nothing but in the flicker of the screen’s light across his face, it was clear that whatever was coming, Burr already knew it would reveal more than he was ready to face.
[BURR]
Theodosia writes me a letter everyday
Phillip leaned forward slightly from where he was seated beside Alexander, his brows furrowed in curiosity as the name Theodosia rang out from the screen. He turned toward Aaron Burr, his tone innocent, completely unaware of the ripple he was about to cause.
“Theodosia? Is she the lady you are courting, Mr. Burr?” he asked earnestly, his young voice despite being nineteen and technically a grown man cutting through the soft hum of murmured speculation in the room.
A brief silence fell.
The question, though spoken without malice, landed with an unintended weight. Several eyes shifted toward Burr, whose posture stiffened instantly. His jaw clenched, and for a beat, he didn’t respond. His fingers, which had been resting lightly against the edge of his chair, curled into a subtle fist.
Eliza, sitting nearby, gave Phillip a gentle nudge, her expression a soft warning, but the young man was already shrinking slightly into himself as he sensed the discomfort he had triggered.
Burr finally gave a single, terse nod,stiff and formal. “Yes,” he replied, voice low, the word clipped short as though he could force it to sound less personal, less vulnerable. But even that simple confirmation seemed to come at a cost.
His eyes remained fixed on the screen, unwilling to meet anyone else’s. There was a flicker of something deep behind them, not anger, but something more elusive. Longing, maybe. A guarded ache that passed too quickly to be named.
Across the room, the tension that had briefly thickened began to ease, though a few remained watching Burr with cautious sympathy. The moment had passed, but the question had planted a seed and as the screen moved on, the answers would soon begin to bloom whether Burr knew what was to come or not.
I'm keeping the bed warm while her husband is away
“Scandalous, Burr,” Thomas Jefferson drawled with a smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth, his tone oozing amusement. He leaned back slightly in his chair, swirling the amber liquid in his glass, clearly preparing to let fly with another biting remark. The smirk deepened as he opened his mouth to continue-
But he stopped short.
A single pointed stare from across the room halted him mid-thought. General Washington, still in full military dress, had turned his head with deliberate weight. His eyes, sharp and unyielding, locked onto Jefferson with the force of a cannonball. The room seemed to freeze under the intensity of that look.
Even Jefferson, never one to shy from sharp words, visibly stiffened. He held up one hand slightly in a placating gesture and fell silent, choosing instead to sip from his glass and look elsewhere, clearly deciding the jest wasn’t worth the rebuke of the General.
Burr, meanwhile, sat stock-still. The heat rose beneath his skin, not from embarrassment, but from the surge of quiet fury that coursed through him. He turned slowly toward Jefferson, his expression dark and stormy, his usually composed demeanor cracking just slightly at the edges.
His glare was cold,void of humor, filled instead with a cutting sharpness that suggested the Virginian had gone too far. But Burr said nothing. Words wouldn’t suffice for the frustration stirring within him.
His thoughts raced, Theodosia. His Theodosia. The very woman who had offered him warmth in a world so often cold, who had seen past ambition and legacy and instead seen him . And now, before an audience of friends, foes, and strangers alike, her name was tied to scandal, painted as if she were the guilty party in some lurid affair.
He's on the British side in Georgia
He's trying to keep the colonies in line
“Georgia?”
The single word rang out across the room, laced with disbelief, and silenced any remaining chatter. General George Washington’s voice was firm, commanding attention as the images on the screen stilled, leaving the room suspended in a moment of confusion and quiet.
His gaze locked onto Aaron Burr with a narrowed focus, unreadable to all but those who had long served under him. Burr, already sitting stiffly, gave a short, reluctant nod.
Washington’s eyes sharpened further. “Is your Theodosia… a Prevost?”
Another nod.
The General’s lips pressed into a thin line, the weight of realization settling in his features. Though he did not raise his voice, the tension behind his words made the room feel colder. The sense of disappointment radiated from him with a quiet intensity more striking than any display of anger.
“The Theodosia who is married to the Colonial Governor?” he asked again, tone clipped, though the answer was already clear to him.
Burr didn’t speak. He held Washington’s gaze and gave one final nod.
A heavy silence followed. Washington inhaled slowly, visibly restraining himself. When he finally spoke again, his voice was low, steady, and edged in steel.
“Do you realise , Mr. Burr, that if there is even an inkling of infidelity, even a whisper , not only will you face the gallows, but Theodosia herself could suffer punishment? Her station will not protect her if her loyalty to her husband is called into question.”
The words hung heavy in the air.
Around the room everyone absorbed the implications with unease. The Schuyler sisters were quiet, brows knit in concern. Mulligan had stopped mid-drink. Lafayette and Laurens exchanged looks, unsure whether to speak. Phillip looked utterly confused, his young eyes flicking between faces, searching for understanding.
Burr said nothing, the stoicism on his face faltering only slightly as he looked down, his jaw clenched.
Washington held his gaze on Burr for a long moment more before finally turning his attention back to the frozen screen.
But he can keep all of Georgia
Theodosia, she's mine
“Possessive, Burr,” Madison said, his voice rising unexpectedly from where he sat beside Jefferson. The words rang out, stark and cutting in the hushed room. “In this war, this brutal, costly war, where men are starving, dying, sacrificing everything for the dream of liberty, you would risk it all… for a woman who already belongs to another?”
His words echoed like cannon fire in the stunned silence that followed. Eyes slowly turned to Burr.
Aaron didn’t speak at first. He sat rigid in his chair, his hands clenched tightly in his lap, white-knuckled with tension. His mouth was drawn into a hard line, but it trembled ever so slightly at the corners. It was clear he had prepared himself for many things, but not this . Not the full judgment of the room. Not the exposure of the deepest, most fragile part of himself.
“I know what it looks like,” Burr said at last, his voice rough, barely above a whisper. “I know exactly what every one of you must think of me right now.” His eyes swept the room, pausing on each of them: Madison, Jefferson, Washington, Alexander. He even glanced at the women,Angelica, Eliza, Martha though he did not linger long.
“But none of you,” he continued, voice shaking but firming with every word, “know what it’s like to finally feel something real … after years of masks and pretending to be just clever enough, just quiet enough to survive.”
He took a breath, as though forcing himself to continue. “She’s not just a married woman to me. She is my calm, my reason, my anchor . I never asked her to consider leaving her husband. I never even, God help me, I never even expected her to love me back.” He paused, swallowing hard. “But she did . And in that, I saw a future. Not one of glory, or rank, or title, but… peace. A life where I wasn’t alone.”
Burr’s voice cracked, just slightly, and he bowed his head for a moment, gathering himself before looking directly at Madison.
“So yes. I would have risked it all. Not because I’m reckless. Not because I wanted to spit on the cause we all bleed for. But because for the first time in my life, I saw something worth living for, not just surviving.”
The room was silent, no rebuttal, no sarcastic comment from Jefferson, not even a pointed stare from Washington. Even Madison, though clearly still disapproving, seemed less sure in his judgment, blinking as though he hadn’t expected such raw honesty.
Alexander exhaled slowly, his arm tightening around Eliza’s shoulders, hand simultaneously gripping harder at Johns’.
Burr let out a quiet, bitter breath and leaned back slightly, eyes turned now to the paused image on the screen. “But it doesn’t matter now,” he added, softly, almost to himself. “Because no matter how much I wanted it… she was never mine to keep.”
“I do not think you are a bad man for this, Aaron,” Alexander said softly, his voice breaking the silence like a gentle wind through heavy air.
The others turned toward him, surprised by the calm surety in his tone. Alexander sat straighter now, his shoulders square, but his expression open and earnest. His eyes locked with Burr’s, unwavering, refusing to let the other man look away in shame or fear.
“You did not choose to love her,” he continued, his voice layered with the weight of experience. “Just as I did not choose where my heart would land either.”
He paused, and in that stillness, he reached out, intertwining his fingers with both Eliza’s and John’s, his thumbs brushing against their hands in a grounding gesture.
“I know what it is like,” he said, his gaze briefly flicking to the hands he held, then back to Burr, “to feel as though you must deny the very thing that makes you feel whole. To look at someone and know your love for them is a risk, not just to your reputation, but your freedom, your safety… maybe even your life.”
Eliza gently leaned against his side in quiet support, her presence solid and sure. John, seated on his other side, gave Alexander’s hand a soft squeeze, the corner of his mouth twitching in something between pride and sorrow.
Alexander inhaled deeply, his voice gentler now, laced with something hopeful.
“I sincerely hope, Aaron… that after this forsaken war is finally done,when the smoke clears and the blood dries, you are able to live your truth. I hope that you find the freedom to follow your heart without fear. To love openly, fully, and without the chains that society so cruelly wraps around our choices.”
Burr stared at him, his expression unreadable at first,then slowly, a crack in the armor. His eyes shimmered faintly in the dim light of the paused screen. He gave the smallest of nods, not in acceptance of forgiveness, but in the quiet acknowledgment of understanding. Of being seen.
No one else spoke. There was no need. For a brief moment in that impossible room filled with revolutionaries and ghosts of futures not yet written, the silence itself felt like a kind of peace.
Love doesn't discriminate
Between the sinners
And the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes
“Isn’t that the truth,” John murmured, the words slipping from his lips on a breath laced with quiet irony.
A light chuckle followed, but it held no real humor, just a softness, a worn edge that spoke of long-carried weight. He lifted Alexander’s hand, still wrapped securely in his own, and pressed a tender kiss to the back of it. His lips lingered there for a heartbeat longer than usual, as if grounding himself in the warmth of that touch.
Then, leaning to his other side, he placed a gentle kiss on Eliza's hair, his breath stirring a few loose strands. She looked up at him with a small, knowing smile, her hand resting lightly against his chest, grounding him in return.
Though John’s gestures were filled with affection, his posture gave him away shoulders just a little too tight, his eyes clouded in a way that suggested his mind had wandered far beyond the walls of the strange room they now sat in. The mirth in his voice was a thin veil, barely covering the undercurrent of fear and pain that threaded through his words.
It was the kind of pain born not of doubt in love, but of a life spent hiding it. The fear of what could be torn away. The knowledge that even now, in this impossible place where truths had been bared and futures glimpsed, they still knew the world they would return to would not be kind to them, to the love they shared and so they would have to hide it… for eternity.
Alexander, sensing the shift in John’s tone, tightened his grip in silent comfort. Eliza reached across Alexander to take John’s free hand in hers, weaving their fingers together with gentle reassurance.
And we keep loving anyway
We laugh and we cry
And we break
And we make our mistakes
It was Washington who spoke this time, his voice deep and steady, cutting through the quiet with a calm certainty that commanded attention.
“And that,” he began, his eyes scanning the room slowly, deliberately, pausing on each face, on Alexander and John, still joined in a quiet moment of vulnerability, on Eliza’s steady gaze, and finally on Burr, whose expression had shuttered into something unreadable, “that is why we shall keep fighting.”
His tone was not fiery or loud, but resolute, laced with the weight of experience and the burden of leadership. There was a quiet strength in his words, the kind that came from years of watching brave men bleed and die for a dream still only half-formed.
“No matter how hard this fight gets,” Washington continued, stepping forward slightly, his posture straight, shoulders squared in that familiar, unshakable way that had rallied armies and inspired loyalty. “For the people we love, whether that love can be spoken freely or must remain hidden in the shadows, we will endure.”
A hush had fallen over the room as he spoke. Even Jefferson, who moments earlier had been sharpening his tongue for another quip, sat still. The flickering light from the screen played across Washington’s features, illuminating the furrow in his brow and the soft shine of unshed emotion in his eyes.
“We fight because of them,” he added, voice lowering as if speaking directly to each soul present. “We fight knowing that when the battle ends—whether in victory or ruin—those we love will be there to catch us… if we stumble, if we fall.”
He paused, letting the weight of the words settle, then exhaled slowly, the breath heavy with memory and hope.
Then, quietly, Martha moved. Her hand, steady and warm, reached out to rest gently atop George’s where it gripped the arm of his chair. He looked down at it, and then up to her.
There was no need for words between them.
“I’m proud of you,” she whispered just loud enough for him alone, her eyes soft but fierce. “Not just as a general… but as the man you’ve always been and I love you”
His hardened expression eased, the stern lines of war-weariness shifting into something softer,grateful.
He turned his hand in hers, lacing their fingers together without a word, and nodded once.
And if there's a reason I'm by her side
When so many have tried
Then I'm willing to wait for it
I'm willing to wait for it
“That’s why you never voice your opinions? You’re waiting for the opportune moment?” Lafayette asked, his accent thickening slightly with disbelief. He tilted his head, his dark curls falling into his face as he regarded Burr with narrowed eyes, not in malice, but in a genuine attempt to understand the man before him.
The question hung heavy in the air, drawing the attention of others in the room. Conversations tapered off, and all eyes turned toward Burr.
Burr’s posture was rigid, shoulders squared and jaw set. His gaze flickered toward the screen, then back to the faces watching him. Slowly, with a calmness that belied the tension in his eyes, he gave a single nod of confirmation.
“Yes,” he replied simply, his voice low and measured. “I wait. I weigh my options and I wait for the moment that ensures the greatest success.”
There was no apology in his tone, but there also wasn’t arrogance,just an unshakable sense of strategy and survival.
Lafayette leaned back slightly in his seat, letting out a small breath through his nose. He didn’t look convinced, but something in Burr’s unwavering stillness made him hold back any further challenge.
“I cannot agree with your morals on that, Burr,” Alexander said after a beat, his voice more reflective than confrontational. He sat forward, his hands still entwined with Eliza’s and John’s, his brows knit as he studied the man who had remained a mystery even in close quarters.
“You wait while others speak. You hold your tongue while we bleed and risk everything on conviction and instinct,” he continued, his tone neither harsh nor kind,just honest. “But…”
He paused, letting the silence stretch between them for just a breath before continuing.
“But I can respect your decision to take a different route. I might not walk your path, but I can understand why you walk it.”
Burr met his gaze, something flickering in his eyes,surprise, perhaps, or something like reluctant gratitude. For a man so used to distrust and suspicion, Alexander’s acknowledgment seemed to land heavier than any accusation could have.
“I suppose,” Burr replied slowly, “we all do what we must to survive the storm.”
From across the room, Washington watched the exchange in silence, his expression unreadable, but his gaze lingering on both men as the screen began to shift again. Washington sat quietly, watching the two young men before him, Alexander and Burr, exchanging words heavy with unspoken tension and fragile respect. To an outsider, they might have seemed just two soldiers debating their path, but to Washington, it was so much more.
He couldn’t help but feel a pang of something close to fatherly concern for Alexander. The boy was bright, ambitious, and fiercely proud, qualities Washington had long admired, yet also worried might lead him down a perilous road. He saw in Alexander not just a talented aide, but a son of his country, someone he hoped would survive the brutal storm of war and come out whole on the other side.
But how, Washington wondered silently, could two men, both young and passionate, both stubborn in their own right, who were able to acknowledge each other’s right to walk their own path, become such bitter enemies? How could that respect they showed now transform into the venom that would ultimately end Alexander’s life?
The question hung heavy in Washington’s mind. He saw the potential for greatness in both, but also the dangerous pride that could burn bridges beyond repair.
He shifted his gaze from Alexander to Burr, noting the guarded tension in the other man’s eyes. Despite the shared cause, the undercurrents of rivalry ran deep. Washington felt the weight of history pressing down, an inevitability he wished he could prevent.
More than once, despite Alexander’s reluctance, he had wished he could step in as a father might, to temper that fierce ambition with caution, to guide Alexander toward a future where respect did not have to turn to enmity. But history had its course, and sometimes even a father’s hope was powerless against fate.
Washington’s heart tightened at the thought. The boy he cared for so deeply, who had given so much to the cause, was walking a path strewn with shadows, and he feared the day those shadows would close in for good.
As he watched Alexander’s joined hands, gently held by Eliza and John, Washington silently vowed to do all he could to shield him while he still could, knowing full well that some battles, even the greatest generals could not win.
The room’s quiet seemed to echo his unspoken prayer: that despite the enmity to come, Alexander might find peace in the love that surrounded him now, before the storm broke.
[BURR]
My grandfather was a fire and brimstone preacher
But there are things that the
Homilies and hymns won't teach ya
Jefferson leaned back in his seat, a smirk already curling at his lips as he opened his mouth to deliver what was undoubtedly a sarcastic jab—likely something along the lines of how all those homilies and hymns Burr must have heard growing up clearly hadn’t done much good if he was willing to bed a married woman. But the words never made it past his tongue.
Angelica's glare snapped toward him like a whip crack in a quiet room, her eyes narrowing with such pointed fury that Jefferson’s smirk faltered instantly. He swallowed the quip, glancing away quickly. The image of her from the earlier songs, ferocious, unyielding, and heartbreakingly strong, still lingered in his mind, and for once, he wisely chose silence over wit.
The moment hung for a breath before Eliza’s voice quietly pierced the tension.
“Are many of your relatives religious?” she asked Burr, her tone soft, careful, genuinely curious rather than judging.
Burr hesitated, then nodded slowly. “Yes,” he said, “everyone… to varying extents.” His voice dipped on the last part, quiet and hesitant, but still audible in the room filled with attentive ears.
Washington, ever alert, picked up on the hesitation like a hawk catching movement in the brush. His gaze shifted toward Burr with a subtle but commanding intensity. “What is meant by varying extents?” he asked, voice measured.
Burr turned toward the General, the expression on his face weary, bone-deep weariness born not from battle, but from years of burdens carried alone. He spoke, his voice steady, but with an undertone of something like grief.
“My father, while on this earth, was a minister. As was his father before him,” Burr began, each word deliberate. “My mother’s father was known for his intellect in theological studies.” His gaze grew distant, a tightness appearing at the corners of his mouth.
He faltered. “And… my uncle,” he said the word with difficulty, his lip twitching slightly in what might have been a grimace, “supposedly followed in those footsteps.”
Washington’s brow lifted slowly, silently pressing for more.
Burr drew in a breath and held it a moment before exhaling. “The God I believe in,” he said quietly, “would never allow for a man who beats children.”
The weight of the words fell heavy in the room. No one spoke. The silence that followed wasn’t out of awkwardness, but reverence, for a wound that had no visible scar but was etched deeply in the man’s soul. Burr didn’t elaborate, nor did he need to.
Alexander, Eliza, and even Jefferson, who had looked ready to mock him moments before, all regarded Burr with a new awareness, the layers of his calm and calculated exterior briefly peeled back to reveal a quiet, painful truth that shaped him far more than any public scandal or political choice ever had.
Washington’s stern expression didn’t shift, but his eyes softened almost imperceptibly, the only acknowledgment he could offer in such a moment.
My mother was a genius
My father commanded respect
When they died they left no instructions
Just a legacy to protect
Washington shook his head slowly, his eyes lingering on the flickering screen. The words being spoken weren’t just lyrics in a song, they were reflections of hard-earned truths, echoing with the weight of blood, sacrifice, and relentless ambition. They rang loud in the minds of every man present, but perhaps loudest of all in his own.
He had lived long enough to see too many young men try to outrun their fathers’ shadows. He had once been one of them, driven by the desire to forge something new, something lasting, something entirely his own. And somehow, through war, patience, and brutal perseverance, he had done it. But the path had been cruel and unforgiving.
So he understood.
He understood the hunger that lived in young men like Alexander, that insatiable need to be more than what fate had offered. He had seen that fire in Hamilton's eyes from the moment they met. The boy, because even now, Washington still saw the boy beneath the uniform, was brilliant, volatile, and too often driven by a fear of being forgotten. He chased legacy like a man running from ghosts.
Washington’s gaze drifted through the room, landing briefly on Laurens, on Lafayette, on Mulligan and Burr all of them young, all of them carrying dreams too big for their time. And then it settled, quite suddenly, on the young man seated near Alexander.
Phillip.
The boy didn’t belong in this timeline. Not yet. Not for them. Not for Alexander, who had not lived the years needed to see his son born, and yet here he was, breathing, asking questions, watching his younger father with such hope and affection in his eyes.
Washington stared at him for a long moment.
Phillip was proof, living, undeniable proof, that Hamilton would one day leave behind more than just letters and strategy, more than arguments and ink-stained pages. He would leave behind a child. A legacy in the truest, most human form. Not a name carved into a monument, but one that smiled, laughed, and questioned the world with the same passionate fire that lived in his father.
And Hamilton didn’t even know him yet.
That struck Washington deeper than he expected.
He looked to Alexander, watching the way the younger man interacted with Phillip, tentative at first, but growing more certain, more emotional with every passing moment. It was strange, perhaps even painful, to witness. But Washington allowed himself a rare, quiet hope.
He hoped that when the war was done, if they lived to see it done, Hamilton might come to understand that legacy was not only in victory. It was not just etched in history books or shouted from podiums. It could be something simpler. Something kinder. It could be in raising a child. In being present . In loving someone enough to be there for them, fully.
And perhaps, just perhaps, that would be enough.
Perhaps that would help Alexander slow down, even just a little, to put aside some of his relentless ambition and simply be . To be a father. A husband. A friend. A man who lived not only for greatness, but for the quiet moments, too.
Washington's hand curled into a loose fist at his side, not in anger, but in longing. For a world that might let these boys, his boys, live long enough to become more than just soldiers.
He cast one last glance toward Phillip, a soft ache in his chest.
The boy was the future, and yet here he sat among the past.
And Washington? He could only pray that fate would be merciful enough to let the two meet in the proper time, not as strangers born of paradox, but as father and son, bound not by war, but by love.
He turned back to the screen, shoulders squared.
Whatever else came next, he would keep fighting, not for glory, but for them .
[MEN]
Preacher, preacher
Preacher
Teach ya, teach ya, teach ya
Respect, respect
[WOMEN]
Genius
[BURR/ENSEMBLE]
Death doesn’t discriminate
Between the sinners
And the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes
George let out a short, quiet sigh, the kind that barely broke the silence but carried the full weight of a lifetime. It was the only outward sign of the sudden jolt of pain that struck him, sharp and bitter, at the words spoken. Words that were only too true.
He had seen it. Again and again. The unrelenting tally of war etched into his memory like scars carved into stone. Not all men fell to musket balls or the blade of an enemy’s bayonet. Many more, too many,had succumbed to slower deaths: disease that ravaged with unseen cruelty, wounds that festered when clean bandages and medicine were in short supply, hunger that gnawed until there was nothing left to give. He remembered the hollow stares of men too weak to speak, only the rise and fall of shallow breath marking the hours they had left.
George knew Death well, not as a stranger, but as a constant companion. It was never dramatic in arrival. It didn’t always come amid the smoke and thunder of the battlefield. Sometimes it waited, quiet and patient, in the corners of tents soaked with sweat and fear. In frostbitten camps where snow buried the weak, or in the silence that followed the rattling cough of fevered men.
And no matter how hard he fought, how strategic his plans were, or how rousing his speeches became, it always found a way. Death never played fair. It never cared for valor, or for youth, or for the promises he made to grieving mothers that their sons had not died in vain. It was always there, lingering in the shadows, biding its time for the earliest opportunity to strike.
His hand tightened slightly at his side, the only other sign of the storm inside him.
He had carried the burden of command for so long that he had forgotten what it felt like to not brace himself for loss. Sometimes it felt as though each name he remembered, each face he could no longer find in the crowd, pulled another thread loose in the fabric of his soul.
And yet… he kept going. Because what else was there? If he fell, so would the cause. So would the dreams of every man who had followed him into the fire, believing in something better. He owed it to them to keep rising, to keep walking, even as death circled closer.
A soft touch grounded him.
Martha’s hand gently slid over his own, her thumb brushing against the back of his knuckles in a motion so subtle it could have been missed entirely, but not by him. She didn’t speak. She didn’t need to. Her presence had always spoken louder than words when it mattered most.
She leaned slightly closer, shoulder pressing lightly into his, her warmth anchoring him in the present. Her eyes didn’t leave the screen, but he could feel the quiet strength in her calm, enduring, unwavering. A comfort carved from years of shared burdens, and a love that had never required grand gestures to be real.
George exhaled slowly, the tension in his shoulders lessening as her hand remained steady against his. For now, it was enough. Her quiet comfort was a balm to the ache inside him, a reminder that he was not alone in carrying the weight of memory and duty.
And we keep living anyway
We rise and we fall
And we break
And we make our mistakes
And if there’s a reason I’m still alive
When everyone who loves me has died
I’m willing to wait for it
I’m willing to wait for it
Wait for it
“I agree with you completely.”
The room stilled as Alexander’s voice rang out, quiet but certain. All eyes turned to him, then shifted to Burr.
Alexander met Burr’s gaze, the moment hanging heavy between them. There was no challenge in his expression now, only a tired sort of honesty.
“After everything that’s happened” Alexander began, voice soft, uncertain, “my father leaving, my mother dying… getting sick with the same illness that took her, and then the hurricane…” His breath hitched, and he paused, a tear sliding down his cheek.
Eliza squeezed his hand gently in response, while John leaned closer, pressing a comforting kiss to Alexander’s temple but giving him the space to continue.
“I’ve wondered so many times,‘Why me?’” Alexander continued. “Why do I survive, when so many don’t? Why does someone like me, a bastard orphan, get to live?” His voice broke slightly. “There were moments I wished I hadn’t.”
He drew in a shaky breath, then lifted his chin.
“But I did live. So I have to make it count. All of it,the pain, the loss,it has to mean something. I’ll keep fighting until it does.”
Burr’s throat tightened. His own words failed him for a moment. Then, softly, with a rawness rarely heard from him, he said, “I think about that too. Every day. Wondering why I’m still here, when the people I loved most are gone.”
He looked away, eyes burning.
“I try not to feel it too much. Because when I do, it hurts. It hurts more than I can stand.”
A thick silence followed. Then Washington stepped forward, his voice low and filled with something almost fatherly.
“You both carry burdens no man your age should have to bear,” he said. His eyes lingered on Alexander. “You remind me so much of myself,headstrong, burning to prove yourself, desperate to shape your name into something that lasts.”
His voice gentled.
“But you’re not alone, Alexander, neither of you. You never have been.”
He placed a steady hand on the young man’s shoulder, a silent reassurance, a quiet vow of presence.
Jefferson, from his place near the back, shifted uncomfortably. His drink hovered halfway to his mouth before he set it down with a sigh. “Well… I’ll be damned,” he muttered under his breath. But there was no sarcasm. Just quiet surprise.
[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
[BURR]
I am the one thing in life I can control
[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
[BURR]
I am inimitable
I am an original
[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
[BURR]
I’m not falling behind or running late
[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
[BURR]
I’m not standing still
I am lying in wait
“But… is that not the same thing?” Philip asked, his brow furrowing as he looked towards Alexander. There was a note of hesitation in his voice, a quiet uncertainty that came not just from the question, but from the strange reality that the man before him his father was barely five years his senior.
Still, he searched Alexander’s face instinctively, needing guidance, comfort, and clarity from the man he remembered as his father, older, wiser, firm but loving. Yet what he found wasn’t the man from his memories. It was a version younger, sharper in both appearance and fire, and yet somehow… gentler.
Alexander didn’t answer immediately. His expression softened as he took in the uncertainty in Philip’s face, and when he did speak, his voice carried a tenderness rarely heard from the usually brash young man. He shifted slightly in his seat, as if grounding himself before responding.
“No,” Alexander said, his tone steady but calm, “there are differences, small, yes, but important ones.”
He leaned forward, hands loosely clasped in his lap, his eyes never leaving Philip’s.
“Standing still is exactly that,” he continued. “It’s when you freeze. You do nothing. You make no move, take no risk, prepare for nothing. You become a statue, passive, letting the world choose your fate.”
He paused, letting the words settle before going on.
“But lying in wait…” he said, his voice growing more thoughtful, “that’s strategy. It’s choosing your moment. It’s stillness with purpose. You’re quiet, yes, but you’re watching everything and everyone around you. You’re listening. You’re learning. And when the moment comes…” He gave the smallest of smiles, the kind that hinted at fire behind the calm. “You strike, not out of desperation—but with precision.”
Philip blinked slowly, absorbing the distinction. There was awe in his expression,not just for the words, but for the man speaking them. For the first time since this surreal experience began, he truly saw the weight his father must have carried, even at such a young age.
Behind them, the others remained quiet. Some nodded faintly in agreement. Even Burr, ever the silent observer, glanced toward Alexander, his expression unreadable but thoughtful.
The silence that followed wasn’t awkward, it was reflective, contemplative, the kind of stillness that came when lessons landed deeply.
And Philip, still gazing at his younger father, nodded slowly, holding that lesson close, knowing somehow that he would need it in ways one of them could not yet foresee.
[ENSEMBLE]
Wait
Wait
Wait
[BURR]
Hamilton faces an endless uphill climb
[ENSEMBLE]
Climb
Climb
Climb
[BURR]
He has something to prove
He has nothing to lose
Angelica let out a sharp, discontent noise, the kind that instantly silenced nearby conversations. Her eyes narrowed as she turned in her seat to face Burr directly. The flicker of frustration that had been simmering within her finally found its voice.
“He has a family, a wife who is my sister,” she said, each word clipped with restrained fury. “So yes, Burr, he has something to lose.”
Her tone was like the crack of a whip, cold, biting, and unmistakably final. There was no tremble in her voice, only the force of pent-up emotion finally unleashed. Months, perhaps years, of watching Alexander stumble on his path, feeling the weight of her sister’s devotion, and now this strange, otherworldly experience peeling open truths they had never dared speak aloud. It was too much. Her patience with Burr, with his careful wording and defensive deflections, had worn thin.
Burr opened his mouth, perhaps to explain, to protest, to push back but the words caught in his throat. It wasn’t Angelica’s harshness that stilled him. It was the voice that rose beside her.
“Leave him be, Angelica,” Alexander said quietly, almost too quietly at first.
His voice wasn’t sharp like hers. It was weary. Honest. Pleading.
“Please.”
Angelica blinked, startled by the gentleness, and looked back at her brother-in-law.. A boy caught between brilliance and burden.
Alexander drew a breath, his shoulders tense as if carrying something far heavier than the conversation around them. He didn’t look at Angelica. Instead, his eyes found Eliza, who offered a worried glance in return, and then drifted downward, settling on the young man sitting a short distance away.
“I have Eliza,” Alexander said, voice a little rough with emotion. “And the baby,”
His eyes locked on Philip, who had been watching quietly. The young man flushed under the sudden attention, a faint blush rising to his cheeks as the weight of his father’s gaze and words settled on him.
“But legacy?” Alexander continued, his voice quieter now, almost as if the word itself hurt. “The true meaning of this song. I had nothing. Have nothing.”
There was no anger in his tone, no self-pity, just a hollow honesty. The kind that echoed louder than any shout. Around the room, the others watched in silence, struck by the gravity of the admission. Burr’s expression shifted, his defensiveness faltering into something softer, pained even, as if Alexander’s words reached a place in him no one else could.
Eliza reached for Alexander’s hand gently, her fingers lacing through his as if anchoring him to the present, to the reality of her love, of Philip’s life beginning within her however unbelievable this moment might be.
And still, Alexander stared ahead, his voice echoing in the silence that followed, hanging heavy with the weight of a man who had everything to fight for… and still feared it would never be enough.
[ENSEMBLE]
Lose
Lose
Lose
Lose
[BURR]
Hamilton’s pace is relentless
He wastes no time
[ENSEMBLE]
Time
Time
Time
[BURR]
What is it like in his shoes?
Hamilton doesn’t hesitate
He exhibits no restraint
“We most definitely know that,” Washington spoke at last, his voice calm but edged with the weight of experience. Though his tone was one of resigned exasperation, there was something unmistakable beneath the surface, pride. Deep, unspoken, but undeniably present. It laced his words like steel wrapped in velvet, a quiet acknowledgment of everything the young man before him had done, and everything he still could become.
Alexander had just opened his mouth, visibly tensing, his brow furrowed in familiar defiance. “Sir! I must insist—” he began, his tone already rising with the energy of a well-worn argument. Everyone in the room, Eliza, John, Lafayette, even Burr, braced themselves for one of Hamilton’s infamous tirades, certain he was about to launch into a fervent plea for his supposed restraint, or his well-intentioned actions misunderstood.
But the General didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t interrupt with force.
All it took was a single glance, a lifted eyebrow, the slight narrowing of eyes beneath his weathered brow, and the room seemed to still.
Alexander’s mouth remained open for a heartbeat longer, before snapping shut with an audible click of frustration. His shoulders slumped ever so slightly, like a child caught trying to explain away mischief to a disapproving parent. A quiet chuckle rippled through the aides nearby Lafayette tried to stifle his smile.
Washington gave the younger man a long look, one that teetered between amusement and challenge, before speaking again, his tone deceptively casual.
“Alexander,” he said, “may I remind you of what brought you to my attention at the beginning of the war?”
There was a pause, half dramatic, half reluctant.
Alexander exhaled heavily through his nose, eyes flicking toward the ground, grumbling under his breath like a scolded student. “Stealing the British cannons, sir,” he muttered at last.
A small smirk tugged at the corners of Washington’s otherwise solemn face.
“You didn’t steal them so much as drag them down the street under fire while shouting at your men to move faster,” John added with a grin, clearly enjoying the memory.
“I was being efficient,” Alexander muttered, straightening his shoulders defensively, though the ghost of a smile betrayed his attempt to remain indignant.
“Oh yes,” Lafayette quipped with faux seriousness, “a model of restraint, our dear friend Hamilton.”
Laughter gently rippled through the group, lightening the atmosphere. Still, through the humor, there remained an unspoken truth in the room: Alexander’s boldness, his relentless fire, had always teetered on the edge of chaos and it was that very chaos that had caught the eye of a man like George Washington.
And in the silent pause that followed, Washington allowed himself a flicker of warmth as he studied the young man before him.
He didn’t need to say it aloud: Yes, you infuriate me, Hamilton. But I am proud of you all the same.
He takes and he takes and he takes
And he keeps winning anyway
He changes the game
He plays and he raises the stakes
And if there’s a reason
He seems to thrive when so few survive, then Goddamnit—
[BURR]
I'm willing to wait for it
I'm willing to wait for it...
Life doesn't discriminate
Between the sinners and the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes
We rise
We fall
And if there's a reason I'm still alive
When so many have died
Alexander and Burr exchanged a glance across the room not one of challenge or rivalry, but something quieter, deeper. Their eyes met for a fleeting moment, and in that silence, something unspoken passed between them. A recognition. A shared understanding that neither had dared to voice aloud until now.
Alexander’s gaze, usually sharp and unyielding, softened. The ever-present tension in his jaw slackened, and the fire in his chest always burning with something to prove dimmed just slightly. He saw, truly saw, the young man before him. Not Aaron Burr the rival but a boy who, like himself, had grown up grasping at shadows, trying to find stability in a world that had offered none.
Burr held his gaze just as steadily, his expression unreadable at first, but then, almost imperceptibly, his features shifted. The tight line of his mouth relaxed. His shoulders, usually squared with practiced composure, eased. In Alexander, he saw a mirror. A different path, a louder voice perhaps, but a similar storm.
Neither of them spoke. They didn’t need to. That single look, quiet, somber, and heavy with memory, spoke volumes.
They were two young men who had lost more than they had gained in their early years. Both had buried parents far too young. Both had known the hollow ache of abandonment. Both had been forced to grow up quickly without the cushion of security or the luxury of simplicity.
John watched the moment unfold beside Alexander, his fingers gently tightening around Alexander’s hand. Eliza, too, glanced between the two men, a flicker of something thoughtful in her eyes. Even Washington, standing silently behind them, noticed the shift. It was brief, but it was real.
For the first time, perhaps ever, Alexander Hamilton and Aaron Burr weren’t adversaries. They were just two boys who had survived, carrying the same burdens—just in different ways.
Then I'm willin' to—
[COMPANY]
I'm willing to wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for...
I'm willing to—
Life doesn't discriminate
Between the sinners and the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes
And we keep living anyway
“There is no point in giving up now,” Alexander said firmly, his voice low but steady, cutting through the quiet hum of reflection that had settled over the room. His eyes were fixed on the glowing screen ahead, but his words were meant for everyone present. “We must work with what God has granted us… and do what we can.”
The room was still. His words hung in the air like the lingering scent of smoke after cannon fire, heavy, raw, and real. There was no dramatics in the way he spoke, just truth. A truth each person in the room understood deep in their bones.
John, seated close beside Alexander, nodded once, the motion small but filled with quiet conviction. His hand, already wrapped around Alexander’s, gave a reassuring squeeze, support without words. Eliza, on Alexander’s other side, exhaled slowly, the tension in her shoulders softening ever so slightly. She leaned into his side, her hand brushing his arm as if to anchor them both to the moment.
Lafayette crossed his arms over his chest, the flicker of a bittersweet smile tugging at his lips. “C’est vrai,” he murmured. “That is true.” His thoughts were far away, in muddy fields stained by war, in letters home that might never reach their destinations. And yet… he nodded.
Even Jefferson, lounging with that ever-present air of superiority, let out a quiet breath, the smugness in his eyes momentarily dulled. Madison, beside him, was unreadable,but he did nod, a single, deliberate motion.
Phillip looked at his father, eyes wide with something like awe. The man who stood before him now was different from the one he knew, sharper, younger, but burning with the same relentless spirit. The same refusal to be defeated.
Across the room, Washington was still, his posture tall and unwavering, though his face was softer than usual. There was pride in his eyes, pride and perhaps a touch of sorrow for how young they all still were, how much they had all already endured. He gave a slow, solemn nod.
Even Burr, whose face had been clouded with so many conflicting emotions, looked at Alexander with something approaching peace, if not agreement, at least understanding.
We rise and we fall and we break
And we make our mistakes
And if there's a reason I'm still alive
When so many have died
Then I'm willin' to—
[BURR]
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
[WOMEN]
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
[MEN]
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
Wait for it...
Wait…
Chapter 15: Stay Alive
Chapter Text
The room had settled into a rare moment of quiet.
After the last song faded into silence, no one dared speak. Emotions ran deep, pain, surprise, sorrow, and though the air wasn't tense, it thrummed with unspoken thoughts. The flicker of candlelight and fire cast shadows against worn faces and uniforms, the only sounds the gentle rustle of fabric, the occasional shifting of a boot, and the soft inhale and exhale of those lost in reflection.
Phillip leaned against Eliza, still trying to understand how he was here beside his Ma from a time before his birth his fingers loosely held hers, still processing the weight of what he’d seen and what he hadn’t yet begun to understand. Alexander sat between John and Eliza, the three of them close, united in silence. Burr's arms were crossed, staring at the frozen image on the screen as if trying to will it to tell a different story.
Then, the moment shattered.
The mysterious voice returned, smooth and unnervingly composed, its presence once again filling every corner of the room. “I hope you are enjoying things so far. We are currently around halfway through the first act. From this point forward, for the majority of you, the events shown will venture into what is yet to come.”
The words sent a ripple through the group. Some sat straighter. Others tensed.
Alexander narrowed his eyes.“For whom,” he asked, voice low but direct, “will this not be the future?”
The voice answered without hesitation. “Phillip and King George. Phillip, in his timeline, is from the second act. King George is simply a few songs ahead of where we are now.”
All eyes turned to Phillip.
The young man blinked, startled by the sound of his name. His eyes found his father, his much younger father, whose expression had gone unreadable. Eliza pulled Phillip gently closer to her side. The room shifted around the boy, like the air itself had thickened with dread..
The mysterious presence spoke again, calm and precise. “We will continue shortly. There is still more to see. But first, we await the arrival of a very important guest.”
And just like that, the voice was gone.
The soldiers in the room tensed almost in unison, shoulders squaring and spines straightening as the final words of the voice echoed into silence. Its message lingered ominously "a very important guest" , a phrase that meant everything and nothing. No name. No hint. Just the promise of another arrival.
A few exchanged wary glances. Lafayette’s hand drifted toward the hilt of his sword purely by instinct, while Mulligan’s eyes narrowed toward the far end of the room. Even John shifted slightly, leaning protectively toward Eliza and Phillip, his hand brushing Alexander’s shoulder as if grounding them both instinctively protecting the two people his love, loved the most and attempting to protect his own.
No one dared speak at first. But it was clear they were all thinking the same thing.
Who is coming?
Why now?
Friend or foe?
There was a collective breath drawn, words about to be uttered, theories perhaps to be shared, when the silence shattered.
A sound erupted from the back of the room, sharp and sudden, loud enough to make a few flinch. It was the same unnatural, vibrating crack that had marked the arrivals of Thomas Jefferson and James Madison at the start of this surreal experience. The very walls of the room seemed to hum for a brief moment as a streak of white light flared and vanished just as quickly.
All eyes turned to the source.
Some stood instinctively, Alexander among them, already shifting to stand in front of Phillip and Eliza to protect them. Washington had one hand half-raised, prepared for whatever might come through, while Martha, ever calm, tightened her grip gently on his other hand, staying close. Burr's brow furrowed, tension written in the lines of his face, while Jefferson and Madison shared a quick look between them, perhaps recalling their own disorienting entry.
The air pulsed once.
Then again.
And then… it stilled.
Everyone’s gaze was fixed with unblinking intensity on the direction of the disruption, the echo of the strange sound still clinging to the air. Tension thrummed through the room like a taut bowstring as faint muttering began to filter toward them, muffled at first, then gradually gaining clarity.
“ That shit, fucking hurt… joder ,” the voice hissed, accented, low and clearly disgruntled.
From the shadows at the back of the room, a figure emerged, slowly, almost limping. A man, with long dark hair tied in what looked like a queue appeared. The queue looked casually thrown together, modern in a way that seemed strange to every eye in the room. His coat was unfastened, rumpled, with flashes of black and dark red fabric underneath that matched no known uniform. His trousers were unfamiliar in their cut, and the shoes looked more like boots from a theatre than any regiment.
He continued brushing himself off, muttering in increasingly irritated tones, until his eyes, sharp, dark, and incredibly expressive, swept across the room and locked onto the gathered crowd.
He froze.
Dead still. His entire body tensed like a deer caught in gunfire.
His eyes widened, darting between the faces in front of him, Washington, Lafayette, Eliza, Phillip, Alexander, and then widened further still when they landed squarely on Alexander. His jaw dropped.
“What the actual fuck?!”
The silence shattered.
“Okay, okay , where the hell am I?! And why is there-” he flung his hand in the air, gesturing frantically at Alexander “-a Hamilton cosplay convention happening right in front of me?! Did I get hit on the head? Is this some weird-ass fever dream? Because I swear to God, if this is Comic-Con and I blacked out during a panel-”
He didn’t get to finish.
From the front of the room, General Washington stepped forward with quiet authority, his military boots echoing powerfully against the wooden floor. He had not shed his defensive posture entirely, but now took control with that signature command that turned chaos into order. With a single raised hand and a calm, steel-edged tone, he addressed the stranger.
“Sir,” Washington said firmly, voice clipped but controlled, “I would like to request no further use of those words in the presence of a child-” he glanced toward Phillip briefly “-and in the company of ladies.”
The man blinked rapidly, completely thrown by both the command and the sheer presence of the general. He looked at Martha, seated beside her husband with poise, and then to Eliza, Angelica, and Peggy. His eyes flicked back to Phillip, who stared at him wide-eyed like he was watching something halfway between a miracle and a horror story.
“Right. Uh. Sorry.” The man straightened awkwardly, brushing the back of his neck. “My bad. Just… kinda not expecting, any of this.”
He gave another long look at Alexander,still half-shielding his loved ones and let out a half-choked sound of disbelief.
“What is this place?” he murmured, more to himself now, as the room around him brimmed with stunned silence and slow-rising curiosity.
Alexander stepped forward, not recklessly, but with a soldier’s precision,placing himself between the stranger and those he cared about. Eliza remained close, her fingers brushing Phillip’s shoulder protectively, while John Laurens stood just behind, gaze sharp. The room was silent, tense.
Alexander’s voice cut through it like a drawn blade. “Before we answer your questions, you’ll answer ours. Who are you? And what exactly are you doing here?”
The man blinked rapidly, clearly overwhelmed. His eyes swept across the room, landing on each face with widening disbelief. “My name is Lin. Lin-Manuel Miranda.” He spoke like he could hardly believe he was saying it aloud.
That name meant nothing to anyone present, but the man, Lin, seemed more astonished than they were.
“I don’t know what I’m doing here,” he said honestly. “Or where here is. It looks like a theatre, sort of, but you…” He stared directly at Alexander. “You look exactly like him. Like Hamilton. Are you… actors? Some kind of reenactment troupe?”
He glanced at Burr, then Jefferson. “No, that can’t be. Jefferson?” He gaped. “And that’s Madison? Oh my God, and that’s Martha Washington.”
He staggered back slightly, running a hand through his hair. “Okay, if this is some ultra-realistic immersive theatre, someone tell me something only the real Alexander Hamilton would know.”
Alexander didn’t hesitate. “I was born in Charlestown, on the island of Nevis. January. 1757.”
Lin’s eyes widened. “Yes! That’s the disputed date! Some historians claim 1755, but you insisted on 1757, in your own letters. God, this is real.” He laughed once, breathless. “This is actually happening. You’re real. You’re all real.”
He looked around, still dazed. “Eliza Schuyler. George Washington. Aaron Burr. Thomas Jefferson.” He looked Jefferson up and down. “And… you really did wear purple. I always wondered if that was just artistic license.”
“Only the finest French silk,” Jefferson replied smoothly.
Washington’s brows lowered, though his voice remained composed. “You speak like a scholar. Yet you say you wrote… a musical?”
Lin nodded, still starstruck. “Yes. About Alexander. About all of you. Your lives, your battles. I researched everything, your letters, your writings. You changed the course of history. And I wanted people to remember that.”
Phillip peeked out from behind his father. “A musical? About Papa?”
Lin’s grin turned sheepish. “Yeah. It… uh, it’s pretty popular.”
A beat of silence, then Burr crossed his arms. “Popular? With whom, exactly?”
“The world,” Lin replied simply. “Hundreds of years from now. People sing your names in packed theatres. You’re taught in classrooms. And you,” he looked at Burr, “are debated constantly.”
Burr’s eyes narrowed. “Debated?”
“I mean…” Lin rubbed the back of his neck, he looked around the room wondering what he could reveal but before he could voice anything the voice itself returned, “Mr Miranda do not say anything from the future, they may ask questions as and when they arise within the musical.”
Alexander tilted his head. “So you wrote about everything ?”
“I didn’t hide anything,” Lin said. “But I tried to show all of you as human. Flawed, brilliant, impulsive,driven. I didn’t make you gods. But I made people care .”
Washington stepped forward then, commanding as ever. “You said you didn’t write this for gain. Then why alter the truth?”
Lin swallowed. “Some events had to be compressed. Rearranged. Theatre has limits, songs have rhythms. But I always tried to preserve the heart of it. The Battle of Monmouth, for example.”
Jefferson arched a brow. “Monmouth? That was ’78.”
“I know,” Lin said quickly. “But in the musical, we placed it closer to- to another event to raise tension. To show Hamilton’s frustration at being kept from the field, his hunger to prove himself. It made dramatic sense, even if it wasn't exact.”
Washington’s voice darkened. “You rewrote history to suit a script?”
Lin’s response was immediate and fervent. “Never to erase the truth, only to illuminate it. The Continental Army was starving. Disease was rampant. Soldiers deserted. I couldn’t capture every hardship, but I tried to show how desperate things were. How desperate you all were. And how you endured.”
Alexander’s expression flickered—recognition, maybe. “You’ve read our letters. You know how close we came to breaking.”
“I did,” Lin said. “You fought a war without shoes. In winter. You begged Congress for supplies. You faced mutinies. And through it all,you kept writing, planning, building fighting for something no one thought would last.”
Martha, who had watched quietly until now, murmured gently, “And what did you say about my husband?”
Lin turned to her, his voice lowering with reverence. “Lot’s of things, “ he nodded at the screen, “ But I believe the most prolific to be that his silence, at times, spoke louder than words.”
Washington said nothing, but his gaze didn’t leave Lin for a long moment.
There was a long silence.
Then Washington gestured to the screen. “The next song?”
Lin nodded, looking at the screen and taking in the scene. “It’s called ‘Stay Alive.’ It’s not a literal account, but it captures the urgency of war. The hunger. The weariness. The desperation. Hamilton and Eliza are newly married, she’s expecting Phillip, though he doesn’t know it yet.”
“That tracks,” Alexander murmured, glancing at Eliza, who smiled faintly.
“I did place Monmouth here,” Lin admitted. “It gave us a chance to show the military side. The growing divide between command and rank. And your frustration, sir.” He glanced at Washington. “At how Congress questioned your decisions. And how you, how all of you, had to hold the army together anyway.”
Washington said nothing. Then slowly, he nodded.
“You’ve taken liberties,” he said, “but you’ve also remembered. You’ve made people feel what we endured. That… carries weight.”
Lin sat straighter, heart pounding. “Thank you.”
“Don’t thank me yet,” Washington said. “You have many more songs to answer for.”
He gestured to the screen. “Let us see what you’ve written.”
[ELIZA]
Stay alive…
[ELIZA/ANGELICA/ENSEMBLE WOMEN]
Stay alive…
The room fell into a tense silence as all eyes locked onto the flickering screen. The cold light cast shadows across their faces, mirroring the unease tightening their chests.
A redcoat appeared, moving with practiced precision, every motion deliberate, like a seasoned warrior. His hands gripped a musket, the barrel swiveling slowly as he tracked the figure of Alexander Hamilton. The young colonel, unaware of the looming threat, moved with his usual intensity, papers clutched in one hand, the weight of strategy and hope pressing down on him.
Then, the shot rang out.
Time seemed to slow as the bullet hurtled through the air, frighteningly close, impossibly near, to Alexander’s temple.
“Please…” Eliza’s voice was barely audible, a fragile whisper breaking the stillness. Her eyes shimmered with unshed tears, her hands trembling slightly as she instinctively reached out, as if she could somehow alter the course of fate. The softest sob caught in her throat as she struggled to hold back the flood of emotion.
Alexander and John were immediately both wrapping protective arms around her. Their steady presences were a small anchor amid the storm of fear.
The camera cut sharply to a woman stepping forward with swift determination. Her hands moved with uncanny speed and precision, intercepting the bullet mid-flight in a shimmer of impossible grace. The bullet seemed to hang frozen in the air before she grasped it, the moment suspended between life and death.
A collective breath was held, the room, the audience, the moment, as the danger passed by mere inches.
Eliza’s face softened, relief washing over her, though the tremor in her body remained.
John’s jaw clenched, eyes narrowed with fierce resolve. Alexander exhaled slowly, though his fists remained tight, the threat lingering in the back of his mind like a shadow that refused to lift.
[HAMILTON]
I have never seen the General so despondent
I have taken over writing all his correspondence
Congress writes, “George, attack the British forces.”
I shoot back, we have resorted to eating our horses
Phillip sat rigidly, his young frame tense as his wide eyes stayed glued to the flickering screen. The glow of the images painted soft shadows across his face, illuminating the mix of curiosity and unease that swirled within him. His gaze shifted slowly from the screen back to his father, Alexander, who sat with a stoic expression but eyes that hinted at burdens far heavier than Phillip could yet comprehend.
“Pa…” Phillip’s voice wavered, barely more than a whisper, cracking with the weight of emotion he struggled to contain. “Was it truly that bad?” He swallowed hard, his small hands clutching the edge of his seat. “In the future… you never really talk about it.” His eyes searched his father’s face, nervous yet filled with quiet awe for the courage Alexander had shown just by being here, facing those memories again.
Alexander’s jaw tightened for a brief moment. The room felt charged, the air thick with unspoken truths and fragile hopes. He glanced over at Phillip, his son’s innocent question touching something deep inside him. For a long beat, the only sound was the distant crackle of the screen’s playback and the soft, steady breathing of those gathered.
“It was…is” Alexander began slowly, voice low and measured, choosing each word with care. “Worse than you can imagine.” He paused, eyes clouding briefly as memories pressed close. “War… it takes more than lives. It takes pieces of the soul. You don’t just fight armies, you fight fear, despair, loneliness.” His hand unconsciously tightened into a fist at his side.
Phillip nodded solemnly, the weight of his father’s words settling over him like a shadow. “But you… you kept going. You didn’t give up.”
A faint, almost imperceptible smile brushed Alexander’s lips. “ We didn’t have the luxury of giving up. Not then. Not ever. Not when we had our loved ones waiting for us back home.” He squeezed Eliza’s hand, glancing at her stomach.
Local merchants deny us equipment, assistance
They only take British money, so sing a song of sixpence
To many people's surprise, it was Jefferson who spoke first. His brow was furrowed, arms crossed tightly over his chest, clearly trying to reconcile something that didn't sit right with him.
“But surely,” he said slowly, “selling their goods even at a lower rate will benefit them in the long run? Trade means exposure. Economic opportunity.”
There was no venom in his voice, just genuine confusion. The sharp-tongued Virginian, so often ready to sneer or argue, now sounded almost... solemn.
Alexander didn’t answer right away. He stared at the screen a moment longer, jaw clenched. The flicker of firelight from the nearby hearth cast wavering shadows across his face, highlighting the weight behind his silence.
When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter than usual but all the more cutting for it.
“Our money has no value,” he said, flatly. “The Continental is a whisper next to the British pound. To trade with us is to take a loss charity, at best. The merchants… they’ll essentially be giving their products away. Starving their own households for a dream we haven’t secured.”
He paused, drawing a slow breath through his nose. His gaze dropped to the floor.
“It’s disheartening,” he added, his voice dropping even further. “We bleed for independence and fight to give them a future and yet we’re seen as a bad investment. A lost cause. There is no guarantee we’ll win. And until then… we are little more than rebels with empty purses.”
There was a hush in the room. Even Jefferson had nothing to say in response. The weight of Alexander’s words seemed to settle across their shoulders like invisible chains.
Eliza reached out and took his hand gently, grounding him with a small squeeze. John sat close on his other side, jaw tight with quiet fury, his eyes never leaving Alexander’s profile.
Thomas finally broke the silence. His voice wasn’t sharp now, just soft and troubled.
“I never thought of it that way.”
Alexander gave no immediate reply, but the barest flicker in his eyes said enough.
He’d thought about it that way too many times.
It was written all over Alexander’s face, the exhaustion, the bitter frustration, the quiet ache of a man who had been fighting for so long. And Jefferson, of all people, noticed it. He watched the younger man in silence, the tension around his own eyes tightening as something unsettling began to settle in his chest.
It shocked him.
Not because Hamilton was right though he could no longer deny that he might be but because, for the first time, he truly saw it.
Not just the ambition. Not just the relentless energy that had so often irritated and outmaneuvered him. But the why behind it. The hunger wasn’t arrogance, it was desperation. The fire wasn’t pride it was fear. And the drive to build, to centralize, to protect this fragile nation wasn’t just about legacy.
It was survival.
The same sharp-tongued man who had sparred with him in Congress, who had written papers until dawn and argued as if every word would shape the very marrow of the country that man had lived, and the version he was seeing was currently living these doubts. Felt the economy collapse under his feet. Known what it was to beg for support from states more concerned with local pride than collective endurance. Known what it was to be seen as disposable.
Jefferson’s eyes lingered on Hamilton a moment longer, then shifted downwards, as though the weight of the realization was too much to meet head-on.
So that’s why he was such a pain in the ass.
Because he was trying to hold the country together with blood and willpower and ink-stained fingers, while the rest of them argued about theory and sovereignty.
Jefferson let out a slow, inaudible breath. His expression remained composed, but inside, something had shifted. Not quite forgiveness. Not even friendship. But recognition.
And maybe… the beginning of respect.
Jefferson just sat there, silent, watching the firelight dance against the shadows of the past and the flickering glow of the past he’d never expected to witness.
[WASHINGTON]
The cavalry’s not coming
[HAMILTON]
But, sir!
Washington shook his head slowly, the movement tight and barely perceptible, but the weight behind it was unmistakable. His jaw was clenched, eyes fixed on the screen, though the flickering images seemed far away now, buried beneath the ache rising in his chest. Realistically, he had known that the chance of Congress approving the cavalry was low. Resources were scarce. Trust even scarcer. But despite all logic and precedent, he and every man in his army had harbored that same desperate, quiet hope.
That maybe just maybe someone would see the sense in it. Would believe in them.
So hearing the denial spoken aloud, dramatized in front of him with no pretense or mercy, struck like a blow to the gut. Onscreen, he watched as his own fictional counterpart was reduced to pleading with empty words, the weight of command heavy on his shoulders but his hands bound by indecision in Philadelphia.
It hurt. More than he cared to admit.
He turned sharply toward Lin, still seated tensely beside Martha. But Lin poor Lin looked like he’d aged a year in the few minutes since the song had begun. His knuckles were white against his lap, back straight, spine stiff like a soldier awaiting a verdict.
“I hope,” Washington began, voice taut with restrained disappointment, “that this is a moment you altered. For dramatic effect.”
His tone was not angry, not yet. But the tension in the room shifted, and silence fell as others looked toward Lin, awaiting his answer like a court awaiting judgment.
Lin swallowed hard and sat up straighter, his voice respectful, almost reverent. “I’m sorry, sir,” he said, softly but clearly. “But this song is largely accurate. The inclusion of the Battle of Monmouth is one of the few historical liberties taken, dramatically, it fit better in this part of the story. But everything else,your frustration, the lack of support from Congress, the desperate scramble for troops and supplies,it all happened.”
He paused, glancing briefly toward Alexander and Laurens, then back to Washington.
“You were trying to hold a nation together with your bare hands. That was real. And I… didn’t want to hide that.”
Washington exhaled, a slow, deep breath that seemed to sink through his whole body. He turned his gaze back toward the screen, the fire in his eyes dimmed not with defeat, but with remembrance. His voice, when he finally spoke, was quieter.
“I remember writing to Congress. Again. And again. Explaining why cavalry would make all the difference in southern terrain… and being met with silence.”
“Bureaucracy,” murmured Lafayette from his seat, shaking his head. “You were a soldier, sir. And they were politicians.”
Hamilton gave a bitter nod. “Even when we were bleeding for them, they could never agree unless the ink dried in their favor.”
John reached out and placed a steadying hand on Alexander’s arm, and for a moment, the younger man’s shoulders relaxed.
Washington leaned back slowly, his broad form casting a long shadow across the floor. “And yet we fought anyway.”
“You did,” Lin agreed softly. “And that’s why it mattered so much to show it. That even when you were undermanned, underfunded, and doubted,you didn’t give up. You led.”
“Let them see what it cost us.” Washington spoke determinedly.
Lin let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding, his spine loosening just slightly as he sat back.
Alexander gave him a sideways glance. “You’re either incredibly brave,” he murmured, “or incredibly foolish.”
John smirked. “Or both.”
But Lin only smiled faintly. “Storytelling walks a fine line between fear and truth.”
And Washington, after a long pause, added quietly, “Then make sure you tell it well.”
[WASHINGTON]
Alex, listen. There’s only one way for us to win this
Provoke outrage, outright
[HAMILTON]
That’s right
[WASHINGTON]
Don’t engage, strike by night
Remain relentless ‘til their troops take flight
[HAMILTON]
Make it impossible to justify the cost of the fight
Alexander nodded slowly, his expression carved from tension and thought as his gaze remained locked on the screen. The flickering light reflected in his eyes, but his mind was clearly elsewhere already deconstructing what he had just seen, weighing it, calculating. His brow furrowed deeper, lips slightly parted as if tasting the truth of what had just played out before them.
Then, without fully turning, his eyes flicked toward Washington. His voice, when it came, was tight, strained under the pressure of both realization and reverence.
“Sir…” he said, his tone quiet but insistent, like a question half-formed.
Washington didn’t answer immediately. He sat still, shoulders squared but his face unreadable, the firelight from the screen catching the silver at his temples. He was watching, watching the young man at his side, not as a superior officer but as someone trying to see something clearly through a fog of time, duty, and expectation.
Finally, he spoke.
“That’s the answer, Alexander,” Washington said, his voice a low rumble, heavy with conviction.
His gaze, once fixed on the glowing screen, now shifted with purpose, slowly, deliberately, settling on his aide-de-camp. There was something more in his eyes now. A weight. A knowing. Not just the recognition of an idea, but the realization that this young, fiery, relentless mind before him had already been racing miles ahead.
“Your solution is the one we’ve been needing.”
The words hung in the air with the same reverence as an oath. It was not merely praise. It was validation. From the man whose approval meant more than most would ever understand.
Alexander blinked, startled by the open acknowledgment. His lips parted slightly, but no words came. Instead, a soft flush crept across his cheeks, not from vanity, but from the sheer intensity of being seen. Of being heard .
He looked down for a brief moment, not to hide his reaction but to catch his breath.
“I… thank you, sir,” he said, quietly.
Washington nodded once, his own expression softening as he continued to study him not as a subordinate, but as the young man who had once walked into his tent with threadbare clothes and fire in his eyes.
Beside them, Laurens watched the exchange with a quiet smile, pride gleaming subtly in his expression. He knew how rare words like that were from Washington’s lips and what they meant to Alexander in ways the others might not fully grasp.
Even Jefferson, seated farther back, arched a brow, not in mockery, but with a faint glimmer of reluctant respect.
“Looks like someone’s finally getting the recognition he always acts like he doesn’t want,” he muttered under his breath.
Madison only hummed in reply.
[WASHINGTON]
Outrun
[HAMILTON]
Outrun
[WASHINGTON]
Outlast
[HAMILTON]
Outlast
Jefferson scoffed from his spot one brow raised and arms folded with casual arrogance. “Copying Daddy’s words, are we now, Hamilton?” he drawled, his tone biting and unmistakably smug.
The jab was sharp, well-aimed and carefully chosen to humiliate, and it landed with silent precision.
Alexander tensed visibly. His shoulders stiffened, and the line of his jaw locked into place. For a moment, his eyes flared with the instinctive heat of retort, but then, just as quickly, the fire dimmed. He looked away, his gaze dropping to the floor with a mixture of tight restraint and something far more fragile buried beneath it.
Jefferson had hit a nerve. Unwittingly, or perhaps not, he had grazed something raw and rarely spoken.
It wasn’t Alexander’s fault, after all, that Washington seemed to see something in him, something paternal, something rare. A bond had formed, built not of blood but of battlefields, burdens, and brilliance. And though Alexander had never once accepted the title of "son" from the General’s lips and never allowed himself to, it lingered silently in every shared glance, in every moment of trust passed between General and Aide. And it haunted him more than he’d ever admit.
He swallowed, voice tight as he finally replied, “Simply making sure the General knew the orders were understood.”
The words were clipped, careful, weighed down with the effort to sound indifferent. But they couldn’t quite mask the tremor of emotion hiding just beneath. His fingers curled into a fist against his side.
Washington, who had been silent thus far, turned his head slowly toward Jefferson. His expression was unreadable, but there was something dangerous in the stillness of it, like the pause before a storm breaks.
“Mr. Jefferson,” he said calmly, but there was steel beneath the velvet. “You may find amusement in your own cynicism, but I do not.”
Jefferson raised his hands in mock surrender, lips curling into a smirk. “Merely an observation, General. No disrespect intended.”
“Then mind your observations,” Washington replied evenly. “This war has no room for petty spite.”
There was a short silence. Laurens shifted where he sat beside Alexander, eyes narrowing toward Jefferson, protective instinct sharpening like drawn steel.
“If you're going to accuse someone of blind loyalty,” Laurens said coolly, “you might want to take a look at your own history”
That earned a chuckle from Madison and a scowl from Jefferson, who muttered something under his breath.
Meanwhile, Alexander’s eyes flicked up to the General, and something unspoken passed between them. Not sentiment, never openly that, but a rare understanding, a wordless bond formed through trust and necessity. Washington gave the faintest nod, the kind that spoke volumes more than any outward reassurance.
And though Alexander didn’t smile, a bit of the tension in his frame began to ease.
Martha, from her seat beside the General, leaned slightly toward Lin with a quiet comment, “Men will always compete for the respect of those they admire. Especially boys who were never allowed to be sons.”
Lin looked at her, taken aback by her perception, and gave a silent nod, absorbing it.
Alexander, still looking ahead, spoke again,this time with a colder precision.
“I do not need to copy anyone’s words, Mr. Jefferson,” he said. “But when a man like General Washington speaks, I listen. You might consider doing the same.”
This time, it was Jefferson’s turn to fall quiet.
As the room settled from the sharp exchange, murmurs resumed, some folks turning their attention back to the screen, others exchanging glances heavy with unspoken judgments or reflection.
Alexander remained quiet, still staring straight ahead but clearly not watching the performance anymore. His hand, resting against his leg, was clenched in a tight fist, his jaw working ever so slightly. Eliza was the first to move.
She reached for him gently, her fingers brushing against his as she slid her hand into his own. “Alex…” she said softly, her voice low and coaxing. “You don’t have to prove anything. Not to him. Not to anyone in this room.”
He didn’t speak at first, but his hand slowly uncurled to hold hers in return. His grip was firm, perhaps tighter than he meant, but she didn’t flinch.
“It’s not about proving anything,” he muttered, though his tone betrayed him. “I just… hate that he sees it that way. Like I’m only someone if I’m standing in someone else’s shadow.”
Laurens leant closer, lowering his eyes so he could meet Alexander’s gaze without the others seeing. His expression was gentle but serious.
“You’re not in anyone’s shadow, love,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “You’ve carved your own path. We’ve all seen it. Washington sees it. That’s why he trusts you.”
Alexander looked up at him, a flicker of doubt in his eyes. “He trusts me because I make myself indispensable. I have to be. If I stop, if I let myself be anything less, I’ll disappear. Just like before.”
Eliza reached her free hand up to his cheek, thumb brushing just under his eye. “You’ll never disappear. Not to us.”
Laurens nodded, leaning in so their foreheads nearly touched. “You don’t have to be perfect, Alexander. You’re allowed to rest. You’re allowed to exist outside your usefulness. To just be loved.”
The words struck deep. Alexander closed his eyes for a moment, drawing in a slow, shaky breath as he leaned slightly into Eliza’s touch. Then into Johns’ presence beside him.
“I don’t know how to believe that,” he whispered.
“That’s alright,” Eliza said softly, her own eyes shining now. “We’ll believe it enough for you until you can.”
John smiled gently, brushing a thumb over Alexander’s knuckles. “And we’ll remind you. Every damn day, if we have to.”
A beat passed. Then Alexander gave a small nod, letting out a breath that sounded halfway between a sigh and a surrender. For the first time in what felt like hours, some of the weight slipped from his shoulders.
He didn’t say anything else. He didn’t have to.
They simply sat there in silence, the three of them, hands entwined, hearts quietly realigning, as the flicker of stage light continued to glow across the screen in front of them.
Behind them, Washington glanced over his shoulder once, observing the trio with a barely perceptible softness to his expression. He said nothing.
But he watched, and approved.
[WASHINGTON]
Hit ‘em quick, get out fast
[HAMILTON]
Chick-a-plao!
[WASHINGTON]
Stay alive ‘til this horror show is past
We’re gonna fly a lot of flags half-mast
Everyone within the room, Lin included, flinched as the heavy lyrics rang out from the speakers, the line cutting like a blade through the stillness.
For the men and women of the eighteenth century, the words struck not as entertainment, but as a memory and a warning. The room seemed to constrict under the weight of it.
The soldiers in the room visibly tensed, their postures rigid as the line hit too close to old scars. Laurens’ eyes darkened, his jaw clenched. He had stood over too many lifeless bodies, soaked in sweat and blood beneath the unforgiving Carolina sun. He had written too many final letters to mothers and widows, watched too many bright-eyed boys breathe their last.
Lafayette let out a slow breath through his nose, his gaze fixed ahead but unfocused. He murmured something softly in French, likely a prayer or the name of a fallen comrade. Even Jefferson, who hadn’t fought on the battlefield himself, shifted uncomfortably.
For those who had never seen the battlefield firsthand, Eliza, Martha, Peggy the line brought a different kind of pain. Eliza’s hand moved almost instinctively to Alexander’s arm, gripping it tightly. She remembered too vividly the ache of waiting by candlelight, staring at the door with each gust of wind, praying that the next letter bore news of survival, not loss. She remembered the days when nothing came at all, when silence stretched into dread.
Martha’s expression tightened, her hands folded in her lap, knuckles white. She had comforted too many weeping mothers,too many young wives left alone with only a crumpled letter and a flag to remember their husbands by.
And then there was Lin.
He flinched too, but his reaction came from a different place. His discomfort wasn’t from memory, but from responsibility. He had written those lyrics. Chosen them. Shaped them. And now, hearing them echo in the ears of those who had lived the truth behind his words, he felt the echo of guilt rise in his throat. He sank lower into the couch beside Washington and Martha, his shoulders taut.
He glanced around the room, his eyes darting to the stiffened shoulders and lowered gazes, to the silent tears glimmering in Peggy’s lashes, to the distant look in Washington’s eyes. Lin felt his heart twist.
“I, I tried to tell the truth,” he murmured “I didn’t want to look away from the pain.”
Washington, still as a statue, didn’t respond. His eyes remained on the screen, though they seemed to see something else entirely, a battlefield, perhaps, or the face of a fallen friend.
It was John who broke the silence first. His voice was low, his words slow and deliberate. “You didn’t look away. But there’s no way to know the cost unless you’ve paid it.”
Alexander, silent all this time, finally spoke, his voice distant, but firm. “We all made peace with dying. But no one ever makes peace with who they leave behind.”
[HAMILTON/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE]
Raise a glass!
[MULLIGAN]
I go back to New York and my apprenticeship
“What?!” Alexander's voice rang out sharply, cutting through the room like a musket shot. His expression twisted in disbelief, his body leaning forward as though trying to physically defy what he’d just heard.
Gasps and murmurs erupted around him, the collective shock palpable. John Laurens’ chair scraped across the floor as he half-rose, his face flushed with alarm. “You’re what ?” he barked, voice thick with betrayal.
Lafayette was not far behind, his hands spread in outrage, brows drawn low in confusion. “Mais non! Abandon the cause? Are we hearing this correctly?” His accent sharpened under his emotions, eyes narrowing at Hercules in disbelief.
Even Jefferson had gone uncharacteristically still, his brow furrowed, suspicious but silently watchful.
But it was Washington’s voice that truly stilled the room.
Low. Stern. Icy.
“I sincerely hope you do not intend to abandon the cause, Mr. Mulligan.” The General's tone didn’t need to rise; it carried a force all its own, commanding and unflinching. His gaze bored into Hercules, his disappointment not loud—but lethal.
The air went heavy. Hercules looked as though he’d just been discovered behind enemy lines, his complexion pale, throat bobbing as he swallowed hard. His hands lifted defensively in front of him, palms outward, his voice trembling slightly as he stammered, “I—I would never, sir!”
His eyes darted around the room, desperate for support, for understanding. “I swear it! I will lay down my life for this cause! You know me, I’ve bled for this fight!”
Lafayette crossed his arms, still visibly stiff, but some of the fire in his eyes softened at the raw fear on Hercules’ face. Laurens narrowed his gaze, but remained standing, waiting.
Alexander, breath ragged, clenched his jaw. “Then what the hell was that?” he snapped, gesturing vaguely toward the screen. “You sounded like you are leaving. Like it’s over.”
Mulligan shook his head insistently, his eyes locked with Washington’s. “Sir, do you recall the plans that were being discussed prior to the battle?”
The General’s expression remained hard as stone, unreadable. For a long moment, he said nothing, and the silence was so thick it felt like the room itself had stopped breathing.
Alexander, still standing stiffly, narrowed his eyes. He glanced between Mulligan and the General with rising frustration. “What’s going on?” he asked, voice tight. “I’ve heard no mention of any plan involving Hercules. And if there was a plan… why wouldn’t I know?”
The silence stretched another beat.
Washington’s gaze lingered on Mulligan—assessing, weighing. Then, slowly, his shoulders relaxed just slightly. Not a full dismissal, but a quiet shift in posture. He let out a low breath through his nose, and his eyes finally drifted from Hercules to Alexander.
“Some things are need-to-know,” Washington said calmly. “And not all operations are open for discussion.”
That answer only deepened the crease in Alexander’s brow. His jaw tightened, but he didn’t press, yet. His mind clearly raced with questions.
Beside him, John’s hand found the small of his back in quiet support. Eliza touched his arm gently, her presence a silent reminder that he didn’t need to carry everything alone.
Hercules stood his ground, though a faint tremble passed through his clenched hands. His face betrayed a flicker of guilt whether from being suspected or from holding back the truth, it wasn’t clear.
“I would never abandon the cause,” he said again, more quietly this time. “Never.”
From across the room, Lafayette tilted his head, studying him. “You do look like a man with secrets, mon ami,” he said softly. “But I believe in your heart. Even if I do not understand your steps.”
Jefferson scoffed faintly. “You’ll forgive me if I prefer clarity over cloak and dagger.”
“That’s rich coming from you,” muttered Laurens.
Jefferson rolled his eyes.
Lin, still seated beside Martha and now visibly paler, raised a nervous hand as if trying to gently steer the conversation. “Just to clarify, uh, the song isn’t saying Mulligan truly abandoned anyone. It’s… dramatic tension. A moment of narrative uncertainty. The audience doesn’t know what’s going on yet, either.”
Washington’s gaze flicked briefly to Lin, and the younger man immediately sat straighter, swallowing hard.
Alexander glanced at him as well, but only for a moment before turning back to Hercules.
“I want to believe you,” he said, quiet but firm. “But the war doesn’t afford us many luxuries. Trust must be earned and kept.”
Mulligan nodded slowly. “Then let me keep it, Alex. Let me prove it.”
Another pause fell over the room, the weight of unspoken truths and half-revealed loyalties lingering like smoke after gunfire.
Washington stepped forward at last, voice low and final. “We are soldiers. Not every burden is shared openly. What matters now is that we remain united. All of us.”
[LAFAYETTE]
I ask for French aid, I pray that France has sent a ship
“Of course my dear King will provide us aid!” Lafayette said quickly, the words tumbling from his lips with a force that bordered on frantic. He stood, eyes bright and voice strained with barely contained emotion. “France cannot ignore this any longer, they must see what we are fighting for!”
His hands gestured animatedly, fingers twitching slightly as if he could will his countrymen into action from across the ocean. “I will send a letter the moment we return, I’ll speak to anyone who will listen! Vergennes, the court, anyone! They must act. They must! ”
There was a pause as his voice cracked slightly, the passion bubbling over into something more vulnerable. “We… we cannot do this alone.”
Alexander and Laurens exchanged a glance, sensing the shift. The familiar fire was still there, but now it flickered on the edge of desperation. Lafayette wasn’t just hopeful, he was afraid.
“Laf…” John said gently, reaching out to place a calming hand on his arm.
“I mean it,” Lafayette insisted, his eyes wide, darting between them all. “France has the ships. The funds. The might. If they do not come if they delay too long we will bleed ourselves dry before liberty can breathe.”
Jefferson, arms crossed, leaned back against the mantel with a quiet hum. “Mon dieu,” he muttered dryly, “you sound less like a general and more like a man begging for a lifeline.”
Lafayette’s head snapped toward him, jaw clenched, but there was no retort only a subtle shift of the eyes, a flicker of guilt or shame that vanished just as fast.
“I am asking for a lifeline,” he said quietly. “Because if we fall, if this dream dies here do you think they will ever try again? In France? Or anywhere else?”
Jefferson’s smirk faded. The room had gone still, Lafayette’s desperation hitting a chord none of them wanted to acknowledge.
Eliza spoke softly from the couch, “You believe that strongly that your king will help?”
Lafayette drew a shaky breath, nodding. “I have to believe it. If not then I’ve brought you false hope. And I… I couldn’t live with that.”
Alexander watched him closely, the lines in his brow deepening. “You’re not alone in that fear.”
Washington, who had remained seated beside Martha, finally spoke, his voice deep and calm. “Your passion has never been in question, Marquis. But desperation clouds reason. Compose your thoughts, not just your letter.”
Lafayette exhaled slowly, pressing his lips together and nodding. “Oui, mon Général.”
Jefferson’s tone softened just enough to be heard. “Just don’t drown in the storm you’re trying to calm.”
Lafayette didn’t respond immediately, but when he did, it was with quiet conviction. “Then we’d best start building a fleet.”
Lin, still silent near the corner, scribbled frantically in his notebook, capturing every raw, tangled emotion of a man who loved two countries too much to let either one fall.
[LAURENS]
I stay at work with Hamilton
We write essays against slavery
And every day’s a test of our camaraderie
And bravery
The two men looked at each other, their hands already entwined, and for a moment, the weight of war, politics, and uncertain futures melted away beneath the warmth of shared understanding. Alexander’s eyes sparkled with fierce loyalty, his smile softening into something far more intimate as he squeezed John’s hand gently, his thumb brushing across the back of it with practiced affection.
“Of course I would be there to help you with your cause, John,” Alexander said, his voice low but firm, unyielding in its sincerity. Then, without hesitation, he leaned in and pressed a tender kiss to John’s cheek, the contact lingering just long enough to leave no doubt in anyone's mind about the depth of his devotion. John turned slightly toward him, eyes bright with gratitude, a flush rising on his face as his own smile widened.
Across the room, Washington watched in silence. His gaze was steady, thoughtful, his expression unreadable at first glance. But then he let out a breath, slow and almost wistful, shaking his head ever so slightly. The gesture wasn’t dismissive, but contemplative. Quietly conflicted.
He knew John’s heart, knew the younger man’s relentless desire to see slavery abolished, to see the country they were building stand on more than just revolutionary words and parchment promises. And though George himself remained entangled in the very system John fought against, there was something about watching Laurens speak with such hope and conviction, and Alexander echo it without flinching, that stirred something within the older general.
He could not, would not, defend his own contradiction. Not here. Not now. But in that moment, he found himself silently praying that Laurens would find a way, that they all would before the fire of idealism burned too hot, too fast, and consumed them.
His eyes lingered on Alexander, still leaning close to John, then drifted back to John’s impassioned expression.
Washington’s fingers drummed lightly against the arm of his chair. “You will need more than each other, if you intend to change the world.”
John nodded. “We know, sir. But it has to start somewhere.”
[HAMILTON]
We cut supply lines, we steal contraband
We pick and choose our battles and places to take a stand
And ev’ry day
“Sir, entrust me with a command,”
And ev’ry day
[WASHINGTON]
No
[HAMILTON]
He dismisses me out of hand
As the words played on the screen, a heavy silence fell over the room until General Washington’s voice, low and edged with command, cut through the stillness.
“No.”
The single word echoed with startling finality, nearly identical to the one spoken by his onstage counterpart. But this time, it wasn’t just part of a performance. It was real . Gone was the quiet, thoughtful man who had moments before watched over his men like a protective guardian. In his place stood the General, the commander-in-chief, his voice sharp with resolve and authority.
Alexander jerked slightly, startled despite already knowing the scene. He turned to face Washington fully, his brows furrowed. “But Sir-!” he began, his voice strained with urgency.
He didn’t get far.
Washington raised a hand from where he sat, fingers extended with that same iron-willed command that had halted regiments mid-march. “No, son-”
“I’m not your son!” Alexander snapped before he could stop himself, his words harsh and defensive, echoing more than just the argument at hand. The room tensed around them.
Washington's gaze didn’t falter. He lowered his hand slowly, his jaw tight, eyes never leaving the younger man’s. “You are of more use to this army as an aide,” he said, the steel in his voice tempered only slightly by the weariness that laced his next words. “We have been over this before. Repeatedly.”
Alexander’s shoulders were taut, lips pressed together as if biting back every argument building on the tip of his tongue.
“I do not doubt your ability as a commander,” Washington continued, and this time his voice held something more,not softness, but memory. “You proved your capability before you ever stepped into my tent.”
He sat forward, his hands clasped together now as he looked at Hamilton with the full weight of a man who had seen the worst of war and lived long enough to remember every face lost.
“You did more than enough to prove yourself when you stole those British cannons ,” he said, and there was almost a hint of reluctant admiration in the gruffness of his tone. “You showed cunning. Bravery. Audacity. When I summoned you to my office, my intention was to promote you, give you command of the very regiment that had benefited from your actions.”
Alexander blinked, his mouth opening slightly in shock. That hadn’t been in any letter, not in any record. Not something Washington had ever admitted aloud.
“But,” the General continued, “then I saw you, saw the fire in your eyes. The way your mind worked. That unrelenting drive. I realized then… that putting you in the field would waste what you were truly capable of.”
There was no flourish in his tone, no attempt to flatter. Just truth, plain and firm.
“So I made you a lieutenant colonel. My aide-de-camp. Because I needed someone who could keep pace with me. Who would challenge me, and carry my thoughts as far and as fast as they could be moved. That wasn’t a snub of your abilities, Alexander. It was trust .”
Alexander stood still, stunned. The air between them felt charged, not with animosity, but with something deeper. Wounded pride, maybe. Or unspoken recognition.
From across the room, Eliza placed a gentle hand on his back, grounding him. John stood just behind him, watching the exchange with a mixture of concern and fierce protectiveness.
Washington leaned back, his voice quieter now, but no less resolute. “The field… will still be there. But your mind? Your words? They’re winning battles long before we step onto any soil.”
Alexander’s gaze dropped to the floor, thoughts racing. He couldn’t deny what he felt, that need to do , to prove . But hearing it laid out like that… not as rejection, but strategy … it caught him off guard.
“I… didn’t know that,” he admitted quietly.
“No,” Washington replied with a wry sigh, “You rarely stop long enough to listen.”
The tension broke slightly with a ripple of breath from a few in the room, Martha gave a small, knowing smile, and Lafayette and Hercules looked away as if trying not to grin.
Alexander gave the faintest of nods, pride stung but thoughts clearly spinning. He still didn’t agree. Not entirely. But something had changed in the conversation. A long-buried truth had been unearthed and spoken.
And it had left both men… quieter.
Eliza placed a steadying hand on Alexander’s back. Her touch was gentle, but firm, a grounding presence he instinctively leaned into. A moment later, John’s hand brushed his, fingers lacing together as if silently saying: We’re here. You’re not alone.
Alexander closed his eyes briefly, the fire behind them dimming as something more fragile flickered to the surface. He didn’t say anything. Didn’t need to. His posture shifted slightly, accepting their comfort without protest, rare for him, but honest.
Washington watched in silence.
He didn’t speak. Didn’t interfere. Just… observed. The lines around his eyes softened as he saw his young aide take solace in the people who had carved space into his once-guarded heart.
Alexander leaned ever so slightly into Eliza’s hand, and then into John’s side. The tension that had pulled his spine taut began to melt. Not entirely but enough. His eyes remained on the screen, but he wasn’t watching it anymore. He was thinking. Processing. Letting himself feel.
Washington allowed himself a slow breath.
He had led men into battle. He had stood before Congress, before kings. But watching Alexander, so full of rage and brilliance, slowly allowing himself to rest in the presence of love, felt like witnessing a different kind of triumph.
[HAMILTON]
Instead of me
He promotes
Charles Lee
Makes him second-in-command
“NO!”
Alexander’s voice shattered the tense silence, filled with fury and disbelief. He shot to his feet so abruptly that his chair scraped harshly against the floor. All heads turned as his voice echoed in the room, raw and cutting.
“Sir, I can begrudgingly accept your explanation of not giving me the command fine!” he snapped, gesturing broadly with one hand, the other curled tightly into a fist at his side. “But him ?!”
His eyes blazed as he pointed to the screen where an actor portraying Charles Lee had appeared in his embellished uniform, shoulders stiff with false pride.
“ Lee ?! Of all people Lee ?!”
There was a shocked pause. Lafayette’s brow furrowed; Hercules looked over uncomfortably. John flinched at Alexander’s volume, though not at his emotion,he understood it too well. Eliza reached out toward Alexander, hand hovering just above his wrist.
“There are so many men more capable,” Alexander continued, his voice rising again, “Men who are actually loyal , men who don’t slander your leadership behind your back! He ran from the enemy, he abandoned his post our men died because of him! And yet somehow… he gets promoted ?!”
His voice cracked slightly on that last word.
“I’ve given everything to this cause. Everything to you. I’ve fought, written, negotiated, endured humiliation, abuse, sleepless nights and still, still, it wasn’t enough to be trusted with command?”
He was pacing now, hands moving with every syllable, like he was trying to cast the frustration from his skin. Everyone watched in stunned silence. Even Jefferson looked subdued.
Washington had been still throughout it all, seated tall, hands folded in front of him. But now he stood, slowly, deliberately, his tall figure casting a long shadow in the candlelight. His expression was unreadable.
“I understand your anger,” Washington said, his voice quiet but deeply commanding, like distant thunder. “But at the time, Lee had seniority. Congress still supported him. It was not a decision I made lightly.”
Alexander scoffed bitterly. “And I can’t earn even a field commission? Not one shred of recognition beyond ink and paper? I wasn’t even given the chance.”
Washington’s jaw tensed, the faintest crease forming between his brows. “We have discussed this Alexander. Your legacy is much better defined with your writing where you can be kept alive for long enough to reach your full potential. Your time is not now. But it is coming. And you know that.”
“That’s easy for you to say,” Alexander snapped, still trembling with the force of held-in rage. “You are already a general. You don't have to prove your worth every day!”
The words hung in the air like smoke. But Washington didn’t respond immediately. He approached slowly, stopping a few paces away from Alexander, close enough that only he, John, and Eliza could clearly hear what he said next.
“I see your worth Alexander,” he said, voice low and steady. “Before anyone knew your name. You think I called you to be my aide just to keep you quiet?”
Alexander looked up, startled.
“You were the only man in that room who looked me in the eye and told me the truth. The only one.” Washington’s voice dropped further, into something gentler, almost… fatherly. “You remind me of myself when I was younger. Hot-blooded. Proud. Brilliant, but always on the edge of burning out.”
Alexander’s mouth opened slightly, words caught on his tongue.
Washington stepped closer, lowering his voice so only Alexander could hear. “I didn’t hold you back to punish you. I hold you back to protect you, son.”
The word hit Alexander like a blow, and he stiffened,but didn’t recoil this time. “Don’t call me son” he gritted out
“You think I don’t regret giving Lee that command?” Washington said more softly now. “Every day. But at the time, I need you close. I need your fire to keep this war from freezing over. If I’d let you loose, I might lose you.”
Alexander blinked rapidly, eyes suddenly wet. His anger hadn’t disappeared, but it had been softened, redirected. The trembling in his hands had shifted from fury to overwhelmed emotion.
John placed a steady hand on his back, grounding him, and Eliza gently took his arm, eyes searching his face.
Washington watched as Alexander’s breathing slowed, his shoulders lowering fractionally. He gave a slight nod, acknowledging the emotion that had cracked the young man’s composure.
“You have always done more than enough,” Washington said quietly. “And one day, I promise you, your brilliance will be seen not just by me, but by a nation.”
Alexander couldn’t speak. But he gave a small, reluctant nod,something tight and shaky, but real.
He returned to his seat slowly, hands still in Eliza’s and John’s. They pulled him gently toward them, letting his head rest between their shoulders. His body was still tense, but no longer rigid. He allowed himself the rare comfort of letting go, even if just a little.
Washington sat again too, slower this time, his eyes never fully leaving the young man he had come to see as both his sharpest weapon and the closest thing he had to a son. No more words were needed.
The others watched the exchange in silence, unsure what had passed between the two men but sensing something significant had shifted.
And across the room, Washington folded his hands and closed his eyes briefly offering a silent prayer that this brilliant, stubborn, impossible young man would survive not just the war, but himself.
[LEE]
Charles Lee. [ELIZA/ANGELICA]
Stay alive...
[LEE]
I’m a General. Whee!!!!
[HAMILTON]
Yeah. He’s not the choice I would have gone with
"That's an understatement," Alexander muttered under his breath, his voice taut with residual fury. Though his words were quiet, the venom behind them was impossible to miss. His jaw clenched tightly, and his eyes remained fixed on the screen ahead, though he wasn’t really seeing it, his mind was still caught in the injustice, still burning in the embers of the command he had never been given.
The flickering light from the screen danced across his face, catching the sharpness in his features, his furrowed brow, the hard set of his mouth, the tension that pulled at every line of his body. Beside him, John sighed, the sound soft but heavy with shared frustration. He tightened his grip on Alexander’s hand, threading their fingers together more firmly, grounding him with the strength of quiet understanding.
"Alex..." John murmured, voice low and warm. It wasn’t a scolding, just a reminder that he was there, that Alexander wasn’t alone in his anger. That he didn’t have to carry it all on his own.
Across the room, the silence hung dense for a beat too long before a familiar voice broke through it.
"Leave it, Alexander."
It was Washington.
The General's voice was calm but commanding, quiet thunder beneath the surface. He hadn’t raised his voice, but it rippled through the room with authority all the same. His gaze was on Alexander, steady and unmoving. No judgment, only that deep, unyielding weight that came with experience. A reminder not just of his rank, but of the lifetime he had already spent making choices that never felt entirely right.
Alexander glanced over, defiance still in his eyes, but it was dulled now, banked behind the slow rise and fall of his chest as he tried to steady his breath.
Washington’s gaze shifted from Alexander to the man seated beside him, Lin. Still and tense, Lin had barely moved since the last heated exchange, his hands clasped in his lap, shoulders drawn tight. His eyes darted from the General to the others, a flicker of nervous energy in his posture.
The General tilted his head slightly, his voice softening, not quite amused, but something close to reluctant admiration.
"You’ve managed to catch his fire," Washington said, his eyes fixed on Lin with surprising warmth. A slow exhale followed. "I will give you that."
The tension in the room eased slightly, like someone had let a bit of air back into it. Lin blinked, clearly taken aback by the comment, a sheepish smile forming on his lips as he bowed his head slightly.
“Thank you, sir,” he said quietly.
Washington leaned back a little in his seat, folding his arms as he continued to study the screen with the air of a man who had spent years reading more than just words, reading men, motives, silences. “The boy was always made of spark and fury,” he added, almost to himself. “It’s never been about extinguishing it,just... learning where best to direct it.”
Alexander looked down at his and John's joined hands, fingers now interlaced, the warmth anchoring him. Eliza reached across from his other side, her touch feather-light on his knee, eyes searching his face.
He met her gaze for a moment and gave the smallest nod.
The fire in him wasn’t gone. But for now, it was contained, held in check by the people who loved him most.
And across the room, Washington, too, let himself breathe a little easier.
He hadn’t been able to offer Alexander what he’d wanted, but perhaps… just perhaps, the man had found what he needed.
[HAMILTON/LAURENS/LAFAYETTE]
He shits the bed at the Battle of Monmouth
[WASHINGTON]
Ev’ryone attack!
[LEE]
Retreat!
[WASHINGTON]
Attack!
[LEE]
Retreat!
Alexander snorted, a short, sharp sound of disbelief that he didn’t bother to mask. The moment hung in the air, taut with unspoken words. From across the room, Washington let out a long, slow sigh, the kind of sigh that spoke volumes, layered with a mixture of resignation, weary understanding, and something deeper. Something closer to reluctant affection.
The General’s shoulders rose with the breath and fell heavily, the sound echoing faintly off the wooden walls like the creak of a weathered floorboard. He didn’t look at Alexander directly at first, just stared ahead at the screen with the faintest tightening of his jaw.
It was a sound Alexander had come to know well over the years,used most often when he was being particularly difficult, argumentative, or brash. It didn’t stop him from pushing, never had, but it did always register. It meant Washington had noticed ,and despite himself, some part of Alexander wanted to be noticed by him, always had.
A flicker of a smirk tugged at Alexander’s lips, but it didn’t reach his eyes. "I’m not that unreasonable, am I?" he asked wryly, his tone toeing the line between teasing and defensive.
Washington finally turned his gaze toward him, slow and deliberate. His eyes, dark, steady, thoughtful, met Alexander’s with a look that was impossible to read if you didn’t know him. But Alexander did. And what he saw was not annoyance. It was exasperation wrapped around something much softer. Something almost paternal.
"You’re relentless," Washington replied flatly, though a ghost of a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth before he caught it. "Always have been."
John chuckled quietly from beside Alexander, rubbing his thumb over the back of his hand. “He doesn’t know how to be anything else.”
“And I’m not sure I’d want him to,” Washington added after a moment, his voice dropping slightly in volume, as though the weight of the truth had suddenly caught up with him.
That silenced Alexander.
[WASHINGTON]
What are you doing, Lee? Get back on your feet!
[LEE]
But there’s so many of them!
[WASHINGTON]
I’m sorry, is this not your speed?!
Hamilton!
[HAMILTON]
Ready, sir!
[WASHINGTON]
Have Lafayette take the lead!
Lafayette winced as the moment played out on the screen, the heated exchange, the commanding dismissal, and Alexander’s bristling frustration simmering beneath the surface. The tension in the room mirrored the one unfolding onscreen. Beside him, Washington remained still, a quiet mountain of authority, and Lafayette stole a glance at him, noting the firm line of his mouth, the unwavering focus in his eyes.
A wry, almost self-conscious smile tugged at the corners of the Frenchman’s lips. Pride flickered there too, unmistakably. After all, despite the political chessboard of the Continental Army and the thousands of miles between him and his homeland, he had been granted a command. And not just a token one, but a genuine, hard-earned responsibility. Yet as he turned his attention back to Alexander, seated tensely only a few meters away, the pride softened into something far more human.
“That must have hurt, Alex,” Lafayette said quietly, sincerity threading through his accent. “I’m sorry for that.”
Alexander blinked, caught off guard by the gentleness in the Frenchman’s voice. His brow furrowed slightly, confusion flashing across his face before giving way to something warmer. He shook his head, a small smile tugging reluctantly at his mouth.
“You were the best man for the job,” he said honestly, his voice low but firm. “You had the training, the strategic mind, the loyalty… I was angry, yes, but not at you.”
His gaze dropped for a moment, hands fidgeting in his lap, and then he gave a small, rueful laugh, his breath catching awkwardly.
“The general is determined,” he continued, a dry scoff slipping out, “to prove that my quill is more dangerous than a musket. Apparently, I’m worth more behind a desk than leading men on a battlefield.”
There was no malice in the words, but there was a bruised sort of frustration, one Lafayette recognized. That restless ache to do more , to prove oneself in the line of fire, to be bloodied and hardened by duty and valor. He’d seen it in Alexander many times, especially in the moments when Washington gently held him back.
Washington glanced over then, as if sensing the attention, his gaze falling on Alexander for a moment too long to be accidental. His face didn’t soften, but the slightest lift of an eyebrow spoke volumes, almost a quiet acknowledgment, maybe even a silent reassurance.
Lafayette placed a hand lightly on Alexander’s arm. “Still,” he said with a half-smile, “you fought more battles on paper than many men did in the field. And I saw you in battle, mon ami. You were never just a writer.”
Alexander looked up at him, and for a moment, his guarded expression broke, just a flicker of gratitude, of appreciation that someone had said it. Not as flattery, but as truth.
John, seated at Alexander’s other side, gave Lafayette a quiet nod of thanks before brushing his thumb gently along Alexander’s knuckles. Eliza, watching from just behind them, smiled softly at the exchange, her gaze lingering on Alexander’s face as the tension there gradually unwound.
“Command or not,” she said gently, “you led in your own way. And we’re still here because of it.”
Alexander didn’t speak right away, but his lips parted slightly, like he wanted to argue but couldn’t find the reason. Eventually, he nodded, a little more grounded.
“Merci,” he whispered, just loud enough for Lafayette to hear.
The Frenchman’s smile widened, his chest swelling with affection for his brother-in-arms. He squeezed Alexander’s arm once more before turning back toward the screen, just as the next verse began.
[HAMILTON]
Yes, sir!
[LAURENS]
A thousand soldiers die in a hundred degree heat
[LAFAYETTE]
As we snatch a stalemate from the jaws of defeat
The room grew quieter still, if that were even possible, the very air seeming to press inward, thick with memory, heavy with ghosts. The soldiers present, veterans of a revolution still in the making, frowned deeply as the images on screen drew them back into moments they had long tried to bury. Faces tightened, eyes dimmed, and shoulders that once bore the weight of war once again seemed to slump beneath its invisible load.
They could feel it, the cold, cruel bite of winter at Valley Forge, the dampness of mud-soaked trenches, the relentless ache of hunger that gnawed at the belly day after day. The rank scent of sweat and fear, the distant echo of cannon fire, the stillness of nights broken only by the murmured prayers of boys who hadn’t yet learned how to be men. These memories returned not in images, but in the bone-deep chill that settled over the room, in the twitch of a jaw or the slight shiver of a hand.
Washington’s gaze darkened as his fists tightened against the arms of his chair. Laurens’ fingers trembled subtly against his thigh. Lafayette’s brow furrowed as his mind wandered briefly to the blood-soaked snow and the letters he had written home but never sent.
It was then the voice returned, calm, resonant, and almost reverent.
“To all of you still fighting, remember this: the events that will soon be shown on screen can be changed… for better, or for worse.”
The words echoed through the room like a quiet prayer or a solemn oath, settling over each heart like a fresh coat of frost.
Alexander, seated between Eliza and John, shivered. Not from the cold, though the memory of that bone-deep chill clung to his skin like frostbite, but from something deeper. The voice, the images, the overwhelming truth of what they were watching, it cracked open something inside of him that he had spent years learning how to seal shut. The war. The blood. The loss. And even before the war, the island. The sickness. The cries that had filled his boyhood nights.
His breath caught. His vision blurred. For a second, the room disappeared, replaced by shadows and screams and saltwater.
John noticed first. He always did.
Without hesitation, he wrapped an arm tightly around Alexander’s back, pressing his palm firmly between his shoulder blades as though grounding him physically might bring him back from wherever he’d gone. “Hey,” he murmured softly, leaning in, “You’re here. You’re safe. I’ve got you.”
Eliza followed, her hand slipping gently into Alexander’s, fingers intertwining with practiced familiarity.
Alexander blinked rapidly, dragging himself back to the present. The screen flickered in front of him. His body still felt cold. But the warmth of their touch, John’s steady strength, Eliza’s unwavering calm, was a balm to the tremble in his chest.
Across the room, Washington watched silently. He could see it in Alexander’s posture, in the way his head bowed slightly, in the rigid set of his shoulders, that the younger man was battling demons older than the war. And though the General would never say it aloud, not in front of others, he felt a sting in his chest, a fierce, paternal ache. The boy had carried too much for too long.
And yet, here he sat, held together by the quiet strength of love.
The silence held for another moment, sacred and shared.
Then, slowly, the soldiers leaned forward again, eyes turning back to the screen. The past had been remembered. The present was being felt. And the future, uncertain, malleable, was waiting just ahead.
[HAMILTON]
Charles Lee was left behind
Without a pot to piss in
He started sayin’ this to anybody who would listen:
Another sharp, agitated sound escaped Alexander’s throat, half a scoff, half a growl, as the lyrics on screen struck a raw nerve. His whole body tensed, his spine snapping straight like a drawn bowstring. The flickering light from the screen danced across his face, which was rapidly turning a deep shade of red, his frustration visibly simmering just beneath the surface.
His fists clenched tightly in his lap, knuckles whitening with the force of his grip. The tendons in his neck stood out as he ground his jaw, barely containing the flood of rage threatening to spill out.
“How dare he,” Alexander hissed under his breath, his voice taut with fury. “If that wretched man so much as breathes a word to disparage your honour, General…” he trailed off, voice rising as he leaned forward, eyes blazing, “there will be hell to pay!”
He looked ready to leap out of his seat and into the fray, despite the events on screen being long in the past, or the future, depending on how one looked at it. His chest heaved with the effort of holding himself back, and his gaze flicked rapidly between the image of Charles Lee onscreen and the very real General seated only a few feet away.
Eliza, seated to his left, placed a calming hand gently on his forearm. Her thumb ran a soothing line across the tense muscles beneath his sleeve, grounding him with that one small gesture.
Across the room, Washington regarded the younger man with a knowing look. There was no surprise on the General’s face, only the faintest quirk of his brow and the weight of a thousand shared battles behind his eyes.
“I appreciate your loyalty, Alexander,” Washington said calmly, his voice low but firm, the way it always was when he needed to soothe the fire without dousing it. “But there are battles that require patience, not fury.”
Alexander glanced toward him, nostrils flaring, but the older man held his gaze with a kind of quiet authority that didn’t command obedience, it invited trust.
A beat of silence passed. Then another.
Finally, Alexander exhaled, sharp, reluctant, but enough to soften the hard line of his shoulders. “He’s lucky I’m not in command,” he muttered darkly, still seething, though he had settled back into his seat.
“Indeed,” Washington responded mildly, though his lip twitched just slightly, betraying the tiniest hint of amusement.
The screen continued to play on, but the air still vibrated faintly with Alexander’s fury, like the last echoes of cannon fire after a battle had ended.
And though the room had returned to stillness, those seated closest to Alexander knew better, it was only a ceasefire.
[LEE]
Washington cannot be left alone to his devices
Indecisive, from crisis to crisis
The best thing he can do for the revolution
Is turn n’ go back to plantin’ tobacco in Mount Vernon
[COMPANY]
Oo!!
Alexander launched himself up from the couch, the motion abrupt and charged. His entire body radiated fury, hands balled into fists and chest heaving. “Where is Lee?!” he growled through gritted teeth, his eyes locked on the screen as if he could reach through it. “He cannot disparage your honour and expect to walk away without consequence! I want a duel at dawn—let that wretched coward choke on my pistol!”
The room fell silent except for the sound of Alexander’s furious breathing. Even John and Eliza startled at the vehemence in his voice. The rest of the room looked between him and Washington, unsure whether to intervene.
Washington slowly stood, his face stern and unreadable. “You will not issue a challenge, Colonel Hamilton,” he said, his tone calm but heavy with warning.
Alexander spun toward him, disbelief painted across his face. “Sir?! You heard what he said! The man slandered you, your honour, your leadership, he spat on everything you’ve done for this army! And we’re just meant to ignore that?”
“Lee’s words will not be answered with pistols,” Washington replied firmly. “Not by you. Not by anyone under my command.”
Alexander’s voice rose, desperate and indignant. “Then how do we defend your name, sir? Or are we to let every coward with a bruised ego walk away and stain your reputation?”
Washington narrowed his eyes, his tone sharpening. “My reputation, Colonel, is not defended in duels. It is defended in action, in victory, and in restraint.”
Alexander took a half-step forward, his face flushed with emotion. “And what of loyalty?” he challenged. “What of standing by the men who’ve given their blood, their minds, their lives ,for this cause? For you? Am I meant to just sit here and swallow that venom because it’s the proper thing to do?”
“You are meant to serve this army, not your pride,” Washington snapped, and for a second, the room was struck cold by the sudden bite in the General’s voice. “I will not see this war undone by another rash decision driven by emotion.”
Alexander’s fists shook at his sides. “This isn’t about me , sir! This is about you! I refuse to let that man poison your legacy while we sit by, quill in hand, writing reports!”
Washington’s jaw tensed, his next words slower but cutting. “I know what Charles Lee has said. I know the damage it may do. But I also know that giving him what he wants, your rage, your reaction , only proves his point.”
There was a pause, a tense silence where neither man backed down.
Alexander’s voice dropped, a hoarse whisper. “And what about what I want? What I believe I was meant to do?” He stepped closer, face taut with frustration. “I’m not a secretary, sir. I never was.”
Washington’s eyes flickered with something deeper, sadness, perhaps, or the weight of disappointment. “You are more than a secretary,” he said quietly. “But right now, you are the man I rely on to hold this army together. And that , is greater than Lee’s petty insults.”
Alexander blinked, the fire in him still flickering, but uncertain now. The General’s voice softened, but his eyes remained intense. “You think I don’t feel the urge to defend my name? To strike back when they call me weak or a tyrant? I do. Every day. But the moment I let anger rule me, we all lose.”
The younger man looked away, jaw clenched and eyes glassy, the breath leaving him slowly. He didn’t respond, couldn’t.
Washington finally placed a hand gently on his shoulder, voice gentler. “Your loyalty does me honour, Alexander. But your wisdom, your fire, it must be tempered. You are not just defending me . You are building something greater than either of us.”
Alexander stood still for a long moment. Then slowly, with a reluctant sigh, he sat back down beside Eliza and John, his body still tense but his fight softened, for now. Eliza quietly reached for his hand, grounding him, while John rested a hand on his back, their presence a silent reminder that he was not alone.
Across the room, Washington remained standing, watching him with a quiet look. The fire had not gone unnoticed. But neither had the restraint.
And in that moment, Alexander Hamilton was no less a soldier for having sat back down.
[WASHINGTON]
Don’t do a thing. History will prove him wrong
Washington gestured firmly toward the screen, the moving image flickering across his face like firelight. His expression was unreadable for a beat, his brow furrowed in thought. For a moment, his eyes darted to Lin, still seated quietly beside Martha, watching the drama unfold with an almost reverent stillness. But quickly, the General’s gaze returned to Alexander, sharp and unyielding, as though trying to imprint the words he was about to speak deep into the younger man’s soul.
“Don’t you see?” he began, voice low but carrying the full weight of command. “I am grateful for your loyalty, Alexander. And yes, for the rage that comes with it. I see it, burning in you like a forge. That fire, that unrelenting drive, it’s what brought you here, what made me choose you in the first place.”
He stepped closer now, the room falling utterly silent as if sensing the gravity of the moment. “But that same fire can become a blaze that consumes everything around it. And it is not worth jeopardizing the success of this army. Not for one man’s slander. Not even mine.”
Alexander blinked, swallowing hard. The trembling had begun to subside, but the tension in his shoulders remained, his jaw set tight with the effort of holding back a thousand emotions.
Washington’s tone deepened, his voice heavy with the burden of leadership. “If we succeed in this war, when we succeed, what comes after will shape not only your legacy and mine, but the very fabric of this new nation. That is where your influence will matter most. Not in proving a point to Charles Lee. Not in firing a pistol at dawn.”
He let those words hang in the air. A quiet honesty followed, threaded with something paternal, unspoken yet present. “Your words, your pen,your mind, will echo far longer than your weapons. I see it. And I need you to see it too.”
Alexander looked away, blinking again, this time more rapidly. The fight in him wasn’t gone, but it was dimmed by the clarity of Washington’s reasoning, the raw truth beneath the authority. He clenched and unclenched his fists, nodding once, as if trying to lock the lesson into his heart.
“You want to defend me, and I… I’m moved by that,” Washington added, quieter now, voice near breaking with conviction. “But in doing so, you must learn to hold the line not just on the battlefield, but within yourself. That is the kind of leader we need.”
Alexander let out a slow, shaky breath, his gaze falling to the floor.
Washington stepped back at last, straightening his coat with a measured breath. The room still hadn’t stirred. Not a soldier nor civilian spoke. Even Lafayette, who normally wore his heart on his sleeve, sat silent in the moment’s gravity.
And Alexander, still seated but quieter now, nodded again. His voice, when it came, was barely more than a whisper. “I understand, sir.”
Washington gave him one final look, one that said more than orders or doctrine ever could.
“I hope you remember that… when the time comes,” the General replied.
The room slowly turned back to the screen, the tension slowly bleeding into silence.
But as the others focused again on the glowing stage and the story continuing to unfold, Washington remained still. His gaze lingered not on the performance, but on the boy, no, the man , he had chosen, the one who now sat between two people who loved him deeply, visibly shaken but allowing himself to be grounded by their touch.
And then, finally, Washington’s gaze shifted to the screen.
The “future,” they called it. A window into what might come.
In theory, it should have been reassuring. A glimpse of victory. A validation of sacrifice.
But in his chest, something twisted, quiet, cold, and deeply human. He knew war. He knew consequence. He knew men.
And he knew that whatever version of the future awaited them… he was unlikely to be pleased.
Perhaps it would reveal his mistakes. His regrets. The legacy he'd tried so hard to shape. Perhaps, most of all, it would show how little control he truly had over the world he helped to build.
“I’m not sure I want to see how this ends.”
Martha gently placed her hand over his, offering the only answer she could: presence. Silent understanding.
[HAMILTON]
But, sir!
[WASHINGTON]
We have a war to fight, let’s move along
[LAURENS]
Strong words from Lee, someone oughta hold him to it
Washington let out a low, rumbling noise of discontent, his stern gaze locking onto John Laurens across the room. The tension that had been steadily building since the start of the scene now hung heavy in the air, thick as smoke on a battlefield.
John had taken Alexander into his arms, holding him tightly against his chest in a clear effort to ground the younger man. Alexander’s body was still taut with rage, his hands clenched into fists where they gripped the front of John’s coat, but he had stopped shaking slightly. His breathing was uneven, harsh exhales brushing against John’s shoulder as he tried to center himself. John murmured softly in Alexander’s ear, words too quiet to be caught by others, though the comfort in his tone was unmistakable.
Washington’s eyes narrowed slightly, and his jaw ticked as he took in the scene. There was something about the fiery defiance in Alexander, paired with John’s protective intensity, that made his warning necessary.
“Laurens,” Washington said at last, his voice low but carrying the weight of command honed on countless battlefields. It cut through the air with razor precision, instantly drawing the attention of the room. There was no anger in his tone, only steel.
John looked up, startled by the direct address, but didn’t let go of Alexander. The general’s gaze had sharpened, his expression unreadable save for a glint of wary concern in his eyes.
“I sincerely hope you will not do anything stupid,” Washington continued, each word deliberate, as if measuring them carefully before offering them as both a warning and an appeal. “I know your temper, and I know your loyalty… but I also know how easily recklessness can cost us everything.”
The room went still. Eliza’s hand tightened where it rested on Alexander’s arm, anchoring him. Hercules and Lafayette exchanged uneasy glances. Even Jefferson looked unusually serious, watching the unfolding moment with a quiet sort of intrigue.
John held the General’s gaze, the fire in his own eyes dimming slightly in recognition of the weight behind the words. He nodded once, firm, but respectful.
“I hear you, sir,” he said. “And I understand.”
Washington studied him for another moment before giving a slow nod of acknowledgment. Though his features remained composed, there was the faintest flicker of something else in his eyes, relief, maybe, or a hope that his words had reached them before the storm could ignite.
Alexander, who had calmed slightly, pressed his forehead to John’s shoulder and let out a quiet breath. His voice, when it came, was hoarse. “I won’t do anything rash… I promise. But I can’t stand by while they tear you down, sir. You don’t deserve that.”
Washington’s features softened just a fraction, the corners of his mouth twitching, not quite into a smile but into something close. His voice gentled, though it retained its firm core.
“I know, son. But we must choose our battles and when to fight them.”
As Alexander nodded slowly, Washington turned his gaze back to the flickering screen, though he didn’t truly see it. His thoughts had drifted inward, lingering on the painful truth of what had just played out. The screen showed echoes of a future already written, and though he did not yet know the full extent of what was to come, a shadow crossed his features.
[HAMILTON]
I can’t disobey direct orders
[LAURENS]
Then I’ll do it
Alexander, you’re the closest friend I’ve got
Peggy let out a bright peal of laughter, quickly muffling it behind her hand as she leaned back into the arm of the sofa. Her gaze swept to the other couch nearby, where a tangle of limbs had taken shape, a quiet, messy testament to affection and comfort. Alexander was cocooned in the middle, his face still tucked firmly into John’s chest, while Eliza curled protectively around his back, her fingers gently brushing the fabric of his waistcoat as though to silently reassure him with her presence.
“God above,” Peggy murmured with a playful roll of her eyes, her voice rich with teasing amusement. “Yes, John, the closest ‘friend’ you’ve got,” she said, her tone dripping in good-natured sarcasm, the smirk tugging at her lips unmistakably Schuyler in its mischief.
John didn’t bristle, nor did he respond with his usual sarcasm in kind. Instead, he met Peggy’s gaze and offered a soft smile, the edges of it tinged with an almost boyish awe. His hand rested on Alexander’s back, fingertips drawing small, rhythmic circles, an unconscious gesture meant to soothe.
“I never thought I’d get to have this,” he said after a moment, his voice low and reverent, as if the admission itself was fragile enough to shatter if spoken too loudly.
His eyes lingered on Alexander, who had begun to relax under the gentle touches, his tension slowly melting into quiet exhaustion. Then John’s gaze shifted to Eliza, who had nestled against Alexander’s back with such natural familiarity it was as if she belonged there, and she did. Her eyes were closed, her breathing soft, her hand rising and falling with each breath Alexander took.
Peggy’s smile dimmed into something softer, more tender, as she looked upon the three of them. For all her earlier sarcasm, the warmth in her eyes was sincere. “You deserve it, all of you,” she said quietly, her tone losing its edge.
The firelight flickered, casting golden hues across the room, softening the sharp lines of war-worn faces. Around them, others had settled into their own pockets of reflection and rest, but the hush that had fallen over the space seemed to make this moment sacred, carved out from the chaos of battles both remembered and yet to come.
[HAMILTON]
Laurens, do not throw away your shot
Washington closed his eyes and took a long, deep breath, the kind drawn not just from exasperation but from bone-deep weariness, the kind that only came with years of command and the weight of decisions that could tilt the fate of a nation. “I knew you would, John,” he murmured, his voice laced with a calm disappointment that somehow cut deeper than anger. “I cannot say I am surprised.”
The General’s large hand rose to pinch the bridge of his nose, his eyes momentarily shut as if warding off a growing headache. When he opened them again, they landed first on John, who stood looking distinctly sheepish, his hand still loosely holding Alexander’s, then shifted to the younger man himself, who stared at the floor with a rare expression of guilt flickering across his face.
Washington sighed again, slower this time, heavier. “This is the future, no?” he asked aloud, though his question was directed at no one in particular. There was a hollow edge to the way he said future , as if the very word held an unfamiliar weight he wasn’t yet ready to carry.
Lin, who had been sitting stiffly beside Martha, leaned forward slightly, offering his response in a voice that tried to bridge reverence and honesty. “Yes, sir. The duel… it would not have occurred in your timeline yet.”
The General turned his head slightly to observe Lin, nodding slowly as he processed the confirmation. His features were pinched now, drawn in with the tension of a man who suddenly found himself trying to corral not just the chaos of war but the unpredictable actions of his own inner circle.
Then, with a quiet sigh of resolve, he straightened in his seat, the commanding presence of the General returning in full. His eyes sharpened as they locked onto Alexander and John like a pair of musket sights.
“Neither of you,” he began, his tone low and uncompromising, “will engage in a duel with Charles Lee upon our return. Am I clear?”
The room was deathly silent for a beat, and then both men nodded in sync. almost boyishly, as though they'd been scolded for sneaking out after curfew. Alexander muttered something under his breath that might’ve been yes, sir, though it was barely audible. John dipped his head slightly, a flush of red blooming across his cheeks.
“Yes, sir,” John echoed aloud, trying to sound composed but unable to hide the slight guilt in his voice.
Washington let out a slow breath, his jaw tightening as he turned his attention back to the screen. But even as his eyes watched the events unfold, his thoughts lingered on the two men beside one another. He could feel the wild fire burning in Alexander, passion, pride, and loyalty all wrapped together dangerously close to a spark. And beside him, John, more grounded, but no less devoted, would follow that fire straight into the storm if it meant defending someone he loved.
Washington knew what that kind of bond could inspire. And what it could cost.
Chapter 16: Ten Duel Commandments
Chapter Text
[MEN]
One, two, three, four
[FULL COMPANY]
Five, six, seven, eight, nine…
Washington’s head turned slowly, his gaze sharp as a bayonet as it fixed on Alexander and John. His expression was unreadable at first, quiet and calm in a way that somehow felt more dangerous than any explosion of anger. But those who knew the General, those who had served under him, fought beside him could see the signs. The clenched jaw. The cold edge in his eye. The faint crease between his brows.
“I sincerely hope,” he began, his voice low and edged with steel, “that what I just witnessed on that screen is not a reflection of what you two are truly considering.”
The fire popped in the hearth, but no one else made a sound. The room had gone completely still.
Across the way, Eliza froze with a soft intake of breath, her hand halfway toward Alexander, hovering between comfort and tension. Peggy glanced between the men, her smirk from earlier gone. Even Jefferson had the decency to go silent, his usual swagger replaced by wary curiosity.
Alexander sat stiffly beside John, who still had one arm curled around him protectively. The younger man’s eyes met Washington’s, and though he didn’t flinch, the guilt and dread rising in his chest were undeniable. He looked like a boy caught sneaking out after curfew, and he hated how much the General’s disappointment hit harder than any shouted reprimand ever could.
John, more accustomed to pushing back, opened his mouth first. “Sir, it wasn’t anything official, just talk, nothing more.”
But Washington raised a hand to cut him off. The gesture was not harsh. It was slow. Exhausted.
“I know it was talk,” Washington said. “And that’s what worries me.”
He turned his full attention to Alexander now, and the younger man almost wished he hadn’t. There was no anger in the General’s expression, just something far heavier. Sadness. Weariness. A kind of paternal betrayal.
“You,” Washington said, voice quieter now, “I expected more from.”
Alexander's breath hitched. The words were a blade slid between his ribs. He lowered his eyes to the floor, his defiance withering under the weight of the General’s gaze.
“You think I don’t understand ?” Washington continued. “You think I haven’t felt the fire that’s currently burning through your chest? I’ve tasted it, Alexander. I’ve lived with my name being dragged through the dirt. I’ve watched men like Charles Lee fail upward while better men, braver men are overlooked.”
Alexander opened his mouth, then closed it again, jaw tight.
“I did not make you my aide because you had something to prove,” Washington said. “I made you my aide because you have the mind and the voice to build what comes after this war. Because you could do more with a pen than most can with a battalion.”
He exhaled slowly, shaking his head. “But if you let vengeance and pride rule your actions, then I have failed you.”
John’s hand tightened protectively on Alexander’s shoulder, and Alexander leaned slightly into it, just enough to show he was still listening, still tethered.
“You’re not just a soldier,” Washington added. “You’re my responsibility. And I’ll be damned if I let you throw your life away over Charles Lee’s insults.”
There was no heat in his voice now, just the worn, pained tone of a man who had buried too many young men already. “You are so eager to fight for honour, but do you understand what honour truly means? It is not measured in bullets or blood. It’s measured in the legacy you leave behind when the guns finally go quiet.”
Silence followed. The only sound was the fire in the hearth and Alexander’s shallow breathing.
“I have lost too many sons to duels, to rage, to pride,” Washington continued, his voice barely above a whisper now. “I will not lose you, too.”
That finally broke something in Alexander.
He looked up slowly, eyes shimmering, throat tight. His fists were clenched on his lap, knuckles white. After a moment, he nodded.
“Understood, sir,” he said quietly.
Washington gave no immediate response. He simply watched Alexander for a long moment, his face unreadable, the lines around his eyes seeming deeper than before.
Then he leaned back, the exhaustion of years of war settling into his bones.
“And you, Laurens,” he added, his tone sharpening once more, turning to the man still holding Alexander close, “I sincerely hope you won’t do anything foolish, either.”
John straightened slightly, meeting Washington’s gaze. “No, sir,” he said, quietly but firmly.
Washington looked at both of them, two young men full of fire, love, and dangerous conviction, and let out a heavy sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“This is the future, no?” he asked aloud, not to anyone in particular.
Lin shifted beside him, startled slightly by the question but answering honestly. “Yes, sir. The duel wouldn’t have occurred yet in your timeline.”
The General nodded slowly. “Then let us make damn sure it never does.”
As the screen continued to play, Washington turned away, his eyes momentarily distant. He said nothing else, but his expression was clouded with worry. He knew, in his heart, that what he had just seen was not an idle threat. These boys, these sons of the Revolution, would carry more than muskets on their backs. They carried fury, purpose, and heartbreak.
And for the first time in a long while, Washington wondered whether the future he saw unfolding on the screen was a warning… or a curse.
[BURR/HAMILTON/LAURENS/LEE]
It’s the Ten Duel Commandments
[FULL COMPANY]
It’s the Ten Duel Commandments
Number one!
From further back in the room, Thomas Jefferson’s voice rang out with his usual blend of derision and disbelief. He leaned lazily against the arm of his chair, a glass of half-finished whiskey in his hand, his tone half-mocking but genuinely puzzled.
“Why on earth are they listing the rules of a duel?” he asked, eyebrows raised, “Any well-bred male from a respectable family would already understand the code of challenging and accepting a duel. It’s practically second nature.”
Several of the others turned to look at him, but no one offered a reply right away.
Laurens frowned slightly, arms still loosely wrapped around Alexander, who remained nestled against him, eyes locked on the screen but not really seeing it. Eliza’s hand softly traced calming patterns along Alexander’s back. Neither of them answered Jefferson.
Hercules tilted his head, confused but thoughtful. “That may be true in our time… but maybe not for everyone now.”
Lin made a sound of acknowledgement to Hercules’s words, slowly leaning forward from his seat beside Washington and Martha, his voice steady but laced with caution. “In our reality,” he said, careful to enunciate and keep his tone respectful, “duelling is prohibited. As is owning any sort of firearm in many countries.”
Jefferson blinked. “Prohibited? Entirely?”
Lin nodded, folding his hands on his lap. “Yes. In most places, drawing a weapon on another person, even for honour, is considered criminal. It’s seen as archaic, dangerous. Outdated.”
Burr, who had remained quiet for much of the scene, tilted his head slightly, watching Lin with narrowed eyes. “That… would’ve changed a lot,” he muttered, mostly to himself.
John looked over at Lin with a puzzled furrow between his brows. “So, what do people do when their honour’s challenged?” he asked, not mockingly, but with genuine curiosity.
“There are… other ways,” Lin replied softly. “Public discourse. Legal systems. Debate. Not all of them are perfect, but we’ve tried to evolve beyond killing each other over pride.”
Jefferson scoffed, setting down his glass with a clink. “Sounds dreadfully civilised.”
His sarcastic comment earned him a sharp look from Angelica, who sat nearby. “Better than leaving children fatherless over wounded egos,” she snapped.
Jefferson lifted both hands in a mock surrender, though the smile never left his face.
Meanwhile, Washington stared silently at the screen, where the commandments of a duel continued to be listed with rhythmic precision. His brow was tight with thought, but he said nothing.
“That’s why this part had to be included,” Lin nodded to the screen. “ The audience would not have understood the following events if the commandments hadn’t previously been shown. To show just how much things have changed.”
Alexander gave a small nod, eyes never leaving the screen.
And then quietly, from the corner, Philip, who had barely spoken for a while, whispered, “I didn’t know the rules, either.”
The words were almost lost in the hum of the fire, but everyone heard them. Eliza’s breath caught as her gaze darted toward him, but Philip looked down, twisting his hands in his lap.
Washington’s gaze remained on the young man for a long moment, the weight of generations behind his stare.
Lin looked between them all, his throat tight. “Sometimes the rules don’t matter. Not when you’ve already decided you have something to prove.”
[LAURENS]
The challenge: demand satisfaction
If they apologize, no need for further action
Alexander scoffed at the screen, his features already twisting into a scowl. “So we’re supposed to just sit there and let him slander you?” he snapped, voice tight with fury. “That man deserves a bullet and a mouth full of dirt.”
Eliza’s hand immediately went to his arm, fingers curling in gently, grounding. He was already vibrating with barely-contained rage.
Washington exhaled sharply, arms crossed as he kept his gaze on the younger man. “A demand should never be issued. Pistols are never the solution.”
John, who had remained quiet until now, shifted forward in his seat, his own jaw clenched. “But sometimes, sir, the only thing a man like Lee respects is consequence.” His voice was calmer than Alexander’s, but the heat beneath his words was unmistakable. “If he insults your honor, there should be a response.”
Washington’s eyes narrowed slightly. “Is that how you would protect me, Laurens? With more spilled blood?”
John didn’t flinch. “If it comes to that, yes, sir.”
Eliza’s eyes darted from John to Alexander, clearly distressed by the quiet fury rising in both men. “Please, both of you,” she said softly, “this isn’t how we fix anything.”
Alexander stood abruptly, unable to stay seated as his emotions flared. “You expect me to let him tarnish your name? After everything you’ve done? He called you a coward!” His fists clenched at his sides, voice growing louder with every word. “Do you expect us to stand by and let him ?”
Washington’s tone was steel. “Yes.”
The room stilled.
“I expect you to rise above it,” he continued, locking eyes with Alexander. “Because you are better than that. You both are.”
Alexander’s face twisted with disbelief. “So we let him speak lies?”
“He speaks to hear himself talk,” Washington replied, his voice steady but cold. “That man doesn’t lead anymore. He clings to scraps of relevance by provoking others to drag themselves down to his level.”
John stood now too, though not with the same fire as Alexander. He kept his voice low, but firm. “Sir, respectfully… that man can still shape how others view you. How history views you.”
Washington sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “And you think trading shots with him will fix that? That bleeding on a dueling ground will preserve my reputation?”
Alexander’s voice broke through again. “Then what do we do? Just smile while he spits on your name?”
“You hold your head high,” Washington said, turning fully to face him, the full weight of his command pressing down. “And you let the truth speak for itself. Time will remember actions, not the petty words of a disgraced man.”
There was a pause. A stubborn silence.
John reached for Alexander’s arm, gently tugging him back toward the couch, but Alex resisted.
“You don’t understand,” Alexander muttered, his voice low and sharp, “he’s trying to rewrite you .”
“And you think I haven’t lived with that every day since accepting command?” Washington’s tone was clipped now, his disappointment obvious. “You don’t think I’ve been painted as a tyrant? A failure? I have. But my job is not to protect my honor , Alexander. It’s to win this war. To ensure we all have a future.”
Alexander looked torn, his fury now mingling with something heavier, hurt, frustration, a child unable to protect the father figure he so admired.
Washington took a step closer, softer now but no less firm. “I’m grateful for your loyalty. Both of you.” He glanced briefly at John, who lowered his gaze respectfully. “But if you want to honor me, you do it by living. By building. Not by dying over pride.”
John finally sat back down, but Alexander remained standing, looking down at the General, jaw tight.
Eliza reached up and took his hand, guiding him slowly back beside her. “Please,” she whispered, “don’t throw yourself away over this.”
Reluctantly, Alexander sat. His shoulders trembled faintly as John wrapped an arm around him from one side, Eliza from the other. The fight hadn’t left him, but it had quieted.
Washington turned away, looking toward the dimming light of the screen, his face shadowed in thought. He didn’t speak again, but the reflection in his eyes was clear.
If this future is true, if what I saw is yet to come… then I’ve already failed them in ways I don’t understand. And that may be the deepest wound of all.
[COMPANY]
Number two!
[LAURENS]
If they don’t, grab a friend, that’s your second
[HAMILTON]
Your lieutenant when there’s reckoning to be reckoned
“Didn’t the previous song include an order for Alexander not to duel?” Angelica’s voice cut through the room, sharp and laced with thinly veiled anger. Her posture was stiff, arms crossed over her chest, her eyes narrowed as they locked onto Alexander. There was more than concern in her voice there was fire, the distinct edge of a protective sister ready to fight on behalf of her kin.
The others turned toward her, the tension in the room shifting once again.
Angelica didn’t wait for a reply. “He left Eliza at our father’s house in Albany. Pregnant. And now he’s throwing himself into danger, again?” Her gaze flicked to Eliza, who looked down quietly, her fingers tightly entwined with Alexander’s.
Washington’s expression darkened, his jaw flexing. He stared at the paused image on the screen, then let out a long breath through his nose. “The order was only for Alexander not to duel,” he muttered, almost to himself but loud enough to be heard. “It never explicitly stopped him from being a second.”
The silence that followed was thick.
He rubbed his brow, already mentally cataloging how, upon returning to their timeline, he would need to revise his words, explicitly and repeatedly , to leave no room for interpretation. “I’ll need to make that clearer next time,” he added under his breath. “He’ll find any damn loophole if it means defending my name…”
From the opposite sofa, Alexander had shifted closer to John’s side, still curled partially into him. With a subtle tilt of his head, he leaned in and spoke softly into John’s ear, the warmth of his breath brushing just under the curl of his friend’s jaw. “I would happily be your second,” he whispered, his voice low but unmistakably fierce.
John smiled small, crooked, grateful and squeezed Alexander’s waist with one arm, pulling him just slightly closer in thanks. “I know,” he murmured in return, his voice gentle and proud. “And I’d do the same for you.”
It was a quiet exchange, nearly lost among the noise of conflicting emotions echoing around the room. But to those who noticed, it was an intimate, heartfelt reminder that their loyalty to each other burned just as brightly as their devotion to the cause.
Washington caught the moment from the corner of his eye. He didn’t speak, but his brows furrowed as he exhaled. The weight of command, of keeping brilliant, passionate men like Alexander and John alive, settled heavier on his shoulders.
They’re going to test every boundary I set , he thought grimly.
[COMPANY]
Number three!
[LEE]
Have your seconds meet face to face
[BURR]
Negotiate a peace…
[HAMILTON]
Or negotiate a time and place
Jefferson scoffed, his arms crossed and his gaze cutting toward Alexander with open disdain. Even though the man before him was clearly younger, the resemblance to the fiery, unrelenting adversary he knew from his own timeline was unmistakable. His lip curled slightly in distaste, the way one might react to an opponent too troublesome to ignore but too clever to dismiss.
“Good luck with that, Burr,” Jefferson muttered, his tone clipped and laced with sarcasm.
Aaron, who had been watching the screen in contemplative silence, jumped slightly at the unexpected address. He blinked, turning toward the Virginian with a furrowed brow. “I do not understand, Mr. Jefferson,” he said slowly, confusion thick in his voice. “Why would I need luck?”
Jefferson let out another scoff, gesturing vaguely, but sharply, toward Alexander, who sat not far away, leaned into John’s side with Eliza nearby. “Because he is exhausting,” Jefferson said flatly. “Stubborn, self-righteous, and has the most insufferable habit of acting like he’s the only one in the room with a brain. Loud. Close-minded. Unrelenting.”
Before Jefferson could add more to his tirade, James Madison, standing beside him with his usual quiet poise, spoke in a calm, measured tone. “He is a very determined speaker,” he said. “Once his mind is set, it is… near impossible to change.”
Aaron Burr glanced over at Alexander with mild curiosity. As if on cue, Alexander, sensing the scrutiny, glanced over his shoulder, caught Burr’s eye, and visibly pouted, lips pushed out in a stubborn, exaggerated frown.
John snorted beside him, leaning in. “You’re pouting again,” he teased.
“I am not,” Alexander grumbled.
“You absolutely are,” Eliza added, resting her chin on his shoulder with a soft chuckle.
Jefferson rolled his eyes. “See? And you’re all encouraging it.”
Before anyone could reply, a voice cut through the room. not loud, but firm enough to still the air.
“I believe that’s enough.”
The room quieted. General Washington had risen slightly from his seat, one hand resting on the back of the sofa where Martha still sat alongside Lin. His gaze was steady, piercing, not furious, but watchful. Measured.
He looked directly at Jefferson, then Burr. “You may find him difficult. You may not agree with his methods. But speak with care.”
Jefferson raised an eyebrow, but Washington’s tone gave no room for rebuttal.
“Alexander Hamilton is under my command. And my protection,” the General continued, his voice never rising, but each word landing with precision. “He is not without flaw but neither are any of us. And I will not have him spoken of like a rabid animal simply because he doesn’t suit your expectations.”
There was a long silence. Burr looked slightly abashed, while Jefferson, though clearly still irritated, glanced away without further comment.
Washington looked between the two of them one last time, then allowed his shoulders to relax slightly as he sat back down. “Challenge him if you must. Correct him if you believe it is beneficial or come to me. But do not underestimate him. That will be your mistake.”
Back on the other sofa, Alexander shifted awkwardly, visibly unsure how to react to the defense. He looked toward Washington, who did not return the gaze, only watched the screen once more with a faint crease between his brows.
John leaned into Alexander, whispering quietly, “See? You’re not the only one who thinks you’re worth defending.”
[BURR]
This is commonplace, ‘specially ‘tween recruits
[COMPANY]
Most disputes die, and no one shoots
“If only that was true…” Lin muttered under his breath, scratching lightly at the back of his neck. The adrenaline that had coursed through him since his arrival, since being faced with the flesh and blood embodiments of legends, was finally beginning to settle, leaving in its wake a wave of exhaustion and unease.
His words were quiet, meant for himself, perhaps, but the room was hushed enough that every syllable cut cleanly through the still air.
Washington, seated to Lin’s far left on the opposite end of the sofa beside Martha, turned his head slowly, his sharp eyes narrowing with quiet precision. “What, kind sir,” the General said evenly, “does that mean?”
The weight of the question hit Lin like a blast of cold air.
He froze.
The breath he took caught halfway down his throat as he realized all eyes had shifted toward him. He looked up toward Washington, only to find the General’s gaze fixed directly on him, calm, unreadable, but unmistakably commanding.
Lin opened his mouth, fumbling for an evasion. “I-”
But before he could even finish the thought, Washington’s eyes hardened ever so slightly. Not with malice, but with something deeper, authority, expectation. Though Lin was not a soldier, nor ever had been, the quiet power in that gaze made him straighten in his seat as if standing before a superior officer.
“I… don’t know if I’m able to say, sir,” Lin admitted weakly, his voice small in comparison to the magnitude of what hovered unspoken in the air.
He winced when the voice,clear and ever-present, responded aloud into the room, as if anticipating his hesitation:
“It is not dangerous for it to be told.”
Lin exhaled slowly, fingers brushing anxiously through his hair before he let his hand fall back to his lap. He looked back toward Washington, then, straightening his spine, meeting the General’s gaze with all the courage he could muster.
“A duel,” Lin said quietly. “Alexander… was involved in several duels. Some of them… well, in many of them, the gun was fired.”
The words seemed to echo into the heavy silence that followed.
Washington’s jaw tightened. His eyes flicked, briefly, involuntarily, toward Alexander, who sat a short distance away, shifting uneasily under the scrutiny. Alexander was watching the floor now, jaw clenched, one hand twisting slightly at the hem of his coat.
“I see,” the General said at last, his voice quiet but weighted. The muscles at the side of his neck twitched, his shoulders stiffening subtly beneath his uniform. “And these were… formal duels?”
“Yes,” Lin confirmed softly. “ Pistols. Honor disputes. And…” His voice faded, unsure if he should add more. He looked around the room, noting the tense expressions, Eliza’s pale knuckles clenched where she held Alexander’s hand, John’s brow furrowed, Lafayette’s face unreadable.
“Some were to defend others,” Lin added quietly, his eyes falling again on Alexander. “And some… were more complicated.”
Washington remained silent, the storm behind his eyes quiet, yet still building. He looked once more at Alexander, not harshly, but with something closer to resignation. A heaviness, like the weight of inevitability.
“How many times?” he asked, the question deceptively soft.
Lin hesitated. “Too many,” he whispered.
Washington nodded once, as though confirming something only he understood. “Then perhaps,” he said slowly, “my orders must become far clearer. If the flames in him cannot be extinguished… then I must ensure they are guided.”
Alexander looked up, startled by the tone. It was not scolding, but deeply paternal, weary with love and fear.
Washington’s voice was gentler now, but only just: “You are too important to waste your life on another man’s insult, Alexander. If you insist on risking yourself… at least know that I would not bear it lightly.”
The room sat in silence.
Lin blinked quickly, overwhelmed by the weight of what had just been said by the fact that it had been said at all .
Alexander nodded.
Just once. A flicker of acknowledgment, his throat tight with emotion.
But in Washington’s eyes, it was enough. For now.
Number four!
[LAURENS]
If they don’t reach a peace, that’s alright
Time to get some pistols and a doctor on site
[HAMILTON]
You pay him in advance, you treat him with civility
[BURR]
You have him turn around so he can have deniability
“Yes,” Angelica scoffed, her voice sharp enough to slice through the heavy tension in the room. “It is completely acceptable for two men’s egos to spiral so far out of control that they arrange to shoot at one another in some remote field at dawn, but the doctor must turn around so he can deny everything?” Her tone dripped with bitter sarcasm, each word laced with frustration, her eyes flashing as she folded her arms tightly across her chest.
Alexander visibly winced, his shoulders tensing as if physically struck by the weight of her rebuke. The muscles along his jaw clenched, his gaze sinking downward, unable, or perhaps unwilling, to meet her eyes. Though she hadn’t addressed him by name, it was painfully clear who her sharpness had been aimed at.
He swallowed hard.
There was no anger in his posture, just guilt, a quiet, gnawing guilt that curled in his chest and made it harder to breathe. Angelica had always been capable of cutting to the heart of things, of wrapping truth in rhetoric that no argument could stand against. And this time was no different.
John glanced between the two of them, his arm instinctively pressing closer around Alexander’s back in silent support. His eyes flicked to Eliza, who was watching her sister with a stricken expression, torn between understanding Angelica’s frustration and protecting the man she loved.
“I understand the tradition,” Angelica continued, more tightly now, as though she were holding back a tide of deeper emotion. “The honor, the reputation, the codes, yes, I’ve heard all of it. But none of it makes sense when it ends in blood. Or death. Or someone’s husband, someone’s father, not coming home .”
Lin glanced down at his lap, not daring to speak. Even Washington, whose usual presence filled a room with command, stayed quiet, his eyes heavy with understanding, but not disagreement.
Alexander finally lifted his head, eyes meeting Angelica’s. They were glassy, though no tears had yet fallen. He looked… ashamed. And exhausted.
“I never wanted to hurt her,” he said softly. “Or you. Or anyone.”
Angelica’s expression softened, just slightly, but her voice was still firm. “Then stop giving the world so many chances to lose you.”
Another silence fell, quieter this time. Less charged, but no less raw.
From beside him, Eliza’s hand slipped into Alexander’s. Her grip was gentle, but grounding.
John’s fingers tapped lightly against his side. A silent rhythm of reassurance.
Washington’s voice finally broke the quiet. “Miss Schuyler speaks with wisdom,” he said, nodding toward Angelica. “Honor is a fragile thing, and pride an even more dangerous master.”
Alexander exhaled shakily, the storm in him slowly ebbing under the weight of the truth he could no longer argue with.
“I’ll try,” he murmured, and though it wasn’t a promise, it was something. And in this moment, it was enough.
[COMPANY]
Five!
[LEE]
Duel before the sun is in the sky
[COMPANY]
Pick a place to die where it’s high and dry
Number six!
[HAMILTON]
Leave a note for your next of kin
Tell ‘em where you been. Pray that hell or heaven lets you in
[COMPANY]
Seven!
[LEE]
Confess your sins. Ready for the moment of adrenaline when you finally face your opponent
[COMPANY]
Number eight!
[LAURENS/LEE/HAMILTON/BURR]
Your last chance to negotiate
Send in your seconds, see if they can set the record straight…
[BURR]
Alexander
[HAMILTON]
Aaron Burr, sir
[BURR]
Can we agree that duels are dumb and immature?
[HAMILTON]
Sure
Alexander winced at the sound, soft but unmistakable. The General’s sigh was low and heavy, carrying with it the unmistakable weight of disappointment. It was not a sound of anger, but of weariness, and somehow that was worse.
He glanced over and found that Washington’s gaze hadn’t shifted from the screen. The flicker of candlelight cast deep shadows on the older man’s face, but the tightness around his mouth and the crease in his brow told Alexander everything. Disappointment, yes, but something more. Resignation. Worry. A hurt he didn’t show to many.
Then the General finally spoke, his voice quiet but sharp, like steel sheathed in velvet.
“Why, Alexander…” he murmured, still not looking away. “Why could you not let the matter rest at this point?”
The question hung in the air, heavier than the tension that had already been pressing on the room. It was not rhetorical, it was personal. It was laced with something almost paternal, a sadness born from watching a younger man make the same mistake again and again.
Alexander sat straighter, his jaw clenched, but his eyes met Washington’s without flinching.
