Chapter 1: Chapter 1 - The Scholar Returns
Summary:
Emmrich has arrived to Minrathous and goes to the university to get settled into his role as a guest lecturer.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The air in Minrathous always smelled faintly of stormlight and old magic, but after years in Nevarra’s drier climes, Emmrich found the scent almost nostalgic. His boots clicked along the polished marble of the university’s west wing, a sound too precise to be casual, but too soft to command attention. The halls were just as he remembered—arched ceilings strung with quiet enchantments, the glowlamps blooming awake as he passed under them. Nothing had changed, of course. Not the place. Only him.
The offices of the Arcane Forensics Wing always smelled faintly of old paper, scalded coffee, and ozone. Emmrich Volkarin stepped through the familiar threshold and inhaled once, deep and quiet. Time had not changed this place, nor had it changed him—though the weight of Nevarra’s tombs still clung to his coat like dust he hadn’t yet brushed off. Myrna barely looked up from her desk when he entered.
“You’re late,” she said, sliding a stack of folders toward the edge without preamble. “By which I mean on time—but that is late, by my standards.”
“I missed you too,” Emmrich replied, voice low and wry.
Myrna snorted softly, then finally looked up. “Welcome back, Professor Volkarin.”
“Guest lecturer,” he corrected mildly, setting his satchel down by the chair she’d clearly set out for him. “I’m only haunting your halls until the end of the school year.”
She arched a brow. “As if you ever truly leave.”
He turned to find Myrna pouring two steaming cups of something dark and restorative. Her sharp black hair was pinned up as always, her robes severe and lined with runes that whispered with every movement.
“I brought the good brew,” she said, setting one mug down on his desk. “You’re going to need it.”
"I take it the term's already begun without me?"
“With vengeance,” she deadpanned, then passed him a sheaf of notes. “The student board tried to alter your curriculum while you were gone. I held the line.”
Emmrich chuckled, low and warm. “I never doubted you.”
They slipped easily into the work. Syllabus drafts were laid out with surgical precision. The seminar on Magical Pathology was already full. Two visiting students had filed special requests to attend his Spirit-Bound Decay lecture despite being unqualified, and a third had sent a handwritten letter citing his thesis as “spiritually formative.” Myrna handed it to him with a mutter about overachievers and emotional instability.
“The joint case consult is still on schedule,” she said, flipping to the final page. “The university and the Shadow Dragons agreed to share jurisdiction if new evidence comes up. Your involvement remains advisory.”
“I wouldn’t have it any other way,” Emmrich murmured, reading over the curriculum notes. “I find policy far more dangerous than blood magic.”
“Try sitting through three committee meetings with Director Pavus,” Myrna muttered. “You’ll change your mind.” As if summoned by the very sound of his name, the office door flung open with unnecessary flourish.
“I knew I felt the ambient rise in intellectual quality,” came a smooth, theatrical voice. “And a faint whiff of old libraries and suppressed feelings. It must be you.” Emmrich looked up just in time to see Dorian Pavus enter with all the subtlety of a stage curtain being torn down. He was dressed impeccably—his robes a tailored fall of deep aubergine with silver embroidery that gleamed when he moved. His smile was wicked, but the warmth behind it was unmistakable.
“Dorian,” Emmrich greeted, rising with restrained fondness. “So good to see you again. I see that you have yet to enter a room with the courtesy of knocking.”
“Where’s the fun in that?” Dorian asked, embracing him with a brief but sincere pat on the back. “Minrathous has missed its favorite guest lecturer.”
“And how have you been?” Emmrich asked, settling back into his chair. “Still terrorizing first-years with metaphysical paradoxes?”
“Oh, my dear professor. Always. But I’ve saved my best mischief for Professor Hezenkoss, naturally. She’s been unbearable this week—accused the Board of ‘institutional cowardice’ and threatened to disembowel our new assistant dean with an ink quill.”
Emmrich sighed. “Yes, well. Johanna is a hurricane. Minrathous is the only coastline wide enough to survive her.”
“And yet,” Dorian drawled, draping himself into the armchair across from them, “you keep coming back. Not that I’m complaining, but one might think you like the chaos.”
“I enjoy the work that the University of Minrathous gives me,” Emmrich replied, smiling faintly. “And the company of my peers.”
At that, Myrna gave a gruff, wordless grunt of acknowledgment and stood. “I’ll leave you two to gossip. The syllabi are finalized. I’ll file the paperwork and let the registrar know you’ve returned.” With the sharp snap of a folder under her arm and the efficient swish of her robes, she was gone—leaving only the scent of ink and the echo of competence behind.
Dorian leaned forward once the door shut. “Now that the adult supervision has left, tell me—have there been any updates on your dull love life while abroad?”
“No,” Emmrich replied simply.
“Oh c’mon, not one tryst or short-lived relationship, then? Don’t be stingy, Emmrich. It's been forever since I'd last seen you.”
“I was working.”
“Which is exactly the problem.” Dorian sighed, waving a hand. “You deserve something a bit warmer than your thesis and assortment of decorative skulls. Honestly, I worry you’ll retire surrounded by bones and still manage to be celibate by choice.” Emmrich gave him a flat look. “I have my rituals. My routines. Manfred. That’s enough.”
Dorian’s brow rose. “Is it?” A pause. The kind that carried more weight than Emmrich meant to let slip.
He looked away, just briefly.
The good professor will admit that he hasn’t had a romantic relationship in a long time. Longer than he would care to confess to his colleague. It wasn’t for a lack on interest, nor some vow of solitude. He had simply found a certain comfort in the life he’d built—routine, purposeful, and quietly fulfilling. In his youth, he’d chased intensity and passion, lived through brief but vivid affairs. But now, in the seasoned stillness of his age, he no longer felt the need to seek something beyond what already steadied him. He was content. And for him, that had always been enough.
Dorian’s gaze softened. “Then perhaps a ritual with tea instead of embalming salts might be a nice change.” Emmrich glanced back, mildly curious. “There’s a tea shop,” Dorian said, tone lighter now. “Opened while you were off wooing your students with you passionate lectures. Just past the west university gate.”
“A tea shop?”
“The Veil & Vine,” Dorian said. “Ridiculously cozy. Botanical. Quiet as a crypt but smells better. And”—his grin returned—“it has a chalkboard sign warning customers to guard their pastries from a black cat named Spite. I nearly cried from joy.”
Emmrich blinked. “…Spite?”
“Oh yes. Resident menace. Hates everyone. Except, apparently, the shop owner. And one man who brings him smoked salmon and compliments.”
“I see.”
“You don’t. But you should.” Dorian rose, brushing imaginary lint from his robe. “Drop by. Order something unfamiliar. Let yourself be witness the furball of chaos.”
“I’ll think about it,” Emmrich said quietly. Dorian leaned forward, touched his shoulder once—soft, brief, like the end of a sentence.
“Do more than think, Emmrich. Go. Life’s short, even for those who live with the dead. Besides, I think you’ll enjoy the establishment.” And with a wink, he was gone.
With Dorian’s exit, silence returned to the necromancer’s office—familiar, measured, and oddly soothing. Though technically a guest lecturer, Emmrich had been summoned to Minrathous so frequently over the years that he’d never bothered to give up the townhouse the university had assigned him. It had become a second home of sorts—quiet, well-warded, and perfectly suited to his habits. Hopefully, Manfred hadn’t run into any trouble organizing their luggage. He had left the little wisp to manage it on his own, and while capable, Manfred’s definition of “order” tended to skew toward artistic chaos.
With his lectures organized and his presence at the university sufficiently reestablished, Emmrich gathered his satchel and stepped out into the waning afternoon light. The streets of Minrathous were steeped in their usual blend of arcane bustle and refined decay—mages weaving through alleys in charmed coats, spell-light flickering behind antique windows, the smell of incense and warmed cobblestone drifting on the air like memory.
He walked at a thoughtful pace, letting the rhythm of his heels on cobbled stones settle his thoughts. After a moment, he reached into his coat pocket and withdrew his phone to call his skeletal ward.
Once the line had connected, he spoke. “Manfred, I’m on my way back. Try not to unpack everything before I arrive.” There was a pause. Then, a high-pitched hiss crackled through the phone, followed by the clatter of something wooden and what sounded suspiciously like a muffled triumphant squeal.
Emmrich sighed, fondly. “I’ll take that as enthusiasm.”
He slipped the phone back into his pocket and continued on, letting the rhythm of the city ease into something slower, quieter. As he turned onto a cobbled street near the university’s west gate, the ambient hum of arcane traffic and scholar chatter fell away—replaced by birdsong, wind through wisteria, and the distant clink of glassware behind café doors.
That’s when he saw it.
Tucked at the end of the street, it caught the light like a greenhouse kissed by old magic.
The shop’s façade was almost entirely glass, framed in aged sage-green wood and arched brass fittings that gleamed gold where the sun touched them. The tall, paned windows stretched nearly from ground to awning, offering a full view of the interior: warm light, suspended greenery, terrariums glowing faintly in the afternoon haze. A black cat lounged across a sunlit windowsill like it owned the building—and perhaps it did.
Vines curled along the stone exterior—not conjured, but coaxed—spilling naturally across the frame. Clusters of wisteria in soft lavender and dusky violet draped over the upper panes like flowering curtains. The breeze stirred them gently, petals falling like slow, fragrant rain. The scent of mint and lavender mingled on the air, subtle but present—an invitation rather than an announcement.
At the center of it all hung a wooden sign, brass-framed and softly weathered, the lettering inlaid with gold leaf:
The Veil & Vine
A Place to Pause, A Cup to Carry You Through.
Emmrich paused mid-step, his gaze catching on a slate hanging just beside the door. Written in elegant, looping chalk script was today’s blend special—something floral and intriguing—but just beneath it, in a decidedly firmer hand:
Spite Warning: Beware of cat. Guard your desserts. No mug is safe.
Emmrich’s lips tugged into a rare, private smile.
Dorian hadn’t exaggerated.
He stepped a little closer, peering through the glass. Inside, the space looked warm and eclectic—plants everywhere, enchanted terrariums nestled between jars of tea leaves, and a counter lined with what looked like an impressive variety of baked goods. The kind of place, he realized, that had cultivated its atmosphere not with effort, but with intention. Quiet, personal, precise.
Something about it tugged at him.
But he did not go in.
Not yet.
Emmrich lingered for a moment longer, eyes tracing the arched windows and the soft movement of a black cat tail flicking lazily from atop a sun-drenched shelf. So, that was the infamous Spite. How charming. Then he turned and continued down the street, the echo of warm light and whimsy following in his wake.
He would return.
Perhaps tomorrow. Perhaps not.
He just didn’t know when. But something in him already knew: he would
Notes:
Thank you for reading my first-ever fanfic. I finally gathered the courage to post on here with this idea. I took quite a bit of liberties with this fanfic, so I hope that you'll enjoy!
Chapter 2: Chapter 2 - The Veil & Vine
Summary:
Professor Volkarin decides to stop by The Veil & Vine before he heads into work.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The morning air carried the usual blend of conjured heat and autumn fog—Minrathous in full seasonal contradiction. Emmrich stepped out of the townhouse with his leather satchel slung neatly over one shoulder, dressed in a deep green waistcoat and polished shoes that clicked against cobblestone in precise cadence. His pale ash-grey coat, tailored for summer breathability, fluttered lightly with each step. The bangles at his wrists glinted in the morning light, gold and bronze, his grave-gold rings fitted with habitual care. At the hollow of his throat, his skull pin caught the light—a quiet nod to both profession and identity.
Today marked the first day of the term.
And for the first time in a while, he was looking forward to it. The lectures were prepared, his notes reviewed twice, and though he expected a few logistical snags—new buildings always came with unspoken enchantment issues—he felt ready. He liked the rhythm of a first day. The quiet before the intellectual storm.
Still, even with time to spare, he found himself taking a slight detour. The same path. The same corner. The same soft pull that had lingered in the back of his mind since yesterday.
The Veil & Vine.
The wisteria swayed gently in the breeze. Petals caught on the frame and drifted downward, like they had nowhere urgent to be.
Perhaps a brief venture inside would be the right way to begin the day.
He opened the door.
A soft chime announced his entrance—not overly cheerful, but warm, like the sound of a spoon stirring honey into tea. The interior greeted him with gentle heat and the layered scent of steeping herbs, citrus rind, and the grounding trace of mint, lavender, and warm bread.
The shop was alive with quiet details. Terrariums glowed on floating shelves, casting fractured light across the floor. Hanging plants filtered sunlight into lazy, golden shapes. Cushions and blankets were nestled into a reading nook near the window, and faint magical wards hummed low along the floorboards—steady, protective, almost meditative.
And then there was the cat.
A sleek black creature perched high on a shelf behind the counter, yellow eyes narrowed in regal disinterest. Its tail swayed with slow, deliberate judgment.
“Spite, I presume,” Emmrich murmured, bowing his head just slightly.
The cat blinked once. Then flicked his tail with theatrical disdain.
Behind the counter, a woman turned at the sound.
She was not what Emmrich expected.
Chestnut hair pulled into a loose twist, sleeves rolled to the elbow. A deep plum apron wrapped over enchanted cotton. Her eyes—dark, discerning, steady—met his with the unspoken certainty of someone who had already taken his measure. The slight taper of her ears marked her elven features, one of them adorned with a single gold cuff that caught the morning light—simple and elegant.
She didn’t speak at first. Only offered a subtle, knowing smile.
“You’re new.”
“Guilty,” Emmrich said, stepping forward. “Though the sign outside made it impossible to stay away.”
“Spite has that effect,” she replied, flicking a glance toward the black cat, who was now grooming himself with the indifference of royalty. “Or maybe it’s the tea.”
“I’m hoping it’s both,” he replied, and there was something softer in his voice than he expected.
“Are you planning to take your tea here or is it to-go?”
“To-go for today,” Emmrich said, though part of him regretted the words as soon as they left his mouth.
The shop owner took the disposable cup while Emmrich observes the menu seeing the witty descriptions of each tea.
She nodded and reached for a disposable cup, her movements fluid and quiet. As she prepped the sleeve and lid, Emmrich stepped closer to the counter and took a moment to study the menu on the wall behind her.
The handwritten names were charmingly irreverent—Crow’s Song, Memory Moss Brew, Spite’s Whisker—with little notes scrawled beneath each in the same tidy, looping script. Some blends promised focus, others tranquility. A few simply claimed to taste like “what today feels like.” He noticed a small section in the corner marked Coffee for the bold & bleary, with two options underlined: DockTown Roast and Crow’s Regards.
He smiled faintly. Even the menu had character.
The shop owner, patient but observant, broke the silence. “Anything catching your eye?” she asked. “I know it can be a little overwhelming the first time.”
Emmrich raised an eyebrow, the corners of his mouth curving. “Contrary to your belief, I find it difficult choosing just one. The assortment is tempting, which is worse.”
She leaned her forearms onto the counter, resting easily. “Maybe I can help. What are we looking for today?”
He tilted his head slightly. “Pardon?”
“What do you want out of today?” she asked, voice unassuming. “Something to wake you up? Or something to steady the nerves?”
Curious.
Emmrich considered for a breath, then answered honestly. “Something steadying. Warm. I’d rather not begin it in a flurry.”
She hummed in response—not absentmindedly, but like someone considering a small puzzle.
“I think I’ve got just the thing,” she said, reaching for a jar behind her. “Andraste’s Breath. Bold. Slightly spiced. Clears the head while gently warming the soul.”
She glanced back at him with a flicker of mischief. “I’m going to assume you take your tea hot.”
He tilted his head, intrigued. “What gave it away?”
“You look like someone who considers cold tea sacrilege.”
“A fine deduction.” Emmrich chuckled again, shaking his head. “Though I’ll have to apologize to my colleagues later for the implied betrayal.”
“I won’t tell.” Rook smirked and began pouring with elegant precision. The scent rose quickly—pepper, spearmint, and hibiscus layered into something sharper, but not unkind.
She handed him the cup with practiced ease, her fingers brushing the rim as though sealing a quiet ritual. Emmrich lifted the lid and inhaled. The fragrance unfolded with unexpected depth. He took a sip. The warmth settled into him—steady, earned, and deeply welcome.
“This is excellent,” he said, sincerely.
She let out a subtle sigh, one she hadn’t realized she’d been holding. “Glad it didn’t disappoint.”
As he took another sip, she added, “I’m Rook, by the way. Figured an introduction was in order.”
He nodded. “Professor Emmrich Volkarin.”
Her gaze flicked to the satchel, the grave-gold, the polished restraint of his posture. “That explains the look. Surprised I haven’t seen you around.”
“I’m a guest lecturer at the university. Forensic anthropology. Spirit resonance studies.”
“Well—welcome back to Minrathous. I hope the weather hasn’t scared you off.”
“Oh, I’m no stranger,” he said, checking his watch. “I’d stay for the banter, but duty calls.”
“Good luck,” she said, offering a crooked half-smile. “I hope your day unfolds the way you want it to.”
“And welcome to the Veil & Vine,” she added, her tone gentle but genuine. “First time’s always a little quiet. Second time, Spite might tolerate you.”
He inclined his head, fingers curling around the warmth of the cup. “Thank you. For the tea. And the clarity.”
“I hope to see you again, Professor.”
As he stepped out into the sunlight, the bell chimed gently behind him. The morning light no longer felt so harsh, softened by steam, scent, and a voice still lingering in his thoughts.
Spite, he decided, was absolutely a personality.
But Rook… Rook was something else entirely.
Notes:
This chapter took a minute since I had to work on blend names and what flavors to describe, since this is a tea-themed story.
Chapter 3: Chapter 3 - What Lingers inn the Cup
Summary:
A typical morning for Rook and her cat, Spite.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The day was greeted with the morning fog that clung to the city windows with a light glow of it’s golden rays. Rook walked around her apartment, lacing her boots at the cushioned bench near her window. Spite was already circling her ankles with the occasional meow telling her to hurry up.
“I’m almost done,” she muttered, nudging him gently with the side of her boot. “When have we ever been late?”
The cat looked up at her with disapproving eyes, tail flicking to match his energy and she swore that he rolled his eyes before leaping onto the bench to sit inside her sage green satchel beside her.
“Okay we don’t need to be that dramatic.”
Rook slung the satchel strap over her shoulder, grabbed her plum-colored scarf, tying it loosely around her throat. She grabbed her keys and headed out the door.
Down the stairs and into the street, she breathed in the familiar blend of urban magic and distant steam: conjured warmth still lingering in the cobblestones, streetlamps dimming under daylight enchantments, the hum of a city never quite asleep.
The walk to the Veil & Vine was a short, but necessary. It was a routine that let her take in the silence and watch as the city around her came to life. She would greet the newsstand vendor as he unlocked their stall, the apothecary’s apprentice waved from the shop’s window, and the part-timer at the bakery was setting out their boards. It was a peaceful stroll and Rook liked it that way.
Spite rode in her satchel—content now that they were outside—his tail spilling out like punctuation. She would look over at him to see the cat close it’s eyes with a slight smile. He always enjoyed their commute to work, even more when Rook would get distracted in a conversation and the vendors would sneak him treats.
When they arrived at the shop the wisteria caught its first brush of sunlight.
The building exhaled at her touch—wards loosening, locks yielding. The scent that met her as the door swung open was the one she’d been cultivating for months: mint and lavender, steeped herbs and the faintest memory of lemon cakes. Warm wood, sunlit plants, a hint of cinnamon from the forgotten blend Spite had knocked over two days ago and Bellara was never able to fully clean up.
The cat hopped down from her bag and made a beeline for his high shelf perch, ignoring the counter entirely. He curled up and closed his eyes like a king reclaiming his throne. Rook rolled her eyes as she places the satchel in a cabinet under the register.
She gathers her hair to put it into a loose bun, grabbing her apron from the wall hook. With practiced ease, she set the kettle glyphs, turned on the light to her dessert display, taking note of some items she would need to restock, and began to steep a brew for herself.
The day called for a cup of Warden’s Wake, it was one of her custom blends. She didn’t need much—just a pinch of the dark blend, already rich with scent before it met water. As the hot water bloomed through the mesh strainer, steam curled from the mug in slow spirals, carrying the scent of winterroot and sage—sharp and grounding, like frost clinging to a blade. The licorice root threaded through it subtly, a soft note of sweetness beneath the weight of smoke and earth.
Rook removed the mesh strainer, discarding the leaves. She thoroughly cleans the tea strainer before patting it dry with the dish towel. She hovered over the cup for a moment, letting the aroma settle into her lungs before taking the first sip.
The bite came first—clean and cold, the winterroot cutting through her tongue like morning air through fog. It stirred her chest, as if waking something long asleep. Then came the licorice, softening the edges, hinting at warmth without ever surrendering to it. The black tea held it all together, tannic and steady, while the sage lingered long after—bitter, herbal, and solemn.
She sighed in satisfaction as the warmth settled in her soul, the door chimed—and Bellara arrived with a grin, mismatched gloves, and a rush of energy like a spell that hadn’t been countered yet.
“Morning, boss!”
The enthusiastic elf looked around for Spite, her smile reaching her eyes to see him in his usual spot.
“Morning Spite,” she wiggles her fingers up to his little perch, her voice filled with sweetness. He doesn’t even lift his head.
“C’mon Spite, is that any way to treat your number one fan?” Rook replied, looking at the cat ignoring her half-hearted chide.
“I’ll wear you down, just wait.” She scrunches her nose at the cat, unzipping her coat and heading straight for the pastry case.
Rook smiled into her cup, then flicked her wrist toward the chalkboard. The enchanted chalk stirred and began to write out the day’s specials.
Today’s Special:
Andraste’s Breath (steadying, warm, meant for new starts)
Weather: Fog lifting, slowly. Give it time.
Spite Warning: He’s plotting. Pastries beware.
Bellara puts on her apron and begins to tend to the plants scattered about the shop. Rook flipped through the playlists on the shop’s iPod. Her fingers paused on a playlist called Soft Alchemy—a slow mix of strings, piano, and occasional vocals that felt like breath on glass.
She glanced over her shoulder, where Bellara stood on a stepstool near the window, humming as she misted the lemon balm. Spite watched her from the shelf above with the disapproval of a cat who despised humidity.
“What’s the mood today?” Rook asked, thumb hovering over the playlist list.
Bellara leaned down just enough to peek around a hanging planter. “Mmm… dreamy optimism with a chance of spiraling?”
Rook snorted. “So, Tuesday.”
“Exactly.”
She scrolled one more time, then tapped a playlist called Steam & Stillness. Notes of lilting harp and low vocals began to hum through the shop—gentle, spell-soft, like the musical version of a sigh into warm hands.
Bellara nodded with approval, still spritzing her plants. “Perfect. Just sad enough that no one feels judged if they cry over a scone.”
Rook flipped the front sign over with two fingers and a flick of magic. The wooden plaque swung gently on its brass hook, revealing the familiar script to the waking street:
Open.
Behind her, Bellara washed her hands at the side sink, humming something vaguely Dalish and off-key. The spritz bottle clinked as she tucked it back onto the shelf beneath the herb rack, her curls bouncing with each step.
Spite, freshly stretched from his sun shelf, claimed the windowsill as the first golden rays filtered through the shop’s tall front panes. He landed like a shadow in slow motion—elegant, dramatic, deliberate. Tail curling high, he sprawled into a full stretch, pressed his cheek to the warm glass, and blinked with feigned boredom.
Bellara, never one to miss an opportunity, reached into her apron pocket and retrieved a tiny, crinkled pouch. “Bribery time,” she whispered.
Rook didn’t look up from her brewing station but still warned, “He won’t respect you.”
“Let me have this,” Bellara replied under her breath, offering the dried salmon cube like a peace treaty.
Spite sniffed, narrowed his eyes, then allowed the treat—followed by a brief, begrudging stroke along his sleek head. Bellara beamed like she’d just been knighted.
“He let me pet him!” she whispered triumphantly.
“For now,” Rook said, smirking into the steam curling from her kettle. “Bribery won’t win you his eternal love.”
Bellara, undeterred, gently scratched behind Spite’s ear anyway. “Maybe not love,” she said softly, as the cat began to purr, “but I’ll take tolerated indifference.”
They settled into their rhythm without needing to speak. Rook manned the brewing station, adjusting temperature glyphs and setting out today’s blends—most notably Andraste’s Breath, which had already proven itself a strong morning favorite. Bellara prepped the pastry case, ran the food warmer spells, and set the counter’s charm lights to their welcoming hue.
The soft rustle of footsteps against floorboards signaled the arrival of the first customers. The city’s pace was picking up—university assistants in need of a morning fix, teams grabbing office drink orders, and the usual regulars easing into their favorite seats with worn mugs and practiced sighs.
Bellara greeted them with her usual brightness, moving from the register to the pastry case like she was in a choreography only she knew. Meanwhile, Rook settled into the brewing station, pulling her sleeves up to the elbows, grave-gold glinting faintly in the warm overhead lights.
She brewed teas in precise, practiced rhythm—muscle memory and instinct in equal measure. Cups lined up neatly along the tile, steam rising in gentle coils. Her hands rarely faltered. Even when the orders switched suddenly to espresso or golden fogs, she adjusted without missing a beat.
The shop buzzed with the quiet warmth of becoming—smells, sounds, glances exchanged over brimming cups. This was the life Rook had built from the fragments of another. And in moments like this—hands steady, Spite curled in a sunbeam, Bellara grinning behind the counter—it almost felt like something whole.
Thankfully, the morning rush went with no Spite-related incidents, probably because of Bellara’s offering for temporary affection. The hum of the shop dimmed around midday, as it always did. The lull settled in with the comfort of a known pause—the regulars having taken their leave, the loungers lost in books or soft conversation, and the kettle glyphs no longer flaring in steady rhythm.
Rook turned the ward slightly on the front door to muffle the bell, just enough to let the space breathe.
“Break,” she said, nodding at Bellara, who had just finished wiping down the pastry case for the third time in ten minutes.
Bellara didn’t argue. She slid onto one of the stools at the bar with a grateful sigh, tucking her curls behind her ears. Rook set a plate down in front of her with a warm panini—goat cheese, roasted pepper, and herb aioli—and beside it, a steeping mug of Andraste’s Breath.
“Have I ever told you that you’re my favorite employer? Because you are.” Bellara grinned, already reaching for the sandwich.
Rook just shook her head, rolling up her sleeves again and heading to the sink. She slid her hands into the soapy basin, the familiar rhythm of dishwashing letting her thoughts loosen around the edges.
And, of course, they drifted.
To the guest from yesterday.
The one with his eloquent voice, the gold bangles that wrapped around his wrists like a memory and the rings that decorated his fingers like an extension of himself. Nevarran, clearly. She’d recognized the craftsmanship of the grave-gold on sight, not just for its rarity, but for the quiet reverence it carried. No one wore that much if they didn’t understand what it meant. And the skull pin at his throat—precise, symbolic, carried like a badge more than a flourish. People like him didn’t wear things lightly.
And he liked her tea.
That counted for something. It should have, anyway.
Unless she was making arrogant assumptions, which wasn’t unheard of. The shop got its share of passersby. Even the most spell-struck ones didn’t always return.
But he hadn’t felt like a passerby. He’d felt... deliberate.
She rinsed a teacup too slowly.
Bellara, halfway through her sandwich, glanced up and smirked. “You keep staring at the window like it’s going to cough up your handsome professor.”
“I’m washing dishes,” Rook replied flatly.
“You’re thinking about him.”
“I’m thinking about lunch rush prep.”
“Then you shouldn’t have told me that you met a devilishly handsome guest lecturer by the name, Emmrich Volkarin.” Rook hung her head immediately regretting the fact that she texted Bellara about her encounter with the professor. The part-timer giggled, “I couldn’t stop screaming at my phone.”
Rook paused, elbow deep in foam. “You know him?”
“Of course I do! He’s a legend at the university. The necromancy department practically tries to summon him into permanent residency every term.” Bellara took a dramatic sip of her tea. “You served tea to academic royalty and didn’t even know it.”
Rook shrugged. “Knowing academic royalty isn’t in my field of expertise.”
“Well, you did say that he looked impressed.”
“I dunno. I mean I’m not expecting him to be a regular,” Rook said, rinsing off a saucer and setting it to dry. “He just made a strong impression.”
She wasn’t in the habit of remembering all of her customers’ reactions to her blends, but his had lingered.
Bellara grinned. “A tall, impeccably dressed, handsome impression.”
Before Rook could retort her friend’s statement, Spite made his move.
With all the grace of a shadow with bad intentions, he leapt onto the counter, nosed toward Rook’s untouched sandwich beside the sink, and nearly got away with half of it before her hand shot out.
“No no no,” Rook snapped, snatching it from under his paw. “You eat your designated cat food like a good demon cat.”
Spite hissed in mild protest, tail flicking as he sulked away with his dignity dented.
Bellara laughed into her tea. “He thinks if you’re distracted enough, he’ll finally win.”
“Who knew that something so adorable could cause so much chaos.”
“I hope the good professor comes back,” Bellara said, still smiling.
Rook didn’t answer at first. She just stared at the plate Spite had tried to raid, fingers resting lightly on the edge.
“Yeah,” she said finally, quietly. “Me too.”
Notes:
Even in cat form, Spite wants to be a little shit.
Chapter 4: Chapter 4 - A Pause Between the Pages
Summary:
Emmrich and Rook have their first proper conversation at the tea shop.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The first week of the term had passed in a blur of syllabi, lecture hall warding mishaps, and faculty meetings that seemed longer than the course credits they approved. Still, Emmrich had found a rhythm by the end of it—structured, productive, and only mildly maddening.
By late afternoon, his office was finally quiet. The last assistant had scurried off with a stack of annotated readings, and the charm ward on his door pulsed gently as it sealed behind them. Emmrich glanced at his watch. Half past five. Still plenty of time to stop by the market before it closed and cook an actual meal for dinner. It will be a fun activity for Manfred. Perhaps something simple like pasta.
He gathered his laptop, a few marked-up papers he hadn’t quite finished reviewing, and slid them neatly into his leather satchel. His scarf was draped across the back of his chair, and his overcoat hung beside the door. He donned both with habitual grace, smoothing the lapels and adjusting the scarf with a practiced flick.
As he left the office, he nodded to a few lingering staff—one of the visiting adjuncts, a third-year assistant professor—exchanging brief goodbyes. The university halls were dimming, lanterns flickering into their evening glow, the foot traffic thinner now that most had retreated home or to taverns or to the library’s quieter corners.
Emmrich stepped into the street, the air crisp, the cobblestones damp from the recent fog that had finally burned off. He turned down the main thoroughfare, coat brushing past passerby with the measured pace of someone who had nowhere urgent to be.
And then, without planning to, he found himself turning a corner.
Drawn again to the quiet end of the street. The one with ivy-wrapped walls, wisteria still clinging to their last blooms, and the subtle, almost accidental magic in the air.
The Veil & Vine.
Its glass façade glowed warmly in the evening light, and through the wide windows, Emmrich spotted the figures inside—Rook, behind the counter in a wash of amber light, sleeves rolled to her elbows. Her chestnut hair was pulled into its usual loose twist, a few strands escaping to frame her face as he watched her place a small ceramic dish down for the black cat with fluid ease, her other hand trailing over his back with the kind of absent affection only long familiarity could yield.
Spite, contrary to his name, accepted the offering and leaned into her touch like he was carved from shadow and entitlement.
There was something so strikingly soft about the scene.
The supposed demon cat looked utterly content, and Rook—her expression soft with amusement, warmth curling at the corners of her mouth—seemed like someone who had found her world and fit inside it without noise. And Spite for all of his furry arrogance looked like he believed it.
Emmrich’s lips tugged into a faint smile before he realized he’d lingered a moment too long.
Their eyes met through the glass.
For a second, he felt the embarrassment rise to his ears—heat blooming across his cheeks as if she’d caught him in something far more intimate than watching her feed a cat. It wasn’t like he meant to stare but the fact that he was seemed invasive.
Before he could make a prompt retreat, Rook smiled at him.
She moved from behind the counter, wiped her hands on a cloth, and made her way to the front door.
The bell chimed gently as she opened it.
“Professor Volkarin,” she said with that same wry warmth in her tone. “I was starting to think we scared you off.”
“I was… preoccupied,” Emmrich replied, clearing his throat lightly. “The term began with all the usual fire and brimstone. I’ve only just escaped the last of the late faculty meetings.”
“I hear that a lot,” she said, leaning one shoulder lightly against the doorframe. “Students and assistants pass through here like ghosts begging for espresso. Some study at the window seats. Most get bullied by Spite.”
“Bullied?”
“He sat on someone’s laptop this morning. Full weight. Refused to move until their friend offered him a croissant bribe.”
“A classic case of feline blackmail.”
“And emotional extortion,” she added, smiling.
Emmrich chuckled, easing the satchel off his shoulder as if the day were finally loosening its grip. “I hope the student was able to recover.”
“Barely,” she said, eyes glinting with humor. “He’s lucky that there’s a charm to his chaos.” She tipped her chin toward the cat, who was now watching the door like a gargoyle at rest.
Rook shifted her weight, suddenly aware of how long she’d been standing with the door open. “I should let you go,” she added. “You probably have somewhere to be.”
“Oh I was just heading the market,” he said, “Nothing to warrant any urgency.”
“I didn’t expect you to be open this late,” he said honestly, glancing at the fading light.
“I usually keep it open until seven,” she replied, “for the night owls. Students, professors, exhausted mages. Everyone loves a warm drink and a pastry after a long day.”
He nodded once. “A wise business decision.”
A dry laugh escaped her as she tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear. She hesitated, then offered, “You’re welcome to come in. For a cup. If you want.”
Then she added, gently, “I don’t want to make you feel obligated just because we engaged in a bit of conversation.”
Emmrich looked at her—really looked. The soft light catching the gold cuff on her ear, her plum apron snug at her waist. The warmth of her voice tucked into careful neutrality, as if it mattered that she not push. As if it mattered that he choose.
He held her gaze.
“A cup of tea,” he said, “sounds wonderful.”
Rook smiled and stepped aside, holding the door open as Emmrich crossed the threshold. The familiar scent greeted him immediately—mint, lavender, and steeped herbs lingering in the warm air like memory.
Spite remained perched on the counter, watching Emmrich with narrowed eyes and feline scrutiny, his gaze equal parts curiosity and judgment.
She closed the door behind him, letting the bell chime gently overhead. As she passed by to head behind the counter, she offered over her shoulder, “Feel free to sit wherever you’d like. Don’t mind Spite—he’s already been sated with dinner.”
Her hand reached instinctively for a ceramic mug, but she paused. Was she assuming too much? Maybe he preferred his tea to-go, like last time. A quiet question lingered in her thoughts as she glanced back.
Emmrich had already settled at the bar counter, carefully hanging his satchel on the back of the chair. He folded his scarf neatly over it, followed by his overcoat, before resting his hands on the counter with familiar, composed ease.
Knowing now that he was staying, Rook confidently reached for the ceramic mug and looked over at him. “What sort of tea are you in the mood for?”
Emmrich took his time, eyes scanning the handwritten menu chalked above the counter. His gaze lingered on one of the newer blends—elegant script nestled between Crow’s Song and Andraste’s Breath.
“Shadow Bloom,” he said, voice thoughtful. “That one sounds intriguing.”
Rook gave a nod, already moving. “Good choice. That tea is excellent when you wish to unwind.”
While she prepared the tea, Emmrich watched her work—how fluidly she moved behind the counter, the way she measured the blend with intuitive care, no motion wasted. Steam curled from the kettle in slow spirals, catching in the filtered light.
When she handed him the mug, their fingers brushed briefly—unintended, unremarked upon. She turned to prepare her own cup while he lifted the tea to his face and inhaled.
The scent was delicate but layered—dark fruit, dusky florals, the grounding heat of oolong. His first sip was smooth, faintly sweet with a lingering softness that reminded him of dusk.
As he drank, he let his gaze wander. The shop was quieter now, cast in the mellow amber of late afternoon. Botanical decor spilled across the walls in curated wildness—hanging vines, dried bundles of lavender and lemon balm, enchanted terrariums tucked between shelves. The reading nook, cozy and softly lit, was occupied by a student half-asleep over their notes. The dessert case glowed invitingly, stocked with honey cakes and lemon thyme scones.
And then—movement.
Emmrich glanced down to find Spite, still seated on the counter, staring at him with narrowed golden eyes. Their gazes held for a moment before the cat rose and strutted toward him with unnerving grace.
He stilled, lowering his mug.
He extended a hand, fingers relaxed, offering his scent.
Spite sniffed once. Then—deliberately, regally—rubbed his head along Emmrich’s knuckles, purring faintly as if bestowing a benediction.
The professor blinked.
“Holy shit,” Rook said, approaching the counter with her own cup in hand, brows raised. “You’ve been deemed acceptable.”
“I’m honored,” Emmrich said dryly, lifting his hand slightly as Spite moved to curl beside him.
Rook rested her elbows on the counter, eyeing the cat with mock suspicion. “You sure, you don’t have any cat treats hidden on you?”
“No treats, I’m afraid,” he replied, lifting a hand in mock surrender. “But if he’s decided I’m worth tolerating anyway, I’ll take it as a compliment.”
Rook smiled at his reply, clearly humored, and brought her cup to her lips. She sipped slowly, eyes still lingering on him over the rim of the mug.
Emmrich took a drink from his own, then glanced around the shop with a scholar’s quiet curiosity. “Your plant selection is excellent. The way you’ve placed the wisteria near the filtered windows—it’s getting just the right amount of diffused light. And the lemon balm by the register—clever. Most people don’t think about scent layering in small spaces.”
Rook arched a brow, genuinely pleased. “Thank you. I didn’t always know what I was doing. When I first opened the shop, I could barely keep a windowsill basil alive.”
He looked over, surprised. “Hard to imagine.”
“Oh, believe me, I was practically a menace to plant life. It got better though,” she said with a quiet laugh. “Mostly thanks to my friend Lace—she’s the one who helped me sort out what could thrive indoors—and Bellara’s the reason half of these aren’t already scorched or overwatered. She talks to them.”
Emmrich took another slow sip of tea, then said, “There’s actually merit to it, you know—talking to them.”
Rook tilted her head, intrigued. “Is that your scholarly opinion?”
“It is,” he said, setting his mug down lightly. “There was a Nevarran study—early spirit-sympathetic theory—on vibrational empathy in plants. The idea was that plants respond not just to tone or warmth, but to the intent behind language. It’s not quite spellwork. Closer to resonance.”
“Resonance,” Rook repeated, tasting the word like a leaf on her tongue.
He nodded. “It’s subtle, but measurable. Even small phrases—reassurance, consistency—can help plants stabilize. Particularly if they’ve been moved, repotted, or grown from cuttings. They adapt better when they’re spoken to.”
“Well,” Rook said, smiling into her cup, “Looks like I’ll need to offer Bellara a raise.”
“Oh I’m sure that the plants’ condition is a group effort,” Emmrich replied, lips curving faintly. “The lemon balm by the pastry case has more vitality than half the botanics department’s greenhouse.”
“She’ll cry if she hears that.”
“Let’s keep it between us then.”
Rook looked at him over the rim of her cup, eyes gleaming just enough to be mischievous. “Our first secret, then.”
The words landed with the softness of a petal—and the precision of a blade.
Emmrich blinked, just once. Then cleared his throat, the faintest color rising in his cheeks. “So it seems.”
Rook sipped her tea, hiding a giggle from her cup. When was the last time she felt this comfortable with a customer? Especially one that wasn’t from her inner circle.
She didn’t press the silence that followed. She let it linger for a heartbeat longer, then gracefully moved on, giving the good professor time to reclaim his footing.
She leaned back a little, eyes flicking to Spite. “Of course, it took some training to get him to stop treating them like chew toys.”
The cat blinked slowly from his spot beside Emmrich, entirely unbothered.
“He got into the mint once,” Rook added, smirking into her cup. “Found him halfway into a pot of mint one morning—looked pleased with himself for about twenty minutes. Then he started heaving. Everywhere. Had to take him to the vet between pastry prep and supplier drop-offs.”
Emmrich winced sympathetically. “Poor thing.”
Rook shrugged, unconcerned. “That day he learned his lesson.”
Spite, as if on cue, stretched luxuriously and flicked his tail without a hint of shame.
He glanced at the cat, then back at her, lips curving again. “Some lessons are best learned that way.”
“Exactly.” Rook smirked. “And now he only terrorizes the furniture, and emotionally vulnerable students while plotting to steal every dessert and panini in the shop. Progress.”
Emmrich finished the last sip of his tea, holding the mug in his hands for a moment longer, letting the warmth linger. When he finally set it down with quiet elegance, the soft chime of his bangles brushing against one another filled the air. He glanced at the time and raised his brows slightly.
“Oh dear. I’d best be off if I want to prepare dinner. I wouldn’t want Manfred to worry.”
“Manfred?” Rook asked, a brow lifting.
“A wisp of curiosity that I look after,” he said lightly. “He gets terribly anxious if I’m out too long without notice.”
“Well, we best get you on your way, then.”
Rook gathered both their mugs and carried them to the sink while Emmrich retrieved his scarf and overcoat, slipping them on with his usual unhurried grace. As he approached the counter, his eyes flicked once more to the chalkboard menu overhead.
His brow lifted slightly. “Brewer’s Luck,” he read aloud. “The description just says ‘Try at your own risk.’ That’s not ominous at all.”
Rook looked up, lips curling. “It’s less sinister than it sounds.”
“Color me intrigued.”
“It’s a custom blend,” she said, tapping a few keys on the register. “Brewer’s choice, tailored to the customer’s mood. Never the same twice.”
He tilted his head. “So you improvise and hope for the best?”
“Not exactly,” she said, rubbing the back of her neck. “There’s a bit of a game to it. I ask a few questions, get a feel for the person, then make a tea I think fits them in that moment.”
Emmrich leaned in slightly, his curiosity piqued. “And how often are you right?”
“More than you’d expect,” she said with a glint in her eye. “But that’s the fun of it. You have to trust the process.”
He considered that, smiling. “So it really is a Brewer’s luck.”
“And maybe a little magic,” she added as she punched in his total.
“Of course.” He passed her a few coins, their fingers brushing lightly in the exchange.
“I’ll have to try it next time,” he said.
“I’ll hold you to that,” she replied, tucking the receipt away. “It might surprise you.”
Emmrich offered her a warm smile. “I’m counting on it.”
“Have a good evening, Professor.”
“And you as well.”
She watched him as he crossed the shop, Spite trailing behind like a reluctant shadow. The bell over the door chimed softly as Emmrich stepped out into the fading light.
Turning back to the counter, Rook began rinsing the mugs. She couldn’t stop smiling. Even when she met Spite’s gaze—judgmental and knowing from his perch—she only scrunched her nose at him.
“Don’t you start.”
By the time Emmrich reached the edge of his district, the evening had deepened into soft gold and navy. The market bag hung at his side, the satchel still slung over one shoulder, though lighter now. The streets had thinned, lanterns flickering awake along the walkways, casting long reflections over wet stone.
He should have been thinking about dinner.
Instead, his thoughts lingered—caught somewhere between the shop’s quiet glow and the woman who ran it.
Brewer’s Luck.
The name had amused him at first. But the more he considered it, the more it struck him as something quietly remarkable. To craft a tea on instinct—tailored not to taste, but to people—it wasn’t just improvisation. It was intuition honed through skill, curiosity, and trust.
And Rook? She wasn’t just clever. She was intentional.
A craftsman in her own right, with a presence as carefully balanced as her blends.
He thought of the way her eyes had caught the light—dark, rich, the color of chocolate still warm from the sun. Her smile had a subtle kind of grace to it, but when it reached her eyes, it was unguarded. Real. And there had been a moment, just a brief brush of her fingers against his palm as he paid—small, fleeting—but the warmth of it had stayed with him.
She was striking, yes. That was hard to miss. But it wasn’t just the shape of her mouth or the line of her jaw. It was the wit. The precision. The quiet joy she found in creation. She didn’t offer charm for its own sake. She simply was—thoughtful, sharp, and entirely unpretentious.
It had been a long time since he’d spoken to someone with such ease. Longer still since someone had made him laugh without effort.
Emmrich exhaled, long and thoughtful.
The scent of mint and oolong still clung to the back of his mind.
He was glad he’d stayed for the cup. An impulsive decision, perhaps—but not one he regretted. His curiosity had been caught by the shop, yes, but more so by its owner.
Rook.
Lovely, sharp, quietly brilliant.
He planned to stop by the Veil & Vine again. And next time, he intended to put her skills to the test.
Notes:
It's starting!! Also Spite holds no loyalty despite loving Rook.
Chapter 5: Chapter 5 - Brewer's Luck
Summary:
Emmrich comes to test Rook's brewing skills. Bellara witnesses the subtle flirtation and is LOVING it. Spite steals someone's pastry.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The Veil & Vine thrummed with midday energy—the kind that steeped into the walls like steam and refused to settle. Cups clinked, kettle glyphs flared, and Bellara was practically dancing between the counter and the warming case, curls bouncing as she handed off another pastry plate with the flair of a conjurer.
Rook was at the brewing station, sleeves rolled, her gold pinky ring catching light as she worked. The air carried the mingling scents of mint, blackberry leaves, roasted cacao, and embrium—today’s featured blend was Spite’s Whisker, though several customers had already requested Shadow Bloom for the melancholy weather.
Spite was perched in the window, tail twitching like a metronome of disdain.
“Your ginger tart’s done warming!” Bellara called to a customer, sliding the dish across the bar with a flourish that nearly sent the whipped cream askew. “Careful—it’s emotionally unstable.”
Rook snorted softly and glanced toward the front door just as the bell chimed. Her eyes landed on him immediately— Emmrich Volkarin stood just inside the doorway, unwinding his scarf with deliberate care. The afternoon light caught on the threads of silver in his neatly coifed hair, and the collar of his deep charcoal coat framed his tall, lean figure like it had been tailored with reverence. His grave-gold rings adorned his fingers, each one worn with purpose—not for decoration, but for memory. The bracelets at his wrists gave the faintest chime as he moved, subtle as windchimes in a distant garden.
He looked like a man who carried his history with grace—and Rook, for all her practiced composure, was painfully aware of every detail.
The man made it look effortless—being so put together. From the smooth fall of his overcoat to the quiet gleam of grave-gold on his fingers, everything about him spoke of deliberate care worn like second skin. Nothing ostentatious, just... refined.
He glanced around the shop as he stepped inside, taking in the midday energy. The loungers tucked in the reading nook looked up just enough to check on Spite’s location—likely to ensure their tea and pastries remained untouched under his imperial glare. Others waited near the counter, clutching enchanted order slips and chatting softly, the hum of conversation folding neatly into the soft music drifting from the ceiling glyphs.
And then his gaze landed on her.
Rook stood behind the brewing station, right where she always was, but something about her in that moment made it feel like the whole space revolved around her. Her sleeves were rolled to the elbow, exposing the lines of her forearms and the faint shimmer of warding ink along her wrist. Her usual plum apron was tied snug over her tight-fitting jeans, and her hair—usually down in soft waves—was twisted up into a loose bun that made the gold cuff on her left ear catch the light.
She looked confident. In control. Entirely in her element.
And utterly captivating.
Bellara didn’t even try to hide her excitement when she saw him enter the shop. Her ears twitched, her grin bloomed, and she whispered, “He’s here,” like it was a fated moment from a romance serial that she loved to read.
Rook didn’t dare look at Bellara. She knew the moment she did, she’d be met with that wide, knowing grin—and she wasn’t about to give her the satisfaction. Instead, she kept her attention locked on the brewing orders, even as she felt the shift in the air, subtle but undeniable.
“Professor Volkarin, welcome to the Veil & Vine,” Bellara said, beaming. “I’m Bellara.”
“Ah—the part-timer responsible for keeping the plants in this establishment alive.”
Her grin widened. “Oh? You’ve heard of me?”
“Your employer speaks of you with great regard.”
“Well,” she said with a proud little tilt of her chin, “I’m a big fan of your work. I actually own a copy of Spirit Echoes and the Body Arcane. Brilliant fieldwork.”
Emmrich’s expression softened with quiet appreciation. “Thank you. That research was... incredibly rewarding. It took months just to organize the preliminary notes.”
“I believe it. I’m currently working on my master’s in Arcane History. Professor Strife is my advisor.”
“You’re in good hands, then,” he said with a nod. “Strife is highly respected—and rarely wrong, though I do wish he’d remember to eat more often. Then again, I understand how immersed one can be in their work.”
Bellara laughed. “That checks out.”
From behind the counter, Rook cleared her throat lightly. “Bellara.”
“Right,” Bellara said, blinking back to the present. “What can I get for you today, Professor?”
“As promised,” Emmrich said, voice even but tinged with amusement. “I’m here to test your luck.”
Bellara shot a quick glance toward Rook, catching the subtle stiffening in her shoulders and the slight tinge of red at the tips of her ears.
“I see,” she said, voice brightening. “Just the tea today, or might I tempt you with a pastry or panini? We make the paninis in-house, and the pastries are from a local bakery. Their apple pie’s absolutely delicious.”
Emmrich turned his attention to the menu, scanning it with interest before lighting up slightly. “You offer vegetarian options?”
“We do,” Bellara said. “We get a wide range of students and faculty through here—felt only right to make sure there’s something for everyone.”
It was a small detail, perhaps, but one Emmrich appreciated deeply—the kind of consideration that often went unnoticed. The fact that this establishment offered thoughtful dietary options alongside its carefully curated teas spoke volumes. It wasn’t just about serving drinks; it was about knowing your patrons and making space for them.
He scanned the menu once more, then gave a small, satisfied nod. “I’ll have the Zucchini & Herbed Ricotta... and the Brewer’s Luck. For here, please.”
Bellara beamed. “Excellent choices.”
As she rang up his order, she retrieved a small notepad from beneath the counter. “Now then, I’m sure Rook gave you the general idea behind Brewer’s Luck, but for the sake of tradition, I’ll walk you through the protocol.”
Emmrich inclined his head. “By all means.”
“I’ll ask you three questions,” she said, clicking her pen with ceremonial flair. “You must answer sincerely and honestly. Nothing invasive—this is for your pleasure, not our amusement. And if, by some tragic chance, the resulting blend doesn’t suit your taste, we’ll make you something else—on the house.”
“I would expect nothing less.”
Rook didn’t say a word—but her ears twitched, just slightly, catching the shift in tone.
She kept her hands busy at the brewing station, wiping down the counter and organizing her tools with deliberate calm, but her focus had narrowed. Every answer mattered. She didn’t look directly at them, but from the corner of her eye, she watched—tracking the cadence of Emmrich’s voice, the pause before his responses.
To anyone else, she appeared absorbed in prep.
But Bellara knew better.
She grinned. “Let’s begin.” She glanced down at her notepad. “First question: Do you want to feel more awake, or more at ease?”
“More at ease.”
“Second—do you want something that lingers, or something that passes through?”
“A lingering taste seems appropriate.”
“Final question,” she said, pen poised, “Do you want your tea sweet, bitter, or strange?”
Emmrich considered, then met her gaze with a small, amused smile. “Is bittersweet an option?”
Bellara clicked her pen shut with satisfaction. “Always.”
The transaction was finalized with practiced ease. Bellara handed Rook the small slip of parchment with Emmrich’s answers—along with a tiny doodle of a skull surrounded by hearts. She was enjoying this a little too much.
Rook ignored the teasing flourish and scanned the note, her eyes flicking quickly over the responses. She glanced up to see Emmrich now seated at the bar counter near the chalkboard menu, hands folded neatly, posture relaxed.
His hazel eyes met hers with quiet confidence. He offered a small smile—just enough to say the gauntlet has been thrown—and followed it with a subtle wave.
Rook felt the familiar flicker of heat catch in her chest—her competitive fire sparking to life.
She returned the wave with a smirk and a nod, already thinking through the combinations. Her fingers grazing the edge of the paper as she made her way to the blend shelf. Bellara had drifted off to prep his panini, humming softly under her breath, but Rook’s focus tunneled in.
She read the answers once more, but more than that—she remembered.
Emmrich Volkarin. The epitome of a gentleman. Always composed, always courteous, but with a trace of mischief that softened the formality. There was a sweetness to him—quiet, never overstated—but it lingered under the surface like dried fruit steeped in aged wine.
He was a man of knowledge and consideration, someone who saw details and valued them. His appreciation for plants, for scent, for ritual—that gave her room to move. To play.
If he wanted something grounding, and if the weather called for something warm and weighty, then the base was clear: dark-roasted oolong—rich, steady, touched with earth and stonefruit. For the lingering edge, toasted barley and the lightest trace of clove—just enough to sit on the tongue after the sip passed. And for that elusive bittersweet note he asked for: dried plum and a hint of elderflower to lift it from melancholy into memory.
She began assembling the ingredients in measured pinches, and almost immediately—she felt it.
His gaze.
Rook didn’t look up, but she didn’t need to. Emmrich was watching her. Not out of impatience or idle curiosity—he was studying her, the way she selected each element with care, the way her fingers moved like the beginning of a spell. His attention wasn’t invasive. It was... focused. On her.
And that made her very aware of him.
More than she wanted to be.
Her hands paused, just for a beat, a flicker of uncertainty tugging at the edge of her confidence. Was she reading him right? Was this the blend he needed—not just in flavor, but in feeling?
She exhaled, low and slow.
No. She knew what she was doing.
He’d come in to test her luck—and Rook had never been one to back down from a challenge. She adjusted the kettle glyph and set the blend to steep, the scent beginning to rise in soft spirals.
Let him watch. Let him wonder.
She was going to get this exactly right.
From his seat at the bar counter, Emmrich watched her move through the brewing station with quiet, deliberate grace.
Rook moved with the assurance of someone who knew her tools intimately. There was nothing rushed or uncertain in the way she measured, sifted, or blended—every movement was purposeful, precise. Her hands weren’t showy; they were practiced, refined. She never glanced up to check if he was watching, but he suspected she knew.
He admired that.
There was a kind of elegance in her ritual. She brought the assembled tea to her nose, closed her eyes briefly, and nodded. Looks like she was satisfied with the result.
The kettle glyph glowed softly as she set the leaves to steep.
There was something arresting about her focus. Not just the skill itself—though that was evident—but the way she seemed to slip into stillness while in motion. It was like watching someone trace a pattern only they could see.
There was a kind of reverence in how she worked—not for show, but out of some deeper instinct. A quiet mastery born of care. The way it revealed itself not through flourish, but control.
Bellara returned just then, placing the panini before him. It smelled divine—savory, fresh, layered with herbs and heat—but his attention barely shifted before Rook approached.
She set the cup down in front of him without a word.
Her expression was composed, measured. A professional’s mask, worn with precision. But there was something beneath it—a flicker in her eyes, the subtle tension in her shoulders. A sliver of nervous anticipation she hadn’t quite hidden.
The steam curled upward from the cup. The scent rose with it—deep, floral, warm, laced with fruit and clove. Lovely. Especially considering it had been crafted minutes ago.
He lifted the cup and took a careful sip.
The flavor unfurled slowly.
Bittersweet, as requested. The warmth of the oolong grounded it, with spice resting in the back of the mouth—a taste he couldn’t quite place, but liked immensely. And there, weaving through the finish, was a quiet echo of fruit and flowers. Memory softened by heat.
It lingered.
And it was perfect.
“This...” he began, setting the cup down gently, “is extraordinary.”
Rook’s professional mask faltered just enough for her smile to break through—subtle, but triumphant. The kind of expression that spoke not of ego, but of deeply earned pride.
Bellara, hovering nearby, clapped her hands once. “I knew it. She’s never given a bad Brewer’s Luck cup. Not once.”
Rook rolled her eyes, though her smile didn’t fade. “Calm down. You know how stressed I get about these.”
“Yes,” Bellara said brightly. “And yet you always get it right. It’s almost annoying.”
Rook said nothing as she poured a tasting portion into two smaller cups—one for Bellara, one for herself. She took a sip and nodded slowly, her lips curled into a small smile as she hummed in thought.
Emmrich took another drink, savoring it this time. “Tell me—what’s in it?”
Rook straightened slightly, sliding into her element. “Dark-roasted oolong for the base. Toasted barley for the body and clove for the linger. Dried plum and elderflower for the bittersweet notes.”
He hummed, intrigued. “And what was the flavor I couldn’t place?”
“Sarsaparilla bark,” she said with a small smile. “Just a touch. It holds everything together.”
Before he could respond, Spite, who had until now pretended to be asleep on the windowsill, made his move. With silent confidence, he crept across the counter and launched himself toward the edge of a nearby table—where an unattended spinach pastry sat in vulnerable solitude.
There was a yelp from another customer as the plate clattered.
Bellara let out a groan, already grabbing a replacement from the display. “We have another victim.”
“I’ll cover it,” Rook called, already stepping out from behind the counter to grab the little menace.
Emmrich watched the flurry of recovery with mild amusement—Spite’s attempted pastry theft, the startled yelp, Bellara’s sigh of long-suffering betrayal. Through it all, he remained seated, sipping his tea and taking another slow bite of the panini before him.
The crisp sourdough gave way to a soft, herb-laced filling. The zucchini, sliced into delicate ribbons, held its shape beautifully—just tender enough to melt into the ricotta, which was cool and creamy, flecked with chives and brightened by the unmistakable note of dill. Each bite felt precise, balanced, quietly crafted.
Much like the tea.
And much like the woman who’d made it.
When the commotion died down and Bellara went to console the pastry-less victim with a fresh replacement, Rook returned to the bar and leaned lightly on her forearms.
Emmrich glanced at her, the corner of his mouth tugging upward. “The food,” he said, “is as carefully curated as the blends.”
Rook offered a dry smile. “High praise.” She straightened slightly, tilting her head just enough to meet his gaze. “So… have I passed your test, Professor?”
He looked at her over the rim of his cup, his voice low but warm. “Please—call me Emmrich. I’d say we’ve built up enough rapport for that.”
His gaze lingered, just long enough to soften the formality.
His tone was casual, but the offer sat between them like a drawn curtain being pulled aside. Rook blinked once, caught slightly off-guard—not by the permission itself, but by the ease with which he gave it. Emmrich. Not Professor. Not formality. Something more open. More... personal.
Her heart gave a quick, traitorous flutter.
“And as for the tea,” he continued, oblivious to the quiet storm he’d just started in her chest, “you are, without question, an exceptional tea craftsman.”
Rook gathered herself with a practiced breath, offering a modest shrug as she tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “I try my best.”
“Well, your best is evident,” he said, setting the cup down gently. “Your blends are exquisite—balanced, thoughtful, and wholly your own.”
The compliment—like the name—landed deeper than she expected. Not performative. Not placating. Just truth, spoken plainly.
“Thank you,” she said, and meant it more than she knew how to show.
As Rook lifted her cup for another sip, the gold of her pinky ring caught the light. Emmrich’s eyes lingered there for a moment, then shifted to the matching glint at her ear.
“Forgive the observation,” he said, his tone as polite as ever, “but your ring—and your ear cuff. Are they grave-gold?”
Rook blinked, then instinctively reached up to touch the cuff, fingers brushing the edge with the kind of care reserved for something more than ornamental.
“They are,” she said, a little quieter than before. “My father was Nevarran. He passed down a few pieces.”
Emmrich nodded, understanding immediately. “You wear them well.”
“They’re modest,” she added with a half-smile, “especially compared to your collection.”
He gave a small, wry laugh. “Mine’s just an accumulation over the years—mostly ceremonial, with a few personal pieces mixed in. Yours holds more sentiment. So long as it is meaningful to you, its value is timeless.”
Her smile held, softer now.
“If you don’t mind me asking,” he said after a pause, “what’s your family name?”
“Ingellvar,” she replied, watching him closely.
The name stirred something faint in his memory. Recognition flickered behind his eyes. “Ingellvar... I’ve come across it before. In Nevarran records. Older holdings, I believe?”
“You would know more than me,” Rook said with a shrug. “Minrathous born and raised. We didn’t visit much. Just a few times when I was younger—never enough to remember the cities, only the way the sun hit the stone. My dad always meant to take me back properly, but life got in the way.”
He leaned in slightly, interest piqued. “But he spoke of it often?”
“All the time,” she said, the warmth of memory tugging at her words. “He made it sound mythic. Flatbread was a household staple, but he insisted we make it from scratch. No spells, no shortcuts. We’d coat the kitchen in flour—walls, floor, ceiling. My mother would practically faint every time.”
Emmrich chuckled, a low, genuine sound. “That sounds like a proper Nevarran tradition—chaotic, excessive, and sacred.”
Rook laughed softly. “I wouldn’t be so sure about that. I was quite the rascal.”
He took another slow sip of his tea, his voice turning nostalgic. “For us, Wintersend wasn’t complete without my mother’s hazelnut torte. She only made it once a year and guarded the recipe like it was national defense.”
“I take it no one’s been able to replicate it?”
“Not a chance,” he said with a small smile. “But one can never replicate the taste of such memories.”
Rook huffed a quiet laugh. “I get that. Some of my fondest memories revolve around food... though that might just be my gluttony talking.”
Emmrich’s eyes glinted, the corners of his mouth tugging upward. “Well then,” he said with a soft huff of amusement, “may your gluttony never be cured. It clearly leads to excellent things.”
Rook looked down at her cup, lips curving as the warmth from the tea settled in her hands. She only said it as a light joke, but maybe gluttony wasn’t such a terrible thing after all.
Notes:
Soooo I basically had it so that Rook's dad is Nevarran (Ingellvar) and her mom (Mercar). He studied abroad in Minrathous, met her mom, and they fell in love.
Chapter 6: Chapter 6 - An Unwelcome Presence
Summary:
Bellara is relentless. Rook has a crush. An unexpected guest comes to The Veill & Vine.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Bellara, who had returned to the counter a while ago under the very convincing guise of cleaning, had clearly been eavesdropping the entire time—her ears practically tuned to their conversation like an enchanted antenna. She didn’t say a word while Emmrich finished his tea and tucked away his things, but Rook could feel the anticipation crackling off her like static.
When Emmrich finally stood, he offered them both a polite nod and a warm, lingering farewell.
“Thank you again,” he said, voice as smooth as ever. “Until next time.”
“Have a good evening, Professor,” Rook managed, even though her voice felt slightly off-kilter.
“Emmrich,” he reminded her, with that infuriatingly soft smile. “See you next time, Miss Ingellvar.”
And then he was gone—the door chimed gently behind him, and the quiet hum of the shop settled back into place.
Rook waited three full seconds before she turned and bolted for the back kitchen.
She made it as far as the prep table before the embarrassment hit her like a spell misfire. She pressed her hands against the countertop, willing her heartbeat to slow, but it was useless. All she could see was his face—the way his expression had shifted when he tasted the tea, that quiet surprise followed by something warmer. The way the rings on his fingers caught the light when he moved. His smile—real, hazel-eyed, and just for her.
He told her to call him Emmrich.
“Oh dear gods,” she muttered to herself, dragging a hand down her face. She didn’t know what to do with herself, but she was certain her cheeks were burning vivid crimson.
Yes, he was handsome. Yes, he spoke with such eloquence that left her entranced. And yes, the way he praised her tea-making skills made something in her chest go soft.
She had it bad.
And the universe, cruel and unforgiving, had delivered Bellara at her lowest. The overly excited elf sauntered into the kitchen like she’d kicked the door open—eyes glowing, grin wide, her whole being vibrating with smug delight.
Rook didn’t even look at her. “Don’t.”
Bellara’s voice was a dramatic gasp. “Don’t?! Rook, I just watched you slow-brew a man who challenged you and then you charmed him into letting you call him by his first name!”
Rook groaned and dropped into a squat, burying her face in her hands. “Maker please let me crawl into the flour bin and die.”
Bellara twirled an apron around her finger like a banner of victory. “Absolutely not. I am going to talk about it forever.” She practically sang. “You’ve got the slow-burn blush of a woman who just realized she has a crush on Emmrich Volkarin.”
Rook muttered something incomprehensible into her hands. Her palms were hot against her cheeks—too hot. Mortifyingly so.
Bellara grinned harder. “Face in hands. Cheeks flushed. Dignity destroyed. I live for this. This is the cutest academic-meets-tea-witch meet-cute I’ve ever witnessed.”
Rook peeked at her through her fingers. “He’s just a regular,” she said flatly. “A very polite, well-dressed regular who enjoys tea and quiet. That’s it.”
Bellara blinked. “You cannot possibly believe that.”
Rook sighed, the weight of her embarrassment folding in on something else—something smaller, quieter. She pulled herself up from the squat and leaned back against the counter, arms loosely crossed as she looked toward the back door, not meeting Bellara’s gaze.
“I’m not exactly the kind of person someone like him goes for,” she muttered.
Bellara’s grin faltered. “What are you talking about?”
Rook gave a one-shouldered shrug. “He’s... Emmrich Volkarin. A professor. A respected one. Elegant. Educated. He speaks like he’s walked out of a history book and probably has a footnote in one. And I’m just... me.”
The quiet that followed was heavier than the one before.
Rook gave a short, uncertain laugh. “It’s just a crush, Bell. Not a fairy tale.”
Bellara's smile softened, the giddiness fading into something gentler. “Even if it is just a crush, that's okay. You’re allowed to like someone who makes you feel seen. Especially someone who looks at you like you’re more than just your tea blends.”
Rook raised a brow, wary. “You’re really leaning into this narrative, huh?”
“I’ve got a good feeling about him,” Bellara said, nudging her arm. “And I think the professor likes more than just your oolong, if you catch my drift.”
Rook groaned, but this time it was gentler. “You’re insufferable.”
Bellara grinned. “And you’re glowing.”
The evening closed in quiet, the last thread of sunlight filtering through the tall front windows. The deposit was already locked away in the shop’s small safe, and the chairs had been flipped atop the tables with practiced efficiency. Only the soft hum of the cooling wards remained, low and steady like a sigh settling into silence.
Rook moved behind the counter, placing the last of the clean cups and plates back into the cabinet. Her motions were slow but sure—part muscle memory, part meditation. The scent of the day’s blends still lingered faintly in the air: mint, spice, elderflower.
Spite sat on the counter like a furry gargoyle, his eyes narrowed with the solemn weight of a shift supervisor overseeing final tasks. His tail flicked once. Judging.
“Calm down,” she murmured, wiping her hands on a towel. “I’m almost done.” She takes off her apron and heads to the back kitchen to hang it back on the wall hook.
The bell above the door chimed.
Rook called out. “Sorry, we’re closed for the—”
Spite hissed.
Not the irritated kind he gave to Bellara when she wore too much perfume. This was sharp, guttural—hostile.
Every nerve in Rook’s body snapped alert as the air shifted around her—charged with something unfamiliar and unwelcome. Her fingers twitched, and the soft scent of ozone bloomed from her palms, static crackling along her knuckles as her magic flared to the surface on instinct.
She pivoted, already bracing to strike, but the moment her eyes landed on the figure in the doorway,, her lightning dissipated from her fingertips.
Solas stood just inside the threshold, the hem of his coat damp from the evening mist. Taller than she remembered, or maybe just more severe, he carried himself with quiet precision—every movement deliberate, his posture coiled with restraint.
His skin was pale olive, faintly ashen under the soft glow of the shop. His sharp features—high cheekbones, defined jaw, and straight nose—made him look carved rather than born. The grey-blue of his eyes were as unsettling as ever, cool and watchful, like stormlight behind glass.
He’d shaved his head since she last saw him, the change only emphasizing the austere lines of his face and the pointed shape of his elven ears.
He didn’t speak yet. He rarely had to.
But Spite’s hiss had said it first: unwelcome.
Solas looked at her with those same unwavering eyes—the kind that always made Rook feel like she was on trial, even when he didn’t mean to. Or maybe he did. It was always awkward with him. It had been since they were old enough to form opinions.
He remained where he stood, framed in the doorway like a portrait someone forgot to hang. “Hello, Rook.”
She swallowed, a tightness curling in her throat. “…Solas.”
She stayed behind the counter, reassuring Spite with a few calming strokes along his back. The cat’s fur was still bristled, tail twitching with clear disdain. He didn’t like Solas. Maybe it was the way he made Rook’s shoulders tense, or maybe Spite could just smell the unrepentant asshole under the polished veneer.
“Have a seat,” she said, gesturing toward one of the stools at the bar.
Solas approached with the same measured steps he always had and settled onto the offered seat. Rook passed him a clean towel from under the counter.
“What brings you here?”
“I meant to check in on you sooner,” he said, taking the towel and dabbing it across his face, then over his shaved scalp in slow, methodical passes. “The start of term was more hectic than anticipated.”
She gave a quiet hum in response.
“Selara sends her love.”
Rook glanced at him. “What part of the world is she in now?”
“Orlais. Near the capital. Working on a symposium with one of their magic academies.”
“Of course she is.”
Silence stretched between them. Solas scanned the shop—his eyes moved over the low-lit corners, the soft spill of herbs on the counter, the stillness that lingered in closing hours. Meanwhile, Rook idly twisted the grave-gold ring on her pinky, the motion small but persistent.
Finally, he spoke again. “I see that the shop is doing well.”
She shrugged. “Business is good. Reviews have been solid. The students like the coffee. The professors like the quiet.”
“And the cat?”
“Spite causes trouble now and then,” she said, glancing at the still-seething creature curled on the far end of the counter. “But he’s basically the shop’s mascot at this point.”
Solas nodded as if he didn’t find any of that remotely surprising. Which, of course, he didn’t.
“And you?” He said again, quieter this time. “How have you been?” Not a demand. Just... steady.
Rook shifted her weight slightly, fingers still toying with the edge of the counter. “I’ve been good,” she replied, a little too quickly. “I’ve got the shop. My routine. My friends. Spite.” She gave a small, half-hearted gesture toward the cat, who was still eyeing Solas like he wanted the elven man hexed.
“I’m good,” she repeated, as if saying it twice might make it feel more solid.
Solas didn’t answer right away. Instead, his eyes moved over her in that quiet, surgical way of his—head tilted ever so slightly, gaze sharpening as if he were trying to read past her skin and into the layers beneath. Rook felt her spine straighten involuntarily.
She hated it when he did that.
Being looked at like she was something to be analyzed instead of understood. Like she was a theory he hadn't quite proven or a spell he hadn’t untangled.
He may have been her brother, but the two of them had never been close.
Not since three years ago.
Solas eventually folded the towel and handed it back to her. She took it without a word and tossed it into the hamper behind the counter with a flick of her wrist.
“I can give you a ride home,” he offered, as casually as someone might offer an umbrella before a storm.
Rook shook her head and reached for her satchel. “I prefer the walk.”
She clipped the strap across her chest and looked toward the window, waiting for Spite to hop down from his perch and slink toward the back door. He gave Solas one last warning growl on his way out.
“It’s late,” Solas said, his voice quieter now. “I don’t like the idea of you walking alone at night.”
Rook turned back to him, one brow arching. “The shops are still open. The Templars’ patrol routes run parallel to mine. And—” she lifted her hand, letting a flicker of static crackle between her fingers “—I know how to take care of myself.”
Solas studied her for a long moment, eyes sharp and unreadable. She stood rigid beneath his gaze, her grip firm around her satchel strap, her posture just off-center—bracing, not relaxed. He noticed it all. The discomfort. The guarded distance. The way she angled herself slightly away from him like his presence alone was something she had to endure.
His jaw shifted, as if he might speak again. A subtle lean forward, the instinct to insist. To push. But he caught himself.
He exhaled slowly, a breath barely audible.
She didn’t need pressure. Not from him. So, he wasn’t conceding. Just... letting her go.
She stepped past him and unlocked the door, holding it open as Spite slipped outside into the cool night air. Solas followed after, waiting just outside as she secured the lock.
He looked at her once more. “Are you sure you don’t want a ride?”
Rook’s hand tightened around her satchel strap.
“I’ll be fine,” she said firmly.
Spite growled again, low and lingering, as if adding punctuation.
Solas sighed, the edge of his voice softening. “All right… get home safe.”
Rook gave a small nod, her voice quiet but steady. “Goodnight, Solas.” And with that, she turned and started down the cobbled street, her footsteps quiet, her back straight, and her silence louder than anything else she could’ve said.
By the time Rook reached her apartment, she was practically speed-walking—each step fueled less by fear and more by the pressing need to breathe in a space that was hers. She shut the door behind her with a quiet click, locking it with a flick of her fingers. The moment it latched, her shoulders sagged, and the tension she hadn’t realized she was holding unspooled all at once.
Her keys clattered into the ceramic dish by the door, her scarf followed, hung with barely a glance. She set her satchel down with practiced care, and Spite climbed out like a shadow stretching free, giving a single annoyed flick of his tail as he padded into the living room.
Rook kicked off her boots, shrugged out of her jacket, and let it fall unceremoniously to the floor. She didn’t have the energy to pretend she was more put-together than she felt. Crossing the room, she threw herself onto the couch, sprawling across the cushions until her legs hung off one end and her arm flopped over her eyes. The fabric of her sleeve dulled the ceiling’s glow, giving her a moment of dimness she didn’t realize she needed.
Only then did she let herself process it—really process it.
Solas. Of all people.
The visit had felt like a blade wrapped in civility—polite words, familiar tone, and yet nothing about it was comfortable. Not anymore.
Her relationship with Solas, for lack of a better word, was... complicated.
He was her older brother, with an age gap of eight years that had always made things a little strange. They’d never quite existed in the same chapter of life. Even as kids, he’d felt like a presence just slightly out of reach—more mentor than sibling, more observer than participant.
They didn’t even look much alike. His skin held the pale hue of old parchment, all cool undertones and moonlight stillness, while hers was sun-warmed and lightly freckled from afternoons spent in the garden. His eyes were a stormed-over grey-blue, calm and unreadable. Hers were dark brown—unapologetically direct. And their magic... gods, their magic couldn’t have been more different.
Solas wielded the arcane like a whisper—old, patient, and tethered deeply to the Fade. A rift mage, steeped in theory and ritual. Rook’s magic was lightning-born: fast, volatile, and emotional. Spellblade work had always been instinctual to her, a weapon as much as a language.
Sometimes, it felt like they came from different families entirely.
If it wasn’t for Selara, Rook wasn’t sure she’d bother at all. Her sister-in-law, with her warmth and quiet persistence, had always been the bridge between them. Without her, Rook doubted she’d even return Solas’s letters, let alone tolerate his sudden visits.
Their lives had grown in different directions, and they’d never learned how to meet in the middle.
But... Solas tried.
Always had, in his own awkward, aloof way. And maybe that was the hardest part—knowing he was trying, even when she couldn’t bring herself to let him all the way in.
Not yet.
Maybe not ever.
She didn’t realize how long she’d been lying there until the couch shifted beneath her.
A soft thump. The faint rustle of fur.
Then a warm, familiar weight settled on her stomach.
Rook lifted her arm from her eyes just enough to peek, and there he was—Spite. Curled up like he owned the place, which, arguably, he did. His tail flicked once before draping lazily over her hip, and he began to purr. Not the dramatic, rumbling sound he used to intimidate strangers or demand treats. This was softer, quieter. Meant for her.
She blinked at him.
“Look at you,” she said gently, brushing a finger along his fur. “Being all soft when I need it most.”
Spite shifted again, this time climbing higher along her body until he was nearly nose to nose with her. He looked at her with an expression that, if she didn’t know better, bordered on tenderness—ears relaxed, eyes half-lidded with something that felt suspiciously like concern.
Then, slowly and deliberately, he brushed his head against her cheek.
Rook froze for half a second, caught completely off guard by the gesture. The little bastard. He was being sweet.
It touched something in her chest she hadn’t been ready for.
“Now you’re just showing off,” she whispered, her voice soft.
Spite rumbled another quiet purr and settled beside her neck, his warmth pressing against her collarbone. Agent of selfish chaos or worse, he had his moments. Rare, fleeting—but undeniably real.
She lifted a hand to stroke his sleek back, fingers moving slowly down his spine. He allowed it without complaint, which was a gift in itself.
After a few more breaths in that cocoon of shared stillness, Rook sighed and shifted beneath him.
“C’mon,” she murmured, nudging him gently. “Let’s see what dinner looks like.”
Spite leapt off the couch with a flick of his tail, landing with a quiet grace that betrayed how smug he probably felt. Rook sat up, rubbing her face before dragging herself toward the kitchen—emotional exhaustion trailing behind her like a second shadow.
But the weight in her chest felt just a little lighter.
Notes:
I give you flirtation and smack you with Solas's downer vibes.
Of course, Spite hates Solas.
Chapter 7: Chapter 7 - Espresso & Pastries
Summary:
Lucanis and Lace enter the Veil & Vine. Bellara made a group chat.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The morning air was cool against the storefront glass, streaked faintly from last night’s mist. Inside the Veil & Vine, the quiet hum of early preparation had begun—light glyphs aglow, the kettle steeping its first lazy ribbons of steam, and the clink of Rook’s footsteps as she moved through muscle memory.
Everything was in place. Her body moved as it always did—unlock, prep, warm, blend.
But her mind… not so much.
Solas still lingered in the back of her thoughts like a fog that refused to lift. His surprise visit had disrupted something internal, and while she had survived it—closed the shop, walked home, even talked herself down—it had left behind the familiar muddle he always did. Like he could rearrange the furniture of her peace just by being in the room.
Today called for coffee. The real kind.
She should probably wait until Lucanis arrived—her morning co-conspirator in caffeination and pastry sabotage. His arrival was a comfort she could count on, unlike the lingering ghost of her brother.
She pulled out her phone to check in with him.
Rook: Hey, I’m at the shop. How far are you?
Lucanis: I just parked. On my way now.
Rook: I left the door unlocked. Feel free to come in.
Lucanis: Is that a smart choice?
Rook: I’m a mage. Any intruder will be met with lightning.
Lucanis: Fair point. See you soon.
She’d barely finished rolling up her sleeves and prepping the kitchen when the bell chimed softly.
Right on time.
There he was—Lucanis. Raven-black hair slicked back, reaching his shoulders in deliberate waves. His beard was trimmed with that same ruthless precision he gave to his espresso shots. The black wool coat he wore hugged his frame in all the right places, his dark grey shirt fitted and rolled just to the elbows. Slacks sharp, boots polished, posture casual.
The only hint of softness came from the man himself, in the way his eyes briefly warmed at the sight of her.
“Morning,” Rook said, her voice still scratchy from disuse.
Lucanis’s expression didn’t shift much—he was always composed, always controlled—but the faint nod he gave her spoke volumes.
Spite, ever the judger of souls, had been perched nearby and slinked down at the Antivan’s arrival. The cat gave a soft prrmmph and brushed once against Lucanis’s leg.
“Well,” Lucanis murmured, crouching slightly to give the little menace a scratch behind the ears, “you’re in a good mood today.”
Spite tolerated the affection, which meant he was practically swooning.
Rook smirked. “He only does that when he’s mildly pleased.”
Lucanis stood again, brushing a bit of fur from his sleeve. “A high honor, then.”
She moved to the brewing station without needing to ask. “Coffee?”
“Always.”
She pulled the tin labeled Andoral’s Breath from the shelf—his favorite. A bold dark roast with just a touch of vanilla, rich and grounding without trying too hard to impress. Much like the man who swore by it. It had become one of her favorites too, but not just for its taste. Lucanis had introduced her to the blend when they first met, describing it with his usual poetic flair as “the personification of a kiss goodbye.”
At the time, she’d rolled her eyes—of course, he romanticized his coffee. But then he taught her how to brew it properly, how to coax the flavors out slowly, how coffee wasn’t just fuel but an art. And somewhere between that first lesson and a dozen shared cups later, it stuck.
He was the only reason the shop even had a coffee menu. His family’s roasts supplied her shelves, and his standards made sure she never served anything less than decent.
When she handed him the cup, he took it without ceremony, lifting it to inhale the aroma first like he always did.
Lucanis hummed in approval. “You’ve gotten better.”
Rook smiled, unable to stop the small flicker of pride that curled at the corners of her mouth. “Of course I have. I had an insufferable teacher.”
“I just wanted to make sure you didn’t insult the beans,” he said, sipping. “We Antivans know good coffee.”
She took her own mug from the counter and leaned against the back prep table, savoring the first mouthful. The bitterness hit just right, softened by the vanilla and made whole by the morning quiet.
Lucanis glanced toward the kitchen beyond. “So,” he said, setting his cup down, “what are we baking today?”
“Lemon cakes,” Rook replied without hesitation, her voice brighter now. “The kind with the zest in the batter and a syrup that drips just a little too far down the sides.”
He raised an eyebrow, amused. “Ah, your favorite. So, we’re indulging the shop witch today.”
She smirked. “This shop witch needs comfort food.”
The kitchen settled into a familiar rhythm—the soft clink of utensils, the hum of the oven warming, the slow pour of syrup thickening on the stove. Neither of them spoke at first. They didn’t need to.
Rook moved through the motions, but her hands were slower than usual. Her eyes lingered too long on the mixing bowl, and more than once, she had to repeat a step she'd normally glide through without thought. She stirred counterclockwise, paused, then started again with a faint furrow in her brow.
Lucanis didn’t comment right away. He just watched. Quiet. Not prying—just aware.
He didn’t look up from his work. “You’re quiet.”
Rook shrugs, “I’m usually quiet.’
“Not like this. I should know since clouds of doom is my thing, but they seem to be perfectly gathered around you today.”
“…Am I that obvious?”
“Only to those close.” He placed the last of the batter into the mini molds, smoothing the tops with the back of a spoon before sliding the tray onto the oven rack. He set the timer with a tap. “So, what happened?”
Rook let out a heavy sigh, leaning back against the counter as she rubbed at her temple. “Solas stopped by the shop last night.”
Lucanis’s brow ticked up slightly. “What did he want?”
“He was just checking in. It was completely harmless.” She exhaled. “He even offered me a ride home, but I shot that offer down.”
“You okay?”
“I’m better now than I was last night. It’s just—he makes everything feel heavier, you know? Like I can’t ever just be around him.”
Lucanis didn’t speak right away. He stirred the simmering lemon syrup in the saucepan, watching it thicken.
“Some family does that,” he said finally. “Makes you feel like a half-formed version of yourself.”
He glanced up, just for a second. “You don’t have to shrink for him. You never did.”
There was a quiet certainty in his voice—nothing performative, nothing said for comfort’s sake. Just truth. And weight. The kind that came from experience.
Rook gave a tired laugh. “Spite hissed the moment he saw him.”
Lucanis smirked. “Remind me to give him a treat.”
“You spoil him.”
“Please,” he scoffed. “He likes you more than me.”
The smell of lemon had started to settle into the walls—bright, comforting, and unmistakable. It drifted through the shop like a promise, curling around the newly lit glyphs and teasing the morning air with the scent of something still warm in the oven.
The front bell chimed as the door opened with a gust of cooler air, followed by the cheerful clatter of boots on tile.
“Maker’s breath, Bellara—did he propose or just say her name?” Lace’s familiar voice, muffled slightly by the stack of pastry boxes she carried in her arms. Bellara trailed behind her, already talking about something the moment she stepped inside.
“—and I swear he smiled at her. Like, with his eyes, Lace. His eyes.”
Rook emerged from the back kitchen just in time to catch the tail end of the drama. “Morning, Lace,” she said, her tone dry but fond. “Bellara.”
“Morning, Rook—we bear pastries,” Lace replied, shifting the boxes in her arms with theatrical flourish.
“Hi, Lucanis!” Bellara chirped, already halfway to the pastry case with one of the boxes.
Lucanis leaned casually against the kitchen doorframe, still holding the pot of lemon glaze in one hand. “Morning, Harding. Bellara,” he said with a nod, then glanced toward the counter. “Watch out for el diablo.”
Spite, from his perch on the counter, locked his gaze on the pastry boxes like a true predator. His pupils dilated, tail flicking once with theatrical menace.
“Don’t even think about it,” Lace warned, narrowing her eyes at him as she passed. “I have exactly one working nerve today, and you’re not the one who’s going to snap it.”
Spite blinked at her slowly—defiantly—and lowered his head like a stalking beast.
Rook rolled her eyes. “Lucanis, can you finish glazing the cakes?”
He gave her a lazy salute and pushed off the doorframe. “With pleasure.”
As he moved back toward the kitchen, Rook turned to the massive chalkboard hanging near the bar counter—with a flick of her fingers, the chalk lifted on its own and began scrawling out the day’s specials in neat, deliberate script.
Lace set the last pastry box down on the prep counter with a thud, just as Spite crept a little too close to the edge of the display case. She stepped in front of him with narrowed eyes and crossed arms, playing the role of pastry bouncer with all the gravity of a palace guard.
“Back away demon spawn,” she warned.
Spite stared up at her, tail twitching like a fuse. Lace stared right back. The standoff was immediate, intense, and profoundly petty.
Meanwhile, Bellara was already halfway through cleaning the inside of the display case. “Pastry security is in place,” she said cheerfully. “Lace, can you hand me the seasonal box next?”
“On it,” Lace said, sliding the box toward her without breaking eye contact from the furry menace. Spite’s tail swished faster, as if sensing he was being denied greatness. “What’s the dessert of the day, Rook?”
“Lemon cakes,” Rook replied as she returned from the chalkboard, setting the levitating chalk back into its little ceramic rest. “Mini ones, with a syrup glaze.”
Bellara’s gasp of delight was immediate. “Yes. Absolutely yes.”
Lace raised a brow as she continued to stare down Spite. “The kind with the syrup that drips down the sides like they were kissed by a sugar goddess?”
Rook smirked. “The very same.”
There was a synchronized noise of delight—Lace gave a dramatic gasp while Bellara clapped her hands under the display shelf.
“Please tell me there are enough for staff perks,” Bellara said.
“Maybe,” Rook teased, walking towards the tea blends. “Depends on your behavior.”
Lace narrowed her eyes. “I’m behaving right now, aren’t I?” She nudged Spite lightly with her boot. “Heroic restraint.”
Rook snorted. “Would you like something to drink with that heroism?”
“Surprise me,” the dwarf said, relaxing now that the last of the pastries were safely sealed in their display case. “It’s a pastry day. I deserve something indulgent.”
Rook moved to the brewing station, her motions fluid as she prepped the steamer.
And then—
“So,” Lace said, casually leaning on the counter. “Bellara mentioned there’s a blooming crush in the shop.”
Rook froze mid-reach toward the kettle, eyes closing briefly as the words sunk in.
“Venhedis,” she muttered. “Bellara!”
Bellara, from behind the glass, chirped sweetly, “I regret nothing.”
Lace’s grin turned sly the moment she caught the faint pink blooming at the tips of Rook’s ears. “Ah, there it is,” she said with delight. “Bellara wasn’t lying—our shopkeeper’s got herself a silver fox situation.”
Rook kept her focus on the kettle, willing the water to stay at precisely the right temperature. “I am begging you both to talk about literally anything else.”
But neither of them had any intention of letting her off the hook.
Bellara popped up from behind the case, practically glowing with glee. “Come on, Rook, you can’t expect us to ignore the fact that an actual professor—who looks like he walked out of a romance serial—has been frequenting your shop and giving you lingering glances.”
Rook let out a strained breath as she poured the hot water over the tea leaves, keeping her movements measured. “You’re going to make me oversteep this out of sheer spite.”
From the kitchen, footsteps approached—smooth and unhurried.
Lucanis entered with a plate balanced effortlessly in one hand, filled with the first golden batch of lemon cakes. He raised an eyebrow at the tension in the air like it was the start of a mystery novel.
“Am I interrupting a witch trial?” he asked, utterly deadpan.
“Perfect timing,” Lace beamed. “The accused was just about to plead guilty by way of blushing.”
Rook shot him a look, silently begging for rescue.
Instead, he set the plate down on the counter and said, “Ah…I’m also curious about this dashing professor, Bellara’s been talking about. She made a group chat.”
Rook’s entire body stilled. “There’s a group chat!?” She turned slowly to Bellara, who was very much pretending to be absorbed in pastry rotation. “Bell.”
Bellara glanced up, wide-eyed. “What? It’s important to keep the team informed.”
“Team? What team?!”
Lace, her elbows rested on the counter top with a mischievous smirk, “The Team of Rook needs a love life.”
Bellara straightened with a pout at Lace’s joke. “No, it’s called, ‘Steeped Intentions’.”
Lucanis slid one of the cakes toward her with diplomatic precision. “For the record, I abstained from voting. But I do read the updates.”
“I hate all of you,” Rook muttered, pouring tea into two waiting mugs.
Lace had already hopped onto a barstool and was watching the show unfold with giddy contentment. “I think it’s sweet. Age gap aside a professor with manners and good taste in tea? Rook, you have to let this happen.”
Lucanis began setting out lemon cakes for everyone. “Also, he’s clearly into you. You’re the only reason Bellara hasn’t scared him off.”
Rook handed over the tea with more force than necessary, but not enough to spill it. “I should’ve steeped valerian root and knocked you all out.”
Bellara accepted her cup without shame. “Worth it.”
Lucanis took his coffee from Rook with a quiet thanks just as Spite leapt back onto the counter, his eyes locked on the lemon cakes with laser focus. He let out a plaintive meow that was somehow both regal and demanding.
“Not for you,” Lucanis said calmly, reaching into his coat pocket.
He pulled out a small cloth-wrapped bundle and revealed a star-shaped cat treat—golden brown and faintly smelling of fish and oat. Spite narrowed his eyes, sniffed, then took the offering and strutted away like a prince who’d just received tribute.
Rook raised an eyebrow. “You made him cookies?”
Lucanis sipped his coffee. “If I’m going to bribe a demon, I prefer to do it on my terms.”
Peace settled over the tea shop again, broken only by the clink of mugs, the quiet hum of the kitchen, and the knowledge that the group chat would probably be worse by tonight.
Notes:
I really enjoyed writing this chapter. Lucanis is the psuedo big brother we love, Lace is the protector of pastries and Bellara loves her worker privileges.
Chapter 8: Chapter 8 - Where the Stillness Gathers
Summary:
Emmrich spends majority of his day in his office. He also learns that he knows of another elf with the name, Ingellvar. Rook sees Emmrich after-hours.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The lamps in Emmrich’s office cast a warm, amber glow across a desk scattered with annotated texts, half-filled grading rubrics, and a well-worn lecture notebook. Outside, the university courtyard was quiet, the distant murmur of students filtered by the thick stone and enchantments lining the old tower walls.
Emmrich sat at his desk, posture perfectly straight as he reviewed the outline for next week’s lecture. Across from him, Myrna worked through a stack of essays with the quiet brutality only a seasoned academic could wield. The two operated in easy rhythm—efficient, synchronized, no wasted motion or unnecessary words.
It should’ve made for the perfect environment to focus.
And yet, his thoughts drifted.
Not far. Just... down the cobbled lane. To a greenhouse-lit storefront wrapped in vines. To a woman whose smile flickered in the corners of his mind, warm and elusive. A woman who smelled of tea, fresh mint, and the kind of sweetness that lingered.
Rook.
She was a wonder, really. Not just for her teas—though that alone would’ve been enough to occupy his curiosity for weeks. Her blends were clever, her desserts decadent, and her ability to tailor a brew to a person’s mood with only a few questions? That was art. But there was more. Her wit. Her stillness. That sharp, quiet intelligence tucked behind every glance and smirk.
And then there was her heritage.
Nevarran, at least in part. She had mentioned her father with fond exasperation—a man who insisted they make flatbread from scratch as a family rite. Emmrich had found that detail charming. Eccentric, yes. But charming.
It had even prompted him to speak about his mother’s torte and the tradition behind it—something he rarely shared with strangers. But with Rook, the words had come easily. Naturally.
Still… Ingellvar.
The surname had nudged something in him the moment she said it. He hadn’t paid it much mind at the time, but now it sat heavy in his thoughts. He could swear he’d heard that name recently. Not in casual conversation. In academia.
He hesitated, then looked over to Myrna. She was still marking with mechanical precision, but if anyone knew something, it was her.
“Myrna,” he said, keeping his tone mild, “forgive the interruption, but have you ever come across the name Ingellvar? In university records, perhaps.”
The assistant professor looked up from her grading, eyes narrowing thoughtfully. “Of course. Professor Solas Ingellvar. Teaches in the Fade and Magical Anthropology department. Why?”
The name landed with the weight of recognition. His hunch had been right.
Emmrich nodded slowly. “Just curious. I thought I’d seen the name in recent publication citations.”
“I’d be surprised if you hadn’t,” Myrna said. “He’s quite prolific. Difficult to work with, by most accounts, but respected.”
Emmrich gave a soft, noncommittal sound and turned toward one of the nearby bookshelves. He drew out a leather-bound volume from a stack of past symposium proceedings and flipped through until he found what he was looking for—Fade Structures and Cross-Cultural Spirit Memory. Within, a full-page panel image from a conference four years ago.
There, standing at a podium mid-lecture, was Solas Ingellvar.
Emmrich studied the photo. High cheekbones. Pale complexion. Cool grey eyes that held a scholar’s scrutiny. The cut of his jaw, the angle of his shoulders—disciplined. Methodical. Reserved.
But more than that... familiar.
Not in an obvious way. Not in the way of siblings who looked like mirror images.
Rook’s skin bore the warmth of sunlit stone, scattered freckles across her cheekbones. Her eyes were a dark, rich brown—like the chocolate sold in Rivaini markets, spiced and bold. But there, in the shape of the mouth. The angle of the brow. The tension in the way both held themselves in unfamiliar company.
Of course.
Siblings.
He sat back in his chair, letting the pieces settle into place.
He remembered now— Solas Ingellvar. They’d crossed paths at symposiums and Fade colloquiums, shared brief but polite conversation over esoteric theory and posthumous spirit mapping. Emmrich had found him composed, exacting. Distant, but not unkind.
A scholar who measured words like scalpel strokes—deliberate, refined, rarely wasted.
He respected him, in that detached, professional way one does a colleague whose mind is sharp but whose warmth rarely crossed the table.
And then there was Dorian.
Emmrich recalled more than one occasion over drinks where Dorian had muttered about “Professor Icy-Eyes,” always followed by a theatrical sigh and a complaint about academic arrogance wrapped in nice shoes. Emmrich had mostly tuned it out at the time. Dorian had a flair for dramatic grievances.
But now… it clicked.
The surname. The resemblance, subtle but undeniable. The stillness Rook carried sometimes—the weight she didn’t speak of. All of it pointed to one thing.
Rook Ingellvar.
Sister to Professor Solas Ingellvar.
How very… interesting.
The university courtyard was still when Emmrich finally stepped out into the night. The chill had deepened, crisp enough to fog the breath, but not unpleasant. He adjusted his scarf, the edges of the day's thoughts still clinging to his coat. The walk home was a quiet one, just the way he liked it—until a flicker of movement caught his eye ahead.
The lights at the Veil & Vine had just gone dark.
Rook stood outside, locking the front door with a quiet click of magic. Her satchel was slung across one shoulder, her plum scarf snug around her throat. The breeze carried something bright and familiar on the air—citrus.
Emmrich hesitated, then lifted his hand slightly in greeting. “Miss Ingellvar.”
Rook turned, surprised at first, then smiled softly. “Professor.”
“Emmrich, please,” he corrected gently, as he approached. “Out late?”
She glanced back at the now-dark windows. “Closing up. It was a full day.”
He nodded once. “I could smell it from the street.”
“The end of a long shift?” she teased.
“The citrus,” he clarified, tilting his head slightly. “It’s you... and something else.”
“Oh.” She patted the small white pastry box tucked beneath her arm. “Lemon cakes. Today’s dessert special. I couldn’t let the last two go to waste.”
“Lemon,” he repeated, thoughtfully. “That explains the warmth.”
She chuckled. “Yeah I do a ‘Dessert of the Day’ and lemon cakes are my favorite. A little bright, a little sweet. All delicious.”
Spite’s ears peeked from the satchel flap, his eyes just barely visible, gleaming gold in the lampglow. He didn’t move, clearly content to be ferried home like royalty.
Emmrich realized, with a small note of surprise, that this was the first time he’d seen Rook outside of the tea shop. And somehow, that made the moment feel different—less framed by routine, more real.
She stood beneath the hush of night, streetlamps and city lights painting soft gold along the curve of her scarf and the edges of her hair. As if sensing the moment, she tucked a stray strand behind her ear—a small, almost self-conscious gesture that made the stillness feel fuller somehow.
So the professor gathered the courage to be bold.
“Well,” he began, adjusting the strap of his leather satchel, “since you’ve closed up for the day… and I’m on my way home...”
He met her eyes.
“Would you mind,” he asked, voice gentle but steady, “if I walked with you for a bit?”
Rook’s eyes widened slightly, caught off guard by the invitation. Emmrich could feel the nerves creeping up the back of his neck, breath catching.
“You don’t need to feel obliged,” he added quickly. “If you have other plans, I completely under—”
“Sure,” she interrupted, her voice soft but certain. “I’d like the company.”
His breath stuttered, mouth parting just a little in surprise. There she was, standing in the glow of streetlight with a quiet smile blooming on her face and the faintest flush at the tips of her ears. Cold, he reasoned. Must be the night air. Even so, his own cheeks warmed as he took her in—glowing not from magic or light, but from something more human, more immediate.
He cleared his throat and gave a small, composed nod. “After you.”
They fell into step beside each other, boots tapping gently against stone, the city quieting around them. The space between them wasn’t awkward—just unhurried.
“How long have you had the shop?” he asked after a block or two.
“About a year now,” she replied. “But it was two years in the making before that. Tea wasn’t really my thing at first.”
He glanced at her, curious. “No?”
“Maker, no. I could barely steep a decent brew, let alone create a blend,” Rook said with a soft huff. “I was practically a disaster… but the shop originally belonged to my mother. I only took over later.”
Emmrich’s brow lifted slightly. “I see. Were you planning to take it on so your family could retire?”
She shook her head, her gaze drifting forward as they walked. “No… it was more like an inheritance.”
There was a pause. Not long, but enough to carry weight.
“My parents passed away when I was twelve,” she added, the words careful but not fragile. “After that, the shop was kept running by a family friend.”
She didn’t look at him right away, unsure she could bear the sight of pity or quiet grief in his eyes. It wasn’t that she’d meant to keep it a secret—just that talking about dead parents rarely made for casual conversation, let alone light banter. They walked a few more steps in silence, the weight of her words settling between them like a mist neither had asked for.
Then Emmrich stopped.
Rook paused as well, turning to face him, brow slightly furrowed in question.
He looked at her—really looked at her—and said, voice low and sincere, “Rook... I’m truly sorry. About your parents.”
The honesty in his tone was steady, but there was something gentle threaded beneath it. Not pity—just understanding.
She blinked, visibly touched, the edges of her composure briefly softening. “Thank you,” she said after a beat, her voice quiet. “But really—it’s okay. It happened a long time ago. I’ve had time to make peace with it.”
Still, she offered a small smile, and this time it reached her eyes. “Besides, I think they’d be happy to know I found my way back to the shop.”
Emmrich was quiet for a moment, gaze soft beneath the streetlight glow. Then, with a gentleness that matched the stillness between them, he asked, “May I ask... how they passed?”
Rook didn’t answer right away, her eyes tracing the path ahead rather than meeting his. But there was no edge in her voice when she spoke—just the even tone of someone who had long since turned pain into memory.
“It was a car crash,” she said. “… It was raining that day. Nothing unusual. Just one of those gray, wet Minrathous afternoons.”
She swallowed.
“A drunk driver ran a red light—high speed. Hit their car hard enough to crush the side and send it skidding into a barrier. My mom died on impact. My dad... he died on the way to the hospital.”
She kept her voice steady, leaving out the rest. There were still parts she couldn’t let herself say aloud. Not tonight.
Emmrich didn’t speak. Instead, he reached out and placed a steady hand on her shoulder. No words, no platitudes—just quiet, grounding presence.
Rook looked up at him, surprised by the gesture, and found the understanding already in his eyes. There was a softness there. A knowing. The kind that didn’t require explanation.
“I understand,” he said quietly. “Grief doesn’t follow the rules of time. And it doesn’t vanish with distance.”
Emmrich’s words confirmed what Rook had been sensing all along—the way he looked at her with quiet understanding, and the way his voice carried a depth of empathy she hadn’t realized she needed.
She hesitated, then asked, “How old were you?”
“Seven,” he answered, his voice low. “It was a building collapse. A natural disaster, but catastrophic. I was fortunate enough to survive. I’ve had time... more than enough time to make peace with it. But the shape of it never really leaves you.”
Her hand lifted and gently rested over his, still on her shoulder. “I’m sorry,” she said, and meant it.
They stood there like that for a long moment—hands touching, the night hushed around them. The world felt narrowed to just the two of them—held still by shared weight and quiet understanding.
Then Spite let out a pointed meow from inside the satchel, as if offended that they’d stopped walking at all.
Rook let out a breath of laughter, the heaviness easing just enough for her to speak again. “Guess we got a little carried away.”
Emmrich chuckled, withdrawing his hand with slow care. “He has excellent timing.”
They resumed their walk, slower this time, with the silence between them no longer heavy, but companionable.
“I think your parents would be proud,” Emmrich said after a while. “Of the shop. Of you. You’ve created something warm, intentional, and genuinely restorative. Your blends, the pastries, the way you’ve turned that space into a haven—even the mischievous cat guarding it.”
Rook felt her cheeks flush, caught off guard by the sincerity in his words. “That’s... very kind of you to say.”
They reached a quiet intersection where the path split—her street to the right, his straight ahead. Rook slowed her steps and nodded toward the turn.
“I’m heading down this way,” she said softly.
Emmrich gestured ahead. “And I continue on.”
They both lingered.
For a moment, neither moved. The city hummed gently around them, all streetlamps and distant echoes—but between them, there was a pause. Not uncomfortable, just… tentative. Like something wanted to be said, but neither quite knew how.
Rook opened the small pastry box, pulling out a small paper bag—the pastry already tucked inside, folded neatly at the top.
“Here,” she said, holding it out with a small smile. “Consider it a thank-you for the escort home and the conversation.”
Emmrich blinked, just once, before his expression softened further. “A gift?”
“A bribe,” she teased gently. “For your good company.”
He accepted the bag, his fingers brushing hers in the faintest moment of contact. “Then I shall happily accept.”
She smiled—shy, but certain. “Good night, Emmrich.”
He paused—just a beat—and looked at her with the kind of quiet surprise that wasn’t startled, just... delighted. A small smile touched his lips, warm and genuine.
“Goodnight, Rook,” he said, his voice low and sure with a soft parting nod.
With that, they finally parted. She turned down her street with a lighter step, the weight of the day loosened from her shoulders. He continued on, the soft crinkle of the pastry bag in his hand and the warmth of her voice still lingering in his chest.
Two people. Two lemon cakes. And something quietly blooming between them in the hush of a Minrathous night.
Notes:
I had a lot of fun with this chapter because we get to see glimpses of Rook's past, and Emmrich gets to be adorable.
Chapter 9: Chapter 9 - Steeped Intentions
Summary:
Welcome to the group chat everyone!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook laid in bed on her back, wrapped in the hush of her apartment, one arm draped across her forehead as she stared at the ceiling. The hum of the city outside had dulled to background noise, but her thoughts were louder than ever.
That walk home with Emmrich… it hadn’t felt casual. It had been something else entirely.
Real.
Personal.
She’d spoken about her parents—normally the topic of dead parents was a guaranteed mood killer. But with him… it hadn’t been. In fact, he understood and even shared his loss. There had been no walls, no shop counter between them. Just two people in the dark, sharing something quiet and sacred. She felt the ache of it still—sweet and heavy, like the last sip of tea before it goes cold.
Spite was conspicuously absent, likely sulking somewhere after being denied cake—a petty little shadow haunting the corners of the apartment. He’d reappear when it suited him. He always did.
Rook sighed and turned to her nightstand, grabbing her phone. Her thumb hovered over the screen for a moment. Then she made a decision—one she already knew she might mildly regret.
But she needed to talk about it.
And, Maker preserve her, Bellara and company were going to find out anyway.
Rook: Bell?
Bellara: Yeeeeeeees??
Maker help her. She can already feel the regret rise within her.
Rook: …Add me to the group chat?
Bellara: Which group chat??
Rook: Bell you know which one I’m talking about.
Bellara: Oh whatever could you mean?? We have so many in our group. I would need specifics.
Rook: I hate you.
Bellara: You love me. Now say the name and you shall enter.
Rook: …Add me to ‘Steeped Intentions.’
And just like that, the invite came through.
Rook opened the chat. The last few messages were pure chaos.
Group Chat Name: Steeped Intentions ☕💀🍰
Lace: Neve pls tell me that you did a background check on the professor?
Neve: Of course I did.
Lace: What’re the highlights?
Neve: Professor Emmrich Volkarin, teaches forensic anthropology among other credentials at Nevarra University, currently teaching at Minrathous University as a guest lecturer. Lives in a townhouse owned by the university with his skeletal ward, Manfred. Was a former mentor of Dorian Pavus and is a necromancer with the rare ability of corpse whispering.
Davrin: Damn so he really is a Bone Daddy?
Lucanis: Davrin no.
Taash: Lace just showed me a photo of him. He’s old. Are we sure Rook finds him attractive?
Neve: Idk. He definitely has a silver fox charm to him.
Taash: Gross.
Lace: Taash. Be nice.
Davrin: Okay, okay. How about Grave Daddy?
Neve: Davrin just… no.
Rook stared at the screen. The messages were already spiraling into unholy territory, and she'd only just joined.
She should’ve known this would happen.
No—she did know.
She just hadn’t expected the feral harpies to move this fast.
Still, as chaotic as it was, it was better to be inside the storm than on the outside watching Bellara light signal flares across every social channel.
At least this way I can contain the damage, she thought grimly.
She sighed, thumb hovering over the keyboard for a moment before typing.
Rook has been added to the group.
Bellara: She has arrived!! 😆 😆 😆
Lace: 😯
Rook: You are all insufferable.
Neve: Well this is a surprise. What prompted you joining us?
Rook: …
Bellara: Something happened?? Is that why you wanted me to add you???
Rook: …Yes something happened.
Bellara: 🎉 🎉 🎉 DETAILS!! I demand details!!
Lace: Omg did he ask you out on a date?
Davrin: Did he propose to be your sugar daddy?
Bellara: Omg did he ask you to brew a part of his soul again??
Neve: Guys calm down and let Rook speak.
Rook: The professor ran into me when I was closing the shop and we walked home together.
Lucanis: I can already tell that Bellara is screaming at her phone right now.
Neve: Oh she definitely is.
Rook: Look we just ran into each other and were going the same way… so we walked together. We talked and I gave him a leftover lemon cake. That was it.
Lace: You did WHAT?!
Rook: ??
Neve: Did you just say that you gave the professor a lemon cake?
Rook: Yes?
Neve: The same lemon cakes that you threatened to stab a bitch if they ever thought of taking from you.
Rook: Okay I wasn’t THAT dramatic about it.
Davrin: No you absolutely would.
Taash: Yeah you don’t play when it comes to your sweets.
Lucanis: Everyone I think we’re glossing over the fact on what Rook didn’t say.
Bellara: ???
Lucanis: She wouldn’t be telling us this if it was just a walk and a short conversation. Something happened during the talk.
Neve: Nice catch, Dellamorte.
Bellara: Rooooook??
Rook: …
Lace: She is guilty.
Davrin: You can’t run away from us, Miss Ingellvar.
Bellara: Pour the tea!!
Rook: If I tell you, will you please wait until I finish typing it out?
Lace: Scout’s honor.
Neve: We will be on our best behavior. Right Bellara?
Bellara: …
Neve: Bellara.
Bellara: Fine. I will be patient.
Lucanis: I give her two messages.
Davrin: We all know she’s just gonna scream at her phone again and spam emojis.
Bellara: I can do it!!
Taash: Hurry up and tell us.
Rook: Fine… So we were walking home together and we were talking. The usual banter of a tea shop owner and customer. Then I kinda fucked up.
I told him about my parents.
Bellara: 😯 😯 😯
Lace: Oh no.
Rook had expected those reactions—of course she had. Which only made the embarrassment worse. Still, she pressed on, fingers steady as she kept typing.
Rook: I know. I know. What in Andraste’s name is wrong for me to talk about my dead parents. To the handsome man walking me home!?
Neve: …How did he react?
She could feel the shift in Neve’s tone—cautious, serious. Whatever she typed next would shape their impression of Emmrich. Until now, the group had treated him like a fantasy: silver fox banter, potential sugar daddy jokes, and Bellara’s dramatic updates on every glance, every word. All noise. All fun.
But this was different.
Rook stared at the screen, thumbs hovering over the keyboard, unmoving.
Her thoughts drifted back—to the way he looked at her beneath the streetlamps, warm hazel eyes flecked with green, soft in a way that made her breath catch. His voice had been low, sincere, gently spoken like he’d carved out that moment just for her. His hand on her shoulder hadn’t been performative—it had steadied her when she’d wanted to retreat, bracing for judgment. But there had been none.
No pity. No hollow condolences.
Just quiet understanding.
He knew what grief felt like.
And Maker, that was what made her chest flutter.
Not the grave-gold or the sharp coat. Not even his smile.
It was the way he saw her—and the way his words afterward made every other compliment she'd ever received feel flimsy by comparison.
Rook: It’s hard to put it into words here…
It was different. Not in a bad way just… like he understood what I was going through. There was no pity. No awkward condolences because I ruined the mood. He just… knew.
Then he shared his own loss. It wasn’’t performative or forced. It was… comforting. In an empathetic sense.
And then Spite voiced his opinion that we had to return to reality and that was it.
Bellara: I’m crying and screaming at the same time 😭😭😭
Davrin: The kitty cock-block strikes again.
Lucanis: El diablo has zero romantic awareness.
Bellara: You two had a moment!! I can practically see it. The glow of the streetlights. A moment of tenderness and longing! I’m literally screaming.
Lace: Guys we’re focusing too much on the demon spawn. Rook, how do YOU feel about the whole thing?
Rook: Idk. I’m still processing the whole thing.
…but I think that it was nice.
Bellara: 😍😍😍
Davrin: Dude she’s locked in on Grave Daddy.
Neve: Davrin what did we say about the nickname?
Davrin: What about it? That it’s perfect and accurate?
Taash: I think it’s funny.
Lucanis: Taash, don’t encourage him.
Rook: You are all feral.
Rook stared at her phone, the group chat still buzzing with emoji storms, name debates, and Davrin doing his best to canonize “Grave Daddy.” She smirked despite herself, a quiet laugh bubbling up and slipping past her lips before she could suppress it.
Shaking her head, she set the phone down on the nightstand and let it rest. The moment her hand pulled back, a soft thump landed on the bed.
She didn’t need to look. “Look who decided to make an appearance,” she muttered, already feeling the smug little loaf settle onto her chest like a judgmental paperweight.
Spite blinked up at her, gold eyes half-lidded and unbothered. He gave a short purr, as if to say I finally have your attention. Now love me, then curled his paws under himself and tucked in like he’d owned the bed all along.
Rook sighed, threading her fingers gently through the fur at his cheeks. “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
They stayed like that for a while—Spite purring quietly, her fingers moving in slow, affectionate strokes. The noise of the day slipped away into the dim light of her room, and the warmth of him grounded her in a way few things could.
She whispered, “Maker help me, I’ve got a crush.”
Spite flicked one ear and cracked open one eye. The look he gave her was flat, knowing, and unamused.
Rook exhaled slowly and smiled into the silence. “Yeah, yeah. You knew before I did.”
He blinked, then resumed purring.
She lay back against the pillows, fingers resting gently on the rise of his fur, the weight of the moment finally easing. Whatever tomorrow brought—teasing, awkward glances, maybe even another lemon cake—it could wait.
Tonight, she could admit it.
She had it bad.
The townhouse was quiet when Emmrich returned, the door clicking shut behind him with its usual soft finality. He loosened his scarf and set his satchel by the coat rack, but didn’t head to his study just yet. Instead, he moved with quiet purpose toward the kitchen. The air held its familiar notes of aged paper and orange peel—now laced faintly with lemon, the last trace of the cake nestled in the paper bag in his hand.
He set it gently on the dining table, the fold of the bag untouched, as if it were something sacred.
A soft scuffle echoed from the hallway—the click-click of skeletal feet on polished wood. Manfred emerged, crouched low in the doorway like a skulking librarian. His glowing emerald green lenses flickered with curiosity as they locked onto the bag.
He tilted his skull, bone-etched runes pulsing faintly.
Emmrich caught the subtle posture shift—small, reverent.
Interest.
“I know,” Emmrich murmured, amused. “It smells excellent.”
Manfred crept closer, satchel clinking with its familiar jumble of trinkets. His gloved fingers hovered near the bag’s edge, miming its outline like he was appraising a fragile artifact.
“You may inspect it,” Emmrich said dryly. “But no thieving.”
Manfred clicked his jaw in mock offense, crouched low, and tilted his head from one side to the other like a cat sizing up something potentially edible.
“It’s a lemon cake,” Emmrich added, lips curling into a smile. “A gift.”
Manfred stopped. The glow in his lenses blinked brighter, and he let out a questioning hiss—rising in pitch, inquisitive. A gift? But it’s food?
“I know,” Emmrich said, still amused. “You’re used to books, artifacts, relics… practical things. But sometimes, a gift is simple. Sweet. Meant to be shared.” He glanced at the bag. “She gave it to me as thanks.”
Manfred hissed again, contemplative, then extended a long bony finger toward the tea kettle in a slow, deliberate gesture.
Emmrich followed the motion, then nodded. “Yes. That’s an excellent idea.”
With a pleased hiss, Manfred spun and tottered off toward the stove. The runes along his spine pulsed in steady contentment as he got to work.
Emmrich remained at the counter, fingers brushing the edge of the parchment bag.
Rook’s voice echoed in his memory—soft, hesitant—as she spoke of her parents’ passing. He remembered how she looked then: guarded, bracing herself to retreat behind silence. But she hadn’t. She stayed. Let him in. And when her hand came to rest over his, something unspoken settled between them, quiet and profound.
And then… she’d said his name.
“Goodnight, Emmrich.”
There had been a softness to it—shy and warm. A blush she tried to hide behind her scarf before disappearing into the night.
He exhaled slowly, hand resting on the counter’s edge.
Then there was the way his hand had rested on her shoulder—and how she’d placed hers over it. She’d looked at him with those deep, dark brown eyes, fingers brushing his rings. Maker preserve him. He could’ve drowned in those eyes—velvet-dark, quietly consuming—especially when her lips parted, just slightly.
What would’ve happened if Spite hadn’t interrupted?
The thought slipped in—uninvited, persistent. His cheeks warmed, and he cleared his throat, shaking it off before it could veer toward something more... indulgent.
Just then, Manfred returned, a small tray balanced neatly in his hands—tea kettle, cup, and a delicate plate. He hissed with triumphant satisfaction.
Emmrich inclined his head. “Excellent work, as always.”
He took a seat at the small table by the window, poured the tea, and unwrapped the lemon cake. The syrup had soaked just enough into the sponge to gloss the edges. The first bite was slow. Intentional.
Tartness bloomed on his tongue—sharp, bright. Then the sponge softened it with warmth, the zest lingering like memory. It was balanced. Refined. Delightful.
He sipped his tea, letting it carry the citrus across his palate. Manfred had already slipped away, off to whatever quiet chore called him now that the professor had returned.
Emmrich let the quiet stretch around him like a shawl—lemon and warmth in his hands, and Rook’s voice, her eyes, her name for him, echoing through his chest like a softly spoken spell.
Notes:
I loved writing this chapter. Bellara is unhinged. Davrin's nicknames for Emmrich are cringe. Lucanis and Neve try to reel these heathens in.
Chapter 10: Chapter 10 - Ink & Intentions
Summary:
Emmrich comes to The Veil & Vine on a busy afternoon. Rook is thinking about making a new tea blend.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The late afternoon light filtered through the Veil & Vine’s windows in golden ribbons. Most of the day’s bustle had faded, leaving behind a handful of stragglers sipping tea in quiet pockets of conversation. Emmrich stepped in with his usual composure, scanning the room until his eyes found Rook at the counter, chatting softly with two students.
He didn’t interrupt. Instead, he approached the counter to place his order—Memory Moss Brew. The day had been a descent into academic madness, and this blend, more than any other, was what he needed to untangle the knots left behind. A tea not meant to jolt him awake, but to steady the frayed edges—to quiet the echoes of a dozen frenzied student pleas and remind him that his own thoughts still held weight.
They exchanged a brief smile, just long enough for their gazes to meet without lingering.
Once his drink was set in motion, Emmrich retreated to a quiet corner, sliding into his usual spot with his worn leather journal in hand. Spite, ever the perceptive host, appeared as if conjured from shadow—settling at Emmrich’s feet with a judgmental blink before curling up like a small deity waiting for tribute. Emmrich murmured a polite greeting to the cat, who blinked once in solemn approval, then returned his attention to the pages before him.
When the tea arrived, he took a breath over the cup before sipping. The aroma was faintly mint-laced, softened by the green tea’s verdant base, but layered with something else—a distant sweetness, like moss after rain, and the ghostly floral trace of felandaris. Grounding. Elusive. The sort of scent that called memories from corners you hadn’t realized were dusty.
He took a sip.
The flavor unfolded slowly, like a memory surfacing from a dream. The green tea was clean and earthy, anchored by the memory moss’s gently astringent depth. A whisper of lemon balm brightened the blend just at the edges—not enough to be tart, just enough to keep the heaviness from pulling too far inward. And somewhere beneath it all, a subtle flicker of something that felt… not tasted. Like the Fade brushing against the walls of the waking world.
It didn’t jolt him. It steadied him. Each sip a breath, each swallow a tether—reminding him where he was, who he was, and that the storm of the day had, in fact, passed.
It was pure chaos at the university.
Group projects were in full effect, and his office had been flooded with students scrambling to swap teams, barter extensions, or plead their way out of accountability. Myrna, ever the shieldmaiden of his academic sanity, had shooed them away with a glare sharp enough to gut a man. As far as she was concerned, “they must reap what they sow.”
And Emmrich agreed.
Collaborative work, however cursed it might feel to the average student, was a necessary gauntlet in their field. They needed to understand how to engage with peers, weigh magical ethics in discourse, and build theories that could survive debate. Still—spirits above—the chaos had left him drained.
He took another slow sip, letting the brew rest on his tongue.
When he looked up again, he realized the sun had fully dipped below the skyline. A quiet dusk had draped itself across the city beyond the windows, and within the Veil & Vine, only a handful of low-light glyphs flickered overhead.
The shop was nearly empty now—just him, Rook, and Spite.
The demon cat was curled up in the window nook, tail flicking slowly in time with the soft jazz playing overhead. Rook, seated behind the counter, was scribbling something into a well-worn leather-bound journal, her brow furrowed in thought.
Emmrich studied the scene for a moment before his voice broke the comfortable silence as he approached, mug in hand. His tone was light, but the glint of curiosity in his eyes was genuine.
“Working on something secret?”
Rook looked up from her journal and instinctively straightened her posture. “Nothing that exciting, I’m afraid,” she replied, a hint of a smirk tugging at her mouth. “Just jotting down ideas for potential blends.”
“Anything interesting?”
She tapped the end of her pencil thoughtfully against the page, her teeth catching her lower lip as she scanned her notes. “I was playing around with the idea for a new tea blend—something a friend said in passing sparked it—but now I’m wondering if it might actually work better as a coffee.”
She muttered, more to herself than him, “Maybe with a light roast…” and quickly jotted something down, her pen gliding over the page in a loose, familiar scrawl. Her gaze met his over the rim of his mug. He was smiling, the kind of quiet smile that came from listening, not just hearing.
Rook blinked, cheeks warming. “Sorry. Got a little carried away.”
“I’m all too familiar with getting caught up in one’s passions,” he said, voice rich with amusement.
She huffed softly, covering her mouth with the back of her hand as if that might contain the smile building behind it. Composure regained, her eyes flicked down to the leather journal resting beneath his hand.
She reached out and tapped its worn cover with the tip of her finger. “What about you? Any scandalous secrets behind that binding?”
He chuckled, low and velvety. “I’m afraid mine is far more dull—lecture notes, spectral glyph drafts, a few messy field annotations. Hardly worth blackmail.”
“Color me curious. What’s the subject?”
Emmrich glanced down at the journal beneath his fingers, the corners of his mouth twitching with a faint, self-conscious smile.
“At the moment? Forensic anthropology,” he said, brushing his thumb lightly along the journal’s spine. “I’m reworking part of my lecture on spirit residue in crime scenes and how spectral interference can skew initial findings. Fascinating, I know.”
He said it with a dry edge, clearly expecting a polite nod or glazed expression.
But Rook leaned forward, resting her elbow on the counter as she turned toward him with genuine interest. “Wait—like actual spirit signatures left behind at scenes? You can read those?”
His brow lifted. “In certain cases, yes. With the right conditions and enough silence.” A pause. “But it tends to be a niche interest. Most people glaze over the moment I mention corpse proximity.”
She grinned. “You’re talking to a woman who makes emotional tea blends based on people’s whims and moods. I’m not exactly one to judge.”
He chuckled softly, shaking his head. “You’re indulging me.”
“I’m intrigued,” she corrected. “There’s something kind of beautiful about how you describe it. You see things most people miss.”
That caught him off guard. The smile he gave her then was slower, more honest. “You’re very kind.”
She shrugged lightly, a hand brushing the edge of her tea journal. “We all have our weird magic-adjacent hobbies. Yours just happens to involve spirits and the dead. It might be morbid to some —but without death, we’d forget how precious the breath between beginnings and endings really is.”
Emmrich was quiet for a moment, his gaze lingering on her as though he were seeing her in a new light. The glow from the overhead sconces cast soft amber around them, the quiet clink of porcelain and the distant sound of rain against glass giving the moment a hush.
“You have a way with words, Miss Ingellvar,” he said, his voice warm and low. “It’s easy to forget how true that is… until someone reminds you.”
She offered a faint, modest smile. “Tea-making has made me a bit of a poet.” A beat passed. Rook tilted her head slightly. “So, what led you to this work anyway?” she asked, gently shifting the conversation, though her tone remained open. “Was it always spirits and forensics for you?”
He let out a breath, not quite a sigh—more like something released that had been resting in his chest for a long time. “I was afraid of death,” he said. “That’s the truth of it. Ironic, I know. A necromancer afraid of death. But I didn’t begin this work because I found death fascinating—I did it because I found it terrifying.”
Rook tilted her head, her expression softening.
“When I was young, the fear would come in waves,” Emmrich continued. “No warning. No pattern. Just this... crushing dread. As if I were being suffocated from the inside out, strangled by something invisible and inevitable. Reason never soothed it.”
He traced a finger along the rim of his mug, gaze distant. “In time, the episodes lessened. I surrounded myself with study, with logic, with ritual. I faced what frightened me. And eventually, I found comfort in knowing that others shared that fear. In Nevarra, there are whole circles devoted to discussing it, to learning how to live with it instead of pretending it doesn’t exist.”
He looked at her again, and the sincerity in his eyes struck her harder than she expected.
“I’ve come to terms with my mortality,” he said quietly. “But the fear never really leaves you. It just... learns to sit quietly at your side.”
His words lingered in the air, unhurried and raw. Rook stared at him, her throat a little tight.
“I know that fear,” she murmured, after a long pause. She hadn’t planned to say it—not tonight, not like this—but the moment was too open, too honest to leave untouched. Her hands, resting atop her journal, curled slightly.
“Emmrich,” she said softly, eyes flicking down. “There’s something I didn’t tell you… about the car crash.”
Emmrich straightened, his expression attentive but gentle.
“I was there,” Rook said, voice quiet but steady. “I was in the car.”
She took a slow breath, grounding herself in the weight of her own voice.
“I remember sitting in the backseat when they drove that rainy day. I remember the sound of it hitting the car roof. The way it echoed before everything shattered.” Her fingers drifted to her hip, brushing instinctively against the scar hidden beneath fabric. “Glass. Screaming. Blood. I called for them, but no one answered.”
Her eyes remained on the table, her voice softer now. “I couldn’t get into a car for years after. Couldn’t sleep without reliving it. The panic would come out of nowhere, and it made no sense because I survived. But sometimes… surviving doesn’t feel like surviving.”
She finally looked up at him, and her voice grew more certain.
“I know that it’s not the same as what you went through. But… I think I understand that kind of fear. Even just a part of it.”
Emmrich didn’t speak right away. Instead, he reached out and gently covered her hand with his—calm, steady, no grand gesture—just presence.
“Oh, my dear Rook,” he murmured, his thumb brushing softly over her knuckles.
Rook huffed, a small breath meant to mask the shimmer gathering in her eyes.
“I’m sorry,” she said quietly. “I didn’t mean to make things so heavy.”
Emmrich gave her hand a firmer squeeze.
“Never apologize for that,” he said. “What you shared took courage. And I’m honored you chose to trust me with it.”
The silence between them wasn’t hollow. It thrummed—charged and tender—where Emmrich’s hand still rested over hers, anchoring her in the soft gravity of the moment. They were closer now than they had been, the space between them narrowing to something intimate and fragile. Rook could see every detail in his face—the lines of thought and kindness etched at the corners of his eyes, the warmth of hazel touched with green that reminded her of emeralds left under morning light.
Her gaze dropped—unintentionally—to his lips.
She wondered, briefly, what it might feel like. The tickle of his mustache against her skin. The gentleness he might kiss with, the way his voice softened when he said her name. Just one lean forward, and she could find out.
But that wouldn’t be fair. Not now. Not when she had just offered him a piece of herself so raw. If he were to reject her for trying… she wasn’t sure she could survive the humiliation.
Across from her, Emmrich’s gaze had shifted too. His eyes flicked to her lips, just for a breath, just long enough to stir the ache in his chest. How would her kiss taste? Would it carry the faintest traces of tea, of mint or lemon? Would her breath catch beneath his palm if he dared to touch her cheek, to wipe away the tears she’d hidden behind a brave smile?
He didn’t move.
He wanted to.
But he wouldn’t—not when she’d laid herself bare, not when the air still trembled with something so easily broken. It would be too impulsive—Rook didn’t deserve that. She deserved intention, not the risk of mistaking her vulnerability for invitation.
Then—
Bzzz. Bzzz.
His phone vibrated sharply on the counter.
The spell broke.
They both blinked, the air between them cooling in an instant as reality slipped back into place. Emmrich exhaled a soft breath, pulling his hand back with careful grace. Rook’s fingers curled reflexively into her palm, and she quickly turned her face away, brushing her knuckles against her cheek as if that could hide the growing warmth beneath her skin.
Emmrich glanced at the caller ID and sighed before answering. “Yes, Manfred?”
A series of sharp hisses echoed through the receiver—impatient and inquisitive.
Emmrich raised a brow and glanced at his watch—it was far later than he'd intended. “Oh dear.” More hisses crackled through the line, sharp and chiding, like his skeletal ward was thoroughly scolding him. “Yes, yes, I’m on my way. It seems the day got away from me.”
He ended the call and looked up at Rook, his expression shifting to a mix of regret and sheepishness. “It appears I’ve stayed much later than intended.”
Rook offered a small smile, already walking toward the door. “It happens.”
He stood, collecting his satchel and mug with practiced care, though his movements were a bit rushed now. “I apologize for the abrupt exit. I—” He stopped, not quite finishing the thought. “Thank you. For the conversation. And the company.”
Rook held the door open, the cool night air brushing against her skin. “Get home safe, Professor.”
He turned at the threshold, a flicker of hesitation behind his eyes, then gave her a nod and a quieter, “Goodnight, Rook.”
And then he was gone, swallowed by the shadows beyond the lamplight.
Rook stood there for a moment longer, heart hammering like she’d run the entire block. Her fingers still tingled from the warmth of his hand—the gentle weight of it, the brush of his thumb over her knuckles, the feel of his rings and the steadiness beneath all that quiet polish.
She drew in a slow breath and let it out with a huff, fanning her face. “Get it together,” she muttered.
After locking the door and dimming the lights, she moved through the closing routine, her motions mechanical but calm. Dishes away. Lights low. Protective wards set.
Finally, she reached for her journal to tuck it into her satchel—only to pause when her fingers met a different texture. Her brows furrowed. The leather was darker. Older.
She opened it—and there it was: Emmrich’s handwriting, elegant and precise, lining the margins of a spectral diagram with neatly written notes beside it. Oh Maker, even his handwriting was beautiful.
But as much as she wanted to admire his penmanship, reality clicked into place.
If she had Emmrich’s journal... then he had taken—
“Kaffas.”
Notes:
So much trauma dumping in this cozy tea shop. And I am probably not going to stop.
Chapter 11: Chapter 11 - Tea & Tomes
Summary:
Rook tries to figure out how to return Emmrich's work journal and decides to enlist the help of Dorian Pavus.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook sat on her couch, still in her sleep shirt and flannel pants, staring at the journal on her coffee table with the kind of intensity that might make someone think she was trying to set it on fire with her mind.
That was not her intention.
This had been an accident. Pure and simple.
Their journals looked similar, and frankly, both of them had not been the most attentive by the end of last night—not after that level of emotional vulnerability. Not to mention her practically lusting for a kiss in that emotionally raw moment.
So yes. It was an honest mix-up.
But now what?
Emmrich had probably already realized the mistake, and was maybe trying to figure out how to return her journal without making it awkward. Not that it helped—she didn’t know his schedule, and she definitely didn’t have his number to coordinate a drop-off.
And it’s not like she could just stroll into the university on her own. That place was a magical labyrinth on a good day. Navigating it without help would be like trying to find a secret door with no map and no spell.
But… there was someone.
Someone who worked there. Someone who definitely knew where Emmrich’s office was. Someone who would help her—just as soon as they finished roasting her alive for this.
Rook stared at her phone for a long, painful moment.
Then, with the resigned sigh of someone accepting their fate, she pulled up Dorian Pavus’s contact and hit “call.”
"My, my, my—this is a surprise."
"Hi, Dorian."
“Why, hello, Rook. How’s my favorite tea brewer doing? Is Spite still terrorizing the innocent?”
“The shop’s doing well… but I actually need a favor.”
“A favor?” His tone shifted just enough to suggest curiosity with a hint of concern. “Is something wrong?”
“No, nothing dramatic,” she assured him. “I was just wondering… do you happen to know Professor Emmrich Volkarin? He’s one of the guest lecturers at the university.”
There was a pause—one heavy with anticipation on the other end of the line.
“Emmrich Volkarin, you say?” Dorian’s voice practically hummed with curiosity. “And why, pray tell, does my favorite tea witch need to speak with him?”
Rook already regretted everything. She pinched the bridge of her nose. “He was at the shop last night.”
“I know, he’s been frequenting your shop,” Dorian interrupted, far too delighted. “I recommended it. You’re welcome, by the way.”
“My blossoming business thanks you,” Rook continued, ignoring the bait. “Anyways, he left something behind.”
“Oh?” The word curled like smoke. “Do tell. What did our enigmatic professor leave behind? A decorative skull? A glove? His virtue?”
“His journal.”
A beat of silence. Then a faint, disappointed sigh.
“Well that’s tragically anticlimactic.”
“It’s clearly important,” Rook pressed, already defensive. “It’s got his work notes, diagrams, research scribbles—all the things you academics treasure.”
Dorian was quiet for a breath too long. “So why the urgent need to return it?” he asked, his voice now dipped in velvet mischief. “Surely this isn’t just about academic integrity.”
Rook resisted the urge to groan. “I was going to see if you could give it to him. You know, pass it along. He can return my tea journal, next time he comes to the shop.”
“No.” The refusal came quickly. Too quickly.
“…No?”
“No,” Dorian repeated, smug as ever. “You’re going to come here. To the university. I’ll walk you to his office myself.”
“I don’t need to walk anywhere,” Rook argued. “Besides I need to open the shop.”
“You can stop by before opening the shop,” Dorian said, tone perfectly pleasant—and unmistakably scheming. “Besides, I’m far too busy to play courier,” he added, in a voice that suggested he had nothing of the sort going on. “And it would be a shame to delay the reunion of such vital academic artifacts. Mornings are ideal, anyway—Emmrich always arrives early to review casework or tinker with his research. If you come now, you’ll catch him with time to spare.”
Rook opened her mouth to argue. Then closed it. There was no way she was getting out of this. Not without Dorian making it worse later.
She sighed. “Fine.”
“Wonderful!” he beamed. She could hear the smug smile in his voice. “I’ll meet you at the university’s west entrance. Don’t be late!”
The line clicked before she could say another word.
Rook dropped the phone onto the couch cushion beside her and groaned into her hands. Across the room, Spite emerged from wherever he’d been lurking, tail flicking as he approached. He stared up at her, unblinking, then headbutted her shin.
“Look who’s suddenly eager to leave,” she muttered.
Spite meowed once, pointedly, and nosed at the edge of the coffee table where Emmrich’s journal still sat.
“I know, I know.” She rose to her feet with a dramatic sigh. “Let’s go drop you off, so I can embarrass myself at a university I never even applied to.”
Spite flicked his tail and strutted toward the door.
As always, he led the way.
Rook had dropped Spite off at the shop with a bribery offering—half a roasted salmon treat and a ceramic dish of goat’s milk—and a quick note for Bellara that read:
Gone for a bit. If I’m not back in time to open, call Lace. Don’t let Spite eat the scones. —R
With her morning contingencies in place, Rook set off through the city. It was one of the rare Minrathous mornings where the warmth hadn’t yet turned into a choking haze. The breeze was soft, almost springlike, and the cobblestones were dry underfoot. She dressed light—comfortable trousers, a short-sleeve fitted top under her usual plum-toned jacket. Her satchel was slung across her shoulder, her hair gathered in a loose twist at the nape of her neck, and the familiar gleam of her ear cuff caught the light when she passed under street lamps still dimming.
She approached the west entrance of Minrathous University, weaving her way through enchanted hedgerows and past the humming, rune-etched gates. The campus spread out like a curated garden of intellect—sharp, gleaming spires and bridges connecting towers above and ivy-covered halls below.
And there he was—leaning against a carved stone pillar like a man posing for a fashion sketch he had absolutely commissioned. Dorian Pavus, effortlessly put together, the picture of elegance with just enough smugness to imply he’d been waiting for this moment all morning.
He straightened at the sight of her, a smile already blooming across his face, eyes alight with mischief. “Ah, there she is. The woman of the hour.”
Rook gave him a polite nod. “Dorian.”
As expected, he sauntered over and pulled her into a hug—one she returned with reluctant grace.
“It really is so good to see you,” he said.
“You do know you see me at the tea shop.”
“That is but a fleeting encounter,” he replied dramatically. “Brief, distracted, caffeine-fueled. Here, I get your undivided attention. Shall I give you the grand tour?”
“I have a shop to open, remember? Going straight to his office will do just fine.”
He huffed, clearly disappointed. “You’re no fun at all.”
She raised a brow, tone dry with sarcasm. “I thought you were too busy to give tours?”
Dorian waved that off with practiced flair. “Fine, fine. You’ve caught me. The ruse is over. I simply wanted an excuse to see my savior in action—and, of course, to inquire about our dear professor. He speaks quite highly of the Veil & Vine.”
“He’s a polite customer with a quiet mission to try every tea on my menu,” Rook replied with a smirk. “He’s interesting. Even Spite likes him.”
Dorian gasped. “That man won over your devil cat? Did he bribe him?”
“Not in the slightest.”
Emmrich was teetering on the edge of mild panic.
He had come into the office early, intent on finalizing next week’s lesson plans and reviewing notes for his research paper. It was supposed to be a productive morning. Quiet. Predictable.
Then he opened what he assumed was his journal.
And was met with handwriting that very much wasn’t his.
Loose, looping script. Doodles of tea leaves and flowers winding through the margins. Blend concepts with names like Winterwake and Lusacan’s Touch—some neatly written, others scratched out and rewritten in bursts of frustration and whimsy.
Oh no.
This wasn’t his journal. It was Miss Ingellvar’s.
He stared at the open page for a full ten seconds, as if willing the handwriting to change. But it didn’t. Of course it didn’t.
Somewhere between gathering his things last night and leaving the Veil & Vine, he must’ve taken hers by mistake.
Of course he did.
Now the question stood: how was he meant to return it?
The obvious answer was to visit the shop. Drop it off. Offer a sincere apology and hope she hadn’t already torn through his field notes.
But it was Friday. The shop would be busy. He’d be in the way.
He could take the rest of the day off, but that felt wasteful. He was already here, and his schedule was—
A knock at his office door pulled him from his thoughts.
The knock at the door came again—firmer this time—and Emmrich sighed as he rubbed the bridge of his nose, the familiar dull throb of a forming headache lingering behind his eyes.
“Come in,” he called, expecting Myrna or perhaps another student in need of a deadline extension.
Instead, the door opened just enough for Dorian Pavus to stick his head through, his voice carrying its usual velvet mischief.
“Professor, how are we on this fine Friday morning?”
Emmrich glanced up, already dreading the answer. “Dorian, I do apologize, but I seem to be facing a bit of a dilemma.”
Dorian’s smirk widened. “How serendipitous,” he purred. “Because I, as it turns out, have brought someone who might be able to help solve that very dilemma.”
Before Emmrich could formulate a response—or politely decline the offer of whatever nonsense Dorian was about to spring on him—his colleague stepped fully into the room.
And standing beside him was Rook.
The air in the office shifted. She stood a touch awkwardly, her satchel resting against her hip, her fingers curling around its strap as she gave him a small wave. “Hi.”
For a long, excruciating moment, Emmrich just stared.
His expression didn’t quite register shock—it was something closer to a short-circuit. As though his brain had been neatly unplugged, then hastily rebooted with the new information that Miss Ingellvar was currently standing in his office.
Dorian, of course, was positively thriving in the silence.
“Oh dear,” he murmured with a grin, watching the wheels behind Emmrich’s eyes attempt to turn again. “It seems the journal swap was more fateful than I thought.”
Rook, already mortified, elbowed him lightly in the ribs. “You are enjoying this way too much,” she muttered under her breath.
Dorian clutched his side like she’d mortally wounded him, but the grin on his face didn’t falter. “I live for this.”
She sighed, straightened, and cleared her throat. She held up the leather-bound journal in her hand. “I, uh… believe we made a bit of a mix-up last night.”
Emmrich finally blinked. “Yes,” he said slowly. “It would seem… we did.”
He still hadn’t moved from behind his desk.
Dorian leaned in and whispered—not quietly—“Professor, this would be the part where you invite the lady to sit.”
That snapped Emmrich out of it. He rose too quickly, nearly bumping his chair in the process. “Yes, of course—please, Miss Ingellvar. Do come in.”
Rook stepped forward, handing him his journal. “Yours, I believe.”
He took it with care, and with the ghost of a smile tugging at his lips. “And yours is safely tucked in my satchel.”
“And with that,” Dorian said, already turning toward the door, “my work here is done. I’ll leave you two to your very academic reunion.”
“Dorian—” Emmrich started, but the door was already shutting behind him with a flourish.
And just like that, the office was quiet again—except now it was filled with two people, one journal lighter each, and the lingering heat of something unspoken.
Rook stepped further into the office, her eyes slowly tracing over the space. The towering bookcases drew her first—lined with leather-bound tomes and journals, aged parchment tucked between titles like forgotten secrets. Decorative skulls, some carved with runes, others bearing faded etchings, sat nestled among the shelves like silent sentinels. His desk was impeccably organized, but lived-in: a set of fountain pens in a brass holder, an ink well half-full, a scattering of rune stones laid out like he’d been in mid-consultation.
It felt… professional, yes. But also warm. Personal. Like every object had been placed with quiet intention.
She drifted toward the bookcase, her fingers grazing the spines of old texts. “You’ve got quite the collection,” she murmured, half to herself.
Behind her, Emmrich stood still for a moment, watching. The sight of her in his space—her fingers gently moving across bindings he’d chosen, her gaze catching on details he thought only he noticed—sent a curious ripple of exhilaration through him. And nerves.
He cleared his throat softly and stepped forward, retrieving her tea journal from his satchel. “I believe this belongs to you.”
Rook turned to face him, eyes bright with something between gratitude and amusement. She accepted the journal with both hands, smoothing her fingers across the worn leather cover like it was an old friend. “Thank you,” she said warmly.
Her gaze swept across the room again. “So this is where the magic happens, huh?”
A smile tugged at Emmrich’s lips. “Among other things. Though I confess it’s less ‘magic’ and more meticulous research and ink-stained notes.”
She laughed under her breath, the sound quiet but sincere. “Still. It suits you.”
Her attention flicked briefly to the journal now resting against her hip. “Did you look inside?” she asked, tone light. “It’s okay if you did. I saw yours, after all.”
Emmrich’s expression softened. “Just a few pages,” he admitted. “Enough to appreciate your blend naming conventions. And your sketches.”
Rook smirked. “Thanks. You have beautiful penmanship, by the way.”
He inclined his head slightly, voice low and fond. “And you, Miss Ingellvar, have a remarkable imagination.”
Their eyes lingered on one another for a breath too long—curious, comfortable, something quiet and unspoken threading between them amid the ambient hum of the office.
Rook’s gaze shifted to a display shelf against the far wall, where over a dozen skulls rested in careful arrangement. Each one was different—some human, others distinctly Qunari, and one clearly belonging to a wyvern. All were meticulously preserved and labeled, a blend of clinical precision and reverent curiosity.
She tilted her head, eyebrows raised. “So… are the skulls a necromancer thing, or an anthropologist thing?”
Emmrich stepped beside her, following her gaze. “A bit of both, if I’m being honest.”
As she continued to admire the display, he added, “I must admit, I’m surprised you made the journey all the way here to return my journal. And that you know Dorian.”
Rook gave a casual shrug. “Dorian and I go back a bit. Plus, he was the only person I trusted to help me navigate this maze.” Her voice softened slightly. “And the journal seemed important to your work. It’s still a workday, so I figured…”
She trailed off, rocking slightly on her heels, unsure how to finish.
Emmrich gave a faint, appreciative smile. “Well… thank you for making the effort. I hope it didn’t delay your shop too much.”
“Oh, Bellara’s got it handled. I even left backup instructions just in case I didn’t make it before the morning rush.”
“Still, I shouldn’t keep you.”
“It’s fine, Emmrich,” she said, lingering near the shelf. “Honestly? I was curious to see your workspace.”
That gave him pause. “You were?”
“Of course. I finally learned your field of study last night—Forensic Anthropology. And necromancy,” she added, smirking. “Any other credentials I should know about?”
He returned her smirk with a modest tilt of his head. “Well… I’m what’s known as a corpse whisperer. Rare, even among necromancers. I also specialize in Fade Theory, Magical Pathology—”
She laughed, a warm sound that echoed off the polished stone and wood. “Maker’s breath. Is there anything you don’t study?”
He thought for a moment. “Elven magic. I’ve never delved into it—out of respect for its cultural boundaries. But I admit, I’m deeply curious.”
Rook looked over at him, her expression softening. “That’s… rare. Most people don’t stop to think about the cultural lines until they’re halfway across them.”
She leaned against the edge of a nearby bookcase, arms lightly crossed. “Elven magic’s a bit of a layered thing. History, language, blood, trauma—it’s not just spells. It’s… inheritance. Memory.”
Her eyes flicked to one of the spectral glyphs drawn on parchment at his desk, then back to him with a small, wry smile. “My brother would like you.”
“Your brother?” Emmrich asked, glancing at her curiously.
“Yeah... he’s a fellow academic, like you.” She waved the topic away with a flick of her fingers. “Anyway—what exactly is a corpse whisperer?”
“A corpse whisperer,” Emmrich said, the corner of his mouth lifting in a faint smile, “is a necromancer with the rare ability to extract residual memories from the dead. Not quite speaking to them, per se—more like coaxing echoes from their bones. Less dramatic than it sounds… though not by much.”
Rook’s brows rose, intrigued. “Interesting.”
“May I show you something from the greater Fade?” he asked, his voice low but inviting.
She nodded. “Go ahead.”
He guided her back toward his desk and picked up a human skull, cradling it with practiced reverence. “Close your eyes,” he said gently, stepping a little closer. “Take a breath.”
Rook smirked, cracking one eye open. “You’re not going to summon demon or anything, are you?”
He tutted, clearly amused. “Perish the thought.” Then, with utmost care, he took her wrist and rested her hand atop the smooth bone. “Slow... deep,” he murmured, placing his own hand over hers. His eyes slipped closed as his magic pulsed outward—warm and steady.
Rook felt the hum of his mana thread into the back of her hand, twining with her own like woven warmth. Then Emmrich whispered an incantation, his voice like a soft ripple:
“Be borne on the great currents. See now as they see.”
A soft glow blossomed from his hand—pale green, spectral—and as Rook opened her eyes, the world changed.
Wisps floated in the corners of the room, pulsing gently. Shapes drifted just beyond focus—spirits, flickering like wind-born flame. They weren’t ominous. They were serene, graceful, like fragments of thought moving with purpose.
Her breath caught. “What is this?”
“These are spirits and wisps that linger nearby,” Emmrich said quietly beside her. “The Veil is thinner here, so they pass through more often. They’re harmless. Curious.”
She watched the translucent forms drift like silk in water. “Is this what you see all the time?”
“Now and then,” he said. His gaze followed the shimmer of movement. “When I talk to the dead, their echoes abide with me. Thoughts and passions. Hopes and desires. The shades of death have more intricacy than even a young Watcher may know, Rook.”
Rook swallowed softly, her hand still under his. “It’s beautiful.”
Emmrich didn’t respond right away—but in the soft shimmer of light and memory between them, he didn’t need to. With a gentle wave of his hand, the spectral light dimmed. The wisps and spirits receded like fog dissolving in morning sun, until the room was quiet once more, grounded in the present.
Rook blinked as the space returned to normal, still half-expecting to see the echoes lingering in the corners. Emmrich carefully set the skull back on his desk with quiet reverence, as if laying a book to rest.
“Thank you,” he said softly, “for indulging my demonstration.”
“Emmrich, that was…” Rook’s voice trailed off, the words caught somewhere between awe and disbelief. She was a mage, but her connection to the Fade had never felt like that—never so gentle, so reverent. Her encounters with spirits were often sudden things: cold drafts across her skin, the whisper of demons eager to press in.
But this? This had felt like stepping into something sacred.
“It was incredible,” she said at last, her voice quiet with sincerity.
Emmrich could feel the air shift—just like the night before. Charged, weightless, a breath held between one moment and the next. The way Rook looked at him—eyes dark and bright all at once, filled with quiet wonder—it stole whatever reply he’d meant to give. There was sincerity there, interest too, and something else. Something unnamed but unmistakably there.
But before he could speak, Rook’s gaze flicked toward the clock on the wall. She blinked, startled by the time.
“Oh, shit—I really need to go,” she said, already reaching for her satchel.
Emmrich followed her line of sight and checked his own watch with a slight wince. “Yes, of course. I’ve kept you long enough.”
He walked her back through the winding corridor, their steps soft against the polished floor, until they reached the western gate. The city’s golden morning light spilled through the arched stone passage, casting her in soft, warm hues as she turned back to him.
“Thank you,” she said, her voice sincere. “For walking me out… and for the demonstration. That was—” She hesitated, smiling. “More than I expected.”
“The pleasure was entirely mine,” Emmrich replied, clasping his hands behind his back in his usual composed fashion. “And thank you again for returning the journal.”
Rook adjusted the strap of her satchel, a small smile tugging at her lips. “Well, I hope to see you later. Stop by the shop—I'll make you something special. And I owe you a pastry for the magic show.”
His eyes glinted with quiet amusement. “You tempt me with bribes, Miss Ingellvar.”
“Works every time,” she quipped over her shoulder as she started down the steps.
He watched her go, a soft smile playing at the corners of his mouth. “Then I shall look forward to it.”
Notes:
I had to incorporate things from the video game because I cannot leave them out. This one was such a move from our necromancer. Emmrich's got some moves.
Chapter 12: Chapter 12 - Sweet Confections
Summary:
Dorian checks in on Emmrich after Rook's visit to the university, Johanna Hezenkoss enters the chat, and they finally exchange numbers.
Chapter Text
The morning had been surprisingly productive—more than anticipated, given the unexpected but welcome visit from Miss Ingellvar. It was a fortune to have her return his journal as he was stressed about its absence.
Emmrich Volkarin sat at his desk, posture straight but relaxed, wearing his reading glasses as the soft scratch of his fountain pen filled the quiet space of his office. The light filtering through the high-arched window bathed the room in gentle gold, warming the edges of his meticulously kept notes. The scent of ink and faint citrus still lingered in the air, though the latter, he suspected, was more memory than anything else.
He had returned to work easily enough—finalizing lecture slides, compiling case excerpts, drafting correspondence. Yet every so often, his thoughts drifted to the way her voice had softened when he described the Fade. To how her hand had settled under his as the spirits emerged—unafraid. The wonder in her eyes.
Perhaps she was more interested than he originally thought.
It wasn’t just her presence that unsettled his thoughts. It was the ease of it. She had been in his space, surrounded by his work, by his private methods and artifacts—and none of it had felt invasive. If anything, he had wanted her to see more.
He smiled faintly, tapping his pen once against the blotter.
That was when the door creaked open without ceremony.
“Well?” came Dorian’s voice, velvet-wrapped and brimming with scandalous delight. “How did it go?”
Emmrich didn’t look up. “Hello Dorian.”
“Oh please,” Dorian drawled, stepping fully into the room and closing the door behind him. “Don’t stall. She was here. In this office. I saw the blush. I demand the full report.”
Emmrich exhaled slowly through his nose, setting the pen down. “If you're referring to Miss Ingellvar’s visit, she was here to return a journal. A mistake, easily corrected.”
Dorian perched himself on the edge of a chair with all the grace of a lounging cat. “Yes, yes. The journal. The grand excuse to see our resident necromancer. But she didn’t have to come all this way, now did she? Did you offer tea? A tour? Did you woo her with your poetic charm?”
Emmrich gave him a long look.
Dorian’s grin widened. “You did. You absolutely did.”
“I fail to see how any of this concerns you.”
“It always concerns me. You are tragically under-observed when it comes to your own romantic matters, and I—” He tapped his chest, mock-solemn. “—am simply trying to make sure this budding connection doesn’t die on the vine.”
“I would argue it’s a bit early to call it a ‘budding connection.’”
Dorian grinned wider. “Then why, dear professor, do you look like a man freshly dropped into chapter one of a slow-burn romance serial?”
Before Emmrich could reply—or deflect—there was a slam of a door down the hallway, followed by the sharp click of heels on stone.
“Oh no,” Dorian said, wincing in advance. “Incoming.”
A moment later, the door burst open with familiar, pointed energy. Johanna Hezenkoss stood in the threshold, her braid tight, her coat immaculate, her googles glowering with her usual superiority and her expression thunderous.
“Volkarin!” She strode in like a one-woman thunderstorm, eyes sharp and mouth already halfway to snarling. “Why is your requisition form for corpse retrieval missing half the regional paperwork?”
Emmrich, unbothered, calmly turned toward her. “Because the regional office already approved it via email. The documents are attached to the back, as per standard procedure.”
Johanna stalked in and yanked the folder from his desk, flipping it open with aggressive precision. Her eyes narrowed as she found the signed slip tucked exactly where he said it would be.
“…Hmph.”
Dorian, still lounging, raised his eyebrows and said lightly, “Round one to Volkarin.”
“Shut up, Pavus,” Johanna said without even looking at him. “Have you heard back about my grant proposals yet, or are the review boards still dragging their feet?”
“Still under review,” Dorian said without missing a beat. “You’re not the only applicant with promising research this term.”
“Oh, please,” Johanna scoffed. “None of those clowns are doing anything remotely useful. I’m attempting to catalog residual blood magic trails and arcane contamination patterns. None of these department pets are tracking rogue blood sigils through six layers of magical residue. They’re practically imbeciles still trying to perfect levitating forks.”
“Ah yes, I forgot—delicacy has always been your strong suit… like a wyvern in a glasshouse.” Dorian muttered, inspecting his cuticles.
Johanna turned a sharp glare on him. “And what are you doing here? Harassing Emmrich again?”
“Harassing is such a harsh word. I prefer providing essential emotional support.”
“For what?” she sneered. “His hopeless infatuation with some tart who owns a tea shop?”
“Johanna.” Emmrich’s voice cut through the room with quiet authority. He looked up from his desk, his expression unreadable but firm. “We will not speak about people that way. If you’re in my office, you will maintain a civil tone.”
Johanna’s eyes narrowed towards Emmrich’s stern gaze. Then, she rolled her eyes, “Fine. Not like you’d have the spine to even ask her out, anyway.” she muttered, pushing to her feet, adjusting her coat with a dramatic tug. “Let me know when the review board remembers their brains aren't ornamental.”
“Delightful as always Professor Hezenkoss.”
She flipped him off and stormed out, the door thudding behind her like punctuation.
A long pause stretched between the two men.
Dorian finally sighed, placing a hand over his heart. “And people call me dramatic.”
Emmrich adjusted his reading glasses, then leaned back in his chair with a weariness. “At least she didn’t threaten to hex anyone or summon a darkspawn horde.”
“For someone like Hezenkoss,” Dorian continued, tone dry with exasperated amusement, “that is progress. I almost want to applaud.”
Emmrich pinched the bridge of his nose, rubbing at the dull throb beginning to pulse behind his eyes. “I think I shall call it a day and go home.”
Dorian said cheerfully. “I would invite to treat you to lunch after Professor Hezenkoss’s insufferable fury, but I suspect that you wish to unwind in a certain tea shop to see a certain tea brewer?”
A faint blush began to rise on Emmrich’s face—nothing dramatic, just a flush at the tops of his cheeks. He looked back toward his notes with renewed interest, as if the ink might save him from scrutiny.
Dorian gasped. “You do! Oh, that’s adorable. You’re considering it, aren’t you? A second encounter. Shall I expect good news come Monday? Perhaps—”
“Dorian.”
“Yes, Professor?”
“You are profoundly unhelpful.”
“And yet, deeply necessary.” Dorian beamed, already halfway to the door. “Rook is a remarkable woman—and she’s clearly interested in you. Be bold, Emmrich. Don’t lose her to hesitation and what-ifs.”
With a final wink, Dorian slipped out, leaving the door ajar and the air still humming with implication.
Emmrich remained at his desk for a moment, quiet.
There was no harm in going to the Veil & Vine for lunch. It was on the way home, after all. He’d been there countless times—enough that it shouldn’t feel unusual.
And yet… it did.
Despite his efforts to rationalize it, something had shifted between them. Subtle, but undeniable. The thought of seeing her now carried a weight it hadn’t before—a quiet anticipation that made it impossible to pretend things were the same.
Not that he wanted them to be.
His mind drifted, unbidden, to their recent conversations—their playful banter, the curious questions she posed without fear or pretense. The way her laughter lilted, bright and unguarded. The warm gleam in those dark brown eyes. And the faint blush that surfaced every so often, like a secret only he was meant to notice.
Was it too soon to go? Would she truly be pleased to see him again, or had her invitation been a polite gesture—something said in passing with no real weight behind it?
The last thing he wanted was to impose, to presume more than was there. He had spent years cultivating a life of control, of measured responses and professional detachment. Letting anyone in—especially someone who stirred such unguarded warmth in him—was not something he did lightly.
And yet… he could not ignore the way his thoughts lingered on her. The shape of her laugh, the glint of curiosity in her gaze, the subtle blush that touched her cheeks when their conversation drifted from friendly inquiry to personal. There was no denying the ease between them. No denying how much he’d hoped she would stay.
Emmrich shook his head, trying to clear the loop of doubts.
No. She had said she hoped to see him later. She had teased about a free pastry.
That wasn’t politeness—it was intention, however subtle.
And who was he to refuse a small indulgence, especially when every part of him knew it was never about the pastry?
He stood, quietly resolute, Dorian’s voice echoing in the back of his mind like a challenge issued with affection.
Be bold, Emmrich.
For once, he intended to be.
The bell above the Veil & Vine door let out a lazy chime as Rook pushed inside, slipping into the welcome hush that followed the morning rush. The shop still hummed with the scent of steeped mint and citrus pastries, but the noise had quieted—just the gentle clatter of teacups being sorted behind the counter and Spite sprawled like a demon deity across the pastry case.
Lace was at the sink, scrubbing out mugs with sleeves rolled up, standing atop the small stepping bench that Davrin had built just for her. She glanced over her shoulder as Rook entered, smirking.
“Well look who finally decided to show up.”
From behind the pastry display, Bellara popped up like a prairie dog. “Is everything okay? When I saw the note, I was worried if something had happened.” Her eyes scanned Rook for signs of something—anything.
Rook raised her hands in surrender. “Sorry, sorry—I meant to be back before the rush. Thank you, both of you. Lace, I really appreciate you hopping in last minute.”
Lace waved off the gratitude with a flick of her dish towel. “Happy to help. You can just bribe me with food later.” She arched a brow, smirking. “But you still haven’t answered the real question—where exactly did you run off to?”
Rook headed toward the back to stash her satchel and tried to sound casual as she leaned against the counter, brushing a stray hair behind her ear. “Everything is fine. I just had to drop something off at the university. Emmrich left his journal at the shop last night and I returned it.”
It was meant to be simple—harmless, even. But then her thoughts flickered back to the morning: the warmth of his magic twining with hers, the way his voice lowered when he spoke the incantation, the quiet wonder in his eyes as he showed her the spirits dancing in his office.
And just like that, her cheeks flushed.
Bellara gasped like she’d just found out Rook was engaged. “You went to the university to give him his journal?! What happened? Did you go to his office? Did he give you a tour? Did he offer you tea or were you the tea!?”
Lace, toweling off her hands, narrowed her eyes. “Uh-huh. And what exactly happened that has you turning the color of raspberry compote?”
“I returned his journal, we talked,” Rook mumbled as she headed toward the back counter, her hands suddenly very busy restocking tea tins. “That’s all.”
Bellara gasped as if she’d been personally betrayed by the lack of details. “Rook. Rook. Don’t hold out on us now!”
Lace leaned against the sink, arms crossed. “Was it the kind of talk that makes someone late to open their shop?”
“It wasn’t like that,” Rook muttered, already halfway into prepping the lunch setup. “He showed me some things in his office, some decorative skulls, his books, a magic demonstration of the Fade, but that was it.”
Bellara was practically vibrating. “He showed you Fade magic?! Was it spooky? Was it romantic? Was it both?!”
Lace giggled. “Oh this is practically academic foreplay.”
Rook groaned, tucking her tea journal into its proper cubby like it was the only sane thing in her life.
“You two are awful.”
The rest of the early afternoon passed in relative peace. Rook took a moment to collect herself by baking the belated Dessert of the Day. Lace left soon after to return to her family’s bakery, and Rook settled back into her rhythm. Spite knocked over exactly two mugs and attempted to steal a berry tart before being intercepted with a flick of Rook’s dish towel.
As Rook wiped down the bar, Bellara leaned in with a sly grin. “Wouldn’t it be cute if he stopped by for lunch?”
Rook rolled her eyes. “He’s not going to—”
Ding.
The bell above the door chimed.
Both women turned toward the sound. And there he was.
Emmrich Volkarin stepped into the Veil & Vine, adjusting his coat with that same composed grace, the faintest smile curving his lips. His eyes found Rook’s with an unmistakable warmth—and just like that, her heart leapt straight into her throat.
She froze, caught somewhere between awe and utter panic.
Bellara, ever the menace, didn’t miss a beat. She gave Rook a not-so-gentle nudge toward the register. “You’re up.”
Emmrich approached, eyes twinkling. “I was told there’d be tea… and a free pastry?”
Rook’s blush bloomed on cue. “Right. Of course. I did promise that.”
Bellara mouthed a silent oh my gods as she casually ducked behind the counter, her retreat more dramatic than necessary—and clearly temporary.
Rook tried to gather her thoughts, but all that surfaced was one, deeply unhelpful realization:
Venhedis, I’m screwed.
Rook guided him to the bar counter, grateful for something familiar to do with her hands. The warmth of the afternoon had softened the edges of the day, and Emmrich had shed his coat, revealing a fitted waistcoat over a crisp linen shirt—precise, but lighter than usual. Somehow, that made him more real, less like the unreachable professor surrounded by candlelight and skulls.
He took a seat at the counter, folding his hands neatly. “Shadow Bloom, if you have it.”
Rook nodded, already reaching for the tin. “You’re in luck. I just restocked it yesterday.”
The scent of the blend filled the air as she prepared it—dark florals with an earthy base, touched by a whisper of bergamot. She set the tea to steep before looking back at him, fingers brushing against the edge of the counter.
“And what about your free pastry?” she asked, forcing a note of ease into her voice. “You’re entitled to one, per our highly official verbal agreement.”
Emmrich’s lips twitched with quiet amusement. “I’ll defer to your expertise. Surprise me.”
She gave him a mock-salute and turned to the day’s dessert display. The black plum and violet tea cake stood proudly under the glass dome, the slices neatly arranged and catching the light on their glazed tops. The violet syrup shimmered faintly, the pale purple hue contrasting against the deep, golden crumb and scattered plum.
It was a bold flavor—floral and grounded—and somehow, it felt like exactly the right choice for him.
She plated a slice, careful not to smudge the glaze, and returned to place it before him just as the tea finished steeping.
Emmrich leaned in slightly, taking in the presentation with a pleased hum. “This smells exquisite. Plum and… cardamom?”
“Lightly spiced,” Rook confirmed, setting the teacup down beside it. “Folded in while the plums were still warm.”
He studied the cake a moment longer, then asked, “Is this from the bakery, or…?”
Rook glanced away, modest. “An original Rook confection. I made it as soon as I came back —just before Lace returned to her family’s shop.”
That seemed to catch his attention. “You made this?”
She nodded, feeling the tips of her ears warm. “Well… I cheated a little. I did the prep last night, so this morning it was just mix and bake. Most of the recipes are from my mother’s old journals—things she never got to try. I just tweak them a bit and test out new ideas. There’s been a lot of trial and error… with some very biased taste testers.”
Bellara, of course, couldn’t resist. “Oh! You should’ve seen the day she made that gingerwort tea.”
Rook groaned. “Please don’t remind me.”
“What? It was fun.”
“You ate all the shortbreads, Lace said she could hear Spite cursing her out, and I was so jittery I felt like I could power half the city. Meanwhile, Lucanis and Davrin were completely unaffected—and documented the entire thing like it was a science experiment.”
Emmrich chuckled, the sound low and genuine. “Are your taste-testing days always that… eventful?”
Rook sighed dramatically, leaning her elbow on the counter. “Not always. Sometimes things actually go according to plan. But every now and then, I brew something that probably violates at least three alchemical safety protocols.”
Bellara added brightly, “She once made a blend that made Davrin cry. Cry.”
“In my defense,” Rook said, pointing a spoon at her, “that was supposed to be a soothing floral blend. I didn’t realize his griffin was allergic to one of the dried petals and he panicked trying to hide it.”
Emmrich smiled, clearly enjoying the stories. “Sounds like your experiments are as much about discovery as they are about tea.”
Rook straightened, giving a small shrug. “Guess I like figuring out what works… and what doesn’t. There were plenty of disasters before I found anything worth keeping.”
He tilted his head, curiosity sharpening behind his gaze. “Is that how you approach all your blends? Instinct over formula?”
She glanced up, meeting his gaze—and held it just a moment longer than she meant to. “Mostly. There’s a bit of ritual in it. A little memory, a little mood. It’s like… finding two puzzle pieces and learning how they fit. Or if they fit at all.”
Emmrich leaned forward slightly, one hand cradling his teacup. “I do envy you Rook. Your approach to tea-making is filled with and artistry that I find fascinating.”
Rook felt the corners of her mouth twitch into a smile. “Really? It’s a little chaotic behind the scenes.”
He raises his brow with a hint of mischief in his smile. “Aren’t all experiments?”
She chuckles at his question.
“You know… if you would like,” she hesitated, then pressed forward, “I was hoping to try out a new blend on tomorrow night, after closing. If you’re interested and have the time, you could be a taste tester.”
From the back sink, there was a loud clang as a utensil hit porcelain. Bellara froze, shoulders stiff, before quickly muttering, “Sorry! Slipped!” and proceeded to wash dishes with exaggerated innocence.
Emmrich glanced in Bellara’s direction with a flicker of amusement before turning back to Rook. “Would that be all right? I wouldn’t want to intrude.”
“Not at all,” Rook said quickly. “It’d be nice to have a fresh set of taste buds. My usual testers are either extremely opinionated or dangerously unhelpful.”
There was a brief pause, the kind that wasn’t uncomfortable but held just enough weight to stir doubt. Rook shifted slightly, a flicker of nerves rising—was that too forward? Maybe she should’ve—
“I’d love to,” Emmrich said gently. “Spending a weekend evening helping with your tea endeavors sounds… lovely.”
Relief bloomed across her chest in a way she hadn’t anticipated. She smiled, letting it settle warmly. “Then I’ll see you tomorrow. After hours.”
She turned, ready to head back to the brewing station and shake off the flush in her cheeks, but his voice caught her again.
“Rook—would it be all right if we exchanged numbers?” he asked, adjusting his cuffs slightly. “We don’t exactly have a reliable way to reach each other, and it may be useful.”
She blinked, momentarily surprised. “Right—yes, that’s… smart. Of course.” She reached for her phone, unlocking it with slightly more haste than necessary. “Here.”
They exchanged numbers with a few taps and murmured confirmations, the exchange surprisingly domestic, startling in its ease.
Emmrich gave her a parting smile. “Then I’ll see you tomorrow. Thank you—for the tea, and the dessert.”
With that, he gathered his coat and slipped out the door, the bell chiming softly in his wake.
The moment the door shut, Bellara pounced—grabbing Rook by the arms and giving her an excited shake. “Oh my gods, Rook! You did it! You actually asked him out!”
“I didn’t ask him out,” Rook muttered, though even she didn’t sound convinced.
Because, Maker help her, she had invited the professor to come by after hours. No customers. No distractions. Just the two of them… and possibly Spite, probably asleep on the counter like he owned the place.
She hadn’t even planned on it. The words had just slipped out—unrehearsed, bold in a way she didn’t expect from herself. And now that it was done, she wasn’t sure if she wanted to hide behind the tea tins or float straight into the Fade.
Bellara, still grinning like she’d just won a bet with the Maker, released Rook only to snatch her phone from the counter.
“I need to update the group chat immediately.”
Rook’s head snapped up. “Don’t you dare.”
Bellara was already typing. “Too late. They deserve to know that progress has been made. Lace is going to die that she missed this.”
Rook lunged toward her. “Bellara, no! Give me that—”
They danced around the bar, Bellara quick on her feet and Rook swiping for the phone like a woman possessed.
“Spite!” Rook called toward the sun-drenched front counter where the tabby lay sprawled, tail flicking lazily. “Do something!”
Spite blinked slowly and rolled over onto his side, exposing his belly like a traitor.
“Typical,” Rook huffed, still chasing Bellara as she laughed and held the phone just out of reach.
“I’m just going to say that someone invited Emmrich Volkarin to a private after-hours tasting session,” Bellara sing-songed. “With cake. And candlelight. And palpable yearning.”
“There will be no candlelight. And there is no yearning!” Rook shouted, finally catching her friend around the waist.
Bellara cackled, half-surrendering, half-typing one-handed. “Don’t worry, I won’t say who. I’ll just leave a cryptic emoji trail.”
Rook groaned, burying her face in Bellara’s shoulder as she half-laughed, half-pleaded. “I hate you so much right now.”
Bellara patted her arm. “That’s just the fluster talking.”
There was no denying it now—Rook was thoroughly and irrevocably screwed.
Notes:
I think I've solidified Rook's love language being her need to feed people.
Chapter 13: Chapter 13 - Lingering Notes
Summary:
The group chat explodes, Emmrich calls Rook, and we get to see Neve!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Group Chat Name: Steeped Intentions ☕💀🍰
Bellara: I HAVE NEWS!!
Davrin: ??
Lace: I just left that place. What happened?
Rook: Bell NO!
Neve: Progress?
Bellara: ROOK ASKED THE PROFESSOR OUT ON A DATE!! 😆😆😆
Lace: WHAT?!
Taash: Finally.
Davrin: Oooooo she’s locking in!
Bellara: You missed EVERYTHING Lace!! The flirtation was practically sinful!!
Rook: There was no flirtation.
Bellara: LIES!! She gave the man a free dessert!!
Lucanis: Best way to a person’s heart is their stomach.
Lace: That’s unfair! I can’t believe I missed that.
Davrin: You were not blessed by the Maker to witness this event.
Taash: RIP
Lace: I have been ROBBED!
Rook: Guys it’s NOT A DATE! I just invited him to taste test a new blend.
Neve: Oh it’s definitely a date.
Rook: It is not. It is an innocent tea taste test.
Davrin: I think you are the only one in denial about your date with Grave Daddy.
Lucanis: Davrin that nickname was vetoed.
Davrin: You guys are no fun.
Neve: You need help picking an outfit for your date?
Rook: IT’S NOT A DATE!
Bellara: Yes it is. 😏 😏 😏
Rook: I hate all of you.
Rook tossed her phone to her nightstand, not able to handle anymore of her friend’s relentless mix of emojis, half-jokes, and affectionate chaos. With a strangled groan, she buried her face into her pillow as if that could hide the blush on her face. Spite leapt up beside her with practiced ease, curling into the crook of her knees like a smug little crescent of judgment.
“I don’t need your commentary either,” she muttered, voice muffled. “It’s not a date. It’s tea. With someone I respect. And… maybe like. A little.”
Spite’s tail flicked against her back.
“Okay, a lot. Shut up.”
Rook’s face was still buried in the pillow when her phone buzzed against the nightstand.
She let out a muffled groan and reached out blindly with one hand, patting across the cluttered surface until her fingers found the device. She pulled it close, flipping it over with the groggy expectation of a weather alert or some chaotic new message in the group chat.
Instead, the name on the screen made her entire body lock up.
Incoming Call: Emmrich Volkarin
For half a second, she just stared at it, brain blank. Then instinct kicked in. She sat bolt upright like she’d been hit with a resurrection spell, nearly knocking Spite off the bed in the process. The cat hissed, gave her a deeply offended glare, and vanished beneath the nightstand in a puff of feline judgment.
Clutching a pillow to her chest like a makeshift shield, Rook hesitated just long enough to consider letting the call go to voicemail. But no—no, she couldn’t do that. He was calling her. Calling. That had to mean something. Didn’t it?
With a shaky breath, she answered. “Hello?”
There was the faint sound of background rustling, then that calm, thoughtful voice that somehow made her nerves feel both soothed and on fire.
“Hello, Rook. It’s Emmrich.”
He said it like she might not recognize him, like his name wasn’t currently melting the gears in her brain. For a few painfully long seconds, her thoughts stuttered along in complete silence, scrambling for words.
“Hi—yes, hi! I mean. Hello.” She winced at herself and pressed her knuckles against her forehead. “What’s up?”
For Andraste’s sake, get it together, Ingellvar!
“Did I perhaps call you at a bad time?”
“No! No, you’re totally fine,” she rushed out, trying to inject some calm into her voice and failing spectacularly.
There was the briefest pause before he continued, his tone warm and genuinely apologetic. “Terribly sorry if I interrupted anything. I just had a question about tomorrow.”
His voice was so composed, so polite, so maddeningly steady—and somehow, that only made her more of a mess.
“No, not busy,” she managed, trying to sit up straighter and sound like a functioning adult. “What were you wondering?”
“I was thinking… would it be all right if I brought dinner to our meeting?”
Dinner?
She blinked, thrown by the simplicity of it. Of course it made sense—they’d be there after closing, it would get late, and she rarely remembered to eat dinner on blend nights. But the idea that he had thought about that, had considered her comfort and come up with a quiet, thoughtful way to support her—it sent something warm spiraling through her chest.
“I’ll admit, I didn’t really think that far,” she replied, hugging the pillow tighter. “But honestly, that would be a huge help.”
“I’m happy to be of use,” Emmrich said, and she could hear the smile in his voice. “I seem to be the frequent recipient of your culinary bribes. It only feels fair I return the favor.”
She laughed before she could stop herself. It felt good—real and light and a little too revealing. “You say that like I’m not constantly bribing half the city with food.”
“I’m not complaining,” he replied with a soft chuckle. “It’s a highly effective strategy.”
That earned another grin from her, and this time she didn’t fight it. She relaxed back against the headboard, pulse still a little too fast, but the nervous edge was starting to settle.
“Do you have any preferences?” he asked.
“No, I’m not picky,” she said, gently biting her lower lip. “Maybe this time... you can be the one to surprise me.”
There was a pause, then a quiet laugh. “Then I accept the challenge.”
Something about the way he said it—confident but not cocky, warm but precise—made her stomach flip. It wasn’t even the words. It was the ease in his tone. The way he said her name. The way this didn’t feel like a formal check-in for a professional task, but something else. Something more personal. More intentional.
“Well,” he said at last, voice gentle again, “I’ll let you get back to your evening. Sleep well, Rook.”
“You too,” she said softly. “Goodnight, Emmrich.”
The call ended, and for a moment Rook just stared at the screen, heart hammering. Then, in a graceless flail, she dropped her phone onto the mattress and buried her face in the pillow with a muffled scream. Her whole body buzzed with secondhand adrenaline. Not only had she invited him over for a private blend session, but now he was bringing dinner.
Dinner. At night. After hours.
She turned onto her back, pillow still clutched to her chest like it might help contain her spiraling thoughts.
“Fuck,” she muttered. “This is turning into a date.”
After a minute of staring at the ceiling in stunned silence, she sat up and glanced at her closet. A beat later, she got up from her bed and began to dig through her closet. She should figure out what to wear tomorrow… not because she wanted to look nice.
She was simply being efficient. Planning ahead. Setting herself up for a smooth morning.
“Totally fine,” she repeated under her breath. “Not flustered at all.”
Rook: Hey.
Neve: What’s up?
Rook: … I need help picking an outfit.
Neve: Oh? I thought this wasn’t a date.
Rook: He’s bringing dinner.
Neve: Ah so it has now become a date?
Rook: For the love of Andraste, PLEASE don’t tell the group chat.
Neve: I shall protect you from Bellara and Lace’s chaos.
Rook: You’re a saint.
Neve: Only to you. Now show me what you’ve got.
After a flurry of mirror photos and Neve’s steady, knowledgeable guidance over text, Rook finally settled on an outfit—casual, but intentionally so. Comfortable enough to still feel like herself, presentable enough to look like she hadn’t overthought it. The perfect kind of armor for whatever tomorrow decided to be.
With a groan of relief, she collapsed onto the bed, limbs splayed and tension finally draining from her shoulders. From some secret corner of the room, Spite emerged like a summoned spirit, leaping onto the bed and claiming his place near the pillows with a low, expectant chirp.
Rook reached for her phone again, thumbs already moving.
Rook: Thank you!!
Neve: Happy to help. Btw I’m back in Minrathous. Figured I was due for a tea shop visit?
Rook: Is this visit for business or pleasure?
Neve: A bit of both. I just don’t want to get roped into helping around the shop.
Rook: After the last time, you are restricted to Spite Duty only.
Neve: You still serving coffee?
Rook: If I stopped, Lucanis would be brooding in a corner with his French press.
Neve: Good. I’ll see you tomorrow, Rook.
Rook: Can’t wait to hear about your latest adventure in Vyrantium.
Emmrich couldn’t sleep.
He lay on his side beneath the soft glow of the bedside lamp, eyes fixed on the ceiling, one arm folded beneath his pillow. His bed was comfortable—ordered, warm, familiar—but tonight it offered no rest.
The room was still, save for the faint ticking of the clock on his nightstand and the occasional whisper of wind against the old glass panes.
He had made a bold move—bold, for him—in calling her. The conversation hadn’t been long, but hearing Rook’s voice, soft and surprised and a little flustered, had filled his chest with something dangerously warm. It hadn’t mattered that he’d already seen her twice that day. Or that he now had her phone number saved in his contacts.
His thoughts refused to quiet.
Emmrich exhaled through his nose, turning over onto his back. The plan was simple: visit her shop Saturday night, taste-test a new tea blend, and bring dinner. That was it. Innocent. Professional, even. She had invited him, after all. There were no expectations, no implications.
And yet, no matter how he tried to frame it logically, something had shifted.
It felt like a date.
He sat up slowly, the sheets rustling around him as he swung his legs over the edge of the bed. The stone floor was cool underfoot as he crossed the room to his writing desk, lit by a single sconce on the wall. He settled into the chair, reached for his journal, and uncapped his pen.
The page welcomed him with its usual silence, the kind that asked nothing but listened to everything.
Today has been unexpected, full of unpredictability compared to my usual Fridays.
It began with the realization that I had mistakenly taken Rook’s tea journal instead of my own during last night’s hasty departure. I had resigned myself to the day being a complete wash—until Dorian arrived, followed shortly by Miss Ingellvar herself.
To say I was surprised to see her enter my office would be a gross understatement. For the first time in ages, I found myself at a loss for words, scrambling to recover my usual composure—something Dorian will no doubt relish in teasing me about later.
And yet, her visit was… wonderful. I had the chance to share a bit of my world with her. It was strange, seeing her outside the Veil & Vine, in a space that belonged to me. Stranger still was how naturally she fit there. She took interest in my skull collection, asked thoughtful questions about my research, and carried herself with that same steady curiosity I’ve come to admire.
In my enthusiasm, I may have indulged in a bit of theatricality. I performed a small demonstration—revealing a glimpse of the Fade. I’d like to say it was purely academic, but I knew that such an act was known to insight a certain mood. And when I saw the wonder in her eyes… it felt worth every flourish.
And tonight, sleep eludes me.
It’s ridiculous, really—how a man of my age can be reduced to restless nerves over something as simple as a tea tasting. But if I’m being honest with myself, it no longer feels like a simple meeting.
Following Dorian’s encouragement, I found a moment of boldness. I acquired Rook’s phone number when the opportunity arose and called her tonight—ostensibly to offer bringing dinner. A courteous gesture, I told myself. A contribution.
But the truth is, I simply wanted to speak to her again.
Even after having the privilege of seeing her twice today… I already miss her.
I have come to know Rook Ingellvar in small, unfolding ways—between cups of tea and glances exchanged over crowded counters. I’ve seen the woman behind the bar: intelligent, sharp, unafraid to speak her mind. And I’ve seen glimpses of the person beneath that—her curiosity, her warmth, the rare moments of vulnerability she’s let slip between laughter and silence.
She is radiant—not in the way poets describe, but like light through old stained glass: unexpected, colored by a thousand quiet truths. Her strength is quiet. Her beauty, undeniable. But it is the way she sees the world—and the way she looks at me—that unsettles me most.
I want to know more. I want to be close. And Maker help me, I think I’m already falling in love with her.
It is too soon. Too fast. But the feeling is not shallow. It has depth. Weight. Gravity. And I am afraid that I will misstep, that I will hope too much, too quickly, and see only what I want to see.
But I also know this—if I don’t take this chance, I will regret it.
He paused, pen hovering midair.
Then, with a small flourish, he signed only his initials and closed the journal, letting the ink dry in silence.
Writing always helped. The act of ordering thought into language, of untangling feeling from fact—it calmed him. Reined him back in. His journal had long been his quiet companion, the place where his composure returned when the world threatened to pull it apart.
And yet tonight, even with the ink still drying, he wasn’t entirely settled.
Tomorrow night could change everything. Or nothing at all.
Perhaps it would be just tea. Just a tasting. Just another quiet evening spent in shared curiosity.
Or perhaps—
He exhaled, slow and quiet, and closed the journal with practiced care.
Whatever the evening held—sweetness, awkwardness, clarity, or heartbreak—he would meet it as he was.
And if it became something more... then at least, in this moment, he had the courage to admit he hoped it would.
Notes:
Damn I really love this group chat. Also, Emmrich and his personal journals are so cute.
Chapter 14: Chapter 14 - A Brew Between the Lines
Summary:
Neve asks for a favor. Emmrich tries to figure out dinnner.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook stood in front of her mirror, giving herself a final once-over.
The outfit was carefully chosen to look like it wasn’t carefully chosen: a soft lavender-grey knit top with short sleeves and a clean V-neckline that framed her collarbones and fit her form without clinging; high-waisted sage green palazzo pants that moved with every breath of air, structured enough to feel deliberate, comfortable enough to feel like her. On her feet, charcoal-grey low-top sneakers—practical, scuffed just enough to keep her grounded.
Her hair was twisted into a loose, intentional bun, held in place by her golden hair pin. The familiar glint of her ear cuff curled up the edge of her left ear, and the pinky ring she always wore—her mother’s—rested against her finger like a quiet anchor.
Casual. Clean. Not suspicious.
Totally normal tea shop owner attire. Definitely not chosen with one charming necromancer in mind.
Spite batted insistently at her foot with a paw, then reared up to thump both paws against her calf with the heavy urgency of a cat on a schedule.
“Okay, okay, I hear you,” Rook muttered, grabbing her satchel from the hook by the door. Spite leapt gracefully into it, immediately curling into a perfect loaf as if to say finally. She rolled her eyes fondly, slipped on her moss green duster jacket, and grabbed her keys.
The morning air was already warm as she stepped outside, with a light breeze threading between the awnings and hanging planters that lined the narrow lanes of the artisan district. The smell of baking bread and sharp citrus drifted from open windows. She waved to the older vendor outside the apothecary with a warm “morning,” offered a polite nod to a pair of florists already arranging displays, and caught the scent of someone roasting spiced nuts just up the block.
Rook’s pulse had just started to settle into a calm rhythm when she rounded the corner and saw her.
Neve stood in front of the Veil & Vine, effortlessly poised despite the casual slant of her outfit. She wore high-waisted black trousers, loose but tailored at the ankle, paired with a sleeveless mock-neck top in soft slate blue that made her dark skin glow in the morning light. A lightweight black drape coat fell just past her knees, unbuttoned, the collar slightly asymmetrical in that way that made it look both accidental and impossibly deliberate. Her short curls were pinned back on one side with a silver comb, and her only jewelry was a pair of small, angular earrings and a thin cuff around her wrist engraved with subtle sigils.
Phone in one hand, she tapped with a quiet efficiency, unreadable as ever—until she looked up and offered the faintest smile.
Rook smiled, lifting a hand. “Neve!”
Neve looked up, a subtle smile curving her lips as she slipped her phone away. “I have good taste.”
Rook huffed. “Technically, I owned the clothes first. Your assembly was appreciated.”
They met in the middle with a brief, familiar hug—Neve’s arms cool and steady, grounding in the way Rook had missed more than she realized.
“Come on in,” Rook said, unlocking the door and stepping inside. “I want to hear all about the latest adventure of Neve Gallus.”
The bell above the entrance gave a soft chime, and the familiar scent of tea leaves and sun-warmed wood greeted them like an old friend. Morning light streamed through the tall front windows, pooling across the worn floorboards and casting long, mellow shadows behind the counter.
Spite hopped out of the satchel the moment they were through the door, stretching long and slow before padding over to Neve. He brushed against her prosthetic in a lazy arc of feline approval before bounding up to his usual perch on the high shelf behind the bar.
Neve gave a soft snort. “Still dramatic, I see.”
“He likes you,” Rook said, moving behind the counter, hanging up her jacket and tucking her satchel beneath the bar counter. “He knows who his friends are.”
She puts on her apron and looks over her coffee beans. “What kind of coffee are you craving this morning?”
Neve shrugged, elbows resting on the counter. “Anything with caffeine.”
Rook gave an exaggerated sigh. “Lucanis would be wounded by that answer.”
“Good thing his judgement isn’t here to hear it,” Neve replied dryly. “Coffee is coffee.”
Rook gave her a once-over—subtle but practiced. There was a tiredness around Neve’s eyes, the kind that clung to the bones no matter how straight-backed or sharp her tone stayed. She didn’t ask about it. Instead, she reached for the tin marked with silver runes and a faint shimmer of frost. The label on the tin said, Winter Drift.
She smirked, “Perfect.”
The blend was rich and comforting: dark-roasted beans folded with cardamom and vanilla, then chilled with a soft enchantment that calmed the nerves without dulling the senses. A grounding brew for people who never got to rest, even when the case was closed.
She measured out the grounds—rich, spiced with cardamom and a hint of vanilla—and set the French drip cone over a handmade ceramic cup. The brewing was unhurried, deliberate. Water poured slow and steady over the grounds, blooming with warmth and the faint scent of magic as the enchantment activated—just enough chill woven into the brew to clear a foggy head without numbing the senses.
A detective’s blend, through and through.
As the coffee dripped and swirled below, Rook’s thoughts drifted. There had been weeks—months, even—when she could’ve used a cup like this. Back when her skin had been cloaked in shadow, her thoughts coiled and restless, too inhuman to breathe easy and too stubborn to break. Something like Winter Drift might’ve helped her remember who she was beneath it all.
Maybe that’s why she always kept it stocked.
The fact that it was a university favorite probably helped too.
Rook slid the finished cup across the counter. “Here. Winter Drift—house favorite for recovering detectives.”
Neve took it without ceremony, lifted it for a testing sip... then blinked once, eyes widening slightly in surprise.
“I take it back. This coffee is amazing.”
A gratifying smile tugged at Rook’s lips. “Told you.”
She turned back to the counter and began prepping a second cup. As the grounds bloomed under the careful pour of hot water, she gave a lazy wave of her fingers. The glyphs beneath the kettle flared briefly—quiet blue sigils pulsing to life as they locked into their daily warming cycle. Around the room, the chairs flipped off the tables in a soft sequence of motion, one after the other, each settling into place without a sound.
Rook set her finished cup beside Neve’s, the warm scent of cardamom curling in the air as she took a long sip. Then, with another casual flick of her hand, the chalkboard behind the bar lit up—white script appearing in clean, looping strokes as today’s specials wrote themselves.
Neve watched the flurry of magical activity with a smirk. “You’re using a lot more magic than usual for a morning setup.”
Rook shrugged, leaning her elbows on the counter beside her coffee. “I wanted to give you my full attention. We haven’t seen each other in weeks.”
Neve’s expression softened just slightly, her cup still cradled in her hands. “And here I thought it was just because you missed me.”
“I plead the fifth,” Rook said with a grin, raising her mug in a silent toast. “Now tell me everything.”
Neve took another slow sip of her coffee before setting the cup down with a faint clink. “My last case was supposed to be easy. Find a missing singer. Standard disappearance, nothing dramatic.”
Rook leaned her hip against the counter, brow arched. “Let me guess—it wasn’t standard.”
Neve huffed a laugh. “It was a full unravel. Turns out the singer was caught in a turf war between the Venatori and some local street gangs. I tracked her to the edge of one of their hideouts, and before I could blink, spells were flying and half the city block was barricaded.”
Rook winced. “Let me guess… you didn’t exactly stay neutral.”
“I may have accidentally picked a side.”
“You sided with the gang, didn’t you?”
Neve lifted her mug like a toast. “The lesser evil. As always.”
Rook smirked. “It’s always the Venatori.”
“They make it too easy,” Neve muttered. “And the Shadow Dragons handled the clean-up. Gang scattered like roaches. Venatori left bleeding and humiliated. It could practically write itself in the serials.”
“Don’t give Varric any ideas.”
Then, the smile from Neve’s lips had faded, replaced by a more thoughtful frown as she cradled her cup again.
“I’m working a case now that’s got me... unsettled.” Her voice dropped slightly. “A string of missing persons. All magic-affiliated civilians. Not rare, but… no bodies. No evidence. Just… gone. Like they disappeared mid-step.”
Rook’s fingers tapped once against her cup. “You think it’s the Venatori.”
Neve nodded, her expression unreadable. “It fits their pattern—clean removals, no residue, no witnesses. But the motive’s foggy. The targets are too scattered, too vague. Not high-profile enough for retaliation, not political enough for leverage. And the timing’s inconsistent.”
“So it’s Venatori chaos,” Rook said, frowning. “But without the usual design.”
“Exactly. And I’m stuck,” Neve admitted. “So… I was hoping you might take a look.”
From inside her coat, she pulled a slim folder and slid it across the counter.
Rook stared at the file, tension creeping into her shoulders. She didn’t reach for it. Just looked from the manila cover to Neve.
“I’m not a Shadow Dragon anymore.”
“I know.” Neve’s voice was soft but steady. “And I’m not asking you to be. I just think you’ll see something I’ve missed. And honestly… I need help. Tarquin’s riding me hard on this.”
That made Rook grimace. “Still breathing down people’s necks, huh?”
“Relentlessly.”
The silence stretched, brittle but not broken. Finally, Rook exhaled and reached for the file, her fingers hovering just above it.
“…How’s Ashur?”
Neve’s gaze softened, her grip tightening slightly around her cup.
“He’s doing all right,” she said after a moment. “Keeps to the archives more these days, but he still takes the occasional field op when no one else will.”
Rook nodded, eyes still on the file but her thoughts drifting elsewhere.
Neve continued, her voice a little softer. “He asks about you. Doesn’t say it directly, but… he misses you.”
That made Rook pause. Her fingers began a quiet, rhythmic tap against the side of her mug—light, steady, almost imperceptible if you didn’t know what it meant.
Neve did.
Rook hummed thoughtfully, gaze drifting somewhere past the shelves and chalkboard, far beyond the morning light pouring in through the windows. The kind of hum that wasn’t agreement or dismissal—just the weight of memory settling back in.
“Do they know you came to me about this?”
Neve shrugged, “No. If they did, Ashur would’ve forbidden me from even taking the copies out of the building.”
Rook huffed softly. “That sounds like him.”
Neve met her gaze. “You know you’re always welcome to come back. If you ever wanted to.”
Rook shook her head, voice quiet. “I told you, Neve… that’s not who I am anymore.”
“I know.” Neve nudged the file forward with two fingers. “Just… see what you see. That’s all I’m asking.”
Rook stared at the file for a long moment, her fingers hovering just above the cover. She was better now—stronger, clearer, more herself than she had been in years. But the fear still lingered, coiled somewhere deep. Of what had happened three years ago. Of who she had been before.
Her eyes drifted to Neve, who remained silent, watching her with that calm, steady patience she always offered when Rook needed time. Not a push. Just presence. And Rook knew—Neve wouldn’t have brought this to her unless she was truly out of leads.
With a quiet sigh, Rook picked up the file and ran her thumb along the edge. “I can’t promise anything.”
Neve raised her hands in light surrender. “I’m not expecting anything.” A faint smile tugged at her mouth. “Besides, you’ve got a date tonight.”
Rook let out a short huff, cheeks warming despite herself. “Not a date.”
Neve sipped her coffee, clearly unconvinced. The amusement in her eyes said more than words ever could.
Muttering under her breath, Rook slipped the file into her satchel—just as the front door chimed open.
Bellara swept into the shop, hands full of something sweet-smelling and wrapped in brown paper. She paused mid-step when she spotted Neve casually perched at the bar with her coffee in hand.
“Neve!” Bellara lit up instantly, crossing the room with a grin. “Look at you, all mysterious and composed—when did you get back?”
Neve raised her cup in greeting. “Morning.”
But Bellara’s gaze had already shifted, flicking toward Rook and landing on the faint flush still clinging to her face. Her smile turned into a smirk.
“Not a date, huh?”
Rook groaned, already regretting everything. “Venhedis.”
The day began as it always did—with the sound of Emmrich’s measured footsteps on stone and the steady cadence of breath in the early morning air. His run traced the usual path: past the silent university archways, under the shaded curve of the memorial grove, and into the garden trail where the Fade thinned just enough to hum against his skin.
It wasn’t a run for distance. It never was. It was rhythm. Presence. A quiet way of staying in his body before the rest of the day required him to leave it again in lecture halls and spirit-echoed bones.
It was also a good way to stay in shape. At his age, he made a point of being diligent about his health—exercise offered structure, balance, and the occasional justification for certain indulgences.
By the time he returned to the townhouse, the sun had climbed just high enough to cast warm gold against the kitchen tiles. The kettle steeped mint beside his cooling cloth, and the windows had been opened just wide enough to let in the morning breeze.
As he headed for the shower, the gentle clinking from the kitchen signaled that Manfred had already begun preparing tea. The skeleton assistant, ever punctual in his silent routines, moved with uncanny precision—measuring out the Wintermint blend and heating water with a flick of enchantment. Emmrich left him to it, disappearing into the steam of the bathroom.
Showered, shaved, and freshly groomed, Emmrich looked every bit the composed scholar he was known to be, though with a subtle ease that softened his usual sharpness. His dark hair with streaks of grey was slicked back into its neat coif, not a strand out of place, the clean lines framing his angular features with practiced precision. Around his wrists and fingers, the familiar gleam of grave-gold caught the light—cuffs, bracelets, and rings worn like talismans rather than ornamentation, each one deliberate.
He had dressed with quiet intention. A charcoal waistcoat layered over a soft, open-collared linen shirt in slate blue, paired with tailored black trousers. Polished leather boots grounded the ensemble, and though the look still whispered of refinement, it carried none of the stiff formality of his lecture attire. Tonight, he looked like a man prepared to linger in conversation—not command a room.
He returned to the kitchen where a simple breakfast awaited: a soft-boiled egg, lightly buttered toast, a few slices of fruit, and the tea Manfred had dutifully steeped to perfection. Everything arranged, as always, with quiet, academic order.
He ate while reviewing the morning’s notes—an upcoming lecture on post-spiritual collapse in necromantic constructs—then set his papers aside as another thought crept in.
Dinner.
He had, after all, accepted the challenge of surprising her. Rook had left it entirely in his hands. No preferences. No suggestions. Just that glimmer in her voice when she said “Maybe this time... you can be the one to surprise me..”
There had been a hesitation in her tone, soft but unmistakable, and it had sparked something in him. He wanted to rise to the occasion—not out of obligation, but because she had surprised him so many times. With her blends. Her insight. Her uncanny ability to pair flavors like memories. And, of course, her culinary creations—each one an unexpected delight.
Homemade was out of the question—too formal, too much pressure for a first intentional evening like this. Cooking in her space felt presumptuous, a bit of an invasion. That left the obvious option: takeout.
Takeout was perfect. Casual. Low-pressure.
Emmrich rose from the table and began collecting the stack of menus he’d been mailed over the last few months—most of them filed, some half-crumpled or marked with notes in the margins. He spread them across the kitchen table in a neat fan, flipping through pages of cuisine from across the city. With one hand, he scrolled through newer options on his phone.
Manfred appeared shortly after, his small skeletal form clicking softly across the floor. The little assistant climbed onto a stool with practiced ease and peered down at the chaos of takeout options, his glowing eyes blinking once behind smudged teal lenses.
“Ah Manfred, what do you think?” Emmrich asked, not looking up from his screen. “I’m attempting to select a dinner option that is thoughtful, understated, and unlikely to cause indigestion.”
Manfred tilted his head and let out a soft hiss that sounded somewhere between curiosity and mild judgment.
“Yes,” Emmrich replied dryly, “it is more complicated than it sounds.”
The little skeleton tilted his head, eye sockets glowing faintly as he pointed toward the menu, then to Emmrich’s cup, letting out a curious clatter of inquiry.
“No, not for me,” Emmrich replied, crossing his arms like the scattered menus on the table were an alchemical equation. “I’m going out tonight.”
Manfred chittered again—this time more inquisitive than skeptical.
“I was invited to a tea tasting,” Emmrich explained, a hint of amusement tugging at the corner of his mouth. “The owner of the Veil & Vine wants me to try something she’s working on. I offered to bring dinner.”
He watched as Manfred leaned in slightly, clearly intrigued. Emmrich had taught him the basics—how to identify a gathering, how to behave during meetings—but dates had never come up. Admittedly, he hadn’t had reason to explain the concept. Not since Manfred had come into his life.
“Would you like to help me, Manfred?” he asked, gesturing toward the spread of menus.
His skeletal ward nodded with enthusiasm and immediately set to work, sorting through the menus with eager clacks. He tapped each glossy pamphlet like a connoisseur appraising cover art, utterly unaware of the significance of the task he'd just been entrusted with. Predictably, he gravitated toward the ones with the most vibrant food photos—glazed noodles, colorful dipping sauces, baked goods shaped like animals, and a high-end curry place with typography so elaborate it was nearly unreadable.
“I see that we’re selecting based on aesthetic now.”
Manfred gave a pleased hiss in response.
Emmrich smirked, but paused when one of the menus Manfred had tapped caught his eye. A quiet, family-owned Tevinter fusion place, barely a year old. Simple offerings: saffron rice bowls, soft herbed flatbreads, vegetable tagines with cooling yogurt, dried fruit chutney.
Uncomplicated. Honest. Thoughtfully prepared.
“…That might be the one. Excellent work.”
Manfred, having decided his work was done, hopped down from the stool and scuttled off toward the far shelf to reorganize potion labels, clearly pleased with himself.
Emmrich gathered the chosen menu and leaned back in his chair, sipping the last of his tea. Even if it wasn’t a date, he still wanted it to feel like something worth remembering.
He exhaled, slow and measured, letting the warmth of the tea settle in his chest.
Whatever tonight became—just tea, just conversation, or something more—he intended to meet it with the same honesty she’d shown him from the beginning.
Notes:
Manfred loves to help.
Chapter 15: Chapter 15 - A Gentle Steep
Summary:
Emmrich arrives to the Veil & Vine with dinner. Rook prepares for the tea tasting.
Notes:
This chapter got really long so I had to divide it into two parts. So... we have another double post.
Chapter Text
Rook had officially closed the Veil & Vine for the evening.
It had taken some effort. Neve had practically dragged Bellara out by the elbow off the premises after the elf made it clear that she intended to lurk until Emmrich arrived. Rook made a mental note to reward Neve with a free coffee the next time she stopped by—perhaps two, depending on how tonight went.
The shop was quiet now, steeped in warm shadows and the comforting scent of dried herbs. Once the door had locked and the shop settled into its familiar hush, Rook finally let herself breathe. The clatter of mugs, the warmth of conversation, the background hum of magic—it was all gone now, leaving only quiet. And in that quiet, she could prepare.
She brought out her tea journal and loose-leaf notes, spreading them across the bar counter in their usual organized chaos. Each scrap of parchment was a thread of trial and error, ink-blotted diagrams, and half-written ingredient pairings. Tonight, she was focusing on one blend: Kiss of Morning.
She went to the back to double-check the ingredients. The lavender was fresh. The cream base had steeped just long enough to carry weight without heaviness. The local honey was sharp and bright, collected from a late summer harvest. Satisfied, she returned to the front, setting each component behind the bar in quiet sequence.
Only then did she head into the bathroom to check her reflection. It had been a long, busy Saturday, and the last thing she wanted was to greet Emmrich looking like she’d lost a battle with a kettle. She wiped down her face and neck with a cool cloth and retied her hair, taming the more chaotic wisps into a neater bun. Not perfect, but presentable.
By the time she emerged, the shop had cooled to a comforting stillness, the kind that made every step echo slightly across the floorboards. She sat at the bar, hands folded in her lap, trying not to look at the clock too often.
Then came the knock.
Rook looked up—and there he was.
Emmrich stood at the door, a paper bag of takeout in one hand, his other poised mid-knock, as if he hadn’t expected her to answer so quickly. The light from the lanterns outside pooled softly across his shoulders, casting the clean lines of his waistcoat and grave-gold jewelry in warm gleam. He smiled—small, warm, a little nervous.
A smile grew on her face as she hopped off of her high chair and walked over to let him into the shop. When she opened the door, a cold breeze brushed past her as Emmrich stood before her.
She breathed, “Hi.”
“Afternoon,” he replied, offering a small smile as he lifted the takeout bag. “Dinner, as promised. I do hope it’s well received.”
The aroma drifted between them—warm, spiced, comforting—and Rook’s smile widened.
“Judging by the smell, I think I’m in for a treat. Come on in.”
The familiar bell above the door gave a soft chime as Rook stepped aside to let him in. The warmth of the Veil & Vine greeted him like a second breath—herbal and honeyed, touched by citrus and something floral steeping in the background.
Emmrich stepped inside with measured ease, the paper takeout bag crinkling softly in his grasp. The shop was quiet now, steeped in late afternoon light, and the comfortable hum of magic lingered at the edge of perception like a heartbeat beneath the floorboards.
He moved to the bar counter, careful not to disturb the organized sprawl of parchment and scrawled notes, and set the food down on a clean stretch of space. Immediately, a blur of fur bounded up onto the counter.
Spite.
The black cat circled the bag like it was an unsolved puzzle, sniffing eagerly and nudging the edge with his nose. A paw batted experimentally at the fold.
Emmrich smiled faintly. “I see your assistant is as thorough as ever.”
“He’s terrible,” Rook called, already crossing behind the bar. “Which is why he’s getting an early dinner.”
With the practiced movements of someone who had done this a hundred times before, she knelt to open a small drawer tucked under the counter, fetched Spite’s dish, and measured out a scoop of his usual food. The cat, reluctantly abandoning his stakeout, dropped from the bar with an indignant flick of his tail and trotted after her.
Rook glanced back. “Would you like to eat first before we get started?”
“That would be wise,” Emmrich said, adjusting the cuff at his wrist. “Better to enjoy it while it’s warm.”
She nodded and turned toward the cabinets, already reaching for plates and utensils. As she busied herself, Emmrich wandered toward the reading nook tucked into the far corner of the shop.
Whenever he visited the Veil & Vine, Emmrich had always been quietly intrigued by the little reading nook tucked near the front window—a cozy alcove framed by trailing vines with an arched bookcase, softly enchanted lanterns, and a pair of overstuffed armchairs with tea-stained throws draped neatly across their backs.
He hadn’t had the chance to explore it before. The seats were usually occupied by students nursing oversized mugs and dense textbooks, or his own visits had been too brief to allow for lingering. But now, with the shop hushed and empty save for Rook and Spite, he could finally take it in.
The arched shelves held a thoughtfully eclectic collection: fiction with creased spines, historical accounts tucked beside guides on floral symbolism and herbology, and a few well-worn editions penned by none other than Varric Tethras, their spines soft from evident re-reading. The air here felt just slightly warmer, as if the nook itself remembered how many people had sat here to rest, think, or simply be still.
Emmrich ran a finger along the spine of a familiar volume, a small smile curving at the corner of his mouth.
“You’ve cultivated quite the library,” he said over his shoulder.
Rook’s voice floated back from behind the counter. “I try to rotate through genres. Keep things interesting. If there’s something you’d like to see added, I’m open to suggestions.”
He turned slightly, one brow lifting. “That’s a dangerous offer, Miss Ingellvar.”
She grinned without looking up. “I trust your taste, Professor—but don’t get too bold. I take suggestions, not surrendering the shelves.”
He lets out a low chuckle as she moved her notes to the side in a neat pile to make room for the take out food that he had brought. Emmrich returned to the counter to see Rook’s carefully organized spread as they sit next to each other on the bar counter. She brought out water for them but asked if he wanted something else and he assures her that water is fine for the occasion since they will be drinking tea after this.
Emmrich let out a low chuckle as Rook moved her notes aside, gathering them into a neat pile to clear space at the bar. By the time he returned to the counter, she had already laid out two plates and was sliding the takeout bag toward the center of the counter, her eyes scanning the containers with visible curiosity.
He took his seat beside her, noting the way she’d arranged her materials—orderly, yes, but personal. There was care in her chaos.
Rook disappeared briefly and returned with two glasses of water. “I’ve got tea ingredients on standby for later,” she said, setting his glass down. “But do you want something else to drink with dinner?”
“Water is perfectly fine,” Emmrich replied, adjusting the cuffs of his sleeves, rolling them up to his forearms. “Given what’s to come, it’s the most strategic choice.”
She gave a soft laugh and took her seat beside him. “Well, this all looks fantastic,” she said, opening the containers with reverence. Her eyes lit up as she uncovered the soft, herbed flatbread nestled beside a small container of creamy white tzatziki. “You even got flatbread… with tzatiki.”
There was a subtle shift in her voice, something quieter beneath the words.
“I only ever mentioned flatbread once,” she said, glancing sideways at him. “In passing.”
Emmrich offered a modest smile, though the warmth in his eyes gave him away. “You did. I did take some liberties in choosing the dip for it. I do think that you will enjoy it.”
Rook blinked, her expression softening just a touch before she turned her attention back to the food. In her quiet excitement, the flatbread was the first thing she reached for. She tore a piece, dipped it generously, and took a bite—eyes closing briefly as she savored the soft chew of the bread and the tang of the savory yogurt.
A soft hum escaped her. “Okay, this… this is really good.”
That hum settled somewhere warm in Emmrich’s chest. He hadn’t realized just how much he’d wanted her to enjoy it until the relief washed over him. He let out a slow breath, his shoulders relaxing with the unspoken tension he hadn’t even fully acknowledged.
“I’m relieved,” he said, half-smiling. “I wasn’t sure if I was overthinking it.”
Rook turned toward him, a playful glint in her eye. “You passed, Professor. With flying colors.”
As they dug in, the spread Emmrich had brought proved even better than it looked.
The herbed flatbread and tzatziki dip were a comforting start, but the real surprise came with the saffron-spiced rice bowl—fluffy and fragrant, dotted with roasted vegetables and little bursts of pomegranate—and the lentil and sweet fennel tagine, warm and earthy with just the right balance of spice. The stuffed vine leaves were delicate, cool, and herbal, a perfect contrast to the richness of the tagine.
Rook chewed slowly, letting the flavors settle on her tongue, and for a moment, she was somewhere else entirely.
This… reminded her of a place. A hole-in-the-wall café tucked near the markets in the heart of Dock Town—hidden between a cobbler’s stall and a cloth merchant, its sign half-faded from sea air and sun. She used to slip away during her Shadow Dragon days, just for a moment of quiet and a plate of something that tasted like someone had cared.
It had been the closest thing to a home-cooked meal she could remember back then.
She swallowed, not saying anything at first, just letting the warmth of it sit in her chest like an old memory pulled from beneath the floorboards.
Then she looked over at Emmrich, who was quietly savoring his own plate.
“You… really picked well,” she said softly. “This reminds me of a place I used to go to, years ago.”
He looked up, curious. “A good memory, I hope.”
Emmrich watched as Rook finished a bite of her flatbread, a faint smudge of yogurt lingering at the corner of her mouth. For a fleeting moment, he had the absurd impulse to reach out and wipe it away himself—but she beat him to it, dabbing it away with a casual swipe of her napkin.
She smiled faintly, a little wistful. “One of the better ones.” She reached for the last piece of flatbread without hesitation. “So, am I to assume you’re a yogurt man when it comes to flatbread?”
Emmrich smirked. “I’m a traditional Nevarran. It’s practically law.”
She grinned. “Don’t get me wrong, this tzatziki is perfect—a beautiful fusion of Nevarran flatbread and Tevinter sauce. But my mom used to make this dip that was my all-time favorite. Olive oil, sun-dried tomatoes, garlic, herbs, chili flakes for a bit of a kick, and grated cheese. Absolute perfection.”
“Do you ever make it?”
“When I’m craving it,” she said with a small shrug, “or when I’m too lazy to make an actual meal. It’s indulgent, but it gets the job done.”
“It sounds exquisite—and delightfully indulgent,” he said with a warm smile. “I find that there’s no harm in honoring comfort, especially when the world gives us so few excuses to.”
By the time their plates were clean, and their laughter had softened into a comfortable hush, the meal was behind them—and the tasting ahead. Rook moved behind the bar to begin clearing the space, but Emmrich gently rose to his feet and began gathering their dishes without a word.
“I can handle those,” she said, watching him with an arched brow.
“You will do no such thing,” he replied, stacking their utensils neatly, “You have played the role of a perfect host for this evening. Allow me the dignity of doing the dishes.” He paused, then gestured toward the corner. “May I take Spite’s dish as well?”
She smiled. “Permission granted.”
With quiet efficiency, Emmrich carried everything to the bar sink, rinsing with methodical precision. Rook took to her own routine, wiping down the counter in practiced circles, sweeping away the last remnants of dinner as the room slowly shifted back to its usual rhythm.
As he returned, drying his hands, he asked, “So… what sort of blend are we about to experience?”
Rook glanced over her shoulder, teasing glint in her eye. “All will be revealed—once it’s in your cup.” She goes to the back kitchen to bring out the tray of tea ingredients.
Emmrich chuckled. “Keeping it a mystery till the end, I see.”
“What can I say? I like to maintain the theatrics.”
He leaned lightly against the edge of the counter, watching her arrange ingredients with care. “When did you start creating your own blends?”
She hummed, setting out a small bowl of dried lavender. “About a year into tea making. Once I learned the basics, I realized it wasn’t that different from herbology. Just... more personal. Less clinical.”
She pulled her mother’s journal from the cubby behind the bar and placed it nearby, flipping to a marked page.
The journal was bound in dark red leather, its surface weathered and soft at the corners from years of handling. The edges of the pages were uneven, stained with old tea splashes and flecked with specks of dried ink. Several faded entries still carried the faint, earthy scent of chamomile and citrus. Slipped between the pages were colorful sticky notes—Rook’s additions—scribbled with adjustments, tastings, and occasional thoughts in quick, curling script. Some pages had delicate marks in the margins, little symbols or single-word impressions her mother must have written in a hurry, like soothing, too bitter, or needs warmth.
Rook gently smoothed her hand over the delicate pages. “This helped. A lot,” she said, her voice quieter now. “She didn’t get to finish it, but what she left behind gave me a foundation.”
Emmrich nodded, sensing the weight of those words.
“What was the hardest part?” he asked.
Rook laughed softly as she slid the journal back into the counter drawer. “Honestly? The names. Naming tea blends is like naming spells. Too dramatic, and no one takes you seriously. Too subtle, and no one remembers it.”
Emmrich glanced down at the page she’d left open, careful not to touch. There was a reverence in the way she handled the journal—an intimacy steeped not only in memory, but in continuity. Even the way she looked at it carried weight, as if her affection for it lived in the margins. It warmed him to see how she had taken her family's memories and built something enduring from them, right here, between shelves of herbs and cups of comfort.
Rook glanced over the counter, then exhaled with quiet resolve. “All right. Let’s make some tea.”
He nodded and took his seat at the bar. As he settled in, Spite sauntered over and curled up beside him, tail flicking lazily as if giving his official approval of the event. Emmrich offered the cat a subtle nod of acknowledgment, amused by the silent ritual of it all.
With practiced ease, Rook scanned her notes, then began measuring precise scoops from the various small bowls arrayed in front of her, adding them into a larger mixing vessel that held the tea base. Her movements were fluid—confident, unhurried. She worked by instinct and memory, cross-referenced by handwritten scrawl.
Once the dry ingredients had been combined and gently tossed together, she reached for a mason jar labeled in her looping handwriting: Creamy Oat Blossom. The contents shimmered faintly in the light—soft, golden, and promising.
With a flick of her wrist, one of the kettles sprang to life, its glyphs glowing softly as it began to heat. Steam rose in slow spirals, catching the golden light that filtered through the front windows.
Rook took the freshly mixed ingredients and carefully portioned them into two mesh strainers. She retrieved a pair of her favorite mugs—stoneware with faint spiral etchings near the rim—and nestled the strainers inside. Once the water reached the perfect temperature, she poured it with practiced control, the scent of honeyed florals and warm oat cream already beginning to rise.
Setting the timer, she turned back to her notes, scanning her scribbles with narrowed focus. Just a few minutes to steep. Just enough time for anticipation to set in.
Out of the corner of her eye, she caught movement—and glanced over her shoulder.
Emmrich was seated comfortably at the bar, one hand resting on the counter, the other gently stroking Spite’s back. The cat had melted into a puddle of fur and purring satisfaction, head tilted slightly beneath the affection. Emmrich’s expression was soft, almost fond—unbothered by the waiting, content in the moment.
Rook smiled to herself, then turned back to the timer.
Almost ready.
As the timer chimed softly, Rook removed the strainers from the mugs and set them aside. She opened the lid of the mason jar, measuring out a single teaspoon for each cup, then followed with a small scoop of honey crystals that sparkled faintly in the light.
A quick stir, gentle and even, and the blend was complete.
She handed Emmrich his mug, the steam curling upward in soft ribbons between them. Her fingers brushed his briefly as she let go, and for a moment, all the noise in her head went still.
Then the nerves came flooding back.
This was one of her experimental brews. One of the blends that had lived in her notes and thoughts and instincts—but never left the safety of her inner circle. And now it sat in the hands of someone who didn’t have the obligation of friendship to cushion their opinion.
Maker, why did this suddenly feel like a confession?
She tried to keep her voice even. “I’d like your honest opinion. Truly. And if it’s no good, I promise I won’t be offended if you spit it out.”
Emmrich let out a dry huff. “I would never commit such an act of barbarism in your presence.”
She rolled her eyes, though the corner of her mouth lifted.
“I mean it,” he added, his voice gentler now. “You’ve placed your trust in me and asked for honesty—I’m happy to give it. But know that I accepted this invitation fully aware of what I was getting into. Confounding variables and all.”
Something in his tone—warm, steady, and just lightly amused—helped ease the tightness in her chest. The tension in her shoulders loosened as she leaned back slightly, watching him with cautious hope.
Emmrich, ever meticulous, brought the cup to his lips but didn’t sip just yet. He inhaled first, as he always did—eyes closed, taking in the aroma with the kind of focus one might give a rare book or a quiet memory. Then, after a pause, he took a careful sip.
The silence that followed stretched unbearably long.
Rook sat perfectly still, heart thudding like war drums behind her ribs, doing everything in her power not to look like she was bracing for an execution.
Chapter 16: Chapter 16 - Kiss of Morning
Summary:
The tea is tried, stories are shared, and Emmrich short-circuits.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The aroma met him first—soft and floral with a warm undercurrent of cream and honey. There was a faint brightness at the edge, something citrusy tucked just beneath the surface. He took another slow breath, eyes half-lidded, letting the scent unfold before he finally took a sip.
The tea settled on his tongue with gentle intent. Creamy, yes—but not heavy. The lavender came through clearly, aromatic without being overpowering. The sweetness was layered: the mellow, comforting note of oat blossom, followed by the subtle crystallized honey that softened the floral sharpness. And then—just at the finish—a flicker of something bright. Lemon?
Zest, most likely. Subtle. Clever.
It was a thoughtful blend. Balanced. Delicate in its construction, like something made to ease someone out of a bad morning—or into a hopeful one.
There were, of course, a few adjustments he might have made. The sweetness was just a touch more forward than his personal preference; if it were his blend, he might have pulled back the honey crystals slightly to let the lavender linger longer on the finish.
But that was personal taste, not a flaw.
He lowered the cup slowly, savoring the lingering warmth that coated his tongue.
“This,” he said, glancing toward her, “is quite good.”
Her eyes were locked on him, wide and uncertain, like she hadn’t quite dared to breathe until now.
“It’s gentle,” he continued. “Sweet, but not cloying. The lavender is well-measured, and the oat blossom adds a softness that rounds everything out. And that final citrus note... lemon zest?”
Rook shook her head, a hint of a smile playing at her lips. “Lemon verbena, actually.”
Emmrich’s brows lifted slightly in appreciation. “Ah. Even better. It lingers just enough to lift the blend without overwhelming it.”
He took another sip, thoughtful. “A bold addition—but it works. If I had to offer critique, I might suggest dialing back the sweetness just a touch—but that’s personal preference. Structurally, it’s a beautiful blend.”
He set the cup down gently, fingers still curled lightly around the ceramic, and glanced toward her.
And watching the way her posture softened—how the tension in her shoulders eased just slightly—felt like the most satisfying result of all.
She let out a breath of relief, half-laughing. “Oh, thank the gods.”
Finally reaching for her own mug, Rook mirrored his movements—bringing the cup close, inhaling the aroma with her eyes closed, and taking a slow, measured sip.
After a moment, she nodded. “Yeah, I can see what you mean about the sweetness. I think a teaspoon of honey crystals instead of a quarter tablespoon would balance it better.”
Setting the mug down, she grabbed her tea journal and flipped it open, jotting down the adjustment in quick, looping script.
Emmrich smiled faintly as he watched her jot notes into the tea journal, her expression focused, her handwriting flowing in confident loops. It was a quiet sort of dedication—something deeply personal that she gave shape to with ink and instinct.
After a pause, he nodded toward the mason jar still sitting on the counter. “Tell me more about the Creamy Oat Blossom mix. I’m curious.”
Rook looked up, then down at the jar with a small, almost proud smile. “It’s a personal concoction for this blend specifically. Oat milk steeped with vanilla bean, marshmallow root, cinnamon, and oat blossoms.” She picked it up, rolling it slightly between her hands. “Took a while to get the balance right. The base kept clashing, or going flat. Finding the right pairing was… a challenge.”
“May I try it?” he asked.
“Of course.”
Rook pulled a spoon from the drawer and dipped it into the mason jar, gathering a small sample before offering it to him. Emmrich accepted it with a quiet nod of thanks and tasted it carefully.
The mixture was luxuriously creamy—an indulgence in texture alone—with a mellow sweetness and a soft, warming note of spice. The presence of the oat blossom lent a subtle earthiness, grounding the sweetness in something gentler, more comforting.
“It’s lovely,” Emmrich said, and he meant it. “May I ask as to what inspired you to create such a tea?”
Rook nodded, setting the jar aside. “It started as a flavor experiment, but the idea behind it came from a conversation I had with a friend—Lucanis.”
That name. It pulled his attention a bit tighter.
“We were talking about coffee,” Rook went on, unaware of the subtle shift in his posture. “He insisted that Andoral’s Breath was the best blend—said it was bittersweet, like a kiss goodbye.”
Her tone held affection. Not giddy or wistful—fond.
“I asked him what a first kiss tasted like,” she continued, eyes glinting with amusement at the memory. “And without missing a beat, he said: ‘honey and lavender cream.’”
She laughed softly. “It stuck with me. I couldn’t get the idea out of my head, so I tried making it into a tea. Though I might try developing it as a coffee blend too—eventually. In his honor.”
Emmrich sat still, mug in hand, the warmth from the tea no longer reaching his fingers.
The conversation—so casual for her, so light—hit him with the force of something much heavier. Lucanis. A close friend. One she clearly cared for. And this tea, this blend she’d poured so much thought into… it had started with him.
What if this wasn’t something more? What if tonight wasn’t a step forward, but simply a professional kindness? A tasting offered to a professor she respected?
The sweetness on his tongue began to shift. It no longer felt warm—it felt cloying. Heavy. Like hope curdling mid-thought.
His chest tightened, and the flicker of heat behind his eyes wasn’t from the tea. He felt foolish. How had he let himself imagine something so easily?
He was already folding inward, preparing to retreat into polite distance, when—
“Emmrich?”
Her voice cut through the spiral, gentle and clear. Just his name—but it pulled him back.
He blinked, realizing he'd been staring down into his cup, the rim blurred by rising steam.
Rook was watching him, concern pinched between her brows.
“Yes?” His voice came steadier than he felt.
“Sorry,” she said softly. “You just looked like your mind wandered somewhere far away.”
“Ah.” He offered a small, apologetic tilt of the head. “My apologies—I seem to have gotten a bit… distracted.”
She studied him a moment longer. Then, like the sun breaking through a low fog, she smiled—and tilted her head with mock curiosity.
“Well then, Professor,” she said, voice low and playful, “what did your first kiss taste like?”
Rook could see it immediately—the way her question short-circuited him.
Emmrich blinked once. Then again. His mouth opened slightly, then closed, as if he were mentally scanning through a library of possible answers and rejecting each one in rapid succession.
It was rare to catch him off guard. Rarer still to see him speechless.
She giggled, unable to stop herself. “I—was that too personal?” she asked, hiding her smile behind her mug. “I didn’t mean to scandalize you.”
Emmrich cleared his throat, straightened just slightly, and managed a faint, almost bewildered smile.
“Only mildly,” he said, recovering with admirable grace. “You must understand—it’s not a question I’m often asked... over tea.”
Rook let out a dry laugh, then met his gaze. There was something in the way she held it—bright and unguarded—that made his chest tighten again, but in a different way.
“That’s fair. I doubt most people have an answer ready for what their first kiss tasted like.” She tilted her head, smirking. “Still... I’d like to hear yours.”
“It’s strange,” he admitted, “but your question—it pulled me out of a rather unfortunate line of thinking.”
Rook’s brow lifted again. “Unfortunate?”
He met her eyes directly now, steady and sincere. “I had a brief moment of doubt. Nothing serious. Just… one of those spirals the mind likes to entertain when you’re not paying attention.”
Her expression shifted—something between sympathy and curiosity—but he offered a faint, reassuring smile.
“But your question,” he continued, voice warming, “was unexpected. Disarming, in a good way. And effective.”
Rook grinned, clearly satisfied. “Glad to know flustering you serves a higher purpose.”
Emmrich chuckled under his breath, then took another sip of tea, giving himself a moment before answering her original question.
“My first kiss,” he said at last, “tasted like clove and smoke. We’d just snuck away from a Wintersend celebration—there was incense burning, and someone had spilled mulled wine on their sleeves. It was… quick. A little sharp. The sort of kiss that happens too fast and leaves you wondering if it even counted.”
Rook’s eyes sparkled, amusement tugging at her lips.
He lifted a brow, his tone lightly self-deprecating. “Not quite as poetic as honey and lavender cream, I’m afraid.”
She laughed, warmth in her voice. “No—but I will say that I’m jealous of your experience. Yours sounds like a memory worth keeping.”
“Do you remember your first kiss?”
Rook swirled the tea in her mug, her smirk returning as she leaned an elbow on the counter.
“Well,” she said, “if we’re being honest… mine was probably the least romantic thing to ever happen in recorded history.”
Emmrich tilted his head, intrigued.
She shrugged, casual but not dismissive. “I don’t even know if it counted, really. It tasted like cheap beer and elfroot. We were sixteen, hiding behind some vendor stalls during the summer market. I think he just wanted to say he’d kissed someone.”
Emmrich winced sympathetically. “Unfortunate pairing.”
“Oh, deeply,” Rook replied, smirking. “I had to rinse my mouth with a lemon wedge afterward. Very classy.”
He laughed—genuinely, warmly—and she joined him, shaking her head as if even now she couldn't quite believe it had happened.
“That’s a shame,” he said softly. “First kisses ought to be a romantic affair.”
Rook gave a half-shrug with a grin. “I don’t know. They seem kind of overrated, if you ask me.”
He studied her for a beat, his smile subtle but sincere. “That sounds more like the fault of someone who didn’t know how to properly court a beautiful and charming woman such as yourself.”
Her eyes widened slightly, caught off guard. Her lips parted as if to reply, but no words came—only a small breath, flustered and unspoken. She cleared her throat and brought a hand to her face, trying—unsuccessfully—to hide the blush rising in her cheeks.
Emmrich, still smiling, raised his cup in quiet toast. “To better second kisses, then.”
Rook recovered enough to lift her mug and tap it gently against his. “And better memories.”
After finishing the last of her tea, Rook takes her mug and sets it aside in the sink, then circled around the counter with easy steps. She slipped into the seat beside him, their elbows nearly brushing, the quiet between them now something softer—something shared.
She looked over at him, eyes flicking with playful light. “So… are you up for another cup of the improved blend?”
Emmrich turned slightly to meet her gaze, lips curving in quiet amusement.
“Or,” she added, tilting her head, “would you rather try the coffee version of the experiment?”
His gaze lingered on her for a moment longer, but he didn’t press. Instead, he gave a small nod, his voice returning to something lighter.
“I must confess,” he said, “I’ve always preferred tea over coffee. Not just in flavor—but in... temperament.”
Rook raised an eyebrow, amused. “Temperament?”
“If I were to drink coffee tonight,” he added, “I’d be awake until sunrise, reorganizing my lecture notes for the next decade.”
That earned a soft chuckle from her. “Spoken like a man with no intention of sleeping.”
She glanced out the shop windows, where the amber glow of the streetlamps had deepened into true evening.
“Oh it really is getting late,” she said, more gently now, “looks like this’ll be our last cup.”
Rook moved with practiced ease behind the counter, preparing the final version of the blend—adjusting the ratios, refining the details she’d jotted down earlier. The soft clink of spoons and the low hiss of the kettle filled the space as she worked, while Emmrich remained at the bar, watching her with quiet admiration.
As she poured the last of the steeped tea into their cups, he asked, “Have you thought of a name for it yet?”
She hesitated, her back still to him.
“Well,” she said slowly, “sort of.”
At his silence, she turned and offered him his mug—along with a pink-tinged smile that tugged at the edges of her composure.
“It’s a little embarrassing, actually.”
Emmrich took the cup, his expression warm, open. “I think I’d be hard-pressed to judge.”
Rook exhaled, almost laughing at herself. “I was thinking of calling it Kiss of Morning. It’s meant to taste like something tender—something that stays with you after it’s gone. Soft. Gentle. A little sweet, a little wistful.”
For a moment, Emmrich could only look at her.
The name, the intent behind it—it caught in his chest like a pulled thread. Kiss of Morning. It was more than a tea name. It was a feeling. A moment suspended in amber. And it was hers. She’d made this.
And now, she’d shared it with him.
His gaze drifted to her lips—soft, inviting, impossible to ignore. Earlier, when she’d wiped a bit of tzatziki from the corner of her mouth, he’d caught himself. His thoughts had turned shameless, wondering what it would’ve been like to lean in, to taste it from her skin before claiming her mouth. Would her kiss carry the warmth of honey and lavender… or something stronger? Something richer than any tea he’d ever known?
He swallowed lightly, voice quieter than before. “It’s a beautiful name.”
Her gaze flicked toward him. “Thank you.”
Emmrich took another sip, letting the flavor linger as he glanced toward the front windows. Night had fully settled beyond the glass, the streetlamps casting soft halos in the misted dark.
When he looked back at Rook, she was still sipping her tea, her expression one of quiet focus. There was a softness to it now—a calm smile tugging at her lips. She looked… content. Proud, in that subtle way she always was when something she crafted turned out just right.
“Rook.”
She glanced up at him over the rim of her mug, eyes warm and expectant.
For a flicker of a moment, doubt tried to creep in again.
Be bold, Volkarin.
He drew a slow breath, steadying himself. “When I went to pick up dinner… I drove. If you’d like, I’d be happy to give you a ride home.”
Rook didn’t answer right away. She looked down at her mug, the steam curling softly between them, and seemed to turn the offer over in her mind. Emmrich held still, as though even breathing too loudly might tip the moment in the wrong direction.
“Unless, of course, cars still make you uncomfortable—I could accompany you on foot. I don’t mind, truly,” he offered, a touch of hesitation threading through his voice. “Whatever feels best for you.”
Then, finally, she smiled—small, thoughtful.
“I’d appreciate the ride,” she said. “But I’d feel bad making you wait while I close up.”
For a second, Emmrich was sure his heart had stuttered. Then it surged forward, lighter than it had all evening.
“I’d be happy to help,” he said, setting his cup down with quiet purpose. “More hands make light work, after all.”
And so they set to it together—clearing dishes, wiping down surfaces, sweeping through the last spells that sealed the shop’s magic for the night. He followed her rhythm easily, matching her pace with the quiet efficiency of someone who’d watched the routine before and now moved within it.
With Emmrich’s help, they had everything done in under an hour.
Once the lights were dimmed and the wards set, he held the door open while Rook slipped on her duster and lifted her satchel. Spite gave a sleepy chirp from the counter before hopping down, stretching luxuriously, and trotting into the familiar vessel for him to rest.
At the car, Emmrich moved without hesitation, opening the passenger door and offering his hand—not because she needed it, but because he wanted to. Rook accepted it with a glance that said she noticed more than she let on and a tinge of red at the tips of her ears.
He made sure she and Spite were settled before closing the door gently behind her and circling to the driver’s side.
The hum of the engine was quiet, steady—like the rest of the evening. Emmrich drove with the same calm precision he carried in his posture, one hand resting lightly on the wheel as the city lights slipped past the windows.
Rook glanced around the interior, her hand brushing over the edge of the console with casual appreciation.
“This is… surprisingly nice,” she said with a grin. “Why don’t you drive more often?”
He glanced her way, amused. “I prefer to walk. It keeps me active, clears the mind… and university parking is a bureaucratic nightmare masquerading as infrastructure.”
Rook laughed, tipping her head back slightly against the seat. “That bad, huh?”
“Worse,” he said dryly. “I’ve considered writing a paper on it.”
She snorted. “See? It’s little struggles like that that make me glad I never went.”
He glanced at her again, more curious now. “Did you never consider attending?”
Rook gave a small shrug, her tone light but distant around the edges. “It just wasn’t in the cards. Back then, I had a lot going on.”
She watched the city pass beyond the window for a beat before continuing.
“When the dust finally settled, I ended up joining the Shadow Dragons. That took all my focus for a long time. Studying... academics... it just wasn’t where my head was at.”
Emmrich glanced over, his expression unreadable but attentive. “You were a Shadow Dragon.”
“Yeah,” she said with a faint smile. “For a minute. But I had to leave that life behind.”
He nodded, falling quiet—not from discomfort, but thoughtfulness. He heard the weight beneath her words, the way she brushed past it like something long-processed, filed away. There was no shame in it—just a steady kind of truth.
And in that quiet, he found a deeper admiration for her resilience.
With Rook’s directions, the drive to her apartment building was quick—too quick, if Emmrich was honest with himself.
The streets narrowed as they turned toward her neighborhood, lanternlight casting long streaks across the cobbled intersections. He found a spot just down the block and eased the car into place, shifting into park with a quiet click that felt a little too final.
For a moment, neither of them moved.
Rook glanced toward him with a soft smile. “This is me.”
Emmrich nodded, fingers still resting lightly on the steering wheel. He hadn’t planned to say more. But something lingered—unfinished.
Before she reached for the door handle, he spoke.
“May I ask you something?”
She paused, brows lifting just slightly. “Of course.”
He glanced her way—not guarded, but careful.
“Lucanis,” he said. “You spoke of him earlier with... fondness. I hope I’m not overstepping, but I was wondering—what is your relationship with him?”
There was no accusation in his voice, only a quiet curiosity. A desire to understand, not assume.
Whatever her answer, he wanted it to come from her.
Rook blinked, clearly caught off guard by the question.
But then she saw it—the flicker of anxiety behind Emmrich’s otherwise composed gaze. The question hadn’t come from jealousy, but uncertainty. Hope, tinged with doubt.
Her voice was calm when she answered. “Lucanis and I are just friends. Honestly he’s more like a brother to me so our relationship is familial in a way… we’re not romantically involved not that we would want to.”
Emmrich let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding. There was a pause, long enough for his embarrassment to catch up.
“I… apologize,” he said, rubbing the back of his neck. “That was an uncharacteristically personal question.”
Rook offered a faint smile. “Maybe. But not unwelcome.”
He didn’t trust himself to answer that with words, so he slipped out of the car and circled around to her side.
The air had cooled, the distant sounds of the city soft under the cover of night. They walked in easy silence toward her building, Spite tucked contentedly in Rook’s satchel, tail swaying with each step.
When they reached the front steps of her building, Rook slowed to a stop and turned toward him, her satchel slung over one shoulder, Spite now a drowsy weight inside.
“Thank you,” she said, her voice softer now, touched with something more personal. “For being my taste tester tonight and for the ride home. Really. It meant a lot.”
Emmrich met her gaze, a small smile forming. “I was happy to.”
They stood there for a moment, the city humming gently around them, the air between them warmer than the breeze.
Rook gave a quiet breath of a laugh, eyes glinting beneath the streetlamp. “Good night, Emmrich.”
He inclined his head. “Good night, Rook.”
She turned to go.
And he stood there, watching the soft fall of her hair, the relaxed ease in her shoulders, the quiet way she carried the evening with her. That’s when he felt it—something stirred within him.
He had been content with this—tea, laughter, the quiet comfort of her presence. But Emmrich wanted more. More time with her. More conversations. More glimpses of the person she was when her guard was down.
And as Rook reached the door, something in his chest pushed him forward.
“Rook,” he said, quickly but not urgently.
She glanced back.
He took a step forward, his voice calm again, steady this time. “Are you doing anything tomorrow?”
Rook tilted her head. “Mmm… I’ve got a few things in the first half of the day, but I’m free in the afternoon. Why?”
He stepped a little closer—not invading, just enough to close the distance of intent.
“If it wouldn’t interfere with your plans,” he said gently, “I’d like to have dinner with you again.”
As soon as the words left his mouth, a flicker of uncertainty stirred beneath his carefully composed exterior. His palms clenched at his sides, the fabric of his coat grounding him like an anchor. His mouth had gone dry. The only sound he could hear was the rush of his heartbeat pounding in his ears, laced with the sharp edge of anxiety as he held tightly—desperately—to the shred of courage he’d mustered.
Rook blinked once. Her posture stilled, her expression unreadable.
In the stretch of silence that followed, tension coiled in his chest. The whispers of self-doubt began to rise, clawing their way in, his mind already preparing for retreat—anything to escape the weight of that pause.
And then she tilted her head, the corners of her lips twitching into a smile that was equal parts teasing and intrigued.
“Professor Volkarin,” she said, “are you asking me out on a date?”
Emmrich drew a breath, steadying himself.
“Yes,” he said, voice firm despite the pulse behind it. “I believe I am.”
Her smile widened. “Then I’ll accept your invitation.”
Relief hit him like a quiet exhale. His shoulders loosened, and the tension in his hands softened as his fingers unfurled from the hem of his coat.
“Wonderful,” he said. “Shall I pick you up here? Say... 5:30?”
“Sounds good.” She gave him a final smile before turning toward the door. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Until tomorrow then.”
He waited until she disappeared inside the building before turning on his heel and walking back to the car at a pace just shy of hurried.
By the time he slid into the driver’s seat, his composure had given way to something far less contained. The astonishment. The quiet elation. The disbelief.
She said yes.
Emmrich sat there for a moment, motionless in the driver’s seat, the engine still off. He stared through the windshield, not at anything in particular—just letting the moment settle in.
A date.
He had asked her. Out loud. With intent. And she had smiled—truly smiled—and said yes.
A soft, incredulous laugh escaped him as he leaned back against the headrest, one hand briefly covering his face.
Maker, what had he just done?
And where, in Andraste’s name, had that courage come from?
The disbelief buzzed in his chest, layered over a quiet, swelling joy. He was too old to feel like a boy again—yet something in him hummed with possibility. Hope, bright and terrifying in its gentleness.
He pulled in a slow breath, centered himself, and finally—finally—started the car.
Tomorrow couldn’t come fast enough.
Notes:
IT'S FINALLY HAPPENING!!!!!
Chapter 17: Chapter 17 - Spill the Tea
Summary:
There's a new group chat. Emmrich gets a bit introspective on his future date with Rook.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The door clicked shut behind her, and Rook leaned against it, heartbeat still fluttering in her chest like it hadn’t gotten the memo that the moment was over.
Then she sank to the floor.
Not gracefully. Not intentionally. Just a slow, stunned collapse until she was sitting with her back against the door, legs bent, coat still on, keys still dangling loosely from her fingers.
Spite scrambled out of the satchel a moment later and landed beside her with a soft thump. He gave a stretch, then turned to stare at her, his tail twitching once, twice—judgmental, concerned, and very much in her personal space.
She didn’t move.
Just sat there, wide-eyed, staring across the room like she’d forgotten what furniture was.
“What,” she finally whispered, voice thin and hollow with disbelief, “the fuck just happened.”
Spite chirped, unimpressed.
Rook let her head fall back against the door with a quiet thud, eyes closing as she replayed everything. The takeout dinner. The tea tasting. The toast. The Kiss of Morning. The ride home. That look he gave her.
Maker’s breath. He asked her out.
Not vaguely. Not in passing. He asked her out. For dinner. Like a real, actual adult.
And she’d said yes.
The flurry of emotions that she was feeling was impossible to describe because her brain was unable to keep up. Oh Maker, it was everything. The way the streetlight shined upon him as if he was an angel from above. The way his eyes looked so nervous and determined when popping the question.
Her heart refused to calm down as she replayed it.
“Spite,” she muttered, turning her head to meet his unblinking stare. “I think I just got asked out by a necromancer.”
Spite blinked once and gave her arm a slow, deliberate pat with his paw.
She groaned and buried her face in her hands. “I need help.”
Group Chat Name: Hex & Flex 🔮💅⚔️
Rook: I need help.
Neve: What happened?
Bellara: Are you okay??
Lace: ???
Taash: Do I need to kick someone’s ass?
Rook: Okay everyone calm down. I’m fine.
Rook: Correction I am physically fine. Emotionally… that’s undetermined.
Bellara: I smell tea and not the brewing kind!!
Lace: Oh this is going to be good.
Taash: I’m muting this chat.
Taash: See you at the training yard tomorrow, Rook. Lace gimme the highlights later.
Lace: 👍
Rook: See you tomorrow Taash.
Neve: Rook, spill it.
Bellara: ☕ ☕ ☕
Lace: SPILL IT!!
Rook: All right. Fine.
Rook stared at the glowing screen, her thumb hovered over the keyboard.
The chat had exploded the moment she’d said, I need help.
In hindsight, maybe not the wisest phrase to send after midnight—because now the notifications were stacking like falling leaves, and four out of five of them were demanding blood, tea, or both.
She glanced over at Spite, perched on her dresser, blinking at her with flat, feline judgment.
“They’re going to riot when I tell them,” she muttered.
Spite blinked again, slowly. The look he gave her said: You know you want to brag about it. Then he yawned, curled tighter, and closed his eyes—smug and unbothered.
Rook scowled at his betrayal. She didn’t need his commentary. But… the people wanted chaos. And she had it.
She took a breath.
In. Out.
And then she typed, while bracing for impact.
Rook: The professor asked me out… on a date.
Lace: 😯 Holy crap.
Neve: Looks he had it in him after all. Lucanis owes me $20.
Lace: Dammit I forgot about the betting pool.
Rook: Wait what??
Lace: …shit.
Rook: Where’s Bell? She’s being too quiet.
Neve: I’m 90% sure that she’s still screaming rn.
Lace: Omg Bellara is losing it right now lol.
Neve: Yeah I think you broke her Rook.
Bellara: 🎉😆 🎉😆 🎉 OMG OMG I’M SO HAPPY!!
Lace: Give us the walkthrough!!
Rook: Guys for the love of Andraste, calm down.
Neve: I’m assuming that your earlier distress call was of the wardrobe variety?
Rook: You would be correct.
Bellara: Omg is The Girl Trust assembling??
Lace: It better be!
Rook: Yes the Girl Trust can assemble at my place. He plans to pick me up at 5:30.
Neve: Plenty of time.
Bellara: I will be demanding EVERY SINGLE DETAIL!!
Lace: SAME!!
Bellara: I’m going to tell everyone everything!!
Rook: You are all heathens.
Rook finally set her phone down, face-first on the comforter like it might explode if she looked at it again. She sighed—deep and full, her chest still fluttering with disbelief, joy, and that syrupy warmth that had been blooming ever since Emmrich asked her out.
Maker, he was adorable.
Adorable and brilliant. Reserved and sincere. And he had asked her out. Her.
She rolled to her side, limbs tangled in the blanket, and let out a half-strangled squeal as she kicked at the mattress. It was ridiculous—juvenile, even—but it didn’t stop the rush of elation from escaping her in waves. For a moment, she really thought she was going to go insane with how long their little dance had gone on. The teasing. The fleeting moments of flirtation. The measured glances like they were too scared to shatter the spell.
But then he’d shown her the Fade. That quiet, vulnerable moment—something personal, something profound. That was when it happened. When she started to fall.
He was handsome, intelligent, and so deeply thoughtful it made her want to scream. And he wanted her.
The thought alone made her bury her face into the pillow, cheeks hot, smile wide. This was happening.
Just as she started to calm, her phone buzzed beside her with a sharp little ping. She groaned and stretched one arm out, blindly dragging it across the covers until her fingers curled around the phone again.
The screen lit up.
Neve: Hey. You still up?
Rook: What’s up?
Neve: Next time lead with the fact that you got home safe and aren’t dying.
Rook: Yeah… sorry about that.
Neve: You almost made me worried about you.
Rook: Awwww you do care about me.
Neve: I’m just glad you’re safe.
Rook: I promise to lead with ‘not dying’ when asking for help in a non-emergency.
Neve: Are you excited about your date?
Rook: …More than I want to admit.
Neve: Good. I’m happy for you. See you tomorrow.
Rook: Thank you ☺️
Rook lay sprawled across her bed, face half-buried in her pillow, limbs still buzzing from the group chat chaos and Neve’s quiet sign-off. The apartment had settled into its usual evening hush, lit only by the warm amber glow of her bedside lamp. Spite had curled into a loaf at the foot of the bed, breathing steady, tail occasionally flicking as if to remind her he was unimpressed with her current level of self-control.
She stared at her phone resting beside her. It hadn’t buzzed again—not that she was expecting it to. Emmrich wasn’t exactly the late-night-texter type.
Still, her fingers twitched.
Rolling onto her side, she propped herself up on one elbow and hovered over the screen, thumb poised like it might move on its own. She bit her lower lip, the weight of indecision already creeping in as her internal debate began.
Was it weird to check in?
Maybe. Probably.
But she wanted to know. Not just because it felt polite—but because she meant it. She wanted to make sure he got home safe. That the quiet, warm feeling she’d left with still lingered on his end too.
Fuck it.
“Just one message,” she muttered, already unlocking her phone. “Then bed.”
She typed. Paused. Deleted. Re-typed.
Then, with a breath held for no reason at all—she sent it.
Rook: Hey. Just wanted to check in that you made it home safe… sorry if I’m sending this too late.
Emmrich: Yes, I just made it home. Thank you for checking in.
Rook: Thanks again for helping me tonight… and for giving me a ride home.
Emmrich: Think nothing of it. I was happy to be of service.
Rook: Well I should let you sleep. Good night Emmrich.
Emmrich: And to you as well, Rook.
Rook: I look forward to our date tomorrow ☺️
Rook stared at the screen for exactly one second too long after sending the message. It took every ounce of self-control she had not to hurl the phone across the room. She let out a strangled noise and promptly face-planted into her pillow, phone still in hand.
Venehdis. Why did I add an emoji at the end?! What am I twelve?
She rolled onto her back and held the phone against her chest like it might leap out of her hands and text something even worse if she wasn’t careful. Her entire body felt wired, flushed, caught somewhere between elation and the kind of anxiety that made her want to throw her phone into the freezer and pretend it didn’t exist.
Spite stirred at the foot of the bed, his tail flicking once in clear irritation. She was obviously disrupting his sleep with her ongoing emotional crisis, and he made no effort to hide his displeasure.
“Fine,” she muttered. “I’m going to bed.”
The phone remained quiet. No response. No three little dots. Just the damning silence of a message that had definitely been seen and not yet answered. The freezer was starting to feel like a viable option.
Instead, she shoved it under her pillow, as if that might erase what she’d done—and restore some semblance of plausible deniability.
She closed her eyes and exhaled slowly.
“I’m fine,” she whispered to no one. “This is fine. I’m a functioning adult who knows how to flirt in a dignified manner.”
Spite made a noise that sounded suspiciously like a snort.
Emmrich stood by his desk, quietly unfastening the grave-gold cuffs from his wrists when his phone buzzed again. The soft light of the screen caught his eye, and he glanced over without much thought—until he saw her message.
I’m looking forward to our date tomorrow.
He stilled, cuffs forgotten in his hands.
The message wasn’t elaborate. It didn’t need to be. It was sincere—unguarded in a way that sent a quiet thrum through his chest.
She called it a date.
The word lingered, anchoring itself somewhere deep beneath his ribs.
A slow smile began to form, subtle but undeniably genuine. He let it settle there for a moment, feeling the warmth of it spread as he leaned back against the edge of his desk. The room around him was quiet, but inside, something stirred—gentle, hopeful, and just slightly unreal.
He took a slow breath, then finally placed the phone onto the charger. As he reached to switch off the bedside lamp, he paused in the darkness, eyes adjusting to the soft shadows of the room.
“Maker,” he murmured under his breath, voice almost amused, “don’t let me ruin this.”
Although Emmrich felt eager—almost buoyant—about his upcoming date with Rook, a familiar thread of worry still tugged at him. It had been a bold move to ask her out, one he didn’t take lightly. Her acceptance, paired with her visible excitement, had reassured him that her interest—and those soft flirtations—had never been purely platonic, as he once feared. She had wanted this, too. And now, with the gauntlet cast, there was no turning back.
Not that he wanted to. Not really. Especially not after fearing, for so long, that her heart might belong to someone else. That sinking ache—that hollow disappointment—was one he knew too well. It had followed him through the wreckage of failed romances, each one leaving behind a different scar. Times when he’d worn his heart openly, only to be rejected, turned away, or quietly forgotten. The reasons had varied: too much, too soon, too intense, too affectionate… or simply not enough.
But Rook—gods, Rook—had been the most unexpected of reprieves.
She was a gentle warmth in the grayscale of his days. Her tea blends and confections weren’t just delicious—they were thoughtful, comforting, alive with creativity. She welcomed his curiosity, matched it with her own playful defiance, and offered him a space where he didn’t feel strange for his passions. She listened. She shared. And in doing so, she invited him into something rare: understanding without judgment.
He didn’t see her as perfect—far from it. But it was the cracks in her armor, the sharp edges softened by kindness, that made her real… and made him care for her all the more.
In just two months, she had already begun to unravel the loneliness he’d quietly accepted. And Emmrich wanted more. He wanted to know all of her—her joys, her pains, her hidden corners—and to be part of her world.
Maker, he wanted this. He wanted her.
And tomorrow, he would show her just how much. With all he had, he would prove himself worthy of the chance.
With that thought, he finally allowed himself to rest—still smiling as the dark carried him into sleep.
Notes:
I apologize for this short chapter. I can promise that the future ones will be a bit longer because there is so much happening.
Chapter 18: Chapter 18 - The Brewing Point
Summary:
Rook goes through her Sunday routine. She exercises with friends, checks on her garden plot at the community garden, and prepares for her date with Emmrich.
Notes:
I've been trying to exercise self-control when it comes to posting these new chapters, but I seem to have shown that... I do not have any.
Please pardon my enthusiasm.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook grinned over her shoulder, fingers curled around the edge of the wooden climb-wall as she paused just long enough to taunt Davrin. Sunlight gleamed against the tight braid down her back, her grey tank already damp with sweat. Her sage-green combat pants were scuffed at the knees, boots laced snug. Every inch of her posture radiated focus—and challenge.
“C’mon, Warden,” she shouted, breath sharp with momentum. “I thought you could conquer this course in your sleep!”
Davrin’s response was a sharp laugh as he swung up beside her, all charm and reckless bravado. “I’m offended you even asked. I’ve carried you through worse.”
Rook shot him a flat look, breath still catching from the sprint. “Only when you cheated.”
He clutched his chest in mock agony. “You wound me.”
“You tripped me last time.”
“That was strategy,” he said, utterly unapologetic, his grin all teeth and trouble.
She narrowed her eyes. “It was petty.”
“And effective,” he quipped, nudging her shoulder with his own. “Don’t hate the player.”
“Oh I’m gonna making you eat dirt.”
A shrill squawk cut through the air as Assan, the griffon, soared overhead, banking low in a lazy spiral.
On the sidelines, Taash stood near the weight rack, one arm stretched high overhead. Their dark sleeveless crop top clung to their frame, a towel tucked into the waistband of loose combat pants. Their braid was looped and tied high—sleek, efficient, and unimpressed.
“Less talking, more running,” Taash called, voice dry. “If you two face-plant again trying to one-up each other, I’m not scraping your asses off the dirt.”
Rook launched forward, boots slamming into the wooden beam below with practiced ease. She vaulted over the next hurdle, ducked low beneath a hanging bar, then rebounded off a slanted wall with a fluid grace that came from pure muscle memory. Her breath pulsed in steady rhythm, each movement an echo of old instincts honed in another life.
Behind her, Davrin was catching up fast—his longer strides and aerial bursts closing the gap as he leapt from beam to platform with the reckless joy of someone who never learned the meaning of “hold back.”
Above them, Assan gave another shriek, wings tucking in as he began to circle lower. The griffon’s silhouette flickered in and out of the sun-glare, a blur of silver feathers and sharp intent. He was unpredictable, chaotic—a wild card neither of them could fully plan for.
Rook grinned. Perfect.
She twisted mid-sprint, caught a swing rope, and launched herself to the next ledge just as Assan dove with a whump of displaced air. The wind of his dive nearly knocked her off balance, but she adjusted, hit the landing in a low crouch, and rolled to absorb the impact.
This. She lived for this.
The adrenaline. The awareness. The sharpened clarity where every breath and heartbeat lined up in perfect synchronicity. It was the closest she came to what she used to feel as a Shadow Dragon—minus the blood, minus the ghosts.
And this time, it was hers. Clean. Controlled. Chosen.
Davrin landed beside her with a grunt and a smirk, shaking out his limbs. “You’re not going to let me win this one, are you?”
“Not a chance.”
They bolted together, shoulder to shoulder as they tore through the final stretch of the course—leaping over logs, ducking under low beams, swinging from hanging ropes like acrobats in sync. Assan shrieked again and barrel-rolled above them, dipping just close enough to stir the air and their blood.
Ahead, the flag waited. Staked into the dirt. One final stretch.
They both saw it. Both pushed harder.
Rook’s braid whipped behind her as her boots pounded the ground. Davrin’s laugh echoed beside her, feral and gleeful.
The finish line loomed.
And with one last surge of energy, they both lunged for the flag.
And then—just as they both lunged—
A flash of dark brown wings and feathers blurred past in a gust of wind.
The griffin dove with razor precision, claws outstretched—not to strike, but to snatch the flag from the dirt with triumphant ease. He soared upward with a victorious screech, flapping lazily as he circled above them, the flag dangling mockingly from his beak.
Rook skidded to a halt, panting and wide-eyed. “You’ve got to be kidding me.”
Davrin doubled over with laughter, hands on his knees. “That’s my boy!”
Rook groaned and flopped back into the grass, arms sprawled. “I hate your bird.”
Overhead, Assan let out a smug squawk and tucked the flag beneath one talon, like a griffon-sized middle finger.
Taash barked a low, rumbling laugh from the sidelines, arms crossed as they leaned against the weight rack, watching the two elves lick their wounded pride. “That griffon’s got more attitude than the both of you combined.”
Davrin straightened, still grinning like a madman. “Someone’s been watching too many finish-line stunts.” He pulled a small satchel from where he’d stashed it earlier and dug out a dried meat strip—the good kind, the kind Assan would sell his soul for. “Bribery time.”
Above them, Assan swooped lower in slow, lazy circles, flaunting the flag like it was a royal banner.
Rook sat up, brushing grass from her arms, only to find herself face-to-beak with the smug bastard himself. Assan landed with a heavy thump beside her, dropped the flag delicately at her feet… and then promptly nudged his feathered head against her side with a low, satisfied chuff.
“You’re lucky you’re cute,” she muttered, half-scowling as she rubbed his neck.
Assan headbutted her thigh affectionately, then turned toward his elven keeper with an expectant air, ready to claim his spoils.
“You spoil him,” Rook called over, shaking her head but still grinning.
Davrin tossed the treat high. Assan caught it mid-air with a dramatic flap of wings and settled into a chew, radiating smug satisfaction.
“You try saying no to those eyes,” Davrin said. “I dare you.”
Rook groaned and flopped back again, eyes on the sky. “I’ve got a furry menace at home, and you’ve got a feathered one.”
Taash grinned wider. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
With the flag officially surrendered and Assan’s victory smugly declared, the group shifted into the next phase of their workout. Taash, ever the powerhouse, made a beeline for the weight rack with focused determination. Their muscles flexed beneath their sleeveless crop top as they prepped for deadlifts, their dark braid looped and tucked out of the way. Davrin stepped in to spot, still grinning from Assan’s antics but all business now—at least, mostly.
