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[FELIX HE/HIM 🖤滚开 - COMMS OPEN]  @emo_not_goth666] posted on January 3rd 3:51 am 2023:

sorry for the absence, I'mback online now tho. life stuff has been hard. I have no reason to tell you all what I'm dealing with but i feel a weird obligation. Here it goes:

okay so I'm about to turn 22 and I just finished university. idfk what I'm gonna do wtih my life and that scares me shitless. I want to pursue art, but it's just not a very consistent income. also, i don't have many skills outside that. life's just generally been really rough lately -- not that I'm a scub, I'll kick its ass, just as soon as I get back on my feet -- its yknow. same old story. no-contact with my parents, trans, gayass. I posted some stupid shit when I was younger, too, so some of you are probably reading this to make fun of me. "lolcow" or whatever, bitch I was 16, get the fuck over yourself and find a life thanks

#art #merman #octopus #emo #magic #digital #lineless #commissionsopen #signalboost #transcreator #lgbtq #vent

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[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] posted on Janurary 3rd 8:12 AM, 2023

Sighhhh i wish someone loved meeeeeeeeeee

#catboy #boypussy #femboy

<[☂️ @purplehoodiesareprettycool]

 i can smell you from here you fujo cow

<[ 🎀@adrianerd334]

close! i am a man!

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[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] requested to dm [FELIX HE/HIM 🖤滚开 - COMMS OPEN] @emo_not_goth666]

Hi i wanna commisison u is that okay :333333333333333333

FELIX HE/HIM 🖤滚开 - COMMS OPEN] @emo_not_goth666] has accepted the dm

🖤 what do you want

🎀 HAI OMFG YOU ARE LIKE MY FAVORITE ARTIST HOLY SHITTTTTTTTTT I DIDNT THINK YOUD RESPOND!!!!! hei aiaiiaiaiaiai hiai i'm adrian i've been following you for like since all that bullshit happened but IVE ALWAYS BEEN ON YOUR SIDE! i think you're realy cool and your messages really mean a lot to me. also I just love how you draw people, the colors you use are so nice to my eyes. SORRY FOR RAMBLING I JUST THINK YOU ARE SO SOSOSSOOSOSOSOO COOL AND I SAW YOUR VENT POST AND I HOPE YOU'RE DOING OKAY :(((((( you deserve so many good things and I hope that you get them this year ^^

🖤 thanks

🎀 :)))))))))))))))))))))))

🖤 so what should i draw

🎀 ahhh ummhmhmhm oh no

🎀 i didnt think that far ahead...

🎀

🖤 haha

🎀 WAIT WAIT GIMME A SECOND!!!!!

🎀 can i get tmi real quick :3

🖤 idc

🎀 u dont have any triggers do you :(?

🖤 nah

🎀 OK!! tell me to shut up whenever tho :(

🖤 👍🏻

🎀 so like it hink i'm maybe 2 years yougner than you? i used to follow your account when I was 14 and you were 16 back when all the bullshit started, and I always thought your comics were so CUTE. I was such an anxious teenager. i was bullied really badly in high school, my anxiety was bad, my autsim was undiagnosed, AAAAAAND i was gay :( my parents were busy w my younger siblings, too, also the pandemic definitely didn't help

🎀 anyway during that really really really dark time in my life, your art made me really happy! i thought it was cute and wholesome, and even as you started getting into more edgy stuff, I loved it even more!!!! i've been watching your account for SOOOOOOOO long dude and i just think you're the coolest

🎀 i am the emo_not_goth #1 fanboy!!!!!

🎀 sorry was that cringe?

🎀 am i being too much? I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

🎀 oh fuck i blew it didnt I

🎀 fuck fuck fuck I'm sorry i ever bothered you i'm sorry 

🎀 goodbye i love you

🖤 hey its chill

🖤 dont cry

🎀 HOW DID YOU KNOW I WAS CRYING?????

🖤 psychic

🎀 YOU ARE

🎀

🎀 LOOK REAL TEARS

🖤 i believe you

🖤 so like. do you want me to draw you?

🎀 I AM LITERALY GONNA SCREAWM

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🖤 here

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🎀 OH MY GOD

[🎀 has been typing for 5 minutes]

🎀 I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I GENUINELY CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I ADORE THIS IT JUST OMFG I NEVER THOUGHT I'D LOOK SO CUTE AND THE FACT THAT YOU THINK I'M CUTE IS JUST??? OMFG??????? OH MY GOD I THINK THIS ACTUALLY RESET MY BRAIN A LITTLE BIT GOODBYE DEPRESSION THIS IS THE MOST AMAZING GIFT I HAVE EVERY RECIEVED IN MY 20 YEARS OF LIFE I AM SCREAMING I AM CRYYING I AM THROWING UP THIS IS AMAZING YOU ARE AMAZING IF YOU NEED A KIDNEY LITERALLY JUST CALL ANYWAY I LOVE THIS I LOVE YOU YOUR AMAZING IM SO HAPPY

🖤 yay

🎀 lemme send the payment over!!!!!!!!!!! i can gush more i just omfgjkgkjff

🖤 yeah sure, send it through ko-fi?