“Sir,” he began, his voice tight, the fire in it only just restrained. “This may still be our future, not yet written, but if what Lee said was true, if he truly went around tarnishing your name, then I cannot, will not , let it go unanswered.”
There was no bravado in his tone, only fierce conviction. His hands, clenched in his lap, trembled slightly, and his eyes burned with equal parts fury and pain. “Your honor is all we have to hold on to some days. The men respect you because you earned it, because you led when others faltered. If we allow someone like Lee to walk away after dragging your name through the mud, what does that say to the rest of them? To the cause?”
Washington finally turned to him, his eyes meeting Alexander’s, dark, steady, unreadable. For a long moment, he said nothing.
Then, softly but firmly, he replied.
“It says we are men above petty vengeance.”
Alexander flinched again, this time deeper, the words cutting through him in a way few others could.
“Sir, I-”
But the General held up a hand, and Alexander went silent.
“I appreciate your loyalty,” Washington said, more tired than stern now. “More than you know. But your first loyalty must always be to this army . To this nation , not to me, not to your pride. We are not here to fight personal battles, Alexander.”
Eliza, who had been quietly gripping his hand, gently squeezed it, her thumb brushing over his knuckles in silent support. John, sitting close on his other side, leaned in just slightly, his presence steady, grounding.
Alexander blinked, his chest tightening. He looked between them, then back to the General, whose gaze had returned to the flickering images on the screen.
“You taught me to fight, sir,” Alexander said quietly, “and to never back down from injustice.”
Washington nodded slowly, though he didn’t look over again. “And now I teach you when to stand still.”
The room was quiet after that, the only sound was the soft crackle of fire and the echo of the musical continuing on the screen.
But your man has to answer for his words, Burr
[BURR]
With his life? We both know that’s absurd, sir
[HAMILTON]
Hang on, how many men died because Lee was inexperienced and ruinous?
[BURR]
Okay, so we’re doin’ this
The air in the room had grown still, charged with the tension only hindsight could deliver. On the screen, the beginnings of a duel were playing out, not between Hamilton and Burr, but John and Charles Lee. And standing to the side, ready and grave, were the two appointed seconds: Alexander and Aaron Burr.
It was a brief, quiet moment, but it rippled through the watching room like a storm cloud waiting to break.
Angelica’s brows drew together as her gaze fixed firmly on Burr. She sat straighter in her chair, her voice cutting into the silence, cool and pointed.
“So let me understand something,” she began, her tone sharp with barely restrained disbelief. “You were his second , Mr. Burr. Appointed to represent another man's honor… but also to prevent bloodshed, yes?”
Burr blinked, startled. “That is… the traditional duty of a second, yes.”
“Then why ,” she continued, her tone rising just slightly, “if you had that power, if you both did, did you never once try to truly negotiate with him?”
There was a pause. Aaron opened his mouth, but she didn’t wait.
“You stood there, opposite him, supposedly meant to keep a duel from escalating, and still, you acted like a bystander. You treated diplomacy like a performance rather than a chance to understand.”
Alexander shifted beside Eliza, his lips slightly parted, stunned into silence.
Angelica’s eyes narrowed, her voice trembling with restrained anger. “Don’t you dare claim it was impossible. You could have written to him before, reached out as a friend, an ally, or even just as a human being.”
Burr straightened stiffly. “He would not have listened.”
“How would you know?” she shot back. “Did you try?”
The question landed like a blow. Burr faltered, his silence damning.
Alexander looked to Angelica, then to Burr, his expression a mix of surprise and something else, something softer. Regret, maybe.
John reached out, hand brushing Alexander’s wrist in silent support.
“You say he’s stubborn,” Angelica said quietly now, “and yes. he is. But as a second, you had a chance few others did. And you let it slip away because you thought he'd never change.”
Jefferson, from across the room, huffed a quiet scoff. “This is starting to sound like a sermon.”
Angelica’s eyes snapped to him, cold and steady. “Maybe you should listen.”
Jefferson held up a hand, mockingly contrite. Madison glanced between them, expression unreadable.
Meanwhile, Burr seemed to shrink under Angelica’s scrutiny.
“I’m not asking you to like him,” she said. “But if you’re going to play the part of the honorable statesman, at least try to do what your position demands. You weren’t just a second you were a man trusted to prevent violence, not simply show up and watch it happen.”
For a moment, all Burr could do was lower his eyes.
Washington, seated quietly nearby, had been watching Burr closely. Now he spoke, voice low and weighty.
“She’s right,” the General said. “Being a second isn’t only about structure and form. It’s about responsibility. And if either of you take that responsibility seriously-” his gaze shifted momentarily to Alexander “-perhaps fewer lives would be risked by pride.”
Burr nodded once, stiffly, his face unreadable.
Angelica, her anger now tempered with quiet disappointment, leaned back into her chair. “Opportunity is only lost when you let it slip away, Mr. Burr. Just remember that.”
Silence fell once again, the echo of what might have been, or what might still be, hanging heavy in the air.
[COMPANY]
Number nine!
[HAMILTON]
Look ‘em in the eye, aim no higher
Summon all the courage you require
Washington lowered his eyes.
The flickering light from the screen cast long shadows over the room, playing tricks with the expressions of those watching. But no shadow could mask the tight line of his mouth, the furrow of his brow, or the raw tension radiating from his frame. His posture remained composed, rigid as always, but beneath it was a man barely holding himself together.
His hands, resting on his knees, clenched into fists. Unconsciously. His knuckles were white with pressure. The air around him felt heavy, stifling with the weight of what he feared was coming.
His mind was spinning.
Alexander had been forbidden to duel. That had been his command. And Alexander had obeyed,barely, but John...
John had stepped forward instead.
Not because it was his place.
But because he had made it his place.
Washington’s breath caught low in his throat. He remembered that first song, the one that had played when all of this began.
That voice. That haunting refrain. That line that had passed without comment at the time, but now echoed with unbearable finality:
"Me? I died for him."
His vision blurred for a moment, not from tears, but from sheer dread pressing in behind his eyes. His thoughts were no longer on the screen, they were spiraling ahead.
Was this how it happened? Was this when John Laurens would die?
And would it be because of him?
He wanted to stand. To stop this madness. To undo what the future seemed to have set in stone.
But he couldn’t. Not now. Not yet.
The creak of old fabric beside him made him glance left.
Martha, ever silent and steady, reached out without a word. Her gloved hand settled gently over his clenched fist. She didn’t say anything, she didn’t have to. Her grip was warm, grounding, human. A simple act of quiet love. A reminder that, even in the chaos of battle or prophecy, he wasn’t entirely alone.
He looked down at their hands, hers over his and his breath steadied. Only just.
He turned his gaze slowly back to the screen, then toward the real John and Alexander, sitting so close their shoulders touched. Alexander’s head rested lightly against John’s, Eliza curled into his side. It was a tender, protective knot of arms and warmth. One Washington dared not disturb. And yet, he couldn’t stay silent.
Not now.
His voice, when it came, was low and hoarse, more plea than command.
“Please,” he murmured, more to himself than anyone else. “Please don’t let this be how I lose either of you.”.
Then count
[MEN]
One two three four
[FULL COMPANY]
Five six seven eight nine
[HAMILTON/BURR]
Number
[COMPANY]
Ten paces!
[HAMILTON/BURR]
Fire!
Eliza let out a pained sob, sharp, broken, and utterly raw.
The sound echoed through the otherwise silent room, cracking like glass against stone. She clung tightly to John, her fingers digging into the fabric of his coat, her entire body trembling from the effort to hold herself together. Her face was hidden, pressed against Alexander’s back as though she could anchor herself to him, keep him, through sheer force of will.
“Please…” she whimpered, the word barely audible. Her voice cracked under the weight of it, a thread unraveling. “Please survive…”
Alexander stiffened at the sound, his breath catching in his throat. He didn’t turn around, couldn’t. He could feel her behind him, her desperation, her grief, but he didn’t dare move, afraid he’d fall apart if he did.
John’s arms tightened around both of them, his own chest rising and falling unevenly, trying to keep himself steady. One of his hands came up to cradle the back of Eliza’s head, guiding her closer with heartbreaking tenderness as the other arm stayed firm around Alexander’s waist. His grip was protective, fierce, as though holding them both could somehow protect them from the shadows of what the screen might show next.
Alexander closed his eyes.
He couldn’t speak. Not yet. Her words, her plea, had driven straight through him like a bayonet. The fire and fury that had filled him only moments before had been extinguished in an instant by the sheer, unbearable love in her voice.
It wasn’t the war she feared.
It was losing him . Losing them.
And that, more than any enemy soldier, any strategy gone wrong, or any duel at dawn, brought him to his knees,emotionally if not physically.
Washington didn’t speak either, but his eyes lingered on Eliza’s trembling form, on the way John held them both. There was sorrow there. Regret. A thousand what-ifs caught behind his usually unreadable expression. He inhaled deeply through his nose, the sound heavy, strained.
In the quiet that followed Eliza’s plea, even the flickering screen seemed to dim. The weight of her words settled into every corner of the room, into every heart, and for a moment, just a moment, time stood still around her grief.
Alexander finally shifted.
Only slightly.
One hand reached up, found Eliza’s trembling fingers where they clung to John, and laced his own through hers.
A silent promise.
Chapter 17: Meet me Inside
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The room was tense, unbearably tense, as the sound of the shot tore through the speakers.
It was like time itself fractured.
The bang echoed violently in the space, bouncing off the walls with a sickening finality that left everyone frozen in place. No one breathed. No one moved. The air had turned to glass, fragile and razor-thin, and any movement might shatter it into a thousand pieces.
Martha reached instinctively for George’s hand, gripping it tightly, her knuckles white. Her eyes didn’t leave the screen, though a flicker of dread passed through her face. Washington, ever the image of composure, had gone impossibly still, his jaw locked, shoulders rigid, his eyes sharpened with the gaze of a man who had heard far too many gunshots in his lifetime and seen far too many men fall.
John’s arm tightened protectively around Alexander, who leaned slightly forward as though his body could somehow reach across the distance and shield John’s on-screen counterpart. His eyes were wide, unblinking, filled with fear. Eliza, pressed close to his other side, had a hand clasped tightly over her mouth, tears brimming in her eyes as she watched, heart caught in her throat.
Even Jefferson, who rarely missed an opportunity for a quip, sat in subdued silence, one hand curling over the armrest, fingers twitching as if bracing for impact.
Phillip had unconsciously reached for his mother’s hand, his smaller fingers laced tightly in hers, his eyes locked on the screen with a mixture of horror and awe. “Is it…?” he whispered, voice trembling. But no one answered.
The seconds stretched on.
Just moments in real time, but forever in the minds of those watching.
Would there be blood?
Would there be silence?
Would the shot have struck true or struck home?
And still… the image on the screen held them captive.
No music. No dialogue. Just the haunting echo of that single gunshot, reverberating into their bones.
Alexander's hand curled into a fist against his knee. His breathing had gone shallow, his pulse pounding in his ears. Somewhere, distantly, he realized Eliza was shaking but he couldn’t turn to her. He couldn’t move.
Not yet.
Not until he knew.
Not until the screen gave them its answer.
[HAMILTON]
Lee, do you yield?
[BURR]
You shot him in the side!
Yes, he yields!
Alexander and Eliza both let out audible sighs of relief as the image on the screen finally revealed the outcome. Their tension, which had been palpable, clinging to them like a second skin, visibly melted away. Eliza pressed her forehead gently against Alexander’s shoulder, a tear slipping down her cheek as she gave a soft, shaky laugh. Her hands unclenched from the tight grip they had on his waist, fingers trembling slightly as the weight of dread slowly loosened its hold on her chest.
Alexander’s own breath escaped him in a long, quiet exhale. His shoulders slumped forward as though someone had just lifted a great burden off of them. His head tilted, resting briefly against John’s, who was still clutching his arm. The younger man closed his eyes for a moment, grounding himself in the warmth of those beside him, grateful for the narrow escape, even if it had happened on a stage and not a battlefield.
Around the room, others mirrored their reaction. Lafayette rubbed a hand over his face, muttering a quiet, “Mon dieu,” under his breath. Even Jefferson, who had held his tension behind a carefully bored expression, shifted in his seat with a barely perceptible sigh, his brows relaxing ever so slightly.
Washington, seated near the front, exhaled a long, deep breath. His eyes were still on the screen, but the edge in them softened as he leaned back slightly into his chair. Yet, despite the relief in his features, there was something else, an unmistakable flicker of frustration, of weary disappointment. His jaw clenched ever so slightly, and he shook his head, not with anger, but with the tired disbelief of a father watching two sons he loved dearly dance far too close to the edge of a cliff.
“Idiots,” he muttered under his breath, not harshly, but with a kind of reluctant affection. “Brilliant, stubborn idiots.”
Martha, seated beside him, reached out and gently placed her hand on his. Her touch was calm, grounding, and he glanced at her for a heartbeat before turning his eyes back to the screen.
“They could have both been killed,” he murmured, voice low. “Over me. Over pride.”
“They weren’t,” she replied softly, “and perhaps now… they’ll finally understand the cost. And you can prevent this from ever happening when we return”
Washington wasn’t so sure. But for the moment, at least, there was peace in the room, fragile, fleeting, but peace nonetheless.
[LAURENS]
I’m satisfied
[BURR]
Yo, we gotta clear the field!
[HAMILTON]
Go! We won
[COMPANY]
Here comes the General!
Alexander and John both simultaneously winced as the next line played on the screen. The colour drained from their faces almost in unison, and Alexander’s mouth fell slightly open, a quiet breath escaping him like he’d been punched in the gut.
“Oh,” Alexander whispered, eyes wide as he turned his head toward John. “We’re fucked.”
John didn’t even try to deny it. He gave the tiniest, almost imperceptible nod, his lips pressed into a thin line. “Monumentally,” he replied under his breath, tone dry but layered with unease.
They both knew what was coming. They didn’t need the screen to finish playing the scene, Washington’s reaction was already written across his face before a word left his mouth.
Seated just across from them, Washington had stiffened. His previously softened expression hardened, the light of relief from earlier snuffed out in an instant by the return of sharp military command. His spine was straight, jaw locked, and eyes like sharpened steel as they settled on the pair of them.
Alexander shifted uncomfortably in his seat under the weight of that stare. His bravado from moments before evaporated, replaced with the jittery awareness of a cadet caught sneaking out of camp. John straightened beside him, his face drawn, as if bracing for impact.
The silence stretched, just long enough to burn, before Washington finally spoke.
“There will be consequences,” he said, voice low but cutting with the precision of a drawn saber, “if either of you actually go through with this.”
The air in the room shifted. Gone was the warmth of shared relief. It was replaced by a heavy, looming tension as the General’s words settled like a storm cloud above their heads. His gaze lingered on them both, and though his tone was calm, it bore the weight of something deeper than anger, disappointment, concern, and a quiet fear he would never allow himself to voice aloud.
Alexander tried to swallow but his throat was dry. He met Washington’s gaze for a moment, just before looking away, his hands clenching in his lap.
John, more composed but no less affected, offered a small, respectful nod. “Yes, sir,” he murmured, though the words carried a shadow of defiance.
Washington exhaled through his nose. He didn’t say more, didn’t need to. His silence spoke volumes: this wasn’t just about orders or protocol. This was about their lives, and how easily they might be lost for pride and fire that refused to be tamed.
Eliza reached over and gently slipped her hand into Alexander’s, grounding him. Martha gave a quiet sigh beside her husband, her fingers brushing his wrist in silent support.
[BURR]
This should be fun
Alexander scoffed lightly, the sound edged with a touch of bitterness as he leaned further into the crook of John’s arm. His expression was laced with frustration, eyes narrowing slightly in Aaron Burr’s direction.
“Of course Aaron would revel in seeing John and I get into trouble with the General,” he muttered, his tone sharp but quiet enough that only those nearest him would hear clearly. There was a half-hearted smirk on his face, but it didn’t reach his eyes, too tense, too anxious.
John gave him a side glance, one brow lifting as if to silently say now's not the time , but he didn’t correct him. Instead, he rested a hand on Alexander’s knee, grounding him gently with the weight of his touch.
Aaron, seated near the edge of the group, didn’t even flinch. His posture was composed, his hands neatly folded in his lap. At the remark, he merely shrugged his shoulders in a smooth, almost impervious manner, eyes still fixed on the screen ahead.
He didn’t respond, no witty retort, no defense. It was as if the comment hadn’t touched him at all. And in a way, that silence said more than words might have.
Angelica, not far from where Eliza sat curled beside her husband, raised an eyebrow, her gaze flickering between Alexander and Burr with mild curiosity but also caution. Tension was ever-present in the room; invisible threads drawn taut between personalities that were never truly easy with one another.
Washington’s eyes briefly drifted toward the exchange, catching the tail end of the comment and Aaron’s stoic response. His expression hardened slightly, he didn’t need a full-out bickering match between the two of them, not now. His gaze lingered on Alexander for just a second longer, a silent reminder to rein it in .
Eliza shifted a little beside Alexander, her hand brushing over his forearm in a calming motion. “Please,” she said softly, barely above a whisper, “let’s just watch.”
Alexander’s jaw tensed, the muscle flickering under the skin as he stared forward again. “Fine,” he muttered, leaning back slightly, but not before shooting one last glance toward Aaron, who remained utterly unfazed.
For all his quiet demeanor, Burr knew exactly when to hold his tongue. And right now, it only made him more infuriating.
[WASHINGTON]
What is the meaning of this? Mr. Burr, get a medic for the General
[BURR]
Yes, sir
[WASHINGTON]
Lee, you will never agree with me
But believe me, these young men don’t speak for me
Thank you for your service
Alexander surged to his feet, trembling with the force of the emotion running through him, his fists clenched so tightly at his sides that his knuckles blanched white. His voice cracked with fury as he snapped, “ Really? You thank him for his service?! He was a coward! ”
The room fell silent, the weight of his outburst echoing around them. Even the flicker of fire light seemed to still. Eliza’s breath hitched quietly beside him, and John, ever watchful, reached up instinctively to place a grounding hand on the small of Alexander’s back. He didn’t speak, but the tension in his posture made it clear that he shared the younger man’s sentiments, if not his explosive reaction.
Washington, seated across from them, didn’t flinch. Slowly, he turned to face Alexander with the composure of a man who had seen hundreds of soldiers break under pressure. His eyes were unreadable, and yet behind them lay a tide of emotion, restraint, exhaustion, understanding, disappointment.
“Yes, Alexander,” Washington said softly, but with a deliberate weight to every syllable, “I will thank him. If the time comes, which I sincerely hope it does not.”
Alexander inhaled sharply, as if readying for another round of protest, but the General’s voice cut through again before he could find the words.
“He may not have been the most courageous soldier,” Washington continued, folding his hands in front of him, “and yes, he spread lies. About me. And about you .”
That admission hung in the air like a drop of ink in water, its truth inescapable. Alexander’s eyes narrowed, his breath quickening. The words alone were enough to drag back the venomous whispers, the sideways glances, the doubts that had haunted his every step in recent weeks. His voice had helped build this revolution and yet it was still not enough to shield him from ridicule or resentment.
Washington raised a hand, not harshly, but with the quiet authority that stopped Alexander in his tracks. “I know, Alex,” he said, softer now. “I know your anger is not only for me. I see how deep those barbs have sunk. But you cannot let them rule you.”
Alexander’s throat bobbed. The fire in him had still yet to diminish despite Washington’s wavering gaze.
“He is still a man who took up arms in the name of liberty,” Washington said, not looking away. “And no matter how flawed he may be, he did not run from the fight, at least not at the start. If we only honour the perfect among us, we will have no one left to remember.”
Alexander dropped his gaze, jaw clenched hard enough it ached. His chest rose and fell in quick, shallow breaths. The fight wasn’t gone, it never was, but it was muffled now beneath the crushing weight of the General’s words.
From where she sat, Eliza reached for his hand, threading her fingers with his. He didn’t resist. John’s hand stayed at his back, solid and warm.
Washington looked at him a moment longer, something old and paternal in the way his expression gentled. “I am not asking you to forgive him,” he said. “But I am asking you to rise above him.”
Alexander didn’t answer. He couldn’t. But his nod,barely visible, hesitant, was enough for now.
[BURR]
Let’s ride!
[WASHINGTON]
Hamilton!
[HAMILTON]
Sir!
[WASHINGTON]
Meet me inside
Alexander sat ramrod straight, his spine taut with the kind of rigidity borne from years of conditioning under pressure. His fingers curled tightly in his lap, trembling just enough to betray the storm that churned beneath his carefully guarded exterior. His eyes, wide, unblinking, remained locked on the screen, drinking in every word, every tone, every ounce of disappointment laced in the on-screen General’s voice as if they were directed at him in real time. His jaw was clenched, a muscle ticking visibly, and his throat bobbed with a swallow he didn’t quite manage to complete.
The room was hushed, the only sounds coming from the soft crackle of the fire and the dialogue playing out in front of them. But for Alexander, the silence was deafening. Each second of the scene unraveled his composure, and despite his best efforts, his shoulders drew up tighter, a subtle shudder running through him like a gust of cold wind through the camp tents in winter.
From his seat, the real Washington observed it all with a furrowed brow. The stern mask he so often wore, the mask of command, of war, of leadership, began to falter. He had known Alexander would take the screen’s portrayal hard; his aide was never one to separate his emotions from his work, particularly when it came to the matter of Washington’s approval. But seeing the boy, because despite the sharp tongue and brilliance, Alexander was still painfully young, physically shrink in his seat, his knuckles bone-white and lips pressed into a near-bloodless line, struck a chord deep in the General’s chest.
He remembered the arguments, the snapped orders, the times he had let his temper slip. The moments when he had needed to show command and had inadvertently pushed Alexander further into believing he was nothing more than a tool, useful, but replaceable. A soldier, but not a son. He winced recalling the moment, moments ago.
His gaze lingered on the young man, noting the way Eliza gently reached to place her hand atop Alexander’s, and how John, seated on Alexander’s other side, leaned just slightly into him, offering wordless solidarity. Still, Alexander didn’t flinch or move. His entire being seemed coiled, caught somewhere between defiance and shame.
The General exhaled slowly. It wasn’t just what the on-screen version of him had said, it was the weight of all the times Alexander had longed for praise and received only orders. All the nights the boy had worked himself to exhaustion waiting for the rare nod of approval.
He didn’t speak. Not yet. But silently, Washington made a promise to himself, when they returned to their own time, he would try to do better. He would remind Alexander, not just with clipped words of function, but with a steadier hand and a gentler voice, that he mattered. That he was valued not only for his mind, not only for his fire, but for who he was.
[COMPANY]
Meet him inside! Meet him inside!
Meet him inside, meet him, meet him inside!
[WASHINGTON]
Son—
Washington let out a choked breath as the words echoed from the screen. He blinked slowly, a heaviness settling in his chest. He recognized the tone his on-screen self had taken and in that moment, he knew with absolute certainty it was the wrong thing to have said.
Not because the intention behind the word wasn’t true but to the person they were being said to.
Alexander.
He turned his head slowly to glance at the young man seated across the room, watching him not as a commander assessing a soldier, but as a man seeing the toll of his own words reflected in someone he had grown to care for. The firelight caught on the sharp edges of Alexander’s face, which was twisted, lips curled slightly, jaw tight, brows drawn not in confusion but in fury.
Yet it wasn’t just fury.
Washington could see it, just behind the anger in those keen eyes, buried under the defensiveness, was something far more fragile. Hurt. Hurt, so raw and unguarded that for a moment it startled the General. Alexander’s hands were clenched tightly at his sides, and his chest rose and fell with shallow, contained breaths. His gaze remained locked on the screen, but Washington could tell he wasn’t seeing it anymore, he was somewhere else. Lost in the echo of old commands, buried expectations, and the silent, aching hope that one day his worth would be acknowledged not just for what he could write, or how he could serve, but for who he was.
He’d seen Alexander’s potential from the moment they met, his intelligence, his drive, the blazing need to prove himself to a world that had never handed him anything. But along the way, in pushing him so relentlessly, had he ever once stopped to consider that perhaps the boy didn’t need a general’s commands… but a father’s guidance?
Washington’s eyes returned to the screen, where the echo of his own voice still rang like a gavel. He let out another breath, slower this time, quieter.
Perhaps in the future, there would be time to mend what was fraying now. But at this moment, all he could do was observe the damage with a silent vow not to deepen it further.
Across the room, Eliza’s hand gently reached for Alexander’s again, her thumb rubbing soft circles against his knuckles. On his other side, John leaned in with quiet, steady presence. Neither said a word. They didn’t need to.
But Washington… he was beginning to realize he might need to, and soon. Before his silence said more than he ever intended.
[HAMILTON]
Don’t call me son
“Don’t call me son,” Alexander spoke, his voice low and shaky, quivering with something far more fragile than the sharp-edged defiance echoing from the screen. The contrast between the onscreen outburst and the real Alexander sitting in the dim glow of the firelight was stark. One burned with unrestrained rage. The other… looked broken. Pale. Still. His eyes were fixed on the screen, but they weren’t really seeing it anymore.
The color had drained from his face, and his shoulders had drawn in slightly, as though trying to make himself smaller, shield himself from the weight of memories none of them could even imagine.
Beside him, John immediately tightened his grip on Alexander’s hand, the movement protective and grounding. His other hand rested against Alexander’s back, rubbing gentle circles through the fabric of his coat as if willing the tension to ease from his spine. John didn’t say a word, he didn’t need to. His presence alone spoke volumes.
Washington’s lips parted, as if he meant to respond, but the words caught in his throat. For a moment, the fire crackled softly between them, the only sound breaking the thick silence that followed Alexander’s plea.
A flicker of hurt passed through Washington’s expression. Not anger. Not indignation. Just a quiet ache in his chest as he took in the pale, trembling figure before him. Because he understood.
That wasn’t Alexander snapping at him. That was Alexander flinching from the ghosts of his past, the past of which no one was yet trusted enough to bear some of the weight. And the weight of that, the realization that a single word “son” ,meant to show care, kinship, pride, could feel like a knife… it cut deep.
He lowered his gaze, his brows drawing together, the title had slipped so easily from his lips in the past. Sometimes said in jest. Other times with exasperation. And, if he was honest with himself, far more often with quiet, unspoken affection. But he hadn’t considered what it meant to Alexander. Hadn’t thought about the complicated battlefield it created in a heart that had never truly known a father’s love, only the ache of its absence.
Washington remained quiet, his eyes fixed on the young man who, for all his brilliance and fire, was still learning how to carry the weight of being wanted, truly wanted, for who he was.
[WASHINGTON]
This war is hard enough
Without infighting—
“Mon Général is right, mon ami! ” Lafayette’s voice broke the heavy silence, his usual brightness tempered by a rare softness. He had noticed it, everyone had, the slight, nearly imperceptible tremble in Alexander’s voice, the way his shoulders seemed to curl inward under the weight of emotion he refused to show. So Lafayette spoke gently, his words not meant to scold but to soothe.
“This war… c’est impossible, ” he continued, his accent deepening with the weariness laced through his voice. He exhaled slowly, his hand brushing through his curls as he looked from Washington to Alexander, and then toward the flickering screen that had stirred so much pain. “We are fighting the greatest empire on Earth with too few men, too little coin, and far too much pride.” His lips twisted into a melancholy smile, a shadow of the usual mischief that danced in his eyes.
“We need every man we can get,” he said, his voice firm now despite its gentle delivery, “no matter how much of a coward they may seem to us. Even those we disagree with. Even those who falter.”
Alexander’s eyes snapped toward him at the word “coward,” his mouth opening, but Lafayette held up a hand quickly, not to silence but to steady.
“I know what he did, Alex,” Lafayette said. “I was there. I heard it. I saw the damage his words caused to you and to Mon Général. But if he raises a musket, if he steps onto that battlefield, then for one moment he is our brother in arms.”
He paused, walking closer until he was beside Alexander, who still sat stiffly, hands clenched in his lap. Gently, Lafayette placed a hand on Alexander’s shoulder.
Alexander stared at him, tension still radiating from his form,but the anger now battled with reason, with understanding, with the heavy realization of what leadership meant.
John glanced at Laf, offering a small nod of thanks, still seated beside Alexander with one arm loosely wrapped around his waist. Eliza, from her place behind them, gently rested a hand between Alexander’s shoulder blades, her presence grounding.
Washington remained silent, watching the exchange with something unreadable in his eyes, approval perhaps, but more than that. A flicker of relief. A subtle pride that someone else in the room could reach Alexander when his own words had begun to fall short.
Lafayette’s voice dropped one last time, barely above a whisper now. “You are not alone, mon frère. And the burden you carry is not one you need bear by yourself.”
Alexander’s lips parted, but he said nothing. Instead, he leaned just slightly into Eliza’s touch, and his hand moved from his lap to find John’s again.
He was still shaking, but maybe just a little less.
[HAMILTON]
Lee called you out. We called his bluff
Alexander was silent, still as stone, the sounds of the room fading into a distant hum as his thoughts spiraled. The anger was still there, of course it was. It always had been, simmering beneath his skin like wildfire. His hands, though clenched together in his lap, trembled slightly, betraying the fury that hadn’t yet found an outlet. His jaw was set tight, his breathing shallow and fast, but he made no move to speak.
Washington’s firm words echoed in his head, tinged with a rare emotional weight that made them harder to ignore. And then Lafayette’s voice, gentle but unwavering, offering wisdom, offering a plea for unity even in the face of betrayal. Both men had said their part, and now Alexander sat, staring blankly at the floor, listening to the echo of their voices against the roaring in his mind.
He could still feel it, that need. That clawing need to do something , to not let Lee’s insults hang unchallenged in the air. The idea of letting such slander slide, especially against Washington, felt like a betrayal all its own. He had lived his life clawing for respect, for recognition, for dignity. And this? This coward’s lies, thrown so carelessly into the wind? It felt like a challenge hurled directly at his soul.
But…
But their words. The way Lafayette had said, “You do not have to forgive him… but remember the greater goal.” The way Washington, even with disappointment in his voice, still looked at him like a man worth more than his fury. Their words had sunk in deeper than he wanted to admit.
His thoughts caught on one image: John, lying still on the ground, red blooming through his coat because Alexander had insisted on defending someone’s honour with pistols instead of words. Or worse, himself, leaving Eliza widowed before their child even arrived.
Was Lee… truly worth that?
He inhaled shakily, then exhaled through his nose, as if trying to force the heat out of his body. His fingers unclenched slightly. Still no words, but something in his posture shifted. He didn’t relax, not yet, but the edges of his fury no longer burned quite so brightly.
Beside him, John glanced over, still holding his hand. Eliza didn’t speak either, but her fingers gently brushed his back in rhythmic circles. Their presence reminded him of the stakes, of the cost of action without thought.
Across the room, Washington watched, his arms folded tight but his expression ever so slightly softer. He said nothing now, allowing the silence to stretch, an old commander’s instinct, knowing that not every decision came from command. Some had to come from within.
Alexander’s eyes slowly lifted from the floor to the screen again, though they didn’t really focus on it. Instead, his gaze seemed distant, turned inward.
The anger hadn’t gone. But it had been checked, caged, for now.
[WASHINGTON]
You solve nothing, you aggravate our allies to the south
[HAMILTON]
You're absolutely right, John should have shot him in the mouth
That would’ve shut him up
[WASHINGTON]
Son—
[HAMILTON]
I’m notcha son—
[WASHINGTON]
Watch your tone
I am not a maiden in need of defending, I am grown
[HAMILTON (OVERLAPPING)]
Charles Lee, Thomas Conway
These men take your name and they rake it
Through the mud
As the on-screen Washington reprimanded his aide with cold command, the real Alexander stood rigid, his jaw clenched tightly, fists trembling at his sides. He had tried to stay silent, tried to bury the emotions clawing their way out, but with every word that echoed from the screen, it was like reopening an old wound.
Finally, he erupted.
“Are we truly expected to accept this?” Alexander snapped, eyes wide and glinting with fury. “He abandoned his post! He ran from the field and then dragged your name my name through the mud, and you expect me to simply nod and move on?”
Washington’s eyes turned to him, but Alexander pressed on, stepping forward with increasing heat, “He’s a disgrace! A coward who doesn’t deserve to wear the uniform! If no one else will defend your honour, I will! ”
“Alexander-” Washington started, his voice a warning.
“No, sir! ” Alexander barked, face flushed with rage. “I’ve followed every order you’ve given me, obeyed even when I didn’t understand, and I have never asked for anything in return other than the chance to prove myself. And now, you say to let it go? Let him speak lies about you, about me, and we do nothing?! ”
Washington’s expression hardened. He stood slowly, deliberately, the movement commanding the room without raising a word. He looked Alexander square in the eye.
“Enough, son,” he said, voice low but sharp as steel. “This is not how we conduct ourselves.”
But Alexander’s fury was past the point of containment.
“Don’t you dare call me son,” he hissed suddenly, his voice shaking now not from fear but sheer emotion. “I am not your son! You cannot silence me with that word like it gives you the right to decide who I am.”
The room fell utterly still.
Washington didn’t flinch, but something in his eyes flickered. Not surprise. Not anger. Something quieter. Something almost… wounded.
John stepped forward, his hand on Alexander’s arm, gripping tightly as if to anchor him in place. Eliza, already near, reached for his other hand, her touch soft but insistent.
“Alexander-” John tried, gently, but Alexander was still breathing heavily, staring daggers at the General, his entire body tense.
Washington, ever composed, took a slow breath, his voice calm, but unmistakably resolute. “I call you son not because I believe you are mine by blood,” he said. “But because I have trusted you with more than any other. Because I have seen your fire, and your flaws, and stood by you regardless. But make no mistake, Alexander,” he said, stepping forward, “I am your commander. And I have given an order.”
Alexander opened his mouth to speak again, but Washington held up a hand, cutting him off with sheer presence.
“You will not duel Charles Lee. You will not escalate this any further. You think your rage is loyalty, I see it as recklessness. You fight with words. That is your power. Do not trade it for a pistol.”
Alexander’s mouth opened slightly, but no words came. The fire was still burning inside him, but something about Washington’s voice, so steady, so final, made him pause. It was not scolding. It was not fury. It was… something heavier. Disappointment. Worry. Love twisted into command.
“I do this to protect you, Alexander,” Washington said more quietly. “Even when you make it difficult.”
And with those words, the fight in Alexander began to slowly drain. His shoulders fell, just slightly, his fists loosening. John gently guided him back to the sofa, Eliza never letting go of his hand.
The silence that followed was thick with unsaid words. Washington remained standing for a moment longer, watching the boy, no, the man, he had put his faith in. Then, with a slow exhale, he turned back toward the screen.
And Alexander, slumped slightly between the arms of the people who loved him, felt every inch of that shame curl cold in his chest.
[WASHINGTON]
My name’s been through a lot, I can take it
[HAMILTON]
Well, I don’t have your name. I don’t have your titles
I don’t have your land
But, if you—
[WASHINGTON]
No—
[HAMILTON]
If you gave me command of a battalion, a group of men to lead, I could fly above my station after the war
[WASHINGTON]
Or you could die and we need you alive
[HAMILTON]
I’m more than willing to die—
Alexander shot to his feet, trembling with rage, his knuckles white at his sides. “Every time, sir. Every time I ask for more, you give me less. Why do you insist on keeping me caged behind a desk?!”
Across the room, Washington’s gaze rose slowly, his posture stiffening with practiced discipline. “Because I need you behind that desk. I need your mind, Alexander. Not your corpse.”
“I’ve given you everything!” Alexander exploded. “My words. My loyalty. My life, if you’d only take it! And yet, it’s always the same excuse, ‘we need you alive.’ As if my being here, unseen, unheard, unfought, is somehow more valuable than dying for something that matters!”
“You think dying is the mark of glory?” Washington snapped, standing now, his height casting a shadow over the room. “You think becoming another body in a mass grave will prove your worth?”
“I think it’s better than living in the background while men who’ve done less get remembered for more!” Alexander’s voice cracked, raw and furious. “Men with family names, with estates and wealth, with sons who will carry their names forward. You know what I have? Ink-stained fingers and a bastard’s surname.”
Washington inhaled sharply through his nose, but Alexander wasn’t finished.
“I don’t have your name, sir. I don’t have your land or your legacy. I have no title to offer. No dynasty to fall back on. Just my voice. My mind. My fire. And it’s still not enough for you.”
“It’s more than enough,” Washington said tightly. “It’s too much. That fire you worship? It blinds you. It consumes everything in its path.”
Alexander’s jaw clenched, his voice quieter but no less fierce. “You raised me to believe I mattered. That I could make something of myself. But the second I ask to lead, you chain me to a pen.”
Washington’s expression tightened, pain flickering beneath the surface. “Because I cannot protect you on the battlefield.”
“I don’t need protection!” Alexander thundered.
“Damn it, yes you do!” Washington roared back, the room going utterly silent. “Because no one else will do it! No one else cares what happens to you like I do!”
For a moment, it was like the air itself froze.
Alexander’s chest heaved as if he’d been struck. Eliza flinched beside him, reaching for his hand, but he barely registered her touch. John, already at his side, placed a grounding hand on his back.
Washington’s voice dropped, trembling slightly now, raw and bitter. “You think I don’t see the boy behind all that fire? The scared, furious child trying to climb out of the hole this world buried him in? I see you, Alexander. That’s why I keep you here. Alive.”
“And yet I don’t want to be just alive! ” Alexander’s voice cracked under the weight of emotion. “I want to be more. You said I was your right hand. Then why do you keep cutting it off?”
Washington turned his face away, only slightly, like he couldn’t bear to meet Alexander’s gaze. “Because I fear the day I lose you. And I know if I give you command, it will come faster than I can prepare myself for.”
There was a pause. Long. Heavy. Broken only by the sound of Alexander’s breath, shuddering in his chest. Eliza clung to his arm now, her face streaked with unshed tears. John had stepped even closer, his hand resting over Alexander’s heart.
The young man’s voice, when it finally returned, was no longer loud. It was quiet. Almost broken.
“I thought you believed in me.”
“I do,” Washington whispered. “More than anyone ever has. That’s why I won’t send you to die.”
Alexander’s shoulders dropped. His hands, once fists, had opened in defeat. “You won’t let me live, either.”
That stopped Washington cold.
The General’s breath hitched. He stepped forward slightly, slowly, unsure. “That’s not what -”
“Maybe it’s not what you meant,” Alexander interrupted, voice shaking, “but that’s how it feels. You tell me I matter, but never enough to be trusted where it counts. You say I’m your right hand, but not your equal. You call me son… but not like your real ones. Not like those with names worth protecting.”
Washington looked as though he’d been punched. He staggered backward a step, breath catching, his face pale.
“I would die for this country,” Alexander continued, eyes fixed on the man who had mentored him, raised him, held him at arm’s length. “I would die for you. But you won’t even give me the chance.”
Washington said nothing. The weight of every command, every letter, every moment passed between them hung in the silence.
John gently pulled Alexander into him, one arm curled around his waist, the other holding Eliza’s trembling hand. Alexander didn’t resist. He collapsed into their touch, eyes squeezed shut, jaw tight with frustration and pain.
Finally, Washington spoke again, quiet, strained.
“If I give you a command, and you fall… it will break me, Alexander. I don’t care how that sounds. I don’t care if it’s selfish. It will break me.”
Alexander didn’t respond. He couldn’t.
[WASHINGTON]
Your wife needs you alive, son, I need you alive—
[HAMILTON]
Call me son one more time—
“I am not your damn son!” Alexander’s voice shattered the heavy silence, sharp and raw, carrying the full weight of years spent fighting for respect he felt was always just out of reach. His breath came ragged, chest rising and falling with the force of his emotions, every muscle in his body taut and charged. He stood firm, unyielding, hands clenched so tightly his knuckles whitened. His eyes burned, defiant, wounded, desperate for Washington to truly see him.
Washington recoiled as if the words had struck him physically, his expression twisting in pain and frustration. But that fire in his eyes, so often a wall of command and control, softened momentarily to reveal a deep, weary sorrow. He exhaled slowly, a long, heavy sigh that seemed to carry the burdens of countless battles, both external and internal.
“I know,” he admitted quietly, voice low and edged with something fragile. “I know you’re not.”
His gaze locked with Alexander’s, the usual steel replaced by a raw, almost pleading vulnerability. Slowly, he stepped forward, his hands trembling slightly, not with anger, but with the weight of unspoken years.
“But you are the closest thing I have to one.”
The flickering light of the screen cast long shadows across Washington’s lined face as he continued, voice growing steadier but no less charged with emotion.
“And I am offering you something far greater than a command. A future. A chance to live, to build, to be more than what the world has written for you. If I could adopt you, I would. You are not just my aide; you are family.”
He paused, his hands trembling as he pressed them to his temples, as if to contain the storm inside him. His voice cracked with anguish, “Oh, please help me, Lord… You think I keep you close to hold you back, but I do it because I see the fire inside you, Alexander. I see the fierce storm that could consume you before you ever get the chance to truly lead.”
Washington’s eyes searched Alexander’s, fierce and imploring. “You think the battlefield will erase the bastard in your blood? That it will make you more than the sum of your birth? No, it will only be your tomb.”
Alexander’s chest heaved as he struggled to rein in the storm of words threatening to spill out. His voice was low but fierce, trembling with the force of years of frustration. “You say you want to protect me. But it feels like a cage, General. Like you’re holding me back because of who I am, where I come from. I don’t have your name, your family, your land. I don’t have any of the things that make a man ‘worthy’ in their eyes. All I have is this fire inside me, this hunger to prove myself. And every time you refuse me a command, every time you keep me in the shadows, it feels like you’re telling me I’ll never be more than the bastard they say I am.”
Washington’s face tightened, a flicker of pain flashing in his eyes, but his voice remained steady, though heavy with care. “Alexander, you mistake my intentions. I do not doubt your ability or your worth. But this war is not won by fire alone. It is won by patience, by strategy, by surviving to fight another day. Giving you a command now, before the time is right, would be reckless. You would risk everything you’ve worked for. I won’t lose you to pride or impetuousness.”
Alexander’s jaw clenched, his eyes burning with unshed emotion. “But how can I be patient when I see men less capable given the chance? When I watch others take what should be mine by right of their birth or their wealth? You say you want me alive, but living without purpose feels like death to me. I want to lead. I want to prove that I belong.”
Washington took a slow breath, stepping closer, his voice lowering with a rare tenderness. “You already belong, Alexander. To me, to this cause, to this country. But belonging doesn’t mean rushing headlong into danger. It means knowing when to hold fast and when to advance. The world will not hand you your place, it will never be easy for you. But the path you choose must keep you standing at the end.”
Alexander’s shoulders shook with the force of his restrained anger, and yet beneath it, a flicker of doubt stirred. “I don’t know if I can keep waiting.”
Washington’s eyes softened, almost breaking. “Then let me carry some of your burden. Let me help you bear it, because I see the fire you carry. But fire without control burns everything down. I will not watch you destroy yourself before your time.”
The tension between them seemed to crack, the room growing quieter, heavier with unspoken hopes and fears.
[WASHINGTON]
Go home, Alexander
That’s an order from your commander
[HAMILTON]
Sir—
[WASHINGTON]
Go home
Alexander’s voice cracked with emotion, a raw edge cutting through the heavy air. “You claim I am your son,” he said, the words trembling out of him like something long suppressed, “so much so you refuse to give me command, when you know I want it, when you know I deserve it more than half the men who’ve received it, and yet… you send me home ?”
The last word broke with bitterness, soft but piercing, like glass beneath the skin. His body was still, rigid, save for his trembling hands clenched at his sides. His gaze burned into Washington’s face, wounded and questioning. The fire in his chest, the one that had carried him through so much of his life, flickered under the weight of betrayal. His voice, though quiet, rang sharp, like something inside him had cracked under the pressure of always having to fight to prove his worth.
Washington stood silently for a moment, his expression unreadable, the flickering light from the screen throwing deep shadows across his features. When he finally spoke, his voice was measured, but the tension behind it pulsed like the coiled beat of a war drum. “No, Alexander,” he said at last, each word deliberate, his jaw tight with restraint.
He turned and gestured toward the glowing images still dancing on the screen, replaying choices not yet made, futures hanging in the balance. “If, after seeing this , if after seeing the consequences, the pain, the recklessness, the cost , you and John still choose to duel Charles Lee…” His voice faltered for a heartbeat before returning, heavy with reluctant resolve. “Then yes, I will send you home.”
Alexander flinched at the words, his eyes widening slightly as though he hadn’t expected Washington to say it aloud.
Washington’s gaze was steady, but his eyes betrayed a storm beneath the surface, grief, love, fear, all tangled into something he rarely let himself show. “I do not want to,” he added, and this time, his voice was quieter, more human. “I would not , unless it were absolutely necessary. But I cannot let you throw your life away, not for pride, not even for mine. I would rather have you hate me and live, than love me and die.”
He took a tentative step forward, as if unsure how close he could come without shattering the fragile boundary that had formed between them.
“You may not see it now,” he continued, his voice thickening, “but you… you will be the deciding factor in this war, Alexander. Not by a single shot on the field, not by vengeance against Lee, but by what you build. With words, with vision, with the future you’ll shape long after this bloodshed ends.”
Alexander stood frozen, staring at him, shoulders rising and falling with the effort to keep himself composed. The words pierced through the fog of fury, and yet something in him still resisted, wounded by the thought that he was being cast aside once again.
But in Washington’s voice, in the tremble at the edges of his calm, he could hear the truth. This wasn’t punishment. This was protection. Fierce, desperate, paternal.
Washington looked away for a moment, composing himself, before turning back. “Don’t make me choose between the cause and the boy I have come to see as my own.”
The silence that followed wasn’t empty, it was thick, aching, alive with all the words neither of them had ever dared speak aloud before now.
Then slowly, Alexander blinked, the tension in his jaw loosening just slightly. John moved closer to him, hand lightly brushing his back in quiet solidarity. Eliza, watching from the couch, had tears brimming in her eyes.
And though no decision had yet been made, something had shifted.
The storm between father and son was not over. But in that moment, it had broken just enough to let something else in: understanding.
Just then, the gentle voice from the doorway broke through, calm but insistent. “General, Colonel Hamilton, there is somewhere more private where this conversation can continue without distraction.”
Washington glanced at Alexander, nodding slowly. “Come.”
Alexander hesitated, then met Washington’s steady gaze. With a slight nod, he allowed himself to be led away, the weight of the moment settling between them like a fragile truce, one built on both conflict and care.
Notes:
Here's another! I will try to update reguarly but there will be no 'One a week' it'll be when I'm happy with what I've written!
Also there will be a seperate work highlighting the conversation alone between Alexander and Washington at some point!
Thank you to everyone for the kudos, comments and hits they are incredibly motivating :D
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Chapter 18: That Would be Enough
Chapter Text
The room was quiet, not the brittle tension of earlier, but not fully at ease either. Not afraid, not expectant, just waiting.
The soft crackle of the fireplace filled the space with a steady rhythm, the flickering flames casting dancing shadows along the walls and over the faces of those seated. The screen before them remained paused, its glow dimmed but ever-present, frozen in the middle of a scene none of them dared to resume without Alexander and the General.
There was a faint hum from the screen, its mechanical life the only reminder of the future they’d all been pulled into. Even that sound felt distant now, drowned out by the gentle breathing that rose and fell from each person in the room.
Martha sat near the fire, her hands folded in her lap, her eyes flickering between the hearth and the door that remained closed. Beside her, Lin had sunk further into the cushions of his seat, his shoulders no longer taut but his fingers still drumming silently against his leg, his mind far from the present.
Angelica and Peggy, exchanged murmurs too quiet to carry, more from the need to feel each other’s presence than to say anything meaningful. Thomas leaned back in his chair, unusually subdued, the flicker of firelight reflecting off the thoughtful crease in his brow.
Eliza sat curled slightly forward, her arms gently wrapped around herself, one hand resting protectively over the small swell of her stomach. Her eyes remained on the floor, unfocused, as though she were tracing invisible threads between the future and the now. John sat beside her, his fingers occasionally brushing her arm, a grounding presence. Phillip leaned against the arm of the armchair closest to his father’s usual seat, one leg drawn up, head resting on his hand, the expression on his face unreadable.
Even the air felt still, holding its breath.
No one spoke. No one stirred.
Eliza leaned gently against John’s side, seeking both warmth and comfort in the closeness of him. Her head rested just beneath his shoulder, her hand lightly curled into the fabric of his sleeve as her gaze slowly swept across the quiet room. The fire’s soft glow painted golden light along the faces of their companions, casting long shadows that danced over the floor. But her eyes settled, inevitably, on the two empty chairs, one where Alexander had been seated, the other still bearing the firm presence of General Washington even in its vacancy.
She swallowed, her voice no louder than a breath. “Do you think they’ll be okay?”
Her eyes flicked to John, seeking reassurance in the steady quiet of his presence.
John followed her gaze to the door that remained firmly shut, its silence stretching between moments like thread between stitches. He sighed softly, not out of frustration but from the weight of knowing Alexander how stubborn he was, how much he held in, how rarely he allowed himself to need others.
“I do,” he said after a moment, voice low and sure. “I think they will be fine.”
Eliza tilted her head up slightly to study his face, her brow furrowed in quiet concern.
John gave a faint smile, one tinged with understanding. “Alex needed this. Maybe more than he knew. He pushes so hard because he thinks he’s alone… even when we’re right beside him.” He reached over to take her hand, thumb brushing gently over her knuckles. “But he’s not alone with Washington. Not really. He’s just… forgotten how to ask for it.”
Eliza nodded slowly, her lips parting just slightly in thought. “They’re so alike,” she whispered. “In ways neither of them knows how to name.”
“They’ll find the words,” John said softly, his gaze still fixed on the door. “Or they’ll find enough of them to begin again.”
Eliza exhaled, the breath trembling just slightly, but her shoulders relaxed as she let herself believe in his quiet certainty. She turned her head, nestling closer into his side as the fire crackled on.
Outside, the storm inside Alexander was finding gentler ground. And here, beside John, Eliza waited, for her other love, her husband, and the father of her child, with hope nestled quietly between each heartbeat.
Time moved on in slow, gentle strokes, the kind that softened sharp edges and quieted nerves. Conversations around the room had begun to drift and settle, voices lowered to murmurs, laughter fading into fond, exhausted exhales. The fire crackled steadily, casting a golden warmth that reached into the quiet corners of the space like a comforting hand. The air had shifted, no longer tense, but not yet at ease. A sense of waiting still lingered, like the hush before a storm breaks or before a long-absent heartbeat returns.
Then, at last, the door creaked open.
All movement in the room stilled. Heads turned, eyes lifted.
General Washington emerged first, his tall frame composed, dignified and yet softened. The weight he so often bore across his shoulders seemed lighter somehow, as if some of the battle within him had finally settled. Just behind him, Alexander followed.
John and Eliza’s eyes locked instantly onto the younger man, and for a moment, both felt their breath catch tight in their throats.
Alexander's face was calm in a way neither of them had seen for some time, his expression no longer drawn tight with frustration or fire. There was something soft there instead, something peaceful, like the quiet that lingers after a long cry or a night of restless sleep. His eyelids looked a little heavy, his cheeks flushed from emotion, and though he held himself upright, there was a looseness to his posture, a release of some internal burden.
John noticed first the tear tracks still glistening faintly beneath Alexander’s eyes. Eliza saw it next, her heart tugging. But neither said a word about them. Not now. The tension that had held Alexander captive for so long had slipped away, and whatever storm had passed behind that door, it had left behind a gentler sky.
Washington paused beside him, and for a beat, the room watched as he looked at Alexander with something caught between deep affection and solemn pride. Without hesitation, he reached out and drew the younger man into a tight, paternal hug. One hand rose to cradle the back of Alexander’s head as he leaned in, whispering something only meant for him.
Alexander didn’t pull away. He closed his eyes, let himself lean into the embrace, just for a moment.
Whatever the General said, it drew a slow breath from Alex, and when they separated, Washington gave him a firm nod, his hand squeezing Alexander’s shoulder before he gently turned him back toward the others.
Alexander walked slowly toward the couch, his eyes finding Eliza’s first, then John’s. A flicker of something unreadable passed across his face, relief, maybe. Or gratitude. Perhaps both.
John stood to meet him, no words spoken, simply offering him a steadying hand on his back. Eliza shifted slightly, her hand extended, waiting for him to take his place.
Alexander sat between them, their warmth immediately flanking him, their presence a quiet balm. He let out a breath he hadn’t known he was holding and leaned, just slightly, into John’s side.
[ELIZA]
Look around, look around at how lucky we are
To be alive right now
Look around, look around…
[HAMILTON]
How long have you known?
Alexander’s face softened into a wide, genuine grin, the kind that reached his eyes and lit up the room with warmth. Slowly, he pulled Eliza closer, his hands gently cupping the swell of her stomach with a tender protectiveness that spoke volumes. He closed his eyes, letting out a soft, contented sigh as he pressed his nose lightly against the cascade of her hair, inhaling the familiar, comforting scent that grounded him.
Around them, the atmosphere shifted, subtle smiles spread across the faces in the room, drawn in by the quiet intimacy shared between the couple. It was a rare moment of peace and love amidst the weight of history and hardship.
“I’m so glad, mon coeur,” Alexander murmured softly, lifting one of their entwined hands with deliberate care. He brought her knuckles to his lips and pressed a gentle, reverent kiss there, as if sealing an unspoken promise. The tenderness in his gesture was profound, an anchor amid the storm, a vow of devotion both to Eliza and to the family they were building together.
[ELIZA]
A month or so
[HAMILTON]
Eliza, you should have told me
[ELIZA]
I wrote to the General a month ago
[HAMILTON]
No
[ELIZA]
I begged him to send you home
Eliza nodded gently, her eyes reflecting the soft light of the screen as she listened to the dialogue unfolding before them. Her fingers fidgeted with the edge of her sleeve, but her voice was steady when she turned to Lin, seated just a few chairs away.
“Did you read them?” she asked, her tone quiet, almost reverent. “The letters?”
Lin looked over at her, surprise flickering briefly in his eyes before he softened. The tension still coiled in his shoulders, residual anxiety from everything that had happened, everything still unspoken and yet his expression was warm.
“Sure did,” he replied, a faint, nostalgic smile touching his lips. “Every letter that was available. I read them all.”
Eliza gave a small, grateful nod and turned back toward the screen, but her gaze lingered a moment longer. Lin’s answer meant something. Those letters had been the only remnants of a love stretched across distance, time, and silence. That someone, this kind stranger from a future she could barely understand, had read them, remembered them… it made her heart ache and swell in equal measure.
She tried to focus on the screen again, to be present. But her mind, as always, wandered toward the man who had only just returned to her side, Alexander.
Despite the peace she now saw in him, despite the tenderness with which he had leaned into her earlier, she couldn’t shake the dread blooming in her chest. Her hand slowly drifted to her abdomen, where her child, their child, grew quietly within her.
Please, she begged silently, let him come back to me. Let him be returned, even if he doesn’t duel Lee. Let him live…
Her chest rose and fell with a breath that trembled, and she closed her eyes.
But then, a thought, sharp and cold, cut through her hope like a blade.
She opened her eyes again, her posture stiffening as the realization settled deep in her bones.
Now… she had John to worry about too.
She looked over at him, seated quietly beside Alexander. His hand rested against Alex’s back, his eyes fixed on the screen, but the softness in his face told her everything. He was no less reckless than Alexander, no less willing to charge into danger for a cause, for justice, for love.
Eliza swallowed hard, her gaze flicking between the two men. It hit her like a weight she hadn’t prepared to bear.
She wouldn't get both of them back.
One would be returned to her, likely Alexander, for the child, for the General, for the future. But not because John mattered less. No, it was because she knew, George Washington knew , that if it were John who was sent away, Alexander would break every order to follow, to fight, to bleed.
The child within her, the war outside, and the storm between these men she loved… it left too many paths, and none of them ended with both of them beside her.
Her hand trembled where it lay in her lap, and she drew in another unsteady breath, blinking back the sting behind her eyes.
Alexander leaned forward, as if sensing the shift in her. His hand found hers beneath the folds of her skirt, intertwining their fingers in a quiet, grounding gesture. On his other side, John shifted closer, his knee brushing hers.
She didn’t speak.
She simply squeezed Alexander’s hand tightly and leaned ever so slightly toward John.
She would hold them both while she still could.
[HAMILTON]
You should have told me
[ELIZA]
I’m not sorry
Angelica’s voice cut through the quiet like a blade wrapped in silk.
“And nor should you be, Eliza.”
Her tone was composed, measured, as it always was, but beneath the surface was a sharpness, an edge honed by months of worry and watching her sister suffer in silence. She turned her gaze toward Alexander, her eyes narrowing with controlled fury as her jaw tightened.
“When you left after the wedding and your short retreat to the country,” she continued, “and Eliza found out she was with child…” Her voice faltered just for a heartbeat, and her throat bobbed as she swallowed the surge of memory, of emotion. “I had never seen her more scared.”
Alexander’s head jerked slightly at the words, like a man struck without warning. He didn’t speak, couldn’t, his throat closed as the air around him grew heavy.
Angelica took a step closer, her silhouette framed by the warm flicker of the firelight behind her. Her gaze didn’t waver, locked onto him with an intensity that made the room still.
“I was in my right mind to ride out after you myself,” she said, her voice firm, low. “To drag you back by the collar if I had to. But she-” Angelica broke her gaze only briefly to glance at her sister, sitting quietly with one hand resting protectively over her stomach, “-insisted she was fine.”
A bitter breath escaped Angelica’s lips as she turned back to Alexander. “She was not fine. She was terrified. You weren’t just gone, Alexander. You disappeared. No letters. No word. You left her standing in the ashes of her own joy.”
Alexander’s shoulders slumped slightly under the weight of her words. His hand reached instinctively for Eliza’s, and she let him take it, but her gaze remained elsewhere, on the floor, on the screen, on anything that wasn’t the confrontation unfolding beside her.
“I didn’t know,” Alexander murmured, his voice hoarse. “I didn’t… know she was with child.”
Angelica’s eyes narrowed. “And what if you had? Would that have changed anything? Would you have written? Come back? Or would your pride have dragged you further away?”
The room was quiet, the flickering fire the only sound for a beat. Even Washington, who had resumed his seat nearby, said nothing, his gaze focused on the floor, jaw tight.
Alexander’s lips parted, then closed again. He blinked rapidly, looking between Eliza and Angelica. Guilt welled in his chest like a flood.
“I would have come back,” he said finally, voice barely more than a whisper. “If I had known… God, I never meant to leave her like that. I thought, I thought I was doing the right thing. That I needed to prove something before I could be enough.”
Angelica’s expression softened only slightly, pain replacing the edge of her anger.
“You were already enough,” she said, the words like an ache. “But you didn’t see it. And she paid the price for that.”
A thick silence followed. Eliza looked at her sister, eyes glossy, and reached out, touching her hand in silent gratitude. Angelica gave her a tight smile and squeezed gently in return.
Alexander looked down, Eliza’s hand still clutched in his, shame and regret twisting in his chest. He opened his mouth to apologize again, but Angelica beat him to it, her voice soft, almost a breath.
“I forgive you. But you don’t get to forget it happened.”
He looked up at her then, really looked, and nodded slowly.
Alexander’s voice trembled with emotion, but his words were clear—steady in their sincerity.
“I won’t,” he promised, the weight of everything he had failed to say before laced into the vow. “I won’t. When we return…” He drew in a breath, his grip on Eliza’s hand tightening with gentle urgency. “I give you my word, there will be no more silence. No more letters unsent. No more waiting for news that never comes. I will write. And I will request a leave of absence to be there, for her—” His eyes shifted, locking with Eliza’s, soft and filled with something achingly vulnerable. “For you. I will be there for you. I swear it.”
Eliza didn’t speak right away. Her lips parted slightly, trembling with emotion she no longer bothered to contain. Her eyes shimmered, not with fresh tears, but with the ones she had held back too long. And then, slowly, she nodded. A soft smile broke across her face, not full or bright, but warm, real, and touched with quiet hope.
“Thank you,” she whispered, her voice thick. “That’s all I wanted.”
Alexander leaned in, his forehead briefly resting against hers, his free hand moving to cover the one she held over her stomach. For a moment, there was only the stillness of their breath and the quiet thrum of connection rediscovered.
John, who had been silent beside them, shifted forward slightly, his expression open and solemn. His gaze moved between Alexander and Eliza, the devotion in his eyes unmistakable. He reached out, taking Eliza’s other hand gently into his own.
“I give you my word,” he said, voice low but resolute. “I will do my damndest to return to you. And when both Alex and I are away… I will protect him. With everything I have. I won’t let anything happen to him, Eliza.”
Eliza turned her eyes to him, the tears finally breaking free and slipping silently down her cheeks. She gave a quiet laugh, watery and full of love, as she squeezed both their hands.
“You’re both idiots,” she said affectionately, her voice trembling. “But you’re my idiots.”
John smiled, leaning over to brush a gentle kiss to her temple, and Alexander mirrored the gesture with a kiss to her knuckles.
[ELIZA]
I knew you’d fight
Until the war was won
Alexander winced at the memory or rather, the shadow , of mistakes he had not yet made. The future hung in the room like a stormcloud, full of half-formed regrets and words that hadn’t yet left his mouth but already carried the sting of consequence. He turned his face slightly, eyes drifting downward, as if unable to meet Eliza’s gaze out of fear that what he saw there might mirror his own dread.
But Eliza was already reaching for him.
Her hand found his fingers weaving gently through his trembling ones, grounding him with that quiet, steadfast warmth that only she possessed. She leaned in closer, brushing a soft kiss to the edge of his jaw before resting her forehead lightly against his temple.
“Don’t, Alex,” she said softly, her voice wrapping around him like silk, tender but resolute. “Don’t carry a weight that hasn’t yet settled. I forgive you,” her voice caught just briefly, but she didn’t falter “even if it has yet to happen.”
Alexander’s breath hitched. He turned toward her slightly, his lips parting in protest, in disbelief, but no words came. His eyes shimmered with unshed tears, and something in his chest cracked open. She had seen the worst of what was coming, the grief, the distance and still she sat beside him, still she forgave him before he had the chance to fall.
“You will return,” Eliza whispered, one hand drifting down to rest protectively over her abdomen, the growing life beneath her fingers anchoring the moment. “You will. I believe that with everything I am.”
Alexander’s gaze followed the motion, his hand moving to rest atop hers. For a moment, he just breathed, slow and careful, as if inhaling her faith might steady his own heart.
“I don’t deserve you,” he said, barely louder than a breath.
Eliza smiled gently, pressing a kiss to his temple. “Then you’ll just have to spend your life trying to prove me right for loving you.”
His eyes closed, and he nodded, pressing his brow to hers, letting her hold him there in the warmth of love that endured not in spite of the future, but because of it.
But you deserve a chance to meet your son
Alexander let out a soft, almost involuntary sound, a mix of relief, affection, and something too tender to name. His gaze found Eliza’s, locking onto hers like a lifeline, and in that instant, everything else faded. He leaned in slowly, deliberately, and their lips met in a kiss that was more than just affection, it was a silent promise, an apology, a thank you. It held everything he hadn’t yet learned how to say but desperately wanted her to know.
The moment was broken by a sudden, startled squeak.
Both Alexander and Eliza turned their heads to the side, blinking in unison at the source. Phillip sat curled in the armchair beside them, cheeks glowing a deep crimson, clearly trying to look anywhere but at them. He looked thoroughly caught between amusement, embarrassment, and some quiet longing.
Eliza’s expression softened immediately. She extended her hand toward him, an invitation, not just to sit closer, but to belong. Her fingers were gentle, palm open, her eyes filled with the quiet understanding of a mother reaching for her child, no matter his age or origin.
Phillip blinked, wide-eyed, clearly unsure if the moment was meant for him. He hesitated, glancing between her and Alexander.
Before he could speak, John shifted beside them, his presence grounding as always. He leaned in, brushing a light kiss to the top of Eliza’s head, then to Alexander’s. A gesture that was simple and yet so full of devotion it almost startled Phillip.
Then John turned to him, stepping lightly toward the armchair, a knowing smile on his face. “Go,” he said, his voice warm and unhurried. “Sit with them.”
Phillip blinked again, uncertain. “I- are you sure, sir?” he asked, his voice hesitant, still laced with that soft reverence he seemed to carry when speaking to anyone he considered greater than himself.
John chuckled, a low, fond sound. “You really are Alexander’s son,” he mused aloud, not unkindly. “Yes, Phillip. I’m sure.” He gestured to the chair Phillip currently occupied. “Now go sit with your parents… even if they are considerably younger than your usual.”
A shy laugh escaped Phillip, the blush still warm on his cheeks. He rose slowly, almost like he wasn’t sure if it was real, and then crossed the small space to settle beside Eliza and Alexander. Eliza welcomed him instantly, pulling him gently into the space between them, tucking his head briefly beneath her chin the way she might have when he was a boy. Alexander, with eyes still glassy from the earlier moment, reached an arm around him as well, resting a hand lightly on Phillip’s back.
For a brief, perfect moment, the timeline didn’t matter.
Look around, look around at how lucky we are
To be alive right now.
[HAMILTON]
The war’s not
Done.
[HAMILTON]
Will you relish being a poor man’s wife
Unable to provide for your life?
[ELIZA]
I relish being your wife
Eliza’s touch was as light as a breath, but it grounded him in a way nothing else could. She cupped Alexander’s face between both of her hands, her thumbs brushing gently along his cheeks as if trying to wipe away the years of self-imposed burden. Her eyes, deep, unwavering, searched his own with quiet determination, her voice tender and strong as she spoke.
“For better or worse, for richer, for poorer…” she began, her words slow and deliberate, each syllable soaked in love and unshakable truth. “Alexander, I could not care one moment for the riches you acquire. The fame, the accolades, the power, they don’t matter to me.”
Her hands tightened slightly, urging him to listen not just with his ears, but with the heart he so often buried beneath layers of ambition and duty.
“I simply want you. ” Her voice quivered slightly, though her gaze never faltered. “I want you and John-” she turned her head for a moment, eyes landing on Phillip, who sat quietly, visibly moved, “-and Phillip too. I want a family. A home. A life we live together, not just survive.”
Her voice softened to a near whisper, filled with aching hope. “I want to look back in my old age and know that I didn’t need everything , because I had you . I had the life we built with our own hands. That would be enough. That is all I’ve ever wanted.”
Alexander’s expression crumpled softly, the walls he kept so carefully constructed beginning to erode under the weight of her love. His eyes, once sharp and bright with relentless purpose, were now filled with something far more fragile, grief, guilt, yearning.
“I know, Eliza,” he murmured, his voice breaking gently like glass under pressure. “I do. I know you would be content with far less than I’ve driven myself to chase.”
He drew in a shaky breath, closing his eyes tightly as though trying to seal away the ghosts of the past. “It’s just… I couldn’t bear the thought of you, of any of you, living the way I had to. Scraping by. Forgotten. Alone. I swore that if I ever had a family of my own, I would build them a world where they never had to want . Where they never had to fear that the ground beneath their feet would vanish.”
His hands reached up to hold hers, gently gripping her wrists where they framed his face, grounding himself in her presence. “I know it’s foolish. I know I chase ghosts sometimes more than dreams. But I can’t undo the part of me that still thinks I have to earn the right to belong. Even to you.”
Eliza leaned in, resting her forehead gently against his. “You’ve already earned it, Alexander,” she whispered, her breath warm against his skin. “You earn it every time you love us. Every time you come home. Every time you choose us .”
Phillip, watching quietly from beside them, swallowed hard and reached out. He took Alexander’s hand in his, threading their fingers together. “Papa,” he said softly, “you already gave me more than I knew how to ask for. Even if you didn’t always know how to show it, you were there. That was enough.”
Look around, look around…
Look at where you are
Look at where you started
The fact that you’re alive is a miracle
Just stay alive, that would be enough
Eliza squeezed Alexander’s hand tightly, her slender fingers threading between his as though anchoring herself to him with all the strength she could offer. Her voice was barely above a whisper, soft and aching with honesty.
“I could not bear the thought of moving through this life without you.”
The quiet declaration settled between them like a fragile promise, laced with the kind of love that had weathered storms far greater than either of them had expected to face. Her eyes shimmered with unshed tears, but they did not fall,not yet. Instead, she held his gaze, her thumb brushing gently across the back of his hand in a steady rhythm, grounding herself in the feel of his skin, his warmth, his presence.
Alexander turned toward her fully, his free hand lifting to cradle her cheek with infinite tenderness. The chaos that had danced behind his eyes for so long, the fire, the desperation, the grief, had dimmed. What remained was no less intense, but it was different: calm, clear, radiant. His smile was small, but true, a gentle curve that brought light back to his face.
“Eliza,” he murmured, his voice cracking with the depth of his feeling, “I’m right here.”
And he was, utterly present in that moment, no longer chasing the next ambition or running from the past. Just him, just her, just the gravity of all they had built and endured together.
“I didn’t see it before,” he whispered, brushing his thumb along her cheekbone. “What I was risking. What I stood to lose. But I see it now… and I swear to you, I will not let this go.”
Eliza leaned into his touch, her eyes fluttering shut for a breath, her lips trembling. When she opened them again, she saw the man she had always believed in, raw and real and finally letting himself be .
Their foreheads pressed together gently, the world around them fading for a moment into the background hum of firelight and quiet breathing.
And if this child
Phillip cautiously shifted in his seat, the stiffness in his spine beginning to give way as he allowed himself, inch by inch, to lean into Alexander’s side. His movements were hesitant, almost apologetic, like he feared the closeness might not be welcomed or might break some fragile spell that had settled over them.
His breath caught the moment his shoulder brushed against Alexander’s, and he froze his body taut, uncertain. Every nerve in him braced for rejection, for discomfort, for some echo of the tension that had filled the air earlier.
But then, he felt it.
The gentle slide of Alexander’s arm moving behind him, a hand settling with care around his shoulder, drawing him in closer with a warmth that spoke not just of acceptance but of something deeper. Something familial . Something safe.
Phillip let out a small, almost imperceptible sigh, part relief, part joy, as his weight finally relaxed into the curve of his father’s side. His head dipped slightly, close enough now to feel the steady rise and fall of Alexander’s chest with each breath. The older man said nothing, simply holding him there, anchoring him without pressure or expectation.
Alexander’s thumb gave the barest, unconscious brush against Phillip’s upper arm, a silent reassurance, a gesture that said I’m here without needing the words.
For a moment, Phillip allowed his eyes to flutter shut. The soft murmur of voices around them faded, and so did the crackling of the fire, the tension in his shoulders, and the ache that had sat heavy in his chest since he’d arrived in this strange, intersecting timeline.
Shares a fraction of your smile
Or a fragment of your mind, look out world!
That would be enough
I don’t pretend to know
The challenges you’re facing
The worlds you keep erasing and creating in your mind
A heavy sigh slipped from Alexander’s lips, the sound quiet but weighty, laden with the kind of exhaustion that came not just from physical fatigue, but from years of fighting battles, both visible and unseen. His eyes were locked on the screen, unblinking, as if searching for something in the shifting images, something he could grasp onto, understand, fix.
“I just want to help create a world I know my family will be safe in,” he murmured, his voice low, almost swallowed by the crackling of the fire. “Safe from poverty… safe from loss… from the hunger I knew too well, the kind of grief that burns long after it should be gone.” His voice cracked ever so slightly, the final words barely more than a whisper. “I want them to live in peace, not just survive.”
Silence settled gently across the room. No one dared speak, as if the air itself had thickened with the weight of Alexander’s quiet desperation. The others remained still, sensing the depth of what had just been spoken, not a boast, not a plan, but a hope. A plea .
Then came the sound of fabric shifting, soft and subtle, and Phillip stirred slightly where he sat tucked beside his father. His head had tilted somewhere during the long conversation, settling against Alexander’s shoulder, his face half-hidden in the folds of his father’s coat. His voice, when it came, was muffled but clear, a trembling thread of sincerity weaving through it.
“You did, Pops,” Phillip said, his words filled with the quiet certainty of someone who had lived through the outcome. “You kept us all safe. I don’t fully know how you did it, I don’t think I ever saw all the pieces. But my version of you… the father I had… he did it.”
Alexander turned slightly at the voice, blinking in surprise. His hand, still resting around Phillip’s shoulder, gave a small squeeze, whether for grounding or gratitude, even he wasn’t sure.
Phillip lifted his head enough to look at him, his eyes soft, glassy with emotion. “There were hard years. But I never went to bed hungry. I never feared where we’d sleep. And I never once doubted that you loved us, even when you didn’t know how to say it right.”
Alexander swallowed hard, the knot in his throat forming fast and sharp. He hadn’t asked for this moment, this strange, cosmic crossing of timelines, but hearing those words… it struck something deep inside him, a chord he hadn’t known was still raw.
Eliza, seated just beside them, reached across gently, her hand brushing against Phillip’s curls, then resting over Alexander’s heart, where it beat loud and steady beneath his coat.
“You try so hard,” she whispered. “And now you know you won’t fail.”
Alexander closed his eyes briefly, nodding once as a shuddering breath left him. He leaned his head lightly against Phillip’s for a second, letting the warmth between them settle the churning inside him. For the first time in a long while, he allowed himself a fragile piece of peace, knowing that in one future, at least, he had done enough.
But I’m not afraid
I know who I married
So long as you come home at the end of the day
That would be enough
We don’t need a legacy
We don’t need money
If I could grant you peace of mind
If you could let me inside your heart…
Alexander turned slightly toward Eliza, his hand trembling just faintly as he reached for hers. His fingers intertwined with hers slowly, deliberately, like he was committing the feeling to memory, her warmth, her strength, the gentleness he never felt he deserved but had been gifted all the same.
He brought her hand to his lips with a reverence that stole the breath from the room. It wasn’t rushed or performative, it was quiet, intimate, like the world had narrowed down to just the two of them. He kissed her knuckles tenderly, almost hesitantly, as though he was meeting her for the first time, as though he was discovering her all over again in this moment of raw vulnerability.
His gaze lifted to meet hers, and it was unguarded, wide and earnest, brimming with every word he couldn’t quite say. His voice, when it came, was low and rough, thick with emotion that clung to the edges of his words.
“You have my heart, Eliza,” he said, like a sacred vow whispered in the stillness. “You’ve had it from the start. I promise you that, and I will keep that promise for as long as I draw breath.”
Eliza’s eyes shimmered, her fingers tightening slightly around his as she took in the sheer honesty in his face. There was no mask of bravado, no charm or wit to shield him, only Alexander, laid bare before her, offering what he had always tried to express in letters and glances and flawed gestures.
Oh, let me be a part of the narrative
In the story they will write someday
Let this moment be the first chapter:
Where you decide to stay
And I could be enough
And we could be enough
That would be enough
Alexander let out a shaky breath, his fingers tightening slightly where they held Eliza’s hand. His gaze flicked between her and John, soft and sincere, as though he was trying to hold onto both of them with his eyes alone.
“You’re enough for me,” he said quietly, his voice unsteady but honest. “Both of you. I mean that.”
He turned to Eliza first, his thumb brushing over the back of her hand. “You’ve given me so much more than I ever thought I’d have. Your patience, your kindness, your love… You didn’t have to, but you did. And I don’t think I’ll ever deserve it, but I’ll never stop being thankful for it.”
Then he looked to John, his chest rising with another breath. “And you… You’ve stood by me through everything. You’ve believed in me even when I’ve made it hard. You never gave up on me.”
His eyes shimmered, but he smiled, a small, broken thing, but full of warmth.
“I know I get caught up in everything, work, legacy, all of it, but I need you to know… You two matter more than all of that. You’re my world.”
Neither Eliza nor John spoke right away. Eliza’s eyes had filled with tears, but her smile was bright and clear as she leaned her forehead gently against his. John reached out, placing a steady hand on Alexander’s back, grounding him.
“You don’t have to be perfect,” Eliza whispered.
“And you don’t have to carry it all alone,” John added.
Alexander nodded, his throat tight, a tear slipping silently down his cheek. He pulled them both closer, and in the quiet warmth of that moment, with no grand words or speeches, just simple truth and shared love, he let himself breathe.
He was held. And he was home.
Chapter 19: Guns and Ships
Chapter Text
[BURR]
How does a ragtag volunteer army in need of a shower
Burr’s brow furrowed deeply, his voice cutting through the low murmur of the room. “Why would I say that? I’m part of that army! What’s going on here?” His tone carried more than confusion, it held a quiet frustration, like someone trying to piece together a puzzle with missing pieces.
All heads turned toward Lin, who suddenly felt as though the air had thickened around him. He shrank slightly into his seat, his shoulders tightening under the weight of so many expectant gazes. He cleared his throat, offering a nervous smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.
“It’s… uh, it’s sort of a tagline,” he began, gesturing loosely with one hand. “For you, Aaron. Much like how Alexander’s is ‘I’m not throwing away my shot.’ Yours, well, yours is always a question.”
A few nods followed, Eliza gave a soft, understanding hum, Lafayette tilted his head thoughtfully, and even Washington’s expression seemed to shift into reluctant acceptance.
But Burr’s eyes didn’t leave Lin. He studied him, quiet but intense, the wheels clearly turning behind his composed expression. Lin could feel it, feel the scrutiny, the unspoken challenge. It wasn’t anger exactly, but it was cautious… reserved. The kind of suspicion that only came from a man used to being underestimated or misunderstood.
Burr’s lips parted slightly like he might speak again, but he stopped himself. Instead, he slowly nodded, a short, almost imperceptible motion. His jaw clenched briefly, then released.
“I’ll wait,” he said finally, low and measured. “Something tells me my questions will answer themselves.”
Lin gave a quiet exhale, grateful for the grace of delayed interrogation. Still, he couldn’t shake the feeling that Burr, both the man and the myth, was watching him more closely now.
As the screen resumed and the group turned their attention forward again, Lin shifted slightly in his seat, heart still racing. This was only the beginning.
Somehow defeat a global superpower?
Washington exhaled deeply, the weight of his thoughts pressing down on him like the heavy air before a storm. His eyes, usually sharp and commanding, softened as they lingered on the flickering screen before him. The room around him faded slightly, the murmurs, the rustling, drowned beneath the echo of a question that gnawed at his mind.
How? he thought, the word repeating silently, a desperate whisper in the quiet. How was he to lead his men to victory when they were so desperately in need of aid? The memory of strained supplies, worn-out soldiers, and the relentless pressure of unseen enemies haunted him. Victory wasn’t just about courage or strategy it was about survival, about having the strength to stand when everything was against you.
His jaw tightened, eyes narrowing with the familiar mix of frustration and resolve. The question lingered, unanswered, a silent burden only he could bear.
How do we emerge victorious from the quagmire?
Leave the battlefield waving Betsy Ross’ flag higher?
Yo. Turns out we have a secret weapon!
“What?” The word rippled through the room, spoken in unison yet carrying a spectrum of disbelief and frustration. The men’s brows furrowed deeply, shadows cast across their faces by the flickering firelight and the glow of the paused screen. Eyes darted between Alexander and Washington, the two men who held the knowledge, the strategies, and the weight of the war itself.
Yet, despite their positions, even these two shared the same confusion etched on the faces of their comrades. The silence that followed hung heavy, filled with unspoken questions and the lingering tension of uncertainty.
An immigrant you know and love who’s unafraid to step in!
He’s constantly confusin’, confoundin’ the British henchmen
From his seat to the side, Thomas Jefferson let out a sharp scoff, eyes narrowing as he fixed his gaze on the flickering screen. His voice carried a hint of derision, cutting through the room like a cold wind. “We get it, Hamilton was the favorite! But honestly, he’s nowhere near as impressive as everyone’s made him out to be.” The words landed heavily, like barbs aimed straight at Alexander’s pride.
Alexander winced involuntarily, the sting of Jefferson’s dismissal making his chest tighten. His jaw clenched, but he said nothing, the heat rising in his cheeks betraying a vulnerability he rarely allowed to show. The room seemed to pause for a heartbeat, the tension palpable.
Before the silence could deepen, George Washington cleared his throat, his calm and measured tone filling the space with steady reassurance. “Alexander,” Washington began firmly, his eyes warm but unwavering as they met Hamilton’s, “Mr. Jefferson is no favorite of mine. He receives no greater favor than any other aide of the same rank. What you must understand is that Alexander is, in fact, my most trusted and successful aide.” He paused, allowing the weight of his words to settle.
Washington gestured subtly toward the screen, his voice softening with quiet certainty. “And beyond that, this... this cannot be referring to him at all. If you recall, just moments ago, he was sent home to Eliza.” The room’s atmosphere shifted, the earlier sharpness melting into a mix of respect and quiet affirmation. Alexander’s expression softened, hope flickering behind his eyes as he absorbed Washington’s defense, the unspoken acknowledgment of his worth restoring a fragile confidence.
Ev’ryone give it up for America’s favorite fighting Frenchman!
Alexander’s features lit up with sudden warmth, the earlier tension easing from his shoulders as he turned toward where Lafayette sat, perched casually with one arm draped over the back of his chair. A playful grin curved across Alexander’s face, eyes sparkling with genuine affection.
“You are our favorite Frenchman, Laf!” he called out, his voice bright with mirth, the teasing lilt unmistakable as laughter bubbled up from his chest.
Lafayette’s head tilted slightly, dark curls bouncing as he beamed in return. The pride in his smile was unmistakable, his eyes crinkling at the corners as if the joy between them was something they’d passed back and forth a hundred times before, each time just as meaningful.
“Damn right, mon ami ,” Lafayette replied, his voice ringing with unmistakable excitement, accent thickening slightly with the burst of emotion. He pressed a hand to his chest in theatrical gratitude, as though bestowing a mock bow, then shot Alexander a wink. “I would be offended if it were otherwise.”
[COMPANY]
Lafayette!
“It’s me!” Lafayette breathed, his voice barely above a whisper, laced with wonder and disbelief.
He leaned forward instinctively, eyes wide and unblinking as the scene on the screen shifted. The glow of the projection danced across his face, casting flickering shadows over his sharp features as he watched the images move across the screen.
There he was, his counterpart, bold and defiant, springing into action with a fluidity that made Lafayette’s heart leap in his chest. The version of him on the screen wore a brilliant blue coat, sword in hand, eyes blazing with conviction as he surged forward amidst a group of comrades. The air around them crackled with the tension of an impending fight, energy pulsing like thunder in the distance.
Lafayette’s breath caught in his throat, lips parting slightly as though trying to speak and finding himself momentarily at a loss. There was something transcendent in watching himself not just fight, but lead . To be part of a cause greater than himself, even in this imagined retelling, stirred something fierce and proud in his chest.
Alexander glanced over and smiled at him, the kind of proud, radiant smile that needed no words, and Lafayette finally managed to exhale, voice low but reverent.
“That is…” he began, shaking his head slowly, “…magnifique.”
[LAFAYETTE]
I’m takin this horse by the reins makin’
Redcoats redder with bloodstains
[COMPANY]
Lafayette!
[LAFAYETTE]
And I’m never gonna stop until I make ‘em
Drop and burn ‘em up and scatter their remains, I’m
“ Ah, mon dieu! ” Lafayette exclaimed, eyes wide as his gaze remained fixed on the vibrant flurry of movement unfolding before them on the screen. His whole body leaned forward with the eagerness of a child at a theatre for the first time, captivated and utterly entranced.
The image flickered and danced, his counterpart moving at lightning speed, words flying from his mouth with near-impossible rhythm and clarity. The music pulsed like a heartbeat, underscored by the thunder of feet hitting the stage, each dancer moving with razor-sharp precision and explosive energy. Colors swirled. Lights gleamed. Every movement seemed to strike the air like sparks from a fire.
Lafayette turned briefly to glance at the others, his expression nothing short of incredulous, as though needing witnesses to confirm this miracle was real. “ Comment est-ce possible?! ” he asked, voice tinged with both awe and disbelief. “How on earth does this exemplary man speak so fast?! Regardez! ” He flung his arm out to gesture wildly at the screen, curls bouncing as he shook his head in amazement. “ Et regardez les danseurs! They are magnifique! Each one moves like poetry turned into flesh!”
He clasped a hand to his heart, clearly overwhelmed, as though the sheer artistry of it all was physically affecting him.
Alexander laughed, the sound rich and unguarded, his own expression lit with a blend of admiration and good-natured envy. “I do not know, mon ami, ” he said with a grin,“but I swear, I wish I had the talent to speak half so fast!”
He turned his gaze back to the screen, expression softening with wistful longing. “If I did, just think, so much more would be done! I could write an entire pamphlet before breakfast, draft a speech before lunch, and argue Congress into submission by nightfall!”
“That has never stopped you before,” Jefferson muttered dryly from across the room, though even he looked begrudgingly impressed.
Lafayette chuckled, unbothered, still entirely enraptured. “ Mon double is a marvel! No wonder the audience applauds, he is like a cannon of charisma and rhythm! Is this… is this truly what theatre has become in this future?”
Lin sat quietly amidst the stunned hush, still absorbing the tension that hung in the air. The room had transformed, what began as a gathering of strangers from across centuries had become something far more intimate, far more sacred. History watching its own heartbeat unfold.
He shifted slightly, drawing a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding. His hands trembled faintly where they rested in his lap, fingertips brushing against each other as if to ground himself in the moment.
He dampened his lips, eyes flicking across the room.
They were all still here, real, tangible . Washington, seated tall yet clearly burdened; Lafayette, thoughtful and glowing with the intensity of youth; Hercules, stoic and fiercely loyal even in silence; John and Eliza, both brimming with emotion as they hovered protectively around Alexander. And Alexander himself, brilliant, complicated, restless Alexander, so full of energy and fragility, tangled into the heart of the very legacy Lin had worked years to reconstruct.
And they were excited.
Not just humoring him. Excited.
There had been laughter. Cheering. Fierce debates. Singing along. Raw, unfiltered reactions that no critic, no opening night crowd, no awards stage had ever truly given him. Because those people, these people , were the origin.
And they cared.
Lin blinked quickly, moisture stinging behind his eyes. He wasn’t sure what he had expected, skepticism, maybe. Indifference. Rage at being dramatized or reduced to rhymed verse and stylized choreography.
But instead, they had embraced it.
Lafayette had beamed like a child seeing himself as a hero. Mulligan had practically roared with approval. And Alexander-
Lin’s gaze settled back on him, watching the younger man fidget, the man who had kept Lin awake for nights on end, had laughed, demanded answers, and even looked, for one brief, precious moment , at peace.
They saw themselves in it.
Lin’s lips parted again, this time with the shadow of a stunned smile. He ducked his head slightly, humbled, hands tightening together in his lap.
He had written this show to tell their story. To breathe life into history. To honor the fire and the flaws, the genius and the grief.
But never, never , had he imagined he would sit among them, watch them react, hear their voices joining in song and feel, truly, that they understood him, too.
And for a man who had built an empire of words... he found himself speechless.
[COMPANY]
Lafayette!
[LAFAYETTE]
Watch me engagin’ em! Escapin’ em!
Enragin’ em! I’m—
[COMPANY]
Lafayette!
The energy in the room shifted in an instant electric and uncontainable as the beat on the screen surged forward and the music crescendoed. A familiar refrain rang out, and as if pulled by some invisible string, the four young men moved almost in unison.
“ Lafayette! ” they all shouted in time with the performers, voices full of excitement and unmistakable pride.
Alexander, ever animated, punched the air with both fists, eyes gleaming as he threw himself into the moment with wild enthusiasm. John Laurens was right beside him, grinning from ear to ear, his curls bouncing as he shouted the name with the kind of joy that could only come from seeing his closest friend celebrated so boldly. Hercules Mulligan let out a booming laugh as he joined in, clapping once and rocking forward in his seat, the sheer force of his voice echoing in the room like a cannon blast. And Lafayette, his entire face was radiant, his hand pressed over his chest in mock disbelief, glowing with laughter as he exclaimed, “ C’est moi! ” before laughing again and joining their chant with a proud “ Lafayette! ” of his own.
They followed the rhythm, nearly bouncing in their seats, pointing at the screen and echoing lines like children swept up in a favorite story. The joy between them was infectious, pure and unfiltered, the kind born not just from pride but from brotherhood.
Behind them, leaning back with hands loosely folded in his lap, George Washington observed the scene with a long-suffering sigh, one that couldn’t quite disguise the soft huff of amusement beneath it. Though his expression remained composed, the fond glint in his eyes betrayed him, and a small, unmistakable smile curved the edges of his mouth.
He didn’t interrupt. He didn’t need to.
There was something profoundly comforting in watching them like this, young, alive, full of fire and music and joy . For all their debates, their ambitions, their battles and burdens, moments like this reminded him that they were still boys in many ways. Brilliant, impossible boys with the world at their feet.
[LAFAYETTE]
I go to France for more funds
[COMPANY]
Lafayette!
[LAFAYETTE]
I come back with more
[LAFAYETTE AND ENSEMBLE]
Guns
And ships
Lafayette leaned forward, his entire body practically vibrating with anticipation as the screen displayed his counterpart passionately delivering lines about rallying French support for the Revolution. His eyes shone with pride, and his chest puffed out with patriotic fire as he nodded along with every syllable, curls bouncing with the intensity of his enthusiasm.
“ Mais bien sûr, mon ami! ” he exclaimed, voice rising with fervor and a thickening French accent that betrayed just how deeply the moment moved him. “The King shall help us in our fight against tyranny! It is only right! Liberty must not be bound by borders!” His hands flared open as if casting a spell, the theatrical sweep of his arms perfectly matching his rising energy.
His excitement was so powerful it seemed to ripple through the room, drawing smiles from the others, even a chuckle from Hercules. Alexander grinned openly, nudging John with his elbow as if to say that’s our Laf .
But amidst the swell of emotion, a quiet presence remained steady.
From his place behind them, Washington’s calm voice broke through like a gentle tide returning to shore. “ Son, ” he said with deliberate softness, the word carrying a quiet weight that settled the air. Lafayette turned to him immediately, his fervor momentarily arrested by the unexpected term of endearment.
Washington’s expression was composed, but his gaze held something unmistakably warm, pride , yes, but also concern . The calm affection in his eyes cut through the storm of excitement with ease, grounding the moment.
“Thank you,” Washington continued, tone smooth and even as a river, “for all you’ve done to secure France’s support. Your efforts have not gone unnoticed.” He gave a slight incline of his head, a gesture of genuine respect that made Lafayette straighten with stunned honor.
“But,” he added, his voice firming slightly, “I would suggest you temper yourself. Injuring your throat from shouting or throwing out your back from all that dramatic nodding will serve no purpose in battle.” His lips quirked in the faintest, almost imperceptible smile, but the twinkle in his eye made it clear, it was a jest, offered with care.
The Frenchman blinked, then burst into laughter, shoulders relaxing as the tension released all at once. “ Pardon, mon général! ” he said, placing a hand dramatically to his heart. “I shall try to contain my revolutionary soul, for now.”
Washington gave a soft hum in response, shaking his head ever so slightly but never losing that paternal gleam. “See that you do.”
As Lafayette laughed and playfully clutched his chest, basking in the rare tenderness from Washington, Alexander found himself still, his smile softening, his body unmoving except for the subtle lean toward the figure beside him. His shoulder brushed John’s, his cheek nearly grazing the soft curls at John’s temple as he tilted his head, eyes locked on Lafayette with a quiet kind of yearning.
There was something in the way Laf had accepted Washington’s affection so easily, like sunlight through an open window, as if it had always belonged there. No flinch. No hesitation. Just joy, received and returned in equal measure.
Alexander’s chest ached with something he couldn’t name.
He didn’t speak, but John noticed the way Alex’s breathing had slowed. The way his fingers curled in his lap, gripping one another tightly as if to hold himself together. Gently, without drawing attention, John’s hand found Alexander’s waist, slipping beneath the hem of his coat. His fingertips moved slowly, tracing a soothing pattern across the fabric of Alex’s shirt, no urgency, just presence.
Then he leaned in, his voice barely above a whisper, intimate enough to stay just between them.
“He loves you, Alex,” John murmured, the words a balm rather than a revelation. “He understands.”
And so the balance shifts
[WASHINGTON]
We rendezvous with Rochambeau, consolidate their gifts
[LAFAYETTE]
We can end this war at Yorktown, cut them off at sea, but
Alexander sat up with sudden purpose, drawing away from both John’s comforting warmth and Eliza’s gentle presence beside him. But this time, there was no tension in his movement, no storm of tightly wound emotions hiding beneath the surface. Instead, there was a flash of intent, a familiar fire kindling behind his eyes.
His hands dove into the folds of his coat, fingers moving with practiced urgency as they searched, dug, and retrieved what he always carried, no matter the circumstance. A folded square of parchment emerged first, followed quickly by a small quill and a sealed vial of ink, miraculously unspilled. The tools were worn but reliable, edges of the parchment slightly frayed from constant use. He balanced the items expertly on his knee, already preparing to write.
Washington watched the scene unfold with a bemused shake of his head, lips curling into a knowing, half-exasperated smile. His voice dropped to a low murmur meant only for those immediately beside him, Martha and Lin, both of whom leaned in just slightly to hear.
“Of course Alexander has parchment and quill on his person whilst in the midst of a battle,” he remarked with dry affection, the corners of his eyes crinkling. “The man would stop mid-charge to annotate a cannon’s trajectory if given half the chance.”
Lin snorted softly in agreement, while Martha gave a gentle, fond smile, the kind only a mother figure could wear when watching an over-eager child ready to run before the path was clear.
Alexander, oblivious to the commentary, was already scribbling notes with furious speed, ink flowing with purpose across the page. His lips moved silently for a moment, working through calculations and placements, eyes flicking up toward the screen with every strategic beat. Then, aloud, almost urgently, he asked the air:
“Yorktown? Please, voice, when is this in our timeline?”
He didn’t even look down as he wrote, his gaze lifting toward the ceiling as though trying to will the answer into existence. His quill scratched furiously, ideas pouring out faster than he could capture them all.
The reply came at once, calm and clear but chilling in its simplicity:
“Not for half a year.”
The room went still.
Alexander’s quill froze mid-stroke.
A silence settled like dust after cannonfire, heavy and intrusive. The words sank in with an awful weight, not just for Alexander, but for every man in the room who had worn a uniform, who had stood shoulder to shoulder in rain, blood, and frozen earth.
Half a year.
Six more months of hunger, of frostbitten feet and threadbare uniforms. Six more months of dwindling supplies and sleepless nights, of wondering if the cause would die before the dream could live. Of praying the French would come, that support would not be too little, too late. Of watching comrades fall.
Alexander’s throat bobbed with a silent swallow, his fingers tightening around the quill until his knuckles turned white. He didn't speak again, but the frantic motion had ceased. The parchment rested on his lap, ink blotting at the corner where the tip had paused too long.
John, ever attuned to him, reached forward again, resting his hand lightly on Alex’s back. He didn’t push, didn’t urge. Just reminded him: you are not alone.
Across the room, Hercules’s jaw was clenched, his eyes locked on the screen with a kind of righteous fury. Lafayette sat straighter, expression somber now, the mirth from moments ago tempered by the reminder of what lay ahead.
Eliza’s hand slipped into Alexander’s gently, grounding him. She didn’t have to say a word.
And George Washington, who already knew what waiting cost, closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them again, gaze steady as stone. His voice didn’t break the silence this time. It didn’t have to.
For this to succeed, there is someone else we need:
[WASHINGTON]
I know
[WASHINGTON AND COMPANY]
Hamilton!
A dramatic groan broke the spell of silence.
Jefferson threw his head back with an exaggerated sigh, eyes rolling so hard it was a wonder they didn’t get stuck. “Can we not go more than one song without him taking center stage?” he drawled, voice thick with exasperation and envy.
A few amused titters bubbled from the corners of the room, but they died quickly when Washington turned toward Jefferson with a look that silenced all. His expression was composed, tight, even, but his eyes held a glint like tempered steel. It wasn’t loud. It didn’t need to be. That look alone could have sliced a man in half. Even Lin winced slightly, caught in the crossfire of the General’s glare.
Jefferson, for his part, shifted in his seat, eyes darting away and jaw tightening, clearly second-guessing his choice of sarcasm.
Meanwhile, Alexander blinked, caught slightly off guard by the attention now swinging toward him. He was curled comfortably between John and Eliza, legs drawn loosely beneath him, one of Eliza’s hands lazily stroking his knuckles while John’s arm rested protectively behind his back. For once, he looked… peaceful.
But Jefferson’s words had sparked something uncertain in him. A familiar coil of doubt rose, threading itself through his mind like smoke through the rafters.
“Why would you need me?” he asked softly, looking up from the nest of warmth he’d been drawn into. His gaze flickered between Lafayette, whose proud energy had calmed into steady loyalty, and Washington, whose brows knit at the question.
The room stilled again. Washington turned fully now, facing him, not with anger, but with a disbelief so genuine it almost seemed to offend him.
“I have told you this, Alexander,” he said, voice low and firm, laced with that rare edge of paternal shock he reserved for moments when Hamilton doubted what was obvious to everyone but himself. “Time and time again. You are essential to this cause, both as a soldier, a writer and a son .”
His tone didn’t waver. There was no performative praise, no flattery. Just truth. Plain and immovable.
“You have the mind to see the battlefield before we step foot on it. The words to rally a people who are starving and afraid. And the fire to make kings take notice. That is not something I can afford to waste.” He paused, gaze softening only slightly. “That is not something I would ever waste.”
Lafayette leaned forward in his seat, eyes burning with conviction as he chimed in with a quiet, emphatic nod. “We needed you yesterday , and we will need you tomorrow , mon frère. You are part of the backbone of this Revolution.”
John leaned closer, his breath brushing Alex’s cheek as he murmured, “Even if you can’t see it, we do. We always have.”
Alexander swallowed hard, his gaze dropping for a moment to the parchment still in his lap, ink drying beside hastily scribbled notes. His fingers tightened around it.
He didn’t say thank you, not aloud, but the slight nod, the way he leaned back into John and Eliza with a tiny, grateful exhale, spoke volumes.
And Washington, watching him settle again into the arms of people who loved him, let out a slow breath of his own. The fire in his eyes dimmed to something gentler, less of a sword’s edge, more of a shield’s strength.
[LAFAYETTE]
Sir, he knows what to do in a trench
Ingenuitive and fluent in French, I mean—
[WASHINGTON AND COMPANY]
Hamilton!
[LAFAYETTE]
Sir, you’re gonna have to use him eventually
What’s he gonna do on the bench? I mean—
Washington sat still, his broad shoulders drawn tight with the kind of weariness that came not from physical exertion, but from the burden of impossible choices. His eyes were fixed on the screen, but they weren’t truly watching the performance anymore. They were searching, calculating, questioning, dreading .
The room hummed softly with the echoes of the music, the younger men and women around him captivated by the action and drama onscreen. Yet Washington remained quiet, a singular island of contemplation amid a sea of energy. After a moment, he leaned subtly to his side, lowering his voice to speak only to the man beside him.
“Mr. Miranda,” he began, the formality laced with a kind of reverence. “I understand that this is from our future, and that you wrote this musical based on the events that shaped it.”
Lin turned toward him, blinking, posture attentive. He hadn’t expected to be addressed again, certainly not by him .
“So please,” Washington continued, his voice low and slightly strained, “tell me something plainly.”
He paused then, glancing from the flickering images of battle preparations on the screen to the slight figure of Alexander curled protectively between Eliza and Laurens, his face alight with quiet, hopeful energy, completely unaware of the weight that hovered just over his future.
Washington’s voice dropped another octave, barely audible now. “Do I truly have no other choice… than to give him a command?”
Lin’s lips parted slightly, but no answer came at once. His shoulders sagged, and he looked down at his hands, which were laced tightly in his lap. When he did speak, it was with hesitant care.
“Sir,” Lin began, “I… I’m just a playwright.”
But before he could even finish, Washington cut him off, not unkindly, but with a firm, unshakable tone that demanded truth.
“No,” Washington said, shaking his head once as he gestured broadly toward the screen. “ This is not just another piece of work from any old playwright. Do not insult it, and do not insult yourself. ” His gaze was piercing, yet not harsh. “This is a legacy. It’s being used, by whatever powers rule this strange convergence of time, to tell us something. To prepare us.”
Lin hesitated again, but this time, he met the General’s gaze directly. His own dark eyes shimmered with emotion, not from fear, but from the magnitude of the moment.
He exhaled slowly, his voice quiet but unwavering. “Then if you want my honest answer… yes. From what I gathered during my research, from my work with Ron Chernow, the archives, the correspondence, and everything history has recorded, you must give Alexander his command.”
The silence that followed was thick, heavy with understanding. Lin didn’t fill it with further explanation. There was no need. His answer had landed like a stone in the still water of Washington’s thoughts.
Washington’s eyes turned back to the screen again, where Alexander’s counterpart stood, waiting, aching, for the call to arms he believed would define him. The music swelled around them, but the room, to him, felt quieter than ever.
For a long moment, he said nothing. But the tension in his jaw eased, and his fingers relaxed where they had been clenched against his knee.
It was not the answer he wanted.
But it was the one he knew, deep down, was right.
[WASHINGTON AND COMPANY]
Hamilton!
[LAFAYETTE]
No one has more resilience
Or matches my practical tactical brilliance—
[WASHINGTON AND COMPANY]
Hamilton!
[LAFAYETTE]
You wanna fight for your land back?
[WASHINGTON]
I need my right hand man back!
Washington’s gaze lingered on the screen far longer than necessary, as though his very will might reach through it and bend the narrative to a different course, to any course that didn’t demand what he knew was coming. His usually stoic face was creased, not with frustration or anger, but with something far heavier: helplessness. It was an emotion he seldom allowed himself to feel, let alone show.
Slowly, his eyes drifted to Lin again, quiet and still beside him. The young man had already delivered his verdict, spoken in the steady voice of someone who understood the cost of telling the truth. But Washington’s expression was almost pleading now, not of a general, but of a father.
As if hoping, just hoping, that this was all some artistic embellishment. That there might be a version where the war could still be won, and Alexander could be spared. That he wouldn’t have to send that boy , his most brilliant, reckless, irreplaceable aide, into the fire. Not again.
But no answer came.
The music played on, the scene moving forward, unrelenting. The future had already been written.
Washington’s chest rose and fell with a quiet sigh that seemed to echo louder than any cannon blast. His shoulders sank just a little. Not in defeat, but in surrender to duty. If this was the path to the future they’d glimpsed, of liberty, of legacy, then no amount of love or fear could change it. He had no choice. He never did.
He turned his head, finally, and looked over to Alexander.
The young man was sitting up now, posture straighter, energy buzzing through him like a live wire. His foot tapped restlessly on the floor, fingers fidgeting with the edge of his coat, every inch of him brimming with anticipation. His gaze was locked on the screen, bright and eager, almost boyish in its intensity. Like an excitable puppy at the edge of a hunt, trembling to be called forward.
And then he looked over. Their eyes met.
For a moment, time seemed to still between them.
Alexander tilted his head, the beginnings of a smile forming, uncertain, but hopeful. He could sense something serious in Washington’s gaze but hadn’t yet grasped the full weight of it.
Washington inhaled slowly and held his gaze. When he spoke, his voice was low and unusually soft, his mask of command slipping just slightly.
“You deserve the opportunity, Alexander,” he said gently. “Truly, you have proved your worth over and over again throughout this war. No one, no one can deny that.”
Alexander’s brows lifted slightly, lips parting. There was a flicker of awe in his eyes, a rare moment of quiet from someone whose mind was always rushing ahead.
“But-” Washington’s voice caught. Just slightly. Just enough to reveal the human beneath the title. He swallowed and let the rest out in a breath.
“I just… I wish I could keep you safe.”
The confession hung in the air between them, raw and unguarded. There was no strategy in it, no calculated reassurance. Just truth.
Alexander’s eyes widened, chest tightening as something warm and painful bloomed in his chest. He hadn’t expected that. Not from him.
Washington’s gaze dropped for a heartbeat, before returning with a steadiness that held a thousand words unsaid.
“I wish I could keep all of you safe,” he added quietly, more to himself now than anyone else.
For once, Alexander had no clever retort. No lofty quotation. Just silence, and the sound of his breath catching quietly in his throat as he tried to process the rare, aching tenderness of that moment.
And on the screen, history continued, unfolding just as it always had.
[LAFAYETTE]
Ah! Uh, get ya right hand man back
You know you gotta get ya right hand man back
I mean you gotta put some thought into the letter but the sooner the better
To get your right hand man back!
[COMPANY]
Hamilton!
[WOMEN]
Hamilton!
Hamilton!
Hamilton, Hamilton!
Ha— ha—!
[MEN]
Get your right hand man back!
Your right hand man back!
Hamilton!
Ha—
Ha—
Hamilton, Hamilton!
Ha— ha—!
[WASHINGTON]
Alexander Hamilton
Troops are waiting in the field for you
If you join us right now, together we can turn the tide
Oh, Alexander Hamilton
I have soldiers that will yield for you
If we manage to get this right
They’ll surrender by early light
The world will never be the same, Alexander…
As the final note of the song echoed through the space and the screen faded to darkness for a breathless moment, the room fell into a heavy, aching silence.
No one spoke.
The usual scattered murmurs, witty remarks, and excited reactions were absent now, replaced by something far deeper, something solemn. The kind of stillness that comes not from peace, but from the weight of realization. The music had stirred something raw in each of them, something not so easily shaken off.
They all knew what was coming.
The end of the war had been hinted at, danced around, sung toward like a promised star on the horizon. Victory. Freedom. The moment their sacrifices would finally mean something.
And yet, none of them could quite bring themselves to celebrate. Not yet.
Because the cost had yet to be revealed.
Eliza sat with her hands tightly folded in her lap, her face pale, eyes fixed on the blank screen as though bracing herself for what came next. She had clutched Alexander’s hand during the final verse, but now her grip had loosened, not from relief,but dread.
John leaned forward, elbows on his knees, brows furrowed, teeth chewing at the inside of his cheek. His usual spark of mischief was gone, replaced by quiet contemplation. He had always known war came with loss, but something about seeing it this way, from a future already written, made it feel more real than ever before.
Hercules sat stiller than any of them had ever seen him. Arms crossed over his chest, jaw clenched. His leg bounced beneath him, his only outward tell of the storm within. He had helped build the backbone of the resistance, but even he couldn’t escape the gnawing thought: who survives to see the end?
Lafayette, who moments ago had been full of fire and passion, now looked subdued. His fingers were steepled under his chin, eyes clouded as he stared ahead. Half a year more. How many would fall in that time? Would he ? Would they all ?
Washington sat like a statue, only his eyes moving, searching, calculating, preparing. He could feel the weight of what was still to come pressing against his chest like the edge of a drawn blade. He had carried nations on his back—but now, he carried the futures of the men in this room. And he knew now that not all of them would make it.
And Alexander-
He had gone quiet. Not the sullen, bitter silence he so often wore in frustration, but a deeper, more fragile quiet. His posture remained upright, but his body was taut with anticipation, almost as if afraid to move. His hand still rested in Eliza’s, and his other arm lightly touched John’s knee, but his eyes were far away, somewhere between the battlefield and a future he could barely imagine.
They could guess what was coming.
The final push. The surrender. The dream of independence finally within reach.
But the path to that ending? The names not yet sung? The shadows hanging over what should have been triumph?
They had no answers.
Only questions. Only dread.
Only silence.
Chapter 20: History has its eyes on You
Notes:
Is- is that TWO updates in a single day?! Well yes, yes it is, finished editing Guns and Ships and noticed how small this was so decided to get it out today too especially since Yorktown will be... intense. I'm hoping to get it out in the next week and a half but as always-
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Chapter Text
The silence settled again,not the tense, anticipatory kind from before, but something softer. Heavier. As though the room itself held its breath out of respect for what unfolded on screen.
The image had shifted, gone was the fire and frenzy of war drums and cannon smoke. Now, the focus was intimate.Beneath dimmed light, shoulders squared yet bowed with an invisible weight the onscreen Washington stared out into the distance, his expression distant, his brow shadowed, his entire frame somehow smaller, as if solitude itself had stripped him of his mythos.
The real George Washington sat silently watching himself, unmoving. Even his breath seemed shallow. There was no pride in his eyes, no defense. Only quiet reflection, as though he, too, wasn’t sure what he might see next.
Angelica shifted in her seat, furrowing her brow as she leaned forward, unable to contain her confusion. Her sharp gaze flicked between the screen and Lin.
“What is going on?” she asked, her voice low but firm, like a question she expected to be answered honestly. “Surely we should be seeing the outcome of the war by now?”
Several heads turned, some nodding in shared confusion. Victory had felt so close. The moment of triumph just within reach. But instead, they were being shown… this. The General, alone. Somber. Human .
Lin glanced at her, a gentle smile tugging at the corner of his lips. There was no smugness in it, just patience, and understanding, and perhaps even a touch of reverence.
“The war ends soon,” he said softly, reassuring. “I promise you that. It’s after this.”
He hesitated then, his eyes moving from Angelica’s curious expression to the quiet, motionless figure of Washington himself. Lin’s voice lowered, carrying more weight now, not for the crowd, but for the man in blue watching himself unfold on screen.
“This…” he said, gesturing faintly toward the projection, “this is something different. It’s not about battle strategies or the sound of muskets. This is an opportunity.”
His gaze settled squarely on the General.
“To look at him. To learn about the man behind the title. To try and understand the why behind the decisions he made… and the burden he carried when no one else could see it.”
Washington’s eyes did not leave the screen, but Lin’s words clearly struck a chord. His jaw tightened, just slightly. Not in anger, but in recognition.
“Command is lonely,” Lin added softly. “And this moment shows us what it costs to lead, not just others, but yourself.”
Angelica nodded slowly, her earlier curiosity now tempered with something deeper. Respect. Thoughtfulness.
No one in the room spoke for several long beats. All eyes returned to the screen, to the solitary figure who had, for so long, seemed like an immovable monument of strength. But now, through this strange and magical lens, they were being shown something far more rare:
The man behind the myth. And the quiet ache of leadership.
[WASHINGTON]
I was younger than you are now
When I was given my first command
I led my men straight into a massacre
I witnessed their deaths firsthand
Washington’s shoulders had always seemed unshakable, broad and commanding, carved by years of war and leadership into a figure that others leaned on without question. But now, as his onscreen counterpart stood motionless in the quiet aftermath of command, something shifted in the real man’s posture.
His back remained straight, but there was tension there, subtle, tightening like a bowstring drawn too taut. His head bowed slightly, not in defeat, but in something deeper. Regret. Guilt. The unbearable weight of choices made with no right answer. The kind of burden that only grows heavier when others call you a hero.
He didn’t speak. Didn’t move.
But beside him, Martha did.
Without a word, she reached over and gently slipped her hand into his. Her touch was warm and familiar, her fingers smaller but no less steady than his. She gave his hand a quiet squeeze, once, twice, anchoring him not just to the moment, but to himself.
His fingers tightened around hers slowly, as though only just realizing how tightly he’d been holding everything else in.
The voice that broke the silence wasn’t Martha’s.
It came from across the room. Soft. Deliberate. And somehow even more shocking than any shout.
“George…”
Alexander’s voice, rarely gentle, almost never uncertain, cut through the quiet like a whisper in a cathedral. Heads turned. A few blinked in confusion. Laurens shifted slightly, lips parted as though surprised by the tenderness in his lover’s tone.
Alexander rarely used the General’s given name.
But in that moment, he wasn’t speaking as a soldier, or even as a former aide.
He was speaking as a son.
“I’m sure it was not purely your fault,” Alexander continued, his voice delicate but firm. His eyes, wide, earnest, shimmering just faintly in the low light, were fixed on Washington.
There was no challenge in his tone. No edge of accusation or hidden bitterness. Only a quiet offering. An attempt to pull the towering man beside Martha back from the brink of guilt.
He didn’t say you did your best. He didn’t say it’s fine.
He said it was not purely your fault. Because Alexander knew what it meant to carry too much. To be blamed for everything, whether it was fair or not. And perhaps more than anyone else in that room, he understood the ache of holding a nation in one hand while trying to protect your heart with the other.
Washington lifted his head, slowly. His eyes met Alexander’s across the space, eyes that had once looked upon a brash, brilliant boy and now saw a man standing in front of him, reaching back.
The moment stretched.
No one interrupted. No one dared.
And though Washington said nothing, something in the rigid set of his shoulders loosened. Just slightly. Just enough.
His hand still gripped Martha’s, but now it was Alexander’s gaze that held him steady.
I made every mistake
I felt the shame rise in me
And even now I lie awake
[WASHINGTON]
Knowing history has its eyes on me
[HAMILTON/WASHINGTON]
History has its eyes on me.
[LAURENS/MULLIGAN]
Whoa…
Whoa…
Whoa…
Yeah
[COMPANY]
Whoa…
Whoa…
Whoa…
Yeah
Washington’s gaze remained locked on the screen, unmoving. Unblinking. As if by sheer focus alone, he could stop time, pause the unraveling of choices and outcomes long since etched into history.
The others weren’t watching the projection anymore. Their eyes were on him .
Alexander, still seated between John and Eliza, leaned forward slightly, his entire body attuned to the General’s every breath. Martha, ever silent and steady, kept her hand in George’s, her expression unreadable but her support unwavering. Even Jefferson, who so often cloaked his discomfort in sarcasm, had quieted, unsettled by the depth of weight in Washington’s silence.
But the General didn’t notice them.
Or if he did, he gave no sign.
Then Washington spoke, more to the screen, or perhaps to himself, than to anyone else.
“Every decision we make…”
His voice was low, rough with the gravel of long-buried emotion. The room stilled at the first word, and the world seemed to quiet around him.
“Every decision I make…” he corrected softly, as if unable to distance himself from the weight of it. “…no matter the outcome, will influence the future.”
He inhaled slowly through his nose, the breath catching slightly in his chest before continuing, barely louder than a whisper.
“To decide what to do with so many lives at risk…”
The sentence trailed off. Unfinished. As if the rest of it had splintered inside him before it could make it to his tongue.
There was no need to finish it. They all felt the ending that hung unsaid in the air:
…and live with what you’ve chosen.
Alexander lowered his gaze, throat tight. Because he understood that burden better than most. He had made decisions too, letters that turned tides, words that moved armies. And like Washington, he had learned that brilliance didn’t shield you from consequence.
Lafayette watched the General with reverence, his own shoulders slightly hunched, lips pressed together in wordless solidarity. He had led men too, young men, hopeful men, and he carried the names of those who hadn’t returned with him every time he stepped onto a battlefield.
Hercules, stoic in his seat, exhaled slowly, the calluses on his hands curling against his thighs. He had seen friends die under orders that had come from above. It didn’t matter if those orders were right or necessary. The loss still etched itself into your bones.
And John, John watched Washington not as a general or a legend, but as a man. One who was holding back the tide of grief with sheer force of will.
“Sir,” John said softly, voice respectful but full of quiet honesty, “you carry the weight so no one else has to. But that doesn’t mean it has to break you.”
Washington’s eyes flicked toward him, startled by the words. And for a moment, the tension in his jaw eased.
Still, he said nothing more.
He just turned his face back toward the screen.
Watching.
Bearing it all.
Alone, but no longer unnoticed.
[WASHINGTON]
Let me tell you what I wish I’d known
When I was young and dreamed of glory:
Alexander flinched as the words from the screen echoed through the room, soft but devastating.
The voice was Washington’s, his counterpart’s, but the ache in it struck Alexander like a lightning bolt to the chest. He had heard those words before.
Not in that exact phrasing, perhaps.
But in the tremble of Washington’s voice late at night, when they sat alone beneath the canvas of command tents, parchment spread between them and the weight of war pressing in like fog. In the long silences after letters were sealed and sent. In the way the General looked at him with that impossible mix of authority, love, and fear that only a father could hold for a son walking a path paved with gunpowder.
Alexander winced, his entire frame tightening as if trying to shield himself from something unseen. The breath he took afterward was shallow, unsteady, barely enough to stop the sting rising behind his eyes.
Instinctively, Eliza’s hand reached for his, while John’s arm at his back shifted closer, offering quiet support. But this time, to the surprise of everyone, including perhaps Alexander himself, he didn’t lean in.
Instead, with trembling fingers and an almost childlike hesitation, Alexander gently, carefully extricated himself from between them. He didn’t speak. Didn’t explain. He simply rose, smoothing the front of his coat with shaking hands as though trying to steel himself.
The room watched, frozen in stunned silence.
Even Jefferson paused his usual eye-rolling, eyes narrowing in confusion as the ever-defiant, often proud Hamilton quietly moved across the room, not toward the center of attention, not toward command or control, but toward him.
Toward George.
Lin, who had been seated just beside the General, blinked and quickly shifted aside, recognizing something sacred in motion. He offered no words, only a nod, giving them the space they suddenly, deeply needed.
Alexander lowered himself onto the couch beside Washington without a word. He didn’t sit straight or stiff like a soldier reporting for duty. No, he folded in slightly, his shoulders curved inward, his legs drawn a little closer, as though trying to make himself smaller. As though ashamed that he needed this, but needing it all the same.
His breath shook in and out. His eyes stayed forward, but his entire body leaned just slightly, enough that his shoulder brushed Washington’s. A whisper of contact. A question asked without words.
And for the first time in recent memory, it wasn’t the General reaching for him.
It was Alexander who sought him out.
Washington didn’t speak immediately. He turned his head slowly, taking in the sight of the young man beside him. The bravado was gone. The fury, the pride, the ever-present need to prove himself, all of it had melted away in that one act of quiet, raw vulnerability.
Without hesitation, Washington lifted one arm and wrapped it around Alexander’s shoulders. Not forcefully. Not ceremonially. Just there, present and solid, anchoring and warm.
Alexander exhaled sharply, and though he didn’t lean all the way in, the trembling in his body stilled a little. He allowed himself the comfort, chose it for the first time, not because he was ordered or soothed into it, but because he wanted it.
The room said nothing, but the air shifted. A hush fell that was not stunned this time, but reverent.
John reached for Eliza’s hand, squeezing it as he watched the scene with a gentle ache in his chest. Eliza’s eyes shimmered, but she smiled through it, because this, this , was something Alexander had long needed. And now he was finding it.
Lin swallowed past the lump in his throat, watching as the living history he had studied, written, and honored unfolded before him, not on stage, but in real time.
And George Washington, father of a country, wrapped his arm tighter around the boy who had become, in every way that mattered, his son.
You have no control:
[WASHINGTON AND COMPANY]
Who lives, who dies, who tells your story
A collective shiver rippled through the room.
It wasn’t cold but something in the air shifted, a weight settling over every heart present as the voice from the screen spoke with bone-deep certainty
No fanfare. No thunderous drums. Just truth, raw, unflinching.
Each person felt it settle into their skin like mist seeping through their pores. Because they all knew . They understood , perhaps better than anyone else ever could, how heavy those eyes could be. The eyes of history. The eyes of those who came after. The eyes of those who never lived to see what came next.
Alexander froze, his body going unnaturally still beside George.
The words struck him not as metaphor, but as memory. As wounds.
Flashes tore through his mind in quick succession, fast and blinding. His mother, fevered and limp in his arms. The cold, vacant stare of his cousin, whose desperation had once been a lifeline and then a noose. The chaos of the island after the hurricane, faces twisted in terror, the ruins of what had been homes, lives. Blood in the water. Smoke in the sky.
Then soldiers. So many soldiers.
Comrades whose names he never learned, whose hands he’d held as the light drained from their eyes. Men he’d fought beside. Men he’d fought against . The first man he’d killed, young, no older than himself, eyes wide in the final seconds, confusion frozen on his face.
He couldn’t even remember that boy’s name. Or if he ever knew it.
His breath caught sharply in his throat, his chest stuttering with a force that made him press a hand there, as if he could keep everything inside from spilling out. His eyes squeezed shut, too tightly, as though to block out the ghosts. But they came anyway.
And then,
A touch.
Strong. Grounding.
George’s arm, already looped around him, tightened just slightly, but with clear intention. Protective. Anchoring. Present.
Alexander jumped, his body startled by the contact, as if yanked back from the edge of memory. He gasped a little, chest hitching, eyes still shut.
But he didn’t pull away.
If anything, he shifted just a little closer, breath trembling as he leaned subtly into the warmth of the embrace. It wasn’t weakness. It wasn’t surrender.
It was relief .
He wasn’t alone in the storm this time.
Washington said nothing, but his hand rose to rest against Alexander’s back, fingers steady, circling once, twice, reassuring in its simplicity. Not commanding. Not fixing.
Just there.
Because there was nothing to say.
Only the truth.
History had its eyes on them.
And for some, those eyes were already full of ghosts.
[WASHINGTON]
I know that we can win
“We can.”
The words rang out into the silence, soft but solid, like a lantern being lit in the darkest part of the night.
Washington’s voice was calm, but not quiet. It carried weight, not through volume, but through the gravity behind each syllable. There was no hesitation, no doubt, only steady conviction forged from fire and forged for those who followed him.
“Good shall always prevail,” he continued, his tone deepening, expanding as though it echoed from some sacred place within him. “We must keep fighting. Keep moving. Forward.”
He didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t need to. The very certainty in his tone was a force all its own. It wrapped around the room like a mantle, driving out the lingering chill that had crept in moments ago.
Then, slowly, his gaze swept across the room, deliberate, unwavering.
He met Alexander’s eyes first.
The young man was still leaning lightly against his side, visibly shaken from the memories that had clawed their way back into his mind. But as Washington looked at him, Alexander’s breath caught, and for a moment, all the restless movement in him stilled. The General wasn’t offering blind hope. He was offering faith not just in the cause, but in him. In who Alexander was. In who he could still become.
Something unspoken passed between them then. Something ancient and eternal.
Then Washington turned his gaze to John.
Laurens, who had always carried fire in his veins and justice in his bones, straightened under the weight of that look. His fists unclenched at his sides, as though reminded of the reason he had started fighting in the first place. Not for glory. Not for vengeance. But for something better. Something righteous.
And then
Burr.
Washington’s eyes settled on him last.
There was tension in Aaron Burr’s shoulders, a guardedness in his face. The others wore their hearts on their sleeves, he wore armor. But even Burr, who had built his entire persona on caution and control, found himself holding his breath beneath the General’s gaze.
Washington said nothing more. He didn’t need to. Burr saw what the others had seen:
Conviction.
Not blind optimism. Not desperate hope.
But an iron belief in the possibility of good. That it was worth fighting for, even when the path was unclear, even when history loomed like a judge at the gallows.
The room was silent once again, but it no longer felt cold.
It felt ready.
Washington sat back slightly, his hand still gently resting against Alexander’s shoulder.
“Forward,” he said again, softer now. “Always forward.”
I know that greatness lies in you
Washington let out a low, affirming hum, more felt than heard, as if acknowledging something sacred passed between them. His hand, still resting gently on Alexander’s shoulder, gave a firm, reassuring squeeze.
“I do,” he said quietly, his voice steady, rich with conviction. “I know that when you survive this war, you will go on to do great things.”
Alexander’s breath caught at those words. He looked up, eyes wide, lips parting slightly in surprise. Not because he didn’t believe in himself, he always had, often to his own detriment, but because hearing it, truly hearing it spoken aloud from him … it hit differently. It didn’t feel like flattery. It felt like prophecy.
And when he looked into Washington’s eyes, he didn’t see a General making promises, he saw a father figure placing hope like a candle in his son’s hands, trusting he’d carry the flame.
A rare smile broke over Washington’s face then, soft, full of warmth. The kind of smile rarely seen by those outside the intimacy of his closest circle. It deepened the lines around his mouth and softened the usual tension in his jaw.
He turned his gaze outward now, looking not just at Alexander, but at the others, each one of them so young, yet already marked by war and sacrifice.
John Laurens, with his fierce ideals and quiet sorrow; Lafayette, brilliant and bold, his heart split between two countries; Hercules Mulligan, strong and loyal, with defiance baked into his very blood; even Aaron Burr, watchful and cautious, who had yet to choose his path but stood nonetheless among them.
“All of you,” Washington continued, voice lifting ever so slightly, “are destined for great things.”
His words were not grandiose, not shouted like a speech before a charge, but reverent, intimate, as though he were bestowing blessings upon his sons before sending them into the fire.
He paused, his expression growing gentler, the barest shadow flickering behind his eyes.
“And I pray…” he said, quieter now, more to himself than anyone, “I shall be alive to witness it.”
The silence that followed was not hollow but reverent, each person holding his words in their own way.
Alexander, blinking back sudden tears, lowered his head just slightly, overwhelmed by the magnitude of such belief. Lafayette’s lip quirked into the beginnings of a grin, his hand pressing briefly to his chest in gratitude. Hercules nodded once, deeply. Burr merely blinked, his face unreadable, but his eyes glinted with something, something , just behind the mask.
And Washington,
He sat still, proud and quiet in the center of them all, a man who carried the hopes of a nation and the dreams of the boys he’d grown to love like sons.
If fate was kind, they would all live to see what those dreams became.
But remember from here on in
[WASHINGTON/HAMILTON AND MEN]
History has its
Eyes on you.
[ENSEMBLE]
Whoa…
Whoa…
Whoa…
[FULL COMPANY]
History has its eyes on you
Notes:
The Washington and Alexander conversation has also been released! ;D
Chapter 21: Yorktown (The World Turned Upside Down)
Chapter Text
ENSEMBLE:
The Battle of Yorktown.
Seventeen Eighty-one.
The room tensed almost imperceptibly as the screen shifted again, the first beats of a new scene beginning to swell just beneath the surface. The atmosphere was no longer expectant, it was taut. Electric. Like the moment just before a cannon fires.
The soldiers in the room, some still barely more than boys, others worn from years of battle, looked at each other nervously. Each glance exchanged was a question unspoken: Is this it? Will this be the end, or just another loss dressed in hope?
Alexander sat forward, tension radiating from every inch of him, his knee bouncing, fingers twitching.
“The Battle of Yorktown,” he whispered, more to himself than anyone else.
Then, louder, “The end of the war.”
His voice carried both awe and dread, as if saying the words aloud might conjure the moment into being or jinx it altogether.
He began patting at his coat, then dove into his pockets, retrieving the now-creased parchment he’d written on earlier. The ink had smeared slightly in places from the way he’d clenched it in his hands. He unfolded it with practiced urgency, his eyes darting over the notes like a man scanning a map before a final campaign.
“Yes!” he exclaimed, voice rising with something between excitement and disbelief. “The voice, it said that Yorktown was the last major battle.”
He swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he looked first at Lin, whose eyes watched him gently, knowingly, and then toward the screen, still unfurling the lead-up to the confrontation they all knew was coming.
Alexander’s voice dropped again, more cautious this time. “Let’s hope it’s the final battle… for the reasons we hope for.”
A heavy silence answered him. The kind that only comes when everyone in the room is silently wishing for the same miracle.
Then a voice from the side, a new one, quiet and contemplative.
Phillip.
He was seated in an armchair near Eliza and John, his long legs drawn up slightly beneath him, his posture relaxed but his eyes serious, sharp. His presence still felt like a dream to some in the room, this young man who bore the Hamilton name and looked so much like both his parents, but his words cut clean and real through the tension.
“Yorktown was the only event Pops ever mentioned to us…”
The words hung in the air.
Alexander blinked, his breath catching. Slowly, he turned toward his son.
Phillip wasn’t smiling. He wasn’t teasing. His face was drawn in quiet reflection, his gaze distant, as if trying to recall every syllable, every rare moment in which Alexander had shared something about the past. About this part of the past.
“He didn’t talk much about the war,” Phillip continued, voice softer now. “Not the battles. Not the death. But Yorktown… I remember him saying that was when everything changed.”
Eliza reached for Phillip’s hand without needing to speak. She knew that tone in her son’s voice. She had heard it in Alexander’s too many times.
The room was still. Everyone listened.
For a moment, Alexander said nothing. His eyes were glassy, locked on his son, on the living proof of a future he hadn’t dared to imagine surviving long enough to see.
“Then let’s make it count,” Alexander said quietly, folding the parchment slowly. “Let’s see how this ends… and why it mattered.”
Washington nodded once, gravely, his hand brushing Alexander’s back once more.
And with hearts racing and minds heavy with hope, fear, and the weight of everything they’d already endured, they turned back to the screen.
Lafayette:
Monsieur Hamilton.
Alexander leaned forward slightly, eyes glinting with mischief as he glanced toward where Lafayette sat beside Hercules. The two had been whispering softly to each other only moments ago, but now Alexander’s grin cut through the lingering tension like a ray of sunlight cracking through storm clouds.
“That new coat suits you, Laf!” he called out with a teasing lilt, gesturing dramatically toward the Frenchman’s onscreen counterpart. “Very regal. Very dashing. You almost look like a proper officer.”
Lafayette, never one to miss a beat, let out a theatrical scoff, rolling his eyes so dramatically it made Hercules snort beside him. But the fondness in his expression betrayed the affection beneath the banter.
“Careful, mon ami, ” he warned, a sly smile tugging at his lips as he turned toward Alexander with narrowed eyes, “don’t forget some of the states I’ve seen you in.”
The room let out a ripple of laughter, some stifled, some open and bright. Hercules let out a deep chuckle and gave Lafayette a solid pat on the back, clearly encouraging him to continue.
Lafayette didn’t hold back. He raised one eyebrow in mock scandal and leaned toward Alexander as though sharing a salacious secret.
“Like that one night near Valley Forge? The wine, the firelight, the poetry that made no sense-” he clicked his tongue, “-and the way you mistook a tree stump for a British spy? Magnifique! ”
Alexander’s cheeks flushed with the beginnings of a blush, though he tried to mask it with a theatrical gasp.
“I was concussed!” he protested, pointing an accusing finger even as a grin broke across his face. “You all left me alone with that bottle, and no one stopped me when I started monologuing about liberty to a log!”
Laughter rippled louder now, even from Washington, whose stern mask softened as he shook his head fondly at the memory. Martha chuckled behind her hand. Eliza leaned in against John, her shoulders trembling with silent giggles.
“Oh, and ,” Lafayette continued, holding up a finger as if adding a final nail to the coffin, “let us not forget when you tried to duel the moon because it was ‘watching you too closely.’”
Alexander buried his face in his hands, groaning. “I thought we swore never to speak of that again.”
“ You swore,” Lafayette said with a wink. “I made no such promise.”
John was doubled over with laughter at this point, and even Phillip, from his seat by Eliza, looked utterly delighted by the idea of his father drunkenly confronting the moon in a passionate argument about espionage and personal space.
The tension of the earlier moments lingered just beneath the surface, but in this moment, they were boys again. Friends. Comrades. Soldiers who had somehow found laughter amid the grief. And in that brief interlude, it was easy to believe that, perhaps, joy was a kind of resistance too.
Washington watched them, his smile smaller but no less genuine. These were his boys. His legacy. And somehow, against all odds, they still laughed.
And that, more than any battle, was a victory.
Hamilton:
Monsieur Lafayette.
Lafayette:
In command where you belong.
Alexander’s grin widened, full of that familiar spark, mischievous, electric, defiant. He tossed a wink toward Lafayette, still flushed from the teasing, then turned his gaze toward the General, the light in his eyes catching like sunlight on glass.
But the expression he found there made the smile falter ever so slightly.
Washington’s face hadn’t changed much to the untrained eye, his jaw still set, his posture straight, but those who knew him well, who had spent days and days on end reading the smallest shifts in his expression, could see it. The slight tightening of his lips. The almost imperceptible narrowing of his eyes. The shadow behind his gaze.
He was quiet, unmoving, his hand still resting on Alexander’s shoulder, but his thumb no longer idly traced patterns of comfort. It was still. Tense.
Because for all the laughter, all the temporary reprieve, the looming truth could not be ignored. Alexander would soon return to the battlefield.
No longer at a desk. No longer behind Washington’s steady hand. No longer protected by his proximity to the command tent.
Washington sighed, so softly it barely stirred the air, but Martha, ever attuned to him, felt the subtle shift in his chest beneath the fabric of his coat. She didn’t speak, but her hand moved instinctively to rest over his.
Inside, the General berated himself.
He knew better.
This war had demanded sacrifice from all of them. He had sent countless sons, other people’s sons, into danger. Into death. He had buried too many already, and he’d made peace, as much as one could, with that terrible burden. He had believed himself prepared for all that came with command.
But then came Alexander.
Too sharp, too stubborn, too passionate for his own good, and somehow, over time, the boy had become something more than a brilliant aide. More than a soldier. More than even a friend.
No matter how hard Washington tried to hold the line between duty and feeling, Alexander had carved a place for himself in the very heart of the General’s life. Slowly, irrevocably.
He was not his son. Could never be , at least not in the way that law and blood would recognize. But emotionally, spiritually, he was .
A Washington in everything but name.
And that, George thought bitterly, was the cruelest part. Because while he could command armies, shape nations, and move the course of history, he could not forbid Alexander from facing the bullet or the blade.
He had no true power to keep him safe.
So he remained silent, his hand heavy on Alexander’s shoulder, his grip firm not out of control but out of a desperate desire to hold onto what little time they had left together in relative peace.
And he prayed. Not just as a man of war, but as a father, unofficial, unrecognized, but no less real, that the boy he loved as his own would live to see the end of the war.
Would live to write the peace they had all bled for.
Would live, just live.
Washington’s gaze met Alexander’s once more, and this time it softened, the storm behind his eyes ebbing slightly, replaced by something deeper.
Pride. Fear. Love.
Alexander, sensing the shift, didn’t speak. He only nodded, small, respectful, full of unspoken understanding.
And in that quiet acknowledgment, they both made a silent promise.
To do what must be done.
And to come back, if fate would allow it.
Hamilton:
How you say, 'No Sweat''
We're finally on the field,
We've had quite a run.
Lafayette:
Immigrants'
Both:
We get the job done!
Laughter burst through the room like a cannon shot, not from battle this time, but from pure, youthful exhilaration.
Alexander and Lafayette had been watching the screen with rapt attention, their grins stretching ear to ear as their musical counterparts leapt across the stage, voices unified, bodies in perfect motion. And when the iconic high-five landed with the precision of two men who trusted one another with their lives, the real Lafayette let out an excited shout.
“ Damn right! ” Alexander echoed, a joyful bark of laughter bursting from him as he sprang to his feet. Without hesitation, he jogged the few steps across the room toward Lafayette, holding his hand high. “Come on, Laf!”
With the timing of years of shared battles and inside jokes, Lafayette rose to meet him, slapping their palms together with a clap that echoed louder than it had any right to. Both men threw their heads back in delight, their eyes sparkling with something rare and precious: the freedom to enjoy a moment of uncomplicated joy.
Their laughter spilled over, and even the others couldn't help but smile. John let out a low chuckle, shaking his head fondly as he turned and caught a glimpse of Lin.
The playwright sat slightly apart, half-shadowed by the angle of the light. He wasn’t trying to hide, if anything, he seemed determined not to intrude, but he had been watching them all carefully, quietly, soaking in their reactions as the story unfolded before them.
Lin’s expression was somewhere between reverence and anxiety. He looked like a man who couldn’t quite believe he was still allowed in the room.
John turned toward him fully, curiosity overtaking amusement. He watched Lin for another moment before deciding, enough of this. With that same ease he used to draw Alexander out of a spiral or bring Lafayette back down from a sugar-high of victory, he smiled and leaned in.
“So, Mr. Miranda,” John began casually, “may I ask a slightly more personal question?”
Lin startled.
It was subtle, but enough to notice, the quick inhale, the way his back straightened and his hands tensed slightly on his knees. His eyes widened like a deer caught in musket fire.
“S-sure!” he stammered, then immediately corrected himself with a slight flush, trying to match the more formal speech of those around him. “I mean, yes, of course.”
John’s smile only widened, gentle and reassuring. He didn’t mean to make the man uncomfortable. Quite the opposite.
He gestured toward the screen and the discarded theatre program resting beside Lin. “I couldn’t help but notice,” he said, choosing his words carefully, “that most of the actors in your cast are… not of the same heritage as us.”
Lin tensed slightly, but John held up a hand quickly.
“Which, by the way, I’d like to make it very clear, I love. It’s brilliant. It feels… alive. Like it belongs to everyone now.”
Lin exhaled slowly, some of the tension easing from his shoulders. “Thank you,” he said softly.
“But it made me curious,” John went on, genuinely curious now. “What is your heritage, Mr. Miranda?”
Before Lin could speak, however, a scoff cut through the moment like a sour note.
“Well clearly he is white,” Jefferson said from across the room, lazily slouched in his chair, tone dripping with sarcasm and superiority. “No other heritage, as you so delicately put it, could be that talented. Or that successful.”
The words hung in the air like smoke from a burning bridge.
Lin turned sharply, his expression shifting from surprise to something much sharper. He no longer looked like a man trying to be polite, he looked like someone who had heard this before, too many times, and refused to let it stand.
He met Jefferson’s gaze evenly, voice clear and firm. “Actually, Mr. Jefferson, I am not exactly as white as you may think.”
The room grew still again.
“I’m from the Caribbean,” Lin continued, chin lifting slightly in pride.
Jefferson blinked, visibly thrown off. Whether it was confusion or being corrected that left him momentarily speechless, no one could quite tell. But either way, he had no comeback.
Not before Alexander stood up from where he had just sat back down, eyes wide with astonishment.
“You’re from the Caribbean?” he asked, stunned. “ Like me? ”
Lin turned to him, the tension in his posture melting into something warmer, a hint of a smile forming again. “Yep. Born in New York,” he said, then added proudly, “to Puerto Rican parents.”
Alexander stepped forward, brows furrowed, intrigued. “Puerto Rico,” he repeated. “That’s one of the Spanish colonies, yes?”
“It was ,” Lin said, nodding. “Not anymore.”
That quiet note, not anymore , landed heavily in the air.
Alexander stared at him for a long moment, the unspoken connection sinking in. Different times. Different empires. But something in their shared origin, the island winds, the outsider fire, the dream of building something greater than what they were handed, it tied them together like thread across centuries.
A small smile played at the corner of Alexander’s mouth. “Seems the Caribbean breeds rebels,” he said softly.
Lin smiled in return. “And poets.”
Eliza smiled faintly at that. John let out a hum of appreciation. Even Lafayette nodded with a murmur of “Touché.”
Jefferson said nothing.
And for once, silence felt like progress.
Hamilton:
So what happens if we win?
The room stilled.
Not in anticipation, not in fear, but in dawning realization. A silence fell heavy as fog, wrapping around them with invisible weight. Even the flickering light of the screen seemed subdued, casting long shadows across faces now turned contemplative.
Everyone, save for those from the future, seemed momentarily frozen.
It wasn’t that they hadn’t thought about victory. They had fought, bled, and sacrificed for it. Dreamed of it. Prayed for it. But now, with the end of the war looming so tangibly close in the performance before them, the truth settled in like a slow, cold wind through the bones.
If they won …
What came next?
Eyes flicked around the room. Soldiers, idealists, young men caught in the violent throes of revolution, were suddenly forced to consider the aftermath. Not just the battles. Not just freedom from a crown. But what would fill the space where a monarchy once ruled. What they would build out of the ashes.
For a moment, many looked bewildered. Almost haunted. The weight of victory had always been painted in triumph, but now, they saw its underside: responsibility. Chaos. Unknowns.
From where they sat slightly apart, Jefferson and Madison exchanged a glance. It was brief, fleeting to the untrained eye, but charged with centuries of implication.
Jefferson’s fingers tapped idly against the arm of his chair, his expression unreadable, jaw tight. Madison leaned in, murmuring something inaudible that only Jefferson heard. Whatever it was, it made the Virginian’s eyes narrow slightly.
They, more than most, understood what was coming.