Rook, still flushed from the run, took a moment to cool down. She sat cross-legged in the grass with Assan curled beside her, his feathered flank rising and falling with steady breath. She rubbed the space just behind his jaw, listening to the gentle rumble of his contentment.
Eventually, she rose, rolling her shoulders with a satisfying crack before making her way to the punching bag hanging at the edge of the yard. She wrapped her hands, took her stance, and let the first few hits land light—more rhythm than power. But as her breath evened out, the strikes grew sharper, more deliberate. Focused.
She didn’t hear Davrin approach until he was leaning against the nearby support beam, arms crossed, brow arched with mischief.
“So,” he drawled, “what’s this I hear about a date?”
Taash, between sets, didn’t even look up. “You waited longer than I thought.”
Davrin shrugged. “I was giving her space. Letting her enjoy the afterglow of the Warden-griffon defeat.”
Rook didn’t stop punching. Her voice was clipped, but amused. “You can’t claim victory through griffon proxy.”
“Says you. His wins are my wins.”
Assan chirped in agreement, tail flicking smugly. Rook rolled her eyes—clearly outnumbered.
“She’s deflecting,” Taash said, smirking as they set the weights down with a heavy clink. “Now spill.”
Davrin stepped forward, snagging a towel from a nearby bench and tossing it toward her. “Exactly. We want to hear all about your date with the professor.”
Rook caught the towel mid-air and wiped her brow, trying not to grin. “Finally retiring the nickname?”
“The chat bullied him into retirement,” Taash said dryly. “Figured the professor deserved some dignity.”
Davrin gasped, clutching his chest in mock anguish. “They don’t appreciate my whimsy.”
Rook rolled her eyes and gave the punching bag one final, idle push before turning to face them. “Anyway—yes. I’m going on a date with him. All I know is that it’s dinner.”
Taash let out a low whistle. “Think it’s going to be fancy? The guy looked loaded in those pics Lace showed me.”
Davrin looked almost proud. “Our little Shadow Dragon is flying toward new heights. Think the professor’s gonna get lucky?”
“Don’t start,” Rook warned, though the smirk tugging at her lips betrayed her.
The community garden wasn’t far from Rook’s apartment, tucked into a sunny wedge of land flanked by old brick buildings and wrought-iron fences blooming with ivy. The morning had been kind—blue sky softened with gauzy clouds, the chill of early fall fading under the warmth of the sun. Rook knelt at the edge of her garden plot, sleeves pushed to her elbows, a soft breeze tugging playfully at the wisps of hair that had escaped her braid.
Her plot wasn’t large, but it was her haven. A tidy square of ordered chaos—winterroot in one corner, nettle and thyme in another, embrium flourishing in the middle like a copper-flecked crown. A shaded box off to the side cradled her deep mushrooms, while a low trellis stretched above the more delicate fade-sensitive plants: ghost violets and felandaris, nestled under subtle wards she’d set by hand. Even now, their ethereal petals pulsed faintly with their quiet magic.
Rook knelt at the edge of her garden plot, gloved fingers working carefully through the dark, cool soil. The crisp bite of autumn clung to the morning air, though the sun had begun to soften it with its slow climb. Around her, the community garden stirred with quiet life—watering cans clinking, shoes scuffing gravel paths, the low murmur of neighbors chatting between rows of late harvest.
She pulled a few stubborn weeds from the base of her spindleweed, checking the leaves for signs of early frostbite. Satisfied, she shifted to the licorice root bed and began loosening the soil, the earthy scent rising to greet her like an old friend.
A few nearby garden-goers waved, some casting appreciative glances toward Rook’s thriving harvest. She returned the waves with small nods but kept her focus grounded—hands in the soil, heart steady.
There was something about tending this place that helped her think. Not the overthinking kind she was famous for—just... space. Focus. Clarity. She needed that now, especially with the evening ahead.
She was brushing the soil from her gloves when the creak of the garden gate drew Rook’s attention, and her expression brightened the moment she spotted the man stepping into view.
Boro.
A familiar and comforting presence in the community garden, Boro was a broad-shouldered human with a kind face and a quiet warmth that radiated from every calm, thoughtful step he took. His violet apron, perpetually dusted with soil and stray petals, hung comfortably over a pale shirt rolled at the sleeves. Gardening shears peeked from one pocket, dried blooms from another, and his ever-present wooden spoon was tucked neatly into the loop at his chest like a badge of office.
Though he towered over most, Boro’s energy was anything but imposing. He carried himself with the ease of someone who moved at the pace of growing things—deliberate, steady, and deeply rooted. A lifelong tea enthusiast and the elusive owner of a tea shop that most only seemed to find when they needed it most, Boro was a man of layered wisdom and quiet ritual.
He served as the unofficial caretaker of the community garden, tending to neglected plots with gentle persistence and always checking in on those still lovingly maintained. Rook had met him when she first claimed her own space here, back when the soil felt more like a question than an invitation. From the very beginning, Boro had taken her under his wing—offering patient guidance on soil balance, seasonal planting, and composting without a hint of condescension. Just quiet encouragement and shared wisdom.
Over time, their conversations bloomed alongside the herbs—expanding into tea-making techniques, the quirks of local weather patterns, the best times to harvest. Eventually, they’d wandered into deeper things. Grief. Healing. Resilience. And through it all, Boro had remained the same—gentle, present, and always ready with a warm drink or a spare trowel.
“Hello, Miss Rook,” came his familiar voice, deep and kind. “It’s good to see you.”
“Boro,” she smiled. “Fancy meeting you here.”
“It fills me with such joy,” he said with a glance toward her plot, “to see how diligently you’ve tended your garden.”
“I can’t take all the credit,” she replied, wiping her hands on a cloth. “You helped get me started.”
“It looks like you’ll be able to start harvesting soon,” he said, crouching to examine the sturdy stems and budding herbs.
“Yeah,” Rook nodded. “I should be able to start restocking the shelves at the shop.”
Boro helped her prune a few stubborn stalks, their conversation as easy and unhurried as the breeze shifting through the nearby rosemary. Once the baskets were half-filled, the two of them settled on a sun-warmed bench beneath a trellis of climbing beans.
“So, Miss Rook,” Boro said gently, folding his hands in his lap, “how are you? It’s been a little while since our paths last crossed.”
“I’ve been good,” she said, brushing a bit of soil from her knee. “The tea shop’s doing well, Spite’s still a spoiled menace… and I, uh, have a date tonight.”
Boro’s face lit up. “A date? Oh, how splendid. May I ask who the lucky person is?”
“He’s a guest lecturer at Minrathous University,” she said, trying to sound casual and not hopelessly flustered. “Started as a regular at the shop. We… just kind of clicked. He’s a bit older, but the age difference doesn’t bother me.”
Boro nodded slowly, a pleased hum in his throat. “It sounds like you care for him.”
“I do,” Rook admitted. “I mean, it’s only been a couple of months, but there’s this warmth to him that’s nice. Our conversations are never dull, and… I like his eyes. They’re kind.”
Boro smiled, as if he already knew.
“But enough about me,” she said, nudging him gently with her shoulder. “How are you doing? How’s Alta?”
“I’ve been well,” he replied. “And as for Miss Alta, she’s thriving. I received a letter from her not long ago.”
“Did she get back into fighting?” Rook asked, genuinely curious.
“She says she’s easing into it. No tournaments yet. But she’s been spending time with a fellow fighter named, Ren.”
Rook grinned. “Good for her.”
“Indeed,” Boro said fondly. “I’m very proud of her growth. Just as I’m proud of yours.”
Rook went quiet for a moment, her fingers brushing over a bit of loose soil on her thigh. “Yeah… we had a bit of a rough go, didn’t we?”
“There is no shame in having once been lost,” Boro said gently. “Everyone finds themselves in the shadows now and then. What matters is where you choose to grow from it.”
She nodded, eyes softening. “Thanks, Boro.”
“Always,” he replied, voice warm as sunlight through leaves.
By the time Rook made it back to her apartment, she felt the satisfying ache of a morning well spent. The post-workout high lingered just beneath her skin, dulled now by the steam of a long, hot shower. She stepped into her bedroom wrapped in a towel, hair still damp and curling at the ends, her limbs loose and clean and finally, blessedly still.
The apartment was quiet. Spite was curled in his usual spot by the reading nook, nestled against the windowsill, grooming a paw with languid indifference. The plum-hued cushion beneath him—sun-warmed and permanently furred—bore the well-worn indent of his reign. The calm wouldn’t last—Rook knew that. In a little while, the Girl Trust would descend in a flurry of clothes, critiques, and barely restrained chaos. But for now, she had a moment to breathe.
Rook sat on the edge of her bed, towel tucked securely, and exhaled slowly.
The excitement had settled into a strange, fluttering uncertainty. Because while she knew this was a date, she didn’t know what kind. Was it fancy? Casual? Was she going to need heels? Flats? A dress?
She rubbed at her temple. “Shit… I forgot to ask if there was a dress code.”
She glanced toward her closet, where possibilities waited like a judgmental jury. Normally, she had a pretty solid read on vibes—but Emmrich was a gentleman, not a mind reader. And he had said he’d pick her up…
With a resigned sigh, she reached for her phone. She could guess. Or—
She could ask.
After pulling on her favorite sweats, Rook settled onto the window bench of her reading nook, the afternoon light spilling across the pages of her untouched journal. Instead of writing, she pulled out her phone. Her thumb hovered over the contact—Emmrich Volkarin—and she stared at the name for a beat too long before finally tapping Call.
As it rang, she muttered to herself, “Okay. Don’t be weird. Just be casual.”
The phone clicked as the other end picked up. Rook straightened instinctively, heart leaping into her throat.
“Rook,” Emmrich’s voice came through warm, curious. “Good afternoon.”
She smiled, already feeling slightly ridiculous—and a bit relieved. “Hey.”
“To what do I owe this lovely call?”
“It’s nothing serious,” she said. “I just had a quick question about dinner tonight.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah… I realized I never asked if there’s a dress code or anything.”
There was a pause, then the softest, thoughtful hum from Emmrich. “Ah. A very fair question.”
Rook flopped back onto her couch, phone pressed against her ear as she braced for the answer. “Just trying to avoid showing up wildly overdressed… or embarrassingly underdressed.”
A quiet laugh echoed through the line—low and warm. “I can see how that would be quite the quandary. Allow me to assure you that where we will be going is welcoming of casual wear… although I would advise avoiding loungewear.”
“So casual enough to wear what I usually do but nice enough to avoid sweatpants.”
“Precisely,” he replied, tone smooth with affection. “I believe that would be perfectly suitable for this establishment.”
She tilted her head, letting her tone turn teasing. “Any chance I could get a hint of where we’re going?”
“That,” he said, with unmistakable pleasure, “I’m afraid shall remain a mystery. But I will say… I think you’ll adore it.”
Rook exhaled, tension easing as her smile curved genuine. “Then I’ll await your reveal. See you at 5:30.”
“I’m looking forward to it. And Rook?”
“Mm?”
“You’ll look wonderful. No matter what you wear.”
Her breath caught—just slightly—and she nearly melted into the pillows. “Careful, Professor. You’re going to make me swoon before the date even starts.”
“One can hope,” he said, and she could hear the quiet smile in his voice.
The midday sun poured softly through the gauzy curtains of Rook’s apartment, warming the hardwood floor and casting golden light across the chaos that had become her bedroom.
Every potential outfit she owned was laid out across the bed in a patchwork of textures and tones—draped jackets, blouses of every neutral shade, fitted trousers, skirts she hadn’t worn in years but couldn’t bring herself to get rid of. Neve stood by the open closet, thumbing through hangers with practiced precision and a faint frown of concentration.
“I’m aiming for casual,” Rook said, pacing near the bed with a cardigan balled in one hand. “But also like I put in effort. Not too much effort. Like, ‘oh this old thing’—but, you know, on purpose.”
Neve glanced at her over one shoulder, deadpan. “So… charmingly effortless with just enough chaos to look intentional.”
“Exactly. But is that even possible with my wardrobe?”
“You’ve got good bones to work with,” Neve said, flipping through a hanger. “Trust me—this is going to be a glow-up.”
Meanwhile, in the living room, the Girl Trust had fully assembled.
Bellara knelt on the couch, knees sunk into the cushions and fingers curled over the backrest as she peered toward the bedroom door like a meerkat on high alert. Her gaze was locked with theatrical intensity, as if awaiting a grand wardrobe reveal. Lace lounged on the armrest nearby, a half-eaten sandwich in one hand and their second iced tea already halfway gone. On the rug, Taash sat cross-legged with a lunch container open in front of them, calmly feeding scraps of meat to Spite—who had declared himself god of the gathering and accepted each offering with regal indifference.
“This is so exciting!” Bellara whispered, bouncing slightly. “Do you think it’s going to be romantic?”
Lace, still mid-chew, shrugged. “Considering how he asked her? It was spontaneous, yeah—but I doubt he’d cut corners.”
“That’s what makes it so good!” Bellara practically squealed.
Taash popped a grape into their mouth. “Do you think he does weird corpse stuff in bed?”
“Taash, no,” Lace warned flatly, giving them a look. “That’s inappropriate.”
Taash raised a brow, unbothered. “Why? Rook told me about that one Venatori who used to fuck while bathing in blood.”
Rook’s voice came sharp from the bedroom. “Venatori are psychotic megalomaniac blood mages. That doesn’t mean necromancers defile corpses!”
Lace muttered under her breath, “I mean... the undead thrall thing exists.”
Neve, ever composed, chimed in, “Nevarran necromancers are very respectful of their dead. Now, if we’re talking about kinks, they can be just as freaky as Rivain, Antiva, and Orlais.”
There was a beat of silence.
Rook let out a loud, exasperated groan, her face flushed. “Nope. Not doing this. New topic, please.”
The living room had transformed into a soft sprawl of bodies, laughter, and half-eaten snacks. The late afternoon sun filtered through the gauzy curtains, bathing the room in a warm golden haze. The coffee table had become ground zero for chaos: open lunch containers, napkins, makeup palettes, and a scattered lineup of lip tints and highlighters.
Rook sat on the floor, legs tucked beneath her as she poked half-heartedly at a container of french fries. Her earlier anxiety had softened into a manageable hum beneath her skin, soothed by the steady rhythm of her friends’ voices. Her final outfit was draped over her bed—clean lines, soft fabric, easy confidence in clothing form. Getting there had been a journey, but the mission was halfway complete.
Neve perched on the armrest above her, sleek and precise, scrolling through her phone with one hand and sipping sparkling water with the other. Her foot tapped lightly in time with the instrumental music playing low in the background. Bellara had vanished into the kitchen, drawers opening and closing in bursts as she searched for “something fizzy, something fruity, or something that makes me feel sparkly inside.”
“Stop feeding him,” Neve said without looking up.
Taash, sitting cross-legged beside Rook, held up a half-bitten slice of sandwich in slow-motion guilt. Spite stared at it with the intensity of a dying star. The second the food was retracted, he let out a loud, wounded meow and flopped dramatically onto his side, tail twitching in betrayal.
“You’re cut off,” Rook said, nudging him gently. “You had three pieces of grilled chicken and a piece of Bellara’s cookie. You’re not starving.”
“He’s emotionally starving,” Taash said, deadpan. “Different metric.”
Neve didn’t look up from her phone. “If you feed him any more, he’s going to puke.”
Taash sighed, reluctantly setting the scrap down. “Fine. But only because I’m not cleaning it up.”
Lace reclined on the couch, a bottle of juice balanced on one knee. She watched the banter play out with mild amusement before finally setting the bottle aside and shifting upright.
“So,” Lace said, voice just loud enough to shift the room’s energy, “real talk?”
Rook blinked up from her container of fries, brows rising. “Uh-oh.”
Lace’s expression wasn’t teasing—just calm and measured. “You like him. That’s obvious. And we’re all excited for your date. But I have to ask—are you sure about this? Like… for the right reasons?”
Rook sat up a little straighter, caught off guard by the sincerity in their tone.
Lace hesitated, then set their drink down with a soft clink. “I’m not trying to kill the mood. I’m just… genuinely asking. I mean, he’s… older. And—”
Rook arched a brow, her voice steady and patient. “You’re wondering if this is a May/December situation?”
“I’m not saying he’s trying to reclaim lost youth, I just—”
Taash cut in before she could finish her stumbling sentence. “Lace wants to know if the feelings are real or if this is just some mid-life crisis thing.”
Across the room, Neve sipped her water quietly, watchful but giving space.
Rook exhaled and rested back on her heels. “I appreciate you asking. Really. And you’re not wrong—it’s good to check in.”
She tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear, her gaze steady now. “Emmrich is sweet, and yes—he’s handsome and very well-spoken. But it’s not just about that. I like how safe he makes me feel. Like I could tell him anything, and he’d listen. Not just hear me—really listen.”
Lace gave a small, satisfied nod. “That’s all I needed.”
At that moment, Bellara reappeared from the kitchen, cradling a chilled bottle of something citrusy and vaguely magical. “That was beautiful,” she declared, wiping an imaginary tear from her cheek. “Now—on to more important matters. I demand a kiss on this date.”
Neve smirked over the rim of her glass. “Kissing should be the easy part. I’m more worried about Rook jumping his bones.”
Taash snorted, nearly choking on a grape.
Rook groaned and pulled a pillow into her lap, trying to hide her blushing face. “You are all incorrigible.”
After laughter, a makeshift fashion show, and a spirited exchange of theories about the night’s outcome, the girls finally left—leaving Rook alone with her nerves, standing before the bathroom mirror, fingertips resting lightly on the sink as she took herself in.
She fussed with her hair for a moment, running her fingers through the chestnut waves that was no longer tied in a loose twist. It had already been brushed twice—but that didn’t stop her from reaching for the hairbrush a third time, smoothing it again just to be sure.
Most of the credit belonged to Neve, who had helped pull the outfit together with her usual sharp eye, and to Bellara, who had insisted—gently, and with much arm-waving—on just the right touch of makeup. The others had mostly served as moral support... and kept Spite distracted long enough to prevent chaos.
Her forest green sweater hugged her frame with the easy elegance of well-worn knit—cozy, flattering, just dramatic enough. The charcoal skirt sat high at her waist, tailored to perfection, falling just to the knees with elegant pleats that moved when she did. The hidden pockets were a quiet triumph. Black thermal tights and low-heeled lace-up boots grounded the look—comfortable, confident, but not trying too hard.
She smoothed a hand down the side of her skirt, then reached up to adjust a stray curl. Her hair, for once, was down—soft waves tumbling past her shoulders in their natural chestnut brown, still slightly damp from the diffuser and smelling faintly of rosewater and pine.
Her makeup was simple: a clean, fine line of eyeliner that hugged her lashes and just enough wild berry lip stain to deepen the natural hue of her mouth. Subtle. Intentional. Her signature grave-gold ear cuff gleamed faintly in the warm light. On her shoulder, her dark chocolate leather crossbody bag—embellished with delicate botanical embroidery and fastened with a golden clasp—added just enough texture to the ensemble to make it hers.
She exhaled, slow and measured.
Rook had already sent Emmrich a message with her address, which meant he’d be at her door any minute now. As if to distract herself from the nerves steadily building in her chest, she busied herself by rummaging through the contents of her purse—checking for things she’d already checked twice: keys, lip stain, tea journal—all there. Everything was in place. Still, her fingers hovered like she might have forgotten something important.
Her fingers paused on the edge of her compact mirror before she closed it with a soft snap. Maker, she was jittery. Not in a bad way—just... wound tight. Like if she didn’t keep moving, she might combust from anticipation alone.
A soft thump drew her attention as Spite leapt gracefully onto the bathroom counter, landing beside her with the practiced elegance of a creature who believed everything belonged to him. He gave her a slow, measured blink, his golden eyes narrowing like he was already reading her pulse. Then, with deliberate gravity, he pressed his head against her arm.
The cat responded with a low, steady purr and a firm flick of his tail—comforting, but decisive. You’re fine, the gesture seemed to say.
She smiled faintly at her emotional support menace and gathered him into her arms, carrying him out of the bathroom and into the living room. He allowed it, with the patient dignity of a creature who knew his role in moments like these.
Settling into the window seat of her reading nook, Rook stared out toward the horizon where the sun was beginning its slow descent behind the rooftops. Her fingers drifted through Spite’s fur in soft, absentminded strokes.
“It’s just a date,” she murmured, though the words didn’t quite land with conviction. “I’ve been on dates before.”
Spite didn’t dignify that with a response. He gave her one more reassuring nudge before hopping down and curling into the couch cushions, tail flicking once as he settled into a loaf.
Rook stayed by the window, gaze scanning the quiet street below—waiting, watching, and wondering how the night would unfold.
Notes:
I'm trying my best to get this date night sorted but I PROMISE that you guys are going to love it!!
Chapter 19: Chapter 19 - The Ivy Lantern
Summary:
Let the first date begin!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Emmrich stood at her door, bouquet in hand, the weight of anticipation pressing like a thumbprint against his ribs. He wore a deep wine-colored button-down, finely tailored with a subtle high collar that framed his throat, layered beneath a charcoal waistcoat and black slacks pressed to perfection. His long midnight blue coat, brushed free of lint and stray magic, caught the last gold threads of the setting sun.
His fingers flexed around the bouquet—an artful arrangement of purple lilacs, white camellias, nigella, and sweet alyssum—delicate, expressive, and chosen with great care. He used his horticulture knowledge to silently tell Rook how much space she has taken in his heart and his hopes for tonight.
He inhaled once, grounding himself in the familiar scent of polished leather, spiced myrrh, and faint grave lilies from his cologne. Then, with more composure than he felt, Emmrich knocked.
When the door opened, the world narrowed.
Rook stood before him, her chestnut hair loose and softly wavy, catching the warm interior light like flame through leaf-shadow. Her forest green sweater hugged her figure with understated elegance, the puffed sleeves balancing strength with grace. The high-waisted charcoal skirt and lace-up boots grounded her in something both fierce and timeless. The subtle sweep of eyeliner and berry-stained lips didn’t mask anything—they framed it.
Then there was her smile—the way it touched her eyes, unguarded and just a little surprised—that nearly undid him.
Maker’s breath, she was beautiful.
“Right on time,” she said with a smile that tilted into amusement.
Emmrich returned it, the edges of his mouth curling like the pages of a well-loved book. “I tend to pride myself in punctuality,” he said softly. Then, with a modest bow of his head, he extended the bouquet. “Though I fear I may be somewhat old-fashioned. I wasn’t sure if bringing flowers was still… a thing?”
Rook blinked, surprised, and took the bouquet with unexpected care—like something delicate and undeserved. She brushed her thumb over a lilac cluster, her expression shifting from pleased to genuinely touched.
“I’ve… never actually received flowers before,” she admitted, voice quieter now. “They’re beautiful.”
He inclined his head, something warm settling beneath his ribs. The way she admired the bouquet reassured him—it had been the right choice. Rook deserved flowers. She had given him so much already: her comforting blends, her thoughtful confections, meals that lingered in memory. This was something small he could offer in return.
A beat passed as she stepped aside, gesturing for him to come in. “Please come inside, let me see if I have a vase… or something vase-adjacent.”
He crossed the threshold, his boots silent against the wooden floor. The moment he crossed the threshold, a trio of scents welcomed him—steeped tea leaves, lavender-sweet air, and the grounding trace of clove. It was unmistakably her.
He lingered near the door as she crossed to the kitchen, his gaze drifting across the space—not with judgment, but with quiet appreciation. Her apartment was a lived-in sanctuary. Books lined mismatched shelves along the walls, crystals nestled between them glowing with a faint, steady hum. A plum-colored cat bed rested beneath the reading nook window, still faintly warm from recent use. The rustic-toned couch in the living area bore an olive throw blanket, casually draped, and the weathered coffee table was dotted with wooden coasters—several, as if she'd had company earlier.
It was not a space designed to impress. It was a space designed to breathe.
And now, as she rummaged through her cabinets for a vessel to house the gift he brought, Emmrich found himself smiling—not just at her, but at the evening before them.
“Aha! Here we go.” Rook emerged with a large glass water pitcher held triumphantly in both hands. “This’ll do the trick until I get a worthy vessel.”
Emmrich let out a soft chuckle, tilting his head. “A resourceful choice.”
She filled the pitcher with water and, as she adjusted the stems inside, glanced over to find him watching her from the entryway. Their eyes met, and the warmth in his expression deepened.
“Your apartment is lovely, Rook,” he said gently, sincerity threading through every word.
Rook glanced over her shoulder as she adjusted the pitcher of flowers on the counter. “Thanks. I try to keep it cozy.”
Emmrich took a step further in, eyes drifting toward the nearest bookshelf. “Would you mind if I looked through your library?”
She smiled, already arranging the bouquet with practiced care. “Be my guest. Just be kind in your judgement.”
He chuckled softly, already drifting toward the shelves that lined one wall like an ever-growing forest. His fingertips hovered just above the spines, eyes scanning the titles. There was a healthy collection of mysteries, some clearly well-worn and reread, nestled beside an array of romance novels whose dog-eared corners and cracked spines suggested equal devotion. But interspersed between the fiction were more practical volumes—books on tea-making, herbology, horticulture, and botanical alchemy. A few handwritten journals sat tucked on one shelf, their spines plain but clearly loved.
The collection was eclectic and intentional. Not curated for anyone’s eyes but her own. Personal, layered. Much like her.
Emmrich smiled to himself, one finger gently tapping the edge of a worn herbalism tome. “A balanced library,” he murmured, more to himself than anything. “Equal parts mystery, romance, and cultivation.”
From the kitchen, Rook called back with dry amusement, “High praise from the man with towering bookcases.”
He let out a soft chuckle, fingers still brushing along the spines of her books. “Ah, but mine are organized by subject, then author, then date of publication. Yours have a more personal touch.”
Rook returned to the living room with her dark chocolate leather crossbody bag slung over her shoulder and her dark purple duster in hand. She slid into her coat, fingers adjusting the lapels with practiced ease.
Emmrich straightened from her bookshelf, his expression soft. “Shall we?”
She met his gaze with a small, confident smile. “We shall.”
He offered his arm, which she took without hesitation, and led her to the door with the quiet grace that seemed woven into every movement he made. At the curb, Emmrich moved ahead to open the car door for her—precisely, politely, like it wasn’t even a question. Rook raised a brow, amused but undeniably charmed.
“Chivalry at its finest,” she murmured as she slid into the passenger seat.
“One can hope,” he replied smoothly, closing the door with care before making his way around to the driver’s side.
As the engine purred to life and they pulled away from her building, the sun slipping low against the rooftops, Rook tilted her head his way.
“So,” she said lightly, “will the charming enigmatic necromancer now reveal our dinner destination?”
He gave a hum of amusement, eyes on the road but clearly savoring the moment. “All will be revealed in due time, my dear.”
The streets grew quieter as they approached the botanical district, where the hustle of Minrathous gave way to tree-lined cobblestone paths and softly glowing lanterns. The sun had dipped below the horizon now, leaving only the amber wash of dusk lingering along the rooftops.
Emmrich turned onto a narrow side road flanked by ivy-covered walls, the creeping green veined with tiny white blossoms that glowed faintly in the twilight. Rook glanced out the window, curious. They slowed before a wrought-iron gate barely marked by a hanging sign carved with the shape of a lantern cradled in blooming vines.
The Ivy Lantern.
He parked just outside the gate and turned off the engine. “We’re here.”
Rook stepped out of the car, smoothing her skirt as she took in the space. The gate led to a courtyard garden strung with hanging lights and framed by low stone walls thick with foliage. Behind it, nestled like a secret, sat the bistro—a modest building of dark wood and soft windows, lit from within by the golden hush of candlelight.
Her lips parted in quiet surprise.
Emmrich came to her side, offering his arm again. “I thought you might appreciate somewhere a little quieter,” he said. “When I saw the pictures of the restaurant, I thought that you would enjoy this type of scenery.”
“You were right,” Rook murmured, accepting his arm with a gentle smile. “This place is beautiful.”
They stepped through the garden gate together. The scent of rosemary and night jasmine rose up to greet them, mingling with the faintest trace of hearth smoke and something sweetly spiced wafting from the kitchen. Tiny enchantment-lanterns hovered just above the flowerbeds, flickering like fireflies in slow orbit.
A hostess greeted them at the entrance, recognizing Emmrich by name. “Your table is ready, Professor.”
The two were led through a narrow corridor framed by hanging lanterns and low blooms of trailing ivy until they reached a small table tucked beside a window aglow with the last threads of golden light. The space felt hushed, intimate—like a secret garden dressed in candlelight.
Rook reached for the buttons of her coat, but Emmrich stepped closer, his hand brushing lightly against hers.
“Allow me,” he said, his voice low but warm.
She hesitated only a second before letting her arms slip free of the sleeves, his fingers grazing the edge of her shoulder as he helped her out of the garment. It was the briefest touch—light, careful, but enough to send a flicker of heat beneath her collar.
Emmrich draped the dark purple coat neatly over the back of her chair before pulling it out for her, a quiet elegance in every motion.
“Thank you,” she said as she sat, smoothing her skirt.
He took his own seat across from her, removing his midnight coat and folding it over the back of his chair with equal care. Then he glanced at her fully, candlelight catching in the soft waves of her hair and the faint sheen of her lip stain.
“You look beautiful, Rook,” he said sincerely, no embellishment—just quiet truth.
She met his gaze, surprised for a moment by the simplicity of it. Then her lips curved into a slow, genuine smile. “You clean up well yourself.”
He inclined his head in acknowledgement, his smile deepening. “One does what one can.”
Rook glanced around, eyes wide and gleaming. “For a spontaneous date, I have to say—I’m thoroughly dazzled.”
“I’d hoped the evening might impress,” Emmrich said, unfolding his napkin with graceful precision. “Their tea selection is modest, but they have a Wild Garden Paella that I’m particularly fond of.”
“And the ambiance?” she asked, arching a teasing brow.
“I was hoping to invoke a certain mood for this evening,” he said, his voice light but purposeful.
Rook laughed softly, her earlier nerves finally beginning to settle into something sweeter. She reached for the menu, but not before giving him a look that was equal parts amused and touched.
“I have to admit,” she murmured as her eyes scanned the offerings, “this might already be the best date I’ve ever been on.”
Emmrich’s smile deepened, quiet and sincere. “That was the intention.”
Their orders were taken with the smooth efficiency of practiced service. Rook, after a bit of deliberation, settled on the seafood paella—drawn in by the mix of saffron, prawns, scallops, mussels, and roasted citrus. Emmrich, with less hesitation, requested the wild mushroom risotto, his tone mild but decisive. When the waiter offered drink options, Rook’s eyes caught on the seasonal iced tea.
“Mint plum,” she murmured, then glanced up. “That sounds interesting. I’ll try it.”
Emmrich tilted his head, then turned to the waiter. “And may I see the wine list?”
Rook raised a brow. “Wine? We’re being fancy now?”
“I’m trying,” he said, lips curving slightly. “Unless you object?”
“Oh, no, by all means,” she replied, folding her menu. “Wine is outside of my knowledge. Whiskey however, you would be in luck. You pick.”
He chuckled, scanning the small curated list. “Ah—elderflower white. Crisp, floral. Not too forward.”
“Sold,” Rook said with mock ceremony.
Once the waiter collected their menus and retreated, a more comfortable hush settled between them—quiet but not awkward, like the first breath after casting a spell.
“So,” Rook said, leaning forward with her elbows resting lightly on the table. “What do people normally ask on first dates again? I’ll admit—I’m a little out of practice.”
Emmrich’s smile was wry, touched with amusement. “As am I. But we can start simple. There is something I’ve been meaning to ask.”
Her brows lifted, intrigued. “Oh?”
“Your name—Rook. That’s a nickname, isn’t it?”
She nodded. “You’d be right.”
“May I ask how it came about?”
Rook gave a small laugh. “You’re not the first to ask. Everyone always wants to know—am I named after the bird or the chess piece?”
“Both are respectable origins,” he said lightly, eyes glinting.
She tilted her head, a playful curve tugging at her lips. “And what’s your theory, Professor?”
Emmrich considered her for a long moment, gaze flicking over her with that quiet, analytical calm she’d come to recognize—never invasive, only observant. He folded his hands loosely on the table, the candlelight glinting faintly off the gold rings at his fingers.
“The chess piece,” he said at last.
Rook’s brows rose, amused. “Confident. Care to elaborate on your findings?”
“There’s a certain strategy to you,” he replied. “A deliberate rhythm to the way you move through a space—always purposeful, always unexpected. Like the rook—direct, but never predictable.”
She huffed a soft laugh. “You have a very charming way of putting things.”
“Years at the lectern have to count for something.”
Rook smiled —slow and warm and undeniably charmed. “You’re right. That’s exactly where it came from.”
She leaned back, the fondness in her voice unmistakable. “It was my dad, actually. Chess was kind of our thing. He taught me young—said I had a rook’s way of thinking. Direct, deliberate. A little stubborn.”
Emmrich’s smile softened at the edges. “And was he right?”
She laughed, then shrugged. “Probably. Though I should warn you—I’m not actually that good. Played for most of my childhood and still lose more than I win.”
He tilted his head, pleased. “That makes it all the more endearing. Besides, losing is just a new opportunity to study the board.”
The conversation flowed with easy charm—favorite books, preferred teas, shared opinions wrapped in laughter—until it drifted, almost lazily, to the topic of age.
“I’m fifty-two,” Emmrich said with a small, self-deprecating smile, swirling the last of his tea.
Rook blinked. “You’re joking.”
He arched a brow. “I assure you, I am not.”
“I had you pegged for mid-forties at most,” she said, grinning as she rested her chin in her hand. “Guess distinguished looks really are timeless.”
Emmrich chuckled, clearly amused. “You flatter me.”
When she offered her own age—thirty-one—his brows lifted, just slightly.
“Truly? I would’ve guessed younger.”
Rook leaned in, her smile teasing. “Elven genes. They do most of the heavy lifting.”
The waiter returned with practiced grace, setting Rook’s iced tea gently on the table first. The glass caught the golden light of the lanterns, its contents glowing a warm amber-red. Large, glistening ice cubes bobbed lazily in the chilled liquid, and a generous sprig of mint leaned against the rim—fresh, dewy, and unmistakably fragrant.
Emmrich’s elderflower wine was poured next, delicate and pale, catching soft glints of green in the candlelight. He took a measured sip and gave a small nod of approval, the corners of his mouth lifting just slightly.
Across from him, Rook was fully transfixed.
“Well,” she said, lifting the iced tea carefully by its base, “isn’t this just beautiful?”
The glass was cool against her fingertips. She took a long, thoughtful sip, her eyes fluttering shut for a beat before she set it back down and reached immediately for her bag.
Emmrich watched in quiet amusement as she retrieved a worn leather journal—one he now recognized as her tea journal—and flipped it open to a fresh page. Her fingers flew across the paper with swift, deliberate strokes.
“Mint plum,” she murmured to herself, jotting it down. “Cold steeped, maybe with a hint of rosehip or hibiscus for color? Mmm, a splash of clover syrup might soften the sharpness...”
He couldn’t help the smile tugging at his lips. “Already planning to recreate it, I see.”
Rook looked up, eyes bright with inspiration. “It’s what I do,” she said simply. “My shop menu leans heavily floral, so I’m always on the hunt for new pairings. This one’s got balance—sweet, herbal, and just tart enough to keep things interesting.”
She took another sip, gaze flicking toward the candlelight. “I might need to expand into seasonal iced blends after this.”
“You might cause a frenzy,” Emmrich replied. “I suspect your patrons will riot if it’s a limited run.”
Rook grinned over the rim of her glass. “Let them suffer beneath the weight of my whims.”
Emmrich found Rook’s playful defiance utterly charming—her cheeky nature one of the many facets that fascinated him. That they were here together, sharing a dinner under the soft glow of lanternlight, still struck him with a quiet kind of awe. Asking her out had been a rare moment of impulse, but one he couldn’t bring himself to regret.
She looked radiant beneath the golden light, her hair down in soft waves that caught the glow like sunlit bark, eyes sparkling as she sipped her tea and sampled the wine. There was something almost reverent about the way she experienced things—how even a new drink became a moment worth documenting. Watching her tuck her journal and pen back into her purse felt oddly intimate, like witnessing the final line of a spell before it was sealed.
He took another sip of his wine, allowing the floral notes to linger on his tongue, and simply… watched her. Not possessively, not with expectation. Just with quiet, honest appreciation.
The clink of porcelain and the low murmur of distant conversation wrapped around them as the waiter returned, this time bearing their meals with careful hands and the reverence of someone delivering something sacred.
He placed Rook’s plate before her first—the seafood paella a vivid sprawl of color and aroma. Saffron-golden rice nestled against prawns with shell tips curled, mussels half-open like inky fans, scallops seared to a soft bronze. Slivers of roasted lemon glistened at the edge of the dish, their scent sharp and inviting.
Emmrich’s risotto followed—earthy and understated in appearance but rich in scent. Wild mushrooms, sliced thick, gleamed with butter and a hint of herb oil. The risotto itself shimmered with that elusive texture—neither stiff nor soupy, but somewhere in between, creamy and confident.
“Enjoy,” the waiter murmured before disappearing once more.
Rook let out a breath that was half laugh, half sigh. “Alright. I can already tell this is going to ruin all future meals for me.”
Emmrich smiled over the rim of his wineglass. “A noble sacrifice for the evening.”
Before taking her first bite, Rook tugged gently at the cuffs of her sweater, folding the ribbed knit just above her wrists in a small, practiced motion. She lifted her fork, spearing a prawn and a bit of rice in one graceful move, her brows arching the moment the flavors settled on her tongue. “Oh—oh that’s good,” she murmured, eyes briefly closing. “That’s unfair.”
He chuckled softly, pleased, and took his first bite of risotto—eyes closing for a moment in quiet appreciation.
He raised a brow, amused. “Would you care to try it?”
Rook blinked, surprised. “You’d share?”
“I’m a generous man when the moment calls for it,” he said lightly, already lifting a forkful and holding it out to her across the table.
There was a beat of playful hesitation in her eyes—a flicker of something bold just beneath the surface—before she leaned forward and took the offered bite directly from his fork.
The risotto melted rich and savory on her tongue, the earthy mushrooms deepened by a whisper of white wine and thyme. She hummed softly in approval, dabbing at the corner of her mouth with a smirk. “Alright, that’s just rude. Now I want yours.”
Emmrich laughed—a low, genuine sound that seemed to settle warmly between them. “Next time we’ll plan accordingly. Shared plates, equal spoils.”
She sipped her tea again, letting the cool mint contrast the warmth of the dish. “You make it sound like a battle strategy.”
“I prefer to think of it as diplomatic collaboration.”
Rook’s eyes gleamed. “Well, I can’t wait for the next time we do this.”
Emmrich’s smile deepened. Next time. The words settled over him like a blessing—quiet, unassuming, and impossibly precious.
A pause followed—not uncomfortable, but charged with a gentle awareness. Something in her expression flickered—guarded, yes, but looser than before. She set her fork down, fingertips resting lightly on the table’s edge.
“Can I ask you something?” she said, voice softer now.
“Of course.”
“Did you always know you wanted to be a professor?”
He gave a thoughtful shrug, the corners of his mouth tilting in a faint smile. “Teaching has always been a rewarding experience. Though I admit, I treasure the time I’m left to my own research. There's peace in inquiry.”
Rook leaned in slightly, curiosity flickering. “So, was forensic anthropology always the goal? Or did you just think that you should go for the full aesthetic?”
His laugh was low, genuine. “Because I’m a necromancer?”
She gave him an innocent blink. “Just saying, it’s a little on the nose.”
“There are certainly parallels,” he allowed. “But no, actually—I was drawn to horticulture, once. I considered it as a professional path. Still do, on some quiet days. But it eventually became more of a beloved hobby.”
He paused, his gaze turning distant for a moment before settling back on her. “Forensic anthropology, on the other hand… there’s an elegance to it. Mystery, yes—but also clarity. Reading memory traces, interpreting echoes in the Fade, uncovering truths long buried. There’s something beautiful in giving voice to the forgotten.”
Emmrich stopped himself with a faint smile. “Pardon my enthusiasm. I tend to ramble when it comes to my passions.”
Rook rested her chin in her hand, watching him with soft amusement. “Don’t apologize,” she said, as if sensing the instinct before he could voice it. “I like your enthusiasm. You’ve got this endless curiosity—it’s charming.”
His brow lifted, the smile at his lips turning knowingly amused. “I think you’re just indulging me.”
She returned the look. “Perish the thought.”
A beat passed between them, light but warm.
“And you?” Emmrich asked, voice softening. “If I remember right, you said you were a Shadow Dragon before you opened the tea shop.”
Rook let out a slow breath, thoughtful. “Yeah… I sort of stumbled into both professions. But if I go back to when I was a kid… I wanted something entirely different.”
His interest sharpened, kind and undemanding. “Do tell.”
“I wanted to be a baker,” she said with a small smile. “I used to dream of having a little shop where I’d make my dad’s flatbreads and my mom’s dips and desserts. It was simple, but… it made me happy.”
Emmrich's expression softened. “Is that why you do a dessert of the day?”
She blinked, then smiled—surprised at her own realization. “Yeah… I guess it is. I never really thought about it like that. It just felt like a natural touch for the shop. A little piece of me.”
In the quiet rhythm of shared glances and slow bites—conversation meandering from favorite authors to odd magical phenomena neither of them could quite explain. Their plates gradually cleared, punctuated by moments of silence that didn’t need filling, only savoring.
The wine bottle, once pristine and full of promise, now sat empty between them—its pale glass catching candlelight like spent starlight. Rook traced a fingertip around the rim of her glass, her posture relaxed, the edge of her mouth curved in the kind of smile that came easily now.
When the waiter returned, clearing their plates with a practiced hand, he paused just long enough to suggest the evening’s seasonal dessert.
“Cinnamon and fig crème brûlée,” he offered. “Subtle spice, warm finish, and—if I may say—an excellent closer for the Wild Garden experience.”
Rook arched a brow, skeptical but intrigued. “Do you say that to everyone?”
The waiter gave a knowing smile. “Only to those who look like they might regret missing it.”
Emmrich didn’t miss the spark of interest in Rook’s eyes, nor the way her fingers had stilled ever so slightly on the stem of her glass. His lips curved. “He’s not wrong.”
Rook let out a dramatic huff, chin tilting as if weighing some serious moral dilemma. “Fine. One. We’ll share.”
Emmrich hummed, humoring her with grace. “A noble concession.”
She shot him a look—mock-offended, undeniably amused. “I’ll have you know, I’m very persuasive when it comes to desserts.”
His smile widened. “I never doubted it.”
The crème brûlée arrived with an elegance that made Rook hum in approval before the plate even touched the table. A delicate ramekin sat nestled on a ceramic tray dusted with powdered sugar, the caramelized top catching the light like amber glass. A faint curl of steam still rose from the edge, fragrant with spice and fig.
As she leaned forward to examine the dessert, a soft wave of her hair slipped over her shoulder, brushing the collar of her sweater. She tucked it back absently, her fingers grazing the curve of her neck with a familiarity that made Emmrich’s breath pause.
Rook’s eyes gleamed at the dessert. “Now that’s beautiful.”
Emmrich folded his hands, his smile amused. “Should I be jealous?”
“Maybe,” she said, lifting the spoon with reverence. She tapped the top gently—crack—and the sugar shattered into perfect shards.
She dipped into the custard, gathering a modest bite, then held the spoon out across the table.
“For you,” she said, tone light but expression soft. “Since you shared your risotto.”
Emmrich didn’t reach for it right away. He just looked at her, something flickering quiet and warm in his eyes—grateful, maybe, or simply moved by the way she remembered.
He leaned forward, accepting the spoon with care. The crème brûlée was rich and silken on his tongue—just the right balance of warmth, spice, and sweetness.
“Delightful,” he murmured, sitting back. “You’ve chosen well.”
“I always do when dessert’s involved,” Rook replied, scooping another bite for herself.
That earned a laugh, low and genuine, and for a few moments they simply shared the dish between them—bite by bite, the space between their hands shrinking by degrees.
Eventually, Rook leaned back, tapping the spoon idly against the rim of the ramekin. Her expression shifted—still playful, but with a glint of mock seriousness.
“Alright,” she said, setting the spoon down with a faint click. “Time to move on to the tough questions. Are you ready, Professor?”
Emmrich tilted his head, smiling. “As ready as I’ll ever be.”
She narrowed her eyes dramatically. “What’s your favorite color?”
He blinked. Then chuckled. “Well, um… can I only choose one?”
“That’s why it’s the tough ones.” She leaned forward, studying him like a scholar preparing a theory. “Lemme guess… Green? No, yellow, but like a bone-yellow? Or is it charcoal?”
“Lilac,” he said, without hesitation.
She blinked. “The flower?”
He nodded, his voice gentling. “It’s such a pretty shade of purple. It brings thoughts of spring.”
Something in her smile curved—gentler now. “That’s unexpectedly sweet.”
He let the silence linger a breath longer, then asked, “And what’s your favorite shade of color?”
Rook tilted her head, eyes flicking toward the candlelight as she thought. The pause wasn’t dramatic—just thoughtful, like she was flipping through old pages in her mind before settling on one that felt like home.
“…Plum,” she said at last, the word soft but certain.
Emmrich’s smile deepened, subtle and genuine. “Of course it is.”
Her brow lifted with quiet amusement. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“It suits you,” he said. “Rich, grounded, just a little bold. It’s a lovely color.”
Her lips curved—not a smirk, not quite a grin. Just something warm and real. She picked up the spoon again, cracked into the last bite of crème brûlée, and ate it herself.
As the waiter returned with the check, he placed it neatly at the center of the table with a courteous nod. Before he could even retreat, Rook’s hand was already in motion, reaching into her bag with smooth efficiency.
Emmrich, anticipating her move, reached for the bill at the exact same moment.
“I’ve got this,” he said, tone calm and composed, as if it were already decided.
But Rook wasn’t so easily brushed aside. Her hand shot out and landed squarely on top of the check, halting his motion with surprising force for someone who had just demurely finished a crème brûlée.
“Emmrich, I can’t let you do that,” she said, her voice low but firm. “At least let me cover my half. You shouldn’t have to foot the whole thing.”
Emmrich didn’t flinch. His expression remained serene, but the corners of his mouth twitched in quiet amusement. “I’m afraid I must insist. I invited you. Let me see the gesture through.”
Before she could retort, Emmrich moved—subtle and assured. He placed his hand over hers, palm to back, fingers resting lightly across her knuckles. She felt the familiar weight of his rings, cool against her skin, the brush of etched metal and smooth bands—each one distinct, each one known from prior moments when he’d steadied her or offered quiet reassurance.
But this time, the gesture was different.
This wasn’t comfort in the face of worry. It was insistence, yes, but not aggressive. A silent kindness. A wish to treat her—not out of obligation, but out of care. It softened the line she’d drawn, blurred it with the warmth of something she wasn’t sure she wanted to resist.
Her breath caught—just barely—and for a moment, her thoughts drifted…
She wondered how those rings would feel if they touched other places. The edge of her jaw. The inside of her wrist. Her waist.
The sharp edge of protest dulled into something quieter. She blinked once, then withdrew her hand with a sigh—less defeated than disarmed, reaching for what remained of her wine. She lifted the glass with steady fingers and taking a slow sip, the floral notes grounding her even as the warmth lingered at the back of her throat.
Emmrich caught the faint shift in her posture—the way her fingers curled a touch too carefully around the stem, the slight delay before she took a sip. He wasn’t sure what he’d done, but whatever it was, flustering Rook felt sweeter than any flirtatious remark ever could.
“If this burdens you,” he said gently, voice smooth once more, “then consider it a trade. You can pay for our next meal.”
“Alright,” she said, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear, her voice composed. “I’ll concede for now. But I’m holding you to that promise.”
“I would expect nothing less,” he said, and though his tone was as smooth as ever, there was a flicker in his eyes—something that said he’d noticed the shift too.
The waiter returned then, and Emmrich handed off the bill with quiet finality. No flourish, no smugness. Just a man content in the company across from him.
As the man stepped away, Emmrich turned back to Rook, who was watching him with an expression somewhere between begrudging admiration and exasperated fondness.
“The night is still young,” he said as he rose from his seat and reached for her coat. “Would you join me for a short stroll before I take you home?”
Rook tilted her head, letting him help her into her coat as she considered. The weight of the evening sat warmly around her—wine-soft, spice-sweet, and gently unraveling the knots she hadn't realized she'd been carrying. As she adjusted the collar and met his gaze, candlelight caught in her eyes like dusk woven through glass.
“For a man who doesn’t let me pay for dinner,” she murmured, “you do make a convincing case.”
Emmrich extended his arm with courtly precision. “Then I hope to continue impressing you. Shall we?”
A slow smile tugged at her lips as she took his arm. “Lead the way, Professor.”
And so he did—quietly certain now that he wanted far more than just this evening.
Notes:
I know I made this place up, but I would love to go to an actual place like this. This was such a cute first date.
I did reference their dinner date in the Memorial Gardens as inspiration. I had to watch that cut scene on repeat until I was happy with my dialogue.
Chapter 20: Chapter 20 - Unexpected Splendor
Summary:
Emmrich takes Rook for a night walk through a garden, and they end the date with satisfying results.
Notes:
I had to post this immediately because you have all been so patient with me, and I can't give y'all a date without a perfect ending.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The night air had cooled just enough to bite, though not enough to be unpleasant. Rook stayed close to Emmrich’s side as they left the warm lanternlight of The Ivy Lantern behind, the sound of the city fading into a softer hush with every step. The path he led her down curved away from the main street, trailing beneath an arch of overgrown ivy that shimmered faintly under their passing.
Where polished storefronts and trimmed hedges once dominated, the path now bloomed wild with carefully managed overgrowth. The trail was bordered by crumbling stone markers half-reclaimed by moss, and above them, flowering trees formed loose arches that diffused the moonlight into misted silver.
A thin magical hum vibrated just beneath their feet. Rook felt it first—like an exhale that brushed the edge of her consciousness. She slowed her steps, gaze sweeping over the softly glowing flora and the faint shimmer of the Fade along the edges of the trail. Her brows knit, equal parts wonder and disbelief.
“How have I never come across this place?” she murmured, casting a glance over her shoulder. “Then again… the only garden I really walk is the one by my apartment.”
Emmrich glanced over, his expression fond. “It’s easy to miss if you don’t know where to look. Morning runners pass right through without noticing. But at night…” He lifted his hand slightly, gesturing to the way the flowers caught the moonlight like embers held in bloom. “It reveals another face entirely.”
She turned in a slow circle, taking it all in—the earth aglow with soft pulses of violet, silver, and blue, the scent of dew and old magic, the way the air seemed to hum with unseen threads. They stepped into it together—into a space that felt suspended between breath and dream.
Rook slowed, eyes widening as she took in the scene. Low hedgerows shimmered with dew, their edges threaded with blue creepvine that pulsed like distant stars. Lanterns hung from iron shepherd hooks, flickering with soft magic. Along the stone path, veilroses unfolded in twilight hues, thornless and perfect, their petals unfurling to the sound of footfalls. Pale moon blossoms swayed faintly on their stems, though there was no wind.
“The Veil is thinner here,” Emmrich said, as if reading her thoughts. “Like the Necropolis.”
“This reminds me of the stories I’ve heard from mages who studied abroad,” she said, voice low. “They always talked about the Necropolis gardens like they were sacred. Fade-touched. Beautiful in a… haunting sort of way.”
“They are,” he said with quiet reverence. “Especially the Memorial Gardens. This place reminds me of it. Not quite as grand, of course—but similar in spirit. The quiet. The reverence. The way everything feels... watched, but not by eyes.”
Rook gave a slow exhale, clearly struck by the shift in atmosphere. “I’ve only ever walked the community garden near my flat. Thought I knew this part of the city.” She turned a slow circle, taking in the drifting Fade-lilies and faintly gleaming lotus blooms floating in a still pond near the center. “But this? This feels like stepping between pages of a memory.”
Emmrich looked pleased by her reaction, his voice lowering with fondness. “It’s always been a place of reflection for me. I bring Manfred here sometimes when he’s restless.”
She laughed softly, imagining the skeletal wisp marveling at glowing petals. “I bet he tries to touch everything.”
“He does,” Emmrich confirmed. “Last time, I caught him attempting to wade into a rose bush. I had to apologize to the caretaker on my wards mischief.”
As Emmrich explains the flora—calm, articulate, wrapped in poetic phrasing—Rook steals quick glances between his hands and his mouth. The way his voice softens when he speaks about each flower, or how his rings glint faintly when he gestures. Probably a habit from being a lecturer which Rook didn’t mind, in fact she found it alluring.
When she turns to ask a question and finds him already watching her.
Their eyes met, and something clutched behind her ribs. She cleared her throat and turned quickly back to the path—but her cheeks burned, and she hated how easily he saw through her.
They wandered deeper. A bed of wraithvine curled lazily over stone ruins, its tendrils twitching ever so slightly when Rook passed too close. The garden was alive—not in the way of beasts or people, but in the way stories were. Watching. Listening.
She paused beside a low patch of soft violet blooms, their edges glowing faintly in the moonlight. Delicate and silvery, they curled inward slightly, as though shy of the open air.
“These are beautiful,” she murmured.
Emmrich stepped beside her, his gaze thoughtful. “They’re veilroses—rare, but not unheard of in Fade-touched gardens. Their bloom cycle is tied to lunar phases. But they remind me of something else entirely.”
She glanced up at him. “Oh?”
“Moon lilies,” he said softly. “They only grow in the Grand Necropolis. Can’t survive sunlight. They’re fragile, reclusive… but at night, they glow with their own light. You’ll never forget the first time you see them. The petals look like they’re cut from frost.”
She looked back at the veilroses, imagining it. “Are they your favorite?”
He tilted his head slightly, considering. “It’s hard to choose just one. So many are fascinating in their own right. But yes… I think the moon lily would be it. There’s a kind of grace in their stillness. Like mourning, made beautiful.”
“Poetic as always,” Rook murmured, her voice laced with quiet wonder. Then, with a softer smile, “They sound breathtaking. Shame we can’t see them for ourselves.”
Emmrich’s gaze lingered on the nearby veilroses as he replied, “Who knows. Botanists have spent centuries cultivating hybrid flora—perhaps one day, someone will create a moon lily that can tolerate the sun. Still, there’s something fitting about it thriving only in the Necropolis. It makes the flower feel... sacred. Desired by those who’ve never seen it.”
He looked to her again, voice gentling. “May I ask—do you have a favorite flower?”
Rook tilted her head, considering. “Hmm… there are a few I’m partial to.” She let the silence stretch for a moment, her eyes trailing over the garden path. “But… I think I’ll go with crocus.”
Emmrich smiled, a soft glint in his eyes. “A lovely choice. Crocuses are symbols of rebirth and renewal, you know. They’re often the first sign of spring—small, but resilient. They push through frost to bloom.”
Rook gave a thoughtful hum, her gaze lingering on the flowers. “Hm… seems appropriate. I just liked the fact that even in a harsh winter, you’d see one. Little survivors.”
She turned to him, her voice thoughtful. “Is spring your favorite season, then? You mentioned lilac reminded you of it—and now the moon lily, the crocus… seems like a pattern.”
Emmrich’s lips curved in a quiet smile, eyes drifting briefly to the glowing veilroses swaying nearby. “Spring is a beautiful time. The world reawakens. What was dormant stirs back to life—buds bloom, the sun lingers longer, and the air feels softer somehow.” He paused, then glanced sideways at her. “There’s hope in spring. A quiet promise of something beginning.”
Rook hummed in agreement, then smiled faintly. “That’s lovely.”
He looked at her fully, curiosity sincere. “And you? Which season do you favor?”
“Autumn,” she said without hesitation. “I always liked it—when the leaves turn and everything is flushed gold and amber, like the world is exhaling. It feels like… a pause. Like everything is getting ready to rest, to dream. It’s quieter, but still vibrant.”
Emmrich’s expression softened at her words. “How fitting,” he said quietly, as if the answer suited her perfectly.
They walked in silence for a stretch—not from lack of words, but because it felt too loud to break. The brush of her sleeve against his, the sound of her breath in the chill. That was enough for now. Emmrich fell half a step behind—not from distraction, but just to watch her. The lanternlight caught in her hair, and the shimmer of veilroses mirrored the faint gloss of her lip stain.
He watched the way Rook moved—measured but curious, as though part of her was still holding back from the wonder this place invited. It made him ache a little, how effortlessly she belonged among the strange and beautiful.
When she crouches briefly to examine a bloom or brushed her fingers along a glowing vine.
He committed the image to memory: her, in profile, surrounded by silver-lit foliage, the Fade humming around her like a whisper. A vision suspended between earth and something more sacred.
It didn’t take long for them to reach the heart of the garden—a quiet clearing framed by low stone arches and encircled by shallow pools that mirrored the stars above. The path curved into a circular mosaic underfoot, veined with softly glowing inlays. A canopy of silken-leafed trees draped overhead, their branches scattered with hanging blooms and tiny orbs of Fade-light that pulsed like distant fireflies.
Rook slowed to a halt at the center of the clearing, her eyes wide with quiet awe as she turned in a slow circle.
“Maker,” she breathed. “This is…”
She didn’t finish the sentence. She didn’t need to.
Emmrich watched her with an expression caught between fondness and wonder. “It’s my favorite spot,” he said after a pause. “I thought… perhaps it would suit you too.”
Rook turned to him then, her expression shifting into something playful—softer, teasing. “You know, if all this was some elaborate attempt to impress me…” She let the moment hang, then added with a grin, “It’s working.”
That pulled a soft laugh from him, and he inclined his head as if conceding a point. “It’s fortunate to know that I haven’t lost my touch.”
Rook’s smile wavered—just slightly—giving way to something more uncertain. Her gaze flicked toward the edge of the clearing, then back to him. She shifted her weight, fingertips grazing the fabric of her skirt as if to anchor herself.
Then, she met his eyes.
“Emmrich,” she said softly. “What made you ask me out?”
The question came wrapped in the hush of night—gentle, curious, and more vulnerable than she meant it to be. But she didn’t pull it back. The garden stilled around them, as though holding its breath.
It was a strange thing, she admitted to herself—that a man like Emmrich would be interested in someone like her.
She wasn’t used to this: the patience, the quiet reverence. Her past had been painted in sharper strokes—nights blurred by the exchange of glances across bar counters, the transactional hush of motel rooms during her runaway days, or the fleeting comfort of strangers found between missions as a Shadow Dragon. Those moments, while shallow, were familiar. Predictable.
But this?
This slow, thoughtful rhythm she and Emmrich shared—laced with lingering glances, lingering questions—felt entirely foreign.
Not unwelcome.
Just… unfamiliar. And that, more than anything, was what made her feel uneasy.
Emmrich tilted his head slightly, meeting her gaze with a steady warmth. But instead of answering, he posed a question of his own.
"What made you say yes?"
Rook felt her heart stir, unprepared for the gravity behind his words—or the way his hazel eyes caught the ambient light. She let the silence stretch as she considered it.
"For one thing, you're devilishly handsome," she admitted, the tease in her voice softened by honesty. "And we can’t forget about that gentlemanly charm. But more than that... I feel like I can breathe around you. Like there’s no expectation to perform or guard myself. It’s comforting."
She turned slightly toward him, arms loose at her sides now. Her voice softened to something more honest. “You make space for people. It’s not something I’m used to... but I like it. I like you.”
Emmrich’s breath caught—not visibly, not dramatically, but she saw it in his eyes. The way they softened, warmed, as if she’d handed him something rare and irreplaceable. He stepped closer—not enough to overwhelm, but just enough that the garden lights blurred behind him, casting a gentle halo around the sincerity in his gaze.
“Rook,” he began, voice low and steady, “I asked you out because I find myself thinking about you almost every day. Since the moment we met, you’ve held my attention—completely. Your exquisite tea blends, your confections, even Spite’s devilish antics… I find myself looking forward to all of it. And I never want our conversations to end.”
He paused, not to collect himself, but as if the truth deserved space to breathe.
“You’re clever. Playful. Fiercely thoughtful. You notice what others miss. And your interest in me has been—truly—the greatest compliment I could ever receive.”
Rook held his gaze, steady despite the way her heart fluttered against her ribs like wings caught mid-beat. Something delicate and breathless settled between them, just shy of touch, but thick with invitation.
“I find myself wanting to know you,” Emmrich continued, his voice gentle. “Truly know you. And if you're willing… I’d like to be the man who learns the language of your silence. The shape of your joy.”
He paused, the quiet between them deepening as his words settled.
“My fondness for you… it’s already growing,” he said softly. “And I’d like to see where that leads, if you’re willing.”
Rook stood silent, struck breathless by the weight of his words. Something caught in her throat—too many feelings tangled too tightly to speak. The only thing she managed, soft as the hush between heartbeats, was his name.
“…Emmrich.”
Her voice cracked faintly around it. That was all it took.
He smiled, and with quiet certainty, reached for her hand. His fingers slipped around hers—warm, steady, reverent. He brought her knuckles to his lips with the kind of care that felt timeless.
“I would love nothing more than to spend my days courting you,” he said, the vow in his voice tender and sure. “In all the old-fashioned ways and new ones too—if you’ll let me.”
Rook’s breath hitched. The words. The touch. The kiss against her hand—it was too much and not enough all at once. Her heart pounded, wild and unrelenting, and for a moment she feared it might actually leap from her chest if he stepped any closer.
And Maker help her, he looked entirely composed—like he hadn’t just turned her into something breathless and pink-cheeked with a single sentence.
Emmrich, of course, noticed. He always did. She watched him register her flustered state with the faintest glint of amusement, his hazel eyes soft with affection and something wry. It delighted him—how the woman who flirted with whimsy and confidence could melt under such sincerity.
He leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to her cheek, just barely grazing her skin, and the contact made her inhale sharply.
“We should start heading back,” he murmured, voice low and wickedly warm by her ear. “Otherwise, I fear that you will burst into flames from blushing.”
Rook choked on a laugh, caught between protest and laughter, eyes wide with mock outrage. “You’re enjoying this far too much.”
“I assure you,” he said smoothly, stepping back with all the elegance of a man entirely pleased with himself, “I’m enjoying it just the right amount.”
As they began their quiet return from the heart of the garden, Emmrich reached out and laced his fingers with hers. The gesture was wordless but full of intention. Rook glanced down at their joined hands, her thumb brushing lightly across his knuckles. She could feel the cool press of his rings against her skin—distinct shapes, familiar weight. The warmth of him, the calm certainty in the way he held her, made the cool night feel somehow distant.
They walked like that for a stretch, side by side in companionable silence. Rook could still hear the thunder of her heart, but Emmrich looked perfectly content. Every so often, he’d glance down at her, catching the blush still lingering at the tips of her ears.
In his opinion, the date had been a rousing success.
He was already envisioning future outings—quiet strolls, gallery visits, tucked-away cafés. Possible gifts fluttered through his thoughts, things she might appreciate: rare teas, specialty blends, books she hadn’t yet read. But he stopped himself. It was still early. The last thing he wanted was to overwhelm her with his enthusiasm. Too many times before, he had loved too deeply, too soon. It had cost him. Not everyone knew what to do with a heart so readily given.
But for Rook, he would wait. She was worth the time.
His thoughts scattered when she slowed beside an ivy-draped archway, her gaze caught by a soft patch of luminous blooms growing wild beneath it. She slipped her hand from his and stepped closer, her boots quiet on the stone path.
“Shroud’s kiss,” she murmured, crouching slightly. “It’s rare to see these growing wild in Minrathous.”
Emmrich joined her, eyes drawn to the soft green glow of the petals.
“I’ve always loved the legend behind them,” he said, voice low. He knelt and gently plucked one, offering it to her between two fingers. “They say it grows on lovers’ graves, and that one moves closer to the Fade simply by inhaling its fragrance.”
Rook accepted the flower with reverence, her fingers brushing his. “How romantic,” she said, lifting it to her nose. “Is that true?”
“It is,” he replied, the corner of his mouth lifting, “when I will it, my dear.”
And with a slow, practiced motion, he waved a hand over the blossom. The petals shimmered, then broke apart into tiny green motes that hovered like stardust suspended in breath.
Rook’s breath caught.
“What else?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.
Emmrich smiled and gestured again, this time over the cluster blooming on the arch. More blossoms dissolved into green flecks of light, drifting upward like sparks caught in moonlight.
It was just like his demonstration in the Fade days ago—delicate, mesmerizing, impossibly intimate.
Before she could recover, he reached for her. His hand rose to her hair, fingers gently gathering a soft curl and brushing it behind her ear. The motion revealed the pointed curve of her elven ear—delicate, expressive, and impossibly sensitive. As his fingertips grazed the rim, the ear twitched instinctively, a shiver chasing down her spine and settling low in her belly.
Then, with unhurried grace, he leaned in and pressed a kiss to the strands where they curled against his palm—just beneath the tip of her ear. The brush of his lips against that vulnerable spot made her breath hitch, the sensation as startling as it was electric.
When he looked at her again, his gaze was deep, steady—warm with something far more dangerous than magic.
Venhedis, she wanted him to kiss her. She needed him to kiss her.
Her heart stammered in her chest as her eyes flicked to his mouth, then back to the unwavering pull of his gaze. Her fingers curled around the edge of his coat, giving it the gentlest tug—an unspoken invitation.
He stepped closer, slow and sure, his hand finding hers once more as he closed the final space between them. Maker above, he was so close—closer than they’d ever allowed themselves to be when moments like this had hovered between them, full of breathless possibility. The air was thick with tension, heavy with the weight of what they’d always skirted around but never dared claim.
Until now.
This time, when he leaned in, there was no hesitation.
The kiss was everything she hadn’t known but was waiting for.
The hush of the garden folded around them, tingling with traces of the Fade. His lips were warm, reverent, unhurried—the faint brush of his mustache against her skin made her pulse skip. The tenderness in his mouth made her knees feel weak.
Her hands moved to his face instinctively, cupping his cheeks, her fingertips tracing along the line of his jaw as if to anchor herself in the moment. Emmrich’s arms slid around her waist, sure and slow, drawing her close—not with possession, but with longing finally given shape.
The kiss deepened—not with urgency, but with that aching sweetness born of recognition.
It was the culmination of everything they’d danced around—the playful banter, the glances that lingered too long, the quiet unfolding of trust. It was slow. It was tender. It was everything they’d imagined and somehow, impossibly, more.
The kiss broke—but only just. Their foreheads remained close, breath mingling in the charged space between them. Rook’s eyes fluttered open, her hands still cradling Emmrich’s face. The light of the Veil shimmered faintly in his eyes, turning the usual hazel into something deeper—like crackling green glass, bright as emeralds caught in moonlight.
Neither moved. Neither spoke. The moment lingered like a held breath.
Then Rook leaned in again, unable to resist the pull.
Their second kiss was softer. Familiar. A wordless answer to everything unspoken between them. Emmrich’s hand at her back held her close—not possessive, just present. Anchoring. Her fingers slid through the ends of his hair, and she felt him exhale gently against her cheek.
When they finally broke apart, Emmrich didn’t step away. His eyes—still touched with that emerald glint from the Fade—held hers a moment longer before his smile deepened.
“What a day of unexpected splendor,” he murmured, voice quiet and fond.
Then, as if remembering himself, he added with a trace of reluctant humor, “But I should take you home. We both have work in the morning, after all.”
The drive back to her apartment passed in companionable silence, the city humming quietly around them. Rook sat with her hands in her lap, fingers absently twisting a loose strand of hair. The soft glow of streetlamps played over her profile, casting shadows that flickered and faded with every turn.
Emmrich, ever composed, kept his focus on the road, one hand resting casually on the wheel. But every so often, his gaze flicked to her—quick, quiet glances, as if to reassure himself she was still there, still glowing from the kiss they'd shared.
When they pulled up to her building, he shifted the car into park and stepped out first. In true gentlemanly fashion, he rounded the car and opened her door without a word.
Rook slid out, her skirt catching slightly on the edge of the seat. He offered his hand—not because she needed it, but because he wanted to. She accepted.
They walked together up the short path to her apartment entry, the soft sound of her keys jangling in her purse breaking the quiet between them. When they reached her door, she turned to face him.
“Thank you,” she said, voice low, but full. “For a truly wonderful evening.”
Emmrich’s smile returned, touched with warmth. “The pleasure was entirely mine,” he said. “And if time allows… I’ll stop by the tea shop again soon.”
Rook’s gaze dipped, her fingers curling briefly into the hem of her sleeve before she met his eyes again. “I’d like that.”
“Then it’s a promise.”
He leaned in—not rushed, not questioning—and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead. A gesture so simple, so tender, that Rook could feel the blush bloom across her cheeks before she even realized it.
“Good night, Rook,” he murmured.
She hesitated. Just for a beat. Then, as he began to turn away, her voice followed him—quiet, a little unsure.
“…Evara.”
Emmrich paused, his head turning back toward her.
She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, gaze dropping briefly before she met his eyes again. “My real name,” she said softly. “It’s Evara. I figured… since we’re going to be more acquainted, you should know.”
His expression shifted—gently astonished, as though she’d handed him something rare and deeply personal. Something he hadn’t expected, but would protect with reverence.
“Good night, Evara,” he said, her name shaped with quiet care.
She smiled—shy, still pink in the cheeks. “Good night, Emmrich.”
With that, she turned and slipped inside, the door closing behind her with a gentle click.
Emmrich lingered for a moment in the hallway, the echo of her presence still wrapped around him. A quiet exhale left him, almost a laugh, and he let himself stand there in a content daze before finally making his way back to the car—his heart still warm, his mind already playing the evening back like a cherished memory.
Rook stepped into her apartment in a daze, the door clicking shut softly behind her. The warmth of the evening still lingered on her skin, but it was the memory of him that pulsed beneath it—his voice, his smile, the way he looked at her like she was something sacred.
Her thoughts spun like petals caught in wind. The dinner. The garden. That kiss.
Oh sweet Andraste, the kiss. It was the kind they wrote about in those serialized love stories Bellara was always raving about—the ones Rook pretended not to care for, but had definitely read once or twice under a blanket with a cup of tea. It had been… perfect.
She barely registered the soft mrrrow of protest until a familiar weight landed on the kitchen counter with all the grace of a practiced little menace.
“Spite,” she said, blinking out of her reverie.
The cat looked up at her, tail twitching, clearly displeased by her prolonged absence. And, as if to underscore his displeasure, he made a slow, deliberate move toward the bouquet sitting in the glass pitcher.
“Oh no you don’t.” She crossed the room in three steps and gently nudged him away from the flowers, one hand bracing his wiggling form while the other shielded the stems. “You are not defiling this. Or knocking it over. Go be dramatic elsewhere.”
With a theatrical huff, Spite leapt down and trotted off with exaggerated offense.
Rook turned her attention to the bouquet. The arrangement stood untouched—elegant, thoughtfully composed. She leaned in, arms folded loosely as she stared down at it like it might whisper secrets if she waited long enough. The flowers were beautiful—elegant, thoughtfully arranged, clearly chosen with care. The lilacs curled in soft violet whorls beside the creamy perfection of the camellias, while delicate threads of nigella and clusters of sweet alyssum nestled in between, giving the whole thing a soft, almost dreamlike balance.
She’d never been given flowers for romantic reasons before.
She remembered the bouquet she’d received after her last hospital stay. The celebratory bundle from when she’d opened the Veil & Vine. Both had been thoughtful, kind gestures.
But this?
This was different. This was personal.
She found herself smiling.
Maker, he really was that sincere. Such a sweetheart.
Her eyes lingered on the bouquet. They were lovely, of course—but with Emmrich, there was always more beneath the surface. He had a scholar’s mind and a poet’s heart. And he’d mentioned his love of horticulture more than once.
Her brow arched slightly.
What if these flowers weren’t just chosen for their aesthetic?
What if…?
Her smile widened as a giddy flutter built in her chest. She turned on her heel and made a beeline for her bookshelf, fingers trailing across the spines until she found it—a slim, green volume with gold lettering: The Language of Flowers. One of her earliest purchases, back when she’d first started building Veil & Vine. Boro had called it a “whimsy book”—something fun, impractical, and entirely Rook.
Well. Apparently, it was finally going to prove useful.
She carried the book back to the coffee table and settled cross-legged on the floor, placing the bouquet carefully within view. Cracking open the worn pages, she began flipping through, her finger tracing the entries one by one, heart already fluttering with anticipation.
Lilac, purple — First love. The awakening of affection.
Her breath caught. She glanced back at the bouquet, lips parting slightly as the words sank in. First love? Was that what he meant? Or perhaps a beginning—something unspoken but felt. A quiet declaration. Her face was already beginning to warm.
She turned another page, pulse quickening.
Camellia, white — You are adorable. Perfect in my eyes.
“Oh,” she whispered, pressing a hand gently to her cheek. The heat bloomed across her skin, her chest tightening with a sweetness that made her dizzy. Her heart thudded against her ribs—eager, unsteady, utterly undone.
Trying not to read too much into it—though it was clearly far too late—she flipped again.
Nigella (Love-in-a-Mist) — Perplexity. Deep emotions veiled by uncertainty. A hidden love.
That one nearly floored her. She stilled, eyes scanning the text again as though it might change. Was that how he’d felt this whole time? Quiet, layered feelings wrapped in mystery and restraint? A growing affection nestled between their shared glances, their slow-blooming connection?
She didn’t realize she was holding her breath until she reached the last.
Sweet Alyssum — Worth beyond beauty. Peace of heart. Gentle spirit.
She bit her lower lip as if to hold back her smile. Gently, she closed the book and held it against her chest. The heat crept up her neck and settled in her ears, and her heart was thundering now—like it had finally decided to sprint toward something sacred.
Venhedis. If she had known all this earlier, she probably wouldn’t have let him leave her apartment. She would’ve pulled him back in and—
With a soft groan, she flopped onto her back, one hand draped over her eyes, the other still clutching the book. Her grin was helpless.
Emmrich was going to ruin her.
If this was how he courted? With quiet intention, hidden meanings, poetry in the form of petals, and kisses that made her knees weak?
She was in so much trouble. And honestly? That thrilled her more than she cared to admit.
Notes:
FINALLY!!
Chapter 21: Chapter 21 - Petals & Footnotes
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich bask in the afterglow of their first date and define their relationship. Selara Lavellan comes to the Veil & Vine for a personal visit.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook woke to the shrill chime of her alarm, groaning softly as she rolled over to silence it. Her hand fumbled across the nightstand until her fingers found the rune-stamped clock. Blessed silence returned—but the damage was done. She blinked awake, limbs tangled in her blanket. The warmth of sleep unraveled, leaving her tangled in her blankets and the golden haze of memory.
For a moment, she lay still, blinking at the ceiling, wondering if she’d dreamt it all— dinner, the garden, the kiss.
She dragged herself out of bed with a groan that Spite, no doubt, would mock later. Padding barefoot into the living room, she blinked against the shift in light and then stopped short.
The bouquet still sat on her coffee table.
Not a dream.
She walked toward it as if approaching something sacred. The morning light slanted through her curtains and caught on the purple lilacs and pale camellias, the star-burst wisps of nigella and soft clusters of sweet alyssum still arranged just as Emmrich had given them. She brushed her fingers lightly over the petals—cool, soft, impossibly delicate.
A smile crept across her lips.
She’d already taken a picture of the bouquet last night, barely ten minutes after walking in the door. But now, in the morning stillness, the idea flickered again: maybe she’d press a few of the blooms. A keepsake from a night that already felt like a page from a cherished story.
A demanding meow interrupted her reverie.
She turned just in time to catch Spite trying (and failing) to jimmy open the lower cabinet with one determined paw.
“Caught in the act,” she said, scooping him up. “As mischievous as you are, you did spare the flowers for the night. So that does warrant a feast for my demonic feline.”
Spite blinked once, slowly—then gave a purring chirp of approval, pleased with the transaction.
Breakfast for them both was a little fancier than usual. Rook stirred in a drizzle of fish oil and a few slivers of roast chicken into Spite’s dish before making her own cup of tea. She moved through the motions of her morning slower than usual, still steeped in the soft haze of memory: Emmrich’s smile, his voice in the garden, the feel of his hands in hers. The rings that were adorned on his fingers… That kiss.
When her phone buzzed, she grabbed it immediately—already suspecting the sender.
Emmrich: Good morning, I found this on my walk to work and thought of you.
(image attached: a pale pink chrysanthemum kissed with frost, nestled between ivy)
Her heart gave a quiet little flutter.
She replied instantly, snapping a picture of Spite mid-bite with his nose buried in his bowl.
Rook: He’s been rewarded for not committing botanical sabotage. We’re both thriving this morning.
Emmrich: How benevolent of him.
She stared at the photo for a beat longer than necessary, then glanced at the bookshelf behind the counter. With an amused huff, she set down her tea and padded over to retrieve The Language of Flowers.
Flipping through the pages, she found the entry, lips parting slightly as she read the meaning:
Chrysanthemum, pink — Honest love. Tender affection.
Her fingers brushed the edge of the page.
The day had barely started and this man was already trying to make her heart do somersaults with his flirtatious flower messages.
She set the book down with exaggerated care, her cheeks warming as she looked back at the photo. Rook wasn’t sure if Emmrich meant to keep sending hidden floral messages, but if he did… she was dangerously close to falling for the professor.
And if he didn’t?
Well... she was already going to tease him about it anyway.
Besides, Rook had a strong feeling that she was going to see him again soon. And she couldn’t wait.
The rest of her prep moved quickly. She layered on a warm coat and scarf, packed her satchel, and her mood refused to sour even once as she stepped out into the chill of a Minrathous morning. Winter’s breath was creeping through the alleys, the sky pale and distant, but everything felt warmer somehow. Brighter.
By the time she reached Veil & Vine, Rook had that little hum under her breath again—a tune without words, the kind that only surfaced when she was at peace. She unlocked the front door, flicked the lights on, and stepped into the cozy stillness of the shop with Spite slipping in behind her like a practiced shadow.
They went through the routine: fire up the enchanted heater, activate the kettle glyphs, prep the morning blends, restock the pastry case, start working on her dessert of the day. Everything was quiet and comforting, the rhythm familiar.
Then—
The shop’s door flew open with the kind of force usually reserved for emergencies or overly dramatic declarations.
“ROOK.”
The voice was unmistakable.
Rook didn’t even need to peek out from the back kitchen to know who it was.
“Good morning, Bellara.”
The elven woman charged in like a woman possessed, half-wrapped in a patterned shawl, hair windswept and eyes ablaze. A pastry box dangled from one hand, as though it had barely survived the journey intact.
“I gave you twelve hours,” Bellara said, storming past the entry display like a force of nature. “Hours full of silence out of respect. But now I’m here and I want the full report.”
Rook blinked, wide-eyed behind the counter, a tea tin still in her hands.
Spite darted behind a basket of loose leaf as Bellara burst in, slapping a pastry box onto the counter like she was laying down a battle declaration.
“Well?” Bellara demanded, eyes bright. “How was it?”
Rook sighed, a slow grin curling at the corners of her mouth as she turned toward the kettle. “Can I at least get a cup of tea first?”
“Yes,” Bellara huffed, already peeling open the pastry box. “That gives us plenty of time to restock the display case. I got it from Harding’s ahead of time.”
“Didn’t want to wait for Lace to tag along?”
“She was busy with other deliveries. She’ll just have to survive with a group chat update.”
“Fine,” Rook sighed with exaggerated reluctance, pouring two mugs. “But you have to promise not to shriek when I tell you the good parts.”
“No promises.”
“Then I’m only giving you the highlights,” Rook warned, sliding a mug across the counter.
Bellara was already hopping onto a stool at the bar, practically vibrating. “That’s still more than the suspense you kept us in last night. Now talk. Spill. Immediately.”
Rook took a seat beside her, blowing gently on her tea. “Best first date of my life.”
Bellara made a tiny, strangled noise of excitement, kicking her feet under the stool. “What did he do?”
“He took me to this amazing little bistro with a botanical theme—quiet, warm, just fantastic. There were no awkward pauses when we talked, he took me to this serene garden for a night stroll that was breathtaking.”
Bellara squealed, both hands clapped over her mouth. “And then?!”
“We kissed. And it was so perfect.”
“Oh my gods, Rook! That’s amazing!” Bellara grabbed her arm and shook her like a fizzy drink. “Wait—was it just a little kiss or a KISS kiss?”
“He kissed my hair, then a real kiss… then another one that would make those serial writers you love blush with pride.”
Bellara’s jaw dropped. “This man is fictional.”
“There’s more.”
Bellara made a noise like a teakettle boiling over.
“He gave me a bouquet of flowers,” Rook said, barely holding back her grin. “He mentioned his interest in horticulture, so I was curious and looked up every flower in the arrangement… It was basically a floral love letter.”
Bellara smacked the counter. “No.”
“Yes. He told me he wanted to court me.” Rook’s voice dropped slightly, equal parts awe and disbelief. “I just didn’t expect it to be this romantic.”
“Oh my gods. You are living your Jane Austen fantasy,” Bellara breathed. “You’re the main character, Rook.”
Bellara was still beaming when she reached for a pastry, already plotting how to summarize Rook’s romantic saga for the group chat in all caps.
Rook stood, picking up her now-empty mug. “Alright, the scandalous gossip is done, tea’s gone and the shop’s about to open.”
Bellara cradled her own mug, eyes dancing. “You mean it’s time for me to casually loiter behind the counter and wait for your charming professor to stroll in so I can witness the flirtation unfold in real time?”
Rook groaned, half-laughing. “Out. Out of my bubble.”
“I live for this bubble. I practically knit it a cozy.”
With a fond roll of her eyes, Rook gave her a light shove with her hip and made her way to the back kitchen. “I’m working on the dessert of the day. Try not to combust while I’m gone.”
“No promises,” Bellara called after her brightly. “But I’ll make sure the music’s romantic enough to set the mood when he walks in.”
“You’re insufferable!”
“And you’re smitten!”
Rook disappeared behind the curtain with a muttered “Andraste give me strength,” but her smile lingered long after the kitchen door swung shut.
The morning passed in a soft rhythm of clinking teacups, warm scones, and idle chatter drifting between customers. Bellara manned the front counter with practiced ease, occasionally sending Rook a knowing grin.
But Rook remained composed.
She was elbow-deep in lemon custard preparation when the bell above the front door chimed. Selara Lavellan stepped into the tea shop with the effortless grace of someone born to command attention, even without asking for it. Her shoulder-length hair—waves of stormy grey—framed a face as striking as it was serene, all sun-warmed tan and sapphire-blue eyes that missed nothing.
She wore a long, charcoal wool coat belted at the waist, its sharp lines softened by the drape of a sapphire cashmere pullover beneath. Fitted trousers tucked into polished boots gave her the look of a noblewoman dressing down with intention. Silver rings caught the morning light when she removed her gloves, her expression warm as her gaze swept the familiar space.
Bellara poked her head into the kitchen. “You’ve got company.”
Rook raised a brow. “If it’s another delivery, tell them to leave it by the door.”
“It’s not a delivery,” Bellara said, smirking. “It’s family.”
Rook’s eyes widened. She wiped her hands on a towel and stepped into the front just as those piercing eyes landed on Rook, they lit up with unmistakable affection, “Still letting Spite roam the counter like he owns the place, I see.”
“Seri!” Rook lit up, a grin breaking across her face as she crossed the shop floor. “What are you doing here?”
Selara embraced her with the warmth of someone who had been away too long. “I just got back into Minrathous and figured I should check in on my favorite sister-in-law before Solas gets the chance to monopolize me.”
Rook chuckled. “You’re always welcome, but wow—no phone call. No souvenirs.”
Selara shrugged with her usual grace. “I wanted to surprise you.”
Bellara had the decency to step aside, already grabbing a clean teacup for their guest. “I’ll go prep a pot.”
As Rook guided Selara to a cozy table by the window, Spite hopped up onto the sill beside them like the self-appointed supervisor he was.
“I see he’s still dramatic,” Selara noted with affection, giving the cat a slow blink of greeting.
“He’s been better lately,” Rook said, settling in. “But enough about him—how was Orlais?”
“The usual,” Selara replied, waving a hand. “Gilded nonsense, theatrics, and the classic dance of smiles and concealed daggers. But enough about my dull job—how are you?”
Before Rook could shrug and say not much had changed, Bellara—unable to contain her excitement—blurted out, “Rook went on a date last night!”
“Bellara!”
Bellara promptly retreated to the sink, pretending to focus on the dishes while avoiding the glare Rook shot her way.
Selara raised a brow, a smirk already forming. “A date?”
“Yes, I went on a date,” Rook admitted, dragging out the words, “but you don’t need to know about it… yet.”
Selara leaned forward, eyes gleaming with mischief. “My own sister-in-law goes on a date and won’t give me the scandalous details? I’m wounded.”
“You two are insufferable.”
“Oh please. You love us. Now spill.”
Rook hesitated. “If I tell you… could you not tell Solas?”
Selara tilted her head. “You don’t want him to know?”
“I just don’t want him to know yet,” Rook said, her voice quieter now. “It’s still new, and… I don’t want to screw it up by involving them in my mess. Not yet anyway.”
Selara’s teasing softened at the look on Rook’s face—uneasy, uncertain. If she was this nervous about Solas finding out, maybe it really did mean something.
“Rook, you are not a mess,” Selara said, her voice firm but warm. “You’ve come so far these last three years. Solas and I are both proud of you.”
Rook scoffed, the sound soft but sharp. “Sure. Proud enough to only visit when I’m not a flight risk.”
Selara gave her a look—equal parts sympathy and mild rebuke. “He just… worries.”
“He has a funny way of showing it,” Rook muttered. “Just… please don’t tell him.”
Selara reached out and squeezed her hand, thumb brushing lightly against her knuckles. “Alright,” she said, a small smile returning. “But I still want details about this mystery person.”
Even as the conversation shifted, Selara felt the pinch in her chest. It always stung, seeing the distance between Rook and Solas—a gap neither seemed able to bridge, no matter how much they clearly cared. She loved them both, and it wasn’t her place to force the healing, but she quietly held on to hope. Maybe, with time and patience, they’d find a way to close that space. She’d be there when they did.
Rook took a steadying breath. “They’re a regular at the shop. They asked me out, and I said yes. And… it was the most romantic date I’ve ever been on.”
Her cheeks flushed faintly. “They’re older, but it doesn’t bother me.”
Selara smiled. “Are they kind?”
“To the point that it’s almost unbearably sweet.”
“Then they sound wonderful. What do they do?”
“They’re a professor at Minrathous University,” Rook said, glancing down with a shy sort of pride.
Selara arched a brow. “Oh? Would I happen to know them?”
“I don’t know… maybe. Dorian does.”
Selara tucked away the mention of Dorian with quiet curiosity, filing it behind the glimmer of Rook’s flushed smile. She didn’t press—just let the conversation drift back into easy rhythms, teasing and laughter stitched between updates and memories.
As their visit wound down and Selara reached for her coat, Rook called out, “Wait—before you go.”
Selara paused, one brow arched.
Rook disappeared behind the counter for a moment, then returned with a small tea tin in hand. The metal gleamed softly under the shop’s amber lighting, and a simple label had been carefully scrawled across the front: Sunbrew.
Selara blinked in surprise. “You don’t have to keep making this for me, you know.”
“I want to,” Rook said, pressing the tin into her hands. “It’s your honorary blend. Besides—it's how I say thank you.”
“For what?”
“For melting my brother’s frosty exterior,” she replied, lips curving. “You’re the only one who’s ever managed it without setting something on fire.”
Selara laughed, then pulled her into a hug—tight, warm, and full of silent affection.
“You’re lucky I like you,” she murmured. Then, after a beat, her voice softened into something quieter, more sincere. “Truthfully? You’re the best part of being married to your brother.”
Rook blinked, her cheeks flushed. Her chest tightened—just a little—but the warmth of it settled deep.
“You don’t have to say that,” she said, voice just above a whisper.
“I know,” Selara replied, pulling back enough to meet her eyes. “But I mean it.”
Rook hugged her back, her smile softening. “I know.”
She’d always considered Selara more than just family by marriage. From the very beginning, Selara had treated her like a true sister—steady, kind, and grounding in all the ways Rook hadn’t realized she needed. There was a quiet, motherly charm to her too, a warmth that Rook had often taken comfort in during the lonelier seasons of her life.
Solas was lucky. For all his walls and quiet storms, he’d found someone like Selara—and Rook knew he knew it. The two of them were happy in their own way, even if Rook didn’t always understand it.
Her own relationship with Solas may have been strained, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t be glad for him. And she was. Because Selara was his happiness—and that made her family, in the truest sense of the word.
When the door finally swung closed behind her sister-in-law, a breeze slipping in with the clink of bells, Rook lingered for a moment in the quiet.
Her smile faded, not into sadness, but into that pensive space where nerves liked to fester. The thought of Solas finding out about Emmrich still made her stomach twist. It wasn’t shame—it was fear. Fear that the fragile, glowing thing between her and Emmrich might shatter under scrutiny.
But she trusted Selara. And for now… that would be enough.
She shook off the worry with a practiced breath, squared her shoulders, and turned back toward the counter.
There was tea to blend, orders to fill, and a day still ahead of her.
And if her thoughts drifted now and then to a certain professor’s smile, well… she wasn’t about to apologize for that either.
The sun had dipped early, casting the streets in the quiet hush of evening. Most shops had shuttered for the night, and even the usual bustle of foot traffic had softened to a lull. Bellara had reluctantly gone home an hour ago, muttering something about overdue reading and assignments—such was the life of a graduate student.
Rook was in the final stretch of her closing routine, focused on finishing the prep for tomorrow’s dessert of the day. The scent of sugar and citrus hung in the air, and the faint hum of a late-night jazz playlist drifted from the corner speaker.
It wasn’t until she heard the soft chime of the front door that she paused. Poking her head out from the kitchen, she half-expected to find Spite teasing her by playing with the bell again.
Instead, her breath caught.
Standing just inside the doorway was her favorite professor.
Emmrich still wore his university attire—dark slacks and a crisp button-down, his coat folded neatly over one arm. His collar was slightly loosened, and his expression… lighter than usual. As if some of the setting sun had followed him in, tucked beneath his ribs and caught in the corners of his smile.
Rook grinned. “I’d come over to hug you, but I’m currently covered in sugar and orange zest.”
He returned the smile easily. “Have I come at a bad time?”
“Never. Just baking prep. Hold on—don’t go. I’m nearly done.”
“May I ask what confection is in the works tonight?”
“Blood orange madeleines. With cardamom,” she replied over her shoulder.
She poured the glaze into a small mason jar and slid the lidded bowl of batter into the fridge. After transferring her tools to the sink and giving her hands a thorough wash, she tugged off her apron and tossed it into the laundry hamper tucked beside the pantry.
When she emerged, Emmrich was seated at the bar counter, patiently waiting. His gaze found her instantly, and the quiet affection in it made her pause.
She sighed, a little breathless from the warmth of the moment. “Hi.”
“Hello there,” he said, voice low and fond.
Rook crossed the space between them and leaned in to press a soft kiss to his cheek. He caught her gently, circling his arms around her waist and guiding her into a kiss—slow and sure—his lips brushing hers with familiar reverence.
Then, with his mouth close to her ear, he murmured, “I missed you.”
She let out a small laugh, hands resting against his chest. “It’s only been a day since we last saw each other.”
“And it was already too long.”
“Sweet talker.”
Her fingers found the skull pin on his lapel, the gold catching in the amber light. She traced it absentmindedly before glancing up at him.
“So…” she murmured, her voice low and teasing. “I deciphered your floral message after you dropped me off.”
“Oh?” he asked, feigning innocence with a slight tilt of his head.
She let her arms slide up and around his shoulders, drawing herself in until they were chest to chest. Her mouth hovered near his ear, her breath warm and sweet with citrus.
“Was it your intention to give me a bouquet that read like a love letter?” She whispered, coy and amused.
“I’ve been caught.” His smile was boyish, almost sheepish. “I hope it wasn’t too much.”
Rook drew back just enough to meet his eyes, her arms still resting lightly around his neck. “No,” she said, softer now. “I loved them. I’m just… not used to it.”
“You’ve never received flowers before?”
“I have, but only in get-well-soon bundles or congratulatory gifts. Never like that. Never in a romantic sense.” She hesitated, the words catching slightly in her throat. “This is kind of… my first real relationship.”
His brows lifted slightly, not in surprise or judgment, but quiet curiosity.
“It is?” he asked gently.
Rook gave a quick nod.
“Don’t get me wrong—I’m not exactly a virgin or anything. I’ve had… intimate moments. But they were never really defined. Never built to last. Mostly fleeting things that didn’t mean very much.”
Her voice trailed off, and something in her posture changed—just slightly. Her arms remained around his shoulders, but her gaze dipped toward the countertop, lashes low. The flush in her cheeks wasn’t from teasing anymore. It was uncertainty—hesitation, blooming quietly.
“I guess I’m not great at this part,” she said softly.
Embarrassment curled in her chest. The last thing Rook wanted was for Emmrich to think she was flippant or unserious about them. She was serious. She wanted this—him. But everything about a relationship like this felt new and unfamiliar, and though she knew communication mattered, a flicker of panic kept her from meeting his eyes.
She glanced at him, then quickly away. “And now I’m probably overexplaining like an idiot. I don’t want you to think I don’t take this seriously, or that I’ve been too—too—”
“Too what?” Emmrich asked gently, his voice cutting through the fog of her spiraling thoughts like sunlight through morning mist.
“I don’t know,” she muttered. “Too casual. Too late to the game. I didn’t want to be categorized as the non-committal type.”
There was a long, still pause.
Then Emmrich reached for her hand—not to pull or reassure with a flourish, but simply to hold it. His fingers closed around hers with calm intent. Warm, steady. No pressure. Just presence.
When she looked up, he was already watching her with an expression so full of understanding that it dissolved the panic in her chest.
Then he spoke with quiet conviction.
“You’re not too anything, Evara. And there’s nothing you need to prove.”
Her throat tightened, the sincerity in his voice striking deeper than she expected.
Emmrich gently lifted her hand, brushing a kiss across her knuckles. “I meant what I said last night—I want to know you, in whatever capacity you’re willing to share.”
Rook’s voice was barely above a whisper. “I just don’t want to screw this up.”
He gave her a small, reassuring smile. “Perish the thought, my dear.”
This man was the most precious thing Rook had ever encountered—his kindness, his sincerity, it made her heart ache in the gentlest way. She wanted to show him just how much his words meant, how deeply they settled into her. Because even if it felt too soon, she could feel herself falling for him.
Instead, she leaned in and kissed him.
It was slower this time, more deliberate. Less giddy, more reverent. The warmth of his hands around hers, the tenderness of his gaze—it all pushed past her lingering nerves and left only certainty. She deepened the kiss, letting it say everything her fumbling words had failed to.
Emmrich responded in kind. His hand released hers only to curl around her waist, pulling her flush against him. When she didn’t pull away, when her fingers slid into the back of his hair and tugged him closer, he stood and gently guided her onto the barstool behind her, stepping in between her legs.
The kiss grew hungrier—not rushed, but undeniably fervent. When she brushed her lips against his a second time, slower now, savoring the closeness, he tilted her chin with a feather-light touch. He coaxed her mouth open with a soft press of his thumb against her chin, the gesture smooth and assured. She let him in without hesitation.
Their tongues met—curious at first, then bolder, learning each other’s rhythm like a dance meant to be memorized in heartbeat and breath. It wasn’t desperate, but it burned low and steady, stoked by every sigh, every inch closed between them.
Rook’s breath caught in her throat. Her thighs tightened slightly around his hips, one hand gripping the lapel of his coat, the other still tangled in his hair. Emmrich's hands roamed her waist, lingering at the curve of her back, reverent in every motion like he was touching something fragile and beloved.
They parted only when the need for air made itself undeniable.
Foreheads pressed together, both of them breathless, their smiles curved and helpless.
Rook opened her mouth to say something—maybe tease him, maybe thank him—but was immediately interrupted by a sudden, jingle-jangle-chime!
The shop doorbell rang with a sharp, chaotic twang, followed by a suspicious thump.
They both froze.
A beat passed. Then another.
Emmrich slowly turned his head, just in time to see a flash of black fur darting past the threshold.
Spite.
The cat had leapt up and pawed at the decorative bell on the doorframe, successfully derailing their moment with all the grace of a trained saboteur. Now he sauntered across the floor with deliberate smugness, tail high.
Rook buried her face in Emmrich’s shoulder, groaning into the fabric of his coat.
“That little demon,” she muttered.
Emmrich chuckled softly, the sound warm against her ear. “He has impeccable timing.”
Still pressed to him, Rook exhaled a shaky breath. “One day, he’s going to do this while we’re alone and I won’t be held responsible for what I yell.”
Emmrich smiled against her hair. “I won’t hold it against you.”
They remained like that for a moment longer—his hands gently grounding her, her fingers still curled near his collar. Eventually, they both stepped back, flushed but smiling, affection radiating between them in quiet waves.
Rook took one look at Emmrich’s hair and bit back a smirk.
His carefully coifed locks were now charmingly disheveled—an undeniable testament to her hands being where they probably shouldn't have been for that long in public. She reached up instinctively, brushing through the strands with the tips of her fingers, trying to tame the waves into something closer to order.
“Sorry,” she murmured, not sounding sorry at all.
He let her fuss, eyes half-lidded and warm. “No need to apologize. I rather enjoyed the cause.”
That earned him a playful eye roll, but her cheeks remained pink as she stepped back. Spite, now seated imperiously on the countertop, let out a sharp mrrrow of judgment.
Rook shot him a look. “I regret giving you a fancy breakfast.”
Emmrich straightened her blouse, brushing off a dusting of flour from her sleeve. She wrinkled her nose at the gesture, swatting at his hand with mock indignation, but he only laughed quietly and brushed one last curl from her face.
When both were satisfied with their restored appearances—more or less—they moved through the shop in unspoken tandem, finishing the closing routine with practiced ease. Rook dimmed the lanterns. Emmrich turned the front lock with a soft click. And Spite, ever the gremlin-turned-gremlin-prince, hopped into Rook’s open satchel without fuss, curling up atop her folded shawl like it was a throne.
Outside, the night air had cooled further, the late autumn breeze brushing gently against their cheeks. Streetlamps cast long shadows across cobbled alleys and rooftops dusted faintly with frost. The city was quieter now, wrapped in its evening hush.
Emmrich reached for her hand and threaded his fingers through hers. Rook squeezed his hand in return, her thumb brushing against the edge of one of his rings. They walked like that—close, quiet, content.
The walk back to Rook’s apartment was quiet, not from lack of things to say, but from the kind of contentment that didn’t need to fill every silence. Emmrich’s hand was warm in hers, fingers laced securely, while Spite was curled up in her satchel like a loaf of satisfaction.
The city’s chill had softened under the street lamps’ amber glow, casting their joined shadows long and close. Rook glanced sideways at him, her smile curling slowly.
“So,” she began, voice light, “should I expect all your flower photos to be secret love letters from now on?”
Emmrich blinked, clearly caught—but delightfully so. A faint flush crept into his cheeks, the corners of his mouth twitching upward as he glanced at her.
“You’ve discovered my scheme,” he murmured, mock-serious. “I suppose I’ll have to be more subtle next time.”
“Oh no,” she said, nudging his arm. “I quite like decoding them. It’s like a private game.”
“A dangerous one,” he said softly, his tone curling with affection. “You’ll start expecting poems next.”
Rook’s grin widened. “Is that next in your itinerary of courtship?”
“Is it too corny?”
“I dunno, I’ll have to hear one to know.”
Emmrich raised a brow in surprise to that answer and smiled at her openness to his advances. They fell into step again, the silence now threaded with shared warmth. After a beat, Rook’s tone shifted to something more casual—casual in that practiced way that still gave her away.
“So, I was thinking… for our next date—would you be interested in something a little quieter?”
He tilted his head, curious. “Quieter how?”
“There’s a space above the tea shop,” she explained. “A loft. It’s cozy, private… I thought maybe you could come by on Saturday when I close. I could make us dinner. We could watch a movie, or talk… maybe do other things.”
Emmrich’s expression softened into something profoundly fond.
“That sounds delightful,” he said, without hesitation.
Her heart fluttered. “Yeah?”
“Absolutely,” he replied. “I’d be honored to enjoy your cooking. Even more so to spending the evening with you.”
Their pace slowed as they reached her door. Neither of them seemed eager to let go, and for a moment, they simply stood there—hands still intertwined, hearts quietly humming. Rook tilted her head slightly, eyes glinting in the lamplight.
“So… Saturday,” she said.
“Saturday,” he echoed, giving her hand a gentle squeeze.
He leaned in first, pressing a soft kiss to her lips that lingered just enough to make her forget the cold air. When he drew back, she stayed close, brushing her nose against his with a breathless little smile. Then he kissed her again, slower, with the kind of reverence that made her toes curl in her boots.
When they finally parted, Rook gave his hand one last squeeze and stepped back. “Good night, Emmrich.”
He smiled as he retreated, voice low. “Good night, Evara.”
As she slipped inside and leaned against the door with a dreamy exhale, bouquet still perched on her coffee table like a memory brought to life, one thought repeated in her head like a quiet, giddy confession.
She was in so much trouble.
And she absolutely couldn’t wait.
Notes:
My oh my, do I smell a second date??
I'm so excited to introduce you all to the Loft. And the possibility of Emmrich reciting poetry to Rook! *internal screams*
Chapter 22: Chapter 22 - Between Cups and Cadavers
Summary:
Emmrich and Rook enjoy their interactions as a couple. Selara asks Dorian about Professor Volkarin and our dramatic mage is pissed that he didn't hear about the date.
Chapter Text
The days that followed passed in a kind of golden haze.
There were no grand declarations, no dramatic upheavals. Just small, enchanting things: late-night text messages filled with floral photos and half-teasing, half-sincere captions; handwritten notes Rook scrawled on Emmrich’s to-go cups—To my favorite necromancer scribbled above the sleeve one morning, a tiny sketch of a skull beneath it.
Sometimes, he lingered at the shop long after the tea had gone cold, walking her home beneath the Minrathous twilight. She never minded when he took her hand. He never minded when she laced their fingers tighter.
It was unhurried. Private. Giddy in a quiet sort of way.
Which was why Emmrich, despite his best efforts, stood in the department lab this morning doing everything short of humming while ankle-deep in crate dust and misplaced bones.
“You’re humming,” Myrna said flatly, not looking up from her checklist. “And you don’t hum.”
“I’m not humming.”
“You’re thinking about humming,” she amended, flipping a tray lid. “Which is still suspicious.”
They were elbows-deep in pre-lecture prep: matching skeletal remains to enchanted labels, dusting off sigils, checking for signs of decay enchantment drift. Most of it was rote work, but today Emmrich was noticeably… lighter. Not quite floating. But close.
“Well, someone’s missing a fibula,” Myrna muttered, leaning half into the storage cabinet with a clipboard clutched in one hand and her ponytail in the other. “And if I find it in one of the display skulls again, I swear on Andraste’s brittle patience—”
“They can’t hear you,” Emmrich said mildly, scratching a note beside his own list. “And even if they could, I doubt they'd care.”
“They’d care if I used them as examples of incorrect anatomical filing,” she grumbled.
Emmrich spared a glance toward the cabinets, where the better part of three full cadaver sets were arranged for this afternoon’s advanced necromantic articulation lecture. Bones rested on velvet-lined trays, each tagged and enchanted with minor preservative glyphs. A few of the joints emitted faint rattles if you passed by too quickly, as if protesting being disturbed after decades in academic slumber.
“Femur pair 12B is mismatched,” Myrna said, flipping over a label. “One’s human, one’s qunari. That’s not subtle.”
“I believe that was deliberate,” Emmrich replied, tone drier than aged bone. “Last year’s students mixed them during a demonstration on proportional reconstruction. Someone thought it was funny.”
“They’re getting cocky,” she said with a sigh, scribbling an annotation. “Probably that loudmouth from Halamshiral.”
“Which one?”
“Exactly.”
Before Emmrich could reply, a familiar voice rang out just beyond the open door—carrying all the theatrical timing of someone who knew how to make an entrance.
“Ah, good,” Dorian Pavus declared, his voice like honey steeped in sarcasm. “I was afraid I’d have to check the crypts or the lecture halls before finding you I do hope you’re not busy—I come with a question.”
Myrna straightened where she stood, lips twitching. “If you’re here to borrow bones again, it’s Emmrich’s turn to say no.”
“Oh, not today,” Dorian replied breezily. “Today, I bring questions of a personal nature. You see, a friend of mine let slip something quite fascinating.”
Emmrich didn’t look up. “Dorian we are currently preparing for today’s lab.”
Dorian’s grin sharpened. “How cold. Especially considering the subject: a date. You went on one—and somehow, I wasn’t the first to know.”
That made Myrna pause, her brows climbing slowly as she turned toward Emmrich. “Wait. You went on a date?”
Finally, Emmrich lifted his gaze, his face a picture of stoicism—betrayed only by the faintest twitch at the corner of his mouth. “I wasn’t aware my personal life required a department-wide bulletin.”
Dorian gasped, pressing a hand to his chest in mock outrage. “You wound me. After all we’ve shared—I thought I at least earned an exclusive.”
Myrna gave Emmrich a sidelong look, more curious now than amused. “You’ve been in higher spirits than usual, professor,” she said, flipping through her clipboard. “Grinning at your takeaway cups. Paying special attention to your phone in-between lectures.”
“There is nothing wrong,” Emmrich said dryly, “with the occasional glance at one’s personal device.”
Undeterred, Dorian strolled to the lab table and leaned against it, ignoring the scattered femurs and glyph tags. “And to think I had to hear it from someone else—a little bird at the Veil & Vine told me you were making moon-eyes at the owner. She assumed I already knew. Imagine my horror, Emmrich. My shame.”
“I wouldn’t worry,” Emmrich replied, tone clipped. “You’re still ahead of the faculty senate.”
“Not comforting.”
Myrna blinked. “You’re seeing Rook?”
Emmrich rubbed the bridge of his nose. This was fast becoming a more theatrical ordeal than he had anticipated.
It wasn’t as if he had been trying to keep his relationship with Rook a secret. Truthfully, until that day, he hadn’t been entirely sure if their single—albeit wonderful—date was enough to consider them truly in a relationship. Dating had changed since his earlier years. There were casual arrangements, open partnerships, situationships, even “sugar daddies.” The lines had blurred so much, it was hard to know where anyone stood.
That’s why he’d been quietly elated when Rook clarified that they were, in fact, exclusive.
It wasn’t that Emmrich wanted to keep Rook a secret—he just preferred to enjoy their time quietly, before the inevitable onslaught of gossip found them.
He sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose. This was fast becoming a more theatrical ordeal than he had anticipated.
Dorian, however, looked delighted. “Yes! Thank you, Myrna. Finally, someone reacts appropriately. Now, tell me everything. When did it start? I need to beat Selara to the details.”
Myrna actually snorted.
Emmrich turned away, his hands suddenly very invested in reorganizing a spinal column. “You’re both being terribly unprofessional.”
Myrna elbowed him lightly. “He’s not going to stop until you give him something.”
Casting a glance at his colleague—who was now grinning like a cat with cream—Emmrich let out a breath and said, quietly, still facing the specimen tray, “Yes. I’m seeing Rook. It’s early—we’ve only been on one date. But we’re planning to see each other again.”
Dorian practically beamed. “Oh my. A second date!”
“I would prefer,” Emmrich said, voice even, “that we be allowed to enjoy our privacy, rather than become the latest subject of faculty speculation.”
Dorian raised both hands in a gesture of peace. “Fair, fair.”
Myrna’s tone shifted, gentler now. “Is there someone in the faculty who… shouldn’t find out?”
Emmrich didn’t answer immediately, just gave Dorian a meaningful look.
Dorian’s expression softened, understanding passing between them. “…She hasn’t told you about him yet?”
“No, but I was able to make the connection. I’m waiting for her to tell me herself.”
Dorian gave a small, approving nod. “Good man.”
Then, with a final satisfied sigh, he pushed off the lab table and dusted off his coat. “Well then. I’ll leave you two to your cadavers and clandestine romances. I do not want to be the last to know again.”
The door shut with a cheerful clink as Dorian departed, his presence leaving behind the faint scent of expensive cologne and stirred air—like a well-dressed hurricane.
Emmrich exhaled slowly, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Maker’s breath,” he muttered. “He truly knows how to turn a quiet afternoon into an opera.”
The lab fell into blessed silence. For a beat.
Then Myrna hummed thoughtfully, clipboard in hand. “So… a second date, hmm?”
He shot her a sideways look, the faintest flush beginning to creep up his neck. “Myrna.”
She grinned, utterly unrepentant. “I’m just saying, you have been in a better mood lately. It’s sweet. Alarming, but sweet.”
“I am still your superior,” he said, voice dry as bone dust.
“You have a love life,” she sing-songed under her breath, returning to her clipboard with barely contained mirth.
Emmrich cleared his throat, straightened his shoulders, and gestured toward the specimen tray. “Perhaps we could return to cataloging the vertebrae before you inspire another unauthorized gossip bulletin.”
Myrna offered a casual salute. “Yes, professor.”
But as she turned back to the task, that grin remained—just a little knowing, just a little smug—and Emmrich, despite himself, couldn't quite smother the smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
Rook unlocked the vine-draped door at the back of the shop and stepped into the stairwell, Spite already bounding ahead like a shadow with opinions. The faint ward behind her shimmered back into place, cloaking the entrance from any curious eyes. As she ascended, the sounds of the street faded beneath her, replaced by the hush of her own sanctuary.
The loft greeted her with the low warmth of pendant lights and the earthy scent of dried herbs that lingered in the walls—remnants of spellwork and countless tea blends. She set her keys on the hook beside the door and kicked off her boots, exhaling as she moved deeper into the space.
Where the shop below buzzed with enchantment and customers, the loft breathed in slow, grounding rhythms. Exposed brick and matte green walls wrapped around her like a familiar shawl. Books were still piled beside the couch, a folded blanket draped over one arm. Spite immediately leapt onto his throne, his tail flicking once as he claimed the highest perch of the cat tree with all the dignity of an emperor returning to court.
“I see you’ve missed it,” Rook murmured, pulling her hair into a messy twist. “Don’t knock anything over tonight.”
He chirped in reply—noncommittal, which didn’t bode well.
She set down her satchel and crossed into the kitchenette, where she flicked on the small kettle rune and pulled out one of the lavender mugs. Tonight wasn’t about tea prep or case files, though she did have those on her list. Tonight was about maintenance. Soft, ordinary things.
Laundry.
Inventory.
Maybe update the ledgers if she got ambitious.
She moved through the loft with ease, sliding open the tall cabinet near the hallway to reveal the washer-dryer unit. The basket beside it was already half-full with shop aprons and the usual scattering of socks and hand towels. With practiced efficiency, she sorted and loaded the washer, the low hum beginning behind her like a heartbeat. As the machine spun, she padded back toward her office and pulled open the supply drawer, already making mental notes of what needed restocking—detergent, spare toiletries, oat milk for the weekend, probably another bag of flour if she planned on baking again.
By the time the second laundry cycle started, Rook had kicked open every window in the loft to let the winter air roll through, brisk and cleansing. She didn’t mind the cold. It kept her focused—and besides, the warmth of the loft returned quickly enough with a flick of the enchantment runes.
Spite had made full use of the space in her wake, leaping from armrest to windowsill to cat tower like he was performing a one-man ballet. He paused only to dramatically survey the room from his throne before giving a slow blink of approval. Rook rolled her eyes, amused.
“Glad it meets your standards, your highness.”
With the sheets stripped and aired, the bathroom scrubbed, and the couch blankets freshened, Rook took a moment to breathe in the familiar scent of sage and brick-dust and chamomile that clung to the space. The loft felt clean again. Ready.
Which meant so was she—at least on the surface.
She moved into the kitchenette and threw together a quick dinner: toasted rye, soft cheese, pickled carrots, and a runny fried egg seasoned with cracked pepper and sumac. She ate perched at the counter with one leg drawn up on the stool, flicking through her phone between bites. A new photo from Emmrich waited—this one a blue anemone poking through a bed of frost, with a caption that simply read: Resilience.
Rook smiled, warmth prickling behind her sternum.
“A romantic through and through,” she muttered, cheeks warming as she stared at the photo a moment longer—her thumb hovering above the screen.
Rook tapped out a reply before she could overthink it.
Rook: That’s not fair. Now I wish I got to walk home with you tonight.
Emmrich: I’m sure that we can survive one night without seeing each other.
Rook: What’re you up to this evening?
Emmrich: At the present, dealing with poor organization of our skeletal cadavers.
(image attached: rows of mismatched bones and large plastic containers.)
Emmrich: I’ve had to enlist the help of the grad students in the name of extra credit.
Rook: Bribery? How shameful, professor.
Emmrich: It’s all for the greater good. It’s practically madness here.
Rook: So you have a skeleton crew tonight?
Emmrich: My dear, did you just make a pun?
Rook: Why? Did you find it humerus?
As soon as she sent that text message, Rook began to cringe at her joke and wished that she could unsend that message. Oh gods why did she send that message?!
She stared at her screen, face in her hands, mortified at her own attempt at humor. Why did she say that? It sounded so much better in her head. Now he probably thought she was a disaster with a pun problem.
She began to do damage control to save her little blunder.
Rook: …Okay that one was corny. I’m going to stop now.
Emmrich: Stop now? But you were doing so well.
Rook: Emmrich you don’t need to indulge my terrible humor.
Emmrich: On the contrary, I’d say you have a grave talent, truly. I’d say you’ve got a knack for funny bone manipulation.
She laughed aloud, cheeks warm, pressing her face into the crook of her arm. Spite blinked at her from his perch atop the cat tree, unimpressed by the mirth or the puns. He gave a disapproving mrrp from the cat tree.
Rook: Maker preserve me, I shouldn’t be laughing at this.
Emmrich: I should return to my work. The grad students and Myrna are starting to be suspicious.
Rook: Try not to stay up too late.
Emmrich: The same to you.
Rook just grinned and set her phone aside. She sat curled on the navy couch, her legs tucked beneath her and a half-drunk mug of lavender tea resting on the windowsill beside her. The loft had quieted to a soft hum—lights dimmed to a golden glow, the faint crackle of the fireplace filling the silence. Spite was fast asleep in his perch, tail flicking occasionally, blissfully unaware that his human’s night was far from over.
After rinsing her plate and leaving it to dry, she padded to the entryway, scooping up the satchel and setting it on the dining table. A flick of her fingers unraveled the ward seal. Neve hadn’t been urgent when she’d handed off the files, but the look in her eyes had said enough: this wasn’t routine. Whatever lingered in those manila folders, it was something that warranted attention—and discretion.
She hadn’t looked at it yet—not properly.
Rook set out the folders in a neat row, fingers tapping briefly against the tabletop. The pages inside smelled faintly of arcane ink, copied glyph rubbings, and smoke. A field agent’s scrawl dominated the margins—Neve’s notes, marked with green ink and clean strokes.
She grabbed a pen and a fresh notepad, then sat down, spine straightening as she shed the softness of the evening. The tea shop owner gave way to the operative. She tucked her hair behind her ears and opened the first folder.
It began with a map. Central Minrathous, its veins of alleys and waterways etched with precision. Several points were circled in green, each marked with a set of glyphs and a shorthand date stamp. At first glance, the disappearances looked sporadic. But as Rook traced the arcs with her pen, a pattern began to whisper beneath the surface.
The frequency… it looked random. Only it wasn’t.
Each victim was last seen somewhere between dusk and early morning, often alone, often in transit. No pattern to age, gender, or race—just timing and location. That was what struck her. The circles weren’t random. They pulsed outward from a center point near the old Aqueduct Junction—a defunct zone mostly left alone after the flooding years back.
She flipped to the corresponding photo set, skimming past Neve’s margin notes: “No witnesses. Low-profile individuals. Not political targets. Pattern disruption possible.”
There were no recovered bodies in the disappearance set, but the second folder changed that.
Bodies had turned up—drained, carved, and ritualized. Rook braced herself as she slid the glossy prints into the light. The victims were laid out in deliberate poses, arms extended, glyphs scorched or slashed around them like failed spellwork or partially completed circles. Their skin bore long, shallow cuts—not designed to kill quickly, but to bleed. Completely.
She exhaled through her nose, forcing herself to keep looking. Her hand found her pen and began scribbling: Clean drain. Blood rites. Glyph suppression. No blood left behind. Minimal magical residue. Scorch marks—Venatori signature likely.
One photo chilled her more than the others. A faint spiral, etched in ash at the foot of one body. Not a circle. A spiral, fractured down the middle. She’d seen that before. During an Order inquiry into a cult offshoot tied to Venatori remnants after the war.
That symbol meant convergence.
If it was truly Venatori, then someone was trying to invoke something old. And dangerous.
She reached back for the map and traced the radius again. Neve hadn’t marked it out precisely, but Rook pulled a fresh page from her pad and began sketching. The incidents were evenly spread—ritualistically so. She marked each incident with a small black X and connected the dots, drawing a loose circle around the incidents. When viewed like this, it almost looked like someone was establishing a perimeter.
A blood circle.
Her jaw tightened. This warranted a call from Neve.
Rook grabbed her phone and hit Neve’s number without hesitation. It rang once, then again—before a click sounded and Neve’s voice came through, sharp and dry as ever.
“A late-night call? Let me guess—you finally opened the files.”
“I did,” Rook said, her tone low but tense. “And I don’t like what I’m seeing.”
A beat of silence followed, then the soft rustle of movement on Neve’s end.
“Talk to me.”
“It’s Venatori, for sure. Or someone copying their pattern. The blood drain is textbook, the slashes too. The bodies were staged to look like ritual prep, but the location pattern—it’s not just random snatches. There’s a radius.”
“You’re sure?”
“As sure as I can be without catching them mid-act. And if the pattern holds, they’re circling something.”
Neve cursed under her breath. “How many locations?”
“Six confirmed. Maybe more if we dig deeper.”
“We?” Neve asked, dryly. “I thought you weren’t part of this.”
“Old habit,” Rook muttered. “Tell Ashur and Tarquin to look into the radius. My guess? There’s a base set up inside it. Worst case—they’re using the sewer system.”
“You got a map of the spread?”
“I’ll send you pictures. You’ll see the pattern once you know where to look.”
Neve’s voice softened, just a fraction. “This helps. Thanks, Rook.”
“Hey, Neve?” Rook said after a pause, her voice quieter now.
“Yeah?”
There was a beat of silence, filled only by the soft crackle of the call.
“Keep me in the loop on this one. This case looks like trouble.”
Neve didn’t respond right away. When she did, her voice had dropped a register. Calmer. Slower.
“You sure?” she asked, not sharp, but steady—like someone trying not to spook a cornered animal. “You’re not with the Dragons anymore, Rook. You don’t owe this to anyone.”
“I know,” Rook murmured. Her fingers curled slightly around the edge of the desk. “But something about this… it’s crawling under my skin. And if it is the Venatori—if they’re gearing up for something—then I’d rather be involved than regret sitting it out.”
Neve exhaled softly. “That doesn’t sound like confidence.”
“It’s not,” Rook admitted, her throat tight. “But I’ll be okay.”
Neve didn’t push, but Rook could hear the hesitation in the breath she held.
“Okay,” Neve said finally. “I’ll keep you updated.”
“Thanks,” Rook whispered.
“…Just don’t go solo on this, yeah?”
“I won’t.”
Another pause. Then Neve’s voice, lighter—but only slightly.
“And if you do, at least text me so I can yell at you in real time.”
That earned a faint smile from Rook. “Deal.”
The call ended, and Rook sat in the hush that followed, her phone still in hand. That familiar buzz of tension hummed beneath her skin—a low, restless current that always surfaced when something was wrong. Once upon a time, she used to chase that feeling. It meant she was onto something. It meant lives could be saved if she just moved fast enough. Thought sharp enough. Fought hard enough.
Now, it just made her feel… tired.
She reached for her mug, fingers wrapping around the warm ceramic. The scent of lavender rose to meet her, soft and herbal, curling around the edges of her thoughts. She took a slow sip and let the steam graze her cheek.
It helped. A little.
She wasn’t a Shadow Dragon anymore. The case was in Neve’s hands now—capable, relentless Neve, who would spearhead the investigation like a blade to the heart. That part of the world no longer belonged to Rook. She’d chosen something else. Something quieter.
Still, the feeling lingered, stitched into her shoulders and coiled in her spine.
But she breathed in the tea. Let the calm settle. Tomorrow would come with its own demands.
Tonight, she needed to rest.
She stood slowly, joints stiff from sitting too long, and crossed the loft with deliberate steps. The warmth from the enchantment runes had crept back into the space, brushing against her skin like a familiar shawl. It helped. A little.
Spite lifted his head as she passed the living room, his golden eyes blinking with lazy disapproval from the upper perch of his cat tree. He gave a quiet chirp, but didn’t bother moving. She paused just long enough to reach up and scratch between his ears, earning a slow blink and a rumbling purr before continuing down the hall.
The bedroom welcomed her with its usual quiet. She paused by the tall window, fingers brushing the chilled glass before pulling it closed. The city lights painted long shadows across the floor—Minrathous never quite slept, but up here, it felt like it tried. The curtains fell into place with a soft whisper.
She slipped out of her clothes and into comfort, tugging the blankets up to her shoulders as she settled into the mattress. The bed was warm from residual enchantments, the sheets smelling faintly of lavender detergent and well-worn comfort.
She curled into herself, eyes flicking once to the closed door—beyond it, the soft creaks and purring hush of the loft. The calm was there, waiting. Familiar. Earned.
And still, sleep didn’t come easily.
Her mind drifted—through flowers tucked into takeaway cups, into spiraled glyphs etched in ash. Through the way Emmrich’s eyes crinkled when he smiled. Through the faint chill of unease that hadn’t quite settled since opening Neve’s file.
She let out a soft sigh and stared up at the ceiling beams.
"Come on, Ingellvar," she whispered, pressing her forehead to the pillow. “That life’s behind you. Just breathe. Let it go. You’re safe now.”
The words floated into the stillness like a lullaby meant for someone else.
She didn’t quite believe them.
But she said them anyway.
And somewhere between the next inhale and the one after that, sleep finally came.
Notes:
Who knew that puns could be a form of flirting?
And now the mystery subplot can begin because not only do we have romance and angst, but we need some Venatori causing trouble to rock the boat.
Chapter 23: Chapter 23 - Tarts & Tension
Summary:
Rook calls in reinforcements for cleaning the Loft above the Veil & Vine. Emmrich picks a wine. Date #2 begins!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The Loft smelled faintly of lemon balm, cinnamon polish, impending chaos, and the unmistakable beginnings of sugar and chocolate. Sunlight angled through the tall windows, pooling across the couch where Lace had dumped a basket of freshly folded blankets. The rune-sealed washer hummed in the background, nearly drowned out by the laughter drifting from the kitchen.
Rook stood barefoot on the cool stone floor, sleeves rolled to her elbows, a cleaning cloth in hand as she wiped down the last stretch of the counter. Her braid had long since unraveled into something softer—loose strands curling at her temples, the telltale sign of a morning spent scrubbing every reachable surface. From the glint in her eye, however, it was clear this wasn’t just any cleaning spree.
This was pre-date cleaning.
“Remind me again,” Lace called from across the loft, folding the last of the blankets with one foot nudging the closet door open, “why didn’t you do this last night?”
“Because I was mildly preoccupied with running a business and a side project,” Rook replied, ducking into the kitchenette.
Lace arched a brow. “Side project?”
Right on cue, Spite yowled from atop his cat tree, his tone suggesting grave neglect. Rook rolled her eyes.
“I’m making you a tart, you spoiled beast,” she muttered, reaching for the pastry tins.
Downstairs, the creak of the back door signaled company. Moments later, the muffled clatter of boots climbed the narrow staircase.
The door to the Loft opened with a soft click. Lucanis entered first, tall and composed, carrying two reusable bags like they were part of his silhouette. Davrin followed with markedly more flair, scarf tossed over one shoulder and a crooked grin already in place.
“Your dinner ingredients have arrived,” Davrin announced, his voice warm and amused. “And by the smell of it, Lace is putting in the real work.”
“Mm.” Lucanis set his bags down near the kitchenette, eyes sweeping the room in a quiet audit. “What’s left?”
“Dusting and food prep,” Rook replied, blowing a strand of hair from her face as she scrubbed the mantle.
Lace poked her head out of the hallway, feather duster in hand. “Tell me you brought snacks and not just groceries.”
“We did,” Davrin said. “Though if you wanted something already made, you’re out of luck. Rook’s baking them.”
Lace groaned. “Manual labor and delayed gratification. You wound me.”
“You’re being paid in chocolate,” Rook pointed out. “Your suffering is temporary.”
“And sweet,” Davrin added, grinning as he began unloading jars onto the counter. “Rather like you.”
Lucanis opened the fridge, inspecting its contents with an expression bordering on judgment. “Why didn’t you do this yesterday?”
“I was preoccupied,” Rook said, a little defensive.
Davrin raised an eyebrow. “Preparing for a romantic evening with a lucky professor, perhaps?”
Rook threw a kitchen towel at his head.
“Take your impure thoughts and go take out the trash. Your bribes are almost done.”
Lucanis passed her the bag of flour without comment, though the faintest twitch at the corner of his mouth betrayed him. “How much time do we have?”
“Two hours.”
“Plenty of time.”
The Loft had settled into a warm kind of quiet, the chaos of earlier replaced by the low lull of domestic contentment. Most of the cleaning was done—blankets tucked away, shelves dusted, surfaces gleaming under the late afternoon light.
Lace lounged across the navy couch, legs draped over Davrin’s lap as he sat beside her, both half-watching Spite chase the darting red gleam of a laser pointer with fierce, predatory delight. His paws batted at the floor with overdramatic flair, tail whipping as he pounced with the full gravity of a beast much larger than his actual size.
“You’d think we fed him sugar,” Lace muttered, lips twitching.
“Spite lives on pride and spite,” Davrin replied smoothly. “And today, apparently, light-based illusions.”
Rook barely heard them. She stood at the island, piping the last swirl of into the last row of dark chocolate tart shells. The smell alone—rich, nutty, and faintly sweet—hung warm and decadent in the air. The tart shells had cooled perfectly, the ganache had set smooth and glossy, and the cream was holding its peaks just as she’d hoped. She sprinkled the last touch of sugared chestnut crumbles, then stepped back to admire the tray.
At the stove, Lucanis moved with quiet precision, pouring hot water over fresh grounds. He wasn’t much for small talk, but the kettle’s gentle hiss filled the silence beside him. Two mugs were already lined up on the counter—black coffee for himself, oat latte for Rook and Davrin, tea steeping in a third for Lace. It wasn’t his job, exactly, but he moved through the Loft like someone who knew the rhythm already.
He set the press aside and glanced toward Rook. “You always bake this much when you’re nervous?”
She didn’t look up immediately. “I’m not nervous.”
Lucanis made a noncommittal noise.
Rook sighed, letting the piping bag fall lightly into the bowl. “Okay. Maybe a little. It’s just… been a while since I’ve done this kind of thing.”
He nodded once, no judgment in it. “You like him.”
“More than I care to admit,” she muttered, brushing a thumb along the edge of one tart shell.
Lucanis leaned his hip against the counter, folding his arms loosely. “From what Bellara disclosed in the chat and Neve looking up where he took you, I’d say that the man has good taste.”
She paused. “Yeah?”
“He asked you out didn’t he?”
“He did.”
A smile tugged at her mouth despite herself.
Lucanis took a slow sip of his coffee. “You’re ready. Even if you don’t think you are.”
Rook glanced at him, eyes softening. “Lucanis, you old softie.”
He shrugged, like it cost him nothing. “Just don’t burn the tarts.”
From the couch, Lace called, “They burn the tarts, we’re trashing the loft.”
Davrin chimed in, “Seconded.”
Rook rolled her eyes, but her shoulders eased as the laughter followed. The tension hadn’t vanished completely, but it was more manageable now—tucked beneath the scent of roasted coffee and chocolate, cushioned by the quiet presence of people who knew exactly how to hold space without making a fuss.
She picked up the tray, gave the tarts one last approving nod, and murmured, “Alright. I think we’re ready.”
Lucanis took the tray from her without a word and carried it to the small cooling rack. The moment the tray touched the cooling rack, the pack descended.
Lace swooped in first, already murmuring praises before her tart even reached her mouth. “Holy shit,” she mumbled around her first bite, eyes fluttering shut. “Marry me.”
Davrin was right behind her. “Forget the professor, you can nab anyone with the treats alone.”
“You two are insufferable,” Rook replied, wiping her hands on a towel.
Spite, not to be forgotten, leapt from his perch and prowled over like a king demanding tribute. Rook bent down and presented his special tart—a modest one made of mashed pumpkin and sweet potato with a whisper of Ceylon cinnamon and catnip folded into the filling. The demon cat gave it a thorough sniff, then sat with regal approval before devouring it in dainty, purposeful bites.
Lucanis, slower than the others, took his tart without comment and leaned against the counter. He took a bite, chewed, and gave a faint nod of satisfaction.
“This one’s even better than the test batch,” he said simply. “Balanced. Cream’s lighter.”
Rook smiled, cheeks warm. “Thanks.”
“You sure you don’t want to be adopted?” Lace asked, holding her half-eaten tart aloft. “You could be our live-in pastry mage.”
“Tempting,” Rook said, already beginning to box the remaining tarts. “But I have a tea shop and a date to prepare for.”
Davrin took a second tart and leaned against the counter with a satisfied grin. “Make sure the professor knows he’s lucky man.”
“I’ll be sure to remind him,” Rook deadpanned as she slid two tarts into a separate container, setting it aside for Emmrich.
Lace polished off her tart and made a satisfied hum. “Alright, mission accomplished. Tarts delivered, cleaning finished, moral support executed.”
Davrin nodded. “We’re heroes.”
Lucanis merely stepped back toward the doorway, already pulling his coat over his shoulders. “We’ll get out of your way.”
Rook followed them toward the door, grateful but already eyeing the kitchen with the tight focus of a strategist plotting her next moves. “Thanks for the help, all of you. Seriously.”
“You’ll do fine,” Lucanis said over his shoulder.
“Kill him with charm,” Lace added, wiggling her fingers.
“Or tarts,” Davrin called as he descended the stairs. “Preferably both!”
The door shut behind them, and the Loft fell quiet. Rook leaned into the silence, her hands braced on the counter. It was warm now—sunlight pooling across spotless tile, the scent of roasted coffee still lingering. She let herself breathe. Just for a second. Then straightened. Dinner to make. Shower to take. Something casual to wear.
With one last glance around the room, she gave herself a single, curt nod.
The wine shop smelled of oak casks, spice, and old-world charm. Emmrich stood before the curated shelf of regional reds, one hand braced behind his back, the other lightly touching the neck of a bottle of Montepulciano. His eyes lingered on the label, though his thoughts were elsewhere.
Rook hadn’t told him what dinner would be—just that she had everything planned. He trusted her palate, of course, but it left him debating between a medium-bodied red or something lighter. Perhaps he should have brought both. Was that excessive?
His gaze drifted down the aisle toward the display of white wines, then returned to the modest Chianti with plum undertones and balanced acidity. Reliable. Friendly. A wine that wouldn’t overwhelm anything she might serve. But beside it sat a bottle of Montepulciano—deeper, smokier, something with a bit of boldness that reminded him, oddly, of the woman who had invited him.
He reached for both. Then paused. Holding two bottles suddenly felt excessive.
Was he overthinking it?
Probably.
He set one down, only to pick it back up, then shook his head at himself. If this kept up, he’d be late.
With a quiet sigh, he settled on the Chianti and tucked it under one arm, smoothing down the lapel of his coat. He glanced briefly at the wine shop’s floral corner—small arrangements meant for dinner tables or thoughtful tokens. A seasonal arrangement of dusky orange roses, amaranth, and sprigs of lavender spilled artfully from a black ceramic vase. Not bouquets. Not quite gifts. A soft punctuation to an invitation.
His thoughts flicked back to the first time he’d brought Rook flowers. She hadn’t scoffed or teased—just smiled that sharp, amused smile and told him which blossoms she could identify. He liked that. The way she humored his way of reading flowers like a language.
Would another arrangement be too much?
Emmrich hovered near the display, adjusting his grip on the bottle.
He didn’t want to feel like he was pressing too hard—or worse, trying to impress instead of simply being present. Besides, the wine would do. And if he remembered correctly, there were tarts waiting. That was already more than enough reason to be on his best behavior.
Still, his thoughts drifted—just for a moment—to the quiet weight of the evening. They weren’t working tomorrow. Neither of them had an early morning to rush off to. The time ahead felt open-ended, undefined. And if things were to… go well—
Oh, Maker.
He banished the thought with a subtle exhale, the tips of his ears warming despite the cool shop air. It wasn’t that he was expecting anything. Far from it. But the possibility lingered at the edge of his mind—tantalizing, unfamiliar, and not entirely unwelcome.
It was too soon for that. Surely.
He paid for the wine, tucking the bottle neatly into a soft canvas carrier. No flowers. No grand overtures. Just him. And the quiet hope that tonight might unfold into something worth remembering.
Emmrich stood in front of the Veil & Vine, his satchel slung over one shoulder and the wine cradled in his other hand. The shop windows glowed softly in the early evening light, reflections shimmering just enough to catch his own. He adjusted the lay of his coat, smoothed his sleeve, then paused—aware that fussing too much would only betray the quiet nerves he was trying to suppress.
He glanced down at his phone and reread the message Rook had sent him with directions to the Loft’s entrance.
Look for the ivy-covered arch at the back. There’s a ward, but it won’t mind you. Stairs are narrow, so mind your step.
He followed the path around the side of the building, spotting the telltale arch woven with flowering ivy and the shimmer of a faint ward that pulsed like heat over stone. It parted for him with a soft sigh. The staircase was as she said—narrow, old, but clean, lit by a small enchanted lantern at the landing.
When he reached the door, he paused.
The Loft.
He adjusted his grip on the wine bottle, drew in a breath, and rang the doorbell.
A few heartbeats later, he heard the shuffle of footsteps beyond the door. Then it swung open.
And there she was.
Rook stood in the threshold, framed by warm pendant light and the dusky green walls behind her. Her hair was in its usual loose twist, a few strands curling rebelliously at her temples. Her signature ear cuff caught the light—an arc of golden amber and subtle defiance.
She wore a fitted scoop-neck knit top in moss green, the neckline just low enough to hint at her collarbone and upper chest without crossing into evening wear. The sleeves were pushed to her elbows, exposing her forearms, and the high-waisted bark-brown trousers gave her a sharp, earthy elegance. Her feet were tucked into dark grey wool-lined house shoes—charmingly domestic.
She looked radiant.
“Good evening,” she said, smiling up at him—half-playful, half-genuine, as though she wasn’t entirely sure if this counted as a second date or something more.
He opened his mouth to return the greeting, but what escaped instead was, “You look… stunning.”
The compliment slipped out before he could measure it, and he watched the faint pink bloom across her cheeks. Her smile widened, and she ducked her head, brushing her fingers across the doorframe in a mock-casual gesture.
“Well, you clean up rather nicely yourself, professor.”
She stepped aside and gestured him in. “Come on. Shoes off, if you don’t mind. I’ve got a pair of house shoes if you want them. They’re Taash’s, so no promises on the fit, but it’s either that or socks on lacquered wood.”
He wiped his feet on the mat, stepped in, and gratefully took the offered slippers. “Thank you. And no complaints.”
Once inside, he paused just past the threshold. The Loft breathed warmth and character. It smelled faintly of cinnamon and polish, undercut by sage and whatever was currently baking or had just finished. The exposed beams overhead, the layered textiles, the spell of something sacred yet domestic—this was her space. It was familiar and private and wholly Rook.
He turned to her, lifting the wine. “I brought something for dinner. I wasn’t sure what was on the menu, but I hope this is suitable.”
Rook reached out, brushing her fingertips against the neck of the bottle as she took it from him. “Whatever you picked is more than suitable. Thank you.”
She glanced toward the kitchen, the scent of roasted vegetables and garlic beginning to drift in earnest. “I was just about to plate everything, so make yourself comfortable. Couch, chair, window nook—your pick.”
Emmrich nodded, still taking in the room. “I’ll try not to rearrange your bookshelf.”
“You’d be the first guest to resist,” she said with a laugh, already walking back toward the stove.
As she vanished into the kitchen, he found his feet moving almost on instinct—drawn not to the couch or the window nook, but to the nearest bookcase lining the living room wall.
He remembered her mentioning something about rotating the selections between the Loft and the shop’s reading nook, but the difference now was unmistakable. There were far more books than he’d seen before. More titles. More stories. More thought.
His fingers skimmed over spines bound in cracked leather and embossed linen, a few bearing languages he hadn’t read since university. The genres stretched far and wide—magical theory texts tucked beside travelogues, a treatise on Lyrium resonance wedged next to a signed copy of a serialized romance with a lurid painted cover. Someone—Rook—had shelved them not by genre or author but by vibe. A whimsical, chaotic sort of logic that shouldn’t have made sense, but somehow did.
He paused at a slim volume he hadn’t seen in years—a novella of necromantic philosophy penned by a Rivaini author who’d disappeared under mysterious circumstances. The margin notes were crisp, in a fine but unfamiliar script. Borrowed, perhaps? Or annotated by a former guest? The thought sparked an idle curiosity, followed by a deeper appreciation.
She curated these.
This wasn’t just a shelf of books—it was a map of her mind. Or at least the pieces of it she allowed to live out in the open.
He could get lost in here. Not just the stories, but the act of imagining her picking each one. Rotating them. Moving them with care. Swapping titles in and out depending on the season or her mood or the people visiting. It was intimate in the most unassuming way.
From the kitchen, he heard the quiet clink of plates and the rustle of oven mitts. A thread of roasted garlic and something herbaceous wound its way toward him.
Emmrich smiled to himself, hand still resting on the edge of a book he hadn’t quite committed to pulling. He could very easily spend the entire evening here—glass of wine in hand—forgetting that dinner was even on the schedule.
From the kitchen, Rook peeked around the archway and let out a quiet laugh. “Do you always inspect a person’s book collection?”
“Old habit,” he replied, glancing over his shoulder. “You can learn a lot about someone by the books they keep.”
“Oh? Well, this collection’s definitely bigger than the one I keep at my apartment. Feel free to borrow anything that catches your eye.”
“How’d you manage to gather such a variety?”
“You’d be surprised what turns up in secondhand bookstores and swap meets. Helps when you’ve got friends who know their literature, too.”
“Color me intrigued.”
She smirked. “Regrettably, I’ve been sworn to secrecy on my methods—but you’re welcome to tag along the next time I go hunting for new ones.”
“I plan to hold you to that.” He stepped back from the shelf, finally facing her.
Rook smiled at that, then tipped her head back toward the kitchen. “Follow me, professor. Dinner is served.”
The table was already set when Emmrich stepped in, and the scene looked as if it had been lifted from a quiet dream: two neatly plated servings of tagliatelle waited at either end of the table, steam curling from the glossy mushroom-rich pasta. A bowl of chicory and fennel salad sat in the center, orange segments catching the light like little jewels beside the shimmer of vinaigrette. A modest basket of sliced bread rested nearby, crusty and warm, likely fresh from the oven or a particularly discerning bakery.
Two wine glasses flanked the bottle he’d brought, and everything was in its place—except for one creature.
“I would offer to pour,” Rook said, brushing her hands on her trousers with a faint sigh, “but I have to go serve our royal guest.”
From across the room, Spite let out a single, imperious mrrp, already pacing along the windowsill like a warlord expecting tribute. His tail flicked with anticipation, eyes fixed on the kitchen with theatrical hunger.
Rook turned to Emmrich with a wry smile. “Would you do the honors with the wine? I’ll distract His Highness.”
“With pleasure,” Emmrich said, already stepping to the table. “And good luck.”
Rook disappeared momentarily with a small dish in hand—the contents a carefully prepared blend of shredded chicken, mashed pumpkin, sweet potato, and a sprinkle of catnip that might have sedated a lesser beast. Emmrich heard her coaxing voice from the corner of the loft, followed by the sound of Spite hopping down with a thud and a single, imperious chirp of approval.
As he uncorked the bottle, the scent of dark fruit and spice bloomed in the air. He poured slowly, allowing the wine to settle in each glass with a quiet swirl. By the time Rook returned, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear, the glasses were ready and the table complete.
“Spite is satisfied,” she announced. “We may proceed with our humble evening.”
As they settled at the table, Rook handed Emmrich his plate and scooped a portion of salad onto each of their side dishes. The warm scent of herbs and mushrooms hung between them, mingling with the faint citrus notes of the vinaigrette and the rich swirl of red wine in their glasses.
Emmrich twirled a strand of the tagliatelle around his fork with careful precision, then brought it to his lips. The first bite was a revelation—silken pasta, earthy mushrooms, a whisper of red wine and butter harmonizing with the sharper edge of thyme. It was warm, comforting, but elevated—refined without being fussy. The lemon zest hit just at the end, bright enough to lift the richness but subtle enough to feel deliberate.
He closed his eyes briefly, the flavors settling on his tongue, then let out a low, approving hum. When he opened them again, his gaze found Rook’s with quiet warmth.
“This is lovely,” he said, his voice a touch softer than usual. “Truly. You’ve outdone yourself.”
Rook grinned, cheeks tinting as she lifted her glass. “I’m glad the food impressed. It’s no five-star meal, but I try.”
She took a sip of wine, letting the velvety taste linger before giving a small, approving nod. “Also—this? Very nice.”
Emmrich inclined his head, a quiet smile playing on his lips. “I admit I was flying blind. You didn’t say what we were having, only that dinner was ‘handled.’ I debated bringing both a red and a white, but that felt… excessive.”
“Excessive,” Rook echoed with a smirk. “Maybe. But I wouldn’t have turned down extra wine. Not that I want to sound like an alcoholic.”
“I wouldn’t hold it against you,” he replied, chuckling softly.
His gaze drifted around the Loft. “This space is… impressive. I expected something a bit more cozy or cluttered. But it’s calm. Thoughtful. Organized. Very different from your apartment.”
Rook reached for a slice of bread, shrugging. “The Loft’s more of an extension of the shop. My brother renovated it a few years ago when he bought the building. I think it was his way of making sure the tea shop would always be ours if I decided to come back.”
Emmrich glanced again at the shelves, the amber light, the warm finishes in the kitchen. “That was generous of him.”
“It was,” she said, then added with a sheepish smile, “As for how clean it looks… I might’ve done some last-minute scrubbing.”
“You didn’t have to go through the trouble on my account.”
“It was overdue anyway. And, well… I wanted to make a good impression.”
Emmrich lifted his glass in a small toast. “With dinner like this and you across the table? You’re succeeding.”
Rook’s grin widened. “And there’s the charm.”
He smiled over the rim of his glass, a quiet warmth blooming in his chest—and not just from the wine. Across the table, Rook mirrored him with a sip of her own, the amber light catching in her eyes as they met his. There was a glimmer there—part mischief, part certainty. The kind of gleam that said she knew exactly what he was thinking.
And she was right.
The night was off to a fantastic start.
They lingered at the table a little longer, the plates cleared, wine glasses lazily cradled in their hands. The soft remnants of dinner still perfumed the Loft—mushroom, citrus, warm bread—but now it mingled with the comforting scent of lavender and cinnamon that always seemed to cling to Rook’s space.
Emmrich took another sip of wine, then set the glass down with care. A subtle smile played on his lips as he reached for his satchel, drawing it up onto his lap.
“Would you humor me for a moment?” he asked, voice touched with that particular kind of politeness that always meant he was already halfway committed to the idea.
Rook arched a brow. “That depends. What did you have in mind?”
“Nothing untoward. I assure you,” he said, unfastening the flap and pulling out a slim, well-worn case. “I thought it might be… illuminating to test that strategic prowess you mentioned on our last date.”
He laid the case on the table and opened it with a soft click, revealing a travel-sized chess set. The polished pieces gleamed in the low light, each one finely carved and magnetically secured to its velvet-lined board.
Rook gave a soft, amused laugh. “You brought a chess set?”
“I find it reveals character,” he replied, eyes gleaming. “And it travels well.”
She leaned forward, inspecting the board. “I believe I told you I wasn’t that good.”
He didn’t flinch. “Then this’ll be a short game.”
Rook grinned and pulled her chair closer, fingers already reaching for the nearest pawn. “Alright, Volkarin. But fair warning—I’m better at bluffing than planning. And I don’t lose gracefully.”
“I wouldn’t dream of underestimating you,” Emmrich said smoothly, setting up the pieces with precise, methodical movements. “But I do reserve the right to be smug if I win.”
“Oh, you’re definitely going to regret saying that.”
Their laughter mingled with the soft clink of pieces as they set the board. Polished pieces gleamed beneath the amber glow of the pendant lights, each carved figure standing at attention like soldiers on a velvet field.
Rook sat cross-legged on one of the dining chairs, her elbows braced against her knees, chin resting loosely in her hand. Emmrich mirrored her posture across the table with composed ease, his sleeves rolled to the elbow, a half-filled wine glass resting near his side. Between them, the chessboard lay like a quiet battlefield—neat, deliberate, and full of possibility.
She had claimed the black pieces, leaving him with the white. Emmrich produced a silver sovereign, worn smooth around the edges, and flipped it into the air. The coin flashed briefly before landing in his palm.
“Heads,” Rook called.
He turned it over with a small, satisfied smile. “Tails.”
“Damn,” she muttered, feigning a dramatic sigh as she leaned back into her chair. “Your move, professor.”
Emmrich took a moment to adjust the white king at the center of the board, making sure every piece was perfectly aligned before settling in. “Before we begin,” he said, reaching calmly for his wine, “should there be… stakes?”
Rook arched a brow, her expression unreadable. “Stakes?”
He gave a faint shrug, sipping leisurely. “You strike me as someone who plays with purpose. And I admit… I enjoy our little games.”
Rook leaned in, folding her arms on the edge of the table, eyes glinting with mischief. “You enjoy the dance?”
“I appreciate the nuance to it,” he replied evenly, watching her over the rim of his glass.
Her smile curved slow and sly. “Well then,” she murmured, tapping a finger against the base of a pawn, “if we’re playing properly, why not raise the tension a little?”
He tilted his head, intrigued.
Rook tilted her head with a mock-serious expression and said, deadpan, “Strip chess.”
He inhaled mid-sip—and promptly choked.
Laughter burst out of her as she covered her mouth with one hand, watching him dab at his mouth with the other, eyes watering.
“Too scandalous?” she teased, offering him a napkin.
He dabbed his mouth with exaggerated composure, though the color creeping up his neck betrayed him. “It’s not the scandal—it’s the delivery. You’ve got a dangerous poker face.”
“I do my best,” she said with a wink. “Besides, if it were Wicked Grace, we’d have to follow through.”
“Maker forbid,” he muttered, clearing his throat. “With your mischievous nature, I’d rather not wager my dignity.”
Rook smirked, clearly pleased. “Fair enough.”
The warmth between them softened into something playful and effortless, the earlier tension dissolving into quiet laughter and gleaming eyes. Rook had always enjoyed seeing him flustered. There was something deeply satisfying about nudging the edges of his composed exterior and watching it crack, just a little. It made her curious—how far she could push, how much she could tease—but she was always mindful. Tempted though she was, she never wanted to cross a line he wasn’t ready for.
“Alright,” she said at last, tapping her fingers against the board. “Loser has to grant one wish for the winner.”
Emmrich studied her for a beat. “Any wish?”
“Within reason.”
He gave a crooked smile, mirroring her mischief. “I accept your terms.”
“Good,” she said, gesturing toward the board. “Let’s begin.”
“Let’s.” He moved his king’s pawn forward two spaces, simple and classic.
Rook raised a brow. “Just a reminder, I’m not that good—so go easy on me.”
“After the threat of strip chess?” He arched a brow. “Unlikely story.”
“I suppose we’ll see,” she replied, mirroring his move with a deft tap.
“I’m interested to see how you’ll fare,” he said, gaze fixed on her more than the board.
Their game unfolded with quiet confidence, each move marked by subtle glances, light commentary, and the kind of growing tension that had nothing to do with competition. Emmrich played with calculated precision, each piece moved like a well-considered thesis. Rook played like someone who’d memorized the rules and decided they were only suggestions—fluid, assertive, and impossible to anticipate.
He found himself watching her hands more than the game—slim fingers poised with casual certainty, brow furrowing only slightly when weighing her next move. She rarely hesitated. Her mind moved quickly, and she wore her focus beautifully—radiant in the warm loft light, her expression open and unguarded in a way he rarely saw.
“You always this intense when playing?” she asked, sliding her knight forward with practiced ease.
“Only when it counts,” he replied without looking up.
“So I should feel honored?”
“You should,” he said, chuckling as she claimed one of his pawns. “Or maybe I’m still recovering from your opening bid.”
“You poor thing.” Her foot nudged his under the table—light at first, then a slow, deliberate press along his ankle. Her grin turned wicked. “Maybe I’ll play nice.”
Emmrich stilled, a faint arch to one brow as his eyes flicked to hers, sharp with amusement and just a hint of heat. He didn’t move away—in fact, he angled his leg slightly, as if inviting the contact. “You’re trying to distract me,” he murmured, but there was no real protest in his voice.
“Is it working?”
“Yes,” he said simply—and her laughter spilled into the space between them, bright and unbothered.
When Rook claimed she wasn’t that good, Emmrich didn’t believe for a moment that she was a complete novice. Perhaps that was why he’d been so eager to test her. As much as she downplayed her intelligence, he could see there was far more beneath the surface. Her family must have known it too—she had the makings of a strategist. Since their little game began, she had surprised him more than once, and he found himself looking forward to the next time she would.
Their pieces danced across the board, the match evolving into a quiet skirmish of trades and traps. Emmrich captured a bishop and took a measured sip of wine. “You’re not half-bad.”
“Not half-bad?” She gave him a mock-offended look. “Guess those family game nights paid off.”
“I’d say you had excellent teachers.”
She tilted her head, eyes gleaming with mischief. “Does that mean I have a fighting chance?”
He watched her lean forward, a playfulness was in eyes and casting soft shadows over her smile. There was something magnetic in her—something untamed beneath the ease of her presence. Rook played like she lived: boldly, cleverly, always keeping a piece of herself tucked just out of sight.
And Maker help him, he liked that more than he meant to.
He wasn’t entirely sure what he wanted more—to win, or to keep watching her while pretending he hadn’t noticed she was slowly, skillfully gaining the upper hand.
The board lay strewn with the aftermath of narrowed angles and sacrificed pride, each move carved down to the slimmest of advantages. Rook leaned forward, eyes flicking across the pieces as she assessed what little remained in her favor.
Emmrich, as ever, was calm—watchful, composed—but the faint glint in his eye betrayed that he saw the inevitable.
With a reluctant sigh, she tipped her king over. “Dammit.”
He allowed himself a modest, satisfied smile. “Checkmate.”
Rook sat back with a huff, folding her arms across her chest as she studied the board with narrowed eyes. “I almost had you.”
“And you wanted me to go easy on you,” he said with a low chuckle. “Were you planning to win under the guise of beginner’s luck?”
“Maybe just a little,” she admitted, smirking.
“I must say, dear Evara, your competitiveness is rather charming.”
She raised a brow. “And you’re not?”
“Touché.”
Emmrich leaned one elbow on the table, his other hand swirling wine in his glass with idle grace. “So. About that wish…”
Rook tilted her head, her smile edging toward wicked. “Already? That was quick.”
“I didn’t say I’d use it now,” he replied, voice smooth as velvet. “I was simply wondering if it came with an expiration date.”
She squinted at him with mock suspicion. “Are you planning something nefarious, Professor?”
He pressed a hand to his chest, feigning scandal. “Me? Never.”
“How disappointing,” she said with a mock sigh. “I was hoping to catch a glimpse of your devious side.”
“I suppose I’ll have to keep you in suspense.”
“We’ll see,” she replied, rising from her seat with a teasing smile. “The night is still young.”
He watched her over the rim of his glass, his smile easy and warm. “So, no expiration?”
“None,” she said, heading toward the kitchen. “Use it whenever you like. But I won’t be reminding you if you forget.”
Emmrich nodded once, storing the detail away with quiet precision. “Duly noted.”
She paused, glancing over her shoulder. “Now then—can I tempt you with some dessert?”
“I would love nothing more.”
He set his glass aside and rose to follow her, the glow of pendant lights casting soft shadows as she moved ahead. Whatever the night held next—tea, tarts, or something far less predictable—he was exactly where he wanted to be.
Notes:
A pendant light is a hanging overhead light.
The chess game is everything! I'm curious as to what sort of wish Emmrich will ask of Rook.
Thank you, everyone for your comments and support. It warms my soul. I have so much planned for this series, and I appreciate everyone's patience.
Chapter 24: Chapter 24 - Tea, Touch, and Trust
Summary:
Tarts have been served, Emmrich and Rook enjoy each other's company while talking about how Spite and Manfred entered their lives. Things start to get steamy.
Notes:
I finally had to update the tags once again. It will likely continue to happen as we progress through the story.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook returned from the kitchen with a tray in hand and a subtle air of triumph about her. “Chestnut cream and chocolate tarts,” she declared, setting them carefully on the coffee table. Each tart was a small masterpiece—perfectly baked shells filled with a rich layer of dark chocolate ganache, crowned with a delicate swirl of chestnut cream. A final scattering of sugared chestnut crumbles caught the low pendant light like edible jewels.
Emmrich leaned forward, studying the presentation with quiet reverence. “You will never cease to amaze with your bakes.”
Rook gave a modest shrug, but the grin tugging at her mouth betrayed her satisfaction. “Good to know. Like the saying goes, closest way to a person’s heart is through their stomach.”
They each selected a tart, savoring the first bite in near silence—the chocolate smooth and decadent, the cream subtle and nutty, everything lifted by the crunch of the candied chestnut topping. A shared hum of approval passed between them before they set their plates aside and moved to the couch.
The mood shifted easily into something softer.
Wine glasses were exchanged for mugs of steaming tea—Emmrich’s was a deep cup of Shadow Bloom, the dark, comforting blend laced with rich with elderflower, plum, and a hint of violet that suited his quiet intensity. Rook’s was Crow’s Song, a smoky blend with lemon, and a whisper of nettle—herbal, sharp, and haunting in the best way. The scent of their drinks mingled in the air between them, a strange but lovely harmony.
Rook curled against Emmrich, her legs draped over his lap, her head resting lightly on his shoulder. She undid her hair twist, letting the natural waves pool over. His arm settled along the back of the deep navy sectional couch, fingertips occasionally tracing idle shapes against her shoulder blade.
Spite, sensing the invitation, hopped up without hesitation and made himself at home in Rook’s lap. Emmrich welcomed the intrusion with a fond scratch behind the feline menace’s ear, eliciting a pleased trill.
“This is nice,” Rook murmured, the warmth of her tea seeping into her hands and her bones.
Emmrich took a slow sip, his voice low. “It is.”
“So… how did I do for a second date?”
“I’d say this is the most comforting one I’ve had in quite some time.”
Rook leaned her head more comfortably against his shoulder, her voice playful. “Oh? And how long is ‘quite some time’?”
Emmrich gave a quiet hum, his arm resting along the back of the couch, fingertips lightly grazing the loose strands of her chestnut hair. “In full transparency… I haven’t had a partner in a few years. But I prefer to leave the past where it belongs.”
“Hiding a scandalous trail of lovers, are we?” she teased, glancing up at him with a sly smile. “Any vengeful ones I should prepare to duel?”
“Heavens, no.” He laughed softly, turning his head so that his nose brushed into her hair. The scent of tea and something warm and sweet lingered in the strands. “I assure you, no dramatic exits or scandalous vendettas.”
“Good,” she said, fingers finding one of the rings on his hand—an antique gold band with worn etchings. She idly twisted it. “But if there were any, I can assure you I could take them. Any of them illicit a duel will be met with lightning and fury.”
He tilted his head, lips near her temple. “Would that make me your trophy, then?”
She hummed. “Well, when you put it like that, it sounds like I’m objectifying you. But yes. And you’d be a very handsome one.” Her thumb brushed over the top of his knuckle, and she caught the quiet smile curling at the edge of his mouth.
“How fortunate am I,” he murmured, “to have a beautiful knight fighting for my honor.”
Rook let out a soft hum as she settled deeper into the curve of Emmrich’s arm, her legs still comfortably draped across his lap. Spite, in all his smug contentment, was curled on her stomach with his eyes half-closed, purring like a machine that ran on ego.
Emmrich’s fingers absently stroked behind one of the cat’s ears as he glanced down at Rook. “Can I ask you something?”
“Always.”
He smiled at that. “I was just wondering… how did you and Spite end up together? I get the sense there’s a story.”
Rook’s mouth tugged into a smile, though her eyes softened with the weight of memory. “You could say that.” She chuckled, taking a sip of her tea before resting the mug against her thigh. “Well, it wasn’t exactly love at first sight.”
“No?”
“Not unless you count the mutual urge to hiss at each other.”
Emmrich smiled. “I’d count that.”
Rook adjusted slightly, settling into his side. “It was a few years ago—back when I was still getting things in order to take over the shop. I’d just temporarily moved into the Loft, and I was staying up way too late every night trying to not make a disaster cup of tea.”
“Sounds exhausting.”
“It was. And that night in particular? I’d gone through four failed blends and spilled the fifth all over my notes. I was mad at the world, furious at myself, and decided to take out the trash just to keep from breaking something.”
Emmrich arched a brow. “That’s when you found him?”
Rook nodded. “He made some awful noise from the dumpster—real horror show stuff. I thought it was a shade or a rat. Had a whole lightning spell cocked and ready to go.”
“And it was him?”
“A soaking wet, freezing, terrified cat with a chip on his shoulder and murder in his eyes.” She looked down at Spite, who stretched and blinked at her slowly. “He clawed the hell out of my gloves. Took me a good fifteen minutes to coax him out—and that’s only because I tricked him with leftover roast chicken. Getting him inside was a war. Bathing him? I think I still have the scar.”
“I’m surprised he stayed.”
“Oh, he didn’t like me. Not at first. He hated my very existence. If he wasn’t hiding, he was hissing. Growled like a demon. Bit me twice.”
Emmrich looked down at the smug ball of fur now nestled in her lap. “That’s… quite a transformation.”
“Yeah.” Her voice softened. “He had a rough go. Life on the streets with no one to rely on makes it hard to trust safety. It took weeks. I gave him space, let him exist on his terms. And then one night, I completely crashed—frustration finally got to me. I tore up the living room, then collapsed on the floor. I didn’t even notice him until he padded over and made himself at home on my chest, purring like he owned the place.”
His gaze shifted to her. “That was the turning point?”
She nodded, brushing her fingers through Spite’s sleek fur. “I think he saw that we were similar. Both scrappy and trying to get used to our new environment. I was an acceptable companion, I guess. Let me pet him without drawing blood. Curled up beside me. We’ve been thick as thieves ever since.”
Emmrich was quiet for a beat, watching the two of them with something close to fondness. “And the name, Spite?”
“Well, it seemed fitting. He’d been rescued and still acted like I owed him something. He was determined to be a problem.”
“I can’t argue with that logic.”
She smirked and glanced up at him. “I liked that about him though. He was mean, stubborn, a pain in the ass—but he was resilient. And… he resembled me back then.”
Emmrich smiled gently. “So he reminded you of you?”
“A little bit. Or maybe I just didn’t want to be alone.” Her voice dropped slightly, but there was no sadness in it. “Either way, we figured it out.”
Emmrich reached down, brushing a bit of fur from her sleeve before tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. “I’m glad you two found each other. Cat scratches and all.”
Spite let out a satisfied sigh, as if confirming his own superiority, then rose with the regal indifference of a creature who’d graced them long enough. Deciding he’d had his fill of affection, the black cat vacated Rook’s lap in search of a new perch more worthy of his ever-shifting whims.
Rook laughed quietly, nudging her tea toward Emmrich. “Alright, your turn.”
He turned to her, one brow lifting with quiet curiosity. “What would you like to know?”
She sipped, then nodded toward him. “Tell me about Manfred.”
That drew an immediate shift in Emmrich’s expression—an amused fondness, coupled with the kind of resigned affection one might have for a well-meaning, overly eager apprentice.
“Manfred,” he echoed, setting his tea down with a faint clink. “Where do I even begin…”
Rook leaned in, eyes glinting. “At the bone-rattling beginning, I’d hope.”
Emmrich chuckled. “It was during a field study in Nevarra. I was part of a research cohort mapping spirit affinities in old barrows—dry, dusty work. We were meant to be observing echoes and residuals, not… well, not forming relationships.”
Rook blinked. “You formed a relationship with a spirit?”
“Not a spirit. A wisp,” he corrected gently. “Curious little thing. It followed me around for three days—wouldn’t leave my side. Didn’t seem interested in anyone else. I suppose it found me… agreeable.”
“Of course it did.”
“Oh?”
“Emmrich, your mind is endless. Any spirit drawn to curiosity or wisdom would be smitten. It’s one of the things I really like about you.”
He tilted his head. “You find my mind attractive?”
“Intelligence is sexy.”
“I shall keep that in mind.” His hand settled lightly on her thigh.
It was effortless—an unconscious act of closeness, born out of comfort and trust. But to Rook, it registered with a quiet jolt. Not for its boldness, but for its tenderness. The warmth of his palm through the fabric of her trousers was grounding, deliberate in its stillness. Like he wanted her there—not just in proximity, but in presence.
Her breath hitched slightly, subtle enough to pass for a sigh. She didn’t move. Didn’t joke. Just… noted it. Mentally filed it away under the growing list of things about Emmrich that caught her off guard in the best possible way.
Emmrich could see her surprised and felt a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth as he continued, “Eventually, the wisp wanted to return with me, so I created a skeletal vessel to house it. Ethically sourced bones, of course.”
“Of course. So… what can he do?”
“He prepares reagents, makes tea for me and any guests, organizes my office library—though he takes... liberties. Once I caught him shelving by color.”
Rook choked on her tea, laughing. “Oh no.”
“Alphabetical I can fix. Color-coded chaos?” He gave a slow shake of his head. “Took me a week to find my binding lexicons.”
“Tragic.”
“Spirits always carry a bit of mischief,” he said, only half-joking. “Moral guidance is a must for them. But I am proud of Manfred’s progress. We’re currently working on his fine motor skills. I’ve been teaching him how to knit.”
She tilted her head, amused. “And how’s that going?”
“He understands the process. His color sense, however… still needs work.”
“Have you kept any of his creations?”
“I have a quilt in my bedroom. He was so proud when he finished it, I didn’t have the heart to refuse.”
“I’d love a Manfred original,” Rook said with a grin.
“You would?”
“With how you talk about him, how could I not be fond of your skeletal wisp? I’d love to meet him someday.”
Emmrich looked genuinely touched. “I’d like that very much.”
Rook shifted her mug to her other hand with a small wince—barely noticeable, but Emmrich caught it. His eyes flicked to her wrist, then back to her face.
“You’re stiff,” he noted quietly.
She waved it off. “It’s nothing. Just a bit sore from whisking chestnut cream too aggressively.”
He gave a soft tutt of disapproval. “You shouldn’t ignore that.”
“It’s really—”
“May I?”
His hand was already reaching out, and she hesitated only a beat before nodding. Rook started to shift, intending to pull her legs off his lap to give him space, but his hand came to rest gently on her calf—a quiet touch, light and certain. The fact that he wanted her close—that he asked her to stay close—was enough to make her pulse hum in her ears, subtle but persistent, like the beat of a song she hadn’t realized she’d been waiting to hear.
“No need to move,” he murmured. “You’re comfortable.”
The words were simple. Unassuming. But they hit somewhere unexpected.
She stayed, her legs remaining in their comfortable perch across his lap, heart ticking just a bit faster than before. There was something about the position—half-reclined against his side, curled into this small, shared space—that felt both comfortable and quietly bold.
She watched as he slid his arm from around her shoulders. He took her offered hand into both of his—warm, steady, and precise. Any lingering thought fled in the face of his focus.
At first, he didn’t apply pressure. He simply cradled her hand in both of his, his touch feather-light yet firm, like handling something delicate but not fragile. Rook watched as his entire demeanor shifted—his usual reserve replaced by quiet concentration.
He turned her wrist slightly, angling it toward the lamplight as if reading something beneath the skin. His thumbs brushed along the tendon, the heel of her palm, the subtle curve of bone beneath muscle. Noticing the minute changes. Calculating. His brows drew together, not in worry, but in that same focused way she’d seen him read ancient sigils or prepare complex reagents—like her body had become a puzzle he intended to solve gently.
“You’ve got slight inflammation here,” he murmured, pressing along the inner edge of her wrist, “and a subtle weakness just beneath the joint.”
“You can tell that just by touch?” she asked, unable to mask the curiosity in her voice.
He nodded, still studying her hand. “The way the tendons shift. How the pressure settles. There’s scar tissue—small, but old. It’s favoring your grip and resisting full rotation.”
“Has your wrist always been like this?” Emmrich shifted her wrist again, supporting her hand at just the right angle to ease discomfort, his fingers tracing across pressure points with knowing precision. “It feels like an old injury.”
Rook gave a small shrug. “Probably from my days with the Shadows. Training wasn’t exactly gentle.” A faint smile tugged at her lips. “I’m honestly impressed you even noticed.”
He glanced up at her, dry amusement flickering behind his lashes. “I’m quite familiar with the finer points of anatomy.”
She raised a brow, teasing. “Oh?”
“It is covered in my field of study.” He gave her a faint, crooked smile, then sighed. “You really should take better care of yourself.”
The concern in his voice was soft, but it struck a chord. Rook’s teasing eased, replaced by something quieter, warmer. “You worry about me.”
“I do,” he said simply, pressing his thumb gently into the base of her palm, coaxing tension from the muscle.
She watched him work, feeling the ache dissolve under his touch. His focus was so complete—his eyes tracing the motion of his fingers, his expression patient, his hands skilled. There was something undeniably intimate about it. Not just the act itself, but the way he touched her—like she was something he wanted to care for, not fix.
Her breath caught slightly as he shifted to her wrist, thumbs rotating in slow, even circles.
“You’re… good at this,” she murmured.
He gave a quiet hum. “I’ve had practice. Old war wounds and stubborn colleagues make for excellent teachers.”
“Well, I appreciate it,” she said, voice low.
Emmrich glanced at her then—eyes darker in the low light, a quiet warmth in his gaze that lingered just a little longer than necessary. “After the marvelous dinner you prepared, it’s the least I can do.”
That made her laugh softly, the sound easing some of the warmth blooming under her skin. But even as they teased, neither of them moved. His hands still held hers, slow and careful.
Rook let herself sink into the silence, into the rhythm of his hands—steady, sure, and so achingly gentle. Her muscles were pliant now, the ache in her wrist all but forgotten under the careful work of his thumbs and fingers.
She studied him as he worked. The lines of concentration around his eyes. The slight crease between his brows that deepened when he found a stubborn knot in her hand. His mouth, curved in faint thought.
Maker, she thought, this man is so handsome right now.
When he finally eased off the pressure, he didn’t let go. He simply held her hand in both of his, thumbs brushing lightly over the softened tendons. His gaze lifted, meeting hers.
And just like that, the world narrowed to a breath between them.
Neither of them spoke.
Emmrich moves his hand to move her hair out of the way to see Rook’s gold ear cuff gleam in the light. Her heart beat a little harder, but she didn’t pull back. She didn’t tease. Her gaze flicked to his lips, then back to his eyes.
He saw it.
And he leaned in slowly, giving her every chance to stop him.
She didn’t.
Their lips met in a kiss that was soft at first—testing, wondering, asking. It lingered in the space between affection and longing. A kiss that tasted like tea and the barest trace of something sweet. Then it evolved into something more confident, humming certainty of something unfolding—slow, steady, and beautifully inevitable.
Rook’s hands slid up, fingertips brushing along Emmrich’s jaw before cradling his face between her palms. Her thumbs swept gently over the curve of his cheekbones, and in that closeness, she felt the way his breath caught—just a little.
He responded in kind, one hand rising to cup her face with reverence, the pad of his thumb tracing the curve of her face. The other found her waist, fingers pressing lightly into the fabric of her shirt, anchoring her to him.
What began as soft deepened. Slow turned searching.
Then she moved.
With a slow exhale, she shifted her weight and swung one leg over his lap, straddling him. Her hands moving to rest on his shoulders as she leaned in. She felt his breath catch—just a little—but his hands settled instinctively at her waist, grounding her with steady fingers.
The new position added a heady pressure between them—her knees tucked beside his hips, her body aligned with his, close enough to feel the way he exhaled against her mouth. What began as soft quickly deepened. Slow turned searching.
Their mouths parted and returned, lips rediscovering each other in a rhythm that felt both instinctive and utterly new. She tilted her head and deepened the kiss, and he responded with a quiet sound—approval, perhaps, or simply need. Their tongues met in a slow, deliberate glide, massaging against one another with languid precision. The mingling of chocolate, chestnut cream, and tea lingered sweetly between them, each taste shared like a secret passed mouth to mouth. It was indulgent. Intimate. A kiss not just of want, but of savoring.
Emmrich’s grip at her waist tightened ever so slightly, not to restrain but to feel. His other hand roamed—first to her back, then sliding up beneath the hem of her shirt to trace the warm line of her spine. Every movement was controlled, reverent. He touched her like something precious, and it made her ache.
She shifted in his lap, rolling her hips without meaning to, and he groaned softly against her mouth—his restraint faltering, just for a breath. Rook pulled back enough to see him. Their chests rose in time, lips tingling and swollen, hearts stumbling in synchrony.
She remained straddling him, legs snug around his hips, her body flush to his. Backlit by the soft amber glow of the lamplight, she looked like something from a dream. Her hair had fallen forward, framing their faces like a curtain of molten chestnut—glinting gold and copper where the light touched it. It cast shadows along her cheeks, but her eyes still shone through—half-lidded, dark with want, and impossibly tender.
Her lips were kiss-bitten and parted, breath coming in shallow waves.
Maker’s breath, she was a vision.
Not just because she was beautiful—though she was, unbearably so—but because she looked at him like he was all she wanted. Like being here, tangled in his arms, was exactly where she wanted to be.
Her eyes were half-lidded and dark—not just with desire, but with something softer, deeper. Something that made his chest tighten with aching affection. She was stunning—utterly stunning—and he had the unbearable urge to tell her so aloud.
“You’re resplendent,” he whispered.
A small smile curved her mouth. “You’re not looking too bad yourself, Professor.”
Her hands rose to cup his face, fingers gentle and slow, as if he were something rare and precious she’d just unearthed. “This is a view I could get used to.”
Emmrich leaned in and captured her mouth again—this time with fervor. Their lips met with shared heat, the kind that bloomed from both tenderness and want. They were smiling into the kiss, both of them a little breathless, drunk on each other.
Rook nipped at his bottom lip, and the sound that escaped him—a low, unguarded moan—sent sparks straight through her.
Maker, she loved when he reacted like that. Especially knowing she’d drawn it from him.
But she wasn’t the only one reveling. His hands drifted down to her hips, fingers playing along the hem of her shirt before brushing lightly against her bare skin beneath.
She stiffened—subtly, instinctively.
Emmrich caught it instantly. The change in tension. The flicker across her face.
He stopped at once.
The moment her body tensed, even just a breath of stillness beneath his hands, he pulled back like he’d touched fire. His brows knit, jaw tightening as his hands lifted away entirely, hovering as if unsure whether he had the right to comfort her now.
“Forgive me,” he said, voice already quieter, already pulling back. “I thought—I didn’t mean to assume. I’ve rushed you, haven’t I?”
It came out flatter than he intended. Not shameful, but sharp with self-reproach. He sat back slightly, no longer holding her waist, no longer touching at all.
Rook blinked. Her breath still came fast from their kissing, but now her heart squeezed for another reason entirely. “Emmrich—no, you didn’t—”
He looked down, eyes fixed on his own hands like they no longer belonged to him. One flexed unconsciously, like it had overstepped without permission. “I apologize,” he murmured, voice stiff with restraint. “It seems I let my enthusiasm get the better of me. I—”
Oh Maker, his thoughts spiraled. What have I done? Now she’ll think I’m no better than some lust-crazed brute. I should’ve known better—I should’ve stopped sooner.
The instinct to retreat curled inside him. To shut down. To flee from the imagined disappointment in her eyes.
“Emmrich.” Her voice cut through the storm.
She cupped his face in both hands, firm and grounding, forcing him to look at her. His wide, startled eyes met hers—panic flickering beneath the surface like a ripple of lightning.
“There you are,” she whispered, exhaling slowly, her thumbs brushing the corners of his mouth.
His breath caught—held there in that space where vulnerability and hope collided.
Rook sighed in relief, her fingers grazed down his chest, slow and deliberate. Her voice threaded between them, steady this time.
“Emmrich.”
He swallowed, “Yes?”
“My reaction wasn’t because of what you did. It’s… There’s something I should tell you.”
He straightened slightly, his full attention on her now—concern clear, but tempered with the steady calm that had become a balm to her. Emmrich met her gaze properly, reading the flicker of tension behind her lashes. He didn’t move away, didn’t retreat—just watched her with that same, steady patience that had come to feel like shelter.
“I don’t really talk much about my Shadow Dragon days,” she said. “But you probably know already… a job like that came with its share of battle scars.”
He nodded once, silently encouraging her to go on.
Her hand drifted toward her side, brushing low against her hip before falling back again.
“But not all of them came from that life. Some… are older. One in particular, from the car crash—it’s on my hip.”
She glanced away, feeling the heat rise in her cheeks. The self-consciousness snuck in despite herself, curling like smoke through her ribs.
“It’s not that I think you’d be bothered—I know you’re not like that,” she added quickly. “But I’ve had… partners before. People who paused. Flinched. Like it startled them out of whatever moment we were in. So I guess I just… wanted to say something now. Before we went further.”
Silence stretched—brittle, uncomfortable. Rook’s stomach turned with it. The warmth between them had been so natural, so easy—and now she feared she'd shattered it. Because Emmrich wasn’t just a passing thrill.
He was different. And maybe that was what scared her most.
But then he moved.
Without a flicker of hesitation, Emmrich leaned down and pressed a kiss to her forehead. Slow. Certain. Loving.
“Evara,” he murmured, her name folding around the space between them like a blessing. “You do not owe me any explanations.”
Her breath stuttered on the exhale, the tight coil in her chest starting to loosen.
“We don’t have to escalate anything tonight,” he continued, drawing back just enough to meet her eyes again. His hand cupped her cheek with the kind of care that had nothing to do with lust. “If you’re not ready, I won’t rush you. Ever.”
Rook swallowed. He could see the faint shimmer of nerves still dancing at the edge of her expression. His gaze held hers, unwavering. His thumb brushed along the curve of her jaw, grounding her in that rare way only he seemed able to do.
“And anyone who sees your scars—your survival—and doesn’t understand the beauty in them?” His voice dropped to something deeper, steel laced with warmth. “They’re fools. The lot of them.”
A soft laugh slipped from her, half breath, half disbelief at how easily he unraveled her defenses.
“There are thousands of ways I can show you to express my affection,” he said gently. “And we’ve only just started exploring them.”
Her heart clenched at that, full and aching. Oh, Andraste. How had she gotten so lucky? His kindness was always unshaken, his gentleness a constant force. He soothed her worries without belittling them, quieted her fears with the kind of sincerity that made her chest burn.
Without a word, Rook reached up, fisting the collar of his shirt, and pulled him down into another kiss. One filled not with urgency, but with gratitude. With need. With longing.
When they broke apart, she whispered against his lips, “You’re too good to me.”
Emmrich brushed his nose lightly against hers, a smile curving his mouth. “My darling girl,” he said softly, “you are far more exquisite.”
Then his gaze dropped slightly, voice lowering with it. “But I would like to know how you want to proceed. Unless…”
His hand slid along the hem of her shirt, fingertips teasing just under the fabric where her skin was warm and waiting.
“Do you wish to defer the pace to my discretion?”
Her breath hitched.
The way he asked—so calm, so composed, with that unmistakable glint in his eyes—made her toes curl. The professor’s restraint only made the temptation that much more intoxicating.
“Surprise me,” she breathed, her voice tinged with challenge, with want. “Professor.”
His eyes darkened, his smile sharpening with promise.
“It would be my pleasure.”
Andraste help her—those words alone sent a shiver down her spine.
Whatever came next, Rook wanted it. Wanted him. Not just his touch, but his care, his steadiness, the way he saw her.
Notes:
Spite's origin story is very him and as for Manfred's knitting creation, so adorable.
I'm sorry for ending the chapter on this cliffhanger. I had to split my chapters because it was getting WAY too long. I promise to drop part two soon!
Please don't hate me.
Chapter 25: Chapter 25 - Steeping Bliss
Summary:
Emmrich takes his time to appreciate Rook.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Before their lips could meet again, Emmrich shifted.
With a motion so fluid it caught her breath, he wrapped one arm around her back and the other beneath her thighs. In one elegant, practiced movement, he turned and guided her down onto the couch, his body following to hover just above hers.
Rook let out a soft, startled laugh. Her hair spilled like molten silk over the cushions, waves of chestnut and copper framing her flushed face, chest rising beneath him. One of his knees settled between hers, coaxing her legs to part just slightly, just enough to let him hover above her.
“My my my,” she breathed, looking up at him with wide eyes and a grin. “Looks like you have moves after all.”
His smirk was faint but undeniably pleased. “I do try.”
He braced himself with an arm beside her head, the other settling at her waist again—familiar and grounding. The air between them buzzed with tension, both of them aware of the shift. The change in position had brought her beneath him, surrounded by his presence, and yet the look in his eyes never lost that careful, measured heat. He was close—but not crowding. Steady—but not overbearing.
“Comfortable?” he asked softly, voice low and even.
Rook nodded, her fingers already curling in the fabric of his shirt. “There’s nowhere else I’d rather be.” Her voice was lighter now, teasing, but her gaze stayed locked with his. “You plan that little maneuver often?”
His lips brushed hers in answer. “Only when the moment calls for it.”
And then he kissed her again, slower this time—but no less consuming. The kind of kiss that pulled at something deep in her spine, unraveling her from the inside out. At first, it was all heat and pressure, his mouth coaxing hers open with unhurried persistence. He didn’t devour—he guided. His tongue traced the seam of her lips like a promise, teasing until she parted for him with a soft sigh.
Rook melted into him, her fingers threading through his hair, tugging at the slick strands still faintly shaped by pomade. She’d always wondered what it would feel like—what he’d smell like this close. Citrus. Jasmine. A trace of old paper and the faintest whiff of smoke. He smelled like intellect and temptation wrapped in one devastating package.
The weight of him between her thighs made her breath shallow, especially as his hand began to wander. Emmrich didn’t rush—he explored. Every touch was deliberate, reverent. He traced the curve of her side, the dip of her waist, the length of her ribs with an open palm like he was mapping a sacred text with fingertips alone.
Then his mouth broke from hers, trailing down—first her jaw, where he lingered, then the soft, exposed curve of her throat where her pulse jumped beneath his lips, and finally, to the hollow of her collarbone. Each kiss left heat in its wake, his breath against her skin making her feel like her bones were buzzing. Her head tipped back, hands buried in his hair. The way her fingers carded through it, tugging him closer, sent a surge through her—it had been a fantasy, one of many, and Maker, it felt even better than she imagined.
Emmrich kissed his way back up, lips brushing the shell of her ear before his breath ghosted hot against it. “If you feel any discomfort,” he whispered, voice like velvet laced with iron, “tell me and I’ll stop.”
The words alone made her squirm beneath him, a low shiver rippling through her. Her thighs squeezed gently around his hips as her breath hitched in her throat. “Venhedis,” she whispered back, eyes half-lidded and dark. “I won’t.”
A quiet, dark chuckle rumbled from deep in his chest. The sound of it—warm, possessive—sent another pulse of heat down her spine. “You should be careful saying things like that,” he murmured, and then gently nipped the edge of her ear. She gasped softly, then moaned when he followed with a kiss—soft, open-mouthed—pressing reverence into the metal of her ear cuff like it was something sacred.
Then he deepened the kiss. His tongue swept against hers in a slow, deliberate rhythm—coaxing rather than demanding, every movement calculated to draw out her reactions. He tasted her like she was a language he already knew but wanted to savor syllable by syllable. Velvet and heat, edged with hunger. He pressed in just enough to remind her of the control he wielded—gliding, curling, then retreating just long enough to let her chase him. It was dizzying, the way he shifted pace—slow and languid one moment, then sharper, a flick of his tongue against hers like a dare.
Rook arched into it, moans escaping her lips as her grip in his hair tightened with every stroke, every playful nip and subtle retreat that made her want to follow his mouth until there was no air left between them. He made the kiss feel intimate, not just heated. Like he was speaking through every flick, every slide of tongue against tongue that set her nerves aflame.
By the time he pulled back—just slightly—her lips were slick, her chest rising in shallow breaths, her thighs unconsciously drawing him in tighter. That was when his hands slipped beneath the hem of her shirt. Her breath stuttered as his palms made contact with her bare skin, fingertips sweeping along her stomach and ribs. He moved with a kind of quiet intensity—no frantic groping, no impatience. He wanted to know her, and he took his time learning.
She leaned into his touch, refusing to have any space between them. Emmrich adjusted, lowering himself more fully against her without breaking the kiss. The heat of his body, the strength of his hands, the sheer control he exuded in every movement—it left her dizzy in the best way. And when his thumb brushed just beneath the curve of her breast, not yet bold enough to claim, but close enough to make her ache—
She breathed, "Emmrich."
He took that as a sign of approval. Gently, he pushed her shirt up with both hands, not just to reveal her skin, but to admire the woman before him—her body, her trust, her vulnerability.
Rook sank into the couch cushions, her chest rising in soft, uneven breaths as Emmrich hovered above her, gaze tracing every line and curve like it was something precious. The lamplight cast gold over everything—the curve of her throat, the tousled chestnut waves spread out like a halo against the cushions, the bare stretch of her stomach where her shirt had been lifted. Her lips were kiss-bruised, her skin flushed, and her eyes—half-lidded, dark with want and something tenderer beneath—held him in place as surely as any spell.
Emmrich stayed there a beat longer, just looking. Just breathing. Maker's breath, she was beautiful. And she was trusting him—with her body, her vulnerability, her past. He felt the weight of that more deeply than anything else.
He lowered himself again, capturing her mouth in a kiss that was slower this time, more anchored. His hand skimmed down her side, then to her thigh, guiding her trousers the rest of the way off. They slipped away easily, revealing the deep charcoal lace beneath—sheer in the right places, with scalloped edges and delicate floral embroidery that hinted at boldness beneath her otherwise practical wardrobe. His brows lifted slightly, amused.
"Eager, were we?"
Rook's breath hitched around a quiet laugh. "I had hopes."
He hummed, pleased, and kissed her again—a brief press of lips before trailing lower. Down her neck, across her collarbone, along the top swell of her breast where her shirt remained bunched. He paused only to murmur, "May I?"
She nodded.
"Use your words, darling," he murmured, pausing with his lips just shy of her skin. "Otherwise, I won't know."
Rook swallowed, then whispered, "Yes."
“I’m going to enjoy this.”
Satisfied, he shifted her shirt further up, revealing her fully. He pressed his lips to her—worshipful, patient, open-mouthed kisses that left heat blooming in their wake. Rook gasped softly, her fingers threading into his hair, reveling in the feel of his pomade-slick strands between her fingers. He smelled like jasmine and citrus and something darker, something grounded—something him.
As he kissed lower, his hands found the edge of her lace again. But just before he removed them, he caught sight of it: the pale scar that arced gently across the dip of her hip, half-hidden by shadow and fabric. Emmrich stilled.
He looked up, meeting her eyes.
"May I?"
Venhedis, if this was his way of edging her to madness he was succeeding.
Her voice trembled as she added, "Yes." It sounded needier than she intended—soft, hesitant, like she was trying not to beg—but the sincerity in it was unmistakable. Vulnerable.
As he eased her trousers down—high-waisted and concealing—Emmrich’s eyes caught the pale curve of a scar carved gently across her hip. The sight halted him. Not in hesitation, but in reverence. He leaned in and kissed her there—slowly, tenderly—pressing his lips along the curve as if sealing something sacred into her skin.
"You wear this beautifully," he murmured against her.
Rook shuddered, breath catching, fingers curling in the cushions. The kiss, the words, the way he said them—like truth, not flattery—unraveled something deep inside her.
He let his nose nuzzle gently beside the mark before drawing back just enough to hook his fingers into her waistband. The lace slid down, slow and careful. As he pulled them away, he followed with kisses—from the hollow of her hip to the soft inside of her thigh, pausing only when she gasped his name.
Then he looked up, eyes dark and steady. "Tell me if anything is too much."
Her voice was a breathless whisper. "Keep going."
His smile was quiet, crooked, and laced with heat. He chuckled low in his throat—a sound that made her pulse stutter—before kissing the inside of her thigh one more time, then letting his mouth travel lower.
His breath was warm against her, his lips parting as he kissed the tender skin just above her core.
Then, with practiced reverence, he began to taste her.
His tongue was deft, slow at first—a gentle, exploratory press that made her hips twitch. He didn’t rush. He savored. He moved with a rhythm that was unhurried and confident, teasing the edges before circling inward. Each motion was deliberate, calibrated to her breath, her sounds, her need.
Rook gasped, her head falling back as one hand flew to grip the armrest, the other still tangled in his hair. Pleasure coiled low in her belly, building with every flick, every slow lap, every subtle shift in pressure. His tongue traced patterns against her—sweeping, curling, then pausing just long enough to make her ache for the next.
When he wrapped his lips around the most sensitive part of her and sucked, her breath hitched sharply, a cry catching in her throat. His nose brushed the soft thatch of hair above her slit, the subtle friction a startling, intimate detail that sent another pulse of heat straight through her. Her legs trembled on either side of him, but he kept her steady—his hands firm on her thighs, anchoring her to the couch as he continued with devastating focus.
He adjusted his angle, tilting his head slightly, and the new pressure made stars burst behind her eyes. She arched into him, whispering his name like a prayer.
"Oh... Emmrich...yes."
Emmrich responded with a low sound of approval, his tongue working her with unerring precision, each stroke paired with the grounding pressure of his hands on her thighs—squeezing, soothing, guiding. He was thorough and intuitive, alternating between slow, languid laps and firmer, teasing flicks. His tongue curled and circled in an expert rhythm, tracing her with such focused care that she writhed beneath him, whispering his name like a plea.
She was already teetering on the edge, desperate not to let the fire he’d kindled inside her burn out. But some part of her—breathless and half-lost—knew he took a certain pleasure in drawing it out, in watching her squirm and unravel.
Just as the tension coiled tight enough to snap, he paused. Rook let out a soft, involuntary whimper—breathy, disappointed, aching with need. Her chest heaved, her brows knitting as she blinked up at him, dazed and wanting. That sound—so raw, so honest—seemed to please him. He didn’t rush. He just watched her for a beat longer, thumb brushing slow circles against her thigh. Then she saw him reaching for his hand—fingers moving toward the rings he wore.
"Don't," she gasped, voice low and needy. "Keep them on."
A smirk ghosted his lips. "Tempting. But another time."
He brushed a kiss to the inside of her thigh before adding, "Tonight is about exploration. Not indulgence."
Rook let out a half-laugh, half-groan. "Fuck."
He tutted at her softly, eyes glittering. "Language, darling."
Emmrich resumed the quiet task of removing his rings, one by one, his hazel eyes fixed on Rook like a predator savoring the moment before the pounce. The soft clink of metal against the wood of the coffee table echoed between them—a subtle, deliberate sound that somehow made her shiver.
There was something about seeing his hands bare that sent tingles straight to her core. As if something sacred—something devastatingly intimate—was about to unfold.
And Maker, the man was still fully clothed. His perfectly coifed hair was now a tousled mess, dark strands falling across his flushed face and shadowed eyes. It was, somehow, the sexiest thing she had ever seen. He looked composed and ruined all at once—temptation incarnate, smoldering beneath the last shreds of restraint.
His gaze swept down to take her in—practically bare beneath him. Her bra remained, but the rest of her was exposed to the low lamplight, glowing like something unwrapped and reverent.
He could have burned the image into his mind and been content forever. But he had other plans. Other opportunities.
A smirk tugged at his lips.
“Now,” he murmured, voice a low drawl of velvet and heat, “where were we?”
Emmrich’s mouth returned to her with renewed purpose, tongue drawing slow, reverent circles over the aching bundle of nerves at her center. He worked with measured precision, his rhythm maddening in its tenderness. Then—his fingers entered her.
Rook’s breath caught in her throat. The stretch, the pressure, the fullness—it was exquisite. Her moan came from somewhere deep, soul-bound and shaken loose, as her hands flew to his hair, clutching tightly as her hips began to move with him, desperate for more.
But he was already one step ahead.
His free hand slid to her waist, firm and unyielding, anchoring her in place. “No need to chase it,” he murmured, voice velvet-drenched and dark. “Your pleasure is inevitable. Indomitable. And mine to witness.”
She trembled, undone by his voice alone.
Emmrich listened to her with every sense—how her body twitched beneath him, how her walls fluttered around his fingers, how her moans caught and broke like waves. “You taste like the sweetest ambrosia,” he murmured against her, “and sound like symphony I intend to memorize.”
Then he added, quieter—lower—meant only for her: “Such a gift you are, my darling Rook. One I am honored to unravel.”
Venhedis, even the way he talked her through this felt like poetry—debauched and divine in equal measure.
“Emmrich I’m—,” she gasped, voice breaking on the edge of another moan.
He lifted his gaze, eyes dark with heat. “Let me see you,” he said. “Come undone for me.”
Rook’s world narrowed. Nothing existed beyond the point of contact, the heat in his mouth, the wet press of his devotion. She was undone—utterly—and the wave crested faster than she expected. Her thighs shook, her breath caught, and with a shuddering cry, she came undone beneath him.
Emmrich didn’t stop until her tremors began to ease, until her body stopped fluttering around his fingers, still pulsing in the wake of pleasure. He licked her through the aftershocks—long, languid strokes that tasted every drop of her release, savoring her like a man starved. Her slick coated his mouth, and he took his time, deliberate in the way he cleaned her, as if committing her taste to memory.
Only when her hips twitched from overstimulation did he slowly withdraw, easing his fingers from her with care. Her walls fluttered around the loss, clenching as though reluctant to let him go.
Then he rose.
Her hands were still tangled in his hair, loose but possessive. As Emmrich leaned back on his heels, the soft lamplight caught on his lips, his chin, the sheen of her slick glistening against his flushed mouth. Venhedis, the sight of him like that—lips swollen, dark eyes half-lidded, his expression both reverent and wrecked—made her ache all over again.
She couldn’t help it. She stared, dazed, breathless, and wholly undone.
Maker help her, this man was the definition of debauchery.
Before Rook could even catch her breath, still trembling from the high of her climax, Emmrich’s fingers slipped inside her again—slow, deep, deliberate.
“Give me another,” he murmured, voice dark velvet against her skin.
She gasped, the overstimulated nerves now raw and hypersensitive. The aftershocks of her first orgasm didn’t fade—they twisted, doubled, heightened into something sharper, hotter. Her back arched, hips instinctively trying to escape the intensity, but Emmrich’s free hand pinned her with measured strength. Not harsh—never that—but firm, a silent command to stay with him. To let him have this.
His mouth trailed up her body, pressing slow kisses from the hollow of her hip to the soft skin just beneath her bra, each one a mark of possession and praise. Her skin tingled, burned, as his breath stirred against her ribs.
She could feel him now—the hard line of him pressing against the inside of his trousers, barely restrained, and utterly unignorable. The warmth of him, the way he pulsed against her thigh—it made her dizzy.
“You are remarkable,” he whispered near her ear, voice low, rough with want. “The way you pulse—gods, Evara, I can feel how close you are. You clench like you’re begging to fall apart.”
He nibbled along the shell of her ear, lips catching the edge of her cuff with a reverence that made her moan his name again—breathless, wrecked.
“Emmrich…”
“That’s it,” he crooned. “Come, my darling. Let me see you unravel.”
She didn’t stand a chance.
Her second orgasm struck like a live wire, ripping through her with devastating intensity. Her hands clenched the couch cushions, nails digging into the fabric as her body bowed beneath the wave of pleasure. It surged through her veins, flooded her limbs, her lungs, her throat, until all she could do was cry out, voice breaking on his name.
Emmrich groaned against her shoulder, his own body trembling from restraint, from reverence, from the sheer power of watching her come apart for him a second time. His hand didn’t still, not until every pulse had faded, until she collapsed back into the cushions—boneless, glowing, and gloriously undone.
At last, his fingers slipped from her, and Rook whimpered—a sound torn between relief and lingering need. Her body was still twitching, hips shivering at the loss of contact. The overstimulation was raw, electric, leaving her open and breathless.
She caught the glint of her slick coating his hand, dripping in slow, glistening trails down his fingers. Emmrich held her gaze as he brought them to his mouth—deliberate, reverent—and licked them clean with unhurried grace.
It was pure sin.
Rook’s breath caught in her throat, a moan barely contained. The sight of it—his composure, his worship, the sheer indulgence—lit something low and feral in her chest.
Then he leaned over her again and kissed her.
Her hands flew to his face, threading into his hair as she kissed him back with unrestrained hunger. The taste of herself on his lips, the lingering heat of his mouth and tongue—it was dizzying. She arched into him, chasing more—deeper, hotter—wanting to drown in every brush of his mouth, every delicious taste.
When they finally broke apart, breathless and flushed, Emmrich gave her a crooked, devastating smile. “So,” he murmured, voice thick with warmth and pride, “did I live up to expectations?”
Rook laughed—weakly, blissfully—her voice a hoarse whisper. “If this is your definition of foreplay,” she breathed, “I may not survive you.”
His smile widened, gaze soft and wicked all at once. “Then we’ll take our time.”
She sighed, low and breathless. “Well… I did ask to be surprised.”
The look she gave him was something soft, something full—like she couldn’t quite believe how thoroughly he had unraveled her and left her feeling cherished in the process.
Emmrich huffed a modest breath of amusement, leaning in to press a kiss to the corner of her mouth. “And I do aim to please,” he murmured, his voice tinged with satisfied pride. But then he paused—hesitating just slightly.
Her brows lifted. “What is it?”
He looked down, then back at her with a faint, sheepish flush creeping up his neck. “Ah. It seems I’ve found myself in a bit of a predicament.”
Rook tilted her head, confused—until she pushed herself up on her elbows and followed his gaze.
Her eyes landed on the unmistakable stain darkening the front of Emmrich’s trousers—evidence stark against the otherwise pristine fabric. Her breath caught, half-shocked, half-awed. That… had been her doing. There was no hiding it, no artful angle to disguise the evidence of his release. The outline was obvious, the damp spot spreading low across his fly—undeniably, unmistakably caused by her.
Color rushed to his face, staining his cheeks a deeper pink than before.
She blinked, as she connected the dots. “Oh…”
Emmrich cleared his throat, very primly. “Yes. Quite.”
A grin bloomed across her face, and before she could stop herself, she giggled—light and startled and utterly delighted.
He gave a theatrical sigh and harumphed, though his own smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. “Well, I’m glad one of us finds amusement in my predicament.”
“I’m sorry!” she said between little laughs, pressing a hand to her mouth. “I’m sorry I don’t mean to laugh. It’s just—Oh Maker—this is so adorable.”
He gave her a long-suffering look, the kind that might’ve passed for stern if not for the color blooming high on his cheeks. Then, with a dry chuckle that betrayed his amusement, he muttered, “You’re enjoying my misfortune far too much.”
Rook leaned in and kissed his jaw fondly. “I’ve got a washer and dryer. We can get you sorted out. I’ll see if I can scavenge something for you to wear.”
He arched a brow. “Was this your plan all along? A cunning ploy to trap me into staying the night?”
She gave him a wicked little grin. “I see that you’ve caught on to my clever scheme. Though I might need a few minutes before I’m a functioning hostess again.”
Emmrich chuckled and kissed the side of her face, lingering near her temple. “If you direct me to your bathroom, we can take care of you first.”
Her heart fluttered again—how he could go from composed scholar to tender lover in the blink of an eye never ceased to undo her.
She nodded toward the hallway, still smiling. “First door on the left.”
He gave her a nod and rose, collecting his dignity like the gentleman he was—wrinkled trousers and all. But before Rook could scoot to stand beside him, she found herself swept off her feet—quite literally.
One arm curled beneath her knees, the other around her back, and in one effortless motion, Emmrich lifted her from the couch. Rook let out a surprised squeal, her arms looping instinctively around his shoulders as her legs dangled in the air.
The sound of her laughter softened into a breathless, delighted gasp, muffled as she buried her face against his neck.
He chuckled, low and pleased, the warmth of it vibrating through his chest. The professor, ever composed, now bore the look of a man deeply content—his eyes soft, his hold secure—despite the very obvious and very damp problem staining his trousers.
Without pause, he carried her toward the bathroom like she weighed nothing at all—his steps sure, his embrace steady. Rook, still flushed and glowing from the aftermath of pleasure and laughter, clung to him with quiet awe, the intimacy of the moment settling into her bones like warmth steeping into tea.
And for once, neither of them needed to say a word.
Notes:
It's finally here! Thank you for your patience.
I know that I've been teasing you guys long enough. Hell, I'm glad to finally get these two lovebirds to the next level of their relationship. I hope you enjoyed this chapter as much as I did when writing it.
Chapter 26: Chapter 26 - The Morning Brew
Summary:
It's the morning after, and the two enjoy domestic bliss.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Emmrich woke to warmth—real, tangible warmth—and the distinct weight of a sleeping woman nestled against him.
Rook lay curled with her back to him, her breathing slow and even, one hand tucked beneath the pillow. His arm rested around her waist, palm splayed against the soft fabric of her oversized sleep shirt—one of hers, he noted, not something borrowed. She had changed into it after their shared bath and offered him joggers and a towel, teasing that they made him look like a slightly disheveled professor on holiday.
He smiled faintly at the memory, gaze drifting down. Their bodies fit together like they'd done this a hundred times before. Natural. Unforced. Like waking beside her was something he’d always known how to do.
The room was cast in the quiet hush of early morning. Outside, pale light filtered through sheer curtains, soft and gold. It touched the waves of Rook’s hair where they spilled over her shoulder, catching hints of auburn and chestnut that made her glow. She was radiant even in sleep—lashes resting against flushed cheeks, lips slightly parted in a dreamless doze.
Emmrich pressed a kiss to the crown of her head—a whisper of affection—then carefully eased away from the bed. She murmured something unintelligible as he stood and stretched, muscles still relaxed from the night before.
Last night’s chaos had ended in something far gentler. Rook was kind enough to help him clean up and offering a spare pair of dark grey joggers—loose at the waist and several inches short on his legs. They weren’t ideal, but they did the job, especially with his usual trousers and waistcoat still drying in the bathroom.
Emmrich slipped out of bed as quietly as he could and padded to the bathroom. The fabric was cool to the touch—his trousers and waistcoat still damp. Fortunately, his shirt and underwear had dried overnight. He pulled them on with practiced ease and, with a faint smirk, stepped back into the joggers. The ensemble was far from dignified, but oddly endearing in its own way.
If his past self could see him now.
Returning to the bedroom, he glanced back toward the bed. Rook hadn’t stirred. She remained curled in the blankets, one knee drawn slightly toward her chest. Peaceful. Unburdened. So different from the woman who often carried herself with sharp wit and subtle tension.
He hated to wake her, but he was awake and wished to be of use.
He leaned down and gently brushed his knuckles against her shoulder. “Rook?”
She murmured something incoherent, a faint sound of protest muffled into the pillow.
“I was wondering if I might borrow your kitchen,” he said softly, voice dipped in fond amusement.
Another murmur. Then, more clearly: “M’fine… help yourself.”
And with that, she rolled to her other side, dragging the blanket higher and burying her face in it with a sigh of contentment.
Emmrich chuckled under his breath and padded out of the room.
The apartment beyond was still and faintly sunlit, the air carrying the familiar scent of dried herbs and parchment. The kitchen was compact but tidy, all brass fixtures and warm wood accents, with a touch of lived-in charm that suited her.
What he didn’t expect was Spite.
The cat sat on the counter like a gargoyle, tail curled around his paws, golden eyes watching Emmrich with blatant suspicion. His head tilted slightly, as if to ask, Why are you here, strange man in ridiculous pants?
Emmrich raised a brow. “Good morning to you as well.”
Spite blinked slowly, unimpressed.
Undeterred, Emmrich stepped into the kitchen. The feline jumped down, trotted beside him, and gave a single pointed meow—the universal language of Feed me, mortal.
“Ah. I see your priorities are in order.”
He gave the cat a few firm strokes along the back, which Spite tolerated with all the dignity of a creature who’d already decided he was only mildly acceptable. Then Emmrich set to work, exploring cabinets and drawers with quiet deliberation, trying to determine where Rook kept the necessities.
He took in the array of neatly labeled jars—glass canisters filled with tea leaves, crushed herbs, and aromatic spices. Handwritten labels in looping script read things like Blood Lotus Bloom, Winter Drift, Andraste’s Breath, and Warden’s Wake. There were tins tucked beside them filled with finely ground coffee blends, likely roasted by hand, if the care in labeling was any indication.
He felt a flicker of admiration. Each blend was a piece of Rook—her precision, her passion, her quiet artistry. And as the morning settled around him—barefoot, shirt half-buttoned, cat underfoot, and a house not his own—he found himself smiling.
Rook stirred with a groggy hum, eyes cracking open to a flood of soft morning light spilling across the loft. Her hair was a wild, copper halo across her pillow, and her limbs were tangled in the sheets. She blinked once. Then again.
Right. She’d stayed here. At the loft.
And she hadn’t been alone.
The previous night came rushing back with vivid clarity—every kiss, every breathless whisper, every reverent touch. Her skin flushed just remembering it. A quiet, dazed laugh slipped from her lips as she buried her face in the pillow for a moment. Maker, that had been… gods, it was incredible. Intimate. Indulgent.
And they hadn’t even had sex.
It didn’t matter. What they’d shared had been the most deeply satisfying experience she’d ever known. Emmrich had unraveled her with words alone—hands and mouth and a patience that bordered on worship.
Still slightly starstruck, Rook stretched beneath the covers, letting the memory fade gently into the background as she sat up. She was still in her sleepwear—an oversized shirt she barely remembered pulling on and a pair of soft, well-worn shorts. Her legs were a little wobbly as she rose, but she managed to shuffle toward the bathroom to freshen up.
Cool water kissed her cheeks as she splashed her face, grounding herself from the haze of last night. Rook exhaled slowly, willing herself to collect the scattered pieces of last night’s haze. She patted her face dry with a towel, catching her reflection in the mirror—lips slightly swollen, a glow lingering in her cheeks that had nothing to do with the morning light.
She looked… well, content. Rumpled, radiant, and slightly undone, but content.
Padding back into the loft, she followed the faint scent of tea wafting in from the kitchen. The warm, smoky-sweet aroma was unmistakable. She recognized it instantly. Spite’s Whisker. One of her more indulgent blends, laced with toasted cacao nibs, dried blackberry leaves, mint, and a whisper of embrium. Emmrich must’ve chosen it.
When she rounded the corner, the sight that greeted her made her heart flutter.
Emmrich stood at the counter, dressed in a loose button-up and her dark grey joggers—which, on him, looked just a touch too short. A tea towel draped over one shoulder, and one of her aprons was tied—slightly askew—around his waist. The picture of domestic serenity, if slightly ridiculous in her borrowed clothes.
Spite sat beside his dish on the floor, his tail flicking with sleepy approval as he munched through breakfast. Emmrich looked perfectly at home, fingers wrapped around a steaming mug, his gaze skimming the labeled tea jars lined neatly on her shelf.
He turned when he sensed her behind him, a soft smile blooming as their eyes met.
“Good morning,” he said, voice still gravel-warm from sleep.
Rook leaned against the hallway wall, arms crossed loosely over her chest, and returned the smile with one of her own. “It really is.”
Emmrich turned fully to face her, smile still soft and lingering at the corners of his mouth. “I hope you don’t mind,” he said, lifting the mug in his hand slightly. “I helped myself to a cup of tea.”
Her brows rose with sleepy amusement, a warm hum of approval in her throat. “I see you found Spite’s Whisker.”
“And Spite,” he added with mock solemnity, glancing down at the now thoroughly content feline, “was quite insistent about being fed. I may have done a bit of exploring in your kitchen to find his dish.”
“Of course he was,” she murmured to the cat, but she was already moving.
Rook crossed the kitchen in a few unhurried steps, drawn to him like a current to its source. Her arms slid easily around his waist, hands finding the small of his back as she rose onto her toes to kiss him—slow and warm, lips brushing his like waking affection.
“Good morning,” she whispered against his mouth.
He dipped his head, brushing his nose gently against hers. “Would you like a cup?”
“I’d love one,” she replied, still close enough to feel the smile in his voice. Her hands shifted against the fabric of the apron tied at his waist. “And what, may I ask, prompted this addition to your wardrobe?”
Emmrich glanced down at himself with an exaggerated sigh. “I was entertaining the idea of making you breakfast,” he admitted, as if confessing a secret. “It seemed only right, given how gracious you were last night.”
Oh Maker, this man was making it really hard not to be more smitten than she was. After years of remaining careful and on guard, he was chipping away at her walls with no effort at all.
Rook’s grin turned fond, eyes softening as she looked up at him. “You don’t have to do that.”
“My dear Evara, I assure you—it would be my pleasure.”
She leaned back slightly, teasing, “Shall I be your assistant?”
But he shook his head, smoothing his hands over her arms where they rested against him. “You’ve done quite enough. Allow me to show off my culinary prowess—undistracted, if possible.”
Rook laughed, brushing one last kiss to his cheek before stepping back with mock reluctance. “All right then. I await your culinary masterpiece.”
Emmrich turned back to the counter, methodical and graceful as he prepared her a cup of Spite’s Whisker. The kettle had already begun to steam, and he poured the water over the leaves with practiced ease, letting the aroma bloom in the air between them.
“This blend,” he said, glancing over his shoulder with a small, appreciative smile, “is quite the morning tea. Smooth, with a cooling bite from the mint and a touch of earthiness from the cacao. There’s a brightness in it—blackberry leaf, I think? A very thoughtful blend.”
He passed her the mug, and the scent drifted up—comforting and curious, like something wild tamed into a cup. Rook took the cup, already soothed by the familiar aroma. “There’s embrium in it, too.”
That earned her a surprised look.
“Really?” he asked, brows arching. “I didn’t expect an alchemy ingredient to be used as a tea ingredient.”
She smirked, letting the steam curl against her face before taking a slow sip. The warmth bloomed across her tongue immediately—bold, rich roasted cacao mingling with the cool sharpness of mint, chased by the soft herbaceous note of blackberry leaf. But it was the embrium—subtle and grounding—that settled deep in her chest, like a calm breath pulled from the Fade itself.
It was familiar. Comforting. Mischievous, in a way that made her think of Spite pawing at her face at four in the morning.
She hummed softly, the sound low and pleased as the flavors settled. “It was definitely a bold experiment. But I think it suits Spite.”
He turned back to the stove, cracking eggs into a mixing bowl. “May I ask what inspired it? I assume it takes more than mischief and claw marks to earn a tea blend in this household.”
Rook leaned an elbow on the kitchen island, resting her chin in her hand as she watched him move with quiet precision. “Well, it only seemed fitting,” she said, eyes twinkling. “I couldn’t have him be the shop’s little mascot without a tea named after him. It took a lot of trials to get it right. Spite can be rough, selfish, rude, and unapologetically bold… but he has his sweet moments.”
Emmrich looked down at the satisfied feline now lounging under a sunbeam by the cabinets. “I’m sure he is honored,” he mused, lips twitching.
She grinned. “He’s not the first to be a personified blend.”
That piqued his interest further, but she only sipped her tea with a conspiratorial smile.
Emmrich turned back to the pan, the sizzle of butter hitting the surface filling the loft with warm promise. “Well, I hope I’m someday deemed worthy of my own signature.”
Rook’s gaze swept over him—barefoot, hair still tousled from sleep, sleeves rolled up as he chopped mushrooms with focused care.
She sipped again, voice playful. “We’ll see. So far, you’re off to a delicious start.”
Emmrich moved with the ease of a man entirely in his element, folding the chopped mushrooms and fresh chives into the eggs before adding a generous grating of cheese. The scent was already divine—savory, rich, and layered with the same care he showed in everything he did. Rook, still leaning against the island with her tea cradled in her hands, watched him with open delight.
It wasn’t just the food. It was the image of him here, in her space, wearing her apron and joggers that barely met his ankles, calmly commanding her kitchen like he’d always belonged there. She didn’t think anyone had ever looked so good while slicing mushrooms.
When the omelets were done, Emmrich plated them with a practiced flourish, garnishing with a sprig of parsley from the small herb pot near the window. He set one plate gently in front of her and slid into the seat across the island, folding his hands in patient anticipation.
“I await your judgment,” he said, lips twitching with a hint of dramatics.
Rook raised a brow, lifted her fork, and took a bite. The warmth and richness bloomed across her tongue, the cheese melty and smooth, the chives bright against the earthiness of the mushrooms. She made a pleased sound in the back of her throat.
“Oh, this is good,” she said, eyes fluttering briefly closed. “Really good.”
Emmrich looked quietly pleased, but it was her next words that truly made him pause.
“I could get used to my boyfriend cooking for me.”
The word slipped out so easily, so naturally, that for a second neither of them spoke. The title hadn’t been defined, not really—they were only two weeks into whatever this was—but the truth of it settled between them like something warm and unshakable.
He blinked, then smiled slowly. That glow she loved so much crept into his eyes.
“Boyfriend,” he repeated, tasting it aloud like a new ingredient.
Rook met his gaze with casual certainty and another bite of omelet. “Too soon?”
“Maker, no,” he said, chuckling softly. “It’s just… I mean I had hoped that it was the case.”
She grinned. “It is.”
They ate in comfortable quiet after that, interrupted only by the occasional scrape of fork against plate and Spite’s contented yawns from his sun-drenched perch. And for the first time in a long time, Rook found herself thinking not of what came next, but simply how good this moment was—tea, breakfast, soft sunlight, and the man who looked at her like she was a treasure.
“So…” Rook began, twirling her fork. “Our first sleepover. How was it?”
Emmrich didn’t miss a beat. “I would very much like to do it again.”
She smirked. “Shame we didn’t get to seal the deal.”
“I’m not disappointed,” he replied smoothly. “I found last night’s activities… very informative.”
She arched a brow. “Informative?”
“I did mention that the evening was meant to be explorative rather than indulgent,” he said, tone warm and teasing. “And I always conduct a thorough exploration before any grand expedition.”
Rook let out a quiet laugh. “How meticulous of you.”
He leaned in slightly, his voice a low promise. “For you, my darling, I will always ensure your experiences are… deeply pleasurable.”
She gave him a look that could have melted granite. “Have any plans for today, Professor?”
“None whatsoever. And you?”
“Well usually I would go workout with my friends, but I’m fairly certain they’ve guessed I’m otherwise occupied today,” she said with a shrug. “Then I’d stop by the community garden to look at my plot, but I asked Lace and Bellara to handle that.”
She leaned back, sipping her tea with a satisfied smile. “So, it looks like you get my undivided attention for the rest of the day.”
Emmrich’s responding smile was slow, deliberate, and entirely pleased. “How fortunate.”
The last of breakfast’s warmth lingered in the kitchen—the scent of eggs and browned butter still soft in the air. Plates sat scraped clean on the counter, mugs half-drained of tea. Between casual brush-bys and quiet, pleased smiles, Rook and Emmrich moved with unspoken rhythm as they cleaned up.
He washed, methodical but relaxed, sleeves rolled up and hands steady in the suds. She dried beside him, dishtowel in hand, humming quietly under her breath. Occasionally, their arms would bump or their fingers would brush, and each time Emmrich’s lips would twitch in silent amusement while Rook fought not to smile too wide.
It was easy. Comforting, even. The kind of moment she’d rarely allowed herself to want.
Once the dishes were stacked and the counter wiped down, Emmrich, ever attuned to her, reached for her waist with a glimmer of mischief in his eyes.
Without a word, he lifted her with ease, setting her gently on the edge of the kitchen island.
Rook let out a surprised laugh, her hands instinctively gripping his shoulders. “Emmrich—”
But whatever protest she had dissolved the moment his lips found hers. The kiss was warm and unhurried, his hands resting at her hips as he stepped between her knees. There was no urgency—just the quiet reverence of a man memorizing the shape of her, the taste of their morning tea, the sigh in her throat when she leaned into him.
When they parted, foreheads touching, his hand drifted downward, fingers brushing softly along the curve of her hip—right where the pale scar arced beneath the hem of her sleep shorts. His touch was reverent, not probing, his fingertips tracing the mark as though committing it to memory.
Rook’s breath hitched—not from fear, but from the way he treated her body. Not demanding. Not clinical. Just… gentle.
“Could I ask for the story?” Emmrich’s voice was low, steady—measured in that way he often was when treading carefully. “You don’t have to.”
She didn’t answer at first. Instead, she covered his hand with her own where it rested against her hip, grounding herself. She pressed her forehead to his, eyes slipping shut as she exhaled slowly.
“I was in the backseat when the car hit us,” she began, her voice quiet. “When I came to, there was a piece of metal lodged in my side. I was pinned—couldn’t move. I didn’t even register the pain until help arrived and tried to get me out.”
Her fingers tightened slightly around his. “Back then, the scar was worse. It stretched over most of my side and hip. Looked awful. Felt worse.”
Their hands remained clasped, fingers threading together as Emmrich leaned in and pressed soft, unhurried kisses along her cheek, her brow, her jaw—each one a silent reassurance. A dry laugh slipped from her as the weight of memory gave way to warmth.
When he pulled back, his gaze was nothing short of adoring. “You’re beautiful.”
Rook arched a brow, lips curling. “Pretty sure you made that point last night.”
“And I fully intend to keep telling you.” He murmured. “As often as I can.”
“I won’t complain,” she replied, her voice a little lighter now.
Emmrich’s hand remained at her side, thumb tracing the edge of the scar with the gentlest care.
“May I ask… about the others?” he asked softly.
Rook exhaled, letting her fingers remain laced with his as she nodded. “Yeah. I can tell you.”
She gently guided his hand to her right forearm, turning it to show the clean scar along the outer edge. “This one was from my Shadow Dragon days—a rogue blood mage with an enchanted blade. I disarmed him, but not before he caught me first.”
Emmrich’s thumb passed gently over the mark, reverent.
“The back of my left arm—” She tilted her arm, revealing the soft curve of her bicep. “Beast bite. Some twisted creature controlled by a Venatori mage. I got away with a puncture wound. I mean it was venomous but that was neutralized quickly.”
His gaze followed hers, listening with an attentiveness that felt like armor around her words.
Rook’s hand lifted to her ribs next. “This one—diagonal scar, left side. Fell onto the edge of a broken ruin while scouting out a trafficking den. Knocked the wind out of me.”
He made a low sound of sympathy, but didn’t interrupt.
She turned slightly, lifting the back hem of her shirt just enough to show the fading scar near her shoulder blade. “Crossbow bolt. Took it from behind while covering someone else.”
His hand settled gently there, warm and steady. But when she stilled—hesitating—he noticed.
“There’s one more,” she murmured. “But…” Her voice softened, uncertain now. “I don’t want to talk about it yet.”
But Emmrich stopped her gently, his hand rising to cup her cheek.
“You don’t have to tell me everything at once,” he said softly. “You’ve already shared so much with me.”
Rook exhaled, gratitude softening the tension in her shoulders—only to be caught off guard when he tilted his head, a thoughtful furrow in his brow.
“If you’d like,” he offered, “I could share some adventures of my own.”
That earned a wry smile. “What sort of adventures does a forensic anthropologist get up to?”
He smirked, brushing his thumb lightly along her cheekbone. “My darling Rook, you’d be surprised.”
Rook slipped away under the pretense of using the bathroom, but truthfully, she just needed a breath—to steady herself after the tenderness they’d just shared. The weight of memory still lingered behind her ribs, but it no longer pressed down. It was simply there. Present. Quiet.
When she returned to the living room, her steps slowed, her gaze drinking in the sight before her.
Emmrich was sprawled comfortably across the deep navy sectional, legs stretched along the cushions, a book balanced in one hand, his fingers loosely curled around the spine. Spite had claimed his lap—a small, smug loaf of feline contentment, purring in his sleep, tail flicking now and then.
The morning light filtering through the loft’s tall windows painted the whole scene in a warm, buttery glow. Emmrich’s sleeves were rolled up to his forearms, exposing the strong line of his wrists and the veins along his hand as he turned a page with practiced ease.
He looked utterly at home. Composed. Domestic. And unintentionally breathtaking.
Rook couldn’t resist. She pulled out her phone, angled it just right, and snapped a quick photo—silently, reverently. A memory to keep. One she’d likely revisit on quiet nights when the loft felt too empty.
She must’ve lingered a second too long, though, because Emmrich glanced up from his page, catching her in the act.
His eyes twinkled.
He didn’t say a word—just gave her a slow, knowing wink.
Rook froze mid-sip, cheeks warming. Before she could look away, Emmrich gave a soft, amused chuckle—the kind that curled low in his throat and only made her blush deepen.
"Carry on," she said lightly, waving a hand at him as if dismissing a very charming daydream. "I was just admiring the décor."
That earned another quiet laugh as he returned to his book, the corners of his mouth still curved in smug delight.
Rook wandered closer, the warmth of the scene still settling in her chest. Without ceremony, she leaned down and plucked Spite from Emmrich’s lap. The cat gave a sleepy, disgruntled chirp but didn’t protest much, curling lazily in her arms like a limp sack of attitude.
Emmrich looked up, amused. “Usurping the king, are we?”
“I’m making a formal claim,” she replied breezily, setting Spite gently on a sunlit cushion before slipping into the vacated spot on Emmrich’s lap.
He adjusted without hesitation, sitting up straighter and setting the book aside on the end table. His arms circled around her waist as she settled against him, their legs tangling naturally. She leaned in for a soft, chaste kiss, her fingers brushing lightly against the nape of his neck.
“Your clothes are probably dry by now,” she murmured against his lips. “And I’d very much like to hear about your academic adventures… over lunch.”
Emmrich smiled into another kiss, savoring the invitation. “A splendid idea,” he replied, voice warm and sure.
“Shall we, Professor?”
“We shall.”
A mischievous glint sparked in his eyes, the corners of his mouth tugging into a slow, plotting smirk. Before Rook could question it, he moved—swift and assured—scooping her up effortlessly into his arms.
“Emmrich!” she laughed, startled, her arms looping around his neck, her legs instinctively wrapped around his waist as he rose from the couch.
He only grinned, eyes bright with mischief. “I believe I’m owed the honor of escorting my lunch date to the dressing quarters.”
Their laughter echoed through the loft as he carried her toward the bedroom, Spite watching from his cushion throne with narrowed, unimpressed eyes. But Rook didn’t care. Wrapped in Emmrich’s arms, her heart still glowing from shared intimacy and quiet joy, she was exactly where she wanted to be.
It was domestic. It was ridiculous. And it was perfect.
Notes:
I apologize for the short chapter, but how sweet are these two?
Chapter 27: Chapter 27 - Shared Leaves
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich go out for a lunch date, then he gives her a small tour around his workplace.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook tugged the last lace on her boot into place, the final knot cinching with a soft pull. She straightened, smoothing her hand along the front of her high-waisted jeans before reaching for her sweater—plum-colored and finely knit, its sleeves a little long but cozy in the way she liked best. The soft wool clung comfortably to her frame, the hem just brushing her hips. With practiced ease, she twisted her hair into its usual loose updo, a few copper strands escaping to frame her face. Her signature gold ear cuff gleamed as she adjusted it into place, catching the light just so.
Across the room, Emmrich was finishing the last of his ensemble.
He’d reclaimed his usual clothes, now clean and dry. His waistcoat was buttoned, sharp and tailored, with his rolled sleeves still casually pushed to the elbows. Grave gold adorned his fingers again—rings that glinted faintly against the deep gray of his vest. His trousers, now free of last night’s unfortunate incident, were properly pressed and crisp. But it was his hair that caught her attention.
Gone was the precise, neatly coifed style she’d grown used to. Instead, he had brushed it back loosely, letting it fall naturally with a slight wave. It softened him—made him look less like a scholar fresh from the archives and more like a man with the morning to himself.
Rook leaned against the doorway, arms crossed as she openly admired the view.
“I think I could get used to this look,” she said, her voice warm and teasing. “It suits you.”
Emmrich glanced up from adjusting his cuffs, a brow arching with amused curiosity. “Messy and mildly disheveled? Or are we perhaps enjoying the fact that there is evidence of last night’s activities.”
“I have no idea what you mean,” she said, reaching for her coat. “I just think that your imperfect appearance is quite the view.”
He chuckled, eyes warm as they lingered on her. “I believe I share the same sentiment.”
Rook smirked, brushing past him with a playful nudge. “Well then, Professor. Are we now presentable to face the world?”
He laced his fingers around hers, his lips brushing against her knuckles. “Absolutely.”
It took very little convincing from Rook to persuade Emmrich that a walk to their destination was better than driving. The weather was pleasant, the kind that invited lingering steps and soft conversation, and the streets of Minrathous’ artisan district pulsed with life and warmth. She’d always imagined walking a partner through her neighborhood—something simple she used to want without knowing why. Today, it made sense.”
Their hands remained intertwined as they strolled past weathered shopfronts and flower-draped balconies. Rook took the lead with quiet confidence, pointing out familiar spots along the way.
“That bookstore?” she said, nodding to a narrow building tucked between a ceramic gallery and a tailor. “They always put the best used books out front. Found a first edition of Herbs of Thedas there once. Covered in margin notes from a Circle apprentice—it was like reading two books at once.”
Emmrich’s brow lifted with interest. “Sounds like a treasure.”
“It is,” she said, then gestured ahead. “That apothecary’s where I source most of my tea ingredients—elfroot, embrium, dried verawood bark when they have it. The owner’s a stickler about quality, which I appreciate.”
He chuckled, charmed by her precision. “Of course you have a favorite apothecary.”
She grinned. “Don’t you?”
“Of course. Although mine is back in Nevarra. The quality of their herbs were always exceptional. It was convenient that it was near the local tea shop.”
“Oh and how do I square up to them?”
“My darling, I could never compare.”
Rook bumped his shoulder gently with hers. “Is that your diplomatic way of saying that you refuse to choose?”
“I haven’t the slightest inkling of what you could mean.”
They walked on, her voice weaving in and out of the passing sounds of midday bustle. She pointed out a produce market across the plaza. “The markets here are probably my favorite place to shop. The vibe is so lively and can be a war zone during harvest season. I once had to swim through the crowds because I slept in.”
“Sounds like quite the battlefield. I hope no blood was drawn over a fig.”
“No, but I’ve had to enlist the help of Lace and she was ready to swipe from people’s baskets. I was able to talk her out of it.”
Emmrich laughed, and she basked in the sound.
“And where, might I ask, are we indulging in lunch today?” he asked, glancing around as they neared a quieter side street.
Rook smiled, gesturing toward a tucked-away corner ahead. “Just there. The Fig & Laurel. It’s a small café I go to when I want something cozy. Great tea, better hand pies, and a shaded patio that’s perfect for people-watching.”
By the time they turned down the narrow, ivy-draped side street, the scent of warm bread, grilled herbs, and lemon oil had begun to fill the air. Emmrich drew a slow breath, clearly approving.
She gave him a sly glance. “You’re going to love this place.”
The Fig & Laurel came into view, nestled between an herb shop and a luthier’s stall. Its plum awning fluttered gently in the breeze, and the little fig tree beside the door was heavy with dark green leaves. As they stepped through the door, a small brass bell announced their arrival.
The inside was cozy, steeped in late morning sun and fragrant steam. Behind the counter, a barista looked up—and then lit up like a candle.
“Rook!” the woman called, already reaching for a pair of mismatched ceramic mugs. “We were wondering when you were going to come by.”
“Aw you missed me that much?” Rook replied, giving Emmrich’s hand a gentle squeeze. “I brought company this time.”
The barista’s gaze snapped to Emmrich with barely restrained curiosity, eyes glittering. “Company, eh?”
“My boyfriend.”
That did it.
The barista’s eyes widened as she shouted through the serving window, “Guys—it finally happened! Rook brought a boyfriend!”
Like moths to flame, the staff surged forward, all curiosity and barely-contained glee.
“A boyfriend?!”
“Where?!”
“Oh my, he’s handsome.”
“Hey, move—I want a look!”
The manager, already looking exasperated, stepped out from the back with a resigned sigh. “All right, back to work! We’re in the middle of a lunch rush, not a meet-the-boyfriend summit. You can all spectate while you work!”
Emmrich blinked, clearly caught off guard by the sudden attention—but to his credit, he offered a polite, if slightly flustered, smile. “I wasn’t aware I was infamous.”
“You are now,” the barista said with a wink. “Sit wherever you like, loves. We’ll serve you once the staff stops hyperventilating.”
Rook smirked as she guided him toward a sun-drenched table near the window. “I hope you’re ready for mild chaos.”
“I’m starting to suspect,” Emmrich murmured, pulling out her chair before taking his own, “that you brought me here just to show me off.”
“…I might be a little guilty of that,” she admitted, grinning. “But the food really is amazing.”
“Mhm,” he said, amused—and maybe a little enchanted.
While the staff gradually returned to their stations—though not without the occasional peek or whisper—Emmrich let his attention drift around the café. The Fig & Laurel lived up to its name: quaint and sun-warmed, with potted herbs lining the windowsills and the gentle hum of conversation layered beneath the clink of dishes and the hiss of the espresso machine.
He could see it—Rook slipping in here on a slow afternoon, perhaps with a book under her arm or herbs to drop off for the kitchen. The thought was oddly grounding. Comforting. This place suited her in the same way the scent of her tea blends did: familiar, layered, quietly personal.
The chalkboard menu above the counter was hand-lettered in chalk and whimsy, listing dishes that ranged from roasted root vegetable flatbread wraps to delicate hand pies and hearty grain bowls. Plenty of options, vegetarian and not, rustic yet elevated. It wasn’t a place trying to impress through pretense—just quality.
Emmrich found himself quietly impressed. It was these small considerations—her knowing he would enjoy the subtle complexity of the food, the atmosphere, the walk over—that spoke volumes. She’d brought him somewhere meaningful to her, without altering a single detail to accommodate him. And yet, somehow, it was still welcoming.
That, he thought, was Rook in a nutshell.
He turned back to her with a fond expression just as she took a sip from her water glass, her gaze still dancing with amusement from the earlier chaos. It was moments like this that left him in awe of her. Her calm. Her amusement. How she is ready to let him be part of it all. To think it took him so long to meet her.
A server approached their table with a grin that was far too knowing for someone who had only just met them. Rook, unfazed, leaned back in her chair with easy familiarity.
“I’ll have my usual, please,” she said. “Blood orange, clove, and cardamom tea—and the hand pies with leek, wild mushroom, and goat cheese.”
The server nodded, then turned to Emmrich with a flourish of their notepad. “And for the gentleman?”
Emmrich glanced up at the menu board once more, then handed over the little printed one in his hand. “I’ll have the roasted root vegetable barley bowl. Honey thyme dressing, if it’s available—and sparkling water, please.”
“Coming right up,” the server chirped before vanishing back into the bustling kitchen.
Once they were alone again, Rook turned her attention back to him, chin resting on her hand. “So,” she asked, a playful gleam in her eye, “how do you like this place?”
Emmrich chuckled, his gaze fond. “It’s perfect. Just like you.”
Rook laughed softly. “And there’s the charm.”
Their banter faded into a companionable silence, the kind that only sharpened the sounds of the café around them—clinking cutlery, the soft hiss of the espresso machine, the low murmur of conversation. Rook’s gaze lingered on his face, something thoughtful settling into her expression.
“I’ve always wanted to do this,” she said, tilting her head slightly. “Walk around town with my partner. Bring them to my favorite spots.” She nudged his foot gently beneath the table.
Emmrich raised a brow. “Is this a recurring fantasy of yours?”
“One of the tamer ones,” she replied with a sly grin. “Don’t act like you don’t have a few yourself.”
“Guilty as charged,” he said smoothly. “Though now I’m quite curious about the wilder ones.” His foot brushed hers again, the tip of his dress shoe tracing lightly up her calf.
That earned a faint blush and a huff from Rook as she looked away, which only made Emmrich smile in triumph.
“Fantasies aside,” she said, shaking her head with a smirk, “I believe you promised to tell me about your adventures.”
“Ah. So now it’s my turn to spin tales?”
“I think I’m owed at least one academic adventure.”
Emmrich folded his hands on the table, expression softening with thought. “Well,” he said after a beat, “how would you like to hear about the time my team and I excavated a forgotten war site in the Silent Plains? The remains dated back to the First Blight.”
Rook blinked, her interest visibly piqued. “Really?”
He nodded. “We were expecting Warden remnants, but we unearthed much more—fallen Grey Wardens, ancient darkspawn, signs of the old conflict that had all but been lost to time. The Grey Wardens were grateful. It gave them closure on a part of their legacy that had long remained in shadow. And for historians, it provided clarity on the early days of the Blight.”
“What was it like?” she asked, voice quieter now.
He exhaled, glancing toward the window. “Grueling. Meticulous. At times, dangerous. We had a few run-ins with wild wyverns and even a cluster of ghasts near the ravine. Thank the Maker we had a proper security team with us. Although there were moments when we had to take matters into our own hands.”
Rook’s brows lifted. “So the good professor has seen some action.”
He smirked. “Anyone in fieldwork learns to expect a few… adversaries. Though it’s been some time since I had to actively use combat magic.”
“I would’ve loved to have seen you in action,” she teased.
“Someday, perhaps,” he said with a hint of promise. “But for me, the most meaningful part wasn’t the danger or the discovery—it was giving the remains names again. Restoring their stories. Many of them were reunited with their descendants, or at the very least, given a proper return home. We still had a few unidentified souls, but they were still treated with care when we brought them back to Nevarra.”
Rook’s voice was quiet, thoughtful. “It’s rare—doing work that gives something back. I imagine the Wardens were grateful it was in your hands.”
“Thank you.”
“There’s a place in Minrathous, near the capital’s Chantry,” she added quietly. “It’s called the Wall of Light. Families light enchanted orbs for their fallen, especially those lost in war or tragedy. It’s a place for remembrance.”
“I’ve been,” Emmrich said. “On my first visit, actually. It’s lovely. A different take on memorial rites than what I’m used to—but poignant.”
“I volunteer sometimes, to help maintain the orbs,” Rook said, her voice almost a murmur. “Especially when I’m thinking about my parents.”
“I understand the sentiment,” Emmrich said gently. “I visit my parents’ graves when I had the chance and I would catch them up on what I’ve been up to.”
“I heard that Nevarrans prefer burial over cremation,” she mused.
He nodded. “We do. But there are also symbolic graves—empty, yet meaningful. Not unlike your Wall of Light. A place to grieve, to remember.”
She smiled faintly. “I think our cultures would get along just fine.”
He reached across the table, brushing his fingers over hers. “Much like us.”
Their meals arrived with perfect timing—steam curling from the hand pies on Rook’s plate, golden and flaking at the edges, while Emmrich’s barley bowl radiated warmth, the roasted vegetables glistening beneath a light drizzle of honey-thyme dressing.
Rook tucked in with easy delight, taking that first satisfying bite that always made her eyes flutter shut. “Mm,” she hummed, savoring the rich earthiness of wild mushroom, the tang of goat cheese wrapped in crisp pastry. “Flaky perfection. Their hand pies are by far the best. And their seasonal so they’re always different.”
Across from her, Emmrich took a more deliberate approach—scooping a modest forkful, giving the blend of textures and aroma its due before tasting it. His expression, though measured, softened into visible appreciation.
“You’re an annoyingly elegant eater,” she teased, watching the way he dabbed the corner of his mouth with his napkin after every other bite.
“And you,” he said with a faint smirk, “are delightfully expressive. I imagine you’d be a terrible liar about bad food.”
“I’ll have you know,” she replied, reaching for her tea with a grin. “That I am very polite to ones’ efforts… unless they’re really bad.”
He chuckled under his breath, gaze lingering on her for a beat longer than necessary. There was something more in the way he looked at her now—not just warmth, but an intensity curling beneath the surface.
Rook set down her cup, tilting her head. “So,” she began, casual—too casual. “When do you think we’ll have our first ‘expedition’?”
The question was bold, but her tone softened the edges. She wasn’t trying to provoke—just… wondering. Curious. Wanting.
Emmrich stilled.
His fork hovered briefly above his bowl before he set it down with quiet precision. When he looked up, there was a shift—barely there, but undeniable. Something deeper igniting behind his eyes. The green in them darkened, a glow surfacing beneath his composed exterior like candlelight behind stained glass.
“When the time is right,” he said slowly, voice low and rich. “Ideally… I’d like to plan it.”
Rook’s brows rose slightly, her lips parting—but he leaned in, just enough to command her attention.
“I’d like to take you out on a romantic evening. I want a night built for you—an evening of silk and slow ruin. To appreciate and spoil you.” His words, though quiet, sank deep. “Where I can take my time unraveling you—inch by inch—until every sacred pleasure your body hides belongs only to me.”
Rook’s breath caught, her body tensing in the best way.
Emmrich’s eyes didn’t waver, the green now unmistakably aglow. “And when the sun rises,” he continued, “I intend to be the only one who knows you that way. The only one who holds the map of your desires. And I will use that knowledge, Rook…” A pause, as though tasting her name. “Shamelessly. Again and again. However you need me.”
A pulse beat hard behind her ribs. The flicker in her core surged into a full flame, heat curling low in her stomach. And Maker help her, she swore she could feel the weight of those promises before they were even fulfilled.
She tried to swallow, tried to speak—but all she managed was a breathless, “Oh.”
Emmrich smirked, pleased, but didn’t press. He merely picked up his fork again, calm and composed, like he hadn’t just spoken a quiet prayer of temptation across the table.
Rook blinked once, twice. If she weren’t trying to humor the fantasy of a leisurely afternoon date, she’d drag him back to the loft and devour him herself.
The thought alone made her legs cross beneath the table.
He glanced up from his bowl, the faintest glimmer of knowing in his eyes. “Patience, darling,” he murmured. “We have time.”
Maker preserve her, the man had a gift—every time she tried to fluster him, he found a way to turn it back on her tenfold.
In an attempt to regain her composure, Rook took a slow sip of her tea, letting the citrus and spice ground her senses. Across the table, Emmrich watched her with quiet amusement. He enjoyed how easily their conversations flowed—each one a thread that wove them closer. Her whimsy, her teasing, the way their flirtation had deepened since they first met—it all felt like something rare. Something earned. And Maker, it was entirely too endearing watching her try to recover when he managed to turn the tables.
When their check arrived, Rook snatched it up with swift defiance, her expression triumphant. Last time, he’d told her she could pay next—and she wasn’t about to give him the chance to be a gentleman again. Emmrich chuckled at her childish victory. He wasn’t one to duel over bills, though in his experience, he was typically the one footing them. This gesture—her insistence, her quiet pride—was refreshing. She might be the first who seemed eager to flaunt her independence.
As they stepped out of the Fig & Laurel, sunlight bathed the quiet street once more. The staff, ever watchful and far too entertained, sent Rook off with a chorus of teasing waves and knowing grins. She responded with a huffed laugh and a parting glare that lacked any real heat—though the faint red lingering at the tips of her ears told another story.
Emmrich, ever attuned, leaned in as they walked, his lips brushing just close enough to her ear to make her shiver. “Do you have anything else planned for us today?” he murmured, voice low and rich with mischief.
Rook cleared her throat, doing her best to compose herself, but the blush she’d fought to suppress came rushing back with a vengeance. “That depends,” she said, glancing sidelong at him. “Do you?”
The smirk that tugged at Emmrich’s mouth was nothing short of wicked. “Oh, I might have a few ideas.”
The drive to the university was calm and scenic, winding through Minrathous’ quieter districts until the spires of the university campus came into view. The campus spread like a tapestry of stone towers, manicured paths, and vine-covered courtyards. Despite its imposing structure, it was quiet this time of day—Sundays had a hush to them, the kind that invited wandering rather than rushing.
Emmrich parked near a staff entrance and guided Rook through a side path flanked by sculpted hedges and carefully cultivated blooms.
“The last time I was here,” she noted, “I was taken straight to your office to return your work journal.”
Emmrich smiled. “A dramatic entrance, to be sure. But today’s visit will be a touch more traditional. I admit, I’d rather give you a proper tour if it weren’t Sunday—but I suspect this version will be far more charming.”
Their first stop was the campus garden, a hidden alcove tucked between two research halls. Blooming with mage-grown flora, it thrived in quiet shade: serpentroot, fade-touched lilies, elfroot planters arranged with geometric precision. Rook took a slow breath in, visibly soothed.
“I used to imagine university gardens being all marble and hedges,” she murmured. “But this feels alive.”
“It’s one of my favorite corners,” Emmrich said. “Students come here to study... or to recover from exams. Occasionally, it’s also where security has chased off undergrads sneaking in to make out.”
Rook snorted. “Sounds like a hotspot.”
“Quite.”
The Arcane Forensics wing was quiet on Sundays, its high stone corridors filled with nothing but the low hum of magical preservation wards. He led her next to the forensics lab wing, all arched doorways and polished stone, with enchanted lanterns casting soft light across glass-paneled doors. One of the labs stood open, empty save for a few quietly humming instruments. Rook lingered at the threshold, peering in.
As they stepped into the lab space, Emmrich’s voice dropped instinctively into something softer—like reverence or ritual.
“This way,” he said, unlocking a heavy oak door with a sigil-marked key. “One of the smaller research labs. This one’s typically used for more sensitive specimens.”
“You actually teach in here?”
“Sometimes. It’s where we process arcane residue from spellwork in crime scenes, or preserve and examine remains that have... histories.”
“Spoken like a man who’s handled a few cursed skeletons.”
“Oh, several.”
Inside, the room was dimly lit, the overhead enchantments calibrated to avoid damaging the contents within. Crystal cases and reinforced glass domes dotted the room, each one housing something unique—bone fragments, enchanted fibers, faded tomes, bits of preserved claw or scale. But it was one particular table that drew Emmrich’s attention.
He gestured to the centerpiece: a full-scale of darkspawn skeletal remains, carefully laid out on velvet padding, its surface blackened and ridged with what looked like veins of corruption frozen in time.
“This one,” Emmrich began, his voice laced with quiet fascination, “was recovered from my expedition on the Silent Plains. Likely died during the First Blight. You can see here—” he pointed near the joint, “—fracture along the growth plate. Blunt force trauma, likely from a war hammer. I believe a Warden dealt the killing blow.”
Rook leaned in slightly, eyes sharp, curious. The bone pulsed faintly with residual energy—dark, oily, and ancient. It felt like standing too close to a lightning strike long after the storm had passed.
Emmrich caught her expression and, with the ghost of a smirk, offered, “Would you like to touch it?”
She blinked, eyes darting between him and the relic. “Tempting,” she admitted. “But I think I’ll pass. I have this fear I’ll sneeze and somehow snap it in half.”
That drew a warm chuckle from him. “I assure you, it’s more durable than it looks. But I appreciate the caution.”
She stepped back slightly, her hands clasped behind her. “It’s strange… I’ve seen darkspawn on the battlefield in textbooks, but seeing just a piece of one like this, studied and still… it feels more real.”
Emmrich nodded. “We often fear them for what they do, what they become. But here, stripped down to bone and record, they’re still part of a story. One we’re still learning to read.”
Their last stop was a lecture hall, tucked beneath one of the older towers. Emmrich unlocked the door with a gentle spell, and they stepped into the stillness of rows of darkwood benches and high arched windows.
Rook drifted down the center aisle, her gaze sweeping over the quiet expanse of the empty lecture hall. Her fingertips brushed along the edge of a desk—worn smooth by years of restless students.
“You ever imagine what it might’ve been like?” Emmrich asked behind her, his voice low, thoughtful.
She glanced over her shoulder. “Being a student?”
He nodded, stepping closer.
“Sometimes,” she admitted. “But I’m not even sure what I would’ve studied. I was a different person back then—more comfortable on my feet than sitting still with a book.”
“Do you regret not going?”
She shook her head, the answer easy. “No, even with the option, I doubt that I’d take it.”
“Did your brother support your decision?”
“We weren’t speaking much in those days,” she said softly. “So, he didn’t get a say in the matter.”
Emmrich’s gaze lingered on her for a moment before he stepped forward and gently hoisted her up to sit on the lecturer’s desk. The move startled a quiet laugh from her.
He leaned in with a teasing smirk. “Well, if you had been a student here, I imagine I would’ve found it very hard to concentrate.”
“Oh really?”
“Without question,” he said, eyes glinting. “You would’ve made a terrifying academic.”
Rook tilted her head, lips curling into a slow, amused smile. “Is that your way of calling me a menace?”
“A charming one,” Emmrich murmured, his voice dipping low. “Irresistibly so.”
She reached for him, fingers sliding beneath his chin with practiced ease, guiding him closer. Their lips hovered a breath apart, the tension between them crackling like struck flint.
“In this hypothetical,” she whispered, gaze fixed on his, “if I were a student and our paths crossed... I think I’d drag you into all sorts of trouble, Professor.”
Emmrich’s smile curved, slow and dangerous. “I think I’d let you.”
It was a tantalizing thought—Rook as a student, drifting through these halls with sunlight catching her smile in the courtyard. He could almost see the way her eyes might glint with mischief under his heated gaze mid-lecture. Not that she’d ever officially enroll in one of his classes—Maker forbid—but he wouldn’t put it past her to sneak in, just to watch him. To tempt him. He could already imagine the two of them stealing kisses in the shadowed corridors, behind shelves in the library… maybe even right here in this very lecture hall.
Then his mouth was on hers—unhurried, reverent at first. His hands slid to her hips as he stepped forward, fitting neatly between her thighs where she perched on the desk. Rook’s legs wrapped around him instinctively, drawing him in closer as her fingers threaded into his hair, already mussed from the morning breeze.
The kiss deepened. His tongue coaxing her mouth to open for a proper taste. It wasn’t rushed, but it was consuming—months of tension unspooling in the quiet hush of an empty lecture hall. The scent of chalk dust and old tomes lingered faintly in the air, but all Rook could focus on was the heat of his hands on her thighs, the gentle scrape of his rings against the denim of her jeans, the way his mouth moved like he was trying to learn her by feel.
She broke the kiss only long enough to catch her breath, eyes hooded, cheeks flushed with heat. “You sure this is okay?”
Emmrich’s laugh rumbled low in his throat, dark and wicked. “My dear, we wouldn’t be the first to indulge in a rendezvous in an empty classroom.”
His hands slid higher, fingertips ghosting beneath the hem of her sweater to trace the bare skin of her waist—slow, reverent, claiming.
“And I must admit,” he added, voice like velvet, “I’m thoroughly enjoying this hypothetical.”
Rook’s breath hitched. Her fingers tightened in his hair as she pulled him back in for another kiss—hungrier this time, lips parting with a quiet sound that made his restraint fray.
It was dizzying, this alchemy between reverence and need. Her skin burned under his touch, every nerve alive. And him—gods, he kissed her like she was gravity itself, like the center of the universe had taken her shape.
Rook’s fingers curled around the hem of his waistcoat where it bunched at her waist, the kiss between them deepening with every second. Emmrich’s hands had slipped beneath the soft wool, exploring the bare skin at her sides, worshipful and sure. Her breath caught as his thumbs grazed upward, trailing fire along her ribs—but it wasn’t enough. Not for the desire burning in her now.
She broke the kiss with a gasp, flushed and breathless. Emmrich opened his mouth to ask—but she was already moving.
Rook slipped off the desk with a practiced roll of her hips, landing on her feet with feline grace. Her hands didn’t waste a second. She reached for him, turning their positions with gentle insistence until he was the one braced against the edge of the desk. She stepped between his legs, her hands running down his chest with a sultry smirk.
Emmrich arched a brow, intrigued—but made no move to stop her.
“Rook?”
“Sit tight, Professor,” she murmured, her voice velvet-smooth and wickedly amused. “I believe I have an oral exam.”
That earned a sharp inhale through his nose, the corner of his mouth twitching upward with both warning and delight.
She made quick work of his belt, fingers deft and teasing as the buckle came undone. His zipper followed, then the soft slide of fabric giving way beneath her hands. When she freed him, her breath hitched—not from hesitation, but from appreciation. She took her time, fingers curling gently around the base, her touch reverent as they brushed through the soft, pepper-colored curls at his root. Her thumb slid along the underside with maddening tenderness, each stroke deliberate, each caress a promise.
Rook had to admit—he was well endowed, both in length and girth. And the thought that, one fortunate day, this would be inside her made her shiver with anticipation—knowing it would lead her to both ruin and ecstasy. As Emmrich watched her stroke him, her gaze dark with hunger, he felt the faintest flush of embarrassment, as though laid bare under her ravenous scrutiny.
“My oh my,” she murmured, lips barely an inch from him, “this is definitely worthy of my attention.”
He let out a sound that was somewhere between a breath and a groan, his knuckles going white where they gripped the edge of the desk.
She leaned in, her mouth brushing the base of him with a slow lick, followed by a trail of kisses leading upward. Her breath was warm, her lips parting just enough to let the tip of her tongue swirl along the head before she kissed it—light, teasing.
Then she took him into her mouth.
The groan that escaped Emmrich was deep and unguarded, his hand flying down to tangle in her hair—not to guide her, but to anchor himself. He looked down at her, gaze ablaze with green fire, every muscle in his body taut with restraint. The sight of Rook kneeling before him, so deliberate and focused in her pleasure of him, was nearly enough to undo him right there.
And Rook—Maker, she reveled in the power of it. She let herself move with intention, tongue and lips working in rhythm, savoring every reaction he gave her. The tension in his thighs, the stutter of his breath, the way he murmured her name like a warning and a prayer.
“Rook…” he growled, low and desperate.
Emmrich watched her through half-lidded eyes, jaw clenched, every muscle in his body coiled with tension. Rook's mouth moved over him with slow, deliberate devotion, her moans vibrating around him in a way that nearly shattered his composure. The sounds—the slippery, sinful sounds—echoed in the quiet hall like a litany of temptation.
He was doing everything in his power not to lose himself. In his mind, he was reciting lines from a dissertation he’d recently reviewed on bio-sustainable burial rites—anything to anchor himself, to distract from the heat curling low in his spine.
But it was useless.
Because Maker’s breath, the way her tongue moved—slick and skilled, massaging every ridge and vein, the way she looked up at him through her lashes, flushed and utterly unashamed—he’d never known something so ruinously arousing. She was focused. Eager. Beautifully unrelenting.
It took every ounce of restraint to let her stay in control.
But the way his hips jerked forward, unbidden, thrusting deeper into the velvet heat of her mouth—that made his thoughts spiral.
Dangerous thoughts.
Wicked thoughts.
Thoughts that promised: the moment she lets up, he’s going to pin her down and return the favor—slowly. Thoroughly. Until all she can do is moan his name like a hymn.
But he had promised her romance—and a bed. And he would be damned if he allowed lust to outrun his gentleman’s vow.
Her pace remained steady, unhurried, as though she wanted to savor every sound he made, every twitch of muscle, every drawn-out breath he tried—and failed—to keep even. She was relentless in her affection, her lips soft but sure as they moved along the length of him, tongue tracing the underside with teasing precision.
Emmrich’s hand remained curled in her chestnut hair, giving them a light tug to adjust her angle—even as his hips betrayed him, bucking into the heat of her mouth with restrained urgency.
“Rook,” he breathed, voice hoarse, strained. “If you keep going…”
His warning was soft, but edged in heat.
She hummed around him, pleased with his unraveling, and that was the final fray in his composure. The vibrations from her throat gave his length an added sensation.
With a quiet growl of restraint snapping, Emmrich’s grip tightened just enough to still her. He eased himself free from her mouth, watching as a thin thread of saliva stretched between her lips and the flushed head of his cock.
But Rook only looked up at him with that same heady defiance—the kind that made his composure fracture at the seams. She wrapped a hand around his shaft, feeling the lubrication of her saliva as she stroked him up and down to continue his pleasure.
“I’m not done,” she whispered, breath warm against his skin, “Professor.”
Maker, this woman was going to be the death of him.
And what a glorious death it would be.
Before he could stop her, she took him back in—slow and steady, her lips sealing around him with devastating intent. One hand gripped his hip while the other curled around his thigh, coaxing him deeper, her pace unrelenting, patient in its hunger. Emmrich's breath hitched sharply, hand tightening in her hair again—not to restrain her, but to brace himself against the wave building in his spine. She moaned softly around him, and the vibration unraveled the last threads of his control.
His hips jerked, instinctively chasing the heat of her mouth, his grip in her hair tightening just enough to draw a soft tug. When she took him deeper, the tip of his sex brushing her throat, he came undone. His release hit with a shuddering exhale—low, guttural—his hips giving one final jolt before stilling, breathless and spent.
She didn’t falter. She took everything he gave her, her gaze locked with his as she swallowed—elegant, unflinching, utterly divine.
Rook pulled away and blinked up at him, breathless, her eyes blown wide and cheeks warm, lips slick and parted in surprise.
She looked at the man she had just undone—and like the night before, he was still very overdressed, but was the perfect portrait of surrender. His hair had slipped from its tidy styling, his face flushed with a gorgeous bloom of color, and the way he fought to catch his breath sent a ripple of satisfaction through her. To know she held that kind of power over him—equal to the effect he had on her—made her pulse hum with quiet pride.
“Maker,” he whispered, brushing a thumb across her kiss-bruised mouth. “You’ll be the death of me.”
Before she could quip back, he was pulling her up, his mouth already finding hers in a kiss that was no longer restrained—hot, deep, full of everything he’d held back. He tasted her, tasted himself on her tongue, and reveled in the wildness of it. His hands found the hem of her sweater again, but this time, he tugged it upward, breaking their kiss just long enough to pull it over her head.
His mouth descended to the curve of her neck, nipping, kissing, and worshipping the path down to her collarbone as he guided her back toward the desk. She gasped when he hoisted her onto it again, the cool wood beneath her thighs only adding to the delicious contrast of his heat.
“Do you have any idea,” he murmured, his voice like dark silk, “just how close you bring me to madness?”
Emmrich’s gaze never left hers as he slowly undid the buttons of her jeans, his fingers slipping beneath the waistband of her underwear to find her waiting heat. When her hips instinctively arched toward him, he pressed a firm hand to her thigh, keeping her in place.
“Ah, ah,” he murmured, voice rich with mischief. “You’re not to move an inch until I’ve thoroughly awarded your extra credit.”
Rook’s breath caught, holding his gaze, a flicker of challenge and anticipation dancing in her eyes. “Understood, Professor.”