🎀 do you have paypal???? :o?

🖤 yeah but with my deadname

🎀 OH I AM SOOOOOOO SORRY GOD WHY DID I SUGGEST THAT i'll figure out ko-fi real quick :3 thank you so so sososososoosooso much can I make it my icon?

🖤 ya

🎀

🎀 WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT

🎀 im gonna commission u more in the ftureu. can we please keep our dms open :3333333333

🖤 cool

🖤 just idk i might not respond

🖤 busy

🎀 I COMPLETELY GET THAT thank you soooo much and I wont spam you i pwomise 

🖤 k

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[Twitter

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

@emo_not_goth666 "Felix" is a fucking disgrace to trans guys everywhere. not only is he a blatant fetishizer but he is also RACIST, ANTI-SEMITIC, BI-PHOBIC, ASIAN-FISHING, FETISHIZING, as well as just generally being a bully. are we really going to platform this guy??? 

Here's the doc. SPREAD THIS AROUND.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1KZHy8I7GtOp0KFAukmNjbI9L8Cl1dZdDcRoiJftFG4c/edit?usp=sharing

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

LITERALLY SHUT THE FUCK UP

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

this arguement is completley bullshit! why the fuck are youa ccusing him of being anti-semitic because he called himself a "trinket loving goblin" in 2018 PEOPLE USED THAT WORD ALL THE TIME HE DOES NOT HATE JEWISH PEOPLE???? HES REBLGOGED FROM JEWISH ARTISTS!!!!

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

Also wdym racist??? is it because his art doesnt show POC features that well ITS A SIMPLISTIC ART STYLE AT LEAST HE TRIES!!!!! at leaset he tries without looking like a caricature! HE TRIES ITS A FUCKING ART STYLE OKAY?????? and hes GOTTEN BETTER OVER TIME

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

ALSO HOW IS HE BI-PHOBIC???? he just said that being asexual is not the same as being bisexual for him bc he doesnt feel attraction to both men and women but doesnt identify as bi in that absence????? HE LITERALLY JUST SAID THAT ABOUT HIMSELF HE WASNT PUSHING ANY AGENDA

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

ALSO WDYM FETISHIZING??? ASIAN FISHING???? HE IS AN ASIAN MAN

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

wow i cant believe we got his biggest cocksucker in the comments

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

you are spreading blatant misinformation uwu i am just stating the facts <3

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

the fact is that you are defending an asshole. do you know he literaly told someone to kts

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

wowwwww what a surprise~

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

he was encouraging SUICIDE of a MINOR. that is HORRIBLE. are yous aying that kind of thing is okay?

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

when was this?????

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

here's the quote

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

ARE YOU SERIOUS

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

THAT "MINOR" HAD BEEN HARASSING HIM FOR MONTHS AND MISGENDERING HIM

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

HE TOLD THEM TO KNOCK IT OFF

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

AND THEN HE GOT PISSED????? IS THAT A CRIME???? IDFK 

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

IT TRIGGERED THEM

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

IT WAS THEIR OWN FAULT THEY ARE 17 NOT A BABY

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

SO YOU WANT A MINOR TO KILL THEMSELVES?

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

actually ofc you think that, you're a proshipper

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

pffff ofc you want minors to make decisions like adults. that way you can FUCK them and FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

tyou are disgusting

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

JUST BECAUSE I DONT THINK FICTION AFFECTS REALITY DOESNT MEAN I WANT BAD THINGS TO HAPPEN TO KIDS :( that is horrible! leave my shitty taste in yaoi out of this conversation, you are being a bully

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

awww

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

ofc you're defending this asshole, your taste in men is abysmal

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

newsflash the real world is not a yaoi where bad people are hot or sexy

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

HE IS NOT GOING TO FUCK YOU

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

YOU MEAN NOTHING TO HIM STOP SUCKING HIS DICK

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

I cant hear you over the sound of me deepthroating your mom

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

r*tard

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

DID YOU SERIOUSLY JUST-

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

I AM AUTISTIC I CAN RECLAIM IT

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

well i tried to kill myself three times as a minor so I CAN RECLAIM TELLING A MINOR TO KTS

<[📎 @webtoononononono]

whatever you say you shotacon, go back to fapping to yaoi that'd put a normal person on a watchlist

<[🎀bunbun🐰 plz b gentle :3] @adrianerd334] 

why the fuck did you accuse felix of asian fishing also he was just wearing eyeliner

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🖤 yknow you dont need to defend me

🎀 AWE OH NO FUCK SHIT

🎀 r u okay???

🎀 did i cross a boundary/?? i am SO SORRY OH MY GOD

🎀 FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

🎀 I just wanted to help i am so sorry :(

🖤 mean comments dont mean anything to me

🖤 i can take it

🖤 u dont deserve harassment tho

🎀 you want to....protect me????

🎀 you're looking out fo rme??

🎀 that is amazing

🎀 omfg

🎀 i've never felt so loved/gen

🖤 good for business

🎀 <33333333333333