Not just the glory of independence, but the discord of founding. The bitter arguments. The compromise. The fragility of a republic in its infancy. Jefferson knew the battles were far from over, and some, like those over slavery, federalism, and the soul of the new nation, would prove even more vicious than any fought on the battlefield.
In the corner, Hamilton was still scribbling furiously, his mind seemingly racing miles ahead, already drafting the framework of governance even as his heart burned for war. He hadn’t yet realized how much of himself would be poured into what came after, the very nation they were still struggling to bring into existence.
George Washington sat solemnly at the center of them all, expression unreadable, hands resting heavily on his knees. He had always known the war was not the end. The war was the beginning. The moment the guns fell silent, the real fight would begin: to hold the nation together before it could tear itself apart.
Only those from the future, Lin, Phillip, and a few others who had already lived the legacy, seemed calm.
Because they knew.
They had seen how the dust settled… and how, despite the chaos, something extraordinary was born from the rubble.
But for those still living through it?
The dream of liberty had never felt so real, or so terrifying.
Lafayette:
I go back to France.
I bring freedom to my people,
If I'm given the chance.
Hamilton:
We'll be with you when you do.
“Of course we will!”
Alexander’s voice rang out, clear and unwavering, laced with fire, pride, and just the faintest tremble from the adrenaline still surging through him. He stood tall, shoulders squared, chest rising and falling quickly as though the pulse of battle still echoed inside his ribs. His eyes, bright and burning, flicked across the room before landing on Lafayette.
“After everything France has given us,” he continued, his voice thickening with emotion, “thanks to you, Laf, the least we can do in return is… is to return the favour! ”
His fist clenched instinctively at his side, a gesture of resolve rather than aggression. There was no mockery in his tone, no politicking, only earnest, devoted loyalty. Loyalty to his friend, and to the ideals they both had risked everything to uphold.
He exhaled, the fire in his eyes dimming to a softer glow as he looked directly at Lafayette, a smile just tugging at the corners of his mouth.
“Even if,” he added, quieter now, “we shall miss your presence here.”
There was an unspoken ache in the words, of departure, of parting, of the recognition that even the fiercest bonds must sometimes stretch across oceans. But it wasn’t grief. It was gratitude.
Lafayette beamed in response, his smile wide and luminous, eyes shimmering just slightly. He didn’t mask his feelings, not here, not now. The affection he held for these people, for this country , radiated from him like sunlight on water.
“ Merci, mon ami,” he said warmly, standing a little taller as he spoke, his accent wrapping around each word like silk. “I truly love this country… as though it is a second home.”
He placed a hand over his heart with a dramatic flair that made Hercules nudge him with a grin, but there was nothing insincere in the gesture.
“I have fought beside you,” Lafayette continued, his tone softening with emotion. “Bled beside you. Laughed with you, cried with you, and drank entirely too much wine with you.”
A few quiet chuckles echoed around the room.
“I have stood on your soil,” he said, gaze sweeping across everyone, “and found purpose. You all have made me feel as though I belonged not just in your army, but in your hearts.”
Alexander moved without thinking, crossing the space between them and clasping Lafayette’s forearm in the traditional soldier’s grip, then pulling him into a brief, fierce embrace.
“You do belong, Laf,” he murmured, just loud enough for the others to hear. “Wherever you go… we carry you with us.”
Lafayette nodded against his shoulder, eyes closed for a moment. Then, with a breath, he stepped back and met Alexander’s gaze again, a little more steady now.
“We fight for each other,” he said simply.
“And for the world we want to build,” Alexander echoed.
The weight of those words hung in the air, full of conviction, full of hope.
Across the room, Washington’s hand flexed slightly where it rested on his knee. He said nothing, but the pride in his eyes, the glimmer of something paternal as he watched the bond between his young men, spoke volumes.
Because in that moment, they weren’t just soldiers or emissaries or revolutionaries.
They were brothers.
And their revolution… was bigger than any one country.
From where they sat toward the side of the room, partially shadowed by the tall windows and half-lit by the flickering screen, Thomas Jefferson let out an exaggerated scoff. He rolled his eyes with theatrical disdain, tilting his head back against the chair with a dramatic sigh, muttering something beneath his breath, low, slanted words that didn’t quite carry, though the tone made their intent unmistakable.
Even in the rising warmth of camaraderie surrounding Lafayette and Alexander, Jefferson remained a cold flicker of resistance, unmoved by sentiment, unbothered by loyalty. His gaze flicked toward the screen, then back to Alexander, narrowing with a look not unlike a man sizing up an opponent on the dueling grounds.
At his side, James Madison’s brow furrowed, his sharp eyes catching the subtle shift in Jefferson’s jaw, he knew him well enough to predict the storm behind his silence. He leaned in just slightly, his voice low but firm, the kind of voice made for quiet corridors of government and veiled warnings over brandy.
“Don’t, Thomas.”
His hand brushed Jefferson’s elbow with a nudge that was small but deliberate. He wasn’t asking. He was reminding.
Jefferson glanced over at him, lips parted to retort, but Madison cut him off with a look.
“ Don’t. ”
Then, his eyes flicked briefly across the room, past Lin, past the others, to where Alexander sat beside Lafayette, posture proud, eyes bright with adrenaline and loyalty.
“This Hamilton,” Madison continued quietly, “has yet to do what you rightfully accuse him of.”
The emphasis was gentle, careful. Not a defense, but an acknowledgment.
Not yet.
He didn’t deny that the day might come when Alexander would become the man Jefferson feared: too ambitious, too unchecked, too willing to sacrifice principle for vision. Madison was no fool. He had read Alexander’s essays. He had seen how the younger man’s mind moved like fire, beautiful and dangerous if left to burn untethered.
But this moment, this Hamilton, was not yet that man.
Jefferson scoffed again, though this time quieter. The sharpness in his eyes dimmed only slightly, though his shoulders eased by a fraction, settling back against the chair. He still radiated distaste, still simmered beneath the surface, but for now, at Madison’s subtle restraint, he bit his tongue.
Across the room, Alexander had glanced over. He hadn’t heard the words, but he’d felt something. His eyes lingered on Jefferson for a beat longer than necessary, lips pressed together in a thin line, before turning back to Lafayette, choosing, for once, not to bite.
Madison watched the entire exchange unfold, the silent battle beneath the words.
And he knew: the war for independence might soon end… but the war over the republic’s soul was only beginning.
Lafayette:
Go lead your men.
Hamilton:
I'll see you on the other side.
Lafayette:
'Till we meet again.
Alexander’s breath trembled as it left him, barely audible, but enough to make his shoulders rise and fall in a way that betrayed the churning inside him. His fingers twitched slightly in his lap, as if trying to hold onto something that wasn’t physically there.
The thought of parting, again , with someone he had grown to love as family pressed heavy against his chest. In the past few years, he had become all too familiar with loss. With goodbyes that didn’t come with promises of return. And even now, with victory on the horizon, separation tasted just as bitter.
He tried to swallow the emotion, to hide it beneath his usual bravado, but Washington saw it.
He always saw it.
Without a word, the General placed a strong hand on Alexander’s shoulder, his grip firm, grounding. It wasn’t a grand gesture, but it didn’t need to be. It was steady, reassuring, like a lighthouse in a storm. His thumb gently brushed against the fabric of Alexander’s coat, and that simple, quiet motion told him more than any words could.
Alexander closed his eyes for a brief moment, just long enough to hold the comfort close.
From across the room, Lafayette stood with the light of conviction in his eyes. His arms were crossed loosely over his chest, but his stance held the regal pride of someone who had chosen this land as his own battlefield, and these people as his own brothers.
“We shall meet again, mon ami, ” Laf said with bold certainty, stepping forward slightly. His voice, thick with emotion yet buoyed by joy, rang with that familiar blend of optimism and defiance that made others believe in the impossible. “You shall come to France!”
The sheer assurance in his words settled something in Alexander’s chest. Like a hand reaching inside him and gently untangling the storm. A smile curled at the corner of his lips, small but genuine. He looked up at Lafayette with misty eyes and nodded, his voice low and hoarse with affection.
“And I will pester you with letters,” Alexander said, “so full of talk about building our country, your quill will wear down from the weight of it.”
That drew soft laughter from those nearby. John chuckled, Eliza smiled fondly, resting her hand over Phillip’s. Even Martha allowed a quiet giggle to escape, her eyes dancing as she looked between the boys, her boys.
“You’ll drive the French postmen mad,” Lafayette teased, eyes bright as he stepped closer to squeeze Alexander’s hand briefly. “They shall rue the day you discovered stationery.”
Alexander chuckled, and with it, some of the tightness in his chest loosened. “And you shall respond in poetry, of course. Or with yet more lectures about my handwriting.”
“It is appalling, ” Laf replied with a sniff, lifting his chin. “Like a chicken learning how to swordfight.”
More laughter followed, and the room eased with the warmth of it.
But beneath the teasing, beneath the bravado, there was love. Deep, unshakeable love. The kind forged in battle, sleepless nights, and whispered dreams of a world remade.
And though the road ahead would take them to opposite shores, they all knew:
They were no longer alone.
They were family.
Hamilton:
I am not throwing away my shot!
“Oh, it’s back!”
John laughed softly, pointing toward the screen with an almost fond amusement as a familiar line returned, one that had been uttered earlier in the musical. His eyes sparkled with recognition, but this time there was a gentle reverence beneath the smile, as if the line carried more weight now that they had lived through more of its echoing consequences.
The room chuckled faintly along with him, some shaking their heads in appreciation for the clever writing, others nodding at the callback, but one man remained quiet.
General Washington exhaled slowly through his nose, the sound almost inaudible but heavy with thought. His gaze dropped to his side, to where Alexander sat beside him, still upright, still buzzing with that restless, brilliant energy, but a little quieter now. More solemn in his brightness. Like a candle before the storm.
Washington’s eyes lingered there, on the young man who had once burst into his office with quills, fire, and too many ideas. He had once thought that line was merely youthful arrogance, the loud declaration of a boy desperate to prove himself to the world.
But now… now it meant something entirely different.
Alexander wasn’t just chasing glory anymore.
Now he was walking willingly toward danger, toward the front, toward the battle that could be his last. He wasn’t just grasping opportunity, he was gambling with his life for the sake of the cause.
Washington sighed again, this time deeper, the weight of command pressing more heavily against his spine. He had heard those words at first and thought only of Alexander’s ambition. He hadn’t realized then, perhaps he couldn’t have realized, that what Alexander was truly saying was: “I will take any chance if it means I can make a difference, even if it kills me.”
And that terrified him.
His hand shifted slightly on the bench, fingers brushing against the fabric of Alexander’s coat as if to remind himself that he was still there, still breathing, still his.
He didn’t speak, not yet. But his thoughts were loud.
You're not just a soldier. You're not just a writer. You're-
He cut himself off. Because even in the silence, even as the words repeated from the stage in rhythm and rhyme, Washington knew that Alexander was still that boy trying to prove himself. But he was also the man who had earned the right to lead. To fight.
And maybe, just maybe… that was the price of greatness.
Still, it didn’t stop the ache in Washington’s chest from growing.
Not when he knew, deep down, that Alexander’s shot might someday be the one he couldn’t take back.
I am not throwing away my shot!
Yo, I'm just like my country,
I'm young, scrappy, and hungry,
And I am not throwing away my shot!
ENSEMBLE:
I am not throwing away my shot!
Hamilton:
('Till the world turns upside down.)
ENSEMBLE:
'Till the world turns upside down'
Those who had not yet seen the end of the war, those still tethered to the uncertainty of the revolution, froze.
Time seemed to halt in the quiet beat between breath and disbelief. The echo of the words from the screen, hung suspended in the air, resonating far deeper than any of them had expected. It wasn’t just a lyric. It was prophecy. It was truth.
Eliza's fingers tightened around John’s hand, her knuckles pale, her lips parted slightly as though trying to catch a breath that refused to come. Her eyes remained fixed on the screen, wide and glassy with something between wonder and terror.
“It-” she began, her voice shaking, raw with emotion. She tried again, inhaling deeply as though to ground herself. “It truly feels as though that’s true…”
Her voice was barely above a whisper, but it rang clear in the stillness of the room. The world as they knew it, its hierarchies, its certainties, its kings and thrones, was crumbling, being rewritten right in front of their eyes. And they were the ones holding the pen.
John, ever her anchor in moments of fear, turned and pressed a soft kiss to her hair. “We’re still standing,” he murmured to her. “That alone is a miracle.”
And then, from across the room, a voice cut through the quiet. Low. Commanding. Resonant.
General Washington.
“We are,” he said slowly, rising from his seat with the sort of deliberate grace that came only from years of battle and burden. He looked out at the others, his soldiers, his family, not with pride, but with gravity. With awe.
“We are fighting one of the greatest, most advanced, most established empires on this earth,” he said, his voice filled with wonder and weariness in equal measure. “The very idea of victory… the fact that we are even thinking of it…”
He let the words trail off, shaking his head as though trying to comprehend the impossible.
Then he gestured toward the screen, where the rhythm of war still pulsed, where younger versions of them all stood against the tide of tyranny with nothing but hope and strategy.
“It’s truly as though the world has turned upside down.”
There was a beat of silence, reverent, holy.
Because they all felt it. Not just the weight of history, but the shift. The pivot point on which everything was beginning to turn. A collective breath held by a nation unborn. A moment that none of them would have dared dream, and yet… here they were.
On the edge of the impossible.
On the edge of everything.
Hercules muttered a quiet “Damn,” and for once, no one chided him for it.
Even Jefferson had gone still.
And in the hush that followed, something passed through the room like electricity, hope, raw and trembling. A glimpse of what might be. Of what could be, if they could hold out just a little longer.
A world turned upside down… and finally right side up.
Hamilton:
I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory.
Alexander seemed to almost physically flinch, his shoulders tensing as though bracing for a blow, when he felt the weight of the stares landing on him.
Not cold, not judgmental, worse.
They were full of concern. Of love. Of something deep and unbearable.
He dared a glance around the room, and what he found made his chest tighten in a way that had nothing to do with fear and everything to do with unfamiliarity. With longing.
George’s eyes, steady and unwavering, carried the stern gravity of a man who had come to love him like a son, who had already lost too many good men and was not prepared to lose another. His jaw was tight, but his gaze was soft, the flicker of fear buried just beneath the surface of command.
Eliza… God, Eliza. Her expression made his throat close. She looked at him as though her heart were physically tethered to his. Worry radiated from her in waves. Her hands, still twined with John's, trembled ever so slightly in her lap. She blinked far too quickly, as though trying to keep herself from crying in front of him. Again.
John’s look was less restrained. He was scowling outright, his brows drawn and mouth tight with frustration, not at him, but at the very idea that Alexander might put himself in danger again. His emotions were always painted boldly across his face, and now it screamed: Don’t you dare leave us.
And Phillip… sweet Phillip.
From the armchair where he sat, the young man looked older than his years for a moment. His hands were clasped tightly together, knuckles white. The admiration he held for Alexander had never been subtle, but now, beneath the youthful awe, was a shadow of dread. A son, terrified of losing a father.
And they weren’t the only ones. The room was full of eyes, Lafayette, Hercules, even Martha, sat just beside George, that held some version of the same desperate, unspoken plea:
Please survive.
Alexander blinked, swallowing hard, heat crawling up his throat like shame. Or maybe… maybe grief. Because he hadn’t realized, not truly, that so many of them cared . That his presence meant something beyond words written, orders followed, or battles won.
He’d built himself on the belief that he was expendable, that if he died young, he’d at least die remembered. That martyrdom was legacy.
But now, now , he was being asked, in silence and stares and trembling breaths, to live .
And somehow, that was more terrifying than any battlefield.
He looked down, his voice lost to the pressure blooming in his chest. For a moment, the bravado slipped. The mask of the soldier, the writer, the patriot, the clever young mind.
He was just Alexander. A boy made of hurricane winds and desperate ambition… being told, for the first time in a long time, that he mattered enough to stay.
This is where it gets me,
On my feet, the enemy ahead of me.
If this is the end of me,
At least I have a friend with me.
“ Of course we’ll be with you,” Lafayette said, stepping forward slightly, his usually buoyant voice trembling around the edges.
The words were meant to reassure, but there was a tremor beneath them, a quiet desperation that made the room still. His accent, usually smooth and confident, grew thicker, curling around the syllables like a protective barrier, as if softening the truth he had no choice but to say next.
“But Alex…” His eyes found Alexander’s, and the sheer earnestness in them made Alexander’s breath catch.
“We want you alive , not…” Laf’s voice faltered for a second, his throat working around a lump of grief he hadn’t expected to form so quickly. “Not another person to bury.”
The weight of those words hit like cannonfire, sudden, jarring, irreversible. And yet, Lafayette didn’t flinch. His eyes glistened, and still, he held Alexander’s gaze as if willing him to understand.
“You can do so much more, mon ami, ” he added, voice thick now, but steady. “Your fire, your mind, it’s meant to build as much as it fights.”
A breath passed through the room, long and shaky. No one contradicted him.
They didn’t need to.
One by one, those gathered nodded silently, the agreement unspoken but absolute. Their eyes said what their voices didn’t: We need you, Alexander. Not just for the cause, but because you are ours.
Alexander sat frozen for a moment, emotion swelling so tightly in his chest it felt almost painful. His usual quick wit, his endless torrent of words, failed him. For once, he had no speech, no argument, no defense to give.
Just as the silence threatened to become unbearable, another voice entered the space, lower, slower, and far more steady.
George Washington.
Sitting beside him, the General hadn’t moved much, but there was something in his presence that suddenly seemed heavier. Not in authority, but in care. In love.
His large hand rested on Alexander’s shoulder, grounding him with its warmth.
“We cannot lose you,” Washington said softly. No performance, no commanding tone. Just truth. Raw and human.
“Not now.”
He paused, letting the words hang for a breath, then continued, his voice quieter still:
“And preferably not for a long, long time.”
He didn’t look at Alexander as he spoke. He stared ahead at the flickering screen, jaw clenched ever so slightly, as though speaking his heart aloud cost him more than anyone could guess. But his hand never left Alexander’s shoulder.
Alexander finally exhaled, his fingers gripping tightly to the fabric of his coat, knuckles white. It was too much, this care, this love, this terrifying hope that he might live for something beyond war and brilliance. That he might deserve to.
He looked around again, at Lafayette’s glistening eyes, at Eliza’s trembling smile, at John’s stubborn protectiveness, Phillip’s silent longing, Martha’s gentle concern.
And then, back to George.
The man who had once been just his General… now quietly, unmistakably, his father.
Alexander didn’t speak. Not yet.
But he leaned into the hand on his shoulder, just slightly.
A silent I’ll try.
And for now, that was enough.
Weapon in my head,
In command of my men with me.
Then I remember my Eliza's expecting me,
Not only that, my Eliza's expecting.
Alexander’s smile softened the sharp lines of his face as his eyes found Eliza.
She was seated beside John, her posture graceful as ever, though a flicker of tension lingered in her hands folded neatly in her lap. She hadn’t noticed him watching yet, her attention briefly caught on something in the flickering glow of the screen.
His place beside her remained empty, waiting like a quiet invitation.
With a final look toward the man beside him, Alexander gently shrugged off George’s hand from his shoulder. He did so with care, not dismissiveness, offering the General a look full of gratitude and a flicker of apology. Washington met his eyes, giving the faintest nod in return, something unspoken but deeply understood passing between them.
And then Alexander moved.
Not with the rigid, soldier-like strides of battle or the confident swagger of a man too smart for his own good. No, this was different. This was hurried in the way only love could make a person, half-stumbling over his own feet as if closing the short distance between them would somehow keep everything steady.
He slid into the seat beside Eliza without hesitation, drawn to her like breath to lungs.
She turned as she felt him arrive, her dark eyes widening in gentle surprise, though the smile that followed was warm enough to melt the ice clinging to his bones. Her hand moved almost instinctively to rest over his heart, but he was quicker.
Alexander’s hands gently cupped hers, guiding them instead to her stomach. His fingers slipped over her knuckles, cradling them carefully as if they were something sacred. And to him, they were.
He leaned in close, his nose brushing against her cheek as he murmured something into her ear, his voice low, private, and meant only for her.
Whatever he said caused her shoulders to loosen, her eyes fluttering shut as a tear slipped down her cheek, not from fear or sorrow, but something far quieter. Relief.
Alexander pressed his forehead to hers, closing his eyes.
Their breath synced in the quiet.
A heartbeat. Two. Three.
And in that stillness, the war, the fear, the thunder of cannon fire, the responsibility of legacy, all of it fell away. For a moment, there was only the warmth of her body against his. The soft echo of the life they were building. The promise of something more than survival.
Eliza’s hands turned beneath his, lacing their fingers together.
Behind them, John watched the quiet exchange, smiling softly as he angled his body slightly, giving them the illusion of privacy in a room that felt far too full of history and ghosts.
Alexander’s voice had returned to him now, not as a weapon, but as a whisper, full of hope.
And for the first time in what felt like years, he let it rest.
You gotta go,
Gotta get the job done,
Gotta start a new nation,
Gotta meet my son.
Alexander’s gaze drifted, drawn like a compass needle to the soft presence just off to the side.
There, tucked into the solitary curve of an armchair, Phillip sat quietly, curled in on himself. His knees were drawn up, his arms wrapped tightly around his torso as if trying to contain something too big for his small frame. The flickering light of the screen cast shifting shadows across his features, and in that uneven glow, he looked both older than his years and heartbreakingly young.
His face was luminous, alight with awe, wonder, and something achingly fragile that danced just beneath the surface. But behind his bright eyes, there was sorrow. Deep, knowing sorrow, like he’d recognized a part of himself on that screen that wasn’t supposed to exist anymore.
Alexander watched him closely, Eliza’s warmth still pressed against his side, John’s arm loosely resting behind them. But his heart ached toward his son.
Phillip looked up, drawn by the weight of his father’s attention, and their eyes met across the small distance between the sofa and the armchair.
That single second seemed to stretch.
Phillip's lower lip trembled slightly, and his voice came in a whisper so soft it was almost devoured by the room’s silence.
“Me,” he said. His voice cracked. “That’s me.”
His arms clutched tighter around himself, as if admitting it out loud might unravel something essential.
Alexander’s heart stuttered in his chest. For all the words he wielded like weapons, none came easily now.
But he nodded.
Slow. Sure. A silent promise.
And then, surprising Phillip, and maybe even himself, Alexander shifted slightly, untangling one arm from where it had been wrapped securely in the warmth of Eliza and John. The loss of that comfort was temporary, necessary. He reached across the space between them, his palm open, fingers curved in silent invitation.
It wasn’t a command.
It wasn’t even a request.
It was home, offered with nothing but love.
Phillip blinked rapidly, his throat bobbing as he swallowed hard. For a moment, he didn’t move, almost as if he didn’t believe it was real. That Alexander wanted him. That there was space for him.
But then the tears welled in his eyes, and his arms began to loosen from around himself.
He moved hesitantly, rising from the armchair like he feared it might all disappear if he stepped too quickly. As he neared, Alexander reached further, and Phillip, with a soft, choked breath, collapsed into the space beside him.
Alexander pulled him in without hesitation.
He wrapped his arm fully around Phillip’s shoulders, tucking him close to his side. Phillip buried his face against his father's chest, letting the warmth and the steady, grounding heartbeat anchor him. Alexander pressed a kiss to the top of his son’s head, murmuring something only for him, words neither Eliza nor John needed to hear, but words Phillip desperately did.
Eliza reached across Alexander’s lap to gently touch Phillip’s shoulder, her thumb sweeping soft circles in quiet support. John gave a small smile, shifting to ensure the younger Hamilton could fit comfortably in the tangle of limbs and love they’d formed.
And for a brief, golden moment, there was no war, no death, no history out of place.
Just a father, holding his son.
Letting him know he was seen.
That he was real.
That he belonged. Even when his Dad was a younger version of the one he knew.
Get yo bullets out yo guns,
“What?” The word came out in a chorus, sharp, confused, unified.
Every head in the room turned, eyes snapping to Alexander with the weight of sudden scrutiny. His brows were drawn tight in confusion, mouth slightly open, his own disbelief mirroring theirs. He looked just as bewildered as everyone else, if not more.
“I, what?” Alexander repeated, looking around as though someone else might have the answer he clearly didn’t.
“What the hell do you mean ‘disarm the men’?” John muttered, leaning forward, trying to make sense of what he’d just heard.
Even Washington’s brow had furrowed, the General's eyes narrowing in quiet concern. Eliza shifted beside him, her fingers gently finding his under the folds of his coat, seeking comfort or perhaps offering it.
Alexander could only shake his head slowly, brow still knit, hands up as if to signal that he was just as lost.
Seeing no explanation coming from him, everyone instinctively turned to Lin, who had been watching the screen with a peculiar kind of detachment, half anticipation, half resignation. He caught their collective stare and simply shrugged, his mouth quirking slightly at the corners.
“Don’t look at me,” he said, raising a hand and gesturing loosely toward the screen. “It’ll explain.”
A murmur of uncertainty rippled through the room, but attention quickly shifted back to the screen.
Still, Alexander remained quiet, his mind clearly racing. He muttered to himself, just under his breath, as though needing to hear the absurdity aloud to make sense of it.
“Why would I ask my men to remove their only chance of defending themselves?”
The very idea was inconceivable, unstrategic at best, suicidal at worst.
But as he spoke, something shifted in him. His brow slowly relaxed, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. From where they sat, John watched it happen first, a flicker of realization blooming behind Alex’s eyes.
Eliza saw it next, her gaze softening as she leaned in just enough to see the change sweep over his face.
And then George, always attuned to the nuances Alexander tried so hard to mask, recognized the telltale smirk beginning to curl at the edges of his mouth.
It wasn’t his arrogant smirk.
Not the one he used to provoke or posture.
This was sharper. Satisfied. Tactical.
The expression of a man who’d just unraveled the logic of his own future self and found it clever.
The room waited, hanging on his next words.
But Alexander stayed silent.
He didn’t confirm his realization.
Didn’t explain the strategy now blooming behind his eyes.
Instead, he settled back slightly in his seat, his lips twitching with amusement as he turned his eyes back toward the screen, clearly content to let the others figure it out as he had.
George raised a brow but said nothing.
John nudged him lightly with his elbow and whispered, “That look never means anything good.”
Eliza simply smiled, small, fond, and a little wary. She knew that expression. It meant that her husband had just solved a puzzle no one else even knew was on the table.
And whatever it was, she was sure of one thing:
He was about to prove them all wrong, in the most chaotic, Hamilton way possible.
Get yo bullets out yo guns.
We move under cover,
And we move as one.
Through the night we have one shot to live another day.
We can not let a stray gunshot give us away.
“Oh, of course…” George muttered, mostly to himself, as the pieces finally clicked into place.
His voice was low but tinged with the faintest edge of awe, as though he were half impressed and half incredulous. Around the room, similar flickers of understanding rippled through the expressions of those who’d once fought beside him—or would, soon enough. The realization dropped like a pebble into still water, each wave of comprehension crashing silently over them.
“That was incredibly risky,” Jefferson said, speaking loud enough to cut the quiet, his arms folded and one brow arched so high it nearly disappeared beneath his curls. “I’d lean toward stupid, actually.”
His voice dripped with skepticism, his usual smirk threatening to form.
Alexander’s posture stiffened immediately, lips parting, a sharp inhale caught in his throat. He looked like he was about to launch into what could only be a devastatingly thorough, multi-pronged, and passionately delivered defense of his actions, hands already twitching in preparation to gesture wildly, voice poised to turn Jefferson’s insult into a battlefield of logic and strategy.
But before a single syllable could escape him, Washington raised a calm, commanding hand.
“A risky maneuver,” he said, his voice firm and steady, “but one which was justified for this situation.”
He turned his head toward Alexander then, and there was something unusually soft in the General’s expression. Not indulgent, not patronizing, but proud. Genuinely proud. Like a teacher watching a student take his first bold step into mastery.
Alexander blinked, caught slightly off-guard by the rare compliment.
Washington continued, tone measured and precise. “Under the cover of night, it is far riskier to allow even the chance of a stray bullet. A single flash, a single sound, could expose your battalion’s position. Especially when positioned so close to the enemy’s stronghold.”
He gestured toward the screen with a slow, deliberate motion.
“In a daylight assault, weapons in hand make sense. But in the dark?” He glanced around the room, letting his gaze settle on each of the soldiers present, and future. “Silence is your best weapon. Surprise is your greatest advantage. Alexander ensured both.”
A hush fell over the room once more. But this one felt different than the earlier confusion. It was laced now with reluctant respect, even from Jefferson, whose folded arms loosened slightly, though his jaw remained tight.
Alexander, for once, didn’t seem to need to defend himself.
He simply glanced at George, and in that brief exchange was a flicker of something unspoken, a shared understanding between General and aide-de-camp. Mutual respect forged in fire and decisions no one else would ever fully comprehend.
Then, with a glance around the room, Alexander allowed the beginnings of a smirk to return to his lips, not his usual arrogance, but something a little wryer, a little more tempered by pride and gratitude.
John leaned toward Eliza and whispered, “He’s going to be impossible to deal with after this.”
Eliza smiled faintly and gave a soft laugh under her breath. “He already was.”
And from the far side of the room, Lafayette grinned and clapped a hand to his chest. “Truly, mon ami,” he said to Alexander with a teasing sparkle in his eye, “only you would think to disarm an army as your first step in winning .”
Alexander simply raised his eyebrows and replied coolly, “Only if it works.”
George shook his head slowly, still watching him.
“And it seems it did.”
We will fight up close,
Seize the moment and stay in it.
It's either that or meet the business end of a bayonet.
“Isn’t that the truth,” Lafayette murmured, and something about the way he said it made Washington’s expression shift. The flicker of memory in his eyes was unmistakable, sudden, heavy, and vivid.
John caught it too, glancing sideways at the General. “Sir?” he asked quietly, respectful but curious. “You’re thinking of that night, aren’t you?”
Washington didn’t respond at first, eyes darkening as they stared somewhere past the firelight and the screen. His voice, when it came, was low, barely above a breath. “Schuylkill.”
Lafayette’s head lifted sharply at the name, his face softening. “Dieu… I’d almost forgotten how cold it was that night.”
“I hadn’t,” Washington replied.
He exhaled slowly, like drawing poison from a wound.
“They told me he was gone,” he said. “We’d heard them return shouting about gunfire. A supposedly simple mission, just across the river. He didn’t come back with the others. Someone thought they’d seen him go down, shot, maybe drowned.” He paused. “They searched, but the water was high, the banks slick with ice. No one expected to find anything but a body. And even that, not for days.”
Lafayette’s hands had gone still in his lap. “I remember how quiet the camp was. No one wanted to believe it, but…” He trailed off, shaking his head.
Washington nodded slowly. “I stayed up most of the night. Sat in my tent, listening to the wind, thinking of how I was going to write to Eliza.” His voice caught slightly, the only hint of the storm still buried in him. “And then… he just walked in.”
John blinked. “He what?”
Washington let out a breath that was almost laughter, almost disbelief, as if even now he couldn’t quite believe it himself.
“Past midnight,” he said. “There was a commotion outside. I came out expecting, God knows what. And there he was.” He turned his gaze to Alexander now, who looked back in quiet shock, lips parted slightly. “Stumbling across the mud, soaked to the bone, limping, clothes torn, blood running down one leg. But alive.”
Lafayette’s eyes were wide, glassy with remembered awe. “He looked like a ghost,” he whispered. “Pale, shaking, like the river had tried to take him and he’d fought it off with nothing but his teeth.”
John let out a soft, astonished laugh, almost a release of tension just imagining it. “And you, what did you do?”
“I couldn’t speak,” Washington said simply. “He was shivering so hard he couldn’t stand, but he saluted. Stood there, water dripping down his face, and saluted me.” He looked down at his hands now, folded but tight with remembered fear. “Then he collapsed.”
Alexander looked dazed, as if he himself couldn’t remember it clearly, but Eliza took his hand, gently, and held it between both of hers.
Lafayette nodded slowly. “We carried him in. I stayed by his cot the entire night. I don’t think the General left the room either.”
“I didn’t,” Washington confirmed. “I kept my hand on his shoulder. Needed to feel he was still breathing.”
Alexander swallowed hard, voice hoarse. “I didn’t know anyone had waited.”
“We always wait for you,” Washington said, firm, the emotion finally clear in his voice. “Even when we think there’s no hope.”
There was a heavy silence then, warm, reverent, full of memory and love.
Phillip, quiet until now, stared at his father with wide eyes. “You walked back?”
Alexander gave a small, humbled nod.
“Why?” Phillip whispered.
Alexander smiled faintly, the corners of his mouth trembling. “Because I wasn’t done yet.”
And no one questioned it.
Not then.
Not ever again.
The code word is, 'Rochambeau.'
Dig me'
ENSEMBLE:
Rochambeau!
Hamilton:
You have your orders now,
Go man, go!
And so the American experiment begins,
With my friends all scattered to the winds,
Laurens is South Carolina,
Alexander’s hand had found John’s almost unconsciously, fingers lacing together as if muscle memory alone could hold back fate. The warmth of Laurens' skin should’ve been reassuring, solid, alive, but all it did was make the hollow ache in Alexander’s chest twist sharper.
The line echoed like a gunshot in his mind.
His breath hitched, but he masked it well. On the outside, he looked still, even composed. But his fingers betrayed him, curling more tightly around John’s until their knuckles pressed white.
He didn’t dare look at him. Couldn’t. Not with the image of John bleeding into mud, of a letter never finished, of words spoken in grief carved into his soul like a monument.
Beside them, the conversation continued. Washington’s voice broke through the storm in Alex’s head: “I have been discussing the logistics of you joining and leading a battalion in the South.”
Alexander swallowed hard.
His hand clenched tighter still. John glanced down at the grip but didn’t pull away. Instead, his thumb brushed once, gently, over Alexander’s. Reassurance.
And maybe John thought the sudden pressure in Alexander’s grasp was fear, or nerves, or sadness at parting. Maybe he thought it was something else entirely.
But Alexander knew.
He knew what was coming. Or rather, he remembered it.
And all he could do was hold on. Just a little tighter.
As if he could change history with the strength of his grip.
Redefining bravery.
We'll never be free until we end slavery.
“Damn right!” Alexander snapped, his voice trembling with emotion. The passion in it struck through the air like a war drum, demanding attention. His violet eyes, so often sharp with calculation or fire, now shimmered with unshed tears, glinting in the flickering candlelight. It wasn’t anger that cracked his voice, but conviction, heartbreak, and a desperate hope that they might still change the world together.
Across from him, John Laurens turned to look at him fully, as though drinking him in for the first time again. His gaze was tender, but fierce, alight with determination and love, so much love it almost broke him. In that moment, all he could think about was how to turn Alexander’s fire into action. His mind raced, already forming ideas on how they could rally support for emancipation in the South, how they might speak to the right people, shift the tide. He thought of his father, the plantation, the legacy he’d always despised. He thought of Jefferson, of the bitter, double-edged debates they’d yet to have. He thought even of Washington.
That last thought pulled him from the moment.
He looked up at the General, expectant, hopeful, searching for the kind of steadfast support he had always believed would be there. But instead, Washington’s gaze was lowered, his expression clouded. Shame settled heavily on his features, subtle but unmistakable. The lines around his mouth were tighter than usual, his shoulders stiff beneath his blue coat. He couldn’t look John in the eye.
The silence lingered a second too long.
And in that pause, John’s heart cracked just slightly, because it wasn’t a no. But it wasn’t a yes either.
Alexander saw it. Felt it. And when he looked at John again, he could almost hear his thoughts, Don’t let this dream die here. Not again.
So he reached out, gently brushing their hands together, the brief touch anchoring both of them. They had come this far. And they weren’t done yet.
When we finally drive the British away,
Lafayette is there waiting,
In Chesapeake Bay.
How did we know that this plan would work'
We had a spy on the inside,
“A spy?!” The room erupted in surprised exclamations, voices overlapping in disbelief and astonishment. But amid the clamor, Alexander’s sharp eyes caught something else, something quieter, yet far more telling.
Across the room, General Washington and Hercules Mulligan exchanged a glance, not tense or guarded, but relaxed and unmistakably pleased. A small smile tugged at the corner of Washington’s mouth, and Hercules’s eyes sparkled with quiet triumph.
That glance spoke volumes.
Alexander’s mind raced, putting the pieces together. The earlier lyrics, the hints dropped in whispered verses, the subtle allusions to covert operations, they suddenly made sense in this new light. Their plan had worked. The spy had done what they needed. The hidden hand had guided the fight exactly as intended.
Yet Alexander said nothing. He held his thoughts close, watching the scene unfold, the realization settling deep inside him. This was more than just war, it was a careful dance of strategy and secrecy, one they were beginning to win.
Around him, others buzzed with shock and confusion, but Alexander’s silence was a quiet acknowledgment. The success wasn’t just a stroke of luck, it was the result of careful planning, trusted allies, and sacrifices no one else could see.
And in that moment, Alexander understood the weight and the promise of their cause better than ever.
That's right:
ENSEMBLE:
Hercules Mulligan!
“You’re a spy!” the women gasped in unison, voices rising in disbelief, Angelica the loudest as she surged to her feet, eyes wide in shock. The word echoed through the room, hanging heavy in the air.
All eyes turned to Hercules, who, far from looking nervous or ashamed, simply leaned back in his chair, folding his arms across his chest with a slow, confident smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. He shrugged, calm and composed under the barrage of startled stares, as if they'd merely asked him about the weather.
“I am,” he confirmed, his tone nonchalant, casual, almost bored, like he wasn’t just admitting to one of the most dangerous and thankless roles in the entire revolution. It wasn’t bravado. It was certainty. Control.
Angelica stared at him, mouth slightly agape, her mind whirring to reconcile the affable tailor she’d known with the calculated risk-taker now sitting before her. Eliza covered her mouth in shock, while Peggy leaned forward, brow furrowed.
“But you’re a known revolutionary!” Peggy blurted out, her voice tinged with confusion. “Everyone in the city knows you’re one of us, how could they trust you?”
Hercules gave a slow, knowing shake of his head, his grin growing.
“I am not,” he corrected smoothly. “I am simply the Irish tailor of the British army, humble, soft-spoken, a good listener.” His voice dipped into mock modesty, eyes gleaming with mischief. “And the officers? Well, they do so love to talk about their movements as I take their measurements.”
A few people laughed in disbelief, others still sat in stunned silence. Across the room, Angelica raised a hand to her chest as though to steady her racing heart. Eliza blinked rapidly, and even Jefferson, normally quick with a scoff, seemed impressed, albeit grudgingly.
Alexander stared at Hercules, lips parted in admiration and awe. Slowly, he shook his head, a grin tugging at the edge of his mouth.
“You damned genius,” he whispered under his breath.
Washington, allowed himself the faintest ghost of a smile.
Hercules just winked.
Mulligan:
A tailor spyin’ on the British Government,
I take the measurement information and then I smuggle it,
To my brothers, revolutionary coming in,
I'm running with the sons of liberty and I am loving it!
James Madison let out a slow, disbelieving breath, his brow furrowing as he glanced between the image flickering on the screen and the man seated calmly before him. His voice was quiet but laced with doubt as he asked, “You were a Son of Liberty?”
Hercules Mulligan leaned back slightly in his chair, folding his arms as a spark of pride lit his face. “ I am a Son of Liberty,” he corrected, his voice steady, unwavering. “I was there when we brought down the statue of that damned King. I saw it fall with my own eyes.” There was a defiant glint in his gaze, one that made clear he had no intention of minimizing the risk he had taken, or the cause he still believed in.
From across the room, Peggy let out a soft laugh, but the sound was strained, as though trying to lighten something that still sat heavily in her chest. Her brow was drawn with worry even as her lips curled upward.
“Are you sure the British suspect you of nothing?” she asked gently, voice filled with cautious concern. Her eyes lingered on Hercules, searching for any sign of unease beneath his bold exterior.
Hercules turned his gaze to her, and the shift in his expression was immediate. His shoulders eased, his eyes softened, and for a moment the confident revolutionary gave way to something more tender. He offered a reassuring smile, one that did not reach his eyes but tried to bridge the worry between them.
“ I promise you, Miss Schuyler, ” he said quietly, “ unless there’s a rat among us, I am in no more danger than any other citizen who walks beneath the heel of the British. ” He held her gaze a moment longer before turning back toward the others, his voice growing firmer again. “ And I know how to walk in their shadow without casting one of my own. ”
Silence followed his words, half awe, half dread, as the weight of what he had risked settled around the room like dust after cannonfire.
See that's what happens when you're up against the ruffians.
We in the shit now,
Somebody gotta shovel it.
Hercules Mulligan,
I need no introduction,
When you knock me down,
I get the fuck back up again!
The energy within the room shifted, brightening tangibly as the thrill of the reveal settled over them. Smiles broke out across familiar faces, Angelica’s eyes gleaming with astonishment, Eliza pressing her hand over her heart as if to still it, and even Peggy, who’d only moments ago voiced her concern, now wore an expression of pure wonder. Laughter rippled lightly among them, an easing of tension that had been coiled tight through the previous moments. Even the gentlemen, Madison, Lafayette, John, seemed to sit a little taller, a quiet reverence mingled with admiration for the tailor-turned-spy among them.
Martha Washington, still seated with calm dignity beside her husband, lifted her gaze toward Hercules. Her hands were neatly folded in her lap, back straight, her expression thoughtful but touched with warmth. She gave a light, knowing hum before speaking, her voice as composed as ever, though laced with dry humor.
“In any other circumstance,” she began, tone smooth but pointed, “I might take issue with the use of such... unrefined language, particularly in the presence of young ladies and a child-”
At that, Hercules instinctively straightened, his smirk faltering into a sheepish expression. He gave a small cough, shrinking back slightly as his eyes darted toward the ladies, offering a wordless apology.
From beside Alexander, Phillip gave a soft, embarrassed grumble, clearly both pleased to be acknowledged and quietly mortified that he had been included in the category of "child." He crossed his arms and muttered something under his breath about being nineteen , drawing a small nudge from his father.
But Martha continued, her gaze unwavering as she met Hercules’s eyes once more. Her expression softened, and a flicker of pride shone through.
“ But, ” she said, and that single word held weight, “I cannot deny that what you have done, and will continue to do, is remarkable.”
Her voice carried a quiet certainty, one that commanded attention without ever needing to raise in volume. Hercules blinked, something flickering behind his eyes, as if the full gravity of her words hit deeper than the praise of any soldier or general.
Washington nodded beside his wife, his expression unreadable but approving, while Hercules gave a small, respectful bow of his head.
“Thank you, ma’am,” he said, voice lower now, sincere and touched with something humbled.
The room, once again, felt charged, not with fear or uncertainty, but with a collective sense of purpose. Of awe. Of unity.
Hamilton:
After a week of fighting,
A young man in a red coat stands on a parapet.
Lafayette:
We lower our guns as he frantically waves a white handkerchief.
The room stilled, holding its collective breath as the screen revealed something so impossible, so staggering, that none of them dared to speak for a moment.
The men let out a cacophony of staggered gasps and disbelieving murmurs, choked exclamations that hovered somewhere between awe and denial. Alexander stepped forward as if drawn by the gravity of the image, his violet eyes wide with disbelief. “Is-” he began, but his voice cracked, faltering on that single syllable.
It was one of the rare moments, perhaps the first, that anyone in the room had ever seen him so completely lost for words. Alexander Hamilton, the orator, the firebrand, the man who had talked his way through strategy meetings, debates and revolutions… stood silent, trembling.
He swallowed hard, his throat tightening as he stared, his mind racing to catch up with the reality before him. “Is this truly what I believe it to be?” he asked hoarsely, his voice barely above a whisper.
Washington turned slowly toward the screen, the reflection of the image glinting in his eyes. His composure,so often a constant, a beacon of certainty, wavered. He blinked, lips slightly parted in stunned reverence. “Alex…” the General said softly, the unfamiliar sound of uncertainty threading through his voice, “I think it is.”
That admission, simple and unguarded, seemed to break the tension in the air like the snap of a taut rope.
For a beat, Alexander stared at him, eyes wide, mouth agape. Then it hit. A wild, unrestrained joy overtook him. A grin,huge and radiant, split across his face like sunlight cracking through storm clouds.
“We won!” he cried, the words bursting out of him like cannonfire.
He leapt to his feet, laughter bursting from his chest as though his heart couldn’t contain it any longer. The force of his joy was infectious. John let out a shout and grabbed his hand, pulling him into a fierce embrace. Hercules let out a roar of laughter, slapping Laf on the back before rushing to join them. Even Aaron Burr, so often the still water in the group, broke into a stunned grin and moved closer, allowing himself a rare moment of shared celebration.
Lafayette swept Alexander up in an exuberant hug, spinning him once with a triumphant cheer in French. John clung to them both, laughing into Alexander’s shoulder, and Hercules whooped as he threw his arms around all three of them in one massive tangle.
Around them, the room erupted, cheers, tears, laughter. Eliza covered her mouth with her hands, her eyes glittering with relief. Angelica reached for Peggy’s hand, squeezing tightly as they leaned against one another in speechless amazement. Martha, regal and composed, let her hand rest lightly on George’s arm as the General simply exhaled a long, long breath of disbelief and something like peace.
Alexander turned in the center of the chaos, his face alight with something so pure and unguarded it nearly seemed childlike. “We won,” he repeated, softer this time, to himself more than anyone. The words trembled on his lips like a prayer.
And for the first time in a long while, they all allowed themselves to believe it.
Mulligan:
And just like that it's over,
We tend to our wounded,
We count our dead.
The jubilant roar of victory still echoed faintly in the room, but the electricity in the air had begun to shift. Slowly, almost imperceptibly, the excitement dulled, fading not from disinterest, but from the sobering weight that settled over the younger soldiers like a heavy fog.
Yes, it seemed the cause they had fought, bled, and sacrificed for was within reach. Independence, once a distant dream held only in the hearts of rebels, was now flickering tangibly before them. A victory not of fantasy, but of strategy and grit. Yet even as the screen confirmed what they had all yearned to believe, a gnawing silence spread like a ripple through their group.
For what was victory… if it cost everything?
Their laughter tapered, replaced by a quiet uncertainty. John’s hand, once clenched around Alexander’s in triumph, loosened, thumb brushing gently against Alex’s knuckles as his gaze dropped, shadowed by thought. Hercules, who just moments ago had grinned like a child at Christmas, now stood motionless, brows furrowed, eyes not on the room but somewhere far off, battlefields, bloodied uniforms, the cold silence of tents never returned to.
Lafayette shifted restlessly on his feet, the flicker of doubt crossing even his ever-hopeful expression. It was a feeling none of them wanted to name aloud, but they all felt it crawling up their spines, clutching their chests with invisible fingers: fear.
Would they all make it to see that promised dawn? Would the men standing beside them today be alive when the sun finally rose over a free America? Would they themselves live to breathe that air?
No one could say.
And the one person who might have known, who perhaps already did, sat silent, lips sealed by orders no one dared challenge.
Lin remained off to the side, watching everything unfold with a quiet melancholy. They had tried asking him before, subtle questions, desperate ones, questions masked as jokes, but his answers never came. He had been forbidden. Forbidden to offer comfort or warning. Forbidden to speak names or fates. It wasn’t his timeline. It wasn’t his right.
The quiet pressed in again, the kind of silence that comes not from stillness, but from all the things left unsaid. Uncertainty stole over the young soldiers' expressions like a shadow at dusk, and the joy of their momentary celebration soured slightly, weighed down by the heavy truth:
Victory might be coming.
But so too was loss. And no one could promise who would remain to witness the dream when it finally bloomed.
Laurens:
Black and White soldiers wonder alike if this really means freedom.
Washington:
Not yet.
Everyone had retaken their seats in a quieter, more solemn hush. The earlier thrill of victory now lay dormant beneath the weight of what might still be lost. The room was filled with quiet shifting, clothes rustling as they settled, the soft creak of old wood beneath boots, the unspoken thoughts lingering in their chests like storm clouds waiting to burst.
John sat back with a small exhale, running a hand down his face, his gaze lowered. His fingers trembled ever so slightly as he clasped them together in his lap, and his voice came low, more a thought breathed aloud than a true question.
“Those men from the South... they won’t be freed as agreed if they fought, will they?” His words carried no venom, only weary resignation. They hung in the air, addressed to no one and everyone all at once.
Lin visibly winced. His shoulders tightened before he cast a brief glance toward Washington, whose jaw had clenched, his expression unreadable, and then met John’s searching eyes. Their gazes held, something unspoken passing between the two men, idealist and architect, soldier and storyteller.
“No,” Lin said quietly, regret laced in every syllable. “They won’t.”
John let out a long sigh, his head dipping forward in frustration. A bitter taste filled his mouth, not quite anger but something heartbreakingly close, like swallowing iron and realizing it’s your own blood. Of all the truths he had feared hearing today, this one still struck deep.
He looked away for a moment, his eyes scanning the flickering screen and the faces around him, Eliza’s quiet sorrow, Lafayette’s barely contained grief, even Hercules’ uncharacteristic stillness. And yet, beneath the weight of this heartbreak, he still found room for gratitude. Gratitude that they were being allowed to see even this much , to learn, to understand, to try . Lin, the strange but steady creator, this guide through what should have been unknowable, had already gifted them revelations that could shape futures.
Still... so many questions clawed at the back of his throat. So many uncertainties tightening like a vice around his ribs. And the one question, the question, was the one no one wanted to speak, but John, bold and unflinching, did.
“Lin,” he asked, voice steadier now despite the weight of it. “Are you absolutely sure you cannot tell us if we all will survive to see the end of the war?”
The room stilled, all ears suddenly straining toward the silence that followed. Lin parted his lips, eyes softening as if he wanted to answer, but before he could form a word, the now-familiar omniscient voice returned, cutting through the heavy air with authoritative finality.
“No, Mr. Laurens. Mr. Miranda cannot give you that information. You shall receive all the information available to you via the show, and certain questions may be answered during the intermission.”
John blinked and let out a breath, something between a sigh and a chuckle. His lips curled into a sly grin as he turned toward Lin, the tension not entirely gone but lessened by his own stubborn defiance.
“Had to give it a go,” he said with a wink, the smirk deepening as if daring fate to be moved by charm alone.
Lin smiled, quiet and sad and fond all at once, as the room slowly began to breathe again.
Hamilton:
We negotiate the terms of surrender.
I see George Washington smile.
We escort their men out of Yorktown.
They stagger home, single file.
Tens of thousands of people flood the streets,
There are screams and church bells ringing.
And as our fallen foes retreat,
I hear the drinking song they're singing.
ENSEMBLE:
The world turned upside down.
Lafayette shook his head slowly, a breath of disbelief escaping him as his lips curved upward with bittersweet amusement. “ Mon dieu, ” he murmured under his breath, then a little louder, “The world truly has turned upside down.” His voice was thick with emotion, his usual charismatic tone weighted now with awe and something deeper, something reverent. The cadence of his French accent seemed to wrap tighter around each syllable, as if his heart was clinging to every word.
He wasn’t just quoting the words from the screen. He was feeling them, living them again. The battlefields, the sacrifices, the friendships forged in fire and desperation… and now, here, this moment, seeing it all laid out, honored and remembered. It was more than a surprise. It was a miracle.
Around him, the atmosphere had shifted once more. A hush, gentle and heavy like falling snow, settled over the room. The women, who had been watching with wide eyes and tightly held breaths, now seemed to breathe again, but not without tears glistening in the corners of their eyes.
Eliza sat between the men she loved most in the world, her arms curling protectively around both Alexander and John. She pulled them closer still, as if her embrace alone could shield them from everything they had endured and everything they still would. Her knuckles were white with the strength of her grip, but neither man moved to pull away. Alex leaned into her instinctively, his cheek brushing her temple, while John turned slightly to rest his forehead against her shoulder, his eyes closing for just a moment.
Across the room, Angelica and Peggy reached for each other wordlessly. Their hands clasped tightly, fingers interlacing as they moved closer until their arms wrapped around one another. It was not just a hug, it was anchoring. They swayed slightly, like a pair of reeds in the wind, held upright by each other’s presence as they processed the sheer weight of what had just been revealed, of what they now knew about their world, their futures, their sacrifices.
Lafayette’s gaze flicked toward them, taking in the sight of unity and quiet strength. He blinked rapidly, the brightness in his eyes betraying the tears threatening to fall, though he didn’t bother to hide them. There was no shame here. Only a sense of reverence, of shared understanding, between soldiers, lovers, friends, family. Between those who had fought and those who had waited.
“The world has turned upside down,” he said again, softer now, more to himself than anyone else. But this time, his voice carried a sense of hope. Because somehow, against all odds, they were still here, watching their legacy unfold before them, together.
The world turned upside down.
The world turned upside down.
The world turned upside down, down...
Down, down, down!
Lafayette:
Freedom for America,
Freedom for France!
Everyone cheered loudly once again, the energy in the room surging like a wave. Laughter rang out, boots thudded against the wooden floor, and chairs were pushed back as men jumped to their feet, fists punching the air with uninhibited triumph. John Laurens whooped with glee, throwing an arm around Alexander’s shoulders as they spun in place, dizzy with victory. Hercules and Lafayette clasped hands and shouted joyously in French and English alike, their bond palpable as they nearly knocked over a table in their excitement.
The women, seated nearby, watched with tender smiles. Eliza’s eyes shone with emotion as she clutched her skirts, her heart full as she watched Alexander laugh freely for the first time in what felt like ages. Angelica and Peggy leaned into each other, arms wrapped tightly around waists and shoulders, their soft giggles weaving through the heavier masculine cheers like a melody. Even Martha allowed herself a rare grin, her eyes crinkling as she looked between her husband and the celebrating soldiers, taking in a rare and fleeting moment of lightness.
But at the back of the room, standing slightly apart from the throng, Thomas Jefferson and James Madison remained seated, their expressions more reserved. Thomas’ fingers were steepled together in front of his mouth, his dark eyes tracking the revelry with a weight behind them that did not match the occasion. James stood just behind him, his arms crossed, lips pressed into a thin line as he surveyed the joy with a quiet, restrained solemnity.
It wasn’t that they didn’t share in the relief or understand the magnitude of what this victory meant, but they also carried the burden of foresight.
Thomas shifted his weight, glancing toward Lafayette, who was beaming, clapping a hand over Alexander’s back with nothing but pride and admiration glowing in his eyes. The Frenchman’s joy was so pure it almost hurt to watch. Thomas swallowed thickly, the corner of his jaw tightening as he looked away.
He had seen what was coming. He had lived through the years that would follow this. And he knew, knew deeply, painfully, that this radiant, untainted bond between Lafayette and Hamilton would not last. That betrayal, bitter political divides, and unspoken grief would twist the warmth between them into disappointment and resentment. That Lafayette, ever loyal, would one day feel as though the very ideals they had bled for had been compromised by the man he now celebrated beside.
James, catching the shift in Thomas’ posture, spoke softly. “You’re thinking of France, aren’t you?”
Thomas didn’t answer right away. He watched Lafayette’s smile, that open-hearted pride. Then his gaze slowly turned to Alexander, still laughing, vibrant, full of life.
“Yes,” he murmured at last. “And everything after.”
There was no malice in his voice, only a bone-deep weariness, a quiet mourning for a friendship he knew would fracture, for ideals that would clash, and for hope that would slowly curdle into bitter rivalry.
James lowered his head slightly, silent agreement in his eyes.
The contrast was stark, on one side of the room, the fever of hard-won triumph, hope for a future finally in sight. On the other, the shadow of what that future would cost them all. And though no one else noticed it then, the weight Thomas and James carried hung heavy in the air behind them, like a storm cloud waiting just beyond the horizon.
And still, the cheers rang on.
ENSEMBLE:
Down, down, down!
Hamilton:
Gotta start a new nation,
Gotta meet my son!
Alexander spun lightly on his heel, the joyous energy radiating from him like heat off a fire. His violet eyes gleamed with pure happiness, sparkling as they swept across the room until they landed on Phillip, still seated quietly where Alexander had gently coaxed him to settle earlier. The younger man looked slightly overwhelmed but fascinated, eyes flickering between the flickering images on the screen and the lively company around him.
Alex’s smile softened as he took a tentative step toward Phillip, his hand reaching out slowly and deliberately, not to startle, but to offer steady reassurance. He saw the subtle tension in Phillip’s posture, the way he blinked as if trying to reconcile the man before him with the father he knew, a man both distant and monumental in the family’s history.
With tenderness, Alexander closed the small gap between them and pulled Phillip gently to his feet. His arms wrapped carefully around the younger man in a warm, grounding hug, one full of quiet promises and unspoken understanding. The scent of leather and parchment mingled with the soft rustle of fabric as Alexander leaned in, murmuring softly into Phillip’s ear, his voice low and steady.
“And what a man he seems to be.”
Phillip’s eyes widened, a flicker of something like wonder and hope blooming within them. He leaned into the embrace, allowing himself, for the briefest moment, to feel safe, not just in the company of these men and women, but in the legacy that was unfolding before him. The room seemed to fade away, noise dimming into a soft hum, as if this small connection between them was a quiet island amid the storm of history.
ENSEMBLE:
Down, down, down!
Laurens:
We won!
Mulligan:
We won!
Lafayette:
We won!
Hamilton:
We won!
ENSEMBLE:
The world turned upside...
Down!
As the final notes of the song lingered and then faded into silence, the room settled into a profound stillness. The flickering glow from the screen cast long, shifting shadows that stretched across the faces of those gathered, etching lines of determination, hope, and quiet reflection. The weight of what they had witnessed hung in the air, palpable and heavy, yet underscored by an unmistakable current of resolve.
The soft rustle of fabric and the occasional clearing of throats were swallowed by the hush, as if even breath was held captive by the gravity of the moment. The war, with all its brutality and uncertainty, suddenly felt closer, more urgent. It was no longer a distant struggle, it was their fight, their future.
Alexander broke the silence, his voice low and steady but edged with iron-hard certainty. “We’re going to win this war,” he declared, each word deliberate and charged with fierce conviction. His violet eyes, shining bright with unyielding fire, swept slowly around the room, drinking in the faces of his closest friends, warriors and loved ones alike. The flicker of hope in their eyes bolstered his courage, lending weight to his proclamation.
His gaze finally settled on the trio beside him: Eliza, her hands folded tightly in her lap, eyes glistening with unshed tears and unwavering faith; John, whose jaw was clenched but whose steady presence never wavered; and Phillip, still young, still learning, yet already carrying the weight of legacy in his quiet strength.
“And God help me,” Alexander’s voice softened just enough to reveal the vulnerability beneath his determination, “I hope we’re all alive to witness what comes next.”
The words hung between them like a solemn vow, a prayer for survival, for the chance to see the dawn that so many had fought to bring about. The room remained hushed, the flickering screen casting a warm glow that felt both a promise and a challenge, daring them all to hold fast, to endure, and to triumph together.
Chapter 22: What Comes Next?
Chapter Text
Confused murmurs rippled through the room as the screen shifted once again, this time to reveal the unmistakable, flamboyant figure of King George strutting onto the stage. The triumphant energy that had filled the room moments ago dimmed as surprise replaced celebration.
Alexander, who had been basking in the lingering warmth of victory and closeness with his loved ones, recoiled slightly as the music took a familiar, comical lilt. His brows furrowed, his lip curled in irritation. “Seriously?” he muttered, arms folding tightly across his chest. “We’re in the middle of celebrating! Why is he there?!”
He gestured broadly toward the screen in disbelief, as if trying to shoo the monarch away with the force of his frustration alone. The others chuckled quietly, but there was tension in their amusement, as though the interruption had punctured the emotional high they’d all been floating on.
From the front of the room, the King’s voice rang out in its practiced, pompous tone, unnervingly calm despite the absurdity of his presence. “ I ,” he announced grandly, pausing for dramatic flair, “ am the King of the United Kingdom! ”
A silence followed his declaration, a beat where the entire room seemed to hold its breath, until Alexander scoffed loudly, rolling his eyes with theatrical disdain. He leaned forward, his tone sharp and laced with unfiltered rebellion.
“ Not of us anymore though! ” he snapped, his voice thick with pride, a defiant grin spreading across his face.
Lafayette let out a snort of laughter, Hercules clapping the frenchman on the shoulder approvingly. Even Eliza bit back a smile, shaking her head fondly at her husband’s inability to restrain himself, especially when it came to British royalty.
The mood lifted slightly, the tension diffused by Alexander’s familiar fire and the King’s ridiculous theatrics. Still, a shared glance passed among the revolutionaries in the room, half amusement, half reminder of everything they had fought, bled, and burned for. They had broken away from that crown… but even now, its shadow still lingered, if only to be mocked.
[KING GEORGE]
They say
The price of my war’s not a price that they’re willing to pay
“ Exactly! ” Alexander exclaimed, his voice rising with conviction, each syllable sharp as a blade. He leant forward, shoulders tense, the fire in his chest spilling into every word. His violet eyes blazed, narrowing in challenge as they locked onto the pouting figure of King George seated smugly at the front of the room.
The monarch, lounging like an unwanted guest at a private celebration, seemed entirely out of place among the revolutionaries. He tilted his head, lips pursed in a practiced display of royal indifference. But Alexander wasn’t buying it, not now, not ever.
“Why would we,” Alexander continued, his tone biting, the room holding its breath as his passion took shape, “separated from you by an ocean , want to fund your stupid wars ?” He practically spat the words, venom lacing his tongue. “Why should we suffer, scraping by, burying our men, watching our people starve, when you can’t even muster the bare decency to ensure your own citizens have what they need to survive?”
There was a weight behind his voice now, a furious ache trembling beneath every word. His hands trembled slightly at his sides, part rage, part heartbreak, as he spoke not only for himself, but for the countless soldiers and civilians whose lives had been chewed up in the name of empire.
“Don’t talk to us about loyalty,” he added, quieter now but no less cutting, his voice like iron wrapped in silk. “Loyalty goes both ways. And you… you were never loyal to us .”
The silence that followed crackled with energy. Lafayette looked over with a proud, teary-eyed nod, his knuckles white where he gripped the back of his chair. Hercules muttered a low, “Preach,” under his breath. Eliza placed a gentle hand on Alexander’s arm to steady him, her touch warm and grounding.
Even Washington, usually composed as stone, gave a subtle nod of agreement, his jaw tight and eyes dark with the memories of countless men sent home in pine boxes while the crown sat fat and indifferent across the sea.
And King George, so regal, so composed, found no words to offer in return. He shifted in his seat, one gloved hand adjusting his lapel, as though he could smooth away the sting of truth. But there was no mistaking it: Alexander’s words had landed.
They had all lived that pain. And now, they spoke it aloud.
Insane
You cheat with the French, now I’m fighting with France and with Spain
The King, who had so far maintained an air of haughty indifference, began to shift uncomfortably in his ornate chair. His perfectly poised facade, like finely spun porcelain, started to show subtle cracks. As the song continued, weaving its tense melody around the room, a flicker of unease crept into his sharp eyes.
His jaw clenched, but the tension betrayed him, there was a trembling beneath the surface, a barely suppressed quiver in his fingers resting stiffly on his lap. The room seemed to grow quieter, the flickering screen casting eerie shadows that danced across his furrowed brow.
His gaze darted anxiously at the idea of being drained further by a protracted conflict with a rising republic seemed to weigh heavily on him, as if the very notion struck terror into the heart of a monarch used to wielding power effortlessly.
His eyes widened in silent horror at the prospect of fighting not one, but two formidable nations simultaneously, Britain’s coffers depleted, its people weary and restless, and the stubborn, fiery new republic refusing to bow. The weight of this reality pressed down on him, crushing the bravado that had momentarily masked his fears.
For a fleeting moment, the King’s regal posture wavered, his expression no longer that of a ruler commanding with unshakable confidence, but of a man confronted with the grim, unyielding cost of an empire stretched too thin, haunted by the possibility that this war might be the beginning of the end.
I’m so blue
The tension in the room broke as the stage lighting shifted suddenly to a cool, almost playful blue. Onscreen, King George’s stiff, regal composure dissolved into something almost childlike, his foot stomping with a petulance that mirrored the tantrums of a stubborn toddler. The exaggerated stomp echoed through the theater, perfectly timed with a jaunty musical beat that made the scene irresistibly comical.
A ripple of laughter swept through the room, light and unguarded, as the revolutionaries watched the King’s sulky antics unfold. Even the weightiest burdens of war seemed to lighten for a moment under the spell of this unexpected humor.
Eliza’s gentle giggle caught Alexander’s attention as she leaned into his side, her warmth grounding him amidst the levity. Her eyes sparkled with amusement as she glanced sideways, a quiet smile playing at her lips. Fingers intertwined with John’s behind her back, her other hand resting lightly on Alexander’s arm, she murmured softly, almost conspiratorially, “It is rather amusing, the portrayal of the King.”
Her voice was soft but carried a note of fondness, as if savoring this rare chance to see the distant, imposing monarch reduced to a figure of harmless folly. The simplicity of the moment, the shared laughter, the intimate closeness, stood in sharp contrast to the grim realities they faced, a brief, treasured respite.
Around them, others chuckled or smiled quietly, the absurdity of the King’s tantrum offering a moment of collective relief. The cool blue light bathed the room in a serene glow, softening the edges of fear and uncertainty, and for just a little while, the weight of history felt lighter.
I thought that we’d made an arrangement
When you went away
You were mine to subdue
Well, even despite our estrangement, I’ve got
A small query for you:
What comes next?
There was a heavy pause, the kind that settles over a room like a thick fog, pressing down on every chest. The question, echoed through the dimly lit space and seemed to linger in the air long after the words had been spoken. It wrapped itself around the hearts and minds of every person present.
No one spoke.
Even the flickering light from the screen seemed subdued, casting long shadows across faces drawn tight with contemplation. The weight of the silence was palpable, so dense it could have been sliced clean through with the edge of Washington’s sword. Shoulders tensed, jaws clenched. They had fought so long, so hard for their freedom... but what came after?
“What does come next?” Angelica asked, her voice gentle but steady. She sat tall, her back straight but her eyes betraying the flicker of uncertainty she felt. Her words landed in the center of the silence like a stone dropped in still water, rippling outward into every corner of the room.
Alexander turned toward her, lips parted as if to speak, but no answer came easily. “That’s…” he began, voice hoarse, “a good question.” He blinked, his gaze shifting to George instinctively, as it always had in times of uncertainty. Looking for direction. For clarity. For strength.
But the General, their rock, was quiet. Washington’s brow was furrowed, his hands clasped tightly before him. His eyes, so often firm and unwavering, looked lost for just a moment, and that alone was more telling than anything he could have said. For the first time, he had no ready command, no orders to bark. No definitive path forward. Only the truth: that the war might end, but the battle for the soul of a nation was only just beginning.
The silence thickened again as most of the room’s occupants became lost in their thoughts. Some stared ahead blankly, others glanced toward their companions, seeking some quiet reassurance. Worry sat on their shoulders like a mantle, because freedom, as precious as it was, came with a terrifying question mark.
At the back of the room, Thomas Jefferson and James Madison remained seated, their expressions unreadable. The shadows flickered over their features, illuminating brief flashes of something heavier than the others felt: knowledge.
Neither man spoke, but in that moment, they knew the truth.
The revolution was far from over.
You’ve been freed
Do you know how hard it is to lead?
You’re on your own
Awesome. Wow
Phillip and Peggy, the youngest in the room, burst into laughter as the screen flashed with the exaggerated expressions of King George’s theatrical counterpart. The pompous flick of the wrist, the ridiculous stomp of his foot, and the overly dramatic sneer delivered with pristine comic timing were too much to resist. The King’s absurdity sliced clean through the heavy fog of tension that had lingered only moments before, casting a much-needed lightness into the room.
Peggy leaned into Angelica, giggling behind her hand, while Phillip practically bounced in his seat with unrestrained amusement. His shoulders shook as he tilted his head back, face lit up with delight. “Awesome. Wow ,” he blurted, the words tumbling out between laughs. His voice was breathless with amusement, and he clearly wasn’t speaking to anyone in particular, just voicing the giddy disbelief that such a performance had just happened.
The room chuckled at the dry delivery, the contrast between his youthful awe and the ridiculousness onscreen making the moment even funnier.
Alexander turned, catching sight of Phillip’s grin and the spark of mischief dancing in his violet eyes. There was a fondness in the way he looked at the boy, his boy, who wasn’t quite his yet. Not in this timeline. And yet the pull between them was unmistakable. He chuckled, shaking his head gently. “Your version of me,” Alexander said with amusement curling around his words, “is going to be very confused if you start saying that to everything.”
Phillip glanced at him, still grinning. “Then he’d better learn to keep up,” he said with a cheeky wink, echoing the tone of a teenager who knew he was being clever.
The laughter that followed was easy and warm, easing the weight in everyone’s chests as the King on screen pranced off in a dramatic swirl of crimson and white. In that moment, wrapped in shared humor and fondness, the room felt lighter, held together by joy, however fleeting. And at the heart of it, Phillip and Peggy reminded them all that there was still youth, still laughter, still something to fight for.
Do you have a clue what happens now?
Alexander sighed softly, the sound barely audible over the fading echoes of laughter. His posture, once light with mirth, began to shift, his shoulders tensing slightly as the weight of reality crept back in. The momentary brightness that the antics had brought was now dimming, replaced once again with the pressing uncertainty of what lay ahead.
“We really have no idea…” he murmured, almost to himself.
His gaze remained fixed on the screen, unblinking. But he wasn’t truly watching the stage anymore, his mind had wandered far past it. Behind his violet eyes, thoughts whirled like a storm, conjuring image after image of what might follow the end of the war. Would there be peace? Would the states remain united? What would their laws look like, their people, their place in the world? Would his son inherit a nation or a battlefield?
The silence around him was heavy, but not lonely. It was reflective. Contemplative.
Washington, seated a short distance away, observed his aide with the steady calm of a man who had learned to weather uncertainty like a soldier weathers a siege. His expression softened as he followed Alexander’s line of sight, staring not at the flickering images on the screen, but at the horizon only they could see.
He inclined his head slowly, voice calm but resolute. “We don’t,” he admitted. His deep timbre carried the weight of age and responsibility. “But we can do our best to build a country that will survive... and build a legacy worth enduring.”
His words hung in the air like a vow, stirring something in the hearts of those listening. Not just hope, but determination. It wasn’t a promise of peace or ease, Washington knew better than to offer such lies. But it was something stronger. A call. A commitment.
Alexander slowly turned toward him, the flicker of turmoil still present in his gaze, but something steadier beginning to take root beneath it. He nodded once, firmly. There was no certainty ahead, but there was a purpose, and for him, that was enough.
Around them, others began to shift in their seats, glancing to one another. The laughter had faded, but in its place, a quiet resolve was beginning to rise, like the first breath after a storm.
Oceans rise
Empires fall
It’s much harder when it’s all your call
“It shan’t be.”
Alexander’s voice rang clear through the room, steadier than it had been moments before, the weight of his conviction evident in every syllable. He sat tall, chin lifted, shoulders squared with the kind of defiance that only burned brighter in the face of uncertainty. His violet eyes, bright with purpose, scanned the faces around him, his friends, his family, his comrades-in-arms.
“It shan’t be,” he repeated, firmer this time, planting each word like a stake in the ground. “We already have Congress, a body made not of one man’s will, but of many voices. People working together, challenging each other, compromising and building. A group of elected officials striving to shape the foundation of this new nation.”
His hands moved as he spoke, passion flowing into every gesture. “And that is what we must fight to preserve. That is what we are bleeding for, not for crowns or kings, not for absolute power, but for the right to govern ourselves. For the dream of a land where no single man can dictate the future of millions.”
He paused, letting the words settle like dust across the heavy silence. His eyes darted briefly to the onscreen image of King George, still sneering in theatrical arrogance, before shifting back to the faces in the room, John watching him with quiet admiration, Lafayette nodding along with fervent agreement, Eliza with her hand curled gently over Phillip’s where it rested in her lap.
“America,” he continued, softer now but no less firm, “shall never be a place where a single person makes all the decisions. We were born of resistance to that very idea. And I swear, so long as I draw breath, I’ll fight to keep it that way.”
A breath passed through the room, shared and held, as though everyone needed a moment to let the gravity of his words settle deep into their bones. Then Washington gave a slow, approving nod, his eyes steady, the trace of a proud smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
Alexander exhaled, tension easing from his shoulders just a fraction, and for a heartbeat, hope filled the space between them all. Not naïve hope, but something stronger. Steeled. Earned. Shared.
All alone, across the sea
When your people say they hate you, don’t
Come crawling back to me
“They won’t! We won’t!” John’s voice rang out, fierce and unshakable. He stood abruptly, fists clenched at his sides, the fire in his eyes unmistakable. “However challenging building a new country is, we shall never return to where we were before!”
His declaration echoed off the walls like a shot, his conviction settling into the bones of every person in the room. He wasn’t just speaking for himself, he was speaking for all of them. For the soldiers who had died in the fields, for those still bleeding for freedom, and for the generations to come.
Alexander’s head lifted, his expression shifting to something like pride as he watched his love, his brother-in-arms, burn bright with purpose. Around the room, nods of agreement followed like a rising tide. Eliza tightened her grip on Phillip’s hand, Angelica exhaled softly with tears shining in her eyes, and even Lafayette murmured a quiet, “Oui,” under his breath, never.
Then a new voice entered the space.
“No matter how difficult it is,” Thomas Jefferson said, standing slowly from where he and James Madison had sat in measured silence, “building this country, the last thing we would ever do… is return.”
His words were deliberate, his tone sharp, almost cutting. His gaze locked with Alexander’s, and for a brief moment, the tension between them crackled in the air like a distant storm. But there was no venom in it, not tonight. Just challenge. Just truth.
Madison, at his side, gave a small nod of agreement, his brow furrowed in deep thought. He wasn’t a man given to loud declarations, but his silence held its own weight.
Because returning to monarchy? To tyranny? That was the one thing none of them would allow.
John stepped forward again, voice softer but no less determined. “We’ve come too far. Sacrificed too much. This land belongs to its people now. Not to a crown, not to a tyrant, and not to fear.”
Another hush fell over the room, not of doubt, but of reverence. The kind of silence that follows an oath.
Da da da dat da dat da da da
Da ya da
Da da dat
Da da ya da...
You’re on your own…
Chapter 23: Dear Theodosia
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
As the stage lights dimmed once more, the room seemed to exhale, a gentle softening of tension settling over everyone like a comforting blanket. The flickering glow from the screen cast long shadows across the faces gathered, their eyes fixed intently on the scene unfolding before them. The once vibrant energy now gave way to a quieter, more reflective atmosphere, as if the very air had grown heavier with meaning.
From the depths of the stage, Aaron’s counterpart stepped forward alone, his footsteps measured and deliberate. The faint scrape of a wooden chair being pulled into place echoed softly in the hushed room, drawing every gaze to him. The emptiness around Burr contrasted starkly with the lively ensemble moments before, the silence pressing in with a weight all its own.
“It’s your song again, Aaron,” Alexander spoke softly from where he sat, his voice barely above a whisper but carrying through the stillness like a tender thread weaving them all together. His eyes held a mix of anticipation and quiet encouragement. Aaron’s lips curved into a faint, almost imperceptible smile as he hummed thoughtfully, his eyes locked on the screen, absorbing each flicker of light and shadow. His posture was calm yet alert, the briefest tightening of his jaw betraying the complexity of emotions swirling beneath his composed exterior.
Around the room, the others shifted slightly, their breaths slow and measured, caught in the quiet spell Burr’s moment commanded. For a heartbeat, time seemed to pause, a fragile pause that promised both reflection and revelation.
In that softened silence, the stage awaited the first note, the story ready to unfold once more through Aaron’s voice.
[Burr]
Dear Theodosia what to say to you
Aaron’s brow furrowed deeply, confusion flickering across his usually composed features as the name echoed quietly in his mind. “Theo?” he murmured to himself, the word almost fragile on his tongue.
From across the room, Jefferson’s voice cut through the silence, sharp and tinged with barely concealed cynicism. “Is that not the woman you have been courting? Despite her British husband?” The barb was pointed, an edge sharpened by a feeling of superiority and moral high ground.
Aaron didn’t snap back or defend himself, choosing instead to meet the remark with a slow, deliberate nod. “Yes.” He swallowed, the weight of his admission settling heavily on his chest. “But why would there be a song to her? She will return to her husband, no?” His voice carried a bitter undercurrent, eyes drifting toward Lin, whose own gaze held mysteries and truths that none in the room yet dared to uncover.
Before anyone could respond, the familiar voice that had punctuated their evening returned, calm and unyielding. “Theodosia’s first husband passes away shortly after the events of Yorktown, leaving-”
“Leaving her free to marry who she’d like,” Burr interrupted softly, a small, almost wistful smile tugging at the corners of his lips. It was a rare glimpse of warmth from a man often guarded, a tender secret shared in the quiet of their company.
Alexander, watching from where he sat nearby, met Aaron’s eyes and offered a genuine smile. “Happy for you, Aaron,” he said quietly, the words carrying more weight than simple congratulations, a subtle blessing, a friendly hope for happiness long deferred.
The room seemed to hold its breath for a moment, the layers of past and future intertwining as the story continued to unfold, a poignant reminder that even amidst war and chaos, love could find a way.
You have my eyes
You have your mother's name
When you came into the world you cried and it broke my heart
“Oh,” Aaron’s voice broke gently, the single word carrying the weight of a thousand unspoken emotions. He stared intently at the screen, his usually guarded expression softening into something vulnerable and raw. A subtle sheen glistened in his eyes, catching the light like fragile glass on the brink of shattering.
“Theo must agree to be my wife, we-” His breath caught, and a smile, shy and uncertain, tugged at the corners of his lips as if trying to mask the swell of hope and tenderness within. “We must have a child, a daughter.”
The confession hung in the air, fragile yet resolute. Aaron brushed a hand briefly across his face, wiping away an invisible tear, and a soft, wet chuckle escaped him, half disbelief, half relief, a quiet release after so much pain and waiting.
From nearby, Alexander leaned forward without hesitation, the warmth of his presence filling the small space between them. His hand settled firmly and reassuringly on Aaron’s shoulder, a steady anchor amid the sea of emotions.
“Congratulations, Aaron,” Alexander said, his voice low but sincere, the simple words carrying the weight of shared history and unspoken understanding.
For a brief moment, the room felt lighter, the shadows receding as the promise of new beginnings shone quietly through the flickering glow of the screen.
I'm dedicating everyday to you
Domestic life was never quite my style
Washington chuckled, the sound low and warm, rumbling from deep within his chest like distant thunder. “It never is for any young man,” he said, the quiet amusement in his tone threaded with something deeper, wistful, perhaps even a part mournful.
His gaze swept slowly across the room, eyes lingering on the faces of the young men who had answered the call to revolution, many of them barely older than boys when they took up arms. Lafayette stood tall despite the weight of leadership on his shoulders, Hercules Mulligan with his sharp wit and sharper loyalty, Aaron Burr now softened by hope, and John Laurens whose fire burned so bright.
At last, Washington’s eyes settled on Alexander, his protégé, his aide-de-camp, the boy he had guided like a son through the unforgiving storm of war. There was something fatherly in his expression, something proud, something solemn.
“We must remember,” Washington said slowly, his voice deepening with gravitas, “that every choice we make is not just for ourselves, but for our families. And for theirs also.”
The words were soft, almost gentle, but the steel beneath them was unmistakable. It wasn’t a suggestion. It was a reminder, a command wrapped in care, passed from a man who had seen far too many young lives snuffed out to those who still had the power to shape their fates.
A hush fell over the room. The flickering light from the stage cast long shadows, and in the silence, each man seemed to feel the weight of legacy settle just a little heavier on their shoulders.
When you smile, you knock me out I fall apart and I thought I was so smart
You will come of age with our young nation
Aaron smiled, soft and full of fragile hope. “She will,” he murmured, voice thick with a quiet certainty that didn’t quite mask the flicker of longing beneath it.
His gaze drifted to where Alexander sat, flanked by Eliza and Phillip, the younger Hamilton family, temporarily reunited across the bounds of time. The boy was tucked close between his parents, his posture relaxed and his eyes bright with everything Aaron longed for himself. The sight pierced Aaron’s chest with a slow, bittersweet ache.
His smile wavered, eyes glimmering with the weight of what might never be. He could imagine it, Theodosia grown, full of grace and fire, walking beside him with the sharp wit of her mother and the steel of her father. But unlike Alexander, he would never truly know the sound of her laughter in adulthood, would never sit beside her in a room like this, suspended between past and future.
Still, he breathed through the ache and nodded gently, lifting his chin with a determination that had carried him through battle and heartbreak alike. “We all will,” he added, his voice firmer now, conviction shining through.
Alexander’s head tilted slightly at the words, the echo of them settling into his chest like a vow. His hand reached instinctively to Phillip’s shoulder, fingers curling around the boy’s jacket with reverence. He pulled him just a little closer, anchoring himself in the miracle of what he had been granted, this fleeting glimpse into a future he never thought he’d be allowed to see.
Phillip leaned in without hesitation, his side brushing against his father’s. And for a moment, the pain in Aaron’s chest was matched only by the quiet joy that shimmered through Alexander’s eyes.
We'll bleed and fight for you
We'll make it right for you
If we lay a strong enough foundation
We'll pass it on to you
We'll give the world to you and you'll blow us all away
This time, Aaron’s voice rang out with the quiet force of iron tempered by fire, soft in tone, but steeled with conviction. “That is all I want in this life,” he said, each word deliberate, carved with restrained ambition and buried hope. The quiet hum of the room seemed to pause around him, the flickering candlelight casting shadows across his face that made him look older, weathered by battles fought on and off the field.
He inhaled slowly, his eyes locked forward but unfocused for a moment, as though he were speaking directly to the image of the future only he could see. “I joined this cause not just to better my own standing,” he continued, the corners of his mouth tightening with the effort of restraint, “but to aid in the creation of a nation I can be proud to raise my family in.”
His hand lifted slightly, a fluid but reverent motion, and gestured toward where Phillip sat nestled beside Alexander. The young man had leaned against his father’s side, his eyes flickering up at Aaron with quiet curiosity and something else, respect. Aaron’s eyes softened for the briefest moment, a hint of yearning creeping in before he reined it back.
“I want to create a country,” he went on, voice steady once more, “where our children, and their children after them, will not have to fight the way we have. Where they will not be forced to prove their worth in blood. Where their futures are shaped not by war, but by peace, and the freedom to dream beyond mere survival.”
His words hung in the room like a banner, solemn and noble. The others listened in silence, moved not just by what he said but by the quiet ferocity with which he said it. It wasn’t a politician’s promise, or the lofty wish of a soldier eager to make his mark. It was the raw, simple truth of a man who had known loss, who had walked alongside death and now dared to hope for something gentler, for something better.
Alexander was quiet for a long moment. He blinked slowly, as if pulling himself from the tangle of thoughts that always threatened to consume him. His hand remained resting protectively on Phillip’s shoulder, thumb brushing over the boy’s collarbone in an absent, grounding motion.
“I think,” Alexander finally said, his voice rough with emotion but calm, “that’s the first time I’ve ever heard you speak with such certainty, Aaron.”
Burr looked over, but said nothing, waiting.
Alexander exhaled softly, nodding as though the truth had just rooted itself in his chest. “And I agree with you.” He looked around the room, his gaze lingering on the younger faces, John, Hercules, even Jefferson and Madison, and then rested again on Burr. “We write, we fight, we debate, and we bleed, all so our children can live differently than we have. Better than we have.”
His eyes flicked down to Phillip, then up to Eliza beside him, who offered a gentle smile of support. “You say you want a nation you can be proud to raise your family in. I want that too. Desperately. But I also want to make sure we never forget how we built it, so that they never take it for granted.”
His voice dropped, low and fervent. “I don’t want them to repeat our mistakes. I want them to dream without borders, speak without fear, and love freely, unbound by the past that’s scarred us.”
Alexander’s hand tightened on Phillip’s shoulder as he looked back at Burr, the fire in his eyes now burning with shared hope instead of rivalry. “So yes, Aaron. Let’s build that world. Let’s make sure our children have something worth inheriting.”
A hush fell over the room again, not from tension this time, but from quiet resolve. From understanding. From the shared weight of what they were trying to create, what they had to protect.
Someday, Someday
Yeah you'll blow us all away
Someday, Someday
Alexander’s smile widened, his lips parting in quiet awe as the image on the screen shifted again, this time revealing a familiar figure stepping into the light, dragging a chair behind him. The audience in the theater hushed with anticipation, and in the room where the real men sat watching, there was a similar tension, though softer now, more amused, more tender.
It was his actor. The man portraying Alexander himself. The resemblance wasn’t perfect, but the energy, the fire and fidgeting, the way he held the weight of words, was unmistakable.
Alexander chuckled under his breath, his eyes crinkling with fondness as he leaned forward slightly in his chair. He could already feel the shift in the room, the way everyone knew what was coming next.
He turned his head, gaze falling on Phillip, who was seated just beside him. The boy had gone noticeably quiet, his posture unusually stiff. A brilliant blush bloomed across his cheeks, climbing from his collar to the tips of his ears. Phillip stared at the screen, wide-eyed, trying to maintain some measure of composure.
Alexander laughed more openly then, the sound warm and full of mischief, “Ah, I see we’re in that part of the story,” he teased lightly, nudging his son’s knee with his own.
Phillip groaned softly, burying half his face in his hand, though a reluctant grin tugged at the corners of his mouth. “I already know what’s coming,” he muttered into his palm, voice muffled but unmistakably mortified.
“And yet,” Alexander said, eyes sparkling as he returned his attention to the stage, “you’re still blushing like the world’s about to end.”
Phillip elbowed him gently, but the mood between them was light, one of affectionate teasing, the kind that could only exist in the safety of family. Alexander reached out, ruffled Phillip’s hair with a quick pass of his hand, ignoring the boy’s quiet protest, and then leaned back again, preparing himself for whatever version of the past-future was about to unfold.
“Don’t worry,” he said with mock solemnity, smirking just a little, “if it gets too embarrassing, I promise to look away.”
“You won’t,” Phillip muttered, but his smile didn’t fade. And deep down, Alexander knew, despite his son’s visible discomfort, he was proud. Proud to be known. Proud to be remembered. And Alexander, watching both the screen and the boy beside him, felt the same.
[Hamilton]
Oh, Phillip when you smile I am undone, my son
Look at my son
Jefferson let out a low, teasing hum, the kind of sound that drew eyes before he even spoke. He leaned casually back in his chair, one leg crossed over the other with an infuriating ease, and turned a slow, pointed gaze toward Alexander. A smirk tugged at the corners of his mouth, lazy, sharp, and gleaming with challenge.
“I didn’t expect anything else from you, Hamilton,” he drawled, his tone laced with faux affection that barely masked the jab underneath. “The differences between you and Burr are so painfully obvious it’s almost comical. Burr speaks with humility, says his daughter made him a better man.” Jefferson’s eyes narrowed slightly, glinting with trouble as he gave a slow, theatrical shrug. “Meanwhile you? You want to wave your son in everyone’s face like he’s a trophy.”
The comment hung in the air like a spark daring to become a fire.
Alexander flushed, a faint pink rising up his neck, but he didn’t hesitate to bite back, not with heat, but with conviction. He straightened in his chair, jaw firm, eyes flashing with equal parts pride and defiance. His hand instinctively settled on Phillip’s shoulder as if to anchor both of them in place.
“Of course I do,” Alexander said, the edge of his smile soft but unshakable. “He’s my son. And I am proud, immensely proud , to be his father.”
Phillip blinked beside him, startled by the sudden intensity in his father’s voice. His ears were still tinged pink from earlier, but now his eyes sparkled with something else, appreciation, maybe, or something even deeper that he didn’t know how to name yet. He didn’t speak, just leaned in a little closer, accepting the warmth of the hand still resting on his shoulder.
Jefferson huffed a light breath through his nose, almost a scoff, but there was a twitch at the corner of his mouth that betrayed something more than scorn. “You’re like a peacock in a powder wig,” he muttered under his breath.
“I’ll take that as a compliment,” Alexander shot back, grin widening, refusing to let Jefferson’s words dig any deeper than surface-level. “At least I don’t hide my pride in the shadows of vague metaphors.”
There was a ripple of chuckles from the others in the room, Lafayette snorted into his sleeve, and John let out a bark of laughter. Even Burr, who had been watching silently, allowed a quiet, bemused shake of his head.
Washington, from his seat near the front, cleared his throat, but the faintest hint of a smile betrayed his amusement.
Pride is not the word I'm looking for
There is so much more inside me now
Oh, Phillip you outshine the morning sun, my son
When you smile, I fall apart and I thought I was so smart
My father wasn't around
Alexander winced, the sting of words sharper than he wanted to admit. It wasn't just the words, it was what they implied, what they touched . He could feel the judgment, the ever-present weight of expectation pressing against his spine. His throat tightened, but before the emotion could rise further, he felt it.
That gaze.
Piercing, steady, familiar.
He raised his eyes instinctively and met George Washington’s.
The General stood, arms loosely crossed, watching him not with scrutiny but with that impossible calm, reassuring and unwavering. There was a steadiness in those eyes that seemed to see past Alexander’s posture, his words, and all the carefully layered pride to the aching young man beneath.
Washington stepped forward without a word, the tap of his boots soft but purposeful against the floor. Phillip glanced up, sensing the shift in mood, and immediately shuffled over on instinct, making room without needing to be asked. His youthful gaze flicked between his father and the approaching General, not quite sure what was happening but aware that it mattered .
Washington lowered himself beside Alexander with a weight that seemed to settle the air around them. Without hesitation, he slid one strong arm around Alexander’s shoulders, pulling him in with the ease and firmness of a man who had done this before, who had held Alexander together in worse moments, and who would do it again without question.
Alexander didn’t fight it. He didn’t speak.
He just breathed , a slow, shuddering breath, and leaned in as if every thread in him had suddenly loosened. His eyes fluttered shut, head resting just beneath Washington’s jaw, body collapsing into the space offered to him like a boy seeking shelter from a storm.
The General leaned in, his voice low, gravel-warm and deeply fond. “You do now, son.”
The words, simple, quiet, hit harder than any insult ever could. Alexander swallowed, the burn behind his eyes sharp and sudden, but he didn’t pull away. He didn’t speak. He didn’t need to.
Across from them, Eliza watched, lips parted slightly, emotion caught in her throat. Her hand crept over to rest against John’s where it lay beside her, her eyes meeting the younger man’s as they shared a wordless moment of understanding. John gave her hand a light squeeze.
Washington looked up, offering both of them a small, knowing smile before turning slightly, shifting his broad frame just enough to address Phillip.
He extended his other arm, strong and open, palm tilted upward in silent invitation.
Phillip blinked, taken aback, but then his face lit with that bright, awed light reserved for boyish dreams and secret hopes. He moved forward shyly, careful but eager, tucking himself beneath the offered arm like a mirror to his father.
Washington gathered him close without hesitation, letting both men lean against him. Alexander on one side, shaken but finally breathing and Phillip on the other, wide-eyed and proud.
For a long moment, they sat like that, Washington anchoring them both, while the rest of the room looked on, quiet and reverent.
No more words were needed.
[Burr]
My father wasn't around
The two men locked eyes across the softly lit room, the flickering glow of the stage washing them both in pale, almost ghostly hues. It wasn’t dramatic, there was no sudden hush or gasping revelation. Just a quiet, unspoken pause where something deeper passed between them. A recognition older than politics, louder than rhetoric.
Their gazes held, steady and still. No words exchanged, none were needed.
It wasn’t pity that Alexander gave Aaron, nor was it arrogance or judgment. It was a solemn, silent acknowledgment, of shared scars, old ghosts, and the aching shape of what had been missing in both of their lives.
For all their differences, ideological, strategic, personal, they were, in this moment, the same: two boys once left to fend for themselves in the shadow of absent fathers, now grown men shouldering the burden of legacies they had to build from fractured beginnings.
Alexander felt the weight of it settle in his chest as he watched Burr. Aaron's eyes didn’t flicker, didn’t look away. But there was a softness creeping in around the corners of his expression, a flicker of something raw and vulnerable beneath the usual restraint.
And in that quiet moment, Alexander saw it, clear as day.
Longing.
Not envy. Not resentment. Just... a quiet ache.
Aaron’s gaze shifted, not to Alexander himself, but to the scene beside him: where Washington’s arm still rested around Alexander’s shoulder, where the younger man leaned with such easy familiarity into the warmth and stability of a paternal presence. There was affection in the way Washington had gathered them both, Alexander and Phillip, into his side, a rare openness to the gesture. It radiated comfort. Belonging. Safety.
And Aaron watched it with eyes that shimmered faintly, the light catching the sheen before he could blink it away.
Alexander felt the pang in his chest sharpen, just slightly.
Because he understood that look. Knew it down to the bone. He had spent his childhood watching other boys be embraced by their fathers, watching from the outside like a child pressed against the window of a home that was never his.
Now, Burr was the one outside the glass.
Still, Alexander didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Just kept his eyes on Aaron, letting that understanding remain between them, a quiet bridge suspended across their distance.
In another life, maybe they might have crossed it.
But for now, all they could do was look. And know.
They were not so different.
Not where it mattered most.
[Hamilton]
I swear that
[Both]
I'll be around for you
[Hamilton]
I'll do whatever it takes
[Burr]
I'll make a million mistakes
[Both]
I'll make the world safe and sound for you
“That’s the first time you both have sung together.”
Eliza’s voice was gentle, almost reverent, but it carried a quiet weight that made the others pause. The softness of her words belied the truth tucked within them, and as they settled into the air, they seemed to deepen the atmosphere in the room.
She turned her head slightly to look at Alexander, her gaze not accusatory but thoughtful, her eyes warm with understanding.
“So far,” she continued, “you’ve both sung against each other… but never in harmony.” Her voice trailed off like the fading notes of a song, but the message remained, suspended delicately between them.
Alexander didn’t reply immediately. He remained still, his expression unreadable at first. But then his lips parted just slightly, and a low hum rumbled in his throat, not quite agreement, but certainly not dismissal either. His thumb moved in small, absent circles across Eliza’s knuckles, grounding himself in the comfort of her presence.
His mind, however, was already drifting.
She was right. Every time he and Burr had shared the stage before now, their voices had collided, counterpoints in opposition, not complement. Their duets had been laced with tension, sharpness, one always trying to outpace the other. A constant race. A rivalry. A duel in rhythm.
But that… that song had been different.
For once, they hadn’t been adversaries. There had been no verbal knives between the notes. Just shared pain. Shared memory. Shared hope.
He glanced across the room, eyes settling briefly on Aaron Burr, who remained watching the screen in silence. His posture was straighter now, more alert, but not defensive. Something had shifted.
The melody between them, however brief, had been honest. And in that honesty, there had been something bordering on peace. Not reconciliation, perhaps. But understanding. A moment where they’d stopped arguing with each other and instead told their truths side by side.
Alexander breathed out quietly, gaze softening as he turned his attention back to Eliza. Her hand was warm beneath his, fingers curled trustingly between his own.
“Maybe it won’t be the last,” he murmured, more to himself than to her. But Eliza heard it. She always did.
She smiled, gently leaning her head against his shoulder. “Let’s hope not.”
You'll come of age with our young nation
We'll bleed and fight for you
We'll make it right for you
If we lay a strong enough foundation
We'll pass it on to you
A soft breath left Alexander, shaky and full of things unspoken. He didn’t say a word, didn’t need to. Instead, he leaned just slightly across the comforting bulk of the General’s shoulder and reached for Phillip’s hand.
Their fingers met and threaded together without hesitation, the boy's hand still warm and solid in his own. The contact grounded him, pulled him from the aching swell of memory and longing that had threatened to overtake him in the silence.
It was Phillip who broke that silence.
His voice was quiet but sure, ringing out with the earnestness of someone who had waited for this moment, who had needed this moment.
“You did, Papa.”
Alexander turned to look at him, eyes soft, mouth parted as if to speak, but no words came.
Phillip’s gaze didn’t waver. “The country is…” He hesitated, a furrow appearing between his brows as he glanced quickly toward the ever-silent screen. There was a flicker of uncertainty, like he wasn’t quite sure how much he was allowed to say, how much the mysterious force that brought them here would permit.
But there was no interruption. No cutaway. No voice stopping him.
So he took a breath and continued, voice stronger now, his fingers tightening just slightly around Alexander’s.
“It’s doing well. You did well.”
For a moment, Alexander couldn't speak.
Something stung behind his eyes, and he blinked quickly, the emotion pressing up hard against his ribcage like it wanted to spill out of him all at once. His other hand came up to cup the back of Phillip’s knuckles between both of his palms, as though anchoring himself to the boy, his boy, was the only way to remain steady.
The General remained silent beside him, offering quiet strength and presence. Eliza watched them both with eyes that shimmered with pride and unspoken grief. Even Burr turned his head just slightly, not to intrude, but to witness.
Alexander swallowed thickly, drawing Phillip’s hand closer to his chest.
“I can’t have done it alone,” he whispered at last. “But… hearing that from you, from my son -” His voice cracked, and he shook his head lightly, a fragile, tearful smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “It means more than anything.”
Phillip beamed, cheeks pink with emotion, his grip unwavering.
“You did it for us,” he said simply. “And you are right to be proud.”
We'll give the world to you and you'll blow us all away
Someday x2
Yeah, you'll blow us all away
Someday, someday
As the final notes of the song faded into silence, the room held its breath.
There were no words at first, only the echo of harmony lingering in the quiet like a benediction. A stillness settled over them, not hollow or uncertain, but full, rich with something gentle and unspoken. The kind of silence that follows after truth is told. After something real is laid bare.
Each man sat with his own thoughts, hearts full of both ache and promise.
Alexander exhaled slowly, his hand still clasped around Phillip’s, eyes fixed on the screen though the image had gone dark. His chest rose and fell with the weight of all he’d done, all he’d lost , and all he might still redeem, through legacy, through love.
Beside him, Eliza’s fingers wrapped warmly around his other hand, grounding him between past and future.
Burr sat a little straighter, chin lifted ever so slightly as though bracing himself against the well of emotion stirring within. The longing in his chest hadn’t vanished, but it had softened. That ache, for Theodosia, for the daughter he might one day raise, for the future he still hoped to build, had taken on shape. Possibility. Purpose.
Washington’s arm remained draped around both Alexander and Phillip, his gaze steady and reflective. He didn’t speak, but the pride in his eyes, the fierce, quiet love for these boys he lead who had become men, who had fought, lost, learned, and endured, was unmistakable.
Lafayette shifted forward just enough that his hand brushed against Hercules’, and the big man responded in kind. A silent pact, reaffirmed. For liberty, for peace, for home.
Even Jefferson and Madison sat quietly, no witty remark ready, no sly commentary. Just the unshakable weight of shared responsibility. Of understanding that they , this collection of clashing wills and convictions, would help shape something lasting. Something that might still outlive them all.
And in that hush, as the light from the screen dimmed into nothing and left them in soft, golden glow of candlelight, it became clear:
They didn’t know what would come next. The road forward remained uncertain, shadowed and winding.
But they had hope .
They had the fragile, precious spark of it, nestled in the idea of family, of children who would inherit the world they dared to build. Of sons and daughters who might grow up not knowing war, but only freedom.
And not a single man in the room took that hope lightly.
Every one of them, Alexander, Aaron, John, Hercules, Lafayette, George, even Jefferson, felt the weight of that responsibility settle in their chests like an oath.
No, they could not see the future.
But they could shape it.
And so, in the quiet that followed, a new kind of resolve took root, unspoken, shared.
They would build a better world.
Not for themselves.
But for the family they had, and the ones still yet to come.
Notes:
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Chapter 24: Lauren's Interlude
Chapter Text
The room remained wrapped in a tender quiet, the air thick with the remnants of the previous song. Its final notes still seemed to hum in the bones of every person seated, leaving behind a strange but welcome warmth, hopeful, fragile, and real.
For a moment longer, George kept Alexander close, his arm firm and grounding around the young man’s shoulders. Alexander didn’t resist; he merely breathed out, the tension easing from his body as if the act of being held had unraveled a knot too long ignored. George pressed a quiet kiss to his hair before slowly, reluctantly,untangling himself and returning to his seat beside Martha. She welcomed him with a gentle touch to his hand, and on the other end of the couch, Lin watched quietly, his posture more reserved now, his fingers interlaced and resting against his mouth.
“Hey,” Peggy murmured, leaning slightly forward as her eyes narrowed at the screen. Her voice was hushed but filled with intrigue, “Is that not Eliza?”
Alexander blinked and looked up, heart still not quite steady. His gaze followed Peggy’s finger toward the stage projection. Just behind the seated form of his onscreen counterpart, barely framed in the soft background lighting, stood a lone figure, still, poised, and quiet.
It was Eliza.
Angelica sat forward as well, brows drawing together as she squinted at the faint figure in the shadows. “It is,” she confirmed softly, then paused. Her eyes narrowed further, trying to decipher the shape in Eliza’s hands. “And it looks like she’s got… a letter?” Her voice tilted into a question at the end, the uncertainty clear as she turned her head toward Lin.
All eyes followed.
Lin didn’t speak right away. His gaze remained fixed on the screen, his jaw tight, shoulders held just a little higher than before. After a beat, he gave a short nod. Not a confirming one, more like an acknowledgment. Yes, they were supposed to see it. No, he wasn’t going to explain it.
The tension in the room shifted, subtle but distinct, as though someone had dimmed the warmth and drawn in a thread of unease beneath the hope.
“I’m… waiting,” Eliza whispered, her voice low and uncertain.
The figure on screen didn’t move. Her head was tilted slightly downward, shoulders stiff, fingers curled carefully around the letter. She wasn’t reading it. She wasn’t offering it. She was simply holding it, as if the message it carried had too much weight to open.
“She hasn’t opened it,” Phillip observed quietly. “Whatever it says… maybe she’s not ready.”
Angelica didn’t reply, her expression unreadable.
Alexander’s hand found Eliza’s and held it gently, grounding himself in the presence of the woman beside him while the echo of her counterpart haunted the stage.
Martha gave a small exhale, barely audible. “That letter isn’t for her”
Lin remained silent, his eyes never leaving the screen, but the tension in his frame spoke volumes.
And still, the figure of Eliza stood, unmoving, letter in hand, eyes cast forward, waiting for something no one in the room could name.
[LAURENS]
I may not live to see our glory.
“What?” the question rippled through the room, voiced in different tones of confusion and concern. John's voice cut above the others, sharp and clear in the stunned quiet. “What the hell is going on?”
No one had noticed it at first, too distracted by Eliza’s sudden presence, too caught up in the ambiguity of the letter she still held. But now, slowly, unsettlingly, the stage shifted again, and there he was. John Laurens.
His onscreen counterpart had returned.
Peggy blinked, frowning at the screen, her voice soft but questioning, “Wait… is this not the same song as earlier?”
Her words hung there, harmless at first glance. But Alexander didn’t answer.
He couldn’t.
His eyes had locked on the stage the second Laurens appeared, and he hadn’t blinked since. His posture had gone still, too still, as though bracing for impact. Slowly, color drained from his face, the quiet shock bleeding into something much heavier.
“No…” The word left him barely audible. His voice cracked as if something inside him had broken loose. “No, it’s… it’s not the same.”
That tremor was enough to draw Eliza’s full attention. She turned to him, brows knit together in concern. “Alex? What’s wrong?” Her hand instinctively found his forearm, gentle but firm, trying to anchor him.
On Alexander’s other side, John watched him with a furrowed brow. He opened his mouth to speak, perhaps to dismiss the worry, to soothe him, to explain it away, but then something made him stop. His eyes flicked across the room, landing on Lin.
The writer sat eerily still. His expression was tight, jaw locked, shoulders heavy. When he met John’s gaze, there was no pretense of reassurance. Just a slow, solemn nod.
And behind that nod, grief. A quiet, bitter sort of knowing.
John’s breath hitched. He closed his eyes for the briefest of moments as if trying to deny the sudden understanding creeping up his spine, but it wouldn’t leave.
The stage hadn’t rewound.
It had come full circle.
And John… John had returned not because of joy , but because something was about to be mourned.
With a sound more exhale than sob, John leaned forward and reached instinctively. His arms wrapped around both Alexander and Eliza, tugging them close into his chest. His grip trembled slightly, but it was strong, protective.
Alexander didn’t resist. His hands were limp in his lap, body leaning easily into the embrace like something inside him had gone hollow.
On screen, the light dimmed.
And Laurens, his image ghostlike against the rising swell of music, looked out toward the audience with a softness in his eyes that spoke not of life, but of memory.
Angelica’s hand came to her mouth. Peggy stiffened beside her.
A shift was coming. Not a reprise.
A reckoning.
[ELIZA]
Alexander? There's a letter for you.
[HAMILTON]
It's from John Laurens. I'll read it later.
“Mon ami? You never leave your post unread?”
Lafayette’s voice was low, almost hesitant, carrying a thread of genuine confusion as he leaned forward, his brow furrowed in concern. His usually lively eyes were softened by worry, the excitement and camaraderie of earlier moments replaced by a heavy uncertainty that settled over the room like a slow fog.
Alexander remained still, his head bowed deeply into John’s chest, as though seeking shelter from a storm no one else could see. The trembling of his shoulders was barely perceptible, but it spoke volumes, words failing him in the grip of the crushing weight he carried inside.
John, ever the hopeful, nudged Alexander’s side gently, attempting to break through the thick silence. His voice was light, almost teasing, “Well, I see where I stand!” he quipped softly, a faint attempt to lighten the mood.
But the words landed hollow in the quiet room.
Alexander’s response was not laughter, nor even a smile. Instead, his fingers tightened around John’s shirt, clutching with the desperate strength of someone holding on to what little stability remained. His breath hitched, the tightness in his chest pressing harder against the walls of his ribs.
Around them, the others exchanged glances, some averted, some filled with helpless sympathy, while Lafayette sat back slightly, lips pressed in a thin line, absorbing the moment’s fragile sorrow.
The joviality of before had been swallowed whole by the shadow now looming over them all.
[LAURENS]
But I will gladly join the fight.
Lafayette’s voice wavered, trembling with an edge of raw vulnerability as he broke the silence. “John? Mon ami, I do not like this… What is happening?” His eyes darted nervously between Alexander and John, then to Lin, and finally to the glowing screen before them, desperate for some hint, some clue to explain the growing heaviness settling in the room.
His usual fiery spirit was subdued, replaced by an anxious tension that tightened his jaw and furrowed his brow. The flickering light from the screen cast restless shadows across his face, highlighting the worry that now clenched his heart.
Beside him, Hercules, usually a pillar of strength, looked momentarily shaken. Without a word, he reached out and rested a firm hand on Lafayette’s shoulder, a silent gesture meant to ground the Frenchman, to steady him against the rising tide of dread. The contact seemed to steady them both, a shared anchor in a sea of uncertainty.
Across from the young men, General Washington sat with his head bowed deeply, eyes squeezed tightly shut as if shutting out the unbearable truth might somehow make it less real. His broad shoulders were rigid with unspoken grief and a fierce determination to bear the weight of it all.
Martha, seated quietly beside him, reached out with a gentle, trembling hand and took his in hers, offering what small comfort she could. Her gaze then shifted pleadingly toward Lin, a silent question lingering in her eyes, a desperate hope that perhaps the writer could deny the painful reality creeping into their midst.
Lin met her gaze with nothing but a sad, resigned smile, one that spoke of truths too heavy to share, and a sorrow too deep to voice. In that quiet exchange, the room seemed to hold its breath, suspended between hope and heartbreak, waiting for what was to come next.
[ELIZA]
No, it's from his father.
[HAMILTON]
His father?
Now it was John’s turn to break the heavy silence, his voice barely steady as it emerged, fragile and trembling. “My father?” The question hung in the air like a fragile thread, fraught with unspoken fears. He exhaled deeply, a shaky sigh that seemed to carry the weight of all the uncertainty and pain swirling inside him.
His gaze lingered long and searching on the screen, as if hoping to find answers in the flickering images. Then, reluctantly, he turned to look at his friends, Laf, Herc and the others, all of whom mirrored the same growing dread in their expressions. Finally, his eyes dropped to where his two greatest loves were nestled closely against him, their warmth a fragile anchor in the storm.
“There is only one reason that man would be writing to my closest companions…” His voice cracked under the sorrow, raw and vulnerable, as if the weight of the truth threatened to shatter him. A solitary tear escaped, tracing a slow, glistening path down his cheek. It fell gently onto the deep red curls of Alexander, a silent testament to the ache in his heart.
The room seemed to hold its breath in that moment, time stretching thin, while John’s whispered words echoed the fragile hope and deep fear tangled together within them all.
[LAURENS]
And when our children tell our story.
[HAMILTON]
Will you read it?
“Can’t even read a letter, can you, Hamilton?” Jefferson’s words slipped out with his usual sharpness, yet tonight there was an unusual softness beneath the edge, a subtle hesitation that betrayed his awareness of the heavy moment unfolding. His gaze flickered briefly toward the screen, the weight of what was being revealed settling over the room like a dark cloud.
John’s eyes locked onto the elder congressman, the brilliant sapphire of his gaze flashing with a storm of emotions, pain, frustration, and a fierce protective resolve all swirling beneath the surface. His jaw tightened, and his voice came out sharp and steady, cutting through the tension like a blade. “Don’t, Jefferson. Not now.”
There was an unspoken command in the words, a clear plea that this was not the time for jabs or insults. The room seemed to still around them, caught in the fragile balance between grief and solidarity, as everyone braced for what was to come next.
[LAURENS]
They'll tell the story of tonight.
“I-Is that us, up on the balcony?” Lafayette’s voice cracked, fragile and trembling as if the very weight of the question strained his throat. His eyes, wide and shimmering with unshed tears, flicked to Hercules beside him. Herc’s own gaze was glossy, a thin veil of moisture dulling his usual spark, betraying the deep well of emotion he was struggling to contain.
Lafayette’s glance then shifted to John, whose face was drawn and pale, shadows of sorrow already settling beneath his eyes. Herc looked back at the screen with a grim resolve, then to Lafayette, his voice low and unsteady as he raised an arm between them, a silent gesture of solidarity and comfort, binding the two friends in quiet strength as they bore witness to the unfolding truth.
John closed his eyes briefly, swallowing down the lump in his throat, and exhaled shakily, the breath trembling as it escaped. He instinctively drew Alexander and Eliza closer, anchoring himself in their warmth, in their presence, as the cold weight of what was to come settled over him. His eyes opened again, fixed on his counterpart playing out the moment on the screen.
Deep down, he already knew the terrible truth looming ahead. He did not want to accept it, not yet. The haunting words from the first song echoed relentlessly in his mind, “Me. I died for him.” They had tormented him since that first hearing, a shadow looming over every victory, every hope. Now, after seeing all they would accomplish, knowing the war would be won, a crushing sorrow settled in his chest. He understood with bitter clarity: he would not live to see the dawn of that triumph.
[ELIZA]
"On Tuesday the 27th, my son was killed in a gunfight
“No!” The word tore from Alexander’s throat like a raw, feral cry, wild and desperate, echoing in the heavy silence of the room. His body trembled as he clutched John with every ounce of strength he possessed, his fingers digging in like anchors, sobs wracking his chest in harsh, ragged bursts. “No, John, please! You promised! You promised you would never leave me!”
The anguish in his voice was so pure, so raw, it caused several around the room to instinctively flinch, as if the weight of his pain had physical form and struck them all. His words weren’t just cries; they were wounds laid bare, betrayal, fear, and heartache all swirling together in a torrent too fierce to hold back.
Suddenly, Alexander’s grasp faltered, his hand recoiling as though burned. But instead of simply releasing John, his fingers found their way into his own hair, clutching fiercely, as if holding on to keep from being pulled into the abyss of loss.
John’s voice was calm but urgent, a steady anchor beneath the storm. “Hey, hey, don’t do that,” he murmured gently, carefully untangling Alexander’s fingers from his curls before any lasting harm could come. Slowly, he entwined their hands together, pressing their joined palms against his own chest, right over the steady, pounding heart.
“I’m right here, Alex,” John whispered, his voice soothing, tender. “Right here. I’m not going anywhere.”
Alexander’s sobs didn’t cease immediately; they softened but persisted as he leaned in, collapsing into John’s warmth. His head tucked securely into the crook between John’s shoulder and neck, seeking refuge in the steady rise and fall of his breath. In that small cocoon of shared silence and closeness, the raw edge of despair was momentarily eased by the steadfast presence of the man who refused to let go.
against British troops retreating from South Carolina.
“This simply cannot be true!” Lafayette’s voice broke through the heavy silence, trembling with disbelief and anguish. His hands clenched into fists at his sides as he stared wide-eyed at the screen, his accent thickening with emotion. “It must be a lie! We cannot lose John, not now, not when everything hangs in the balance!”
But despite his desperate protest, the images on the screen remained unyielding, the undeniable truth laid bare before them all. No one in the room could find words to refute what they saw, and the weight of inevitability settled like a shroud over everyone present.
Washington’s head shook slowly, the muscles in his jaw tight with disbelief as he continued to gaze at the screen. His eyes then shifted to John,young, vibrant, and filled with resolve, locked in a steady, silent exchange. Thousands of thoughts surged through Washington’s mind, memories flooding back of the countless battles he’d led, the sacrifices made, and the many sons of this war he had buried. Yet, the thought of losing John was something he could neither accept nor bear.
He exhaled deeply, a single breath that seemed to carry the weight of a thousand unspoken fears. “Plans will change,” he declared firmly, his voice steady but laced with urgency. “You are not going to South Carolina.”
John’s eyes widened in shock, looking directly at the General as if weighing the magnitude of his words. His arms remained wrapped protectively around Alexander and Eliza, one hand gently stroking down Alexander’s back in a soothing rhythm, the other hand squeezing Eliza’s arm tenderly. Though Eliza said nothing, silent tears traced gentle paths down her cheeks, her quiet sorrow speaking volumes.
“Sir,” John’s voice was resolute yet respectful, “with all due respect, you cannot alter future decisions simply to protect one man. Such changes may shift the course of the war, perhaps even jeopardize our success. I shall be more careful.”
Washington’s gaze hardened with resolve, unwavering as he met John’s determined eyes. “No,” he replied firmly, voice low but absolute. “You are not going to South Carolina. This is not a change of position that is essential. I will not allow it.”
The room held its breath, caught in the tension between duty and desire, between the brutal necessities of war and the desperate hope to protect what mattered most.
The war was already over.
The words hit Alexander like a physical blow, and he sobbed harder, the raw ache in his chest deepening as the harsh reality sank in. The war could be won, victory within their grasp, but the cost was more personal, more devastating than he had dared imagine. Unless something changed upon their return, no matter the triumph, he would lose John. The very thought shattered something fragile inside him, sending tremors through his entire being.
Tears spilled unchecked down his cheeks, his body trembling with grief and desperate hope tangled together. The sound of his sobs filled the room, a painful counterpoint to the stoic silence surrounding them. He clung tighter to John’s hand, as if willing the man to stay, to not slip away into a fate none of them wanted to accept.
Washington’s eyes, heavy with their own burdens, shifted back to John. There was a resoluteness there that refused to yield, not just for the war, but for the fragile threads of family and loyalty that bound them. The General’s heart clenched at the thought of what lay ahead: winning the war, dismantling the tyranny of the British crown, and yet being forced to write yet another letter of condolence to a grieving family. Another letter explaining the loss of one of his closest aides, his trusted sons-in-arms.
He could not bear it.
His gaze softened with the quiet agony of a man who knew too well the price of this conflict. The anguish he imagined Alexander would suffer, his own son, was more than he could stand. No, John would not be sent to South Carolina. It was a line he refused to cross, a sacrifice he would not allow. The heartbreak wasn’t worth the potential gain.
John would stay. He would stay with Washington, with Alexander. Here, where their bonds could hold them close through the storm.
Washington’s chest rose and fell with steady determination as he made that silent vow. The war would rage on, but he would do everything in his power to keep his family whole. Even in the darkest days to come, he would shield them from this particular grief.
As you know, John dreamed of emancipating and recruiting 3,000 men for the first all-black military regiment. His dream of freedom for these men dies with him."
John bowed his head solemnly, the weight of unspoken doubts pressing heavily on his shoulders. Deep down, he had never truly believed in the empty promises whispered by Congress or the wealthy landowners of the South, the assurances of freedom for the men who fought bravely beside them. Those words had always felt fragile, like a thin veil barely masking the harsh reality of prejudice and inequality that would cling to them long after the last battle was fought.
Yet despite the bitter truths he’d come to accept, a small, stubborn ember of hope still flickered within him. A hope that someday, someone would see beyond the color of their skin, beyond the chains of status and birthright, and recognize the courage, the sacrifice these men had offered in the name of liberty. It was a hope born not from naivety, but from an unyielding belief in justice, even if justice was slow and uncertain.
John released a resigned sigh, the sound low and weary as he pressed Alexander closer to him, finding strength in the shared warmth and closeness. His fingers tightened gently on Alex’s back, silently promising protection and solidarity in a world that too often failed to see their worth.
Washington’s gaze faltered as he met John’s eyes, a shadow of guilt crossing his features. Slowly, he looked away, unable to hold that steady stare any longer. The weight of his own role in the institution of slavery, the very system that contradicted the freedom they were fighting for, weighed heavily on his conscience.
Though a man of honor and resolve, Washington still was a slaveholder, a fact that gnawed at John quietly, especially in moments like this. He knew the bitter irony that while leading a revolution for liberty, countless men still faced bondage and injustice.
[LAURENS]
Tomorrow there'll be more of us...
[ELIZA]
Alexander, are you alright?
[HAMILTON]
I have so much work to do.
“Oh, Alex…” John murmured, his voice barely above a whisper as he pressed a gentle kiss to the top of Alexander’s head. His fingers moved carefully through the soft, unruly curls that had slipped loose from the queue tied at the back of Alex’s head, combing through them with familiar tenderness. The rhythm was slow, deliberate, meant to soothe, not just the body trembling in his arms, but the mind spiraling within it.
“Don’t do that, darling,” John whispered, his brow creasing into a small frown. “Please don’t shut down. Don’t push everyone who cares about you away.” His tone held no scolding, only aching concern, a plea weighted with love.
But Alexander trembled as he pushed himself upright, dislodging John’s hold in the process. He didn’t pull far, just enough to look John in the eye. His face was flushed and blotchy, streaked with tears, eyes rimmed red and swimming with more. “I can’t, John,” he breathed, the words cracking on the edge of a whimper. “I can’t survive losing another person. I can’t do it again.”
John’s heart twisted in his chest at the desperation in Alex’s voice. He brought one hand to cup Alexander’s cheek and used the other to gently tip his chin upward until their gazes locked. “Look at me, Alex,” he said softly but firmly, “please.”
Alexander’s chest heaved with silent sobs, but he obeyed.
“I give you my word,” John continued, his own voice thick with emotion, “you will not lose me. I’m not going anywhere. But Alex…” He paused for a breath, exhaling slow and low, grounding both of them as he spoke the next words with quiet conviction. “Even if, God forbid, you did lose me, you have so many people who love you. Who would never let you fall.”
He gave Alex’s trembling hands a reassuring squeeze. “You won’t lose me. Even the General said I’m not being sent to South Carolina! Can you believe it?” He tried for a teasing smile, for something light to chase away the fear lingering between them. “Imagine it, Washington, changing plans just to keep me around. You might be stuck with me for a long time.”
Alexander let out a small, broken sound, not quite a laugh, not quite another sob. It was shaky, but it was something. He blinked rapidly, and John could see the fight in his eyes returning, bit by bit. He pulled Alex back in, wrapping his arms around him again, letting him fold into the crook of his neck like before. He held him tightly, protectively, whispering soothing reassurances into his hair as the storm began to settle around them both.
Whilst holding Alexander close, John’s gaze flickered up for a moment and that’s when he noticed Eliza. She hadn’t made a sound, not even a whimper, but her face told another story entirely. Silent tears tracked down her cheeks, catching the faint golden glow from the flickering lights of the room. Her hands were folded tightly in her lap, knuckles pale from the pressure, her posture rigid as if she were trying to keep herself together through sheer force of will. Her eyes, wide, glassy, stricken, remained fixed on him as though memorizing his every breath.
John’s heart clenched. Still holding Alexander gently against his chest, he shifted slightly, making room with careful movements, his arm extending toward her in invitation. “Come here, sweetheart,” he said softly, his voice rich with warmth. “It’s okay. I promise you both, I’m not going anywhere.”
Eliza hesitated only a moment before she moved closer, climbing into the open space he’d created. She tucked herself in against his other side, her head coming to rest on his shoulder, and John instinctively drew her in with the same firm, protective hold. Now, with one love curled into his right, and the other pressed to his left, John felt their heartbeats in sync against his chest. He tightened his arms around them both, resting his cheek briefly against Eliza’s temple.
Then he became aware of something else, multiple gazes on him, watching silently. He glanced up and immediately met the steady, unreadable gaze of General Washington. For a heartbeat, nothing was said between them. But John offered him a small, reassuring smile. It was watery, a little tired, but it was real. A silent message: I’m alright. I’m here.
His eyes continued scanning the room and landed next on Lafayette. The Frenchman’s lip quivered as he met John’s eyes, his lashes damp, his posture tight with restrained emotion. Herc stood beside him like a storm held barely at bay, shoulders tense, jaw clenched, his large hands fisted tightly in the fabric of his breeches, as if restraining himself from reaching out. Neither man spoke, but their hearts were laid bare in their expressions.
John let out a choked, wet chuckle, an unexpected sound in the thick air of sorrow. “Oh, come on,” he said, a fond grin tugging at the corners of his mouth even through the sheen of tears in his own eyes. He tilted his head, voice turning teasing as he called out to them: “Come here, you big babies.”
That did it. Lafayette gave a strangled sound somewhere between a laugh and a sob and crossed the space in two quick strides. Hercules followed behind, less quick but no less determined. They both knelt beside him, and without hesitation, John opened his arms wider, shifting slightly to make room as the four of them folded into each other’s space, awkward limbs tangled, heads bowed together, a tangle of shaking shoulders and stifled sobs and clutched hands.
They were a mess. But they were a mess together. And in that pile of warmth and tears and fierce, aching love, John felt something powerful take root in his chest.
He wasn’t going anywhere. Not if he could help it.
And neither were they.
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Chapter 25: Non-Stop
Notes:
So... this is 22k words.... I'm sleeping for a long time after this one
Chapter Text
The song came to an end, its final haunting notes fading into silence and leaving the room suspended in stillness, save for the soft, broken murmurs of comfort rising from the tangled heap of limbs that had gathered around John. The group remained pressed close together on the couch, wrapped in one another as if proximity alone could ward off fate. The flickering glow of the candlelight cast long, warm shadows across their backs, mingling with the pale light still emanating from the screen above, bathing them all in a soft, surreal glow. It was as if time had slowed, allowing this fragile moment of reprieve to linger just a little longer.
John remained at the center, anchoring them with steady hands and gentle reassurances whispered into hair and skin. His arms were still wrapped protectively around both Alexander and Eliza, his thumb tracing slow, grounding circles into Alex’s side, while Eliza’s fingers clung lightly to the fabric of his coat, her breaths now calmer against his shoulder.
Eventually, the stillness began to shift. Hercules, the first to move, gave a quiet exhale and reached over to squeeze Lafayette’s shoulder in silent gratitude. Laf responded with a small nod, his curls bobbing slightly, before both men leaned in once more to give John a final tight hug, one that held as much reverence as it did reassurance.
“Take care of yourself, mon frère,” Lafayette murmured into John’s hair before reluctantly pulling back. Hercules followed suit, clasping the back of John’s neck for a moment before standing fully, his eyes softer than they had been all evening.
They returned to their seats with more weight in their hearts than when they had left them, but also with a trace of hope kindled in the shared warmth of that embrace.
Back within the dwindling circle, Alexander slowly shifted, drawing in a long, shaky breath as he used the handkerchief Washington had lovingly handed him earlier to wipe the tear tracks from his face. His fingers trembled, but he managed to compose himself just enough to lean back and look at Eliza, who still rested quietly at John’s side.
Without a word, he reached up and gently dabbed away the tear stains from her cheeks, the gesture so tender it made her eyes well again. He cupped her face briefly, then pressed a soft, lingering kiss to her forehead, a silent thank you, a shared grief, a vow.
At the same time, John leaned in from the other side and pressed a matching kiss to Alexander’s temple, his lips lingering for a moment longer as though trying to imprint the moment into memory. The three of them remained close, their foreheads nearly touching, a sacred little constellation of pain and love.
Around them, the room remained hushed, candles flickering low, their flames dancing softly against the walls. And though the future was uncertain, in this breath between heartbeats, they were together. And that was something worth holding on to.
[BURR]
After the war I went back to New York
[HAMILTON]
A-After the war I went back to New York
Aaron gave Alexander a long-suffering look, one brow arched and lips pressed into a line of exaggerated annoyance, like an older brother reluctantly tolerating the antics of an over-eager younger sibling who simply refused to give him space. His eyes flicked toward Alex with a familiar, dry exasperation.
“Following me again, are we, Alexander?” Aaron said, tone half-irritated, half-amused.
Alexander, caught out, flushed slightly. A dusting of pink crept up his neck to the tips of his ears, and he gave a small, sheepish shrug as though trying to look innocent despite the unmistakable glint of mischief in his eyes.
“I’ve got nowhere else to go,” he muttered with a shrug that was more tragic than expected. “Of course I’d return to New York at the end of the war. It’s where the work is. The center of everything. Why wouldn’t I?” He gave Aaron a small grin that didn't quite earn forgiveness but did soften Burr’s stern expression.
Then, just as the moment seemed to settle, Alex’s gaze snapped back toward the screen. His brows furrowed, and he leaned forward, squinting with suspicion.
“Hey, wait! Why on earth am I wearing green?!” His voice pitched upward in a dramatic whine, scandalized as he gestured vaguely at the version of himself onscreen. “Green? Seriously? I hate that color!”
The theatricality of his tone made several people around him chuckle softly, but Alexander was clearly not finished. His lips twisted into a pout and he turned, almost accusingly, toward Lin, who sat just beside the General. Alex pointed a dramatic finger as though personally affronted, his posture now fully resembling that of a petulant toddler mid-tantrum.
“Lin,” he said with all the urgency of someone who had just discovered a grave historical inaccuracy. “Explain yourself.”
Lin held up his hands in surrender, a knowing grin spreading across his face. “I’ll explain at the end of the song,” he promised, clearly amused by the reaction but refusing to break the immersion until the final note played.
Alexander huffed, crossing his arms with a slight grumble under his breath. “It better be a good reason. Or I swear, I’m taking over the costume department.”
Aaron chuckled lowly, muttering, “God forbid.”
Alex whipped his head around with an exaggerated gasp, indignant, “ Excuse me? ”
But the corners of Aaron’s mouth betrayed him, tugging upward in a rare, reluctant smile.
[BURR]
I finished up my studies and I practiced law
[HAMILTON]
I practiced law, Burr worked next door
Aaron rolled his eyes with theatrical exaggeration, his arms crossing over his chest as he leaned slightly back in his seat. He muttered under his breath with all the resigned exhaustion of someone who had seen this exact performance from Alexander a thousand times before, “Of course he does…”
The words weren’t loud, but they carried just enough bite to make them sting.
Alexander’s head snapped up. His eyes, still red rimmed from tears, suddenly gleamed with that all too familiar fire, a spark of sharp, righteous anger igniting beneath the surface. His jaw tightened, lips parting just slightly as if he were about to deliver a rapid fire rebuttal, one of those razor edged responses that had cut down many a man before. His whole body leaned forward, muscles coiled and ready to strike.
But then, steady, grounding, John’s hand slid up to rest gently at the nape of Alex’s neck. His fingers curled into the loose curls that had slipped from their tie, applying just the right amount of pressure. It was a touch filled with quiet control, a firm reminder of presence and purpose.
“Not worth it, Alex,” John whispered, voice low and soothing, his breath brushing the shell of Alex’s ear. There was no judgment in his tone, only calm, only care.
Alex bristled, his shoulders rising slightly in protest, but John’s hand remained, anchoring him. And after a few tense seconds, the storm visibly receded. Alexander let out a sharp breath through his nose, muttering something unintelligible and sulky under his breath as his body finally softened beneath the touch.
He sank back, his spine losing its combative tension as he leaned subtly into John’s hold, still grumbling but no longer a danger to anyone in the room. His fingers drummed restlessly against his thigh, still twitching with words unspoken, but for now, he bit his tongue.
Aaron, though clearly aware of the near-spark he had lit, didn’t look over again. But John gave him a brief look, pointed, protective. It wasn’t angry. It was a warning.
[BURR]
Even though we started at the very same time
Alexander Hamilton began to climb
How to account for his rise to the top?
Maaaaan, the man is
Non-stop!
Washington chuckled lightly, the sound warm and fatherly, but edged unmistakably with a note of long-standing exasperation. “That’s putting it lightly ,” he quipped, the corner of his mouth twitching with restrained amusement as his gaze flicked, sharp and purposeful, toward Alexander.
The pointed look wasn’t cruel, but it cut through the space between them like a polished bayonet. His eyes, usually steady and composed, narrowed slightly, the weight of years behind them. It was the look of a commander who had watched one particular soldier push himself far beyond reason, time and time again. The message was wordless but unmistakable: Admirable, yes. But reckless. Dangerous, even.
Alexander’s cheeks immediately flushed a deep, blooming red, the embarrassment creeping up his neck and settling hotly at the tips of his ears. He squirmed beneath the General’s gaze, shifting in his seat like a reprimanded son who knew he’d been caught but couldn’t quite admit fault.
He opened his mouth, ready, perhaps, with a retort or an excuse, but before the words could escape, John’s quiet presence beside him intervened. With the calm of someone who’d had this conversation more than once, John reached up and ran a hand through his curls, sighing with a kind of tired affection.
“Alexander…” he began softly, the name carrying a world of unspoken concern.
His voice wasn’t harsh, it never was, but the slight arch of his brow said enough. It was that same patient, stubborn lift that had calmed Alexander’s storms before, and now it gently redirected the fire burning behind those flushed cheeks.
“I hope this is an exaggeration,” John murmured, voice low but steady, as if trying to thread reason directly into Alexander’s heartbeat. “Because if it’s not, you’re going to burn out long before your work is done. You can’t just work yourself to the bone, not without consequence.”
There was no judgment in John’s eyes, only a flicker of worry and that gentle, grounding pull of care that had always steadied Alexander when he most needed it. The moment hung, tense but tender, like a string drawn taut between two hearts too close to snap.
Then, unexpectedly, another voice rose, cutting across the growing silence like a blade drawn in a dim room.
It was Jefferson.
His name alone drew a few stiffened shoulders and sideways glances, not least because many had anticipated Lin to speak next. But Thomas, lounging slightly forward in his seat with arms crossed and an expression that teetered between boredom and disdain, let the silence break on his terms.
“He is non-stop, ” Jefferson said smoothly, the drawl of his Southern accent lacing each word with effortless disdain. “Always making moves. Always chasing the next ambition, the next idea, the next damn step forward for this nation of his.”
The words hung in the air like gunpowder smoke, calm, but with the lingering sting of old battles fought too often. The phrasing wasn’t overtly cruel, but the delivery was sharp enough to reopen old scars. Jefferson didn’t need to raise his voice, his tone alone did the wounding.
Across the room, Alexander’s back straightened, his jaw tightening visibly as that simmering tension flared behind his eyes. He didn’t bite back immediately, though the impulse was there, pulsing behind his temple like a drumbeat, but John’s hand moved instinctively to the back of his neck, fingers curling protectively around the base of his skull.
“Not worth it, Alex,” John whispered under his breath, calm and steady as a guiding star.
Alexander inhaled sharply through his nose, his muscles coiled beneath the surface, but he didn’t speak. Instead, he pressed his lips together, glaring forward with an intensity that could’ve melted steel.
Jefferson, for his part, remained composed, his expression unreadable but his eyes glinting with a knowing tension. He didn’t press further. He didn’t have to.
The room seemed to hold its breath. The only light came from the dim flicker of candles and the dull glow of the screen, casting long shadows that flicked and danced along the walls like ghosts of arguments past. In that silence, with so much unspoken history hanging in the air, the scene hovered, balanced precariously between confrontation and restraint.
[ENSEMBLE]
Non-stop!
[HAMILTON]
Gentlemen of the jury, I’m curious, bear with me
Are you aware that we’re making history?
This is the first murder trial of our brand-new nation
[HAMILTON]
The liberty behind
Deliberation—
Jefferson scoffed sharply at the screen, the sound loud in the otherwise hushed room. He leaned back in his chair with an exaggerated air of disbelief, casting a pointed, disdainful look across the table at Alexander. His lip curled slightly, the sneer barely masked behind his words.
“Oh, come now,” he drawled, voice laced with biting sarcasm. “Are you really taking credit for the first murder trial?” His tone was sharp enough to cut glass, his eyebrows raised in mocking incredulity.
Alexander didn’t flinch. Though the fire beneath his ribs flared with the urge to snap back, he met Jefferson’s gaze with a cool, unwavering stare. His back straightened slightly, posture calm but defensive, like a blade sheathed but ready supported by John’s warm hand on his back and Eliza’s hands within his own.
“Yes,” Alexander replied, voice smooth and steady despite the tension coiling through his spine. “I do not know if it is factually accurate. But if I were involved in the first murder trial, then I would most certainly take my fair share of the credit.” He lifted his chin slightly as he spoke, each word laced with deliberate calm, a barely veiled challenge in his tone.
Jefferson scoffed again, louder this time, his annoyance simmering just beneath the surface as he rolled his eyes with dramatic flair. He leaned forward as if to say more, but was cut off before he could.
From his seat beside George and Martha Washington, Lin sat up straighter, adjusting the lapels of his coat as his gaze flicked toward Jefferson, sharp and unmoved. His voice, when it came, was quiet but firm.
“Alexander was involved in the first murder trial,” Lin said with deliberate clarity, his tone leaving no room for dispute. “He has every right to claim that credit.”
A few heads turned at the conviction in Lin’s voice. Jefferson’s mouth twitched, clearly displeased by his jab being reduced to little more than petty jealousy. He grumbled something under his breath, shifting in his seat with a frustrated scowl. The sting of being undermined, especially by someone outside their usual verbal sparring, only added to his irritation.
Alexander, for his part, gave a small, almost imperceptible nod of gratitude toward Lin before returning his gaze to Jefferson, his expression unreadable but undeniably triumphant.
Back with Lin and the Washingtons, the air around them was quieter, but no less charged. George remained silent, hands folded loosely in his lap as he watched the conversation unfold. The flickering light of the screen reflected in his eyes, but his focus wasn’t on the present footage so much as the young man sat on another couch and the storm of old ghosts it stirred.
A slow, almost imperceptible smile ghosted across his lips. Not one of amusement, but of recognition, of quiet, deeply seated pride. The kind that a father wears when he sees a fire in his son that the world once tried to extinguish.
Alexander had always been a force. Unrelenting, burning too hot and too fast sometimes, but never aimless. From the moment the scrappy, wide-eyed immigrant had first stood in front of him with ink-stained fingers and an argument already forming on his tongue, George had known the boy would leave a mark on history. And he had and clearly would still do so.
But what most people missed, what they didn’t care to see, was the cost. The exhaustion beneath Alexander’s eyes, the scars he didn’t talk about, the hunger to prove himself that bordered on desperation. The weight of genius carried alone.
George’s jaw tensed for a moment, the smile fading into something quieter, heavier. He didn’t need to defend Alexander, not anymore. His boy would prove his worth tenfold to everyone who had ever doubted him, with or without a podium, a duel, or a damn musical.
No, George thought as he exhaled slowly, his eyes softening as he glanced sidelong at Lin and then back to Alexander’s figure. His job now wasn’t to speak for him. It wasn’t to shield him from petty jabs or sharpen his sword for battle.
His job was to keep him breathing. Keep him steady. Keep him alive long enough to see the legacy he’d already built bloom in front of him, not just in words or wars, but in the lives he’d touched, the freedoms he’d shaped, and the family that still loved him through every firestorm he threw himself into.
So George sat quietly, spine straight as ever, the weight of a hundred battles in his shoulders. Watching. Protecting. Silent, but immovable.
And beside him, Martha reached over and gently laid her hand atop his. No words were needed between them, they had both long since learned how to speak in silence.
[ENSEMBLE]
Non-stop!
[HAMILTON]
I intend to prove beyond a shadow of a doubt
With my assistant counsel—
[BURR]
Co-counsel
Hamilton, sit down
Alexander grumbled at the screen, arms crossed tightly over his chest, his foot tapping with the petulance of someone barely holding back a full-on retort. “I am not a child to be ordered around,” he muttered under his breath, but not so quietly that it couldn’t be heard.
A ripple of soft laughter rolled through the room, even among those who had come to expect his endless protestations. It wasn’t mocking, not really, more the collective amusement of people who knew him too well, had marched beside him long enough to stop being surprised when his fire flared at the smallest spark.
From his seat, Lafayette leaned forward, resting his elbow casually on his own knee, he looked at Alex, a fond smile playing at the corners of his lips. “No, mon ami,” he said with a warmth that balanced his teasing, “you are not a child. But you do act like one, and a little brother at that.” His accent thickened slightly with the humor laced in his tone as he gestured lightly toward the screen.
A few chuckles echoed again, this time tinged with the nostalgia of shared campaigns and late nights at camp tables covered in maps and ink-smudged letters.
Then Lafayette’s eyes flicked to the side, the glint of mischief sharpening like a dagger sheathed in silk. He tilted his head, letting his gaze settle on Aaron Burr, who sat stiff-backed and distant as ever, arms neatly folded, expression a mask carved from marble. No tension, no smile, just studied neutrality.
Lafayette’s grin widened.
“And Aaron here,” he said with theatrical exaggeration, “is the exasperated elder brother. Stoic, judgmental, always ten seconds away from walking out of the room and never coming back.”
The laughter this time was louder, good-natured but surprised, and even a few eyebrows lifted at the jab being aimed so directly at Burr.
Aaron didn’t flinch. He turned his head just slightly toward Lafayette, his gaze flicking over him for only a moment, enough to register, to assess, before returning to the screen with effortless composure. “Not that much older,” he replied evenly, tone dry as flint, not rising to the bait but acknowledging it just enough to keep the peace.
If Lafayette was a firecracker, Aaron was a glacier, unmoving, precise, and capable of eroding even the loudest waves over time.
Off to the side, far removed from the camaraderie of the old war brothers, Thomas Jefferson rolled his eyes, arms stretched lazily along the back of the bench behind him. His coat was perfectly pressed, his disdain practically tailored. “That has never worked, Burr,” he drawled, voice steeped in the kind of drawl that was equal parts charm and challenge. “Good try, though.”
His gaze turned back toward the screen where Hamilton, present-day or future, it never seemed to matter, still radiated that same impossible restlessness. “Though I’ll give you this,” Jefferson added, a faint sigh in his voice, “he’s actually sat down. That’s more success than the rest of us ever had.”
The words were sharp, yes, but not quite cruel. More the weary, begrudging exasperation of someone who had fought this particular battle a hundred times and still hadn’t learned to walk away.
Hamilton, meanwhile, slouched deeper in his seat, muttering something unintelligible under his breath, though the tips of his ears were red, embarrassment, defiance, or pride, it was hard to tell. “I am a younger brother and still older than you!” he retorted sullenly.