Emmrich hummed his approval low in his throat, the sound vibrating against her skin like the purr of a well-fed predator.
“Very good,” he murmured, his voice dipped in decadent praise. “A model student.”
His hand remained steady at her waistband, fingers curling just beneath the fabric of her underwear to reveal her sex. The pad of one finger traced her folds with maddening slowness—barely touching, as though he were studying her like one of his rare specimens under glass. Rook’s breath hitched, her hips twitching instinctively, only for him to press his free hand firmly to her thigh.
“Careful,” he reminded, a teasing lilt in his tone. “We’ve only just begun the lesson. You’ll need to be patient if you want to pass.”
Her lips parted, a soft sound escaping her, half a moan, half a frustrated exhale. The attention he gave was light—so light it made her tremble with need. Every pass of his fingertip over her slick heat was a new test of endurance.
“Fuck…” she whispered, fingers curling into the edge of the desk behind her.
“Language, Miss Ingellvar,” he chided smoothly. “Unless you’d like to stay after class for penance.”
The glint in his eyes was unmistakable now—hazel with its glint of green and sharp with intent, burning with desire and command. Rook could see it plainly: the moment Emmrich surrendered fully to the game she’d started. And he, being who he was, would commit to it with scholarly thoroughness.
Oh Maker, what have I started?
Rook barely had time to catch her breath before Emmrich’s hand moved with maddening patience, fingers tracing the outer edges of her entrance. She gasped as the pads of his fingers grazed her slick heat, teasing—testing—and clearly reveling in how ready she already was for him. He hadn't even truly begun, and yet her body responded to him like a flame catching dry parchment.
He pressed the tip of one finger just barely inside her, watching her with a gaze equal parts devout and wicked. The look in his eyes wasn't simply lust—it was fascination, wonder, and something far more possessive. He was mapping her reactions, committing each soft gasp, each shiver, to memory like it was sacred text.
“So eager,” he murmured, his voice low as he leaned in to trail kisses along her jawline. His breath was warm against her skin, his words wrapping around her like silk. “Do you know what that tells me, Miss Ingellvar?”
Despite the haze building behind her eyes, Rook wasn’t ready to surrender her sense of mischief. Her lips curved into a smirk, biting her lower lip, though her voice trembled under the weight of sensation.
“That I—” Her sentence faltered as he pressed deeper with slow, firm precision. Her back arched slightly, breath catching. “—am very enthusiastic about your lesson?”
Emmrich chuckled softly, the sound vibrating where his mouth rested near her ear. “Oh, my dear,” he whispered, each syllable laced with a dark sort of indulgence, “this is why you’re my star student.”
Venhedis, she thought, barely holding back a shudder. This man is going to be my undoing… and I can’t wait for it.
She could feel every ridge of his rings as his fingers entered her, the stretch sending a new, delicious sensation through her walls. When he added another finger, a soft mewl escaped her lips. He kept his pace slow, patient, letting her adjust to the unfamiliar but intoxicating feel of his bejeweled touch. His bangles shifted higher on his forearm, pushed up by the waistband of her jeans, catching the light with each careful thrust.
He didn’t rush. That wasn’t his way. Every movement had purpose. A curl of his fingers, a pause, then the motion again. Slow. Intentional. Emmrich planned to coax sounds that she tried to suppress. He was a man who studied death, anatomy and its traces with painstaking care. Now, he applied the same patience and depth of study to the living woman trembling beneath his touch.
Rook’s body was an exquisite text, and he read her with reverence. Every quiver of her thighs, every flutter of breath, every involuntary tilt of her hips was another verse, another note in a symphony meant solely for him. He wanted her undone, but more than that—he wanted her to feel adored in every aching second of unraveling.
And judging by the way she clung to him, her moans muffled against his collar, he knew he was succeeding.
Emmrich took his time.
Every touch, every stroke of his fingers was maddeningly slow, precise in the way only a man like him could be—part scholar, part worshiper. The cool brush of his rings against her overheated skin made her shiver, a teasing contrast that elevated every motion into something exquisite. Where his fingertips traced, his grave-gold bands followed—sliding, dragging, pressing just enough to make her body jolt in response.
He charted every sound Rook made as if committing her unraveling to memory, learning the shape of her pleasure by heart. His murmured words were honeyed—low, devout, threading into the heat between them like silk through lace.
“So beautiful,” he breathed against her skin. “Every inch of you—mine to study, to adore…”
She had fantasized about those hands. About what it might feel like to be touched by him—those elegant fingers adorned with metal and meaning. And now that fantasy had a heartbeat, breath, and the exact kind of delicious pressure that made her thighs tremble. His bejeweled hands did not disappoint.
The way his fingers curled and thrust, the rings stretching her walls, exploring her core with deliberate intent, seeking out every sensitive point that made her lose control—Maker, it drove her wild. His open-mouthed kisses trailed along her ribs, collarbone, shoulder, and neck, each one leaving a molten brand in its wake. And his voice—his voice—murmuring sultry filth against her skin, was its own form of temptation. At this point, he was awakening a new kink in her, and frankly, she couldn’t find it in herself to fault him for it.
She rasped, “Oh, Maker—yes, I’m—”
“That’s it, darling,” he hissed, voice rough with hunger. “Fall apart for me.”
“Emmrich.”
Rook’s breath hitched as his hand moved with intention, and when the crest of sensation overtook her, she arched against him, her cry caught between reverence and release. Emmrich didn’t stop—not until the tremors had faded and her breathing began to slow, her body limp and flushed in his arms.
Only then did he ease back, pressing soft kisses along her jaw, her cheek, the corner of her mouth. One arm curled around her waist as he held her close, her forehead resting against his shoulder. For a long, quiet moment, they simply breathed together, chest to chest, pulse to pulse.
Eventually, Emmrich reached into his inner pocket and retrieved a neatly folded handkerchief—linen, embroidered, of course. He kissed her temple first, a silent ask for permission, before gently reaching between her thighs to clean her with slow, careful movements. It was a small gesture, imperfect perhaps, but tender. Considerate.
Rook let out a breathy laugh, her voice still husky from the aftermath. “Souvenir for the road?”
Emmrich paused mid-motion, a flush rising high on his cheeks. “That was not the intention.”
She grinned, her eyes glinting despite the afterglow haze. “Mm. Just accidental sentimentalism then?”
His lips twitched—caught between mortification and amusement—as he glanced down at the now-crumpled handkerchief in his hand. “I prefer to call it courtesy.”
Rook, still flushed and comfortably sprawled across the desk, lifted a brow, her grin slow and wicked. “Whatever you say, Professor.”
Emmrich ran a hand through his hair, ears-tinged pink despite his otherwise collected demeanor. “I don’t think I’ll ever hear that title again without thinking about what we just did.”
Her laughter was soft and smug as she stretched, toe nudging his shin with lazy affection. “Good.”
He gave a helpless, incredulous laugh, pressing a kiss to her bare shoulder before resting his forehead against hers—utterly undone, thoroughly enchanted. Then he looked at her, hazel eyes softened, his usual composure cracked just enough to reveal something raw and unguarded beneath.
“You deserve care,” he said quietly. “Even in the smallest ways.”
Rook’s smirk melted into something warmer, fonder. She leaned in, nuzzling the corner of his jaw with an affectionate hum. “I think this might be my favorite part of your impromptu tour.”
His arms tightened around her in response, holding her close as he pressed a kiss to the crown of her head.
“I’m delighted,” he murmured. “Now—let’s get you sorted.”
Notes:
This is probably my longest chapter yet. I really wish that these cafes and bistros I've created exist in real life because they sound cozy and delicious. Also, these two are SINFUL, and I am absolutely here for it.
Chapter 28: Chapter 28 - Savor the Little Treasures
Summary:
A cute aftermath of their date. Emmrich receives a gift from Rook, and she has an Emmrich diary.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
They dressed in a quiet rhythm, the easy intimacy of shared space stretching unspoken between them. Rook pulled her sweater over her head, smoothing it down while sneaking a glance at Emmrich as he rebuttoned his waistcoat and trousers. His rings gleamed faintly as he adjusted his cuffs, the cool scholar once more—save for the faint pink still lingering on his cheekbones and the tousled softness in his hair that refused to be tamed.
Once fully dressed, and a quick stop to the restroom, they stepped out into the late afternoon light spilling through the university corridors. The world felt quieter now—slowed, like it was giving them a moment to hold onto before the spell unraveled.
“I suppose there’s no way to keep you for dinner?” Rook asked, her tone playfully wistful.
“As tempting as that is,” Emmrich replied with a small smile, “I believe we should bring our day to a close. Tomorrow is, regrettably, a work day.”
“Damn you and your practical logic,” she huffed. “I just wanted to bask in our little slice of domestic bliss a moment longer.”
He chuckled, the sound low and fond. “My darling, we have plenty of time for that. This isn’t the end of it.”
“You’re not wrong,” she admitted. “Spite and I should probably head back anyway.”
“I’d be happy to drive you both home.”
Rook’s smile turned soft. “That sounds like the perfect end to our very prolonged date.”
Emmrich drove them back to the Loft as the sun dipped lower, casting long golden streaks across the city skyline. The ride was companionable, quiet in the way that spoke of shared contentment rather than absence of words. When they arrived, Rook slipped inside with a parting promise—“Don’t go anywhere.”
He waited in the car, engine idling low, watching the light shift across the dashboard. He understood her reluctance to end the day. He shared it. Their time together—unhurried, intimate, and full of quiet joys—had left him with a warmth he wasn’t quite ready to part with.
Still, a quieter voice in the back of his mind reminded him to tread carefully.
As much as he longed to stay by her side, to continue weaving themselves into each other's lives, he didn’t want to cling too tightly too soon. He wasn’t sure what pace she preferred. Most people, he reasoned, needed time to themselves—space to reflect. And he, too, wanted to sit with the memory of their night and day together, to let it settle properly before he dared name it aloud.
A few minutes passed before the door opened again. Rook returned with her satchel slung over one shoulder, the subtle rustle inside betraying the presence of a very broody feline.
Spite’s tufted ears poked out of the bag like sentinels, his expression suggesting deep offense at having been excluded. Emmrich didn’t doubt the creature had strong opinions about the day’s events—and possibly several notes on where he'd rather be carried.
But it wasn’t just her feline companion she brought back.
“Here,” Rook said, sliding into the passenger seat and holding out a small gift bag, pale plum with braided twine handles. “For you.”
Emmrich blinked, momentarily caught off guard. “What’s this?”
“I meant to give it to you earlier,” she said, offering it with a faintly sheepish smile. “Consider it a thank-you. For indulging me… and for the flowers.”
Intrigued, he took the bag and peered inside. Nestled within layers of tissue were several small tins—herbal, earthy, unmistakably hers. He pulled one free and turned it in his hands. The label was handwritten in her familiar slanted script: clean, intentional, a little rustic.
He smiled as he read through them:
- Memory Moss Bloom – for winding down after long lectures
- Andraste’s Breath – for clarity of mind
- Shadow Bloom – for late-night reading
- Warden’s Wake – for mornings that begin too early
- Dreamer’s Rest – for when sleep eludes you
At the bottom of the bundle was a final note, tucked beneath the ribbons:
For whenever you think of me. Preferably often.
His fingers lingered on the message. For a moment, he didn’t speak—just stared, lips slightly parted, eyes softened by something unspoken. When he looked up at her, his composure had gentled, his gaze unreadably tender.
“You made this for me?”
“I did,” Rook replied, a touch more bashful than she’d intended. “I figured… even if we’re too busy to see each other, maybe it’ll still feel like I’m nearby.”
Emmrich leaned in, brushing a slow, reverent kiss to her temple. “This is the most thoughtful gift I’ve received in a long time.”
Then, more quietly, almost playfully, “Though I will admit, it does make it harder to pretend I need to visit the shop just for tea.”
Rook smirked. “Emmrich, you have boyfriend privileges. You can see me whenever you like. Besides, I still offer pastries and paninis. A full incentive package.”
He chuckled, his smile returning. “How silly of me to forget.”
Emmrich dropped Rook off at her apartment just as the city was beginning to settle into twilight, the streets painted in muted gold and rose as the last light of day slipped beneath the skyline. He walked her to the door, exchanged one last kiss—gentle, lingering—and watched her disappear inside with Spite still tucked under her satchel and a quiet smile on her lips.
Then he returned to his car, the small plum gift bag resting beside him like a secret he wasn't quite ready to part with.
By the time he stepped through the threshold of his townhouse, the quiet of home met him like a sigh. Familiar. Still. He loosened the top button of his shirt collar and set his keys in the tray by the door, the gift bag still clutched in one hand.
Then came the soft shuffle of movement from down the hall—a rustle of cloth, the faint clink of beakers. A delicate hiss-whistle echoed lightly as Manfred peeked around the corner, goggles slightly askew and one skeletal hand braced against the wall for balance. His teal-green lenses caught the light, reflecting with a curious gleam.
“Evening, Manfred,” Emmrich murmured, voice softened by the glow of contentment.
His skeletal ward followed close behind as Emmrich made his way to the sitting room, the low light of the hearth casting soft gold against the walls. He lowered himself into the armchair beside the hearth, the gift bag balanced carefully on his knee. He opened it again—not because he needed to, but because he wanted to. The teas, still nestled inside, seemed to radiate a quiet kind of magic. Her handwriting, her intention… the labels that hinted at how well she understood him.
For whenever you think of me. Preferably often.
A breath escaped him—part laugh, part exhale of disbelief. He set the note gently back into the bag and leaned into the chair’s back, letting his head tip against the cushion.
The evening replayed in soft flickers behind his eyes. Her laugh at the café. The way she’d leaned into him during their walk, close and easy. Her nimble fingers during their impromptu chess match, eyes sharp with playful mischief. The way her mouth had pressed to his skin when she'd whispered praise and wicked promises in his ear.
And then there was the intimacy—gods. How she unraveled beneath his hands, and how she’d taken him apart first with nothing but confidence and a wicked smirk. He could still feel the ghost of her touch, the warmth of her pressed against him, her voice—breathless, laughing, and full of wonder.
And the morning after… her hair mussed, her smile soft, sweater slipping off one shoulder while she quietly teased him over tea. He’d never wanted to stay in a moment longer than he had then.
She was chaos and calm, wit and warmth. Her cooking was like her affection—rich, generous, filled with quiet comfort. Her spirit was fierce, independent, utterly singular.
And Maker help him… he was in love.
It wasn’t a question anymore. Somewhere between the dinner and the chess, between her fingers tangled in his hair and the laughter they shared over breakfast, Emmrich had fallen irrevocably, quietly, completely.
He loved her.
He loved all of her—every sharp line and soft edge, every quip and kindness. Her stubbornness, her cleverness, her instinct to protect and offer care. He didn’t know how long he’d have the privilege of standing beside her, but he knew he would honor every second of it.
Emmrich exhaled slowly, the weight of the day settling gently around him. He closed the gift bag, placed it reverently on the table, and glanced once toward the window where the city lights blinked to life in the distance.
“Maker,” he murmured, voice low and a little dazed, “what have I gotten myself into?”
But his smile lingered—tender and utterly unrepentant. He glanced over to see that Manfred was sifting through the gift bag taking out the individual tea tins and placing them on the coffee table. He tilted his head as he looked at the labels then turned his bejeweled gaze at Emmrich and hissed once more.
“They’re tea tins, Manfred. Rook gifted them to me for my own enjoyment.”
The skeleton chirps in a way that sounds like he’s saying ‘Ooooooo.’
Emmrich smiles and instructs Manfred to please store the tea tins with the rest of their tea collection. The skeleton nods and proceeds to put the tins back into the plum bag while Emmrich goes to his room with the handwritten note back in his grasp.
He heads straight to his writing desk, retrieving his reading glasses and journal. With his fountain pen in hand, he begins to transcript his thoughts about Rook and their blooming relationship.
In a moment of shared warmth and undeniable desire, she granted me permission to stay the night at her second home—what she calls the Loft. The space is as charming and multifaceted as she is: open, quiet, and welcoming, with refined touches woven throughout. Tea jars lined her kitchen countertops like silent sentries of comfort. Books meant for her shop’s reading nook waited patiently for readers. Her sectional couch, draped in layered throws, invited rest.
But it was her bed that will linger in my memory most.
The scent of her sheets, her skin—Maker help me, the faint sweetness of her still clinging to my fingertips—it is archived now in the very marrow of my being.
I can no longer pretend I am falling for Evara Ingellvar.
I am in love with her. Completely. Irrevocably.
She has captivated me with her mind, her kindness, her spark. And now that I have tasted her—now that I’ve seen her unravel beneath my hands—I find myself yearning for more with a hunger I’ve never known. I cannot help but imagine what might’ve happened if we hadn’t shown restraint in that lecture hall. Her bare skin against mine. Her voice echoing off stone as our bodies moved in concert atop the desk. The symphony she would make for me.
These thoughts… these debauched fantasies… they come unbidden, and I fear I am utterly incorrigible for having so many of them.
But I am a man of my word. I promised a night of romantic courtship and a bed for that fateful night — One that I should promptly plan.
Because I don’t want to ruin this.
Not like I have ruined things before.
I feel too much. I want too deeply. I am too much—and I fear the intensity of it might scare her. So, I will be patient. I will practice restraint. Not because I don’t ache for her, heavens above I doubt this amount of yearning will end, but because she deserves the best version of me I can offer.
I want to be worthy of her.
I want a life with her.
Maker preserve me… I see that life. Andraste save me, I want it.
But for now, I will let the fantasy live in quiet corners of my heart. I will hold fast to the memory of her warmth beside me and remind myself: this is just the beginning, and I plan to enjoy it.
Emmrich could feel the warmth rising in his cheeks as he set down his pen, the intimacy of his written confessions lingering in the air. Journaling had long been a quiet ritual—one rooted in the years he’d spent in therapy, first as a grieving boy struggling to process the loss of his parents and the guilt of surviving, and later as a man grappling with heartbreak, inadequacy, and the many quiet fears that accumulated with time.
Those sessions had taught him how to cope—to give shape to his feelings rather than be swallowed by them. Even now, though his fears had not vanished, the tools remained. He managed them as best he could, one written word at a time.
His gaze drifted to the note tucked inside the gift bag, the one Rook had slipped in with her tea blends. The words were simple, yet the sentiment behind them made something tender bloom in his chest.
He smiled, the ache in his heart sweet rather than heavy, and reached again for his pen—adding one more line, one more truth he wanted to remember.
She gave me a gift—small tins of her shop’s tea blends, each one familiar and beloved. The gesture was thoughtful, quietly profound. Every canister bore her handwriting, labeled with when I might drink them: after long lectures, during sleepless nights, to start difficult mornings. The care in those notes—the affection behind them—makes my heart ache in the best possible way.
I must be sure to savor this gift properly, and perhaps even train Manfred in their brewing instructions. They are, after all, custom Veil & Vine blends—worthy of respect and precision.
I had joked that such a gift robbed me of my excuse to visit her shop, and she—so effortlessly confident—told me I didn’t need one. That I had boyfriend privileges. That I could see her whenever I wanted.
Evara continues to astonish me. Her comfort in herself, her quiet boldness, the ease with which she offers warmth. There are still things she keeps to herself—wounds, perhaps, or truths she’s not yet ready to share—but when the time comes, I will be there. To listen. To hold. To be her calm, as she has so often been mine.
For her, I want to be comfort. I want to be sanctuary. I would pluck the stars from the sky if it meant earning her smile.
Perhaps... I’ll find a way to give her something in return.
Just as Emmrich set down his pen, the soft chime of his phone broke the quiet. He blinked, momentarily pulled from the warm haze of reflection, and reached for the device resting beside his journal.
Rook: Made it home okay?
A quiet chuckle escaped him as he reread the message. He could picture her curled up on that massive couch of hers, Spite probably nestled somewhere at her side, the city’s fading light casting soft shadows across her features. The thought made something inside him ache sweetly.
He thumbed a reply, each word considered, fondness slipping between every letter.
Emmrich: I’ve made it home safe and sound. Manfred is thoroughly enchanted by your gift. I believe he’s especially fond of your penmanship.
Rook: I’m glad that Manfred is impressed by my handwriting. I’ll leave you to your thoughts.
Emmrich: Rook darling, you have girlfriend privileges. You’re welcome to summon my attention whenever you like.
Rook: Careful Professor… I might abuse those rights.
Emmrich: If that’s the price of your affection, I’ll gladly be taken advantage of. Repeatedly, if necessary.
Rook: Okay. I’m leaving this chat before my enthusiasm gets the better of me.
Emmrich: I like your enthusiasm.
He was reluctant to lock it—as if doing so might sever the delicate thread still tying him to her presence. Then, with a quiet sigh, he set the phone aside, the faintest smile tugging at his mouth. It was thoughtful of her to check in. Thoughtful, and telling.
From the hallway came a soft hiss-whistle, followed by the gentle tap of skeletal boots on hardwood. Emmrich glanced up just in time to see Manfred appear in the doorway, goggles slightly askew, spine tilted in that familiar posture of inquisitive concern.
“No, Manfred, I haven’t forgotten dinner,” he said, the corners of his mouth tugging upward. “And no, you don’t need to cook—but I do appreciate the offer.”
The skeleton chirped—high-pitched and unmistakably pointed.
Emmrich sighed, the fond kind of exasperated. He set his pen aside and rose from his chair. “Very well. Something simple. But no dramatic flourishes tonight. I know you’ve been watching those cooking programs again, and you are not nearly coordinated enough for flambé.”
Manfred’s clicking bones suggested mischief. Emmrich braced himself.
By the time Rook kicked off her boots, she lingered by the windowsill of her apartment’s reading nook. The scent of dried herbs, faint floral oils, and the grounding stillness of home wrapped around her. It wasn’t grand—but it was hers. And tonight, it held a different kind of warmth. The kind that lingered after a kiss. The kind that settled deep beneath the skin.
Her attention stayed on her phone. The last message from Emmrich still glowed on the screen—playful, affectionate, undeniably him. A small smile tugged at her lips as she read it one more time before locking the screen and tucking it away.
Spite leapt up beside her with dramatic offense, tail flicking and ears pinned in full protest.
“I know, I know,” Rook said with a laugh, shrugging out of her jacket. “Criminal behavior. How dare I have a whole-ass date without my chaperone.”
The cat trotted toward the kitchen, clearly expecting reparations.
She didn’t blame him. He’d been left alone for most of the day—something she rarely did. So tonight, she offered penance in the form of a warmed dish of imported river tuna, garnished with hand-cut sprigs of catmint. Spite regarded it with suspicion first—then accepted the offering with deliberate, savoring bites, visibly mollified.
Rook kept her own meal simple. She reheated a bowl of braised beef and roasted vegetable stew she’d made the night before—tender cuts, earthy carrots, parsnips, and golden potatoes steeped in a red wine broth laced with rosemary and thyme. The scent filled the kitchen like a familiar blanket, anchoring her.
Leaning against the counter, spoon in hand, her thoughts wandered back to Emmrich.
The way he looked at her when she called him her boyfriend—Maker, that reaction alone had been worth every ounce of teasing. His face had gone adorably pink, lips parted in stunned joy, like she’d offered him the moon and a lifetime to hold it. It made something ache in her chest—in the good way.
She smiled into her stew, nudging a cube of beef with her spoon. “Boyfriend,” she murmured aloud, just to hear it in the quiet. The word settled warm in her chest, anchoring something that felt perilously close to hope.
Her gaze drifted to the couch, to the memory of Emmrich standing there earlier in the morning—mismatched in her too-short joggers and a slightly wrinkled button-down. Somehow, even in ill-fitting clothes, he’d still managed to look dignified. Like a scholar caught mid-distraction, halfway through dressing, already lost in thought.
She grinned at the image, then paused.
Maybe she should get him a few things that actually fit—nothing excessive, just a spare shirt or two, a proper pair of joggers. For emergencies. Or, more truthfully, for future moments when things inevitably got steamy.
The thought sparked a slow heat in her gut. She’d like to undress him properly next time. Take her time. Piece by elegant piece—tie undone, shirt open, hair mussed from her fingers. And eventually, when they were ready, she wanted to see him completely undone beneath her hands. She’d wait, of course. She wasn’t in a rush. But if tonight was any indication… it was going to be one hell of a night when they finally let go.
Her smile faded slightly as her thoughts drifted deeper, quieter.
If this was going to be real—if Emmrich truly meant it when he said he wanted all of her—then eventually, she’d have to show him the parts she usually kept locked down. Not just the clever quips and easy charm. Not just the teasing smiles or her careful attentiveness. But the parts that didn’t glitter. The ones cracked at the edges.
There were things she didn’t talk about. History that wasn’t tidy. Choices she wasn’t proud of. Ghosts she didn’t name. He’d said he wanted the scars too, not just the surface. And she believed him. Or she wanted to.
But what if he saw the full picture and flinched?
What if she let herself believe in this—let herself hope—and he pulled away when it got real?
Her grip on the spoon tightened, shoulders drawn taut.
Still. That wasn’t fair. Emmrich hadn’t done anything to make her feel unsafe. Quite the opposite—he was the first person in years who made her feel like she didn’t have to hide. He looked at her and saw her. Not just what she performed, but what she was.
And that? That was terrifying.
A sharp sting pulled her back. Spite had jumped up onto the stool beside her, one paw grazing her cheek with a gentle, but pointed reminder.
“Hey,” she muttered, rubbing the spot. “Watch the claws.”
The cat chirped and flopped dramatically against her arm like he was trying to bat the thoughts away.
Rook huffed a laugh. “Okay, okay. You’re right.”
No spiraling. Not tonight.
Emmrich liked her. Wanted her. That had been written in the way he kissed her, held her, murmured her name like it was a vow. There was enough proof. Enough warmth. Enough gentleness.
It was okay.
She was okay.
And as she leaned back in couch cushions— Spite purring in her lap, the stew warm in her hands, the flicker of lanternlight catching on glass and brass and home—Rook allowed herself the smallest exhale of peace.
Just for now.
Just long enough to enjoy the little treasures.
Before she turned in for the night, Rook crossed to the bed and reached up to the top of her bedframe—fingers brushing against the wood until they found the hidden edge of a narrow box tucked along the frame’s lip. It took a small stretch, but the weight of it was familiar in her hands.
Old habits died hard.
Back in foster care, you learned quickly: if something mattered, you hid it. Not because theft was guaranteed—but because the chance of it was enough. It wasn’t paranoia. It was survival. And even now, even with locks on her doors and no one to steal from her but a particularly clever cat, she still kept her most important things out of sight.
Inside the box were layers of memory. A few trinkets from her travels. Polaroid photos of her friends. Spite’s first collar which made it clear that the demonic feline of darkness did not care for it. And tucked safely beneath them: the Emmrich journal. A new addition to her box of treasures.
She’d started it a few weeks ago, without meaning to. One too many flower pictures from the professor had left her smiling in the middle of her day, and somewhere between one bloom and the next, she’d felt the need to do something with it. The journal was bound in gray-blue linen, its corners braced with a bit of brass. Pressed petals lined the inner cover. Each entry held a sketched version of whatever flower he’d sent her, followed by a note of its meaning and a line or two about what it made her feel.
It was stupid. It was sappy. But it was hers.
With the box balanced on her lap, Rook settled cross-legged on the bed and opened the journal. A few petals from the first bouquet had dried just enough to press—she slipped them carefully between the parchment, their delicate shapes nestling into the page like quiet secrets.
Lilacs, pale and fragrant, pressed alongside a single white camellia—symbols of first love and unspoken devotion. A scatter of sweet alyssum, small and snow-kissed, whispered of calm. And nestled beside them, the curled blue edge of a nigella bloom—love-in-a-mist—delicate and fleeting.
She had already turned one of the camellias into a bookmark, sealed in handmade parchment. Its soft cream petals peeked from the fold like a pressed promise—intimate and enduring. She planned to do the same with the rest of the bouquet; she’d pressed a generous handful of each flower, and the idea of turning them into keepsake bookmarks felt fitting. A small ritual. A way to hold on to something delicate and fleeting—something that reminded her of that day.
She retrieved the receipt from the Fig & Laurel café, giving it a fond little tap before pasting it into the corner of the page. Then, with slow, steady strokes of her pen, she began to write.
Dinner turned into a sleepover.
Breakfast and lunch melted into comfort.
Emmrich may have won a wish, but I won something warmer.
He’s promised me a night of romance—
…but honestly, I wouldn’t mind if he just took me on his office desk.
(An opportunity for another time.)
She paused, the pen hovering.
Then, in smaller, more careful script:
I went from falling to something deeper that I don’t have the guts to say aloud.
Maker help me—I want to go grocery shopping with this man in domestic bliss.
Venhedis, I have it bad.
The pen lingered a moment longer, then she closed the cover, tucking the bookmark between its final pages. With a breath, she returned everything to its place and slid the box back into its hiding spot along the bedframe—not because it needed to be hidden, but because some pieces of her heart needed time and space to grow in the dark.
She climbed beneath the covers just as Spite leapt onto the bed, curling beside her with a soft chuff. Outside, the city murmured in its night hush. Inside, she felt the weight of contentment settle into her chest—quiet, steady, and warm.
Notes:
This chapter is on the shorter side, but it was too cute not to write. Like the title savor these sweet moments because we're about to hit a wave.
Chapter 29: Chapter 29 - Chestnuts & Crow Feed
Summary:
Solas's assistant visits the Veil & Vine. Neve comes by with an update, and Rook decides to tag along on an investigation.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Winter was approaching and making its presence known in Minrathous. The ivy crawling along the outer walls of the Veil & Vine had begun to silver with frost, its deep green leaves edged in ice like lacework spun by winter’s breath. The shop’s carved wooden sign swayed slightly in the chill breeze, its gold leaf lettering catching what little morning light the overcast sky allowed. Soon, the streets would be blanketed in snow and quiet—but for now, the city lingered in that liminal hush between seasons.
Inside, the warmth was immediate and enveloping. The heating runes woven beneath the floorboards hummed softly, coaxing a gentle heat that spread through the brick and timber bones of the shop. The scent of tea leaves, lemon balm, lavender, and clove-laced pastries hung in the air like an invitation.
Rook moved with the fluid ease of routine, her apron tied neatly at her waist and her sleeves rolled above her elbows as she applied the final brush of cinnamon-maple glaze across the top of the tart cooling on the prep counter. It was a beauty—her spiced pear and chestnut tart, fresh from the oven. A flaky, golden crust cradled a soft bed of chestnut cream, the poached pear slices arranged in overlapping spirals and glistening with their glaze. A dusting of toasted chestnut crumble finished the piece, adding just the right note of texture and warmth.
She stepped back to admire it, pleased. “Perfect.”
In the greenhouse corner near the windows, Bellara was hunched over the potted lemon balm and cold-hardy geraniums, gently pruning back a few frostbitten leaves. The sunlamp she’d rigged overhead cast a mellow golden light across her raven black curls.
“You’d think the heating runes were enough,” Bellara muttered to the plants, “but nooo, one cold snap and half of you start sulking.”
From the floor came a meow of protest.
“Not you, Spite,” she added with a smirk, shaking a pouch of cat treats. “Though I wouldn’t say no to a cuddle if you’d come off your high perch.”
Spite, true to his name, perched like an obsidian gargoyle atop the bookshelf near the window, his tail flicking in slow, deliberate disinterest. He blinked once—slow and regal—before stretching long across the wood and hopping down with a dramatic thud, clearly negotiating a treat exchange on his terms.
The morning had just started, but it felt like it belonged to them—the stillness, the warmth, the lull before the day rushed in.
The chime above the door tinkled.
Rook glanced up, ready with her usual greeting, and paused.
A familiar figure stood in the doorway.
Cole.
He had been a curious man when she first met him—curious in nature, and curious in what he was. The first known case of a high-functioning abomination, Cole defied expectations. Most such cases involving mages were… severe. Tragic. But in Cole’s case, the man who once lived had died violently, and in the wake of that loss, a spirit of Compassion took root in his place.
He was also Solas’s assistant professor—an arrangement as unconventional as it was fitting. Cole had always existed at the threshold between human and spirit, a being caught in the in-between. Solas, ever the patient guide, had taken it upon himself to help Cole navigate the physical world, grounding him in the here and now rather than the Fade.
Rook liked Cole. And Cole, in his quiet, searching way, liked her.
Their first meeting had overwhelmed him—her pain, once so raw and untamed, had all but flooded him. It had taken time for her suffering to quiet, but the spirit within him had felt the change. He was pleased with her progress, even if he never said it aloud. They shared an unspoken understanding, both sensitive to the emotions of others in ways most couldn’t grasp. Rook always welcomed his visits, no matter how unexpected.
He looked much the same as always: pale, ethereal, and faintly out of step with time. Layers of worn wool clung to him like makeshift armor, his gloved fingers endlessly fidgeting at the frayed cuffs. Damp hair clung to his brow, and his boots left faint watermarks on the floor. And yet, despite it all, he radiated something quiet and otherworldly—gentle, observant, and always searching.
Behind him, Spite padded into the room from the back with a thump and chirp, then froze. The cat’s eyes widened. His tail bristled in what could only be described as spiritual startlement before he trotted forward and headbutted Cole’s shin.
“Someone’s happy,” Rook called, only mildly amused. “Nice to see you again, Cole.”
“Spite,” Cole murmured, voice like the hush of wind over parchment. “Guarded. Sharp. Mischievous. But there’s warmth in his kindness when its earned.”
Rook’s mouth twitched. “That’s one way to describe him.”
Cole stepped forward carefully, blinking at the shelves, the glint of the golden terrariums, and the warm interior like it was something precious. “You told me that I could come when I wished for quiet. I remembered.”
“I’m glad you did,” Rook replied, her tone softening. “Are the echoes too loud again?”
He hesitated. “The students hurt. Too much. Their anxiety is like shouting in my ears. Deadlines. Dead dreams. Not enough time. Not enough praise. All of it piling up like—like wet leaves smothering roots. I thought maybe—” He broke off, visibly pained, “—maybe I could quiet it. With something warm.”
Understanding flickered in Rook’s chest. She nodded once and reached for the glass canisters behind her. “Brewer’s Luck, then. Take a seat, Cole. I’ll get it sorted.”
Her movements were deliberate, reverent in the way one handled something both sacred and strange. She selected each ingredient from her shelf—jars marked in her looping hand, lids clinking gently. A pinch of chamomile for peace. Linden flower for the heart. White sage for stillness. Anise for clarity. And honey crystals, pale-golden and glinting, to soften it all into something warm and kind.
But it was the last touch that required care. From the top shelf she retrieved a small, dark vial nestled within a warded wooden box. Felandaris—dried and dust-fine, the faint shimmer of Fade clinging to its brittle strands. She measured no more than a whisper of it into the blend. Just enough to carry the memory of where it had grown.
“A trace,” she murmured to herself, as though the herb could overhear. “No more.”
She brought the water to a gentle pour, steam rising as the leaves unfurled and the scent began to bloom—herbal, soft, otherworldly. The kind of tea that warmed the body and soothed the emotions that words hadn’t yet reached.
Rook glanced toward Cole, who was now seated in the corner with Spite draped across his lap like a velvet scabbard, purring loud enough to rattle the cushions.
She set the teacup down before him with quiet ceremony. “This one’s yours. Let it steep a little longer—it likes the time.”
Cole looked up at her, fingers brushing the rim of the cup without lifting it. “You made it gentle. But not too quiet. Still warm, even with the ache.”
“I tried,” Rook said, her smile small but real. “Let me know if it needs adjusting.”
His gaze dropped to the rising steam, voice quieter than before—almost reverent. “You remembered the Felandaris.”
She nodded. “Thought you could use the connection, just… smoothed out a little.”
The spirit-abomination closed his eyes and breathed in the scent of the cup—something in his posture relaxing, as though the tension he carried on behalf of others had been momentarily lifted. Even Spite, temperamental as ever, made no complaint when Cole gently rested his hand along his sleek back.
Rook didn’t interrupt. She watched him closely, the way his shoulders eased, and his breath slowed. The Fade—it was more than a realm for him. It had been a cradle, a place of origin. A home. And though he lived now in the world of flesh and breath, something in him always yearned for that place where emotions shimmered as colors and thoughts drifted like currents in a sea of spirit.
“This blend,” he said, cupping the tea but not yet drinking it, “feels like remembering without hurting. Like the Fade is just behind a door, but I don’t have to open it. I know it’s there, and that’s enough.”
Rook’s heart ached quietly at that. “I’m glad,” she said, brushing a crumb off her apron. “Now let Spite provide comfort. He’s been bribed ahead of time.”
“He likes when you touch his head just above the brow,” he murmured, gently stroking Spite’s ears as the feline sprawled contentedly across his lap. “He thinks you don’t pet him there enough.”
Rook huffed a quiet laugh. “Is that so? Well, you can tell him that I’m correcting that immediately.”
She leaned over the counter to reach Spite, ruffling the top of his head with a fond scratch. The cat’s purr kicked up instantly—deep, satisfied, like the rev of a well-tuned engine.
Cole’s voice came again, softer now. “He worries for you. Sees you smile, sees the light in you—but also the shadow. Old wounds. Ones you don’t show. He remembers when you were both broken. Bruised. Fractured. Tired. But you’re not that anymore. You’re strong. Grounded. Still afraid.”
Rook’s hand stilled mid-pet, her breath caught somewhere in her chest.
“I didn’t realize you spoke cat,” she said after a pause, a forced lightness in her voice.
Cole gave a small smile. “I listen.”
She exhaled through her nose and turned to rinse her hands behind the counter. But something in her posture had shifted—tense now, wary.
“Cole…” she began, measured. “You’re not going to tell Solas, are you?”
The spirit blinked, guileless. “He likes to know. I tell him things.”
“I know,” Rook said, cutting in gently. “That’s the problem.”
He tilted his head, expression softening. “But if you’re hurting—”
“I’m not,” she replied quickly. “Not like that.”
Cole went quiet for a moment, staring into his tea. When he spoke again, his voice was barely a whisper.
“You miss him. You love him. But you’re angry, too. Wounds that are too old. Hurt that never healed. Cries that were never heard.”
“Cole…”
“You reached for him, and he went away. Alone. Scared. Angry. Lost. He came back. He’s here, but you don’t know what to do. It hurts in ways you haven’t named—”
“Cole,” Rook said stepped out from behind the counter, her voice soft but insistent.
She reached out, brushing her fingers gently over his lips to quiet him. He blinked up at her—wide-eyed, glassy, too perceptive for comfort. Her touch lingered just long enough to ground them both.
“Please don’t,” she whispered. “Don’t tell him. Let this part be mine.”
For a long breath, he simply looked at her. There was no judgment in his eyes—only empathy, bottomless and tender. Then, slowly, he nodded, his hands closing around the teacup like he meant to cradle her secret within it.
“I won’t,” he said. “But… it aches.”
“I know,” she said, withdrawing her hand. “Some things do.”
She moved back behind the counter, carefully gathering her composure. “Selara’s been filling him in when she visits. And that’s fine. She means well and… Solas and I will be fine.”
Cole tilted his head again, voice full of quiet wonder. “You’re afraid he’ll misunderstand.”
“I’m not ready,” Rook said plainly, eyes on the sink as she rinsed the tea strainer. “This is an old pain… and neither of us know how to heal it.”
“I’ve said too much again, haven’t I?”
“It’s okay, Cole,” she said, glancing back at him. “I know it’s hard. When you feel someone’s pain, it’s hard not to speak it.”
“The echoes rarely quiet,” he murmured, “but they’ve become easier to carry.”
“I’m glad,” she said, and meant it.
Cole stood with his teacup emptied and Spite still curled affectionately around his ankles. He gently dislodged the feline with a murmured apology, reaching for the wrapped bundle Rook had set aside—a pair of neatly tied parchment parcels still warm with the scent of poached pear and chestnut cream.
“I won’t say anything,” he promised again, his voice feather-light. “Not about the ache. Not about the fear.”
Rook nodded, quietly relieved.
“But I will tell him I visited,” Cole added, glancing at the pastries. “And that I had your tea. And that it helped.”
A faint smile pulled at Rook’s mouth. “That’s fine. You’re allowed to share that much. Let him wonder how you got such an exclusive dessert.”
Cole brightened a little. “He’ll know it’s yours by the crust. He says your pastries taste remind him of home.”
“Well,” Rook said, slipping two fingers under the ribbon to double-check the bundles were secure, “let’s hope that memory doesn’t get soggy in transit.”
Cole let out a sound—a breath of laughter more than a proper chuckle—and turned toward the door. The bell chimed softly as it opened, letting in a gust of cold air tinged with the scent of oncoming rain.
Rook watched him go. Only once the door closed did she let her shoulders fully drop.
Bellara emerged a moment later from the back, hands still damp, wiping them on her apron. “So… you okay?”
Rook blinked, then exhaled through her nose. “Define ‘okay.’”
Bellara gave her a knowing look. “You know what I mean.”
There was a moment’s pause, the faint sounds of the street beyond muffled by the heating wards.
“I’m fine,” Rook finally said, quieter now. “Cole has a gift for saying too much, but… it’s not like he’s wrong. And I thank the Maker no one else was here to overhear it.”
Bellara leaned her hip against the counter, concern still etched into her brow. “You sure?”
“I’m sure,” Rook said, her voice firmer this time. She exhaled slowly. “He means well. He just forgets not everyone needs their feelings named like ingredients in a tea blend.”
That got a soft chuckle out of Bellara. “Fair enough.”
Spite, now lounging across the counter with theatrical laziness, let out a throaty meow—somewhere between agreement and a demand for attention. He butted his head against Rook’s arm with all the subtlety of a sledgehammer.
She smiled faintly and scratched behind his ear. “I’m okay,” she murmured. “I promise.”
The lunch crowd had come and gone, leaving the Veil & Vine in a lull of welcome quiet. The heating wards hummed gently through the walls, warding off the encroaching chill that kissed the frost-dusted ivy outside. Inside, the air was perfumed with cinnamon, toasted chestnut, and faint traces of herbaceous tea steam. Customers lingered with half-empty cups, pages turned gently, and no one seemed in a rush to leave the cozy warmth.
Behind the counter, Bellara and Rook perched on the stools near the back bar, legs curled and shoulders relaxed. A half-eaten plate of carbonara sat between them—creamy, peppery, with ribbons of pancetta and just the right touch of nutmeg in the sauce. Rook had made it the night before and reheated it for their lunch, garnished with extra shaved cheese and a soft poached egg that was already starting to pool into the noodles.
Spite, already fed, sprawled along the windowsill with one eye half-open and the other fixed lazily on passersby.
Bellara let out a soft groan of satisfaction. “Maker’s mercy, Rook. Could you adopt me?”
Rook twirled her fork, amused. “I thought I did when I hired you?”
“We should make it official.”
Rook snorted and took another bite.
The bell above the door gave a quiet chime.
Both elven women looked up—and there stood Neve.
As if summoned, the feline in question appeared atop the counter with the grace of a seasoned prowler, sniffed once at the pasta, then turned up his nose as if to declare it beneath him.
The door opened just then, and a familiar voice called out, “Kaffas, fall isn’t over yet and winter barges in.”
Neve stepped in, bundled in her usual trench coat with a wool scarf half-slipped from her shoulders. Her cheeks were pink from the cold, eyes bright despite the weather.
“Neve,” Rook said, rising to greet her. “This is a surprise visit.”
Neve practically sank into the warmth, pulling off her gloves with exaggerated relief. “Bless your wards. And my luck. Got anymore leftover for me?”
I will fight you for what’s left.”
Rook smirked. “Relax, Bell. I packed a separate container for you already.”
Bellara grinned. “She’s a goddess.”
Neve’s smile turned wolfish as she dropped into the seat across from them. “Thank the Maker that you feed me. Makes all the dangerous nonsense in my life feel marginally worth it.”
“It’s why I cook,” Rook replied, setting down a fresh mug of tea. “To lure you back alive.”
The three of them slipped into the kind of easy conversation only close friends could manage—light teasing, warmth layered beneath wit. Naturally, the topic shifted.
“So,” Bellara said, elbowing Rook lightly. “It’s nearly been a month, hasn’t it?”
Rook blinked. “Since what?”
“Oh, please,” Neve scoffed, twirling her fork. “Since you and your professor decided to make the rest of us gag with your disgustingly sweet affection. The gushing texts alone made me swear off sugar for a year.”
Rook made a show of groaning, but the faint flush across her cheeks gave her away.
Bellara leaned in, grinning. “So? Is it official-official? Has he started leaving books at your place?”
Neve added, “Or better—are you sharing grocery lists? That’s the real threshold of commitment.”
“Wouldn’t you two like to know,” Rook said, smug behind her tea cup.
“Obviously,” Bellara and Neve said in unison.
As much as Rook liked to play it cool, the truth was—she was thoroughly enjoying her time with Emmrich. They’d settled into a comfortable rhythm that suited them well. Thoughtful text messages. Walks home together when their schedules aligned. His visits to the tea shop still felt like small gifts. And, of course, there were the occasional make-out sessions that left her heart racing and her thoughts pleasantly scrambled.
They hadn’t gone on another proper date since their impromptu one—life had been too demanding. She’d been busy preparing for the rush of the winter season, and Emmrich was knee-deep in university responsibilities. Still, the time they carved out for each other—however brief—never failed to make her day a little brighter.
One thing was certain, though: she desperately wanted to jump the professor’s bones.
Rook knew he was waiting for the right moment, something romantic and meaningful. And Maker help her, that made him even more attractive. Every interaction left her wanting more, but their mismatched schedules were proving to be the most persistent obstacle of all.
Still… she wasn’t complaining. Not really. Because despite the ache of anticipation, she was enjoying every bit of the journey.
Neve arched a brow. “When are we going to meet him?”
“Yes, it has to be in an official capacity,” Bellara chimed in, beaming. “We need to properly vet this man.”
“Gods, you two are vultures,” Rook muttered, rolling her eyes. “Soon.”
Before Rook could wrangle the conversation into safer territory, Bellara stood, gathering plates. “I’ll wash up. Neve, try not to grill her too hard.”
“I make no promises,” Neve called after her, but her tone gentled as soon as they were alone.
Rook glanced up. The warmth in Neve’s smile hadn’t faded, but her eyes had taken on a sharper clarity—quiet, deliberate.
Rook set down her tea. “You didn’t just come here for pasta and gossip.”
“Can’t it be both?”
“Neve. I know that look.”
Neve exhaled, long and slow. “Can’t get anything past you. Shadow Dragon business.”
Rook’s posture shifted subtly, the corners of her smile softening into something more serious.
“Talk to me,” she said.
Neve’s voice dropped as she leaned forward, hands folded around her mug for warmth. “We’ve got an update. Another victim. The seventh.”
“And this one…?”
“Left a trace.” Neve nodded, lips drawn into a tight line. “Finally.”
Her playful smirk faded as she reached into her satchel and slid a manila folder onto the table. The warmth from their shared lunch dulled under the shadow that settled between them.
Neve leaned in, her tone turning grim. “This one put up a fight.”
Rook’s brow arched. “The victim?”
Neve nodded. “Blood at the scene. Scratches on the pavement. Broken ward traces. Whoever took them didn’t expect resistance—or got cocky.”
She slid another photo from the folder. The image captured a smear of blood, half-concealed along the edge of a storm drain. Beside it, a mana crystal, fractured and dulled, glinted faintly even in the printed picture.
“We found that too. A crystal—likely Venatori. Still humming with residual charge when I picked it up. They didn’t have time to scrub the site.”
Rook leaned closer, her expression tightening. “Is the blood the victim’s?”
“Confirmed,” Neve said, tapping the edge of the page. “But the crystal’s the real prize. We might be able to trace whoever infused it. Ashur’s already contacted an arcane expert to examine it.”
Rook frowned thoughtfully. “Was it part of a speaking stone? Or something for teleportation?”
“That’s what we’re trying to determine. If it was for transport, we might have a magical signature to follow. If it was for communication… well, then someone out there might’ve heard more than they wanted to.”
She paused before adding, “Tarquin’s sweeping the radius you suggested—looking for any warehouses, abandoned buildings, Venatori-friendly hideouts. So far, nothing. Either they’re good at covering their tracks, or we’re still looking in the wrong places.”
Rook leaned back, staring down at the map Neve unfurled from inside her coat. The paper, creased and weathered, was dotted with wax pencil marks indicating searched sectors. Rook’s eyes scanned the lines, following the overlapping perimeters, until something clicked.
“They haven’t checked the sewer lines,” she murmured.
Neve blinked. “Seriously?”
“Look here,” Rook said, pointing. “The old drain network—runs beneath three of the abduction sites. It would be a pain in the ass to navigate, but it’s hidden. Shielded from most tracking spells unless you’re tuned specifically for subterranean structures.”
Neve let out a low groan, rubbing her temples. “Of course it’d be the sewers.”
“Perfect place to disappear if you didn’t want to be found.” Rook folded her arms. “And with winter closing in, that’s going to be a nightmare.”
Neve gave her a sideways look, a slow, knowing grin spreading across her face. “Don’t suppose you’re volunteering to check it out with me?”
Rook’s mouth opened. Closed. Then opened again.
She hesitated, a long breath caught behind her ribs. The sewer system. A covert search. Shadow Dragon business.
It wasn’t the grime that gave her pause, nor the stench she knew would cling to her skin for days. It was what saying yes meant.
To go with Neve was to cross a line she’d drawn long ago—a line meant to keep her from slipping too far back into a world of cloak-and-dagger pursuits, surveillance shadows, and the kind of work that left scars deeper than any blade. She told herself she’d left those lines behind. That she’d built something softer now. Calmer. Something grounded.
But the other part of her—sharp-edged and restless—still wanted answers. Still burned to know the truth, to stop whatever threat was spiraling just beneath the surface. Seven people gone. Signs of a struggle. A Venatori crystal humming with residual magic. Something about it itched at her—too precise, too practiced.
And she’d never been good at ignoring an itch.
“Neve…” she started again, voice lower now, “…I really don’t want to. But I also really want answers.”
She wasn’t sure which version of herself said it—the woman who once thrived on danger or the one trying to outrun it.
The detective raised a brow. “So that’s a yes?”
Rook exhaled slowly. “It’s a heavily reluctant yes.”
Neve’s grin was triumphant. “Still a yes.”
Rook leveled her with a look. “Don’t make me regret it.”
“You won’t,” Neve said, already pulling a folded pair of gloves from her coat. “You’ll just smell like regret.”
Rook snorted, but the sound didn’t quite reach her eyes. A shadow of unease lingered behind her smile, subtle but unmistakable.
“Rook.”
“Yeah?”
Neve’s voice dropped, steadier now—earnest. “If it gets to be too much, I’ll pull you out. No questions, no judgment. Just say the word.”
Rook met her gaze, quiet for a breath. “Promise?”
Neve didn’t hesitate. “I swear. It’s not going to happen again.”
That last word caught—again—and Rook felt it echo down into a memory she’d tucked far out of reach.
It was a distant memory now—one tethered to the moment Rook had left the Shadows and, against every instinct, accepted Solas’s offer to run their parents’ old tea shop. When she first stepped inside, it was like walking into a memory that hadn’t moved. The maroon walls were still there, trimmed with aged gold. Botanical murals hung in antique frames. Pressed herb panels lined the interior like forgotten spells. Dark wood shelves hugged the walls, their jars labeled with delicate handwriting and draped in dried flowers and herbs. It looked less like a tea shop and more like a wine bar for apothecaries.
Honestly, it was a miracle nothing had changed. Then again… it shouldn’t have surprised her. Solas had bought the entire building. She didn’t know that until he casually mentioned there was a place upstairs for her to stay.
The Loft had been a gift—practical, polished, and complete. Pale walls, well-stocked cupboards, soft lighting, sturdy furniture. A home carved from intention.
But when she stepped inside for the first time… it hadn’t felt like a home.
It had felt like an apology.
She hadn’t unpacked. Just dropped her bag by the door, collapsed onto the bare couch, and stayed there. For days. Exhausted, guilt-ridden, empty. The silence became a cocoon. Showers were optional. Meals were a distant memory. She looked like hell. Felt worse.
Until Neve and Lucanis broke through.
She hadn’t even heard the wards chime that day—just the sound of boots on floorboards, a sharp whistle, and Neve’s exasperated voice cutting through the stagnant air:
“Venhedis, Rook. When was the last time you breathed in here?”
Rook had blinked up at them, dazed and half-sunken into the couch cushions. Neve didn’t ask questions—just hauled her to the bathroom, shoved a towel into her hands, and ordered her to shower. Lucanis, inspected the area before making his way into the kitchen.
When she emerged from the shower, the whole Loft felt different. The windows were cracked open to let in fresh air. Neve was banishing the dust with flicks of her fingers, magic humming soft and steady. Shopping bags littered the counter—groceries, toiletries, maybe even things from Rook’s own apartment. And from the kitchen came the smell—Maker, the smell—of caramelized onions and butter.
Actual food.
Crow Feed, Lucanis called it. An Antivan comfort dish. Rice simmered in light chicken broth, folded with grated cheese and fresh herbs, all topped with golden onions and a pat of butter slowly melting in the center.
Neve found her still lingering in the hallway, towel clutched tight around her shoulders, expression suspended somewhere between blank and broken.
“Come on,” Neve said softly, and guided her toward the bedroom.
Rook followed without protest. The lights inside were dimmed, muted to something soft and noninvasive. Her duffel bag had already been unzipped and partially unpacked. A folded set of clothes waited on the bed—worn-in sweatpants, a loose cotton shirt, and a hoodie jacket.
She didn’t ask when Neve had done it. She didn’t need to.
By the time she emerged again, her hair was damp and skin pink from a shower that had been too hot for comfort. The clothes hung loose on her frame, her movements slow and unsure. Padding barefoot toward the dining table, the scent of butter and caramelized onions met her like an old memory. Lucanis and Neve sat on one side of the dining room table. Both of them silent, watchful—but not pressing.
She took the seat on the opposite side of them.
The plate in front of her steamed gently, butter melting into a center pool, rich and fragrant. She picked up her fork but didn’t lift it, staring down at the food as if it might vanish. Her stomach twisted, uncertain if it was from hunger or guilt.
She couldn’t bring herself to meet their eyes. So she didn’t. And neither of them forced her to.
There was no rush. No attempt to fill the silence with false comfort. Just presence. Just the quiet understanding of people who knew when to wait.
And when the silence thickened, pressing against her chest like a weight, she spoke—not because she was ready, but because the ache of holding it in had become too much to bear.
And when she finally broke the silence, her voice had cracked. “This is a mistake… isn’t it?”
Lucanis didn’t speak, but she saw the tension in his jaw. Neve looked up from the table, frowning.
“What the fuck was I thinking? Me. Running a tea shop. I’ve never made tea before. I can’t cook for shit. Fighting is the only thing I know. Tarquin was right—I’m a walking disaster. I don’t even know who I am without the Shadows—”
“Rook,” Neve’s voice cut through her spiral, sharp and certain. “Stop. You are not a disaster.”
And she said it like it was fact. Unshakable.
“You gave everything to the Shadows. You fought for the right reasons. You protected people. You saved people. Yes, you’re reckless and stubborn and a pain in the ass—but your heart was always in it. Always.”
Neve reached across the table and took her hand—steady, grounding. “You don’t have to change overnight. You don’t have to figure it all out today. Right now, you get to rest. And you’re not alone. Let us carry you for a bit.”
Rook had never told Neve how badly she needed to hear that. That she wasn’t alone. That she didn’t have to be anything more than tired and breathing for now. And when the ice mage wrapped her arms around her elven friend, Rook let go. She sobbed—shaking, gasping, red-eyed—and Neve just held her through it.
When she finally stopped crying, she remembered Lucanis smirking quietly from the table, unfazed by her tear-soaked face as he passed her a plate of food. The bastard hadn’t even teased her. Just pushed the plate closer and said, “Eat.”
And she had. Between hiccuping breaths and runny eyes, she had eaten. It was the first real meal she’d had in days—and it had tasted like forgiveness.
“I’m going to be absolute shit at this,” Rook muttered, voice low.
Neve let out a dry chuckle. “You will. At first.”
Rook arched a brow. “Comforting.”
“But,” Neve added, her tone softening, “you’re a quick learner.”
Rook glanced at her, hesitant. “You really think so?”
“I know so.”
Now, in the tea shop’s warm quiet, with the memory of that day thick in her chest, Rook nodded slowly. “Okay,” she murmured, steadying herself. “If it gets to be too much… I’ll say the word.”
Neve’s smile was gentle but sure, solid as bedrock. “That’s all I need.”
Rook held her gaze, drawing in a slow breath. The truth was, the ghosts of old habits still clung to her—the instinct to push herself too far, to bury fear beneath duty, to let pride and purpose override her own well-being. And this—this step closer to her old Shadow Dragon life—felt like a doorway she wasn’t sure she wanted to open again. What if crossing it pulled her back into everything she’d fought to leave behind?
But Neve’s promise to pull her back when she needs to cut through the rising worry. It grounded her. Reminded her that she wasn’t the same as she’d been back then. She was different now. She could choose the path forward.
And for the first time in a long while, Rook felt relief.
Notes:
It is now time to peek into Rook's past before becoming the charming tea shop owner, known for her blends and confections. I had to go over some Dragon Age herbs to create Cole's tea, but it was a fun creation. I like to think that those who don't have a connection to the Fade would feel a tingling sensation.
Really happy that I get to do flashbacks now. I'm so excited for them.
Chapter 30: Chapter 30 - Old Shadows, New Smoke
Summary:
Rook helps Neve do some recon in the sewers.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The tea shop had long since closed, its windows darkened, the scent of pastries and clove lingering like the last hum of a lullaby. Rook locked up with practiced hands, her breath fogging in the crisp air. The street outside was quiet, cast in silver under gaslights and the distant glimmer of frost-dusted rooftops. She didn’t linger.
Not tonight.
She made her way back to her apartment through the less-traveled alleys, a shortcut known only to those who lived in the bones of Minrathous. Once inside, the quiet pressed close—not unpleasant, but heavier than usual.
After letting Spite out of her bag, she headed straight to the bedroom and moved to the closet, pausing before crouching down. Her fingers hesitated at the edge of a low-lying trunk, the kind that hadn’t been touched in a long time.
Spite appeared beside her, silent and watchful. The feline’s tail curled around her ankle, his golden eyes fixed on her with unblinking curiosity. Rook looks down at her feline companion and pets him on the head which makes the cat smirk..
“I know, buddy,” she murmured to him, not yet convincing even to herself. “It’s just a quick outing. I’ll be back before you know it.”
She placed her hand atop the lid, exhaled through her nose, and lifted it open.
The scent hit her first—aged leather, old magic, and something faintly metallic. Inside, neatly packed and wrapped in dark cloth, was her Shadow Dragon gear. She reached for the familiar pieces with reverent fingers: black-dyed leathers worn soft by use, still bearing faint scuffs from older missions. The hooded shoulder mantle, stitched with reinforced runes, looked more ceremonial than protective—but it had deflected more than its share of enchanted projectiles.
Her gloves came next. Fingerless, etched with silver glyphs that shimmered faintly when her skin brushed the surface. A tactical choice, but also a reminder of how her spell work used to burn hot and fast in tight quarters.
And there it was—nestled in its padded sheath—her mageknife.
Rook lifted the blade slowly, the hilt catching the low light of her closet. The hilt was a deep violet, the base crowned with an amethyst stone that shimmered when it caught the light. The blade itself was stiletto-thin, elegant, and wickedly sharp. Her magic stirred the moment her fingers touched it, humming recognition through her veins. Like a breath inhaled after being underwater for too long.
Then, at the bottom of the trunk, her arcane orb.
Cold, obsidian-black in its inert state, its surface swallowed the light. It looked like a polished river stone, smooth and unremarkable. But in her palm, her mana stirred again, and the faintest flicker of ethereal blue shimmered within. It still knew her. Still waited to be called.
She closed the trunk slowly, sealing it again, and rose to her feet in silence. She dressed slowly, each piece settling into place with alarming ease. Muscle memory. Second skin. The comfort of it unsettled her more than the cold. The cloak clasped at her her collar. Her hair tied into a braid. The gloves flexed without resistance. She slid the stiletto into its sheath along her thigh.
Spite meowed up at her—not curious now, but resigned. As if he understood exactly what this gear meant, and the weight it carried.
She knelt to give him a quick scratch behind the ears before placing down his food dish. “I won’t be long,” she told him, then added, “I apologize for the smell in advance.”
At last, she cast a cloaking charm over herself, the shimmer barely visible before she vanished into the air like a whisper.
Rook stepped out onto her apartment’s balcony and scaled the access ladder to the roof with practiced ease. The wind greeted her with the bite of winter’s breath, stinging her cheeks and tugging at her cloak. From here, the city was endless. A canvas of rooftops, chimneys, and glowing windows—and above them, stars barely visible behind the veil of frost and fog.
It had been a while since she took this route.
Her breath misted as she crouched low, aligning her feet for the next rooftop. The tile had a slick sheen—ice. She'd need to be careful.
One deep breath.
Then she Fade-stepped.
A burst of magic shimmered at her heels as she blinked forward across the divide, landing with barely a sound. Again. Again. A rhythm, a dance across slate and shingle, vaulting over alleyways with precision. Her body remembered what her heart tried to bury. She was good at this. Dangerous, capable… shadow-slick.
She used to love this feeling—the rush of adrenaline, the laser-cut focus that made everything else fall away. It had once felt like freedom, like power, like home. But standing here now, cloaked in old habits and older shadows, it didn’t feel the same. She wasn’t the same. And even as her body moved with the ease of muscle memory, her mind whispered reminders of the cost. This path had once saved her. It could just as easily undo her.
Finally, Rook reached the rendezvous point—a flat-topped building overlooking a water control tower. Neve was already there, a steady silhouette against the night sky, clad in her investigator’s robes. The layers of fabric were finely tailored, detailed with ornate embroidery in her signature tones of rich teal and muted green. Light leather armor braced her forearms, strapped neatly over teal gloves worn from use.
At her hip hung a curved, green-hued wand catching the faint city glow. Scrolls and pouches were secured along her belt—silent testaments to her craft. Missing was her usual teal fascinator; instead, her hair was pulled back into a precise bun, her bangs swept to the side in practiced elegance.
She stood with her pipe in hand, exhaling a curl of smoke into the cold air. When Rook landed beside her in a shimmer of magic, Neve didn’t so much as flinch. She simply glanced up, eyes sharp with recognition, and offered a nod.
“That’s a nostalgic look,” Neve remarked, eyes scanning Rook’s Shadow Dragon gear.
The elven woman gave a shrug, a faint smirk tugging at her lips. “I’m just glad it still fits.”
Neve arched a brow. “Thought you’d drag your feet more.”
“Didn’t want to give myself time to back out,” Rook replied, brushing a crust of frost from the edge of her hood.
At that, Neve reached into her coat and pulled out a folded scrap of parchment, handing it over. “Entrance is three blocks south. Old storm grate with a busted ward node. Shouldn’t be hard to spot.”
Rook unfolded the note, scanning the coordinates and committing them to memory.
“You good?” Neve asked, her voice quieter now, more measured.
Rook nodded, exhaling slowly. “Yeah. Just not looking forward to what comes after.”
Neve let out a short breath. “You and me both.”
They turned together toward the edge of the rooftop. Below, the city stretched out like a slumbering beast—its lights flickering like distant whispers, and beneath it all, the sewers lay in wait, hidden and winding like a second spine.
With a measured breath, Rook looked at Neve giving her a nod and the two were off.
Finding the storm grate was the easy part, one push and it gave way with a groan, revealing a yawning tunnel of damp stone and shadow. Rook slipped in first, her cloak brushing the edges, Neve close behind.
Thank the Maker it didn’t smell as vile as it could have. No corpses. No raw sewage. Just the must of wet stone, mildew, and something faintly metallic—like blood dried too long on iron. Still, it was cold. The kind of cold that clung to your bones and sank through leathers and armor alike. Every step echoed softly, water lapping around their boots, the hiss of distant pipes the only sound that kept them company. It was the kind of cold that crawled under your skin and settled in your bones—like the Frostbacks had exhaled straight into these tunnels
“Remind me again why I agreed to this?” Rook muttered, tugging her hood tighter.
“Because you’re impatient and hate waiting for answers,” Neve shot back under her breath. “And because I asked nicely.”
Despite herself, Rook smirked. Their voices were barely above whispers—no louder than the rustle of fabric or the click of boots on stone. Stealth was their best option. Neither of them wanted to be seen first in a place like this.
Neve took point, her gloved hand brushing along the carved edges of the tunnel wall, occasionally flicking her fingers to activate a subtle pulse of magic—a checking spell to confirm direction and ward strength. Rook followed close behind, her senses sharp, every footfall deliberate. Her body moved with the focus of training long embedded into muscle memory, even if her thoughts danced with unease.
“Left tunnel’s blocked,” Neve whispered, halting. “This way.”
They weaved through the network of old channels and runoff corridors, passing rusted utility doors and iron-wrought gates that hadn't opened in decades. The deeper they went, the more the air shifted—less stagnant now, touched by something that felt… wrong. Rook felt the hairs on her arms rise under her gloves.
It wasn’t long before they reached it—a natural clearing in the underground network. A broad, circular chamber where several tunnels converged like the spokes of a wheel. At the far end, dimly lit by guttering mage-lamps and flame crystals, was what could only be described as a makeshift base.
Tents—small, warded, and draped in crimson cloth—were tucked between the support beams. Spell circles had been etched in dried blood. Runes carved into the stone floor glowed faintly with unnatural precision. And at the center stood a ritual altar, stained dark with sacrifice, the manacles still bolted to the edges.
Venatori.
Rook’s jaw clenched as her fingers drifted toward the hilt of her mageknife. Her breath slowed. Her heartbeat did not.
They were here. Blood mages. The ones responsible.
She dropped low, pressing herself against the curve of the tunnel wall. Neve mirrored her silently, already pulling a viewing lens from her belt to scope the figures moving near the altar. Three mages in crimson robes—one adjusting a warding sigil, another tending to what looked like a bound spell focus. They weren’t preparing for battle.
They were preparing for a ritual.
Neve leaned in, her voice barely a breath. “We hit now, we take out at least one before the rest notice. Or… we observe, find out more.”
Rook narrowed her eyes. Her blood buzzed with adrenaline. Her fingers itched for movement. But the part of her that had learned from pain and consequences urged caution.
“They’ve already done something here,” she murmured. “Let’s see what they’re hiding before we burn it down.”
Neve nodded, slipping the lens back into her pouch. Together, they moved moved like shadows, weaving between the crooked beams and broken stones of the old sewer's main chamber. The distant murmur of voices and the faint flicker of torchlight guided them toward the Venatori’s makeshift encampment. The air, thick with damp and the underlying tang of dried blood, didn’t reek nearly as bad as it could have—but the wet cold gnawed at their joints, the kind that lingered like a curse. It felt less like they were in Minrathous and more like they'd been dropped straight into the belly of the Frostbacks.
As they crept closer, Rook crouched behind a collapsed pillar, taking in the layout. The Venatori had been busy.
Cages—empty now—lined the far wall, their bars bent and rust-stained. There was no mistaking what they’d been used for. In the center of the chamber, a ritual circle had been etched into the stone, fresh enough that the chalk hadn’t yet faded, and bloody enough to mark a recent attempt—or a rehearsal for something worse.
She exchanged a glance with Neve before the two slipped into a vacant canvas tent set just off the main camp, half-hidden behind a barricade of crates and discarded supplies. The interior was sparse, but among the mess lay several crumpled sheets of parchment.
Neve dropped to one knee, sifting through them quickly, her gloved fingers steady despite the chill. “Instructions,” she murmured. “Not field notes—these are orders.”
Rook kept her eyes on the flap of the tent, peeking out just enough to monitor the perimeter. “Orders for what?”
Neve’s lips pressed into a thin line. “They’re harvesting. Materials—people—for a ritual meant to create a key. Whatever that means.” Her brow furrowed. “They’re behind schedule. Whoever’s leading this is getting impatient. Told them to accelerate the timeline.”
Rook's jaw tightened. “So, more kidnappings.”
“Exactly.” Neve tucked the notes into her pouch, her movements sharp and efficient. “Tarquin and Ashur will want eyes on this.”
They barely had time to slip back behind cover before the commotion began.
Torchlight flared at the tunnel’s edge. Three mages entered, dragging half-conscious prisoners between them. The captives—four in total—were tossed unceremoniously into the cages. Chains clinked. One cried out. The sound echoed off the stone like a struck bell.
Rook and Neve tensed as the blood mages began to speak among themselves, unaware they were being watched. The words were low, half-laughed, half-grumbled—but the intent was clear. Another harvest. Tonight.
“They’ll be back out again soon,” Neve whispered, eyes narrowed. “If we wait, we might trace their path. Maybe even find who’s pulling the strings.”
Rook’s jaw clenched. “And leave those people in the cages? No. We hit them now. If we put pressure on them, they’ll start making mistakes.”
Neve gave her a long look. “If we go loud, we lose the trail.”
“And if we don’t, those victims become materials,” Rook replied. “You saw the notes. I’m not letting that happen.”
They both understood the stakes. Waiting had merit—but pressure made people sloppy, and nothing turned sloppiness into opportunity faster than panic.
Neve exhaled through her nose, resigned. “All right. How do you want to play it?”
Rook drew her dagger, its edge catching the faint glow of the camp. “Loud and fast. Just like Marnas Pell.”
Neve’s smirk was all steel. “Old tricks, then. I’ll rig the perimeter wards. You take the left; I’ll draw them right.”
A breath passed between them. A silent count. Then they moved.
Neve was the first to move, slipping out of the tent with a low flick of her wrist. Frost blossomed across the ground as she whispered a chant beneath her breath, sending a shiver through the magic-heavy air. Ice rooted into the stone like veins—just enough to destabilize the perimeter wards and slow any potential reinforcements. One of the Venatori’s charms blinked briefly before going dull, the first thread in a web she intended to unravel.
Rook moved next, veiled by shadows and a cloak spell still clinging to her figure. She slipped around the left flank, where the guards were leaner, less alert. Her mageknife glinted faintly in her grip, and the crackle of static pulsed at her fingertips—lightning hungry for contact.
A sharp, echoing whistle split the air.
The signal.
The cages exploded with sound as Neve unleashed her opening move. Shards of ice jutted from the ground in sudden bloom, slamming into the camp’s edge like crystalline jaws. Two Venatori staggered, caught mid-step, just as the cold mist that followed wrapped around their boots like shackles. One slipped. Another froze outright, eyes wide as frost crawled across his coat.
“We’re under attack!” one of the Venatori shouted, whirling toward the disturbance.
From the left, Rook surged.
She dropped her cloak mid-leap, lightning leaping from her gloves to her blade, turning it into a conductor of arcane voltage. She struck like a bolt—her stiletto slicing across the first mage’s ribs as a jolt of current surged into his body, sending him twitching to the floor. Her arcane orb floated beside her, releasing a concussive burst that threw a second cultist into the ritual circle.
“Make it messy!” she shouted over the crackling chaos.
“Oh, I intend to,” Neve called back.
The detective dove behind a broken cage and sent a column of ice erupting into the heart of the camp. It cracked upward in jagged fury, flinging supplies and Venatori alike. She followed with a stream of freezing mist that coated the terrain, turning footing into treachery. One enemy tried to cast a fire spell—only to find their gloves coated in frost, mana stuttering in their fingers.
Rook ducked under a blast of crimson spellfire, pivoted, and unleashed a chain lightning spell that jumped from one blood mage to another—three in total—lighting them up like oil lanterns in a thunderstorm. She followed the arc with a swift blade thrust, her stiletto burying deep into one mage’s collar before twisting out again.
Neve’s voice cut through the din. “Incoming from the east tunnel!”
“I’ll redirect!” Rook called back, channeling energy into a burst spell that created a shockwave along the stone floor, forcing the reinforcements to scatter.
The camp was in chaos now—blood mages scrambling, victims crying out in renewed hope, and the ritual stones cracking from the collateral magic. The element of surprise had been theirs… and they wielded it like sharpened blades.
Neve and Rook fought like old instincts reborn—cold precision and crackling power, ice and lightning braided in brutal rhythm.
And this time, they weren’t going to leave any of the Venatori standing.
The last of the blood mages fell with a crack of lightning and a grunt of pain, their body slumping against the stone floor with a dull thud. The air buzzed, still thick with the sharp tang of ozone and scorched cloth, magic lingering like smoke after a fire. Rook’s chest rose and fell in slow, deliberate breaths as she turned in time to see the final cultist make a desperate break for the teleportation stone.
“Shit—” she muttered, bolting forward.
Her boots slammed against wet stone as she closed the gap, her blade a blur. With a hard crack, the pommel of her mageknife connected with the side of the cultist’s head. He dropped like a sack of bricks, motionless but breathing.
The cavernous clearing fell silent. No more footsteps. No more shouting. Just the faint hum of mana-stained air and the quiet sobs of those locked in the cages.
Neve stepped toward the cluster of bars, her steps squelching in the damp as she lowered her hand. The magic resonating from her fingertips dimmed, and with a slow gesture, the ice barrier surrounding the victims began to melt—dissolving in streams of frostbitten mist.
Several of the kidnapped civilians—tired, gaunt, and wide-eyed—pressed themselves forward once the barrier faded, their voices cracking with emotion as they stumbled toward freedom.
“Thank you,” one whispered.
Another murmured, “You saved us…”
Rook didn’t speak. She just gave them a curt nod, eyes briefly meeting theirs before drifting back to Neve. Her expression was unreadable, a veil pulled down to steady herself in the aftermath.
Neve was already fishing out her phone from beneath her coat. She stepped to the edge of the clearing and dialed in backup, her voice cool and efficient despite the chaos they’d just endured.
“Yeah. Site cleared. Victims alive. Multiple dead blood mages,” she said into the receiver. “Sending coordinates now. Bring containment.”
She hung up and turned to Rook. “They’ll be here soon.” A pause. “You want to stick around?”
Rook’s spine stiffened at the question, the weight of post-battle fatigue settling in her limbs. Her face pulled into something between a wince and a sigh. “No. I think I’m gonna dip before I get roped into cleanup detail.”
Neve’s look was understanding, even fond in its own dry way. She crossed the short distance between them and gave Rook a once-over. “You injured?”
“No,” Rook replied. “I’m good. Just got that… post-fight buzz.”
Neve smirked faintly. “Still got it, then.”
A quiet laugh escaped Rook’s throat. “Apparently.”
Satisfied, Neve gave her a nod. “Go. I’ll handle the rest.”
Rook didn’t need to be told twice. She pivoted toward the tunnel exit, following the sigils they’d etched earlier as a trail back through the sewers.
By the time she emerged from the underground, traversed the rooftops and made it back to her apartment, the streets were near silent. The faint glow of distant street lights spilled through the frost-misted windows as she unlocked her door.
Spite, curled up near the radiator, perked his head up the moment she stepped inside.
“I know,” Rook groaned, stripping off her coat. “I smell like a drowned corpse and ozone.”
The cat sniffed her boots, recoiled slightly, then padded off in judgmental silence.
“Well, we didn’t need to be that rude.”
After a long, scalding shower and a haphazard bite of leftovers, Rook collapsed onto her bed, hair damp, limbs heavy. She reached for her phone out of habit, unlocking the screen to see a few unread messages blinking in from Emmrich.
Emmrich: Good evening, Rook. I do apologize for not replying to your last message. My schedule has become a bit chaotic since exam season started.
My colleague, Professor Hezenkoss was formally warned for writing exam questions with the subtlety of a war hammer. The staff meeting turned into a diplomatic sparring match. Dorian and I had to play referee.
Thank the Maker that it’s almost over. The tea you have gifted me has been a lifesaver. I have made it a point to use them sparingly so that they last me till the end of this madness.
Once this is over, I would enjoy nothing more than to spend some time with you. If you are able, of course.
A tired smile crept over her face. Her thumb hovered for a moment before she tapped out a reply.
Rook: Sorry for the late reply. I was caught up in something with my friend, Neve. I’d love nothing more than to go on another date with you once you’re free.
And Emmrich, if you do run out of tea, I would be more than happy to deliver you a refill and an actual meal at the office. I look forward to reading your reply. Try not to work yourself to death.
She set the phone down and let her eyes close.
So much had happened in one night. She’d faced down blood mages. Watched victims freed. Let her hands remember the old rhythms—the shadows and strikes she once lived for. Cole had seen more than he should have. Neve had pulled her back into the field. And for a moment, she'd felt like Mercar again.
It ached—but in a good way. Nostalgic. Bittersweet.
And yet… it had only been for a night.
That made it safe.
Tomorrow could worry about itself.
Emmrich unlocked the door to his townhouse, the soft click of the deadbolt echoing into the quiet. His shoulders sagged beneath the weight of a long day as he stepped inside, tugging off his charcoal overcoat and hanging it by the entryway.
The tailored lines of his two-piece suit—once crisp—were now rumpled from a dozen faculty meetings, impromptu lectures, and at least three separate interventions involving overambitious students and magically combusting exam scrolls. He loosened his tie and sighed, the exhaustion coiled in his spine slowly starting to unspool.
Exam season, as ever, was a trial by paper cut and pride.
The staff had nearly come to blows after the latest round of assessment reviews. Johanna had once again been reprimanded for the sheer brutality of her exam questions—questions that statistically guaranteed an 80% failure rate, even among her most prepared students. That would have been headache enough, but the grudge match it sparked between her and the rest of the department had transformed the faculty lounge into a low-grade war zone.
He and Dorian had spent the better part of the afternoon smoothing ruffled feathers and suggesting—gently—that perhaps a real-time demonstration of multi-planar sigil entrapment wasn’t strictly necessary on a final essay.
And then there were the students.
His office had become a revolving door of desperation: requests for extra credit, pleas for mercy, and one particularly bold student who tried bribing Myrna with coffee and imported chocolate. That hadn’t gone well.
He made a mental note to get Myrna something far better than sweets for her continued tolerance.
At least Johanna, terrifying as she was, confined her chaos to the graduate-level courses. Her rigor was the kind that whittled wood into steel. Her students either rose to the challenge or broke beneath it, and while her methods were unorthodox, they weeded out the unprepared. Still, the whispers of her apprentices’ post-exam weeping could be heard echoing through the hallways like a ghost story.
Emmrich shrugged out of his overcoat with a weary exhale, draping it over the back of a nearby chair before unfastening the top buttons of his shirt and dropped into his armchair with a muted groan. The townhouse was quiet, the kind of silence that welcomed exhaustion.
The faint clatter of porcelain tapped softly across the hardwood.
Manfred shuffled in from the hallway, his skeletal frame upright and precise, moving with the practiced grace of someone who had long since perfected the art of silent domesticity. He carried a tray in his gloved hands, the steam from the teacup curling into the air with a comforting sweetness.
Emmrich’s eyes flicked to the cup. Even before he picked it up, he could smell it—chamomile, blue mallow, lavender, and the faint bloom of Andraste’s Grace. Dreamer’s Rest. One of Rook’s blends.
He let out a low breath through his nose, the kind that hinted at both gratitude and aching.
Manfred responded with a soft hiss, the sound almost questioning—if bone and intention could be called that.
“Yes, this is perfect,” Emmrich replied, lifting the cup in a small toast. “Thank you, Manfred.”
He took a long sip.
The first taste was gentle—soft chamomile with its grassy sweetness, followed by the floral hush of blue mallow and lavender. Beneath it all, the faint kiss of Andraste’s Grace added a soothing, almost sacred warmth that unfurled like candlelight in his chest.
It was more than just flavor. The warmth sank into him slowly, spreading through the tension that clung to his shoulders and neck, melting it down to something manageable. The tight band of pressure behind his eyes loosened. The ache in his limbs softened, as though the tea itself whispered to his tired body.
He let the cup rest between his hands, savoring the comfort it offered. It was grounding. Reassuring. Like a hand at his back guiding him away from the noise.
Still… even with its comfort, his thoughts didn’t quiet.
They drifted to her.
Rook.
Maker, he missed her.
Emmrich wondered—not for the first time—if she’d known. If gifting him these blends had been her way of staying close while he was drowning in term schedules, faculty drama, and student chaos. If she’d thought this would help him miss her less.
Instead, it had the opposite effect.
Every sip reminded him of her. Her voice. Her presence. The way she looked at him when she was trying not to smile but couldn’t quite help it. Rook had a way of bantering that made every conversation feel like a game only the two of them knew how to play—sharp-witted, playful, and layered with affection just under the surface. He missed the cadence of her teasing. The way her nose scrunched ever so slightly when she delivered a particularly smug line.
And her scent. Tea leaves and lavender clung to her like a second skin—earthy, clean, and somehow comforting. It lingered in his memory more stubbornly than he cared to admit, woven into the fibers of the scarf she had once returned to him after borrowing it “just for a minute.”
Then there were her eyes—Maker, those eyes. Dark and warm like melted chocolate, with a depth that could disarm him even in the middle of a heated debate. She looked at him like she saw past every composed smile and academic phrase. Saw him, really saw him.
And her touch…
He exhaled, running a hand through his own hair as if it could echo hers. Her fingers had moved through his curls like she had all the time in the world—reverent, slow, anchoring. He missed the brush of her fingertips against his scalp, the way her lips had tasted of mint and laughter. If he had known they wouldn’t have time to see each other again so soon, he would’ve traced constellations into the sun-kissed expanse of her skin—along her collarbone, the curve of her neck, the small of her back. He would’ve made her remember his hands as much as he remembered hers.
“I’m hopeless,” he murmured to no one in particular. Manfred had already slunk back into the hallway, his skeletal boots tapping away in a soft retreat.
Andraste help him, he felt like a brute for letting his thoughts go there. But she haunted him—in the kindest, most maddening of ways.
He cradled the tea, eyes half-lidded with fatigue, and let the warmth press into the ache that missing her had become.
As he settled deeper into the armchair, tea in hand, Emmrich absently reached for his phone resting on the side table. The screen lit up with a soft glow, revealing a few unread messages. The most recent ones were from Rook.
The first was a picture—her, mid-stir at the stove, a pan of creamy carbonara glistening under warm light. A caption beneath read:
Rook: According to Bellara, if I keep feeding her like this, then I am legally obligated to adopt her. I had to tell her that it’s a competitive market.
He huffed a quiet laugh, imagining the exchange—Rook’s dry wit, Bellara’s mock dramatics. Even through a picture and text, her energy bled through. His chest gave a subtle ache, the kind that came from missing something gentle.
Rook: How’s your day going so far? I can see that exam season has gotten my student customers cramming for their lives.
The timestamp made him wince—hours ago.
“Oh dear,” he murmured, setting his cup aside and pulling up the keyboard. He promptly typed out an apology for the delayed reply, followed by a thoughtful answer to her question.
Then he paused, thumb hovering above the screen.
Part of him wanted to write I miss you—just that. No embellishment, no flourish. Honest. Sincere. Their exchanged messages and brief visits were a balm in his chaotic days, but they didn’t stop the ache. If anything, they only deepened it.
But then came the hesitation. Would it be too much? Too intense? He didn’t want her to feel pressured—not when she was trying so hard to carve out balance in her life. With a quiet sigh, he backspaced the words and instead wrote something else. Something softer. Hopeful.
A promise of time together.
One of the benefits of this hellish week is that it’ll be winter break which means that he gets two wonderful weeks of free time that he can spend with his lovely Rook.
Satisfied, he hit send.
The screen remained unchanged. No typing bubble. No read receipt. He assumed she’d gone to bed. It was late, after all. He set the phone aside and resumed sipping his tea, letting the calming herbs coax his thoughts into stillness.
Still, even as he performed the familiar motions of his nighttime routine—brushing his teeth, removing his tie, undoing the cuffs of his sleeves—his mind wandered. To Rook’s laugh. The way her nose scrunched when she teased him. And the way she looked at him like he was someone worth knowing deeply.
He missed her terribly.
Emmrich turned off the lights, the soft creak of the townhouse settling around him. Slipping beneath the covers, he let out a long breath and closed his eyes.
Rook’s tea had done its job in helping him fall asleep —his limbs were heavy, his thoughts quieting—but it was her memory that carried him into sleep.
Soon, he would see her again. And it would be wonderful.
Notes:
Ashur and Tarquin are totally gonna know that Rook was there.
Chapter 31: Chapter 31 - A Bitter Brew
Summary:
Spite doesn't like wearing his cute sweater. Solas doesn't like his sister keeping secrets.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The sharp trill of her alarm cracked the silence, cruel and punctual.
Rook groaned into her pillow, face buried deep as if she could bargain with the universe for five more minutes. Her arm groped blindly for the offending device, silencing it with the practiced aggression of someone who did not sleep enough.
Last night clung to her like a weighted blanket soaked in memory—blood mages, old instincts, and the adrenaline crash that had followed. Her limbs were heavy, her thoughts clouded. Even her bones felt tired.
The one thing she definitely didn’t miss about being a Shadow Dragon was the irregular hours—though, to be fair, past her hadn’t minded. Back then, she didn’t have a day job to crash into the next morning.
Not that she was back, she reminded herself. This had just been a favor for Neve. Nothing more.
Still… the rush had been undeniable. That feeling—the precise rhythm of movement, the seamless coordination with Neve, the snap of spell and steel in perfect sync—had hit her like lightning. Old instincts surged to the surface, and for a fleeting moment, it felt good. Familiar. Like stepping into a version of herself she hadn’t realized she missed until it was breathing beside her again.
And when the cages opened—when the victims stumbled out, eyes wide and hollow from fear—something flickered in her chest. Not pride, exactly, but something close. A quiet, fierce sort of gratification that hummed low in her bones. It didn’t need thanks. Just seeing them alive was enough.
But even in that high, caution threaded through the edges. That world she’d left behind still pulled at her, and she knew how easy it was to let old instincts become a crutch. That path had once saved her—but it had nearly unmade her, too.
This wasn’t her world anymore.
It was just a hunch. A well-played instinct. And, Maker, it had paid off. Neve now had names, orders, and a clearer picture of what the Venatori were planning with those kidnappings. The kind of information that could save lives.
Her part was done. And for now, that was enough.
She was just about to sink back into the warm cocoon of her comforter when she felt it—fur, claws, and unapologetic attitude.
Spite meowed directly in her ear, followed by a sharp bat of his paw to her cheek.
“Mmph—cut it out,” she mumbled, swatting half-heartedly in his direction.
He meowed again, louder this time. The little bastard was relentless.
Another bat to the face.
“I swear to Andraste, Spite…”
If it had been any other creature, she might’ve launched it across the room. But unfortunately for her fleeting rage, she loved the demon cat too much. So instead of tossing him off the bed like her instincts demanded, she rolled over with a heavy groan, glaring at him through sleep-blurred eyes.
“You’re lucky you’re cute.”
Spite, smug and unrepentant, hopped down from the bed with a flick of his tail—mission accomplished.
Rook sighed and sat up, rubbing her face with both hands. “I hate mornings,” she muttered to no one in particular.
But there was no use delaying. Work was work. And she had scones to make.
Cranberry, orange zest, and rosemary—the scent alone would make the regulars forgive her for looking like she fought a pack of wolves in her sleep. Which, to be fair, wasn’t far from the truth, metaphorically speaking.
With a sigh, Rook dragged herself upright. Her joints protested, her shoulders ached, and her braid had come undone in sleep. She shuffled to the bathroom, muttering vague curses at the mirror before splashing cold water on her face.
Minutes later, dressed in her dark skinny jeans, a navy blue thermal-knit long-sleeve top layered beneath her favorite oversized charcoal cardigan, and thick wool socks stuffed into her boots, Rook shuffled into the kitchen—not to bake, but to grab a quick bite and pack up what she needed for the day. She ran through her mental checklist between bites of toast: prep the scone dough, open the front register, steep the seasonal blends, and for the love of all that is holy, make a cup of Dock Town Roast before she fell face-first into the counter.
Thank the Maker that she did most of the baking prep the night before she left to help Neve out. Once she opened the shop, it would be an easy assembly and bake.
Still, the clock wasn’t slowing down for her aching joints or post-mission exhaustion.
With Spite winding between her ankles, clearly angling for his own breakfast, she sighed.
Rook tugged her thick cardigan tighter as she grabbed her rich purple scarf from the hook by the door and wound it snug around her neck. The color matched well with the knitted sweater-jacket she held in her other hand—Spite’s winter wear, freshly laundered and folded with reluctant affection.
The demon cat sat perched on the windowsill, glaring at her as though he already knew what was coming.
“I know,” she said, holding the sweater up like a peace offering. “But it’s freezing out there, and my satchel isn’t exactly a heated carriage.”
Spite let out a low, disgruntled growl.
“Oh, don’t be dramatic,” she added, crouching to his level. “You’ll survive. It’s not like I’m making you wear booties.”
There was no real resistance as she slipped the sweater over him—just the feline version of disdain, expressed with a tail flick and the slow blink of betrayal. Still, he didn’t claw her, which she took as permission. Once the sweater was secured and his ears stopped twitching in protest, she pulled out her phone and snapped a quick picture.
Spite sat in all his purple-clad glory, ears back, eyes narrowed into a glower that could curdle milk.
“Gorgeous,” she said dryly, smirking at the result. “That’s going on the holiday card.”
Spite hissed once—low, petulant, but ultimately harmless—then leapt into her satchel when she opened it, curling into his usual perch with a grumpy sigh.
With her bag slung over her shoulder and her demon cat properly bundled, Rook locked the door to her apartment and made her way through the crisp morning air. Frost clung to the sidewalk edges and rooftops, and her breath fogged the air in soft puffs as she walked. Minrathous was already stirring—the faint hum of traffic, chiming ward chimes, and the distant scent of roasted chestnuts mixing with city frost.
The transition from fall to winter had crept in quietly, like frost threading its way through the seams of the city. What had once been crisp autumn air now carried a sharper bite, the kind that curled around Rook’s scarf and slipped beneath her coat no matter how tightly it was fastened. The amber leaves that had once paved the sidewalks were now few and brittle, crumbling underfoot like old parchment. Bare branches reached skyward in tangled silhouettes, stripped of their fiery foliage and rimmed with a delicate sheen of ice that caught the pale morning light.
The sky had dulled to a pewter gray, thick with low-hanging clouds that promised snow in the coming days. Each exhale left her lips in a visible puff, drifting like breath from a dragon’s maw, only to vanish in the cold. Even the usual city noise seemed muffled, softened by the chill—footsteps quieter on stone, wagon wheels creaking more slowly, as though everything had braced itself for the long stretch of winter ahead.
When they arrived at the Veil & Vine, Rook stepped inside and exhaled a small sigh of relief. She waved her hand to activate the heating runes along with the kettle glyphs. The air was warmer here, laced with the faint notes of dried herbs and baked sugar. She set her bag down and let Spite hop free, the cat stretching languidly before trotting to his usual cushion like a small, annoyed king returning to his throne.
Rook shrugged off her cardigan, rolled her sleeves up, put her hair up in its usual twist, and dove into the opening routine—writing the daily specials on the chalkboard, checking the wards, turning over the chairs, and prepping the counter. Once everything was in place, she made her way to the back and brewed herself a cup of Dock Town Roast— a bold dark roast with rich notes of roasted malt, black walnut, and a kiss of charred cedar. Just enough kick to make her bones wake up. The first sip made her hum.
The bell chimed over the front door, followed by the unmistakable voices of Bellara and Lace.
“Oh my goodness! Rook, please tell me that sweater is permanent!” Bellara called with glee.
Rook peeked around the corner just in time to see Lace and Bellara crouched beside Spite, both aiming their phones as he sulked in his corner, purple sweater still on and soul clearly leaving his body with each camera click.
“Oh shit,” Rook muttered, suppressing a laugh. “Forgot to take that off.”
Bellara grinned at her from behind her phone. “No, no—you did good. His fans will adore it.”
Lace laughed, “Lucanis is going to love this.”
Spite turned his slow, baleful glare toward Rook as if to say: I will remember this betrayal until the end of time.
The sight of her feline companion made up for his pushiness this morning look like sweet revenge. Rook cackled as she headed back into the kitchen to check on her scones. “Sorry, buddy,” she said under her breath. “But you look adorable.”
Today’s dessert of the day featured cranberry scones brightened with orange zest and a whisper of rosemary, each dusted with sugar just before serving. By the time Rook emerged from the kitchen with a fresh tray, the scent of citrus and herbs had filled every corner of the shop. The warmth of the oven clung to her clothes, and the tray’s contents were golden and fragrant—crowned with candied orange slices that shimmered under the soft lights.
Lace let out a low whistle. “Damn, Rook. Those look instagram good.”
Rook smirked as she moved behind the counter and began to stock the display case. “It’s the final bakes before I start my winter rotation.”
Bellara leaned over the counter, eyes locked on the tray like a predator sizing up its prey. “If I evoke employee privilege, do I get first pick?”
“Employee privilege doesn’t cover pastry theft,” Rook replied, arching a brow. “You want one early, you’re paying.”
Before Bellara could protest, a soft thump sounded behind them.
Rook turned in time to see Spite on the counter, tail lashing, ears pinned. His purple sweater—still very much on—had clearly pushed him past the brink of tolerance.
“Oh no,” Rook muttered, setting the tray down as Spite crept toward the edge of the display. His glare was fixed firmly on the scones, and judging by the twitch of his tail, a pastry massacre was imminent.
“Don’t you dare,” she warned, already moving toward him.
Spite gave her one last look of feline betrayal before tapping a paw ominously near the edge of the tray.
“Okay, okay, fine,” Rook relented, reaching out to carefully peel the sweater from his wriggling body. “Sweater’s off. Please don’t kill the scones.”
The moment it was removed, Spite leapt down with a huff and strutted off toward his cushion like a prince liberated from velvet tyranny.
Bellara laughed, covering her mouth. “He was ready to end it all.”
“Honestly,” Lace added between snorts, “I think he’s still plotting.”
Rook rolled her eyes but was already pulling out her phone. She looked over the photo she snapped of Spite mid-glare while the other two were crouched with their phones, still cooing over his sweater look. She smirks as she sends a message to Emmrich.
Rook: Had to make Spite wear his winter attire. He was not amused.
I forgot to take off the sweater… I may or may not have risked pastry war this morning.
Emmrich: He does appear irate at his ensemble. Were negotiations successful?
She attached the photo to a second—Spite’s sweater folded neatly beside the now half-stacked tray of scones—and sent it to him with a caption:
Rook: The sweater is off. Peace has returned to the kingdom.
Emmrich: I’m glad that peace has been restored.
Rook leaned against the counter as the message thread updated, a tired but genuine smile tugging at her lips. Emmrich’s replies weren’t elaborate, but they always carried that steady, dry warmth she’d grown to crave—the kind that lingered like firelight in cold air.
The ache of missing him settled deeper than she'd like to admit.
They messaged regularly. She knew exam season was almost over. Just a little longer. But knowing didn’t dull the ache. His words helped, yes—but they weren’t the same as hearing his voice, seeing the way his smile crinkled at the edges, or feeling the quiet gravity of his presence beside her.
“Hey Rook,” Lace said, breaking the moment. “You look kind of wrecked.”
Rook blinked. “Gee, thanks.”
“No, I mean—tired-wrecked. Not disaster-wrecked. Long night?”
Rook hesitated, setting the last of the scones into the case before leaning an elbow on the counter. “Yeah. Helped Neve with something last night. A case.”
Bellara glanced up from her phone. “Must’ve been serious. You’ve got that ‘I drank three coffees and none of them worked’ look.”
“First of all, I’ve only had one cup of coffee,” Rook said quickly, waving off their concern. “Second, it wasn’t too bad. Just… late. You know how Neve gets.”
Her smile came quick and practiced—enough to end the conversation, if not convince. Bellara exchanged a glance with Lace, but neither pressed.
Spite, now settled in his bed, yawned like a drama queen.
Rook prepped herself a second cup without meeting anyone’s eyes. “Definitely a two-coffee morning.”
The morning rush came in waves—first the usual early commuters, then the bundled-up student crowd, their voices bleary with sleep and caffeine deprivation. The scent of sugar and spice filled the air, mingling with steam from steeping teas and freshly brewed coffee. Bellara took the register, Lace danced between pouring drinks and slicing pastries, and Rook manned the final touches—dusting powdered sugar, plating scones, and keeping Spite off the counter.
Despite the fatigue dragging at her limbs, the rhythm of the Veil & Vine steadied her. This was her ritual: hands busy, heart quiet, magic low in the background like a steady hum beneath it all.
But once the mid-morning clamor tapered off and the shop settled into its lull, the weight returned.
Rook leaned against the counter, letting the silence linger as Bellara wiped down a table and Lace restocked the napkin dispensers. The bell on the door chimed only once or twice—just passersby grabbing takeaway.
“Lunch break!” Bellara called. “What sort of comforts has our benevolent boss made?”
“Stew’s in the back,” Rook said, already stepping into the kitchen.
They reconvened at a table in the back corner of the store. Rook had prepared steaming bowls of prepared a hearty cream stew for the staff lunch—thick with root vegetables, roasted parsnips, pearl barley, and a delicate balance of thyme and white pepper. The rolls were from Lace’s family bakery, still warm and faintly sweet, their golden crusts perfect for soaking up the broth.
Spite, now sweater-free and restored to his usual surliness, lounged nearby, flicking his tail each time someone didn’t offer him a bite.
“So,” Lace said between spoonfuls of stew, “how’s life as a grad student treating you?”
Bellara groaned, flopping back in her chair dramatically. “Ugh. Don’t remind me.”
Rook raised a brow. “That bad?”
Bellara exhaled. “There’s this opportunity—students are being selected for an expedition to Arthalan. Elven ruins, historical mapping, artifact restoration—the whole dream package. And guess who’s leading it?”
“Who?” Lace asked, eyes wide.
“Professor Strife,” Bellara said, as if the name alone could explain the stakes. “But the application process is brutal. Like, chew-you-up-and-spit-you-out brutal.”
Lace nearly dropped her spoon. “Holy crap, Bellara. That’s amazing!”
Bellara gave a helpless little shrug. “I’m not in yet. I still have to pass my practical for the course, turn in my thesis subject, and if I survive that, there’s an interview process waiting on the other end.”
“You’re gonna get in,” Rook said simply, setting her teacup down with quiet certainty.
Bellara looked at her, unsure. “You think so?”
“Of course,” Rook said, meeting her gaze. “You’re dedicated, you’re passionate about what you’re studying, and your intelligence knows no bounds.”
“And you’ve got spunk,” Lace added with a grin. “Strife probably lives off that kind of energy.”
Bellara smiled, eyes softening as she pulled her bowl a little closer. “Awwww thanks guys.”
Rook smiled softly as she watched Bellara cradle her bowl, her earlier frustration already giving way to quiet determination. It was wild to think how far she’d come—from the bright-eyed part-timer Rook had hired on a whim, all giggles and curiosity, to the woman sitting across from her now, chasing down ancient ruins and academic dreams like they were hers to claim.
There was something deeply admirable about Bellara’s passion for knowledge—relentless, brave, and so unshakably hers. It reminded Rook of the fire she used to carry in her own chest during her Shadow Dragon years, when every mission had meant saving lives, and every decision had felt like it mattered.
She’d miss her when the time came—when Bellara inevitably earned her masters, left the Veil & Vine behind, and stepped into the career she was meant for. But some bonds didn’t fray with distance or time. Bellara would always be her little sister, no matter how far she flew.
Rook’s smile lingered, warm and full of quiet pride.
As lunch wound to a close and the last few crumbs of roll were swiped from their plates, Lace went to handle the dishes while Bellara went to take down the lunch break sign. Rook leaned back in her chair and glanced toward the softly glowing windows of the shop. The light had shifted slightly—more silver now, the promise of a deeper chill creeping in. She stirred the last of her tea absently, then looked to Bellara and Lace with a thoughtful hum.
“So,” she started, careful, casual, “would either of you mind if I asked Vorgoth to come in during winter break? Just a few days.”
Bellara and Lace paused mid-sip. Then, in perfect synchronization, they exchanged a knowing glance across the table.
Bellara grinned. “Planning on spending some time with a certain professor?”
Rook felt the heat rise instantly to her cheeks. “Maker’s breath,” she muttered, burying her face in one hand. “You two are worse than Neve.”
Lace nudged her bowl aside, smirking. “You didn’t exactly hide it well, you know. Every time you get a message from him, you look like you’re about to levitate.”
“I do not,” Rook argued, glaring half-heartedly at her tea.
Bellara tilted her head. “You kind of do.”
Rook groaned but didn’t deny it further. “It’s just… we haven’t been able to see each other lately and it’d be nice to spend time together since he’ll be free. But
I haven’t asked Vorgoth for anything in a long time. He already did so much for us—he helped rebuild the shop, kept it running before I was ready to take over. I don’t want to trouble him.”
“Trouble him?” Lace blinked. “Vorgoth doesn’t even walk like someone who can be troubled. What even is he?”
That made Bellara perk up too. “Yeah. I’ve only ever seen him in that cloak—and it’s like... shadows and smoke underneath. Like a spirit in a robe.”
Rook shrugged, a small smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “That’s just... Vorgoth. He’s always been like that. Solas and I used to think he might be a high spirit—one of the more stable ones that can walk the mortal plane. At one point we suspected he was a very sophisticated shade, but he didn’t exactly confirm or deny it.”
Bellara leaned in. “How’d he come to Minrathous?”
“He was a family friend from Nevarra. After... everything, Solas reached out to him. Asked if he’d help watch over the tea shop. He did more than that. He kept the place alive until I decided to take over. He taught me everything I know.”
There was a quiet beat between them before Lace leaned back with a thoughtful nod.
“Well,” she said, “I think it’s good idea to let him help again. You’ve been doing this nonstop for two years, Rook. The shop’s your heart, yeah, but even hearts need rest.”
Bellara grinned. “Especially if rest involves more kissing your dreamy professor.”
Rook groaned again, louder this time, but her smile betrayed her. “I hate both of you.”
“No, you don’t,” they replied in unison.
They were right. She didn’t.
Evening had settled over Minrathous like a woolen shawl—quiet, thick, and edged with frost. Bellara and Lace went home for the day leaving Rook in her solitude. The Veil & Vine was closed for the night, its golden windows now darkened, save for the soft glow of mage lights spilling from the kitchen.
She stood at the stove, the scent of warm buttermilk and lavender curling softly through the air. A saucepan simmered gently in front of her, the dried lavender steeping in the milk like a memory coaxed into bloom. Tomorrow’s dessert needed to be perfect—subtle, floral, comforting. Maybe tea cakes or shortbread. Something that soothed.
Spite had already retreated to his favorite high perch, tucked into a tight loaf and purring with contentment now that he had the place to himself.
The rhythm of her prep was meditative—until the front door bell chimed.
Rook froze mid-stir.
Few people had a key to this place, but only one of them owned the building and preferred to visit at night. She didn’t need to look up to confirm who it was.
Footsteps moved through the front of the shop, unhurried and quiet, but deliberate. Familiar.
Of course he let himself in.
Solas entered the kitchen with his usual grace, his silhouette sharp against the amber light. He wore a long, stormcloud-blue coat, a black turtleneck beneath, paired with dove-grey slacks and sleek gloves that still clung to his hands like second skin. The amber glow traced the smooth curve of his head, casting a faint sheen over his pale olive skin, lending his already sharp features an even starker edge.
His grey-blue eyes—ever still, ever calculating—swept across the shop with a scholar’s cool detachment. Then they landed on the perch near the window.
Spite sat there, perched like a gargoyle on the sill, narrowed eyes locked on the newcomer with silent judgment. He didn’t move. Just stared, tail curled tightly around his paws.
Solas tilted his head slightly. “Still guarding the realm, I see.”
Spite blinked once—slow, disinterested, imperial in his disapproval. His tail flicked with calculated menace, as if daring the elven man to move one step closer.
Rook didn’t turn around, her focus on covering the cooling bowl with a clean towel. “Spite’s not a fan of surprise guests. You could call, you know?”
Solas stepped further inside, ignoring the cat’s unrelenting glare. “I doubt that I’d get a straight answer out of you if I did.”
“Kaffas,” Rook muttered under her breath, reaching for a kitchen towel to dry her hands with sharp, efficient movements.
“Must we start with vulgarity?” he asked, his tone clipped but not cold. Just tired.
Rook exhaled through her nose. “What do you want, Solas?”
“It seems you’ve been keeping secrets.” His voice remained level, but the words edged closer to accusation. “With Selara, I understand. She’s always valued discretion. But when Cole is asked to withhold things from me, it becomes… concerning.”
“You’re worrying over nothing,” she said, finally turning to face him.
“Then why am I being left out of the loop?”
“Because it’s none of your business.”
His gaze sharpened. “Evara.”
She tensed at the sound of her name, her hands freezing mid-motion as she strained the lavender buttermilk. Her lips pressed into a thin line. “I’m fine, Solas.”
“I’ve heard that before.” His voice was measured, but the weight behind it was clear. “The Shadow Dragons contacted me this morning. They were asking for a consult on some notes recovered at a crime scene.”
Her fingers tightened around the edge of the bowl, knuckles white.
“Let me guess,” she said, voice dry, “Ashur requested it?”
“Yes,” Solas answered, stepping further into the shop. His coat whispered as he moved, storm cloud blue fabric catching the low kitchen light. “But what they showed me raised concerns. Particularly because the investigating officer was Neve Gallus, who insisted she was working alone... even though there were traces of someone else aiding her. Someone who was very precise.”
Rook forced herself to keep her expression neutral. She wiped her hands on a towel, then folded it too neatly.
“I wasn’t there.”
His brow lifted. “Oh really?”
“I’m not a Shadow Dragon anymore. You know that.”
Solas’s eyes—cold grey-blue and sharp—didn’t blink. “How can I know what’s true when you don’t tell me anything?”
She exhaled, half-turning. “Isn’t that the purpose of your spontaneous visits? Prying until I break?”
“If I find out you were involved in anything dangerous—”
“Oh for the love of—it's not what you think!”
“Then enlighten me,” he said, voice like a scalpel. “Because from where I’m standing, it looks like you’re regressing.”
“I’m seeing someone, all right?!”
The room went still.
Solas stopped, blinking—clearly caught off guard. For once, his elegant restraint failed him. He looked less like the cold scholar and more like a halla caught mid-spell. Rook almost laughed at his reaction… maybe if she did it would lessen the tension between them, but she wasn’t pleased with the fact that she was telling him in this way.
“You’re... what?”
“I’ve been seeing someone,” she repeated, trying to keep her voice steady. “It’s been a month. I was waiting until more time passed before telling anyone.”
He looked like he had a dozen questions but not nearly enough time to process the news. It wasn’t as if his estranged little sister made a habit of publicizing her love life, and hearing it now clearly threw him off balance. The awkwardness clung to him, familiar and almost nostalgic. For a fleeting moment, it reminded her of the old days—when their age gap him uncertain on how to bond with her. He’d fumbled between being a playmate and a guardian, often defaulting to awkward silences or clumsy advice. These days, he tried to step back into the role of older brother, but more often than not, it felt like he was acting as her caretaker—or, if she were being dramatic, her parole officer.
He straightened slightly, attempting to gather his composure, and cleared his throat before speaking again.
“Is this a casual relationship?”
Rook hesitated—not because she doubted her answer, but because the weight of his question carried so much more than curiosity. Still, she met his gaze and replied, steady, “No. It’s serious.”
Solas folded his arms, a small crease forming between his brows. “How can you be sure?”
“Because we talked about it,” she said, softer this time. “We were honest with each other from the start.”
There was a brief pause. Not tense, but cautious. Solas tilted his head, searching her face. His tone gentled slightly.
“How did you meet?”
A ghost of a smile tugged at her lips. “They’re a regular here.”
Solas blinked, clearly thrown off by the mundanity of it. “What do they do?”
“They work at the university,” she said, watching his reaction carefully.
His brow lifted. “Do I know them?”
“I don’t know…” Rook shrugged, trying to sound indifferent. “Maybe?”
There was a beat of quiet before Solas asked, “What’s their name?”
Her smile immediately faded.
There it was. The question she’d been dreading—not because she was ashamed, but because part of her still feared what would happen next. She didn’t want to see that familiar look in his eyes, the one that dissected and measured and judged. She didn’t want this fragile moment of openness to be shattered by whatever disapproval might follow.
So, she didn’t answer. Not yet. And in the space between his question and her silence, her shoulders stiffened just slightly—as if bracing for a blow that might not come, but one she expected all the same.
Rook’s gaze cooled, watchful now—measured and unreadable. “We are not doing this.”
“I should know who you’re romantically involved with.”
“It’s none of your business.”
“I’m your brother,” he said evenly, “I have a right to know.”
That did it.
That was the final crack.
The lights flickered—not violently, but enough for the air to shift. Like static straining against restraint. A crackle of static shifted through the air like a drawn breath, like magic straining at the seams. The scent of lavender and citrus still hung in the kitchen, but it was overwhelmed now by the sharp, invisible edge of tension.
Rook’s hands flattened on the counter, fingers splayed, and for a moment she didn’t move. Her shoulders were rigid, her spine straightening as if every inch of her was bracing against the weight of his words.
He wielded that word like it still meant something—like he’d earned it. As if simply calling himself her brother gave him the right to pry into her life and demand answers. But where had he been when it mattered? When she needed a brother, he wasn’t there. It had taken everything in her to let him back in, to even try building something real between them. And now, this—this quiet interrogation, this veiled judgment—felt like an intrusion. Like a reminder that no matter how much she tried, there were still parts of him that didn’t know how to be family. And she hated it.
From his perch near the top shelf, Spite—who had been watching the conversation with twitching ears—suddenly stood. His sleek body tense, fur bristling slightly. A low growl vibrated from his chest.
“Get. Out.”
“Ev— “
“No.” Her voice cracked with restrained fury. “Get out, Solas. I told you the truth. You don’t get to demand anything from me. You don’t get to interrogate me like I’m not a mess. You don’t get to cross that line anymore.”
The tension between them held, electric and raw.
Then, slowly, Solas’s posture shifted. The sharp edge in his gaze softened, replaced by something more somber—regret, perhaps, or the first crack in his composure. He glanced once at Spite, still growling low like a coiled spring in fur and claws, then looked back to Rook.
“…Ir abelas, da’len,” he murmured, the words quiet and lacking their usual firmness.
Rook didn’t answer at first. She kept her eyes on the cooling buttermilk, as if it might somehow temper the frustration still roiling beneath her skin. But then she caught the way her brother’s stance seemed just a little deflated—like something inside him had folded.
“You’ll meet them when I’m ready,” she said at last, her voice steady but distant. “Not a moment before.”
A pause. Then he nodded.
“…All right.”
He didn’t linger. He turned and let himself out, the soft chime of the front door ringing faintly behind him.
Rook waited until the silence settled before letting out a long, slow breath. Her fingers curled against the counter, grounding herself as the adrenaline faded.
Spite jumped down from his perch and padded over, brushing against her leg in solidarity—his tail flicking like punctuation.
“Fucking Solas,” she muttered, voice tight but fading. She crouched beside Spite, burying her hand in his fur like a grounding wire. He flicked his tail in silent agreement.
The tension didn’t leave with Solas. It lingered like an aftertaste—bitter and clinging—humming in the corners of the tea shop as if his presence had soaked into the walls.
Rook stayed by the counter, one hand still braced against its edge, the other drifting to her temple. She hated this feeling—this sense of being dissected. Solas always had a way of peeling back her layers without permission. Always prying. Always watching.
He was cold, composed, clinical. She could never quite see softness in him, not when he looked at her like a case to be solved. Maybe once, long ago, when their world was smaller and filled with shared books, quiet laughter, and the warmth of a their family home. But those days were gone—burned out like candles snuffed too early.
She knew he was trying now. Knew he regretted the distance, the silences, the fractures between them. She saw it in the way he hovered, the way he tried to fold himself back into her life like he hadn’t vanished from it. But knowing wasn’t the same as trusting. And she couldn’t trust it—not fully.
Not when the cost of trusting him meant letting her guard down again. Not when part of her still feared that if things got hard—if her world unraveled—he’d disappear all over again.
A soft chuff pulled her back to the present. Spite had nudged his head into her shin, persistent as ever. She knelt, gathered him into her arms, and buried her face against his fur. The familiar smell of old herbs and faint smoke comforted her in a way few things could.
“Good boy,” she whispered, voice low.
After a few moments, she exhaled and stood, placing Spite back on his cushion. Her limbs moved on their own now, ritual and fatigue working hand-in-hand. She retrieved the bowl of strained lavender buttermilk from the counter, poured its contents into a separate container, and tucked it into the refrigerator alongside the lemon glaze.
She was exhausted. More than she wanted to admit.
It wasn’t just hiding the fact that she went on a mission with Neve, or the lack of sleep from the night before. It was Solas. His presence had a way of draining her like nothing else could—like he pulled threads she’d worked too hard to sew back together.
Rook rubbed at the back of her neck, trying to ease the tension coiled at the base of her skull.
“I wanna see him,” she whispered, not to Spite this time, but to someone far away. Her eyes drifted to the front of the shop, to the darkened windows, to the silence that echoed back.
The warmth of the tea shop was beginning to fade into silence, the last hum of wards settling as Rook moved through her closing routine. She packed the remaining scones into a worn but trusty Tupperware container—tomorrow’s breakfast—and set it gently into her satchel. Her cardigan followed, folded neatly beside her scarf. The rich purple wool still smelled faintly of citrus and rosemary from the day’s baking.
Spite, sensing the rhythm of her departure, hopped down from the bar counter without prompting. He didn’t fuss when she knelt to dress him in his little winter sweater—just flicked his tail once in annoyance, then climbed into her satchel like a prince tolerating his carriage.
“Yeah, yeah,” Rook murmured, adjusting the strap over her shoulder. “We’ll be home soon.”
She walked to the front of the shop, locked the door with a soft click. The cold air kissed her cheeks the moment she stepped outside, biting gently at her skin and tugging at the ends of her braid. She paused on the threshold, taking a slow breath to ground herself, the quiet night of Minrathous stretching before her in golden streetlamps and lingering frost.
Then she looked up.
And there he was.
Emmrich stood beneath the glow of the nearest streetlight, his scarf slightly askew, hands tucked into the pockets of his long coat. His hair was tousled by the wind, his leather satchel resting on his side. But none of that dulled the warmth in his expression when he saw her.
Rook didn’t say a word as she stepped into the halo of lamplight. Her footsteps were soft but certain, each one shedding the tension of the day like old skin. Emmrich’s smile deepened at the sight of her—boots scuffed, scarf slightly askew, satchel slung over one shoulder, and that familiar storm behind her eyes slowly easing.
She crossed the distance without pause, without preamble.
And then she was in his arms. She wrapped her arms around his middle and pressed her face into his chest, breathing in the scent of paper, wool, and the faintest trace of bergamot from his cologne.
The breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding left her all at once—quiet, shaking, necessary. The frost in her bones began to melt.
And for the first time that day, the ache inside her finally loosened its grip.
Notes:
Sorry for the delay on this chapter. I had some personal business that needed to be sorted, along with some mild writer's block.
Chapter 32: Chapter 32 - The Warmth Between Sips
Summary:
Rook tells Emmrich about Solas.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The wind had sharpened by the time Emmrich stepped out of the university gates, his coat tugged close as the dry chill of Minrathous bit at his cheeks. The sky had dulled to slate, the streetlamps flickering like distant embers caught in the hush of dusk.
He had stayed late, sorting through the first round of graded tests. Most performed as expected—some better, a few tragically worse. Myrna, as always, had been an immense help. Her efficiency and steady presence had shaved hours off what could’ve easily bled into midnight. He made a mental note to find her a proper thank-you gift—perhaps one of those rare blends from the elven provinces she favored, or tickets to that historical exhibit she’d mentioned.
Pulling out his phone, he smiled softly at the photo message blinking at the top of his screen. It was from Rook.
Spite, clad in a deeply purple cat sweater, sat like a coiled storm of betrayal in the frame—ears flattened, glower perfected. The glare in his slitted eyes made Emmrich chuckle aloud, the sound a quiet thing in the open air. The caption made it better. He was not amused.
He shook his head, tucking the phone away as his smile lingered.
Despite Rook’s insistence that Spite held no loyalty to anyone—that the demon cat tolerated even her on a conditional basis—Emmrich had seen the truth. Spite adored her. Watched her. Protected her in his own sullen, growling way. If anything, the creature was a reflection of her hidden heart: fierce, stubborn, unwilling to show softness easily… but deeply, irrevocably attached.
Emmrich’s boots clicked against the cobbled street as he walked. He didn’t always take this route home, but sometimes… he did. On evenings like this, when the quiet settled in his bones and the world felt slower, he passed by the Veil & Vine with a quiet hope—an unspoken wish that maybe she’d be there. Maybe she’d be closing up. Maybe they’d catch each other by chance, hold hands as they walked, exchange warmth beneath the streetlights like something out of a dream too gentle to name.
And tonight… there she was.
She stood beneath the golden shopfront glow, key turning in the lock. Her figure wrapped in shadows and scarf and fatigue. Even from across the street, he could tell—her posture was tight, her shoulders drawn, her steps too deliberate. Something had shaken her.
He froze for half a second, hesitant. Should he approach? Would his presence help… or would it intrude?
But then she looked up.
Their eyes met across the quiet lane—her expression flickering from surprise to something almost pained. Like seeing him pulled her from wherever her thoughts had taken her. For a heartbeat, he saw her hesitate… and then she moved.
She didn’t run—but her steps were swift, purposeful, arms already rising before she reached him.
And then—she was there.
Rook collided into him, solid and shaking all at once, her arms wrapping tightly around his waist. Emmrich stumbled back half a step, caught off-guard, but then his arms came around her instinctively. His gloved hands settled on her back, holding her steady.
She didn’t speak.
She just held on.
Emmrich inhaled slowly. Her hair smelled like chestnut and wind, but beneath that was something gentler—lavender and lemon. She must’ve been working on tomorrow’s baking prep. The realization made his chest ache with something quiet and fond.
He closed his eyes as he rested his cheek atop her head, letting himself feel her there—real, solid, in his arms. He’d missed her. More than he realized. Her presence was grounding, a balm against the solitude of his office and the hours he’d spent grading under dim light.
But even as he savored the closeness, the professor in him noted the signs.
Her breathing was uneven, her arms wrapped around him with too much force for a casual embrace. It wasn’t just affection—it was need. Something had unraveled her, and now she was clinging to the first place she felt steady.
She needed this hug, and he was more than willing to give it. Glad to give it. Maker, he would’ve held her all night if she asked.
So he tightened his hold, arms curving around her like a shield. No questions. No pressure. Just quiet reassurance in the steady rhythm of his breathing, the soft brush of his hand against her back, and the warmth of his coat enveloping her in silence.
Whatever had happened, whatever weight she was carrying—he didn’t need to ask yet.
He just held her.
And in that moment, the cold didn’t matter. The streetlamps didn’t matter. There was only the quiet thud of her heart against his coat and the way she melted, just a little, into his embrace.
After another moment, he spoke, his voice low and warm.
“Rook?”
She didn’t pull away. Just tightened her arms slightly, burying her face against his coat like the world had been far too much and he was the only thing keeping her grounded.
“I really missed you,” she murmured into the fabric of his chest—muffled, but still clear. There was no dramatic flourish to the words. Just quiet honesty.
His heart clenched.
He coaxed her gently to look up, one gloved hand cupping her cheek as he searched her face in the half-light. Her expression was raw. Eyes tired, rimmed with something unspoken. There was distress there, threaded in the tightness of her jaw, the faint quiver at the edges of her lips.
Something had happened. Something that had scraped her down to this quiet, vulnerable edge.
But the street was cold, and she was shivering—not just from weather. From everything else weighing on her.
Emmrich hesitated, tracing her cheekbone with the back of his knuckles, savoring the feel of her close. “As much as I’d love to stay wrapped up in your arms, we should find somewhere warm,” he said softly. “Would you like to come back to my home? We can talk there… or not. Whatever you need.”
Rook looked up at him, eyes wide and a little glassy—caught off guard by the gentleness of the offer. The choice was hers. That still surprised her.
“I don’t want to inconvenience you,” she murmured.
“Rook,” he said, his voice dipping into something warmer, more sure, “my darling… I haven’t seen you in two weeks. I’d treasure any moment I can have with you. In any form.”
Her lips parted, the faintest breath of hesitation before she gave a small nod. “…I’d like that.”
A smile curved his lips, quiet and full of affection. “Excellent.” He took a step back, just enough to gently take her hand and tuck it into the warmth of his coat pocket with his. “Shall we?”
“Let’s,” she said, her voice steadier now.
The walk to Emmrich’s home was quiet, save for the occasional shuffle of boots against pavement and the faint crinkle of the pizza box in his arms. He held it carefully, his other hand tucked into his coat pocket—where Rook’s hand rested securely in his.
She walked beside him with her satchel slung over one shoulder, Spite snugly nestled inside, only his eyes peeking out with sleepy disdain. In her free hand, she carried the Tupperware of scones from earlier, the container still faintly warm from the shop. The silence between them wasn’t awkward; it was calm, a shared rhythm of footfalls and breath.
They didn’t speak much. Rook’s mind was still fogged with leftover anger and fatigue, but something about the stillness between them was comforting. She didn’t need to fill it. Emmrich’s presence was enough.
When they reached his townhouse, she hesitated just a second longer than necessary at the threshold. The building stood tucked behind a hedgerow laced with frost, lantern sconces casting a soft amber light across the dark stone exterior. It looked quiet—scholarly, lived-in, like it had stories in its bones. A little like him.
Emmrich unlocked the door and stepped aside, allowing her to enter first.
Inside, the air was warmer, dimly lit by layered lamps and scented faintly of old paper, wood polish, and dried rosemary.
Rook paused just inside the foyer, absorbing the quiet richness of the place.
It wasn’t grand, but it was… thoughtful. Everything about the space felt curated, lived-in, and quietly rich with detail. The high ceiling lent a sense of airiness, while the narrow entry table along the wall held a cobalt ceramic dish—no doubt where Emmrich kept his keys and gloves. Beside it stood an umbrella stand, its dark woodwork elegant but unpretentious. Across from it, a line of brass coat hooks gleamed against the wall, one of which now held Emmrich’s satchel.
She glanced to her left and caught sight of what could only be the living room. It wasn’t large, but it carried an unmistakable weight—like a space that remembered every silence, every hour passed in thought. The gothic fireplace stood sentinel along the far wall, its mantle adorned with a single candle, a slender vase of dried funerary blooms, and a rune-inscribed timepiece that ticked in soft harmony with the quiet.
Lined bookshelves flanked the room like well-worn armor, their shelves dense with books. A low bookcase supported a modest flat-screen TV—rarely used, she suspected. Framed maps and faded prints offered glimpses of other times, other places. An assortment of decorative skulls—familiar, even charming in their morbid way—occupied quiet corners with the same ease as the other relics. They didn’t feel out of place. They felt like him.
Her eyes lingered on the leather armchair near the hearth, the thick throw folded with care over one side. And then there was the velvet settee, deep-hued and elegant, its tone shifting from indigo to emerald in the lamplight. It faced both fire and bookshelf, perfectly placed for reading, for thinking, for not being alone.
“This is…” she started, voice quiet. “Wow.”
“I’ll take that as a compliment,” Emmrich said, amused as he closed the door behind them. He helped Rook out of her coat, careful in the way he slid it from her shoulders before hanging it on one of the brass hooks. Then he crossed into the kitchen and set the pizza box down on the counter.
Rook bent to open her satchel and retrieve the Tupperware of scones, only for Spite to leap out first—tail flicking, ears swiveling as he surveyed the new territory with imperial suspicion.
He landed with a solid thud, then padded into the main room like he’d always lived there, casting a withering glance at Rook as if to say, You brought me somewhere strange. Fix it.
“Right, right,” she muttered, setting the scones aside before kneeling. “Hang on, little tyrant.”
She unfastened the sweater with practiced ease, slipping it over Spite’s head. He gave an indignant shake once freed, then circled her legs in what passed for thanks—still far too dignified to purr.
Rook chuckled. “Unreal. He adjusts faster than I do.”
Emmrich, now shrugging out of his long coat and hanging it on the hook beside hers, offered a faint smile. “That’s because he has no shame.”
She looked down at her boots, then up at him. “Do I need to take these off?”
“Oh, no—feel free to keep them on,” he assured her gently.
She gave a small nod and placed her satchel neatly on the hook beside the door before joining him in the kitchen.
“Manfred,” Emmrich called lightly, “we have guests.”
A low hiss answered from the left hallway.
Manfred emerged—his joints clicking softly with each step, the lenses of his goggles catching the light and glowing a vibrant teal, like twin gemstones or shards of stained glass. He was slightly taller than Lace, his skeletal frame bundled in neatly worn clothes and careful posture.
He tilted his head, letting out another curious hiss—this one higher, almost musical. Like a questioning Ooooo?
Rook smiled warmly. “Hi, I’m Rook. It’s nice to finally meet you, Manfred.”
She extended a hand. Manfred observed it for a beat, then excitedly clasped it between his own gloved hands with something close to delight.
“Manfred,” Emmrich said, a touch more formally now, “Rook and her companion, Spite, will be staying for dinner.”
At the mention of the cat, Manfred turned—only to discover Spite already perched on one of the armchairs in the study, watching him like a sentient curse.
Manfred leaned closer, fascinated.
Spite’s response was immediate: a low, menacing growl, eyes narrowed to slits.
“Spite,” Rook warned under her breath. “Be nice.”
The demon cat leapt down and began circling Manfred warily, sniffing at his boots. Manfred remained perfectly still—observing with tilted curiosity.
“Is this Manfred’s first interaction with a cat?” Rook asked, watching the slow spiral of feline and skeleton.
“He’s seen them,” Emmrich said, folding his arms. “But this is his first time up close.”
She grimaced. “I apologize in advance for any scratches. Spite’s not exactly a model ambassador for his kind.”
“That’s quite all right,” he said mildly. “He’s learning. I’ve taught him what I can, but sometimes… hands-off guidance works best.”
“You think they’ll get along?” She asked.
“I’m sure they will,” he replied with a dry lift of his brow. “Eventually.”
Rook stepped further in, setting the scones on the kitchen counter beside the pizza box. Her shoulders were still tense, but the longer she stood in Emmrich’s home, the more the edges of her unrest began to ease. It wasn’t just the warmth—it was the stillness. The care in the details. The way the space mirrored the man beside her.
And for the first time that day, she felt something close to safe.
“Would you like anything to drink?” Emmrich asked, already moving toward the electric kettle. “Tea? Wine?”
She set the scone container on the counter. “Any chance you have whiskey?”
He paused, thoughtful. “I believe there’s a bottle in the living room… or perhaps my study—”
“Emmrich.” She reached out and caught his hand before he could start rummaging through his cabinets.
“Food first,” she said, giving him a tired but earnest look. “Then I can drink my problems away.”
His mouth curved, soft and understanding. “A reasonable sequence.”
Emmrich moved to the kitchen with quiet efficiency, opening a cabinet above the counter to retrieve a pair of ceramic plates—simple in design, subtly rimmed in cobalt. The sound of porcelain clinking together was soft, familiar, grounding. He set them down beside the pizza box and took a moment to wash his hands before reaching for the silverware. Ever the host, his movements were smooth and precise, his attention to detail unspoken but obvious.
Meanwhile, Rook settled into the dining table tucked near the far wall, the wood polished to a low sheen and framed by kitchen cabinets and a modest stained-glass window that caught the streetlamp glow outside. She sat with a slow exhale, her shoulders unwinding as the warmth of the home began to seep into her bones. It felt... cozy here. Still.
The scent of roasted garlic and caramelized onions filled the air as he opened the pizza box, revealing the wood-fired thin crust creation they’d picked up on the way—wild mushrooms, tender and earthy, mingled with the sharp crumble of goat cheese and the milky melt of mozzarella and Taleggio. A generous heap of arugula dressed the top, its peppery bite bright against the richness. It was, in her opinion, the perfect kind of junk food. The kind that tricked you into thinking it was just sophisticated enough not to count as comfort eating.
Rook leaned forward and inhaled with an appreciative sigh.
“This might be the most beautiful thing I’ve seen all day,” she muttered.
Emmrich raised a brow as he passed her plate. “Truly?
“Okay, maybe it’s an exaggeration,” she said, managing a small smile as she accepted it. “They do have an unfair advantage. I’m drained and starving… Although the company helps.”
“I shall keep that in mind,” he replied lightly, taking a seat across from her with his own plate.
She reached in immediately, grabbed a slice with both hands, and took a hearty bite, chewing with a small sigh that betrayed just how hungry—and tired—she was.
Across from her, Emmrich, ever composed, neatly cut into his slice with a fork and knife. The methodical way he navigated the crust—like it was some dignified entrée at a formal dinner—made her snort softly into her napkin.
“What?” he asked without looking up, though the faint amusement in his voice gave him away.
Rook smirked, another bite halfway to her mouth. “You’re eating pizza like a high-end food critic.”
He arched a brow, entirely unfazed. “I simply prefer not to make a mess.”
“If this is how you eat junk food,” she said, licking a bit of sauce from her thumb, “I’d hate to see how you actually cook.”
“Is there a correlation between the two?” he asked, though the smile tugging at his mouth suggested he already knew the answer.
“There is,” she said, around another bite. “I bet you treat cooking like a chemistry experiment. Beakers and measurements. No salt without approval from the committee.”
He shook his head, but his gaze lingered—soft, watchful. Her appetite was strong, her posture less tight, and for the first time since she arrived, there was color in her cheeks again.
He returned to the dignified dissection of another slice, while she continued to devour hers with fingers, crumbs, and zero remorse.
Rook leaned her elbow on the table, resting her chin in her palm as she studied him with a quiet smile. “Do you ever allow yourself to be messy?”
Emmrich glanced up, expression thoughtful. Then, with just the faintest tilt of his head, he replied, “I can think of a few scenarios where a little mess might be warranted.”
Rook blinked. Her brain, to her absolute betrayal, latched onto the word mess with immediate, unfiltered imagination. Specifically, the kind involving his hands tangled in her hair and her back pressed against something not structurally intended for intimacy.
Her slice paused mid-air. A slow, blooming flush crept up her neck to her cheeks as she stared at Emmrich, whose expression remained politely neutral—except for the slightest glint of mischief in his eyes.
Venhedis. He knew what he said.
Before she could decide between flinging a crust at him or letting her mind go deeper into the gutter, a sharp meow sliced through the moment.
Spite.
He had jumped onto a nearby chair, tail lashing, yellow eyes narrowed as he stared at them both with the intensity of a starving nobleman about to incite a riot. He gave another pointed meow, louder this time.
Rook groaned, slumping back in her chair. “Oh shit. I forgot about feeding Spite.”
Across the table, Emmrich raised a brow and dabbed at his mouth with a cloth napkin. “I believe I have something we can scrounge together. Any dietary restrictions I should be aware of?”
“It’s Spite,” she said, glancing toward the pizza box. “He eats almost anything, but onions and garlic are toxic to cats. So no pizza for him.”
As if on cue, Spite let out a loud, impatient yowl from his perch, tail twitching with judgment.
“I know, I’m the worst cat parent,” Rook muttered, rising to her feet and eyeing the pantry doors like they held secrets or doom. “Do you have anything remotely suitable for demonic carnivores?”
“I believe there’s a can of tuna in the back of the pantry,” Emmrich offered, already standing. “Would that suffice?”
Rook sighed with a dry flourish. “It’s not roast chicken or grilled salmon, but for an impromptu visit, it’ll do.”
Her dramatic tone when discussing Spite’s absurdly spoiled habits always managed to lift the mood. Emmrich smiled despite himself, though a thread of guilt tugged at him—he had, after all, invited her over without any notice or preparation.
“I shall retrieve a small dish posthaste,” he said with mock solemnity.
Rook shot him a grateful look. “You might’ve just saved our lives.”
From his chair, Spite sneezed and let out a warbling growl, as if to say: Hurry up, peasants.
Spite, at long last appeased, feasted noisily on his humble dish of canned tuna—clearly making a show of his suffering. Rook and Emmrich, plates empty and stomachs comfortably full, had moved into the living room with the ease of those who had nowhere else to be for the night.
The space was warm with low lamplight and the faint crackle of the fireplace.
Rook drifted toward the bookshelves without prompt, drawn to them like a moth to flame. Her fingers trailed along the spines, brushing gently over cracked leather, aged cloth, and polished woodgrain. Every title was a window—arcane theory, historical treatises, Nevarran poetry, translated spirit lore. The collection was vast, but not ostentatious. Curated. Cared for.
She exhaled slowly. “You really are a bibliophile,” she murmured, half to herself. “A professor of knowledge through and through.”
Emmrich stood a few steps behind, a mug cradled in his hands. He watched her move through his space with the same quiet reverence he afforded his texts—like she belonged there. She touched nothing carelessly. Treated every volume like it had weight.
He could get used to a sight like this. Her, in the soft firelight, tracing Rook’s hair as she traced the spines of his book collection, one finger lightly brushing the titles like they were wards or memories.
But he knew better than to get too lost in the comfort of that image.
Because as much as he wanted to stay in this warmth, this quiet, she hadn’t come here just for scones and comfort. Something was still stirring beneath her silence—and it was time to gently unravel it.
He stepped closer and offered the mug with a subtle smile. “For you.”
She arched a brow, accepting it. “Got anything stronger?”
“Just try it.”
Rook brought the mug to her lips and took a sip—and immediately, the warmth bloomed across her tongue. Honeyed and smooth, the faint bite of whiskey tucked just beneath the lemon's brightness. The citrus hit sharp at first, enough to catch her breath and clear the fog from her mind, but it softened quickly, folded into the golden sweetness of honey. A note of cinnamon curled at the back of her throat—not overpowering, but steady and warm, like the scent of a hearth fire on a cold night.
She blinked, caught off-guard. “Is this a Hot Toddy?”
“My darling requested whiskey,” he said mildly, “so I made sure it suited the occasion.”
“There you go again,” she murmured, taking another sip, slower now. “Surprising me with your sweetness.”
It settled her in a way few things could. The drink was delicious—balanced with the kind of quiet precision that echoed everything else about him. Of course he’d know how to make this. With his calm elegance, his collection of obscure literature and forgotten rituals, it made perfect sense that he also knew the exact ratios for comfort in a cup. A drink laced with warmth, intention, and just a hint of mischief.
He watched her over the rim of his own glass. “I take it you’re familiar with this particular brew?”
“One of the first things I learned before opening the tea shop was the magical world of cocktails,” she replied, a smile tugging at her lips. “It made for a great after-party for my soft opening.”
“I’m sure it was an eventful evening.”
“Oh yes. Nothing but good times and hangovers the day after.”
“I’m familiar with those occasions. During a celebration for a successful expedition, Johanna had spiked the punch bowl with a cacophony of alcohol which left many people heavily drunk. The party was indeed enjoyable but the morning after was said to be brutal.”
“Were you one of those poor souls?”
“I had cursed the sun’s very existence.”
“I’d loved to had seen that.”
“I’m sure you would.”
Another sip, another slow inhale. The heat made its way to her chest, and still, the quiet of the room pressed in.
“Are you ready to tell me what’s troubling you?” he asked, his voice low, careful.
Rook tried to deflect, tried to shape her mouth around the word nothing, but she saw the truth in his eyes—the patience, the quiet knowing.
She couldn’t hide. Not from him.
Not if she wanted to be with him. Not if this was going to mean something real.
So, she exhaled, eyes drifting down to the cinnamon stick bobbing gently in her mug. “And here I was trying to maintain a good impression,” she murmured. “I didn’t want you to see this part of me yet.”
“What part?” Emmrich asked gently.
“The not-so-charming parts… the ones that reveal my dark and stormy side.”
Her smile was faint, fleeting—an echo of something self-protective. But the sting in her chest was real. There was still so much she didn’t know about him, and so much of herself she hadn’t let him see. And gods, she envied his composure. That quiet steadiness. The way he never seemed shaken by the world or by her.
He always felt like calm water.
She tried to be that—balanced, composed, controlled—but her temper and tangled emotions had a habit of rising like a tide. Her past didn’t stay quiet. And sometimes, neither did she.
When his fingers gently touched her chin, tilting her head just enough to meet his gaze, she didn’t pull away.
“Evara, there is nothing you could tell me that would make me shy away from you.”
There he was again—meeting her chaos with quiet, offering steadiness without condition. Clearing away the storm clouds like it was the most natural thing in the world. And Maker, sometimes that made it worse. It made her wonder if he was too good to let into her mess.
She clutched the mug a little tighter, quietly walked to the velvet settee near the fireplace. The fire cast a warm glow, flickering across the settee’s wine-red hue, and she sat slowly, still watching the steam curl from her drink.
Emmrich followed without a word, sitting beside her—a steady presence, patient and close, without pressing.
“I’m sure you’ve already deduced from past conversations that I hold a relation to the Professor Solas Ingellvar,” she began. “He’s… my brother.”
Even in the silence, she knew he understood. Solas wasn’t exactly an obscure figure in academic circles—it wouldn’t have taken much effort to connect the dots once she’d given her full name. Still, Emmrich had waited. He’d given her the space to share it herself, on her terms. That kind of patience was rare. And kind.
She focused on the warmth of her cup, grounding herself before continuing. “More than just the name, though… our relationship has always been complicated.”
She paused, weighing her words carefully. Telling Emmrich that she wasn’t close to Solas was one thing—it was simple, factual. But explaining why was harder. The truth behind their estrangement lived in a part of her she rarely exposed, a part she still struggled to face. It felt too raw to offer in full, not yet.
So instead, she chose to give him just enough—to explain, without unraveling.
“After our parents died, we stopped speaking. The grief didn’t bring us together—it pulled us apart. We were estranged for years. We only reconnected about three years ago, and things were… awkward. Not hostile. Just strange.”
“But something happened?” Emmrich prompted gently.
“Yeah…” she said, rubbing her thumb along the curve of her mug. “He pissed me off.”
A flicker of humor passed through her before it dimmed again.
“I told him I was seeing someone. And he started questioning everything—what kind of relationship it was, who you were, how long it’s been…”
She realizes how it must sound to Emmrich and finally turned to face him, her expression earnest. “I’m not trying to hide us. There’s nothing I’m ashamed of in being with you. I just didn’t want to put you in an awkward position. You work with him. And Solas has this way of… seeing right through you and making you feel small while doing it”
Emmrich was well aware that Rook had never been shy about their relationship. If anything, she was proudly unapologetic—always reaching for his hand when they were out, making no effort to hide the quiet affection between them. Her friends knew. The world knew. She hadn’t tried to play coy. At the Fig & Laurel, she wanted everyone to know he was hers.
So to see her now—anxious that he might misinterpret her words as doubt—struck him as a needless worry.
But still, he understood. Sharing something personal with friends was one thing. Telling family—especially one as complicated as Solas—was another entirely.
There were always going to be variables: the professional overlap, the age gap that neither of them spoke of often but quietly felt, and the lingering self-consciousness that came from being judged for something that made her happy.
But that was a concern for another night. Tonight was hers.
She could feel the emotions rising again, sharp and defensive, but Emmrich reached out and placed a calm hand on her thigh.
“Evara,” he said softly, “I understand.”
She looked at him for a long moment. Then nodded, her voice quieter now.
“He told me that he’s my brother—that he has a right to know these things. But it didn’t feel like concern. It felt like control. Like he was trying to insert himself into a part of my life he hasn’t earned.”
“And those words didn’t land well.”
She gave a half-shrug, her fingers tightening around the warm curve of her mug.
“… We spent so long in silence. Honestly it was both of our faults. I was angry and sad while he was prideful and guilty. He just threw those words around like he had earned them, but so much time had passed between us.”
Emmrich said gently. “Do you hate him?”
“No,” she said quickly. Then, more softly, “No. I don’t hate him. I just… don’t know what to do with him. I understand him. I do. And maybe we were just too late. Old wounds fade, but they don’t disappear. I know he wants to be part of my life again. I know he’s trying. I just… feel like a brat for pushing back.”
Rook fell quiet, her words trailing off like the last drift of steam from her mug. The fire crackled softly beside them, casting amber light across the dark velvet of the settee, the room warm but her thoughts still caught in the cold.
She didn’t know what response she expected from Emmrich—if any. Maybe a gentle nod, maybe silence. But instead, he moved with quiet purpose.
Without a word, he reached out and took her mug from her hands, fingers brushing hers with the faintest touch. He set it carefully on the coffee table before turning back to her, his expression unreadable at first. Then, slowly, he took both of her hands in his.
His palms were warm, steady. His grip neither firm nor fragile—just present. And when he looked at her, it wasn’t with pity or distance. It was with something far deeper. Something that made her throat tighten.
“You are not a brat,” he said, his voice calm but certain.
She gave a short laugh—wry, tired. “Thanks for saying that,” she murmured, “but I don’t know if I believe it yet.”
Emmrich didn’t push back. Instead, he shifted slightly toward her, his fingers still loosely entwined with hers.
“Then let’s change the tone,” he said. “Tell me a good memory. Something from before everything grew complicated… between you and Solas.”
She blinked, caught off-guard by the request. “A good memory?”
He nodded. “Yes. One where you two felt close.”
Rook hesitated, her brow furrowing as she searched her mind. It took effort—wading through the mire of arguments, silences, sharp words that still echoed in her head. But then, like sunlight through fog, a flicker surfaced.
“…I was seven, maybe eight,” she said slowly. “It was around First Day, and I’d just started showing signs of magic. Not enough to do anything big—just little sparks when I got too excited. I remember being terrified of it. My hands would crackle and glow, and I thought it was an extreme case of static electricity.”
Emmrich stayed quiet, listening, his thumb gently brushing the side of her hand.
“Solas… he noticed. He always noticed. He sat me down one night and told me that magic wasn’t something to fear—that it was a gift, and I just needed to learn how to speak its language. And then he showed me how to make a mage light. The one he made looked like a butterfly, fluttering around the room.”
Her eyes softened at the memory, and a smile ghosted her lips.
“It took me a while to get it right, but when I finally did… he smiled like I’d accomplished something worthwhile. I felt like I’d pulled the moon down from the sky.” Her voice warmed slightly. “Once I learned how to shape them, we made it a tradition. Every First Day evening, we’d go out to the garden and put on a little show—just the two of us. Mage lights, dancing through the air in every shape and color we could imagine.”
She paused, the smile fading into something more fragile as her throat tightened. “Our parents loved it.”
Emmrich’s voice was quiet. “Could you show me?”
Rook blinked in surprise, then let out a small, breathy laugh. “Hold on… it’s been a while.”
She shifted upright, scooting forward slightly on the settee. With her palms facing upward, she closed her eyes and drew in a steady breath.
The silence held for a beat.
Then, slowly, light began to shimmer into being—soft, golden threads weaving from her fingertips like spun starlight. Tiny orbs sparked into existence, flitting through the air like fireflies. They hovered, flickered, and then—changed. The lights rippled outward, morphing into delicate shapes: butterflies with glowing wings, a spiral of stars, a blooming flower mid-turn.
Emmrich watched, wonder flickering in his eyes, as the lights danced across the room in quiet celebration. It wasn’t the usual display of simple mage-lights—this was art. Memory. Magic shaped by emotion, not just control.
Rook opened her eyes slowly and smiled, lifting one hand to guide a glowing butterfly through the air. With a graceful flick of her fingers, it floated toward him, landing softly on his shoulder.
It pulsed gently, as if breathing.
Emmrich tilted his head, eyes shining. “How wonderous,” he said softly.
Her voice came quieter now, full of something older than joy. “It really is.”
The soft glow of the mage lights bathed the room in warm, shifting hues—golden fireflies, butterfly wings, stardust in motion. The fireplace crackled low, its flame dim in comparison to the magic that hovered around them.
Emmrich didn’t take his eyes off her—not even as the butterfly on his shoulder flickered gently, dissolving like a sigh into the air. His gaze held something tender, quiet… and unshakably certain.
Rook turned slightly toward him, still half bathed in light, her expression open and searching. The sadness that had lingered in her earlier was now softened at the edges—melted by memory, warmth, and the steady way he looked at her. When her smile finally reached her eyes, it filled his heart to the brim.
When he leaned in, it was unhurried.
One hand found hers; the other lifted to cradle her cheek, the tips of his fingers brushing just beneath her ear.
Their lips met—soft at first. Not rushed, not urgent, but full of quiet certainty. Like the kind of kiss meant to anchor rather than consume. But as her fingers curled into his sleeve and he deepened it just slightly, the spark between them burned a little brighter.
The kiss deepened—slow and molten.
What began as a brush of warmth evolved into something more. Rook’s hands slid into his hair, her body pressing closer, breath shallow against his mouth. She inhaled the scent of his pomade—citrus and jasmine. Maker, she loved that smell.
Emmrich responded with a low sound—caught somewhere between restraint and surrender. His hand found her waist, fingers flexing as he pulled her in. Their chests met with a quiet thrum of urgency, and when he nudged her back into the couch cushions, she clutched at the collar of his shirt, unwilling to part.
As their tongues met, he tasted the lingering trace of hot toddy—honey, spice, and heat still fresh from her lips. It was intoxicating, like warmth shared between breaths. Familiar and new all at once.
She wanted him.
Andraste’s mercy, she needed him.
If she had to wait any longer, she might combust or tear through his clothes just to feel his skin. They were wearing far too many layers, and the fire building in her core made every seam feel like a barrier to bliss.
Her fingers tugged at his collar as she pressed forward, mouth parting more insistently against his. Emmrich’s composure wavered—just for a breath—but it was enough. He let out a low, rough sound against her mouth, then kissed her deeper. His hand slid into her hair, fingers tightening just enough to draw a soft gasp from her lips.
His hands began to roam, slow but reverent, sliding up the curve of her body as if mapping sacred ground. Her hips pressed flush against his, a quiet, heated grind that drew a low, involuntary sound from his throat. Rook moaned softly into his mouth—breathy, wanting—and he swallowed the sound like it was the only thing keeping him alive.
His grip tightened.
She was warmth, desperation and soft, molten edges beneath the steady glide of his fingers. When his hands slipped beneath the hem of her sweater, her skin met him like fire—velvet heat along her sides, the gentle give of her waist beneath his palms. She arched into him, and Maker help him, he could feel her—the shape of her, the need written into every movement. Each kiss deepened, spiraling into something near-dangerous.
Their hips moved again, the friction sharp and unbearably good.
Emmrich’s hands slid down, finding her hips, his fingers teasing along the waistband of her trousers as if testing the limits of her composure. He guided her against him, encouraging the grind of her body into his, each motion stoking the fire building low in her core. The pressure, the heat—it was intoxicating. Rook chased the sensation instinctively, seeking more, needing more, her breath hitching as she gasped his name, the sound thick with want. Emmrich rasped hers in return, voice rough with restraint. But just as the peak began to crest—just as her body trembled on the edge—he stilled her, stopping the delicious friction that was leading her to sweet release, leaving her burning for him.
He broke the kiss with a gasp, forehead pressed to hers, breath shuddering. He didn’t move away—not yet—but his hands stilled against her bare skin, torn between devotion and surrender.
He pulled back.
Not far. Just enough.
Their foreheads rested together, breath shallow and uneven. Emmrich’s hands remained beneath her sweater, holding her waist like she might slip away—or like he might lose control if he let go.
“Evara,” he rasped, his voice rough with restraint, “not here. Not like this.”
“Why not?” she whispered, lips brushing his jaw before trailing to his throat. “You have a bed, don’t you?”
Her mouth found the hollow of his neck, and his grip tightened. Sanity was a thread, and she was tugging hard.
“You know what I mean,” he said, barely managing the words through the tangle of sensation. “You’re an emotional jigsaw and I do not wish to take advantage of that.”
Rook lay back against the couch cushions, her chest still rising and falling in slow, uneven waves. Emmrich hovered over her, braced on one forearm, the other hand resting lightly at her waist beneath the hem of her sweater—still in contact, still warm. His face was just above hers, close enough to kiss again. Close enough to tempt.
She stared at him, dazed and simmering. Her lips were kiss-bitten, her cheeks flushed, and Maker help her, every part of her ached to keep going.
But instead, she took a deep breath. Then another. Steadying herself before she did something truly reckless—like dragging him down and grinding against him until he changed his mind.
“Venhedis, you’re going to kill me,” Rook muttered, pulling back just enough to glare at him with exasperated heat. “When are exams over?”
He exhaled, ragged. “Day after tomorrow.”
She groaned, dramatic and genuine. “You’re lucky I like you.”
“I thank the Maker every single day,” he said, half-laughing, half-pleading for strength.
As much as Rook wanted to be frustrated by the denial of her carnal urges, she knew he was right—waiting made sense. They had just shared something raw and real, and jumping into bed now didn’t feel like the start their physical relationship deserved. Still, Maker’s balls, one would think she was the demon of desire the way this man made her ache.
But one thing was certain—once winter break began, she wasn’t letting him out of her grasp. Consider it her own brand of petty revenge.
She let out a small snort but didn’t argue. Instead, her gaze drifted toward the fireplace. The room had gone still again—warm, dim, and quiet, the kind of silence that made everything feel softer.
“I should probably head back to my apartment,” she murmured after a beat, her voice a little quieter now. “It’s late. And I’ve already imposed enough for one night.”
Emmrich arched a brow, his expression gentle but amused. “You haven’t imposed.”
Rook shifted slightly beneath him, though she made no move to sit up. “You found me out in the cold, late at night, looking like some sad stray.”
He studied her for a long moment, then reached up and gently brushed his thumb across her cheek. “To be fair, you do wield an effective puppy dog face.”
She rolled her eyes. “Emmrich.”
“Stay the night.”
She narrowed her eyes. “You want me to stay the night after you cock-blocked me?”
“I wouldn’t have phrased it quite like that,” he replied evenly. “I merely asked for your patience.”
“Which sounds exactly like cock-blocking to me.”
He smiled, unrepentant. “Do I need to invoke my chess match wish to convince you?”
Her eyes narrowed further. “The one you earned with that smug victory?”
“The very same.”
She hesitated, lips twitching despite herself. Then sighed. “…No. Save it for something worthwhile.”
He tilted his head. “So that’s a yes?”
“Yes,” she said, trying—and failing—not to smile.
Notes:
Emmrich, you beautiful green flag... why do must you tease us so.
For those curious about a Hot Toddy, is technically a tea cocktail that's just hot water, honey, lemon juice and whiskey or bourbon. It can be spiced up with cinnamon sticks, cloves or star anise.
I feel like I'm on this hill to keep up the tea theme going and I'm probably gonna die on this said hill.
Chapter 33: Chapter 33 - Laced with Honey and Heat
Summary:
Rook decides to torture Emmrich as petty revenge.
Notes:
I felt guilty for having Emmrich resist such a good opportunity. So I made Rook torture him for you because she is at her wits' end with this man. Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Spite had taken control of the stairs like a little gremlin prince, stretched long over two steps with his tail flicking in slow, ominous rhythm. At the top landing, Manfred peered down with a curious tilt of his head, skeletal fingers curled over the banister as if trying to calculate the feline’s range of attack.
Emmrich, standing beside Rook at the foot of the staircase, exhaled through a quiet smile. “They’ve reached a tentative stalemate.”
“I give it ten minutes before someone hisses and someone else gets scratched,” Rook murmured.
“Manfred,” Emmrich called up the stairs. The skeleton’s goggles clicked as they adjusted focus. “Miss Rook and Spite will be spending the night. She’ll be staying in my room.”
Manfred let out an excited hiss—sharp, high-pitched, and somehow celebratory. He turned on his heel and disappeared from view, the sound of his light footfalls clicking down the hallway above.
Rook blinked. “I take it that he’s excited about our stay?”
“More likely, he’s wondering if your clothes need laundering,” Emmrich said, leading her toward the main bathroom. “It’s his way of being hospitable.”
She glanced back at the stairwell, vaguely impressed. “I can’t decide if that’s unsettling or deeply efficient.”
“In Nevarra,” he replied with a faint smile, “undead retainers were considered ideal for domestic duties. No complaints, no sleep, and impeccable at folding linens.”
“Well. Color me intrigued.”
He stopped in front of a polished wooden door and opened it with a gentle motion. “Shower’s through here. Take your time. I’ll find something comfortable for you to wear.”
The bathroom was like everything else in Emmrich’s home: intentional.
Tiled in dark stone with veins of soft bronze, it held both a deep clawfoot tub and a sleek glass-panel shower, set side by side like choices in a luxury catalogue. Apothecary bottles lined a narrow wall shelf above the vanity—most neatly labeled in small, tidy handwriting, some with the unmistakable stamp of import. She recognized a few elven tinctures and a rare Tevene aftershave she’d only ever seen behind glass at a boutique in the Artisan District.
Near the mirror, a silver tray caught her eye. Upon it rested an unlit candle, a polished horn comb, and—most striking—a single dried funerary lily, delicately preserved. Rook couldn’t help but laugh at this man’s love for flowers. Perhaps she should gift him a bouquet like he did for her on their first date.
The space was masculine but not austere. Everything had a place. Nothing was too much.
She peeled away her layers and stepped into the glass shower. The water came warm immediately, cascading down in soft rivulets as she let the heat unwind the knot of emotion behind her ribs. She reached for one of the soaps—sandalwood and citrus, she guessed, as the scent bloomed around her. It smelled like him.
By the time she emerged, hair damp, limbs loose, and cheeks flushed with steam, she felt both lighter and heavier. The day’s weight had shifted, softened—but not disappeared.
And then she saw it: her clothes, gone.
In their place sat a folded set on the sink—his. A deep navy button-up and soft drawstring pants. The shirt practically drowned her; it slipped past her knees and hung long in the sleeves until she rolled them up enough to find her hands. She wiped the steam off of the mirror to catch her reflection and laughed softly under her breath. Somehow, she looked both ridiculous and… cozy.
Beside the tray near the mirror sat a familiar jar. His pomade. She popped the lid, inhaled—citrus, jasmine, something smoky beneath—and closed it again with a little smirk.
She made a mental note of the brand.
A soft knock tapped against the bathroom door.
“Evara?” Emmrich’s voice came, low and careful. “May I enter?”
Rook blinked, caught with the pomade jar still in her hands. She quickly set it down on the silver tray with the comb and candle, then turned to grab the towel draped near the sink.
“Just a second,” she called, voice a little rough from the steam. She leaned over and gave her damp hair a brisk rub with the towel, trying to tame it into something less unruly, less obviously showered and flustered in his shirt.
The knock came again, gentler this time. “Everything all right?”
“Yeah, it’s fine,” she said, clearing her throat and trying not to sound too breathless. “You can come in.”
The door creaked open slowly, and a billow of steam slipped past Emmrich’s frame like breath from a dragon’s mouth. He stepped into the haze, pausing at the threshold as his eyes adjusted.
And then he saw her.
Lit by the warm sconces above the mirror, Rook stood barefoot in his oversized shirt, her damp hair curling around flushed cheeks. The shirt hung past her knees, sleeves half-rolled to her elbows, clinging just enough to hint at shape while still swallowing her in softness.
She looked, in a word, dangerous.
His thoughts short-circuited for half a breath—his gaze catching on the collar of her shirt where it slipped off one shoulder, only to spiral further as his mind wandered to what her thighs might look like beneath that curtain of fabric.
“You’re staring again,” she said, without looking at him, a knowing tilt in her voice.
“I…” he cleared his throat, caught between appreciation and the desperate will to behave, “...was simply admiring... the color suits you.”
“Mmhm.”
She finally turned to face him fully, that smirk tugging at the edge of her lips. Emmrich’s gaze flicked briefly to the collar of his shirt, to the long line of her legs beneath the hem—and then back to her eyes, where the mischief danced.
“I trust everything fits… adequately?” he asked.
“The pants were a lost cause,” she replied, tugging at the hem of the shirt. “But this? Surprisingly comfortable.”
Emmrich pressed his lips together—whether to restrain a smile or a comment, she couldn’t tell.
“Come,” he said, his voice lower than intended. Then, recovering with a faint cough, he stepped aside and gestured down the hall. “Allow me show you the room. I’ll shower after.”
She arched a brow, but followed, bare feet padding against the hall floor. “So, the color suits me, huh?”
He didn’t answer—but the tips of his ears had gone pink. Oh, she was going to enjoy making this man suffer tonight.
Emmrich led her down the hall with his usual composed gait, the air cooler here, hushed by the thick walls and the soft lighting that spilled from sconces along the corridor. At the end, he opened the final door—dark wood, carved faintly with warding sigils—and stepped aside to let her in first.
Rook hesitated for a moment, then crossed the threshold.
“I’ll be just a few minutes,” he said gently. “Make yourself comfortable.”
She nodded, still tucked in the dim firelight of the space, half-draped in his shirt and wrapped in the scent of his home.
His room was... stunning, in that understated, scholarly way that echoed everything about him.
The centerpiece was a four-poster bed, positioned along the left wall, its frame carved with subtle Nevarran motifs—wings, flame, and woven knotwork worn smooth by time and care. It was dressed in ash-grey linens, thick and plush, the kind of bed meant for weight and warmth. At the foot of it, however, was a jarring pop of color: a knitted quilt folded over the edge, its pattern a chaotic clash of mustard yellow, forest green, and rose pink.
Rook stared at it for a moment—blinking once, then again—before the realization struck. This had to be the quilt Emmrich had mentioned once back at the Loft, Manfred’s first knitting piece. The tension uneven, the pattern inconsistent, the colors chosen by someone who clearly had no regard for color theory.
She reached out and touched the edge of it, fingers brushing a bumpy seam.
Maker, this man was such a cinnamon roll it made her heart ache. And this quilt—this gloriously chaotic quilt—deserved to be defended with her life. Because Manfred had made it, and Emmrich had kept it. Which meant it was loved.
She turned slowly to take in the rest of the room.
A tall dresser stood along the opposite wall, dark wood polished to a quiet gleam. Atop it sat a jeweler’s case lined in velvet, filled with carefully arranged grave-gold: rings, cuffs, pins, bangles. Each piece clearly selected, each with a story she was certain he remembered. Nothing about it felt like vanity. It felt like history, preserved and honored.
To the right of the dresser stretched his closet—spacious, precisely arranged. Lecture coats and formalwear hung in a tidy row, the colors mostly dark and jewel-toned. A full section was devoted to ceremonial garments, preserved in garment bags and clearly older than they looked. She caught glimpses of Nevarran death-silk, ritual-woven epaulets, and the silver-threaded hem of something ancient and striking.
Near the far window sat a modest writing desk, compact but sturdy, its surface clear but for a dormant enchanted lamp, a journal bound in worn leather, and a fine-point fountain pen capped in silver. She could almost picture him sitting there late at night, glasses on, scribbling last-minute notes for a lecture, reflections on a case report he was given, letters of correspondence because he would still send letters.
Her gaze slid to the nightstand beside the bed. A tidy stack of books. A closed glasses case.
Of course, he read before bed.
She grinned faintly, leaning forward just enough to run her fingers along the book spines, then hesitated. Her curiosity was louder than her restraint. She opened the glasses case.
Inside, his reading glasses rested neatly on a folded cloth. Thin gold frames, subtly angular. She could already picture the look of him—soft-shirted, glasses slipping down his nose, lips moving silently as he read by lamplight. It made her stomach flutter in a way that felt both dangerous and annoyingly tender.
She closed the case again and sat carefully on the edge of the bed. Her hand sank into the mattress and she blinked—Venhedis, it was luxurious. Softer than anything she owned or slept in. Probably more expensive than both her beds combined.
She looked around once more, soaking in the scent of the room: incense, old paper, something cool and clean like pressed linen. There was silence in the air, but not a lonely one. A silence built by someone who had loved many things and lost a few—and still managed to let someone else in.
“…I am in so much trouble.”
Steam still clung faintly to his skin as Emmrich toweled the last drops of water from his hair. The warm shower had done its job—calming his nerves, steadying his thoughts—but only just. He slipped into his sleepwear, soft cotton drawstring pants and a long-sleeved linen shirt, the fabric worn in all the right places. Comfortable. Familiar.
Necessary armor for what awaited him on the other side of the door.
He exhaled slowly, raking a hand through his damp hair before reaching for the door handle. The knob was cool beneath his palm, a quiet contrast to the warmth now coiling in his chest.
Because she was in there.
Rook. In his space. Wrapped in the stillness of his room. Wearing his shirt.
He opened the door with care, the hinges whispering their protest.
And then he saw her.
She was curled beneath the covers, propped lazily on one elbow, the ash-grey linens a soft frame around her legs. The shirt he’d given her—the last barrier between her naked form and his tempted gaze—draped off one shoulder, sleeves rolled to her forearms in a loose, half-hearted attempt at neatness. Her hair was no longer damp, the curls resting on his pillows, and her cheeks were kissed with a residual flush from the warmth.
She looked utterly at home.
And absolutely lethal.
Emmrich froze for half a breath. His hand still rested on the edge of the door, his eyes raking in the vision before him like a man caught in prayer.
She wasn’t doing anything overt. No sultry pose, no calculated smile. Just… lying there. In his bed. Looking every bit the temptation she was—and perhaps knowing it.
Maker preserve him… this night might’ve been a dangerous idea.
She turned her head then, slowly, and met his gaze. A small, knowing smile curved her lips.
“You’ve got that look again,” she said softly.
He cleared his throat, but it came out rough. “Forgive me,” he murmured. “You’re… hard not to look at.”
Rook arched a brow but didn’t argue. She watched him as he closed the door behind him, her gaze drifting down his figure briefly—taking in the soft shirt, the relaxed line of his jaw, the slightly tousled hair from towel-drying. Andraste, even he wasn’t immune to modesty under her scrutiny. He could feel it: the heat pooling low in his gut, the way her presence in his bed turned every step forward into a test of restraint.
It was deeply, profoundly satisfying to see her there.
To see her—Rook, sharp-edged and storm-tempered—tucked into his sheets like something he’d always imagined but never dared hope for. He knew how she affected him. Knew she could undo him with a glance, a smirk, a shift beneath the blankets. And Maker, she had to know it too.
Part of him wondered—just for a flicker—if she was doing it on purpose.
She shifted slightly beneath the covers, the hem of his oversized shirt slipping higher on her thighs as she stretched her legs out. The movement was innocent. Casual. And absolutely intentional.
Emmrich bit back a groan and reached for the bedside lamp.
“I trust you’re comfortable?” he asked dryly, trying—failing—not to smile.
“Very,” she replied, voice soft and satisfied. “I feel like I’m resting on pure luxury.”
“I’m glad.”
He flicked off the lamp, casting the room in the flickering light of the fireplace, and crossed to his side of the bed.
Maker help me, he thought, pulling back the covers with reverence and caution, this woman is going to be the end of me.
Rook wanted this man to suffer.
Not in any cruel way, of course—but in the specific, delicious way that came from resisting her. From watching his self-control tremble beneath the weight of temptation she’d deliberately placed in his path.
This was her petty revenge for being asked to wait—for his romantic vision that involved candlelight, slow music, and something probably involving silk sheets. And while she respected it, adored it even, she still wanted to see him unravel. Just a little.
So, she undid another button.
Just one. But it was the perfect one—the one that allowed a teasing curve of cleavage to peek through the shirt. The fabric slipped a bit lower off her shoulder, exposing smooth skin and collarbone to the flicker of firelight.
She was chaos dressed in comfort.
There were other surprises, too—little things she’d tucked away in her arsenal, ready to deploy if he pushed her too far. A shift of her hips here. A half-sigh there. Things that made him pause. Made him swallow hard and rethink everything.
It was devious. Unfair, even. Emmrich had been nothing but kind and loving to her—attentive, patient, a gentleman to the bitter end.
But the moment she’d seen his face in the bathroom—the parted lips, the widened hazel eyes, the way he just looked at her like she was something holy and devastating—well… how could she not play with fire?
Now he was beside her in bed, freshly showered and heartbreakingly soft in his linen shirt, and all she wanted to do was watch him.
Like a cat watching prey.
Emmrich laid on his side, one arm tucked beneath his pillow, the other resting loosely between them. His gaze, half-lidded but far from sleepy, tracked every subtle movement she made. When she adjusted the blanket, when she shifted her weight, when she arched her back in that absolutely not innocent stretch that made the hem of the shirt flirt with scandal—he noticed.
And she noticed him noticing.
The room was still save for the fireplace filled with veilfire and the quiet thud of their hearts. His scent lingered in the air—soap, tea, and that soft spice she always associated with his skin. It was the kind of closeness that made her feel half-drunk on nothing but proximity.
Rook smirked faintly, biting the inside of her cheek to hide it. “Having trouble sleeping, Professor?”
“I have eyes,” he said, almost helplessly. “And you’re…” He trailed off, like even naming the problem would make it worse. “…unfair.”
“Me?” Her eyes gleamed. “I’m just lying here. Completely innocent.”
Emmrich dragged a hand down his face, half-laughing, half-mourning what remained of his composure. “Maker preserve me…”
“Oh, I think you’ll survive,” Rook murmured, scooting just a little—her bare leg brushing his beneath the covers, silk-soft and deliberate. “But if you aren’t tired… I can think of something to help you rest.”
He groaned softly. “You are incorrigible.”
“You like it.”
He looked at her then—really looked. A witty retort had been on his tongue melted beneath the heat that flickered behind his gaze. Those hazel eyes of his had darkened, shadowed with restraint—and the threat of losing it.
She swallowed, pulse skipping. That look—the one that turned her bones to ash and her thoughts to nothing.
He moved closer, their foreheads nearly touched. His voice was low and steady, but something taut trembled beneath it.
“Perhaps I was too lenient in my previous warning.”
Rook’s breath caught, just slightly.
The space between them crackled—so thick with tension it felt like it might snap with the smallest touch. And gods, she wanted to snap it. To tear through it with teeth and need and the sound of his restraint breaking.
So, she reached for him.
Fingers curling into the front of his shirt, she gave a gentle, insistent tug that brought him closer—close enough to feel the heat of his breath on her lips. Her voice dropped to a whisper, wicked and wanting.
“How will you warn me now?”
His gaze darkened, that sliver of control flickering at the edges. “Would you like to find out?” he rasped.
The question slipped down her spine like a promise.
“Yes,” she breathed.
That was all it took.
His lips crashed into hers—hot, commanding, possessive. There was no teasing now, no softness. Just pure, aching desire. He kissed her like he was claiming something long denied, his tongue sweeping into her mouth with hungry precision, devouring every sound she gave him.
Rook gasped, her back arching instinctively as he shifted his body over hers, pressing her into the bed like he belonged there. Like she belonged there—beneath him, beneath the weight of his hunger and heat.
His hands were everywhere.
Gliding over her sides, shaping themselves to her curves, memorizing every line as if mapping her body by touch alone. He moved with reverence, but there was a bite to it—fingers curling just a little tighter than necessary, movements bold, unrelenting. Her skin sang beneath him.
The shirt she wore—his shirt—was being unbuttoned with a maddening slowness that contrasted the ferocity of his kiss. One button. Then another. Then another, until the fabric parted and bared her to the emerald firelight and his gaze.
His mouth broke from hers only long enough to look down—and his breath shuddered at the sight of her.
Rook barely had time to register the heat in his eyes before he dipped his head, his mouth tracing the newly revealed skin. He kissed down the slope of her throat, over the swell of her breast, and his hands followed, teasing and caressing as he went—like she was something precious, something to be explored rather than conquered.
She moaned softly, arms winding around the back of his neck, clutching at his shirt as she held him close, needing more—needing him.
His hands slid lower, past her waist.
And then they stilled.
A beat of silence.
Emmrich froze—just for a second. Then he pulled back, eyes wide, pupils blown dark as they locked with hers.
“…You’re not wearing anything,” he said, voice rough and low with disbelief.
A devilish smirk curved Rook’s lip. “I think Manfred took them to be laundered.”
The look that crossed his face was equal parts wonder and absolute devastation.
“You will be the end of me,” he whispered, eyes tracing over her like he’d just unwrapped a gift he’d longed for—one meant only for him. Then he kissed her again, rougher this time, as if possession had overtaken restraint.
“You thought that you could tempt me into getting what you want?”
His teeth scraped gently at the pulse of her throat. Rook gasped, her nails pressing into his back.
“That you could fluster me with a little bare skin,” he continued, his tone soft and chiding, like a scholar marking up a beautifully incorrect essay. “A button undone here. A leg there. No underwear, my darling? That was bold.”
She made a sound—half laugh, half moan—but he didn’t let her respond.
“Shh,” he whispered. “No talking. You’ve had your fun. Now it’s my turn.”
Andraste have mercy, her body thrummed at the command in his voice.
Emmrich shifted lower, mouth trailing heat down her collarbone, over the swell of her breast, murmuring praise between kisses.
She could feel the press of his cock through his trousers, firm and insistent. When she rolled her hips against him, a low groan escaped him—muffled against her breast as his mouth remained full of her
“Such impatience,” he said into her skin. “Begging to be touched, adored.”
His tongue flicked over her nipple, slow, coaxing. He felt them hardening under his touch. Then his lips followed—gentle at first, then with a suction that made her hips lift beneath him. He gave her attention like a man savoring every flicker of reaction. Every twitch. Every breath.
“Now I must show you that I am not a man you wish to push,” he said, lifting his head just enough to meet her eyes. “Something I’m happy to remind you. Over and over.”
She whimpered, already arching into his hands, but he only smirked.
“Ah, but not so fast. You don’t get to win that easily, my darling.”
His fingers slid lower again, tracing lazy, circling patterns down her stomach, then lower still—hovering, never touching where she needed it. It was maddening.
Emmrich took his time—devoutly so—as he kissed every scar that mapped her skin. The small one at her shoulder, the thin slice along her ribs—each kiss was slow, intentional, as though he were committing them to memory with a reverence that made her ache. When he reached the scar on her hip, he lingered. His lips brushed over it, soft as breath, before he dragged his teeth along the old mark in a deliberate, grazing motion that made her gasp and buck her hips toward him in reflexive need.
“You wanted to test my patience,” he murmured, voice thick with heat as his mouth hovered just above her skin, “so now you’ll learn what it means to reap what you sow.”
Then he dipped lower, lips fastening to the edge of her hip bone with a firm, unrelenting pull. Rook moaned, her voice catching as the pleasure curled through her spine. Her hands, which had been resting lightly on his shoulders, moved without thought—gripping the sheets beneath her in a white-knuckled clutch, already trembling from the slow burn he was building beneath her skin.
She wanted to push him—and Maker, did she succeed.
He was on his knees now, his mouth worshiping a slow path across her hips and down her thighs. Each kiss dragged heat across her skin, each bite deliberate. Love marks bloomed like ink along the tender flesh of her inner thighs, a constellation of bruises that felt equal parts reverent and possessive. He was taking his time, and worse, he knew it. Every breath, every brush of his lips just skirted the place she really wanted him to kiss.
“Emmrich,” she gasped, his name torn from her lips like a prayer caught between frustration and craving.
He paused.
Then, as if summoned by some divine mischief, he looked up from between her legs and quirked a brow. “Yes, my darling?” he replied, voice infuriatingly innocent.
She could have throttled him—if she weren’t already shaking.
He rose slowly, gliding up her body until he reached her stomach, his gaze locked to hers the entire way. There was hunger in his eyes, yes, but also a challenge—one that made her chest tighten and her thighs press closer around nothing.
Rook whimpered.
“Words, darling,” he whispered, dragging his fingers down her abdomen. “Tell me what you want.”
His fingers reached the apex of her thighs, and with tormenting precision, he began to stroke her—slow, teasing glides along her slit, never entering, just enough to make her hips rise off the bed. His fingers brushed her clit in long, unhurried passes, his eyes never leaving her face as she gasped and moaned beneath him.
“Emmrich—fuck—please—” she hissed, writhing.
He clicked his tongue, scolding with maddening composure. “Language, my dear. We really must work on that mouth of yours.”
Rook opened her mouth to retort, but whatever retort she had died in her throat the moment he descended again.
This time, there was no more teasing.
He settled between her thighs with purpose, dragging his tongue along her with reverent pressure before closing his mouth around her clit and sucking in slow, measured rhythm. The faint brush of her curls against his nose only spurred him on, grounding him in the intimacy of the moment. His hands kept her steady, fingers digging into her hip and thigh as if anchoring her in place for his worship. He moaned into her, as though she tasted better than any metaphor he could conjure—and she unraveled, barely able to think, much less speak.
She was already trembling, the ache inside her drawn tight as a bowstring, and Emmrich showed no mercy.
His mouth worked her with unwavering focus—his tongue drawing circles over her clit in a rhythm that was both precise and devastating. Then he dipped lower, licking through her folds before thrusting his tongue inside her, slow at first, then deeper, firmer, as if coaxing her to open for him, to fall apart under the weight of his reverence.
The tension snapped with a cry.
Her orgasm hit like a wave crashing through her, shuddering from her core outward in pulsing, breathless bursts. She gasped his name, hands tangling in his hair as she arched off the bed. Emmrich groaned into her, the sound low and reverent, and the vibrations from his mouth sent aftershocks through her already overstimulated body.
Venhedis, this man and his silver tongue.
But he wasn’t done.
As if reading her mind—sensing the need that still burned beneath her skin—he rose from between her thighs. His lips and mustache glistened with her slick, and the sight of him like that, flushed and focused, nearly made her come again.
He hooked one of her legs over his forearm and spread her wide with clinical care, eyes dark with hunger. Without a word, he slid two fingers inside her—no preamble this time. Just a firm, relentless thrust, and then another, deeper still. Rook moaned, her hips canting to meet his pace, to chase the friction that made her gasp for breath.
She reached for him, fingers desperate to wrap around the hardness pressing against his trousers—but Emmrich caught her wrists in one fluid motion, pinning them gently above her head.
“Not yet,” he murmured, his voice velvet-wrapped steel. “Tonight is for you.”
The words hit her harder than any touch. Her breath shuddered out of her, her body arching as though summoned. She whimpered, caught between frustration and anticipation, but she surrendered—offering herself to his control, needing him to take the lead as he always did: with precision, with care, with the kind of intensity that made her feel worshipped.
His fingers thrust deep inside her, steady and knowing, and her hips met him greedily, over and over. Every drag and curl of his fingers sent sparks racing up her spine, the friction singing through her nerves like magic incarnate. And it was magic—her magic stirred, her body alight with it. The heat that bloomed in her belly wasn’t just want; it was a storm, raw and untamed, stoked by the way he touched her, the way he looked at her.
His hazel eyes—usually so thoughtful, so composed—were dark now, lit from within by a faint, eldritch glow of green. Watching her. Drinking her in. As though every sound she made, every tremble, every gasp, was something sacred. He looked like sin. Like every inch of him had been handcrafted to undo her.
And Maker, was he undoing her.
She felt her magic surge under her skin, electrical and wild, responding to him. Her fingers twitched in his grasp. Her breath came in shallow, uneven bursts. She was at her wits end—and he knew it. His touch was relentless and tender all at once, fingers plunging and curling just right, over and over, coaxing her toward the edge with maddening patience.
Her body began to flutter, her walls clenching tighter, trying to trap him inside, unwilling to let go.
She was close.
She was so close.
Then he added a third finger.
Rook’s mouth fell open in a silent cry as he stretched her, filled her. His pace never faltered—ruthless, controlled, every movement measured to drive her higher. He curled his fingers just right—striking that tender, impossible place inside her that made her see stars.
Her body shook, lips parted in helpless pleasure. “Emmrich—!”
“That’s it,” he whispered, leaning close, voice thick with filth and devotion. “Such a good girl, Evara. Taking all of me. Falling apart so sweetly by my hand.”
“Venhedis—"
The second orgasm rolled through her like fire.
Her back arched, her thighs trembling against his grip as her body pulsed again, crying out beneath him with his name on her tongue. He didn’t let go—not of her hands, not of her body, not of a single trembling breath—as he held her through every wave of release, murmuring praise and filthy promises into her skin.
Rook’s chest heaved, still trembling from the aftershocks. She felt untethered, like her bones had gone weightless.
“You—” she managed between ragged breaths. “You’re the devil.”
Emmrich laughed softly, kissing her forehead with maddening gentleness. “My dear, wasn’t this what you desired?”
“My desire,” she said, voice still shaking, “was for you to feel good too. Not just me.”
He hummed, pleased. “That can easily be remedied.”
With one hand still braced beside her, the other slipped down to push his pants past his hips. His cock sprang free, thick and flushed, slicked from desire and straining with need.
Rook’s eyes widened. “…I thought you wanted to wait.”
“We are,” he said, voice low and even. “One only needs to be creative.”
His gaze held hers, a question unspoken.
“Will you be good for me, my darling?”
She swallowed hard. “What are you going to do?”
“Put your thighs together.”
Her breath caught, but she obeyed. As she pressed her legs tight, he gently released her wrists and leaned down to kiss her—slow, deliberate, filled with the same reverence that had unraveled her moments ago. Then he sat back, lifting her legs slightly in his arms, guiding them over his shoulder as he lined himself into place.
“Just like that,” he murmured.
He took hold of her hip and thigh for leverage, lifting her slightly as he aligned himself. His cock pressed between her slick thighs, dragging against her soaked entrance—close, so close, but never breaching. Her wetness coated him with ease, and he groaned—deep and guttural—at the sheer sensation of being cradled by her heat.
He’d spent a good part of the night thinking about those beautifully soft thighs. Now, with his hands on her, he felt the tension in her muscles—strong, toned, and wrapped in that intoxicating softness that undid him. His member throbbed between them, slick with his precum and her wetness, each thrust sliding hot and smooth as their bodies met. The mingled heat, the way she clenched around him, made it feel like the world narrowed to this—just the two of them, joined in rhythm and want.
“Maker above…” he murmured, his voice frayed at the edges. “You feel exquisite.”
The friction was maddening—hot, tight, intoxicating. And Rook could see it in his face, in the tension along his jaw, the slight tremble in his control. He was holding back, just barely.
Emmrich was on the brink of madness.
The way his length slid between her thighs—hot, slick, maddeningly close—nearly undid him. The soft, soaked press of her entrance kissed the underside of his shaft with each stroke, and when the head of his cock dragged over her clit, her thighs instinctively tightened around him. The friction was exquisite.
It would have been so easy to give in.
To breach that final barrier and bury himself inside her warmth—to feel all of her. Her wetness. Her tightness. The welcome that pulsed just a breath away. His grip on her thigh and hip tightened, sure to leave bruises. Andraste’s mercy, it took every ounce of control he had not to surrender to that craving.
But he was a man of his word.
Instead, he whispered his desire aloud, voice rough and reverent. “You’re soaked for me… keeping your thighs so tight—Maker, Rook, you feel incredible.”
“Emmrich—Maker, yes—Yes!”
“My Rook. My darling. You are so beautiful… and mine to savor.”
“Venhedis…”
She whimpered beneath him, her pleasure spiking again—not just from the way he moved against her, but from the rich, velvet filth of his voice. Every slow, deliberate glide against her overstimulated clit sent a tremor through her hips, made her breath catch, sharp and trembling. The edge was close again, cruel in how it teased her, glorious in how it built.
And he—Maker, he looked so undone.
Rook’s voice trembled against his ear, her breath hot and ragged. “Emmrich I’m—”
He groaned, the sound deep in his chest, forehead pressed to hers. “Show me.”
“Don’t stop. I want—I need—”
His hazel eyes met hers, darkened with need and glowing faintly green at the edges, his voice low and reverent. “Fall for me, Rook. Let go—I’ve got you.”
His restraint was fraying. His expression taut with need, brows drawn, lips parted just slightly as he moved faster, less precise now. His thrusts turned erratic, driven by the rising wave he could no longer hold back. She felt it—felt him trembling with the effort of control, felt herself climbing with him.
She squeezed her thighs tighter.
He gasped—a sharp, reverent intake—and that was all it took.
Emmrich spilled over with a low, broken groan, his release painting her stomach in warm pulses as she followed moments later, her moan trembling in his name. Their bodies moved in tandem—pressing together, shivering through the storm they'd built between them—until all that was left was the sound of their breathing and the lingering warmth of shared pleasure.
The air between them was thick with the hush of spent desire, the fireplace casting lazy shadows across the room. Both of them lay still for a few long breaths, hearts racing, lungs gradually remembering how to draw breath again.
Emmrich was the first to move.
He shifted back slightly to admire the sight before him—her flushed skin, the languid sprawl of her limbs, the bloom of love bites scattered from hip to thigh. His release glistened in soft rivulets across her stomach, while her own slick still clung to her thighs, testament to the night they’d carved into memory.
She was, in a word, a proper mess.
And Rook had never felt so loved.
His fingers gently parted her thighs, slipping free with deliberate care before lowering her legs back to the bed. He leaned over her with a fond, half-dazed expression and peppered kisses across her face—cheek, nose, brow, lips—before murmuring something soft she couldn’t catch and disappearing from the room.
Rook exhaled slowly, sinking boneless into the sheets, her limbs heavy, her body humming with afterglow. She thought briefly about reaching down to touch the mess he’d left, curious to see it, to feel the heat of it again—but her arms felt like wet cloth, and she knew if she disturbed it, it would smear across his very expensive sheets. Better not. Three orgasms was apparently her limit tonight, and even that might’ve been a generous stretch.
From beyond the door, she heard the quiet creak of hinges and the low murmur of Emmrich’s voice. Curious, she let her eyes drift closed, listening.
“Manfred, all is well,” Emmrich said softly, his tone reassuring but threaded with mild amusement. “No cause for concern. I apologize if we were… louder than intended. Please, don’t worry yourself over it.”
There was a soft hiss in reply—Manfred’s voice, worried, though she couldn’t catch the exact words.
Emmrich’s gentle chuckle carried through the crack in the door. “Truly, everything is fine. Thank you for checking.”
Rook’s cheeks warmed, the reality of Manfred overhearing them crashing down on her. Andraste’s mercy, she’d completely forgotten about the poor spirit in their haze of desire. She buried her face briefly against the pillow, groaning softly at the mix of embarrassment and residual pleasure.
The door creaked open again. Emmrich stepped back into the room—sleeves rolled, his sleep pants riding low on his hips. He carried a glass of cool water in one hand, a small bowl of steaming water in the other, and nestled in the crook of his elbow, a soft flannel.
She hummed in greeting, too blissed-out to lift her head, simply watching him through heavy-lidded eyes as he approached.
“Look at you,” he murmured, his voice all warmth and fond amusement as he knelt beside the bed. “Utterly ruined.”
He wished he had parchment and charcoal—anything to capture this, to immortalize the sight of her laid out before him. His. She was exquisite like this: bare, glowing, her skin slick with their shared release, the evidence of him marked across her body like a signature no one else could ever claim. Andraste, she was perfect. The only thing missing was gold—gold he would gladly drape over her, to adorn what was already his to treasure.
The woman was a vision in his eyes.
“And whose fault is that?” she rasped, her voice still lazy and hoarse.
“Yours, I believe,” he said with a smirk, handing her the glass of water before setting the bowl nightstand.
She reached for the water, sipping slowly. The coolness soothed her throat and her smile turned faint, grateful. “Thanks,” she murmured.
He gave a quiet hum in response, pleased, dipping the flannel into the bowl and wringing it out. He took the glass from her hands and began to clean her.
She sighed, eyes fluttering shut as the first touch of warm cloth met her skin. He started at her stomach, slow and gentle, wiping her clean with reverence that made her chest ache. She felt the drag of the cloth over her hip, the faint cool of air against freshly wiped skin, then lower still—over her inner thighs, where his love bites bloomed like bruised roses.
He hummed in satisfaction as he passed the cloth over them, a small, indulgent sound in the back of his throat.
“Maker, you’re beautiful like this,” he whispered. “Loved and marked and glowing.”
Rook didn’t have the energy to quip back. She just sighed and melted further into the mattress.
Once he was satisfied, he reached for the discarded shirt and carefully buttoned it back over her frame, fussing with the sleeves like she was something delicate. Then he climbed into bed beside her, lifting the covers and settling her against his chest.
Her head found its place over his heart, the steady rhythm beneath her cheek soothing something deep inside. Her eyelids grew heavy, lashes fluttering shut—yet she wasn’t ready to let the moment slip entirely.
“…Sorry, by the way,” she murmured, voice muffled slightly against him. “For being too loud… I forgot about poor Manfred out there.”
He chuckled softly, his fingers stroking idly through her hair. “You have nothing to be sorry for. We both got a little carried away.”
Rook huffed a sleepy laugh. “I promise to be quiet next time.”
His smile curved against the top of her head as he kissed it. “Something we will both remember… you’re actually the first lover to actually meet him. I never shared a bed with anyone since I brought Manfred home.”
That stirred her enough to glance up at him, warmth blooming in her chest. “Really?”
“Really,” he said quietly, his hazel eyes soft, the faintest pink at his cheeks. “You’re the first.”
Her heart ached in the best way at his words. To be the first romantic partner to meet Manfred—his first—filled her with quiet pride. To be the first in something, with a man who carried so much experience, felt rare. Precious. She let herself sink fully into him, safe in his embrace, the steady beat of his heart beneath her ear. Her eyelids grew heavy, lashes fluttering—but she wasn’t ready to let go of him just yet.
She nudged his jaw with the tip of her nose. “Goodnight kiss,” she whispered, voice slurred with sleep.
He smiled and obliged, tilting his face to hers and brushing a kiss across her lips—tender, slow, lingering. When he pulled back, she mumbled drowsily, “I still really wanna fuck you.”
Emmrich chuckled, the sound vibrating beneath her ear. “Another night, my darling.”
“Promise?”
“I guarantee it,” he murmured, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead before settling beside her, pulling her close into his embrace.
She smiled, content with his reply. Her fingers curled against his ribs, and she nestled deeper into him, his warmth surrounding her like a balm.
And with that—wrapped in comfort, love, and quiet satisfaction—they drifted into sleep in each other’s arms.
Notes:
See, Emmrich may have iron-clad restraint, but he is only just a man at the mercy of Rook's seduction. The man can be feral if he so desires and I love it.
Chapter 34: Chapter 34 - Of Bones and Bloom
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich get back into their routine. Selara comes to hear about what had happened between her and Solas. Neve has an update about the case as well as an offer.
Notes:
Rook is not a morning person compared to Emmrich, but I think he would agree that he would trade his morning routine for more cuddles in bed.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The alarm chimed just after dawn—an unwelcome herald that stirred both Emmrich and Rook from their tangled warmth beneath the covers. Neither moved at first, both reluctant to surrender the rare comfort of waking up wrapped in one another. But duty tugged, as it always did. It was a workday, after all—and Rook needed new clothes to change into, a cat to feed (properly this time—since he will not be subject to a shamefully improvised can of tuna for a second time), and a tea shop to open.
Between drowsy kisses and the lazy glide of fingertips, they dressed in companionable quiet, sharing the last of the cranberry, orange zest, and rosemary scones Rook had baked the day before. She insisted he keep the remaining two, calling it his “breakfast bribe” for enduring the tidal wave of exams he had to grade. He said she was spoiling him. She didn’t deny it.
Spite, nestled contentedly in her satchel with only the flick of his tail peeking out, seemed unusually cooperative as Rook adjusted the strap over her shoulder. Perhaps even he was feeling generous after a night of peace—and the promise of proper breakfast.
They left together, the city still wearing its early morning hush as they walked side by side. The air was crisp, but not cold—pleasantly cool against the warmth of their shared silence. At the front door of Veil & Vine, Emmrich paused, one hand slipping around Rook’s waist to draw her in.
“Will I see you later?” he asked, already knowing the answer.
Rook leaned up, brushing her lips to his in a parting kiss—lingering, gentle, quietly fond. “I can bring you lunch to your office?”
His smile warmed her to the bone. “I would love nothing more. I shall wait with bated breath.”
“You just like that I feed you,” she teased.
“And I get to enjoy more of your company,” he replied, without missing a beat.
With that, she rounded the building to go up the stairs to the Loft as Emmrich continued down the street, the tail of his coat catching the breeze.
Once inside, Rook waved a hand, coaxing the heating runes to life with a flick of practiced magic. Spite stretched inside the satchel and gave a small, complaining chirp, prompting her to lower the satchel for him to leap down with feline flair.
“Alright, alright,” she muttered. “Breakfast first, then clothes.”
She padded through the Loft, shrugging off her jacket and tossing it over a nearby chair. Spite twined between her legs as she headed toward the kitchenette, meowing pointedly until she opened his tin of preferred pâté and set it down with a sleepy grunt.
With her little void fed, she changed into a fresh set of clothes she kept in the bedroom closet. She slipped into a mustard yellow ochre turtleneck, its sleeves slightly puffed at the wrists, and layered it beneath her favorite black pinafore dress patterned with muted florals in burnt orange and rust tones. Paired with ribbed socks and worn-in lace-up boots, the outfit was comfortable, practical for prep work, and just the right blend of soft and seasonal. She ran her fingers once through her hair to tame the sleep-soft curls.
Her limbs still felt like pudding from the night before, her thighs mapped with faint love bites, her neck still tingling from his whispered endearments.
Rook yawned, glanced at the time, then eyed the couch.
“…Nap first.”
She set a quiet timer and curled beneath the throw blanket, Spite hopping up to nestle beside her. The tea shop could wait a little longer.
After a much-needed nap, Rook headed down to the shop with Spite, going through the motions of opening the shop. The morning still clung to a hush, with just enough light bleeding through the windows to soften the corners of the room. She moved through her routine with familiar ease—flipping the sign, checking the kettle glyphs, setting the heating runes, writing the specials for the day.
Spite had already claimed his perch on the windowsill, curled contentedly as his owner set about preparing the day’s dessert. Rook was baking lemon lavender tea loaves—a recipe she’d carefully prepped the night before.
The scent of lemon and lavender soon filled the air as she preheated the oven and slipped in the loaf she’d prepped last night—her dessert of the day. The batter had been made with lavender-steeped buttermilk, giving it a soft floral depth that paired beautifully with the bright tang of lemon zest folded throughout. Each loaf would be drizzled with a thin lemon glaze, kissed with sugar and sharpness, pooling just slightly at the corners for that perfect, sticky finish.
While she let her loaves cool, she poured hot water over the tea strainer, watching as crimson-orange tendrils bloomed into the cup—Magistra’s Ember, her preferred remedy for sluggish mornings. The blend of blood orange peel, clove, cinnamon, and embrium curled into the air like an incantation, warm and invigorating. She cupped it in her hands, letting the heat bleed into her palms before taking a cautious sip. Spiced, sharp, and just sweet enough to wake the senses.
As she leaned against the counter, she glanced out the storefront windows and noticed the street was still quiet, the sidewalks not nearly as busy as usual. Her brow quirked. The morning rush—typically a clamor of students and staff from the university—had been notably tame today. Either midterms had broken their spirits or the campus coffee stalls were luring them away with bulk deals and caffeine by the gallon.
Still, she wasn’t complaining. The quiet brought its own kind of comfort.
She decided that now was the perfect opportunity to call an old friend—Vorgoth.
Rook fished out her phone, thumbed through her contacts, and tapped his name.
The line picked up after only two rings.
“GREETINGS.”
That unmistakable voice echoed in her ear—deep, distant, like it belonged in a stone chamber rather than a phone speaker.
“Hello, Vorgoth.”
“ROOK.” He said her name like an invocation, each syllable rich with ancient weight.
She smiled faintly, tapping a finger against the counter in an idle rhythm. “Did I catch you at a bad time?”
“THE HOUR IS MINE TO SPARE. YOU MAY SPEAK FREELY.”
“Things have been good at the shop. I’m prepping to roll out the winter blends soon.”
There was a low hum, reverberating with thought.
“THE BUSY SEASON DRAWS NEAR. THE WORLD TURNS INWARD. MORTALS SEEK WARMTH AND COMFORT.”
“Yeah…” She rubbed the back of her neck, shifting her weight from one foot to the other. “Which is why I wanted to ask—any chance you’d be willing to help out again?”
A brief pause lingered, like wind curling through distant caverns.
“ROOK. SHOULD YOU CALL, I SHALL ALWAYS COME.”
Her heart softened at the words. “I know. I just didn’t want to impose on your break. I figured you’d want some peace after everything last season.”
“TO OFFER AID TO ONE I HOLD IN ESTEEM IS NO IMPOSITION. I DO NOT REST. I DO NOT TIRE. I ONLY WANDER… AND GROW BORED.”
There was a hollow, amused breath—his version of a chuckle, perhaps.
“YOUR TEA SHOP OFFERS EXCELLENT DISTRACTION.”
Rook laughed softly, the sound curling with relief. “We try to stay entertaining. I’ll send the schedule to you by tomorrow?”
“I SHALL AWAIT YOUR CORRESPONDENCE.”
“I’ll send you the schedule later tonight.”
“BE WELL, ROOK.”
“You too.” She paused. “Talk soon.”
The call ended with a soft click, her reflection caught in the dark screen. Rook exhaled, a slow release of tension she hadn’t realized she was holding. She tucked the phone in her dress pocket and glanced toward the door.
She took a slow sip from her mug—Magistra’s Ember, letting the warmth curl through her chest like a calming incantation while the flavors of citrus and spice wake her senses.
It wasn’t a lie—Vorgoth would be an immense help during the winter rush. But deep down, she knew her motives weren’t entirely rooted in responsibility. More time freed from the meant more time for sorting the shop’s paperwork, her own side projects… and maybe a little more time with a certain professor, if she played her cards right.
Still, Bellara and Lace had been right. Delegation wasn’t surrender—it was growth. She couldn’t do everything herself forever, no matter how much she tried. Letting go of a little control didn’t mean letting go of care. If anything, it made space for her to care more.
A small smile tugged at her lips—soft, private, a flicker of warmth reserved only for herself.
Oh, how far we’ve come, she mused.
There was a time when the idea of relinquishing control would have made her bristle. Back in her days with the Shadows, Rook never let anyone else take the reins. She saw things through to the bitter end—often to her own detriment. Ashur and Tarquin used to conspire behind her back just to trick her into taking lighter assignments, convinced she was running herself into the ground. Once, they caught her secretly living out of Headquarters for a week just to wrap up a case. Even Neve had to intervene, dragging her away from her files so she’d eat something other than vending machine scraps.
And then—the bell above the shop door chimed.
Selara stepped inside with her usual quiet elegance, the chill of the morning trailing in behind her. She wore a navy trench coat belted at the waist, wide-leg trousers that whispered across the floor with each step, and a charcoal grey turtleneck that made her look every bit the composed magistrate she was. Her dark grey waves were tucked neatly behind one ear, revealing a sharp gaze that immediately fixed on Rook.
Without preamble, she asked, “What happened last night?”
Rook exhaled, already knowing this conversation was inevitable. “Hey, Seri,” she greeted, her voice equal parts fond and weary.
Selara walked to the counter with her usual composed stride and slid onto one of the stools, her trench coat folding neatly beneath her. Rook watched her, wary now, the kind born not from fear but from familiarity. She set down her tea and narrowed one eye.
“What’s got you all bristled?” she asked, leaning slightly on the counter.
Selara folded her hands in front of her, sighing through her nose. “I came home last night to find your brother in his study,” she began, her tone clipped. “Drinking. Brooding. Muttering about how he’s upset you.”
She almost couldn’t believe the pitiful sight before her: her husband sprawled across the long chaise, one arm slung over the backrest, the other cradling a glass of gin. A half-empty bottle sat on the table beside a low bowl of dried meat, crumbling cheese, and a scatter of untouched nuts—while a second bottle lay forgotten on the floor. His boots were still on, and his gaze was fixed on the slow pulse of light and color within the tank, as if willing the Fade-touched fish to offer answers he couldn’t find in himself.
Rook blinked, “Solas? Moping? About me?”
“Yes you,” Selara replied, unamused. “I haven’t seen him like that in a long time.”
Rook tried for a smirk, but it faltered. “That’s hard to picture. The last time I’ve seen him show emotion was when I was in the hospital three years ago, but even then he went back to his stoic demeanor.”
Selara didn’t smile. She arched a brow instead. “Rook. What happened?”
A silence stretched between them. Rook tapped her fingers on the wood. “He came for a visit last night. He didn’t like that I had you and Cole keep secrets from him.”
“Mhm.”
“At first he thought that I was doing Shadow Dragon work again because of a consultation he did with them.”
“Were you?”
Rook hesitated. “…Maybe but I said that, he just freak out about it. So you can’t tell him either.”
“Was it a favor from Neve?”
“Yes, but I’ve been making sure to keep a healthy distance.”
Selara’s gaze softened, but her tone remained level. “You do know that it’s okay if you go back. Solas would cause a fit, sure, but he’d get over it. If it’s what you want.”
Rook shook her head. “No… it’s better if I stay away.”
Selara exhaled slowly, reading between the lines. She could tell Rook didn’t want to talk about it—not really—but this wasn’t something she could ignore. And at the moment she needed to mediate between these infuriating siblings.
“So,” Selara said, her tone softer now, “what did you say to him?”
“I told him I’m seeing someone,” Rook replied, her voice low. “And he immediately went into interrogation mode.”
Selara’s brows lifted slightly. “Ah.”
Rook gave a small shrug—technically, she hadn’t lied to him. But the distraction? That had been entirely the point.
“Long story short, he pissed me off… and I snapped at him.” She looked down, fingers curling against the edge of the counter.
A beat passed before Selara exhaled, her voice touched with weary understanding. “So that’s why I came home to a brooding husband.”
“Essentially, yes.” Rook hesitated, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of her apron as she bit her lower lip. “Is he… really upset?”
Selara’s expression softened, her seriousness giving way to something gentler. She reached out, resting a hand over Rook’s.
“What am I going to do with you two?” she murmured. “Don’t worry about your brother—I can handle him.”
Rook often carried guilt over how much Selara had to mediate between her and Solas. She was always the one trying to keep the peace, caught between two people who never quite figured out how to handle each other. Selara was the glue that held their fraying bond together. Without her, Solas would drown in his guilt and pride, while Rook would be left with nothing but her anger and sorrow.
She gave a small nod. “I appreciate it.”
Selara gave her fingers a light squeeze. “So… now that it’s out in the open,” she continued, her voice calm and measured, “can you tell me about him?”
That earned a short laugh from Rook, dry but fond. “First, what has Dorian already told you?”
Selara arched a brow. “You knew I asked?”
“As soon as I told you Dorian knew him, I knew you’d go straight to him.”
“Guilty as charged,” Selara said without shame.
Rook tilted her head. “So? What do you already know?”
“I know his name is Emmrich Volkarin. He’s a guest lecturer from Nevarra. Forensic anthropology is his specialty, among… other impressive things. He’s well-regarded in academic circles—Dorian said he’s nearly on Solas’s level when it comes to reputation.”
Rook raised her eyebrows but said nothing.
“And,” Selara added with a small, knowing smile, “according to Dorian, the man is absolutely smitten with you.”
Rook flushed at Selara’s final remark, quickly ducking her gaze in an attempt to hide the pink creeping into her cheeks. Unfortunately, her sister-in-law caught it immediately and grinned like a cat who’d caught something far more interesting than a mouse.
“Oh, Rook,” she said with a teasing lilt. “Look at you. Blushing. I never thought I’d see the day.”
“Shut up,” Rook muttered, reaching for her tea in a futile attempt to hide behind it.
Selara only laughed, folding her hands on the counter again. “So? When do we get to meet him?”
Rook considered that for a beat. “Soon,” she said, “but… I want him to meet my friends first. After that, you and Solas can be next.”
Selara arched a brow. “Am I at least allowed to approach the good professor in the meantime?”
Rook gave her a wary side glance. “Yes, but please don’t go full guard dog on him.”
Selara gave a dramatic sigh, placing a hand to her heart. “You wound me. I’m a model of restraint.”
“You’re also the woman who knows how to lace her words with daggers and poison.”
“That was one time. And they deserved it.”
Rook shook her head with a smirk just as her phone buzzed. She glanced at the screen, and her smirk widened into a laugh. The image Emmrich had sent showed a comically tall stack of exam papers nearly toppling off his desk, with Myrna in the background giving the camera a deeply exhausted side-eye over her own pile.
“I’ll take that as my cue to deliver lunch,” Rook said, already tapping out a reply.
Selara leaned in, catching the edge of the message over her shoulder. “Is that the boyfriend?”
Rook didn’t deny it.
“Well,” Selara said as she stood and smoothed out her coat, “I got what I came for. I’m off tend to my sad, brooding husband now and reassure him that you’re still talking to me.”
Rook snorted. “It’s still hard to believe he mopes. All I’ve ever known is the cold, arrogant wall of Solas.”
Selara’s lips twitched with a smile. “Marriage softens even the frostiest of walls… Eventually.”
“How you conquered my brother, I will never know.”
As she turned to leave, Selara glanced back once more, her expression warm. “I’m happy for you, Rook. Truly.”
Rook gave a quiet nod, the weight of that sentiment settling in her chest in the most unexpected—but not unwelcome—way.
“Thanks, Seri.”
And with that, the bell above the door chimed once more as Selara slipped out, her presence leaving a quiet hush in her wake. Rook stood alone with her tea, her thoughts, and the lingering flutter of something she hadn’t dared name—but had come to truly cherish.
She exhaled, took one last sip, and straightened. There was still work to be done—and a lunch delivery to make.
The university campus was abuzz in the quiet way only academia could manage—murmurs of conversation echoing between stone buildings, the rustle of papers, the scratch of pens. Rook weaved through the familiar paths with ease, her steps steady despite the chill nipping at the air.
A paper bag cradled in one arm, the scent of roasted mushrooms and herbs trailing behind her like a promise. Nestled beside it in a sturdy drink holder were two steaming cups of tea—Sunset Mint, a gentle blend of mint, rose petals, and honey crystals. Comfort in liquid form.
By the time she reached Emmrich’s office, her cheeks were pink from the wind, and the bag was still warm against her fingers. She gave the door a polite knock, the wood cool beneath her knuckles.
It opened a heartbeat later.
Myrna stood in the doorway, eyes sharp and expectant, already inhaling to deliver the usual preamble about office hours being suspended—until recognition struck. Her expression shifted instantly, eyebrows rising in pleasant surprise.
“Rook?” Myrna blinked, then stepped aside with practiced grace. “Well, this is a much more welcome interruption.”
Rook offered a crooked smile, lifting the bag slightly. “Special delivery. Lunch for two. I thought the esteemed professor and his ever-efficient assistant might need a break.”
Myrna chuckled, visibly pleased. “You might’ve just saved our lives.”
The assistant professor stepped aside, allowing Rook into the cozy office that bore all the hallmarks of academic chaos—a tidy sort of mess that came from brilliance and too many deadlines.
Emmrich sat at his desk, sleeves rolled just past his elbows, his half-moon reading glasses perched delicately on the bridge of his nose. He was hunched over a stack of exam papers, red pen in hand, brow furrowed in quiet concentration. The soft scratch of ink against paper was the only sound until Myrna called over her shoulder.
“Professor, you’ve got a visitor.”
He looked up—and Rook nearly forgot why she was there.
There was something deeply appealing about him like this. The quiet focus, the slight downward tilt of his head as he glanced over his glasses, the way his shirt clung just enough to his shoulders beneath the waistcoat. The glasses especially—Maker help her—suited him unfairly well. Scholarly, composed, and entirely too attractive. Her heart gave a small, traitorous flutter.
Emmrich’s face lit up the moment he saw her, his expression softening from academic sternness to something far warmer. “Ah—Rook. Please, come in.”
Rook grinned and crossed the room, setting the bag and drinks on the narrow stone table nestled in the corner of the office—the designated student seating area now doubling as an impromptu lunch spot.
“As promised, lunch.”
“Please tell me one of those is for me,” Myrna said, already hovering near the table.
“Of course,” Rook replied smoothly. “I couldn’t feed my favorite professor without also treating his wonderful assistant.”
“Professor, you better keep this one,” Myrna said with mock sternness. “Or I swear to the Maker, you will rue the day.”
That earned a soft, sheepish blush from Emmrich—and a low, delighted laugh from Rook, who raised an eyebrow at him in playful approval.
“The paninis are roasted mushroom with fontina and thyme on olive oil-brushed rye,” she explained. “And the tea is Sunset Mint. Good for the long hours —keeps the mind clear, and it’s easy on the nerves. Not magic, just... a little herbal aid.”
Emmrich took the offered cup with a grateful murmur, the ceramic still warm between his hands. He lifted it slightly, bringing it to his nose for a tentative inhale.
Bright mint first, crisp and invigorating, followed by the softer bloom of rose petals, delicate and floral. Beneath it all was the mellow sweetness of honey crystal, subtle but grounding. The blend was comforting in a quiet, unassuming way, like the breath before a well-chosen word.
He closed his eyes briefly, savoring the aroma, then looked to her with open sincerity. “Thank you, Rook. Truly. This was incredibly thoughtful of you.”
“I was happy to,” she said, brushing invisible crumbs off her skirt. “The shop’s been slow today anyway. Figured it was a good excuse to see you both.”
She hesitated, then smiled as she added, “Though I should probably head back. Looks like you’ve both got a mountain to conquer.”
“Regretfully, yes,” Emmrich said, setting aside his glasses. He stepped closer, bending to press a gentle kiss to the crown of her head. “Thank you again, my dear.”
From behind them, Myrna let out a blissful sound as she took a bite of her panini. “I approve of this relationship. Especially if she continues to feed us.”
Rook laughed as she turned toward the door, but paused, glancing over her shoulder. “Oh—almost forgot. There are two slices of lemon lavender tea loaf in there as well. Thought you both could use something sweet after drowning in midterms.”
Myrna made a delighted sound, already rifling through the bag. “I knew I liked you.”
Emmrich’s expression shifted—softened further, somehow, as if the affection he already wore had spilled over at the edges. “You’re spoiling us.”
She shot him a teasing smile. “You said that this morning, too.”
“And I meant it.”
Rook gave a small shake of her head, warmth rising to her cheeks. With a final wave, she stepped out into the corridor.
Emmrich watched her go, soft-eyed and quiet, as the scent of roasted herbs, bright mint, and baked sugar lingered in her wake—a small, lovely moment carved into the chaos of a long workday.
The sun had dipped lower in the sky, streaking the windows with amber light as the Veil & Vine. The tea shop had mellowed into its usual evening lull—soft music curling through the space, a handful of patrons lingering over their mugs, and the scent of lemon, lavender, and tea leaves still faint in the air.
She gave Spite his dinner first, setting his pâté into a ceramic bowl behind the counter while he chirped and circled her ankles in approval. The little void had earned his meal, and she ruffled the fur along his spine as he settled in to eat.
The quiet was welcome. The kind that offered a breath between moments. She rinsed out the last of the strainers, restocked the honey crystals, and made a mental note to prep the chai blend before closing. Another hour, maybe two, and she'd call it.
Then the bell above the door chimed.
Her head lifted automatically—but her smile didn’t come.
Neve stepped inside, wrapped in her long slate-grey coat, her raven hair swept to one shoulder. The scent of frost and steel seemed to follow her in, subtle but unmistakable.
Rook straightened, drying her hands on a towel. “Evening,” she said carefully, watching the woman close the door behind her. “Didn’t expect to see you today.”
Neve offered a small nod, her eyes sharp even beneath the fatigue she wore well. “I figured I’d catch you before you locked up.”
“Tea?” Rook asked, gesturing toward the counter.
Neve paused, considering it. “Sure. Something dark.”
Rook turned to the tea station, reaching for the tin of Warden’s Wake—a robust blend of black tea, winterroot, licorice root, and sage. She moved with practiced ease, brewing two cups while the kettle hissed to life. As the leaves steeped, she plated a slice of lemon lavender tea loaf and slid it across the counter toward Neve.
“Thanks, by the way,” Rook said, leaning a hip against the counter. “For the heads-up—about Ashur asking my brother for a consult.”
“Sorry about that,” Neve said, tone even. “Didn’t get the chance to warn you.”
“No harm. I handled it… by using my relationship with Emmrich as a smokescreen.”
That earned the faintest smirk from Neve. “Oh? And how’d that go?”
“Took him a full minute to process it before he shifted into interrogation mode.”
Neve huffed a quiet laugh. “Sounds like a doozy.”
“He didn’t get far. I bit his head off before he could really dig in.”
Rook turned back to the kettle, carefully pouring the steeped tea into two ceramic cups. She set one in front of Neve with a soft clink.
“So,” she said, lifting her own cup, “is this a social call, or is there a motive behind it?”
Neve took a sip before answering. “Thanks to your brother, we have a clearer picture of what the Venatori are up to. Unfortunately, it’s made the case more complicated.”
Rook raised a brow. “Should I wait until the last of the customers are gone? Sounds like this one’s best kept private.”
“I don’t mind waiting,” Neve replied, settling into her seat a little more. “Gives me a chance to hear how things are going with the Professor. And Spite always appreciates my company.”
The bell above the door gave a final chime as the last customer stepped out into the settling evening. Rook exhaled, stretching the tightness from her shoulders before moving to flip the sign to CLOSED. The lull that followed was familiar—part fatigue, part peace.
Neve wordlessly rose from her seat and began helping with the usual routine. She moved like someone who’d done this a dozen times before, slipping between tasks with practiced ease. Chairs were flipped onto tables, the kettle glyphs deactivated with a precise brush of her fingers. Rook swept, wiped down counters, and gathered the day’s receipts into a neat stack.
Spite, ever the supervisor, leapt onto the bar counter with a dignified thud, tail curling as he watched them like a small, judgmental foreman.
Once everything was squared away, Rook slung her satchel over her shoulder and gave it a gentle pat. Spite hopped inside without complaint, settling into his spot with a deep, curling purr. Neve waited at the front door, glancing over her shoulder with the kind of absent caution that never truly left people like them.
As Rook locked up, Neve said, “Tarquin’s on his third migraine this week. Something about a hexed ledger and a cursed engagement ring—same case.”
Rook smirked. “Sounds like the romantic kind of headache. I held that position for years.”
Neve gave a quiet huff of laughter. “You were much louder about it.”
“I was scrappy.”
They walked in step beneath the streetlamps, their breath rising in soft plumes. The city had mellowed with nightfall, the buzz of traffic giving way to a quieter rhythm.
When they reached the familiar turn toward Rook’s apartment, Neve gave a small tap on her arm and leaned in close.
“I’ll circle back. Just in case,” she murmured, lips barely moving.
The words weren’t alarming—not yet—but they sparked something old in Rook’s bones. She gave a small nod, subtle and smooth, and continued up the steps without looking back.
Inside, her apartment welcomed her with its usual hush. She lowered the satchel to let Spite out, who made a beeline for his preferred perch atop her reading nook near a heating rune, soaking in the warmth like a tiny void king.
Rook rolled up her sleeves and got to work prepping dinner—enough for two. She pulled and prepped the ingredients with the kind of focus that came from years of needing structure to keep her thoughts from spiraling. The task calmed her nerves, but not enough to forget Neve’s quiet warning.
Tonight’s dinner was butter chicken. The jasmine rice already simmering, its floral scent weaving through the apartment in delicate threads. She stirred the spiced tomato base slowly, watching the swirl of cream bloom into it, mellowing the heat with richness.
There were leftover flatbreads in the warming drawer, still soft and pliant. She eyed the yogurt in the fridge, debating if she should throw together a quick dip—something with lemon and coriander maybe, just for brightness. It would take only a few minutes.
Then she heard the click of the door.
Neve stepped inside with the casual confidence she always carried—helped, of course, by the spare key she’d made for herself ages ago. She shut the door carefully behind her, movements precise, like someone weighed down by more than just cold air. With a quiet exhale, she shrugged off her coat and draped it over the couch.
“Smells divine,” she said, toeing off her boot with practiced grace. “I think I’m starting to like this new habit of yours—anxious cooking suits you.”
Rook didn’t look up from the stove. “We still have to eat.”
Neve wandered toward the couch, easing into it with the practiced ease of someone who belonged there. Meanwhile, Rook moved through the kitchen with quiet efficiency, plating two bowls of butter chicken over jasmine rice, the warm spice mingling with the floral sweetness in the air.
She handed one off with a raised brow. “If you were checking for a tail,” she said evenly, “this update’s going to suck.”
Neve took the bowl, her expression unreadable save for the faint crease between her brows. “Let’s just say… it’ll make for a hell of a headline.”
They ate in comfortable quiet for a few minutes, the clink of utensils soft against ceramic, the scent of butter chicken and warm flatbread hanging in the air. It wasn’t until Neve set down her fork with a quiet tap that the conversation began.
“Solas went over the blueprints and notes we found at the scene,” she said, tone measured. “He thinks the Venatori are planning something… big. Bigger than anything we’ve seen them attempt before.”
Rook stilled, her spoon hovering over her bowl. “How big is big?”
Neve exhaled slowly. “One of the instructions had a sketch. A dagger—intricately made. Not ceremonial. Something older, almost reverent. Solas thinks it’s the key. If he’s right… it’s the linchpin to the entire ritual.”
She frowned and nudged her rice with her spoon, suddenly less hungry. “And what kind of ritual are we talking about?”
“The ancient kind,” Neve replied, watching her carefully. “Back in the old days, there were whispers of rites powerful enough to summon the Old Gods. The ones that were said to be archdemons during the blights.”
Rook’s eyes widened at that bit of news. “How’d they get the knowledge of something that dangerous?”
Neve’s lips twisted. “Probably raided a ruin in Arthalan or something.”
“Do we have any idea about the dagger?”
“It definitely looks like a custom job,” Neve continued. “They’re making this thing from scratch which means a lot of lyrium, time, or in the Venatori’s case? Blood.”
The shadows under her eyes deepened as she looked up with concern. “If they’re trying to bring down something worse than a demon horde… Minrathous isn’t ready for that.”
“Exactly,” Neve said. “Solas is still digging into the origins of the ritual. Ashur and Tarquin are already talking taskforce. They're trying to confirm if there’s been a spike in lyrium thefts, but so far, nothing’s definitive.”
Rook pushed her bowl aside slightly, appetite all but gone now. “What if the Venatori aren’t stealing lyrium?”
Neve tilted her head.
Rook’s voice dropped. “What if the kidnappings are how they’re getting around it? They’ve always substituted blood for power before.”
Neve didn’t answer immediately. Her gaze flicked toward the window, the city lights bleeding faintly through the curtain. The gears turned behind her eyes—sharp, calculating, grim.
If Rook was right, the implications were massive. That kind of ritual would require gallons of blood—enough to fill barrels. Enough to drown a neighborhood.
“That’s what I was afraid of,” Neve said softly.
Rook leaned back, muttering under her breath. “Kaffas.”
Neve rose without a word and gathered their bowls, moving toward the sink with a quiet efficiency that mirrored how she handled everything else—direct, unflinching, steady. The water ran, soft and steady against ceramic. Rook remained on the couch, legs curled beneath her, her thoughts heavier than the meal sitting in her stomach.
Spite settled at the head of the couch, his little black form a warm, familiar weight. Rook reached up, absently scratching under his chin. He gave a slow blink, purring low in his throat—a grounding sound in the middle of all the unease curling in her chest.
She hesitated. Then:
“Do they know that I was there?”
The question left her in a near-whisper, like saying it too loud might summon something unwelcome. Her fingers stilled in Spite’s fur.
At the sink, Neve didn’t respond right away. The clink of ceramic echoed as she set the last bowl aside. Only then did she glance over her shoulder, her expression unreadable, eyes shadowed by the weight of what she wasn’t saying.
“No one’s said anything. And we were careful.”
Rook’s fingers stilled for just a moment. “…But?”
“But,” Neve said, shutting off the tap and drying her hands with a dish towel, “they found the Venatori body you took down. The one with the slashed throat. And Ashur mentioned the scent of ozone still clinging to the room.”
That made Rook's stomach sink.
Neve returned to the room, leaning against the wall with her arms crossed. Her expression was unreadable, but the tension in her posture spoke volumes.
“They’re not fools,” she said, her voice level. “They know someone was there. They haven’t said it outright, but… it’s a short list of people who leave marks like that. And you and I aren’t exactly unknown quantities.”
Rook ran her thumb gently along Spite’s fur, her gaze unfocused. “So they know.”
Neve offered a slight nod. “Maybe. Maybe not. They’re focused on the ritual right now. If they suspect, they haven’t made it a priority.”
“Doesn’t mean they won’t.” Rook’s tone turned low, bitter. “And when they do…”
“Neither of them have asked questions. Not to me, at least.”
Rook’s fingers stilled. “What should I do?”
Neve didn’t offer an immediate answer. Instead, she asked, “Do you want to keep going? Or do you want to stop?”
The silence that followed was thick.
That was the question Rook hadn’t let herself ask—let alone answer. She hadn’t expected to find herself standing this close to the threshold again. The boundary she’d drawn, the one that once felt so certain, now blurred at the edges. And in its place was an ache she thought had dulled with time.
What did she want?
If she kept going, she’d eventually have to face Ashur and Tarquin again—face the weight of everything she left behind. But if she walked away now… would she be able to live with the questions? With the wondering? With the knowledge that this could unravel into something worse—and that she might’ve been able to stop it?
Her grip tightened slightly around Spite, who nestled closer without complaint.
Neve watched her friend quietly, the flickering light from the stove casting soft shadows across Rook’s face. She didn’t need to hear the answer yet—she could see it written in the tension of Rook’s jaw, in the way her fingers absently scratched behind Spite’s ear as if grounding herself in the present.
She stayed still for a beat longer, then slowly moved to sit beside her, close but not imposing. She rested her hand on Rook’s shoulder—not to urge her forward, but simply to let her know she was still here. Still with her.
The silence hung between them, thick with the echo of old missions, of quiet exits and doors that were never meant to close.
Her voice came low, almost reluctant to disturb the hush.
“I want to tell you to walk away,” Neve said. “To keep your peace, the one you fought so hard for.”
She looked down at her hand on Rook’s shoulder. “But I’d be lying if I said that was all I wanted.”
A soft, bitter laugh escaped her nose.
“The selfish part of me wants you in this. Wants us back in the field—shoulder to shoulder, just like it used to be. Because no one watched my back the way you did. And no one got me like you did.”
Her fingers curled slightly before she let out a long breath.
“But the part that cares for you more than the mission… the part that stayed after everything crumbled? That part’s terrified this will eat you alive again.”
She didn’t look at Rook when she said it. Just stared ahead, eyes unfocused, like she could see the weight of the past stretching out before them.
“I guess I don’t know which part of me is louder right now,” she admitted.
“Neve…”
The detective let the silence settle for a moment longer before she moved. Gently, without ceremony, she pulled Rook into a hug—one arm wrapped firm around her shoulders, the other resting between her shoulder blades, anchoring her.
It wasn’t a tight grip, not desperate. Just steady. Familiar. The kind of hug that said, I’ve got you. No matter what.
“You don’t have to decide anything tonight,” Neve murmured against her temple. “Take your time, Rook. Figure out what you want—not what’s expected. Not what anyone else needs. Just you.”
Rook didn’t speak. She just closed her eyes and let herself breathe, chest rising and falling against her friend’s.
“I’ll back whatever choice you make,” Neve continued, her voice low, quiet like a promise. “And I’ll keep having your back. Always.”
Rook considered herself incredibly lucky to have Neve as a friend—if she was being honest, Neve had been her first real one. They had trained side by side with the Shadow Dragons, partnered on countless missions, and weathered more storms than Rook could count. When everything fell apart—when Rook walked away from the Dragons in a crash of failure and regret—it was Neve who stood by her. Who helped her pick up the scattered pieces of a broken life and quietly, steadily, helped her rebuild.
Notes:
As much as I wanna hate on Solas, the man wants to be a good person but has so much pride that he just gets in his own damn way. Not to mention his awful communication skills. Plus he really does care about Rook.
Spite is the best emotional support cat and Neve really is a good friend.
Chapter 35: Chapter 35 - Rook's Dark
Summary:
Rook has a nightmare. Selara gets to meet Emmrich, and Dorian is enjoying every bit of it of the drama. Lucanis stops by to check in on her.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rain had fallen earlier, and the city still wore its scent—wet stone, old iron, and the ghosts of storms. The streets glistened beneath scattered lamplight, puddles rippling faintly with the breath of wind.
And Rook ran.
against damp pavement, lungs burning with every breath. Her coat whipped around her legs, water and sweat clinging to her skin like a second layer of shame. Her body screamed for her to stop—but something inside of her refused.
Run.
Her mind screamed it louder than her body could obey.
Run.
Tarquin’s voice tore through her like shrapnel, looping again and again until it wasn't a memory anymore—it was a sentence. A curse. A brand.
“You’re a danger, Rook. A liability. A disaster waiting to happen.”
Another step. Another jagged breath. Her vision blurred at the edges. She didn’t know where she was going—only that she had to keep moving. Away from the wreckage. Away from herself.
Her ribs ached with every breath. Her muscles screamed for relief. Her insides felt scorched, like fire still danced beneath her skin.
But she ran.
She deserved to hurt.
How could you do that?
What were you thinking?
Oh Gods—what did you do?!
She choked back the sob rising in her throat, the sound swallowed by the night. Her feet carried her through the city’s underbelly, past sleeping storefronts and shuttered homes, until she found a stretch of fencing near a disused garden wall. Vines curled around the iron like dead hands, the space beyond forgotten.
She slipped through a break in the fence and stumbled into the darkness.
There—at the far end—she collapsed to her knees against a crumbling cobblestone wall. Her back hit the stone hard enough to jar her teeth. She didn't care. Her whole body trembled, sweat slick under her gloves. Her hands wouldn’t stop shaking. She tried to make fists—tight, grounding fists—but her fingers wouldn’t obey. They quivered like brittle leaves in a storm.
Her chest heaved. Her heart raced. Her thoughts fragmented.
You didn’t mean to. You didn’t know. That wasn’t you.
But the damage was done.
She wanted to scream. She wanted to disappear. Anything to silence the voice in her head.
Her breath hitched. A dry sob broke loose.
I didn’t mean to. I didn’t—
I’m awful. I’m a terrible person. All I had to do…
I ruined everything. I ruined it.
Her limbs felt heavy now. Her head lolled back against the wall, eyes fluttering half-shut. Exhaustion dragged at her bones, heavier than any wound. She was so, so tired.
The tears dried on her cheeks as the world began to tilt. The cold, wet stone rose up to meet her cheek.
And then—darkness took her.
Rook jolted upright, heart thundering in her chest like it was trying to break free. Her breath came in sharp, uneven gasps, each inhale catching like gravel in her throat. Sweat clung to her skin, the sheets were twisted and damp around her legs, trapping her in the remnants of the nightmare.
For a moment, her eyes were wild—searching, unfocused, as if expecting to see blood on the walls or smoke in the air. But the shadows around her were still. Familiar. Her bedroom slowly anchored her: the soft, moss-green quilt bunched around her hips; the framed photograph of her parents smiling, slightly askew on the nightstand; the glass terrarium nestled beside it, its succulent catching the faintest glimmer of moonlight on its waxy leaves. Amethyst chips glittered within the soil like tiny embers—still, quiet, real.
She was home. Not in the rain. Not running. Not alone.
But her body didn’t know that yet.
One trembling hand came to rest over her sternum, her palm splayed as if to quiet the violent rhythm underneath. Her chest rose and fell too quickly—shallow, uneven. She squeezed her eyes shut, trying to anchor herself to the steady warmth of her skin, to the echo of her own heartbeat.
Breathe, Evara.
Just breathe.
You’re not there anymore.
You’re here.
You’re safe
But the panic buzzed inside her like a swarm, tight in her ribs, scraping at her throat.
A soft chirp cut through it.
Spite stirred beside her, blinking up from his curled spot at the edge of the blanket. His small, dark form radiated warmth and steadiness, his eyes narrowing not in irritation—but in wordless concern. Rook’s fingers reached for him reflexively.
He didn’t resist. He never did.
She threaded her hand into the soft fur between his shoulders, grounding herself in the texture, the weight, the steady purr rumbling beneath her palm. She focused on that—on the here and now, not the dream, not the guilt curled in her spine like a second heart.
Her own heart still pounded.
But slowly…
Slowly.
Her mind began to find the quiet.
Kaffas. She thought she was over this.
Over the nightmares. Over the ghosts of her past clawing their way back to the surface. But tonight, they had found her. The memories of failure, of blood and screaming and the look in Tarquin’s eyes when he’d called her dangerous—it all came rushing back with brutal clarity.
Maybe that talk with Neve had shaken something loose. Stirred the part of her that had gone quiet over the years. Her mind, it seemed, wasn’t ready to let her walk back toward that life without a fight. Even if she hadn’t said yes—yet.
Rook sat upright in bed, the sweat clinging to her back cold against her nightshirt. She dragged a shaky hand through her hair, pushing it away from her damp forehead. Her curls caught at her fingers, snarled slightly from sleep and stress, but she didn’t care. Her hand trembled as it came to rest over her chest, pressed flat against the frantic beat of her heart. It pounded like it wanted out, echoing through her ribs, demanding that she do something.
Her eyes squeezed shut, jaw clenched as she tried to steady her breathing—four in, hold, six out. Again. Then again. The panic was still there, buzzing like static beneath her skin, but at least now it had form. Something she could breathe through. Something she could name.
With her free hand, she reached toward the nightstand, fingers brushing over the edge of the small terrarium nestled beside her books. Inside, a mana crystal glinted faintly in the dark, inert and dormant. Rook pressed two fingers gently to its base, letting the smallest pulse of mana trickle from her skin into the crystal. It came to life with a soft, violet glow, casting long shadows against the terrarium’s moss-lined interior. The light painted the room in lavender hues, cool and steadying—enough to push back the worst of the dark.
She watched the glow for a moment, letting it calm her further. This place was hers. This space was safe.
For two years, she’d been rebuilding. Learning how to live without the fight. Without the chaos. She had roots now. A tea shop that smelled like lemon, mint and lavender, and a place to call her own. A family she found along the way from the one that she lost. A life made of more than missions and scars.
She had Spite.
She had friends.
She had Emmrich.
Maker, there was so much to weigh.
Neve had told her not to decide anything yet—and she wouldn’t. She didn’t have to. Not tonight.
Still breathing a little unevenly, Rook turned and shifted down, lowering her forehead to rest gently against Spite’s head. The little void gave a soft, annoyed grumble but didn’t pull away, just pressed in closer with a low, soothing purr.
“Sorry for interrupting your beauty sleep,” she murmured.
The little void chuffed in response, nuzzled under her chin with sleepy insistence, accepting the apology in full if it meant more cuddles.
Rook closed her eyes again, the soft violet light still glowing beside her, warding off the darkness just enough. Spite curled closer at her side, a steady presence. For now, it would have to be enough.
The university’s main faculty hall had been lightly dressed for the end-of-term celebration—enchanted snowflake lanterns drifted lazily near the high windows, while firefly lights buzzed near the rafters with absentminded cheer. A modest spread of wine, seasonal pastries, and spiced cider lined the side tables, half-pilfered already by relieved professors eager to let the weight of midterms melt off their shoulders.
Emmrich nursed a steaming cup of cider in one hand, his other tucked in the pocket of his waistcoat. Around him, conversations circled in familiar loops—grumbles about late submissions, bets on which student would drop their thesis next, and the usual skirmishes over departmental budgets. He nodded along, pleasant but reserved, grateful for the distraction but only half-invested.
“Oh no you don’t, Hezenkoss,” came a familiar, stern voice from behind him.
Emmrich turned just in time to see Professor Strife—tall, angular, with a brow like thunderclouds and a moral compass forged in granite—extract a hip flask from Johanna Hezenkoss’s coat.
“Come off it, Strife. We both know this occasion calls for actual alcohol,” Johanna protested, glaring like she'd just been personally robbed.
“It’s one in the afternoon, Professor Hezenkoss.”
“Oh, don’t be such a sanctimonious bore.”
“Step away from the punch bowls, you heathen.”
Muttering a colorful stream of profanity under her breath, Johanna turned and made a beeline for Emmrich. “There goes my charitable mood,” she grumbled. With practiced ease, she produced a second flask—previously hidden—and took a bracing swig. The sharp tang of absinthe and gin hit the air like a curse.
“None of these dusted motes know how to celebrate,” she said, snapping the cap back into place.
“Johanna, this is a staff party,” Emmrich replied mildly.
“Oh, please. The conferences in Nevarra had more life than this tomb.”
“You only remember the part where there was a heated debate about necromantic ethics between another professor and a high undead.” He sighed. “And then the wraiths.”
Johanna snorted. “Exactly. That was a conference.”
Emmrich smiled faintly into his glass as she took another defiant swig, clearly savoring the memory.
“So,” she said, voice turning sly. “How’s your charming, young mid-life crisis? Has she satisfied your carnal urges to fund her groceries?”
Ah yes. There it was. The sugar-daddy jab—again. A term he had only learned thanks to Myrna, and one Johanna wielded with habitual cruelty. He’d admit—some past entanglements had indeed used him for his reputation and coin. At the time, he welcomed it. So long as they stayed. They rarely did.
But Rook—she was different.
She didn’t care about his academic acclaim or his wealth. She saw him. He could still picture the triumphant gleam in her eye when she snatched the check at their lunch date, determined to pay. Her fierce independence was more than admirable—it was endearing.
“She has her own business, Johnanna.”
“Yes, yes, the tea shop,” she waved a hand dismissively. “Far too rustic for my tastes.”
“I find it charming.”
Johanna scoffed. “Of course you do. You’re a sodding romantic with a bleeding heart.”
He didn’t argue—because it was true. Instead, he allowed himself a quiet smile. “Rook and I are doing well. I’m planning something for us—now that midterms are finished.”
His colleague scowled, “Ugh, I’m leaving. I don’t want to hear these sugary-sweet declarations while sober.” She turned on her heel, already stalking off. “I’m going to see if those hippy art professors have any Antivan cigars tucked away in their lounge.”
Emmrich called after her mildly, “We still have work after this.”
She waved him off, retorting over her shoulder, “Trust me, Volkarin—students prefer me on something. I make them cry less that way.”
As Johanna stormed off, muttering about the "cowards in academia" and determined to find solace among the art faculty's contraband cigars, Emmrich exhaled deeply. He took a final, polite sip of his drink, already deciding he’d fulfilled his social obligations. A quiet return to his office was in order… perhaps followed by a message to Rook. Maybe she’d enjoy a walk home through the evening light.
But as he turned to leave, fate—predictably—intervened.
“Professor Volkarin!” came Dorian’s unmistakable voice, delighted and far too pleased. “Just the man I was hoping to ambush.”
Emmrich halted mid-step, adjusting his smile with the calm of a man bracing for impact. At Dorian’s side stood an elven woman he didn’t immediately recognize—tall, poised, and unmistakably someone of presence. Her complexion was sun-warmed tan, kissed by years of travel and sun, with sharp blue eyes that missed nothing. Wavy dark grey hair, cropped just to her shoulders, framed a face both elegant and unapologetically shrewd. She wore her authority like tailored silk: effortless, precise, impossible to ignore. Every measured step and glance suggested she was a woman used to commanding attention—and getting it.
“May I introduce you,” Dorian said with theatrical flair, “to Magistrate Selara Lavellan—cultural liaison to magical societies, diplomatic genius, and, incidentally, someone with a very keen interest in ethical archaeology.”
Selara extended a hand, her gaze cool but curious. “Professor Volkarin. It’s a pleasure.”
Emmrich took her hand, bowing his head with the respectful grace that came so naturally to him. “The pleasure is mine, Magistrate. Your work with the restoration accords and cultural restitution laws has set invaluable precedents. Many in my field, myself included, owe you a great deal.”
Selara offered a small, knowing smile. “And yet, I’ve heard quite a few fascinating things about you, Professor—your Nevarran expeditions, your research into the Shrouded Halls, and a number of… compelling accomplishments.”
Her voice carried the careful cadence of someone who was used to both flattering and unsettling with the same breath.
Then, as if in passing, she added, “Of course, I also hold another title beyond my diplomatic work… I’m the wife of Solas Ingellvar.”
That gave Emmrich pause. His smile twitched, suspicion beginning to spark. He turned, eyes narrowing faintly. “Dorian.”
Dorian leaned in with the air of a man who lived for this kind of moment. “Remember that little bird who told me about you going on a date?”
Emmrich’s brows lifted. “She’s the bird?”
“The very same,” Dorian said, entirely too pleased with himself.
“Ah.”
Selara, still composed and unflinching, folded her hands behind her back. “I find myself particularly interested in your connection with a certain person of interest.”
Her tone was unreadable—neither hostile nor overly warm. Simply... protective.
Emmrich gave a slow exhale, his smile tilting wry. “I’m guessing this is the sort of conversation better held somewhere more private?”
Selara’s smile deepened, polite but unreadable. “That would be ideal, yes.”
Dorian raised his glass in mock toast. “I’ll leave you two to it. Try not to interrogate him too hard, Selara. He’s still technically on-the-clock.”
Selara didn’t look away from Emmrich. “I make no promises.”
Emmrich led Selara through the quieter corridors of the forensics wing, the hum of the party fading into a distant murmur behind them. The transition from polished stone halls to the slightly dimmer, cooler academic wing felt almost symbolic—less spectacle, more substance.
He unlocked his office with a practiced flick of the wrist and stepped aside, allowing her to enter first.
Selara moved with the quiet assurance of someone used to inspecting foreign spaces. Her sharp eyes swept across the room—not with suspicion, but with a dignified curiosity. She took in the orderly shelves stacked with anatomical texts and field journals, the decorative skulls, the antique display case of forensic tools from different cultures and eras, and the central desk where a half-sorted tray of marked bone fragments rested beneath a magnifying crystal lamp.
The room bore the hallmarks of deep discipline—and of someone who found comfort in meticulous study.
Selara stepped further inside, her gloved fingertips brushing briefly along the edge of a polished shelf. “I do apologize for the sudden meeting. Curiosity got the better of me and Dorian enjoys creating a dramatic entrance.”
Emmrich closed the door behind them with a click, giving her a sidelong glance. “Yes, Dorian always had a flair for theatrics.”
“Relax, Professor,” she said gently. “I simply wished to meet the man who is dating my dear sister-in-law.” Her gaze lingered on his for a beat. “Rook gave me her blessing to probe.”
He huffed a quiet laugh. “Then I suppose I should be honored.”
“Indeed.”
“Emmrich is just fine,” he replied, voice quieter now. “I’m glad that Rook has a caring family member.”
Selara’s smirk returned, though it was less teasing this time. “Well, someone has to watch over these siblings. Now then, Professor, I must ask what is it that raised your interest in Rook?”
Not accusatory. Not even confrontational. Just honest—and a little protective. The diplomat was gone now; this was the sister. The guardian.
Emmrich didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he turned toward his desk, letting his hand rest on the edge—more to steady his thoughts than anything else. His gaze dropped briefly to the bone fragments still waiting to be catalogued, then lifted again, finding Selara’s eyes with quiet steadiness.
“Mrs. Lavellan,” he said at last. “I’m sure that you have worries about my intentions with Rook. Given our ages.”
He hesitated, then added with the smallest huff of dry amusement, “Believe me, this wasn’t in the plans when I came to Minrathous.”
His voice softened, losing some of its usual academic detachment. “Rook was someone who I’d gotten to know gradually as a regular at her shop. It wasn’t dramatic, or sudden. There was no grand moment of revelation. Just… curiosity. The conversations alone captivated me from her tea blends, confections, her playful nature. The quiet kindness she possessed was warm and Spite… he is a character.”
Selara’s mouth twitched at that, but she stayed silent.
He paused, voice thickening just slightly. “And the more I knew… the more I wanted to know. About all of it. About her.”
He straightened a little, not defensively—but with a quiet conviction that settled into his shoulders.
“I care for her deeply. I don’t take that lightly. Whatever this becomes, however long I have the privilege of her choosing me—I’m hers, for as long as she’ll have me.”
For a long beat, Selara simply regarded him.
Not with diplomatic detachment, but with the eyes of someone who knew what love looked like when it wasn’t loud or dramatic—but real. Earnest. Earned.
She took in the softened edge of Emmrich’s shoulders, the slight tension in his hand where it rested on the desk, the way his gaze hadn't wavered once when he spoke of Rook.
Dorian had been right. The professor was undeniably, thoroughly smitten.
She had known from the way Rook spoke about him—measured but unmistakably fond—that she was already half-captivated by the man. And now, seeing him in person, it was easy to understand why. The professor was handsome, yes, but it was more than that. There was a steadiness to him, a warmth beneath the reserve, the kind of presence that drew people in without demanding it —it was clear the feeling ran both ways. Whatever this was between them, it wasn’t fleeting.
And that truth brought a slow, fond smile to her lips.
“Well,” Selara said, tilting her head, “I can see why they all gushed about you when I asked.”
Her tone was teasing, but her eyes held nothing but approval.
“I’m glad,” she continued more gently, “that she’s found someone genuine. Sincere. She’s always had a way of finding the broken or complicated ones and mending them in her quiet way—but it’s good to see that someone is choosing her just as earnestly.”
Emmrich exhaled, a hint of tension easing from his frame. “Does that mean I’ve passed your inspection?”
The elven woman laughed—light, melodic, with the faintest hint of mischief. “Please, you had my approval the moment Dorian gave me his full report. And trust me, that man’s assessments are thorough.”
He blinked, a little sheepish. “Ah. I suppose I should’ve known I’d already been vetted.”
“One of the perks of being a diplomat.” She stepped toward the door, smoothing the edge of her coat. “But don’t celebrate just yet.”
He arched a brow. “There’s a catch?”
“My husband,” she said wryly. “You’ll still have to survive a conversation with Solas. And let me tell you, that will be an entirely different battlefield.”
Emmrich gave a small, dry laugh. “Wonderful.”
“But that’s a meeting Rook gets to decide,” Selara added, pausing at the threshold. “He won’t approach you. Not unless she opens that door.”
She turned, her hand resting lightly on the frame, and her expression softened again—this time with something older, sadder, more fiercely tender.
“Take care of her, Emmrich. That girl… she’s endured more than most know. And she deserves—truly deserves—something kind.”
Emmrich met her gaze, his own voice quiet but certain. “You have my word.”
Selara nodded once, satisfied.
Then with a faint smile and a quiet farewell, she slipped out, leaving the door to click softly shut behind her.
Emmrich stood in the quiet that followed, the warmth of Selara’s approval lingering in the room like the memory of sunlight. From what Rook had shared about her strained relationship with her brother, it was reassuring to know that she had family who cared deeply for her—someone who carried warmth instead of distance. He’d been nervous, unsure of what to expect, but now... he allowed himself a quiet breath of relief.
It had gone well. Better than he’d hoped.
The Veil & Vine had settled into its late afternoon hush, golden light pooling through the windows like honey. The soft shuffle of pages, the clink of mugs, the faint scent of cardamom and lemon peel—it was all comfortingly familiar. But Rook couldn’t shake the static humming in her chest.
She kept her spirits up for the lingering customers. Smiled, steeped, small talk.
But now that the shop was empty… the quiet closed in like a rising tide—slow, insistent, impossible to ignore.
She realized too late that she’d over-steeped her tea. The bitterness curled on her tongue as she poured it down the drain with a hiss. Maybe reading would help. Something familiar. Something light. She moved toward the reading nook, fingertips trailing the spines.
Then the bell above the door chimed.
She turned—and paused at the sight of Lucanis stepping in, dressed in his usual curated severity. Midnight-blue trench coat. Black turtleneck. Fitted slacks and suede boots that somehow didn’t track a single speck of dust.
One brow arched, she leaned against the shelf. “Did Neve send you?”
He gave a noncommittal shrug as he approached. “She may have mentioned you were brooding.”
Rook let her head drop back with a groan. “Of course she did.”
From his perch above the reading nook, Spite leapt gracefully down and circled through Lucanis’s legs with a chirp. The man chuckled, lowering a gloved hand to scratch behind one ear.
“Hello, el diablo.”
Rook drifted to the bar counter and perched on the high chair there, resting her elbow on the counter. “What’d she tell you?”
Lucanis unfastened his gloves with methodical ease, then shrugged off his coat and draped it over the stool beside her. “She said that you helped her on a case. That her superiors may or may not be circling the truth. And that you’re currently teetering between stepping back into the Shadows and remaining a third party.”
He glanced at the espresso machine and nodded toward it. “May I?”
“Have at it.”
He gave a rare smile—just the barest quirk of his mouth—and rolled up his sleeves, moving with the practiced ease of a man who knew his way around her barista setup. He began browsing through the tins of beans, reading each label in silence.
Rook watched him work. Watched the way his movements were precise but never hurried, as if the act of brewing coffee was the spell that held the rest of him still.
“You’re not going to give me advice, are you?” she asked.
Lucanis paused, then measured out a scoop of beans. “I’m just here to lend an ear.”
A beat passed. The sound of the grinder filled the silence.
“…Fair,” she said, quietly.
He tamped the grounds. “Besides,” he added, tone dry, “you wouldn’t listen anyway.”
That earned a faint smirk from her. “Also fair.”
He slid the espresso shot under the portafilter, started the machine, and leaned his hip against the counter as it began to brew. The hum filled the quiet between them.
“So,” Lucanis said, his tone low but even, “let’s hear it. What’s hiding behind that storm in your head?”
Rook hesitated, eyes fixed on the dark drip.
“…What if I mess it up again?” she said finally, voice barely above a whisper. “If I go back, I’ll have to see them. Face everything I left behind. My mistakes… the fallout.” Her fingers curled around the edge of the counter, knuckles pale with tension. “There’s this fear—this gnawing pit in my chest—that if I get involved, I’ll just repeat the same damn mistakes all over again.”
“I know I’m better now. I know my limits. I’ve learned from it. I just…” Her voice cracked slightly, a bitter edge softening into something small. “I don’t want to lose myself again.”
Lucanis said nothing at first. The hiss of steam and soft clink of ceramic filled the space as he finished preparing two mugs. He set them down—one near her, the other kept in his hand—and leaned casually against the counter.
“Do you remember the first day we met?” he asked.
A flicker of confusion passed over her features, then softened into faint amusement. “Of course I do. It was probably my most eventful trip to Vyrantium. How could I forget a day like that?”
“It was definitely one for the books,” he said with a smirk.
“You’re telling me. That place ruined bath houses for me.”
“You were not the one covered in blood.”
“I’m pretty sure everyone was drenched in blood that day,” she muttered, shaking her head. “How did they even preserve so much of it?”
“Unsettling logistics,” he said, raising his mug. “The Venatori were always theatrical.”
Rook blinked, then narrowed her eyes. “Is there a point to this?”
He turned his gaze on her, steady and sharp—but not unkind. “Yes. There is.”
He let that sit a moment before continuing.
“You were undercover. Outnumbered. Trapped in a cell beside a stranger with nothing to gain by trusting you. And yet—” he lifted his mug slightly, almost like a toast, “—you got me out. You and Neve tore through that place and made sure those bastards never saw daylight again.”
“I mean, you helped a little bit.”
“I was just a lucky bystander.” He took a sip. “And after all that, you stayed. Helped me pick up the pieces. Came with me to Treviso. Punched at my idiot cousin. Threatened my grandmother.”
“Okay… maybe I shouldn’t have done that part. But she deserved it.”
“It was a sight to see,” he said with a grin tugging at his mouth. Then, gentler, “But that’s the point, Rook. Being a Shadow Dragon wasn’t a mistake. You gave your heart to the job—forgot your limits, yeah—but you still did good. Under that mountain of bad memories, there’s still light. Still moments worth remembering.”
He nodded toward her hands. “You’re not the same person you were. You’re asking the right questions. That fear you have? That means you’re aware enough not to let it consume you again.”
She stared down at her drink, shoulders tense. “…Doesn’t mean it won’t happen.”
He didn’t answer right away. Just watched her for a moment, shrugging his shoulders.
“No,” he agreed. “But it means if it does, you’ll know how to claw your way back. Because you’ve done it before. I’ve seen it.”
There was silence between them for a few heartbeats. Then he added, a bit more gently, “Besides, you’re not alone anymore. Not like you were back then.”
Rook’s grip on the mug eased slightly.
“You’ve got people now,” Lucanis said. “Neve. Me. Your professor—hopefully. The whole gang. Even el diablo’s got your back.”
Spite, ever dramatic in his timing, chirped from his perch as if to punctuate the thought.
Rook exhaled—a breath that wasn’t quite a laugh, but it was close. “I guess that’s true. As for Emmrich… he’s starting to get acquainted with my dark and stormy past. I want to talk to him about this. All of it.”
Lucanis smiled. “Good. And if you choose to go back… we’ll all be here to pull you back if it starts getting too dark.”
He nudged her mug with his knuckles. “Now drink your coffee. It’ll taste like ash if it gets cold, and I am not wasting good beans on your emotional turmoil.”
Rook smirked and brought the mug to her lips, the steam curling against her face like a quiet exhale. The first sip rolled over her tongue—bold and rich, the roast deep and smoky, with just enough cinnamon to warm her chest. Then came the faintest sting of black pepper at the end, sharp and grounding.
She closed her eyes briefly, letting the flavor settle.
Rook’s Dark.
One of her earliest blends. Crafted in the dead of night after one of Lucanis’s coffee-making lessons at the Loft with shaking hands and stubborn pride.
He’d hovered at her shoulder then—correcting her ratios, adjusting the grind, teasing her when she nearly scorched the beans—and when it finally came together, they’d both known she’d made something worth keeping.
And now here it was again. Strong, smoldering, unapologetically hers.
She took another sip, the warmth blooming in her chest.
“…Still bites,” she said softly.
Lucanis raised his mug in quiet toast. “As it should. You made it that way.”
She huffed a breath—not quite a laugh, but lighter than before. “A Veil & Vine exclusive.”
He grinned. “Feeling better?”
She cradled the cup, let the warmth seep into her fingers. “Yeah, I do.”
Lucanis gave a satisfied nod, as if that was the only answer she needed.
Then—chime.
The soft ping of her phone broke the quiet. She blinked, reluctantly setting her mug down to check the screen.
Emmrich: Hello darling, I’ve finished my work early. Would you like to have dinner together?
A breath slipped from her lips—small, almost a laugh. Her fingers hovered over the screen for a moment before she typed back.
Rook: I’d like that. Your place or mine?
Emmrich: Meet me at the townhouse?
Rook: It’s a date.
She set the phone down, smile lingering just behind her eyes.
Lucanis raised an eyebrow from over his mug. “The professor, I assume?”
“Yeah,” she said softly. “I have dinner plans.”
“Good.” He gave a satisfied nod and downed the rest of his coffee. “Go meet him. I’ll lock up for you.”
She looked at him, genuinely touched. “You sure?”
“Rook,” he said dryly, “I know where you keep the key. And the spare. And the other spare.”
She huffed, shaking her head as she rose. “Don’t touch the tip jar.”
“Have fun.”
As she grabbed her coat and stepped toward the door, Spite padded after her with a curious chirp. She knelt, giving the little void a gentle scratch behind the ears.
“Lucky you,” she murmured. “You get to spend time with your favorite Antivan.”
Lucanis stepped around the counter and scooped Spite easily into one arm. The cat blinked, surprised but not displeased.
“I’ll take him back to the apartment,” Lucanis said. “Keep him entertained. He’s due for a proper ego boost.”
Spite chirped smugly, already draping himself across Lucanis’s shoulder like a velvet monarch.
Rook grinned despite herself. “You spoil him.”
“He deserves it,” Lucanis replied, deadpan. “He’s clearly the brains of this operation.”
With one last amused glance at them both, Rook pulled the door open and stepped into the fading light, her phone warm in her pocket and something lighter stirring in her chest.
The drive from the university to home was quiet, the city lights of Minrathous gradually giving way to the hush of the countryside. Selara’s sleek car glided along the winding road, the occasional flicker of streetlamps casting golden streaks over her dashboard. One hand rested on the wheel, the other held her phone to her ear as Dorian’s voice crackled through the speaker with its usual theatrical lilt.
“Well? First impressions?” he prompted.
Selara smiled faintly, eyes focused on the dark road ahead. “You were right. Emmrich Volkarin is—composed. Earnest. And thoroughly smitten.”
A delighted sound echoed through the line. “I knew it! See, I do still have impeccable judgment. That poor man is going to need someone in his corner when he eventually runs headfirst into your darling husband.”
She huffed a laugh. “You make it sound like Solas is some fearsome archdemon.”
Dorian clicked his tongue. “He’s worse. At least archemons are predictable.”
Selara arched a brow. “You’re just sore that he challenges your point of view at every turn.”
“Please. At least one of us has a sense of fashion.”
“Which is exactly why you’re not allowed near his wardrobe anymore.”
Dorian sighed dramatically. “Honestly, Selara, I will never understand how you put up with that brooding scholar.”
“He has his charms,” she said, voice quieting as the familiar silhouette of their home crested the hill—a two-story retreat nestled among manicured trees and gently sloped gardens. Warm light glowed from a few of the arched windows, a welcome beacon against the night. “You just have to know where to look.”
“Ugh. There you go again. Hopelessly in love. Disgusting.”
She chuckled softly. “Thank you, Dorian. For the introduction. And for the warning.”
“Anytime, darling. Tell Solas I said hello—oh wait, no. Don’t. He’ll find a way to turn it into a lecture on entropy.”
With a fond roll of her eyes, she ended the call and pulled into the driveway.
The house stood like a quiet sentinel against the night. A marriage of stone and wood, steep gables, and dormer windows that gave it an old-world charm. It was set back from the city, nestled within a grove of trees that turned golden in autumn and rich green in summer. Selara stepped out of the car, heels clicking lightly on the stone path that curved toward the entrance. As she passed the flower beds beneath the front porch, she caught the faint scent of night jasmine and wet cedar.
Inside, the foyer greeted her with soft lamplight and polished hardwood floors. Her coat was off in a fluid motion, draped neatly over the antique stand near the staircase. The house was quiet—too quiet.
She passed through the living room, vaulted ceilings arching above like a cathedral, her steps whispering over the rug. Past the master study and the sitting room. Toward the music room, where she heard it at last—
A single piano note, low and deliberate, drifting into the hall.
She paused in the doorway.
Solas sat at the bench, his long fingers poised over the keys. The melody he played was minor and slow, like rain tapping on glass—hesitant, as though unsure whether to fall or hold back. His expression was unreadable, bathed in the low light of the music room, his brow drawn in quiet thought.
She didn’t announce herself. Just stepped inside, her presence enough.
He paused at her approach, fingers stilling over the keys—but he didn’t look at her right away.
“I thought I heard your car,” he said quietly.
“Your hearing remains inconveniently sharp,” Selara replied, settling into the armchair near the window. Her voice was gentle. Measured. “Dorian missed you at the faculty party.”
“I wasn’t in the mood for crowds.” A pause. Then: “Did you speak with him?”
“I did.”
“And?”
She tilted her head. “And you’ll find out when Rook decides it’s time for you to meet.”
That earned her a sidelong glance, his lips pressing into something faintly wry. She knew that look well—the restrained frustration of a man who hated being kept at arm’s length, especially when it came to someone he cared about. He wouldn’t approach the man in question—not unless Rook allowed it—and that rankled him more than he’d admit.
For all his cold detachment and carefully measured poise, Solas was a tangle of nerves when it came to his sister.
Selara still remembered the day she’d learned Solas even had a little sister. She’d been stunned. But in hindsight, it explained far too much—the guilt that ran deeper than the Waking Sea, the pride that refused to see beyond a singular path, and the maddening stubbornness he carried like a second skin.
She let the silence linger before adding, “He’s a good man, Solas. Warm. Steady. Thoughtful. And he cares for her—deeply.”
The chords under his fingers resumed, softer now, the melody gentled by something unspoken. He didn’t argue.