Our client Levi Weeks is innocent. Call your first witness
That’s all you had to say!
[HAMILTON]
Okay!
One more thing—
Aaron exhaled sharply, the sound barely audible, his fingers pinched the bridge of his nose before dragging upward, rubbing lightly at his forehead with the tiredness of someone who had been fighting the same battle, internally and externally, for far too long.
“One more thing,” he muttered under his breath, voice low and rough with restrained irritation. “Always one more damn thing.”
The words weren’t meant for anyone else, and they slipped from his mouth like a mantra he’d repeated too many times to count. His posture remained composed, almost rigid, but there was a telltale weariness in the slump of his shoulders, not from physical exhaustion, but from emotional attrition.
He sighed again, quieter this time, like it was meant only for himself. His dark eyes flicked toward the couch where Alexander buzzed with frenetic energy, talking too fast, burning with conviction. Always burning.
The man, no, boy, Aaron corrected silently, was only a year younger than he was. Twenty-four to Aaron’s twenty-five. A mere breath of difference. And yet, somehow, the space between them always felt much wider.
Part of it, Aaron admitted grudgingly, was Alexander’s size. He was small, especially standing beside the towering figures of Washington, Lafayette, or even Mulligan. Lean, wiry, always in motion, like his body couldn’t quite contain the speed of his mind. There were times, particularly in those quiet moments between battles or debates, when that slightness made him seem much younger than he was, not just in age, but in experience, in vulnerability. As if the fire that powered him came at the cost of his own protection.
Aaron’s jaw tightened slightly at the thought, a muscle in his cheek twitching as he looked away for a beat, then back again.
And yet… for reasons he couldn’t entirely explain, or admit out loud, he did feel a flicker of protectiveness toward the infuriating little hurricane. Even as Hamilton wound him up with relentless jabs, challenged him at every turn, and pushed every limit of patience he possessed, there was something else under it all. Something that didn’t quite fit into rivalry or annoyance. Something that felt… older than either of them.
Maybe it was the way Alex threw himself into every fight like it was his last. Maybe it was how his voice always cracked with something close to desperation when he spoke about legacy, about worth, about being remembered. Maybe it was because Aaron, for all his restraint, understood that hunger far more intimately than he liked to admit.
The protectiveness was inconvenient. It got in the way of his irritation. Of the sharp retorts he rehearsed in his head. Of the distance he tried to maintain.
But there it was, nonetheless. Quiet, steady, immovable.
Aaron sighed again, this time heavier, deeper, the kind of exhale that came not from frustration, but from resignation.
He wasn’t sure if Alexander Hamilton would ever stop being a thorn in his side.
[BURR]
Why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room?
Alexander smirked, the smug curl of his lips unmistakable as his gaze flicked toward the screen, and then, with that familiar glint in his eyes, toward John and Eliza. His expression was all mischief and bravado, the kind that practically dared someone to stop him.
John gave him a narrowed-eyed warning, his brows raised in clear expectation that Alexander would behave himself for once. Eliza, seated beside them with her arms crossed and posture straight-backed with quiet authority, didn’t need words, the look she leveled at her husband was sharp enough to pierce steel. A silent threat, loving but firm.
It didn’t stop him.
“Why Aaron,” Alexander drawled, his voice thick with theatrical smugness as he leaned slightly forward in his seat, “it’s because I most likely am!”
Whatever flicker of victory he felt was abruptly cut off by a squawk of surprise as John’s hand came down hard against the back of his head.
“Idiot,” John muttered with both loving affection and exasperation, before shaking his head.
Alexander rubbed the spot indignantly, grumbling under his breath, “You didn’t have to hit me!”
“Oh, but he did,” Eliza’s voice rang out, sharp and commanding, and instantly silencing whatever retort Alex had been preparing. Her eyes narrowed just slightly as she pointed behind her where their son sat, bright-eyed and clearly absorbing every word his father said. “Don’t speak so smugly when your son is watching!”
Alexander blinked, sheepishness briefly cutting through his pride. He dropped his gaze for a moment, the corners of his mouth twitching downward as the reality of responsibility settled back onto his shoulders. The silence from him, though rare, was genuine.
Across the room, Washington watched it all unfold with a familiar mix of fondness and weary patience. He let out a long, measured sigh, the kind that only came from years of watching the same patterns play out in slightly different forms.
The boy, no, the man, still had so much to learn. George’s eyes lingered on him, the sharpness of memory flickering across his expression. Alexander had always burned bright. It was both his gift and his curse. What he needed most wasn’t more ambition, but the wisdom to wield it without setting everything around him ablaze.
Beside him, Martha leaned in gently, resting one gloved hand on her husband’s arm. Her tone was warm, teasing, but threaded with unmistakable affection.
“He sounds exactly like you did when we first met,” she said softly, her lips curving into a knowing smile.
George huffed, whether it was denial or reluctant agreement was unclear, but the glint in his eyes betrayed him.
“God help the world,” he murmured under his breath, though his gaze never left Alexander. “He might actually outdo me.”
Martha chuckled and squeezed his arm. “Only if he lives long enough to see it.”
Washington’s jaw tightened at that, and for a fleeting moment, the warmth in his expression cooled with the weight of silent fears, the kind that came not from politics or battles, but from watching sons run headlong into storms with too much fire in their chests and not enough armor around their hearts.
Why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room?
Why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room?
Soon that attitude may be your doom!
Aaron winced, not just at the words his counterpart spoke on the screen, but at the heavy, undeniable weight behind them. His eyes narrowed slightly, lashes casting shadows on his cheekbones as he tried to maintain his composure, but his chest had gone tight with something deeper than discomfort.
It was the first song that echoed in his memory, his introduction, his careful, measured place in the narrative. He remembered the rhythm, the restraint, the line he had walked so precisely, not just in the music but in life. And then, painfully, his mind turned to that verse. The one that spoke of loss. The one that foreshadowed John Laurens' death with a kind of brutal poetry he hadn't truly absorbed until now.
That was the thing about hindsight, it carved prophecies out of the past with cruel precision.
His jaw clenched. Could he really hurt Alexander? Could he, would he , kill him? Even in another world, the idea made his stomach lurch. No. No, he couldn't see it. Not truly. Not in his bones. But the story seemed to be steering them there all the same, weaving threads of pride, rivalry, and misunderstanding too tightly to ignore. The tension was already seeded between them on the screen, written into history’s bones, and now it loomed before him like a storm cloud ready to break.
All Aaron could do in this strange, watching-world dimension was pray, quietly, desperately, that when the time came, if it came, he would choose differently. That something would intervene. That he wouldn't become the villain in someone else's tragedy.
He looked down at his hands, resting open on his knees. Steady hands. Careful hands. But ones that might one day bear the stain of a fatal decision.
Across the room, Washington had stilled. The quiet weight of his presence, always looming in the corner like a mountain watching over the valley, was now heavy with dread. His eyes had fixed sharply on the screen, but his expression, usually so well-schooled, twisted for a moment in something rare: pain.
The foreshadowing hadn’t escaped him either.
George winced, but unlike Aaron, his reaction was laced with grim, bitter recognition. He knew too well the way young men, high on conviction and sharpened intellect, could fall. It was not malice that undid them, but arrogance, an overestimation of righteousness, a refusal to bend when bending would save them. He had seen it again and again during the war: brilliant boys with fire in their eyes, burning out too soon under the weight of their own certainty.
And Alexander, God, Alexander was all fire. Fire and brilliance and stubborn, blinding pride.
He had been a thorn in Washington’s side for much of the war, pushing against him, questioning strategy, arguing with the Commander in Chief like a man who thought he was equal to a general. And the thing was... he was . He was brilliant. Annoying, infuriating, reckless, but exceptional. Washington had never encountered a mind quite like his.
And yet, that very brilliance might lead him to ruin. The thought gripped George’s heart with something alarmingly close to fear. He didn’t fear many things, not battle, not defeat. But the idea of watching this young man fall? That terrified him.
Martha’s hand, still resting lightly on his, gave a gentle squeeze. He hadn’t realized his fists had clenched.
“George,” she said softly, her eyes never leaving the screen, “he is still young.”
Washington nodded, though his voice was low, nearly a whisper. “So were many we buried.”
[ENSEMBLE]
Awwww!
[BURR]
Why do you write like you’re running out of time?
Write day and night like you’re running out of time?
Ev’ry day you fight, like you’re running out of time
“Because I am,” Alexander muttered, almost too quietly to be heard, his fingers twisting the edge of his sleeve with restless intensity. The worn fabric, already frayed from habit, gave little comfort under his anxious touch.
The room stilled.
The sudden vulnerability in his voice did not go unnoticed, it was rare to hear such unguarded honesty from Alexander Hamilton.
John sat forward slightly, his head tilted, his brows creased with soft worry. “What do you mean?” he asked, his voice gentle, barely above a whisper, his hand gently taking Alex’s stopping him from twisting his sleeve.
Alexander let out an exasperated sound, more defensive than angry, and finally raised his head. His eyes, usually alight with wit or challenge, now brimmed with frustration and something far more fragile, fear. He swept the room with his gaze, searching, pleading almost, for someone, anyone , to understand. “None of you see it?” he asked, his voice cracking just faintly at the edge. “Really?”
Across the room, Washington narrowed his eyes slightly. The young man rarely hesitated to speak, never shied from argument or debate, but when it came to himself, the pauses, the quiet, always gave him away. This moment was no different.
“What do you mean, Alexander?” Washington asked, his voice low and steady, a quiet authority undercut with concern.
Alexander took a breath and shook his head, angry now, not at anyone in the room but at the weight in his chest, the endless pressure to matter before time slipped away. “None of you,” he said, eyes darting between Lafayette, Hercules, Aaron, and even George himself, “None of you have to worry about having a roof over your heads. Or... or someone who will remember you when you’re gone.”
His voice rose, colored with pain he hadn’t meant to show. “I’ve got no one! I didn’t come from anything. I don’t have a name people respect, or money, or family to fall back on. Without the war, without my writing what do I have ?”
The room fell into silence again, more solemn now. The weight of his words settled over them like fog.
“So yes,” he continued, chest heaving slightly, “I am running out of time. Every single day I have to fight to earn the right to be here. To prove myself again and again just to survive. To try and make something of this nation, to shape it into something I can be proud of. Something... something I can be remembered for.”
He looked away then, eyes glassy but unshed. His jaw tightened as he swallowed hard against the emotion clawing its way up his throat.
From his corner of the room, Washington remained utterly still, his gaze fixed on the young man who so often reminded him of himself, brilliant, stubborn, and burning like a fire that could never quite be contained. Martha, seated quietly beside him, reached out and laid a gentle hand over his own.
Beside him Eliza’s eyes shimmered with unshed tears. John’s expression had softened, stricken by the raw truth of his loves pain. Even Aaron, stoic, reserved Aaron, lowered his gaze, his brow creased in something like guilt.
No one had ever truly asked why Alexander worked himself into exhaustion, why he always pushed, always fought, always bled himself dry. But now they understood, at least in part.
It wasn’t ambition.
It was survival.
It was legacy.
It was fear that one day, all that he was, all that he had done, would vanish without a trace.
“You have us, Alexander. You will always have us.”
John’s voice was barely above a whisper, but the raw emotion behind it made it echo louder than any shout could. His throat tightened with emotion, words catching just before the tears could. He reached out, placing a steady hand on Alexander’s arm. Eliza was beside him, already there, already holding Alex in a soft, grounding embrace, her eyes shimmering with quiet conviction as she nodded.
Alexander’s breath stuttered, but before he could respond, another voice broke the moment like a low roll of thunder across the floorboards.
“Alexander.”
It was the General.
George Washington had stood, rising with the quiet force of a storm gathering its weight. His tall frame cast a long shadow across the room, his presence silencing even the air around them. His voice wasn’t loud, but it carried the authority of someone used to commanding attention, used to leading armies with nothing but belief and steady conviction.
Alexander froze. His eyes rose, hesitant, uncertain, to meet the General’s. Washington’s gaze was unwavering, sharp and unflinching, but filled with something deeper. Pride. Pain. Love.
“You are my son,” Washington said, slowly, each word spoken with deliberate clarity. “A Washington in everything but blood and name.”
A sob caught in Alexander’s throat. His lip trembled, the fraying edges of his composure threatening to split open, but he didn’t speak.
“If it were possible,” George continued, stepping closer until he stood directly in front of him, “I would give you the name. Not because you need it. Your legacy is already yours, carved into every page you’ve written, every battle you’ve fought, every truth you’ve spoken. But because you deserve to feel that you belong. You deserve to know that you are not alone.”
Alexander’s hands shook. He gripped Eliza’s fingers tighter as she held him, tears pooling in his eyes.
Washington placed a hand gently on his shoulder, not as a General to his aide, but as a father to his son.
“And I give you, and your family, my word: if God forbid, anything were ever to happen, if the world were ever to turn its back on you, you will always have somewhere to fall. My home is yours. Mount Vernon will always be open to you.”
The room was silent. Alexander tried to speak, but couldn’t. His voice caught. His chest rose and fell unevenly, emotions warring beneath the surface of his ribs.
But Washington only squeezed his shoulder.
“You are not running out of time, son. You’ve already earned your place. And we are not going anywhere.”
Keep on fighting. In the meantime—
[ENSEMBLE]
Why do you write like you’re running out of time?
Ev’ry day you fight, like you’re running out of time
Non-stop!
[HAMILTON]
Corruption’s such an old song that we can sing along in harmony
And nowhere is it stronger than in Albany
Alexander winced, his entire body jolting slightly as Eliza smacked his arm, not hard, but pointedly, right where it was protectively curled around her waist. He recoiled with a dramatic flinch, eyebrows furrowed in confusion and mild offense.
“Ow, hey! What was that for?” he asked, half-grudging, half-bewildered.
Eliza didn’t answer at first. She simply fixed him with a look so full of disapproval it made him squirm. Her eyebrows were raised, lips pressed into a firm, flat line that would’ve made any soldier flinch, and she jabbed her finger toward the screen still glowing behind them.
“That’s my family’s home, Alexander!”
Her voice rang out, clear and sharp like a bell slicing through the tension in the room. Her eyes didn’t soften as she glared at him, disappointment practically radiating from her posture.
Alexander blinked, looked back toward the projection of his counterpart stood in the middle of a flowing debate on the situation of Albany’s economy and grimaced again. Before he could defend himself, another voice entered the fray.
“He deserved it, Eliza.”
Angelica.
She looked across the room with her arms folded tight across her chest, voice cool but full of fire beneath the surface. Her eyes landed on Alexander like sharpened blades, hard and assessing. There was no teasing there, no lightness. Just judgment.
Alexander’s shoulders dropped. His mouth opened, then closed again, lips tugging downward into a pout as he mumbled under his breath, “It’s the future ... I haven’t even done anything yet…”
His tone was sulky, almost childish, like he was being unfairly scolded for something this version of himself hadn’t committed. But the sisters weren’t having it. From the corner of their couch, Peggy raised a skeptical brow, and Eliza rolled her eyes so hard it looked like it might physically pain her seated beside him. Angelica, however, was the one to answer.
“And you will not do it.”
Her voice rang out firm, brooking no room for argument. She lifted her chin as her gaze pierced through him.
“Even if it is the future, you can change it. You will change it. You’re not bound to repeat poor decisions, Alexander. You are better than that. And you know it.”
Her words struck something in him, a chord of guilt and pride and shame all tangled together. Alexander’s pout faded, his expression crumbling into something more subdued, more uncertain. He looked at the screen again, at the consequences of choices he hadn’t yet made. His throat tightened.
“…Right,” he muttered softly, almost to himself. “Right.”
And though none of the sisters said anything else, their silence was loud with expectation, and the quiet, unrelenting love of people who demanded better from him because they believed he was capable of it.
This colony’s economy’s increasingly stalling and
[HAMILTON]
Honestly, that’s why public service
Seems to be calling me.
[BURR AND ENSEMBLE]
He’s just
Non-stop!
The room rippled with light laughter, a collective chuckle rising like a soft wave as the camera showed Aaron’s counterpart on screen. The man wore an expression of pure, exasperation, jaw tight, eyes narrowed just slightly, his head turning to glance back at the audience as though silently asking, Can you believe this? The dry, almost theatrical frustration etched across his features made the moment land with perfect comedic timing, and the gathered group couldn’t help but react.
Lafayette snorted into his sleeve. Hercules shook his head, muttering something about needing to get Burr a drink. Even Angelica cracked a faint smile, though it didn’t reach her eyes.
Aaron, seated off to the side, remained motionless. His posture was impeccable, back straight, shoulders even, hands neatly folded in his lap, but his face was blank, unreadable. A mask. No smile. No flinch. Just that same tightly composed stillness that Alexander had always found both infuriating and unsettling.
Alexander, by contrast, slumped deeper into his seat with a dramatic huff. His arms crossed tightly over his chest, and he glared at the screen like it had personally insulted him. His lower lip jutted out just slightly, unmistakably pouting.
“This isn’t even fair,” he muttered under his breath, knowing full well no one was going to let him off the hook. “I didn’t even do anything yet .”
The air stilled.
Sharp looks from the Schuyler sisters lingered in the space between his words and the screen, but it was the quiet, unmistakable sound of groaning wood that made Alexander glance up.
General Washington had risen from his seat,again towering and solemn. He didn’t speak immediately, he rarely did without care, but the silence that followed was expectant, reverent even. The kind of silence a room naturally gave to a man like him. His hands were clasped behind his back, and he looked at Alexander not with disappointment, but with something far heavier, certainty .
“You may not have done anything yet,” Washington said, his voice steady, deep, measured, “but do you truly believe there is a single person in this room who thinks you won’t?”
Alexander blinked, caught off guard. Washington’s gaze was unyielding.
“Even now, you burn with a need to prove yourself. To carve your name into the world before time can forget it. That fire, it's not idle. It never has been. You talk of the future as though it’s distant, unreachable.” Washington stepped forward, slowly, like a man choosing each word as carefully as he placed each foot. “But for men like us, Hamilton, the future is built with the decisions we make now , brick by brick. Letter by letter. Choice by choice.”
Eliza looked over at Alexander with soft concern, her hand tightening around his. Angelica folded her arms, still sharp-eyed but listening. Even Aaron turned slightly, his gaze drawn toward the quiet power of the man speaking.
Washington continued, now standing before the young man he’d watched rise and fall so many times already. “You have ambition, Alexander. A mind like a forge, always striking hot iron. But without temperance, without foresight, that same fire can consume everything around you.” His voice lowered slightly, not harsh, but undeniably firm. “So don’t sit there and act as though you are some passive victim of fate. The world will not destroy you, Hamilton. You will, if you do not learn how to wield your own brilliance.”
The silence that followed was absolute.
Alexander opened his mouth, but no words came. Not yet. Not when he was still reeling from the weight of the truth pressed gently, but undeniably, into his chest.
And then, softer, Washington added, “You haven’t done it yet. That’s the gift. But it also means the responsibility is yours to make sure you never do.”
[HAMILTON]
I practiced the law, I practic’ly perfected it
John reached out, wordlessly tugging Alexander closer until the younger man was nestled snugly against his side. With an affectionate hum, John dipped his head, nuzzling softly into Alexander’s unruly curls. His voice was low and warm against Alexander’s ear.
“That was
very
cute, my love,” he murmured, a tender smile playing on his lips as his gaze remained fixed on the screen still playing before them.
Alexander let out a muffled whine, barely louder than a breath, as the flush of embarrassment crept rapidly up his neck and bloomed across his cheeks. He ducked his head slightly, trying in vain to hide the deepening pink on his face. His arms crossed defensively, but there was no real bite in the movement, only bashful protest.
The quiet sound of laughter bloomed around him like a gentle ripple.
Eliza was the first to laugh, a soft melodic sound that carried both amusement and affection. Hercules chuckled, broad arms folded over his chest, his grin wide and teasing. Lafayette snorted into his sleeve, eyes dancing with mirth, and even George Washington let out a rare, deeply fond exhale of breath that might, might , have been a laugh, his mouth curled ever so slightly at the corner.
Alexander pouted in response, glancing around as if searching for someone to take his side. But everyone’s expression, every single one , held the same warmth. Smiles that were amused but gentle, fondness etched into the lines of their faces, not a trace of cruelty among them.
He shifted again, letting himself lean slightly into John’s chest, huffing softly.
“You’re all traitors,” he grumbled under his breath.
John grinned, pressing a light kiss to the crown of his head. “You say that now, but you love it when we’re soft on you.”
Alexander didn’t respond, couldn’t, really, his blush deepening as he buried his face just a little further into the crook of John’s shoulder.
I’ve seen injustice in the world and I’ve corrected it
Now for a strong central democracy
“Just a bit full of yourself, Hamilton?” Jefferson sneered, his tone thick with condescension as he leaned lazily against the side of his chair, arms crossed and lips curled in a smirk that didn’t quite reach his eyes.
Alexander stiffened immediately, the gentle, blushing version of him that had nestled so shyly into John’s arms only moments ago vanishing like mist under sunlight. His spine straightened with practiced precision, shoulders rolling back, jaw tightening with the familiar flicker of challenge in his chest. His gaze cut toward Jefferson like a blade unsheathed,sharp, measured, and wholly unafraid.
“I do not see any differences to you, Mr. Jefferson,” he bit back, voice like steel wrapped in velvet. Calm, but laced with an unmistakable edge. “Though it’s telling how often you mistake confidence for arrogance when it doesn’t belong to you.”
The words landed heavy between them, and for a moment, the tension in the room thickened, the faintest static humming under the surface as a few eyebrows raised in silent acknowledgment. John shot Alexander a quick look, half impressed, half warning, but said nothing.
Then, from beside him, Eliza moved gently. She placed a steadying hand on Alexander’s knee, grounding him with nothing more than her touch. Her fingers were warm through the fabric of his breeches, her presence calm and constant like the eye of a storm. She leaned in until her breath ghosted against his cheek, her voice just for him, soft, teasing, and laced with affection.
“I think your ego is getting a little large, love,” she murmured, her lips brushing the shell of his ear before pressing a quick, chaste kiss to the corner of his mouth.
Alexander’s jaw relaxed immediately, tension bleeding from his shoulders as her words melted through him like sunlight on frost. The fire didn’t leave his eyes, but it was tempered, softened by the look she gave him.
He turned to her with a sheepish smile tugging at his lips, one hand coming to rest lightly atop hers on his knee.
“Sorry, Betsy,” he whispered, his voice gentler now, an echo of the boy who had blushed pink minutes ago.
She gave his hand a brief squeeze and turned her attention back to the screen with a satisfied nod, leaving Alexander grounded once more in the quiet strength of her affection.
Jefferson didn’t speak again.
If not, then I’ll be Socrates
Throwing verbal rocks
At these mediocrities.
[ENSEMBLE]
Awww!
[BURR]
Hamilton, at the Constitutional Convention:
[HAMILTON]
I was chosen for the Constitutional Convention!
Alexander lit up where he sat, his entire posture shifting with boyish excitement. His back straightened, shoulders squared with an almost childlike eagerness as his eyes widened.
“What?! Me?” he blurted out, his voice lifting in pitch and surprise, tinged with something breathless, an incredulous joy he didn’t even try to hide. His hands gripped the edge of his seat, knuckles white for a moment as he leaned forward, turning sharply toward Lin with wide, searching eyes.
The other man merely nodded in confirmation, his smile calm, knowing.
That was all Alexander needed.
He broke into a grin so wide it lit up his entire face, his eyes glittering with delight. His whole body seemed to buzz with energy, unable to stay still as his foot tapped unconsciously against the floor. His attention snapped back to the screen, eager and focused, as though trying to soak in every frame, every breath, every word.
He looked almost younger in that moment, unguarded, unarmored. The weight he so often carried on his shoulders seemed to lift, if only briefly, replaced with a vibrant, electric pride that radiated off him like heat from a fire.
Around him, a few smiles bloomed in response, John watching him with open fondness, Eliza resting her chin in her palm with an adoring tilt of her head. Even George's mouth curved slightly, a soft sound in his chest that might've been a chuckle.
But Alexander didn’t see any of it. For now, he was utterly captivated, drawn fully into the screen, where his story played out before him.
[BURR]
There as a New York junior delegate:
[HAMILTON]
Now what I’m going to say may sound indelicate…
It was Aaron who spoke next, drawing surprised glances from the room. He had been silent for quite some time, content to observe from the shadows of the conversation, his expression unreadable. His voice, when it came, was smooth, low and calm, like the quiet ripple of a river just before it deepens.
“That’s the least surprising thing that has thus far been revealed,” he said, his tone clipped with dry amusement.
A few chuckles broke out across the group, but Washington remained still, eyes narrowing slightly. Burr’s gaze had shifted to Alexander, measured, calm, almost fond. Yet to Washington’s seasoned instincts, there was an undercurrent to Burr’s voice that caught his attention. Something too polished, too rehearsed. Something just beneath the surface that he didn’t quite trust.
Alexander, predictably, bristled at the implication. He slumped a bit, lips pulling into a faint scowl as he crossed his arms in a way that was far more petulant than threatening. “Oh come on,” he muttered, grumbling more to himself than to anyone else.
But before he could fully wind himself up, George turned his head slowly, casting a single look in Alexander’s direction. It was a familiar look, a practiced one, steeped in long-suffering patience and the quiet authority of a man who had learned to command entire armies without ever raising his voice.
Alexander caught the look and immediately quieted, his mouth snapping shut even as he continued to pout. George’s gaze softened, just slightly, as he leaned back in his chair and let out a low exhale before speaking.
“Aaron is correct in that regard, Alex,” he said, the words firm but not unkind. “So don’t attempt to debate your way out of it.”
He gestured vaguely with one hand, as though recalling a long list from memory.
“The number of times I have had to smooth things over for you in meetings with officers twice your age and far above your rank… You’d think I was hired as your diplomatic translator.” His voice held a dry bite of humor at the end, though the fondness remained beneath it all, exasperated but real.
Alexander sunk slightly in his seat, looking sheepish now as a few others laughed under their breath. He muttered something unintelligible into his sleeve, but even then, a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. The affection in the general’s voice hadn’t gone unnoticed.
Washington shook his head with a subtle smirk, then reached for his drink.
“And yet I kept you,” he added, almost absently, but everyone heard it. “Loud mouth and all.”
This time, Alexander didn’t try to argue.
[BURR]
Goes and proposes his own form of government!
His own plan for a new form of government!
“What?!”
The exclamation rang out in unison across the room, a chorus of disbelief and mild astoundedness echoing off the walls. Couches squeaked against the floor as people shifted in their seats, eyebrows flying upward, jaws going slack. Even Alexander joined in the collective outcry, though unlike the others, his reaction was accompanied by a wide, infuriatingly cocky grin that made him look far too pleased with himself.
Where others looked stunned, Alexander beamed like a cat who had just knocked over the family heirloom and was waiting to be congratulated for it.
“Alexander…” George began, his voice low and measured with the careful restraint of a man who had far too much experience corralling chaos, particularly when that chaos had a name and it was Alexander Hamilton . His jaw tightened slightly as he looked at the younger man, exasperation mounting with every word.
“You cannot simply present a plan of government!” Washington’s voice rose ever so slightly, not in anger, but in incredulity. “Not only are you nowhere near the level of that seniority-” he emphasized each syllable with a pointed look, “-but you have little to no political sway!”
The air in the room seemed to crackle with tension, several others turning toward Alexander with either morbid curiosity or horrified anticipation.
Alexander, ever the dramatist, placed a hand over his chest and widened his eyes in an exaggerated display of innocence. His curls bounced slightly as he tilted his head toward the General, lips parting in mock hurt.
“ Sir! I have yet to have done this!” he protested, scandalized in the most performative way possible. “Do not lecture me on crimes I haven’t committed!”
George groaned audibly and pinched the bridge of his nose, fingers massaging a spot that clearly ached from years of dealing with Hamilton’s antics. The sigh that followed was long and weary, like that of a father whose child had once again glued all the cabinet documents together just to make a point.
“You have yet to do it,” he echoed grimly, voice nearly a mutter. Then, lowering his hand and leveling a heavy look at the younger man, he added with pointed weariness, “ Son, you’ve worked alongside me long enough for me to know exactly what you would do, if given half a chance.”
The room was quiet for a beat. A few heads turned back to Alexander, whose grin hadn’t faded in the slightest. If anything, it widened, just a little.
Caught red-handed in something he technically hadn’t even done yet.
And yet… no one doubted he would .
[COMPANY]
Awwww!
What?
What?
[BURR]
Talks for six hours! The convention is listless!
“ Six hours?! Alexander! ”
John’s voice cracked like a whip through the room, loud enough to make several heads jolt and a few people visibly wince. His eyes were wide with disbelief, and his posture had snapped forward in his seat as if he were physically trying to close the distance between himself and the accused. The tone of his voice held a mixture of outrage, concern, and exasperated fondness, the kind only someone who had loved Alexander long enough could muster.
“That's not normal , Alex!” he continued, throwing his hands up for emphasis as murmurs began bubbling around the room like a rising tide. “ Seriously , it's getting out of hand.”
Eliza had a hand pressed to her mouth, torn somewhere between laughter and a sigh. Hercules was shaking his head slowly, muttering something under his breath that sounded suspiciously like, “Of course it was six hours.” Even Peggy looked scandalized, brows arched high on her forehead.
Alexander, for his part, just blinked owlishly, as though he couldn’t fathom what all the fuss was about. He gave a little shrug that only further incensed John.
Washington opened his mouth, about to launch into what looked like a thoroughly exhausted reprimand, brows furrowed, one hand already halfway raised in that familiar gesture of “I have led armies and yet this is what breaks me.” But before the General could get a word out-
“ Mon ami ,” Lafayette cut in smoothly, raising a hand in amused surrender as his curls bounced with each nod of his head. He gestured toward Alexander with an exaggerated sweep of his arm. “He does like to chatter, non, mon Général?”
There was a ripple of restrained laughter, some more choked than others, as George lowered his hand and regarded Laf with a sigh of temporary mercy.
Lafayette pressed on, his grin widening as he reclined slightly in his chair, one boot hooked over the other. “ Oui, six hours is unimaginable, absurd, impossible; how do you say? madness ,” he said dramatically, tapping a finger to his temple. “But let us not forget, just last week he had both you and I trapped in the strategy tent for four hours .” He turned to the General now, raising an eyebrow. “And we only escaped because the candle burned out and you threatened to break the table.”
A few stifled chuckles erupted from the people around them. Alexander merely blinked again, this time with a faint pout. “I was being thorough,” he muttered, crossing his arms like a chastised student.
Washington, arms now crossed firmly over his chest, tilted his head in that way he often did when he was both annoyed and begrudgingly fond. “Alexander, thorough and manic fixation are not the same thing.”
Lin’s voice was soft, but the words still struck like a bell ringing through a fog, “I believe it was noted that after John’s death… Alexander worked harder. More furiously than before.””
The words hung in the air, delicate and devastating.
Around the room, shoulders tensed. The others, who had been gathered and laughing just moments before, now looked down or away. A quiet sigh came from Eliza’s corner, and Lafayette let out a breath through his nose as if trying to exhale the ache before it rooted too deeply. Even Mulligan’s posture, usually brash and proud, seemed to soften with unspoken sorrow.
It wasn’t something any of them had lived through, not yet, but somehow, knowing it would happen made the grief more immediate. More real.
And Alexander…
Alexander shrunk in on himself, the mention of John’s death like a blow to the chest. His posture curled inward, arms crossing tighter, gaze fixed firmly on the floor. The familiar fire in his eyes was gone, extinguished in a breath. He didn’t argue. Didn’t speak.
John had remained quiet, too, but not detached.
He hadn’t stopped watching Alex since Lin spoke. His brow was furrowed slightly, concern settling over his features like a shadow. But there was something else in his expression, something deeper. Not just grief. Resolve.
After a moment, John leant closer, and as if sensing something unspoken, the others began to subtly drift away giving the three some space.
Alexander sat rigid, hands tightly knotted in his lap. He looked as though he were trying to disappear into the silence.
John spoke slowly, carefully. The hush of the room made each word sound louder than it was. “Hey… Alex,” John murmured.
There was no response.
“Come on,” he added gently, “look at me love”
Alex flinched but obeyed. His eyes met John’s, and that was all it took. John could see it. Every bit of panic and guilt and desperate fear swirling behind that brilliant mind.
John didn’t look away.
“You can’t do that to yourself,” he said. His voice wasn’t chiding. It was soft, almost heartbreakingly so. “If something ever happened to me, you can’t just… bury yourself in work like that.”
Alexander’s throat worked around the lump rising fast.
“You don’t know that I would.”
“Lin does,” John said simply. “And you do.”
Alexander dropped his gaze again, but John reached out, one warm hand settling firmly over his forearm.
“I know how your mind works. You’ll turn it into purpose. You’ll make it about legacy. About sacrifice. You’ll convince yourself that the best way to honor me is to outwork your grief, to set yourself on fire for a country that will never love you back the way I do.”
Alexander’s breath trembled. His fingers flexed under John’s touch.
“But I don’t want that,” John said, more firmly now. “I don’t want you to honor me by killing yourself slowly with paper and politics. I want you to live , Alex. I want you to laugh again. To go home to Eliza. To look after yourself. To fall asleep without guilt clinging to your ribs.”
Alexander was trembling slightly now. He said nothing. Just stared at their joined hands, like he couldn’t bear to meet John’s eyes again.
“Promise me,” John murmured. “Promise me that if… if something happens, you won’t let it consume you.”
Silence.
Then:
“I don’t know how to exist without you,” Alexander whispered. “I don’t want to.”
John gave a broken little laugh, tears welling despite the smile tugging at his lips.
“Then learn. Learn now. While I’m still here. While we still have time.”
That, finally, seemed to crack something in Alexander. He inhaled sharply, then nodded, once. Then again, more firmly. His voice was hoarse when he spoke.
“Okay. I promise.”
John reached forward and wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into a quiet, steadying embrace. Alexander folded into it like a man falling into harbor after a long storm.
Outside, the others had gone quiet, but not far. Listening, perhaps. Respecting the moment. Sharing the weight of the future without letting it crush the now.
For tonight, John was still alive.
And Alexander was still whole
[ENSEMBLE MAN]
Bright young man…
[ANOTHER ENSEMBLE MAN]
Yo, who the f is this?
Washington chuckled, the deep, warm sound cutting through the heavy fog of emotion that had settled over the room like a blanket. It wasn’t mocking, it was fond, almost fatherly, and it stirred something lighter in the air.
The General straightened slightly where he sat, hands folded neatly, his eyes twinkling with a quiet amusement as he looked toward Alexander, “They are the only two acceptable reactions I’ve ever heard when people meet you,” he said, voice low and rich with humor. “Utter admiration… or the overwhelming urge to strangle you.”
His lips curved into a rare, genuine smile, softened by something like affection, and though his words were teasing, his tone held no malice. Just the calm authority of a man who had known Alexander long enough to see every sharp edge and still speak with warmth.
There was a moment of pause. then a snort from the corner.
Jefferson.
Leaning lazily with his arms crossed and one brow raised, he made a disgruntled noise like a cat hacking up a hairball.
“Yes,” he grumbled, voice dry and laced with theatrical irritation. “Most definitely the second option.”
He didn’t even try to hide the glare he shot at Alexander.
Alexander, still recovering from the weight of the previous conversation, managed a ghost of a smile, faint, crooked, and weary, but real. His shoulders lifted just slightly, some of the tension easing from his spine as the heavy mood began to loosen its grip on the room.
Across the space, Herc let out a soft huff of laughter, and Laf rolled his eyes fondly, muttering something under his breath in French about dramatic Virginians.
Eliza, watching from her seat, tilted her head with a small, knowing smile. Even John, who remained near Alexander, gave a soft sigh of relief, one hand resting gently onAlexander’s back grounding him.
[BURR]
Why do you always say what you believe?
Alexander exhaled a tight, tremulous breath, the sound thin and clipped as it slipped past his lips. His posture was rigid, shoulders drawn high, jaw tight, and his eyes stayed fixed firmly on the screen before him, refusing to meet anyone else’s gaze. A flicker of something unreadable passed across his face, frustration, desperation, maybe both, “Because if I do not,” he said, voice low and tense, “then who will?”
The words came out with a fierce edge, like flint striking steel. His tone wasn’t loud, but it cut through the soft murmurs and shifting in the room like a blade. The fire in him was unmistakable now, ignited and burning, threatening to consume. “How will I make my place in history if I stay silent?” he continued, the final syllables laced with defiance.
Only then did he tear his gaze from the screen, eyes snapping sideways to Burr with unflinching intensity. The look wasn’t overtly hostile, but it carried a pointed weight, an accusation, a challenge, and something rawer underneath it. Not hatred. Not envy.
Fear.
Fear that if he didn’t speak, he would disappear. That history would forget him. That silence was erasure.
The room had stilled. No one moved. Even the soft creak of chairs had stopped. The others watched the exchange with caution, some with concern, others with understanding. John looked away, jaw set tight. Eliza’s brow furrowed, worry tugging at the corners of her mouth. Laf, ever the observer, said nothing but leaned forward slightly, eyes narrowed in quiet thought.
And Burr… Burr remained still.
He didn’t flinch beneath the weight of Alexander’s words or stare. Instead, he looked back with that same unreadable expression he always wore, half guarded, half curious. His silence in that moment said just as much as Alexander’s fury.
But where Alexander burned like a wildfire, Burr remained a stone wall, unmoved, impenetrable.
And that only seemed to make the fire burn hotter in Alexander’s chest.
Why do you always say what you believe?
Ev’ry proclamation guarantees free ammunition for your enemies!
“I will gladly give my enemies ammunition,” Alexander snapped, his voice crackling with conviction, “if it means that my beliefs are being heard.”
His hands, clenched tight moments before, unfurled with a dramatic gesture as though tossing the weight of discretion aside. His chest heaved with unspent fury, but his gaze was clear, steady, unwavering. That fire again burned behind his eyes, reckless and righteous in equal measure.
“I refuse to stay silent,” he added, each word striking like a hammer to an anvil, “or worse, lie.”
The final word was nearly spat, his lip curling slightly as he turned his head with sharp precision to fix Aaron Burr with a hard stare.
The air shifted, growing thick with tension. Wood creaked softly as the others shifted uncomfortably. John had stilled beside him, his jaw ticking, while Eliza’s fingers twisted together in her lap, her eyes on Alexander with quiet worry. Even Herc had drawn back slightly, sensing the rising friction.
Aaron met the glare with cool detachment, his expression unreadable, save for the faint arch of one brow that hinted at amusement more than insult. He adjusted the cuffs of his sleeves with calm deliberation before speaking, his voice clipped and composed.
“I agree,” Burr said at last, his tone deceptively pleasant, “that it is preferable over a lie.”
But then he paused, just long enough for the tension to stretch tighter between them.
“However,” he added, voice sharpening into something cold and subtly superior, “it may also be beneficial to think for a moment before you impulsively speak out.”
The words were smooth but carried an unmistakable condescension, like a teacher mildly chastising an unruly pupil. His eyes narrowed ever so slightly, glancing down at Alexander, not in stature, but in regard.
As if to say: You speak with passion, yes, but not with wisdom.
Alexander bristled at the tone. His shoulders squared, his mouth tightened into a thin line, and something dangerous flickered in his expression, wounded pride colliding with indignation.
The room was quiet, the silence weighty and brittle. Even Washington’s usually unflappable presence was still, his gaze quietly tracking both men, measuring the currents between them.
Something was breaking open between Alexander and Aaron, something old and familiar, a clash of ideals and temperaments. And though no one else spoke, everyone could feel it:
This was more than a disagreement.
[BURR AND MEN]
Why do you write like it’s
Going out of style?
Write day and night like it’s
Going out of style?
[COMPANY]
Why do you always say what you believe?
Awww!
[ALL WOMEN]
Going out of style, hey!
Going out of style, hey!
[BURR AND COMPANY]
Ev’ry day you fight like it’s
Going out of style
Do what you do
[BURR]
Alexander?
[HAMILTON]
Aaron Burr, sir
[BURR]
It’s the middle of the night
“The middle of the night?” Eliza asked, her brow furrowed, voice tinged with concern as she turned toward Alexander. “Alexander, what matter is so important it couldn’t wait until morning?”
There was no accusation in her tone, just a tired kind of bewilderment, the sort that came from long nights and longer worries. She watched him closely, searching his face for answers he didn’t seem to have.
Alexander glanced at her, caught in the soft warmth of her eyes. “I-don’t know,” he said, the words tumbling out with less certainty than he probably meant. He gestured vaguely at the screen, then let his hand fall. “This is the future after all. I’m sure it was essential!”
But even he sounded unconvinced.
From a seat further away, Burr muttered under his breath, dry and clipped, “God help us all if Alexander is involving others in his work past light hours.”
The words landed like a pin dropped into water, soft, but spreading ripples through the room. He sighed and looked over, fixing a steady gaze on the young man hunched forward in his seat.
“Do you not think of the potential consequences?” Burr asked, his voice now louder, clear, and pointed. There was no malice in it, only a sharpened concern, laced with frustration. His eyes were steady and calm, but there was weight behind them, the kind that made people sit up straighter.
Alexander’s gaze snapped toward him, his jaw tightening. “Of course I think of the consequences, Burr!” he snapped, a little too defensive, a little too fast. “I’m not an idiot. This is the future, we don’t know what I was dealing with. For all we know, I had a very plausible need to meet with you.”
John raised a brow from where he sat beside Alexander but wisely kept silent.
Burr, however, was not done. He exhaled, slow and disapproving, before folding his hands in his lap.
“And if someone were to see us in that situation,” he said, voice lowering just enough to make the words hit harder, “how would you explain it?”
Alexander held Burr’s gaze, his lips parting as if he might have something ready, something clever or cutting, but nothing came.
Only silence.
[HAMILTON]
Can we confer, sir?
“Alexander.”
The General’s voice cut through the low murmur of the room like a blade through silk, calm, but unmistakably firm. There was something in the tone that went beyond rank or discipline, something far more intimate. It wasn’t the voice of a commander addressing his aide, it was the voice of a father issuing a quiet warning to a son standing perilously close to a line he should not cross.
Alexander froze mid-motion, his hand still gesturing toward Burr, lips parted in protest. Slowly, he turned toward Washington, shoulders tensing beneath the worn fabric of his coat.
“That,” Washington continued, his dark gaze level and unyielding, “sounds highly suspicious.”
The words hung in the air, heavy with implication, and more than one person shifted uncomfortably in their seat. It wasn’t what he said, it was how he said it. Not with accusation, but with disappointment, the kind that sank into your chest and lingered long after the reprimand ended.
Alexander’s brow furrowed. “It does not!” he snapped, more out of instinct than strategy. His voice cracked slightly, petulant and defensive all at once, like a child desperate to prove his point in front of a room full of adults. “I am simply asking a friend if we can discuss something-”
But the moment he saw the look Washington was giving him, quiet, expectant, and laced with a deep, unwavering patience, his voice faltered. The rest of the sentence wilted in his throat, unfinished.
He sighed, huffing a frustrated breath through his nose as he folded his arms tightly across his chest. “I just…” he mumbled, gaze darting toward the floorboards. “It’s not that suspicious…”
He grumbled under his breath, clearly still irritated, but no longer defiant. The way a son might sulk when reminded of a boundary he already knew he shouldn’t have crossed.
Washington didn’t respond, merely arched a brow and let the silence speak for him.
[BURR]
Is this a legal matter?
HAMILTON
Yes, and it’s important to me
[BURR]
What do you need?
[HAMILTON]
Burr, you’re a better lawyer than me
“Wait! What?!” Aaron’s voice broke through the room like a rare crack of thunder, sharp, incredulous in its disbelief. It was one of the few times those gathered had ever seen the usually stoic and reserved man reveal such open emotion. His eyes flicked to Alexander in genuine surprise.
Jefferson, lounging back with that cool air of superiority he seemed to wear like a second skin, let out a slow, disdainful scoff. “I believe that is the first time I have ever seen Hamilton admit he is not the best,” he drawled, a smirk curling at the corners of his mouth. His eyes glinted with a smug satisfaction, as if he’d finally caught sight of a rare crack in Alexander’s armor.
But Alexander didn’t shrink from the jab. Instead, his gaze sharpened, a flicker of fire sparking in the deep violet of his eyes. He leaned forward slightly, elbows resting on his knees, the faintest edge of a challenging smile tugging at his lips.
“If I am not the best at something,” he declared, voice steady but threaded with steel, “then of course I will admit it.” His tone carried the weight of unshakable conviction, honed over years of battles, on and off the field.
He fixed Jefferson with an unwavering stare, the kind that seemed to strip away pretenses. “But if you believe otherwise, then clearly,” Alexander added, his words clipped and laced with biting sarcasm, “you have never outdone me in a topic worth discussing.”
The room seemed to still, holding its collective breath as the charged atmosphere thickened between the two men. Alexander’s posture was rigid but unyielding, every line of him coiled with restrained defiance. His usual playful cockiness had sharpened into something colder, a silent warning that he would not, could not, be underestimated.
Aaron cleared his throat, the small sound managing to slice through the tension. His dark eyes shifted from Jefferson to Alexander, his tone calm but edged with a quiet skepticism. “Still… it’s not often I hear you admit limitation. And forgive me for saying so, Hamilton, but when you do… it’s usually because you’re already plotting how to turn that limitation into a weapon.”
Alexander’s gaze snapped to Burr, his brow knitting, a faint flush creeping along his cheekbones. “And what’s so wrong with that?” he shot back, voice a touch sharper now. “Should I simply sit idle, accept mediocrity, and watch opportunity pass me by? No, if there’s a skill I lack, I learn it. If there’s a gap, I fill it. That’s how I’ve survived.”
Burr tilted his head slightly, his expression unreadable except for the faintest curl at the corner of his lips. “Survival is one thing. Dominance in every arena is another. You don’t always have to win, Alexander.”
“I’m not trying to win everything,” Alexander said quickly, too quickly, as if the words had been waiting just behind his teeth. The defensive edge in his tone betrayed him before he even realized it. “I’m trying to be prepared. To… to make sure no one can dismiss me as irrelevant.” His eyes flicked back toward Jefferson, lingering a heartbeat too long for the moment to be anything but deliberate.
Jefferson smirked faintly but stayed silent, his gaze resting on Alexander like a predator willing to wait for the perfect strike. Burr, however, didn’t let the pause linger.
“Sometimes, Hamilton,” Burr said slowly, deliberately, “it’s not the fight you choose that defines you, it’s the ones you let pass.”
Alexander bristled, leaning back but never breaking eye contact. “And sometimes, Burr,” he countered, voice low and dangerous, “the fights you don’t take are the ones people remember you for because they’ll say you were too afraid to stand for anything at all.”
The weight of the words rippled through the room, drawing subtle reactions: Eliza’s soft wince, John’s narrowed eyes, Washington’s almost imperceptible shift in his seat.
Burr didn’t flinch. He regarded Alexander for a long, measured moment before speaking again, his voice smooth as glass. “Careful, Hamilton, your need to be remembered might be the very thing that makes you forget how to live.”
Alexander’s lips pressed into a tight line, his knuckles whitening against the arm of his chair. For a heartbeat, it seemed as though he might lash out again, but instead, he drew in a slow, sharp breath through his nose, his silence speaking volumes about just how deeply the barb had landed.
[BURR]
Okay
[HAMILTON]
I know I talk too much, I’m abrasive
“That is an understatement of a dramatic scale,” Jefferson remarked, his voice smooth but laced with spite, his words aimed to cut deep. His eyes lingered on Alexander, waiting, almost eager, for the inevitable spark and blaze of retaliation.
Before the young Caribbean could open his mouth, Lafayette’s voice slid warmly into the tension. “ Ah, wow, Alexander! ” he said with a broad grin, leaning an elbow on the back of his chair like he’d settled in to watch a familiar game. His tone was playful, light, and unmistakably fond, like an older brother catching his sibling in something mildly embarrassing. “That is progress, mon ami , admitting your own flaws. I am impressed.”
Alexander’s head snapped toward him, but there was no real heat in his eyes, just a sharp gleam of mischief. “Careful, Laf,” he said, voice smooth and lilting in mock warning. “If you keep pointing out my flaws, I might have to start listing yours , and I promise I’ve been taking notes.”
Laf chuckled, clearly unbothered. “ Ah, mais non, mine are charming. Yours…?” He made a vague, dramatic gesture with his hand. “More… exhausting.”
Alexander leaned in slightly, his smile widening into that familiar, dangerous-but-playful curve. “Perhaps. But at least mine keep people awake. Yours might actually put Congress to sleep.”
A soft ripple of laughter rolled through the room, the tension easing just enough for the air to feel breathable again.
“Alexander,” John’s voice entered the moment, warm and steady, accompanied by a hand on Alex’s forearm. “Easy. Don’t give Jefferson the satisfaction.”
Eliza’s voice followed, soft but sure, her eyes locking on Alexander’s. “You don’t need to win every skirmish,” she said gently. “Sometimes it’s enough to just… let them talk.”
Alexander gave a small huff, but the grin remained, tempered now by their presence. “Fine,” he said, leaning back and lacing his fingers together with deliberate calm. “I’ll let him think he’s won, for now.”
Jefferson smirked faintly, but even he seemed to know the exchange had ended, at least this round.
Across the room, Lafayette caught Alexander’s gaze for just a moment. There was no need for words, only a shared flicker of expression. Laf’s eyebrow arched ever so slightly, his mouth quirking into a sly half-smile. Alexander mirrored it, the briefest lift at one corner of his lips carrying the clear message: later. The moment passed in a heartbeat, but the unspoken agreement lingered in the air like a quiet promise.
You’re incredible in court. You’re succinct, persuasive
My client needs a strong defense. You’re the solution
John chuckled, the sound low and warm, as his fingers idly traced the length of Alexander’s sleeve in an absent, grounding motion. His eyes held a knowing glimmer, the kind that said he’d seen this pattern a hundred times before. “All right, Alex,” he murmured, leaning in just enough for his words to be meant for him, yet still audible to those closest. “What is it you need from Aaron? You’ve laid it on thick, you must have overdone the flattery to get him on board.”
Alexander made a faint noise of protest, his brows knitting as his lips pursed in a tight line. “I do not need to use flattery to convince someone to aid me,” he retorted, his voice bristling with the indignant pride that always flared when someone suggested his victories came from anything other than his own brilliance. “I am sure there is a perfectly innocent explanation!”
The others sitting nearby, Eliza, Lafayette, and even Hercules, exchanged amused glances, the corners of their mouths twitching upward. The air was light with the kind of fond laughter reserved for someone whose habits were predictable, even when they swore otherwise.
From his place across the room, Aaron had been watching in silence, his expression unreadable save for the faint arch of an eyebrow. The flickering candlelight caught on the sharp line of his jaw as he studied Alexander, his thoughts unreadable but steady. What on earth, he mused privately, is Hamilton trying to get me, of all people, involved in?
He didn’t voice it aloud, but the question lingered like a shadow at the edge of the room, an undercurrent beneath the easy banter. Whatever Alexander was planning, Burr knew from experience that “innocent” rarely meant “simple,” and almost never meant “safe.”
[BURR]
Who’s your client?
[HAMILTON]
The new U.S. Constitution?
The room fell into a rare hush, the only sound the faint crackle of the fire in the hearth. Eyes shifted between Alexander and Aaron, sensing that a clash was inevitable. The quiet was broken at last by Aaron’s voice, firm, clipped, and leaving no room for misinterpretation.
“No. Absolutely not.”
Alexander’s head snapped toward him, his expression flashing with disbelief. His violet eyes were wide, but behind the startled look burned a sharp, unmistakable fire, the same defiance that seemed to live in him as naturally as breath. “Why ever not?!” His voice rose, not in volume so much as intensity, each word shaped by the tension coiling through his posture.
Aaron exhaled sharply, the sound bordering on a growl, and raised one arm in an abrupt, frustrated gesture toward the screen. “Even this portrayal shows hesitation, Alexander!” His tone carried the dry finality of someone who had already made up his mind.
“Yes, hesitation to ask you ! Not in the idea itself!” Alexander shot back, the words tumbling out rapid and unfiltered, as if holding them in would have physically pained him. He leaned forward, palms braced against his knees, his gaze locked on Aaron’s with the intensity of a drawn bowstring. “You’ve not even waited for an explanation!”
The tension between them shimmered in the air like heat off summer stone. Aaron’s lips pressed into a thin line, but he didn’t immediately respond. Around them, the others glanced at one another, some curious, some wary, knowing full well that once Alexander was roused, pulling him back was no simple matter.
[BURR]
No
[HAMILTON]
Hear me out
[BURR]
No way!
Alexander’s voice, when it came, was stripped of its earlier fire. Softer now, it carried a faint edge of wounded pride.
“There was no need to laugh,” he muttered, the words slipping out almost under his breath. His gaze avoided Aaron entirely, instead fixed somewhere near the floor as if the grain of the wood might offer him refuge. “You could have at least allowed me to explain.”
The shift in his posture was subtle but telling; shoulders curling inward, hands clasping loosely in his lap as if to occupy them. For most in the room, it might have gone unnoticed, but John, Eliza, and Washington caught it instantly. They had long since learned to read the smallest signs in him.
John’s eyes narrowed with quiet concern; Eliza’s softened, her hands twitching faintly in her lap as though resisting the urge to reach for him; Washington’s jaw tightened, the flicker of a frown passing over his usually composed features. And then, as Alexander spoke again, there was the slightest, almost imperceptible flinch, small enough that only those three could be certain they hadn’t imagined it.
Aaron, for his part, leaned back slightly in his seat, the sharpness in his expression easing just a fraction. His voice was measured, but it carried a note of sincerity that undercut the earlier tension.
“It would never have been meant to offend you, Alexander,” he said, the words deliberate, almost careful. “I would, and will, never want to do that. It is, however… peculiar, that you come to me for help. Even in the future.”
Alexander’s head lifted slightly, just enough to glance at Burr through his lashes. “And why is that so strange? Do you think me incapable of trusting you?” His tone was still restrained, but the words carried an almost defensive undertone.
Burr gave a small shrug, his gaze steady. “I think,” he said slowly, “that we have not always given each other much reason for trust. At least… not without condition.”
The air seemed to thicken between them, a strange blend of challenge and curiosity simmering in the space. John finally broke it, leaning forward with an easy, almost teasing tone meant to diffuse the weight in the room.
“Well, Aaron, maybe future you is a more open man. Or maybe Alexander’s finally decided that miracles do happen.”
That drew a faint snort from Lafayette, who had been watching with quiet amusement from across the room. “Or,” he added, his voice lilting with playfulness, “perhaps future Hamilton simply realises even his stubborn genius cannot do everything alone.” His smile was warm, but there was a flicker of genuine affection in his eyes when they met Alexander’s.
Alexander let out a soft, short breath that was almost a laugh, though tinged with self-consciousness. “I am not so arrogant as to think I can do everything,” he muttered, though the defensive edge was fading.
[HAMILTON]
A series of essays, anonymously published
Defending the document to the public
Alexander’s posture shifted immediately; he straightened, a spark igniting in his eyes as the weight of the moment settled over him. His mind visibly raced, flickering through countless possibilities, weighing arguments and counterpoints, all before he even spoke. The air around him seemed charged, the room quiet except for the soft rustle of fabric and the faint crackle of the candlelight dancing on polished wood.
He opened his mouth, poised to launch into a carefully crafted explanation, words shaped to persuade Burr, to preempt concerns, to justify the path he already envisioned. His voice was steady but carried the urgency of one who believed deeply in the cause he championed, ready to defend his vision even before the events had unfolded in their present time.
Before Alexander could begin, Washington’s voice cut through with a measured warmth that commanded attention without harshness. “That is a sound plan,” the General affirmed, his tone firm but encouraging. “It would help smooth out any concerns from the general public and strengthen the foundations of the new nation.” His gaze settled on Alexander with a small, approving smile that held a rare softness. The kindness in his eyes was unmistakable, a quiet affirmation that his faith in the young man was well placed.
Alexander’s chest lifted slightly at the praise, the tension in his shoulders easing. He allowed himself a brief, almost puppy-like preen, a fleeting display of pride mingled with relief, before he turned his attention fully back to the room, emboldened by Washington’s support and eager to make his case. The subtle warmth of that smile lingered between them, a silent bond of respect and encouragement that steadied Alexander’s resolve.
[BURR]
No one will read it
[HAMILTON]
I disagree
[BURR]
And if it fails?
[HAMILTON]
Burr, that’s why we need it
[BURR]
The constitution’s a mess
[HAMILTON]
So it needs amendments
[BURR]
It’s full of contradictions
[HAMILTON]
So is independence
We have to start somewhere
Washington let out an audible sigh, not of disappointment but of measured assessment. He studied both Alexander and Aaron, two men from vastly different backgrounds and upbringings, yet with striking parallels. Alexander was someone he regarded as a son, while Aaron remained an enigma, unsettling the General’s usually steel-clad exterior.
“You both make valid points in this argument, all of which must be accounted for,” Washington said calmly, his words cutting through the tension like a balm as the two men momentarily settled.
Yet beneath the surface, Aaron muttered quietly, “You may say that, and yet you will always side with him.”
At that, Washington’s eyes hardened, the weight of command settling firmly back upon his shoulders. His voice, when he spoke, was low and resolute, unyielding, yet steady with the calm authority of a seasoned leader.
“You misunderstand me, Aaron,” he said, his gaze piercing and unwavering as he fixed the younger man with a steady look. “My duty is to this fledgling nation first and foremost. My loyalties are not blind allegiance to any one man, no matter how capable or dear he may be to me.”
He paused, letting the gravity of his words fill the space between them before continuing, “I have seen the strengths and flaws of both of you, and I will judge each on their merits and their dedication to the greater good. There is no favoritism in this room, only the responsibility to do what is right for the future we are building.”
Washington’s stern expression softened just enough to reveal the burden of expectation resting on them all. “Do not mistake my respect for Alexander as partiality. It is earned, as yours must be.”
The room absorbed the full weight of his conviction. Even Aaron, guarded as he was, could not dismiss the gravity in Washington’s words. The General’s unwavering stance reminded them all of the delicate balance between personal feelings and the solemn duty of leadership.
[BURR]
No. No way
[HAMILTON]
You’re making a mistake
[BURR]
Good night
[HAMILTON]
Hey
The word cut through the air like a blade, sharp and deliberate, instantly snapping the room’s full attention to the source. Conversations faltered mid-sentence, the gentle rustle of movement stilled, and even the faint hum of the fire seemed to quiet in response.
It was as though the very air had shifted, thickening, growing heavier, as if every molecule in the room had been pulled taut by some unseen thread. On the screen, the atmosphere mirrored the change, once fluid and charged with energy now coiling inward, tense and expectant.
Eyes flicked between the screen and one another, silent questions passing without a word. It was the kind of moment where you could almost hear hearts quicken, where the sharp edge of tension made every breath feel louder than it should. Whatever came next, it was clear that the tone had shifted, and the stakes had just risen.
What are you waiting for?
What do you stall for?
[BURR]
What?
[HAMILTON]
We won the war
What was it all for?
Do you support this constitution?
Aaron stiffened, his shoulders drawing taut as though every muscle in his body was preparing for a blow. The faintest flare of his nostrils betrayed how deeply the words had struck him. He bristled, the insult, real or implied, digging under his skin like a thorn. His glare flicked briefly to Lin, sharp enough to cut, before locking firmly onto Alexander.
Alexander’s eyes narrowed, not in malice but in sharp, keen curiosity, as though he was trying to read the thoughts behind Aaron’s sudden defensiveness. That flicker of questioning in his gaze, part challenge, part genuine search for understanding, only seemed to stoke Aaron’s temper.
“Of course I would!” Aaron shot back, his voice rising, edged with something dangerously close to outrage. “We have fought, bled, and killed for our freedom! What do you make of me?! A traitor?” His words rang out like the crack of a musket, silencing the murmured reactions around the room.
Alexander leaned forward, eyes flashing with fire, his voice low but barbed. “Then why,” he demanded, “do you so often stand aside when there is work to be done? You speak of loyalty, yet you watch from the shadows while others take the field. Is that not its own kind of betrayal?”
The air thickened, charged and volatile. Aaron’s hands clenched at his sides, his composure beginning to fray at the edges. “It is not betrayal to think before acting!” he countered sharply. “Unlike you, I do not gamble with lives for the sake of glory!”
Alexander recoiled slightly as if struck, then straightened, the proud set of his jaw returning with force. “And unlike you, I refuse to let hesitation strangle progress!”
It was Lafayette who shifted uncomfortably first, his usual smirk fading into something more cautious. Eliza’s gaze darted between them, worry etched plainly on her face, while John instinctively leaned closer to Alexander, a silent presence at his side. The room felt smaller, the weight of their clashing ideals pressing in from all directions.
Then Washington spoke.
“Enough.”
The single word was deep and resonant, filling the space like the toll of a distant bell. Both men froze, their argument severed mid-breath. The General rose slightly in his seat, his frame still but his presence immense. His gaze swept over them both, first Alexander, then Aaron, steady and unyielding, as though measuring the worth of their convictions against the damage their pride might cause.
“You are both men of conviction,” Washington began, his tone firm yet measured, “but conviction without control is as dangerous as a musket in unsteady hands. Alexander, your passion can build, but it can also burn. Aaron, your restraint can preserve, but it can also prevent.”
He let the words settle, his voice carrying the quiet authority of someone used to being obeyed. “The nation we have fought for will need more than soldiers and speeches. It will need men who can temper one another’s faults, not sharpen them into weapons.”
Neither Alexander nor Aaron replied, but the change in their stances was telling, Alexander’s shoulders dropped a fraction, Aaron’s rigid posture easing, though his jaw remained set. Washington gave a small nod, satisfied for now.
“Save your fire,” he concluded, his voice softening just slightly. “The battles worth fighting are still ahead of us.”
[BURR]
Of course
[HAMILTON]
Then defend it
[BURR]
And what if you’re backing the wrong horse?
Alexander’s voice, when it came again, had lost the razor’s edge of earlier, tempered now, but no less intense. The fire in his violet-hued eyes had shifted, refined by the weight of Washington’s words, and though his tone was controlled, it carried the kind of conviction that seemed to draw the room inward.
“This plan,” he began, his gaze locked firmly on Aaron, “even though it lies in the future, could decide the eventual fate of the country we are striving, bleeding, to build.” His words fell into the silence like steady, deliberate hammer strikes, each one ringing with purpose.
He straightened in his seat, the proud line of his shoulders speaking as much as his voice. “It will not just ripple through history, it will carve into it, shaping the entire foundation on which this nation will stand.” His expression hardened, the warmth of reasoned argument giving way to the steel of a man unwilling to back down. “Every choice we make now, every hesitation, every risk, will leave its mark long after we are gone.”
His eyes narrowed ever so slightly, not in malice but in bafflement, as if he could not reconcile the man before him with the decision being made. “How,” Alexander pressed, his voice rising just a fraction, “can you still be content, happy even, to place the security of your own future above the future of an entire country and its people?!”
Around the room, the tension swelled again, though it was of a different sort than before, less the raw, combustible heat of a personal quarrel, more the heavy gravity of two men standing on the edge of a moral divide.
Eliza’s hands tightened in her lap, her gaze flicking between them anxiously, while Lafayette leaned forward in his chair, the teasing air gone entirely from his features. John, sensing the shift, rested a hand lightly against Alexander’s arm, not to stop him, but to anchor him.
Aaron, for his part, did not immediately reply. His jaw worked silently, the accusation hanging in the air between them like a gauntlet thrown. The flicker in his eyes suggested he was weighing his next words with care, but the rigid set of his shoulders spoke of a man not easily moved.
From where he sat, Washington watched the exchange in stillness, his keen eyes catching every nuance, the tightening fists, the quickened breath, the subtle push and pull of pride and principle. The General knew this was not merely a clash of tempers, but the quiet forging of something far more enduring.
[HAMILTON]
Burr, we studied and we fought and we killed
For the notion of a nation we now get to build
For once in your life, take a stand with pride
I don’t understand how you stand to the side
Aaron exhaled slowly, the sound heavy with something between weariness and quiet defiance. He leaned back in his chair, shoulders sinking into the wood as though carrying a weight he had long since grown accustomed to. His dark eyes remained fixed on Alexander, but there was no visible anger, only a kind of resigned finality, as though he had reached this conclusion long before the conversation began.
“You will never understand,” he said at last, his tone low but unwavering. “No matter the genius you claim, you refuse to truly see another man’s moral view.”
The words landed like a musket ball in the still air, shocking the room into a sharper silence. Eliza’s lips parted slightly, Lafayette raised an eyebrow in muted surprise, and even Jefferson’s habitual smirk faltered for a fleeting moment.
Alexander blinked, as if momentarily stunned that Burr would speak so plainly, so bluntly. But the pause was brief, too brief. He surged forward in his seat, voice carrying with a sudden, cutting edge.
“You talk,” Alexander shot back, his hands gesturing sharply to drive home each point, “only of waiting for the ‘right opportunity’ to improve your status, and yet when an opportunity arises to quite literally help create the foundation of an entire nation, you pass it up because of a preconceived risk ?” His voice rose, the incredulity in it making the words tremble on the air.
He leaned further in, the intensity of his presence practically filling the space between them. “Everything we have ever done as part of the Continental Army was a risk! Every skirmish, every march, every word spoken in defiance of the Crown, if we had been captured, or God forbid, if we had lost, we would have been hung as traitors in the name of the King!”
His hands fell to the arms of his chair, gripping the wood as though trying to ground himself, but the fire in his eyes betrayed him.
Across from him, Aaron did not flinch. His gaze was steady, his posture deceptively relaxed, but his fingers drummed idly against the chair’s arm, a subtle tell to anyone who knew him well enough to see that Alexander’s words had struck home.
Washington, who had been watching with a measured stillness, finally drew in a long breath, his broad frame shifting slightly as if to command the space once more. The faintest frown creased his brow, not in anger but in the manner of a man who had seen this very sort of division tear greater things apart.
“Aaron,” the General said, his voice deep and deliberate, “and you, Alexander, both of you fight for the same cause, though you may not see it in this moment. Let us not forget the greater fight we are in. Disagreement sharpens the mind, but discord…” His gaze swept the room, lingering on each man in turn, “…discord can break even the strongest resolve.”
Alexander drew back slightly, his jaw still tight, while Aaron’s eyes flicked briefly to Washington before returning to the younger man. The tension between them did not vanish, but it shifted, cooling from an open flame into embers that smoldered just beneath the surface.
The others in the room, sensing the exchange had reached an uneasy pause, let the moment breathe. Yet everyone knew, this was not the last time these two would cross swords in words. It was simply the end of this particular battle.
[BURR]
I’ll keep all my plans
Close to my chest
I’ll wait here and see
Which way the wind
Will blow
I’m taking my time
Watching the
Afterbirth of a nation
Watching the tension grow.
Alexander shook his head at the screen, a quick, frustrated movement that sent a stray curl falling into his eyes. His lips moved as he muttered something under his breath, too low for anyone to clearly make out, but judging by the glint in his eye and the subtle furrow in his brow, it was no doubt sharp enough to cut. A few of the others glanced his way, their expressions varying between curiosity and amusement, as if each were privately wagering a guess at the words.
John, however, didn’t need to guess. From his place beside Alexander, he let out a low, warning sound, half protective, half cautionary, his tone carrying the quiet authority of someone who knew just how quickly Alexander’s temper could ignite. His hand slid to Alexander’s waist, giving a light but deliberate squeeze, grounding him in the moment before he could get lost in the heat of it. Alexander’s gaze flicked to him briefly, the faintest flicker of acknowledgment passing between them, though the restless energy in his posture didn’t quite fade.
Aaron, in contrast, remained outwardly still, sitting back with the same measured composure he had worn throughout the discussion. Yet behind that calm exterior, his mind was anything but tranquil. The words from the show still echoed sharply in his head, tangled with the accusations Alexander had flung at him earlier. He kept his expression unreadable, but his fingers tapped an almost imperceptible rhythm against the armrest, a tell of the thoughts running at full speed behind his steady gaze.
From across the room, Washington watched the scene unfold with the quiet, immovable patience of a man who had weathered storms far greater than a verbal sparring match. Yet even he felt the weight of what lingered beneath the surface. He had always known that building a new nation would not be easy, that it would demand compromise, sacrifice, and the endurance to see it through. But watching these men, who had once stood shoulder to shoulder in battle for the same cause, now strain against one another with such friction, he could not help but feel a heaviness settle in his chest.
He had not imagined that the path to freedom’s foundation would be so riddled with the very tensions that could one day test its strength. And as he studied each of their faces, Alexander’s simmering defiance, Aaron’s guarded calculation, John’s quiet protectiveness, he wondered just how many of these battles could be fought without leaving cracks in the stone they were all trying to lay.
[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it, wait for
It, wait…
Which way the wind
Will blow
I’m taking my time
Watching the
Afterbirth of a nation
Watching the tension grow.
[ANGELICA]
I am sailing off to London. I’m accompanied by someone
Who always pays
“What?” Peggy and Eliza exclaimed in unison, their voices overlapping in sharp surprise. Both pairs of eyes snapped wide, mirroring each other’s astonishment as they stared at their elder sister. Peggy, ever the more physically expressive, immediately tucked herself closer into Angelica’s side, her small frame curling into the protective arc of her sister’s arm. Angelica, for her part, didn’t hesitate, her embrace tightened instinctively, one hand coming to rest at the back of Peggy’s head in a gentle, grounding motion, as though shielding her from a sudden gust of wind.
Eliza, untangling herself from where she had been comfortably leaning into Alexander and John, moved with quiet swiftness to settle beside her sisters. The warmth of her presence was immediate, her skirts brushing lightly against theirs as she folded herself onto the seat, knees drawn slightly toward the group in an unspoken gesture of unity.
For a brief moment, the three of them simply sat together in a hush, Eliza’s gaze shifting between her sisters, the flicker of surprise in her own eyes softening into something warmer, gentler. She tilted her head up to look at Angelica, her lips curling into a small, knowing smile. There was fondness there, but also a certain relief, as though she’d been waiting for this admission longer than she’d realized.
“I guess you found someone worth your time,” she murmured, her voice light but thick with emotion. A faint giggle escaped her, wobbling at the edges with the tremor of unshed tears. It was a sound that carried both amusement and deep affection, the kind of laugh that comes when happiness catches you unexpectedly in the middle of a storm.
Angelica’s answering smile was tender, her eyes glistening as she kept her arm firmly around Peggy, the unspoken bond between the three sisters wrapping tighter in that moment than any words could convey.
I have found a wealthy husband who will keep
Me in comfort for all my days
He is not a lot of fun, but there’s no one who
Can match you for turn of phrase
My Alexander
[HAMILTON]
Angelica
[ANGELICA]
Don’t forget to write
Jefferson scoffed from where he lounged, the sound dripping with derision. “Don’t remind him to write,” he muttered under his breath, but loud enough that the words carried across the room.
The effect was immediate. Angelica’s head snapped toward him, her posture straightening as though she’d been struck by a sudden jolt of steel. Her dark eyes locked on Jefferson with a deadly precision, their warmth replaced entirely by a razor-sharp glare that could have cut glass.
“Mr. Jefferson,” she began, her voice cool and measured at first, though every syllable hummed with restrained fury, “you may be a rather talented orator and writer, but I will remind you that Alexander is my brother-in-law, and a much better man than you.”
The sharpness in her tone deepened, each word landing with the deliberate weight of a duelist’s blade finding its mark. “So I would suggest,” she continued, leaning forward just slightly, “that you keep those comments to yourself.”
Her gaze never wavered until she was certain her message had been received, the silence that followed thick with the tension she’d commanded. Only then did her expression soften, subtly at first, as she turned toward her sisters. Her features relaxed further when her eyes found Alexander, who had been watching quietly, a flicker of surprise and deep gratitude crossing his face.
He mouthed a simple, heartfelt thank you , his eyes catching hers in a shared understanding that needed no further words.
Her reply came not in speech but in a small nod, the hint of a smile touching her lips. Alexander, in turn, spoke aloud with a gentleness that contrasted sharply with the barbed exchange from moments before.
“I would never forget,” he said, his voice low but resolute. “Even if my career were to end, I shall always write to you.”
The sincerity in his tone seemed to draw a quiet stillness over the group, the sharp edges of the earlier moment giving way to something warmer, more intimate, an unspoken acknowledgment of the bonds that, despite all tensions, still held them together.
[ELIZA]
Look at where you are
Look at where you started
The fact that you’re alive is a miracle
Just stay alive, that would be enough
And if your wife could share a fraction of your time
If I could grant you peace of mind
Would that be enough?
Eliza had silently drifted away from her sisters after one final, lingering embrace for each of them, a long squeeze for Peggy, a tender forehead touch for Angelica, before returning to her place. She settled gracefully between John and Alexander on one side and Phillip on the other, the warmth of her family anchoring her in the moment.
Without a word, she reached for Alexander’s hand, her fingers threading through his before she turned his palm upward. Her lips brushed against the warm skin there in a feather-light kiss, her breath lingering just a heartbeat longer than necessary.
Leaning closer so her voice was only for him, she murmured, “I knew as soon as I set my gaze upon you that you were a brilliant man… someone who would go on to do great things.” Her tone carried no envy, no expectation, only quiet certainty and love. “I just hope… wish… that I can be the place you come back to each night. Somewhere you can rest. Somewhere you can just be , without the weight of the world pressing on your shoulders.”
Alexander’s eyes softened instantly, the sharp edges of his usual intensity melting away. A faint, wistful smile curved his lips as he drew her hand closer, bowing his head to press a gentle kiss against her knuckles. His thumb lingered there, brushing over her skin in a tender, grounding motion.
“You are, my love,” he said softly, his voice carrying both reassurance and devotion. He met her gaze fully now, as if to make certain she understood he meant every syllable. “You are.”
John, beside them, caught the exchange from the corner of his eye, a small knowing smile tugging at his lips, while Phillip leaned lightly against Eliza, basking in the quiet warmth of his parents’ moment. The rest of the room seemed to blur for them, at least for a few precious seconds, as if the whole world had slowed to let them breathe.
[BURR]
Alexander joins forces with James Madison and John Jay to write a series of essays defending the new United States Constitution, entitled The Federalist Papers.
Alexander’s head snapped sharply toward James, his gaze locking on the quieter Virginian seated just beside Jefferson. The movement was sudden enough that a few heads in the room turned as well, curious at the shift in his attention.
“Mr. Madison,” Alexander began, his tone carrying a mix of disbelief and curiosity, “you and I… worked together?” The question lingered in the air, each word dipped in incredulity as though he were still trying to wrap his mind around the idea.
In his peripheral vision, he caught the subtle yet telling change in Jefferson’s expression, a grumbling downturn of the mouth, his posture stiffening like someone watching a conversation he wished wasn’t happening. Jefferson didn’t speak, but his discontent was palpable, a quiet storm brewing behind narrowed eyes.
Madison, for his part, seemed almost taken aback by the directness of the question. He regarded Alexander with the same intensity one might reserve for a puzzle—eyes narrowing slightly, studying him as though weighing each possible response before speaking. After a long pause, his lips finally parted.
“Yes,” he said simply.
The single word hung there, flat and unembellished, offering nothing beyond the barest confirmation. Alexander blinked, tilting his head slightly, waiting, expecting, more. His brows rose in a silent prompt, but Madison remained unflinching, his expression unreadable, as though speaking any further required a justification he wasn’t ready to give.
The silence that followed was thick, expectant, and a little awkward, broken only by the faint, almost imperceptible huff of amusement from someone at the far side of the room. Alexander’s fingers twitched against his knee, clearly resisting the urge to prod further… at least for now.
The plan was to write a total of twenty-five essays, the work divided evenly among the three men.
“You… can’t divide twenty-five by three…” Phillip’s voice was barely above a murmur, his tone hesitant, almost as though he was afraid of being wrong in front of everyone. His brow furrowed ever so slightly, lips pressing together while he glanced between the others in the room, seeking some unspoken confirmation.
Alexander’s head turned immediately toward him, the faintest smile tugging at his mouth. “You’re right, Pip, it can’t,” he replied, his voice softer than usual, carrying that warm, reassuring cadence he reserved only for his son. The quiet certainty in his tone seemed to melt the tension that Phillip had been holding in his shoulders.
The boy’s cheeks flushed a light pink at the gentle praise, his gaze dropping to his hands as if he didn’t quite know what to do with the sudden attention. He shifted slightly in his seat, almost sheepish, though there was a tiny, pleased smile that betrayed his pride at having been correct.
In the end, they wrote eighty-five essays, in the span of six months. John Jay got sick after writing five. James Madison wrote twenty-nine. Hamilton wrote the other fifty-one!
“Alexander!” Angelica’s voice rang out sharp enough to make several heads turn. It carried the weight of an older sister’s scolding, firm but underpinned with genuine worry. Her brows were drawn tight, her eyes wide with shock, as though she was trying to comprehend the scale of what she’d just heard. “There is no possible way in which you could have done that whilst also caring for your family!”
The words seemed to strike Alexander like a sudden gust of wind. His shoulders curled inward almost instinctively, as if trying to make himself smaller beneath her gaze. He didn’t meet her eyes, instead glancing down toward the floor, his fingers fidgeting idly with a wrinkle in his sleeve.
“That is… a lot, Alexander,” Washington said from his seat, his tone measured and calm, but still carrying that weight that always made people listen. It wasn’t a reprimand, more of an assessment.
“I’m sure it was necessary,” Alexander answered softly, his voice carrying less of its usual sharp confidence and more of a quiet stubbornness.
“Fifty-one?” Martha interjected, her tone gentle but laced with concern. “My dear, we know you have a great deal to say, but surely that is rather extreme, even for you.” She leaned forward slightly, her gaze steady, not shaming him, but making sure the point landed.
“I-” Alexander began, but he stopped short, swallowing as though forcing the words past a lump in his throat. “I do not know. This is the future… Will I write fifty-one essays in six months? I do not know.” His voice was quieter now, thoughtful, as though the weight of it all was pressing against him.
The room had grown still for a moment, the tension almost palpable, until Phillip’s voice broke through. “I remember this,” he said, looking at his father with a small, fond smile. “You were very, very busy, but you always made time for Ma… and everyone.”
[BURR]
How do you write like you’re
Running out of time?
Write day and night like you’re
Running out of time?
[BURR AND MEN]
Ev’ry day you fight
Like you’re
Running out of time
Like you’re
Running out of time
Are you
Running out of time?
[ALL WOMEN]
Running out of time?
Running out of time?
Running out of time
Running out of time
Awwww!
[FULL COMPANY (EXCEPT HAMILTON)]
How do you write like tomorrow won’t arrive?
How do you write like you need it to survive?
How do you write ev’ry second you’re alive?
Ev’ry second you’re alive? Ev’ry second you’re alive?
Alexander gave a faint shiver, the movement barely perceptible but enough for John’s arm to tighten slightly around his shoulders. “I’m beginning to dislike this song…” he murmured, his voice low and tinged with something that was almost guilt. His eyes flicked to Lin, a quick glance as though worried he might be offending him.
Lin, however, only offered a kind smile, his tone warm and steady. “There is never a person who likes all the songs, Mr. Hamilton.” The reassurance was sincere, not a hint of irritation in his voice, and it seemed to ease some of the tension from Alexander’s frame.
A soft chuckle escaped Alexander as he twisted his fingers together, his gaze never leaving the glowing screen. “Please,” he said with a wry smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes, “call me Alexander. You know more about me than I do.”
That earned a ripple of quiet laughter from the room, a momentary lift in the atmosphere that almost distracted from the somberness he was trying to mask.
John, still with his arm draped protectively over his shoulders, leaned in slightly. “Why don’t you like this?” he asked, not in a pointed or challenging way, but with genuine curiosity.
Alexander let out a slow breath, his eyes narrowing slightly at the screen as if it held the answer to every unspoken thought in his mind. “It seems,” he said, gesturing vaguely toward the stage performance playing out before them, “as though all those people are surrounding me just to throw the knowledge that I am mortal, and have a great deal to do, right in my face.”
[WASHINGTON]
They are asking me to lead
I am doing the best I can
Watching the events unfold on the screen, Washington let out a long, quiet sigh, a sound not of defeat, but of weary resignation. Deep within him, he had always known that if, when, they won the war, the new nation would look to him for guidance. The weight of that inevitability had settled in his bones long ago. He knew the people would call for him, not just as their Commander but as a symbol of unity. And yet, the thought brought no thrill of ambition, only a steady ache.
He had dreamed, perhaps foolishly, that after all the years of fighting, all the blood and hardship, he might be allowed to return to Mount Vernon with his Martha, to live out the rest of his days in peace. To wake with the sun and see fields instead of battlefields, to hear her laughter instead of musket fire. But life, and duty, rarely bowed to personal desires.
His brow furrowed slightly at the thought, a subtle tightening that hinted at the inner conflict churning beneath his stoic exterior. That faint crease smoothed almost instantly, however, at the sound of Alexander’s voice, a gentle murmur carrying more sincerity than formality.
“You shall be a wonderful leader of our young nation, sir.”
The words, so softly spoken yet so full of conviction, made Washington turn his head. Alexander wasn’t looking at him as a general to a superior, but as a man who believed in him without hesitation. There was no political maneuvering in his tone, no attempt at flattery, only trust.
George’s expression softened, the sharp edges of command melting into something far warmer as his gaze shifted to the small circle Alexander had gathered around himself. Eliza, ever graceful, sat close to her husband, her hand lightly brushing against his. John leaned in on Alexander’s other side with an easy familiarity, while young Phillip nestled comfortably, secure in the warmth of family.
Washington’s chest tightened, not with envy, but with a quiet longing. He wondered, in the privacy of his own mind, if when all of this was over, when they returned to their rightful places in the world, would he still be welcomed as part of that family? Would Alexander, his protégé, his near-son, allow him the role of father still? Would Phillip run to him as a grandson might, to tell him about his day or show him some small triumph?
It was a selfish hope, perhaps, but one he could not bring himself to let go of.
To get the people that I need
I’m asking you to be my right hand man
The smile on Alexander’s face widened until it lit up his entire expression, pride radiating from him like sunlight breaking through a storm. His chest swelled with the rush of it, his posture instinctively straightening as though standing taller could somehow contain the surge of confidence that ran through him. His chin lifted, not arrogantly, but with the quiet assurance of a man who had just been handed both trust and responsibility.
“I would happily continue working alongside you, sir,” Alexander said, the words tumbling from his lips, as though he feared that if he didn’t say them quickly enough, the moment might vanish before he could claim it. His voice carried not just respect, but genuine eagerness, a hunger to serve, to contribute, to prove himself again and again.
Washington studied him for a beat longer, his face as steady as ever, but the faint glint in his eyes betrayed the depth of what he was feeling. It was not just professional approval, it was something more personal, a pride that felt almost paternal. He had watched Alexander grow from a fiery, brilliant young aide-de-camp into a man whose ambition was sure to shape a nation.
“I cannot think of anyone I would rather work with, Alexander,” he said at last, his tone calm but threaded with warmth. The words were deliberate, chosen with care, yet they carried a weight that struck Alexander harder than any formal commendation ever could.
In that moment, Washington wasn’t just addressing his aide, he was speaking to a man he saw as a son. And Alexander, though ever composed in moments of triumph, couldn’t quite hide the small, almost boyish flicker of joy that passed through his eyes at hearing those words.
[HAMILTON]
Treasury or State?
[WASHINGTON]
I know it’s a lot to ask
[HAMILTON]
Treasury or State?
[WASHINGTON]
To leave behind the world you know…
[HAMILTON]
Sir, do you want me to run the Treasury or State department?
Eliza swatted Alexander’s arm with a firm but harmless tap, her delicate fingers landing just enough to make a point. He jolted theatrically, clutching the spot with a scandalized gasp, his violet eyes widening in mock injury.
“Ow! There was no need to hit me, dear Betsy!” he declared, tilting his head toward her with the exaggerated tragedy of a man mortally wounded, if only in pride.
She leveled him with a look that was equal parts love and exasperation, her lips curving in the faintest smile that betrayed she wasn’t truly cross. “My dear Hamilton, you-” she began, only to cut herself off sharply as he opened his mouth, clearly ready to launch into a rebuttal. She held up a hand. “Don’t interrupt me.”
Alexander closed his mouth with a reluctant snap, though the sparkle in his eyes made it obvious he was still bursting to speak.
“Washington was in the middle of, I am sure, a well-thought-out speech,” she continued, her tone patient but with the precision of someone scolding a particularly spirited child, “and you could have at least allowed the poor man to finish before interrupting him!”
Alexander’s lower lip jutted out in a faint pout, his head turning toward John as though to find a sympathetic ear. Instead, John merely gave him an amused smirk, his arm wrapping tighter around Alexander’s shoulders in a subtle gesture of comfort.
Grumbling under his breath, Alex shifted in his seat, tugging Eliza closer to him despite his supposed indignation. “There was no need for a well-thought-out speech!” he insisted, his voice softening in the next breath. “Of course I was going to accept.”
Washington, from across the room, hid a faint smile behind his hand, while John chuckled low in his throat, pressing a quick kiss to the side of Alexander’s head. Eliza simply shook her head, though the warmth in her eyes made it clear she wouldn’t have him any other way.
[WASHINGTON]
Treasury
[HAMILTON]
Let’s go
[ELIZA]
Alexander…
[HAMILTON]
I have to leave
[ELIZA]
Alexander—
[HAMILTON]
Look around, look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now
[ELIZA]
Helpless…
[HAMILTON]
They are asking me to lead
[ELIZA]
Look around, isn’t this enough?
Eliza’s gaze lingered on Alexander, steady and searching, as though she were silently urging him to speak the truth she needed to say aloud to herself as much as to him. Her dark eyes held a mix of patience and quiet intensity, the kind that could both comfort and compel.
Alexander’s usual quick tongue faltered; for a few rare moments, he was utterly still, his mind sifting through the storm of thoughts until his violet-hued eyes finally met hers.
“It is, Betsy,” he said softly, the weight in his voice cutting through the gentle hum of conversation in the room. “I promise.” His fingers tightened around hers, thumb brushing along her knuckles in a slow, grounding rhythm. “I know I am incredibly lucky to have you and Phillip… and now John too.” His gaze flicked briefly toward John, whose lips quirked into a faint smile before returning to Eliza.
Alexander’s voice dipped lower, almost reverent, as though confiding a sacred truth. “But if there is an opportunity where I can give you all, my family, a better life… then I shall take it.” His hand came to rest over hers, holding it as if sealing the vow. “And not only will this likely greatly benefit our finances, but it gives me direct access to making sure Phillip grows up to be handed a nation we can be proud of.”
As the words settled between them, the air seemed charged, not with tension, but with the fierce, unshakable devotion Alexander carried for those he loved. Eliza’s lips softened into the barest smile, though her eyes shone with something deeper, a mixture of pride and the ever-present worry for the man whose fire could burn too hot. She leaned in just a little, her forehead brushing against his.
“I know, my love,” she murmured, her voice quiet but certain. “And I am proud of you. But…” she pulled back just enough to meet his gaze again, her hands now cupping his face, “you cannot give us a better life if you burn yourself away in the process. You have always been willing to give every part of yourself to the cause you believe in, but I-we need you whole, Alexander. Not just for the country… for us.”
John’s arm tightened briefly around Alexander’s shoulders, a silent promise that he, too, would be there to steady him when that fire threatened to consume. And from where he sat, Washington allowed himself the smallest nod, recognizing in Alexander both the relentless drive that had carried them this far and the dangerous edge that came with it.
[ANGELICA]
He will never be satisfied
He will never be satisfied
Satisfied
Satisfied…
He will never be satisfied
Satisfied
Satisfied…
Why do you fight like
History has its eyes on you…
[HAMILTON]
I am not throwin’ away my shot!
I am not throwin’ away my shot!
I am
Alexander Hamilton!
I am not throwin’ away my shot!
[ELIZA]
What would be enough
To be
Satisfied
Satisfied
Satisfied…
Look around
Look around!
Isn’t this enough?
What would be enough?
Why do you fight like
History has its eyes on you...
[MEN]
Just you wait!
[FULL COMPANY]
Just you wait!
Alexander Hamilton
Hamilton, just you wait!
[WASH]
History has its eyes…
On…
You!
[WASH/
MULL/
LAUR/LAF]
History has its eyes…
On…
You...
History has its eyes on you...
[BURR]
Why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room? Why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room? Why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room?
Soon that attitude’s gonna be your doom!
Why do you fight like you’re running out of time?
Everyone watched, utterly entranced, as the scene unfolded before them, an intricate dance of voices and emotions converging in perfect harmony. One by one, the separate lyrics wove together seamlessly, each distinct thread blending into a rich tapestry of sound that filled the room with a sense of controlled chaos.
Around Alexander’s onstage counterpart, figures gathered and swirled, their movements both purposeful and frenetic, mirroring the storm of thoughts racing through his mind. The music and words surged in a crescendo of passion and tension, capturing the monumental weight of the moment, the essential crossroads where the path of his future would be forged.
Despite the whirlwind, there was an unmistakable beauty in the chaos, a rare artistry in the way each voice found its place to support and challenge, to urge forward and hold back. The room seemed to pulse with the energy of that collective resolve, all eyes riveted on Alexander as he wrestled with the enormity of the decision before him.
Time itself felt suspended in that shared space, a fragile moment pregnant with possibility, uncertainty, and fierce determination. It was as if the very foundations of the nation rested on the choice he was about to make, and everyone present was bearing witness to the birth of something extraordinary.
Why do you fight like
History has its eyes on you…
[ENSEMBLE]
Non-stop!
Non-stop!
Non-stop!
Non-stop!
History has its eyes on you…
[Hamilton]
I am not throwing away my shot!
I am not throwing away my shot!
[Ensemble]
Just you wait!
Just you wait!
[Hamilton]
I am Alexander Hamilton!
[Ensemble]
Alexander Hamilton
Hamilton
Just you wait!
[Hamilton]
And I am not throwing away my shot!
The room fell into a heavy, almost reverent silence as the screen faded to black, the final notes lingering like an echo in the air. The weight of what they had just witnessed seemed to settle over everyone, pressing gently but firmly against their chests.
“Wow,” Peggy breathed out, her voice barely above a whisper, yet somehow it carried the collective astonishment of the entire group. Her single word hung in the stillness, echoed by murmurs and nods from those around her, each face illuminated faintly by the soft glow of the darkened screen.
No one moved or looked away; their eyes remained wide, fixed on the void where the vibrant performance had just unfolded, captivated and perhaps a little overwhelmed by the sheer magnitude of what they had experienced.
“That was…” Hercules began, his deep voice trailing off as he searched for words that could do justice to the moment. Before he could finish, Lafayette interjected with a playful grin, “Extraordinaire.”
He shot a sideways glance at Hercules, who responded with a slow, approving nod, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. The brief exchange broke the silence gently, a subtle release of the tension that had filled the room. Yet, even as the atmosphere softened, the profound impression of the scene lingered, leaving everyone quietly pondering the gravity and beauty of the story they had just begun to learn.
Chapter 26: Intermission
Chapter Text
The room settled into a delicate, almost reverent stillness, broken only by the soft crackle of the fire in the hearth and the faint rhythm of measured breathing. The screen before them had gone completely black, the vibrant energy of the performance giving way to a silent, empty stage. The shift felt abrupt, like a door to another world had been shut without warning.
Peggy’s voice, quiet but uncertain, cut gently into the silence. “Is something wrong? Why is there nothing happening?” It wasn’t a question to anyone in particular, more to the room itself, to the lingering echo of the story they’d just witnessed.
Before anyone could answer, a steady voice rang out from above, resonating as if the very walls carried it: “It is now the intermission, a break at the halfway point of the show. There are refreshments at the rear of the room, and to your right, a lavatory and wash room if you wish to freshen up. Soldiers, within the wash room, you will find clean, new uniforms should you wish to change.”
Heads instinctively turned toward the places the voice described. Against the back wall, just behind the couch where Jefferson and Madison lounged, stood a long polished table laden with refreshments. Glass pitchers caught the light, their contents ranging from clear water to deep amber cider. Platters overflowed with breads, cured meats, cheeses, and ripe fruit, an abundance the Continental soldiers hadn’t seen since before the war.
Still, no one moved at first. The stillness stretched, thin and uncertain, as if they weren’t sure they were allowed to break it. Their minds still lingered in the world the performance had woven.
Lin was the first to rise. Smoothing his coat, he crossed toward the table, letting his eyes rest briefly on the spread before turning to the others with an inviting, almost casual tone.
“Would anyone like a drink?”
For a beat, the question hung unanswered. Then wood creaked and one by one, people followed.
Washington stepped up beside Lin but didn’t move toward the table, instead gesturing for the soldiers and ladies to go first. “Please,” he said warmly, though the command was unmistakable.
Lin poured himself a drink. Washington’s low voice came quietly beside him:
“You’ve done very well with this show so far.”
Lin blinked, caught off guard, before a flush crept across his cheeks. “Thank you,” he said, the words soft but sincere. “That’s a huge honour coming from you.”
The next few minutes passed in a gentle bustle. The clink of glasses mingled with light laughter, the air filling with the rich, comforting scent of food. Martha drifted toward a knot of men, Alexander, John, Lafayette, Hercules, Aaron, and George, and with firm, motherly authority, ushered them toward the washrooms.
“Go clean yourselves up!” she ordered, in a tone that made refusal unthinkable.
When Lin returned to his seat, glass in hand, he sank into the cushions and let his gaze travel over the room. All around him, these figures, people whose choices had shaped his world, were alive and breathing, their voices carrying textures no history book could ever capture. And now, impossibly, his own words and music were part of their lives, just as they had been part of his. Past and present folded over each other like the pages of an unfinished book.
The waiting was unhurried. Drinks were sipped, conversations murmured, glances cast toward the washroom door.
When the men finally reemerged, the change was striking. Mud-caked coats had been replaced by crisp uniforms of deep blue and buff, brass buttons gleaming in the firelight. They still carried the weight of fatigue, but clean attire restored a quiet dignity to their bearing.
Washington entered last, his presence filling the doorway before he stepped inside. His coat was immaculate, the gold trim catching the light; discipline clung to him like a second skin. He crossed to sit beside Lin, Martha settling on his other side, her hand brushing his briefly as though to confirm he was truly there.
Small clusters formed again, voices weaving with the crackle of the fire. Lin fell into easy conversation with Martha, her attentive eyes and knowing laughter warming the exchange. Beside them, Washington’s gaze moved steadily over the room, until it stopped on Alexander, Eliza, and John.
The domestic ease between them caught his attention: Eliza’s hand resting lightly on Alexander’s arm, John leaning in to speak softly, both men smiling faintly. Washington’s hum of acknowledgement was quiet but decisive.
Rising, he crossed the space in long, unhurried strides. Alexander and John straightened instinctively at his approach, the pristine state of their uniforms a sharp reminder of hierarchy. But Washington’s faint smile eased their stiffness.
“At ease, boys,” he murmured, voice low but carrying.
A tilt of his head and a small gesture invited them, and Eliza, to follow. Without fuss, he led them to a sofa set slightly apart from the rest, where the firelight dimmed into shadow. The space felt private, the hum of the room receding into a softer backdrop. Whatever was to be spoken here, it was for their ears alone.
He stood before them, a tall, unyielding silhouette in the warm but dim firelight. His freshly pressed uniform seemed to absorb the glow, making the gold trim at his shoulders glint like small sparks. For a long, weighted moment, Washington said nothing, only fixed his gaze, hard and unblinking, squarely on John.
The silence stretched, lengthening like a drawn bowstring. John shifted almost imperceptibly in his seat, but the movement did nothing to loosen the knot of tension in his shoulders. Washington’s eyes were sharp and assessing, their focus so steady it felt as though he could strip away every pretense and see directly into the marrow of a man’s truth.
At last, his gaze moved, slowly, deliberately. From John, it drifted to Eliza, lingering briefly on the quiet steadiness in her eyes, before sliding to Alexander, whose jaw had tightened ever so slightly under the scrutiny. Then, finally, back to John.
Washington exhaled, not heavily, but with the kind of small, controlled sigh that hinted at a decision reached. His eyes hardened again, the brief flicker of softness extinguished, and when he spoke, his voice was low and edged with iron.
“Do you love them? Do you love him?”
The question cut through the air like a blade.
John blinked, his throat tightening. He straightened instinctively, though his palms pressed into his knees as if anchoring himself. The faintest trace of fear flickered in his expression, not of physical harm, but of the sheer force of the man’s authority. Washington was not a man who spoke lightly, and every syllable felt weighted with the potential for judgment.
“Sir?!” John’s voice came out half-breathless, half-incredulous. A shaky, almost disbelieving laugh escaped him before he could stop it. “Of course I love them-” His words faltered, cracking slightly under the weight of emotion. His gaze darted past Washington to the wider room beyond, where voices still murmured and glasses clinked, as if searching for any danger that might come after his declaration.
But any attempt at diversion was cut short by a curt wave of Washington’s hand, the movement precise and commanding.
“Do not worry about them, Laurens.” The General’s voice remained hard, but there was an undercurrent of finality in the tone. “I will deal with any… issues, so to speak. All I am asking you is this: Do you love Alexander? Do you love Eliza?”
The phrasing left no room for evasion.
John swallowed, the sound faint but audible in the quiet. Slowly, he lifted his chin, meeting the General’s gaze head-on. The blue of his eyes seemed to flare, heat and resolve mingling there in equal measure.
“Yes, General.” His voice was steadier now, every word deliberate. “I love them both, with my entire being.”
Washington didn’t respond right away. He simply studied him, his own expression unreadable, carved from the same implacable stone as his reputation. The seconds ticked by in silence, each one winding the tension tighter in John’s frame. Washington could see it, the subtle clench of the jaw, the taut lines in the shoulders, the way John’s fingers twitched as though resisting the urge to fidget.
And though the General’s face betrayed nothing, somewhere behind that stony exterior, there was the faintest flicker of satisfaction. He was, in his own quiet way, enjoying the sight of Laurens squirming under the weight of his wordless judgment.
George let the silence linger, a deliberate pause so heavy that it seemed to press down on the three of them. Alexander felt it keenly, the air thick enough to still his breathing. His violet eyes moved between the General and John, tension coiling tight in his stomach. Washington’s scrutiny had always been formidable, but this was different, this was personal.
Alexander had known the man long enough to understand that when George Washington fixed you with that look, he was measuring the weight of your soul. And right now, that weight was on John, Alexander’s John.
His hands, almost without thought, drifted to where Eliza’s rested on her lap, fingers brushing hers in a subtle plea for steadiness. He wanted to speak, to defend John before any accusation could form, but Washington’s presence kept him silent. This was not his moment to shield, this was John’s moment to prove.
When John’s answer finally came, strong and unwavering despite the tightness in his voice, Alexander’s chest tightened. Yes, General. I love them both with my entire being. The certainty in those words, the raw honesty, it made Alexander’s throat ache. He had always known John’s heart, but hearing it declared so openly to Washington of all people felt like watching a flag being planted in unshakable ground.
Washington let the moment hang, the tension winding tighter still. Alexander’s eyes searched the General’s face, desperate for a sign, any sign, that John had passed whatever unspoken test this was. His mind, quick as ever, was already planning what to do if Washington disapproved.
And then… a shift. The rigid line of Washington’s shoulders eased, the sharpness in his gaze softened. His large hand extended toward John.
Alexander’s breath caught.
When Washington pulled John into a tight embrace, the release of tension was so sudden it was almost dizzying. The sight of those two, his mentor, his commander, his father in all but blood, holding the man he loved as if welcoming him into the fold, was almost too much to take in. Alexander’s eyes burned, but he refused to let the tears fall here, in front of so many watching eyes.
“Look after them,” Washington murmured, his voice deep and resolute, “and like I said before, you all shall always have a home with me.”
Those words didn’t just settle over John, they settled over Alexander too. The promise was for all of them, and the weight of it filled his chest like a deep, grounding breath.
When John stepped back, Alexander was already there, his hand finding John’s shoulder and squeezing gently. His expression carried both pride and a quiet, almost boyish relief. For the first time in years, Alexander felt a small corner of his restless soul go still. Washington had not just accepted John, he had accepted them .
Alexander’s eyes followed John’s hand as it curled protectively around Eliza’s, guiding her back toward their original seat. The soft murmur of conversation from the others barely reached him, his focus was on the two of them, their movements so familiar and grounding. He made to follow, a half-step forward already taken, when a warm, steady weight settled on his shoulder.
The touch was unmistakable.
He glanced back to see George’s face, softened in a way Alexander rarely saw outside the most private of moments.
“Hey,” the General murmured, his voice low and carrying a quiet warmth that reached deeper than words.
Before Alexander could form a reply, Washington’s arm was around him, drawing him in. It wasn’t the brisk, perfunctory embrace of men in wartime or the congratulatory clasp of comrades, it was slow, deliberate, enveloping. Alexander felt the solid breadth of the man’s chest, the steady rhythm of his breath, the immense presence that had always been a fortress in his life.
He froze at first, not out of discomfort but from the startling realization that this, this simple, wordless act, was something he had not felt in years. Not since his mother’s arms had last wrapped around him in a hold that asked nothing, demanded nothing, simply was .
His own arms lifted almost hesitantly before tightening around Washington’s frame. The faint scent of clean linen and the lingering traces of the field clung to the man, familiar and oddly soothing. Alexander closed his eyes, letting himself sink into it for just a heartbeat longer than he might have dared in public.
There was no need for comfort here, no urgent reassurance, just the quiet acknowledgment of a bond that had nothing to do with rank or politics. In that moment, Washington was not the Commander, nor the nation’s future leader, he was a father figure holding a son who had never stopped needing that kind of steady presence.
When they finally pulled apart, Alexander’s posture was straighter, but there was a small, almost shy smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. He didn’t need to say thank you. Washington already knew. With a subtle tilt of his head, he nodded Alexander toward the waiting embrace of his lovers, the unspoken permission settling like a benediction. But before Alexander could take a step, Washington’s broad hand closed around his arm, drawing him close once more. The scent of leather, paper, and faint pipe smoke clung to the General’s uniform, grounding him in the moment. Washington bent his head, his voice low enough for only Alexander to hear, each word weighted with steady conviction.
“I am proud of you already,” he murmured, the rumble of it resonating in Alexander’s chest. “You do not need to prove yourself worthy to me. Remember that.”
The words settled deep, an anchor against the storm that so often drove Alexander forward, and for a moment, his breath caught, not from duty, but from the rare certainty of being seen as he retook his seat beside John and Eliza.
One by one, the threads of conversation scattered across the room began to fray, then fade entirely, as though a quiet signal had passed unspoken between them. The low murmur of voices dwindled to a hush, the only remaining sound the soft pop of the fire and the occasional clink of glass being set gently upon wood. The air felt poised, suspended, as though the whole room had leaned forward in collective anticipation.
Then, without warning, the voice returned, steady, resonant, carrying the same disembodied authority as before.
“As we are now at the intermission,” it began, the words gliding through the stillness, “this is the opportunity to ask any and all questions. Providing it would not interrupt the next part of the musical, Lin and I shall do our best to answer.”
The last syllables had not even finished echoing before the room erupted.
A sudden, eager flood of voices rose at once, questions tumbling over each other in a jumble of tones, accents, and urgency. It was less a conversation and more a wave, crashing against the fragile order that had existed only moments before.
It took only a heartbeat for Washington to rise to his full height, his towering frame casting a long shadow in the firelight. His presence alone was enough to slow the noise, but when he spoke, it was with a calm, deliberate sternness that cut through the chaos like a blade.
“One at a time,” he rumbled, each word measured and absolute.
The effect was immediate. The room quieted as though the air itself had stilled, and all eyes turned instinctively toward him, the authority in his voice commanding both respect and obedience without the need for further explanation as he retook his seat.
There was a brief pause after Washington’s words, the silence heavy but expectant. All eyes flicked between one another, waiting to see who would be the first to speak. It was Alexander who broke it.
He shifted in his seat, his fingers fidgeting with the cuff of his freshly cleaned sleeve, the motion small but restless. His violet eyes glinted in the firelight as he finally looked up at Lin.
“Why did you write this?” he asked, his voice careful at first, but laden with something heavier beneath. “I mean-” He stopped, the next words catching in his throat. A short, sad laugh escaped him, the kind that carried more weariness than humor. “It said at the start I had been forgotten… so why did you pick up my legacy and put it back together?”
The room stilled entirely. Even the fire seemed to quiet, its crackles softening to embers.
Lin didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he watched Alexander for a long moment, studying the way his expression tried to mask the ache in his voice, the vulnerability tucked behind his straightened posture. His own gaze softened, the corners of his mouth tilting not into a smile, but into something gentler, a quiet understanding.
“Because your story called to me,” Lin said at last, his voice low but resonant. “I’ve always been interested in history, and then there you were. An immigrant from the Caribbean, who came from nothing, much like my parents… and their ancestors.”
Alexander blinked, his gaze sharpening, as if trying to process the weight of those words.
Lin continued, leaning forward slightly, his eyes never leaving Alexander’s. “You did so much for our country, shaped it in ways that still matter today. And yet… you were the only founding father most Americans had never heard of. That didn’t sit right with me. I couldn’t leave it like that. You deserved more.”
The last words hung in the air like a promise, and for a heartbeat, Alexander didn’t speak, his lips parting, then closing again. His chest rose and fell in a slow breath, his hand curling slightly tighter at his side. There was no grin, no boast, no witty retort this time, only a quiet, almost fragile gratitude reflected in his eyes.
For a long moment after Lin’s words, Alexander sat utterly still. The firelight flickered over his face, casting shadows that deepened the hollows beneath his cheekbones.
He swallowed once, slow, deliberate, like a man trying to push down a tide that threatened to rise too fast. His gaze dropped to his lap, to the way his fingers twisted together. This time it wasn’t restless fidgeting. It was an anchor, something to hold on to while his mind reeled.
Alexander drew in a breath, unsteady at the edges, and raised his eyes to Lin again. There was something raw in them now, something that even his carefully crafted composure couldn’t mask. “You…” His voice faltered, then steadied, quieter this time. “You thought I was worth remembering.”
It wasn’t a question. It was a statement, heavy with disbelief, as though saying it aloud might make it real.
Lin gave a single, deliberate nod. “I didn’t just think it,” he said. “I knew it.”
Alexander’s lips pressed together, his jaw flexing once, then twice. He looked away, blinking rapidly, and for just a fraction of a second his expression softened, unguarded, almost vulnerable. It was gone as quickly as it appeared, replaced with the familiar determination in his features, but the others had seen it.
Eliza’s hands rested in her lap, fingers curled tightly together. She knew that look, had seen it in him before, when words slipped past the defenses he built so carefully. Beside her, John’s sharp gaze was fixed entirely on Alexander, his usual lightheartedness tempered with something protective.
Washington, seated beside Lin, didn’t speak either, but his deep, steady presence seemed to fill the silence. His eyes stayed on Alexander, watching, assessing, not as a general evaluating a soldier, but as a father witnessing the moment his son was told, perhaps for the first time, that his existence mattered beyond his own will to make it so.
When Alexander finally spoke again, his voice was quiet but sure. “Thank you,” he said, not with the flourish of a man giving a speech, but with the sincerity of someone who rarely allowed himself to say the words at all.
The next voice to cut through the room belonged to John. His posture was stiff, shoulders squared as though bracing for a blow, but his voice carried an unmistakable edge of urgency.
“Has slavery finally been abolished?” he asked.
The question hung heavy in the air, the firelight seeming to dim just a little. Several faces turned toward him, Eliza’s brows knitting, Lafayette glancing between John and Lin as if weighing his own emotions.
It was Lin who answered. His expression sobered, and his voice was calm but without flourish. “Yes,” he said simply.
John exhaled a breath that sounded almost like relief, but it came too soon. Lin’s gaze didn’t waver as he went on. “It was not easy. And it took… far longer than anyone hoped. And even now…” He hesitated, searching for words that wouldn’t feel like another wound. “…It’s not great for anyone who isn’t….well white, I suppose.”
The air seemed to thicken. John’s eyes dropped, and his shoulders sank under the weight of the answer. “Oh,” he murmured, the word carrying both disappointment and a quiet, hollow ache. “I had thought, hoped, that two hundred and fifty years after us… those issues would be resolved.”
Lin shook his head, his features etched with regret. “I wish I could tell you they were. But I know enough to say this, day to day, across institutions in the U.S., racism is still built into the very foundation. The police. The government. The banks…” His words were deliberate, each one like a stone laid into the silence.
John’s fingers tightened into fists against his knees, the muscles in his jaw working. He didn’t speak right away. The fire popped loudly, and somewhere in the back, Hercules shifted in his seat. Even Lafayette’s usual warmth dimmed, replaced by a more thoughtful, troubled quiet.
The moment hung heavy after Lin’s words about racism, the fire’s crackle seeming suddenly louder in the quiet. Some shifted uncomfortably in their seats, eyes darting away rather than meeting anyone’s gaze. Others stared at the floor, as if the weight of the truth were something they could avoid by looking elsewhere.
And then, cutting through the stillness like a blade, came a sharp, derisive sound.
Jefferson.
It was part laugh, part scoff, the kind of noise meant to belittle before a single word was spoken. He leaned lazily back in his chair, one leg crossed over the other, his posture deliberately relaxed in contrast to the tension around him. The faintest smirk pulled at the corner of his mouth, the glint in his eye as sharp as a polished dagger.
“Well of course ,” he drawled, his tone dripping with mockery, each syllable exaggerated as though the conclusion were obvious. “The white race is far superior to those of other descents.”
The air in the room seemed to tighten, a low ripple of discomfort passing through the gathered figures. Laurens’ shoulders went rigid. Eliza’s fingers stilled on the fabric of her skirt. Even Alexander’s jaw tightened, a muscle in his cheek jumping.
Jefferson’s gaze slid toward Lin with deliberate slowness, and the sneer on his lips widened. “That-” he gestured in Lin’s direction with a languid flick of his hand, “-is just an anomaly.”
The fire popped sharply, a spark leaping up as if to punctuate the insult.
Lin didn’t answer right away, his expression unreadable as his dark eyes locked on Jefferson’s. He didn’t shrink from the attention, didn’t fidget, didn’t give Jefferson the satisfaction of a flinch. Around them, the room teetered on the edge of either snapping or falling into cold silence, each person waiting to see who would move first.
Jefferson leaned back in his chair, smirking in that way that always seemed a little too practiced as he continued his jibe,
“Well, I suppose we can’t all have the… advantage of a more
refined
heritage,” he said, his voice dripping with the sort of false politeness that carried centuries of condescension.
Several heads turned. The insult wasn’t subtle.
Lin didn’t flinch. He tilted his head slightly, as though studying Jefferson like an interesting, but not especially threatening specimen. His voice, when it came, was smooth and deliberate.
“Ah, yes,” he said, “I’ve heard refinement defined in many ways. Funny thing is, I’ve never once seen it proven by the size of one’s family tree… or the volume of one’s wig powder.”
Jefferson’s smirk twitched, but Lin was already continuing, his expression calm, even amiable.
“See, I’ve always thought refinement had more to do with the sharpness of one’s ideas… and the willingness to let them stand without needing to dress them up in lace.”
Another low chuckle rose from a few of the onlookers. The verbal jab had landed cleanly, without Lin raising his voice or breaking his even tone. He simply leaned back in his chair, unbothered, as though Jefferson’s attempt had been nothing more than a gentle breeze, easily sidestepped.
Washington’s slow, deliberate inhale could be heard from across the room.
Jefferson’s eyes narrowed into sharp slits, his gaze burning with venom as it locked onto Lin. His voice dropped low, each word rolling out slow and deliberate, carrying a dangerous edge.
“You’d be wise to watch your tongue before I order it cut!” The threat hung in the air, thick and unmistakable. “You should already be whipped for allowing those hands to ever be allowed presence on the stage! Never mind the clothing they are presented with! What the hell your master was thinking, I shall never know!”
His chest rose and fell with a controlled but fierce rhythm, the weight of his contempt filling the space between them. Lin didn’t flinch. Instead, he rose from his seat with deliberate calm, his movements measured and unhurried as he closed the distance between them.
Step by step, he advanced, the quiet authority in his stride stark against Jefferson’s fiery posture. Soon Lin stood directly in front of him, their faces inches apart, eyes locked in a silent battle of wills.
Lin’s voice was steady but unyielding as he began, “Let me set this down as it is.” His gaze flicked briefly toward Washington, whose steady presence behind them seemed to ground the moment, before returning fiercely to Jefferson. “What you and others” he emphasized the word with a sharp nod “did to those people, because they are also people, human beings who deserve equal respect and rights, was despicable.”
He paused, letting the weight of his accusation settle like a stone in the room.
“There is nothing on this earth,” Lin continued, voice growing colder but more precise, “which will excuse you for what you did. And each time you insult me or Alexander for our Caribbean heritage, remember this: not only are you all descended from immigrants, but also, two hundred and fifty years in the future of your own country, Jefferson, you are irrelevant.”
The words hit like thunder, a sudden, shattering declaration that left the room in stunned silence. Jefferson’s expression flickered, a brief flash of something unreadable crossing his face before it was replaced by the mask of disdain. Around them, the tension thickened, the unspoken reckoning lingering in the air like smoke.
Lin had held Jefferson’s gaze for another long moment, letting his words hang. When he spoke again, his tone was calm, but it carried an edge of steel beneath the evenness.
“ And your treatment of those people," he said slowly, “is exactly why I cast the way I did.”
A flicker of confusion crossed Jefferson’s face, just long enough to betray the smallest crack in his composure.
Lin leaned forward slightly, his voice steady and deliberate. “The Founding Fathers, you , built a nation that proclaimed freedom and equality while denying both to anyone who didn’t look like you. You wrote yourselves into the center of the story and left everyone else out. So I put them back in. I told the story with Black and brown actors playing men like you, because it shows that America doesn’t belong to one race, one group, or one legacy. It belongs to everyone including the women you silenced.”
His gaze didn’t waver, his words cutting through the space between them with the precision of a well-aimed blade. “The people you called inferior are the ones telling your story now. And they do it better.”
There was no raised voice, no grand theatrics, just the quiet certainty of someone who knew exactly why he had made his choices.
The room stayed silent, the weight of his words settling into every corner. Laurens’ mouth curved in the faintest, proudest of smiles. Alexander’s jaw eased, his eyes fixed on Lin with something almost like awe. Jefferson, however, merely leaned back again, though his smirk didn’t quite reach his eyes this time.
The room remained tense, the weight of Lin’s words still lingering like smoke in the air. Yet amidst the charged silence, a new voice cut through, softer but no less determined.
Angelica stood, her posture regal despite the undercurrent of apprehension threading through her tone. Her chin lifted ever so slightly, a gesture both defiant and hopeful, as she asked, “Is it equal for women? In your time, that is?”
Her question hung between them, fragile but bold, carrying the weight of generations who had fought unseen battles for recognition and respect. Lin’s eyes softened as he turned toward her, the sharp edge of confrontation melting into a quiet earnestness.
His shoulders, which had been taut and defensive moments before, relaxed as the fight in him gave way to something more vulnerable, more real. “Yes,” he said after a brief pause, voice gentle but honest. “Well, legally at least.”
He glanced around the room as if making sure the truth was understood. “You can vote, work, marry who you want... You don’t have a man controlling everything.” His words were simple but carried a resonance that stretched across time, a bittersweet acknowledgment of progress made and the struggle still to come.
Angelica’s eyes flickered with that delicate blend of relief and lingering doubt, the sort of expression that seemed to weigh the promise of Lin’s words against the reality she knew too well. Her fingers curled slightly at her side, a subtle tightening born of restraint rather than fear. She gave him a simple nod, measured, thoughtful, acknowledging his answer without yet surrendering to belief.
But the moment fractured with an audible scoff from across the room.
Her gaze slid toward the source, her calm posture hardening into something sharper, her chin tilting with a quiet, regal challenge. “Ah, Mr. Jefferson,” she began, her voice smooth and deliberate, laced with the faintest thread of condescension as her eyes met the elder man’s. “I would never have thought that the man responsible for our nation’s declaration would be so against equality for everyone.”
Jefferson’s smirk deepened, the kind that always seemed meant to dismiss rather than engage. He shifted slightly, resting a hand against his lapel in mock civility before replying, “Well, Miss Schuyler, I am so sorry to disappoint, but unfortunately you women are just not physically able to equal a man’s strength or smarts. It is simply the way God intended.” His tone dripped with smug certainty, every word punctuated like a final verdict.
The statement might have hung unchallenged in some rooms, but here, it faltered. The air cooled perceptibly as four pairs of female eyes fixed on him at once, their collective glare so sharp it could have stripped the varnish from the floorboards. Even Jefferson’s composure wavered, just faintly, as he leaned back ever so slightly, his self-assured posture tempered under the silent, withering force of their united disdain.
Martha’s voice cut through the tension like the crack of a musket, each word precise and aimed. “Women are far more able than you believe us to be, Mr. Jefferson,” she said, her tone clipped and sharp, the weight of her authority pressing on the room. “I would suggest you either dampen down that belief… or change it.”
The remark landed like a thrown gauntlet, drawing a faint smirk from Lin in the corner, though his eyes never left Jefferson. The General shifted his stance beside his wife, his presence commanding. “Our beloved women are capable, Mr. Jefferson, no matter your beliefs. It is foolish of you to think otherwise. With the right opportunities, they could achieve much more than you seem willing to imagine.” His voice was steady, but the slight narrowing of his eyes made it clear the challenge was personal.
Jefferson’s jaw tightened, but before he could muster a reply, Angelica’s voice rang out, clear, deliberate, with an edge of restrained fire. “Tell me, Mr. Jefferson,” she began, stepping forward just enough to claim the space between them, “what would you do if you had been born a woman in our times? All your ideas, all your intelligence, all your grand beliefs, trapped in a female body. How would you feel if you were reduced to nothing more than an ornament for a man’s arm, a means to climb the social ladder, when you knew exactly how much you could offer?”
Jefferson’s brows drew together, a flicker of discomfort passing behind his otherwise confident smirk. He leaned back slightly in his chair, fingers tapping idly against his knee as though the question amused him rather than unsettled him.
“Well,” he began slowly, drawing the word out as though stalling for a better answer, “if I were born a woman in our time, Miss Schuyler… I would simply marry well, live in comfort, and enjoy the fruits of my husband’s success. I daresay I could find contentment in such a life.” His voice carried an air of mockery, though his eyes darted, just briefly, towards the four women staring him down.
Lin’s head tilted almost imperceptibly, his lips quirking into the faintest, most dangerous of smiles. “That’s funny,” he said mildly, the measured tone at odds with the cutting edge in his words. “I’ve read your writings, Thomas. You’d have been bored stiff by dinner on the first day. You wouldn’t last a week without wanting to run the estate yourself and tell your husband how to do his job better.”
Jefferson’s gaze flicked to him, the smirk tightening. “And yet, in this enlightened era of yours, I imagine women still nag their husbands, yes?”
“Oh, sure,” Lin replied easily, shrugging one shoulder. “But in my time they can also be the husband. Or the President. Or own your estate and sell it out from under you if they feel like it.” He let the words hang for a beat before adding, in an almost friendly tone, “You’d hate it.”
A ripple of stifled laughter moved through the room, Martha’s lips twitching, Angelica’s brows lifting in smug satisfaction.
Jefferson shifted in his seat, clearly irritated now. “Society requires order,” he countered, his tone hardening. “It was built on roles, men to lead, women to support. That balance keeps the world turning.”
“Or,” Lin countered smoothly, leaning forward slightly, “it kept the world stuck. The only reason your ‘balance’ worked was because the people you excluded didn’t get to vote on it.”
Washington’s deep voice cut through before Jefferson could snap back. “Mr. Jefferson,” he said firmly, his eyes like stone, “it does not diminish your place for others to rise alongside you. It strengthens the foundation of a nation when all are allowed to contribute.”
Jefferson opened his mouth to reply, but Angelica’s voice slid in like a blade between them. “I suppose it is easy to believe in such order when you are on top of it,” she said, her expression poised, almost serene. “But if the roles were reversed, I suspect your belief in this ‘natural balance’ would evaporate rather quickly.”
Jefferson’s lips pressed into a thin line. He didn’t answer.
Lin, however, gave him a bright, unbothered grin. “Don’t worry, Tom. In my time, you can still write essays and speeches about why you think women shouldn’t have power. It’s just that… they can write back.”
Jefferson gave a low chuckle, leaning lazily back in his chair as though Lin’s response amused him more than it stung. “Well,,” he drawled, “I do believe at least if I had been born a woman, I would have learned to thrive within the station I was given. After all, one can’t go railing against the natural order without consequence.” His smile was thin, almost serpentine, as his gaze flicked from Angelica to the others. “And perhaps I would have found satisfaction in the subtler influences afforded to me, through marriage, charm, persuasion.”
Lin’s brow arched, his expression shifting to one of incredulous disbelief. “So,” he said, voice dry and edged with sharp wit, “you’re saying if you were born a woman, you’d just… accept the scraps society gave you and smile pretty through it? That’s a fascinating philosophy, especially from a man who apparently can’t imagine women wanting to do more than plan dinner parties and ‘persuade’ their husbands.”
Jefferson’s smirk faltered, his eyes narrowing. “I’m saying, sir, that railing against what cannot be changed is the mark of an idealist without wisdom. The world is as God made it.”
“That’s convenient,” Lin replied smoothly, leaning forward slightly. “God also ‘made’ kings, remember? You didn’t seem so eager to leave the ‘natural order’ alone when you were busy declaring independence.”
The General let out a quiet hum of agreement, his gaze sharp on Jefferson. “An interesting inconsistency, Mr. Jefferson.”
Angelica’s eyes were alight now, not with amusement, but with fire and quiet determination. “And what if ‘God’s design’ was simply the limited imagination of men afraid to lose their power?” she asked, her words cutting through the room like a well-honed blade.
Jefferson’s jaw tightened. “You speak as though men have conspired to suppress women deliberately-”
“Oh, not all men,” Martha interrupted, her voice calm but firm. “But enough of them to shape laws, customs, and expectations to suit themselves.”
Eliza’s tone was soft, but it carried the weight of her conviction. “You can call it God’s will all you like, Mr. Jefferson. But if your God gives only half his children the tools to decide their own futures, I’d question whether you understand Him as well as you think.”
For a moment, the silence in the room felt almost physical, pressing in from all sides. Jefferson’s gaze shifted between them, a flicker of uncertainty hidden under the veneer of his cultivated composure. Then, with a faint sniff, he glanced away as though dismissing the subject entirely, though his silence spoke more than his words ever could.
The ladies watched on triumphantly as Jefferson finally withdrew into himself, his swagger dulled to a begrudging silence. Martha and Eliza exchanged a satisfied glance, Peggy smothered a smirk behind her fan, and Angelica arched a brow in cool victory. They had each landed their blows—some subtle, some direct, and the great Thomas Jefferson had been rendered, if not speechless, then certainly cautious.
From where they sat, the room had a certain quiet camaraderie to it: Martha beside George, her hand resting with quiet authority on her husband’s knee; Eliza poised between Alexander and John, both men casting sidelong glances as if still savoring the argument; and Angelica leaning slightly toward Peggy, eyes bright with the thrill of the verbal sparring.
Their gazes drifted toward Lin, who was still seated apart from the rest, his posture relaxed but his expression alert, like someone who had just witnessed, and survived, a tempest.
“Thank you,” Martha said softly, her voice cutting through the hum of the room.
Lin blinked, surprised, and tilted his head toward her. “Whatever for, Ma’am?” His tone was humble, though curiosity tugged at the corners of his mouth.
“For showing us,” Martha replied, her words deliberate, “that despite the inequality we face, there is a better future for our descendants.” She offered a small, sincere smile, and her hand rested briefly on his forearm in quiet gratitude.
Her eyes flicked toward the glowing screen nearby, the device that had been at the center of so much astonishment and debate since their arrival. “How did you write this, anyway? It must have taken an age by parchment and quill.”
At that, Alexander’s head lifted sharply, interest sparking in his eyes. Lin noticed it immediately and allowed a faint grin to break across his face.
“It did,” Lin admitted with a chuckle. “Though not by quill. I spent seven years creating this show, researching, writing, rewriting. I couldn’t rest until your legacy had been immortalised.”
Alexander leaned forward slightly, clearly unable to stop himself. “Seven years?” There was a mixture of disbelief and something warmer in his voice, pride, maybe, though he’d never admit it outright.
Lin nodded. “Every detail, every lyric, every beat was crafted to tell your story, and not just yours, but all of yours. The victories, the flaws, the sacrifices.” He glanced back toward Martha and Eliza. “It was important to me that the women’s voices were heard too, even if history didn’t always write them down.”
Angelica’s lips curved into the faintest smile, her earlier fire softened by the acknowledgment. “Perhaps history will be kinder now,” she said quietly.
Lin nodded, a faint spark of amusement in his eyes. “I was perhaps helped by the new technology my time has given us…”
Before anyone could ask further, Alexander let out a decidedly undignified squeak.The sound turned every head toward him just in time to see a strange, medium-sized metal rectangle appear out of nowhere into his lap.
He froze, hands hovering uncertainly over the object. “What is this that has just appeared?!” His voice was pitched somewhere between startled outrage and barely-contained curiosity.
Lin rose smoothly from his chair, his movements unhurried, and stepped closer. With a practiced flick, he lifted the object from Alexander’s lap and opened it along a hinge. The top half lit up with a soft glow, the lower half revealing a flat board with small, neat squares marked with letters and symbols.
“That, Mr. Hamilton,” Lin said, his tone a careful mix of reverence and playfulness, “is the technology I was just about to mention. In my time, we call it a laptop . It allows us to access a staggering amount of knowledge, all stored in one place. However-” his grin tilted slightly, “-I mostly used it to write.”
He tapped a few keys and swiped across a smooth, flat surface. No one else in the room spoke; all eyes were fixed on the strange contraption, their expressions a blend of suspicion, awe, and the faint, wary calculation of people trying to decide whether it was sorcery or science.
“This,” Lin continued, angling the screen toward them, “is a website called Google Docs . Think of it as unlimited parchment and quill, parchment that never runs out, and quill that never dulls. And whatever you write here…” he tapped again, “…is saved automatically. You can access it whenever you desire, without ever losing a word.”
Alexander’s jaw dropped. His eyes were wide, reflecting the soft glow of the screen as if he were staring at the very face of the future. “Oh please tell me I can keep this?!” His voice was almost pleading now. “Do you have any idea how much more I could accomplish? And if I fall asleep in the ink, which has most certainly never happened-” his tone wavered just enough to make John smirk knowingly “-my work would remain untouched! This could revolutionize-”
He was nearly vibrating in his seat, fingers itching to start typing, when a firm snap broke through his enthusiasm.
Washington’s large hand had closed the laptop in one decisive movement. “Absolutely not, Alexander,” the General said, his voice brooking no argument. “You do not need to be doing any more work.”
Alexander opened his mouth to protest, but Washington’s steady, commanding stare cut the words short. Across the seating arrangement, Eliza laid a gentle hand on her husband’s arm, giving him a look that was equal parts fondness and don’t push it .
Lin, meanwhile, hid a smile, certain this was not the last Alexander would think about that laptop.
Before anyone could say another word, the mysterious voice resonated once more, low and smooth yet carrying easily across the room as if spoken directly into each ear. “Unfortunately, we are now at the end of the intermission,” it announced, the faint echo lending the words a theatrical weight. There was a soft shuffle of movement as a few people instinctively glanced toward the unseen source, though it seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere at once.
“The refreshments and lavatory will still be available for the second act,” it continued, the tone courteous but brisk, like a seasoned stage manager keeping the evening to schedule. A brief pause, and then the polite but firm instruction followed: “Please retake your seats so we can begin.”
A gentle murmur spread through the group, wood creaking faintly, skirts brushing the floor, boots tapping as people shifted in their seats. The lights in the room dimmed just slightly, the way they might in a grand theatre moments before the curtain rose, and an air of quiet anticipation settled over the gathering.
Chapter 27: What'd I Miss?
Notes:
And another one is done!
There is a content warning for this chapter so if you do not want to read about slavery and the treatment of specifically Sally Hemmings then skip the parts seperated by asteriks ****
I would recommend to learn more about Sally and what happened with her as well here is the main link I used for the info held in the fic: https://www.monticello.org/sallyhemings/
Chapter Text
A few quiet mumbles rippled through the room as people resettled themselves, the soft scuff of shoes against polished wood and the faint rustle of fabric marking the transition.
Alexander had settled himself again comfortably between John and Eliza, their shoulders brushing in quiet solidarity. John lounged with the easy warmth of someone perfectly at home, while Eliza’s presence was all calm steadiness, her hand resting lightly against Alexander’s arm. Across the room, Phillip had seized the opportunity to drag his armchair closer to the lounge where the adults were gathered, its wooden legs giving a soft groan against the floor before settling into place.
From their spot, Alexander and Eliza exchanged fond, knowing glances in his direction, silent acknowledgements of the boy’s eagerness to be included, even if it meant bending the unspoken rules of seating arrangements. Phillip caught their looks and responded with a quick, bright grin before settling back into his chair, the picture of contentment as the last shuffles of movement faded into stillness.
The screen darkened once more, swallowing the room in a brief, velvety black that seemed to pull everyone’s attention forward. For a heartbeat, there was nothing, no movement, no sound beyond the faint hum of the projector. Then, without warning, the music burst back to life, its opening notes sharp and commanding, reverberating through the space like a call to arms.
Alexander felt the vibrations travel up through the soles of his feet and settle somewhere deep in his chest. The tone of it was different now, more deliberate, as if the very melody carried the weight of something inevitable. His pulse picked up, not from fear exactly, but from the creeping certainty that what came next would not be wrapped in the comforting glow of nostalgia. No, the second act promised something heavier. Something honest.
[COMPANY]
Seventeen. Se- se- seventeen...
Se- se- seventeen…
[BURR]
1789
Phillip’s lips curved into a faint smile, though the crease between his brows betrayed the fact that his mind was still turning over some quiet thought. He sat forward slightly in his armchair, fingers drumming absently on the worn wooden armrest as if weighing his words before speaking.
“I like how they said the year,” he remarked at last, his voice carrying a note of quiet appreciation. Then he paused, his gaze drifting toward the paused screen as though the thought itself lingered there. “But… it is rather unusual, isn’t it? To think they need to, considering it’s so far in the past for its audience.”
His observation hung in the air for a moment, drawing the attention of the others. Eliza tilted her head in thought, her expression softening with curiosity, while Alexander’s eyes flicked toward him with quiet agreement. Around the small cluster of seats came a ripple of gentle nods and low, thoughtful murmurs,a shared acknowledgment of the strange,event.
How does the bastard orphan
Immigrant
“Wow, Aaron, are those truly the only words you’re able to describe me with?!” Alexander scoffed, his tone laced with a brittle sarcasm that was sharp enough to cut and yet not quite sharp enough to hide the raw edge beneath it. There was no mistaking the flicker of hurt that threaded through his voice, faint but undeniably there, like a crack running under the polished surface of his bravado.
Across the room, Burr didn’t even bother to look at him. His only reply was a low, noncommittal hum, an acknowledgment without engagement, as if the effort to answer would be wasted breath. The sound seemed to echo in the quiet, more damning in its apathy than any actual insult could have been.
Before the silence could stretch too long, Jefferson’s voice cut in, smooth and poisonous, the verbal equivalent of a dagger slipped between ribs. “Why yes, Hamilton,” he drawled, drawing out the syllables as if savoring the taste. “They are true… are they not?”
His words were sugar-coated venom, every syllable sharpened to pierce. The tone was crafted with precision, designed for maximum sting, its intent not just to win the moment, but to leave the wound aching long after the exchange had ended.
decorated war vet
The words landed with unexpected weight, halting Jefferson mid-speech as though he had walked headlong into an invisible wall. His smirk faltered, just slightly, but enough for the shift to be noticed.
Across from him, Alexander straightened instinctively, surprise sharpening his features. His brows lifted, eyes narrowing not in suspicion, but in keen interest, the way a duelist might recognize the sudden change in an opponent’s stance. “Oh?” he murmured, the single syllable carrying both curiosity and challenge, lingering in the air like a spark waiting to catch.
Beside him, John leaned in with quiet confidence, his hand sliding low across Alexander’s back, possessive in its placement yet steadying in its pressure. It was a subtle, claiming touch, fingers splayed as though to anchor him.
Unite the colonies through more debt?
Fight the other founding fathers til he has to forfeit?
Have it all, lose it all
You ready for more yet?
Alexander seemed to shiver at the prospect, though whether from excitement or the sheer enormity of the task ahead was hard to tell. “I seem to have done much work after the war…” he murmured, almost under his breath, the words sounding more like a private observation than a declaration. His gaze had gone distant, unfocused, as his mind raced, already leaping ahead to figures, policies, and frameworks. In the span of a heartbeat, he was sketching out the skeleton of an economy in his thoughts, the blueprint for a system that could not only sustain but propel their fragile young nation forward.
Yet there had been mention of fighting others, political battles, fierce and unyielding. A faint smile tugged at his lips at that. He would win them over eventually, he was sure of it; not with charm alone, but with reason sharpened into something unignorable. In his mind, victory was a matter of time and persistence.
Across the room, Jefferson and Madison exchanged a wary glance. They knew exactly where this was heading, the moment already steeped in the shadows of what they had once lived through. Their shoulders seemed to tighten in unison, a shared tension born from memory. The flicker of old arguments, heated words in crowded chambers, voices raised over principle and pride, hovered between them like a ghost neither was eager to confront. They watched Alexander with a mixture of caution and resignation, unsure if they were ready to relive the bruising debates that had drawn such deep lines between them.
Treasury Secretary. Washington’s the President
Ev’ry American experiment sets a precedent
“Isn’t that the truth…” Washington muttered, though the quiet weight in his voice hinted at far more than agreement. For years, his world had been narrowed to the immediacy of war, the steady grind of campaigns, the relentless push to keep the army together, the constant urgency of survival against the might of the British Empire. That mission had been his shield, his purpose, the thing that left no room for hesitation.
But now, with the war’s end no longer a distant dream but a shape forming clearly on the horizon, his mind found itself wandering to the question he had managed to avoid: what comes after?
The thought unsettled him. The battlefield, for all its blood and chaos, had a strange certainty, victory or defeat, strategy or failure. But building a nation? That was a war without maps, without rules. There would be no precedent to follow, no older power to imitate without risking the very independence they had fought for. Every step would be on unbroken ground, and each misstep could echo for generations.
Privately, he wondered if he was truly the man to walk it. His life had been spent in service, in command, but this would be a different kind of leadership, one that demanded vision rather than survival. And though he would never say it aloud, a small, persistent fear gnawed at him: that history might remember him not as the man who won their freedom, but as the one who failed to shape it.
Still, he straightened, as if his posture alone could push the doubt back into the shadows. Whatever came next, they would face it as they always had, head-on, with no guarantee but their own resolve.
Not so fast. Someone came along to resist him
Pissed him off until we had a two-party system
Alexander looked toward where Jefferson and Madison were seated, a small frown creasing his brow. “I can just imagine who they are now talking about,” he murmured evenly, the thought carrying a weight of quiet anticipation.
Washington’s deep, resonant tone cut through the murmurs in the room, drawing immediate attention. “Two-party system? I must admit, I do not like the sound of that.” His eyes narrowed slightly as he looked toward Lin for guidance, seeking some explanation he could understand.
Lin shook his head, a faint shrug accompanying his words. “I may have written this and live in the country in which it operates, but I cannot explain it myself,” he admitted, voice calm yet tinged with the weight of inevitability.
Before Alexander could process further, the familiar disembodied voice of the theater interjected, steady and precise. “The United States operates democratically via a two-party system, where two main parties dominate government currently: the Democrats and the Republicans. Most Americans identify with one or the other.”
Washington exhaled slowly, the sound carrying the weight of both experience and resignation. “I would hope people would use their votes wisely, but it seems as though it becomes a popularity contest. I already dread the arguments that will cause,” he murmured, shaking his head slightly.
Alexander leaned back in his seat, violet eyes reflecting the flickering firelight, his fingers tapping lightly against the armrest in restless rhythm. The two-party system, a concept so foreign yet inevitable, stirred a storm of conflicting emotions. He imagined the debates, the fervent speeches, the partisanship that would dominate the nation he had fought so hard to create. Every victory on the battlefield, every compromise in Congress, now seemed fragile in the face of popularity and personal ambition.
A low murmur escaped him, more to himself than anyone else. “So… it’s not just governance,” he said softly. “It’s a contest for hearts and minds, and not just logic or justice.”
He pictured it vividly: a battlefield of ideas rather than muskets, of persuasion rather than force, where the consequences of every word and choice would echo through decades. The weight of responsibility pressed on him, a heavy reminder that leadership demanded more than strategy, it required moral clarity and vigilance.
Yet beneath that weight, a spark of determination flared. Alexander straightened, jaw firming, shoulders squaring. If this was the way the nation would grow, he would ensure that reason, opportunity, and justice guided it as best as he could. He pictured speeches, pamphlets, letters, tools to sway, to persuade, to fight for what was right without ever firing a single shot.
John’s hand resting gently on his back grounded him, a subtle reminder that he was not alone in this mission. Eliza’s presence, steadfast and warm, offered another layer of assurance: his fight was no longer abstract or solitary; it was personal, entwined with the family he was building.
Alexander exhaled slowly, letting a small, almost imperceptible smile touch his lips. “Then we fight another kind of battle,” he murmured, eyes flicking toward Lin, who met his gaze with quiet understanding. “Not with swords, but with ideas, with words, with our very lives dedicated to guiding them toward reason.”
The room remained charged with the unspoken acknowledgment that past and future were entwined. Jefferson and Madison shifted uneasily in their seats, clearly unsettled by the implications of the conversation with the knowledge they held.
You haven’t met him yet, you haven’t had the chance
‘cause he’s been kickin’ ass as the ambassador to France
Jefferson slowly allowed a grin to spread across his face, the expression steeped in smugness that practically radiated off of him in thick waves. His ego filled the air, heavy and suffocating, demanding to be acknowledged as he shifted in his seat. Straightening his posture with an air of exaggerated self-importance, he seemed to practically preen, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction as if the spotlight itself had been waiting for him all along. The atmosphere carried a sharp undercurrent of conceitedness, the kind that made it feel as though he were elevating himself above everyone else in the room. His chin tilted just slightly upward, almost as though he were on the verge of looking down his nose at them all, basking in his own sense of superiority.
“Finally,” he drawled with dramatic flair, his voice thick with self-satisfaction, “someone of a bit more importance is here!”
The words lingered in the air, weighted with arrogance, daring anyone to challenge his claim. A few in the room visibly bristled at his audacity, while others exchanged subtle glances that spoke volumes about their thoughts on Jefferson’s inflated ego. Alexander in particular seemed torn between an eye roll and a biting remark, his posture tense as though barely restraining himself from cutting Jefferson down immediately.
But someone’s gotta keep the American promise
You simply must meet Thomas. Thomas!
As the actor portraying Jefferson swept onto the stage, his presence full of theatrical bravado, the real Thomas Jefferson stiffened where he sat. His face contorted, the corners of his mouth twisting downward into a grimace of disgust before he let out an audible sound of outrage. In a single, indignant motion, he pushed himself up from his seat, the scrape of the chair legs against the floor echoing through the room.
“Why on earth,” he thundered, his voice sharp and full of haughty disbelief, “am I being portrayed as a black man? I am of much better breeding and standing than that!”