She watched him, studying the way his brow furrowed ever so slightly—his tension less visible, but never gone.
“Whatever was said between you and Rook,” she said gently, “I know it’s still weighing on you.”
“I misspoke,” he murmured, barely above the hum of the piano. “I didn’t mean to use that word, but… when she heard it—” His voice broke off, the thought unfinished but understood.
Selara stood and moved toward him, her steps quiet against the floor. She settled beside him on the bench, laying a hand over his, her head resting gently on his shoulder.
Solas stilled. His fingers curled faintly over the edge of the keys, as if unsure whether to play or retreat into silence.
For all his composure—his sharp mind, his ancient knowledge, the stoic mask he wore like armor—it never failed to astound him how effortlessly Selara could still see through it. As if all the barriers he so carefully built were made of glass in her presence. Beneath the measured words and quiet brooding lived a man in constant battle with himself. A man who hated not having the answers. Who feared being helpless more than he feared any enemy.
And yet, when her hand found his, he didn’t pull away.
Instead, he tilted his head, letting his cheek rest gently against the crown of hers, quietly savoring her touch. She had always been his balm. Where he was sharp edges and storm-swallowed thoughts, she was calm waters and grounding warmth. Her insight cut through his spirals of guilt with gentleness instead of force, her presence a quiet tether when he felt himself unraveling.
Selara said nothing at first. She simply let him breathe. Let the silence stretch—not heavy, but steady.
“I feel like I’m failing her all over again,” he said, voice thick with guilt. “She hates me, vhenan.”
His eyes fixed on the ivory keys, but his thoughts were far away—replaying moments he couldn’t change.
There were many things Solas knew how to do. He could speak with spirits, navigate the Fade with ease, and wield magic with a power that felt older than stone. But when it came to Rook… he was lost. Once, it had been easier—when they were younger, when their parents were still there to guide him in how to be her brother. Back then, connection had come naturally.
But he’d broken that bond himself. Made a choice he thought was right—necessary. A choice he still regretted.
“She doesn’t hate you,” Selara said gently, but with quiet conviction. “And you’re not failing her. You’ve never known how to voice your fears—not in a way that doesn’t sound like judgment. But she knows you’re trying.”
A long pause. Then, quieter:
“Is he truly a good man?”
“Genuinely.”
Solas gave a slow nod, the smallest motion—but a step forward nonetheless. It wasn’t quite surrender, but it was as close as pride and regret would let him offer.
The music returned, hesitant at first—like a breath held too long. His fingers glided across the keys with restrained care, drawing out soft, melancholic notes that filled the space between them. A quiet rhythm, deliberate and reflective. Not quite sorrowful, but not entirely at peace.
Selara stayed beside him, her presence a quiet anchor—more grounding than any spell or meditative breath he could summon. Her head rested gently on his shoulder, rising and falling with each breath he took, as though tethering his storm to something still and real.
Solas thanked every spirit in the Fade for bringing Selara Lavellan into his life. His vhenan. The woman who pulled him from the depths when he would’ve gladly sunk. The one who, day after day, did her best to hold the frayed threads of his family together.
Her love was more than he could ever deserve.
She had seen every fracture in him—every scar, every shadowed corner—and loved him anyway. Without condition. Without fear.
He would spend the rest of his life repaying that grace. Giving his vhenan—and his sister—the world, piece by piece.
Even if Evara wasn’t ready to let him back into hers, he would wait. Patiently. Quietly.
For both of them… he would keep trying.
Notes:
For this universe, I made it so that Lucanis was still from a wealthy family, thus keeping his position as someone of interest, and despite being a legit businessman, that didn't mean his family wasn't previously connected to the underworld of Antiva. Of course, I had to mention Zara and turn into Illario's toxic Venatori girlfriend.
Also I had to show y'all how mopey poor Solas is. He may have asshole tendencies but deep down, he's an old softie.
Chapter 36: Chapter 36 - Flowers & Thoughtfulness
Summary:
Rook goes to Emmrich's townhouse for an impromptu dinner date.
Notes:
It's about to get romantic up in this bitch and I'm so excited.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook took a slow breath, fidgeting with the hem of her coat as she stood outside Emmrich’s townhouse. Her hair, for once, hung loose around her shoulders—soft waves still holding the memory of their usual twist. In her hands, she held a small bouquet that she got from the nearest florist. She was a little worried since it was something that she wasn’t used to… at least not when the flowers hold a secret meaning.
She drew a steadying breath, then knocked.
Footsteps approached—measured, light. But when the door creaked open, it wasn’t Emmrich she saw.
It was Manfred.
His glowing teal goggles blinked bright with curiosity. He tilted his skull with a soft clack, jaw parting slightly in a silent “ooh” of recognition.
Rook blinked, then smiled. “Evening, Manfred. Is Emmrich here?”
He made a delighted little hiss and stepped aside, gesturing grandly with one gloved hand to welcome her in—like a skeletal maître d’ in a charmingly oversized pair of boots.
Rook stepped through the threshold, the warmth of the townhouse immediately wrapping around her like a welcome cloak. She shrugged off her coat with a practiced motion and hung it beside her satchel on the foyer hook, the scent of roasting vegetables and herbs drifting in from deeper inside the home.
Manfred had already scuttled ahead, his booted feet tapping cheerfully against the wooden floor as he disappeared into the kitchen. A moment later, a sharp, excited hiss echoed from the other room—Manfred’s version of a joyful announcement.
Emmrich appeared a breath later, emerging from the kitchen with a wooden spoon in hand and an apron tied neatly over his waistcoat and button-down shirt. The familiar skull collar pin peeked out just beneath the edge of the apron—half hidden, half defiant in its usual charm.
“Rook.”
His smile bloomed the moment he saw her. “You’re just in time,” he said, voice warm and easy. “Dinner’s nearly ready.”
Then he spotted the bouquet in her hands.
His brow lifted slightly, curiosity blooming behind his eyes. “And what’s this?”
Rook hesitated for only a moment, then held the bouquet out with both hands. “It’s for you.”
Emmrich blinked.
“I felt bad, last time I came over,” she explained, her tone light but sincere. “I didn’t bring anything. And you like flowers… so I thought—why not give the man some?”
He took the bouquet with a reverence usually reserved for rare books or ancient artifacts. His gaze lingered on the arrangement—each bloom chosen with quiet intent. He didn’t speak right away, fingers gently brushing a velvety petal as though afraid the whole thing might vanish if he touched it too roughly.
Rook smiled, watching the way he looked at the flowers—like they were something rare and fragile. It made her wonder if she’d worn the same expression when he brought her flowers on their first date.
When he finally looked up again, his expression had softened into something quietly astonished. “I… don’t think I’ve ever received flowers for a romantic occasion.”
There was a warmth in his voice, a tender flicker of disbelief.
“Never?”
“No, I was usually the one presenting them.”
“Then we’ll call it even,” Rook said, smile crooked but fond.
Emmrich’s chest rose with a slow breath, his thumb smoothing over the stem of a violet bloom. “Thank you,” he said, with more weight than the words alone carried. “Truly. This is… most thoughtful.”
And judging by the way his eyes lingered on her—bright with gratitude, touched with something deeper—he meant it.
Emmrich called over his shoulder, “Manfred?”
The skeletal ward appeared almost instantly, his bony feet clicking lightly against the tile. Emmrich gently handed him the bouquet. “Would you be so kind as to find a vase for these and place them in the living room?”
Manfred let out a pleased hiss and scurried off with surprising enthusiasm.
He turned back to Rook with a soft smile. “Make yourself comfortable. I just need to check on the finishing touches.”
She nodded, wandering toward the living room. The space was familiar now, but his shelves still felt like a labyrinth of forgotten knowledge and curiosities. She scanned the bindings—ancient texts, first editions, necromantic theory wrapped in linen covers faded with age. She could spend hours here and still not know where everything lived.
Manfred shuffled in not long after, now carrying a vase filled with water. He carefully arranged the bouquet and placed it with great care on the coffee table. Once satisfied with its position, he stepped back and admired the arrangement with a pleased little hiss.
Rook glanced over from the shelves, watching him with a touch of amusement. Manfred noticed her gaze and tilted his skull slightly. Then, with a bony finger, he pointed to one of the books.
She smiled. “Are you asking if I want to read one?”
He hissed again, a sound that could’ve meant yes, and she chuckled softly. “No, just browsing for now.”
Manfred nodded in understanding, his head swiveling back toward the bouquet. His gaze lingered on the flowers, quiet and thoughtful in his skeletal way.
Rook tilted her head. “Do you like flowers?”
A happy hiss answered her.
She grinned. “Next time, I’ll bring some just for you.”
The skeleton straightened with such sudden joy it was almost boyish, his bones giving a pleased clatter as he let out a delighted wheeze that might’ve passed for a purr.
Rook was still watching Manfred, a faint smile tugging at her lips as he carefully adjusted a single petal that had fallen slightly askew in the bouquet. His movements were so precise, so reverent, like arranging offerings at an altar.
She almost didn’t hear the footsteps at first—soft, even, familiar. But when the creak of a floorboard near the threshold reached her ears, she turned.
At the archway, Emmrich appeared—now apron-less, sleeves rolled, collar a little rumpled. His gaze was fixed on the scene before him—on Rook, standing in a patch of warm lamplight, and Manfred, proudly fussing with the flowers she’d brought.
He didn’t speak right away.
There was something tender in his expression. Not surprise exactly, but something quieter. A softness reserved for rare moments—when the world slowed just enough for something good to settle in.
Rook raised an eyebrow. “How long have you been standing there?”
“Just long enough,” he replied, voice low and warm.
She crossed her arms, trying to mask the sudden self-consciousness in her stance. “He liked the flowers.”
“I can tell,” Emmrich said, stepping fully into the room now. His eyes flicked toward Manfred, who was still admiring the bouquet with what could only be described as skeletal pride. “He’s rarely this animated. You’ve made quite an impression.”
“I’m glad,” Rook said, a bit more softly. “With how often you talk about Manfred, meeting him was something I looked forward to.”
Emmrich’s gaze lingered on her for a moment—longer, this time. Something unspoken moved behind his eyes. Gratitude. Maybe something deeper.
“You have a way of doing that,” he murmured.
She blinked. “Doing what?”
“Bringing gentleness into places people don’t expect it.”
The words hung there, like the soft glow of lamplight on old wood. Rook looked down, suddenly unsure of what to do with the way her heart stuttered.
Before she could respond, Manfred let out a pleased hiss, as if insisting the moment didn’t need words. With great dignity, he gave the bouquet one final adjustment, then turned to Emmrich and gave an approving nod.
He smiled, the expression crinkling the corners of his eyes. “Thank you, Manfred. You’ve done a fine job.”
The skeleton offered a theatrical bow and shuffled off with all the pomp of a maître d’, leaving the two alone in the quiet.
Rook glanced at Emmrich. “He’s a good host.”
“He is,” Emmrich agreed. He offered her his hand, palm up, a touch of old-world charm glinting in his smile. “Ready for dinner?”
Rook looked at his hand for a beat—then slipped hers into it, her smile soft with affection. She raised a brow, teasing, “Think I could get a quick tour before dinner?”
He chuckled, brushing his thumb lightly over her knuckles. “I could show you the study,” he said. “But the full tour will have to wait until after dinner—unless you’d rather let it go cold.”
She laughed, the sound warm. “That’d be a crime. Wasting a good meal all because of flirting?”
He tilted his head, eyes gleaming. “I can think of a few other reasons that sort of crime might be forgiven.”
Rook flushed, caught off guard by the easy boldness of his reply. Sinful thoughts flickered behind her eyes as she followed him toward the kitchen, still holding his hand. “You keep saying things like that,” she murmured, voice half-teasing, half-hopeful, “and I’m going to start thinking our mythical romantic date is actually tonight.”
Emmrich glanced back at her with a spark of amusement as he pulled out a chair for her. “Funny you mention that,” He waited until she settled before taking the seat adjacent. “I’ve made arrangements for tomorrow night.”
Her brow arched as she leaned her elbows on the table. “You have?”
“I have,” he confirmed, voice warm with quiet pride. “And since I still have a wish to cash in from our last chess match… I’d like to use it for that night.”
She narrowed her eyes, half amused, half wary. “How devious… what’s your wish?”
Rook tried to remain innocent about it but honestly she hoped that he had something debauched planned for his wish. Something that she was happy to fulfill.
“All I ask, is that tomorrow, you be entirely mine for the evening,” he said, his tone softening. “Just you—and to accept whatever I give you.”
Rook blinked, her smile flickering with suspicion, despite the warm flutter in her chest. “That sounds… suspicious. What exactly are you planning to give me?”
“Nothing nefarious,” he promised, leaning slightly toward her. “I simply wish to spoil you.”
She studied him for a moment, letting the quiet settle between them. There was something disarming in the way he said it—without pressure, without pretense. Just open-hearted intention. Finally, she let out a breath, her voice quieter now. “I’m not really used to being spoiled.”
“Then consider it a long-overdue experience,” he replied, smiling with a tenderness that made her pulse skip.
“I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable. If anything feels too much, say the word, and I’ll pull back.”
Rook chuckled under her breath, her gaze dipping briefly before rising again to meet his. “Alright. I shall fulfill your wish. But do go easy on me. I don’t want you going overboard.”
He reached for her hand and, with courtly precision, pressed a kiss to her knuckles. “Maker forbid.”
Just then, the aroma of citrus, herbs, and slow-roasted vegetables drifted through the air—blood orange, warm bread, rosemary, and garlic. Emmrich stood and retrieved the plates, placing one before her with careful presentation:
A salad of blood orange, fennel, arugula, and walnuts was arranged with elegant precision, each orange slice fanned and garnished like edible art. Beside it, the ratatouille shimmered in vibrant layers of zucchini, tomato, eggplant, and pepper, accompanied by a basket of flatbread wrapped in a warm linen cloth.
Rook’s eyes widened slightly as she took in the elegantly plated meal. “How very Nevarran of you,” she murmured, clearly impressed.
Emmrich returned to her side, setting down his own plate with a small, pleased smile. “I thought it only fair to show off a bit of my culture.”
She smirked, eyeing the artful presentation. “Oh, it shows. Not that other cultures don’t have their own flair for food… though Ferelden tends to skip the ‘pretty’ part. They prefer function over flourish.”
Emmrich chuckled at her jab, just as the soft creak of approaching footsteps announced Manfred’s return—this time bearing a dark bottle of Orlesian red. The skeleton carried it with the solemnity of a butler and the care of a seasoned sommelier. Rook watched with quiet amusement as he poured a glass for each of them, the deep red Grenache catching the light like a jewel.
“Thank you, Manfred,” Emmrich said, lifting his glass.
Rook echoed the sentiment, nodding warmly. “Much appreciated.”
With the task complete, Manfred gave a small, satisfied hiss and retreated from the room, ascending the stairs with his usual deliberate grace.
Rook took a sip of the wine and then laughed softly. “It’s always fascinating to see him move. I’ve encountered my share of undead before, but Manfred—he’s different. Sturdier. More... life-like.”
“Yes, he has assimilated with his vessel nicely.” Emmrich smiled, clearly pleased. “In Nevarra, we pride ourselves on our techniques in spirit magic. There’s an artistry to it. Elegance. Precision. Not every skeleton has to be a shambling corpse in the world’s vilified stigma on necromancy.”
Rook arched a brow. “You’re not wrong. I can’t tell you how many Venatori mages tried to summon thralls or demons on the fly just to avoid arrest. Quantity over quality, every time. It never ended well.”
He gave a wry nod. “Desperation rarely lends itself to finesse.”
“Exactly. Meanwhile, Manfred is an essential member of the Volkarin household.”
Emmrich lifted his glass in mock toast. “He truly is.”
It warmed his heart to see how easily Rook accepted Manfred. Most visitors didn’t warm to the skeletal wisp so readily—especially those unfamiliar with necromancy. Dorian had adjusted quickly, of course, having studied abroad in Nevarra. But Rook… she interacted with Manfred as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
Something quiet and tender stirred in Emmrich’s chest. Watching the two beings he cherished—sharing the same space, the same light, the same easy companionship—meant more to him than he could ever put into words.
Their glasses clinked softly, and with it, a sense of warmth settled between them as dinner began in earnest.
Dinner began with the soft clink of cutlery and the comforting aroma of roasted vegetables and herbs. Rook took her first bite, savoring the way the ratatouille melted on her tongue—the eggplant was tender, the tomatoes bright with just the right kiss of acidity. The flatbread was warm, dusted with herbs, perfect for soaking up the sauce.
“This is incredible,” she murmured, dabbing her flatbread into the edge of her plate. “The vegetables are perfect—soft without being mushy. I might have to start commissioning you for meal prep.”
Emmrich gave a modest smile. “You flatter me.”
She smirked, then nudged her plate slightly forward. “So, now that mid-term exams are over. How was your day?”
He leaned back in his chair a little, swirling the wine in his glass before taking a sip. “Peaceful enough. Mostly grading, followed by the end-of-term staff gathering.”
“Oh?” she raised a brow. “Anything interesting happen?”
“Dorian happened,” he said, with the dry tone of someone who’d been ambushed. “He introduced me to a friend of his.”
Rook tilted her head, curious. “A friend?”
“A cultural liaison,” Emmrich said pointedly.
Her fork paused halfway to her mouth.
“…Oh no.”
He gave her a wry look over the rim of his glass. “Oh yes.”
“Oh Andraste—I am so sorry,” she groaned, setting her utensils down and covering her face with both hands. “I should’ve known Selara would arrange an introduction eventually, but I didn’t think it would be this soon.”
Emmrich chuckled softly. “There’s nothing to apologize for. I survived the encounter. Though, I must admit, I haven’t been examined with such precision in quite some time.”
Rook peeked at him through her fingers, a flush blooming high on her cheeks and coloring the tips of her ears. “I’m mortified.”
“My darling,” he said, reaching across to lightly brush her hand, “you’ve nothing to be embarrassed about. Selara is clearly someone who loves her family deeply. I can respect that.”
“Still. Selara can be… intense.”
“As are most guardians,” he replied gently. “And I don’t blame her for being protective. I’m grateful, really. You deserve people who look out for you.”
Rook exhaled, her expression softening. “You’re really taking this well.”
“Evara,” he said simply. “I am willing to face anything for your sake. Especially because we’ll face them together.”
She gave a mock groan. “Just wait until you meet the rest of my friends. They’ll never leave you alone.”
He smiled, unbothered. “So long as you’re by my side, I shall endure.”
That made Rook’s heart swell. They hadn’t been together long, not really—but the way he spoke, with such quiet sincerity, made her believe him. Maker, she wanted to believe in them. In this. In him. He made her feel cherished in a way that was both overwhelming and terrifying, as if the warmth he gave could vanish like smoke if she dared hold it too tightly.
Rook laughed, shaking her head. “You really are a good one.”
After dinner, with plates cleared and wine glasses gently refilled, Emmrich rises and offers his arm with a quiet smile.
“Shall we begin your official tour?”
Rook, amused and intrigued, slipped her hand into the crook of his arm. “Lead the way, Professor.”
“Well, you’re already familiar with the kitchen,” he said with a playful tilt of his head.
He gestured to the room behind them, where she paused to glance once more at the careful arrangement of tea jars lining the shelves—some labeled in his meticulous script, others unmistakably marked in hers. With a hum, she took the liberty of inspecting them. Dreamer’s Rest and Memory Moss Bloom were running low. She made a mental note to bring fresh batches soon.
The kitchen itself carried the air of quiet domesticity, warm and well-used. She commented on the eclectic assortment of mugs, prompting a fond smile from Emmrich. “Most were gifts,” he said. “Some from students. Others… found their way here over the years.”
They crossed into the foyer, where flickering mage-lamps cast soft shadows across the polished floor. Rook’s eyes caught on the small vial of spirit-cleansing oil nestled by the key rack. Emmrich followed her gaze.
“A habit,” he explained. “Not necessary, perhaps, but… comforting. A little ritual for peace of mind.”
When they entered the living room, her eyes were immediately drawn to the flat screen nestled almost awkwardly between two towering bookshelves.
“You don’t watch much television, do you?” she teased, arching a brow.
He chuckled. “Hardly. It’s mostly for background noise. Sometimes silence feels a bit too much like the Fade.”
Past the sitting area, he paused before a pair of double doors. “Originally this was a parlor,” he said, pushing them open. “But I found it better suited to become my office.”
The study greeted them with the faint scent of myrrh and parchment. The air here felt warmer, imbued with quiet thought. Rook stepped inside, her fingers grazing the spines of old journals and leather-bound texts. Near the far wall, beneath the light of a softly glowing crystal lamp, a delicate moon lily sat preserved beneath a cloche. Its petals, pale and opalescent, looked almost ethereal.
She stepped closer, fingertips brushing the glass.
“Is this…?”
“A moon lily,” Emmrich confirmed softly. “I had it preserved a long time ago. A piece of home I wanted to keep close.”
She stepped closer, drawn by the ethereal presence of the flower beneath its cloche. Her breath caught slightly as she took in the delicate details—petals of translucent white, edged with graceful curls, each one shimmering faintly like moonlight on fresh snow. The texture seemed silk-like even through the glass, more fluid and otherworldly than any lily she’d seen.
The core of the bloom pulsed with a soft, silver-blue glow, steady and gentle like the rhythm of a sleeping heartbeat. It wasn’t bright enough to light the room, but enough to pull her gaze and quiet her thoughts, as if the flower was alive in its stillness.
At the center, the deep violet stamen and pistil were tipped in the faintest dusting of gold pollen, which glimmered under the room’s low light. Even standing here, she imagined how it must gleam under real moonlight—like stars caught in velvet.
Her eyes drifted down to the slender stem—smooth and charcoal-dark, the silver-veined leaves fanning out like blades of shadowed grass.
“It’s beautiful,” she murmured, her voice softer than she intended.
Just from its appearance, she understood why the moon lily was such a treasured rarity in the Necropolis. She could imagine countless failed attempts to bring them to the surface—only to watch them wither away under the wrong sky.
Emmrich stepped beside her, his voice low and earnest. “One day, I hope to take you to the Memorial Gardens to see them in bloom.”
“I’d like that,” she said quietly.
The way he spoke of his homeland stirred something familiar in her. It reminded her of how she felt about Minrathous. Flawed, yes—with its constant presence of blood magic and a long history of prejudice—but it had grown, evolved, and stood as proudly civilized as any other place. For all its imperfections… it was still home.
Rook lingered near the edge of Emmrich’s desk, her gaze drifting back toward the living room. “You know,” she said, casually, “while we’re on the topic of flowers. I don’t think you’ve taken a proper look at your bouquet.”
Emmrich glanced at her, one brow lifting. “I did. It’s a lovely arrangement.”
She gave a soft hum, tilting her head, a coy glint in her eye. “You might want to look a little closer. I think you’ll like the message I tucked in there.”
That made him pause. A flicker of realization lit behind his eyes—recognition blooming like a forgotten memory.
“You didn’t,” he said quietly, almost to himself. The same subtle code he had once used on their first date.
Rook bit her lower lip and nodded for him to see.
Without another word, he turned and crossed into the living room, approaching the vase on the coffee table. The bouquet stood proudly at its center—deep red chrysanthemums, golden marigolds, smoky purple scabiosa, and white anemones, all softened by sprigs of silver ragwort and eucalyptus.
He studied the arrangement with the keen eye of someone well-versed in the meanings laced within petals.
Chrysanthemums— devotion.
Marigolds— grief and resilience.
Scabiosa— love that survives hardship.
White anemones— anticipation, a hope for the future.
Silver ragwort and eucalyptus— protection and healing.
The message struck him like a slow tide pulling at his chest.
Emmrich stood before the bouquet in silence.
The longer he looked, the harder it was to breathe evenly.
Each flower spoke in layered verses—an unspoken vow to stand beside him, not above or behind.
The message wasn’t just thoughtful.
It was devastating in its tenderness.
His gaze lingered on the arrangement, his chest tightening in that slow, aching way that always came when Rook did something that reminded him just how much she saw him. Not just the polished professor or the steady hand—him.
Every time he looked at her, he discovered another layer. Some fierce, some gentle. And just when he thought he had reached the heart of her… she surprised him again.
He had spent years giving parts of himself to people who liked the idea of him—his name, his mind, his status—but never stayed long enough to see the quiet spaces he didn’t often share.
But Rook... Evara.
She saw those spaces. And instead of flinching, she stepped into them. Lit candles. Left gifts.
This gesture—quiet, coded, thoughtful—was something he had always longed for. And never received. Not until now.
He turned back to find Rook still by his desk, head tilted in playful innocence. “Did I get the message across?” she asked, her voice light. “I’m not as proficient as you.”
Emmrich didn’t answer.
He crossed the room with sudden purpose, each step driven by something deeper than words. Rook’s eyes widened just as his hands found her waist—one sliding up to cradle the back of her neck, the other anchoring her close. She barely managed a surprised breath before his mouth found hers.
The kiss was deep, fervent—his lips warm and demanding, pouring every ounce of longing and gratitude into the press of their mouths. His tongue teased against hers, and she melted into him, her hands locking behind his neck, drawing him in.
It wasn’t just appreciation. It was response.
A promise returned.
When they finally parted, breath mingling in the space between, Emmrich rested his forehead against hers. His voice was raw and low, his chest rising against hers.
“I love you.”
“I tried to wait,” he confessed, his voice low but steady, eyes locked to hers as though afraid to miss a single flicker. “Tried not to speak too soon. But I can’t anymore.”
He drew a quiet breath, fingers brushing against her cheek in reverence. “I am in love with you, Evara.”
He let the words settle, his voice tightening with the weight of them.
“You’ve captivated me from the moment I walked into your shop. Every conversation, every glance—there’s always something new that leaves me utterly undone. I’ve tried to be patient. Tried not to overwhelm you with all of this… but I need you to know how deeply I care for you.”
His eyes held hers, open and unguarded. “You don’t have to say it back. I just… needed you to know.”
The look on Rook’s face was nothing short of astonishment.
Emmrich’s confession had struck her like a bolt—soft, devastating, and utterly real. Her lips parted on a breath she forgot to release, color blooming high on her cheeks, but it was her eyes that gave her away. In the low light of his study, they shimmered with emotion—wide, glassy, and full of something too big to name.
Tears welled before she could stop them, but they didn’t fall.
Instead, she lifted her hands to his face, cupping his cheeks with a trembling reverence. Her voice was thick, trembling—but sure.
“I love you too,” she whispered. “Maker, I think I’ve been in love with you since you ordered Brewer’s Luck, but was too worried to say.”
Emmrich let out a soft, incredulous laugh—half joy, half disbelief—as the weight of her words hit him. Relief, love, and wonder collided all at once, and he surged forward to press kisses across her cheeks, her brow, the corners of her damp lashes. Rook laughed through her tears, fingers tangling in his hair as he kissed the joy right off her face.
And when she pulled back just enough to look at him, she saw it—the telltale shine in his eyes, threatening to spill over just like hers had.
They both laughed then, wet and ridiculous, foreheads pressed together, their mingled breath grounding them in the impossibly beautiful moment.
“Oh dear,” she sniffed, still laughing. “Looks like I’ve infected my boyfriend with my tears.”
“I’m afraid your confessions have brought me right to the edge,” he admitted, brushing the tip of his nose against hers. “You truly are a treasure.”
“And you are a marvel,” she said.
They were curled together on the couch, the quiet hum of the city just a whisper beyond the window. Rook’s fingers idly traced the curve of Emmrich’s bangles, then moved to toy with the rings on his hand—turning them gently, letting the metal catch the lamplight.
He watched her for a moment, then asked with a soft smile, “Do you like my grave-gold that much?”
She glanced up at him, lips curving. “I like how it shines,” she murmured. “Like you’ve caught the sun and wear it on your hands.”
That earned a quiet chuckle from him, turning his head to kiss the crown of her head.
His fingers reached up to brush against the cuff that curled along the edge of her ear. It twitched faintly at the touch, and he raised a brow. “Is this the only piece you wear?”
Rook’s gaze softened. “One of a few,” she said. “Solas keeps our family’s grave-gold safe—in a deposit box under our names. Most of it’s still there. I only took a few pieces.”
She shifted a little, eyes distant but fond. “There’s this pinky ring that was meant to be my first—it was going to be my birthday present when I turned thirteen. I never did. Then there’s my mother’s charm ring. My father had it made for her when they were still dating.” A smile ghosted her lips. “And a gold pendant. Plain, but it was hers.”
“You don’t wear them often,” Emmrich observed gently.
“No,” she admitted. “Back then, it was safer not to. I couldn’t afford to lose them—or risk someone stealing them. Being a Shadow Dragon meant traveling light. Besides… they always felt too precious to wear.”
He nodded, his expression soft with understanding. “I felt the same when I was younger. I wore only what I felt I could bear to lose, but even then…” He let out a quiet breath. “There was one time I thought I’d lost my father’s wedding band. I was inconsolable. Couldn’t sleep, couldn’t think. I tore the flat apart.”
He still remembers that day.
He had just started at the university in Cumberland on a full scholarship and had moved into the apartment dorms—his first time living alone. A room all to himself, a new chapter of independence. Then, after a long night working part-time at the campus library, he woke to find his father’s ring missing—the band that symbolized his parents’ union, one of the last few pieces of them he still carried.
Panic had surged through him. He’d searched frantically, his neat little space unraveling in the chaos—belongings strewn across the floor, books tossed aside, drawers flung open. When he finally found it, tucked between the folds of a blanket, he collapsed to his knees and wept, clutching the gold band to his chest as a fresh wave of grief crashed over him.
Rook watched the distant look in his eyes, the melancholy etched in the furrow of his brow. Her heart ached at the thought, and she cupped the side of his face instinctively. He leaned into her touch like it was second nature.
“I did find it,” he continued, voice softer now, “It turned out that I’d slipped it into my trousers the day before. It was just nestled in the folds of the laundry.” He gave a self-deprecating smile. “Nearly had a breakdown over it.”
“That’s not silly,” Rook whispered. “Keepsakes like that are heavier in meaning to the people that care.”
They sat in quiet comfort for a beat longer, the weight of memory lingering like warmth between them.
Then, with a little shift in her tone and a spark in her eye, Rook leaned her head on his shoulder and said, "So… about tomorrow.” She tilted her head to meet his gaze. “Care to tell me what I’m in for? Or is this one of those mysterious, blind trust scenarios?
Emmrich smiled into her hair, his voice like velvet. “It will be an evening of elegance, mystery, and charm.”
She arched a brow. “Do I need to dress up for this occasion?”
“Most likely. Shall I lend my expertise?”
Rook smirked. “No, I think I’ve got it covered. I just need to call in reinforcements.”
Notes:
Emmrich deserves a floral love letter!! God these two are so freaking cute!!
Chapter 37: Chapter 37 - Steeped in Starlight
Summary:
Rook assembles the girls for the mission of finding a dress for her fancy date.
Chapter Text
Group Chat Name: Hex & Flex 🔮💅⚔️
Rook: I have a wardrobe emergency.
Bellara: 😯
Neve: Define emergency.
Rook: The kind where we need to go shopping.
Bellara: OMG!! Shopping Trip??
Lace: Shopping trip?
Taash: Don’t you have a tea shop to run tomorrow?
Rook: Vorgoth is covering the shop. And this is important.
Lace: Awww Vorgoth’s back.
Bellara: Wait… is this for a date??
Rook: Yes I’m going on a date with Emmrich tomorrow and it’s going to be… fancy.
Lace: So we’re talking full glow-up?
Rook: …Possibly.
Neve: She’s right. This does call for a shopping day. Taash you in?
Taash: I’m not great with fashion choices. But I do need a new axe.
Lace: And boots. You need new boots.
Taash: Yeah those too.
Bellara: This is so exciting!! It makes surviving mid-terms so worth it!
Neve: This is going to be fun.
The boutique’s warm lighting glinted off satin, silk, and sequins as the girls took over like a fashion-forward storm. Racks of chiffon and lace parted in their wake, and the staff wisely let them do as they pleased.
Neve was already five gowns deep into a curated stack, her brows furrowed with concentration as she flipped through options. Taash stood beside her, holding two hangers with a slightly confused but determined look—one dress a dramatic charcoal and the other a sultry wine-red number that looked vaguely like battle attire in the right lighting.
Across the room, Bellara and Lace sifted through gowns of delicate fabrics, debating cuts and colors. Bellara held up a deep emerald number with glittering floral appliqué, while Lace inspected a dress made of layered lavender silk with quiet approval.
Rook hovered by a nearby rack, fingers brushing over a deep emerald gown as she tilted the price tag toward her. Her brows rose slightly. “Huh. This one’s actually… affordable.”
Neve didn’t even look up. “Told you. Fancy doesn’t have to mean ferociously overpriced. Now—what’s the mood?”
Rook blinked. “The what?”
“The vibe,” Neve clarified, glancing up. “Do you want to look ethereal? Tempting? Regal? Ambiguous and dangerous? What are we doing here?”
Before Rook could answer, Bellara waved a hand dramatically. “She should go full belle of the ball! Big skirt, sweeping neckline, magical sparkle—bam, show-stopper.”
Lace scoffed. “No. That’s too gaudy. She should go botanical—floral motifs, draped sleeves, understated elegance. Less ‘surprise Disney princess,’ more ‘enchanted apothecary.’”
Rook gave a helpless shrug. “I’m aiming for elegant. And maybe… a little tease? Just enough to keep him on his toes.”
That earned a delighted gasp from Bellara. “You want the femme fatale vibe!”
“I want a classy femme fatale,” Rook corrected, shooting her a dry look. “No full villain arc. Just… temptation with manners.”
Taash snorted. “Honestly? The professor’s going to love whatever you wear. You could show up in your tea apron and he’d still melt.”
Neve gave a firm nod. “Noted. Now stop overthinking—get in the fitting room.” She plucked the hangers from Taash’s arms and handed them to Rook. “Try these first. We’ll judge.”
Before Rook could protest, Taash was already guiding her by the shoulders toward the fitting rooms. “Come on. Time to transform.”
As Rook vanished behind the curtain, Bellara and Lace took their places on the plush bench outside while Neve strolled off to consult one of the boutique workers, murmuring something about other gown options.
“Okay,” Rook called, voice half-resigned, half-bracing, “don’t laugh.”
She stepped out.
Conversation paused. Four pairs of eyes turned—and widened.
The gown was a deep, rich hunter green, the kind of color that seemed to drink in light and return it with quiet power. Off-the-shoulder and floor-length, it hugged her frame with elegant confidence, the embroidered lace across the bodice blooming in intricate forestry motifs—branches and leaves kissed with the subtlest shimmer of sequins.
Two panels of chiffon flowed from the waist, cascading like trailing vines in a breeze, giving the whole ensemble a quiet, almost regal movement. With every step, they whispered around her heels, graceful and ghostly.
“Maker’s breath,” Bellara whispered, fanning herself dramatically. “Rook, you look amazing!”
Neve’s lips quirked into a rare smile. “That’ll turn some heads.”
Lace gave an approving hum. “See! I told you that botanical embroidery would be perfect for Rook.”
Taash gave a low whistle. “Yeah she looks hot.”
Rook tried not to squirm under their scrutiny, but the look on their faces had her lips tugging into a grin. She ran her hands down the sides of the chiffon panels, letting the fabric catch the air as she moved.
She had to admit—she looked fancy in this dress. Far fancier than she ever had before. The intricate embroidery, the delicate drape of the fabric—it all felt unreal, like she’d stepped out of her own life and into someone else’s. Like a pauper in a story, whisked from rags to riches in the space of a heartbeat. The reflection staring back at her didn’t look like the girl who brewed tea at dawn or covered herself in flour and sugar for the morning bake; it was foreign… and yet, nice. Like she was living a fairytale.
Because when she pictured Emmrich seeing her like this—really seeing her—something in her chest went soft. She could almost feel his hand at the small of her back, the warmth of his lips brushing her shoulder, the way his gaze might linger.
“I feel like I should be walking down a staircase in slow motion,” she muttered, half amused, half dazed by the sight.
Neve rose from her seat, circling her like a careful appraiser. “We’ve definitely got elegance with this one… but we want a reaction from the professor.”
The detective turned Rook gently, steering her back toward the fitting room. “C’mon. You’ve got more to try on.”
The curtain parted again, and Rook stepped out with a little more hesitation this time.
“Okay,” she said, adjusting the drape at her shoulder, “prepare yourselves. I may look like a very well-dressed sorceress who forgot she has two left feet.”
The reaction from her friends was immediate—and stunned into a reverent kind of silence.
The dark navy gown was a vision of elegance and grace. Its deep V neckline was daring without being vulgar, framed by delicate cap sleeves that draped into a long, sweeping chiffon train. Botanical embroidery glimmered like starlight across the bodice, subtle sequins catching in the light with every movement.
Rook turned slowly, revealing the illusion back, its row of covered buttons running down her spine like a secret. The hem kissed the floor and pooled just slightly behind her, the train adding a certain gravity to her silhouette—regal and composed, like a mage about to deliver a prophecy.
Lace let out a low, appreciative hum. “Oh yeah this is high-class.”
Bellara’s eyes sparkled. “This is just like the dress from the ballroom scene in the Hallowed Halls.”
Taash leaned toward Lace with a raised brow, “Is that one of the serials she’s currently into?”
Lace replied, “She tried to get me into it but it lacked the action to keep me interested.”
Rook glanced down at the fabric brushing her toes, her hands brushing the skirt with a mix of admiration and concern. “I love how it looks,” she admitted, “but I’m going to trip on this train and break my neck halfway through dinner.”
Neve, having returned from consulting a store assistant, circled Rook once, thoughtful, before tapping her chin. “It’s breathtaking,” she said. “But it’s not quite you.”
“Agreed,” Taash added, arms crossed, giving an approving nod to the drama of it—but not convinced.
Bellara clapped her hands, eyes sparkling. “Alright! Final dress! Third time’s the charm!”
Rook groaned, but with affection, disappearing behind the curtain again. “I’m starting to think this was all an elaborate scheme to get me to play dress-up.”
Neve smirked, leaning back against a rack of gowns. “It’s rare we get a fashion show out of you. I fully intend to savor it.”
With a little help in putting the third dress on, Rook stepped out of the fitting room—and for a breath, the world seemed to hush.
The gown was midnight blue, rich and deep as the sky just before dawn, woven with threads so fine they seemed to drink in the soft boutique lighting. Subtle accents of silver were threaded along the hem and bodice, catching the glow like distant starlight—each glimmer delicate, like a constellation stitched into silk.
The silhouette was a perfect balance of strength and allure: the fitted bodice hugged her frame, sculpting her figure with effortless grace, while the skirt flowed to the floor in a cascade of liquid silk. A high slit along one side allowed for ease of movement—practical, yes, but it added a quiet drama with every step, a flash of leg like a secret only half-kept.
The off-shoulder neckline framed her collarbones. The sleeves rested soft and low on her upper arms, the line of the dress powerful but never severe.
At the back, the illusion panel shimmered faintly in the light, a wisp of gossamer that hinted rather than revealed. It was intimate, a detail only visible to one who stood close enough to matter—and it concealed the scar she had yet to share with him, like armor disguised as beauty.
The gown moved with her like water, every shift of her weight sending ripples through the fabric. It was everything she’d hoped for: elegant, confident, and just a little dangerous.
For a beat, the group fell silent—then the reactions came, swift and enthusiastic.
Neve’s smirk was sharp with approval as she crossed her arms, taking in the sight. “Now that is a dress,” she said, eyes gleaming. “The professor doesn’t stand a chance.”
Bellara let out an excited gasp, practically bouncing on her toes. “Oh, Rook—this is it! You look gorgeous! We’ve found our femme fatale!”
Lace tilted her head, lips twitching in amusement. “We’re going to need to pick his jaw off the floor. He’s not going to know what hit him.”
Taash crossed their arms, grinning. “Nah, we’re practically going to be scrapinng him off the floor. The man’s going to melt.”
Rook turned slowly in front of the mirror, watching how the fabric rippled like water, the silver accents catching the light just right. She felt beautiful—strong, confident, radiant in a way she hadn’t expected. Her gaze lingered on the high slit, and the subtle thrill it gave her. Oh, yes. That slit was perfect. Just tempting enough. She wanted Emmrich’s hands to wander—and she wanted him to want that too.
Neve stepped up beside her, gently gathering Rook’s curls and lifting them to bare her neck. “This calls for an updo,” she declared, tilting her head thoughtfully. “Simple, elegant. A little lip tint, subtle makeup. Let the dress speak.”
Bellara clasped her hands, eyes wide and bright. “So? How do you feel?”
Rook took one last look at herself in the mirror. The woman staring back at her felt powerful, elegant—herself, but more. For the first time that afternoon, she smiled without hesitation. “This is the one,” she said, her voice soft but sure.
Bellara let out a delighted squeal, throwing her hands up in triumph. “Yes! Now that we have the dress—shoes! We need shoes, ladies!”
Lace rose smoothly from her seat, her grin sly. “To the next store!”
The shopping spree had come to its triumphant end, bags and boxes stacked neatly in the corner of the Loft like the spoils of a victorious campaign. Now, the air buzzed with the quiet energy of preparation.
Neve stood behind Rook, deft fingers weaving through her chestnut hair, sectioning and pinning with practiced ease. Bellara was perched nearby, unrolling brushes and setting out palettes, her eyes sharp with focus as she plotted the perfect makeup look. Lace and Taash lounged on the rug, currently engaged in the noble task of keeping Spite entertained—though the little void needed no encouragement to prance and pounce between them, tail flicking with satisfaction.
The Loft was filled with warm light, soft chatter, and the occasional rustle of fabric as Rook’s gown hung nearby, waiting for its grand debut.
Then, the familiar chime of her phone. She glanced at the screen—and smiled.
Emmrich: How goes the search for the perfect attire?
Rook: My reinforcements have come through and I am currently going through the beautification process.
Emmrich: I am excited to see the final product of your efforts.
Rook’s lips curved into a smile as she typed her reply, fingers still tingling with excitement.
Rook: Not to brag but I think you’ll like it.
Emmrich: Speaking of which, where shall I pick up?
Rook: I’m currently at the Loft.
Emmrich: Understood. I’ll see you soon, my love.
Rook stared at the last two words of Emmrich’s message—My love. A breath slipped from her lips, one she hadn’t realized she’d been holding.
Neve caught the soft curve of her mouth in the mirror and smirked, securing the final pin in place. “That him?”
Rook nodded, heart beating a little faster. “It’s him.”
Neve’s smirk deepened. “You need someone to mind Spite tomorrow?”
“I thought about asking Vorgoth, but I’m already troubling him with helping out at the shop.”
Bellara perked up, eyes bright with mischief. “I’ll volunteer as tribute. The feline prince and I are long overdue for a bonding session.”
Rook arched a brow at her. “Bell, you just survived mid-terms. You should be enjoying your freedom.”
Bellara waved a hand, makeup brush twirling between her fingers. “Please. Spite’s company is the perfect way to unwind. And for you, I’m more than happy to sacrifice a quiet night.”
Neve crossed her arms, lips twitching. “And may your magical evening lead to an equally magical morning.”
“Neve!” Rook groaned, but laughter bubbled at the edges of her voice.
Neve chuckled, giving Rook’s shoulder a reassuring squeeze. “It’ll be fine. Besides, we were already planning to have a sleepover here at the Loft. Spite will be entertained, pampered, and probably overfed.”
As if on cue, Lace peeked around the corner, her grin sly as she took in the scene. “How’s our star coming along?”
Behind her, Spite was perched proudly on Taash’s broad shoulders, his little tail flicking as he surveyed the room like a conquering general enjoying the spoils.
“He’s definitely enjoying the view,” Lace added, amusement dancing in her eyes.
Rook glanced at them through the mirror, her heart full—of nerves, excitement, and the warmth of her friends’ easy camaraderie. “Show-off,” she murmured, smiling at Spite, who let out a smug chirp in reply.
Emmrich parked behind the tea shop, the soft purr of the engine fading as he turned off the ignition. The evening air was crisp, carrying the faintest hint of woodsmoke and city spice. He stepped out with deliberate calm, the small bouquet in his hand—black cherry roses, deep as twilight, their petals edged in velvety shadow. Sprigs of fresh rosemary laced between them added a subtle, clean fragrance, chosen as much for its symbolism of remembrance and fidelity as its pleasant scent.
He wore a charcoal grey double-breasted winter trench coat, tailored to perfection, its collar turned up slightly against the breeze. Beneath it, his black jacket was cut close, emphasizing the long lines of his frame. The fine brocade waistcoat he’d selected was a statement in quiet luxury—black as ink, patterned with delicate gold filigree that caught and softened the light with every subtle move. The gold enamel buttons glinted in harmony with his grave-gold accessories: the familiar skull collar pin that nestled at his high, fitted black shirt’s throat, matching cufflinks at his wrists, and the polished rings and bangles that adorned his hands. His gold wrist cuffs gleamed like captured sunlight at his sleeves’ edge, adding a final touch of Nevarran pride.
His hair, as always, was meticulously coiffed—each strand in place, swept back with that effortless precision that was anything but effortless.
He took a moment, smoothing the front of his coat, fingers brushing over the weight of the bouquet. A slow breath filled his lungs, chased away the edge of nervous anticipation. And then, bouquet in hand, he climbed the narrow stairs to the Loft, each step measured, each heartbeat a little faster.
When he reached the door, he lifted his hand and knocked—three gentle, deliberate taps that seemed to echo the quiet hope in his chest.
The door swung open, revealing a dwarven woman who looked as though she’d been plucked straight from a tavern tale—bubbly, bright, and sharp-eyed. Her hair was a vibrant red, gathered in a loose braid that fell over one shoulder, with tendrils escaping here and there in a way that only added to her charm. Freckles dusted across her cheeks and nose, and her grin came quick and warm, as though she’d known Emmrich for years rather than seconds.
“Professor Volkarin, I assume?” she said, voice rich with amusement.
Emmrich inclined his head, offering a polite, genuine smile. “Indeed. And you must be one of the valiant reinforcements I’ve heard about.”
“Lace Harding,” she said, stepping back and holding the door wider. “Come on in. Don’t let the cold follow you.”
He crossed the threshold, the warmth of the Loft embracing him as the door clicked shut behind him. The scent of tea, parchment, and something sweet and spiced filled the air—comforting, familiar.
The scene before him was lively, in a way that only confirmed what he already knew about Rook’s circle. A tall, broad-shouldered Qunari sat comfortably on the couch, a picture of relaxed strength, with Spite perched proudly on their shoulders like a smug little king surveying his domain. Across the room, Bellara emerged from the small kitchen space, balancing a tray of steaming mugs, her smile lighting up the room when she spotted him.
“Professor!” she said brightly, relief and excitement mingling in her voice. “You made it. Rook’s almost ready—just putting on the finishing touches.”
She set the tray down and gestured gracefully. “Since she’s occupied, let me do the honors. That’s Taash on the couch, and you’ve met Lace. Welcome to our lair.”
Emmrich gave a nod of gratitude, his usual reserve softened by the warmth of their welcome. “A pleasure to meet you all. Thank you for looking after her.”
Before Bellara could respond, another figure stepped into view from the hallway—the one he hadn’t yet met, but instinct told him that she was someone important.
She moved with measured ease, her sharp gaze assessing him with an investigator’s precision and a sister’s protective edge. Her dark eyes flicked from his grave-gold rings to the bouquet in his hand, a brow arching at the black cherry roses and rosemary. The corner of her mouth quirked upward in a knowing smirk.
“Well, well. The man of the hour.” Her tone was dry, but there was no malice—just curiosity, and perhaps a hint of approval. “Neve Gallus. And I suspect you’re the professor we’ve been hearing so much about.”
Emmrich met her gaze steadily, offering a small, respectful bow. “Emmrich Volkarin. It’s an honor.”
Neve crossed her arms, leaning casually against the doorframe. “Rook will be out in a moment. She deserves a proper dramatic entrance, after all.”
Bellara grinned and chimed in, “And trust me—you’re going to want to brace yourself.”
Emmrich’s heart beat just a little faster, anticipation threading through the calm. He stood, bouquet in hand, taking in the warmth of the space, the easy camaraderie between Rook’s friends—and the hints of mischief woven into their smiles.
Neve caught that flicker of curiosity in his expression, smirked knowingly, and turned toward the kitchen. Without a word, she snagged a mug from Bellara’s tray, leaning against the counter with the ease of someone who was both enjoying the show and taking measure of the man who’d captured her friend’s heart. Her gaze flicked back toward the hall as if to check the timing of Rook’s imminent entrance, one brow still arched in silent amusement.
The room hushed, as if the very air sensed what was coming. Emmrich straightened ever so slightly, his fingers tightening around the bouquet—not from nerves, but from the weight of what this moment meant. The quiet tap of high heels on the wood floor was the only sound, and then—there she stood.
Rook emerged from the hallway like a vision conjured from starlight and shadow. The midnight blue gown clung to her frame with effortless grace, as though it had been crafted solely for her. Liquid silk pooled and rippled with each step, the silver-threaded accents catching the light like scattered constellations across the night sky. The high slit at her thigh hinted at her leg with every measured movement—a promise, a tease, and entirely intentional.
Her hair had been swept up into an intricate updo, elegant and precise, secured with a single gold hairpin that gleamed against the chestnut strands. And oh, that hair—Neve’s enchantment had worked subtle magic, the soft silver shimmer woven through it making her look as if she’d stepped from some celestial court. Her makeup was artful, smoky around the eyes, lips tinted a rich berry that deepened the natural allure of her sun-kissed skin.
Maker’s breath, she was a goddess. Crafted from sun and starlight, radiant in a way that defied reason. She had always been beautiful—her warmth, her kindness, a comfort that drew him in—but now… now she was the kind of beauty that poets spent lifetimes trying to capture, the muse artists chased through centuries of brushstrokes and stone. The elven woman who stood before him was a vision beyond mortal words, and he—he was just a man, humbled, breathless, and lost in her brilliance.
Emmrich froze where he stood, the bouquet forgotten in his hand. His breath caught—shallow, sharp—and for one suspended heartbeat, he could only stare, utterly unguarded. The polished composure he wore so easily in every other part of his life crumbled beneath the sheer force of her beauty, his mind briefly wiped clean of all thought except her.
Astonishment, reverence, and hunger tangled in his gaze, rendering him speechless. Words deserted him as completely as the ability to slow the rush of awe that surged through him.
Everyone saw it. Bellara grinned wide enough to split her face; Lace smothered a laugh behind her hand. Even Taash arched a brow, impressed. Neve smirked over the rim of her mug, supremely satisfied with the effect.
And Rook? She caught it all—that look in his eyes, the utter undoing of a man who was usually so measured. Pride bloomed in her chest, soft and fierce. She had wanted to take his breath away… and she had.
But her gaze, too, drank him in. Emmrich, cloaked in charcoal and black, gleaming with gold at throat and cuff, rings and pins catching the light. He looked like the night made flesh, a perfect gentleman wrapped in shadows and shimmer. The gold filigree of his waistcoat and the grave-gold at his hands felt like the promise of warmth beneath winter’s chill.
They were a matched set tonight: shadow and starlight, night and gold, both resplendent and exactly as they should be.
Rook tilted her head, the soft curve of her smile laced with a new kind of seduction—one that pulled him in without effort. “Emmrich,” she said gently, voice low, and the sound of his name snapped him back to reality. Only then did he realize his jaw had dropped ever so slightly.
From the side, Lace nudged Taash and whispered with a grin, “Told you. Properly dropped.”
Emmrich cleared his throat, attempting to recover his composure though his heart still raced. “You are—truly a vision, Evara,” he managed, the words reverent.
Rook’s smile deepened as she tucked a stray piece of hair behind her ear. “And you, professor, look rather ravishing yourself.”
Taash groaned at the exchange, Spite joining in with a dramatic little huff from his perch on the back of the couch. Neve and Lace shared a knowing smirk while Bellara practically vibrated where she stood, barely containing her excitement.
Rook chuckled softly, seeing just how flustered her professor had become. She nodded toward the bouquet still in his hand. “Are those for me?”
He blinked, as if only now remembering the forgotten bouquet. A soft cough escaped him, his words stuttering out. “Ah—yes. For you, my darling.” Andraste’s mercy, his composure was slipping, and the realization left him faintly embarrassed. He stepped forward, offering the flowers, and as she took them, their fingers brushed. The warmth of that brief contact sent another jolt through him—unexpected, electric, and impossible to ignore.
Rook inhaled the delicate fragrance—the bouquet’s scent was soft, sweet, with just a hint of green brightness from the rosemary. The black cherry roses, rich and dark as garnet, spoke of deep passion, of love that lingered and endured, while the sprigs of rosemary whispered remembrance and fidelity. A promise woven into petals and leaves, as thoughtful as it was tender.
The subtle message didn’t go unnoticed. Her heart gave a small, delighted flutter, the thrill of understanding something intimate between them. She was getting the hang of this secret language of theirs—and the knowledge filled her with a quiet pride.
When she looked up at him, her eyes warm and shining, it nearly undid him. That look—so open, so touched—sent his heart racing all over again, as if seeing her for the first time.
And for a moment, a sinful part of Emmrich wished the others weren’t there—that he could pull her close, claim a searing kiss, press her to the wall, let his hand slip up the slit of her dress and discover just how much of her was his tonight. He could already imagine the taste of her skin, the press of his mouth along her throat, the warm curve of her shoulder beneath his lips… the temptation was dizzying.
Neve’s voice broke through the tension, dry and amused. “If you two don’t leave now, you’re going to miss that reservation.”
Both Rook and Emmrich blushed as the room filled with laughter.
Rook, still smiling, passed the bouquet to Bellara and whispered, “Would you mind taking a photo and sending it to me later? Oh—and make sure Spite doesn’t destroy them.”
Bellara beamed. “You got it.”
Rook slipped into her black fitted coat, the lines of it perfectly matching her gown, and grabbed her small purse. Emmrich offered his arm, and she accepted without hesitation, the two of them slipping out together as the door closed behind them.
Inside, laughter bubbled up again.
Bellara clutched the flowers to her chest, sighing dramatically. “That was the cutest thing I’ve ever seen.”
Neve smirked, arms crossed, pleased. “They both looked like they were ready to devour each other.”
Taash snorted. “Oh yeah, Rook’s definitely getting laid tonight.”
Lace fanned herself, mock-swooning. “I mean, I swooned, and I never swoon. That was—phew.”
Bellara’s grin stretched wide. “I knew it wasn’t just me!”
The descent from the Loft proved trickier than anticipated. Rook gripped the stair rail with one hand, the other resting lightly on Emmrich’s offered arm. “Note to self,” she muttered under her breath, a grin tugging at her lips, “high heels and narrow staircases don’t mix.”
Emmrich chuckled, steadying her as she navigated each step. “And here I thought you were gliding effortlessly,” he teased, his voice warm with amusement.
“Your gentlemanly rescue is saving me from a tumble,” she quipped back, their shared laughter softening the clumsy moment. Despite the awkwardness, together they made it down without incident, grace restored by shared smiles.
He helped her into the car, closing the door gently behind her before sliding into the driver’s seat. As Rook settled in, she caught sight of a small, elegantly wrapped bag resting on the passenger side.
Her brow quirked in curiosity. “What’s this?” she asked, reaching for it.
Emmrich glanced over, a subtle glint of mischief in his eye. “I may have… procured a gift for you.”
A small smile curled the corners of her mouth. Carefully, she drew out a slender box from the bag and lifted the lid. Inside lay a princess-length gold necklace, the fine chain cascading delicately to a single obsidian teardrop pendant. The dark stone gleamed softly in the car’s ambient light, its simplicity made stunning by its craftsmanship.
“Emmrich…” she breathed, fingers hovering over the pendant, reluctant to disturb its perfect placement. “It’s beautiful.”
“Do you like it?” he asked gently, searching her expression.
“I do,” she admitted, still caught between wonder and hesitation. “But—are you sure? This feels… I don’t know, extravagant.”
His lips curved into that knowing, tender smile that always made her heart skip. “You’re fulfilling my wish, remember?” he said softly. “To accept whatever I give you tonight.”
Her resistance melted beneath the weight of his sincerity. Slowly, she nodded, and before she could reach for the necklace again, he lifted it slightly, his voice low and warm.
“May I?”
The question was simple, but it carried a quiet reverence, as though asking permission to touch not just her skin, but something more fragile—her trust, her heart.
Rook hesitated only for a breath, then turned, baring the nape of her neck to him.
Rook turned in her seat, baring the nape of her neck to him. His fingers brushed her skin as he draped the chain, fastening it with deliberate care. But once done, his hands lingered, fingertips tracing lightly at her nape as if savoring the closeness—and then he pressed a soft kiss there, feather-light, but enough to make her inhale sharply, pulse quickening.
When she turned back to face him, her fingers instinctively rose to touch the pendant, feeling its cool weight against her skin. Her smile was luminous, warm and genuine. “Thank you,” she said, voice low with emotion.
“It was made for you,” Emmrich said quietly, his gaze steady, as if etching the sight of her into memory.
With that, he started the engine, the low purr filling the quiet between them as they set off toward the restaurant.
The drive toward Polaris felt suspended in its own pocket of time—soft lamplight flickering past the windows, the quiet hum of the city fading as they neared the arcane quarter. Inside the car, the air between Rook and Emmrich buzzed with a shared, quiet excitement—a warm current of anticipation threaded with just the faintest tremor of nerves.
Rook sat in thoughtful silence, her fingers absently toying with the obsidian pendant resting at her throat, feeling the cool, smooth weight of it as it swayed gently with the car’s motion. Through the window, the city stretched out before them, bathed in the molten gold of the setting sun. The buildings cast long shadows, and the sky above bled from rose to indigo, like the closing of a curtain on one chapter and the opening of another.
She watched the last light glint off the pendant, her thumb brushing over the teardrop shape, finding a strange comfort in its presence. It anchored her even as the night ahead promised so much that felt new and uncertain.
They kept stealing glances at each other. Rook, cheeks still tingling from the brush of his fingers, the weight of the necklace at her throat grounding her. Emmrich, drinking her in when he thought she wouldn’t notice, as if trying to commit every detail to memory.
He wanted tonight to be perfect—for her, for them. For everything to unfold just as they’d hoped. But expectations had a cruel way of going unmet.
He desired her—Maker, how he desired her. Every shared moment of intimacy had made that clear. But still, he was older than her. What if something went wrong? What if he couldn’t meet her needs? What if his body failed him, or his words stumbled, or he said or did something that shattered the night they’d both been waiting for?
What if—
Rook noticed it—the faint furrow between his brows, the subtle tension in his jaw, the quiet way his fingers flexed against the steering wheel. The weight of whatever troubled him was etched across his features, visible even in the dim glow of the dashboard. He was trying to keep it contained, but she saw it all the same. She arched a brow, saying nothing yet, simply taking him in, watching him with quiet concern.
“Emmrich?” she asked softly, her voice cutting through the hush. “Are you all right?”
His gaze flicked to her, and for a moment, the weight in his expression eased. But honesty won out. “I suppose I’m doing a poor job of hiding it,” he admitted, his voice low and warm with candor. “I’m a bit nervous about tonight. I want everything to be perfect. But I know all too well—when a man makes plans, the Maker delights in unmaking them.”
Before he could say more, Rook’s hand found his thigh—gentle, steady, reassuring. The simple contact caught him by surprise, and he glanced at her again, this time with a softness that tugged at the corners of his mouth.
“No matter what happens,” she said, fingers giving the lightest squeeze, “tonight will be perfect. Even if there are speed bumps along the way.”
She smirked. “Hell, a snowstorm could hit, and we’d still find a way to enjoy ourselves.”
Emmrich exhaled, not realizing until that moment how tightly he’d been holding his breath. His free hand rose, cupping the side of her face, thumb brushing tenderly across her cheek.
“You look beautiful tonight,” he said, voice nearly reverent.
Rook leaned into his touch, lips curving, eyes shining with affection—and mischief. “Good,” she murmured. “Because I was promised romance, and now that I look the part… you damn well better woo me so I can jump your bones afterward.”
His laugh filled the car, warm and real, chasing away some of the weight that clung to his shoulders.
When the chuckles faded, she grew quieter, more thoughtful. “I’m nervous too,” she admitted. “This is new for me. I’m no high-born lady, raised to enjoy the finer things in life. But I want to see your world, Emmrich. The fancy restaurants, the music, the magic of it all. I want to see it. I want to see you.”
The look he gave her then—open, tender, endlessly moved—was worth more than all the night’s plans put together.
Notes:
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Chapter 38: Chapter 38 - Polaris
Summary:
Emmrich takes Rook out to a romantic date to a restaurant called Polaris.
Chapter Text
Emmrich pulled the car smoothly into a narrow, quiet lane of the upper arcane quarter. The bustle of Minrathous seemed to fade here, as if the city itself held its breath. Ahead, there was only a matte obsidian door, unmarked but for a single silver lantern that glowed softly, casting pale light onto the worn stones beneath. It swung gently, as if stirred by a breeze only it could feel.
He stepped out first, rounding the car to open Rook’s door with a gentleman’s ease. The moment her heel touched the ground, his hand found hers, steadying her as though she were the most precious thing he’d ever escorted anywhere. “Careful,” he murmured, his voice low with affection, “though I doubt even the stones here would dare trip you tonight.”
“If I do trip, I ask that you wipe it from your memory.”
“Consider it done,” he said, lips curving into a smile. “Though I suspect forgetting something so endearing would be impossible.”
Rook gave him a look, half amused, half touched, fingers tightening around his. Together, they approached the door, the quiet click of their steps swallowed by the hush of the quarter.
A subtle ward shimmered across the entrance as Emmrich approached, recognizing his reservation’s magical seal. The obsidian seemed to sigh, and the door opened inward with a whisper of air, inviting them into a world apart.
Polaris was unlike any place Rook had ever seen. The domed ceiling above stretched high and dark, enchanted to reflect the night sky as if no roof separated them from the stars. Constellations glimmered and shifted slowly across the expanse, real-time celestial mapping turning the ceiling into a living tapestry of the heavens. Silver accents along the obsidian stonework caught the flicker of candlelight, as if the stars themselves had spilled to the floor.
The air was scented faintly of warm spices and something cool, like night air after rain. In one recessed corner, a chamber quartet played—two violins, a cello, and a piano—their music weaving twilight sonatas that hummed like a promise beneath the surface of conversation.
She breathed, “Holy shit.”
Rook’s breath caught quietly as she took it all in. She felt as if she’d stepped into a private cosmos, intimate and vast at once. Her fingers still lightly held Emmrich’s arm, as if anchoring herself to him amid the wonder.
Emmrich, watching her reaction, felt his heart ease. This—this was what he’d wanted: to give her something magical, something worthy of the woman beside him.
A host in sleek, obsidian-black attire appeared as if conjured, their smile polite but warm. Emmrich helped Rook slip out of her coat before shrugging out of his own, both garments handed off to an attendant with quiet efficiency. “Reservation for Volkarin,” Emmrich said, his voice smooth but low enough to keep their evening private.
The reservation needed no further explanation. With a subtle nod, the host gestured for them to follow and guided them to a table near the center—perfectly positioned beneath a slow-turning constellation of Andraste’s Grace, the stars glinting faintly above like blessings.
The table was small and intimate, dressed simply but elegantly: silvered candle holders cast soft reflections against the fine black porcelain, and the cutlery gleamed like starlight. The menus, written in gold ink with subtle Tevene flourishes, caught the candlelight as they were laid before them—more formality than necessity tonight.
Emmrich glanced at the menus but set his gently aside. His gaze met Rook’s, warm with quiet anticipation. “I hope you don’t mind, but I took the liberty of ordering ahead,” he said, his voice low enough to feel like a secret meant only for her. “It’s a six-course meal. Something I hope you’ll enjoy.”
Rook’s heart fluttered at the care in that simple gesture. She glanced up at the sky above, at the mirrored stars and slow, stately constellations, then back at him—the man who had chosen this place, this night, for her.
“And here I was worried about being over-dressed,” she whispered, taking in the softly glowing cosmos above them. “This place is… Emmrich, this is beyond fancy.” She grinned, eyes dancing. “For a moment, I worried I might’ve overdressed.”
Emmrich chuckled, his voice low and warm as he drew out her chair with courtly precision. “Impossible.” Once they were seated, he reached across the table, his fingers curling around hers, thumb gently brushing over her knuckles. The flicker of candlelight danced in his gold rings, casting soft reflections onto her skin. “Do you still feel out of place?”
Rook turned her gaze to him, and for a heartbeat, the room seemed to fall away. The stars above, the music, the murmur of other diners—all dimmed in the face of his steady regard. The candlelight caught the warm undertones of her skin, glinted in her eyes. And in that moment, Emmrich thought he’d never seen anything—anyone—so breathtaking.
Her smile softened as she smoothed her thumb over the bands at his fingers. “No,” she said quietly. “I’m right where I need to be.” A mischievous glint sparked in her eye as she glanced at the neat array of silverware before her. “But you’ll have to direct me on which fork and knife to use. There’s enough here to remind me of weapon maintenance kits from my Shadow Dragon days.”
Emmrich’s laugh was soft but genuine, his thumb still tracing gentle circles against her hand. “Consider me your guide, darling. Though I suspect you could make any of these implements look lethal if you wished.”
As their server approached with the first course—a chestnut purée on oat crisp with smoked pear glaze, presented on a black stone disk perfumed with the faintest rosemary oil—Rook relaxed fully into the moment, the stars above mirrored in her eyes.
As soon as it touched the table, Rook couldn’t help herself—she reached for her phone.
“This is too pretty not to document,” she said, snapping a photo from one angle, then another, adjusting slightly to catch the faint glimmer of rosemary oil. “It’s like edible art.”
Emmrich watched her with quiet affection, the way she lit up with genuine delight at the small details, the reverence she gave the experience. “You’re going to have an entire gallery by the end of the night,” he teased gently, lifting his glass of plum and star anise wine in a subtle toast.
Rook smirked, lowering her phone for a moment to meet his gaze. “Don’t tempt me. I plan to send every picture to Lucanis just to make him jealous.”
“As you should,” he murmured, the corner of his mouth curving upward.
The second course arrived—roasted beet and elderflower carpaccio, thin slices layered like rubies on the plate, accented with smoked walnut crumble and a bright elderflower vinaigrette. Rook’s eyes widened, immediately angling for another shot.
“I take it this is your first visit?” she asked between photos, her tone curious but light.
“It is,” Emmrich admitted, watching her with a warmth that no candle could match. “I’ll admit that it’s been some time since I was last in Minrathous. So, I had to enlist my own reinforcements in securing this reservation.”
Rook raised a brow, intrigued. “Oh?”
He lifted his glass again, the gold of his rings catching the light. “I asked Dorian for a favor.”
Rook burst into a soft giggle, eyes sparkling. “And let me guess—Dorian’s enthusiasm was on the dramatic side?”
Emmrich chuckled, shaking his head fondly at the memory. “Ecstatic, actually. His enthusiasm was endearing as it was overwhelming.”
Rook laughed, shaking her head. “That sounds about right.”
The wine flowed gently through the evening, star anise and plum pairing beautifully with the courses. With each plate—whether it was the silken celeriac and apple bisque with its swirl of nutmeg oat cream, or the chestnut spätzle, a comforting nod to Emmrich’s roots—Rook continued to snap photos, her delight infectious.
“I was curious about something,” Emmrich said softly during the fourth course, watching her frame the spätzle perfectly in her lens. “How did you come to know Dorian? Was it through your connection to your sister-in-law?”
Rook’s expression flickered—brief, but telling. She hesitated, then masked the crack with a quick smile, lifting her glass to her lips for a sip of courage. When she lowered it, her eyes gleamed with practiced amusement.
“No, actually. I met Dorian when I was a Shadow Dragon… just before I left.”
For the briefest moment, something flickered behind her gaze—a shadow of memory, soft but unmistakable. But before he could dwell on it, she tilted her head, smile returning with playful mischief. “But that’s a story for another occasion. Besides—I need you to help me decipher which fork I’m supposed to use for this course.”
Rook didn’t want to muddy the moment. It was sickeningly romantic in the best way—a fairytale sort of evening. She wanted to savor the sweetness, not let the bitterness of her past creep in. Her mind had a habit of spiraling when old memories came knocking, but not tonight. Not with him.
Emmrich chuckled, charmed by the ease of her deflection, his heart tugging at the quiet grace with which she sidestepped the question. He reached to tap the correct utensil, fingers brushing hers in a subtle moment of intimacy. “The smaller fork, darling.”
Still, he had caught it—that flicker behind her eyes, the way her smile curved just a little too precisely. A wound, carefully tucked away.
She’d chosen to deflect, and he respected that. There would be time for the truth, when she was ready. For now, he was simply grateful to see her smile again.
He took a bite of his meal, savoring the warmth of the moment—but tucked beneath it, he made a quiet promise to himself: the story behind that shadow in her eyes would not remain buried forever.
Rook followed his instructions, her gaze drifting upward to the enchanted dome above. The night sky stretched endlessly, constellations moving in slow, elegant arcs, as if the cosmos itself had chosen this place to dance for them. A soft smile touched her lips, the starlight reflected in her eyes.
“This place,” she murmured, awed. “The magic it must have taken to create an illusion like this... it’s breathtaking.”
Emmrich watched her more than the stars. The way her features softened in wonder, the way the candlelight gilded her skin, the shimmer of her hair beneath the silver glow—it all held him captive far more than any spell ever could.
He followed her gaze upward for a moment, thoughtful. “Mana crystals,” he said softly. “If I had to guess, I’d say they’ve embedded hundreds of them within the dome’s structure, interwoven with delicate wards to keep the projection steady. And a master enchanter to bind it all so seamlessly.”
She let her eyes drift back upward, gaze thoughtful. “Tell me, professor—are these constellations accurate, or is this some poor astrologer’s nightmare?”
Emmrich chuckled under his breath, tilting his head to study the dome more intently. “Hard to say. The projection shifts just enough to make a proper survey difficult, but I do recognize a few. There—” he pointed, his hand brushing hers as he guided her gaze, “that cluster’s the Summer Lion. And just to the right… the Archer’s Crown.”
Rook hummed in acknowledgement, tracing their path with her eyes. “I see them. And that—” she gestured upward, her smile softening, “that’s the Maiden’s Veil, isn’t it? My mother used to point it out to me.”
“It is,” he said, pleased by her recognition. “I’d say you’ve a finer eye for the stars than you let on.”
She shot him a look, warm and teasing. “I just like impressing you with my tiny morsels of knowledge.”
His smile deepened, his gaze lingering on her more than the stars. “I think you just like to indulge me.”
“What can I say?” she breathed, her voice low, amusement dancing in her gaze. “I find your intelligence very sexy.”
Rook’s grin softened, fondness mingling with admiration. “Maker, I don’t even want to imagine what this place cost to build.”
He tilted his head, a glint of playfulness in his eye. “I’d say it was money well spent, given the atmosphere—and that I get to see you like this. You, my dear, look as though you were plucked from the stars themselves.”
Her heart fluttered at that—at the way he looked at her, as if she were made of the same wonder she found in the stars.
“And here I thought I’d be the one swept off my feet tonight,” she teased, her voice softening, fingers idly tracing over his knuckles where they rested beside her glass. Beneath the table, she brushed her foot lightly against his calf—a subtle, deliberate touch that sent a jolt of warmth through him.
Emmrich inhaled, deep and steady, as if to anchor himself against the pleasant shock of contact. His lips curved, gaze steady and filled with something that simmered just beneath the surface. “Careful, Miss Ingellvar,” he murmured, voice velvet-rich. “You’re playing a dangerous game.”
“It’s hard to resist,” she said, her grin wicked and tender all at once. “I really enjoy making you blush.”
As the fifth course was set before them—a delicate roulade of wild mushroom and herbs, its charred cabbage leaf wrapping glistening in the soft candlelight—Rook leaned back slightly, feigning innocence despite the playful glint in her eye. Her foot remained where she’d placed it, resting lightly against Emmrich’s mid-calf, the contact subtle but charged.
“I can’t help it,” she murmured, voice soft enough that it felt like a secret between them. “I keep thinking... if only you were sitting closer. So you could really appreciate this dress.”
Her words, simple on their surface, curled around him like smoke. Emmrich’s smirk was slow, warm, wicked. He shifted slightly, his own foot finding hers beneath the table, mirroring the gentle pressure she’d given him moments before. “That, my dearest, is a miscalculation I intend to rectify the moment we leave this place.”
The promise in his tone sent a coil of anticipation through her, heat blooming low and steady. Her breath hitched, just the faintest bit, as their gazes locked—his hazel eyes darkened with the soft glow of candlelight, hers rich and deep, pulling him in like gravity.
“You’re very handsome tonight,” she said, unable to stop the admission as it rose to her lips. “Like shadow and sunlight, with all that grave-gold catching the light.”
Emmrich’s heart gave a quiet stutter at the sincerity in her voice. He dipped his head slightly, touched by her words. “You flatter me, Evara. And yet... I’m the one properly entranced tonight.” His smile softened, eyes tracing her face as though he could memorize every detail. “I was not shocked by your transformation. I’ve always found you beautiful. But seeing you like this—so radiant, indulging my wishes... I find myself falling for you all over again.”
Her heart ached at the tenderness in his confession, the weight of it settling in her chest in the best of ways. She huffed softly, if only to keep herself from melting entirely under his gaze, and lifted her glass to sip her wine—seeking a moment to steady herself.
When she turned her attention to the roulade at last, her fork slid through the tender layers with ease. The first bite was sinfully delicious—earthy, rich, with just the right hit of peppered glaze and sweet parsnip beneath. She closed her eyes for a beat, savoring it. “Oh my,” she murmured, lips quirking with delight. “I’m tempted to try recreating this. Just to see if I can.”
Emmrich laughed quietly, his gaze still full of warmth. “And I would happily be your taste-tester.”
Rook arched a brow, playful. “I don’t know about that, Professor. That’s a highly competitive position.”
“Even with my privileges?” he teased, leaning in slightly, his voice low and amused.
“Sorry,” she said, smirking over the rim of her glass. “It’s a fair fight. I will warn you, Lace fights dirty.”
Their shared laughter lingered, soft and easy. For a heartbeat, Emmrich simply admired her, the candlelight catching the silver shimmer in her hair, the way her dress moved like water when she shifted. His smile deepened, a touch wistful now.
“You know,” he murmured, voice low, as if confiding a secret, “if I could, I’d steal you onto a dance floor right here. I can picture it now—waltzing you around this room, watching how this dress moves with you. You’d be breathtaking.”
Rook huffed a quiet laugh, shaking her head with a fond, teasing smile. “You’d regret it. I lack any of the grace of a ballroom dancer. I’d be an awful partner.”
“I doubt that very much.”
“I don’t even know if I’d ever get the chance for something like that. It’s not exactly part of my world.”
Emmrich’s smile softened. “It could be, if you ever wished it. In academic circles, both here and in Nevarra—universities hold galas. Charity events, donor gatherings. Nights with elegance, music, dancing. They help fund researchers like myself… and like your brother, I’d imagine.”
Rook blinked, imagining it. Emmrich dressed to the nines, mingling with academics and nobles alike, his eloquence charming their checkbooks to fund the pursuit of knowledge. It suited him.
“Would you join me?” he asked gently. “If such an occasion arose?”
She hesitated, chewing lightly on the inside of her cheek. That world was foreign to her—gilded, polished, full of rules and unspoken expectations. And then there was Solas; the risk of running into him at one of those events sounded like stepping into a trap. But when she looked at Emmrich, at the quiet hope in his hazel eyes, the thought of refusing him felt impossible.
“If you’re there beside me, making sure I don’t get overwhelmed?” She smiled, soft but sure. “Then yes. I’d go.”
Emmrich’s heart lifted at her words, his hand brushing lightly against hers on the table. “You’d be wonderful.”
She grinned, mischief returning. “But fair warning—I’ll probably step on your toes.”
He chuckled, the sound warm and easy. “Then I’ll make a note to wear steel-toed shoes. For safety, of course.”
Their laughter faded into a warm quiet, the kind that felt as rich as the meal they’d shared. Emmrich found himself watching her again.
The way her smile reached her eyes, the quiet glow of happiness that softened her features, the way the delicate obsidian pendant at her throat glistened under Polaris’s enchanted starlight. It caught the shifting constellations like a drop of night itself, perfectly at home against her skin.
Her laughter was light and genuine, and in that moment, his heart felt impossibly full. Seeing her like this—enjoying herself, relaxed, radiant—it was everything he’d hoped for, and somehow more. The night had unfolded into something more magical than he could have imagined, and he couldn’t look away.
Rook caught him staring, the corners of her mouth curving as she rested an elbow lightly on the table, chin tilting just so, eyes sparkling with mischief. “Emmrich,” she teased, voice low and warm, “you’re staring.”
His smile deepened, utterly unashamed, his gaze drinking her in. “I’m simply enjoying the view.”
The final course arrived with quiet grace—a delicate glazed lemon cake, its surface gleaming beneath the soft candlelight and the faint starlight spilling from above. A dusting of crocus sugar shimmered like frost on morning petals, and the scent of candied citrus mingled with the air between them.
Rook’s eyes widened, delight dancing across her face. “Lemon cake,” she said, the surprise genuine and warm. “This is…”
Emmrich’s smile was soft, pleased, his gaze never leaving her. “Your favorite, I believe.”
She glanced at him, touched beyond words for a heartbeat. “I only mentioned it once… You remembered?”
His eyes gleamed with quiet affection. “Evara, I have been memorizing everything about you since the day I met you.”
His sincerity hit like a soft blow—stealing her breath, flooding her chest with warmth. Her cheeks flushed, her heart stuttering with familiar delight. She felt her cheeks flush, her heart giving that familiar, happy stutter. He always had this way—of saying things that slipped past her guard, that made her feel cherished, seen, in a way she’d never expected. And they’d been taking things slow, savoring every step, but moments like this reminded her just how deeply he felt, and how lucky she was.
If they weren’t seated across from each other, she’d be kissing him already—pouring every bit of the warmth and desire building inside her into that simple, perfect connection. Maybe next time she’d suggest they sit side by side. Though, with the way their teasing had gone tonight, she had a strong suspicion he wouldn’t be able to keep his hands off her. Not that she’d complain. But in a place like this… some degree of modesty was probably wise.
Her gaze softened further, love shining in her dark eyes as she reached across the table, fingers brushing his knuckles. “I really do love you,” she said, voice quiet, but certain.
Emmrich’s answering smile was radiant, reaching his eyes, crinkling at the corners with pure, unguarded joy. “And I love you.”
Before she could say more, she remembered herself, let out a small breath of a laugh, and snapped a quick picture of the beautiful dessert. “To complete the collection,” she teased, before picking up her fork.
The first bite was bliss—a perfect balance of sweet and tart, the glaze delicate, the sponge light as air. She sighed, closing her eyes for a beat. “Oh my god, this is divine. This might be the best lemon cake I’ve ever had.”
Without thinking twice, she sliced off a small piece and held it out to him. “Here—try.”
Emmrich accepted the offered bite, savoring it with the same care he showed everything that came from her hand. He swallowed, and his smile turned fond, warm as candlelight. “Delicious,” he agreed. “Though I think I preferred yours more.”
Rook arched a brow, a wry grin coming upon her face. “You’re biased, Professor.”
“And proud of it,” he said, his gaze steady, as if she were the only star that mattered in all the heavens above.
With dessert finished and the last of the wine sipped, Emmrich settled the bill—a quiet gesture, no protests from Rook this time. The truth was, she was positive she couldn’t afford even a quarter of what this meal had cost, and more than that, she didn’t want to tarnish the magic of the night with stubborn pride.
They rose from their table, the soft clink of cutlery and low murmur of the other diners fading behind them. Arm in arm, they made their way toward the exit. Emmrich guided her gently, his hand resting lightly at the small of her back, Rook leaned closer, warmth radiating between them. “This place really felt like a fairytale,” she murmured, voice soft with wonder. Then, with a glint of mischief in her eye, she added, “Though I’ll admit… I’m a little sad we didn’t steal a kiss somewhere between courses.”
Emmrich hummed in agreement, his thumb brushing lightly over the back of her hand. “I share that regret as well,” he said.
Before they reached the door, Rook excused herself, slipping toward the restroom. Inside, the glow of enchanted sconces cast soft light against the mirror. She checked her reflection—hair still pinned, silver shimmer catching the light, lips only slightly worn from wine and laughter. Her fingers adjusted a strand, smoothed her dress.
And then she checked her phone—a single message from Lace. It was a photo: the whole group gathered in the Loft, Spite sprawled in the middle like a prince, clearly spoiled beyond measure. His eyes half-lidded in contentment, Taash holding him like a trophy, Bellara grinning wide, Neve smirking over her coffee, Lace throwing a peace sign.
Rook smiled, heart full. She tucked the phone back into her purse. The evening felt like something out of Bellara’s romance serials—the commoner swept into the world of a charming noble, shown wonders beyond her imagination. It felt surreal, how lovely this all was. Emmrich had romanced the hell out of her tonight. And Maker, how lucky she felt to have met him.
When she exited the restroom, she spotted him waiting—a silhouette of shadow and gold, patient and poised. He offered his hand, and she took it without thought, letting him guide her down a quiet side corridor lined with silver sconces.
“Emmrich?” Rook asked, voice low, curious.
He stopped, turning to face her fully, his eyes dark and intent in the half-light. His fingers found hers, entwining them, before he brought her hand to his lips and pressed a kiss to her knuckles, then turning her wrist gently to press his lips to the delicate skin there—a gesture of reverence that barely masked the hunger beneath. The heat of it made her breath catch.
“I couldn’t leave,” he murmured, his voice roughened by restraint, “without stealing at least one moment like this.”
“I’ve been wanting to kiss you since I first saw you tonight,” he confessed, voice roughened by the weight of his restraint.
His fingers brushed her chin, tilting her face up, and then his mouth found hers.
The kiss began slow—a meeting of mouths that spoke what words never could. Rook sighed into him, tasting the faint trace of lemon, sugar, and wine on his lips, sweet and heady as it deepened. Her arms rose, twining around his neck, pulling him closer. Emmrich leaned in, one hand at her back, the other cradling her cheek like she was spun from glass and starlight.
When they parted, breathless, Rook’s lips tingled, her heart racing. She caught sight of him—his lips bearing the faintest blush of her berry tint—and laughed softly, warm and unguarded.
He chuckled too, drawing a handkerchief from his coat. They both wiped at the evidence, gentle and amused, as if sharing a private joke the world would never be let in on.
With the moment sealed between them, they retrieved their coats, stepping out into the crisp night air. The cold kissed their cheeks, but neither noticed—not really. The silver lantern above Polaris glowed softly, as if in blessing.
Before opening the car door, Emmrich paused, unable to resist. His hand found her waist, drawing her close. And he kissed her again, deeper this time, the chill of the night forgotten in the heat of it.
Her hands found his lapel, fingers curling into the fabric, and when they finally drew apart, their faces so close, they shared the same breath. They were both smiling—giddy, smitten, as if they were teenagers again, drunk not on wine but on each other. And as he opened the door for her, their fingers brushed again—a silent promise that the night was far from over.
Together, they slipped into the car, the silver lantern’s light lingering on the road behind them as they disappeared into the night.
Notes:
Excuse me while I go cool down because this chapter oozed romance, and it's only going to get hotter from here.
Chapter 39: Chapter 39 - A Sip of Something Stronger
Summary:
Emmrich takes Rook back to the townhouse to fulfill his promise of their romantic date.
Chapter Text
The drive to Emmrich’s townhouse was quiet, but not for lack of things unsaid. The air between them thrummed with anticipation, every glance stolen at a stoplight, every brush of his fingers against her thigh sparking a fresh coil of heat. His hand rested there—firm, possessive in the gentlest way—his thumb occasionally stroking small, slow circles that made her breath catch.
Rook clutched her purse like it was the last tether to sense, glancing at Emmrich. He kept his eyes on the road, but there it was—the faintest smirk playing at the corners of his mouth. That knowing, dangerous curve that made her pulse race faster than the car’s quiet hum.
By the time they arrived, the tension between them was palpable, crackling like static.
Emmrich stepped out first, rounding the car with that same polished grace, opening her door as if she were something fragile and priceless. His hand found hers again, steadying her as she stepped onto the cobbled walk.
Inside, the townhouse was warm, welcoming—but the energy between them burned brighter than any hearth. He took her coat slowly, deliberately, as though savoring the chance to peel back one layer more. The soft scrape of fabric as he eased it from her shoulders sent a shiver down her spine.
When she bent, reaching to unbuckle her heels, his hand stopped her—fingers curling lightly around her wrist.
“Let me,” he murmured, voice low, a soft command that sent shivers down her spine.
She straightened, leaning back against the entryway table as he knelt before her. Emmrich’s fingers worked at the buckles with quiet precision, his touch reverent as he slipped off each shoe. He placed them neatly beneath her coat, but his hand remained at her foot—a lingering warmth.
Then, slowly, his other hand rose. His touch traced the curve of her heel, gliding up the back of her calf, higher to the soft bend of her knee. Rook’s breath stuttered, her hands bracing against the edge of the table as heat bloomed beneath his fingertips.
When his eyes lifted to meet hers, she saw it—all of it. The desire, the restraint, the tenderness that made the air between them hum with anticipation.
Emmrich rose, smooth and unhurried, his hands finding her waist, drawing her close. His mouth claimed hers—slow at first, savoring the shape of her, the taste of the night’s promise. Rook melted into him, her hands clutching at his waistcoat, fingers curling into the brocade, desperate for something to anchor her against the rush of heat that flooded through her. She rose onto her toes, instinctively seeking him, needing to close every inch of space between them. One leg hooked around his hip, the slit of her dress yielding beneath his touch, the fabric whispering against his sleeve.
Her back met the door, cool against the heat of them. His hand slid lower, tracing the line of her thigh, fingers savoring the softness, the quiet strength beneath. He lingered there, exploring, appreciating the gift of skin, the softness waiting for him.
And then he shifted. His lips left hers only to chart a path of reverence and desire — down along her jaw, slow and deliberate, lingering at the tender hollow just beneath her ear where his breath was warm and uneven. She shivered, her heartbeat thrumming wild and sure against his mouth.
He didn’t stop there. His kisses trailed lower, tasting the smooth line of her throat, the curve of her collarbone bared by the off-shoulder cut of her gown. Every press of his mouth, every exhale of breath against her skin, made her toes curl in her heels.
When he reached her shoulder, Emmrich stilled for just a heartbeat — as if savoring the moment, the taste of her, the way she trembled beneath his touch. Then he parted his lips, drawing lightly at her skin, sucking gently, and the soft, sinful sound that escaped her lips nearly undid him.
Her fingers fisted tighter at his coat. His hand, still at the back of her thigh, flexed instinctively, wanting more — wanting all of her.
The world outside that quiet entryway vanished. There was no night beyond the door, no city beyond these walls. There was only this: her breathless against him, the silk of her dress sliding beneath his hands, the heady mingling of perfume, candle smoke, and want.
When at last he lifted his head, his lips barely parted from her skin, their foreheads rested together — breathing in sync, hearts pounding in the same wild rhythm. And in his eyes, hazel darkened with hunger and devotion, she saw everything: his love, his need, his restraint warring with desire.
Their breaths mingled in the hush of the entryway, foreheads nearly touching, hearts beating in sync beneath layers of cloth and want. Emmrich’s lips hovered close to hers, his voice low and rough with restraint.
“Are you ready for tonight, my love?”
Rook’s laugh was soft, breathless, her fingers still tangled in the fine fabric of his waistcoat. “At this point, Professor,” she murmured, her hands sliding up to rest at the back of his neck, “I’d let you have me right here against the door… but I’m not sure Manfred would appreciate the show.”
A glint of warmth lit his eyes, his smile small but genuine, touched with quiet anticipation. “Actually… Manfred’s staying with Dorian tonight. I wanted us to have the place to ourselves.”
Her breath hitched, anticipation coiling in her belly. “Emmrich… you didn’t have to do that. I know how to be quiet.”
His thumb brushed the curve of her jaw, the touch tender, reverent. “Oh, I don’t doubt that, darling. But that’s not what I want tonight.” His voice dipped lower, each word a promise that sent a shiver down her spine. “Tonight… I want to hear you scream.”
Maker preserve her, this man was going to be her ruin—and she’d welcome it if it meant she could finally have him inside her. After all those delicious, sinful moments of teasing… tonight was theirs. No more waiting. No more restraint.
Her core throbbed with anticipation, the rest of her fighting to stay patient—a battle she was swiftly losing.
Her resolve melted beneath the weight of his gaze. Barely a whisper escaped her, thick with longing. “Take me to bed.”
His lips curved into a smile that was all heat and devotion. “With pleasure.”
Emmrich swept her into his arms with a kind of reverence, guiding her toward the stairs. But once they reached the top, composure gave way to hunger. The hallway became a battleground of desire—the two of them stumbling from wall to wall, lips locked, hands exploring as if they’d been starved of each other.
Rook’s fingers fumbled at the buttons of his waistcoat, urgency making her clumsy as she tugged at the fabric. One hand threaded into his hair, loosening the carefully coiffed style just enough that she could breathe him in—citrus and jasmine, warm and heady.
Emmrich groaned softly against her mouth, intoxicated by the scent of lavender that clung to her skin. His hands roamed, one tracing the curve of her thigh where the slit of her dress invited him, fingers brushing higher, then down again, teasing. The other hand sought the hidden zipper, searching with a low, amused murmur against her lips. “This dress,” he breathed, voice roughened with longing, “has tempted me all night.”
Their steps were halting, kisses stolen between touches, each trying to gain the upper hand and failing—gloriously so. When they finally reached the bedroom door, Emmrich’s back hit it first, then he turned, guiding her gently but firmly until it was she who was pinned. His mouth found the line of her throat, tongue and lips tracing the sensitive skin there, drawing sighs and soft gasps that only fueled him further. The soft glow of his bedroom lamps cast the space in hues of green, the light gentle against the dark wood and deep fabrics, adding a dreamlike quality to the air thick with anticipation.
Rook worked at his jacket, pushing it from his shoulders, followed by his waistcoat. He helped her, shrugging free of the layers, discarding them to the floor with no care for where they landed. They parted just long enough to breathe, foreheads resting together, eyes dark with want.
His hand rose, finding the gold pin that held her hair so elegantly. With a slow, deliberate motion, he slid it free. The moment the pin left its place, her hair cascaded down in a silken fall—chestnut waves catching the green light, glinting like threads of bronze and shadow. Rook sighed, the sound soft and content, as though the simple act of letting her hair down unraveled something deeper inside her too.
Emmrich lingered for a beat, fingers brushing through the loose strands, his voice low and full of awe. “You’re beautiful,” he whispered, as though the words were a truth too profound to keep inside.
Rook’s fingers rose, brushing lightly against the gold skull pin at Emmrich’s collar. The small emblem gleamed in the soft green glow of his lamps, catching the light like a talisman of all that he was—elegance, intellect, shadowed mystery. She traced its edge with a reverence that made his breath hitch, her touch both grounding and electrifying.
His hands, steady but trembling with anticipation, found her waist, palms warm through the fabric of her gown. And then—finally—his fingers located the hidden zipper. He drew it down with slow precision, the soft hiss of parting fabric loud in the quiet room.
Rook stepped back, letting gravity do its work. The gown slid from her shoulders and down her body like liquid midnight, pooling at her feet. She stood tall, unashamed, illuminated by the green lamplight as the lingerie she’d chosen for him was revealed.
The black demi-cup bra framed her like art—delicate lace cradling her curves, the deep garnet accents at its seams catching the light and whispering of restrained heat. Her knickers, hip-hugging and daring, bore strappy detail and lace panels that celebrated her strength as much as her shape—armor softened into something breathtaking.
Emmrich stilled. For a breathless heartbeat, he simply stared—completely, utterly undone by the vision before him. His hazel eyes darkened, drinking in every detail, his lips parting in quiet wonder.
Rook’s heart pounded at his reaction—at the way he looked at her as if she’d hung the stars herself. And it empowered her. A wicked glint touched her gaze, her lips curving in challenge. “I really wanted to show off tonight,” she murmured, voice low and sure. “But if you decide to back out now, Emmrich… I swear I’ll make you suffer for it.”
His breath left him on a soft laugh, warm and aching at once. His bejeweled hands rose, fingers tracing the curve of her hip, finding the faint scar just above her waistband. His touch was tender, reverent, as though he worshipped both the mark and the woman who bore it. His nose brushed hers, their breaths mingling, hearts racing together.
“It would be cruel,” he said, his voice a velvet promise, “to both of us, if I stopped now.” His thumb brushed lightly along her waist, savoring the shape of her. His other hand—ringed, gold glinting in the green light—drifted lower, tracing over the delicate lace that veiled her heat. His touch was maddeningly soft, a promise of everything to come. “And besides… I rather enjoy that you’re wrapped so prettily for me to unwrap.”
Rook’s breath shuddered beneath the weight of his touch, her heart pounding in time with the desire that coiled tighter with every passing second. Without breaking their gaze, she kicked her fallen gown aside, the fabric pooling forgotten on the floor. Her hands found him—warm, solid—and she pulled him back in, their mouths meeting in a kiss that was anything but gentle.
Their lips parted only enough to let their tongues tangle, tasting, exploring, claiming. Emmrich’s hand, bold now, slipped from her hip and down, slipping beneath the lace that barely veiled her. His fingers threaded through the soft curls at her mound, seeking, finding—until he touched the slick heat of her, and her gasp was swallowed by the hungry press of his mouth.
His fingers teased, circling, dipping just enough to make her keen softly against him. His lips brushed her ear, his voice a rough whisper that sent another shiver down her spine. “So eager… so wet for me,” he murmured. “Such a good girl, Evara.”
The words, the way he said them, made her knees weaken. She clung tighter to him, her voice a rasped plea. “Don’t stop.”
A low, wicked chuckle rumbled in his throat, warm and teasing. “Well… when you ask so prettily.” His teeth grazed the shell of her ear, making it twitch beneath the attention, and then he pushed inside her—one finger at first, filling her, stretching her, drawing a soft cry from her lips.
As his pace built, his free hand slid beneath the curve of her thigh, lifting it to hook securely around his hip. The motion drew her closer, aligning them perfectly, as if even a breath of space between them was too much to bear. When he felt her flutter around him, he added a second finger, filling her more completely, pulling another gasp from her lips—one he swallowed in a hungry kiss. The shift in angle made every thrust of his hand more consuming, more deliberate, each stroke coaxing her closer to that sweet, devastating edge.
His lips left hers, tracing a path down her throat, over the graceful line of her collarbone, until he reached the swell of her breasts. There, he lingered, his mouth pressing hot kisses, tongue tasting the skin just above the lace of her bra, teeth grazing until she arched into him.
Her grip tightened on his shoulders, nails dimpling through the fabric of his shirt as she moved with him, her hips meeting each thrust of his hand with growing desperation. The tension inside her coiled tighter, hotter, sharper with every stroke—pleasure strung taut as a bowstring. She bit down on her lower lip, trying in vain to quiet the whimper that threatened to escape, her breath hitching as that sweet edge drew nearer.
Emmrich seemed determined to mark every inch of her he could reach, his mouth trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down her throat, across her collarbone, over the curve of her breast. His teeth grazed, his lips soothed, leaving behind love bites like promises on her skin. And just when she thought she might unravel entirely, he shifted his hand—his fingers still deep within her, his thumb finding that bundle of nerves, circling with deliberate, devastating care.
“Emmrich—” she gasped, her voice trembling as the coil inside snapped, pleasure washing over her in waves so intense it left her legs weak and her mind hazy. He held her steady, guiding her through it, his touch tender as he helped her ride out every last shiver, his mouth groaned soft praises against her skin.
As Rook came down from her climax, breath still ragged, her gaze found Emmrich’s—and what she saw nearly unraveled her all over again. His hair was mussed, a few strands falling over his brow in delicious disarray, and her berry lip tint was smudged along his lips, evidence of their shared hunger. His hazel eyes glowed, reflecting the soft green of the lamplight, but beneath that gentle gleam burned pure desire—raw, greedy, and utterly devoted.
Before she could catch her breath fully, he claimed her mouth in a searing kiss, all heat and need, leaving no room for hesitation. His mustache tickled her upper lip, the sensation sparking an unexpected giggle that she muffled against his mouth before nipping playfully at his lower lip, drawing a low, pleased growl from him.
Rook moaned softly, wrapping her other leg around him, locking herself against him as he gathered her up in his arms. He held her as if she weighed nothing, carrying her to the bed with steady, determined steps. When her back met the silken sheets, she broke the kiss just long enough to tap the skull pin at his throat, her lips curling into a smirk.
“Off,” she breathed, voice thick with want.
His breath hitched, anticipation curling in his belly as he smiled—crooked, eager. His hands moved with deliberate care. First, he removed the gold skull pin, setting it on the nightstand as if it were sacred. Then the cufflinks followed, glinting in the green lamplight, laid gently beside the pin. One by one, the wrist cuffs, bangles, and rings joined them, the soft chime of metal marking each small surrender.
Bare now of his grave-gold, stripped of his outer armor, he stood before her—a man, no less magnificent, but somehow even more real. His chest rose and fell with anticipation, desire darkening his gaze.
Rook propped herself on her elbows, unable to look away as he undressed with that same precise elegance he applied to everything. Shoes first, then his shirt, revealing lean muscle and a trail of salt-and-pepper hair that led down to his v-line, just barely concealed by his briefs. The belt, unfastened with a soft clink. The trousers, pooled at his feet. When the socks joined them, he stood bared but for that last layer, his arousal straining visibly against the fabric.
“Now this is a view,” she murmured, eyes roaming freely. He was everything she’d dreamed of, and somehow more.
She’d often wondered what lay beneath all those layers of clothing—imagined his bare hands on her skin, and other, far more sinful touches. She’d idly questioned whether he was smooth or dusted with hair, mused over the strength she’d felt when he’d lifted her with such ease that first night at the Loft. But now, seeing him at last… he was hotter than her imagination could fathom.
His blush deepened, but the warmth of it only made her heart race faster. She reached out, her hands smoothing over his chest, fingers mapping the contours of his form. His muscles flexed under her touch, solid and smooth. She rose, pressing kisses to his throat, his collarbone, breathing him in.
“My imagination didn’t give you justice,” she whispered, the confession slipping free, honest and unguarded.
“And I,” he murmured, rough with feeling, “have dreamed of this—of you—for longer than I dare admit.” His thumb brushed her cheek, tender even in his need. He hesitated, breath catching. “I have condoms… in the nightstand.”
For a moment, the intimacy of his thoughtfulness struck her silent. No one had ever asked—not like this, not with such care. She smiled, sliding her hand down his chest.
“You don’t need them,” she said softly. “I’m on contraception. But if it makes you more comfortable—”
“No,” he said, the word thick with feeling, relief and desire mingling. “I… I just wanted to be sure. In fairness, we probably should’ve discussed this beforehand.”
Rook’s heart ached in the best way, filled to the brim by his tenderness and care. Her voice softened, thick with affection. “You truly are the perfect gentleman.” She drew him in, knees settling on the bed, voice low, sure. “And while I appreciate the thought—condoms have their charm, but tonight… I want to feel all of you.”
Her lips found his throat, trailing kisses upward. When she reached his jaw, she whispered, heat curling around every syllable:
“Every. Part.”
For one heartbeat, he stilled—undone by her, her words, her eyes, her touch. And then he surged forward, kissing her like a man starved, laying her back against the sheets, their bodies finally aligning, need and devotion spilling over. His hands worked the clasp of her bra with stunning efficiency, drawing a breathless laugh from her as the lace fell away. His smirk met hers, then his mouth found her skin—worshipping every inch as though he could make up for all the time they’d waited.
He bore her back onto the bed, following her down, the world narrowing to the heat of her body, the taste of her lips, the feel of her beneath him at last.
His fingers worked at the clasp of her bra, so quick, so deft, that it left her blinking in surprise even as the lace slid away. He smirked, amused by her stunned expression, then bent to his new task—exploring her bare skin with lips, tongue, and teeth.
He worshipped her as if he’d been waiting his whole life for this. His mouth found her nipples, sucking and nibbling gently until her breath hitched, until her hips pressed up against his, the friction driving them both higher. She toyed with the waistband of his briefs, the last barrier between them, anticipation and need coiling tighter with every touch, every heartbeat.
Emmrich’s mouth was all reverence, all hunger, as he mapped the curve of her body with lips and tongue, leaving soft bruises—marks of devotion—across the swell of her breasts. His mustache tickled, his breath warm, as he nipped gently at sensitive skin, drawing soft sounds from her that fueled him further.
He kissed lower, slower, as if savoring the journey, as if she were a treasure he meant to study until every inch was committed to memory. His hands caressed her sides, feeling the quickening of her breath beneath his touch, until his lips reached the plane of her stomach, the sharp lines of her hips.
His fingers found the edge of her knickers, hooking beneath the lace with a purpose made tender by the way he looked at her—starved for her, but still worshipful. Rook lifted her hips without needing to be asked, her need written in the way her body responded to his every touch. Emmrich drew the delicate garment down, slow enough to savor the sight of her but fast enough that it felt like relief, flinging the lace aside where it joined the rest of their forgotten layers on the floor.
When he parted her legs, his breath caught—bruises from their earlier passion barely visible now, the marks fading into memory. That simply wouldn’t do. A slow, wicked smile touched his lips as he bent, pressing a kiss to the inside of her thigh, then another, until his mouth and teeth found that tender skin and renewed his claim, drawing soft, helpless noises from her as he left fresh blooms of color on her flesh.
Rook squirmed beneath him, the slow burn of anticipation fraying what little patience she had left. Her fingers gripped at the sheets, twisting the fabric as if anchoring herself against the onslaught of sensation. Mewls escaped her lips, soft and desperate, each one a plea for him to end the sweet torment. Her back arched off the bed, hips rising to meet him, to draw him closer, to pull him where she needed him most.
Every love bite he left along the tender flesh of her inner thigh made her tremble, the press of his lips, the sharp sting of his teeth sending shivers through her. The heat of his mouth, the claim of each mark, sent tingles straight to her core, which throbbed, aching for his attention. The need coiled tighter, sharper, until it was a pulse that matched the racing of her heart.
Emmrich lingered a moment longer, savoring the way she writhed for him, the way her body spoke of its need even without words. There was something deeply gratifying about it—the way she trusted him to bring her to the edge and beyond. His hazel eyes darkened as he watched her, drinking in the tremor of her thighs beneath his hands, the heady scent of lavender and need that clung to her skin.
But he held her there, grounded her, thumb tracing slow circles as he gave her a look of playful chastisement. “Ah, my love,” he murmured, voice low, velvet-soft with promise, “impatient again? On a night as special as this?”
His breath ghosted over her skin, his lips hovering above where she ached for him most. “I did promise to put my knowledge on the finer points of anatomy to good use. And I am a man of my word.” His voice dipped lower, heat curling in every syllable. “Before I seek my pleasure… I intend to worship you properly.”
Then he gave her what she craved.
His mouth found her core at last, tongue delving deep to taste the wetness his teasing had coaxed from her. He groaned low against her, as if he’d found heaven itself, the sound vibrating through her and scattering what was left of her thoughts. His hands held her open, firm and sure, as his tongue worked her with devastating precision—lapping, circling, sucking—relentless, worshipful, and so deliciously filthy.
“You taste like the sweetest wine the Maker could ever dream of creating,” he rasped between strokes, his voice rough, reverent, breath hot against her. “And these sounds—darling, your sounds—are a symphony to my ears.”
Then his fingers joined his mouth, sliding through her folds, thrusting as he continued to lap at her, drinking down every drop. Her walls clung to him, greedy for the friction, for more of him.
“Tell me, my love,” he breathed, voice thick with need, “what do you crave? My fingers? My mouth? Or is it my cock you need to take you higher?”
The filth in his voice hit harder than any touch, heat washing through her so fast it left her breathless, dizzy, undone. Only helpless whimpers came out of her.
Her body trembled, coiled tight as a bowstring, every nerve ending alive beneath his mouth, his hands, his words. And then—without thinking, without control—a pulse of his magic escaped him, raw and unguarded, sweeping over her like a warm, invisible tide. It tingled across her skin, heightening every sensation, as if the very air was charged with his need.
The extra push was all it took. Rook cried out, her voice filling the room as pleasure crashed over her, fierce and blinding. Her fingers fisted the fabric of his sheets, her thighs trembling as he drew every last tremor from her, his mouth determined to worship her through it all.
And when the wave passed, leaving her breathless and wrecked, she wasn’t sated—not yet. Not nearly.
Her hand reached for him, desperate and sure, her voice ragged with longing. “Emmrich… please, I can’t wait anymore. I need you.”
The raw plea, so beautifully offered, undid him. He rose over her, eyes dark with desire and devotion, his hands trembling as he pushed his briefs down, freeing himself at last. His cock stood hard, flushed, eager—ready to claim her, worship her in the most primal way.
“I’ll go slow,” he promised, voice low, the words a vow, a prayer. “I want you to feel me, to let your body know me. Are you ready?”
Rook’s heart ached with how much she wanted him, how much she’d always wanted him. Her voice came soft, but certain. “I’ve been ready for you since the night you asked me out. Since the moment I knew that I love you.”
The words hit him like a blow and a balm all at once. His heart swelled, his breath hitched, and he bent to kiss her—gentle at first, then deeper, his soul poured into that meeting of mouths. When he pulled back, their foreheads touched, his hazel gaze locked to hers.
“I’ll tell you I love you as many times as you wish to hear it,” he whispered, voice thick with emotion. “You have my heart, Evara. My soul. All that I am.”
Her fingers traced along his jaw, tender and sure. “I don’t offer my heart to just anyone,” she confessed. “But I trust you with it. For as long as you’ll have it.”
Emmrich swallowed hard, the weight of that gift almost too much—and yet, it was all he’d ever wanted. His heart thundered as he lined himself up, the head of his cock brushing against her slick entrance, sliding deliberately against her clit. She shuddered, her hips tilting instinctively to meet him.
And then, slowly, achingly slow, he pressed in—inch by inch, savoring the feel of her, the way she pulsed and clenched around him, welcoming him.
Rook threaded one hand into his hair, the other finding his and interlacing their fingers, grounding herself in him as he filled her. Her head turned toward his forearm, moaning softly as he bottomed out, the stretch of him a perfect, exquisite fullness.
They stayed like that, breathing together, hearts hammering, bodies joined at last. Her gaze flicked up to his—dark, lust-drunk, hungry—and she gave him that look, that look, that made his length twitch inside her.
Her breath hitched at the sensation, pleasure sparking anew. His voice came soft, worried despite the heat in his eyes. “Are you all right?”
She exhaled a shaky laugh, the sound rich with wonder. “I finally feel complete.”
That undid him. His cock twitched again, drawing a gasp from her lips, and she tightened her grip on his hair. “You can move,” she breathed. “Please, Emmrich. Move.”
And he did. With her permission, he drew out, slow, deliberate—and then thrust back in, hard and deep, sending lightning through her veins. His pace set a rhythm that burned slow but strong, each stroke a worship, a claim.
Rook felt ecstatic—each snap of Emmrich’s hips sent shocks through her, little jolts of pleasure that made her gasp and moan, her hands clinging to his back as if to anchor herself in the storm of sensation. Every thrust drove him deeper, filling her, stretching her, making her feel gloriously claimed.
Emmrich felt half-mad with need. His lips found her jaw, her pulse, tasting her, breathing her in—the heady mix of sex and lavender that clung to her skin. She felt exquisite beneath him: so tight, so wet, her body pulsing in perfect rhythm with his. It was like he was a man lost in a desert who had finally found an oasis, and he drank her in like salvation. She was perfection—crafted for him, made to fit him, made to undo him.
Rook’s voice rose between their shared breaths, ragged with need. “Don’t be gentle,” she pleaded. “You’ve been gentle all night—I want to be ruined.”
His breath hitched, teeth grazing the curve of her throat. “Is that truly what you wish, my love?”
“Venhedis, yes,” she gasped, her eyes wild with desire. “I want to be driven mad by your cock. I want to cum because of you—because of this.”
The words broke through the last of his restraint. Emmrich sucked in a breath, his voice a low, reverent hiss. “You will be the end of me.”
Before she could beg again, he shifted, rising onto his knees. His hands slid beneath her, lifting her hips, angling her just right. And then he set a pace that was all hunger, all possession—hard, deep, relentless. Rook cried out, her voice a melody of surprise and delight that spurred him on. Praise and moans fell from her lips, music to his ears.
Her core felt ablaze, the fire building with every thrust, every snap of his hips. The heat coiled tighter, brighter, until it threatened to consume her. Emmrich's voice broke through the haze, thick with devotion and hunger. “You’re amazing, my darling girl. Taking me so well—gods, so well.”
Emmrich gazed down at his lover, utterly captivated by the sight of her undone beneath him. She was the picture of debauched perfection—her eyes dark with lust, her lips kiss-swollen, her skin marked by his constellation of love bites and bruises, each one a silent vow. The golden chain of her necklace glinted in the low light, the obsidian teardrop at its center bouncing with every thrust, catching the glow like a shard of night. The sight of it—the way it adorned her, the way it moved with the rhythm of their bodies—only fed his hunger.
In that moment, she was his—every trembling inch of her, every beat of her heart, every whispered breath of love. And he was hers, just as completely. The realization struck him deep, filling him with a fierce, aching pride… and a need that went beyond the physical. He wanted to possess every part of her, to worship her, to be the one who fulfilled her every desire and quiet wish, now and always.
She called his name like a prayer, like a plea, and it undid him further. With a growl, he lifted one of her legs, hooking it over his shoulder. The new angle sent him deeper, each thrust sending shockwaves through her, skin slapping against skin, the sound lost beneath her broken cries of yes, yes, yes.
Her body clenched, the inferno at her core poised to explode. Emmrich, lost in the wonder of her, urged her on, his voice rough with awe. “Yes, just like that. Let me see. Let me feel you.”
Rook’s cries rose louder, her nails digging into his shoulders as the fire consumed her. The climax that took her was like no other—an inferno unleashed, heat racing through her veins, leaving her trembling, panting, undone. She shook with the force of it, every part of her alight with pleasure.
Emmrich followed, unable to hold back, his rhythm faltering as he buckled forward. He spilled into her, groaning against her skin as her body milked him, their pleasure crashing together in a perfect, blinding tide.
When it was done, they collapsed into a tangled, panting, sweat-slicked heap—limbs entwined, hearts still racing, skin flushed and sated. Emmrich lay atop her, his weight comforting, grounding. They stayed like that, savoring the warmth, the closeness, the miracle of what they’d shared.
Rook cupped his face, her thumb brushing his cheek, her voice low, hoarse, but full of love. “I love you.”
Emmrich’s lips found hers in a kiss that was soft, reverent. When he pulled back, his voice was rough, raw with emotion. “And I love you.”
Their foreheads met in a gentle press, breaths mingling as they stayed connected, unwilling to let go, unwilling to break the magic of this perfect, perfect moment.
He drew in a shaky breath as he finally, carefully, pulled out, mindful of her oversensitive body. Rook shuddered at the loss, the soft overstimulation making her gasp, her limbs loose and warm, her heart still racing from the storm they’d just weathered together. He lingered there for a moment longer, stroking his hand down her side, grounding her in his touch.
They lay tangled for a beat, skin slick with sweat, chests rising and falling in the same rhythm. Then Emmrich rolled onto his back, arm still curved protectively around her, his gaze soft and full of quiet wonder.
Rook turned her head, resting her cheek against his shoulder, and looked at him — truly looked — and what shone in her dark brown eyes was pure contentment. The glow of satisfaction, of trust, of something that felt like home. Emmrich met her gaze, his hazel eyes equally full, equally at peace, as if the world beyond their room no longer existed.
“So,” he murmured, his thumb brushing lightly along her arm, his voice thick with emotion, “was I worth the wait?”
She let out a soft, happy breath, a lazy grin tugging at her lips. “So worth it,” she said, voice warm and sure. “You, sir, are an exceptional lover.”
Her smile turned sly, wicked gleam in her eye. “And for the record… I plan to thoroughly ravage you for the days to come.”
His smirk was slow, warm, utterly charmed. “Oh? And what sort of nefarious thoughts are you plotting now?”
Her grin widened, mischief and promise mingling in her gaze. “Oh, nothing too villainous. It’s just… now that I’ve had a taste, I don’t think I’ll ever get enough. I might just tempt you in every part of your home. Every room. Every surface.” She paused, eyes dancing. “Manfred’s room is exempt, of course.”
That earned a low chuckle from him, his fingers lifting to caress her cheek, brushing back a few damp strands that clung to her skin. The touch was tender, reverent — as if he couldn’t quite believe she was real.
“You are…” he began, searching for the right words, then let his smile deepen as he settled on the simplest, truest one. “An insatiable minx.”
Eventually, the warmth of the room and the weight of the night guided them forward, as if by silent agreement. The next thing Rook knew, steam curled softly through the air, the scent of Emmrich’s soap mingling with citrus and candle smoke. The world had shifted, and now they were in his bathroom, nestled together in the deep tub, water lapping gently at their skin.
The bath was blissfully warm, the quiet punctuated only by the soft lap of water against porcelain and the low crackle of candlelight. Rook let out a content sigh, her back rested against his chest, the heat of the bath soothing away the ache of spent muscles, the tension of want sated but not diminished. Emmrich’s arms wrapped around her, fingers tracing idle, reverent patterns along her shoulder, her arm, as if even now he couldn’t stop touching her, couldn’t bear to let her go.
After a moment, she tilted her head slightly, her voice soft, thoughtful. “Emmrich?”
“Mmm?”
She hesitated, then smiled to herself. “Would you… want to meet my friends? Officially, I mean.”
That caught his attention. His hand stilled, and she felt rather than saw the smile that curved against her hair. “What inspired this idea?” he asked gently, curious.
Rook played idly with the water, watching how it rippled. “I’ve been thinking about it for a while, actually,” she admitted. “We’re planning to gather next week for Satinalia… it seemed like a good time. I thought—well, I’d like them to know you. And for you to know them.”
Emmrich’s heart swelled at the earnestness in her voice. She was trying to piece him into her world—inviting him in—and it humbled him more than he could say. He had been content with what they shared now, always careful to keep his growing hopes at bay, guarding against the day she might decide she no longer wished for him. A quiet defense, one that let him keep his composure. But she, with her warmth and nearness, always found a way to melt it down.
The way she looked at him now—like he’d offered her the world, like he was something precious—made him believe that maybe he could want more. That perhaps, with her, he was allowed to. And to think… this sabbatical, this choice to come to Minrathous, had given him the chance to find her, to find this.
His smile deepened, warm and sure. “I would be delighted to meet them, darling. Truly.”
That answer pleased her. She shifted, turning to straddle him, the water sloshing softly around them. Her fingers brushed his damp hair back from his face, her dark eyes glinting with mischief. “Since you’ll be meeting mine…” she began, tilting her head, “when do I get to meet yours?”
That earned a low, genuine laugh from him, the sound reverberating through his chest. “Ah, well. My friends in Minrathous mainly consist of Dorian, of course, and Myrna. But Johanna…” His tone turned wry. “I think I might postpone your meeting with Johanna for now. She can be… brash.”
Rook’s grin turned wicked, mischief dancing in her eyes. “Trying to keep me as your little secret for a moment longer?”
Emmrich’s eyes widened, his flustered reaction immediate and endearing. “No! Maker, no—that’s not the case at all. I simply—she’s a handful, and I’d rather spare you her theatrics until… until the timing’s right.”
Rook laughed, low and teasing, her heart warmed by how earnest he was in his attempt to reassure her. She leaned in, pressing a kiss to the tip of his nose, her smile softening as affection overtook her playfulness. “Relax, Professor. I know you’ll set something up soon. I’m just giving you a hard time.”
She knew Emmrich wasn’t the kind of man to hide her away. Sure, if they stepped into his world—into the polished halls of academia—their age difference might spark whispers. But that was a world she didn’t need to step into yet. Just as he hadn’t asked to step into the darker corners of her past—the parts she still hesitated to share, the pieces that carried shame and fear. But for now, she wanted to enjoy this moment for a little longer.
Notes:
Thank you so much for having the patience and the ability to endure for the moment these two lovebirds FINALLY do it. I swear all I could ever think about when writing these chapters was the future smutty ones because these two are such perverts that can't keep their hands off of each other.
I do applaud Emmrich's restraint in not wanting to rush into things with Rook, but dear lord the suspense was killing me. Now I can welcome the era of smut for these two, and Rook is definitely going to enjoy herself.
Chapter 40: Chapter 40 - A Remedy in Heat
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich enjoy the morning-after glow.
Notes:
So, I received a message that suggested I wrote this story using AI, insinuating that none of what I've written was done by my effort or idea. They wanted proof of my research to prove that I'm not a fraud. I will admit that it did make me feel a certain way because I do use Chat GPT to help me create and brainstorm locations in this story, as well as food/tea ideas, and occasionally sort out the plot to write this story in the way I envision it, because I change my mind a lot when I'm mid-chapter.
My friends told me to ignore it and not to get baited, but I wanted to get this out of the way.
I do my research for this constantly, looking at the Dragon Age Wiki to re-familiarize myself about the lore, re-watching gameplay/party banter vids, and cutscenes so that I can emulate the character's tone in the dialogue. I revise every paragraph after repeated proofreading because I write out the whole chapter first before posting, and I do comeback on here to re-edit them if I want to change/correct things.
I even made a vision board to keep all my ideas straight, and I continue to add to it with more details I want to remember. Along with sticky notes of the things that I think of putting in for future chapters. I'm just a perfectionist who wants to do my idea justice.
I may have taken the bait by bringing it up on here, but I really wanted to say this so that things weren't twisted.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The soft glow of morning filtered through the heavy curtains, casting the bedroom in a gentle, golden haze. Emmrich stirred first, the warmth of the woman curled against him anchoring him in that perfect space between sleep and waking. His eyes opened slowly, adjusting to the light, and he found himself gazing down at Rook, still deeply asleep, her features relaxed in quiet contentment.
He shifted slightly, careful not to disturb her, and lowered his head just enough to breathe her in. The scent of jasmine lingered faintly in her hair, mixing with the remnants of lavender from the night before. He had always loved that faint scent—it was her—but there was something deeply, possessively satisfying about the subtle trace of his own fragrance clinging to her skin. It was another mark, invisible to the world but deeply felt, that whispered she was his.
A small, tender smile curved his lips. He pressed a series of soft kisses to her temple and forehead, lingering just a heartbeat longer than necessary before carefully extricating himself from the tangle of limbs and sheets. Rook stirred only slightly, sighing in her sleep, burrowing deeper into the bed’s embrace.
Emmrich reached for the silk robe draped over a nearby chair, emerald green with a subtle pattern only visible when it caught the light. He shrugged it on, tying it loosely at the waist as he padded quietly toward the bathroom.
The splash of cool water, the familiar ritual of grooming, helped wake him. He stood before the mirror, the light catching on the faint, darkening marks at the edge of his collar where Rook’s passion had left its signature. He chuckled softly, a low, amused sound, brushing his fingers gently over the love bites. Well well well, he mused, Look’s like I’m not the only one who left marks of devotion last night.
By the time he finished applying his aftershave—citrus and cedar, crisp and clean—he felt that quiet, satisfied glow settle over him. A man content. A man claimed.
Returning to the bedroom, the sight that greeted him made his heart swell. Rook, still fast asleep, had claimed his blankets entirely, wrapping herself in the layers—including Manfred’s miscolored quilt—as if drawing every piece of him close even in dreams. The soft rise and fall of her breathing, the peaceful expression on her face, was a vision he could have gazed at forever.
Emmrich stood for another lingering moment, taking in the sight of Rook bundled in his blankets, her features soft in sleep, the fierce and clever woman he adored transformed in this quiet moment into something achingly innocent. She looked small like this, tucked into the nest she’d made of his sheets, his quilt, his scent. Adorable didn’t begin to cover it—but it was the only word that came to mind, and it made his chest ache with quiet affection.
With a breath that felt like a sigh of contentment, he resumed his morning ritual, moving through the room with practiced ease. He dressed simply for the day ahead: brown slacks, pressed and neat; a black ribbed mock-neck sweater that clung just right to his lean frame, understated but elegant. On his feet, he slipped into warm wool loafers, the kind meant for a man at home but never careless. His grave-gold lay untouched on the dresser; for now, he let his skin remain bare, unadorned, as if to keep this morning simple, grounded, theirs.
At last, he crossed back to the bed, drawn to her as surely as the tide to shore. He settled on the edge of the mattress, careful not to jostle her too abruptly. His fingers reached, gentle and sure, brushing aside the stray strands of chestnut hair that had fallen over her face. The soft sweep of his touch stirred her, and Rook shifted beneath the weight of the blankets, a quiet sound escaping her lips—a sigh, a murmur, the first breath of waking.
Emmrich’s smile deepened, tender and full of affection. He leaned down, his voice low and warm as he whispered against her ear. “Rook, darling.”
“Mmm?” came her sleepy reply, muffled by the pillow.
“I’m about to fetch us some breakfast. Is there anything in particular you’d like?”
“Mhmm,” she mumbled, half-lost to sleep, the sound more feeling than word.
“Oh, my poor exhausted love,” he murmured, his thumb stroking softly along her cheek as she nuzzled deeper into his pillow. “You go on and rest a little longer. I set out some clothes for you on the nightstand for when you’re ready.”
“Hmhmm,” came the response, content and drowsy.
He chuckled quietly, heart full at the sight of her. The exact translation of her sleepy murmur was a mystery, but he took it for what it surely meant: Okay.
Emmrich lingered for a breath, drinking in the sight of her bundled so securely in his blankets—his quilt, his pillow—wrapped in the sanctuary they’d created together. With a final, featherlight kiss to her temple, he rose from the bed. The soft whisper of his wool loafers barely disturbed the hush of the room as he crossed to the door, casting one last fond glance over his shoulder before slipping into the hall.
He made his way to the kitchen, the early light spilling through the tall windows, casting a gentle glow across polished wood and stone. His mind was already turning toward breakfast—what would suit her, what would soothe and delight after the night they’d shared. One thing was certain: she’d surely want a cup of tea.
The room was quiet save for the soft creak of the floor as the house settled, the faint trace of Emmrich’s scent still lingering in the air—citrus, cedar, and the faintest note of jasmine. The scent wrapped around Rook like an invisible embrace, mingling with the warmth of the blankets cocooning her.
She stirred slowly, drawn toward waking by the subtle change in the air, the distant sound of movement beyond the door. A small, contented sigh escaped her lips as she shifted, cheek rubbing against the pillow that smelled of him. For a moment, she kept her eyes closed, savoring the peace, the lingering echo of the night before—a night that had been everything she’d hoped for and more.
Her body felt deliciously heavy, pleasantly sore in all the right ways, her mind still adrift somewhere between sleep and the memory of Emmrich’s hands, his mouth, his whispered promises. And slowly, with a lazy stretch beneath the weight of the blankets, Rook let herself fully wake, a soft smile curving her lips as she blinked against the morning light.
Rook rose from the bed, the cool morning air prickling at her bare skin, drawing a quiet shiver from her as she slipped free of the tangled blankets. The warmth of the sheets clung to her for a heartbeat longer, reluctant to let her go. She glanced around, spotting a folded charcoal grey shirt and a pair of black wool sleep pants waiting for her on the nightstand—simple, soft, unmistakably his. Beside them, gleaming faintly in the morning light, lay the necklace he had gifted her the night before, its delicate chain and obsidian pendant a reminder of all they’d shared.
She slipped the shirt over her head, the fabric falling loose and comforting, his scent still woven into the threads. The pants followed, the waistband rolled a few times to fit her smaller frame. The necklace came last, the cool metal settling against her skin, the weight of it grounding her, reminding her she was his, and he was hers. As she adjusted the shirt, the edge of a love bite peeked out at the collar, the sight drawing a soft, private smile to her lips.
The marks—the constellation of them scattered across her skin—made her thoughts drift to the night before. Emmrich had been exquisite. The way he had spoken, all poetic filth and reverence, had made her shiver; the sounds he’d made, the quiet gasps, the rough groans as he’d thrust into her, had etched themselves into her memory; and his hands—Maker, his hands—had touched her like she was something precious, cherished, loved.
Quietly, she padded down the stairs, drawn toward the soft clink of china, the faint, familiar scent of tea. The kitchen came into view, warm in the morning light. And there he was—dressed neatly in brown slacks and a black ribbed mock-neck sweater that hugged his slim figure, his sleeves pushed back as he prepared two cups of tea with practiced care.
For a moment, she simply watched him, her heart swelling with affection, with gratitude, trying to memorize this image of domestic bliss.
Rook tiptoed into the kitchen, drawn by the comforting scent of tea and the quiet sounds of Emmrich at work. Without a word, she slipped behind him, wrapping her arms around his waist, cheek resting against his back. His warmth, his scent—citrus, jasmine, and something purely him—soothed her in an instant.
He glanced down from the corner of his eye, a smile curving his lips. “Hello there, darling.”
She nuzzled in closer, breathing him in, her voice still thick with the softness of morning. “Good morning.”
Peeking over his shoulder, she caught sight of the two steaming mugs he’d prepared. “Is one of those for me?”
“It is,” he confirmed, leaning back just enough to press a kiss to her temple before turning slightly to hand her the mug.
Rook accepted it, cradling it between her hands, savoring the warmth that seeped into her fingers. The first breath of steam brought a smile to her lips—the fruity, floral aroma of Shadow Bloom: oolong tea, dried plum, elderflower, violet petals. A familiar blend Emmrich enjoyed.
Feeling more awake with each sip, she tilted her head to look at him. “Need help with breakfast?”
He shook his head, still tending to the counter. “I have it sorted. Oatmeal and fruit this morning—though, I wonder now if that’s too old-fashioned.”
Rook glanced at the table, taking in the simple, cozy sight: two bowls of oatmeal, topped with fresh berries and a sprinkle of toasted almonds. The scene made her heart feel full. “It’s perfect,” she said, voice warm with sincerity. “Exactly what a morning like this calls for.”
Emmrich smiled at her approval. “Would you like honey in yours?”
“Do you have maple syrup?”
“I do.”
As he passed her the small bottle, she drizzled a generous swirl over her oatmeal. “I used to load my oatmeal with brown sugar and fruit as a kid,” she said, amusement dancing in her voice. “My mom always warned me my teeth would rot, so she had me try maple syrup—it felt like a good compromise.”
Emmrich laughed, the sound soft and genuine, eyes crinkling at the image. “I can just see it—little Rook, practically emptying the sugar jar into her bowl.” His smile turned nostalgic. “I was no better. When my mother baked her hazelnut torte, I lived for the chance to lick the spoon.”
Her eyes lit up with curiosity. “Do you still make it?”
“I do,” he said, pleased by her interest. “I was lucky enough to inherit her recipes. I bake the torte every Wintersend for gatherings.”
Rook hummed thoughtfully, resting her chin in her hand. “Do you still lick the spoon?”
His laugh deepened, warm as the tea between them. “On occasion.”
Her gaze softened as she took him in, so relaxed and at ease in his simple black sweater and brown slacks. “It’s nice seeing you like this,” she admitted. “Out of your waistcoats and button-ups. You look... relaxed. Less academic and more domestic, almost.”
Emmrich arched a brow, smirking. “And I rather like seeing you in my clothes.” His gaze dipped, noting the necklace at her throat and the edge of a love bite peeking from the loose collar of his shirt. “Especially like this.”
Rook grinned to herself, a memory surfacing unbidden—Emmrich that morning in her Loft, dressed in her joggers. The sight had been comical in the best way: the dignified professor swallowed in soft, worn fabric that clung where it shouldn’t, looking every bit out of place and endearing for it. But now... now she was the one draped in his clothes, and from the look in his eyes, the effect was anything but comical. The thought sent a little thrill through her, a quiet satisfaction in how she could fluster him with nothing more than wearing his shirt and pants.
“True,” she mused aloud, tugging at the rolled waistband of the sleep pants. “Although maybe I should get clothes that actually fit me. Considering my only outfit here is an evening gown and heels.”
“Indeed,” he said, eyes glinting with quiet amusement. “Perhaps I could make some space for you to leave such things here. Maybe even have a few cat beds for a certain feline of the shadows.”
Rook laughed softly, her heart light. “You spoil me, Professor.”
“And I intend to continue doing so,” he said simply, reaching for his own tea, his gaze fond, as if this—this morning, this quiet joy—was everything he could ever wish for.
With breakfast finished, Rook took charge of washing the dishes—humming softly to herself as she worked—Emmrich moved to the living room, giving her space and taking the opportunity to check in on Manfred. He retrieved his phone, dialing Dorian’s number. The line rang only once before the familiar, amused voice answered.
“Well, well, well—what an unexpected delight,” Dorian drawled, the sound of clinking glassware and the faint rustle of fabric in the background. “Shouldn’t you be far too occupied with your ravishing elf to be calling me at this hour? Tell me how was the restaurant?”
Emmrich couldn’t help the quiet huff of laughter. “Good morning to you as well, Dorian. I’m simply checking on Manfred. How is he faring under your roof?”
“Oh, the poor dear is quite content,” Dorian said, a smile audible in his tone. “At present, he’s sunning himself in my garden like a little bone-white gargoyle. There was a slight incident—he fell into the pond trying to retrieve a water lotus. But the pond is shallow, and I assure you, your precious wisp is none the worse for wear. A bit damp, perhaps, but entirely intact.”
Emmrich winced, though fond amusement threaded through his concern. “Shall I come collect him, then?”
There was a sharp gasp of offense on the other end of the line. “Emmrich Volkarin, you will do no such thing. You have a lover to entertain. Do not—do not—disrupt the romantic bliss of your day together by worrying about your skeletal ward. Manfred will survive without you for another day.”
“I wouldn’t wish to impose on your generosity…”
“Nonsense,” Dorian cut in, his tone fond but firm. “Manfred has been informed of the arrangement and has agreed most graciously—at least, that is what I was able to decipher. I daresay I could use his help sorting my winter wardrobe. His assistance will be greatly appreciated by my staff.”
Emmrich exhaled, a soft smile tugging at his mouth. “Thank you, Dorian. Truly. For your hospitality… and your discretion.”
“Please. I live for the scandal, but I respect a man’s need for privacy.” There was a beat of silence, then Dorian’s voice turned sly. “Though you will bring her around for a proper introduction soon. I expect it. I demand it. And no, knowing who she is doesn’t count. I want the official unveiling of Rook, the woman who has made our esteemed professor go all starry-eyed.”
“I’ll see to it,” Emmrich said, warmth and exasperation mingling in his tone.
“Good. Now go—enjoy yourself. You deserve it.”
With a soft laugh, Emmrich ended the call and tucked the phone away. He lingered for a breath, savoring the quiet, the way the morning light spilled across his living room floor. Then he made his way back to the kitchen.
Rook stood by the sink, drying her hands with a dish towel, a content smile curving her lips—the picture of simple satisfaction after completing her task. She turned as she sensed him, her eyes bright, warm, and full of quiet joy.
Emmrich felt his chest ache with the softness of it. How did I ever get so lucky?
He sauntered toward her, his steps unhurried, his gaze soft and warm. He reached for her hands, lacing his fingers through hers as he lifted them to his lips, pressing a kiss to her knuckles before leaning in to graze a kiss against her cheek. The simple tenderness of it made Rook’s heart flutter.
“What was that for?” she asked, a playful note in her voice as she tilted her head, watching him with bright eyes.
He smiled, his thumb brushing lightly along her wrist. “I was checking in with Dorian about Manfred. He’s well—though there was a minor incident involving a pond.”
Rook’s eyes lit with amusement. “Oh no. Is he all right?”
“He’s fine. A bit damp, but otherwise intact. Dorian has now tasked him with helping sort through his winter wardrobe. And, I might add, Dorian insisted that we spend the day together—uninterrupted.”
A soft laugh escaped her, warmth blooming in her chest. “Well, lucky us.”
Without hesitation, she slipped her arms around his neck, rising onto her toes to kiss him—a kiss filled with affection, delight, and that easy intimacy that had grown between them.
Emmrich’s boldness surged. His hands found her waist, lifting her with ease, settling her atop the kitchen counter. She gasped softly, breath hitching, his mouth captured hers again, the kiss deepening—slow and hungry, savoring her as if he couldn’t get enough.
When they parted, their foreheads nearly touched, breath mingling between them. Rook grinned, breathless and charmed. “So, Professor… what do you want to do today?”
Emmrich hummed, his hazel eyes glinting with mischief as his fingers traced idle, lazy circles along her thighs. “Mmm. If I remember correctly… you mentioned something last night about every room… and every surface?”
As he spoke, his hand slid beneath the hem of her borrowed shirt, fingertips finding bare skin. She inhaled sharply at the sudden warmth of his touch, his hand gliding to rest at her waist.
Rook laughed, wicked delight sparking in her gaze. “And you said that I was the insatiable one.”
He nuzzled into the crook of Rook’s neck, his lips brushing warm, lingering kisses along her skin. He found that tender spot just behind her ear, his breath hot as he exhaled against it, and Rook shivered, her own breath catching at the sensation.
She grinned, the sound of her amusement mingling with the heat between them. “Mmm… not sure you have the stamina for that kind of rigorous activity, Professor.”
He chuckled low against her neck, his voice a velvet promise. “Darling, I wasn’t planning to conquer that mission in a single day.” He lifted his head, his hazel eyes glinting with playful intent. “Wouldn’t it be far more interesting to let it unfold? To take our time… claiming each room, each surface… when the moment calls for it?”
Before she could reply, his mouth was on hers again, slow and coaxing, his fingers threading into her hair, guiding her closer as if he couldn’t bear the inches between them. Rook’s hands rose to cradle the back of his neck, fingers tangling in his hair, anchoring them both in the moment. The kiss deepened, grew more heated, until the world outside their little bubble ceased to matter.
That was, until the sharp chime of the doorbell cut through the haze.
They ignored it at first, too wrapped in the taste of each other, the heat of shared breath. Rook’s grip tightened, as if daring the world to intrude. But then the bell rang again, louder this time, more insistent, breaking the fragile spell.
They both stilled.
Rook groaned, forehead resting lightly against his. “Should you get that?”
He sighed, reluctant but practical. “They’ll leave it on the porch.”
But as the bell chimed a third time, Emmrich exhaled, the faintest edge of frustration creeping into his tone. The persistent ringing felt like an unwelcome intrusion, a hindrance pulling him from Rook’s warmth, from the sweetness of the moment they were wrapped in. His jaw tensed, just for a heartbeat—until realization dawned on him.
“Ah—no,” he murmured, his expression softening as memory clicked into place. “This delivery requires a signature. I’ve been waiting on some books.”
Rook grinned, still breathless. “Of course.”
With a quick, apologetic kiss, Emmrich disentangled himself, smoothing his sweater and running a hand through his tousled hair. He opened the door to find a bulky elven courier waiting, clipboard in hand. The man offered a polite nod as Emmrich scrawled his signature and took the package.
Returning inside, Emmrich made his way to the study, the weight of anticipation giving way to something quieter, content. Rook lingered in the doorway, watching with fond amusement as he revealed his bounty. The titles drew a soft quirk of her lips—a dense commentary on Fade Theory, a collection of essays on Necromancy Dynamics, a slim volume on Spirit Ethics, a treatise on Exotic Horticulture, and a beautifully bound travel photography book filled with sepia-toned glimpses of faraway cities and distant lives.
Her gaze drifted to the now-empty box. It had looked so modest in size, yet the sheer heft of the knowledge it had held made her brow arch in playful suspicion.
“That’s quite the bounty,” she mused, stepping closer to peer over his shoulder. “Think they featherweight-enchanted the box to spare the poor courier?”
Emmrich chuckled, glancing back at her, warmth softening the sharp lines of his features. “I’m fairly certain it was part of the service tax when I placed the order.”
Rook smirked. That tracked. In a city like Minrathous, where magic touched every part of life, featherweight charms were standard for bulk shipments—convenient, folded into the cost like a quiet courtesy. But she also knew from experience: if you wanted that same enchantment for an entire household’s worth of furniture and crates, the price climbed faster than the tourism rates during Satinalia.
The professor worked quietly, stacking his new books with that same meticulous care he applied to everything—each spine aligned, each volume placed with intention. From the doorway, Rook watched him in thoughtful silence, a small, affectionate smile tugging at her lips. But as the quiet stretched between them, a different thought began to weigh at the edges of her mind—one she could no longer keep to herself.
She stepped closer, her voice soft but certain. “Emmrich?”
He paused, glancing over his shoulder, the warmth in his eyes immediate. “Yes, my love?”
“I… I was wondering if I could get your opinion on something.” She hesitated, fingers brushing along the edge of his desk, as if grounding herself would steady her nerves. “A friend of mine reached out. They asked if I’d come back—just to help with a case. With the Shadow Dragons.”
His brow lifted slightly. “Are they asking you to return as an agent?”
“I don’t know. Maybe? I’m not sure what capacity they want me in. I could just be a consultant for all I know. But it’d be a one-time thing. I’m not even sure if I should say yes at all.”
That drew his full attention. Emmrich straightened, turning fully to face her, the books forgotten for now. He crossed the space between them, resting a hand lightly at her hip, his expression open, patient. “What’s making you hesitate?”
He’d heard her speak of the Shadow Dragons before—with fondness, with pride. She’d never sounded ashamed of that chapter in her life. But now… this melancholy, this shadow in her eyes—it left him quietly, deeply concerned.
She let out a slow breath, gaze dropping to the floor before finding his again. “I didn’t exactly leave on the best of terms,” she admitted, voice low. “Before I left the Shadows… there was an incident.”
Her fingers flexed at her sides, and for a moment, he could see the battle within her—the pull to hide, to retreat. But she pressed on.
“I… I burnt out during a mission. Nearly botched the whole thing because I refused to rest. I just kept pushing because it was all I knew. And I paid the price for it.”
She swallowed hard, the memory raw despite the time that had passed. “When I was in the hospital afterward, Solas showed up.… he suggested that I take over the tea shop our parents left us. His way of trying to reconnect. At first, I told him to fuck off—that I didn’t need him. But later, when I was at my lowest… I did something terrible. After that I left the Shadows, and accepted Solas’s offer. I haven’t gone back since.”
The confession hung between them, raw and honest. Emmrich’s fingers flexed gently at her hip, his thumb brushing a slow, soothing arc. His voice, when it came, was soft but steady. “Would you like to tell me what that ‘something’ was? Or would you rather I not ask?”
Rook shook her head, a small, sad smile ghosting across her lips. “Not today. But someday.”
She drew in a breath, tried to steady herself. “Right now, I just… I want to know what you think. About me going back.”
His gaze searched hers, seeing the doubt, the fear of old ghosts she wasn’t ready to name. “What is it you fear most?”
“That I’ll screw it up. Or fall back into old habits. But… Neve says that won’t happen.”
“Do you doubt your judgment?”
Her voice dropped, rough around the edges. “I wasn’t a good person, Emmrich. Back then I was reckless, stubborn, insubordinate.”
“But that’s not who you are now.”
“No. But she’s still part of me.”
He held her gaze, his thumb tracing light, grounding circles at her hip. “Do you trust your friend’s judgment?”
“I do.”
Emmrich studied her face, reading the doubt that clouded her gaze and the weight of choices not yet made. But he also saw what she didn’t say—the decision that was already in her heart, waiting for her to trust it. “Then I believe whatever you choose will be the right choice. Because you’ll make it with that big, brave heart of yours. And if you decide to help them, I’ll be at your side. Always.”
Rook scoffed lightly, though a smile tugged at her lips. “That’s not exactly helpful, you know. You’re supposed to help me decide.”
He chuckled, threading his fingers through hers, warm and steady. “Would you have followed my advice, no matter what it was?”
Her grin softened, giving way to reflection. The truth was, she already knew the answer—had known it from the start. But somehow, hearing him speak had given her the courage to believe in it. And as she met his gaze, she saw it there—the quiet understanding that she’d already chosen. He wasn’t telling her what to do. He was reminding her that she could trust herself.
“I suppose,” she said at last, a flicker of mischief and gratitude mingling in her smile, “it would depend on what you said.”
Emmrich’s eyes softened further, his thumb brushing over her knuckles. “Rook, you’ve always known the answer. You just needed to hear it from someone who loves you. If this is important to you… then do it. And I’ll be here, no matter what.”
Rook felt so reassured by his words that tears pricked at the corners of her eyes. Speaking with Emmrich had been the right choice; he’d chased away her doubts with such quiet understanding, without a hint of judgment.
Probably because he doesn’t know what you did.
No.
She was different now. She had changed.
She closed the small distance between them, wrapping her arms around Emmrich and resting her cheek briefly against his chest. The solid, steady rhythm of his heartbeat was grounding. In a soft breath, she whispered, “Thank you.”
Emmrich’s smile was small but full of warmth. His hand lifted, cradling the back of her head gently as he said, his voice low but sure, “And thank you. For asking for my opinion… for trusting me with something you didn’t have to share.”
She tilted her head, looking up at him, her brow furrowed slightly. “Why wouldn’t I ask for your opinion? This could affect you too. Of course I’d want to hear what you think.”
His gaze softened at her sincerity, but then drifted aside, a hint of self-deprecation curling at his lips. He exhaled quietly, as if weighing how much to say. “Because, in my past… most of my partners did not truly ask. They made their choices, set their course—and left me the courtesy of deciding whether I wished to follow. More often than not, I was simply carried along until, eventually, I was not.” His smile tilted wryly, the edges of the memory softened by time, but still faintly bittersweet. “There was little in the way of conversation. Little space for my voice. And, unsurprisingly, it concluded in heartbreak.”
Once she saw the bittersweet look in his eyes, Rook’s stomach twisted with anger—not at him, but for him. She could feel the heat of it rising, the injustice of how easily those before her had dismissed him, had failed to see the value of his voice in decisions that should have been shared.
“Those assholes,” she said, voice low but firm. “How could someone decide something that big without talking to the person it affects? How could they do that to you?”
Her outrage surprised him. Emmrich blinked, his brows lifting slightly as if he hadn’t expected her to take it so much to heart. His fingers brushed lightly along her arm in a soothing gesture. “It was a long time ago, darling. I remember it more with trivial nostalgia than anything else. You don’t need to be angry on my behalf.”
But she couldn’t help it. The more she thought about it, the more it rankled. How could anyone make Emmrich feel like he didn’t have a say? The very idea made her heart ache with a protective, simmering anger. And yet, beneath that heat, a memory stirred—sharp and unshakable. She thought back to when she was just a child, lying in that hospital bed after the car accident, too broken to protest, too young to be heard. Solas had made a decision that day—a decision that changed the course of her life forever. A decision she hadn’t been given a say in. That helplessness, that silent rage... she would never forget it. And she swore, in that moment, that she would never make anyone feel as she had felt that day. Anyone who had done that to Emmrich—who had silenced him, decided for him—they were a fool. Worse than a fool. They didn’t deserve him.
She shook her head, letting out a slow breath, the tension in her shoulders easing as she met his gaze again. “The last thing I would ever want is for you to be left out in a decision that concerns you.”
His heart ached at that, at her fire, at her loyalty. His smile softened, becoming something deeper, something that spoke of gratitude and love. He pressed a kiss to the corner of her mouth, lingering there. “You, my dear, continue to surprise me.”
Rook gave Emmrich’s hand a final squeeze before slipping from the room, her mind shifting briefly from tender moments to practical matters. She retrieved her phone from where she’d left it atop the dresser, padding quietly into the hall to place a call to Vorgoth.
Their conversation was brief but productive — a check-in to ensure the tea shop was running smoothly and to finalize Vorgoth’s schedule as acting manager while she was away. By the time she ended the call, satisfaction settled over her; the shop was in good hands, and her responsibilities were seen to.
When she returned to the living room, the sight that greeted her made her breath catch, a slow smile curving her lips. Emmrich sat on the settee, one ankle crossed over his knee, completely absorbed in a newly acquired book. A pair of gold half-moon reading glasses perched on his nose, glinting in the soft light, somehow making him look even more devastatingly handsome. The quiet elegance of him — the casual grace, the way the sunlight filtered through the curtains to cast faint patterns on his dark sweater — stirred something deep inside her.
A mischievous idea sparked.
Without a sound, Rook shed the borrowed sleep pants followed by her knickers, leaving the charcoal shirt to drape long over her hips. Bare-legged, she crossed the room, her every step deliberate, sure.
Emmrich didn’t look up until she was right in front of him — until slender fingers slipped the book from his hands and set it gently on the coffee table behind her. His mouth opened, ready to protest, to ask for a moment to mark his page — but the words died on his tongue when he saw her.
And then — she straddled his lap, settling against him with intention that stole his breath.
For a heartbeat, he could only stare, heart thundering, blood roaring in his ears. Thank the Maker the curtains were drawn; not that anyone could see past the front gate and hedges, but still — the idea of anyone glimpsing her like this, his Rook, was almost too much.
Her voice, when it came, was low and sultry, the promise of sin wrapped in silk. “I realized… I never properly thanked you for your gift.”
He swallowed hard, throat working, his hands already restless at her waist. He reached for his glasses, intent on discarding them — but she caught his wrist, stopping him with a playful, heated look.
“No,” she whispered, leaning in so her lips almost brushed his ear, “keep them on. I like them.”
Emmrich watched with wonder, utterly captivated as Rook settled her palms against his chest. Her touch was warm, grounding, and yet full of intent. Mischief danced at the edges of her smile as she tilted her head, her voice soft but playful.
“I was thinking,” she said, eyes gleaming with affection, “about your wish last night. You wanted me to accept everything you gave me—the evening, the gift, the experience.” She shifted, settling fully on his lap, feeling the subtle stir beneath her that told her just how much he wanted her. His hands rested at her thighs, as if caught between reverence and temptation, his fingers flexing as though debating whether to dare higher.
“It made me wonder,” she continued, voice softer now, “if I truly fulfilled it.”
Her hair spilled loose and wavy around her shoulders, the shirt she wore slipping slightly to reveal one delicate line of skin. Those dark, chocolate eyes gazed at him, so full of love and wonder that he could barely breathe.
He managed to find his voice, low and sincere. “Rook… you did more than enough to fulfill that wish. You opened your heart, stepped beyond your comfort, accepted the meal, my gift, the evening as I hoped. And you trusted me.” His thumbs brushed slow circles at her thighs, his gaze drinking her in. “You were perfect.”
The tenderness of his words filled her, warmed her to her core. Without thinking, without needing words, she leaned down and kissed him—pouring into that meeting of mouths all she could not say aloud. Her hands found his hair, fingers threading through the strands, mussing the careful waves as her hips rocked gently against him, drawing a low sound from his throat.
Their mouths moved together in a slow, hungry rhythm, tongues tangling, tasting, teasing. When they parted at last, breathless and wanting, Rook let her lips brush his ear, her voice dropping to a whisper that sent a shiver racing down his spine.
“I’d like to thank you properly, Professor,” she murmured, velvet-soft, laced with promise. “May I take the lead?”
The heat of her breath at his ear, the weight of her against him, the ache of need straining against the confines of his clothes—he could only nod, heart thundering, utterly hers.
For a breath, Emmrich stilled beneath her, undone by the softness of her voice, the heat of her words, the weight of her trust. His pulse thundered, his restraint frayed to its edge, and yet—he smiled, slow and full of quiet wonder, as if she’d just offered him the stars.
“My love,” he said, his voice low, reverent, roughened by want, “you may lead me anywhere you wish.”
His hands slid higher at last, fingers tracing the curve of her waist, grounding himself in the feel of her. “I’m yours.”
Rook felt the last of her doubts melt away beneath the weight of his words, the warmth of his touch, the quiet reverence in his gaze. She brushed her lips over his once more, slow and lingering, savoring the simple miracle of this man—of them. The world beyond the walls of Emmrich’s home could wait. The morning sun spilled golden through the curtains, casting them in a soft glow, as if even the day itself conspired to grant them this peace.
She smiled against his mouth, her voice a whisper of promise. “Very good.”
Notes:
Buckle up, everyone, we've got another smut scene incoming.
Chapter 41: Chapter 41 - Steeped in Desire
Summary:
Rook takes the lead in her wish of indulgence.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook kissed him with hunger and intent, nipping at his bottom lip, her teeth grazing just enough to draw a gasp from him before her tongue soothed the sting. The boldness of it—the way she claimed him—sent a shiver through Emmrich’s frame. He reveled in her proactive seduction, in the way she straddled him with surety, her hands tangling in his hair, tugging him closer.
His hands slid beneath her shirt again, gliding up from her waist to the curve of her ribcage. His fingers splayed, seeking more of her heat, her shape—brushing the scar she had shared with him. There, his touch was easy, familiar.
Rook pressed closer, guiding his head to tilt beneath her hands so she could deepen the kiss, desperate to keep the rhythm, to hold him in the moment.
But when his hands moved higher, along her back—that’s when everything changed.
His fingers stilled as they met the faint, faded lines she’d never spoken of. Old scars. Subtle, but undeniable to his practiced touch. And Emmrich knew, because a body remembers—and so do hands trained to read what the body carries when words fall silent.
Rook felt it. Felt his breath shift, his hands pause. Confusion flickered until she realized where his hands were. And in that instant, panic surged through her, sharp and cold. The scars. The ones she hadn’t shared. The ones from a time she didn’t want him to see—not yet. Not like this. Because the past they bore was darker than any mistake with the Shadow Dragons. A part she hated. A part she feared was too dark to share.
Her heart raced. The warmth between them faltered. She could feel it all slipping—the passion, the moment, the fragile peace she’d found in his arms. He would ask. He would want to know. He would want to see. And how could she tell him? What would she tell him?
Emmrich felt the tension flood her, felt the way her spirit seemed to flinch. His hands left her back, rising instead to cradle her face, drawing her gaze to his. His touch was gentle, sure, grounding her in the now.
“Evara,” he whispered, his voice a balm, his thumbs brushing softly along her cheekbones.
She startled, blinking as if pulled from a storm. Her gaze met his—hazel, steady, full of nothing but concern and care. No demand. No judgment. Only Emmrich. Only love.
His hand slid through her hair, slow and soothing. “It’s all right,” he said, voice low, threaded with quiet promise. You don’t have to tell me. Not until you’re ready. Not today.
Rook, for all her sweetness and warmth, Emmrich knew he had no right to press for a history she wasn’t ready to share. She would tell him when the time came, and when it did, he would listen. His Rook had many layers: her guard, her wit, her heart... and the vulnerable spaces she wasn’t sure she could share.
Her breath shuddered out of her, some of the fear loosening its grip. But guilt lingered—guilt for the secret, for the shadow she’d let intrude. He saw that too, of course he did. And Emmrich, ever the steady one, sought to draw her back.
“There you are, my darling,” he murmured, relief softening his voice. “You wandered away for a bit.”
“Emmrich—”
He placed a finger gently on her lips, stopping the words before she could finish. He shook his head, slow and sure, his eyes warm and unwavering.
“Now we’ll have none of that,” he chided softly, a small, reassuring smile curling his lips. “Especially when you’ve trapped me in this compromising condition.”
His hand traced down, fingers grazing her inner thigh, his voice dipping into a warmth that melted the ice in her veins.
Her hands came to rest on his shoulders, and she let out a laugh—a sound like a breath of relief, light and true. She felt the pads of his fingertips stroke her thigh, a reminder of where they were, of what they were doing—but never overstepping, never pushing. He waited, because she had asked to lead.
“Professor,” Rook whispered, voice low and rich. “I think I need to remember where I am.”
She took his other hand, guiding it to the curve of her hip—his touch steady, sure, an anchor that drew her back to herself. Breathless, heart pounding with the return of desire and the echo of relief, Rook managed a smile—slow, certain, wholly hers again.
She raised her hips, teasing, tempting, her eyes never leaving his as she leaned close, lips brushing his ear, her breath warm against his skin.
“Touch me, Professor,” she whispered, velvet and fire. “Remind me who I’m with.”
Emmrich let out a low growl, the sound rumbling in his chest before it softened into a purr. “As you command,” he breathed, his voice rich with desire.
The hand on her inner thigh shifted, sliding closer to her core, teasing her folds, earning him a sigh as her heat returned. Slowly, reverently, he slid two fingers into her, moving with the same care he would give something precious and rare. Every movement was slow, deliberate—a rhythm she allowed, a rhythm she owned.
Her hips rocked with his hand. He followed, waiting for her orders, giving her what she sought. When her subtle shifts said harder, he obeyed. When her breath came faster, and she whispered faster, he was hers utterly.
And as he watched her—how she took what she wanted, how she moved with purpose and pleasure, how she breathed out his name as if it were salvation—something inside him ached with wonder.
She’s magnificent.
The way she rode the edge of her pleasure, commanding his hand, her body powerful and sure — it humbled him. Rook wasn’t just his lover; she was a force, radiant and untouchable, even as she let him touch her. And in this moment, with her leading, with him serving, she was glorious.
Emmrich’s restraint frayed. His length throbbed, begging to be freed, desperate to feel more of her heat, her skin. But he held back, because this was hers — and watching her, watching the flush rise on her cheeks, the fire in her eyes, was its own exquisite torment.
When she caught the flicker of that need in his gaze, she leaned back, peeled away her shirt, and bared herself fully to him.
He froze, drinking her in. Awe swept through him, raw and consuming.
But then her lips brushed his, and her voice was a breath of sin. “I didn’t tell you to stop.”
Her eyes smoldered, dark with desire and control. “Make me unravel, Professor.”
His breath hitched, reverence and hunger mingling. “You are a temptress,” he groaned, voice rough and low, “surely crafted by a spirit of desire.”
Rook let out a soft, seductive laugh, triumphant and teasing. She could feel the way he trembled beneath her, undone by her power, and she reveled in it — the knowledge that in this moment, she owned him completely.
“Only for you,” she purred, and his last thread of control snapped.
With a groan that vibrated from his chest, Emmrich obeyed, working her with a skill and devotion that matched her command. Her praise, the breathy way she moaned yes, the way her hips met his hand, made him ache with the need to give her everything.
Her walls fluttered around his fingers, then clenched tight, her climax breaking over her in waves that left him breathless with awe. Every time she fell apart in his arms, it felt like the first time.
When he withdrew his fingers, her body seemed to cling to them, as if unwilling to let go. Before he could so much as breathe her name, she took his hand, slick and glistening, and lifted it between them.
Her gaze pinned him, dark and smoldering, and she licked his palm, then sucked his fingers clean — slow, deliberate, knowing exactly what it did to him.
Emmrich shuddered, his desire sharpened to an almost painful edge.
“Do you enjoy my taste?” she asked, her voice a velvet challenge.
Wordless, lost to her spell, he let her guide his wet hand down — over her breasts, along her belly, to the hollow of her navel.
“Yes,” he breathed at last, the word dripping with hunger.
“Then taste me,” she whispered, motioning to the slick trail left on her skin.
And taste he did.
Emmrich obeyed, as always, devoted to her command. His mouth followed the trail of slick left on her body, starting at her stomach, his tongue lapping and sucking at her skin, savoring her. Rook leaned into him, letting him explore, and explore he did—thoroughly, reverently—from the underside of her breasts to the peaks, where his mouth closed around a nipple.
He sucked hard, teeth grazing with just enough bite to send tingles straight to her core. The sensation tore a soft moan from her throat, her body arching into him, savoring the delicious friction of his mouth on her. One hand threaded into his hair, fingers tangling in the dark strands, guiding him, holding him to her chest as he worshipped her with lips and tongue. The feel of him—his warmth, his devotion—made her shiver with pleasure.
Her other hand found him—freeing his length from its confinement, wrapping her fingers around him, offering the relief he so desperately needed.
The groan that rumbled from Emmrich’s throat, his mouth still full of her flesh, made her pulse race. His hips bucked into her hand as she stroked him, the two of them finding a rhythm that left them both aching—her grinding against his thigh, needing him, wanting him deeper.
Unable to take it anymore, Rook released him and reached for the edge of his sweater. Emmrich reacted without hesitation, raising his arms so she could peel away the knitted layer, baring his chest to her.
Her breath hitched at the sight—the love-bruises she’d left on his skin the night before, evidence of what they’d shared, of what was theirs. His chest was dusted with peppered curls, soft and inviting, a contrast to the lean muscle beneath.
Her hands splayed over him, fingers combing through those dark, smooth curls, savoring the warmth of him, the way his body yielded to her touch. She traced the path of her love-bites with reverence, mapping each mark, each place where she’d claimed him, and bent to press kisses along that trail, reclaiming him all over again.
“It’s very empowering, you know,” she murmured, lips brushing his skin, “the way you look at me. Watching you wear my marks, knowing you’re mine.”
Her voice was low, sultry, and it made him tremble beneath her. She wondered aloud, her gaze dark and searching, “Is it the same for you, Professor? Seeing your marks on me? From your necklace… to the trail your mouth left?”
He could only nod at first, completely at her mercy, undone by her words, by her power. But Rook wasn’t having that.
She smirked, gently tilted his chin, and whispered, “Words, Professor. I wish to hear your voice.”
This woman will be my undoing.
The way she commanded him—with such authority, such reverence—stirred him with fierce pride. The desire in her eyes. The lust in her voice. The devotion in her touch.
He wanted to surge forward. To claim her. To ravish her body and soul until she knew nothing but him, until her every breath was his name. To witness her unravel every night beneath his love. But this moment was hers—to control, to guide—and his role was to follow, to serve her will.
“You continue to astound me,” he murmured, breath hitching as his hands slid up, fingers gliding over her skin until they brushed the obsidian teardrop at her collarbone — his gift resting against her skin. His thumb caressed the pendant as he looked up at her, eyes dark with hunger, a glint of amusement shining through the heat.
“Commanding a room with such grace,” he mused, voice warm with affection and no small measure of pride. “Captivating my attention with just a few words.”
He drew her closer, his tone turning possessive, fervent.
“I am many things, my love. A professor. A necromancer. A gentleman, when it suits me.” His fingers toyed with the chain, his gaze locked on hers, drinking her in. “But here—in this room, with you—I am only a man, mad with passion for the woman I adore. And seeing you like this…”
His eyes roamed her, lingering on the love-bites, the glint of his necklace against her chest.
“Covered in my marks. Wearing my gift. It’s… delicious.”
A low growl rumbled from him, possessive, worshipful.
“I wish to let the world see you and know — you are mine, as I am yours.”
His hands framed her face now, his voice softening, awe threaded through the hunger.
“You are extraordinary. A being carved by the Maker himself, just for me to love and adore.”
Then she saw it—the faint green glow in his eyes that always gave him away when he was truly riled up, when desire consumed him.
Rook’s smile deepened, and she murmured, voice like silk and fire, “Let me take care of you, Professor.”
Her lips found his neck, kissing and nipping as she lined herself up with him. Slowly, deliberately, she lowered herself, taking him in inch by inch, until she was filled with him, until he groaned her name like a prayer. Their moans mingled in the air between them—hers soft and breathless, his low and reverent—the sound of shared bliss wrapping around them as surely as his arms would.
When at last their hips met, she stilled for a heartbeat, savoring the sensation. A wicked smile curved her lips as she took in how beautifully undone he looked beneath her. She ground against him, slow and purposeful, relishing the way he shuddered, the way his gaze burned into her with longing and awe.
Emmrich gazed up at her, awash in love, in wonder. “You’re magnificent,” he whispered, every word sincere, every breath devoted to her.
Her hands braced on the back cushions of the settee, her eyes gleaming with intent.
“Brace yourself, Professor,” she purred, smirk playing on her lips. “I’m about to show you what it means to truly be loved.”
Rook felt greedy—eager to ride this man into oblivion. After all, he’d given her so many glorious orgasms since they’d come together, and now it was her turn to show her gratitude, to show off for this cinnamon roll of a man. And Emmrich—already undone, already hers—could only groan in anticipation, desperate to see what she’d do next.
She rocked her hips in a slow, deliberate rhythm, hands braced on his knees for leverage, her body moving with a fluid grace that stole his breath. Emmrich sank into the cushions beneath them, utterly captive to the sight of her taking him.
Maker, she was a vision.
The bounce of her breasts, the glisten of sweat that turned her skin to gold in the sunlight, the half-lidded heat in her gaze, the sound of her moans—each detail branded itself on his soul.
And the feel of her was just as glorious. Her warmth, her wetness, wrapped him in silken heat, welcoming him with a hunger that made him tremble. His hands gripped the sides of her thighs, fingers flexing to ground himself, to keep her steady as she moved above him, powerful and sure.
“Evara…” he breathed, her name leaving his lips like a prayer, his grip tightening on her thighs as his hips instinctively bucked, desperate to meet her thrust for thrust.
Rook let out a breathy laugh, emboldened by the sight of her lover unraveling beneath her. His gaze burned with passion, mouth parted, his every breath ragged as he watched her ride him. He was hers to command—to cherish.
Emmrich felt good. So good. The way his cock filled her, hitting deeper than it had the night before, stoking the fire building at her core. Still she craved more. She wanted to lose herself in him, to hear them both spill nonsensical words as they were carried away by their passion. To ride that wave of pleasure she desired so desperately—yet she ached to prolong it, to push him closer to the edge, to savor this just a little longer.
She shifted, hands sliding to brace on the back of the couch, her pace quickening, her hips driving down harder, deeper. Their eyes locked in a heated gaze that spoke louder than words.
Her voice came low, sinful, thick with desire. “I’ve dreamed of this moment since that first night in your room… me on top of you, riding you to ecstasy. Watching you come undone as I took you.”
She leaned in, her breasts brushing his chest, so close he could taste her breath on his lips. Her mouth found his ear, and she whispered, voice molten, “Touch me, Professor. But don’t thrust. I want to enjoy this for a little longer.”
Emmrich groaned, the command as intoxicating as the feel of her. His hands rose eagerly, sliding to grip the curve of her ass, giving it a firm squeeze, pushing down just a bit that hit a place inside that made her gasp. The sensation sending a shiver from her. His touch traced upward, worshipful, to her waist, then higher still.
He could resist no longer. His palms cupped her breasts, thumbs brushing over her nipples, savoring the gasp that spilled from her lips.
Rook fisted his hair, pulling him into a desperate kiss, swallowing his moans as the heat inside her coiled tighter, higher. Never once stopping her ministrations.
When they broke for breath, she rasped, voice ragged with pleasure, “Maker, you feel so good inside me.”
And then, with a wicked smile, she teased, “You’re so good to me, Emmrich. I see how patient you’re being. But I see the way your restraint frays. Tell me… is it good for you? Let me hear that sinful voice of yours.”
Emmrich shuddered, his self-control hanging by a thread, his eyes dark and burning with need. At last, his voice—rough, low, full of hunger—answered her, words spilling like confession and praise.
“My love… you are a goddess. Powerful. Beautiful. Sinful. And all mine to worship. Artists could spend their lives trying to capture your beauty and fail.”
His fingers dug into her hips, trembling with the effort it took not to thrust, not to seize control. And then—he cradled the back of her head, his fingers threading through her soft, wavy curls, savoring the silk of them between his fingertips. His touch made her still, her movements ceasing as if the world had paused for this breath, this moment.
He drew her close, so close their foreheads nearly touched, their breath mingling, their hearts pounding in unison. His eyes burned into hers, dark with passion, fierce with devotion.
“For you, my darling Evara,” he whispered, voice low and reverent, the final blow that undid them both, “are an indomitable force. One that could rival even the gods themselves.”
“Venhedis,” Rook groaned, pulling Emmrich in for another kiss. This one was softer, gentler, but no less passionate—a kiss that spoke of devotion as much as desire.
Then, breathless against his lips, she delivered her final blow. “Emmrich… take me.”
The green glow in his eyes flared, his restraint snapping in an instant. He answered her plea the only way he knew how — with a deep, powerful thrust that made her cry out, stars bursting behind her eyes as he hit the spot inside her that shattered reason. She moved with him, matching his rhythm, but everything felt different now. Each thrust met with his, their bodies locked in perfect, desperate sync. He filled her deeper than she had ever felt, claimed her in a way that left her breathless, undone.
“Emmrich!” she cried, his name spilling from her lips as she descended into sweet madness.
He followed her, chasing her pleasure with his own, his hands gripping her ass, holding her firm against him as he drove into her, deeper, harder, matching the desperate rhythm of their need. Rook’s breath hitched, her body tightening around him, and then she shattered—waves of release crashing through her, each one pulling a cry from her lips, each pulse of pleasure rippling through her core.
Emmrich groaned her name, the sound raw, reverent, as her climax gripped him. The feel of her—tight, trembling, milking him with every throb—undid him. With a final, deep thrust, he spilled into her, lost to the exquisite heat of her body, to the way she drew every last drop from him as if she were made for him alone.
Rook collapsed against him, boneless and spent, her head resting on his shoulder, breath warm and uneven against his neck. Emmrich wrapped his arms around her, still trembling, holding her close as if to anchor them both. They stayed that way—tangled, breathless, the midday light spilling across them—a glorious, messy testament to everything they’d given and taken in that moment.
Emmrich drew in a deep, ragged breath, a lazy, sated smile curling his lips. “Well… that’s one room down,” he said, his voice rough with amusement.
Rook laughed, breathless, her chest rising and falling against his. And he laughed with her, their joy mingling, filling the quiet.
As the two came down from their intimate high and caught their breath, the midday light had shifted—golden and warm, filling the room with a hush that felt sacred.
They’d cleaned up in companionable silence, stealing kisses between glances, both reluctant to break the spell of what they’d shared. Now, fully clothed again, they were tangled together on the couch. Rook had convinced Emmrich to surrender to something he usually ignored — the flat-screen that sat, dusted but neglected, in the corner of his living room.
Curled beneath a shared blanket, Rook’s head rested on his shoulder, her body leaned into him, content and close. They watched a competition show where contestants conjured massive magical gardens, intricate floral displays, and enchanted floral fashion.
Emmrich had begun watching with the air of a man humoring his lover, a book in hand — the same volume Rook had discarded earlier in her eagerness to properly ravish him. He held it open, eyes flicking between its pages and the screen, idly reading as the first round of the competition played out.
But soon, his brow furrowed in genuine interest. The precision, the artistry, the clever use of botanical lore and magical theory — it drew him in. His gaze lingered longer on the screen, the book forgotten in his lap until at last he slid a slim bookmark between its pages and set it carefully on the side table, giving the show his full attention.
“That hydrangea arch won’t hold, not with that rune structure,” he murmured, half to himself.
Rook grinned, delighted. “Told you you’d get into it.”
He smiled, brushing his fingers over her hand, the warmth between them easy and unforced. “The artistry is impressive.”
As the show played on, their banter soft and easy beneath the commentary of enchanted florals and conjured gardens, Rook tilted her head to look at him.
“Is it true what they say? That the people of Nevarra treasure the arts?”
Emmrich smiled, his gaze lingering on the screen, watching a contestant weave illusion spells through a cascade of sun-blooms. “It’s true enough. We value the arts — not quite to the extent Orlesians do, perhaps, but there’s an appreciation nonetheless. I’m particularly fond of the opera. And symphonies.”
Rook’s grin was soft, teasing. “Of course you do.” She nudged him gently with her shoulder. “Do you have a house there? I’m picturing you in some Nevarran townhouse, with a dedicated library and a tidy little back garden you fuss over. Or… a place that totally lacks a backyard because you never remember to plant one.”
Emmrich chuckled, low and warm, the sound rumbling beneath her cheek where it rested against him. “Your imagination does me too much credit. My main residence isn’t a townhouse at all — it’s a penthouse apartment in the Necropolis. As for the library… I do have an extensive collection. Though I do own another property in Cumberland, when I teach at the university.”
Rook lifted her head slightly, brow arched. “So, how rich are you?”
His amusement deepened. “I’m comfortable.”
She narrowed her eyes, playful suspicion in her voice. “Comfortable like Dorian? Or comfortable like my brother?”
Emmrich pretended to ponder, his lips twitching at the corners. “I would say… likely a level above Solas.”
Rook laughed, delighted, her head falling back against the couch cushion. “Oh my god, you’re freaking loaded!”
He huffed, mock-affronted. “I wouldn’t use those exact words. I have merely been wise about my accumulated wealth.”
Her laughter softened, warmth still flickering in her eyes. “I doubt I’ll ever acquire that much in my lifetime.”
A pause settled between them — the kind that changes the air, where lightness gives way to something quieter, something heavier.
Rook shifted closer, snuggling up against him, resting her head just beneath his jaw, seeking his warmth, his steady presence. His arm instinctively tightened around her, holding her. Her fingers found the edge of the blanket where it pooled over her lap. She began to trace the weave idly, the motion absent, thoughtful, her gaze dropping, lost in the quiet swirl of her thoughts.
“Emmrich?” she said at last, voice softer now, edged with hesitation.
“Yes, darling.”
Her fingers fidgeted with the fabric, twisting it gently. “…Why aren’t you asking me about it?”
He stilled. For a breath, confusion flickered — then understanding dawned. The scar on her back. Her scar.
Emmrich turned to her fully, his hand seeking hers, thumb brushing lightly across her knuckles, a steady, grounding touch.
“I didn’t think it was my place to force that piece of yourself before you were ready to share it.”
Her voice came small, almost unsure. “…Aren’t you curious?”
“I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t. But like I’ve told you before — you don’t have to tell me everything at once. Not before you’re ready.”
Rook was quiet, her gaze fixed on the blanket, fingers still toying with its edge. The movement was absent, thoughtful. “It’s not a story I like to tell. Because if I do… I’d have to tell you the parts that aren’t pretty. The parts I try not to think about. Parts I don’t like remembering.”
Emmrich’s grip on her hand tightened, gentle but sure. His other hand came up, brushing a stray strand of hair from her face, tucking it softly behind her ear. His voice was low, steady, reverent.
“My dear… I won’t offer you empty promises, or pretend that words alone could ease the weight of what you carry. But I can promise this—whatever those parts are, they won’t change what I feel for you. And when you’re ready… I’ll listen. All of it. Without judgment. Without fear.”
Rook’s voice came small, edged with uncertainty. “But… what if you find out I’m terrible?”
His gaze softened, his thumb brushing lightly over her knuckles. “Terrible people don’t say they’re terrible, my love. They don’t care what their partner thinks — if they even have one.”
That drew a huff of laughter from her, her head shaking gently against his shoulder. “I mean… I can’t exactly vouch for all psychopaths. Maybe some of them have functional love lives.”
A low chuckle rumbled in his chest, and he bent to press a kiss to the top of her head. “Perhaps. But until that theory is proven, I will wait for as long as you would like.”
The sincerity in his voice made Rook’s throat tighten. She wanted to believe him—had every reason to. He’d proven time and time again that his words were genuine, his feelings unwavering. He made her feel safe, safe enough to consider telling him everything about her past.
But she still didn’t have the courage. Not yet.
So instead, she pulled him closer, her arms tightening around him in quiet gratitude. A silent promise that she saw him, trusted him, and was trying. For now, they stayed wrapped in their little bubble of domestic bliss, holding on to the peace they’d found—if only for a moment longer.
Then Rook’s voice broke the silence, sly and warm. “You know… I’m probably going to hold your clothes hostage.”
Emmrich glanced down at her, brow arching, amused. “Oh?”
She smirked, eyes still on the screen, though he could hear the grin in her voice. “Well, I can’t exactly go home in that evening gown. What would the neighbors say?”
His chest shook with a quiet laugh, his hand giving her arm a light squeeze. “Far be it from me to deny you such a noble cause. But I do expect the ransom to be worth my undershirt’s safe return.”
She hummed, pleased. Her eyes still on the screen though the warmth in her voice gave her away. “I’m sure I can think of something.”
Emmrich let out a soft breath of amusement, his arm tightening just slightly around her. He lowered his head, nuzzling into her hair, breathing her in — that familiar mix of lavender and jasmine.
“I look forward to it,” he murmured, his voice low and full of quiet affection.
And together they stayed, wrapped in each other, as spells and blossoms unfurled on the screen, the midday light spilling around them like gold.
Notes:
Rook had been waiting for her moment to ride her necromancer into oblivion and Emmrich is 100% on board to let her do it. I'm so relieved to finally get these smutty desires out into the open because the teasinng was borderline torture.
Chapter 42: Chapter 42 - The Quiet Between Sips
Summary:
Rook gets Vorgoth settled into The Veil & Vine. Selara comes to the shop with gifts for her favorite sister-in-law. Emmrich is overthinking.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Group Chat Name: Steeped Intentions ☕💀🍰
Rook: I have an announcement. But I don’t want anyone to freak out. Bellara I’m talking about you.
Lace: Does this have to do with news of your date with the professor?
Bellara: OMG How was the date?? Was it as romantic as you both looked??
Davrin: Neve shared the photos of your transformation. It was a hell of a glow up.
Taash: I can vouch that Rook was indeed hot.
Lucanis: Guys we’re going off topic.
Neve: Lucanis is right. Rook said that she had an announcement?
Rook: You know our gathering next week for Satinalia?
Davrin: Is it still being held at the Loft?
Taash: We’re not cancelling it right?
Rook: Yes it’s still at the Loft. No nothing is canceled… I just wanted to let you guys know that I invited Emmrich to come and meet you all officially.
Bellara: 😆 😆 😆
Neve: Oh it’s happening?
Davrin: FINALLY. I’ve been itching to meet this guy.
Lucanis: We get to meet the man at last.
Rook: Yes you guys get to meet him. But please don’t be weird.
Bellara: Oh we will be well behaved!! I’m so excited!!
Davrin: Define weird?
Lace: Probably not calling the offensive nickname you made? That would be the obvious one.
Davrin: But Grave Daddy was such a good nickname.
Taash: Wait he still called him that?
Neve: Davrin, only you called him that and we all told you to stop.
Lucanis: Does the professor have any dietary restrictions?
Rook: He’s a vegetarian so meat and seafood is a no-go for him, but he’s fine if others eat meat.
Lucanis: Noted.
Rook: And Taash NO invasive questions on necromancy.
Taash: Why the fuck am I being scolded?
Neve: Might be because your bluntness makes you sound insensitive.
Lace: Yeah not many people can handle your unfiltered tone.
Taash: Oh…fair point.
Lucanis: We will make sure to be on our best behavior for your boyfriend, Rook.
Rook: Thank you. I really want you guys to meet him and hopefully like him.
So please keep the interrogations to a mild degree.
Neve: Oh Rook… that’s a tall order.
Rook: I know but I had to try before I throw Emmrich to the wolves.
Lucanis: We promise to play nice.
Davrin: He does not speak for all of us.
Bellara: 😈 😈 😈 I sense mischief.
Rook: Maker give me strength.
Neve: This is gonna be fun.
The scent of citrus zest and dried rose hips lingered in the air as Rook hunched over her inventory ledger at the back kitchen table, pen scratching quietly across parchment. She muttered under her breath as she tallied dwindling jars—more chamomile, less orange peel, definitely out of star anise. She still needed to put in the order for their coffee bean restock. A small ink stain smudged the corner of her notes, and she blew a strand of hair from her eyes, tail twitching in mild irritation.
Out front, Bellara hummed softly as she tended to the greenery basking in the filtered light of the shop’s tall windows. Her fingers brushed through the trailing leaves of a potted sweetvine, then paused at the lemon balm near the register.
“So, Vorgoth,” Bellara asked, glancing over her shoulder at Vorgoth behind the counter, “How’s it feel to be working here at the Veil & Vine now?”
The tall, robed figure behind the counter didn’t stir at first. A faint curl of smoky shadow moved beneath the folds of his cloak. His voice, when it came, was like the echo of wind through catacombs—low, gravel-edged, and deliberate.
“IT IS NICE TO SEE THE SHOP AFTER SO LONG.”
Grave-gold glinted softly from the rings that adorned each finger as he adjusted a display tray. “ROOK HAS SHAPED THIS PLACE WITH HER OWN SPIRIT. IT’S A RELIEF TO SEE HER THRIVE.”
Bellara smiled. “I, for one think that she’s an amazing boss. I heard that you taught her how to make tea?”
Rook’s voice called from the back room, dry and amused. “Vorgoth taught me everything I needed to know.”
Vorgoth inclined his head, golden-tipped fingers folding neatly over one another. “ROOK TOOK TIME TO LEARN HOW TO PROPERLY BREW—AND EVEN LONGER TO MANAGE A SHOP. IMPATIENCE WAS HER TRUEST ADVERSARY.”
Bellara laughed brightly, leaning against the counter. “Is it true she burned the leaves and destroyed a kettle trying to make her own blend?”
“THE KETTLE WAS FINE… THE TEA, HOWEVER, TASTED OF DIRT AND POOR CHOICES.”
Rook poked her head around the doorway, ears twitching, an arched brow aimed at the both of them. “Bellara, stop trying to squeeze gossip out of Vorgoth.”
Bellara looks to Rook with an expression best described as a faux pout. “But I hardly ever get to hear about your early tea shop days.
Vorgoth offered a slow shrug. “TRUTH LINGERS, EVEN WHEN STEEPED IN TIME.”
Bellara smirked. “See? This is good coworker bonding.”
Vorgoth turned toward Rook again, “IT IS GOOD FUN INDEED.”
Atop the pastry display, Spite lay draped like royalty, tail flicking in rhythm to the conversation. His dark fur gleamed faintly in the morning light, and he looked utterly pleased with himself, a glint of pink still clinging to his muzzle from the salmon treat Bellara had surrendered earlier.
Vorgoth turned his head slowly, the motion faintly unnatural.
“THE CAT,” he intoned, “HE IS A PECULIAR PRESENCE. ENTROPIC. AND MILDLY DISRUPTIVE TO THE CUSTOMER EXPERIENCE.”
Spite gave a smug huff, as if in proud agreement.
Bellara leaned over to scratch under his chin. “I think he’s charming. Customers love the ‘dark feline prince’ thing. He’s practically a mascot.”
Vorgoth was silent for a moment. Then, with perfect solemnity: “THE FELINE HAS STOLEN THREE SCONES. THIEVERY SHOULD NOT BE REWARDED WITH TREATS.”
“And yet, they keep coming back.” Rook returned to her notes with a half-grin. “Careful, Spite. Vorgoth might be a humbling presence for you.”
The shop bell chimed softly, its melodic jingle stirring the quiet hum of activity. Selara stepped through the door, her presence as composed and radiant as ever in her dark charcoal robes, her thick, silver-streaked hair twisted elegantly over one shoulder.
“Good morning, all,” she greeted, her voice warm as she glanced toward Bellara and Vorgoth. “Vorgoth, how are you?”
“GREETINGS, MRS. LAVELLAN. I AM WELL.”
“That’s good to hear. I come bearing a small delivery for our dear Rook.”
Spite lifted his head from his pastry display perch, eyes blinking slowly as if to acknowledge her presence before flopping back down with disinterest.
Rook appeared from the back, wiping her hands on a towel. “Seri!” She looked at the packages in her sister-in-law’s hands, her expression tightening with concern. “…Are those what I think they are?”
“Indeed, they are,” Selara replied smoothly.
“I told you—you don’t have to keep doing things like this.”
Selara raised a brow, sweeping her dark grey hair back with a practiced flick. “Don’t be absurd. Being your sister-in-law entitles me to be a little overbearing with gifts—especially when they’re belated birthday ones.”
She set two items on the counter—one, a simple white pastry box tied with twine and a small envelope tucked beneath the string; the other, a parcel wrapped in soft, pale paper and tied with a silver ribbon.
Rook eyed them warily but fondly, her fingers already sliding the envelope free.
“The box is from Solas and the beautifully wrapped one is from me,” Selara said, leaning her hip against the counter. “I meant to deliver it sooner, but I’ve been wrangling a diplomatic headache with two Magisters, and Solas has been away at some conference in Ferelden. We’re late, but not ungrateful.”
Rook waved her off, already tugging open the envelope. “You’re both busy. You really didn’t have to—”
“But we wanted to,” Selara interjected, firm but gentle. “Let us spoil you once in a while.”
Inside the envelope was a card in Solas’s unmistakably elegant script, and nestled within was a bookmark—slim, made of silver and darkened oak, etched with the image of a lone wolf walking through a dense, forested glade. The edges were finely detailed, enchanted—the quiet thrum against her fingertips unmistakable.
Rook read the card silently:
I apologize for my pushiness from before. That was brash of me. I will wait until you are ready to introduce me to your partner.
Happy Belated Birthday, Evara. I hope that next year, we may properly celebrate it.
Enjoy the other gift as well.
Her fingers lingered on the bookmark, the smallest smile tugging at the corner of her lips. Quiet, understated… and practical enough for her to keep. An olive branch. One that didn’t demand anything in return.
Selara watched her reaction closely, pleased at the softness blooming in Rook’s expression. She nodded toward the pastry box.
“He placed the order himself,” she said, clearly amused. “Had them made ahead of time to be ready the day I was free.”
Rook opened the box—and there they were. Mini lemon cakes, golden and rustic, each topped with candied lemon peel. They smelled like home. Sunlight and sugar.
“He must’ve really wanted to make amends,” Rook murmured, brushing a finger lightly along the edge of the box.
“I see that he’s chosen well,” Selara said proudly, “Does that mean the cold war is over?”
“It wasn’t a cold war,” Rook muttered, her voice suspiciously thick as she blinked once and nudged the second parcel.
Selara grinned, pushing it toward her. “My turn.”
Rook untied the ribbon, peeled back the wrapping, and uncovered a satchel in moss green—crafted from fine leather, embroidered subtly at the edges with vines and silver thorns. Elegant, rugged, and very much her style.
“You’ve been due for a new one,” Selara said, folding her arms with satisfaction. “This one’s reinforced and charmed. Won’t tear, stain, or snap your shoulder if you load it with twenty pounds of weird tea things.”
Rook chuckled softly, running her fingers over the stitching. “This is… really thoughtful. Thank you, Selara.”
“I know,” Selara replied, eyes dancing with warmth. “You’re welcome.”
Selara lingered by the counter, her gaze drifting from the gifts to Rook—then down, where a familiar obsidian teardrop gleamed softly against her collarbone. A knowing smirk tugged at her lips.
“Well,” she said, voice rich with implication, “that’s new.”
Rook’s fingers instinctively brushed the obsidian teardrop at her collarbone, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “It was a gift,” she said softly, “from Emmrich. On our last date.”
Selara’s eyes lit up with mischief. “The professor has excellent taste in birthday gifts.”
Rook’s smile wavered. “It wasn’t a birthday gift. He just got it for me.”
Selara blinked. Bellara, who had been happily fussing over a pot of chamomile, froze.
“What?” they both said in near unison.
“He doesn’t know my birthday passed,” Rook added, her tone casual—too casual—as confusion began to creep into her features, like she was realizing she’d committed some kind of unspoken crime.
“WHAT?!” Bellara shrieked, practically dropping the watering can.
“You didn’t tell him?” Selara demanded, scandalized.
“I don’t do birthdays, remember?” Rook shrugged, clearly trying to downplay the situation. “Besides, it was a busy few weeks. I was helping Neve out with… something, Emmrich had midterms, you were busy being an important liaison, and Solas… is just Solas.”
“That’s not the point!” Bellara groaned.
“Oh Maker, she is just as bad as her brother,” Selara said, pinching the bridge of her nose in mock despair. “Rook, I’m sure the professor would’ve appreciated such information.”
Bellara shook her head, hands on her hips. “You really didn’t think to tell him? Not even a little ‘by the way, it’s my birthday’ over tea?”
Their reactions weren’t harsh—more baffled than anything else. That kind of amused exasperation that came with knowing someone well and still being surprised by their nonsense. But for Rook, it was enough to make her pause.
She looked between them, the warmth in their eyes only making the twist of uncertainty in her gut tighten. She hadn’t thought of it as something worth sharing, hadn’t meant to withhold anything. But the sudden spotlight made her chest pull tight.
She fiddled with the edge of the pastry box, eyes flicking down.
“…Did I mess up?” Rook asked, brow creasing, the faint knot of uncertainty tightening in her chest.
Selara sees the confusion and mild panic settle in Rook’s expression and took a deep breath while placing a hand on her shoulder. Her voice was fond and teasing. “No, Rook. You’ve done nothing wrong. We’re just surprised, that’s all..”
“I… I didn’t think that it was important,” she admitted quietly.
Vorgoth, from behind the counter, offered a solemn nod. “KNOWLEDGE OF ANY KIND CAN BEAR SIGNIFICANCE WHEN PRESENTED TO THE RIGHT PERSON.”
Rook didn’t respond right away.
The truth was simple. She didn’t do birthdays. That had always been the truth, hadn’t it? Not because she hated them, but because somewhere along the way they’d stopped feeling like celebrations and started feeling like obligations. After thirty, the novelty of birthdays had worn off. She hadn’t meant to hide it—just hadn’t seen the point. Everyone was busy. She had been busy. Honestly, she’d forgotten the day had passed until Neve and Lucanis had messaged her.
And she hadn’t even meant to keep it from Emmrich — not deliberately. But now…
Now, with everyone looking at her like she’d left something important unsaid, a small ache unfolded in her chest.
“I guess…” she murmured, voice softer now, “part of me didn’t want to make it a thing. Everyone had their hands full. So, did I. It just… didn’t seem like a big deal.”
Selara reached forward and pulled Rook into a warm embrace, one arm wrapped tight around her shoulders as she nuzzled her cheek affectionately against the side of Rook’s head.
“This,” she murmured, “is exactly why I want to spoil you. Even when you try to downplay everything, you deserve to be celebrated.”
Rook let out a small, flustered noise, but didn’t pull away.
Bellara, never one to let sentiment go unteased, chimed in, “Something tells me, the professor shares the same perspective too.”
Selara laughed, pulling back with a conspiratorial glint in her eye. “Good. He should.”
With that, she reached for her satchel and straightened her cloak. “Alas, I’ve postponed my diplomatic headaches long enough. Back to the world of paperwork and passive-aggressive letters.”
She gave a final wave to Vorgoth and Bellara. “Be well, all of you. And Rook—try not to hide the entire cake box from your coworkers.”
“I make no promises,” Rook called after her with a smirk.
As the shop door chimed closed behind Selara, Rook exhaled and stood, gathering the gifts. She moved quietly to the back, setting the pastry box and satchel on the side table. She paused to admire the delicate craftsmanship of the bookmark again before taking a quick picture of the card and the gift with her phone.
A moment later, her fingers flew across the screen, tapping out a simple message:
Rook: Thank you for the gift. And the bookmark. It’s beautiful. I appreciate it.
She hit send, then lingered a second longer, the warmth of that quiet olive branch still lingering in her chest. Then she set her phone down, took a deep breath, and moved to stow the lemon cakes—just in time for the next wave of customers to come in.
Emmrich sat behind his desk, a half-marked essay abandoned in front of him as he stared at the small notepad filled with increasingly frantic scribbles. Wine? Too cliché. A case of craft beer? Possibly presumptuous. Perhaps a box of pastries? Risky, given Rook had instructed him that he needn’t worry about bringing food since everything would be taken care of… but he can’t show up empty-handed.
He exhaled, rubbing his forehead. “This shouldn’t be so difficult.”
Across from him, Myrna leaned back in her chair, watching his slow spiral with the patience of someone far too used to it. “I’m sure you’re overthinking it, Professor. It’s Satinalia, not a gala for university donors. Bring something simple and edible. No theatrics or flourish.”
Emmrich gave her a look. “This is the first time I’ll be meeting all of them officially. As Rook’s partner. I’d like to make a good impression.”
“You already know Bellara,” she pointed out. “And I doubt her friends are the kind to give you the cold shoulder. A mild interrogation perhaps, but that’s standard when meeting someone’s inner circle.”
He nodded. “That is true.”
Myrna smirked. “It’s just interesting to see you like this. Normally, you’re decisive. Calm. But now? You’re completely frazzled.”
He sighed, “I do worry, sometimes, what people might think about Rook and myself. Given our ages. Not to mention the chance of making an utter fool of myself.”
“You won’t,” she said simply. “Unless we count how utterly besotted you are. But that’s charming, not foolish.”
“Myrna, that’s beside the point.”
She leaned forward, propping her elbows on the desk. “You know, there is a shockingly effective solution here.”
He raised a brow, wary. “Do tell.”
“Ask Rook. For advice. You know—get some insight into the wolves she’s throwing you to.”
He paused, brow furrowing. “I don’t want to bother her with trivial things. This is just… unnecessary folly.”
Myrna rested her chin in her palm, her tone dry. “Maker, listen to you. A necromancer of your stature acting like a student begging for an extension. I have to admit, it’s a refreshing change from our usual ‘Professor and TA’ rapport.”
Emmrich groaned quietly. “I’m sure I sound like an old fool.”
“No, you sound like a man in love who’s nervous about meeting the people important to her. It’s endearing, really.”
He glanced down at the notepad, then gave a quiet laugh. “I suppose that’s true.”
“Just ask her,” Myrna said, standing and reaching for her lab coat. “She’ll probably find your fretting adorable.”
He chuckled at the image of his love amused with his worries. Emmrich gave a sheepish smile. “Thank you, Myrna. Truly.”
“Anytime,” she said, breezing toward the door. “Now, let’s go prep for the grad lab. Time to remind them that correctly identifying a femur doesn’t mean they’re ready to solve murders.”
He gathered the half-marked essays into a neat stack, then slid the notepad of anxious musings aside. Myrna’s words—practical and level—still lingered. She had a way of cutting through his spiraling thoughts with precision, as if diagnosing a fracture on a bone no one else saw.
He rose slowly from his desk chair, spine unfolding with a quiet breath meant to center him. For a moment, he stood there, grounded, letting the air settle in his lungs. Then he allowed himself a small smile. Steadier now.
“Yes, let’s.”
The soft glow of the computer screen bathed the office in a cool light as Rook clicked through the final batch of order confirmations. Her fingers moved with practiced ease, though her mind wandered. The Veil & Vine’s next week of deliveries was now squared away—base tea leaves for restocking the foundational blends, and two new varieties of coffee beans for the ever-growing café crowd. She even remembered to order the replacement kettle she'd put off for nearly a month. Efficiency was comfort, and the quiet of the Loft's office offered her space to think.
She leaned back in her chair, eyes skimming the confirmation window one last time before shutting the tab. With a sigh, she reached for her phone, thumb hovering for a beat before she tapped Neve’s name.
It rang twice.
“Rook,” Neve answered, her voice as crisp and familiar as ever. “I was wondering when I’d hear from you again. Everything good on your end?”
“More or less,” Rook said, rubbing her brow. “Survived the lunch rush. Vorgoth’s settling in nicely, even with Bellara’s bubbly energy bouncing off his eerily stoic composure, and Spite stole a croissant.”
“Sounds like a Tuesday,” Neve replied dryly. “Let me guess—this call’s not about tea.”
“No,” Rook said with a faint huff. “I just… wanted to give you my answer about the taskforce.”
There was a pause on the other end. Neve’s tone softened. “You’ve made your decision.”
Rook nodded, then remembered herself. “Yeah. I’m in—but only in a consulting capacity, if Tarquin and Ashur will have me.”
“Well,” Neve said, and Rook could practically hear her smiling, “I know for a fact they’ll be thrilled to have you back, in any capacity. I’ll let them know.”
“Thanks,” Rook murmured, letting the weight of the commitment settle quietly in her chest.
“I take it Emmrich was informed about this choice?” Neve asked, her tone gently probing.
“He was,” Rook said. “He helped me figure it out, honestly. Helped me see that I was doing this for the right reasons. That I could face it without falling into old patterns.”
“I’m proud of you, Rook,” Neve said with quiet sincerity. “The others will see that as well.”
A comfortable silence stretched between them. Then, Neve added, her voice laced with amusement, “Sooo… I hear you didn’t tell Emmrich about your birthday.”
Rook groaned and let her head fall against the back of the chair. “Maker’s breath. Not you too.”
“Hey, I’m not judging. You’ve never made a big deal about it,” Neve said. “But the man’s enchanted by you, Rook. You really think he wouldn’t have wanted to know?”
“I didn’t think it mattered,” Rook muttered. “And now it’s this whole… thing.”
Neve chuckled. “You’re not in trouble. It’s just that people who care about you want to celebrate you—whether you like it or not.”
“I’m realizing that,” Rook admitted. Her voice was quieter now. “It’s just… hard to shift from being someone who expects nothing, to someone who lets people in.”
“I know,” Neve said gently. “Though I also heard Solas gave you a thoughtful gift.”
“He did. Seri said it was a peace offering after our argument. Apparently he was mopey.”
“I would’ve paid to see that.”
“I should’ve asked for pictures.”
“A note for next time.”
Another pause passed, then Rook spoke again, quieter. “Hey, Neve?”
“Yeah?”
“Thanks. For everything. For helping me get back on my feet. For smoothing things over with the Shadow Dragons. For sticking with me during the worst. It means more than I say.”
“Anytime,” Neve said, with unshakable loyalty. “Now go pet your emotionally manipulative cat—and maybe tell your boyfriend he missed your birthday before he finds out from someone worse than Bellara.”
“Oh, Maker help me.”
But even as she groaned, Rook found herself smiling.
They both laughed.
The scent of roasted chestnuts and honey mingled with warm flour as Rook worked quietly at the prep counter, sleeves rolled to her elbows and her hair loosely tied back. A faint dusting of flour clung to her knuckles as she pressed the cold butter into the dry mix, her motions efficient, almost meditative. The dough for tomorrow’s chestnut and honey scones was beginning to take shape beneath her hands, soft and fragrant.
From the front of the shop, just past the softly humming tea warmers and the occasional rustle caused from Spite changing lounge locations, she could hear the measured cadence of two low voices engaged in what sounded like a deeply philosophical debate.
“…I find the brushwork too abstract to evoke the intended weight of the piece,” came Emmrich’s familiar voice—wry, but intrigued.
“THE BRUSHWORK IS INTENDED TO STIR EMOTION, NOT PRECISION,” came Vorgoth’s deep, sepulchral tone. “IMPRESSIONISM CAPTURES MEMORY—THE GHOST OF A MOMENT. NOT ITS DETAIL.”
Grave-gold caught the light as Vorgoth gestured with one ring-laden finger. “IT IS NOT A STUDY OF FORM, BUT OF FEELING.”
Emmrich tilted his head thoughtfully, arms crossed. “That is a fair point.”
Rook smiled to herself, pausing just long enough to flick her fingers clean before folding the dough over itself, gently coaxing it into layers. She hadn’t expected Emmrich to arrive so close to closing—he’d said he wanted to walk her home, but she hadn’t anticipated him and Vorgoth hitting it off so effortlessly.
The moment they realized they were both Nevarran, something shifted—an immediate, unspoken recognition. Now, they sounded like old colleagues, deep in debate over a traveling art exhibit soon to visit Minrathous, featuring an artist known for landscape pieces.
She could just imagine it: Vorgoth looming calmly behind the counter like an ancient shade, gesturing with one ring-heavy hand as he made his case. Emmrich, coat draped over one arm, leaning ever so slightly forward, fully engaged as he spoke of a few pieces that he found to be exquisite.
The scones would need to chill soon. She cut them into rustic wedges and placed them carefully on a parchment-lined tray, letting herself tune in more closely to their conversation.
“…what struck me most,” Emmrich was saying, “was the way they captured the Frostbacks—not as something foreboding, but as something quietly alive. That streak of rose and amber in the peaks, like the mountains were burning with their own kind of soul.”
“INDEED,” Vorgoth rumbled in agreement. “THAT PIECE WAS A MARVEL OF RESTRAINT AND VISION. TO RENDER THE FROSTBACKS WITHOUT STARKNESS… TO INVITE WARMTH INTO SOMETHING SO INHOSPITABLE. IT REMINDED ME OF THE SHROUDED HALLS.”
“My thoughts exactly.”
Rook paused mid-slice, dough knife still in hand, a small smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. She’d expected surface-level pleasantries, maybe a comment or two exchanged out of politeness. Instead, they were halfway through what sounded like an impromptu salon critique, bonding over brushstrokes and shared memory.
She knew Vorgoth had a soft spot for landscapes. He'd even spoken of the growing collection in his home. A memory surfaced—she’d been ten when he took her to a museum to view an artist he favored. He’d stood, quietly transfixed before a canvas of Arthalan’s woodlands while she sat on a nearby bench, swinging her legs and watching him. The painting had captivated her too. The trees had shimmered, like sunlight dancing through moving leaves. Vorgoth had crouched beside her, explaining that it was the brushwork—loose, fluid, intentional—that gave it that life. He’d told her she had a good eye, even then.
She cut the final scone and placed it neatly on the tray. Wiping her hands on a flour-dusted towel, she lingered in the quiet of the kitchen a moment longer—content to listen as the unlikely pair out front stitched the beginnings of camaraderie together, one reverent musing at a time.
When she emerged a few minutes later, towel in hand, Emmrich looked up from where he stood by the counter, a rare warmth softening his features.
Rook leaned against the doorway, one brow arched in mock suspicion. “I had a feeling you two would hit it off. If I catch wind of a gallery visit planned without me, I’ll start to think you’re pining after my lover, Vorgoth.”
He blinked, then gave a quiet, amused huff through his nose. “If I were, I’d have some formidable competition.”
Vorgoth inclined his head slowly, smoke curling faintly at the hem of his sleeves. “MY DEVOTION REMAINS TO THIS ESTABLISHMENT. I AM THE EVER-WATCHFUL EYE OF THE VEIL & VINE.”
“And off the clock, he still keeps ties with the Mourn Watchers. Once a guardian of the dead, always one, right?”
“YES,” Vorgoth rumbled, with a faint clink of his grave-gold rings as he folded his hands.
Rook let out a short laugh, drying her hands on a towel. “Though I’m starting to suspect that you two are already forming quite the friendship.”
“A KINSHIP THROUGH THE ARTS AND HOME. A FINE BOND INDEED,” Vorgoth replied—his tone as hollow and deep as always, though something in its rhythm suggested faint mirth, the abyssal equivalent of a chuckle.
Emmrich smiled, leaning lightly against the counter. “It’s comforting, speaking with a fellow Nevarran. It helps soothe one’s homesick woes.”
He had remained his usual calm self, but Rook could sense the melancholy in his demeanor—the subtle drop of his gaze, the way nostalgia softened the edges of his expression. It was easy to forget, sometimes, that Emmrich was only here temporarily—that his true home was in Nevarra. She imagined how she might feel, being away from Minrathous for too long. The thought alone made her chest ache. She would miss it terribly—the bustling markets, her friends… the life she had built, rooted so deeply into the city’s rhythm.
A flicker of unease settled in her chest.
His presence here was a gift, but it wasn’t promised forever. The thought stirred a deeper worry—one she didn’t want to name yet.
No, Rook.
No.
Don’t borrow grief from the future.
Rook fetched her satchel, gently easing Spite into his cozy spot inside—his ridiculous little sweater already rumpled from his earlier nap atop the pastry case. The cat gave a huff but settled easily, curling into the folds with practiced indifference.
Emmrich stood near the door, the box of Selara and Solas’s gifts tucked carefully beneath one arm. Rook met his gaze and offered a small smile, steadying herself in the comfort of his presence. They had time. She reminded herself of that with every breath.
Vorgoth approached, the soft metallic clink of his grave-gold rings faint in the dimming shop light.
“SILENCE HAS SETTLED INTO THE SHOP. PROTECTED BY THE WARDS UNDER ITS WATCH,” he intoned as he turned the lock with a final click. “I BID YOU BOTH A QUIET NIGHT.”
“Thanks, Vorgoth,” Rook said, her voice still tinged with fondness. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“UNTIL THEN.”
She reached for Emmrich’s free hand, lacing her fingers through his. He gave her a slight, reassuring squeeze.
Together, they stepped out into the cool Minrathous night, the door clicking shut behind them. The scent of steeped herbs and lingering citrus followed them briefly before fading into the evening breeze.
Spite’s ears twitched inside her bag as the trio moved along the lantern-lit street—Emmrich’s tall frame beside her, his shoulder brushing hers with every quiet step.
For a moment, they walked in comfortable silence. The kind that settled easily between them now, as natural as the rhythm of their strides. Rook could still feel the warmth of the shop, of the scones waiting to be baked in the morning. She let that warmth steady her.
“You were quiet near the end,” Emmrich said gently, his tone low and thoughtful. “Something on your mind?”
Rook hesitated—but only for a heartbeat. Then she exhaled slowly, letting the truth sit on her tongue before releasing it.
“You talking about home got to me a little,” she admitted. “I forget sometimes… that you’re only here for a limited time. That this isn’t—"
She faltered. The rest of the sentence lodged in her throat. Saying it would give it weight. And she wasn’t ready—not when he had become something steady in her life. Not when she’d already begun folding him into her world. When something that had felt so certain was now revealed to be delicate.
Emmrich didn’t answer right away, but he slowed to a stop and stepped in front of her, still holding her hand. His thumb brushed over her knuckles before his other hand came up to cradle her cheek. She looked up, eyes searching.
“I think about that too,” he said softly. “More often than I care to admit.”
“Emmrich… I—” She tried, but the words tangled in her chest. “Venhedis, I’m not handling this well. I don’t want to grieve a future that hasn’t happened yet.”
He leaned down, pressing his forehead to hers, grounding her.
“Neither do I,” he murmured. “I want us to enjoy what we have now—and when the time comes to decide what’s next… we’ll face it together.”
Rook closed her eyes, breathing him in. “Okay.”
A tiny rustle came from her satchel, followed by a sleepy grumble.
Emmrich chuckled. “Let’s get home before Spite files a formal complaint.”
They reached her apartment building as the streetlamps flickered gently to life, casting long golden shadows across the stone. Rook slowed near the entrance, her hand still tucked in his, steps growing faintly hesitant.
To anyone else, she looked composed—relaxed, even. But Emmrich knew her now. Knew the tension in her shoulders that didn’t quite melt, the subtle glance toward the door, the way her finger tapped on her side when she was in deep thought about something. Debating something unspoken.
She didn’t want the evening to end. Not entirely.
That quiet reluctance—that wish, folded in restraint—made his heart ache in the gentlest way. It was in moments like these that he found her utterly endearing—the way she clearly wanted affection, wanted closeness, but reined herself in so she wouldn’t come across as childish or clingy.
He’d once done the same. Still did, sometimes.
So he smiled gently and asked, “Would you like me to stay for a while?”
Rook blinked at him, clearly caught off guard. “I don’t want to take up any more of your time…”
Emmrich lifted her hand, brushing his lips against her knuckles with quiet reverence.
“You’re not,” he said simply. “I’d like to spend as much time with you as you’d like to spend with me.”
The sincerity in his eyes stopped her. It was like looking into a pool of calm—no expectations, no pressure. Just genuine care. Her ears twitched, and she exhaled softly, a touch of embarrassment coloring her cheeks.
“You’re making me feel childish,” she muttered with a soft huff.
He chuckled, voice warm and low. “Then I’ll just have to keep spoiling you until it passes.”
With a faint smile tugging at the corners of her mouth, she unlocked the front door, and Emmrich followed her inside, the scent of dried herbs still clinging faintly to her coat.
As they climbed the stairs together, he added lightly, “You only ever need to ask, Rook. If you want to be spoiled, I’ll happily oblige.”
Notes:
The return of the group chat!!
It was really hard trying to capture Vorgoth's voice with this chapter. I tried to find that sweet spot of ethereal grace and simplicity. Also, Selara complaining about the similarities of the Ingellvar siblings is so much fun. Her big sister energy is so comforting.
And Emmrich overthinking is so adorable.
Chapter 43: Chapter 43 - Flatbreads, Brandy & Warm Intentions
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich talk about birthdays. Preparations for Satinalia begin!
Notes:
*Warning: Do not read this on an empty stomach because there will be a TON of food descriptions.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The kitchen smelled faintly of herbs and baked vegetables, the warmth of the oven still lingering in the air. Dinner had been impromptu but satisfying—an herbed vegetable bread pudding cobbled together from softening squash, wilting kale, wrinkled tomatoes, a surviving onion, and the last of a half-loaf of rye. It had come out golden and savory, the kind of meal that felt unpretentious but clever.
Emmrich had been thoroughly impressed.
“I’m beginning to doubt your claim about not knowing how to cook three years ago,” he said as he scrubbed the last plate. “Either that, or you’re an unusually quick study.”
Rook, drying her hands with a tea towel, smirked as she slid the final container into the fridge. “Trust me— three years ago, that would’ve been a sad frozen dinner or a call to the nearest takeout place.”
“Well, I, my dear, am genuinely impressed by your culinary resourcefulness,” he replied warmly.
The last of the dishes clinked into the rack.
Rook stepped back into the living room, brushing a few stray strands of hair from her face as she dropped onto the couch with a satisfied sigh. Spite was already curled up on the armrest like a velvet gargoyle, lazily grooming his paw.
Emmrich followed a moment later, drying his hands on the kitchen towel. His gaze drifted to the small parcel on the coffee table—a beige box embossed with a refined shop emblem, tied neatly with a silver ribbon.
He tilted his head slightly, curiosity piqued. “By the way… what was in the box Vorgoth handed me earlier? It didn’t look like your usual packaging of leftover pastries.”
Rook’s fingers played absently with the edge of the cushion. She hesitated.
“It’s… a gift,” she said at last, her voice softening. “From Selara. And Solas.”
Emmrich’s brow lifted slightly, his expression gentle. “A gift?”
“For my birthday,” she added, meeting his eyes with a sheepish smile. “Which… passed. About a week ago.”
There was a brief beat of silence between them.
“…Birthday?” he echoed quietly.
Rook shifted, suddenly very aware of how the words sounded aloud. “It’s not that I didn’t tell you on purpose,” she said quickly. “Honestly, I kind of forgot myself until Neve and Lucanis messaged me. You had midterms, the shop was busy, and I just didn’t think to mention it. Which sounds bad, I know, but—I never really cared for birthdays.”
She rubbed the back of her neck. “Not that they can’t mean something to other people—especially you! If they matter to you, that’s totally okay, I just—”
She was rambling. Maker, she was really rambling. As if she needed to defend something that might actually be important to him. As if, deep down, she feared she’d hurt him by omission.
Emmrich looked at Rook where she sat beside him, shoulders faintly curled, fingers fidgeting in her lap like she was bracing for reprimand. That subtle impulse to shrink into herself—he’d seen it before. And Maker, it ached to witness again. Like she believed this small omission was some kind of crime. Like she had wronged him by not making herself a priority.
He would be lying if he said there wasn’t a flicker of disappointment. Not anger—not even frustration. Just the quiet ache of a moment missed. A chance to celebrate her, to remind her through even the smallest gesture how deeply he cherished her. Even if he’d been buried in exams, he would’ve found a way—any way—to make her feel loved.
But what stung deeper was the why. The way she so effortlessly dismissed herself. Like she didn’t think she was worth fussing over. Like the idea of someone wanting to celebrate her felt foreign, or worse—undeserved.
It felt like echoes of something she hadn’t told him yet. Wounds layered behind armor made of independence and silence.
And in that moment, Emmrich found a quiet promise blooming in his chest:
He would bring down stars from the sky if she asked. He would part storm clouds and fight whatever invisible monsters made her feel small. Rook was precious to him—bright, complex, extraordinary. And if it took his entire life to show her that she was worth loving, worth celebrating, then he would do it without hesitation.
He reached out, gently taking her hand in both of his.
“Rook,” he said softly, “you don’t need to explain. I understand more than you think.”
Her eyes flicked up to meet his, guarded, uncertain.
“I won’t lie,” he continued. “I do wish I’d known. Not because I feel left out, but because I would’ve wanted to mark the day. To celebrate you, in whatever way you’d let me. You deserve that. Even if you don’t believe it yet.”
She swallowed, visibly grappling with what to say—but he squeezed her hand, grounding her.
“I don’t need a birthday to love you, but should the chance arise again, I plan to make it count. Because you matter to me. More than you know.”
Rook was overcome with emotion. She simply stared at him, breath catching in her throat as his words settled into the fragile corners of her heart. He had rendered her utterly speechless—not with grand gestures, but with sincerity so profound it left her unmoored.
The only sound she could manage was a breathless laugh, shaky and soft. She leaned forward, pressing the crown of her head against his chest, where his heartbeat thudded steady and sure beneath his waistcoat.
“Maker,” she whispered with a half-laugh, half-sigh, “how do you do that?”
Emmrich’s fingers gently combed through the ends of her hair, his voice low. “Do what?”
She turned her head slightly, cheek resting against him now, her words muffled but clear.
“How do you manage to chase away the things that cloud my mind and weigh me down?”
He let out a quiet breath, one arm wrapping around her as his other hand continued its soothing motion through her hair.
“Because,” he said gently, “I only return the warmth you’ve already given me.”
Rook stilled, and he felt her inhale slowly, deeply.
“I have my own worries,” he admitted, tone wry but honest. “Even today, I was fretting so much about meeting your friends that I plagued poor Myrna with questions about what to bring, what to say—how not to seem like a complete fool in front of the people you love.”
That pulled another soft laugh from her—quiet and tender.
He tilted his head to rest gently atop hers. “You’re not the only one who overthinks, my love.”
“Were you really fretting about meeting my friends?”
“I was caught in a quandary over what to bring to the gathering. I couldn’t decide whether to risk a dessert or lean into the cliché and show up with wine.”
Rook shifted, tucking herself into the crook of his neck. The soft brush of her breath against his skin made it prickle. “My friends will like whatever you bring. If it’s wine, I can turn it into sangria or make a mulled wine Fair warning though—when it comes to drinking, they treat it like an endurance sport.”
“Well, it is Satinalia,” he said dryly. “I’ll make sure to bring an appropriate quantity.”
Rook grinned against his collar. “Hell, get the boxed kind. They won’t care.”
Emmrich let out a scandalized harrumph, as if the mere suggestion offended his sensibilities. Rook giggled, and though he tried to maintain his air of offense, the smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth betrayed him.
Spite, thoroughly disgusted by the sweetness in the room, hopped down from the couch armrest with a grunt and stalked off to the window nook—where he threw himself dramatically onto his favorite plush cushion, tail flicking in protest.
Rook shifted just enough to stretch out along the couch, pulling the throw blanket from the backrest and tossing it lightly over them both. Emmrich adjusted without protest, one arm wrapping more securely around her waist as she curled into his side.
After a quiet moment, she murmured, “Emmrich?”
He glanced down, one brow arched. “Yes, darling?”
“When’s your birthday?”
He hummed low in his throat—a sound caught somewhere between amusement and contemplation. “I suppose it’s only fair I tell you mine.”
“Yup,” she said, cheek resting against his chest. “Fair is fair.”
He tilted his head, pressing a kiss to her hair. “The second of Solis.”
Rook blinked, then looked up at him. “So, you’re a summer baby. That explains why you’re so warm.”
He chuckled, smiling down at her with a raised brow. “Is that the reason?”
She nodded, nuzzling closer. “Yup. One hundred percent the reason.”
Her fingers idly traced the fabric of his shirt, quiet in a way that was comfortable now. It was a silence shared, not strained. As they settled, Emmrich’s gaze drifted to the obsidian teardrop still resting at the hollow of her throat—his gift, glinting faintly in the low light.
A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth.
Rook noticed. Her eyes opened just enough to catch where his attention lingered. “Still admiring your handiwork?” she murmured.
He looked down at her, unbothered to be caught. “It suits you,” he said simply.
She smiled, a small, pleased thing, then added with lazy humor, “You know, you could count this as a very thoughtful birthday present.”
He arched a brow, amused. “We both know that’s not what it was originally purchased for.”
“Well, saying it was bought to seduce me into bed felt a little crass.”
“That wasn’t the reason either,” he said, tone dry.
She smirked. “True... I’d have bedded you regardless.”
Emmrich let out a quiet laugh, the kind that rumbled low in his chest. “You’re incorrigible.”
Rook grinned. “You love that about me.”
He did.
He really did.
Group Chat Name: Steeped Intentions ☕💀🍰
Rook: All right. Final confirmation on the Satinalia assignments.
Neve and Davrin are on liquor duty.
Davrin: We’re about to turn up!!
Neve: I will make sure that Davrin doesn’t buy the whole liquor section.
Davrin: No fun at all.
Rook: Bellara, Lace and Taash are in charge of groceries.
Lace: Bellara has the final list of ingredients right?
Taash: Yeah we don’t want that last minute addition bullshit like last year.
Rook: Bellara was with us when we did an inventory check. AND Lucanis and I made sure to have our own lists too.
Bellara: All lists are finalized! I even made color coded spreadsheets!!
Lace: Of course you did.
Taash: Why am I not on Team Liquor?
Rook: Because last time you only bought alcohol that you could tolerate while the rest of us were close to needing new livers.
Taash: Oh… right. That was a fun night.
Lace: Tell that to my ma. She was not a fan.
Rook: Lucanis and I are on cooking detail.
Lucanis: Do we know what your professor is bringing?
Rook: He’s bringing wine for the mulled wine.
Bellara: I’m so excited that the professor is going to join us!!
Neve: It’s going to be an eventful one for sure.
Davrin: He’s going to participate in the games right?
Rook: We’ll see. I think he’ll just take the role of a spectator for now.
Lace: I bet twenty bucks it’ll take ten minutes before the interrogation begins.
Davrin: I give it five. Neve’s gonna pull some subtle shit.
Rook: Guys. No.
Bellara: Don’t forget Lucanis sizing him up. Like a brooding older brother.
Lucanis: I do not brood.
Neve: Yes you do.
Bellara: 😏😏😏
Rook: There will be no interrogation.
Bellara: Suuuuure 😆😆😆
Lucanis: Lace don’t forget to bring the apple pie.
Lace: I’m not going to forget.
Lucanis: Is it with you right now?
Lace: …
Taash: She wanted to get it on the way back.
Rook: Don’t forget the pie.
Lace: I’M NOT GONNA FORGET THE PIE!
Davrin: Lol She forgets to bring one pie and now it’s a permanent stain on her record.
Rook: Okay. Everyone knows their duties. See you all at the Loft. Please be on your best behavior.
Bellara: I promise NOTHING!!
Lace: Seconded… but I will make sure Taash behaves.
Taash: 🙄
Davrin: Sober me will behave. That is all I can promise.
Neve: WE will all do our best.
Lucanis: I’m leaving now. See you at the Loft.
Rook: Thank you Lucanis and Neve.
The rest of you are terrible.
Bellara: I claim favoritism!! Lucanis didn’t promise anything either!!
Davrin: Yeah the man just ghosted right past it.
Lucanis: 😏
Bellara: 😱 😱 😱
SEE!! FAVORITISM!!
Rook: Okay I’m leaving. See you all soon.
Rook was the first to arrive at the Loft, the click of the door echoing softly into the familiar warmth of her second home. She slipped off her coat and boots, exchanged them for her soft house slippers, and set her satchel down near the coat rack. With practiced ease, she activated the heating runes, adjusting the temperature to something comfortably toasty before moving to the fireplace. A few logs, a small spell, and the flicker of flame danced to life behind the secured fire guard.
Spite made a beeline for his cat tower by the window, settling into his throne with a flick of his tail. From his perch, he watched Satinalia unfold in the streets below—revelers with masquerade masks and goblets in hand weaving between lantern-lit stalls and snow-dusted cobblestones.
Rook unloaded her groceries in the kitchen and tied her hair up in a loose twist. With practiced motions, she rolled up the sleeves of her sweater and reached for the faded olive apron hanging by the pantry—her favorite, the one with the stitched spoon and vine motif near the hem. Tonight’s feast would need time, and she wanted to get ahead before the cavalry arrived.
First: the flatbreads. She began mixing and kneading the dough from scratch, the kitchen filling with the comforting scent of flour and herbs. Once the dough was left to proof near the hearth, she turned her attention to the dips. Her mother’s roasted tomato blend came first—olive oil, sun-dried tomatoes, garlic, herbs, chili flakes for heat, and a generous helping of grated cheese. Then the whipped goat cheese: light, tart, with lemon zest and cracked pepper folded in for brightness and bite.
She was scraping the last of the goat cheese into its serving dish when the door clicked open again. Lucanis stepped inside with two hefty grocery bags balanced on one arm. He shed his coat and boots and padded into the kitchen in his own designated house slippers —a deep violet pair that contrasted amusingly with his navy blue sweater and black chinos, rolling up the sleeves up to his elbows as he caught sight of her at work.
“You preheated the oven?” he asked, already pulling out ingredients.
“First thing I did when I got here,” Rook replied, tapping the dough bowl affectionately. “Flatbreads are rising.”
Lucanis gave a grunt of approval and set to work, tying his hair into a neat bun before unpacking two whole chickens from his bag. “You ready for the chaos tonight?”
“No, but it’ll be one hell of a Satinalia,” Rook teased with a grin as she opened the fridge. She returned with two whole trout wrapped in parchment. “I’ll prep the fish.”
They fell into a quiet rhythm, both of them focused but relaxed in the comfort of familiarity. The sounds of chopping, the gentle sizzle of onions from Lucanis’s skillet, and the distant crackle of the fire filled the space. Meanwhile, Rook laid the trout out on the prep board and set to work with practiced efficiency—first gutting both fish with swift, clean cuts, then carefully checking the skins to make sure no stray scales remained. Once they were properly cleaned, she rubbed the insides with a blend of salt, cracked pepper, and ground coriander before layering in thin slices of lemon, bright curls of orange zest, slivers of shallot, and a few sprigs of fresh thyme.
When both trouts were stuffed, she tied them neatly with kitchen twine to keep the aromatics tucked securely inside, then transferred them to a long ceramic dish. After covering them with foil, she returned the dish to the fridge, letting the flavors meld while she moved on to the next task.
“Think we’ll have leftovers this year?” Rook asked as she slid a gutted trout back into the fridge.
Lucanis said in a dry tone. “With this crew? Doubt it.”
She smirked. “You’re probably right.”
Rook checked her dough—soft, risen, ready. She began to shape and flatten the rounds for cooking while Lucanis reached for the bowl of prepared rub—a fragrant blend of salt, cracked pepper, sage, and lemon zest—and began massaging it into the skin of each bird, ensuring the flavors would seep deep into the meat.
The scent of citrus and herbs soon joined the warmth of baking flatbread in the kitchen, layering the space with a rich, homey aroma. Afterwards Lucanis slid the chickens into the oven with practiced ease and moved on to making the basting sauce, rosemary-smoked butter.
Rook moved to the stovetop, the frying pan already hot and lightly oiled, and began browning the flatbreads one by one, the herb-laced aroma quickly filling the kitchen.
Then came the cavalry.
The front door opened to the familiar trio of Bellara, Lace, and Taash.
Lucanis glanced over his shoulder, smirking. “Right on time.”
The three peeled off their coats and boots, stepping into the Loft’s tradition of house slippers—except Taash, who preferred to go barefoot unless her toes got too cold. Her slippers were tucked near the entryway should she need them.
Once Bellara wore her comfy rustic brown house slippers, she headed straight for the kitchen cabinets, pulling down serving bowls for snacks. She spotted Rook at the stovetop and gasped with delight. “You’re making the flatbreads!”
“Of course I am,” Rook said, flipping one with a satisfying hiss.
Lace began laying out the first round of snacks: roasted nuts, wedges of cheese, dried fruit, fresh fruit and cured meats into the bowls Bellara provided.
“I can start the charcuterie board if you want,” Lace offered, glancing at Rook.
“Please do. Make sure that the meats are on a separate platter from the cheese and fruit. Oh, and when Taash is done in the bathroom, tell her to help cut the fruit.”
As the last flatbread was pulled from the pan, golden and warm, Rook began work on the vegetarian main—stuffed delicata squash filled with farro, chestnuts, and herbs. Beside her, Lucanis took up the next task: saffron rice with leeks and garlic chips.
While Lace and Taash worked at the dining table arranging slices of fruit and cheese, Bellara carried over bowls of roasted nuts and dried fruit to the coffee table in the living area. The scents of toasted almonds and honeyed figs filled the space, blending pleasantly with the savory aromas wafting from the kitchen.
Spite, ever the opportunist, hopped down from his perch on the cat tower and stalked toward the coffee table like a shadowy food inspector. Bellara caught sight of him mid-pounce and moved quickly to intercept.
“Spite,” she warned, scooting the bowls out of reach. “Not for you.”
The cat growled in protest, clearly affronted.
“Knock it off,” Rook called from the kitchen without missing a beat. “Touch those snacks and you won’t get any treats later.”
Lucanis chuckled, carefully turning the chicken as it finished roasting. “You know he’s going to have another run at them when you’re not looking.”
“I trust that his many keepers will make him behave,” Rook replied as she basted the chickens one last time.
A knock came at the door, followed by the unmistakable voices of Neve and Davrin as they stepped into the Loft, arms full of clinking bottles.
“Something smells amazing,” Davrin called, setting the bags of alcohol near the dining table and immediately heading toward the kitchen to investigate.
Neve handed Rook a bottle of dry white wine. “For the fish?”
“Perfect timing,” Rook said, taking the bottle with a grateful smile.
“Okay, who wants what?” Davrin declared, already rooting through the bottles. “We procured a hefty bounty that would rival a Grey Warden party.”
“Don’t forget the name system,” Bellara interjected, handing him a stack of red solo cups. “They’re already labeled.”
“Good,” Davrin said, flipping through them with approval. “Let’s avoid a repeat of last year’s fiasco.”
Lace groaned at the memory. “Don’t remind me. I thought my throat had turned to ash when I drank that maraas-lok thinking it was mead.”
Taash shrugged. “You lived.”
Lucanis retrieved a bottle of Antivan red Neve had picked out and poured himself a modest glass, clearly selective in his preference. “Good to know that we remember what wine I like.”
Taash and Davrin immediately filled their cups with whiskey. Bellara and Lace leaned toward the sweeter side, pouring mead into their cups while chatting softly. Rook filled hers with the honey brandy Davrin had selected—Neve did the same.
With the snacks and starters laid out, the group gradually migrated to the sectional couch by the fire, drinks in hand. The fire crackled softly behind the guard, casting a golden glow as voices began to rise in laughter and half-joking debates.
Lucanis brought out the first carved pieces of chicken, its fire-roasted skin bronzed to perfection and still steaming from the pan. Rook followed behind him with a serving dish, the scent of sage and citrus trailing after her.
Then she moved to the oven, placing the caramelized onion and Gruyère bread pudding inside, alongside the delicata squash stuffed with farro, chestnuts, and herbs.
“Hey,” she said, brushing flour from her hands, “once you’re done carving, mind keeping an eye on the oven? I want to check on Emmrich—see how he’s doing.”
Lucanis nodded, already beginning to plate the carved chicken. “Go on. I’ll make sure no one burns anything.”
Rook gave him a grateful nod, untied her apron, and headed toward the bedroom, her brandy still warming her palm.
The bedroom was warm from the Loft’s central heating runes, but Rook cracked the window anyway. The cold air that poured in swept gently across her skin, still flushed from the bustle of the kitchen. She welcomed it, a soothing contrast to the heat of oven and stovetop that clung to her shoulders.
She settled on the edge of the bed, kicking off her slippers and setting her cup of honey brandy on the nightstand. Its sweet, spiced scent lingered in the air as she pulled out her phone and tapped Emmrich’s name without hesitation.
He picked up on the third ring.
“Rook,” he greeted, voice soft and full of familiar warmth. Just hearing it brought a small smile to her lips.
“Hey, you,” she murmured, leaning back on one hand.
“Is everything all right?” he asked, gentle concern laced with affection.
“Yeah,” she said, stretching her back with a quiet sigh. “Just taking a breather from the kitchen. I wanted to check-in and see how you’re doing?”
He chuckled, the sound low and amused. “Thankfully, I had the foresight to buy the wine earlier this week. Judging by the noise outside, it sounds like the markets have descended into chaos. A battlefield of last-minute shoppers.”
Rook laughed, already picturing it. “Ah, the rewards of preparation.”
“Exactly,” he said dryly. “Though now I find myself in a different kind of predicament.”
“Oh?” she asked, arching a brow in amusement. “Do tell.”
A pause, followed by a sheepish sigh. “I’m currently debating what to wear.”
“You could wear what you usually wear.”
“I doubt my standard attire counts as casual,” he replied. “It might come across as a bit… overdressed for this sort of gathering. I don’t want to look like some pompous academic who sees himself above the festivities.”
She could easily imagine him now—standing before his closet with that familiar furrow between his brows, scrutinizing his wardrobe with analytical precision. The image made her heart warm.
“You really don’t have to go to all that trouble,” she said gently.
“I think I do,” he murmured. “These are the people who matter to you, Rook. The ones who matter most in your life. It would be nice if I got them to like me.”
“Bellara already likes you.”
“You know what I mean.”
Rook smiled and leaned her head against the cool window frame. “Emmrich, whatever you wear—they’re going to like you I want them to meet you as you—not someone trying to impress them.”
“…You’re right,” he muttered.
And of course she was. Emmrich had never thought of himself as a people pleaser—he treated everyone with courtesy and professionalism. But in love? Johanna used to call him a hopeless doormat, always molding himself to meet someone else’s expectations instead of being seen and loved for who he truly was. He’d nearly forgotten that.
Rook’s soft laugh pulled him back. “Thank you for doing this… I’m nervous, but excited too. I want you to meet them.”
“Despite my wardrobe crisis, I’m excited as well,” he said warmly. “I’ll be there soon.”
“I’ll see you then.”
She could still feel the lingering warmth on her cheeks after the call ended. Hearing Emmrich speak so openly—his quiet nerves, his thoughtful uncertainty—was like peeling back another layer of the man she cared for so deeply. He always carried himself with such poised composure, the refined academic, the steady presence. But moments like this reminded her that beneath all that polish was someone tender, self-conscious, and entirely sincere.
He worried. He overthought. And more than anything, he cared—not just about making a good impression, but about them, about this bond they were building together.
She sat there for a beat longer, soaking in the flutter of affection swelling in her chest. Maker, what had she done to deserve a man like him?
With a breath that felt steadier than the one before, she rose from the bed, scooped up her brandy, and padded out of the bedroom. The scent of roasting chicken and woodsmoke reached her before she hit the hall, and the familiar sounds of laughter and conversation buzzed from the living room.
Rook stepped back into the kitchen, still flushed from the brandy and the phone call. Lucanis glanced up from the oven, took one look at the faint blush on her cheeks, and smirked.
“So,” he said dryly, reaching for a dish towel. “That talk go well?”
She arched a brow, her tone casual as she walked past him to the fridge. “He’s on his way.”
Notes:
Creating the group chats is really my favorite thing to write... aside from the romance.
I went all-in with the food intros because what is Satinalia without good food and company. Lucanis and Rook being the cooking duo is so much fun. They're definitely preparing a feast.
Who's ready to see Emmrich be thrown to the wolves?? Because I am so excited that I might post the chapter soon.
Chapter 44: Chapter 44 - Santinalia & Friends
Summary:
Emmrich spends Santinalia with Rook and her friends.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The streets of Minrathous were alive with Satinalia's swell—lanterns strung from eaves and awnings, laughter spilling from taverns, and the swirl of perfume, spice, and frost mingling in the crisp night air. Emmrich navigated it all on foot, the heels of his polished boots tapping in steady rhythm against the cobblestones. Driving would’ve been foolish in this revelry, and besides—he preferred the walk. The fresh air helped settle the flurry of nerves he was quietly entertaining.
He wasn’t overdressed—at least, he didn’t think so. He followed Rook’s advice and wore clothes that were still true to himself. He’d traded his usual waistcoat for something more relaxed: a burgundy sweater layered over a crisp white button-down, fitted black trousers, and his ever-trusty leather ankle boots. His rings and grave-gold bangles remained; some habits were sacred, and if he was to meet Rook’s dearest friends, he’d do it as himself—no costumes, no masks.
Still, he adjusted the strap of the bag slung over his shoulder and double-checked the contents—two bottles of wine, cushioned and secure. One for drinking. One for mulling.
He brought out his phone and began typed it out.
Emmrich: Almost there.
Rook: I’ll meet you outside of the tea shop.
Emmrich looked up as the Veil & Vine’s familiar corner came into view—and then the door opened, and everything else seemed to fall away.
There she was.
Rook stood beneath the soft halo of a streetlamp, her dusk-plum sweater clinging gently to her shape and cinched at the waist, the collar dipping just enough to reveal the chain of the necklace he’d given her. Her sleeves were pushed up to her elbows, revealing elegant wrists and the motion of her hands as she tucked a stray lock of hair back into the soft twist pinned by gold. Her jeans were dark, fitted, and cuffed just over the edge of her worn-in boots. And when she turned at the sound of his approach, the light caught the delicate shimmer of her ear cuff.
Even among the clusters of masked revelers and roaming laughter, she was the only one he could see.
He felt the tension slip from his shoulders the moment he saw her.
Not just because she was stunning—though she was—but because seeing her, standing there with the glow of the streetlamp casting soft light against her sweater and wind-flushed cheeks, was like drawing in a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding.
His leisurely stride shifted without thought, legs carrying him faster now. A brisk pace, instinctive and eager. The unease he’d been carrying earlier—over what to wear, over how the night might unfold—began to dissipate, unraveled by the simple sight of her smile blooming when her eyes found his.
In the middle of a city humming with life, she looked at him like he was the only thing that mattered.
Ever beautiful. Ever sharp. And somehow—miraculously—his.
He raised a hand in greeting as he crossed the street, his smile soft and steady.
“Hello, darling.”
Rook lit up the moment she spotted him through the crowd. As he reached her, she took his bejeweled hand in hers with a warm, familiar ease.
“Emmrich,” she said, smiling up at him. Her eyes flicked over his ensemble, assessing with clear amusement. “I see we’re going for a more domestic look tonight.”
“Thank you for your approval,” he replied smoothly.
“I’d say you can interpret my tone as: devastatingly handsome.”
“And you,” he said, with a reverent glance, “are beautiful, as always.”
He leaned down to kiss her, and she rose to meet him, standing briefly on her toes to close the space between them.
When they parted, Rook looked up at him with those soft, sweet eyes of hers—dark as chocolate and just as warm. Her head tilted slightly, a smirk playing at her lips.
“You ready to be met with chaos?”
Emmrich exhaled a quiet laugh. “As ready as I’ll ever be.”
With her hand still in his, they moved in quiet step behind the tea shop, the muffled buzz of Satinalia festivities growing faint behind them. The narrow staircase creaked underfoot as they climbed, a familiar path, but one that felt different now—weighted with the anticipation of introduction.
At the top, Rook paused.
She took a slow breath, eyes flicking to the door. The soft glow from beneath it promised warmth and laughter—her world, waiting just on the other side.
Emmrich felt her fingers shift slightly in his.
He didn’t speak, only gave her hand a small squeeze, steadying.
Rook opened the door.
A rush of warmth met them instantly—the scent of roasting herbs and citrus, the sound of music weaving around overlapping conversations, bursts of laughter, clinking glasses, and the comforting flicker of firelight.
The chill outside was replaced with golden heat.
The moment the door opened, warmth spilled out like a tide—roasted herbs, citrus, the faint sweetness of honey brandy and spice. Laughter and music danced in the air, a contrast so stark from the chill behind them that Emmrich momentarily blinked, adjusting to the sudden shift in light and noise.
They stepped through together, hand in hand.
From their place on the sectional, Taash looked up from their drink, catching sight of the figures at the door. They leaned back lazily, one arm slung across the backrest, their tone unbothered but loud enough to carry across the Loft.
“The professor’s here.”
It was like casting silence.
The room stilled—not with awkwardness, but with anticipation. Heads turned. Emmrich caught the subtle shift in atmosphere immediately.
Bellara’s pointed ears perked, her grin blooming wide and elven-bright. She wore a forest-green knit jumper laced with golden thread, her spiraled curls pinned half-up with decorative clips that glittered like starlight.
Neve didn’t bother hiding the smirk curling at the edge of her mouth. She was perched on the arm of the couch, one leg crossed over the other—her prosthetic polished and gleaming beneath the hem of her high-waisted charcoal trousers. Her raven-black hair was swept into a tidy bun, a soft side bang framing her face. The deep plum lipstick she wore matched the amusement dancing in her eyes, and the arch of one brow was nothing short of predatory amusement.
“Professor Volkarin!” Bellara chirped as she half-rose from her seat, eyes sparkling. “Welcome!”
He offered a warm smile, bowing his head slightly. “Bellara, it’s nice to see you in an official capacity.”
Rook was the first to move—slipping off her boots and stepping into her charcoal-gray, wool-lined slippers. He bent to unlace his own, and before he could rise, she’d returned with a bundled pair of dark green house slippers.
He paused. The shoes were clearly new, clearly purchased with care—and clearly meant for him.
When he glanced up, Rook only shrugged lightly, the gesture casual—almost shy. But he saw the care in it. And felt something inside him ease.
The slippers fit perfectly.
They moved deeper into the room, hand in hand, the din of voices softening. The others sat up straighter now—like a room of curious onlookers catching a long-awaited scene in a play. Spite remained curled like a judgmental gargoyle at the head of the sectional, one golden eye tracking his movements.
Rook clapped her hands once, drawing focus.
“Everyone,” she said, her voice bright with an undercurrent of pride, “this is Emmrich… my boyfriend.”
A moment of stillness. Then Bellara beamed.
“You all already know Bellara,” Rook added, gesturing toward her. “Who’s clearly been waiting for this moment like it’s a festival gift exchange.”
Bellara gave an exaggerated gasp. “A slight exaggeration—but I am excited for this development.”
Rook’s gaze moved to the sectional.
“This is Taash.”
They gave a brief nod from where they lounged, rings glinting on their fingers, wearing a teal tank top that highlighted their muscle-toned arms, and a chipped black manicure loosely wrapped around a cup of something that definitely wasn’t juice.
“Sup.”
Emmrich returned the nod politely. “A pleasure.”
“Lace is beside them,” Rook continued.
Lace, with warm-toned curls pinned neatly back and a cozy rustic brown cardigan wrapped snugly around her waist, smiled and waved.
“Hi! Nice to meet you officially.”
He chuckled, instantly at ease with her warmth. “Likewise.”
Then there was the man sprawled like he owned the air he breathed—jacket sleeves pushed up, gold chain glinting against a fitted shirt. He lifted his drink and tilted his head in a smirk that practically oozed mischief.
“This is Davrin,” Rook said flatly. “Don’t let the expression fool you—he only causes mild chaos.”
“Allegedly,” Davrin said. “I am well-behaved.”
That earned a snort from Neve, who raised her cup in mock toast.
“And this,” Rook continued, “is Neve Gallus—though you’ve already met.”
She sipped slowly, expression unreadable but entertained. “Nice to see you again, Professor Volkarin.”
“Likewise, Miss Gallus.”
Then, her gaze turned toward the kitchen.
“And the man in the kitchen is Lucanis.”
The tone in her voice shifted—quieter, more careful.
He stood behind the island counter, tall and composed, wine glass in hand. His navy sweater with the sleeves rolled up to his forearms and dark slacks made him look effortlessly put together, but it was the stillness of him that drew Emmrich’s attention. There was no animosity—just observation.
The wine glass raised in subtle salute.
Emmrich inclined his head. “It’s nice to finally put a face to the name. I’ve heard so much about you.”
Lucanis held his gaze for a moment longer before giving a small nod in return. When he spoke, his voice was low and measured, with the smooth cadence of a distinct Antivan accent.
“Likewise.”
There was no edge to it—but there was weight. Not quite challenge. Not yet.
Emmrich didn’t flinch under the gaze. He simply stood with quiet composure, the same way he’d approached deans, nobles, and investigative tribunals.
Still, he felt Rook give his hand a small squeeze, as if to reassure him or herself—or both.
He returned the pressure, and the warmth in his chest didn’t fade. This was it.
Time to step into her world.
Rook hesitated—just a breath—her fingers lingered on the bag holding the bottles he brought, her weight shifting slightly as if torn between staying by his side or returning to the kitchen.
Lucanis, standing at the stove with a pan already sizzling, didn’t say anything, but his eyes flicked toward her with quiet observation. He would make no comment either way—he knew her well enough to let her choose and he would support whatever she chose in this moment.
Before she could speak, Emmrich gently reached for her hand again. His thumb traced a slow line across her knuckles.
“Go on,” he said, voice low and wry. “I’m a grown man. I can survive a few prying questions and teasing comments without my beautiful knight standing guard.”
Rook snorted under her breath, but her smile was fond. “You sure?”
“I’ll be fine,” he promised. “Besides, I’d hate to get between you from doing what you need to as a hostess.”
She rolled her eyes but squeezed his hand once more. “Good luck.”
“I’ll try not to embarrass either of us,” he teased, and let go.
With that, she passed off the wine—an elegant bottle of Orlesian red and a rich Antivan port meant for mulled wine—and gave him one last look before retreating to the kitchen.
Lucanis had returned to his pan, flipping flatbreads with a precise motion. The golden rounds sizzled as their herbed edges crisped in the shallow oil. Without looking up, he asked in that low, measured voice of his, still tinged with his Antivan accent, “You sure you want to leave him to the wolves?”
Rook glanced over her shoulder just in time to see Emmrich accept a glass of wine—courtesy of Neve—before taking a seat near the fire. Davrin greeted him with a mischievous smirk and a quip about how they mostly didn’t bite.
She huffed a small laugh. “He was right,” she said, tying her apron again as she returned to the counter. “I need to trust that he can handle himself.”
Lucanis slid a finished flatbread onto a cooling rack. “Good.”
“Besides,” she added, reaching for the next round of dough, “we still have dessert to prep.”
Lucanis raised his glass in silent agreement, and together they returned to the rhythm of their shared kitchen, letting the buzz of voices and laughter swell behind them as Emmrich stepped into the fray—unarmed, unflinching, and exactly where he chose to be.
As Emmrich took a seat on the sectional, he was distinctly aware of how the group formed around him—casual in arrangement, but not without intent.
Neve sat to his left, one leg crossed neatly over the other, her prosthetic visible and unbothered beneath high-waisted trousers. Her presence was cool, observant, marked by a quiet confidence. She nursed her brandy with a kind of elegant ease, though her smirk suggested she'd be just as comfortable throwing a dagger as offering a toast.
Across from him on the rug, Bellara was cross-legged with her drink balanced between her knees, her grin ever-bright, watching him like she’d been waiting for this conversation to happen all week. Beside her, Davrin lounged like a cat with too much curiosity—shoulders slouched, mischief in his gaze, and a half-full cup in hand.
On the far end of the couch, Taash sat relaxed with a cushion behind their back, one foot tucked under them, drink resting on the armrest. Lace was next to them, smile easy, posture open. Both looked comfortable and engaged, but Emmrich was well-read enough to recognize the quiet calculation in their eyes. These were people who protected their own.
The fire crackled gently behind Emmrich, casting a warm, flickering light over the room. The soft clink of glass and low music humming from the Bluetooth speaker filled the brief lull before Neve leaned back with her cup, giving him a sidelong look.
“So, professor…” she said smoothly. “Tell us about yourself.”
Emmrich took a measured sip of his wine before answering, his smile calm and unbothered. “What would you like to know?”
Taash raised a brow, sprawled out over the corner cushion like a lounging cat with opinions. “Rook said you can talk to corpses,” they said, voice blunt and entirely unapologetic. “Is that like a death-mage thing? Or are we talking, like… possession? You know abominations but with consent?”
There was a beat. Lace coughed lightly into her cup. Davrin grinned. Emmrich’s smile didn’t falter.
“I believe she was referring to my ability as a corpse whisperer,” he replied evenly. “It’s a rare gift—both among necromancers and mages in general. Less about possession, more about… communing.”
“So what’s so interesting about studying dead things?” Taash asked, tilting their head. “Aren’t they like… dead?”
Emmrich chuckled, a low, soft sound that suited the firelight.
“The dead,” he said, “have a great deal to teach us. Much like history, they carry the truths of their lives—their regrets, their wisdom. When you listen closely—really listen—you uncover the things time tried to bury. Not just bones, but stories. Knowledge. Perspective.”
Taash blinked once, considering. Then nodded, seemingly satisfied. “Huh. Guess that makes sense.”
Neve raised an amused brow. “Did you get it out of your system now?”
“I wanna ask other things,” Taash replied with complete honesty. “But Lace already told me those questions were too rude.”
Lace lifted her cup of mead in the air like a toast. “You’re welcome.”
“Good call,” Neve said, gesturing toward her approvingly, while Davrin chuckled into his drink.
Then Davrin tore a piece of flatbread and asked, “I’ll be honest—I was expecting someone stuffier. You’re… not.”
Emmrich arched a brow, lips quirking. “Were you imagining a disapproving scowl and a three-piece suit?”
Davrin shrugged with a grin. “More like someone who prefers fancy evenings and educated banter. Don’t get me wrong—from the photos we found online, you definitely nailed the dashing intellectual vibe.”
“Well, I do hope that I can shed clarity on anything you’re curious about.”
Neve looked down at her brandy and asked in a calm, casual tone, “What do you think about Rook?”
Bellara drew in a sharp breath, clutching her solo cup to her chest with theatrical anticipation. Taash snorted at Neve’s bluntness, while Davrin let out a low chuckle. Lace’s gaze flicked from Neve to Emmrich, eyes narrowing with subtle interest.
Neve’s expression remained composed, but beneath the surface, her gaze was keen—more detective than friend in that moment. It would seem that the probing will begin right away.
Emmrich set his glass down gently on the side table, his fingers lingering on the rim for a beat. The soft golden light of the setting sun spilled through the Loft’s tall windows, casting a warm haze across the room. Shadows stretched long across the floor, mingling with the ambient glow of enchanted sconces and the low hum of kitchen conversation.
“Rook is extraordinary,” he said, his voice steady and sure. “Her kindness is quiet but vast—often unspoken, often unnoticed by others, sometimes even by herself. She’s fiercely intelligent. And strong… not just in the way she holds herself, but in the quiet places people rarely see.”
His gaze drifted toward the kitchen, where her laugh—soft, warm, and familiar—rose like a balm against the evening air.
“She gives so much of herself and asks for so little in return. I’ve never met anyone quite like her. Her spirit, her heart… I count myself incredibly lucky to stand beside her.”
A beat of silence followed, thick with the weight of sincerity.
Bellara hit Davrin’s arm with the back of her hand, her eyes sparkling. Lace smiled and tilted her head to rest against Taash’s shoulder, while Taash rolled their eyes—though the ghost of a grin betrayed them.
Neve gave a small, satisfied smile—not full approval, not yet. But he was sincere, and that counted for something.
“Good answer, Professor.”
Emmrich smiled. “Please… call me Emmrich.”
Neve lifted her solo cup toward him in a quiet toast. Emmrich, catching the gesture, reached for his wine glass and raised it in return. The soft clink between glass and plastic was understated but sincere—a quiet seal of approval.
Before the silence could stretch, Bellara leaned forward, eyes alight, her grin bordering on conspiratorial.
“Okay, but I have to ask,” she said, barely containing her excitement. “That fancy restaurant Rook mentioned—the one you took her to—was it really as romantic as she made it sound?”
Emmrich’s brows lifted slightly in amusement. “You mean, Polaris?”
“YES!” Bellara burst out, practically bouncing. “When Rook told us, Lace and I immediately looked it up. The reviews were glowing—it looked incredible. Apparently, it’s impossible to get a reservation on short notice.”
He chuckled, the sound low and warm. “I may have had some help. My colleague, Dorian happened to know the maître d’. He worked a little magic to make it happen.”
He paused, then added with a fond smile, “As for the evening itself, yes—it was quite romantic. The atmosphere was… enchanting. Rook was captivated by the cosmic illusions. And she couldn’t resist photographing every course.”
That earned a round of laughter—Bellara outright squealed, her eyes sparkling. “The photos were gorgeous,” she gushed. “Like edible art.”
Lace leaned back with a grin. “They really were.”
Taash shrugged from their corner of the couch. “I don’t get meals like that. How’re they supposed to fill you up?”
Neve lifted a brow, calmly explaining, “They portion it so you can eat the whole tasting menu. It adds up.”
Taash snorted. “Sounds like a sugar-coated way to be bougie and starving.”
Lace gave Taash a pointed pinch, her brow arched. “They looked pretty, though. Right?”
The qunari cleared their throat, offering a sheepish shrug. “Yeah… they did.”
Davrin leaned forward, elbow on his knee, smirking. “So, you’re like… rich rich.”
Emmrich gave a polite smile. “Let’s just say my accumulated wealth affords me a comfortable lifestyle.”
“Were you a trust fund baby,” Davrin asked, tilting his head with exaggerated curiosity, “or are we talking self-made?”
Emmrich arched a brow, the faintest smile tugging at his mouth. “I thought you did your research.”
The elven man leaned back, his hands flat on the floor. “I did. But come on—never trust a wiki page.”
“My origins are decidedly humble,” Emmrich replied. “I was an orphan. Everything I have now is the result of hard work and a reputation earned in the academic community.”
Davrin’s grin widened. “Any chance you'd be interested in donating to the local griffin sanctuary?”
“Davrin, no,” Rook’s voice called faintly from the kitchen.
“What?” Davrin protested, deadpan. “It’s for a good cause.”
“He’s not buying your approval,” Neve said dryly, not even looking up from her drink. “Ignore the Warden. He just wants a new toy for his griffin.”
Emmrich chuckled, unbothered. “It’s quite all right. I’d be happy to suggest the Griffin Sanctuary at the university’s next charity event.”
The detective nodded. “A good compromise.”
Taash perked up, eyes gleaming. “Oh—wait, I have a new question. Have you ever dug up dragon remains?”
Lace groaned, rubbing her forehead. “Maker’s ass, here we go.”
Bellara and Neve exchanged a knowing glance before dissolving into quiet giggles, while Davrin hid a smirk behind the rim of his solo cup.
As the laughter tapered off, Emmrich found himself fielding more casual conversation. Questions became stories, and stories became context. It wasn’t long before he began to piece together the threads of the group Rook called her own.
Neve, it turned out, was a detective affiliated with the Shadow Dragons—her tone dry, her wit sharper than her brandy. She’d known Rook the longest, something unspoken but clear in the way she monitored the conversation with quiet protectiveness.
Lace, warm and cheerful, worked at her family’s bakery and had been supplying pastries and fresh bread to the Veil & Vine for years now. She and Rook had bonded back when Rook was preparing to take over the tea shop. The dwarven woman seemed to have been the green thumb that inspired Rook to add botanical decorations to the shop.
Taash, with their blunt charm and restless energy, worked as a game warden. It made sense, in a way—their no-nonsense attitude balanced by a genuine love for wild things… and dragons. They often collaborated with Davrin, the group's Grey Warden, who worked not only in blight relief but also in the preservation of endangered magical creatures. His ongoing role as a caretaker at the griffon sanctuary earned him both credibility and comedic fodder.
Both of them came to know Rook during her time as a Shadow Dragon when the two organizations created a joint taskforce for an trafficking ring that handled rare magical creatures.
Emmrich found Bellara to be the most recent addition to the group since she joined Rook’s circle when she was hired to work for her. Although she is a very bright graduate student, her excitable exterior reminded him, endearingly, of his life as a student.
The conversations around the fire paused as Rook’s voice called from the kitchen, clear and warm.
“The feast is ready!”
The room stirred with anticipation, the warm aroma of roasted herbs, spices, and citrus now unmistakable.
Emmrich rose with the rest of them, moving with the group toward the open kitchen, where the full scope of Rook and Lucanis’s labor was laid bare across the island countertop.
The spread was nothing short of impressive.
Golden flatbreads, crisped just at the edges, rested in warm stacks beside two dips—one a deep rust-red blend of olive oil, sun-dried tomatoes, garlic, herbs, chili flakes, and a generous grating of cheese. The other was pale and creamy: whipped goat cheese laced with lemon zest and cracked pepper.
The mains took center stage. Lucanis’s fire-roasted chickens were glossy with pan drippings and finished with a hint of pomegranate molasses, their bronzed skins scented with sage and lemon. Rook’s roasted trout lay artfully arranged on a platter, stuffed with citrus and herbs, steam rising beneath a delicate citrus beurre blanc sauce.
Then came the delicata squash—halved and filled with farro, roasted chestnuts, and a bouquet of winter herbs. Surrounding them were sides like brushstrokes of color: saffron rice with leeks and crisped golden garlic, a rich caramelized onion and Gruyère bread pudding laced with sage and leek, and finally, a tray of charred Brussels sprouts tossed with garlic and crumbled bacon.
On the kitchen counter, dessert waited patiently for its time—Lace’s mother’s famed apple pie beside a beautifully baked Galette des Rois, its golden crust still cooling.
Emmrich had attended galas with lavish catering, conferences with three-course formal dinners. But nothing compared to the warmth and vibrancy of this feast.
Lace and Bellara were already pulling out their phones to take pictures from every angle, with Taash leaning in just enough to breathe in the scent of the chicken. Davrin let out a low whistle, and even Neve raised a brow in quiet approval.
Rook and Lucanis lifted their drinks to one another—his wine glass, her red solo cup—and clinked them together with a muted cheers that passed between them like silent acknowledgment of a job well done.
Emmrich felt a smile tug at the corners of his mouth. The domesticity. The camaraderie. The love poured into every detail.
Rook sauntered over to Emmrich’s side, the warmth of the gathering still buzzing behind her. Her eyes scanned his face with a flicker of concern. “Still in one piece?” she asked softly, nudging his elbow with her own.
Emmrich turned to her with a reassuring smile, his hand moved to hold hers, giving it a gentle squeeze. “Enlightened and entirely unscathed,” he replied. “Your friends are wonderful people.”
She let out a small, relieved laugh, her shoulders easing. “Good. I was… a little worried.”
“There was no need,” he said, brushing a kiss to her cheek. “They clearly care about you a great deal. And they were gracious enough to extend that warmth to me.”
Rook’s cheeks flushed at both his words and the kiss. Before she could respond, he added with a glance toward the lavish spread across the kitchen island, “And you, my dear have crafted a feast worthy of a royal court.”
“It wasn’t all me. Lucanis helped too,” she murmured with a smirk.
With plates filled and glasses replenished, the group gathered around the dining table, the cozy clatter of cutlery mingling with warm laughter and animated chatter. The glow from the sconces and firelight made the Loft feel almost golden, like a sanctuary tucked away from winter’s bite.
Emmrich sat beside Rook, their shoulders brushing now and then as the conversation flowed freely. Across the table, Davrin was mid-story, gesturing wildly with his fork as he recounted a chaotic afternoon at the griffin sanctuary.
“—and there she is, with a damn broom in one hand and a raw halla steak in the other, trying to bribe Assan back into his enclosure after he figured out how to unlatch the gate with his beak.”
Rook laughed, nudging her chin into her hand, eyes bright with the memory. “He wasn’t trying to escape—he just wanted to be chased. You’re raising a menace.”
“He’s a baby,” Davrin protested with a grin. “Barely bigger than a mabari. It’s not his fault he’s a prodigy in the fine art of chaos. And that’s rich coming from the owner of a dark-furred menace named Spite.”
“Oh, don’t drag my void of darkness into this.”
Lace chuckled at the two elves defending their respective furry disasters. “They’re both agents of chaos.”
Emmrich listened quietly, utterly charmed by the exchange. He could picture it vividly—Rook standing in the snow, exasperated but determined, while a too-clever young griffin danced just out of reach. The image of her—calm yet unrelenting in the face of mischief—warmed something deep in his chest.
But as he sipped from his glass, he felt it—that unmistakable sensation of being watched.
His gaze flicked briefly across the table, catching Lucanis in conversation with Neve. The Antivan man spoke in low, measured tones, wine glass in hand, posture composed. His expression was unreadable, but his eyes… they had that sharpened stillness. Like a hunter at ease, but not off guard.