His declaration sliced through the air, heavy and venomous, and the entire room tensed as if bracing for the inevitable torrent of cruel words that might follow. Shoulders stiffened, eyes darted nervously between Jefferson and the stage, and even Washington’s jaw clenched in restrained displeasure. John’s face flushed with anger, his whole body leaning forward as though preparing to strike back with a biting retort, but before he could even open his mouth, Lin beat him to it.
Lin’s voice was calm, steady, and firm, though it carried a weight that silenced the room more effectively than Jefferson’s outrage ever could. “You,” he began, gaze leveled evenly at the founding father, “are no better nor worse than those people. In fact, I think they all did a much better job at portraying you founding fathers than anyone else possibly could.”
Jefferson blinked, taken aback by the quiet intensity of Lin’s tone, but Lin pressed on, unflinching. “The entire reason I asked for people of colour to portray the founding fathers is because American history is for everyone. You and other slavemasters built this country on the backs of slaves, human beings who had no voice, no acknowledgement, no place in the narrative you were writing. And yet they are as much a part of this nation’s story as any of you sitting here now.”
The words struck the air with a truth so sharp it left silence in their wake. Jefferson’s lips curled, his pride bristling, but for once, no quick rebuttal seemed to come. Around the room, several heads turned toward Lin in quiet solidarity, admiration glimmering in their eyes for the courage it took to speak such words aloud in front of the very men who had once believed themselves untouchable.
[COMPANY]
Thomas Jefferson’s coming home!
Thomas Jefferson’s coming home!
Thomas Jefferson’s coming home!
Thomas Jefferson’s coming home!
“Wait!” Lafayette suddenly exclaimed, his voice bubbling with excitement as he half-rose from his seat, eyes wide as though he’d just spotted a long-lost friend. He jabbed a finger toward the stage, his curls bouncing with the movement. “Is that not also the actor who portrayed me?!”
Alexander leaned forward, squinting to get a better look at the man striding across the boards in Jefferson’s flashy purple coat. Recognition lit his features and he gave a quick nod. “Yes, Laf, I think it is!” His brow furrowed almost immediately after, curiosity threading into his tone as he murmured, more to himself than anyone else, “Why on earth though?”
Before anyone else could speculate, Eliza’s gentle voice cut through the moment, thoughtful and calm as always. “I’d assume for clarity?” she offered, her gaze flicking between the men onstage with an analytical tilt of her head. She smoothed her skirts absently as she spoke, ever composed. “Also remember back to the very first song, that actor was the one who said, ‘I fought with him.’ Does it not make sense, then, that he should portray both Monsieur Lafayette and Mr. Jefferson? Two sides of a coin, perhaps.”
Alexander hummed in acknowledgement, her reasoning softening the edge of his curiosity. He slipped an arm around her waist, tugging her a little closer against his side in an instinctive gesture of comfort. “It does, Betsey,” he admitted, his tone warmed by the fondness in her presence. His gaze drifted back to the stage, and a crooked smile tugged at his lips. “Obviously, Laf and I fought side by side during the war…” His voice dropped slightly, eyes narrowing with a glint of knowing humor. “…and I would assume Jefferson and I will be fighting, verbally, at least, in our future.”
Lafayette chuckled at that, leaning toward them with a conspiratorial grin, as if delighted by the parallel. “Then perhaps this casting, mon ami, is more clever than we thought.”
Thomas Jefferson’s coming home Lord he’s
Been off in Paris for so long!
Aaa-ooo!
Aaa-ooo!
[JEFFERSON]
France is following us to revolution
Lafayette was heard making a pained noise at the revelation, a sound caught somewhere between a groan and a sigh, his hand dragging over his face as though he could physically wipe the heaviness from it. His shoulders slumped, and when he spoke, his usual brightness had dimmed into something quiet and taut with strain.
“I shall, of course, fight for the freedom of my home country…” His accent thickened, his voice low and strained as though pulled from the pit of his chest. “…but the thought of more war… c’est abominable…” The last word left him almost as a whisper, his throat tight, as though even speaking it pressed down on him.
Alexander immediately leaned toward him, eyes flashing with urgency, while John straightened in his chair, his jaw set in solidarity. All of them sent him the same look, soft but fierce, unwavering in their support.
“We’ll be with you, Laf,” Alexander stated firmly, his voice leaving no space for argument, no room for doubt. The words carried the sharp edge of conviction, steel threaded through tenderness. “We shall help every way we can.”
For once, the swagger in the room faltered. Jefferson, who just moments ago radiated nothing but smug conceit, winced subtly from where he sat, the corners of his mouth tightening. His usual posture of arrogant ease stiffened, just slightly, as if the weight of Lafayette’s words pricked through his armor of superiority. Beside him, James Madison mirrored the same look, his brows furrowing, his lips pressing into a thin, uneasy line. Their eyes flicked to one another in a fleeting moment of silent exchange, both clearly turning over the bitter thought of France’s turmoil, the storm that was either unfolding already and the contradictory reaction their version of Hamilton had to providing aid.
There is no more status quo
But the sun comes up and the world still spins
[ENSEMBLE]
Aaa-ooo!
[JEFFERSON]
I helped Lafayette draft a declaration
“Merci… mon ami,” Lafayette spoke softly, the words polite but subdued, his voice carrying the faintest tremor beneath the practiced courtesy. His dark eyes lifted to meet Jefferson’s, and though his tone was gracious, there was no mistaking the flicker of distaste veiled beneath it. His gaze, usually warm and brimming with earnest passion, had hardened, like steel tempered by fire, carefully disguising the wound of knowing he would have to accept aid from a man whose ideals and manner often grated against his own.
Jefferson inclined his head in acknowledgment, a faint nod that was all surface, polished and deliberate. His lips pressed into a measured line, his expression unreadable save for the faint tension pulling at the corners of his mouth. For once, he did not lace the moment with words or rhetoric; instead, he let silence speak for him. His stillness was sharp, almost studied, as though withholding speech gave him control where his pride might otherwise betray him.
The air between the two men crackled with quiet strain, an unspoken understanding that, though they stood on opposing shores of principle, the tide of history demanded cooperation for France’s sake. Lafayette’s hand curled slightly against his knee, nails digging in just enough to ground himself, while Jefferson’s fingers tapped once, then stilled, betraying restraint.
Though they acknowledged each other, the exchange was not one of camaraderie but of necessity, a fragile truce held together by duty to a cause greater than either man’s distaste.
Then I said, ‘I gotta go
I gotta be in Monticello.’ Now the work at
Home begins…
[ENSEMBLE]
Aaa-ooo!
[JEFFERSON]
So what’d I miss?
Alexander let out a low, deliberately bland noise, half scoff, half groan of disbelief, as though Jefferson’s smugness had physically grated on his nerves. He leaned forward, his eyes flashing with a sharp irritation that he didn’t bother to hide.
“Oh, I don’t know,” he said, tone deceptively casual but laced with acid. “Not much, I think. Just a war for your country’s freedom and independence, while you sat all cushy with your rich friends in Paris!” The last word was spat with particular bite, a smirk twisting his lips as though he’d just tossed a gauntlet at Jefferson’s feet.
Jefferson’s eyes narrowed, his posture stiffening as though the jab had pierced deeper than he wanted to admit. Slowly, deliberately, he looked Alexander up and down, gaze lingering with mocking disdain. “You think you’re so funny,” he sneered, voice smooth but dripping contempt, “and yet I am still the more relevant person.”
Alexander barked a short laugh, sharp and humorless, like glass shattering. “Relevant?” he repeated, the word heavy with disbelief. He leaned in closer, finger stabbing through the air in Jefferson’s direction. “You hide behind titles and rhetoric, Mr. Jefferson, while others bleed for the ideals you so conveniently claim as your own. Relevance doesn’t win battles. Relevance doesn’t build nations.” His voice cracked with rising passion, his chest heaving slightly as the words spilled out like fire.
Jefferson’s mouth curled into a slow, sly smile, the kind of expression meant to enrage rather than soothe. He adjusted his cuffs with a deliberate flourish, as though Alexander’s fury was nothing more than a minor inconvenience. “And yet, Hamilton, history remembers the names that endure. Not the aide-de-camp scrambling for scraps of glory, not the man chained to his desk scribbling letters until his ink runs dry. No, history remembers visionaries.” He leaned back, his voice dropping to a silky murmur, heavy with mockery. “Men like me.”
Alexander’s eyes blazed, his whole body quivering with the effort to keep himself seated rather than lunge across the space. His laugh this time was sharper, bitterer. “Visionaries?” he repeated, every syllable bitten off with contempt. “What vision is there in sipping French wine while your own countrymen starved? What vision is there in owning men while preaching liberty from the mountaintop? If that’s your definition of vision, Mr. Jefferson, then I pray my eyes stay clouded.”
Eliza, who had been clutching Alexander’s arm lightly in an attempt to anchor him, winced at the venom in his tone, her hand tightening. Beside them, Lafayette had shifted forward in his seat, gaze sharp, ready to leap in should the argument push too far.
Jefferson’s smug façade faltered for the briefest moment at the mention of slavery, his jaw tightening, but he masked it quickly, leaning forward this time with his own finger pointed. “Careful, Hamilton,” he hissed, his voice lower now, venom wrapped in silk. “Your self-righteousness may fool some, but I know what drives you, ambition. A hunger so vast it devours everything and everyone around you. That will be your undoing. Not me.”
Alexander surged to his feet, Eliza’s hand slipping from his arm as he loomed over Jefferson, eyes burning with unrestrained fury. “Better ambition,” he snapped, his voice sharp enough to cut, “than complacency dressed up as charm! Better to fight, bleed, claw for something than to sit smugly polishing words while the world burns.”
The room crackled with the weight of their clashing egos, the air nearly electric. Madison shifted uncomfortably at Jefferson’s side, his eyes flicking between the two men, his frown deepening as though he could already foresee the rift widening.
For a moment, no one spoke, the silence hanging heavy like smoke after cannon fire, until Lafayette broke it softly, his voice thick with both amusement and warning. “Mon Dieu… If this is how you spar with words, I fear what will happen when politics come into play.”
What’d I miss?
Virginia, my home sweet home, I wanna give you a kiss
I’ve been in Paris meeting lots of different ladies…
The smug curl of Thomas’s mouth faltered as if struck, his chest tightening when the sharp weight of judgment settled on him from across the room. The ladies’ gazes were like blades, Angelica’s dark eyes glittering with steel, Eliza’s mouth pressed into a thin line of distaste, Martha Washington’s expression frosted with disappointment. Even quiet, their presence was condemning, an unspoken verdict against his arrogance.
“Very loyal of you,” Angelica drawled, her tone laced with venom, “considering your wife is here in America…” Her words cut across the room like a lash, firm and unrelenting, her disapproval resonating in every syllable.
To the surprise of nearly everyone, save James, Lin, and Phillip, who caught the shift instantly, Jefferson seemed to deflate, his bravado crumbling as if the mere mention of his wife had struck a raw, unguarded nerve. His back stiffened, his jaw clenched, and when he finally spoke, his voice was low and rough, more a growl than speech.
“Do not speak of my wife like that.”
The silence following was thick, pressing in like storm clouds. Angelica arched a brow, unimpressed by his attempt at menace. Martha Washington’s lips pursed further, her disapproval radiating like a mother’s chastisement. Even Lafayette, often the light-hearted spirit, looked away with a flicker of unease at the sudden, jagged edge in Jefferson’s voice.
Angelica, however, did not flinch. Her chin lifted with cold grace, her words cutting and deliberate. “Your wife, who you clearly have no qualms committing adultery against.” Her tone sharpened like steel on whetstone, slicing directly into his pride.
Jefferson’s breath hitched, shoulders rising with tension as though he’d been cornered. He inhaled shakily, struggling to maintain his composure, though his hand curled into a fist against his knee. Slowly, his gaze lifted, meeting Angelica’s piercing stare. Her eyes were hard, unyielding, unblinking, and he felt himself caught, judged, and condemned in that look alone.
“My wife is dead.” His voice trembled but carried a venomous bite, like a snake coiled and ready to strike. “I would suggest you reconsider your words ” his tone dipped lower, more dangerous, “ and your opinions of people and their loyalty.”
His final words were not aimed at Angelica alone. His head turned sharply, his eyes locking onto Alexander with a look cold enough to curdle blood. The venom there was personal, pointed, a deadly challenge wrapped in grief and bitterness.
I guess I basic’lly missed the late eighties...
I traveled the wide, wide world and came back to this…
Alexander scoffed, the sound sharp and biting as he rolled his eyes with deliberate exaggeration. His whole body carried that restless, bristling energy, chin lifting, shoulders squaring as though daring Jefferson to push further. He decidedly ignored the heavy insinuation woven into Jefferson’s words; it was not worth dignifying with a response. The very thought of betraying Eliza or John turned his stomach, unthinkable. He could never even imagine it. The love he bore them both was too deep, too fierce. To cause them that kind of suffering, to see their reputations dragged through the filth of society’s disdain, was something Alexander would sooner die than allow. His loyalty to them was carved into bone, something unshakable.
“If you dislike what you came back to,” Alexander bit out, his voice rough with conviction, “then go back to France.” His hands gestured sharply, punctuating each syllable with the force of his disdain. “You don’t get to act like that when you didn’t bleed or sweat for our freedom!”
His tone rose near the end, fueled by the heat of remembered battles, mud, smoke, blood, the screams of men who hadn’t risen again. His eyes burned as they pinned Jefferson like a knife against the wall.
Jefferson, for all his polished arrogance, visibly flinched, just barely, his lips thinning as he straightened in his chair. He tried to summon his usual smugness, but the accusation had landed like a blade between his ribs. His knuckles whitened on the arm of his chair as though gripping it for balance, and his nostrils flared, his pride demanding an answer.
The silence stretched for a beat too long, thick and tense, the rest of the room caught between unease and fascination. Lafayette’s jaw tightened, Eliza’s hand sought Alexander’s arm to steady him, and Angelica’s eyes flicked between them, sharp as steel, ready to cut through either man’s pride if need be.
[ENSEMBLE]
Aaa-ooo!
[JEFFERSON]
There’s a letter on my desk from the President
Alexander groaned, throwing himself back into the cushions as if the weight of the world, or at least Jefferson, were pressing down on him. His fingers drummed absently against his knee, a small, impatient rhythm betraying the agitation he tried to mask. He cast a long, exaggerated look toward George, his expression caught somewhere between a pouting child and a frustrated young man. “Sir!” he whined, the word stretching out with theatrical exasperation, “Why on earth are you corresponding with him ?”
George’s gaze softened at the sight, eyes warm with an almost parental fondness as he studied Alexander. Yet beneath that gentle veneer lingered the unmistakable steadiness of authority, the kind that could calm storms without raising a hand. He leaned back slightly in his chair, fingers laced, his presence commanding yet patient. “If I have requested him, Alexander,” he replied evenly, the faintest quirk of a smile tugging at the corners of his lips, “it would be for a good reason.”
Alexander huffed, shifting on the couch, his lips pursed in mock indignation. George’s eyes held him with quiet power, unwavering, thoughtful, and patient. The room seemed to settle around them, the soft glow of the fire accentuating the weight behind George’s words.
“I would expect you to know,” George continued, his tone even but edged with unspoken authority, “that it is in the country’s best interests. So you will behave, no?”
Alexander’s gaze faltered for a heartbeat, caught between rebellion and respect. He let out a long, exaggerated sigh, slumping further into John as if conceding to a force greater than himself, but the slight upward twitch of his mouth betrayed the corner of mischief that refused to fully vanish.
The fire crackled quietly, the only sound marking the pause in their playful yet tense exchange, as Alexander finally muttered, “Very well, Sir… but I still don’t like it.”
George’s expression softened further, almost indulgent, as he leaned back, satisfied with the balance struck: authority asserted, respect maintained, and the young man still very much himself.
Haven’t even put my bags down yet
Sally be a lamb, darlin’, won’tcha open it?
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Jefferson’s shoulders went rigid the moment the name was spoken, the word burning into his eyes like an accusation. He prayed silently, desperately, that no one else would catch it, that it would pass unnoticed, swallowed by the flood of words that echoed from the screen. But luck had never been kind to him where Alexander Hamilton was concerned.
True to form, Alexander’s gaze sharpened almost immediately, narrowing in on the anomaly like a hawk spotting prey. He leaned forward, voice cutting through the air with a curiosity that carried its own brand of challenge. “Wait,” he said, brows knitting as he looked squarely at Jefferson, “who is that ? Who is Sally?”
The question landed like a stone tossed into still water, the room’s atmosphere rippling with the weight of unspoken things. Jefferson grimaced, his lips tightening before he could master his expression. His eyes flickered, briefly to John, as though gauging how much was already known. When he finally answered, his tone was low, muttered, almost dismissive: “She’s one of my slave girls.”
A silence pressed down, thick and heavy, until Phillip broke it, his voice quiet but piercing, laced with a sharp edge that belied his youth. “The girl must be of some importance to be named, no?” His gaze didn’t waver, cutting into Jefferson with an unsettling clarity. He remembered the whispers, the sideways glances at gatherings, the hushed tones when Jefferson’s name was mentioned in the same breath as hers. The stories had lingered in parlors and backrooms, too stubborn to die.
Jefferson’s jaw tightened. He shook his head quickly, almost too quickly, his denial tripping over itself as he forced a scoff into his words. “No,” he insisted, his voice carrying the careful drawl of practiced indifference, “it is simply a random name drop. She was just another slave, after all.”
But the way his eyes darted, the stiffness of his posture, betrayed more than his words ever could. And Alexander, with his ever-watchful scrutiny, looked very much like a man who had just caught the scent of blood in the water.
Jefferson tensed, his entire frame stiffening as though bracing against a storm. He prepared himself for what was sure to be a carefully sharpened panel of questioning from the young Hamilton. His mind was already darting through possible deflections, half-formed arguments, words to twist and bend as shields.
But the expected blow did not come from Hamilton. Instead, a different voice cut cleanly across the room, sudden and sharp in its clarity.
“Well actually,” Lin interjected, his tone deceptively casual though weighted with the kind of certainty that drew every pair of eyes toward him, “Sally is one of Mr. Jefferson’s most well-known and remembered slaves in my time. For many reasons, none of which are a good look on Mr. Jefferson’s reputation or honour.”
The words fell like stones into still water, their ripples carrying far beyond the moment.
Jefferson’s breath caught. His eyebrows jerked upward, his composure cracking for the briefest instant. A flicker of something, panic, disbelief, indignation, flared in his expression before he smoothed it away. Still, his eyes betrayed him: wide, uncertain, darting like a cornered animal.
What could Lin possibly mean? His mind scrambled uselessly at the edges of the revelation. He didn’t truly understand, couldn’t understand, the weight his actions carried centuries beyond him. Not yet. But the alarm in his chest told him enough: whatever had lingered into Lin’s era, it was damning.
And in the silence that followed, the air thick with unasked questions, Jefferson felt the unfamiliar and terrifying sensation of being seen , not as he wished to be, but as history itself had remembered him.
Before the silence could consume them, Lin pressed on, his voice steady though each word carried the weight of a hammer striking stone.
“Sally is the most well-known slave from Monticello due to Mr. Jefferson’s treatment of her.”
He did not flinch as he said it, instead meeting Jefferson’s gaze head-on. The tension between them was nearly palpable, a taut string pulled to the point of breaking. A vein had begun to stand out along Lin’s forehead, evidence of the restrained fury gathering in him as he forced his voice to remain even.
“It is well documented,” Lin continued, “that at fourteen, she was transported from the Monticello plantation to join Jefferson and his daughter in Paris. It is not fully known exactly when, but during that trip, shall we say… intimate activities were committed. And it is clear, through historical content, that these activities weren’t exactly consensual-”
The unfinished phrase hung like a guillotine over the room.
A sharp, collective gasp cut the air. Horrified noises slipped from the lips of the women present,the sheer youth of the girl forcing bile into their throats. The men, too, recoiled, murmurs of disgust breaking out in harsh, jagged tones. Couches creaked as figures shifted uncomfortably, some leaning forward as though to demand more, others looking away as though refusing to hear.
The Washingtons alone remained frozen. George’s jaw tightened, his eyes hard but unreadable, while Martha’s fingers twisted into the folds of her skirt, her lips pressed into a thin, pale line. Their silence was suffocating, a heavy refusal to move, to judge, yet it spoke volumes.
All of them looked at Jefferson.
And still Lin’s voice cut through.
“She was sent back to Virginia two years later,” Lin said, quieter now, but no less sharp, “already pregnant with one of at least six of Jefferson’s children.”
The weight of the revelation fell into the room like iron. The silence afterward was no longer empty, it was loaded . Dense. Condemning. Every gaze anchored onto Jefferson, and for the first time, the Virginian seemed stripped of his power, left to face the ghost of history’s judgment.
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It says the President’s assembling a cabinet
And that I am to be the Secretary of State, great!
Alexander pouted again, his lower lip jutting out in a boyish gesture that contrasted starkly with the fire sparking in his eyes at the idea of having to work alongside someone as infuriating as Jefferson. He snapped his gaze back to George, hoping, expecting, to see some flicker of outrage, some indication that the revelation had moved him as it had moved the rest of the room, maybe even for the revelation to have convinced the elder man to not give Jefferson the position.
But Washington remained still, a mountain carved in stone. His face betrayed nothing, not anger, not disappointment, not even discomfort. It was a mask of absolute composure, and in that unreadable calm, Alexander felt the heat rise within him, frustration tightening his chest.
“ Sir! ” he burst out, his voice cracking across the silence like a whip. “You surely cannot expect me to work with him!” He gestured sharply toward Jefferson, the word him carrying every ounce of disdain his young, indignant frame could muster. His whole body leaned forward, hands curling into restless fists at his sides as though the very idea of civility was poison on his tongue.
At last, Washington moved. Slowly, deliberately, he shifted his gaze from Jefferson back to Alexander. There was no flare of temper in his eyes, no stern rebuke prepared on his lips. Instead, the calm weight of his look was enough to root Alexander to the spot, as though the full gravity of command pressed down upon him.
“I shall expect that of you, Alexander,” Washington said evenly, his voice low but unyielding, a deep current steadying the tumult of the room. “If both Thomas and you are chosen as the best person for the job, then I would hope”, his brow edged down, the faintest shadow of disapproval crossing his features, “you could at least be civil.”
The words did not roar. They did not thunder. Yet they carried the unspoken reminder of rank, of discipline, of the steel core beneath Washington’s stoicism.
Alexander’s jaw tightened. His lips parted, as though ready to argue, to plead, to hurl another protest into the air, but the weight of Washington’s gaze kept him silent, his indignation smoldering in his chest with nowhere to go.
Across the room, Jefferson shifted in his chair, and though his face remained composed, the smallest twitch of satisfaction ghosted across his lips at the sight of Alexander being reined in.
And that I’m already Senate-approved...
I just got home and now I’m headed up to New York
Alexander gave a sharp, derisive snort, unable to contain the bite that bubbled up in his chest. His lips twisted into something between a sneer and a smirk as he muttered, just loud enough for the room to hear, “You look like a prancing horse.” His words dripped with scorn, the insult pushed through clenched teeth as though mocking Jefferson’s elegant stance and smooth composure. He leaned back slightly, arms folding across his chest in a defensive brace, before adding with a scoff, “Stay in Virginia, I’d suggest! It’s the best for everyone.” The remark, though muttered, carried with it the weight of his disdain, and the silence of the others in the chamber ensured every syllable landed.
Jefferson’s head turned at once, his gaze narrowing to a razor’s edge, eyes glinting with the precision of a blade about to cut. The indifferent mask he so often wore cracked, revealing the venom beneath his smile as he drew himself taller, his voice cold and precise. “You cannot say a word, Hamilton,” he replied, his tone steady, but each syllable sharpened into a weapon. “At least I do not dress like a peacock, strutting about in garish colors, pretending to be a man of consequence. A peacock who has risen above neither his birth nor his worthy rank.”
He let the words hang for only a heartbeat before driving in the knife. “Perhaps it is you who should return to that dingy little island of your birth,” Jefferson said, his voice now carrying across the room with cruel clarity. “Instead of trying so desperately to blend in with the rest of us well-bred folk.”
The insult struck with brutal precision, tearing past Alexander’s outer armor and finding its mark in the soft, unspoken places he most feared. His body stiffened as though the air had been forced from his lungs. The biting arrogance that had filled him moments before faltered, collapsing inward as the words lodged deep. His smirk vanished, his expression flickering with something raw, unguarded, a flash of hurt he could not hide quickly enough.
His confidence crumbled, knocked from its high perch in an instant. The sting of Jefferson’s barb was more than a simple insult, it was a direct attack on everything Alexander worked so tirelessly to overcome: his origins, his poverty, the island whispers that had followed him across the sea. It was as if every insecurity he carried had been dragged out into the open, laid bare before the room.
His jaw clenched, but no retort rose to his lips. The familiar fire that usually burned hot in his chest dimmed under the weight of those words. He stared hard at the floor, shoulders tightening as though bracing against a blow. For once, the quicksilver tongue that had always been his sharpest weapon failed him, leaving him silent in the echo of Jefferson’s cruelty.
[ENSEMBLE]
Headin’ to New York!
Headin’ to New York!
[JEFFERSON]
Lookin’ at the rolling fields
I can’t believe that we are free
Ready to face
Whatever’s awaiting
Me in N.Y.C.
[ENSEMBLE]
Believe that we are free
Me in N.Y.C.
[JEFFERSON]
But who’s waitin’ for me when I step in the place?
My friend James Madison, red in the face
James let out a sharp, indignant sound that was cut short by another ragged cough rattling in his chest. He pressed a handkerchief quickly to his mouth, shoulders stiff as though he could somehow disguise the weakness that betrayed him. His eyes, though watery, were still sharp with irritation as he turned them on Lin. “I fail to see,” he muttered hoarsely, voice clipped with a pride that refused to yield, “why the state of my health was relevant to my introduction. Must I be reduced to a fit of lungs and frailty before I am acknowledged?” His tone carried a thin edge of offense, though beneath it was the weariness of a man long accustomed to having his ailments remarked upon.
Lin, caught off guard, shifted his weight from one foot to the other. His eyes widened briefly, then softened as a sheepish expression tugged at his features. He scratched at the back of his head, a nervous chuckle escaping before he tried to explain himself. “It wasn’t meant as an insult,” he said quickly, his voice gentling with each word. “It was more… more to sort of capture the dynamic. To encapsulate Jefferson’s energy. He’s seen as the loud one, the thorn in Hamilton’s side, always ready to leap into a fight. And you-” Lin’s hand gestured vaguely, as though he were painting the scene in the air, “you stand steady in the background, quieter, but no less present. A kind of… balance to his fight.”
James’s brows furrowed, the irritation in his face relaxing by degrees though his lips pressed together in a thin line. He tapped his fingers against the edge of his chair, considering Lin’s words with a skepticism that did not entirely mask the flicker of reluctant curiosity in his gaze. At length, he huffed, folding his handkerchief neatly as if restoring order to it could soothe his pride. “Balance,” he repeated under his breath, tone dry but no longer hostile. “If that is what you wish to call it. I suppose there are worse roles to play than the quieter foil to Jefferson’s theatrics.”
The words carried resignation, but there was a faint note of humor buried deep in his delivery, a hint that perhaps James was not entirely displeased to be recognized, even if through the veil of frailty. Lin offered him a small, relieved smile, sensing the sting had lessened, though he remained cautious, as if wary of sparking another cough, or another complaint.
[JEFFERSON]
He grabs my arm and
I respond
“What’s goin’ on?”
[ENSEMBLE]
Aaa-ooo!
[MADISON]
Thomas, we are engaged in a battle for our nation’s very soul
Can you get us out of the mess we’re in?
[ENSEMBLE]
Aaa-ooo!
[MADISON]
Hamilton’s new financial plan is nothing less
Than government control
This time it was Alexander who let out a sharp sound of indignation, the kind that seemed torn from somewhere deep in his chest rather than consciously chosen. His whole body reacted with it, spine snapping rigid as he pushed himself up straighter in his seat. His hands pressed flat against his knees, knuckles blanching, as his eyes darted between James and Jefferson. His gaze burned with equal parts disbelief and challenge, the restless energy of a man who had never known how to sit still in the face of criticism.
“Do neither of you,” he demanded, voice pitched with incredulity, “think that you may be just a little dramatic in your reactions?” His words cracked like a whip across the room, though his expression betrayed the barely leashed temper churning beneath. His jaw tightened, a muscle jumping in his cheek as though restraining the torrent of words desperate to escape. For a moment, he looked like a pot left too long at the boil, steam rattling the lid, ready to spill over.
He swept his eyes from Madison’s tired disdain to Jefferson’s smug composure, the simmering rage inside him threatening to erupt into fire. His breath came shallow and quick, as if the sheer weight of their dismissal had pressed against his lungs. Still, he forced himself to temper it, to clamp down on the fury clawing at his throat. He drew a sharp inhale through his nose, squared his shoulders, and continued with pointed control.
“I may not,” he said, his tone clipped, “have the ability to defend my financial plan at this moment-” his voice caught slightly, frustration flashing in his eyes at his own ignorance, “not knowing what it even is.” His lips curled, half in defiance, half in self-directed ire, but he pressed on, refusing to cede the ground. “But I am fairly certain, no, I am absolutely sure, that after fighting for this country’s freedom, whatever this plan may be, it is most definitely not government control!”
I’ve been fighting for the South alone
Where have you been?
[ENSEMBLE]
Aaa-ooo! [JEFFERSON]
Uh...France.
There was a ripple of uncomfortable laughter that stirred through the room, a soft, uneven sound that never quite found the confidence to swell into genuine amusement. A few people chuckled under their breath, glancing sideways at their neighbors as though to gauge whether such a reaction was appropriate. Others pressed their lips together quickly after a short laugh escaped, the sound breaking off into an awkward cough or a shuffle of movement in their seats.
Even those inclined to poke fun at Jefferson hesitated. Normally, the chance to laugh at him, at his vanity, at his posturing, would have been irresistible, an opportunity to release the tension he so often provoked. But here, in this moment, the knowledge of where he had been and what had happened pressed too firmly on the conscience. The smiles that flickered across faces were subdued, tinged with guilt, restrained by the unspoken understanding that laughing too freely would cheapen the gravity of what they all knew.
[MADISON]
We have to win
[JEFFERSON]
What’d I miss?
What’d I miss?
Headfirst into a political abyss!
I have my first cabinet meeting today
I guess I better think of something to say
I’m already on my way
Let’s get to the bottom of this…
[ENSEMBLE]
Wha? Wha? What’d I miss?
I’ve come home to this?
Headfirst, into the abyss!
Chik-a-pow!
On my way
What did I miss?
Ahhh ah!
[WASHINGTON]
Mr. Jefferson, welcome home
[HAMILTON]
Mr. Jefferson? Alexander Hamilton
Jefferson let out another sharp, irritated noise, a huff that carried more theater than sincerity, though the set of his jaw gave away a raw edge of genuine loathing. He leaned back with a dramatic roll of his shoulders, as though Hamilton’s presence on the stage alone was an unbearable weight pressing down upon him. James, as though bound to Jefferson by invisible thread, gave a low, rasping sound of his own, half scoff, half sigh, and tilted his head toward the screen, his lips pressed so tightly together they’d nearly disappeared.
“Of course he has to take over!” Jefferson burst out, his voice swelling, his hand slicing through the air to point at the screen. “Just listen to the music that follows him in, louder, bolder, strutting in with all the subtlety of a peacock in a palace courtyard!” His tone dripped disdain, the words practically trembling with the relish of insult.
James hummed a deep note of agreement, his eyes narrowing, silent but steady in his loyalty.
Jefferson, encouraged, pressed on, his chest swelling. “I should not be surprised,” he declared, his Southern drawl lingering on every syllable as though he wanted each word to bruise, “he is the most self-centered, egotistical man I have ever had the distaste of meeting!” He spat the word as though it tasted foul, his lip curling, his glare flicking briefly to Hamilton in the room before darting back to the screen with exaggerated disgust.
That was the spark that lit Hamilton.
He snapped upright in his chair, eyes blazing, breath coming sharp as if he had just been shoved mid-fight. The air around him seemed to bristle with his sudden fury. “ Distaste? ” His voice cracked like a whip, sharp and raw. “You call fighting tooth and nail for this country’s survival distasteful ? You insult my dedication, my sacrifices, because your pride is bruised by the fact that someone, anyone , dares to stand taller than you in the room?” His words flew faster with each breath, as if his heart was pumping them straight into his throat without pause.
Jefferson turned to him with a smirk, that infuriating, knowing smirk, but Hamilton’s rising volume cut through it. “Self-centered? Egotistical?!” He half-laughed, half-snarled, slamming his hand against his knee. “Look in a mirror before you come for me, Jefferson! You parade your silk and swagger while the rest of us bled for the chance to even sit in this chamber! Do not preach to me of ego while you bask in the applause of a country you had the luxury of watching from across the ocean!”
The temperature of the room soared, tension stretching thin as a bowstring ready to snap.
And then, Washington’s voice cut through like thunder rolling over the horizon.
“Enough.”
It was a single word, but it carried the weight of command, silencing the air itself. Washington leaned forward, broad shoulders squared, his presence immediately settling over the room like a heavy cloak. His gaze swept from Jefferson to Hamilton, not sparing either.
“You will both remember where you stand.” His tone was measured but edged, each syllable carved with authority. “This is not a battlefield. This is not a tavern brawl. You sit here as men entrusted with the course of this nation. Do not disgrace it with petty sparring.”
Hamilton’s chest heaved, fury still smoldering in his eyes, but he bit back his next retort, his knuckles white where his fists clenched. Jefferson stiffened, lips pressed into a tight smile that failed to mask the flicker of irritation at being so plainly chastised. James shifted uncomfortably, coughing into his hand, eager for the fire to cool.
[WASHINGTON AND ENSEMBLE]
Mr. Jefferson, welcome home
[COMPANY]
Mr. Jefferson, welcome home
Sir, you’ve been off in Paris for so long!
[JEFFERSON]
So what did I miss?
Chapter 28: Cabinet Battle 1
Chapter Text
[WASHINGTON]
Ladies and gentlemen, you coulda been anywhere in the world tonight, but you’re here with us in New York City. Are you ready for a cabinet meeting?
Washington exhaled slowly, the weight of both the room and his own thoughts heavy on his shoulders. His eyes swept once more over Alexander, who sat with his arms crossed and his lips pressed into a tight line, and then over to Jefferson, whose posture was rigid with barely concealed disdain. He shook his head as though disappointed in both, his voice low and deliberate when he finally spoke.
“I do not think I am,” he admitted, the words dragging as if pulled reluctantly from him.
From beside him, Martha let out the gentlest chuckle, a sound that softened the edges of the tension filling the space. Her hand slipped into his, fingers curling around his much larger palm, grounding him with a quiet certainty. She gave his hand a firm squeeze, her eyes warm and unwavering as she met his.
“You’ve guided armies, my love,” she reminded him, her voice carrying a steady, patient confidence, “ I am sure you shall be able to handle your cabinet.”
Washington turned his gaze back to Alexander then, lingering on the man’s stubborn features, the fire in his eyes that rarely dulled. He sighed, almost fond despite his exhaustion. “Yes, but this is Alexander we are talking about.”
Martha’s lips curved into a knowing smile, her hand never leaving his. She tilted her head, her voice quiet but certain. “You love him, George. He’s basically your son, whether you’ve ever admitted it out loud or not. And he will listen to you, if not for your authority, then for your care.”
Across the room, James Madison shifted uncomfortably in his seat, every muscle in his face tightening with the remembrance of countless cabinet meetings. Already he could feel the dull ache of those old arguments clawing back to the surface, the raised voices, the endless tirades, and the impossibility of ever reaching a swift conclusion with Hamilton and Jefferson locked in verbal combat. He winced, his eyes darting to Jefferson, who was already looking displeased enough at the suggestion that Washington might intervene.
Leaning slightly toward Lin, James lowered his voice, the dry rasp of his throat breaking the words. “I have been made to assume that this is going to reveal one of the many cabinet meetings?”
Lin gave a small, sheepish nod, confirming the inevitable.
James let out a resigned breath, slumping further into his chair with the heaviness of a man bracing himself for a storm he had weathered far too many times before. “Here we go,” he muttered under his breath, his tone edged with both dread and weary amusement.
The issue on the table: Secretary Hamilton’s plan to assume state debt and establish a national bank.
Alexander tilted his head just so, the faintest glimmer of mischief flashing in his sharp eyes. He looked Jefferson over with a deliberate, mocking slowness, letting his gaze linger on the older man’s taut jaw and the stiffness in his shoulders. A smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth, too quick, too knowing, the kind of grin meant to irritate rather than reassure.
“That seems a sound idea,” Alexander drawled, his voice smooth but laced with that cutting arrogance that never failed to make Jefferson bristle. He leaned back in his chair, fingers tapping idly against the armrest as though the entire matter were beneath serious consideration. “I fail to see an issue with it.”
The cockiness in his tone was unmistakable, practically dripping from each word. Jefferson’s face pinched further, the crease between his brows deepening, and Alexander’s smirk widened a fraction as though savoring the visible irritation.
Then came the sharp, unexpected smack , a swat to his arm, firm enough to sting but light enough to carry affection beneath the reprimand.
Alexander yelped, more startled than pained, jerking slightly in his seat as his head snapped toward the offender.
John sat beside him with his arms crossed, eyes narrowed and mouth pulled into a tight frown, though the faintest flicker of amusement lingered at the corner of his expression. His voice cut through the air with a sharp disapproval despite the fondness underlying it.
“Don’t antagonise, Alex!” he snapped, giving him a look that was equal parts warning and exasperation.
Alexander, rubbing the spot on his arm with dramatic flair, pouted for all of two seconds before the glint of amusement returned to his eyes. He opened his mouth as though to argue, only to be silenced by John’s raised brow, a silent don’t even think about it that spoke louder than words.
Across the way, Jefferson’s lips twitched upward, not quite a smile but close, satisfaction at seeing Hamilton chastised so publicly. The elder statesman leaned back slightly, seizing the moment to reclaim a sliver of composure.
Meanwhile, the tension in the room lightened just a fraction, the sudden, almost playful interruption cutting through the brewing storm. Washington, watching the exchange, pinched the bridge of his nose, muttering something under his breath that sounded very much like a prayer for patience. Martha, at his side, tried (and failed) to suppress a quiet laugh, the corners of her mouth curving as though amused by the eternal boyishness of Alexander, even when he was supposed to be dignified.
Secretary Jefferson, you have the floor, sir
[JEFFERSON]
‘Life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.’
We fought for these ideals; we shouldn’t settle for less
These are wise words, enterprising men quote ‘em
Don’t act surprised, you guys, cuz I wrote ‘em
This time when Alex scoffed at the screen, the sound was sharp and derisive. His eyes narrowed, lips curling in a sneer as he leaned forward in his chair, the posture of a wolf ready to pounce.
“You call me self-absorbed and egotistical, and yet here you are quoting yourself!” His voice rang with incredulity, sharp and clipped, each word spat with the kind of heat that made everyone else in the room shift uneasily.
Jefferson rolled his eyes with a languid slowness, deliberately exaggerated as if to pour salt into the wound. His shoulders eased back in that self-satisfied way that spoke of practiced condescension. When he answered, his southern drawl stretched each syllable like molasses, dripping with mockery.
“I do not know if you are smart enough to comprehend this,” Jefferson replied coolly, his tone smooth yet barbed. “But I did not say that. It is also, coming from you, hilarious , since you seem to continue repeating yourself!”
The taunt landed, and Alexander bristled visibly. His spine went ramrod straight, hands clenching into fists, as his entire frame vibrated with tightly coiled fury. His jaw worked, lips pressed in a hard line before he snapped back, words rapid and fiery like musket shots.
“You may not have said those words, but you are certainly egotistical enough to do so! And to clarify, I do not repeat myself. If your little brain cannot comprehend my arguments, then perhaps you are not smart enough to hold your position!”
The room seemed to still after his outburst, the air thick with the weight of his words. Jefferson’s lips parted in surprise before twisting into a deeper scowl, readying his own retort. But before the exchange could spiral, Washington’s voice cut through like a cannon blast.
“Alexander!” Washington’s baritone thundered with authority, making the younger man flinch as though he had been doused with cold water. The General’s face was set in a stern line, brows drawn tight, the disappointment in his eyes sharper than any rebuke. “Enough.”
Alexander froze, chest rising and falling with rapid, angry breaths, the flush high on his cheeks betraying how wound-tight he was. He opened his mouth again, only to be cut off by John’s firm hand on his shoulder.
“Hey, hey,” John murmured low, his tone soft but steady, grounding. His grip tightened just enough to anchor him. “Don’t let him get under your skin, Alex. He wants you to snap, don’t give him that satisfaction.”
Beside them, Eliza leaned in as well, her presence a balm against the storm. She reached for Alexander’s hand, her fingers slipping into his clenched fist, coaxing it open with gentle pressure. Her voice was quieter still, carrying a calmness that contrasted his heat.
“Breathe, my love,” she whispered, her eyes catching his, full of quiet steadiness. “He is not worth the rage. You are better than this.”
Alexander’s chest hitched, his lips pressing into a thin line as he tried, truly tried, to follow her lead. His gaze flickered to Jefferson, still sneering across the room, then back to Eliza’s unwavering calm and John’s anchoring hand. Slowly, the tension in his shoulders eased, the tight coil of fury loosening if only slightly.
Washington, watching carefully, let out a long sigh, the weight of it heavy in his chest. “That is the Alex I expect,” he said firmly, his voice carrying that mixture of sternness and paternal pride. “Hold your tongue. Show restraint.”
Alexander dropped his gaze at last, his hand tightening around Eliza’s in silent thanks, though the fire still smoldered behind his eyes.
[JEFFERSON/MADISON]
Oww
[JEFFERSON]
But Hamilton forgets
His plan would have the government assume state’s debts
Despite John’s earlier warning, Alexander could not restrain himself. His whole body leaned forward, eyes flashing, jaw set tight as though every muscle in him demanded to lash out. Jefferson’s smug expression only added fuel to the fire already boiling in his chest.
“That, ” Alexander began, his voice sharp enough to cut through the low hum of the room, “, if you had any shred of knowledge, is very clearly a well thought-out plan to ensure the nation’s financial security!”
His hand came down on the arm of his chair with a slap of impatience, as if to punctuate the weight of his words. The indignant energy rolled off him in waves, his tone rising in fervor with every syllable. His cheeks flushed with anger, his eyes glittering like flint caught in a spark.
Jefferson, lounging back with his usual air of careless superiority, only arched an eyebrow, his lips twitching upward as though the outburst amused him rather than intimidated. The contrast between Alexander’s fire and Jefferson’s cool disdain seemed to magnify Hamilton’s fury tenfold.
Beside him, John shifted in his seat, sighing deeply through his nose, fingers brushing against Alexander’s sleeve in a small attempt to ground him. He didn’t intervene verbally yet, but the crease between his brows made it clear he was preparing to step in before things boiled over entirely.
The tension between the two men was so sharp, it was almost visible, like a duel about to be fought not with pistols, but with sharpened words and unyielding pride.
Now, place your bets as to who that benefits:
The very seat of government where Hamilton sits
[HAMILTON]
Not true!
[JEFFERSON]
Ooh, if the shoe fits, wear it
If New York’s in debt-
Why should Virginia bear it? Uh! Our debts are paid, I’m afraid
Don’t tax the South cuz we got it made in the shade
“The only reason the South has no debts is because you utilise slave labour,” John said flatly, his voice cutting through the rising tension like a blade. He didn’t shout, didn’t sneer, his words carried the heavy weight of truth, unsoftened and unshaken, landing with a clarity that made several people in the room stir uneasily. His eyes were hard, unblinking, trained directly on Jefferson.
The Virginian stiffened, his jaw tightening, but before he could speak, another voice entered the fray. It wasn’t sharp like John’s or heated like Alexander’s, it was steady, measured, carrying the gravity of command that silenced even the murmurs at the edge of the room.
“Slaves are property, John,” Washington’s deep voice replied, and the firmness of it made John’s stomach twist with dismay. “I understand your desire for abolition,” he continued, his tone almost weary, as though he had wrestled with these words before, “but they are a core part of the South’s financial chain. And even if we did pay taxes, it would only pass if there were changes made to the plan to account for that.”
John’s mouth opened slightly, then snapped shut, the sting of disappointment flashing clear across his face. His shoulders sagged just enough to betray how much Washington’s words struck him. He had expected Jefferson’s disdain, Alexander’s fire, but hearing the general himself, his mentor and the man he admired most, frame slavery as an economic inevitability felt like a betrayal.
In Virginia, we plant seeds in the ground
We create. You just wanna move our money around
This financial plan is an outrageous demand
“He is correct there, Alexander. Virginia paid off their debts, so it seems unfair to tax them after they worked to pay it off.” Washington’s strong tones reverberated through the chamber, the weight of his authority ringing out in every syllable. His voice carried the same resonance as on the battlefield, a voice men instinctively heeded, and for a moment the arguments and mutters faltered into silence.
Alexander’s head snapped toward him, eyes widening in disbelief. The words landed like a blow to the chest, knocking the air from his lungs. For the briefest second, he simply stared, searching Washington’s stern face for some sign of jest or hidden meaning. But the General’s expression was carved in stone, implacable, as though he had already weighed the matter and found his stance unshakable.
“George, sir?!” The single word cracked from Hamilton’s lips, half plea, half protest. He caught himself instantly, jaw clenching as he forced in a breath. He could not, would not , let his tongue run wild, not here, not with the man who had been the closest thing to a father he had ever known. Washington’s stern disapproval was something Alexander feared more than Jefferson’s smirks.
But he couldn’t let the words lie unchallenged either. Straightening his back, Alexander tempered his voice, though fire still burned beneath the surface. “With all due respect,” he said carefully, the phrase dragged out like a shield, “it would not exactly be the Virginians who worked to pay off the debts.” His gaze cut sharply toward Jefferson for just a flicker, before returning to Washington’s unwavering eyes. “And this new nation was declared a union.”
His voice rose, not in volume but in intensity, conviction spilling from every word. “In a union, laws and governance should be created for the benefit of everyone , not just the few.”
The room stilled, the words hanging in the air with a sharpness that made even Jefferson’s smug composure falter for a heartbeat. Washington’s eyes, deep and unreadable, locked with Alexander’s. The younger man held that gaze stubbornly, his heart hammering against his ribs, unwilling to bow even under the crushing weight of the man’s authority.
Washington remained the very picture of calm, his posture unyielding, hands folded neatly, every line of his face composed and unreadable. His undisturbed demeanor only seemed to stoke the fire smoldering within Alexander. The younger man’s chest rose and fell rapidly, his violet eyes flashing with frustration as he fought against the constraints of decorum that had always tempered his outbursts in Washington’s presence.
“You are correct,” Washington continued, his tone deliberate, steady, resonant in the tense room. Each word was measured, yet it carried the weight of authority, the gravity of experience. “A union’s job is to benefit everyone, and that also means compromise. Taxing the South as the plan seems to lay out would greatly disadvantage the southern states, not just Virginia. You need to compromise and create a plan that can work to benefit all sides.”
The calmness of his voice, the lack of any emotional flare, felt almost like a physical pressure pressing against Alexander’s chest. It was infuriating. He had expected at least some spark of acknowledgment of his brilliance, some concession to the vision painstakingly devised for the fledgling nation’s financial security. Instead, there was Washington’s serene, unflinching insistence on balance and prudence.
Alexander’s hands flexed at his sides, knuckles whitening, and he pressed his lips together tightly, trying to rein in the surge of indignation threatening to burst from him. His mind raced, imagining ways to argue back, to convince the General that his plan was not only just but necessary, that the wealth and stability of the new nation depended on bold action rather than cautious compromise.
Around the room, others shifted uncomfortably. John’s hand hovered near Alexander’s, an unspoken attempt at grounding him, while Eliza’s gentle gaze reminded him to temper his fire, to channel it with precision rather than letting it consume the moment entirely. Even the flicker of the candlelight seemed to emphasize the tension in the room, shadows stretching and recoiling as if reflecting the clash of temperaments and ideals.
Alexander’s jaw tightened as he exhaled sharply, a low growl escaping him despite his attempts at restraint. “Yes, sir,” he muttered finally, though his tone carried the heat of unspent frustration. His eyes, however, did not leave Washington’s, burning with the quiet insistence of a man unwilling to let his vision be ignored, no matter the cost.
And it’s too many damn pages for any man to understand
Alexander’s carefully contained anger shattered like glass. He shot to his feet,the sudden motion made several of the others in the room startle. His body trembled with barely restrained indignation, his chest heaving as he jabbed a pointed finger toward Jefferson and Madison. “You argue the points of a plan when you have yet to fully read it yourself?!” His voice rang out, sharp, echoing against the walls of the room. “You argue against it based on pure principle, without even having read the whole development, the full explanation, or the plans for implementation!”
His violet eyes blazed, pupils dilated, and the flush of heat in his cheeks betrayed the storm of frustration within him. He felt the pulse in his neck thrum as if echoing the rhythm of his words, the energy of the argument manifesting in the set of his shoulders and the quick tap of his foot against the floor.
Jefferson, in stark contrast, leaned back lazily in his chair, his leg crossed with the ease of someone unconcerned by the upheaval in front of him. He rolled his eyes slowly, exaggerating each movement to make it clear how little he cared. “Why would I read all forty thousand words of a document of which I know I disagree with?” he drawled, his tone dripping with nonchalance, as if Alexander’s fiery outburst were nothing more than the buzz of a fly at a picnic.
The room seemed to hold its collective breath. Even the fire in the hearth, which had been crackling softly, felt momentarily stilled, the shadows around the room stretching taut as if listening intently. John’s hand hovered near Alexander, unsure whether to intervene, while Eliza’s gaze, steady and soft, sought to temper the younger man’s mounting fury.
Alexander’s lips curled in a tight snarl, the words already forming in his mind, but he had to take a deep breath to stop the rage from spilling over entirely. The tension between the impulsive, youthful indignation and the older men’s calculated composure electrified the room, every glance and subtle gesture amplifying the intensity of the moment.
He jabbed his finger again toward Jefferson and Madison, unable to resist, his voice still shaking slightly, “You cannot just dismiss the work of your colleagues on the basis of assumption! That is not debate, that is obstruction!”
Alexander’s chest heaved, his finger still trembling as he hovered in mid-gesture, the firelight flickering against the walls and casting the room in a tense, almost theatrical glow. His violet eyes darted between Jefferson and Madison, brimming with frustrated incredulity, the words practically searing from his lips.
John stepped closer cautiously, his hand lightly resting on Alexander’s back, steadying him. “Alex… come on, sit down,” he murmured, his voice low and grounding. “You’re making your point, yes, but you’ll only hurt yourself if you keep arguing like this.” His other hand hovered protectively near Alexander’s arm, a quiet reminder that he wasn’t alone in this storm.
Alexander’s lips pressed together tightly, the flush in his cheeks slowly giving way to a hesitant inhale. He wanted so badly to continue the tirade, to tear through Jefferson’s smug nonchalance with every carefully crafted argument, but the steadiness of John and Eliza worked like an anchor, pulling him back from the edge. He let out a slow, reluctant exhale and finally allowed himself to sink back into his chair.
Washington, who had been silently observing, tilted his head slightly, his serene, composed gaze settling on Alexander. “Alexander,” he said, his voice calm but carrying the unmistakable weight of command, “you speak with fire and intelligence. That is admirable. But anger will not win the argument. Let your words, measured and precise, carry the strength your spirit has given them.”
Alexander, still bristling with unspent energy, met the General’s steady gaze. He nodded, a flicker of respect and understanding passing through his features as he turned slightly to refocus on the discussion. John squeezed his shoulder gently, and Eliza’s thumb traced reassuring circles over his hand. Slowly, deliberately, Alexander took a deep breath, shoulders relaxing just enough to signal that he was ready to speak again, but with the calculated restraint that Washington had demanded.
Jefferson, still lounging smugly, narrowed his eyes slightly, realizing that the fiery young man across from him had not been fully tamed, merely tempered by the careful hands of those who cared for him.
Stand with me in the land of the free
And pray to God we never see Hamilton’s candidacy
Look, when Britain taxed our tea, we got frisky
Imagine what gon’ happen when you try to tax our whisky
“Considering nothing within this has been said for no reason, I would assume that there is relevance to that specific reference to a whiskey tax?” Alexander asked sharply. His dark eyes fixed on Lin, who shifted slightly under the intensity of the gaze before giving a small, affirmative nod.
“Yes,” Lin replied, clearing his throat, his hands folding neatly atop the table as he leaned forward. “Due to the levy tax on whiskey and the farmers who brewed it, many farmers, particularly from western Pennsylvania, decided to revolt. The opposition escalated, turning violent as resistance spread.”
Alexander’s brows furrowed as though the mere thought of such dissent was an affront, his fingers drumming impatiently against his knees. Washington, however, remained still, his large frame composed, his expression unreadable, though his steady eyes did not leave Lin.
“And how exactly was this issue resolved?” Washington asked at last, his deep, even voice cutting through the tension with quiet authority.
Lin hesitated for a moment, shifting in his seat under the scrutiny of the General’s gaze. “Um, ” he began, his pause stretching as though weighing the words on his tongue as he straightened his posture, summoning confidence, and finally spoke with careful clarity. “As President, you, with Alexander as your second, led federal troops to quell the rebellion.”
The room seemed to lean into the words, a stillness pressing at its edges as the reminder of Washington’s decisive action settled over them. Lin continued, his voice quieter now though no less firm. “No major confrontation occurred. The leaders of the rebellion abandoned their posts upon hearing of your approach. The matter dissolved before blood was shed, because your presence alone carried the force of resolution.”
[WASHINGTON]
Thank you, Secretary Jefferson. Secretary Hamilton, your response
[HAMILTON]
Thomas. That was a real nice declaration
Welcome to the present, we’re running a real nation
Would you like to join us, or stay mellow
Doin’ whatever the hell it is you do in Monticello?
Jefferson rolled his eyes at the glowing screen, his jaw tightening as the scene played out. His lips curled into a sneer, unable to stop himself from scoffing aloud. The mocking cadence of Hamilton’s onscreen counterpart, his theatrical bravado and pointed wit, seemed to needle at Jefferson with every syllable. Finally, unable to contain his irritation, he snapped, his voice sharp and dripping with disdain.
“Can’t let anyone upstage you, can you, Hamilton?!” Jefferson bit out, his teeth clenched as if the mere sight of Hamilton’s dramatized shadow was an affront to him personally. His words carried more venom than the situation warranted, as though the stage portrayal had struck directly at his pride.
Alexander, seated across from him, turned slowly, his brow arched in deliberate, taunting amusement. Despite the very clear warning look Washington cut him from where he sat, steady, commanding, and edged with disapproval, Hamilton leaned into the provocation. John and Eliza, seated beside him, shifted uncomfortably, both giving him the same subtle glance of caution, silently urging restraint.
But Alexander only tilted his head, lips quirking with a dangerous smirk, his voice smooth with mocking incredulity. “Coming from you , Jefferson, that’s a compliment. Oh, woe be you, being upstaged!” He gestured dismissively toward the screen with a flick of his hand, his tone rich with derision. “Your ego must be so very small if an onscreen counterpart of mine is able to harm it so.”
His words cut like a blade, dipped in sardonic humor, the sting deliberate. Jefferson bristled instantly, his nostrils flaring as though he’d been slapped, while Washington’s jaw tightened, in silent warning. The fire in the hearth popped, throwing sparks against the grate, underscoring the tension that thickened in the air.
Alexander did not flinch beneath the combined weight of Washington’s disapproval and Eliza’s gentle shake of the head. Instead, he leaned back slightly in his chair, violet eyes glittering with satisfaction, as though daring Jefferson to rise to the bait.
Jefferson bristled, fists curling against the armrests of his chair, the faintest tremor in his lip betraying his fury. The glow of the screen reflected off his narrowed eyes as though Hamilton’s mocking tone had physically struck him. He leaned forward, his voice a low snarl, words sharp as a blade drawn in haste.
“You arrogant little! Do you ever tire of hearing yourself talk, Hamilton? Is there any room in that overinflated head of yours for someone else’s voice?!” His words came in rapid fire, his temper fully ignited.
Alexander straightened in his seat, smirk curling wider as if Jefferson’s anger only fed him. He opened his mouth, a cutting retort already forming, the kind that would surely deepen the rift and light the room ablaze.
But Washington’s palm slammed flat against arm of his chair, the sound reverberating like a cannon shot. The room froze.
“That is enough .” His voice was iron wrapped in thunder, carrying the weight of command that silenced both men instantly. Jefferson’s jaw clenched as he sat back, nostrils flaring, but it was Alexander who held his tongue only because Washington’s gaze burned into him, a wordless warning of consequences he knew better than to test.
The silence that followed was heavy, broken only by the crackle of the fire. Alexander’s chest rose and fell sharply, anger and adrenaline still coursing through him, his fingers tapping impatiently against his knee as if itching to break the silence.
Eliza’s hand, warm and steady, slipped gently onto his forearm. She didn’t say a word at first, just the quiet grounding of her touch, the silent reminder that he wasn’t alone, that his fury didn’t need to consume him. Her thumb rubbed small, steady circles against his sleeve, coaxing the tension out of him with each pass.
“Alexander,” John added softly from his other side, leaning in with a loving steadiness that contrasted Jefferson’s venom. “Sit back down. It’s not worth it. Not here, not now.” His tone carried a firmness Alexander respected, the gentle tug of someone who knew how to pull him back from the cliff without igniting his stubbornness further.
Hamilton’s lips pressed into a thin line, his pride warring with reason. For a moment he looked as though he might still leap to his feet, challenge Jefferson outright and damn the consequences. But then he exhaled slowly, his shoulders easing just enough for Eliza’s hand to guide him to rest back into his seat.
He sat, spine still taut, eyes burning but words restrained. The smirk had vanished, replaced by something tighter, a silent seething kept carefully under control.
Washington’s gaze lingered on him for a long moment before shifting to Jefferson with equal severity. Neither man missed the unspoken promise in the General’s eyes: one more word out of turn, and it would not end kindly for them.
If we assume the debts, the union gets
A new line of credit, a financial diuretic
How do you not get it? If we’re aggressive and competitive
The union gets a boost. You’d rather give it a sedative?
The room felt charged, tension sparking between the two men as if the air itself had thickened in anticipation of another volley. Alexander’s violet eyes glinted with barely contained indignation as he leaned forward, voice sharp enough to cut through the low murmur of the others around the room
“Surely, Jefferson,” he said, his tone testing, almost predatory, “you would want our union to survive. Or would you rather it crumble so you and the other wealthy landowners can maintain control?”
Jefferson’s lips curled into a disdainful sneer, rolling his eyes with all the casual contempt of a man used to authority. “That’s the problem with you, Hamilton!” he ground out, his voice low but venomous. “You latch onto one thing you dislike and use it to discredit everything else about a person!”
Alexander’s jaw tightened, nostrils flaring. “That is completely untrue! And for you to suggest that, perhaps suggests you have no redeeming qualities, just because you wrote the Declaration does not give you authority to dictate how the nation grows!” His finger tapped the arm of his chair sharply, punctuating each word as if to drive it into Jefferson’s consciousness.
The room fell into a taut silence for a heartbeat before Jefferson leaned back slightly, fingers steepled as he prepared to counter, his eyes glittering with cold certainty.
“I dream of a successful America, Hamilton,” Jefferson began, his voice smooth, deliberate. “I envision a country of farmers, of men tied to the soil, independent in their work and in their lives. Each state must govern itself, with its own laws, its own economy. This nation, this union, cannot and will not thrive under the heavy hand of a central authority. Too much power in one place, and it will corrupt, it will fail. The country will fracture into little kingdoms, unable to agree on anything, accomplishing nothing.”
Hamilton’s shoulders squared, his energy coiling like a spring ready to snap. “And that, Jefferson, is precisely why your vision is weak. A nation of isolated states is a nation doomed to stagnation. Roads, ports, banks, industry, none of it will function if every state acts as its own sovereign country. We fought a revolution not to remain a collection of competing provinces but to create a nation that can endure, that can prosper, that can compete on the world stage.”
Jefferson’s eyes narrowed, but he pressed on, tone tight with restrained irritation. “And what of the people? You would have them beholden to your bankers, your merchants. You would trade liberty for commerce.”
Hamilton’s voice rose, confident, almost predatory in its insistence. “Liberty without strength is meaningless! Commerce, trade, industry, a unified economy, that is what will secure freedom for generations. A strong central government is not tyranny; it is survival. Without it, your so-called independent states would collapse into irrelevance the moment they disagree. Without unity, there is no nation, only chaos.”
Lin had been sitting back, watching the two men spar like boxers circling each other. The tension was so thick he could almost feel it humming in the room. Finally, he leaned forward, voice cutting clean through the noise.
“Alright, enough,” he said, tone calm but carrying an edge no one had yet heard from him, that made both men actually stop. “Look, I get it. Thomas, your dream of a country full of farmers has this… almost poetic simplicity. People working their land, living free, answering to no one. There’s something beautiful in that, I won’t lie.”
Jefferson gave a sharp sniff, clearly ready to launch another volley, but Lin didn’t give him the opening. He turned toward him with a look that was firm, not unkind.
“But here’s the thing: that’s not what happened. That’s not what lasted . The future? It looks a whole lot more like what Alexander keeps shouting about. Industry. Trade. Banks. A strong government to hold it all together. That’s what carried America forward. Not plantations scattered across the countryside.”
Hamilton straightened in his seat, eyes flicking to Lin with the barest hint of smug satisfaction. Lin caught it and raised a brow before continuing.
“Alexander, you were right. The Industrial Revolution, the factories, the growth of cities, that’s what turned the U.S. into a powerhouse. It’s messy, it’s imperfect, but it’s what stuck. Jefferson, your vision, look, parts of it survived in how Americans see themselves. But the cracks in it? The dependence on slavery, the way it would’ve split states apart? That would’ve broken the country before it even had a chance to stand.”
He leaned back, letting the words hang between them. “So yeah, history remembers both of you. But the America we live in now? It looks a hell of a lot more like Hamilton’s version than yours.”
A civics lesson from a slaver. Hey neighbor
Your debts are paid cuz you don’t pay for labor
“We plant seeds in the South. We create.”
Yeah, keep ranting
We know who’s really doing the planting
Alexander was just about to launch into yet another debate, his voice already rising, hands twitching like he couldn’t hold the words back any longer. He was winding himself up to speak about the morals of slavery, how it must end, how he envisioned it being abolished, when Washington’s sharp voice cut across him.
“Alexander.”
The single word cracked like a whip. Washington’s eyes locked onto his protégé, his face set in stone. “Be wise with what you say. Not everyone in this room shares your values.”
The weight of the General’s warning settled like an anchor in the air. Alexander froze mid-breath, lips parted, wide-eyed in disbelief. For a long moment, silence pressed down on him, and he looked almost stunned, shaken that even Washington might silence him on this.
Then, like a spark catching flame, his voice broke through the stillness.
“There are no values in this discussion!” His words burst out hot and unyielding. “The slaves are human too!”
Jefferson let out a sharp, mocking laugh that twisted in the air like a blade. “Oh, poor Hamilton, sympathizing with the slaves as people.” He dragged the word out like it was poison. Then, with a sneer: “Convenient, isn’t it? When you yourself aided in facilitating the movement of that so-called ‘property’ back on your precious island. So it only counts when it benefits you , is that it?”
Alexander flinched at the mention, his jaw tightening until it trembled. His fists curled at his sides, breath sharp as he forced words through gritted teeth.
“I had no choice then, Jefferson. None. But I do now!” His voice cracked like glass. “And I will not stand here and listen to you call humans property, just because their skin is darker than yours! God made us all equal!”
Jefferson rolled his eyes, slow and deliberate, like a parent indulging a stubborn child. He spoke with exaggerated patience, his tone dripping condescension.
“They are not equal. If God truly saw them as such, He would have forced us to make them equal.”
Washington’s warning glare deepened, but Jefferson ignored it. Eliza, seated near Alexander, reached out a hand to his sleeve in a silent plea to let it go. Her eyes begged him to sit, to stop.
“So by your logic,” Alexander hissed, leaning forward, “the Israelites enslaved in Egypt were rightfully chained? Starved, beaten, stripped of dignity? Was that God’s plan too?”
Jefferson’s smirk faltered, but only for a heartbeat. “You can’t twist scripture to suit your temper,” he shot back, voice rising. “You quote the Bible and forget what came after. They were freed because God chose it unjust. Where’s your Moses, Hamilton? Who says these Africans deserve the same?”
That snapped the last thread of Alexander’s composure. He lurched forward, slamming his palm against the table, the sound cracking like gunfire. His voice thundered across the chamber, raw and ragged.
“IT’S THE SAME FUCKING POINT!”
Alexander roared, the words tearing out of him like a storm breaking. He half-rose from his seat, eyes burning, fury shaking every syllable.
The room went utterly still. Even Jefferson leaned back slightly, startled by the sheer force in Hamilton’s voice. Eliza’s hand gripped his sleeve tighter, and Washington’s face hardened into thunderclouds, his silence louder than any command.
And then, from the corner where he’d been sitting quietly, Lin finally rose. His voice wasn’t loud, but it cut like clean air into a smoke-filled room, steady and certain.
“History has already answered this debate. Slavery, Jefferson’s defense of it, left scars that still tear through America centuries later. And Alexander, your rage is righteous, but it’s not just rage that wins. It’s the persistence of your ideals, your refusal to bend.”
Both men turned to him, breathing heavy, sweat on their brows, as Lin pressed on.
“The truth?” he said, voice softening just slightly. “Alexander’s vision, the equality, the fight for freedom, the belief that this nation had to rise above its contradictions, that’s what history remembers. That’s what survives. And Jefferson, your excuses? They didn’t save your legacy from the cracks slavery left behind. People still suffer from those cracks.”
For once, even Jefferson had no sharp retort. The silence that followed was heavy, each man’s pride warring with the weight of Lin’s words.
And another thing, Mr. Age of Enlightenment
Don’t lecture me about the war, you didn’t fight in it
“Alexander does make a very valid point!” John finally broke in, his voice sharp enough to snap the tension before it spiraled further. He had one steadying hand on Alex’s shoulder, the other guiding him firmly down into the chair between himself and Eliza. Alex’s chest still heaved with ragged breaths, his face flushed with fury, but John’s solid presence anchored him, just enough to stop him from springing back to his feet.
Jefferson’s lips curled into that infuriating half-smirk, but John leaned forward, eyes narrowing. “You, Thomas, should not be so quick to lecture on matters of war. The horrors that were witnessed, the blood spilled, those of us who stood on those battlefields carry it with us every damn day. You did not fight for our freedoms on the field. You have no right to comment on those who did.”
You think I’m frightened of you, man?
We almost died in a trench
While you were off getting high with the French
Thomas Jefferson, always hesitant with the President
Reticent—there isn’t a plan he doesn’t jettison
Madison, you’re mad as a hatter, son, take your medicine
Damn, you’re in worse shape than the national debt is in
Alexander winced, his fiery expression faltering as shame washed across his features. His gaze flicked toward James, almost hesitant, as though afraid to meet his eye. When he finally spoke, his voice was softer, edged with genuine remorse.
“Mr. Madison,” he said, inclining his head slightly, “please accept my apologies. No matter our moral standpoint, that was too far. A man should never insult another man’s health.” His words stumbled a little at the end, as though his pride and his conscience wrestled mid-sentence.
James regarded him in silence for a moment, his hands folded neatly in his lap, eyes steady but unreadable. Then, with a weary little shake of his head, he offered a thin but sincere smile. “Thank you,” he said quietly. “I know, or at least, I hope, that despite our differences, you are not a cruel man.”
His hand lifted slightly, gesturing toward the screen playing behind them. “And we must all remember… our onscreen counterparts are not a true reflection of who we really are.” His voice carried no bite, only a calm reminder, as though drawing a line between their real selves and the dramatized figures they were forced to watch and reckon with.
Sittin’ there useless as two shits
Hey, turn around, bend over, I’ll show you
Where my shoe fits
[WASHINGTON]
Excuse me? Jefferson, Madison, take a walk! Hamilton, take a walk! We’ll reconvene after a brief recess. Hamilton!
[HAMILTON]
Sir!
[WASHINGTON]
A word
Alexander winced again, the sound of Madison’s measured words still echoing in his ears. His eyes darted instinctively toward George, and for a moment, his entire composure cracked. It wasn’t the wary glance of a soldier fearing reprimand from his commanding officer, it was deeper, almost childlike. His face carried a tightness that betrayed something far more vulnerable than simple concern for discipline: fear of disappointment, fear of letting down the one figure he could never bear to lose the respect of.
George caught it immediately. He had spent years watching this young man burn himself raw in his need to prove, to argue, to fight. He recognized the shift, the stiffness of Alexander’s jaw, the way his shoulders hunched as though bracing for a blow. Despite the irritation still simmering from Alexander’s earlier outburst, Washington forced himself to breathe, to let the edge of command soften in his voice.
“You’re not in any trouble right now, Alexander,” he said firmly, though not unkindly. His voice rolled through the room like steady thunder, grounding rather than frightening.
Alexander blinked, shoulders twitching at the words, as though he scarcely believed them.
George leaned forward slightly, his gaze direct but calm. “But if our future does come to this,” he continued, pausing to let the words land, “then we will talk. And I do mean just talk.”
The emphasis was deliberate, heavy with reassurance. No orders, no threats, just the promise of a conversation between a father figure and a son, not a general and his subordinate.
Alexander swallowed hard, relief and lingering tension warring across his face. He gave a tiny, almost imperceptible nod, like a soldier acknowledging a command, but in his eyes was the flicker of something far more personal: gratitude.
[MADISON]
You don’t have the votes
[JEFFERSON/MADISON]
You don’t have the votes
[JEFFERSON]
Aha-ha-ha ha!
[JEFFERSON/MADISON]
You’re gonna need congressional approval and you don’t have the votes
[JEFFERSON]
Such a blunder sometimes it makes me wonder why I even bring the thunder
[MADISON]
Why he even brings the thunder…
[WASHINGTON]
You wanna pull yourself together?
[HAMILTON]
I’m sorry, these Virginians are birds of a feather
[WASHINGTON]
Young man, I’m from Virginia, so watch your mouth
Alexander’s eyes flicked upward, unable to help themselves, and landed on George. The General’s expression was unreadable at first, stone-set features, jaw tight, posture as solid as a mountain. But there was something in the gaze, something that pierced straight through Alexander’s defenses.
He looked sheepishly at the older man, his usual fire dimmed into something almost childlike, like a boy caught out in some reckless act. The shame colored his face, lips pressing together as if to keep further words from tumbling out.
George, for his part, didn’t need to say a single word in that moment. His eyes did all the work. It wasn’t the sharp reprimand of a commander correcting his soldier, nor the cold disapproval of a politician scolding a peer. No, this was heavier, more personal. The sternness in Washington’s gaze had the unmistakable weight of a father’s look: firm, unyielding, and filled with the kind of disappointed concern that reached deeper than anger ever could.
For Alexander, it landed hard. He shifted in his seat, fidgeting as though trying to escape it, but there was nowhere to hide. That gaze held him still, reminding him in ways words never could of the bond they shared, the respect, the care, and the standards George expected him to uphold.
And though it stung, there was also something grounding in it. That stern father-to-son look carried not only reprimand, but also the unspoken promise that Alexander was worth correcting, worth steadying, worth keeping close.
[HAMILTON]
So we let Congress get held hostage by the South?
“Alexander, you must not sneer at every mention of the southern states.” Washington’s tone was low but firm, his words cutting through the space with the weight of command. His hands rested on the arms of his chair, knuckles taut though his voice never rose. “I can understand your distaste for the different policies and values they uphold,” he continued, gaze steady on the young man before him, “but you must not openly show that distaste if you are to gather their support.”
His pause was heavy, deliberate, forcing Alexander to absorb the lesson. “We want this nation to be cohesive, a union,” Washington pressed, his jaw tight with the conviction of the thought. “We do not want it split between South and North. Am I clear?”
Alexander swallowed hard, the sharpness of the reprimand searing into him. He nodded quickly, biting his lip to hold back the retort that bubbled hot in his chest. His shoulders twitched as if his whole body was holding in the words, but he forced them down, shifting slightly in his seat under Washington’s gaze.
Beside him, John noticed the tension and gently nudged Alexander’s ribs with an elbow, the corner of his mouth quirking up in amusement. “You do realise, Alex,” he teased lightly, “that I am from the South?”
The jab broke through Alexander’s rigidity. His cheeks flushed pink, his eyes darting away from Washington’s stern face to John’s soft grin. The embarrassment softened him, and he ducked his head, inching closer to John until his temple nearly brushed against his shoulder.
“Yes,” Alexander muttered, voice low and sheepish, “but you don’t count.” His tone carried the faintest thread of playful defiance, though it was clear he meant it as affection.
John chuckled quietly, wrapping an arm across Alexander’s back in a subtle gesture of reassurance.
[WASHINGTON]
You need the votes
[HAMILTON]
No, we need bold strokes. We need this plan
[WASHINGTON]
No, you need to convince more folks
[HAMILTON]
James Madison won’t talk to me, that’s a nonstarter
[WASHINGTON]
Winning was easy, young man. Governing’s harder
[HAMILTON]
They’re being intransigent
[WASHINGTON]
You have to find a compromise
Alexander’s next words slipped out with a sharp edge of frustration, his tone almost a whine despite the fire in his eyes. “Why do I need to compromise!” His fists clenched against his knees, nails digging into the fabric of his breeches as his voice rose with youthful indignation. “We are debating for the good and development of our new nation!” The last words cracked slightly, the force of his conviction straining against the cords of his throat.
Washington did not flinch. He remained seated with the steady poise of a man long accustomed to the storms of hot-headed soldiers and politicians alike. Slowly, he levelled Alexander with a gaze so stern and unwavering it seemed to still the very air between them. His silence stretched for a heartbeat too long, pressing down on Alexander until his shoulders sank under its weight.
Finally, Washington spoke, each word measured and deliberate, spoken not just as a commanding officer but as a mentor, and, in truth, like a father tempering a son’s outburst. “Because, Alex,” he said, voice low but iron-strong, “this new nation will be a democracy. A place where we strive to do the best for everyone, not just for those who think as you do.” His jaw tightened, the intensity in his eyes never wavering. “And that means you must listen, and you must cooperate, with the delegates from the South and with those who disagree with you. It is not optional.”
Alexander’s mouth opened as though to argue again, but the sheer gravity in Washington’s tone left him mute, his chest heaving with restrained words. His youthful fire was still there, burning hot behind his eyes, but the authority before him forced the flame into embers, at least for now.
[HAMILTON]
But they don’t have a plan, they just hate mine!
[WASHINGTON]
Convince them otherwise
[HAMILTON]
What happens if I don’t get congressional approval?
[WASHINGTON]
I imagine they’ll call for your removal
[HAMILTON]
Sir—
[WASHINGTON]
Figure it out, Alexander. That’s an order from your commander
This time when Alexander spoke, his voice had lost its fire. It was quiet, edged with defeat, as though the weight of the room itself pressed down on his shoulders. “So what you’re saying, Sir-” The word slipped out before he could stop it, and Washington’s chest tightened at the sound. Alexander had finally grown comfortable enough to call him General or even George in moments of unguarded familiarity, but now, retreating back into sir felt like a wall going up between them. A wall Washington had hoped would stay down.
Alexander swallowed hard, his eyes cast low as though ashamed of his own question. “Is that if I cannot convince others to support my plan, even though they too refuse to compromise, then I am out? And all my efforts, everything I’ve poured into this, is for nothing?” His fingers twisted anxiously in his lap, and the tremor in his voice betrayed how deeply the thought had cut him.
Washington let out a slow sigh, broad shoulders rising and falling beneath the weight of his role, not as Commander, not as President, but as a man guiding someone he loved like a son. “No, Alex,” he said softly but firmly, leaning forward as though to bridge the gap Alexander had tried to create with that single word, sir . “I can promise you that will not happen. The pressure this version of events has put upon you, it shan’t happen again.” His tone gentled, rich with reassurance. “Your job, your place here, will not ride on one plan.”
Alexander blinked, lifting his eyes cautiously, hope and disbelief warring in his expression.
Washington’s gaze held steady. “Yes, you must work to compromise with others; either to carry your plan through with adjustment, or to forge something new together. That is the work of a nation, Alex. But I give you my word, it will not be the deciding factor in whether you remain in my cabinet… should you still choose to accept the post.”
The silence stretched in the room afterward, but it was no longer sharp and suffocating. It was softer now, filled with the quiet gravity of Washington’s promise, and with the sound of Alexander’s uneven breath as he tried to steady himself.
Chapter 29: Take a Break
Chapter Text
[Eliza (Philip):]
Un deux trois quatre
Cinq six sept huit neuf (Un deux trois quatre)
Phillip was the first to speak as the next song began, his voice cutting softly through the hush of the room. “Hey, it’s us!” he whispered, though the thrill in his tone carried easily to everyone’s ears. There was a brightness there, an almost childlike excitement that made his words tremble with eagerness. His wide eyes were fixed on Eliza, filled with wonder as though he couldn’t quite believe they were being reflected on stage.
Eliza turned at once, her features softening with motherly pride. The candlelight caught in her gaze, making her eyes shine as she reached across and gently took Phillip’s hand. Her thumb brushed against his knuckles in a slow, soothing stroke, and her smile bloomed with quiet radiance. “Yes, my love,” she murmured, her voice low and full of warmth, as though she wanted to anchor him in that joy, to let him know she felt it too.
Phillip’s grin widened, his whole frame seeming to buzz with a contained energy. Around them, the others caught the exchange, some smiling, some chuckling softly at his innocent excitement, but Eliza’s attention never wavered. For that moment, it was only mother and son, their clasped hands and mirrored smiles carrying more meaning than words could reach.
(Cinq six sept huit neuf)
Good! Un deux trois quatre
Cinq six sept huit neuf (Un deux trois quatre)
(Cinq six sept huit neuf)
Sept huit neuf
(Sept huit neuf)
Sept huit neuf
(Sept huit neuf)
[ELIZA AND PHILIP]
One two three four five six seven eight nine!
[HAMILTON]
My dearest, Angelica
Angelica’s gaze lingered on Alexander a moment longer than most, her eyes soft but sharp all at once, as if she could see straight through him. Her lips curved into a small, knowing smile that carried both warmth and gravity. “I am glad you keep your promise,” she said gently. Her voice was calm, smooth as ever, but beneath it was an unmistakable edge, an undertone of warning that told him she valued promises too dearly to ever let one fall away.
Alexander felt the weight of her words press into him, and for a moment he faltered, shifting his stance. Then, as though steadying himself against her expectation, he straightened and offered her a smile that was bright and earnest, his eyes glittering with sincerity. “Of course I will write you, Angelica! You are a sister to me!” he insisted, the words carrying more than just affection, they held his determination not to disappoint her.
The corners of Angelica’s smile lifted further, though her expression still bore that glimmer of warning, as if silently reminding him she’d hold him to every letter. The air between them carried the faint hum of unspoken things, her fierce protectiveness, his restless devotion, and for a fleeting instant, it felt as though no one else existed in the room but the two of them, bound by a promise neither took lightly.
“Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day”
I trust you’ll understand the reference to
Another Scottish tragedy without my having to name the play
“Another?” Peggy asked, tilting her head, her brow furrowed in genuine confusion. The soft lighting of the room caught the surprise in her eyes, making them seem even wider.
Lin winced slightly at her question, a flicker of discomfort passing over his features as he glanced briefly at Alexander, who shifted uneasily in his seat. There was a tautness to the younger man’s jaw, a subtle tension in his shoulders, and Lin felt the weight of needing to tread carefully.
“It… uh, it was supposed to be a little bit of humour,” Lin began, his voice measured but carrying the faint tremor of nerves. He paused, gathering his thoughts as he tried to frame the delicate truth without wounding anyone further. “Alexander is a descendant of Scottish nobility, and his life… Well, it was a little better than a tragedy.”
The words hung in the air, resonating differently for everyone in the room. Peggy’s confusion softened into curiosity, while others, those who knew Alexander more intimately, shifted slightly, exchanging quiet, understanding glances. Lin’s gaze lingered on Alexander, seeing the faint flicker of discomfort ripple across his face, the subtle tightening at his eyes and lips/
They think me Macbeth, and ambition is my folly
The room fell into a heavy, almost tangible silence, each person’s gaze settling on Alexander with a mixture of shock, curiosity, and unease. Even the crackle of the fire seemed to quiet as if the space itself recognized the weight of the moment.
“Why on earth did you mention that?!” Angelica’s voice cut sharply through the stillness, her tone pointed and edged with frustration. “Everyone knows that, saying that in a theatre is cursed!” Her hands were clasped tightly in front of her, knuckles pale, her eyes flashing with the concern of someone who both feared and respected the power of words.
Alexander blinked rapidly, caught off guard, his chest rising and falling slightly faster than usual. “I didn’t! I swear, I didn’t! But… I do not like the connotations it presents.” His hands fidgeted in his lap, fingers twisting in nervous agitation. He cast a questioning look toward Lin, his eyes almost burning with silent demand. “You’ve never done anything without intention… this does not forebode well, ” he commented quietly.
Lin shifted slightly, meeting Alexander’s gaze with a measured calm. “No, you’re right,” he admitted softly, voice steady but carrying the weight of truth. “You must understand that no human is perfect, and in my timeline… you did make mistakes. I wanted to show the you that was real, not the picture perfect treasury secretary. Simply because you weren’t always a perfect representation. No one ever is”
Alexander’s gaze dropped to his lap, shoulders tensing as the words sank in. The air around him felt heavier, the room dimmer somehow, as if his own fear had begun to cast a shadow. “Will these… mistakes hurt the people I love?” His voice was quiet, almost a whisper, betraying the raw edge of vulnerability that few had the chance to witness.
Lin remained silent for a few moments, carefully weighing his words, the tension in the room thick and unyielding. Finally, he spoke, his voice softening yet carrying an undeniable weight. “Yes. They will. You won’t be waiting long to find out. But… remember-” His eyes swept slowly across the room, catching each familiar face, “it hasn’t happened yet. Things can still change. You have the chance to influence the path, to do things differently.”
Alexander’s hands curled tighter in his lap, knuckles whitening, but there was a flicker of resolve in his eyes, a spark that belied the fear creeping in. The room remained quiet, everyone absorbing the truth Lin had just laid bare, the weight of history and choice pressing down on them all.
I’m a polymath, a pain in the ass, a massive pain
The tense quiet of the room fractured with a low, chuckling scoff from Jefferson, his voice dripping with self-satisfaction. “He has finally admitted it! The truth is finally being heard!” The words carried across the space, bouncing lightly off the walls and hanging in the air like a spark threatening to ignite.
Alexander’s head jerked up sharply, eyes narrowing, cheeks flushed with a mix of embarrassment and indignation. He opened his mouth, ready to fire back, but the weight of the room, the stares of Angelica, Eliza, George, John and even Lin, gave him pause. Jefferson leaned back in his chair, a smug grin tugging at the corner of his lips, his posture relaxed, almost predatory in its confidence, as though he were savoring every second of Alexander’s internal struggle.
Angelica’s eyes narrowed, a sharp flash of warning in their depths. “Thomas,” she said coolly, her tone low but carrying an edge that cut through Jefferson’s smugness, “there is a time and a place for mockery. This is neither.” Her hand hovered near Alexander in a protective gesture, a subtle promise of support should he need it.
Alexander’s fingers curled in his lap, nails pressing into his palms as he fought to regain composure. “You-” he began, voice tight, but John nudged him gently, whispering, “Ignore him, Alex. We’re here.” Eliza’s soft squeeze of his arm bolstered him, and slowly, he drew a deep, steadying breath, forcing the anger and shame to simmer into focus.
Jefferson, still grinning, tilted his head slightly, seemingly amused at the young man’s struggle to regain his footing. Lin’s calm, measured voice finally cut in, neutral but firm: “Thomas, your amusement does nothing here. Alexander’s actions and intentions are what matter, not your attempt to belittle him.”
The room settled again, the tension thick but tempered now by the gentle reminders of support and reason surrounding Alexander, though Jefferson’s triumphant chuckle still lingered like a shadow at the edges of the room.
Madison is Banquo, Jefferson’s Macduff
And Birnam Wood is Congress on its way to Dunsinane
[HAMILTON/ANGELICA]
And there you are, an ocean away
Do you have to live an ocean away?
Thoughts of you subside
Then I get another letter
I cannot put the notion away…
[ELIZA]
Take a break
“Oh mon ami! Eliza, I wish the others and I could say telling dear Hammie to take a break was simple, but alas, it is never so!” Lafayette’s voice was a melodic mix of teasing and fond exasperation, carrying that familiar warmth he reserved for those closest to him. His eyes crinkled with amusement as he glanced at Alexander, who, despite being the target of the playful rebuke, couldn’t help but frown slightly in mock indignation. Lafayette’s hand swept in a dramatic flourish, as if to emphasize the weight of their collective struggle in trying to pry Hamilton away from his endless toil.
“Yes-” John chimed in, his tone equally warm but laced with a playful frustration as he nudged Alexander and Eliza closer together. The young man’s chest heaved slightly with a mix of exhaustion and excitement, still caught up in the mental whirlwind of his work, and John’s fingers found a perfect target along Alex’s ribs. A sudden tickle prompted a sharp squeak and a scrambling squirm, his hands instinctively flailing to fend off the gentle attack. Eliza laughed softly, her hand brushing over his arm in a calming gesture, grounding him as his body wiggled to escape.
Lafayette leaned back slightly, watching the chaos with an indulgent smile, “I swear, if ever there was a man more hopelessly devoted to his parchments and schemes, I have yet to meet him. One would think the world could wait, but no, he must always be the first to toil and the last to rest.” His gaze softened briefly as he met Alexander’s eyes, that blend of exasperation and affection painting a vivid picture of their enduring camaraderie.
Alexander, still catching his breath, shot a playful glare at both men, cheeks flushed from laughter and slight embarrassment. “I could rest if I wanted, if the world would only let me!” he protested, though the edge of his tone betrayed a small, reluctant smile. Even in the midst of scolding and teasing, there was comfort here, a warmth that reminded him that these interruptions, however persistent, were rooted in care.
John chuckled, ruffling Alexander’s hair lightly, “And we shall continue, Hammie. You may resist, but we will see you take a break whether you like it or not.” Lafayette’s laughter joined in, the sound rich and easy, weaving through the room like sunlight spilling across a crowded table, softening the tension and reminding everyone of the bonds that tied them together even in the midst of chaos.
[HAMILTON]
I am on my way
Once more, the room was filled with a collective chorus of disbelief from Alexander’s friends and fellow soldiers, their faces a mixture of exasperation, amusement, and resignation. The murmur swelled into a unified reaction that seemed to vibrate off the walls. “Alex-” Hercules’s voice cut through the tension, firm but edged with incredulity, commanding everyone’s attention. He leaned slightly forward in his chair, his brow furrowed as he directed a pointed look at Hamilton, “There has not once been a time in which you have uttered those words and actually followed them through!”
His tone carried both admonishment and weary affection, a soldier’s honesty tempered by the familiarity of long-shared battles. “How many times has dear John had to physically drag you out of the aide’s tent, Alexander? Forcing you into the mess just so you might eat, lest you wither away under the weight of your own work?” Hercules shook his head, the exasperation evident in the way his shoulders slumped slightly, but there was no malice, only a deep, enduring concern.
Alexander shifted uncomfortably in his seat, a flush creeping across his cheeks as he avoided the direct gaze of the room. He opened his mouth, perhaps to protest, perhaps to justify, but found himself silenced by the weight of collective experience. The others, John, Lafayette, Eliza, watched quietly, some stifling smiles, others simply shaking their heads in recognition of a pattern as old as his tireless devotion to his work. It was a familiar scene, the room almost vibrating with their shared exasperation, a testament to both Alexander’s relentless drive and the deep, unspoken care that held them all together.
[ELIZA]
There’s a little surprise before supper
And it cannot wait
[HAMILTON]
I’ll be there in just a minute, save my plate
Eliza shook her head gently, her hand brushing against Alexander’s arm in a soft, insistent nudge. “In my home, no one will ever go hungry,” she said, her voice warm but carrying the firmness of gentle authority. “You shall most definitely be at supper on time.” The words caught Alexander off guard for a brief moment, the certainty in her tone leaving little room for argument.
He blinked, caught between the habitual defiance of his work-driven mind and the deep affection he held for her. Slowly, he gave a small, reluctant nod, the corners of his mouth twitching into a faint, sheepish smile. Leaning in, he pressed a soft kiss to her lips, murmuring quietly against them, “Of course, dear Betsy.” His voice carried a mix of admiration, resignation, and an unspoken gratitude, the weight of her words sinking into him like a grounding tether amidst the chaos of his relentless mind.
Eliza smiled, her fingers lingering against his cheek for a heartbeat longer, ensuring he felt the warmth and reassurance behind her words. Alexander’s usual fervor softened for the moment, his posture relaxing as he allowed her gentle insistence to guide him, a rare surrender to the care and stability she always provided.
[ELIZA]
Alexander—
[HAMILTON]
Okay, okay—
Washington’s eyes widened slightly, a soft exhale escaping his lips as he turned his gaze toward Eliza. There was a mixture of astonishment and respect in his expression, lines of his weathered face softening as he regarded her. “I must say, Mrs. Hamilton,” he began, his voice carrying both admiration and a hint of incredulity, “I am rather impressed.” He straightened slightly in his seat, his posture suddenly more attentive, as though acknowledging her subtle authority over Alexander.
“I have never seen anyone manage to pull him away from his work so quickly,” Washington continued, shaking his head with a small, amused smile tugging at his lips. “Not even I, have managed that feat.” His eyes flicked briefly to Alexander, his shoulders relaxing under Eliza’s gentle guidance, before returning to Eliza with an approving nod.
There was a quiet reverence in the room at the statement, the others exchanging small glances of acknowledgment. Even Alexander, ever quick to brush off praise, could not help but glance at his wife with a mixture of awe and sheepish gratitude, realizing just how much influence her calm, firm presence held over him, a power Washington himself openly admired.
[ELIZA]
Your son is nine years old today
Has something he’d like to say
He’s been practicing all day
Alexander froze for a heartbeat, his wide eyes locking onto Phillip as if searching for a lifeline in the young man’s expression. Phillip’s soft groan and the faint pink creeping across his cheeks did nothing to ease the tension, and Alexander’s chest felt tight, the air thick with anticipation. “Oh dear God, please spare me!” Phillip muttered under his breath, too flustered to notice the sharp, almost desperate glance he was receiving from the younger Alexander.
“Phillip?” Alexander’s voice cut quietly through the room, carrying a weight of urgency that made the younger man startle and jerk slightly, his body tense with surprise.
“Yes?” Phillip replied, his tone cautious, unsure of the intensity in Alexander’s gaze.
Alexander bit his lip, fingers tightening slightly as he took a steadying breath. “Did I-” he faltered for a brief moment, swallowing down the lump in his throat, “Did I ever forget anything. Important?” The words hung heavily in the air, taut with fear, the almost childlike vulnerability in his voice betraying the composed exterior he usually maintained.
Phillip’s warm smile spread slowly across his face, softening the tension in the room. “No, Pops,” he said gently, his voice steady and reassuring. “You were busy, yes. But you were always there for everything important.”
The weight in Alexander’s chest lifted slightly at the words, the tight knot of nerves loosening as he let out a quiet breath. His eyes softened, the panic fading just enough to allow a small, relieved smile to flicker across his lips.
Philip, take it away—
[PHILIP]
Daddy, daddy, look—
My name is Philip
I am a poet
I wrote this poem just
To show it
And I just turned nine
You can write rhymes
But you can’t write mine
I practice French
And play piano with my mother
I have a sister, but I want a little brother
Interrupting the screen once more, Phillip leaned forward slightly, his brows furrowed as he glanced at Lin. “This… this is a bit different,” he said slowly, his voice carrying both curiosity and a hint of disbelief. “And, well… incorrect.”
Lin gave a small, apologetic smile, nodding his head. “Yes,” he admitted, his tone calm despite the gentle sting of correction, “the full original has been lost. I had to reconstruct something that fit the story, but you’re right, it isn’t entirely accurate.”
Alexander, Eliza, and the others exchanged uneasy glances, their attention now fixed on Phillip and Lin, anticipation tightening the air as if the revelation would ripple through the room.
Phillip’s face scrunched slightly as he clarified, “I am nine here. I already had a sister and two little brothers at this point!”
My daddy’s trying to start America’s bank
Un deux trois quatre cinq!
[HAMILTON]
What!
Uh-huh!
Okay!
Bravo!
A soft round of applause rippled through the room, the sound gentle but warm. The younger man’s cheeks flushed crimson, and he shifted awkwardly in his seat, trying to hide behind the arm of the chair as the attention settled firmly on him.
Even more striking was the fond look George and Martha sent his way, their hands clapping in quiet, approving encouragement. Phillip’s chest tightened slightly at the warmth of it, a mix of pride and bashfulness swirling within him.
“Oh, that is the sweetest thing to ever exist!” Peggy exclaimed, her voice bright and filled with genuine delight.
Phillip glanced at her, a fleeting shadow of sorrow passing over his features. He gave a small, almost reluctant shake of his head. “It was not that good, I was just a child!” he muttered, his words soft, carrying both humility and the familiar, bashful charm that made those around him smile even more.
[ELIZA]
Take a break
[HAMILTON]
Hey, our kid is pretty great
“He truly is,” Alexander murmured, his voice low but full of pride, the words carrying more weight than any simple compliment could. His gaze lingered on Phillip, who still fidgeted shyly in his seat, cheeks pink and eyes bright with the glow of attention. Even though this Phillip was a version of his son from a time far removed from Alexander’s own experiences, the connection between them felt immediate and profound, bridging the years with a fragile, unspoken understanding.
Alexander’s hand moved gently to rest on Eliza’s stomach, the warmth of his palm pressing lightly against the soft fabric of her dress. The heat radiated inward, threading its way through the layers to her core, where baby Phillip lay nestled safely in her womb. He could feel the tiny flutter of life beneath his hand, a heartbeat and a presence that mirrored the pride he felt for the boy seated before him.
Eliza’s eyes softened at the touch, her hand covering his as their fingers intertwined instinctively. “He will be wonderful,” she whispered, voice tinged with quiet awe. Alexander’s lips curved in a tender smile, the tension of the room and the swirling complexities of history fading for a moment, replaced by the simple, fierce, unbreakable pride of a father, one that stretched across both past and future, binding them together in a fleeting but perfect peace.
[ELIZA]
Run away with us for the summer
Let’s go upstate
[HAMILTON]
Eliza, I’ve got so much on my plate
Eliza let out a soft, exasperated sigh, tilting her head back to rest against Alexander’s shoulder. Her eyes met his with a warmth that was equal parts teasing and tender. “My dear Alexander, you can take a break, you know. The world won’t crumble if you step away for a few days,” she murmured, voice light yet insistent.
Alexander’s lips curved into a soft, guilty smile, the tension in his shoulders easing only slightly. John, ever playful and attuned to Alexander’s unease, slid an arm around his friend’s shoulders, fingers brushing gently against a loose strand of hair that had escaped Eliza’s coiffure. “Betsy…” Alexander sighed, a shadow of worry still lingering in his expression. “I wish it were that simple, mon amour. If this musical is even half correct, Jefferson and Madison will make my life… complicated. And this finance plan, it’s not just about securing the nation’s finances. It’s about keeping you… safe, financially. Ensuring that you are protected,” his voice dropped to a low murmur, almost reverent, the weight of responsibility heavy on his chest.
From his seat across the room, George exhaled quietly, lowering his head with a mixture of regret and understanding. He knew the pressure Alexander carried was immense, and in this glimpse of the future, he silently vowed that when their return came, he would ease the burden on the young man. Not only to protect the nation, but to protect Alexander himself.
[ELIZA]
We can all go stay with my father
There’s a lake I know…
[HAMILTON]
I know
[ELIZA]
In a nearby park
[HAMILTON]
I’d love to go
Alexander’s shoulders slumped slightly, a quiet sigh escaping him as his gaze dropped to the floor. “I truly would…” he murmured, his voice trailing off, heavy with disappointment, the thought of staying in the city while his family journeyed upstate tugging at his heart. The longing in his eyes was unmistakable, a mixture of weariness and quiet frustration.
Jefferson’s voice cut through the moment with a cutting edge, a smirk dancing across his face. “If you’d love to go so much, then go!” he exclaimed, clearly enjoying the jab, though Alexander’s scowl promised that the amusement would be short-lived.
Alexander lifted his eyes slowly, fixing Jefferson with a calm, almost icy stare, though the fire simmering beneath it was evident. “I’m sure you would appreciate it, Jefferson,” he said deliberately, each word weighted, “since it would nearly ensure my removal from the cabinet and hence any sort of opposition to your demands.”
Before the tension could escalate further, Washington’s steady voice intervened, cutting through the simmering conflict like a blade tempered with authority. “You shall go upstate, Alexander. I give you my word that you shall be able to do so without fearing for your job.”
The room seemed to exhale as Alexander’s features softened slightly, relief mixing with lingering frustration. His shoulders eased, and a faint, grateful smile flickered across his face as he nodded, the promise of a brief respite finally allowing the storm within him to settle.
[ELIZA]
You and I can go when the night gets dark…
[HAMILTON]
I will try to get away
[ANGELICA]
My dearest Alexander
You must get through to Jefferson
Sit down with him and compromise
Don’t stop ‘til you agree
Alexander’s jaw tightened, the fire in his eyes flaring as he leaned forward slightly, his voice dripping with scorn. “Then we shall never stop,” he muttered, the words sharp like the edge of a blade, “That man will never agree to a compromise!”
Angelica’s gaze cut through him like steel, her eyes sharp and unyielding, carrying an intensity that rivaled even Washington’s commanding presence. Alexander felt a shiver run down his spine, a mix of awe and apprehension at the sheer force of her attention. “Alexander,” she said, her voice calm but laced with unmistakable authority, “I can assure you that Thomas does indeed know how to compromise.”
Her words hung in the air, heavy and deliberate, forcing Alexander to pause and consider the patience, cunning, and practicality Jefferson sometimes masked behind ego and arrogance. He let out a quiet, frustrated huff, running a hand through his hair as he muttered under his breath, “I suppose even the most obstinate can bend… sometimes.” Yet the doubt in his tone revealed that he was far from fully convinced, the simmering tension between conviction and frustration still very much alive.
Your fav’rite older sister
Angelica, reminds you
There’s someone in your corner all the way across the sea
Alexander exhaled slowly, the tension coiling in his shoulders unravelling just a fraction. His violet eyes, usually so sharp and fiery, softened to a calmer, gentler lavender, the color reflecting a rare vulnerability. “Thank you, Angelica. Truly,” he murmured, the gratitude in his voice quiet but heartfelt, almost hesitant as if he wasn’t fully used to allowing himself to feel supported.
Angelica’s stern, commanding expression softened as well, her features warming into a gentle smile that carried both reassurance and quiet pride. “Of course, Alexander,” she replied, her voice lilting with care, “I shall always be there for you. You are my brother-in-law, after all…” Her gaze shifted thoughtfully toward John, pausing on him for a few measured moments before her tone included him warmly, “You too, John.”
Alexander felt a small, unexpected weight lift from his chest at her words, the room around him momentarily fading into a comforting quiet. The warmth of familial loyalty and shared bonds settled over him, grounding his restless mind and quieting the echoes of worry and frustration that had been bubbling beneath the surface for so long.
In a letter I received from you two weeks ago
I noticed a comma in the middle of a phrase
It changed the meaning. Did you intend this?
One stroke and you’ve consumed my waking days
It says:
[HAMILTON/ANGELICA]
“My dearest Angelica”
[ANGELICA]
With a comma after “dearest.” You’ve written
[HAMILTON AND ANGELICA]
“My dearest, Angelica.”
Alexander’s shoulders stiffened, a flicker of panic crossing his face as his eyes darted around the room, half-expecting judgment or teasing from those who had witnessed the musical’s portrayal. The memory of Satisfied still lingered, playing in his mind. He knew, of course, that in reality he had never shared anything of the sort with her, but the thought of others misinterpreting or mocking the moment made his stomach tighten.
Eliza, noticing his tension, leaned closer and gave his side a gentle nudge in the ribs, a warm and familiar gesture that mirrored John’s playful teasing earlier. Her eyes sparkled with quiet amusement as she whispered softly, “You should really work on your grammar, my love.” There was no judgment in her tone, only affection and a subtle teasing that melted a fraction of his anxiety.
Alexander let out a small, embarrassed chuckle, his rigid posture softening as he glanced at her. The familiar, grounding presence of Eliza, paired with her gentle humor, reminded him that he was not alone in navigating the complicated echoes of the past, or the misrepresentations on stage. The tension in his chest eased, replaced by a quiet warmth that radiated from her touch, allowing him to breathe a little easier and meet her gaze with a sheepish, grateful smile.
[ANGELICA]
Anyway, all this to say
I’m coming home this summer
At my sister’s invitation
I’ll be there with your fam’ly
If you make your way upstate
Alexander’s gaze flickered nervously, caught between the weight of Angelica’s steady, unwavering eyes and the flicker of guilt in his chest. The elder Schuyler sister’s presence seemed to fill the room, a quiet authority in her tone that left little room for argument. “Alex,” she said again, her voice calm but firm, carrying an undercurrent of insistence, “if I am to be travelling across the ocean to visit, I should hope you shall also be there. We do not know when I will next get the opportunity to return home.”
Alexander swallowed, his throat tight, and felt the heat rise to his cheeks at the intensity of her gaze. There was something grounding, familial , in the way she spoke, a demand for respect wrapped in concern. He straightened slightly, meeting her eyes with as much resolve as he could muster, his mind already calculating the ways he could keep his promise.
“I promise you,” he murmured, his voice low but unwavering, carrying a sincerity that seemed to resonate in the quiet of the room, “if I am able to… I shall be there.” His hand flexed at his side as if to emphasize the weight of his words.
I know you’re very busy
I know your work’s important
But I’m crossing the ocean and I just can’t wait
[HAMILTON AND ANGELICA]
You won’t be an ocean away
You will only be a moment away…
[ELIZA]
Alexander, come downstairs. Angelica’s arriving today!
[ELIZA]
Angelica!
[ANGELICA]
Eliza!
[HAMILTON]
The Schuyler sisters!
Peggy’s frown deepened, her small lips pressing into a pout as she folded her arms across her chest. “Hey!” she exclaimed, “Where am I?! I seem to have been forgotten!” Her wide, questioning eyes flicked toward Lin, silently pleading for an explanation, a hint of hurt mingling with curiosity.
Lin let out a slow, measured sigh, rubbing the back of his neck as if bracing himself for the young Schuyler sister’s reaction. “I… cannot tell you exactly,” he said carefully, choosing his words with deliberate caution, “it would spoil future events of the musical. But what I can say is this: although you always kept close relations with your sisters and with Alexander, you were not particularly influential in Alexander’s life, especially after you married.”
Peggy blinked rapidly, a flush creeping up her cheeks as a mix of confusion and indignation battled with curiosity. Her eyes darted from Lin to Alexander, searching for some form of vindication or reassurance, while a small huff escaped her lips. “Not influential? Me?” she whispered, more to herself than anyone else, as her fingers nervously fiddled with the hem of her dress. Lin’s gaze softened, sensing her dismay, and he added gently, “You mattered, Peggy, more than you know to your family. But the path Alexander’s life took after your marriage… well, it simply wasn’t a chapter you were deeply entwined in.”
Peggy’s frown softened slightly, though her eyes still sparkled with a quiet fire. She glanced at Alexander, who gave her a small, apologetic shrug, and finally, after a moment’s pause, she muttered, “I suppose I can forgive you… for now.” The tension eased, though the slight pout remained, a stubborn, endearing reminder of her spirited presence.
[ANGELICA]
Alexander
[HAMILTON]
Hi
[ANGELICA]
It’s good to see your face
[ELIZA]
Angelica, tell this man John Adams spends the summer with his family
[HAMILTON]
Angelica, tell my wife John Adams doesn’t have a real job anyway
There was a wave of laughter that rippled through the room, the kind of shared amusement that seemed to momentarily ease the tension in the air. A few rolled their eyes in mock exaggeration, while others shook their heads knowingly, the mirth directed more at Alexander’s boldness than at the target of his words.
“That’s rather impolite, Alexander,” Washington’s deep voice cut through, though there was no true severity in it. He sat tall, in his familiar posture of authority, yet his tone carried something gentler than reprimand, an almost fatherly chiding. Still, beneath the controlled delivery, there lingered a current of his own disapproval for Adams. The man’s brow furrowed, and for a fleeting second the corner of his mouth twitched as if he, too, was tempted to smile. “John Adams is the Vice-President,” he reminded firmly, “and you should respect that.”
Alexander tilted his head slightly, biting back a retort, the fiery gleam still alight in his violet gaze. He shifted his weight, bracing for another lecture.
Before he could speak again, Jefferson scoffed audibly, throwing his head back with a sharp laugh that seemed designed to provoke. He leaned lazily against the table, his long fingers drumming idly as though the whole matter bored him. “That he might be,” Jefferson drawled with mocking courtesy, his words dripping with disdain. “But there is not really a specific job for the Vice-President to do. And as far as I’ve seen, he is rarely even in the capital to begin with!”
[ANGELICA]
…you’re not joining us? Wait
[HAMILTON]
I’m afraid I cannot join you upstate
[ANGELICA]
Alexander, I came all this way
[ELIZA]
She came all this way—
[ANGELICA]
All this way—
[ELIZA AND ANGELICA]
Take a break
“I should hope that when this happens upon our return, you do so, Alexander.” Angelica’s voice cut through the chatter like a blade, sharp and clear, though beneath the steel there was a thread of unmistakable care. Her dark eyes fixed on him with a mixture of sisterly affection and unrelenting command, the kind of gaze that could soften a heart while brooking no defiance.
“General Washington has already said that when the time occurs, your position shall be safe,” she continued, her tone steady as though she were reminding him of an unshakable fact rather than offering reassurance.
Alexander froze at her words, wide-eyed and caught off guard by the force of her conviction. His lips parted, fumbling for a defense as though the argument lived on the tip of his tongue. “Of course, Angelica. I just-” But she was quicker, cutting him off before the fire in him could rise. Her voice rose only slightly, enough to silence him without harshness, but with the kind of authority that left no opening for protest. “No, Alexander. There is no excuse. You have been given a gift, an opportunity to stay with your family without the looming concern of your work. You must take it.”
For once, her words left him with nothing. Absolute. Final. She leaned back ever so slightly, her posture unyielding, her jaw set in quiet determination.
Alexander’s shoulders sagged with the weight of her insistence, the familiar drive to argue faltering in the wake of her unflinching resolve. He knew that look, Angelica Schuyler was not a woman to be swayed once her mind was made. All he could do was bow his head and nod, the faintest flicker of a smile tugging at his lips as if to acknowledge the care hidden within her commanding tone.
[HAMILTON]
You know I have to get my plan through Congress
[ELIZA AND ANGELICA]
Run away with us for the summer
Let’s go upstate
[HAMILTON]
I lose my job if I don’t get my plan through Congress
Washington watched the screen with a heaviness in his chest, his expression shadowed by a quiet, almost paternal sorrow. His broad shoulders, so often squared with command, seemed to sag ever so slightly as he observed the young man he had come to see as his own. There was a forlorn cast to his eyes, a hope clinging stubbornly in them, though tempered by the wisdom of years and the ache of experience.
He prayed, sincerely, fervently, that he would never have to put Alexander in the cruel position of choosing between his family and his duty. The very thought of forcing such a crossroads upon him stirred something deep and uneasy in Washington’s heart.
To him, Alexander was more than a secretary, more than a soldier who had proven his worth on countless nights of ink-stained correspondence and hard-fought battles. He was like a son, brilliant, brash, ambitious, yet burning with a fire that both awed and alarmed the old general. Washington had witnessed firsthand the relentless determination with which Alex had dragged himself upward from obscurity, carving a place in society that many thought forever denied to him.
It was a climb Washington respected deeply, but it was also one he feared Alexander might topple from if left unchecked. That drive, the same spark that made him invaluable, could just as easily consume him if stoked recklessly.
And so, as he gazed at the young man, Washington’s jaw tightened with resolve. He would not allow Alex to fall prey to rash decisions, the sort that could unravel both his hard-won place in the world and the legacy he labored tirelessly to build. If it was within his power, he would shield him from that choice. Better to bear the burden of command himself than see Alexander’s flame extinguished by the weight of his own unchecked ambition.
[ELIZA & (ANGELICA)]
There's a lake I know
(I know I'll miss your face)
In a nearby park
(Screw your courage to the sticking place)
You and I can go
(Eliza's right)
Take a break
Take a break and get away
(Run away with us for the summer)
Let's go upstate
Where we can stay
(We can all go stay with our father)
(If you take your time, you will make your mark)
Look around, look around, at how lucky we are to be alive right now
(Close your eyes and dream)
We can go
When the night gets dark
Take a break
The pleas of both Angelica and Eliza lingered in the air long after their voices had faded, their words carrying a tenderness sharpened by urgency. They seemed to weave themselves into the room, clinging to the ears and hearts of those watching, settling over the gathered group like a fragile blanket of hope. For the briefest of moments, there was a stillness, as if the audience collectively held its breath, entertaining the fragile possibility that perhaps Alexander, so often deaf to reason when consumed by his work, might this time listen.
Maybe, just maybe, his love for his family would outweigh his relentless drive. Maybe he would set aside his quill, his papers, his ambition, and allow himself to retreat to the peace of upstate, to the arms of his wife and children. That sliver of hope shimmered faintly, tenuous but achingly present, flickering in the hearts of those who longed to see him choose differently.
But as the music pressed forward, carrying with it the inevitable swell of momentum, the atmosphere shifted. The softness that had briefly settled dissolved, replaced by a creeping certainty. The notes themselves seemed to betray what was to come, a tightening in the melody, a restlessness in the rhythm. The audience could feel it, their momentary hope collapsing under the weight of inevitability.
One by one, the faces in the room hardened with resignation. That fragile dream slipped through their fingers like sand, leaving behind the cold truth: there was never really a choice to be had. For Alexander, there was only ever one path forward, as inexorable and unyielding as the tide.
And with that realization, the breath of hope was gone, leaving silence heavy in its wake, and the knowledge that the only true option lay not with rest, but with sacrifice.
[HAMILTON]
I have to get my plan through Congress
I can’t stop until I get this plan through Congress
Eliza had quietly slipped from the circle of comfort she had been held in, gently disentangling herself from Alex’s arm and John’s steadying presence. Her body shifted just a little apart, enough to create a space that felt both deliberate and heartbreaking. She sat with her hands folded neatly in her lap, her posture stiff, her gaze fixed downward as though the very weight of her disappointment pressed her into stillness. The faint glow of the screen painted her features with a soft light, highlighting the sadness in her eyes as her lips parted in a muted sigh.
“You’re still not going…” she whispered at last, the words fragile but laced with unmistakable hurt. Her voice carried the delicate tremor of resignation, as though she had already rehearsed this moment in her heart too many times before. Each syllable fell heavy into the air, a quiet plea wrapped in sorrow, her tone more defeated than angry.
Alexander turned toward her, his expression stricken, guilt flooding his features as he reached instinctively in her direction though his hand stilled halfway, uncertain if his touch would be welcome. “I’m sorry, Betsy,” he murmured, his voice soft and weighted with remorse. His apology was thick with regret, a desperate attempt to soothe the ache that lingered in her words. “I promise it won’t happen like this in the future.” His tone was earnest, carrying the raw, boyish hope that somehow those promises might hold enough strength to mend the rift that his future choices had carved.
But as his words hung in the air, they seemed to falter against the quiet wall of her disappointment, a fragile bandage placed over a wound that had already cut far too deep.
Chapter 30: Say No to This
Notes:
Thank you to the Discord server and specifically Fifi and Lyra for help with this chapter!
Chapter Text
Tension thickened in the room as the screen darkened and the music swelled, deep and ominous, crawling into the corners of the space like a living thing. Shadows seemed to stretch along the walls, reflecting the anxious glances of those gathered. Lafayette shifted uneasily, his voice low and laced with concern, “This does not sound promising,” he murmured, eyes flicking briefly to Alexander, who sat rigid, knuckles white.
The silence hung heavy for several long beats, broken only by the rising tension in the music, the strings of the orchestra twisting and climbing with a sense of inevitability. Jefferson leaned forward, lips pursed, eyes narrowing as if trying to read a riddle hidden in the sound itself. “Wait,” he said slowly, the edge of realization sharpening his tone. “The notes… the build of this music, it’s familiar. We’ve heard it before… just in a different instrument. The violin now.”
A ripple of confusion passed through the group at Jefferson’s revelation. Some furrowed their brows, uncertain how this shift in instrumentation could hold meaning. But Alexander’s face had gone pale, the memory of Lin’s earlier warning pressing in on him like a weight in his chest. The warmth of certainty and security he had clung to moments ago now felt fragile, threatened by the creeping dread of what might unfold.
He was pulled back from the edge of his spiraling thoughts by the grounding presence of those nearest him. John’s hand rested lightly but firmly on the back of Alexander’s neck, a subtle anchor, while Eliza’s squeeze on his hand radiated unwavering support. Her voice, quiet but resolute, threaded through the tension like a lifeline. “Whatever happens, Alex. We can fix it,” she murmured, and the sincerity in her tone wrapped around him, offering a sliver of solace amidst the storm of unease. Alexander exhaled shakily, the warmth of their reassurance settling against his frayed nerves even as the music’s foreboding echo continued to build.
[BURR]
There’s nothing like summer in the city
Someone under stress meets someone looking pretty
There’s trouble in the air, you can smell it
And Alexander’s by himself. I’ll let him tell it
Alexander’s tension visibly grew, his hands tightening into fists in his lap as his gaze flicked anxiously between the screen and the stoic figure of Burr. “Burr’s not narrating?” he whispered sharply, a note of alarm threading through his voice. The stillness of the other man only made Alexander’s unease deepen. “That’s never a good sign,” he muttered, leaning forward slightly as though proximity could somehow offer him foresight.
John and Eliza responded quietly, soft murmurs of acknowledgment and subtle nods showing that they understood the mounting tension, while Angelica’s reaction was sharper. Her eyes caught on the lyrics and then shot a piercing, almost predatory glance toward Alexander. She straightened in her seat, her posture defensive, every inch of her body radiating readiness even as she remained silent. Alexander’s throat went dry under her scrutiny, adding another layer of pressure to his already taut nerves.
Washington’s voice cut through the growing murmur, calm but heavy with weight. “That young woman is not dressed in a promising way,” he said, his eyes narrowing slightly in concern. Every head turned to look at him, the room collectively following his gaze, while Alexander felt the weight of the General’s disapproval settle over him like a physical presence.
“Whatever do you mean, mon General?” Lafayette asked, tilting his head, genuinely puzzled. To him, the young woman appeared properly dressed in the fashion of a respectable French lady; he saw no immediate cause for concern.
The General sighed, shaking his head slightly but keeping his gaze fixed on Alexander, as if silently chiding him for not understanding. “She is dressed in a more revealing dress, and also in red, which historically has been used by - well,” he paused, gesturing toward the screen with a slow, deliberate motion. His meaning hung unspoken in the air, heavy with implication, and Alexander’s chest tightened as the full weight of the warning settled in. The tension in the room thickened, a palpable mixture of anticipation, dread, and unspoken caution, as every eye remained glued to the screen.
[HAMILTON]
I hadn’t slept in a week
I was weak, I was awake
You never seen a bastard orphan
More in need of a break
Eliza’s soft voice broke through the heavy silence, warm and tender as she leaned closer to her husband. Her hand brushed against Alexander’s sleeve, the gentle touch carrying more weight than words alone. “Oh, Alex…” she murmured, sympathy laced in every syllable, her eyes glistening with quiet worry. “Why must you work yourself so hard? You are allowed to take a break, my love,” she said, the sadness in her tone aching as if she could feel the strain in his bones herself.
Alexander lifted his gaze to meet hers, his lips twitching into a small, tired smile, a half-hearted attempt to reassure her, though it lacked its usual fire. “I know, Betsy. I know.” His voice was hushed, frayed at the edges. He hesitated, words sticking to his tongue before finally pushing past the lump in his throat. “It’s just…” His eyes dropped, shadowed with memories. “I could not bear it if you and the children were ever forced to suffer the way I had to…” he confessed, the muttered admission carrying both shame and fierce resolve.
A low, steady voice answered him before Eliza could. “That shan’t happen, Alexander.”
The General’s words landed like an anchor in the room. Alexander’s head snapped up, shock flashing across his face at the certainty in Washington’s tone. “Whatever do you mean, Sir, George-” his voice stumbled, caught between respect and disbelief. “I mean this in no bad way, but how on earth are you able to assure that so confidently?! This is our future. We cannot be sure of the nation’s financial stability, never mind my own personal finances!” His tone was incredulous, desperate, the rhythm of his speech quickening as though his panic could outpace reason.
Washington, however, remained unshaken. His steady gaze, calm but firm, held Alexander in place like iron. “Because, Alexander,” he said evenly, with the authority of both a commander and a father, “may I remind you that you married into a rather influential and well-provided family, one who I am sure would lend their aid if dire need ever came to pass.”
Alexander recoiled, bristling, his voice breaking with fervor. “I shan’t go to Betsy’s father! General Schuyler already disapproves of my heritage, never mind if I cannot handle our finances!” His fists clenched, his pride and insecurity colliding in equal measure.
George shook his head, his expression softening but his tone still steady as stone. “I do not know of what you speak. General Schuyler speaks rather highly of you, son.” The word son lingered in the air, heavier than all the rest, sinking deep into Alexander’s chest. Washington leaned forward slightly, his gaze unwavering, his voice low and resolute. “And also, you are a Washington in every way that matters. I shall make sure your family never reach poverty. I promise you that.”
The room went still, Eliza’s hand tightening around Alexander’s as tears pricked her eyes. Alexander himself sat frozen, breath caught, his heart pounding as he tried to reconcile the unshakable promise of the man he admired most with the gnawing fear that had driven him his entire life. For the first time, the relentless fire within him faltered, not extinguished, but softened, under the weight of a father’s vow.
Longing for Angelica
Missing my wife
That’s when Miss Maria Reynolds walked into my life, she said:
Everyone was so thoroughly locked onto the goings-on unfolding across the screen that not a soul noticed the door at the back of the room creak open. The hinges gave the faintest groan, but it was drowned out by the ominous music echoing from the performance. A shadow slipped quietly inside, pausing for only a breath before moving hesitantly across the threshold.
The very woman in question settled into a seat near the back, right by the entrance to the washroom, her movements careful as if afraid to disturb the charged silence around her. She folded her hands tightly in her lap, knuckles paling, and her eyes darted around the room with wide-eyed apprehension. It was clear she was already aware of the gravity of the scene on screen, and perhaps even of the unspoken accusations stirring in the hearts of those gathered. Still, she remained silent, watching, her chest rising and falling in shallow breaths.
At the front, Angelica’s sharp eyes flicked between the glowing stage and Alexander himself. She studied her brother-in-law’s profile, the way his complexion seemed to drain whiter with every second, as if his ever-restless mind had already begun piecing together a dreadful truth. His hand gripped Eliza’s with such force it was almost trembling.
Angelica’s voice cut the air like a blade, low but threaded with venomous warning. “Alexander.” She did not raise her voice, yet the weight of his name carried the same power as a shouted command. “I sincerely hope, for your sake, that this is not suggesting what I think it is.”
Each syllable dripped with accusation, her tone both protective and merciless, the voice of a sister prepared to defend her own blood to the death. Alexander flinched at her words, his shoulders jerking slightly as if struck. His throat worked, and when his voice finally broke free it was thin and ragged with panic.
“Angelica… you know I would never!” His words cracked, desperation leaking through every letter, the denial escaping more like a plea than a declaration. He could not bear the thought of what the events on screen were suggesting, a trail of disgust wrapping its cold grip around him shaking slightly at the idea that he would be capable of even committing the act.
[MARIA]
I know you are a man of honor
I’m so sorry to bother you at home
But I don’t know where to go, and I came here all alone…
[HAMILTON]
She said:
Angelica’s words rang out again, slicing through the heavy silence that clung to the room. “I do not like how you are saying what she said,” she groused, her voice tight, every word dragged out through clenched teeth. Her posture was rigid, shoulders squared, and her eyes flashed with barely contained anger, the kind that could ignite into flame if provoked even slightly further.
Her sharp tone drew an uncomfortable shift from Hercules, who instinctively leaned back as though to dodge the full force of her wrath. “Whatever do you mean?” he asked carefully, though the faint wince tugging at his expression betrayed the fact that he already had some inkling.
Angelica turned her gaze on him, and the look she gave was so scalding it seemed to scorch the air between them. For a moment, it felt as if no one dared to breathe. She didn’t soften her words when she answered, but delivered them with the precision of a blade aimed to pierce.
“If this is what we all seem to be thinking,” she said, her voice dropping to a dangerous calm, “then it was not just her fault. And yet all we are hearing are the excuses from her, and not him!”
The accusation cracked through the tension like thunder. Several sets of eyes darted instantly toward Alexander, whose pallor had grown nearly ghostlike under the weight of her words. The elder sister’s fury hung in the air, palpable, the kind of righteous anger that offered no refuge for guilt to hide.
[MARIA]
My husband’s doin’ me wrong
Beatin’ me, cheatin’ me, mistreatin’ me…
“Oh good God! This poor woman!” Eliza’s voice cracked, soft but fervent, her hands tightening instinctively around the men flanking her. On her right, Alexander stiffened under the desperate squeeze of her fingers, while on her left John leaned into her grip, steady and grounding, as if silently reminding her she wasn’t alone in her horror.
“How dare any man hurt a lady like that!” Lafayette’s exclamation burst out, his hands fisting against his knees as he leaned forward, his accent thickening with his outrage. His eyes blazed, wide with disbelief and indignation. The sheer sharpness of his tone drew a ripple of unease through the group, everyone acutely aware of how deeply such cruelty offended his sense of honor.
Between them, Jefferson and Madison exchanged a loaded glance, one silent, resigned flicker of communication that said they both knew exactly where this was leading. Neither dared to interject; the room was already brimming with enough heat, and they had no desire to draw Angelica’s wrath, or Alexander’s panic, towards themselves.
“Of course I would, Laf!” Alexander blurted suddenly, his voice cutting through the tense stillness. He sat straighter, almost defensive in his posture, his pale face twisting in earnest desperation. “I would never be caught allowing a woman to continue in a situation like that!”
Suddenly he’s up and gone
I don’t have the means to go on
There was a rumble of noise around the chamber, sharp intakes of breath, low groans, and outright exclamations of disgust as the truth sank in. Several of the men leaned forward, their faces taut with disbelief. “No true man would ever abandon their wife like that!” came the cries, overlapping one another in a chorus of disapproval that carried a visceral weight, each voice underscoring the shame of such an act.
Even Burr, usually composed to the point of coldness, let something flicker across his carefully guarded face, an emotion raw and unmistakable, sharp enough to betray his usual mask. He angled his head toward Lin, his tone clipped yet vibrating with a tension none could miss. “May I ask how old this woman was?”
Lin’s expression tightened, his jaw setting as though the answer itself pained him. He gave a grave nod before speaking. “She was twenty-three,” he confirmed quietly, each syllable deliberate, almost heavy. His gaze swept across the assembled group “And she had a child, of which her husband had taken with him.”
The silence that followed was broken almost instantly by another swell of voices, angry mutterings, sharp scoffs, and the pounding of a fist against the arm of a chair. Outrage rippled through the room like fire, sparking in every corner. Some shook their heads in disbelief, others cursed under their breath, the sound a harsh underscore to the collective condemnation.
Even those who had held their tongues before, Jefferson, Madison, and Burr himself, could not hide the shadow of disgust etched across their features. And yet, beneath it all, there was a hushed undercurrent of grief, the ache of imagining a young woman left so utterly bereft, stripped not only of her husband but of her child.
[HAMILTON]
So I offered her a loan, I offered to walk her home, she said
[MARIA]
You’re too kind, sir
“That was very noble of you, son,” Washington acknowledged, his deep voice resonant, carrying both approval and the weight of paternal pride.
Alexander managed a nod in response, but his throat worked with a hard swallow, as if the simple motion was suddenly difficult. On the surface, there was nothing yet to condemn him, no word, no line, no gesture that pointed directly to his own sin. And yet, the hollow ache in his gut only grew heavier, a pit of dread that seemed to pull deeper with each passing beat of the performance.
His eyes flicked briefly toward the stage but didn’t linger, too restless to settle. His hands, clasped tightly in his lap, flexed minutely, betraying the unease that crept steadily through his bones. He forced himself to keep his breathing even, but his chest felt constricted, every inhale scraping like stone.
Even as the song moved forward, his mind slipped backward, circling relentlessly to the words Lin had uttered during the previous number. They rang in his ears like an echo that refused to fade, insistent, accusing, and impossible to drown out. The phrases tangled with the music before him until he could no longer tell which was louder, the melody on stage or the guilt pounding in his own head.
Every note, every line, seemed to narrow the walls around him, pressing him closer to a truth he wished desperately to escape but knew was waiting, inevitable.
[HAMILTON]
I gave her thirty bucks that I had socked away
She lived a block away, she said:
There were sharp intakes of breath and scattered noises of surprise, rippling through the room like the crack of a whip.
“Thirty dollars?!”The exclamation came from more than one voice, overlapping, all of them directed squarely at Alexander. Every gaze seemed to converge on him at once, and under the weight of their collective shock he seemed to physically quiver, his shoulders drawing inward, his frame shrinking as though he wished he could melt into the floorboards. A faint flush crept up the side of his neck, the red stark against the pallor of his skin, betraying both his unease and his embarrassment.
“I-” his voice wavered, the words trembling as much as his hands. He lowered his eyes, unable to meet the barrage of stares. “I could imagine… if I had the financial capability to do so… doing this.” His words were quiet, almost swallowed, as though admitting a confession under judgment.
He clasped his hands tightly together, knuckles whitening, and let the faintest breath out through his nose before continuing, “I could not very well let the woman go with nothing…” His throat bobbed as he swallowed, his tone softening into something earnest, almost desperate to be understood. “Especially after the kindness that brought me to America.”
The room hung silent for a moment, the murmurs stilled, as though everyone was weighing his words against the magnitude of his sacrifice. The sharpness of surprise dulled into contemplation, but Alexander’s heart still hammered, the echo of their incredulity lingering inside his ribs like an accusation.
[MARIA]
This one’s mine, sir
[HAMILTON]
Then I said, “well, I should head back home,”
Angelica’s words rang out sharper than a blade, each syllable honed with the kind of precision that left no room for doubt.
“Yes, I should hope you do. If this goes where it seems… you are lucky that this is the future and I cannot yet kill you!” The room itself seemed to recoil at her voice, the air crackling with her fury, her eyes alight with a fire that could scorch anyone brave enough to meet her gaze. Even the flicker of candlelight seemed to bend to her, casting her features in sharper relief, her mouth tight, her shoulders squared with the weight of her rage.
Alexander flinched, this time not the subtle, near-invisible twitch he had managed before, but a full-bodied jolt as though her words had struck him across the face. His shoulders snapped upward, his breath catching audibly in his throat, and the color drained from his already pale features. His heart thudded erratically in his chest, pounding against his ribs with such force that he felt sure the others could hear it.
The untoward idea, the very suggestion he had tried so hard to smother under reason and denial, now loomed like a shadow given shape. It pressed down upon him, suffocating in its clarity. His hands trembled at his sides, fingers curling helplessly into fists before splaying again, the nervous cycle betraying the storm that brewed inside him.
Angelica’s glare did not relent. And the more her words echoed, the more his dread tangled tighter, until the thought he could no longer outrun stood there, terrible and undeniable, in the forefront of his mind.
She turned red, she led me to her bed
Let her legs spread and said:
Eliza stiffened, every muscle in her body locking until she sat as straight as a board, her posture so rigid it looked almost painful. Inch by inch, as though recoiling from a venomous strike, she shifted away from Alexander, pressing herself against the arm of the couch as far from him as the narrow space would allow. A sharp, broken gasp tore from her throat, brittle and unsteady, the sound of something inside her shattering.
Her eyes, wide and luminous with shock, brimmed instantly with tears. They clung desperately to her lashes before spilling down her cheeks unchecked, streaking her face as she stared at the screen. There, right before her, confirmation of the fear she had buried deep in her chest, the dread she had whispered to herself in the lonely corners of her mind but never dared to fully believe. Now there was no denying it. The truth blazed before her, undeniable, and it burned.
Angelica’s entire body was taut with fury. Her glare at Alexander was not just angry, it was deadly, the kind of look that could silence a battlefield. Her lips pressed together so tightly the color drained from them, her jaw hard enough that one could almost hear the grind of her teeth.
Alexander sat frozen, caught in the trap of their gazes, but the rejection cut deeper still when John, who had been sitting at his side, quietly rose. Without a word, John crossed the small stretch of couch and settled firmly beside Eliza, his presence a shield as much as a comfort. His hand brushed gently against hers, steadying, grounding, as she bent slightly toward him, seeking even the smallest shred of safety in the midst of betrayal.
The space Alexander was left in suddenly felt cavernous, the empty cushion beside him more damning than any words could be.
[MARIA]
Stay?
The room was deathly quiet, so silent that even the soft hum of the screen seemed unnervingly loud. Every eye in the room was fixed on him, their collective judgment pressing down heavier than any battlefield weight he had ever borne.
“Alexander…” The General’s voice finally broke the stillness, low and resonant, carrying not only disapproval but a deep, personal disappointment that struck like a blow to the chest. The single word seemed to reverberate against the walls, echoing into the silence that followed.
Yet Alexander could not answer. His throat felt locked, his tongue heavy as stone. He sat alone at one end of the couch, posture unnaturally rigid as though bracing for impact, his back ramrod straight in an unconscious attempt to preserve dignity. But his face betrayed him, his eyes glistened with the thin sheen of tears that threatened to spill, the tremble in his lower lip betraying his inner collapse.
He couldn’t even look at them. His gaze was transfixed on the flickering screen before him, staring with hollow disbelief at the version of himself playing out in cruel detail. It felt alien, impossible, that the man committing such betrayal bore his name, his face. How on earth could that be him?
The thought circled endlessly, hammering in his skull. To Eliza, gentle, devoted Eliza, the woman he loved with his entire heart and soul, the partner he had sworn to protect and cherish. To think he would cause her such grief, that he would tarnish the very bond that had kept him grounded… He couldn’t comprehend it. He could scarcely breathe around the thought.
His chest rose and fell too fast, shallow breaths betraying the storm raging inside him. Around him the silence remained unbroken, but it was no longer merely quiet, it was suffocating, filled with disappointment, grief, and unspoken accusation. And Alexander sat drowning in it, unable to reconcile the man he knew himself to be with the future self that had undone everything.
[HAMILTON]
Hey…
[MARIA]
Hey…
[HAMILTON]
That’s when I began to pray:
Lord, show me how to
Say no to this
Still, Angelica’s voice came, softer now, but deathly quiet in a way that carried far more venom than any shout. Her words cut sharp as a blade.
“You just say no , Alexander. It’s not difficult for civilised people.” Her spit of the final word landed like a lash, her glare burning with contempt.
Alexander didn’t respond. He couldn’t. His jaw worked uselessly as though he might find words, but nothing came. His gaze remained locked to the merciless screen, his stomach twisting and flipping violently with each second the image lingered. It was unbearable, a sickness that rose hot and sharp in his throat, the kind that left him wishing he could vanish into the earth rather than face their eyes.
“Alexander…”
Eliza’s voice broke across the silence, fragile and trembling, cracked down the middle with grief. More tears slipped unchecked down her cheeks, each one glistening like a wound under the flicker of the screen. She looked shattered, eyes wide and glassy, her lips trembling, her whole body drawn tight with devastation.
“How- how could you…” The words fractured, incomplete, yet heavy enough to crush him completely.
She looked every bit as devastated as Alexander felt . The reflection of her pain mirrored the abyss inside him, but at least, at least, she wasn’t alone in it. John had shifted to her side, his strong arm wound around her shoulders, steadying her shaking form. His presence anchored her, his quiet murmurs of comfort keeping her from splintering apart under the weight of betrayal.
But there was no such anchor for Alexander. He sat alone at the other end of the couch, shoulders hunched though he tried to hold them square, his hands twisting together in his lap so tightly the knuckles whitened. There was no arm around him, no voice to ground him. Only the suffocating distance between himself and the people he loved most, who now recoiled as though his very presence burned them.
The realisation hollowed him out. They had John. Eliza had John. Angelica had her rage to shield her. Even Washington had his authority, stern and cutting. But Alexander, Alexander had nothing. Nothing but the sound of his own breaking heart and the ghost of a self he no longer recognised, still playing out on the screen.
I don’t know how to
Say no to this
But my God, she looks so helpless
And her body’s saying, “hell, yes”
Alexander curled further into himself, shoulders drawn tight as though he might fold completely inward and disappear. His hands clenched helplessly in his lap, nails biting crescent moons into his palms, but still he could not look away from the screen. Every sound from the room seemed to echo louder in his ears, the muffled hitch of Eliza’s breath, the wet crack of her sobs that only grew sharper, more broken with each passing moment.
John’s arm tightened around her, pulling her closer into his chest. His voice came in soft waves, hushed attempts to soothe her trembling frame, but the words themselves were nothing Alexander could make out, only the sound, the tone, the gentle balm offered to her but not to him.
Then John’s eyes found him. The comfort in his voice did not carry over when he spoke next; instead it rang cold and resolute, heavy as iron.
“I thought you were a good one, Alexander.” The words cut through the quiet like a sword, his tone like steel. “Clearly I was wrong.”
It struck Alexander with the precision of a blade to the chest, a clean, brutal slice. His breath stuttered, his fragile heart seemed to crack apart, and for a moment he could not speak at all, just stared at John, violet eyes wide, shimmering with a grief too great for words.
Finally, the dam broke. His voice came raw and broken, spilling out in a torrent.
“John, please,” he begged, the sound closer to a sob than speech. “John, this isn’t me! You know I would never, please!” His words tumbled out, choked and desperate, every syllable laced with disbelief and pleading. His throat burned, his chest ached with the effort of trying to make them understand.
But there was no answer. Only silence.
No one moved to him, no one reached out. The air pressed in heavy and suffocating, filled with nothing but Eliza’s sobs and the echo of his own desperate cries. Angelica’s gaze still glared sharp with condemnation, Eliza wept in John’s arms, and John himself had already turned back to her, shielding her from further pain.
And the General, stern, immovable Washington, the one man who had promised to always stand by him, his supposed father in all but name, did not even meet his eyes.
Not even he could bring himself to face Alexander’s begging, violet gaze.
The rejection was worse than any words, worse than the cutting silence of the rest. It hollowed Alexander out completely, leaving him stranded, a ghost of a man left trembling and alone on the couch, drowning beneath the weight of shame that was not his yet suffocated him all the same.
[MARIA]
Whoa...
[HAMILTON]
Nooo, show me how to
[HAMILTON/ENSEMBLE]
Say no to this
[HAMILTON]
I don’t know how to
[HAMILTON/ENSEMBLE]
Say no to this
[HAMILTON]
In my mind, I’m tryin’ to go
[ENSEMBLE]
Go! Go! Go!
[HAMILTON]
Then her mouth is on mine, and I don’t say…
[ENSEMBLE]
No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!
Alexander lurched forward so suddenly it was as though the ground had tilted beneath him. His face was a sickly green beneath the pallor, skin clammy with cold sweat, his violet eyes glassy and unfocused. He shoved himself up from the chair with such desperation that the motion sent it screeching back across the floor. In his frantic rise, his shoulder clipped against the slight figure of the young woman who had been sitting at the edge of the gathering, quiet and unnoticed until now.
Gasps followed in his wake. Alexander stumbled blindly, chest heaving, and the sound of the washroom door slamming shut reverberated through the tense room like a gunshot. The silence that followed was deafening, every eye swinging toward the figure he had brushed past, the one now stranded in the centre of their scrutiny.
Peggy’s sharp intake of breath broke it. Her eyes narrowed, her usually gentle features pulled taut with suspicion and hurt as she looked straight at the young woman. Her voice came out quiet, so quiet it nearly trembled, but there was a strain in it like stretched wire, “You’re her, are you not?”
All eyes turned, the collective weight of grief and fury bearing down at once. The woman flinched, her hands clasping nervously in her lap. Her cheeks burned crimson, the flush of someone who had long ago grown used to shame, yet never fully armoured herself against it. She ducked her head as though trying to make herself smaller, but Peggy’s unrelenting stare allowed no escape.
“You’re this Maria,” Peggy said, her words clipped, each syllable edged like a blade.
Maria’s lips parted, trembling as though her very voice was unsure it belonged in the room. She looked nothing like the sultry figure projected on the screen, her presence was softer, muted, her posture caving inward, her voice when it came no more than a whisper.
“Yes,” she admitted, eyes darting to the floor.
The single word seemed to ripple outward, colliding with every broken heart in the room.
There was no response. The air hung heavy, silence pressing down like a weight none of them knew how to lift. No one seemed capable of finding the words, not to challenge, not to comfort, not even to condemn. The eyes of the room flicked between one another, uncertain, until Maria herself, trembling though she was, became the first to break the suffocating quiet.
Her voice wavered at first, thin as a thread, but it gained strength with each syllable as though speaking was the only thing tethering her to the ground.
“I had no choice-” she began, though her breath hitched, nearly snapping the words in half. She pressed a hand to her chest as if to steady herself. “My husband, he-” Maria’s throat closed for a moment, and she forced herself to continue. “He said if I did not do what he asked, he would accuse me of adultery. He said he’d take my child from me… leave me on the streets to rot.” Her voice cracked at the last word, but still she pressed on, eyes shining with tears she fought desperately not to shed. Her hands twisted in her lap, knuckles bone-white from the force of her grip.
“I never wanted to hurt you. Or Alexander. Eliza-” She finally dared to meet Eliza’s tear-stained face, the grief in her eyes nearly undoing her, “But…”
She faltered, gaze drifting back toward the closed washroom door where Alexander had vanished, as if expecting it to burst open. Her lips quivered, but she swallowed hard and forced herself to speak the truth that burned her throat.
“This Alexander, your Alexander,” she said softly, “is not the same man that I-” Her voice faltered, and shame rolled over her like a tide. “Interacted with.” The word was barely more than a whisper.
Maria ducked her head, blinking rapidly against the tears threatening to spill. “You shouldn’t be so harsh on him,” she said, the plea in her tone raw. “Not only is he much younger now… but he was not as guilty as I am.” The words seemed to crack through the silence like lightning, leaving the room hushed, stunned, reeling. The weight of Maria’s plea hung heavy in the air until Angelica broke it with a scoff sharp enough to cut glass. Her arms folded across her chest, her jaw set, she stepped forward as though to shield her sisters with her own fury. “That’s even worse. He used you when he knew you were vulnerable!” The accusation landed like a blade. Eliza flinched, her lips trembling as though she wanted to protest but couldn’t find the strength, while Maria visibly recoiled, her shoulders curling as if bracing for another strike. “No.” Maria’s voice came sharper than she intended, trembling underneath with desperation. “He is not entirely at fault for this, if anything-” she faltered, then forced it out, “I am at greater fault than him.” Her gaze shot again to the door Alexander had vanished through, anguish twisting her expression. “Will someone please go check on him now, for goodness sake!?” she all but begged, her voice cracking as she quivered. “With his behaviour, I greatly fear for what he is doing in there!’ For a beat, no one moved. Then John straightened, the conflict plain on his face. Angelica turned her glare on him, a silent warning sparking in her eyes, but he set his jaw, ignoring it. Without a word, he crossed the room and slipped out the door after Alexander, leaving the sisters staring in his wake.
Angelica gathered Eliza into her arms with a fierce protectiveness, holding her as though she could shield her from every wound in the world. Peggy quickly moved to Eliza’s other side, wrapping her smaller frame around her sister’s trembling one, the three of them pressed close in a knot of shared grief and fury. Angelica’s chin lifted, her dark eyes narrowing until they burned with cold steel, and she cast a glare toward Maria so sharp it could have drawn blood.
Maria did not flinch. She lifted her chin too, though her chest rose and fell with the strain of holding her ground. The weight of Angelica’s judgment pressed heavily on her, but she bore it, meeting the eldest Schuyler’s eyes without looking away. She knew the truth as plain as breath, both she and Alexander carried guilt. But Alexander had already been dragged across the coals, ripped open by their anger. Now it was her turn. If Angelica demanded penance, Maria would not cower from it.
The air between them stretched taut, brittle as glass, until the silence broke with the soft sound of footsteps returning. The door creaked, and John reappeared with Alexander in tow.
Alexander moved like a man hollowed out, his shoulders hunched, eyes cast low, the light drained from him. He didn’t speak, didn’t fight, only followed meekly back into the room. His presence seemed to darken the air, shame rolling off him in waves. John guided him wordlessly to his chair, and Alexander sank into it without protest, his gaze fixed somewhere on the floorboards, as though afraid even to lift his head.
John did not take the empty place beside him. Instead, he crossed to sit beside Angelica, his arm brushing Peggy’s shoulder in silent solidarity. Eliza, after one long, shuddering glance at her husband, turned away again and curled tighter into her sisters, burying her face in Angelica’s shoulder.
That left Alexander and Maria sitting apart, a gulf of space yawning between them and the others. Side by side, yet utterly alone, isolated not just by distance but by the heavy wall of judgment that now divided the room.
[HAMILTON]
I wish I could say that was the last time
I said that last time. It became a pastime
Alexander’s red-rimmed eyes lifted from the floor at last, locking desperately onto Lin’s. His gaze was raw, almost fevered, as if he were clinging to the hope that Lin would deny it all. His lips trembled before he could even form the words.
“Surely-” his voice cracked on the first syllable, the sound cutting through the room like splintered glass. He swallowed hard, his throat working against the lump rising there. “Surely this must be some artistic licence. I can not-” he shook his head sharply, curls falling loose across his brow, “I can not comprehend doing that to Eliza… to my family.”
The roughness in his tone betrayed him, each word strained and gravel-edged, carrying the unmistakable echo of time spent breaking down outside the room. His shoulders quivered with the effort of holding himself upright, one hand twitching against his knee as though he didn’t know what else to do with it.
Lin’s expression softened, the weight of sympathy heavy in his eyes. For a moment he simply studied Alexander, as though measuring how much truth he could bear. When he finally spoke, his voice was low, steady, threaded with both sorrow and resolve.
“I’m afraid that this did happen, Alexander…” Lin’s words were careful, deliberate, each one like a stone placed in Alexander’s trembling hands. His tone carried both firmness and compassion, the balance of a man who knew he was speaking to someone shattered and fragile.
Alexander blinked hard, moisture welling again despite the redness already staining his eyes. His chest heaved once, twice, as though searching for air in a room that suddenly felt suffocating.
A month into this endeavor I received a letter
“A month?!” Angelica’s voice lashed through the air, sharp as a whip. Her whole body trembled with fury as she surged forward, her skirts brushing the floor like waves breaking against the shore. “You bedded this woman for an entire month!”
Her eyes blazed as she closed the distance, stalking toward Alexander with the deadly grace of a predator. She stopped just short of him, deliberately leaving him out of reach yet still towering over his small, folded form. Alexander had not risen to meet her. He remained curled in on himself on the couch, hunched and tight, as though recoiling from the very shadow of what his actions would become. His hands gripped at his knees, knuckles white, his face twisted in self-loathing.
“You disgust me, Hamilton!” Angelica spat, her voice breaking with both rage and anguish. “How dare you say that you love my sister and then go and do that!” Her words hit like blows, each one cutting deeper than the last. “You used your words well, I’ll give you that-” her lip curled bitterly, “you even had me convinced that you were one of the good few men on this earth. But clearly you are not! You are just as disappointing as all the rest!”
Her hand swept out, trembling with restrained violence. “You should never have been given that kindness, that mercy, that got you off that godforsaken island!”
The silence that followed was suffocating, Angelica’s fury ringing in the air like the echo of a struck bell. Alexander flinched with each word, his body shrinking smaller, his shame painted in every twitch of his jaw and every drop of wetness threatening his already raw eyes.
It was Maria who broke the tension, her voice slicing through like a sudden thunderclap across a still field.
“You shouldn’t be too harsh on him,” she said evenly, lifting her chin. Her pupils had shrunk into narrow points, her gaze unflinching, as though she had rehearsed these words countless times before this moment. “It was an awful, near unforgivable mistake, yes. But he hasn’t even yet made the choice himself, ” her gaze flicked briefly to Alexander, then steadied again, unwavering, “but I have.”
The room stilled at her words. No one had expected her to speak, let alone with such calm certainty. The weight of her declaration shifted the air, grounding it, demanding attention.
Hamilton’s head jerked up, his fists slowly unclenching from their tortured grip. He blinked, hastily brushing away the faint tear tracks staining his cheeks, stunned at her resolve. He had expected to bear the brunt of every accusation, every ounce of blame. He had prepared himself for that. What he had not expected was Maria, this fierce woman, standing so firm in the storm, taking her share without flinching.
But before the silence could settle too long, Angelica cut in again with a sharp, derisive cough, her eyes narrowing like knives.
“That doesn’t erase the fact that he still cheated,” she hissed.
“You’re right,” Maria replied at once, her voice steady, unshaken. “We made that mistake together. All I’m saying is… he hasn’t done it yet.”
With that, she moved, her motions controlled and deliberate. Gathering the folds of her dress, Maria crossed the room with quiet defiance, her presence commanding despite the scandal hanging over her. She lowered herself onto the couch beside Hamilton, the soft cushions sighing under her weight. For a moment, she did not look at him, but the nearness of her presence spoke louder than words, an alliance, however fragile, against the storm surrounding them.
From a Mr. James Reynolds, even better, it said:
“You’re husband, presumably, Mrs. Reynolds,” Washington remarked carefully, his voice measured but tight, carrying the weight of uncertainty. He studied the room, his brow furrowed, unsure how to navigate the delicate tension that hung thick in the air. Every word felt like stepping on fragile glass, and he did not want to make the wrong move.
Maria stiffened at the mention of her husband’s name, her fingers curling tightly in her lap. Her jaw clenched, eyes narrowing as if recalling memories she wished to lock away, her lips pressed into a thin line. She gave a slow, controlled nod, the smallest flicker of acknowledgement escaping her, betraying the turmoil behind her otherwise calm exterior. The room fell quieter, the silence heavy with unspoken questions and the weight of judgment held in every gaze.
Washington’s eyes lingered on her, conflicted, he wanted to offer comfort or guidance, yet the sting of history and the uncertainty of the moment left him momentarily frozen.
[JAMES]
Dear Sir, I hope this letter finds you in good health
And in a prosperous enough position to put wealth
In the pockets of people like me: down on their luck
You see, that was my wife who you decided to
[HAMILTON]
Fuuuu—
[JAMES]
Uh-oh! You made the wrong sucker a cuckold
So time to pay the piper for the pants you unbuckled
And hey, you can keep seein’ my whore wife
Maria flinched sharply, her body stiffening at the words casually being chucked from the screen, Alexander himself inhaled sharply, the sound catching slightly in his throat as he absorbed the room’s atmosphere. His gaze darted toward Eliza, and a fresh surge of revulsion and guilt coursed through him. The sight of her devastated expression, the raw mixture of hurt and disbelief, twisted something deep inside him. Beside her, John’s blank, almost unreadable look added another layer of weight to the moment, making the air feel thick and stifling.
Alexander’s eyes then drifted back to Maria, whose face had gone pale, lips parted slightly as if struggling to find words, and shoulders tight with tension. Despite the accusations hanging heavy in the room, despite the past and future mistakes pressed upon him, he could not, in good conscience, allow a young woman to feel such terror and isolation without offering some semblance of comfort.
Slowly, deliberately, he extended a trembling hand, resting his palm gently on her shoulder. The touch was light, careful, an attempt at reassurance rather than intrusion. He applied a subtle squeeze, a silent promise that she was not alone, before withdrawing his hand with equal care, his fingers lingering in the memory of contact rather than on the skin itself. The room remained quiet, each heartbeat stretched into a moment of tense anticipation, the weight of unspoken emotions pressing heavily on all present.
If the price is right: if not I’m telling your wife
A slow, dawning realisation seemed to ripple across George’s face as the images on the screen continued to play out. His eyes narrowed slightly, the deep-set lines around them tightening as he processed the situation, voice cutting through the tense silence like a sharp blade.
“You were manipulated. Both of you,” he said, his tone gruff, resonant, carrying enough weight to reach every corner of the room. “This James Reynolds… he must have known you had money, Alexander. He saw an opportunity and used Maria, using the one thing she valued most, her child, as leverage to control you both.”
Maria’s lips pressed into a thin line, her hands twisting slightly in her lap, her shoulders rigid. She nodded silently, the movement almost imperceptible, but enough to show her agreement without breaking her composure. Alexander’s jaw clenched, his knuckles white against his knees, his chest tight with the mix of anger, guilt, and helplessness that churned inside him. He said nothing; words failed him entirely as he absorbed the sting of the truth laid bare.
The room remained heavy and quiet, each person caught in the gravity of the moment. The air felt thick with the unspoken acknowledgement of injustice, the emotional weight pressing in on Alexander like a tangible force, as he struggled to reconcile the actions of his past, or perhaps a version of himself that had already lived through mistakes he had yet to make, with the man he wanted to be.
[HAMILTON]
I hid the letter and I raced to her place
Screamed “How could you?!” in her face
The room erupted once more with a collective sound of pure outrage, the air thick with tension and disbelief. Every head seemed to turn toward Alexander, eyes wide with judgment, voices sharp with indignation.
“How dare you?!” Angelica’s voice rang out, cutting through the murmur like a whip. Her arms were crossed tightly across her chest, shoulders stiff, her glare piercing as if it could physically strike him. “How dare you approach this woman and place the blame entirely on her?!”
Her words were low, growled with barely contained fury, yet each syllable carried the weight of every hurt, every betrayal she imagined Alexander could inflict. “You were the one in a position to help her! You had the power, every ability, to protect this woman and her child, and yet what did you do? You took her to bed! You are a disgusting excuse for a man!”
Alexander flinched under the force of her condemnation, his chest tightening as if each word struck him physically. His hands clenched into fists at his sides, knuckles whitening, but his voice caught in his throat, powerless to respond. The heat of shame and guilt radiated off him, visible in the slight shake of his shoulders and the way his eyes darted, desperate for a place to hide from the judgment burning into him from Angelica, the room, and even from within his own conscience.
She said:
[MARIA]
No, sir!
[HAMILTON]
Half dressed, apologetic. A mess, she looked
Pathetic, she cried:
[MARIA]
Please don’t go, sir!
[HAMILTON]
So was your whole story a setup?
[MARIA]
I don’t know about any letter!
[HAMILTON]
Stop crying Goddamnit, get up!
Alexander winced, the muscles in his jaw tightening as though he’d been struck. His own breath caught in his throat, shame flooding his veins like ice. How on earth… his mind reeled, how could future me ever think it acceptable to speak to a lady like that? The words he had seen and heard echoed in his skull, sour and heavy, each syllable dragging his conscience further into despair. His stomach twisted painfully, a sharp stab of self-loathing settling in his chest as he lowered his gaze, unable to meet the eyes around him.
“Alexander.”
The voice that cut through the silence was not Angelica’s, nor Eliza’s, nor the sharp bite of John’s or his own inner torment. It was Washington.
The General’s tone was colder than ice, deliberate and edged with a steel authority that left no room for argument. His words were not shouted, yet the controlled weight behind them carried more force than any outburst could. His dark eyes fixed firmly on Alexander, disappointment carved into every line of his face.
“I never would have thought,” Washington said, his voice sharp with condemnation, “that you would stoop so low as to tell a woman to shut up.”
The stark warning in his tone seemed to reverberate through the room, silencing even the murmur of breath from the others. Disappointment, deep, cutting, paternal, hung in every syllable, and Alexander felt it cleave into him with more force than a blade. His chest constricted painfully, the weight of Washington’s disapproval crushing him far more than the angry shouts had. To be judged so harshly by his mentor, the man he admired above all others, was a punishment of its own making, an unshakable reminder of just how far he had fallen.
[MARIA]
I didn’t know any better
[HAMILTON]
I am ruined...
“Is that all you care about?”
Peggy’s voice rang out, cutting through the tension like a blade. Though it lacked the venom that dripped from Angelica’s words, and did not carry the shattered tremor that broke Eliza’s, it struck with its own precision, sharp, clear, and unyielding. Her tone carried a steady edge of anger, laced with deep hurt, her small frame trembling as she fixed Alexander with a gaze that pierced straight through him.
“You mean to tell us,” she continued, her words gaining momentum, her voice rising in pitch and strength, “that your concern in all of this is not the harm you’ve done to Eliza? To your children? To your family?” Her chest rose and fell sharply, the flush of her cheeks betraying how tightly she held her composure. “No? Your only thoughts are of your reputation? Of what the world will think of you?!”
Each syllable struck Alexander like a lash. He flinched beneath her words, his shoulders curling in as though he could make himself smaller, as though he could shield himself from the truth she hurled at him. The knife Peggy drove into his chest twisted deeper with every accusation, and though her voice was not as harsh as Angelica’s, nor as devastating as Eliza’s silence, it was all the more cutting for its clarity.
The simple truth of it robbed him of breath. His heart pounded in his ears, shame and guilt pooling heavy in his stomach, burning against the fragile edges of his pride. He could not look at her, at any of them, for fear that one more glance would break him completely.
[MARIA]
Please don’t leave me with him helpless
Just give him what he wants and you can have me
Whatever you want,
[HAMILTON]
I am helpless—how could I do this?
“How could I do this?”
The words slipped from Alexander’s lips in a hoarse whisper, so soft he scarcely realised he had echoed the very lament of his onscreen counterpart. They were not meant for anyone else, just a desperate cry to himself, a hollow attempt to reconcile the impossible. His voice cracked, breaking under the weight of shame.
He was unravelling. His chest ached with a sharp, hollow pain that spread outward like fire, consuming him until it was all he could feel. His heart was not just wounded, it was shattered under the realisation that he was destined, in some cruel twist of fate, to bring ruin not upon strangers, nor enemies, but upon the people he loved most in the world. The image of Eliza’s face, tear-stained, broken, flashed unbidden before his eyes, followed by the accusing fury of Angelica and the raw disappointment etched into Washington’s features.
The disgust twisted in his stomach like a knife. His throat burned, as if swallowing air itself were punishment. He could not, would not , look up. To meet the eyes of anyone in the room was unthinkable. Instead, his gaze dropped to the floorboards, desperate, almost feverish, as though the ridges of the wood grain were a lifeline. He focused on their swirls and lines with a frantic intensity, forcing his eyes to stay there, to pretend that the pattern of the planks was the most fascinating thing in existence. Anything to avoid seeing the truth in their faces.
His breath hitched when he felt it: the faintest pressure, a hand resting on his shoulder. He started, the sudden contact jolting him from his spiral. But the touch was light, steady, and strangely gentle. Maria.
She didn’t speak. She didn’t need to. Her hand lingered only for a moment, a quiet offering of comfort that did not erase the pain nor absolve him of his guilt—but it eased the crushing weight just enough to breathe. It reminded him he was not entirely alone in the storm.
It was not salvation. But it was something.
And in that fragile sliver of comfort, Alexander found just enough strength to draw in a shaky breath, to force his spine to straighten. His trembling fingers brushed at his cheeks, sweeping away the tears that blurred his vision, as if clearing them might somehow steady the chaos raging within him.
I don’t want you
I don’t want you
[MARIA]
If you pay
You can stay
Tonight
Helpless
Whoa!
How can you
Say no to this?
[HAMILTON]
Yes
Yes
Yes
Yes.
[HAMILTON]
I don’t…
Lord, show me how to
Say no to this
I don’t know how to
Say no to this
Cuz the situation’s helpless
And her body’s screaming, “Hell, yes”
No, show me how to
Say no to this
How can I
Say no to this?
There is nowhere I can go
When her body’s on mine I do not say…
[MARIA]
Yes!
Yes!
Yes
Yes!
[ENSEMBLE]
Say no to this!
Say no to this!
Say no to this!
Say no to this!
Go! Go! Go!
No!
Lin winced, heat rising unbidden to his cheeks as the scene on the screen unfolded before them. No matter how many times he had told himself it was just art, just theatre, it was impossible to shake the sting of guilt. He still could not quite forgive Andy for pushing him into framing the moment in that way, for making him the one to craft it so vividly. It felt raw, exposed, even exploitative now, under the weight of the company he found himself in.
The blush deepened until it nearly burned, his chest tight as realisation struck with brutal force: the people beside him, flesh and blood, living and breathing, were the very souls he had dared to capture, reshape, and immortalise on stage. They were watching themselves through the lens of his script, and there was nowhere to hide from that knowledge.
His posture stiffened, shoulders drawing tight as if he could fold himself smaller, unseen. His eyes, against his better judgment, flickered across the room. The three Schuyler sisters sat pressed close together, their heads inclined towards one another in a knot of shared comfort, their presence almost luminous against the dim glow of the screen. Lin’s throat bobbed with a hard swallow. His composure wavered, nearly broke entirely, when his gaze accidentally caught that of General Washington.
It was like being pinned in place. Washington’s steady, dignified presence carried more weight than any script or stage could ever convey. And now, as he himself whilst portraying Alexander , moved into those particular acts, those choices Lin had once defended as necessary drama, the room seemed to constrict around him.
The General shifted in his seat, jaw tightening as though each beat of the scene pressed against his composure. When he spoke, his voice carried the clipped precision of a man who rarely allowed discomfort to show, yet could not conceal it now.
“Was displaying these acts in such a vulgar manner truly necessary?” His tone was even, but the distaste was impossible to miss.
Lin flinched as though struck. His blush, impossibly, darkened further. Words tangled on his tongue, tripping and stumbling over one another in their haste to escape.
“I, I had no full say in that matter, sir!” he burst out, hands flapping nervously before clenching tight in his lap. His voice cracked under the weight of nerves. “And it’s not exactly the most vulgar thing during my time.” The excuse tumbled from him in a rush, unpolished and desperate, each word sharper for the raw shame threading through them. He could barely look at Washington, his eyes darting back to the floor as though it might swallow him whole, the General responded shortly, “I’m not going to question you further on that last bit”
[ENSEMBLE]
Say no to this!
No!
Say no to this!
No!
Say no to this!
No!
Say no to this!
[HAMILTON]
Say no to this…
I don’t say no to this
There is nowhere I can go.
It was Eliza’s voice that broke through next, not sharp like Angelica’s, not coolly precise like Peggy’s, but fractured, trembling beneath the weight of grief. The sound alone was enough to make Alexander flinch, his chest tightening as though her every syllable struck against his ribs.
“There was, Alexander! There is!” she cried, her tone ragged, straining at the edges as though it cost her everything just to force the words out. Her hands twisted in the folds of her skirt, clutching at fabric to anchor herself, yet her eyes never left him, wide, glistening, dark with hurt that seemed bottomless.
“You could have easily left upstate to join us!” Her voice cracked, the heartbreak in it enough to silence the room for a beat. She shook her head, curls trembling with the force of the movement. “You could have joined us when both Angelica and I insisted you take a break!”
Her plea was not a calculated rebuke but a raw, desperate wound laid bare. It was the voice of someone who had begged, who had waited, who had been denied again and again until hope itself felt cruel.
Alexander looked at her as though he had been gutted. His expression faltered, shifting from prideful defiance to a hollow sort of longing, as if he wanted to reach for her but found his hands shackled by his own choices. His eyes shimmered with the beginning of tears he refused to shed, fixed on Eliza’s face like a man drowning who sees the shore just out of reach.
The silence that followed her words pressed down on the room like a weight. For Alexander, it was unbearable, her broken voice was a mirror of the damage he had wrought, and there was no clever turn of phrase, no defence, that could lessen the truth of it.
“Eliza, I-” he began, but the words stuck fast, strangled by the lump in his throat. He swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing as though he could force the excuses down into silence. His hands twitched helplessly at his sides, fingers curling and uncurling as though they ached to reach for her but no longer had the right.
“I wanted-” His voice cracked, breaking against the rawness of her pain. He closed his eyes for a moment, trying to summon the eloquence that had always come so easily to him on the battlefield. But now, when it mattered most, language abandoned him.
He looked at her, eyes swimming, desperate. His lips parted again, trembling, but only fragments escaped. “I thought… I needed… I didn’t mean…” Each attempt collapsed on itself, the words too fragile to carry the weight of what he longed to say.
The silence that followed was worse than any reprimand. His shoulders sagged under it, his chest heaving with the effort of breathing when it felt as though there was no air left for him. He bowed his head, shame burning across his skin, the grain of the floor suddenly far easier to face than the devastation in his wife’s eyes.
Eliza’s expression did not soften. If anything, the tearful fire in her gaze only deepened at his faltering attempts. For once, Alexander Hamilton, master of words, had none that could save him.
[MARIA]
Don’t say no to this
[ENSEMBLE]
Go go go...
[JAMES]
So?
[HAMILTON]
Nobody needs to know
Alexander’s voice trembled, thin and ragged as if each word were torn from the very center of him. “I don’t understand how I could do this,” he confessed, the sound barely carrying beyond the weight of the silence. His chest rose and fell in sharp, uneven breaths, and his hands, those restless hands always reaching for a quill or a cause, hung uselessly at his sides. “I love Eliza with my entire heart. She is everything to me…”
His eyes, reddened and glassy, sought hers again. When they met, it was as though the world steadied for the briefest instant, as though he might still reach her if he spoke with enough fervor, with enough truth. The fire that had so often fueled his arguments, his speeches, his ambition flickered back to life now, not sharp, but pleading, fragile.
“I promise you, Eliza,” he whispered, then said it stronger, steadier, desperate to carve his vow into the air itself. “In our own future, this shan’t happen. I’ll listen to you. I’ll come upstate. I won’t allow myself to enter into a situation like this again.” His voice cracked on the last word, and the determination in his eyes wavered into sorrow.
But Eliza said nothing. She only pressed her teeth to her lower lip, eyes shining as she turned away, the gesture small but shattering in its finality. The silence that followed his promise was heavier than any condemnation, heavier than any shouted word could ever be.
John shifted beside her, and Alexander’s gaze flicked toward him, searching for a sliver of understanding, of loyalty. Instead, he found only heartbreak mirrored in his eyes. John, too, turned his face away, shoulders tense, lips pressed thin, as though he could not bear to watch Alexander stumble beneath the wreckage of his own making.
And so, despite every vow, despite every plea spoken from a heart laid bare, Alexander sat hurt and alone. The music swelled around him like a cruel reminder, carrying on without pause, its notes pressing down against the hollow space where Eliza’s answer should have been.
Chapter 31: The Room Where It Happens
Chapter Text
No one spoke as the screen rolled onto the next song. The silence between them felt almost suffocating, pressing down heavier than the music now echoing faintly through the room. Alexander drew in a sharp, unsteady breath, trying and failing to compose himself. His body ached with the weight of everything that had just been hurled at him, and he shifted, curling in on himself until he was pressed tight into the farthest corner of the couch, as though he could make himself smaller, unseen.
He angled his body away from Maria, putting as much distance between them as the cushions would allow. It was not anger that drove him, no, he could not bring himself to blame her. How could he? She had not forced his hand, had not forced him to continue or opened that door; those choices had been his alone. Yet still, the sight of her now twisted the knife lodged deep in his chest. Her presence was a reminder of every mistake, every weakness, every fracture in the life he had so recklessly shattered.
And so, he kept himself apart. His limbs folded tightly, his shoulders hunched, his head bowed low, not because he wanted solitude, but because he could not bear to reach for the warmth of those he loved when all he felt worthy of was cold isolation. It hurt, gods, it hurt to be apart from them, Eliza, John, both of them only a breath away and yet impossibly distant. He longed for the brush of a hand against his, a whispered word of reassurance, even just a glance that told him he wasn’t irredeemable. But no such comfort came.
Before the screen could roll forward, the quiet shifted. Movement came from Phillip’s armchair. The boy rose slowly, his expression unreadable, the silence that followed his motion somehow louder than the music waiting in the background.
Alexander’s breath caught in his throat. For a heartbeat, hope flickered, perhaps his son would come to him, offer the smallest comfort, sit beside him and remind him he was not completely abandoned. But when Phillip’s eyes met his, the hope shattered.
Phillip sent only the barest glance in his father’s direction, a look stripped of warmth, stripped of emotion altogether. No anger. No disappointment. No affection. Nothing. The blankness in his son’s gaze carved into Alexander deeper than any words could have.
Without a word, Phillip turned and walked toward Washington’s seat. The boy’s steps were measured, polite, careful as though he were treading sacred ground. Once he reached the General’s side, Phillip’s mouth pulled into a tight smile that barely touched his eyes. He bowed his head slightly, his voice soft but steady. “May I sit beside you, Sir?”
Washington blinked, surprise flickering across his face before softening into something gentler. He glanced once toward Alexander, whose trembling figure sat curled in the corner, before answering. A faint, strained smile tugged at his lips, and he shifted to make space on the couch.
“Of course, Phillip,” he replied, his tone kind, paternal in a way that filled the silence with comfort.
Phillip slid into the space beside him without another look back, shoulders stiff but head high, as though determined to anchor himself somewhere far steadier than his father’s side.
Alexander’s shoulders shook violently, a fresh wave of quiet sobs wracking his chest. He pressed a hand against his mouth to keep them from spilling too loudly into the room. Not even his son wanted to sit near him. The absence, the distance, cut more deeply than every angry word combined.
He was surrounded by people, family, friends, comrades, yet in that moment, Alexander Hamilton had never felt more utterly, irreparably alone.
The screen carried on relentlessly, scene by scene laying bare his errors, his missteps, his failings for all to see. And Alexander, alone in his corner, could do nothing but sit in the silence, aching for the solace he had forfeited with his own hand.
[BURR]
Ah, Mister Secretary
[HAMILTON]
Mister Burr, sir
Aaron stretched out in his seat, one leg crossed casually over the other, his posture the picture of effortless ease. Yet his eyes were sharp, scanning the room with a quiet attentiveness, finally settling on Alexander. The younger man, curled into the far corner of the couch, looked broken, hollowed out by the revelations unfolding on the screen. Every subtle tremor in his body, every shiver of shame, seemed magnified under Aaron’s gaze.
“Just you and I again, Alexander,” Aaron murmured, his voice smooth but edged with something Alexander couldn’t immediately place. It wasn’t the harshness of judgment, not the cold, cutting tone that might come from someone scolding. No, it carried a weight that was harder to read, calm, deliberate, almost knowing, as though Aaron could see every corner of Alexander’s mind, every fissure he tried desperately to hide.
Alexander flinched slightly at the words, unsure if it was the familiarity of Aaron’s presence or the intensity beneath them that unsettled him. The room around them seemed to fade, the music, the others, the screen, all of it retreating into the background as if the moment had narrowed to just the two of them. The weight in the air pressed down, and Alexander’s chest tightened as he tried, and failed, to find the right response. He could not yet name the feeling, but he knew it demanded his full attention.
[BURR]
Didja hear the news about good old General Mercer?
“General Mercer?” Washington’s deep voice carried across the room, but there was a sharp edge of confusion threaded through it. His brows furrowed, the commanding calm that so often defined him slipping away in the face of confusion. He glanced instinctively toward John, and for the briefest moment the mask of a steady general gave way to something achingly human, grief.
A flicker of sadness rippled across his features, the weight of memory and duty pressing down as the words hung heavy in the air. His jaw tensed, the lines around his mouth deepening, and his eyes softened with the knowledge of what was being revealed. “How on earth is there news he fell in Princeton,” he murmured, his voice lower now, tinged with a sorrow he couldn’t quite contain, “even earlier than John may…”
The unfinished thought faltered, his words breaking apart as though he could not bring himself to complete them. His voice trailed into silence, and the room seemed to still with him, everyone feeling the gravity of a commander recalling both the loyalty of his men and the inevitability of their mortality.
[HAMILTON]
No
[BURR]
You know Clermont Street?
[HAMILTON]
Yeah
“It is rather unsettling, the way in which you respond with only single words, Alexander,” Lafayette finally spoke. His tone was measured, firm, yes, but lacking the venom, disappointment, or outright fury that had characterized every other voice directed at Alexander since the revelation. For the first time, someone addressed him without the intention of tearing him further down.
At the sound of his friend’s voice, Alexander tensed instinctively, shoulders drawing in tight, as though bracing himself for yet another verbal lash. The silence that followed, however, carried no blow. It was strange, still, expectant, but not cruel.
Hesitantly, he lifted his head, his violet eyes peeking up through strands of hair damp with tears. Lafayette was watching him, not with rage or disdain, but with a calm steadiness that made Alexander’s throat tighten all over again. The difference was jarring.
“I do not think,” Alexander murmured, his voice raw and uneven from crying, “if I were to ever actually commit adultery, I would be very talkative, Laf.”
The attempt at humor was weak, so quiet it was almost swallowed by the room, but it was honest. His lips twitched as if he wanted to smile, to cling to some semblance of normalcy, but the effort collapsed halfway through. He looked more fragile than ever, his words stumbling out like shards of a man trying to piece himself together again.
Lafayette did not laugh, nor did he scold. He simply regarded Alexander with the same calm, a flicker of sympathy in his gaze, as though he understood that even in his broken state, Hamilton still reached for words, because they were all he had left.
[BURR]
They renamed it after him. The Mercer legacy is secure
[HAMILTON]
Sure
[BURR]
And all he had to do was die
Washington’s posture straightened, shoulders squared with the authority of a commander who would not permit even a hint of disrespect. He levelled both Alexander and Burr with sharp, piercing glances. His gaze lingered on Burr first, heavy and unflinching, and Burr met it without wavering, his expression composed, almost too composed, as though determined not to betray whatever calculations churned beneath the surface.
When Washington’s eyes shifted to Alexander, the weight was no less severe, yet Alexander could not hold it. His own gaze fell immediately, darting toward the floor as though the grain of the wood might swallow him whole. He clasped his hands together tightly, knuckles whitening, shoulders tense under the scrutiny he felt he did not deserve to meet.
“General Mercer was a good man,” Washington began, his voice resonant and firm, each syllable deliberate, carrying the unmistakable gravity of command. “He died a hero.” His jaw tightened, a flicker of something, grief, anger, passing briefly over his features before hardening back into resolve. “I do not take kindly to his death being used as a joke. Am I clear?”
The words cracked through the room like the snap of a musket shot, leaving silence in their wake. His tone was unyielding, leaving no room for argument, no room for interpretation. He expected obedience, and he would accept nothing less.
“Yes. Sorry, sir,” they both responded, voices overlapping, though not alike.
Burr’s reply came smooth, steady, as if rehearsed, a polished shield meant to deflect further inquiry. Alexander’s, by contrast, was hoarse and uneven, his throat still raw from earlier tears. The words stumbled out low, nearly swallowed, but they were there, an apology laced with shame that clung to him like a second skin.
[HAMILTON]
That’s a lot less work
[BURR]
We oughta give it a try
[HAMILTON]
Ha
[BURR]
Now how’re you gonna get your debt plan through?
[HAMILTON]
I guess I’m gonna fin’ly have to listen to you
[BURR]
Really?
Jefferson scoffed, leaning back with an almost theatrical ease as his eyes swept over Alexander, assessing him as one might a disappointing opponent in a debate. His smirk curled into something sharper, deliberately cruel.
“So now you finally listen to instructions? That’s a first.” His words dripped with disdain, as though the very notion of Hamilton’s compliance was laughable.
The jab struck true. Alexander winced, shoulders tightening as though bracing against a physical blow. His gaze dropped instantly to the floor, unable to rise to Jefferson’s challenge. In the quiet recesses of his mind, he could not even deny the truth of it. He had refused, stubbornly, obsessively, to leave the city for summer upstate with Eliza and the children, insisting his work was too important, too pressing. Every plea she had made fell against the fortress of his ambition. And yet now, when his own standing hung in the balance, when the benefit was his alone, he had yielded without protest. Jefferson’s barb tore at the fragile layers of shame already eating him alive.
His throat felt tight, words dying before they could form, and instead he let his eyes wander, searching, unbidden, for the only anchor he had ever truly needed. They landed on Eliza. She sat close beside John, her figure folded into him as though the other man’s arm could shield her from the storm Alexander himself had unleashed. John held her with quiet steadiness, his hand brushing soothing circles against her arm, their heads bowed together in soft conversation Alexander could not hear.
The sight hollowed him. His heart ached so violently it nearly stole his breath, a deep, tearing hurt that reminded him of everything he had lost, and everything he had driven away with his own hands. Eliza, his Eliza, seeking comfort not from him but from another, because he had proven himself incapable of being her safe place. A lump formed in his throat as his eyes stung, the bitter truth settling heavy: he had wounded her, and now she turned elsewhere for healing.
Alexander hunched in on himself, shame curling tighter around him, while Jefferson’s smirk lingered like salt pressed into an open wound.
[HAMILTON]
“Talk less. Smile more.”
[BURR]
Ha
“You’ve both changed.”
Phillip’s words were quiet, barely more than a murmur, but to Alexander they cracked like cannon fire, tearing through the uneasy silence that hung in the room. His head snapped up, gaze darting from the flickering screen to his son. Phillip sat upright, beside Washington, his young face calm yet unreadable, his eyes carrying a gravity far beyond his years.
The placement was not lost on Alexander. His son sat pressed close to the only man who had ever given Alexander something resembling paternal steadiness, George Washington, and the subtle comfort of that bond ached in his chest like a bruise. And then, there was Lin-Manuel. The man who, in his own world, had pulled Alexander’s fractured legacy from the ashes, breathed life into it again when all that remained was ruin. Between them, his son and the architect of his afterlife, Alexander felt the full weight of his own failures pressing on him like iron chains.
His breathing, ragged moments before, had steadied into something slower, though no less tight. The ache in his chest refused to leave, coiled deep in the pit of his stomach. His hands, clenched against his knees, trembled as he waited, terrified of what Phillip might say next.
It was Washington who broke the silence. His voice, low and steady as stone, carried the weight of both authority and concern. “What do you mean, Phillip?” the General asked gently, his dark eyes flicking briefly toward Alexander and then to Burr, measuring the unspoken tension between them before settling fully on the boy.
Phillip shifted slightly, his gaze darting to Aaron first. “Before, when that was first mentioned, it was Mr. Burr who said it. ‘Talk less. Smile more.’” He spoke with deliberate care, every word measured, but his youthful voice carried an edge, something sharper beneath the restraint. He held Burr’s gaze unflinching, as though searching for answers in the depths of the man’s calm exterior, as though trying to predict what would unfold from this shifting pattern.
Then, slowly, his eyes slid from Aaron to Alexander. “And now Father is saying it,” he continued, the faintest quiver breaking into his tone. “Almost mockingly.”
Alexander froze beneath the weight of his son’s stare. The accusation, gentle though it was, pierced deeper than Jefferson’s jabs, deeper than Washington’s disappointment, deeper than Burr’s smirks. This was Phillip. His boy. The one he had promised to guide, to teach, to shield from his own mistakes. And here he sat, holding Alexander accountable with nothing more than quiet truth.
[HAMILTON]
Do whatever it takes to get my plan on the Congress floor
Washington made another sound, low, heavy with disappointment. This time, though, it was not aimed solely at Alexander. It was broader, cast over the room like a shadow. “I had feared this when the idea was first put forward,” he muttered at last. His voice was quiet, but not so quiet that anyone could mistake or miss the words. They landed with a kind of inevitability, like stones dropped into a still pond.
Phillip, ever-curious, tilted his head and leaned forward slightly, his brow creasing. “Whatever do you mean, sir?”
Washington turned to him, the lines in his face softening just enough to allow a small, almost paternal smile. Yet there was a sadness in his eyes, an old weariness that Alexander knew all too well. The General exhaled slowly, folding his broad hands together before resting them on his knee.
“When the plan for elected officials was first raised, the notion of a president, a cabinet, I agreed, but not without reservations.” His voice carried a weight that commanded the room, though his tone remained steady and calm. “I remember speaking of my concerns. Among them was the danger that men would pursue power and advancement not for the liberty of our nation, but for themselves.”
He paused, his eyes drifting to the glowing screen where his warning now played out in living color. He gestured toward it with a subtle motion of his hand, as if pointing to evidence laid bare. “This-” he said with quiet gravity, “this is precisely what I feared. Men abandoning their principles, discarding their own ideals, for the sake of seeing their proposals forced through. It is obstruction, it is vanity, it is the very opposite of service to the Republic.”
The silence afterward was palpable. Burr’s expression remained unreadable, a mask of practiced composure, though his shoulders stiffened. Alexander, by contrast, felt his throat constrict, shame threading through him like fire. Washington’s words did not single him out, but they clung to him all the same, striking far deeper than any accusation.
Phillip glanced between them, his father, Burr, the General, and his young face reflected both the sharpness of his mind and the ache of confusion. He was learning, absorbing, weighing truths that men twice his age struggled to accept. And Alexander could see it. He could see the boy filing these lessons away, shaping his view of not only the world, but of the father that raised him.
For Alexander, that was perhaps the deepest cut of all.
[BURR]
Now, Madison and Jefferson are merciless.
[HAMILTON]
Well, hate the sin, love the sinner
[MADISON]
Hamilton!
[HAMILTON]
I’m sorry Burr, I’ve gotta go
[BURR]
But—
[HAMILTON]
Decisions are happening over dinner
Jefferson let out a sharp noise of disbelief, one so uncanny in its tone that it almost mirrored the indignant sound Alexander himself had just made. For a moment, the room seemed to hang suspended in stunned silence, until the younger man was the first to break it, his voice rising with outrage and bewilderment.
“Dinner?” Alexander’s tone cracked with incredulity. “Why on earth would I have dinner with them? How in God’s name could that ever go well?!” His words came fast, sharp-edged, and yet tinged with genuine confusion, as if his mind refused to even picture the absurdity of it. His hands jerked upward in a helpless gesture, as though he could physically throw the idea away from himself.
He looked across the room toward Jefferson and Madison, searching their faces for explanation, for denial, perhaps even for mockery. Yet both men seemed as stricken as he. Jefferson’s lips parted but no sound came; Madison’s usually guarded composure fractured into wide-eyed disbelief. Neither could summon words, both appearing equally aghast at the very notion of such a thing.
It was Washington who finally broke the silence. His voice came low, rumbling not with anger but with the unmistakable weight of disappointment, a sound that seemed to settle into the bones of every man present.
“I had only hoped this day would never come,” he said slowly, the measured cadence of his tone carrying far more sting than any raised voice could have. “Clearly, I was a fool to believe it could be prevented.”
He straightened in his chair, broad shoulders shifting as if pulling on the mantle of command once again. His eyes moved deliberately, one by one, fixing on each of the four men whose names and ambitions would, in time, leave indelible marks on the fragile nation. First Alexander, then Jefferson, then Madison, and finally Burr, each glance weighed, each held long enough that the recipient felt its gravity.
When Washington spoke again, his voice was calm but honed with the precision of a seasoned general addressing his soldiers. Every word landed with military discipline, clipped and deliberate.
“Any and all decisions concerning the shaping of our Republic,” he intoned, “must be made openly. Debated in Congress, where the will of the people can be heard. Not arranged in private parlors. Not whispered behind closed doors. And certainly not struck over dinner tables.”
The final phrase cracked like a musket shot, leaving a silence in its wake. Alexander’s jaw tightened, shame and defensiveness warring across his features. Jefferson and Madison exchanged a troubled glance, each unwilling to admit aloud that Washington had given voice to the very weakness they themselves had considered exploiting.
And Burr, Burr’s expression was unreadable, his dark eyes flickering with thought but betraying nothing. Washington had looked at him last, as though sensing something unspoken, and Burr had borne the weight of that gaze with unflinching calm.
But the warning had been laid bare for all of them, an admonition none could ignore.
[BURR]
Two Virginians and an immigrant walk into a room
[BURR AND ENSEMBLE]
Diametric’ly opposed, foes
James let out a long, weary sigh, the kind that seemed to carry years of exhaustion in a single breath. His shoulders slumped faintly as his eyes remained fixed, unblinking, on the glowing screen before them. “Understatement of the century,” he muttered, his voice low and flat, more to himself than anyone else, though the words rang clearly in the silence that followed.
Jefferson’s head snapped toward him instantly, his gaze sharp and accusatory, as though James had just driven a knife squarely into his back. His expression carried the sting of betrayal, the kind only felt when it comes from one’s closest ally. His jaw worked, lips parting as if to unleash a retort, but he faltered.
Because James turned at that exact moment, his eyes narrowing into a glare so sharp it cut the air between them. The look was not loud, not dramatic, but precise and telling, laden with unspoken warning. It held Jefferson in place more effectively than any argument could have. The intended words withered on Jefferson’s tongue, leaving him to snap his mouth shut with a frustrated click.
For a fleeting second, something flickered in his face, confusion, then reluctant comprehension. If he let himself think about it, really think, James’s dry remark was not so much betrayal as it was truth. And if Jefferson allowed his pride to loosen even slightly, he too could understand why James had uttered it. That realization, however, was far from comforting.
So he grumbled instead, low and incoherent under his breath, the sound of a man forced into silence before he had even begun to speak. His hands twitched against his knees, restless energy with nowhere to go.
Across the room, Alexander had been watching with a hawk’s attention, his sharp eyes catching every twitch and shift. A smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth, small but undeniably smug, the expression of someone who delighted in watching cracks form in the seemingly united front of his rivals. He leaned back slightly, satisfied, the faint curve of his lips holding just enough mischief to rankle Jefferson further, though he wisely for once held back from voicing it aloud.
[BURR]
They emerge with a compromise, having opened doors that were
[BURR AND ENSEMBLE]
Previously closed
[ENSEMBLE]
Bros
[BURR]
The immigrant emerges with unprecedented financial power
A system he can shape however he wants
Jefferson let out a sound that was somewhere between outrage and disbelief, the kind of noise that drew every eye in the room before he even spoke. His spine snapped ramrod straight, posture stiff with indignation, as though bracing himself for a duel he had no intention of losing. His hands gripped the arms of his chair as he surged forward, eyes blazing.
“How on earth has Hamilton been able to bargain exactly what he wants!” he demanded, each word edged with incredulity. His voice rose with every syllable, tight and strained, as if the sheer pitch of his outrage might bend reality back into place. “This would never be agreed, this cannot be correct!”
The more his anger coiled in his tone, the more Alexander seemed to relax in contrast. Reclining slightly in his seat, apart from the others as though the space around him belonged exclusively to him, he radiated smugness. A slow, deliberate smirk spread across his face, sharp as a blade, taunting without a word.
“You clearly underestimate my debating ability, Jefferson,” he drawled, tone languid and drenched in self-satisfaction, “along with my ability to convince others to side with me.” His gaze never wavered, pinning Jefferson like prey beneath the steady gleam of triumph.
Jefferson’s breath hitched, his chest rising as though he was about to launch into an unrestrained tirade, but before the words could erupt, Washington’s voice cut cleanly through the tension.
“There should be no sides.”
The simplicity of the words was enough to silence the room. His tone was not sharp, not a bark, nor a reprimand, but it carried a weight far heavier than raised volume ever could. It was the voice of a man whose authority was forged in battlefields and council halls, one that made both Jefferson and Madison shift uncomfortably in their seats.
Washington leaned forward slightly, his gaze steady, solemn. “We should be working for the best for everyone, not simply those who agree with us the most ideologically.”
The words struck, not with fire, but with gravity. Madison cast a glance at Jefferson, and Jefferson returned it, the look that passed between them fleeting but dense with meaning. It was the kind of exchange that carried unspoken memories, of whispered strategies, of alliances tested, of promises forged away from public eyes. Whatever lingered between them, the rest of the room remained oblivious, though the brief flicker in their expressions said more than either man dared to speak aloud.
Into the thick silence, Lin finally interjected, his voice more measured, calm in contrast to the heated exchange. “This is indeed fairly accurate in the sense of what happened,” he admitted, nodding toward the screen. “It spares specific details, as we do not truly know what occurred behind those closed doors.”
The Virginians emerge with the nation’s capital
And here’s the pièce de résistance:
[BURR]
No one else was in
The room where it happened
Alexander looked at Burr for a few puzzled moments, brow furrowed as if waiting for some unspoken clarification, before finally shifting his focus back to Lin. His voice carried a mixture of incredulity and curiosity. “There was no one else?” he asked, surprise flickering across his features.
Lin shook his head with a measured calm, though his words carried the weight of finality.
“No, it was only you, Mr. Madison, and Mr. Jefferson.”
Alexander exhaled, sinking back into his seat, his posture softening but his mind evidently racing. His fingers drummed lightly against his knee, and his expression turned thoughtful, as though revisiting the memory with new eyes and reconsidering details that had once seemed inconsequential.
Madison, who had been unusually quiet until now, tilted his head slightly and spoke in a tone lined with practical skepticism. “If it was only Thomas, Alexander, and I,” he began slowly, “how do people know about it? Surely it cannot have been that fascinating a dinner for it to have been remembered nearly two and a half centuries later.”
There was an honesty to his words, not meant as jest but as genuine doubt, his brow furrowed deeply as he looked toward the stage as though it might yield answers. Jefferson shifted uncomfortably beside him, his jaw tight, but said nothing.
Lin made a thoughtful sound of agreement, his eyes sweeping the group before he answered. “Your dinner meeting resulted in the location of the United States capital being confirmed, so yes, it was rather significant in its outcome, though the specifics remain hazy. This song,” he gestured lightly toward the stage, “is built upon three historical accounts. Of those, your account, Mr. Madison, is considered the most accurate by historians.”
For a moment, silence settled between them, the weight of history pressing down, leaving Madison with a look of reluctant gravity and Alexander staring pensively into the distance, as though realizing that the echoes of that one evening had shaped far more than any of them could have anticipated.
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
No one else was in
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
No one really knows how the game is played
“I mean, that is rather true, we are all here with no blueprint to go off,” Lafayette spoke at last. His voice was quiet, but it carried a solidity, a steadiness, not unlike the measured cadence that so often belonged to the General himself. For all his youth and spirited nature, in that moment Lafayette’s tone bore the weight of a soldier who knew precisely what it meant to build something out of nothing.
His words settled over the group like lead, heavy and unavoidable. Even the air seemed to thicken around them, the faint hum of the stage lights overhead suddenly louder in the silence that followed. For a long breath, no one moved, as if they each carried the truth of it, there had been no map, no guide, only instinct and determination.
At last, Washington’s voice cut through, deep and firm, breaking the heaviness with the same unshakable resolve that had seen them through countless trials. “We simply must do the best we can with what we have got,” he said, his jaw set, his gaze sweeping the room as though to anchor each man with his certainty. “That is all our nation asks of us.” His tone carried no room for doubt; it was an assurance, a promise, one he had lived by for years.
The tension softened only when Martha’s gentle voice followed, a soothing counterpoint to the iron certainty of the General. “The stage lighting is rather interesting,” she remarked, her words deliberately lighter, as though offering them all a thread to cling to.
George let out a low sound of agreement, tilting his head slightly as his eyes narrowed on the play unfolding. “It is,” he admitted, before pausing again. His focus sharpened, and a flicker of curiosity and recognition passed over his face. “Actually… not only is it interesting, it’s telling…”
The others exchanged confused glances, waiting for him to explain further. Washington leaned forward, pointing slightly toward the stage, his brows furrowed in thought. “The extras-” he hesitated, turning to Lin with a questioning look. “Do those extras have a specific name?”
Lin inclined his head respectfully. “Yes, sir. They’re called an Ensemble.”
Washington nodded once, returning his gaze to the performance. “The members of the Ensemble are within the square-shaped lights. They’re in the room. Burr, on the other hand-” his voice slowed, deliberate, “is outside of these rooms. He’s not part of it.”
Silence followed, deeper than before, but now it carried with it a sharp awareness. The realization cut through them like a spark catching on dry tinder, each of them replaying what they had just seen with new clarity.
“Oh, that is rather smart of its creators,” Madison observed at last, his skepticism giving way to appreciation. He turned toward Lin, offering him a small, respectful nod. “Very smart indeed.”
The art of the trade
How the sausage gets made
“What on earth does that mean?” Angelica questioned, her brows drawing together as she turned sharply toward Lin. Her eyes narrowed, sharp and expectant, as though she would not allow such a curious comparison to drift past unchallenged. She looked at him with the kind of intensity that demanded explanation, the same piercing gaze that had often disarmed lesser men in salons and drawing rooms.
Lin, in contrast, only smiled, lightly, knowingly, almost amused at the ripple of confusion his words had caused. “We all know and have seen what a sausage is,” he began, his tone patient, almost professorial, “just as we’ve all seen the results of these political decisions. But very few of us actually know how they are made… much like those private, behind the door political bargains that shape a nation.”
The words hung in the air, settling slowly like dust caught in a shaft of sunlight. For a moment, there was silence, each listener mulling over the strange but striking metaphor, their expressions shifting as understanding clicked into place.
Angelica’s stern posture softened, her lips curving into a slow, conceding smile. She gave a single approving nod. “That’s… actually a rather impressive comparison,” she admitted, her voice carrying both surprise and admiration. Her sharpness melted into appreciation; she could not deny the cleverness in it.
Across the room, Phillip leaned forward, his young face scrunching with exaggerated seriousness. He had been quiet, but now his curiosity broke through, his tone earnest and almost childlike. “Now I want to know how a sausage is made!” he declared.
The comment drew a ripple of laughter, easing the tension that had briefly filled the room. Even Angelica’s composure cracked, a soft laugh escaping her as she shook her head at her nephew’s timing. Washington’s mouth twitched as if he were suppressing a smile, while Eliza sent a gentle look, half amused, half chastising.
We just assume that it happens
Aaron adjusted his posture within his seat, a subtle but deliberate motion as though he were bracing himself against some unseen weight. His spine straightened, his hands resting neatly upon his knees, and when he finally spoke, his voice flowed with its usual measured cadence. It was smooth, even, almost too controlled, revealing very little of the emotion that must surely have stirred beneath the surface.
“So… this is from my own viewpoint?” he asked carefully, each word deliberate, his gaze fixed intently on the stage before flicking back toward Lin. “From outside of the room?”
The question lingered in the air, not so much a challenge as a quiet search for confirmation.
Lin’s head dipped in a firm, acknowledging nod. His expression was open, respectful, almost apologetic in its earnestness. “Yes,” he replied softly, his words carrying both weight and gentleness. “This is using you as a sort of mirror to the wider audience as well. Even in my own time, we are told the problems, and we are told the agreed-upon solutions…” He spread his hands faintly, a gesture that seemed to encompass both centuries and circumstances. “But we are never part of those discussions and meetings that show the path taken to reach those solutions.”
The room stilled at that, the explanation sinking deep. The flicker of candlelight on Aaron’s face seemed to sharpen his features, catching the faintest shadow of something unreadable in his eyes, something caught between recognition and unease. His lips pressed together as if to hold back further words, his composure ironclad, yet his silence itself spoke volumes.
Around them, the others exchanged glances, struck by the clarity of Lin’s analogy. There was something haunting about the way it framed Aaron’s isolation, not merely as a character on a stage, but as a man whose role in history itself had been to stand just outside, watching doors close in his face.
But no one else is in
The room where it happens.
[ENSEMBLE]
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
How the sausage gets made
Assume that it happens
The room where it happens.
[BURR AND COMPANY]
Thomas claims—
[JEFFERSON]
Alexander was on Washington’s doorstep one day
In distress ‘n disarray
[BURR AND COMPANY]
Thomas claims—
[JEFFERSON]
Alexander said—
[HAMILTON]
I’ve nowhere else to turn!
[JEFFERSON]
And basic’ly begged me to join the fray
Alexander looked utterly aghast, his entire frame stiffening as though struck by some invisible blow. His shoulders squared, every line of his posture sharp and defensive. Bristling in his seat, he leaned forward, his jaw tight, and when he spoke it was with biting indignation. His voice rang out, firm and clipped, his words sharpened into a blade aimed directly at Jefferson.
“I greatly disbelieve that I would ever beg something off you, of all people. I could never be that desperate.”
His glare was unyielding, his eyes flashing with a deep, telling fire that left no doubt as to the intensity of his feelings. For a moment, he seemed less man than storm, his outrage radiating in every twitch of his hands as they gripped the edge of his chair.
Jefferson, however, appeared utterly unmoved. If anything, Alexander’s fury seemed to amuse him. He rolled his eyes in an exaggerated fashion, the gesture slow, dismissive, dripping with disdain.
“Of course not, Hamilton,” he drawled, his tone rich with mockery. “I too know that this is wrong.” His voice paused just long enough for the tension to hang heavy before his lips curled into a smug, poisonous smirk. “I would never allow filth like you close enough to even try and beg.”
The words were venomous, delivered with an almost casual cruelty, and they struck through the room like a lash.
Lafayette shifted at once, his brows knitting, the lines of his face tight with disapproval. With a quick breath, he interjected, his accent softening the severity of his rebuke but not lessening its sting.
“Mon ami, Thomas. That is very unkind of you to say,” Lafayette pointed out firmly, his voice measured but carrying weight. He leaned slightly forward, one hand gesturing with quiet emphasis ‘I did not expect you to continue to stoop so low against him, when he is already so fazed by the events we have been privy to thus far”
Thomas claims—
[JEFFERSON]
I approached Madison and said—
“I know you hate ‘im, but let’s hear what he has to say.”
James raised a brow, the motion deliberate and laced with quiet reproach, his gaze sliding toward Thomas. Jefferson, for his part, wore a mask of exaggerated innocence, reclining back slightly in his seat as though his words had carried no weight at all. Madison’s lips pressed into a thin line before he finally spoke, his tone steady but resigned, the weariness of long familiarity lacing every syllable, as though this was far from the first time Jefferson had toyed with such provocations.
“I do not appreciate you spreading rumours of who I dislike, Thomas,” Madison said, his voice calm yet edged with a trace of sternness.
Jefferson’s eyes flickered with cockiness, his smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. His reply came smooth and antagonistic, each word dripping with deliberate provocation.
“Well… am I wrong?” he asked, tilting his head in mock curiosity, the challenge plain in his voice.
Once more, Jefferson found himself on the receiving end of an unimpressed glare from the younger man. Madison’s stare was unyielding, his expression sharpened into something cool and commanding despite the mildness of his outward composure. It silenced Jefferson quickly, the air between them tightening as though the weight of Madison’s steady disapproval pressed directly against him.
“Yes,” Madison said firmly, the finality of the word cutting through Jefferson’s taunt with precision. His tone remained measured, but there was steel beneath it, a reminder that his patience was not limitless. “Now, do not forget that Alexander and I used to work together. We can still be friendly despite our significant disparity in ideals and policy ideas.”
His voice carried a quiet authority, his words leaving no room for further jest. Jefferson, caught in the grip of his friend’s unwavering stance, shifted uncomfortably before grumbling under his breath, something about betrayal, his own pride stung by Madison’s refusal to play into his antagonism.
The tension lingered, a subtle ripple through the room, Jefferson’s muttered complaint underscoring the rift between his barbed humor and Madison’s calm, unbending integrity.
[BURR AND COMPANY]
Thomas claims—
[JEFFERSON]
Well, I arranged the meeting
I arranged the menu, the venue, the seating
Alexander let out a sharp scoff, the sound cutting through the murmurs of the room like the scrape of metal. He shifted in his seat, his expression already twisted into something scornful, though for the briefest of moments his eyes flicked toward Washington. That glance lingered only a heartbeat, hesitation, restraint, perhaps even a faint weighing of the risks, before the familiar fire overtook his features once more.
“Wow, Jefferson,” Alexander began, his voice dripping with derision, each word stretched out in mocking cadence. His tone was a drawl, deceptively casual yet laced with venom. “So considerate of you, with all your slaves and servants to tend your every whim, you manage to organise a dinner for a grand total of three. Truly, you are magnificent.”
The barb landed with surgical precision. Jefferson visibly bristled, his posture tightening as though the insult had struck a nerve he would not willingly expose. His jaw clenched, and for a fleeting second his lips parted, as if ready to unleash a retort. But no words came. Instead, he snapped his mouth shut, his nostrils flaring faintly as he folded back into his chair, forcing his expression into brittle composure.
The silence that followed was heavy, a sharp contrast to Alexander’s biting mockery. Even without reply, Jefferson’s stiff shoulders and the tightness around his eyes betrayed his indignation. Still, the screen pressed on, the narrative unyielding, leaving Jefferson with no avenue to fire back as the moment slipped away from him, his simmering irritation plain to all who looked closely enough.
[BURR]
But!
No one else was in—
[BURR AND COMPANY]
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
[BURR]
No one else was in—
[BURR AND COMPANY]
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
[BURR]
No one really knows how the
Parties get to yesssss
The pieces that are sacrificed in
Ev’ry game of chesssss
Jefferson tilted his head thoughtfully at the glowing screen, his expression shifting from mild curiosity to something sharper, more calculating. His long fingers tapped idly against the arm of his chair, a quiet rhythm that betrayed the working of his mind. His gaze flicked across the room until it settled on Burr, who had straightened in his seat, posture crisp and alert, clearly intrigued by the way the narrative was painting him.
A faint smile tugged at Jefferson’s lips, not mocking for once but contemplative, as though he’d stumbled upon an observation worth sharing. “That,” he said slowly, his tone smooth and deliberate, “is a rather good analogy for politics.” His eyes lingered on Burr a moment longer before returning to the screen.
“Everyone has their own pieces on the board,” Jefferson continued, voice low but carrying easily, “each with their own designs, their own agenda to pursue. They move them carefully, deliberately, trying to advance without exposing too much, without sacrificing too many of their own.” He gestured faintly with one hand, as though laying the imagined pieces onto a board between them.
But no one else is in
The room where it happens.
[COMPANY]
Parties get to yesssss
Ev’ry game of chesssss
Assume that it happens
The room where it happens.
[BURR AND COMPANY]
Meanwhile—
[BURR]
Madison is grappling with the fact that not ev’ry issue can be settled by committee
The man in question exhaled heavily, the sound somewhere between a sigh and a quiet growl of frustration. His arms folded tightly across his chest, shoulders stiff, as though bracing himself against what he saw unfolding on the screen. His eyes narrowed, tracking the words and actions with a weary sort of detachment, the kind that suggested this was not the first time he had witnessed such debates or endured such compromises.
Finally, he muttered under his breath, the words low and reluctant, “I am sure we could make a committee work.” The tone was grumbled, thick with resignation rather than enthusiasm, as if he already anticipated the endless quarrels and delays that would come with such an arrangement. His jaw tightened as he spoke, betraying his lack of confidence in the solution, yet he made no move to argue further. It was the voice of a man conceding, not because he believed, but because he saw no better path forward.
[COMPANY]
Meanwhile—
[BURR]
Congress is fighting over where to put the capital—
[Company screams in chaos]
[BURR]
It isn’t pretty
Both James and Thomas visibly winced, the kind of instinctive recoil that came from memories they would rather leave buried. Their gazes flickered briefly toward one another, an unspoken acknowledgment of the long, heated debates and bitter arguments that consumed them over the very issue now being displayed on the screen. Madison shifted in his seat, his lips pressed thin as though tasting the ashes of old disputes, while Jefferson’s expression tightened into a grimace, pride and irritation warring beneath the surface.
Washington, by contrast, did not flinch. Instead, the General’s features settled into a mask of weary resignation, his shoulders heavy as if carrying the weight of those arguments all over again. Slowly, he turned toward Lin, his voice calm but edged with inevitability, “Is that not the subject of the dinner?”
Lin inclined his head in confirmation, his expression unreadable yet tinged with a quiet patience. He lifted a hand in a small, deliberate gesture toward the glowing screen, a silent indication that the answers Washington sought would reveal themselves in time. The motion carried the air of both reassurance and inevitability, no need to ask further, for the story itself would unfold everything soon enough.
Then Jefferson approaches with a dinner and invite
And Madison responds with Virginian insight:
[MADISON]
Maybe we can solve one problem with another and win a victory for the Southerners, in other words—
[JEFFERSON]
Oh-ho!
[MADISON]
A quid pro quo
“That seems more realistic,” Hercules murmured knowingly, his tone low but threaded with certainty. He leaned back in his seat, arms folding comfortably across his chest, his eyes never leaving the flickering screen. Out of everyone in the room, he had known Alexander the longest, had seen him in both triumph and disaster, and if there was one truth he held with absolute confidence, it was that Alex would never willingly bend his pride to beg for Jefferson’s aid unless there was something in it for him. The corner of his mouth twitched upward in something between amusement and grim recognition, the faintest flicker of protectiveness in his gaze as he spoke.
Lafayette shifted slightly beside him, his posture straightening as he regarded the scene with a thoughtful tilt of his head. “I cannot see our Alexander begging for Thomas’s help,” he agreed, his French accent softening the words even as his meaning carried weight. His expression was calm but firm, laced with the same certainty Hercules had voiced. “His pride is far too important for that,” Lafayette continued, his dark eyes glinting as though replaying dozens of past moments when Alex’s pride had flared like a living flame. “But James proposing an idea like that…” he gestured faintly toward Madison with a graceful flick of his fingers, “that is far more likely to be successful.”
His agreement settled easily between them, the shared understanding of two men who had both fought alongside Hamilton long enough to know the shape of his character, brilliant, unyielding, and never the sort to prostrate himself before a man like Jefferson.
[JEFFERSON]
I suppose
[MADISON]
Wouldn’t you like to work a little closer to home?
[JEFFERSON]
Actually, I would
[MADISON]
Well, I propose the Potomac
[JEFFERSON]
And you’ll provide him his votes?
[MADISON]
Well, we’ll see how it goes
[JEFFERSON]
Let’s go
Alexander grimaced, his jaw tightening as though the very words fought him on their way out. He cast a short, sharp glare in Jefferson’s direction, an instinctive flash of distaste, before finally forcing the bitterness down enough to speak. His voice came out low and taut, each word dragged reluctantly across his pride. “That’s a… sound plan,” he admitted, his tone making clear just how much it cost him to do so. His hand flexed restlessly against his thigh, but his gaze shifted toward Madison, acknowledging the Virginian with a curt, almost brusque nod of his head. “It results in both of us getting what we asked for without giving up a significant part of our ideals.” The nod lingered a heartbeat longer, an unspoken concession of respect.
Washington’s expression softened only slightly as he absorbed Hamilton’s reluctant acceptance. His voice, when it came, was steady and deliberate, carrying the authority of command but also the quiet weight of disappointment. “The plan is sound,” he conceded, his deep tone measured. “I still do not like it, but if it furthers us in our goal of building a stable foundation for this nation, then it is due its credit.” His eyes narrowed just a fraction, turning from the screen to the room around him as though ensuring the message landed squarely. “I still do not agree with these deals being done privately,” he pointed out, his gaze firm and unyielding. “This could very well have been discussed and debated further in a cabinet meeting or before Congress.”
Though his words were calm, his eyes carried the sharper rebuke—clear as any spoken command. The look alone conveyed the message: next time, instead of backroom arguments and whispered bargains, compromises would be expected to take place publicly, where the nation’s future could be debated openly.
Alexander met that gaze and nodded once, almost curtly, as though filing the reprimand away like a note in his ever-busy mind, something to remember and wield later. His lips pressed together, betraying both understanding and a flicker of frustration, but he didn’t contest Washington’s point. Jefferson and Madison, meanwhile, merely exchanged glances before nodding as well. Neither pushed further, the distance of decades between them and the events on the screen left them muted, observers to choices already made.
[BURR]
No!
[COMPANY]
—one else was in
The room where it happened
“That was a smart play on words,” Alexander murmured at last, his tone laced with that sharp, analytical edge he so often carried when something caught his mind. His eyes narrowed on the screen, gaze flicking over every movement, every pause, as though he could wring some hidden truth from the smallest shift in phrasing. The muscles in his jaw worked as he leaned forward slightly, almost predatory in the way he dissected each syllable. It was not simply observation, it was collection, storing scraps of detail, turning them over, shaping them into weapons for when he eventually returned.
“Whatever do you mean?” Lafayette asked, his brows knitting together as he tilted his head toward Alexander. The question came softly, but his confusion rang clear. Around him, the others shifted in their seats, glancing curiously at Hamilton while still carrying that hard, cold air of restraint. Their eyes were sharp with interest but cool with judgment, and the weight of those looks pressed like stone against Alexander’s ribs. Something inside him twinged painfully, an ache at being studied rather than understood.
“The ‘no’ was a sentence by itself,” Alexander explained, lifting a hand as though sketching the idea into the air, “and also the beginning of another.” His voice grew quicker, steadier, warming as he followed the thread. “Almost like Aaron was saying ‘No’ in the context of our plan, likely because he was outside the room, ignorant of what was happening, and also beginning a separate sentence at the same time.” His eyes flashed with sharp satisfaction at his own conclusion, though he could not help but glance briefly toward Burr, gauging how his words landed.
“Hmm.” Washington acknowledged after a pause, his deep hum breaking the taut silence. He folded his hands atop his lap, expression carved into something thoughtful yet edged with caution. “Yes, I think you’re right, Alexander.” His gaze flickered, first toward Burr seated quietly among them, then back to Aaron’s onscreen counterpart. The pause was heavy, weighted with unspoken judgment. “And I get the feeling,” Washington added, voice slow and deliberate, “that the endless patience he seems to possess may be reaching its limit…”
The words seemed to hang in the air, an ominous echo that drew a shadow over the room. Burr’s stillness became suddenly more noticeable, the quiet calculation behind his eyes mirroring, perhaps even magnifying, the very restraint Washington spoke of.
[BURR AND COMPANY]
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
No one else was in
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
The room where it happened
[BURR]
My God!
[BURR AND COMPANY]
In God we trust
But we’ll never really know what got discussed
Click-boom then it happened
[BURR]
And no one else was in the room where it happened
“This is going to be getting far more volatile,” Martha observed quietly, her voice steady but carrying a note of unease. Her brow furrowed, soft lines of worry pulling at her features as she leaned ever so slightly forward, hands clasped in her lap. The candlelight caught in her eyes, the concern there unmistakable.
George noticed instantly. He reached across the small space between them, his larger hand enveloping hers in a gesture that was both grounding and tender. His thumb traced lightly over her knuckles, the reassurance instinctive, the silent promise of steady presence. “Whyever for?” he asked gently, though his gaze shifted toward the screen, sharp with its own curiosity. He studied it intently, as if the answer might be written in the posture of the men onscreen, or hidden between the clipped delivery of their words.
“Aaron is finally losing his patience,” Martha replied, her voice a touch firmer now, though laced with sorrow at the inevitability of it. She did not tear her eyes away from the unfolding scene. “With Alexander. With the political tactics that keep circling round and round without end. He’s being kept out of this hypothetical room,” she explained, her hand tightening just slightly within George’s, “he’s not being allowed into the conversation.”
Her words settled over the room like a cold wind, carrying with them the weight of foreboding. There was truth in them, plain, quiet, undeniable. On the screen, Aaron Burr’s restrained composure seemed less like calm and more like a dam straining under pressure, every exclusion, every denial of his voice another crack forming in the stone.
George’s jaw set, the flicker of unease in his eyes quickly hidden behind the calm mask of command. His thumb continued its slow, steady circle over Martha’s hand, a rhythm meant as much to reassure her as to remind himself.
[COMPANY]
Alexander Hamilton!
[BURR]
What did they say to you to get you to sell New York City down the river?
Alexander daren’t meet any of the sharp, cold looks directed his way. He could feel them regardless, like daggers digging into his skin, heavy with judgment and disappointment. His chest tightened as he stared stubbornly at the screen, refusing to let his eyes flicker to the sources of that heat. The anger had not abated, not from the affair, not from the wounds that still bled quietly beneath their words, and now it deepened further, sharpened, turned toward this apparent betrayal: the bargain that seemed to place New York’s pride on the chopping block.
The air in the room was taut, silence weighted with bitterness. He could sense it most keenly from the three Schuyler sisters and from Hercules, each of them radiating their disapproval. They had always championed New York, its energy, its pulse, its importance to the nation they had fought to shape. To them, Alexander’s maneuvering was not strategy, but sacrilege.
“You’ve essentially allowed the North to be cut from the throes of the political scene,” Hercules pointed out, his voice flat but edged like a blade. His dark eyes bore into Alexander, the anger there tempered with a deep sense of betrayal, as though a friend had turned his back on their shared home.
Still, Alexander bristled and tried to defend himself, his voice quick and brittle with strain. “I’ve not done it yet, Herc. You cannot be mad at me for something I’ve yet to do!” His hands twitched faintly where they rested against his knees, as though they longed for paper, ink, argument, anything he could wield to shield himself.
But before Hercules could reply, the response came instead from Angelica. She sat perfectly still, her posture regal, her eyes narrowed in a look so cutting it seemed to slice through the very air between them. When her gaze landed on Alexander, he felt it in his chest like the snap of a whip. It was one of the most deadly looks she had ever leveled at him, and for once, he had no clever retort, no disarming smile to meet it with.
“No,” she said, her voice low and sharp as flint, her tone every bit as damning as her stare. “But you will be the person to do it.”
The finality of her words hung in the space, a sentence of inevitability that Alexander could not argue with.
[COMPANY]
Alexander Hamilton!
[BURR]
Did Washington know about the dinner?
Was there Presidential pressure to deliver?
“ Did I receive information about this dinner?” Washington asked Lin. His voice carried a deceptive calm, almost conversational, but beneath it ran an unmistakable sharp undertone of concern, like steel wrapped in velvet. Lin shook his head, hands folded loosely before him, though his posture betrayed the gravity of what he was confirming. “No, sir. You were not privy to the occurrence of this dinner.”
Washington’s jaw tightened ever so slightly, and he inclined his head in a slow, measured nod. A grim look settled on his face as the weight of the admission sank in. His silence was heavy, his broad shoulders set with the stillness of a man deep in thought, balancing disappointment with restraint. Though he said nothing at first, his eyes flicked briefly toward Alexander. The expression needed no words, it was that of a commander who had once placed faith in his soldier and now found that trust stretched taut, perhaps fraying.
Alexander shifted uncomfortably under that gaze. Washington had not raised his voice, had not scolded, but somehow that quiet disapproval struck harder than any shouted reprimand could have. Still, Alexander clung to the truth he had already spoken: nothing had yet been done. No deed, only the shadow of one.
At length, Washington drew a breath and finally spoke, his voice grave but even. “I would never want to put that sort of pressure on you, Alexander,” he said, the use of his name deliberate, grounding the young man with both familiarity and weight. He paused, then continued, “However, if I was to know, if you had come to me first, I would suggest not to have this private dinner at all. Instead, I would have you bring your suggestions for compromise in front of us all.”
He gestured with a firm but controlled motion toward the screen where the others watched. “The compromise clearly seems to have worked,” he finished, though the words fell without triumph. It was less commendation and more a measured observation, an acknowledgment that Alexander’s maneuver had achieved its aim, but at what hidden cost, only time would tell.
The silence that followed was not one of relief but of tension, as though the room itself recognized the fragile line between strategy and betrayal.
[COMPANY]
Alexander Hamilton!
[BURR]
Or did you know, even then, it doesn’t matter
Where you put the U.S. Capital?
“Wait, what?!”
The exclamation came almost in unison, a ripple of shock moving through most of the room. Heads turned sharply toward the screen, eyes narrowing, mouths parted with disbelief. The tension struck like a crack of thunder, sudden and electric, pulling every gaze toward Alexander, Thomas, and James.
Jefferson and Madison, however, remained eerily silent. Both men sat stiff-backed, their expressions controlled, but their eyes told another story. Anger simmered there, cold and deliberate, kept beneath the surface only by sheer force of will. Jefferson’s jaw tightened until the muscles twitched, his knuckles whitening. Madison leaned back slightly, as though gathering himself, his silence a shield against saying something he might not yet be ready to unleash.
Alexander, by contrast, looked utterly lost for a beat. His brows drew together, lips parting as confusion flickered across his face. His eyes darted to the screen, then to Jefferson and Madison, trying to place what had been said, what he had missed. The uncertainty lasted only a few moments, but in that silence, it stretched, making the air taut with expectation.
Then realization dawned. A flicker of understanding crossed his face, followed swiftly by a shift in posture: the slump of confusion vanishing, his shoulders squaring, his chin lifting. A smug, cocky grin spread across his features like a mask snapping into place. The look in his eyes hardened, sparking with mischief, arrogance, and something dangerously close to delight at having drawn such a reaction.
He turned his head deliberately toward Jefferson, lips curling into a smirk. It wasn’t just a smile, it was a provocation, a calculated jab. His gaze lingered a little too long, as though daring Jefferson to break that tight self-control, as though inviting the Alpha wolf to bare his teeth.
Jefferson’s nostrils flared, and Madison’s hand twitched faintly at his side. Neither spoke, but the silence they maintained was more menacing than words. And Alexander knew it. His smirk only widened, feeding off the storm he could feel building across the room, testing just how long the two men could hold their composure before erupting.
[HAMILTON]
Cuz we’ll have the banks
We’re in the same spot
[BURR]
You got more than you gave
[HAMILTON]
And I wanted what I got
“Oh…” Alexander’s exclamation was soft, drawn out, his eyes widening before narrowing again as they remained locked on the glowing screen. A smirk tugged at the corners of his mouth, sly and self-satisfied, as though a puzzle piece had suddenly clicked into place.
“Oh?” Washington’s voice cut across the room like a blade, low and even but edged with an unmistakable demand for clarity. His brow arched, a silent summons for an explanation that allowed no wriggling, no evasion.
The smirk faltered almost instantly. Alexander’s expression shifted, bravado slipping as the weight of the General’s gaze pressed down on him. He swallowed, shoulders straightening, his fingers twitching slightly at his side as if resisting the urge to fidget. He did not relish the thought of having to spell it out, not here, not under that watchful eye.
Still, words tumbled out, measured but reluctant, his tone pitched lower, the cadence almost defensive. “Virginia may become the nation’s government capital…” He paused briefly, his gaze flicking away from Washington as if unwilling to meet the stern eyes upon him. “…but New York will be the financial capital.”
He drew in a breath, the smirk threatening to return though now tempered with hesitation, as if aware he was admitting to far more cunning than he had been asked to reveal. “So actually, I would have got both the capital and the votes…”
The room seemed to still at his words, the implication hanging heavy in the air. Alexander’s shoulders remained taut, his attempt at casualness undercut by the tension in his jaw, the faint sheen of unease creeping into his expression.
Washington did not speak. For a long moment, he simply regarded him, his face unreadable but his silence weighted with judgment. His dark eyes lingered on the young man, assessing, dissecting, as though weighing both the brilliance and the arrogance in equal measure.
Finally, the General inclined his head once, a small, terse nod. It was not approval, it was acknowledgment. A signal that he had heard, understood, and filed it away. The absence of rebuke was almost worse than a scolding might have been, leaving Alexander suspended in the quiet disapproval radiating from the man he so desperately wanted to impress.
When you got skin in the game, you stay in the game
But you don’t get a win unless you play in the game
Oh, you get love for it. You get hate for it
You get nothing if you…
[HAMILTON AND COMPANY]
Wait for it, wait for it, wait!
“Burr’s finally realising that there are consequences to his plan of waiting for the right opportunity…” Jefferson muttered, his words edged with a bitter sort of satisfaction, though his tone remained carefully restrained, as if he couldn’t quite decide whether to gloat or to sneer.
All eyes flicked to Aaron. The usually composed man, who so often cloaked himself in calm detachment, sat rigid in his seat. His eyes were wide, darting back to the screen in disbelief, his jaw slack for the first time in memory. That infamous mask of stillness, so well-crafted, so rarely broken, was gone. Thoughts tumbled through his mind too fast to order: if, when, why, how. His entire philosophy, so often repeated with quiet assurance, seemed to tremble on its foundations before everyone’s eyes.
His hands, normally folded neatly before him, now fidgeted against his knees, fingertips tapping soundlessly as though reaching for stability. He said nothing, but the silence that poured off him was louder than any retort could have been.
Alexander shifted in his chair, watching Burr with a sharp, almost wary focus. For once, there was no smugness in his expression, no grin playing at the edges of his mouth. Instead, his eyes darkened, his tone low, words carrying a quiet weight that only those nearest could catch.
“This must be where he changes his approach…” he murmured, half to himself.
Then, after the faintest pause, the words slipped out, quieter still, his voice heavy with a recognition too intimate to voice aloud, “…To the point where he eventually kills me.”
The statement hung between them like a ghost. Alexander’s gaze lingered on Burr, but his voice had dropped low enough that no one else caught the confession, the admission meant for himself alone. His fingers flexed subtly against his thigh, betraying the tension he tried to mask.
Burr’s expression flickered, though whether from hearing Alexander’s near-whisper or from the storm already raging inside him, no one could tell.
[HAMILTON]
God help and forgive me
I wanna build
Something that’s gonna
Outlive me
[HAMILTON/JEFFERSON/
MADISON/WASHINGTON]
What do you want, Burr?
What do you want, Burr?
If you stand for nothing
Burr, then what do you fall for?
[COMPANY]
What do you want, Burr?
What do you want, Burr?
What do you want, Burr?
What do you want?
[BURR]
I
Wanna be in
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
I
Wanna be in
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
The sharp clink of the raised cups from the screen seemed to echo unnaturally in the chamber, louder than it should have been, reverberating in the silence that gripped the gathered figures. The sound carried with it the weight of something decisive, something final, until it felt less like a toast and more like the ringing of a bell that signaled a shift none of them could undo.
Every gaze was locked on Burr’s face onscreen. The calm composure that had so long defined him was gone, replaced with an intensity that seemed almost feverish, as though his entire being had sharpened to a singular, dangerous point. The energy radiating from him pressed into the room itself, overwhelming every other presence, making even Jefferson’s usual smirk falter, Madison’s cool silence tighten into unease, and Hamilton’s restless bravado still for a heartbeat.
Angelica drew in a breath, her sharp eyes narrowing as the realization struck her. “He’s forcing himself to be the narrator now,” she said, voice low but clear, almost clinical in its certainty. “He’s not waiting any longer.” Her words seemed to settle over the group like a shroud, undeniable and unshakable.
Washington’s frown deepened as he studied the scene, his jaw tight with something between anger and regret. His hand flexed against the arm of his chair, the motion measured, deliberate, as though it was the only thing keeping him anchored. “He’s just missed being part of a turning point in creating the foundations of our nation,” the General said, his voice calm but lined with gravity. The words carried not just observation but warning. His gaze lingered on Burr, then flicked briefly, pointedly, toward Hamilton.
“And now…” Washington’s tone dropped lower, carrying the weight of inevitability. “…he’s going to do everything in his power to make sure he never misses it again.”
The room remained hushed, heavy with the recognition that Burr had shifted from observer to player. That his patience, once his shield, was now his weapon.
[BURR]
I
Wanna be
In the room where it happens
I
I wanna be in the room…
Oh
Oh
I wanna be
I wanna be
I’ve got to be
I’ve got to be
In that room
In that big ol’ room
[COMPANY]
I wanna be in
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
I wanna be in the room
Where it happens
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
I wanna be in
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
I wanna be in
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
The room where it happens.
Phillip leaned in closer toward Lin, his eyes wide with wonder, his voice dropping to a hushed but urgent whisper as though the sheer awe bubbling up in him couldn’t be contained. “This song is something else,” he breathed, his tone carrying a mix of admiration and disbelief. His gaze darted back to the screen, watching the overlapping verses and harmonies weave together, then back to Lin, as if trying to reconcile how a single man could have crafted such a thing. “I have never heard so many points of view come together so seamlessly. How on earth did you do it?!”
His incredulous words hung in the air, tinged with both reverence and youthful eagerness, the kind that made his entire posture lean forward, almost drawn toward the creator himself.
Lin gave a quiet, almost shy smile, his shoulders relaxing under the weight of the praise. His eyes softened, reflecting a mixture of humility and a trace of pride, though he quickly looked down for a moment, as if to deflect some of the intensity of Phillip’s stare. “It took a lot of time,” he murmured, the cadence of his words gentle, unassuming. He let out a breath, chuckling faintly under it, “And lots of mistakes.”
The honesty of the admission made his answer all the more grounding, and Phillip blinked at him with a kind of awe that only grew, as though mistakes themselves could somehow be transformed into brilliance if only one worked hard enough.
[COMPANY]
The art of the compromise—
[BURR]
Hold your nose and close your eyes
[COMPANY]
We want our leaders to save the day—
[BURR]
But we don’t get a say in what they trade away
“He sounds so… bitter,” Eliza murmured, her voice soft but tinged with sadness, the syllables lingering as though the weight of Burr’s words clung to her. Her hands twisted together in her lap, betraying her unease. Hercules gave a slow, thoughtful nod, his usual cheer dampened, while Lafayette’s brows drew together in agreement, his head tilting slightly as though listening more intently confirmed what she felt.
It was Washington, however, whose deep voice cut through the quiet murmurs. He leaned forward, his gaze fixed firmly on the stage as if dissecting every movement. “He’s in the room,” he observed gravely, the authority in his tone making the others still for a moment. “Too late, but he’s there.”
His hand lifted, gesturing toward the flickering stage light as though drawing their attention to something they might have missed. “He’s not being locked out again.”
On the screen, Burr’s presence had shifted. The shadows no longer held him at the edge, no longer a man watching from the margins. Instead, the spotlight seemed to claim him, a sudden shift of brightness that cast sharp relief over his figure. The glow was almost harsh, painting his determination in stark lines across his face.
“Notice how the light has now focused on him,” Washington added, his eyes narrowing slightly. There was no triumph in his voice, only the measured weight of a soldier seeing the tide turn, too late to stop it, but not too late to understand the danger it carried.
[COMPANY]
We dream of a brand new start—
[BURR]
But we dream in the dark for the most part
[BURR AND COMPANY]
Dark as a tomb where it happens
[BURR]
I’ve got to be in
The room…
I’ve got to be...
I’ve got to be...
Oh, I’ve got to be in
The room where it happens…
I’ve got to be, I’ve gotta be, I’ve gotta be…
In the room!
Click-boom!
[COMPANY]
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
The room where it happens
I wanna be in the room
Where it happens!
Click-boom!
The song ended with a final echo that seemed to hang in the air far longer than the orchestra intended. For a moment, no one moved. The energy that had surged and swelled throughout the number drained away in an instant, leaving the room wrapped in a heavy, almost sacred silence. Every set of eyes remained fixed on the stage, as though breaking their gaze might unravel the intensity they had just witnessed.
Angelica was the first to stir. She drew in a small, shaky breath, her fingers lightly gripping the folds of her skirt as if steadying herself. “That was…” she began, her voice quiet and hesitant, each word spoken with the reverence of someone afraid to fracture the fragile stillness. Her eyes glimmered with awe, but also with the weight of understanding.
“Incredible!” Phillip suddenly burst out, unable to hold himself back. The contrast was jarring, his voice bright and bubbling with unfiltered enthusiasm. He practically bounced in his seat, hands clapping against his knees as if he couldn’t contain the energy coursing through him. His body leaned forward, every inch of him alight with excitement, like a child witnessing fireworks for the first time.
Several heads turned toward him, startled out of their stunned reverie. A few pairs of lips curved into faint smiles at his exuberance, though the gravity of the moment still lingered in their expressions. Angelica’s mouth softened into a fond, almost indulgent smile, though her eyes remained distant, fixed on the screen.
The juxtaposition between Phillip’s eager energy and the solemn weight carried by the others only seemed to deepen the moment.
Chapter 32: Schuyler Defeated
Chapter Text
[PHILLIP]
Look!
Grandpa’s in the paper!
Eliza, Angelica, and Peggy exchanged bewildered glances, their faces mirroring the same confusion. Angelica was the first to speak, her brows knitting together as she leaned forward slightly, eyes darting toward the screen. “Why on earth would Father be in the newspaper?” she asked, her tone sharp with genuine puzzlement, her voice carrying the unspoken edge of unease that came with the unknown.
Peggy gave a small shake of her head, curls bouncing with the motion, her lips parting in disbelief. “That doesn’t make any sense…” she murmured, her voice tinged with worry as her fingers fidgeted with the fabric of her sleeve. Her confusion was plain, her expression open and searching for answers she knew wouldn’t come quickly.
But Eliza’s reaction was markedly different. Her head snapped around almost instantly, her wide eyes locking not on the screen, but on Burr. The movement was sharp, instinctive, as though the weight of some unspoken suspicion had landed squarely on her shoulders. Her gaze lingered on him with an intensity that made the air between them bristle. While her sisters sat tangled in confusion, Eliza’s expression betrayed a flicker of dread, like she already knew, deep down, that Burr’s hand was woven into whatever was about to unfold and whatever it was, Alexander was doubtfully going to be happy with it.
“War hero Philip Schuyler loses senate seat to young upstart Aaron Burr”
“You did what, Burr?!” Alexander burst out, his voice sharp and incredulous, the words tearing through the room like a crack of thunder. He shot up straighter in his chair, hands gripping the armrests as if steadying himself against the weight of the revelation. His tone wasn’t just surprised, it was raw, edged with a sense of betrayal that only heightened the shock hanging in the air.
The three Schuyler sisters immediately turned toward Burr, their gazes converging on him with unflinching intensity. Angelica’s eyes were wide, her lips slightly parted, her usual cool composure cracking under the weight of disbelief. Peggy’s face, normally open and gentle, was twisted into something between confusion and anger, her jaw tight as though she couldn’t decide whether to gasp or scold. Eliza’s expression cut the deepest, her eyes shone with hurt, as if the revelation was not just shocking, but personal.
The three sisters’ emotions blended into one force: disbelief, anger, and disappointment. Together, their stares pinned Burr in place like a jury delivering judgment without needing to speak a word. The silence that followed Alexander’s outburst was suffocating, thick with unspoken questions and accusations, until it seemed the very air was waiting for Burr’s answer.
Burr, caught in the middle of their reactions, remained unnervingly quiet. His eyes darted briefly to the screen as if looking for refuge, but the weight of those stares dragged him back. His jaw flexed once, a subtle tell of the conflict roiling beneath his usually composed surface.
Grandpa just lost his seat in the senate
[ELIZA]
Sometimes that’s how it goes
[PHILLIP]
Daddy’s gonna find out any minute
Alexander’s attention snapped away from Burr like a whip, the fury and disbelief in his expression dissolving the instant his gaze landed elsewhere. His eyes found Phillip, seated between Washington’s steady presence and Lin’s quiet watchfulness. The boy looked so small there, shoulders drawn slightly inward, his face carefully blank, as though willing himself not to betray too much. For Alexander, however, the sight of him cut through every other distraction in the room. The intensity in his eyes softened at once, a rare tenderness flickering past his sharp edges.
“Phillip?” Alexander’s voice came out low, almost hesitant, the single word tugging the boy’s attention.
Phillip turned his head toward him, his expression unreadable. His dark eyes carried little in the way of open emotion, and yet… buried beneath the stillness, there was a flicker. A flash of something fragile and hidden, a restrained love, carefully shielded as though he wasn’t sure if it was safe to let it out.
“Yes?” he answered simply, the quietness in his tone carrying more weight than volume ever could.
Alexander’s throat tightened as he let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. His posture shifted forward slightly, shoulders dropping as his usual commanding energy faltered in the face of his son. “Was there a…” he faltered, the pause stretching, “reason as to why you seemed so frantic?”
The room itself seemed to hold its breath at that question, all eyes shifting between father and son. Concern rippled through the silence, an almost tangible thread of unease, as though everyone could sense that Phillip’s answer might carry more truth than any of them were prepared to hear.
Phillip blinked once, his gaze lowering, his words finally spilling out in a voice so soft it made the entire room lean closer. “You have always defended who you loved.” He glanced up, meeting his father’s eyes with quiet steadiness now. “You would definitely take Mr. Burr’s ascension to the Senate in place of Grandpa as a direct attack to your family.”
The honesty in those words landed heavy. Not an accusation, not quite. It was softer, tinged with understanding, but no less piercing for its gentleness.
[ELIZA]
I’m sure he already knows
[PHILLIP]
Further down
[PHILLIP & ELIZA]
Further down
[PHILLIP]
Let’s meet the newest senator from New York
[ELIZA]
New York
[PHILLIP & ELIZA]
Our senator
[HAMILTON]
Burr?
From where he sat, Aaron bristled, his shoulders tightening and his jaw clenching as though every muscle in his body had sprung taut at once. He leaned forward ever so slightly, his eyes narrowing at Alexander, unable to keep the defensive edge from his tone. “Why on earth do you sound so mad?” he demanded, his voice sharp, accusatory.
The room tensed with the question. Eliza shifted uncomfortably, Angelica’s brows furrowed in wary anticipation, and Washington’s expression darkened as though bracing for a storm.
Alexander met Burr’s gaze without hesitation, their eyes locking in a clash of willpower neither man seemed prepared to break. His voice, when it came, was even, measured, as though he were forcing restraint into every syllable. And yet, the undercurrent was undeniable. Cold. Cutting. “You’ve taken a seat at the Senate from one of my family,” Alexander said, his words honed like a blade, each one deliberate. His lips curled ever so slightly, though it was not a smile but the grimace of someone barely containing anger.
“Seems almost perfect, does it not,” he pressed on, his voice dropping lower, carrying more weight for its control, “to take any sort of political power away from me and those who surround me?!” The accusation hung heavy in the air, charged like the crackle before a storm. Burr’s chest rose with a sharp inhale, his expression cold. “Not every decision I make is about you Hamilton”
Since when are you a Democratic-Republican?
Washington, his expression heavy with resignation, exhaled through his nose as though the mere thought burdened him. His gaze shifted slowly toward Lin, the flicker of weary understanding in his eyes betraying that he already knew the answer but needed to hear it spoken aloud. His deep voice rumbled low, steady yet tinged with disappointment.
“Am I correct in assuming,” he asked gravely, “that the Democratic-Republican is one of the future parties of our nation?”
Lin inclined his head, his expression soft with the weight of history he carried in his chest. He did not answer immediately; instead, he seemed to measure his words carefully, knowing the weight they would bear upon the man before him. Finally, with a quiet certainty, he nodded.
“And I can also assume,” Washington continued, his brows furrowing slightly, “that there is at least one opposing party?”
“Yes,” Lin replied gently, his voice subdued, though there was a flicker of sorrow in his eyes as he spoke. “You are correct. There was originally the Federalist Party, which was led by Alexander…” he glanced briefly toward the man in question, whose sharp eyes were already fixed on him, “…and the Democratic-Republicans, led by Thomas and James.”
The words seemed to settle over the room like a dense fog. Angelica shifted uneasily, Peggy tilted her head in confusion, and Eliza’s lips pressed together in thought. Washington, however, remained still as stone, the faintest shake of his head betraying his disappointment.
“So…” he murmured, almost to himself, “the unity I sought was splintered before it even had the chance to take root.”
[BURR]
Since being one put me on the up and up again
Multiple eyes from around the room locked onto Burr, the air thick with accusation and disbelief. The weight of their collective stares made his shoulders stiffen, his jaw set defensively as though bracing against a verbal blow.
“That’s not a particularly well thought reason to become a Democratic-Republican,” James said at last, his voice calm but edged with disdain, his dark eyes narrowing slightly as he leaned forward in his seat. The deliberate cadence of his words made them sting all the more.
Alexander let out a sharp scoff, rolling his eyes with exaggerated disdain, his entire posture radiating contempt. “Of course not,” he snapped, the bitterness in his tone unmistakable. He gestured toward Burr with a flick of his hand, dismissive and cutting. “Burr here only cares about his standing, his image, rather than doing what he actually believes is best for the country.”
His words rang out like an indictment, and though spoken with casual venom, the truth of Alexander’s conviction reverberated. A murmur rippled faintly through the room, the silence that followed heavy with unspoken judgment.
Burr’s lips pressed into a thin line, but he said nothing, his expression unreadable. Still, the faint flare of his nostrils betrayed the sting of Alexander’s accusation.
[HAMILTON]
No one knows who you are or what you do
[BURR]
They don’t need to know me
They don’t like you
Alexander winced, the sharp sting of the words cutting deeper than he wanted to admit. His shoulders hunched as though he could physically shield himself from the blow, his arms curling in tight across his chest in a futile attempt at protection. It was as if the air around him had grown heavier, pressing down until his usually sharp presence seemed diminished.
The burn of humiliation and pain crept across his features, his lips pressed into a tight line as he lowered his gaze to the floor, refusing to meet the eyes watching him. Salt wounds that had just barely stopped bleeding. For all his fire and brilliance, in that moment he looked smaller, curled into himself like a man weathering a storm he could not fight with words.
The silence that followed felt unbearable, the others’ awareness of his faltering composure hanging in the air like smoke.
[HAMILTON]
Excuse me?
[BURR]
Oh, Wall Street thinks you’re great
You’ll always be adored by the things you create
But upstate—
[HAMILTON]
Wait
[BURR]
—people think you’re crooked
Schuyler’s seat was up for grabs so I took it
[HAMILTON]
I’ve always considered you a friend
Alexander’s eyes lifted, drawn almost helplessly to Aaron across the room. There was something raw and unguarded in his expression, an imploring softness that cracked through the sharp edges he so often wore like armor. For just a fleeting heartbeat, he did not look like the ambitious statesman, nor the brilliant writer, but a man reaching out wordlessly to someone who had once mattered.
Aaron had been one of the first faces Alexander encountered upon stepping onto American soil, a figure who, in the chaos of new beginnings, had offered a steady presence. No matter the endless clashes, the bitter words, or the battles for position, Alexander had never fully shaken the belief that Aaron was one of his closest companions. That bond, tangled though it was, lingered beneath the rivalry, and it ached now in the way Alexander’s gaze sought him out.
The look he gave him was almost pleading, as if silently asking Aaron to see past the politics and rivalry, to remember the years of shared beginnings rather than the cold divisions that now stretched between them.
[BURR]
I don’t see why that has to end
[HAMILTON]
You changed parties to run against my father-in-law
[BURR]
I changed parties to seize the opportunity I saw
“Your party alliance should be based on your beliefs, not your opportunity to advance!” Alexander’s voice cracked through the chamber like a sudden clap of thunder, sharp and unrelenting. For once, his words did not hang in the air to be challenged immediately. Instead, James and Thomas, so often his fiercest adversaries, exchanged a brief glance before, almost begrudgingly, both gave small but certain nods of agreement. The rare alignment sent a ripple of unease through the room, the air charged with the strange sight of Hamilton and his rivals standing, however briefly, on common ground.
Burr, however, did not rise to defend himself. He merely pursed his lips, the faintest crease of irritation appearing at the corner of his mouth. Without a word, he leaned back in his chair, shoulders settling against the wood as though retreating into a fortress of silence. His eyes, cool and unreadable, skimmed across the others without betraying a single flicker of guilt or regret. The stillness of his posture stood in stark contrast to Alexander’s fiery passion, as though Burr believed that saying nothing at all could shield him more effectively than any argument ever might.
I swear your pride will be the death of us all
Beware, it goeth before the fall.
Chapter 33: Cabinet Battle 2
Chapter Text
John leaned forward slightly in his chair, his brow furrowed as recognition flickered across his face while he studied the stage. The familiar arrangement of figures onscreen, their stance and positioning, stirred his memory. “I believe we’ve seen something like this previously, no?” he asked aloud, his voice carrying a thoughtful edge as he tilted his head, piecing the puzzle together.
His eyes shifted toward Lin, almost expectant, though there was a subtle hesitance as if he feared his recollection might be mistaken. “Was it a cabinet meeting?” he continued, seeking reassurance.
Lin, who had been watching intently, gave a small, almost proud smile at John’s keen observation. He nodded affirmatively, the motion deliberate and confident. “Yes, that’s right,” he confirmed warmly, his tone carrying a hint of approval, as though he was pleased that the careful structure of the musical’s design had been noticed.
A murmur rippled softly through the room at this, some remembering the earlier fiery exchanges that had set the precedent. The tension from those past scenes seemed to hang over them still, colouring their anticipation of what might come next.
[WASHINGTON]
The issue on the table: France is on the verge of war with England,
The sudden, haughty humph broke through the tension of the room like the crack of a whip. Nearly everyone jumped at the sound, heads snapping toward the farthest corner where the noise had come from. There, seated stiffly apart from the rest with his posture regal and chin tipped ever so slightly upward, King George finally deigned to speak after a long stretch of sulking silence. He had been so still, so brooding, that most had nearly forgotten he was even present.
His lips curled into a thin line of disdain as his voice rang out, slow and clipped, “So now I must fight both the rebels and the French?” The words were delivered with a pointed bitterness, as if each syllable were dipped in venom.
The reaction was immediate, eyes sharpened, shoulders tensed, and the collective weight of angered glares bore down on him like a physical force. Alexander in particular turned in his seat, the disgust practically radiating off him. His jaw clenched, his dark eyes narrowed to slits as his voice lashed back, each word heavy with restrained loathing. “Your Majesty, we are not just some ‘rebels.’ We are citizens of a new nation, a nation that wants, and will be, free of the tyranny under your rule.” His tone dripped acid, the syllables deliberately enunciated, as though he wanted to pierce through the King’s arrogance with sheer conviction.
Across the room, Lafayette exhaled, the sound more weary sigh than defiant declaration. His usual fire, so quick to flare at such insults, was dampened now by the weight of what the fight truly cost. Shoulders slumping ever so slightly, he lifted his gaze, his voice softer than usual but still carrying that core of unshakable loyalty. “Of course I shall fight for the freedom of my country,” he said solemnly, “I just wish there was less need for all this bloodshed.” His words lingered in the air like a quiet lament, contrasting starkly with Alexander’s fiery rebuttal and the King’s arrogance.
The room seemed to still again, the clash of pride, fury, and resignation leaving behind a heavy silence none were eager to break.
and do we provide aid and our troops to our French allies or do we stay out of it?
Alexander bristled at the suggestion, his shoulders stiffening, the muscle in his jaw ticking as though he were physically holding back from snapping outright. His gaze flicked briefly to Lafayette, his friend, his brother-in-arms, who had risked so much for America’s freedom, and then hardened, eyes blazing as they returned to the matter at hand. The storm of thoughts swirling behind his expression was glaringly obvious to everyone watching, his emotions rarely staying hidden for long.
“Sir!” he burst out, the word sharp and filled with an almost wounded indignation. His voice carried across the room, fierce and unyielding. “Of course we will provide aid! After everything they have done for us, it is the least we could do!” There was no mistaking the fiery conviction in his tone, the loyalty he felt toward France blazing through every syllable.
The room fell quiet, the weight of his passion hanging heavily. Lafayette’s lips parted as though he might say something, eyes glimmering with a mix of gratitude and sadness, but it was Washington who spoke instead.
The General watched Alexander with that familiar mix of pride and stern restraint, his eyes holding a softness that contrasted with the iron stillness of his expression. It was almost fatherly, loving, though never indulgent. “Of course, Alexander,” Washington said at last, the words steady and measured, clipped short to leave no room for debate. His tone carried the finality of command, drawing the sharp edges of Alexander’s protest neatly to an end.
The conversation died there, cut off with a precision that only Washington could command, though the fire in Alexander’s eyes still smoldered long after his voice had fallen silent.
Remember, my decision on this matter is not subject to congressional approval. The only person you have to convince is me.
Thomas slowly turned his head, casting a sharp look toward James. His brow arched high, a silent exchange passing between the two men that needed no words. Both of them were thinking the same thing: how notoriously difficult it was to move Washington once he had drawn a moral line in the sand. If the General had made up his mind, no amount of fiery rhetoric or clever persuasion could sway him.
James gave the faintest nod, lips pressed in a thin line, his own thoughts mirroring Thomas’s, Washington’s will was a wall, immovable when he chose it to be. And yet Alexander, so full of restless energy, always seemed determined to throw himself against that wall again and again, as though sheer force of passion might one day break it down.
Thomas’s eyes narrowed as they slid back to Alexander. He glared openly, his expression half disdain, half exasperation. For all the force of Alexander’s words, for all the raw passion that seemed to spill from him with every breath, Thomas couldn’t shake the bitter edge of hindsight gnawing at him. He and James both knew how Hamilton had reacted when confronted with this very issue in their shared future, the very issue now playing out on the screen before them.
That knowledge made every fiery speech, every indignant declaration from Alexander sting with a biting sense of irony. His passion, Thomas thought grimly, wasn’t always enough to bridge the gap between conviction and consequence.
Secretary Jefferson, you have the floor, sir
[JEFFERSON]
When we were on death’s door, when we were needy
We made a promise, we signed a treaty
We needed money and guns and half a chance
Who provided those funds?
[MADISON]
France
There was a ripple of restrained laughter across the room at the blunt candor of Madison’s on-screen counterpart, the dry delivery catching several of them off guard. Even Washington’s stern composure softened ever so slightly at the sharpness of it.
Alexander, however, leaned forward in his seat, lips twitching into a crooked smile as he conceded, “I must admit that Mr. Madison is correct there.” His tone lacked the bitterness that usually colored his words when addressing his political rival; instead, there was a glimmer of good humor.
Turning toward Lafayette, his expression softened into something almost proud, his voice warming with affection and gratitude. “If, mon ami, it was not for your help in convincing France to stand with us, then I fear we would already have faced defeat at the hands of the redcoats.” His words lingered, full of weight and sincerity, and Lafayette returned his smile with a quiet dip of the head, his chest tightening at the acknowledgment.
But Alexander wasn’t finished. His gaze flicked back toward Madison, and he gave a sharp, singular nod of acknowledgment, a rare gesture of respect between them, though his eyes still carried the stubborn light of challenge. “Although,” he continued, shifting in his chair and letting a note of incredulity slip into his voice, “I do not understand why Jefferson is the one defending France here. If this is to be one of those cabinet meetings, then surely there must be opposing views. But I cannot imagine myself taking any stance other than the one I hold now. Never.” His eyes narrowed at the screen, an almost defiant edge creeping into his posture, as if daring fate itself to try and twist him into someone who could stand against his own convictions.
[JEFFERSON]
In return, they didn’t ask for land
Only a promise that we’d lend a hand
And stand with them if they fought against oppressors
And revolution is messy but now is the time to stand
Stand with our brothers as they fight against tyranny
I know that Alexander Hamilton is here and he
Would rather not have this debate
Alexander’s face fell open in shock, his jaw slack as confusion washed across his features. “Wait! What?!” he blurted, his voice pitching higher in disbelief. He looked wildly between Jefferson and Madison, but neither man so much as flinched. Their silence was heavier than words, their gazes glued to the screen with grim, almost pained expressions. Both deliberately avoided Alexander’s searching eyes, their restraint suggesting they already knew what was coming and had no desire to twist the knife by confirming it aloud or to ease the heartache by confirming its falseness.
The silence stretched uncomfortably until Lafayette finally spoke, his voice quiet but edged with heartbreak. He sat back in his chair, shoulders slumped, the usual spark of his bright gaze dulled to ash. “Alexander…” he breathed, his accent thickening with emotion, “you would not help defend my home? My country, after everything we fought for, after everything we survived through together?” The disbelief in his tone was almost unbearable, his words trembling as if he couldn’t quite accept them even as he said them.
Alexander’s head snapped toward him, eyes wide, almost frantic. His lips parted, searching for words, and for the first time his usual confidence faltered into something raw, vulnerable. He leaned forward as if trying to bridge the distance between them, his voice cracking with urgency. “Of course not, Laf! I could think of nothing worse than abandoning you!” The words tumbled out fast, desperate, his hands half-lifting before falling back uselessly into his lap.
His imploring gaze lingered on Lafayette, practically begging him to believe, begging him to understand that whatever was unfolding on the screen could not be who he truly was.
I’ll remind you that he is not Secretary of State
He knows nothing of loyalty
Smells like new money, dresses like fake royalty
Alexander seemed to mirror his own personification on stage, his hand tugging almost unconsciously at the front of his coat in the very same manner as the actor who portrayed him. The similarity would have been uncanny were it not for the clashing contrast of fabric: the living Hamilton wrapped in the dignified blue of the Continental Army, the stage Hamilton clad in a tailored coat of striking green.
He halted mid-gesture, brow furrowing as his sharp eyes flicked between Jefferson, then the stage, then finally Lin.
“You cannot say that, Mr. Jefferson considering the colour you are wearing,” Alexander remarked, his tone cutting but laced with bewilderment rather than venom.
Jefferson had shifted to respond with one of his usual biting retorts, lips already curling, but the Virginian was disarmed when Alexander’s focus abruptly abandoned him. The future treasury secretary angled himself toward Lin with a question that carried genuine confusion, if not a touch of wounded pride. “Why am I in green?” His hand gestured loosely toward the actor’s costume, his expression caught somewhere between suspicion and curiosity. “I do not repulse the colour, but it is not a tone I would ever consider wearing.”
Lin blinked, caught off guard by the directness of the inquiry. Words tangled at the tip of his tongue, the hesitation enough to make his throat feel dry. He shifted slightly in his chair as if stalling might help him conjure the right phrasing.
“I-uh…” He faltered, his mouth opening and closing before he swallowed audibly.
Alexander arched a single brow, the weight of his stare sharp but not unkind, merely expectant. “I shall not be offended, Mr. Miranda,” he assured in clipped, measured tones. “I can tell you fear you may cause insult. For your convenience, I have no weapons on my person.”
That remark, half in jest, half entirely serious, hung in the air for a beat too long. Jefferson smirked faintly from the corner, clearly entertained.
Lin drew in a slow breath and forced himself to answer. “When discussing the show’s costume design, I requested your actor be dressed in green,” he began carefully, choosing each word as though it were a precarious step across ice. “The shade is tied to our currency, as you were the first treasury secretary of the nation. But…” His voice softened as he glanced toward the stage again, “it is also a colour strongly associated with ambition, and envy.”
For a heartbeat, silence held. Then Alexander’s lips curved upward, the stern line breaking into something sharper, mirth blooming in his violet eyes. A low chuckle escaped him, surprising enough that many heads snapped up in disbelief.
“Ambition and envy?” Hamilton repeated, rolling the words on his tongue as if savoring their taste. “Sir, you dress my actor as money itself, and then as the sins that come chasing after it. That is…” He gave a short laugh, shaking his head. “That is clever.”
Jefferson’s smirk widened, clearly ready to exploit the moment, but Hamilton was already lifting his chin, cutting him off before he could speak.
“Do not think I am insulted,” Alexander continued, tone almost teasing. “If envy be a crime, I am guilty. And if ambition be a colour, then I am rightly dressed. For I would sooner wear envy honestly than sit idle in pale virtue.”
The remark left Jefferson momentarily speechless, his mouth snapping shut. Alexander leaned back, the amused glint in his gaze directed at Lin now. “You see, Mr. Miranda, you have not offended me at all. In truth, you may have flattered me.”
His laughter came again, lighter this time, ringing with confidence once more.
Desperate to rise above his station
Everything he does betrays the ideals of our nation
“Alexander fought for our nation’s freedom,” John’s voice cut across the space like a blade, cold but sharp enough to leave no room for dismissal. His jaw was tight, his words deliberate, almost biting. “He is not perfect, no man here is, but neither are you. And I do not think you, who sat safely in Paris during the fight, have the right to lecture on betrayal of ideals that have yet even to be laid.”
The words struck with the force of musket fire, deliberate and unrelenting. John’s eyes were narrowed, his shoulders squared as though bracing for Jefferson to strike back. There was no room for misinterpretation; the Virginian had been called out, and not just in passing, but publicly and with precision.
Jefferson’s lips curled into the faintest sneer, his teeth flashing as though the beginnings of a retort were forming on his tongue. His hands flexed at his sides, long fingers twitching as though itching to grip his quill or raise a fist. His eyes, dark with indignation, locked on Laurens with a heat that promised reprisal.
But the retort never came. Jefferson’s jaw snapped shut, his glare deepening, molten and unblinking. He swallowed the words like poison, though the venom of them remained written on his face. The rejection, raw and stinging, simmered beneath his skin, visible in the rigid set of his shoulders and the taut line of his mouth.
The silence that followed was thick, uneasy, charged with the tension of a duel that had been postponed rather than avoided. John did not flinch, did not look away; he held Jefferson’s gaze unyieldingly, his defiance a shield as much as a weapon.
Alexander opened his mouth, the beginnings of gratitude already softening the sharp line of his features. He meant to thank John for the defense, to grasp onto the moment of softness when so many others seemed eager to turn their blades on him. But the words never left his lips.
John’s gaze snapped to his, steady and unflinching, and the sheer weight of it silenced him more effectively than any shouted command. Those blue eyes held fire, fire that burned as much for Alexander as against him.
“You’re not perfect, Alex,” John said, his tone low but carrying a fierce edge that rang louder than any battlefield shout. The words were not cruel, merely blunt, honest in a way that only John could speak. “You don’t deserve to be tormented by Jefferson. I may not be happy with you right now” his jaw clenched as though the admission cost him something, “but I will defend you with everything I can, whilst I am still breathing.”
The declaration landed heavy, threading itself through Alexander’s chest like a tether pulled taut. His throat tightened, gratitude mingling with guilt, pride with shame. The corners of his mouth trembled as though forming a response, but John’s unwavering stare rooted him in place.
For a moment, the air between them was thick, charged with the contradictions of their bond: anger and loyalty, disappointment and fierce devotion. Alexander’s hands curled slightly at his sides, restless, as though he didn’t know whether to reach for John or to retreat.
Jefferson, watching from the edge, shifted uncomfortably, the raw force of Laurens’ conviction leaving even him with little to wield in response. The Virginian’s silence was a victory of its own, but neither John nor Alexander seemed to notice, too locked in the private war of their eyes.
[ENSEMBLE]
Ooh!!
[JEFFERSON]
Hey, and if ya don’t know, now ya know, Mr. President
[WASHINGTON]
Thank you, Secretary Jefferson. Secretary Hamilton, your response
James sighed, the sound quiet but heavy, carrying the weight of long familiarity. His shoulders slumped as if the air itself pressed down upon him, resigned to what was certain to be yet another clash. He could already feel the tension coiling like a stormcloud, thickening with every exchanged glance.
Settling back into his seat, he rubbed absently at the bridge of his nose, a habitual gesture born of endless debates that always ended the same way. His expression was one of quiet dread, not born of fear, but of exhaustion, the tired anticipation of a man who had stood witness to this dance too many times before.
Beside him, Thomas leaned forward ever so slightly, sharp-eyed and ready, while Alexander’s entire posture vibrated with restless energy, words practically sparking at the corners of his mouth to respond to Thomas’s digs at the screen. It was a familiar tableau, one James had grown weary of long ago: the Virginian’s biting elegance pitted against the islander’s blazing ferocity.
The arguments, he knew, would not merely be sharp, they would be consuming. Fire against fire, neither willing to yield, both determined to burn brighter than the other. And James, as ever, would be caught in the smoke, forced to endure it with what patience he could summon.
Already, he dreaded the sting of it, the inevitable headache, the raised voices that would echo long after the fire had smoldered.
[HAMILTON]
You must be out of your Goddamn mind if you think
The President is gonna bring the nation to the brink
Of meddling in the middle of a military mess
Alexander’s onscreen passion did not surprise anyone, most of the room had long since grown accustomed to the young man in the throes of heated debate, his words like flint and steel sparking in every direction. What startled them was not the fire on stage, but the effect it had in the room itself.
Despite the countless arguments of the past, it was Lafayette who broke the silence, his composure shattering in an instant. His accent thickened with upset, words tumbling out raw, sharp, and unyielding.
“You’re not on our side.” His voice cut like a blade, each syllable leaving no space for denial, no room for evasions. His hands tightened against his knees, knuckles whitening. “After everything. You decide to leave us to fight alone.”
The sting of betrayal bled into the air, heavier than any musket smoke.
Alexander blinked, caught off guard, his entire body going still. His breath hitched faintly, as though the very idea knocked the wind from his chest. Confusion clouded his face, the sharp certainty of his usual arguments faltering. His eyes darted from the screen to Lafayette, searching desperately for reason in the accusation.
“Gil-” His voice cracked, breathless, torn between disbelief and desperation. He leaned forward instinctively, as if closing the distance might undo the wound already dealt. “Mon ami, I truly do not know what this is about!” His words spilled quickly, rushed as though he could will them into truth. “I would never betray you like that! You’re one of my closest friends, you’re a brother to me!”
Emotion burned in his tone, frantic and pleading. His hands twitched, half-reaching toward Lafayette, half-clutching the air, as though he feared the very act of reaching might be refused.
The silence that followed trembled with weight, Lafayette’s hurt, Alexander’s desperate denial, and the shock of everyone else who sat caught between the past they had known and the future now unraveling before them.
A game of chess, where France is Queen and Kingless
Lafayette’s face paled as the scene unfolded, his earlier indignation slipping into something far more fragile. His voice cracked when he finally spoke, sorrow laced through every syllable. “What?!” The word burst from him in disbelief, his chest rising sharply as though the air itself refused him. “My King and Queen, where have they gone?!” His question trembled on the edge of desperation, his eyes flicking rapidly between the faces around him, searching for reassurance that did not come.
Lin’s expression shifted, the usual spark of warmth and humor gone, replaced by a grim heaviness. He hesitated before answering, his silence almost worse than any words. At last, he met Lafayette’s gaze, and in that silent exchange, the truth became unmistakable.
The colour drained from Lafayette’s face as though life itself had been pulled from him. His eyes widened, shimmering, reflecting the dawning horror of a man who understood before he wished to. His hands, once so animated, hung limp at his sides, his knuckles faintly trembling.
“Merde,” he whispered, the word slipping from his lips like a prayer, or perhaps a curse. It was not loud, but the weight of it seemed to echo, sinking into the air between them. His gaze remained fixed, unblinking, as if refusing to accept the reality his heart already knew.
We signed a treaty with a King whose head is now in a basket
“My dear friend, Louis…” Lafayette murmured quietly, the name trembling from his lips as if speaking it aloud might tether his old king back to life. His eyes glistened, distant, yet burning with a grief too raw to conceal. “How on earth has our own French Revolution come to such situations?!” His voice cracked, caught between outrage and heartbreak. He turned toward Lin, gaze wide, searching, almost silently begging, for an explanation, for something that could make sense of this cruelty.
Lin drew in a breath, the weight of history pressing heavily upon him. He adjusted himself in his seat, shoulders shifting as though the burden of being the bearer of truth had grown heavier than his frame could hold. His sigh was soft, but in the stillness of the room it seemed to echo, a quiet herald to the storm of words he was about to loose.
“The tensions between the French aristocrats and the people finally came to a head,” he began, his voice low, steady, and careful. “When the people stormed the Bastille, it ignited more than rebellion, it was a signal flare. The long-simmering fury over France’s dire financial situation erupted. Bread riots, starvation, taxes crushing the poor while the aristocracy lived in excess…” His eyes flicked to Lafayette briefly, wary of the pain his words inflicted, before pressing on.
“The people saw King Louis’s failures as not only political, but personal. They demanded fairer governance, an end to the crushing weight of their suffering. A constitutional monarchy was proposed, a balance where the king would hold some power, but the rest would be shared with elected officials.” He paused, his throat tightening with the heaviness of what came next. “King Louis refused. And in that refusal… unrest became something far more dangerous.”
He trailed off, as though his tongue could not quite bring itself to speak the final blow.
“Riots,” Lafayette whispered, his voice hollow, completing the thought himself. The word hung heavy, fractured, breaking something deep within him. His lips parted again, softer this time, the truth cutting its way out in a hushed admission. “And I can assume the people won? They… they beheaded them.”
The room seemed to hold its breath, silence stretching taut like the string of a bow.
Lin nodded solemnly, unable to soften the truth. The quiet finality of that gesture weighed heavier than words.
Would you like to take it out and ask it?
“Should we honor our treaty, King Louis’ head?”
“Uh… do whatever you want, I’m super dead.”
[WASHINGTON]
Enough. Hamilton is right
“Mon Général, you won’t even consider? You simply refuse to help us?” Lafayette’s voice cracked with the weight of disbelief, desperation straining the edges of his usually steady tone. His shoulders had slumped, posture no longer the proud and fiery soldier but a friend wounded by rejection. His eyes shone with something deeper than frustration, it was grief, the quiet devastation of realizing that neither of his closest companions on American shores would rise in defense of his homeland.
His hands curled at his sides, restless, fingers twitching as though they longed for action, for a sword to draw, for something to do against the helplessness pressing down upon him. His gaze lingered on Washington, wide and pleading, a soldier’s loyalty clashing with a friend’s heartbreak.
“I’m sorry, Gil,” Washington answered at last. His voice was calm, measured, but the calmness itself stung all the more, it was not born of comfort, but of resignation. The General’s face was solemn, carved in lines of weariness, eyes softened by sympathy yet unyielding in resolve.
“I do not understand why things turned this way,” he admitted, tone almost fatherly, though weighed with sorrow. “But I am sure that we will soon learn of the reasoning.”
The words, though gentle, fell like stone in the silence that followed. They carried no promise of action, no lifeline of hope, only a patient waiting Lafayette could not afford.
The young Marquis drew in a sharp breath, his lips pressing into a thin line as he turned his face aside, unable to bear the calm detachment of the man he had once followed into battle without hesitation. His chest rose and fell too quickly, the air heavy in his lungs.
[JEFFERSON]
Mr. President—
[WASHINGTON]
We’re too fragile to start another fight
George’s brows furrowed, deep lines creasing his forehead as his voice rumbled with quiet unease. “Fragile? When exactly is this set?” His eyes moved between Lin and the unseen presence in the room, searching the dim corners as though he might glimpse the source of the mysterious voice that had, until now, kept its silence.
“Although not a dictation of a specific meeting,” the voice replied at last, calm but heavy with certainty, “this song would be set in 1793, a mere three years after the completion of establishing the nation.”
The words seemed to still the air itself.
Washington’s gaze slid toward Alexander, and Hamilton, already looking to his General, caught it at once. For a moment, neither spoke, but the intensity of their shared stare carried more weight than a dozen spoken sentences. In that silence, a hurried conversation passed between them, calculations, doubts, fears, until both men reached the same devastating truth.
Alexander broke it aloud, his voice lower, almost hollow. “If this is indeed three years after the official establishment of the nation, then we are simply too fragile to provide aid.” His usual fire was gone, replaced by a quiet resignation that seemed to shrink him within his own skin. His violet eyes, so often alight with unrelenting conviction, were now dimmed with sorrow as he turned them toward Lafayette.
“Our economy is broken,” he murmured, each word feeling as though it cost him more to speak. “And it’s unlikely we would have a functioning army…” His shoulders slumped, his hands falling uselessly into his lap, fingers twitching as though yearning to write, to solve, to fix what could not be fixed.
Lafayette’s face flickered with pain at the admission, and the silence that followed was thick with the weight of loyalty strained to breaking, of friendship caught between nations and necessity.
[JEFFERSON]
But sir, do we not fight for freedom?
[WASHINGTON]
Sure, when the French figure out who’s gonna lead ‘em
The room sat in silence, the air heavy with the enormity of what had just been spoken. The tension crackled, thick and suffocating, as each person wrestled with thoughts they scarcely dared to voice.
It was Martha who finally broke the stillness. Her voice, steady yet tinged with curiosity, carried the quiet authority of someone long accustomed to being heard. “That is an interesting point,” she said, folding her hands neatly in her lap. Her eyes swept the room, calm but searching, before settling firmly on Lin. “We know of the unfortunate ending of the King, but who is leading now?”
Every gaze followed hers, the full weight of the room’s attention bearing down on Lin. He shifted under the scrutiny, his hesitation plain, as though the truth was too heavy to be laid at their feet.
“There was… a turbulent chain of governments,” he began carefully, his words chosen with deliberate precision. His tone carried the cadence of a man explaining history to those living through it. “First the Jacobins, led by Robespierre, who seized control. Their grip, however, could not last, Robespierre himself was overthrown and executed. After that came the Directory, a council meant to provide stability, but it was weak, riddled with corruption, and deeply unpopular.”
He paused, drawing in a shallow breath, aware of the growing unease in the room. “Then Napoleon Bonaparte rose to prominence. In 1799 he staged a coup, dissolving the Directory and establishing the Consulate. Though nominally a republic, in practice it placed him in near-absolute power. Within a few years, he crowned himself Emperor of the French, founding the First Empire. The name fell like a cannonball into the room, shattering the fragile calm that had been maintained.
Several faces blanched. Washington’s brow furrowed deeply, the gravity in his expression that of a man who had fought to resist kingship only to hear of another monarchy born from revolution.
But it was Lafayette who bore the wound most keenly. He stiffened, his body locked as though the air had been stolen from his lungs. His lips parted soundlessly before a whisper finally escaped, trembling and broken. “An empire…?” His hand pressed against his chest, as if to contain the ache threatening to split him apart. “Mon Dieu… we bled, we dreamed, we fought for liberty, and in the ashes of it all, we crown another sovereign?” His eyes glistened, his voice cracking with despair. “Have we learned nothing? My France… my beloved France…”
The silence that followed was not empty but taut, vibrating with disbelief, outrage, and the dawning realization that the world beyond their shores was shifting toward storms none of them had yet begun to comprehend.
[JEFFERSON]
The people are leading—
[WASHINGTON]
The people are rioting
There’s a difference. Frankly, it’s a little disquieting you would let your ideals blind you to reality
The room was silent, every person present quietly absorbing the weight of what had been spoken. The air was heavy, oppressive, as though each breath carried the bitterness of old arguments reawakened. Jefferson sat tensely, his jaw set, hands curled into fists against his knees. Though his voice had quieted, the restless fire in his eyes betrayed his indignation. He was still riled, simmering with frustration at the decisions laid bare before them, resentful that once again Hamilton had sided against him and knowing full well that Washington, with his near-unshakable loyalty to the young Treasury Secretary, would rarely grant him the victory he so desperately craved.
For a moment it seemed as though the silence might stretch into eternity, until Lafayette finally broke it. His tone was quiet, subdued, but there was a core of steel, clear metal ringing beneath his words. “Thank you, Thomas,” he said at last, lifting his head to meet Jefferson’s gaze directly. The words struck the air like a measured salute: heavy, deliberate, and utterly sincere.
His voice softened, though his expression carried a trace of sorrow that darkened his countenance. “Truly, thank you, for fighting for France when so few others dared lend her their aid.” A pause lingered, heavy with unspoken pain, before Lafayette exhaled slowly, the sigh dragging disappointment through the room like a shadow. “But…” His eyes shifted, and the warmth of gratitude faded into a tempered chill. “You were unwittingly putting our new nation in grave danger of destruction.” His voice cracked slightly, though he steadied it with effort, the French lilt sharpening into something like a blade.
His hand came to rest over his heart, fingers pressing against the fabric of his coat as though to remind himself of the sacrifices buried there. “A nation we fought and bled for, shoulder to shoulder. A nation that is still so fragile it could collapse under the weight of one ill-placed alliance. To rush into war on behalf of one cause… risks undoing all we have built here.”
The words hung between them like smoke, bitter and suffocating. Jefferson’s lips twitched, caught between anger and defensiveness, but for once he held his tongue. The disappointment etched across Lafayette’s face, raw, personal, and aching, was heavier than any rebuttal.
Hamilton
[HAMILTON]
Sir
[WASHINGTON]
Draft a statement of neutrality
Lafayette let out a final, resigned sigh, the sound carrying the weight of battles fought both on the field and in his heart. He leaned back slightly, his arms folding across his chest in a defensive gesture that was less about defiance and more about keeping himself together. His eyes remained fixed on the screen, though their usual spark of youthful zeal had dimmed into something quieter, heavier. He frowned for only a heartbeat longer before forcing his features into a more neutral expression, a mask to shield the depth of his disappointment.
“Although I am disappointed that you cannot aid my home country,” he said at last, his tone steady but underscored by quiet sorrow, “I understand the need for staying neutral. You simply cannot risk America like that, not so soon after our success. I could not bear to see both my homes fall.” His voice faltered slightly on the last word, the pain of divided loyalties bleeding through despite his attempt at composure. He looked between Alexander and Washington, his gaze softening, the sharp edge of hurt from earlier beginning to recede.
Washington was the first to respond. His face, usually so inscrutable, softened with a rare touch of sorrow as he inclined his head toward his young comrade. “If there were any help we could provide, Gil, then we would,” he said gravely, his voice carrying the authority of command but tempered with the gentleness of a father speaking to a son. “But for the security of our nation, so fragile, so newly born, I do not see how we could do so without inciting more conflict. And that is a contest we cannot yet afford to fight.”
Lafayette nodded slowly, the tension in his shoulders easing ever so slightly. Acceptance was there, though not without lingering pain.
Alexander leaned forward then, violet eyes burning with intensity as he fixed Lafayette with a look both fierce and earnest. “We may not be able to provide France with the aid she deserves,” he admitted, his voice quiet but edged with determination, “but we can, at least I will, do everything in my power to offer you safety if you need it. You are a citizen of our new nation, Laf. Just as much as I am, just as much as John is. You belong here too.”
The words hung in the air, not quite dispelling the ache of betrayal Lafayette felt, but weaving a fragile thread of reassurance, a reminder that though he could not fight for both his homes at once, he would never stand alone.
[JEFFERSON]
Did you forget Lafayette?
Once more, Alexander’s back straightened, his entire posture snapping taut as if every nerve in his body had been pulled into a single line of fury. His violet eyes, usually bright with intensity, now flickered with raw rage, sparking like lightning about to strike. “How dare you,” he hissed, his voice carrying the edge of steel barely restrained, “how dare you insinuate that I should forget one of my closest friends! A man who is nothing less than a brother to me!”
His words rang through the room with the force of musket fire, sharp and undeniable. His hand had clenched into a fist atop the table, knuckles paling as his burning gaze locked on Jefferson. Every line of his expression carved with fury, Alexander’s stare was unflinching, an open challenge that left no doubt of the depth of his indignation.
The air between them seemed to crackle, heavy and hostile, as though the intensity of his outrage alone might ignite the space that separated them. Jefferson’s jaw tightened, his lips parting slightly in retort, but even he faltered under the sheer heat of Alexander’s fury.
[HAMILTON]
What?
[JEFFERSON]
Have you an ounce of regret?
The fire that had been blazing so fiercely within Alexander seemed, for the first time, to falter. His shoulders eased ever so slightly, though the taut line of his posture did not fully relax. He looked at Jefferson intently, the fury in his violet eyes dimming into something quieter, more searching. When he finally spoke, his voice carried none of its usual bite, it was quiet, almost solemn, the words dropping like fragile glass into the stillness of the room.
“This is the first time,” he murmured, “that you sound genuinely defeated instead of dripping with smugness or annoyance. When you mention Laf… it’s almost like your voice broke.”
Jefferson did not meet his gaze. His eyes remained fixed on the screen, the lines of his face hardened not in arrogance but in something rarer, pain. His voice was low, steadier than his expression suggested. “We disagree on many things, Hamilton,” he admitted, the words almost grudging, “but one thing we do have in common is our friendship with Gil. I cannot stand the thought of allowing one of my friends to suffer when there is something we could potentially do.”
Alexander’s gaze narrowed, the sharp focus of a man weighing each word for its truth, trying to divine whether sincerity truly sat behind Jefferson’s mask. His lips pressed into a thin line, and when he replied, it was with the calm gravity of conviction, his voice tightening like a vow.
“We will do whatever we can, Thomas. I am not, as you so often put it, so disloyal as to do nothing after everything. But we must be cautious. We must ensure the safety of our own nation alongside that.” His eyes burned again, though with tempered fire rather than wild rage. “You know as well as I do that given the smallest opportunity, the British will be back on our shores to reclaim the land, treaties be damned. If we stretch ourselves too thin, we risk losing everything.”
The words hung heavy in the air between them, Jefferson’s rare vulnerability, Alexander’s measured defiance, and the unspoken truth that, despite their enmity, both men’s hearts carried the same devotion to Lafayette.
You accumulate debt, you accumulate power
Yet in their hour of need, you forget
[HAMILTON]
Lafayette’s a smart man, he’ll be fine
Lin winced at the screen, the motion small but unmistakable, a reflexive flinch that betrayed more than he intended. Though he tried to school his features into neutrality, Washington, ever observant, his gaze honed from years of command, did not miss it. The General’s dark eyes leveled him with an intensity that seemed to cut straight through pretense, the weight of his scrutiny pressing on Lin’s shoulders like stone. For a fleeting second, Lin thought to himself that he truly did not understand how Alexander had ever managed to argue with such a man, much less so frequently.
“Mr. Miranda-” Washington’s voice rumbled low, measured but unmistakably edged with tension, “would you care to explain the reason you visibly winced at that?”
The room shifted, the air pulling taut as though every breath had been drawn in and held. Instantly, all attention swung toward Lin, a dozen expectant eyes fastening on him, waiting for an answer.
Lafayette was the first to speak, his voice firm, leaving little room for evasion. “I can assume, based on what has just been spoken, that I am not to be ‘fine.’”
Lin offered a small, almost sheepish smile, though it did little to dispel the heaviness of the moment. “Yes, I… uh-” he faltered, pausing as if searching for a gentler phrasing, but ultimately resigned himself to the truth. “At the point at which this would be set, you were actually imprisoned… by the Austrians.”
The words landed like a stone dropped into still water, sending ripples of shock through the group.
Lafayette’s face paled, his usual brightness clouded in disbelief. He shook slightly, as though the very notion unsettled something deep in his bones. And yet, after a beat, he forced a crooked, sarcastic smile to his lips. “I suppose it is better than losing my head.”
No one laughed, not really. A few nervous, uncomfortable chuckles slipped out, brittle and thin, breaking apart almost as soon as they escaped. The rest of the room sat stiff and silent, the weight of the revelation pressing down on them all.
Once again, it was Lafayette who broke the verbal stalemate. His voice, though steady, carried the strain of someone forcing control against a rising tide of dread.
“May I request an explanation,” he asked, “on why I am to be imprisoned? Are my family to be safe, at least?”
Lin winced again, almost reflexively, as if bracing for a reprimand from the mysterious voice that had interjected before. For a moment, he hesitated, waiting, half-expecting to be silenced. But the room remained quiet. The voice did not come.
He drew in a slow breath, steadying himself before beginning. “After the initial revolution and the execution of the King, there was… animosity between the new government and the aristocracy. The Jacobins viewed many of these aristocrats as enemies of the state.”
His eyes flicked toward Lafayette with unmistakable regret. “That unfortunately included you, particularly because of your determination to instill a constitutional monarchy. To them, that made you suspect.”
Lafayette’s jaw tightened, his lips pressing into a thin line, though he did not interrupt.
“Due to this-” Lin paused again, his words dragging like lead, “you and a number of others attempted to escape France. On the Austrian border, you were apprehended… and placed in prison. You were kept there for five years.”
The silence shattered. Loud noises of shock and alarm erupted across the room.
“Five years?!” Alexander exclaimed, his voice pitched high with disbelief, almost breaking. His violet eyes blazed with fury and fear, his hands gripping the edge of his chair as if the wood itself might splinter. “Please. Tell me we were able to help! How on earth was he able to get out?!”
Lin swallowed hard, bracing himself against the intensity of Alexander’s demand. “After the five years, Napoleon was in power… and he ordered your release.”
He shifted uncomfortably, his voice softening as his gaze returned to Lafayette. “However, before that time… Washington did attempt to negotiate your freedom. He used your honorary American citizenship as leverage, hoping to have you released into America’s custody. But the effort failed.”
Washington’s face darkened, his expression unreadable but heavy, as though the failure already lay on his conscience.
Lin pressed on gently. “Instead, he was able to convince Congress to approve a back payment for your years of service in the Continental Army. That money was sent to improve your conditions in prison. It also ensured that your wife and children were able to join you.”
He hesitated, then added, more quietly, “Your eldest son was safely extradited from France and brought to America. The plan had been for him to stay with the Washingtons at Mount Vernon, but due to political fragility… he instead lived with Alexander, Eliza, and their family.”
Lafayette’s breath caught audibly, his posture stiffening as though the words themselves were a blow. His hand came up to cover his mouth, trembling slightly, his eyes wide and shining. The room around him was hushed again, shocked, mournful, and straining under the weight of history’s cruelty.
And before he was your friend, he was mine
If we try to fight in every revolution in the world, we never stop
Where do we draw the line?
[JEFFERSON]
So quick-witted
[HAMILTON]
Alas, I admit it
[JEFFERSON]
I bet you were quite a lawyer
[HAMILTON]
My defendants got acquitted
[JEFFERSON]
Yeah. Well, someone oughta remind you
[HAMILTON]
What?
[JEFFERSON]
You’re nothing without Washington behind you
Alexander once more bristled at the dig, the words sinking beneath his skin like thorns. He sat rigid, his shoulders squared, though his fingers twitched slightly against his knee in a betrayed restlessness. No matter how many years had passed or how many accomplishments he had stacked upon his name, there remained that nagging self-consciousness, an old, gnawing ache, that he, of all people, had somehow managed to earn Washington’s attention. He could never quite forget the contrast: himself, the scrawny boy from the islands, who had clawed his way up from nothing, seated beside men born into wealth, land, and opportunity. Compared with the polished education and connections of others, he still sometimes felt as though he were intruding on a space never meant for him.
The silence threatened to spiral, Alexander’s thoughts turning inward and jagged, but Washington’s voice cut through with immediate, decisive force.
“Mr. Jefferson,” the General said, his tone firm as steel, “that is blatantly incorrect.”
Washington leaned forward slightly, his gaze fixed squarely on Jefferson, the weight of his presence filling the space. “Alexander had made quite a name for himself long before I ever heard his name. His writings alone carried the strength of a man twice his years. When he was promoted to my aide, it was because he had already proven himself indispensable, and every achievement thereafter, he made further upon by his own effort. Not by my hand.”
Jefferson’s lips parted, the beginnings of an argument forming, but before he could speak more than a breath, Washington’s eyes narrowed, sharp as a drawn saber. The look alone was enough to silence him, the unspoken authority radiating from the General brooking no dissent.
Jefferson closed his mouth again with a tight snap, his expression sour but his words swallowed, leaving the room taut with the echo of Washington’s defense. Alexander remained still, torn between bristling pride and a quiet, almost painful gratitude he dared not voice aloud.
[WASHINGTON]
Hamilton!
[JEFFERSON]
Daddy’s calling!
Chapter 34: Washington on Your Side
Chapter Text
[BURR]
It must be nice, it must be nice to have
Washington on your side
The room erupted in a sudden wave of laughter as the screen played on, the sound rising and breaking against the walls like a tide of shared amusement. Even the more stoic among them couldn’t entirely hide their smiles, the levity cutting sharply against the tension that had gripped them only moments before.
From where he sat , Jefferson’s voice could just be heard beneath the clamor, low and bitter. “I do not react like that to a colleague’s arrival,” he muttered, his jaw tight. The words were swallowed by the laughter, unnoticed, or perhaps deliberately ignored, by most of the room. Most, but not all.
Burr’s gaze snapped toward Jefferson, his dark eyes narrowing. The faintest curl of a scowl twisted his mouth as anger burned hot and silent in his chest. How dare he be mocked so openly, dismissed so carelessly, by friend and foe alike. Mocked not just in jest but in the very subtext of the room’s laughter, as if his worth to either side of the political spectrum was negligible, a man tolerated rather than respected. The sting of being unseen, unwanted, gnawed at him with merciless precision.
From where the three sisters sat, Angelica tilted her head slightly, her expression thoughtful, though her voice when it came was quiet. Those who knew her well could hear the note of caution threading through the evenness of her tone. “That is a friendship I would not have foreseen,” she murmured, her eyes fixed on the screen but her mind already weaving through implications and alliances.
Beside Washington, Martha gave a small hum of acknowledgment, low but clear enough to carry. Her words followed after, measured and cool, like water over stone. “I do not see this lasting long.”
Her statement lingered in the air, settling over the group like a soft but undeniable shadow, an observation not meant to inflame, only to state what seemed inevitable. The laughter quieted to a ripple, the room once again slipping into thoughtful silence, each person turning the scene over in their own mind.
It must be nice, it must be nice to have
Washington on your side
[JEFFERSON]
Ev’ry action has its equal, opposite reactions
Thanks to Hamilton, our cab’net’s fractured into factions
Recognising his own unrealistic hopes and ideals, Washington exhaled heavily, the sound rough in the quiet of the room. Resignation etched deep into the lines of his face, he sat straighter yet somehow looked older in that moment, weighed down by the knowledge that the government of this fragile new nation would always splinter into factions. He had wished, perhaps naively, that unity might carry them further. But as his eyes moved slowly between Alexander, brimming with fire and boundless ambition, and Jefferson, immovable in his ideals as though carved from stone, Washington could not feign surprise at the revelation. Conflict between such men was inevitable, perhaps even fated.
Across the room, John’s protective arm still rested around Eliza’s shoulders, his presence a steadying anchor as much for her as for himself. His eyes, however, sharpened as they locked directly onto Jefferson. When he spoke, his tone dripped with quiet disdain, almost condescending, the way an elder might scold a stubborn child.
“It could not only be Alexander’s fault that factions were formed,” John said, voice low but carrying, the edge of accusation unmistakable.
Jefferson’s lips twisted into a scowl as he rolled his eyes with theatrical irritation, his posture stiffening defensively. “He creates divisions where they are not needed!” Jefferson shot back, the words biting, his drawl heavy with simmering indignation.
John did not flinch. Instead, his tone remained calm, dangerously even, as if he were holding a blade steady rather than raising his voice. “I doubt you to be as innocent as you seem to believe you are.” His words landed with weight, the controlled cadence only making the challenge more clear.
Try not to crack under the stress, we’re breaking down like fractions
We smack each other in the press, and we don’t print retractions
I get no satisfaction witnessing his fits of passion
The way he primps and preens and dresses like the pits of fashion
Alexander shifted in his seat, discomfort etched into every line of his posture. His fingers picked restlessly at the frayed edges of his shirt sleeve, as though the fabric itself might unravel along with his composure. His gaze flicked uneasily around the room, moving from one face to another, men and women with the polish of wealth and long-established families. Even Maria, who sat quietly beside him, had come from some means more respectable than his own.
Slowly, almost unconsciously, he seemed to curl inward, his shoulders hunching as though to shield himself from the unspoken comparisons pressing in on all sides. The familiar weight settled heavily against him: insignificance, sharp and suffocating. He did not need anyone to remind him of his station, or lack thereof. A poor, bastard orphan from the Caribbean, surrounded by peers whose very birthright gave them a place at the table that he had clawed toward with desperate ambition. The difference in birth status was not a detail, it was a brand burned into his skin, impossible to shed.