It seemed Emmrich still had a few hurdles to clear when it came to her friends, despite the warmth of the gathering. Rook had warned him that Lucanis was fiercely protective, harboring a familial affection for her that ran deep. Neve, at least, appeared to approve—if only tentatively—after her initial pointed question. But now, the next obstacle loomed: the ever-perceptive Antivan.
Emmrich’s attention returned to Rook, anchoring himself in the sound of her laughter and the way her hand rested lightly against the table between them.
As dinner began to wind down and second helpings dwindled, the conversation remained lively, buoyed by the steady clink of glasses and the comforting glow of the Loft’s lighting. The scent of herbs and roast still lingered in the air, mingling with the occasional laugh and playful jabs exchanged across the table.
Emmrich, now visibly relaxed in the company of Rook’s friends, was mid-story—his hands gesturing lightly as he recounted one of his more unusual expeditions.
“It was during a retrieval operation in the Shrouded Halls,” he began, his voice carrying a quiet cadence that drew attention. “I had gone in expecting standard difficulties—collapsed architecture, lingering residual magic, perhaps a rogue shade. What I didn’t anticipate were the wisps.”
Bellara leaned forward, clearly hooked. “What did they do?”
“They kept moving the remains,” Emmrich said dryly. “Just as I’d finish arranging the skeleton for cataloging, they would scatter the bones again. Over and over. It became a sort of game for them, I think.”
Rook blinked, grinning as she sipped her wine. “Wait. Was one of them Manfred?”
Emmrich’s lips quirked in amusement. “No, this was before I found Manfred. But mischief is a common trait among spirits of that sort. They’re curious… and fond of the occasional prank.”
“So what did you do?” Davrin asked, clearly delighted by the mental image.
“I corrected their behavior,” Emmrich replied with calm nonchalance. “Spirits can be reasoned with, if approached properly. They were given a firm chastising. Now, if my colleague Johanna had been there, she likely would’ve threatened the poor things into obedience.”
Rook tried—and failed—not to picture a younger Emmrich surrounded by glowing wisps, giving them a firm, professorial finger wag. She covered her mouth, eyes gleaming with barely contained laughter.
“I don’t think I could’ve kept a straight face if I’d seen that.”
The laughter still lingered in the air from Emmrich’s tale when Bellara leaned forward, her eyes sparkling with playful intent.
“So, Professor,” she said, drawing out the title with a grin, “are you familiar with Wicked Grace?”
Emmrich tilted his head thoughtfully. “The card game? I’ve heard of it, though I’ve never played.”
That earned a few delighted gasps.
“Oh, you’re in for it,” Davrin said, already reaching for a deck tucked on the sideboard. “We’re playing.”
Rook leaned toward him slightly, a teasing glint in her eye. “You don’t have to join if you don’t want to. It can get a little… chaotic.”
Emmrich smiled, his fingers brushing hers. “Tempting chaos, you mean. I’d like to give it a try.”
A collective cheer rose from the table.
Davrin tapped the deck against the back of his hand. “All right, Loft rules?”
Taash’s eyes lit up. “Hell yes.”
Emmrich raised an inquisitive brow, glancing at Rook.
Neve leaned in to explain, her voice smooth with amusement. “It’s truth-or-dare style. Loser of the round has to pick one. If they don’t want to answer or do the dare… they drink.”
Emmrich let out a soft laugh. “Ah. So essentially it’s a drinking game.”
“Exactly,” Rook said, already reaching for the honey brandy to refill her glass. “Be prepared, Professor. We take our games here seriously.”
An excited Bellara shoots up from her seat and exclaimed, “To the coffee table!”
The remnants of dinner were left to cool on the kitchen counters, wine glasses refilled, solo cups are full of whiskey, rum or tequila, and slices of pie and cake are distributed as the group migrated toward the sectional and coffee table.
Bellara cleared space with a flourish, dramatically sweeping away the coasters like she was preparing for battle. Keeping the snacks on the table while everyone took their seats.
Davrin cracked his knuckles as he shuffled the deck. “I feel obliged to warn you, Professor—Rook is absurdly good at this game.”
Neve, settling in cross-legged with her cup of brandy, nodded in agreement. “She’s a ringer in this game. I had to double check to see if she cheated.”
“You wound me,” Rook, already reclining with her drink in hand, waved them off. “I’m just observant.”
Lucanis, who had claimed his usual perch against the armrest, let out a dry chuckle. “We had to give her a win-limit once. Just to give the rest of us a fighting chance.”
Emmrich glanced at Rook with amusement. “I see I’ve wandered into a den of card sharks.”
Rook grinned over the rim of her cup. “You’ll be fine, Professor... Probably.”
Lace giggled. “Too late to back out now.”
Davrin began dealing the cards. “Brace yourself, Professor. You’re about to see who your girlfriend really is.”
The deck of cards shuffled across the coffee table with a satisfying ripple. The group had relocated from the dining table to the cushioned sprawl of the sectional couch, solo cups and wine glasses in hand. Plates of leftover flatbread and bits of roasted chestnut still lingered within reach, but all attention had shifted to the well-worn deck of Wicked Grace cards now dealt and ready.
Neve leaned back into the corner of the couch, eyes glinting with mischief. “So, Professor… have you played before?”
Emmrich chuckled as he drew his cards. “I’ve played enough in my time to be considered decent. Although I will confess, it has been a while since I last played.”
“He’s fresh meat,” Davrin declared.
“Be gentle,” Rook said with mock sweetness, her cards fanned casually in her hand. “He’s delicate.”
Lucanis snorted into his wine.
Round one began in earnest, light banter flying across the table as each person played their hand. Neve bluffed. Bellara overcommitted. Taash played a flawless move that left everyone raising brows. But it was Emmrich—calm, composed Emmrich—who miscalculated with a confident grin and lost the round entirely.
“Drat,” he muttered, shaking his head.
Neve smirked, lifting her cup. “Well then, Professor. Truth or dare?”
“I’ll take truth,” he said easily, sipping his wine.
Neve didn’t hesitate. “What’s the most embarrassing thing you’ve done with Rook?”
There was a beat of laughter from around the table.
Rook tilted her head with an amused smile. “Tread carefully.”
Emmrich leaned back, thoughtful. “Embarrassing... ah, yes. There was a moment early on—back when I was still convincing myself she was just being polite—when Rook decided to flirt with me.”
There were a few scattered laughs from the group, but Rook blinked, her brow furrowing as she tried to place the moment— until realization dawned and her cheeks flushed deep red.
She groaned and dropped her forehead against Emmrich’s shoulder. “Maker, I know exactly what time you’re talking about.”
Bellara perked up, curiosity lighting her eyes. “Wait, what did she say?”
“Nope!” Rook said quickly, lifting her head and waving a hand in protest. “That detail stays buried.”
Oh, Maker. She remembered it clearly. It was during one of their impromptu rounds of Brewer’s Luck, that flirtatious little game they played whenever he came in—him issuing a challenge, and her rising to meet it. That day, he’d looked more frayed than usual. She’d crafted a custom blend—calming, with just a hint of sweetness—and handed it to him with a line so cheesy she nearly cringed even now: “I don’t mind taking care of your fatigue… but I really come to life when I see your handsome smile.” Followed by a tease about how she could only go about her day after basking in his daring good looks.
She’d half-wanted the floor to swallow her whole—until she saw the look on his face. Stunned. Speechless. Adorably flustered.
Emmrich smiled faintly at the memory. “At the time, I chalked it up to customer service. I told myself maybe she was just that charming with everyone.” He glanced at Rook, a flicker of mischief in his eyes. “But the flirtation became ongoing… until I finally decided to act.”
Rook tilted her head at him, eyes softening. “Something I’m very glad you did.”
“And I’ve been thoroughly charmed ever since,” he said warmly.
Bellara made a soft squealing noise and clutched her solo cup to her chest. “That’s so cute.”
Lace grinned into her drink, her voice fond. “Oh god this is the new norm huh?”
Neve offered a small, knowing smile, while Davrin smirked and leaned back in his seat, amused.
Taash let out a dramatic sigh, rolling their eyes. “I’m gonna need more whiskey to stomach this crap.”
Lucanis continued to watch from his perch, card deck shuffling steadily between his fingers. His expression hadn’t changed, the corners of his mouth tug into a faint smile. It was subtle, the kind of expression only a careful observer might catch, gone just as quickly as it came.
The man wasn’t just observing the game anymore—he was measuring him. Weighing something invisible on some internal scale.
Notes:
Just wanted to honorably mention that some of the food was inspired by the movie, "The Last Holiday" with Queen Latifah and LL Cool J. Shouldn't be that big of a surprise that I love a good foodie movie.
I was stressed about writing out this Wicked Grace scene. It was really hard coming up with good truth or dares.
Big brother Lucanis scene is imminent.
Chapter 45: Chapter 45 - Wicked Grace & Puffins
Summary:
The group plays a fun game of Wicked Grace. Lucanis has a private conversation with Emmrich.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The warmth of wine and laughter had settled into the bones of the room.
Plates had been cleared to the kitchen island, leaving the coffee table open for cards, snacks, and drinks in varying stages of fullness. The deck passed from hand to hand, red solo cups occasionally lifted in cheers, taunts, or the ceremonial act of accepting one’s fate.
Davrin was still trying to live down his confession. “In my defense,” he said, pointing a chip at no one in particular, “the packaging was very misleading.”
“It said griffin blend on the front,” Neve replied dryly, sipping her brandy.
“Exactly! That could mean anything!”
That made Rook half-groan and half-laugh at his statement.
Meanwhile, Taash was still mid-scowl, recovering from their dare—dramatically reciting a monologue from A Court of Thorns and Crows, one of Bellara’s more flamboyant serials. “Fucking hell,” they had muttered darkly before launching into the lines, glaring daggers at Bellara the entire time. While Bellara, utterly unrepentant, had lit up with glee and mouthed every line along with them like it was opening night.
Neve had opted to drink instead of answering a truth, a decision she regretted instantly when the shot she pulled turned out to be absinthe. She set her cup down with a grimace. “Who brought this?”
“It was a gift from Isabela when I was in Rivain,” Lucanis said blandly, not even looking up from where he was shuffling the deck. “I strongly suspect it was a re-gift.”
When it was Lucanis’s turn, he’d raised one brow and chosen dare, which earned a rare smirk from Davrin.
The dare? Take a ridiculous online quiz to find out his “spirit animal.”
Rook had handed him her phone with the quiz already queued, and Lucanis, ever the picture of dry patience, had scrolled through each question with surgical detachment—pausing only once to glance at Taash like the very idea of multiple choice was an insult to his intellect.
And then he got his result.
“Oh my goodness. He’s a puffin!” Bellara read aloud, eyes wide with delight as she peeked over his shoulder.
Taash cackled. “That is hilarious.”
Rook snickers into her solo cup. “A dignified seabird of loyalty and subtle mischief! A perfect fit.”
Lucanis scowled faintly, brow furrowing. “I am not a puffin.”
Davrin howled with laughter. “Okay, what algorithm produced that? Because I need to understand it.”
That, naturally, derailed the game completely as everyone scrambled to take the same quiz.
Neve was classified as a cat —unsurprising. Davrin ended up with fox, which earned knowing nods. Taash, to no one’s shock, was a honey badger and looked very pleased with that result. Lace got red panda, Bellara was a ferret, Rook pulled a hedgehog, which made Emmrich quietly smile, and Emmrich himself—graceful and composed—got the swan.
Lucanis, still not satisfied, took the quiz a second time. This time, the result came back black panther.
He showed it around with all the silent satisfaction of a man reclaiming his dignity.
Rook, sipping from her solo cup, murmured, “I don’t know… I kind of liked you as a puffin. It’s cute.”
Lucanis muttered something in Antivan that was probably a curse, giving Rook a sidelong look that held mock offense.
“Betrayal, from within.”
That earned a fresh round of laughter.
Although the streets outside still buzzed with the remnants of Satinalia’s revelry, the Loft had settled into a slower rhythm. The booze had warmed everyone’s cheeks, and the edges of laughter had softened into easy murmurs. Rook curled a little closer to Emmrich, her head resting lightly against his shoulder, the scent of spiced wine and almond still lingering on her breath.
She was feeling the pleasant buzz of both mulled wine and satisfaction. Her second helping of the galette had been utterly worth it—the browned butter in the almond filling paired too well with the mulled wine she made with his Antivan Port. The flaky pastry, still faintly warm from the oven, melted on her tongue, and the combination left her in a state of sleepy contentment.
She watched the others moved on with a heated game of Catan with mild amusement, her limbs heavy and loose with comfort. Emmrich was just as relaxed beside her, laughter low and occasional as he leaned in to murmur quiet commentary that made her smile. His hand rested over hers, thumb tracing idle circles against her skin.
Eventually, he murmured something about heading to the bathroom and rose with a kiss to her temple. Rook hummed at the loss of his warmth but let him go.
A moment later, Neve slipped into the now-empty spot beside her, solo cup in hand, her presence as calm and composed as always. She didn’t say anything right away, just gave Rook a brief glance and a lift of her brow that said well?
Rook exhaled a soft laugh. “All right,” she murmured, nudging her shoulder against Neve’s. “You’ve seen him in the wild. So… what do you think?”
Neve sipped her drink slowly, eyes on the card game ahead of them. For a moment, Rook wasn’t sure she’d answer.
Then, softly, Neve said, “He’s sincere.”
Rook blinked, brows lifting slightly. That wasn’t a glowing endorsement—but coming from Neve, it meant more than it sounded.
Neve finally turned her gaze toward her, the usual sharp edge softened by wine and firelight. “I already knew he was clean when I did a background check on him. But seeing him in person? He’s genuinely earnest. Thoughtful. Knows how to enjoy himself.”
She paused, then let a smirk tug at the corner of her mouth. “And he’s definitely head over heels for you.”
Rook let out a quiet laugh, a flush of warmth rising behind her cheeks—not just from the wine.
“I like him,” Neve added, her voice quieter now, “more than I expected to. But he’s not out of the woods yet.” She tipped her head toward the hallway. “He still needs the glowing review from Lucanis.”
Rook smiled, a mix of fondness and nerves, her eyes flicking toward the hallway where Emmrich had disappeared. “Should I be worried?”
Neve shook her head, her voice laced with dry amusement. “No. I think Lucanis likes him—he’s just got to see it through. He takes his role as one of your protectors seriously.”
Rook exhaled and pushed herself up from the couch, brushing her hands along her sweater. “Well, I suppose I’ll distract myself with a round of Catan while they handle it.”
Neve smirked. “Tempting, but I’d rather see if the professor survives the next five minutes.”
With a snort, Rook rolled her eyes and gave her friend a parting pat on the shoulder before heading back toward the group. Neve remained behind, solo cup in hand, her gaze already drifting toward the quiet hallway—waiting to see how the professor holds up under Lucanis’s final trial.
Emmrich stepped out of the bathroom, drying his hands on a towel before adjusting the cuffs of his sweater. He paused in the hallway for just a moment, content to listen to the chatter from the living room—the comfort of Rook’s laughter among friends, the occasional bark of laughter from Davrin, the lyrical chatter of Bellara.
And then he noticed Lucanis waiting near the kitchen counter.
The Antivan stood with one hand loosely cradling a ceramic mug, steam curling faintly from the dark liquid inside. His posture was relaxed but unmistakably deliberate. His sleeves were still rolled, his expression as unreadable as ever. But something about the way he turned slightly toward Emmrich, chin tilting in acknowledgment, spoke volumes.
“Professor,” Lucanis said, voice low and measured, carrying a quiet weight. “A moment?”
Emmrich didn’t hesitate. He crossed the short distance between them, his own posture calm and open.
“Certainly,” he said evenly. “We haven’t had the chance to speak to one another.”
Lucanis’s mouth tugged into the faintest flicker of a smile—wry, approvingThe two men stood with the kitchen island between them, an informal barrier. Emmrich was taller by a few inches, but Lucanis carried his usual quiet authority, his steady gaze unflinching and measured.
“Forgive the delay,” Lucanis said. “I preferred we have this conversation without an audience.”
Emmrich inclined his head slightly. “A reasonable preference.”
Lucanis studied him—not with hostility, but with intention. The kind of silence that weighed something.
“You’re an intelligent man, Professor,” Lucanis began, his voice low and even. “So I won’t insult you by questioning your sincerity. It’s clear you care for Rook, and that you’re earnest in your intentions. That much has been evident.”
A pause. “But Rook is family. And family deserves a measure of protection.”
“I would expect nothing less,” Emmrich replied, his voice calm, steady.
Lucanis nodded, thumb brushing the rim of his mug. “I’ve no issue with your age difference. Love rarely conforms to convention. What I do care about… are your intentions. If this is simply a fleeting romance—something you’ll leave behind when your time in Minrathous ends—then I’d rather she not be led on.”
Emmrich met his gaze, steady and unflinching. “I can assure you—my relationship with Rook is not temporary. I don’t offer her half-measures. She means far too much to me for this to be a passing arrangement.”
Lucanis’s eyes narrowed slightly—not with suspicion, but scrutiny.
“You speak well,” he said, not unkindly. “But words are easy. What matters is consistency. Stability. Rook deserves something real. She deserves a partner who respects her, who sees her—and stays.”
A beat passed—silent but not strained. The hum of conversation continued from the living room, light and distant. Lucanis set his mug down with a soft tap against the counter.
“I don’t want to see her hurt by your carelessness.”
Emmrich didn’t answer right away. Instead, he took a breath, his fingers lightly brushing the island counter, the faintest trace of a frown on his brow—not in offense, but in thought.
“I agree with you,” he said at last, voice quiet but unwavering. “Rook deserves the world and more. I’m not a perfect man. Nor will I provide an empty promise. But what I can give her is effort—consistent, intentional effort to be someone worthy of standing beside her.”
That made Lucanis pause—just long enough for Emmrich to know the words had landed. The Antivan looked down at his glass, the corners of his mouth lifting into the faintest shadow of a smile.
“I’m not asking for perfection,” Lucanis said. “I just want my friend to be with someone who will never make her question her worth.”
“She never will,” Emmrich replied, steady and sincere. “Not with me.”
The silence that followed wasn’t strained. It was quiet—anchored. Like something unspoken had finally settled into place.
At last, Lucanis raised his glass in a slight toast. “Then we understand each other.”
Emmrich dipped his head in a respectful nod. “I believe we do.”
At last, Lucanis lifted his mug slightly in a subtle gesture of accord. “Good. And Professor… I trust it goes without saying—if you break her heart, you’ll learn firsthand what we Antivans do to those who harm one of our own.”
The way Lucanis looked at him—eyes sharper than any blade—left no doubt: the warning was sincere. It wasn’t bluster. It was a promise. Emmrich felt the faint prickle of tension at the back of his neck, instinct recognizing the seriousness beneath the calm tone. But he didn’t let it shake him.
There would be no need for such threats. So long as he breathes, that will never happen.
Emmrich’s lips curved in dry amusement. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
“Please do.”
When Emmrich returned to the living room, it was to the unmistakable sound of laughter—sharp and delighted.
Spite, tail high with the confidence of a well-fed villain, was sauntering across the coffee table with a stolen piece of flatbread clenched triumphantly in his jaws. Lace’s plate sat woefully empty beside him.
“Come back here you little asshole!” Taash hissed, lunging forward in an attempt to reclaim the bread, only for the cat to dart just out of reach with a flick of his smug tail.
Bellara was howling with laughter, phone already recording as she narrated in dramatic tones: “The thief makes his escape—bold, brash, and unapologetic!”
Davrin leaned against the couch, wheezing with amusement. “He’s got better sleight of paw than I do.”
Rook was seated beside him, face buried in her hands as she tried—and failed—to stifle her giggles. “I told you all not to feed him!”
“Technically, we didn’t,” Davrin said, grinning. “He helped himself.”
Neve was perched on the other end of the sectional, her posture relaxed, an empty glass in hand. Her expression was that of someone supremely entertained but unbothered, like a queen watching the final act of a very successful party.
She glanced up as Emmrich approached and gave him a small, knowing smile. “Well, Professor,” she said dryly, “how’d the inquisition go?”
Emmrich didn’t miss a beat. “I believe I survived it.”
Neve hummed, satisfied. “Good. We would’ve had to send a search party, if you hadn’t made it back.”
Rook peeked up at him from her seat, her cheeks flushed with laughter and wine. “Lucanis didn’t scare you off, did he?”
Emmrich smiled as he came to stand behind her, resting a gentle hand on her shoulder. “Not in the slightest.”
The Loft had begun to quiet, the night finally softening at the edges.
Empty glasses littered the coffee table alongside crumpled napkins and the last few crumbs of pie crust. The wine was gone. The spirits were dry. Spite had taken up residence in a warm corner of the sectional, blissfully sprawled and sated from all the scraps he'd conned from the group over the course of the evening.
One by one, the guests began gathering their things.
Bellara and Neve were still cackling over Spite’s earlier antics, each trying to recount the exact moment he darted in and snatched the flatbread clean off Lace’s plate. “The look on his face,” Bellara wheezed, half-buried in her scarf, “like he was entitled to it.”
“He didn’t even flinch when Taash tried to bribe it back with chicken,” Neve added dryly, shaking her head. “Absolute trouble.”
Across the room, Taash was helping Lace into her coat, their expression one of exaggerated martyrdom. “Why do I have to be on patrol at dawn?” they groaned, the words muffled slightly by the scarf wrapped around their neck.
“You’re the one who said wild drakes need early oversight,” Lace reminded, tucking the last of her leftovers into a container.
Davrin, already bundled up with his arms full of said leftovers, groaned in solidarity. “Don’t remind me. I’ve got a griffin stall to clean first thing. Assan better appreciate the extra apple slices I saved.”
As if summoned by the mention of food, Spite slinked between their legs, brushing against coats and boots with casual grace. He let out an innocent, drawn-out meow that was just manipulative enough to suggest he wanted something—affection, scraps, or simply to be worshipped one last time before the night ended.
“Oh, don’t you start,” Neve muttered with a smirk, watching as the demon cat twined around Davrin’s ankles. “You’ve already been fed by everyone here.”
“And still pretending like he’s starving,” Bellara said, crouching to give Spite one last scratch behind the ears. “You’re a menace. An adorable, well-fed menace.”
Lucanis was last, his coat already on, scarf draped over one shoulder with easy elegance. He carried no bag, only his usual composed stillness.
Rook walked him to the door, her own sweater sleeves pushed to her elbows again, her hair a little more undone now in the gentle aftermath of a long, joyful night.
“Thanks for all your help tonight,” she said, leaning lightly against the wall by the door.
Lucanis adjusted the collar of his coat and gave her a small nod. “Of course.”
Then, a pause. His gaze flicked back toward the living room, where Emmrich was helping gather mugs.
“I like him,” Lucanis said simply.
Rook blinked, caught off guard for a moment before her expression softened. “Yeah?”
He gave the barest curve of a smile. “Yes. He’s a good man… although I plan to keep my eye on him.”
Rook smirked, nudging him lightly with her elbow. “Did you give him the big brother speech?”
Lucanis looked mock-offended. “I wouldn’t call it a speech.”
“Mmhm. Did it include a quiet threat of doom?”
“It may have been… implied.”
Rook laughed, shaking her head. “You’re unbelievable.”
He shrugged, opening the door as the cold night air slipped in. “I take my honorary titles very seriously.”
“I appreciate you trying to be my protector.”
“Only for you.” He stepped out into the night, but not before glancing over his shoulder with a rare flicker of affection. “Goodnight, hermana.”
“You too, Puffin.”
He stopped.
“…Don’t,” he said flatly.
But Rook only grinned wider as the door closed behind him.
With the group gone and the door finally shut behind the last guest, the Loft settled into a hush. The only lingering presence was Spite, curled in smug contentment on the sectional, having claimed the warmest cushion for himself. His tail flicked lazily, the only sign of life from the well-fed demon cat.
Rook turned, eyes bright from wine and laughter, and stepped into Emmrich’s space. She stepped into him, arms wrapping around his waist—warmth and closeness tethering them both.
“Well?” she murmured, resting her chin briefly against his chest. “Did you have fun tonight?”
Emmrich smiled as his arms came around her in kind, palms settling at the small of her back. “I did,” he said softly. “This was most likely the best Satinalia I’ve attended in a long time.”
Her brow arched with curiosity.
“Previous years were quieter,” he explained. “I’d attend a few gatherings—mostly friends from the university—but nothing quite like this. Certainly no one’s dared me to take a shot of whiskey using no hands before.”
Rook grinned. “That was quite a sight.”
“And I’ve now confirmed I am hopeless at card games. At least, against you.”
She smirked. “You’ve got chess. But Wicked Grace? The cards are mine.”
“I concede to your supremacy,” he said solemnly, dipping his head to kiss her forehead. “For now.”
She gave a quiet laugh, swaying slightly in his arms. “I was about to say the same about your superiority in chess.”
The Loft, now quiet save for the occasional sound of Spite’s tail thumping the cushion, felt warm and full despite the absence of guests. Their breath, soft and close, mingled in the hush that followed. The kind of silence that only comes after a truly good night.
Rook looked up at him, a small smile curling at the corners of her lips. “Stay the night?”
Emmrich paused—just for a breath—but then dipped his head in a gentle nod. “If you’ll have me.”
Her grin deepened. “Good, because I may have… prepared for this.”
She released him just long enough to walk over to the her bedroom dresser and returned with a neatly folded set of clothes. She handed them to him with a note of triumph in her voice. “These are for you.”
He blinked, brows lifting. “You bought clothes for me?”
“I did,” she said, looking entirely too pleased. “As much as I enjoyed watching you awkwardly squeeze into my joggers last time, I figured it was time to have something here that actually fit.”
“But how did—”
“I may have snooped to get your measurements during my first sleepover at your place.”
“An old habit from your previous profession or were you already plotting this?”
“Perhaps it was a mix of both.”
Emmrich chuckled, warm and touched. “You didn’t have to do that.”
“I wanted to,” she said simply. “Besides, it’s practical. For the spontaneous nights of us being here together.” Her voice softened, teasing. “Like tonight.”
That earned her a kiss—soft and lingering, his hands cradling her jaw with quiet reverence.
“Give me a moment,” Emmrich murmured, pulling back just enough to take out his phone and call home.
There was a faint, spectral rattle on the other end—Manfred giving out a pleased hiss—followed by the unmistakable clatter of chalk on slate as the skeletal assistant presumably updated his “Mandated Tasks/Homework Assigned” board. Then came a dramatic pause and a deliberate, theatrical silence.
Rook, who’d heard just enough of the exchange to make out the tone. “I think he took it well.”
“He sulked for a moment,” Emmrich said dryly as he ended the call, “but that was quickly remedied when I gave him special task. He was excited for the assignment.”
Not long after, they each took turns retreating to the bathroom to shower. When they re-emerged—Emmrich in a soft charcoal T-shirt and navy joggers that fit just right, and Rook in an oversized plum sweater and black woolen shorts—they looked every bit the couple comfortably woven into each other’s lives. Cozy. Quiet. Completely at ease.
Emmrich went down the hallway to find Rook standing by the living room window, her gaze drawn to the soft bursts of fireworks blooming across the Minrathous skyline. The colors shimmered in the distance—violets, gold, and crimson flickering like slow-burning stars. Her expression was peaceful, softened by the quiet hush that had fallen over the Loft now that everyone had gone. Her arms were folded loosely, her oversized sweater slipping slightly off one shoulder, revealing the smooth line of her collarbone. A gentle smile curved her lips, warm and quietly content.
He crossed the room without a word and slid his arms around her from behind, pressing a kiss to the bare skin of her shoulder. Another followed, then another—each kiss drifting up the slope of her neck until his lips reached her cheek.
Rook let out a soft giggle, her hand finding his where it rested against her stomach. “Someone’s feeling affectionate,” she teased, voice low and amused.
“It’s hard not to.” he murmured against her skin.
She turned to him then, her expression shining with warmth, and their lips met in a kiss that was slow and unhurried. It wasn’t heated yet—but it carried weight. The kind of kiss that made her feel truly loved.
When they finally parted, Rook still lingered in his arms. Her fingers found the back of his neck, combing gently through damp curls, and Emmrich—unable to resist—curled his hands beneath her thighs and lifted her with ease.
She gasped, laughter bubbling in her throat as her legs wrapped around his waist. “Aren’t we bold tonight?”
“Perhaps,” he said, brushing a kiss to her jaw as he began carrying her through the Loft.
Rook threaded her fingers through his hair again, her nose brushing against his temple. “Mm. You smell nice.”
“I smell like you,” he whispered back.
“I know.” She smiled. “That’s why I like it.”
He carried her down the short hallway toward the bedroom, their kisses resuming in slow intervals—her hands framing his face, his fingers warm against her skin. Each step was unhurried, deliberate, as though the moment itself was something they didn’t want to end too quickly.
Halfway there, Rook shifted slightly in his arms, her lips trailing from his cheek to his jaw—then lower, until her mouth found the column of his throat. She pressed a kiss there, then gave a slow, deliberate nip at the sensitive skin just beneath his jawline.
Emmrich's breath hitched, his grip tightening instinctively around her thighs.
“You insatiable minx,” he murmured, voice pitched low.
Rook only grinned against his neck, her voice a breathy whisper. “Can't a girl appreciate her boyfriend's eagerness?"
Emmrich kicked the bedroom door closed with a soft thud, his hands hooked under Rook’s thighs as she clung to him, legs wrapped tightly around his waist. Her giggles escaped her as their lips met again.
They made it to the bed in a tangle of limbs and laughter, Emmrich turning just enough to lower her onto the cool sheets. He followed her down, one arm braced beside her head, the other trailing from her waist to her ribs as he leaned in and pressed a lingering kiss to her lips.
Rook smiled into it, her voice a whisper against his mouth. “I’m really glad we got to do this.”
Emmrich pulled back just far enough to meet her eyes, his thumb brushing along her hipbone. “So am I,” he said softly. “Your friends are wonderful company.”
She flushed, touched in a way she hadn’t expected, then nudged her nose against his. “You handled yourself perfectly.”
He chuckled. “Even the animal quiz?”
Rook laughed, the sound low and fond. “Especially the quiz. I once heard that swans mate for life. Is that true, Professor?”
Before he could answer, she rolled her hips, shifting them both further up the bed. Emmrich adjusted instinctively, one hand cradling the back of her head as they moved, until she seized the opportunity—rolling them both with a quiet laugh until she straddled him.
His hands found her thighs, fingers splaying against warm skin, but his gaze stayed locked on hers—content, reverent, the barest hint of awe in his voice. “You truly are a treasure.”
Rook leaned down, her hair brushing over his cheek as she whispered against his ear, “Just wait, Professor. I plan to reward you for your efforts.”
“If you insist.”
Their laughter faded as their lips found each other again—slow, searching, unhurried. Rook’s hands threaded into his hair as Emmrich pulled her closer, the warmth of her body sinking against his. They shifted, tangled, pressed deeper into the bed, the city’s fireworks still flickering faintly through the curtains.
Her knees bracketing his hips and her smile soft against his jaw, everything else fell away. There was no noise, no nerves, no tests left to pass—just the press of her fingertips against his chest and the quiet rhythm of two people completely and unapologetically lost in one another.
The night held them close.
And nothing else mattered.
Notes:
I love Big Brother Lucanis. Also this group playing a game of Catan would be utter chaos.
Sorry that this chapter is on the shorter side; it's just how it came to be since I wanted to highlight the group dynamic along with the relationship milestones. I promise the next one will be longer!!
Chapter 46: Chapter 46 - Cupboards, Cats, and Confessions
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich enjoy domestic bliss after the festivities of Satinalia
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The soft morning light spilled gently through the bedroom curtains, casting a pale gold haze across the sheets. Rook lay nestled against Emmrich, her back to his chest, his arm curled possessively around her waist beneath the hem of her oversized sweater.
She was still half-asleep, lulled by the steady rhythm of his breathing and the lingering warmth from the night before. The remnants of mulled wine, laughter, good food—and the more indulgent, breathless things that followed—still clung to her in a pleasant haze. Her muscles were deliciously sore in places, her skin still tingling from memory.
Emmrich stirred behind her.
The hand resting at her waist shifted, tracing idle, languid patterns against her bare stomach. Rook inhaled quietly, a small shiver slipping down her spine. Neither of them said a word.
His fingers swept higher, brushing the underside of her breast before cupping her fully, his thumb brushing softly across her nipple. Rook bit her lip, her breath catching, heat already blooming beneath the surface of her skin.
Then his hand drifted downward—slow, teasing—until it toyed with the waistband of her shorts.
Still, he said nothing.
Instead, she felt the brush of his nose at the shell of her ear, his breath warm against her skin. The barest hint of stubble grazed her cheek as his lips hovered, then finally—
“Good morning, darling,” he murmured, voice low and deliciously rough from sleep.
A quiet, amused breath escaped her as she tilted her head slightly toward him. “Morning,” she whispered back, a smirk tugging at her lips. “And you call me insatiable…”
He chuckled softly against her skin, unrepentant. “Perhaps I’m simply showing gratitude for last night’s activities.”
Rook stayed nestled against Emmrich, her back to his chest, as his hands continued their slow, reverent exploration. His fingertips traced gentle paths along her skin, each stroke sending sparks through her as she shifted, her body pressing into his in quiet invitation. The unmistakable feel of him hardening against her through his joggers drew a breathy, want-filled sigh from her lips.
Emmrich buried his face in the crook of her neck, his lips brushing the delicate skin there in soft, teasing nips as he breathed her in. One hand slid beneath the sweater she still wore, palming her breast with slow, indulgent care, while his other joined in—his thumbs brushing over her nipples with a deliberate flick that made her arch back into him.
But Rook wasn’t content to simply receive. With a sly grin curving her lips, she slipped a hand beneath the waistband of his joggers, fingers curling around him. Emmrich let out a low groan in response, his hips instinctively pressing forward into her touch.
He tugged gently at her nipples in answer, drawing a breathy gasp from her. Her arousal pulsed through her in steady waves, each teasing touch building the ache between her thighs. His voice was a low murmur by her ear when he finally spoke.
“Take these off,” he whispered, fingers brushing the waistband of her shorts. “I need to feel you.”
She obeyed, discarding her sweater and shorts as he shed his clothes in turn. When he moved to settle over her, Rook placed a hand on his chest, halting him just enough to murmur her request.
“Could we… try something different?”
He cocked his head, curious and attentive. “What would you like, my love?”
“I was thinking that we could do something like this.”
Rook shifted, rising to her knees, her back pressing snugly to Emmrich’s chest. He followed her movement instinctively, both of them upright now—bodies aligned, postures straight but close, the front of his torso flush against her spine. Her hands braced gently against his thighs for balance, while his arms circled her waist with quiet strength.
His breath ghosted along the curve of her shoulder before he pressed a lingering kiss there. “If this is what you want…” he murmured.
“It is,” she whispered, tilting her head slightly so their cheeks brushed, the moment tender amidst the tension. They kissed—slow and unhurried—before Emmrich guided one hand down to her hips, adjusting their angle.
He pressed himself against her entrance and began to push in—slowly, reverently—until her body took him in fully, her walls clinging to him with exquisite memory.
They didn’t move right away. Emmrich’s voice, low and gentle, came at her ear. “Are you comfortable?”
“Yes,” she breathed, the word shaped by want. “Please... move.”
He obeyed, beginning with slow, deliberate thrusts that made her moan with every deep stroke. The angle was new—deeper—intimate in a way that touched something inside her she didn’t know could be reached.
“Gods, you are exquisite.”
Oh Maker, he was buried so deep inside her, hitting every place that drove her wild. He moved with a confidence that came from knowing her body well—how to unravel her, how to make her melt under his touch. And he looked so damn good doing it.
She felt full. Complete. Loved. And it terrified her, how addicting it was becoming—this closeness, this pleasure, him.
Emmrich slid his hand down to her lower belly, pressing gently—and the sound she made when he did sent heat coiling through him like a spark to dry tinder.
“You feel that?” he whispered, lips brushing her ear. “I can feel myself there… all the way inside you.”
The way her body reacted—arching into him, her walls fluttering around him in response—unleashed something deeper inside him. A possessive hunger he hadn’t voiced before, one that whispered of wanting to claim, to fill, to stay.
“You take me so well,” he murmured, voice roughened by restraint. “As if the Maker himself created you just for me to enjoy. To savor.”
His words made her tremble. Her breath hitched, her body arching slightly as she answered him with a wanton moan.
“Then stay there,” she whispered. “Give it to me. All of it. I want to feel everything.”
A thought—wicked and startling in its clarity—slipped from his mouth before he could catch it.
“I could fill you,” he breathed. “Stay buried in you until I spill everything… make sure it takes.”
Her moan answered him, wanton and breathless, and the sound lit him from within.
“Would you like that?” he whispered, his pace faltering with the weight of the thought. “To be mine… to carry part of me inside you?”
Rook gasped, her nails digging into his forearm. “Yes,” she managed, her voice tight and trembling. “Yes—Emmrich, Maker, yes.”
A growl tore softly from his throat as he sank his teeth into her shoulder—not harsh, but claiming. His pace shifted, deeper and more demanding, driving into her with a rhythm that made her clutch the bed’s headboard with one hand while the other remained tangled in his hair.
His palm flattened against her pelvis again, the other moving up to cradle her throat with careful pressure. It wasn’t control—it was connection, grounding her to him completely. Rook turned her head, her eyes finding his as she panted.
“Kiss me.”
And he did—fierce and hungry. Their mouths met in a heated press, breath mingling, tongues sliding in desperate communion. As they kissed, his hand slipped lower to circle her clit with steady, purposeful strokes.
She broke the kiss with a cry, her body shuddering as the tension inside her finally gave way. Her climax tore through her like fire, her walls gripping him in waves as she fell apart in his arms. Emmrich followed soon after, hips grinding against hers as he spilled into her, his own moan muffled against her shoulder, holding her close through the final waves.
Rook flopped onto her stomach with a quiet, exhausted groan, limbs sprawled across the sheets like a woman undone. Her breath was still uneven, her skin flushed and tingling, as if the air itself couldn’t decide where to land without igniting her all over again.
“Maker,” she muttered into the pillow, voice muffled and breathless. “Why didn’t we do that before?”
Beside her, Emmrich lay on his back, equally dazed, one hand resting lightly over his chest as he stared up at the ceiling. His curls were tousled, damp at the temples, and his lips parted slightly as though still catching up to his own heartbeat.
He’d never said anything like that before.
In fact, he’d long since made peace with the idea that such desires were no longer part of his future. That was a dream for someone younger, not a man his age.
The words had spilled out—raw and heated, coaxed by the overwhelming closeness between them. The image of it still lingered in his mind: her body wrapped around him, the press of her hips, the eager, trembling yes that had answered his whispered confessions. That singular moment where he’d wanted not just to possess her, but to leave something of himself behind. Something permanent.
It was more than arousal. It was primal. Frightening, in its sincerity.
He swallowed hard.
Such impulses could stir up trouble if taken the wrong way. Oh gods, what if she thought he’d been serious?
Their relationship had only just begun to deepen beyond playful flirtation and stolen kisses. And yet here he was—uttering things that could easily be mistaken for fantasy rather than the raw embodiment of how deeply he already cared for her.
Maker, what if he’d overwhelmed her?
He turned his head to glance at her, half-expecting to find tension, discomfort, maybe even regret.
But there she was—glowing and boneless, cheeks still flushed from pleasure, hair a glorious tangle around her shoulders. Her fingers idly traced the edge of the pillow as she let out a soft, content sigh.
He blinked.
She didn’t look disillusioned. She looked...sated. Happy. Maybe even smug.
Still, the worry remained—tight and quiet in his chest, like a question he wasn’t brave enough to ask.
Until Rook cracked open one eye and tilted her head just enough to meet his gaze. Her lips curved into a wicked little smirk.
“So…” she said, voice low and teasing, “did you always have a breeding kink or was that new?”
Emmrich made a strangled noise somewhere between a cough and a laugh, one hand flying to cover his face. “Maker’s mercy,” he muttered into his palm.
Rook giggled and shifted closer, dragging herself across the sheets until she stretched out on top of his chest, warm and grounding. When he peeked through his fingers, she was smiling up at him—genuine and amused, with not a hint of judgment in her eyes. Her fingers absently played with the hair on his chest.
“Personally,” she whispered. “It was… hot. Unexpected, sure —but incredibly hot.”
He blinked again. “You… did?”
“Mmhmm.” She pressed a kiss to his sternum. “If anything, it made me feel like you wanted all of me. Like I was desired.”
His throat tightened at that, the tension in his chest easing just slightly.
“I do want all of you,” he said, voice barely audible. “I didn’t mean to say it like that. It wasn’t planned, it wasn’t even my intention—”
“I know,” she cut in gently, meeting his eyes. “One can hardly fault you for getting caught up in the moment.” Her smirk returned, softer now. “And for the record, I’m not exactly dreaming about a brood of little ones right now… but the way your desires overcame you.” She let her fingertips trail along his ribs. “That made me feel wanted in a way that’s… hard to put into words.”
He exhaled, his hand sliding up to cradle her jaw. “You weren't put off?”
“Not in the slightest,” she whispered again.
Silence followed—warm, weightless, and full of quiet understanding. Emmrich turned toward her, brushing his fingers along her cheek before leaning in to kiss her forehead.
“All right,” he murmured, mouth pressing against her hairline.
Rook shifted, curling against his side, her arm draped lazily over his waist. “Now,” she murmured, voice still heavy with sleep but resolute, “I propose a bit more cuddling, then a shower, and a proper breakfast indoors. I’m thinking Eggs-in-a-Basket, fresh fruit, and a much-needed cup of tea.”
Emmrich chuckled, running his fingers through her chestnut hair. “That sounds like the perfect start to today.”
“Really?” she asked with mock-innocence, smirking. “I thought it was when you voiced your desire to have me bear your—"
“Rook.”
She laughed, bright and wicked, as he covered his face again.
Emmrich groaned into his hands. “You’re absolutely incorrigible.”
Steam still clung faintly to the bathroom mirror as the door creaked open, letting the warm scent of lavender soap drift into the hall. Towels were exchanged for soft clothes, freshly laundered and neatly laid out from the night before.
Rook emerged first, damp hair curling at her shoulders, dressed in a pair of dark grey overalls like the ones she adored—wide-legged, relaxed, and effortlessly stylish. A plum short-sleeved sweater peeked from underneath the straps, the rich color flattering her skin. The familiar weight of her grave-gold necklace and ear cuff added a subtle gleam, catching light as she moved. She was barefoot, her movements easy and light across the Loft’s warm wooden floors.
Meanwhile, Emmrich lingered a moment longer in the bathroom—shirtless, razor in hand, carefully tending to the curve of his jaw with practiced grace. Rook, brushing her teeth beside him earlier, had found herself watching. Not subtly.
“You’re staring,” he murmured without looking up from the mirror, the corner of his mouth twitching in amusement.
Rook, toothbrush paused mid-air, narrowed her eyes. “I am not.”
“Mm. Then the mirror is lying.” He rinsed the blade, his tone far too smug for a man half-covered in lather.
By the time he stepped into the bedroom, he was dressed in a dark brown wool quarter-zip sweater layered over a soft lilac button-up—an ensemble from the stash Rook had clearly planned with calculated precision. He’d paired it with the black trousers from last night, freshly pressed. Thanks to the identical shaving kit she’d stocked (because of course she had from her apparent snooping), he was as neatly groomed as ever.
Rook gave him an approving once-over as he entered the kitchen.
“Remind me to thank Neve for helping me pick that,” she said, already cracking eggs into the pan.
“I’ll take that as a compliment,” he replied, setting a bowl of sliced fruit and berries on the counter beside her.
Rook stood at the stove, carefully frying Eggs-in-a-Basket —her own spin on the classic on the whimsical breakfast, made with thick slices of sourdough and perfectly centered, runny-yolk eggs with a dash of thyme on top.
Across from her, Emmrich was slicing ripe fruit with practiced ease, arranging berries, pears, and slivers of crisp apple onto a shared platter. Spite, perched like a furry kitchen god on the island counter, watched the proceedings with silent, omnipotent judgment, tail flicking lazily with each pass of the knife. Occasionally, he chirped—whether for attention or a taste, it was hard to tell.
As Emmrich finished arranging the last of the fruit, his attention drifted to the row of glass jars lined up near the counter—each one filled with fragrant blends of loose tea leaves. He ran a finger over the labels, pausing when he reached one written in Rook’s elegant hand: Violet & Flame.
“Violet & Flame?” he asked, turning the jar slightly toward her, curiosity threading through his voice. “What’s in this one?”
Rook glanced over her shoulder from the stove, a soft smile tugging at her lips. “That one’s inspired by my father,” she said, voice touched with fondness. “Smoked black tea, blood orange peel, clove, violet leaf, and a bit of sage. He adored black tea, and the blood orange is a nod to his Nevarran roots. I usually feature his blend—and my mother’s—during the winter months.”
“You made tea blends to honor your parents?” Emmrich asked, glancing at the jar again.
“I did,” she replied, turning back to the pan. “It felt like a nice way to keep a part of them in the shop. I even made one for Selara—called Sunbrew. But that one’s a custom blend, just for her.”
Of course, Rook would create tea blends in honor of those she loved. Her heart had never known boundaries when it came to family. There was something profoundly tender in the act—her way of turning memory into ritual. It spoke louder than any memorial or gravestone. She brewed remembrance itself, infusing something as simple as tea with depth and devotion. It wasn’t just about flavor; it was love, steeped and preserved, offered with quiet, deliberate grace.
The thought stirred something warm in him—wondering if, one day, she might craft a tea inspired by him. Emmrich glanced toward her, watching as she flipped the toast with practiced ease, that familiar, faint smile curving her lips.
His gaze lingered on the jar once more before he nodded. “A good choice for this morning, then.”
She hummed in agreement as he got to work steeping the blend, the sharpness of citrus and the dark warmth of clove beginning to fill the kitchen alongside the comforting scent of toast and egg.
By the time the table was set, the morning light had settled comfortably through the windows. Rook placed the finished plates—each slice of golden bread cradling a yolk perfectly runny—in front of them. Emmrich poured the steeped tea with careful hands, the rich violet-tinged brew swirling in their cups.
Spite, of course, had already claimed his place at the foot of the kitchen island, tail curling like a question mark as he waited for his own breakfast. A small dish was set aside just for him, already cooling: scrambled eggs with bits of salmon folded in.
The demon cat dug in with a pleased, rumbling purr that echoed through the quiet morning.
Emmrich leaned back in his chair, watching Rook as she rinsed a dish and set it in the drying rack. “Rook?”
She glanced over her shoulder, brow arched. “Hmm?”
“Do you have any plans next week?”
“Well,” she said, tilting her head thoughtfully, “I was planning to spend time with my boyfriend… so I think you should ask him.”
Emmrich smiled. “I have a feeling he’ll be thrilled to hear you’re free.”
She gave him a playful side-eye. “All right, what’s happening next week?”
“There’s a university gala next week. It’s a charity benefit they host on the weekend before First Day.” He cleared his throat lightly. “I was wondering if you’d like to accompany me. As my plus one.”
Rook blinked, caught off guard. “A gala? I’ve always wondered what those are actually like. Is it anything like the ones in romcoms?”
He nodded, setting his tea down. “It might be a tad less dramatic. Mostly it’s mingling with donors, sitting through a few speeches no one pays attention to, maybe a dance or two—assuming the string quartet isn’t too dismal. There’s usually a silent auction, and the catering is designed to impress.”
Rook let out a short laugh. “So, a typical night among noble intellectuals.”
Emmrich smirked. “Something like that. It’s not terribly exciting, but it would be a good opportunity to introduce you to some of my colleagues. Friends, really. People I respect.”
Emmrich chuckled. “Something like that. It’s not terribly exciting on its own, but—” His tone softened. “It would be a chance for me to introduce you to my world. My colleagues. Some dear friends, actually. People who’ve been important in my life. I’d like them to know who you are.”
Rook blinked, caught off guard by the quiet sincerity in his voice. The thought of being included in that space—of being introduced not just as a guest, but as someone meaningful to him—made her heart skip.
Her expression softened at that, and after a moment of thoughtful consideration, she nodded. “All right. I’ll go.”
A pleased smile curved across his face. “Wonderful.”
She gave him a side glance, a touch of playfulness returning. “I’m assuming I’ll have to dress up again?”
“It is a gala,” he said, lifting his cup to hide the mischievous gleam in his eyes. “But I’m happy to take care of your wardrobe. I already have something in mind.”
“Oh?”
“Well,” he added with a sip of tea, “I’m fairly certain I know your measurements.”
Rook narrowed her eyes as he took a long, smug drink. “You are terrible.”
“And yet,” he said, “you continue to indulge me.”
With the table cleared and Spite curled in a self-satisfied loaf on the couch, the morning stretched into a warm kind of stillness. The sort that felt earned —slow and golden, like honey pooling in a teacup.
Emmrich had migrated to the couch, a well-worn mystery serial opened in his lap. He read with one arm draped lazily along the backrest, a throw blanket tucked loosely across his legs. The pages rustled gently as he flipped through them, brow furrowing every now and then in quiet disapproval.
“Hm,” he muttered, clicking his tongue.
Rook, seated cross-legged on the floor nearby with her recipe Rolodex in hand, glanced up. “Find another mage-theory flaw?”
“Yes,” he said, flipping a page with precise annoyance. “This author thinks a necromancer can bind a spirit to a skeletal vessel with no preparation or consent. No sigils, no focus, no structure. Just...vocal tones and emotional resonance.”
Rook snorted. “You mean that’s not in your repertoire?”
“It’s pure nonsense,” Emmrich said, tapping the page with quiet offense. “Although spirits are attracted to feelings that people manifest and are often created by such manifestations, but even then, there’s no indication here whether the remains were properly sanctioned, or if the spirit was ever willing to be bound in the first place.”
Rook didn’t look up. “How’s the plot?”
He sighed, reluctantly. “I suppose it earns some forgiveness. The protagonist at least makes reasonably informed choices while unraveling the mystery.”
He returned to reading with a low grumble, though the faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth betrayed his amusement.
Rook returned to her task, flipping through the soft click-clack of her recipe cards. The old Rolodex had been rescued from a flea market and repurposed for her culinary life—a chaotic archive of notes, scratched edits, and food-stained cards. She’d told Emmrich once that organizing her recipes this way was a nostalgic fantasy of hers. She would imagine that some fine restaurants stored their legacy recipes—cluttered but full of soul.
“I still can’t believe you use one of those,” Emmrich remarked after a pause, peering at it over the top of his book. “I took you for one to appreciate digitized databases.”
“It’s got character,” Rook replied, still thumbing through the cards. “And it’s practical. I’m more analog when it comes to recipes… though I did digitize the archive for printing.”
“How efficient.”
“I rarely half-ass a task.”
That earned a quiet, fond laugh from him.
Emmrich glanced over the edge of his book, curious about the soft, rhythmic clicking of Rook’s Rolodex. She sat cross-legged on the rug, flipping through the well-worn cards with practiced ease, sorting them by color-coded tabs and handwritten notations.
His eyes caught on one card near the front.
“Crow Feed?” he read aloud, brow lifting. “That’s… an ominous title for a recipe.”
Rook huffed a laugh, not looking up. “Don’t let the name fool you. It’s like a risotto. Caramelized onions, rice simmered in broth and butter with some herbs. A simple meal in Antiva.”
Emmrich tilted his head. “Sounds a bit modest compared to the usual fanfare of Antivan cuisine.”
“That’s fair,” she said with a smirk. “Technically, it’s more of a nostalgia dish. Lucanis used to make it a lot when he was younger. He cooked it for me a lot after I left the Shadows… I wasn’t exactly thriving back then.”
She paused, fingers brushing the edge of the card with a fondness that softened her voice.
“This was actually the first dish he taught me to make. Said if I could manage this, I could handle anything else… He was sorely mistaken.”
“Is cooking part of his profession?”
“Hmmm…” She shot him a knowing smirk. “Cooking’s more of a passion project for Lucanis.”
“Then what does he do?”
“He’s the grandson of Caterina Dellamorte—the former CEO of Il Nido. You know, that sprawling Antivan empire of cafes, boutique hotels, if it involves hospitality and luxury, that’s them. Technically, he’s second-in-command to the business… but you’d never know it from how he acts. He doesn’t flaunt the wealth or the nepo-baby cred. He’s just a guy who loves food, travel, coffee… and wyverns.”
She held up another card labeled in elegant looping script:"Nero di Nido—Dark Roast”
“And he’s my coffee supplier,” she added with a grin.
Emmrich arched a brow. “How did you meet him?”
“Saved his life from a Venatori psycho who was running a trafficking den. She wanted to keep him as a pet. I didn’t even know he was rich until I dropped him off at home.”
“And that led to a lifetime of coffee privileges?”
“Turns out saving her grandson—and probably the family empire—was worth quite a bit. So yes. Free coffee beans forever. Not a bad trade, huh?”
Emmrich blinked, quietly recalibrating.
Il Nido. Of course, he recognized the name—He’d attended more than a few academic conferences hosted in their lavish hotels, grabbed the occasional espresso in one of their cafés while traveling. A colleague had once raved about their crema like it was a religious experience. But to hear that Lucanis was not only connected, but he was the CEO’s grandson?
In hindsight, it made sense—his posture, his taste in wine, the effortless way he carried himself. Lucanis moved with the ease of someone well-acquainted with finer things, yet he wore that refinement with quiet humility. As if he understood the weight his name carried.
And then there were the rumors. Years ago, when Emmrich consulted on a forensic case involving skeletal remains unearthed in Salle, the local authorities had murmured about Il Nido’s origins. Stories about the company, in its earlier years, may have benefited from less-than-legitimate Antivan partnerships. The sort of shadowy alliances that never made it into the press but lingered in the subtext.
Oh dear.
Emmrich swallowed, leaning back on his hands. “Should I be worried about his threat, then? Or was that more of a ceremonial warning?”
Rook grinned without missing a beat. “Mmm… I’d say proceed with caution. Lucanis doesn’t usually mean it—but when he gets protective?” She flipped to another card with deliberate flair. “It can involve knives.”
He arched a brow. “How reassuring.”
“You’ll be okay,” she said sweetly, eyes on her Rolodex. “Probably.”
Eventually, the sun climbed higher, casting golden light across the Loft, and they found themselves curled together on the couch, a blanket draped loosely over their legs and fresh mugs of tea steaming at their sides. The floral design competition show—an oddly addictive series Rook had introduced him to—played softly on the television.
Onscreen, petal sculptures bloomed in timed chaos: moss-covered topiaries, spiraling centerpiece duels, and breathtaking color palettes. But when the judges gave low scores to a particularly bold arrangement of hydrangeas, chrysanthemums, and lavender, Emmrich scoffed.
“At this point, they’re prioritizing flair over intricacy,” he muttered. “The use of depth layering in that piece was masterful.”
“Right?” Rook said, eyes glued to the screen. “And the color balance was gorgeous.”
“Unbelievable,” he said, shaking his head.
Rook chuckled and leaned into his side, resting her head against his shoulder. “This is fun. I love that I’ve successfully lured you to the dark side of television.”
“It’s entirely your fault,” he replied, though his arm tightened around her.
“Just you wait,” she said with a grin. “We’ve still got three more seasons of floral drama ahead.”
By the time the judges made their final, controversial decision on the bouquet showdown—and the last petal-strewn credits faded from the screen—Rook and Emmrich had thoroughly binged their way through two more episodes than planned.
After a satisfying watch party binge, the remote found the off switch, and a quiet peace settled over the loft once more. They shifted, abandoning the couch cushions in favor of comfort. Rook sat back, legs folded beneath her, and Emmrich took the invitation to lie down, resting his head in her lap with a contented sigh. A blanket was draped over them, still warm from the sunlight spilling through the windows.
Spite, ever the opportunist, climbed onto Emmrich’s chest and settled in with imperial satisfaction. His purring filled the quiet like a lullaby, tail curling possessively under Emmrich’s chin.
“I think I’m being held hostage,” Emmrich murmured, one hand resting against the cat’s flank, the other loosely curled on Rook’s thigh.
Rook smirked, running her fingers through his hair. “You know the rules. Once the demon cat’s on you, no movement allowed.”
He tilted his head to look up at her. “Then I shall try to remain as still as a statue.”
She chuckled, brushing a thumb over his brow. “Enjoying the view, Professor?”
“Immensely.”
Rook looked down at him, fingers idly combing through his hair, and felt her heart tighten just a little. The sight of him—so completely at ease, so deeply rooted in this little domestic moment—was almost too much. She could get used to this. She was getting used to this.
And that terrified her in ways she wasn’t ready to name.
Emmrich’s eyes opened slowly, his gaze finding hers.
“What?” he asked softly, voice still rough-edged from tea and sleep.
“Nothing,” she replied, a little too quickly. Then she smiled, the expression small but sincere. “Just… this is nice.”
He hummed, one hand reaching to rest gently over her knee. “It is.”
“I wish it could last a little longer,” she said quietly.
Emmrich didn’t move, but his eyes sharpened with interest. “Why can’t it?”
“I start my consulting work with the Shadow Dragons tomorrow,” Rook replied. “And they’re not exactly a regular nine-to-five kind of operation. Especially not with a case this big.”
The selfish part of her was frustrated—frustrated that her time with Emmrich was being carved away just when they were falling into something soft and steady. She wanted more days like this. Dates. Sleepovers. Maybe even getting his opinion on which herbs to plant in her garden plot come spring.
She didn’t even want to think about how it would feel seeing Tarquin and Ashur again—another weight added to the mix, another wound she wasn’t quite ready to open.
But she’d agreed to this. And maybe, just maybe, it wouldn’t be so bad. If the Venatori were trying to revive the Old Gods, then they needed people like her and Neve to intervene. Dismantling their sewer base had only been the beginning. The bastards would be hunting for another source to reconstruct that key, and being on their radar meant they’d already struck a nerve.
“If they need something, they call,” she continued, her voice soft. “Sometimes it’s last minute. Sometimes it’s dangerous. Sometimes I won’t be able to see you for days.”
She paused, brushing her fingers lightly through his hair again, her gaze flicking toward the window where the sun had begun to dip.
“I was really looking forward to spending more time with you while you’re on break,” she admitted. “But instead… we might end up seeing each other even less.”
The words slipped out quieter than she expected, like she was admitting something selfish. Her mouth tilted in a faint, almost apologetic smile.
“I know I agreed to the work—and I do want to help. But part of me is just… kind of sad about it.”
Emmrich looked up at her, and despite the shadow of disappointment in her voice, all he could see was how heartbreakingly endearing she was—eyes downcast, fingers still absently threading through his hair, trying not to pout and failing. His chest ached with quiet affection.
Without a word, he reached up and gently took her wrist, turning his face into her palm. His lips brushed the inside of it—soft, slow, reverent. The breath hitched in Rook’s throat, her lashes fluttering at the sensation.
She watched as he shifted upright, Spite making a low, grumbling protest from his chest before begrudgingly hopping down to claim a warmer spot across the rug.
Emmrich slowly sat up, then leaned down to take both of her hands in his, guiding her up to stand with him.
“I would love nothing more,” he said gently, “than to spend my free time with you.”
His thumbs brushed over her knuckles, grounding the words.
“I’ll miss you, yes,” he continued, “but I know whatever work you’re doing—it’s important. It matters.” A flicker of a smile touched his lips. “I may not know all the details, but I trust that you were asked to join them for a reason.”
She looked up at him, her expression softening.
“So…” he went on, eyes warming, “what if we made these sleepovers more of a routine? Not just a one-off whim. I know I joked about leaving a drawer empty for you—but I meant it.”
He scooted a little closer, voice lowering, sincere.
“I’d like to have pieces of you in my space. A scarf. A litterbox. A jar of your tea in the cupboard. And I’d like for you to have the same. That way, whenever we do see each other—no matter how busy things get—it’ll still feel like coming home.”
Rook stared at him, lips parted, eyes wide with the kind of startled affection that had nowhere to go but straight to the heart.
He gave her hands a squeeze, eyes searching hers. “But we would only do this if that’s something you would want as well.”
Despite Emmrich’s calm, steady demeanor, his heart was racing a mile a minute, thundering so loud he was almost sure she could hear it.
Maker, what had he just proposed?
Sleepovers as routine. Leaving bits of themselves in each other’s space. It sounded so normal, so reasonable—and yet underneath it all, wasn’t he essentially suggesting they cohabit? Not permanently. Not fully. She’d still have her own home. He wasn’t asking her to move in.
But still… it was a step. A meaningful one. And they’d only been together for four months.
He swallowed hard, keeping his expression composed even as his thoughts began to spiral. Was this a good solution? Or was it just a veiled excuse to move too fast, too soon for his own benefit?
But it was a solution—practical, even. A way to bridge the growing distance their mismatched schedules might create. And truthfully, the idea of taking that next step with her filled him with more anticipation than doubt.
He could already picture it—Rook occasionally in his bed, their lives gently overlapping in quiet, domestic moments. Morning routines with tea and tangled blankets, Spite curled on the windowsill, and Manfred, ever loyal, assisting Rook in her mischief or simply helping with her day-to-day tasks. Fleeting hours spent in the soft corners of each other’s spaces, building something steady amidst the unpredictable.
It wasn’t born of pressure or obligation. It came from a place of care. Of wanting to share not just time—but space, comfort, and the rhythm of life with her.
How is this man so sweet?
That was the one thought that rang inside of her head.
Rook couldn’t help but marvel at the sincerity in his eyes, the gentleness in his voice, the way he always knew how to ease her worries without ever dismissing them.
Every time doubt crept in—every time the future loomed too vast, too uncertain—Emmrich met her in that quiet, flickering space of fear and made it feel safe again. A part of her felt almost guilty for testing him like this, offering him slivers of her truth while bracing for rejection. But every time, he rose to meet her. And every time, he surprised her.
He never rushed her. Never pushed. And yet, without even trying, he always gave her something steady to hold onto. A gesture. A touch. A word. Each one offered like a quiet promise—anchoring her when everything else felt like it might drift away.
They had taken this relationship step by step, at a pace that felt careful and unhurried… until suddenly, there would be a leap neither of them had expected.
And here they were—on the edge of another one.
Rook’s hands tightened around his, her gaze searching his face with a vulnerability she rarely let show. “Are you sure?” she asked softly. “That you’d want something like that… with me?”
Emmrich didn’t hesitate. His thumbs brushed gently over her knuckles.
“Darling, I would enjoy nothing more than spending days like these with you,” he said, his voice low but steady. “And I’ll admit… I’m proposing this for the selfish reason of being the one who’s closest to you—in every way. To know you, fully. Your habits, your moods, your quiet moments.”
He gave her a faint smile, earnest and unguarded. “But only if it’s something you want too. That intimacy—knowing each other like that—it’s something I hope we can share.”
His honesty made her feel both cherished and vulnerable—like he’d peeled back all the armor she’d built, only to cradle what was underneath without flinching.
Still, her voice came out in a quiet breath. “…What if you don’t like those parts of me?”
It wasn’t the first time she’d asked him that. Maker, she’d asked it in a dozen different ways before—through silence, through hesitation, through subtle shifts in conversation. And every time, Emmrich had stayed. Had shown her, not just told her, that he wasn’t going anywhere.
But she still had to ask. She needed to ask. Because what if this happiness in her hands vanished the moment she truly let him past her guard? When he was already so close to being that person to her—the one who knew everything.
Emmrich’s brows drew together slightly, not in frustration, but in quiet understanding. He didn’t know the full story behind her fears—only pieces. Her estrangement from her brother. The tension she held when she spoke of the vague fallout with the Shadow Dragons. Wounds she hadn’t let him touch just yet.
Those pieces of her, he knew not to push for he wasn’t entitled to that part of her yet. It was hers to decide when to tell him the information that was so well-guarded with walls high as the sky.
Emmrich gently pulled one hand free from hers and brought it up to cradle her cheek. His thumb brushed beneath her eye, grounding her in the weight of his gaze.
“I will tell you as many times as you need,” he said, voice firm and certain. “I am not in love with an idea of you that I conjured up. I love you—as you are. Flaws, sharp edges and all. Just as I hope you see me.”
Rook’s throat bobbed with the emotion she didn’t voice, and she whispered back, “I don’t think you’re perfect… even if I’m the louder one when it comes to imperfection.”
That earned a soft chuckle from him. “You’ve yet to witness me in a workaholic fever,” he said dryly, “or distraught by own fears… or the day I cursed at my entire plumbing system when the pipes froze. It was… unseemly.”
She gasped in mock horror. “Professor Emmrich using vulgar language? How scandalous.”
The laugh that bubbled from him was light and full, and more importantly, it eased the weight sitting on her chest. He could see the tension slowly unwinding in her posture, the sorrow retreating behind her eyes.
“My imperfections might be quieter,” he said, tone warm, “but they’re there. I promise you that.”
She leaned down, resting her head against his shoulder, her nose brushing the curve of his neck.
“You’re a silly man, Emmrich Volkarin,” she murmured.
A pause stretched between them—soft, golden, full of breath.
Then, almost inaudibly: “Yes.”
Emmrich turned his head slightly. “Yes?”
“Yes,” she said, a smile curling at the edge of her voice. “Let’s make sleepovers part of our routine.”
He exhaled, a mix of relief and delight slipping through him, and wrapped his arms around her. Then, with a tenderness that made her heart thud a little harder, he took her hand and brought it to his lips, pressing a kiss to her knuckles.
"How fortunate," he murmured against her skin.
Rook smiled, flushed and warm. She was just beginning to relax back into the embrace when Emmrich straightened with sudden energy, startling Spite from his perch and earning a disgruntled chirp.
“Well,” he said, rising from the couch with purpose. “Now that this arrangement has been made official, I propose we compile a list. If I’m going to properly host you—and Spite, of course—at my townhouse, then I’ll need to make some immediate adjustments to accommodate your needs.”
Rook blinked up at him in amused disbelief. “We’re making a list now?”
“There’s no time like the present,” he replied with scholarly finality, already heading for the counter with his phone. “We’ll need to purchase a litterbox for Spite, along with a few cat beds and his preferred cat food and treats. Not to mention your needs such as toiletries, robes… oh and we’ll need to gather some of your things from your apartment as well.”
“Diligent as always,” she teased. “It’s barely past lunch and you already wish for me to start nesting.”
He paused mid-note, then gave her a sheepish look. “Pardon my enthusiasm.”
“You know I love your enthusiasm,” she murmured, stepping close to kiss his cheek before heading to the bedroom.
Moments later, they were bundled in coats and scarves, stepping out into the brisk winter air. Their weekend had somehow transformed from quiet domestic bliss into a cohabitation prep mission, and Rook found herself smiling like an idiot the whole way down the street.
Notes:
So much cozy fluff to set up for the events ahead. These two are so cute with their relationship milestones!!
Just in case, for anyone curious. Il Nido is Italian for "The Nest." I'm going with the theme of Antiva being Italian/Spanish-inspired, and I wanted to maintain the subtle connection to the Antivan Crows, who are basically a large crime syndicate.
Chapter 47: Chapter 47 - Steeped in Silence
Summary:
Rook starts her first day as a consultant for the Shadow Dragons.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The scent of tea and warm linens still clung to the townhouse as the morning light filtered through frost-kissed windows. Emmrich stood near the door, arms crossed, a distinct pout threatening the corners of his mouth. Rook, meanwhile, was crouched by the entryway table, lacing up her worn boots with practiced efficiency.
Gone was the soft, layered charm of café cardigans and linen aprons. In their place, she wore a charcoal-grey crewneck yarn sweater, its sleeves scrunched just below her elbows. Black skinny jeans and lace-up boots lent a sharpness to her silhouette—practical, deliberate. Her hair, braided loosely over one shoulder, framed her face in a way that softened the determined glint in her eyes.
But it was the jewelry—the grave-gold ear cuff, the pinky ring, and the glimpse of chain glinting beneath her collar—that grounded her. These were the pieces of herself she chose to carry forward, no matter what lay ahead.
He found himself wondering if this was how she looked before the Veil & Vine—before the tea shop life softened her edges. Was this the woman who once walked in shadow, a former Shadow Dragon fighting corruption and injustice?
She looked ready. Sharper. Prepared for action.
And undeniably beautiful.
“I still think I should drive you,” he said, voice soft but faintly sulking. “It’s your first day back. I could at least see you off properly.”
Rook didn’t look up just yet, her tone amused. “I thought what you did this morning was already a very generous sendoff.”
The effect was immediate. Emmrich flushed, the tips of his ears blooming crimson as he shifted his weight awkwardly.
“…That’s not what I meant,” he muttered.
“I know.” She finally glanced up, the smallest smirk tugging at her lips. “I just like making you blush.”
He exhaled in resignation, crossing the room to lean against the wall beside her. “You’re impossible.”
“And you love it.”
He sighed, letting the tension leave him in one long, slow breath. “Just—why walk alone, Rook? I could drop you off at the Dock Town station. There’s no need to—”
“We’ve been over this, Emmrich,” she interrupted gently, rising to face him. “It’s not that I don’t want you with me… but this is something I need to do on my own. Just once.”
Rook didn’t want the buffer of a car ride clouded by nerves and concern—not his or hers. She needed some sense of control before stepping back into that building, before facing the familiar faces and the inevitable hush of whispered judgments. She didn’t want Emmrich burdened by the ghosts she was preparing to confront… if she could confront them at all.
Her gaze held his—steady, warm, tinged with nerves but firm in its resolve. Emmrich studied her for a long moment before nodding slowly, understanding in his eyes, even as the reluctant crease between his brows refused to ease.
“All right,” he relented, voice soft. “But can I at least pick you up afterward?”
She smiled. “Neve’s taking me home tonight. But… rain check?”
“Only if it’s a guarantee.”
“It is.”
A meow drew their attention to the living room, where Spite had claimed a patch of sun near the bookshelf. Rook stepped over and knelt beside him, her fingers gently massaging the cat’s cheekbones. The demon cat purred deeply, tail flicking once in approval.
“You be good for the professor,” she whispered to him. “No shredding any antique manuscripts or harassing Manfred.”
Spite chirped again, unbothered and already half-asleep.
From the kitchen, Manfred emerged with unhurried clacks of bone on tile, a thermos cradled in his skeletal hands. He hissed softly—a sound Rook had learned to interpret as reluctant affection—and offered the container with a slow, reverent tilt.
“Thank you, Manfred,” she said, taking the thermos with a grin.
Emmrich approached with her fleece-lined denim jacket, helping her slip into it with wordless care. She adjusted her sling backpack and glanced down at her key ring, pausing for a breath as her fingers grazed the townhouse key.
When she turned to face him, Emmrich stepped closer and wrapped a forest green wool scarf around her neck. It carried the familiar scent of citrus and jasmine—his scent—and the warmth of the gesture made her chest ache in the gentlest way. She looked up at him, those soft brown eyes full of affection.
He reached out, brushing his fingers along her cheek before leaning in to kiss her—a quiet, lingering press of lips that said far more than words ever could.
“Have a good day,” he murmured against her lips.
“You too,” she replied, voice low with affection.
And with that, Rook stepped out into the chill of Minrathous morning. The scent of sea salt and the hum of the subway ahead beckoned—Dock Town waiting to welcome her back.
It had been three years since she last walked through Dock Town—and nothing had changed.
The salty breeze still carried the brine of the harbor, mingling with the sharp scent of fish and wet rope. The familiar creak of ships moored along the piers rang like an old sea shanty in her ears. Rain had passed through not long before, leaving the cobblestones slick and gleaming under the pale morning sun.
Rook emerged from the subway tunnel, the rusting metal gate still screeching the same tired protest as it opened. She blinked against the light and saw her—waiting just beyond the entrance like an echo of the past.
There she saw Neve as she exited the subway tunnel.
Her hair was pulled into her iconic twist of a bun, a side-swept bang framing one temple with tailored precision. A teal blouse peeked from beneath a slate-gray trench coat, its sharp collar pinned neatly. Her high-waisted beige trousers were crisp and elegant despite the damp. The sound of her prosthetic leg—soft clinks and solid steps—echoed faintly against the slick cobblestone as she approached.
“Right on time,” Neve said, her voice dry but warm. “Ready to get back into it?”
“As ready as I’ll ever be,” Rook replied, tugging her coat tighter.
They fell into step beside each other with easy familiarity. Despite the years, this part hadn’t changed.
Dock Town was exactly as she remembered it—rough around the edges, loud with life. The early crowds had already spilled into the central market, voices rising beneath patched canopies as vendors hawked spiced oysters, roasted squid skewers, and bundles of fish and chips wrapped in crisp paper. Sailors moved in practiced chaos along the harbor front, hauling crates with grunts and laughter, their curses punctuated by the cry of gulls and the groan of mooring lines.
“Nice to see this place hasn’t changed,” Rook muttered.
She adjusted the strap of her sling backpack for the third time in as many minutes.
Neve didn’t miss a beat.
“Careful,” she said, eyes forward. “Keep yanking on that thing and it’s going to unravel in protest.”
Rook huffed, fingers stilling. “Am I doing that poor a job hiding my nerves?”
“It’s subtle,” Neve offered dryly, then gave her a quick sidelong glance. “But no, not really.”
Rook attempted to play it off with a shrug. “Just a walk to work. Nothing more.”
Neve snorted lightly. “Sure. Just a casual commute.”
“Yup just a walk,” Rook muttered, then sighed. “And a meeting with the two people I’ve been dreading to see most.”
“Right.” Rook tried to play it cool. “Just a walk… and a meeting with two people I’m dreading to see.”
Neve’s tone was light, but her gaze softened. “I’ll be with you the whole time.”
Rook glanced at her, a flicker of gratitude in her eyes. “Promise?”
Neve nodded solemnly. “May Andraste smite me where I stand.”
That earned a reluctant laugh.
“You want them to call you by your old title?” Neve asked. “Or are we sticking with Rook?”
“Huh… hadn’t thought about that.”
Rook had nearly forgotten about her old name—the one she used when she ran away and didn’t want to be found. Mercar. It wasn’t particularly inventive; just her mother’s maiden name repurposed into a new identity. But it had served its purpose. It was the name that saw her through those years of secrecy, the name she bore when she went from fugitive to Shadow Dragon. Simple. Distinct.
Now, standing at the edge of her past, she wasn’t sure—did she want to be called that again?
She must’ve gone quiet for too long, because Neve’s hand came to rest gently on her shoulder.
“Hey,” she said softly, her tone more grounding than probing. “We can figure that part out later. First we survive the briefing. Then we drink.”
Rook blinked out of her thoughts, the weight of the question still lingering—but lighter now, diffused by Neve’s steady presence. She gave a small nod, letting the moment pass.
“Deal.”
In the distance, the weather-worn sign of the Cobbled Swan still hung crooked over its doorway—half lounge bar, half restaurant, and always reliable for a stiff drink or a whisper of intel. The place hadn’t changed at all. Crooked shutters, alleyway laundry strung between crumbling brick walls—it was all still there, suspended in time.
Further ahead, down a narrow side street marked with faded runes and iron warding sigils, loomed the building that housed Shadow Dragon headquarters. From the outside, it was unassuming—brick and salt-stained stone, discreet and silent. But the magic woven into its foundation was old, precise, and deeply watchful.
Rook slowed, her steps growing heavier. The closer they got, the more it pressed against her spine—years of memory and unresolved tension compacted into a single breath.
She exhaled through her nose and adjusted her strap again, as if that small act might keep her grounded.
“All right. Let’s do this.”
The lobby of Shadow Dragon Headquarters still smelled faintly of salt air, old stone, and disinfectant. Rook stepped through the warded threshold, the protective sigils flaring faintly as they scanned her presence—then settled, satisfied. Her boots echoed softly against the tiled floor as she approached the front desk, Neve just a half-step behind.
The elven clerk blinked at her with a flicker of confusion, then recognition. His hand hovered uncertainly over the terminal.
“Name?” he asked, tone clipped with professional neutrality.
“Rook,” she said. “I’m here for a consultant assignment. Temporary clearance.”
The clerk gave a stiff nod and turned to process the request. Rook muttered under her breath, “You could’ve just walked me in.”
Neve’s grin widened. “And miss watching you squirm through bureaucracy? Never.”
Rook shot her a glare, which only earned a soft snicker in return.
The badge printer chirped, and the clerk handed over a glossy ID pass attached to a simple black lanyard. Shadow Dragons Consultant – Mercar. Her old name. Her old title. She clipped it on with a flick of her wrist, though her jaw tightened just slightly at the label.
As they turned toward the inner halls, she could feel the shift.
A pair of agents passed by, their conversation faltering mid-sentence. Someone near the elevator whispered her name—just audible enough to prick her nerves. A few others stole glances when they thought she wasn’t looking. One face turned abruptly away. Another didn’t bother hiding their curiosity.
The interior hadn’t changed.
Same sea of desks—some neat, most buried under paper stacks, files, old reports with corners curling. Computer monitors flickered beside half-drained to-go cups, their faded logos stained with the ghosts of coffee long gone cold. The low murmur of typing, the occasional barked instruction, the scent of paper, ink, and fatigue all hit her like a memory pressed between brittle pages.
Even the breakrooms were still filled with couches for the agents that practically lived here because of cases or assignments.
It was nostalgic—but that didn’t make her footsteps any lighter.
Her boots slowed on the worn tile. The hallway felt longer than it was. The fluorescent lights buzzed faintly overhead, illuminating the exact path she’d taken a hundred times before. The briefing room ahead loomed like an unopened wound.
The last time she walked this stretch of corridor, her knuckles had been bruised and her eyes hollowed out from sleepless nights. The ache behind her ribs returned unbidden as if summoned by the memory of Ashur’s voice—steady, measured, but final.
“You’re not fit for duty.”
The words had dropped like stones, and with them, her world shattered.
The sting of betrayal had followed her for months. That hollow helplessness that made her wonder if she had imagined her own usefulness—if maybe she was just broken. If maybe she deserved to be benched.
No.
Not now.
Rook exhaled slowly through her nose, steadying herself. Then she reached up and pinched the edge of her scarf—forest green wool still faintly scented with citrus and jasmine. She inhaled, quiet and quick. The familiar scent wrapped around her like armor.
Then squared her shoulders and kept walking.
Neve didn’t say anything at first, but when they rounded the corner toward the briefing hall, she murmured, “You’re handling that better than I thought.”
“What can I say?” Rook replied. “My coping skills have improved.”
“A piece of the professor?” Neve asked, eyeing the scarf with a raised brow.
Rook gave her a dry look. “Shut up.”
“I didn’t say anything,” Neve said, her grin sharp as ever.
The teasing faded as they neared the reinforced door leading to the task force’s briefing room—wards humming low beneath the seams, protective magic thick in the air.
Rook slowed just a breath, feeling the weight of what—and who—waited on the other side.
Neve’s voice was quieter now, steadier. “You ready?”
Rook gave her badge one last glance. Then she nodded. “Let’s get this over with.”
The door opened with a hiss and a low pulse of discharged magic, the hum of the ward settling behind them like a seal.
The briefing room was just as she remembered it—stone walls lined with sigil-touched boards and frosted glass panels, a circular table at the center with an embedded projection rune. The room smelled faintly of chalk, parchment, and the mineral sting of old spellwork.
And the noise hit her like a wave.
Voices filled the space—low conversations, the shuffling of folders, boots dragging chairs back into place. The long obsidian table that anchored the room was already half-occupied. A pair of junior agents whispered over a shared data slate. A dwarven operative leaned back in her chair, boots kicked up on the edge, arms crossed and definitely watching her. The old holo projector at the center of the table glowed faintly, waiting.
Rook stepped in—and the room stilled.
It wasn’t dramatic. No gasps or dropped coffee mugs. Just a quiet, rippling awareness. One conversation cut off mid-sentence. A stylus paused over a notepad. Someone near the back straightened just a little too quickly.
The consultant badge at her chest gleamed faintly.
Mercar.
The name moved through the room like static. It was spoken in glances, passed behind lifted hands. She could feel the recognition settle on her skin, prickling like cold.
Here come the whispers, she thought, tightening her grip on her thermos.
Neve stepped in beside her, calm and composed. Her expression didn’t shift, even when one of the younger agents—clearly new—blinked twice at Rook like she was a ghost from a war story.
They took their seats near the end of the table, Rook choosing the chair nearest the wall—out of habit, not strategy. She set the thermos down, careful not to make a sound.
Then, almost absently, she reached up and unwound her scarf.
The soft forest green wool slipped from her neck in a single motion, folding over her lap like something fragile. The scent of citrus and jasmine clung to it still—Emmrich. Home. Safety. She held it for a breath longer than necessary before tying it neatly to her bag.
“Holy shit, it’s her,” someone whispered—not quietly enough.
“I thought she retired.”
“I heard they were bringing someone in… but the Mercar?”
“Didn’t she beat a blood mage to death with a riot shield once—?”
Neve cleared her throat pointedly.
The room snapped back into order.
The hum of the warded entrance flared again.
And then the operatives rose—not from formality. From instinct.
Two figures entered.
Tarquin came first.
Sharp as ever. Beard neatly trimmed. His eyes already sweeping the room in that measured, analytical way that made people straighten in their chairs and reconsider their posture. He wasn’t smiling. He rarely did. But the weight of his gaze was no less commanding.
And then he saw her.
Tarquin’s footsteps didn’t falter.
But his eyes did not move away.
Not even once.
And behind him— Ashur.
Tall, broad-shouldered, and dignified in the way marble tried to be. His presence carried the weight of patience honed over decades. His robes had been updated—sleeker lines, high collar embroidered with the Shadow Dragon insignia in matte black-on-black. His head was cleanly shaved, though the faint shadow of dark hair lingered at the scalp—evidence of routine, not permanence. And the silver cuffs at his wrists caught the light like quiet warnings.
Ashur stepped to the head of the table, placed a flat hand on the rune that controlled the projector, and activated it with a low pulse of light.
Tarquin moved to stand just behind him, silent, arms folded across his chest.
Ashur’s voice filled the room. “Morning, everyone.”
The room quieted as the final rune settled into place, casting a soft amber light across the table. Ashur’s gaze swept the gathered operatives with the kind of calm that didn’t ask for attention—it commanded it.
“Two weeks ago,” he began, “we received reports of civilians disappearing near the southern docks. At first, we believed them to be isolated incidents—likely a trafficking route reopening or another blood cult testing the waters.”
A few agents exchanged grim looks.
Ashur tapped the rune. A map flickered into place, highlighting several key streets and sewer access points in red. “Neve led the initial investigation. What she found was... unexpected. A base beneath the sewers. Ritual markings. Ancient runes. And a partially constructed arcane conduit.”
A new projection bloomed in the air—an angled schematic of a lyrium dagger. Its blade etched with unfamiliar Elven script that pulsed faintly with residual Fade energy. The hilt was ceremonial—elegant, not made for combat. The base flared into a circular inlay, equal parts mechanical and arcane.
“This is the key,” Ashur said. “Or rather, the instrument. Professor Ingellvar confirmed its Elven origin—likely a relic of the ancient wars, or a reconstructed version. Its function is not to unlock, but to pierce. To create a tether between realms.”
That got everyone’s attention.
“To do what?” one of the rookies asked, frowning.
Ashur’s tone didn’t change. “To summon the Old Gods.”
The silence in the room was immediate.
The only sound was the soft hum of the projector.
Neve stepped in. “It requires an enormous surge of magic. And lyrium. More than any one sect could pull off alone. They’re harvesting.”
Tarquin’s voice cut through next. “They’ll bleed the city before they tap their own stores. Smugglers, bribery, blackmail—if they haven’t already opened supply lines, they’re close.”
“We’re watching for it,” said Hector, one of the senior sergeants. “Smugglers don’t even know what they’re moving. We’ve flagged unusual volume spikes and activated contacts within the Threads. So far, nothing confirmed—but too much smoke.”
Ashur nodded. “We’ve extended the investigation to all other Shadow Dragon branches. Any rise in missing persons, lyrium thefts, whispers of summoning rites—we want it.”
He let the words settle, then turned slightly—his gaze landing on Rook.
“And now it’s time to acknowledge our returning guest. Or rather—our returning asset.”
Every eye turned to her.
“I’m sure most of you remember Agent Mercar. She’s joined this task force as a consultant. Her familiarity with Venatori tactics, as well as her working knowledge of Elven arcana, makes her uniquely qualified. While she isn’t reactivated as a full operative, she’s here with my authority. Full cooperation is expected.”
The weight behind the words brooked no argument.
Rook sat a little straighter, her badge catching the rune’s glow. She didn’t speak—just met Ashur’s gaze with a quiet, composed nod, her hand slowly turning the pinky ring on her finger.
She could feel the heat of Tarquin’s gaze on her, but she didn’t look his way.
Not yet.
Ashur returned to the table. “You’ll be broken into three units—Intelligence, Smuggling Intercept, and Ritual Tracking. Assignments will be distributed shortly.”
The projector dimmed. The room faded into low light once more.
“You’re dismissed.”
Chairs scraped. Conversations returned in a murmur. Boots tapped tile. The tension thinned like steam rising from stone.
Rook gathered her thermos and files, her movements calm and economical. Beside her, Neve stood, stretching her prosthetic leg with a soft mechanical clink.
They had almost reached the door when—
“Mercar. Neve. A word.”
Ashur’s voice—measured, but unyielding.
Rook’s spine straightened with instinctual precision. She barely bit back the “Kaffas.” that slipped from her mouth under her breath.
Neve exhaled beside her. “Should’ve seen that coming,” she muttered, glancing sideways before turning back around.
They pivoted in unison, Rook trailing a half-step behind as they approached where Ashur and Tarquin still stood at the front of the room. Neve’s stance shifted just slightly as they came to a stop—subtle but unmistakable. A shield, if needed.
Ashur stood calmly, hands clasped behind his back. Tarquin leaned against the edge of the table now, arms folded across his chest in casual posture that didn’t quite hide the sharp glint in his eyes.
“Well,” Tarquin said, tone deceptively mild. “Surprised you actually showed up.”
Rook kept her expression even. “It seemed important enough.”
Her voice was cool. Composed. She wore her professionalism like old armor—comforting, familiar, and just tight enough to bruise.
“Didn’t expect you to accept the offer,” Tarquin continued, a note of something unreadable in his voice. “Not after all this time.”
She lifted her chin slightly. “The work matters. And Neve knows I can’t resist a good mystery. I’m here in whatever capacity you need me.”
Tarquin snorted. “Since when do you ever do what you’re told?”
It was meant to be a joke—dry, even teasing. But it hit with more weight than intended.
The corner of Rook’s mouth twitched. Not a smile.
Tarquin’s gaze shifted—just a flicker of recognition. His brow furrowed, his posture straightening ever so slightly as if the words had landed heavier than he’d intended.
“I didn’t mean—” he started, tone quieter now, less sharp.
But Ashur cut in, voice firm. “That’s enough.”
The moment hung between them—tight, brittle.
Tarquin didn’t argue. He looked away instead, jaw ticking with something he didn’t say.
Ashur turned his attention back to Rook. “I’m glad you came back,” he said simply. “You look better.”
Rook offered a smirk, though it didn’t reach her eyes. “Last time you saw me, I looked like shit. Improvement was inevitable.”
The silence that followed wasn’t hostile—just awkward. Unresolved. Heavy with the weight of too many things left unspoken.
Rook glanced between them, then cleared her throat. “Where am I stationed? If I’m going to be effective, I’ll need a workspace—and access to all Venatori records and relevant magical artifacts tied to their movements.”
Ashur inclined his head, grateful for the pivot. “We’ve set you at your old desk. You’ll have direct access to all ritual archives and field reports.”
“We’ve already pulled every document flagged with Elven symbology,” Tarquin added, more brisk now. “Some are dead ends. Some might actually be something. You’ll have to filter them.”
Rook gave a crisp nod. ““Understood. I’ll start right away.”
Ashur studied her a beat longer. “We’ll have someone deliver your clearance badge.”
“I got my temporary badge,” she said, tapping the laminated one at her chest.
“You didn’t have to check in at the desk,” Ashur said quietly.
“I did. I’m not a Dragon anymore. Following protocol seemed… appropriate.”
The silence stretched—too professional to be warm. Too civil to be comfortable.
“I’ll get her set up,” Neve interjected. “And go over the report queue with her. If there’s anything we can find about possible ritual locations.”
Ashur gave a single nod. “Dismissed.”
They turned again. Walked.
Just before they reached the door—
“Rook.”
She stopped in the doorway, hand hovering near the frame as Ashur’s voice called out behind her—quiet, but resolute.
“Welcome back.”
Rook turned, her gaze landing on the commander. He stood steady as ever, but now that the briefing room had emptied and his authority wasn’t required to anchor the space, something softer flickered at the edge of his expression. A breath of relief, perhaps hope and caution, layered beneath the worry still tucked in the creases at the corners of his eyes. He had watched her fall apart once—more than most ever knew—and now he was watching her hold her ground again, uncertain if that steadiness would last. But for now, it was enough.
Her eyes shifted past him to Tarquin.
He hadn’t moved from his spot beside the table, arms still crossed, but his posture had changed—less guarded, more conflicted. His jaw was set with something like restraint, and his gaze held hers with an intensity that seemed almost unsure of itself. There was something there. Not quite apology. Not yet. But a flicker of guilt and hesitation, of things left unsaid and maybe too long buried. He looked like he wanted to speak—but didn’t trust the words to come out right.
He said nothing.
Rook held his gaze a breath longer, the air between them heavy with things left unsaid. But beneath the tight coil of tension in her chest, she felt something unexpected—a sliver of ease. Not comfort, exactly. But a quiet, earned certainty. She had faced the room, faced them, and held her ground.
She gave Ashur a single nod. A quiet acknowledgment. Then she turned on her heel and walked out, Neve falling into step beside her.
The door whispered shut behind them, leaving the past to linger just a moment longer in the air they’d left behind.
The hallway outside the briefing room felt cooler somehow. Quieter. As if even the air understood the tension that had just been left behind.
Rook exhaled slowly, the breath leaving her lungs in one long, measured stream. Her fingers flexed slightly at her sides, still curled from the reflex of holding everything in.
Neve gave her a sidelong glance as they walked, her expression unreadable for all of two seconds before a flicker of pride softened the line of her mouth.
“You handled that well,” she said, voice low.
Rook let out a breath that was halfway between a scoff and a tired laugh. “I didn’t have a panic attack. That’s growth, right?”
“Major growth,” Neve replied dryly. “Didn’t even swear.”
“I did. Just… in my head.”
“How proper.”
They shared a look—one that carried years behind it—and something eased between them. Not entirely light, but no longer so heavy.
Neve led the way through the long stretch of workspaces, her steps familiar on the stone floor. The scent of ink and static filled the air, layered with the faint hum of enchanted circuitry and the distant clatter of weapons being checked in the armory.
They rounded the corner and stopped before a pair of side-by-side desks—tucked neatly between a wall of rune-bound filing cabinets and a long pane of one-way enchanted glass.
And there it was.
Rook’s old desk.
It had been cleaned, but not sterilized. The chair was still scuffed on one leg. The surface held the practical clutter of agency life—terminal, reports, a mug full of pens and highlighters, a short stack of post-its in multiple colors. A pair of gloves rested beside a folded field report, and someone had left a fresh notepad with her initials already scrawled in the corner.
There was an ache in her chest she hadn’t been expecting.
Neve leaned on the edge of her own desk—the one right beside it, cluttered with its own organized chaos of folders and tablets, a detective’s toolkit in paperwork form. She looked over, brow lifted slightly.
“Welcome back, neighbor.”
Rook let out a soft laugh, the tension easing just a little more. She stepped forward, setting her thermos down with care before slipping her backpack from her shoulder and hanging it on the side hook. The forest green scarf followed, draped gently over the back of her chair. Then she shrugged off her denim jacket and folded it across the seat.
For a moment, she just stood there, fingers brushing the edge of the desk.
It felt like opening a door she’d sealed shut. And finding, to her surprise, that someone had kept the key safe all along.
She finally sat down and looked over at Neve.
“All right, let’s see what the hell those blood mages are up to.”
The townhouse was quiet, save for the occasional rustle of pages or the soft rattle of Manfred moving about. Emmrich stood in the kitchen with his sleeves rolled up and the kettle forgotten behind him, arms crossed, gaze distant. Morning light pooled across the hardwood floors, catching on dust motes and the faint shimmer of protective wards stitched into the window frames.
She had smiled at him before she walked out. Brave. Steady. But not unshaken.
He had told Rook he was fine—had smiled, kissed her softly at the door, and wrapped his scarf around her neck like armor. She had looked determined. Brave. But he knew her too well to miss the flicker in her eyes. The tension in her shoulders.
She had been nervous.
And so was he.
She said she needed to do this alone—and he respected that. Truly, he did. Still, there was a gnawing weight in his chest that refused to be reasoned with. He’d hoped a simple drive to Dock Town might settle his nerves—hers too, perhaps—but she’d drawn the line with gentle resolve.
This was something she had to face on her own.
So Emmrich did what he could: he tried to get on with his routine.
He passed by the alchemy bench where Manfred was carefully separating bundles of dried herbs and grinding them down with impressive delicacy. A few reagent bottles had been labeled with Emmrich’s neat handwriting—one of many teaching strategies for improving the old skeleton’s fine motor control.
“Nicely done, Manfred,” Emmrich murmured, glancing over the setup. “That wrist rotation’s smoother today.”
Manfred gave a rattling little hiss of approval, adjusting the funnel with ghostlike precision.
Next, Emmrich checked on the side project he’d enlisted his ward to undertake: a scarf for Rook. Manfred had made steady progress. The heathered yarn—shifting tones of lilac, violet, and deep plum—resembled twilight stretching across the Fade. The enchanted tension thread kept the piece perfectly aligned as each row took form.
Manfred had even helped choose the colors—though Emmrich suspected the skeleton had just humored him. He’d gravitated toward the purples instinctively—Rook preferred deeper tones, but he wanted this scarf to be a quiet burst of warmth. Something that would catch the light in winter. Something soft, thoughtful. Hers.
Emmrich crouched beside the chair to examine the latest row. “Tension’s holding,” he muttered. “Don’t forget to alternate your slip stitch every four.”
Another pleased hiss from Manfred. He liked assignments like this—ones that helped people. Plus, the yarn was soft against his bony fingers. That part amused Emmrich endlessly.
Satisfied, he wandered toward the foyer, where the new litterbox enclosure had been seamlessly built into the cabinetry. Nearby, the living room basked in gentle light—and atop the sun-drenched cat tower, Spite lay sprawled like a tiny monarch. One paw dangled. His tail flicked lazily. He blinked at the world below with feline detachment.
“Comfortable, are we?” Emmrich asked dryly.
Spite gave a slow blink, then yawned, sharp teeth flashing before curling deeper into his sun patch.
“At least one of us is relaxed.”
There had only been a few squabbles between Spite and Manfred this morning— one involving a stolen skein of yarn, the other an argument over “theft” that looked more like pantomime. Emmrich had recorded both incidents on his phone. The yarn skirmish, in particular, would be priceless to show Rook later.
He exhaled slowly and glanced at the clock. Still early.
For Andraste’s sake, he was being ridiculous.
Here he was—pacing like some besotted fool—fretting over how Rook was faring on her first day back with the Shadow Dragons. He’d tried to be supportive. Respected her choice. But now that she was gone, the silence sat heavy on the air.
He hovered on the edge of sending her a message, debating whether to check in or wait patiently until she got home to share her day.
Maybe he could use the video of Manfred and Spite’s latest squabble as an excuse. Just a casual check-in. A harmless little prompt.
But what if she was too busy to look? What if he’s just being a bother when she’s trying to focus on her tasks?
With a low groan, Emmrich dragged a hand down his face, frustration simmering just beneath the surface of his thoughts. This was absurd. He needed to redirect his energy somewhere useful before he talked himself in circles.
Turning on his heel, he made his way to the study, determined to bury himself in the lecture materials he'd been assembling. One of the folders dealt with Qunari remains and cultural rites—particularly their burial customs. A fine cultural anecdote to round out his comparative anthropology seminar.
Academic distraction. That would do.
At least for a little while.
Notes:
Hey everyone,
I just wanted to take a moment to thank all of you who've taken the time to read my work. I know that this fic is really long, and the pace can be a bit slow. Not everyone likes it, which is fine because it's simply a difference in taste regarding tropes, themes, and writing style. I have made a few changes in previous chapters in case you guys re-read anything. The comments have kept me going in this story along with my burning desire to make the story of these two come to full realization.
I have been burning the candle in writing and posting as much as I can, which has made me need to take a break to recover from writer's burnout. An exaggeration, of course, because I'm calling myself a writer on a piece for my own gratification. I'm still going to be working on this story and just not post for a bit.
So... it might be a week or so until I post again.
It's silly. I know because it's not that long of a break, and it sounds like I'm being dramatic, which is partially true, as drama is part of my being. I'm just entering a negative headspace, so I want to take a moment to breathe before diving back into posting.
Thank you for your patience and understanding while I try to rally!!
Chapter 48: Chapter 48 - A Taste in Quiet
Summary:
Rook and Neve search for a lead.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The air inside Shadow Dragon HQ had grown stale with recycled heat and the faint tang of ink. The wardlights above their desks had dimmed slightly—enchanted to mimic the shift of daylight, though they offered no relief for tired eyes.
Stacks of notes, maps, field reports, and half-translated transcripts blanketed the desks in a paper storm that even Neve’s notoriously strict organized chaos couldn’t quite tame. Sigils marked with lyrium traces. Geographic overlays. Missing person grids. The beginnings of a red string board—minus the string—was starting to sprawl across Rook’s half.
“Venhedis,” Neve muttered, leaning back in her chair as she rubbed her temples. “It’s like they want us to drown in paperwork.”
Rook, pen between her teeth, flipped another page. “Because they do.”
The lyrium dagger, or “the key,” as Ashur had labeled it during the briefing, was central to every note in front of them. The Elven inscriptions were faint—enough that Rook had to enhance the scans on her computer screen just to decipher a few glyphs. Its construction demanded not only lyrium in terrifying quantities but also precise ritual channels—ones old enough that only the most capable factions of the Venatori would even be aware of them.
Neve pointed to one of the overlapping maps, her finger tracing a path across the city grid. “As much as I’d like to think the Venatori will hole themselves up in some catacomb or abandoned temple, I don’t think they’ll play it safe this time. I think they’re going public.”
Rook raised a brow. “You really think they’ve got the balls to pull that off? Especially with us breathing down their necks?”
“I think they want to be seen,” Neve said. “This isn’t just a summoning—it’s theater. Doctrine. Fear. Power. They’re not just performing a ritual—they’re sending a message.”
Rook frowned, reaching for a highlighter. “Makes sense. Let’s just hope they haven’t gotten that far yet.”
“Agreed.”
Rook clicked the cap back onto the marker. “So… the upper terrace of the Grand Archive? The Temple of Andraste? That old amphitheater near the Spillway?”
Neve gave her a look. “You really think they’d summon an Old God in the Temple of Andraste?”
Rook snorted. “Honestly? They totally would. Just to spit in the Chantry’s face.”
The joke lingered a moment too long in the silence that followed.
Then Rook exhaled. “And you think Aeila would be the one to pull it off.”
“I know she would,” Neve muttered. “She’s always had the ego for it. Remember when she tried to unseal a demon in the Catacombs? Just to prove she could one-up her predecessor?”
Rook grimaced. “Yeah, that sounds like her. Aeila’s smart, ambitious—and completely unhinged. She’d level half the city if it meant reviving Tevinter’s ‘glory.’”
Neve smirked but sobered quickly. “She’s not the only possibility.”
“No,” Rook agreed. “Felicia would do it for the glory alone. Crispin? He’s a coward, but he’s also an opportunist. If he thinks it’ll grant him favor with the Magisters, he’d be willing to sacrifice as many bodies as needed.”
Neve grimaced. “And that’s before we get to the quiet ones. The ones already nestled in the Magisterium. Untouchable because politics always outweigh justice.”
Rook leaned back, arms crossed. “We won’t know what they’re planning until they make a move.”
“True,” Neve said. “And after our little blunder in the sewers, they’ll be laying low for a while.”
“Any word from your contacts?”
Neve shook her head. “Nothing. Not even a whisper from the Threads… but one step at a time.”
Rook nodded. “Okay. So, step one is figure out what we’re chasing.”
“Right. And the twenty other questions that need answers?”
“That’s step two?”
“For now,” Neve smirked. She stood, stretching out her shoulder. “C’mon. I’m starving. Feel like grabbing something from Halos?”
Rook leaned back in her chair, arms stretching over her head until her spine gave a satisfying crack. She exhaled sharply. “Getting something to eat sounds like the best idea we’ve had all day.”
She reached for her forest green scarf, looping it around her neck before slinging her backpack over one shoulder. Neve was already shrugging into her overcoat, smoothing the lapels with practiced ease.
“Halos?” Neve asked.
“Halos,” Rook confirmed with a grin.
The two stepped out into the late morning light, weaving through the familiar bustle of Dock Town. The salty breeze whipped through the narrow streets, carrying with it the smell of the harbor—sea brine, grilled spices, and the distant tang of engine oil.
Halos's fish stall was just where it had always been, nestled at the edge of the boardwalk with its patched awning fluttering like a battle-worn banner. The old charcoal grill sizzled as the elven vendor flipped amberjack skewers with practiced flair—fish crisped golden around the edges, threaded between charred red onion petals, grilled pineapple, blistered cherry tomatoes, and bell pepper slices. The aroma alone made Rook’s stomach growl.
As Neve approached, Halos looked up and grinned, his long ears twitching with recognition. “Well, if it isn’t my favorite detective. You’re late. I was about to send out a search party.”
Neve rolled her eyes, amused. “Been busy chasing cults. You know how it is.”
His gaze shifted—and then did a double take as he spotted Rook beside her. His smile faded into wide-eyed surprise. “Mercar?”
Rook blinked. It had been years since anyone called her that with anything but suspicion or edge.
“Halos,” she greeted, uncertain, but a small smile crept onto her lips. “Still making the best skewers in Dock Town?”
“I do my best,” Halos said, recovering with ease. “Neve told me you left the Shadow Dragons, but here you are. You back for good?”
“Just for a while,” Rook replied dryly. “Not sure Dock Town’s ready for round two.”
Halos barked a laugh, already reaching for two skewers sizzling on the grill. “Then consider this a celebration. On the house—in honor of your return.”
Rook was about to protest, but he silenced her with a theatrical wave, handing each of them a skewer stacked with grilled amberjack, charred red onion petals, caramelized pineapple slices, cherry tomatoes, and blistered bell peppers—all kissed by flame and smoke.
“Let him,” Neve said around her first bite. “Thanks, Halos.”
“Don’t be a stranger this time, Mercar,” Halos called after them as they stepped away. “And don’t make her late again—she throws off my whole lunch rhythm.”
Rook glanced over her shoulder and saluted with her skewer. “No promises.”
They found a small table along the boardwalk, nestled between faded iron lampposts and weather-worn benches that faced the harbor. The sea breeze rolled in gentle and steady, ruffling Rook’s braid and sending the scent of salt and roasted fish curling through the air. She sat down with a sigh, letting her eyes trace the bobbing ships, the gulls circling overhead, the glint of sun on water.
Neve took the seat across from her, exhaling slowly as she stretched out her legs beneath the table. “I never get tired of this view,” she murmured, gaze lingering on the waves.
“I missed this,” Rook admitted, turning her face to the wind. “Not that my current view’s terrible… but I had some good memories here.”
Neve smiled behind a bite of grilled pineapple. “Dock Town tends to do that.”
Rook popped a cherry tomato into her mouth, humming in approval at the burst of flavor. As she chewed, Neve tilted her head, tone casual but curious.
“So… was Emmrich worried about you coming back on?”
Rook swallowed, smirking. “He sulked.”
Neve snorted.
“He wanted to drive me in—said it was just to see me off properly,” Rook added, nudging a charred pepper with her skewer. “But he respected it when I said no. Think he knew I needed to do this on my own. That… and he was probably feeding off my nerves.”
“Poor man,” Neve said, clearly amused. “He’s probably pacing the townhouse, fiddling with his rings over your emotional well-being.”
“Sounds like something he’d do,” Rook said with a laugh. “I am very loved, you know.”
Neve gave a mock sigh. “How envious.”
Rook grinned and pulled out her phone, tilting it slightly. “Smile.”
Neve gave her an unimpressed look but relented, raising her skewer slightly like a toast.
The camera clicked.
Rook checked the photo—casual, windswept, warm—and tapped out a message beneath it.
Rook: Finally on my lunch break. Neve is feeding me while we enjoy the harbor view.
Hope Spite is behaving and you’re having a good day!
Then she hit send.
And as the message disappeared with a soft woosh, Rook leaned back again, letting the sun hit her face. She let herself smile for just a heartbeat longer. Then, with a soft sigh, she straightened. “All right. Back to work.”
Neve was already licking her fingers clean and dabbing at her mouth with a napkin. “Don’t suppose you got a divine revelation while staring wistfully into the harbor?”
“Sadly, no,” Rook said, wiping her hands. “What about you?”
Neve stood and dusted off her coat. “Nothing. But this was a good excuse to stretch our legs.”
They tossed their skewers in a nearby bin and fell back into stride, the sound of gulls fading as they cut through a narrower street flanked by rune-scarred alleyways and hanging laundry. Back toward headquarters.
By the time they returned to the desks, a new folder had been dropped off—stamped with arcane tracking seals and a tag from Ritual Archives.
Rook cracked it open while Neve leaned over her shoulder.
“Looks like someone’s been busy,” Neve murmured, eyes scanning the notes. “Multiple Elven references to relics and rituals. That’s new.”
“Old, technically,” Rook muttered. “Leave it to Tevinter to steal Elven methods and claim them as their own.” She flipped to the next diagram. Her expression shifted. “Shit.”
“What?”
Rook tapped the edge of the diagram. “Feels like every report just gives me more questions than answers.”
Neve placed a hand on her shoulder and gave it a gentle squeeze. “Step one. Remember?”
Rook exhaled slowly. “Right… still, what the hell am I supposed to report to Tarquin?”
Neve smirked. “Yeah, that one’s all yours.”
Rook sifted through her growing pile of notes, muttering as she tried to separate speculative threads from actual leads. Neve watched her with a raised brow, amused by the way the gears in Rook’s mind had kicked into overdrive.
“You do know it’s only your first day back, right?”
Rook didn’t look up. “Bad habits.”
And it was. She could already feel herself slipping into the old rhythm—the relentless need to find a lead, to build a viable theory, to prove that she still belonged here. That she was still worthy of the title she once bore.
It was that same drive that had pushed her to exhaustion more times than she cared to admit. The same obsession that made her chase down every thread until it unraveled clean. Every victim saved, every criminal brought to justice, every thread tied in a knot tight enough to hold. She needed that. To feel useful. To prove to Ashur that he hadn’t made a mistake in trusting her.
But this wasn’t just about proving herself anymore.
The world—her world—was at stake. Fanatical cultists were plotting to tear it open at the seams, and Rook had only just started finding her footing again. She had good days now. A home. Someone waiting for her at the end of the day.
And she wasn’t about to let any of that burn.
Not without a fight.
Rook barely noticed the passage of time as she sifted through the latest stack of reports, eyes scanning for patterns, keywords—anything that might crack the case open. Her notes had started to sprawl, pages fanned out across her desk in an organized chaos only she could follow. She was mid-sentence in a scribbled margin when the sound of approaching footsteps pulled her from her trance.
“Mercar.”
The voice was familiar—friendly, laced with the ease of shared history.
Rook looked up.
Sergeant Hector stood before her, relaxed as ever, a lanyard looped around one calloused finger. “Thought I’d do the honors,” he said, handing it over. “Your official pass. Ritual Archives, Arcane Security, Artifice—the whole platter.”
Rook took it with a small smile and clipped it on in one fluid motion. “Thanks. How’ve you been?”
“Oh, you know. Same old. Hunting down charm scams, confiscating relics that misfire and turn people’s feet backwards for a week.” He sighed dramatically. “It’s been chaos. And all we got from you this whole time was Neve’s vague updates.”
She winced a little, guilt flickering across her features. “Yeah… that was kind of shitty of me. I just… needed a clean break.”
Hector nodded, his tone softening. “After that mess with Director Pavus? No one blames you. And I mean that.” He offered a small smile. “Still. It’s good to have you back, Mercar.”
Rook’s smile warmed slightly. “Good to be back. Sort of.”
He chuckled. “Just try not to go off the grid again. Makes the rest of us nervous.”
“No guarantees. But I shall be on my best behavior.”
“Good.” Hector’s tone shifted as he added, “Oh—and Tarquin wanted me to pass along a message. He said, and I quote, ‘If Mercar and Neve find anything useful, I’d like to hear about it. Preferably sooner rather than later.’”
Rook let out a breath somewhere between amusement and exasperation. “Of course he did.”
“He’s been in fine form today,” Hector deadpanned. “Anyway, thought I’d let you get back to it. I’ll be around if you need anything.”
“Appreciate it,” she said, watching him walk off before turning back to her notes.
The wardlights above their desks had dimmed to a soft amber glow, mimicking the late hour. The air inside HQ had grown thick with the weight of recycled heat, the scent of parchment, old ink, and the faint metallic tang of warding chalk. Rook had long since kicked off her boots beneath the desk, her socked foot tapping idly against a cabinet drawer as she squinted at a half-translated scroll.
Rook slumped back in her chair with a sigh that bordered on a growl. “If I read one more note about Elven rune inscriptions, I’m going to walk straight into the sea.”
Neve didn't look up. “Only if I get to push you in first.”
They both chuckled, though it was frayed around the edges.
“I’m calling it,” Neve declared, sitting up and stacking the reports into a semi-neat pile. “We’re not gonna find any answers today. Time to rest our buzzing minds.”
Rook stretched, spine popping, and rolled her shoulders before gathering her folders. “Sounds good. We’ll pick it up tomorrow.”
Together, they shrugged into their coats and stepped out into the cool Dock Town air. The city buzz had quieted into a low hum, the distant sound of ship horns blending with the rhythm of waves and the shuffle of streetlights flickering to life.
The townhouse was quiet, save for the soft clack of keys and the rustle of notes. Emmrich sat at his desk in the study, half-moon reading glasses perched low on his nose, one hand flipping through a thin stack of reports while his laptop screen cast a cool glow across the desk. The file in front of him was marked with the university seal—an active inquiry submitted for departmental review.
A Fereldan pathologist had submitted preliminary findings —but until the evidence was corroborated, it lingered on his desk, unresolved in the eyes of their superiors.
It detailed the remains of a human skeleton recently uncovered near the Korcari Wilds, exhibiting an unexplained phenomenon of bioluminescence. The bones themselves had begun to emit a faint, ghostly glow—especially after sundown. No residual magic, no fade leakage, no lyrium contamination noted. The illumination pulsed faintly in spots like it followed a vascular map, but no trace of blood or connective tissue remained.
Fascinating.
Emmrich tapped a note into the margin: Possible strain of phosphorescent algae? Spirit residue? Cross-reference with Fade-touched decay logs—see Rivain cadavers. Possibly bacterial in origin?
He was mid-sentence when the sound of the front door opening reached his ears.
His breath caught, just slightly. The door swung open, then shut with a familiar thunk, followed by the reassuring turn of the lock sliding back into place. A small exhale escaped him, though he didn’t move from his chair.
Then came her voice.
“Now this is a pleasant welcome from my little dark prince.” Rook’s tone was low, amused. Light. A warm thread woven with affection.
“Do you happen to know where my professor is?”
Silence.
“Well, don’t all answer at once.”
His smile deepened, unbidden. He could hear the soft thunk of her bag landing on the entryway table, then the steady rhythm of her footsteps echoing faintly against the hardwood floor. She moved slowly, meandering through the rooms, and he could picture it perfectly—her scarf still wrapped loosely around her neck, fingers brushing over the walls like she was rediscovering the space that had become hers in quiet increments.
He kept his eyes on the laptop screen, posture composed, pretending to still be focused on his notes even as anticipation curled warmly in his chest. The footsteps moved through the living room… and then—
A quiet creak.
One of the study’s double doors cracked open just enough to reveal a familiar face peeking through. Rook, her braid slightly windswept, cheeks faintly pink from the winter chill. Her eyes locked on him, full of warmth and something quietly wicked.
She was definitely thinking something dubious.
Emmrich kept his gaze on the laptop, eyes skimming over the report, but if he was honest, he was re-reading the same sentence for the third time. Mainly because he could feel her eyes on him.
Rook’s presence was quiet and loud at the same time, pushing his concentration of work to the back of his mind and tempting him to look at her.
He didn’t look up, but the corners of his mouth twitched.
“I can feel you staring at me,” he said dryly.
There was a beat of silence—then a soft scoff. “What gave me away?”
He slid his glasses off and set them carefully atop the open report. “I knew the moment you opened the front door,” he replied, voice low. “Spite may ignore you, but I don’t.”
Rook chuckled, slipping fully into the room with a purposeful saunter. She crossed to his desk and leaned on the edge, careful not to disturb the scattered notes and annotated texts. Her scarf hung loosely around her neck, cheeks still touched with pink from the walk home, and her eyes—sharp and mischievous—gleamed with quiet affection.
Emmrich reached for her hand without hesitation, fingers curling around hers as his thumb traced slow, thoughtful circles over her knuckles. Her skin was cool, but familiar.
“Come here,” he murmured, tugging gently.
She didn’t resist. With a smirk, Rook eased into his lap, wrapping an arm around his shoulders as her other hand idly toyed with the ends of his shirt collar. “I’m not crushing you, am I?”
Emmrich looked up at her, his expression dry but fond. “You couldn’t crush me if you tried,” he said, sliding his arm around her waist. “You fit exactly where I want you.”
She rested her hand against the side of his face, and he leaned into the touch without hesitation. The flicker of her heartbeat, the warmth radiating from her skin—everything about her presence quieted the restless corners of his mind.
“How was your day, darling?” he asked softly.
“It wasn’t as scary as I thought it’d be,” she murmured. “I forgot how much paperwork goes into casework.”
“Busy first day?”
“More like drowning in reports and feeling my brain overload from the information.”
Rook felt the soft brush of his mustache against her skin as he pressed a kiss to the inside of her palm. The sensation made her smile. When he whispered his welcome home, she guided his lips to hers in a kiss—unhurried and tender, lingering with all the meaning of a long day finally behind them.
She pulled back just slightly, her voice a quiet murmur against his. “How was your day?”
Ever composed, Emmrich adjusted his glasses and leaned back in his chair, careful not to disturb her perched weight. “Productive,” he said. “Manfred managed to complete his herb identification drills with only minor confusion between dawn lotus and embrium. Spite, meanwhile, took it upon himself to inspect the kitchen cabinets for hidden treasure.”
Rook snorted a laugh. “Did he find any?”
“He was able to find the cat grass treats but found them to be in a sturdy case of Tupperware.”
She laughed again, the sound lighting something in him.
Tilting her head, Rook studied him. “And you?”
Emmrich met her gaze, already seeing the truth in her eyes—the way they softened with affection, but held that quiet gleam of knowing. He sighed, one hand finding hers again as he rubbed his thumb gently across her knuckles.
“I… might have been distracted due to my worries about your day,” he confessed, “but I wouldn’t go so far as to say I was entirely beside myself.”
Her brow arched, amused. “Only a little?”
“Well,” he said, tone wry, “it was reassuring to see that picture of you and Miss Gallus out for lunch.”
She leaned forward and kissed him again—soft, brief, grateful.
“Good,” she murmured. “Because I was definitely thinking about you.”
From using his scarf to calm her nerves, to picturing a worried Emmrich pacing at home, wondering if she was doing all right—those little things had helped her keep the past at bay. Helped her focus on the present instead of her old mistakes.
Here, she was safe.
She was home.
The kitchen had taken on the golden hum of domestic ritual—warm light spilling over marble countertops and the steady, savory perfume of broth-soaked rice and roasting beets filling the space. Manfred stood dutifully by the stove, ladling vegetable stock into the risotto as Emmrich stirred with steady precision. The skeleton’s joints clicked faintly with each careful motion, his posture proud, like a craftsman overseeing his latest masterpiece.
Rook worked at the kitchen counter, sleeves pushed up as she arranged the roasted beet slices in a spiral around a bed of arugula and crumbled goat cheese. The rich magentas and ruby reds contrasted beautifully against the soft white, broken only by flecks of toasted walnuts and glistening vinaigrette. She glanced over at Manfred with a smirk.
“What do you think, Manfred? Too much artistry for a weeknight?”
Manfred gave an enthusiastic, rattling hiss that echoed faint approval.
Rook chuckled. “Thought so. Want to help me set the table?”
Another hiss—this one more eager. He set down the ladle after a quick look to Emmrich for permission, then padded off to the dining room, cradling the cutlery like treasure.
Emmrich’s gaze followed them with a warm, quiet smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. Watching them—his skeletal ward and the woman he loved—settle so naturally into shared space never failed to ease something tight in his chest. He’d prepared Manfred for Rook’s more frequent presence in the townhouse, explaining gently that she might start appearing without notice. He hadn’t expected resistance, but still—there had been a lingering worry.
Would Manfred adjust? Would he welcome her? Would the two of them get along without him as a buffer?
Apparently, yes. Emphatically.
Rook had been so patient with him. So effortlessly kind. And now, with Manfred parading across the dining room with a fork and napkin bundle in each bony hand, it felt like something quietly perfect had settled into place.
By the time dinner was served, the risotto had reached that creamy, glossy consistency Emmrich always aimed for—earthy wild mushrooms and fresh herbs folded into each bite, finished with a generous shave of aged pecorino. The beet salad gleamed on the side like a jewel.
Spite, of course, had been served his evening pâté in his preferred ceramic dish (placed at a safe distance from all human food, per Rook’s instruction). Manfred had been tasked with delivering it, which he did with great ceremony… until curiosity got the better of him.
With skeletal fingers, he hovered over the pâté and—perhaps to test texture, or simply out of misguided culinary interest—made an attempt to sample it for himself.
Spite’s response was swift and unamused.
A sharp, indignant thwap of paw against bone echoed through the kitchen as the cat swatted Manfred’s wrist with the offended grace of royalty.
Emmrich, who had witnessed the whole affair, sighed and raised an eyebrow. “Manfred,” he said with patient reproach, “we do not eat the cat’s dinner. Boundaries. Remember?”
The sad wisp hissed—not in protest, but in a sheepish clatter of apology—before retreating to his room, hands raised like a child caught mid-theft.
Rook laughed around a bite of risotto, shaking her head. “I didn’t know that Manfred could eat?”
“Oh, he doesn’t,” Emmrich muttered, glancing at the cat, who had resumed devouring his pâté as though starved. “But he’s become fascinated by the idea.”
They ate in companionable silence, soft music playing in the background, the occasional clink of cutlery filling the gaps. Rook had her feet tucked beneath her, hair slightly mussed and unbraided, scarf returned to its hook in the foyer. She chewed a slow bite of risotto, savoring the warmth as it settled in her chest.
The blend of wild mushrooms, herbs, and pecorino was rich, comforting—earthy in all the right ways. A soft hum escaped her, shoulders easing as the flavors spread across her tongue.
Across the table, Emmrich watched her with a subtle, knowing smile. He waited until she took another bite before speaking, his voice gentle—more curiosity than concern.
“So…” he began, swirling the wine in his glass. “Back in the thick of it already, I presume?”
She paused with her fork halfway up, then set it down with a faint clink. “Something like that.”
“Was it what you expected?” he asked, not prying—just open, attentive.
Rook breathed out a quiet laugh. “I’ll admit, the walk there felt like I was entering the Din’anshiral. Seeing old faces, being called by an old name… it was strange.”
“Old name?” he echoed.
“That’s right. You only know me as Ingellvar. When I was with the Shadow Dragons, I went by my mother’s maiden name—Mercar. It was a way to stay hidden.”
“Was it because of the dangers of the job?”
“That was part of it.” She shrugged. “Hearing it again after three years... it was like stepping into a version of myself I thought I’d buried.”
The weight of it had hung on her shoulders all morning. Standing outside the HQ door, staring at it like it might bite, her old name whispering in her ears. She still hadn’t told Emmrich everything—not because she didn’t trust him, but because saying the words would give them shape. It would make the past real again. And she didn’t want to do that. Not now. Not when she was trying so hard to move forward.
She was quietly grateful Emmrich hadn’t driven her. She knew he would’ve tried to soothe her nerves, but she hadn’t wanted to lean on that comfort—not when she was trying to prove she’d grown.
And in the end, she had.
She thought of Halos’s fish stand, of grilled skewers and Neve’s snide wit. “It wasn’t so bad once I was there,” she added, a thread of pride in her voice. “I mean it was definitely awkward, and tense… but I got through it. Having Neve there definitely helped.”
Emmrich watched the corners of Rook’s mouth curve into a tiny smile. Allowing him to have a breath of relief that she was able to confront whatever ghosts haunted her.
He nodded, his fingers brushing the stem of his glass. “Was it a productive day?”
“Sort of,” she sighed, gaze drifting to her bowl. “We came away with more questions than answers. Neve and I have theories, but nothing solid. And the Venatori are quiet—which is worse than hearing too much.”
Her brow creased as she nudged a mushroom with her fork. “It feels like we’re chasing shadows.”
Emmrich leaned forward slightly. “It’s only the first day, darling. You’ll find something.”
She smiled at that. “I know. It’s just the impatience talking.”
She lifted another bite of risotto, then tilted her head, voice softening. “But enough about me. Tell me about your day.”
Emmrich leaned back slightly, his wine glass forgotten as he began. “I was compiling my lecture notes for the new term when I found an interesting report circulating through the department—submitted from a pathologist in Ferelden, near the Korcari Wilds.”
Rook tilted her head. “That’s already a promising start.”
He smiled, eyes flicking toward her. “The remains of a human skeleton were discovered—badly decomposed, but otherwise unremarkable… except for one detail.”
She raised a brow.
“They were glow-in-the-dark.”
Rook blinked. “Glow?”
“Bioluminescence,” he clarified, voice warming with fascination. “Faint, but consistent. The bones themselves emit a soft phosphorescent glow, most visible after sundown. There’s no trace of blood or tissue left—just bare skeletal remains. But the glow appears to follow the outline of vascular pathways. It's as if whatever caused it respected the body’s original structure.”
Rook leaned her elbow on the table, chin resting against her hand. “So, what’s your theory, professor?”
Emmrich’s lips quirked. “Swamp region, decaying remains—it could be a strain of bioluminescent bacteria that infiltrated deep into the bone marrow. Or perhaps a phosphorescent algae that found the bones ideal for growth during decomposition. But the most curious theory…” He paused, tapping his fingers lightly against the stem of his glass. “Residual energy from the Fade. Exposure strong enough to leave a physical impression. A Fade-touched corpse.”
Rook watched him closely, noting the subtle light that crept into his eyes with every possibility he listed. The way his voice grew more animated, fingers gesturing faintly as though drawing the patterns in the air. She smiled.
“You really love this stuff,” she said softly, amused.
His gaze met hers, eyes still lit with thought. “I do,” he admitted. “It’s like unraveling a riddle that has no right answer—but every step forward tells you more about the world.”
“Did the report ever say what caused it?”
He shook his head. “I haven’t read that far yet. I wanted to form my own theories first. If I had to guess, I suspect they didn’t find a definitive answer—Ferelden’s pathology teams are diligent, but underfunded. Still, it makes for excellent material. My students always engage more when the mystery remains unsolved.”
Rook chuckled, nudging her empty wine glass forward. “Sounds like a fun mystery. I look forward to hearing what you figure out.”
“I’d be delighted to share my findings once I’ve finished reading the report. Cases this strange are rare—I wouldn’t be surprised if the pathologist tried to write a paper on it.”
“I bet you’ll go check after dinner just to see if they did.”
“You wound me,” he said with mock offense. “I was planning to give you my undivided attention.”
“And have me be the reason you don’t solve your mystery?” Her lips curved. “Go on, Professor. One of us should find their answer tonight and I highly suspect you will find greater success. I can find my own entertainment until your curiosity’s been sated.”
Emmrich sat still for a moment, as though something in him had just shifted. Her words—so casual, so freely given—echoed in the quiet space between them, warming places inside him he hadn't realized were still cold.
Of all the grand gestures and quiet offerings he had made in past relationships—each one measured, thoughtful, sincere—none had ever been met with this kind of grace. He’d always been the one who bent. Who stepped back. Who apologized for getting too swept up in a theory, for losing track of time in the depths of some arcane curiosity. He had loved deeply, but he had learned that passion could be seen as neglect, and that quiet devotion was sometimes mistaken for distance.
But Rook… Rook didn’t just accept that part of him—she embraced it. Without condition. Without agenda. No passive bartering, no lingering silences meant to reel him back. She simply let him be, because she wanted him happy, because she could see what this work meant to him.
And gods, his heart felt so full he didn’t know how to speak around it.
So instead, Emmrich reached out and rested his palm gently against her cheek, thumb brushing the curve of her jaw. She leaned into the touch without hesitation. That alone nearly undid him.
He leaned forward and kissed her—a soft, lingering kiss full of quiet reverence and everything he couldn’t find the words for. When he pulled back just slightly, his voice was low, unsteady with sincerity.
“I am… truly a fortunate man,” he murmured against her lips, “to be with a soul as generous as yours.”
Rook smiled into the next kiss, slow and amused. “I wouldn’t go so far as to say that generous,” she teased. “I can be greedy when I want to be.”
Her eyes gleamed. “And if you’re looking to repay that generosity… I might have a few ideas.”
His quiet laugh vibrated against her skin. “I had a feeling you would.”
Dinner had come and gone, the warmth of the meal lingering like an ember in the air. Emmrich had returned to his study, the double doors left open so he could see into the living room.
Rook was curled on the settee, legs tucked beneath her, nose buried deep in a book. She’d just come from the shower—hair swept into a loose, damp twist, a comfortable sweater slouching slightly off one shoulder, and those sleeping shorts that showed off the soft-toned legs he’d come to admire far too often. She looked completely at ease, utterly herself.
The soft crackle of the fire filled the room alongside the gentle clack of his keyboard, a quiet domestic symphony that needed no conversation. Occasionally, Emmrich would glance up from his laptop, just to watch her.
She was animated as ever—the furrow of her brows when the plot thickened, the scrunch of her nose at something cringeworthy (yet she read on, ever hopeful it would improve), the dramatic eye rolls, and then that wide grin followed by a stifled squeal and a few triumphant air kicks. Maker, she was adorable like this.
It was hard to look away.
He returned to his notes with a small smile tugging at his lips. The case report had proved even more rewarding than anticipated. The Ferelden pathologist behind it had already begun drafting a formal paper—though it had yet to be published. As for the glowing bones, the mystery had found its answer: a rare strain of bioluminescent bacteria, introduced through wounds sustained near the time of death. Within the peculiar conditions of the Korcari Wilds—its damp air, rot-heavy soil, and slow decay—the bacteria had flourished, leaving behind the faint vascular glow that shimmered through the skeleton like threads of ghostly fire.
From the x-rays and enhanced photographs, the story had begun to take shape. The victim had likely fallen to a blighted predator, the ragged wounds a grim signature. Tragic timing had sealed their fate, the bacteria taking root in the injuries and claiming the body as its canvas.
The identity of the deceased remained unknown, but the phenomenon itself was remarkable—equal parts grotesque and strangely poetic.
His eyes drifted back to Rook once more.
Still reading. Still glowing in her own way.
And Emmrich, caught between decay reports and firelight, realized that this quiet, domestic moment—book in hand, warmth in his gaze, and the woman he adored just within reach—was its own kind of magic.
Satisfied with his research, the professor closed his laptop, removed his reading glasses, and rose from his seat. With a quiet breath, he crossed the room to where his love waited.
Notes:
I'm back!! Had a wonderful break. I got to be obsessed with a new video game, did some bed rotting, and gave in to the desires of Uber Eats.
I did re-read my work and made some edits because holy cow did I leave some errors.
But we're back to our regular scheduled program of posting!!
Chapter 49: Chapter 49 - Like Fire Through the Leaves
Summary:
Emmrich rewards Rook for her patience.
Chapter Text
Rook was deep into the latest Sword & Shields installment, curled on the settee with her legs tucked beneath her and the fire crackling a few feet away. The book was ridiculous in all the best ways—dramatic, indulgent, with a romance between the female Knight-Captain and an honorable Guard-Captain. One of her guilty pleasures, as Varric had so kindly labeled it before handing her a stack taller than her forearm.
“You’re going to need these,” he’d said, patting the stack on the counter with the air of a man bestowing treasure. “Something to pass the time.”
Rook narrowed her eyes at the pile. “Should I be concerned that every single one is written by you?”
Varric gave a mock-wounded look. “Hey, you’re holding literary gold there. Signed copies, no less.”
She raised an eyebrow. “So generous. Truly. How ever will I repay you?”
“Rook says sarcastically.” He rolled his eyes. “You know my publisher dumps crates of these on me. I figured it was either give them to you or send them to Seeker, who’ll appreciate such literature.” He leaned a hip against the counter, smirking. “Besides, once the shop starts running, you’ll want something to keep you sane between customers and tea orders.”
“Varric, I’m learning how to own a tea shop. I doubt I’ll have time to read all of these.”
“Trust me, kid. You’ll make time,” he said with a grin.
Maker, he always had a way of knowing. And she’d never tell him aloud, but the books had helped. Gave her something soft to sink into when things started feeling sharp. The added mystery and conspiracy plots were fun to decipher as well.
She was halfway through a passage involving a duel, a misunderstanding, and an inconveniently timed shirtless scene when a shadow fell across her page.
Rook looked up, blinking. Emmrich stood in front of her, silhouetted by the firelight and blocking her reading lamp. His expression was amused, eyes glinting through the warm golden hue of the room.
He tilted his head slightly and looked to the side.
“Spite,” he said gently, “might I cut in?”
The cat, curled at her side, narrowed his eyes in mild displeasure—but after a deliberate, grumbling stretch, he hopped off the cushion and wandered off with regal disdain.
Emmrich sank into the newly vacated spot, close enough that his shoulder brushed hers. The warmth of him settled against her, and her lips curved faintly.
“So… did you figure it out?” she asked, tilting her head toward him, eyes lazy and full of affection.
He didn’t need clarification. His thumb brushed along the edge of her arm, slow and thoughtful.
“It was a bacterial strain,” he murmured. “Mycotherma phosphoratis. Incredibly rare, only observed in regions with both heavy decay and high ambient humidity. It managed to enter the victim’s bloodstream through a wound—probably during or shortly after death. The conditions in the Korcari Wilds allowed it to thrive.”
Rook’s brows lifted slightly. “That’s… kind of cool. A simple bacteria giving ancient remains an air of mysticism.”
“It is,” he agreed. “A strange kind of poetry. Death, decay, and light.”
She rested her head on his shoulder, letting the warmth of him settle around her like a blanket.
“So,” she murmured, lips curving just slightly, “did you come all this way just to share your findings… or was there another reason?”
Emmrich’s voice was low and fond as he replied, “Can’t a man visit the woman he adores simply to bask in her presence?”
Rook tilted her head, smile sharpening. “As sweet as that is, Professor… I can think of a few other things you could do.”
He chuckled, the sound quiet and warm. “If you insist.”
Emmrich tipped her chin upward with a light touch, guiding her into the kiss—soft at first, a quiet expression of affection that lingered just long enough to make her sigh into it. But then it deepened, slow and coaxing, as if he were savoring the feel of her lips against his, and Rook leaned back into the couch cushions with a breathless ease, pulling him with her.
He settled above her, one hand resting at her waist while the other cradled the side of her neck, his rings cool against her warmed skin. His thumb brushed along her jawline, tilting her chin just so as he gently urged her lips to part for him. She obeyed, and the kiss became something more—something rich with intent, with yearning.
Her fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt, one hand sliding to the nape of his neck while the other held to the curve of his shoulder. Her leg hooked around his waist, drawing him in until there was no space left between them. Their hips met in a slow, instinctive press—just enough friction to spark a shared heat that simmered beneath the surface, quiet but undeniable.
She always loved kissing Emmrich. The way his mustache tickled her upper lip, the softness of his mouth against hers—it never failed to leave her breathless. Her teeth grazed his lower lip, a teasing nip that earned a deepened kiss in return. She felt his hand brush the outline of her jaw.
His other hand slipped beneath the hem of her sweater, trailing a path of warmth as he found the curve of her breast. His palm cupped it fully, fingers kneading the soft swell with a tender hunger. The bangles at his wrist clinked faintly with every shift, metal against skin in rhythm with his exploration. He gave equal attention to the other, his touch unhurried but deliberate, worshipful in its precision.
Rook’s moans were caught in his mouth, swallowed by kisses that left her dazed and wanting. When his lips broke away to trace a path along her jaw and to her ear, she felt his breath hot against her skin.
“You fit so perfectly in my hands,” he murmured, voice rough with awe and want. “Like the Maker created you just for me.”
Her breath hitched, the truth in his voice anchoring her in the haze of pleasure. And with every brush of his lips and touch of his hands, she believed him.
“Emmrich…” she breathed, breath hitching as his mouth lingered near her ear.
He hummed against her skin, lips brushing the shell of her ear before trailing back down her neck. “Tell me,” he whispered, voice like velvet and smoke. “What would you like me to do to you?”
Rook shivered beneath him, fingers curling into his shirt. “Don’t you already know?” she rasped. “You always do.”
“Mmm,” he replied, a low, pleased sound. “But tonight, I want to hear you say it. I want to hear your desires in your own words.”
His hand left the softness of her chest and glided lower—slow and reverent. Across her stomach, lingering at the gentle dip of her navel, until it reached the curve of her hip. He paused there, his fingers brushing the faint scar she bore—a mark that never failed to make her gasp when touched. He did so now, watching the way her body reacted, her breath catching on instinct.
Then he moved again, fingertips ghosting along the edge where fabric met skin, teasing the waistband of her shorts and underwear. Rook felt his gaze on her, felt the heat in the space between them shift and deepen. His eyes had darkened—not just with lust, but with intent. Worshipful. Waiting.
“What do you want from me, Rook?” he asked again, his voice lower now. Anchored. Patient. “I want to hear it.”
She swallowed, caught in the coil of heat and the weight of his attention. Her fingers slipped up to cradle the back of his neck, grounding herself in the steady thrum of want blooming beneath her skin.
“Why are you giving me the power tonight?” she asked, her voice a hush of curiosity, her lips brushing his cheek.
Emmrich smiled, slow and maddening. “Because I wish to repay your generosity,” he murmured. “And because I want to make certain…” He leaned in, lips hovering over hers, gaze locked with hers. “That you're thoroughly, exquisitely satisfied.”
He could see it—the shift in her eyes. The slow, darkening burn of desire flickering there, bolder than before. Rook had never shied from surrendering to his touch, to being unraveled by him. But this? This gentle request for her to speak her desires aloud… it was new. Deliberate. And she took it seriously.
His fingers still played at the edge of her waistband, patient, teasing. Waiting.
She inhaled slowly, grounding herself, and then let the words fall softly between them. “I want to change positions.”
Emmrich blinked, momentarily surprised by the shift in her tone—confident, warm, and edged with something sultry. He eased off her at once, his hands lingering just long enough to savor the feel of her before she gently pressed against his chest, coaxing him to move.
She guided him until he was seated upright, his back resting comfortably against the armrest of the couch. His legs stretched out along the cushions, posture relaxed but curiosity keen in his gaze. Rook hovered above him for a moment, straddling the space between his legs with a slow, controlled grace, her hands braced against his shoulders.
He waited—quiet, reverent—as her hand slid from his collarbone to his chest, pressing lightly over the steady rhythm of his heart.
“The only thing I want from you right now,” she whispered, “is for you to enjoy yourself.”
Her hand began to travel lower, fingers gliding down his torso, over the neat row of buttons, until she reached his trousers. She pressed her palm against the growing heat there—firm, intentional. The contact made him gasp, his breath catching in his throat as his hips stirred reflexively beneath her.
His voice was a low, breathy protest. “Darling… this was supposed to be about your pleasure.”
Rook’s lips curved into a grin. “Oh, sweet Emmrich,” she teased, rubbing him slowly through the fabric, feeling the way he throbbed with need beneath her hand. “It is. Watching you become hot and bothered? Hearing you moan just for little old me?” Her lips brushed the shell of his ear, her breath hot against his skin. “That’s the fastest way to get me wet.”
Her words landed with all the weight of a spell, dark and sweet. Emmrich shivered, his head tipping back as a groan slid from his throat. One arm rose, bracing against the back of the settee, hand clutching the velvety fabric like an anchor.
“I fear I’ve started something that’ll be my undoing,” he said, voice husky with anticipation.
She smiled wickedly, eyes gleaming. “Don’t worry, Professor,” she purred, dragging her fingers along the waistband of his trousers. “I plan to take very, very good care of you.”
Rook reached up and gently pulled the clip from her hair, letting the waves tumble free across her shoulders. The loose strands framed her face in soft curves as she leaned in, tilting Emmrich’s chin toward her. Her lips captured his in a kiss that was slow and deep, a silent promise threaded in every movement. Her other hand slid beneath the layers of fabric, fingers trailing down until they met the heat of him.
He could feel his cock stir beneath her touch, his body betraying the desire he tried to contain. She smiled against his lips as her hand slipped further, freeing him from the confines of his trousers with practiced ease. The moment he sprang free, she pulled back just enough to admire him—her fingers curling gently around the base of his length, stroking with quiet reverence.
A low groan rumbled in his chest, stifled but undeniable.
Rook pressed a kiss to his jawline, then lower—to the hollow of his throat, to the edge of his collarbone—until her mouth followed the trail of her gaze. Her breath ghosted over him, warm and slow, and when she reached his cock, she took in the sight with a hunger that was half-devotion, half-possession.
“I’ll never get tired of seeing you like this,” she purred, her voice thick with desire. “And I’ll never stop craving the way you feel inside me—every inch, every time.”
She rubbed her cheek along his length like she might memorize him by sensation alone. Savoring the scent of him, the warmth, the weight. The picture she made—hair cascading in waves, eyes dark with intent, lips brushing his shaft like a lover’s vow—was nothing short of divine.
And Emmrich, undone by her worshipful attention, could do nothing but stare in awe.
How had he found her? How had he earned this wonder?
How had he been so lucky to be loved by a creature like her?
Rook could see it in his face—the reverence, the heat. The way his hazel eyes shimmered with a faint emerald gleam, his parted lips drawing in shallow, heady breaths. Desire radiated from him, tangible and taut. She kissed the base of his cock and looked up at him, eyes dark with mischief and intent. In the depths of her soul, she knew she was going to savor every second of this.
Straightening slowly, she peeled off her sweater, revealing the smooth, bare skin beneath—her breasts rising softly with each breath, nipples already pebbled from anticipation. Emmrich’s gaze devoured her.
Then she leaned down again, lips brushing a kiss to the tip of him before her mouth opened to take him in. Her tongue circled the head first, savoring the weight, the warmth, the taste—before sliding further, her lips sealing over him with practiced grace.
He gasped, the sound half-caught in his throat. Her mouth felt divine—hot, wet, and sinfully precise. His hand gripped the velvet of the couch as her moan vibrated around him, and the sensation made his jaw clench, breath stuttering. His other hand slipped into her hair, threading through the loosened waves as she bobbed in slow, deliberate rhythm.
Emmrich’s length and girth were never something Rook could take lightly—not with the way he filled her mouth, her lips stretching to accommodate him as she moved with growing confidence. What began as careful, deliberate control soon yielded to a deeper, more insistent hunger. Every flicker of strain in his composure only drove her on—the quiet gasps, the fractured praises tumbling from his lips, the faint salt of his pre-cum slicking her tongue. Her hand stroked along his shaft in perfect rhythm with her mouth, coaxing more of those helpless sounds from him. Obscene, decadent noises that only made her want to take him deeper. Delicious.
She was savoring every moment of this.
“Ah,” he hissed, his voice low and rough. “Oh Rook, you feel… exquisite.”
Maker, he wasn’t going to last.
The soft, wet sounds of her mouth working him over, paired with the occasional moan that sent vibrations curling along his shaft, were unraveling him. Her hips shifted subtly with each movement, her breasts brushing against his thighs—warm, heavy, and sinfully tempting. She drew back for a breath with a wet, deliberate pop, her mouth releasing him as a thin strand of slick clung before breaking. And her eyes—Maker help him—when she met his gaze, they burned with such unrestrained passion that fire licked down his spine.
His hand clenched in her hair, a low growl building in his throat as his hips arched to meet her mouth, his self-restraint fraying at the edges. The only thing anchoring him to sanity was the desperate grip on the couch and the half-muttered verse from the Canticle of Threnodies that he clung to like a prayer.
Still, it wasn’t enough to stop the inevitable. Her skill, her eagerness, the sheer devotion she poured into the act—it chipped away at every remaining defense.
She was chasing his pleasure with such purpose, such reverence, that he could only groan her name—raw and helpless—his composure hanging by a thread.
But just as Rook shifted, ready to take him deeper, a sound broke the haze.
Footsteps.
From the stairs.
Both of them froze as soon as they heard the creak of footsteps descending the stairs.
In a flash of panic, Emmrich flicked his wrist, summoning the throw blanket from the nearby armchair with a quick snap of magic. It whooshed into his hand—draping strategically over Rook and his still very obvious arousal.
Rook had started to pull away at the sound, but Emmrich’s hand—still tangled in her hair—gently guided her back to his chest. She buried her face in his shoulder, her breath hot against his collarbone. Her ears were red. His cheeks weren’t faring much better.
At the base of the stairs, Manfred appeared.
The skeletal wisp tilted his head, emerald goggles fixed on the two of them beneath the blanket. A curious hiss followed—one that sounded just a touch accusatory.
Emmrich, still catching his breath, straightened his posture and answered with as much poise as he could muster. “Ah, Manfred. Not to worry. Rook and I are simply… enjoying each other’s company.”
Another hiss. The wisp gestured broadly, to Rook who looked slightly uncomfortable and a shade of blush that made his ward seem concerned.
“Oh no, she’s perfectly fine,” Emmrich said smoothly, though the faint rasp in his voice betrayed him. “I assure you that all is well.”
Manfred didn’t seem convinced. With a suspicious hiss, he turned and wandered into the kitchen while Emmrich tried to remain composed, Rook's hand slid beneath the blanket—fingers wrapping around him again with infuriatingly delicate precision.
His lungs stuttered. He glanced down at her, but her face remained buried against his neck, and he swore he could feel the wicked grin forming on her lips.
Maker preserve me.
Rook's strokes became more confident—firm, slick from her earlier efforts and his own want. His hips threatened to jerk forward, but he stayed perfectly still, barely daring to breathe.
From the kitchen came the distinct clatter of ceramic.
Manfred hissed helpfully, in a tone that sounded like him offering to make the both of them tea.
Emmrich’s fingers curled into the velvet of the settee to the point of his knuckles turning white, his voice tight. “N-no thank you. We’re fine.”
Rook kissed his neck, her lips warm and soft against the racing pulse at his throat. He closed his eyes from the tingles it sent down his spine from the friction she was giving him to her devilish teases.
Manfred paused, then noticed the abandoned sweater on the floor. With a curious rattle, he pointed at it. The noise that came from the wisp sounded like he had said, Laundry?
He stooped to retrieve it.
“Ah—no, leave that! Just—just leave it, please.” Emmrich said—his voice tighter than usual, strained with effort. Then, realizing the edge, he softened, drawing a steadying breath. “That can stay where it is, if you don’t mind.”
The skeleton straightened, clearly puzzled. Emmrich took a steadying breath, trying not to lose what remained of his composure.
“Manfred,” he said carefully, “Rook and I would like some privacy for the evening. Privacy. We’ve spoken about the concept, yes?”
The wisp gave a cheerful nod but didn’t leave the room. Despite the situation, Rook let out a quiet laugh, while Emmrich harrumphed—doing his best to maintain patience she knew was rapidly wearing thin under her relentless minstrations.
“Just the two of us, Manfred. Perhaps now would be a good time to practice your writing exercises in your room.”
There was a long pause. Then, with a final hiss—either agreement or perhaps disappointment at the mention of assignments—Manfred turned and shuffled back up the stairs.
As the last of the footsteps faded, Emmrich let out a long, beleaguered breath and covered his face with one hand.
Rook giggled into his shoulder, still curled against him beneath the blanket.
Peeking between his fingers, Emmrich met her eyes—dark and playful, the green glow in his still simmering. His expression was part exasperation, part awe.
“You,” he muttered, voice hoarse, “are a menace.”
Rook’s hand remained wrapped around Emmrich’s cock, her strokes slow and purposeful as she felt him twitch beneath her touch. His restraint had frayed thread by thread… and she had every intention of unraveling him completely.
She glanced up at him with that unmistakable gleam in her eye, voice silk-wrapped in mischief. “Now… where were we?”
Emmrich let out a breathy, disbelieving laugh—equal parts flustered and helplessly enamored—as she shifted back down between his legs, her chestnut hair cascading over his thighs in soft, tumbling waves.
“Is it alright if we pick up where we left off?” she asked, her lips brushing the tip of his cock, feather-light.
His eyes fluttered half shut. “Would it even matter if I said no?”
Her smirk deepened. “Probably not. I do enjoy a challenge, after all.”
The Maker, it seemed, had spared neither mercy nor dignity for this poor, besotted necromancer.
And with that, she returned to her wicked work.
This time, there was no slow build—no hesitation. Rook took him into her mouth with fervor, her hunger driving her movements with intoxicating rhythm. She sucked him in, deeper and deeper, her tongue curling and pressing in tandem with each descent. The sounds—wet, obscene, desperate—rose around them in the quiet room, echoing off velvet and firelight.
Emmrich gasped, one hand fisting the couch, the other finding its home tangled in her hair once more. His hips jerked forward on instinct, swallowed by the heat and wetness of her mouth, and he groaned her name like a prayer just barely held back by discipline.
She moaned around him—deliberately, wantonly—the vibrations tearing a strained pant from his lungs.
“Rook,” he rasped, voice fraying. “I’m—gods—Just like that.”
The words were all the encouragement she needed. Her pace quickened, deeper, faster, her cheeks hollowing with every suck. Her eyes burned as she looked up at him—locking with his as he stared down in awe, undone by the sight of her. Her throat worked around him, her focus single-minded, driven by the way his praises slipped into curses and gasps.
Her vision blurred at the corners. Her core ached with heat.
But her only goal was his surrender.
Emmrich couldn’t tear his eyes away from her. Rook was resplendent—dangerous in the most exquisite way. She gave herself fully to the moment, and he watched, helpless and undone, as his climax overtook him.
With a choked cry, he spilled into her mouth, his cock pulsing against the back of her throat. His hips trembled, the last of his composure unraveling as his fingers curled tightly in her chestnut waves, holding her there. He could feel the subtle contractions of her throat as she swallowed everything he offered—every drop claimed by her with reverent hunger.
His breath came in ragged pulls, his vision swimming with aftershocks. When he finally looked down, Rook was rising from her position, her eyes gleaming with dark satisfaction. Her chin was slick—shining with spit and the remnants of his release.
Before Rook could get a word out, Emmrich surged forward and claimed her mouth in a bruising kiss—no warning, no restraint. His tongue swept into her, hungry and wild, tasting the last remnants of himself still coating her tongue. The sheer intimacy of it—the possession, the wickedness—made her head spin.
His hands roamed her bare skin with reckless abandon, palms dragging over the heat of her waist, her hips, the soft curve of her back. She arched into him with a soft gasp, surrendering gladly to the frenzy unraveling between them.
They parted only when breathing demanded it, their lips still brushing, foreheads pressed together as they panted against each other. Dazed and drunk on heat, Rook barely had time to adjust before Emmrich scooped her up from the settee—her legs instinctively wrapping around his waist, arms anchoring around his shoulders.
His rings bit deliciously into the backs of her thighs, and she felt the tension in his body like a live wire—barely leashed, ready to snap. Emmrich carried her with purposeful strides, up the stairs and through the threshold of his bedroom. The door slammed behind them with a resounding thud, the lock snapping into place with a flick of his magic.
Then came the press of her back against the cool wood—startling against the fire licking beneath her skin. A breathless yelp escaped her, but it melted into a moan as Emmrich’s tongue dragged a hot, reverent stripe up her chest to the hollow of her throat.
His grip on her thighs tightened, possessive, before he buried his mouth against her breasts. He sucked and bit at the soft flesh, lavishing each nipple with attention—slow pulls, sharp flicks, open-mouthed kisses that made her arch into him. Rook clutched at his shoulders, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt as her body trembled beneath the worship of his tongue.
Then, without a word, he lowered her just enough to strip her bare—her shorts and underwear lost in a single, fluid motion. She gasped as the cool air kissed her exposed heat, her hips twitching in response. A growl of satisfaction rumbled in his throat as he set her down briefly, only to guide her backward again—his hands already trailing over her hips, her thighs, anywhere his mouth hadn’t yet claimed.
But when she looked up at him, what she saw made her breath catch.
His hair was mussed from her earlier touch, his chest rose and fell in shallow, ragged breaths, and his dark hazel eyes—burning with want—fixed on her like a man starved. That look alone made her thighs clench, made her skin tingle with heat.
He looked utterly feral. Like she was his next breath, his next obsession. Like he was about to devour her.
And the most dangerous part?
She wanted him to.
The anticipation coiled in her belly, sharp and electric. Whatever he was about to do to her—whatever edge he was chasing now—she knew she was going to love every bit of it.
Rook kicked the fabric aside, her breath unsteady as she met his gaze. What she saw there—pure, burning focus, a storm barely leashed—made her knees weaken all over again.
Emmrich pressed a lingering kiss to her lips before sinking to his knees, his hands trailing down her thighs as he rasped, “Open.”
Her breath hitched. She obeyed.
One of his hands slid beneath her thigh, lifting it over his shoulder to open her fully to him. His fingers dug into her skin, steadying her with a possessive grip as he leaned in—and dragged his tongue in one slow, deliberate lick from her entrance up to her swollen clit.
Rook shivered violently, her hands flying to his shoulders for balance as her knees threatened to buckle.
“Maker,” she gasped.
He chuckled low against her. “Eager already?” he purred, tasting her again. “You always taste like ambrosia… something stolen from the Golden City and given to me alone.”
His tongue moved in practiced strokes—worshipful and ravenous. And then came something new.
The air shifted.
Magic hummed faintly.
A soft pulse surged from his tongue, sending a vibrating jolt through her most sensitive flesh. Rook’s mouth fell open in a soundless gasp, her fingers tightening on his shoulders.
He smiled against her.
Then did it again.
“Maker’s balls,” she breathed. “You can do that?”
The words left her in a rasp of stunned delight, hips twitching at the memory of the pulse. It hadn’t just been the pressure or the rhythm—it was the magic, threaded so intimately through the movement that it felt as if he were kissing the very core of her being.
She’d known the way spells could clash, clash or calm, the way magical signatures repelled or harmonized. But this… this was something else entirely. The warmth of his Fade-touched energy curled into hers like silk—familiar yet foreign, sparking a bright ache in her belly as it resonated through her.
It was intoxicating.
Exhilarating.
Her voice was half-laugh, half-moan. The magical pulses from him were syncing with something in her—a warm thrum that buzzed through her nerves and echoed in her core. It felt intimate and all-consuming, a resonance that left her hips moving to meet his mouth in desperate rhythm.
She whimpered his name—needy, breathless.
He took it as his cue.
Emmrich slid two ringed fingers inside her with aching care, and Rook cried out softly, her back arching as she clenched around the intrusion. His free hand gripped her thigh tighter, spreading her wider, holding her open so he could feast on her properly.
His fingers curled, thrusting with growing intensity, the pads brushing against her sweetest spot.
“Ah—Emmrich—”
He watched her come undone above him, her head falling back, her body shuddering against the doorframe. Her moans—strained and stifled—only fueled him more.
“If you keep clinging like that,” he growled, breath hitching, “you’ll steal my rings. And I’ll have no choice but to come looking for them.”
Rook let out a strangled laugh that dissolved into a cry as he found that spot again—and didn’t let up.
“You’re doing so well,” he murmured. “So beautiful when you fall apart. I wish I could hear you scream my name. But we wouldn’t want to alarm our dear Manfred, would we?”
Emmrich could feel it—the trembling edge of her restraint, the desperate yearning pulsing through every clench of her body. Rook was close, chasing that high, aching for it. But he wasn’t going to give it to her.
Not yet.
He wanted to build it. To coax her into something deeper. To hold her in that sacred tension until the floodgates broke of their own accord.
She whimpered, hips pressing toward his mouth, nails digging into his shoulders. The pressure of her grip promised bruises, and he welcomed them like offerings—marks he would wear proudly, a testament to her need for him.
“My love, you don’t have to chase it,” he said, his voice rough velvet against her inner thigh. “It’s inevitable… indomitable. Let it come to you.”
And then he slid a third finger inside her.
Her whole body arched with a cry muffled into the back of her hand, her walls fluttering as if startled by the sudden fullness. Emmrich curled his fingers just so, and Rook writhed beneath his mouth, her breath fracturing into sharp, helpless gasps.
She was exquisite like this—bare, trembling, teetering on the edge of bliss.
And he was not a kind man tonight.
He doubled down, thrusting his fingers in a relentless rhythm that had her clawing at him, chasing friction, her body bucking in helpless response. His mouth returned to her slick folds, his tongue working in tandem, relentless and reverent. Every flick and thrust was precise. Calculated. Designed to ruin her.
She bit down hard on her lip, trying to silence the sounds that clawed at her throat—but they still slipped free. A whimper of his name. A gasping, broken plea.
“I—I feel something coming,” she managed to whisper, dizzy with the mounting pleasure.
Emmrich looked up, his eyes burning bright—glowing with that telltale green, like a storm churning behind the calm of his gaze.
And then, just as she reached that final thread of composure, he pulsed his magic.
Not through his tongue this time—but through his fingers.
The sensation was devastating.
The moment it surged through her, concentrated and warm and curling against her core, the dam shattered. Her nails dug deep, and the world narrowed to nothing but the pleasure he gave her.
Rook shattered—beautifully, completely—into the hands and mouth of the man who adored her.
But this wasn’t like any release she had known before. No, this was something else entirely. A climax born of devotion, of magic, of a lover who knew every inch of her with reverent precision. It surged through her like wildfire—fierce, all-consuming, divine.
Fire licked through her veins, molten and unrelenting. Her thighs clenched around his shoulders as her body convulsed, pleasure wracking her in rhythmic shockwaves that pulsed from her core to her fingertips. Every nerve was alight, sparking and burning with sensation. She writhed helplessly, caught in the torrent, unable to ground herself as her muscles quivered from the overwhelming intensity.
A strangled cry escaped her lips—one that no amount of biting down could suppress—as her climax crested. She felt the gush before she registered it, her love spilling from her in earnest. Emmrich groaned his approval against her, lapping up everything she gave him with that insatiable tongue, not relenting until the flow had slowed, until her spasms softened into aftershocks.
Even then, he lingered—his mouth gentle, coaxing, savoring. Like a man worshipping at an altar he could never get enough of.
Rook’s head fell back with a soft thud against the door, her eyes fluttering open to a haze of light and tears. The stars weren’t just in her mind—she saw them, bursting behind her eyelids, brilliant and blinding.
She felt ruined. Unmade. Gloriously undone.
And as the last tremor passed through her, a breathless laugh tumbled from her lips. “Oh Maker…” she whispered, dazed and gasping.
Emmrich helped her ride through the vicious climax, his mouth never straying far until every aftershock had passed and the last remnants of her pleasure were coaxed from her. Rook’s legs trembled, her body boneless against the door. She thought for a moment she might collapse—but Emmrich was already there, rising smoothly from his knees, catching her before gravity could claim her.
They hovered there, face to face, breath to breath. Her chest heaved, flushed and radiant, and his gaze—dark, reverent—devoured every inch of her.
His fingers slipped from her slick folds, earning a breathy stutter from her lips as her body twitched in lingering sensitivity. He dragged the wetness down her thigh in a slow, possessive smear, then pressed a kiss to her temple—his voice low, nearly trembling with awe.
“You were divine, darling,” he whispered. “Utterly divine.”
Rook couldn’t summon a clever quip, not yet. She only looked at him—eyes still hazy, but burning with affection so raw and unguarded that it made his breath catch.
That look alone was his undoing.
He felt the heat stir again, low and powerful, his second wind blooming from the depths of that worship and want. He leaned closer, brushing his lips along the delicate shell of her pointed ear, letting his teeth gently graze the edge. She shivered, the twitch of her ear betraying her lingering sensitivity.
He smiled, wicked and reverent all at once.
“I’m not done with you,” he murmured, voice hoarse and edged with hunger. “If you’ve still got one more in you, darling… I’d like to continue.”
Oh gods, she thought, dazed and already aching again.
She might not survive the night.
Emmrich didn’t let her go far—not when she looked like her knees might still betray her. Instead, he wrapped his arms around her and swept her up again, carrying her across the room with steady, purposeful steps. The edge of the bed met the backs of her thighs as he gently set her down, her bare skin sinking into the cool, soft linens. Her hair spilled across his sheets like a dark, chestnut halo, and she leaned back on her elbows, watching him with a lazy, sated smile and half-lidded eyes.
He stood before her, chest still heaving faintly, his eyes devouring the sight of her laid out for him like something sacred.
And then—finally—he peeled off his shirt.
Rook watched, biting her bottom lip as pale skin and lean muscle came into view, the flicker of candlelight dancing across his chest. She watched him undress further—rings glinting as he removed each remaining layer—and when he discarded his trousers, her eyes dropped.
He was already hard again.
Her brows lifted slightly, impressed. “You recover quick,” she teased, voice thick with lazy awe.
He chuckled, deep and rough. “I may be an old man,” he replied, “but I like to think I’m still spry for my age.”
Rook tilted her head, one hand sliding up the curve of his thigh. “No complaints here,” she said, her voice thick with affection and desire. “In fact, you’ve raised the bar so high, I doubt anyone else could even reach it.”
That made his smile curl wider—pleased, predatory, fond.
“Oh, darling,” he murmured, stepping closer, “you flatter me.”
As he moved between her parted thighs, she reached for him, fingers wrapping around his length with familiarity and reverence. She guided him toward her, pressing the thick weight of him against her stomach, where it rested just above her navel.
Her breath hitched.
“Venhedis,” she whispered, eyes gleaming as the anticipation began to bloom anew in her belly.
Emmrich leaned down, his face inches from hers, his breath hot against her cheek. His voice, low and intimate, rumbled like velvet over stone. “Keep the noise down for me, darling… can you do that?”
His thumb brushed across her lips, cradling her face with a gentleness that contrasted the tension coiled in his frame. The look in his eyes made her ache with readiness.
“I’ll be good,” she whispered, eyes dark with promise.
“I know you will,” he murmured, his smile as sinful as it was fond. “You truly are my good girl. My darling Evara.”
He took her legs in his hands, spreading her open and steadying her as he aligned himself. With one bold, fluid thrust, he entered her fully—drawing a choked gasp from her throat. The stretch made her toes curl, her whole body pulsing with overstimulated heat, but she bit down the sound with practiced restraint.
Emmrich groaned low in his throat, savoring her warmth, his gaze hungry and heavy. He began to move—slow at first, deliberate, the pace hard enough to make her tremble as she adjusted to him again.
Rook arched into the rhythm, her hands tangled in the sheets above her head, her face turned into her arm to muffle her sounds. Every thrust sent fire licking through her veins, and all she could think, all she could feel, was more.
He saw it in her eyes—that unspoken plea—and his voice dropped to a growl. “Tell me what you want.”
She struggled to catch her breath, her body jolting with every motion. “I want… I want you to be rough. I want you to—” Her words dissolved into a breathless moan. “Take me.”
A dark chuckle left him. “If you insist.”
Then the pace changed.
His thrusts became a relentless, bruising rhythm, driving into her until her thoughts blurred, until all she could do was feel. The bed rocked beneath them, the muffled slap of skin on skin mixing with the ragged sounds of breath and stifled cries. Rook met each thrust with her own, the tension building fast, sharp, inevitable.
Emmrich looked utterly feral—eyes wild, smile wicked, sweat clinging to his temple. The way he watched her, the awe in his expression as she writhed beneath him, flushed and trembling, nearly undid her. She whimpered his name, biting down hard on her arm to silence the moans clawing their way out.
He growled something reverent, voice thick with hunger. “So perfect… and all mine.”
One of his hands found hers, their fingers tangling together with a grip full of devotion and possession.
Rook barely managed to rasp, “Yes—yours.”
Her legs wrapped around his waist, anchoring him to her, as if to make the moment last just a little longer. They were close—so close.
Emmrich’s free hand slid between them, circling her clit with maddening precision born of knowing exactly how to undo her.
“Say it again,” he rasped, the desperation in his tone ragged and raw. “I want to hear you say it again.”
“Yours. Fuck, Emmrich—I’m all yours.”
Then he did it again—let his magic pulse through her, warm and intimate, an echo of what he had done before.
That was it.
Rook shattered beneath him, her voice breaking on his name as she convulsed around him, her whole body alight with the second, more intense release. Emmrich groaned, deep and guttural, and followed her over the edge—his hips stuttering as he buried himself deep, giving himself over completely.
Emmrich collapsed forward with a shuddering breath, softened by contentment, bracing himself on his elbows so his weight wouldn’t crush her. Their chests rose and fell in tandem, both of them a breathless, sweat-slicked mess tangled in each other and the sheets. The afterglow curled warmly between them, heavy with affection, heat, and something deeper.
Their eyes met—and held.
In that quiet moment, they spoke without words. A conversation stitched in soft blinks, the curl of a lip, the gentle tension of bodies that still yearned despite their exhaustion. Longing. Fondness. Love.
Emmrich reached up to brush a few damp curls from Rook’s flushed face, his fingertips feather-light. Then he dipped down, kissing her with a softness that contrasted the feral edge of earlier. She melted into it, her arms winding around his shoulders, holding him close.
As they parted, he brushed his lips against hers once more, whispering, “I love you.”
A smile ghosted across her lips. “I love you too.”
With care, Emmrich eased himself free from her warmth, and Rook let out a soft, involuntary whimper at the loss. He chuckled lowly, the sound affectionate as he pressed a kiss to her cheek.
“I think,” he mused, his voice still rough with satisfaction, “you may need another shower.”
Rook let out a quiet laugh. “After what you just did to me? You can take the shower. I’m claiming the bath.”
He kissed her temple, then her forehead. “A bath it is, for the both of us.”
He rose, reaching for his silk robe—a deep green that shimmered in the low light—and draped it over his shoulders with practiced ease. Then he retrieved one for her: a plush robe in a regal shade of purple. Holding it open, he guided her arms through the sleeves before settling it snugly on her shoulders.
His gaze caught on the faint crescent of teeth marks marring her arm—evidence of her earlier restraint. He murmured something low, his palm brushing over the mark as a warm pulse of magic flowed into her skin, mending it.
Rook hummed at the soothing sensation, fingers lingering on the tie before loosely knotting the robe at her waist. Then, with a smirk playing at her lips, she lifted her arms toward him in silent invitation.
“You may carry me now.”
Emmrich arched a brow. “I see that I have spoiled you.”
She smirked wider. “You like spoiling me.”
He laughed—a warm, rich sound that made her stomach flutter—and without further protest, swept her up effortlessly into his embrace.
“True,” he said, already turning toward the bathroom with her tucked securely against his chest, “who am I to deny you that?”
Rook let her head rest against his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart beneath the robe as he whisks her away to the bathroom. Tomorrow could wait. Tonight, she had everything she needed—held in the arms of the man who ruined her so tenderly.
Notes:
Emmrich's got some tricks, and we all love it. Also the man needs to invest the time in putting up silencing wards in his bedroom because one of these days, Manfred is gonna hear them again and be concerned.
Chapter 50: Chapter 50 - Molasses & Madness
Summary:
Rook makes a breakthrough in the case.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The morning sun filtered through the high windows of Shadow Dragon headquarters, pale and watery beneath Minrathous’s overcast sky. The war room hummed softly with arcane wards and flickering screens, but Rook was deaf to it all, her eyes locked on a single file.
She sat at her desk—one leg tucked beneath her, the other tapping out a restless rhythm—staring at the glowing display. The report on the dagger, the so-called “key,” pulsed faintly before her, its illustrations and cultist notes bleeding together the longer she looked. But she wasn’t reading anymore. Not really.
Something about it gnawed at her. A detail. A shadow. A sliver of instinct whispering that she’d missed something.
She didn’t blink until the scent of bitter roast and something vaguely nutty broke her trance.
A paper cup hovered in her periphery.
“Your daily dose of fuel,” Neve said, setting one down beside her elbow and lifting her own in a mock toast. “Still no leads, but at least we’ll be conscious enough to enjoy the disappointment.”
Rook accepted the cup but paused mid-sip, eyeing her sideways.
“You didn’t make this, did you?”
Neve blinked, then rolled her eyes. “No. I’ve been officially banned from touching the coffee machine. I think there’s even a memo.”
“That’s not discrimination,” Rook deadpanned. “That’s survival. Last time, you just boiled the coffee beans in water.”
Rook recalled, with vivid clarity, the look of sheer horror on Lucanis’s face when Neve had the audacity to make coffee in front of him. The man had looked personally offended—like the beans themselves had cried out in agony. At the time, Rook hadn’t minded much; she was used to sub-par brews and worse mornings. But Lucanis had since made it his mission to show his so-called savior what real coffee was supposed to taste like.
“I told you—it was strong,” Neve replied with a shrug, unbothered. “And it got the job done.”
“If this were years ago, I might’ve agreed with you.” Rook took a tentative sip. “But now? I just want something drinkable. Your brew tastes like penance.”
“Please. My coffee’s just not for the faint-hearted.”
They shared a laugh—a small reprieve in the sea of grim data spread across their desks.
Neve leaned back, lip quirking. “You keep staring like that, you’ll burn a hole through the screen.”
“Would be helpful if it revealed something useful,” Rook muttered, fingers raking through her curls. “It’s right there, Neve. I feel it. I just don’t know what it is.”
Neve bumped her shoulder lightly. “Then we keep digging until it blinks first.”
Rook tapped her finger against the report—no new movement from the Venatori. The dagger. The inscriptions. The lyrium flow patterns that didn’t sit right. A prickling thought surfaced, one she hadn’t dared voice until now.
She muttered, “Neve… what if they’re not using regular lyrium?”
Neve sighed, rubbing at her temple with the back of her knuckle. “We’re already watching the traffickers. Threads flagged a few whispers about people vanishing near the outskirts. Smuggler rings are panicking—thinking someone’s picking off their suppliers. But nothing concrete.”
“I know,” Rook murmured, eyes fixed on the overlapping diagrams. “But the Venatori don’t play fair.”
She tapped a schematic, fingers tracing the channels etched along the dagger’s edge. “Blood’s always been their shortcut—faster, more power. But what if they wanted something even stronger? Something closer to lyrium. Something that enhances blood magic.”
Neve’s brow furrowed. “You’re not seriously talking about—”
“Red lyrium,” Rook said grimly.
The words felt heavy as she spoke them, as if voicing them made the theory real. Dangerous.
That’s what red lyrium was. A blighted, corrupted form of lyrium. It didn’t need dwarves to mine it or any sort of preparation to be dangerous. Just proximity was enough. Madness seeped from it like poison in the air—whispers, hallucinations, a slow unraveling of the mind. It offered strength, yes, power beyond reason, but at the cost of sanity, flesh, and eventually, one’s soul.
There were records of mages suffering psychotic breaks after trying to study it, of templars turning to it after the Chantry outlawed lyrium use in their training. Desperation made them vulnerable. The red lyrium answered with madness, sometimes transforming them into abominations—walking atrocities made of crystal and agony.
Rook’s gaze drifted for a moment, remembering Varric’s voice during one of their quieter talks. He'd told her about his brother—how, in their younger days, the two of them had taken a temp job that turned sour. His brother found something strange, a trinket laced with red lyrium, and tried to sell it. It drove him mad before he could. By the time Varric understood what it was, it was too late. His brother was gone, and a friend of his had to destroy the artifact before it ruined anyone else.
Varric never joked about red lyrium after that.
And neither did she.
Rook remembered the first time she saw what red lyrium could do.
An artifact—sold on the Black Market by the Threads—had been laced with red lyrium, its veins subtly threaded through the metal. A wealthy magister bought it to impress his peers, but the artifact twisted him and his wife both. Paranoia turned into obsession, then madness.
By the time the Shadow Dragons arrived—thanks to a desperate call from one of the magister’s children—the mansion was a bloodstained nightmare. The parents had attacked the staff, their veins glowing faintly red, eyes glazed and crimson. At first, Rook thought they were dealing with abominations. But when they reached the study, they found the source: the artifact surrounded by spreading red lyrium veins growing from the walls like a living infection.
The children had hidden well. Some servants hadn’t been so lucky.
The entire estate was quarantined. Personnel rotated in short shifts just to deal with the artifact’s disposal. Rook, still a rookie then, was left to calm the children while Tarquin led the takedown. She never forgot the way the youngest clung to her sleeve, silent and trembling.
The parents survived, barely. The artifact was destroyed. The children were placed under protective care. The magister had a slim chance at recovery. But the family was shattered.
She had done what she could to help them heal, to guide them through the aftermath. It hadn’t been perfect. Some scars never faded. But in the end, they were better than before.
After that, Rook never underestimated red lyrium again.
Neve’s face hardened. “That stuff’s volatile. Barely stable. Most smugglers won’t touch it without losing half their crew to infection or madness.”
“Exactly. So the Venatori wouldn’t trust a third party to handle it. If they wanted it—really wanted it—they’d mine it themselves. And they’d use slaves to do it.”
Neve’s gaze darkened. “That would explain the uptick in disappearances.”
“And the silence,” Rook added. “You don’t risk exposure if you’ve built your own supply chain. You lock it down. Strip it for what you need. Keep it quiet.”
The weight of it settled between them, heavy as ash.
Neve exhaled. “If they’ve got red lyrium, this just went from catastrophic to apocalyptic.”
Rook nodded once. “Looks like I finally have something to report to Tarquin.”
She stood abruptly, the legs of her chair scraping faintly against the stone floor. “Neve, I need you to start reaching out—quietly. Talk to your contacts in the underground, the Threads, smugglers, anyone who deals in forbidden goods. Ask if anyone’s heard whispers about old flagged mining sites. Red lyrium’s been off the grid for years, but if someone’s moving it again, someone’s noticing.”
Neve straightened, her expression already sharpening with focus. “Discreet or aggressive?”
“Discreet for now,” Rook said, already gathering her datapad and sliding the report into her arm. “We don’t know how deep this goes yet.”
Neve gave a short nod. “On it.”
Rook didn’t wait to see her off. She moved briskly through the corridor, boots striking with more force than she intended. Her jaw clenched as she descended the stairs, weaving through the quiet bustle of Shadow Dragon HQ, the dread in her chest growing heavier with every step.
How the hell didn’t I see it sooner?
The signs were there. The missing people. The references to “materials.” She’d assumed they were blood sacrifices to power the key. A tried-and-true Venatori move. But red lyrium? It was a textbook escalation—and one she should’ve considered from the start.
Using victims not for their blood… but for labor. To dig. To harvest. To die slowly under the corruption of the very thing they were forced to mine.
Kaffas, she swore to herself, heart pounding. Their fates were worse than I imagined.
Her grip tightened around the datapad. Whatever sick ambition the Venatori were chasing, it just got a whole lot darker.
Ashur and Tarquin needed to hear about it now.
Finding Tarquin was never difficult at headquarters. If he wasn’t in his office, he was down in the armory double-checking supply manifests or buried in the archives, poring over dusty texts and ancient field reports. The man didn’t believe in sitting still for long, which made catching him at his desk feel like stumbling on a rare beast in the wild.
Today, luck—or something like it—was on Rook’s side.
The door to his office stood open, as it always did. Tarquin liked knowing who was coming before they knocked. It was a subtle power move, one of many he favored.
He sat behind his desk, skimming through files with that quiet focus she remembered all too well. Seeing him like this always struck her as odd. For someone who preferred the field—steel drawn and boots muddy—he looked damn comfortable with ink-stained fingers and a data tablet full of intel. Then again, he’d once told her the benefit of a desk job was that it made you look harmless. And access to information? That was the real weapon.
She rapped her knuckles against the doorframe. Tarquin looked up.
“Already?” he asked, arching a brow. “That was quick, Mercar. It’s only been a couple of days.”
Rook stepped into the room. “I figured it what I found was important enough to bring to you. If I’m right, things just got a lot more dire.”
That got his attention. Tarquin straightened in his chair, setting the file aside. “Go on.”
She shut the door behind her and crossed to his desk, dropping the dagger schematic on the surface between them.
“We’ve been thrown off by the terminology. ‘Materials,’ ‘donors,’ all of it pointed toward the missing people being bled dry to fuel the key. Classic Venatori moves. But it didn’t sit right.” She tapped the diagram, her finger dragging along the etched channels of the blade. “The construction. The power flow. The emphasis on resonance. It’s not just blood magic—it’s something enhanced. Something corrupted.”
“Get to the point, Rook.”
“It’s red lyrium,” she said with a firm voice. “That’s what they’re using.”
The words seemed to sap the warmth from the room.
Tarquin’s mouth pressed into a hard line. “Kaffas. Are you sure?”
“I’m not one hundred percent,” she admitted, “but if I were Venatori, and I wanted to create something as unstable and powerful as that key—red lyrium would be the perfect substitute. Lyrium enhances magic, blood fuels it. Red lyrium fuses both. It’s volatile, addictive, and gives massive power at the cost of sanity. It fits.”
She hesitated before adding, “We missed it because we assumed they were killing the victims. But what if they were using them for something worse?”
“Labor,” Tarquin muttered, piecing it together. “Mining their own supply.”
She nodded. “If they’ve built their own red lyrium operation, they’d be running it off the grid. No traffickers, no leaks. Just slaves and silence.”
He cursed under his breath, fingers drumming against the desk. “That explains the disappearances. The silence. Shit.”
“I’ve already sent Neve to dig for whispers—flagged mines, supply chain gaps, anyone stupid enough to move the stuff. But you need to get everyone else on this, Tarquin. If I’m right, we need to find that mine fast. Before there’s no one left to save.”
There was no hesitation. Tarquin stood, already reaching for the intercom rune embedded in the desk’s surface.
“Get ready, Mercar. The hunt begins.”
Within minutes, HQ was a flurry of movement. Agents scrambled between departments, briefings updated, assignments handed out with clipped urgency. A meeting was called for the taskforce to gather.
Rook hoped that she was wrong. But she never was—not when it came to hunches like this.
The briefing room was tense—agents seated or standing in a loose semicircle while the main screen displayed redacted intel, scouting maps, and incomplete dossiers. Tarquin stood at the head of the table, arms crossed, his sharp gaze sweeping the room.
“Report,” he said curtly.
One of the intelligence officers stepped forward. “Sir, we followed up on a flagged quarry site northeast of the city. It was shut down years ago—unstable rock, no lyrium presence confirmed. A recon sweep came up clean. No activity. No signs of Venatori.”
Tarquin’s jaw tensed. “So you’re telling me the only lead we’ve got is already cold.”
Before anyone could answer, the doors opened with a familiar click.
Neve strolled in, coffee in one hand and a tablet in the other.
“You’re late,” Tarquin said, voice dry as flint. “I assume you’ve got something that makes it worth interrupting my meeting?”
Neve raised a brow, unfazed. “I’d hate to walk in just to disappoint you, Lieutenant.”
She set the tablet on the table and flicked her fingers to cast the screen to the main display. A series of notes, flagged communications, and smuggler routes flickered into view.
“I did some digging with my contacts,” she said. “Several smugglers are quietly re-routing their operations around the old catacomb sectors beneath the city. Said the place has gotten... spooky. Sounded like ghost stories at first—typical demon activity running amok except they all mentioned the same thing.”
Her eyes locked with Tarquin’s.
“Red lyrium. Growing inside the tunnels.”
A heavy silence fell over the room.
Rook’s stomach dropped as someone muttered the inevitable—“Shit.”
Tarquin straightened. “Are you certain?”
“They're smugglers,” Neve replied, “not poets. They don’t exaggerate about things that make them change their routes. Whatever’s happening down there has them spooked enough to stay away.”
Tarquin turned toward his agents. “Prep a recon team for immediate deployment. I want eyes in those catacombs. Look for signs of Venatori activity, red lyrium growth, or worse.”
Rook stepped forward. “Where do you want me?”
“You are staying put,” Tarquin said without even looking at her. “Until we confirm this isn’t another dead end, you aren’t going anywhere near those catacombs.”
She bit back the retort forming on her tongue. Consultant, not agent. She knew the rules—even if they infuriated her.
A beat passed, then Tarquin added—gruff, almost reluctant, “Mercar… good catch.”
Rook blinked, surprised.
Tarquin’s tone stayed sharp, but the faintest edge of approval lingered. “Let’s hope this is an actual lead.”
As the agents began filing out of the briefing room, Tarquin at their helm, Rook found herself trailing behind—steps slower, reluctant. The buzz of movement around her barely registered. Orders were being confirmed, gear distributed, and recon spells cast—but she stood still, rooted in the hallway outside.
A gentle shoulder bump snapped her out of it.
“Well done,” Neve murmured beside her, offering a faint grin as they lingered near the door.
Rook gave a half-hearted shrug. “Not like I can do much else. You going with the recon team?”
Neve arched a brow. “Of course. Can’t let the field agents have all the fun.”
“Let me know what you find,” Rook said, a tired breath leaving her lungs. “Since I’m side-lined, I might as well check in on the tea shop while you're spelunking through cursed catacombs. Consultant life, right?”
Neve snorted. “Better you than me. You’d hate to miss out on demons, blighted crystals, and power-hungry cultists.”
“There’s no need to brag,” Rook replied dryly.
Neve smirked and gave a lazy salute before slipping in with the departing squad.
Rook watched them go, unease curling tight in her chest.
It was a dangerous feeling—the itch to be out there, to chase the answers with blade and spell like she used to. She’d told herself she wanted distance, to keep one foot out the door so she wouldn’t lose what she’d built. But it was clear now—her past was tugging harder than she’d expected.
On her way to the tea shop, Rook debated whether she should double back to Emmrich’s and fetch Spite. But the thought barely had time to settle before the familiar weight returned—a dark cloud that trailed behind her whenever her thoughts turned turbulent.
Maybe it was better to send a message instead. She tapped out a quick note, letting Emmrich know she was heading to the tea shop, and if he, Manfred, or Spite wanted to join, they were welcome. A simple invitation.
The streets of Dock Town were slick with last night’s rain, puddles scattering reflections of dull morning light as she moved past familiar storefronts and shuttered windows. Her boots splashed softly as she walked, and with nothing else to distract her, she let the silence prod at the corners of her mind.
There it was again—that part of her she didn’t like to name. The part that stirred the moment Tarquin ordered her to stay behind.
It felt dangerous. Restless. But honest.
She wanted to see her hunch through, to chase it to the end. Hell, part of her wanted the action—the steel-singing, spellcasting, adrenaline-laced chaos of it. The part of her that once thrived on being a spellblade, who knew how to dance through danger and dig up the truth with bloodied hands.
But that was also the part that didn’t know how to stop.
Didn’t know how to rest.
And that’s what scared her.
Saying she didn’t miss the Shadow Dragon days would’ve been a lie. She did. She missed the puzzles, the fieldwork, the feeling that she was clawing away at something larger than herself—chipping at the mountain of corruption one jagged shard at a time. She missed being someone who saved people.
But she liked the tea shop, too.
The quiet warmth. The ritual of steeping leaves and making something gentle in a world that rarely was. She’d found something else—something softer, steadier.
So what the fuck was this gnawing feeling in her chest?
Venhedis, she thought, brow furrowing. I’m just sulking.
It was stupid. She was being stupid.
And yet, the ache didn’t go away.
The paper bag in Rook’s arms was warm and fragrant with molasses, oats, and fresh cream—ingredients she’d specifically hunted down for one thing and one thing only: stress baking.
Molasses bread with whipped butter. Dense. Sweet. Comforting. The kind of recipe that needed focus and kneading and gave something soft and fragrant in return.
As she pushed open the door to The Veil & Vine, the familiar chime rang overhead, joined by the soothing scent of lemon balm, lavender, and freshly steeped tea. A balm to her nerves. She let out a sigh through her nose and called, cheerfully—
“I come bearing carbs and work stress.”
But her voice faltered the moment she caught the mood in the room.
Bellara stood near the register, stiff and visibly fidgeting with a stray strand of hair. The look on her face was unmistakable—nervous, wide-eyed guilt, the kind she wore when she accidentally let something slip or realized she’d said too much.
Vorgoth, behind her, was unreadable as ever. A coalesced mass of smoke and shadow wrapped in a dark cloak, arms crossed in an almost patient pose. The fact that he looked calm wasn’t reassuring. With him, stillness usually meant something wasn’t.
And then there was Selara.
Sitting at the counter like a vision conjured out of frost and fine silk, her posture regal, her presence unmistakable. That mask of polite composure—the one Rook had only ever seen when Selara was deeply, elegantly displeased—was firmly in place. And her eyes—icy and unreadable—were fixed directly on Rook.
That was when Rook knew she had walked into an ambush.
She slowly lifted the paper bag a little higher in her arms, as if it might shield her. “Seri… what brings you by?”
Bellara opened her mouth. Closed it. Then offered a quiet, strangled, “Hi Rook,” paired with a wince that screamed, Please don't kill me.
Vorgoth gave a polite incline of his hooded form. “WELCOME.”
Selara didn’t rise. She didn’t speak right away, either. She just continued to regard Rook with that glacial gaze before finally offering a voice smooth as snowmelt and twice as cold:
“Rook. How lovely of you to drop in.”
Shit.
Rook could already guess what had happened. Selara probably came in as an impromptu drop-in and was curious about her sisters-in-law’s absence at the tea shop.
And Bellara—Maker bless her well-meaning soul—must have opened her mouth by accident. Probably in the middle of rambling about the day's updates or some stray anecdote, casually letting slip that Rook had returned to the Shadow Dragons. As a consultant, sure. Not full-time. Just temporary. But that didn't soften the weight of Selara’s current expression.
That icy, unreadable stare was cutting through her like a blade dulled just enough to make the pain slow.
Kaffas. She’d forgotten to tell Selara. Or maybe not forgotten, exactly—she just hadn’t thought to mention it. Selara had sounded supportive the last time they talked about the Shadows. Encouraging, even. Told her it would be okay if she ever decided to go back. But still. A heads-up would’ve been the right thing to do.
Selara stood from her stool with a grace that always made Rook feel like a gangly teenager in comparison. Elegant, poised, and not a single strand of hair out of place. Her tone was even —velvet sheathed in steel.
“I believe we need to have a private conversation. Come with me.”
Rook sighed, adjusting the paper bag of ingredients in her arms. She set the bag on the counter, gently nudging it toward Bellara, who looked like she wanted to melt into the floor.
“I’m sorry, Rook—” Bellara started, voice small.
But Rook gave her a tired smile. “It’s okay, Bells. This one’s on me.”
Vorgoth gave a low rumble of acknowledgment from his usual corner, arms still crossed like a silent guardian of awkward tension.
Rook followed Selara toward the back stairs, up toward the Loft. With each step, the warm scent of tea and lavender faded, replaced by the quiet anticipation of a conversation she knew was coming—even if she’d tried to outrun it.
The Loft was quiet. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that made Rook’s shoulders tighten and her nerves fray at the edges.
Selara moved ahead with measured calm, her posture a picture of regal self-control. She didn’t slam the door or pace—Maker, no. Selara didn’t rage. Her displeasure was quieter than that. Colder.
She took a seat on one of the kitchen stools by the island counter, crossing one leg elegantly over the other. Meanwhile, Rook stood before her like a recruit about to be reprimanded by a superior.
The pressure Selara carried with her was subtle, but crushing. Rook couldn’t deny it made her nervous. She wondered if Solas ever felt this way when he angered her—she was willing to bet he had.
And now, under her sister-in-law’s gaze, Rook became distinctly aware of her own reflection.
Her chestnut hair was tied back in a loose braid, a few strands curling near her temples. She wore her black combat boots—scuffed and familiar—paired with fitted denim, a black wool sweater, and a long, streamlined coat. Practical. Sharp. Familiar
An outfit from another life. Another time.
The kind she wore in the field—back when she was a Shadow Dragon. Judging by Selara’s icy stare, it hadn’t gone unnoticed.
“I imagine you have questions,” Rook offered, her voice quieter now.
“I do,” Selara replied, tone even and clipped. “But I’d like to hear your explanation first.”
Rook winced. “Yeah… that’s fair.”
Selara’s gaze swept over her again—not just cool, now, but disappointed. Not because of what Rook wore. But because of what it meant.
“Well then?” she prompted, soft and sharp as glass.
“Do you remember the favor I did for Neve?” Rook began, carefully, her voice steadier than she felt.
Selara gave a slow, slight nod. “I do.”
Rook exhaled. “Well… that favor turned into a job offer. They asked me to help the Shadow Dragons with a case.”
“Is it the same one where Solas was brought in to decipher those schematics from the missing persons case?”
“The very same. I accepted. Only as a consultant. So yeah—I’m back. Sort of.” Rook scratched the back of her neck. “I probably should’ve told you, but… you’re busy. And I didn’t really think it was urgent.”
“I assume you spoke with your friends about it?”
“Bits and pieces,” Rook admitted. “Mostly with Neve and Lucanis.”
“And Professor Volkarin?”
“He was the one who helped me make the decision to do it.”
Selara’s brows arched ever so faintly. “Does he know everything? About what happened back then?”
Rook hesitated. “Not everything. Not yet.”
The silence that followed stretched longer than Rook liked. She could see the shift in Selara’s eyes—how the disappointment softened into concern, even if the cold edge of her displeasure hadn’t entirely thawed. When she finally spoke, her voice was quieter.
“I really wish you would’ve come to me,” she said. “Not because I think you need permission—but because you matter to me. To your brother. And after everything, we just wanted to know that you were all right before diving back in.”
Rook’s shoulders sagged slightly. “Because of what happened.”
“Yes,” Selara said plainly. “Because we saw what it did to you. Solas never got to know that part of you. And when he tried to help you pick up the pieces… well, I’m sure you remember how that went.”
How could Rook forget?
Rook could still recall it all too clearly—waking up in that sterile hospital bed, Solas looking like he hadn’t slept in days, as if he’d been sitting there for hours waiting for her to wake. He’d looked relieved and wrecked at the same time. That had been the beginning of their fragile, uncertain steps back toward one another, a process filled with stumbles, fights, and stubborn pride. And yet they had found a rhythm. Not perfect—but something close to what used to be.
“I didn’t mean to keep it from you,” Rook said, quieter now. “I just… didn’t think I needed to make a thing out of it.”
“I understand that,” Selara said gently. “But when people love you—and I do, fiercely—we want to be in the loop. Not left behind.”
Rook stepped closer, her voice thick with guilt. “I’m sorry, Seri.”
Selara let the breath she’d been holding out slowly, then stood from her stool. Her expression softened as she stepped forward and pulled Rook into a firm, grounding hug.
“Just don’t do that again,” she murmured. “Solas can forgive, if I know. But if we’re both kept in the dark?” Her tone tilted dry. “He’ll hold a grudge. You know how he is.”
“I’ll try to be better,” Rook said quietly.
“Good,” Selara said with a small, approving squeeze before releasing Rook. Her hands lingered on her sister-in-law’s shoulders for a moment longer, grounding her with a silent warmth.
“Now,” she added, stepping back slightly, “are you even allowed to talk about the case?”
“You know as much as Solas does,” Rook replied, leaning against the counter.
“That the Venatori are trying to summon an Old God?”
“Pretty much. I’m trying to help them close the gap before it gets worse.”
“As a consultant,” Selara echoed, arching a brow.
“I might not have Solas’s expertise in ancient Elven rituals,” Rook said, “but I’d like to think my knowledge of how the Venatori operate still counts for something.”
“It does,” Selara acknowledged. “And how are you feeling about not being in the field?”
Rook let out a sharp breath, dragging a hand over the back of her neck. “I was sidelined today because of it. And honestly—it felt pretty shitty. I came here to stress bake it out.”
“A healthy coping mechanism,” Selara said approvingly.
“Yeah… I guess.” Rook shifted, then added with casual purpose, “Speaking of which, is Solas attending the university gala this weekend?”
“He is. Why?”
“Because I’ll be there too,” Rook said, a sly smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “As Emmrich’s date.”
Selara’s brows rose, mirroring her playful tone. “Oh?”
“So… what I’m saying is, if Solas wants to meet him, he can. At the gala. But only if you’re there. I’m not letting him anywhere near Emmrich without supervision.”
Selara’s lips curved ever so slightly. “I shall ensure I attend.”
She stepped back fully, head tilting as a faint smirk tugged at her mouth. “So,” she teased, “you’re finally ready for them to officially meet?”
Rook groaned, dragging a hand down her face. “Absolutely not. But this meeting was inevitable. Why prolong it?”
Selara chuckled, the sound light and mischievous. “It will be an interesting gala indeed. I can already picture Dorian lurking nearby, champagne in hand, watching like it’s a theater performance.”
Rook crossed her arms, resigned. “You’d be right there with him if you weren’t stuck playing chaperone.”
“I enjoy many things,” Selara said smoothly. “But yes, that will likely be one of them.”
She didn’t say what she was truly thinking—that Solas would be excited, if not a little apprehensive. He’d try to downplay it, pretend it wasn’t a big deal that he was finally granted permission. But Selara knew her husband.
He would worry. He would fuss in that quiet, intense way of his. Then he’d slip on that cold mask of calculation and begin evaluating whether the professor was truly worthy of his sister. He wouldn’t be able to help it.
Still, she kept that thought to herself. No need to give Rook a reason to run just yet.
Instead, she simply said, “I’ll make sure Solas is well behaved when he meets the professor.”
“I know you will. But… I think Emmrich can handle him, regardless.”
“Oh? We have confidence in that?”
“The postponement of their interaction… it was more for me,” Rook admitted quietly. “I just wanted Emmrich to see the good parts of me for a little longer—before the complicated ones caught up.”
Selara nodded, something gentle flickering in her eyes. “You two truly are alike. I’ll see you at the gala, Rook.”
Left alone in the Loft, Rook exhaled, her palms braced against the counter as the silence returned and settled. The storm had passed—for now. Time to head back downstairs, soothe her friend’s guilt, and throw herself into the only form of therapy that only occasionally failed her: baking something warm, sweet, and unapologetically binge-worthy.
Notes:
Of course, we must roast Neve's crime in her coffee-making methods. I had to thoroughly research the lore behind red lyrium to portray it accurately. So glad to dive into the mystery plot of the storyline!!
Also, the green light has been given to Solas to meet Emmrich. Oh my god the fated meeting is gonna happen. So excited.
Chapter 51: Chapter 51 - Bread, Butter & Rain
Summary:
Emmrich brings Manfred and Spite to the Veil & Vine. Rook stress bakes her feelings.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
One thing about Minrathous winters—besides the bite of the cold—was the inevitability of rain. If it wasn’t already falling, it was waiting just around the corner. This afternoon, a fine mist clung to the windshield, more drizzle than storm, but Emmrich didn’t trust it to stay that way. The clouds overhead were swollen and sullen, heavy with the promise of a downpour. He kept one hand on the wheel, the other drumming lightly on the console, eyes drifting occasionally to the passenger seat.
Manfred sat upright, posture impeccable, his skeletal frame catching flecks of gray light as they passed beneath streetlamps. Wide-eyed and silent, he took in the city like it was something magical. Curled neatly between the bony angles of his legs was Spite, looking profoundly unbothered by the weather or the world.
Every so often, Emmrich caught the subtle movement of Manfred’s bony fingers slipping beneath the fold of his satchel that nestled in the gap of his pelvic bone with a quiet rustle—followed by the distinct sound of Spite chewing.
Emmrich narrowed his eyes. “Manfred.”
The skeleton froze. Spite merely blinked, licking his paw in feigned innocence.
“That is the second dried sardine this ride,” the professor said, tone dry. “You know you’re encouraging him.”
Manfred tilted his skull toward Emmrich with a sheepish coo.
“...He asked nicely?”
Spite purred, stretching luxuriously.
Emmrich sighed through his nose. “What a mischievous duo you’ve turned into.”
There was no real bite behind the scolding. Truth be told, he was quietly pleased. Spite tolerated few with grace—and yet, not only had he allowed Manfred near him, he actively sat with him. That was a victory. A suspicious one, certainly, but a victory nonetheless.
They arrived a few minutes later, and Emmrich pulled into the lot near the Loft. He shut off the engine, then reached back for Spite, who allowed himself to be scooped up with the dramatic resignation of a cat permitting royal transport. Manfred climbed out after them with an eager little bounce to his step, a soundless hum of excitement trailing behind him.
The moment they entered the tea shop, they were greeted by the comforting scent of bergamot, baked sugar, and warm greenery.
“Professor!” Bellara beamed from behind the counter. “And you brought company!”
Spite leapt from Emmrich’s arms the instant the door closed behind them, tail flicking with familiarity as he prowled into his domain, ears twitching at the sound of a bell jingling somewhere deeper in the shop.
Bellara waved her hands in contained excitement. “Aw Spite, how we’ve missed our little mascot.”
The cat slow blinked at the bubbly elf that made her giggle with delight and Emmrich thought he could see a tiny smirk on the feline’s face before they hoped up to their high perch.
“WELCOME,” boomed Vorgoth from his shadowed corner, the deep rattle of his voice startling a few customers mid-sip.
Meanwhile, Manfred had frozen in place near the entrance, his eyeless sockets wide with wonder. He emitted a long, delighted Ooooooo, skeletal fingers clacking together as he slowly rotated to take it all in—the wall of trailing ivy, the soft lighting, the shelves of glass jars and carefully labeled teas. But it was the glowing pastry display that drew him forward like a moth to flame. Another garbled Aaaah escaped him, hands hovering near the glass as if in prayer.
There were a few customers inside, their conversations pausing briefly at the sight of a skeleton wandering about, but they shrugged it off quickly. After all, they were used to Vorgoth. A skeleton was hardly scandalous anymore.
The visible ease in the room brought Emmrich quiet relief. He adjusted his coat, already damp with drizzle, and gave a brief nod to Bellara.
“Bellara,” he said with fond amusement, “This is Manfred.”
Bellara leaned forward over the counter with an eager grin. “He’s adorable.”
Manfred turned his skull slightly, lifting his gloved hand to give an enthusiastic wave and emitted a curious, pleased-sounding, Hnnnng!
“We’re still working on his speed,” Emmrich added. “But he is expressive enough to get his attentions across and understands well enough for socialization.”
Bellara watched Manfred trace his gloved fingers over the display case, his goggles giving off that bejeweled emerald glow. “Amazing! I’ve never seen spirit inhabiting a skeletal vessel before!! The integration looks so natural and seamless.”
Vorgoth inclined his head toward Manfred, voice a low rumble. “A WISP OF CURIOSITY. HOW RARE.”
Emmrich gave a faint smile. “Would you mind keeping an eye on him while I step into the back?”
“Oh, of course,” Bellara replied. “Manfred can help me water the plants. They always like new company.”
Manfred bobbed his head with gusto and eagerly followed her as she fetched a tiny watering can and a spray bottle.
“WE SHALL WATCH OVER HIM,” Vorgoth intoned with great solemnity.
With his ward in safe hands—and paws—Emmrich turned toward the back, the scent of yeast, molasses, and Rook drawing him in like a familiar compass. He adjusted his coat and made his way down the hall, prepared to interrupt her stress baking with as much charm and caution as necessary.
Emmrich stepped quietly into the back kitchen, the soft hush of the tea shop giving way to the gentle hum of machinery and the warm scent of molasses, cardamom, and toasting oats. The air was rich with heat and sweetness—homey in a way that was uniquely Rook.
She stood at the counter, back turned to him, her focus entirely on the silver bowl of her KitchenAid as she scooped softened butter into it with a practiced flick of her wrist. A jar of sea salt was already open beside her, along with a small tin of cardamom she tapped lightly into the mix. The mixer whirred to life a beat later, drowning out the quiet around them with its steady rhythm.
Her hair had come loose from its earlier braid, twisted up in a messy knot and pinned in place with a long metal spoon. She’d shed her wool sweater somewhere along the way, down to a fitted olive tank top that hugged the lines of her waist and shoulders. Her ear cuff glinting in the light and his necklace resting on her collarbone. There was flour dusted across her jeans and collarbone, and the overhead light glinted off the tiny sheen of sweat on her neck. Somehow, in this half-domestic, half-chaotic state, she looked sharp-edged and soft all at once—equal parts spellblade and storm cloud.
Emmrich leaned against the doorframe, watching quietly. He’d always admired the way Rook concentrated. That furrow between her brows when she focused, the way she bit the inside of her cheek in thought. But even from here, he could tell something was gnawing at her. Her movements were just a touch too rigid, her silence too complete—even with her AirPods in.
A digital timer beeped and Rook turned with quick efficiency, pulling open the oven and retrieving the first tray of bread. The scent hit Emmrich immediately—molasses and oats and something faintly citrus beneath the caramelizing sugar. Six round loaves, perfectly golden, glistened on the pan, their domed tops scattered with toasted oats. Rook breathed it in with a tired satisfaction, the corner of her mouth twitching like she wanted to smile but didn’t quite make it there.
She reached for the second tray without hesitation—but the moment she dipped down, her wrist brushed the lip of the hot oven.
A sharp curse left her lips.
The pain hit a split second after the sizzle—sharp, hot, and immediate. Rook cursed under her breath, yanking her arm back just as the second pan clattered onto the stovetop. She hissed, cradling her forearm as she turned—
—and nearly collided with Emmrich who seemed to have popped out of nowhere.
He didn’t speak, just reached for her hand with calm urgency and gently pulled it toward him. His fingers wrapped around her wrist, cradling the burned patch with care.
Rook startled at his touch, her eyes flying up—wide, surprised.
Her music still blared faintly from her AirPods, but she yanked them free and shoved them into her jeans pocket, her chest rising and falling in shallow breaths as she looked at him.
“Come let’s get this sorted,” Emmrich said, his voice low but urgent.
He didn’t wait for argument. Still holding her wrist, he guided her toward the sink, turning on the cold tap and easing her arm beneath the water. The shock of it made her flinch, but the sting began to ease—slightly.
She stood in silence, watching him. Emmrich’s brow furrowed as he tilted her wrist into the flow, turning it slightly to examine the pinked, swelling skin. A fresh blister had already begun to form, angry and taut.
“This may scar,” he murmured, tone even but clipped.
Rook shrugged with her free shoulder, trying to mask the flicker of discomfort. “I’ll head to the apothecary down the road. I’m sure they’ve got something that'll make it right as rain.”
Emmrich shook his head once, sharp but not unkind. “It would be much faster if I healed this myself.”
She blinked. “You?”
His expression softened, though he didn’t smile. “I’m not a healer by profession but I’m proficient in spirit magic to be a sufficient field medic.”
“Right. I forgot that spirit magic and necromancy go hand-in-hand.”
“Most people find it ironic,” he said mildly. “Dealing in magic so focused on death that they forget necromancers also commune with spirits—some of them still tethered to life, others caught in the Fade. To understand death, you must also understand what can be healed.”
He paused, voice dipping into something quieter. “When I first began my studies, I thought I about becoming a surgeon. But I realized that... my fear of death made me unsuited for it. I couldn’t stomach the moments where failure meant finality.”
His voice was quiet, distant—like a confession spoken into the bones of the past.
“I considered pathology next. It made more sense. And then... then I found forensic anthropology. Finding identities in history. Piecing together what was lost.” His gaze dropped briefly to her wrist. “And I never looked back.”
For a long moment, Rook said nothing. The cold water trickled over her burn, and her skin stung and pulsed—but it wasn’t the only thing that ached. Emmrich’s voice had shifted as he spoke—not just informative, but vulnerable.
“So, I could’ve called you doctor instead of professor?”
“In another life. Although,” he added with a wry smile, “I do have a PhD, so technically…”
Her lips tugged upward, a small smile breaking through, and a soft laugh slipped free. “All right then. Let’s see what you’ve got, professor.”
With the water shut off, Emmrich gently guided her to a clean stretch of countertop and patted it once in silent invitation. Rook climbed up without protest, settling onto the cool surface as he stepped between her knees, his attention fixed on her wrist.
He took his time, inspecting the wound with a clinical thoroughness that still managed to feel intimate. Then, his palm hovered just above the burn—glowing with that familiar shade of green she had come to associate with him. Soft. Calming. Measured.
His magic felt cool against her skin, a subtle hum brushing against her own mana like a quiet reassurance. There was a comfort to it—like slipping into a memory of safety.
In a small voice, Rook murmured, “Sorry for making you do this.”
Emmrich didn’t look up, but his voice was steady. “You have nothing to apologize for, my dear. I’m just glad that I was here to tend to this.”
She gave a weak chuckle, but before she could respond, he added dryly, “Though I would like for you to be more cautious.”
“You seemed… distracted. Was something bothering you?”
Her smile faded into something sheepish as she glanced down at her lap. “It’s nothing serious. I’m just sulking about something stupid.”
She exhaled. “Stress baking helps. Usually.”
Emmrich slowly withdrew his hand, the glow of his magic fading as he inspected the burn. The once-angry welt was gone now, reduced to a faint pink imprint—no worse than a sun-warmed kiss on her skin.
“There. The mark should fade within a few days.”
He brushed his thumb over the mark once, testing for residual pain, then looked up at her.
“Would you like a cup of tea?”
Rook met his gaze, the tension in her shoulders easing. “I’d love one.”
He gave a small nod and turned to leave, coat rustling softly as he slipped through the door.
Left alone, Rook exhaled and turned her attention back to the cooling loaves of molasses bread. The scent still filled the kitchen—warm, sweet, and earthy with a hint of cardamom clinging to the air like a memory.
She scooped the whipped butter into a small container and slid it into the fridge. When she peeked into the main shop, she found herself smiling.
Manfred stood near the tea counter, dutifully mimicking Vorgoth’s patient instructions as he prepared two cups of tea. The skeletal wisp moved with surprising care, handling the delicate tools like precious artifacts. Vorgoth stood beside him, a shadow-wrapped sentinel with crossed arms and a surprisingly content demeanor.
It was absurdly wholesome.
Then Bellara appeared in her peripheral vision, bouncing toward the kitchen with bright eyes and sleeves already rolled up.
“Need help with the bread?” she chirped.
Rook smiled. “With the amount I made? Always.”
“There’s no such thing as too much bread in this shop,” Bellara said cheerfully, already loading a few loaves onto a tray bound for the display case.
Rook turned to prepare a serving for herself and Emmrich—slicing the warmest loaf with practiced ease and scooping a dollop of whipped butter into a small ramekin. She was halfway through plating when Bellara returned, grabbing another tray.
“Hey,” Bellara said, a little sheepishly, “I’m really sorry about earlier. I didn’t realize Selara didn’t know.”
Rook glanced up, but her expression was gentle. “You didn’t do anything wrong. Honestly, I should’ve told her sooner. I just... got distracted.”
Bellara’s eyes sparkled with mischief. “Mmm. Would those distractions happen to involve a certain professor who came in with Spite and an adorable skeleton?”
Rook flushed. “Don’t you have a display to restock?”
Bellara giggled and skipped off, tray in hand.
Rook returned with a plate of still-steaming molasses bread, the slices glistening from their oat-speckled tops, a small ramekin of whipped butter nestled beside them. She slid into the seat next to Emmrich just as Bellara was animatedly explaining something.
“—and they sent the confirmation this morning,” Bellara was saying, practically vibrating in her chair. “I’ve made it to the interview phase for the Arthalan expedition.”
Emmrich’s face lit with delighted approval. “That’s wonderful news, Bellara. They don’t invite just anyone to that table. What’s your proposed thesis?”
Bellara launched into an enthusiastic explanation, detailing her research on the recovery and restoration of elven artifacts—specifically the Foci orbs known as somnaborium. Used by Somniari mages, or Dreamers, in ancient Tevinter, these orbs acted as receptacles for both magical power and memories.
“They were essentially magical safes,” she explained, “attuned to the resonance of a single mage. If someone else tried to tap into that magic, there’d be kickbacks—psychic discord, magical backlash, even contamination of the memories themselves.”
Her thesis, she went on, focused on how to safely restore and stabilize such artifacts—either to access the stored memories as historical records, or to render them inert for preservation. With the right techniques, she argued, somnaborium could become a window into forgotten moments of history—snapshots of ancient magic and lives long gone.
Emmrich listened attentively, nodding along, occasionally interjecting with thoughtful questions and scholarly approval.
Rook, meanwhile, was content to sit in the gentle orbit of their conversation, quietly buttering a slice of bread as she observed them both—the professor and the aspiring scholar, lit with the soft kind of joy that came from talking about the things they loved most.
Manfred appeared with impeccable timing, carrying two cups of tea on a little tray with a reverence that made the moment oddly ceremonial. He set them down with exaggerated care, his gloved fingers clicking lightly against the porcelain.
“Thanks, Manfred,” Rook said warmly. “How do you like the tea shop so far?”
The wisp gave a delighted hiss and did a little twirl in place, his bones clacking merrily.
Vorgoth rumbled from his post, arms crossed with satisfaction. “HE LIKES THE PLANTS AND FINDS THE TEA KETTLES TO BE PRETTY.”
Rook chuckled. “I like them too.”
Manfred looks at the steam rising from the bread and she shows him the slice covered in butter. “It’s molasses bread with oats on top,” she explained. “As for the butter, I whipped it and added cardamom and sea salt for flavor.”
Manfred hissed in what she hoped was understanding. Behind him, Vorgoth inclined his head toward her.
“IT IS RARE TO MEET SPIRITS IN MINRATHOUS,” he said, his voice low and almost fond. “THE WISP REMINDS ME OF HOME.”
“Thanks for keeping an eye on him, Vorgoth,” Rook said with quiet sincerity.
Vorgoth merely waved it off, “TIS NO TROUBLE AT ALL.”
She turned to her tea and from the smell she knew that it was the blend, Sunset Mint. She took a slow sip of her tea, letting the warmth and minty sweetness of the blend melt through her tension. The subtle floral of rose and trace of honey crystal soothed her like balm. She sighed, letting her shoulders sink as the tea soothed the ache in her mind.
Then came the bread.
She bit into the slice of molasses loaf slathered with cardamom sea salt butter, and nearly groaned.
Sweet Andraste, I needed this bread.
The crust was a beautiful brown and just crisp enough to give way to the dense, tender crumb beneath—sweet, dark, and fragrant with spice. If she were being honest, she could eat at least two of these loaves by herself and call it a blessed day. But alas, she was still in public. With customers. And a boyfriend.
That last part reminded her to glance sideways—and sure enough, Emmrich was already watching her with that quiet, affectionate smile of his. The one that reached his eyes and made something in her chest go embarrassingly soft.
He leaned in, his voice a low murmur by her ear. “Feeling better?”
The brush of his breath—and the tickle of his mustache at the shell of her ear—made her hum in quiet amusement. “I do.”
Satisfied, he pressed a kiss to her temple, lingering just long enough to make her smile.
They settled into a quiet rhythm—bread in hand, tea steaming between them, the shop around them alive with the soft shuffle of patrons and the clink of ceramic. Rook discussed business with Vorgoth on how things were going in her absence. He told her how they were going to run low on a few blends and he could prepare them if she gave him the recipes needed. She appreciated his help and let him know that she’ll hand him the recipes by the end of the week.
The conversation drifted to other small matters—shift schedules, a few lingering supply orders—until the low rumble of distant thunder rolled through the walls. A moment later, the rain came down in earnest. Not a drizzle this time, but a full-bodied downpour. The kind that battered windowpanes and sent pedestrians ducking for shelter.
The shop door opened with a gust of damp air and hurried footsteps. A small group of students rushed in, coats half-zipped, hair wet, cheeks flushed from the chill. More followed behind them, laughing breathlessly, grateful to escape the storm. The bell above the door jingled in chaotic rhythm as the tea shop quickly filled with chatter and the scent of rain-damp clothes.
Bellara perked up immediately, slipping behind the counter to greet the newcomers, while Vorgoth took orders with patient precision, steam already rising from freshly drawn kettles.
Emmrich watched the flurry with quiet amusement, then glanced toward the window, his hand still wrapped around his teacup. “Thank goodness I drove today,” he said absently. “Spite would be vexed if we had to walk in this weather.”
Beside him, Rook stiffened.
It was slight. Almost imperceptible. But he felt it—her stillness. The quiet recalibration of breath. Her fingers tightened around her own mug, her expression unreadable.
She inhaled slowly. “I’m going to grab my things,” she said, voice level. “Be right back.”
Before he could say anything, she was already up, slipping into the back kitchen with practiced ease.
Emmrich watched her go, eyes narrowing slightly in thought. The ease from earlier had retreated, just by a fraction—but enough that he noticed. Enough to make him wonder.
Rook kept a stash of spare umbrellas near the shop’s door—a personal habit born from constant forgetfulness despite being a seasoned local. No matter how many times she told herself to pack one, she never remembered until the sky was already pouring. Emmrich, naturally, had one tucked neatly in his car. Ever prepared.
When the worst of the crowd had settled with warm cups in hand, Emmrich volunteered to bring the car around. He disappeared out the door, umbrella in hand, leaving Rook behind to gather her things.
By the time he returned, the rain had intensified into a steady curtain. From the dry warmth of the shop, Emmrich watched her give her goodbyes—playful, composed. She wore her long stream-lined coat buttoned up against the weather, her sling-style backpack slung over one shoulder. Spite was tucked snug beneath the coat, content to stay warm and dry. Only the tip of his tail twitched.
Emmrich opened the car door for her, holding the umbrella to shield them both as she slipped into the passenger seat. As she settled in, Spite peeked out from the top of her coat like a particularly judgmental scarf, his yellow eyes sharp and half-lidded.
With her safely inside, Emmrich jogged back for Manfred, who waited patiently with his hands clasped. The skeleton climbed in with a soft clack of bones and fastened his seatbelt with dutiful precision.
Once everyone was seated inside the dark grey Lexus, the soft patter of rain on the roof dulled the outside world. Emmrich exhaled, flicking on the gentle hum of the heater while Rook opened her coat for Spite to stretch.
She didn’t move immediately after that. One hand came up to grip her seatbelt a little tighter, her gaze fixed forward. She took a slow, steadying breath.
Emmrich noticed. “Rook?” he asked gently. “Are you all right?”
She gave a small nod, her voice calm but tight. “Yeah. Just a little antsy. I know you’re a good driver, I do. I just—if you could be careful, that’d help.”
As she spoke, her eyes drifted to the window. She watched the rivulets of rain trace lazy paths down the glass, her expression distant—focused and far away all at once, as if chasing some memory she didn’t want to catch. The sound of the downpour dulled the rest of the world, and for a moment, she seemed caught in it.
He paused, then understood. The realization clicked quietly into place.
The crash. The day her life split open. It must’ve been raining—just like this. That kind of trauma didn’t vanish with time. It lingered, tucked in the marrow, waiting for weather and memory to stir it awake. He knew it well. Earthquakes still left him cold, a reflexive fear rooted in the collapse that stole his own parents.
His hand reached out and rested over hers, his touch steady and warm. “Of course,” he said, voice low and even. “We’ll take it slow.”
That assurance seemed to ease her a little. She glanced his way and gave him a faint, grateful smile.
“Do you want to go to my place, or yours?” he asked as he shifted the car into reverse.
“I think I’ll go home tonight,” she said. “But I don’t know if Manfred would like that space… it is small compared to the Loft.”
Emmrich nodded. “Then I’ll drop you off.”
Spite gave a low, amused rumble from his perch in her lap as the car pulled away from the curb, the world outside blurred in silver threads of rain.
The drive to her apartment passed in a hush. Emmrich kept his focus steady, navigating the rain-slicked streets with care. The rhythmic sweep of the windshield wipers was the only sound for a long stretch, accompanied by the soft thrum of tires over wet asphalt.
In the back seat, Manfred sat upright with his skull tilted toward the window, watching the raindrops race each other down the glass. He made no sound, his usual curious hum replaced by quiet awe. Up front, Rook stared straight ahead, her breathing calm but deliberate. Though she didn’t speak, her grip on the seatbelt remained tight, knuckles faintly pale as if letting go might unravel her composure.
When they reached her building, Emmrich pulled into a familiar spot and shifted the car into park. Rook unbuckled her seatbelt with a small click, then turned toward him.
“Thanks for the ride,” she said softly, voice colored with fatigue. “And for bringing Manfred to the tea shop.”
As she reached for the door handle, Emmrich gently stopped her, reaching up to pluck the long metal spoon from her hair. The twist loosened, letting soft waves fall around her shoulders. She blinked and blushed, caught off guard.
“Forgot about that,” she muttered.
“It made for a rather charming hairpin,” he replied, lips curving into a faint smile.
She rolled her eyes, but the stiffness in her shoulders eased slightly. When he offered to walk her up, she shook her head.
“It’s all right. I don’t want to leave Manfred alone in the car,” she said. Her tone was kind, but distant. “I just… need a little time to myself.”
Emmrich studied her, concern flickering behind his eyes, but he nodded. He understood. “Call me if you need anything.”
“I will.”
Rook stepped out into the rain, her coat already buttoned up tight with Spite curled beneath it. As she jogged toward her building, the cat peeked out from the collar, unimpressed by the drizzle. Emmrich watched until the door closed behind her.
From the back seat came a soft hiss. Home? Manfred cooed, the sound curling like steam from a kettle.
Emmrich exhaled and adjusted the wheel. “Yes, Manfred,” he murmured. “Let’s go home.”
Notes:
Not gonna lie this bake was 100% inspired when I was eating some molasses bread with whipped butter and it was the best snack ever.
Chapter 52: Chapter 52 - A Mug Between Storms
Summary:
A storm arrives in Minrathous.
Notes:
I did a lot of writing, so y'all get not one but two chapter uploads today.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The rain hadn’t let up.
It drummed a steady rhythm against the windows of her apartment, the kind of downpour that wrapped the world in thick wool. Rook sat curled in her window nook, the cushion beneath her legs worn from years of use, her knees drawn tight to her chest. The warm black jacket she wore hung loosely over her shoulders, sleeves pushed up just enough to cradle her mug of tea. Her jeans had been traded for sweatpants, and her sweater lay discarded somewhere near the foot of the bed.
Spite was nestled at the far end of the bench on his personal cushion, his paws tucked beneath him, eyes half-lidded. Occasionally, one ear flicked in irritation at the roll of thunder, but otherwise, he seemed perfectly content.
Rook took a sip from her cup—Sunset Mint. The floral edge of rose and trace of honey crystal softened the bracing mint, and she let it fill her mouth before swallowing slowly. It helped. Not enough to banish the thoughts, but enough to dull their edges.
Rainy days always brought them back.
It rained the day the car crashed.
It rained the day she ran away from the group home.
And it rained the day she walked out on the Shadow Dragons.
Bad days, all of them. Each one tangled up in memory, soaked through with things she didn’t want to revisit. And now, here she was again—holed up in her apartment, sulking over being sidelined. It wasn’t exactly on the same level as the others, but the emotional weight still pressed down, familiar and heavy.
She would’ve loved nothing more than to curl up with Emmrich—to lean against the warmth of his chest, to let him rub circles into her back and whisper something gentle and witty that made her laugh. He was so good at that. So good at seeing her and softening the edges she kept sharp.
But she couldn’t keep running to him every time she was troubled. That wasn’t fair. She needed to hold her own weight.
Especially when it was this kind of mood—low and quiet and thorned.
Her temple met the cool window glass with a muted thunk as she sighed, her breath fogging a small patch of the pane. She closed her eyes for a moment, letting the storm do the talking.
Then her phone rang.
The sound cut through the hush like the thunder outside. Sharp. Sudden.
Spite cracked an eye open.
Rook blinked, lifted her head, and reached for the device without thinking—thumb hovering for a beat before she answered. Her eyes flicked down to the caller ID.
Solas.
Of course it was.
She sighed, lips tightening as her thumb hovered over the screen. A part of her—maybe the smarter part—wanted to ignore it. Let it ring. Let it go to voicemail. But she knew better. If she didn’t answer, he’d either call again or pop over to the tea shop to ambush her. And unlike Selara, Solas wouldn’t be as patient. He did persistence. He did “unannounced visits” to the tea shop. And after Selara’s reaction to finding Rook absent from the shop AND finding out from a third party about her new side job… she does not want to deal with that reaction.
With a resigned groan, Rook pressed accept and set the phone on speaker, placing it on the ledge beside her tea.
“Well, this is a surprise,” she said flatly, eyes still on the rain.
There was a short pause. Then came his voice, smooth as always, with that careful blend of neutrality and knowing. “I do know how to use a phone, Rook.”
“Really? Hard to tell with all your unannounced visits.”
“I suppose that’s fair.”
She sighed. “What do you want, Solas?”
“…It’s raining today.”
She let out a slow exhale, side-eyeing the storm outside. “Ah yes. The wonderful winter weather of Minrathous. Rain, cold, and stone.”
“You forgot to mention the smell of wet dog that lingers after.”
That earned him a soft, reluctant laugh. “That’s only if it’s a bad day… or if you’ve been skulking through the woods again.”
A soft chuckle is heard on his end. Then there was a pause —slightly longer, slightly softer.
“Are you all right?” Solas asked.
Rook didn’t answer right away. Her thumb traced the rim of her mug, the scent of mint and honey rising with the steam.
“…Define ‘all right,’” she said, keeping her tone light, evasive.
“Avoiding the question is an answer in itself,” he murmured.
“Don’t do that,” she warned gently.
“Do what?”
“Acting like you’re all-knowing when all you see is twelve-year-old me,” she said, not quite bitter—just tired. “The one you left behind.”
There was a pause.
“It’s the only version of you I truly knew,” he admitted quietly.
“That was your choice, Solas.”
“…I know.”
Rook was being difficult and prickly. She knew it. She also knew that Solas was just trying to care, and she did appreciate it. This was just old wounds stinging her heart.
She let the silence linger, then shifted gears before the mood settled too heavy.
“Do you still visit their grave?”
“Whenever I find the time,” he said. “You?”
She nodded faintly, though he couldn’t see it. “Same. I’d even stop by the Temple of Andraste to light an orb for them.”
“…We could go together some time. I think they’d like that. Seeing us together.”
Rook glanced at the tea in her lap, her finger tapping on the lip of her mug. “I think they would too.”
Laughter erupted faintly through the speaker on his end, voices overlapping in cheerful bursts.
“You have company?”
“Some of our friends are in town. Selara wanted to host a dinner for them.”
“And you slipped away to talk to your estranged sister. How touching.”
A soft exhale came through the speaker—almost a laugh. “I do have my moments,” he said with a dry smile in his voice. “And I just wanted to make sure you were well.”
“I appreciate the sentiment.”
In the background, someone called out, clear and amused: “Chuckles! You planning to stay on that call all night, or are you joining the conversation?”
Rook blinked. “Wait. Is that Varric?”
“Yes. He’s in town for a break between book tours. Dorian and Cole are here too.”
“Tell them I said hi.”
“I will. I should get back before they start getting creative.”
“Solas.”
“Yes?”
“…Thanks for calling.”
There was a beat of silence—then a quiet, sincere. “Anytime, da’len.”
Rook stared at the phone for a moment after the call ended, the screen dimming as if drawing the conversation into silence.
She let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding, her shoulders loosening beneath her jacket. The rain was still going, steady and unchanging, but something inside her felt less tightly coiled. Like she'd found a dry patch in the middle of a storm.
It had been a long time since talking to him didn’t leave her rattled.
It was nice.
She glanced over at Spite, who was now watching her through half-lidded eyes. His tail flicked once, slow and unimpressed.
“What?” she muttered, lips twitching.
He didn’t respond, but she could feel the judgment radiating off him in waves.
Rook chuckled quietly and reached for her tea again, the cup still warm in her hands. She curled her legs tighter beneath her and took a slow sip—mint and honey and steam rising around her face.
Emmrich was worried.
Ever since he’d dropped Rook off, the unease hadn’t left him. He tried to settle into his usual routine, but the motions felt muted—hollow, even—without her presence or the soft patter of Spite’s paws echoing through the townhouse. It was striking, how much space she filled without even trying. How the absence of her warmth made the quiet feel heavier than usual.
A soft chime pulled his attention—a message from Rook.
Rook: Did you make it home all right?
He responded immediately.
Emmrich: Yes. Manfred and I arrived safe and sound.
He waited. The message was marked as read, but no reply followed. Emmrich stared at the screen a moment longer, thumb hovering over the keyboard, debating whether to ask if she was okay. But something told him she wasn’t in the mood for conversation.
So, he let it go. Slipping the phone into his pocket, he exhaled and carried a somber quiet with him.
Manfred, sensing the shift in Emmrich’s mood, had offered to make tea. The professor politely declined, prompting the skeleton to retreat quietly to his room. Alone now, Emmrich stood by the window in the living room, watching the rain fall in silver threads against the glass, the occasional roll of thunder breaking the stillness in low, distant echoes.
He used to hate thunder.
As a boy, it would send him into a panic—sharp, immediate, and suffocating. The sound reminded him too much of the building collapse. It mimicked the concussive force that had shaken the ground, the way the ceiling groaned before giving way. Thunder was too close to the memory of rubble and screaming, of calling out for his parents and hearing only silence in return.
He’d crouch to the floor, trembling, breath caught somewhere between a sob and a scream. The panic would build until he could barely see, until the only thing he could hear was the pounding of his own heart and the distant echo of disaster.
Even now, as an adult, some echoes still lingered. The memory never left entirely.
The weight of it returned in his chest. He stepped away from the window, moving toward the study. The decanter of Armagnac waited on a side table—his quiet salve. He poured a modest measure into a glass and let the warmth anchor him as he sat in his armchair, back straight, gaze unfocused.
Seeing Rook tighten in the car, fingers gripping her seatbelt, eyes locked on the rain—it had struck a nerve. He knew that feeling. That silent bracing. That way trauma waits, patient and buried, until something stirs it to the surface.
He still flinched at earthquakes. Still startled at the sound of distant detonations from experiments or tinkering gone awry. It didn’t matter how much time passed. Some wounds healed around the shrapnel of trauma.
But Rook’s discomfort had begun before the car ride. She’d been subdued even at the shop. Quiet. Thoughtful. A part of her had been elsewhere.
He should have asked her. He should have pressed, gently.
But she hadn’t seemed like she wanted to talk—and he hadn’t wanted to push. And now, the worry gnawed at him like a moth at the edges of a well-worn coat.
He looked toward his phone.
The urge to call her rose like a tide. Just to check in. To hear her voice. To ask if she was all right—truly all right, not just politely fine.
But she’d asked for space. She’d needed the quiet. He should respect that.
Still… what if she wanted him to call, but didn’t want to be the one to reach out?
Or was that just his own selfishness speaking? His need for reassurance masquerading as concern?
Maker, he was overthinking it. And he didn’t know what to do.
Emmrich stared into his glass, the amber of the Armagnac catching the low light like trapped fire. The warmth of it had done little to soothe the knot of unease coiled in his chest.
He should leave her be. She asked for space, and he respected that. He should respect that. But the silence gnawed at him.
With a low sigh, he rose from the armchair and padded down the hall to his bedroom. The soft hum of rain tapped against the windows, a quiet percussion that filled the absence of her voice. His room felt colder without her. Quieter.
He crossed to his writing desk and opened the top drawer. Inside, bound in dark leather and marked with the faintest scuffs from age and use, was his journal.
This was not the time for impulsive sentiment.
This needed… an academic approach.
He retrieved his fountain pen, uncapped it with the deliberate care of a scholar preparing an argument, and opened to a fresh page. Ink met paper with practiced grace.
A sudden downpour has fallen upon Minrathous, and its melancholy has had quite an effect.
I stopped by the Veil & Vine at Rook’s invitation—and, of course, for the obvious reason: I wished to see her. Manfred and Spite joined as well. The regal feline seemed pleased to return to his domain, while Manfred observed Rook’s space with wide-eyed wonder.
Miss Lutare was as welcoming as ever, and it is always a joy to speak with Vorgoth.
Rook, naturally, was in the back kitchen, crafting another confection that smelled delightful. She looked resplendent, as always... although something seemed to be weighing on her mind.
Her posture was tense, and her distracted thoughts led to a minor injury—a burn just above her wrist.
I was able to remedy it. But when I asked whether anything was troubling her, she was evasive. I chose not to pry. It was clear she did not wish to speak of it, though she remained open and playful in her way. So, I took on the role of observer. Doing what I could to lift her spirit.
For a time, it worked. There was a subtle ease in her tension... until the rain began. A new wave of unease overtook her, and she grew increasingly reticent. I suspect the rain stirred old wounds—perhaps memories of her family’s accident. I understand. I know what it is to be taken back by something so seemingly mundane.
She returned to her apartment with Spite. I came home with Manfred.
And now I find myself caught in a quiet debate. Do I contact her? Do nothing and respect her need for space? Or do I throw caution to the wind and go to her?
Options:
- Do Nothing
– Respect her request for space
– Trust she will reach out in her own time
– Risk of her spiraling alone - Send a Message
– Low-pressure communication (A simple text to make my presence known)
– Allows for autonomy
– Offers emotional support without intrusion - Call Her
– Opens a direct line for conversation
– Could soothe or overwhelm depending on current state
– Risk of seeming pushy - Go to Her Apartment
– Bold. Risky.
– Could be romantic or disastrous.
– Only advisable if emotional state is clearly destabilizing.
Emmrich stared at the inked words, letting out a heavy sigh.
He tapped the pen once, twice, against the edge of the journal.
Then, in neat script below the options, he added:
I feel like a fool, caught in such indecisive thoughts. Usually, I know what to do—what to say. But here I am, fumbling. Drinking my worries as if it holds the answer.
Perhaps I’m simply being an old man, consumed with worry instead of trusting her.
Our relationship has evolved faster than either of us have intended. Our days are intimate. The nights—filled with passion and comfort. And the domestic bliss blooming between us... it's something I treasure more than I can say.
But perhaps that very bliss has made me greedy. Hungry for more time, more closeness. Perhaps it's that desire—this budding sense of dependence is what drives me now.
Still...
I should wait. It’s the right thing to do.
For her.
For us.
She will come to me when she’s ready. And when she needs me—truly needs me—I’ll be there.
The catacombs of Minrathous were not unlike its sewers.
Dark, damp, and winding—but at least the catacombs didn’t smell like rotting refuse. The air was cooler here, stale in a way that clung to the throat and made every footstep echo just a bit too long. Centuries-old stone sealed out the city above, and with it, any sign of life. This had once been a sacred resting place. Now it was mostly used by smugglers and cutthroats who favored shadow and silence.
Neve didn't particularly care for either of those things.
She adjusted the grip on her wand as her boots clicked softly against uneven tile. The place had long been forgotten by the living, and she could practically hear Rook’s professor giving a lecture in her head—bemoaning the disgrace of leaving the dead to rot beneath the city.
She huffed quietly to herself.
He’d have a field day down here.
But disregarded skeletons weren’t the problem. Something else was off.
Neve felt it in her gut—an old, prickling instinct. This wasn’t just a crypt. There was magic lingering in the walls. And it didn’t feel like the standard kind that came with a city like Minrathous. Faint, bitter threads that didn’t belong.
They reached a point where the corridor forked into multiple tunnels. The recon team paused, murmuring among themselves before deciding to split into pairs and keep their sending stones at the ready. Neve, unsurprisingly, found herself with Tarquin.
Their footsteps echoed into the dark as they entered the right-most tunnel, their silence stretching just a little too long before Neve finally broke it.
“So,” she said, tone light. “How do you feel about Rook being back?”
Tarquin grunted, not looking at her. “Haven’t decided yet.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“It’s the one I’ve got.” He shifted his sword in his grip. “She looked better. Healthier. Not the overworked wreck we used to know. Still twitchy, though—especially around me or Ashur.”
“She has every reason to be.” Neve said, arching a brow. “You do remember how she left, right? Not exactly the kind of exit that makes reunions easy.”
He scowled. “You blocking us from seeing her didn’t help.”
“I didn’t keep you from her,” Neve shot back, cool and even. “I protected her. She was barely holding it together, and you two were the last people she could face. You think I didn’t want her back too? But she was barely standing after that case, and she—”
Her eyes flicked to him, “She made a mistake that haunts her to no end.”
Tarquin didn’t respond, but the hard set of his jaw betrayed the weight of her words. He knew she was right.
After a pause, his voice dropped lower, rougher. “I said things I shouldn’t have,” he admitted. “That day... I was furious. Scared. I let my temper get the better of me.”
Neve glanced over at him but said nothing. Tarquin didn’t usually talk like this.
“Maker, I remember the look she had when she ran,” he continued, voice quieter now. “Like the ground dropped out from under her. She was frozen, horrified. And instead of backing off, I just kept pushing.”
The shame threading through his tone softened something in Neve, though it stirred a painful memory of her own.
“Rook’s always been trouble,” she said, her voice gentler now. “Too clever for her own good. Too stubborn to ask for help. But she gave everything to this job. Every case—she took them into her bones. And when she failed…” Her voice faltered. “It gutted her.”
Tarquin slowed his steps. “Yeah,” he muttered. “I remember.”
Neve remembered too. And her regrets weren’t any smaller. She should’ve seen the signs. Should’ve pulled Rook aside—talked her down before it got that far. But she’d stayed silent, afraid of pushing too hard. And when Rook ran—vanished—Neve had chased after her with nothing but a gut feeling and a desperate string of phone calls.
She finally got an answer—not from Rook, but from a stranger who calmly told her where to find her friend.
When she arrived, the man—Boro, he’d said—led her into a quiet community garden tucked between the buildings. There, on a bench half-hidden beneath overgrown vines, sat Rook. A borrowed blanket wrapped around her like a shell, hair soaked and tangled, eyes red from crying. She looked like a ghost waiting to be taken to the Fade.
Ragged. Small. Defeated.
Rook hadn’t just burned out that night. She’d broken.
Neve exhaled slowly, her fingers tightening around her wand. “We all failed her,” she murmured. “Each in our own way.”
They walked a few more paces in silence, boots echoing off the ancient stone as the corridor narrowed and curved. The air grew colder the deeper they went, and Neve found herself hyper-aware of the way the walls seemed to press inward, like a mouth waiting to close.
Neve’s fingers tightened on her wand.
Then, without warning, the air shifted.
The temperature dropped fast enough to fog Neve’s breath. The quiet turned thick, oppressive—like the walls had suddenly begun listening.
Her instincts flared. The hairs on her arms rose, and a low thrum tickled at her wards.
Neve came to a halt beside him, her stance coiled and alert. “You feel that?”
Tarquin didn’t answer, but his hand sliding instinctively to the hilt of his sword. His eyes scanned the tunnel ahead, now darker than before, as if the shadows had deepened of their own accord.
The sensation crawling up her spine was unmistakable. Something unnatural was here—close, patient, and watching.
Tarquin drew his sword, the steel whispering as it left the sheath, its edge catching the faintest shimmer of light. He didn’t speak, but his tension was clear in the way he angled himself—between her and the dark ahead.
Neve moved in step beside him, quiet and fluid. Every step forward made her gut twist tighter.
Something was wrong down here.
And she had a very bad feeling they were about to find out what.
Tarquin and Neve continued cautiously through the winding tunnel, their boots muffled against the damp stone floor. The air grew heavier with each step—metallic and strange, the way it always did when something unnatural was close. Then they saw it.
A red glow pulsed at the end of the tunnel, unnatural and ominous. Voices echoed faintly—shouting, sharp and guttural. Tarquin’s jaw tensed as he pulled out his sending stone, whispering into it, “We hear voices at the end of our tunnel. Going silent. Will report back when it’s clear.”
Neve nodded and lifted her wand, murmuring a cloaking spell beneath her breath. A shimmer spread across them both, rendering their forms hazy and shadow-wrapped. The closer they got, the worse the scent became—something acrid and sharp that burned faintly in her nose.
Then they reached the end of the passage and stopped dead.
The tunnel opened into a wider cavern veined with glowing red lyrium. Crystalline growths jutted out from the walls, the floor, even the broken bones of old support beams. Dozens of people—men and women, many with filth-smeared clothes and wide, terrified eyes—were forced to mine. Some wore iron collars. Others... they had already begun to change. Crimson shards erupted from their arms, their backs, even their faces, as if the lyrium had burrowed into their blood and bloomed from within.
The red crystals glowed with sickening beauty, casting the entire space in an infernal light.
Venatori stood in the distance—shouting, barking orders, waving weapons. One struck a prisoner who had collapsed to their knees, red crystals spreading like ivy across their spine as they sobbed.
Neve’s heart twisted. Tarquin’s hand clenched around the hilt of his sword, muscles taut with barely contained rage.
They couldn’t risk being caught. As much as every instinct screamed at them to intervene, it would be suicide. Neve forced herself to look away and backed them out slowly, careful not to make a sound. She stopped just outside the tunnel and etched a quiet mark into the stone with a quick flick of her wand—something simple, something only the recon team would recognize.
Tarquin pulled out the sending stone again, voice low but steady. “The tip was legit. We found a red lyrium mine. Civilians are being used. Confirm if anyone else found another entrance. We’ll regroup soon.”
They waited in the silence of their hiding place, the red glow no longer visible, but its sickly presence still clinging to their skin.
This was bad.
These people weren’t just missing—they were being used. Used as labor. Used as material. The exposure to the red lyrium was killing them in slow, excruciating ways—turning their bodies into crystal, their minds into madness. A painful, mind-shattering death.
Neve’s grip tightened on her wand. “Thank the Maker Rook isn’t here,” she muttered. “She’d want to shut this down right now.”
“And get herself killed in the process,” Tarquin added grimly. “We don’t know how many Venatori are here.”
They needed more intel. More numbers. A plan. But Maker, walking away felt wrong. Leaving those people behind—even if just for now—tasted like betrayal.
But they weren’t strong enough yet. Not without backup. Not without Rook. Not without the full force of the Shadow Dragons.
Neve exhaled hard. “The things we do for the greater good.”
Tarquin didn’t answer right away, but the way he stared down the tunnel said enough. His expression was carved from stone—tight-jawed and deadly calm. Then, quietly, he muttered, “Those Venatori assholes are going to regret harming the people of my city.”
Neve glanced at him, something grim and resolute settling behind her eyes. “Agreed.”
A beat passed before Tarquin rolled his shoulders, exhaling through his nose. “I’m going to need a drink after this.”
Neve huffed a quiet laugh, bitter but sincere. “I’ll join you in that endeavor.”
They turned and moved back through the tunnel, steps swift but careful, their shadows swallowed by the dark.
The reckoning would come.
Notes:
The Solas and Rook phone call is low key so sweet. A little sibling love in these tense times.
Also, I had a lot of fun writing Neve's POV. I went a little loosey goosey on how red lyrium would work in this AU. Lots of Reddit posts and research.
Chapter 53: Chapter 53 - Crackling Notes
Summary:
Rook remembers her scars. The Shadow Dragons prepare to raid the catacombs.
*Trigger Warning: Abuse, Drugs, Violence, and Trauma.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook lay on her back, eyes fixed on the ceiling as the faint glow of streetlights filtered in through the blinds. The rain hadn’t stopped, its steady rhythm tapping against the windows like a slow, persistent metronome. Spite was curled at the foot of the bed, one ear twitching every now and then, but otherwise still. The rest of the apartment was silent. Too silent.
She’d been trying to sleep for hours but it continued to elude her.
Sleep wasn’t coming. Not tonight.
She shifted beneath the blankets, restless. Her thoughts were too loud. Her heart too tight.
Maybe she should text Emmrich. Let him know that she’s thinking of him and is missing his company. He’d probably try to call her to simply hear her… maybe go on some witty anecdote about one of his expeditions or his research followed by him adding a terrible pun just to make her laugh. She loved when he did that. Soothing the noise in her head with just a few words, a laugh, or just his smile.
But her phone remained untouched on the nightstand. It was past midnight. He was probably asleep by now, and she didn’t want to disturb him. She shouldn’t depend on him so much.
Still, the quiet pressed in. Heavy. Stifling.
Her breath caught slightly as a familiar ache crept into her chest—one she hadn’t felt in a long time. Not like this. It rose uninvited, shaped by too many old feelings: frustration, melancholy, shame.
And just like that, the walls of her apartment began to blur.
The soft scent of mint and dried lavender faded, replaced by damp mildew and cheap detergent. The steady hum of her tea kettle gone—now replaced by the buzz of flickering hallway lights. The warmth of her sheets gave way to cold tile and thin blankets that barely reached her toes.
She was sixteen again.
Alone in a group home, she never wanted to be in.
She hadn’t trusted the place from the start.
It was too clean. Too quiet. The walls were freshly painted, the beds made tight enough to bounce a coin, and the kids—Maker, the kids were smiling. That alone made the hairs on the back of Rook’s neck rise. In all the other homes she’d been dumped in, there was always noise. A scuffle, a fight, someone screaming into a pillow or whispering in the dark. But not here. This place was tidy, orderly… watched.
She remembered the day she arrived—escorted in by a caseworker who barely looked her in the eye. The director, a woman with neat fingernails and a fake, papery smile, welcomed her with arms spread and a voice slick as oil. “We’re a home of second chances,” she’d said. “You’ll do well here, Ms. Ingellvar, if you behave.”
She scoffed at their warning. She’d been told so many times to behave. Sure she got into a few scuffles with other kids but those assholes had it coming when they tried to push her around like she was lesser when all of them were in the same boat.
And at first, things seemed... decent. Meals were hot. Showers worked. There were even books in the common room that weren’t locked away.
But it didn’t take long for Rook to notice the cracks.
The way some kids got quiet when certain staff walked by. The way they never talked about the ones who left, only said they were “transferred.” The clipboard trails that never lined up. And worst of all, the new girl—Isla—who had only been there a week before vanishing in the night.
No goodbye. No suitcase. No case worker that escorted her.
Just... gone.
Rook had asked around. Quietly at first, then more directly. That earned her detention. When she tried to sneak into the office during cleaning duty, she got caught—and punished. Scrub duty for a week. No recreation time.
But she didn’t stop.
There was something wrong here, and no one else seemed willing to face it. So Rook did what she always did—dug her heels in and looked deeper.
And what she found... made her blood run cold.
She hadn’t expected to find much. Just a locked drawer tucked beneath the director’s desk—easy to pick open during her assigned cleaning hours when the office was empty and the cameras conveniently “malfunctioned.”
What she didn’t expect… was the ledger.
It was bound in plain leather, edges worn from years of use, and inside—names. Dozens of them. Kids who had lived here, each accompanied by neat, clinical annotations.
- “Elven. Docile. High stamina. Suitable for labor or fighting pits.”
- “Attractive. Possible sale to brothel contacts in Orlesia.”
- “Quiet. Fragile. Unsuitable for slavery. Possibility to be sold as material for Venatori.”
- “Elven. Arcane potential. Send to Venatori for evaluation.”
The worst of it was a short request clipped to the last page.
Urgent: Worker's Bliss stock is low. Request new shipment. We require five more for proper labor. -V
Worker’s Bliss?
What in the world was that?
Rook’s stomach turned. Her hands shook as she flipped through the pages, bile rising in her throat with every neat, emotionless entry. This looks like an operation that’s been running for a long time. An evil that was hidden in plain sight with people that didn’t matter enough to cause alarm. After all, who gives a shit about teenage orphans?
Not to mention the fact that they were making deals with the Venatori. She’d only heard whispers. Cultists, some said. Blood mages. Others claimed they were obsessed with power and ancient Tevinter values. Rook didn’t know exactly what they were—but whatever they wanted, it involved kids.
She took the ledger, shoved it under her shirt, and bolted.
Her bag was stashed near the rear utility shed. She made it halfway there before she froze.
A group of kids—six or seven of them—were being escorted across the courtyard by two of the staff. Their hands were held, their expressions blank. Too blank. Rook didn’t know why it struck her so hard—maybe it was the dazed look in Isla’s eyes, or the way the staff moved with calm efficiency, like they’d done this a hundred times before.
Something was wrong.
She could’ve run. Should’ve. She almost did.
Instead, she shoved her bag behind a loose panel in the garden wall and crept back toward the main building. Her heart was pounding so loudly she was sure someone could hear it. Thunder rolled in the distance—low, like a warning growl.
She slipped through the side entrance and down into the lower level, past the boiler room and the staff storage. A place most kids weren’t allowed.
The stench hit her first—damp metal, dried sweat, and something acrid. Then she saw them.
Cages. Dozens of them. Some empty. Others… occupied.
Young faces. Frightened eyes. Some curled up. Some too still.
Then she saw Isla sitting in the corner of one of the cages with the others. She was alive. Thank the Maker.
Crates stacked with chains, padded muzzles, vials filled with iridescent liquid. Rook didn’t want to know what any of it was for.
Rook moved fast, panic sharpening her focus. She reached the first warded cage and whispered a quiet disruption spell under her breath. The rune cracked. The latch clicked.
One down.
Another cage. Another ward unraveled.
A kid—no older than thirteen—crawled out, dazed, then bolted without a word.
The next ward took longer. Her hands were shaking now. The arcane thread snapped—and that’s when it happened.
She heard a noise and that caused a small panic with the others. She didn’t see who shoved her—just a blur, a stranger’s face—and then everything went dark.
When Rook came to, the world was dim and pulsing.
Her head ached, her vision swam, and her arms—her arms were tied.
The bindings cut into her skin: coarse rope laced chaffing against her wrists. She struggled instinctively, only to see that she couldn’t move in the way she wanted to. It felt sluggish as her vision was hazy. The bastards must’ve drugged her with something so that she wouldn’t do anything.
Thunder cracked somewhere above.
A shadow moved beyond her line of sight.
“Well, well,” came a voice—silken, amused. “Looks like our little mouse has teeth.”
The director stepped into view, heels clicking on tile like punctuation marks. Her immaculate hair and pressed blouse looked untouched by the chaos below. She crouched, her sharp features haloed by the red glow of nearby crystals.
“I had such high hopes for you, Ingellvar. So spirited. So clever.” Her smile curled with venom. “But clever girls don’t last long when they don’t know when to keep their noses out of business that isn’t theirs.”
Rook glared up at her from the floor, jaw tight. “Says the slave trafficker.”
The woman sighed, as though disappointed in a student. “My dear child. You just couldn’t help being an utter nuisance to my business.”
She tsked softly and crouched beside her, brushing a piece of hair from Rook’s face with the practiced grace of a stage performer. “I should’ve listened and slipped worker’s bliss into your food so that you would be more cooperative, but your potential buyers didn’t wish to hinder your potential. But that can be rectified today.”
She stood and turned toward the gathered staff.
“Strip her down to the back,” she ordered, voice casual. “We’ll need to leave her conscious—enough to understand what happens to those who meddle.”
“No!” Rook thrashed as much as her bound limbs allowed, fury bursting behind her ribs. “Don’t you touch me—!”
But she couldn’t stop them. Rough hands dragged her to her knees, tore at her uniform. Her shirt was ripped open, exposing her back to the cold, damp air. Her skin prickled with dread.
The first strike came fast.
A leather lash, cracked against her skin.
She didn’t scream.
Not the first time.
But by the fourth, her breath hitched.
By the seventh, her vision blurred.
She tasted blood where she bit her lower lip to keep from crying out.
The director didn’t speak for most of it. She just watched—expression unreadable, eyes cool and detached like this was another line item on her list of things to oversee.
When it was done, Rook sagged forward, gasping, every breath a jagged edge.
“Once she stops bleeding,” the director said coolly, “give her a vial of royal elfroot extract to patch up the worst of it. Don’t want the scars causing trouble with the buyers.” She rose from her chair with practiced ease and gestured lazily to someone behind her. “We’ll ship her out with tomorrow’s lot. Start prepping the Worker’s Bliss. She’ll need a heavy dose when she wakes.”
Worker’s Bliss—some kind of drug, probably designed to dull the senses and crush resistance. A way to keep the children compliant. Sick bastards.
The director crouched again, lowering herself to eye level.
“I warned you, pet,” she murmured, almost tender. “I do hope your new master can tame that fiery little streak of yours. Then again, girls like you usually end up dead… or broken. Let’s hope you fetch a high enough price to make it worth the mess.”
She reached out, thumb brushing against the blood smeared on Rook’s cheek like she was petting a broken thing.
“Sweet dreams, pet.”
Rook was in agony.
Her back burned with every breath, lashes still raw and oozing beneath torn fabric. The healing potion had numbed the sting but not the rage. Not the shame. Her limbs trembled, heavy with the residue of Worker’s Bliss, and her vision wavered—edges dim, her pulse drumming in her ears.
But more than anything… she wanted to fight.
To survive.
Her fists clenched against the slick floor, nails digging into the tile. Something cracked in her mind—like a barrier too long held in place. Thunder rumbled outside, loud and low like the world itself had grown angry on her behalf.
And that’s when she felt it.
Snap.
A current surged beneath her skin. Her fingers sparked—brilliant arcs of violet-white lightning danced across her knuckles. The suppressive spell carved into the rope fizzled and ruptured, and the bonds blew apart with a sharp crack and the stench of ozone.
The staff member approaching her barely had time to react.
Rook shoved her hand forward, lightning arcing from her palm in a jagged, vicious stream. It struck the woman in the chest, blasting her back into the far wall with a scream. Another tried to lunge at her from the side—Rook spun, her reflexes sharpened by adrenaline, and unleashed another bolt that sent him flying.
The fog in her mind was gone. Burned away by fury and magic.
She stood tall, static coiling around her shoulders, her hair whipping with the storm that built inside and outside the building.
Breathing hard, Rook turned toward the cages.
The kids inside were crying—sobbing, cowering, some frozen in terror.
Rook moved fast. She shattered the runes on the locks with concentrated bursts, wrenching cages open as she passed.
“Run!” she barked, voice cracking with power. “Go! Get out! Call for help!”
The kids scattered. Some bolted down the corridor. Others hesitated—but when they saw the staff struggling to rise and Rook still crackling with electricity, they followed. One or two even fought back—swinging chairs, kicking, screaming. A wave of terrified defiance flooded the facility.
Rook led the charge—blasting open doors, frying locks, and dragging down anyone who tried to stop them. The hallway lights exploded in bursts overhead. The scent of ozone filled every room.
Rain roared outside, drenching the world beyond the threshold as the first kids broke through the front doors and vanished into the night.
Rook was halfway out when a voice cut through the chaos.
“You ungrateful little wretch!”
She turned sharply.
The director stood just beyond the mess, her white coat scorched and stained, hair disheveled. In one hand, she held Isla—her tiny frame shaking, eyes wild with fear. In the other, she held a dagger—pressed against the girl’s throat.
“Take another step and I’ll bleed her like the useless nug that she is,” the director snarled. “You think anyone will believe you? You think you’re free?”
Rook’s heart seized. Isla whimpered, struggling—until the woman struck her across the temple with the hilt of the blade.
“By the time the authorities come, I can glaze this over by telling them that you cause a riot. Created delusions in your head, became an abomination.”
Lightning flared around Rook’s arms, brighter than before, fierce and seething.
“Let. Her. Go.”
Thunder crashed above, close enough to rattle the floor. The flickering overhead lights burst into sparks, showering the hallway in crackling embers.
The director laughed—shaky, desperate. “You’re nothing,” she spat. “You were always nothing. You’ll die on the street like the rest of them!”
Then Isla bit her.
Hard.
The director screamed and dropped her hold for a split second—but it was enough.
Rook surged forward, crossing the space in an instant. They collided. The dagger slashed toward her—missed her neck by inches—and they crashed to the floor. Rook grappled with her, fists colliding, legs kicking, lightning surging between them as the storm screamed above.
The director raised the blade again.
Rook lifted her hand.
BOOM.
A concentrated bolt of lightning shot from her palm, striking the director point-blank in the chest. The force launched the woman backward—she slammed into the ceiling with a sickening crack before crumpling to the floor in a smoldering heap.
Rook didn’t wait to see if that hag was still breathing.
She rushed forward, grabbed Isla, and yanked the girl to her feet. “Run,” she ordered, shoving her toward the exit. Isla bolted, stumbling at first, then disappearing into the chaos.
Sirens sounded in the distance indicating that the other kids got help.
Spinning on her heel, Rook darted for the garden wall, snatching her backpack from its hiding place. The ledger thudded heavily inside, a grim reminder of what she couldn’t forget.
Her hands were raw. Her back throbbed with every step, lashes torn open beneath her shirt. Her hair still carried the scent of scorched ends, but none of it mattered.
She ran—through the wrecked halls, past overturned chairs and broken lights, through the blown-open doors of the facility that had once tried to sell her soul. Into the storm, through the gates that no longer held power over her.
She didn’t stop. Not when the rain soaked her to the bone. Not when her breath came in ragged gasps. Not even when her legs began to falter beneath her.
Rook ran until the adrenaline ran out and her body gave in, collapsing in a narrow alley far from the home that had never truly been one. She lay there, curled around her backpack, blood mixing with rain, her heart still crackling like a live wire.
Just rain. Just silence.
She was free.
And they wouldn’t find her again.
Rook jerked upright with a sharp breath, her fingers clenched tightly in the blankets twisted around her. Her heart thudded against her ribs like it was trying to escape, and the rain tapping against the window sounded too much like the storm from that night.
She sat still for a moment, trying to quiet the noise in her head, to remind herself that she was no longer sixteen. No longer trapped in that hell. But the memory lingered, raw and electric under her skin.
Venhedis... she felt pathetic. Truly and utterly pathetic.
The scars from that night still marked her back—faint, but there. They had healed without magic, not for lack of want, but because she hadn’t known any healing spells back then, and potions were too expensive. What little money she’d scrounged up had gone toward gauze and disinfectant. She did what she could. Kept them clean. Kept them from getting infected. But even after all this time, the wounds had never fully faded. The lines remained—angry, uneven, and ugly.
She still cast the occasional glamour to hide them. It was easier that way. She still cast the occasional glamour to hide them. It was easier that way. The pitying looks—heavy, uninvited—were the worst. People’s eyes always flinched when they saw the scars, as if they couldn’t stop themselves from recoiling.
Even Solas—Maker, especially Solas.
The day he discovered them, he went still. Not a word. Not a breath. Just silence that stretched long and unbearable. She’d never seen his face like that before—so pale, so stricken. And then he turned away, his shoulders rigid, his voice low and hollow when he finally spoke.
“Who did this to you?”
But it wasn’t a demand. It was a whisper. A broken thing.
Rook could sense restrained anger in his voice and the air around him felt sharp. He didn’t say anything else when she told him about how she got them. Then he just… disappeared for a while. Into himself. Into that place where Solas buried the things that hurt too much to carry openly.
Somehow, that had hurt more than yelling ever could.
So she hid them. Glamour was easier than pity. Easier than sympathy. Easier than remembering.
Rook exhaled shakily, dragging her hand down her face as she tried to will the memory back into its box. Her sheets clung damply to her back, her breath still shallow. Spite stirred at the foot of the bed, his eyes cracking open to watch her quietly. He didn’t move toward her. He didn’t need to. His presence alone was enough.