Washington, as ever, missed little. His sharp eyes observed the subtle change in Alexander’s posture, the inward fold of a man suddenly burdened by ghosts of the past. For a long moment he studied him in silence, his own face unreadable, though the weight of his attention was undeniable. Then, with measured calm, he spoke, his deep voice commanding the room.
“Alexander dresses appropriately for the situation,” Washington said, tone even but edged with quiet steel. His gaze flicked briefly toward Jefferson, the reprimand clear. “Just because you see yourself as more important than him does not make it so.”
His words rang out, deliberate and unhurried, heavy enough to still the subtle hum of judgment that had lingered in the room. Washington’s eyes returned to Alexander then, softer but firm, and he continued.
“His roots, his upbringing, if anything, they are not marks against him but an advantage. They show how much effort, how much work he has put in to reach the place where he stands now.”
For Alexander, the words landed like a shield raised between himself and the room, unexpected and grounding.
Our poorest citizens, our farmers, live ration to ration
As Wall Street robs ‘em blind in search of chips to cash in
Alexander let out a sharp, derisive scoff, the sound cutting across the room like flint against steel. His arms crossed tightly over his chest, every line of his body defensive, coiled with bristling indignation. He leaned forward just slightly, violet eyes narrowing as he spat the word toward Jefferson with venomous precision. “Hypocrite.”
The insult hung in the air like a gauntlet thrown. Jefferson stiffened, his entire frame going rigid as though struck. His head tilted back, chin rising in that imperious way of his, looking down not only physically but with all the scornful weight of his aristocratic bearing. His nostrils flared as his voice cracked out, sharp and furious. “I am no hypocrite! That is a name of which I do not accept!”
Alexander’s scoff came again, sharper, louder, his lip curling as his eyes raked Jefferson with withering disdain. The fire in him was unmistakable, judgment, fury, and an almost personal disgust all radiating from his small, wiry frame. “You are concerned, as you so dramatically put it, about the poor citizens,” he sneered, his tone dripping scorn, “and yet you still own slaves!”
The room stirred with a ripple of tension, the words like sparks catching dry tinder. Jefferson’s face darkened, his voice rising, his every syllable laced with anger as he shot back. “They are property, not citizens!”
Murmurs broke from around the room at his blunt declaration, but none louder than Alexander’s bark of outrage. He surged forward, uncrossing his arms, his hands now cutting through the air to punctuate his words, his entire body alive with rage.
“They’re humans!” he thundered, his voice cracking with vehemence. His eyes burned, not just with anger but with something deeper, conviction, desperation, a fury born of personal experience. “And I am sure the plan you so despise will do what it is supposed to, securing the long-term financial security of our nation!” His voice crescendoed, his hands slamming down against the armrest, as though sheer force might drive the point home.
His chest heaved with breath as he pressed on, the words tumbling out like a man consumed, “We must not forget that after our passing, we wish for the nation to grow, to continue to be successful! For that, we must make sacrifices!”
Silence fell heavy in the wake of his outburst, the echoes of his passion reverberating against the walls. Jefferson’s jaw clenched, his fists curling at his sides, eyes blazing with equal fury. Washington’s brows drew together, his hand flexing against the armrest as though preparing to intervene before the clash ignited further.
Silence weighed on the room like a storm front, but the undercurrent was anything but still. The sheer force of Alexander’s outburst still hung in the air, vibrating through the tense gathering.
Lafayette had gone very still, his arms crossed tightly across his chest, but his eyes betrayed him. They darkened, sorrow and fury mingling there, his lips pressed into a hard line. To hear Jefferson so coldly dismiss enslaved people as mere property, it was like a knife in the heart of everything he believed liberty stood for. His voice, when it finally broke free, was low and tight, each syllable carrying the sharp edge of personal devastation.
“Mon Dieu… How can you speak of liberty and yet defend such chains?” His accent thickened with the depth of his hurt.
Across the room, Eliza flinched at Alexander’s shouting. Though she had seen his passion flare countless times before, there was something raw and dangerous about it now, the kind of rage that threatened to burn itself out or consume him entirely. Her fingers tightened around John’s hand where it still rested comfortingly atop hers, her eyes wide with both worry and admiration.
John himself looked furious, though not surprised. He leaned forward, his gaze cutting toward Jefferson, his free hand curling into a fist on his knee. He was ready to leap in, to defend Alexander with his usual sharp tongue, but for once he restrained himself, waiting for the General’s inevitable command.
Washington did not disappoint. The air seemed to shift when he stirred, the sheer weight of his presence demanding attention without a single word. His brows furrowed, deep lines carving into his face, and he drew in a long, steadying breath as though forcing back the tide of anger he himself felt. His hand pressed firmly against the armrest, his knuckles pale, his voice breaking the silence with iron authority.
“That is enough.”
The command rang out like a musket shot, leaving no room for argument. Even Alexander, still flushed and trembling with passion, froze under the weight of it. Jefferson stiffened, his jaw locked, his eyes narrowed but silent.
The room remained taut, every heart hammering, every breath heavy. The echoes of the clash still lingered in the space between them, and yet Washington’s command had forced the fire to smolder, for now.
The silence following Washington’s thunderous “Enough” was suffocating, but the General did not falter. His eyes, sharp and commanding, moved first to Jefferson.
“Mr. Jefferson,” Washington began, his tone carrying both disappointment and authority. “You undermine the strength of this government not with reasoned debate but with constant opposition for opposition’s sake. A leader must know when to argue and when to compromise, when to push and when to listen. You treat governance as a battlefield to win rather than a charge to uphold.”
Jefferson stiffened, his jaw tightening, but Washington pressed on, unyielding. “You have every right to your principles, but when your pride overshadows the good of the republic, you cease to serve the people and serve only yourself.” The words struck with deliberate precision, a blade sharpened by experience. Jefferson inhaled slowly through his nose, his gaze flicking away from Washington’s piercing stare, though his shoulders remained rigid.
Then Washington turned his attention to Alexander. The younger man straightened automatically, every inch of him taut like a bowstring, his breath quick and shallow. “And you, Alexander,” Washington said, his voice dropping into a steady, deliberate cadence, “your fire, your brilliance, and your ambition are invaluable to this nation. But passion left unchecked is as dangerous as pride. You wield your words like weapons, cutting so deep you risk alienating those you most need to persuade. A commander cannot afford to set fire to his own camp in pursuit of victory.”
Alexander’s arms loosened slightly from their defensive fold, though his lips pressed tight, fighting the instinct to retort. His violet eyes flicked downward, the reprimand biting even as he absorbed it in silence.
Finally, Washington’s gaze swept over them both, his voice resounding with finality.
“You are entrusted with the care of a nation still in its infancy. If you waste your strength tearing at one another, you will undo everything we bled to build. Our enemies abroad need not lift a finger if we destroy ourselves from within.” His words hung heavy in the air, the authority of a father, a general, and a president entwined. Neither Jefferson nor Alexander dared to speak.
This prick is askin’ for someone to bring him to task
Somebody gimme some dirt on this vacuous mass so we can at last unmask him
I’ll pull the trigger on him, someone load the gun and cock it
This time, Alexander’s words were less venomous than before, laced instead with a brittle sarcasm that cracked at the edges. Still, beneath the forced levity, a trace of hurt bled through his voice. “You’ll have to join the queue,” he quipped sharply, his lips quirking in a humorless smile. “Burr’s already claimed that chance!”
The jest landed poorly, the air around it heavy with things unspoken. A ripple of discomfort passed through the room. Burr shifted in his seat, the fabric of his coat creasing as he folded his hands tightly together in his lap. His expression was guarded, his jaw tense, but his eyes betrayed unease. Despite the animosity that had long been festering between himself and Alexander, the suggestion that he might actually raise a weapon against his rival unsettled him deeply. He was not, by nature, a man of violence, and even the shadow of such an accusation pressed on him with unwelcome weight.
The tension sharpened when Washington stirred. His presence filled the space in a way that no one else’s could, every shift of his posture commanding the room’s attention. His brows drew low, his dark eyes fixed on Alexander with a sternness that carried both authority and something more intimate, protectiveness. When he spoke, his voice was low but thunderous in its seriousness, reverberating with the force of a father as much as a general.
“I do not appreciate you threatening my son with harm.”
The words cut through the tension like a blade. Alexander froze, his sarcastic smile fading, violet eyes widening as the weight of Washington’s words sank in. The General’s tone left no room for jest, no suggestion that this was anything less than deadly serious.
A hush settled across the room, every breath held in the fragile stillness. Eliza’s hand instinctively flew to her lips, her eyes wide with worry. Lafayette stiffened, his loyalty to both men pulling at him painfully. Even Jefferson, usually ready with some sly remark, remained silent, caught in the gravity of Washington’s protectiveness.
While we were all watching, he got Washington in his pocket
Angelica’s voice cracked across the room like a whip, sharp and unrelenting, a snapshot of contained fury. Her eyes, dark and blazing, fixed on Jefferson with a ferocity that left no space for retreat. “How dare you threaten my brother-in-law like that?!” she demanded, her words clipped and trembling with anger. “Do you not think, do you not care, about the consequences of such a thing? To his wife, my sister. To his children!” The weight of her fury pressed down like ice, her posture tall and unyielding, her hands clenched tightly in her skirts as though to keep herself from striking out further.
Jefferson spluttered in reply, caught wholly off guard by the sheer force of her defense. His composure faltered, arrogance replaced by a startled defensiveness. “I-I thought you were angry at Hamilton!” he exclaimed, his voice pitching higher than intended, as though the accusation itself could absolve him.
Angelica’s gaze narrowed, her chin tilting in imperious disdain. Her words sliced through his excuse with lethal precision. “I most certainly am,” she spat, her voice iron wrapped in velvet. “But he is still my family. And I have more than enough rage for you too.”
The cold anger radiating from her was palpable, like a frost creeping outward, freezing Jefferson in place. For once, the Virginian found no retort on his lips. His jaw worked soundlessly for a moment before he fell into tight-lipped silence, pinned beneath her unrelenting glare.
Satisfied that he would say no more, for now at least, Angelica turned back toward the screen. Yet the storm within her had not abated. The anger still rolled off her in waves, humming like a live wire in the air around her.
Eliza's eyes shimmered with both gratitude and worry as she looked toward her sister. Alexander, though still tense and flushed from his own confrontation, allowed the faintest flicker of relief to cross his features at Angelica’s ferocious intervention. Even Washington’s stern gaze softened slightly, the faintest hint of approval glinting there, though he said nothing.Jefferson, meanwhile, remained very still, his pride stung and his confidence rattled by a woman whose wrath had proved far more formidable than he had anticipated.
Washington’s low voice rumbled through the room, a deep and warning resonance that demanded silence. Every word carried the weight of command, measured and steady, yet edged with a steel that could not be mistaken. “I am not a man who can be put in a so-called ‘pocket,’” he said, each syllable deliberate, his baritone filling the space with unshakable authority.
His gaze shifted, sharp as a blade, and fixed directly on Jefferson. The Virginian stiffened under the scrutiny, but Washington did not relent. “True,” he continued, his expression unreadable save for the faint tightening of his jaw, “ideologically, I would come down on a similar level to Alexander. But do not mistake that for blind loyalty. It does not dissuade the fact that, should you argue your case with reason, with integrity, I cannot be swayed by mere allegiance.”
The statement hung in the air, heavy and final. Washington’s eyes remained locked on Jefferson’s, the weight of his authority pressing down like a hand on his shoulder, daring him to speak further.
Jefferson spluttered lightly, his usual composure slipping as his lips parted and closed again without forming words. His fingers twitched at his cuffs as though adjusting them might buy him time, but no retort came. For once, the Virginian’s silver tongue had failed him, silenced beneath Washington’s withering gaze.
Around the room, the silence was thick. Alexander’s chest swelled faintly with restrained pride, though he dared not interrupt his mentor’s words. Madison shifted in his seat, eyes flicking nervously between his ally and the commanding figure before them, sensing the humiliation but powerless to interject.
Washington finally leaned back, breaking eye contact only when he was certain his point had been driven home. His presence remained a mountain in the room, immovable and unyielding, leaving Jefferson visibly unsettled in his wake.
[JEFFERSON AND BURR]
It must be nice, it must be nice to have
Washington on your side
It must be nice, it must be nice to have
Washington on your side
Look back at the Bill of Rights
[MADISON]
Which I wrote
Laughter shattered the tension that had coiled itself tightly around the room like a vice, loosening its grip in sudden bursts of relief. Shoulders dropped, breaths were released, and for a moment the biting undercurrents of argument gave way to something lighter.
What caught many by surprise, however, was not the laughter itself but the cause of it, the onscreen Madison, sharp and uncharacteristically outspoken. His defensiveness, so at odds with the quiet, calculating figure they knew, startled more than a few in the audience. Several exchanged incredulous glances, the corners of their mouths still twitching with amusement.
Thomas, seated near James, turned his head slowly toward his companion, his brows arched with something between curiosity and genuine fondness. A faint smile tugged at his lips, less smirk, more acknowledgment, before he spoke.
“Of course we all know of your contribution’s importance!” Jefferson’s words came softly, his tone warmer than the others had ever heard from him.
It was the first time his voice held no acid, no sharp barbs hidden in velvet. There was no disdain to his cadence, no pointed dig buried beneath politeness. Just a rare, unguarded kindness.
For once, Jefferson’s words did not sharpen the air, they softened it, Madison’s lips curved into a rare smile, the faintest glimmer of pride showing as the echoes of laughter still lingered in the air. Yet almost as quickly as it appeared, the expression dimmed. A thought tugged at him, unsettling enough that his brow furrowed and the amusement faded from his features.
Turning slightly in his chair, he fixed Lin with a measured look. His tone was calm, conversational even, though an undercurrent of earnest curiosity laced each word.
“Was there a reason I am specifically mentioned for writing the Bill of Rights?”
The question hung in the room like a held breath.
Lin shifted, shoulders rising with a sigh as his gaze darted down and then back up again, betraying the tangle of thoughts racing behind his eyes. He hesitated, clearly wrestling with whether to soften his answer or speak the truth outright. For a moment, the weight of that silence seemed heavier than any argument that had filled the room earlier.
Finally, he exhaled, words careful but edged with reluctant honesty. “Uh… well, the issue is-” Lin paused, raking a hand lightly through his hair as though stalling, “You are not particularly well remembered for doing much of significance. Even though the Bill of Rights was so important.”
The words struck like a quiet blow. Madison’s face flickered, pride giving way to stunned disbelief, then to something more pained. His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, and his eyes, usually steady, searched Lin’s expression for any sign of exaggeration or jest. But there was none.
Around the room, the others shifted uneasily. The truth was raw, and it landed hard. Alexander tilted his head, biting back a sharp comment he might have made in another moment, while Jefferson’s lips pressed together in a rare silence, sensing the sting in his friend’s composure.
For Madison, the knowledge seemed to burrow deep. To have poured so much into words meant to protect freedoms, only to learn history would let his efforts fade into the shadows of louder, more dramatic legacies, was a wound he had never anticipated.
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
The ink hasn’t dried
It must be nice, it must be nice to have
Washington on your side
[MADISON]
So he’s doubled the size of the government
Wasn’t the trouble with much our previous government size?
[BURR]
Look in his eyes!
[JEFFERSON]
See how he lies
Alexander made a sharp, indignant noise as he sat up straighter, shoulders squaring as though preparing for a duel. His chin lifted proudly, almost defiantly, the violet of his eyes sparking with offended pride. “I am a lot of things, Mr. Jefferson,” he snapped, every syllable precise, edged like a blade, “but a liar is not one of them!”
His words carried the sharpness of steel, and his posture mirrored it, rigid, taut, unyielding. For a fleeting moment, he looked carved from the very fire of his convictions. That was until his gaze clashed with Angelica’s across the room.
Her eyes, cold and burning with a fury born of protective loyalty, locked onto his. It was not just anger, it was disappointment, piercing and personal, the kind that stripped away his armor. Alexander’s bravado faltered visibly. His jaw clenched as his chest tightened, and a wince pulled at his features. He curled in on himself almost instinctively, as though trying to shield from her silent condemnation. And yet, despite the turmoil her gaze sent crashing through him, he refused to retreat completely. His voice, though tinged with that inner tremor, pushed forward with sheer will, “I have yet to utter a word of a lie to any one of you!”
The room seemed to hold its breath, but it wasn’t Jefferson who answered. This time it was Washington, and with him, the collective weight of those closest to Hamilton. John’s brow furrowed, Lafayette’s shoulders slumped in weary knowing, Hercules pinched the bridge of his nose. Together, their looks bore the universal language of long-suffering exasperation.
Washington’s gaze, heavy and commanding, pinned Alexander in place.
“You may be innocent on significant matters,” the General began, tone even but firm, “however, your statement is blatantly incorrect-”
Alexander opened his mouth, a protest already forming, a sharp whine slipping out like the sound of a cornered animal. But before the words could surface, Washington leveled him with another look, sharp, unrelenting, the kind that had silenced entire regiments before. The protest died in Alex’s throat.
Washington continued, unflinching. “With the great number of early mornings where John, Lafayette, or I have found you in the aide’s tent, where you assured us you had indeed eaten and slept when in truth you had not.” His words struck not as an attack but as a weary truth, one Hamilton could not deny.
[MADISON]
Follow the scent of his enterprise
Alexander’s next words came almost as a whisper, stripped bare of the thunder and defiance that so often colored his voice. It was jarring, the absence of fire, like a forge suddenly gone cold. His shoulders sagged slightly as though the weight of his own truth pressed down on him, forcing honesty from a place deeper than pride.
“I have not fought to be where I am to simply be rich,” he muttered, the words tasting bitter on his tongue. They carried no boast, no venom, only a tired sincerity that stilled the air around him.
His gaze, no longer blazing, lifted toward Jefferson. The violet light that so often burned with fury and passion was dim now, emptied of its usual rage. In its place lingered something far more haunting, clarity, sharp and painful, as if the man was laying his soul bare without armor.
“There is more to life,” he continued, each word heavy, deliberate, “than the riches in your coffers.”
He drew in a breath, and for a heartbeat, it seemed as though he might stop there. But his voice steadied, softened by something that even Jefferson could not easily sneer at.
“As long as my family are supported and cared for…” His eyes lowered, not in shame but in reverence, as though seeing Eliza and his children in his mind’s eye. “As long as they have something warm in their stomachs and a roof over their heads-” He swallowed hard, the flicker of emotion finally cracking through the calm façade. “-then I am happy.”
The silence that followed was not like before; it was not tense, nor bristling. It was heavy with the gravity of what had been spoken, with the rawness of a man who, for once, shed every weapon and stood before them unguarded.
[JEFFERSON]
Centralizing national credit
And making American credit competitive
Alexander’s eyes narrowed at the screen, his expression tightening as though he were trying to peel back layers of meaning hidden within the words before him. His brow furrowed, lips parting as if to form a retort, only for hesitation to catch in his throat.
“I-” he started, the single syllable breaking into silence. His gaze flicked restlessly, first to Lin, searching for some kind of confirmation, then back to the glowing image on the screen, and finally to Jefferson himself. The confusion etched across his features was uncharacteristic, a man usually so certain now visibly struggling to grasp what was meant.
“I do not see the issue here,” he admitted at last, the words edged with a frown, his tone bewildered rather than defensive.
Jefferson wasted no time in seizing the moment. A scoff tore from his chest, sharp and dismissive, and he rolled his eyes with practiced disdain.
“Of course not!” he sneered, his voice rising in biting accusation. He leaned back in his chair, arms crossing, his whole posture radiating superiority. “For you only care about the fate of the northern states-” he gestured vaguely, almost theatrically, as though pointing to some imagined map above them, “-and you ignore the impact that these policies will have on the South!”
The jab landed like a stone dropped in water, rippling across the room. Alexander stiffened, the bewilderment bleeding away, replaced by a sudden rush of fire that flared up behind his violet eyes. His spine straightened, his fists clenched tightly against his knees, knuckles white.
“You dare accuse me of that?” he snapped, the words cutting sharp across the charged silence. He leaned forward, his voice rising with every sentence. “I have bled for this nation, bled alongside men from both North and South, starved with them, fought with them, buried them! Do not sit there and claim I would disregard half the very union I sacrificed everything to build!”
His tone cracked into something more personal, his passion spilling raw. “I do not look at this nation as fragments, Thomas. I see it whole. I see it strong. And I will fight to secure its survival, even if that means making decisions you are too narrow-minded to understand!”
The room bristled at the force of his words, the weight of his anger vibrating through the air. Jefferson’s lips pressed into a thin line, his jaw tight, though his eyes burned with unyielding defiance.
[MADISON]
If we don’t stop it we aid and abet it
[JEFFERSON]
I have to resign
Noises of confusion rippled around the room, overlapping voices rising like a sudden storm. Chairs scraped faintly against the floor as people shifted forward, startled by what they had just heard.
“Wait, what?!” John burst out, his voice sharp with disbelief. The exclamation seemed to echo in the chamber, quickly mirrored by others, murmurs of shock, half-formed questions, the kind of unsettled noise that came from a collective effort to make sense of the impossible.
Lafayette’s head snapped around, his eyes wide, brows furrowed in genuine alarm. He leaned forward, his tone incredulous, his accent thickening under the weight of emotion. “Mon ami, why would you resign?” His voice rang through the room, direct and cutting, the question hanging in the air with the weight of accusation and grief combined.
Even Alexander, so often the first to fill silence with his fire, found himself momentarily at a loss. He stared hard at Jefferson, his violet eyes narrowed, almost probing, as though he might dig the truth out by sheer force of will. His foot tapped rapidly against the floor, the only outward crack in his sharp composure, betraying both impatience and agitation.
But no explanation came. Jefferson gave them nothing. He simply sat back in his seat with infuriating composure, shoulders relaxed, his long fingers steepled idly before him. His expression was carved into stone, cool and indifferent, a mask worn to perfection.
[MADISON]
Somebody has to stand up for the South!
[BURR]
Somebody has to stand up to his mouth!
[JEFFERSON]
If there’s a fire you’re trying to douse
[MADISON AND JEFFERSON]
You can’t put it out from inside the house
[JEFFERSON]
I’m in the cabinet. I am complicit in
Watching him grabbin’ at power and kissin' it
If Washington isn’t gon’ listen
To disciplined dissidents, this is the difference:
This kid is out!
[MADISON/BURR/JEFFERSON]
Oh!
This immigrant isn’t somebody we chose
Alexander flinched as though struck, the sharp words finding their mark with cruel precision. His immigrant status, his deepest, rawest insecurity, had been dragged into the light once more, wielded against him like a blade. It didn’t matter how many battles he had fought, how many nights he had poured his mind and soul into shaping this fragile new nation, nor how high he had climbed from the gutters of his beginnings. The reminder cut all the same.
It clawed at him, the echo of every jeer and whispered slight he had endured as the poor, bastard orphan from the Caribbean. The weight of insignificance pressed down heavily upon his shoulders, threatening to crush the fragile sense of safety and belonging he had carved out for himself through blood, sweat, and relentless fire. His jaw tightened, his hands curling into fists in his lap, not from anger this time, but from the effort it took to hold himself together.
Beside him, Maria had been watching quietly, her keen eyes tracing the tension in his posture, the tremor that betrayed the storm within him. Where others might have let the silence deepen, allowing him to fold inward and suffer alone, she moved instinctively. With a soft rustle of fabric, she leaned closer, her presence a quiet anchor amid the noise.
Her arm slipped around his shoulders, drawing him into a gentle, steady embrace. It wasn’t loud or theatrical, no grand declaration of comfort, just warmth and closeness, a reminder that he wasn’t as alone as he always feared himself to be.
Alexander froze for a heartbeat, startled by the contact, before he let out a shaky breath. The knot in his chest loosened ever so slightly as he leaned into the touch, the sharp edges of humiliation softened by the simple act of kindness. He didn’t speak, his throat felt too tight for words, but his silence carried something different now, less brittle, more grateful.
Oh!
This immigrant’s keeping us all on our toes
Oh!
Let’s show these Federalists who they’re up against!
Oh!
[JEFFERSON/MADISON]
Southern motherfuckin’—
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Democratic-Republicans!
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR/ENSEMBLE]
Oh!
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Let’s follow the money and see where it goes
[ENSEMBLE]
Oh!
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Because every second the Treasury grows
[ENSEMBLE]
Oh!
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
If we follow the money and see where it leads
Get in the weeds, look for the seeds of
Hamilton’s misdeeds
The fragile colour that had only just begun to creep back into Alexander’s cheeks drained away again in an instant. His face paled, as though all warmth had been pulled from him, leaving only the hollow shadow of realization. The words, sharp, heavy, damning, had sunk deeper than any blade could.
He shifted in his seat, almost recoiling from the weight of the revelation pressing down upon him, and his eyes darted with painful urgency toward the people dearest to him. John, sitting steadfast and protective as ever. Eliza, her gentle composure unbroken, her hand folded neatly in her lap. Angelica, sharp-eyed and perceptive, though in this moment they remained unaware of the truth Alexander himself had already pieced together.
For one breathless moment, he seemed suspended between speech and silence, anguish flickering visibly across his features. His throat worked as though forcing down glass, and finally, unable to hold it in, his gaze snapped toward Jefferson.
The Virginian met it with maddening indifference, his own face unreadable, as if daring Hamilton to give voice to the storm within him.
Alexander’s eyes shone, violet depths raw with unmistakable pain. Every ounce of defiance, every scrap of pride, seemed stripped away, leaving only the hurt laid bare for all to see.
“How could you?” he asked at last, the words splintering from him, jagged and broken. His voice cracked midway through, splashing silence over the room with its rawness. “Why would you do that?”
His demand hung there like a crack of thunder, startling in its vulnerability. Those who had not yet pieced together the underlying truth exchanged bewildered glances, frowns deepening in confusion. The air thickened, taut with the uneasy anticipation of revelation, as though the entire room leaned forward, bracing for the blow of what was to come.
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
It must be nice. It must be nice
[MADISON]
Follow the money and see where it goes
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
It must be nice. It must be nice
[JEFFERSON]
The emperor has no clothes
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
We won’t be invisible. We won’t be denied
Still
It must be nice, it must be nice to have
Washington on your side
Silence swallowed the room as the last notes faded, lingering like smoke in the air, leaving behind only their heavy imprint, an echo of the future none could yet escape. The quiet was oppressive, weighted with the sharp edge of inevitability.
Alexander sat rigid, every line of his body taut with restraint, his eyes fixed downward on the floorboards as though they alone might anchor him. He could not, dared not, meet the gazes of the men who had already sealed his fate. His voice, when it finally broke through the stillness, was soft, barely more than a mutter, yet the words carried like lead. “You’re going to destroy me, are you not?” The vulnerability of the question startled some, a rare crack in the armor of his pride. His chin remained lifted, but his eyes refused to rise, the unspoken weight pressing them shut.
Across from them, Jefferson and Madison exchanged a look. The corner of Jefferson’s mouth twitched upward, not quite a smile but something colder, darker. Madison’s lips pressed into a thin line, his eyes glinting with grim satisfaction. Between them, an unspoken understanding lingered: the memory of Hamilton’s downfall was fresh in their minds, and it tasted like victory.
Burr, however, shifted uneasily. His gaze flicked away, unable to rest on Alexander’s bowed form. Shame crept into his expression, softening the sharpness of his usual composure. He knew the truth, knew that when the moment came, if the chance to strike Hamilton down appeared, he would take it. Ambition would allow no other choice. And yet… he could not lie, not to Alexander’s face, not in this moment. The admission weighed heavily on him, a guilt that pressed against his ribs and forced his eyes to the ground.
The room remained hushed, the air thick with dread and resignation, as if the shadows themselves leaned closer, whispering of ruin still to come.
Chapter 35: One Last Time
Chapter Text
The room had gone utterly still, as though even the air held its breath. On the screen, the scene shifted again, the light dimming before flaring into something new. Jefferson, Burr, and Madison’s counterparts strode offstage one by one, their silhouettes swallowed by the wings until nothing remained of them but the echo of their footsteps.
Alexander blinked, frowning faintly. He had expected more argument, more noise, yet the stage now stood strangely bare, save for two figures. His own actor, and Washington’s. The emptiness of it unsettled him. Without the distractions of the others, the spotlight seemed merciless, isolating him.
He felt his chest tighten. After all that had transpired, after the biting words, the accusations, and Washington’s visible disappointment in his actions, this could not be anything good. His shoulders tensed beneath the weight of that thought.
Inside, his mind began to race, calculating what might come next. Would this be a dressing down in public? A final rebuke? A stripping away of what little trust still remained between them? He forced his breathing to slow, steeling himself. One hand curled into a fist against his knee, nails pressing crescents into his palm.
He could almost feel the heat of Washington’s eyes on him, even from the screen. The old instinct returned, the survivor’s instinct, to brace for impact, to stand tall even when expecting a blow. He straightened by degrees, chin lifting, though his stomach still coiled tight with dread. Whatever was coming, he would meet it head on. Or at least, he would try.
[HAMILTON]
Mr. President, you asked to see me?
[WASHINGTON]
I know you’re busy
[HAMILTON]
What do you need, sir? Sir?
[WASHINGTON]
I wanna give you a word of warning
The General’s posture was iron-straight, his jaw set and his eyes fixed ahead with a weight that felt almost tangible. It wasn’t the stern composure of a commander or even the anger of a superior dressing down a subordinate, this was something deeper, quieter, and far more serious.
Alexander’s stomach tightened. He had learned how to read Washington’s moods; the man rarely let anything ruffle his outward calm. For him to be so still, shoulders squared and gaze heavy, meant the matter at hand was important.
His confusion showed plainly on his face as he turned toward his mentor, brows drawn, lips parting to speak but no words forming. Washington, however, was already looking at him. Their eyes met and for a heartbeat it was like staring into a mirror: the same searching expression, the same flicker of uncertainty hiding under the surface.
That shared look made Alexander’s chest constrict. It was both unsettling and grounding, proof that whatever this was, it wasn’t only his burden to bear. The silence between them stretched long enough for the rest of the room to sense it too, a taut, expectant hush, as if everyone were holding their breath waiting for the General’s next move.
[HAMILTON]
Sir, I don’t know what you heard
But whatever it is, Jefferson started it
Alexander blinked, momentarily taken aback by the words that had been spoken. Then, unexpectedly, a soft huff of laughter slipped from him, completely at odds with the mood of the room. The quick laugh only seemed to highlight how tightly everyone else was wound.
Across from him Jefferson stiffened. The Virginian’s jaw clenched as his hands curled into fists at his sides, knuckles paling. He let out an audible scoff, sharp and full of heat, and rolled his eyes in an exaggerated arc as if to dismiss the entire exchange. The motion drew a few raised brows from those nearby but no one spoke.
Leaning slightly toward Madison, Jefferson muttered under his breath, his voice low enough for only the man beside him to catch, “Of course the immigrant is placing the blame on me.” There was venom in the quiet words, not shouted but dripping, a barbed comment meant to wound without being heard by the whole room.
Madison shifted uncomfortably at his side, shoulders hunching as though the remark scorched him too. The low hiss of Jefferson’s whisper seemed to echo anyway, invisible but unmistakable, and Alexander’s faint laughter died away as though he’d felt the sting from across the space.
Before the tension in the room could peak into open conflict, Eliza’s voice cut through it like a soft but firm blade, “Your outfits changed…” she murmured, eyes fixed on the screen but flicking toward Alexander with a dawning unease. Her tone was stronger than before, steadier, but there was a tremor under the words that only those who knew her well could hear.
Alexander frowned at the stage, leaning forward as though he could study the image more closely. “It has…” he said slowly, his brow creasing. “I’m wearing black?” His voice pitched up at the end, not quite a question, not quite a statement. He turned his head sharply toward Lin, noticing the way the playwright’s expression had drawn taut, lips pressed together, “Mr Miranda?” Alexander asked, his voice quieter now, almost formal. “May I ask why I am wearing mourning black?”
Lin bit his lip. For a heartbeat he said nothing, shoulders shifting as though he might physically shrug the question off. His gaze darted between the screen and the people in the room, but there was no escape. When he finally spoke, his voice had lost its easy cadence. “From this point,” he began carefully, “there are a few events which… are deserving of wearing that colour.”
The words hung, unhelpful, in the still air. Washington raised an eyebrow, the gesture small but weighted, and when he spoke his voice was sharp, a command wrapped in civility. “Are you able to inform us of these events?”
Lin winced at the question, his fingers tightening around the edge of his seat. “I uh…” His glance flickered to the screen again. “Well, most of them are going to be shown in the following songs but…” He hesitated, and Washington’s slight, almost imperceptible tilt of the head was a silent order to continue. Lin swallowed hard. “Not everything was included, not because it was unimportant but… more so because we couldn’t keep the audience in their seats for four hours.” His attempt at a light smile faltered immediately under the General’s stare.
Washington’s eyes, dark and unblinking, saw through the evasion. The silence that followed was oppressive. Lin’s next words came out almost in a whisper, as though he feared speaking them aloud would make them true. “Your own death, sir.” The statement landed like a musket ball. The air seemed to drain from the room. Alexander had gone pale, his usual colour leached from his face. Washington’s expression barely changed but Martha, seated nearby, drew in a sharp breath, her hands tightening in her lap. Even Jefferson and Madison shifted uncomfortably.
Washington cleared his throat once, the sound low and rough, but his voice when it came was steady, a soldier’s voice. “Could you say when I am to succumb to the Lord’s will?” he asked. “1799,” Lin said quietly. “Winter. You catch an illness from the cold.”
Washington inclined his head slightly, the motion almost ritualistic. “I see.” He said nothing more, but the weight of his silence was heavier than any speech.
[WASHINGTON]
Thomas Jefferson resigned this morning
A wave of startled sound rippled through the room like a gust of wind, gasps, fragmented questions, the sound of fabric rustling as people half-rose from their seats. The exclamation came almost as one voice, sharp and incredulous: “Wait, what?!” All eyes swung toward Jefferson, a collective movement of suspicion and curiosity. Only Lin, Philip, and James stayed still, their expressions too controlled; they already knew.
Washington, sitting rigidly, did not join the chorus. His brow furrowed into deep lines as he folded his hands in front of him, the picture of a man retreating inward, weighing possibilities, cataloguing implications. He said nothing, but the weight of his silence felt heavier than any reprimand. Alexander, however, could not stay silent. He was already leaning forward, elbows on knees, eyes blazing. Words tumbled from him faster and faster, sharp with disbelief. “Why on earth would you resign? You’re already in a position of power! What sense does that make? What are you thinking?” His questions came like musket shots, quick and unrelenting.
Jefferson didn’t so much as flinch. He simply folded his arms across his chest, gaze fixed on a point beyond the screen as though everyone else had ceased to exist. His expression was a blank mask, lips pressed into a thin line; every inch of him broadcast indifference. He ignored each request for explanation, allowing Alexander’s questions to ricochet off the wall of his silence. The tension built like a taut bowstring, each second stretching longer as the room waited.
[HAMILTON]
You’re kidding
[WASHINGTON]
I need a favor
Jefferson’s grumble this time carried an edge of open irritation. He shifted in his chair, arms folding, his voice low but cutting enough for the whole room to hear. “With Washington it is always the same,” he muttered, but the words were pointed like an accusation, his dark eyes sliding deliberately to the General. “With you, Alexander is never commanded like it is for literally everyone else.”
A hush fell. The comment landed like a gauntlet thrown. Washington didn’t answer at once. Instead he straightened in his seat, the subtle shift in posture making him seem to fill more space, the authority in the room coalescing around him. His gaze met Jefferson’s squarely, unflinching, the weight of a commander who had endured battle and politics both.
“Alexander has received and followed many of my commands,” he said at last, his voice level and resonant, each syllable deliberate. “Both he and I know that he would follow them, maybe not without debate,” and here the faintest curve of dry humour touched his mouth, “but he would follow my lead.”
Washington’s eyes flicked to Alexander then, the severity softening. In that small look was a glint of the paternal protectiveness the younger man so often inspired in him. His next words were quieter, pitched more like an aside than a pronouncement. “However,” he continued, “for this to be a favour, I anticipate it to not be a matter of war or politics but more so… a personal endeavour.”
The room held its breath at that, the shift from sharp military authority to something more intimate making the silence feel charged. Jefferson looked away first, his jaw tightening as though he’d been caught out. Alexander, still seated but very still, felt the eyes on him and swallowed, his own expression flickering between pride and discomfort at the General’s implicit trust.
[HAMILTON]
Whatever you say, sir, Jefferson will pay for his behavior
[WASHINGTON]
Shh. Talk less
Washington leaned back against the couch, the weight of years settling into his broad shoulders. For a long moment he simply stared ahead, eyes unfocused, the muted light from the screen playing across his lined face. When he finally spoke it was almost to himself, his deep voice low and roughened with a mixture of worry and affection.
“Not even I can stop him…” The words were a murmur, half confession, half prayer. His hands, large and weathered, rubbed once over his face before falling heavy to his knees. “I only hope I can temper his fire before it destroys him…” His gaze dipped toward the floor as the last words trailed off, the hint of helplessness in the great General’s tone startling in its honesty.
Martha shifted closer on the couch without a word, her skirts whispering softly against the floorboards. She reached for his hands, smaller fingers curling firmly around his. With practiced familiarity she lifted one of his palms to her lips and pressed a gentle kiss into the calloused skin.
“If anyone is able to handle that boy, it is you,” she murmured, her voice warm but steady, not a placation, but a certainty born of decades watching her husband guide men through chaos. Her eyes searched his, softening the furrow of his brow. The tension in his jaw eased fractionally under her touch, and he let out a long breath, as though drawing strength from her simple, unshaken faith.
[HAMILTON]
I’ll use the press
I’ll write under a pseudonym, you’ll see what I can do to him—
[WASHINGTON]
I need you to draft an address
[HAMILTON]
Yes! He resigned. You can finally speak your mind—
[WASHINGTON]
No, he’s stepping down so he can run for President
“YOU BLASTED TRAITOR!” Alexander’s shout cracked across the room like a musket shot. He shot up from his chair, curls dishevelled, violet eyes flashing with a heat that made the others instinctively lean back. His fists curled at his sides as if he had to physically restrain himself from crossing the space between them. Anger radiated from him in palpable waves.
Jefferson, by contrast, did not so much as flinch. Reclined in his seat, one arm slung lazily over the backrest, he merely tilted his head, lips twitching in a faint, infuriating smirk. “It’s a democracy, Hamilton,” he said coolly, cocking one brow as if lecturing a child. “Unless you did not know, that is how a democracy works. I simply wanted to run for the role.” The calm, almost bored cadence of his voice poured oil on Alexander’s fire.
Alexander took a sharp step forward, his shoulders squared like a duellist, ready to unleash another torrent of fury. The muscles in his jaw clenched; his breathing came quick and shallow.
But before he could get another word out, a hand shot out and caught him by the scruff of his coat. John, long-suffering and visibly exasperated, hauled him back a half-step with the ease of someone who’d done this before. “Alexander,” he murmured firmly, low enough that only he could hear, “it’s not worth your energy.”
The words cut through the haze of rage like a splash of cold water. Alexander blinked once, his body still trembling, and turned his head slightly toward John. His lovers’s steady grip and quiet tone anchored him just enough to keep him from lunging forward again. Around them, the room held its breath, the tension of averted disaster humming like a struck string. Jefferson simply adjusted his cuff and looked away, as though nothing of consequence had occurred.
[HAMILTON]
Ha. Good luck defeating you, sir
[WASHINGTON]
I’m stepping down. I’m not running for President
“Wait! Your what?!” Alexander’s voice cracked as he spun around, the words leaving him in a half-choked gasp rather than the full-throated shout everyone had expected. He pivoted so fast his coat tails flared out behind him, boots scraping against the wooden floor.
Gone was the blazing fury that had lit his eyes only moments before. In its place settled something far more disarming, raw, unfiltered fear. His violet gaze darted to George, wide and searching, as though trying to anchor himself in a room that suddenly felt unfamiliar. The heat in his chest collapsed into a hollow ache, and for a heartbeat he looked much younger, a boy again instead of the fiery soldier.
His fingers twitched at his sides, clenching and unclenching around the fabric of his coat as though he could hold himself together with sheer will. The sound of his breath filled the sudden hush. “You’re-” he started again, voice lower now, thick with a tremor he couldn’t disguise, “you’re not…leaving, are you?”
The weight of abandonment sat in his tone like a stone dropped into still water. Even those who’d been at odds with him a moment ago shifted uneasily, sensing the shift from anger to something far more vulnerable.
[HAMILTON]
I’m sorry, what?
[WASHINGTON]
One last time
Relax, have a drink with me
One last time
Let’s take a break tonight
And then we’ll teach them how to say goodbye
To say goodbye
John’s voice broke the silence, low but certain. He tilted his head, eyes narrowing slightly as if fitting together the last pieces of a puzzle. “You’re…asking Alex to write your farewell speech…” he murmured, the words hanging in the air like a soft bell toll.
Washington didn’t deny it. Instead, the General’s shoulders eased, the tension bleeding out of him by degrees. He gave one slow nod, the corners of his mouth curving into a small, almost wistful smile. For a heartbeat his gaze drifted somewhere past the four walls of the room, past the capital issue, past the battles and petitions, to a quiet porch in Virginia where Martha waited, where he could at last feel the sun on his face without the weight of command pressing down on him.
“Yes,” he said at last, his voice a low rumble softened by something like relief. “It’s why I called it a favour…” His eyes flicked back to Alexander with something warmer than authority, something closer to affection. “I would never command him to do something so personal to me,” Washington continued, thumb brushing absently across his palm as if grounding himself. “Even if,” and here his smile deepened just a little, “he’s the only man I’d trust to do it justice.
You and I
[HAMILTON]
No, sir, why?
[WASHINGTON]
I wanna talk about neutrality
[HAMILTON]
Sir, with Britain and France on the verge of war, is this the best time—
Angelica’s perfectly arched brow rose, the movement sharp as the cut of a blade. She fixed Alexander with a look that was all quiet challenge, dark eyes glittering beneath the soft fall of her curls. “Did you not just recently argue against getting involved in that fight?” she asked, her tone smooth but edged, each word laid down like a card on the table.
Across from her Lafayette shifted, “He did,” he admitted, the rich French lilt of his voice softened with unease. But his gaze flicked to the screen again, following the new lines of history unfolding before them. “But what is being said… also makes sense.” His brows drew together, deepening the faint crease at his temple as he searched for the right words.
“America’s greatest ally and enemy are locking arms,” he continued at last, “and our most stable point wants to leave…” The room seemed to grow a little quieter around them, the weight of his observation sinking in. He hesitated, shoulders rising and falling with a controlled breath. “It does not seem like the most beneficial timing,” he finished, voice lower now, almost reluctant, like a soldier forced to read a grim report aloud.
[WASHINGTON]
I want to warn against partisan fighting
[HAMILTON]
But—
Alexander’s voice broke as he spoke, the sound thin and splintered, like glass under strain. His gaze stayed downcast, fixed on a spot on the carpet rather than on the man in front of him. “Nothing I could say will change the end result,” he murmured, each word dragged from somewhere deep in his chest. “You’re still going to leave.” The last syllable was little more than a whisper, hollow and frayed, as though saying it out loud had cost him something.
Across from him Washington’s expression didn’t change immediately. He only inclined his head a fraction, a slow, weighty movement that seemed to acknowledge not just Alexander’s words but the ache behind them. “It appears so,” he said at last, his voice a low rumble.
The air in the room suddenly felt too heavy. Without another word Alexander pushed forward the couch where he sat, creaking, and rose to his feet. His shoulders were stiff, movements hurried and almost clumsy as he turned away. A heartbeat later he disappeared into the small washroom off to the side, the door closing behind him with a muted thud.
Silence dropped over the room like a curtain. Every gaze shifted to the door Alexander had vanished behind, the echo of his retreat still vibrating faintly in the floorboards. Even the fire in the grate seemed to quiet itself, its crackle subdued.
Washington had already risen, his long stride carried him across the carpet with a steady determination, his coat swaying around his knees. He didn’t look back at the others, Martha’s worried eyes, Eliza’s trembling hands, but kept his gaze fixed on the narrow doorway. A hand the size of a spade settled briefly on the frame, and then the General stepped inside after Alexander, closing the door softly behind him.
When Washington pushed the door fully open, the muted sound of weeping met him almost immediately. It wasn’t loud, more a muffled, uneven hitching of breath, but it cut through the stillness of the little room all the same. The smell of cold soap and damp cloth hung faintly in the air. He stepped inside, boots soft on the worn floorboards, and rounded the small partition. The sight that met him stopped him short.
Alexander was folded up against the far wall, knees drawn tight to his chest, arms locked around them. His forehead was buried against his arms, shoulders trembling with each ragged breath. His usually neat queue had come loose; curly strands of hair clung to the dampness on his cheeks. He looked smaller like this, the sharp edges of his usual defiance crumpled into something raw and unguarded.
Washington’s face softened. Without a word, he crossed the last few steps and lowered himself down beside the younger man, his back settling against the cool tile of the wall. The movement was slow and deliberate, boots planted, long frame folding with a faint creak of fabric, until his shoulder was level with Alexander’s.
For a moment he didn’t speak. The only sounds were Alexander’s quiet, broken breaths and the distant murmur of voices from the other room. Washington let the silence stretch, offering his presence as a steadying weight rather than a demand. Then, in a voice lower and gentler than his usual command, he broke it.
“Alexander?” he said, his tone carrying both question and concern. “Whatever is the matter?”
“I’ve disappointed you.” The words came out as a rasp, almost swallowed by the sound of Alexander’s own uneven breathing. He swiped at his face with the heel of his hand in a hurried, almost frantic motion, trying to erase the evidence of his tears before they could shame him further. His eyes stayed fixed on the floorboards as if they might open and swallow him whole. “You’re leaving, just like everyone else,” he whispered, voice cracking on the last syllable. “You’re going to retire and I shall never see you again. Please…just go. I know how this goes.”
Each confession tumbled from him like loose stones from a wall that had finally given way. The hard-won steel of his tone was gone, replaced with a hollow, bruised sound that came from somewhere deep in his chest.
Beside him, Washington drew a long breath, the kind of sigh that carried both weight and patience. When he spoke, his voice was quieter than Alexander had ever heard it, no bark of command, no measured cadence, only a low warmth.
“No. You do not.”
The older man’s gaze softened, the pale blue of his eyes a steady anchor rather than an appraisal. “Yes,” he said slowly, “I am disappointed in some of what you are going to do. Eliza is someone you must cherish, Alexander. But I also know that you, with that restless, brilliant mind of yours, will make different, better choices once we return.”
Alexander’s head lifted by degrees, as if pulled upward against gravity. His tear-wet lashes clung together, violet eyes shining in the dim light of the little room. They met Washington’s steady blue and held there, uncertain but searching.
Washington shifted slightly so their shoulders brushed, an unspoken reassurance. “Alexander,” he said again, softer still. “I should apologise. You did not deserve the coldness you’ve been getting from me…nor from anyone.” The apology hung in the air like a fragile truce, and for the first time since the door had shut, the tension around Alexander’s shoulders eased by a fraction.
Another sob tore free of Alexander’s throat, raw and unguarded. His eyes caught the open circle of Washington’s arms and, before he’d even thought about it, he was moving, crossing the space between them in a heartbeat. The lithe young man hit the General’s chest with enough force to push a startled grunt from him, the sound somewhere between surprise and pain. But Washington’s arms closed around him immediately, solid and unyielding, and Alexander clung like a man clutching a lifeline.
“I’m sorry,” he hiccupped, his voice a broken whisper against the coarse fabric of Washington’s coat.
“Hush now,” the elder man murmured, one big palm cradling the back of Alexander’s head, the other rubbing slow circles between his shoulder blades. “I shan’t be abandoning you, Alex. You are my son, and family never abandons one of their own.” His voice was a low rumble against Alexander’s ear. “You’ve had bad experiences with father figures, I know. But I promise you, this shall be different. You and your family shall always be welcome at my home.”
Alexander sniffled, pulling back just enough to look up, his eyes rimmed red and glassy. “Even if I make the same mistakes?” His voice trembled. “More mistakes?”
Washington’s expression softened, a small, almost rueful smile bending his mouth. “Even then,” he said quietly. “Mistakes do not mean you are cast aside. I may be disappointed, I may lecture you,”, he gave the faintest huff of amusement, “but I shall always love you.”
That assurance seemed to land somewhere deep. Alexander’s shoulders, rigid for so long, sagged at last. His breathing steadied; his grip loosened. He allowed himself to lean against Washington for another few moments, the two of them a quiet tableau of mutual care, before he scrubbed at his face, trying to render himself presentable once more.
When the young man had calmed enough to stand, Washington rose with him, keeping a steadying hand on his shoulder as they stepped back into the main room. The noise of conversation stilled. Without a word, Washington gave a subtle look to John. The soldier took a breath and, with Eliza at his side, crossed to meet them.
With a gentle but unmistakable push, the General guided Alexander forward, all but placing him into their waiting arms. Alexander murmured hoarse apologies to both of them as Eliza’s hands cupped his cheeks and John’s arm wrapped around his back, drawing him down between them on the sofa. He let himself be folded into their embrace, the three of them pressed together, the storm inside him finally easing to a fragile calm.
[WASHINGTON]
Pick up a pen, start writing
I wanna talk about what I have learned
The hard-won wisdom I have earned
[HAMILTON]
As far as the people are concerned
You have to serve, you could continue to serve—
Washington tilted his head slightly, the movement full of the quiet authority that had always clung to him. “I most certainly could continue to serve,” he said, his deep voice steady but no longer as immovable as stone. His gaze travelled across the room until it found Alexander. The young man was back on the sofa now, curled between Eliza and John.. Eliza’s fingers traced idle patterns over the back of his hand while John’s arm draped along the back of the seat, a silent presence.
Their eyes met, blue to violet,and in that shared look was a whole conversation: defiance, hurt, fear, and at last a small flicker of understanding. Alexander’s chin lowered, his shoulders softening just a little, as though finally acknowledging the weight and inevitability of the General’s choice.
Washington turned back to the others. “But I am old here,” he continued, a faint sigh riding the words. “I would like some time free of responsibility.” For a heartbeat his face softened, a private image of Martha’s quiet smile and the smell of home flickering behind his eyes.
“And-” his hand lifted, gesturing toward the screen where his own stage-double was mid-speech- “the job does not seem easy.” His tone carried both pride and exhaustion. “It seems it is time for someone else to take the mantle of building the foundation for our country.”
The room fell into a thoughtful hush. Even Jefferson’s usual smirk had faded into something more contemplative. The screen’s glow painted everyone in pale light, reflecting off faces that were, for once, united in a kind of respectful silence.
[WASHINGTON]
No! One last time
The people will hear from me
One last time
And if we get this right
We’re gonna teach ‘em how to say
Goodbye
You and I—
A ripple of laughter rolled through the room, breaking the tension like a dropped pebble on still water. On the screen, Lin had frozen mid-grimace, his face twisted in comic disgust. Sitting beside Washington, he grumbled, “Those bastards switched the water with coffee!” His tone was somewhere between outrage and jest.
The collective chuckles only grew louder at the sight of him. Even Washington’s stern mouth twitched. Alexander, perched forward on the sofa with his elbows on his knees, smirked, violet eyes catching the light. “I, for one, wouldn’t complain about being given coffee,” he remarked breezily, a spark of mischief glinting under the words.
That earned an immediate, almost rehearsed response. John’s head swivelled first, Lafayette’s a heartbeat behind, Washington’s arms folding like closing gates, “Alexander Hamilton,” John intoned ominously.
“Should be banned from coffee,” Lafayette finished, his French lilt sharpening the words. Washington rumbled a low, “Absolutely,” the final strike of a gavel.
Everyone laughed again, but Lin muttered into his sleeve, “You’re lucky energy drinks aren’t a thing yet…” It was meant to be under his breath, but the room was quiet enough that every head turned anyway. “What’s an energy drink, monsieur?” Lafayette asked curiously, brows knitting.
Lin opened his mouth, but before he could explain, Alexander let out an undignified squeak. A sleek metal can had appeared in his hands as though conjured by the joke itself. Lin’s eyes went wide. “No. No! Alexander, do not drink that!”
Despite the warning, there was a gleam in Alexander’s eye that everyone in the room recognised. With an almost theatrical smirk he popped the tab; the hiss of carbonation cut through the hush. He took a quick sip, shoulders straightening as if someone had pulled a string.
“I’ve had an idea! No, five ideas!” he blurted, voice already rising. “Listen, if we overhaul the postal routes now, before winter closes the passes, we can double the efficiency of the dispatches and cut the cost of supplies by a third. And if we revise the tax codes on imported rum and sugar we could fund an entire navy within two years. And the militias, we need proper drill manuals, not these scraps, and oh! The census! A full enumeration every five years could- ”
He was on his feet now, pacing, hands carving diagrams in the air. Sentences dovetailed without a breath. His eyes glittered; his voice climbed faster and faster, a spark that had become a bonfire.
John leaned back against the sofa cushions and muttered darkly, “This is why he’s banned from coffee.”
Eliza shot him a helpless look and then back at Alexander, who had moved on to describing a national road network, a mint, and a plan for public libraries in one continuous stream.
“-and if we had a standardised currency we could encourage commerce across state lines and the revenue would support the veteran pensions and-”
“Alexander,” Washington said once, low and deep. It barely slowed him.
“-and then we could establish a naval academy, and a national bank, and think of the debt restructuring, we could-”
Washington rose slowly to his full height. He didn’t bark; he simply stepped into Alexander’s path and fixed him with that thundercloud gaze. “Alexander. Sit.”
Alex blinked up at him, still vibrating but faltering under the weight of the voice. “General, I can’t, there’s too much to do-”
“Sit,” Washington repeated, softer but no less commanding. “Now. Please”
Eliza came forward, glass of water in hand, her tone gentle but firm. “Alexander, please. Just for a moment.” John added from the sofa, voice wry, “If you burn out in one night we’ll never get any of those plans written anyway.”
The combined steadiness, Washington’s deep timbre, Eliza’s soft insistence, John’s dry humour, seemed to tug at Alexander’s frayed focus. He hesitated, then exhaled a short, shaky laugh. “I… right. Sorry.”
Eliza guided him with a light touch on his elbow, and this time he let himself fold back onto the sofa between her and John. Washington stayed standing a moment longer, eyes on him like a lighthouse until Alex actually took a drink of water.
The room breathed out as the frantic energy ebbed. Alexander’s curls were mussed, his hands still twitching a little, but his voice had dropped to a sheepish murmur. “I’m fine. Just had so many ideas.”
“We know,” John said, smiling faintly.Washington finally sat down again with a quiet huff. “And now you all understand,” he said dryly, “why Hamilton is not allowed coffee.”
[HAMILTON]
Mr. President, they will say you’re weak
[WASHINGTON]
No, they will see we’re strong
Washington’s head moved in time with the slow, deliberate cadence of the lyrics on-screen, a faint nod marking each phrase. The glow from the screen softened the deep lines of his face, catching at the silver at his temples. His arms, usually crossed like a barrier, had relaxed in his lap. When he spoke, his voice came out low and steady, almost blending with the music itself.
“Sometimes,” he said, pausing as though to measure each word, “stepping back whilst still ahead is the strongest thing a person can do.” His eyes flicked back to the screen for a heartbeat and then, as if pulled by a quiet instinct, turned fully to Alexander. The change was subtle but unmistakable; the General’s focus had shifted from the performance to his son.
“It leaves you,” Washington continued, softer now, “and the position in a positive light.” The words held no lecture, no command, only a kind of hard-won understanding. In the dim light Alexander could see the weight behind them: years of battlefields, councils, and hard choices etched into Washington’s expression. For a moment the two men sat like that, the music filling the space between them, Alexander feeling the full gravity of the gaze now resting on him.
[HAMILTON]
Your position is so unique
[WASHINGTON]
So I’ll use it to move them along
“It seems only right, Alex…” Hercules said at last, the words emerging more like a sigh than a statement. His voice was quieter than his usual booming warmth, pitched low enough that it seemed meant just for Alexander’s ears. He sat forward on the edge of the sofa, elbows resting on his knees, big hands clasped loosely together as though bracing himself.
There was determination in his tone, but also a kind of gentleness, the sound of someone forcing themselves to speak an uncomfortable truth for the sake of a friend. “The man who originated the role,” Herc went on, eyes steady on Alexander’s profile, “to originate the way future generations leave it…”
As he spoke his thumb moved in small circles over his knuckles, a restless motion betraying how hard it was for him to say aloud. The low light from the screen flickered across his face, softening the heaviness in his expression but not hiding it entirely. It wasn’t criticism; it was loyalty mixed with respect and sorrow, and it landed with the weight of a hand laid carefully on a shoulder. Alexander could feel the sincerity behind each word, a mixture of admiration for Washington and an unspoken plea for his friend to see the necessity, even through the pain.
[HAMILTON]
Why do you have to say goodbye?
The raw vulnerability in Alexander’s voice seemed to fracture the room itself; for a heartbeat the chatter of others, the glow of the screen, all of it blurred into nothing. It wasn’t just that he sounded tired, it was the tremor beneath his words, a thread of pain and self-recrimination that made every syllable feel like a confession.
John and Eliza had instinctively moved closer, curling protectively around him like a living shield. Eliza’s fingers slid through his hair in slow, rhythmic strokes while John kept one arm across his shoulders, his other hand resting firmly over Alexander’s trembling one. Both of them had already murmured their apologies, and Alexander, with tears shining at the corners of his eyes, had rushed out his own, but the words had quickly dissolved under their reassurances. “You’ve done nothing wrong,” John whispered, his breath warm against Alexander’s temple. Eliza simply drew him closer, her heartbeat a steady counterpoint to the shudder of his.
Across from them, Washington watched in silence. His massive hands were folded loosely, but there was no mistaking the emotion in his face. His eyes held a strange alchemy of sadness and strength, the sorrow of a man who hated to see another in pain, and the quiet, anchoring power of someone who had weathered storms and was offering a steady shore. Without a word he shifted, one arm sliding around Martha’s shoulders, his other hand closing over young Phillip’s. The gesture was protective but also grounding, a way of holding his own loved ones while at the same time silently reaching toward the boy who had always been like a son to him.
[WASHINGTON]
If I say goodbye, the nation learns to move on
It outlives me when I’m gone
Washington nodded knowingly, the lines on his face deepening as he absorbed the weight of the song’s message. Though the thought of his own death was not a pleasant one, he carried it with the solemn dignity of a man who understood the cost of safeguarding the fragile democracy they had fought so tirelessly to build. Every decision, every sacrifice, had been for the preservation of a nation still in its infancy, and he bore that burden quietly, like a shield.
Alexander tensed visibly at the mere mention of his surrogate father’s mortality. His fingers curled slightly, knuckles white, and his violet eyes darted toward Washington, searching for reassurance amid the sudden surge of fear and helplessness. The idea that he could one day lose the man who had been steadfast, guiding, protective, was almost unbearable.
Washington’s gaze softened, and he gave a brief, reassuring nod. “This shan’t happen for many, many years, Alex,” he said, his voice low and calm, carrying a warmth that was both grounding and protective. There was no need for further explanation; the quiet confidence in his tone, the steady presence beside him, communicated more than words ever could. Alexander exhaled slowly, the tension in his shoulders loosening as he allowed himself to lean, even slightly, into the certainty of Washington’s promise.
Like the scripture says:
“Everyone shall sit under their own vine and fig tree
And no one shall make them afraid.”
They’ll be safe in the nation we’ve made
I wanna sit under my own vine and fig tree
A moment alone in the shade
At home in this nation we’ve made
One last time
Washington’s voice was quiet, almost vulnerable, as he began to speak, each word carrying the weight of decades spent in duty. “You may not believe me, Alex, but I never wanted to be a leader,” he admitted, the confession so unusual it made the room still in anticipation. His eyes, sharp yet weary, held a flicker of something softer than Alexander had ever seen, a trace of longing, of a man who bore burdens far heavier than he had ever wished to carry.
“Clearly,” he continued, pausing to draw a steadying breath, “being one was in the Lord’s plan, but I never set out for it myself. All I wanted… all I ever wanted was to fight for the freedom of the land I loved.” His gaze swept slowly across the room, lingering on Martha beside him, her hands folded neatly in her lap, serene yet attentive. He shifted slightly, letting his eyes fall on Phillip, whose youthful energy and loyalty reminded him of so many promises yet kept. Finally, his gaze landed on Alexander, softening just enough to convey trust, concern, and perhaps a hint of pride.
“I long to return home to Mount Vernon with Martha,” he said, his voice catching for just a moment, tremulous with emotion. “To tend the fields, to watch the seasons change, and to simply spend time with my family…” The words hung in the air, heavy with a mixture of wistfulness and quiet determination. In that moment, Alexander could see a side of the man few had ever glimpsed, not the commanding General of armies, but the husband, the father, the man who had carried the weight of a nation yet yearned for the simplicity of home.
.
[HAMILTON]
One last time
Alexander and the General held each other’s gaze, a quiet understanding passing between them that needed no words. Washington’s eyes, deep and steady, softened ever so slightly as he murmured, “Thank you, Alexander.” The words were simple, but they carried the weight of years, of battles fought, of trust earned, of guidance given and received.
Alexander’s throat tightened, a sudden lump forming that made speech impossible. His violet eyes glistened, reflecting the strength and warmth in Washington’s gaze. He bit his lip to keep himself from speaking, the familiar fire within him replaced by a fragile, almost childlike vulnerability. Finally, he managed a slow, deliberate nod, the single motion conveying all that words could not: gratitude, respect, and the unspoken promise to honor the trust placed in him.
The moment lingered between them, quiet yet full, a rare pause in the storm of ambition, responsibility, and expectation that usually defined their interactions. In that gaze, Alexander felt both the weight of the General’s confidence and the reassurance that he was not alone, that whatever path lay ahead, he had a steadfast ally and surrogate father who believed in him.
[HAMILTON]
Though, in reviewing the incidents of my administration, I am unconscious of intentional error, I am nevertheless too sensible of my defects not to think it probable that I may have committed many errors. I shall also carry with me
[HAMILTON]
The hope
That my country will
View them with indulgence;
And that
After forty-five years of my life dedicated to its service with an upright zeal
Washington held Alexander’s gaze with steady intensity, the weight of unspoken gratitude lingering in the air. “Thank you, Alexander, truly,” he murmured, his voice low but filled with warmth and reverence. “I am sure that you shall do a wonderful job…” He paused, letting the words sink in, his piercing eyes softening with a rare vulnerability reserved for moments like this.
Slowly, he stepped forward, closing the small distance between them. Alexander instinctively mirrored the movement, standing to meet him. Without another word, Washington wrapped his arms around him in a firm, grounding hug. The hold was strong yet protective, as if it could shield Alexander from every worry or fear pressing upon him.
Alexander’s shoulders slumped into the embrace, his body almost melting under the weight of the General’s steady presence. The familiar scent of George’s coat and the quiet rhythm of his heartbeat was oddly comforting, and for a fleeting moment, Alexander allowed himself to feel safe, to feel seen.
“Thank you for doing this. For me,” Washington whispered into his ear, the words carrying more weight than any command or instruction ever could.
Alexander’s response was immediate, heartfelt. “Of course. I would not let anyone else do it.” His voice was soft, but resolute, the promise threaded with both respect and genuine care. In that moment, the bond between them, mentor and protégé, surrogate father and son, felt unbreakable, a quiet strength that neither history nor circumstance could ever diminish.
The faults of incompetent abilities will be
Consigned to oblivion, as I myself must soon be to the mansions of rest
I anticipate with pleasing expectation that retreat in which I promise myself to realize the sweet enjoyment of partaking, in the midst of my fellow-citizens, the benign influence of good laws
Under a free government, the ever-favorite object of my heart, and the happy reward, as I trust
Of our mutual cares, labors, and dangers.
[WASHINGTON]
The hope
View them with indulgence
After forty-five years of my life dedicated to its service with an upright zeal
Consigned to oblivion, as I myself must soon be to the mansions of rest
I anticipate with pleasing expectation that retreat in which I promise myself to realize the sweet enjoyment of partaking, in the midst of my fellow-citizens, the benign influence of good laws
Under a free government, the ever-favorite object of my heart, and the happy reward, as I trust
Of our mutual cares, labors, and dangers.
[WASHINGTON]
One last time
[ALL WOMEN]
George Washington’s going home!
Washington’s features softened into a peaceful smile, his eyes lingering on the screen as if savoring the final images. “Finally,” he murmured, a quiet relief threading through the word, carrying years of effort, sacrifice, and hope. He turned gently toward Martha, who met his gaze with a warm, knowing smile.
“We can go home,” he said, his voice low and calm, imbued with the kind of contentment that comes after long years of strife.
Martha’s lips curved, eyes glinting with quiet joy and a hint of mischief. “We can… and we’ve got a son too,” she reminded him softly, the words carrying pride, love, and a deep sense of completion.
George’s gaze softened even further, and he reached for her hand, giving it a firm, loving squeeze. “We do,” he said, his voice tender yet steady. “Even if it is not particularly conventional.” A small chuckle escaped him, one that held the warmth of a home finally within reach, a family forged not only by blood and law but by love, loyalty, and the battles they had fought together.
Martha squeezed back, the gesture gentle yet grounding, as if sealing the moment in memory.
[HAMILTON]
Teach ‘em how to say goodbye
[WASHINGTON]
You and I
Going home
History has its eyes on you
We’re gonna teach ‘em how to
Say goodbye!
Teach ‘em how to
Say goodbye!
To say goodbye!
Say goodbye!
One last time!
[COMPANY]
George Washington’s going home
George Washington’s going home
George Washington’s going home
George Washington’s going home
Teach ‘em how to say goodbye!
Teach ‘em how!
Say goodbye!
Say goodbye!
One last time!
Chapter 36: I Know Him
Chapter Text
Once more the room fell into silence. But unlike the tight, brittle pauses from before, this hush carried a softer weight, the kind of stillness that lingers after something beautiful has passed. It felt almost nostalgic, like an echo of memories they all shared but couldn’t quite name.
“That was incredible…” Eliza breathed, her voice a quiet tremor in the calm. She squeezed Alex’s hand, her thumb brushing slow circles over his knuckles, grounding him as she spoke. Her eyes, still glistening from the scene they’d just watched, lifted to Lin on the other side of the room. He inclined his head in a small nod of thanks, his own expression softened by her praise.
Alexander’s fingers tightened around hers. His gaze stayed on the screen for a moment longer, the glow of it reflecting in his violet eyes, before he finally turned to her, voice low and almost reverent. “I’m so glad to have you and Phillip…” he murmured, the words spilling like a confession, his hand making a small, unsteady gesture toward the screen where their story played out.
Eliza’s eyes softened, the corners crinkling in that way that always managed to steady him. She turned fully toward him, her free hand coming to rest over his heart. “Of course,” she said gently, but with a quiet strength that wrapped around him like a promise. “We shall be there. He is your son…” she leaned in slightly, the faintest smile touching her lips, “and I your wife.”
The words hung between them, warm and solid. Alexander exhaled, a shaky laugh breaking out of his chest as the tension in his shoulders eased. Eliza’s touch stayed steady, anchoring him.
More laughter rippled through the room as the familiar crimson-clad figure strode back onto the screen. King George’s counterpart appeared with his usual flourish, head tipped back, curls bouncing as if he’d been waiting for this entrance. The man in question gave a haughty, snort from where he sat before declaring, in a voice dripping with mock grandeur,
“Ah, finally! I have returned. Now we have someone relevant to discuss!”
Alexander shifted forward on the sofa, muscles coiling like a spring, his mouth opening with the sharp inhale of someone about to pounce. His violet eyes glimmered, ready to launch into a scathing retort.
But before the words could escape, Washington’s gaze found him, a single, steady look, heavy as a hand on his shoulder. The General didn’t move or speak, only tipped his chin the faintest fraction. It was enough.
Alexander froze mid-breath. The argument fizzled in his chest like a snuffed spark. He let it go with a little huff and sat back, lips pressing into a thin line, then into a faint, sulky pout. A few small grumbles still escaped under his breath, his fingers tapping out the words he wasn’t saying, but the storm had passed.
Around him John and Eliza gave knowing smiles. The silent exchange between the two men, Washington’s calm authority, Alexander’s reluctant compliance, said more than a speech ever could.
[KING GEORGE]
They say
George Washington’s yielding his power and stepping away
‘Zat true?
I wasn’t aware that was something a person could do
I’m perplexed
Are they gonna keep on replacing whoever’s in charge?
Washington gave a small, thoughtful nod toward the screen, the faintest movement of his chin betraying his agreement with what had just been said. On either side of him Jefferson and Madison exchanged glances, their own heads tilting in quiet assent.
Across from them, Alexander sat stiffly, arms folding tight over his chest like a barricade. The glow from the screen cast pale light over his face, sharpening the lines of his jaw. He almost huffed the words out, each syllable clipped. “Apparently so.”
Washington’s eyes slid toward him. He tilted his head slightly, a soldier’s motion but softened with curiosity, as though weighing Alexander’s reaction. “Care to explain your annoyance, Alexander?” His voice was low but direct.
Jefferson opened his mouth to retort, the familiar spark of debate flickering in his eyes, but before he could speak James’s hand landed lightly on his sleeve. “He’s not the one we know, Tom,” Madison murmured under his breath, steady and deliberate. “This hasn’t been argued in his time yet.”
Jefferson hesitated, then leaned back, lips pressing together as Madison’s words sank in.
Alexander drew a long breath, his shoulders rising and falling. For a moment his eyes flicked down, the fire in them cooling into something more analytical. When he spoke, the words came measured but intense, each point building on the last.
“I do not believe changing the nation’s leader at regular intervals will be beneficial overall,” he said. “It would mean an upheaval of the cabinet, the ideals, the very foundations of our nation.” His fingers twitched against his sleeves as if already sketching diagrams in his head. He paused, inhaling again before pressing on. “I do not foresee how any future government can continue being successful, nor ensure the nation prospers, when those at its helm will have only a limited time in office.”
He exhaled at last, the argument hanging in the air between them, heavy and earnest.
Washington listened without interrupting, his hands steepled loosely in front of him. When Alexander finished, the older man let the silence stretch a heartbeat longer. Then he leaned forward slightly, elbows on his knees, his expression calm but intent.
“I understand your concern,” he said at last, his deep voice filling the quiet. “You speak from the heart of a builder, Alexander. You want to see what you’ve laboured over endure.”
His gaze softened a little, blue eyes steady on the younger man’s. “But this republic we fought for was not built to make men comfortable in their offices. It was built so no one man becomes indispensable. Leadership is a trust, a season of stewardship. When you step down, you do so not because the work is finished, but because you must let others learn to carry it. That is how a nation remains free.”
He straightened slowly, the weight of his years and his conviction visible in the motion. “Yes, it means upheaval. Yes, it will test the country. But it also keeps the office larger than the man who holds it.” He allowed a faint, wry smile. “Even larger than you or me.”
Alexander shifted slightly under the words, his arms loosening, eyes flicking down. Washington went on, his tone now quieter, almost fatherly. “You and I both know the temptation of clinging to power. The hardest lesson for any soldier, any statesman, is to lay it down willingly.”
He reached out and rested one broad hand briefly on Alex’s shoulder, not a command but a grounding touch. “This is why I choose to retire. Not because I am weary of the work, but because the work requires it. And because I trust men like you to keep building after I have gone.”
Alexander swallowed hard, the fire in his violet eyes dimmed into something more thoughtful.
If so, who’s next?
There’s nobody else in their country who looms quite as large…
John Adams?!
The noise of outrage was immediate and explosive, like a cannon firing point-blank. Hands flew up, voices overlapped. Even Jefferson and Madison, who had sat stiff and knowing through most of the revelations, gave audible noises of disgust, Jefferson’s a sharp hiss of breath through his teeth, Madison’s a low groan that sounded almost pained.
“What?!” Alexander’s voice cut through the din, high and incredulous. He had shot up halfway out of his seat, curls tumbling into his face, violet eyes wide. “Why on earth has that man been given your role?!” The words tumbled out, fuelled by outrage rather than thought, and he threw a hand toward the screen as if he could point at the offender directly.
Beside him Eliza caught at his sleeve instinctively, trying to anchor him, but Alexander barely felt it. The entire tableau on the screen seemed to swim in his vision; betrayal, confusion and anger chased across his face in quick succession.
Across the room Washington shifted his large frame, the motion deliberate, a soldier resetting his stance before battle. His mouth pressed into a hard line as the murmurs and exclamations swelled. Slowly, with the weight of someone accustomed to bearing disappointment, he adjusted his position on the sofa and let out a long, resigned sigh that quieted the room more effectively than a shout.
“I do not know, Alexander,” he said at last. His deep voice was steady but edged with weariness, like an old oak groaning under wind. His eyes stayed on the younger man, softening even as his jaw tightened, and there was something almost paternal in the way he weathered the boy’s outrage without flinching.
I know him
That can’t be
That’s that little guy who spoke to me
All those years ago
What was it, eighty-five?
That poor man, they’re gonna eat him alive!
Oceans rise
Empires fall
Next to Washington, they all look small
Washington let out a low, theatrical groan, dragging a hand down his face. “What is it with people making me seem more grand than I truly am?!” he burst out, his deep voice rumbling through the room. “I am just a man!” The last words cracked like a musket shot, half frustration, half genuine disbelief at the way his image had been elevated.
He turned on the sofa, broad shoulders squaring as he looked to Lin for some kind of explanation. His heavy brow furrowed; even his posture was a question. But before Lin could even lift his hands in defence, another voice piped up from across the group.
John was already snickering, one hand pressed to his mouth to hide a grin. He cleared his throat dramatically as if preparing to address a court. “I mean, sir-” he began, eyes glittering with mischief. He paused just long enough to make everyone lean in, then delivered the line with mock solemnity. “You are rather tall compared to most of us…”
The room snorted in unison. Eliza gave a muffled laugh into her sleeve; Lafayette had to turn away, shoulders shaking.
Washington swung his gaze to John, slow as a cannon turning. The look he sent could have been withering if not for the faint twitch at the corner of his mouth. “Laurens…” he rumbled, and the way John’s name rolled out promised trouble that wouldn’t really come.
There was no true heat behind it, though, only an exasperation that had become part of Washington’s presence around them. John only raised his eyebrows innocently, hands up as if to say he’d done nothing wrong. The laughter rippled on, softening the edges of Washington’s complaint until even he let out a quiet chuckle under his breath.
All alone
Watch them run
They will tear each other into pieces
Jesus Christ, this will be fun!
Da da da dat da dat da da da da ya da
Da da da dat dat da ya daaaaa!
“President John Adams”
Good Luck
Chapter 37: The Adams Administration
Chapter Text
A few light chuckles rippled through the room as the King continued to linger at the side of the stage, his exaggerated posture and haughty expression somehow both ridiculous and unsettling. For a few moments, silence settled over the group as they waited, anticipation mingling with curiosity.
Peggy tilted her head, her brow furrowing in genuine confusion. “Why is the King not leaving?” she asked, voice quiet but pointed, betraying a mixture of amusement and bewilderment.
Lin, sitting slightly forward with a thoughtful crease between his eyes, responded after a pause. “We chose this mainly for two reasons,” he began carefully, his tone measured as though weighing each word. “First, it was meant as a comedic addition, a little reminder of just how absurdly self-important he could be. And second…” he glanced around the room, eyes lingering briefly on Alexander, whose own expression was tense yet curious, “we wanted to continue showing how the British seemed to relish in any opportunity to witness an American breakdown.”
The room absorbed this, the laughter from before giving way to a shared sense of historical irony. Alexander’s jaw tightened slightly, a small furrow forming between his brows, as if both acknowledging the accuracy of the portrayal and bracing himself for what might come next on the screen. Washington, arms crossed, leaned back, eyes narrowing thoughtfully at the King’s lingering figure, the faintest curve at the edge of his lips betraying a suppressed smile. Even Jefferson and Madison, who had been quietly observing, exchanged subtle glances, their expressions caught somewhere between exasperation and reluctant amusement.
Peggy, still watching the King with a mixture of fascination and skepticism, shrugged slightly, the curiosity still alive in her gaze. “Well,” she murmured, “I suppose some monarchs never know when to exit gracefully.”
[BURR]
How does Hamilton the short-tempered
Protean creator of the Coast Guard
Founder of the New York Post
Alexander’s voice was barely more than a whisper, tinged with awe and disbelief as he leaned closer to the screen. “Do I really go on to do all this?” His wide eyes reflected the flickering images before him, the weight of the future pressed sharply against his mind. Every word, every scene seemed to stretch the boundaries of what he had imagined for himself.
Lin gave a small, knowing nod, eyes steady. “You do,” he said simply, the gravity of his tone underscoring the enormity of the truth. “Along with creating the nation’s financial system, and a host of other things that shape the very foundation of the country.”
Jefferson, arms crossed and lips pressed into a thin line, rolled his eyes with an audible huff. “You make him seem almost important,” he said, the sharpness in his voice cutting through the room like a blade. His gaze flicked to Lin, challenging, impatient, disdainful.
Lin, unflinching, met Jefferson’s stare evenly, the quiet authority in his posture holding the tension at bay. “I do not need to make Alexander seem important,” he said firmly, the words deliberate, almost heavy with purpose. “He already is. I am simply telling his story.”
Alexander blinked, still absorbing the exchange, a mixture of incredulity and something else, pride, maybe, or fear, stirring beneath the surface. He drew in a shaky breath, curling slightly inward in the seat, as if trying to hold himself steady against the rising tide of responsibility and recognition. The room seemed to pause, each person sensing the fragile moment: the young man confronting the enormity of the legacy he may one day bear.
Ardently abuse his cab’net post
Destroy his reputation?
“What?” Alexander’s voice trembled, fragile yet edged with disbelief. His violet eyes darted nervously, first to Lin for guidance, then flicking back and forth between Burr, Jefferson, and Madison as if searching for some clue, some reason that might explain the looming threat to his name. “What on earth would I do to destroy my reputation?”
Before he could finish, Angelica’s gaze landed on him, sharp and unyielding. It was the kind of look that could cut through steel, a perfect mixture of disappointment, warning, and raw intensity. Alexander felt it pierce straight through him, and instinctively he curled inward, shoulders hunched, hands clasping each other tightly in his lap. The energy in the room seemed to thicken, the air taut with unspoken admonishment.
He swallowed hard, the words catching in his throat, the usual fire in his chest muted by the weight of her silent judgment. Even the others , Burr, Jefferson, Madison, seemed to hold their breath, waiting for what Alexander might say next, though Angelica’s piercing scrutiny made it clear that any misstep would not go unnoticed.
Welcome, folks, to
[BURR/COMPANY]
The Adams administration!
“Why on earth was it said like that?” John blurted, his brows knitting together. He leaned forward in his chair, confusion and suspicion in his voice. “It seems almost like a warning!”
Lin hesitated, the weight of the question settling over the room. His fingers drummed against his knee as he tried to find the right words. “Well…” he began, voice measured and deliberate, “Adams’ presidency was… different to Washington’s.”
The deliberate pause caught Washington’s attention. He raised a single, heavy brow, the motion slow and deliberate. When he finally spoke, his voice was low, deep, and edged with a rumble like distant thunder. “What do you mean by different?”
Lin’s gaze flicked to Alexander, then back to Washington. He shifted uncomfortably under the General’s penetrating stare. “Adams was… let’s say, a defensive president. He introduced an act entitled the ‘Alien and Sedition Act,’” Lin continued carefully, his tone sliding into the steady cadence of someone recounting something unpleasant. “For the worst part, it was incredibly hard on immigrants-” his eyes slid to Alexander again, who by now wore a deep frown, the muscles around his mouth tightening - “and it also limited free speech, particularly when discussing the government.”
The room fell momentarily silent, the words hanging in the air like smoke. Alexander’s jaw clenched; his hands curled into fists in his lap. “Of course he would do that.” he muttered under his breath, his voice full of incredulity. “He has always been a self entitled man, and he most certainly has made his feelings about immigrants known” He scoffed..His eyes darted up to Washington, disbelief mingled with a flicker of hurt pride. “Si r…how could the man chosen to succeed you undo so much of what you built?”
Washington’s expression hardened, though there was no anger in it, only a somber acceptance. “Because not every man who inherits a mantle carries it with the same grace,” he said quietly.
[BURR]
Jefferson’s the runner-up, which makes him the Vice President
Jefferson smirked smugly at the screen, the corners of his mouth curling upward in that familiar way that always managed to needle Alexander. His arms folded across his chest, posture loose but eyes glinting with satisfaction as though the events on the screen somehow validated him.
Alexander muttered under his breath, too low for anyone but those nearest to hear. His fingers drummed impatiently against his thigh as his eyes stayed fixed on the projection, rolling heavenward in a dramatic sweep. “How on earth do people want him to lead our nation?!” he grumbled at last, voice rough with disbelief.
There was a little hiss of breath between his teeth as his knee began to bounce; the restrained energy of outrage ran through his lean frame like a taut wire. The disbelief in his tone wasn’t just annoyance but genuine bewilderment, as though the very idea defied everything he had poured into the foundations of the country. A couple of heads turned at his outburst; John gave him a quick, warning look while Eliza gently squeezed his arm, trying to settle him back before another verbal sparring match could flare. Jefferson, catching the reaction, only leaned back a fraction farther, smirk deepening as if to say he had already won this round without uttering a word.
[JEFFERSON]
Washington can’t help you now, no more mister nice President
Alexander bristled, shoulders snapping taut and chin lifting a fraction as though the words on the screen were a gauntlet thrown at his feet. A retort was already forming, his lips parting, the flicker of fire in his violet eyes making it clear he was ready to fight for his own honour.
But before the first syllable escaped, a large hand rose slightly in his peripheral vision, not harsh, but a clear command. The General had shifted forward in his seat, gaze cutting across the room with the steadiness of a man who had once stilled battlefields with nothing more than a word.
“Everything Alexander has earned,” Washington said, his voice a low thunder that rolled rather than cracked, “was completed by him, and him alone.” Each phrase landed like a deliberate step, the edge of a sword unsheathed but controlled. His eyes, usually mild when turned on Alexander, were flint now, sharp but sure.
“I will do everything I can to support and guide him,” he continued, the baritone softening just a little, “but I will not hand it to him on a silver platter.” A beat. “For simply he does not need it.”
He turned his head fully toward Alexander then, a flicker of pride warming the hard lines of his face. “He is brilliant enough as is.”
The silence that followed wasn’t awkward; it was heavy and bright all at once, as if the air itself had taken note of the declaration. Alexander’s retort died in his throat. He stood very still for a heartbeat, the flush in his cheeks cooling into something more like astonishment. His jaw worked once, then closed.
Across from them, John’s brows rose faintly; Lafayette’s smirk softened into something more like admiration. Even Jefferson shifted, his smugness tempered by the force of Washington’s statement.
Alexander blinked once, twice, then swallowed hard. For once he couldn’t find a clever line. His fingers curled against his palm as he looked at the General, the man who had been commander, mentor, sometimes father, and let out a short, almost breathless laugh. “Thank you… sir,” he murmured, the words quiet but sincere.
Washington gave only the faintest nod, but in that nod was an entire lifetime of battles fought side by side.
,[BURR]
Adams fires Hamilton
Alex’s head snapped toward the screen, his whole posture stiffening. The flickering glow of the projection carved hard angles into his face, throwing his wide violet eyes into sharp relief. “What?!” he blurted, voice pitching higher with disbelief, “What pushed him to do that?”
He sat forward now, elbows on his thighs, outrage and confusion radiating from him in waves. “I believe I would be rather good at my job!” The last words were half-defiant, half-pleading, as if by saying them aloud he could make them truer, could bend the narrative on the screen to his will.
His gaze darted instinctively to Lin, seeking an anchor, an answer, anything. “Why? Why would he-?”
But for the first time that evening, Lin’s expression gave nothing solid back. His brows drew together, the faintest crease forming between them as he exhaled slowly. He shook his head once, not dismissively but almost apologetically. “It’s… unknown for sure why this happened,” he said, voice lower than before. He met Alex’s searching eyes and held them, even as he spoke the words that would sting. “But from what I can assume…”
Lin hesitated a heartbeat, as though weighing each syllable. “…he felt threatened by you.”
The statement landed like a stone in still water. Around them the room went quiet, the others exchanging small, uneasy glances but saying nothing. Alex blinked hard, throat working, a faint flush creeping up his neck. For a second he seemed almost smaller in his seat, breath caught between disbelief and the dawning realisation of how dangerous his own brilliance might look to someone else.
Privately calls him “creole bastard” in his taunts
John shot to his feet his usually even, almost lazy drawl was gone, replaced by a hot edge that made the hairs on the back of Eliza’s neck stand up. “He called Alex a what?!” he barked, the words spitting out between clenched teeth. His hands curled into fists at his sides, knuckles whitening as he trembled with fury. “I swear,” he snarled, eyes blazing, “the next time that man comes near me he shall be told exactly where those opinions belong! I’ll kill him if he does it once more!”
The room went still at the outburst. Even Lafayette, who had been shifting in his seat, paused and looked up sharply. Eliza’s hand instinctively tightened on Alexander’s shoulder; Alex himself blinked, startled by the intensity in John’s voice.
Across the room Washington did not move, but his silence carried weight. His broad shoulders stiffened fractionally, his jaw tightening as he studied the screen with a thunderous gaze. Troubled lines creased deeper at the corners of his eyes. He didn’t speak, not yet. Instead, he sat like a mountain holding back a storm, letting John’s words burn themselves out while his own presence filled the space like a steady drumbeat.
Alexander, caught between the two men’s reactions, shifted uneasily but said nothing, the tension crackling like static around him.
[JEFFERSON]
Say what?!
[BURR]
Hamilton publishes his response
Eliza let out an almost disappointed sigh, the sound soft but full of weary fondness. Her brows drew together as she tilted her head, studying Alexander with that mixture of patience and quiet exasperation she’d perfected over the years. “What ever did you do now?” she asked gently, her voice low and musical.
Her fingers rose, unthinking, to the stray curls that had escaped his queue during the commotion. They framed his temple like soft fiery ribbons. She smoothed them back with a slow, absent motion, the pads of her fingertips brushing his scalp in a way that made him swallow.
Color bloomed high on Alexander’s cheekbones. He ducked his head slightly, lashes lowering; his sharp tongue and quick retorts seemed to desert him in the face of her calm. He caught her hand lightly before she could pull away, his thumb sweeping over her knuckles as if memorising the shape.
Instead of brushing her off as he might have in front of others, he bent and pressed a lingering kiss to her knuckles. It was an old-fashioned gesture, soft and almost shy. “I…may have spoken too freely,” he murmured against her skin, voice quieter now, eyes flicking up to hers playfully.
Eliza’s expression softened further, her shoulders easing as she watched him. “Of course you did,” she said, but the faint curve at the corner of her mouth betrayed her affection.
[HAMILTON]
Sit down, John, you fat mother—[BLEEP]
“Oh…” Alexander murmured, the sound barely more than breath. His shoulders crept up toward his ears as if he could make himself smaller, and he half-slid back into his seat. The sparkle that usually danced in his eyes had dulled to a flicker; he stared down at his hands, twisting his signet ring without realising it.
Across from him, Angelica fixed him with a look. It wasn’t the blazing fury she’d levelled at him moments before, that had cooled, but her dark eyes still held a pointed sharpness, like an arrow not yet loosed. She tilted her head slightly, the faintest crease forming between her brows. “Was that truly necessary, Alexander?” she asked, her tone low and measured, the kind of tone that invited an honest answer.
For a heartbeat he didn’t answer. Then his lips pulled into a tight little grin, more reflex than mirth, the kind he wore when cornered. “I would say so,” he replied, the words clipped, pitched halfway between defiance and self-defence.
Angelica’s gaze lingered, the edge in it softening into something almost like concern. “You always do,” she said quietly, “but one day you might try another way.”
Alexander’s fingers stilled on the ring. He let out a short, unsteady breath and gave a half-shrug, eyes dropping to the floor. “Perhaps,” he murmured, but the set of his jaw stayed firm even as the fight drained from his posture.
[BURR]
Hamilton is out of control
[MADISON]
This is great! He’s out of power. He holds no office. And he just destroyed President John Adams, the only other significant member of his party
Alexander winced as though the words had been a physical blow. His gaze fell to the carpet, lashes lowering to hide the sudden sheen in his eyes. The mischief, the quick-spark wit that usually lit his features, seemed to drain away all at once. Shoulders curved inward, he looked smaller than he ever let himself appear.
“I suppose…” he muttered, voice roughened, almost swallowed by the room’s stillness, “…that’s how I destroy my own reputation.” The last word caught slightly in his throat, the sound closer to a sigh than a statement.
Around him the air shifted; even the rustle of clothing stopped. John’s hands, which had been fidgeting in his lap, went still. Eliza’s lips parted as though to speak but no sound came. Lafayette’s usual restless energy quieted; he only watched Alexander with a rare softness. Washington, seated a little apart, kept his eyes on the young man, sadness and a flicker of pride mingling in the deep blue.
No one said anything at first. The silence wasn’t cold now but heavy, full of unspoken reassurance and a collective ache at seeing him like this. The only movement was Eliza’s hand, creeping across the sofa until her fingers brushed against Alexander’s, an unspoken offer of comfort.
[JEFFERSON]
Hamilton’s a host unto himself. As long as he can hold a pen, he’s a threat. Let’s let him know what we know
Alexander’s body went rigid, a visible tremor running from his shoulders down to his fingertips. The colour drained from his face so fast it was as though someone had snuffed out a candle; even the faint flush in his cheeks vanished, leaving him pale and stark against the dark upholstery of the sofa. His violet-tinged eyes darted back and forth between Jefferson, Burr and Madison, sharp movements like a cornered animal searching for an escape route.
“No…” the word escaped him on a shallow breath, almost a plea rather than a protest. “Please.” His voice cracked, rising slightly in pitch as panic crept in at the edges. He sat forward, hands clenching on his knees as though bracing himself. “How on earth would you know about anything?!” The question came out raw and incredulous, a challenge laced with desperation.
Jefferson’s smirk faltered a fraction, Burr’s expression stayed unreadable, and Madison’s gaze dropped to the floor. The sudden stillness in the room made Alexander’s outburst echo all the louder, the sound of his ragged breathing filling the gap.
Eliza reached for him instinctively, her fingers hovering just above his sleeve, and even Washington’s posture shifted, the slight forward lean of a man ready to step in if the young man unravelled further.
Chapter 38: We Know
Chapter Text
The tension in the room thickened with every passing second, pressing down like a heavy fog. What had started as an uncomfortable silence now felt nearly suffocating, each beat of the scene on the screen drawing the air tighter around them. Alexander seemed to fold inward, his frame coiling like a spring wound too far. His shoulders hunched as though bracing against an invisible blow, fingers curling against his knees until his knuckles blanched white. Every line of his body betrayed the mounting anxiety, the shallow rise and fall of his chest, the restless flicker of his gaze, the way his lips pressed into a thin, strained line. Beside him, Eliza caught the signs instantly, her heart aching at the familiar shift in him. She moved without fanfare, her hand gliding softly along his sleeve until her fingertips brushed the crook of his elbow, a grounding touch steady and warm. At the same time, John, seated on Alexander’s other side, leaned ever so slightly closer, his knee pressing lightly against Alex’s, a silent anchor. His hand hovered for a moment before resting gently at the small of Alexander’s back, rubbing in slow, soothing circles meant to remind him he wasn’t alone.
[HAMILTON]
Mr. Vice President
Mr. Madison
Senator Burr
What is this?
Alexander’s eyes darted from the screen to the three men, his brow knitting tighter with every glance. His teeth worried at his lower lip, a nervous tell he could never quite suppress, and his fingers fidgeted in his lap as if itching for pen and paper. “What is it you three are up to?” he asked at last, his voice pitched halfway between suspicion and challenge, the words quick but not yet biting.
The question seemed to ripple outward like a dropped stone. Washington’s reply came not as a bark but as a low, resonant rumble that rolled through the room and settled under everyone’s skin. “What are you up to?” the General repeated pointedly at the three men, his deep timbre more statement than question. Even without raising his volume, the sound held the weight of command.
Jefferson stiffened at once, shoulders pulling back, chin lifting with the brittle composure of a man determined not to look cornered. He still arranged himself like royalty on a throne, fingers steepled loosely, his posture screaming superiority even as a flicker of unease crossed his eyes.
Beside him, Burr shifted, his usual mask of composure showing its first cracks. He rolled his shoulders, adjusted his cuffs, then clasped his hands together in his lap as though unsure whether to speak or stay silent. The air around him carried a restless, nervous charge.
Madison, however, looked as though he’d already tasted ash. His lips pressed into a thin line, eyes dark with a memory he would rather not have. A faint grimace tugged at the corners of his mouth, betraying guilt or at least reluctant foresight.
Angelica’s voice cut across the growing tension like the clean snap of a blade. “Whatever they do,” she said sharply, her gaze like a spear thrown across the room, “is certainly not going to be good.” Her tone carried a conviction that made even Jefferson’s smirk falter.
[JEFFERSON]
We have the check stubs. From separate accounts…
[MADISON]
Almost a thousand dollars, paid in different amounts…
Alex blanched so hard it was as if every drop of blood had been drained from his face. His mouth opened but no sound came at first, only a sharp inhale through his nose. “A thousand dollars?” he echoed, his voice thin and incredulous. His wide eyes darted from the paper in his hand to the person who’d spoken, as though the number might shrink if he looked at it from another angle.
“I can not even imagine that amount of money and yet…” His words faltered. His shoulders slumped, the fine tremor in his hands betraying the fight he usually kept so tightly reined. When he spoke again, his voice cracked wetly, halfway between disbelief and grief. “I just gave it to that man.”
He stared down at the floor then, eyes fixed on nothing, as if he could see the weight of all those dollars lying shattered at his feet. His fingers curled slowly into his palms, nails pressing into skin, a physical anchor against the wave of self-recrimination rolling through him. The proud set of his jaw had melted into something smaller, something tired. His entire frame seemed to fold inward with the disappointment he couldn’t hide, the energy that usually lit him up flickering low.
[BURR]
To a Mr. James Reynolds way back in
Seventeen ninety-one
[HAMILTON]
Is that what you have? Are you done?
Angelica levelled him with a sharp, cutting glare, her eyes glinting like steel in the low light. “Why on earth do you seem almost relieved?” she demanded. The question landed in the room like a blade thrown point-first.
Alexander froze where he sat, his spine stiff but his hands fidgeting in his lap. His mouth opened and closed once, twice, but no sound came out. For a heartbeat he looked like a boy caught out, not the brilliant statesman everyone knew, shoulders slightly hunched, eyes darting between Angelica’s furious stare and the flickering screen.
The silence stretched, taut as a drawn bowstring, until Lin shifted in his seat. His fingers tapped once against his knee before he finally spoke, voice low and hesitant, as though wary of redirecting Angelica’s fire onto himself.
“Well… the thing is…” he began carefully. He gestured first to Alexander, then to the screen with a small flick of his hand, as if weighing his words in mid-air. “There are many reasons… far worse than what did happen that could have been suggested.”
His gaze dropped for a second, then lifted again to meet hers. “All of which, even with the proof to disprove them, would have had a far greater and longer-lasting effect than the affair.”
The words settled heavily between them. Angelica’s eyes narrowed, her glare flicking from Lin to Alexander, who sat motionless, jaw tight and eyes cast down..
[MADISON]
You are uniquely situated by virtue of your position—
[JEFFERSON]
Though ‘virtue’ is not a word I’d apply to this situation—
Exhaling sharply, Alexander tilted his head back and let out a short, brittle laugh that cracked through the tension in the room like a snapped thread. The sound startled several people; Eliza blinked, John’s brows rose, even Washington’s stern profile shifted in mild surprise. It wasn’t a laugh of humour so much as a release of pressure, half-bitter, half-disbelieving.
“The only thing Jefferson and I can agree on…” he muttered at last, his voice low but edged with a rueful bite. His fingers rubbed absently at the bridge of his nose as though trying to knead away the thought. For a moment the flickering light from the screen caught in his eyes, making them look darker, shinier, betraying the exhaustion beneath his words.
Across from him Jefferson straightened a little, the corner of his mouth twitching upward in a smug, almost predatory smile but saying nothing. A few people exchanged glances, unsure whether to laugh with Alexander or to comfort him; the air seemed to vibrate with that uncomfortable mix of sympathy and tension.
[MADISON]
To seek financial gain, to stray from your sacred mission—
[JEFFERSON]
And the evidence suggests you’ve engaged in speculation—
Ranging sounds of outrage erupted all at once, a jumble of shocked gasps, angry exclamations and murmured disbelief rolling through the room like a wave breaking against rock. Chairs scraped faintly as people shifted; even Jefferson and Madison, normally so composed, shifted uncomfortably under the weight of the accusation flickering on the screen.
Alexander’s own reaction was visceral. His jaw clenched hard enough to ache, eyes fixed on his trembling hands as though they belonged to someone else. Disgust crawled across his features, a sickening blend of anger and shame tightening every line of his body.
“I do not believe Alexander to be capable of that,” Washington said at last, his voice calm but carrying an iron edge, the low rumble of it cutting through the clamor.
Alex’s head snapped up at the sound, violet eyes locking onto the General’s. The flickering light of the screen played over his pale face as he swallowed, his throat working. “Of course I shan’t,” he said, his voice ragged but defiant. Then he lifted one trembling hand to gesture toward the images before them, his whole posture taut with dread. “But… apparently I may already have done, in a different life.”
A hush fell again, heavy and close, as if the walls themselves were listening. The flickering glow from the screen painted everyone in shades of grey and gold, catching the fear in Alex’s eyes and the quiet, unspoken promise of confidence in Washington’s steady gaze.
[BURR]
An immigrant embezzling our government funds—
[JEFFERSON/MADISON]
I can almost see the headline, your career is done
[BURR]
I hope you saved some money for your daughter and sons
Alexander swallowed hard, the motion visible in the tight line of his throat, a bitter taste rising as shame and fear churned in his stomach. His fingers sought Eliza’s almost automatically, curling around hers with a light, tremulous squeeze. He held her gaze for a heartbeat, searching, apologetic, before his eyes flicked to Lin, his voice barely above a murmur.
“Please… tell me I did not make my family suffer poverty?” The question came out raw, ragged at the edges, as though it cost him something simply to say it aloud.
Eliza’s expression softened immediately. Her thumb stroked across the back of his knuckles in a slow, grounding rhythm. “Alexander…” she said softly, then, almost as if trying to bring a moment of light into the gloom, she tilted her head toward the glowing screen. “How many children were there at this point?” Her other hand, unconsciously protective, settled on her stomach, fingers curling as though already cradling the lives they would build together.
Lin answered her first. His tone gentled, and there was something like quiet admiration in his eyes as he looked at her. “Six,” he said. “Five boys and a girl.”
Then his gaze shifted to Alexander, steady and calm. “You did not,” Lin continued. “Although you were not as well off as before, your children and Eliza still had warm food, a roof over their heads… and for the children, an education.”
At that, Alexander’s rigid shoulders eased a fraction. His fingers tightened on Eliza’s hand as though anchoring himself. The flickering light of the screen cast a pale glow over his face, and for the first time in several minutes, some of the haunted tension in his expression slackened, replaced by the faintest shimmer of relief. Eliza squeezed his hand back, her thumb still tracing its quiet circles, a silent promise of presence.
[BURR/JEFFERSON/MADISON]
Ya best g'wan run back where ya come from!
Washington’s brows furrowed as he leaned a fraction forward, the light from the screen casting sharp angles across his face. His voice, when it came, was clipped and commanding, the kind of tone that had once quieted entire regiments.
“What on earth are they doing there?” he demanded, eyes narrowing as they flicked between Burr, Jefferson, and Madison. His posture was already stiff, as though preparing to rise and knock some sense of manners into the three men at the receiving end of his glare.
Across the room, Burr shifted uncomfortably under the weight of the General’s scrutiny, shoulders rolling as if he could shrug it off. Jefferson merely arched a brow, feigning a relaxed air but his fingers drummed against his sleeve in a betraying rhythm. Madison gave a tiny grimace, eyes darting anywhere but Washington’s, like a man recalling a memory he’d rather keep buried.
The tension hung heavy for a moment until Lin cleared his throat, chuckling weakly. “Uh… the pronunciation of words and the accent?” he offered, his voice hesitant and slightly higher than normal. “It’s a knock at Alexander being from the Caribbean, at being an immigrant-”
Alexander’s eyes went round, his jaw tightening as the implication landed. Lin paused, watching him carefully before continuing, quieter but with a weight that filled the space. “Many people who don’t look like you, even in my time, still face these situations. Even if they were born in the U.S.”
That made the room still again, but this time the silence was different, heavier, more thoughtful. Washington’s hands flexed slowly against his knees, his sharp gaze softening at the edges as he looked back at Alexander.
Alexander swallowed hard, his violet eyes darting between the screen and Lin. His shoulders had gone rigid; one hand curled into a fist against his thigh while the other sought Eliza’s without thinking. She caught it gently, lacing their fingers together in a silent reassurance.
“Even now…” he murmured under his breath, not so much a question as an aching echo.
Lin’s expression turned grave, the nervous chuckle gone. “Even now,” he said softly. “And that’s why your story matters. It’s one of the reasons why I wrote it.”
Washington inhaled slowly, his broad chest rising and falling like a man trying to tamp down fury. When he spoke again, his voice had lost some of its edge but none of its firmness. “Then let it be known, Alexander,” he rumbled, eyes steady on his protégé. “What they mock does not lessen who you are. It never has. And it never will.”
Jefferson looked away. Madison lowered his gaze. Burr shifted again, this time with a flicker of discomfort he didn’t bother to mask.
Alexander blinked rapidly, his breath hitching as Eliza gave his hand another squeeze. “I…” he began, then stopped, voice faltering. Finally he whispered, “Thank you, sir.”
Washington only inclined his head in return, the tiniest of nods that somehow felt like an oath.
[HAMILTON]
Ha! You don’t even know what you’re asking me to confess
Jefferson’s dark eyes gleamed as he straightened from his casual lean, a brow arching high in a mixture of surprise and amusement. His voice, when he spoke, had that low, dangerous curl to it, like the edge of a blade barely hidden in velvet.
“Is that a challenge?” he asked, every syllable deliberate, the corners of his mouth twitching into something between a smirk and a warning. The air between the two men seemed to thicken; even those not directly watching them could feel the shift.
Alexander did not flinch. He met Jefferson’s gaze head-on, the violet of his eyes sparking like flint struck against steel. His back went rigid and his chin lifted just slightly, a soldier’s defiance wrapped in a statesman’s posture.
“And what if it is?” he shot back, voice sharp and clipped, carrying the weight of every battle and argument he had fought to stand where he was. “I know you’re wrong in your assumptions!” His words cracked through the room like a pistol shot.
A ripple of movement went through their small audience. Madison’s eyes darted nervously from one man to the other, lips pressing into a thin line. Burr shifted in his seat, jaw tightening as though preparing for an explosion he’d seen before. Eliza’s fingers twitched on Alexander’s sleeve, a silent plea for him to keep his temper.
Jefferson, however, only cocked his brow again, this time slower, more deliberately mocking. He tilted his head to the side as if examining an interesting insect under glass, his smirk widening until it nearly became a sneer.
“Well then…” he drawled, his tone a mixture of challenge and entertainment. “We’ll see what happens.”
The room’s tension coiled even tighter, humming like a bowstring about to snap. Alexander’s hand flexed at his side; his breath came faster through his nose, but he held Jefferson’s stare without blinking. For a heartbeat neither man moved, the air between them charged and waiting.
Then Washington’s low voice cut across the crackling silence like a rumble of distant thunder. “Enough,” he said simply, his eyes heavy on both of them.
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Confess
[HAMILTON]
You have nothing. I don’t have to tell you anything at all
Unless
Alexander froze, the breath in his chest catching as if someone had knocked the wind from him. His eyes widened, fixed on the screen for several long, brittle heartbeats, the glow of it washing his face pale. Slowly, as though the movement itself weighed a ton, he turned his head toward Angelica.
She did not look away. Her gaze was steady, unblinking, piercing him with an intensity that felt almost physical. It wasn’t cruel, but it held him there, demanding honesty, demanding he see himself. Under that focus he shifted, his jaw working once before he finally broke the eye contact, his head turning sharply toward Eliza and John.
There was something raw and almost childlike in his expression then, violet eyes wide, his mouth trembling open but no words coming. His shoulders curled slightly forward, as though bracing for a blow. He looked at them almost heartbreakingly, as though silently begging for reassurance but too proud or too frightened to ask.
Before he could speak, before the room could fill with whatever fears were gathering behind his lips, John was moving. He stepped close without hesitation, laying both hands firmly on Alexander’s shoulders. The touch was warm and solid, a grounding weight that seemed to steady the younger man in place.
“Whatever it is, Alexander,” John said softly, his voice a gentle rasp, “we’ll be fine. Yes?” His thumbs squeezed once against Alexander’s tense muscles, an anchor. “We were wrong before to abandon you when you did nothing wrong.” His eyes flicked briefly to Eliza, then back to Alex. “This is the future, and you’ll change it.”
The words were soft but sure, spoken with the quiet conviction of someone who had already decided to believe. John’s tone carried no judgement, only faith, a steady, unshakable faith in the man in front of him.
Alexander’s breath hitched; his hands came up automatically to grasp John’s forearms, holding on as though the contact might stop him from drifting. He swallowed hard, his voice still absent but his eyes shining, caught between doubt and the fragile flicker of hope John was trying to kindle.
Eliza’s hand found his knee then, her thumb rubbing slow circles into the fabric of his trousers. The combined touch, John’s firm steadiness and Eliza’s soft reassurance, pulled him a fraction closer back to himself.
For the first time since the scene began, Alexander exhaled, a trembling sound somewhere between a sigh and a sob. His lips moved as though to speak but only a whisper escaped: “I… I’ll try.”
John squeezed his shoulders again, firmer this time, his smile small but certain. “You’ll do more than try,” he said quietly. “You always do.”
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Unless
[HAMILTON]
If I can prove that I never broke the law
Do you promise not to tell another soul what you saw?
“You’re going to do another truly stupid thing, are you not?” Angelica’s voice cut through the low murmur of noise in the room like the snap of a blade being drawn. It wasn’t loud, but it carried a kind of inevitability, each syllable heavy and deliberate. The way she said it was less a question and more a sentence already passed, her tone the sound of someone who knew the answer before she’d even asked. Her eyes were fixed on Alexander, dark and unyielding, a mixture of sisterly protectiveness and exasperated anger flickering behind them.
Alexander’s jaw clenched. He could feel the heat of her stare on his skin but he didn’t lift his head. Instead he stared at his own hands, knotted in his lap, the knuckles pale from pressure. His voice, when it came, was quiet and thin.
“I believe so,” he muttered, the admission barely more than a breath. He still didn’t look at her, because he knew what he would find in her expression, disappointment, sisterly anger, and something softer that would undo him entirely.
There was a long pause. The only sound was the faint hum of the screen and the low rustle of clothing as people shifted. Then, like a weight settling over his storm-tossed thoughts, Eliza moved. She rested her head on his shoulder with a slow, deliberate motion, her hair brushing against his jaw. The warmth of her touch and the familiar scent of her presence grounded him immediately, the pressure of her head almost meditative.
He inhaled once, shaky but steadier than before. The tension in his shoulders eased by a fraction; his fingers uncurled just enough to lay one over hers where it rested on his knee. Angelica still stood across from him, arms folded, her expression unreadable, but Eliza’s quiet support gave him a thin thread of calm to hold onto.
Angelica’s eyes softened at the sight, though her voice remained level. “Then at least do not do it again,” she said, the sharp edges of her tone dulled into something nearer to forgiveness than had been heard in some time
Alexander’s throat worked, but he still couldn’t look at her. “I… I’ll try,” he murmured again, leaning just slightly into Eliza’s touch as though drawing strength from it.
[BURR]
No one else was in the room where it happened
Lafayette let out a low, irritated noise that was almost a growl, the kind of sound that slipped out when his patience had finally begun to fray. “Once more,” he said, his accent clipping each word like a small blade, “Burr avoiding the premise of the question.”
He shifted in his seat with a restless energy, arms crossing over his chest in a gesture that looked half defensive, half combative. The lace at his cuffs trembled faintly with the motion. His shoulders squared, posture stiff as if he were bracing for a duel of words rather than musket fire. The frustration on his face was clear, a furrow between his brows, lips pressed into a thin line.
Across the room, Burr’s head snapped toward him at once, the movement sharp and precise like a bird of prey turning on something in its line of sight. His dark eyes locked onto Lafayette where he sat beside Hercules, and there was a flash of something in them, not quite anger, not quite disdain, but a guarded challenge, the look of a man who had been called out and didn’t like it.
Hercules, seated just to Lafayette’s right, shifted too, his weight leaning subtly forward as if ready to step between them if words tipped over into something more heated. The air between the three of them thickened, a taut wire of tension strung across the small distance. Even the screen seemed momentarily forgotten as a few heads turned, waiting to see who would speak next.
Burr’s voice, when it came, was calm but with an edge under the smoothness, the practiced lawyer’s tone just starting to fray. “I am not avoiding anything,” he said evenly, though his jaw tightened. “I am simply choosing not to be baited.”
Lafayette gave a short, sharp laugh under his breath, eyes narrowing as if he’d heard the same excuse too many times before, “It’s a simple question mon ami” he spoke icily, “Just answer it straight”
[HAMILTON]
Is that a yes?
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Um, yes
They watched in silence as Alexander’s actor strode across the stage, the heavy coat of the costume swaying with each step. The dimmed light of the theatre bled into a cool blue wash, drawing every eye to the small square of paper in the actor’s hands. They watch intently as it was handed to Burr. When he unfolded it, the crisp sound of the parchment echoed faintly even through the speakers, a single, fragile noise in the hush of the room.
Eliza’s breath hitched. The letter was one she had all but forgotten, tucked away in memory and pain; seeing it brought to life so starkly onstage was like a sudden hand at her throat. She let out a soft, involuntary gasp, the sound thin and tremulous, and reached for Alexander’s hand without thinking. Her fingers curled around his tightly, as much a plea for comfort as an attempt to offer it.
Alexander’s own hand trembled under hers, the cool violet of his eyes locked on the letter as though it were some ghost from another life. He didn’t speak, only squeezed back, his thumb brushing over her knuckles in an unsteady rhythm.
John, sitting on Alexander’s other side, shifted in instinctive solidarity. Without a word he draped one arm around Alex’s narrow shoulders, the warmth of the gesture grounding him, and reached his other hand to rest lightly on the top of Eliza’s back. It was a quiet, encompassing shelter: a circle of arms and touches, forming a small fortress against the surge of memories rising from the stage.
Onscreen the actor’s voice began to speak the first line of the letter, the sound reverberating through the theatre like a ghost, and all three of them seemed to draw a little closer, breaths syncing without thinking, waiting for the words they anticipated to be coming.
[BURR]
“Dear Sir, I hope this letter finds you in good health
And in a prosperous enough position to put wealth
In the pockets of people like me: down on their luck
You see, it was my wife who you decided to—”
[JEFFERSON]
Whaaaat—
Alexander sat rigidly, trembling despite himself, his violet eyes fixed on the flickering screen. His lips moved before the words came out, as if he were tasting them and hating them all at once. “The only way…” he murmured, voice thin, “the only way to stop a rumour that could destroy me and my family… is to do it myself.” The last words splintered; his throat worked, and unshed tears glistened at the corners of his eyes.
Eliza’s hand found his at once, her fingers weaving through his and squeezing hard. “Alexander,” she whispered, leaning closer so her forehead almost touched his temple, “breathe. You’re not there. This isn’t happening to you.”
John slid an arm around Alexander’s shoulders, firm and steady. “She’s right. This is a glimpse of one possible future. That’s all.” He gave a little shake to Alexander’s tense shoulder. “We go back, and you know what’s coming. You don’t have to walk into it blind. You won’t.”
Washington moved to stand directly in front of him, blocking his view of the screen until his eyes rose to meet the Generals. “Look at me,” he said, his voice sharper than Eliza’s but warm underneath. “You are not doomed to repeat this. You’re going to make different decisions. Better decisions. You will never actually be in that situation.”
Alexander blinked at her, eyes wide, still wet. “But what if-”
“No,” Eliza cut in softly, laying her palm against his cheek. “No ‘what ifs.’ You have us. Whatever happens, we’ll be there. We will not let you face this alone.”
Lafayette leaned forward, his usual levity gone, voice low and earnest. “Mon ami, you are not the same man as in this story. You have all of us. We will stand with you.”
A shaky breath escaped Alexander. His shoulders sagged just a little as he absorbed their words. “You think… I can change it?”
“You will,” John said firmly. “We’ll make sure of it. When we’re back, you’ll steer clear of this entirely. We’ll hold you to it.”
Eliza’s hand squeezed his. “And you’ll still have a family. You’ll still have a future. But this time, you won’t be sacrificing yourself to protect it.”
Slowly, Alexander’s eyes softened, the panic giving way to something like hope. He gripped their hands back, whispering, “Then help me choose better.”
Eliza smiled through her own tears. “Always.”
[HAMILTON]
She courted me
Escorted me to bed and when she had me in a corner
That’s when Reynolds extorted me
Sat alone on the far-right couch, Maria curled inward, arms wrapped around herself like a fragile shield. She hated every second of the scene unspooling on the screen. She hated the way the music and staging made it look as though she had seduced and ensnared, hated how the blame fell so neatly on her shoulders when it had been more complicated, when Reynolds himself had cornered her and left her with no real choice. Her teeth worried at her lower lip until it blanched. She wanted to speak, to correct the narrative, but fear lodged like a stone in her throat. Around her, conversations rose and fell, but no one seemed to notice her at all. At least, that’s what she thought.
Across the room, next to Washington’s massive presence, young Philip sat stiffly, his eyes flicking between the stage and the woman on the couch. The boy’s jaw clenched. He already knew what was coming, he’d known since the first strains of the song, and still the thought of his father’s choices, and of the pain this woman had unwittingly brought into his mother’s life, made his stomach twist. Yet as he watched Maria now, hunched and trembling, the image he had held of a calculating temptress began to crumble. Her hands were tight fists in her skirts, her shoulders hunched in shame, and her eyes darted like a cornered animal’s.
Philip glanced up at Washington. The General met his look with a grave nod, not telling him what to do but silently allowing the boy to follow his conscience. Philip swallowed, rose, and moved across the room. Each step felt loud in the hush. He stopped a few paces from her, just close enough that she could feel his presence but not so close as to startle her.
Maria blinked, startled out of her self-imposed exile.
Philip offered a small, tentative smile. “Do you mind if I sit here?” he asked quietly.
She hesitated, eyes wide, then shook her head, voice failing her.
He lowered himself onto the cushion beside her, leaving a respectful space, and leaned forward slightly, elbows on his knees. His voice was softer still when he spoke next. “I forgive you,.” He gestured with a small motion toward where Eliza sat, composed but pale. “And I know my ma does too. It… it wasn’t your fault.”
Maria’s breath caught. Her lip trembled as if she might speak but instead she pressed her hand to her mouth, eyes filling. Philip’s expression held no anger, only an earnest compassion she hadn’t expected to see in any Hamilton’s face.
Across the room, Eliza’s eyes flickered toward them, and though she said nothing her chin dipped ever so slightly, permission, or maybe agreement. Washington’s gaze softened, proud of the boy’s instinct for mercy.
Maria drew a shaky breath. “Thank you,” she whispered, the words almost inaudible.
Philip gave a small, firm nod, as if sealing a promise between them, and the two of them sat in silence, the noise of the room fading while the screen kept playing on.
For a sordid fee
I paid him quarterly
I may have mortally wounded my prospects
But my papers are orderly!
Once more, Angelica let out a sharp, incredulous scoff, the sound cutting through the low murmur of the room like a knife. She leaned back in her seat, arms crossing tightly over her chest, every inch of her posture radiating disbelief and a deep, simmering anger. Her dark eyes narrowed, pinning Alexander with a look that felt like a challenge and a verdict all at once.
“Oh yes,” she said, her voice low and edged with bitter sarcasm, each word dripping with cynicism, “I cheated on my wife, hurt her and my family, but everything’s fine! My finances are all in order, I’ve done nothing wrong.”
Her tone was a deliberate mimicry of what she imagined Alexander’s inner defence might be, and it made him flinch. Angelica’s words were not shouted, but they carried a weight heavier than any raised voice. She tilted her head slightly, curls falling over her shoulder, as though daring him to contradict her, to tell her she was wrong.
Across from her, Alexander sat rigid, his jaw tightening as though he’d been slapped. His violet eyes flicked downward, unable to meet hers for a moment, shame and defiance fighting in equal measure across his face. He opened his mouth as if to reply, then shut it again, shoulders curling inward under the force of her words.
Eliza’s hand moved almost unconsciously to his arm, a grounding touch, her thumb rubbing circles against his sleeve. John, watching from the side, shifted uncomfortably but said nothing, recognising the sting of Angelica’s honesty. Even Washington’s heavy brows drew together, not in anger but in quiet concern at how hard this was hitting the young man.
Angelica exhaled sharply through her nose, still looking at Alexander but now with a flicker of sadness under the steel. “Do you hear how it sounds?” she asked, voice quiet and yet still cutting. “Do you see what it looks like from here?”
Alexander finally looked up at her, lips pressed thin. “I… do,” he managed, voice low, more breath than sound.
As you can see I kept a record of every check in my checkered
History. Check it again against your list n’ see consistency
I never spent a cent that wasn’t mine
You sent the dogs after my scent, that’s fine
“Alexander…” Washington’s voice rolled out low and steady, a deep baritone that seemed to fill the whole room. It was not the bark of a commander, but the rumbling warmth of a father addressing a wounded son. He didn’t continue right away; he simply waited, patient, until Alexander’s violet eyes flicked up to meet his. Only when their gazes locked did he speak again, the corners of his mouth softening.
“You do not seem fine, son,” he said quietly, the word son carrying more comfort than reprimand. “Rather agitated, actually.”
Alexander’s shoulders jerked with a bitter, humourless scoff, not sharp and angry like Angelica’s had been, not sneering like Jefferson’s, but hollow, tasting of ash. He looked away from Washington, down at his hands knotted together in his lap.
“I’ve lost everything,” he muttered, the words almost swallowed by the room. “I’ve hurt my wife, my family. I’ve given away most of our money…” His fingers tightened until his knuckles whitened, his voice breaking on the next words. “And this-” he gestured to the flickering screen with a sharp movement that was more despair than anger, “this is now surely going to the public one way or another, destroying my reputation and everything I’ve worked for!”
The outburst left a hollow space behind it. Eliza’s hand slid from his sleeve to lace with his, a quiet anchor, her thumb stroking his skin as if to keep him from splintering. John, sitting on his other side, rested a palm between his shoulder blades in a slow, steadying circle. Across the room, Angelica’s fierce expression faltered for a heartbeat, replaced by something sadder.
Washington did not move right away. He kept his gaze on Alexander, heavy and unflinching but not condemning. When he finally spoke again, his voice was a low rumble threaded with reassurance. “We’re here,” he said. “You’re not standing alone, Alexander. And when you go back, you’re not condemned to repeat what you’ve seen. You can make better choices.”
Alexander’s throat bobbed as he swallowed, his free hand trembling slightly against his knee. “I… I don’t know if I can,” he whispered.
“You can,” Washington answered simply, his tone leaving no room for doubt. “You will.”
A shaky breath escaped him, but some of the rigidity in his spine eased at last.
Yes, I have reasons for shame
But I have not committed treason and sullied my good name
Angelica shifted slightly on the couch, the tell-tale movement of someone drawing themselves up for another cutting remark. Her shoulders rolled back, fingers flexing as though she were gathering the words to throw like daggers across the room. But just as she opened her mouth, she was stopped cold by a pair of eyes.
Eliza had turned toward her sister without saying a word. The younger Schuyler’s expression was not fierce or theatrical, but something quieter and far more powerful: a silent, glowering gaze that pinned Angelica in place. Eliza’s chin was tilted, her lips pressed into a firm line; every inch of her posture said enough.
Angelica faltered, caught off guard. She had expected Alexander to bristle back at her or for Washington to intervene, but not this. In Eliza’s eyes she saw not only anger but a fierce protectiveness, for her husband, for their fragile peace. The weight of that look was enough to still her tongue.
Eliza didn’t speak, didn’t need to. Her gaze alone told Angelica everything: Not now. Not like this. He’s already breaking. Stay quiet.
For a long heartbeat the two sisters simply stared at one another. Then, slowly, Angelica’s lips pressed shut again. Her shoulders eased back against the chair, fingers curling against the fabric of her dress. She turned her eyes to the screen instead, the fire in her expression dimmed to a low ember, conceding to her sister’s silent plea.
Alexander seemed to sense the shift even without looking; his posture relaxed a fraction under the invisible shield Eliza had thrown up around him.
As you can see I have done nothing to provoke legal action
Are my answers to your satisfaction?
John shifted a little closer until his thigh was pressed against Alexander’s. Without a word, he lifted a hand and began to stroke the back of Alex’s head in slow, steady passes, fingertips combing gently through the loosened curls at the nape of his neck. The touch was unhurried, meant to soothe rather than comfort by force.
“You look so defeated,” John murmured, his voice low and warm enough that it almost disappeared under the hum of the room. He bent his head, pressing a soft kiss to Alexander’s temple. The gesture was tender but not pitying; it was an anchor. “Raw even.”
Alexander’s shoulders sagged at the contact. He exhaled a thin, shaky breath that sounded more like a sigh than a sob. “They know,” he muttered at last, his voice hoarse. His gaze stayed fixed on the screen, but his body leaned unconsciously toward John’s touch. “And they’re going to destroy me.”
[JEFFERSON]
My God
[MADISON]
Gentlemen, let’s go
[HAMILTON]
So?
[JEFFERSON AND MADISON]
The people won't know what we know
Alexander’s shoulders hitched on a shallow breath, the motion more a shudder than a shrug. His eyes stayed fixed on the three men across the room as if measuring each of them on a scale no one else could see. “I believe I could trust those two…” he muttered under his breath, the words hesitant, tasting of doubt.
His gaze lingered on Jefferson and Madison, violet eyes narrowing slightly, almost critical. “Maybe,” he added, the single word dragged out as though it cost him something. His fingers drummed once against his knee, a nervous tic, before stilling again.
“I’m sure there are things they want to hide…” he went on, voice low and speculative, “and-” He cut himself off and flicked a quick glance toward Burr. That single, brief look was heavy with wariness, like the glance of a man who’s been burned before.
“They are men of their words,” Alexander finished finally, the statement coming out more like a test than an affirmation. His jaw tightened, but the faintest crease of weariness softened his expression, revealing how much of a leap it was for him to even speak the words aloud.
Across from him, Jefferson shifted almost imperceptibly, brows knitting at the scrutiny, while Madison’s mouth pressed into a thin, unreadable line. Burr, however, simply met Alexander’s fleeting look with one of his own, calm, quiet, unreadable, offering no reaction but a slow, deliberate blink to the clear exclusion of him in Alexander’s words.
John’s hand squeezed Alexander’s knee once, a silent signal of reassurance, and Eliza’s fingers brushed against his on the other side, trying to ease the taut line of his shoulders.
[HAMILTON]
Burr!
How do I know you won’t use this against me
The next time we go toe to toe?
[BURR]
Alexander, rumors only grow. And we both
Know what we know
The last notes of the song didn’t so much end as linger, curling through the air like a chill draft. They clung to the corners of the room, heavy and oppressive, a sound that felt less like music and more like a verdict. For a heartbeat no one spoke.
“That is not encouraging,” Peggy whispered at last. Her voice was small but carried, a fragile sound breaking the silence. She gave Angelica a gentle nudge with her elbow; her sister was already leaning forward, lips parted, eyes flashing with the kind of sharp retort that always cut deepest.
Angelica’s mouth snapped shut at the touch, her expression faltering just enough to show surprise.
“No,” Washington’s deep voice rolled out, breaking over them like distant thunder. He stood a little straighter, eyes fixed on Burr. His look wasn’t hostile but penetrating, almost like he was trying to reach past the man’s calm façade to whatever thoughts he might be hiding. “It most certainly is not,” he said with a measured gravity that made the words feel heavier.
Slowly, Washington’s gaze left Burr and returned to Alexander, softening slightly but no less intense. “The true question is,” he continued, his tone low and deliberate, “how will Alexander respond to this?”
Alexander exhaled, the sound half sigh, half bitter laugh. His shoulders slumped as if bracing against an invisible weight. “Undoubtedly by doing something rash,” he muttered, his eyes still fixed on the darkened screen. His voice lacked its usual spark, coming out dry and weary instead, like a man already anticipating his own mistakes.
A flicker of worry crossed Eliza’s face; John’s hand shifted closer to Alexander’s on the armrest. Around them the silence seemed to gather again, everyone waiting for the next move, for the first drop that would undoubtedly become a storm.
Chapter 39: Hurricane
Chapter Text
Before the next song could swell from the speakers, a shift of movement on the far side of the room drew everyone’s attention. Lin straightened from his slight slouch, palms pressed briefly to his knees as though steadying himself before rising to speak. The glow from the screen painted half his face in pale blue, making the warmth in his eyes stand out all the more.
“Alexander?” he began softly. His voice was careful, pitched low so as not to startle.
Alexander’s head came up at once, confusion knitting his brow. “Yes, Mr. Miranda?” he replied automatically, the old formality slipping out like a reflex.
Lin’s lips curved in a sad, almost apologetic smile. He gave a small shake of his head at the honorific. “You uh… may want to leave for a few moments before the next song,” he murmured.
The remark made Washington’s brow rise, the deep crease between his eyes tightening. Eliza’s fingers fluttered against her skirt, glancing from Lin to Alex with growing worry.
“Whatever for?” Washington asked, his tone firm but not unkind.
Lin hesitated. He darted a glance back at Alexander, then at the floor, brushing a stray lock of hair away from his face as if the motion could buy him more time. “Well… this next song really looks at Alex as a person,” he said quietly. “It… it mentions everything that happened to him as a child and… some thoughts that were-” he paused, swallowing hard “-that were evident at the time.”
The room seemed to constrict around the words. Even Angelica, who had been shifting restlessly a moment ago, stilled.
Washington’s frown deepened, but there was sympathy behind it now. He gave a slow nod, then turned to Alexander. “Alexander?” he asked again, his voice lower, a silent question riding beneath it: Do you want to be spared this?
Alexander’s hands tightened where they rested on his knees. For a heartbeat he looked down, jaw working, eyes flicking to Eliza, to John, to the floor. Then he drew in a breath and shook his head.
“No,” he murmured, his voice rough but steady. “I’ll stay.”
His violet eyes lifted to the screen, clear but shadowed now, as though bracing for a blow he knew he couldn’t dodge. Around him the others fell silent, the room holding its breath with him as the first notes of the next song threatened to begin.
[HAMILTON]
In the eye of a hurricane
There is quiet
For just a moment
A yellow sky
Eliza and John exchanged a glance over Alexander’s bowed head, a silent understanding passing between them. They both already knew how this would go; Alexander might be determined to sit through whatever the next song showed him, but determination alone would not protect him. Even now, at the mere mention of a hurricane, his whole body had stiffened. His fingers were digging harsh crescents into the fabric of his trousers, and the colour had drained from his face until his skin looked almost ashen under the dim glow of the screen. His breath came quick and shallow, his shoulders held so tight it was as though he was bracing for an impact.
John shifted minutely closer, his movement slow and deliberate so as not to startle him. His voice, when he spoke, was low and soothing, less words, more a steady hum of comfort.
“You know,” he murmured, his hand finding Alexander’s thigh and rubbing in small, grounding circles before giving his knee a gentle squeeze, “no one would think less of you if you were to leave.”
Alexander gave a small, jerky shake of his head. “No,” he groused out, the word rough in his throat. He drew a shaky breath through his nose, staring at the screen as if by sheer force of will he could anchor himself there. “I’ll be fine,” he muttered, though his trembling fingers and pale face told a different story.
Eliza’s hand hovered at his shoulder, her brows knitting with quiet worry. She knew he wouldn’t leave, but she also knew, as John did, that he wouldn’t escape unscathed.
When I was seventeen a hurricane
Destroyed my town
Alexander’s shoulders shook with ragged, uneven breaths, each inhale sounding like it scraped up through his chest. The memories of the storm rose up in his mind like a black tide he couldn’t hold back, walls of water swallowing the docks, timbers cracking, the stink of brine and decay, the echo of panicked voices snatched away by the wind. Death. Destruction. Fear. All of it pressed down until he felt small again, a boy with ink-stained fingers standing in the wreckage of a world that had just been torn apart.
His body swayed, knees threatening to give, and he all but folded into John and Eliza’s waiting arms. They closed around him without hesitation; Eliza’s arm slid firmly across his shoulders while John’s hand cupped the back of his neck, thumb stroking slow circles at his hairline. Together they created a warm, steady barricade against the chill of his memories, their scent and heartbeats grounding him in the present.
“Don’t leave me,” Alexander muttered, voice breaking into a childlike plea as tears slipped from his eyes and dampened his collar.
John tilted his head, his expression softening. He brushed a tear from Alexander’s temple with his thumb, giving him a gentle smile. “Never,” he said simply, with a steadiness meant to be an anchor.
Eliza tightened her hold and leaned close enough that her hair brushed his cheek. “We’re here, Alexander,” she murmured, her voice like a soft lullaby. “We’re not going anywhere.”
Across from them, Washington watched quietly. The General’s large hands were clasped tightly on his knees, his usually unreadable face shadowed by something closer to regret. He wished, not for the first time, that he could have done something, anything, to spare the boy who sat before him from bearing so much hardship so young.
He turned slightly toward Lin, his voice dropping to a low murmur. “The hurricane was in 1772? Alexander would have been fifteen,” he said, his eyes still on the trembling figure clutched between John and Eliza.
Lin inclined his head, his own expression subdued. “Yes. But even in my time we don’t know Alexander’s true year of birth,” he explained quietly. “He’s just now confirmed it as 1757. When I wrote it, I… switched between 1755 and 1757. Slight anomalies, I suppose.”
Washington gave a slow nod, a low hum of acknowledgement rumbling from his chest as he turned his gaze back to Alexander, the boy he knew as a brilliant young aide, now so clearly revealed as a child who had weathered storms no one should.
I didn’t drown
I couldn’t seem to die
The air inside the room seemed to freeze. Every face was turned toward Alexander; shock, care, and a kind of helpless surprise mingled in their eyes. The lyrics on the screen hung above them like a dark canopy. Alexander’s own voice, small and raw, broke the hush.
“After everything,” he whispered, his words somehow echoing in the stillness, “my ma dying, I being ill with the very thing that took her, my cousin taking his own life and then this…” His hands twisted in his lap. “I was still alive and I didn’t understand why. I still don’t. What can I do to justify it all, to justify how I survived all that has happened?”
Eliza’s fingers tightened around his and John’s hand came to rest at the back of his neck, their bodies leaning in until he was bracketed by them. They said nothing yet; their warmth was their answer.
Across from them, Washington had not moved. His large hands were laced together, thumbs rubbing over one another, his dark eyes fixed on the young man before him. In the silence that followed Alexander’s broken words, something flickered across the General’s face, a rare, unguarded ache. He had watched soldiers die on battlefields, had seen men double Alexander’s age cry out for their mothers; but hearing this boy, who had clawed his way out of a hurricane and into the heart of a revolution, speak as if his life itself was an offence he must justify pierced deeper than any musket ball.
At last Washington moved forward, each movement deliberate, boots sounding softly on the wooden floor. He rested a hand on Alexander’s shoulder when he was close enough so that Alexander had to look at him. When he spoke, his voice was low but steady, each word chosen with care, like stones being laid in a foundation.
“Alexander,” he said, and even in a whisper his voice filled the space. “Listen to me. You have already justified your life. Every act of service you’ve given to this fledgling nation, every plan, every night you’ve worked until dawn, it all matters. It has weight. It has meaning.” One large, calloused hand came up and wiped away a lone tear. “But more than that, you matter. Not just what you produce. Not just what you build. You.”
Alexander’s throat bobbed as he swallowed. He couldn’t quite meet Washington’s gaze.
Washington squeezed gently, a father’s gesture. “When I first met you, I saw a boy burning himself alive to prove he belonged. You do belong. You have nothing left to prove to me, to anyone. Survival is not a debt to be repaid. It is a gift. You do not have to earn it.”
The room stayed utterly silent; even Angelica’s sharp tongue was stilled. Eliza blinked hard, pressing her forehead against Alexander’s other shoulder. John’s hand stayed at the back of Alex’s neck, grounding him.
Washington drew back only slightly, his eyes never leaving Alexander’s. “And know this,” he rumbled, voice softening with the weight of an oath, “whatever storms still come, you are not alone now. We will stand beside you. We will help you make better choices when we return. You will not walk that path again.”
Alexander finally glanced up at him. For a heartbeat, the panic receded; something like recognition flickered between them. His breath trembled as he exhaled.
“…All right,” he murmured, and this time there was the faintest hint of steadiness beneath the word.
I wrote my way out
Across the room, Thomas Jefferson had gone still. The usual languid amusement he wore like a cloak was gone; his long fingers, usually drumming a rhythm on his knee or twirling a quill, were motionless. He watched Hamilton’s shoulders shake under Eliza’s touch, the way Washington’s huge hand covered almost all of his thin shoulder, and for a moment his brow creased, a flicker of something almost like regret moving behind his eyes.
He leaned slightly toward Madison, his voice a thread of sound meant only for the man at his side. A low hum escaped him first, a sound halfway between thought and sigh, and then he murmured, “That is why he writes. Why he works himself to the bone. It’s the only thing he knows he can rely on. The only thing that has ever saved him.”
Madison’s gaze stayed on the huddle of bodies at the centre of the room, his mouth pressed into a thin line. He gave a small, grave nod, his own voice pitched just as quietly. “Yes. I believe it is.”
Jefferson’s eyes lingered on Alexander’s bowed head, on the way the young man seemed almost to fold into Washington’s words. For a heartbeat the barbed jokes and dueling speeches were stripped away and what stood before him was simply a boy who had survived too much. He swallowed, his jaw tightening as he looked back down at his hands, the words he’d just spoken echoing between him and Madison like a confession neither would repeat aloud.
Wrote everything down far as I could see
I wrote my way out
I looked up and the town had its eyes on me
Alexander’s words trembled, his fingers curling into the fabric of his own knees as though anchoring himself. His gaze found George’s and clung to it, almost pleading, almost defiant. “The only way I have ever been acknowledged,” he said, the words spilling out in uneven bursts, “is through my writing. Without it…” He winced as his voice cracked, shoulders hitching. “Without it I am nothing. No one would care. It’s all that I am useful for.” His eyes shone, raw and wet, his hands twisting tighter as though he could wring the shame from them.
For a heartbeat Washington didn’t move. His jaw worked, the lines at the corners of his mouth deepening. Then, instead of bending to meet Alexander’s downcast face, he reached forward, large hands encompassing the smaller ones, and gently hauled the young man up to stand. The motion was steady, unhurried, like pulling someone from the edge of deep water. When Alexander finally rose, he found himself looking up into a gaze both flinty and kind.
George’s voice was gruff, resonant, but it carried a warmth that Alexander still struggled to know how to accept. “Son,” he said, the word soft but firm enough to cut through Alexander’s spiralling, “listen to me. You are more than your writing. More than your ideas. More than that brilliant brain of yours.” One broad finger tapped gently against Alexander’s temple, the touch unexpectedly tender. “You’re not acknowledged only for being useful. I won’t deny you’ve been invaluable to our effort,” a faint smile ghosted across his lips, “but you are not a quill, nor a set of numbers, nor a plan. You are you, Alexander.”
Washington shifted his hands to Alexander’s shoulders, steadying him. “I see the boy who crossed an ocean and kept going. I see the man who stands here now despite everything. That is who you are to me. That is what I acknowledge.” His voice dropped lower, almost a murmur. “And you don’t have to earn that with ink.”
Alexander blinked up at him, breath hitching again, his lips parting without words. The trembling in his fingers eased under the steady weight of George’s hands, and for a moment the room around them seemed to fall away, leaving only the two of them standing there: the young man who believed he had to write to exist, and the older man trying, gently, to teach him that he already did.
They passed a plate around
Total strangers
Moved to kindness by my story
“Nevis had never been a place where kindness was easy to find…” Alexander murmured at last. His voice was low, distant, like someone half-lost in a dream, the words spilling as though they had been waiting for years to be spoken aloud. He was once more held between John and Eliza; John’s arm looped firmly across his back, Eliza’s fingers rubbing slow circles over the tense muscles of his forearm. Their warmth anchored him, giving his trembling body a frame to lean into.
Across from them, Washington had quietly returned to his seat. His massive hands were folded loosely before him, his eyes fixed on Alexander with an expression caught between pride and grief. The room itself had gone still; even the smallest movements seemed to hush themselves around Alexander’s voice.
“To even consider,” Alexander went on, swallowing hard, “that I was found to be worth the riches’ effort-” His throat bobbed, and he shook his head once, a quick, disbelieving gesture, eyes slipping closed. “It was simply… unimaginable.” The last word left him on a breath, as if it had taken all his air to shape it.
Eliza tilted her head against his shoulder, her dark eyes shimmering. “You were worth it,” she whispered, just loud enough for him to hear. Her thumb smoothed away a damp track on his cheekbone. John squeezed him closer, pressing his palm over Alexander’s heart. “Still are,” he said quietly, his voice firm in its simplicity.
Washington’s gaze softened even further at their words. He leaned forward slightly, elbows on his knees, the flicker of a memory ghosting across his features, his own youth, other boys left behind. He wanted to speak but restrained himself, letting the young man finish, knowing this confession had its own weight and rhythm.
For the first time since the song had begun, Alexander’s shoulders eased a fraction. The trembling in his hands lessened under their steady touch. Even as disbelief still clung to him, the circle of arms around him began to carve out a small, fragile space where kindness was no longer unimaginable.
Raised enough for me to book passage on a
Ship that was New York bound…
“So that’s how you escaped…” Jefferson spoke at last. His voice was lower than usual, stripped of its usual edge, not sharp or mocking but thoughtful, as though the revelation on the screen had pulled something loose in him. From where he sat, he watched Alexander with a faint furrow between his brows, lips pressed together in a line that was more reflective than critical.
Alexander nodded once, the motion small. His eyes, however, never left the flickering image on the screen. They were glassy, fixed somewhere far beyond the present moment, the tension in his jaw making his cheek twitch.
Jefferson’s hand drifted to his knee, fingers tapping an uneven rhythm as if he was working something out in his head. Beside him, James sat stiff-backed, watching the exchange closely. His own voice, when it came, was little more than a murmur, pitched only for Jefferson’s ear.
“And that’s why he uses his words as his best offence and defence,” James muttered. There was no irony in it; just a quiet conclusion, a thread tying together everything they’d just seen.
Jefferson’s eyes flicked to him, then back to Alexander. He hummed under his breath, a sound caught somewhere between agreement and an unspoken apology. For the first time since they’d arrived in this strange gathering, he looked at the young man on the opposite side of the room not as an opponent, but as someone who had clawed his way out of a storm.