She swallowed hard and leaned back into the pillows, pressing a hand against her chest as if that would slow the ache in her lungs. The storm outside still raged, but in here—in this small pocket of quiet—she was safe. She was older. Stronger. Free.
But she still hated how easily the past could pull her back under.
Morning came with cloudy skies, the rain having finally moved on—but the gloom lingered, perfectly matching Rook’s shit mood.
She sat slouched at the long table in the Shadow Dragon briefing room, a steaming cup of coffee clutched between her hands like a lifeline. Her hair, though in its loose braid, looked hastily done. Dark circles ringed her eyes, and her posture screamed of a night spent wrestling shadows instead of sleep. A few stray threads of static still clung to her, the scent of ozone faint on her skin. The only thing shielding her from complete collapse was the bitter warmth of caffeine and Neve sitting silently beside her like a quiet pillar of normalcy.
Neve didn’t ask. She didn’t need to. But she did lean just slightly toward Rook, eyeing her with mild suspicion as she passed over a second cup of coffee.
“You look awful,” she said under her breath—gently, not unkind. “Rough night?”
Rook managed a smirk, thin and dry. “Just a badly timed bout of insomnia.”
Neve raised a brow, unconvinced but not pressing. “Mmm. One of those.”
Rook sipped her coffee, eyes fixed on the holo-map like it might keep her upright. “Couldn’t shut my brain off.”
“Well, buckle up,” Neve murmured, straightening as Elias approached. “Today’s briefing might jolt it back to life.”
Rook followed Neve’s gaze, and sure enough—Tarquin looked like he’d been brooding since dawn—jaw tight, eyes sharper than usual. Ashur, meanwhile, had his arms folded and gaze pinned to the holo-map displayed on the table’s surface.
“Wonderful,” Rook muttered into her cup. “I guess my hunch was right.”
Neve’s elbow nudged her beneath the table. “Just keep your cool when they announce what we found.”
A glowing overlay of the Minrathous catacombs flickered in shades of blue and red, showing branching tunnels and hot spots of activity. In one corner, a tagged cluster marked in crimson pulsed steadily—confirmed red lyrium activity.
Hector stood at the head of the table, expression grim. “Recon confirmed it last night. We’ve got red lyrium being mined under our feet. Enslaved laborers. Active Venatori presence. And a potential link to the development of the dagger.”
He tapped the edge of the map, expanding the area of interest.
“Thanks to our consultant—” he gave a meaningful glance to Rook, who nodded faintly, “—Mercar for pointing us in the right direction. We found that the enslaved laborers are in fact our missing victims. And the Venatori are using them to mine it as well as replenish the supply by succumbing to the symptoms of overexposure.”
Tarquin spoke next, gaze sweeping the room. “The wards are sophisticated. Multiple holding areas, magical reinforcements around the storage sectors. Quite the operation they got going for them.”
A few murmurs spread through the room.
Neve glanced down, then added, “We marked the tunnel we used. It’s a viable entry point, but we don’t know how far their operation spreads underground. We’ll need backup and strong counter-wards to breach it clean.”
Ashur, standing on the other side of the table, looked to Elias. “Then we hit them tonight. Fast and hard. We cut off the lyrium, secure the captives, and get intel on how far in development they have on this dagger. Maybe find where it’s being held.”
Hector nodded. “You heard the man. Meeting for the raid will happen this afternoon. All of you are aware of your current assignments. Dismissed.”
Rook stayed quiet as the plan took shape, her fingers wrapped around the heat of her coffee cup. She felt Neve’s eyes flick her way again—curious, maybe concerned—but said nothing. There wasn’t time to unravel her sleepless night now. The only thing that mattered was shutting down the mine.
She muttered into her cup of coffee before downing the rest of it. “Welp, that woke me up.”
The rest of the day passed in a blur of movement—briefings, updates, and tense discussions echoing down the halls of the Shadow Dragons’ base. Neve had kept close, filling Rook in on the recon intel from the catacombs while Ashur and Tarquin argued over routes, magical interference, and how to prioritize both their agents' safety and the victims inside.
Rook sat at her desk, fingers tapping restlessly against the edge as her eyes scanned the map of the catacombs again. The red crystal markers made her jaw tighten.
“You think this one’s going to be bloody?” she asked quietly, her voice low enough that only Neve could hear.
Neve, perched on the edge of the table beside her, glanced over with a sigh. “The Venatori rarely go down without a fight. We’ll get as many people out as we can, but…” Her mouth flattened into a grim line. “We’ll probably be cataloguing more corpses than survivors by the end of it.”
That wasn’t comforting. But Rook appreciated the honesty. No sugar-coating. No false hope. Just the grim truth of their work. Especially when you add blood mages and red lyrium to the mix.
She let out a slow breath and shifted her weight forward, elbows on the table. “You think Tarquin would actually let me come along?”
Neve blinked at her, a brow lifting. “I mean, technically you’re just a consultant,” she said, voice carefully neutral.
Rook shot her a flat look. “Technically.”
A small smile curled at the edge of Neve’s mouth. “If you pitch it like you’re there to help us navigate the tunnels, they might buy it.”
“Might?”
“Or,” Neve added, her grin growing, “you could beg a little. I bet Tarquin would cave if you showed him those notorious puppy dog eyes.”
“Ugh.” Rook groaned, scrubbing a hand down her face. “I’m not above groveling, but I am above looking pathetic.”
“Are you, though?”
Rook flicked a pen at her.
Still, the idea stuck. So, after catching Ashur and Tarquin between rounds of prepping their squads, Rook made her move.
She launched into her pitch with as much professionalism as she could muster—emphasizing that she’d already contributed valuable information to the investigation, that she could do triage for the victims during extraction, and that she had first-hand knowledge of how the Venatori operated in covert trafficking rings. She wasn’t just curious—she had a responsibility to see this through.
Ashur listened with barely contained amusement, arms crossed over his chest and a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
As for Tarquin, he was less amused, leaned against the edge of the strategy table, arms folded. “Last I checked, Rook, you’re a consultant. And consultants don’t go in the field.”
She met his stare, unflinching. “Last I checked, I’m the one who pointed us towards the red lyrium lead. I’ve earned the right to see this through.”
There it was—that stubborn glint in her eye, the fire that Tarquin hadn’t seen in years. He exhaled slowly, clearly weighing something behind that grim expression.
The tension in the room was thick enough to cut.
Rook stood across from Tarquin, chin tilted up, her arms crossed tight. Her fiery frown met his stern glare in a familiar standoff—one that echoed with memories neither of them were quite ready to voice.
It was like old times. Almost.
And it was that same determination that got them this far. Because without her, they never would’ve looked at the catacombs. They’d have missed the red lyrium. They’d be walking blind into something far worse.
Ashur leaned against the edge of the table, arms folded, exhaling through his nose. “She’s right, Tarquin,” he said at last. “The catacombs were her find. She deserves to see it through.”
Tarquin ran a hand down his face, muttering something under his breath. Then he straightened, fixing Rook with that same unyielding gaze. “Fine. But you’re to stay at the comms station. You help with coordination. Guidance. Nothing more. Nothing less.”
Rook opened her mouth, but he cut her off with a pointed look.
“You are not to engage. You are not a field agent anymore. You’re an observer. Got it?”
A flicker of triumph lit her eyes despite the warning. She gave a single, sharp nod. “Got it.”
With that, she turned and strode out of the briefing room, her steps brisk and purposeful. The door clicked shut behind her.
Tarquin exhaled and turned to Ashur. “Twenty says she tries to sneak in a mage knife.”
Ashur chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “Fifty says she won’t stay an observer for more than five minutes.”
They both knew they were probably right.
Her defiance, her conviction—it had once been the very thing that made her one of their best. Her sense of justice had always burned bright, often brighter than reason. It rivaled Tarquin’s, sometimes even outshined it. But her recklessness... that had worn thin over time. Too many times when she acted before thinking. Too many close calls.
But that wasn’t what haunted him the most.
It was how she cared. For as long as he’d known and trained that little dragon, she could never stop caring for others. Because every name on a case file became a weight on her chest, every loss a failure she carried like a scar.
He used to scold her for it—always calling her out for pushing too hard, helping too much, running in without backup. His worry always came out sounding like reprimands, like lectures. And maybe that’s why she stopped listening. Why she stopped coming to him when it mattered.
She gave too much to everyone else, and left nothing for herself.
And now, looking at the way she’d stood her ground earlier, that familiar fire behind her eyes—it was just like before. Her determination.
That aching part of her that couldn’t walk away, not when people were suffering.
But then Tarquin’s humor faded. He tapped a knuckle against the edge of the table, watching the door she’d disappeared through.
“…You think she’s okay?”
Ashur didn’t answer right away. He tapped a finger against the blueprints spread across the table, eyes distant.
“The optimist in me wants her to be,” he said finally. “But… she hasn’t really spoken to me since she got back. Won’t even look at me unless she has to.”
Tarquin nodded slowly. “Yeah. Same here. If she wasn’t required to report to me, I think she’d be avoiding me altogether.”
Silence fell again, heavier this time.
The lieutenant exhaled through his nose, rubbing the back of his neck like he could ease the weight pressing on him. “This’ll go fine,” he muttered, more to himself than anyone else. “We’ve planned it tight. Everyone knows their role. We’ll be in and out before those bastards even know what hit them.”
Ashur glanced over, brow raised. “You trying to convince me or yourself?”
Tarquin didn’t answer.
Ashur’s gaze returned to the map, his voice low but certain. “It has to go fine. Because if the Venatori finish whatever ritual they’re working on down there…” He shook his head. “Minrathous is screwed.”
Tarquin’s jaw tightened. He looked down at the catacombs map—at the marked tunnel, the collapsed paths, the red lyrium mine scrawled in ink like it wasn’t a damn powder keg waiting to blow.
“They won’t,” he said quietly. “We’ll stop them before it gets that far.”
Ashur didn’t argue. He just nodded—because the alternative didn’t bear thinking about.
The lounge was dim and quiet, tucked away on the far side of the barracks. It wasn’t fancy—just a large, under-lit room filled with mismatched couches and old armchairs that had probably seen more ass than any proper seating should. But it was meant for agents working overtime, and apparently, couches were the preferred solution over bunk beds.
Rook stepped inside, the faint bitterness of coffee still lingering on her breath, and eyed the nearest couch like it was the most inviting thing in the world. Her muscles ached, her head was foggy, and the adrenaline that had fueled her earlier was finally beginning to fray at the edges.
Neve had practically shoved her toward the door.
"That’s it. You’re going to take a power nap before the briefing. That’s your third coffee, and Tarquin will kill you if you fall asleep during it."
She wasn’t wrong.
So Rook slumped down onto the couch, curling on her side with her arms tucked beneath her head. She didn’t expect to actually sleep—not with everything swirling in her chest.
She exhaled slowly.
The raid was happening tonight. She’d already requested a mage knife from the armory, since she couldn’t run home to grab her own. Technically, she was only there to observe, to help guide from comms—but she didn’t like going in unarmed. Old habits.
Her gaze stayed fixed on the back of the couch as her thoughts began to drift.
She’d dropped Spite off at Veil & Vine that morning. He was grumpy, but content enough to be back in his natural habitat—despite the tail flick and exaggerated sigh. Vorgoth knew how to care for him, so the dark prince would be fed, watered, and appropriately worshipped until she returned. She’d left with a promise to be back tonight, assuming things didn’t go sideways.
Normally, she would’ve texted Emmrich. Maybe asked if he could swing by and pick Spite up. But after last night... it felt awkward. Too awkward to just message him out of the blue. Not after how she acted.
Maker, he looked so worried. Genuinely worried, not just the typical gentle concern he always carried. And what did she do? Sent him a single text asking if he got home safe... and then nothing. Left him on read to wallow in her negative emotions.
No reassurance. No closure. No indication of whether he should reach out again. Just silence.
That wasn’t fair.
Her chest tightened, guilt gnawing at the back of her throat.
She should call him. Just to let him know she was okay. That she didn’t mean to shut him out.
Maybe... to hear his voice, too.
Rook shifted on the couch, pulling her phone from her jean pocket. Her thumb hovered over his name for a beat too long.
Then she pressed it.
Notes:
In case anyone, "Worker's Bliss" is one hundred percent a drug like a paralytic sedative.
Chapter 54: Chapter 54 - Brewed for Defiance
Summary:
Emmrich receives a call from Rook. The raid in the catacombs begins.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The morning air bit at his lungs in the best way—sharp and clean, as if the world hadn’t yet decided whether to freeze or thaw. Emmrich’s breath misted in front of him as he slowed to a jog, boots crunching over the gravel path that wound through Minrathous’ lesser-known garden trail.
The sun was just beginning to crest the rooftops, its gold catching on patches of frost clinging to dormant flower beds and the black iron fence posts. This was always his favorite part of the run—where the city fell quiet, and the gardens seemed to remember a time before the world had sharpened.
He slowed to a walk, heart steadying, and came to a stop near the bench by a grove of frost-laced laurels.
Stretch. Breathe. Focus.
Fall into the rhythm of routine.
The sleeves of his running jacket were damp at the cuffs. His fingers ached from the cold. He bent to touch his toes, exhaling as the tightness in his calves eased, then rose to stretch his arms overhead. The motion was familiar, grounding—a small anchor against the thoughts he’d been trying to keep at bay.
Rook.
He hadn’t heard from her since last night. She’d sent one short text asking if he’d gotten home safe, and that was all. No follow-up. No hint she was all right. He’d told himself to wait, to let her reach out first. But now he wondered if she even knew he was waiting.
The doubt had cost him his sleep. He’d lain awake with the covers tangled around his legs, thoughts knotted just as tightly—turning over every pause, every silence. Wondering if he could have said something different. Wondering if his restraint had been the right choice.
He drew his phone from his jacket, thumb hovering over her name. Frost glimmered faintly on the dark screen, catching the faint reflection of his own face—poised between patience and the pull of concern.
It was an old, familiar dread. Irrational, yes—she was capable, strong, more than strong—but still it settled under his ribs like ice. He hated how easily her silence could wake it.
“Maker’s breath,” he muttered, scoffing softly at himself. “I really am a besotted fool.”
Sliding the phone back into his pocket, he turned toward the car. This was normal. She probably just wanted space. And he could give her that. Even if the reassurance didn’t quite take.
After a hot shower and breakfast—tea and toast, courtesy of Manfred bustling in the kitchen—he felt the knot in his chest loosen, if only slightly. The day ahead was full, and that was something he could lean on.
By midday, he was moving from one to the next with steady efficiency: picking up a small parcel from the jeweler’s; browsing the market stalls for the latest trinkets and charms; selecting a fresh bundle of dried herbs for Manfred’s alchemy stock. Each task was concrete, absorbing enough to keep him from circling the same thoughts.
It wasn’t until his final stop—hands still warm from the cup of mulled cider he’d bought from a vendor—that his phone buzzed in his coat pocket.
He glanced at the screen.
Rook.
The name lit up his screen, stopping him mid-step. For a breath, all he could do was stare—half-expecting the letters to fade, as if the quiet between them might stretch on a little longer.
Relief came first, swift and almost dizzying, but it tangled with the same thread of worry he’d been carrying since last night. He didn’t hesitate long—his thumb was already sliding across the screen, his voice steady but cautious as he answered.
“Rook?”
The moment her voice reached him, the last of that dread eased, falling away like frost under morning sun.
“Hey… did I catch you at a bad time.”
“Of course not,” he said, already walking slower, as if instinctively making room for the sound of her voice. “I’m just out running a few errands. How are you?”
“I’m not great,” she admitted after a pause, “but I’m okay. You?”
“My evening was quieter than I’d have liked,” he said, letting a hint of fondness seep in. “I missed the sound of Spite’s paws padding around the house.”
“See? He’s already invaded your heart. Soon you’ll be sneaking him scraps like everyone else.”
Her light teasing coaxed a quiet chuckle from him—one that felt easier than he’d expected.
Then her voice shifted, softening and tightening at once. “Emmrich… I’m sorry if I froze you out last night.”
His grip on the phone tightened. There was a faint tremor under her words—just enough to betray that this wasn’t an easy admission for her.
“I’m fine, my darling,” he said gently, though the urge to tell her she didn’t need to apologize pressed against his tongue. “I knew you were overwhelmed with whatever was on your mind.”
“No,” she said more firmly, and he could hear the strain in her tone now—low and edged with frustration, but not at him. “Don’t brush it off. What I did wasn’t fair to you. Not explaining myself without so much as a simple reply. You deserved context—reassurance that I just needed space for the night. Not to be left on read, stuck in worry.”
And there it was—threaded through her guilt, a quiet admission that she’d been thinking of him even as she pulled away. He could almost see her now: brow faintly furrowed, gaze lowered, weighing each word. She hadn’t vanished out of neglect—she’d felt the absence she’d left and cared enough to name it.
The realization settled deep in his chest, loosening something that had been wound taut since last night. It was more than an apology—it was proof he hadn’t been shut out entirely.
He let the words settle before asking, “Are you willing to discuss what troubled you?”
“Regrettably, such a discussion would be longer than this impromptu call,” she said, and he could almost hear the faint twist of a wry smile in her voice. “But yes. I do want to talk about it with you.”
A smile curved across his face before he could stop it. “And what are you up to now, my dear?”
“Neve kicked me over to a couch to get a power nap in before heading out for a mission,” she said, her tone carrying the faintest note of amusement.
He sobered slightly. “Will you be all right?”
“I’ll be fine,” she assured him, though her voice held a quiet fatigue. “But… I do need to ask you for a favor.”
“Of course.”
“I need someone to pick up Spite from the Veil & Vine.”
He was already nodding before she finished. “I’d be happy to. I can take him back to your apartment for you.”
“That’s sweet, but you don’t have to,” she replied. “I don’t want you waiting up for me—I’m not sure when I’ll be done.”
“Which,” he countered lightly, “is precisely why I have a key to your place. So I can be there when you get home.”
There was a pause on the other end, followed by a soft, breathy laugh. “There’s no talking you out of it, eh?”
“I’m afraid this is the moment where my stubbornness beats yours.”
“All right. You win, Professor.”
Triumph warmed his chest. “I’ll make sure dinner’s prepared for you when you get back.”
“You don’t need to—”
“I wish to,” he interrupted gently. “I want to take care of you.”
A beat of silence. Then, softly, “You don’t have to go through the trouble for me.”
The self-deprecation in her tone made his brow furrow. “Don’t ever frame it like that,” he chided. “I enjoy caring for you—just as you care for me.”
Another pause, but this one felt different. Warmer.
“Have I told you that I love you?” she asked.
“Not for a few days,” he said, his voice softening further. “But I do enjoy such affirmations.”
After her call with Emmrich, Rook was able to sneak in an hour nap before Neve got her for the briefing.
Her braid was loose enough for a few strands to have escaped, brushing her cheek as she leaned over the tactical table. Her bomber jacket creaked faintly as she shifted, the weight of the mage knife at her hip that felt familiar and foreign at the same time.
Ashur and Tarquin stood at the front, their voices clipped but steady as they laid out the plan:
Four teams. Staggered entry through different tunnel access points. Secure the hostages before striking the Venatori. Standard communication stones for all. Avoid physical contact with any red lyrium — the contamination risk was too high to play hero.
The map shimmered with shifting points of light, each marking a team’s projected route. Tarquin’s eyes swept the room, lingering on Rook just long enough for the corner of his mouth to twitch upward. He glanced sidelong at Ashur, who pulled something from his pocket and a twenty dollar bill was placed in the Tarquin’s palm without a word.
Neve, standing just behind Rook, snorted. “They made a bet about you,” she said under her breath.
Rook arched a brow. “Lemme guess. Whether I bring a weapon with me despite being a humble consultant?”
“Honestly, I thought they’d bet on whether you’d put on the armor.”
“Fat chance in hell I’m ever wearing the standard uniform ever again,” Rook muttered, adjusting the strap that kept the knife snug against her side.
Neve grinned, but the humor was short-lived as the briefing wrapped and teams began filing toward the loading bay. The scent of damp stone and old dust already clung to the air — the catacombs waited, and with them, the danger no amount of planning could smooth away.
The hum of the mobile ops van was constant—soft ventilation, the faint whir of processors, the occasional static pop in Rook’s headset. Her gaze flicked from the glowing catacombs map on the central monitor to the four smaller feeds showing helmet-cam footage from each team. The black-and-white glow of night vision rendered the tunnels in eerie shades, every shadow stretching like a threat.
Ashur stood behind her, arms folded, his silhouette steady against the pale wash of the screens. He didn’t speak much—not during deployments. His presence was all quiet watchfulness, the kind that weighed more than words.
“Team One, comm check.”
Neve’s voice came through clear, her camera panning across her squad as they readied their gear.
“Team Two, comm check.”
Tarquin’s deep, even tone followed, his team already lined up at their tunnel entry.
The other two mirrored the same call-outs, Hector being among them.
“All teams, clear your channels,” Ashur said, his voice carrying the weight of command. “We go in together. No heroics until we secure the captives.”
There was a brief silence across the comms. Rook’s fingers drummed lightly on the edge of the console until Ashur’s hand came to rest on her shoulder—not restraining, just grounding.
His gaze swept over the faces on the screens, his voice steady. “May the Maker watch over all of you. Happy hunting.”
One by one, the teams moved. Their lights bobbed in the dark, vanishing into the yawning black mouths of the catacomb entrances.
Rook’s eyes stayed fixed on the feeds. Her pulse was steady now, but she knew how fast that could change.
Just like old times, Mercar.
She adjusted her headset, eyes flicking between the screens and the glowing map projected in front of her. Colored icons—each one a squad—crawled deeper into the blue-lined maze of tunnels, their markers pulsing faintly. Static hissed faintly in her ear, the underground signal already pressing against the limits of the comm stones’ enchantments.
“Team One, you’re clear to advance to Sector B3,” she called.
“Copy that,” Neve replied. The feed showed her squad slipping into a narrow junction, weapons drawn, their breath clouding in the chill air.
“Team Two, hold position,” Ashur ordered, tapping a finger against one of the glowing runes marking a hot zone. “Wait for Three to sweep the south corridor.”
The minutes stretched. Nothing yet but damp stone, the faint glint of red lyrium deposits in the walls, and the soft shuffle of boots.
Then the first whisper of trouble came over the line.
“This is Team Four. We’ve located a holding chamber—ten, maybe twenty captives inside—but…” The scout’s voice faltered, static chewing at the edges. “Something’s wrong. The room’s… humming.”
Rook straightened in her chair. “Humming?”
“Could be a ward,” Tarquin’s voice cut in from the field. “Don’t touch anything until we—”
The feed from Team Four’s camera shuddered violently, the image blurring as the sound of shouting erupted in Rook’s earpiece.
“Contact—!”
A roar—low, guttural, and too close—swelled in the background. The camera swung wildly to catch demons and shades surging from the corners of the chamber.
“Shit,” Rook muttered under hers.
“Demons!” someone shouted over the comms.
On the map, Team Four’s icon pulsed red. Tarquin’s and Neve’s markers shifted, both moving to intercept—but their own feeds flared with new movement. More Venatori. More summoned creatures. The channels devolved into overlapping reports, orders, and the chaotic clash of battle.
Ashur’s voice stayed level, firing off orders to reroute backup, coordinate choke points, and maintain control.
Rook tried to track all of it—cameras switching so fast she barely caught more than glimpses of blades, flashes of fire, the gleam of red lyrium veins in the walls.
The captives were still inside that trapped chamber. And now they were surrounded.
Her jaw tightened. She could see the delay in every shifting icon on the map—the precious seconds eaten up by fighting. The wards on that room weren’t going to wait for them to catch up.
Somewhere deep in her chest, frustration started to coil hot and sharp.
The command van was a storm of noise—spellfire cracking through the comms, the clang of steel on steel, shouts dissolving into chaos. Rook’s headset hissed with overlapping voices, the channels bleeding into one another as battle reports clashed.
“Team Four requesting immediate backup—trap triggered—”
Static. Screams. The sound of something heavy hitting stone.
The trap had done more than lock the captives in—it had lit a beacon for every Venatori within earshot.
On the screens, Neve’s team was pinned down in a narrow corridor, spells ricocheting off warded walls. Tarquin’s squad was swallowed in the tunnels, fending off a pack of lesser demons pulled through by some Venatori zealots. Hector’s unit was trying to cut through, but their map marker crawled like it was slogging through mud.
And in the middle of it all, Team Four fought to hold a cramped chamber—captives huddled at the back—while shimmering crystal nodes pulsed at the edges of the room, feeding the wards that sealed them in.
“Destroy the nodes,” Rook snapped into the mic, eyes locked on the feed. “They’re anchoring the trap. Take them out and the wards will fall.”
“Negative!” the team leader barked, his voice tight over the sounds of a rift splitting open. “We’re up to our necks in shades—we can’t get to them!”
A sharp knot twisted in Rook’s chest. She could feel the seconds slipping away, the fight dragging everyone further from the captives. Those crystal nodes burned in her mind like a dare she couldn’t ignore.
Ashur saw the shift in her posture immediately. “Don’t even think about it, Mercar.” His tone cut like a blade—low, steel-edged, meant to pin her to the chair.
Her jaw clenched.
This was wrong. They needed help, and it wasn’t going to get there in time. Even if reinforcements arrived, Team Four would still be locked in a kill box—caged victims behind them, shades and demons closing in. They wouldn’t make it.
Her gaze swept the maps, flicking between the layout and the shaky feed from Team Four’s body cams.
And then she saw it. A hole in the ceiling. Open to the night sky.
She could help.
Ashur turned back to the monitors, barking orders, his focus locked on the swirl of red and blue icons bleeding into combat zones.
And that was her opening.
Rook pushed back from the chair, crossing to the gear rack without a word. Her fingers closed around a mesh sports mask—designed to filter dust and spores from the lower tunnels—and pulled it over her head. A compact light-crystal from the utility bin slipped neatly into her jacket pocket.
She moved to the side door of the carriage, keeping her steps quiet despite the pounding in her chest. The latch clicked softly. Cold air hit her face as she eased the door open and slipped out, letting it swing shut behind her.
The van, the noise, Ashur’s voice—gone.
Only the winter bite of the night air, and the map in her head.
She Fade-stepped.
The world blurred, shadows folding around her, and she emerged above the chamber—near the collapsed section where the ceiling gaped to the sky. The battle noise was louder here: shouts, the screech of shades, the sickening hiss of blood magic.
The air reeked of scorched lyrium and damp stone, and every sound seemed amplified—boots scraping over grit, a demon’s roar reverberating through her ribs, the pop and sizzle of unstable Fade energy in the air.
Rook drew her mage knife, orb in hand.
Time for a dramatic entrance.
Rook took a few steps back, lungs filling with the bite of cold air, and then sprinted forward. She dove through the jagged gap in the ceiling, mage knife in one hand, light-crystal orb in the other.
She hit the stone floor in a crouch and moved instantly. Lightning cracked from her outstretched hand, leaping from shade to shade in a chain of sizzling arcs. The nearest cluster collapsed into smoking heaps, their forms unraveling into nothing.
Before the others could react, she Fade-stepped—vanishing into a blur of shadow—only to reappear in the thick of the fight. Her void blade hissed to life, its edge shimmering with inky violet, carving through the next wave with vicious precision.
Heads turned. All eyes caught the intruder.
“Get the nodes!” she barked, voice sharp over the clash and screams. “I’ll cover you!”
The team got to work with a few of them heading for the nodes as the others continued to defend their position.
They moved, and so did she—never still, never giving the demons room to press. Lightning snapped from her free hand, each strike staggering the rift-born back. Flames surged from her blade and orb in sweeping arcs, igniting the air with heat and ozone.
One by one, the crystal anchors shattered under the team’s blows, Rook tearing down anything in their path. She slammed her blade into a few herself, each detonation scattering shards across the stone.
The final crystal cracked with a thunderous snap. The hum that had filled the room died instantly. The rifts winked out in a shimmer of warped light.
Silence followed—brief, heavy—before the sound of boots pounded into the chamber.
Hector’s team stormed in, weapons ready, only to stop short at the sight of her: mask hiding half her face, mage knife still sparking in her hand , standing where she was never supposed to be.
The sergeant swept his gaze over the wreckage—dead shades and lesser demons dissolving into nothing, crystal shards littering the floor, the scorched marks of rift-magic still smoking on the stone. The air smelling like ozone and ash. His eyes finally landed on her.
Rook stood in the middle of it, mask hiding half her face, mage knife still humming faintly in her grip. Behind the mesh, she gave him a small, sheepish smile.
A muscle in his jaw ticked.
“I should’ve known,” he muttered, shaking his head—equal parts disbelief and resignation—before barking, “Open the cages!”
Team Four’s leader was already moving. “Rifts are closed,” he reported sharply. “Beginning extraction of the victims now.”
Rook didn’t wait for further instruction. She crossed the room quickly, cutting through locks with her void blade, helping pry open rusted bars when the magic alone wouldn’t do it. The captives emerged hesitantly—some with wide, stunned eyes, others moving sluggishly, their skin mottled with the telltale discoloration of red lyrium overexposure.
The ones who could walk were ushered toward the exit. Those who couldn’t were left in the care of Hector’s squad, who began organizing stretchers and summoning the healers.
By the time Rook stepped out into the night air, escorting the last handful of unsteady victims, the frigid wind hit her lungs like a cleansing shock. Around them, the field was alive with movement—other teams herding freed captives toward the waiting carriages, healers working under the glow of light-crystals, soldiers gathering in clusters to report in.
For a fleeting moment, she thought they’d done it. That maybe—just maybe—the worst of it was over.
Then she heard it.
“Mercar!”
The voice cracked like a whip across the clearing—sharp, furious, and utterly unmistakable.
Tarquin.
Venhedis.
Rook turned at the sound of her name barked like a war drum.
Tarquin was storming toward her, his expression making her think she was about to be rammed by a very pissed-off druffalo.
“What in the bloody hell were you thinking?” he snapped, his voice carrying far enough for nearby soldiers to glance over. “Do you have any idea what you just pulled?”
She planted her feet and met his glare head-on. “I was helping.”
“Helping?” His voice spiked with disbelief, almost a laugh but edged like a knife. “You abandoned your post, ignored a direct order, and threw yourself into a kill box!” He jabbed a finger toward the catacomb entrance, his words cutting like the cold. “Do you have a death wish, or are you just trying to make my job harder?”
Her jaw tightened. She knew full well what she’d done—knew the moment she slipped out of the ops van that she was committing outright insubordination. She’d disobeyed a direct order to stay put. But if she hadn’t moved, Team Four would’ve been slaughtered, and the captives would be corpses. The whole raid would’ve been pointless.
And she wasn’t about to stand there and be treated like a liability when she’d kept that from happening.
“If I hadn’t gone,” she said, her tone low but steady, “they’d all be corpses right now. You can be angry about my methods later, but I was an asset tonight.”
Tarquin saw the defiance in her eyes, and it only stoked his temper. The muscle in his jaw ticked, and for a second she thought he might actually step in closer and keep tearing into her.
“I swear to the fucking Maker, Mercar—”
“Enough.”
Ashur’s voice cracked through the tension like a whip. He stood a few paces away, arms folded, gaze hard enough to slice through both of them.
“Not now. We have evidence to secure, victims to stabilize, and every scrap of red lyrium in those tunnels to clear before this place swallows anyone else.” His tone was iron, and the weight in it shut Tarquin’s mouth—barely.
Tarquin’s glare lingered on her for a heartbeat longer before turning on his heel and stalking off, muttering curses under his breath as he went to bark orders elsewhere.
Ashur started to follow, but not before looking at her—really looking at her. His voice dropped low enough that only she could hear.
“We will be discussing this later.”
Shit… Ashur was pissed.
The office still smelled faintly of dust and cold air, the raid barely an hour behind them. Rook stood in front of Ashur’s desk, the mesh mask now tucked under her arm, her mage knife already back in the armory. Ashur and Tarquin stood behind the desk like twin storm fronts — one cold, one hot.
Tarquin was first to break the silence.
“In what world,” he began, voice low but edged like a drawn blade, “does a consultant get to dive headfirst into the middle of an active raid?” His eyes narrowed. “You weren’t sanctioned to be part of it. You weren’t cleared for combat. And yet there you were, dropping in like you were Andraste herself.”
Rook didn’t flinch.
“Do you have any idea what that stunt could’ve done?” Tarquin pressed, pacing a short, sharp arc behind the desk. “The magisters could poke holes in this whole op because of you. Evidence tossed. Arrests overturned. And that’s before we even get to the matter of insubordination.”
Every word was correct. She was an outsider — not Shadow Dragon, not bound by their chain of command — but in that moment, charging in had been bad news in every legal and procedural sense.
And yet—
“I don’t regret it,” she said, steady.
Tarquin stopped pacing. “Excuse me?”
“Team Four was about to be overwhelmed,” Rook said. “Demons, shades, a warded room with captives inside. Even if backup reached them, they’d be locked out. More time lost. More bodies on the ground. I could get in, so I did. And it worked.”
Tarquin’s glare could have stripped paint. “That’s not the point—”
“It’s exactly the point,” she cut in, her voice firm but not raised.
Ashur finally spoke, his tone quieter but carrying just as much weight. “She’s right about one thing — her intervention did help.”
Tarquin’s head snapped toward him. “You’re siding with her?”
“I’m acknowledging facts,” Ashur said evenly. “Her actions were reckless and unsanctioned, but they contributed to the mission’s success.” His gaze shifted to Rook, hardening. “That doesn’t excuse the liability you created — an outsider inserting herself into Shadow Dragon business in the middle of an op. If you pull this again, and we both know you will, we need to figure out exactly what you are to this unit. Because right now, you’re straddling a line that can’t hold forever.”
He was right. Rook had worked hard to remain an outsider—and in many ways, she still was—but that didn’t erase the fact that she was an asset. This time, she’d acted for a damn good reason, but it had still been instinct, pure and simple. If it happened again, she wanted the freedom to move without becoming a legal headache for Ashur. The last thing he needed was Command breathing down his neck for keeping a wild card who didn’t know her place.
“Then clear me for combat,” she said. “Keep me as a consultant, but if you give the order, I go in. That way I’m not a liability, and you decide when I’m in the field.”
That drew a short, humorless laugh from Tarquin. “That’s a neat way to skirt the rules, Mercar. And here I thought you’d finally learned to stay out of the fire.”
Her expression didn’t change. “It’s a realistic solution. I only went in because you didn’t have the time to get there. If I’d been sanctioned, it wouldn’t be a problem.”
Tarquin leaned forward over the desk, studying her with that narrow, measuring look.
“Be honest,” he said. “Is this about ‘helping’—or is this you easing your way back in? You want to come back?”
The question hung in the air, sharp as the cold outside.
Rook’s mouth twitched in something that wasn’t quite a smile. “I’m not here for that.”
“Not what I asked,” Tarquin said.
Ashur cut in before the silence could deepen. “This isn’t a decision we’re making in the heat of the moment. I’ll take it to Command. In the meantime, you stick to consultant duties. No field work unless I authorize it.”
Rook gave a short nod. “Understood.”
Ashur’s gaze held hers for a moment longer, voice low but deliberate. “And if I do clear you… you follow orders. No freelancing. Not once. You break that, you’re out again—permanently.”
The corner of her mouth lifted in a faint, unreadable smirk. “Guess we’ll see, then.”
Rook stepped out of Ashur’s office, the faint scent of dust and cold air still clinging to her clothes. Neve was leaning against the wall opposite, arms crossed, an expression that was half concern, half I told you so.
“Don’t start,” Rook said before she could open her mouth. “I’ve already had an earful from Tarquin, and I don’t need you piling on about how reckless I was.”
Neve didn’t smile. “Good. Saves me the warm-up.” She fell into step beside her as Rook slung her backpack on. “What did Ashur decide?”
Rook slung her backpack over one shoulder. “He’s talking to Command about clearing me for combat so this doesn’t happen again. For now, I’m grounded for a bit—remote work only—until they call me back in. Apparently, Tarquin needs time to cool off.”
“I’m sure he’s fuming.” Neve pushed off the wall and fell into step beside her. “So, what were you thinking, jumping in like that?”
Rook kept her eyes forward. “I was thinking they weren’t going to make it in time. That if I sat there watching it happen, people were going to die—Shadows and captives both. I… couldn’t just sit there.”
Neve was silent for a beat, her footsteps matching Rook’s. “You put the whole unit in a tough spot, you know that.”
“I do.” The admission came without hesitation. “But I’d make the same call.”
Neve sighed, shaking her head, but her voice gentled. “You did well out there. It was like old times.” She glanced over, meeting Rook’s eyes for a beat. “But don’t make a habit of falling back into all your old habits. Not all of them were worth keeping.”
Rook’s mouth twitched into a faint smirk. “You’ll pull me out of the fire if I do, right?”
“I’d be a terrible friend if I didn’t.”
Neve offered to drive her back home, but Rook opted to walk home alone, letting the cold winter air bleed the adrenaline from her veins. Dock Town at night was quieter now—only the low murmur of fishermen unwinding in the pubs, the skitter of strays prowling for scraps (each of which earned a quick scratch behind the ears), and the distant rush of waves against the piers, their surface catching the shimmer of the city lights.
Maker, it really did feel like old times—those late-night walks after a high-stakes case, the satisfaction of unraveling an intricate puzzle. Tonight had been one of the high-stakes ones: cutting off a red lyrium supply line. A victory, yes, but an incomplete one. Until they found the key, Minrathous was still in danger.
For now, though, she’d take the win—and shed her sharper edges—before returning to the apartment where a certain dashing professor and her demonic cat waited for her. In the old days, being grounded would’ve been unbearable. Now? She couldn’t wait to get home.
Notes:
Thank god. She called him... the poor man was having a difficult time.
Chapter 55: Chapter 55 - A Bloom Unfurled
Summary:
Emmrich learns about the scars on Rook's back.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It was late—late enough that she wouldn’t have been surprised if Emmrich had already gone to bed. But when she saw her apartment lights still glowing, a small, hopeful spark lit in her chest.
Inside, the familiar warmth of the heating runes wrapped around her, carrying the soft blend of mint, cedar, and the faint papery scent of books. She shrugged off her bomber jacket, hung her sling backpack and keys by the door, and toed off her boots.
Spite was the first to greet her, perched like a sentry on the back of the sofa. He lifted his head at her approach, letting out a throaty meow that almost sounded like a scolding. Rook smiled—then noticed the coffee table.
A small, pale-green vase sat at its center, cradling a winter bouquet: white Christmas roses, soft pink waxflowers, deep burgundy ranunculus, all threaded through with dusty miller, brunia, and sprigs of eucalyptus.
Footsteps in the hall drew her gaze.
Emmrich emerged, wearing a slate, three-button tunic and charcoal-grey drawstring trousers, a comfortable pair of dark brown wool slippers completing the picture. No grave-gold on his hands or wrists tonight; his hair was slightly mussed, as though he’d run a hand through it while reading. Somehow, even without his usual waistcoat and crisp tailoring, he still looked every inch the dashing professor—and those trousers… well, they deserved a moment of silent appreciation.
His smile warmed her instantly. “Darling.”
“You’re still awake,” she said, surprise tugging at her tone.
“I was about to leave you a note,” he replied with a warm smile. “I’m glad I could see you.” Without missing a beat, he added, “I’ll reheat your dinner for you.”
Her brows lifted. “You actually made dinner?”
“I did,” he said, already moving toward the kitchen.
“You didn’t have to go through all the trouble. I could’ve fed myself.”
He glanced over his shoulder, expression gentle but certain. “Nonsense. I’m happy to do this for you.” Then he made a small, ushering gesture. “Go shower. I’ll have it ready when you’re done.”
She lingered just long enough to watch him at her stove, sleeves pushed to his elbows as he stirred the pot, before heading for the shower. The hot water washed away the last edge of adrenaline from the raid, loosening muscles still tight from the fight.
When she emerged, dressed in a burgundy sweater and grey joggers, her bare feet padding softly over the floorboards, the apartment was filled with the warm, savory scent of root vegetables and herbs.
Emmrich was setting the counter table when she joined him, placing a steaming bowl in front of her. The stew was rich and golden from the vegetable stock, deepened with a splash of wine, its surface dotted with ribbons of savoy cabbage and rustic chunks of parsnip, turnip, and carrot. Earthy mushrooms nestled among small green lentils, the air fragrant with caraway, bay leaf, and a hint of smoked paprika. A basket of thick slices of rye bread sat between them, ready to soak up the broth.
“Perfect timing,” he said, settling across from her with his own bowl. “Eat while it’s hot.”
Rook set her hand on the counter, leaned in, and slipped her arms around Emmrich in a brief but lingering hug.
“Thank you,” she murmured against the crook of his neck.
His hand came up to rest on the back of her head, fingers sliding gently through her damp curls. “Of course, my dear.” He gave her hair one last soft stroke before taking the stool beside her.
She tore off a piece of rye bread, dragging it through the broth before taking her first spoonful. The warmth bloomed instantly—root vegetables sweet and earthy against the lentils’ richness, the faint tang of mustard brightening every bite.
“How was your day?” she asked between mouthfuls.
He leaned an elbow on the counter, watching her with that calm, attentive gaze of his. “My day was a bit mundane. I did my morning exercises through one of my favorite garden trails, I ran a few errands, paid a visit to the market… and before you called, I found myself thinking about you.” His expression softened. “You worried me last night.”
Her spoon slowed, the weight of his words settling in her chest. She set it down, straightening slightly. “I should probably explain myself, shouldn’t I?”
“Rook,” he began gently, “you’ve just come home. We don’t need to—”
“No,” she cut in, voice quiet but certain. “If I put it off, I’ll lose my nerve. And I don’t want to keep you in the dark—not anymore. I’ve skirted around enough of my past and you’ve been patient enough.”
She angled herself fully toward him, gaze slipping to her hands as her fingers worked restlessly at the hem of her sweater. Words gathered, heavy and unwieldy. This wasn’t the polished version of her story—no quiet confession, no softened edges. It was the part she kept under lock and key, the pieces shaped by loss, violence, and choices she’d rather forget.
As if to snap Rook out of her own thoughts, Emmrich reached forward, his hands closing over hers—steady, grounding. “Take your time,” he said, his voice low, coaxing rather than pressing.
Her shoulders loosened. “Stormy days make me tense,” she said finally. “More so when they’re already bad days. I’ve got… a track record of awful things going wrong when the weather turns.” A rueful twist touched her mouth. “The car crash. The day I left the Shadows…”
Her right hand crossed her chest to touch the back of her shoulder. He took a slow breath, then spoke with quiet recognition. “The scars on your back.”
She nodded, the corner of her mouth tightening. “It’s not a story I like talking about… or ever talk about. When I was sixteen, I moved into a group home.”
A flicker of surprise passed through his expression. “You were in the foster system? I’d thought you lived with Solas.”
Her voice softened. “I can see why you would think that… But no—I was in the system.” She let the words hang there for a moment before giving a faint shake of her head. “That’s a story for another time.”
Her gaze lifted, braced for judgment. Instead, he simply held her hands a little tighter, giving her the space to stop there if she needed to.
“I understand more than you think,” Emmrich said quietly. “I was an orphan in Nevarra. There were good homes, and there are… others. I was fortunate toward the end to land somewhere kind, with little tension. But I know.”
She imagined how she must look right now—like a child, uncertain but searching for trust in an adult. And she knew, deep down, that he did understand. The compassion in his voice wasn’t the polite concern people wear like a mask. It was lived truth, offered without judgment or pity.
His kindness was not a veneer. It was the bedrock of him—quiet, patient, and unwavering.
A trait she found both fascinating and, in some ways, terrifying.
“The group homes in Minrathous were practically little prisons for older kids no one wanted to see,” she said. “There was a hierarchy, barely enough staff to keep watch, and I… well, I was considered difficult.”
One of the downsides of having a brother who tried to visit and the jealousy it stirred. It didn’t help that he’d try to slip her money—making her an even bigger target. She’d had to tell him to stop. And the fights… they happened because she refused to be pushed around by dickheads who got their kicks trampling the powerless. Some fights she lost, others she won, but all of them were a pain in the ass for the staff.
Emmrich’s lips parted, as though he meant to speak—but something in her posture, in the way she kept her gaze fixed on the counter, told him to wait. So he did.
Rook drew in a slow breath. “After a while, they transferred me to another home.” Her tone was flat, almost clinical, as though the words were fragile glass she couldn’t afford to drop. “At first, it was fine. Stricter, sure, but the conditions were better than most places. I didn’t complain.”
“But there was something off. The way the staff watched our every move. The way some kids ‘ran away’ or were ‘transferred’—always without a caseworker to escort them.”
Her eyes stayed fixed on her hands, voice tightening. “It didn’t take long to figure out they were running a trafficking ring. They groomed the ones who were bought, drugged them, moved them off-site. And they kept us quiet because we were just… selfish kids. That’s what they told us.”
Her jaw set, shoulders drawing inward. “One night, I broke into the director’s office. Found the ledger—everything. Names, dates, transactions. I was going to run, drop it with the authorities, disappear… but then I saw them taking some kids. I followed.”
Her voice dropped, the words heavier now. “They had cages. Crates. Like livestock, ready for auction. I got caught trying to free them. They drugged me, whipped me… and planned to sell me.”
Across from her, Emmrich’s jaw tightened. His grip on her hands tightened slightly—controlled, but betraying the sharp flash of outrage in his eyes—a mix of horror and fury he was clearly trying to keep contained for her sake. He drew a breath, as if to speak, but stopped himself, reading the set of her shoulders and knowing she wasn’t finished.
A tremor ghosted through her next breath. “I was terrified. Frustrated. Angry. But I fought back. I’d never used my magic like that before—it was unhinged, chaotic, raw. I got everyone out. Even blasted the director when she tried to stop us.”
Her hand flexed unconsciously against the counter, fingers curling as if remembering the weight of that power. “I can still feel how raw my hands were, like I’d skinned them from the inside out. But I got out. Dropped the ledger on the authorities’ doorstep, and I didn’t look back.”
She exhaled slowly, as though the confession itself had stripped something from her. “After that, I made myself a ghost.”
For a long moment, Emmrich didn’t speak. His eyes shimmered, his jaw tight. He’d pictured her there—back torn open, hands raw from lightning, forcing herself onward on pure adrenaline—and it hollowed something deep in him.
Then he moved, decisive. He pulled her into a firm, encompassing embrace. She stiffened at first, but the quiet, steady way he held her—no rush, no expectation—made her breath catch. Then she felt the warm, damp trace of his tears against her cheek.
“Oh, Evara…”
Oh, Maker. She’d made him cry.
Rook pulled back just enough to see his face, the tears cutting silent paths down his cheeks. The sight cracked something deep in her. She lifted a hand to wipe them away, her own threatening to spill.
His palms came up to cradle her face, thumbs brushing lightly against her skin as his gaze held hers, steady and unflinching. “You were so brave,” he said, voice low and thick. “Stronger than anyone should have to be at that age… you saved them when no one else could. No one can take that from you.”
Before she could speak, he drew her back into his embrace, holding her as if he could shield her from every shadow in her past. “You did so well, my darling girl,” he murmured into her hair.
That was when her own tears finally fell—quiet, unguarded. Relief and grief tangled in her chest as her fingers curled into his tunic.
She let his words sink in. She so rarely told anyone how she’d gotten the scars on her back, or about the night that had left them there. Solas was the only one who knew, and even then, it had been forced—he’d discovered them and demanded answers, and when she’d told him, he’d raised hell. But Emmrich… sweet sweet Emmrich. He’d listened. He’d wept. And his reaction meant more to her than she could name—because it wasn’t born of pity, but of love, pride, and the belief that she had been, and still was, worth protecting.
He didn’t let go, and she didn’t want him to. In that moment, she knew the truth of him — that his compassion wasn’t a mask or a polite posture, but the steady, unshakable bedrock of a man who loved her.
Emmrich kept her gathered close, burying his face in her hair as though he could shield her from every hurt she’d ever known. He caught each trembling breath, every tear, letting them soak into the space between them without shame. His arms stayed firm around her, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat grounding her in the here and now.
Rook clung back just as fiercely, one hand finding its way to his cheek. She brushed away the tear tracks with her thumb, her own still spilling freely. A soft, shaky laugh escaped her when he pressed a kiss to her temple—then another to her cheekbone, then the corner of her mouth, each one gentle and unhurried, as if trying to reassure himself she was still here.
When she lifted her gaze, she found his eyes locked on hers—warm, wet with emotion, but carrying an intensity that made the air between them hum. There was no hiding in that look, no mask to retreat behind.
Her chest rose and fell with the same breathless rhythm as his. And without thinking, without needing to weigh the choice, she reached up, curling her fingers into the back of his neck, and pulled him in.
The kiss met halfway—soft at first, then deepening with the kind of urgency born from shared ache and the unspoken relief of still having each other to hold.
Rook’s mouth moved against his with a need she didn’t bother tempering. Every brush of her lips, every coaxing sweep of her tongue spoke of wanting—needing—more. She pressed herself flush against him, chasing his heat, pulling him closer as though the space between them was an offense. Her tongue teased at the seam of his mouth until he yielded, and the moment he did, the kiss turned into something far more consuming.
Emmrich could feel himself being swept into her tempo, his own restraint slipping with every desperate press of her lips. His hand found her waist, fingers flexing, wanting to close the gap entirely—until some last shred of control made him break away, foreheads pressed together, his breath unsteady.
“Rook… we shouldn’t,” he murmured, voice low, almost ragged. “Not when you’re this emotionally vulnerable.”
Her eyes were molten when they found his, her answer immediate. “This is exactly what I need.” She didn’t give him time to argue, surging forward to capture his mouth again.
He resisted—barely—leaning back just enough for her to nip at his ear. “Haven’t you ever heard of make-up sex?” she teased, her lips quirking even as her tone stayed husky.
That earned a quiet huff of amusement, his lips twitching. “I don’t recall us ever fighting.”
“We didn’t have to,” she countered smoothly. “I’m pretty sure that our mutual emotional turmoil that has just reached its resolution is reason enough.”
Whatever restraint he had left faltered when she leaned in, her tongue traced the curve of his ear, teeth grazing the edge before her teeth closed in a slow, deliberate bite. A quiet groan escaped him, low and helpless, and his fingers tightened on her hips.
“You truly want this?” he asked, the question more a purr than a warning.
Her answer was immediate, sure. “I do. I want this. I want you.”
His hand slid into her hair, threading through the damp curls before tightening just enough to tilt her head back. The sight of her bared throat, her flushed face, her eyes on him—Maker help him—was enough to undo him completely.
“Then you shall have me,” he purred, each word deliberate.
He claimed her mouth again. The kiss that followed was deeper, darker — the kind that left her dizzy. She hooked a leg around his hip, his palm catching it instinctively. His other hand slid under her thigh, lifting until she was against him completely, her arms looped tight around his neck.
Her lips broke from his just long enough to murmur against them, her breath hot and uneven. “Take me to bed, Emmrich.”
He didn’t answer with words. Instead, he shifted his grip and carried her from the kitchen. Over his shoulder, Rook flicked her wrist toward the living room; the overhead light faded out, leaving only the soft, otherworldly glow of her terrariums. Golden and lavender light washed over them in fleeting glimmers as they moved down the narrow hallway, Spite hopping down from the sofa with a muted thump as they passed.
The wards at the door whispered faintly, sensing the movement of their shared auras.
The scent of cedar and mint clung to the air as they crossed into her bedroom — the one place in the apartment untouched by clutter, where order reigned. The dark quilts were smooth, the pillows piled like a little nest, but all of that perfection was about to be undone.
Emmrich lowered her onto the bed with a careful strength, his mouth never straying far from hers.
And for the first time that night, Rook didn’t feel like she was standing on the knife’s edge.
They didn’t make it to the bed with any grace.
Rook landed on her back with a breathless laugh, Emmrich following without hesitation, his weight warm and grounding against her. The quilt bunched beneath them as he pushed her farther up the mattress, their mouths never parting for long. Her hands found the hem of his tunic and rode it upward, knuckles skimming the lean lines of his torso.
He broke the kiss just long enough to pull the shirt over his head, tossing it aside without looking. Rook’s palms slid up over the faint trail of chest hair, brushing across the heat of his skin, mapping every contour like she was memorizing him by touch alone.
Another push and she was half-buried in her fortress of pillows. She huffed at the obstruction, grabbing them one by one and tossing them over the side without looking—soft thumps landing somewhere on the floor.
The bedroom door was still ajar, and through the gap Spite sat like a sentry at the end of the hallway, tail twitching in disapproval.
Emmrich caught sight of him, disheveled and flushed, and huffed a short laugh. With a flick of his wrist, the door swung shut, the latch clicking into place. Spite’s muffled, offended meow followed a second later.
That earned a bright giggle from Rook, her hands curling into the sheets as he loomed over her. The soft violet glow from the terrariums in the other room spilled into the space, shimmering faintly over her skin.
She was beautiful like this—flushed, laughing, eyes catching the light in a way that made something deep in him ache. Her lips were kiss-bitten, parted just enough to draw breath, and the look she gave him from beneath her lashes was pure smolder—heat that went straight to his chest and lower still, making his cock stir.
His hand trailed slowly up the curve of her thigh, over the edge of her joggers, brushing the warm skin beneath the hem of her sweater.
Emmrich’s gaze roamed over her, slow and deliberate, before his mouth curved into something halfway between a smile and a promise.
“You’re terribly overdressed, my dear,” he murmured, voice low enough to vibrate through her bones.
Before she could form a retort, his lips descended on hers—warm, claiming, coaxing her into a kiss that made her feel dizzy. His hands found her waistband, deft fingers working the drawstring before sliding lower. Rook lifted her hips, letting him strip away her joggers and underwear in one smooth motion.
Her turn came swiftly; she caught the hem of her sweater, tugging it over her head in one fluid movement. And just like that, she was bare beneath him.
He sat back for a breath, eyes traveling over her form with a hunger he didn’t bother to hide. The way he looked at her was almost unbearable—like she was something rare and entirely his to cherish. His palm began a slow descent, tracing the line of her collarbone, over the swell of her chest, down her stomach to the sharp point of her hip.
The tips of his fingers brushed through the soft curls between her thighs before gliding higher, pressing lightly where she was already warm and slick. Her breath hitched, hips twitching instinctively toward his touch.
“How you flatter me, Rook… looking as you do. A treasure just for me to worship. To taste. To savor. To adore.”
The words made her whimper, her breath catching as his fingers grazed her entrance again. The sound deepened when his mouth closed over one breast, tongue laving, teeth grazing, while two fingers slid into her core in one slow, claiming thrust.
She crooned, head falling back into the mattress, throat arching to bare the curve of her neck. Emmrich’s lips followed, finding her pulse point and kissing it, then nipping with just enough pressure to make her shiver.
The wet, steady rhythm of his fingers filled the room, each thrust curling to find the spot that made her vision blur and her toes curl. The heat between them was molten—her eyes wide and dark with desire, his lit by that faint green glow beneath hazel depths that sent an ache to her sex.
“Oh Maker, yes,” she groaned.
A low growl rolled out of him as he shifted, pushing her legs wider, opening her fully to his gaze. His stare on her sex was heavy with lust and reverence alike.
“Oh, my glorious love,” he rasped, voice husky and reverent. “I could look at a thousand shades of blush in gardens across Thedas, and none would compare to the color of your flower… the way your petals bloom and quiver against my touch.”
He withdrew his fingers only to replace them with his mouth, drawing a slow, deliberate lick from base to peak with the flat part of his tongue.
“How divine,” he murmured against her, “to taste your nectar… and breathe in your sinful scent.”
Her hands clenched in the sheets. “Emmrich—”
Rook’s thighs trembled, muscles quivering as she fought to keep them spread for him. Emmrich’s hands held her open with firm, steady pressure, thumbs stroking just enough to soothe while his mouth worked mercilessly over her. His tongue traced her in slow, deliberate strokes before sealing around her swollen bud and sucking with a control that made her toes curl.
A broken moan slipped from her as her arousal slicked her folds, and he lapped up every drop like it was the only thing he’d ever crave. Her fists unclenched from the sheets, sliding down to cradle the back of his head, fingers curling into his hair as her hips began to move with him—rocking, rolling, riding his mouth.
The sound he made at that—low, approving—vibrated through her, pulling another moan from her throat. He tilted his gaze up to her, eyes dark and gleaming with molten green, the corner of his mouth curving against her skin.
“I could die between your beautiful thighs,” he murmured, voice husky, “drowning in you… and it would be a wonderful death.”
“Venhedis.”
Emmrich doubled down, his mouth relentless as his hands slid beneath her, cupping and squeezing the soft curves of her ass to lift her closer to him. Each upward pull dragged her against his mouth in a perfect rhythm—deep, consuming, mercilessly tender.
Rook writhed beneath him, gasping his name between whimpers, every muscle in her legs straining to keep her open for him. He could feel her trembling, the pulse of her arousal quickening against his tongue, the way her breathing hitched and broke. She was close—so close—her hips twitching in tiny, desperate rolls as if chasing the inevitable.
“Emmrich—” Her voice cracked, pleading.
And then she fell apart.
Her body arched, back bowing as the tension snapped, the wave crashing through her in a flood of heat and release. He held her there, drawing every last ripple from her until she sagged against the mattress, breathless and undone.
Maker, he loved that sound—the helpless cry she made as she came, the way it shook straight through her, all control stripped away. And the sight… flushed cheeks, swollen lips, those wild eyes blinking open to meet his—was enough to make him feel like the most blessed of men.
Rook was still gasping, her body trembling from the waves of her first climax, when Emmrich’s voice cut through the haze.
“Again,” he rasped, unrelenting.
“What?”
“Again,” he repeated, slower this time, like a command she’d obey without thinking. “Give me another.”
“Another?” she gasped. “Emmrich, I don’t—I can’t—”
“Yes, you can.” His tone softened without losing its edge. “Give me another one, my love.”
Her chest rose and fell, still catching her breath, but his hands were already coaxing her open again, the press of his fingers sliding back inside her with practiced ease. His mouth descended to her overstimulated clit, and the shock of sensation made her cry out.
“I crave it more than my next breath,” he murmured against her. “I know you can give me one more.”
The intrusion of his fingers coupled with the relentless flick of his tongue sent her spiraling. Every thought scattered, burned away by the singular, searing need he coaxed from her. Her hands clawed at the sheets, desperate for an anchor as reality narrowed to him — his mouth, his hands, his voice threading through her unraveling.
“I have you,” he promised, his voice warm and commanding all at once.
And just like that, she shattered again. Her body bowed, trembling uncontrollably as the pleasure surged through her in dizzying, all-consuming waves. She’d never felt anything like it—her pulse roaring in her ears, her breath breaking on helpless sounds she couldn’t bite back.
When she finally sagged against the bed, she felt boneless, the aftershocks still dancing along her skin.
Her body was already shaking, the tremors deep and unrelenting, when the coil inside her snapped again. She shattered — crying out his name, back arching as he coaxed her through every last wave. The pleasure flooded her veins, leaving her breathless, clinging to the sheets as though they were the only thing tethering her to this plane.
“That’s it… my darling Rook,” he murmured, his lips brushing her thigh before he settled above her. “You fall apart so beautifully.”
He didn’t let her go. Instead, he moved up over her, the solid warmth of his body pressing her into the mattress. Before claiming her mouth, he brought his fingers to his lips, licking her slick from them with deliberate slowness, his eyes never leaving hers. His mouth was still glistening from her release — a reminder of how thoroughly he’d loved her just moments ago.
Then he kissed her—slow, unhurried, and deep — letting her taste herself in the press of his lips, the slide of his tongue. It was intimate, reverent, a wordless way of showing her how much he adored every part of her.
His hands traced the length of her in slow, worshipful passes. Over the curve of her waist, up along the line of her ribs, then higher still to the upper plane of her back, his fingers splaying as though to map every inch. Back down to her hip, sweeping low before beginning the journey again. The motion was rhythmic, almost meditative, like he was committing her to memory by touch alone.
It was in that repetition—the same path, the same pause at the small of her back — that she realized he was lingering there for a reason.
Rook’s breathing finally began to steady, the rise and fall of her chest slowing beneath the weight of him. Her skin still tingled everywhere his mouth had been, every nerve singing from the storm he’d pulled her through. And still, Emmrich’s hands moved with unhurried devotion—mapping her curves, caressing her like she was something both precious and meant to be claimed.
She couldn’t ignore the way his arousal pressed against her hip, a hard, insistent heat even through the thin fabric of his trousers. The steady throb of it against her made her pulse quicken, a reminder that while he worshipped her with his hands, there was still so much more of him to be had.
Maker, she thought, how could a man who listened with such gentleness be so utterly devilish in bed?
His mouth could soothe, could comfort—but in the same breath, it could undo her entirely.
His palm swept down her side again, over the ridge of her hip, up along her ribs, and then higher still, settling once more at her upper back. The touch lingered there—warm, steady, repeating in a rhythm that felt like more than habit. It was enough to make her wonder if he was resisting a question he wanted to ask.
The thought lodged in her chest. She swallowed, the quiet between them thick with the sound of their breathing, before she found her voice.
“Do you want to see them?”
His hand stilled for a fraction of a second. He lifted his gaze to hers, something unreadable flickering in those hazel-green depths.
Until now, he’d never truly seen the scars on her back. Partly because he’d never sought them out—he’d respected her privacy without question. And partly because her deep chestnut-brown hair was long enough to conceal them, a curtain of soft waves falling like armor. More than that, he realized, she’d been intentional about it—often keeping her back pressed to his chest, a subtle, protective shield to keep those marks from view when they were intimate.
For a long moment, Emmrich just looked at her, his touch warm against her cheek. Then, with a small shake of his head, he said softly, “I don’t need to see them, Rook. Not tonight. You’ve given me so much already… I won’t take more than you want to give.”
Her lips curved faintly—not quite a smile, but close enough—and she turned her head to press a gentle kiss to the inside of his wrist. The faint thrum of his pulse quickened beneath her lips.
“I want to,” she murmured, her voice steady despite the flush creeping up her neck. “You’ve heard the stories of all my scars. The least I can do is show you.”
Her hand slid down from his wrist to his chest, palm warm over the steady beat of his heart. She gave a small, deliberate push. Not rejection—just guiding.
He eased back without protest, settling on his knees between hers, watching her with quiet intensity. Rook shifted, tucking her legs beneath her as she sat upright. Then, without ceremony, she turned, sweeping her hair over shoulder to give him a better view.
The breath left him in silence.
They were faded now, smaller than the fresh wounds she’d once described—but no less stark. The marks crossed the golden-brown of her skin in layered arcs and ridges, each lash a ghost of its own violence. Some thinned into pale strands before they vanished; others were thicker, deeper, telling of blows that had torn more brutally than the last. Together, they painted a brutal history, each scar a chapter in the story she’d trusted him enough to tell.
He didn’t move right away. He just took them in, his gaze tracing the map of pain and survival written across her back. And when he finally reached out, it was with the same care as touching something precious, his fingertips hovering before they made contact.
Her breath hitched when his fingers finally met her skin—feather-light, a whisper of contact that still made her shiver. The warmth of his hand moved in slow, measured passes, tracing the edges of each ridge as though committing them to memory.
He could see it so clearly now: the years without healers, without salves, potions or spells to mend the damage. Wounds left to close on their own, sealing over with the stubborn resilience of someone who’d had no other choice. His scholar’s mind catalogued every detail, but it was his heart that ached.
When his touch drifted lower, she leaned into it, her shoulders loosening under his hand. And when his palm slid upward again, he followed it with his mouth.
The first kiss was light, almost hesitant. The second lingered. Then he was tracing the curve of a scar with his lips, slow and deliberate, as though each one deserved to be rewritten. His mouth wandered higher, to the place where her shoulder met her neck, the air between each kiss warming with his breath.
At the nape, he paused—his lips brushing the fine hairs there—before closing in to press a deeper kiss, a low hum vibrating in his chest. Her breath shuddered, her arms bracing her weight as she tilted forward ever so slightly, giving him more.
Emmrich noted the reaction, storing it away like a scholar marking the most important line in a text.
The next kiss wasn’t reverent. It was hungry.
His hands, which had been so careful moments ago, slid down her sides with more weight now—fingers digging into the curve of her waist as though he meant to anchor her in place. His mouth kept working over her neck, her shoulder, each press warmer, wetter, less patient.
Rook felt the shift in him like the air before a storm. The steady tide of his touch turned into waves, each one stronger, pulling her in.
Her lips parted on a gasp when his teeth grazed her shoulder blade, not biting—yet—but enough to make heat flash in her belly. The sound earned a quiet, almost dangerous growl from him, the vibration traveling into her skin.
Then he moved.
His arm came around her middle, pulling her back against the hard line of his chest—against the very obvious press of him, straining against his trousers. She didn’t need to see the hunger in his eyes to feel it; it was there in the way he breathed her in, nose buried in the curve of her neck for one deep, grounding inhale before his mouth claimed her skin again.
When his hand slid down her stomach, there was no hesitation. His palm flattened over the heat between her thighs, and the faintest, helpless sound left her throat.
“May I?” The words were half-growl, half-prayer.
Her answer was immediate, breathless. “Yes.”
The low, satisfied sound that rumbled in his chest was nothing short of primal. He shifted behind her, guiding her forward onto her hands, her knees sinking into the plush give of the quilt. His touch never left her—one hand still anchored at her hip, the other sliding up the length of her spine in a slow, unbroken stroke that lingered over every scar.
“Never again,” he murmured, fingertips tracing the ridges with something between worship and possession. “No one will ever touch you like this ever again.”
Before she could respond, his mouth was there—kissing along the lines of each lash as though he could erase them with his lips. The gentleness only made the contrast sharper when he bit down on the meat of her shoulder, drawing a gasp from her.
Her hips pressed back into him instinctively, and that was all the permission he needed.
He pushed her forward slightly, just enough to work his trousers down, freeing himself. The hot, thick press of him slid along her folds, and he hissed under his breath. His hands gripped her hips—one steady, one roaming—his thumb brushing the dip at the base of her spine before he pressed inside her in a single, slow, claiming thrust.
The sound she made was half-moan, half-broken plea, and his head tipped back, teeth bared in a quiet snarl of pleasure.
The first thrust was deep, claiming. The next, harder. Soon, the rhythm turned merciless—raw hunger driving every movement.
“Evara…” His voice was low, ragged, vibrating against her as he leaned over her back, chest to her shoulders. “My Evara. Mine.”
She shuddered at the vow, pushing back against him with more intent. “Prove it.”
The growl that answered her was low and guttural, a sound pulled from somewhere deep in his chest. In the space of a heartbeat, his control was gone. His hips drove forward with a force that made her gasp, the steady rhythm abandoned for something raw, hungry. Every thrust was deeper, harder, his fingers biting into her hips like he was staking a claim, dragging her back into him as though the idea of space between them was intolerable.
The change in him was intoxicating. Every thrust seemed to drive deeper than the last, each one fueled by the tension he’d kept caged until now—and Maker, she could feel it breaking loose. His hands were everywhere, one anchoring her hip, the other roaming her back in reverent, possessive strokes that made her shiver in ways she’d never thought her scars could. Each feather-light touch was chased by a bite, a kiss, a press of his chest against her spine until she could feel his heartbeat pounding in time with hers.
She’d known he could be tender; she hadn’t realized how utterly undone she’d be by his hunger. He was fucking her like he couldn’t get enough, like the thought of letting her go was an affront to his very existence—and she was loving every second of it.
He bent over her, his chest pressed to her back, his mouth roaming from the slope of her shoulder to the nape of her neck, biting and kissing, marking her with each pass. One hand slid up, cupping the base of her throat as he pulled her back against him, forcing her to arch so he could feel every line of her against his chest.
“Come for me, darling,” he breathed against her ear, the words dark and tender all at once. His other hand trailed down to her hip, over her thigh, then back up along her spine—always returning to her scars, as though touching them was a tether keeping him grounded in the maelstrom of heat and need.
Her answering moan broke on his name, and that was the final thread of his restraint snapping.
Suddenly, she was clutching the headboard for dear life. The rhythm he’d held on to so carefully was gone—replaced by relentless, driving thrusts that sent shocks of pleasure rolling through her, one after another, until she couldn’t tell where one ended and the next began. The noises spilling from her mouth weren’t chosen; they were torn from her. Begging. Praising. Half-sobbed, half-gasped cries for more, for him, for Emmrich—except the refined, debonair professor she’d come home to was nowhere to be found. In his place was a beast, enthralled by her heat, moving with single-minded hunger.
His words came rough and low between gritted teeth, his voice wrapping around her like a brand. “That’s it… my good girl. So perfect. So good.”
Every praise shot through her like lightning, sending her back arching into his touch. She could feel how deeply he was inside her now, hitting something so sensitive it made her toes curl against the quilt. Her head tipped back as she gasped his name, only for his arm to snake around her waist, pulling her back into him until his mouth was at her ear.
And then—his hand.
His fingers found her clit, rubbing in firm, rough circles that made her whole body jolt. The pleasure was sudden, sharp, and overwhelming. Her breath caught, a tremor running through her thighs. “Emmrich—!” she gasped, the plea breaking apart on her tongue. “I’m… I’m gonna—”
The growl that answered her was pure command, hot against the shell of her ear. “Come.”
Her body obeyed before her mind could catch up. Magic thrummed under her skin, sharp and bright, flaring in every nerve as her release rippled through her. Her walls pulsed tight around him, milking him as her body shook in his hold. The sound she made was wild, breathless, caught between ecstasy and surrender, every muscle quivering as she clung to the headboard for stability.
But he didn’t stop. Even as she shook and whimpered, he kept driving into her, chasing his own release with the same feral heat that had overtaken him. His breath grew rougher, his pace almost punishing in its intensity until his own control finally shattered.
He didn’t slow until the aftershocks wrung the last of his strength from him, his hips pressing flush against hers as though to keep every drop inside her. His hand stayed over her racing heart, his breath rough in her ear, and for a long moment he just held her there—still joined, still trembling—as if letting go would undo him entirely.
When it was done, the only sounds were their ragged breathing and the faint creak of the bed beneath them.
Rook was in a daze. When it was over, she collapsed into the bed, her body hummed, loose and boneless, after being wrung through three glorious orgasms. And Maker help her, she’d just seen a side of Emmrich she’d never encountered before—and it was hotter than the time after Satinalia. This wasn’t just controlled dominance; this was primal. Possessive. The kind of raw, unrestrained passion she doubted she could survive on a regular basis… but would gladly savor on occasion.
She lay sprawled on her stomach, her cheek pressed into the pillow, the quilt pushed halfway down the bed. Every inch of her back tingled where his hands and mouth had worshipped her, and there was a faint, satisfying ache in her hips where his grip had claimed her. For a while, all she could do was breathe—slow, unsteady, trying to anchor herself back in her own body.
As the tide of her high slowly receded, the heaviness in her limbs told her she wasn’t going anywhere.
Emmrich’s own breathing matched hers, deep and ragged, his chest rising and falling against her back. When the possessive haze in his eyes finally softened, he eased out of her, the slow slide pulling a shiver from them both. He lingered there for a moment longer, his hand still resting at her hip, before finally shifting to flop down beside her.
They laid facing each other, hazy-eyed and flushed, the air between them thick with the scent of sweat, sex, and something deeper—the unspoken gravity of what they’d just shared. Emmrich had been rough with her. Rougher than he’d ever dared before. And yet, the expression on her face wasn’t exhaustion or overwhelm; it was pure, languid contentment.
Without the furnace of their joined bodies in motion, the cool air of the room crept in, raising goosebumps along her arms. She shivered faintly, and that was all it took for him to move.
He reached out, brushing a few stray curls from her damp face, knuckles grazing her cheek before he leaned in to press a kiss to her forehead. She sighed at the touch and instinctively curled into his side, draping an arm across his middle.
With a quiet hum, he tugged the quilt up and over them both, cocooning her against the cold. His body was still warm, his heartbeat steady beneath her ear. His hand found the curve of her back under the quilt, stroking in slow, affectionate passes.
“Good night, my darling,” he murmured against her hair, the words low and certain. And with her still curled into him, he let his eyes close, sleep taking him with her.
Notes:
I'm so glad with how these two are handling their relationship. This was probably the hottest smut chapter I have written thus far. Emotional vulnerability is definitely a turn-on for Emmrich because holy cow did this gentleman go all-in.
Excuse me while I go cool off.
Chapter 56: Chapter 56 - Steeped in Winter Shadows
Summary:
Rook works from home. Emmrich is asked to consult with the Shadow Dragons.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The morning found them tangled in the center of the bed, quilt thrown haphazardly over their legs. The only light in the room came from the faint winter glow slipping in around the curtains — pale and forgiving, the kind that made the hours feel earlier than they really were.
It wasn’t until the third round of a distant, insistent alarm that either of them stirred. Rook’s groggy hand groped in the vague direction of the sound, found her phone by luck or divine intervention, and promptly tossed it somewhere toward the foot of the bed. The resulting thunk was followed by blessed silence.
A muffled murmur came from the man at her side. “Work?”
Still half-asleep, she shook her head against the pillow. “Working from home.”
One of his hands slid over the curve of her hip as she hooked a leg over his, pulling herself flush against his warmth. Emmrich hummed low in his chest — pleased, approving — and the sound drew a quiet giggle from her before the drowsy quiet claimed them again.
The peace lasted all of two minutes.
A rhythmic scritch-scritch started at the bedroom door, followed by an indignant, muffled mrrrow. Spite, evidently, had decided their lie-in had gone on long enough.
Rook groaned into her pillow, swore under her breath. Beside her, Emmrich chuckled, the sound low and amused. “I suppose the universe has decided we’ve slept enough.”
He swung his legs over the side of the bed, tugging on his discarded trousers before padding across the room. When he opened the door, Spite swept inside with the self-importance of a monarch, tail high, making straight for the warm center of the quilt.
Emmrich turned back toward the bed—and stopped.
Rook had rolled onto her stomach in his absence, the quilt slipping low enough to bare the curve of her back and hips. The pale early light spilling through the curtains traced every mark he’d left: faint impressions from his hands, the shadow of his mouth along her shoulder, a scattering of deeper flush where his grip had claimed her.
The sight hit him with an odd mix of pride and something rarer for him—embarrassment. His mind flicked, unbidden, to the sounds she’d made under him, the way his own voice had growled rough and unrestrained in her ear. It was a far cry from the calm, deliberate control he prided himself on.
He hadn’t succumbed to such passion since his youth and even that held some form of restraint.
Heat pricked the back of his neck. He cleared his throat quietly, unsure if he was more flustered by the memory or by how much he wanted to relive it.
He crossed back to the bed, the mattress dipping as he settled beside her. His hand smoothed over the warm curve of her back, fingers tracing lazily along her spine.
“Any discomfort?” he asked quietly, his voice gentler now, almost clinical in its care.
She hummed, the sound low and content. “None.”
Her head turned just enough for her gaze to catch his, a teasing lilt curling her words. “Were you admiring your handiwork, Professor?”
He harrumphed—an embarrassed, soft sound that was more endearing than stern—and let his thumb sweep along her side. “If I was… it wasn’t without some regret. I should apologize if I was too rough with you last night. I—” he exhaled through his nose, a faint crease in his brow, “—may have gotten a bit carried away.”
Rook pushed up on her elbows, closing the small distance to press her lips to his in a slow, deliberate kiss. When she pulled back, her smirk was wicked but warm.
“If this is you getting carried away,” she murmured, brushing her nose against his, “I might just make a habit of spurring you on.”
It was evident they both needed a shower.
When Rook suggested they share one, Emmrich was quick to recognize a trap when he saw one. “Always the temptress,” he murmured, brushing a stray curl from her face. “Your body needs more time to recover before engaging in… any rigorous activities.”
She gave him a dramatic pout—purely to tease—before sliding out of bed and padding toward the bathroom. The sound of the shower soon filled the apartment, mingling with the faint winter hum of the city outside.
Left to his own devices, Emmrich wandered into the living room… and immediately spotted the evidence of their negligence the night before: a bowl and utensils abandoned on the kitchen counter, along with a plate of leftover rye bread that was now suspiciously absent a few slices. The culprit was easy enough to guess. A faint smear in the bowl and a scatter of crumbs across the table told him Spite had enjoyed a late-night feast of his own.
He shook his head with a quiet huff and began tidying up, stacking the dishes and sweeping the crumbs away. By the time Rook emerged from the bathroom, the space was in order again.
She was dressed in a burgundy tank top and black skinny jeans, her ear cuff glinting in the morning light. The obsidian teardrop pendant lay against her collarbone—a constant fixture, and one he loved seeing on her every day.
Her eyes flicked toward the table, catching the remnants of Spite’s mischief. “Well,” she said dryly, “someone had a light breakfast.”
“He saw an opportunity,” Emmrich replied, though his lips curved with amusement.
Then, with a hint of mischief of his own, he nodded toward the now-spotless table. “It seems we forgot to clean up when we—”
“—were making out,” Rook finished for him, the corners of her mouth tipping up. “Among other things.”
Her gaze swept over him with undisguised amusement, lingering on the way his trousers hung loose on his hips before drifting up to his bare chest—lightly furred, lean, and still carrying the faint marks of their night together. He could feel the playful desire in her eyes like a touch.
“You truly are a spirit of desire,” he murmured, arching a brow.
Rook laughed, the sound warm and low. “Go shower, Professor,” she teased, brushing past him toward the kitchen. “I’ll make us tea before the day gets away from us.”
He inclined his head in good humor, retreating to the bathroom while she busied herself at the counter. The familiar hum of her electric kettle filled the room as she scanned her shelves, fingers drifting over jars before selecting what felt right for the morning.
Steam curled upward in soft ribbons as the blend steeped, carrying with it the layered fragrance she’d chosen for them.
At its heart, the tea was anchored by a marriage of Golden Yunnan and Assam—smooth, malty depths with a whisper of cocoa, brightened by the brisk, subtly sweet edge of the Assam. The supporting notes wound through like threads in a tapestry: cardamom lending its warmth without any sharp bite, lemon verbena weaving in a clean, almost sunlit lift, and just enough honey crystal to gather the flavors together in quiet harmony.
It was the sort of tea that felt both grounding and bright—steady enough to wake them gently, yet alive with small sparks of brightness.
When Emmrich emerged, the transformation was complete: a deep moss V-neck sweater layered over an ice-blue button-up, brown trousers pressed to perfection, his wrists and fingers adorned with grave-gold. His hair was immaculately coifed, his jaw freshly shaven, though the domestic touch of dark brown house slippers softened the ensemble.
She, in contrast, was still barefoot, the hem of her tank top brushing the waistband of her black skinny jeans. She handed him his tea with a small, satisfied smile.
Rook carried her own cup to the window nook, curling into the cushion as the pale winter light touched her chestnut hair. Minrathous stretched below in muted shades of stone and shadow, its skyline softened by the hour. Emmrich joined her, settling near her feet.
He watched her sip her tea, contentment in every line of her posture, and felt the quiet ache of a private longing. He’d pictured mornings like this often—sometimes in his penthouse in Nevarra, her wearing his robe after a night of passion; other times here in Minrathous, perched on his kitchen counter in his sleeping tunic, one shoulder bare, smiling at him through the steam of her cup.
But it was too soon. She was only just beginning to open herself to him, sharing pieces of her past with a trust that felt fragile and precious. Slowly, he could feel himself being drawn into the private architecture of her life—first her home, then her friends, and soon, perhaps, her family. It was a quiet weaving-in, a deliberate and meaningful process that made every step forward feel earned.
To speak of living together now would be to press too hard, too fast. When the day came that she wanted it, he would welcome her without hesitation. Until then, moments like this—tea shared in the gentle quiet of a Minrathous morning—would be enough.
Rook’s gaze drifted to the coffee table, to the small pale-green vase holding the bouquet Emmrich had brought the night before—white Christmas roses, soft pink waxflowers, deep burgundy ranunculus, all threaded through with dusty miller, brunia, and sprigs of eucalyptus. A smirk curved her lips.
“You got me a vase along with the flowers.”
Emmrich’s mouth curved faintly, as though amused at having been caught. “I had a suspicion you hadn’t gotten around to buying one.”
She hummed, glancing over the blooms. “And the flowers?”
His eyes warmed. “It seemed right to bring you a fresh bouquet… to brighten what was, until last night, a rather gloomy stretch.”
With her tea cradled in one hand, she shifted closer, settling at his side. He welcomed her warmth without hesitation, their shoulders brushing as they looked at the arrangement together.
“Do these ones hold a message, too?” she asked, tilting her head toward him, her tone both curious and a little teasing.
He quirked a brow, a glint of playfulness in his eyes. “Why don’t you tell me their meaning?”
Her answering grin was laced with challenge. She rose, padding over to the table to examine the flowers, placing her mug to the side.
Her fingers hovered over each bloom as she spoke. “The Christmas Roses mean ‘Serenity and a promise of protection’ in winter. A quiet strength.” She shifted to the next. “Ranunculus, in this dark shade are defined as charm, attraction, and the layers of affection growing between us.” Then her gaze softened at the next detail. “Waxflower, soft pink. Lasting impressions and patience in love.”
Her eyes traveled to the accents next. “Eucalyptus for protection and renewal, dusty miller for the frosted touch…” She paused, tilting her head at the round silver orbs. “And these? I’ve never seen them before.”
Emmrich’s smile deepened. He settled back, crossing his long legs with unhurried grace. “Brunia. They symbolize endurance and resilience.”
Rising from the floor, she returned to his side, leaning in just enough for him to catch the quiet curve of her mouth. He held her gaze for a beat before speaking, his voice lowering into something rich and warm.
“You are my calm in winter,” he said softly, voice wrapping around the syllables like silk, “the one who lingers in my mind, and the one I will guard as the season turns.”
The vow stirred something deep in her. She reached out, fingertips brushing the collar of his sweater, her eyes holding his with an almost-smile.
“I really want to kiss you right now,” she murmured, a spark of mischief in her tone, “but if we do, I think I’ll get carried away again.”
Emmrich’s gaze softened, even as the corner of his mouth curved in quiet amusement. She was looking at him like he was the only man in Thedas—eyes alight, lips parted—but there was that telltale flicker of hesitation. She wanted him, but she also wanted to respect the line he’d drawn this morning. That kind of consideration from someone so clearly tempted was… disarming. Flattering, even.
He leaned in just enough for his breath to ghost over her lips, his voice dropping low—silken and edged with the kind of authority that made her spine prickle.
“Go on.”
The two words were all the invitation she needed.
Rook tilted her head up, closing the scant space between them, her fingers tightening on his collar as though she meant to anchor him there. The kiss began soft, deliberate—testing—until his mug was quietly set on the floor and he shifted forward, his body angling to press her gently back into the narrow cushion of the window nook.
Her shoulder met the wall, her knees bent to fit the space, and the winter light poured in around them, catching in his hair as he leaned over her. His hand came to cradle her jaw, thumb sweeping along the edge of her cheek as his mouth deepened the kiss—still slow, still measured, as though he meant to savor her without tipping into the hunger they both remembered from last night.
Oh, Andraste—she could kiss this man forever, and it still wouldn’t be enough. Every brush of his lips against hers seemed to sink deeper, winding its way into the places she had always kept hidden. Love like this felt consuming. Intoxicating. Dangerous. Emmrich was a presence she hadn’t anticipated—one that slipped past her carefully crafted guard and set it crumbling with every quiet act of care, every look that told her she was seen. He was taking up residence in her heart, and she knew—Maker help her—that if he ever broke it, she wouldn’t survive it.
And the same was true for him. Somewhere between their nights of passion and mornings of tea, she had moved past every defense he had honed over years of solitude, chasing away the quiet insecurities he rarely admitted even to himself. Rook’s warmth, her wit, her unyielding compassion—he was enraptured by it all. If this wonderful, infuriating, captivating spirit were ever to vanish from his life, he didn’t think he’d recover. He would be hollow.
Such truths stirred a hunger in him—not only the physical pull to claim her again, but the aching need to keep her close, always. And Rook, ever bold, was already leaning into that temptation, her kiss deepening, her hands clutching his collar with intent.
But Emmrich, ever deliberate, slowed the pace until he ended the kiss altogether, his lips parting from hers with an unhurried finality. His half-lidded gaze caught hers—steady, grounding—while she lingered there with a faint whine of disappointment. His mouth curved, just slightly, before he leaned close enough that his breath mingled with hers.
“Later, my darling,” he whispered against her lips.
Her smirk was instant, playful. “I’ll hold you to that,” she murmured, the words laced with promise.
They held each other’s gaze—his affectionate hazel eyes locked with her burning brown—for a moment that felt like it could pull the air from the room. Then, inevitably, the spell broke.
Spite hopped up onto the window nook with the grace of one who owned it, tail flicking as he meowed loudly for attention. The abrupt intrusion made Emmrich hang his head with a quiet sigh, prompting Rook’s warm laugh. Spite bumped his head insistently against them both until Emmrich relented, lifting a hand to give the needy feline a slow, indulgent scratch along the cheek.
With the two lovebirds untangled from the small reading nook, they eased into the day’s rhythm.
Rook claimed the coffee table as her command post, laptop open, tea mug steaming at her side, cross-legged on the floor with her hair in a loose twist. Emmrich took over the kitchen, sleeves rolled to his forearms as he busied himself at the counter.
He volunteered to handle breakfast, assembling morning tartines from what they had on hand—thick slices of leftover rye bread topped with soft goat cheese, roasted red bell pepper, ribbons of cucumber, and a scatter of microgreens. By the time he set the plate beside her, Rook was already deep in reports from the aftermath of the raid.
From what she could gather, the mine in the catacombs had been only one of three in operation. That meant there were two others—both flagged in the recovered evidence. Plans were already moving to launch simultaneous raids to rescue any remaining captives. Rook, still grounded from field duty, wouldn’t be joining those missions, but she was relieved they had found the intel in time.
Her cursor hovered over to the section on the dagger. The construction was reportedly complete, but the runes and power source were still in progress. The names tied to the project were mostly low- and mid-tier Venatori—useful enough for building a picture, but nothing that pointed directly to the heavy hitters. She dug deeper into their associates, hoping for a thread worth pulling, but so far the connections were frustratingly thin.
At the kitchen counter, Emmrich scrolled through his emails, scanning the latest requests and correspondences. One message stood out—not from his university, but from the Shadow Dragons themselves. The tone was formal, the request precise: consultation on identifying victims recovered from Venatori captivity who had succumbed to red lyrium corruption.
He glanced toward Rook, still bent over her laptop, her mug cradled in one hand.
“Rook?”
“Yes?”
“Do you know anything about this?” he asked, holding up his phone. “They’ve requested my assistance in identifying remains from a case involving red lyrium.”
Her head lifted at that, her fingers stilling over the keyboard. For a moment, she seemed to weigh her words—how much she should tell him. This was her case, after all, and she’d been in the thick of the raid that recovered those remains. The line she swore she’d keep between her and the Shadows had already blurred, maybe even been crossed. And the last thing she wanted was for him to worry about just how deep she’d waded into danger.
In the end, she set her mug aside and met his gaze.
“The case I’m working on is connected to it,” she said, her voice even. “And… you may need to identify quite a few victims. Or what’s left of them.” A faint shadow passed over her expression. “The families need closure on this ugly chapter.”
Emmrich absorbed that with a slow nod, then tapped his phone awake again.
“I’ll need to clear it through the university before I can commit,” he murmured, already pulling up Dorian’s contact. “Red lyrium is not to be trifled with, even in residue—depending on what’s left of the remains.”
“That would be best.”
Emmrich stepped away from the coffee table, giving Rook her space while he found a quiet corner by the kitchen counter. He tapped Dorian’s contact, the line picking up after barely two rings.
“Professor,” came the familiar voice, smooth and flamboyant, “I trust this isn’t a social call. Or is it? If so, I am deeply flattered.”
“I’m afraid this is strictly business,” Emmrich replied. “The Shadow Dragons have requested my expertise on a recent recovery—victims exposed to red lyrium. I’ll need the university’s authorization before I can commit.”
A pause, then a low whistle. “Red lyrium? How… intriguing. I’ll draft the necessary approvals today. Do remember the usual precautions; I’d hate to lose one of our most distinguished guest professors to overexposure.”
“I’m well aware of the risks,” Emmrich said, dry.
“I know you are. Still, one must nag where one can.” Dorian’s tone warmed. “And—purely unrelated to work—I heard that you will be bringing our beloved Rook to the charity benefit this weekend. Is that… accurate?”
“It is.”
“How delightful,” Dorian purred. “I’m looking forward to meeting her in a public setting. Tell me, are you at all concerned about introducing her to the rest of your professional circle? Johanna Hezenkoss, for example?”
Emmrich arched a brow at the implication. “Last I checked, she doesn’t attend such events.”
“Oh, my dear professor,” Dorian drawled, “as soon as word got out you’d be bringing Rook, our most elusive colleagues suddenly developed a keen interest in attending—Professor Ingellvar included.”
A small, reluctant huff of amusement escaped him. “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”
“Immensely,” Dorian said, the smile audible in his voice. “Well, I’ll see to the approvals. Do pass along my regards to Rook. I shall see you both at the benefit.”
“Goodbye, Dorian,” Emmrich replied, ending the call.
Emmrich set the phone down on the counter, the faintest of sighs slipping past his lips.
Oh dear.
Johanna was going to be there. Which meant she would inevitably have something to say to Rook—likely within the first five minutes. His colleague had never been subtle about her opinions, especially on their age difference. Still, Rook could hold her own.
And then there was Solas Ingellvar. If Dorian knew he’d be there, Rook likely did too and had given her consent—but it wouldn’t hurt to confirm.
He crossed back to the couch, where Rook was slouched with her laptop, tartine in hand.
“How’d it go?” she asked.
“Approved.” He brushed away a smudge of goat cheese from her mouth, earning a faint quirk of her lips. “Dorian is very enthusiastic about the benefit. Apparently, word that I’m bringing a date has encouraged unusually high attendance.”
She arched a brow. “Popular man, I see.”
“He also mentioned,” Emmrich said, tone casual but deliberate, “that your brother will be there.”
Rook nodded once, unsurprised. “Well, you two were bound to meet eventually. So, I told him that if he wanted to, he could. Selara will keep him in line, and if he starts anything… well, you may have to drag me out.”
That drew a small smile from him. “I’ll be sure to prevent any bloodshed,” he said, though part of him couldn’t ignore the quiet weight of what she was agreeing to. Meeting Solas wasn’t a small step—it was another thread binding him into the more guarded corners of her life.
Emmrich had a better sense now of the distance between the siblings, enough to know it wasn’t born of mere indifference. Whatever had fractured them still lived in the space between their names, and he suspected it was a wound neither spoke of lightly. Even so, Solas was still her family—and family often had opinions.
He could already imagine the pointed questions, the unblinking study, perhaps even a few barbed comments about their age difference or the nature of their relationship. None of it daunted him, though he wouldn’t pretend he didn’t want the man’s approval. Winning it, however, might be another matter entirely.
“Are you certain you’re fine with it?” he asked again, quietly.
“I am,” she said, meeting his gaze with a steadiness that reassured him. “Better to meet with witnesses than behind closed doors where he has the advantage.”
Emmrich gathered the last of the dishes from the counter, the faint clink of ceramic punctuating the quiet hum of Rook’s laptop. She was still cross-legged on the floor, brow furrowed in concentration as she scrolled through reports, the steam from her tea long since faded.
She rose only once—padding over to her desk to retrieve a small stack of papers and a pen—before sinking right back into her spot, scribbling quick notes in the margins.
He crossed to her side, leaning down until his shadow spilled over the glow of her screen. “I’m heading back to my townhouse for a bit,” he said, voice low, “I need to check on Manfred and make arrangements for this consultation with the Shadow Dragons.”
She looked up, the briefest smile curving her lips. “Thank you… for breakfast. And for the flowers.”
His own mouth softened as he bent to press a kiss to the crown of her head. “I’ll be back soon,” he promised. “We’ll spend the rest of the day together.”
Her answering hum was pleased, a quiet, wordless agreement that she wanted exactly that.
The jingle of keys lifting from the hook carried across the apartment, followed by the firm click of the front door. In the sudden stillness, soft footfalls approached. Spite leapt onto the couch with the grace of a small predator, his sleek body brushing against the back of her head.
Rook smiled, one hand stroking the little void as he purred against her touch. Spite lingered a moment before hopping down, tail flicking as he padded off toward some private feline business.
Left in the quiet, she leaned back over the coffee table. Papers fanned out in deliberate chaos, the steam from her tea curling faintly beside her. Soon her attention tunneled into the latest reports and scribbled translations, eyes moving between her laptop and the handwritten notes on the dagger and its accompanying ritual.
From the pieces she’d gathered, the dagger felt too old to be newly made. More likely, it was unearthed—its history steeped deep enough that forging it from scratch would have left unmistakable traces: Fade tears, ward circles, whispers curling through the Fade.
Whether forged or found, it still needed an eclipse to work. That gave them a clock—both a relief and a danger. A blade with the power to pierce the Veil could just as easily summon an archdemon as unleash the Blight into Minrathous.
Reports suggested it wasn’t fully charged yet. That bought them time, but whispers in intercepted messages hinted the Venatori were feeling the Shadows closing in. Soon they’d decide—keep to their schedule or move early.
She fired a quick message to Tarquin and Ashur, flagging the possibility of an imminent meeting. Another went to Neve, stripped down to the essentials for interrogation work. If the blood mages cracked, they might get the where and when—and maybe even the who—before the Venatori made their next move.
The front door clicked open, breaking through the quiet hum of her concentration.
“Have you moved at all since I left?” Emmrich’s voice drifted in, warm and amused.
Rook startled, her shoulders jumping as she turned in her seat—and paused. He stood just inside the doorway, framed by the winter light, his black wool trenchcoat buttoned neatly against the chill. A sage-green scarf was wrapped at his neck, soft against the sharp lines of his coat, and his gloved hands—covering the familiar gleam of his rings—rested casually at his sides.
“You weren’t gone that long,” she said at last, though the sight of him like that, polished and composed, made the hours feel even hazier.
He stepped further into the room, one brow lifting. “Darling, it’s been four hours.”
That pulled her up short. She blinked, glancing toward her phone—close to noon. The light streaming through the window had shifted into a warm golden glow, when she could have sworn it had been a pale haze only a moment ago.
A low chuckle rumbled from him. “It seems I’m not the only one with a talent for vanishing into their work.”
He crossed the space in an easy saunter, coming to stand beside her. “I think that it’s time for a break,” he said, tone leaving no room for argument. “Would I be able to tempt you to go on a midday walk? There’s a botanical garden I’d love to show you, and we can have lunch after.”
Rook tipped her head back to meet his gaze. “A garden stroll in winter? Will there be any flowers to even look at?”
The smile he gave her was slow and warm. “There’s more to see than blooms. And besides—” he reached to brush a loose curl from her face, “—I’d like to take my lover on a date. Walking hand-in-hand through the gardens will be beautiful, no matter the season.”
Her lips curved. “Sweet talker.”
Closing her laptop, she gathered her notes into a tidy stack. “All right. I’ll throw on a sweater and feed Spite, then we can go.”
“Splendid.”
As she disappeared down the hall to change, Emmrich lingered where he stood, listening to the faint shuffle of her steps and the quiet clink of Spite’s dish being set down. The apartment felt warmer somehow—fuller—when she was in it. Soon they’d be walking side by side through the winter gardens, her hand in his, the cold air turning her cheeks pink as she leaned just a little closer to him.
For now, that was all he needed.
Notes:
Sorry for the short chapter, but there might be another post later today.
Spite fulfilling his cat role in "Please let me in the room!!"
Chapter 57: Chapter 57 - Snowdrops & Wolves
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich go on an impromptu museum date.
Chapter Text
Rook slipped into a snug, dark-oak wool sweater, its warmth hugging her frame. Her hair was swept into its usual loose twist, secured with a gleam of gold from a hairpin. Black lace-up boots laced to her ankles completed the look, along with a light brown overcoat whose hem brushed the tops. She slung a moss-green leather satchel over her shoulder and plucked her keys from the wall hook—finding Emmrich near the door already waiting, patient as ever.
Spite, never one to be left out, padded over with a low, expectant trill. His attempt to tag along was thwarted when Rook scooped him into her arms.
“No,” she told him, her tone warm despite the firmness. “This our date. No felines invited.”
The dark-furred menace yowled his displeasure, earning a small smirk from her. “Don’t act needy—you’ll be fine. And don’t you dare take it out on the flowers,” she added, narrowing her eyes. “If you so much as think about shredding them, your treats are gone for a week.”
Spite responded with a slow, unimpressed blink before wriggling free and hopping to the windowsill. He turned his back on them, curling into a moody loaf atop his plush plum-colored cushion.
Emmrich’s chuckle rumbled low in his chest as he opened the door for her. “I see diplomacy is still going well between you two.”
“You caught him on a good day,” Rook replied with a wry smile as she stepped out.
He guided her down to his car—the sensible choice after coming in from his townhouse—and the cold air nipped at their cheeks as they walked.
The drive was unhurried, Emmrich’s hand resting easily on the wheel as the city rolled by outside. The streets were a patchwork of slate shadows and sunlit gold, the winter light catching on wreaths of pine and winter berries strung along wrought-iron lampposts. Somewhere between idle conversation and comfortable silence, Rook found herself watching him more than the scenery—how the light glanced off the curve of his jaw, how his expression softened when he was content.
Fifteen minutes later, they turned into the Museum District. The car slowed as they approached the garden’s threshold, where the scent of pine deepened and frost clung to neatly trimmed hedges, silvering their green in the midday sun.
“The museum quarter?” She arched a brow at Emmrich. “Is this your way of showing me the latest in Tevinter culture?”
“A happy coincidence,” he replied smoothly. “The botanical courtyard is beautiful—if you take the time to really look.”
Emmrich parked along the outer lane and came around to open her door. “I trust that you’ll enjoy view,” he said, his tone carrying the quiet assurance of someone who knew the place as well as an old friend.
The Frostwalk Courtyard lived up to its name. Early afternoon light filtered at a low angle, painting the paths and hedges in a pale gold sheen. The air was crisp enough to sting her nose, softened by the faint sweetness of winter berries. Their boots crunched on the gravel, the sound muted beneath the occasional distant hum of the city beyond the gates.
Emmrich lingered as Rook paused by a patch of snowdrops. He watched the faint puff of her breath in the frigid air, the way the tips of her ears and nose had flushed with cold. Light caught in her grave-gold hairpin and ear cuff, throwing warm glints against the winter palette. When she noticed him watching, the smile she offered made his world tilt—this beautiful, dazzling woman, the object of his affections, who had chosen him in return. It still baffled him that she was in his life.
She stepped closer, threading her fingers through his and tucking their joined hands into his coat pocket as they began walking again. “What are you thinking about?” she asked.
“Just admiring you from afar,” he replied, his voice wry but softened by sincerity. “Truly, I’m a lucky man—that such an alluring woman would keep company with me.”
Rook tilted her head up to him, unconcerned. “You know our age difference has never bothered me.”
Her words eased something in him, though a faint thread of worry tugged still—how her brother, Solas, might view such a pairing. Prejudice and doubt could cast long shadows over even the happiest of romances.
They wandered deeper into the courtyard, until the paths converged at the drained central fountain. At its heart stood the ice sculpture of Razikale. The serpentine form curled protectively around an open orb, the facets of ice catching the light and scattering it into fractured blues, silvers, and violets. Magic hummed faintly in the air—the runes along the fountain’s rim keeping the piece pristine, the orb’s heart pulsing as if alive.
Rook studied it, her lips quirking. “The world admires the Maker… but here in Tevinter, we like dragons.” She lifted her phone to snap a photo. “Taash will appreciate this.”
He smiled faintly as she tucked the device away.
“You were right,” she admitted. “This walk is really nice. It’s definitely a nice change from being cooped up inside for hours.”
“That pleases me to hear,” he said, glancing down at her. “One should always take a moment for themselves. It worries me when you try to carry everything alone.”
“I can handle myself,” Rook’s gaze softened. “But it is comforting to know that you’ll be there to remind me.”
“And I’ll continue to do so,” Emmrich said, his tone quiet but certain, “just as often as I plan to shower you with affection.”
They followed one of the symmetrical paths outward, passing frost-edged evergreen arches and stubborn winter blooms—snowdrops, ivory hellebores, pale jasmine that perfumed the air just enough to notice. Benches flanked the path at precise intervals, offering perfect views of the sculpture and the museums’ façades beyond.
Emmrich slowed near one of the benches tucked beneath an arch. “Shall we?”
Rook glanced once more at the dragon before settling onto the frost-cold slats of a nearby bench, her satchel resting at her side. Emmrich joined her, their shoulders brushing—his warmth a quiet anchor against the winter chill.
“What are winters like in Nevarra?” she asked, tilting her head toward him.
“Dry, for one,” he replied. “The cold can be harsher than in most regions, but the season’s activities always made it worth enduring.”
Her brow arched in interest. “Do tell.”
“In the olden days, it was the season for dragon hunting,” he said, a faint glint of amusement in his eyes. “But since the regional population is now endangered, those hunts are long outlawed. These days, our winter traditions are… tamer. There’s an ice festival at the Minanter River when it freezes over—ice skating, spiced tea, roasted chestnuts, the occasional ice fishing competition.”
“Ice fishing in a river? Do you put them back or do you eat them?”
“Well those that participated would eat them, of course. Not everyone in Nevarra is vegetarian. My father was a butcher, after all.”
Her lips curved. “Did you ever participate?”
“Goodness, no.” He shook his head with a soft laugh. “I’d have lost the rod—or my balance—before I even stepped onto the ice.”
“So, we’re not adept at ice skating?”
“I never had the chance to learn.”
She grinned, leaning a fraction closer. “If it’s any comfort, I can’t swim.”
That caught him off guard. “Really?”
“I can wade, sure,” she said, her tone lightly self-deprecating. “But if the water’s deep enough, I sink like a stone.”
He tilted his head, studying her with a faint smile. “Then I suppose it’s decided—you’ll teach me to skate, and I’ll teach you to swim.”
“What?”
“We both have gaps the other could fill. And it would be… a lovely experience.”
She gave him a mock-skeptical look. “You? In water?”
“You? On ice?” he countered, his tone matching hers.
Rook laughed at the mental image—Emmrich in a public pool, patiently teaching her to kick like a child… or the dignified professor on the ice, knees shaking, clinging to the wall for dear life.
The corners of her mouth curved. “Fine. But I warn you—if you laugh, I’m dragging you down with me.”
“That makes two of us,” he said, the warmth in his eyes belying the dry humor in his voice.
By the time they’d circled back through the courtyard paths, the chill had settled into their cheeks and fingertips. Emmrich guided her inside, across the museum’s marble threshold and into the café tucked between the Natural History and Antiquities wings.
The shift in atmosphere was immediate. High arched windows let in generous streams of light, spilling across the polished marble floors and catching in the framed botanical illustrations and antique maps along the walls. The air carried the scent of herbs, butter, and fresh bread, threaded with the faint clink of china and the low hum of conversation.
The space was intimate without being stuffy—tables gleamed with marble and walnut, pastries lined the central glass counter, the chalkboard menus shifting with the season.
“This your elaborate plan to tempt me into viewing the museum?” Rook murmured, amused, as Emmrich guided her toward a small table by the window.
“Of course not. I was only—” he replied, tone warm with amusement, easing her chair out for her.
Her lips curved into a smirk. “Because it’s working.”
Emmrich only shook his head fondly as he slipped into the chair beside her, close enough that their shoulders brushed.
A server appeared with a basket of warm bread and herb butter, presenting the menus before retreating with quiet efficiency. The soft clink of porcelain and the low murmur of the café wrapped around them, but the nearness of him commanded most of her attention.
Rook’s fingers played with the porcelain plate. “So, what’s the proper route? Shall we start in Ancient History, detour through the Hall of Myth & Mystery, and finish in the Gallery of the Fade?”
“Sounds like a wonderful plan,” he said, his gaze lingering on her rather than the menu. “But perhaps we should decide on lunch first.”
“Fair point.” She glanced toward the chalkboard, then back to him with a mock-serious expression. “What do you recommend, Professor?”
“Their jasmine tea is lovely,” he said, considering. “It comes in a clear glass pot where you can see the floral pearls bloom.”
“Tempting,” she admitted, eyeing the display case. “And dessert?”
“Anything catching your eye, my love?”
“Their scones come with clotted cream.”
The corner of his mouth lifted. “If it’s scones you desire, I recommend their blend, Imperial Rose.”
Rook arched a brow. “Look who’s indulging whom.”
Her laughter was soft, but it lingered between them, warmer than the runes that heated the room. For the first time in days, she felt lighter—her burdens tucked aside, if only for a little while.
Their meals arrived with the quiet efficiency of the café staff—Emmrich’s tagine steaming in a shallow ceramic dish, jewel-bright against the saffron couscous, the scent of cinnamon and roasted squash mingling with chickpeas. Rook’s risotto gleamed with tender barley and root vegetables softened to golds and pale creams, fragrant with thyme.
A glass pot of Imperial Rose accompanied the dishes, the dark tea blooming with curls of dried petals, its perfume of roses and clove unfurling into the air. The server poured carefully into their cups, pale steam curling upward in fragrant ribbons before retreating with a quiet nod.
The warmth of the food and the tea chased away the last of the courtyard chill, and for a while they ate in companionable silence, shoulders brushing, the occasional clink of china punctuating their small, shared space.
Emmrich lifted his cup, inhaling the fragrance before taking a measured sip. The blend unfurled across his palate—dark, steady black tea laced with the sweetness of roses and the faint bite of clove. His eyes softened as he set the cup back down.
Rook cupped her hands around the porcelain, savoring the rose-clove scent before taking a slow sip. “So,” she asked lightly, “how was Manfred this morning?”
Between bites, he leaned in, eyes sparking with mischief. “Apparently up to no good.”
“Oh?” she prompted, already bracing herself for another tale of the wisp.
“He decided to cover his room with yarn.” Emmrich gestured, threading his long fingers through the air as if tracing lines of an invisible web. “Every corner. Every book. A woolen spider’s nest. I couldn’t take a single step in without collapsing half the structure.”
Rook’s laugh rang out, warm and unguarded. “Oh dear. Did he explain why he did it?”
“Manfred wasn’t forthcoming,” Emmrich admitted, setting his cup down with deliberate care, “but he seemed utterly entranced by the woolen mess he’d made. We spent half the morning trying to untangle it before I chastised his… impulsive experiment.”
“How much yarn did he even use?” she asked, smirking into her tea.
“Enough to make me confiscate his craft basket,” he replied dryly.
She laughed again, the sound bright against the low murmur of the café.
As the sound faded, Emmrich’s hand found hers beneath the table, his thumb brushing over her knuckles in an absent, steady rhythm. He didn’t comment on it, didn’t make it grand — simply rested there, warm and grounding, as if the gesture itself was enough.
Rook’s smile softened. She leaned a fraction closer, her shoulder pressed to his, before steering the conversation onward. “And aside from being a dashing professor,” she teased, her tone playful, “what’s it like working as a consultant in your field?”
Emmrich lifted his cup again before answering, savoring the rose-clove warmth a moment longer. “As a corpse whisperer,” he said evenly, “I’m called to settle inheritance disputes, gather testimony from murder victims, or deliver last words to grieving families.” His expression shifted—pride tempered by weary acceptance. “On the more academic side, it’s often the tedious task of identifying remains when the pathologist is overrun. Necessary work, but not the most glorious.”
Rook studied him over the rim of her cup, struck by the calm way he spoke of death. To him, it wasn’t morbid—it was closure, the quiet binding of stories that had unraveled too soon. Dreadful or dull, he carried the weight because he cared. He always cared.
He tilted his head then, voice gentler. “And you? How fares your work?”
Her smile thinned, the weight of her answer pulling it taut. She set her cup aside. “Strange. Things feel different, but the same. And the case I’m working on… it isn’t the calmest of sorts.”
“How so?”
“With what I can tell you—it’s tied to the red lyrium remains you were asked to help identify. Only you’re working with the aftermath.”
His brows knit. “The case isn’t closed?”
“One chapter of it is,” she admitted softly. “But the rest… the rest is still unknown.”
The server returned with a small plate balanced with cranberry scones, a silver dish of clotted cream, and a pot of ruby jam that gleamed in the light.
Rook’s eyes lit with undisguised delight. “Ah, finally.” She pulled the plate closer with the possessiveness of a dragon guarding its hoard.
Emmrich arched a brow, amused. “I see you’ve found your true prize.”
“I’ve told you before,” she said, smirking as she split a scone and slathered it with cream. “I’m nothing if not faithful to my gluttonous desires.”
She popped a piece into her mouth, chewing slowly, deliberately, before humming in appreciation. Emmrich watched her with quiet amusement as he prepared his own portion. When she took another bite, a pale smear of cream lingered at the corner of her mouth.
Before she could reach for her napkin, his hand tilted her chin upward. The move was unhurried, almost reverent, yet the intent in his eyes left no doubt. He bent, brushing a kiss against her lips—brief, restrained, but with enough purpose that she felt the spark of it ripple through her. He lingered just long enough to taste the sweetness of cream before pulling back, a faint smile ghosting his mouth.
For a heartbeat, she sat dazed, lips still tingling from the kiss. Her eyes flicked to his, half startled, half amused. “And what,” she asked softly, “possessed you to do that?”
Emmrich’s smile curved, faint but sure. He leaned in, close enough that his breath stirred the loose strands at her temple. “I’ve been wanting to do that,” he murmured, his voice pitched low for her ear alone. “Ever since that night you asked me to be your taste tester for Kiss of Morning.”
The same night she’d gotten tzatziki dip at the corner of her mouth—when they shared a meal for the first time, and he knew, with startling clarity, that he was utterly enraptured by her.
The whisper curled warm down her spine, leaving her skin prickled with a delicious shiver. She tried to hide the flutter with a smirk, though her voice came out quieter than she intended. “Bold of you, Professor.”
His hand lingered at her chin, thumb brushing a feather-light path along her jaw. “I thought you enjoyed me being bold,” he said quietly, before drawing her back in for another kiss—unhurried, tender, a lingering press of lips that spoke more of care than conquest. It was sweet, reverent, a promise disguised as affection, and when he pulled back, the faintest trace of a smile touched both their mouths.
They moved together into the Ancient History wing, Rook’s arm looped comfortably through his. The room carried a hush, broken only by the shuffle of footsteps and the faint creak of polished wood beneath them. Glass cases and tall plinths displayed fragments of elven ruins, Tevinter statuary worn smooth by centuries, and a mosaic from Arthalan that had been painstakingly reassembled piece by shimmering piece.
Rook slowed at one case where delicate pottery shards rested against velvet backing, the painted figures still visible in part—dancers frozen mid-turn, limbs outstretched toward a god whose face had long since been lost. “Strange, isn’t it?” she murmured. “How these pieces were meant to tell a whole story, but now all that’s left are fragments. Half the meaning is gone.”
Emmrich tilted his head, the faintest smile touching his lips. “Fragments can be enough. Historians spend lifetimes weaving context around what survives. Sometimes the gaps tell us as much as what’s preserved.”
She arched a brow at him. “Spoken like a true academic.”
He chuckled softly, though the sound dimmed into thought. “If I recall, the benefit gala is for the Somniar Shiral Foundation—an organization that partners with museums and universities to protect and preserve elven culture and history.”
“I know it well. Selara and Solas donate to them often.”
“Yes. My colleague Strife—his expedition to Arthalan is being funded by them.”
“The one Bellara is interviewing for?”
“The very same.” His hand brushed lightly against hers where they were linked.
Rook glanced away, toward the Arthalan mosaic. Tiny tesserae of turquoise and gold gleamed under the lights, forming the curve of a dragon’s wing.
“Solas will like the benefit, then. For all his detachment, he’s always cared about elven history. When my parents discovered he was a somniari, it made sense—wandering the world, searching the Fade, chasing the echoes of what was lost.” Her voice gentled. “The history of our people always made him sad. A civilization vast and proud, reduced to scraps—clawing at any way to preserve itself.”
“He sounds like a good man.” Emmrich’s voice was quiet but intent.
“When he wants to be.” A wry smile tugged at her lips. “But his pride and arrogance get the better of him. I know he means well—he just… loses his way sometimes. For all his bite, he’s really just an awkward man, full of worries.”
Emmrich studied her profile, the light gilding her cheek. “Do you think he’ll… be bothered by us?”
“I don’t think the age difference will matter,” she said, tone steady. “But your intentions? Those he’ll test. He might even throw the age gap in your face to bait you into saying more than you’d like. If my brother hadn’t been an academic, he’d have made a damn fine lawyer.”
From fractured mosaics and pottery shards, their path carried them beneath soaring arches into the Hall of Myth & Mystery. The ceiling stretched high above, painted with murals of the Old Gods.
Each divine form loomed across the curved expanse—Razikale with wings unfurled, Lusacan cloaked in shadow, Andoral rising in fire. Their painted eyes seemed to follow the visitors below. Beneath those dragon-gods, relics gleamed in glass cases: ritual blades, carved idols, fragments of scrolls so fragile they seemed ready to crumble.
But it was the skeletal display that drew Rook to a halt. Suspended on iron supports, a dragon’s bones stretched nearly the length of the hall, its skull angled downward as though forever fixed on its spectators. The pale curve of fangs caught the light, stark against the dark stone walls.
“Tell me,” Rook murmured, her arm still looped with his, “has anyone in Nevarra ever tried to revive one of these through necromancy?”
Emmrich’s mouth curved wryly, though his answer was measured. “Such a feat would be… ambitious. It would require many necromancers working in concert, and even then, the control might not hold.” He paused, a glimmer of memory shadowing his expression. “But once, a malignant spirit possessed a dragon’s corpse. A calamity. The Mourn Watch had to intervene—I was even asked to assist.”
Her brow arched. “Malignant spirit?”
“Ah.” His gaze drifted briefly to the mural of Dumat above them. “What most of the world would call a demon. In Nevarra, we avoid the term—it reduces all spirits to villains, when the truth is rarely so simple. Spirits are reflections, echoes of mortal thought and desire. Some are benevolent, others sinister, but most… simply are. To label them all as evil is to ignore their complexity.”
Rook considered that, eyes tracing the long curve of the dragon’s ribs. “Interesting. Most of my life, I’ve had to fight them off. To me, they’ve always been threats—things trying to worm their way in, claw their way through.” Her tone softened then, thoughtful rather than defensive. “In Rivain, there are spirits too—Taash sometimes scolds them the way you’d scold a stubborn mabari.” She huffed a laugh, shaking her head. “Hearing them described through your lens… it’s strange. Interesting, but hard to picture.”
Emmrich’s hand brushed hers lightly, the contact grounding amidst the cavernous hall. “Both lenses can be true. A blade is only a tool—it’s the hand that wields it which decides if it protects or destroys.”
A faint smile touched her lips. “Look at you, Professor. Off the clock and still lecturing.”
He inclined his head in mock solemnity. “And I will continue to profess, if it keeps you intrigued.”
The Gallery of the Fade unfolded less like a museum wing and more like an art gallery—walls draped in Fade-inspired canvases, sculptures shaped to capture the fluidity of spirits, and projections that shimmered like dreamscapes brought to life. The air itself seemed softer, filtered through enchantments that carried the faint hum of lyrium, as though the Veil had thinned within these walls.
They drifted apart naturally, drawn to different displays. Emmrich lingered before a series of manuscripts and etched glass panels that detailed the accounts of somniari. His eyes tracked the careful notations describing how the Fade defied physical law—gravity bending sideways, rivers flowing into skies, ruins restored to their prime only to crumble again when unlooked at. The idea of it as both echo and possibility stirred the same fascination in him that it always had: a realm uncharted, a palimpsest of dreams, memory, and truths waiting to be uncovered.
When at last he turned to find her, he spotted Rook seated on a low bench at the far end of the gallery. She sat in stillness before a great painting, its plaque labeled The Crossroads.
The canvas was drenched in twilight: eluvian mirrors scattered like shards of starlight across a surreal landscape, floating islands tethered by roots and silver mist. Peculiar trees rose in silhouette, their limbs twisted into patterns that seemed almost alive. A wolf-like shape with ember eyes loomed faint in the background, watching from the cliffs. The palette—lavender, indigo, moonlit silver—gave the scene an almost romantic hush, as though the Fade itself could be tender when it wished.
Emmrich approached quietly and took a seat beside her. His gaze following hers to the canvas. He didn’t speak, content to let the silence stretch between them—unhurried, companionable. After a long moment, she shifted slightly, her voice low.
“The wolf,” she murmured, nodding toward the painting. “It reminds me of dreams I used to have when I was younger.”
Her fingers tightened faintly in her lap, as though handling something fragile. “Back then, nightmares were constant. Demons of despair liked to sink their claws in, try to twist everything until I wanted to give in. But in those dreams, there was always a wolf. Not an ordinary one—it had six eyes that glowed like veilfire. Terrifying to look at, really. But it never scared me.”
She let out a soft breath, her eyes still on the painted figure. “Sometimes it would fight the demons off. It kept them away. Protected me. Other times it would grow larger, big enough for me to curl against it. I always felt safe in its shadow. I even gave it a name—Fen.” A small, almost embarrassed smile tugged at her lips. “Haven’t thought about that in years. I stopped seeing it once I got older… once I learned how to fend off spirits on my own.”
Her voice softened to a whisper. “But for a long time… it felt like Fen was the only reason I could sleep.”
Rook’s words lingered between them, fragile as spun glass. She didn’t look at him, her gaze still caught on the painted wolf beneath the moon.
Emmrich let the silence rest a beat before speaking, his voice low and steady.
“It sounds as though Fen cared for you,” he said gently. “Whatever he was—a spirit, a dream, or something in between—he gave you comfort when you needed it most. That’s no small thing.”
She glanced at him then, a flicker of surprise in her eyes at the simple kindness of the statement.
He offered her a faint, reassuring smile. “Perhaps he hasn’t gone, not really. Maybe he only stepped back once he knew you could stand on your own.”
Her throat tightened, and for a moment she didn’t trust her voice. The warmth in his words reached places she thought she’d long buried, and it left her strangely light.
Rook’s lips curved faintly, the corners tugged by memory rather than mirth. “Funny… I haven’t thought about Fen in years. I suppose he was my first guardian.” She exhaled softly, as though setting the thought down. “I wonder if Solas ever met something like Fen when he traveled in the Fade.”
Her gaze shifted to the painting’s dreamlike hues. “He liked to paint what he saw in the Fade—strange places, stranger creatures or spirits. Sometimes he’d sketch them out for me. I’d try to copy him, but my drawings never looked right. I was a child, of course, and he was already half an artist by then.”
Emmrich’s lips curved into that quiet, knowing smile she had come to treasure. “Well,” he said, “I find your doodles are quite charming.”
She blinked at him. “My doodles?”
He inclined his head, eyes glinting. “When we traded journals. Your tea notes were practical, yes—but there were flowers twined in the margins. Little sketches of berries, leaves, blossoms.” His voice gentled, like he was sharing something sacred. “I was struck by how delicately you shaded the petals. It told me you notice details others would pass over. That you take time to see beauty in the smallest of things.”
Color rose faintly in her cheeks. She looked away, lips curving despite herself. “They’re hardly masterpieces.”
“They don’t need to be,” he murmured, the fondness in his tone warm as sunlight. “They’re yours.”
His hand found hers with quiet certainty, fingers interlocking as though the gesture had always been natural. Rook leaned into him, her shoulder settling comfortably against his as they both regarded the painted Crossroads. The silence between them carried no weight—only ease.
Her smirk softened into something fonder, her voice dropping as she rested her cheek briefly against his shoulder. “Today was a wonderful date.”
Emmrich turned his head slightly, just enough that she caught the warmth in his eyes. “That pleases me more than I can say.”
They stepped out of the museum just as the late sun began its descent, the light falling in amber sheets across the stone façades of the district. A gust of winter air cut sharp through the street, nipping at Rook’s cheeks and making her wrinkle her nose in protest.
Before she could even tug her coat tighter, Emmrich was unwinding the scarf from his own neck and wrapping it snugly around hers. His fingers lingered a moment, brushing against the curve of her jaw as he adjusted the wool into place.
“You’ll catch the cold,” he murmured, half-chiding, half-affection.
She arched a brow at him, her voice muffled through the scarf. “It’s not like I’m going to freeze to death from a cold breeze.”
“Please, my darling. Allow this old man his sentimentality.”
Her cheeks warmed, though whether from the scarf or his gaze, she couldn’t tell. She looped her arm through his again as they walked toward the car, leaning into him with an exaggerated sigh. “A gentleman through and through. Though I’m starting to suspect you just wanted an excuse to fuss over me.”
“An astute observation,” he said smoothly, though there was a glint in his eye.
When they reached the car, he opened the door for her as always, but before she could slip inside, he caught her hand. The tug was gentle, drawing her back against him. The scarf still held his warmth, his scent.
“I’m glad you talked me into this,” she said, voice quieter now.
“The day isn’t over yet, my dear,” he replied. The words carried a promise, though his kiss when it came was tender—lingering just enough to stir that familiar ache before he drew back, his breath warm against her lips.
She smirked faintly, dazed and amused all at once. “Careful, Professor. That boldness of yours might become habit.”
He tilted his head, lowering his voice to something meant only for her. “I thought you liked it when I was bold.”
Her laugh was low, caught between fluster and fond. She slipped into her seat, still wrapped in the warmth of his scarf, his scent clinging faintly to the wool. As the door shut, she nestled into it, the quiet car cocooning her in the lingering echo of him.
Chapter 58: Chapter 58 - Of Kettles and Expirations
Summary:
Varric comes to the Veil & Vine.
Notes:
Thank you to those who are still reading this fanfic. I know that it's long af, but I appreciate the support and comments.
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The Veil & Vine was quieter in the late morning, the lull between the rushes. Steam curled lazily from steel kettles, carrying scents of chamomile, bergamot, and roasted barley through the air. Rook worked the kettles alongside Bellara, the rhythm of pouring, measuring, and stirring something grounding after the soft whirlwind of the past few days.
Bellara’s chatter filled the shop as easily as the perfume of tea. “So, the interview… was definitely intimidating. Group interviews always are. I kept telling myself, don’t ramble, don’t ramble, but then Professor Strife asked about my dissertation and, well—” she groaned dramatically, “—there went the floodgates. I talked about spirit-etched ruins for a solid five minutes. In detail. And then I swore I caught him looking at me like, does this girl ever breathe?”
Rook’s lips quirked as she poured a stream of hot water into the glass teapot. “Somehow, I think you left a good impression. When do you hear the results?”
“A week from now. The expedition leaves early summer,” Bellara said, voice pitched with equal parts nerves and excitement. “Just after I finish my master’s.”
“That soon?” Rook raised a brow, genuinely impressed. “Actually, that tracks. You’ve been flying through your program.”
Bellara flushed at the praise, fiddling with the hem of her sleeve. “Maybe. But I’ve been thinking—after Arthalan, I’d like to apply to the Veil Jumpers. It’s dangerous, sure, but they’re doing amazing work. Restoring fragments of elven history, piece by piece.” She hesitated. “Though part of me would love to stay here, work in the museum’s elven department. Something steady. Work that lasts.”
Rook set the pot down and regarded her with quiet fondness. “Sounds like my favorite tea shop employee is getting too important for me.”
Bellara’s eyes widened before she barreled forward, arms wrapping Rook in a sudden, tight hug. “Don’t you dare. You’re practically my sister. Expedition or not, I’m going to visit you constantly. No dusty ruin or museum archive will keep me away.”
The words struck deeper than Rook expected, loosening something in her chest. She chuckled, squeezing her back. “Alright, enough sap before I get sentimental too. I can only handle so much.”
Still, as Bellara pulled away, bright-eyed and earnest, the thought lingered. Who’d have guessed this bubbly grad student—with her wild serial-worthy theories—would become one of Rook’s closest friends? In a chapter of her life that had once felt so daunting, Bellara had been nothing but a steady light. For a fleeting moment, Rook wondered if this was what it might’ve been like to have friends back in school.
“Fine, fine,” Bellara said with mock offense, pulling away—only to catch sight of a sleek shadow prowling near the window. Spite, tail flicking like a fuse ready to spark, had set his sights on one of the shop’s prized sweetvine. His eyes gleamed with a mischief that spelled only destruction.
“Spite—no!” Bellara darted toward him, clapping her hands. The feline froze, as if deciding whether compliance or chaos was the better option.
Rook was still laughing at the sight when her phone buzzed against the counter. The vibration cut through the fragrant calm, sharp enough to snip the edge off her smile. She glanced down at the screen—her favorite detective.
With a quick gesture to Bellara, she excused herself and slipped into the back kitchen, phone in hand. Leaning against the counter, she angled herself so she could still see the shop floor through the door frame.
“Neve,” she greeted, warmth threading easily through her voice.
“Rook.” The detective’s voice was cool and dry as ever, though a faint edge of approval threaded through. “That was a sharp catch with the Venatori—their little meeting would’ve gone unnoticed without the notes we pulled from the scene. I’m already pressing my contacts for whispers on where they’ll scurry next.”
A wry smile tugged at Rook’s mouth. “Glad I could be useful from a distance. Tarquin still fuming about my raid blunder?”
“Too busy,” Neve replied, her tone clipped with faint amusement. “He’s occupied with the other raids. I think you’re return to us will be soon.”
“That’s a relief,” Rook muttered, shifting her weight against the counter.
Neve didn’t miss a beat. “By the way, I heard Emmrich was pulled in as a consultant—identifying remains from the hazard crew’s red lyrium sweep.”
Rook’s brows arched. “You’ve got sharp ears.”
“I always do,” Neve quipped smoothly. “So—will the two of you be commuting to HQ together?”
Rook smirked, unable to help herself. “That’s a possibility.”
“You don’t sound terribly bothered by the idea.”
“Why would I be?” she shot back, lips curving. “It’s not like I’ve kept anything important from him.”
A soft hum, then the dry knife-edge of a jab: “Did you tell him about being cleared for combat? Or how you dove head first into danger during that raid?”
Rook scowled at the floor. “I hate you.”
“No, you don’t.” Neve’s deadpan carried the faintest brush of warmth.
Rook huffed, but the corners of her mouth betrayed her irritation by tugging upward. “Is this your way of telling me that I should tell him that I’m one step closer into danger than when I arrived?”
“Maker forbid,” Neve’s voice sharpened with wry amusement. “That was a question. But since you brought it up—have you told him you’re easing back into fieldwork?”
Rook’s smirk faltered. She fiddled with the edge of the counter, gaze flicking to the shop floor where Bellara was busy chiding Spite away from a plant. “Not… exactly.”
“Mm.” The hum on the other end was all sharp edges. “You’ll have to, sooner or later. It’ll be hard to play off the bruises from fighting blood mages.”
“It’s not like I’m lying,” Rook countered, softer now. “I just… don’t want him to worry.”
Neve’s tone gentled by a fraction. “Then you should tell him, Rook. Better he hears it from you than finds out in the middle of a mess.”
Rook exhaled slowly, a reluctant laugh breaking the tension. “Why do you always sound like my conscience?”
“Because I’m right,” Neve deadpanned, though the smile in her voice gave her away.
Rook sighed, “Fine… I’ll tell him when I am officially approved. Who knows, I might get rejected given my past record as a field agent.”
She knew Neve was right—Emmrich deserved the truth—but her clearance for combat and fieldwork hadn’t been finalized yet. That gave her an excuse, flimsy as it was, to procrastinate a little longer. Until then, she could keep the quiet.
“Acceptable,” Neve finally allowed, her tone sharp but softened at the edges. “But don’t drag your feet forever.”
“I know,” Rook murmured, managing a reluctant smile. “Thanks, Neve.”
“You’ll thank me later. Now go, enjoy your days of blissful freedom before the late nights and bad coffee of this place reclaim you.”
With that, the line clicked dead. Rook slipped her phone back into her pocket just as the bell above the front door chimed. She stepped out of the kitchen, brushing off her thoughts, only for her gaze to land on a familiar figure.
A dwarven man stood in the doorway, bomber jacket open over a dark shirt, a golden circle medallion resting against his chest. His shoulder-length hair was slicked back, and his neatly trimmed beard framed the smirk tugging at his mouth.
“Kid.”
Rook’s face lit up, her smile bright and unguarded. “Varric.”
She closed the distance in a few strides, throwing her arms around him. He chuckled, the sound warm and steady, patting her back as though no time had passed at all.
“Maker, you haven’t changed a bit,” he said, leaning back to look at her properly.
“I heard from Solas you were in Minrathous, but I didn’t know how long you’d stick around,” she said, still beaming.
Varric shrugged easily. “Light business, light pleasure. But I couldn’t skip a visit with my favorite niece.”
“You only have one niece,” she teased, guiding him toward a table near the window.
“Exactly. Easier to play favorites.”
Although Varric wasn’t her actual uncle, he might as well have been. He and Solas had been friends since university—an unlikely pair if there ever was one. Varric, the creative writing major with his charm and witty tongue, and Solas, the brooding somniari buried in tomes about the Fade and the history of magic.
The fact that the two had become inseparable baffled her. According to Varric, he’d spotted the chip on Solas’s shoulder the first day they met and made it his personal mission to knock it down a few notches. No matter how often Solas tried to push him away, Varric simply wouldn’t let him. And somehow, that persistence had blossomed into one of the strangest, strongest friendships she knew.
Rook laughed, slipping behind the counter to fix him a drink. Bellara passed by in the meantime, hauling Spite under one arm like contraband while the black cat wore the most dramatic pout imaginable.
“I almost forgot about your demon-cat,” Varric remarked, shaking his head.
“Little devil nearly committed botanical genocide,” Bellara sighed, adjusting her grip as Spite let out a low rumble of his disapproval.
When Rook returned, she set a steaming cup of Andoral’s Breath before him—a bold dark roast with just enough vanilla to take the edge off—and slid across a plate of spiced honey madeleines. The aroma of honey, cinnamon, and clove rose between them.
“Now that,” Varric said, cradling the cup in both hands, “is proper hospitality.”
“I do my best.”
“Kid, you practically brought this place back to life. Chuckles wouldn’t stop bragging about it when I showed up.”
“He did?” Her brow arched, disbelief tugging at her smile.
“Of course he did. I mean, this is your brother we’re talking about—he wasn’t exactly animated about it. But he spoke with fondness, and that’s saying something.”
“Which inspired such a visit?”
“Well, that and Selara told me you’ve got yourself this sweet gig and a boyfriend.”
Rook groaned, burying her face briefly in her hand. “Of course she did… I’m guessing she and Dorian filled you in on the details?”
“They did. But you know how dramatic Sparkler can be—made it sound like you were halfway to an engagement.”
Rook rolled her eyes, though her cheeks warmed despite herself. “Naturally.”
Varric smirked over the rim of his cup. “And I heard you’ve finally given Solas permission to meet the lucky man.”
“I did.”
“Any concerns?”
“Other than him trying to dissect my relationship the moment they shake hands? Plenty.”
“Oh c’mon, Chuckles isn’t that bad.”
Rook gave him a long look, one brow arched high in silent, razor-sharp sarcasm. They both knew exactly what her brother was like.
Varric held up a hand in mock surrender. “Alright, alright. But I’m sure he’ll like him. He makes you happy, doesn’t he?”
“Very,” she admitted, her voice softening despite herself. “He’s kind, intelligent, a total gentleman—”
Bellara, passing by again, piped in with unabashed cheer. “He’s totally into her.”
“Bell!” Rook groaned, mortified.
Varric barked a laugh at that, shaking his head. “Well, he sounds like a keeper.”
Bellara, undeterred, leaned conspiratorially toward Varric. “You should’ve seen them when they were all flirty. The yearning glances, the little smiles—their conversations were like they came straight out of a romance serial.”
Rook covered her face with both hands. “Okay, we weren’t that bad.”
“I was a happy bystander to their flirtation.”
Varric grinned, savoring every second of Rook’s embarrassment. “Well, shit. Now I have to meet him.”
Rook was already blushing, grumbling under her breath as if that might shield her from further torment. Maker save her—why did talking about Emmrich to the man who was practically her uncle make her feel like a teenager caught sneaking a boy in past curfew.
And then Bellara, bright-eyed and utterly merciless, chimed in. “Well, you won’t have to wait long. The professor is stopping by later to see her.”
Rook nearly choked on air. “Bellara.”
That one word carried all the warning in the world, but Bellara only smiled sweetly, positively thriving in her role as agent of chaos.
Varric’s brows lifted with sharp interest, his smirk returning in full force. “Is that so? Well, isn’t this my lucky day.”
“Venhedis.”
Rook buried her face in her hands with a groan. She could already tell—this was going to be mortifying.
Rook debated on sending a message to warn Emmrich about the incoming ambush, but before she could even take her phone out the bell above the door chimed.
Emmrich stepped into the Veil & Vine with his usual quiet poise, forest green scarf tucked neatly around his coat. Beside him, Manfred followed in his dark brown scarf, jeweled goggles gleaming as the wisp gave a cheerful coo.
Rook froze. Heat from Bellara’s mischief was already prickling at her cheeks, but now it surged to near combustion. She snapped her gaze up—only to find Emmrich pausing just inside the door, his warm eyes landing on her at once. His brow furrowed faintly, confusion shadowing his expression as he took in her flushed face, Bellara’s wicked grin, and the smug dwarf at her table.
Bellara practically bounced in place, her hands clasped together like she’d been waiting for this moment all week. “Professor, perfect timing.”
Varric caught it instantly—the way Rook’s eyes widened at the man stepping into the shop with his skeleton in tow, and the way that same man was looking at her, affection written plain across his face.
“Lemme guess,” Varric drawled, leaning back in his chair with his cup in hand. “He’s the guy.”
“Shit,” Rook muttered under her breath, burying her face in her hands.
Emmrich inclined his head politely, though his eyes betrayed a flicker of suspicion. “I wasn’t aware I was on a schedule.”
“Oh, you are,” Bellara replied sweetly, all too pleased with herself. “Your first meeting with him.” She tipped her chin toward Varric.
Varric raised his cup in a lazy salute. “So—you’re the professor.”
Emmrich blinked, taken slightly aback, though his posture remained steady. He gave the dwarf a courteous nod. “And you are…?”
“Varric Tethras,” Bellara supplied before Varric could. Her grin widened as if she’d just dropped the final card in a game no one else realized they were playing.
Rook buried her face in her hands. “Bellara, I swear—”
Varric chuckled, unbothered, leaning back in his chair. “Relax, kid. I’m just saying hello.” His sharp gaze swung back to Emmrich. “I hear you’re the one putting that glow on her face.”
Emmrich’s brows lifted, surprise softening into warmth. His gaze flicked to Rook—still half-hidden like she might vanish into the floorboards. A smile tugged faintly at his lips. “…I am.”
Gathering herself, Rook exhaled and gestured between them. “Varric, this is Emmrich Volkarin, my boyfriend. Emmrich, this is Varric—my brother’s oldest friend and a best-selling author.”
“I dunno about best-selling,” Varric said with mock modesty. “I prefer charismatic storyteller.”
Before Rook could roll her eyes, Manfred adjusted his bejeweled emerald goggles, his gaze sweeping the room before settling on Rook. With a cheerful hiss and a wag of his gloved finger toward the kettles, he eagerly asked if he might help with the tea again. Rook hesitated, but Emmrich was already at her side, his hand settling warmly on her shoulder.
“Go, my darling,” he said, calm and assured. “I believe this conversation is meant for Mr. Tethras and me.”
Rook blinked up at him, torn between gratitude and dread. His smile was reassuring, but she wasn’t fooled. “No scandalous questions,” she warned, pointing a finger at Varric. “Best behavior.”
“Scout’s honor,” Varric smirked.
Rook narrowed her eyes before ushering Manfred toward the kettles. The moment she was out of earshot, she pressed a hand to her face. Maker help her—Varric knew too much, and his brand of mischief was lethal.
Bellara, practically vibrating beside her, stage-whispered, “This is the best thing I’ve ever witnessed.”
“Remember when I said I’d miss you?” Rook muttered, dragging her hand down her face. “I take it back. Every word.”
Bellara only beamed. “Oh, please. You still love me.”
“…Reluctantly,” Rook grumbled, though the twitch of her lips betrayed her.
Emmrich set his coat neatly over the back of the chair before taking his seat across from Varric. He had barely crossed one leg over the other when the dwarf leaned forward, coffee in hand, eyes glinting with mischief.
“You know,” Varric said, voice all easy drawl. “We ought to keep this little meeting quiet. If Chuckles finds out I got to you first, he’ll brood twice as hard—and that’s saying something.”
Emmrich blinked, momentarily taken aback. “…Chuckles?”
“Solas,” Varric supplied with a lazy wave of his hand. “Rook’s big brother. My oldest friend. And the biggest pain in the ass this side of Thedas. Excluding my editor of course.”
For a moment, Emmrich’s lips twitched as though weighing the right response. At last, he inclined his head. “I wasn’t aware I was a popular man to meet.”
“I wouldn’t say popular per se.” Varric leaned back with a lazy grin. “Rook just has a lot of people in her corner. They just happen to be the few powerful players on the board.”
Emmrich couldn’t deny it—Rook’s connections were nothing short of remarkable. Her elder brother was none other than Professor Solas Ingellvar, a renowned scholar of the Fade and Elven Magical Anthropology. Her sister-in-law served as a cultural liaison for Magical Societies. Through her time with the Shadow Dragons, she’d crossed paths with Dorian Pavus, the distinguished Department Head of Magical Ethics and Arcane History. One of her closest friends happened to be an heir to Il Nido, Antiva’s notorious conglomerate of hotels and cafés. And now, her brother’s best friend was none other than Varric Tethras, the celebrated best-selling author.
Amusement flickered behind Emmrich’s steady composure. “A pre-interview, then.”
“Something like that.” Varric tipped his cup in a toast.
“I’ll admit,” Emmrich’s tone warmed a fraction as his gaze dipped briefly to the small plate of madeleines between them before returning to Varric. “And if I may, I’m familiar with some of your own work. Hard in Hightown, The Viper’s Nest. Well-crafted stories.”
Varric’s grin widened. “Nice to know that even the academics are familiar with my work.”
Emmrich’s mouth curved, the faintest shadow of irony in his voice. “Though I’ll admit, Swords & Shields wasn’t to my particular taste.”
That drew a bark of laughter from Varric, who shook his head. “Hell, you and every critic who ever picked it up. Worst thing I ever wrote, but people eat it up. The latest volume barely covered the publishing costs, but the fanbase is very loyal.”
“Curious thing,” Emmrich said, a glimmer of amusement flickering in his eyes. “Rook has confessed it to be one of her guilty pleasures. I suspect it’s the romance that drew her in.”
That earned him a knowing smirk from Varric. “Well, well. You two must be serious if you’re raiding each other’s bookshelves. Nothing says trust like letting someone see your guilty reads.”
Emmrich inclined his head, lips quirking. “You can tell a great deal about a person from their library. It can show a person’s interests, their expectations… sometimes even their values. It’s a mirror they don’t often realize they’re holding up to themselves. My own shelves betray me easily enough—an endless curiosity for knowledge, punctuated here and there by the occasional whimsical indulgence.”
Varric arched a brow, smirk tugging at his mouth. “Huh. So, there’s more to you than intelligence, necromancy, and all the other weird shit you get up to. Who knew?”
That drew a quiet laugh from Emmrich, rich and genuine. “Necromancy does tend to have a bad reputation. If you ever decide to create a character around it, I’d be glad to provide… accurate information. It would be refreshing, frankly, to read a novel where the craft isn’t painted as some mindless villainy. Or worse magic that holds no sense of structure which tends to be imbecilic for me as a reader.”
Varric’s grin sharpened, interest lighting his eyes. “Careful, Professor. You’re talking my language now.”
Rook slipped back to the table with a tray in hand and set a steaming cup of tea before Emmrich. “How is my professor faring, Varric?”
Before Emmrich could answer, Varric leaned back with a smirk. “The good professor here has volunteered to provide me with necromancy notes if I ever need them for a story.”
Rook’s eyes flicked between them, suspicion sharp. “Careful, Emmrich. Once Varric’s in writer mode, he can be insufferable. Endless griping, endless rewrites. But then again—he complains about everything.”
“Hey,” Varric countered with mock offense, pointing his cup at her. “If I didn’t complain, no one would ever notice me. I’d be tripping people up just trying to get a word in. A man’s gotta make his presence known.”
Rook shot him a dry look. “So that’s why Solas never lets you quote him in your books—he’s trying to spare the world from you bothering him into embellishing.”
“That’s not it at all.” Varric wagged a finger, grinning. “Chuckles is the only guy who can make a five-minute explanation feel like a five-hour lecture. My job’s to stop him from putting the whole room to sleep. When him and Sparkler would discuss spell theories back in the day…it was endless.”
The familiar snap of banter bounced between them so naturally that Emmrich couldn’t help but smile. He lifted the cup before him, inhaling the faint roasted-orchid scent before taking a sip. A flicker of warmth touched his features when he realized—this wasn’t just any oolong. She’d blended it to pair with the spiced honey madeleines between them.
His gaze slid to Rook, who stood with the tray pressed lightly to her chest, watching him with a small, knowing smile. He returned it, quiet and genuine.
“Now,” she said, breaking the moment before it grew too warm, “do you two want paninis, or the staff meal for lunch? I’m making winter cabbage rolls in a light broth. I can do a vegetarian version, if you’d like.”
Varric leaned back, already eyeing the tray as though daring her to try and leave without feeding him. “Not saying no to a warm meal from my favorite niece. Hit me with the staff meal, kid.”
Emmrich, ever careful, shook his head slightly. “I wouldn’t want to create more work for you.”
Rook fixed him with a look, the corner of her mouth twitching. “Professor, accept my culinary affection. It’s no trouble at all.”
A soft chuckle escaped him, low and fond. He reached for her hand where it rested on the tray, brushing his thumb gently across her knuckles. “Then I’ll enjoy whatever you prepare.”
Her smile softened, her chest warming in spite of herself. She gave his hand a quick squeeze before slipping away toward the counter, calling quiet instructions to Bellara and Manfred as they busied themselves with kettles and trays.
Across the table, Varric raised a brow over the rim of his cup, biting into a madeleine like he was settling into the best show in town. The dwarf let the silence linger just long enough to make it clear he was filing this moment away for later use.
When Rook was out of earshot, he set his cup down with a deliberate little clink and leaned forward, that sharp glint of the “inquisitive uncle” sliding into his eyes.
“Alright, Professor. Let’s talk.”
Varric leaned back in his chair, his easy smirk lingered, but his tone edged toward something heavier. “So tell me, Professor—what’s your deal here?”
Emmrich paused mid-sip, posture straightening with practiced composure. He set the cup down gently, one brow arched. “My deal?” His voice carried polite curiosity, though the flicker in his gaze was sharper. “You’ll have to be more specific.”
“I already heard from the others,” Varric said plainly, meeting his eyes without a shred of apology. “That you’re position here is just a temporary gig. Not exactly the setup that screams ‘settle down.’ So I’ve gotta ask—did that factor into you and Rook?”
The question might’ve unsettled a lesser man, but Emmrich simply inclined his head, steady and unflinching.
“No,” he said, voice quiet but firm. “Rook was… an unexpected surprise to my otherwise monotone routine. She has startled me from the very first day I stepped into her shop, and since then she’s done nothing but brighten the hours I once thought dull.” A faint smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. “For a time, I thought it best to admire her from a distance—assuming it was a foolish affection, born of a dream. After all—she is this indomitable spirit, and I…” He let the pause hang, the shadow of his age and worries unspoken but heavy. “I am far older, and not without my flaws. But she returned that affection. And I would be a coward to let fear keep me from returning the joy she has given me. For as long as she’ll have me, I intend to give her nothing less.”
Varric studied him over the rim of his cup, his smirk tempered now into something quieter, more considering.
“Well put,” he said finally. “They weren’t kidding on that poetic charm, Professor. But you know what that sounds like, don’t you?”
Emmrich tilted his head slightly, patient but curious. “…What?”
“Like you think this whole thing with Rook has an expiration date.”
The words weren’t cruel, just steady, heavy enough to land.
Emmrich’s composure faltered, just for a moment. He tried to school it away with another sip of tea, but the thought had already pressed in—his return to Nevarra, the vast Silent Plains that would stretch between them, the chance that time and circumstance would tug Rook toward someone brighter, younger, more suitable. And him? Left with memories and silence, as he always was.
The flicker of doubt must have slipped through, because Varric tilted his head, studying him with a kind of wry fondness.
“Easy there, Professor. I’m not here to criticize. Besides if Rook was here to see this, she’d think I’m bullying you and I would prefer her not to light my ass up with lightning.”
Emmrich blinked, momentarily thrown. “…Ah. My apologies.”
Varric’s grin softened into something more companionable. “Don’t sweat it. I’m the one who dropped the bomb. No one is here to tell you that you two shouldn’t be together. Just saying—if those doubts are rattling around in your head, better to talk them out with her than keep them bottled up. And trust me, Professor—that’s a game you don’t want to play. Rook’s tougher than she looks, but she’s also the kind who deserves the straight truth.”
The words settled gently, carrying more weight than their casual delivery suggested. Emmrich sat straighter, though his eyes flickered to see if anyone saw
A long pause stretched between them. Emmrich’s shoulders stayed straight, his poise intact, but the shadows lingered in his eyes. Varric caught it all the same.
“Look,” the dwarf continued, his voice gentling though the edge of bluntness remained. “I’m not here to poke the bear or stir shit up. But if you’re serious about her—and from where I’m sitting, you sure as hell are—then you owe it to Rook to talk about this. Don’t let it sit in your head and rot. Be on the same page. You’ll need it, especially once Chuckles starts circling.”
That pulled the faintest twitch from Emmrich’s mouth—something caught between a wince and reluctant amusement. “…I can imagine.”
“Yeah,” Varric smirked. “He’ll sniff out the cracks in your relationship faster than I can drain a bottle. So, you two better have your story straight.”
Emmrich interlaced his fingers together, letting them rest on the table with deliberate care. “Thank you, Varric. For your candor. It seems I overlooked some things so your insight is appreciated.”
Varric waved him off with a shrug, smirk tugging at his mouth. “Happy to shed some light on the matter, Professor.” He lifted his cup in a half-toast. “Personally, I think you’ve become a wonderful addition in Rook’s life. Her smile says it all.”
The tension eased into something more companionable, and the two men let the conversation drift. From books to politics, from the exchange of travel stories to Minrathous weather being better than the shitty weather that occurred in Ferelden, the minutes slipped by in steady rhythm until the bell above the shop door was turned and the Veil & Vine shuttered for the lunch break.
They all gathered around one of the few large wooden tables—Bellara perched at one end, already knee-deep in animated conversation with Emmrich about magical theory she’d studied in her classes, while Manfred, ever efficient, ferried bowls of steaming cabbage rolls to each place. Rook, found her place beside Emmrich, with Varric sitting adjacent from her. With her chin in her hand, catching up like no time had passed.
“You know,” Varric said between bites, “since I’m in town for a bit, I could host a reading here. For my new book that I’m touring for. Give your tea shop a little buzz.”
Rook blinked, surprised. “Wouldn’t your publicist be furious?”
“Probably,” Varric smirked. “But she’ll get over it. My niece should take advantage of her special privileges. Besides, she can’t complain about a little extra publicity. You ought to enjoy the spotlight while you’ve got it.”
That lit something in her expression—equal parts delight and nervous energy. “I could make a custom tea blend to sell for the event. Something that fits your protagonist or the story. Could I get the footnotes?”
“It’s a political thriller, set in nineteenth-century Orlais. Whispers of upheaval in the Royal Court… and the sudden arrival of a new Grand Enchanter.”
Rook leaned forward, intrigued. “We talking cloak-and-dagger affairs? Or just power struggles all around?”
“Both,” Varric said with a knowing grin. “Plenty of knives in the dark and daggers in smiles.”
“Oh, wait—” She hopped up, already halfway to the counter. “Let me grab my journal. I need to write down some ideas.”
By the time she returned, Varric was already digging into his battered leather satchel. With a flourish, he pulled out two hardcovers and set them on the table. The covers gleamed in the light, embossed with an Orlesian-styled mask resting on a polished desk, a dagger laid neatly beside it. The title, etched in gilt, read: The Iron Lady’s Court.
“For you,” he said, sliding one across to her with a signature already scrawled inside the front. Then he handed the other to Bellara, whose face lit up like Yule. “Knew you’d both want one.”
Rook’s smile was bright and soft all at once. “Have I told you that you’re my favorite uncle?”
“Don’t tell Sparkler. He’d throw a fit.”
The meal wrapped with easy conversation, laughter weaving through the steam of broth and tea. Eventually, Varric shrugged into his jacket, brushing off any crumbs that remained on his shirt and pants as he rose.
“Alright. I’m off to go bother your brother. Maybe drop a copy off for Dorian and Cole—that kid always finds the weirdest things in my writing.”
Rook stood to hug him, arms looping around him tight. “Don’t be a stranger, alright?”
“Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Before he could turn, Bellara swooped in, wrapping him in one of her bright, bone-cracking hugs. “Don’t think you’re getting out without one of mine.”
Varric huffed a laugh, giving her a squeeze back. “Easy there, Sunshine— you’ll shake the ink right outta me.”
She released him just as quickly, sheepish but still smiling. “Sorry.”
Varric smirked, straightening his jacket. “Don’t worry about it. I’m sturdy but old.”
Bellara only grinned wider. “Thank you for the book. I can’t wait to read it!”
“Stay outta trouble, Sunshine.”
Emmrich extended his hand, steady and respectful. “It was a pleasure, Mr. Tethras.”
“Varric is fine. And likewise, Professor,” Varric said, giving his hand a firm shake. “You take care of her.”
Manfred, still at the sink, lifted a gloved hand in a cheerful wave, hissing his goodbye while Spite tried to climb into the drying rack as though he were the one supervising the dishes.
The door chimed shut behind Varric, and warmth lingered in the air long after.
Emmrich walked home beside Manfred, the familiar click of skeletal joints a quiet counterpoint to the hush of winter streets. The wisp had already unraveled the professor’s scarf with methodical patience, the jeweled goggles glinting faintly in the lamplight.
But the professor’s mind was elsewhere—still caught in the echo of Varric’s words.
Expiration date.
It was intentional procrastination, he knew. Weeks ago, when Rook had remembered aloud that his role at the university was only temporary, she had wanted to discuss it. He had gently, deliberately, deferred. More time, he told himself. More time to simply enjoy what they had before the inevitable approached.
Yet the thought lingered like a splinter: when his return to Nevarra drew near, what then? Would she wish to endure the distance, after having tasted the simple intimacy of shared hours and quiet mornings? Would their bond—new and luminous—weather such a separation? Or would she, in time, seek someone nearer, steadier, unshadowed by the stretch of nations between them?
By the time they reached the townhouse, Emmrich’s chest felt tight. His scarf was wound too snug, or perhaps it was simply his lungs refusing to draw a full breath. He lingered in the hall longer than usual, gloves flexing as if he could shake the unease loose from his hands.
The spiral was familiar—the rush of half-formed thoughts stacking too quickly, until every possibility pressed in at once. Too much. His heartbeat pressed hard against his ribs, and for a moment he thought he might actually falter.
A gloved tap broke the tide. Manfred stood at his side, jeweled goggles catching the lamplight as he let out a worried hiss, then tilted his head as though to say: breathe.
Emmrich blinked, pulled from the spiral, and found Manfred peering up at him, jeweled goggles catching the pale lamplight. The skeleton let out a worried hiss, followed by a plaintive sound that uncannily resembled: Tea?
Despite himself, Emmrich’s lips twitched into a sheepish smile. He laid a hand briefly on Manfred’s scapula. “Forgive me, Manfred—I let myself drift a bit too far into thought. No tea tonight. I’ll be heading out shortly to meet Rook at the Loft.”
This was not good. He had promised Rook he would spend the night with her at the Loft. He could not arrive at her door like this, restless and weighted. He needed to bleed the thoughts out before they consumed him.
Shrugging off his scarf and overcoat in the hall, still leaving his gloves on, Emmrich excused himself from Manfred with quiet instruction. “The floors, if you please. I’ve left far too many wet prints.”
Normally, he would have removed his boots at once. Tonight, trivialities were forgotten. His mind moved only in one direction—as his steps carried him to the bedroom, to the small writing desk where his journal waited like an old confidant.
I had the chance to meet with a family friend of Rook’s—the infamous author, Varric Tethras.
I am once again astounded by Rook’s connections. She knows so many well-known figures, from her family to her friends… and, I suppose, her love life as well, if I am permitted a moment of vanity.
Meeting the esteemed author proved an interesting encounter. He holds a familial fondness for Rook, and the moment she stepped away, he stepped into that role unflinchingly. I expected probing questions—but I was unprepared for the precision with which he struck. He pointed out a crack I had been too afraid to see, too cowardly to name.
My temporary position here in Minrathous.
He spoke without cruelty, yet the words echo still. My time here is borrowed, no matter how much I wish to forget it. My lectures, my research, all framed by the knowledge that Nevarra will call me home. What then? Am I to ask her to wait across nations, across years, when I cannot say what paths our lives will demand? To ask for her patience until we found a permanent solution?
Would it be selfish to hope she might?
For us.
For me.
I confess, a thought has haunted me—that such distance would weaken our bond, that she would find someone else. Someone younger, nearer, less burdened. Such fears are unbecoming, yet they linger, clouding my judgment. I postponed them, telling myself that summer was still far off. That I could simply enjoy what days we had.
And yet… Oh, Maker help me. The selfish man within me longs to ask her to come to Nevarra. To be with me. To be the woman I might one day call my wife. It is a desire born the night she gifted me that floral love letter, her affection pressed between petals.
But how could I ask that of her? Minrathous is her home. To demand she leave it for my sake would be selfish, manipulative. Perhaps it is fear that restrains me—fear that if given the choice, she would not choose me. Rejection is a theme I know too well.
I fear that speaking of this aloud will dim her smile, will plant anxieties where she deserves laughter. And yet silence is its own cruelty. Varric is right: better we face such truths together than let them rot in the dark.
Still… I would steal a few more days of her unburdened joy. A few more nights of her smile unshadowed. Then, when courage comes, I will speak.
Just a while longer. We deserve at least that.
Emmrich let the fountain pen rest in its stand, watching the ink dry on the last line. The words stared back at him, stark and unrelenting, yet some of the weight pressing on his chest eased with their release. A deep exhale slipped free, long and measured, as though he’d been holding his breath this entire time.
He leaned back in his velvet desk chair, the fabric creaking softly beneath him. For a moment, his gaze fixed on a faint crack in the plaster ceiling—a small imperfection, oddly comforting in its permanence. The room was quiet but for the faint ticking of the clock on the mantle and the occasional creak of Manfred moving about elsewhere in the townhouse.
Better, yes. But not whole. The unease still lingered like a shadow at the edge of his thoughts. Perhaps he should have accepted that cup of tea Manfred had offered earlier. Something warm to tether him back to the present. Or perhaps meditation would serve him better—ten minutes of stillness to temper the storm before he returned to her.
Rook deserved his whole attention, unburdened by the stormclouds he harbored. Tonight was meant for them—for laughter, for warmth, for the quiet miracle of her smile. He would not let his anxieties spoil it.
Emmrich closed the journal, the weight of ink and confession pressed safely between its pages. He adjusted the fountain pen stand to rest across the closed journal, aligning it with quiet precision before placing his gloved hand flat against the cover. A pause, a sealing gesture. He slipped the gloves from his fingers next, smoothing the leather and folding them neatly—creases sharp, order restored.
At last, he reached for the ceramic candle jar at the corner of the desk. He moved from his desk chair to the carpet, placing the jar on the hardwood while he lowered himself until he sat cross-legged, hands resting on his knees.
A flick of his wrist, and flame bloomed at his call, the scent of sage and peppermint unfurling in the air. He closed his eyes, letting the herbal sharpness clear the lingering fog from his thoughts. For a few minutes he breathed there, still as stone, until the tautness in his chest began to soften.
Below, the faint creak of floorboards gave way to the tinny crackle of his gramophone. Manfred had finished mopping the trail of wet footprints and now busied himself with the music collection, the stylus settling into an old record.
A carnival-bright tune spun upward through the floorboards, whimsical and off-kilter, the kind of melody that conjured tumbling acrobats and paper lanterns swaying in the dark. Emmrich almost laughed under his breath. It appeared Manfred was beginning to form opinions on music now—further proof that his ward’s independence was blossoming in curious, unexpected ways.
The thought amused him, warmed him even… but he closed his eyes, let the noise blur to the background, and drew his focus inward.
Inhale. Hold. Exhale.
He counted each cycle until the racing thoughts dulled to a hum. The frantic churn of thoughts began to soften beneath the music’s rise and fall. The anxious edges dulled—not gone, but no longer cutting.
Ten breaths later, he opened his eyes, feeling steadier. A faint smile tugged at his mouth at the thought of Manfred, ever dutiful in his own peculiar way, filling the house with carnival songs while he found his center.
Better. Balanced. Ready.
When he opened his eyes again, he exhaled, slow and measured. One gesture snuffed the flame, leaving only a faint curl of smoke.
The ritual was simple, but it steadied him. The chaos was written down, contained. His mind was ordered again. He rose, slipping his gloves back on, ready now to step back into the evening—and to her.
Tonight belonged to Rook, and he intended to give her nothing less than his unburdened self.
Notes:
Holy crap, this took forever to write. I was dealing with some writer's block. So many ideas on how to proceed, but what better way than having Varric be the protective uncle and Bellara's partner in chaos.
Poor Emmrich with his worries.
Chapter 59: Chapter 59 - Warmed to a Boil
Summary:
Emmrich gives Rook a dance lesson.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rook laid sprawled across the couch in a dark grey hoodie dress, black leggings, and thick thermal socks. The phone rested on her stomach, speaker on, so her hands were free to stroke Spite, who purred like a little furnace against her chest. His tail flicked lazily, smug as a king on his throne.
“You know,” Emmrich’s voice came through, warm and lightly chiding, “I would have happily gone out to pick up dinner if I’d known you’d ordered delivery instead.”
Her lips quirked. “Of course you would. But if I had to choose between waiting for my boyfriend to arrive or our food, I would always choose the latter. Every time.”
He huffed quietly, and she could picture the faint crease at his brow. “Who am I to deny my love such modern indulgences.”
“See,” she giggled. “now you get it.”
There was a pause, then his voice lowered. “I’m nearly at the Loft. We’ll speak again when I arrive.”
Her smile grew, warm as the purring lump on her chest. “I’ll see you soon.” She ended the call, lowering the phone to the couch cushion. Spite blinked up at her, green eyes narrowing as though unimpressed.
“What?” she teased. “Don’t look at me like that. You’re still my number one.”
Spite responded with a dramatic huff, clearly unimpressed with her smitten grin, but he purred louder when her fingers moved to his cheeks.
The lock clicked at the door, footsteps following across the wooden floor. A moment later, her favorite voice called out.
“Rook?”
“On the couch,” she answered.
Footsteps padded closer, and then Emmrich’s tall frame appeared—scarf and coat shrugged off to reveal a crisp button-up beneath his forest-green waistcoat. This time, his sleeves weren’t rolled neatly to his forearms but buttoned down to his wrists. The familiar bangles and cuffs were absent, though his rings still gleamed in the light, alongside the golden skull pin that caught the glow with quiet authority. His gaze softened the moment it found her.
“I see that you’re properly occupied.”
Rook smirked. “Don’t you know the sacred rule of cats? If a cat lies on you, you don’t move until they do.”
His brow arched with quiet amusement. “Ah. Then it makes sense why you resorted to delivery. A matter of principle.”
She snorted at that, and Spite, ever the opportunist, hopped up to perch on the headrest of the couch. He stretched, tail flicking, before fixing the professor with an imperious stare. The demand was clear for attention from the spare human.
Emmrich’s hand moved with patient care, scratching behind Spite’s ear until the cat pressed harder into his touch, purring like a small engine. The professor’s chuckle was low, genuine, carrying that faint warmth that always seemed to sneak past his reserve.
Rook said nothing. She only watched—watched the ease in his movements, the softness in his expression, the quiet way he gave his attention. Spite had never been so quick to trust anyone, not with her, not with the way he guarded the edges of her life like shadows with claws.
But here he was, leaning into Emmrich’s touch as though he had always belonged.
Something in her chest loosened at the sight. A reflection, silent and fleeting, settled over her—confirmation of what she already knew. Spite knew he was a good man.
She tucked the thought away like a secret, letting the moment linger as the hum of the cat’s purr filled the space between them.
The delivery came sooner than expected, the clatter of bags exchanged at the door breaking the quiet spell in the Loft. Rook carried the warm cartons to the table, the scent of spice and butter filling the air—comfort layered with anticipation. Butter chicken for herself, chana masala for Emmrich, vegetable samosas and basmati rice for them both to share.
Spite, already fed, dismissed them with a flick of his tail, retreating to the high perch of his cat tree where he sprawled like a dark sentinel, his purr fading into the background hum.
They settled across from one another, the food steaming between them. Emmrich, precise as ever, spooned rice into their bowls before glancing at her with the faintest curve of his mouth.
“By the way,” he said casually, as though it were a small thing. “Manfred and I picked up your dress for the benefit.”
Rook’s brows arched, a slow smile tugging her lips. “Ah yes. The mysterious dress. Will the good professor deign to divulge what it looks like, or am I to be kept in suspense until the gala?”
His gaze lingered, amused. “And spoil the surprise?” A beat, his voice dropping lower. “Suspense suits you. Though I should warn you that when I put in the order it was before I learned the story of the scars on your back.”
“Lemme guess. It reveals my back.”
“It was meant to be flattering, but upon further review… it seems like my own mistake.” Emmrich nodded, careful, thoughtful. “If you wish, I could ask Manfred to stitch an illusion into the fabric. Something simple to cover your scars, if they worry you.”
Her chest warmed at the quiet consideration in his voice. She shook her head gently. “No need. The low back is fine. If anything, I can always throw a glamour charm to hide them.”
His expression softened, but his tone grew intent. “I don’t want you to hide them. Not from me. They’re not something ugly, Rook. They’re part of you, and I love all of them. Every one. You should never feel ashamed of them.”
The words struck her like a touch too tender, and she had to look down briefly at her bowl, lips curving despite the lump forming in her throat. “I know,” she said softly. “And I believe you. But the charm would be for everyone else, not for you. Some people… don’t carry scars, not the kind we do. To them, they’re a spectacle. A story they think they deserve to ask about.”
He inclined his head at that, eyes steady, voice gentler now. “Then the choice is yours. Whatever keeps you comfortable.”
Her fork toyed absently with the rice before her curiosity won out. She glanced back up at him, a question threading through her eyes. “What was it like for you? Growing up in Nevarra after your parents died?”
The question stilled him mid-scoop. His gaze lifted, meeting hers, and he could see the weight behind her words—the unspoken wish to find common ground. They both knew loss, both carried the experience of systems that provided order but little tenderness. She had never told him why her brother hadn’t raised her, not fully, but he could guess. Perhaps she wanted to see if his story would echo with hers.
He set his utensils aside with quiet deliberation, thumb absently turning one of his rings as he drew in a measured breath.
“When they died, the Mortalitasi arranged the rites, safeguarded what little we had… and I was placed in a House of Custody.” His hand drifted unconsciously to one of his rings, thumb turning it slowly as he spoke. “That’s what we call orphanages. Efficient. Everyone accounted for. I was moved from home to home. We had food, education, a path forward when we came of age. Most entered the service of the Mourn Watch.”
His gaze dipped for a moment, softened with something almost wistful. “It wasn’t cruel, but it wasn’t love either. Nobles valued lineage, and prejudice came with it. Still—I was fortunate. I was placed with families who believed in stability and proper etiquette. They tolerated my fear of death… even the panic attacks that came with it. I even received counseling for it.”
“They sound like good homes,” she murmured.
He released the ring with a faint sigh, his voice gentling. “I wouldn’t call the system perfect. But compared to other nations… at least in Nevarra, duty filled the place where love might have been.”
A flicker crossed his expression then, the smallest shadow of guilt, before he looked back at her. His words were softer now, almost hesitant. “I know my story pales beside yours, Rook. You’ve told me enough to know as much. But still—it shaped me into who I am.”
Rook hadn’t asked expecting some tragic revelation. Part of her only wanted to know if he carried bad moments too—if somewhere in his carefully ordered life there were cracks that matched her own. It sounded selfish, maybe even cruel, but his calm dignity sometimes made her feel as though she’d lived wrong in comparison.
But hearing it now, she thought his story was no lighter than hers. His parents lost beneath a collapsed building, his childhood stitched together by duty and the quiet fear of death that lingered ever after—that left scars no less deep than her own. And she loved every one of them, just as he’d loved hers.
Emmrich Volkarin, her cinnamon roll of a man, a scholar who acted like he was dropped out of a fairytale, and somehow he had chosen her. Sometimes it made her cringe at her selfish requests to hear him tell stories like these, because it reminded her just how much she loved him for his kindness, for his compassion. For being the most improbable, gentle miracle, she’d ever known.
Rook reached across the table, her fingers brushing his before taking his hand fully in hers. “Everyone’s stories are different,” she said softly. “Scars are scars. No matter the form… Now I feel guilty for even insinuating such a thing. It seems that all I ever tell you are the bad things that happened.”
His hand tightened around hers, warm and steady. Emmrich’s smile was gentle, almost wistful, as he gave a small shake of his head. “There’s nothing to be guilty for.” He squeezed again, thumb brushing lightly across her knuckles. “May I ask you something else, then? A lighter question.”
Suspicion flickered in her eyes, but she tilted her head. “Go on.”
“Do you know how to dance?”
Her brows shot up. “Formally? Not a chance. But take me to a club? There I know how to let loose.”
That earned a quiet laugh from him, soft as falling paper. He pushed back his chair and rose, moving with the same unhurried poise that came so naturally to him. When he reached her side, he extended a hand with a courtly tilt of his head. “Then allow me. A brief lesson.”
Rook snorted but slipped her hand into his, letting him pull her up from her chair. “If I step on your toes, you can’t hold it against me.”
“The waltz is simple,” he assured, his smile faint but certain. “You need only trust me to lead.”
Her cheeks warmed at that, though she tried to play it off as she padded over to fetch her Bluetooth speaker. A flick of her thumb paired it to his phone, and when she handed it back, he scrolled deliberately before selecting his choice.
A slow, velvety ballad carried by a signature silken baritone. The melody drifted with a gentle sway, piano and strings weaving together in a dreamlike haze, giving the song a romantic, bittersweet quality. It’s the kind of music that fills a room softly, rich with nostalgia and tenderness—perfect for a waltz in the living room, where every step feels like it belongs to another time.
Rook tugged her hoodie dress over her head, leaving the olive-green tank top beneath. She tossed the garment aside with a muttered, “Apologies in advance.”
He only chuckled, stepping closer, his hand finding the small of her back as his other clasped her fingers. “No apologies necessary.”
The music lifted, and with it, he guided her into placing her hand on his shoulder while the other remained in his grasp, his free hand rested on her hip. Rook felt a bit awkward as they began, stumbling once with her silently cursing and Emmrich chuckling at her embarrassment as they tried again.
Soon they fell into rhythm, as his calm steadiness lead her across the room.
“See? You’re a natural,” Emmrich whispered, his tone so assured it made the tips of her ears flush red.
“What can I say? I have a fantastic teacher,” she mused, but her smile betrayed her.
Their steps moved in easy arcs, the sway of bodies and melody pulling them closer. It was he who broke the silence first, his voice low enough to melt into the music.
“Evara… I don’t mind what you share with me. Whether it’s your scars or your joys, your shadows or your light. I cherish it all, because it’s you. And I like knowing you—every side.”
Every curse word Rook knew flared in her mind at once. Andraste’s tits, this man. He oozed romance so effortlessly it was almost unfair—like every moment together was pulled straight from those sickeningly sweet winter dramas that Bellara and Lace loved to binge.
She swallowed hard, her chest tightening in the best way. “Me too,” she whispered. “Knowing you…” Her hand slid from his shoulder to rest over his chest, right above the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath fabric and warmth. “Being with you—it’s something I truly treasure.”
A soft laugh escaped her, sheepish, almost shy. “I’ve never been the most eloquent with words… but you make me want to try. You make me feel whole. Seen. Loved. I may not always get it right, but when I do say it—know that I mean it with everything in me.”
Her gaze lifted, steady and sure now, voice threading into something raw and unshakable. “I love you, Emmrich Volkarin. All of you. Scars or none. I love you.”
Rook’s words resonated through him, striking something so tender it ached. How she captured his thoughts, his attention, his heart—it left him breathless. In that moment he felt he could rip his heart free from his ribs and lay it at her feet as tribute, for she had infected his very being.
Emmrich had always loved deeply, sincerely, but to know such devotion and affection were returned… it was like finding the piece he hadn’t known was missing. As though color had been restored to the monochrome of his days.
“My dearest… Evara.”
At the next turn, he caught her hand and dipped her suddenly, his arm steady at her back. She gasped—half surprise, half laughter—and amusement sparked in her eyes as she looked up at him. The sight stole his breath. And before words could form, he kissed her—deeply, reverently—because nothing else would do.
So, he did what any man overcome with love could do. He kissed her—deeply, reverently—because no words could have sufficed.
Rook’s spine bent with the sudden dip, her breath catching at the boldness of his kiss. Surprise flickered only for a heartbeat before her arms slid around his shoulders, holding tight as he drew her upright again. She rose onto her toes to meet him, lips pressing back into his with a hunger that mirrored his own.
By the Maker. The way she melted in his arms—the press of her warmth, the taste of her mouth, the faint trace of lavender clinging to her skin—it consumed him. Each kiss deepened, more insistent, as though closeness itself could never be enough.
Guiding her gently backward, his lips never leaving hers, Rook’s backside bumped against the edge of the dining table. A startled laugh bubbled from her, cut short as Emmrich swept her up with effortless strength and set her atop the wood. Her giggles were swallowed by another kiss, and then another, until he was trailing down, mouth pressing to the curve of her neck, the slope of her jaw.
When he found the tender skin just behind her ear, her breath hitched, ears twitching as a gasp escaped her. He smiled against her skin, tasting her laughter, her softness—her.
His tongue coaxed hers into a rhythm as one hand tangled deep in her chestnut waves, the other braced flat against the table beside her. Their bodies pressed flush, heat building where core met core. The kiss grew fierce, unrelenting, until Rook broke away with a gasp, breathless beneath the professor’s intoxicating assault.
Air filled the silence between them, ragged and quick. Emmrich’s eyes were dark, fevered—then a flicker of clarity crossed them as he realized the position he’d put her in. Her back arched over the dining table, his weight caging her in. The remnants of his control wavered, guilt quick to follow.
“Apologies,” he murmured, voice low and strained. “It seems I let my passions overcome my better judgement. What began as an innocent dance lesson has—” He swallowed, pulling back just enough to search her face. “—become something more zealous than I intended. I fear I’ve rushed several steps.”
Rook’s chest rose and fell, her lips still tingling. A laugh slipped free, husky from lack of breath. “My sweet professor—are you saying I made you go mad with just a few words?”
His earnest brow furrowed, but she hooked her arms around his neck, dragging him back down into another kiss. When she pulled away again, it was only to whisper against his lips, her voice rich with amusement and heat. “Good. I like it when you go wild.”
His breath shuddered, one hand brushing reverently along the back of her neck. The touch made her eyes darken, her smirk unfurling like a flame. He bent close, his voice a low confession, raw and sincere.
“You’re the only one who makes me get carried away, Evara. And I pride myself on being a gentleman.”
Her familiar mischievous smile curved wider, satisfaction gleaming in her gaze. “You may be gentle, but I’m not.”
His breath caught, eyes darkening at her words. Andraste help him—a spirit of desire indeed.
Rook’s teeth grazed the column of his neck, a wicked nip that stole the last of his restraint. Emmrich’s low growl rumbled against her lips before he crushed his mouth back onto hers, harder this time, teeth catching at her lower lip. She cradled his face between her hands as his weight pressed her flush against the table, his thigh slotting firmly between hers. Heat jolted through her, hips rolling greedily against the friction he gave her.
A strangled whimper escaped her throat, muffled by his kiss. Emmrich swallowed it whole, his tongue coaxing hers into rhythm while his hand tangled in her hair, keeping her close as though he could not bear to let her go.
Her legs wound loosely around his hips, pulling him tighter until she could feel him — hard, insistent — through the barrier of his clothes. The pressure of him drove her dizzy with want. His hands slid down to her hips, grip tightening, ringed fingers biting through fabric as he began to guide her into a steady pace.
The table creaked beneath them as their movements built, breath mingling in ragged gasps. Rook threw her head back, giving him the slope of her throat, and he was there instantly—his lips at her skin, reverent and desperate all at once. He kissed her throat, the hollow beneath her jaw, the delicate shell of her ear, each press of his mouth igniting fresh sparks in her belly.
Her hips moved against him faster, needier. Each sound she made — the soft moans, the broken whimpers — only seemed to unravel him further. His breath came hot at her ear, words laced between kisses, every syllable both a command and a confession.
“Do you feel it, my darling?” His voice was low, strained, his tongue flicking the edge of her ear. “That fire low in your belly? The need to come undone beneath my gaze? Or is it more you crave—something to stoke the flames higher?”
Venehedis. The way he spoke — so precise, so devastating — wasn’t fair. His words hit her harder than his touch, like every filthy promise was dressed in poetry. It made her hips buck into him desperately, chasing every ounce of friction, every ragged breath.
She dragged him back into a kiss, fierce and hungry, lips crashing until there was no space between them. Her chest pressed to his, her legs locked tighter, her body all but begging him to set her ablaze.
He groaned into her mouth, his control fraying further with each grind of her hips against him. His hands held her firm, guiding, restraining, yet desperate all the same. His eyes, dark and fevered, met hers—hazel shot through with that faint, impossible green glow.
Her hand slid lower, grazing the firm outline straining against his belt. Emmrich’s breath caught, his head dipping toward her shoulder as though the smallest touch from her could undo him. His eyes half-lidded, he gave a low hum, urging rather than commanding.
“Evara…” His voice was gravel softened with heat. “If you touch me like that, I may forget myself entirely.”
Rook’s answering smile was nothing short of wicked, her thumb brushing against his length through the fabric. “Then forget yourself,” she whispered, eyes gleaming.
That undid him.
His hand curled at the hem of her tank top, lifting with steady purpose. She raised her arms for him, letting the fabric slip away, leaving her in lace that barely concealed her curves. He drew his knuckles along her waist, reverent and wanting, before leaning in to capture her lips again.
Her fingers moved quickly at his waistcoat, popping each button with deft impatience, slipping the golden skull pin free and pressing it into his palm. He tucked it into his pocket, his eyes never leaving her.
When she undid his cuffs, he leaned close, brushing his lips across her jaw as he whispered, “You flatter me with such devotion. I would bare myself a thousand times if only to feel your hands on me.”
Her breath hitched, her smirk faltering into something softer before she shimmied her hips, allowing him to slide her leggings down. The lace beneath revealed more than it hid, the faint scar at her hip peeking where his fingers brushed. He lingered there, tracing the mark like one might read a line of poetry, before murmuring against her skin.
“My lovely Rook. I am in constant awe of your beauty.”
The music had shifted seamlessly—low, smoky, a rhythm that pulsed like a heartbeat beneath them. His body pressed flush to hers, his thigh slotting between her legs as their mouths collided again, tongues tangled in a rhythm that mirrored the song’s slow thrum.
Rook whimpered against him, her hand at his belt stroking with bolder insistence. He growled low in his throat, one hand tangled in her hair, the other gripping her hip as though afraid she might dissolve under his touch. Their movements fell into a rhythm that was all heat and friction, her hips rolling against the hard press of him through fabric, his breath breaking ragged against her ear.
“Patience, my darling,” he whispered, words rough silk against her skin. His lips grazed the shell of her ear, his exhale hot. “You have yet to complete your task.” His teeth caught her lobe, tugging gently before releasing. “Or did you plan on my being overdressed for this occasion?”
Her heartbeat skipped, thundering in her ears as his words sank in. That half-lidded gaze of his—lust tempered with mischief—was a side of Emmrich Volkarin that only she was ever allowed to see. In bed, he could be many things: endlessly generous, achingly passionate, but when he felt the spark of playfulness… he was undeniably dominant. And tonight, the professor was in that mood.
Her hands trembled only slightly as she slipped the next button free from his waistcoat, then the next. But before she could continue, his hand slipped beneath the lace of her underwear, fingers grazing her heat. Her breath stuttered, the undone button halfway between her fingers.
He took his time, gathering her slick with deliberate patience before circling that aching nub in slow, maddening strokes. Her entire body jolted, her lips parting around a sound that was more whimper than word.
Her fingers froze. She had no hope of focusing with him touching her like that.
Emmrich’s smirk deepened, his voice low silk against her ear. “Having trouble concentrating, my darling?”
A breathless laugh tumbled from her, half-despair, half-desire. She forced her hand to move again, popping another button, her knuckles brushing against the heated plane of his chest as his fingers teased her to no end.
Her breath came sharper, pleading. “Emmrich… please—I want—"
“Ah ah ah.” His tone rumbled like velvet thunder, his touch still tormentingly slow. “You’ll receive your reward…” He leaned closer, lips brushing the shell of her ear, “…once you complete your task. Like a good girl.”
Fucking hell, this man was lethal. That voice—low, velvet, purring at her ear—was enough to make her pulse trip, enough to make her wonder if she could climax from his words alone.
Rook moaned as his fingers circled her clit, the rhythm steady, merciless. She tried to focus, undoing his buttons one by one, though each flick of her wrist was sabotaged by the way her breath hitched under his touch. By the time she reached the halfway mark, his pace quickened, and her stuttering gasp only pulled a smile from him—calm, devastatingly in control, while she trembled beneath his hand.
Her whimpers filled the air as she undid the last button. Tugging his shirt free from where it was tucked into his trousers, she slid it up and over his shoulders, her fingers brushing over the lean lines of muscle, the warmth of his chest hair revealed to her touch. He shrugged out of the garment easily, but his gaze never left her.
Her eyes lifted, wide and desperate, mouth parted as she fought to control her breathing. The sight of her like this—undone yet still reaching for him—made his chest ache with a feverish affection. He bent close, his lips ghosting hers.
“Well done, my love.” The words were velvet and command all at once. He kissed her, deep and claiming, before murmuring against her lips, “Now… for your reward.”
His fingers slipped inside her, filling her with a slick glide that dragged a broken cry from her throat. She clutched at his shoulders, nails digging in as her body arched, hips opening wider to him, inviting more. The fire that had been licking low in her belly surged, ready to consume.
“Emmrich—” she gasped, her voice ragged. “I’m close—so close—”
He felt her walls flutter around his hand, gushing in desperate pulses, and it nearly undid him. Her lashes fluttered shut, but his low command cut through the haze.
“Eyes on me, Evara.” His tone was a dark plea, coaxing and insistent. “I want to see you—Look at me as you fall apart.”
Her eyes snapped open, glazed and shimmering, meeting his as the storm crested.
“That’s it,” he urged, his voice low, reverent, every word searing into her. “That’s it, my darling. Reach your peak. Claim your pleasure for me to see.”
Her breath hitched, her body taut as a bowstring as his fingers thrust and curled within her. The heat built higher, tighter, until it felt like her very bones were vibrating from the strain. She clung to him, nails biting into his shoulders, every nerve in her body lit with fire.
Her lashes threatened to fall, but his voice cut through the haze, grounding her.
“Don’t look away, my darling. I want to see.”
Her gaze snapped back to his, and the world narrowed to the molten hazel and faint green glow of his eyes. They were locked on her—predatory, intent, but laced with something softer beneath: devotion. The hunger to see her unravel.
That was all it took.
Her climax tore through her like a crashing wave, pulling a cry from her throat that shook the air between them. Her body convulsed around his hand, wet heat gushing as her thighs trembled and clenched. Her lips parted, a ragged sound caught between his name and a sob.
“E-Emmrich—!”
He watched every second, his jaw taut, breath shallow, his eyes devouring the sight of her as she came undone beneath him. His thumb circled her clit mercilessly, milking every last pulse of her orgasm, drawing it out until she sagged forward against his chest, shuddering with aftershocks.
Maker, it felt so good. Too good. Her body sang, nerves sparking as though she were still falling, still unraveling. She buried her face briefly against his neck, catching her breath in broken gasps, while he murmured low against her ear.
“Perfect,” he rasped, voice thick with reverence. “So perfect for me.”
Her body trembled again, another whimper spilling from her lips—not from pain, not from fear, but from the intensity of being seen. Completely. Entirely.
And the look in his eyes… Maker, she was in trouble.
He kissed a trail across her face, each brush of his lips softer than the last, until he reached her mouth again. The kiss lingered, sweet where the others had been ravenous. Rook answered in kind, her lips wandering instead to the column of his throat, tasting the salt of his skin, down to the strong line of his collarbone.
Emmrich’s hum was low, pleased, vibrating against her lips as his deft fingers moved to the clasp of her bralette. The delicate snap of it undoing filled the space between them, and with a flick, the lace was discarded, forgotten where it fell. With a light push from her shoulder, Rook lowered herself so that her back laid on the wooden surface. Her panties was removed with equal disregard, leaving her utterly bare before him.
His hand, still damp with the proof of her climax, smeared across the supple curve of her thigh and hip bone, marking her as his. He drew back just enough to take her in fully, breath hitching at the sight.
There she was, sprawled across the dining table, chest rising and falling, hair a halo of wild chestnut waves, lips swollen and parted. His feast. His miracle. His Evara.
The hunger in his gaze sharpened, tempered by awe. His voice dropped to a husky reverence.
“Maker, you are feast for the eyes,” he murmured, his thumb tracing lazy circles into her skin as though trying to memorize her through touch alone. “Mine.”
Emmrich’s gaze burned as the faint green flare sparked in his eyes, his control thinning by the second. He dragged a hand through his hair, disheveled now in a way that betrayed how undone she made him. With a low growl, he undid his belt, trousers falling away, followed by the dark briefs beneath until he stood bared before her.
Freed at last from its confines, his length curved hard and ready, the sight of it making Rook’s breath hitch, heat pulsing low in her belly.
His hands claimed her waist, strong and unyielding, sliding her forward until her ass was perched at the very edge of the table. The wood creaked faintly beneath the shift of her weight. He lifted her legs, hooking them easily over his forearms, spreading her wide, exposing her completely to him.
Rook’s lips parted on a gasp as she felt the hot, heavy weight of his cock drag against her folds. The blunt head teased at her entrance, making her whimper at the slow, maddening press.
Then, with deliberate control, he pushed in. Inch by inch, her body stretched to take him, walls clenching around his girth, the heat of her slick velvet swallowing him whole. A guttural sound broke from his throat — half-growl, half-groan — at how exquisitely tight she was.
Rook’s head tipped back, her chest heaving, a trembling sigh of pure pleasure escaping her lips. When he finally bottomed out, seated deep inside her, she met his eyes through the haze of need and rasped, “Maker, Emmrich… please.”
His hips ground into her, a sharp roll that made her gasp, nails digging into the table. Emmrich’s voice was low, rough silk edged with command. “Patience, my insatiable minx. We must make time so that I can properly teach you restraint… but that will be for another night at another time.”
He leaned closer, his forehead almost touching hers, breath ghosting across her lips. “Tonight, I want you to take what I give you. And if you truly crave more…” his eyes flashed, lips curving in a dangerous smirk, “…then beg for it.”
He shifted his grip, bracing her thighs higher until both legs were hooked over his forearms, spreading her open even wider. His cock twitched inside her, poised to move.
His gaze locked on hers. “Are you ready?”
Her laugh was shaky, breathless, but defiant all the same. “Please.”
Emmrich’s rhythm was steady, deliberate, each thrust dragging a gasp from her lips before pulling away to leave her wanting. He could feel it—the way her walls fluttered around him, desperate for more, for faster, for harder. And yet he denied her, holding her there, letting the ache stretch into something sharp and sweet.
Her eyes flicked up to him, glazed with lust and frustration, her mouth parting as though words trembled at the edge of her tongue. She wanted to push him. He could see the strategies going through her mind, and still she hesitated.
It appears my dear love’s fiery spirit is still burning. Perhaps I need to properly reiterate my instruction.
“Evara,” he murmured, his voice low, velvet laced with steel. His thrusts slowed to an unbearable crawl, drawing out her whimper as he leaned down close. His lips brushed her ear, his words a taunt of fire and silk. “I believe told you… to accept what I give you. Unless, of course…” His hips ground deep, making her shudder. “…you’re ready to beg.”
Venhedis, she cursed. And he tells me that I’m a demon of desire.
Rook let out a whine as he dragged himself out almost to the tip, then slammed back into her with a sharp thrust that knocked the air from her lungs. A broken moan tore free from her throat, her body shuddering around him.
“Well, my dear?” His voice was silk wrapped around steel.
“Maker, Emmrich…” she gasped, every word splintered by pleasure. “Please. Please—just fuck me already.”
Something in him snapped. His jaw clenched, a groan vibrating in his chest as though her plea had been the final key to unlock what he’d been holding back. His eyes burned brighter, that faint green glow flaring as the last of his restraint shattered.
The smirk that curved his lips was sinful, dark with promise. He bent to press a kiss to the corner of her mouth, a brush both tender and mocking.
“If you insist.”
And then there was nothing careful left in him. His hands seized her hips, pulling her flush to the edge of the table as he drove into her with a force that stole her breath, again and again. His rhythm turned relentless, each thrust deeper, harder, claiming her utterly as his voice rumbled low against her ear.
“Tell me, my love… is this enough? Or shall I push you further—until every thought you have is consumed by me, until you tremble beneath me and every part of you belongs to me alone?”
Rook could hardly catch her breath, words tumbling out between gasps.
“Maker—yes—don’t stop… so good—” Her moans fractured into laughter, breathless and ragged.
The sounds spilling from her mouth were incoherent, broken whimpers tangled with praise, her body singing with the pleasure it had craved. Emmrich’s smirk curved open, sharp with satisfaction, as he drove into her. Her legs, still hooked over his forearms, trembled helplessly. Each thrust rattled the table beneath them, the wood groaning louder now, though even that was drowned beneath her cries.
Maker, the way she looked in that moment—eyes wet and lust-glazed, breasts bouncing with each punishing stroke—was intoxicating. Her voice was music to him, her moans and praises more beautiful than the soft ballad still humming from the speaker.
With a shift of his stance, he slid one of her legs higher until it hooked over his shoulder, pressing her knee tight to her chest. It let him lean forward, deeper, harder, his weight bearing down as he drove further into her velvet heat. The angle tore another broken cry from her throat, her freed leg wrapping instinctively around his waist to keep herself locked to him, as though she might dissolve without his anchoring force. Her hands clutched at his wrists, nails biting, holding tight as if bracing herself against the flood.
Her vision blurred with stars. She was unraveling.
Emmrich’s voice rasped low, feral and reverent all at once.
“Resplendent. Every inch of you… Maker, you feel heavenly. Your body—your walls clutching me like velvet flames. The fall of your hair, a curtain of silk. Your eyes, dark as tempered chocolate and shining with desire. Even your scars— ” his voice broke rougher now, fervent, as his pace never faltered. One hand slipped from her hip, tracing reverently along the faint ridges across her side and up her waist, the tips of his fingers grazing her back as though each mark were sacred text. “They are marks of your strength, your beauty. I could spend a lifetime worshiping you…” His growl deepened, his thrusts snapping sharper. “…though I fear such devotion would demand stamina—and preparation.”
The tender caress, so at odds with the relentless thrust of his hips, made her breath stutter. Her back arched into his touch, a gasp tearing from her lips as pleasure sparked sharper, fiercer, from the weight of his devotion as much as his body inside her.
Rook let out a desperate moan, her voice cracked with urgency. “Emmrich—Maker, I’m so close—”
His eyes, fever-bright, locked to hers as his voice dropped to command, silk and steel entwined.
“Then come, my darling. For me. Let me watch you fall.”
A few more thrusts—deep, punishing, exquisite—and her body shattered. Her climax ripped through her with violent sweetness, a cry tearing from her throat as her walls fluttered and clamped around him. Her nails dug deeper into his wrists, her back arching off the table, every nerve alight as she broke beneath his command.
Her cry split the air, high and broken, as her body seized around him. She clutched at his wrists, nails digging crescents into his skin, her thighs trembling where they wrapped around him. The table rattled beneath them as waves tore through her, clenching, fluttering, her slick heat milking him with every desperate pulse.
“Well done, my darling,” Emmrich rasped, his composure breaking. The sight of her unraveling for him, the velvet vice of her body spasming around his length, dragged him perilously close to the edge. His thrusts turned ragged, heavier, as though her release was pulling his own from him.
He bent low, their foreheads brushing, his breath hot against her lips. His hand smoothed up her ribs again, thumb brushing reverently over the curve of her breast, as though grounding himself on her body even as he lost control.
His thrusts turned desperate, unraveling with her cries until he couldn’t hold back another breath.
“My darling, Evara—,” he groaned, his voice almost unrecognizable, guttural and reverent all at once. “Mine.”
The rest dissolved into a broken growl as he buried himself to the hilt, spilling deep inside her. His entire frame shuddered, muscles taut, every thrust punctuated with a low, helpless sound until the rhythm collapsed into stillness.
For a few long moments, all that filled the Loft was their mingled gasps, the faint creak of wood beneath them, and the soft brush of his lips against hers as he clung to her, riding out the storm.
Their kiss lingered long after their bodies had surrendered, lips still moving with a desperate tenderness, the light thrum of release still reverberating through them both. Emmrich’s breath shuddered against her cheek as he pressed a reverent kiss to her temple.
“You did so well, my love,” he murmured, voice hoarse velvet.
Rook, still dazed and deliciously boneless, threaded her fingers through his mussed hair. His hazel eyes burned down at her with such raw reverence it nearly stole what little breath she had left. Her lips curved in a weak but mischievous smile, her voice rasped and teasing.
“I think I should be the one calling you a demon of desire.”
A smirk tugged at his mouth, faint but wicked. “Only you, my dear, could shake my fortress of composure.”
When he finally eased out of her, she let out a soft, involuntary sigh of disappointment. He caught it, his smirk softening with quiet pride. How he adored that reaction—how openly she relished being filled by him, how much she craved his presence in every sense.
He brushed a hand down her thigh before stepping away, tugging a towel from a nearby drawer. Running it under warm water, he returned, careful and deliberate as he cleaned her. Each tender swipe of cloth was paired with a kiss—starting at the pale scar along her shoulder, following to the mark on her bicep, trailing lower to the ridges along her ribs and forearm. He worshiped each one, unhurried, until his lips pressed against the curved scar along her hip.
By the time he finished, her skin was flushed anew, not with passion but with the weight of his devotion. He draped his fallen shirt over her shoulders, the fabric sliding low, leaving one shoulder bare, the hem skimming the middle of her thighs.
She watched him as he retreated to the washroom to rinse himself clean with his clothes in hand, her gaze following the lines of his bare body with undisguised appreciation. By the time he returned, tugging his boxer-briefs and trousers back into place, her smile had turned openly playful, her hair swept carelessly to one side, his shirt hanging loose and scandalous over her frame.
When he came close, she slipped off the edge of the table, bare legs brushing his, and rose on her toes to kiss him—slow this time, loving.
Rook leaned against him, still swimming in the haze of afterglow, his shirt hanging loose from her frame with one shoulder bared. Emmrich smoothed a hand down her back, dropping a soft kiss to her temple. “You were wonderful.”
She smiled, dazed and warm, her fingers absentmindedly toying with the line of his waistband. The moment stretched sweet and quiet—until her stomach broke it with a loud, indelicate growl.
Rook froze, cheeks flushing hot. “Kaffas.”
Emmrich’s laugh rumbled low in his chest, utterly unbothered. “It seems we neglected to sate our other appetite.” He tipped his chin toward the table, where the evidence of their forgotten dinner still sat—their butter chicken and chana masala left half-eaten, the samosas cooling in their carton, while the Bluetooth speaker continued to croon its melody of ballads.
Rook followed his gaze and groaned, pressing her face briefly into his chest before laughing at herself. “Oh Maker, we are horrible.”
“Horrible? Heaven’s no… now easily distracted? Perhaps,” he mused, amusement flickering in his eyes.
She huffed, lips twitching. “Guess we’re reheating dinner.”
He brushed his thumb along her cheek, smiling soft. “Mm. And dessert after?”
Her brow arched, mischievous even in her embarrassment. “A demon of desire indeed.”
Notes:
Nothing like trauma bonding, love proclamations, and Emmrich becoming the unhinged lover we all love.
Chapter 60: Chapter 60 - Kindred Remains
Summary:
Our insatiable lovers go for another round and talk about their future.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The last of the rice was scraped from the takeout cartons, laughter and teasing filling the Loft as they lingered over the remains of dinner. Spite tried to like the remnants of their food like an opportunistic scavenger.
Rook, still swimming in afterglow, padded about barefoot in Emmrich’s shirt, one shoulder bare, her hair a tousled halo. Every time she bent to gather something—sweeping napkins into the bin, folding her discarded leggings and retrieving her underwear to toss into the bathroom hamper—his gaze tugged back to her skin. The delicate peek of her collarbone. The soft curve of her thigh. The blank canvas of skin he restrained from marking revealed when his shirt rode up.
Emmrich hid his hunger behind small smiles, but the flickers of heat in his hazel eyes betrayed him.
Later, as Rook disappeared into the bedroom, arms full of clothes for the hamper, he followed a few moments after—ostensibly to charge his phone on the nightstand along with storing his grave-gold in the jewelry box that Rook got for him. But when she opened her dresser, humming absently as she rifled through for pajamas—an oversized shirt, loose joggers—his composure wavered.
The nape of her neck peeked free, chestnut waves spilling forward as she leaned down. Andraste help him, the sight was irresistible in its simplicity.
He crossed the room without thinking.
Rook startled softly when his arms slid around her waist, pulling her back against the hard line of him. The low hum of her song cut off, her breath catching.
“Emmrich?” she breathed, her voice a thread of amusement and warning both. “What do you think you’re doing?”
He nuzzled into the curve of her neck, inhaling deeply. Lavender clung faint on her skin, mingled now with the musk of their earlier passion. His exhale was hot against her ear, deliberate.
“Indulging myself,” he murmured, his voice rough silk. “Forgive me… but I find the current view too enticing to deny.”
Rook laughed, breathless and incredulous, tilting her head back against his shoulder. “Am I that hard to resist, professor?”
Emmrich’s mouth curved, his voice velvet smooth. “Emphatically.”
His lips brushed her ear, hot and deliberate, making it twitch beneath the caress. “And if memory serves—you enjoy it when I take such very good care of you.”
A groan slipped from her throat, low and wanting, as his hand slid beneath the loose gape of his shirt draped on her frame. His palm found her breast, warm and firm, thumb brushing across its peak until she shivered. Her body melted against him—until he stopped.
He drew back just slightly, gaze smoldering with a smirk tugging his lips. “But if you’d prefer I not…” His tone dripped with feigned innocence, though his eyes gleamed like firelight. “Then I will, of course, refrain.”
Her head snapped toward him, eyes flashing at the challenge. The smirk deepened, deliberate, and it only stoked the heat curling low in her belly.
Without a word, she turned on her heel, striding to the bedroom door. The sharp click of the lock filled the space. With a flick of her wrist, the bedroom curtains drew shut, muting the streetlight glow until only the lamplight painted them in gold and shadow. Then, in one fluid motion, she seized the hem of his shirt, dragging it over her head and letting it fall discarded to the floor.
Naked once more, she crossed the room with deliberate steps, hunger simmering in every line of her body. He hadn’t moved—waiting, poised, watching her like a predator bemused by the boldness of its mate.
She stopped before him, one knee pressing onto the mattress while her other foot remained grounded, leaving her half-poised between dominance and offering. Her hands slid up to rest on his shoulders, warm against the crisp fabric of his shirt.
For a moment he just looked at her—his gaze tracing every inch of bare skin with a playful patience that made her shiver. The corner of his mouth curved, half amusement, half hunger.
Rook leaned in, lips brushing his without yet giving him a kiss. Her voice was low, a sultry thread of sound.
“And what is it you want from me, professor?”
Emmrich’s smile deepened at her boldness, warm with affection and edged with hunger. She was always like this when he challenged her—proactive, fearless, delighting in meeting his restraint with her own fire. It was one of the things he adored most about her.
His palms, flat against the mattress, shifted. Fingers brushed her sides in a feather-light caress, gliding up and down as though memorizing her shape anew. The touch made her shiver, her breath catching in anticipation.
“I wish,” he began slowly, voice velvet threaded with heat, “to fulfill something I denied myself earlier.”
Her brow arched, lips curving with mischief. “And what wish would that be?”
A faint flush bloomed across his cheeks, soft vermilion coloring his composure in a way that made her pulse skip. His gaze held hers steady, though his words were low with confession. “During our last entanglement, I wanted to leave my marks on you. Everywhere. But with the benefit tomorrow night…” His eyes flicked briefly down her bare form, lingering before returning to her face. “…it seemed unwise to place them where others might see.”
Oh, how adorable.
Rook purred at the thought, leaning closer until her lips ghosted his jaw. “Mm. You know I’ve never minded when you do.” Her voice dipped into a teasing whisper. “They’re like little souvenirs. Reminders of what we’ve done. And I recall leaving a few on you as well.”
“I am quite aware of your fondness for that,” he replied dryly, though affection warmed the words. “But I’d rather not have my peers—or worse, your brother—see me as some lecherous brute.”
“Ah, so we wish to look respectable.”
“It is the sensible thing to do.”
“You have a point. Besides, my brother would be furious to know his sister has sex.”
That made Emmrich sputter, groaning at her shameless jab. “Rook…”
“I’m sorry,” she giggled at his exasperated groan—light, mischievous, unrepentant. “That was crude of me. I suppose your vulgar side will just have to stay our little secret.”
That glint—sharp and debauched—sparked in her eyes, and Emmrich felt his chest tighten at the sight. Maker, he loved that look.
He was still bare to the waist, only his trousers left between them. A flicker of daring crossed his expression as he tilted his head, his voice dropped lower, reverent yet edged with command. “Go on.”
She stilled, blinking, heat flashing through her. “Are you sure?”
His lips curved, soft and certain. “I would wear your marks with pride.”
Her hand rose, fingertips tracing the column of his throat, light as a sigh. She paused at the hollow of his collarbone, her teeth catching her lower lip as though weighing the thought.
He leaned into her touch, his eyes dark with sincerity. “Do what you wish, my dearest. I am yours. Take what you want.”
Rook leaned down, her lips ghosting over the base of his throat. Her whisper brushed warm against his skin. “You spoil me far too much, Professor.”
Before he could reply, her teeth sank lightly into the tender spot just above his collarbone. Emmrich groaned, low and unrestrained, his head tipping back as though to offer himself further. Encouraged, she settled fully into his lap, her mouth trailing down to his collarbone, then across his shoulder. Each kiss came paired with another bite—sharp enough to make him gasp, softened by the soothing drag of her tongue after. His breaths grew ragged, breaking into quiet moans at her every shift.
When she finally straightened, her gaze caught his wrist. Faint crescents lingered there—her nail marks, carved in the throes of passion. Her lips softened into a guilty smile as she lifted his hand, pressing a feather-light kiss over the reddened skin.
“These must’ve stung,” she murmured.
Her palm hovered above the marks, a faint lavender glow blooming at her fingertips. She was no healer, not truly, but she knew enough—small repairs, soothing touches.
For her, his magic had always been steady—a strange paradox of warmth and chill, calm and soothing, like the brush of sunlight in spring or a splash of cool water on a hot summer day. But his experience of hers was utterly different.
Her magic teased across his flesh like static, sharp and alive, tiny sparks brushing in delicate bursts. It tickled at first, almost playful, and then deepened into something more intimate—gentle but teasing, as though her very essence was laughing against his skin.
Emmrich inhaled sharply, eyes fixed on her hand as she mirrored the same act on his other wrist. His chest tightened. Maker, even her magic flirts. It was warm, mischievous, her.
Intimate.
His eyes softened, burning with quiet awe as he watched her mend what she had marked. “Evara…” His voice was low, reverent. “You undo me in more ways than one.”
Rook’s lips curved as her magic faded from his wrist, leaving only warmth behind. “My healing magic may not be perfect,” she murmured, brushing her thumb over the newly-healed skin, “but I like the way yours feels.”
“And how does it feel?”
She pressed a kiss to the inside of his wrist, her lips trailing upward as she spoke. “Gentle. Soothing. Like sunlight… or a cool breeze. I like the way it feels.”
That was all it took to unravel him.
His free hand snapped to the back of her neck, pulling her down with sudden fervor. His mouth claimed hers, desperate and demanding, his control gone in a flare of need. She squeaked against him, startled, then broke the kiss with a gasp for air.
Her wide eyes met his — and she saw it there, the spark turned wildfire, the professor’s composure stripped away to something raw and consuming. Her pulse kicked, heat blooming in her belly.
So, she matched him.
Rook dove back into the kiss with all the fire she carried, pressing him down into the mattress, her mouth crashing against his with reckless intent. He groaned into her, arm curling tight around her waist as their bodies melded together, his lips smiling against hers even as he deepened every kiss.
Like embers catching, each brush of his mouth grew hungrier, hotter. The sheets rustled beneath them as he shifted, and in a heartbeat the tables turned — his body rolling, pressing her into the plush mattress, caging her beneath him.
Her breath caught, her body already buzzing in anticipation. His hazel eyes burned with desire as he hovered above her, lips parted, gaze roaming her like a man intent on fulfilling every unspoken wish.
They shifted together, settling fully onto the bed, the softness of the sheets cradling them as Emmrich’s weight pressed her gently into the mattress. His fingers laced with hers, guiding her hands above her head, pinning them there with just enough restraint to make her pulse quicken.
His kisses were unhurried, lingering, each brush of his lips deliberate. He kissed her mouth as though relearning its shape, mapping devotion with every press before trailing lower.
Rook arched into him, savoring the way he poured love into each touch—not just the heated edge of passion, but the gentleness beneath it. His gaze, molten and intent, always betrayed him; it was the clearest language of his love.
His mouth traveled to her neck, teeth grazing her pulse point until a shiver rolled through her. She sighed, content, as his hands released hers, gliding down the length of her arms until they cupped the swell of her breasts. The reverent weight of his touch made her hum in approval, back arching as his thumbs teased across her peaks.
When his lips wandered lower, he paused at the small circular scar etched into her shoulder. The mark of a crossbow bolt, long since healed yet forever carved into her. His mouth lingered there, warm and reverent, brushing a kiss across the pale circle before he soothed it with his tongue.
Rook let out a soft giggle, squirming under his attention. “Are you going to do this every time?”
His answer was steady, sincere, as his lips pressed once more to the scar. “If it means showing my devotion to every part of you—scars included—then yes.”
Her laughter melted into a softer sound, half a whimper, half a sigh, as he moved further down. He kissed along her ribs, the canvas of her stomach, lingering where scars mapped her history. Each one he sealed with lips and tongue, as though reverence alone might rewrite them into blessings.
His mouth lingered at her waist, then lower still, until his lips found the pale curve of the scar etched across her hip. The mark caught faint in the lamplight, a testament to survival. He traced the shape with his lips, slow and deliberate, before brushing a kiss to its center. His breath warmed her skin as he lingered there, whispering low between kisses.
“This one,” he murmured, almost to himself. “Even here… you’re beautiful.”
Rook shivered, her breath catching, caught between a laugh and a sigh. The tenderness in his tone—that quiet awe—left her chest tight with something deeper than desire.
Her fingers tangled in his hair, ready for him to move lower still, but he stopped. Her breath caught when his lips left her thigh untouched, retreating instead.
His eyes found hers again, dark and burning, softened only by the quiet reverence in his tone.
“Turn over, my darling.”
Rook rolled onto her stomach, her back laid bare in the golden wash of lamplight.
Emmrich’s hand swept her chestnut waves aside, parting them like a curtain to reveal the constellation of scars scattered across her skin. His chest ached at the sight — proof of battles survived, of cruelty endured, of resilience that humbled him.
His palm traced the line of her spine, slow and deliberate, each vertebra beneath his touch a vow of reverence. She sighed beneath the touch, the sound low and content, and when he glanced up, her face was turned toward him on the pillow. Her dark eyes watched him, steady and unflinching, as though daring him to look—truly look.
Their gazes locked, hazel into brown, passion into trust. His voice broke soft into the silence, reverent and raw.
“You are a marvel, Evara. And tonight, I intend to make certain you know it.”
He bent low, pressing his lips to the small of her back. First a kiss, lingering. Then teeth grazing, sinking lightly until he drew a sigh from her throat. His mouth sealed the sting with warmth, and she arched into it, hips lifting off the bed.
The gesture pulled a groan from him, restraint thinning. His hand slid to cup the curve she offered, squeezing the soft flesh as though memorizing its shape. The thought of tasting her there — biting into the plump give of her — left his composure trembling.
So he indulged.
His teeth sank lightly into the soft curve of her ass, pulling a sharp gasp from her lips. She tilted her head to the side, grin wicked even as her breath stuttered.
“I knew you were an ass-man.”
Emmrich huffed a laugh, low and unrepentant. “You are insufferable.” His palm came down in a firm, playful smack that made her yelp and burst into a breathless laugh, her hips wiggling beneath his hand.
Before she could get another jab in, he soothed the sting with a lingering kiss. At last, he dragged his mouth upward again, reverence guiding him higher. He kissed along the ridges of her back scars, pausing at each as though they were sacred seals. His lips lingered there, worship in every press, his breath spilling warm across her skin.
Rook’s breath caught, low and needy, as his mouth traced every ridge and scar along her back, his hands roaming reverently across her waist and hips. She was used to his worship—his scattered marks and tender lips—but this was different. Hungrier. Possessive.
Venhedis, she was drenched for him. Each graze of his teeth against her scars made her whimper, her body betraying her with the way she pressed her ass back into him, grinding against the thick, aching length she could feel straining behind his trousers. Maker, she needed him to fuck her. Now.
And Emmrich knew it.
A low hum rumbled from his chest, half amusement, half hunger, as he drew her up from the mattress. His arm wrapped around her, pulling her back flush against his bare chest, his breath searing hot against her ear.
“Impatient little minx,” he whispered, lips brushing the back of her shoulder as he kissed there, slow and claiming. His hands slid up to cup her breasts, thumbs teasing her stiff peaks, tugging until her gasp turned into a broken moan.
She arched into his grip, every nerve alive, her whimper dissolving into a plea before she could stop it.
“Emmrich—”
His teeth grazed her shoulder before his mouth soothed the sting with another kiss, his voice velvet and commanding at her ear.
“Not yet, my darling. You’ll have me soon enough. But for now…” he tugged lightly at her nipples, making her cry out again. “…I want to hear how badly you crave it.”
His lips dragged slowly along the slope of her neck, tasting the faint salt of her skin, his breath hot enough to make her shiver. Each exhale prickled her flesh, and when his mouth ghosted near the delicate point of her ear, he felt it twitch against him.
A low, pleased sound rumbled from his chest. “Mm… I adore this,” he whispered, voice husky velvet against the shell of her ear. “Such an honest little tell. The way your ears twitch when I touch you just right… Not that I don’t enjoy hearing your satisfaction.”
Her breath hitched, the words sinking deep as his hand slid lower, past the plane of her stomach until his fingers found her slick heat. With slow, deliberate pressure, he circled her clit, drawing out a whine that spilled helplessly from her throat , her body jerking in his hold.
It was divine—but it wasn’t enough. Her body knew what it needed, her core aching with a maddening emptiness. She clutched at his arm, nails biting, trying to grind harder into his hand, chasing the relief he so artfully denied her.
He chuckled low at her desperation, the sound warm and sinful in her ear. “Eager, aren’t we? Such hunger in you tonight.” His pace stayed maddeningly steady, measured strokes that teased without granting what she craved.
Her hips bucked desperately, her thighs quivering, every breath coming broken. “Emmrich, please—”
He cut her off with a kiss just beneath her ear, his voice dipping into a husky growl as he pressed tighter circles against her, careful not to relent.
“What do you want, Rook?” His question was dark silk, intimate and commanding all at once. “Tell me… tell me exactly what it is you desire.”
Her whimper broke into a ragged curse, desperate and unthinking. “Fuck— you’re such a tease.”
The sharp crack of his palm meeting her ass cut through her plea, the sting blooming hot against her skin. She yelped, startled, before a breathless laugh tumbled out of her, pleasure threading through the reprimand.
His voice followed immediately, low and stern, yet laced with heat. “Language, Miss Ingellvar.” His hand lingered on the curve of her ass, squeezing possessively as though to punctuate his scolding. He bent to her ear, his tone dropping to that velvet-wrapped steel that always undid her. “If I am to fulfill your desires, you must behave accordingly.”
Maker, the way he said it. His cadence precise, commanding, dripping with the authority of both professor and lover—it was lethal. Too damn hot.
Her body trembled, caught between laughter and want, every nerve alive beneath his hand. Maker, the man was unfair—chiding her like a tutor one moment, tormenting her with his touch the next.
And still, her hips rolled into his hand, betraying her ache.
Rook whined, squirming in his hold, her voice breaking into protest. “That’s unfair—you’re too hot to tease me like this.”
Emmrich chuckled low in his throat, the sound vibrating against her skin as he kissed along the shell of her ear. His breath pricked her sensitive flesh, making her ears twitch despite herself.
“Unfair? My darling,” he murmured, the smirk audible in his tone. His hand pressed firmer, still deliberate, still denying her what she craved most. “Your lesson on patience has only just begun.”
The words hit her a heartbeat before his hand moved. The tormenting circles on her clit shifted downward, his fingers slipping lower until they sank into her heat. Rook gasped, body jolting, her back arching into his chest as he filled her.
“There now,” he whispered, curling his fingers in measured strokes. His arm tightened across her waist, holding her flush against him as she writhed, his control absolute. “Be good for me.”
She bit her lip, desperate to obey, her hips jerking with each stroke. He hummed in approval, the sound rich with pride. “Yes… just like that. So very good.”
“Emmrich—please,” she rasped, desperation unraveling her restraint. “I want—I need—"
He brushed the spot inside her that made her cry out, curling his fingers just shy of the pressure she craved. Her thighs trembled, her body coiling tighter, every nerve begging for release.
“Mm, yes, I can feel how close you are,” he said, voice as smooth as silk, as certain as scripture. Not a question—an observation. A faint green glow flares beneath his hazel eyes, fixed on her undone form. “But tell me, Evara—is it only release you seek… or do you hunger for something deeper?”
She whimpered, broken, every part of her straining toward him. Her hips bucked harder, wild with desperation.
His lips brushed her temple as his fingers teased that spot, never quite enough to send her over. “Do you want to fall apart on my hand… or are you yearning for my cock to be responsible for that endeavor?”
Venhedis, this man was going to kill her.
His fingers pressed into that spot inside her that made her vision blur with stars. Her walls squeezed him greedily, clenching in frantic rhythm, her body teetering on the edge. She was so close—too close—but even through the haze, she mustered enough sanity to answer his unrelenting question.
“Your cock,” she gasped, her voice cracked but certain. “I want to cum from your cock.”
She turned her head, eyes half-lidded, dark with lust, catching the faint flare of green burning beneath his hazel gaze. The smile curving his mouth at her words—sated, sinful, utterly gratified—was enough to rob her breath.
“Good girl,” he rasped, the words rough velvet that slid down her spine. His voice dipped lower, command and promise entwined. “Then bend down for me.”
His arm released her waist, his hand slipping free. She whined at the loss, her body clenching emptily as his fingers left her, slick and trembling from the brink he’d pulled her to. But obedience carried her further than her frustration. She lowered herself onto the mattress, palms pressing into the sheets, back arching as she shifted onto all fours.
Behind her, she heard the rasp of fabric, the muted thud as he stripped away the last barrier—trousers and briefs discarded. The air shifted, heavy with the raw scent of him, her anticipation winding tighter.
She waited, pulse thundering, as the mattress dipped beneath his weight. His hand traced down her spine, steadying, claiming, before sliding to her hips. The blunt head of his cock brushed her slick entrance, teasing, poised.
His voice was a low purr, rough with restraint. “Are you ready for me, my darling?”
Her breath broke on a single word, ragged, pleading. “Please.”
He chuckled low, satisfied with her desperation. “My darling, Rook.”
And then he drove into her in one long, unyielding thrust.
Rook cried out, her body jolting forward from the force as he filled her to the hilt. The stretch was exquisite, her walls clamping greedily around him, the shock of being taken so fully dragging a climax from her before she could even brace herself. Her cry trembled through the room, her body quivering as her orgasm tore through her in pulsing waves.
Emmrich let out a shuddering sigh at the way she clenched around him, her walls fluttering as she came almost instantly just from being filled. Maker, she was magnificent—her velvet heat milking him, her greedy body claiming every inch.
“My exquisite, hungry love,” he growled, his grip tightening at her hips. “You take me so well."
She whimpered, still shuddering through the aftershocks, every nerve alive with the sensation of being stretched, filled, possessed. Her arms trembled, palms curling against the sheets as she struggled to breathe past the pleasure.
But he wasn’t done—not nearly. His weight shifted, the force of him steady, intent.
“Are you ready for me to move?” he asked, his voice a dark promise brushing hot against her back.
Her head tipped forward, hair falling wild around her face as her voice broke on another plea. “Please.”
Emmrich doesn’t drive forward right away. Instead, he settles into her, letting her body adjust around him, savoring the velvet clutch of her walls. His hands smooth up her back, palms broad and warm, as if grounding himself in her before he even begins to move.
When he finally does, it’s slow—measured—each thrust unhurried, filling her to the hilt before retreating just enough to draw out her whimpers. He kisses the nape of her neck, then trails his mouth lower, leaving open-mouthed kisses and gentle bites along her spine, marking her in ways that would fade by morning.
“Maker, you’re resplendent,” he rasps, his breath hot against her skin.
Every few strokes, he pauses to press his lips to a scar—a whisper-soft benediction paired with a shallow thrust that makes her shiver. His teeth catch lightly at her shoulder, leaving another mark to join the constellation of bruises blooming across her skin.
Rook’s lashes fluttered, her cheek pressing into the pillow as another moan slipped out. His deliberate rhythm left her trembling, every nerve lit from the contrast of his force and his restraint. She didn’t need frenzy—not now—what he gave her was better. It was reverence wrapped in heat.
“Emmrich…” she breathed, voice cracking into a whimper as he bit gently at her shoulder. His praises spilled molten into her ear, each one setting her alight.
Her hips pushed back against him, greedy despite the pace, the need coiling tight again inside her. “Oh Maker—yes,” she gasped, a half-laugh, half-moan. “Right there.”
He hushed her with another slow thrust that made her toes curl, his hand smoothing down her spine like she was something sacred. His lips pressed another kiss to the scars at her back, his words dark velvet against her skin.
“Don’t worry, my love. I have you.”
Rook felt it building again, slower this time, a tide creeping higher with each unhurried thrust. The pleasure was deep and steady, curling tight at her core until she could barely hold her breath. Her voice broke on a whisper.
“Emmrich… it’s coming.”
His lips brushed the back of her shoulder, warm and steady, a kiss that sealed the moment. “Good girl,” he murmured against her skin, velvet threaded with reverence. “You’re doing so well.”
Her back arched beneath him, her head tilting until her gaze found his over her shoulder, eyes heavy-lidded and shimmering. Her voice rasped, raw and unguarded. “I love you.”
The words punched through him like a brand. His chest tightened, and he pressed a trembling kiss to her temple, his voice low and molten. “And I love you, Evara. More than you can ever know.”
His hips shifted, pace hitching faster, deeper, as though her confession had freed him entirely. Each thrust dragged a moan from her lips, her voice dissolving into breathless affirmations.
“Yes—yes, Maker, it feels—don’t stop—”
Her walls pulsed in desperate rhythm around him, pulling him closer to the edge with each desperate pulse. He groaned, his own restraint unraveling, her name spilling rough from his throat. “Rook—”
A few more punishing thrusts and the flood broke. Her body seized, back bowing as she shattered around him, cries spilling unrestrained as she came apart. He followed, filling her completely with a guttural sound, their bodies trembling together as the rhythm collapsed into stillness.
The Loft was quiet again, save for the soft sounds of their breathing. Emmrich reached for the comforter at the foot of the bed, tugging it over their tangled bodies so the cool air wouldn’t steal their warmth. Beneath its weight, they sank together, Rook curled half atop him, her hair fanned across his chest.
For a long moment, they just stared at one another—the kind of silence where words weren’t needed, only the steady thrum of shared breath.
Then Rook’s lips curved, her voice husky but mischievous. “So, professor… think you left enough marks this time?”
Amusement flickered through his hazel eyes. He tilted his head, studying the faint bruises already blooming along her upper back, trailing down toward her waist. They were soft enough to fade by morning, but seeing them stirred something primal and tender in him all at once.
“Mm. I may have gotten carried away on some,” he murmured, his voice velvet low. “But you wear them beautifully.”
Rook’s smirk deepened. She lifted a hand and dragged her fingers slowly down the column of his throat, tracing the path of her own souvenirs. A faint hiss left him as she brushed one of the darker bites.
Her grin turned sly. “I could say the same to you.”
Emmrich brushed a hand through Rook’s chestnut hair, letting the strands slip between his fingers. He had memorized the texture by now—soft as silk, smelling faintly of lavender—but it would never cease to amaze him that he had found her, that such a love had bloomed in the most unexpected of places.
He pressed a kiss to her temple, but his mind drifted even as her warmth curled against him. Soon, he would be introducing her to his peers. Most had already expressed a wish to meet her, and he could picture it now—Dorian delighting in every opportunity to tease him, Johanna likely saying something outrageous before the night was through.
And then there was Solas.
The thought made his chest tighten. In the beginning, he was confident that he could hold his own against Rook’s brother… but his conversation with Varric echoed faintly at the back of his mind, that warning voice needling him about what awaited. Maker, how long could he prolong that difficult conversation? Procrastinating like his students who beg for an extension, pretending it wasn’t weighing on him. And yet… how could he bring such heaviness here, now, when everything felt so calm? When she was warm and smiling in his arms, when the world outside the Loft could not touch them?
Still, the thoughts pressed louder, threatening to swallow him whole. His brow furrowed without his permission, his gaze slipping past her as the warmth of the room dimmed into the distance of his worries.
A gentle tap pulled him back.
Rook’s fingertip rested lightly on the crease of his brow, smoothing it away as though she could erase the thought itself. He blinked, startled, his eyes finding hers again.
She watched him closely, sincerity dark and steady in her gaze. Her voice was a whisper, soft but sure.
“What’s wrong?”
Emmrich’s gaze softened when he saw the worry gathering in her eyes. Her hand slipped from his brow to his cheek, warm against his skin as she whispered, steady and insistent.
“Talk to me.”
He drew in a slow breath, sitting with the weight of her touch before he finally exhaled. “Varric and I… had a conversation.” His voice was measured, careful, though the undercurrent of tension threaded through it. “He raised a fair point about us. One I’ve been avoiding until now.”
Rook’s brow furrowed, the easy calm of moments ago shifting as she pushed herself upright, shoulders squared. “What do you mean?”
Emmrich sat up with her, his hands resting on his lap, rings catching the lamplight as he turned them absently. He gave a small shake of his head, lips pressing thin. “Don’t be angry with him. His intentions were just. And… truth be told, if he hadn’t raised it, your brother most certainly would have.”
That made her blink, eyes narrowing slightly as the weight of his words settled.
“It was about my position here in Minrathous,” Emmrich admitted at last, his voice lower, tinged with reluctance. His fingers tapped idly against his knee, betraying his unease. “It’s… temporary.”
Rook froze. Her breath caught in her throat, her body stiffening as though the words had pressed a hand against her chest. It was the topic she had shoved deep into the recesses of her mind—the one she refused to touch, because to name it meant grieving something that hadn’t yet ended. And now it was here, laid bare in the quiet of their bed.
“Oh,” was all she managed, soft and small.
The sound hollowed something inside Emmrich, but he wasn’t surprised. He knew her. Knew she was like him—skirting the edges of the inevitable, trying to wring the present dry before the future soured it. He had done the same. For a while, it had worked.
“I know,” he murmured, eyes dropping to his lap. “It is poor timing on my part. I had thought … well, I believed we had more time before discussing such things. I tried to keep such thoughts away from you, so they would not cloud what peace we’ve found. But then—”
“Varric pointed it out.”
“He did not hold back in his observations.”
Rook gave a hollow huff. “Yeah, he prefers the direct approach when it concerns people he loves.”
Emmrich winced, guilt tugging his features. “I’m sorry. This was poorly timed. I shouldn’t have—”
“Emmrich.” Her hand caught his, stilling his restless fingers. “Don’t. None of this is your fault. Besides—” she swallowed, steadying herself. “We should at least talk about it.”
His gaze lifted, searching hers. “Truly?”
“If not talking about it is troubling you, then yes.” She squeezed his hand, firm despite the ache curling in her chest. “Let’s discuss it. It’ll be better for both of us.”
Something in his shoulders eased at that, though the worry lingered in his eyes. He gave a slow nod. “All right.”
Emmrich’s fingers laced with hers, his voice low, deliberate. “I will be returning to Nevarra in late summer.” He exhaled slowly, the words heavy as he set them between them like a stone. “So, I suppose the question is… what would that mean for us?”
Rook blinked, her chest tightening. “Are you asking—” her voice faltered, soft as a crack in glass, “—if we’d end this when you return?”
His head snapped up, his hazel eyes burning sharp with displeasure. “Never.” His voice carried more force than he intended, but he didn’t soften it. “I have zero intention of doing that to you. Don’t ever mistake my worry for doubt in us.”
Something loosened in her chest at that, her lips curving into a relieved, almost shy smile. “Good. Because I don’t want that either.”
The tension in his shoulders eased, though not entirely. “Then we’re agreed. We would continue… even if apart.”
Rook leaned closer, brow furrowed in thought. “So how do we make it work? When you’re in Nevarra and I’m here.” She ticked off each possibility with a kind of stubborn hopefulness. “Video call dates. Visiting each other during breaks. Writing letters to add some romantic flair to things.”
“It sounds feasible,” he admitted, though a shadow crossed his features. “But…” His gaze fell, hands clasping together in his lap. “I’ve attempted such arrangements before. Distance has a way of eroding even the strongest bonds. And those times ended in failure.”
“Emmrich.” Her hand found the side of his face, tugging gently until his eyes met hers. Her voice was firm, steady. “Fuck the past.” She squeezed his fingers, her gaze unwavering. “I’m here. You’re here. And I’m willing to go all in for this. For us. No matter the distance. What about you?”
His breath caught, something raw flickering in his expression. “If I lost you, I would carry that regret for the rest of my days. You’ve given me a love I had long since accepted would never be mine. And now that I have it…” His grip tightened around hers, voice low but unshakable. “I refuse to let it go.”
Her heart thudded, full and certain, reassurance spilling into every corner of her chest. Still, she whispered the question that mattered most. “So… we’re really doing this? Even if it’s hard?”
For a moment, silence stretched between them—then Emmrich lifted her hand, pressing his lips to the back of it with a tenderness that seared into her skin. His eyes held hers, unwavering, as he spoke.
“By my dying breath,” he vowed. “No matter the distance. You are mine, and I am yours.”
Her lips curved into a soft, relieved smile, the weight in her chest finally loosening. “Yours.”
Emmrich’s hand lingered against her cheek, his thumb brushing lightly along her skin as he bent to kiss her. It wasn’t desperate, nor fevered, but steady and certain—an affirmation, a promise pressed into the warmth of her mouth.
Rook leaned into him, answering in kind, her fingers curling into his hair. For now, it was enough. No distance, no shadow of tomorrow—only this: the two of them, wrapped in lamplight and devotion, choosing each other.
Notes:
...I dunno about you, but I can feel it in my bones that shit is about to hit the fan beneath all of this spicy sweetness that I created. These two are out here trying to be a healthy couple and communicate, meanwhile, I'm about to crack that foundation for the sake of the plot.
Don't worry. Y'all still get some more sweetness before the angsty storm arrives. Enjoy it while you can. Mwahahahaha.
Chapter 61: Chapter 61 - Steeped in Gold
Summary:
Emmrich and Rook prepare to go to the charity benefit.
Chapter Text
Rook sat before Emmrich’s vanity, her frame wrapped in a silken green robe that shimmered faintly in the lamplight. The surface was cluttered with small, intimate things: her moisturizer, a smattering of makeup, and the box Emmrich had presented earlier — its lid open to reveal delicate floral hairpins of grave-gold, glinting like captured sunlight.
Behind her, Neve combed a brush through Rook’s chestnut waves, her expression one of mischievous appraisal.
“I’ll say this,” Neve began, her tone dry, “for a townhouse technically owned by the university, this place has an awfully gothic academic vibe. Definitely fits the necromancer aesthetic.”
Rook’s lips quirked, catching her own reflection as her friend smirked in the mirror.
“And Manfred,” Neve went on, “was an interesting surprise. That was the first time I’ve encountered a skeleton thrall that didn’t try to gut me.”
“Spirit,” Rook corrected automatically, her tone mock-stern. “Manfred is a wisp tethered to a skeletal vessel. There’s a difference.”
That earned a snort. “Listen to you. You sound downright scholarly. I see that the Professor has been teaching you a thing or two.”
Rook rolled her eyes, though color crept faintly to her cheeks. “He’s just been teaching me about his work. That’s all.”
“Mm-hm.” Neve’s grin was all knowing amusement as she began twisting Rook’s hair, deft fingers weaving strands into an elegant braid.
The banter faded into a gentler rhythm, and Neve’s voice softened. “Are you nervous about tonight? It’s not exactly like our nights at the Cobbled Swan… or playing pretend at that auction.”
Rook exhaled, gaze flicking down. “A little. I’m not sure I’ll be interesting conversation-wise, and Maker knows we aren’t a conventional couple. People will stare.”
Neve’s lips curved, her tone firm. “Let them. You’ve survived worse — blood mages, demons, curses. Compared to that, academics should be child’s play.”
That drew a small laugh, but Rook’s brow furrowed again. “I’m going to meet Johanna Hezenkoss tonight.”
Neve’s smirk sharpened. “Now that I do expect details on.”
Emmrich often spoke of his colleague—and friend—Johanna, recounting their history with a blend of warmth and weary sighs. He clearly held affection for her, though it was always threaded with complaints about her antics and blunders. To him, she was endearing chaos: brilliant, infuriating, and impossible not to care for. But when Rook heard the stories secondhand, her impression leaned thornier. Johanna Hezenkoss sounded less like a scholar and more like a whirlwind anarchist, leaving academic rubble in her wake.
Rook sighed. “And then there’s Solas.”
“Mm,” Neve hummed, carefully pinning a section of hair in place. “Do you have any expectations?”
“Asking the hard questions, eh?” Rook’s shoulders lifted, then sagged again. “I just hope he isn’t an ass to Emmrich. If we’re lucky, it’ll be a polite introduction, a few pointed questions, and done. But Solas can be… unpredictable.”
“Sounds about right,” Neve said, sliding another pin into place, “Your brother will don his polite mask and enter a game of conversational wit. Selara will be there to ensure nothing gets out of hand.”
Rook huffed, though her voice was quieter now. “I hope you’re right. Solas has shitty timing when he decides to play the older brother card, which usually ends with us at each other’s throats.”
Neve’s smile softened knowingly. “As much as I enjoy a good brawl. Your sibling spats have decreased over the years. You’ll both find the rhythm of it.”
Silence fell as the detective slid the last floral pin into place. She stepped back, lifting her hands as if unveiling a masterpiece. “There. What do you think?”
Rook tilted her head, catching her reflection in the mirror. Her hair was gathered into an elegant, twisted updo, floral gold glimmering between the strands, with soft tendrils left to frame her face. For a moment she hardly recognized herself — she looked… luminous.
“You’ve done it again, Ms. Gallus.”
Neve’s grin widened. “Happy to help, but he’s going to fall over when he sees you.”
Her gaze flicked toward the bed, where a garment bag lay waiting. “Speaking of which… have you peeked yet?”
Rook shook her head, her lips curving. “No. I thought we could see it together.”
Neve’s brows rose with intrigue. “Oho, a surprise then. All right. Let’s.”
They crossed to the bed, Rook’s fingers hesitating only a moment before she unzipped the bag.
The dress spilled into view like a secret unfurling.
Rook’s breath caught, words stalling in her throat.
Neve let out a low whistle, eyes gleaming. “Well. The professor certainly has taste.”
Emmrich lingered in the bathroom longer than usual, giving the women the privacy of his bedroom. He fastened the last button of his waistcoat and regarded himself in the mirror, adjusting the fall of the fabric until every line lay precise.
The suit was one he had chosen carefully: a deep bottle-green three-piece that caught a faint sheen beneath the light, formal without gaudiness. The ivory shirt beneath was crisp, pressed meticulously by Manfred earlier that day, and his shoes — oxblood ankle boots polished to a mirror’s gleam — anchored the ensemble with quiet dignity.
He studied his reflection, but his mind strayed to her. Would Rook approve of the dress he had chosen? Would her friend Neve find the gesture excessive? And then there was the other surprise he had prepared… a gift he prayed she would accept in the spirit it was given.
A faint furrow creased his brow before he shook it away, brushing the thought aside. He was no novice to such occasions, and he knew better than to let nerves dictate him now. Whatever awaited, he would face it with the composure expected of him.
He reached for the small glass bottle resting on the counter. A light spritz at his throat— a bright citrus over cedar and amber threading into warmth, amber grounding beneath—familiar, grounding, him. With that, his doubts faded like mist.
Confident, he turned from the mirror and left the bathroom, descending the staircase to the parlor.
There by the window, he found Spite perched, tail flicking like a pendulum as he stared down a squirrel on the tree outside with predatory fascination. Manfred hovered nearby in his skeletal vessel, hands folded neatly behind his back, the blue wisp within his ribcage pulsing brighter with amusement at the cat’s intent focus.
The sight pulled the faintest curve of a smile to Emmrich’s lips. He passed quietly, unwilling to disturb their shared entertainment, and let his gaze sweep the bookshelves lining the far wall. His hand brushed along familiar spines until it found what he sought—a slim collection of poetry, its leather worn soft from frequent reading.
He settled into the parlor chair with it, the pages opening like an old friend. Others might have called the author’s work gothic horror, obsessed with morbid topics of death and ruin, but Emmrich knew better. There was a romance to it—devotion hidden in the marrow of every line, as though love itself was something carved from the dark.
Manfred gave an inquisitive hiss, cheerful as the wisp’s head tilted toward him.
Emmrich glanced up, one brow lifting at the unexpected offer. Then, with the quiet sincerity he always reserved for the spirit, he inclined his head. “Yes, a cup of tea would be most welcome.”
The vessel clattered off toward the kitchen, humming with delight, and Emmrich turned back to his book, letting the rhythm of the words hold him steady as he waited.
The steam from his teacup curled faintly in the parlor light, his book balanced open across one knee. He had just reached the closing lines of a poem when the quiet clink of metal reached his ears — the measured rhythm of Neve’s prosthetic descending the stairs.
Emmrich glanced up, closing the volume with deliberate care. The detective’s sharp smirk greeted him first, her single brow arched in appraisal.
“Well,” Neve drawled, her voice threaded with mischief, “don’t you look positively dapper, professor.”
Emmrich rose from the armchair, slipping the book aside. “Ms. Gallus,” he inclined his head, courteous as ever. “I take it that Rook is ready for the evening?”
Neve gave a nod toward the stairs, lips quirking. “She’s ready. Nervous, but ready.”
“Thank you,” Emmrich said, sincerity softening his usual reserve. “I was more than willing to assist her myself, but I thought it best she have company she was already comfortable with.”
Neve’s smirk gentled into approval. “A wise call. She needed some girl talk.”
Her gaze lingered, assessing. “And what about you, professor? Any nerves of your own?”
Emmrich folded his hands behind his back, his shoulders squared, but his reply was measured. “If I am honest… yes. Tonight, there will be colleagues aplenty, eager to examine the woman who has managed to capture my affections. And then—there is her brother.” His lips pressed thin. “I suspect I will be under a microscope from every angle. I am no stranger to their exhausting dance, but…” He exhaled slowly. “I do not wish their cruelty or judgment to discourage her.”
Neve’s expression sobered, frank as ever. “She’ll be fine. You both will. As for Solas…” She leaned lightly on the banister, her tone turning candid. “He can be a prick, though it’s usually dressed up as overprotection. He cares, but has a nasty habit of telling half-truths, treats a conversation like it’s a game of chess and his way of showing ‘good intentions’ often comes out sideways. He’s not easy, professor. Keep an eye on her if things turn sharp. Tension between them has a way of spiraling.”
Emmrich inclined his head, gratitude flickering in his hazel eyes. “Thank you for your candor.”
“Don’t thank me,” Neve said lightly, tugging her coat into place. “Once people see how happy the two of you are, most of them will back off. Even Solas, eventually. Probably.”
He allowed himself the faintest smile at her dry humor. “That is reassuring.”
Neve tipped him a two-fingered salute and strode for the door, the sound of her prosthetic echoing once more before the house fell quiet again.
Emmrich lingered a moment longer, then set aside his teacup. With deliberate calm, he ascended the stairs, intent on adorning himself with his grave-gold—and fetching the small gift he had prepared for the woman who waited in his bedroom.
He straightened the line of his jacket, ensuring the fall of his suit was precise, before he lifted his hand to knock on the bedroom door.
“Rook,” he called softly, voice pitched low. “May I come in?”
Her answer came quick, light with a thread of mischief. “You may.”
He opened the door—and stilled. Rook turned, and the sight robbed him of speech.
Rook stood before the full-length mirror on his closet door, her back half-turned as though she’d been adjusting a pin in her hair. At the sound of the door, she pivoted — and the sight of her struck him speechless.
Maker’s breath.
Her chestnut hair was swept into a braided updo, pinned with the delicate golden flowers he had gifted her, the metallic petals catching the lamplight. The plum silk of her gown clung to her form with effortless grace, the high waist and fitted bodice flowing down into a skirt that whispered against the floor. A daring slit flashed along one leg as she turned, and the low back revealed smooth skin where the glamour charm had done its work.
Grave-gold gleamed at her ear and hand—the cuff catching the light, the pinky ring subtle but deliberate—and at her throat rested the obsidian teardrop, its dark gleam standing in striking contrast to the warmth of her skin.
Simple eyeliner sharpened her eyes, sharp enough to accent the dark gleam in them, her lips painted in a berry shade that made his breath falter.
“Oh,” was all he managed at first, his mouth parting as though air itself had abandoned him. “Oh Maker…”
She smiled at his awe, a warmth blooming across her face that only made her more devastating.
“You’re—” He swallowed. “You’re ravenous.”
Rook blinked, then laughed, soft and incredulous. “I think you mean ravishing, Professor.”
Color touched his cheeks as he cleared his throat, tugging once at the cuff of his sleeve. “Ah. Yes. That. Forgive me—I seem to be… at a loss for words.”
Her smirk curved slow, knowing. She crossed the small space between them with a deliberate sway of silk, her gaze raking over him. “Well, you’re not wrong.” She brushed a hand lightly down the lapel of his jacket, her lips curving into something wicked-soft. “One of us is ravenous. Devastatingly handsome, but ravenous.”
He held her gaze, hazel eyes warming. “I am.”
She tilted her head, amused. “Regrettably, Professor, I fear we lack the time to… address that.”
“Indeed,” he murmured, though his tone betrayed how reluctant he was to agree.
As Emmrich regained his composure, he cleared his throat, his hazel eyes steady on her. “I have a request of you, my darling.”
Rook tilted her head, curious. “What sort of request?”
He hesitated, then smiled faintly, sheepish despite his fine suit. “I may have… acquired a few pieces of grave-gold. Some were refitted from older work, others newly commissioned. I had hoped you might wear them tonight.”
Rook blinked, stunned. “You bought me jewelry?”
“I did,” he admitted, voice warm but cautious. “But—if you feel pressured, you needn’t wear it. It’s… a silly fantasy of mine, nothing more. I should have asked before assuming.”
Her brow arched, lips curving. “What fantasy?”
He drew a slow breath. “In Nevarra, there’s an old custom. To see one’s partner adorned in grave-gold that you’ve given them… it was a quiet way of declaring your bond. Not everyone recalls such traditions anymore, but I…” His voice trailed, self-conscious. “I always wished for that. To see my beloved adorned with pieces chosen by me. To mark them as mine, in devotion rather than ownership.”
Her eyes softened, even as amusement sparked there. “You’re telling me this is an entire cultural fantasy of yours?”
“Perhaps,” he allowed, his tone wry. “Though I promise it’s only a few pieces. Nothing overwhelming.”
She hummed in thought, letting the silence stretch just long enough to make him shift with faint unease. Then she smiled, slow and teasing. “I’ll wear them. But only if you’ll do me a favor.”
His gaze sharpened. “And what is that?”
“First… help me put these on,” she said, settling into the vanity chair with a smirk. “Then I’ll tell you.”
Amusement curved his lips as he crossed to the wooden jewelry box he had set aside, carved with subtle botanical motifs. He opened it with care, as though unveiling something sacred.
The first piece he lifted was a pair of earrings—small drops of smoky quartz set in delicate grave-gold filigree. “May I?”
Rook inclined her head, tilting her hair aside. He fastened each earring with a deft hand, his knuckles brushing her jaw as he did. She shivered, lips parting at the intimacy of the simple touch.
Next, he drew out a set of bangles, each one a different design of floral scrolls and filigree, warm as sunlight in his hands. He took her wrist with tender care, sliding them over one at a time. The faint chime of metal against metal filled the room, a sound that resonated like a private vow.
Her smirk faltered into something softer, her eyes following his hands as though the act itself was a caress.
Finally, he lifted a narrow anklet—fine grave-gold, its surface inlaid with tiny emerald chips that caught the light like forest leaves. He knelt before her, lifting one of her bare feet into his palm. She sucked in a breath at the contact, her toes curling slightly as he clasped the cool metal around her ankle.
The anklet glinted against her skin, and before releasing her, Emmrich bent to press a kiss to the top of her foot.
Rook’s cheeks flushed hot, her breath catching as though the simple kiss had undone her more than all the gold in the world.
When he rose again, his gaze swept her—his earrings at her ears, his bangles on her wrists, his anklet glittering at her ankle. His voice was low, reverent.
“You are a vision, Evara.”
Emmrich leaned down, brushing his lips against hers in a kiss as soft as it was reverent. When he pulled back, his eyes lingered half-lidded, hazel dark with warmth.
“And what,” he murmured, voice velvet low, “was this favor you mentioned?”
Rook rose from the vanity, smoothing the fabric of her gown as she crossed to her dresser. She slid open a drawer and pulled free a small box, its edges worn from handling. Turning back to him, her smile curved faint and shy as she offered it.
With curiosity tugging at his brow, Emmrich accepted the box. He lifted the lid—and stilled.
Inside gleamed a ring of grave-gold, crowned with a polished smoky quartz cabochon that caught the lamplight in its depths. The workmanship was elegant, clearly deliberate, and utterly personal.
His eyes widened, flicking up to her face. “Rook…”
She bit her lower lip, her voice soft but steady. “Vorgoth directed me to a craftsman. I… I meant to give it to you on First Day, but since you’ve given me something for tonight, I wanted to give you mine now.”
Before he could answer, she took his right hand in both of hers. Her fingers were careful, almost reverent, as she slipped the band onto his middle finger. It slid into place without resistance, fitting as though it had always belonged there.
“There,” she said, her voice threaded with nerves and a small, hopeful smile. “Perfect.”
Emmrich stared down at the ring, his throat tight, words tangled and failing. The smoky quartz winked in the lamplight, weight warm against his skin. Slowly, his gaze rose to her again—his chest aching with the enormity of it.
Satisfied with herself, Rook looked up, only to find his eyes glassy, his lashes catching faint in the lamplight. The sight startled her.
“Oh shit,” Her voice softened, uncertain as she rose to cradle his face in both hands. “Did I… do something wrong?”
He gave a small, shaky laugh — one that caught in his throat as though his composure had slipped before he could retrieve it. His hands closed gently around her wrists, grounding himself in her touch.
“No, dearest,” he murmured, voice thick with emotion. “Quite the opposite.”
Before she could ask what he meant, his mouth was on hers. The kiss was not the careful reverence she’d come to expect from him, but raw, fervent—so consuming that she gasped against him as he all but carried her backward. They tumbled onto the bed in a tangle of silk and grave-gold, his hands roaming her waist, her hips, everywhere at once as though he couldn’t bear to let her go.
When he finally broke for air, Rook lay dazed beneath him, her berry lipstick smudged across his mouth. His hazel eyes gleamed with that faint green glow she knew as his tell—the one that meant all his composure had been stripped away and only raw hunger remained.
“Emmrich—” she gasped, but was cut off as his mouth devouring hers in deep, consuming kisses.
Rook tried—Maker help her—to get words out, a shaky whisper of reason on her lips. “We’re gonna be late—”
But any shred of reason she had dissolved the moment he swept her gown aside, his hand pressing against her heat.
“Ah—!” Her cry was sharp, surprised, her brow furrowing as much in warning as in want. She had spent hours preparing for this evening, every layer deliberate, every detail precise. And now her professor was hell-bent on undoing it all with his reckless adoration.
His growl vibrated against her mouth, rough and raw. “Allow me this—let me praise you, my darling.”
Before she could summon another protest, his fingers pushed past the final barrier of fabric, slipping inside her with zero hesitation, his thumb finding her clit in the same breath. The sudden stretch made her gasp, her hips jerking against him, her name tumbling off her lips like a plea.
Before she could summon another protest, his fingers pushed past the final barrier of fabric, slipping inside her with zero hesitation, his thumb finding her clit in the same breath. The sudden stretch made her gasp, her hips jerking against him, her name tumbling off her lips like a plea.
Andraste’s mercy, he was relentless. His pace was purposeful, practiced—every thrust of his fingers, every circle of his thumb was designed to unmake her. His breath came ragged against her lips, drawing broken sounds from her throat with every movement. The green flare beneath his hazel eyes burned hotter than candlelight, glowing like veilfire as he pressed his forehead to hers, his voice guttural, thick with devotion.
“Tell me—how in all of Thedas was I blessed with such a wonder? What deed could I have done to deserve you? I’ll devote every breath to you, every hour to marveling, adoring, worshipping you. You are indomitable… beautiful… and mine.”
Holy fuck.
Rook could hardly think, much less breathe. Was this good or bad? On one hand, it was utterly reckless, the kind of spontaneous perversion she usually encouraged. On the other… if this went any further, the gala could be damned because she would start fucking him, and that would consume their entire night.
But—Void take her—his fingers were too precise, too passionate. He knew her body like a scholar knew text, unraveling her with practiced reverence and feral hunger in equal measure. Every curl of his fingers, every press of his thumb had her writhing, her nails clawing at his shoulders as her climax loomed sharp and inevitable.
And Maker help her, he was about to succeed.
Her back arched, a strangled cry breaking from her lips as he swallowed it with another kiss. His hazel eyes burned down at her, fever-bright, watching every shiver, every quiver of her body beneath him.
“That’s it,” he hissed, his forehead pressing to hers. “Fall apart for me, darling. Let me have it.”
The orgasm ripped through her in waves, sharp and overwhelming, her body clenching tight around his fingers. She sobbed his name against his lips, and still he drove her higher, greedy for every ounce of her release, until she was trembling and boneless beneath him.
“I love you,” he rasped, his voice so unguarded, so raw, that it seared through her.
Heat still shimmered low in her belly, her body thrumming with the echo of release, and the sight of him—undone, fever-bright, desperate to take her again—nearly broke her resolve. She almost gave in, almost let him claim her completely, until the weight of reality intruded through the haze. They had somewhere to be, and if they lingered any longer, they’ll never leave.
“I love you too,” she whispered back, her lips still tingling. Then she groaned softly, half amused, half dismayed. “But I now have to put myself back together… and you, Professor, need to clean yourself up before the benefit.”
Emmrich blinked, then flushed as the awareness returned to him. He glanced at her flushed face, her kiss-bitten lips, then at the lipstick that seemed to be smeared all over her face. He could only guess where the rest of it is, mortified at the evidence of his loss of control.
Rook’s laugh was soft and wicked. She cupped his jaw once more, teasing, “Don’t be embarrassed. I like your spontaneity.”
That coaxed a sheepish smile from him. He reached for one of his spare handkerchiefs from the dresser, the crisp fabric now serving a far more intimate purpose as he carefully wiped the slick from her thighs. His touch lingered a moment, gentle, almost reverent, before he tucked the cloth aside. Then he rose, smoothing his suit back into place before offering his hand to help her up. She accepted, fingers curling into his, and let him steady her as she returned to the vanity. With a final brush of his knuckles against hers, Emmrich excused himself, striding toward the bathroom to wash his hands.
As she reapplied her lipstick in the mirror, her gaze flicked to Emmrich’s reflection when he returned to the room—his attention caught not on her but on the ring she’d just given him, turning his hand subtly to admire how it caught the lamplight. Then, with quiet ritual, he began adorning himself with his grave-gold: cufflinks, bangles, rings, each piece a part of his armor.
When he reached for the skull pin, Rook stopped him with a light touch to his wrist.
“Could I?” she whispered.
His brows lifted, surprised, but he stilled and gave her the smallest nod, his expression softening into something that made her chest ache.
She took the pin from its case as though it were fragile, precious, though the metal was solid and heavy in her hand. Standing close, she guided it into place at the center of his shirt collar, following his quiet instructions. The motion should have been simple, ordinary—but it wasn’t.
When the clasp clicked into place, she lingered, her fingers smoothing along the cold metal before trailing lightly over his chest. She gazed at the emblem, then up at him, her voice low, reverent.
“Out of all your gold,” she murmured, “this one’s my favorite. It was the first thing that caught my eye when I first saw you.”
Emmrich’s breath caught, the words striking deeper than he expected. His hand rose, covering hers where it rested against his chest, his thumb brushing over her knuckles. The other rose to brush lightly against the delicate ear cuff hugging the curve of her ear. The faint touch made it twitch, her breath hitching at the sensation.
“And this,” he said softly, his hazel eyes molten, “is my favorite. Because it’s you.”
Their eyes locked, the gesture sealing the words—one hand treasuring her symbol, the other binding her touch to him.
As their lips brushed, the moment thick with warmth and promise, a pointed hiss cut through the air.
They broke apart to find Manfred framed in the doorway, his skeletal hand gesturing accusingly toward the clock on the wall. Beside him, Spite sat prim as a gargoyle, tail flicking with smug amusement.
Emmrich sighed, resigned, though the faint flush on his cheeks betrayed the interruption. “It seems,” he said with dry resignation, “that we’ve gotten carried away again.”
Rook’s giggle bubbled out, warm and unrepentant. “We seem to be lacking self-control tonight.” She stepped back to scoop up her black strappy heels, the delicate gold buckles glinting in her hand. “I’ll put them on downstairs—less chance of tumbling headfirst. If you could fetch my coat?”
“Of course,” Emmrich murmured, amused.
Manfred gave another hiss, the tone light and eager, and lifted a gloved finger upward toward the closet. Emmrich smiled and gestured for his ward to go fetch it as Rook heads down the stairs.
Downstairs in the foyer, Rook perched briefly on the bench to buckle her heels while Emmrich shrugged into his black wool trenchcoat. The gold buckles gleamed as she fastened the last strap, and when she shifted her foot, the fine grave-gold anklet at her ankle caught the light — its tiny emerald chips glinting like green fire against her skin. She rose to meet him, silk whispering around her legs as the anklet chimed faintly with her steps.
Moments later, he returned with Rook’s overcoat draped neatly across his arms.
Emmrich arched a brow, lips twitching. “Thank you, Manfred.” He accepted the coat from the wisp and slipped it over Rook’s shoulders, tugging it close with practiced care.
“Now,” the professor said as he guided her toward the door, glancing back at their companions, “Manfred, remember to feed Spite dinner. He gets one can of pate mixed with his dry food and a sprinkle of the goat milk treat we got for him. Behave yourselves, both of you.”
Manfred gave what might have been a pleased hiss, followed by a clipped sound that almost resembled yes. Spite merely huffed, tail flicking once before he padded back toward the stairs.
Outside, the cool night air greeted them as Emmrich held the door, steadying her with a hand at her back. When she glanced at him sidelong as he settled her into the car, her lips curved in teasing worry.
“Are we late?”
“Not late,” he corrected smoothly, following her in. His smile was small, wry. “Fashionably late. And for a night such as this…” His eyes lingered on her, hazel dark and intent. “We should make an entrance.”
Emmrich and Rook arrived at the university arm-in-arm, their silhouettes reflected in the gilded glass of the entry doors. Though her chin was held high, Rook could feel the nerves beginning to creep up her spine, each step toward the hall a reminder that this was not her usual world. She was no stranger to danger or deception — but politics wrapped in silk and crystal always left her wary.
Beside her, Emmrich’s posture was the picture of poise, yet his quiet voice betrayed the same sentiment. “I always dread this side of the academic world,” he murmured wryly. “I personally find the high society aspect of it stuffy. But they do have their place.”
Rook’s lips twitched, the words easing some of the tension in her shoulders. Still, as the vaulted entrance loomed, she drew in a breath as though steeling herself for battle.
Her hand flexed against his arm. Emmrich noticed instantly. With a steadying warmth, he laid his own hand over hers, his rings cool against her skin. “Are you ready?”
She looked up. His smile was calm, reassuring, full of a quiet pride that softened her nerves. She exhaled, matching his gaze with a small smile of her own, and nodded.
Together, they stepped inside.
The university had spared no expense in spectacle: winter garlands interwoven with silver ivy wound along the marble colonnades, while enchanted mage-lights shimmered high in the vaulted ceiling, shifting like stars across the pale stone. Stands shaped like trees sprouted along the walkways, their branches hung with tiny lights that glowed like leaves. Display tables were dressed in embroidered linens, each centerpiece a careful recreation of Arlathan’s forests — a symbolic reminder of what the night was raising funds to protect.
The crowd was already humming with life: academics in formal robes, postgraduates nervous but eager to be seen, wealthy philanthropists draped in silk, and the sharp-eyed representatives of the Somniar Shiral Foundation. Across the atrium, a troupe of musicians played soft Dalish melodies, the lilting harmonies carried on harp, flute, and violins. The performers themselves were a mixed ensemble — elf, human, and dwarf — a subtle show of unity in art.
Emmrich carried himself with quiet dignity, his arm firm beneath hers, his expression composed but proud as he led her through the throng. “Would you prefer to meet my peers first,” he asked in a low tone, “or perhaps peek at the silent auction?”
Rook arched a brow, her lips curving. “Could I even bid on anything with my humble tea shop wealth?”
His mouth twitched at the corner. “Looking at the items is no different than window shopping, my dear. Although I will guarantee that it has a way of tempting you.”
Her smile softened into something fonder. “Let’s meet your friends first—before you get whisked off to fulfill your grand university duties.”
“Darling, I have no intention of leaving your side.”