Across the room Alexander shifted slightly, as if he felt the weight of their attention. His shoulders rose and fell on a shaky breath but he said nothing, still fixed on the screen—on the words that had once been his only weapon and his only lifeline.
I wrote my way out of hell
Once more the bluntness of the lyrics seemed to punch the air from the room. People who had thought they already knew Alexander’s story sat stiller, backs pressed to chairs, as the screen unspooled a boyhood that sounded more like a battlefield. They had heard scraps over the years, the orphan, the storm, the sickness, but not like this, not so stark and whole. For the first time they truly felt the scale of the fight, the brittle strength he had had to summon simply to get here.
Across the room, Angelica dabbed at the corner of one eye with the edge of her glove. She was seated beside Peggy, who was as pale as she was, and for a heartbeat the two sisters simply stared at the man on the couch. When Angelica finally looked at her brother-in-law, the familiar red veil of anger that she had worn since the reveal seemed to slide away, leaving her gaze naked, uncertain. What she saw now was not the husband who had hurt her sister but a young man, near enough still a boy, who had clung to her sister’s light like a lifeline.
She rose slowly. Her skirts whispered and swayed around her legs as she crossed the room. All eyes followed her; even Jefferson’s habitual smirk had flattened into a thoughtful line. Angelica stopped at the end of the couch where Eliza, John and Alexander sat pressed together. Eliza’s hand tightened around Alexander’s arm as he tensed, violet eyes flicking up at Angelica warily, braced for another blow.
But instead of a cutting remark, Angelica’s voice came soft, almost hesitant.
“I hope you can accept my apology, Alex.” Her hands were clasped before her like someone about to pray. “There is nothing to excuse how I spoke to you. You did not deserve it at all.”
Alexander blinked at her. The muscles in his jaw worked as he searched her face for the trap he expected, but found only earnestness. “Angelica…” he started, his voice rough, “…I-”
She shook her head quickly, a strand of hair slipping free. “No. Let me finish. I was angry and concerned for Eliza, and I lashed out at you because it was easier than looking at what had really happened. That wasn’t fair to you, and it wasn’t fair to Eliza either. You are more than the mistakes you made.”
John gave Alexander’s shoulder a small squeeze of encouragement. The room held its breath, waiting to see how Alexander would respond to the unexpected olive branch now offered across the gulf.
He met her eyes warily, his own still rimmed red from the last few minutes, the violet-blue irises searching her face as though combing every flicker of expression for the venom that had stung him before. Angelica stood very still, hands folded at her waist, her apology hanging between them like a fragile thread. The room felt suspended; even Jefferson’s habitual fidgeting had stilled.
For a long heartbeat no one breathed. Alexander’s shoulders rose and fell with one shaky exhale, the sound harsh in the hush. He blinked once, twice, as if testing whether this new softness was real. His fingers tightened briefly on Eliza’s, John’s hand still warm against his back, grounding him.
Then, without a word, he dipped his chin. A single, deliberate nod, small, but heavy with meaning. Not an embrace, not forgiveness, but a tacit acknowledgement that he had heard her and that some small crack of truce might be possible. His gaze dropped almost immediately afterwards, back to his hands, as though the effort of even that much openness had cost him.
Angelica’s breath escaped her in a tremor she hadn’t known she was holding. Eliza’s grip on Alexander’s arm softened into a stroke, a silent thank-you to both of them. Around the room, the others shifted, the tension easing fractionally but still fragile, like glass.
I wrote my way to revolution
I was louder than the crack in the bell
I wrote Eliza love letters until she fell
Eliza let out a soft, almost musical noise, not quite a laugh, not quite a sigh, as she shifted closer. Her skirts whispered against the upholstery as she curled herself along Alexander’s side, effectively bracketing him between her and John’s solid presence on the other side. Her arm slid around his waist, fingers smoothing over the creases of his coat until her palm settled flat against his ribs. She tilted her head and nuzzled into his shoulder, her nose brushing the fabric before she spoke.
“You did,” she murmured, her voice low and steady, a private note meant just for him. “The letters were beautiful.” Her thumb stroked back and forth as she spoke, a small grounding rhythm. “And I shall treasure them for eternity.”
Alexander’s breath caught, the tension in his chest hitching upward as though the words themselves were too much. He stared down at their entwined hands, a faint tremor in his fingers.
Eliza paused, then angled her face up to look at him. Her eyes were luminous, the candlelight catching flecks of brown and gold, and her smile was one of quiet certainty rather than girlish infatuation. “But you did not need to do that for me to fall for you,” she continued softly. “As soon as I set my eyes on you, I wanted you to be mine.”
Alexander blinked, throat working, a flush creeping across the sharp planes of his cheekbones. For a heartbeat he looked almost boyish, overwhelmed and unsure what to do with the gift of her words. John’s hand on his back gave one small squeeze, a silent encouragement to let it in.
Eliza’s fingers traced a slow circle against his side, her body pressed to his, an unspoken promise in her closeness. In the hush that followed, he inhaled shakily and leaned into her, eyes closing as if to anchor himself in the warmth on either side of him.
I wrote about The Constitution and defended it well
Jefferson shifted where he sat, long fingers steepled beneath his chin, eyes fixed on Alexander with an intensity that made even Madison glance sideways at him. “You are an arrogant and blunt man, Hamilton,” he said at last. The words came out with their usual edge, but something in his cadence was different, almost contemplative. James, beside him, sent Thomas a small warning look as though asking with his eyes if now was really the right time, but Jefferson pressed on anyway.
“I must admit-” his tone softened unexpectedly, the sharp inflection bleeding out of it, “I had never considered you in this light before.” He drew a slow breath and, for a moment, looked as though he were searching for words he wasn’t used to using. “But now…” He paused, his jaw tightening briefly, “I had never considered how it may have been all that you had known.”
Alexander exhaled shakily, the sound almost a shudder, violet eyes flicking up to Jefferson’s face. His fingers tightened briefly around the edge of his coat as he struggled with what to say.
“I am…” he started, then stopped, swallowing hard. “I am blunt, and perhaps too proud at times,” he admitted in a voice lower than usual, “but never without reason. All my life has been a fight to be seen, to be heard, to claw my way out of where I was born.” He glanced down at his hands, flexing them as if the memories were something physical he could shake off. “It is not arrogance that drives me, sir. It is survival.”
For a moment the room was quiet except for the faint crackle of the hearth. Alexander’s gaze slid back up to Jefferson, the weariness in his posture making him look far younger than he normally allowed. “And survival… once it becomes a habit,” he added softly, “is a very difficult thing to set aside.”
Jefferson’s lips parted slightly, but for once no retort came. Madison’s brow furrowed as he studied Alexander with something like sympathy.
John’s hand on Alexander’s shoulder gave a steadying squeeze, Eliza leaning in just a little closer as if to anchor him.
And in the face of ignorance and resistance
I wrote financial systems into existence
And when my prayers to God were met with indifference
I picked up a pen, I wrote my own deliverance
The room seemed to contract a little around them, the flickering light of the fire casting long, wavering shadows up the walls. Washington’s voice cut through the hush, low and steady as a drumbeat. “No one else was going to help you, were they?” he said. Though framed as a question, the weight in his tone made it a statement of fact rather than curiosity. His dark eyes stayed on Alexander, reading him like an open page. “The only person you could rely on was yourself. The only thing you could trust to help you was your writing.”
Alexander’s shoulders hunched as though the words themselves were heavy. He gave a small, almost imperceptible nod, eyes fixed on the rug at his feet. The muscles in his jaw worked as he swallowed hard. The faint tremor in his hands betrayed how much effort it cost him to stay composed. “Yes,” he murmured, “no one else.” His voice had none of its usual bite; it was small, tired, as though the boy he had once been was answering in place of the man.
From the other side of the room, Madison leaned closer to Jefferson, his brow drawn tight, eyes following Alexander’s bowed head. The words that left his mouth were meant only for Thomas but carried far enough in the stillness to be heard by a few others. “That is the reason he never stops,” Madison said quietly, almost as if he were speaking to himself. “Never takes a break.” His gaze lingered on Alexander, and for the first time his expression held not calculation but a flicker of reluctant understanding.
Jefferson said nothing but exhaled through his nose, watching Alexander with a thoughtful look that sat oddly on his sharp features. Across the room Eliza’s fingers tightened protectively around Alexander’s, John’s hand remaining steady on his shoulder. The air was thick with unspoken recognition, a room full of people seeing, perhaps for the first time, the relentless boy who had built himself out of words because he had nothing else.
In the eye of a hurricane
There is quiet
For just a moment
A yellow sky
I was twelve when my mother died
Alexander squeezed his eyes shut so tightly it was as if he could hold the past at bay by sheer force. His lashes trembled; his breath came uneven, betraying the battle inside him. He pressed the heel of his palm against one eye as if to dam up what threatened to spill over, but the effort only deepened the ache in his chest. In the quiet of the room the words left him raw, almost childlike.
“Eleven,” he whispered, the syllables cracking as though they’d been prised from him. “I was eleven. 1768.”
The date seemed to hang between them like a tolling bell. His voice faltered on the final digit, a tremor echoing through his body. For a heartbeat there was only silence, the kind of silence that’s full of weight.
John’s brow creased in worry. Without a word he drew Alexander a little closer, arm sliding more firmly around his shoulders, his own warmth a small anchor. Eliza shifted beside them, her hand lifting to his face with the gentlest of touches, thumb brushing away a tear that had escaped despite all of Alexander’s effort to keep it hidden. She smoothed her fingers across his cheekbone and into his hair, a silent promise written in the gesture.
“Breathe, Alex,” John murmured quietly near his ear. “You’re not there anymore.”
Alexander tilted fractionally into Eliza’s palm, the tension in his jaw slackening just enough to let a shuddering breath escape. In the muted light he looked younger, smaller, like the boy who had once been left with nothing but words and survival.
She was holding me
We were sick and she was holding me
I couldn’t seem to die
Many sets of eyes were fixed on Alexander now, Washington’s steady and unreadable, Eliza’s shining with tears, John’s anxious and protective, even Angelica’s softened from her earlier fury. The weight of their gazes settled on his shoulders like a physical thing. He could feel it pressing down, but he stayed silent. His hands twisted together in his lap; his knuckles whitened with the strain.
There was nothing more for him to say. They all knew now, the squalor, the fever, his mother’s death, the hurricane, the hunger and humiliation, the desperate scrabble to claw his way to something resembling safety. The lyrics had said it for him more brutally than he ever could.
His breath left him in a tremor as his mind circled the same question it had whispered to him for years: how had he survived? When everything he had loved had been ripped away, when every certainty had collapsed, when all he had left were words and the sheer will to keep moving, how had he not simply been swept under too?
For a long heartbeat the room was utterly quiet. The only movement was Eliza’s thumb brushing small circles into the back of his hand and John’s arm tightening around his shoulders, a silent reassurance that he wasn’t alone in the present even if he had been alone in the past. Washington shifted slightly in his chair, the deep furrow of his brow betraying his own regret and wonder at the boy’s endurance.
Alexander stared at the floor, violet eyes unfocused and distant. Inside he was still that boy standing in the wreckage, salt on his lips and a storm overhead, asking why he was still breathing when everything else had been taken. Outwardly he was composed, but the question hung in the air, heavy and unspoken, as if they could all hear it.
[BURR]
Wait for it, wait for it, wait for it…
Alexander’s head snapped up so suddenly the muscles in his neck protested, his gaze locking on Burr across the room. For a heartbeat his violet-grey eyes were wide and unguarded. Burr’s expression gave little away, yet there was something in the stillness of his posture, something in the way he looked back at Alexander that made the air between them hum with tension.
A thousand thoughts rushed through Alexander’s mind at once, tumbling over one another with a sickening clarity. Is that really how it ends? he wondered. At the hand of the man who he had considered a friend?After everything? The questions came like thunder, each one heavier than the last.
He swallowed hard, jaw tightening as he tried to imagine what would have to happen between them to twist their rivalry into something lethal. How many slights, how much envy, how much misunderstanding could pile up before friendship became animosity? His chest felt constricted, a phantom ache blooming just beneath his ribs as he searched Burr’s face for an answer that wasn’t there.
The room seemed to fade around them, voices becoming distant echoes, until it was just the two of them locked in that silent exchange. Burr’s eyes were unreadable, his mouth a careful line. Alexander’s own hands had curled into fists in his lap without him realising, the only outward sign of the turmoil behind his fixed stare.
[BURR AND ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it, wait for it, wait for it…
Wait for it, wait for it, wait for it, wait…
[HAMILTON]
I’ll write my way out…
Write ev’rything down, far as I can see…
Alexander’s entire frame went taut, the kind of tension that starts in the stomach and crawls outward until it stiffens the shoulders and locks the jaw. His fingers, already twisted together in his lap, whitened at the knuckles. The realisation hit him like a stone thrown hard and true; he could feel its impact behind his ribs. Across the room, Angelica’s back straightened at the exact same moment, the faint tremor in her skirts betraying the heat rising in her chest. The familiar flicker of fury leapt into her eyes again, but this time it was mixed with fear, the sudden, sickening knowledge of what he was about to do.
Madison and Jefferson had stopped speaking altogether, their posture changing subtly as though bracing for a blow they couldn’t stop. Phillip’s gaze darted from face to face, his youthful jaw clenched, already sensing the gravity even if he couldn’t name it. For the elder two, there was something heavier in their eyes, not just dread for the immediate choice but a bleak understanding of what inevitably would follow.
“No…” Alexander’s voice cracked on the single syllable. The colour drained from his face until his freckles stood out starkly against his skin. His lips parted as though to say more, then pressed together in a thin line.
From his seat, Washington shifted slowly, the weight of years etched into his movement. When he finally spoke, his voice was low, almost weary, yet still carrying the gravity that had once rallied armies. “You’re going to do what you have always done to protect yourself,” he said, not as a reprimand but as a statement of fact. The words fell heavy into the hush of the room. “What has always worked in your favour.”
He exhaled through his nose, the sound closer to a sigh than a breath, and leaned back against the cushions as though retreating into them. “You’re going to write.”
The declaration hung there, an invisible quill poised over paper, and in Alexander’s mind the echo of it felt both inevitable and suffocating.
I’ll write my way out…
Overwhelm them with honesty.
“How could I?” Alexander’s voice came out barely more than a tremor of breath. His throat burned, his hands hovering uselessly in front of him as though they’d forgotten what to do. Tears blurred his vision until the shapes in the room became nothing but shifting smudges of colour and light. The quill on the screen looked like a blade to him; the paper, a waiting wound.
Off to the side Washington had gone very still, eyes narrowed under heavy brows. He angled his head toward Lin, his voice pitched low so it wouldn’t cut through the fragile silence. “Ms. Reynolds is handing him the quill?” His tone was flat, but there was a note of incredulity in it, as if even now part of him hoped he had misread what was unfolding.
Lin’s mouth worked for a moment before sound came out. “Yes,” he said at last, eyes fixed on the screen. “He’s… he’s writing about their affair.” His shoulders sank as he continued, words growing quieter with each syllable. “She hands him the quill that will ultimately-” He stopped himself, the weight of the future events pressing the breath out of him.
Washington’s jaw flexed. He straightened a fraction, then let his gaze drop, the shadow of a man who has seen too many young lives make the same fatal misstep. “Destroy him,” he finished, the single word low and heavy, like earth falling onto a coffin. Around them the others shifted but no one spoke, the unspooling of destiny playing out before them in ink and despair.
[WASHINGTON/
ELIZA/ANGELICA/
MARIA]
History has its eyes on you.
[HAMILTON]
This is the eye of the hurricane, this is the only
Way I can protect my legacy…
[COMPANY (EXCEPT HAMILTON)]
Wait for it, wait for it, wait for it, wait…
[HAMILTON]
The Reynolds Pamphlet
“Oh, Alex…” Eliza’s voice cracked and trailed off into a whisper. She could only watch as he physically peeled himself out of the little cocoon she and John had created around him, his shoulders curling inward, hands fisting in his coat as though bracing for a blow. The movement wasn’t defiant; it had that tell-tale heaviness of a man already punishing himself for a crime not yet committed.
“Hey…” she tried again, softer, reaching out with trembling fingers to touch his sleeve. Her hand barely brushed his arm before he jolted as if burned. The recoil made her snatch her hand back, tears springing hotly to her eyes. “Alexander?” she asked a second time, voice breaking on the last syllable.
He didn’t meet her gaze. His head bowed, eyes fixed somewhere on the floorboards, his expression carved into a mask of resignation. When he spoke, the words were flat and toneless, like something he’d rehearsed alone a hundred times.
“You can leave,” he said. “I know. I’m awful… just-” his throat worked around the next words, “just don’t make it any harder than it is.”
The quiet in the room deepened. John’s hand hovered uselessly at Alexander’s back; Angelica sat frozen mid-breath; even Jefferson’s habitual frown softened. Eliza could feel her heart pounding against her ribs, a desperate urge rising in her chest to grab him and shake the despair out of him.
This time she didn’t pull back. She slid across the couch until her knees brushed his, catching his trembling hands between both of hers. “Alexander,” she said, firmly enough that he lifted his head, “look at me.”
His eyes, red-rimmed and wary, met hers at last. Eliza’s own filled with tears but her voice stayed steady. “I’m not leaving. Not now. Not when you’re like this, not after everything. I don’t care what’s in that song or what’s about to happen on that stage. I chose you because of who you are, not because of what you’ve done or will do. You are my husband. You are not awful. You are not unworthy.”
John’s palm settled against the small of Alexander’s back in silent support. Around them the room had gone so still that even Jefferson and Madison had looked down, giving the moment a strange kind of reverence.
Eliza squeezed his hands once more. “You don’t get to push me away, Alexander Hamilton,” she whispered. “Not this time. I’m here. We can change things in our future. Together”
He looked at her for a few moments, before slowly lifting her hands to his lips and pressing a kiss to her knuckles softly, “Together”
Chapter 40: The Reynolds Pamphlet
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Eliza shifted, patient and deliberate, until she had coaxed Alexander back toward the narrow space between her and John. She didn’t grab him, she simply kept a gentle, constant pressure at his arm and shoulder, small nudges that left him the choice to move. After a long, shaky pause, he let himself be steered, his body sagging a little as he sank back down.
She adjusted so that her hip and shoulder formed a quiet barrier at one side of him, John mirroring her on the other, creating a human bracket around the man who so often fought to stand alone. Her palm slid lightly over his forearm, feeling the tense line of muscle and bone beneath his coat. He was sitting there, but every inch of him felt as though it was still retreating, folding inward on itself.
Eliza’s brows knit together, a frown carving across her normally soft face. Alexander Hamilton silent was never a good sign. Silence from him didn’t mean calm; it meant his mind was moving at a speed no one else could see, turning over plans, punishments, disasters. And after everything they’d just heard, the hurricane, the betrayals, the glimpses of what lay ahead, and with what she knew was about to appear in the next song, the silence felt like a storm gathering in his chest.
She stole a glance at John over Alexander’s bowed head. He met her eyes, worry etched into his features, but neither of them said anything yet. They simply pressed a little closer, their shoulders brushing his on either side, hoping their warmth might anchor him where words couldn’t. Eliza’s thumb rubbed slow circles against the back of his hand as she thought, not for the first time, that she wasn’t sure how he would react when the next blow landed.
Alexander, for his part, sat very still. His eyes were fixed somewhere far beyond the stage, jaw tight, a faint tremor running through his fingers. The quiet around him was not peace but the edge of something brittle, and Eliza felt herself brace without even meaning to.
[FULL COMPANY]
The Reynolds Pamphlet
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Have you read this?
Alexander huffed out a breath that trembled at the edges, his shoulders still coiled tight as a spring. His eyes never left the flickering screen but his fingers twitched in his lap, betraying the low hum of anxiety running through him. “It seems-” he murmured, voice pitched low and raw, “that you jump at any chance to ruin my reputation. All of you.” His gaze flicked up at last, violet eyes landing on the three men opposite him, a mixture of accusation and exhaustion.
Jefferson tilted his head, dark brows lifting as if unimpressed by the display. He rolled his eyes in a slow, deliberate motion, leaning back into the couch with one arm slung over the back. The defeated tone in Alexander’s voice seemed to bounce right off him. “You,” Thomas drawled, “are the one who published a pamphlet about your affair.” The words came out sharp, barbed, yet delivered with a lazy sort of ease that made them cut all the more. A faint smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth as he went on, “We were merely furthering its public reach. I thought you wanted to have a legacy?” His tone lilted up at the end, mock-innocent, as if he had only been helping.
Alexander’s lips parted, an incredulous retort already rising to his tongue, but before the words could spill out the room shifted. Wood creaked faintly as Washington pushed himself up from his chair, a tall shadow suddenly cutting across the room. His expression was unreadable for a heartbeat, then settled into the stern glare that could silence a regiment.
“Enough.” The single word landed heavy as a musket shot. Washington’s eyes fixed on Jefferson, steady and cold; the paternal warmth that had been in his voice a moment ago gone now, replaced with a command that brooked no argument. “Jefferson-” his tone sharpened further “-now is not the time.”
The room’s hum fell flat. Jefferson blinked and his smirk faltered, the habitual confidence in his posture stiffening at the rebuke. Madison glanced sideways at him, clearly wishing his friend would just stop, while Alexander stared at Washington, some of the tension in his hands easing at the intervention but his jaw still tight with unsaid words.
[BURR/JEFFERSON/MADISON]
Alexander Hamilton had a torrid affair
And he wrote it down right there
[MADISON]
Highlights!
James winced, a small, involuntary twitch that he quickly tried to school out of his expression. He could not entirely deny the flicker of satisfaction he had once felt when the man seated across from him, his and Jefferson’s fiercest, most outspoken opponent, had seemed to destroy his own political career with a single scandal. That bitter, unspoken jubilation had been real, and he hated himself a little for remembering it now.
He shifted in his seat, crossing one ankle over the other and fiddling absently with the edge of his sleeve, his eyes fixed on the figure hunched between Eliza and John. It was Hamilton, yes, but not the Hamilton he had sparred with in cabinet meetings, not the man who had laced his speeches with barbs and bled ambition from every pore. This was a much younger Alexander, the edges still sharp but the steel beneath untempered, a boy who still saw the world in stark black and white.
And James could see, even through the trembling and the bravado, how fiercely devoted this Alexander was. Devoted to Eliza, who sat bracketing him with quiet warmth; devoted to the cause he had thrown himself into with tooth and nail. It unsettled James more than he cared to admit. His fingers tightened against his knee as he realised how much of what he had assumed about the man was only a fragment, a mask.
Beside Jefferson sat stiff, his expression still guarded, but James found his own gaze softening despite himself. The man he had helped vilify looked impossibly small now under the weight of his own words, and James couldn’t quite reconcile the two versions, the relentless opponent from the House floor and this haunted, brilliant boy who had clawed his way out of the Caribbean with nothing but words.
[HAMILTON/JEFFERSON]
“The charge against me
Is a connection with one
James Reynolds!
[JAMES]
James Reynolds!
For purposes of
Improper speculation
My real crime is an
Amorous connection with his wife
[BURR]
My real crime is an
Amorous connection with his wife
Maria winced, her stomach tightening as the scene flickered across the screen. She couldn’t bring herself to look directly at it, not at what they had chosen to portray, not at the distorted reflection of a past and the fallout she was still trying to scrub out of her own memory. Her hands curled in her lap, knuckles white, eyes fixed on the floor. The fear of seeing herself through their eyes sat like a stone in her throat.
Then, unexpectedly, a gentle pressure. A warm, tentative hand came to rest on her own. Startled, she blinked down and found Phillip’s long fingers lightly covering hers. He hadn’t even turned to look at her, his gaze remained on the screen, his brow drawn and mouth set in a thin, conflicted line, and yet he had still reached out. A quiet, instinctive gesture.
For a heartbeat she simply stared at his hand, the contrast between her trembling fingers and his steady touch. She hadn’t thought anyone here would bother to acknowledge her, much less offer her comfort. She let out a small, shaky breath, the tension loosening a fraction from her shoulders. Carefully, almost hesitantly, she let her own fingers shift beneath his, not quite gripping but no longer recoiling either.
The air around them was heavy with the weight of the story unfolding, but as Maria leaned back a little further into the cushions, she felt the edge of her panic dull. Phillip’s thumb brushed once against her knuckles, not even a full stroke, just enough to say I see you, and for the first time since the scene had begun, she exhaled without flinching.
For a considerable time
With his knowing consent
[MADISON/BURR/JEFFERSON]
Damn!
Peggy let out a low, agitated sound, almost a growl pressed between her teeth. Her hands twisted in her skirts as she stared at the screen, eyes darting briefly toward Maria sitting apart on the couch. There was a flicker of sorrow in Peggy’s expression, something unguarded, before she turned back to the projection. “I could never imagine,” she murmured, voice quieter now but still trembling with feeling, “being in a position that she was forced into…”
Across from her, Angelica gave a short, sharp scoff, her eyes narrowing not at Maria but at the whole bitter situation. The sound was brittle, an old habit of masking discomfort with cynicism. “No,” she said coolly, “because the men you take a liking to wouldn’t cheat.” There was an edge there, but it lacked its usual venom.
Peggy blinked, then let out a small, rueful laugh, a smile ghosting across her lips. “Don’t, Angie,” she said softly, shaking her head. Her tone carried no anger, only tired patience. “This is not the Alex we know…” She paused, glancing again toward Maria’s rigid form, then back at her sister. “…and anyway, I was not talking about that.”
She lifted a hand from her lap and gestured gently toward Maria. “She was exploited by her husband for his financial gain,” Peggy continued, her voice steadier now, “and then the man she’s bedding, to protect himself, no less, has published the details, subjecting her to society’s scorn far more than he would ever receive.” Her words hung in the air, cutting through the room’s silence. Angelica’s lips pressed together as she looked at Maria again, the faintest flicker of recognition softening her eyes.
Maria shifted slightly on the couch, her shoulders tightening, but she didn’t look up. Phillip’s hand still rested lightly on hers, the only tether she had to the present moment while the sisters’ quiet reckoning played out around her.
[HAMILTON/JEFFERSON/MADISON]
“I had frequent meetings with her
Most of them at my own house.”
[BURR]
At his own house!
[MADISON]
At his own house!
Alexander’s whole frame trembled as though the weight of his own confession was pressing down on his bones. His eyes stayed fixed on some distant point beyond the screen, but they were unfocused, glassy, his lashes heavy with unshed tears. “Home,” he muttered, the word barely audible, his voice raw and thready. “I took her home…” The second word cracked, falling from his lips with a defeated exhale. Shoulders slumped forward, he looked younger for a heartbeat, as if the decades of struggle and posture had been stripped away, leaving only a boy who no longer knew how to stand up straight under the shame.
Eliza, seated flush against his right side, didn’t try to speak. She simply slid her hand across the back of his, her thumb drawing slow, steady circles against his knuckles — a silent reminder that he wasn’t alone. On his other side, John leaned in a little more until their shoulders brushed, his palm coming to rest lightly between Alexander’s shoulder blades in an anchoring pressure. Neither of them broke the hush. Their touches were small and deliberate, wordless acts of comfort that said what language couldn’t.
Alexander’s head dipped lower under the twin points of contact, a faint shudder running through him as he swallowed hard, the sound loud in the stillness. Eliza’s hand tightened ever so slightly; John’s thumb moved once in a reassuring stroke. Together they held him there, a quiet brace against the storm playing out on the screen and the one twisting behind his eyes.
[DEEP VOICE]
Damn!
The room went very still. Every flicker of movement on the screen seemed louder for the silence around it, and then the camera angle shifted, the pamphlet now clutched in Phillip’s hands. Several of them inhaled sharply; even Angelica’s knuckles whitened on the arm of the sofa. They turned almost as one toward Alexander. He hadn’t noticed. He was still curled forward, elbows on his knees, staring down at the floorboards as if they could swallow him whole, his dark hair falling in a loose curtain to hide his face.
Across the room, Phillip’s fingers tightened once more around Maria’s. The pressure was gentle but sure, a small squeeze of reassurance that seemed to say you’re not alone in this. He let it linger for a heartbeat, then exhaled and eased his hand free. His steps were hesitant as he crossed the space between them, the muted glow of the screen casting long shadows up his face. When he finally stopped in front of Alexander, Eliza and John, his breath came quick and shallow.
Alexander looked up at the movement, eyes red-rimmed and violet-tinged from exhaustion. For a heartbeat father and son stared at one another, the same shade of grief reflecting back. Phillip swallowed hard and tried to smile, his throat working before any sound came out. “Could- uh… could I sit here? Please?” His voice cracked on the last word.
Alexander blinked as though he’d been shaken from a trance. He shifted at once, hastily making room between himself and Eliza, his hands trembling. “I’m so sorry, Phillip,” he croaked, the words uneven, almost breaking on the boy’s name.
Phillip gave a tight smile that didn’t reach his eyes. “No,” he murmured, easing down between them. “What you and Maria did… hasn’t been done by you yet. I can forgive you if that’s what you need, but it’s not necessary.” The admission fell out in a low, steady tone, more for Alexander than for himself.
He curled instinctively into his father’s side as he sat, shoulders sagging against the familiar warmth. Only then did he release the breath he’d been holding since he left Maria’s side, a tense, shaky exhale that seemed to drain the stiffness from his frame. Alexander’s arm moved around him almost reflexively, Eliza’s hand brushing Phillip’s back; the three of them sat like that as the flickering light from the screen bathed their faces, a tableau of regret, forgiveness and fragile comfort.
[HAMILTON/JEFFERSON]
“Mrs. Hamilton with our children being absent
On a visit to her father.”
[MADISON/BURR]
No…
A single tear slipped down Maria’s cheek, tracing the edge of her jaw before falling into her lap. On the screen the scene unfolded relentlessly, but she wasn’t really watching anymore; her mind had drifted back to the first time she’d seen Eliza’s heartbreak up close, the way she’d stood at a distance, hands trembling, as Eliza learned the truth. Even from afar Maria had felt the ache of it, the sharp breathless guilt. Now, as the flickering light washed over her face, she drew in a shaky breath and tried to steady herself.
She was pulled back by the sound of Alexander’s voice. “Do you have any idea… why?” he asked. His tone was wary, almost hesitant, his eyes on her like a man searching for an answer he wasn’t sure he wanted.
Maria watched him for a long moment, her fingers knotting together in her lap. “Originally neither of us wanted to be there,” she murmured at last, her voice low and raw. “But… as time moved on, we became sources of comfort for each other. The you in my world once said that when we were together it was the only time your brain paused until your family returned.”
Alexander nodded slowly at her words, something unreadable passing over his face. Then, with a deliberate steadiness, he rose from where he sat and crossed the space between them. His hand extended, palm open and trembling slightly, an unspoken offering.
Maria glanced instinctively toward Eliza. Eliza, sitting very still, gave a small, soft nod, her lips pressing together in something that was almost a smile but not quite. With a breath Maria placed her hand in Alexander’s. His fingers closed gently around hers, and with a careful tug he drew her to her feet.
The embrace was hesitant at first, then warmer. Alexander’s arms folded around her in a way that was both fragile and protective. His voice came quiet, only for her ears. “I hope,” he murmured, “that even though what we did was wrong, I was also able to provide you with some peace.”
Maria let out a shudder of air, her forehead resting briefly against his shoulder. “You were,” she admitted softly, the truth of it loosening something in her chest. For a heartbeat she allowed herself to melt into the hug, not condoning, not excusing, just acknowledging the human need of companionship they had shared.
When Alexander finally withdrew, he kept his gaze on hers. “When we return to our own times,” he said, the words steady but quiet, “I promise that I will help my version of you.”
Maria blinked at him, her hand still caught lightly in his. For the first time since the screen began to roll she felt something like air fill her lungs, not forgiveness, but the beginning of a path out of shame.
[COMPANY]
Boooo!
[MADISON/BURR]
Have you read this?
[JEFFERSON]
Well, he’s never gon’ be President now
Alexander’s voice was low, almost as if he were speaking more to himself than the room. His fingers toyed with the cuff of his sleeve, an old nervous habit, and his eyes stayed fixed on the floorboards as the words spilled out.
“I never would have had any ambition to become President,” he mumbled. “Not only would I prefer the General to continue on in the role, but I also believe I can make more of a name for myself via other means, instead of having to deliberate and compromise with others with opposing views!” The sentence came out in a rush, a mixture of frustration and confession. His shoulders lifted with the last word and then dropped again, as though the weight of it had been sitting there for years.
Across from him Jefferson shifted in his chair. His arms folded across his chest and he rolled his eyes in an exaggerated circle, his head tilting back just enough to make the movement obvious. “Of course,” he drawled, the corner of his mouth quirking up in a mocking smile, “because your views are most definitely going to ensure the best future for our nation!” The sarcasm in his voice was sharp, like a blade dragged across glass.
Alexander’s jaw tightened at the jab, a flicker of heat crossing his face. For a heartbeat he looked as though he might snap back, but instead he drew in a measured breath and held it, the muscle in his cheek twitching.
[MADISON/BURR]
Never gon’ be President now
[JEFFERSON]
Well, he’s never gon’ be President now
[MADISON/BURR]
Never gon’ be President now
“Oh, Alex…” Washington’s voice came out softer than the low rumble it usually carried in command, a kind of private sorrow woven into it. He shifted forward in his seat, elbows resting on his knees, broad hands clasped together as he studied the young man in front of him. For a heartbeat he didn’t see the brilliant, future combative politician everyone else saw, but the boy he had taken under his wing; the boy with ink-stained fingers and a too-stiff back, fighting the world with nothing but his mind. The expression on Alexander’s face, that mixture of disgust at himself and hollowed-out exhaustion, hit him like a blow.
He let out a long breath through his nose, the sound closer to a sigh than anything else, before he spoke again, his tone gaining weight. “I promise you, Alexander,” Washington said, each word deliberate, “that will not happen. I shall never abandon you in that position.” His dark eyes held Alex’s, steady and unwavering, trying to anchor him in the present instead of the memories that were dragging him under.
Beside him, Martha’s hand slipped lightly over his, a silent reinforcement of the vow. She nodded, the lines at the corners of her eyes softening into a gentle smile as she looked across at Alexander, not as the nation’s first treasurer, not as a soldier, but as a young man who had been carrying too much for too long. The combined picture of their steadiness against his turmoil was like a quiet promise held out for him to take, if he wanted.
[JEFFERSON]
He’s never gon’ be President now
[MADISON/BURR]
Never gon’ be President now
[JEFFERSON]
That’s one less thing to worry about
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
That’s one less thing to worry about!
Alexander’s head snapped around so quickly a few red curls fell loose against his forehead, his eyes going wide with a mix of disbelief and hurt. “Is that truly all you care about in this circumstance?!” His voice cracked as it rose, his whole frame going rigid on the edge of his seat. “A very unlikely chance that I take a bid to be President? That’s what matters to you right now?” The words came out half-plea, half-accusation, echoing off the quiet walls.
Jefferson shifted where he sat, the familiar mask of arrogance faltering. One hand smoothed down the front of his coat as if he could iron out the awkwardness gathering in the air; his gaze flicked away from Alexander’s burning stare, suddenly interested in the carpet. Beside him, James remained still, arms crossed over his chest, his expression unreadable except for the faintest tightening at the corners of his mouth. The indifference he projected felt almost colder than open hostility.
Alexander’s shoulders sagged under the weight of it. The fight bled from his posture, replaced by something more tired and resigned. He dropped his gaze to the floorboards, shaking his head slowly as though he’d finally confirmed something he’d long suspected. “Typical…” he muttered, the word slipping out like a verdict. The single syllable hung heavy in the room, making both Jefferson and Madison shift uneasily, their silence louder than any reply they could have given.
[ANGELICA]
I came as soon as I heard
[JEFFERSON]
What?!
Alexander’s skin went almost translucent under the glow of the screen as the scene shifted. His breath caught in his throat when Angelica stepped into view, her figure a silhouette of poise and fire. Even in the dim of the theatre, her face was clear as daylight. brows drawn, lips pressed into a line that promised a thousand sharpened words.
He knew that look. It was the same expression she wore when she was about to unleash her mind like a blade; righteous, articulate, unflinching. He could practically feel each syllable already gathering weight, ready to strike at the softest parts of him.
Alexander’s stomach clenched. A tremor passed through his hands as he clasped them together in his lap, fingers digging into his knuckles. He inhaled shallowly through his nose, bracing as though for a physical blow. Whatever she was about to say, he told himself he deserved it. But knowing that didn’t dull the sting; it only made the anticipation sharper.
Eliza and John felt him stiffen between them. Eliza’s thumb began rubbing small circles into his sleeve, John’s knee pressing lightly against his own, both a silent anchor. Alexander barely registered the comfort; his eyes were locked on the stage, his whole body taut with expectation of the onslaught he was certain was coming.
[HAMILTON]
Angelica—
[COMPANY]
All the way from London?!
Damn
[HAMILTON]
Angelica, thank God
Someone who understands what I’m
Struggling here to do
Angelica gave a sharp little scoff at the scene unfolding on the screen, the sound cutting through the tense hush of the room. She shifted in her seat, skirts whispering against the floorboards, and drew her arms across her chest in a shield-like posture. Her chin lifted slightly, but there was no fire spitting from her eyes this time, no mocking heat, no righteous fury. Instead her gaze flicked to Alexander and stayed there, brows pinched together, a flicker of hurt and bewilderment softening her usual iron composure.
“Do you truly think…” she began, her voice low at first but rising with incredulous emphasis, “…that if you end up cheating on Eliza, my sister, that I would cross an entire ocean to come and see you?” Each clause landed like a blade placed on the table rather than swung; her tone was sharp, but it trembled faintly at the edges. There was disbelief in it, and something that almost sounded like disappointment.
Alexander couldn’t hold her stare for long. His shoulders hunched in on themselves, and he gave a small, almost boyish shake of his head. “No,” he said quietly, voice roughened with shame. “No, I don’t.”
For a heartbeat, the tension hung between them like a taut rope. Then Angelica’s posture eased; she uncrossed her arms slowly, releasing a breath she hadn’t realised she’d been holding. A small, almost imperceptible nod dipped her head, not forgiveness exactly, but a signal that she had heard his answer and, for now, accepted it.
[ANGELICA]
I’m not here for you
[ENSEMBLE]
Oooooh!
[ANGELICA]
I know my sister like I know my own mind
You will never find anyone as trusting or as kind
“I know…” Alexander murmured, the words coming out softer than a sigh as his gaze drifted to Eliza. The sharp lines of tension that had carved themselves into his face eased a little; his eyes, still red-rimmed, held a warmth so open it was almost vulnerable. He shifted slightly on the couch so that Phillip was still tucked between them but his arm could rest along the back of the sofa behind Eliza, bracketing his son with a protective instinct that had nothing to do with words.
“She is one of the best things that has and will ever happen to me,” he said quietly, almost reverently. The way he said it was less a declaration and more an admission, as if he were offering up a truth he carried like a talisman.
Phillip glanced between the two of them, a grin beginning to tug at the corners of his mouth. The sight of his father looking at his mother like that, openly, tenderly, did something to his own composure. “Eugh, too cute!” he exclaimed, screwing up his face in an exaggerated look of mock-disgust and miming a theatrical retch. He made a little gagging noise for good measure.
Eliza let out a breathy laugh, her hand flying to tap Phillip lightly on the shoulder in affectionate reprimand. “Oh hush, you,” she chided, but the fondness in her eyes gave her away. Phillip chuckled, trying to duck away from her swat, and for a moment the heaviness of the room broke just enough for a slice of normal family teasing to slip in.
Alexander’s lips curved into a small, shaky smile at the exchange. He watched Eliza and Phillip with a look that mixed pride and wistfulness, one hand instinctively tightening in John’s own hand to anchor himself.
I love my sister more than anything in this life
I will choose her happiness over mine every time
Put what we had aside
It was Lin who now found himself the target of Angelica’s stare. The heat of it was unmistakable; her dark eyes had gone from startled to glacial in an instant, pinning him where he sat. She shifted in her chair, back straightening, arms crossing at her waist as though she were bracing herself against an oncoming insult.
“What on earth, Mr. Miranda, are you insinuating there?” she asked at last. Each word was measured, sharp and biting, but her voice stayed low, the sort of tone that promised the true storm hadn’t yet broken.
Lin’s Adam’s apple bobbed. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat, shoulders hunching a little as if he could make himself smaller under the collective weight of the room’s attention. “I… I only meant,” he began, but his own voice faltered. He glanced down at his hands, then muttered almost under his breath, “That you and Alexander may have had a relationship… more than just being in-laws…”
Angelica’s brows rose slowly, disbelief cutting across her face before hardening into outrage. Her gaze, already cold, now glittered with frost. “And why on earth would you do that?” she demanded, leaning forward slightly. “I am wed, and Alexander is married, to my sister, no less!” The tremor at the edge of her voice betrayed not only anger but a kind of hurt at the implication.
Lin raised his palms faintly in a placating gesture, cheeks heating. “During my time,” he said haltingly, “people… enjoy some scandal, I suppose.” His words trailed off, sheepish and apologetic, as if he already regretted saying anything at all.
The room hung in a brittle silence after that. Eliza’s eyes flicked from her sister to Lin, her own expression tight and unreadable. Washington shifted his weight with a faint disapproving rumble, and even Jefferson’s habitual smirk had faded.
Lin’s eyes went wide as if he had just realised how deeply he’d stepped into a pit of thorns. He threw up his hands a little, palms out, the words spilling from his mouth in a rush.
“It is entirely fictitious!” he blurted, voice higher than usual, almost cracking with the urgency of his defence. His knee bounced once, betraying his nerves.
The declaration did nothing to soften Angelica’s posture. If anything, the elder Schuyler sister drew herself up straighter, chin tilting a fraction higher. The glow of the candlelight caught on the faint sheen of moisture in her eyes, but her expression stayed a mask of outrage and wounded dignity.
“Of course it is!” she snapped back, her tone like the crack of a whip. “For one, I would never even dream of doing that to Eliza.” She gestured sharply toward her younger sister, skirts whispering against the floor with the movement. “And second, Alexander is like a brother to me, nothing more!” Her voice, though controlled, vibrated with emotion; every word carried the weight of a promise and a rebuke all at once.
Eliza’s hands stilled in her lap. She looked from her sister to Lin, the corners of her mouth softening into a small, pained smile at Angelica’s defence. Beside her, Alexander lowered his gaze, shoulders taut but a flicker of relief crossing his face at her vehemence.
Lin swallowed hard. “I-I know,” he stammered, his palms still lifted as if fending off the storm. “I never meant to imply otherwise. It was… it was just something people speculated about in my time, and-” He cut himself off with a rueful grimace, finally letting his hands drop. “It was wrong of me to bring it up.”
The tension in the room stayed thick, but Angelica’s eyes had shifted from icy to glistening, the edge of her anger fraying into something like hurt pride. Eliza reached over, resting a light hand on her sister’s arm, a silent plea for calm. Alexander glanced between them both, lips parted as though wanting to speak but unsure what to say.
I’m standing at her side
You could never be satisfied
God, I hope you’re satisfied
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Well, he’s never gon’ be President now
Well, he’s never gon’ be President now
Well, he’s never gon’ be President now
That’s one less thing to worry about.
Phillip’s brow furrowed as the flickering light from the screen painted shadows across his young face. He tilted his head slightly, eyes narrowing in curiosity.
“Why is the King there?” he asked, voice low, almost tentative, as though wary of intruding on something heavier than he yet understood.
Lin shifted in his seat. He cast a quick glance toward Alexander, who sat very still, lips pressed into a thin line, before turning his attention back to the screen. His hand made a small, helpless gesture toward the figure of the King, resplendent in his costume and crown.
“He’s there as a reminder that England is watching,” Lin said softly, the weight of his own explanation slowing his words.
He exhaled, shoulders dropping, and added with a weary sigh, “I suppose… in a sense, it’s England waiting and watching for America’s downfall. And in this case…” His eyes flicked to Alexander again, “…Alexander’s.”
The room fell utterly silent, the air thickening with the implication. Even the music from the screen seemed to fade under the quiet. Peggy’s fingers worried at the edge of her sleeve before she murmured, almost under her breath, “Oh…” Her gaze rose to Lin, searching his face for reassurance.
“But why specifically this song?” she asked at last, her voice carrying a mix of bewilderment and dawning unease.
Lin hesitated. His thumb rubbed at his palm, a nervous tic, before he answered. “There are thoughts, people in my time, who believe Alexander could very easily have been a Loyalist as much as he is a Revolutionary. He came from a British Caribbean colony after all…” His voice trailed off, heavy with what he wasn’t saying.
On the screen, the King’s actor hummed a note of mock-regal acknowledgement. But as the sound filled the room, the historical King himself, seated among them, tilted his head, eyes glinting with something more calculating than theatricality. He regarded Alexander with cool interest, a small smile ghosting his lips.
“I suppose,” he mused aloud, “he could have made a decent secretary for my generals.”
Alexander didn’t speak. His gaze stayed locked on the screen, but the muscle at his jaw jumped once, betraying the sharpness of the retort he swallowed down. His hands, folded tightly in his lap, whitened at the knuckles.
Lin, sensing the tension like a cold draft, pushed forward quickly, ignoring the King’s insinuation. “There are people now,” he continued, voice firmer, “who like to delve into the ‘what ifs.’ They take key decisions, flip them, try to see what might have happened.”
At that, Alexander finally moved. He turned his head just enough for the candlelight to catch the steel in his eyes. When he spoke his voice was low but edged, like a blade sliding from its sheath. “Let them play their games,” he said, every syllable measured. “I know the choices I made. I know where my loyalties lay, and still lie. That will not change because someone in another century wants to speculate.”
His words cut through the quiet, leaving a faint tremor behind them. Even the King’s faint smirk faltered. Lin nodded once, slowly, and glanced down at his hands, letting the moment settle before the next scene began.
[ENSEMBLE MEN]
Never gon’ be President now
Never gon’ be President now
Never gon’ be President now
That’s one less thing to worry about.
[JEFFERSON/MADISON]
Hey!
At least he was honest with our money!
Hey!
At least he was honest with our money!
[HAMILTON]
Hey!
At least I was honest with our money!
Alexander shook as they all watched the chaos unfurl on the screen, pamphlets scattering like shards of glass, voices overlapping, accusations flying faster than the papers that littered the floor. His chest tightened, every muscle in his body locking as though the whirlwind of destruction might reach out from the stage and drag him in. The sight of it, the sight of himself standing in the center of a storm of his own making, was almost too much to comprehend.
His breath came quick and shallow, trembling hands balling into fists against his thighs. “Of course I was honest with the nation’s money… and my own!” he burst out, voice ragged, desperate, as though saying it aloud might stave off the collapse of his own faith in himself. His eyes darted toward Eliza, and the anguish there softened into a sorrowful gaze that lingered on her profile.
Her hand lay folded calmly in her lap, her expression unreadable, and it made him ache all the more. His voice faltered, dropping lower, heavy with regret. “I may have been utterly idiotic in so many of the decisions my future self undertook…” he swallowed hard, throat tight as he forced himself to continue, “…but to commit speculation-” he shook his head violently, curls falling forward across his brow, “no. Never. I would never risk my family’s security like that.”
His voice cracked on the last word, and his shoulders sagged under the invisible weight of it. For a long moment, he stared back at the screen with wide, wet eyes, the storm of flying pamphlets mirrored in the chaos of his own thoughts. Then, slowly, he felt a gentle brush against his knuckles, Eliza’s hand, warm and steady. He dared glance back at her, and though her face was quiet, her small nod told him she believed him. That solid, unwavering thread of trust was enough to hold him together, even as the storm on the screen raged on.
Hey!
At least he was honest with our money!
[ENSEMBLE WOMEN]
Well he’s never gon’ be President now
Well he’s never gon’ be President now
Well he’s never gon’ be President now
That’s one less thing to worry about.
[ENSEMBLE MEN]
Well he’s never gon’ be President now
Well he’s never gon’ be President now
Well he’s never gon’ be President now.
[FULL COMPANY]
That’s one less thing to worry about!
The Reynolds Pamphlet
[JEFFERSON/MADISON/BURR]
Have you read this?
You ever see somebody ruin their own life?
[COMPANY (EXCEPT HAMILTON/ELIZA)]
His poor wife
As soon as the song ended, Alexander’s body jerked as though released from a trap. He turned with frantic urgency, violet eyes locking onto Eliza’s face as if she were the only lifeline left in the room. His hands twitched, restless, and his voice cracked with raw desperation. “Eliza, please,” he begged, the words tumbling out before he could think, “I am so sorry, I would never-”
Before he could spiral further, a soft palm rose to meet his cheek. The sudden warmth of her touch stilled him, stopping the frantic words in his throat. His breath hitched as Eliza’s hand lingered gently against his skin, grounding him with the smallest of gestures.
“I know, Alexander,” she whispered, her voice steady despite the storm around them. Her dark brown eyes, shimmering under the glow of the screen, found his violet ones and held them, unwavering. There was no accusation there, no sharpness—only tenderness and a weary sort of patience that struck him harder than any anger could have.
“I already have forgiven you,” she continued, the quiet conviction in her tone washing over him like balm to a wound he kept tearing open himself. She tilted her head slightly, thumb brushing the corner of his jaw. “Please,” she urged softly, “stop beating yourself up over something you haven’t even done.”
Alexander’s throat constricted, and his chest heaved with a shaky breath. The ache in his heart deepened, not from guilt this time, but from the sheer grace of her words. For a long moment, he couldn’t respond—he simply leaned into her touch, closing his eyes as though anchoring himself in the safety she still offered him.
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Chapter 41: Burn
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Chapter Text
As the sharpened music trailed off, dissolving into a slow, melodic tune, the entire atmosphere of the room shifted. The biting edge of dread and disbelief bled away, leaving in its wake something heavier, more suffocating, raw and unfiltered upset. The silence that followed was broken only by the faint strains of the melody and the sound of shallow, uneven breaths from more than one occupant of the room.
On the couch, Eliza sat with a calmness that seemed practiced, but the curiosity flickering across her features betrayed her steady composure. Her gaze remained fixed on the screen, brow furrowed ever so slightly, as though bracing herself. One of her hands rested gently in her lap, the other clasped firmly around Alexander’s trembling fingers. On his other side, John held him just as tightly, their hands interlaced, forming a quiet but unyielding anchor for a man who looked moments away from unraveling.
Eliza finally broke the tension with a quiet murmur, her voice soft yet laced with unease. “This is going to be my… reaction, is it not?” she asked, her tone more statement than question, though it carried an edge of vulnerability. Her eyes flicked briefly toward Lin, searching his face for confirmation.
Lin shifted uncomfortably under her gaze, the weight of so many expectant eyes pressing down on him. He gave a small, almost reluctant nod, the single gesture carrying more heaviness than words could. His silence was enough, it left the entire room suspended on a knife’s edge, every person aware that the next few moments would cut deep.
Alexander’s shoulders stiffened at Lin’s answer, a faint tremor running through him as he gripped Eliza and John’s hands tighter, bracing himself for the storm he knew was coming.
ELIZA:
I saved every letter you wrote me
Eliza let out a soft sigh, the sound carrying both affection and the weight of everything hanging unspoken in the room. Her gaze lingered on the screen for a moment, though her attention quickly returned to Alexander, who sat taut and trembling beside her. She studied him as though he were both achingly familiar and unbearably fragile, her eyes flickering over the furrow of his brow, the tightness in his jaw, the way his hand clung to hers as if she were the only thing tethering him to the present.
With her free hand, the one not firmly entwined with his, she moved with tender slowness, lifting it toward his face. A stray curl had fallen loose, shadowing his eyes, and she brushed it back gently, fingertips lingering for a breath longer than necessary as if to remind him of her presence. Her touch was feather-light, an anchor and a comfort in the same motion.
Her lips curved into a small, wistful smile as she spoke, voice hushed, almost as though she were sharing a secret meant for him alone. “Of course I would save them…” she murmured, her thumb ghosting over his temple before lowering her hand again. Her gaze softened further, her heart in her eyes as she looked at him. “They’re beautiful.”
The words were not just about the letters, nor even the penmanship that had once poured from his hand, but about the soul behind them, the boy who had written them with desperate hope and the man who sat before her now, carrying so much more weight than any one person should.
Alexander’s breath hitched, his throat bobbing as he tried to swallow past the sudden surge of emotion her words evoked. For just a moment, his eyes flickered up to hers, violet depths shimmering with unshed tears, as if clinging to the fragile belief that maybe, despite everything, she still saw beauty in him.
From the moment I read them I knew you were mine
You said you were mine
I thought you were mine
Alexander’s voice cracked as though the words themselves were tearing their way out of him, ragged and unpolished. His whole body trembled, shoulders hunched forward like a man trying to make himself small, but his eyes. dark violet and glistening, sought Eliza’s with an almost desperate intensity.
“I am yours,” he whispered, the words barely audible but heavy as stone. “You are everything I have… everything I live for. I am only yours.” His voice faltered on the last syllable, splintering into something raw and unguarded. It was as if all the years of armor, all the defiance and relentless drive, had cracked apart, leaving only the boy beneath.
Eliza’s breath caught at the sound of his confession. Her heart ached at the sight of him like this, Alexander Hamilton, who never bowed, who always burned so bright and sharp, reduced now to a trembling, vulnerable man clutching onto the one thing he still believed was solid.
Slowly, deliberately, she lifted her hand and cupped his cheek again, her palm warm against his cool, clammy skin. She brushed her thumb over the faint stubble at his jaw in soothing circles, grounding him with every pass. Her gaze softened, deep brown eyes glowing with that steady warmth that had always managed to reach him even when nothing else could.
“I know,” she said, voice low but firm, a promise in two words. She let her thumb drift up to the corner of his mouth as though she could erase the tremor there. Then, after a heartbeat, she glanced at John, still sitting pressed against Alexander’s other side, her expression tender, a quiet strength shimmering in her.
“You are mine and John’s,” she continued, her tone like silk over steel, “just as I am yours and his… and he is yours and mine.” She looked between the two men as she spoke, weaving them together in the web of her words. There was no jealousy in her eyes, only a serene certainty, a reminder that what they shared was not something fragile but something chosen, something that could hold even under the weight of their mistakes.
Alexander’s lips parted, but no words came; instead he leaned infinitesimally into her palm, as if to anchor himself in her warmth. John, silent until now, reached over and squeezed Alexander’s knee lightly, a small but steadying gesture. Between them, Alexander’s trembling began to ease, his chest rising and falling in uneven but quieter breaths.
Do you know what Angelica said when we saw your first letter arrive?
She said
"be careful with that one love, he will do what it takes to survive"
The silence was deafening, the meaning behind those words hitting harder after everything that had thus far been revealed. Eliza’s grip on his hand tightened, grounding and warm, a tether to the present. Alexander’s shoulders trembled, voice breaking though he tried to keep it steady. “I would never knowingly do something to endanger those I love… I’ve had to fight just to survive for my entire life. I lost everyone… All I have known is survival.”
The words echoed, despite the quiet tone in which they were spoken, filling the space with a heavy truth. His chest heaved, eyes cast down as though ashamed to have laid his soul so bare.
Eliza reached up, brushing away the dampness gathering at the corners of his eyes with her thumb. Her voice was gentle, but unwavering. “We know, Alexander,” she whispered, tilting his face toward hers. “But you don’t have to fight alone anymore. You don’t have to carry every burden by yourself.”
John leaned forward then, his hand covering Alexander’s other one, his expression tender yet firm. “We’re here now,” he added softly, but with conviction that anchored his words. “Whatever battles are ahead, they’re not yours alone to face. You’re ours.”
For a moment Alexander froze, as though those words could not be real. The fierce, instinctive resistance to needing anyone at all warred with the deep ache in his chest. But the sincerity in their gazes was undeniable, steady, and for the first time in years, he felt the faint stirrings of safety.
You and your words flooded my senses
Your sentences left me defenseless
You built me palaces out of paragraphs
You built cathedrals
“Your words have always been beautiful,” Eliza said softly, her gaze never wavering from his. There was a warmth in her voice, like a melody spun just for him. “They’re magical. What you are able to envisage through simple words is… extraordinary.”
Alexander’s breath caught, heat rising faintly to his cheeks. He felt the blush creeping in, unbidden, and ducked his head slightly though her eyes drew him back up. Compliments he could accept from strangers, it was validation of his skill, proof that his pen had carried him from the gutter to these shores. Of course he knew his writing had power; it had been his lifeline, his way out of poverty and obscurity, the wings that carried him to America.
But this, hearing it from Eliza, spoken with such reverence and love, struck a place far deeper. Her voice wasn’t filled with admiration of a craft, but awe of him. Every syllable seemed to wrap around his heart like silk. It was not recognition he heard, but devotion, and it made his chest tighten with a strange mix of vulnerability and joy.
His lips curved into a small, shy smile, eyes shimmering as he searched hers. “Coming from you…” he began, voice faltering before he steadied it, “it feels like I’ve just been handed the world a second time.”
Eliza’s fingers brushed against his jaw, tender, grounding, and he leaned into her touch despite himself. The feeling was altogether different, more profound than applause, more sustaining than triumph. It wasn’t the world he had gained through his words, it was her.
I'm re-reading the letters you wrote me
I'm searching and scanning for answers
In every line
For some kind of sign
And when you were mine
Alexander faltered once more, his throat tightening as though the words themselves resisted being spoken. His hand trembled in Eliza’s, his grip desperate, almost pleading, as if sheer force of touch could keep her tethered to him. His eyes searched hers with raw intensity, wide and imploring, brimming with unshed emotion.
“I swear to you,” his voice cracked, almost breaking on the first syllable. “You shan’t find anything telling. I love you with everything I have. Every word within those letters-” he paused, his chest rising and falling unevenly, “-they were heartfelt. Every metaphor, every comma, every carefully chosen phrase was written with everything I have.”
He swallowed hard, the strain in his face betraying the weight of his own sincerity. He wasn’t merely defending himself; he was offering up his very soul, laying bare the vulnerable truth of his love in a way that left him stripped of every armor he had built his whole life.
Eliza’s gaze softened as she listened, her thumb brushing gently across the back of his hand. She could feel the urgency in his words, the way his entire body seemed taut with fear of being misunderstood, of being doubted by the one person whose trust he valued most. The candlelight caught the tears welling in his eyes, and she leaned closer, pressing her forehead briefly against his in a quiet, grounding gesture.
Alexander closed his eyes at the touch, a shuddering breath escaping him, as though her closeness alone reminded him he wasn’t lost yet.
The world seemed to
Burn, burn
There were sounds of astonishment from around the room as the beauty of the song washed over them. Even those who had braced themselves for what might come next found their hearts caught in the swell of the melody, each note carrying an ache that was both haunting and delicate. Peggy’s lips parted in awe, her eyes shimmering with quiet emotion.
“It’s such a beautiful song…” she whispered, almost as though speaking too loudly might shatter the fragile stillness the music had woven around them. Her gaze drifted toward Lin, admiration clear in her expression. “Your range for creating this music is immense.”
Lin’s features softened into a smile, humble yet touched by her sincerity. He inclined his head slightly, his voice warm when he responded, “Thank you.”
On the opposite side of the room, Alexander remained utterly transfixed, his entire body still as his violet-hued eyes followed the screen. He leaned forward unconsciously, as if moving closer might allow him to absorb every note more fully, every word of the song pressing into his soul. His chest rose and fell slowly, shallow breaths betraying the storm of feeling coursing through him.
Eliza’s voice broke softly into the spell of the music. Still watching the screen, her tone was quiet but laden with unshakable weight, as though she were confessing something too heavy to be spoken aloud yet too vital to remain unvoiced.
“My world without you is nothing,” she murmured, her dark eyes glistening as they flicked briefly toward Alexander. “To see you destroy it would be to see my world, and myself, burn…”
The words hung in the air, delicate yet searing, carrying a depth of vulnerability that stilled the room further. Alexander’s breath caught; he turned to her with a gaze filled with anguish and reverence, struck speechless by the simple, devastating truth of her admission.
You published the letters she wrote you
Alexander shuddered as he watched the screen, his whole body trembling as though the air itself had grown too heavy to breathe. His lips parted, but for a long moment no sound came out, only the faint quiver of a man unraveling. At last he spoke, his voice raw and barely above a whisper.
“Why would I do that?” His eyes lowered, unable to hold anyone else’s gaze as shame pressed down upon him. “By attempting to protect my own honour and reputation, I not only confirmed its destruction…” His throat tightened, and when his gaze flickered toward Eliza, it was filled with guilt so profound it hollowed his expression. “…but also nailed the same fate to my family.”
The room was still, the weight of his words sinking into the air around them. Eliza’s hand tightened gently on his, silent comfort, but she said nothing yet, allowing him to speak, to break.
It was Washington who moved then, the deep timbre of his voice carrying warmth rather than authority. He leaned forward slightly, his expression solemn but softened by something almost paternal.
“Alexander,” Washington said gently, his words steady but not harsh, “you’ve carried burdens far heavier than any one man should ever have to. I’ve watched you fight against shadows because you thought you had to prove yourself to everyone, even those who never doubted you.” He paused, his eyes kind but piercing, and his tone softened further. “But honour is not in reputation, my boy. It’s in how you love, how you protect, how you endure. And you don’t have to do it alone anymore.”
The words seemed to break something inside Alexander. His eyes shimmered as he swallowed hard, the reminder, so simple yet so profound, sinking deeper than any lecture ever could. For Washington’s voice carried not just counsel, but the tenderness of a father assuring a son that he was not forsaken.
You told the whole world how you brought
This girl into our bed
In clearing your name, you have ruined our lives
Do you know what Angelica said
When she read what you'd done?
Alexander flinched, his entire body recoiling as though the words had struck him like a physical blow. His eyes squeezed shut tight, shutting out the screen, shutting out the room, anything to avoid the echo that rang in his mind. He almost seemed to jerk away from the memory, the sharp sting of her voice earlier still burning fresh against his chest. Even though she had apologized, even though reason told him to let it go, the wound lingered, raw and unhealed.
His shoulders trembled, braced for another round of verbal arrows, expecting them to pierce through at any moment. But instead of the bite of scorn, he felt warmth, Eliza’s hand slipping into his own, her thumb brushing soothing circles against his knuckles, and John’s steady palm pressing against his back in silent reassurance. The dual touches anchored him, reminding him he wasn’t alone, that the storm was past. Slowly, he let out a shaky breath, though the tension still clung to his frame, reluctant to release him.
She said
"You have married an Icarus
He has flown too close to the sun"
“Oh…” Eliza murmured softly, the sound slipping from her lips like a sigh of admiration. The delicate noise was echoed by others in the room, Peggy’s gentle hum, John’s low murmur, even Phillip’s quiet agreement, all of them momentarily captivated by what the screen had revealed. Eliza’s eyes lingered on Alexander first, warm and full of quiet love, before they drifted to Washington, her expression almost seeking his reassurance. Finally, her gaze settled on Angelica, who had been sitting tall, her arms loosely crossed but her eyes keen and unyielding.
Angelica met her sister’s look without hesitation, her chin tilting up slightly as she spoke. Her voice was quiet, but laced with the sharp, unbending steel that always underscored her words. “I would agree.”
Alexander’s throat tightened at her tone, it wasn’t condemnation, but truth, and truth had always cut deeper than any scolding. Before he could form a reply, Washington’s low rumble joined the air, steady as a drumbeat.
“You have always been filled with a fire, Alex,” the General said, his gaze firm but not unkind. His words seemed to vibrate through the quiet of the room, each one measured, deliberate. Washington leaned forward slightly, the paternal weight of his presence drawing every eye. “But you cannot allow it to burn you. Fire, uncontrolled, destroys. It consumes all in its path until there is nothing left but ash. And that is not what I wish for you.”
His voice softened, though it still carried that immovable gravity, like a hand placed firmly on Alexander’s shoulder. “That fire of yours, it can be your greatest strength, if you choose to master it. You must learn to guide it, to wield it as a weapon when needed, and as a torch when others are lost in the dark. If you let it rule you, it will eat you alive. But if you learn to command it, Alex, it will carry you further than you could ever imagine.”
Washington’s eyes softened ever so slightly, the barest crack in his unshakable façade. “I have seen too many men burn themselves out before their time. I will not see you join them.”
Alexander swallowed hard, his hands clenching tightly against his knees, the warning sinking into him with a resonance he could not deny.
You and your words, obsessed with your legacy
Your sentences border on senseless
And you are paranoid in every paragraph
How they perceive you
Eliza herself winced as the words on the screen cut through the air, sharp enough that even though they were not truly hers, she felt the sting of guilt settle deep into her chest. Her gaze flickered instantly to Alexander at her side, her heart tightening at the sight of his hunched shoulders and tense jaw. He looked so small in that moment, so unlike the man who carried himself with fiery conviction in every breath, every sentence. She shuddered, a chill racing through her as the realization struck her, how could she, even after everything, wound him at the very heart of who he was?
His writing was not just a talent, not just a skill, it was his soul laid bare, his weapon, his shield, the very thing that had carved his path in the world and would one day shape his legacy. And yet, the words on the screen showed her lashing out at it, tearing into that most vulnerable part of him, as though she had set fire to the very foundation he had built. The thought made her chest ache. She could never imagine willingly striking so cruelly, and yet… there it was, reflected back at them both.
Her breath trembled as she looked back to him. His violet eyes, usually blazing with restless energy, seemed dulled with hurt, fixed on the ground as though he dared not look up. She reached for him, her hand brushing softly against his arm before finding his fingers, curling them into hers.
“Your words…” she whispered, her voice trembling but steadying as she went on, “they are your legacy, Alexander.” Her dark eyes searched his face, desperate for him to believe her. “They will carry your name, your truth, long after this moment has passed. And more than that, so much more, will be your legacy too. The battles you’ve fought, the lives you’ve touched, the family you love… those will shine even brighter.”
Her thumb stroked across his knuckles, her touch tender. “Never doubt that. Not for a second.”
You, you, you
I'm erasing myself from the narrative
Let future historians wonder
How Eliza reacted when you broke her heart
Eliza’s gaze lingered on Lin, her eyes shimmering with something between sorrow and steel. When she finally spoke, her voice came out low and trembling, as though carrying the echo of grief. “Do you truly have no recollection of how I reacted?” she asked, each word fragile, pulled from a place she rarely allowed herself to touch.
Lin met her eyes, holding the silence for a long moment before giving a slow, solemn nod. His brow furrowed as though the weight of history itself pressed on his chest.
“They were lost,” he said gently, his tone respectful, cautious, as if stepping across sacred ground. “At some point in time, we cannot be certain how. Perhaps they were misplaced by your descendants, or perhaps…” he hesitated, exhaling a tight, weary sigh, “…perhaps they vanished when your son John Church was tasked with going through his father’s writings to create a biography.”
He paused, his eyes flickering briefly away from hers as though reluctant to voice the last possibility. When he spoke again, his voice softened further, almost apologetic.
“There is also the chance that… well-” another breath escaped him, heavy with the knowledge of what it meant, “you did burn them.”
Eliza’s lips pressed together as her head inclined ever so slightly.
You have torn it all apart
I'm watching it
Burn
Watching it burn
Silent tears streamed down both Alexander and Eliza’s faces as they watched the letters curl and blacken, the edges glowing orange before crumbling into ash. The flames licked upward, devouring every word, every confession, every trace of intimacy that had once bound them. Each crackle of the fire seemed to echo louder than the music, a cruel reminder of all that was being lost, not just parchment and ink, but pieces of their shared soul.
Eliza’s shoulders trembled, her breath catching in her chest as she held herself rigid, refusing to look away from the destruction she had set in motion. Alexander felt the same tears streaking his face, though he could not bring himself to move, could not force the words of protest past the weight in his throat. The stage itself seemed to dim around them, the burning letters casting a flickering glow that illuminated their disbelief, leaving nothing but silence, sorrow, and fire.
The world has no right to my heart
The world has no place in our bed
They don't get to know what I said
I'm burning the memories
Burning the letters that might have redeemed you
Eliza’s next words slipped out broken and halting, her voice frayed with grief and hesitation.
“I’m… burning away the evidence of the very best of you…” she whispered, almost as though confessing a sin. Her eyes, shimmering and blurred with tears, remained fixed on the phantom flames on the stage, unable to tear away from the sight of her own hands condemning her husband’s words to ash. Her breath shuddered as she continued, “…I’m destroying all the proof of your love, for me, and for our family.” The weight of it pressed against her chest until she could hardly breathe, the pain etched across her trembling features.
Alexander turned sharply then, dragging his gaze from the stage to Lin. The sorrow clung to his face, heavy and unrelenting, yet beneath it there flickered something else, resolve, pride, that fiery streak that refused to bend even in his lowest moments. His jaw clenched as he forced the words out. “And how must I be viewed in your time?” His voice was rough, edged with both defiance and dread. “Am I to be branded a villain? A cheater?”
Lin held his gaze steadily, his expression softening. There was no mockery in his eyes, no condemnation, only an understanding born of centuries of retelling and remembering. He shook his head slowly, a faint but warm smile curving his lips. “You shall see,” he promised gently, his tone threaded with reassurance, as though the weight of history might not be as damning as Alexander feared, and perhaps even kinder than he may have ever thought possible.
You forfeit all rights to my heart
You forfeit the place in our bed
You sleep in your office instead
With only the memories
Of when you were mine
I hope that you burn
The room was swallowed by a heavy, almost reverent silence as the final notes of the song faded into stillness. No one dared to speak, the air itself thick with the ache of what had just been witnessed. Alexander’s chest rose and fell unsteadily, each breath sharp with unshed words. His eyes darted toward Eliza, wide and imploring, his lips parting as if already shaping the apology she had heard before, yet still felt he would offer again, desperate to make amends for wounds he had yet to even inflict.
But before he could speak, Eliza reached out gently, her hand finding his arm with steady warmth. The touch alone was enough to still him. She shook her head softly, silencing his guilt before it had form. Her voice, though quiet, carried with it a firmness that left no room for doubt. “You have already apologised, my love,” she said, her eyes glistening yet unwavering. “You have done nothing wrong.”
Alexander’s throat worked as though he might protest, but her smile stopped him, the kind of smile that radiated both tenderness and strength, like sunlight breaking through storm clouds. Her fingers lingered on his sleeve, grounding him in the present, pulling him away from the shadows of regret.
“I love you with everything I have,” she continued, the words trembling with raw sincerity, “as I know you do for me. And I promise, whatever is to come in our future, whatever trials or burdens may fall upon us, we can handle it.” She leaned closer, her forehead nearly brushing his, her voice a vow as much as comfort. “Together.”
Around them, the silence remained, not empty but full, full of the unspoken awe of those watching, full of the weight of history and the fragile, unbreakable bond of two hearts still choosing each other in spite of everything.
Chapter 42: Blow Us All Away
Chapter Text
The screen once more brightened, the tension in the room easing as the first few notes of a lighthearted whistle filled the air. The shift was immediate, the heavy, aching silence that had clung to them after Burn began to dissolve, replaced by soft laughter and smiles that flickered like candlelight.
On the stage, Phillip swaggered across with that familiar, boyish confidence, a skip in his step, grin wide, coat swinging just a bit too dramatically. The cheerfulness of the scene was infectious; everyone couldn’t help but chuckle.
In the real room, the real Phillip flushed a deep pink, his eyes widening as every head seemed to turn toward him at once. He shifted awkwardly in his seat, shoulders hunching as though he could sink straight into the cushions to escape the teasing glances.
“Why is everyone looking at me like that?” he muttered under his breath, a faint, bashful smile tugging at the corner of his lips despite his best efforts to hide it. John snorted softly, “Because you look exactly like that when you’re showing off.”
Phillip groaned, hiding his face in his hands as the laughter grew warmer, the room finally breathing again after so much heaviness. Even Alexander, still visibly emotional, allowed himself a soft, genuine smile, pride and sorrow mingling in his gaze as he looked at his son.
The whistling on screen carried on, light and teasing, a melody that, for the first time in what felt like hours, made the whole room feel alive again.
[PHILIP]
Meet the latest graduate of King’s College!
Alexander’s smile widened, soft at first and then breaking into something radiant, the kind of expression that seemed to erase the exhaustion from his face. His eyes glimmered with unmistakable pride, the corners creasing as if trying to hold back the swell of emotion threatening to spill over.
“You… you graduated from King’s?” he asked, voice lighter than it had been in hours, almost disbelieving yet overflowing with joy. There was a tremor of awe in the way he said it, as though the words themselves carried the weight of years of dreams, hopes, and sleepless nights spent writing,arguing and fighting to create a world where he would want his children to grow up in.
Phillip nodded, the faintest grin tugging at his lips, modest but shining all the same. “I did,” he said quietly, his tone carrying that proud, bashful warmth only a son could have when basking in his father’s approval.
In that instant, the two were reflections of one another, the same brightness in their eyes, the same set of their shoulders, the same quiet, unstoppable determination that ran in their blood.
Eliza watched them both, her hand drifting to her stomach, eyes softening as she took in the near-perfect mirror of father and son. The light from the screen painted them in the same golden hue, and for a fleeting moment, she saw not two generations but one legacy, Alexander’s fire reborn, tempered by Phillip’s gentleness.
Phillip’s smile grew, shy and proud all at once, his gaze flicking toward his mother before settling back on his father, both of them glowing with the kind of pride that needed no words at all.
I prob’ly shouldn’t brag, but, dag, I amaze and astonish!
Jefferson rolled his eyes with an exaggerated motion, leaning back in his chair as though the mere sight of father and son sharing a moment of pride was too much for him to stomach. Under his breath, though loud enough for several to hear, he muttered, dripping sarcasm, “Great. Hamilton’s brat is just like him. Not a shred of his mother in him. Cocky, arrogant, and far too sure of himself.”
The words hung in the air like smoke, sharp and heavy. Phillip stiffened instantly, the relaxed mirroring of his father’s posture vanishing in an instant. His shoulders drew back, spine straightening with quiet, simmering fury. The fire that always slept in Hamilton blood flickered to life behind his eyes.
He turned his head slowly toward Jefferson, every inch of him radiating controlled indignation, chin lifted, jaw tight, voice icy smooth. “I do not appreciate the way you speak of my father or myself, Mr. Jefferson.”
The tone was calm, too calm, and that calm was precisely what made everyone in the room still. It wasn’t the recklessness of youth speaking, but something sharpened and deliberate. His eyes, usually so open and full of warmth, had gone hard, gleaming with the same intensity that made Alexander’s opponents falter.
Across the room, Alexander’s hand twitched, torn between pride and worry, but he held himself back. This was his son standing his ground, not as a boy, but as a man.
Jefferson cocked one eyebrow, his smirk widening with mock amusement as he gave a dismissive laugh. “Well now,” he drawled, crossing one leg lazily over the other, “don’t you think you’re something, hm? Exactly like your father, puffed up and full of self-righteousness.”
Phillip didn’t flinch. His stare was steady, cold, and unwavering, the quiet hum of restrained emotion thrumming through the air. “If defending one’s honour and family makes me like my father,” he said, voice clear as crystal, “then I am proud to be so.”
A low murmur rippled through the room, half amusement, half admiration. Even Lafayette hid a grin behind his hand, while Eliza gave a subtle shake of her head, torn between fond exasperation and pride.
Jefferson, for all his bluster, shifted slightly in his seat, realizing perhaps that this Hamilton, this younger mirror of his old rival, would not bite so easily.
The scholars say I got the same virtuosity and brains as my pops!
The ladies say my brain’s not where the resemblance stops!
“Phillip!” Eliza and Angelica exclaimed in unison, their voices sharp and overlapping, each laced with that familiar tone of maternal disapproval that could silence a room faster than any general’s command.
Eliza’s eyes were wide, her brows knitting together as she looked at her son, a mixture of shock and slight pride flickering across her face. Angelica’s arms were crossed, though the faintest twitch at the corner of her mouth betrayed her struggle not to smile. They both looked so strikingly similar in that moment, two women torn between wanting to scold and wanting to laugh.
Phillip froze, his cheeks blooming crimson as the weight of both women’s gazes landed squarely on him. He ducked his head a little, shoulders drawing in, the proud set of his jaw softening just slightly. “Sorry, Ma … Auntie,” he murmured, though his eyes still glinted with that same spark of defiance that made him unmistakably a Hamilton.
Across the room, however, the soldiers and old friends of his father were far less disciplined. Suppressed laughter rippled through the ranks ,smothered snorts, muffled chuckles, and half-hidden grins. Lafayette had to hide his face in his hand to disguise a grin, while Hercules bit down on his knuckle as though trying to keep from howling with laughter.
John, seated closest to Alexander, couldn’t help himself. He leaned in, elbowing Alex lightly in the ribs with a teasing grin. “He really is your son, Alex,” he whispered smugly, his voice low but dripping with amusement. “Same fire, same stubborn streak, same cockiness when it comes to the presence of ladies.”
Alexander groaned softly under his breath, rubbing at his temples as though to hide his growing smile. “Yes, yes, I see that,” he muttered, though the corner of his mouth betrayed him, curling upward with pride he couldn’t quite suppress.
That was when Lafayette burst out laughing, his voice warm and musical, the thick French accent wrapping around each syllable like sunlight. “Ah, mon ami!” he exclaimed, throwing his arms wide in dramatic delight. “Another you! How terrifying that must be to your rivals!”
The whole room joined in the laughter then as Eliza sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose even as a reluctant smile began to tug at her lips.
Phillip, for his part, sat up straighter again, trying to look composed but failing utterly as the laughter washed over him. Alexander finally gave in to his grin, shaking his head affectionately. “Terrifying, indeed,” he said softly, eyes warm as they lingered on his son. “Heaven help the world if there’s truly another Hamilton on the rise.”
I’m only nineteen but my mind is older
Gotta be my own man, like my father, but bolder
Washington’s low hum rumbled through the room, a deep, thoughtful sound that drew everyone’s attention without a single word needing to be spoken. His gaze softened as it landed on Alexander, a glimmer of fondness and weary amusement in his dark eyes. For a long moment, he simply studied the man before him, the young firebrand he promised to guide now sitting with his wife and future son, humbled but still unmistakably burning with that same restless brilliance.
When he finally spoke, his voice carried the steady weight of command tempered by deep affection. “I do not doubt your ability,” Washington said, the faintest curve of a smile tugging at his lips, “however…” he paused, his eyes flickering to Phillip with a quiet warning twinkle, “being bolder than Alexander is something I would not advise.”
A ripple of laughter moved through the room, though the tone of his words held both humor and truth. His voice was gentle, but underneath it was the same paternal gravity that made even battle-hardened soldiers stand a little straighter.
Phillip’s grin faltered slightly, and he ducked his head in mock obedience, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yes, sir,” he murmured, though the mischievous glint in his eyes betrayed the fact that he was still very much his father’s son.
Alexander chuckled softly, shaking his head as if to say I told you so, but there was something else in his expression, a flicker of deep respect. He looked at Washington the way a son might look at a father who’d guided him through fire.
Washington’s gaze softened further as he glanced back to Alexander, his tone quieter now, more reflective. “Your fire has always been your greatest weapon,” he said, “but a blaze uncontrolled will consume all it touches. I would not see another Hamilton learn that lesson the hard way.”
For a moment, the air stilled, a small hush of reverence threading through the laughter that had filled the room only seconds before. Eliza looked between the two men, her heart swelling at the quiet understanding that passed between them, the general and his aide, the father and the son who followed him into the storm.
Then Washington’s sternness melted into a faint, knowing smile. “Still,” he added, with a soft exhale that might have been a chuckle, “I imagine even the world itself might think twice before standing in the path of two Hamiltons.”
The room lightened again, laughter blooming, but the warmth of his words lingered, a quiet echo of pride, protection, and history intertwined.
I shoulder his legacy with pride
Alexander’s eyes softened as he turned toward his son, the flickering light from the screen casting golden reflections over Phillip’s features, so achingly familiar, the same sharp jawline, the same determined set of the brow. His voice came out quiet, almost reverent, carrying both awe and the faint ache of disbelief. “My legacy?” he murmured, the words catching as though they were something fragile, something he wasn’t entirely sure he deserved.
Phillip nodded firmly, his expression one of unwavering conviction. “Of course, Pa,” he said, the pride in his tone bright and certain, youthful confidence pouring through every syllable. “After how hard you worked to build this country, to fight for everything you believed in, of course you hold a great legacy. And I give you my word,” his voice grew steadier, firmer, “I’ll do my damndest to continue it… and protect the family honour.”
There was something in those last few words, a sharp glint of steel, an echo of the same fire that burned in Alexander’s own chest, that made his breath hitch. The colour drained slightly from his face, his hand tightening unconsciously around Eliza’s. He had once spoken in that same tone: fierce, defiant, unyielding. He knew too well where that path could lead.
“Phillip,” he began softly, his voice trembling just enough to betray the flood of emotion beneath. “You do not need to concern yourself about protecting my legacy and honour.” His gaze wavered for a moment, flicking away as if ashamed, then back again, filled with quiet desperation. “That burden, it is mine. It always was. And I would never wish for it to weigh upon your shoulders.”
I used to hear him say
That someday
I would—
[ENSEMBLE]
Blow us all away
Eliza let out a quiet breath and leaned gently against Alex’s side, her head brushing his shoulder. Her eyes softened as she looked between her husband and their son before turning toward Lin with a curious expression.
“Wait,” she said, her brow furrowing slightly. “Is that not the same song Alex and Aaron sang earlier?”
Lin nodded, a knowing smile spreading across his face. “Yeah,” he said. “They both sing it to their children. And here…” , he gestured toward the stage with an open hand, “Phillip’s remembering that moment. It’s like he’s carrying a piece of his father with him.”
Eliza’s lips parted as understanding settled over her. “Oh…” she breathed, eyes glistening slightly. Eliza turned back to the stage, her hand finding Alex’s and intertwining their fingers. “That’s… beautiful,” she whispered.
Alex’s throat felt tight, his eyes fixed on the image of Phillip onstage. “He remembered,” he said quietly, almost to himself. “Even after everything… he remembered.”
Phillp gave a small nervous smile, “Of course I would. I may have been upset at what you had done but… you are still my father, a great one at that. Nothing would ever have changed that”
[PHILIP]
Ladies, I’m lookin for a Mr. George Eacker
Made a speech last week, our Fourth of July speaker
He disparaged my father’s legacy in front of a crowd
I can’t have that, I’m making my father proud
Alexander’s head snapped toward Phillip, his sharp gaze instantly commanding the space between them. Though the strange turn of timelines placed them barely five years apart, there was no mistaking the tone behind that look, it was purely paternal. The kind of gaze that could stop a careless word in its tracks, the kind that carried the unspoken warning of a father ready to scold his son for stepping out of line.
Phillip shifted slightly under the weight of it, his earlier confidence faltering for just a heartbeat. The proud set of his shoulders softened, though his chin stayed lifted in quiet defiance.
Across the room, Washington’s deep chuckle rumbled low in his chest. He leaned back slightly, folding his arms as he watched the exchange unfold with quiet amusement. His eyes crinkled at the corners, the faintest trace of bittersweet memory crossing his face.
He thought to himself, Does he even realise? Alexander sat there, bristling, fire in his eyes, every inch the man ready to assert authority, and yet, Washington couldn’t help but see the reflection of the young aide-de-camp who had stood before him, stubborn and impassioned, refusing to be told what to do just a few songs ago.
He’s going to become what he used to fight against, Washington mused with quiet fondness, the ghost of a smile tugging at his lips. He’ll learn what it is to care enough to correct.
Alexander’s expression softened slightly then, the harsh edge melting into concern as he exhaled, still watching Phillip. Washington’s knowing smile deepened as he turned his gaze back to the stage, father and son, teacher and student, their lessons all looping back in quiet symmetry.
Alexander’s voice softened, the weight of emotion threading through every syllable. “You do not need to protect my legacy, one that I myself have already tarnished, to make me proud of you, Phillip,” he said quietly, his tone gentle but firm, the faint tremor betraying just how deeply he meant it. “You’ve already done that, simply by becoming the man you are now.”
His words hung in the air like smoke after a flame, fragile and warm. Phillip blinked rapidly, a faint blush creeping over his cheeks as he shifted in his seat. His fingers worried at the edge of his sleeve, and when he finally looked up, his father’s gaze was waiting, sharp, burning, and impossibly full of love.
“I know that, I do,” Phillip murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. There was a tremor of earnestness there, a quiet fire that mirrored his father’s own. “But I just… I couldn’t sit there and let that man speak badly of you, of everything you’ve done, just because he doesn’t agree with your politics.”
His shoulders tensed as he spoke, a flash of that Hamilton temper flickering in his eyes. “You’ve given everything to this country, Pa. You’ve made mistakes, sure, but so has every man who’s ever tried to build something worth protecting.”
Alexander’s lips parted slightly, breath catching at the quiet conviction in his son’s voice. For a moment, neither spoke, only the faint hum of the stage and the rustle of the audience around them filled the silence.
Then, Alexander reached out, resting a trembling hand atop Phillip’s where it sat clenched in his lap. His voice was low, thick with pride and something heavier still. “You can do so many great things Phillip, do not throw away your shot simply in defence of me,” he murmured. “And though I hope you never need to fight my battles, I can’t deny, I am proud to see that same fire in you.”
Phillip smiled faintly then, his fingers curling beneath his father’s palm. “Guess it runs in the family,” he said softly. Alexander chuckled, a sound that cracked through the tension like sunlight breaking cloud, and for just that heartbeat, legacy and love became the same thing.
[MARTHA]
I saw him just up Broadway a couple of blocks
He was goin’ to see a play
Alexander’s complexion drained of all colour as his gaze locked onto the screen. The warmth and pride that had lingered in his eyes moments ago were replaced with a raw, unmistakable dread. His breath hitched sharply in his chest; the shift was so sudden that even those nearest to him could feel the air change. He sat rigid, every muscle wound tight as if bracing for a blow he already knew was coming.
Beside him, John had one arm looped loosely around both Alexander and Eliza, his attention still half on the screen, an easy smile on his lips as though he hadn’t yet caught what Alexander had seen. Eliza, sensing the shift but not yet understanding it, turned toward her husband in concern.
Alexander’s gaze flicked rapidly from the screen to Phillip, lingering there a heartbeat too long, as though trying to confirm something terrible he feared was true. His heart pounded so loud he could hardly hear his own voice when he finally spoke. “Phillip,” he said sharply, the name catching on a breath that trembled with panic. “What were you doing before you were brought here?”
The urgency in his tone cut through the room like glass. Conversations faltered. Laughter died away. Every head turned. The easy atmosphere of moments before snapped taut with tension.
Phillip blinked, startled by his father’s sudden intensity. The colour drained from his own cheeks as his father’s gaze bore into him, violet eyes filled with fear, confusion, and dawning horror. “I-I, uh…” Phillip stammered, his voice cracking as he looked from Alexander to the others, searching for help, for understanding. “I was just-”
He didn’t get the chance to finish.
A voice, calm, disembodied, and yet somehow everywhere at once, cut cleanly through the room. “Phillip,” it warned, rich and echoing, “you mustn’t say anything further.”
Every sound died instantly. The air seemed to thicken, charged with invisible electricity.
The voice continued, now addressing Alexander directly. “Mr. Hamilton… Alexander… all will be revealed soon enough.”
Alexander’s jaw clenched, his fingers curling tightly into his coat as his pulse hammered in his ears. He looked ready to argue, to demand answers, but the weight of the unseen presence seemed to silence even him.
Eliza’s hand found his arm, squeezing gently, her eyes wide with worry. “Alexander…” she whispered.
He didn’t look at her, couldn’t. His eyes remained locked on Phillip, fear and paternal instinct warring visibly across his face. Around them, the others exchanged uneasy glances, the once-lively room now thick with questions none of them dared to ask aloud.
Alexander’s voice trembled as he began to speak, his words barely managing to break through the stunned silence that had settled over the room. His throat felt tight, every syllable scraped raw as though dragged out against his will. “That woman…” he began, his eyes flicking toward the screen where the smiling figure still lingered. His hand came up to point, but it shook visibly. “That woman Phillip is speaking to, she’s the same one John shook hands with earlier…”
The weight of what he was saying seemed to hang heavy in the air. He swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing as the memories replayed in his mind like shards of glass cutting into him. The image of John, his friend, his lover, flashed before him. The handshake, the polite smile, the brief moment before everything shattered.
He drew in a shaky breath, his voice dropping to a near whisper. “And the next thing we saw of John…” he faltered, his lips trembling, “was his death.”
A hush fell across the room.
John, sitting beside him, stiffened slightly, his easy smile fading into confusion and faint alarm. Eliza’s hand instinctively went to Alexander’s back, rubbing slow circles in an attempt to calm him, but the tremor beneath her fingertips only grew worse.
Alexander’s eyes were glassy now, his usual composure crumbling under the weight of dread. “Don’t you see?” he pressed, his words breaking, the panic bleeding through. “It’s the same woman, whatever this is, she’s connected. She, she’s death, or something close enough.Like a bullet”
Phillip’s face went pale, his earlier defiance replaced with wide-eyed horror as he turned back to the screen. The woman on it still smiled softly, oblivious, and that only made the sight more chilling.
Washington’s expression hardened, his brows knitting together as he studied the image with quiet intensity. Lafayette had gone still, and even Jefferson’s usual snide comments were absent.
Alexander’s voice gave out on the last few words, his breath hitching audibly. The sound of it, the raw fear and heartbreak, was enough to make even the most stoic faces in the room falter.
Eliza reached for his hand, gripping it firmly between both of hers. “Alexander,” she whispered, her voice trembling but gentle,
He didn’t respond at first, his gaze was fixed on the screen, as though willing it to change, to prove him wrong. But deep down, in the pit of his stomach, he already knew.
[PHILIP]
Well, I’ll go visit his box
Lafayette’s voice broke the tense silence, low and threaded with both fondness and unease. “Ah… mon ami’s son is just like him,” he murmured, the faintest ghost of a smile tugging at his lips. “Un autre petit lion…” - another little lion.
The affectionate words hung softly in the air, almost swallowed by the sound from the screen, but there was a nervous tremor beneath them. His accent curled warmly around each syllable, yet his gaze was fixed, unblinking, on the unfolding scene before them. The familiar fierceness he had once seen in Alexander, that same unyielding fire, now burned in Phillip’s eyes on the stage.
At first, there was pride, how could there not be? The resemblance between father and son was uncanny, almost poetic. The same spark, the same defiance. But as the music deepened, Lafayette’s smile faded. He straightened slightly, his gloved hand curling on his knee, the colour draining from his face.
“Un autre petit lion,” he whispered again, but this time it sounded less like admiration and more like a quiet prayer.
Beside him, Hercules had gone utterly still, his usual booming laughter and bold commentary replaced by a tense silence. His eyes widened as the pieces began to click together in his mind, what this song meant, what it foreshadowed.
“Laf…” he muttered, barely daring to breathe as he leaned forward. “He-he looks just like-” but the words died in his throat.
Lafayette nodded mutely, his throat tight, eyes glistening faintly. “Oui,” he said softly, voice cracking just slightly. “Just like John.”
The two friends exchanged a look heavy with shared dread, their unspoken fears written clearly between them. Around them, the others remained entranced by the scene, but Lafayette and Hercules, who had fought beside Alexander, who had seen the cost of his fire, could already see what was coming.
And so they sat in silence, watching the boy with the same lion’s heart step toward a fate neither of them had the strength to stop.
[DOLLY]
God, you’re a fox
[PHILIP]
And y’all look pretty good in ya’ frocks
How ‘bout when I get back, we all strip down to our socks?
[BOTH]
Ok!
“Phillip Hamilton!” The sharp chorus of his full name rang through the room like a bell, cutting cleanly through the laughter that had followed. Eliza, Angelica, and Martha all spoke in perfect unison, voices laced with equal parts maternal scolding and sheer disbelief. Each woman fixed the young man with identical looks of exasperation, arms folded, eyebrows raised, as if they had all silently agreed that one rakish Hamilton in their lifetime had been quite enough.
Phillip froze mid-laugh, the grin faltering on his face as if he were a boy caught sneaking sweets before dinner. “Ah, sorry?” he offered weakly, a sheepish little chuckle escaping before he could stop himself.
The humor vanished instantly when all three women turned those same disapproving stares on him again, and he straightened up, clearing his throat as if to hide behind a semblance of dignity. He leaned back in his chair, trying, and failing, to appear composed, his ears glowing a vivid shade of red.
Across the room, John was doing an equally poor job of hiding his amusement. His shoulders shook with suppressed laughter, and when he coughed into his hand to disguise it, the sound was so exaggerated that everyone knew it was fake. Eliza, without even glancing, reached over and swatted his arm lightly, her voice sharp but fond.
“John Laurens, do not encourage him,” she scolded, though the faint upward twitch of her lips betrayed her affection.
John winced dramatically, rubbing the spot with mock offense. “Ow! It was just a cough!” he protested, though the grin tugging at his mouth ruined his act entirely.
From the corner, Hercules chuckled outright, his booming laugh filling the space. “He is most definitely your son, Hammy!” he declared, amusement glinting in his eyes as he pointed between father and son. The resemblance was undeniable, the same proud tilt of the chin, the same spark of mischief, the same inability to keep quiet when they probably should.
Alexander’s head snapped toward him, ready to retort, but Hercules quickly ducked his gaze when he, too, found himself on the receiving end of three simultaneous, unamused stares from the women.
He raised his hands in surrender, still grinning. “Alright, alright! I’ll behave!” he laughed, though the twinkle in his eyes suggested otherwise.
Phillip slumped further into his seat, caught between embarrassment and pride, while Alexander, despite himself, bit back a smile. For a brief, fleeting moment, the tension that so often hung between them all dissolved into something warmer. The room, filled with laughter, exasperation, and affection, felt almost like a family gathered at the dinner table, chaotic, loud, but bound together by love.
[COMPANY]
Blow us all away!
[PHILIP]
George!
[GEORGE]
Shh
[PHILIP]
George!
[GEORGE]
Shh! I’m tryin’ to watch the show!
“It’s not polite to interrupt a show, son, particularly for the reason I believe you did, and sincerely hope I’m wrong,” Washington’s deep voice rumbled through the room, calm but firm as iron. His tone held that unmistakable edge of command, the kind that could silence an entire regiment.
Phillip stiffened instantly. The weight of Washington’s gaze landed on him like a physical thing, steady, unyielding, the same one Alexander himself had been subjected to countless times. It wasn’t cruel or angry, but it carried that quiet disappointment that cut far deeper.
Alexander winced faintly, a small grimace tugging at the corner of his mouth. He recognised that tone too well, the restrained patience of a man used to giving orders that must be obeyed. He remembered being on the receiving end of it headstrong and defiant, and he almost pitied his son now. Almost.
Phillip’s shoulders squared, his young pride bristling against the rebuke. “When you hear what he-” he began sharply, his voice flaring, temper flitting dangerously close to his father’s.
Washington’s eyes narrowed just slightly, his tone dropping lower, colder. “I do not care,” he interrupted, each word measured and final. The power in his voice silenced the air around them. “And I am certain your father does not either.”
The room went still. Phillip froze mid-protest, the rest of his words dying in his throat. His jaw clenched, the heat in his expression giving way to a reluctant, embarrassed stillness. He swallowed hard, lowering his gaze in a show of respect he had to wrestle from his temper.
Eliza shifted slightly beside Alexander, her hand brushing over her husband’s arm, half in comfort, half as a silent reminder for him not to step in. Alexander exhaled slowly through his nose, torn between admiration in Washington’s control of the situation and sympathy for his son, who now sat rigidly upright, cheeks flushed.
Washington’s expression softened just a fraction after a few moments. He leaned back in his seat, the sternness in his tone easing. “There is a time and place for every quarrel, young man,” he said quietly, more paternal now than commanding. “But neither is here, nor now. You’ll learn that soon enough.”
Phillip nodded stiffly, his voice barely above a murmur. “Yes, sir.”
The general gave a single approving nod before turning his gaze back to the screen. The tension in the room melted little by little, replaced by a quiet, almost reverent silence.
Alexander cast his son a sidelong glance, half chastising, half proud. Despite the reprimand, there was a flicker of admiration in his eyes: that same fire lived in Phillip’s chest, unrefined but unmistakable, the very spark that drove Alexander himself to challenge the world.
[PHILIP]
Ya’ shoulda watched your mouth before you
Talked about my father though!
Washington sighed deeply, the sound carrying the weight of years of command and far too many battles fought, both on the field and in the hearts of those he mentored. His broad shoulders slumped slightly, the exhaustion of patience pressing against his frame. He pinched the bridge of his nose for a brief moment, a small gesture of resignation.
Across from him, both Hamiltons tensed like mirrored reflections, father and son poised in very different ways.
Phillip’s fists clenched at his sides, jaw tight, a flicker of barely restrained fury dancing in his eyes. His posture straightened defensively, like a soldier ready to argue his case before the court. Every muscle in his young frame seemed to buzz with restless energy, his pride already wound tight from Washington’s previous scolding.
Alexander, meanwhile, tensed in an entirely different way, his breath catching slightly, shoulders rising in silent anticipation. He knew that sound. That sigh. It was the same one Washington had given before countless lectures, before quiet disappointment fell like a hammer. His mind flashed back to nights in the command tent when he’d pushed one argument too far and Washington’s patience had worn thin. That memory was enough to knot his stomach even now.
“See!” Phillip burst out suddenly, voice sharp and cracking with frustration. He pointed toward the screen, his face flushed with anger and emotion. “See what I mean?!”
The words came out raw, unfiltered, his rage not born of arrogance this time, but of fear and loyalty twisted together. His chest heaved as he glared toward the stage, toward the unfolding scene that had sparked his outburst.
Eliza’s head snapped toward him, eyes wide with alarm, while Alexander’s instinctively reached out a steadying hand toward his son’s arm. “Phillip,” he murmured warningly, tone low and edged with that quiet authority he’d inherited from Washington himself.
But Phillip was too caught in his emotions to notice. “He-he’s mocking you, Pa!” he exclaimed, the fire in his voice trembling with something deeper than anger, hurt, indignation, and love all tangled together.
Washington’s gaze softened just slightly as he looked between them, the mentor and his protégé, now father and son, both driven by the same relentless fire. He let out another long exhale, quieter this time, and spoke with the slow, heavy patience of a man who had raised too many hot-headed soldiers in his lifetime.
“Phillip,” he said gently, “you’ll find that fury burns fast and leaves little but ashes behind.” His eyes flicked briefly toward Alexander, then back to the boy. “Your father learned that lesson once. Don’t make him watch you learn it the same way.”
Phillip’s breath caught, the fight in him faltering just enough for the weight of the words to sink in. His shoulders slumped slightly, the defiance giving way to a flicker of shame.
[GEORGE]
I didn’t say anything that wasn’t true
You father’s a scoundrel, and so, it seems, are you
[ENSEMBLE]
Ooooooooooh!
[PHILIP]
It’s like that?
Phillip’s shoulders squared, eyes flashing as he glared at the screen before turning toward Washington. “See! Not only did he insult Pa, called him a scoundrel, but he said I was no better!” His voice cracked with anger.
Washington frowned, his brows drawing tight, the young man’s tone bordering on insolent. “That’s enough,” he said sharply, the command in his voice unmistakable. “You are just like your father, too quick to anger, too quick to speak.”
Phillip bristled, defiant even as his pulse quickened under the weight of Washington’s gaze. The older man didn’t raise his voice; he didn’t need to. “Stand down, son,” Washington added, tone firm as stone. “Before you make it worse.”
Phillip hesitated, the fire in his chest flickering into silence. Alexander’s jaw tightened, eyes flicking between them,he knew that tone, that authority. It was the same voice that had once dragged him back from ruin.
[GEORGE]
Yeah, I don’t fool around
I’m not your little schoolboy friends
[PHILIP]
See you on the dueling ground
That is, unless you wanna step outside and go now
Eliza’s voice trembled, soft yet laden with anguish. “Oh, Phillip… you silly boy, my boy.” Her hands wrung together as she looked at him, eyes glistening with a mix of fear and sorrow. “There was, is, no need to resort to a duel! Do you not understand how dangerous that is?! How final?” she pleaded
Phillip’s shoulders tensed, his jaw set but his eyes wavering under the weight of her voice. He could still feel the echo of that morning, the heat of his anger, the tremor in his hands as he’d written his challenge. A lump rose in his throat. “I do, Ma,” he said, voice tight. “I understand the risks, I do. But I couldn’t, can’t, just stand there while someone spits on Pa’s name… on mine.”
Eliza’s breath hitched. “And you would risk your life for pride?” she whispered, her voice breaking. The others in the room fell silent, watching as mother and son stood suspended between time and grief. Phillip’s gaze softened, guilt flickering behind his stubbornness, but his voice came out small and aching, “It wasn’t pride, Ma… it was honor.”
Eliza shook her head, a tear sliding down her cheek. “Your father would say the same.”
[GEORGE]
I know where to find you, piss off
I’m watchin’ this show now
[PHILIP]
Pops, if you had only heard the shit he said about you
“Oh… he’s come to me…” Alexander murmured, almost to himself, the color draining from his face as the pieces began to fall into place. His hands twitched slightly in his lap, restless, guilt creeping in like a shadow. He could still hear Phillip’s voice from before, so bright, so determined, and it twisted something deep inside him.
Eliza turned sharply toward him, her eyes flashing with a rare kind of fury, her voice trembling with both fear and reprimand. “I should hope you discourage him, or better yet, forbid him, from continuing this insanity!” she snapped, her hand gripping the arm of her chair as though holding herself steady. The tremor in her voice betrayed her desperation more than her anger.
Alexander swallowed hard, his throat dry. He nodded once, slowly, silently. But inside, the truth burned bitterly. He knew his son, the same unyielding fire, the same pride that burned in his own chest. No amount of pleading, of warning, would change Phillip’s mind once it was set.
“I will,” he managed to say quietly, though his voice lacked conviction. His gaze drifted back to the flickering screen, and his jaw tightened. But he’s already decided, he thought grimly. Just like I once did.
I doubt you would have let it slide and I was not about to—
“Just because I myself would have done it, does not mean that you should, Phillip…” Alexander murmured, his voice low, distant, as though he were speaking to his own reflection rather than his son. His gaze remained fixed on the screen before them, the shifting light casting sharp angles across his face. His fingers worked restlessly at the edge of his coat sleeve, tugging and smoothing it over and over again, a nervous habit he had never quite broken.
His tone carried a heaviness that made the air between them feel still. “I have done… many things which were foolish,” he continued, his lips curling into a faint, self-deprecating smile. “As George reminds us, often, and rightly so.” Washington’s quiet, approving hum from nearby made Alexander’s smile falter; the admission tasted bitter on his tongue.
He inhaled shakily, eyes still locked on the scene playing out before him. “But I do not wish for you to do the same,” he finished softly. The last words came out almost broken, the strain of guilt tightening his throat. His hand dropped from his sleeve, curling into a fist in his lap as if to hold himself together.
Phillip looked down, his shoulders tense, the bravado he’d carried earlier slowly dissolving under the weight of his father’s quiet regret of the mistakes he had made and those he had yet to make.
[HAMILTON]
Slow down
[PHILIP]
I came to ask you for advice. This is my very first duel
They don’t exactly cover this subject in boarding school
“I should hope not!” Martha exclaimed, her voice sharp and full of indignation, the words cracking through the quiet like a whip. Her posture straightened, chin lifted, her expression that of a matron who would not tolerate foolishness. “School is where boys become young men, refined, prepared, and respectable enough to take their place within society! Duelling,” she continued, the word leaving her lips with disdain, “is neither respectable nor intelligent! It is barbaric and senseless!”
Her eyes flashed with righteous disapproval as she looked between Phillip and Alexander, as though both shared in the guilt. Eliza’s fingers twisted anxiously in her skirt beside her, but she didn’t speak; her face said enough, fear and maternal grief blending in her wide eyes.
Beside her, George sat silently, the familiar weight of inevitability tightening in his chest. He didn’t need to look at the screen to know where this was going; the dread crept slowly up his spine, cold and suffocating. His large hands rested on his knees, knuckles white against his dark uniform. He nodded faintly in agreement with his wife’s outburst, though his expression was grim.
Martha, still fuming, went on softly, “A young man should prove his honour with wisdom and conduct, not with pistols at dawn.”
George exhaled heavily through his nose, gaze fixed on the young Hamilton before him, so proud, so reckless, so achingly familiar. He’s too much like his father, Washington thought with a pang, dread now coiling tightly in his gut. And I fear I already know how this ends.
[HAMILTON]
Did your friends attempt to negotiate a peace?
[PHILIP]
He refused to apologize, we had to let the peace talks cease
[HAMILTON]
Where is this happening?
[PHILIP]
Across the river, in Jersey
[HAMILTON/PHILIP]
Everything is legal in New Jersey…
The colour drained from the men’s faces almost in unison as the lyric echoed through the theatre. They knew it, every one of them did. The mention of Jersey struck a chord deep in their chests, that quiet, unspoken understanding shared between men who knew far too well what that name meant.
If a duel was to take place, it would happen there. It always did.
A thick silence fell over the room, broken only by the sound of shallow, uneasy breaths. The tension was palpable, creeping through the air like smoke. George’s jaw clenched as the line reverberated again from the stage, his dread solidifying into a cold, heavy weight in his stomach. He had seen too many young men lose their lives to pride, and now he feared another would follow.
Alexander’s hands trembled where they rested in his lap. His gaze was fixed on the screen, wide-eyed and unblinking, the brightness in his expression long since gone. He looked like a man watching his worst mistake repeat itself, only this time, through the eyes of his own son. The fear that had been growing in his chest since the beginning of the number was now suffocating, curling into panic beneath his ribs.
Beside him, Eliza’s breath hitched. She reached out instinctively, gripping both Alexander and Phillip’s hands in hers, her knuckles whitening with the force of it. She didn’t speak, she couldn’t, her eyes were locked on the image before her, shimmering with tears that hadn’t yet fallen. The tension in her body was unbearable, her every muscle drawn tight as she waited for what she prayed would not come.
Phillip, sitting between his parents, went utterly still. His throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, his earlier pride crumbling into quiet unease. He didn’t need to ask what his parents were thinking, the fear on their faces was answer enough.
John, seated close beside them, noticed the tremor in Alexander’s hands and the glassy sheen in Eliza’s eyes. His own heart clenched. Without a word, he reached out and laid a comforting hand on Alexander’s shoulder, the other brushing lightly against Eliza’s arm in silent reassurance.
[HAMILTON]
Alright. So this is what you’re gonna do:
Stand there like a man until Eacker is in front of you
When the time comes, fire your weapon in the air
This will put an end to the whole affair
“A delope,” Washington said gruffly, the single word carrying the weight of years of military experience and regret. His deep voice rumbled through the tense silence, and though it was steady, there was something weary beneath it, a tone that spoke of old wounds and lessons learned too late.
He let out a long, resigned sigh and leaned back slightly, folding his broad arms across his chest. His eyes stayed locked on the screen, the flickering light casting faint shadows over the lines of his face. He had seen too many young men make choices like this, choices born of pride, honour, and foolish youth, and the knowledge of what usually followed made his stomach turn.
“I suppose,” he continued, his voice quieter now but still firm, “unless you wish to be branded a coward… that is your best option.”
The words hung heavy in the air, not spoken in mockery, but with the cold resignation of someone who had been there before. His tone carried the sorrow of a man who understood too well the false courage demanded by reputation, the way society left no room for mercy, not even for boys.
Across from him, Alexander bowed his head, his hands clenching tightly in his lap. He could hear the echo of Washington’s words, spoken to him, warnings that he had ignored. Now, those same words came back around, cutting deeper than any reprimand.
Phillip glanced toward the General, his young face pale, confusion and pride warring in his eyes. He wanted to speak, to defend himself, to justify it, but the gravity in Washington’s expression silenced him.
The room fell still again, the quiet filled only by the faint hum of the projector and the distant, tragic inevitability of what was about to unfold on the screen. Washington exhaled once more, his eyes softening just slightly as he murmured under his breath, almost to himself,
“God help the boy…”
[PHILIP]
But what if he decides to shoot? Then I’m a goner
[HAMILTON]
No. He’ll follow suit if he’s truly a man of honor
Phillip’s hands trembled where they rested in his lap, fingers twitching against the fabric of his breeches as the scene on the screen blurred before his eyes. The faint ringing in his ears hadn’t gone away since that moment, the shot was fired. He swallowed hard, forcing himself to breathe evenly. Eacker had fired first. He remembered the way the man’s expression had twisted, not quite triumphant, but cruelly resolved. The sound of it had split the world in two, and then… he was here. In this room, surrounded by faces that shouldn’t exist together, in a time that shouldn’t be real.
No one had noticed the way his breathing had quickened or the faint tremor in his shoulders. He was grateful for that. The last thing he wanted was pity. He refused to let them see that, moments before being pulled into this strange dimension, he might have been dying.
His heart thudded painfully as he sat straighter, forcing composure onto his expression. They can’t know. Not yet. He needed time, time to think, to plan, to fix this.
In his mind, a desperate determination began to solidify like cooling iron. He could survive this. He would not allow himself to fade away into the tragedy that history might have written for him. He had his father’s stubbornness, that same defiance that had driven Alexander to rise from nothing, and he’d use it now.
No one will think I’m already lost.
He clenched his fists tightly, jaw set, eyes flickering briefly toward his father, who was still focused on the screen with that storm of emotion always simmering beneath the surface. Phillip exhaled shakily but quietly.
I’ll find a way to live. I’ll protect Pa’s name, our honour, and my future.
He drew in one slow, careful breath, shoulders squaring as if bracing himself for another invisible battle.
Whatever it took, he would not let this be the end.
To take someone’s life, that is something you can’t shake
Philip, your mother can’t take another heartbreak
[PHILIP]
Father—
[HAMILTON]
Promise me. You don’t want this
Young man’s blood on your conscience
The air in the room shifted, a heavy, uneasy silence settling over them like fog. The soldiers who only moments ago had been sitting in casual observation now seemed to stiffen, their bodies remembering things their minds wished they could forget. One by one, their gazes dropped to their own hands. Fingers twitched, palms rubbed absently against thighs, wrists, or knuckles as though trying to ease away an itch that wasn’t truly there.
John’s thumb moved slowly over the faint pale scar near his wrist, the one from a blade that had fallen alongside a man he had slain. Hercules flexed his hands in slow, restless motions, staring at them like he could still see the smears of blood that had once coated his skin on darker nights. Even Lafayette’s posture faltered; his gloved hand hovered in midair before curling into a fist against his knee, his usual bright gaze dimming.
The ghost of war hung thick between them, the screams, the smoke, the cold. The memories of those they’d taken and those they’d lost and may lose.
It was Washington who finally broke the silence. His voice came low and steady, a tone forged from command but softened by sorrow. “He’s not wrong, son,” he said, eyes fixed on the flickering light of the screen though they seemed to look through it, past it, into something far away. “To see another man’s blood on your hands…” His words slowed, heavy with weight and memory. “They are never clean again.”
He lifted one large hand, staring at his calloused palm for a moment before letting it fall to his knee. “The marks,” he continued quietly, “they stay. Even when the battle’s done. Even when the war is long over. No matter how much water you use, how hard you scrub, they stay.”
His gaze flickered to Alexander, to John, to the younger men in the room, Phillip among them, each of whom seemed frozen in that moment, listening, feeling the truth of it.
Washington’s voice softened further, almost a murmur now. “The world will tell you those stains are honour, or duty, or sacrifice. But in the quiet, when all is still… you remember what they truly are.”
[PHILIP]
Okay, I promise
[HAMILTON]
Come back home when you’re done
Take my guns. Be smart. Make me proud, son
Alexander’s voice came soft, almost a whisper, but full of warmth that reached deep into the space between them. “You’ve already made me proud,” he murmured, his tone carrying that quiet, fragile tenderness that only surfaced in his rare, unguarded moments.
Phillip’s eyes darted up at the sound, his tense shoulders easing as though those words alone lifted a weight from his chest. A small smile ghosted across his lips, the corners of his mouth trembling faintly, relief and guilt tangled together. He gave a short nod, but his gaze drifted back to the glowing screen, the smile fading into a troubled frown.
The music on the screen had softened to a tense quiet, and Phillip’s brow furrowed as he leaned forward slightly. “Why does it seem like Pa gave me the guns?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. The words were hesitant, uncertain, as though he already feared the answer.
Alexander’s expression tightened, confusion flickering across his face. “Did I not?” he asked, almost defensively, his brows knitting together as he turned to face his son.
Phillip shook his head, still staring at Lin as though searching his face for confirmation. “No,” he said quietly, his voice unsteady, shame threading through it. “You… you forbade me from going through with the duel.”
The room seemed to still around them. Alexander’s breath caught, his gaze darting between Phillip and the stage where his son’s fictional counterpart stood, gun in hand.
Phillip swallowed hard, glancing briefly toward Angelica before looking back at Lin. “I ignored you,” he admitted, his tone low, the confession heavy. “I went to Aunt Angelica’s husband. He-” Phillip hesitated, a flicker of guilt crossing his face before he forced the words out, “he was the one who gave me the guns.”
The tension in the air thickened. Angelica’s eyes widened in silent horror, a soft gasp escaping her lips as her hand rose instinctively to her chest. Alexander turned toward her sharply, the shock in his expression mirrored by a pain that ran deeper than anger, a grief for something already lost.
Lin’s face softened, his expression one of quiet empathy. “You did. History… remembers the act,” he said gently, “not always the intent.”
Phillip bowed his head, fingers twisting together in his lap as the guilt settled over him once more. “I just wanted to protect you, Pa,” he murmured.
Alexander’s gaze lingered on his son, the mix of pride, heartbreak, and helpless love so clear in his eyes it nearly broke Eliza’s composure beside him. She reached for his hand, squeezing tightly, grounding both of them in the fragile present.
[PHILIP]
My name is Philip
I am a poet
I’m a little nervous, but I can’t show it
I’m sorry, I’m a Hamilton with pride
Washington’s voice carried the kind of weight that filled a room, not loud, but steady, the authority and sorrow braided through each word making everyone still. He exhaled slowly, shaking his head as his gaze moved between father and son, that familiar mixture of fondness and grief clouding his expression.
“You Hamiltons and your pride and fire…” he murmured, almost to himself, the faintest touch of rueful affection in his tone. “It burns bright enough to light a nation, but it also burns those who carry it.” His eyes softened as they fell on Phillip, who shrank slightly under the General’s gaze, a boy suddenly reminded of the man before him who had once commanded armies and hearts alike.
Washington leaned forward, elbows resting on his knees, his voice dipping lower, gentler, though the edge of warning still lingered. “Phillip,” he began, “I have told your father this many times.” He glanced sideways at Alexander, who looked down at the floor, jaw clenched tight, guilt flickering behind his eyes. “Pride,” Washington continued, “is not an issue to lose your life over. It is not worth your blood.”
Phillip’s throat bobbed as he swallowed, guilt and stubbornness flickering warily in his gaze. Washington noticed it, the same defiance he had seen a hundred times before in another Hamilton. His expression softened further, paternal concern overtaking reprimand. “Your pride, your honour, your name,” he said slowly, deliberately, “they will live on through your family, through your actions, your choices, your mercy.”
He paused, letting the silence settle heavy and thick between them before continuing, his tone like a steady heartbeat. “You must continue living to achieve that,” he said, voice rough with restrained emotion, “not by throwing away your life at each opportunity you think demands it.”
Phillip’s shoulders sank, his chin dropping as the words sank in, the reprimand landing with more power than any shout could. Across from him, Alexander’s hands tightened into fists on his knees, not in anger, but in understanding. He could hear the echo of those same words spoken to him many times in a tent, beneath the dim light of a single candle, as he himself burned with reckless pride and fury.
Washington glanced at Alexander again, his gaze softening. “You see it now, don’t you?” he murmured, his tone more to Hamilton than anyone else. “The same fire that nearly takes you.”
Alexander nodded faintly, unable to speak, his voice caught somewhere between regret and paternal love as Phillip finally looked up, his eyes glassy but full of quiet understanding.
For a long, fragile moment, none of them spoke, the only sound in the room the faint hum of the paused screen, the ghost of gunfire and lost pride hanging in the air like smoke that refused to fade.
You talk about my father, I cannot let it slide
Mister Eacker! How was the rest of your show?
[GEORGE]
I’d rather skip the pleasantries
Let’s go
Grab your pistol
The men frowned as they watched the encounter unfold. A low, unspoken tension settled between them, the kind that made their stomachs twist. There was something off about this Eacker boy, something slick in his smile, too practiced in his charm. The way he spoke to Philip carried an edge that wasn’t immediately obvious, but the older men could feel it like a change in air pressure before a storm.
Washington’s jaw tightened, his instincts honed from years on the battlefield flaring in warning. Hamilton’s eyes narrowed, fingers curling unconsciously at his sides, while even Lafayette’s usual warmth dimmed into suspicion.
A bad sense of dread coiled through them all as they watched the exchange. Eacker did not seem like one they could trust, not with a secret, not with a deal, and certainly not with a Hamilton.
[PHILIP]
Confer with your men
The duel will commence after we count to ten
[ENSEMBLE]
Count to ten!
[PHILIP]
Look ‘em in the eye, aim no higher
Summon all the courage you require
Then slowly and clearly aim your gun towards the sky—
Burr frowned at the screen, his composure slipping for a brief moment. His usually calm, detached expression hardened, and he leaned forward slightly, eyes locked on the moment unfolding before them. When he finally spoke, his tone was clipped, precise, but edged with something sharper.
“You shoot to the ground for a delope,” he said, the words cutting through the silence like a blade. “Not the sky.”
Alexander’s head jerked toward him immediately, disbelief flashing across his face. His hands tightened into fists on his knees, the reaction instinctive and fierce. “No,” he shot back, his voice rising with conviction. “You shoot at the sky!”
The room’s air grew heavy, the tension between them sparking back to life like embers stirred from ash. For a heartbeat, everyone froze, waiting, watching. The weight of history hung between the two men, thick and palpable. But before the argument could ignite, the screen shifted, dragging their attention away. The sound of the duel continuing pulled them both back into silence, the spark of conflict fading into uneasy quiet once more.
[MALE ENSEMBLE]
One two three four
[FULL ENSEMBLE]
Five six seven—
“NO!” The shout tore through the room just as the gunshot cracked from the screen. The sound of it seemed to echo through the space, sharp and final. Eliza let out a broken sob and collapsed forward, clutching Phillip tightly as if she could pull him back from what they were seeing. Her cries were raw, helpless, disbelieving, and the others froze in stunned silence before the chaos broke loose.
Alexander, John, and Lafayette all lurched to their feet at once,wood creaking loudly Alexander’s face had gone pale, his eyes wide and glassy as they stayed fixed on the screen. John’s hands shook at his sides, fury and grief warring in his expression. “That scoundrel shot early!” he burst out, his voice trembling with barely restrained rage. “He shot before they reached ten!”
Lafayette’s jaw clenched, his knuckles white where he gripped the back of his chair, his usual warmth replaced by cold, seething disbelief.
On the screen,the scene continued moving forward with merciless momentum.
“Phillip…” Alexander’s voice cracked apart, a sound more broken plea than word. His hand reached out toward the image as though he could stop it, his throat tightening with the weight of it all. But before any of them could speak further, before the shock could settle or the anger find its mark, the image shifted, cruelly, unfeelingly, dragging them onward while the echo of the shot still lingered in the room.
Chapter 43: Stay Alive (Reprise)
Notes:
Sorry....
Chapter Text
The room had fallen utterly still. Not a breath dared to disturb the heavy air as the screen played on, the soft, slowing rhythm of the music pounding like a heartbeat, steady, dreadful, and inevitable. Each note carried the weight of what was coming, the rising tension twisting through the room like a living thing. No one moved. No one spoke. The dread built with every passing second, an invisible pressure pressing against their chests until it hurt to breathe.
Those who already knew what was about to unfold sat frozen in grim acceptance, their faces drawn and pale. Those who didn’t… their expressions told the story of denial, the desperate, fragile hope that maybe, somehow, this time would end differently. That maybe the inevitable could be undone. The thought of losing a son, a friend, a brother to yet another senseless display of pride and violence hung like smoke, suffocating them all.
Alexander sat in silence, his tears falling freely now, tracing wet lines down his trembling face. He didn’t bother to wipe them away. His hands were wrapped around Eliza, pulling her tightly against his chest as though to shield her from what was already set in stone. She shook in his arms, sobbing into his coat, the sound raw and heart-wrenching.
The flickering light from the screen cast long shadows over their faces, haunted, hollow, and stricken with the knowledge that no matter how much they loved, how fiercely they tried to protect, fate had already drawn its line in the sand and they were all determined to ensure it was changed when they returned.
[ENSEMBLE WOMEN]
Stay alive…
Stay alive…
Stay alive...
“Please…” Eliza’s voice broke, the word trembling out of her as though torn from the deepest part of her soul. Her hands clung desperately to both Alexander and Phillip, one gripping her husband’s sleeve, the other grasping at her son’s arm as if she could physically keep him tethered to her side, to life. “Please stay alive…” she choked, the plea fractured by sobs that wracked her body.
Her tears fell freely, dampening the fabric beneath her fingers, the sound of her weeping filling the silent room like a prayer left unanswered. Her shoulders shook as she buried her face against Phillip’s shoulder for a brief, trembling moment, then against Alexander’s chest, as if torn between the two pieces of her heart that were slipping away from each other, one already broken, the other about to shatter.
Alexander didn’t speak. He couldn’t. His arms tightened around her slowly, tenderly, his own tears soaking into her hair as he held her close, grounding her as best he could while his world tilted beneath him. His throat worked soundlessly, the words he wanted to say lost somewhere between grief and guilt. He could do nothing but hold her, the steady tremor of his hands betraying how near he was to breaking.
Phillip looked at them both, his parents, his mother’s desperate plea piercing through him like a blade. He smiled faintly, though the expression never reached his eyes. There was sorrow there, deep and knowing, and guilt too, a quiet apology that lived in the way his gaze lingered on them. He reached up, his thumb brushing a tear from his mother’s cheek before it could fall.
“I’ll be alright, Ma,” he whispered softly, though they both knew it was a lie. His smile wavered, the corners of his mouth trembling as his eyes shone wet under the dim light. For all his courage, for all the bravado he had inherited from his father, there was a boy’s fear in his expression, fear of leaving, fear of hurting them, but beneath it all, love. Fierce, aching, unconditional love.
[HAMILTON]
Where’s my son?
Is he alive?
[DOCTOR]
Mr. Hamilton, come in. They brought him in a half an hour ago. He lost a lot of blood on the way over.
Alexander choked on a sob, his whole frame trembling as the scene unfolded before him. His eyes, half-shielded by trembling lids, glistened wetly in the dim light of the room, the reflection of the screen flickering across them like the ghost of something already gone. His breath hitched in uneven gasps, each one sounding as if it tore at his chest. “I can’t lose you, Phillip…” he managed, the words cracking in the air, fragile and raw. His voice was a rasp, stripped bare of all composure, all eloquence, just a father’s desperate plea laid open before the inevitable.
He reached toward his son without realizing it, his hand shaking violently, as though trying to bridge the impossible distance between this place and the cruel fate playing out before them. “I couldn’t bear another loss of someone I loved,” he croaked, and the admission broke him. His voice wavered on the last word, nearly dissolving into another sob.
The weight of his grief pressed down like a storm. He had already lost so many, friends, family, the brotherhood of battle, and yet none of those wounds compared to this quiet, helpless agony. This was different. This was his son.
Phillip swallowed hard, his throat bobbing as he stared back at his father, guilt and fear and love colliding in his chest. “Pa…” he whispered, his own voice soft, trembling. There was nothing he could say to ease that pain, no promise he could make that wouldn’t be hollow.
Alexander’s hand finally found Phillip’s shoulder, gripping it tightly, as if anchoring himself to the reality of the boy before him. His thumb pressed into the fabric of Phillip’s sleeve, needing that warmth, that proof of life. His breath came in short bursts, his tears falling faster now. “You’re my legacy,” he whispered brokenly. “You’re supposed to live, Phillip. To outlive me.”
The room was still, the air thick with grief so heavy it seemed to smother every sound. Eliza’s soft sobs filled the silence, her hand clutching Alexander’s arm as though she, too, feared he might collapse under the weight of it all. Washington looked away, jaw tight, eyes glistening with restrained sorrow.
And Phillip, poor Phillip, just looked at them both, his heart shattering with the knowledge that, no matter how much he wanted to stay, the story on the screen had already begun to play out.
[DOCTOR]
Yes. But you have to understand
The bullet entered just above his hip and
Lodged in his right arm
Washington shook his head slowly, the motion heavy with sorrow, before letting it drop, his gaze fixed on the floor. The flickering light from the screen painted tired shadows across his face, deepening the lines that war and leadership had carved there. His shoulders sagged beneath the weight of memory, the ghosts of countless soldiers, young and brave, who had once stood tall before him only to fall moments later, lives snuffed out in bursts of smoke and blood. He had seen wounds like the one Phillip bore far too many times during the long years of battle, and he knew, God, he knew, how such endings often came.
The sight brought a bitter ache to his chest, one that felt all too familiar. The faint sound of Eliza’s trembling sobs reached his ears, and Washington forced himself to look up. His eyes drifted toward where Phillip sat between his parents. The young man looked pale beneath the dim light, his expression caught somewhere between guilt and pain. Eliza clutched one of his hands as though sheer will might tether him to life, while Alexander held the other in silence, his thumb rubbing small, frantic circles over Phillip’s knuckles.
Washington’s throat tightened. The scene before him was almost unbearable, it was too much like those nights in the field hospitals, when mothers or brothers would weep over a wounded soldier, praying against all odds that the boy might last till dawn. He could smell the faint echo of gunpowder and blood as if the memory itself were seeping into the room.
He exhaled shakily and pressed a hand to his chest, his voice barely more than a whisper to himself. “Another boy… too young,” he murmured. His gaze lingered on Phillip’s face, softening with a kind of paternal grief. “You should’ve had decades ahead of you… not this.”
For all his composure and discipline, Washington’s heart squeezed painfully at the thought. It was the same ache that had haunted him since the war, the cruel knowledge that no matter how many victories a man achieved, he could never shield the young from the world’s senseless losses. He looked down again, unable to meet their eyes, and clenched his jaw to steady himself.
“God forgive us,” he thought, the words silent but heavy.
[HAMILTON]
Can I see him, please?
[DOCTOR]
I’m doing everything I can, but the wound was
Already infected when he arrived—
The tension in the room thickened until it felt like the air itself had turned solid, pressing down on every chest, coiling tight around every throat. No one moved. No one even breathed too loudly, as though any sound might hasten what they all feared was coming. The screen’s flickering light bathed their faces in a cold, ghostly hue, reflections of dread and helplessness painted in shadow and silver.
After everything they had endured, after all the battles they had fought to build a future, it still came to this, another young life poised to slip away. The cruel irony of it hit them all at once: they had dreamed of peace, and yet even here, in this strange place beyond time, death still came for the young.
The soldiers, hardened men who had seen too much already, lowered their heads in silent mourning. Their hands fidgeted unconsciously, brushing invisible scars, each of them remembering the endless rows of cots and the fading gasps of men they couldn’t save. Infection, fever, slow deaths that stole even the strongest. They all knew that look, the pallor creeping in, the uneven breath, the trembling hands, and none of them could muster hope strong enough to fight what experience had already taught them.
Eliza sat between Alexander and Phillip, her whole body trembling as though barely holding together. Her hands clutched Phillip’s as though she could will his warmth to stay, her knuckles white with the force of it. Tears streamed freely down her cheeks, her lips quivering as she began to murmur under her breath, a desperate, trembling chant.
“He’ll be fine… he’ll be fine…” she whispered, eyes squeezed tightly shut as though she could block out reality by sheer force. “He has to be fine…”
Her voice cracked on the last word, the sound small and fragile against the heavy silence of the room. Alexander bowed his head beside her, his hand finding hers, but even through his own tears he couldn’t bring himself to say the words she needed to hear. Because deep down, he feared what they all did, that hope, once again, might not be enough.
[HAMILTON]
Philip
[PHILIP]
Pa
I did exactly as you said, Pa
I held my head up high
Phillip’s lip trembled violently as he bit into it, desperate to hold himself together. The taste of copper spread faintly across his tongue, but he didn’t care, anything to stop the sobs threatening to claw their way free. His breath came in uneven shudders, shoulders quivering as the tears that burned behind his eyes finally began to blur his vision. He tried to blink them away, tried to be strong, but the lump in his throat grew too heavy to swallow.
Beside him, Alexander’s composure cracked completely. His face, already pale, now looked hollowed by grief and love all at once. His voice broke as he spoke, the words trembling like a fragile thread barely holding.
“I’m so proud of you,” he managed, his voice shaking with emotion, his hand reaching to cup his son’s cheek. “You silly… amazing boy.”
The words came out in a broken whisper, torn between a father’s pride and a man’s heartbreak. Alexander’s thumb brushed away one of Phillip’s tears, though more quickly took its place. His chest ached so deeply it felt as though it might collapse in on itself, pride, love, and agony all tangling into something almost unbearable.
Phillip finally let out a strangled sob, his eyes closing as he leaned into his father’s touch. The sound was soft, choked, the kind that tore through the heart of everyone who heard it. Around them, the room stayed silent, the weight of that moment suffocating in its quiet.
Eliza’s hand found Phillip’s shoulder, her own tears falling freely now as she pressed closer. Phillip’s lips quivered as he tried to respond, but no words came,only a shaking breath, a tear-streaked smile that held all the love and sorrow of a boy who had wanted nothing more than to make his parents proud.
[HAMILTON]
I know, I know. Shh
I know, I know [High]
Shh. I know you did
Ev’rything just right
Alexander’s voice was barely more than a breath, tremoring under the weight of emotion that filled his chest. “I will make sure every day,” he whispered, his words raw, meant as much for himself as for the universe listening, “that my son knows I am proud of him…”
The promise hung in the air like a prayer, fragile but unbreakable. His hand trembled slightly where it rested on Phillip’s back, fingers curling in the fabric of his coat as though anchoring himself to the reality of the boy still alive beside him.
Phillip had tucked his head against his father’s chest, his cheek pressed against the steady, uneven rhythm of Alexander’s heartbeat. The warmth of his father’s embrace, of both his parents’ arms around him, seemed to be the only thing keeping him grounded. Eliza’s arms came around from the other side, her hands cradling the back of his head as if by sheer will she could shield him from everything that had happened, from everything that was still to come.
Neither parent spoke for a long moment. The flickering light from the screen illuminated their faces, Alexander’s streaked with tears, Eliza’s pale and trembling, Phillip’s eyes half-lidded, caught between exhaustion and heartbreak. The sound of their soft breathing filled the silence, slow and uneven, their bodies pressed close together in a desperate attempt to keep time from stealing any more from them.
Alexander bent his head, pressing a lingering kiss to Phillip’s temple, whispering again into his son’s hair, as if repeating the vow could make it eternal, “Every single day, my boy. You will never doubt it again.”
Phillip gave a weak, tearful hum in reply, curling closer, and Eliza’s arms tightened protectively around both of them.
[Phillip]
Even before we got to ten—(shh)
I was aiming for the sky (I know, I know)
I was aiming for the sky (I know, I know)
[Hamilton]
Save your strength and
Stay alive…
[ENSEMBLE MEN]
Stay alive...
[ELIZA]
No!
[HAMILTON]
Eliza
Alexander’s whole body trembled at the anguish woven through Eliza’s voice. It was not just sorrow, it was disbelief, desperation, and defiance all colliding in one fractured breath. He let out a strangled, shaky sound, pulling both Eliza and Phillip even closer to him, as though he could protect them from the cruel inevitability that hung in the air. His hand rubbed soothing circles into Eliza’s back, his own chest tightening so painfully it felt like his ribs might give way. He couldn’t bear it, not the thought of losing her again, not the idea that they hadn’t yet reached peace or healing in this version of time.
“Why…?” Eliza’s voice cracked mid-syllable, her body shaking as she turned her tear-streaked face toward Lin. “Why should I already be wearing black?” she demanded, her words fragile but burning with conviction. “I shan’t be mourning yet! Phillip is still alive!” The pitch of her voice rose with each word, as though by sheer force she could defy fate itself.
The room seemed to hold its breath. Lin looked at her, his expression stricken, soft, sorrowful, and helpless. He hesitated, inhaling deeply before speaking, his tone gentle as if trying not to shatter what little strength she had left. “Peggy…” he began softly, his gaze shifting toward the young woman sitting silently nearby.
Peggy had gone still. Her face was ghostly pale as Lin’s words sank in, her lips parting without sound before she managed a whisper, “I have also left this earth…” Her voice trembled, so faint it was almost lost to the room, but the impact was immediate.
Eliza’s breath hitched sharply, a sound between a gasp and a sob, her head whipping toward her sister. “No…” she rasped, shaking her head as if denial could erase the truth. Her hands reached out, trembling, and Angelica was already there, wrapping Peggy in her arms.
Angelica held her tightly, tears running freely down her cheeks as she pressed her face into Peggy’s hair, murmuring desperate, trembling words of disbelief and love in equal measure. “No, no, no, you can’t, you’re right here, you’re right here,” she whispered, her voice fraying at the edges.
Lin swallowed hard, the weight of the truth pressing heavy on every person in the room. His voice was quiet when he finally continued, “Peggy had also passed away,” he said gently, looking toward Eliza once more. “You had just returned from her funeral…”
Eliza’s face crumpled, the last threads of her composure breaking. She clutched Phillip’s hand tightly in one of hers and Alexander’s in the other, as though holding onto them could keep any more pieces of her world from falling away. Alexander’s arms closed around her again, his lips pressed into her hair, whispering wordless comforts, his own tears hot and unrelenting.
[ELIZA]
Is he breathing? Is he going to survive this? [ENSEMBLE MEN]
Stay alive...
[ELIZA]
Who did this, Alexander did you know?
[PHILIP]
Mom, I’m so sorry for forgetting what you taught me
“Oh, Phillip…” Eliza whispered, her voice breaking on his name, the sound raw and trembling. She reached for him instinctively, her hand threading gently through his dark curls. Her fingers shook, tracing through his hair, down to his cheek, brushing away the tears that streaked his face, though more replaced them as quickly as they fell.
He was crying openly now, shoulders trembling, each breath hitching in his chest. His head dipped forward, pressing against her shoulder, seeking the comfort he had known all his life, the scent of lavender and starch, the steady rhythm of her heartbeat beneath his ear.
Eliza’s own tears dripped onto his curls, catching the dim light that flickered across the room from the glowing screen. “My boy…” she murmured again, the words nearly swallowed by the sob caught in her throat. She rocked him gently, her hand never ceasing its slow, soothing strokes through his hair.
For a moment, everything else fell away, the flicker of the screen, the watching eyes, even the ache in Alexander’s chest beside them. There was only a mother and her son, clinging to each other as if the sheer force of her love could hold back fate itself.
Phillip’s voice was muffled when he finally spoke, small and cracked, “I’m sorry, Ma…” He didn’t even know what he was apologizing for, the pain, the fear, the future that was already written, but she shook her head fiercely, her hand cupping the back of his head and pressing him closer.
“No,” she whispered, her tone soft but fierce, “you have nothing to be sorry for. You’re my heart, Phillip. You always have been.”
Her thumb brushed another tear from his cheek as she pressed her forehead to his, eyes closed tight, her trembling voice barely audible. “My boy… my beautiful, foolish, brave boy.”
And Phillip just held her tighter, his sobs quiet but unrelenting, clinging to her as if she were the only thing keeping him tethered to the world, and perhaps, in that moment, she was.
[ELIZA]
My son—
[PHILIP]
We played piano
[ELIZA]
I taught you piano
[PHILIP]
You would put your hands on mine
[ELIZA]
You changed the melody every time
[PHILIP]
Ha. I would always change the line
[ELIZA]
Shh. I know, I know
[PHILIP]
I would always change the line
The room was deathly silent, the kind of silence that pressed against the skin, thick and suffocating. Even the faint hum of the projector seemed to vanish beneath the weight of what was coming. Every flicker of light from the screen painted pale, trembling faces in shades of gold and shadow.
Only the soft, uneven sound of breathing broke through, the shaking, hitched breaths of the three Hamiltons. Eliza’s sobs came in fragile gasps she tried and failed to suppress, her hand clutching desperately at both Alexander’s and Phillips sleeve as if holding onto them could keep the world from falling apart.
Alexander’s breath rattled unevenly through his chest, his eyes fixed unblinking on the screen. Each shallow exhale sounded almost like a prayer, though no words left his lips. His jaw was tight, his throat bobbing with every silent attempt to steady himself. He couldn’t. Not when the light from the screen caught the reflection of his son’s face, young, proud, and seconds away from the moment that would shatter everything.
Around them, no one dared to move. The soldiers sat frozen, eyes wide, their own hearts hammering in dreadful anticipation. Even Washington, ever the image of composure, had his arms crossed so tightly his knuckles had turned pale, his expression heavy with foreboding.
The quiet creaked and stretched, unbearable, suffused with dread. Every heart in the room seemed to beat in sync with the slow, steady rhythm of the music now rising softly from the screen, that single note pulsing like the last seconds before a heartbeat stops.
Eliza’s breath hitched again, a faint whimper escaping her lips as she pressed her face into Phillip’s shoulder. Alexander’s hand found hers automatically, gripping tight , the only sound now their shared, trembling breaths echoing faintly through the still air as all eyes remained fixed, horrified and helpless, on the glowing screen that carried their fate.
[ELIZA]
I know, I know
[ELIZA]
Un deux trois quatre
(Cinq six sept huit neuf)
Good
Un deux trois quatre
Cinq six sept
Huit neuf
Sept huit neuf—
Sept huit…
[PHILIP]
Un deux trois quatre
Cinq six sept huit neuf
[PHILIP]
Un deux trois…
[Eliza]
(screaming)
The beat cut out abruptly, like a heart stopping beating, an unnatural silence swallowing the room as if even the music could not bear to play through what came next. On the screen, the moment froze in its cruel inevitability, and in perfect, devastating synchronicity, Eliza’s scream tore through the air.
“No! No! Please! Phillip!”
Her voice cracked, breaking apart like glass under pressure, raw with disbelief and agony. Her hands flew to her mouth, trembling as she leaned forward as though sheer willpower could reach through the screen and pull her boy back. The sound that left her throat was not merely grief, it was a mother’s soul fracturing.
Alexander went utterly still beside her, his skin ashen, his breath shallow. His hands, once gripping Eliza’s and Phillip’s, now trembled violently as if his body couldn’t contain the storm inside. His lips parted, but no words came. The scene mirrored in his haunted eyes felt like a punishment, his past mistakes flashing back in cruel, merciless detail.
Phillip, seated between them, had gone pale as a ghost. His wide eyes were fixed on the image of himself on screen, his chest rising and falling too quickly, his throat tightening around a sob he couldn’t release. He reached for Eliza’s arm weakly, needing the anchor of her touch.
Beside them, John sat frozen, his heart twisting painfully. The helplessness in his gaze was palpable, he wanted to reach out, to pull them all into his arms, to do something, anything, but no gesture could fix this. The weight of their anguish filled the room like thick smoke, suffocating and heavy, pressing on every chest present.
The only sounds were Eliza’s quiet, broken sobs and the shuddering breaths of the Hamiltons, three souls unraveling in unison under the unbearable grief of watching tragedy replay before them.
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