Emmrich and Rook found their assigned table near the edge of the grand atrium, a vantage point with both privacy and view. Ever the gentleman, Emmrich slipped Rook’s coat from her shoulders, draping it neatly behind her chair before removing his own. She smoothed the fall of her gown as she sat, just beginning to relax into the hum of the evening—
“Ah! There you are!”
Dorian Pavus swept in like a storm in velvet, wine already in hand and grin sharp as cut glass. His tailored long coat was high-collared dark teal velvet, embroidered intricately in gold thread that shimmered beneath the chandeliers. Beneath it gleamed a black silk waistcoat patterned in subtle teal damask, its edges lined with fine gold trim. An ivory shirt set off the rich colors, tucked neatly into slim black trousers that flowed seamlessly into polished black leather boots. Every inch of him looked composed for spectacle—dramatic elegance embodied.
His eyes flicked over the pair of them, widening with unrestrained delight. “Maker’s breath, don’t you two look exquisite. Emmrich, that suit is positively wicked, and Rook, my dear—” his hand fluttered dramatically, “—you’re devastating. Simply devastating.”
Rook flushed but smiled, meeting his flourish with calm humor. “Thank you, Dorian.”
“And you look like a couple,” he added with theatrical emphasis. “Finally! Though I admit, I half-expected matching ensembles. Plum and green? A daring vision.”
Emmrich arched a brow, voice wry. “I thought that a touch on the nose for the occasion. I’d rather my darling stand out on her own merits.”
“Mm, subtle, professor,” Dorian teased, swirling his glass. “Showing off your lover to the rest of your peers without seeming to. Scandalous.”
Emmrich’s mouth twitched into the faintest smile, but he remained composed. Rook, on the other hand, leaned back in her chair, visibly more relaxed in his company. She knew Dorian well enough to let him whirl his dramatics unchecked.
“I must say, though,” Dorian pouted, clutching his chest in mock affront, “Rook rarely humors me with her presence these days. No outings, no spirited debates, no sharing scandalous gossip over drinks. One might think she’s avoiding me.”
“Perhaps because you’re busier than I am,” Rook replied dryly, sipping her water.
The mage gasped as though struck, staggering theatrically. “Oh, how cutting! Just as evasive as your brother. I despair. Selara is truly my only loyal friend.”
Rook snorted. “How tragic.”
Emmrich sighed, long-suffering, though his hazel eyes glinted faintly with amusement. “Dorian, must you torment Rook with your antics the moment you see her?”
“I must,” Dorian said cheerfully. “It’s in my nature. And besides, it’s thanks to me that the two of you are here together, flaunting yourselves so openly.”
That made Emmrich pause, brow arching. “Thanks to you?”
“But of course.” Dorian’s grin widened, smug as a cat. “I was the one who suggested you visit her tea shop, was I not? Though, I’ll admit, I wasn’t expecting quite this outcome. Watching it unfold has been endlessly entertaining.”
Rook covered her smile with the rim of her glass, already knowing where this was going.
“Especially,” Dorian went on with relish, “that little journal mix-up. Emmrich, the look on your face—utterly priceless. Was that the moment everything began to… ah… how shall I put it? Heat up?”
Rook set down her glass with a casual shrug. “It might’ve been what got the ball rolling.”
Dorian’s eyes lit up, sharp as ever. He turned immediately on Emmrich. “Does that mean our dear Professor made a move that day? When I so graciously left the two of you alone?”
The faint pink that colored Emmrich’s cheeks was answer enough, though he cleared his throat and adjusted his cuff with practiced dignity. Rook’s mischievous smile didn’t help his case.
“Oh, you did.” Dorian leaned in, delighted. “You absolutely did. Tell me everything—”
“That’s quite enough, Dorian,” Emmrich cut smoothly, his voice firm but polite. “Rook has many others to meet this evening, and as Department Head, you have donors to charm. Surely you don’t want to neglect them.”
Dorian gave a long, theatrical sigh, swirling his wine like a mourner at his own funeral. “Fine. But do brace yourself, Rook—Hezenkoss is here tonight. And she is… well. You’ll see.”
Rook laughed, waving off his warning. “I’ll take my chances.”
“I look forward to the collision.” With a final dramatic bow, Dorian swept back into the crowd, already hunting his next target.
Emmrich exhaled as though shedding the weight of the mage’s energy, then offered his arm again. “Come, my darling. Time for more introductions—before he circles back.”
Together, they drifted through the room, Emmrich guiding her from one colleague to another. His peers proved composed, polite, and genuinely eager to meet her—offering handshakes and cordial words that eased more of her tension than she expected. It was the others—the bystanders lingering at the edges—whose sidelong glances and hushed whispers brushed against her awareness. Rook refused to give them the satisfaction of her notice. Compared to what she’d braced herself for, Emmrich’s colleagues were far less intimidating than she had imagined.
It was then that Emmrich spotted the man he’d been searching for—Professor Strife. The elf stood among several foundation representatives, his sharp gaze flicking toward them as Emmrich gestured in Rook’s direction. His features were all angles and precision, posture as deliberate as his reputation suggested. The set of his shoulders carried the quiet authority of someone accustomed to command, his silver-streaked hair bound neatly back. His formal robes, aubergine purple trimmed with antique bronze, struck a balance between practicality and understated elegance—fitting for a scholar who thrived on discipline.
Strife’s sharp gaze flicked to Rook as Emmrich gestured toward her. The elven man excused himself from the group he’d been conversing with, offering them a polite nod before striding over with measured steps.
“Emmrich,” Strife drawled, his voice smooth with the cadence of someone accustomed to lecterns and long debates. “I was beginning to wonder if you’d make an appearance.”
“Professor Strife,” Emmrich said, his voice tinged with pride as he placed a steadying hand at the small of Rook’s back. “Allow me to introduce Evara Ingellvar.”
Rook dipped her head respectfully, offering a small but genuine smile. “Rook. It’s a pleasure, Professor.”
Strife’s brow arched, the faintest glint of humor in his sharp eyes. “I trust Emmrich has spoken kindly of me?”
Her smile turned sly, just enough to hint at mischief. “A little.”
“Only a little?” Strife’s brow arched, his tone as dry as winter parchment—but the corner of his mouth betrayed a wry quirk, subtle but present. His sharp eyes softened slightly as they lingered on her. “Then I hope what you’ve heard was tolerable, Miss Ingellvar.”
Rook smirked, playing along. “Depends on the storyteller. But the impression I’ve gathered is that you’re passionate about your work. Dedicated. Perhaps even a touch intimidating at first glance.”
Most of what she knew came from Bellara, who often spoke of Strife as both mentor and thorn. Emmrich, too, had mentioned him on occasion—always with praise for his scholarship and admiration for his tireless advocacy of elven culture. Meeting him now, Rook found herself reminded faintly of Davrin: that same intensity, that same unshakable devotion to what he cherished most.
That earned the faintest huff of amusement from Strife, who glanced sidelong at Emmrich. “She’s perceptive.”
Emmrich’s lips twitched, but he stood straighter, the warmth in his hazel eyes unshaken. “She’s already proven she has a sharper wit than I, on more occasions than I care to count.”
Strife’s gaze returned to Rook, assessing her with the weight of a scholar who measured not just words, but the intent behind them. After a pause, he inclined his head, voice steady and thoughtful.
“Well, I am glad to finally meet the lady who has breathed life into Professor Volkarin’s existence. Not so long ago, the man’s only passions were bones, books, and flowers.” His expression shifted, softening by a hair’s breadth. “A homebody, yes—but one not afraid to play in the mud, when the mood suits him.”
Rook’s brows rose, a hint of mischief lighting her smile. “Oh?”
Strife’s lips quirked faintly, the look of a man about to reveal something just to test the waters. “Emmrich here is no stranger to mud. Or rain. Or collapsing tents, for that matter.”
Emmrich let out a quiet, dignified sigh. “That was one expedition.”
“Two,” Strife corrected dryly. “Arlathan and Rivain. Both times, your tent surrendered to the elements faster than a recruit on his first march.” His sharp gaze flicked between them, amused. “I still recall finding you half-buried in canvas with a book somehow still in your hand.”
Rook’s grin widened, delighting in the image. “Oh no—did you actually keep reading?”
Emmrich cleared his throat, posture straightening, though the faint pink at the tips of his ears betrayed him. “No… The text would’ve been ruined otherwise.”
Strife gave a quiet huff of laughter. “Or the time you ran off to collect flora samples and managed to fall flat on your ass.”
“That was a personal project,” Emmrich said smoothly, though his lips twitched at the corners, betraying a smile he was fighting to keep composed.
Rook shook her head in mock disbelief, eyes gleaming with warmth. “Of course it was. Honestly, Professor, it sounds like I should be grateful you survived your own research trips.”
“As much grief as I give him,” Strife murmured, tone wry but not unkind, “Emmrich is the best in his field. Once he’s engrossed, neither storm nor soil will stop him. And for all my teasing, I never tire of watching his corpse-whispering at work.”
“Well, I for one am glad to hear his colleagues think highly of him like I do.”
Rook squeezed Emmrich’s hand and he smiles at her, affection dripping from his gaze. Strife’s sharp gaze softened as he glanced between them, his voice lowering with something quieter than his usual academic cadence.
“It’s wonderful to meet you, Rook. Emmrich is a good man, and it is very obvious that you make him happy.”
Her smile was soft, steady. “He makes me happy too.”
A rare warmth flickered at the corners of Strife’s mouth before he inclined his head slightly. “It’s good that you’re here, Rook. The Somniar Shiral Foundation matters—more than many realize. Protecting what remains of our culture, ensuring it’s not just archived but remembered… it’s work worth supporting.”
Rook’s smile tugged smaller, quieter. “I understand that. More than you’d think.”
Strife inclined his head at that, his sharp eyes catching hers for a moment with a note of recognition—elf to elf, a subtle understanding. Then he shifted his attention back to Emmrich, the faintest smirk tugging at his mouth. “And Emmrich, keep your partner close. As you know, a lot of our peers were eager to get the chance to see her and you know how nosy they can be.”
Emmrich gave a long-suffering sigh. “Oh Maker am I aware.”
“Enjoy the evening. And if you get the chance, browse the auction if you’ve the chance—there are some fine items this year.”
With a final nod, he excused himself back to the foundation delegates, Emmrich’s hand slid from the small of Rook’s back to gently take her hand. “Would you like a reprieve from socializing?” he asked, voice pitched just for her. “A drink, perhaps? And maybe one of the hors d’oeuvres before meeting the others for more conversation?”
Rook let out a soft laugh, tension easing from her shoulders. “I could definitely use a drink.”
He guided her through the press of gowns and coats, weaving them toward the glittering bar set beneath the runed archway. The hum of conversation softened beneath the faint strains of the orchestra, the scent of winter spice and polished wood mingling in the air.
“I like Strife,” Rook said as they walked.
“As do I,” Emmrich replied warmly. “He is… rough around the edges, perhaps, but his perspective is invaluable. His tales of Arlathan alone could fill volumes. Such vast ruins—endless echoes of a world lost. I never tire of hearing them.”
“If he’s rough around the edges, then what does that make Hezenkoss?”
“She is the spiky rocks at the bottom of a cliff.”
At the bar, he ordered without hesitation—two glasses of whiskey neat, his tone composed and confident as though he’d spoken the words countless times before. The amber liquid caught the enchanted light, glowing like captured fire as the bartender set the glasses before them.
Rook watched him, her lips curving faintly. Here, amid marble floors and gilded colonnades, he looked utterly in his element—calm, dignified, and devastatingly handsome. The lamplight glinted across the rings that adorned his hands, each gesture deliberate, elegant.
Her gaze lingered on one in particular—the smoky quartz she had given him. It gleamed darkly, set against the gold like it had always belonged there. She must have been staring too long, because Emmrich’s mouth curved faintly as he set the glass before her.
“Darling, that look of yours is dangerous,” he murmured, hazel eyes glinting with quiet amusement. “Not that I mind your possessive nature.”
Her cheeks warmed, lips twitching into a guilty smile. Before she could deflect, he tilted his head slightly toward her ears. “Did you know that this ring, matches your earrings perfectly. Smoky quartz to smoky quartz. A splendid coincidence.”
Rook’s hand brushed lightly over one earring, smirk tugging at her lips. “Coincidence or fate?”
He sipped his whiskey, gaze never leaving hers. “Careful, my love—remember, we’re still in public.”
Their shared gaze stirred something warm and steady in her chest, a promise she could carry through the night. The evening, for all its grandeur and whispering glances, was off to a good start.
Notes:
The glow-up? Beautiful.
The gifts? So romantic.
The gala? So excited.
Chapter 62: Chapter 62 - Infusions of Fire and Ice
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich view the silent auction. Johanna Hezenkoss makes an appearance... and Solas's first meeting with Emmrich.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
With their drinks in hand, the pair drifted toward the colonnade where the silent auction items gleamed beneath enchanted glass domes. The hum of conversation softened here, punctuated only by the scratch of pens as bidders left their marks on the enchanted ledgers beside each display.
The first to catch Rook’s eye was the Pearl Diver’s Keepsake — a necklace strung with river pearls and coral fragments. It shimmered faintly, humming when she brushed her fingers close to the glass.
Rook arched a brow. “Definitely the kind of luxury for rich people who don’t know what to do with their coin.”
Emmrich’s lips twitched. “Or for sailors with an excess of superstition.”
She huffed a laugh and moved on.
The next display stopped them short — the Antivan wine collection was next, nestled in a gilded vintner’s case. Six bottles of deep red gleamed, labels painted in delicate gold leaf.
“Lucanis would love this,” Rook said immediately, her lips twitching at the thought. “He only drinks Antivan reds.”
Emmrich hummed in amusement. “Then it would be a pleasure to introduce him to others that meet the same standard.”
Rook snorted into her glass. “You can try, professor. You’ll lose.”
“I do enjoy a challenge.”
“That you do.”
At the lyrium-infused ink set, Emmrich lingered a moment too long. The bottles gleamed faintly, their contents shimmering as though alive.
Rook tilted her head at him, smirking. “Planning to throw your hand in the gauntlet?”
His lips quirked, though he shook his head. “No. Just browsing.”
“Mm-hm,” she teased, clearly not convinced.
As she moved ahead to admire the next display, she peeked slyly over her shoulder just in time to catch him jotting down a bid. Smirking into her whiskey glass, she turned back, feigning innocence by the time he rejoined her side.
They stopped before the replica staff head — Razikale’s Whisper, cast in silver and obsidian, humming faintly when the light touched it. Already the ledger beside it was crowded with eager bids.
Rook frowned. “Do you think it would actually work for casting?”
Emmrich studied it for a moment, then gave a small shake of his head. “Perhaps enough for a spark—or the simplest of spells, more for vanity’s sake than function. The craftsmanship provides some focus, yes, but nothing substantial for practical use.”
“Still,” Rook said, watching two benefactors scribble down bids like rival duelists, “it’s clear some people find it desirable.”
“Or,” Emmrich countered, lips curving with dry amusement, “they simply want to win the war of egos.”
They passed through the travel packages—coastal estates in Rivain, Antivan villas, Orlesian vineyards — pausing to imagine what it might be like to spend a week in such luxury. Rook laughed at the thought of herself in an opera skybox, whispering that she’d likely trip on the steps and ruin the glamour. Emmrich, ever sincere, told her she would look magnificent, which only made her blush.
But when they reached the Private Botanical Tour & Tea Service, she stopped.
Her eyes lingered on the delicate script, tracing the sketches of rare herbs she’d only ever read about. She flipped through the accompanying images of sprawling gardens and a quiet tea farm, something wistful stirring in her chest. Emmrich noticed the focus in her gaze, leaning just slightly to glance at what had caught her attention.
“Find something of interest?” he asked, one brow lifting in quiet curiosity.
She gestured faintly toward the page. “I’ll admit, this one’s tempting… and it doesn’t look like there are many takers.”
“Which means you’d have a fair chance,” he murmured, his tone threaded with a warmth that softened the sharpness of his eyes.
She shot him a sidelong look, lips curving. “Don’t tempt me, Professor Volkarin.”
“Maker forbid,” he replied dryly, though the faintest smile betrayed him.
Rook continued to stare at the sheet that held the bids for the botanical tour, having an internal debate within herself on whether to go for it or decide it wasn’t worth it. Emmrich left her side to briefly check if his bid still held for the ink set and, at the corner of his eye, he saw Rook right where he’d left her—staring holes at the clipboard as though she could bend the auction gods to her will.
Then, finally, she slammed the rest of her whiskey, grabbed the pen, and jotted down her name with decisive flourish.
Emmrich smiled as he returned to her side, leaning in just enough for his voice to ghost her ear. “I do hope you win.”
Rook’s cheeks warmed when his whisper brushed her ear. She hadn’t realized how obvious she must’ve looked, hovering there before scribbling her name down. She ducked her head slightly, lips twitching into a shy smile.
“…I hope I do too,” she admitted, voice softer than intended.
They drifted from the auction tables, weaving back into the swell of silk gowns and velvet coats, when Emmrich heard it—his name, barked across the room like a summons rather than a greeting.
“Volkarin.”
The single word landed like a dropped goblet. Emmrich’s shoulders stiffened, his hand instinctively brushing against Rook’s at his side. His expression schooled into polite neutrality before he turned.
Johanna Hezenkoss bore down on them like a storm wrapped in grave-gold. Where most professors favored gowns or robes for such affairs, she wore a sharply tailored burgundy suit trimmed in gold, the jacket hanging open just enough to suggest she hadn’t bothered to button it properly. A dark lipstick carved definition into her thin mouth, though the effect was undercut by the faintest smudge at the corner—as though she’d put it on quickly and never checked again.
Grave-gold gleamed in accents across her person: rimmed sunglasses tinted so dark her eyes were invisible, small earring studs, ornate cufflinks, and a skull-shaped brooch set with emerald that winked ominously from her lapel. Black leather gloves gripped a half-full glass of scotch, which she handled as though it were a natural extension of herself.
Her hair, piled into a bun that had clearly lost a battle with her haste, bristled in curls that framed her angular face. The overall effect was less polish and more provocation—a storm contained in human shape, radiating a kind of energy that made bystanders instinctively move out of her way.
“Ah,” Emmrich murmured under his breath, low enough for only Rook to hear. “Brace yourself, my love. You’re about to meet Johanna.”
Rook raised her brows, intrigued. “That’s her?”
Before Emmrich could answer, Johanna had already arrived, eyes sharp, smile wry, her voice carrying in a way that turned heads.
“I have been hunting down your gilded ass all evening. Do you know how close I was to storming out of this academic charade?”
“Johanna,” Emmrich said evenly, inclining his head. His tone was polite, but there was a long-suffering edge only years of practice could hone. “A pleasure as always.”
“Mm. For you, perhaps.” She waved a hand as though brushing the words aside before her gaze flicked to Rook, narrowing in brisk appraisal. “And this must be her.”
“Yes. Rook, this is Johanna Hezenkoss. My… friend from Nevarra.”
“Friends?” Johanna snorted. “You were a convenient colleague.”
“I prefer to think we struck a balance,” Emmrich countered mildly. “After all, we did study together.”
“I only tolerated your presence because you were useful. Besides, you’re too soft.”
“Now now, Johanna,” he said with the patience of a saint, “there was merit to our dynamic.”
“Merit? Ha. Enough of this dreary banter.” Her smile sharpened into something feline. “There’s a far more interesting topic.”
Emmrich’s hand settled more firmly at Rook’s waist, protective even as he took the bait with weary inevitability. “And that would be?”
Johanna’s eyes glinted as she leaned in, voice dripping with mischief. “Discussing what on earth possessed your side piece to shack up with your old ass.”
Rook had met people like Johanna Hezenkoss before—those who wielded cruelty as casually as conversation, who delighted in ignoring social decorum and flaying dignity from those they considered beneath them. Yet for all her barbs, Rook could tell Johanna regarded Emmrich with a strange respect. It was there, beneath the spikes—a sharp familiarity, a history threaded with begrudging regard.
But the barb of “side piece” was something else. A deliberate prod. Bait meant to provoke.
Rook did not bite. Instead, her brow arched, her tone mild but edged with caution. “Care to expand on that?”
Johanna’s smirk deepened, pleased to have been invited further. “Emmrich Volkarin is a hopeless fool. A man who wears his heart on his sleeve for the world to trample. He’s always been a romantic, desperate for connection—showering others with gifts, drowning them in affection, wasting time and coin on anyone who ever humored his nonsense. And now, apparently, he’s turned his midlife crisis toward the affections of a pretty young elf who batted her lashes at him.”
Her eyes flicked to Rook, sharp and glinting. “I can see some appeal. His wealth, his reputation, the prestige of a man so respected in his field. Those are tempting things, aren’t they? But you can’t expect me to believe you truly enjoy the company of such a dull man. Much less want to bed him without a motive. Or perhaps…” she leaned in slightly, her voice dipped to a blade’s edge, “you’re using him too. A bit of tit-for-tat. An attraction born from rebellion against your older brother, say… Solas Ingellvar.”
It was that last comment—the crude invocation of Solas’s name—that finally poked the bear. A provocation delivered with all the arrogance of someone who had no right to cross that line. Out of all the bears to poke, Johanna Hezenkoss had chosen the worst one. Rook and Emmrich both stiffened, the air between them snapping taut.
Emmrich’s jaw tightened, his lips parting with a sharp inhale—ready to cut down his colleague’s insult with the authority of a man who’d had enough. But before he could, Rook moved.
Her free hand pressed lightly against his chest, halting him with a calm, deliberate touch. Then she stepped forward, slipping out from the protective curve of his arm. Her expression remained serene, her smile cool as polished glass. Every inch of her posture radiated quiet control as she faced Johanna head-on.
If this had been Rook in her early Shadow Dragon days, she would’ve taken the bait. Lost her temper. Decked the hag square in her gold-rimmed spectacles and let the brawl speak for itself. Maybe even gone further, before Emmrich inevitably pulled her back—just in time to give Johanna exactly what she wanted: a scene, a spectacle, and the satisfaction of watching Rook embarrass the professor before his peers.
And Maker, there was an audience. Onlookers lingered just within earshot, their whispers like gnats, eager to see how this sharp exchange would unfold.
But that wasn’t her anymore. No—she had grown. She was wiser, tempered, far more patient than the girl who once burned too quickly.
So she met Johanna’s barbs not with fire, but with ice.
Rook’s smile was steady, her voice clear, each word edged with the poise of someone who would not be rattled. “Let me be perfectly clear, Professor Hezenkoss. I am not with Emmrich for wealth, prestige, or to spite my brother. Much to the disappointment of such gossips, I’m with him because he is the man I choose to spend my time with. I am fully capable of deciding who is worth my affection—and Emmrich Volkarin is that man.”
Her gaze held steady, calm as steel, her voice carrying just enough to reach the curious ears lingering nearby. “If anything, the only thing I hear in your words is bitterness. Bitterness that he is happy—and you can’t seem to stand it.”
Johanna’s smirk faltered, just slightly, though she tilted her head as if to deflect. “Bold words for someone so new to the game.”
Rook’s smile never wavered. “Oh, I am not so bold to enter a battle of wits. The novelty of it would tire both of us. I will however, be bold to say that I won’t allow you to insult Emmrich’s character or cheapen our relationship with your speculation.”
The room had gone still, whispers curling at the edges as onlookers leaned closer. Rook gave a light, dismissive shrug—one that cut deeper than any raised voice ever could. “I’d love to continue this superfluous debate, but we’ve wasted enough of the evening humoring your nonsense.”
With that, she reached for Emmrich’s hand and laced her fingers through his, her movements unhurried, deliberate. Turning back just once, she offered Johanna a cool, polite smile that glinted like glass.
“Enjoy the rest of your evening, Professor Hezenkoss.”
As they moved away, the crowd’s murmurs followed, the air thick with speculation. And then—Dorian, in his usual fashion, chose his moment. He sauntered up beside Johanna with a glass in hand, voice dripping with amusement.
“Well,” he drawled, eyes sparkling, “that went about as well as watching someone play chess against themselves—and lose. It seems your usual provocations didn’t make the dear girl flinch.”
Johanna’s eyes narrowed beneath the rim of her golden sunglasses. For a long, measured moment, silence held—then her lips curved into a smirk. She lifted her scotch in a slow salute before taking a long drink.
“…I like her,” she said at last, voice low and edged with something between grudging respect and mischief.
Emmrich’s chest swelled with pride as they moved away from the crowd, his composure immaculate but his thoughts anything but. Maker help him, he was in awe—Rook, his indomitable Rook, had turned Johanna’s provocation into minuscule confetti with nothing but icy elegance and a smile sharp enough to cut glass. It left him brimming with admiration, and—though he would never say it aloud just now—more than a little undone by the sheer grace of it.
Rook, however, still bubbled with heat beneath the surface. She’d taken the diplomatic route, yes, but the venom in Johanna’s words had left its sting. Her fingers tightened faintly around her glass when they returned to their table, and she downed a sip of cool water, letting it chase the fire that still burned in her chest.
A warm pressure drew her attention—Emmrich’s hand, steady on her thigh, his touch grounding and deliberate. She glanced up to find his hazel eyes fixed on her, full of pride and quiet reassurance.
“You did splendidly,” he said, voice low enough for her alone.
Rook huffed softly, her brow knitting. “How in the hell can you be friends with that woman? She’s absolutely horrid.”
He exhaled, a sigh tempered with long familiarity. “I know well how boorish Johanna can be. Her barbs are sharp, and she’s never been one to soften them. But she is brilliant in her work—and despite her thorns, I do believe she sees me as a friend.” His thumb brushed a small circle against her thigh, his expression calm but sincere. “That is Johanna. Spikes and all.”
Rook let out a long breath, her shoulders easing as her anger simmered down. She shook her head, lips quirking faintly. “By the Void, your kindness really has no limits, does it? You always find the good buried beneath the cruelty.”
A quiet laugh escaped him, and his eyes gleamed with something equal parts fondness and heat. “Perhaps. But I must confess, my dearest… watching you handle Johanna as you did? That scene may have made not only my evening—but possibly mine and my other colleague’s entire year.”
Emmrich’s hand, still resting on her thigh, shifted almost imperceptibly. Slow. Deliberate. His fingers slipped beneath the slit of her dress, the movement shielded from view by the closeness of their chairs. Rook’s breath hitched, sharp enough that she almost spilled the water she’d been holding.
His hand slid higher, fingers brushing over silk and skin, until he stilled against the unexpected band of lace hugging her thigh. For a heartbeat, his composure cracked—his hand faltered, breath catching, hazel eyes flicking to hers molten and wide with surprise. The faintest flicker of green ghosted in his gaze before he reined it back, masking the slip with deliberate calm.
“A garter?” he murmured, voice velvet-soft, though it carried a rawness he hadn’t meant to reveal. “And here I thought I’d discovered all your secrets.”
Heat bloomed up Rook’s throat, her lips parting on a shaky exhale. Maker help her, she nearly shifted into his hand then and there. It took everything—her stubborn pride, the awareness of dozens of watching eyes—to keep her spine straight, her voice steady.
“Neve’s idea,” she managed, though the faint quiver in her tone betrayed her effort. “She said you’d… appreciate it.”
His thumb traced along the delicate trim, reverent and lingering. “It seems Ms. Gallus had a hunch about me,” he whispered, leaning closer, his lips ghosting her temple. “And she was right.”
He leaned in, lips brushing close to her ear, his voice velvet-soft. “Would you care for another whiskey?”
The innocent phrasing was at odds with the way his hand glided higher along the smooth line of her thigh.
Her lips parted, a shaky warning catching in her throat. “Emmrich…”
He looked at her with that maddeningly composed face, as though his touch was nothing more than casual, the faintest glimmer of amusement flickering in his eyes. “Or perhaps,” he continued smoothly, “you’d prefer something different this time?” His fingers pressed just slightly, tracing the edge of her garter as though it were part of the question.
She exhaled, low and strained, fighting the heat rising in her chest. “You’re playing a dangerous game.”
His hazel eyes lit playfully, bright against the low glow of the gala. “One I quite enjoy,” he murmured.
Rook shook her head faintly, lips twitching despite herself. “Another whiskey. You can choose what kind.”
He tilted his head, his hand reluctantly withdrawing as he straightened, though his grin remained boyishly sly. “And will you still be here when I return? Or do you plan on vanishing to torment me elsewhere?”
“Back to the auction,” she replied, her voice steadier now. “I want to see how my bid’s doing.”
He bent, brushing a kiss against her temple, lingering just long enough to make her pulse flutter. “Then I shall meet you there, my darling.”
Rook excused herself with a quick sip of water, slipping from her chair before the warmth of Emmrich’s hand could unravel her any further. She needed movement, something else to focus on. The silent auction boards drew her like a beacon.
The sheets were neatly stacked on their stands, the elegant script of bids climbing steadily down the parchment. She paused first at Emmrich’s entry — the lyrium-infused ink set. His tidy handwriting sat squarely at the top of the list, untouched since he’d placed it. The bids beneath were fewer than she expected; clearly most patrons found shimmering words less exciting than Rivaini villas or Orlesian wine cellars. His claim held strong.
Then she drifted to her own quarry — the botanical tour and tea service. Her lips pursed the moment her eyes landed on the sheet. Her neat script was no longer the final line. Someone else had entered the fray.
“Oh no you don’t,” she muttered under her breath, pulse quickening with the ridiculous spark of competitiveness.
A low chuckle stirred at her ear. Emmrich had followed, his glass in hand, and leaned just close enough for her to feel the warmth of him at her shoulder. “A challenger?”
Rook glanced at him sidelong, embarrassed heat creeping into her cheeks. “Looks like it.”
He sipped his whiskey, hazel eyes glinting with quiet amusement. “And will you let them have it?”
Her mouth curved, sharp and certain. She plucked up the pen. “Not a chance.”
The scratch of her handwriting slid another neat line beneath the interloper’s, her name etched firmly back into the running.
Rook signed her name with a decisive flourish, satisfaction curling through her chest. But when she glanced up to admire her reclaimed place on the list, her eyes caught on the neat hand above her own.
Her breath hitched.
The script was achingly familiar—precise, deliberate, each letter drawn with care that was as much habit as pride. And the name it spelled left no room for doubt.
Solas Ingellvar.
Her lips parted, the syllables caught in her throat as though she’d spoken them aloud—because in the very next heartbeat, he was there.
Before she could even lift her head, a familiar voice carried over the low hum of the auction hall. Smooth. Controlled. Too close.
“Rook.”
Her name, spoken with that calm weight only Solas could muster, rolled across the space and anchored her where she stood. She looked up—of course, there he was. Not three paces away, hands clasped neatly behind his back, Selara at his side with a quiet steadiness that tempered the sharp gleam in his eye.
He was a storm given form: clad in a tailored suit of deep grey threaded with blue undertones, the crisp white of his shirt offset by subtle silver embroidery at the cuffs, Dalish-inspired motifs woven so finely they shimmered only when the light struck them just right. A slender brooch clasped at his lapel—silver, crescent-shaped, set with small sapphires—echoed the band of platinum on his hand, his wedding ring a quiet anchor against all else.
Selara was his balance, luminous where he was austere. Her gown was a waterfall of stormy blue silk with silver accents, the fitted bodice sweeping into draped sleeves that bared her wrists. A silver cuff bracelet gleamed there, mirrored by crescent earrings that held sapphires like drops of night sky. Strappy silver sandals peeked from beneath the hem of her gown, her dark grey hair styled with one side pinned back by a silver comb. A wash of smoky shimmer shadowed her eyes, softening the steel of her gaze.
Together, they were striking—storm and starlight, steady as the sea before it swelled.
Rook felt her heart drum hard in her chest. Of all the bids, all the items—of course he’d chosen this one. Of course he had.
Rook’s gaze lingered on the name inked in familiar, precise strokes. Solas. Of course. A pang of suspicion stirred low in her chest. Had he placed the bid simply to lure her out? Maker knew he wasn’t interested in greenhouses or tea tours. No, this was calculated. Either some low attempt to meddle on her behalf—or worse, another way to seize control of an aspect of her life he had no business touching.
A brush against her hand pulled her from the thought. Emmrich’s knuckles grazed hers in a fleeting, deliberate gesture. A reassurance: I’m here.
She straightened her posture just as Solas’s gaze slid from the bid sheet to Emmrich. His face was unreadable, neutral and composed, those storm-grey eyes sharpened with quiet assessment.
Rook drew a breath and greeted him evenly, her voice steady. “Solas.”
Her brother inclined his head in acknowledgment, the faintest curve tugging at his mouth—polite, but cool. Beside him, Selara’s warmth was a balm against the sharpness. She smiled as she stepped forward, her voice soft. “You look beautiful tonight, Rook.” Her gaze flicked to Emmrich, the warmth extending without hesitation. “Professor Volkarin—it’s a pleasure to meet you.”
That alone loosened the knot in Rook’s shoulders. She returned Selara’s smile with gratitude before she gestured between them. “Emmrich, this is my brother, Solas. Solas, Professor Emmrich Volkarin. And you’ve met his wife, Selara.”
“Good to see you again, Professor Volkarin.”
The men shook hands. Firm. Polite. Nothing more—and yet everything hung in the grip. Solas’s gaze locked on Emmrich’s, assessing with the cool intensity of a man who measured far beyond words. Emmrich returned it with even composure, hazel eyes calm, his mouth set in its faintly courteous line.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Professor Ingellvar.”
At last Solas spoke. “I have heard much about you, Professor Volkarin. And of your latest paper—‘The Liminal Threshold: Cultural Perceptions of Death and Fade-Bound Transition.’ A thorough work, certainly,” his tone was smooth, unhurried, “Your field is not one I often cross paths with, though I wonder at some of your conclusions.”
Emmrich’s hazel eyes warmed, his tone even and composed.
“I welcome your thoughts, Professor Ingellvar. My focus lies in cultural perceptions of the Fade’s threshold, but to hear the perspective of a scholar such as yourself would be invaluable. Few have studied its mysteries as closely as you.”
That answer—respectful without ceding ground—seemed to ease the sharpness in Solas’s gaze. Rook felt some of the tension drain from her shoulders. For all of Solas’s light probing, Emmrich had met it with grace.
But then her brother’s attention shifted. “I had wished to meet you sooner,” Solas remarked smoothly, though his eyes flicked toward Rook with faint reproach. “Yet my sister seemed determined to prevent such an introduction.”
Rook stiffened, the prickling heat of irritation sparking across her chest.
Before she could snap, Selara’s gentle voice cut in, carrying just enough warning to make Solas’s ear twitch. “Solas, Rook is a grown woman. She does not need you to scrutinize every corner of her life.”
A pause, then the quiet sound of Solas clearing his throat. His expression softened into something politely contrite. “Of course. You are right, vhenan. Still…” His gaze returned to Rook, unreadable. “It is a brother’s failing, perhaps, to wish to know how she fares. Especially when she can be rather… elusive. Unpredictable.”
Rook’s brow arched, her lips curving into something sharp. “Calling the kettle black, aren’t we?” She tapped her finger pointedly against the bidding sheet he’d signed. “If we’re keeping score, I’d say you’re far more unpredictable than I am.”
The faintest twitch pulled at the corners of Solas’s mouth, threatening a smile before his composure clamped back into place. “Perhaps,” he allowed. His gaze flicked deliberately to the sheet. “I thought it might be an interesting experience. I was unaware you were my opponent.”
Rook narrowed her eyes. “Oh really?”
Solas hummed, noncommittal, the glimmer of smug amusement betraying him.
Selara sighed, the long-suffering sound of someone accustomed to this exact rhythm. Though her smile warmed as she turned to Emmrich. “Thank you for attending the benefit, Professor Volkarin. Your presence means more than you may realize.”
Some of the tension eased from his shoulders at her words. “The university thought it best I make an appearance,” Emmrich replied, his voice even but relaxed. “They assumed I would be… welcome for such an occasion. After all, I’ve taken part in a few expeditions to Arlathan to help identify elven remains. And,” his mouth curved faintly, “they know I’ve a soft spot for causes worth supporting.”
Selara inclined her head, her expression gracious. “Ah yes, Dorian did mention your diplomatic ability of charming the university’s donors and alumni.”
Emmrich’s gaze lingered on the siblings as their calm, elegant words slid against each other like dulled blades, their smiles never quite reaching their eyes. He leaned slightly toward Selara, voice low and wry. “When Rook would speak of her brother, I had the impression their relationship was… considerably more tense.”
Selara’s lips curved knowingly. “It was. When they reconnected three years ago, the transition was difficult for both of them. There were sharp words, sharper silences. But now…” she gave a soft shrug, “some days they have good moments.”
Before Emmrich could answer, Rook broke away from her sparring match with Solas and returned to his side, expression deceptively composed. He arched a brow, his voice pitched just for her. “Darling?”
Her eyes flicked back toward her brother, then returned to Emmrich with a whisper of mock severity. “I am now in a bidding war with Solas. Which means we must be tactical.”
His lips curved, amusement tugging at the corner of his mouth. “What’s the plan?”
She waved a farewell to Selara, tugging Emmrich with her as they wove back into the current of guests browsing the auction. Selara gave a quiet giggle at Rook’s tactical declaration, shaking her head fondly before she sauntered back to her husband’s side, the very picture of long-suffering amusement.
Once they were a short distance away, Rook leaned closer, her voice pitched conspiratorially. “I’ll keep watch on my bids, but I need you to track Solas’s movements. If he approaches the sheets, I need to know, so I can be the last to strike.”
Emmrich glanced at the clock posted near the dais, then at his pocket watch, ever precise. “You have an hour,” he informed her. “After that, the auction closes, and the benefit will move to speeches and dinner.”
Rook’s lips curved, determination glinting in her eyes. “Plenty of time.”
The next time Rook circled back to the botanical experience sheet, a new bid had been scrawled neatly beneath hers—Solas’s hand, unmistakable in its measured precision. Her lips thinned.
She snatched the pen, jotted down a higher number, and stalked away with Emmrich at her side.
Not ten minutes later, they returned. Solas had raised her by five.
Her jaw set. Down went her new figure.
So it went — a silent, comical duel across the sheet, each sibling feigning perfect composure as the numbers climbed. Emmrich, for his part, watched from the sidelines with undisguised amusement, hazel eyes glinting every time his love planted another bid with that stubborn curve to her lips. Selara, equally entertained, sighed in fond exasperation and muttered something about “children at play” as she watched her husband indulge in the contest.
At last, as the clock edged toward closing time, Rook strode back to the botanical tour sheet with Emmrich in tow, ready to scrawl another figure if her brother had dared to raise her again.
But the line beneath her number remained blank. No new bid.
Her eyes darted over the crowd as though expecting him to appear, pen poised for ambush. When she failed to spot him close by, her lips curved into a triumphant grin. She bounced once on her heels, barely restraining her glee as she turned to Emmrich. “Victory is mine.”
The necromancer’s mouth curved into a faint smile at her unguarded joy. Yet when his gaze drifted past her shoulder, he caught sight of Solas standing at the far edge of the room. The elf’s hands were clasped behind his back, his expression a carefully composed mask—except for the faintest tug of a smile at the corners of his mouth.
Emmrich took note of the detail, filing it away silently, before turning back to Rook. His hazel eyes softened, amusement threading his words. “So it seems, my love.”
The soft chime of crystal against crystal rang out, signaling the transition toward speeches. Guests began returning to their tables, attendants clearing stray glasses as servers filed in with wine. Rook let Emmrich slip away at Dorian’s beckoning—the mage all but dragging him toward a knot of donors—with a fond roll of her eyes. She settled into her seat, savoring the chance to breathe without feeling the weight of so many eyes on her.
Of course, her reprieve lasted all of two minutes.
“Convenient,” came the low voice at her side.
Rook stifled a groan as Solas eased into the empty chair beside her, posture impeccable, expression unreadable as ever. A quick glance at the place cards confirmed it—his name printed in the same irritating, looping script she should’ve noticed the moment she sat down.
Across the room, Selara was already deep in animated conversation with Prime Minister Maevaris Tilani, fulfilling her role as cultural liaison with polished grace.
“Of course you’d be seated here,” Rook muttered, swirling the last sip of her whiskey before setting the glass down.
Solas inclined his head, faint amusement tugging at his mouth. “I will commend you on your efforts to arrange our first meeting in such a public setting.”
She arched a brow, leaning back in her chair. “It was easier this way. You’re less tempted to dissect all of my life choices in front of an audience.”
One of his brows lifted, the barest flicker of challenge. His gaze drifted over her, sharp as ever, and then fixed deliberately on the smooth expanse of her back exposed by the gown. “Your glamour charm looks seamless. It’s barely detectable.”
Her jaw flexed, though her tone stayed even. “Thanks… I figured that tonight is about Emmrich. I’d rather the attention stay where it belongs.”
Solas tapped one finger against the table, thoughtful. Then, after a pause, he inclined his head slightly. “I believe congratulations are in order. I hope you enjoy the botanical tour.”
Her eyes narrowed, suspicious. “Please, I already know that you let me win. You could’ve crushed my number before I even put the pen down.”
The faintest ghost of a smile touched his lips. “Perhaps. But where’s the sport in that? Besides…” His voice lowered, soft but earnest. “My intent was only ever to secure it as a gift for you.”
That disarmed her more than she wanted to admit. She fidgeted with the rim of her empty glass, the corner of her mouth twitching despite herself. “Oh.”
He gave a small hum of acknowledgment, nothing more, but his gaze softened by a hair—rare, but unmistakable.
Emmrich returned not long after, his expression polite but faintly relieved as he extricated himself from Dorian’s grasp. At the same time, Selara slipped gracefully back into her seat beside Solas, the two couples settling just as the university chancellor rose to the dais. A light rap of his staff against the floor quieted the murmurs of the crowd.
He welcomed the gathered assembly, his voice rolling easily through the vaulted atrium, and introduced the evening’s honored speakers.
The representative of the Somniar Shiral Foundation spoke first, her words measured but sincere. She outlined the purpose of the foundation—preserving elven culture, artifacts, and memory before they were lost to time—and detailed how the evening’s proceeds would support ongoing projects. Restoration of ancient texts, protection of fragile ruins, and educational programs for young scholars all shimmered like bright threads of hope in her speech.
Rook found herself leaning forward, listening more intently than she expected. There was conviction in the woman’s words—conviction that reminded her of why such gatherings mattered, even if wrapped in finery.
Then came Prime Minister Maevaris Tilani. Her voice carried not only charm but warmth, woven with that Orlesian flair that made the room hush in anticipation. She spoke of unity—between nations, between races, between the present and the past—and why preserving history was not merely an act of scholarship, but of justice. Her words struck a chord deep in Rook’s chest, leaving her unexpectedly moved.
The applause was thunderous when the speeches concluded, the echo reverberating through the vaulted chamber as the mage-lights overhead shifted to a soft golden hue, orbs drifting lazily like captive stars.
Dinner followed in elegant precision, the caterers moving with the ease of long practice. Each guest had informed the staff of their preferences in advance, so the three courses arrived tailored but unified in presentation.
For the starters, the scents of saffron and citrus mingled in the air as plates of creamy risotto with leeks and parmesan crisps, or winter salads of roasted beets, candied walnuts, and goat cheese drizzled with citrus vinaigrette were set before guests.
The mains followed, each course arriving tailored to its guest. Emmrich’s plate bore the golden vegetarian pithivier—wild mushroom and chestnut wrapped in flaky pastry, surrounded by winter greens and glossed with thyme cream. Across from him, Rook savored the roasted trout, its citrus beurre blanc bright against the saffron potatoes and wilted greens. Solas, ever the traditionalist, had chosen the braised short rib, rosemary jus pooling dark and fragrant beside the root purée and charred carrots. Beside him, Selara mirrored Rook with the trout, the citrus and herbs catching the glow of the mage-lights overhead.
The variety of dishes, each plated with careful precision, gave the table the impression of a miniature feast.
Conversation at the table ebbed and flowed as the courses arrived. Inevitably, the talk drifted toward business and familiar names. Solas inquired after Emmrich’s latest collaborations, listening with that cool, unblinking intensity of his, while Selara leaned toward Rook with gentle interest.
“And how is the tea shop?” she asked warmly. “You always seem to have some new project on the boil.”
Rook brightened a little at the question, grateful for the turn of attention. “Busy—but in a good way. I’ve been preparing the new blends for the season. And Varric…” her lips curved, “has roped me into making a special tea for his next book reading.”
Selara let out a knowing sigh, half exasperation, half amusement. “I thought as much. It sounds exactly like something he would press on you.”
Solas’s mouth tugged faintly, his tone smooth but needling. “Ever eager to give my sister more work, that one.”
Before he could go further, Rook cut in, her voice steady, her smile sharp at the edges. “Oh please, I enjoy the challenge. Every new blend feels like telling a story—just in a different form.”
The arrival of dessert shifted the atmosphere, candlelight gleaming against glass dishes as the servers set down plates of sticky toffee pudding with bits of apple inside crowned with a scoop of melting vanilla cream.
Rook’s composure, so carefully maintained throughout the evening, cracked just enough to show her delight. Her eyes gleamed at the sight, lips curving in quiet anticipation as she picked up her spoon. Emmrich caught the look and felt something warm coil through his chest. For all the grand speeches, elegant attire, and brittle politics swirling around them, his darling’s unguarded joy over a simple dessert was what he found most devastatingly endearing.
Across the table, Solas observed in silence, his expression unreadable. His gaze flicked between his sister’s small smile and the softened pride in Emmrich’s eyes, as though weighing something unseen. Selara reached for her glass, the faintest curve of her mouth betraying a quiet amusement at her husband’s scrutiny.
Then the orchestra swelled, strings lifting into a waltz that shimmered beneath the vaulted ceiling. Chairs scraped softly against marble as couples rose, drifting toward the newly cleared floor. Conversation lightened, laughter carrying beneath the mage-lights that hovered like captive stars.
Rook lingered with her spoon, savoring each bite—the gooey sponge laced with tart apple, the rich sweetness of toffee sauce clinging to her tongue, the shock of cold cream melting slow against it. It was decadent, indulgent, and almost laughably surreal.
Never in a million years had she imagined herself here—sitting at a table beside her brother, draped in grave-gold, her body wrapped in a gown finer than anything she’d ever owned, savoring a dessert that looked like it belonged in a painting. And across from her, the man who seemed as though he had stepped out of some Victorian fairytale, steady and composed, yet smiling at her as though she were the only thing that mattered in the room.
Her gaze wandered as she ate, watching gowns sweep past in waves of silk and velvet, the polished marble filling with couples as the orchestra’s waltz rose to meet them. Conversation and laughter rippled like current beneath the golden glow of the mage-lights. For all the elegance surrounding her, she sat with a quiet awe, spoon poised in hand, wondering how her life had led her here—of all places, of all nights.
Emmrich watched her, the way her eyes seemed to soften and gleam as she took in the glow of the hall, the swirl of gowns, the gilded light above. But more than that, he loved how expressive she was when something delighted her—how she savored each bite of the toffee pudding with visible joy, lips curving faintly as though the dessert itself were a small miracle. That unguarded pleasure warmed him more than the wine in his glass, a reminder of how dazzlingly alive she was in every moment.
He lingered on the quiet wonder etched across her face until at last she set down her spoon, savoring the final bite.
He sipped from his wine, then rose with unhurried grace. The movement caught her attention; Rook turned, lips parting faintly as she found him standing there, smiling down at her with that steady warmth that never failed to undo her.
“Darling,” he said, his voice low, steady, carrying only for her. With one hand extended toward her and the other folded neatly behind his back, he bowed his head just slightly. “Will you grant me this dance?”
For a heartbeat she could only blink at him, astounded by the invitation. Her stomach tightened with nerves—Maker, she was no practiced courtier, no polished socialite who belonged sweeping across polished marble. Yet when she looked up at him, she found no demand, only patience. Hope. The kind of faith that steadied her even when she didn’t feel steady herself.
How could she say no?
Her lips curved, soft with something equal parts shy and resolute, as she slid her hand into his.
“I’d love to,” she said softly.
He helped her rise, his grip firm yet gentle, and guided her toward the dance floor where couples were already beginning to turn beneath the drift of mage-light orbs. The air hummed with the swell of strings, laughter carrying on the edges of the music.
As they found their place at the edge of the floor, Rook leaned closer, her voice lowered to a whisper. “I should warn you—I’m a little nervous.”
Emmrich’s hand settled warmly at her waist, the other steadying hers as though he’d been born to this moment. His hazel eyes softened, patient, reassuring. “All you must do is trust me,” he murmured. “And never look away.”
Her lips twitched, the nerves bubbling into a half-formed quip. “Apologies if I stumble.”
“Then I shall keep you steady,” he said simply, his certainty so unshakable it left her no room to doubt. His mouth curved faintly, his voice a low promise. “You’ll be splendid.”
Her chest tightened, warmth pushing past her nerves as she looked up at him. Those kind, steady eyes drew her in until the noise of the hall seemed to fall away, narrowing to this—just them, hand in hand, breath to breath.
He studied her face for a moment longer, as though asking without words if she was ready. She gave a small nod, her lips parting with the faintest breath.
And then, together, they stepped into the music.
Emmrich guided her into the first turn with practiced ease, his movements as steady as the music itself. It was just like the Loft—familiar, grounding—and as her steps fell into rhythm with his, the tension in her shoulders melted away.
“Splendid,” he murmured, his voice brushing her ear like velvet. “Just as I said you’d be.”
The tips of her ears went pink, the heat unmistakable against her cool composure. Her lips pursed into something between a smile and a pout.
He chuckled low in his chest, his hazel eyes gleaming. “We appear to be shy to praise, my dear.”
She huffed, refusing to look away, which only made the color deepen.
“Adorable,” he teased softly.
Her laugh slipped free despite herself, the sound light between them. They turned with the music, the sweep of silk gliding over polished stone.
She was breathtaking like this—his Rook, radiant in his arms, moving in quiet harmony, the two of them carrying the evening together. She wore his grave-gold, while he carried a piece of her close, a silent exchange woven into every step. The soft radiance shimmered against her hair, glinting off the delicate floral pins, catching the brilliance of her smile each time he spun her.
Maker, she was everything. Elegance and wit, fire and tenderness—every facet of her, another reason he adored her. Tonight only deepened that truth, showing him yet another side to fall in love with.
After a pause, he asked in that calm, low timbre of his, “And how do you think the evening is turning out?”
She arched a brow. “For you or for me?”
“Both,” he said simply.
Rook’s lips curved into a tiny smirk. “Well I think we can successfully say that I have held my own among your peers. Hezenkoss was definitely as terrible as you depicted her.”
“I did no such thing.”
“From all the headaches she’d give you? Sure, she’s as lovely as a poisonous morel.”
He chuckled at her quip, “Fair enough.”
“And… Solas has been rather tame, all things considered.”
“Mm,” Emmrich hummed, his expression thoughtful. “I can see why you thought we might get along. Our discussions alone are enough to convince me we’d be… compatible.” He tilted his head, faint amusement coloring his words. “If it weren’t for one small complication.”
Rook’s grin widened, wicked-sweet. “Is it the fact that you’re bedding his sister that’s almost half your age?”
Color touched his cheeks immediately. He cleared his throat.
Her laugh bubbled out, delighted, and before she could needle him further, he swept her into a sudden turn, the movement fluid and surprising. Rook gasped, then laughed outright, clinging a little tighter to his hand. “Well that wasn’t gentlemanly of you.”
“Consider it reprisal,” he said smoothly, though his smile was unrepentant.
They glided back into step, the world around them a blur of velvet, crystal, and candlelight.
“And what do you think of tonight, Professor?” Rook said, a little breathless, her smile lingering.
His eyes lit warmly. “An evening with you, wearing my gold, dancing with me… I couldn’t imagine a better time.”
“Good,” she agreed, the words soft but certain, the promise of it sparking between them as bright as the mage-lights above.
Solas’s gaze lingered on the pair as they moved across the floor, their rhythm unhurried, their connection undeniable. Emmrich’s hand at the small of her back, the way Rook’s laughter rose easily into the music—it was not performance, not artifice. It was genuine.
Selara leaned toward him, her voice pitched low so as not to disturb the soft hum of conversation at their table. “Well? What do you think?”
He did not look away from the dancers. “You were right,” he admitted after a measured pause. “The professor is a good man. And Rook… she looks happy.”
Selara smiled at that, though she caught the subtle tension in his jaw, the light tap of his fingers against the tablecloth—small betrayals of the storm she knew was already gathering behind his calm expression. Protective doubt. Quiet calculation. He was weighing, judging, as he always did.
She placed her hand gently over his, stilling the restless rhythm. “You’re brooding, vhenan,” she murmured, warmth threading through her tone. “Whatever questions you have, you can ask her when she comes back to the table.”
His gaze flicked toward her then, sharp and searching, but softened beneath the steady light of her eyes.
“Might I tempt my husband for a dance?” she asked, lips curving.
He looked at Selara then, his expression softening in a way reserved only for her. Rising from his seat, he extended his hand, his voice low but certain. “You needn’t worry about tempting me, vhenan. I will always accept your invitation.”
Selara huffed a quiet laugh, her lips curving. “Charmer.”
He inclined his head, the faintest ghost of a smile tugging at his mouth. “Come, before the musicians tire, dance with me.”
She rose gracefully from her chair and slipped her hand into his, the two of them moving together toward the floor with the ease of a pair who had long since learned each other’s rhythm.
Notes:
Johanna was rather difficult to write since I had to have her teeter on that fine line of crass, crude, and arrogant. Dorian definitely took pics and sent them to Selara to gossip about the show.
I know that the first meeting is rather tame for Solas and Emmrich, but that's because he's out in the open... and Selara has the man whipped. Just as Rook intended. But we all know that Solas plans to have things go his way. At least in the next chapter.
Chapter 63: Chapter 63 - Steeping Tensions
Summary:
Solas extends an invitation to Rook and Emmrich.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The music swelled, carrying them through another turn, and for a fleeting moment it felt as though the rest of the hall had vanished. The press of donors, the clinking of glasses, the swirl of velvet and silk—it all blurred until there was only the steady strength of Emmrich’s hand at her waist, the warmth of his gaze grounding her in the storm of it all.
When at last the piece slowed to its close, Emmrich guided her neatly off the floor, his hand never straying from hers. Rook’s cheeks were faintly flushed, though whether from the dance or from him, she could not say.
They returned to their table, laughter and conversation buzzing around them like bees in a gilded hive. Selara sat serenely in her chair, glass of wine in hand, her eyes bright with amusement at their return. Solas, however, had not moved much at all—still composed, still watchful, the line of his posture as steady as stone.
Rook slid back into her seat, savoring the lingering sweetness of the evening, only to feel the weight of her brother’s gaze settle firmly upon her. He waited until she looked up, until she could not mistake the intent in his expression.
Solas’s eyes shifted next to Selara, the question unspoken but clear in the slight arch of his brow.
She smiled, serene and knowing, and gave the smallest nod of assent.
Solas straightened, his posture sharpening into formality as he laced his fingers together, resting his elbows lightly on the table. His voice was calm, measured, each word chosen with care.
“Rook. Professor Volkarin. I would like to extend an invitation—for you both to join Selara and me at our home for First Day.”
The water glass in Rook’s hand stilled. The words of her brother’s invitation sat heavy in the air, charged and deliberate.
Her shoulders tensed, the gleam in her eyes dimming as she looked across at him. Dinner at Solas’s table was never just dinner. It was scrutiny. Judgement. His domain, where he set the terms and she had to navigate his measure of her life.
Solas’s expression was all calm calculation, his grey-blue eyes unreadable.
Her gaze flicked toward Selara, searching—and found only a gentle, knowing smile in return. A silent reassurance: that this was an opportunity, not a trap. That this could be good.
Rook wasn’t so sure. Her chest tightened. For her, it was always something with him. Always another move in a game she never asked to play.
She felt her hand curl against the silk of her gown, knuckles whitening as the fabric bunched in her grasp.
Solas broke the silence, his tone measured, his fingers steepled against his lips. “It is only natural that I should wish to know more about the man who is seeing my sister. A more private setting seems… prudent. Some eyes and ears in this hall would make sport of gossiping otherwise.”
His words made sense, damnably so. Of course, one meeting wasn’t enough for him. Of course he’d want more. But could she bear it? Could Emmrich?
Her pulse quickened, doubt tugging her taut. Then—warmth.
Emmrich’s hand slid gently over hers, steady and sure. The fabric slipped from her grip as his fingers threaded with her own, his touch an anchor. She looked up, startled, meeting the hazel steadiness of his gaze. His smile was small, calm, reassuring.
When he turned his attention to Solas, his voice carried the same quiet certainty. “We would be honored to join you,” Emmrich said, his politeness impeccable, but his hand never leaving hers.
Rook exhaled shakily, tension bleeding from her shoulders, though her stomach remained tight with unease.
Solas inclined his head, the faintest flicker of approval ghosting across his features before his expression returned to its usual mask of composure.
The invitation still lingered between them, the warmth of the dance, the sparkle of the dessert, the soft glow of the hall—it all seemed to dim in an instant.
Rook’s dark eyes fixed on her brother. “Solas. A word.”
His brow rose slightly, but he did not look surprised. If anything, there was a faint flicker of expectation in his eyes as he set his napkin aside. Selara, too, gave a small nod, as though this had been inevitable.
Emmrich shifted beside Rook, his hand half-rising as though to catch her wrist before she could move. “Rook—”
But Selara interjected smoothly, her diplomat’s tone pitched just right. “Let them. Siblings need their space.” She turned her smile to Emmrich, calm and reassuring. “Besides, we can use the time well. You and I still need to discuss a few details—what you might bring to First Day dinner, and any restrictions I should know for the menu.”
Emmrich hesitated, gaze flicking between Rook’s rigid shoulders and the quiet steel in Solas’s posture as they rose from the table. Selara’s subtle glance—a diplomat’s signal—urged patience.
“Will they be all right alone?” Emmrich asked at last, his voice low, uncertain.
Selara only shrugged lightly, her tone dry. “As long as we don’t hear the sound of lightning crackling, we can call it a success.”
That coaxed the faintest twitch of a smile from him, but his gaze still lingered on the doors long after Rook and her brother had slipped into the corridor.
Selara sighed, softer this time, tilting her head toward him. “Give them a few minutes, Professor. Then, if you must, you can go running after her. But for now, sit. Speak with me.”
Reluctantly, Emmrich obeyed, settling back into his chair with the stiffness of a man whose thoughts were already at the door. The muffled murmur of the hall continued around them—cutlery against porcelain, laughter rising from nearby tables, the first strains of a waltz beginning to thread through the air. Yet for him, the absence of her presence was deafening.
At last he asked, his voice low, measured. “Why does he watch her so closely?”
Selara had just lifted her wine glass, the soft glow of light playing against her glass. She took a small sip, composed as ever, and only when she had swallowed did she answer. “Because he carries guilt, Professor. More than he’ll ever admit outright.” Her eyes softened, though they held a quiet weight. “I don’t know how much Rook has told you, but the wound between them is old, and deep. Both are scarred by it. Both fear what would happen if they pulled it fully open again.”
Emmrich’s brow furrowed, his gaze turning inward.
Selara’s voice gentled. “They want to reconcile—I can see it. But Rook needs to feel in-control over their pace. As for Solas… well he sees how far he’s allowed to go. In the three years since they reconnected, every step has been careful—neither willing to risk tearing the fragile stitches that hold them together.”
The necromancer exhaled slowly, the tension in his shoulders easing only slightly. “And tonight?” he murmured.
“Tonight,” Selara said, setting her glass neatly down, “is another test in the waters. She’s angry now—but fury is only proof she still cares. She’ll come around, Professor. That much you needn’t doubt.”
Emmrich inclined his head, though the tightness in his chest refused to ease. Somewhere beyond those doors, fire and ice would clash, siblings circling in a dance as old as their bond.
His fingers traced the rim of his wine glass, the faint tremor belied only by the calm set of his face. He trusted her strength—he always would—but it didn’t stop the quiet ache in his chest, knowing she was walking straight into a wound that had never truly healed.
The courtyard was quiet save for the faint rustle of frost-stiffened leaves and the brittle crunch of ice beneath their steps. The air carried a crisp bite, sharp enough to sting the lungs, the scent of winter stone and distant smoke lingering in the stillness.
Rook stopped before the willow at the courtyard’s center, its branches drooping low, lace-thin and silvered with frost. A weathered bench rested against the trunk, half-shrouded in shadow. She did not sit. Instead, she stood rigid, the chill seeping through the silk of her gown. Her breath left her in pale clouds, rising too quick for her liking.
Behind her, she felt him before she heard him—measured in the soft crunch of boots and the iron line of his posture. Solas stood a few paces back, hands clasped neatly behind him, every inch composed.
Rook drew in a breath, turning at last. Her dark eyes met his grey-blue, and heat burned sharp through her chest. Whatever mask she had worn at the table fractured beneath his calm scrutiny.
“You never change, do you,” she said, her voice low, edged with fire.
“Whatever do you mean?”
“You know what I mean, Solas. This is my relationship. My business—not yours to poke and prod.”
“I am simply curious about the man who has captured my sister’s affections. Any family member would be. Ah, but perhaps I am mistaken. I am, after all, your dreadful older brother whom you merely tolerate.”
“That’s not fair and you know it.”
“What I know,” he countered, voice calm though his eyes narrowed, “is that I tire of your constant efforts to keep me out of the loop.”
“Well, I prefer you not knowing,” she snapped back. “Because whenever you do know, you meddle. You involve yourself in every detail as though you have to control me —as though your judgment is always better than mine.”
His expression didn’t shift, though his voice softened a fraction. “That has never been my intention.”
“Maybe not your intention,” she shot back, “but it’s how it feels. Every conversation becomes a duel. Every decision I make, you question. Maker, you can’t even let my relationship, be mine.”
Solas’s lips pressed thin, though his tone remained smooth. “I refuse to blindly trust when I hold so little information. I don’t doubt your strength, Rook. I never have. But if he is to be a part of your life, I need to know him.”
He stepped closer, his gaze sharp but softened by something quieter beneath. “One dinner. That is all I ask.”
Rook’s chest rose and fell with a measured breath, the edge of her anger ebbing into something quieter. He wasn’t wrong—Maker help her, he rarely was when it came to logic. And for all his faults, there was no malice in his wish, only that overbearing instinct of his to keep her within reach.
She didn’t want him too close. Didn’t want him dissecting her choices, condemning her mistakes, acting like the parent he had never been allowed to be. But against all her prejudice and all her anger, she had chosen to let him back into her life. Better to keep the fragile stitches intact than to tear old wounds wide again.
His grey-blue eyes were steady, patient in their own frustrating way.
“Well?”
The calm in his voice chipped at her resistance, and at last, she let out a long, weary sigh. “Only dinner,” she confirmed, her tone gentler now.
Solas inclined his head, the faintest smile touching his mouth. “Only dinner,” he echoed, though the gleam in his eyes hinted at more.
And though her frustration had cooled, a prickle of unease lingered beneath her ribs. Because she knew her brother—genuine in his wish, yes, but never content to leave stones unturned.
With that, Rook’s fury ebbed into silence, the winter chill seeping deeper than she wanted to admit. Frost clung to the bushes around them, the still air sharp in her lungs.
Solas shifted, slipping one hand from behind his back to unfasten his jacket. “Here,” he said simply, already moving to drape it over her shoulders.
Rook huffed softly and stepped back. “Keep it. Save your chivalry for Selara.”
A faint hum of amusement left him, the edge of his mouth twitching. “Stubborn as ever… Then you’d best go back inside before the cold takes hold. Selara would never forgive me if you fell ill.”
His eyes lingered, softer now. “You look lovely tonight, da’len.”
The compliment caught her off guard, heat rising unbidden to her cheeks. She scoffed, turning her head as though dismissing it. “Flattery won’t make me less cross with you. I know better than to take you at your word.”
“Believe it or not, my words were sincere.”
“Sweet Andraste, I’m going to barf from your sincerity.”
That coaxed a quiet huff of laughter from him, curling in the cold air.
Rook exhaled, a small cloud in the night air, before nodding. She walked past him, her heels crunching lightly against the frosted stone. “Aren’t you coming?”
“I will.” His voice carried after her, steady, even. “But later. I’d like a moment longer with the winter air.”
"Suit yourself."
She’d only taken another step when his voice followed her again, softer this time, deliberate.
“Does Emmrich know about the scars on your back?”
Her stride faltered, the question a sharp pivot she hadn’t braced for. Slowly, she turned her head just enough to meet his gaze. “He does. He knows every story behind the scars he’s seen.”
The words hung, an echo of what she withheld—that there were scars he would never see. Solas caught it, but gave no sign.
His eyes narrowed slightly, his tone careful. “And how did he react?”
Her lips pressed thin before she answered, quiet but steady. “He didn’t turn away when I showed him—or when I gave him the story behind it. Though not the whole of it. Not yet.” Her gaze hardened, the words a test as much as a challenge. “Do you intend to tell him?”
For the first time, his composure cracked. Subtle, but there—the faint tightening of his grip at his wrist, tendons standing sharp beneath pale skin.
“No,” he said at last, voice low, deliberate. “That is your story to tell… even if, in it, I am the villain.”
The words landed heavy, colder than the night itself. Rook’s throat tightened, but no answer came. None would suffice.
So, she said nothing at all.
She only turned, shoulders stiff, and walked away into the light of the hall, leaving Solas beneath the frost-limned willow with the shadows at his back.
Inside the hall, Emmrich did as Selara asked—he waited. To his credit, he even allowed her to distract him for a few minutes with practical matters: what he might bring to First Day dinner, if he had other dietary restrictions aside from being a vegetarian, and whether he should purchase a present for the holiday. He answered each question with polite precision, but Selara, ever perceptive, could see his thoughts were elsewhere. His gaze kept straying toward the doors, his shoulders tense despite his measured tone.
At last, with a small, knowing smile, Selara set down her spoon and gave him the faintest nod. “Go,” she said simply, her voice pitched low enough for him alone.
He inclined his head in gratitude, he set down his glass and rose, moving with all the poise expected of a professor among donors. His steps were even, his posture immaculate.
But the moment he slipped past the gilded doors, the mask fell away. His stride lengthened, quickening despite himself until it was nearly a speed-walk. He drew a steadying breath, mind racing through where she might have gone.
Knowing Rook, she would never remain in plain sight. No, she’d choose the shadows, somewhere private—somewhere she could speak without onlookers. The courtyard.
He followed the quiet corridors, the muffled waltz fading behind him. The stone underfoot was colder here, the air sharper. Then—there. The sound of heels on frost-crusted stone, deliberate but heavy with thought.
Relief struck him like sunlight breaking through cloud when her figure emerged from the shadows. Rook stepped into the mingled glow of moonlight and mage-lights, silk and frost haloing her in silver. For a moment he could only stand and drink her in—his heart aching with awe and the sheer relief that she was here, whole.
Her hair, swept into a braided updo, gleamed faintly where the grave-gold pins caught the light, delicate metallic flowers glinting like frozen fire. The small drops of smoky quartz at her ears shimmered, a quiet echo of the ring he wore at his hand, while the obsidian teardrop at her throat drew the eye to the elegant line of her collarbones. The plum silk of her gown clung and fell in effortless rhythm with her steps, a ripple of shadowed wine that whispered with each movement. And her lips—still painted in their berry shade despite the cold—curved faint as she caught sight of him, surprise softening into something warmer.
“Rook,” he breathed, his composure cracking into something rawer. He closed the distance at a jog, meeting her halfway.
She blinked, surprise flickering across her face. “Emmrich—what are you doing out here?”
“I tried to wait… but I let my worries get the better of me.” His voice carried more fervor than he meant, but he didn’t care. He reached for her, his hands cradling her face. Her skin was chilled beneath his palms, and he tutted softly, a note of fond reproach. “Maker’s breath, you’re practically chilled to the bone. Out here without your coat…”
He pressed his palms more firmly to her cheeks, summoning heat with practiced ease. Warmth radiated into her skin, chasing the frostbite from her bones. A soft sigh slipped from her lips at the comfort, and after a moment she lifted her own chilled hands to cover his, curling them there as if to capture every flicker of heat.
“Thank you,” she murmured, her dark eyes softening.
“Are you all right?”
Her lips curved faintly, breath puffing white between them. “Other than freezing my ass off? I’m perfectly fine.” She paused, her dark eyes glinting with weary humor. “Though it’s confirmed—we’ll be going to my brother’s house for First Day, next week.”
Emmrich’s hands lingered, his thumb brushing lightly over her cheek. He exhaled, his voice low with relief. “Come. Let’s get you inside.”
The warmth of his palms seeped into her skin, and she leaned into it instinctively, her own chilled fingers rising to cover his as though to hold the comfort in place.
“All right,” she murmured, lips curving faintly. She leaned into his touch for another moment before letting him go.
The golden hum of the hall washed over them as they stepped back inside, warmth and music wrapping around them in sharp contrast to the frost outside. Rook slipped her arm from Emmrich’s and let out a quiet breath before leaning toward Selara.
“Solas wanted a moment to himself,” she said simply, nodding toward the courtyard doors.
Selara’s lips curved in a faint, knowing smile, though her sigh carried equal parts fondness and exasperation. “Of course he is.” Rising smoothly, she reached for her silver-trimmed coat, then plucked Solas’s heavier one from the back of his chair with practiced ease.
“Best to catch him before he freezes to death,” she murmured.
Turning back, Selara pulled Rook into a gentle hug, brushing a kiss against her cheek. Her hand lingered briefly on her sister-in-law’s shoulder, a wordless reassurance, before she straightened and gave Emmrich a nod that was both polite and quietly approving.
“Good night, you two. Enjoy the rest of the evening.”
With a shimmer of storm-blue silk beneath her coat, Selara swept toward the doors, leaving behind the faint trace of her perfume and the calm assurance that someone else would handle the storm outside.
After Selara slipped away toward the courtyard, Emmrich turned back to Rook, the soft hum of conversation and music still circling around their table. The spell of the night had shifted—lighter, quieter, yet charged with the closeness of being left to themselves.
Emmrich watched her for a moment, the curve of her profile softened in the mage-light glow, before he leaned in. “Shall we head home?” he asked, voice pitched low for her alone. “We’ve spent enough time here to make our presence known.” His smile gentled, a rare openness softening the lines of his face. “And perhaps we might claim a moment for ourselves before the evening truly ends. I’d rather like to bask in your beauty a little longer.”
Her lips curved, the tension of the night loosening. “I’d like that.”
He rose, sliding her chair back with the kind of care that made the gesture feel ceremonial. Taking her coat, he draped it over her shoulders with a lingering brush of his hands along her arms before shrugging into his own.
With the sleek black box of the ink set balanced in one hand and Rook’s winnings in the other, Emmrich offered his arm. She took it, and together they moved toward the gilded doors, leaving the bright swell of the gala for the quieter promise of the night beyond.
The crisp night air wrapped around them as they left the grand hall behind, their footsteps soft against the frost-hardened paths. The campus sprawled quiet under the mage-lights, their glow limning every marble column and skeletal tree in silver.
Rook recognized the turn before he even spoke of it—the familiar archway leading into the campus gardens. She arched a brow, lips twitching as they passed beneath. “You’re not bringing me back here to make out, are you?”
Emmrich’s mouth curved, his expression full of restrained mischief. “I may have entertained one or two nefarious thoughts when I chose this path,” he admitted, his voice smooth, amused.
She snorted softly, shaking her head, though her cheeks warmed all the same.
He shifted closer, the faint crunch of gravel marking each step until the warmth of him brushed against her side. His eyes, softened by lamplight, found hers. “You were lovely this evening, darling.”
Her lips parted on a faint huff of laughter, more self-conscious than she intended. “The night was… better than I expected. Pleasant. And I’m glad I didn’t make a fool of myself—or embarrass you.”
His brows lifted at that, surprise mingling with quiet reproach. “Embarrass me? Nonsense.” His tone gentled, carrying that reverence that always seemed to undo her. “You are clever, poised, and utterly your own. I am in constant awe of your spirit, Rook. You could never embarrass me.”
Rook’s chest tightened at his words, the sincerity in his tone leaving no room for her usual deflections. Her lips curved faintly, her dark eyes soft. “You’re quite the charmer tonight, Professor Volkarin.”
Her gaze flicked over him—the sharp cut of his coat, the gleam of jeweled cuffs, the calm dignity he carried like a second skin. But it lingered on his hand, on the smoky quartz ring she had given him. In the glow of the mage-lights, the stone gleamed darkly, as though it had always belonged there.
“You looked devastatingly handsome tonight,” she said at last, her voice low, a touch of embarrassment threading through her candor. “I’ll admit, I’m starting to see the charm in gifting someone grave-gold.”
Emmrich followed her gaze, a small, knowing smile tugging at his lips. He turned his hand, the gem catching the light, before slipping his fingers through hers. “And here I thought my favorite part of tonight would be you dazzling the entire hall. But it seems it’s this—that you still look at me like I’ve given you something of worth, when truly…” His thumb brushed over her knuckles, deliberate, reverent. “…it’s I who has been given everything.”
Her lips curved, soft with honesty. “I’ll admit, this evening has felt like a fairytale.”
His brows arched faintly. “Has it?”
“Of course,” she said with a half-laugh, half-sigh. “A humble tea shop owner swept into the arms of the dashing academic. An evening of gowns and intrigue, of whispered politics and glittering mage flourishes… Hell, this is the fanciest I’ve ever dressed for anything.” She paused, her voice dipping lower, more vulnerable. “And standing here, in a frost-covered garden, all I can think about is wanting you to kiss me.”
The admission lingered in the cold night air, their breaths mingling. His hazel eyes caught hers, warm yet smoldering with something deeper. He leaned in slowly, deliberate as ever, and her pulse stuttered.
“Who am I,” he murmured, his voice velvet over steel, “to deny such a delicious desire?”
Emmrich stepped closer, and Rook buzzed with anticipation, her hands rising to rest against his chest. Tilting her head, she brushed her nose lightly against his, the softest invitation.
Venhedis, she couldn’t stand another heartbeat of restraint.
Her hands fisted in his lapel, dragging him down the last inch. The first kiss was hers—eager, insistent, tasting of both nerves and hunger. He answered it with a low hum, his composure bending to meet her urgency. The second kiss deepened, fire stoked by her impatience. By the third, their mouths collided with unchecked want, his hand curving to the back of her neck, rings cool against flushed skin.
She sighed into him, heart racing, each kiss a tether to a dream she’d never admitted aloud—that someone might kiss her as though she were worth the world.
When at last she broke away for air, her breath came fast, her eyes bright with both desire and defiance. “If you don’t take me somewhere private soon, Professor,” she whispered, lips brushing his jaw, “I’ll drag you there myself.”
For a heartbeat he just stared, struck silent by the fire in her eyes. Then his lips curved, devilish and molten. He caught her hand firmly in his own, twining their fingers.
“Very well,” he murmured, his voice velvet and smoke. “Since my darling lacks patience… we shall relocate.”
Notes:
Sorry for the short chapter, everyone. I promise that the next one will be a little longer and just as spicy.
I'm having a really fun time writing Solas and Rook as siblings with their tension and humor. I did use their conversations in the Fade Prison as a reference for this confrontation since Rook knows that Solas is gonna pull some shit at the dinner, and I am very excited about writing that chapter.
This gala chapter has been quite the event and an opportunity to broaden the world that they live in with the Somniar Shiral Foundation and the other side characters. I did debate on putting Myrna and Cole in here, but it didn't seem like the time since I was putting in so many other events.
Chapter 64: Chapter 64 - A Gilded Blend
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich relocate to his office.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The journey back through the stone halls became its own game—charged, breathless, and steeped in laughter. Every few strides, one of them would pull the other close, lips catching in fleeting, breathless kisses. A brush of mouths, a laugh bitten off too late, then back to running—heat and anticipation trailing behind them like sparks.
Her giggles and his low chuckles echoed in the empty corridors, mingling with the scrape of heels and the whisper of silk. Touches turned to teasing, teasing into fire, until they reached the familiar heavy door of his office.
Rook’s braided updo was loose at the edges, and Emmrich’s hair had fallen rakish across his brow. He murmured the words of the ward, and the lock clicked free with a whisper. With a flick of his hand, a sound-dampening shimmer rippled across the walls, followed by the soft thrum of a heating rune blooming to life. He left the mage-lights dark. Darkness lingered, softened by the pale wash of moonlight spilling through the tall window, silvering the polished wood and the glint of grave-gold.
Rook slipped inside first, shoulders squared like a queen claiming her space. Draped in her overcoat, the dark fabric slid carelessly from her shoulders to frame the plum silk gown beneath, the contrast only making her look more arresting. The fabric clung and shifted with her, one leg slipping free through the high slit to reveal smooth skin and the glint of her anklet.
Even in the dimness, her grave-gold caught what little light there was—earrings winking faintly as she tilted her head, the obsidian teardrop at her throat drawing his gaze downward, bangles along her wrist chiming softly when her fingers trailed the desk’s edge. She gleamed like some secret treasure scattered across his office, dangerous and dazzling all at once.
And she watched him—patient, mischievous, inviting—as though daring him to close the space between them.
Rook moved with the ease of someone caught between nostalgia and mischief, her fingertips trailing over familiar surfaces until she reached the desk.
“The place that started it all,” she said with a crooked smile, tapping a finger lightly against the decorative skull that perched at one corner.
Emmrich closed the door behind them with deliberate care. He set the box containing the inkset neatly on the coffee table before shedding his coat. Moonlight caught the deep green of his three-piece suit, the gold on his hands, the gleam of the skull pin at his collar. He looked, Rook thought, like a man stepped out of a fairytale—dangerous, dignified, and entirely hers.
The air in the office seemed thicker now, charged with something more dangerous than memory. Her cheeks warmed as she perched on the edge of his desk, smoothing her gown with one hand while the other tapped the skull again. “Tell me, Professor,” she said, her voice edged with curiosity, “is this just decorative, or am I sitting beside an actual skull?” Her lips curved faintly as her gaze lifted to him. Mischief glimmered in her dark eyes, an invitation cloaked in calm.
He leaned against the desk beside her, posture deceptively casual. “Quite real,” he answered. His hazel eyes glinted faintly in the dim light. “A vessel I once used to show you a fragment of the Fade, if you recall.”
Rook tilted her head, resting against his shoulder with a fond smile. Her fingers found his hand, brushing over the smoky quartz ring she had given him. “Oh, I recall. When those wisps floated up, I thought you were trying to swoon me on purpose.”
Emmrich’s lips twitched at that. “Hardly swooning. I merely wished to share my work.” A beat. “If it left… an impression, then I suppose that was a side benefit.”
Her grin curved sly as her fingers toyed with the quartz ring. He turned to her fully then, his hand lifting to brush along the curve of her earrings before cupping her cheek. He kissed her there, reverent and lingering, before letting his palm drift down to the obsidian pendant at her throat.
The weight of his touch against that gift made her body thrum with anticipation. She met his gaze, her breath catching under the steady heat of him. Outside, winter held its breath, but here—in this room steeped in memory and moonlight—everything burned alive.
Emmrich could see it—the desire shimmering in her dark eyes, anticipation coiled like a bowstring. He gave the obsidian pendant the faintest tug, drawing her closer until her breath mingled with his. Her magic buzzed against him, thrumming at the edge of his own until he swore he could feel it singing in his veins.
Rook inhaled deep, her chest rising, lips parted in silent plea. She waited—Maker, she waited—for him to close that scant distance. But he lingered, teasing her with a murmur against her mouth, his hand gliding up the line of her exposed thigh. Slow. Reverent. His thumb traced over the edge of her garter before slipping higher, brushing the heat of her inner thigh.
She met his gaze with molten fire, a silent command for him to advance. He did not. He held her there, watching the shiver ripple through her, savoring the way her composure frayed. A predator playing with his prey.
Her hands tightened on his lapel, fingers digging into the fabric of his coat. She wanted to drag him down, wanted to tear at buttons and fabric, wanted the clash of teeth and the heat of bare skin. But she waited—Maker help her, she waited—for the man whose lips hovered a breath from hers.
His mouth curved into a devilish smile, taking delight in the storm building inside her. His hand still curled around the pendant, tugging gently as he stroked her thigh in reverent, maddening patterns. “So good for me. Such patience,” he whispered, voice velvet and smoke. “But I can see it in your eyes, my love. Burning. Starving. Delicious. My good girl.”
Then he tugged the chain—not rough, but firm enough to draw her into him.
Rook leapt at the invitation. Their lips crashed together, teeth clashing, hunger spilling free like a dam broken. She kissed him with wild abandon, clawing at his coat as if she’d strip him bare then and there.
Emmrich caught her with both hands, pressing her down against the desk before she could overwhelm him. His hold was steady, commanding, a leash against her wildfire. He wanted to savor this, every frantic gasp, every quake of restraint, before the night consumed them whole.
Rook clutched at his coat, dragging him closer until every hard line of his body pressed flush against hers. Emmrich shifted with unhurried grace, slipping fully off the desk so he could cage her in, palms braced firm at her hips to keep her pinned against polished wood. His lean frame pressed her down, his breath ghosting warm over her lips.
She hooked one leg around his hip, the slit of her gown parting to bare skin. He caught it without hesitation, his hand sliding beneath her thigh, fingers curling to hold her there, close and immovable.
Her gasp trembled out when his lips abandoned hers, trailing lower—her throat, her collarbone, the curve of her shoulder—each kiss igniting sparks across skin already aflame. Her moan broke the quiet when his fingers finally slid higher, teasing over the lace that shielded her heat. The delicate barrier against his searing touch only made her shiver harder, head tipping back in surrender as her body arched to meet him.
Emmrich hummed deep in his chest, a sound of approval that resonated against her skin. His fingers traced the edge of lace with maddening care, savoring every inch as though it were a privilege to map her body. Rook writhed under his hand, frustration tangling with pleasure in every shaky breath, her composure eroding piece by piece.
Patience had never been her strength. Not with him. Not when desire blazed this hot.
“How…” she breathed, voice ragged, clutching at his lapels as if she’d anchor herself or tear him closer by force, “how quickly can you undress?” Her gaze dropped down the immaculate lines of his suit, then to the plum silk clinging to her own form. A growl of impatience threaded her words. “Because I’m close to ripping this apart.”
His chuckle rumbled low, dark and soft, lips brushing her ear. “I wholeheartedly agree.” His hand stroked just shy of her core, deliberate torture. “Exquisite as it would be to peel away every layer…” His mouth curved into a grin against her skin, teeth grazing the edge of her jaw. “…I find myself short on patience as well.”
He drew back just enough to trap her with the full weight of his gaze, hazel eyes were banked with heat in the dim light. His lips hovered a breath from hers as his voice dropped to satin-low command, each word heavy with authority.
“Take off the dress.”
A shiver wracked her at the sound—Maker, she would never tire of that voice, velvet and edged like a blade.
With a push against his chest, firm but not resistant, she carved a sliver of distance. Emmrich stepped back with the deliberate calm of a man in full control, shrugging out of his coat before slipping free of his jacket. Every movement was measured, unhurried, calculated—as if the removal of each layer was a ritual, a deliberate step toward her undoing.
Rook’s hands moved in answer, shrugging off her overcoat from her shoulders, letting it fall aside before finding the zipper hidden along her side. The sound of it sliding down seemed louder than it should have been in the hush of the office. The silken plum gown slithered to the floor in a pool of shadowed wine, leaving her in little more than the lace of her lingerie, her heels, and the shimmer of grave-gold that gleamed at her ears, throat, wrists, and ankle.
She kicked the gown aside with careless flick, then looked up. Emmrich stood before her with his waistcoat unbuttoned, his sleeves rolled high to bare the lean strength of his forearms. Shadows veiled the angles of his face, but she caught the faint, unmistakable glow of green flickering in his eyes—the slip of magic he so rarely let bleed through.
The sight stole her breath. Here, in the quiet of his sanctum, he was no longer just the dignified professor. He was something more dangerous, more elemental. And the way he was looking at her—like she was both sacred and profane—made her pulse hammer in her ears.
Emmrich closed the distance between them with that patient, gentlemanly stride of his, every step measured, controlled—yet there was no mistaking the way his presence pressed against her with mounting intensity.
Rook instinctively backed toward the desk’s edge, her hips brushing the polished wood as he came near. His posture was immaculate, his expression composed, but the faint glimmer of green in his eyes betrayed the power simmering just beneath the surface.
He bent his neck slightly, drawing her attention to the gleam of the gold skull pin still fastened at his collar. “Care to assist me?” His voice was low, almost conversational—yet it reverberated like a command.
Her lips curved into a small, wicked smile. She reached up, fingers brushing the warmth of his throat as she unclasped the pin and placed it in his waiting palm. He tucked it neatly into his trouser pocket, ever meticulous, even now.
But she didn’t stop there. Her hands lingered, slipping to the first button of his collar, undoing it with deliberate slowness. Then the next. And another—until the fine linen parted just enough to reveal the dark tuft of chest hair beneath. The effect softened his sharp dignity into something looser, more disheveled. More enticing.
Rook’s gaze lingered on him, savoring the sight of the controlled professor undone by degrees. His hazel eyes swept over her in return, and the weight of it made her shiver.
He took in everything: the black lace lingerie clinging to her curves, the sheer cut at the back that promised sin, the subtle plum embroidery threaded into the lace that, by coincidence or fate, echoed the silk gown now pooled on the floor. And then there was the garter—delicate, embroidered in plum at the edges, perched high on her thigh.
It was useless, wholly decorative, and yet its presence was enough to make his composure strain. He exhaled slowly, his eyes lingering there, and Rook knew from the heat in his gaze that the frivolous little scrap of lace was driving him utterly mad.
Emmrich tipped her chin upward with a gentle pinch of his fingers, the pad of his thumb brushing the edge of her jaw as though she were porcelain. His other hand roamed higher—up the length of her thigh, over the curve of her hip, claiming each inch with maddening patience.
The smudge of berry at the corner of her mouth caught his eye. With a quiet hum, he reached into his trouser pocket, producing a neatly folded handkerchief. Always the gentleman, even now. He dabbed away the mark with careful precision, though the glimmer in his eyes was anything but chaste.
Guiding her back onto the desk, he spread her with reverence, his palm skimming the lace of her garter. A flicker of mischief crossed his mouth before he leaned close, nipping at the delicate point of her ear. Her sharp little gasp, the twitch that followed, made his smile deepen.
“Emmrich…” she rasped, every ounce of patience frayed thin.
Obedience came in the form of him sinking to his knees, the perfect inversion of professor and supplicant. His gaze—hungry, all burn and need—never broke from hers as his lips found her thigh. Then, in one devastatingly deliberate move, he hooked the lace of her garter between his teeth.
Slowly. Excruciatingly. He slid it down her leg, the scrape of his teeth against her skin a promise and a provocation both. When the lace slipped free, his mouth lingered—lips brushing the delicate gold anklet traced with tiny emerald chips. He pressed a lingering kiss there, the faint green glimmer echoing the glow in his eyes as he held her gaze. Rook trembled, anticipation spilling from her parted lips in breathless need.
Venhedis, how in all the Maker-forsaken world is this man so gods-damned sexy?
He didn’t give her time to recover. His teeth grazed the delicate line of her calf, his tongue trailing fire up the inside of her thigh. Each brush of his mouth set sparks chasing through her veins, higher and higher, until he hovered just shy of the lace shielding her heat.
“I do enjoy the way you wrap yourself up so pretty for me,” he murmured, like frayed velvet. His breath warmed her through the thin fabric. “Like a present just for me to unwrap.”
Her laugh caught, breathless and wanting. “I do like to impress.” She paused, lips curving. “Much like the pleasure of watching the ever-composed Emmrich Volkarin unravel into a debauched mess.”
That pulled a groan from deep in his chest. He pressed his face to her hip, brushing his nose over the scar there, reverent. The kiss he left was softer, almost tender, at odds with the fire blazing in his eyes when he lifted them back to hers.
“Are you ready to begin?” he said, voice low. “My darling Rook.”
She breathed the word like a prayer. “Please.”
With her permission, Rook lifted her hips. Emmrich’s fingers caught the delicate strings of her panties, curling around them before drawing them down in one smooth, deliberate motion. His palms pressed firmly to her thighs, coaxing them wider—parting her for him with a reverence that sent shivers up her spine.
He wasted no time. His mouth descended, his tongue sweeping through her folds before circling her clit with a languid stroke that made her head tip back. A moan slipped free, sharp and unrestrained, her body arching into him as though pulled by gravity itself.
“Emmrich…” she gasped, her voice caught between plea and curse.
“I will never tire of your taste,” he groaned, his words muffled against her. “Sweeter than any ambrosia, finer than the rarest wine. Nothing in the Golden City could compare.”
The sound vibrated through her, a low rumble of satisfaction as he buried himself in the work of her body. He licked, teased, traced every sensitive flicker with a scholar’s precision, as if her pleasure were the only thesis that mattered.
Rook clutched at the edge of the desk, knuckles white, her hips rocking helplessly against his mouth for more.
He gave it gladly. The pace of his tongue shifted, deliberate, flicking the swollen bundle of nerves with a precision that made her cry out. And then—Maker, then—magic hummed through him, a faint hum pulsed across his tongue like a wave of raw mana, crashing into her until the pleasure was almost unbearable.
The sensation ripped through her, sharp and hot, her breath splintering into shards. “Venhedis,” she cursed, the words raw, wrenched from her throat in pleasure.
Emmrich only smiled against her, unrelenting, determined to bring her undone entirely from his mouth alone.
Each pulse of magic sharpened, deliberate, building her higher, higher—until she shattered. Rook bit down hard on her lip, swallowing the cry that threatened to break free. Her body trembled violently as her magic tangled with his—two currents colliding, sparking wildly through her veins until the wave finally broke.
She had scarcely drawn a breath when Emmrich rose, urgency in every movement. Buckles rasped, brass clicked, and then he was free—hard, heavy, aching for her.
Her dazed gaze snapped to him, hunger sparking anew as his hands caught her hips. The blunt head of his cock slid over her folds, circling her clit with maddening precision. His member becoming slick with the wet he’d coaxed from her. The friction tore a strangled moan from her lips, her hips jerking up in helpless instinct.
“Please—” she gasped, the word torn raw from her.
He didn’t wait. With one sharp, claiming thrust, he drove into her, burying himself to the hilt. Her walls clenched violently around him, molten and quivering, her restrained cry spilling into the dark as her nails raked his shoulders.
“Emmrich—!” she gasped, half-plea, half-reverent awe.
He hissed low in his throat, forehead pressing to hers, savoring the way she took him in as though she were made for this—made for him.
Rook gave a ragged sound, half-growl, half-plea, and surged upward to seize his mouth. The kiss was frantic, desperate, her nails digging into his coat as her legs locked around his hips, pulling him closer still. Her body still pulsed with aftershocks, but it wasn’t enough—not nearly enough.
“Move,” she rasped against his lips, her breath hot, impatient.
Emmrich groaned, the sound torn from deep in his chest, pressing his forehead harder to hers as if anchoring himself. “Just a moment,” he hissed, voice thick with strain. His hands tightened possessively on her hips, holding her still even as his cock throbbed inside her. “You’re still—” his breath shuddered—“clenching so tight around me, my love. If I move now, I’ll lose all composure… before you’ve been fully sated.”
Rook whined softly, the sound torn between frustration and need, her lip caught between her teeth to keep back the plea threatening to spill. She wanted—Maker, she needed—but not at the cost of losing him too soon. Not when this was only just beginning.
Her grip on his shoulders eased, loosening the claws of impatience. Instead, her fingers slid upward, threading through his hair, grounding herself in the silken strands. His scent enveloped her—bright citrus and soft jasmine warmed by amber. It clung to her skin, mingling with her own, until she felt made more alluring by it. She loved it, loved him, this intoxicating essence that was wholly his.
Their breaths tangled in the scant space between their mouths, hot and uneven, while every twitch of him inside her sent a shiver spiraling through her. She felt so achingly full, her body stretched around him, claimed by him in a way that left her trembling with the effort of restraint.
And still she held, waiting, as his forehead pressed to hers. His eyes—burning, molten hazel—locked with hers, and the air thickened with unspoken weight. Words hovered on the edge of that gaze, truths too heavy to speak, yet undeniable. They lived in the press of his hips against hers, in the way her hands clung to him, in the silent vow exchanged between their locked stares.
Emmrich’s breath steadied, composure slowly knitting back together. One hand anchored at her hip, the other slid up the curve of her spine, tracing every ridge, every shiver. He buried himself in the crook of her neck, pressing kisses along the tender line from her throat to her shoulder, savoring her heat, her scent. His fingers fumbled briefly at her back, seeking the clasp of her bra.
Rook’s soft giggle broke the spell, low and teasing. “Professor…” she murmured, dark eyes glinting with mischief. “It’s in the front.”
She leaned back just enough to show him—the clasp nestled at the center, delicate and inviting.
His gaze flicked from the clasp to her eyes, a grin curving slow and dangerous across his lips. “You wicked girl,” he whispered, reverent and amused all at once.
With one deft motion, the clasp gave. The lace fell away, baring her breasts to his hungry eyes. He inhaled sharply, reverence and want twisting together as his hands slid up to cup her, kneading gently before his mouth claimed one peak. His tongue flicked, his lips suckled, drawing a broken moan from her lips as she arched beneath him.
The edge of the desk scraped under her as he pressed her down, papers scattering, pens clattering to the floor. He ground into her deliberately, a reminder—taunting and intoxicating—that he was still buried deep inside her, pulsing with restraint.
Rook’s legs tightened around his hips, locking him in place, her own hands roaming the desk, grasping at nothing and everything as her hips shifted, desperate for movement.
“Maker…” Emmrich rasped against her skin, every word breaking rough and low between kisses. “The way you fit me. The way you burn for me. My brilliant, impossible girl—you’ll ruin me yet.”
Her breath hitched, the words shattering her patience. “Please,” she gasped, arching into him, her voice trembling with raw need. “Please, Emmrich—move.”
At her plea, he broke, groaning low in his chest as he finally gave her what she demanded. His hips drew back and then thrust forward, deep and claiming, and the two of them moved together at last—relentless, consuming, perfect.
The desk grated across the floor, each thrust rattling loose papers and sending pens skittering. Her bangles chimed against the soft jingle of his own—order giving way to something shameless and alive. This was the desk where he planned lectures and graded essays; now it rocked under the press of his body.
Rook’s praise tore out hoarse and breathless as she arched into him. Emmrich’s hazel eyes glowed faintly, magic banked and hungry; his voice was ruin-soft at her ear.
“You were marvelous tonight, my darling Evara.” His pace slowed, deliberate, as if he could speak her into ink. “Radiance. Grace. From the moment you entered, every glance, every whisper bent toward you.”
His mouth found her throat. “They saw your elegance,” he murmured, hips grinding deeper until she gasped, “but I get your fire. Your hunger. The woman who burns for me.”
Venhedis—words like that made her clench around him, made heat shoot through her belly. How would he ever look at this desk again without remembering her here, bare and breathless and crowned in his grave-gold?
And holy shit, he was glorious. Still clothed, yet utterly debauched: hair mussed into disarray, a sheen of sweat along his brow, shirt collar open, sleeves rolled high, rings gleaming as they slid across her bare skin. His groans were ragged, each thrust pulling another from his chest, and Rook could barely breathe for how hot he was like this—how much she loved everything about it.
His cock stretched and filled her, his pace building until stars danced at the edges of her vision. He shifted, lifting her thigh higher against his hip for leverage, plunging deeper. The angle tore a cry from her lips as molten heat spiraled tighter in her belly, her walls fluttering in desperate surrender.
Emmrich’s expression turned devilish, his lips curving as he slowed—measured, taunting strokes. “So close, aren’t you, my love?” His words brushed hot against her ear, savoring the flutter that betrayed her.
Her growl was near-feral, nails digging into his waistcoat. “Don’t—stop.”
But the necromancer was feeling wicked. He rolled his pelvis in a slow grind, the deliberate press against her clit pulling a helpless whine from her throat.
“Don’t be a tease,” she bit out, desperate and furious and beautiful.
His grin sharpened. “Then tell me,” he rasped, voice gone smoke and grit, “what do you want, Evara?”
Her hands slid to his jaw, pulling him down until their noses brushed. “I want,” she said, each word a tremor, “my professor to stake his claim—” her hips snapped to meet his, “—and fuck me like he promised.”
His lips curved, dangerous and tender all at once. He murmured against her mouth, “If you insist.”
Before she could draw another breath, he withdrew. The sudden emptiness tore a sound of protest from her lips, but he silenced it with a low command, velvet-dark:
“Turn around.”
Her eyes flashed, lust deepening to something darker, more primal. She obeyed, bracing her palms against the desk, her back arched, offering herself without shame. One leg bent high, knee resting on the desk’s edge, the other grounded on the floor. She cast a look over her shoulder, breath unsteady, waiting—needing—for him to return.
And then he did. He slid back into her in one fluid thrust, and her answering moan was raw approval, torn from the depths of her chest.
Emmrich stilled, savoring the way her body clutched around him. His jeweled hand traced the line of her spine, slow, deliberate, each ring cool against heated skin. Beneath his touch he felt it—the uneven ridges she kept hidden beneath glamour. The scars she never let the world see.
He bent close, lips grazing the shell of her ear. His voice was a hushed plea, reverent and unshakable.
“May I lift the glamour? Tonight, I want to admire all of you—every part.”
Her breath caught, her body trembling beneath his. The answer quivered out of her, fragile but certain.
“Yes.”
Magic hummed low against his tongue as he whispered the release. The illusion fell away, shimmer dissolving into truth. The scars bared themselves beneath his palm, a map of old wounds carved into the woman who burned so fiercely before him.
He pressed his hand flat to her back, steady, anchoring. Then, softer still, his lips followed—brushing over each mark with a reverence that made her shiver.
“My perfect girl,” he breathed, voice wrecked with devotion.
He drove in hard, deep—her leg braced on the desk, her palms flat on the polished wood. The rhythm built quick and punishing, the desk groaning beneath each thrust. The slap of skin, the chime of her bangles, the metallic jingle of his rings—each sound tangled into a symphony of ruin.
Rook gasped, head tipping back, voice hoarse with urgency. “Oh Maker—yes! Right there.”
He obeyed, driving into her with devastating precision, one hand firm on her hip, the other gliding reverently along her spine. His jeweled fingers traced the scars revealed by her lifted glamour, each line worshipped with a kiss before he pressed harder, deeper. Rook arched her back, curving to meet him, the movement pressing her chest flush to his as she let out a trembling gasp. Every thrust hit deep, sending shivers through her body, and she reveled in it—loved the way he filled her so completely, the rhythm of his body against hers like something she’d never let go of.
The coil in her belly wound tighter, tighter—until her voice broke on his name.
“Emmrich—”
“Come for me, darling.”
After three sharp strokes and she shattered, a bitten cry muffled into her arm as her body clenched violently around him. The force of her release dragged his own from him in a rough groan against her shoulder, a helpless thrust burying him deep as he spilled into her, trembling with the effort of restraint.
For a moment there was nothing but breath and heat, the faint tick of something sliding off the desk. He held her there, bent close, his forehead resting against the damp curve of her shoulder. A laugh slipped free, quiet, incredulous, edged with awe.
“I don’t think,” he whispered, voice still ragged, “I can ever look at this desk the same again.”
Rook’s answering smile was languid and wicked as she glanced back at him. “It’s good to branch out.”
“Indisputably.”
He kissed her shoulder, slow and grateful, before finally easing them upright. Only then did he take in the room. His coat and jacket lay crumpled on the floor, her plum gown pooled like spilled wine, papers scattered in drifts across the stone. Highlighters and pens had rolled wherever gravity pleased, and half the desk’s contents were shoved askew, decorations rattling precariously close to the edge.
For a long heartbeat he simply stared, breath still uneven, the chaos like a mirror to how utterly they’d unraveled one another. His sanctum of discipline and order, undone in a single night.
A low chuckle escaped him, rich with disbelief and reverence both. “Oh dear. We’ve made quite a mess.”
Rook let out a breathy laugh, the sound soft and giddy in the wreckage of the room. “Worth it,” she said, smug and flushed, her dark eyes gleaming.
His answer was wordless. He caught her jaw in his hand, tilting her back against the solid breadth of his chest, and claimed her mouth in a searing kiss. Her lips parted soft and eager under his, velvet against velvet, and for a moment the ruined office, the scattered clothes, the toppled pens—none of it mattered. Only her.
By the Maker, she was intoxicating. Her lips so pliant, her body so warm against his own. In the spill of moonlight through the window, she looked nothing less than a goddess draped in grave-gold, her hair gleaming, her dark eyes molten with satisfaction.
This night had etched itself into him, burned too deep to fade. He knew he would take it to his journal, to ink and page, desperate to fix every detail in memory before it could slip away. And perhaps, he thought with a curl of his lips as his gaze flicked briefly to the plum scrap of lace abandoned on the floor, he would take the garter as proof.
Emmrich’s lips finally broke from hers, though his hand still cradled her jaw, thumb brushing reverently along her cheek. They stayed close, their breath mingling in the warm hush of the room, the chaos of their passion littered around them.
Rook’s dark eyes swept over the scene—papers in drifts, pens gone rogue, his jacket crumpled beside her gown pooled like spilled wine. The sight coaxed a breathy laugh from her, wicked and amused.
“Maker’s breath,” she murmured, smirking as she met his gaze, “how in the hell are we going to clean up the evidence of this?”
Emmrich chuckled, hazel eyes gleaming with equal parts exhaustion and delight. “Very carefully, I imagine.” He pressed a kiss to her temple, lips curving as he murmured, “Though you should brace yourself—for another round when we make it back home.”
Rook’s breath caught at the scandalous promise, heat rushing to her cheeks. Maker, the way he sounded when he said things like that—velvet, wicked, utterly unrepentant—it set her alight all over again. She couldn’t wait to rip every stitch of clothing from his body once they reached the bedroom.
What a way to end a fairytale evening. Elegance, humor, tension, and lust, all wound into a night she would never forget. As his arm wrapped warmly around her and the mess of the office faded into background, she let herself sink into the certainty of it—the man, the magic, the promise of more.
Notes:
I will admit that this chapter was purely indulgent and for my satisfaction. What a way to have them end the evening with a spicy night in his office. The gala is definitely a night to remember.
Chapter 65: Chapter 65 - Tested by Fire, Steeped in Steel
Summary:
Rook undergoes combat recertification. Emmrich finds out that Rook is more famous among the Shadow Dragons than he'd initially thought.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The car hummed along the uneven roads toward Dock Town, its windows catching the pale morning light. They were bound for the Shadow Dragon headquarters—Emmrich summoned as a consultant for his expertise with the dead, and Rook called back to hear from Ashur whether she would be cleared for combat.
In the back seat, Manfred rode stiff-backed as always, bony hands folded neatly over the small leather duffel resting on his lap. He looked out the window, observing the change in scenery like a patient scholar on the way to a lecture rather than a skeletal wisp whose emerald goggles glowed with quiet curiosity.
“Darling,” Emmrich said, voice mild with curiosity, “explain to me again why they call you Mercar?”
“It was my mother’s maiden name. When I joined the Shadow Dragons, I used it as a way to stay under the radar… it was easier to be someone with no strings attached. I wasn’t sure if the profession was going to stick.”
And she didn’t want Solas to find her.
The name Mercar had been her shield. A way to keep her real self hidden. At the time, she’d been terrified—sure that she’d be blamed for the chaos she’d unleashed, the riot that tore through the halls when her magic broke free for the first time. The director had nearly died, and for a breathless moment, she thought she had killed him. That raw, unhinged surge of power had been enough to convince her she’d never be safe if anyone knew her name.
And Maker, she couldn’t bear the thought of being sent to yet another home. She was done being shuffled, done being someone else’s burden. So she chose to disappear. To not be found. And Mercar was born.
It fit well enough—especially when her brother was already the renowned Professor Ingellvar. No one would think to tie the two together. A notorious sister would have been nothing but trouble for him anyway.
Emmrich’s brows lifted faintly. “And yet you became one of their most notorious agents.”
“Nah,” she said with a wry tilt of her mouth, “I was just trouble.”
He hummed in thought, one hand loose on the wheel. “Then should I call you by Mercar as well?”
Her lips curved faintly, more smirk than smile. “Most of them either call me Mercar or Rook, depending on how well they know me. You can keep calling me Rook—less confusing that way.”
He inclined his head, satisfied, though he filed the name away carefully.
Her gaze drifted to the back seat, where Manfred sat with perfect composure, gloved fingers tapping lightly on the duffel in a mimicry of nerves he could not truly feel. “Are you sure it’s all right to bring him along?” she asked, lowering her voice. “Skeletal assistants aren’t exactly a common sight in Minrathous.”
Emmrich’s lips twitched into a smile. “Manfred and I are no strangers to whispers and stares. Today’s work will go smoother with him present. Cataloging, note-keeping, handling remains and tools—he excels at all of it. Besides,” his voice softened with quiet fondness, “Manfred is a wonderful assistant.”
At that, the skeletal wisp inclined his skull in a dignified nod, the duffel shifting lightly in his lap.
Rook let out a small breath, shaking her head with the hint of a laugh. “All right. I’ll try not to worry, then. Just make sure he doesn’t wander—headquarters can be quite the maze if you don’t know your way.”
Emmrich’s smile deepened, faintly wicked at the corners. “I’ll see to it he doesn’t. We’ll be on our best behavior. Right, Manfred?”
Manfred gave an approving click of his teeth, as though in agreement.
Rook chuckled, the tension easing from her shoulders as the HQ’s looming silhouette began to rise in the distance.
Emmrich steered the car into the facility’s parking lot, the tires crunching over gravel before settling into a space near the entrance. Together they climbed out, Rook adjusting the collar of her jacket while Manfred followed with his duffel in hand, the skeletal wisp’s pale sockets glinting faintly as he took in the sprawling headquarters.
Inside, the lobby buzzed with the usual morning current of agents and staff. As the three crossed the polished stone floor toward the reception desk, Rook lingered at Emmrich’s side while he checked in. Eyes followed them—though not to the professor or that she was with him.
It was Manfred who drew the stares. Some curious, some unsettled, others edged with wariness born of old prejudice. Necromancers and their constructs rarely inspired trust in Tevinter; too many had wielded their arts for ambition or cruelty. Emmrich ignored the looks with the calm of long practice, and Manfred was oblivious to it all, held his duffel neatly in both hands as though he had no notion of being out of place.
Once Emmrich and his assistant were properly cleared and badged, the time came to part ways. Rook tipped her chin toward him, her tone light but warm. “If you want to grab lunch together later, let me know.”
Without hesitation, he tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear. His fingertips lingered briefly against the cool curve of her grave-gold cuff before he let his hand fall. “I will,” he murmured, voice low but certain.
Rook tried to keep her composure, but the faint blush rising to the tips of her ears betrayed her. Emmrich caught it instantly, a quiet chuckle slipping from him at the sight.
“Have a good day, boys,” she said briskly, determined to mask her fluster, before turning on her heel toward Ashur’s office.
Emmrich and Manfred both lifted a hand in farewell, watching her go. When she disappeared down the corridor, Emmrich looked to his ward, lips quirking. “Ready?”
Manfred gave an enthusiastic hiss and a dignified nod, clutching the duffel a little tighter.
“Good,” Emmrich murmured, his hand brushing over the skeletal wisp’s shoulder as they turned together toward the morgue.
The hum of voices carried down the hall—work chatter, the click of keys on the keyboards from written reports, the low groan of exhausted agents bargaining with mugs of coffee like it was the only thing keeping them upright. Rook moved through it quietly, her boots clicking a rhythm she barely heard.
But the closer she drew to the commander’s office, the tighter her chest became. That old familiar dread crept back in, winding through her ribs, prickling at her throat. The past pressed close—memory and guilt, heavy as chains—and she wished she had Neve at her side to keep her from thinking about it. The detective had always known how to keep her head clear, how to keep her from spiraling into the places she’d sworn not to revisit. The light banter and discussions of the case were fantastic distractions from the ghosts of her past from haunting her.
Her fingers found the obsidian pendant at her throat. She twisted it once, twice, grounding herself in the cool weight of the stone as she stopped before the door.
A steadying breath. Then she knocked.
Relief flickered through her when Tarquin’s voice called for her to enter. At least she wouldn’t be alone with Ashur. Or perhaps that was worse—because Tarquin’s stare could cut just as deep, and he was no less stern in his judgment.
She stepped inside. The office smelled faintly of old parchment and ink, the air taut with command. Ashur and Tarquin stood before the desk, mid-conversation, both men turning their attention to her at once.
Rook stayed close to the door as she closed it behind her, hands folding neatly behind her back in the old instinct of a soldier before her superiors.
With a digital tablet in hand, Ashur’s expression as unreadable as ever. Beside him, Tarquin loomed with arms crossed, gaze sharp and unmoving—a wall of judgment in polished leathers.
“Commander. Tarquin.” Rook inclined her head, her tone even, her stance crisp, every ounce of her trying to project professionalism despite the knot of tension clawing at her ribs.
She kept her hands clasped neatly behind her back and forced her voice steady. “So, what’s the verdict? Am I cleared for combat, or is Tarquin finally done being pissed about the raid?”
Tarquin’s eyes narrowed. He rolled them skyward with deliberate slowness. “I wasn’t pissed off, Mercar.”
“Mm-hm,” she drawled.
Ashur’s mouth twitched, smirk breaking the severity of his expression as he scrolled the tablet. “The meeting was… divided,” he admitted. “But we agreed you’ll be granted approval—if you go through recertification.”
Rook’s sigh slipped out sharp. “Of course.”
Three years gone, and of course they wanted proof she could still hold her own. It wasn’t unfair, but that didn’t make it any less aggravating. She could already picture the standard-issue training leathers—stiff, creaking, and miserable, like trying to fight while wrapped in boiled hide. The first thing she’d done after earning her promotion was commission her own gear, something that actually moved with her instead of against her. If she’d known they were pulling this stunt, she would’ve brought it along… not that they wouldn’t have shoved her back into the clunky standard set anyway.
A part of her theorized that this was Tarquin’s way of petty revenge.
“So,” she said, tilting her chin, “am I doing this today?”
Tarquin’s smirk was all satisfaction. “The training hall’s already set up for you.”
Never mind. The bastard definitely planned it.
The leathers were every bit as awful as Rook remembered. Stiff, creaky, and stitched in a color palette that made her question if the Shadow Dragons had ever heard of dignity. Purple and dark turquoise might have been the “better” option, but it still left her feeling like she was dressed in someone else’s bad joke. She twisted her shoulders, testing the range of motion, and grimaced when the seams resisted. Maker, she hated this armor.
Still, it got her through the standard fitness test without trouble—her training with Taash and Davrin had kept her sharp. Which meant only two trials remained: the spar and the field simulation.
The memory of her recruit days surfaced unbidden. She’d hated the armor back then too, though at least she’d had the option to swap out the truly hideous teal-and-red set. She shuddered just thinking about it.
“Now that’s nostalgic.”
Rook groaned at the voice, already knowing who leaned against the locker room doorway. Neve smirked, arms folded, her sharp eyes taking in the ill-fitting ensemble with relish.
“You’re enjoying this way too much,” Rook muttered, tugging at the edge of the vambrace.
“I think it’s Tarquin’s idea of petty revenge,” Neve said with a chuckle.
“If it was revenge,” Rook shot back, “he’d have made me wear the standard uniform colors.”
That earned her a bark of laughter. “True. Now that would’ve been cruel.”
With one last groan, Rook tugged the belt tight and squared her shoulders. “Let’s get this over with.”
Neve fell into step beside her as they made their way down the corridor, their boots striking in unison. The air grew thicker with the sound of chatter the closer they came to the training hall.
“There’s going to be a crowd,” Neve said casually, her lips twitching into a grin.
Rook groaned again. “Don’t these people have anything better to do?”
“Please. They get to see the legend of Mercar dragged back into the spotlight? How could they miss such a spectacle?”
Lo and behold, Neve was right. The observation deck above the training hall was lined with agents pressed to the glass, their voices a hum of anticipation. At the center of it all stood Ashur, arms folded, his gaze fixed below like a hawk on its prey.
On the mat, Sergeant Hector waited—broad, scarred, and impassive—while beside him Tarquin held a sparring sword with infuriating calm.
Neve clapped Rook lightly on the shoulder. “Good luck,” she said, flashing a grin before peeling off to join the peanut gallery upstairs.
Rook exhaled through her nose, tugged at her vambrace again, and stepped out onto the training mat.
Tarquin’s lips curved into a faint smirk as she stepped onto the mat, her leathers creaking under the weight of memory. “Well, this takes me back. Reminds me of your recruit days.”
Rook groaned, tugging at the stiff collar. “Laugh it up, Tarquin. I don’t plan on being in this get-up any longer than I have to.”
Her gaze flicked to the weapon rack, then to the sparring sword in his hand. “Let me guess—you’re the opponent?”
“Of course.” He tilted the blade lightly, almost casually. “Who better to measure you than someone who knows every one of your bad habits?”
Rook’s mouth twisted in a wry smile, but she moved to the rack, her eyes scanning the assortment of spellblade-forged weapons. Among them gleamed the Crystalline Shard—its obsidian surface catching the mage-lights. She plucked it free, testing its balance with a quick twirl. Satisfied with the weight, she lifted her other hand, calling a spirit blade into being with a whisper of will. The translucent arc of energy shimmered to life, crackling faintly in her grip.
Tarquin arched a brow at the familiar sight but said nothing, only striding to the center of the mat. He tilted his head toward her as Hector stepped forward to mediate.
“Best of three,” Tarquin said smoothly. “Hit points are arms, torso, or one of us hits the mat. First to strike cleanly twice takes the match. And—” his smirk deepened, “no projectile magic. Wouldn’t want you to blast me to smithereens.”
Rook snorted, twirling both blades so the obsidian and the spectral arc spun together in a seamless flourish. “And here I was hoping to singe that beard of yours. Guess I’ll just have to beat your ass like the old days.”
That earned a ripple of amusement from the crowd above, and Hector raised his voice over it. “You both know the rules. On my call—ready yourselves.”
Rook adjusted her grip, her stance loose but coiled, obsidian blade angled low, spirit blade high. Across from her, Tarquin hefted his shield into place, sparring sword steady in his hand.
For a heartbeat, silence stretched—the hum of mage-lights overhead, the faint rustle of the watching crowd.
Then Hector’s voice rang out. “Begin!”
Rook lunged the moment Hector gave the signal, blades flashing. The crystalline edge came down in a sharp arc, forcing Tarquin to meet it with his shield, the impact ringing like a bell. Her spirit blade followed a heartbeat later, crackling against his sparring sword as he turned the blow aside.
She pressed forward without pause, driving him back step by step. Obsidian cut low, spectral light sliced high, every strike a blur of aggression meant to overwhelm. Tarquin met her fury with iron discipline, his stance solid, each block measured. He let her set the tempo but refused to be toppled by it, his shield absorbing shock after shock as his blade flicked to counter.
“Typical Mercar. Always on the offensive,” he grunted, pushing back against her latest swing.
Her lips curved into a sharp grin as she twisted and came in harder. “Of course I do. It makes me unpredictable.” Another strike, this time a feint that snapped into a reverse cut. “After all—you rarely see a mage sprinting into the frontlines instead of cowering in the rear.”
That earned a ripple of reaction from the observation deck, though Tarquin’s expression didn’t falter. He pivoted on his heel, shield slamming into her momentum to force her back a step. “Reckless as always,” he countered, voice dry.
“Or maybe,” she quipped back, eyes glinting as she surged forward again, “it makes me effective.”
Her spirit blade cut low, then high, forcing him back a step—but not breaking him. Tarquin absorbed her rhythm, waiting, watching. Then he twisted. Her strike glanced off his shield and in the same motion his sword swept in, hooking past her guard. With a sharp shove he sent her sprawling to the mat.
Gasps rose from the observation deck.
Hector lifted a hand. “Point—Tarquin.”
Flat on her back, Rook scowled up at the ceiling. Maker’s breath. Same damn mistake—too eager, too fast. She pushed to her feet, brushing dust from the stiff leathers with a grimace.
Tarquin smirked, sword resting casually at his shoulder. “Still impatient.”
She grumbled under her breath, meeting his smug look with a dark glare. “Enjoy it while it lasts. That’s the only time you’re getting me.”
His scoff was sharp. “You can talk about it, or you can hurry up and do it.”
From the observation deck, Ashur leaned slightly on the railing, his eyes never leaving the floor. “She got too excited,” he muttered, half to himself.
Beside him, Neve crossed her arms, a crooked smile tugging her mouth. “Rook always had that habit. Dive headfirst, figure the rest out later.”
Ashur’s lips curved faintly, though his gaze stayed sharp. “Still a spitfire. At least she hasn’t gone soft.”
Below, Rook pushed herself up, rolling her shoulders and drawing in a steadying breath. She tightened her grip on the crystalline blade, eyes narrowing on Tarquin as she reset her stance. Across from her, he twirled his longsword once, then adjusted his shield grip, almost smirking. Victory sat well on him—but so did pride.
She’d admit it—she’d let herself run wild, rushing in without thought. But this wasn’t just a spar. This was Tarquin. He wasn’t here to trade blows until exhaustion claimed them both; he was here to drag her flaws into the light, to lay bare every bad habit she hadn’t yet burned away.
Her jaw tightened, determination burning beneath her ribs. Fine. If he wanted to expose her impatience, she would show him how wrong he was. She would prove that she wasn’t just the hotheaded little dragon who charged in without thought. Not anymore.
For the first time in a long while, he saw that same fire in her eyes, the kind that reminded him of younger days when things were simpler. Before she burned out. Before the conversation that broke her. Before she walked away.
But here she was. The little dragon, still full of fight.
Hector waited until both sides gave a nod of readiness. His voice rang clear across the arena. “Begin.”
Rook surged forward, quick as ever—but this time, her movements carried a different edge. She wasn’t simply charging in; she was deliberate, calculated. Her crystalline blades flashed in her hands as she moved, footwork light, her strikes less about landing the blow and more about drawing Tarquin out.
He met her with his shield, heavy and sure, every swing of his longsword precise, each counter a reminder of the experience that still made him formidable. He pressed forward with measured strength, his defense ironclad, and though her blades sparked and rang against his steel, he weathered the flurry with the ease of a veteran.
But Rook was patient. She wasn’t trying to overpower him—she was biding her time, weaving in feints and sudden bursts of spirit light to throw off his rhythm, her spellblade darting quick and shallow to keep him guessing. To the audience, it looked like the same dance they’d seen before—her weaving in, him pressing forward, neither giving ground.
And then she shifted. A feint—subtle, sharp. Tarquin moved to punish it, shield lowering, blade swinging in to claim the opening. In that heartbeat, Rook pivoted, spirit blade flaring as she parried his strike wide. Her other blade swept up, poised cleanly at his throat before the crowd had even registered the reversal.
The hush that fell over the crowd was instant. The strike had come out of nowhere, too swift to track until it was already done.
On the sidelines, Neve’s smile curved sharp with pride.
Rook held her head high with a triumphant smile, chest rising with each controlled breath. Tarquin huffed, the corner of his mouth tugging into a small smile despite himself.
“That’s a new trick.”
“Not so smug now, are we?” Rook shot back, playful but steady as her spirit blade receded into nothingness.
“We’ll see.”
She dipped her chin in challenge, lowering the blade from his throat. Both fighters stepped back to their respective ends of the mat, shoulders squaring, lungs steadying as they prepared for the next clash.
She tilted her head, letting her spellblade fade with a flick of her wrist. “Guess you don’t know all my tricks.”
“Maybe,” he shot back, setting his stance once more. “But we’ll see if you can do it again, Mercar.”
Hector cleared his throat, stepping forward with his usual bark. “Enough chatter. This is the decider match.”
The crowd hushed, anticipation buzzing in the air like static. Ashur leaned forward on the rail, his eyes fixed on his sister with a rare intensity. Neve’s arms were crossed, but the edge of her mouth curved in a smile of pride. Even the recruits in the stands leaned close, whispering bets and theories.
Rook lifted her chin, drawing in a slow breath. Her spirit blade flared to life in one hand, her spellblade sparking to existence in the other. Across from her, Tarquin raised his longsword and steadied his shield.
Hector’s voice rang out. “Begin!”
They surged forward at once—Tarquin with the solid, practiced weight of experience, Rook with the speed and fluidity of fire given form. Steel clashed against conjured light, the ring of each impact echoing in the chamber.
Rook danced around his blows, blades flashing in quick arcs as she tested him, probing for weakness. Tarquin pressed forward, his shield bashing aside her spellblade, his sword carving for her flank. She twisted away, sparks flying as her spirit blade deflected the strike, but the force sent her stumbling back a step.
The ring filled with the clash of metal and crystal light, each exchange more brutal than the last. Tarquin’s experience showed in the way he anticipated her rhythm, forcing her to adjust, adapt, think faster. Rook’s chest heaved with each breath, sweat gathering at her brow, but her eyes burned bright, refusing to yield.
“Tired already?” Tarquin grunted as his sword drove her back a pace.
“Not even close,” she shot back, teeth bared.
They circled, blades raised, neither giving an inch. Then Rook shifted—her strikes no longer wild, but measured. Each step deliberate. Each swing designed to draw him out.
Tarquin lunged, shield raised to batter her aside, confident in the familiar dance. But this time, she didn’t dart away. She pivoted into him, locking his sword with hers in a jarring bind. For a heartbeat they strained against one another, the weight of his strength pressing down.
And then she moved. With a sharp twist of her wrist and a shift of her footing, she rolled his blade off-line, slipped under the weight of his shield, and drove her shoulder into his center mass. The force caught him off-guard—Tarquin stumbled, balance lost for the first time in the match.
Rook didn’t hesitate. She swept his leg out from under him and followed through, sending him crashing onto his back with a resounding thud that echoed across the practice ring.
Before he could recover, she planted a knee against the rim of his shield and leveled her spirit blade at his chest, its crystalline tip gleaming inches from his heart.
The arena went utterly silent.
Tarquin blinked up at her, breath hard in his lungs, and then huffed a laugh despite himself. Slowly, a smile tugged at his mouth—the wry, reluctant smile of a man bested fair and square.
“Not bad, little dragon.”
Rook lowered her blade, chin high, triumph blazing in her eyes. “Told ya I’d win.”
The audience erupted—cheers, whistles, even a few startled gasps at the reversal. Neve clapped, pride shining on her face. Ashur leaned forward, expression unreadable, but his approval was clear in the faintest nod.
The clash was done. The cheers and murmurs of the crowd began to fade into the background as both fighters caught their breath. Rook straightened, sweat beading her brow, and extended a hand. Tarquin eyed it for a beat, then took it with a firm grip as she helped haul him up from the mat.
For a moment they just stood there, steadying themselves—his smirk tempered by the faintest glint of pride, her grin bright despite the bruises forming. It was a small thing, the shared clasp of hands, but to those watching, it looked almost like old times.
Ashur’s gaze lingered on the pair, his expression unreadable save for the faint narrowing of his eyes. Beside him, Neve folded her arms, a knowing smile tugging at her mouth.
“Feels familiar, doesn’t it?” she murmured.
Ashur didn’t answer at once. His eyes stayed on the floor below, where Rook stood tall and unguarded, her grin flashing like it had in years long past. For a heartbeat she wasn’t the wary woman who kept her distance—she was the bold, reckless spirit he remembered recruiting. Confident. Fierce. Unafraid.
So different from the Mercar he’d seen these last years. That Rook never lingered around them for too long. Never joked. Never sought him or Tarquin out except when the job demanded it.
What he wouldn’t give to see that Rook again.
When he finally spoke, his voice was low, almost reflective. “Yeah... Almost like before.”
The unspoken weight of history hung between them. Neve let it stand, the silence saying more than any quip could.
The descent into the lower levels was quiet, the hum of HQ’s bustle giving way to the steady chill of the morgue halls. The air smelled faintly of antiseptic and polished metal, undercut by the sharper tang of death. Emmrich had walked these corridors before—consultations, joint cases, lectures on necromantic forensics. Familiar faces looked up as he entered, some offering polite nods, others sparing brief, curious glances toward the skeletal figure at his side. Manfred, for his part, carried himself with stiff dignity, duffel balanced neatly in one hand like the most studious of apprentices.
Here, at least, no one stared too long. These were professionals. They knew him. They knew Manfred. And they knew better than to mistake either for some vainglorious necromancer and his pet horror.
Without needing to be told, Manfred set about their station—laying out calipers, brushes, cloths, jars of solution. Emmrich stripped off his coat and rolled up his sleeves, his movements neat, practiced, measured. Then he shrugged into a standard-issue lab coat, the stark white draping neatly over his dark attire, and adjusted the lab glasses perched low on his nose. The skeletal wisp handed him gloves and then took up his clipboard and pen, ready to transcribe the necromancer’s findings. Across the room, another worker prepared the camera, the flash already crackling to life as the remains were uncovered.
The first skeletal remains were almost mercifully straightforward. Emmrich’s voice carried low but steady as he dictated measurements, fractures, lesions.
“Exposure lesions consistent with red lyrium crystallization. These subjects would have suffered a slow and agonizing decline—madness onset followed by progressive ossification until they were granted the mercy of death before becoming crystal entirely.” He paused only long enough for Manfred’s pen to catch up.
“Note evidence of blunt-force trauma consistent with violent outbursts during lyrium poisoning. Fractures along the ribs, clavicle, and radius—likely self-inflicted or sustained in frenzied altercations.”
He stripped off his gloves, replaced them with fresh ones, and moved to the next slab. The remains laid there were more fragile, the bones etched with deeper trauma, every line of damage telling a harsher story.
“Victim 02453. These bones show advanced signs of malnutrition. Cortical thinning, porous structure—the skeleton is brittle, fragile. Both humerus and femur present perimortem fractures. They would not have withstood much stress. A fall, a blow… either could have caused the breaks. In this case, both occurred. The fractures to the arm and leg left the victim incapacitated, unable to flee or defend themselves.”
He bent closer, gloved hand hovering above the shattered ulna.
“There are additional injuries—the ulna fractured in a manner consistent with resistance. Several ribs likewise broken, the patterns showing force directed inward. Defensive wounds. They tried to shield themselves.”
Manfred’s pen scratched steadily, keeping pace, while the faint whir of the camera captured every angle of damage.
“The chest tells the rest. Radial fracture pattern radiating from a single puncture through the ribcage. The force splintered the bone outward—not accident, but deliberate impalement. The trajectory cuts obliquely through the thoracic cavity, tearing major vessels and organs. No cranial or cervical trauma. They were conscious. They would have bled out while still aware.”
He gestured faintly to the crystalline sheen clinging to bone.
“Discoloration and residue at the wound margins confirm red lyrium contact. The rib surfaces show pitting—evidence of prolonged exposure. They remained pinned in place against the crystal until death.”
Emmrich exhaled, removing his glasses for a moment to pinch the bridge of his nose. When he replaced them, his tone held its professional cadence, but the quiet weight beneath it betrayed the man beneath the scholar.
“In summary: a body weakened by starvation, brittle bones broken with ease. Limbs fractured, resistance met with violence. Then dragged, positioned, forced onto the lyrium. Skewered alive. Poor thing. A methodical, agonizing death.”
One body after another. Some whole, some fractured to nothing but partial remains, red lyrium twisting through bone like veins of molten glass. Emmrich’s diagnosis never faltered—observations precise, language clinical—but the undercurrent was grim. These were not natural deaths. They were consumed. Fed into the red.
For the more fragmented remains, he paused, kneeling beside them with quiet gravity. “Corpse whispering will be required,” he murmured. “Identification cannot be confirmed otherwise. Families must be notified.”
The other workers, though seasoned, fell respectfully silent as he laid his hands gently against the shards of bone, murmuring words in a tongue that carried the resonance of the Fade. The air cooled, mage-lights dimming faintly as if listening. Manfred tilted his skull slightly, sockets glowing, as if he too heard the faint voices caught between silence and ash.
Before the whispering could deepen, the morgue door clattered open. A younger agent leaned in, breathless with excitement. “They’re starting Mercar’s combat recertification. Word is Hector’s running it and Lieutenant Tarquin is her opponent. Bets are already flying.”
Laughter and mutters stirred among the staff. A few shook their heads, some smirked knowingly. Even down here, buried in the morgue, the name carried weight.
Emmrich straightened slowly, stripping his gloves free with an audible snap. He glanced at Manfred, whose pen hovered patiently over the clipboard, before looking back toward the door.
“Well Manfred,” he said softly, a small smile curving his mouth. “It seems our Rook is more infamous than we initially thought.”
The room hummed with anticipation, scraps of gossip rising around him. Emmrich adjusted his spectacles and returned to the remains, he masked it well, but curiosity tugged at him all the same.
As the hours wore on, Emmrich finished compiling his reports for the first half of the day while Manfred tidied the workspace, cleaning instruments with meticulous precision. The lab had just settled into its usual hum when a ripple of excitement broke through the room. Snatches of chatter carried down the aisles—bets being tallied, coins changing hands, a chorus of groans from the less fortunate.
Curious, Emmrich removed his glasses, polishing the lenses with a handkerchief as he leaned toward one of his colleagues and adopted his most incurious tone. “Pardon my ignorance,” he asked mildly, “but why all this fuss over this Mercar fellow?”
Sure, he knew Rook. Probably better than anyone in this room, but he had no clue about Rook’s life as Mercar. She’d told him bits and pieces but he was curious to see the perspective of those who once worked with her.
The head forensic pathologist arched a brow at him, surprise flickering before she smirked. “That’s right, you never got to meet her. Mercar was… notorious. An agent recruited directly by Commander Ashur, trained under Tarquin himself. Youngest of the recruits to ever be promoted to detective—partnered with Neve Gallus, no less.”
She leaned against the counter, clearly warming to the tale. “Mercar was relentless. Took on the toughest cases, helped wherever she could. But what made her stand out was how she treated people. Always had a word for those of us down here in the trenches, never too proud to listen. Folks said she figured out early that you catch more with honey than with the thorns of superiority.”
Emmrich inclined his head, quiet but intent as he listened.
“Then,” the woman continued, voice dropping just a touch, “she vanished. Three years ago, she came back from a mission half-dead—hospitalized. Whatever happened out there, it ended with her dismissal. Some whispered it was the injuries. Others claimed she’d crossed Ashur somehow. And then there were the spiteful rumors, of course, but Tarquin and Neve shut those down fast.”
She gave a small shrug. “In time, Mercar became more myth than memory. A fairytale we told new recruits—brilliant, reckless, untouchable, then gone. And now?” She tilted her head toward the muffled noise from the training floor above. “Now she’s back. And clearly, she hasn’t lost her edge.”
The morgue quieted as reports were filed and tools cleaned, the rhythm of work giving way to chatter. When word spread that Mercar’s field simulation was about to begin, the shift in mood was palpable. The forensics staff exchanged glances, some already pocketing their pens, others tucking away clipboards with uncharacteristic haste.
When Emmrich was invited to join them… well he didn’t need to be asked twice. Shrugging off his lab coat, he joined the flow of colleagues heading toward the training grounds, Manfred at his side with his duffel neatly in hand. The skeletal wisp clicked his teeth in faint excitement, his long stride matching the professor’s with surprising ease.
The morning air hit cold and sharp as they stepped outside. Frost still clung to the edges of the stone railings, and the packed earth of the arena floor glittered faintly where the sun caught the thin sheen of ice. Breath steamed from the gathered agents in pale clouds, though the energy of the crowd seemed enough to chase off the worst of the chill.
The training grounds sprawled open before them: a wide, ringed arena with rails crowded by onlookers, the air buzzing with anticipation. Above, the elevated observation deck loomed, glass panels catching the weak winter sunlight, already lined with agents pressed close to the view. In the center of the grounds, an urban-simulation set was arranged—low walls, stacked crates, and shadowed corners recreating the hazards of street combat. Off to one side stood the evaluation platform, where Ashur and Tarquin already waited, their vantage deliberately apart from the masses.
Amid the crowd, a familiar figure spotted him. Neve lifted a hand in a sharp, casual wave, her grin bright as she made her way over.
“Well, well,” she drawled as she came within earshot. “Professor Volkarin, out of the morgue and into the sunshine. Didn’t think we’d lure you up here.” Her eyes flicked to Manfred, her grin widening. “And I see you brought Fred along. Good to see you both.”
Manfred inclined his skull in a dignified nod, the faint glow of his goggles catching the light.
Emmrich returned Neve’s wave with a polite incline of his head. She motioned to an open spot on the bench, and he settled in with Manfred beside him. The skeletal wisp sat upright, duffel still balanced neatly on his lap. Emmrich considered suggesting he leave it back at the morgue but thought better of it—Manfred seemed oddly content clutching it like a gentleman with his briefcase.
Neve’s grin tilted sly as she leaned on the rail. “Curiosity got the better of the forensics lot, eh? Couldn’t resist coming up to see the show.” Her eyes narrowed playfully. “Tell me, Professor—did you happen to mention to your colleagues that you know the infamous Mercar personally?”
Emmrich’s lips quirked faintly, though his tone was mild. “It hasn’t really come up. I’ve been… rather engrossed in the work.”
Her smirk softened into something closer to curiosity. “Speaking of, have you started your corpse whispering yet?”
He adjusted his glasses with a single fingertip. “For the remains too fragmented for conventional identification, yes. It’s been—” he hesitated, the faintest weight entering his voice, “—interesting, though at times deeply saddening. The things those poor people endured…”
Neve’s gaze flicked briefly toward the field below, jaw tightening. “We didn’t expect it to be that bad. At first I hoped it was just another trafficking case. Ugly, but… familiar. This, though—” she exhaled slowly through her nose, “—this one’s been keeping me up at night.”
“Perhaps,” Emmrich said lightly, though there was genuine concern beneath the suggestion. “I could lend you a tincture I’ve prepared. A simple relaxation draught—nothing heavy, but it’s helped me through more than a few sleepless nights.” His lips curved faintly. “Or, if you’d prefer something gentler, I’m certain Rook could craft you a blend to ease the mind. She’s rather gifted in that regard.”
That drew a low chuckle from Neve. “That’s kind of you, Professor, but my insomnia’s just part of the job. Besides, Rook’s been helping plenty.” She nodded toward the field, her grin tugging back into place. “In fact—there she is now.”
The murmur of the crowd shifted, voices rising as all eyes turned to the field where Rook stepped into view.
Notes:
This chapter took FOREVER to get together. I had too many ideas that I kept changing around for this part. Returning to reality after the fairytale of the gala arc was a tough hurdle. I'll admit it took many revisions.
I had fun writing out Emmrich's professional side since it brought more of the horrors of red lyrium.
The leathers that Rook wears are based on the Quickstart Leathers in the game.
Chapter 66: Chapter 66 - Frost & Shadows
Summary:
Emmrich and Manfred witness Rook in action.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The murmurs of the crowd hushed as the arena doors opened. Emmrich’s gaze followed the ripple of attention, and then he saw her.
Rook stepped into the light with her hair pulled back into a tight braid, the grave-gold of her cuff catching the sun in a glint sharp enough to draw every eye. The sparring leathers—deep purple and dark turquoise, stiff against her frame—gave her an edge that was both foreign and magnetic. The obsidian crystalline shard strapped at her hip gleamed with a subtle menace, a contrast to the apron strings and tea leaves he so often saw her with.
She no longer looked like the woman soft in her sweaters, her hair loose in twists, grave-gold glittering gently under the lamplight of the Veil & Vine. Making tea and baking delicious confections for her patrons—and Spite. Here she was sharp, restrained, honed. Different. And yet unmistakably her.
It struck him then—like he was glimpsing a fragment of her past, a life she had kept carefully cordoned away. And Andraste save him, he found it magnetic. His chest tightened with an almost electric pull. This was Rook as Mercar, a force unto herself, and the sight of her stirred something he hadn’t expected: awe, laced with a thrill that bordered on reverence.
“Professor,” Neve’s voice cut slyly at his side, her grin sharp as she leaned in, “you might want to work on that poker face. I can practically see you drooling from here.”
Emmrich cleared his throat, harrumphing softly as he straightened in his seat, doing his best to disguise the warmth rising to his ears. His expression settled into something more professional, more curious. But the damage was done—Neve had caught him gawking.
Beside him, Manfred leaned forward, goggles glowing faintly as he lifted a gloved finger to point directly at the arena floor. A hiss rattled through his teeth, almost excited, before he glanced up at Emmrich for confirmation.
“Yes,” Emmrich murmured, his voice steady, though his lips curved faintly. “That is indeed Rook.”
Neve had a dry smile, eyes flicking toward the ring below. “Buckle up, Professor. Things are about to get interesting.”
Rook shifted on the frost-hardened ground, tugging at the stiff collar of the standard leathers. Maker’s ass, she was freezing herself to death out here in these rigid leathers. If not for the faint pulse of heating runes stitched into the lining, she’d be an icicle by now. As it was, her fingers still ached where the seams bit into her gloves, and every exhale hung white in the air like smoke.
She tilted her head back toward the stands, taking in the growing swell of spectators. More had come than she expected—agents pressed to the rails, recruits craning for a better view. Of course, word had spread. Mercar back on the floor was apparently enough to drag half of Dock Town HQ out into the cold.
Her gaze found the separate platform above the crowd, where Ashur and Tarquin stood with the evaluators. Both men were bundled against the winter air, collars high, cloaks heavy, looking perfectly at ease while she froze her ass off in leather that felt like it belonged in a museum.
She bit back a curse, rolling her shoulders against the stiffness. All she had to do was get through this—spar, simulation, a clean recertification—and she could get out of these ridiculous leathers, warm up somewhere indoors, and finally sink her teeth into the actual work.
The sooner she proved herself, the sooner she could leave this damned frost-bitten spectacle behind.
Hector strode over, his heavy cloak trailing a dusting of frost, breath steaming in the chill. “You ready, Mercar?”
Rook eyed the layers he wore with undisguised envy. Damn this bastard for looking so cozy. She shifted in the stiff leathers, the runes barely keeping her from turning to ice. “Tell me the others in there are just as frozen. I don’t want to be the only one suffering.”
He chuckled, low and amused. “Don’t worry. They’re close to freezing their asses off too. But once you start moving, the cold won’t matter.”
“Good,” she muttered, shoulders hunching against a gust that knifed down the collar of her armor. Her dark eyes flicked to the stands, packed shoulder to shoulder, a sea of faces pressed close to the rail. “At least I won’t be alone in misery. Let’s just get this over with already. Feels like half the damn precinct’s watching.”
Hector’s grin sharpened, the scar at his jaw catching the light. “That’s because you’re popular, Mercar. Plenty of rookies up there want to see the legend in action.”
Rook groaned, rolling her eyes, though the twitch at the corner of her mouth betrayed her. Legend. Right. More like spectacle.
She never saw herself as any sort of legend. All she’d ever done was her job—effectively, yes, but nothing more heroic than that. She cared about her cases, about doing right by the victims, about fighting for the right reasons. Some cases had carried flair, even ridiculous spectacle. Others were the grim, joyless grind of reality. And many were textbook, predictable. She hardly thought of herself as a hero. She only ever wanted to survive, to move on.
Still… if her reputation was enough to inspire a few rookies, then she supposed that she could bear with the cold for a couple of hours.
Hector gave her a knowing look, his grin tugging at the scar by his jaw. “Don’t worry, Mercar. Once things get rolling, you’ll forget all about the cold.”
“Wishful thinking,” she muttered, rubbing her arms as the heating runes did their slow, half-hearted work.
“Now.” He shifted his weight, voice turning brisk. “Here’s the setup. Urban layout, multiple corners and choke points. You’ll have hostiles mixed in with hostages—you’ll need to distinguish who’s who, neutralize the threats, and get the civilians out alive. Use every tool you’ve got—your blade, your magic, your judgment. You’re being tested as an active agent, nothing less, but…” His brow arched, dry humor cutting through the gravity. “For the sake of my paperwork, try not to level the whole arena.”
Rook chuckled, her breath steaming in the air. “No promises, Sergeant. But I’ll try to keep it tidy.”
Hector pressed a small etched rune-stone into Rook’s palm. Cold to the touch, it hummed faintly with stored magic.
“This’ll record everything you see,” he told her. “Live projection’s already set up for the Commander and Lieutenant, as well as the gallery. Don’t worry about it getting in your way—it won’t. Just do what you do best.”
He steps back, a faint smile quirking under his frost-breath. “Try to make it look good, Mercar. Half the rookies out there are betting on you.”
The rune glows once when she slips it into her collar, syncing to her sight. Across the training grounds, a shimmering panel flickers to life for the evaluators, while above in the observation deck, a mirrored feed blooms into the air for the gathered agents and forensics staff.
Rook mutters under her breath, “Placing bets on me already?”
Hector only smirks. “I got fifty bucks that you’ll create a new record. Make me proud, Mercar.”
Rook drew the crystalline shard free from her hip, the obsidian blade humming faintly as her summoned orb floated into place at her shoulder. Its pale light cast long shadows over the frost-slick ground, the hum a steady counterpoint to the hush of the waiting crowd.
Hector stepped up beside her, stopwatch in one hand, whistle still between his teeth. His sharp eyes studied her for a moment before he asked, “Ready?”
Rook muttered low under her breath, fingers flexing once around the shard’s hilt. “All right, Mercar. Let’s do this.” She gave him a sharp nod.
The whistle blew, a shrill note that cut the air like a blade. Across the training grounds, the rune wards flared, sealing the arena in frost-hazed light. The buzz of the crowd swelled, excitement pressing down like a storm waiting to break.
Rook didn’t move. Not yet. She watched Hector, muscles coiled, until his hand dropped—the stopwatch ticking, his voice ringing clear. “Begin.”
She slipped inside, boots crunching over frost and gravel, vanishing into the mock-street of conjured walls and runed doors.
Up in the stands, Emmrich leaned forward slightly, hands folded neatly on his knee as he studied the projection rune suspended above the arena. It flickered, then resolved into Rook’s first-person view: the narrow street, mage-light lanterns guttering, frost crusting the cobbles.
Neve stood at his side, arms folded, her grin sharp. “Standard scenario test. Hostages mixed with hostiles. She’s got to clear the area and secure every civilian before the time’s up.” She tilted her head toward the clock on the board. “Thirteen minutes is the record. Word is, the betting pool says how long she’ll take for this one. Some say she’ll beat it, others think she’ll pass it.”
Beside him, Manfred clutched his duffel in both hands, sockets glowing faintly brighter as if excitement could translate into bone. He clicked his teeth once—sharp, eager.
Emmrich’s lips curved faintly, though his gaze never left the projection. “Thirteen minutes…” He murmured, thoughtful.
Neve’s smirk widened. “I have a hunch that she’ll beat it.”
The first corner loomed, shadows thick against the runed stone walls. She edged forward, crystalline shard angled low, orb hovering like a second set of eyes. Her breath steamed in the air, muscles tense, senses sharpened to the cold bite of the world around her.
A scuffle echoed faintly ahead—men’s voices raised, one sharp with fear. She crouched low, lips curving faintly. And so, the hunt begins, she thought.
The corridor opened into a wide chamber, mage-lights guttering faintly overhead. Three figures waited within. One stood rigid with a knife pressed to the throat of a kneeling hostage. Another lay sprawled motionless on the ground. The third—silent, lurking near the corner—watched the scene with a predator’s patience.
Rook’s grip tightened on the crystalline shard. With a breath, she whispered the syllables of her enchantments. The world rippled as her form shimmered out of sight, her steps muted until her boots touched the stone without sound. She slipped forward like a shadow, drawing closer until every detail sharpened into view.
Then she struck.
A flick of her wrist—lightning snapped from her palm, crackling through the air to slam into the knife-wielder. He flew back against the wall with a sharp cry, blade clattering free. In the same heartbeat, Rook exhaled cold, her shard glowing as frost blossomed across the chest of the second figure. Ice crawled swiftly, locking their arms and torso in place until they were pinned, immobile.
Her boots whispered across the stone as she closed in on the kneeling hostage. The agent’s eyes were wide, breath ragged with relief. Rook lowered her blade, voice calm and even. “Path to the exit is clear. Go.”
The hostage scrambled to their feet and bolted toward the corridor. Rook turned, kneeling over the still form on the floor—
—and nearly took a blade to her ribs.
The “corpse” surged up, steel flashing. Rook twisted aside, her shard sparking against the knife with a sharp ring. She parried, dodged the second slash, then pivoted, planting a solid kick into the attacker’s gut. He stumbled back with a grunt—only to find his boots suddenly rooted. Rook’s eyes narrowed as she raised her free hand. Ice erupted across his legs, encasing them from thigh to ankle.
The man cursed, thrashing uselessly. Frost crackled louder with every movement.
“Sorry,” she muttered under her breath, breath misting in the cold. “That’ll sting.”
She stepped past him, shard humming low at her side.
The corridor narrowed again, the shadows stretching deeper ahead. Her palm brushed along the wall as she moved—and there it was. A faint resonance thrummed under her skin, tugging faintly at the Fade. She crouched, fingertips skimming the stone until the glyphs revealed themselves: faintly glowing wards etched in hidden runes.
“This looks important,” she murmured, half to herself.
With a careful twist of her hand, she unraveled the weave, thread by thread. The glyphs shimmered, cracked, and dissolved with a hiss. The stone door groaned open, revealing a small chamber.
Inside, a lone hostage cowered, eyes wide and cheeks flushed from cold.
Rook lowered her shard, hand outstretched. “Come on. You’re safe. The exit’s just down the hall.”
The hostage nodded shakily, scrambling to their feet before rushing past her toward freedom.
Rook exhaled, rolling her shoulders once before pressing on, the crystalline shard whispering at her hip as she continued deeper into the hall.
From his position in the stands, Emmrich watched in awe. He had always known Rook was a mage—he had felt her magic himself—but she didn’t fight like one. He should have known—the lean tone of her muscles, the suppleness in her movements, the way her body carried itself with coiled readiness. There was a flexibility to her frame, a fluidity that let her pivot, twist, and strike in ways most battlemages never dared. Seeing it now confirmed the truth: Rook wasn’t the type to linger in the rear ranks, weaving spells from a distance. She dove headlong into danger, spell and blade as one.
Even now, the projection rune flared as the feed followed her into the next hall. A cluster of agents lay in wait, their ambush tight and close-quarters. But Rook didn’t falter. With a flick of her wrist, her orb blazed to life—crackling like a tempest held in miniature—before she hurled it into their midst. Lightning erupted, the shockwave rippling through the hall and sending her opponents reeling.
As she advanced to the attached room, shadows shifted—two agents in disguise lunging from either side, one swinging a heavy club, the other seizing her arm to wrench away her blade.
Rook’s response was instant.
She twisted, dragging the man clinging to her arm straight into the arc of the club. The weapon cracked against him, but he held fast, snarling, refusing to let go.
“Bad idea,” she muttered.
Her free hand flared lavender. Lightning surged across her palm and into his shoulder. His body convulsed, muscles seizing before he collapsed to the ground in a twitching heap.
The second aggressor came in for another strike, club raised high. Rook snapped her wrist, her orb igniting into a tempest sphere that sizzled with raw energy. She flung it with brutal accuracy.
It struck him square in the face. He staggered back with a choked cry, only to find frost blooming across his chest. Ice spread fast, rooting him in place, the cold clamping tight until he could do little more than gasp against the binding.
The audience murmured in the background of the feed, excitement stirring as Mercar cut down another wave with ruthless precision.
Emmrich leaned forward slightly, hazel eyes intent, though his face betrayed little. Inside, though, he felt the pull of awe—and something deeper. This was her world. Her element. And it was utterly magnetic.
Rook pressed deeper into the maze, her crystalline blade humming at her side. Every corner, every stretch of wall demanded her focus—warded snares thrummed faintly beneath her fingertips, the subtle vibrations of the Fade guiding her through. She crouched, muttered incantations, and unraveled them one by one: traps disarmed, alarms muted, glyphs stripped clean until the path lay open.
At last she reached the final chamber.
Two hostages knelt at the center, ropes binding their hands, fear painted across their faces. Four aggressors ringed them in a mockery of a summoning circle, glyphs scrawled across the floor in blood-red chalk. It was all theater—yet staged well enough to make the crowd lean forward in their seats.
Rook didn’t hesitate. She burst into the chamber, crystalline shard raised high, her orb flaring into a storm of light. Barriers clashed and shattered. Lightning arced from her hand, crackling across armor and muscle, dropping one aggressor in a writhing heap. She rolled low, swept another off their feet, and drove her blade to the mat at their throat. The third lunged at her blind side, only to meet her tempest orb in the ribs, the impact sending him sprawling into the glyphs, chalk scattering like ash. The last fought hardest, ward sigils igniting across his shield, but Rook pressed with blade and spell alike—her spirit edge cleaved through the ward, and a blast of ice locked his legs in place before she swept him flat onto the ground.
Silence. Only the hiss of fading magic.
She turned immediately to the hostages, her breath misting in the cold. “You’re safe now,” she said firmly, crouching to cut the bindings loose. Her hands were steady, careful, her voice a reassurance despite the sweat dripping down her temples.
The audience might have thought it was over.
But in the feed above, shadows stirred. A cloaked figure slipped through the barrier door, blade raised—and walked straight toward a waiting ward trap.
The crowd inhaled as one, gasps sharp and urgent. On the observation deck, even Ashur leaned forward, eyes narrowing.
Rook didn’t look up. She didn’t need to.
Her shoulders stiffened, her hand flicked, and her orb blazed to life in an instant. She turned, launching it in a streak of light that burst across the chamber. The hidden adversary froze mid-step, ice blossoming up his body, encasing him before he could set off the trap. He fell with a muffled thud, locked in crystal stillness.
The whistle blew sharp and final.
The arena erupted. Cheers, stomps, applause thundered across the stands, the sound rattling even the frost-limned walls of the chamber. Rook drew a long breath, letting her shoulders sag as the tension bled away. Her lips quirked in a faint, relieved smile.
“Maker’s breath,” she muttered under her breath, exhaling steam. “It’s finally over.”
From the stands, the projection rune dimmed, signaling the trial’s end. For a heartbeat, silence lingered. Then the crowd broke—cheers and whistles erupting, boots stomping against the frost-slick boards.
Neve leaned on the rail, her grin sharp and satisfied. “That’s my girl,” she murmured, pride in her voice as clear as the winter air.
Beside Emmrich, Manfred set his duffel carefully at his feet, gloved hands coming together in an enthusiastic clap that echoed hollow but earnest. The wisp even gave a rattling little hiss of delight, goggles glowing faintly brighter as if to punctuate his approval.
Emmrich, though outwardly composed, felt his chest swell with something fierce and undeniable. Pride, yes—but also awe. He had always known Rook was formidable—her brilliance, her courage, the way her magic hummed against his in their private moments. But watching her here, in her element, blade and spell woven seamlessly into something fierce and fluid… this was different. This was her unveiled.
And Maker help him, it was mesmerizing.
From his observations, he could tell that this wasn’t her at her full power. He knew that much. What she displayed here was control, precision honed to impress a panel and silence doubters. He could only imagine what she might look like when the restraints were gone, when she fought with the full, wild abandon of the Valkyrie he suspected she carried within. He wanted to see that—to witness her fire without measure, to see the storm she kept banked.
His hazel eyes found her at last on the field below. Rook sat on the edge of the arena floor, sweat dampening the braid clinging to her back, chest rising in steady, ragged breaths. And yet she grinned—bright and unguarded, teeth flashing in the pale light. Victorious. Alive.
Emmrich let out a slow breath he hadn’t realized he was holding, the sound almost a laugh. By the Maker… she was extraordinary. And he wanted to see more.
A nudge at his elbow drew Emmrich back. Neve tilted her head toward the hovering rune display, where the final time blinked in bold letters.
00:12:45
“Well, well,” Neve said, smirking as she folded her arms. “New record. By a whole fifteen seconds.” Her eyes gleamed as she looked back down at Rook. “Looks like my hunch paid off.”
Around them, agents were already snapping up images of the projection, no doubt eager to flood their work chats with Mercar’s triumphant return. Excited chatter rippled through the dispersing crowd—half congratulation, half lament from those whose coin purses had just been lightened.
On the field, Rook was already moving, palms aglow with gentle heat as she pressed them over ice-bitten armor and limbs. Steam curled faintly where magic met frost, speeding the thaw until her coworkers could break free of their frozen binds. She laughed softly with them, her tone easy, directing each to the nearby medics who waited with blankets and warming runes.
Her crystalline shard was sheathed, her orb dimmed and hovering docile at her shoulder, no longer the tempest sphere it had been minutes before. Even with her braid loosening and strands plastered damp to her temple, she carried herself with that same unshaken fire—sharp, grounded, unbowed.
Manfred picked up his duffel again, clutching it neatly as if nothing at all unusual had transpired. Emmrich’s gaze lingered one moment longer on Rook before he straightened, smoothing the front of his coat.
“Impressive, isn’t she?” Neve said knowingly, her smirk sly.
Emmrich straightened his posture with his hands clasped before him, carefully composed. “Remarkably so,” he said simply, though his voice carried a warmth that betrayed the depth beneath the words.
Neve chuckled, but let it drop.
The crowd was thinning now, the energy already shifting back to the rhythms of work. Emmrich drew in a breath, collecting himself. He had a desk full of reports awaiting him, remains that still required his eye, and colleagues relying on his notes. It would be all too easy to stay here, to linger in the afterglow of her victory—but discipline called him back.
Neve leaned her elbow on the rail and glanced sidelong at him. “You sticking around to say hi to her?”
Emmrich’s lips curved faintly, though he shook his head. “Tempting, but no. I’ve already taken the liberty of skirting my duties to watch her perform. I’ll see her later—perhaps over lunch.”
The detective smirked knowingly. “And here I was hoping to watch you gawk at our little Rook.”
“Another time,” he replied smoothly. He rose with quiet dignity, brushing a hand down the front of his coat. “Come along, Manfred. We should return to our work.”
The skeletal wisp clicked his teeth in anticipation and gathered up his duffel, falling into step with dutiful precision. Together they started down from the observation platform, Emmrich’s stride steady, already turning his mind back to the tasks below.
“Later, Professor,” Neve called after them with a sly tilt of her mouth. “See you around, Fred.”
Rook was relieved to be rid of her borrowed leathers, steam and hot water having chased away the frost still clinging to her bones. She tugged at the cuffs of her dark plum blouse, the sleeves stopping neatly at her elbows over the black tank beneath, and smoothed the high waist of her trousers until they sat just right. Her hair, still damp at the ends, had been braided loosely down her back, the familiar weight of her obsidian pendant once more settled against her chest.
Neve was already waiting at their shared desk, two steaming mugs in hand. She slid one toward Rook as she sat down, her grin wry. “All thawed out, I see.”
Rook wrapped her palms around the warmth, sighing in gratitude. “Oh, you wonderful creature. Those heating runes they weave into the standard armor are miserable.” She tipped her head back with a groan. “I swear they lowered the enchantments on purpose.”
“Probably,” Neve said with a shrug, settling into her chair. “That’s why the rest of us thank the stars for custom fits. Keeps us from freezing our asses off in winter.”
Rook snorted into her coffee. “I can’t wait to get back into my own gear once they clear me.”
“That eager to jump back into the thick of things?”
“If it means we stop the world from ending, then yes.”
Neve’s smirk sharpened. “By the way—your professor and his bony assistant saw your little show. He was practically gawking.”
Rook blinked, startled mid-sip. “Wait—what? I thought they’d be locked up in the morgue all day.”
“They were,” Neve replied, amusement tugging at her tone. “But the forensics lot couldn’t resist when the bets started flying. Curiosity dragged the whole pack of them up.”
Rook pressed a palm to her forehead, groaning. “Kaffas. That means he saw me in those gods-awful leathers.”
“Actually…” Neve leaned back and took a slow, savoring sip of her coffee. “I think he liked seeing you in those leathers.”
“Neve!”
Her friend only chuckled, while Rook blew across the surface of her mug, half-hiding the smile tugging at her mouth. Warmth spread through her chest as much from the drink as from the company. Still, her thoughts ticked toward what came next.
“So,” she asked, feigning casual, “who were the lucky winners of the betting pool?”
Neve’s grin turned sly. “Not to brag, but I earned a hefty sum for drinks at the Swan tonight.”
Rook arched a brow over her mug. “Aw, you believed in me.”
“Always.”
Rook slid into the seat across from Neve, tugging her braid over one shoulder as she settled the mug in both hands. The warmth had finally worked its way through her chest, enough to let her tone shift back to business.
“All right,” she said, leaning forward slightly. “What’ve you managed to dig up while I was away? Any news on the Venatori now that their lyrium supply’s been gutted?”
Neve’s humor faded, replaced by the sharp focus Rook knew well. She set her mug down with a quiet clink. “According to my contacts, they’re spooked. More paranoid than usual. The raids definitely annoyed them, and they’re scrambling.”
“Scrambling good? Or reckless short cuts?”
“Word is that there’s going to be a gathering.” Neve’s voice dropped a little, pitched low against the buzz of the office. “Soon. They need to figure out their next move. And that the person in-charge will be there in person.”
Rook’s brows knit, the steam from her mug curling between them like fog. “That’s a big risk. For him to step out of the shadows himself… Looks like we were more trouble than they anticipated.”
“Exactly,” Neve said, tapping a finger against her mug. “But there’s no word on the where. My contacts are tight-lipped. Either they don’t know, or they’re scared to say.”
Rook twisted her pendant absently between her fingers, eyes narrowing in thought. “Paranoid Venatori is bad enough. Paranoid Venatori with their leader at the table…” She exhaled slowly. “That’s going to get bloody.”
Neve leaned back in her chair, cradling her coffee. “You know, we could always swing by the morgue. See if our dearly departed Venatori friends have anything useful to say.”
Rook arched a brow. “Right because the dead are so chatty?”
“Well,” Neve shot back, grinning. “They do when a certain consultant for the Shadow Dragons just so happens to be a corpse whisperer.”
Rook blinked, realization dawning. Corpse whisperer. Of course. And what better way to get answers than through Emmrich himself? Who knew that it was a bonus to be dating one.
Before she could retort, a familiar shadow fell across their desk. Heavy steps followed, deliberate and steady. Tarquin entered with his usual stoicism, sparing them both a glance before fixing his attention on Rook.
“Good to see that you’ve defrosted from your outdoor activities,” he drawled, eyes sweeping from Rook to Neve. “How’d you like the new leathers?”
Rook didn’t miss a beat. “Fuck off, Tarquin,” she said lightly, lips quirking.
His mouth twitched with the ghost of a smile. “Still not a fan, I see. Some things never change.”
“Those heating runes were bullshit and you know it,” she muttered, though there was no real bite.
Tarquin chuckled under his breath before nodding, his tone sharpening back into something formal. “Congratulations, Mercar. You’re officially cleared for combat. Investigations and raids are back on the table for you as a consultant.”
A triumphant smile tugged at Rook’s mouth. Neve clinked her mug in mock toast. “Ah, yes. Welcome back to the glamorous life of late-night hours and too much paperwork.”
“Ah,” Rook sighed theatrically, “the good ol’ days.”
For a moment, silence lingered. Tarquin shifted his weight, cleared his throat. When he spoke again, his voice carried a different edge—hesitant warmth beneath the stoicism.
“You also broke the record. Twelve minutes, forty-five seconds. That’s… no small thing.” His gaze lingered on her, searching. “We should celebrate. Maybe a round at the Swan. My treat.”
The words landed like an offering, plain and obvious, but it didn’t stop the knot forming in her chest. Didn’t stop the fear she thought she’d buried from bubbling up again. It was too much—too close.
Rook blinked, mildly startled, then forced a polite smile. “Tempting. But I’ve got a curfew these days. Neve and I are heading down to the morgue—see if the Venatori have one last thing to tell us.”
“Corpse whisperer,” Neve confirmed, her tone casual.
Rook was already rising, slipping into her black wool coat as she started for the door. “Maybe next time, Tarquin. C’mon Neve.”
Neve lingered just long enough to give him a knowing look before following after her partner, leaving Tarquin in the quiet weight of what had gone unsaid.
Rook felt the uneasy tightness coil in her chest long after Tarquin's words died in the air. It had been an olive branch—hesitant, warm, more question than command—and she had turned away from it as cleanly as she could. The answer came out polite, practical, tidy: a curfew, a morgue visit. But beneath that excuse, beneath the banter and the careful calm, something older and sharper lurked: guilt. The memory of three years ago had teeth, and she still flinched from the idea of opening it up. She wasn't ready. Maybe she never would be. She didn't deserve the forgiveness he offered, and she wasn't willing to risk being unmade by it.
Neve's sharp nudge dragged her back to the present. “Subtle,” the detective drawled, amusement curling through her tone even as her eyes searched Rook’s face. “You might as well have waved a banner telling Tarquin to stay away.”
Rook groaned, half-annoyed at being called out, half-relieved she didn’t have to pretend. “I know, I know. I suck.” A rueful smile flickered, brief as candlelight.
As they walked, Neve tilted her head, studying her with that frank, soft curiosity that always found the seams. “Why’d you do that? I thought things between you two were good now.”
“They are,” Rook said quickly. “Professionally, at least. I’m fine at the edges. But I don’t want to get any closer than I have to.” Her voice sounded steadier than she felt; her hands stayed buried in her coat pockets, as though they could hold the pieces of her together.
Neve’s expression gentled. She could hear the finality in Rook’s tone, a line drawn not to be crossed. “You’re still punishing yourself for what happened with Ashur,” she said quietly, more observation than accusation.
Rook didn’t answer right away. She let the silence stretch, her boots clicking against stone.
Neve pressed on, voice careful. “He forgave you, you know. So did Tarquin. I think that offer for drinks was his way of trying to talk about it.”
Rook’s shoulders stiffened, her reply sharper than she intended. “There’s nothing to talk about, Neve. I fucked up and walked away. It was better for everyone.”
“Rook—”
“Vishante Kaffas, can we just—” She stopped herself, exhaling hard, then softened her tone. “Can we just… talk about it later?”
Neve saw the crack in her armor, saw how the sharpness was less anger and more raw nerve. For a moment, she considered pushing again—but the prickling aura Rook exuded told her enough. She didn’t want to open that door. Not now. Maybe not ever.
So, the detective let it go. She gave a small nod, her voice gentler. “All right. Later.”
Rook’s jaw worked, her teeth tight behind closed lips. For one private heartbeat she almost told Neve everything—how Tarquin’s look had felt like judgment and invitation all at once, how the memory of their last words together still hollowed her out. But the moment passed. She swallowed it down, nodded once, and kept walking.
The morgue waited. And with it, the dead might reveal more than the living ever would.
Rook felt like an asshole. Dammit, why had she snapped at Neve? That wasn’t fair. Neve’s her best friend and she didn’t deserve that, not when she’d only been trying to help. The guilt sat heavy, a knot in her chest, but she shoved it down. She could apologize later. Right now, the case mattered more.
The lower levels of headquarters carried their own atmosphere—mildly cold, clinical corridors reverberating with a hollow quiet. When the morgue doors swung open, the air changed entirely. The sharp tang of disinfectant clung to everything, cut with the metallic undertone of polished tables and the faint, inescapable trace of decay.
The head of forensic pathology looked up from her desk as the two entered, one brow arching in mild amusement. The elven woman adjusted the thin-rimmed glasses perched low on her nose, the glow of her screen reflecting off the lenses. Her skin was a deep, warm hazelnut tone, her natural black hair styled in twist-outs pulled back into a neat puff-bun that gave her an air of quiet authority. A blue lab coat draped over her shoulders, sleeves rolled to the elbow, faint smudges of graphite and ink marking the cuff where she’d been scribbling notes earlier. Fingers still poised over the keyboard, she regarded them like a woman caught mid-thought, but hardly inconvenienced.
“Well, well. Mercar and Gallus, gracing my morgue. To what do I owe the honor?”
“Nevaeh. Just business, I’m afraid,” Neve said easily, her voice carrying its usual dry charm. “We were hoping to borrow your consultant for a few questions—see if the Venatori corpses might be persuaded to give us something useful.”
That earned a low chuckle. “If anyone could manage it, it’s him.” She gestured down one of the aisles, her expression turning almost fond. “It’s his first day and Professor Volkarin has been a gods-send. Meticulous, efficient, tireless—my staff can barely keep pace with him. You’ll find him at Station Three. Try not to keep him long. He’s the only reason we’re not drowning in backlog.”
“No promises.”
Rook followed Neve’s lead, her boots clicking softly on the tile. As they rounded the row of steel slabs, the sight that greeted her was so precise it might have been a portrait.
Manfred stood stiff-backed at a workstation, clipboard clutched neatly in his gloved hands, bejeweled googles aglow as he watched the proceedings with grave attentiveness. Beside him, Emmrich cut an eye-catching figure: lab coat buttoned clean over his waistcoat, safety goggles perched over his sharp features, his dark hair falling just a bit loose as he bent over the corpse on the table. His movements were deliberate, surgical even, gloved hands steady as he studied the skeletal remains laid bare beneath the morgue lights.
When it came to the morgue, Rook always viewed it as a cold place—a place steeped in the bite of disinfectant and the lingering tang of decay. A place where answers hid among bones and autopsy notes.
Except now.
Now she had to watch her boyfriend look downright dashing in a lab coat. Clinical, precise, every movement measured with the kind of focus that set him apart from the bustle of the room. Less professor, more surgeon. Less academic, more man of command.
No. Absolutely not. No thoughts of debauchery while at work.
...Though, Maker help her, the thought sparked a few ideas for later.
Manfred spotted them first. The skeletal wisp’s sockets lit faintly as he lifted a hand in an enthusiastic wave, followed by a pleased hiss. The sound caught Emmrich’s attention, and he looked up from his station. His face broke into a smile as he straightened, greeting them with polite warmth.
“Detective Gallus. Rook,” he said, voice smooth, measured.
Rook managed a return smile, though the tips of her ears betrayed her with a faint flush. “Hello, Professor.”
Before the air between them could sharpen into something obvious—something everyone else in the morgue would immediately clock—Neve stepped neatly into the space with practiced ease. “Sorry to bother you, Emmrich. But if you’ve got a moment, we were hoping you might lend us your expertise on a case. Specifically, with some Venatori corpses that could use a little coaxing.”
Rook snickered softly, trying—and failing—to recompose herself as Emmrich cleared his throat with deliberate formality.
“I may be of some assistance,” he said, measured as ever, “but I would need to inquire further.”
Rook seized the thread quickly, keeping her voice steady. “We’re looking for information tied to the dead Venatori from the red lyrium raid. Meeting places their organization may have established, names of higher-ranking members, maybe even the identity of whoever’s pulling the strings.”
Emmrich hummed in thought, slipping his safety glasses free. “Such whispering is feasible,” he admitted, “but it will take time. There are a considerable number of corpses.”
Neve’s smile was faint, but sly. “Lucky for you, we’ve already narrowed it down. A few corpses here are good candidates for the answers we’re after.”
At that, Emmrich clapped his hands once, quietly pleased. “Excellent.”
“I’ll speak with Nevaeh about accessing the bodies,” Neve offered.
“And Manfred can assist with preparations,” Emmrich said, turning toward his wisp. “Go on, my friend. Aid Detective Gallus in readying the deceased.”
Manfred dipped his head in a crisp nod, setting aside his clipboard before striding toward the pair.
Rook couldn’t resist. “How’s assistant work in the morgue, Manfred?”
The skeletal wisp lifted a hand and gave her an enthusiastic thumbs-up.
That pulled a grin from Neve. “Efficient as ever.” She clapped Rook lightly on the shoulder before heading toward the adjoining corridor with Manfred at her side.
Their departure left the morgue quieter—just Rook and Emmrich in the pool of mage-light and sterile glow.
He stripped off his gloves with methodical care, inputting a final line of data into the computer before shrugging out of his lab coat. Beneath, he wore his green-teal waistcoat with gold buttons, a crisp white shirt with sleeves rolled high, and beige trousers.
Rook found herself smiling faintly. “Thanks. For taking the time. I know you’ve got plenty to juggle.”
He glanced at her, his tone steady but his gaze lingering. “On the contrary. I’m glad to be of service—to the investigation, and to you.”
Her pulse ticked, awareness sparking in the silence between them. His hand brushed against hers as he set the lab coat aside, neither of them moving it away. The air seemed to shift—personal bleeding into professional, a line blurred neither had quite prepared for.
Rook shifted on her feet, a rueful smile tugging at her mouth. “This is… rather awkward, isn’t it?”
Emmrich chuckled, the sound low and warm in the chilled morgue air. “Quite. I suspect we’ve both realized most of our interactions until now have been… of a more intimate nature.”
Her laugh slipped out, soft and genuine. “That’s a polite way of putting it. But I suppose flirting over corpses would be frowned upon—not exactly the best look for either of us.”
“Unorthodox, certainly,” he agreed, though the glimmer in his hazel eyes betrayed his amusement.
Rook tilted her head, changing tack. “I heard from Neve you came by for the field simulation.”
“Yes,” he said, lips quirking faintly. “My colleagues were curious, and I will admit I was intrigued myself. Manfred enjoyed the demonstration.”
“And you?” she asked, her tone lighter but edged with curiosity.
His answer was simple, earnest. “You were magnificent. I hadn’t expected to see you wield ice so readily.”
Rook snorted softly. “Compared to Neve, mine’s basic. Besides, if I’d zapped everyone, there’d be more injury reports.”
“A fair deduction,” he mused, tilting his head. “Still, I’m surprised you considered that restraint.”
“More like experience,” she countered with a half-smile. “If I went all out, things would’ve gotten messy fast.”
His lips curved faintly, eyes glinting. “Then I shall take your word for it.”
Rook shoved her hands into her pockets before she could fidget any further. “Well. Guess we’ll figure it out as we go.”
“Indeed.” His lips curved faintly. “Adaptability is, after all, a valuable skill in both research and relationships.”
That earned him a small snort, her cheeks warming despite herself. “I’ll do my best to not be too flirtatious in our professional interactions… not that I’ll succeed.”
“Don’t you always?” He inclined his head as if conceding the point, then gestured toward the corridor. “Shall we?”
Together, they slipped into step, heading down the hall to rejoin Neve and Manfred with the dead.
Their conversation eased into a quiet lull, the kind that carried more weight than words. Without quite meaning to, they fell into step together, leaving the workstation behind. The sterile chill of the morgue clung to the air, softened only by the faint click of their shoes against tile.
Their hands brushed once. Then again. Neither drew back. The contact was fleeting, barely a whisper of skin, but it sent a warmth up Rook’s arm all the same. She fought the smile threatening her mouth, heat creeping to the tips of her ears. Maker forbid Neve caught sight of this—Rook could already imagine the detective’s quip about how childish it was, how laughably tame compared to what she and Emmrich had already done. No, Neve didn’t need to know that.
Notes:
I know it's not in here yet, but I'm so excited for the corpse whispering chapter.
Chapter 67: Chapter 67 - Pouring the Shadows
Summary:
Rook gets to see Emmrich use his corpse whispering ability to help their investigation.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
By the time they reached the far side of the morgue, composure had mostly returned, though a faint flush still clung to Rook’s cheeks. Neve and Manfred were waiting with Nevaeh. A handful of corpses lay neatly arranged on metal slabs, tags clipped in place; the air held disinfectant and the unmistakable undertone of the dead.
Manfred stood dutifully at Neve’s side, clipboard in hand, his posture proud, while Nevaeh tapped a note into her tablet before glancing up. The scene was clinical, efficient, all business—yet Rook’s pulse still ticked from the ghost of Emmrich’s hand against hers.
“We’ve made the preparations,” Neve said, glancing up from her notes, that familiar knife-thin smile in place. “Nevaeh will witness; everything’s being recorded.”
Emmrich inclined his head with quiet grace. “My thanks. I appreciate the time you’ve both taken to assist in this.”
The department head adjusted her glasses, her expression alight with professional curiosity. “It’s no trouble, Professor. Frankly, I’m eager. Not every day one sees a necromancer exercise corpse whispering in the field. It will be… enlightening.”
Rook, arms crossed loosely, tilted her head toward him. “So how exactly does this work?”
Emmrich turned to her, his tone even but touched with gravity. “I will summon the shade of the deceased—call back a fragment of their spirit tethered to what remains here. Their presence will be brief, and the strain considerable. Only I may pose the questions, or the thread will snap before we gain anything useful.”
He let the words hang, giving Rook time to absorb them. “That being said,” he continued, “you must be precise with what you want from them.”
Rook straightened, voice steady. “We need to know who among the Venatori held rank—who was calling the shots. A name for their leader would be ideal but I doubt they’ll know that. And we need to know the status of the dagger. How complete it is.”
Emmrich nodded once, grave as a judge. Across the room, Neve and Manfred were already poised with notebooks in hand, ready to record every syllable. Nevaeh tapped a key on her tablet, the soft chime signaling the start of the recording.
Emmrich stepped forward, every movement deliberate. He checked the tag at the corpse’s feet and spoke clearly into the still air, his voice carrying the weight of ritual.
“Subject: confirmed Venatori operative.” His hazel eyes flicked once to the others before returning to the body. “Date and time logged. Professor Emmrich Volkarin will begin the session. Witnesses present: Detective Neve Gallus, Consultant Rook Mercar, Department Head Nevaeh. Assistant: Manfred.”
His hand hovered above the corpse, the glint of his rings catching the sterile light. Then, with a low exhale, his palm began to glow pale green. The magic shimmered faintly against his skin, the aura pulsing in rhythm with each word as he spoke.
His movements were deliberate, precise—yet there was a strange artistry in them. To Rook, it looked less like a mage working a spell and more like a conductor guiding a silent symphony. Each gesture carried weight, each curve of his hand shaping something unseen in the air.
“Let flame rekindle your sight,” he intoned, his voice resonant, steady as stone. “Let breath and light rise again.”
The words hung in the chilled morgue, and then the corpse’s body stirred. Its eyelids twitched open, clouded orbs rolling forward as if dragged unwillingly back from silence.
Rook’s stomach tightened. Even with her years in the field, something about it was deeply wrong—the hollow rise of a body that should have stayed still, the faint rattle of air through a throat with no lungs to draw it. Beside her, Neve’s posture stiffened, though she didn’t move to stop him. Both women simply stood their ground, letting the necromancer work.
The corpse’s gaze locked—not truly seeing, not truly blind—fixing on Emmrich with unnatural clarity as the ritual tethered spirit to shell.
Emmrich remained composed, every inch the scholar at work, though his voice dropped into something between a command and a whisper. It carried like smoke in the still air, low but undeniable.
“Whose orders did you follow?”
The corpse twitched, its fingers flexing faintly against the slab as if the body remembered motion but couldn’t reclaim it. When it spoke, the voice was raw, strained, torn through a throat long since gone to ash.
“Aelia.”
Neve’s brow knit sharply, her mutter cutting the silence like a knife. “I knew it.”
Rook’s chest tightened, but she dragged her attention back to Emmrich as he pressed on, calm and relentless.
“Give me the names of others. Those who serve alongside you.”
The corpse shuddered, its jaw working before words spilled out in a guttural rasp. A litany of names followed—harsh consonants, old Tevene syllables rolling like curses through the morgue.
Neve and Manfred bent to their tasks at once. Neve’s hand flew across her notepad, jotting each name with grim precision, while Manfred’s bony fingers scratched neat script across his clipboard. Some names made Neve’s mouth tighten—familiar suspects they’d whispered about for weeks. Others made her pause, her eyes flicking briefly to Rook.
New names.
Guess the Venatori have some new players on the board.
Rook’s stomach knotted. Each one felt like another thread in a web too wide to see the end of.
Emmrich’s gaze sharpened. “Tell me of the dagger. Is it complete?”
The corpse’s cloudy eyes rolled upward, its voice rasping louder, echoing with something like distorted worship.
“It is nearly whole. The old gods will rise. Tevinter will reach its former glory. Elgar’nan shall live.”
The words chilled the air more than any winter draft. For a beat, the room was utterly silent, the hiss of the overhead lamps the only sound.
The name hit Rook like a punch to the gut. Elgar’nan.
Her mind snagged on it, alarm prickling at the edges of her thoughts. The Venatori revered the Old Gods—dragons tied to Tevinter’s myths. That had always been their foundation, their gospel. Not the gods of Dalish legend. It made no sense.
Unless…
Something that stank of a truth the Venatori had no right twisting.
Rook swallowed hard, her pulse drumming against her throat.
Well. Shit.
A tension settled into her shoulders, coiling like a spring. The kind of tension that came before opening a door you knew hid the boogeyman. She didn’t need to be a prophet to guess she wasn’t going to like what she found on the other side. But then again, when had the Venatori ever failed to outdo themselves in sheer fucked-up audacity?
Emmrich’s hand glowed faintly as he lifted it, his voice gentling into ritual finality. “Return to your rest.”
The corpse stilled, its cloudy eyes sliding shut.
Rook exhaled, only then realizing she’d been holding her breath.
Emmrich pressed on, moving body to body, his cadence steady but his focus drawn tight. Each whisper confirmed the last—names, fragments, and the same ominous refrain about the rise of the Old Gods. Always the same name: Elgar’nan. By the end of it, his shoulders carried a quiet fatigue, the weight of consecutive summons leaving its mark.
Nevaeh stepped in smoothly, her tone both professional and warm. “Take a break, Professor. I’ll see to the cleanup.”
Emmrich inclined his head politely. “Thank you, Nevaeh. Manfred can assist you with that endeavor.”
The skeletal wisp straightened with a proud little click of his teeth, setting the clipboard aside. Nevaeh smiled, clearly pleased to accept.
Neve snapped her notebook shut. “I’ll update Tarquin and Ashur. They’ll want this immediately.” Her gaze slid to Rook, sharp with amusement. “Rook, why don’t you treat the professor to a meal at the Swan. Our way of saying thanks for the trouble.”
Rook blinked, caught flat-footed by the not-so-subtle handoff. Neve’s lips curled, sly and self-satisfied. Clever girl. Best friend ever.
Ever the picture of composure, the elven woman folded her arms and arched a brow at Neve. “An excellent idea. You planning on joining us after you send in your report?”
Neve’s dry smile curved like a blade. “I’ll see if I have the time,” she teased, turning on her heel with all the smug grace of a cat.
Rook rolled her eyes at her retreating back before looking to Emmrich. “Do you need a minute?”
“I would,” he admitted quietly, easing into his chair.
She pulled a chair over and sat beside him, leaning back just enough to study him. For a moment, the morgue’s chill receded; here, in the quiet after, it was just the two of them.
“Is corpse whispering always that consuming?” she asked, genuine curiosity softening her tone.
He adjusted his cuffs, thoughtful. “It depends on the subject. Some spirits come easily, eager to be heard. Others resist—splintered, unwilling. And then there are the dangerous cases, where the soul is too strong, too volatile. Holding them in place requires immense control. One slip, and the consequences can be… considerable.”
Rook tilted her head, watching the line of his profile. “You made it look effortless. The control you held— especially sustaining it over and over without pause.” Her mouth curved in a way that was equal parts fondness and trouble. “It was admirable. Almost unsettling, seeing you keep that kind of command so calmly.”
A faint curve touched his mouth, caught between humility and quiet pride. “Experience is the greatest teacher. That, and an open heart for what the spirits need.”
Rook’s grin crooked. “I bet not every necromancer looks so dapper doing it, though.”
That earned the faintest stutter in his composure—the brief hitch of a breath, the flicker of hazel eyes cutting to her with both surprise and heat. He recovered quickly, of course, smoothing the reaction beneath the calm veneer he wore so well. But Rook had caught it, and she tilted her head in amusement.
His brows arched faintly. “You choose the most extraordinary moments for compliments.”
Her gaze glinted with mischief. “Is that bad?”
He hummed low, almost to himself, and returned to straightening the papers at his station with deliberate calm. “Quite the opposite,” he murmured under his breath, affection and quiet exasperation woven together.
Once Emmrich was steady enough to leave the morgue, Rook guided him through the streets toward the Cobbled Swan—a lounge and restaurant tucked between weathered brick buildings. The name fit; its walls were rough cobblestone, its floors the same, softened by worn rugs and the low thrum of music that seeped through the air. A faint trace of hookah smoke curled lazily above the tables, mixing with the warm glow of overhead lanterns and the gentle flicker of candlelight at each booth.
They were shown to a booth tucked along the wall, facing the small stage where a band was setting up—strings being tuned, a drum tapped in testing rhythm. Rook slid into the seat opposite him with an easy smirk, the faintest mischief glinting in her eyes.
“Welcome to the Cobbled Swan,” she said, gesturing loosely to the space around them. Her tone carried both familiarity and fondness, as though the Swan was an old friend she was half-proud, half-amused to introduce.
Emmrich settled opposite her, his hands smoothing across the table as he took in the surroundings with that steady, thoughtful gaze of his.
Rook propped her chin on her elbow, watching Emmrich as he studied the Swan’s dimly lit interior like it was another artifact to be cataloged. Candlelight caught at the gold of his rings, at the thoughtful lines in his face, and she found herself smiling faintly.
“So,” she said, voice low and wry, “how’s the morgue treating you?”
He exhaled slowly, gaze steady but shadowed with weight. “The work is stimulating… but often saddening. No one should meet such a cruel end as red lyrium poisoning. It is… a harrowing fate.”
Rook leaned back, one arm draped along the seat. “I’ll drink to that. One of the few things I didn’t miss about being a Shadow—seeing the ugly side of Minrathous up close.” Her mouth twitched into a half-smile that never reached her eyes. “You see enough bad in the world, and it makes you a cynic. Maker knows I had plenty of nights here drinking away the hard times… though I was also toasting the little victories.”
Her smirk softened, touched by memory. “My mentor, Ashur taught me that one. Neve taught me the whole step-by-step thing. For all the patience that brought me.”
Emmrich’s lips curved, faintly teasing. “Ah yes. I am well acquainted with your impatience.”
“I think I’m just greedy when it comes to you. Otherwise, I’m very composed.”
His brow arched, but his smile warmed. “A sentiment I share. Still, perhaps we should keep your mischief at bay for the sake of work.”
“True… but you’re so terribly irresistible when I’m in the mood to flirt.”
“That will be a challenge for both of us.”
“Deal.”
Emmrich tilted his head, studying her with quiet interest. “That simulation earlier… it was for recertification, was it not? Curious, since you’re consulting. What would that mean for you?”
Rook sighed, scrubbing a hand through her braid. “It means I may have tagged along on one of the red lyrium raids.” She grimaced at his expression. “And I may have dove headfirst into danger to save a squad that was pinned.”
His sigh cut sharp through the hum of the lounge, brows drawn low. “Rook, that was completely foolhardy.”
She lifted both palms in mock surrender, her grin crooked. “I know, I know. Bad idea. But if I hadn’t intervened… well, I don’t regret it. Tarquin was pissed, naturally. So, to make it look less like a colossal overstep, I suggested recertifying for combat. That way I can actually participate in raids and investigations while I’m here.”
Emmrich’s gaze didn’t waver. Serious now, concern etched in the set of his mouth. “Is that wise? It will mean more work for you. More risk.”
Rook shrugged, restless, her shoulders rolling. “If I didn’t, I’d never forgive myself if something went wrong and I could’ve helped. That’s just who I am.” She hesitated, her grin fading to something more uncertain. “But… are you all right with me doing this?”
His expression softened, though the line of worry never left his brow. “I have always known you to be… fiery. You cannot look away from injustice, no matter the risk. It is part of why I admire you.” His thumb traced idly along the edge of his glass, gaze steady on hers. “But with heroism comes danger. And with the Shadow Dragons, your shop. This… it is a great deal to shoulder. I would be remiss not to say so.”
Rook leaned back, exhaling a low laugh that didn’t quite disguise the weight of his words. “Shit, you sound like Seri. But you’re not wrong—it is a lot to juggle.” Her hand tapped the table once, then stilled, her gaze catching his. “That’s why I’m asking you, Emmrich. What do you think? Honestly.”
Emmrich studied her for a long moment, his hazel eyes steady, thoughtful. He could see it in her already—the decision carved in the set of her jaw, the quiet fire she carried when she’d chosen her path. The Shadow Dragons were folding back into her life whether she wanted to admit it or not. And yet, as always, she gave him the courtesy of asking what he thought. That consideration was something he never took for granted. It deserved his truth.
“I worry for you,” he admitted, voice low but unflinching. “Not because I doubt your strength, but because I know the weight you plan on carrying. I don’t want you to shoulder it alone. Still…” His gaze softened, tracing her face with quiet reverence. “I know that this work matters to you. That much is clear.”
He hesitated, then asked the question that had taken shape at the edge of his mind. “But when this is over—what then? Do you mean to return to the Shadow Dragons? Is that what you want?”
Rook went still. The question seemed to hollow the space between them. She leaned back slightly, her fingers tapping against her thigh as if stalling. The truth was, she’d never thought about it—not really. This life had once been everything. Coming back now felt alarmingly natural, like sliding into an old skin. But then there was the shop, her sanctuary, her second chance. Could she balance both? Would she even choose both? Did she deserve to, after what happened with Ashur?
Her silence stretched. Emmrich saw the war in her expression, the pull of past and present colliding behind her eyes. He reached across the table, taking her hand gently, thumb brushing slow circles over her knuckles.
“You don’t need to answer now,” he said softly. “Not today. Perhaps not for some time. I will worry—yes, always. But I’ll support you, whatever the answer is, whenever it comes. All I ask is that you stay safe.”
The tension in her shoulders eased at that, a faint smile ghosting across her lips. She gave his hand a firm squeeze. “I don’t want to make you drown in worry, Emmrich. I’ll do my best to stay safe. And… thank you. For standing with me.”
Emmrich lifted her hand, pressing his lips in a gentle brush across her knuckles. “Of course, darling,” he murmured, lingering there for a moment before lowering their joined hands. “I’m glad that we discussed this.”
His mouth curved faintly, lighter now. “And I suppose this confirms that Spite will continue his ventures to the Veil & Vine. I’ll be picking him up as usual.”
Rook’s laugh slipped free, warm and fond. “He is the shop’s mascot—his presence is a must. Customers would riot if he wasn’t sprawling over the counter or attempting to steal their pastries.” Her smile softened as she tipped her head. “Though with winter break ending soon, you’ll be returning to your lectures. I feel bad saddling you with the task.”
“It isn’t a burden,” Emmrich said, steady and certain. He squeezed her hand gently, the weight of his sincerity clear in his tone. “It’s a pleasure. One I’m glad to take on.”
Their lunch passed in seamless rhythm—conversation ebbing easily, food shared between them, and a parting kiss pressed quick but meaningful before duty called them back to their respective paths.
When Rook returned to her desk, the smell of seasoned noodles and charred vegetables hit her nose before she saw it: Neve with a takeout box from Halo’s stall, half-eaten skewer in hand, her usual dry smile waiting like a blade drawn halfway.
“Well?” Neve drawled, eyes glinting. “Enjoy your little lunch date with the professor?”
Rook didn’t bother pretending. She dropped her coat over the chair and sat with a smirk. “It was wonderful, actually. Thank you for arranging the opportunity.”
That earned her a snort. “You’re welcome, though I may regret it.” Neve plucked another bite from her box before adding, “Ashur looked broodier than usual after my report. Tarquin cursed so loudly half the wing probably heard him. So—par for the course.”
Rook sighed, sinking back into her chair with a wry chuckle. “Figures.” Her gaze drifted toward the neatly stacked folder waiting on her desk. Manfred’s scrawled notes sat atop the transcript from the corpse whispering session. She flipped through it, the repetition of the phrase striking again like a hammer to the chest.
Her brow furrowed, lips pressing thin.
“Penny for your thoughts?” Neve asked without looking up, though her tone softened with curiosity.
Rook dragged a hand through her braid, exhaling. “Each Venatori corpse said the same thing: The old gods will rise. Tevinter will reach its former glory. Elgar’nan shall live.” She tapped the name with her finger. “And that’s what bothers me. The Venatori have always been about the Old Gods—Tevinter’s dragons. Not… this.”
Neve finally glanced up, one brow arched. “So who’s Elgar’nan?”
“One of the Elven pantheons, The Sun-Tamer,” Rook said quietly. “The god of vengeance. He overthrew his father, the Sun, and crowned himself All-Father of the pantheon. Mythal was his wife. But he’s a Dalish god. Different mythology, different origin. It doesn’t make sense.”
She snapped the folder shut, tension coiling in her shoulders. “Why the hell would the Venatori start invoking an elven god?”
Neve leaned back in her chair, her skewer stick tapping idly against the lip of her box as she mulled it over. “It is odd, isn’t it? Venatori invoking an elven god. Especially when they’ve never hidden their view of elves as lesser. But then…” her mouth quirked dryly, “it wouldn’t be the first time Tevinter stole something from the Dalish. History’s practically written in theft.”
Her gaze sharpened, thoughtful. “The dagger is already of elven make. The ritual too.”
Rook’s brow furrowed. “We’ve dealt with stranger. But giving a god’s name to it…” She trailed off, drumming her fingers against the closed file. “It’s hard to let go of that detail.”
Neve tilted her head, eyes narrowing with intrigue. “I’ll bite. Are the Venatori planning on reviving an Old God or an Elven one?”
Rook shook her head, unease knotting tight in her chest. “I don’t know. But the fact they’ve named one at all…” Her voice dropped, tension riding each word. “It gives me a bad feeling.”
She tapped her finger against the desk in an uneven rhythm, her brow furrowed. Across from her, Neve snapped shut her takeout box and lobbed it into the bin with a practiced flick.
“So,” the detective said, brushing her hands together, “do we ask your brother about this elven god business? He already gave us his thoughts on the dagger. Might as well.”
Rook’s mouth twisted. “Yeah—except he doesn’t know I’m consulting with the Shadows.”
That earned her a low whistle. Neve leaned back, dry smile cutting sharp. “He’s going to love finding out you’re consulting and that you just got cleared for missions.”
Rook balled up a scrap of paper and lobbed it across the desk. Neve caught it against her shoulder with a smirk.
“Don’t you dare betray me,” Rook warned, half-serious, half-playful. “Not to him.”
Neve shrugged, unbothered. “If you don’t tell him, Tarquin or Ashur will slip sooner or later. Then what?”
A groan rattled out of Rook as she slumped deeper into her chair, dragging her hands down her face. “As if I didn’t have enough to dread already. I’ve got to go to my brother’s estate for First Day and drop the bomb that I’m doing Shadow work again.”
“Would that really piss him off?” Neve asked, though the glint in her eye suggested she already knew the answer.
Rook gave her a flat look.
Neve snickered softly. “Right. Silly question.”
Still, the truth pressed through Rook’s words when she continued, quieter now. “Solas saw me at my worst with the Shadows. He’s got guilt stacked on guilt from after our parents died, and this…” Her fingers toyed with the edge of a page, restless. “This just sets off every protective instinct he has. He doesn’t want me breaking down again. But Solas’s idea of protective?” She huffed, bitter amusement curling at the edges. “It’s suffocating. Information, control, pressure—it’s his way of making up for the past. But I’m not ready to hand over that kind of trust. Not yet.”
Her words sparked the memories Rook would rather not dwell on. Solas seeing her at her absolute worst—bloodied, broken, and burned out after her years in the Shadows. His protective instincts hadn’t been gentle. They’d been suffocating. Every question, every order to rest, every demand for details was barbed with guilt over the years he wasn’t there. He couldn’t change the past, so he tried to control the present. It made their reconnection rocky, tentative. Rook knew he only wanted her safe, but safety in his eyes often meant caging her. Trust was still a fragile bridge between them.
Neve caught the shadow crossing her expression and sighed, letting it go. “So,” she said instead, tone lighter, “you’re going to your brother’s for First Day?”
Rook took the bait, her grimace crooked. “Yeah. He invited me and Emmrich for dinner. And I’m dreading it, because that’s when the real prodding begins.”
Neve’s brow quirked. “What, you think he’ll go full guard dog on you?”
The look Rook shot her was answer enough. Neve couldn’t help but laugh, low and wry.
Neve remembered the fury Solas had radiated when he’d first reunited with his sister—how she’d been injured, exhausted, and still refused to rest. Solas’s fury had been like a blade unsheathed, magical pressure rolling off him in a wave that left even seasoned Shadows on edge. Neve had felt it crawl along her skin, setting her teeth on edge.
He had relied heavily on her and Selara for insight, true—but the man’s frustration with Rook had burned like a live wire, and Neve hadn’t forgotten the way it had made her stomach turn. Lucanis had nearly decked him that day, and if Neve hadn’t known the tangled history between the siblings, she might’ve joined him.
Even now, Solas checked in through her sometimes. Asked after his sister with that same cold intensity, as though Neve could provide answers Rook refused him. And sometimes, against her better judgment, she told him.
Neve had claimed half the wall with her latest masterpiece of chaos—maps pinned askew, scraps of parchment taped in crooked clusters, red string crisscrossing with manic precision. Every new name from the corpse whispering had been added to her detective’s board, lines drawn to connect conspiracies only she seemed able to untangle.
Rook, in contrast, sat hunched at her desk, flipping through reports and location files. Her focus was narrower, practical: possible meeting places. The Venatori’s trail was leaning hard into elven-linked sites—the dagger, the ritual, now Elgar’nan’s name thrown into the mix. The pattern made her uneasy.
“Kaffas,” she muttered under her breath, rubbing her temple. “We’re going to have to ask Solas about this. He knows more about the Fade and Elven mythology than either of us ever will.”
“Mm,” Neve hummed without looking up, sliding another pin into place. “That’ll be a fun family dinner conversation.”
Rook groaned, already dreading the thought. She tried to shove it down, burying herself back in the reports, but the tension refused to loosen. The unanswered question loomed larger by the minute.
Her phone chimed against the desk. A text.
Emmrich: Finished for the day. Shall I meet you in the lobby, or will you be staying late?
Rook’s mouth softened into a small, private smile. She glanced at Neve, who was currently balancing a pushpin between her teeth while reaching for another sheet of parchment.
“You think I’ll even be useful here tonight?” Rook asked dryly, lifting the communicator. “Since there’s no answer on the meeting place yet.”
Neve plucked the pin free, smirking. “Go. I’ll update you if anything breaks. Enjoy your sweet freedom while I work my genius.”
Rook rolled her eyes, but warmth tugged faint at the corner of her mouth. She rose, slipping into her coat and slinging her pack over one shoulder. “All right. Don’t get lost in your web, detective.”
Neve gave a lazy two-finger salute, already scrawling something new across her board.
With that, Rook headed out, pulse ticking a little quicker at the thought of meeting her professor—and the skeletal wisp who no doubt stuck dutifully at his side.
Rook stepped into the lobby to find Emmrich and Manfred in the middle of some animated exchange. The professor gestured sharply with one hand while Manfred clacked his teeth in rebuttal, his clipboard tucked firmly under his arm. The sight made her grin.
“Hello, boys,” she called, voice light with mischief.
Both looked up at once. Emmrich’s expression softened instantly, his smile quick and genuine. Manfred hissed in greeting, the sound oddly pleased. Without hesitation, Emmrich reached for her hand, their fingers threading together as though it were the most natural thing in the world. Side by side, the three of them left the hall behind.
The Loft greeted them with its familiar shift of air—where the tea shop below was all bright botanicals and chatter, here the quiet carried weight. Warm earth tones softened the exposed brick and iron beams, the amber glow of pendant lights settling over mismatched furniture and books that seemed to multiply by the week.
Golden lamplight pooled across the deep navy sectional couch, where plum-toned blankets and cushions announced Rook’s presence as clearly as the lavender mugs tucked beside tins of loose-leaf on the kitchenette shelves. Spite’s towering cat tree loomed by the tall windows, its plum cushions positioned to catch the last light of day, though the demon cat himself had already claimed the kitchen counter, tail swishing as he sniffed at the bundle of dinner Rook carried in.
“Oh no you don’t you little menace,” Rook scolded lightly, sweeping the bundle out of reach. Spite flicked his tail and let out a sharp, offended chirp before hopping down to weave around Emmrich’s legs instead, demanding tribute in the form of scratches.
The professor obliged with a long-suffering sigh, bending to rub the creature’s ears until Spite purred with a low, rattling hum. “Don’t worry Spite,” he murmured dryly, earning a smirk from Rook. “We won’t let you starve.”
Manfred, meanwhile, had already made himself at home. The skeletal wisp clacked toward the bookshelves, his bony fingers trailing over spines as if he could read the titles. He plucked a volume free and flipped through the pages with delighted hisses, like a scholar rediscovering a lost library.
Dinner was a simple affair— a classic winter vegetable lasagna: layers of roasted butternut squash, caramelized onion, wilted spinach, ricotta, mozzarella, and béchamel, all topped with a golden crust of bubbling parmesan. The pan had barely hit the island counter before Spite was up on his hind legs, trying to swipe a pawful of molten cheese.
They lingered around the island, plates in hand, Spite circling with hopeful eyes and Manfred admiring the visual of the lasagna’s structure. By the time the pan was scraped clean, the Loft was warm with laughter and lamplight.
Later, the dishes were left to soak while Rook cleared the table, replacing plates with her tea journal, bowls of dried herbs, and scattered notes. Manfred happily positioned himself as her assistant, while he held a tiny ramekin up for her inspection. Every so often he’d hiss with pride when he managed not to spill, or click his teeth when she adjusted his measuring just so. Trusty assistant, indeed.
Across the room, Emmrich settled on the couch with his laptop balanced on his knee, the glow reflecting off his focused face. His expression shifted minutely as he scrolled—first intent, then faintly exasperated as another email chimed in. Spite had claimed the cushion beside him, tail flicking lazily as though keeping time with the professor’s typing.
Every so often, his gaze lifted from his laptop, drifting toward the kitchen table. He watched in quiet fondness as Rook bent over her journal, lips moving as she murmured notes only she understood, while Manfred hovered loyally at her side. The skeletal wisp had a honey crystal pinched between his gloved fingers, making valiant attempts not to crunch it before being caught. The sight tugged at the professor’s mouth—a rare softness, the sort reserved only for these two.
When his last email was sent, he shut the laptop with a quiet click and set it on the coffee table. Spite opened one golden eye, flicked his tail, then promptly returned to purring against the cushion.
Emmrich rose and crossed the room, leaning one arm on the counter where Rook and Manfred worked. “How goes the experiment?” he asked, his tone amused but genuinely curious.
Rook huffed, rubbing at her temple before giving him a crooked grin. “What was supposed to be two blends… has now evolved into three. I seem to be creating more work for myself.”
Manfred gave a proud hiss, offering a ramekin like a precious artifact. Emmrich accepted it and brought it to his nose. A delicate bouquet met him—dried cherry, rose petals, a whisper of vanilla. Sweet, fragrant, undeniably light.
“Lovely,” he said with quiet approval, handing it back with a smile. “And this new blend?”
Rook gestured to another ramekin, sliding it toward him. “The first two have their merits of appeal but seemed too feminine that I worried I was too focused on the main characters. So, I needed something with a bit more bite to even them out.”
He lifted the sample and inhaled. Rosemary came first, sharp and herbal, chased by the spice of black pepper, the warmth of toasted barley, and a crisp undertone of dried apple. His brows lifted, thoughtful.
“Ah. Strong, but with warmth beneath it.” His hazel eyes flicked to hers, glinting with a touch of admiration. “You’ve conjured quite the counterpart.”
Manfred handed him the third ramekin, which Emmrich accepted with his usual composure. Rook couldn’t help but laugh softly at the skeleton’s eagerness, her smile tugging wider. “Thank you for the compliments, Professor,” she teased, “but you know better than anyone that aroma and taste aren’t the same thing.”
Emmrich’s brow arched. “Is this your way of asking me to be your taste tester?”
“Just the first,” she quipped easily, “I’m planning to rope in Varric, Bellara, and Vorgoth into it too. Equal opportunity critique.”
“I am honored,” he murmured, though his eyes lingered on her, warm.
She waved him off with a grin. “Boyfriend privileges, remember.”
“I will happily indulge whatever endeavor you put before me,” he said, softer now, indulgence threaded through his voice.
“Just a warning that two of the blends have black tea as a base,” Rook replied, “you’ll only get a tiny sample. But something tells me you’ll like the oolong one. That’s your favorite base.”
At her word, she asked Manfred to set the kettle going, which he did with a pleased hiss. Rook fetched tiny sample cups from the cupboard, labeling each one with quick strokes of her pen. She made two of each—one for herself, one for Emmrich. When she caught him watching her, she gave him a sly look.
“Names are still pending. If you think of anything better, I’m all ears.”
He shook his head with quiet fondness. “Your names are always far more poetic than anything I might offer.”
“Flatterer,” she teased, filling the strainers.
With surprising precision, Manfred poured the hot water into each cup. Rook praised him warmly, and Emmrich’s heart ached at the sight—his little household, mismatched and extraordinary, fitting together so well. He found himself oddly charmed by the sight. Her encouragement of the wisp as he assisted her.
When the tea finished steeping, Manfred whisked away the strainers for cleaning, leaving Rook and Emmrich with their samples.
They started with The Iron Lady. Emmrich lifted the cup with quiet ceremony, inhaling first before taking a sip. His brows rose faintly.
“Violet’s right in front,” he said, lips quirking. “Bold, maybe a little too eager. The sage keeps her in line, though. Very dignified. The orange… hm, hiding at the back like it’s shy.”
Rook chuckled into her own cup. “Yeah, I thought so too. Needs a little more honey to coax it out. Still—strong backbone. Definitely regal.”
“I would say elegantly poised,” Emmrich corrected with mock solemnity.
“I’m using that for the blend description,” Rook jotted it down with a grin.
They moved on to The Grand Game. Emmrich lifted the cup, breathing in deeply before taking a sip. His brows arched.
“Mmm. That’s trouble,” he said, leaning back. “The cherry is bold—almost decadent. Then the rose softens it, pretends to be innocent. But the peppercorn—yes, that’s the trap. A sting just when you’ve let your guard down. Cunning.”
Rook laughed. “Perfect. I wanted decadent scheming in a cup. Though the cherry’s still a diva—she keeps hogging the spotlight.”
“Well, she’s obviously the star,” he replied dryly, earning another laugh.
Finally, The Chevalier. The aroma was heavier, and Emmrich swirled it before sipping. He hummed low in his throat.
“Earthy,” he said simply. “Barley and rosemary—steady, brisk. But the apple… that’s the surprise. Sweet without being soft. It feels… dependable. It’s gives this warrior warmth.”
Rook watched his reaction, though a grin broke through. “Not bad for a first try?” She sipped hers, humming in thought. “I was worried the pepper would make it too harsh. But maybe it works. The apple’s still faint, though. Needs more weight if it’s going to stand against the barley.”
Emmrich shook his head slightly, a quiet smile tugging at his lips. “It stands quite well as it is. Though if you wish to perfect it, I’ll gladly taste every iteration.”
Rook tapped her pen against her notes, giving him a crooked grin. “Careful, Professor. I might hold you to that.”
“And you, my dear,” he said lightly, sipping again. “Know that I would happily accept.”
“You always do.”
The tea tasting wound down with notes scribbled and cups stacked to dry, Emmrich’s calm observations joining Rook’s critiques until the blends felt closer to ready. Manfred, ever eager, had been handed his own task: compiling a manifest of the books scattered through the Loft, complete with a short report on whichever title caught his fancy.
Rook found the idea mildly amusing at first—homework for a skeletal wisp—but the longer she thought about it, the more it made sense. Manfred didn’t sleep, not really. He needed something to channel his restless energy. And if nothing else, his tidy script would keep her shelves better organized than she ever managed. Perhaps later, she’d even teach him more about tea blending. The thought of Manfred proudly presenting his own recipe, with hisses of delight, made her grin.
“A splendid idea,” Emmrich had said, clearly amused. “Close enough to herbalist study that he’ll excel, I’ve no doubt.”
The night settled in after that, the Loft quieting with the kind of stillness that carried comfort instead of weight. They prepared for bed in companionable rhythm, the routines of long days falling into place with practiced ease.
Emmrich claimed his side, the lamplight catching faintly at his glasses as he thumbed open a book, settling in with the calm precision of a man who found peace in pages. Beside him, Rook curled beneath the quilts, her head tucked against his shoulder as her phone glowed faintly in her hand. She scrolled idly through short clips—cat videos, street food recipes, snippets of nonsense that pulled soft, muffled chuckles from her.
The professor would glance down every so often, lips quirking faintly at the sound, before returning to his reading. The warmth of her against him, her quiet laughter, Spite prowling the end of the bed with a grumble before finally settling.
Rook curled close as she settled into bed, her leg brushing against his. When Emmrich finally marked his page, he slipped the bookmark into place and set the book and his glasses neatly on the nightstand. The lamplight clicked off, leaving only the faint wash of streetlight bleeding through the curtains.
In the hush of the room, Rook listened to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath her ear, while Emmrich breathed in the familiar warmth of her, his nose nestled in her braid and the scent of her hair grounding him.
“You were magnificent today,” he murmured into the dark.
Rook blinked up at him, surprised. “Where did that come from?”
He tilted his head, his voice thoughtful, low. “I’ve always enjoyed hearing your stories of Shadow Dragon work. But seeing you in action was… different. I knew you were formidable—” his hand shifted against her hip, the faintest curve of a smile tugging at his lips, “—the tone of your muscles, your scars, and the calluses on your hands gave that away. But watching you channel your magic like that… it was extraordinary.”
For a beat, she only stared at him before smirking, sharp in the low light. “Sounds like someone was paying very special attention to my muscles.”
A cough, faintly flustered. “I merely appreciate your form. Hard not to notice, given how often my hands wander when we’re intimate.”
Her laugh rumbled soft against his chest. “Uh-huh. Whatever you say, Professor.” She tipped her head, mischief flickering in her dark eyes. “Haven’t you ever seen a spellblade before?”
“In theory,” he admitted, smoothing a hand along her arm. “But in practice, my experience has been… traditional. Spellwork cast from a distance. Shields raised, lines drawn. What you did was—unorthodox.”
“Unorthodox methods is kind of my thing,” she said, amusement softening her tone. “I never liked standing in the back, watching. I’d rather be in the thick of it. Ashur saw that early on. Decided spellblade suited me better than letting me waste myself behind a line.”
Emmrich’s hand lingered absently at her hip, his voice thoughtful as ever. “I would very much like to discuss how you channel your magic through both your orb and your blade. The way you interwove the two today—it was seamless. Your lightning, yes, I expected. But your use of ice—” he shook his head faintly, still marveling at it, “—it was fascinating since I thought that you held more of an affinity with fire.”
Rook smiled faintly against his chest. “Yeah, I rarely use ice. That’s more Neve’s thing, but I can wield it when in a jam.”
He went on, hazel eyes gleaming even in the low light. “It suggests that your focus isn’t just in raw affinity, but in the way you anchor your spellwork through conduits—your orb, your dagger. It allows you to control tempo, to redirect energy in smaller, concentrated bursts…”
Rook tried, she really did, to follow him down the winding path of theory and application. She hummed in the right places, shifted against him as though to show she was still listening. But the warmth of his arms, the steady cadence of his voice, and the exhaustion of the day began to pull at her eyelids.
“Mm,” she murmured, half-asleep already, curling closer to him.
He glanced down—and stopped. Her breathing had evened, lashes brushing her cheeks, the faintest smile lingering at her lips. She was gone, slipped into sleep as easily as drawing breath.
A softness overtook him, quiet and unshakable. Carefully, he brushed a loose strand of hair from her face, his fingers lingering against her temple. He bent, pressing a reverent kiss to her forehead.
“Rest, my love,” he whispered, voice almost lost to the hush of the room. “You did well today.”
She mumbled something unintelligible in reply, burrowing closer into his chest.
Emmrich exhaled, holding her tighter. A quiet reverence welled in him—that this fierce, impossible woman was his to hold. He nestled his nose into her hair, the scent of tea leaves and frost clinging faintly there, and let his eyes fall shut.
With her warmth in his arms and her breath steady against his skin, Emmrich followed her into sleep.
Notes:
The plot is thickening. The mystery deepens.
Just my reminder to you all - Thank you for the comments, kudos, and just overall reading this fanfic!! They keep me going as I write this story.
Chapter 68: Chapter 68 - Ink & Intrigue
Summary:
Rook prepares the Veil & Vine for Varric's book reading event.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It had been a couple of days since Emmrich wrapped up his consulting work with the Shadow Dragons, and the weight of that chapter had shifted into something lighter. Now Rook stood in the kitchen of the Veil & Vine, sleeves rolled, hair pinned haphazardly in its iconic loose twist, and a list in her hand as the shop buzzed with preparation.
Varric’s impromptu reading event had snowballed quickly—her usual bookstore collaborator had spread the word faster than wildfire through social media. Thankfully, they’d agreed to keep it RSVP only; the last thing Rook needed was the shop overrun with half of Minrathous desperate for a signature. Still, pulling it all together in so little time meant calling in favors.
Luckily, she wasn’t alone.
The Veil & Vine buzzed with preparation. Warm light glowed against exposed brick and wood, spilling across tables being shifted to make room for the small stage tucked by the front window. Selara, Lace, and Taash were up on stools, coaxing the mage lights to glow softer, richer, bending them into warm hues that gave the café a faint Orlesian luster. Lace claimed it looked like a ballroom as she and Taash angled the tables toward Varric’s reading nook. As they placed the small floral centerpieces, Taash muttered that it gave off more greenhouse vibes.
Rook, hands full of tea tins, had simply deadpanned, “I’ll take whichever one sells more cups.”
Above it all, Spite surveyed his kingdom from the highest perch of his cat tree, tail flicking in silent judgment of the chaos below.
In the kitchen, Lucanis worked with quiet precision, slicing candied orange for the tartlets. Beside him, Bellara directed Rook with practiced authority as the two assembled trays of sandwiches. The air smelled of dill, sage butter, and warm bread, layered over the faint sweetness of clove and cinnamon from the honey madeleines cooling on the counter.
Emmrich stood with the bookshop owner near the shelves, arranging Varric’s latest novel into neat rows. His careful touch smoothed each stack as though they were lecture notes rather than glossy hardcovers. The owner was effusive, his delight carrying across the room. “A joint event—signed copies, custom teas, food spreads. This will be the talk of the district!”
Manfred clacked happily through the café with a stack of tins balanced in his bony gloved hands, carefully arranging Rook’s new blends on display. He adjusted one of the signs three times, clicked his teeth in satisfaction, then reached for another tin.
Rook moved among them all like a conductor, checking here, correcting there, her sleeves pushed up and her braid sliding loose against her shoulder. She paused by Selara to watch the mage lights flicker into a subtle rose-gold hue. “Perfect,” she murmured, genuine approval softening her voice.
For a moment she stood still, breathing it in—the smell of pastries and tea, the glow of her friends’ laughter bouncing off the walls, the sound of Emmrich’s low voice as he spoke with the shopkeeper. She missed these moments of the Veil & Vine.
It was nice being a Shadow Dragon with Neve, but the tea shop had taken residence in her heart. It wasn’t just a business anymore… it was a home. A hearth for the weary to come in and take a load off.
Her little haven.
The bell over the door chimed, and the low murmur of voices drew everyone’s attention. Varric Tethras stepped in with the kind of presence that filled a room before he even spoke. His coat was sharp, his grin sharper. His eyes swept the scene, taking in the lights, the food, the books, the tea, and finally landing on Rook with a spark of mischief. He whistled at the display, clearly impressed.
“Well,” he drawled, “this place looks better than half the salons in Orlais. You’ve become quite the event planner, kid.”
Her lips curved, equal parts wry and pleased, a smirk tugging at the corner. “I do like to impress.”
The bookshop owner fussed happily over Varric’s makeshift “stage”—the reading nook rearranged into a focal point, chair angled just so, stacks of glossy copies arranged like a shrine to his newest novel. The man practically vibrated with delight, at the chance to host Varric Tethras himself.
Varric stood nearby with Selara, their banter quick and easy.
“Did you get Vivienne’s permission to use her as reference for this story?”
“The Iron Lady was flattered I thought of her,” Varric said, smirking, “but she made me promise not to undersell her wardrobe. Apparently, the political dance of schemes and blackmail are fine, but Maker forbid I misrepresent a hair accessory.”
“Of course she did.”
“You think I look professional enough for this impromptu gig?” he asked, tugging at the cuffs of his coat with exaggerated flourish.
Selara crossed her arms, brow arched, lips twitching. “You’re Varric Tethras. Your publicist is probably just relieved this isn’t happening in a dive bar.”
“Ha. They practically lit a candle to the Maker when Rook planned this to be a respectable event. I should send them pictures—prove miracles really do happen.”
“You should have them reimburse her for those tea blends she dreamed up to match your book.”
“Don’t worry, that’s already on the list.”
Their gazes drifted toward Rook, who was checking Manfred’s arrangement of tea tins and shooing Spite away from the food display. Bellara, Lace, and Taash hovered nearby, all laughter and chatter until Rook joined in, her grin bright enough to catch the room.
“She’s doing great, Selara.”
Selara’s arms loosened across her chest, her eyes lingering on Rook a heartbeat longer than necessary. The faint curve of her lips held something warmer than amusement—quiet pride she didn’t bother to hide. “She really is.”
“Chuckles couldn’t make it tonight?”
“Work kept him away. If he were here, he’d be proud of her.”
“Yeah, he would… you should send him a few photos. Helps a man feel less left out.”
Her smile deepened, soft with affection. “Good idea.”
Lace and Taash descended from their stools at last, dusting their hands as the final mage lights settled into a soft glow. They surveyed their work like artists finishing a canvas. Rook intercepted them with a grin, pressing a small paper bag into each of their hands.
“Your bribe,” she said, voice dry. “Pastries, sandwiches, and—” she tapped the top, “—samples of the new blend for Lace to share with her parents.”
Taash peeked inside, eyes bright. “Worth every minute of table-lugging.”
Lace smirked, clutching her prize. “Naturally.”
At the counter, Lucanis leaned against the wood, one hand stroking Spite’s silky fur as the demon cat sprawled in smug triumph. His gaze swept the transformed Veil & Vine, and he gave a low whistle. “Impressive. You’ve turned this place into something new again.”
Rook followed his eyes, satisfaction softening her sharp edges. “Couldn’t have done it without you. Those tartlets looked perfect.”
Lucanis shrugged with practiced nonchalance. “I was in the area.” His glance flicked toward the corner, where Emmrich was deep in conversation with Selara and Varric. “Seems your professor holds his own.”
Rook’s mouth twitched. “He met Solas a few days ago. And—” she exhaled, shoulders tightening—“we’re going to my brother’s estate for First Day dinner.”
Lucanis hummed low in thought, fingers scratching behind Spite’s ear until the cat’s eyes narrowed to slits of contentment. “And how do you feel about that?”
She rolled her shoulders, restless. “When Solas brought it up, I was pissed. He promised me that it was ‘just dinner,’ but he’s definitely going to pull something. Maybe I’m overthinking—Emmrich’s wonderful, and Solas loves a good debate. They’ll probably get along. But I can’t shake this bad feeling.”
Spite hopped onto the counter, tail swishing as if punctuating her unease. Lucanis steadied him with a hand, voice calm. “Your brother just wants to know the man better. And Solas being Solas, yes, he’ll throw hard questions. But underneath all that… he cares about you.”
“I know.” Rook groaned, scrubbing her face with both hands. “That’s the problem. He cares too much. He forgets I’m not some fragile foundling. I’m a grown woman, and I don’t need him trying to steer my life.”
Lucanis’s mouth curved, dry as good wine. “Trust me—he’s still easier than my cousin. Be grateful you’re not stuck with Illario.”
That pulled a sharp laugh out of her, tension easing from her shoulders if only for a heartbeat. “Fair point. You can keep that particular headache.”
Lucanis smirked, satisfied to see Rook eased for once, laughter loosening her shoulders. At the chalkboard, Bellara gave a triumphant flick of her wrist as she finished scrawling the evening’s menu—teas, pairings, and beneath it all, the iconic Spite Warning in looping script. Rook carried the printed specials to the register, tacking the sheet neatly in place.
“Enjoy the evening everyone,” Lace announced with a sly grin as she and Taash waved their goodbyes, the bribe bags and tea samples tucked securely under arms. Rook returned the wave with a fond shake of her head, watching them slip out into the evening.
The bell chimed again and again as the RSVP’d guests trickled in, their chatter swelling with the scent of steeping leaves and baked sweetness. Orders flew quickly—most eager to try the new teas paired with tartlets, sandwiches, or the still-warm madeleines. The bookshop owner stood proudly at the door, ticking names off his list, while Rook, Bellara, and Lucanis manned the counter in a smooth rhythm of pouring, plating, and passing along trays.
Selara took up her post beside Varric, who had settled into the little “stage” nook with practiced ease, legs crossed and book in hand. The minor decorations—the softened mage lights, the floral touches, the angled tables—all drew murmurs of approval. But it was Varric himself, sharp-coated and sharper-grinned, who pulled the attention taut. The room leaned toward him even before he spoke.
The shopkeeper clapped his hands together, voice rich with pride. “Everone, welcome. Tonight, the Veil & Vine is honored to host Varric Tethras—storyteller and novelist.”
Applause rippled; Varric raised a hand with mock humility. “That’s generous. Let’s hope the book lives up to the hype, huh?” His grin widened, drawing laughter before he even cracked the spine.
Bellara slipped into a seat at the back, her copy of The Iron Lady’s Court bristling with sticky notes like a hedgehog. She cradled a steaming cup of The Grand Game, eyes already gleaming with the anticipation of a favorite passage. Beside her, Lucanis took the opposite approach, settling in with a heavy ceramic mug of Crow’s Regards, one of Rook’s first custom coffee blends. Smoky cardamom curled together with bitter cherry and charred cacao husk, the dark, complex aroma rising in a slow ribbon. Lucanis gave a low hum of approval, the sound carrying just enough for Rook to catch.
From her perch on a stool behind the counter, Rook let herself breathe. Across from her, Selara, Emmrich, and Manfred had claimed spots at the counter bar—an unlikely trio made comfortable by the glow of lamplight and the warmth of tea. She leaned her elbows on the wood, gaze roaming the room as the last of the audience settled.
For a heartbeat, it wasn’t work or performance. It was her shop alive—friends, family, strangers, and stories all woven together in the place she had built.
Then Varric cleared his throat, and the room fell easily into the hush of a story waiting to begin.
Varric’s reading was a resounding success—his voice spun sharp humor and vivid imagery with the ease of a man born to hold an audience. The Q&A after brought just as many laughs as revelations, and when it was all said and done, the crowd filtered out with signed copies clutched like trophies and tins of tea tucked into their bags.
The bookshop owner left last, still effusive, his arms full of the remaining signed stock and a carefully prepared bag of tea samples that Rook had slipped him “for quality assurance.”
Cleanup was brisk. Leftovers were packed into the back kitchen fridge for tomorrow’s snacks, with a few bundled into neat paper bags for Bellara and Lucanis to carry home. Spite prowled the counter in smug inspection, Manfred happily clacking as he stacked the last of the chairs.
“All right, drinks are on me,” Varric announced once the tables were set right again. His grin was wide, his voice warm with gratitude. “Pub’s still open, and I wanna treat everyone to a round to celebrate.”
Groans and rueful chuckles answered him. It was still a weekday, and one by one, excuses rolled in—work tomorrow, early training, deadlines looming. Varric threw his hands up dramatically.
“Unbelievable. Minrathous used to know how to celebrate.”
Selara smirked, tugging on her cloak. “Come on, I’ll keep you company. Someone has to make sure you get back to your hotel room. Otherwise your editor will kill you.”
Rook lingered, arms folded, chewing the inside of her cheek. She wanted to go—but she needed to restock the new tea blends for tomorrow before she closed up the shop. Plus she was exhausted from all the work she put in today.
Emmrich noticed. He set a gentle hand at the small of her back, leaning close. “We’ll join as well,” he said simply, his voice calm but certain, tipping the scales before Rook could retreat behind her doubts.
Rook blinked up at him, a faint smirk tugging at her mouth. Of course he’d seen through her.
He leaned down and whispered, “We should have a night of fun. You’ve earned it.”
With the decision made, Manfred and Spite were escorted upstairs to the Loft. The skeletal wisp clicked his teeth in giddy anticipation, while Spite gave an imperious chirp as if already declaring the place his kingdom for the night. Rook, however, made sure to leave clear instructions—specific, repeated twice—about what Manfred was not allowed to let the cat get away with. The wisp nodded solemnly, though the glint in his sockets suggested Spite’s inevitable schemes would test his resolve.
The two were becoming a devious duo and Rook wasn’t sure if it was adorable or just trouble.
Satisfied, the couple set out to join Selara and Varric. Their destination: the Golden Hoard, a well-known pub tucked just off the market district. Its signboard swung above the door, painted with a dragon coiled atop a heap of coins, tankard clutched in its claws, foam spilling over like treasure.
Inside, the Golden Hoard was exactly the kind of place that kept its regulars loyal. Warm brick walls and low-beamed ceilings pressed the space cozy, while brass lanterns threw golden light across crowded tables. The hum of voices, laughter, and clinking tankards filled the air, blending with the faint smoke of a hearth fire. Above the fireplace, a dragon-shaped weathervane turned lazily in the heat, its iron wings creaking as though approving of the revelry.
The four of them claimed a table near the fire, its scarred surface etched with old knife marks and faint stains that spoke of a thousand stories told before theirs.
Naturally, that led Varric into storytelling—the kind that spilled out once the formalities were gone and the drinks were flowing. Tonight’s topic: nicknames.
“See, the thing about nicknames,” he said, gesturing with his tankard, “is they stick. They add color, personality. As a storyteller, it’s like seasoning. Plus…” His grin widened. “It’s a fun little game.”
Selara arched a brow, dry amusement curving her lips. “You do have a talent for it.”
“Funny you should say that,” Varric replied, eyes glinting. “Inky.”
Rook perked up immediately, her smirk curling with mischief as Selara nearly sputtered into her beer. “Inky?”
Varric leaned back, savoring Selara’s narrowed eyes like a fine wine. “A classic tale with romance and humor. Back when Chuckles was guest lecturing in the Free Marches, he couldn’t stop talking about this grad student who kept locking horns with him. Always had an argument ready, sharp as a knife. Sound familiar?”
Selara groaned, already bracing herself.
“So one day,” Varric went on, “I drag him out of his office for a change of scenery. We’re passing the copy room, and there she is—papers scattered everywhere, ink smudged across her face and hands. Solas walks in, she startles, and—” he snapped his fingers, “—drops the copier’s cartridge. Black ink everywhere. Both of them drenched. And for once, my stone-faced buddy actually cracked a smile.”
Rook didn’t laugh. She leaned forward, chin propped on her hand, her eyes caught by the image—ink-stained fingers, startled smiles, the start of something unspoken blooming in the middle of a mess. Silly, maybe, but also oddly romantic.
Across from her, Emmrich’s chuckle was quiet, thoughtful. He tipped his glass slightly, gaze drifting toward her. The memory in his expression was unmistakable—their own sparks of chaos turned to something gentler, the kind of moments where fondness slipped in between sharp edges.
“And from that day on,” Varric finished with mock solemnity, raising his glass, “she’s been Inky. Doesn’t really fit the whole ‘diplomatic powerhouse’ thing she’s rocking now, which just makes it better. And,” he added with a wicked grin, “she absolutely hates it.”
Selara dropped her face into her hand, muttering something sharp in Elvhen while Varric grinned like a cat in cream. Rook’s smirk lingered, but her eyes softened as she stole a glance at Emmrich. She watched as he sipped his wine and enjoyed the lively atmosphere around him.
Selara dropped her face into her hand, muttering something sharp in Elvhen while Varric grinned like a cat in cream. Rook’s smirk lingered, though her eyes softened when they flicked back to Emmrich. He sipped his wine, enjoying the warmth of the company as much as the firelight.
Rook leaned closer, her voice pitched low. “You enjoying yourself?”
Emmrich inclined his head, the faintest smile tugging at his mouth. “It’s been some time since I went to a pub to unwind. Last time was after one of my recent expeditions in the Shrouded Halls in Nevarra. We’d run into an infestation of particularly malicious undead. Caused quite the unrest.”
That caught Varric’s ear. “Hold on—undead infestation? You can’t drop that and not elaborate.”
Selara tipped her chin, interest sparking. “Yes, Professor. Do tell.”
All eyes turned to him, and with a patient sip of wine, he obliged.
“The Grand Necropolis below the city of Nevarra is vast,” he began, his voice settling into the cadence of a lecturer, though colored by memory. “Endless catacombs, still yielding new discoveries. On one such expedition, we encountered… something foul. A beast that moved with cunning, built like a man but with limbs like a spider. It stalked us in the dark, plucking off stragglers one by one.”
Rook stilled, brows knitting as she listened.
“We contained it, eventually—bound it and severed its head. But before that…” His hazel eyes darkened faintly, remembering. “It whispered. Not in any tongue we recognized. Yet somehow… it knew our names. Every one of us. As if it had been watching for some time.”
Rook exhaled, unsettled despite herself. “Damn. That sounds like a mage experiment gone wrong. Did you ever find out who created it?”
Emmrich shook his head, the faintest crease pulling at his brow. “We were never able to discern who—or what—could fashion such a creature. But I can say this: its body had been prepared with great care. Every joint reinforced, every limb purposeful. There was intent behind it, not a careless task.”
A hush lingered at the table, broken when Varric tipped back his drink and let out a low chuckle. “Sounds about right. You spend enough time poking around old ruins and catacombs, you learn quick—shit in Thedas never stops getting weird.”
He leaned back, tankard resting on the scarred wood, eyes glinting with something between amusement and old memory. “Dwarves have been doing expeditions into the Deep Roads since the First Blight. Uncharted thaigs, half-collapsed ruins, monsters waiting around every corner. My family’s own thaig—now that was a trip. Darkspawn, traps, and things better left unmentioned. But we came out with relics, stories, and scars to prove it. Point is…” He gestured vaguely with his tankard. “You’re not alone, Professor. Monsters and mysteries—every ruin’s got a few waiting.”
Rook huffed a quiet laugh, her tension easing as she traced the rim of her glass. “Guess some things never change. Dig deep enough, and you’ll always find nightmares—or treasure.”
“Usually both,” Varric said dryly, raising his glass. “But hey, keeps life interesting.”
“Interesting is an understatement.” Selara tipped her glass, her smile sharp with wryness. “My own travels were more trouble than diplomacy. Half the time, I’m cleaning up someone else’s mess before it toppled into scandal or worse.”
Varric snorted into his ale. “Isn’t that basically your entire job description?”
Her only reply was a handful of bar nuts flicked neatly at his shoulder. He raised his brows, unbothered, grin widening as one bounced off his coat.
Across the table, Rook leaned a little closer to Emmrich, her voice curious. “Do you still go on expeditions?”
Emmrich’s fingers traced the rim of his glass before he shook his head. “Not in the past year. Teaching consumed much of my time, and I’ve found no shortage of responsibilities within the university.” His gaze flicked toward her, softened by thought. “But yes—should the call come again, I’d be glad to lend my services. There is always something to learn from the places we fear to tread. The history that is left to uncover.”
Rook leaned her elbow on the table, her eyes glinting as she studied him. “Do you still enjoy the thrill of adventure? Or are you content teaching the next generation of anthropologists while they do the dangerous fieldwork?”
Emmrich didn’t answer right away. Instead, he reached across the scarred tabletop, his fingers curling around hers with quiet intent. “I’m enjoying the adventure of being with you,” he said, voice low, steady. “You are a daring adventurer in your own right. And I find that… more than thrilling enough.”
Her smirk softened into something more molten. She turned his hand over, her thumb brushing across the smoky quartz ring that had taken up permanent residence on his middle finger. The weight of it, the possession it symbolized, sent a coil of heat through her chest. “Careful, Professor,” she murmured, voice edged with mischief. “It’s dangerous to flirt with me like that.”
His hum of satisfaction vibrated low, his hazel gaze flicking briefly to the obsidian pendant at her throat before finding her dark eyes again. “Flirting?” he replied mildly. “I was merely paying you a compliment. If your thoughts wander elsewhere… well, that’s entirely your doing.”
The air between them thickened, their gazes locked, neither breaking. For a moment, the tavern’s noise faded to nothing but the charged silence of the two of them.
Then Varric cleared his throat loudly. “Hate to break it to you two, but we’re still here.”
Rook jerked back just far enough to roll her eyes, though heat still clung to her cheeks. Emmrich chuckled at his love’s embarrassment, inclining his head as he eased away. Selara downed the rest of her drink, lips quirking. “I’m getting another round. And Rook?” Her smirk sharpened with mischief. “Behave while I’m gone.”
Varric smirked wide. “Don’t worry, I’ll make sure they don’t start making out at the table.”
A handful of bar nuts pelted him square in the chest before he could blink.
“Hey.”
Selara let out a sharp laugh, already rising from her chair. “Good girl,” she called back to Rook, mock praise warm in her tone, before striding toward the bar.
Varric brushed the bar nuts off his shirt with mock dignity, then leaned back in his chair, tankard in hand. His eyes flicked between Rook and Emmrich, the grin creeping back like he’d just found the juiciest subplot in a story.
“All right,” he drawled, “since Selara abandoned me to keep you two in line, humor me. How’d this happen? Which one of you confessed first?” His brows arched with knowing mischief. “Don’t tell me you didn’t circle and dance around each other for ages before someone finally took the plunge.”
Rook blinked, her lips curving into a slow, wry smirk. “That’s one way of putting it. What do you think, Professor?”
Beside her, Emmrich’s composure held, but the faintest flush colored his ears as he reached for his glass. “It was a rather protracted dance,” he admitted, voice dry but touched with fondness.
Varric barked a laugh. “Ha! Knew it. So? Who cracked first?”
Rook tilted her head toward Emmrich, clearly enjoying putting him on the spot. “Go on. You’re better at retelling the story.”
His hazel eyes slid to hers, warm and resigned all at once. “If memory serves,” he began carefully, “you were the one who invited me to taste-test a new tea blend.”
Rook’s smirk softened, sipping her whiskey glass. “That’s true. Though in my defense, you made the first move at swooning me.”
“I was simply eager to share a glimpse of the Fade with a curious mind.”
“Uh-huh. And adding dinner to tea tasting wasn’t another hint?”
“I recall you admitting you were just a glutton.”
“You love my gluttony.”
His mouth quirked, conceding the point.
Varric leaned forward, grinning with outright amusement. “Maker’s ass—you two flirt even when you argue.”
Emmrich conceded at last, turning to Varric with a wry smile. “Then allow me to clarify—I asked her out first. A leap of faith, born of a rare bout of courage.”
Rook’s smirk softened into something fonder. “And it was the best first date I’ve ever been on,” she said, brushing her thumb along his knuckles. “I’m glad the professor took the plunge.”
His gaze lingered on her, warm and steady. “As am I,” he murmured, and the look in his eyes said the rest.
Selara returned then, setting down a fresh drink for herself and sliding another pint toward Varric. “What’d I miss?”
Varric smirked, jerking his chin toward the couple. “Our lovebirds here were debating who made the first move. My money says it was Rook with the invite, and our professor here sealed the deal.”
Rook waved him off, lips quirking. “Agree to disagree.” Behind his glass of wine, Emmrich’s smile betrayed his amusement.
The night carried on, conversation winding as easily as the drinks poured. Rook felt light, pleasantly buzzed, warmth humming through her veins. It made her a little handsy—her fingers lacing through Emmrich’s, idly playing with his rings as she listened to Selara. Whenever her hand slipped away, his inevitably found its way back to her side, pulling her closer.
From across the table, Selara and Varric exchanged a look, their grins sharp. It didn’t take long before a bet was struck on how quickly the lovebirds would leave for more private company.
Then Emmrich leaned close, his lips brushing just at Rook’s ear, his voice low and deliberate. Whatever he whispered turned her cheeks pink; she rose abruptly, muttering something about the restroom, her smile betraying her.
Varric chuckled into his pint. “Well, there’s your answer.”
Selara lifted her glass in agreement. “Pay up, Tethras.”
When Rook returned from the restroom, she slipped easily back into her seat, closer to Emmrich this time. His hand found hers under the table, their fingers weaving together as if it were second nature.
Varric lifted his tankard, watching her with that knowing half-smile of his. “Thanks for going along with my whims, Rook. It was a wonderful night.”
Rook tilted her head, trying for a casual smirk. “It was good business, Varric. And fun. I got to try out blends I’ve been sitting on, so… it worked out.”
“Uh-huh.” His eyes glinted as he tipped back his drink. “Still, you went above and beyond. And it showed.”
The words landed harder than she expected. Heat rose to the tips of her ears, and she ducked her head slightly, hiding behind her glass as she tapped it gently against his in a gesture of camaraderie. “Well… you’re welcome.”
Emmrich’s quiet smile lingered on her profile, fond and proud in equal measure.
By the time their glasses were empty, his composure remained immaculate—shoulders straight, voice calm, not a hair out of place. Rook, on the other hand, had softened around the edges, leaning into him with the telltale warmth of someone slipping into the drowsy haze of her buzz.
Emmrich brushed a steadying hand along her arm before setting his glass aside. “I believe that is our cue,” he said, polite but firm. “It has been a long evening.”
He rose with Rook in tow, her head tipping briefly against his shoulder as she murmured something half-drowsy under her breath. Inclining his head to Selara and Varric, he offered a final, “Until next time.”
“Take care of her, Professor,” Varric called after them, chuckling as Rook nuzzled closer to Emmrich on their way to the door. “Good man. Knew I had him pegged right.”
Selara laughed, low and warm. “I should hope so, given the way Dorian has been singing his praises. He was hell bent on assuring me that Rook was in good hands.”
Varric snorted into his tankard. “Sparkler does lean toward the dramatics.”
Her smirk tilted sharp. “Pot, kettle.”
That earned her a bark of laughter, but the amusement ebbed as Selara’s gaze lingered on the door the couple had just left through. Her tone turned softer, weighted. “She’s been working with the Shadow Dragons again… consultant work.”
Varric paused mid-swig, his pint glass hovering just shy of his lips. His brows drew together, the easy grin faltering. “...Shit.”
He set the glass down, exhaling a short breath through his nose. “Does Solas know?”
Selara shook her head. “She made me promise I wouldn’t tell him. But he’s going to find out, and he won’t be pleased. Especially not with the other news—Rook’s trying to get clearance to go on missions.”
Varric’s mouth twisted wry. “Yeah, that’s gonna go over real smooth. First Day dinner’s shaping up to be a real powder keg. Sounds like a front-row seat to the infamous Ingellvar siblings blowing up at each other kind of event.”
Selara let out an exasperated sigh and dropped her face into her hands. “It isn’t ideal. I thought the tension would just be Solas being overprotective, but this is starting to turn dicey. I’ve half a mind to tell him now—let him get all the fury and fretting out of his system before dinner even arrives.”
Varric snorted into his glass. “Good luck tempering that storm, Inky.”
She shot him a glare over her fingertips, though there was no bite behind it. “You’re not helping. You’ve got the most wisdom of the siblings—how about some advice?”
He lifted both hands in mock surrender. “Hey, don’t pin that on me. I’ve got a better grip on Rook than I ever will on Solas. Title of ‘Solas’s handler’ got stamped on you the minute he started to mooning over you.”
Selara grumbled into her drink. “Does Hawke has to put up with this nonsense too?”
“Course,” Varric said with a smirk. “Hawke deals with my bullshit same way I deal with her chaos. Delicate balance.”
His grin softened as he tipped his tankard toward her. “But if shit really hits the fan, I want details. Let me know if I need to come back here and knock sense into either of them.”
Selara raised her glass in a mock toast. “To the poor souls who deal with the Ingellvar siblings.”
“They’re a pain in the ass,” Varric agreed, clinking her glass with his own. “But we love ’em anyway.”
The smile that curved her mouth this time was quiet but certain. “That we do.”
Notes:
Nothing like more Varric and a return to the storyline's foodie and tea roots to give us a breather before the mystery continues and plots are revealed.
Chapter 69: Chapter 69 - Beneath the Steam
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich enjoy some privacy.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The winter air bit at Rook’s flushed cheeks as she and Emmrich stepped out of the Golden Hoard. The faint buzz of the tavern faded behind them, replaced by the hush of snow-dampened streets. Cobbled stones stretched ahead, slick with frost, their uneven edges gleaming silver beneath the lanterns that swayed in the breeze. Overhead, the moon hung high and pale, its light spilling across the city’s rooftops like a soft wash of silk.
Rook stretched her arms above her head, rolling her shoulders as she breathed in the cold night air. It filled her lungs, sharp and invigorating, banishing the last haze of warmth from the pub. She let it out in a slow sigh, her lips curling faintly at the freshness of it.
Emmrich watched her with quiet fondness, the corners of his mouth softening as the glow of moonlight traced her features. He adjusted his coat against the chill, then reached out, offering his hand with the kind of steady certainty that always made her pulse hitch. Together, they began down the narrow street, their steps clicking softly against stone, the city around them humming with its muted, midnight life.
“Sobering up?” Emmrich asked, his tone warm, eyes glancing sidelong at her.
Rook scoffed lightly. “I wasn’t drunk. Tipsy, maybe.” She shoved her hands into her coat pockets, grinning up at him. “Thanks again—for helping me wrangle that event. It would’ve been chaos without you and Manfred.”
He slipped a hand to her waist, tugging her gently closer as they walked. “It was my pleasure. Besides, we have two whole days before First Day dinner. Two days of peace before I’m at your brother’s mercy.”
Rook groaned, tipping her head back with theatrical despair. “Ugh, don’t remind me. Solas will have you under his microscope, picking you apart like you’re a bloody research paper.”
Emmrich’s laugh was soft, fond, his breath stirring her hair as he leaned just close enough. “If winning your brother’s approval is the price of standing at your side, then I shall gladly pay it.”
Color touched her cheeks, though she masked it with a playful bump of her hip against his. “You don’t need his approval,” she muttered, but the faint curve tugging at her mouth betrayed her.
“Darling, I’m old-fashioned,” he said smoothly, eyes glinting with quiet resolve. “Besides, I’d rather prove it takes more than a tense dinner to drive me away from you.”
Rook tilted her head up, lips curling into a wry grin. “Well… when you put it like that…” Her voice dropped, sly. “We don’t have to head back to the Loft tonight. My apartment’s closer. Warmer. And maybe,” her grin sharpened with promise, “we can enjoy a nightcap before bed.”
Emmrich raised one dark brow, feigning innocence as his hand lingered at her waist. “A nightcap, hm? Are you trying to seduce me into going to your apartment, Miss Ingellvar?”
Her laugh was low and teasing, eyes bright as they locked with his. “Is it working?”
He leaned down, his voice dropping into a velvet murmur that brushed against her ear. “You’ll have to try harder than that if you want me to surrender to your whims.”
Rook’s pulse quickened at the challenge, heat sparking through her as her grin sharpened. And when had she ever backed down from a challenge?
She turned toward her professor, slipping her arms around his neck as she rose onto her toes, drawing herself close enough to leave no space between them. Emmrich regarded her with that patient, knowing smile of his, as though content to let her prove just how far she’d go.
“I’d like to take advantage of this rare freedom,” she murmured, her breath brushing his lips. “No interruptions, no distractions. Just us. So why not strike while the iron is hot?”
Her nose grazed his, their mouths hovering a breath apart. Mischief glinted in her dark eyes as she whispered, softer still, “Unless the iron needs warming before I strike.”
For a heartbeat, he held steady, hazel eyes catching the silver wash of moonlight as though he could outlast her tease. But her words—sharp as a blade, warm as fire—slipped beneath his defenses.
His breath left him in a low chuckle, the sound edged with heat. “You do take delight in dismantling my composure.” His hand slid to her waist, thumb brushing slow circles through her coat. He leaned in until his lips ghosted over hers, his voice dropping to a murmur that rumbled against her mouth.
“Very well, my daring minx. Let us see just how hot this iron burns.”
The elevator ride had been its own torment—hands wandering, kisses stolen, self-control slipping by the floor. By the time they stumbled down the hall to Rook’s apartment, their laughter and gasps tangled as much as their limbs.
She fumbled for her keys, breathless against his mouth, until the lock finally gave. They all but crashed inside, the door slamming shut with a flick of her wrist. The apartment was dark, city light spilling in thin, silver bars seeping through the curtains and painting silver lines across the floor. Emmrich didn’t miss a beat; even mid-kiss he murmured the words for her sound-dampening wards, sealing them into a world all their own.
Boots, jackets, satchels scattered in their wake, their momentum carrying them to the sofa. Emmrich’s knees knocked into the arm of it as Rook shoved him down, his back sinking into the cushions before she climbed astride him like she owned the space—and him.
Her fingers tore at the buttons of his waistcoat, desperate, her mouth at his throat. She grazed her teeth against his pulse point, savoring the sharp intake of breath, the groan that rumbled in his chest. He shivered under her touch, the control he so carefully wore threatening to slip.
It took everything in him not to rip open her blouse in retaliation, but instead he answered with precision. His own deft hands slipped along the fabric, unbuttoning with smooth efficiency. Rook growled impatiently, tugging it off and tossing it aside before attacking the buttons of his shirt.
“Venhedis, you wear too many layers,” she muttered against his collarbone, frustration vibrating against his skin.
Emmrich’s hand came up, fingers warm and steady as he cupped her jaw, guiding her face back up to his. “Let me see you properly,” he murmured. His lips chased across her cheek, her temple, soft kisses meant to slow her just enough before claiming her mouth again.
The tenderness in the gesture only sharpened the hunger between them. Her laugh caught, turning into a shiver when he deepened the kiss, his jeweled fingers still teasing over the straps of her bra, the cool brush of metal against heated skin making her squirm in his lap.
Rook’s hands faltered halfway through the line of buttons, her breath catching when Emmrich’s lips wandered lower—down her throat, along the sharp edge of her collarbone, tracing fire across her shoulders before descending to her sternum.
The deft flick of his fingers had her bra undone before she’d even thought to breathe. She shrugged it free with impatience, eager to bare herself to him, and his mouth was there at once—reverent, unhurried, worshipping. His lips and teeth claimed her breasts in turn, drawing soft gasps from her as he teased and lavished her with a kind of focus that was uniquely his.
Of all her encounters, none had ever been like this. Emmrich paid attention in ways others hadn’t—adoring her scars instead of ignoring them, taking his time, devoting himself to the art of her pleasure as though each touch, each kiss, was a vow. His tongue coaxed and circled, his teeth grazing until she shivered, his mouth pulling sounds from her she hadn’t meant to give.
A helpless laugh caught in her throat as she undid the last of his shirt buttons, tugging it free from his trousers with sudden urgency. Her hands slid beneath the fabric, into the heat of his skin, then higher into his hair, gripping tight as her hips rolled instinctively against the hardness straining beneath her. He groaned into her chest, the vibration of it sparking through her, as he sucked and nipped in a rhythm that left her breasts marked with his affection—decorated in bruises that were more devotion than possession.
Rook cursed under her breath, tugging at her waistband with a frustrated growl. “Kaffas,” she muttered, voice husky with need, “of all nights, I had to wear pants instead of a skirt.”
Before Emmrich could offer a solution, she shoved him back, his shoulders hitting the sofa cushions with a soft thud. Her dark eyes burned down at him, sharp and commanding as her hips ground against the ridge straining beneath his layers.
“Lose the trousers.” Her voice cut low, edged with authority that brooked no argument.
He exhaled through a quiet laugh, his hands gliding to her hips and tugging her down against him once more. The friction made her moan, her head tipping back as the sound shivered through the charged air. His smile curved slow and indulgent, the kind of knowing smirk that set her teeth on edge in the best way.
“Are you sure?” he murmured, rolling his hips beneath hers with deliberate provocation. “I’m sure that we could think of something.”
Her palm pressed firm to his chest, pinning him where he sat, eyes glinting with that wicked promise he’d come to crave. “Focus, Professor. Pants. Off.”
The command lingered in the air, sizzling.
He arched a brow, the challenge dancing in his gaze, but obediently his hands moved to his belt. As the clasp came free and fabric shifted down his hips, she rose from his lap, already working at her own trousers with sharp efficiency. Side by side, clothes hit the floor in a frenzy, their urgency like kindling catching flame.
After trousers and underwear hit the floor, Emmrich leaned back, breath catching as his gaze roamed. Rook stood before him, bare in the muted glow of the streetlamps spilling past the curtains. Shadows and light clung to her body in shifting patterns, her obsidian pendant gleaming like a dark star at her throat.
She mounted him again with deliberate grace, one hand wrapping firmly around his cock. His breath stuttered as she looked down at him, her dark eyes devouring his bare form—the peppered trail of chest hair leading down his flush, the glitter of jeweled fingers and bangles shifting against her thighs.
Her head tilted, lips curling. “What a view.”
Her strokes were slow, measured, drawing a groan from deep in his chest as his hips jerked upward to meet her hand. “I don’t think I’ve ever told you this,” she murmured, savoring the way he shivered beneath her touch, “but I really like your body, Professor. Never thought I’d meet someone who could look so dignified… deceptively toned… and still a little soft.” Her voice dropped, sultry, almost wistful. “Sometimes I wish we could just steal a day. No interruptions, no distractions. Just us. Somewhere I could appreciate you properly.”
His breath came rough, reverent. “We could. A holiday. Somewhere… tropical.”
Her grin turned wicked as her strokes teased him, her hips rolling just enough to remind him what she withheld. “Where to, Professor? Vyrantium? Treviso?”
“I was thinking… Rivain,” he managed, voice cracking around a groan.
Rook’s smirk deepened. “You just want to see me in a bikini.”
Another groan tore from him, his hips straining against her hand. His fingers curled hard into the sofa cushions, knuckles blanching as he held himself in check—fighting the urge to seize control, to surrender to the heat. He clung to the restraint, letting her guide the pace, every stroke unraveling him further. “It would be… a glorious sight. And so would the shores, the fruit, and—” his gaze burned into hers, hungry and unyielding, “—the view of your body stretched bare across our bed.”
She sighed, satisfaction thrumming in her voice as she watched him squirm. “Sounds like a fun trip.”
Every stroke of her hand unraveled him further, his composure fraying beneath the weight of her hunger. She burned in his vision—goddess and lover both—and he was powerless to resist. In truth, he would gladly lose himself in her touch, to hear her voice call his name as she claimed him.
“Rook.” His voice shook. “At this pace… I won’t last.”
Her smile was sharp with promise. “Don’t worry, Professor. I have other plans.”
Rook finally released him, and the professor let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. Relief coursed through him in a rush, tempered by the sharp pang of disappointment at losing her touch. Before he could steady himself, she reached up and slipped free the clip that held her hair in its loose twist. Chestnut curls cascaded down around her shoulders, spilling like a silken curtain to frame the lines of her bare body. For a heartbeat, his composure faltered completely—she looked divine. Untouchable. His goddess made flesh.
She leaned down and kissed him—slow, languid, her lips brushing his with reverence before she pulled away again. And then, with a sly shift, she turned, sliding down the length of him. Her movements were purposeful, her dark eyes gleaming with intent as she shifted her body over his, presenting herself with deliberate grace.
Emmrich’s anticipation built with every inch, his hands tightening on the cushions as he watched her maneuver. He didn’t fully realize what she intended until her hips aligned above his chest, her ass framed in dim light, the curves of her body etched by shadow and the faint gleam from the window.
She glanced back over her shoulder, lips curved in wicked delight. “Let me show you just how much I enjoy you.”
He barely had time to answer before she lowered her body, arching her back, offering him the view of her curves while taking him into her mouth. The heat of her lips wrapped around his length, sudden and overwhelming, and his composure shattered with a shuddered exhale.
Emmrich’s voice broke into the hush, her name escaping in a low, uneven breath. The sound only spurred her on—Rook hummed around his cock in smug satisfaction, the vibration making his thighs tense beneath her. She pumped him in time with her mouth, saliva slicking his length, tongue teasing every ridge until she tasted the faint salt of his release on her tongue.
His restraint frayed. A choked moan slipped from him, his hips twitching upward as his hands abandoned the sofa cushions to clutch at the curve of her ass. The pressure of his rings was cool against her skin, his grip reverent yet hungry.
Rook pulled back with a sharp, wet pop, stroking him slowly as she caught her breath. A wicked smile curved her lips even as her hips squirmed helplessly. “Still with me, Professor?” she challenged, breathless.
He didn’t answer in words. One jeweled hand slid from the curve of her ass, his rings cool against her flushed skin before trailing lower. The moment his fingers brushed her slick heat, she gasped—hips jerking down against him in a helpless betrayal of her control.
“Maker…” Emmrich hissed, the word half curse, half prayer, as he glided through her arousal, his touch steady and deliberate. “Look at you—already dripping for me.”
Her breath hitched, the bravado in her smile trembling. She risked a glance over her shoulder—and stilled.
His hazel eyes burned with a green glow, his magic thrumming through him, predatory and calm all at once. No words were needed. That look alone pinned her in place, her body tightening, keening toward his hand as if she’d already surrendered.
That look struck straight through her, not just a claim but a question—may I?
Her lips curved, the sharp edge softening into something hungrier, a subtle tilt of her gaze and the parting of her thighs the answer he sought. Permission, unspoken but undeniable.
Emmrich’s silence lingered, deliberate, savoring that exchange. His gaze turned molten, his rings pressing firmer into her slick warmth. She shuddered, pulse stuttering at the thrill of it.
Venhedis. She didn’t even need to say the words—her body had already told him yes.
Emmrich groaned into her heat as he finally lowered his mouth to her sex, tongue pressing firm against her swollen bud. He circled it in slow, deliberate patterns before dragging upward with sinful precision, sending shocks through her that made her thighs quake around his shoulders. Her hips rolled to meet him, gasping when his jeweled grip tightened on her ass. The press of his rings bit faintly into her flesh—marks that would remind her of his touch long after.
She moaned around him, the vibration shuddering down his length, and his composure cracked. One hand slid from her hip, dipping lower to ease two fingers inside her slick, fluttering heat. She faltered for a heartbeat, then redoubled her effort, throat opening as she swallowed him down once more.
The combination—the press of his tongue, the pump and curl of his fingers—pulled helpless sounds from her throat, her body betraying her with every squeeze and tremor. Her core throbbed in time with his pace, pleasure mounting until she was grinding against his mouth with abandon, desperate for release.
A growl rumbled in his chest, vibrating against her as he quickened his pace, relentless now, determined to drag her over. The little flutters around his fingers became frantic spasms, her body straining at the edge.
She broke first—gasping against his cock as she pulled back for air, his name spilling in a breathless cry. With one last, devastating suck to her clit, he tipped her over.
Rook shattered above him, her body gushing for him, wet heat flooding his mouth as he drank her greedily. He didn’t stop—tongue and fingers coaxing her through every wave, easing her down until her thighs quivered and her breath turned ragged.
Only then did he relent, licking her slowly, reverently, savoring her taste as his free hand steadied her trembling hips.
Her lips were swollen, thighs trembling from his merciless attention, curls tumbling wild around her flushed face. She turned, breath catching as her dark eyes locked on his hazel, still burning with hunger.
“Sofa… or bed?” she asked, the words clipped, raw with need.
Emmrich’s jaw tightened, his breath unsteady, though the faintest smile ghosted his lips at her audacity. In answer, he pushed himself up in one smooth motion, sliding his arms beneath her. She let out a surprised squeak as she was pressed against his chest.
“Bed,” he murmured darkly against her temple. “As tempting as the sofa is… I’d rather have proper space.”
Rook straddled his hips, her slick heat dragging over the thick line of his cock pressed hard against the curve of her ass. Emmrich’s hands slid down her thighs, his rings biting lightly into flushed skin as his grip tightened.
With a controlled surge, he rose from the sofa—carrying her as though she were weightless. Her arms flew around his neck with a startled laugh, muffled as her mouth sought his collarbone, teeth grazing before sinking just enough to leave her mark. His answering groan rumbled low against her hair, his stride purposeful even as her lips scattered hurried bruises across his shoulder.
Her bedroom door stood open. Emmrich kicked it shut without breaking stride, hands locked on her thighs as her body clung to him like she was part of him. They tumbled onto the bed in a tangle of limbs and laughter edged with lust.
With a swift roll, Rook reclaimed her place astride him—dark eyes blazing, chestnut curls spilling forward as she pinned him beneath her once more, triumphant in her claim.
She guided him into her with a slow, claiming roll of her body. The stretch stole her breath, the angle so deep it made her mind scatter, her lips parting on a broken gasp. Each shift of her hips drove him against her core just right—each thrust striking sparks that left her body singing, nerves lit alive and wild.
Emmrich leaned back into the pillows, hazel eyes locked on her like she was the only truth in the world. His hands glided from her thighs to her hips, steadying, guiding only when she wanted it, reverence in the way he held her. The professor—so composed in every other part of his life—let himself unravel for her, groaning low as he watched the way she moved over him, the sight of her claiming him with abandon.
“Venhedis—Yes!” she cursed, dark eyes fluttering as she rode him harder, chasing the edge, her curls tumbling around her face like a crown in disarray. Her nails scored across his chest, dragging against his peppered chest hair, her mouth curling into a grin at the sound of his sharp intake of breath.
He loved it—loved her—this fiery, insatiable woman who ran herself ragged in the world but burned brighter still in his arms. His voice was a low, guttural praise against the rhythm of their bodies. “My beautiful Evara. Show me… take what you deserve.”
And she did. She lost herself to it, to him, to the way he filled her so completely, his body answering hers as if built to fit, every shift and cry dragging him deeper into her frenzy. He would have gladly stayed beneath her forever, helpless and grateful, if it meant seeing her like this—untamed, unstoppable, and radiant in her pleasure.
Rook rode him with abandon, hips grinding, rocking, chasing her own ecstasy with no shame, no hesitation. Each roll of her body drew ragged cries from her throat, the heat between them molten as she lost herself in the rhythm of her pleasure. Her hands dug into his chest, leaving red crescents along his skin as she rose and fell on him, her obsidian pendant bouncing against her breastbone like a dark charm in the lamplight.
Emmrich’s breath came harsh, his composure shredded as he tried to hold out for her, to let her burn herself bright. His hips rose to meet her, his hands braced tight at her hips, guiding her down until he was buried in her deepest, stretching her around him. Every thrust sent a shudder through her, every groan that escaped him only fed her frenzy.
Her movements grew erratic, wild and desperate, the strength of her thighs trembling as the edge loomed close. “Emmrich—” she gasped, her voice breaking into a litany of his name, chanting it like a prayer, like a plea.
Something inside him cracked at the sound. He gripped her tighter, pulling her down into him as he surged upward with sudden force, rolling them before she could even breathe. Her back hit the mattress, the air rushing from her lungs, but her eyes flared wide with approval, her legs wrapping him in, drawing him deeper still.
“Yes—” she gasped, head tipping back, her voice fractured but eager, “yes, there—don’t stop—don’t you dare stop—”
His breath caught, but his voice came low and fierce. “Never. Not when you’re like this. I’ll give you everything, Evara—everything.”
And he didn’t. He gave her what she craved, what she demanded, thrusting into her with the kind of relentless precision that stole her breath. Her voice rose higher, her nails scoring his back as the crescendo built sharp and bright. Her body broke first, pleasure tearing through her in waves, her cry ringing out into the warded room as she came undone beneath him.
Her magic flared with her release, a hum sparking against his own aura where their bodies met. It rippled through them both—her static faintly tickling under her skin, his Fade-tethered power answering in kind. The two forces pulsed together, surging and folding as though their very essences couldn’t help but entwine.
Emmrich shuddered at the sensation, the glow in his eyes sparking brighter as her magic sang through him. Rook’s body clenched around him, her heat drawing him deeper until his restraint frayed, the rhythm between them collapsing into raw need. For a heartbeat they were lost—two flames sparking wild in the dark, burning only for each other.
Shortly after he followed in the same heartbeat, driven past the point of restraint by her rapture, his own release shuddering through him as he held her close, his mouth against her shoulder, groaning her name into her skin.
They lay tangled in the sheets, both of them a sweaty, satisfied mess. Emmrich hadn’t stopped his attentions—his mouth still wandered lazily across her chest, her collarbone, the curve of her shoulder—each kiss less hungry now, but no less intent.
Rook shifted higher up the bed, her hand reaching toward the crystal terrarium on the nightstand. With a brush of magic, it came alive, casting the room in a soft lavender glow. The light shimmered over their damp skin, turning the disarray of her curls and the sheen of his chest into something almost ethereal.
She tilted her head toward him, smirking. “Rather spry for someone who just ravished me.”
He huffed a quiet laugh against her skin before lifting his head to meet her gaze. “You did most of the work, darling,” he countered smoothly, though his eyes gleamed with unhidden admiration. He rose up over her, brushing a strand of hair from her cheek. “And you were resplendent.”
Rook turned onto her side in his arms, close enough that their noses brushed. Mischief tugged at her lips. “I felt like I needed to show off. You’ve been threatening my pride as a lover lately.”
Emmrich’s chuckle rumbled low in his chest. “Well, that’s nonsense.” He pressed his forehead to hers, brushing his nose against hers with indulgent affection. “You do plenty to spur me on, my dear. Far more than you realize.”
Her grin softened into something tender as she studied him, disheveled and flushed in the lavender glow. Strands of peppered hair had fallen across his brow, and she reached up to toy with them, idly threading her fingers through.
He caught her hand, turning it palm up before pressing a kiss to the delicate skin of her wrist. The warmth of it lingered even after he drew back, eyes half-lidded but gleaming.
Rook sighed, lips curving slyly. “As lovely as these post-sex cuddles are… we should probably shower. And maybe collect the trail of clothes we left behind.”
Emmrich let his gaze roam over her in the lavender glow—the sheen of her skin, the tumble of messy curls spilling over her shoulders, the sparkle of amusement and affection caught in her dark eyes. Purple really was her color; it clung to her like a crown.
“The shower,” he murmured, voice low as his thumb brushed over her hip, “was that an invitation… or would you prefer I leave you to your thoughts?”
Rook toyed idly with the peppered curls of his chest hair, her teeth catching her lower lip as she tilted her face up to his. Her breath mingled with his when she whispered against his mouth, sly and sweet all at once, “What do you think?”
What was meant to be a simple, intimate shower unraveled into something far wilder. The steam curled around them, warm water streaming over bare skin as lips met in unhurried kisses, hands sliding with soap across familiar curves and planes. The press of her back against his chest, the slip of his rings along her waist—Maker, she loved his hands on her. Just as much as she loved the way he looked at her, as though she were some divine creation for him to worship. And he was hers, utterly, to cherish in return.
Now she found herself pinned to the cool tile, Emmrich’s mouth claiming hers while his hands made a ruin of her composure—one stroking the swollen heat between her thighs, the other anchoring her leg open. Rook clung to him, half from balance, half from desperation, as his touch wound her higher and higher. He drew her over the edge once in the shower, coaxing her peak with relentless precision.
But it wasn’t enough.
By the time he had her sprawled on the sink counter, steam blurring the mirrors around them, her body was trembling with need again. Emmrich thrust into her with a hunger sharpened by devotion, his words spilling hot against her ear—praise and reverence, silver-tongued encouragement that spurred her on until she thought she’d combust.
“Maker, look at you,” he rasped, his breath scorching her damp skin. “My beautiful Evara… You don’t even see how extraordinary you are.” His pace drove deeper, deliberate, pushing her harder into the counter as his hand found her clit, circling mercilessly.
Rook’s gaze snagged on the mirror before her, fogged but still clear enough to reflect her languid form: flushed, wanton, her hand dragging across the glass as her body arched into his. He followed her gaze, a knowing hum vibrating in his chest as he watched them both in the glass. “Look at yourself,” he urged, voice rough with awe. “See how perfect you are when you come apart for me. So beautiful… so insatiable… so indomitable.”
Her dark eyes met his in the reflection, breath catching at the sight of them entwined. His voice pressed on, relentless. “That’s it. Show me, my darling Rook. Let go—give me what I crave. You’re mine, Evara. My goddess, my undoing.”
Venhedis.
This was scorching. Overwhelmingly, dizzyingly hot. Rook was no stranger to their passion, but this—this felt sharper, more illicit, more intoxicating than any encounter before. The mirror only made it worse—or better. She barely recognized herself in the reflection: chest rising and falling in frantic waves, damp curls plastered to flushed skin, her mouth parted around ragged breaths that tangled with his. Behind her, the glass caught the way his body caged hers, the flex of his shoulders, the hungry rhythm of his hips.
And then there was him. His gaze burned hotter than the water sluicing over them—hazel eyes lit faintly with emerald fire as his jeweled hands clutched her hips, metal biting into wet skin. In the mirror, she saw it all laid bare: his grip, her writhing form, their bodies colliding as though they’d been made for this. Her hand slid from his shoulder down to his chest, pressing into the slick heat of him until she found his hammering heart—wild and unrestrained, thundering to the same desperate rhythm as her own.
Heat coiled low and sharp, Emmrich’s words striking deeper than his thrusts, every praise and claim threading through her until she was trembling. He circled her clit again with merciless care, whispering, “Give it to me, darling. Let me feel you fall apart.”
Her body obeyed, the pleasure crashing over her, tearing a ragged cry from her throat. Steam and fog swallowed their voices as she shattered around him, his name torn from her lips like a prayer. He drank in every quiver, every convulsion, and only when she was writhing helpless beneath him did his own restraint give way. With one last thrust, he spilled into her, groaning his devotion into the crook of her neck.
The mirror bore witness to it all—the slick press of their bodies, her nails raking the glass, the glow of his eyes against the misted surface as they shook together in shared rapture.
Their climax faded into tremors and ragged breaths, the steam-heavy air wrapping around them as if sealing the moment in heat and haze. Rook let her head fall back against his shoulder, a breathless laugh spilling from her lips.
“Looks like we made another mess of each other,” she murmured, voice husky with the remnants of her cries, “and we just got clean.”
Emmrich’s chest rose against her back with a shuddering inhale, his cheeks already burning. He cleared his throat, words caught between sheepishness and lingering desire. “Apologies. I can assist you... If you’d like.”
Her lashes fluttered as she turned her head enough to catch his profile in the fogged mirror. The faint pink along his cheekbones was endearing, almost boyish, but his hazel eyes betrayed something deeper—an unspoken hunger he tried to bury. She could see it in the way his gaze darted, as though ashamed of the thought that lingered: how much he loved the possessive act of releasing inside her… and how much the alternative—the decadent image of spilling across her body, seeing her marked in a different way—tempted him all the same.
Rook’s lips quirked, the urge to tease him sparking sharp on her tongue. But instead, she only leaned in to brush a wet kiss against his jaw, letting the silence stretch. Letting him keep that thought to himself—for now.
“I’ll take you up on that offer,” she said at last, voice still smoky but softened. She shifted in his arms, her muscles languid and sated. “But no more funny business, Professor. We do need to sleep at some point tonight.”
His answering laugh was quiet, relieved, the tension in his shoulders easing as he pressed a reverent kiss to her temple. “I shall be on my best behavior.” Still, the gleam in his eyes as he reached to steady her hinted that the temptation was far from gone.
It was well into the night when the apartment fell silent, both lovers tangled together in the warmth of sleep. Rook’s cheek rested against Emmrich’s chest, his steady heartbeat lulling her deeper, his arm curled protectively around her. For a few precious hours, the world had been held at bay.
Then her phone rang.
The shrill sound cut through the quiet, dragging a groan from her throat. She reached blindly toward the nightstand, squinting at the bright screen. Neve’s name glowed back at her.
Beside her, Emmrich stirred, rolling over with a muffled sound of protest. His hazel eyes blinked open, bleary but searching. “Is everything all right?” he asked, voice low, rough with sleep.
“It’s Neve,” Rook muttered, thumb hovering over the screen. “Sorry. Go back to sleep, Emmrich.”
He doesn’t protest as he lies back down to sleep. Rook rolled over and answered with a groggy snap of irritation, her voice low so that she doesn’t wake up Emmrich. ““This must be important if you’re calling this late.”
Neve’s voice came quick and sharp on the other end. “I got the meeting place.”
That woke her up instantly. “What?”
“The Venatori’s little get-together. Time and location. It’s happening soon. I’m heading out now, and Tarquin’s on his way with the others. Care to tag along?”
Adrenaline flushed through her veins, banishing every trace of drowsiness. “Send me the location. I’ll meet you there.”
“Get ready for a fight.”
“Always.”
Rook was already on her feet, moving to the closet with the silent precision of habit. She pulled open the trunk at its base, hands moving over worn leathers dyed black, the faint scuffs of older missions still visible in their folds. The hooded shoulder mantle went next, runes stitched along the trim catching faint light as though remembering past wards. She shrugged it on with ease—it had seen her through worse.
Her gloves followed, fingerless, etched with silver glyphs that shimmered faintly as her mana brushed them. Practical, but personal—burn scars had taught her the value of channeling carefully.
And then, the weapons.
Nestled in its padded sheath was her mageknife. She lifted it reverently, the violet hilt crowned with amethyst gleaming in the low light. The blade was stiletto-thin, elegant, wicked. The moment her fingers curled around it, her magic hummed to life, singing up her veins like a pulse returning to a body.
At the very bottom of the trunk lay her orb. Inert, it looked harmless—an obsidian stone that seemed to swallow the light. But the moment it touched her palm, mana surged. A flicker of blue shimmered deep within its core, answering her presence like a breath drawn after drowning. It still knew her. Still waited.
She clipped it all into place, leaving the grave-gold jewelry behind—too dangerous, too telling.
Behind her, Emmrich stirred again, pushing himself up against the pillows. His hair was mussed, his eyes heavy with sleep, but the concern was sharp in his voice. “Darling?”
Rook paused, looking at him over her shoulder. “Work call. I gotta go. I’ll call you when I’m done.”
He studied her in the dimness, the faint gleam of the city lights filtering through the window and catching the edge of her orb where it hung at her side—black glass shimmering faintly, like it remembered the magic sleeping within. The sight made something tighten in his chest. Slowly, he nodded, though worry lingered in his voice.
“Be careful, Evara.”
Rook crossed to him in two soft steps. The faint lavender scent of her hair brushed the air as she leaned down, pressing her lips to his in a slow, lingering kiss that said everything she didn’t have time to. Then another, softer still, to his forehead.
“Go back to sleep,” she whispered, easing him gently back against the pillows. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
He caught her hand as she pulled away, kissing the inside of her wrist before letting her go.
Emmrich’s eyes followed her until the door clicked shut, the faint shimmer of her orb the last thing to fade from the room.
With that, she slipped out the apartment door, silent as shadow. The winter air cut sharp as she pushed through the emergency exit, boots hitting cold iron. In the next heartbeat, she was racing over the rooftops, leathers whispering against stone, the hum of her orb tucked at her side.
The night was alive with danger, and somewhere ahead, Venatori blood mages gathered. Rook leapt the gap between buildings, her breath steady, her pulse sharp. Neve was waiting.
Neve’s intel said the Venatori’s leader was expected to appear. And with them—the dagger that started it all.
A fight was coming. And she was ready.
Notes:
Blessed be the smutty chapter. I need to find the perfect opportunity for a full-blown bathroom scene because I really want one between these two.
Chapter 70: Chapter 70 - Wards & Whispers
Summary:
The Shadow Dragons crash a Venatori meeting.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Neve eased the car to the curb with the headlamps killed, the defroster hissing the only sound. Frost spidered the windshield where the heat hadn’t reached, and through the blur the abandoned Atrium hunched black against winter sky. The old bowl had collapsed along its northern arc years ago, a jagged mouth where snow sifted through a shattered oculus. Somewhere below, water caught the scant light and breathed cold back up the steps.
Rook popped her door and took the bite full in the face. Her old shoulder mantle creaked as it settled; runes along the hem held the street’s wan glow like banked embers. Mageknife at one hip, orb snug in the other pocket of her belt. Soft-soled boots whispered over ice. The orb gave a warning hum; she flattened her palm until it stilled.
Tarquin waited in the narrow shadow of a toppled column with two figures at his back. Snow dusted his cloak and the curl of his hair; he’d cut it shorter, discipline made visible. His gaze traveled over Rook and Neve, quick and total, cataloging buckles, straps, the snug line of gloves over knuckles. When his eyes snagged on Rook’s mantle and the old field rig clipped at her hip, one corner of his mouth tightened in something like recognition.
“Well well well. That look takes me back,” he said. His voice never rose above the winter hush. “Thought you’d have pawned it all off by now.”
“It was expensive,” Rook answered, shrugging her shoulders. “And I hate waste.”
Neve shut her door with her hip and nodded toward the ruin. A red glow pulsed faintly between broken arches, the light of torches bouncing off wet stone. “This it?” she asked, eyes already tracing air that Rook knew she was reading for the burr of wards.
Tarquin followed her look. “It is. I saw the red-robed bastards filing in ten minutes ago. No sign of a perimeter watch, but it’s Venatori—they trust their lattice to do the work.” He flicked two fingers, and the taller of the figures behind him stepped forward. “Ilyan has already stripped three detection wards along the south stairs and a pressure glyph on the western vomitorium. We didn’t get them all.”
“Which means if anyone breathes funny, we’re fucked,” the shorter operative added dryly. Vaska’s ginger hair was bound tight against a dark cap, her cheeks raw with cold. “I’ve got stones and records.”
Rook drew her hood—deep lining inked in Tevinter script of her own hand—shadowing everything but the cut of her eyes. “What’s the plan?”
Tarquin’s attention returned to the bowl. He spoke while he watched, his words a clean blade. “Tonight, we’re only here to gather. Confirm their leader. Learn what the dagger does and how he uses it. Identify their ritual site. We do not take swings. We do not get clever. Stealth is the key. No theatrics, no heroics.” His hand cut the air—assignments in the shape of old habit. “Ilyan with me on the floor to mark egress and count bodies. Vaska on the west catwalk to open our vent if it goes sideways. Neve, you take the east rim—read their wards, mark the pulse and the seams. Rook, high on the ruined gallery above center. You’ll have the widest view. Record everything.”
Neve stepped in first, lifted her hand, and pressed her index and middle fingers to the center of Tarquin’s sternum. The tingle hit at once—a cool shroud settling over him like a jacket, swallowing the whisper of cloak on leather until even the winter air seemed to slide off his edges. He exhaled once, testing the fit, and gave her a fractional nod.
Ilyan mirrored the motion on Vaska, two fingers to her sternum through the padded leather. The spell took; the rasp in her breath vanished, boots shifting against stone without a scrape. Rook did her own—fingers splayed briefly at her chest, the weave slipping down her frame and into the folds of her mantle. The hum from the belt pocket nudged at her palm; she flattened it there, coaxing the orb quiet until it obeyed.
Tarquin angled his chin toward the Atrium, voice pitched low. “We keep this simple. Ilyan with me on the floor—egress and headcount. Vaska on the west catwalk to open our vent if it goes sideways. Neve, east rim to read the lattice and call the pulse and seams. Rook, ruined gallery over center—widest view. Record everything.”
He swept the ruin once more, then back to them. “They’ve laid detection and misdirection across the entries. We stripped some, not all. Expect watchers tucked where the stone funnels sound. If anything feels wrong, it is.”
His gaze cut to Rook and held a heartbeat longer. “You may be cleared to be here, but you’re still a consultant. No theatrics, no heroics. This is a scouting mission—until I say otherwise or until backup arrives.”
Rook tugged her hood a touch lower. “Understood,” she said, dry as frost. “I’ll be on my best behavior.”
“Good.” He tapped the inner edge of his bracer where the smooth stone sat. “Use the sending stones only when necessary. Keep chatter lean. Record as much of the meet as you can; details matter for this one. The more we know lets us put more of these bastards behind bars.”
Vaska passed out the last of the kit—a stone to Neve’s palm, another to Rook’s—and tucked a sheaf of pre-primed recording runes into Rook’s gloved hand. “You know the drill.”
“Just like old times,” Rook murmured, already sliding the rune flat against the shadowed lip of the parapet she’d be using.
Tarquin’s mouth thinned into something almost like a smile, then flattened. “Stay sharp. Be ready. Good luck.”
They broke on the last word, peeling into the theatre’s bones—their shapes thinning to shadow as the enchantments did their quiet work. Rook took the gallery, moving on Neve’s counted beats. At the ledge she eased down onto her elbows, set the rune where the stone drank light, and let it wake under her touch—ready to catch every face and word in the drowned heart of the Atrium.
Rook settled into the shattered gallery’s lip and let the ruin breathe around her. From here, the drowned bowl opened like a map: the sunken orchestra pit glinting black, the fractured starfield of the stage tiles, the ragged semicircle of red-and-sable robes gathering where the old astrolabe plinth rose from the reflecting pool. The recording rune she’d pressed to the shadowed stone warmed under her glove and pulsed once—awake, listening. She brushed two knuckles across it anyway, a superstition she’d never admit to. Below, Neve threaded through the wards, undoing the Venatori’s security so that they could proceed.
Aeila took the center first. She stood on the broken apron where the mosaic stars had buckled, feet planted, shoulders squared toward the tiers. Even without a dais she found a height, chin lifted to catch torchlight like a standard. Her voice carried the way water carries, sliding along the ruin’s stone and returning from unexpected seams.
“Tonight,” Aeila said, “we are gathered to discuss how to proceed with our plans since the Shadow Dragons have caught on to our plan. It’s an unfortunate setback but will not stop us from bringing Tevinter to its former glory!”
Murmurs rose and then sharpened into open anger. “They’re on our trail,” one man in a wine-dark mantle spat. “Our operation is practically exposed!”
Another, younger, let his voice crack. “It won’t be long before they come for the key.”
Rook let her hood cast her eyes in shadow and began counting faces as Tarquin had taught her: note the ones foolish enough to show their faces, mark any defining features, and estimate how many bastards you’ll need to outrun—or fight. Her palm stayed flat over the belt pocket, muffling the orb’s low, steady hum. It had started the moment she’d spotted the chalked arc scrawled across the stage. Something was off.
A scuff of boots, a hush from the far side of the bowl. The air seemed to tighten. Then a voice rolled out from the wings where the gallery had collapsed to darkness—a baritone shaped for lecture halls and oath-taking both.
“Enough.”
It wasn’t shouted, but it settled the ruin. From shadow stepped an elven man with black hair drawn sleek and straight back from a severe brow, high cheekbones cut in cold relief, and ears tapering like blades. His robes were a disciplined tan, the high collar corded, mapped with precise gold geometries. Along the neck and shoulders, blood-red cabochons studded the fabric like clustered lyrium buds, and a round medallion—a solemn profile in relief—rode his breast on braided gold.
He wore the clothes the way he carried himself: measured, expecting the room to obey. He didn’t hunt for the crowd’s attention; he expected it, and the attention obliged. When he turned, the leather wrap of a dagger’s hilt showed where the scabbard crossed his hip. Rook tilted the recording rune, centered on that stern profile and the faint, sickle-green cast the ruin’s light put along his jaw.
“Elgar,” someone near the pit called, desperation clipping the name. “What are we to do when the dagger isn’t fully keyed? We lost the last shipment because of their meddling—”
Aeila turned on the speaker in a half-step that promised teeth, but Elgar’s hand lifted, gentle and absolute. He crossed the front of the stage with the slow certainty of a man drawing precise chalk lines. When he spoke again, his cadence cut clean through the tangle of fear.
“This is a minor setback,” he said. “It is not an end. The instrument’s completion depends on inputs, and we will find another way.” He let his fingers brush the air above the reflecting pool; water creased toward his hand and then smoothed. “We procure. We adjust. We continue as planned.”
“On time?” Another voice, tight with sleeplessness. “You can hold the schedule on time?”
“Yes.” Elgar did not smile, but approval warmed the word. “On time. The ritual to activate the dagger will be done three nights from now as planned.” He turned slightly toward Aeila and the ring of robed acolytes, his profile lit in a wash of gold. “We can acquire material through other means. What was taken is an inconvenience. It teaches us where we were visible.”
Rook could almost feel Tarquin’s mouth thin, wherever he crouched below. She slid her gaze to the plinth and clocked the brass weight set on a folio beside it—the broken astrolabe stamped deep in the metal. Elgar favored it with a touch the way a lecturer might rest two fingers on the edge of a lectern. Her thumb found the edge of the rune and pressed, a quiet affirmation to future-you: this is the mark; this is the man.
A rustle spread on the lower tier. “The disruptions will only get worse though,” someone said, less brave than the others. “Mercar is back.”
The name pulled at Rook’s muscles before she could stop it. A twitch through her shoulders, a tightening in her jaw. She let out the breath she’d been holding and made it feel like any other. Beneath her palm the orb warmed another degree; she pressed harder.
“Mercar?”
“A Shadow Dragon.”
Elgar’s brow rose a fraction. “And how precisely does one Shadow Dragon hinder our work?” He didn’t sneer. He sounded genuinely interested in the mechanism.
Aeila’s mouth thinned. “Mercar is trouble,” she said—Tevene sharpened to cut. “A rattus that is known to hinder our efforts. She worked against us before with a petty tenacity. If she is back in the city and is on our tail, she will make the same messes she made before… It is cause for attention.”
A few in the circle snorted at rattus. Others didn’t—either because they knew better than to waste contempt or because they’d learned what a single set of clever hands could undo. Rook kept her spine flat against the stone and found the cold of it steadying. She’d been a lot of things to the Venatori—an inconvenience, a rumor, a thorn under a saddle. She could live with a Tevinter slur being hurled at her.
“One shadow,” Elgar said, and this time the corner of his mouth curled a millimeter, not pleasure so much as precision satisfied, “is a variance, not catastrophe. And a variance can only do so much damage and we will make sure that there are no cracks for them to crawl through.”
Aeila inclined her head, zeal tempered into agreement. “Your will, Magister.”
The title slid across the ruin with a polished weight. Rook let it roll into the rune. Neve’s count tapped the edge of her hearing again—one-two-three-prickle—and she timed a slow shift of her elbow to the pulse so stone wouldn’t complain under her. On the bowl’s floor Ilyan had ghosted two strides to his left to get a cleaner view of the west ingress; Vaska’s shadow thinned where she’d flattened along the catwalk rail, just a wedge of darker night.
“So, we are all in agreement then,” Elgar said, turning his hand palm-up in easy command. The nearest acolyte stepped forward with the folio from the plinth and offered it as if presenting a chalice. Elgar took it without looking down, flipped it open one-handed, and tapped a line with his ink-stained thumb. “Three nights from now we will begin the ritual that will breathe life into our key.” He paused, then—like a man addressing a lab after a safety lecture—added, “And we will not let these hindrances stop us from reaching our path to glory.”
A murmur went through the ring. Not horror. Something like resolve having to remember itself. Rook touched the rune again with the tip of one gloved finger. The ink-thread turned obediently and fixed on the folio in Elgar’s hands, drinking the angle of the page, the shape of his annotations, the broken-astrolabe watermark that ghosted up when the torchlight hit just so.
“On the matter of your skulkers,” Elgar continued, and now his gaze tracked across the tiers with almost lazy curiosity, “they are noise. We take them off the scent—or remove the problematic outliers. A single thief cannot halt a floodgate; a single knife cannot dull the river.”
Rook’s mouth tugged, humorless. Overconfident bastard, she thought. But then again, he had to be, if he was the sort of man who thought he could summon gods.
As if answering, the dagger resting on his hip whispered against its sheath when he shifted. The sound wasn’t steel. It was a pressure change, a soft intake that made the tiny hairs along Rook’s forearms want to stand. The orb purred harder; she eased her palm to smother it and breathed in time with the fourth-beat prickle until her pulse fit the ward.
Elgar closed the folio, set it back on the plinth beside the brass weight, and laid two fingers on the metal as though checking a pulse. The water in the reflecting pool creased toward the contact and then leveled. “Although,” he said mildly, “we may be able to handle these rats sooner than anticipated.”
Rook watched his head lift—not to the crowd, but to the room. Two knuckles tapped the brass weight in a metronomic tic. The echo came back wrong on one vector, a half-beat late off the upper gallery. His gaze climbed, unhurried, toward the dark that held her.
A pinch of myrrh dust fell from his fingers and rose on warm currents, then snagged, curling around a human-sized cold seam where no one should be. He drew the dagger a thumb-width free. Air pressed inward; the lattice shivered. The orb thrummed under her palm.
Fuck.
Rook slid back from the parapet, already moving. She flattened the orb with one hand and, with the other, thumbed the sending stone from the inner seam of her bracer. Crab-crawling for the ladder, she kept her voice a thread. “Tarquin, we’ve been made.”
“Everyone,” Elgar said, quiet and absolute. “It seems we have uninvited guests.”
“Kaffas, everyone get out of there and meet at the rendezvous. First one out, inform back up.”
Torches swung toward the galleries as Aeila’s hands drew the perimeter in, wide to tight. The other Venatori scattered—some barking orders, others fleeing outright. Rook stayed low in the shadows, eyes fixed on the man at the center of it all. How in the Fade did he know she was there? When he looked up, she could have sworn their eyes met—just for a second.
“There,” Elgar finished, eyes fixing on the slice of dark where she lay. “Bring me the intruders.”
The atrium broke into motion at once. Wards keened and tightened, torches swung to the galleries, and shades began to congeal out of the thinned air like smoke finding bones. Venatori scrambled to posts, their shouts ricocheting off stone. The Shadow Dragons were already scattering to their exits—voices clipped over the stones, boots finding the seams they’d mapped in the dark.
Rook kept low and moved with the lattice, slipping between its ribs on Neve’s count. The pressure built behind her eyes the way storms build over water—dull at first, then sharp, a needle under the brow. She tasted myrrh on the air and knew he was turning the room to listen.
Elgar’s voice arrived a breath later, feather-light at her ear though he stood thirty feet away. The echo-fold carried it straight to her like a hand across the back of her neck.
“So,” he said inside her skull, almost pleased, “an agent of shadow chooses to intervene. How quaint that one of our kind runs with them.” A measured pause; the suggestion of a smile she didn’t need to see. “Let me guess: you’re the rattus they call Mercar.”
Rook didn’t move her lips. She flattened the orb with her palm, pulled a null-pattern tight over her thoughts, and pushed the words back along the same taut wire. “That’s rich coming from a fellow elf.”
“I am nothing like these feeble-minded cultists.”
“—Says the man leading them.”
“You’re a fiery one, aren’t you?”
“Get out of my head.”
Rook let the orb wake. Static coiled around the obsidian in her belt pocket, a low animal hum that lifted the fine hairs along her wrists. She drew the mageknife in the same breath; the matte blade kissed air without a sound. The first Venatori to crest the rail met her lightning—tight, white arcs that snapped his ward and buckled it. The second took a mouthful of fire pitched low and flat, enough to blind without lighting the whole rim.
Elgar’s voice kept speaking inside her skull—a tuning note winding tighter with every breath. His words slid cold across the soft edges of her thoughts, probing for purchase. She did what she always did with demons: slammed every mental door shut and forced the voices back. The pressure eased just enough for her to think straight, but his presence lingered, a weight pressing hard behind her eyes.
Rook met the first shades with steel and storm. A rage demon hit her from the blind side and slammed her into the wall; pain flared along her ribs. She answered with a void-blade strike that ripped the shade to smoke and a flat wave of lightning that buckled the next ward in line. The orb in her belt thrummed; she let it open and punched a tempest burst out from her hip—wind and crackle that shoved bodies back without throwing the room into fire.
The vent mouth yawned two spans ahead. She took the chance, knifed through the press, and hauled herself into the duct.
Vaska’s voice hissed over the stone—“Neve and I made it out. We’ll contact the back-up.”
A beat later: Tarquin under strain, “Ilyan’s with I are almost out—pushing for the stairs.”
Mercar.
Elgar kept whispering in her head. The words slid cold along the soft places of thought, probing for anything to hold.
“Fucking hell. Do you ever shut up?” She gritted her teeth and crawled, the migraine blooming behind her eye like a nail.
The vent let out above a service corridor. Freedom sat one door away. A knot of Venatori rounded the corner at a run. Rook sent a shockwave of flame low, turned with the follow-through, and met the first blade on the pivot. Her side screamed; her fingertips were tingling and raw from charge, but she didn’t slow.
Snow air hit her lungs as she broke outside. The lattice’s keen thinned behind her. Elgar’s voice brushed her thoughts one last time, almost fond: Till next we meet, da’len.
She fade-stepped—once, twice—putting the atrium’s ruin behind her in stuttering leaps of distance. No one chased. The rendezvous alley took them all in—Tarquin, Neve, Ilyan, Vaska—haggard and scraped, eyes too bright.
“Rook!”
Neve reached her first. “You’re bleeding,” she said, and Rook tilted her head. That’s strange. I don’t remember getting stabbed. Then she felt the warm slick when the detective’s thumb came away red.
“Oh,” Rook breathed, the headache spiking. “And here I thought it was just a migraine.”
Damp cold bled in from the treeline. Frost smoked off the dark pines; melt tapped through the broken oculus and pattered onto stone. Backup pushed in under lantern-wards, boots dragging ribbons of mud and crusted snow across the ruined seating. Bodies lay where the lattice had pinched them—red robes gone stiff, eyes filmed. No Elgar. No Aeila. Just the thin, metallic tang of magic cooling and the wet loam of the forest pressing close.
They set triage in the lee of a toppled bench. A healer with salt under her nails wrapped Rook’s ribs, binding flat and tight while Neve hovered just inside the light, ready to fend off anyone trying to move her too soon. The orb sat quiet in Rook’s belt like a turned stone—heavy, sullen.
“What in all the Maker-forsaken hells did you do,” Neve murmured, “to be bleeding from your ears?”
Rook winced as the binder cinched. “Their leader was trying to get in my head. Very chatty. Very annoying. Not to mention loud.” She gestured temple-ward. “Like a slithering centipede trying to wriggle into my ear.”
“Well, I didn’t need that visual.”
Rook snorted at Neve’s scrunched nose. “Sorry.” The healer’s fresh swipe of linen came away pink. “I pushed him out as best I could.”
Neve’s mouth thinned. “That’s concerning.”
“It wasn’t serious,” Rook lied, softer. “He was practically pulling the same tricks as a demon would.” She blew a careful breath through her nose. “He was definitely persistent like one.”
“Did he say anything worth hearing?”
“He deduced that I was Mercar. So that was a tad creepy for me.” Rook studied Neve’s face. “Any of you hear him?”
“No voices for the rest of us.” Neve’s gaze flicked to the bowl where Ashur spoke with a Tarquin amid the mage-light glare. “Elf thing?”
“Don’t know.” Rook’s voice went dry. “Didn’t think there was telepathy that was elven-exclusive. At least with blood magic, they would need your blood to do something like that. His magic felt wrong, Neve—detached. Like a surgeon humming in an empty room.”
“Except instead of the room being empty, it’s filled with a pile of corpses.”
“Okay. Now that is a visual I didn’t need.”
The healer pressed a small bottle into Rook’s hand. She downed the potion, face puckering at the bitter, and warmth drifted under the wrap—then farther, loosening the knot behind her eyes. The ringing in her ears softened to a dull hiss; the headache let go by degrees. With luck, the ribs would be right as rain in a day or two, and the worst of the migraine was already ebbing.
Ashur strode in from the wing, cloak rimed with frost, forest mud on the hems. Worry lived under the calm. “Everyone breathing?”
“A bit banged up,” Rook said—anything more would earn a stretcher. “Nothing a potion and salve won’t fix.”
“All of us are banged up,” Neve added before he could press. “Rook had a telepathic clash with the one leading them. Her ears bled and bruised ribs. Gave Tarquin and me a fright.”
“She’s being dramatic. I’m fine.”
Neve shot her the stern look reserved for when Rook downplayed injuries. The wrap tugged again; Rook swallowed the wince.
Ashur checked the healer’s nod and let out a measured breath. “You saw the leader?”
Tarquin arrived with Ilyan a pace behind, both damp with melt. “Oh we found more than that,” Tarquin said. “Whoever was still breathing ran. Nothing but death blood mages back there.” He didn’t finish. His eyes cut to Rook. “You all right?”
Rook rolled her eyes up at the moss-dark rafters. “For the last time, yes.”
Ashur didn’t smile, but a corner eased. “What’d you learn?”
“As Neve said,” Tarquin reported. “We got to see the man calling the shots. Goes by the name of Elgar. Elven and as far as first impressions go, he reeks of trouble. We couldn’t see the dagger, but it was sheathed on his person. He clocked us before we could gather more intel.” He tipped his chin to Neve.
“He mentioned a ritual,” Neve said, ticking points on gloved fingers. “They’ll make up lost material and perform it three nights from now. No site named out loud, but we’ll find something if we do some digging.”
“I think we’re forgetting about the strangest thing tonight,” Rook added, her tone flat. “Elgar is an elf. And none of them blinked. Last time I checked the Venatori only saw elves as a lower race—That we’re only good as slaves, tools or materials.”
Ashur’s eyes narrowed. “That is strange.”
“Maybe it’s not about him,” Neve said. “Maybe it’s about the ritual. If he’s the only one who can open the door, prejudice bends. Zealous followers can swallow bigotry when they want the desired results.”
“All I’m hearing,” Tarquin said, weary, “is that we’ve got another volatile mage working with other psychotic mages,” Tarquin said. “And here I thought we were going to see the end of this madness.”
Ashur rubbed a hand along his jaw, listening to the forest’s drip in the pauses. “So, we have three days until they gather again… All right. We have a lead. I’ll handle cleanup here and get analysts on your runes.” He looked to Rook and Neve. “You two start fresh in the afternoon. Hunt for sites that fit their requirements for this ritual.”
“I can still work,” Rook started, and the wrap cinched, stealing the argument. “I’ll see you in the afternoon,” she conceded.
Neve huffed a tired laugh. “I don’t know about you, but I need a shower and then a bath.”
“Seconded,” Rook muttered.
Ashur swept them with a last check for bravado that breaks people and found only exhaustion and a hard, steady light. “Good work, tonight,” he said, and meant it. “Rook, if this man tries to contact you again, I want to hear about it. Sounds like we haven’t heard the last of him since we know he exists.”
“You’ll be the first to know.”
Satisfied, Ashur and Tarquin peeled off with Ilyan toward the mobile unit. Neve slipped an arm around Rook in a way that respected the binder and steered her out from under the broken vault.
The forest swallowed the ruin’s glare. Frost-laced boughs hung low; thin snow crackled over mud as they followed rutted cart tracks to the dirt road where their car waited under the pines. Wet loam and old leaves soured the air; the night held its breath while the magic cooled.
“C’mon let’s get you home before your professor worries,” Neve said, opening the door.
Dawn had only just started to thin the sky when Rook let herself into the apartment. Cold clung to her clothes; the smell of wet earth rode in with her. She locked the door, toed off her boots, and made for the bathroom on autopilot.
Steam fogged the mirror in seconds. She unwound the binder and checked the damage with a practiced eye. The potion had done its work—what had been a vicious bloom across her ribs was now a broad, sullen pink. The ache stayed, a low throb on a deep breath, but manageable. The pressure behind her eyes had eased too; the spike of pain had settled to a tired hum along the edges.
She stood under hot water until the forest chill bled out of her bones. Dirt, blood, and the foul, pearly slick of a shade swirled down the drain in loops that refused to mix. She scrubbed until her hair no longer smelled like smoke and myrrh.
Clean and in fresh clothes, she moved to maintenance. The leathers went to the hamper. At the sink she rinsed the weapons: the mageknife first—matte blade, no nicks, a breath of oil and a wipe that left it drinking light—then the orb, not submerged, only a damp cloth and a whisper of null to settle the last residual hum, dried in slow, sure passes until the obsidian sat quiet and tame in her palm. Both went to their places on the counter, within reach but not calling to her.
The bed felt like a benediction when she reached it. Emmrich’s side was empty, the sheets folded back with that absentminded care of his. She checked her phone: a message time-stamped not long ago
Emmrich: Good morning, my love. I just left for my morning run. I plan to stop by the Loft to check on Manfred and Spite.
I hope you’re safe and well.
A photo followed: a slightly skewed shot from one of his garden trails, dawn threading gold through arching branches, frost silvering the path, his breath a pale ghost in the corner of the frame.
She smiled despite herself and typed back:
Rook: Morning to you too. I made it home safe and sound. I am extremely tired and will call after I hibernate for a few hours.
Give the boys my love 😘
The send ticked away. She set the phone face down, slid beneath the covers with care for the binder’s tightness, and let her eyes fall shut. The apartment hummed soft and ordinary—pipes, street, a gull testing the morning. She let the calm of her bedroom take her.
At first, Rook welcomed the sleep. The weight of exhaustion pulled her down fast, clean.
But the dark didn’t stay empty.
Images began to bleed through her mind—blurred, disjointed, smelling faintly of myrrh and salt. A soft click…click…click threaded the silence, rhythmic and patient, like metal tapping stone. Beneath it, a distant hiss of surf. The sound seemed to come from inside her skull rather than outside it.
Da’len.
The word rippled through her, low and resonant, and the dream steadied around it. She saw bronze ribs arcing overhead, their greened edges veined with salt. Vines wound through fractured walls where faded murals still hinted at constellations and moons. At the center stood an astrolabe, cracked and half-buried, its gears grinding slow against corrosion.
Then the voice came again—closer this time, the tone almost tender.
Garas lasa, da’len.
The words reverberated, making the air thicken until it felt like pressure against bone. Rook clutched her temples as the sound folded inward. The world flickered red for an instant, and through that static came a single whisper that coiled through her head like smoke.
Mercar.
Her eyes snapped open.
Sunlight had already pushed through the curtains, pale and too bright. The sheets were twisted; her skin was clammy with sweat. She sat up fast, heart still hammering, that phantom pressure ebbing behind her eyes. The rhythm of the clicks lingered for one last beat before fading to silence.
Rook shoved herself out of bed, crossed the apartment barefoot, and caught the nearest scrap of paper. Her hand moved before she could think—she drew the bronze ribs with the vines coiled around them, the remnants of an astrolabe with notes of the mural drawings and symbols. Then she wrote down the phrase: Garas lasa — follow me, give in.
The letters looked wrong, too sharp on the page. She rubbed her forearms; the skin prickled, raw and cold.
“Kaffas,” she muttered. “I need better wards.”
She pinned the sketch under her notebook, grabbed her coat, and started dressing for the day. Whatever that was, the others were going to need to hear about it.
Notes:
This chapter definitely took a lot longer than I had initially thought. I'm glad how it turned out since the Elgar'nan I created for this world is still the antagonist we all know from Veilguard.
Rook is definitely in trouble.
Chapter 71: Chapter 71 - Tide & Tea
Summary:
Emmrich has lunch with Dorian. Rook deals with a tense day with the Shadow Dragons.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The bistro was alive with the low hum of conversation and the occasional clink of silver. Sunlight poured through the stained-glass window beside him, splintering into mosaics of gold and green across the white tablecloth. The place had that particular Minrathous refinement—urban and understated, where every surface gleamed but none of it tried too hard.
Emmrich sat in the corner booth, half-absorbed in his phone. The messages were the usual academic parade: curriculum notes, administrative inquiries, a request to lecture on cultural anthropology next term, and an invitation to a conference in Nevarra that he had yet to decide on. He scrolled absently, reading and rereading, until a familiar voice—rich, theatrical, and impossible to ignore—broke through the noise.
“Professor!”
Emmrich looked up from his phone, already smiling. “Dorian,” he greeted, standing to give the man a hug. “You’re late.”
“I prefer fashionably delayed, thank you. Anything less would be unbecoming of my reputation.” Dorian said with a flourish, shrugging out of his coat. The faint scent of bergamot and brandy clung to him, along with his usual air of cultivated chaos. “Traffic was dreadful. Apparently everyone’s decided today is the perfect day for an outing.”
Emmrich gestured toward the seat across from him. “I take it that you would like wine for this occasion?”
“It’s certainly welcome.”
They shared the easy laughter of old colleagues—familiar, indulgent, the kind born of shared years and mutual understanding. The waiter appeared, and lunch was ordered without thought: herb-roasted fish for Dorian, lentil soup and flatbread for Emmrich, and a carafe of white wine to take the edge off the day.
As soon as the waiter departed, Dorian leaned forward with the glint of scandal in his eye. “I must say, I’m rather sour about missing Varric’s reading event. Selara tells me it was fantastic.”
“Rook organized it beautifully,” Emmrich said. “Everyone enjoyed themselves. I even managed to secure a few of her latest tea blends.” He handed Dorian a small bag filled with tea tins.
Dorian accepted it with a pleased hum. “Much appreciated, Emmrich.” He set the bag on the chair beside him, then leaned forward, grin turning conspiratorial. “Now, on to more interesting news. The university is absolutely abuzz with gossip.”
Emmrich arched a brow. “As expected after the benefit, I imagine. There was plenty to talk about.”
“Oh, this goes well beyond gossip, my dear professor,” Dorian said, lowering his voice with obvious relish. “It’s become legend. Your charming partner managed to reduce Johanna Hezenkoss to speechlessness in front of half the faculty. The benefit itself was practically the event to attend.”
Emmrich’s lips twitched. “Rook handled herself well.” He said it simply, but pride softened the words.
“You should have seen Johanna’s face,” Dorian said, laughing. “Word spread faster than wine at an Orlesian gala. The staff have been lamenting their absence ever since. The best part? I saw her brother—Solas, of all people—smiling. Smiling, Emmrich! The man was brimming with pride. Those Ingellvar siblings share a rare gift for wielding words like scalpels.”
“I’m sure,” Emmrich replied mildly, though his smile betrayed fondness more than surprise. “Evara has a way of leaving an impression.”
“An impression?” Dorian echoed, raising a brow. “She was the star of the evening. You do realize the two of you are now the most talked-about pairing in Minrathous academia?”
“Oh dear,” Emmrich murmured, reaching for his glass.
“Don’t be so modest,” Dorian teased, eyes alight. “It’s unsettling everyone to see a couple that actually likes each other in this city.”
The waiter returned with their dishes, the scent of herbs and citrus briefly overwhelming the table. As they began to eat, conversation lulled for a moment—comfortable, unhurried—until Dorian inevitably steered them toward sharper ground.
“So then,” he began, tone casual but gaze sharp, “I heard you had the pleasure of meeting the imperious Solas at the benefit. How was that?”
Emmrich took a sip of his wine before answering, considering how best to describe the encounter.
“He was quite the intellectual,” he said at last. “Rook warned me we’d get along—Fade theory, history, all of it—and she wasn’t wrong. It was… refreshing, in its way. We didn’t discuss much about my relationship with Rook, but I imagine Mr. Ingellvar will have many questions.”
Dorian barked a laugh. “That sounds like him—brooding philosopher with a side of arrogance. Brilliant mind, dreadful sense of moderation. Don’t get me wrong, he knows when to drop a sarcastic remark or a well-placed jest, but those are rare occasions. And his fashion sense—atrocious. He looks leagues better now thanks to Selara’s intervention. And mine, naturally.”
“Curiously enough,” Emmrich replied, lips curving faintly, “I was more surprised by Rook’s interaction with her brother.” He set his glass down, tracing a finger along the rim. “She told me they were estranged, so I expected tension—perhaps a polite civility at best. But watching them together…” He paused, recalling the subtle duel of bids at the silent auction, Rook’s mock glare, Solas’s perfectly timed counter. “They were rather endearing. Competitive, yes—but there’s fondness there.”
“Endearing,” Dorian echoed, folding his arms as he leaned back with a skeptical hum. “That’s not the word I’d have chosen for Solas. Honestly, you’d never guess they were siblings. They look nothing alike and act even less so. One’s a cold scholar, detached and infuriatingly pragmatic; the other’s a passionate storm that brings both comfort and fury. Complete opposites.”
Emmrich smiled. “I’d disagree. They share the same stubbornness—the same precision in how they speak. Even their silences say more than most people’s arguments.”
Dorian tilted his head, conceding with a grin. “Well said, professor. You seem to notice more than most, given your advantageous position. I’ll admit, when I first learned he even had a sister, I was shocked. He never mentioned her—not once. And I knew him for years, especially after he started seeing Selara.” His tone softened. “It was quite the revelation. Then to discover she’d once worked with the Shadow Dragons? Maker, that was a twist none of us expected.”
That caught Emmrich’s attention. He leaned forward slightly, curiosity sharpening. “Rook mentioned meeting you during her Shadow Dragon days. Were you consulting for them?”
Dorian waved a hand, as though brushing off the dust of memory. “In a manner of speaking. The university found itself in the middle of an investigation a few years back. A number of unstable artifacts went missing from the research wings—experimental, volatile, and, as it turned out, acquired through highly unethical means. When they detonated, they nearly took the west wing with them.”
“That sounds… catastrophic,” Emmrich murmured.
“Oh, it was. A nightmare of paperwork and politics. The Shadow Dragons were called in to trace the source of the materials and root out the internal leaks.” Dorian’s expression tightened with remembered frustration. “I was serving as a consultant then—Department Head of Magical Ethics, as you know. It felt my duty to ensure such recklessness was never repeated. So, I worked alongside them for a few months.”
“And that’s when you met Rook,” Emmrich said quietly.
“Indeed.” Dorian’s grin returned, tempered by something like respect. “Though I wish it had been under better circumstances. She had to rescue me from a rather embarrassing predicament.”
Emmrich’s brows lifted. “Define embarrassing.”
“Let’s just say,” Dorian replied with feigned dignity, “I found the Shadow Dragons’ pace… slow. I may have taken the initiative.”
“Dorian,” Emmrich sighed, “please tell me you didn’t investigate on your own.”
Dorian averted his gaze and took another long sip of wine.
“I see you’ve retained your bad habits, Lord Pavus,” Emmrich said dryly. “Still making rash decisions.”
“Which is precisely why I’m grateful that your ever-capable girlfriend, for all her investigative brilliance, caught up to me—and rescued my sorry ass.”
“If I recall,” Emmrich said, arching a brow, “Rook mentioned that her collaboration with you was her last case with the Shadow Dragons.”
“It was,” Dorian admitted, swirling his wine. “But if you want details, Professor, you’ll need to hear that story from the woman herself.”
That gave Emmrich pause. Suspicion flickered, tempered by understanding. Whenever Rook spoke of her time with the Shadow Dragons, there was always a shadow in her eyes—a sadness that lingered, quiet and unspoken, like a wound that never fully healed. She kept that pain guarded, shared only with those she trusted completely.
He hoped he was one of them. In truth, he believed he was—with everything she had already chosen to share. And when she was ready to tell him the rest, he would listen. He always would.
Dorian reached for his wine, then froze mid-motion. His gaze had dropped to Emmrich’s hand where the light caught on new metal.
“Well, well,” he drawled, tone sly and delighted. “That’s new. Commissioned another piece from your gold craftsman already?”
Emmrich followed his gaze, and warmth softened his expression. “Ah. Yes.” He turned his hand slightly, letting the grave-gold band catch the filtered light from the stained-glass window. “This was a gift. Rook gave it to me at the charity benefit.”
“Rook did?” Dorian’s grin widened, wolfish and amused. “How very romantic. I’m pleased to see young Ingellvar has impeccable taste.”
“The stone is smoky quartz,” Emmrich said, brushing his thumb over the gem’s smooth surface. “I believe she wanted me to have something that would remind me of—well.” His lips curved faintly. “Of her.”
“That is absolutely adorable. I’m shocked she didn’t enlist me to gather intelligence on your taste in grave-gold.”
“I think Rook wanted to make sure I was properly surprised.”
“I can keep a secret, you know.”
Emmrich arched a brow, a knowing look tugging at the corner of his mouth. He had known Dorian Pavus long enough to recognize that while the man could keep a secret, the effort would leave him brimming with barely contained excitement. Rook had clearly known it too—and so, judging by Dorian’s grin, he knew as well.
Their meal dwindled to the pleasant silence that comes after good food and better company. The waiter cleared the last of the plates, and Dorian waved off Emmrich’s attempt to reach for the bill with a light smack on the old professor’s jeweled hand.
“Absolutely not. This was my invitation, and I insist on keeping my reputation for being generous to my friends.”
Emmrich smiled, accepting defeat with the ease of a man who knew better than to argue. “Very well. I’ll remember this next time.”
“Good,” Dorian said, rising with a flourish. “That means there will be a next time. Preferably somewhere with better wine selections.”
They stepped out into the street. The afternoon light was soft and gold, catching on the frost that still clung to the edges of the paving stones. The bustle of Minrathous moved around them in steady rhythm—merchants calling out, the faint hiss of passing cars, the scent of roasting chestnuts curling from a nearby stall.
“I must say,” Dorian began, hands sliding into his pockets, “it’s good to see you like this.”
“Like what?” Emmrich asked.
“Happy,” Dorian said simply. “In the past, you always looked… at ease, yes, but it was in the way of a man who’s made peace with stagnation. There’s a difference between satisfaction and joy, old friend. And right now, you look joyful.”
That drew a real smile from him, the kind that reached his eyes. Dorian was right, of course. For years, Emmrich had believed he’d had his chance at love and lost it. He’d buried himself in academia and mentorship—Manfred’s youthful brilliance, his colleagues, his research—all placeholders for something he no longer thought he’d have again.
Then Rook had appeared, unannounced and unexpected, and everything that had felt muted became vibrant again. His life had color now. Heat. Meaning.
They paused at the edge of the walkway, a cold breeze lifting through the trees overhead. Emmrich looked out at the glimmering canal below, then turned back to Dorian.
“I’m going to marry her.”
Dorian sputtered on absolutely nothing, caught mid-breath. “Wait—what?”
Emmrich’s lips curved, amused by the reaction. “You heard me.”
Dorian hurried to catch up, scandal and delight warring on his expression. “Pro—Emmrich—does she know this?”
“Not yet,” Emmrich said, already stepping off the curb, the smile never leaving his face.
Dorian blinked, mouth parting as though to press for details, but whatever he saw in the professor’s expression made him stop. Curiosity flickered behind his eyes, tempered by something warmer—approval, perhaps—and he only laughed under his breath.
Emmrich adjusted his scarf against the breeze, gaze wandering to the frost-gilded canal below. Dorian spoke on beside him, no doubt already weaving theories about how and when he planned to propose, but the words blurred to a pleasant hum. His thoughts were elsewhere.
For years, he’d filled the ache of solitude with lectures, research, mentorship—work that gave him purpose but never warmth. He’d told himself that contentment was enough, that peace was its own kind of happiness. But then she’d arrived like spring thaw over frozen ground, and suddenly the quiet he’d built around himself no longer felt like peace. It felt like absence.
Dorian’s voice drifted back into focus, teasing him about his secretive tone, but Emmrich only smiled faintly.
He didn’t need to say it aloud again. He already knew it with absolute certainty.
He was going to marry her.
And if he asked, he knew that she’d say yes.
The air in the Dock Town headquarters smelled faintly of fish, stone, and salt. Somewhere below, the tide slapped against the pylons, steady and muffled, a heartbeat under stone.
Rook sat on the edge of the meeting table, one boot hooked against the chair rung, the other swinging absently. The papers spread in front of her were a chaotic map of sketches and hastily written notes—angles of ruined walls, fragments of elven script, and the phrase Garas lasa scrawled and underlined twice. Neve stood beside her, leaning in close enough to scan each page. Across the table, Tarquin’s furrowed brow had achieved a new level of severity, while Ashur’s sigh carried the weight of a man who’d run out of better questions.
“Any particular reason this Elgar decided to make you the focus of his little parlor trick?” Ashur asked, voice even but edged with worry.
Rook didn’t bother turning around. She rubbed the bridge of her nose, the faint echo of that dream headache still buzzing behind her eyes. “Beats me,” she said dryly. “He didn’t know that I existed until the Venatori brought me up. Turns out I’m quite the celebrity.”
Tarquin’s scoff was sharp. “This isn’t funny, Rook.”
Rook twisted slightly to glance over her shoulder, her expression unreadable. “I never said that it was. I’m not exactly a fan of having a power-hungry elf with a god complex visit my dreams.”
“Fucking hell,” Tarquin countered, frustration bleeding through his composure. “Like trying to stop a god summoning ritual wasn’t enough. Now their leader has put a target on your back.”
Neve crossed her arms, her usual calm shaded with concern. “He’s right. Elgar took an immediate interest in you, and that’s not something we can shrug off. You should at least take precautions beyond a few wards.”
Rook blew out a breath, brushing stray strands of hair from her face. “I’ll be careful,” she said, tone deliberately nonchalant. “Trust me, I’m not thrilled about it either. I already placed wards around my place in case the bastard tries to pay another visit.”
Neve gave her a look that hovered somewhere between amusement and exasperation. Ashur, though, didn’t smile.
“Why you?”
“Neve and I were wondering the same thing. It’s not like I got close enough to hand him a blood sample.”
“Even so,” he said, “we’ll have a specialist look you over. If Elgar tagged you with anything—a mark, a tether—we need to know.”
Rook shrugged, resigned. “Fine. I’ll let the medics have their fun. But for now, can we move past the part where everyone tells me to be careful?” She gestured at the sketches spread across the table. She leaned forward, paper rustling under her gloves. “Because that—” her finger tapped the rough outline of the circular ruin “—might be the ritual site.”
The room fell quiet. Neve leaned closer to the sketch while Ashur circled to get a better view. Tarquin’s frown deepened, but this time it was focused, analytical.
“I’m not sure. All I saw were flashes,” Rook continued. “And for all we know this could be bullshit but… I think this is it. The place looked like an abandoned observatory from the overgrown vines. And I also smelled the ocean so maybe a coastal cliff?”
Ashur rested his hands on the back of a chair, studying the page. “You’re sure?”
“As sure as I can be from a dream that wasn’t entirely mine,” Rook said. “But it fits. And if Elgar’s trying to keep the Venatori out of sight while he finishes the dagger’s ritual, a ruin on the cliffs would be ideal—isolated, defensible, and soaked in ancient magic.”
Neve looked at her, brows drawn. “And you saw this clearly?”
“Like I said,” Rook said. “I only saw flashes which is why as soon as my ass woke up, I drew these. I think he wanted me to see them.”
Tarquin’s head snapped up. “So, it’s a trap.”
Rook met his gaze evenly. “Well, it’s our only lead. If it’s a trap, we’ll be ready for it right?”
Tarquin exhaled through his nose, the sound sharp in the quiet. “Then we move fast. If we want to crash this ritual within three days, we’re gonna have to do our homework.”
Ashur straightened, his expression slipping back into command. “Agreed. Tarquin, start pulling information on this man, Elgar—he had to come from somewhere and how he became affiliated with the Venatori.”
Tarquin nodded. “I’ll get Ilyan and Vaska on it.”
Ashur turned to Neve. “You focus on the site. Start with the old elven observatories along the coast and cross-reference them with known Venatori movements.”
“On it,” Neve said, tapping one of Rook’s sketches with her pen. “If we’re lucky, I’ll have the location tomorrow.”
“And you,” Ashur said, meeting Rook’s eyes, “are going to the medics. Now.”
Rook blinked. “Seriously?”
“Completely.” His tone softened, but only slightly. “If Elgar’s capable of reaching into your mind whenever he wants, I need to be certain he didn’t leave something behind—something that could be used to track you, or worse.”
Rook’s first instinct was to argue, but one look at Ashur’s expression told her it was pointless. “Fine,” she muttered, sliding off the table and gathering her notes. “But I’m helping Neve with locating the site when I’m done.”
Neve offered her a small smile, the kind that balanced empathy with amusement. “It’s for your own good.”
“I know,” Rook said.
Ashur’s voice followed her toward the door. “Report back when they’re done. And Rook—don’t downplay anything they find.”
She paused at the threshold, glancing back. “I wouldn’t dream of it.”
Tarquin made a low sound that might’ve been a chuckle—or a growl. “That’s what worries us.”
Rook’s grin was brief but sharp before she disappeared down the hall, her boots echoing off the stone.
The medical wing sat half-buried beneath the Dock Town headquarters, smelling faintly of tinctures, salt, and the ghost of antiseptic. Rook perched on the edge of the exam cot, the paper sheet crinkling beneath her as the medics worked their diagnostics—runes flaring, crystals humming, a soft shimmer sweeping her from collar to boots.
They were thorough: checking for wards, latent hexes, trace marks, even residual Fade resonance. After twenty minutes of light flashes and murmured cantrips, the lead healer straightened, frowning faintly at the readings.
“Nothing,” she said. “Whatever that mage pulled, we have no clue how he did it.”
Rook rolled her shoulders. “Great.”
The healer’s shrug was pragmatic. “Sorry for not having any answers. It could be something specific in elven magic, but that’s just a theory at best. We can work on a charm to help shield your mind, but it won’t be ready till tomorrow.”
Rook slid off the cot and tugged her jacket back on. “As long as it keeps him out of my head, I’ll take it.”
“Let us know if it happens again,” the healer said, already jotting notes.
“Trust me,” Rook muttered, “I’m not eager for a sequel.”
By the time she reached the upper offices, the smell of coffee and old parchment had replaced the sterile bite of the medbay. Neve was at her desk, sleeves rolled to her elbows, a map of Minrathous pinned to the wall beside her infamous “chaos board.” Circles marked coastal ruins and half-faded landmarks; a scatter of reports and old survey records formed a paper storm across her workspace.
When Rook plopped into her chair, Neve glanced up without missing a beat. “How’d it go?”
Rook exhaled, letting her head thump back against the chair. “Nothing. Not a single mark, curse, or tether. So maybe your loose theory about it being an elf thing isn’t too far off.”
Neve hummed, pen tapping against the edge of a record. “Could be. How did it feel?”
Rook’s gaze went distant for a moment, tracing the faint glow of the lights overhead. “Cold,” she said finally. “Detached. Normally, when someone tries to dig through your mind with blood magic, you can feel it—sharp, invasive, clawing. It makes your instincts flare, like you’re drowning but your body’s still fighting. Elgar’s wasn’t like that. It was—quiet. Calculated. And very creepy.”
Neve made a low sound in her throat. “I’m just glad I’m not on the receiving end of that sort of treatment. I have enough trouble sleeping as it is.”
Rook didn’t answer right away. She glanced down at Neve’s prosthetic, gleaming faintly beneath the desk light, and knew there was more behind those words. Some silences were best left unbroken.
Instead, she smiled faintly and nudged Neve’s chair with her boot. “You’re still better at gathering intel than I am.”
“That’s because your contact network is nothing compared to mine,” Neve replied, but her tone had softened.
“Exactly,” Rook said, leaning back with a small sigh. “That’s why we work so well together.”
Neve smirked. “Flattery won’t save you when I make you help with cross-referencing these ruins.”
Rook groaned. “Damn… should’ve stayed with the medics.”
The two women shared a quiet laugh that carried through the room like the sound of tide against stone—familiar, grounding, and, for now, enough.
By the time the rest of the team reconvened, the lamps in the briefing room burned low—amber light catching on steel and dust. Rook and Neve stood off to the side while Ashur and Tarquin sorted through the files and reports pulled from the archives. The weight in the room was different now, more clinical.
Tarquin slid a dossier across the table. “We found him.”
Rook leaned forward, scanning the top page. The photograph was grainy, likely decades old: an elven man with dark hair tied back, sharp eyes behind wire-framed lenses. The name printed beneath was Elgar Ghilain.
“We’ve got information on our Venatori leader,” Tarquin said. “Elgar Ghilain. Former Fade researcher—specialized in elven history and metaphysics. Taught at the Arlathan Institute of Arcane Studies about twelve years ago.”
Neve frowned, “How does a former researcher go from studying Elven artifacts to leading the Venatori?”
“It is strange,” Ashur said. “According to the Institute’s records, he was brilliant—promising future, glowing recommendations. Until an incident twelve years ago got him fired.”
“What’d he do?” Rook asked.
Tarquin tapped the page. “The Institute’s official report doesn’t go into detail but they simply state that our disgraced scholar used unethical methods for his research. Whatever he did killed several of his colleagues.”
Rook raised a brow. “Sounds like a messy exit.”
“Probably was,” Ashur said, folding his arms. “After that, he vanished. No records, no trace—until now.”
Neve leaned in, scanning the dossier. “It says the incident happened during an expedition. Should we go down the list of survivors, build a profile from there?”
“Sounds like a start.”
Rook let out a breath, half disbelief, half disgust. “So not only is this guy brilliant, he’s a psychopath. No wonder he fits right in with the Venatori.”
Tarquin’s mouth flattened. “What a pair.”
“So what’s our next step?” Neve asked.
Ashur looked between them, expression grim but focused. “Neve, you and Tarquin go through the expedition roster. Find anyone still alive who can tell us what happened. Rook, stay on the ritual site—keep narrowing it down.”
Rook pushed off the wall, gathering her notes again. “Sounds like a plan.”
Ashur’s eyes found hers. “Did the medics find anything about your situation?”
She shrugged. “Nothing. They plan to make a charm to block any more visits, but that’ll take time. I’ll reinforce the wards at my place tonight.”
Tarquin pinched the bridge of his nose. “That’s not reassuring. What if he’s using you to monitor us?”
Rook retorted, “He’s not. From what I can tell, that dream was a one-off. Still, I’m not taking chances.”
Neve exhaled a quiet laugh, half humor, half fatigue. “It never is.”
Ashur nodded, closing the file. “That’s it for now. Stay sharp—and stay safe.”
Everyone rose from their seats and began to disperse, the scrape of chairs and the low murmur of parting orders filling the room. Rook lingered just long enough to gather her things, drifting back to her desk. The scattered files, maps, and sketches stared back at her like an accusation. She stared right back, then sighed.
This was going to be a long day.
Still, even her stubborn streak had limits. The ache behind her eyes warned that she was two hours past the point of usefulness, and for once, no one had to pry her away from her work. Clocking out was the smartest choice she’d made all day.
The chill outside hit her like a tonic. The night air carried salt, diesel, and the brine of the bay—sharp enough to clear her thoughts. She pulled up her hood and fished her phone from her coat pocket, thumb hovering before she pressed the familiar contact.
The call connected on the first ring.
“Hello, darling,” came Emmrich’s voice—bright, warm, and so disarmingly normal after the day she’d had that Rook couldn’t help but smile.
“Hey,” she said, her tone softening as she fell into step along the uneven cobblestones. “I was calling to let you know that I just finished work. What’re you up to?”
“Currently at my place,” he replied. “Manfred is assisting me with dinner, while Spite has taken residence on the couch.”
Rook could almost hear the domestic picture behind his voice—the quiet clink of utensils, the faint hiss of oil, the low background hum of the townhouse. She passed a street vendor packing up for the night, the scent of fried dough mingling with the brine in the air.
Her brow lifted. “Oh? What’s on the menu?”
“Mushroom and herb dumplings with hazelnut soup,” he said, sounding rather pleased with himself. “We’re in the assembly stage—ah, Manfred. That’s too much. It won’t close if you do that.”
Rook laughed under her breath, the sound lost to the passing rumble of a tram. “Sounds like he’s having fun.”
“Here, let me put you on speaker. Manfred, it’s Rook.”
A cheerful hiss crackled faintly through the phone, followed by a few metallic clinks—Manfred clearly working the countertop.
“Hey, Manfred,” she said, smiling as she stepped onto the subway platform. “You’re not causing too much mischief, are you?”
Another sound came—softer, deliberate. A garbled hum, then a careful, concentrated effort.
“Rook.”
The word came out round and uncertain, but it hit her like a shock. She froze, halfway between the ticket gate and the train entrance, her heart stuttering in her chest. The noise of the station faded—just the echo of her name in that sweet, halting tone.
“…Manfred,” she breathed, caught somewhere between wonder and disbelief. “Did you just say my name?”
“Rook!”
Emmrich made a startled noise—half laughter, half awe. “Oh my goodness. Manfred, well done!”
A contented coo followed, and Rook’s smile bloomed slow and genuine, the kind that reached her eyes. The tension she’d been carrying all day melted away, replaced by a bright warmth that made her forget the chill creeping through her coat.
“Rook,” Manfred repeated, clearer this time.
“Yes, Manfred,” she murmured, her voice breaking on a laugh. “I’m here.”
“Oh, we must do something to mark the occasion,” Emmrich said, still audibly beaming. She could hear the faint sound of him setting down a ladle, the soft rustle of fabric as he turned toward the little automaton.
“I can stop by the market and grab something for dessert,” Rook offered, weaving around a couple descending the subway stairs. “I think Manfred will like what I have in mind.”
“I shall leave it to you,” he said, his tone a gentle purr of contentment.
“I’ll see you when I get home.”
“See you soon, my love.”
The train pulled into the station with a rush of wind, and Rook ended the call, the smile still playing on her lips. For the first time all day, the weight on her shoulders felt lighter.
Notes:
Manfred's first words!! Oh I loved writing this scene.
Elgar'nan has a different backstory compared to the game but the man is still true to form. I really loved the whole Fade connection aspect and found it to be perfect for Rook to have it with Elgar to really up the ante of this case.
Dear lord, the danger is rising for Rook. Obviously, she can't hide it forever because she will get caught. The question is, when is she gonna finally tell Solas and Emmrich about the hazards?
Chapter 72: Chapter 72 - Hazelnuts & Honey
Summary:
Emmrich and Rook celebrate Manfred saying his first word. Emmrich starts to worry about Rook.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The scent of roasted herbs and simmering cream met Rook the moment she opened the door, soft and savory after the salt-bitten air outside. She slipped inside, the hush of the townhouse wrapping around her like a blanket. Warmth drifted down the hall, thawing the last bite of winter from her coat and fingers alike, loosening the stiffness from the cold as she held the small paper bag of groceries close against her chest.
The floorboards creaked under her boots—a familiar, homely sound that belonged entirely to this space. Somewhere deeper in the house came the faint clink of metal against ceramic, a gentle reminder that life here moved at its own quiet pace.
“Smells incredible in here,” she murmured, closing the door behind her.
Soft pawsteps padded across the wood floor before a familiar black shape appeared in the foyer. Spite wove between her boots with the slow precision of a creature who knew exactly how to demand attention. His tail brushed her calf as he meowed—a low, indignant sound that carried the distinct tone of you’ve been gone too long.
Rook crouched, the groceries rustling as she reached to scratch behind his ears. “Oh, I know,” she murmured, smiling as the cat leaned into her touch. “I’ve been neglecting you, haven’t I? But don’t worry, I plan to give you plenty of attention. Did you have fun at the tea shop?”
Spite’s only reply was another insistent meow, followed by a head-butt to her knee.
A brighter voice piped up from the kitchen doorway. “Rook!”
She looked up just in time to see Manfred peering out, eye-lights gleaming with something close to joy. His skeletal hands waved for her attention before he hurried forward, the joints clicking softly as he reached for the grocery bag.
“Hey, Manfred,” she said, grinning as she handed it over. “Thanks for the help.”
Manfred cradled the bag carefully—an oddly tender gesture for a creature of bone—and turned back toward the kitchen. Rook unwound her scarf, hanging it beside Emmrich’s coat, then shrugged out of her own.
When she looked up again, Emmrich had emerged from the kitchen, sleeves rolled, a sage-green apron tied neatly around his waist. A wisp of steam followed him, carrying the scent of mushrooms and herbs.
“Darling, you’re just in time,” he said, wiping his hands on a towel. “Dinner’s ready.”
Rook crossed the space between them with an easy saunter, the tension of the day dissolving as she reached him. She rose onto her toes and pressed a quick kiss to his lips, her voice soft against his mouth. “I’m home.”
His answering smile was warm and full. “Welcome home.”
Emmrich liked the sound of that—home.
Never in his lifetime had he imagined he’d fall into such an easy rhythm of cohabitation. When he’d first proposed it, part of him had worried they were moving too fast. He’d always had a habit of getting ahead of himself when things went well—especially in matters of the heart. But this… Rook in his arms, greeting him with that soft “I’m home,” Spite weaving between their legs, and Manfred humming in the background—it was perfect. Quietly, impossibly perfect.
Rook would’ve agreed.
They settled in the kitchen, the air fragrant with herbs and roasted hazelnuts. Manfred busied himself by placing Spite’s bowl down with mechanical precision, earning a satisfied trill from the cat before he padded off to eat. On the counter, the mushroom dumplings rested plump and golden in bowls of creamy soup, the surface kissed with saffron and a swirl of oil.
“This looks wonderful,” Rook said, sliding into her seat as Emmrich set down a small basket of warm flatbreads.
“I’m glad my culinary prowess has met your approval,” he replied with a teasing lilt.
“More than meets it,” she quipped. “We should trade recipes sometime. I’m curious about Nevarran dishes—I never learned much beyond making flatbreads.”
They ate in companionable quiet for a few moments, the soft clink of silver against porcelain the only sound between them.
Rook lifted a spoonful of soup and took her first bite—and for the first time that day, her mind went perfectly still.
The broth was rich and velvety, warmth unfurling slowly through her chest. The roasted hazelnuts gave it a subtle sweetness, balanced by the savor of shallot and thyme. A trace of saffron caught both the light and her tongue—bright and fleeting, like sunlight through amber glass. Then came the dumplings: plump and tender, filled with finely chopped wild mushrooms and leeks sautéed in butter. The roasted chestnut purée folded through them lent an earthy depth that lingered, chased by the faintest breath of nutmeg.
Rook exhaled softly, the tension in her shoulders easing by degrees. Holy crap, she needed this. Nothing soothed the strain of the day, quite like a good meal. She took another dumpling, eyes fluttering shut as the flavors bloomed together, a smile tugging at her lips before she even realized it.
Across from her, Emmrich watched, a knowing smile curving his mouth. He loved seeing her reactions when they shared a meal—how expressive she became when something delighted her, whether it was simple fare or something decadent. He could never tire of it.
He broke the silence first. “How was your day, my dear?” he asked gently. “You left rather suddenly last night. I hope everything’s all right.”
Rook’s spoon paused halfway to her mouth. She gave a small nod, keeping her tone steady. “It was… eventful,” she said at last. “I can’t go into all the details, but we uncovered quite a bit—one of them being the identity of the architect behind the Venatori.”
Emmrich’s hand, which had been resting near his bowl, stilled. The faint lines at the corners of his eyes deepened.
“That does sound like quite the breakthrough.”
“It is,” Rook admitted, her gaze dropping to the golden surface of her soup. “Though I’m still wondering what his motivations are. He’s not even originally affiliated with the Venatori.”
“Another piece for your puzzle?”
She gave a quiet huff of amusement. “It never ends.”
Emmrich’s smile returned, soft and reassuring. “Then perhaps I can offer a brief distraction—with our small celebration for Manfred and a bit of domestic comfort.”
Rook’s lips curved, a teasing glint in her eye. “Trust me, Professor. Capturing my attention has never been a challenge for you.”
“How very fortunate,” he said, his tone warm and amused.
Dinner ended in the kind of easy banter that came naturally to them—quick remarks, dry humor, and the occasional playful jab that kept Emmrich smiling behind his glass. When the last of the soup was gone, Rook pushed back her chair, a familiar spark in her eye.
“Now,” she said, standing. “The fun begins.”
Emmrich looked up from gathering the dishes. “Pardon?”
“Dessert,” she said, already heading for the counter. “Remember? To celebrate Manfred’s first words.”
The professor gave a small, indulgent sigh but said nothing as he began rinsing the bowls. Rook had already started laying out ingredients—the same groceries Manfred had unloaded earlier: a loaf of milk bread, a pint of vanilla ice cream, a dish of butter, a jar of honey, a can of whipped cream, sugar, and cinnamon.
She beckoned to the little skeletal wisp. “Come on, Manfred. You’re helping. It’s a special occasion, after all.”
Manfred practically bounced in place, joints rattling in delight as he hurried to her side. Emmrich glanced over his shoulder from the sink. “And what delectable confection will we be making tonight?”
“Honey toast,” she said, pulling the loaf from its wrapper. “It’s a fun little dessert—sweet, inexpensive, and entirely delicious.”
“I look forward to the presentation,” he replied, amusement coloring the word.
Rook lifted the loaf like a prize. “Now then we’ll be making dessert with this. We’re using half the loaf—the whole half.”
Manfred let out a questioning hiss that sounded suspiciously like really?
“Yup,” Rook replied, grinning. “The whole thing. Trust me.”
With careful hands, she cut the loaf cleanly in half and then began hollowing one piece into a perfect square, the edges forming a neat bread ‘bowl.’ She handed the removed center to Manfred. “Cut these into cubes—bite-sized, no bigger than your knuckle.”
Emmrich dried his hands and leaned against the counter, watching them work. “Would you like me to do anything?”
“Oh yes,” Rook said without looking up. “Could you please wash the fruit that I put in that bowl? Feel free to cut any of them.”
“Gladly,” he said, taking the bowl from the counter.
While the hollowed loaf toasted in the oven, Manfred carefully buttered the skillet. The scent of melting butter filled the kitchen, rich and golden. He added the bread cubes, his movements deliberate, stirring them until the edges browned. Rook hovered beside him, dusting sugar and cinnamon over the pan.
“Okay, toss them gently,” she said.
Manfred obeyed, mixing until each cube shimmered under its coating. When the oven timer chimed, Rook pulled the crust vessel free and placed it on a tray, golden and crisp at the edges.
“Time for the fun part,” she said, drizzling honey over the bread cubes before pouring them back into the hollowed loaf. The warm sweetness soaked into the bread, glinting amber in the kitchen light.
Manfred took up the ice cream scoop with almost reverent focus, carving a generous mound from the pint and placing it neatly on top. Emmrich returned with the bowl of rinsed fruit, setting it beside him so the wisp could add the finishing touches—berries and peaches arranged like jewels.
Rook leaned on the counter, watching the two of them work. “He’s a natural.”
Emmrich’s lips curved. “He has an excellent teacher.”
Rook beamed at the compliment, then asked, “Do you think we can let him handle the whipped cream?”
Emmrich followed her gaze to the canister—and immediately shook his head. “Absolutely not.”
Rook pouted. “Oh, come on. It’s just whipped cream.”
“And chaos in pressurized form,” he countered dryly.
She laughed quietly, shaking her head, turning to the little skeleton. “Sorry, Manfred. Not tonight.”
Manfred’s hands drooped, a pitiful sound rattling from his chest cavity. Rook looked down at him, trying not to laugh. “Don’t worry, Manfred,” she said at last, her nose scrunching in amusement. “You’ll have your day.”
The little wisp looked positively pleased by that statement. Emmrich rolled his eyes and muttered something about impending disaster, earning him a giggle from Rook.
When they finished, the honey toast gleamed—a mountain of caramelized bread, melting ice cream, jeweled fruit, and glossy ribbons of honey. Manfred clapped his gloved hands together, the sound like the click of polished stone.
“Hold on,” Rook said, pulling her phone from her pocket. “Let’s take a photo to mark the occasion.”
Emmrich smiled and stepped forward, reaching for the device. “Allow me. I have the longer reach.”
They gathered around the counter, Manfred between them and Spite perched on a nearby stool, tail curling in interest. Emmrich extended the phone, counting down under his breath. “Three… two…”
The click came just as Spite darted forward, stealing a lick from the ice cream. Rook burst out laughing when the cat recoiled, a blob of vanilla stuck to his nose.
“Well,” Emmrich said, amused, “at least we caught everyone’s best side.”
Rook leaned against him, still laughing. “You’re right—it’s perfect.”
She handed him a fork once her laughter faded, the dessert gleaming like a celebration under the warm kitchen light. “Now then,” she said with a grin. “Time to reap the benefits of our efforts.”
Emmrich smiled as he took up the fork, carefully composing the perfect bite—a toasted cube soaked in honey, topped with a sweep of melting vanilla ice cream and a slice of peach. He held it out to Rook. Her eyes lit up, flicking from the fork to his face as if to ask whether it was really meant for her. His answering nod was all the confirmation she needed.
Rook leaned in, accepting the bite. The soft, buttery bread melted on her tongue, blending with the cool cream and the crisp sweetness of peach. A pleased hum escaped her as she licked away a trace of ice cream from the corner of her mouth, savoring the taste.
She picked up her own fork, cutting a smaller piece—just as carefully arranged with a bit of everything—and offered it back to him. “Your turn, Professor.”
His smile deepened, eyes glinting with a warmth that made her breath catch. When he leaned forward to take the bite, she watched the slow press of his lips around the fork, a trace of cream lingered on his lip; he brushed it away with an unhurried motion, eyes lifting to meet hers as he hummed his quiet approval. The simple motion felt almost indulgent—the kind of domestic intimacy that made her pulse skip. The look he gave her was deliberate, amused, and entirely too knowing.
Maker’s balls. He did that on purpose.
Rook looked away with a small, flustered smile, trying not to grin too obviously as he straightened, his composure perfectly intact. When his gaze caught hers again, a knowing grin curved his lips—he’d noticed the faint blush coloring her cheeks. How adorable.
Manfred beamed—if a skeleton could beam—and ambled off toward the counter, humming contentedly to himself while the two of them dug in.
After dessert, they fell easily into their quiet evening routine—Rook clearing the plates while Emmrich tidied the counters. The warm hum of the kitchen faded into the low, content rhythm of a house winding down.
By the time the dishes were done, Rook kissed his cheek and excused herself upstairs to shower. Steam fogged the mirrors within minutes; by the time she emerged, the scent of her jasmine soap mingled faintly with the lingering sweetness of honey from dinner. She dressed in her sleep clothes—loose tank top, elastic shorts—and combed through her damp hair, the weariness from the day finally setting in.
Emmrich had retreated to his study, the faint scratch of pen against parchment drifting up from below. He was likely sorting lesson plans for the upcoming term—ever the diligent professor, even at night.
Rook lingered by the window for a moment, looking out at the frost gathering on the balcony rail before turning to the small item she’d set on Emmrich’s desk earlier: a rune stone wrapped in thin parchment. She’d picked it up from one of the market stalls on her way home—a ward against the Fade, meant to temporarily sever her connection with it. A “restful charm,” at least that’s how she phrased it to the shopkeeper with the excuse being that she was getting nightmares and needed a break.
The only catch—it blocked all dreams. She’d sleep soundly, but the quiet might feel strange. Still, it was worth the silence.
Rook seated herself at the desk and unwrapped the rune. The etched sigil gleamed faintly under the lamplight. She placed her palm over it, coaxing her mana through her fingertips until the inscription began to hum, resonant and low. Then she took Emmrich’s letter opener—sleek, gold-edged, far too refined for her usual tools—and pricked her finger. One drop of blood welled up, falling onto the rune’s surface.
The glow deepened, shifting from silver to soft blue. The rune was ready.
She set it gently inside her pillowcase, hidden but close enough to work. Then she slipped under the covers, the exhaustion of the day settling into her bones.
Spite appeared moments later, as punctual as moonrise. The black cat leapt onto the bed with practiced ease, padding toward his usual spot on her chest for her to pet him. Rook smiled faintly—until his paws pressed into her ribs.
Pain bloomed sharp and sudden. She winced and caught her breath, pushing him gently aside.
“Not tonight, Spite,” she murmured. “It’s a bit tender there for your stabby paws.”
The cat meowed in clear offense before stalking down to curl beside her legs, tail flicking in disdain.
“Sorry,” she whispered, running a hand through his fur to make peace.
From the doorway came Emmrich’s voice, warm with amusement. “Oh dear, what have we done to offend our dear Spite?”
Rook startled slightly but smiled toward him. “I denied his request for undivided attention.”
“I’d noticed.”
He crossed into the room, unbuttoning his cuffs as he went. The lamplight caught in his hair, gold over darker gold. “Was there a reason for such rejection?”
Before she could answer, Spite—clearly not done making his point—marched back up the bed and tried again. His paw pressed into her side, right where the bruise sat hidden beneath the fabric.
Pain flared white-hot. Rook jerked upright with a sharp inhale, one hand flying to her ribs as she let out a quiet curse. The sudden motion startled Spite, who yowled and bolted off the bed, his claws skittering across the floorboards before vanishing down the hall.
“Rook?”
Emmrich was at her side in an instant, his voice edged with alarm. In two quick strides he reached her, eyes scanning her face. His hand came to her shoulder—steady, careful—as he guided her to sit.
“You’re hurt,” he said—gentle, not accusatory.
“I’m fine,” she managed, trying to steady her breathing.
“If you were fine,” he countered quietly, “you wouldn’t be favoring your side like that.” His tone was firm, but never harsh.
“It’s just a bruise,” she said, dismissive, waving him off with her free hand. “The medics already checked me out.”
“I’ll be the judge of that.”
Rook blinked at him, caught between protest and disbelief. He was already giving her that look—the one that was equal parts worry and resolve, the kind that brooked no argument. Maker help her, she’d seen that same expression level entire classrooms.
“Emmrich—”
“For my own peace of mind,” he said, voice soft but immovable.
Kaffas. How could she say no to that face?
Rook sighed, long and low. “You’re impossible.”
“I’m aware.”
She could only shake her head and relent. “Fine.”
He smiled faintly, relieved more than triumphant, and shifted closer. With careful hands, he lifted the hem of her tank top. His fingers brushed light as moth wings against her skin, warm even before his magic sparked to life. The bruise bloomed along her ribs—a splotchy patch of muted violet and pink, fading but still tender. It caught the low lamplight in uneven shades.
Despite the healing potion she’d taken earlier, it looked bad. The kind of bad that made Emmrich’s brow knit and his jaw tighten ever so slightly.
“Rook,” he murmured, his voice a sigh of concern. “This isn’t nothing.”
“I drank a potion,” she said defensively. “A few more days and it’ll be gone. I just need a painkiller, and I’ll be fine.”
Emmrich didn’t answer right away. He huffed out a quiet scoff, half in exasperation, half to keep his worry in check. Then his gaze dropped back to the bruise—and his heart ached at the sight of it. The mottled violet and pink against her skin made his frown deepen, the muscle in his jaw tightening before he exhaled slowly.
Without another word, he pressed his palm lightly to her side. A soft green glow bloomed beneath his hand, warmth seeping deep into the muscle. It wasn’t the searing rush of battlefield healing but something gentler—a hum of patience and care, his magic shaped by affection rather than urgency.
“You don’t have to do this,” she said quietly. “It would’ve been fine to heal on its own.”
“Like I said before, darling,” he replied, a hint of a smile in his tone. “This is for my own peace of mind.”
The warmth sank deep, chasing away the ache until only a faint echo of the bruise remained. Rook closed her eyes, exhaling as the tension bled from her shoulders.
“There,” he murmured. “Better?”
“Much,” she admitted, a small smile tugging at her lips. “Thank you.”
“Happy to be of service.”
His thumb brushed the now-healed edge of her ribs, lingering for a moment longer than necessary before he withdrew his hand. The bruise was already fading, less visible than before.
It was silly, really—to use his magic to speed up something that was already healing. But he couldn’t stand seeing her hurt, not when every small flinch twisted something deep in his chest. A purely selfish act, meant less to mend her injury than to reassure himself that she was still here, still whole, still his to hold.
Rook hesitated, knowing the truth would only tighten that crease between his brows—but lying wasn’t an option either. “It was during the mission,” she said finally. “We got ambushed—shades, and Venatori mostly. A rage demon blindsided me. Slammed me into a wall.”
He went very still. “Maker above.”
For a moment, he said nothing more. His hand came up to pinch the bridge of his nose, a quiet attempt to steady himself as he processed the image—Rook thrown against a wall, bruised and breathless. The gesture did little to ease the tightness in his chest. When he lowered his hand, his expression was a mix of frustration and aching concern.
“It look worse than it feels,” she said quickly, trying for casual. “Better a bruise than getting slashed by its claws.”
“That doesn’t comfort me,” he said quietly.
“…Sorry.”
The corner of his mouth twitched—part frustration, part affection. He leaned back slightly, studying her face. “You’re sure there’s nothing else? No other injuries?”
Rook nodded. “Nothing else.” The words came smooth, practiced. She left out the part about Elgar—the voice that had crawled into her thoughts, cold as frost behind her eyes. No point in worrying him over what she could handle herself.
“Good,” he said at last, though the tension hadn’t quite left his shoulders. “Now go rest. I’ll join you shortly.”
“Okay,” she murmured, her voice soft, obedient for once. She followed his guidance as he laid her back down, brushing his hand lightly as she passed. She followed his guidance as he eased her back onto the pillows, brushing his hand lightly against her arm as she passed.
The rune beneath her pillow hummed faintly—steady, protective, and mercifully silent.
Emmrich changed quietly, the rustle of fabric softened by the low lamplight. His pajamas were a simple charcoal set—buttoned shirt and trousers, the sort of understated comfort he favored. When he turned, Rook was already asleep.
She’d curled on her side beneath the covers, one arm tucked close, her breathing slow and even. The faint rise and fall of her shoulders eased some of the tension in his chest—though not all of it. She looked peaceful. Exhausted, yes, but peaceful. The way she always did after surviving another day that should have taken more from her than it had.
He lingered a moment longer before moving to his writing desk near the window, opening his journal to a blank page. The familiar scratch of pen against paper steadied him.
His first entry came easily—something light to anchor himself:
It was a calm day, the kind that arrives just before the rush of a new term—and before a dinner invitation from Professor Ingellvar that carried all the weight of a daunting First Day. An event that I anticipate will be filled with subtle tension, and I pray that Rook will not summon a storm of fury in response to any pointed questions or words laced with venom. I do enjoy how protective she is of me when it comes to the opinions of others.
I am the same when it comes to matters concerning her.
I had the delight of having lunch with Dorian at a quaint bistro tucked away in Minrathous’s botanical district. Perhaps I should take Rook there sometime; I think she would enjoy both the ambiance and the food. Although Dorian would argue that their wine selection is awfully mundane, they always manage to hold a surprise now and then. He has always enjoyed the finer things, though he is far more flexible than the other high nobles of Tevinter who once studied in Nevarra.
Dorian has taken it upon himself to bear the honor of my matchmaker, insisting that I visit the Veil & Vine when I first arrived in Minrathous. It is true that I went upon his suggestion—though I believe his true intention was simply to promote his friend’s tea shop. Young Lord Pavus has always enjoyed the spotlight when there is a good deed to boast about, though he prefers his other philanthropic efforts to remain discreet.
Afterwards, the most momentous thing occurred—Manfred spoke his first word.
I was on the phone with Rook while he and I were preparing dinner, and when I put the call on speaker so she could speak to him, he called out her name.
Rook.
I was astounded. Then ecstatic. How far he has come since I took him under my tutelage—a spark of soul energy turned companion. And that his first word should be her name spoke volumes about what she means to us both.
When she arrived later and called this place home, it warmed something deep in me. That our quiet cohabitation has become routine still feels miraculous: no matter the environment, if we are together, it is home.
She made a dessert that evening—Honey Toast—with Manfred’s eager assistance. He delighted in the process as much as the result. The flavor was marvelous: warm honey and cinnamon over toasted bread, balanced by cool vanilla ice cream and the tartness of the peaches and blueberries she’d chosen. It was Rook’s idea to take a picture to mark the occasion—her smile as bright as the kitchen light. My favorite moment, by far.
We looked like a family. Something I never imagined for myself.
And Maker, how it makes me desire for more.
He paused, letting the ink dry before setting the pen aside. The soft rustle of paper seemed loud in the stillness of the study. For a long moment, he simply sat there, his thoughts caught between contentment and something quieter—something heavier.
When he finally rose, he moved with deliberate care, the floorboards creaking faintly beneath his steps. At the bedroom door, he stopped. Rook lay curled under the covers, one arm draped across Spite, her hair a dark spill across the pillow. Her breathing was even, slow—the kind of sleep she rarely allowed herself.
The sight should have been reassuring. It was, in part. But beneath that warmth, the familiar knot in his chest tightened all the same. She looked so small just then. Fragile, even. And that thought alone unsettled him more than he’d ever admit aloud.
He smiled faintly, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes this time. The kind of smile one wears to stave off fear. He lingered there until the lamplight flickered low, then turned back to his desk, opening his journal once more.
The next entry came slower—its tone heavier, quieter.
Rook suffered an injury from work—a mission she was called to in the middle of the night. The injury itself wasn’t fatal, nor did it warrant stitches, but she’d bruised her ribs badly. She took a healing potion after being assessed by her medics, so it must have been worse before I laid eyes on it.
I doubt she intended to tell me at all. She was still able to move, to work, to smile—she must have felt the discomfort but carried on as though nothing were wrong. Until our dear Spite gave her away, the traitor, by trying to rest on her chest while she was in bed. Her wince at the pain forced her confession, and when I insisted on inspecting the injury for my own peace of mind...
His pen paused. The words blurred a little where the ink deepened—hesitation caught in the motion.
The sight made my heart ache more than I wish to admit.
I thought that I was prepared for this. Rook and I had discussed it since she cared about my thoughts on the subject, knowing her choices would affect me. And yet, seeing the mark of danger on her skin... I was startled by the amount of worrisome thoughts that crept inside my mind. The bruise was minor, truly, and already healing. The medics on the scene had done what was needed to reduce her pain. It did not warrant my meddlesome intervention, and yet I couldn’t stop myself from hastening the process.
I know she’s capable. I’ve told myself this countless times—that injury comes with the life she’s chosen, no matter one’s skill. I try to be realistic. So long as she returns to me, I say, then all is well.
And yet… I would prefer her safe. Out of harm’s way. In ideal circumstances, she would outlive me. That’s how it should be. The thought of anything less feels unbearable.
Maker, I sound like such a hypocrite.
Even now, as I write, I can feel the fear coiling around me—the familiar dread, quiet but relentless.
Who am I to ask her not to live the life she’s chosen? She is her own force—indomitable, brilliant, reckless, magnificent. How could I now wish to extinguish it for my comfort?
Do I even dare?
Emmrich set the fountain pen aside, the weight of it clicking faintly against the desk. A long breath slipped out of him, part exhaustion, part self-reproach.
Then his gaze drifted back to the open page.
The words stared up at him—she would outlive me.
Something inside him jolted.
The line seemed to pulse, the ink darker, heavier than before. His chest tightened as though invisible hands had wrapped around it. The breath he drew caught halfway, shallow and unsatisfying. His fingers began to tremble.
Oh no.
He tried to steady his breathing, to count—four in, four out—but the air refused to cooperate. Each inhale scraped raw. His pulse thudded behind his ears, his vision narrowing until all that remained was that sentence on the page.
She would outlive me.
It should have been comforting. That was the natural order of things. He’d written it to reassure himself. But the thought twisted in his chest, warping into its opposite. Because if she was to outlive him, that meant one day she would be here—alone.
A soft sound escaped him, almost a laugh, brittle and breathless. He pressed a shaking hand to his sternum, fingers curling against the fabric of his shirt as if he could ease the pressure beneath.
Breathe, he told himself. Just breathe.
He closed his eyes and counted again. Inhale. Exhale. The rhythm faltered but slowly, painfully, it began to hold. The lamplight wavered in his periphery; the scratch of Spite’s claws on the hallway floor filtered through the silence, grounding him in small, tangible sounds.
When he finally opened his eyes, the ink on the page had blurred at the edges where a drop of water—no, sweat, perhaps—had fallen. He reached for his handkerchief and dabbed it away, then shut the journal with a careful hand.
The tremor still lingered in his fingers as he rose. He turned down the desk lamp, casting the bedroom into shadow, and crossed quietly to be by Rook’s side.
She slept soundly, curled beneath the blankets, her breathing even. The sight steadied him—slowly, delicately—until the tightness in his chest loosened enough to let him draw a full breath.
Then, with deliberate care, he slipped beneath the covers beside her, his hand brushing lightly against her before drawing her closer. He wrapped his arms around her, holding her as though she were the only thing keeping him grounded. Her warmth met his trembling fingers—a quiet anchor for his frayed mind.
Rook stirred, a faint sound slipping from her as she shifted against him. Emmrich pressed a gentle kiss to her hair and hushed her softly back to sleep.
Her warmth steadied him, a fragile calm threading through the cracks of his fear. For now, that was enough.
Notes:
Poor Emmrich. He just wants Rook to be safe and not dive into danger. Channeling his voice in his journaling is always good fun, but this man is about to go through it.
I always enjoy writing out ANY food scene... but I think it's apparent that I've been writing out foods I tend to crave and weave them into my chapters. God I'm such a glutton.
Chapter 73: Chapter 73 - Boil, Bloom, Bind
Summary:
Neve briefs Rook on what she learned about Elgar. Rook and Tarquin go on a mission together.
Notes:
Warning: Lots of Elven was used in a portion of this chapter. Translations are in the endnotes.
I felt like I was hitting peak fandom when I was scrolling through the Dragon Age wiki to try and create phrases of my own. I took a few liberties, but I did my best!!
I'm really sorry about having the Elven translations at the bottom. I know that it breaks up the flow when you read. I don't really know how to do the advanced HTML thing of linking footnotes or how to use a work skin because I have no clue how to do ANY of that.
I'm debating on having any Elven translations with the English translation in parentheses. If that's easier, let me know.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The noon air at Dock Town was thick with salt and smoke—the kind that clung to your clothes no matter how brief the visit. The tang of the sea mingled with the aroma of charred fish, garlic, and lemon, all drifting from Halos’s grilled fish stand. The small wooden kiosk was wedged between a shipwright’s supply stall and a vendor selling roasted chestnuts, its bright blue awning flapping lazily in the sea breeze.
Halos himself stood behind the counter the lean elven man, his rolled sleeves showing forearms dusted with spice and salt. The quick flash of his grin was as warm as the coals behind him.
“Two of the usual?” he asked, voice rich with familiarity.
“You know us too well, Hal,” Neve replied, handing over a few bills.
“How could I not for my two regulars,” he teased, flipping one of his skewers onto the grill. “One with lemon pepper and chili garlic oil, and the other with smoked paprika and lime butter?”
“Oh, and add a side of roasted potatoes and charred peppers,” Neve added.
“You got it.”
Rook gave a faint smile. “You spoil us.”
“Please. You two keep me in business.” He handed over their meals wrapped in crisp parchment, each parcel fragrant with herbs and smoke. “Extra lemon for you, Rook—because apparently, you’d die without it.”
Neve snorted. “Gone three years and he still remembers your order.”
“Aw Hal, I knew you loved me.”
The glint of gold caught the sunlight when Rook turned her head—the small cross-shaped earring she wore shimmered for a heartbeat, its bloodstone drop a flash of deep red against her dark hair. Halos nodded toward it as he wiped his hands on a cloth.
“New piece?” he asked.
“New charm for work,” Rook said, tapping it lightly. “Nice to know the Shadows make their charms tasteful.”
“And here I thought it was from your boyfriend,” Hal said with mock pity, waving them off. “Now go on—eat before it gets cold. And if you see Tarquin, remind him I’d like my payment before the next age begins.”
Neve laughed. “You’ll get it when he remembers what the sun looks like.”
They left to the sound of Halos’s amused chuckle, the warmth of the fish parcels seeping through the paper and into their chilled fingers.
By the time Rook and Neve returned to headquarters, the savory scent of Halos’s cooking still clung to their clothes. The chill of the docks gave way to the dim, ward-hummed warmth of the Shadow Dragon offices—a steady, low thrum that lived in the walls like a heartbeat.
They wove past the outer corridor, the soft murmur of agents conferring over mission logs blending with the scratch of quills and the occasional hiss of a rune being recharged. Their shared office was tucked near the back, the space cluttered with maps, reports, and more string-pinned boards than either would admit to maintaining.
Neve set her paper parcel down on the wide desk that sat between their workstations and unwrapped the side orders. The charred peppers gleamed dark and glossy, edges blistered from the flame, while the herb-roasted potatoes released the comforting aroma of rosemary and garlic.
Rook claimed her seat, setting her own container beside Neve’s before peeling back the paper. Steam curled up, carrying the mouthwatering scent of spice and smoke.
Her lunch—grilled sea bream—was dressed in Halos’s house blend of olive oil, minced chili, garlic, and cracked pepper, finished with a squeeze of lemon that gleamed against the crisp, blistered skin. Alongside were grilled mushrooms and onions, the skewered vegetables still sizzling faintly.
Neve’s was equally enticing: grilled red snapper brushed with smoked paprika, garlic, and lime butter, the fillet tender and rich, flakes catching the light.
“Sweet Andraste, this smells divine,” Rook muttered, picking up her fork. “Hal really outdid himself today.”
“He always does,” Neve said, spearing a piece of pepper. “Probably because we’re his only consistent customers who don’t complain about the spice level.”
“Lightweights,” Rook said with a smirk.
They ate in comfortable silence for a few minutes—the soft clatter of utensils punctuated by the hum of distant conversation through the walls. Then Neve set her fork down, wiping her fingers before sliding a thin folder from under her arm.
“Tarquin and I managed to dig up more about Elgar,” she said. “His colleagues from the Institute were surprisingly forthcoming once we mentioned that he might be involved in a case.”
Rook arched a brow, chewing. “I’m guessing it’s bad.”
“Bad and worse,” Neve confirmed, flipping the folder open. “Turns out, our dear mage was enslaving spirits in the name of Fade research. He was binding them to follow his will and experimenting in the name of unlocking the secrets of ancient Elven magic.”
Rook’s fork paused midair. “Oh shit.”
Neve nodded grimly. “Apparently he called it ‘symbiotic research.’ The usual self-justifying drivel. The problem is, during his final expedition, he tried to force one spirit to open a sealed passage in the ruins they were excavating. Pushed it too far.”
Rook frowned. “It became corrupt.”
“Yup,” Neve corrected softly. “Turned into a demon. Killed almost everyone in the team.”
Rook let out a slow breath, setting her fork down. “So that’s what the Institute covered up.”
“Exactly. The official report blamed a cave-in. A convenient excuse to cover up the Institute letting Elgar commit unethical practices for the sake of results.” Neve flipped to another page, scanning her notes. “According to the survivors, he wasn’t always like that. He was a respected researcher of principle with the usual persona of arrogance, ego, and brilliance. Then there was a lab accident involving a faulty artifact. After that, he started to change.”
Rook glanced up from her food, brow furrowed. “Different how?”
Neve hesitated, the faintest flicker of uncertainty crossing her face. “He started to act a bit paranoid, detached. The air around him felt colder than usual and he began to have this entitlement he’d never displayed before. The change was so gradual that they figured it was from the fallout he had with someone he was close with, a rival.”
She paused, and Rook could see that look—the one Neve wore when she was about to drop something heavier.
“What?” Rook asked.
Neve drew in a slow breath. “The rival that his former colleagues mentioned is of someone we know.”
Rook’s posture stiffened slightly. “Who?”
Neve’s hesitation stretched—a quiet beat that told Rook everything before she even said it. “Solas.”
Fuck.
The name hit like a dropped stone. Rook will admit that she never really paid much attention to Solas’s academic achievements when they were estranged. When she settled with the Shadows, she kept tabs on him but nothing mentioned him doing any work involving a colleague like Elgar. So much for keeping this job off her brother’s radar. Because they probably have to question him about the psychotic mage and why he would be working with the Venatori.
“Apparently, they co-led that expedition,” she continued, watching her carefully. “And they shared a lab together.”
“Venhedis,” Rook said finally, voice quiet but edged. “Why does it feel like this case is giving me more shit than the others?”
“Definitely one of the worse cases we’ve taken on.”
“Rook…” Neve began, tone gentle.
She waved a hand dismissively. “I’m fine. This just means I’m gonna have to talk to him about this.”
Neve tilted her head, searching her face. “You okay to do that? I could do it. Give you more time before breaking the news to him that you’re consulting with us.””
Rook let out a short laugh, low and humorless. “No, I’ve procrastinated enough with this talk. Especially now that things are getting dangerous.”
The bloodstone earring caught the light as she turned, the deep red gem flashing like a drop of captured flame. She touched it absently, thumb brushing the smooth metal as though it might quiet the faint tremor of unease under her skin.
After a moment, Neve cleared her throat softly and shifted the topic. “How goes the search for the ritual site? Narrow anything down?”
Rook exhaled, pushing her food around with her fork. “It’s a little slow. I asked some of the tech people to cross-reference the symbols from my sketches to see if they match any photos from old expedition sites, travel bloggers, and the hiking in nature influencers.”
Neve nudged the shared container of potatoes toward her. “Sounds like a party.”
That earned her a crooked smile. “Oh yeah. Nothing like sifting through selfies and photogenic landscapes before blood mage cultists activate a key that could end all of Minrathous.”
“Such an optimist,” Neve replied. “And here I thought that I was the cynic.”
Rook said nothing, but the ghost of a smile flickered across her face as she finally took another bite.
The afternoon dragged on long after the taste of Halos’s grilled fish faded from memory.
Neve gathered her notes, shoving the thin folder of Elgar’s files under her arm. She swept her hair up into her trademark bun, the motion quick and practiced, and reached for her coat draped over the back of her chair. The soft clink of her prosthetic leg followed each step as she moved about the office.
“I’ll see what I can dig up from my contacts,” she said, adjusting the collar. “The lab accident piqued my interest. I’m gonna go see if the former colleagues know anything about the incident.”
Rook nodded absently, half-distracted by the slow pulse of her terminal light. “Sounds good. I’ll stay here and keep an eye on the tech reports—see if they find anything on the observatory.”
Neve lingered by the door for a heartbeat, studying her partner. “Try not to drown yourself in work,” she warned. “Take a moment to breathe.”
“If I had a dollar for every time you told me that…” Rook said, the corner of her mouth twitching.
When Neve left, the office fell quiet, save for the low hum of the wards. It was too still—the kind of silence that made her brain itch. She tried to focus on the reports, but the words blurred together. After a few futile minutes, she pushed away from her desk, grabbed her coat, and stepped out.
She needed air.
The walk through Dock Town was muscle memory. The gulls cried overhead, ropes creaked on the docks, and the scent of salt and oil wove together in the wind. She passed the market stalls she knew by heart—the fishmongers shouting their last bargains, the vendor with his overpriced “authentic” sea charms, the newsstand peddling Minrathous’s latest serialized scandal.
Her boots found the familiar ladder behind a shuttered warehouse, metal cold under her hands as she climbed. The rooftop welcomed her with its uneven boards and view of the harbor. The sea brine air rushed through her braid, tangling it loose, and she let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding.
Minrathous stretched out before her—gleaming spires in the distance, black roofs and smoking chimneys closer to the water. But Dock Town… Dock Town had its own heartbeat. It was the pulse of the city’s underbelly—messy, alive, and honest.
She stood at the edge, watching the waves slam against the piers, her thoughts unraveling with the tide.
This case had become a knot she couldn’t untangle. Venatori, Elgar, the ritual—they were all expected threats. But Solas having a history with Elgar? That changed everything.
It meant she had to tell him.
Selara could only keep her secret for so long, and if Solas found out she’d been consulting for the Shadow Dragons without telling him… he’d be furious. Not just as her brother, but as the man who’d witnessed her at her absolute worst after she left the Shadows.
The memory still burned sharper than she wanted it to. The exhaustion, the hollow ache of failure. Solas’s offer to take over the tea shop hadn’t just been an olive branch—it had been a lifeline. A way to start again.
And now here she was again. Wading back into it.
Maybe she really didn’t know how to stop.
The wind caught her hair again, whipping a few loose strands across her face. She stared out at the horizon, the gold light cutting against the gray water.
She thought of Emmrich—his worry, his gentle hands on her ribs the night before. The warmth of his magic, the way he’d tried to hide how much it scared him to see her hurt. He tried to put on a brave face, offered quiet reassurances, but she’d seen the tremor in his breath, the flicker in his eyes when he thought she wasn’t looking.
How could he not worry? She’d thrown herself into danger and all the hazards that came with it. She even promised to be careful.
A promise she started to think she was breaking.
Eventually, she’d have to tell him about the new runes—the ones she was weaving to keep Elgar out of her head—and the wards she’d need to reinforce around the tea shop and the Loft. He’d ask why, of course he would, and she’d have to explain enough without letting the truth unravel too far. Because if he knew how deep this case was pulling her in, he’d try to stop her.
And she couldn’t bear to see that look on his face again.
She’d told herself this case was supposed to be simple. Quick. Contained.
But the moment Elgar entered the picture, everything began to fray.
She tilted her head back, closing her eyes against the sting of the salt air. “Fuck,” she muttered softly to no one in particular.
The sharp ping of her work phone broke the quiet.
Rook pulled it from her pocket, thumb sliding across the screen. A message from tech: Got a hit on the possible ritual location.
Her heart kicked once, hard.
She didn’t bother typing. Instead, she called Ashur directly. The line clicked on after one ring.
“Rook?” His voice came through, clipped but alert.
“Tech came through,” Rook said, pacing as the wind tugged at her coat. “They found a match—an old observatory north of the city, on the cliffs. It fits the sketches.”
A rustle of papers on the other end. “You’re certain?”
“As certain as I can be from a photograph. It’s the best lead we’ve had.”
“All right. Tarquin and I will meet you at headquarters. Gear up in case we deploy immediately.”
“Got it,” Rook said, already moving toward the ladder. “See you soon.”
She ended the call, the sea wind biting at her cheeks as she jumped down to the dock below.
Whatever waited at those ruins—it was time to face it.
When the group convened in the tech wing, the room buzzed with low conversation and the hum of scrying crystals. Rook stood beside the holo-table, dressed in her familiar black-dyed leathers and hooded mantle. The faint sheen of spell-treated fabric caught the lamplight, her silhouette sharp against the glow of projected runes. At her hip rested her obsidian orb and mageknife—the latter’s deep violet hilt set with an amethyst that glimmered faintly in the mage-light.
Across the table, one of the tech agents adjusted their lenses and pointed to a map flickering to life on the display. “Your sketches matched with an observatory north of Minrathous’s outskirts,” the agent explained. “It was constructed during early Tevinter expansion—meant to mirror another observatory near the Arlathan Forest. We found old survey photos from when the cartographers were mapping the region’s boundaries.”
The grainy images appeared on the screen—arched corridors, collapsed domes, and a half-buried astrolabe tangled in vines.
Ashur leaned over the projection, studying the terrain. “You think this is the place?”
“Probably,” Tarquin muttered. “It’s the only lead we’ve got.”
Ashur straightened, his decision immediate. “Then we confirm it. A reconnaissance run—quiet and fast. If Elgar’s there, we find proof.” His gaze shifted to Rook. “You and Tarquin go to the site. Verify any Venatori presence and see if the dagger’s on-site. Do not engage. Stealth only.”
Rook nodded once, focused but already feeling that familiar pull in her chest. “Should I call Neve to meet us there?”
Ashur shook his head. “Let her stay on her end. The more intel she pulls on Elgar, the better. You and Tarquin can handle this.”
The words landed heavier than he probably intended. This would be her first field operation without Neve since returning to the Shadows. Neve had always been a good buffer—keeping things civil between her and Tarquin when professionalism alone didn’t cut it.
Ashur caught her hesitation and raised a calculated brow. “Will that be a problem?”
Rook’s fingers brushed the edge of her belt, grounding herself on the smooth leather. A flicker of doubt rose—short-lived, quickly smothered.
Maker’s ass. This was going to be awkward.
Still, she could do this. Be professional. Keep her guard up. They didn’t need to talk about anything personal—just the mission. That’s all this had to be. No rehashing, no apologies, no opening old wounds. Because knowing Tarquin, he’d want to squash it, and she had no intention of opening that box of suppressed memories.
She squared her shoulders and met Ashur’s gaze. “No. It’ll be fine.”
Tarquin gave a short nod beside her, the kind that passed for approval between them. “Let’s gear up. I’ll brief the team.”
Ashur clasped his hands behind his back, eyes still fixed on the glowing map. “Do me a favor,” he said dryly. “Try not to bicker the entire time you’re out together.”
Rook said nothing, only adjusted her hood and turned toward the door. The black fabric whispered with her movement, the faint shimmer of enchantment rippling along its edges.
Whatever waited in those ruins, she would face it—steady hands, calm breath, no theatrics.
Time to hunt for some Venatori.
The drive north was quiet, save for the low growl of the engine and the rattle of old charms hanging from the rearview mirror. The landscape outside the windshield shifted from the narrow, rain-slick streets of Minrathous to the winding coastal road that cut through barren cliffs. The sea was a dull silver blur at their side, waves crashing faintly against the rocks below.
Rook sat in the passenger seat, gloved hands resting over her knees. The hum of the car filled the silence between her and Tarquin—thick, steady, and almost comforting if not for the man driving it.
He was focused, one hand on the wheel, the other drumming an idle rhythm against the door. “You’ve been quiet,” he said at last.
Rook gave a small, noncommittal hum. “I like the quiet.”
“I see some things never change,” Tarquin muttered, glancing at her. “Always getting the last word in.”
Rook’s gaze stayed on the road ahead. “Some things do.”
That earned a faint huff of laughter from him—half amusement, half something else. “Yeah like what?”
“I have a cat.”
Tarquin blinked, then gave her a disbelieving look. “A cat?”
“Yup.”
“Where in the bloody hell did you get a cat?”
“It was a match made in hell,” Rook said, a faint smile ghosting across her lips. “Found the little bastard in a dumpster and he hated the fact that I rescued him.”
“So… love at first blood, then?” His smirk was almost involuntary.
“Something like that,” she said dryly. “His name’s Spite.”
“Any other changes I should know about?” he asked, tone teasing but edged with genuine curiosity.
Rook hesitated a half-second, then answered evenly, “I have a boyfriend.”
The sound that left him was part sputter, part incredulous laugh. “Maker’s balls. You?”
“Turns out I’m not a total disaster,” she said dryly.
For a flicker, something like awkwardness passed over his face. He masked it with a scoff and turned his eyes back to the cliffside. The engine’s rumble filled the space again; the silence that followed felt taut.
Tarquin tried, “You know, Rook—”
“Don’t,” she cut him off. She turned to meet his look with a tired edge. “We’re not doing this… Not now.”
Her tone wasn’t harsh—just tired. The kind of fatigue that came from running circles around the same ghosts too many times.
He exhaled through his nose, something between resignation and understanding flickering across his face. “Right. Focus on the job, then.”
“Exactly.” She leaned back, closing the conversation. “Let’s just focus on that.”
The rest of the drive passed in uneasy quiet. The city faded into distant light, replaced by the ragged coastline and the skeletal remains of old structures half-swallowed by mist. By the time they reached the cliffside road, the air had grown colder, thinner, tinged with salt and ruin.
Tarquin eased the car to a crawl as the observatory came into view, hulking against the dim horizon. Its dome was split wide, metal ribs exposed like a ribcage to the sky. Wind threaded through the ruin, carrying the faint, ragged sound of chanting and the sour hint of smoke.
He slowed even more, eyes scanning the terrain before steering off the main road. The tires crunched over gravel as he pulled into a narrow cleft between two rocky outcroppings, the car hidden from view beneath the rise.
“Let’s go,” he said quietly. “Last thing we need is to tip off any of those bastards that we’re here.”
Rook nodded, already unbuckling her harness. The cold hit her the moment she stepped out—sharp, salt-laced, biting through the seams of her coat. Tarquin slung his rifle over his shoulder, checking the seals on his gloves while Rook adjusted her hood.
They moved quickly but quietly, their boots crunching over frost-hardened grass as they made their way up the slope. The terrain grew steeper, the path narrowing until they reached a rocky ledge overlooking the coast. From there, the observatory lay sprawled below—a ruin of broken marble and collapsed metal framed by the pale light of dusk.
Rook crouched near the edge, pulling up her hood as the wind whipped past. “Hah,” she let a short breath out, eyes narrowing. The crimson banners of the Venatori hung across the shattered archways, bold against the stone. “They’re really not trying to be subtle, huh?”
Tarquin crouched beside her, glassing the site with his scope. “Guess they weren’t worried about blending in.”
“You can always count on their egos,” she replied, fingers brushing the hilt of her mageknife.
The two exchanged a brief look—uneasy but steady—before starting their descent toward the ruins below.
“Let’s make this quick,” Rook said, pulling out her mageknife from its sheath. “The sooner we’re done, the sooner we can ruin their plans.”
Tarquin smirked faintly. “Agreed.”
They made their way down from the vantage point, boots sliding over loose gravel slick with sea mist. The ruined path curved toward the observatory’s base, where the stone walls were veined with salt and age. Rook crouched low, the wind snapping her hood against her cheek as she slipped between the fractured columns. She drew her mageknife, its deep violet hilt glinting once before she dampened its glow.
Her blade was light, balanced—her favorite tool for close work and quiet kills.
Venatori patrols moved through the lower halls in pairs—shadows against the pale fog. The muffled scuff of boots, the faint metallic rattle of armor. She signaled Tarquin to wait, counting their rhythm before motioning him forward. They passed through in silence, their breath shallow, every step measured.
When they ducked behind a collapsed archway, Tarquin leaned close, voice barely above a whisper. “Any idea where they’re keeping the dagger?”
Rook’s eyes caught the faint glint of lyrium lines etched across the wall—patterns that formed the same spiraling murals she’d seen in her dream. Stylized stars, bound by circles of Elvhen script. Her stomach tightened.
“It’s probably with Elgar,” she murmured. “This way.”
Tarquin exhaled through his nose, scanning the upper levels where torchlight flickered. “Agreed. I’ve got a bad feeling about this place.”
Rook gave a small, humorless smile. “When don’t you?”
He didn’t answer. The silence between them was thicker than the fog—familiar, uneasy, and heavy with the ghosts they didn’t speak about.
They descended deeper into the observatory, the silence broken only by the echo of dripping water and the whisper of wind through fractured stone. The air was heavy—dense with magic that clung to the back of Rook’s throat. She slowed as the corridor narrowed, her eyes catching faint flickers of light crawling along the walls.
Wards.
She raised a hand, motioning Tarquin to halt. The sigils burned faintly through the dust—spirals of crimson red, carved with precision too elegant to belong to any Venatori mage she’d ever seen. The lines pulsed in measured rhythm, ancient and deliberate, and when she reached out, the chill that seeped through her glove made her skin prickle.
These weren’t Tevinter runes. They were Elven—and not the kind preserved in academic relics or Solas’s lectures. Older. Wilder. The kind that breathed with the same pulse as the Fade itself.
Her stomach turned, the same cold sensation crawling down her spine that she’d felt when Elgar had invaded her mind.
“Rook?” Tarquin’s voice was low.
She exhaled slowly, studying the glowing script. “These wards are different. They’re ancient Elven. The Venatori must’ve started adopting old magic.” She straightened, her tone edged with disdain. “A gift from Elgar, I’d wager.”
Tarquin frowned, his voice tight. “Wonderful. They were already a pain in the ass. Now they’re playing with ancient magic?”
“Looks that way,” she murmured, crouching to examine the sigil’s base. The energy hummed against her palm, an unsettling resonance that felt half-alive.
A stray thought flickered through her mind—Bellara would’ve been fascinated by this. The runic structure alone would’ve sent her diving into an hour-long analysis about spirit resonance and the corruption of intent. Rook could almost hear her voice in her head, full of excitement and oblivious to how wrong this kind of magic felt.
She drew in a breath and pushed that thought aside. Focus.
Her orb pulsed faintly at her hip as she traced the knife’s edge along the etched lines, channeling mana through its tip to unravel the sigil’s weave. The runes resisted at first, flickering in defiance, until the glow began to sputter and fade. Her bloodstone earring radiated sudden heat against her skin—a sharp, searing pulse that made her flinch.
She muttered a quiet curse under her breath. “Tarquin,” she said, not looking up. “I don’t like this… be ready for anything.”
“My paranoia rubbing off on you?” he said, his hand holding the hilt of his sword.
The ward shuddered once, then dimmed into darkness, leaving behind the faint scent of ozone and cold air.
“First one’s clear,” Rook said, rising. “Let’s keep moving before someone notices.”
They slipped through the next set of halls, the patterns repeating every few rooms—each one slightly different, as though the wards were adapting. Every time Rook dismantled one, the burn of her earring grew worse. It was almost as if the bloodstone was reacting to the same magic—recognizing it, rejecting it.
By the time they reached the long corridor lined with collapsed pillars and scattered alchemical tools, voices drifted from ahead.
Rook crouched behind a half-broken wall, gesturing for Tarquin to stay low. Through the cracked doorway, she could see them—Venatori mages, their armor faintly gilded, and at their center, Aelia.
The woman’s poise was unmistakable even amid the ruin. Her voice carried smooth and cold, the clipped authority of someone used to obedience.
“Be certain the circles are properly drawn,” Aelia said, pacing between her underlings. “Elgar’s ritual requires precision. If you fail him, you fail your purpose.”
A young mage dared to speak. “But—serving an elf—”
Aelia’s hand cracked through the air, her strike echoing off stone. “You serve power. The great one’s ascension is the key to our deliverance. When the ritual is complete, when he is made divine, Minrathous will bow to us all.”
Tarquin’s expression twisted into quiet disgust. “Not in my city.”
Rook glanced at him, the corners of her mouth tightening. “Don’t worry,” she muttered under her breath. “We’ll never give them the chance.”
He gave a grim nod. “Let’s keep moving. We’ve heard enough.”
They slipped back into the shadows, the hum of ancient wards and whispered fanaticism trailing after them as they climbed toward the observatory’s broken dome.
The stairwell curved upward, narrow and steep, the stone steps slick with moss and the faint shimmer of lyrium dust. She kept the knife low, eyes scanning the stairwell’s. The deeper they went, the colder the air became—quiet and heavy, like the whole ruin was holding its breath.
Rook’s boots scuffed softly against the stone as she reached the final step. The corridor opened into a vast chamber, the remains of the observatory itself.
The sight stopped her cold.
The vaulted dome had long since collapsed, the bronze ribs arcing skyward like the skeleton of some colossal beast. Vines crawled over the shattered masonry, curling through the cracks and spilling into the center of the room where the great astrolabe stood—half-buried and leaning at an angle. Its rings were rusted, the etchings faint but unmistakably Elvhen.
The air hummed with magic, thick enough to taste. A metallic tang clung to the back of Rook’s tongue.
“Damn,” Tarquin muttered beside her. “Quite the lair.”
“Yeah,” she said softly. “Definitely the place I saw in my dreams.”
He gave her a sharp look but didn’t press. Instead, he muttered under his breath, “Fucking hell—I’ll never understand this mage shit,” before tightening his grip on his weapon and nodding toward the far end of the chamber where a stone desk sat beneath the fractured ribs of the dome. Scrolls and diagrams littered its surface, weighted by old glass instruments.
They moved in tandem—quiet, practiced. Tarquin kept to the shadows, sword in hand sweeping corners as Rook approached the astrolabe. The faint glow of her earring pulsed again, hot enough to sting. Her orb thrummed at her side, reacting to something unseen.
“Tarquin,” she murmured, “we need to be fast. He’s close by.”
“Understood.”
He started snapping photos of the documents while Rook kept watch, scanning the balcony levels above for movement. The air felt heavier now—charged, like the static before lightning.
Then the hum deepened.
Rook’s orb vibrated in her hand, the bloodstone in her earring flaring like a heartbeat. Her hair stood on end, static crawling over her skin, buzzing in time with her breath.
Her voice came out strained. “We need to go. Now.”
But before Tarquin could respond, the air cracked.
A violent force slammed into him, flinging him across the room. He hit the pillar hard and crumpled to the ground, groaning. Vines erupted from the floor, slick and alive, winding over his legs and torso until he was bound against the stone.
“Tarquin!”
Rook’s orb ignited in her palm, black and violet light coiling around her fingers.
A low voice cut through the air behind her—smooth, deliberate, and eerily calm.
“Mercar.”
She spun.
A figure stepped out from the shadows beyond the astrolabe, the air warping faintly around him. He moved with unsettling grace, robes whispering over the floor, the threads of his garments shimmering faintly with gold sigils. His skin bore faint veins of lyrium, pulsing like the heartbeat of something that wasn’t entirely human.
Elgar.
The amber of his eyes locked onto hers, and there was no mistaking the recognition there—like he had been waiting.
Rook felt her stomach twist. That word again. The same one that had slithered into her dreams.
A faint smile curved his mouth. “I see you received my message, da’len.”
Her voice was steady, but her pulse thundered in her ears. “I am not your da’len.”
“No,” Elgar said, taking a step closer. The light from the broken dome caught the glow of the lyrium dagger that rested on his hip. His stride calm as the two elves circled each other. “I must say, I am surprised that you found this place so quickly—and that you decided you no longer needed my trail of breadcrumbs.”
“I wasn’t interested in having someone trying to get inside my head.”
Elgar’s smile returned, thin and deliberate. “So. The infamous Mercar. I admit, curiosity drove me to meet you in person. A little elf amid all this chaos—acting like some savior.”
Rook’s grip on her mageknife tightened. “Funny. Never claimed I was anything.”
“You haven’t,” he said softly, circling just far enough to keep her in his periphery. “And that’s what fascinates me. The strength of your will as you pushed me out of your mind. But from the glimpse I caught, you’re in conflict with yourself—lost between what was and what’s still coming.”
Rook’s jaw flexed. “I think I’m quite present at the moment.”
That earned a low chuckle. “So literal. Still, I like that fire—it reminds me of someone I once knew.”
“Let me guess,” she said dryly. “Someone else you used and discarded?”
He laughed again, softer this time, almost genuine. “You wound me, Mercar. I am not your enemy.”
“Could’ve fooled me.”
“I brought you here, didn’t I?”
That stopped her for half a heartbeat. Strange thing for him to say. Why would he do that? What would he gain? He hadn’t known who she was before—so why the fascination? What was his game?
Rook’s tone turned cool, skeptical. “All right. I’ll bite. Why’d you tell me where to find you?”
Elgar’s smile deepened, amber eyes glowed in the low light. “Because I wanted to see if you’d come. Curiosity, perhaps. Or maybe I simply wanted to know what kind of creature could push me out of her own mind.” His gaze traced her like a scholar studying something rare. “You intrigue me, Mercar.”
“Not interested.”
He stepped closer, his voice lowering — softer now, almost intimate. “You and I are not so different, Mercar. We see through the rot—the hypocrisy. The way these shemlen have taken from our history. Our magic. Clinging to their illusions of power. What I’m doing is a simple correction.” His amber eyes burned brighter. “A restoration of what once was.”
“Like hell I’m going to let you hurt my city.”
Elgar’s expression smoothed into something patient, almost indulgent. “You misunderstand. I am doing this for the good of our people. Something greater than the petty games these fools are playing.” He gestured toward the walls where Venatori sigils flared faintly in the gloom. “You and I—the Elven people could reclaim what was once stolen from us. Restore what Tevinter and Orlais had originally taken. Tell me, doesn’t the fight of such injustice not tempt you?”
Rook’s brow arched, her tone edged with skepticism. “You mean your brand of justice? Funny, considering you’re surrounded by the same bastards who like to enslave our kind. Calling your lackeys oppressors feels like a conflict of interest.”
Elgar’s lips quirked into a faint smile. “I meant what I said. The Venatori are feeble-minded creatures. Clouded by greed for power they can’t comprehend. But their ambition,” he said, voice dropping low, “that I can admire. They are tools, nothing more—a means to an end. Dangle a prize, and they act.”
Rook’s eyes narrowed. “Lemme guess. The prize is the promise of you summoning an Old God?”
“A tad specific, but it’s what all shem empires crave,” Elgar said simply. “Dominion. But I don’t seek it for myself—I seek balance. Restoration. The world will never right itself until those who built its cages are reminded what it means to be prey.”
She shook her head, voice sharp. “That’s not justice. That’s vengeance wrapped in a vanity.”
He studied her then, his expression unreadable. “You speak as though you’ve never wanted the same.”
“Don’t project your issues onto me,” she shot back, pulse steady even as the air thickened with mana.
The temperature in the room shifted.
Rook could feel it—the pulse in the air sharpening, the kind of pressure that comes before a storm. Elgar’s expression shifted. The veneer of patience slipped, revealing something sharper underneath — the cold edge that no amount of eloquence could hide. The warmth drained from his eyes, leaving only that molten, predatory amber.
“I had hoped,” he said, almost to himself, “that you’d be wiser than the rest.”
He lifted his hand, fingers curling slightly. Power gathered in the air, thick and cold as a coming storm. “But if reason won’t reach you… then fear will.”
The air snapped.
“Tarquin!” Rook shouted—too late.
A telekinetic force lashed out from Elgar’s hand and wrapped around Tarquin’s body. The Shadow Dragon’s back hit the pillar again, the vines coiling tighter, his breath catching in a choked sound as the invisible grip began to constrict. His ribs groaned under the pressure. It was as if some giant unseen hand had closed around him and decided to squeeze.
“Rook—” he gasped, the word collapsing into a cry.
Her fury hit like a spark to dry tinder. “Let him go!”
She took a step forward, lightning flaring in her orb—and the vines obeyed Elgar’s command first, snapping out and seizing her wrists and ankles. They jerked her back hard, forcing her down to one knee.
Elgar turned toward her, unimpressed. “I did warn you,” he said evenly. “I wanted you to see reason. But you’ve chosen to intrude in my realm. And in my realm, I decide who suffers.”
His fist squeezed tighter.
Tarquin’s strangled shout filled the air. The vines around him pulsed, creaking, his blood roaring in his ears as the telekinetic cage crushed tighter.
Elgar tilted his head, studying Rook’s defiant stare. “Do not fret. I won’t kill him so quickly. I intend to use his blood for something far more meaningful.”
He unsheathed the dagger from his hip. The lyrium’s crimson light washed over the room like fresh blood. “A worthy offering for a soparati,” Elgar mused. “An honor, truly—his worthless blood will give life to a god.”
That did it.
Something in Rook snapped.
Her magic roared out of her like wildfire. The vines around her wrists blackened in an instant, flames bursting from her palms as the air thundered with a sharp crack. The world blurred—then folded.
Rook vanished in a ripple of Fade-light and reappeared mid-lunge.
She slammed into Elgar shoulder-first, Fade-stepping through the air in a blaze of electricity that sent them both crashing through a crumbling section of wall.
The lyrium dagger clattered free from his hand, skidding across the floor, its glow flaring with the sound of metal against stone.
Rook landed hard, braced a palm against the floor, and wheezed through her teeth. “Close your eyes!”
He obeyed without argument.
She placed her hand over the vines and whispered a single word.
Flame exploded from her palm, surging through the greenery. The vines shrieked like something alive as they went up in smoke and embers.
Tarquin dropped to the ground in a coughing heap, sucking in lungfuls of air. “Maker—” He coughed again. “I thought I was gonna die as a bloody houseplant.”
“Not today.”
A sound echoed from the hole in the wall. Elgar rose slowly from the rubble, his composure shattered—his eyes burning with something feral. “You ungrateful wretch,” he hissed.
Rook’s orb hummed with power, lightning crackling around her shoulders as she drew her mageknife. “Only to bastards like you.”
He didn’t need another invitation.
Elgar surged forward, hands alive with spectral light. The clash of their magics sent the air vibrating—the pulse of lightning against the guttural hum of lyrium corruption. Rook ducked low, countering with a sweep of her knife, while bolts of void energy ripped through the space where she had been standing seconds before.
“Rook!” Tarquin shouted weakly from behind, pointing. “The dagger!”
Her gaze flicked to the floor.
There it was—the lyrium dagger, its crimson glow pulsing like a heartbeat.
Elgar followed her gaze at the same instant.
They moved together.
Rook hurled a volley of void strikes, her orb spinning out from her hand in a spiral of black and violet energy. Elgar blocked it midair, his barrier shimmering like fractured glass, but it was enough of a distraction.
Elgar’s barrier shimmered, holding firm against her assault. Rook yanked her orb back to her hand, sliding the mageknife into its sheath in one practiced motion—freeing her hand for the lunge.
Elgar countered, summoning bolts of spirit fire that crackled through the air. Vines burst from the cracks in the floor, snaking toward the dagger—but Rook Fade-stepped again, a streak of blue-white light slicing through the haze.
She hit the ground hard and rolled, her fingers closing around the dagger’s hilt just as the vines brushed her boot.
The moment her skin touched it, everything stopped.
The dagger sang. A pulse like a heartbeat roared through her veins, raw and ancient. Lyrium flared along the runes of the blade—and through her own magic. The whispers rippled beneath her skin, soft as smoke. The same cold pressure pressed behind her eyes—the echo of his voice without the words.
Her earring burned hot against her skin, a sound rose from deep within the blade, not a hum but a breath. It slipped into her ears.
“Sulahn’nehn, da’len.”
Elgar’s scream tore through the silence.
“No!” he snarled. “Return the dagger to me!”
Rook couldn’t. Her hand was locked tight around the hilt. The pressure coiled in her lungs, in her chest. She felt the weapon see her—dig into her mana, her will, her very shape—and claim it.
Elgar’s rage was immediate. His hand snapped up and she was yanked into the air as if a hook had caught her throat. Invisible pressure clamped around her neck, choking off her breath. Her boots kicked against nothing.
“Drop it,” he growled.
“Fuck… you,” she rasped, voice strangled.
His eyes went cold. “Such a shame.”
He squeezed.
Pain exploded across her skull, her lungs screaming for air.
“Vishante kaffas, you maleficar bastard!” Tarquin’s voice bellowed from below.
Something clattered across the floor—a small, metallic cylinder that rolled to a stop near Elgar’s feet.
Elgar’s gaze flicked down a second too late.
The flashbang went off.
White light and sound tore through the chamber. The explosion left a ringing void in its wake. Elgar stumbled back with a cry, his telekinetic grip breaking.
Rook hit the ground hard, gasping as air rushed back into her lungs. Her vision swam, her pulse thundering. She felt Tarquin’s arm hook under hers, hauling her upright.
“On your feet, Mercar!” he grunted.
Rook forced herself up, her chest heaving. “So much for stealth,” she wheezed.
“Stealth’s overrated,” Tarquin said, wincing as he pulled her along. “Now move your ass!”
Behind them, shouts erupted through the ruins—the Venatori realizing their sanctum was breached. Elgar’s roar echoed through the dome, distant but rising, his voice laced with the promise of vengeance.
They ran.
The dagger burned in Rook’s grip, its light searing against her glove, as though the blade itself was laughing.
The corridors erupted in chaos.
Venatori poured from adjoining halls, their chants rising above the echo of boots and steel. Sparks flared where spells collided—lightning, fire, the hiss of metal runes discharging against stone.
“Interlopers!” Aelia’s voice cut through the din, sharp and furious. “They have the dagger—stop them!”
Rook didn’t hesitate. Her dagger was already in motion. The red lyrium gleamed like liquid fire, every slash leaving a trail of afterlight that shimmered before vanishing. Each strike met flesh or armor, each impact feeding the weapon’s glow until it pulsed like a heartbeat in her grip.
Beside her, Tarquin fought with precision and restraint, his blade cutting through the nearest cultist before he tossed a grenade down the hall. It burst into a lattice of ice spikes, sealing the corridor behind them in a forest of frost.
“Left!” he barked.
Rook pivoted, lightning arcing from her fingertips. The bolt crashed into two oncoming Venatori, sending them sprawling. The dagger thrummed in her hand, the vibration crawling up her arm. With every drop of blood that splattered the floor, the crimson glow deepened, as if drinking it in.
“Var vallas. Ir mithadra.”
The voices came like overlapping whispers—Elvhen words twisted into something indecipherable. Her earring burned against her skin, hot enough to make her flinch.
“Rook!” Tarquin’s shout snapped her back.
“I’m fine,” she snapped, slashing through another attacker. “Keep moving!”
They broke through the final stairwell, the exit looming ahead. The sound of pursuit echoed through the ruins. Rook stopped long enough to glance at the ceiling above the passage—then raised both hands, the dagger still clenched in her hand.
The air crackled. A telekinetic field shimmered, bending the dust motes in its pull. She clenched her fists and slammed them downward.
The roof groaned—then collapsed in a roar of falling stone and dust. The ground trembled beneath them, the debris cutting off the Venatori’s shouts like snuffed candles.
Rook stumbled forward, breath ragged, the whispers still crowding her head. They weren’t fading—they were screaming.
“Ar las vallas! Sa’vallas!”
She pressed a hand to her temple, pain splitting through her skull like a spike.
Tarquin grabbed her arm, pulling her toward the exit. “Rook! Talk to me—what’s wrong?”
“Later,” she gasped, though her voice trembled. “When there isn’t an army of Venatori on our asses.”
They burst into the open air, sprinting through the treeline toward the vehicle parked beyond the ridge. The wind carried the scent of smoke and salt—the sea pounding against the cliffs below.
Tarquin jumped into the driver’s seat, starting the engine while Rook flung open the passenger door. Her hand was shaking. The dagger’s pulse was so loud she could feel it in her teeth.
Without a word, she yanked open the glove compartment, slapped a quick silencing sigil along the lip, and shoved the blade inside. Without a word, she yanked open the glove compartment and shoved the blade inside.
The whispers stopped.
Silence crashed over her like cold water. Her earring went dim, the burn receding to a faint throb.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. Only the sound of the engine filled the air, low and steady, grounding them. Washing away the chaos that they had just escaped.
Tarquin white-knuckled the wheel, breath catching once as the tires bit gravel. “You all right?”
Rook stared ahead, jaw tight. “Better than before. You?”
“I think that bastard broke a few ribs. You sure took your sweet time chatting him up.”
“Could’ve been worse? You could be dead.””
“Fair enough.”
The car rolled forward, tires crunching over gravel as the ruin shrank in the rearview mirror. The crimson light from the glove compartment leaked faintly through the seams—pulsing once, like a heartbeat.
Notes:
For some reason, when I had Tarquin say, "Vishante Kaffas." Instead of "I shit on your tongue." I used it to paraphrase "Eat shit."
I really liked this face-off with Elgar since it really set the tone as to how psychotic and egotistical he is. I think I got the tone of his interest in Rook down pretty well, and y'know, Tarquin being Tarquin.
Translations:
Sulahn’nehn, da’len - Rejoice, little one
Var vallas. Ir mithadra - Blood for us. I'm honored
Ar las vallas! Sa’vallas! - Give me blood! More blood!
Chapter 74: Chapter 74 - Tannic Quiet
Summary:
The Shadow Dragons deal with the aftermath of the observatory. Rook and Emmrich enjoy the morning of First Day.
Notes:
It is now time for the First Day saga... buckle up, everyone, this is gonna be a rough few chapters.
Also, Happy Halloween!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Tarquin parked in the underground lot with one arm pressed to his ribs, his breath shallow and uneven. Rook didn’t even wait for the engine to die before she grabbed the lyrium dagger from the glove compartment. Its crimson light pulsed like a heartbeat, faint but alive, and the whispers inside it stirred again—soft, coaxing, just beneath hearing.
Her bloodstone earring flared hot against her skin. She hissed quietly through her teeth, biting back a curse. Fuck, this is going to suck.
“Still with me?” Tarquin asked, voice tight from pain.
“Barely,” she muttered, gripping the weapon tighter.
He tried for a smirk but winced instead. “Want me to hold it?”
“Trust me, you don’t want this. You barely recovered from being crushed to death.” She exhaled, jaw tense. “Let’s just get inside before my ears start bleeding.”
When she stepped out of the car, the cold air bit at her cheeks. Tarquin struggled a little getting his door open, grimacing as he shifted his weight. Rook sighed and rounded the car, slinging his arm over her shoulders without a word.
He started to protest—“I can walk—”
“Sure,” she said dryly. “Just slower and louder. Come on.”
He didn’t argue after that.
They made their way through the warded entrance together, his limp unsteady, her hand still locked around the dagger. The hum of the containment fields rose in greeting. The guards at the post took one look at the state of them—bruised, scorched, and unsteady—and called the medics immediately.
By the time they reached the medic wing, Rook’s hand had gone numb around the dagger’s hilt. The whispers had grown quieter, but the heat from her earring only worsened, burning like a coal near her jaw. Every step felt heavier—the thing’s presence pressing on her mind in rhythmic, tempting waves.
The medics moved fast. One immediately directed Tarquin to a cot, another reached for Rook, but she shook her head. “I’m good. Help him first.”
“Not a competition,” Tarquin muttered through his teeth, sinking onto the cot as a healer began unbuckling his armor.
Another medic’s eyes flicked to the dagger in Rook’s grip and then to her bloodstone earring, her eyes widened at the faint crimson glow pulsing along the blade’s edge.
“Containment case,” the medic ordered, voice clipped.
An assistant darted off at once and returned moments later with a steel case fitted with a rune-etched glass lid—the kind used for unstable artifacts. Rook didn’t move until they set it down in front of her, the hum of the wards inside resonating faintly against the dagger’s glow.
“Put it in here,” the healer instructed.
Rook didn’t hesitate. She set the dagger inside and closed the latch. The wards hissed to life; the glass frosted for a heartbeat as containment sigils flared.
The whispers stopped. Just like that—silence. The sudden quiet was so sharp it made her ears ring. She hadn’t realized how deep the noise had gotten under her skin until it was gone.
She let out a slow breath and sank into a chair beside Tarquin. “That’s better,” she muttered. “Let’s not do that again.”
A ragged laugh escaped him, which turned into a hiss of pain. “Sure—you got silence. I got a few cracked ribs.”
Rook cocked an apologetic half-smile. “My bad. Next time there’s a corrupted key trying to rip the Fade open, you can handle its sweet nothings.”
“Fuck, I don’t know which is worse,” he muttered, grimacing as a healer pressed glowing hands to his ribs.
“I would appreciate it,” the medic said, tone sharp but weary, “if the patients stopped talking. We’re trying to work here.” She gave Rook a quick once-over, brow furrowing at the faint bruise blooming along her throat. “You too, Mercar. Over here, before you decide to collapse out of sheer stubbornness.”
Rook raised her hands in mock surrender. “All right, all right. Maker, I don’t remember this place being this strict.”
“We are when it comes to stubborn agents with a track record for recklessness. Now sit.”
“Hey, don’t rope me in with Mercar,” Tarquin protested weakly.
Rook obeyed, sliding off the chair and onto the examination bed beside him. The medic just shook her head, muttering something about “reckless field agents and overtime,” as the hum of containment wards filled the air again—steady, rhythmic, and safe.
The quiet shuffle of medics finishing their work was broken by the door opening.
Ashur stepped in first, his expression unreadable but his posture taut—arms crossed, jaw tight. Neve followed a step behind, sharp eyes sweeping the room until they landed on Rook.
“Rook,” Neve breathed, striding over. Her gaze flicked to the steel case resting in Rook’s lap—the faint crimson light still pulsing beneath the rune-etched glass. “Tell me that’s not what I think it is.”
Rook gave a small, weary smirk. “If you’re thinking it’s the key to ripping the Fade open, then yeah. That’s the one.”
Neve’s eyes flicked to the bruising on Rook’s throat, her jaw tightening. “And you?”
“I’m fine,” Rook said automatically.
“You look like you got into a bar fight with a wraith.”
“Not far off,” Tarquin muttered from the next cot over, wincing as he sat up.
Ashur pinched the bridge of his nose, exhaling through his teeth. “Care to explain to me,” he said slowly, “how a simple reconnaissance mission turned into the two of you ending up in the medical wing?”
The healer beside Tarquin finished wrapping his ribs and handed him two small vials of potion. “Drink,” she instructed before stepping aside.
Tarquin tipped his head toward Ashur, voice dry. “Because Elgar was expecting us. My ass nearly got crushed to death by sentient vines, and she”—he gestured weakly at Rook—“got herself half-strangled by the bastard.”
Rook scoffed lightly, holding up the steel case. “We got the dagger out of it, though. So, not all bad.”
Ashur stared at her for a long moment, expression caught somewhere between disbelief and reluctant respect. “Only you could call that a success.”
Rook shrugged one shoulder. “Well, it’s hard to finish a ritual without the key to it.”
Tarquin gave her a crooked grin. “Oh, they were pissed off their asses when we bolted with their precious dagger.”
Neve sighed, muttering, “At least you two made it out in one piece.”
Ashur rubbed a hand over his jaw, steadying himself. “All right. No time like the present for a debrief. Start from the top.”
Rook straightened slightly, her exhaustion fading into practiced composure. “When we got to the site, we saw what Elgar had been teaching them. The Venatori were using ancient Elven wards—different from anything I’ve felt before. Colder. Detached.”
Tarquin continued, “When we reached the chamber Rook saw in her dream, Elgar was waiting.”
“So, it was a trap,” Ashur said flatly.
“Sort of,” Rook admitted.
Ashur’s eyes narrowed. “Rook?”
She hesitated only a moment. “He was trying to recruit me.”
Rook rubbed the back of her neck with her gloved hand, the motion small but telling. “He seems to have… taken an interest in me,” she said carefully. “I’m not sure why. Maybe because we’re both elves, or mages, or because of what he saw when he tried to get into my head.”
The words landed heavy.
The temperature in the room seemed to dip—probably by the fact that both Neve and Ashur were radiating a blizzard-like aura.
Neve’s expression changed first. Rook knew that look all too well. It was the one Neve wore when things crossed from complicated into dangerous. The one that meant she was already calculating worst-case scenarios.
Ashur’s gaze hardened, his voice low. “Are you telling me that he’s fixated on you?”
Rook shrugged slightly, more defensive than casual. “That’s what he told me. He said that I reminded him of someone.”
Neve thought for a beat before saying, “Elgar could be talking about Solas. They were known to be colleagues and rivals at the Institute.”
“That’s probably it. I told him to fuck off, by the way—Tarquin can confirm.”
Tarquin shifted on his cot, grimacing. “She did. Twice.”
“Yeah, he didn’t like that.” Rook’s attempt at humor fell flat under Neve’s stare.
“Rook, this is serious.”
“I know that.” Rook’s tone sharpened, tired but firm. “But we got the dagger.”
Ashur’s brow furrowed. “That’ll be the least of our problems.”
“So what now?” Rook asked, leaning forward slightly. “We stole their key, and they’re definitely pissed about it.”
Ashur’s reply came low and measured. “Now, we study the dagger before we even think about destroying it. Rook, you need to be careful from here on out. This thing with Elgar—it’s dangerous.”
“I will.”
“Good. Leave the dagger with us. We’ll call when we’re ready for you.”
Neve placed a hand on Rook’s shoulder, giving it a light squeeze. “C’mon. I’ll drive you home.”
The ride back through Minrathous was quiet, the hum of the car mingling with the distant hiss of rain on the streets. The city was winding down for the night—most of the shops shuttered, their sigil lamps dimmed to a low amber glow. Streetlights blurred across the windshield as they passed through the near-empty avenues, painting fleeting ribbons of gold over Rook’s tired face.
Neve’s grip on the steering wheel was tight, her jaw set. She’d been silent since they left headquarters, but Rook knew that silence—it was the prelude to a lecture.
Sure enough, Neve finally spoke. “You do realize that things have drastically changed, right? This has unraveled to more than you just consulting.”
Rook exhaled through her nose, eyes half-lidded as she watched the reflections of passing lights. “Yeah, I noticed.”
“Don’t get me wrong, Rook,” Neve said, her tone sharp but edged with worry. “We both knew that this case was going to be dangerous, but this?” Her voice softened. “Elgar has taken a fascination with you. That kind of attention never ends well.”
“Fuck, I know,” Rook said quietly. “It’s bad. But it’s nothing I can’t handle.”
Neve’s knuckles whitened around the wheel. “You don’t have to handle it alone.”
Rook turned her head, a faint frown ghosting across her face.
“I mean it,” Neve continued. “...You need to tell Solas. He deserves to know what’s going on, especially if Elgar’s tangled up in this. It’s time.”
That landed harder than Rook wanted to admit. A thin line formed between her brows, tension flickering in her jaw.
“You’re right,” she said after a long pause. “I can’t hide this forever. Especially when things seem like a tinder box ready to blow.”
“Good,” Neve murmured. “Better he hears it from you than from someone else.”
Rook huffed a quiet laugh that wasn’t entirely humorless. “Guess First Day’s going to be even worse than I expected.”
Neve’s shoulders eased, her grip on the steering wheel finally loosening. “Well, look on the bright side,” she said with a faint smirk. “At least his attention will be focused on you instead of Emmrich.”
That earned a genuine laugh from Rook—soft, tired, but real. “So much for a simple dinner.”
“I don’t envy you one bit.”
They reached a stoplight, the soft red glow reflecting off the rain-specked glass. Rook flipped the visor down and caught sight of herself in the mirror. Her reflection looked worn—shadows under her eyes, hair escaping her braid—but her hand went instinctively to her neck.
“Any bruising?” she asked.
Neve glanced over. “None. You don’t look like someone who was almost strangled to death, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
Rook sighed, flipping the visor back up. “Good. I don’t want to worry Emmrich.”
Neve hummed in understanding. “I think he’ll be worried regardless though.
The life of a Shadow Dragon isn’t easy—especially for field agents. Injuries come with the job.”
“I’m not a field agent,” Rook said pointedly. “I’m just a consultant.”
Neve shot her a sideways look, one brow raised. “You stopped being a consultant the moment you asked to be recertified for combat.”
Rook gasped theatrically, pressing a hand to her chest. “Ow. Hitting me where it hurts.”
“Good,” Neve said dryly. “Maybe it’ll teach you a thing or two about thinking before diving in.”
“Well, that’s no fun.”
Their laughter filled the car—quiet but genuine, chasing away the tension that had clung to them since the mission.
Rook leaned back in her seat, smirking. “Isn’t this nostalgic? Gallus and Mercar stirring up trouble wherever it is.”
Neve side-eyed her. “I thought you were trouble?”
Rook tilted her head, the corner of her mouth curving upward. “I better shape up. My title is at stake.”
The car rolled through the quiet streets, their laughter fading into the steady rhythm of rain.
The townhouse was quiet when Rook stepped inside, the faint scent of cedar and parchment still lingering in the air. She shut the door behind her with a soft click and leaned against it for a heartbeat, exhaling the last of the night’s tension. The familiar hum of the wards welcomed her home—gentle, steady, alive.
The shuffle of boots on wood made her glance up. Manfred appeared from the hall, his lantern-bright eyes glowing faintly in the dark. He stopped at the edge of the foyer, his gloved skeletal hands clasped together in something that looked almost like delight.
“Rook.”
“Evening, Manfred,” Rook murmured with a tired smile as she shrugged off her coat and hung it by the door. “Where’s Emmrich?”
Manfred raised his arms and pointed upstairs before miming a pillow under his head and letting out a soft, airy sigh.
Rook chuckled softly. “Tucked in already? Guess that leaves us night owls, eh, Manfred?”
The wisp tilted his head, then pointed toward the kitchen. “Tea?” he asked, the word almost hopeful.
“That,” she said, bending down to untie her boots, “sounds wonderful. Something to help me sleep, please.”
Manfred gave an enthusiastic nod, the joints of his fingers clicking in approval, before scurrying off toward the kitchen.
By the time Rook emerged from her quick shower—her hair damp and braided loosely over one shoulder—she’d traded the day’s soot-stained leathers for comfort: soft sage trousers, a black spaghetti-strap tank, and a matching button-up left open for warmth. The fabric still smelled faintly of lavender detergent and home.
She padded down the stairs barefoot, the townhouse dim except for the golden light spilling from the living room. The rain outside had softened to a mist, its faint rhythm pattering against the windows.
Manfred was waiting with a tray balanced perfectly in his gloved hands. A steaming cup of tea and a small plate of honey-and-oat biscuits sat neatly arranged, the presentation impeccable.
The cup itself made her pause—it was part of the set she’d pointed out weeks ago when she and Emmrich had gone shopping for things to make staying at each other’s places easier. He’d pretended not to notice her lingering look at the display, but a few days later, the box had appeared on the kitchen shelf.
Its shape was graceful, slightly tapered, the porcelain a soft cream that deepened into a faint lavender-grey undertone. Under the lamplight, it held a whisper of plum; in daylight, it would look like pale smoke. A fine silver vine wound around the rim and saucer edge, delicate leaves resembling climbing wisteria. Near the base, the artisan’s mark was pressed into the glaze—a stylized teardrop encircled by two crescent moons.
It was beautiful in that quiet, unassuming way Emmrich favored—elegant but practical.
Rook smiled faintly as she took the cup, warmth blooming against her palms. “Thank you, Manfred. The snacks are greatly appreciated.”
The wisp gave a satisfied rattle and set the tray on the low table before her. She sank into the velvet settee, the cushions swallowing her whole. Then she reached for one of the biscuits. It was lightly crisp, sweet enough to take the edge off her hunger.
She took a sip. The tea was her own blend—Dreamer’s Rest—a soothing infusion of chamomile, blue mallow, lavender, and Andraste’s Grace. The soft floral warmth unfurled across her tongue, honey-sweet and calming, pairing perfectly with the oat biscuit’s buttery crunch. Each sip eased the tension wound tight in her chest, the lingering adrenaline from the observatory bleeding out of her muscles.
Her gaze drifted to the nearby shelf, lined with Emmrich’s meticulous collection of books—organized by region, subject, and personal interest. One spine caught her eye: Tea & Trail: A Herbalist’s Guide to Camps and Crossroads.
She plucked it free and opened it across her lap. The pages were filled with scenic sketches and sun-faded photographs—rolling hills, misted lakes, roadside herbs annotated in a neat hand. The author’s essays were scattered between the images, recounting tales of tea brewed beside campfires and flowers that only bloomed beneath moonlight.
The quiet settled around her like a blanket. She sipped her tea slowly, the warmth spreading through her chest, easing the ache from the day.
A familiar weight landed on her stomach with a soft thump.
“Well if it isn’t my favorite little menace,” she said softly. The black cat circled once before curling up squarely on her chest, his golden eyes half-lidded with contentment. His purr vibrated through her ribs, low and steady.
Rook smiled faintly, one hand absently stroking his back. “That’s fair. You are due for some attentions by your owner, huh?”
Spite responded with a deep, rumbling purr that might have been agreement—or a demand for more scritches.
Eventually, the words on the page began to blur. Rook set the book aside on the coffee table and stretched out along the settee, Spite still perched proudly on her chest. “All right, fine,” she murmured, “you win. Best seat in the house is yours.”
She gave him the kind of pets only a cat could truly appreciate—scratching the side of his cheeks until his eyes half-lidded in bliss. Predictably, he caught her hand between his teeth in that mock bite of his, a soft warning that she was getting too affectionate. “Little tyrant,” she murmured, amusement softening her voice as she slid her fingers up to stroke the space between his ears. His purr rumbled like distant thunder, steady and grounding.
Her gaze drifted toward the rain-streaked window, her reflection and Spite’s faintly haloed in the golden lamplight. So much had happened in so little time. What started as a simple Venatori case had twisted into something else entirely—something older, darker, and far more dangerous. It wasn’t just another ritual anymore; it was the kind of magic that could unmake things.
And now, with Elgar’s obsession and that cursed dagger in play, she’d been dragged far deeper than she’d meant to go. He was probably furious—she could almost feel it, that echo of rage lingering in the Fade.
Kaffas. Emmrich and Solas are going to hate this, she thought grimly.
They’d worry—and she hated giving anyone reason to. Andraste’s sake, she’d spent so long convincing herself she didn’t need anyone that it had become instinct. Years of doing everything alone had left her with the terrible habit of mistaking solitude for strength.
It had taken burning out to unlearn that. To start asking for help, even when every part of her resisted it.
And still, that old fear lingered—the one that whispered she was too much trouble. That if she leaned too hard, or asked for too much, people would start to pull away. It was easier to manage things on her own than risk watching someone she cared about grow tired of carrying her weight.
Emmrich would worry the most. Maker knew he would. The dagger, Elgar, the wards she’d woven around her mind—it would all look like a slow, inevitable unraveling. And Solas… Solas would see it as proof. Proof that she couldn’t stay untangled from the Shadow Dragons, no matter how hard she tried.
Only Neve would understand. Neve, who never flinched at Rook’s mess, who would fight Solas himself if it came to that.
But the thought still sat heavy in her chest. Because sooner or later, she’d have to tell them. And when she did, the worry in their eyes—the disappointment, the hurt—would be harder to bear than any bruise, any scar, any secret she’d ever kept.
Maybe once the dagger was destroyed—once all this was over—things could go back to normal. Or close enough to fool herself into believing it. That was the optimist in her talking—the same fool who still thought she could outrun ghosts.
A soft weight pressed against her forehead. Spite’s paw.
Rook blinked, then huffed a small laugh. “Thanks,” she murmured, rubbing his back. “I was getting too depressing, huh?”
The cat’s only response was a louder purr. She smiled, eyes growing heavy as the warmth of him, the tea, and the quiet wrapped around her like a spell.
The first light of dawn crept through the townhouse windows, soft and silvery against the faint sheen of rain still clinging to the glass. Emmrich stirred awake out of habit more than rest—his body tuned to the rhythm of early mornings. The air held that crisp stillness peculiar to First Day mornings—quiet, almost reverent, with the faintest scent of rain carried in from the night before.
Rook’s side of the bed was empty.
He hadn’t heard from her since yesterday evening, and though that wasn’t unusual given her work, it left a small knot of unease in his chest. Perhaps she’d gone to her apartment for the night or stayed late at the office with Neve. He’d half-expected a message, but the silence wasn’t unusual. Still… there was that faint coil of worry again, the one he could never quite shake where she was concerned. Perhaps, he would give her a call after his morning exercises—especially with dinner at Solas’s estate later.
He’d planned to run along the harbor, but the rain still lingered outside—a fine mist against the windows—so he decided instead to keep his exercise indoors. A few stretches, a bit of calisthenics, just enough to clear his head before breakfast.
He dressed in his usual exercise attire: dark running trousers, a slate-gray pullover, and his exercise mat.
The townhouse was quiet as he descended the stairs, his steps soft against the polished wood.
A lazy yawn drew his attention toward the living room. Spite was perched on the back of the couch, tail twitching, golden eyes half-lidded with disinterest. The cat blinked at him, unimpressed, before curling back into himself.
“Good morning to you as well, Spite,” Emmrich murmured dryly.
He was about to call out for Manfred—to ask his little wisp how his assignments from last night fared—when the sound of hurried steps made him pause. The skeleton darted from the living room, arms waving frantically before pressing a finger bone to where his lips might’ve been.
“Manfred?” Emmrich asked, brow furrowing.
The little wisp pressed a finger bone to where his lips would’ve been, shaking his head emphatically before pointing toward the settee. His voice came as a soft whisper of static. “Rook.”
Emmrich blinked, confusion giving way to curiosity as he rounded the couch—and then his expression softened entirely.
Rook lay curled up on the settee, one arm tucked under her head, the other loosely draped across the blanket that had been carefully pulled over her. Her braid had come half undone, a few dark strands loose across her cheek. Even in sleep, her brow was faintly furrowed, though her breathing was steady, deep.
Something in his chest eased. So she had come home.
He looked down at Manfred, who stood beside the couch, posture proud.
“She’s been here all night?” Emmrich asked quietly.
The wisp nodded once, then pantomimed draping something over her shoulders—his skeletal hands making a small, sweeping motion.
Emmrich’s expression softened. “You covered her?”
Another nod. The glow in Manfred’s eyes brightened faintly, the faintest echo of pride.
A small smile tugged at the professor’s lips. “Good lad,” he murmured.
He stepped closer, gaze lingering on her face—the faint bruise along her throat barely visible now, the tension finally gone from her jaw. The sight drew a quiet breath from him, half relief, half affection. She must have been exhausted to have fallen asleep here of all places.
Emmrich crouched beside the couch and brushed an errant strand of hair from her face, his touch feather-light. “Poor dear, she must’ve been exhausted,” he murmured softly.
Rook shifted slightly but didn’t wake.
For a moment, he simply stood there, taking in the quiet. Then, with a sigh, he bent and slipped his arms beneath her—one under her knees, the other around her shoulders. She stirred faintly as he lifted her, head instinctively nestling into the crook of his neck. Her breath was warm against his skin, the weight of her light but grounding.
Manfred scurried ahead, his joints clicking softly as he darted up the stairs. He reached the bedroom first and, with a graceful little gesture, pulled the door open for them.
Emmrich entered quietly, the lamplight from the hall casting long shadows across the room. He crossed to the bed and lowered Rook carefully onto the mattress. She shifted once, turning onto her side and curling beneath the blanket as though sensing his presence.
He adjusted the covers, smoothing them over her shoulder before leaning down to press a gentle kiss against the crown of her head. “Rest well, my love,” he whispered.
A soft rustle followed—a familiar one. Spite hopped onto the bed, tail flicking once as he nosed his way under the blanket beside Rook. Within seconds, a pair of golden eyes peeked out from the folds of the duvet, blinking drowsily.
Emmrich chuckled quietly under his breath, pulling out his phone to snap a single photo—the peaceful image of Rook and her feline guardian framed by the first blush of morning light.
He stepped back and turned toward the door where Manfred waited, peeking from behind the frame.
“Come on,” Emmrich said softly, lowering his voice so as not to disturb the sleepers. “Let’s go back to our morning routine. We can prepare breakfast for when she wakes.”
Manfred’s eye-lights flickered brightly in agreement, and together, the two slipped downstairs—the sound of their quiet footsteps fading beneath the hush of a morning that still felt whole.
Rook stirred, the edge of sleep clinging stubbornly to her mind. The quiet wasn’t quite quiet—there was a whisper threading through it, low and distant.
Mercar… Dirthara-ma... rattus…
Her breath caught. The words brushed against the inside of her skull like cold fingers, searching for purchase—but the rune burning faintly behind her pillow held steady, its protective pulse pushing them back. No images this time. Her temporary severance from the Fade still held. Only the sound—muffled, frustrated—then silence.
She exhaled slowly, pressing a hand to her temple. The dull pressure behind her eyes pulsed once, then ebbed away. Her heartbeat began to steady, though a faint tremor lingered in her fingers.
When she opened her eyes, the world was warm again.
Morning light filtered through gauzy curtains, soft and gold against the familiar walls of Emmrich’s bedroom. The air carried the faint scent of cedar polish and something sweeter—tea leaves, honey, and toasted bread.
It took her a moment to realize she wasn’t alone. A small weight pressed against her side, and when she glanced down, a pair of golden eyes blinked up from beneath the duvet.
“Well, morning to you too,” she murmured.
Spite gave a low, disgruntled growl, as if to say how dare you move me, before burying his face beneath the blanket again. His tail flicked once, thumping against her thigh.
Rook huffed a quiet laugh and stroked the space between his ears. “Fine, go back to sleep, you lazy gremlin.”
She let her hand rest on his back for a moment longer, grounding herself in the soft rise and fall of his breathing. Whatever remnants of the whispers had lingered, they loosened their hold. The ward had done its job. For now, that was enough.
She swung her legs over the side of the bed, the floorboards cool beneath her feet. The ache in her shoulders was dull but manageable—a reminder of the observatory and everything that came with it. Still, she’d slept better than she had in days.
Her sage button-up had slipped loose in the night, one side sliding down her shoulder like a makeshift cardigan. She tugged it back into place absently, the fabric soft against her skin, still faintly scented of lavender detergent and sleep.
Stretching her arms overhead, she felt her joints pop, the motion slow and satisfying. She slipped her feet into the wool slippers waiting by the bedside.
A faint smile tugged at her lips as the scent from downstairs reached her. The smell grew stronger with each step—rich, buttery, and faintly spiced with nutmeg and pepper. By the time she reached the bottom of the stairs, she recognized it instantly. Pancakes. Eggs florentine. And—holy shit—bacon.
He’d made bacon.
The kitchen was softly alive with motion. Steam curled from the pan on the stove, catching in the morning light. Emmrich stood at the counter in rolled sleeves, hair slightly disheveled from the early hour. Manfred perched on a stool beside him, wielding a wooden spoon like a conductor’s baton.
Rook leaned against the doorway, watching them in quiet amusement. It was almost domestic—almost normal. The scent of coffee mingled with the sizzle of bacon, the rhythmic scrape of a spatula punctuating the soft hum of a tune under Emmrich’s breath.
“Well, this is a bizarre morning,” she said finally, voice rough from sleep but warm at the edges.
Emmrich glanced over his shoulder. Relief flickered across his face before settling into a smile. “Good morning, darling. Manfred and I were just fixing up breakfast.”
“I can see that,” she murmured, tugging her slipping shirt back over her shoulder as she padded into the kitchen. “I’m more surprised you made bacon.”
“Well, it is First Day,” he said lightly, turning back to the stove. “And I thought the occasion called for a special breakfast. Pancakes, eggs florentine—and bacon for you, of course.”
“Of course,” Rook echoed, grinning faintly. “You spoil me, professor.”
Manfred made a proud little clatter of approval.
Rook chuckled, running a hand through her loose chestnut curls as she moved closer, the strands still tousled from sleep. “I see Manfred’s doing well as your sous chef.”
Manfred gave her a jaunty thumbs-up, the joints of his gloved fingers clicking softly.
Emmrich chuckled, glancing at his spectral assistant with fond amusement. “He did very well, actually. You should’ve seen him flipping the pancakes—perfectly even. And he found the act of poaching the eggs rather fascinating.”
“Fascinating,” Rook echoed, grinning as she padded toward the counter. “Did you do the whirlpool or select a different method?”
“I thought the whirlpool would be amusing for Manfred,” Emmrich said wryly. “It helps that cooking occasionally allows for scientific reasoning.”
Rook laughed under her breath. “Well, I’m glad it’s a learning experience for our little wisp. Mind if I handle the tea?”
“By all means,” Emmrich replied, the rich scent of butter and lemon rising as he poured hollandaise over the eggs. “We’re nearly finished here.” Then, glancing toward his skeletal assistant, “Would you set the table for us, Manfred?”
The little wisp saluted with his spoon and went marching off toward the dining table, humming a tune that was nothing but cheerful clacks and rattles.
Rook moved toward the electric kettle, filling it and setting it to boil before wandering to the cabinet that held their tea tins. Her fingers brushed over the familiar labels—Shadow Bloom, Spite’s Whisker, Andraste’s Breath—before pausing.
“What kind of morning do you think this is?” she asked lightly, half teasing, half curious.
Emmrich looked up from the stove, the steam rising in front of him. “A promising one, I’d say. The start of a new age, a quiet morning, and good company.” He gave a small, thoughtful smile over his shoulder. “And this evening with your brother—well, I’m choosing to see it as another milestone for us.”
Rook arched a brow, amused. “Milestone, huh? That’s one way to describe our dinner with Solas.”
“I’m sure it will go better than you think,” Emmrich said with quiet conviction as he turned the burner down. “It’s First Day, after all. A time for renewal, not tension.”
“Always the optimist,” Rook murmured, shaking her head with a faint smile. “You make pessimists like me look bad, professor.”
He hummed in amusement.
Her gaze lingered on the rows of tea before she reached for one near the back, its label faintly worn from use. A small smile tugged at her lips. “Then let’s go with this one.”
She crossed to the fridge, retrieving a tiny jar of oat blossom cream before pulling the chosen tin from the cabinet. The silver script along the label caught the light—Kiss of Morning.
The blend was an old memory from the beginning of their relationship: white peony, lavender buds, lemon verbena, honey crystal, and creamy oat blossom. It carried the first breath of spring mornings—light, floral, and comforting.
She measured the leaves into the teapot with practiced ease, their scent unfurling as the kettle clicked. “Today calls for a whiff of nostalgia,” she said over her shoulder with a quiet smile. “A memory we’re both fond of.”
Emmrich turned to see her with the small jar of her custom cream, his expression softening the way it always did when memory took hold.
“Ah. Kiss of Morning.”
There was a note of fondness in his voice—one that made Rook glance up from the kettle with a faint tilt of her head.
Emmrich remembered that evening well. He remembered sitting at the small marble counter of the Veil & Vine, the amber glow of the lanterns catching on the curve of her ear cuff. He remembered the journal she’d carried that day—a dark red leather-bound thing filled with her neat, looping notes, small sketches of tea leaves pressed between pages. She’d been utterly focused, pouring the water in slow, deliberate spirals, her brow faintly furrowed in concentration.
He had thought her beautiful then—not in the obvious way, but in the way of someone wholly absorbed in their craft. The shop had felt quieter than usual that afternoon, the world shrinking until it was just the soft clink of glass, the faint hum of the kettle, and her low voice explaining the ratios of blend and temperature.
The air had smelled of her—lavender, cream, honey, and that faint brightness of citrus that lingered at the edges like sunlight through mist.
The dinner they shared prior to the tasting was just as wonderful. Conversation had come easily between them—sharing pieces of themselves folding into laughter, soft pauses filled by shared smiles.
And then, back at the shop, she had handed him a cup of Kiss of Morning. He remembered the way she looked at him, half-curious, half-concerned, her gold cuff glinting as she tilted her head. She looked so nervous that he might not like the tea or that she miscalculated her measurements.
But he had loved it from the first sip.
“If that day in my office was where it all started,” he said, voice warm with nostalgia, “then this tea was the reason I gathered the courage to ask you out.”
Rook’s lips curved into a small smile. “In a way… that night was our actual first date. You provided dinner, we got to know each other better.”
He chuckled softly. “I’ll never forget how nervous I was. I was beside myself, debating whether you held any romantic interest or if your invitation was purely platonic.”
“If you think I would dress that nice for a simple tea tasting,” Rook said dryly, though the faint flush at her ears betrayed her amusement, “you’re sorely mistaken.”
Emmrich reached into the cupboard for a pair of mugs, the faintest smile lingering on his lips. “You could’ve fooled me. I almost lost my confidence after assuming you were involved with Lucanis—before you clarified things.”
Rook laughed quietly, shaking her head. “Was that before or after I made you flustered by asking about your first kiss?”
“Oh dear,” he said with mock solemnity, “I must’ve looked absolutely gobsmacked when you asked me that.”
Rook’s cheeks warmed despite herself. “It was rather cute. I never knew how much I liked making you blush.”
“A sentiment we both share,” he replied gently, his tone dipping into that soft sincerity that always seemed to disarm her. “Our first kiss was magnificent. One that poets would write about for ages to come.”
Rook froze for a heartbeat—caught off guard by the tenderness in his voice. She masked it quickly with a smirk, pouring the hot water over the tea leaves.
“It was definitely a perfect first kiss,” she said lightly, “along with the others that followed.”
He smiled without looking up. “Now who’s the flatterer?”
Rook let out a quiet laugh, the sound low and genuine. “Still you,” she murmured, her amusement softening the edges of her sleep-rough voice.
They carried the tea and plates to the dining table, the morning sunlight spilling through the windows and catching on the steam that curled from the food. The domestic hum of it all—the clink of porcelain, the faint hiss of cooling bacon—felt almost unreal after everything that had come before.
As Rook set down the teapot, Emmrich leaned in and brushed a gentle kiss against her temple. It was brief, but warm—an unspoken good morning wrapped in affection.
She smiled at him, the quiet kind that reached her eyes. “Happy First Day, Emmrich.”
“Happy First Day, dearest,” he said simply, pulling out her chair for her before taking his own.
And for a moment, it was easy to pretend that the world outside didn’t exist—no Venatori, no corrupted dagger, no danger waiting on the horizon. Just the two of them, tea steaming between them, sharing a morning that felt wonderfully, achingly sweet.
Notes:
The Tarquin and Rook banter is top-notch. Writing out the action of the plot has been a lot of fun, and I'm so excited that we've made it to this point of the story, considering we started with cozy romance and a lot of smut (Don't worry, there will still be smut amongst the angst.)
As for the progression of this volatile case, it's safe to say that everyone is worried about Rook.
The fact that our vegetarian Emmrich made Rook bacon is the ultimate act of love, and idk if you bacon lovers agree with me on this.
Translation:
Dirthara-ma... rattus - You will learn...rat (This was a mix of Elven and Tevene)
Chapter 75: Chapter 75 - Brewed in Good Faith
Summary:
Rook stress bakes in preparation for her dinner with Solas. Emmrich gives her a gift in honor of the holiday.
Chapter Text
Group Chat Name: Steeped Intentions ☕💀🍰
Rook: Happy First Day, guys. May all your livers be strong and your hangovers be mild.
Davrin: That sounds like a challenge. 😏
Taash: It definitely sounded like one.
Lace: Happy First Day everyone!
Lucanis: Happy First Day from Treviso.
Rook: Back at home I see. Tell Teia and Viago I said hi.
Lucanis: I’ll send them your regards when I see them tonight.
Neve: Happy First Day.
Bellara: Happy First Day!!! 🎊
Taash: Bell do you and Davrin even celebrate First Day?
Bellara: Well… not really but I like participating in the festivities.
Davrin: I’ve always celebrated since the parties at the Griffin Sanctuary are a great time.
Taash: Nice.
Davrin: That and we drink the night away. Last time I passed out in the stables with Assan.
Bellara: Awwwwww that must’ve been so cute!!
Davrin: Antoine took photos. Turns out I wasn’t the only one sleeping in the stables.
Lace: It’s a shame we couldn’t do our First Day gathering. I was looking forward to the games.
Neve: It’s been a busy year.
Besides, I’m more interested in how Rook’s dinner with her brother will go. It’s their first First Day together.
Bellara: 😱 😱 😱 WHAT!?
Rook: Dammit Neve.
Neve: 😏
Lucanis: Now that sounds like an event.
Davrin: Oof I do not wanna imagine that shit show.
Lace: It’s not going to be that bad! Rook’s going to be with family. That’s good… right?
Lucanis: Have you forgotten who Solas is?
Lace: ...He wasn’t that bad.
Bellara: I meaaaaan… he was only a little scary.
Davrin: The dude silenced a whole room with just a stare. Reminded me of my recruit days with the Wardens.
Taash: Yeah. He reminded me of my mom… I didn’t like it.
Rook: Guys this is not filling me with confidence for tonight.
Neve: It’s gonna be fine Rook.
Lucanis: I’m sure you and your professor will have a good night with your brother.
Rook: Thanks. That makes me feel a little better.
Bellara: Tell Emmrich we all wished him a Happy First Day!!!
Rook: I will. Gotta go.
Bellara: Take care Rook! Don’t let Solas scare Emmrich!! ☺️☺️☺️
Lucanis: You got this, hermana.
Neve: Hope to hear details on the aftermath.
Lace: It’ll be a good First day.
Davrin: Try not to deck your brother.
Taash: Ha I’d love to see that.
Bellara: Guys, no.
Neve: That’d be a way to kick the new age off.
Bellara: Don’t encourage him!!! 😤 😤 😤
Lace: Rook don’t punch your brother.
Davrin: Nah do it. 😈 😈 😈
Taash: Yeah do it.
Lace: Babe no. Stop encouraging him.
Bellara: Lucanis. Neve. Talk some sense into Davrin, please.
Lucanis: 😏
Neve: 😏
Davrin: SEE! They get it.
Rook: You are all terrible.
Rook set her phone down on the counter beside the cooling rack, the screen still lit with the chatter from the group chat. The kitchen felt impossibly quiet after all that noise. The hum of the oven filled the quiet as she stared at the golden tartlets through the glass—egg custard with honey and cardamom. The scent was soft and sweet, threading warmth through the kitchen.
Her hand found the pendant at her throat, the familiar weight of obsidian cool against her fingertips. She turned it absently, again and again, a nervous tic she’d never quite broken. Nothing like a little stress baking to calm one’s nerves—and today, she had plenty to go around.
The clock ticked. The tarts rose perfectly in their shells, the honey darkening at the edges, the scent curling through the air like comfort itself. She should have felt proud of how they’d turned out. Instead, her chest was tight.
Footsteps approached from the hall—measured, steady. When she looked up, Emmrich was there, adjusting the cuff of his shirt as he stepped into the doorway.
He’d dressed for the evening: a high-collared white shirt beneath a deep green waistcoat, the fabric tracing his frame with quiet precision. His signature gold skull pin gleamed faintly at the base of his throat, catching the warm kitchen light as he moved. His black wool slacks were perfectly pressed, his rings glinting as he smoothed a sleeve—each one grave-gold, the smoky quartz ring she’d given him sitting proud among them.
“I see that we have elected to stress bake again,” he said softly, crossing to her. “It smells divine.”
Rook huffed out a quiet laugh. “A side effect of trying to keep myself from unraveling.”
He smiled, slipping his arms around her from behind, the warmth of him instantly grounding. “If this is how you try to calm your nerves, I have no complaints,” he murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to the side of her neck. “Although, do try not make our home into a bakery.”
The touch made her shoulders loosen, if only for a moment. She let herself sink into his hold, hands resting lightly over his.
“I’m really nervous about tonight.”
His chin came to rest against her shoulder. “I gathered as much.”
“It’s my first First Day with Solas since we were—” she exhaled, the word estranged catching in her throat, “—since everything.”
Emmrich’s voice softened. “Everything will be all right, dearest. Today is meant to be a joyous occasion —a new chapter.”
“I know,” she said quietly, but her gaze stayed on the tiled floor. The warmth from the oven brushed against her shins, but the unease in her chest wouldn’t fade. “I just…”
He looked down, catching the shift in her tone.
“What if I mess things up?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. “What if I ruin everything? It’s already going to be tense. I don’t want to muck it up by—” she faltered, shaking her head. “I just want tonight to go well.”
Rook couldn’t hide her worries—not from him. She could omit the dangers that had followed her lately, but from Solas… she’d delayed that conversation far too long. And the truth was, she was scared. Scared to admit how much worse things had become since she rejoined the Shadow Dragons, even temporarily. Scared of Elgar, of what he might do next. Everything felt twisted and complicated, and she wasn’t sure she’d ever find the right words.
Emmrich drew a quiet breath, ready to speak, but Rook pressed on, the words spilling faster now. “I miss how my problems were of a simpler nature. That tonight would be filled with the usual tension from Solas’s prying. Normal things. But I—” Her hand found his wrist, fingers tightening around something solid. “—maybe we should reschedule. Let me face him on my own. Spare you from getting caught in the storm.”
The oven timer clicked softly in the silence that followed, its sound faint but grounding against the weight of her voice.
Emmrich’s gaze softened as he studied her. There was more behind her unease than words could capture—something deeper, older—but he didn’t press. He’d learned long ago that trust meant giving her the space to come to him in her own time.
Instead, his eyes caught the glint of crimson at her ear—the way the light caught the bloodstone had always intrigued him. He didn’t know its purpose, only that she never went anywhere without it. The faint glow pulsed in time with her heartbeat, alive and steady.
He reached up, brushing his thumb gently along her jaw, careful not to touch the earring itself. “Darling, you have been holding your breath about this dinner all day,” he said quietly. “If it’s causing you this much distress, perhaps we should cancel.”
Rook exhaled, the tension in her shoulders easing slightly. “No,” she murmured, though her hand still lingered at his wrist. “I can’t cancel this last minute. Not that the idea of playing hooky doesn’t sound like a tempting option. I’m just letting my nerves get the better of me.”
His smile was faint but steady. “Whatever you are facing, I will be there by your side. No matter what happens, you don’t have to face it alone.”
A small laugh escaped her, fragile but genuine. “Even if things might end in disaster?”
“If it does, then we’ll make it a graceful one,” he said with quiet warmth. He pressed his forehead to hers, voice low and sure. “I do mean it. Whatever’s in store for us—together, my darling. That’s how we’ll face it.”
“I know.”
The scent of honey and cardamom thickened in the air as the oven’s heat ebbed around them. Rook leaned into his touch for one lingering moment, letting the steadiness of him quiet the noise in her mind.
For a fleeting second, the world felt still again—warm hands, soft light, and the fragile illusion that nothing outside this kitchen could touch them.
Rook unwrapped herself from Emmrich’s embrace, drawn back to the oven by the soft chime of the timer. “I should tend to this before these tarts meet a tragic end,” she murmured.
She slipped on her mitts and pulled the tray free. The golden custard shimmered beneath the light—perfectly set, the edges kissed with just the right amount of caramelized honey. A soft hum of satisfaction escaped her as she set them on the counter to cool.
Emmrich watched quietly while she worked, the small domestic rhythm of her movements as familiar to him as his own pulse. She took up her mortar and pestle, grinding dried rosemary to dust before blending it with fine sugar. The subtle herbal fragrance filled the air, sharp and comforting.
He could see the faint line between her brows—the way she carried her tension even in her craft. Rook, sensing his gaze, turned to him with a small, deliberate smile. “If you’re going to hover, might as well make yourself useful,” she said, nodding toward the parchment-lined box on the counter.
He returned her smile, rolling up his sleeves. “As you wish.”
Together they arranged the tarts, one by one, into the box. Rook dusted them with her rosemary sugar, the soft crystals catching the light. When they were done, she leaned back to admire their handiwork. “Perfect,” she said quietly, satisfaction warming her voice. “I’ll go get ready, and we can head out.”
She had just started toward the stairs when Emmrich’s voice stopped her.
“Evara,” he said gently, “if I may steal a bit more of your time. I have something for you.”
She turned, blinking in surprise. “Do we have time for such a delay?”
“I think we can spare a moment.” He gestured toward the living room. “Indulge me.”
Curiosity softened her expression. She followed him to the settee, where a narrow box waited on the coffee table—a dark velvet package bound in a faded lilac ribbon. The kind of careful presentation that told her he’d thought this through.
They sat together, their knees nearly touching. Emmrich picked up the box and placed it in her hands.
“Go on,” he said, his voice gentle.
Rook smiled faintly as she undid the ribbon, fingers brushing the worn fabric before lifting the lid. Inside lay a scarf—longer than most, hand-knit in shifting hues of lilac, violet, and deep twilight. The gradient darkened toward its center, softening into pale lilac at the edges, like dusk giving way to dawn.
She lifted it carefully, running her fingers along the yarn’s texture. It was warm, rich, and impossibly soft.
“It’s beautiful,” she murmured. Then, narrowing her eyes at him in mock suspicion, “Wait… did you knit this yourself?”
Emmrich chuckled, shaking his head. “Not quite. That would be Manfred’s handiwork.”
Rook blinked, looking up at him—her eyes glassy with sudden emotion. “You’re serious?”
“I am. He was quite enthusiastic about the task,” Emmrich said, his smile deepening. “You once mentioned wanting one of his creations. It seemed the perfect opportunity.”
Her breath hitched with a small laugh that trembled on the edge of tears. “I… can’t believe you remembered.”
She took his face gently between her hands and kissed him—slow, sincere, lingering. “I love it,” she whispered against his lips.
A delighted hiss echoed softly from the doorway. Rook turned to see Manfred peeking in, his lantern eyes flickering with mischief. She rose and crossed the room, kneeling to hug him gently around the shoulders. “You sweet little fiend,” she said warmly. “It’s perfect. I’ll wear it for the rest of winter.”
Manfred rattled happily, the bones of his jaw clicking like laughter.
“Wait here,” Rook said suddenly, pointing at both of them. “Both of you. Don’t move.”
She darted into the kitchen, rummaging through the cabinet that held the tea towels until she found what she was looking for—a small tin tucked safely at the back. She brushed off the dust and cradled it in her hands as she returned to the living room.
Emmrich looked up from the couch as she sat beside him again, a knowing curiosity in his expression.
“This,” she said softly, handing him the tin, “is for you.”
The label bore her careful handwriting. Shroud’s Kiss.
Beneath the name, her inscription read:
Inspired by a true romantic and the flower said to bloom only on the graves of lovers. To drink it is to cherish someone till the very end. I like to think it simply awaits those brave enough to taste it.
Emmrich traced the letters with his thumb, his chest tightening at the weight of her words. The room had gone quiet again, save for the faint tick of the clock and the whisper of the oven cooling.
When he finally looked up, his eyes were soft with affection—and something deeper.
“This is…”
Rook smiled, the faintest curve of pride and tenderness at once. “I figured the best gift would be something I actually know how to make,” she said softly. “So why not your very own tea blend?”
Emmrich turned the tin in his hands for a moment, admiring the small flourishes of her handwriting—the deliberate curve of each letter, the faint smudge of ink at the corner. Then he lifted the lid.
The scent unfurled immediately—smoke and violet, dark and floral in equal measure. The faint sweetness of blackberry leaf brushed against the sharper notes of anise and wild mint, tempered by the quiet ghost of lavender ash.
He breathed in another breath, eyes half-lidded, his chest tightening, and when he exhaled, his words faltered before they could even form. He had given her a gift made with care and intention, but this… this was her heart in return.
“Rook,” he murmured, his voice low and reverent. “I… I’m utterly speechless.”
She was amazing. She had always been. Rook had a way of creating things that carried meaning far beyond their form—small works of art shaped by sentiment and sincerity. Everything she did bore that quiet, deliberate grace that drew him in from the very beginning.
He set the tin carefully on the table and looked at her—at the warmth in her eyes, the faint curve of pride at the corner of her mouth, the softness that only appeared when she let her guard down. His pulse quickened, words lost somewhere between his chest and his throat.
Without thinking, he reached for her.
His hands found her waist as he drew her in, and she came willingly, breath catching in surprise before melting against him. The kiss that followed was deep, unguarded—one that carried every unspoken thing he felt but couldn’t articulate.
Rook shifted closer, one knee braced on either side of his legs, the warmth of her body grounding him as her hands slipped around his neck. The world outside the moment fell away—no daggers, no danger, no tension waiting on the horizon. Only the steady rhythm of their hearts and the lingering scent of tea and honey in the air.
When they finally broke apart, her breath mingled with his, soft and uneven. Her eyes searched his—warm, knowing, and alive.
“Happy First Day, professor,” she whispered.
Emmrich smiled faintly, his thumb brushing her jaw. “And to you, my dearest heart. My lovely Evara.”
Emmrich was having a hard time remembering when they began to kiss again or if either of them had decided to stop. Manfred, ever perceptive, gave a polite hiss of departure and slipped wordlessly from the room, the faint clack of his boots fading toward the stairs.
Rook deepened the kiss, her hands sliding up to frame his face as her lips moved with quiet insistence. The faint sound that left her throat was soft, breathy—caught somewhere between a sigh and a laugh.
Emmrich chuckled against her mouth, his hands still resting at her waist. “I thought you were going to get ready for tonight,” he murmured, voice warm and unsteady.
“I can do that later,” she whispered, brushing her lips against his again.
He smiled against her. “If we continue any longer, we might never leave.”
Rook drew back just enough to meet his gaze, her smile curving into something playful, knowing. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
Before he could answer, she leaned in again—slow, deliberate, and undeniably sure of herself. The kiss deepened, heat blooming where their bodies met, her confidence and affection twined so closely it was impossible to tell them apart. His quiet laugh dissolved into a low hum as she pressed closer, her movements teasing, testing the bounds of restraint she knew so well.
Andraste’s mercy—this insatiable woman knew exactly what she was doing.
Emmrich’s breath hitched, his hands tightening at her waist before one instinctively drifted higher. Rook caught the motion with a mischievous smile, victory gleaming briefly in her eyes. She’d always known how to read him, how to turn tension into something exquisite—something wholly theirs.
The moment stretched, breathless and warm, until even the clock seemed to forget its ticking. It took the last thread of Emmrich’s reason to break the kiss. He drew back slowly, breath unsteady, the effort clear in the faint tremor of his exhale.
Rook made a small, frustrated sound—half sigh, half whine—her lower lip jutting in childish protest.
A soft chuckle escaped him despite himself, affection flickering through his restraint. “Darling,” he murmured, forehead resting against hers. “As lovely as it would be to start the new age in your delicious embrace, we did make a commitment.”
Rook laughed softly against his lips, still breathless, her hands flattening against his chest. “Why must you always be the voice of reason during my fun?”
“Because one of us must,” he said lightly, brushing his thumb along her jaw. “And I highly suspect your brother will be confirming our delay any moment now.”
She groaned, pulling back but not far. “You and your damn self-control.”
“One of us must have it,” he teased, his tone fond. “Go on, dearest. Get ready. I’ll load the car with our gifts.”
“Oh, fine.” She sighed dramatically, the pout on her lips exaggerated just enough to make him chuckle. He leaned in to kiss the corner of her mouth before she stood, straightening her clothes.
She pointed at him with a raised brow. “But we’re continuing this later.”
“Of course, darling,” he said, his voice low and full of promise. “When we come home, I’ll show you my gratitude—along with my endless affection for you.”
“I’ll hold you to it.”
Rook smiled as she disappeared up the stairs. Emmrich exhaled, part relief, part disbelief that he’d managed to keep his composure. Though, judging by the slight strain in his trousers, his body hadn’t entirely agreed with his resolve. Perhaps, he thought wryly, he could take a moment to admire her gift before tending to the rest of the preparations.
The scent of citrus and spice lingered in the air, soft and welcoming. Selara leaned over the low table, adjusting one of the potpourri bowls until the dried orange slices and rose petals sat just so. The arrangement caught the candlelight perfectly, the subtle gleam of clove and cinnamon curling into the air.
Across the room, Solas was levitating an evergreen garland into place. The ribbons she’d woven through it shimmered faintly as his magic lifted them, tiny silver bells chiming whenever he turned his hand. They caught the afternoon light streaming in through the window, scattering it across the floor like snowfall.
“Perfect,” Selara murmured, stepping back to survey their handiwork. Then, after a beat, “Do you think we should bring out the halla statues —the ones my family gifted us? They’d look charming on the coffee table.”
Solas didn’t turn, his attention still on securing the garland. “I think this is festive enough.”
She arched a brow, though her smile remained. “Festive enough? You do realize this is our first First Day with your sister. I’d like things to look perfect.”
His expression softened, though the smile that followed carried a trace of melancholy. “I know, vhenan.” The last bell stilled under his hand as the magic faded. “But I doubt the evening will be perfect.”
Selara’s brow furrowed, her hands finding her hips. “And why do you say that?”
He straightened, smoothing the cuff of his sleeve with deliberate calm. “Because I know my sister—and I know myself.”
“Solas, are you planning on stirring up trouble?”
“You know I’ve no intention of such things,” he replied evenly. “I only wish to know her partner better—and his intentions toward her.”
Selara exhaled through her nose, already sensing where this was headed. “Solas…”
He glanced at her, patient but unyielding.
“You know it’s a mistake to meddle in her affairs,” she said firmly. “Rook has always been protective of her independence—especially from you. She wants to live on her own terms, without her brother hovering over her shoulder.”
His jaw tightened. “I only want what’s best for her.”
“I know you do.” Selara’s voice softened, though her tone stayed measured. “But what Rook wants is for you to simply be her brother. Not her guardian. Not her protector. Just her brother. She doesn’t need saving, Solas.”
A faint crease formed between his brows. “I’ve failed her before, vhenan. I will not do so again.”
She crossed her arms, fixing him with a look that carried all the authority of a seasoned diplomat. “That depends on whether you plan to protect her—or control her.”
He turned toward her fully then, lips parting as if to argue, but something in her gaze stopped him. The silence between them stretched for several heartbeats, punctuated only by the soft chime of the garland bells.
Finally, she spoke again, voice even. “So—are you planning to stir up trouble?”
Solas’s first instinct was to deny it. The words of course not perched neatly on his tongue, the kind of practiced half-truth he could wield without thought. It would have soothed her—temporarily, at least. But when his eyes met hers, he found no patience for pretense.
Selara’s gaze was steady, sharp as cut glass, and wholly unfooled. She had long since learned to recognize the slight tilt of his voice when he tried to mask intent—the same one he used with diplomats and councilors. And Solas knew, with quiet resignation, that she would not let it go.
He sighed, shoulders easing into reluctant honesty. “No,” he said at last, his tone measured but true. “I’m not planning to stir trouble—at least, not intentionally.”
Selara’s brow arched ever so slightly. “Which means?”
A rueful smile touched his lips. “Which means I suspect trouble will come regardless. I have questions for the professor.”
That earned him a look of fond exasperation—and a trace of ‘I knew it’.
“…And for Evara.”
The use of her true name carried weight, and Selara caught the subtle twist of his expression that followed: restrained anger, carefully masked beneath civility. Her stomach sank. She’d seen that look before—when he’d discovered Rook’s last stint with the Shadow Dragons.
“You found out, then,” she said quietly.
He inclined his head once. “A third party informed me—since my wife deemed it wise to keep me in the dark.”
Selara’s eyes drifted toward the window as she considered that. Neve wouldn’t have told him unless it was absolutely necessary; she preferred Rook to speak for herself. But it seemed Solas had grown tired of waiting.
“Would hearing it from me have made you any less cross?” she asked.
He didn’t answer—and that silence was answer enough.
Moments like this reminded her that his reach, his network, his insight, all far exceeded her own. A quiet reminder that while she was the diplomat between them, Solas had always been the strategist.
“You intend to confront her,” she said finally.
“I intend to speak with her privately,” he corrected, voice cool but deliberate.
Selara studied him for a long moment, then sighed and stepped closer. “So much for tonight being a festive occasion. Any chance I could convince you to delay this confrontation until the very last second?”
He met her gaze, and for a heartbeat, the scholar’s composure slipped—revealing the brother’s ache beneath it. “I will try.”
“I know you will,” she said gently, smoothing the edge of his collar before pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. “And I’ll be here to make sure you do. Now, go start on dinner preparations while I get ready.”
That earned a faint huff of laughter from him —quiet, reluctant, but genuine. Selara couldn’t help but smile at the sight. It was rare, these small glimpses of unguarded ease, and she cherished them whenever they surfaced.
She leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek. “There. That’s better,” she murmured, amusement glinting in her eyes as she turned to go.
But before she could take a step, Solas’s hand caught her wrist. The motion was gentle but firm, drawing her back until she was within the circle of his arms. He bent slightly, his lips brushing hers in a kiss that was unhurried, deliberate—one that carried all the quiet affection he so often kept hidden from the world.
Selara laughed softly against his mouth, a sound that was half fondness, half surprise.
He smiled faintly, though his thumb lingered where it had traced the line of her wrist. “Ar lath ma, vhenan.”
“And there’s my husband’s loving charm.”
Her heart softened. Even now, years later, it still caught her off guard—this tenderness from a man who once believed himself undeserving of any. There had been a time when restraint ruled every breath he took, when even the idea of happiness felt like indulgence.
She remembered that stalemate well: her own quiet determination against his stubborn refusal to believe he could ever be loved. Her tortured husband—a glutton for self-inflicted penance, forever trying to atone for sins that were no longer his to carry.
And yet, here he was, stealing kisses in a house that smelled of cinnamon and evergreen.
Selara brushed a thumb over the line of his jaw, her smile soft but sure. “Go on,” she said gently. “I won’t accept any delays when I take over dinner tonight.”
He inclined his head, but not before stealing one more brief kiss, as though to reassure himself she was real. When he finally let her go, Selara lingered for a moment longer, watching him move toward the kitchen, the faintest trace of warmth still glowing at her lips.
Yes, she thought with quiet amusement. The world could end tomorrow, and he’d still find a way to argue and to love in equal measure.
And yet, beneath that warmth, the air still carried a tremor of unease.
She turned toward the window, watching as the last light of afternoon slipped behind the trees, the snow outside catching the gold in its retreat. Solas’s reflection lingered faintly in the glass even after he’d gone—a tall, solitary shape, hands clasped behind his back, already lost in thought.
He meant what he said. He wouldn’t go looking for trouble. But trouble… trouble had a way of finding him, especially where his sister was concerned.
Selara’s lips pressed into a thin line. She could only hope, tonight of all nights, that his heart wouldn’t undo what his reason built.
Her fingers brushed over the rim of the potpourri bowl, adjusting one of the dried blossoms before stepping back to admire the room one last time. The lights glowed softly, the faint chime of bells drifting on the draft from the window. It looked perfect.
Now it only needed to feel that way.
With a small sigh, Selara smoothed her dress and glanced toward the door where Solas had gone. “Spirits grant me patience,” she murmured under her breath, her tone half prayer, half warning. “And grant my husband the wisdom to use his.”
Then she turned toward the stairs, her calm composure settling like a mask once more. The guests would arrive soon—and she would do what she always did best.
Keep the peace.
Notes:
Man, oh man, I did a few callbacks to previous chapters. It took a lot of re-reading in some parts so I could remember things because so much has transpired in this series. Rook finally owns a Manfred original, and Emmrich has received a tea that's practically a love letter from Rook. So cute and cozy!!
I do apologize for the short chapter. I'm a little nervous about the amount of expectations I put on this First Day dinner... but I'm also excited.
It definitely changed from my initial vision of this upcoming chapter, but it definitely has enough punch in it to make me satisfied in its evolution.
Translation:
Ar lath ma, vhenan - I love you, my heart
Chapter 76: Chapter 76 - First Day
Summary:
Rook and Emmrich arrive at Solas's Estate. Rook helps Selara prepare dinner while Emmrich engages in a chess match against Solas.
Chapter Text
The car’s heater hummed softly, filling the cabin with a steady warmth that almost drowned out the low roll of tires against the snow-covered road. Beyond the windshield, the world was painted in shades of winter dusk—grey sky, dark pines, and the faint gold of lanterns flickering in the distance.
Rook sat in the passenger seat, her posture deceptively calm, though her white-knuckled grip on the pastry box in her lap betrayed her nerves. Inside were the tarts she’d made that morning—egg custard with honey and cardamom, arranged with meticulous care. Now, they might as well have been a diplomatic offering to a foreign court.
The dark plum of her wrap dress caught the faint light each time the car passed a lantern post. It hit just below her knees, the fabric soft enough to drape beautifully but structured enough to flatter her frame. The V-neckline revealed a glimpse of her collarbone and the faint gleam of her obsidian pendant. Black thermal leggings and ankle boots kept the winter chill at bay, her soft black wool overcoat lying open across her lap.
Her jewelry caught the dim light with subtle warmth—the single bloodstone earring glinting at her right ear, her gold cuff gleaming on the left, and a few of the bangles Emmrich had gifted her at the gala chiming softly whenever she shifted. Her hair hung loose in soft waves, her makeup understated but precise: a touch of liner, a hint of warm blush, and that berry lip tint he loved.
Emmrich glanced at her from the driver’s seat, and for a brief moment, simply admired her. She looked radiant, in that quiet, effortless way that had always undone him. But when his eyes fell to the way she was gripping the pastry box, his smile tilted into something gentler.
“Darling, you look as though you’re about to walk the din’anshiral,” he quipped lightly, his voice a low balm against the hum of the road.
Rook shot him a look. “You’re not funny.”
He arched a brow, unbothered. “No? I thought it was rather apt.”
“Considering we’re about to walk into the wolf’s den?” she muttered. “I’d say apt isn’t the word I’d use.”
Emmrich’s smile softened. He lifted a hand from the wheel and rested it over her forearm, his fingers warm through the wool. “You’re gripping that box as though it might flee.”
“It’s either that or I create an earthquake for these poor tarts,” she murmured, gaze still on the windshield.
He gave a quiet hum of acknowledgment, the kind that always seemed to fill the air between them with steadiness. His bangles clinked softly as he slid his hand from her arm to her hand, lacing his fingers through hers. The gesture was simple but grounding, the weight of his palm reassuring.
“All will be well, my love,” he said, his voice calm and certain—the kind of certainty that made it sound almost true. “It’s just dinner. We’ll get through this, and when we do, we’ll enjoy the evening as it was meant to be enjoyed.”
Rook’s shoulders eased, if only slightly. “You make it sound so easy.”
He smiled faintly, thumb brushing along her knuckles. “It rarely is. But since this occasion is centered around us, I’m willing to support you by finding the good parts of the evening.”
She sighed, a small huff that carried both amusement and resignation. “You win, Professor. I’ll try to believe in the good.”
“That’s all I ask.”
The road curved along the hillside, the city lights of Minrathous fading behind them as the world gave way to still forest and snow. Ahead, a soft glow shimmered through the trees—lanternlight reflected off pale stone and glass.
Rook exhaled quietly, fingers tightening around the box of tarts in her lap. The closer they came, the more her stomach knotted. She could see the faint outlines of the estate now—tall, graceful, and somehow solemn even in its welcome.
Her grip tightened on his hand. “Well. No turning back now.”
Emmrich smiled, giving her hand a light squeeze. “Then onward, my love. To dinner with the wolf.”
Solas’s estate stood at the crest of a gentle rise overlooking a half-frozen lake, its reflection fractured by rippling wind. The pale marble walls were veined with silver runes that caught the light, glimmering faintly like starlight in frost. Arched windows of darkwood framed the façade, each one glowing softly with the warmth of magelight within. Evergreen garlands and pale ribbons were draped along the terrace rails, their tiny silver bells chiming faintly in the breeze.
Emmrich slowed the car as the flagstone path came into view. On either side of the drive, silverleaf shrubs and lavender bowed beneath a dusting of snow, their faint luminescence casting a silvery shimmer across the path. The lanterns flanking the entrance burned with pale enchanted fire—steady, warm, and bright against the growing dusk. Rook caught the faint scent of jasmine and herbs drifting from the gardens, soft as memory.
It was serene—beautiful, even—but there was a stillness to it that made her pulse quicken. The kind of beauty that watched.
Emmrich’s eyes softened as he took in the sight. “Oh my,” he murmured, his voice touched with genuine admiration. “This estate is impressive. How much of this land belongs to him?”
“If I remember right,” Rook said, “he owns about six acres.”
“I see,” Emmrich replied with a thoughtful hum. “And to think—you once measured my wealth against that of your brother and Dorian.”
Rook huffed a quiet, humorless laugh. “That’s one way to put it.”
He glanced at her sidelong, the faintest curve of amusement tugging at his mouth. “I may need to revise my standing. It seems my accumulated fortune falls just shy of your brother’s.”
“Honestly,” she replied, though the corner of her lip twitched, “that’s not hard to do when he’s practically married to a diplomat.”
“You’re right—it’s not,” he said, earning a soft snicker from her.
“Don’t expect us to own anything this huge when we live together.”
The phrase caught him off guard—not with trepidation or doubt, but with a warmth that spread through his chest.
When. Not if, but when.
The word struck like sunlight through cloud—unguarded, effortless. A small slip, perhaps, yet one that lit something tender within him. Despite the distance that would soon divide them, she saw a future. The certainty in her tone, the quiet conviction of it, filled him with renewed confidence in his plan to ask for her hand. And if tonight went as he hoped—if all ended well—he would seek Solas’s blessing to take that next step.
His smile grew wider, softer. “Maker forbid,” he said simply, his voice low with quiet delight.
The car rolled to a stop before the great double doors of dark oak, their brass fittings glinting in the amber light. The faint hum of the wards brushed against Rook’s senses—a whisper of old, patient magic. It settled over her skin like cool silk, familiar and slightly foreboding.
Emmrich turned off the engine and looked toward her, his expression gentle. “Ready?”
Rook stared at the doors, the warm lights of the estate reflected in her eyes. “As I’ll ever be.”
He reached for her hand, his bangles clinking softly against her own. For a heartbeat, the only sound was the hush of their breath and the faint whisper of the snow outside.
Then, together, they stepped out into the cold, the snow crunching beneath their boots as the lights of Solas’s home beckoned—warm, bright, and waiting.
Emmrich moved around to the back of the car, retrieving the cloth bag that held their gifts for Solas and Selara along with a gift bag holding a bottle of deep Nevarran cabernet. The glass caught the soft lamplight spilling from the windows above, the faint red gleam a small promise of civility for the night ahead.
Rook stepped out with the pastry box balanced carefully in one hand and her bag slung over her shoulder. The cold bit gently at her cheeks, but she felt steadier once Emmrich came to her side and extended his arm.
“Shall we?” he asked, his tone calm, steady—ever the composed professor.
Rook smiled faintly and looped her free hand around his arm. “Let’s get this over with before I lose my nerve.”
Ready to dive into battle with me, Professor Volkarin?”
“With you, my dear,” he said smoothly. “Always.”
Together, they walked up the steps, the soft crunch of snow following their steps. Rook pressed the doorbell, and a deep, harmonious chime resonated through the estate. As the sound faded, she straightened her posture, fixing her expression into one of determined calm. Emmrich, beside her, looked effortlessly at ease.
The door opened to reveal Solas—barefoot, as always—dressed in a soft taupe wool turtleneck and tailored black trousers. His expression was neutral, polite but unreadable, the faintest flicker of surprise passing behind his eyes before he inclined his head.
“Rook. Professor Volkarin.” His tone was cordial. “You’re right on time.”
“Wouldn’t want to risk your wrath by being late,” Rook quipped lightly, stepping into the warm foyer.
“Perish the thought,” Solas replied, faint amusement flickering in his eyes as he stepped aside to let them in.
The warmth of the house enveloped them instantly—soft candlelight reflecting off pale stone, the faint scent of evergreen and spiced citrus from Selara’s potpourri drifting through the air. A low vibration tingled at the edge of Rook’s senses—old wards, steady and familiar, their magic thrumming like a heartbeat beneath the air.
Solas took the pastry box from Rook so she could unlace her boots, setting it carefully on a side table. Emmrich mirrored her movements, shrugging out of his coat and hanging it beside hers.
“Thanks,” Rook said quietly as she straightened.
Emmrich straightened and offered the bag with the wine. “A small contribution to the evening,” he said with an easy smile.
Solas accepted it with a nod. “Nevarran,” he noted. “A fine choice. Selara will appreciate it.” He turned toward the hall leading deeper into the home. “She’s in the kitchen, preparing dinner. She’ll be delighted for your company, Rook.”
Rook blinked. “Of course she is.”
She followed as he guided her toward the kitchen, Emmrich close behind. The soft clatter of dishes and a faint hum of music met them before they reached the archway. Inside, a mild kind of chaos reigned—bowls and utensils neatly arranged in what could only be described as organized disarray.
The elven woman stood at the counter, a dark grey apron tied neatly over her cream blouse and deep navy high-waisted slacks. Her sleeves were rolled to her forearms, and her sapphire eyes were fixed on the food processor blending baked beetroot, dried tofu, and herbs.
“Selara,” Solas called lightly, “our guests have arrived—and Rook has brought dessert.”
Selara looked up, her face brightening instantly. “Ah! Rook! Emmrich! Happy First Day!” Her eyes crinkled with warmth. “I’d hug you both, but I’m currently occupied with dinner preparations.”
Solas’s lips twitched into a subtle smirk. “Fortunately, Rook is happy to lend her assistance.”
Rook scoffed. “I see I’ve been volunteered the moment I walk through the door. How hospitable.”
“Would you abandon your sister-in-law to tackle all this on her own?” Solas countered smoothly.
Selara gave Rook a look that could melt steel—wide sapphire eyes, pleading and perfectly deliberate.
Rook groaned. “That’s cheating.”
“But effective,” Selara said sweetly.
“Fine,” Rook grumbled, setting her bag on the counter. “Though, really, you could’ve stopped her from going overboard.”
Solas’s tone turned dry. “You overestimate my ability if you think I could stop her once she’s decided something.”
Selara shooed him off with a wave of her spoon. “Go on. Let us enjoy our sister time.”
He raised his hands in surrender. “As you wish, vhenan.”
When he left, Selara turned to Rook with a grin and handed her an apron. “All right, my dear, I’m running behind schedule. I still need to season the chicken and assemble the wellington for your professor. You take the chicken, I’ll handle the dough. Then we tackle the sides.”
Rook sighed, tying the apron around her waist. “You know, I came here expecting dinner, not conscription.”
Selara’s laughter rang through the kitchen, bright and melodic. “Consider it familial bonding. Now—where did I put the thyme?”
Rook tied the apron around her waist and gathered her hair into a loose twist, securing it with the first thing she found—a long metal spoon pilfered from the utensil drawer.
“Borrowing this,” she muttered, testing the makeshift pin before rolling up her puffed sleeves.
Selara glanced up and grinned. “Practical and stylish. I like it.”
“Flattery will only get you so far, Seri,” Rook quipped, moving to her side.
Together, they fell into an easy rhythm. The kind that came naturally when hands knew their work and hearts were steady in the moment. Selara basted the chicken one final time with herb butter before sliding it into the oven. The scent of sage, lemon, and white wine filled the air, wrapping the kitchen in warmth.
Rook took to the counters, arranging ingredients with practiced precision. Winter greens, garlic, and toasted almonds were lined neatly beside the pan waiting to be braised. On another tray, she scored the Hasselback potatoes, brushed them with thyme butter, and sprinkled them with sea salt. The broccolini followed soon after, trimmed and ready for roasting.
Across the counter, Selara with gloved hands was shaping her vivid ruby loaf—baked beetroot and tofu gleaming like polished garnet—before wrapping it in wild mushroom and chestnut duxelles. “Hand me the pastry sheet, please.”
Rook slid it across to her, glancing at the elegant layers of the Wellington. “That looks incredible. You’ve really outdone yourself tonight.”
Selara smiled, removing her beetroot covered gloves, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “I like to make a good impression.”
Rook arched a brow. “Pulling out all of the stops for Emmrich I see.”
“Anything to impress your partner.”
For a few minutes, the only sounds were the hum of the oven and the rhythmic clatter of knives on cutting boards. It was easy—almost too easy—until Selara spoke again, her tone quieter now, like someone testing the weight of her words.
“Rook,” she began, dusting flour from her hands, “before the evening gets too far along… there’s something you should know.”
Rook’s knife paused mid-slice. “That tone doesn’t sound promising.”
Selara hesitated only a moment before continuing. “Solas found out. About your consulting work with the Shadow Dragons.”
Rook froze. The knife lowered to the board, her shoulders going rigid. “…How much does he know?”
“As far as I can tell, only that you’ve taken on consultation work with them. Nothing more.” Selara met her gaze, calm but serious. “Which, admittedly, is about as much as I know myself. And that’s because I’ve chosen to trust you and not dig into things.”
Rook’s jaw tightened. “Well I am confident in knowing that it wasn’t Neve. When she knew that you found out, she thought that was good enough.”
“I figured as much,” Selara said softly. “It’s moments like this that make me wonder with his information network, which one of us is the real diplomat.”
Rook let out a slow breath through her nose, the tension easing just enough for her to reach for the garlic. “Guess I should’ve expected it. Any chance he plans to wait until after dinner to interrogate me?”
Selara’s lips quirked into a sympathetic smile. “He said he intends to speak with you privately. Which I’m choosing to interpret as a good sign.”
“Great,” Rook muttered, crushing the garlic with more force than necessary. “Guess I’ll get that over with and maybe he’ll forget to grill Emmrich in the process.”
Selara’s smirk turned sly. “Oh, I think your professor can hold his own. Unless, of course, you plan on being his knight in shining armor.”
That earned her an almond to the shoulder. “Don’t tempt me.”
Selara laughed—a bright, melodic sound that filled the kitchen. “Hey, don’t waste my ingredients.”
Rook grinned despite herself and went back to work, the mood lightening again as the scent of roasting herbs grew stronger. When the oven timer chimed, Selara pulled the chicken free, its skin glistening golden and crisp. Caramelized shallots and roasted roots lay nestled beneath it, shimmering in the jus.
“Perfect,” Selara declared.
“Smells amazing,” Rook said, stepping back to admire their handiwork.
With practiced coordination, they slid the trays of Wellington, broccolini, and Hasselback potatoes into the oven, closing the door with a satisfying click.
Selara wiped her hands on her apron, exhaling softly. “Now it’s time for the flatbreads. Do you mind doing the dip? Solas likes the way you make it.”
Rook blinked, halfway between surprise and disbelief. “He does?”
Selara chuckled, reaching for a bowl. “He won’t admit it, of course. But he does. He says that you’re the only one that makes it the way he remembers.”
That threw her off. Solas and Rook occasionally talked about their parents, but when they did it always felt like a connection that would tether them together. After the accident, Rook wasn’t sure if Solas really wanted to remember those times… like it hurt too much to think about. But then he kept their family’s grave-gold safe, he bought the building with their mom’s tea shop and kept that going. It was moments like that, that made her remember what her dad told her about Solas.
If she was the rook, then Solas was the knight.
Rook shook her head with a quiet laugh, already pulling out the sun-dried tomatoes and herbs. “Looks like my brother is still full of surprises.”
“He always does,” Selara said warmly, her tone light but knowing.
Emmrich set the gift bag down on the side table near the hearth, adjusting its placement by instinct before straightening to take in the room.
The living space was tastefully arranged—refined without being ostentatious. The fireplace drew his eye first, its carved mantle bearing the image of a wolf mid-prowl, the details sharp and lifelike. Beneath it, faintly etched Elven runes traced the stone’s inner curve, pulsing with a soft golden light that hinted at its enchantment.
Garlands of evergreen and white ribbon hung along the window frames, catching the dying light of day. Through the glass, he could see the snow-blushed grounds of the estate, the horizon streaked in rose and silver as the sun sank behind the trees.
As he stepped further into the room, the faint warmth beneath his soles caught his attention—the floorboards radiating a gentle, even heat. It was subtle, pleasant, the kind that spoke of runes etched deep into the foundation. A practical touch, and one that explained why Solas was so comfortable walking barefoot despite the winter chill.
It was quiet. Peaceful. A scholar’s home and a sanctuary both.
Then his gaze caught on the chess table—a handsome piece, octagonal with a turned pedestal base and a small drawer for the pieces. The board gleamed under the light, the black and white pieces already arranged for play. He found himself smiling faintly at the craftsmanship.
“Do you play, Professor Volkarin?”
Emmrich turned at the sound of Solas’s voice. The man stood a few paces behind him, hands clasped neatly behind his back, posture impeccable. The faint firelight caught in the pale thread of his hair, lending him an almost statuesque stillness.
“On occasion,” Emmrich said, his tone easy but courteous. “Your sister and I enjoy a match every so often.”
Solas hummed, a quiet sound that might have been approval—or merely thought. “I’m surprised that she was willing to play.”
Before Emmrich could reply, Solas inclined his head toward the bottle resting on the nearby console. “Would you care for a glass of the wine you brought?”
“Gladly,” Emmrich said, offering a small smile.
Solas moved toward the kitchen, his steps measured and silent. Left alone, Emmrich crossed the room, curiosity drawing him toward the mural that dominated the far wall.
It was breathtaking—a depiction of an ancient forest opening onto a cliffside ruin. An eluvian mirror stood at its center, framed by weathered stone and riotous autumn leaves painted in strokes of crimson and green. A wolf statue reclined before it, moss creeping along its flank as though it had been sleeping for centuries.
The craftsmanship was exquisite, the palette chosen with a master’s restraint. The eluvian’s surface shimmered faintly under the light, the illusion of depth almost real.
“Beautiful,” he murmured.
“I appreciate the compliment, Professor.”
Emmrich glanced back as Solas returned, two glasses in hand. The elf offered him one, and they both took a contemplative sip of the Nevarran Cabernet—rich, dry, with faint notes of blackberry and oak.
Emmrich gestured toward the mural. “You have excellent taste. The composition is remarkable. May I ask the artist?”
Solas’s gaze lingered on the painting, and a faint, rare smile touched his features. “This piece was created by Selara and I when we built this house.”
Emmrich’s brows rose slightly. “I’m surprised. Rook never mentioned that you were a bit of an artist.”
“It’s merely a hobby,” Solas said quietly. “A pastime my father and I once shared. Selara thought that we should have a piece of that here.”
Emmrich’s expression softened. “A family of artists, then.”
A faint hum escaped Solas, thoughtful rather than affirming. “Perhaps. My father painted often—landscapes, studies of beasts, and sometimes portraits. Evara…” His lips twitched faintly. “She tried, though paint was never her medium. She preferred doodles. Sketches. Our father liked how she drew plants—said she made them look alive.”
Emmrich smiled at that, the mental image vivid and endearing. “I can believe it.”
Solas’s gaze turned distant for a moment, though his tone remained even. “She’s always had an eye for life. It’s her greatest gift—and perhaps her greatest flaw.”
The words hung in the air, heavy with layered meaning.
Emmrich took another slow sip of his wine, letting the silence stretch for a beat before replying. “I would say it’s what makes her remarkable.”
Solas’s eyes flicked toward him then—cool, measuring, faintly curious.
“Dinner,” the elf said lightly, “will likely be some time yet. My wife tends toward ambition when preparing for guests.” He gestured toward the chess table with a slight incline of his head. “Until then, perhaps we might indulge in a game?”
Emmrich turned to find the man already pulling out one of the carved chairs, his composure impeccable. It was an invitation spoken with effortless grace—and yet, it carried the undercurrent of a challenge.
“I’d be delighted to,” Emmrich said, crossing to the table. “It has been a while since I’ve had a proper match.”
Solas gestured toward the white pieces. “Please.”
“Thank you,” Emmrich replied, settling in as he adjusted his cuffs.
The pieces were beautifully carved—ivory and onyx, each piece shaped with a craftsman’s precision. The faint smell of cedar lingered from the polished board. Emmrich set his opening move, steady and deliberate.
Solas mirrored him, the soft scrape of stone on wood filling the space between words.
“I understand,” Solas began, tone mild, “that you were a regular at The Veil & Vine. Evara said that was how you two met.”
Emmrich’s brow arched faintly, though his smile remained. “Indeed. I owe that discovery to Dorian. He insisted I visit, claiming the shop was a must-see when I arrived at the university.”
A quiet hum escaped Solas—neither approval nor amusement, but something contemplative. “That sounds like Dorian. He grew rather fond of the shop once Rook took over. My guess is that it began after she saved his life during her Shadow Dragon days. His support only deepened once he discovered she was my sister.”
Emmrich moved his knight. “The proprietor has done an exceptional job. I imagine you’re proud of what she’s built.”
Solas’s gaze flicked up briefly, unreadable. “I am.” His fingers brushed against his queen as he advanced a pawn. “She’s created something very special there.”
“I believe she has you to thank for that.”
“I doubt she’d use those exact words.” A faint pause, then, his tone shifting with quiet weight. “You’ve been seeing my sister for some time now.”
“I have.”
“She tells me you are serious about one another.” The elf’s tone remained polite, conversational even—but there was an edge beneath it, honed by years of restraint. “I assume,” he said, moving another piece with surgical precision, “that your sincerity matches hers.”
The weight of the question hung between them like the pause before a decisive move.
Emmrich looked up from the board, meeting Solas’s eyes without flinching. “My intentions toward your sister are entirely honorable. I assure you, I am a man of sincerity.”
Solas’s expression did not change, though the faint shift of his jaw betrayed the tension he kept tightly leashed. “Forgive me, Professor, but I find that word often means less than it should.”
“Understandable,” Emmrich said mildly, setting his bishop forward. “Many claim sincerity; few embody it. I can only tell you that I have been most fortunate that your sister chose to return my affections at all.”
That gave Solas pause.
“If I am completely honest with you, I did not believe she would,” Emmrich continued, voice softening. “For the longest time, I thought my feelings for her would remain unspoken—something to keep locked away. One-sided affection is a scholar’s familiar burden, after all.”
Silence stretched. The only sound was the faint crackle of the fire and the slow shift of a piece between Solas’s fingers. His eyes softened slightly, the faintest shade of memory crossing them—recognition, perhaps, of a feeling he once knew too well.
He made his next move quietly, his tone distant but thoughtful. “I am familiar with such a burden,” he murmured, “and how difficult it would be to conceal.”
Emmrich’s gaze lingered on him for a moment—the faintest glimmer of empathy shared between two men who understood the quiet ache of unspoken devotion.
Then, with the patience of practiced restraint, he moved his rook. “Fortunately,” he said softly, “the stars granted me the rare fortune of reciprocity.”
Solas’s next move came slow, deliberate, the click of his onyx bishop echoing faintly in the quiet. “I can appreciate your candor,” he said, his voice even, “but I must ask—do you truly understand the hurdles that you two will face as a couple?”
Emmrich’s fingers stilled mid-motion. It wasn’t the question itself that gave him pause, but the weight behind it—the subtle challenge threaded through Solas’s tone, the protective gravity of an older brother gauging the worth of the man before him.
He placed his knight down with precision. “I do,” he said quietly. “There was the obvious one—our age difference. I’m sure you had reservations when you did your research on me.”
“Forgive me. I was… surprised when I discovered your identity. It’s uncommon for a man of your age and stature to remain unmarried so long.”
“I take no offense,” Emmrich replied evenly. “Marriage simply wasn’t in the cards for me then. And yes, there’s the matter of my eventual return to Nevarra. I imagine that, too, concerns you.”
Solas tilted his head, studying him as one might study a rare text. “It does. Long distance is not a trivial obstacle.” His rook slid forward, taking one of Emmrich’s pawns. “And knowing Evara, she is willing to brave such things because she is clearly taken with you. But her love is not something to take lightly. It is not something to be toyed with—and discarded when things grow difficult.”
Emmrich regarded the board, his movements calm but his eyes sharp. “Given this is only our second meeting, Professor Ingellvar, I doubt I’ve yet earned your confidence,” he said smoothly, advancing his queen to counter. “But I do love your sister. Deeply. And I hold zero intention of hurting her—nor of abandoning her.”
Solas’s gaze sharpened. “And yet, I can’t help but hold skepticism that this relationship will survive your departure.”
It was almost an accusation.
Almost.
The two men locked eyes across the board—the silence between them taut as wire.
The pieces had become more than wood and stone. Every move, every glance, was a test of conviction.
Emmrich leaned back slightly, folding his hands. “If you mean to imply that our relationship isn’t strong enough to withstand such obstacles, then you underestimate the both of us.”
A flicker—barely there—crossed Solas’s features. His next move came quieter this time, the measured slide of a pawn that blocked Emmrich’s attack. “And you believe that you know my sister better than I do?”
“I know that she doesn’t fully trust you,” Emmrich said, his voice steady, unyielding. “I don’t presume to know every aspect of her life unless she chooses to share it. But I’m not arrogant enough to try and control her—disguising it as protection.”
Solas’s expression cooled, but there was something contemplative in his eyes now—something that wasn’t entirely disapproval. Still, the tension did not dissipate. It only deepened, quieter, heavier, like deep water hiding its current.
He moved his bishop, capturing Emmrich’s queen with a deliberate motion. “A noble sentiment,” he said softly. “Let us hope that when the time comes, you won’t have to watch her pay for her arrogance—or you for yours.”
Emmrich’s response came without hesitation. He slid his rook into position. “If she stumbles,” he said, his tone low but certain, “I will be there to make sure she doesn’t fall.”
A beat passed.
“Check,” Emmrich added.
The word hung between them, a subtle declaration that the conversation—for now—was his.
Solas regarded the board in silence, his expression unreadable. The firelight caught the edges of his profile—sharp, calm, and distant. His gaze lingered not on the pieces but on Emmrich himself, assessing, as though weighing something invisible between them.
There was no triumph in his eyes. Only quiet understanding—and beneath it, the faintest flicker of pity.
He exhaled softly, setting his hand back upon the table. “You play well, Professor.”
Emmrich inclined his head, equally composed. “So do you, Professor Ingellvar.”
That earned the smallest shift in Solas’s gaze—a softening, almost imperceptible. “Solas,” he corrected gently. “You may call me Solas.”
Emmrich’s lips curved faintly, his tone equally polite. “Then, Solas… a pleasure.”
They both stood, the last remnants of the match between them unresolved but understood. Solas extended his hand, and Emmrich clasped it firmly—a gesture of mutual respect wrapped in tension neither of them could quite name.
For a moment, they held each other’s gaze—one man guarded by intellect, the other by experience—until Selara’s voice called from the kitchen, breaking the quiet.
“Gentlemen, dinner is ready!”
The faintest shadow of a smile touched Solas’s mouth as he released Emmrich’s hand. “Come, then. Let us join our partners at the dinner table.”
Emmrich nodded, retrieving the bottle of wine from the nearby table. “After you.”
The elven man inclined his head in silent acknowledgment, his composure perfectly intact—but the weight of that brief handshake lingered, an unspoken accord between two men who both loved the same woman in very different ways.
The men entered the dining room with their wine glasses in hand—conversation set aside for the moment as they both paused to take in the scene before them.
The table was a work of art. At one end, the roasted chicken gleamed under the light, its skin crisp and golden, brushed with butter and herbs. Slices were fanned elegantly over a bed of caramelized root vegetables—parsnip, carrot, and golden beet—glistening beside clusters of sweet shallots. The air carried the scent of sage, lemon, and white wine, warm and inviting.
At the center of the table rested the wellington—its golden pastry gleaming under the soft light, flaked and crisp where the knife had tested its edge. Beneath the bronzed crust, the vivid ruby of beetroot and tofu shone like cut garnet, encased in a rich layer of wild mushroom, chestnut, and leek. The scent was earthy and warm, threaded with rosemary and butter. Steam curled from the slice, carrying the sweetness of roasted beets mingled with the savor of herbs and pastry—a centerpiece as much art as it was supper. Beside it sat a silver gravy boat filled with rosemary cream, flecked with toasted chestnut and crisped sage.
Around the mains, the sides had been arranged like attendants to a feast. The hasselback potatoes were crisp-edged and brushed with thyme butter; the broccolini, roasted until just charred at the tips, gleamed with lemon oil and cracked pepper; and the braised winter greens shimmered in garlic and toasted almonds.
As the men entered, Rook set down the warm flatbreads and a small ceramic bowl of sun-dried tomato and herb dip. The sauce’s rich red hue caught the candlelight, its aroma filling the air with olive oil, basil, and smoke.
For a moment, both Solas and Emmrich stood in quiet appreciation.
“My word,” Emmrich murmured, a hint of delighted awe in his tone. “This looks magnificent.”
“Agreed,” Solas added, his voice even but touched with genuine approval. “You’ve both outdone yourselves.”
Rook and Selara shared a brief, triumphant glance—the unspoken satisfaction of a shared victory.
Emmrich, ever the gentleman, drifted naturally toward Rook’s side, setting his glass down near hers. Solas circled to the opposite end of the table, where Selara was already removing her apron and brushing a stray lock of hair from her cheek.
“Solas,” she said, looking to him with a glint of playful authority, “would you be so kind as to pour us both a glass of the white I got for tonight? We’ve certainly earned it.”
Solas’s smile softened, amused. “Of course.”
He crossed to the small marble-topped bar along the wall—a tidy arrangement of glass decanters, tumblers, and a miniature wine fridge humming softly beneath it. The faint clink of glass joined the low murmur of conversation as he opened the cooler and retrieved a chilled bottle of white. Frost beaded against its surface, the label catching the candlelight as he uncorked it with practiced ease.
From a small bucket of ice resting beside the bar, he poured water into a shallow bowl to temper the chill, then filled two glasses—each pour precise, neither too much nor too little. The faint herbal aroma of the crisp white rose into the air, cool and fragrant with hints of sage and citrus.
“Would you care for a glass as well, Professor?” Solas asked, glancing toward Emmrich as he returned with the bottle in hand. “Or will you remain faithful to the red you brought?”
Selara looked up from her seat, a faint glimmer of amusement in her eyes. “It’s an Orlesian white,” she added helpfully. “A Blanc de Valmire—citrus and green herb undertones, wonderful balance, and it pairs beautifully with tonight’s dinner.”
Her tone was casual, but the subtle lilt of pride in her voice was unmistakable.
Selara’s smile widened, pleased. “I thought you might agree.”
Solas poured the wine with his usual precision, the pale gold liquid catching the light as it filled each glass. The faint scent of citrus and herbs rose between them, mingling with the warmth of roasted food and candle flame.
Rook reached for her phone, angling it just right to capture the spread—the golden roast, the jewel-bright wellington, the shimmer of the cream under candlelight. A satisfied little smile curved her lips as she took a few photos, clearly pleased with herself. Emmrich caught the look and huffed a quiet, amused breath; she didn’t need to say a word for him to know she was planning to make her friends jealous.
As she set her phone aside, she leaned toward him with a curious tilt of her head. “So… were you all right being left alone with my brother?”
“Of course,” he replied, tone mild but eyes glinting with amusement. “We had a rather enjoyable conversation—and a game of chess.”
“Oh?” She arched a brow. “Who won?”
“It was quite a battle,” he said, perfectly deadpan. “But I managed to conquer the board.”
“Well played, Professor Volkarin.”
“What can I say? It became a matter of pride.”
That earned him a laugh—but his amusement deepened when he noticed the loose twist of her hair and the glint of metal peeking through it. “Dearest,” he murmured, leaning close so only she could hear, “you have a spoon in your hair.”
Her eyes widened. “Kaffas—” She tugged the utensil free, her long curls tumbling down around her shoulders in a cascade of chestnut waves. Emmrich had to press a knuckle to his lips to hide his laugh as she muttered, “Not a word,” before darting off to deposit the offending spoon in the sink and hang up her apron.
Selara chuckled softly as Rook returned to the table. “I was wondering when you’d remember that you still had that. I was worried that I’d need to lock up my dinnerware from you.”
Rook shot her sister-in-law a mock glare but couldn’t suppress her grin as she sat beside Emmrich again.
Solas raised his glass once everyone had settled. “To First Day,” he said, his voice carrying easily over the clink of silverware. “May this new age bring renewal, and may the company we keep remind us of why we endure the years ahead.”
“Here, here,” Selara murmured warmly, lifting her own glass.
Rook and Emmrich joined in, the soft ring of crystal filling the room before the first sips were taken.
Then came the cheerful clatter of plates and serving spoons as everyone reached for their share of the feast—golden chicken and roasted roots, the deep ruby of the wellington gleaming at the center, fragrant steam curling into the winter air. Conversation picked up again, easy and content, the earlier tension replaced by the hum of comfort and candlelight.
Notes:
And it begins...
This arc has me so nervous. I honestly put a lot of thought into it and made many revisions to bring my forever-evolving vision to life. I'm very excited to write this angsty storm, and I really hope that you guys love it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
I'm really thankful for all of you who have continued to read this story and leave comments. It really keeps me going, and I enjoy reading all of your reactions. Thank you so much!!
Chapter 77: Chapter 77 - When the Kettle Sings
Summary:
First Day dinner ensues. Solas takes the opportunity to confront Rook about her consulting with the Shadow Dragons.
Notes:
I'm very nervous. I think I hyped this saga too much, and now I'm worried. I hope it lives up to the angsty expectations.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Laughter and the soft chime of glass filled the dining room. The golden glow of candlelight reflected off polished cutlery, catching the faint rise of steam from the platters between them. For once, the world outside—the cold, the storm clouds building over the forest—felt far away.
The air was warm and fragrant with sage, butter, and roasted herbs. Emmrich sliced into the Wellington before him, the golden pastry giving way to its vivid ruby core. The scent of mushroom and chestnut rose with the first cut, and when he tasted it—the crisp shell, the earthiness beneath, the silken rosemary cream—it was as rich and intricate as any fine dish. He couldn’t help the quiet, pleased hum that escaped him.
Beside him, Rook was savoring her own plate, the roast chicken tender under its glaze of lemon, wine, and thyme. The flavor made her smile faintly—it tasted like First Days long past, like something her mother might have made when the world was still simpler.
Across from them, Solas reached for a piece of flatbread, spreading the sun-dried tomato dip Rook had prepared. The first bite made him pause. Smoke, basil, olive oil, the faint sweetness of tomato kissed by salt. Recognition flickered across his expression before softening into quiet nostalgia. He didn’t speak, but the small, wistful curve of his mouth said enough.
Selara noticed but didn’t call attention to it. Instead, she poured another glass of wine, her sapphire eyes bright under the candlelight. The warmth that passed between them all—the laughter, the quiet contentment, the simple joy of shared food—made the house feel alive.
The meal had gone far better than Rook expected—better than she’d dared hope.
Emmrich, ever composed, seemed at ease in this setting that might have easily unsettled another man. He asked questions about Selara’s diplomatic work, about her postings in Orlais and Ferelden along with her mediation between trade disputes. His tone carried genuine interest, and Selara, delighted to have an attentive audience, answered with her usual balance of tact and humor.
When the conversation drifted toward Solas, Emmrich shifted smoothly. “And you, Professor Ingellvar—what have you been working on recently? If I may ask.”
Solas’s eyes gleamed faintly in the candlelight—the sort of spark that only appeared when the subject turned to the Fade. “Lately? Comparative studies on foci orbs. They remain rather mysterious artifacts, their functions behaving almost like echoes of the Fade itself. Theories vary on their origin and construction, but that pursuit has become my current focus.”
“Fascinating,” Emmrich replied, his curiosity genuine. “I recall a graduate student—Bellara Lutare, I believe—who wrote her thesis on the restoration and stabilization of foci orbs. Her research touched on similar principles.”
That earned him one of Solas’s faint, rare smiles. “Strife’s student? Interesting. I should like to read it when I have the chance.”
“Bellara’s one of Rook’s friends,” Selara interjected lightly. “She helps out at the tea shop from time to time.”
“Oh, right,” Solas said, his expression softening slightly.
Rook hid a grin behind her wine glass. Of all the outcomes she’d imagined for the evening, watching her brother and her lover exchange research notes hadn’t been one of them. She’d expected a shared interest in Fade theory might give them common ground—but she hadn’t realized just how well they’d get along.
Then the conversation drifted to Manfred, which caught Solas’s interest almost immediately. His brows lifted, the faintest spark of scholarly intrigue in his eyes. “A wisp of curiosity,” he said. “I admit, I’m fascinated. It’s rare for a wisp to develop such attachment with a person. Most are mere slivers of what once was—remnants of a spirit, or a newborn fragment waiting to take form.”
Emmrich nodded, visibly pleased by the question. “Indeed, and that’s precisely what makes Manfred exceptional. He’s what I would call a nurturing experiment—born from careful study and, perhaps, a bit of compassion. I’ve been teaching him structure, language, magic, not to mention his fine motor skills. Recently, he said his first word.”
Selara leaned forward, eyes bright. “He’s begun to speak?”
Rook smiled, reaching for her phone. “You should’ve seen us the day he said his first word. We celebrated with honey toast.” She tapped at the screen, turning it toward them. “Here—look.”
The photo was an explosion of warmth. Emmrich had taken it himself—Rook leaning in close beside him, her cheek pressed lightly to his shoulder, both of them smiling bright and proud. Manfred sat at the table before them, lantern eyes gleaming, a small plate of golden toast crowned with a scoop of melting ice cream in front of him. And just off to the side, Spite was mid-heist—caught stretching a paw toward the dripping sweetness with feline determination.
Selara laughed outright. “Oh, that’s wonderful. I especially love Spite’s mischief.”
“He did too,” Rook said, grinning. “Until the poor thing got brain freeze.”
“Of course he did.”
Even Solas’s mouth curved faintly, amusement glinting in his eyes. He didn’t say anything, but Rook could tell the picture had stirred something in him—and that realization made her chest ache. She knew what that photo looked like.
It captured a time when they’d been like that once. Before the anger, before the resentment and guilt… before the scars.
Before everything between them cracked and splintered. A family that used to be whole—and now only had echoes.
But this moment… this felt nice. The laughter, the warmth—it softened the tension she’d been bracing for. Maybe she was overthinking it. Maker knew she had a habit of doing that when it came to Solas. He could still be unpredictable, his thoughts layered and hard to read, but tonight he seemed—present. Steady, even.
Perhaps Emmrich was right. This was simply an evening to reconnect, to let things breathe. And for the first time in a long while, she found herself daring to believe that maybe—just maybe—things could be all right.
Selara was swirling her glass, eyes bright with curiosity when she leaned forward. “So,” she said lightly, “how long have you two been together now? I realize I’ve heard bits and pieces, but I never got the full story.”
Rook gave a small, sheepish smile. “Almost five months. Though it feels like it’s been longer than that.”
Emmrich chuckled softly beside her, taking her hand. “It does feel like a blink when so much has happened.”
Selara laughed, delighted. “That’s how you know you’ve found a good one.”
Emmrich inclined his head graciously. “A sentiment I’m grateful for every day.”
That sincerity earned a faint look of affection from Rook, one that she quickly masked behind another sip of her wine. “Well,” she said, her tone turning playful, “if you’re feeling sentimental, you should hear the story of how these two met. It’s one of my favorites.”
Selara arched a brow, half amused, half exasperated. “Is that so?”
Rook nodded toward Emmrich, a conspiratorial glint in her eyes. “You’ll appreciate it, professor. It started, as all great romances do… with a debate.”
Selara groaned, though she was smiling. “I suppose I should tell it before she makes it sound like I threw a textbook at him. Varric already told them the story of my nickname.”
Solas’s lips curved faintly as he set down his glass. “I always did like that story,” he said.
Selara gave him a playful shove, giggling. “Don’t start.”
Rook laughed, delighted. “Hurry up and tell the story.”
Selara rolled her eyes, though the fondness beneath it was unmistakable. “Fine. Then allow me to clarify that no books were thrown during this tale.”
“Sure,” Rook said, grinning. “At least not physical ones.”
“The first time,” Selara began, leaning back slightly as memory softened her voice, “was in the Free Marches. He’d been invited to give a special lecture on the Fade—its nature, its inhabitants, and the Veil that divides us from it. I remember thinking how strange it was that a man could speak of spirits and ancient echoes with such... reverence.”
Solas inclined his head, a faint curve at his lips. “And yet, you stayed through the entire lecture.”
“Out of politeness,” she countered smoothly, earning a laugh from Rook. “But yes, I did. He spoke with such conviction that I was drawn in. He was very passionate about his work.”
Solas gave a quiet hum, modest but not dismissive. “It’s a fascinating subject—both in its mystery and elegance.”
Emmrich smiled. “I completely understand.”
Selara laughed softly, her eyes crinkling. “Anyway, back then Solas was a bit… intense.” She turned to Rook conspiratorially. “Always had a habit of being grim and fatalistic. All sharp edges and theory. Half the lecture hall was terrified of him.”
“Sounds about right,” Rook said, grinning into her wine.
Solas gave a quiet hum, neither denying nor confirming it. “I held my students to a standard.”
“A merciless standard,” Selara corrected, amused. “He was brilliant but impossible to please. If anyone dared to offer an unresearched opinion, he’d fillet them alive with a smile and a citation.”
Emmrich chuckled. “That reminds me of someone.”
Rook giggled, easily recognizing who he meant—the merciless academic dictator, Professor Hezenkoss. Emmrich had a reputation for being strict as well, but his methods were different: firm, fair, and always touched with gentleness.
Selara smiled, shaking her head. “He certainly had a reputation for sharp words. Which is why, when I attended one of his seminars years later in Minrathous, I was rather shocked to see him again.”
Solas’s tone stayed mild, though his eyes glinted faintly. “Imagine my surprise when I had a student in my lecture hall who tried to argue with me.”
Rook smirked behind her glass. “A bold approach to capturing my brother’s attention.”
Selara laughed. “Apparently so. I was a graduate student then, studying magical anthropology and spirit ethics. Dorian convinced me to sit in on one of Solas’s lectures about the Fade’s echoes in Blight-scarred ruins.”
She paused, smiling faintly at the memory. “I disagreed with nearly every conclusion he drew that day.”
“You interrupted the lecture,” Solas corrected, his tone caught somewhere between reproach and fondness.
“Technically, I challenged you during your Q&A,” Selara countered, eyes twinkling.
Solas’s lips twitched faintly, the closest he came to a smile. “An interruption in all but name.”
Selara ignored that with a prim lift of her chin. “The topic was a case study on a long-abandoned Circle Tower in Ferelden—a ruin left scarred by rebellion. The records claimed it was once overrun by mages who turned to blood magic in order to rebel against the templars to reclaim their freedom. Solas was recounting what he had seen in the Fade’s echo of that place.”
Rook rested her chin in her hand, listening, while Emmrich’s curiosity was visibly piqued.
Solas, ever the professor, inclined his head slightly. “The echoes were strong. Rage, sorrow, fear, guilt—the emotional residue was overwhelming. It painted a very particular picture of what happened.”
“And that,” Selara said, gesturing with her glass, “was what I challenged. He spoke as though those echoes were an objective record of truth, when in reality, they’re a reflection of perception. Memory—especially within the Fade—is biased. It doesn’t show what was, only what people felt it was.”
“That’s an excellent distinction,” Emmrich said, nodding appreciatively. “Interpretive echoes versus historical evidence.”
Selara smiled. “Exactly. I argued that while spirits remember emotion, they don’t always understand context. The Fade captures stories through feeling, not fact.”
Solas’s eyes gleamed faintly in the candlelight. “And I countered that feeling is often the most enduring truth. The Fade remembers what the living choose to forget—what they bury.”
Rook blinked, looking between them. “So basically, she told you your readings were biased, and you told her emotions are history.”
Selara laughed. “Precisely.”
“It turned into a debate,” Solas admitted, “that lasted until the end of the seminar.” He glanced toward his wife with something that almost resembled fond exasperation. “Though, to her credit, she was not wrong.”
Selara laughed under her breath. “I didn’t realize he already knew that the Fade’s echoes don’t always reveal truth, but rather the perspectives that linger strongest. He was planning to end the lecture with that exact point before I—” she grimaced— “barreled through it like a bulldozer.”
Emmrich stifled a laugh, trying to mask it behind a sip of wine. “Oh no.”
Rook grinned, “Oh yes.”
“I realized my mistake about halfway through my very impassioned argument,” Selara confessed, swirling her wine. “So after the lecture, I hunted him down in the hall to apologize… but I still stood my ground on my interpretation.”
“You did,” Solas said evenly, though the warmth in his tone betrayed him. “I’d never encountered anyone courteous enough to apologize and then bold enough to double down on their stance. It was… unexpected. Most students who realized they’d misread my premise were quick to flee.”
Emmrich smiled, clearly charmed by the story. “Sounds like a formidable student.”
“After that, it seemed impossible not to run into each other,” Selara continued. “We kept crossing paths, and eventually our research began to overlap. Before long, Dorian and Varric were taking bets on when we’d finally get together.”
“It was a long courtship,” Solas admitted, the faintest hint of warmth ghosting through his otherwise even tone. “Reason, as it happens, takes time to surrender to affection.”
Rook arched a brow. “I wonder why?”
Solas’s expression turned faintly sheepish when both women looked at him knowingly. “I admit that I was rather… difficult.”
Rook snorted. “That’s one way to put it.”
Selara laughed. “He was just a bit of a mess. I got him turned around.”
“That’s only because you were very persistent.”
“I know. I just wanted you to understand that you couldn’t get rid of me so easily.”
Solas’s lips softened into a rare, quiet smile. “And I thank the spirits for that.”
Selara chuckled. “You should. I’m pretty amazing.”
Rook raised her glass with a grin. “She really is.”
Rook smiled as she watched Selara cheekily glance toward Solas, who met her gaze with quiet, unguarded warmth. Despite everything—despite the strain that still lingered between her and her brother—Rook loved what the two of them had. Selara made him better. Softer. Human.
If she was honest with herself, if not for Selara, she doubted she’d even be here now. No relationship with her brother, no Veil & Vine… not even her relationship with Emmrich.
The thought warmed and ached in equal measure.
Beside her, Emmrich leaned in slightly, his voice a low murmur. “I can see why you like their story so much.”
Rook’s lips curved faintly, her nose brushing against his cheek as she whispered, “As much as I love theirs, I like ours more.”
The words were quiet, but they struck true. A flush crept across his face—subtle but unmistakable. He smiled, shaking his head softly. “You truly are a shameless flirt.”
Rook only hummed, clearly pleased with herself.
He couldn’t help thinking how easily she brightened a room—how her laughter always seemed to chase the weight out of it.
Emmrich’s amusement lingered, but Solas’s earlier words echoed in his mind: Reason takes time to yield to affection. It resonated with him more than he cared to admit. He knew that hesitation well—the kind born of fear and caution, of the mind’s endless debate against the heart’s insistence. Such worries felt foolish in hindsight, knowing where they had led him.
Still, as he turned slightly, he caught Solas watching them. The elf’s expression was inscrutable, but his gaze wasn’t fixed on Emmrich. It was on Rook — more precisely, on the earring she wore.
The bloodstone caught the candlelight in a muted glint of crimson.
Emmrich had sensed the protective magic bound to it before—its pulse faint but steady, like a heartbeat. He’d assumed it was precautionary, a safeguard against the dangers that came with her consulting work for the Shadow Dragons. Sensible, really. Rook was cautious, despite her recklessness in other ways.
And yet… there was something in Solas’s eyes that unsettled him. A flicker of recognition. Of concern.
For the first time that evening, the warmth of the room felt as though it hid something. The scent of rosemary and wine still hung in the air—but beneath it, something colder stirred.
Dessert followed soon after, the last of the white wine dwindling in the bottle. The table had softened into the kind of easy comfort that only came with good food and familiarity.
Rook savored the first bite of her tart, the honey and cardamom melting into delicate sweetness on her tongue. The herb-sugar dusting added a faint, fragrant crunch. They’d have been perfect warm, but even cooled, they were delicious—silky, spiced, and rich.
Selara hummed in delight. “Oh Rook, you’ve really outdone yourself.”
Rook smiled, cheeks coloring faintly. “I’m glad that they turned out well. They’re better fresh out of the oven, though.”
“That makes me tempted to toss them in the oven real quick,” Selara said, already reaching for another. “But they’re already out here, so… perhaps next time.”
“Deal.”
Their laughter blended easily with the soft clink of cutlery and glass. Conversation shifted again, flowing as naturally as the wine—this time toward Emmrich’s life in Nevarra.
“I’ve always been curious,” Solas said, leaning slightly forward, his tone calm but intent. “The Grand Necropolis—does its reputation hold true? They say the Veil runs thin there, almost threadbare in certain chambers.”
“It does,” Emmrich said, the faintest spark of enthusiasm entering his voice. “There’s a certain reverence to it, even in silence. Spirits linger, but not maliciously. There are a few that cause the occasional stir, of course, but nothing the Mourn Watch can’t handle.”
“You’ve never been to Nevarra then?” Rook asked, glancing at her brother. “I figured the area would be right up your ally.”
Solas shook his head. “My work has kept me to Orlais, Arlathan, and the Hinterlands. Expeditions in Nevarra have always been… out of reach.”
“Then you must go,” Emmrich said, his eyes brightening. “Aside from the research to be done there. It’s a magnificent place—its art, its gardens, its devotion to legacy. The Necropolis alone is a wonder. It has the same mystery as the Deep Roads, but with far more to discover.”
Solas regarded him quietly, intrigued. “You speak of it with great affection.”
“I do,” Emmrich admitted. “It is my home, after all. If I recall, your father was Nevarran as well?”
Solas nodded. “He was. He told us stories often, though I suspect Rook remembers them better than I.”
“Barely,” Rook said with a small laugh. “You remember our trips there better than I do.”
“That’s because I went more often than you,” Solas said, his expression softening with memory. “I was taken with the ancestral pageants in the autumn —the reverence for history, the artistry. You, on the other hand, were enthralled by the Wintersend tournaments.”
“I liked the knights,” Rook admitted. “And the horses. And the swords.”
Emmrich chuckled. “I suspected you would enjoy such an event. I believe they have similar events throughout Thedas.”
Solas’s mouth twitched with faint amusement. “Do you remember when Father tried to teach you archery for the fair games?”
Rook groaned. “Oh, don’t start—”
“You shot one of the plush prizes clean off its shelf,” Solas continued, unable to hide a small smile. “Mother had to buy it afterward—though she claimed it was only fair, since you technically won it.”
“She sewed it back together for me!” Rook protested. “And it was adorable, thank you very much.”
Solas gave a low chuckle. “Father suspected that was your plan all along.”
“I have no idea what you’re insinuating,” she said primly, though her grin gave her away. “I was six! The only thing I remember clearly were those jeweled beetles Mom used to buy me. Every visit, a new one. The stones weren’t real, but they sparkled like they were.”
Solas hummed in memory. “Remember when dad suggested getting you real beetles as pets.”
Rook wrinkled her nose. “Ha. She shot that down so fast. She hated bugs.”
“‘They’ll escape and take over the house,’” Solas recalled dryly. “‘And I refuse to live with a swarm of insects.’”
“Dad moped for days.”
“Because he was the one who actually wanted them.”
Laughter rippled around the table again.
Emmrich watched the siblings quietly, his heart full at the sight. Rook’s posture had relaxed completely, her eyes bright with amusement. Solas looked lighter, his smile genuine and unguarded as he shared the memory.
Then his gaze caught Selara across the table. She was smiling too, her expression warm and luminous as she watched the siblings laugh. But for a fleeting moment, something wistful crossed her features—a quiet melancholy that softened the light in her eyes.
She didn’t speak. She only took a slow sip of her wine, gaze lingering on the scene before her—the two of them laughing like family again, if only for tonight.
The meal wound down to laughter and soft conversation, the lingering scent of rosemary and wine drifting through the air. Before long, everyone migrated to the living room, carrying half-empty glasses and the comfortable haze of contentment that came after a good meal.
Selara and Solas lingered behind in the kitchen, working with quiet efficiency to pack away the leftovers. Rook had tried to protest earlier, but Selara’s decree was final—she was taking food home whether she liked it or not. Now, the diplomat was carefully portioning roasted vegetables into small containers, humming as Solas loaded the dishwasher beside her.
In the living room, Rook and Emmrich had claimed the sectional couch nearest the fire. The enchanted flames glowed a soft amber, the light dancing over their faces as the runes beneath the hearth pulsed in steady rhythm. The floorboards were warm beneath Rook’s feet, heat seeping through the soles of her stockings.
Emmrich sat comfortably, one arm draped across the back of the couch, his fingers idly toying with a loose curl of her hair. His other hand rested on her shoulder—solid, steady, familiar. Rook traced her fingers over the rings adorning it, spinning one absently before realizing he was smiling down at her.
Her eyes narrowed. “You’re gloating.”
Emmrich feigned innocence, his tone mild. “Whatever do you mean, my dear?”
“You’re entirely too pleased with yourself,” she muttered, leaning against him. “Go on, say it—you were right.”
“I don’t recall saying anything.”
“Sure,” Rook said, though the corner of her mouth curved despite herself. “Perhaps you were right about being an optimist. Dinner went... surprisingly well.”
“Surprisingly?” he teased.
She gave him a look. “I don’t think I’ve ever gotten through a meal with my brother that didn’t feel uncomfortable, judgmental, or tense.”
“Did that happen often?”
“Rarely. When we reconnected, it was a lot of me not wanting to see him and him trying to be my brother again. Lots of growing pains back then... there still are.” Her fingers tightened slightly around his hand, voice softening. “But this was good.”
Emmrich’s grin eased into something gentler. “So, have I managed to leave a good impression on your brother and his lovely wife?”
“Seri already liked you,” Rook said, fiddling with one of his gold bangles. “I knew you and Solas would get along—intellectually, at least. As for him liking that we’re together…” she shrugged lightly. “That’s still up for debate. But I’d call it a good start.”
“I’ll take the compliment.”
“You should.”
“So, shall we do this all again next week?”
She elbowed him lightly, earning a quiet laugh. The sound blended with the fire’s crackle, the warmth between them deep and easy.
From the kitchen doorway, Selara peeked in, her lips curving at the sight of the two nestled close by the hearth. She turned back toward her husband, who was sliding the last dish into the washer.
“I’d say dinner was a rousing success,” she said softly, her voice carrying that tone of quiet triumph she reserved for well-executed plans.
Solas closed the washer and straightened, the low hum of its cycle filling the brief silence. “It was,” he admitted. “This is the longest my sister and I have been in the same room without an argument.”
Selara smiled knowingly. “The night is still young.”
He gave her a look—half reproach, half amusement.
Then her tone gentled, though her eyes were sharp. “You still plan to speak with her tonight, don’t you?”
Solas paused just long enough to confirm what she already knew. “Yes.”
She exhaled softly, wiping her hands on a towel. “And we were doing so well. Try not to lose your temper, Solas. I don’t want this to be another crack between you.”
Solas’s lips curved faintly, though there was no humor in it. “I’ll try my best.”
The elven couple soon joined them in the living room, the faint scent of citrus and herbs trailing from the kitchen. The fire burned low now, its amber light washing the room in a soft, steady glow.
Rook sat up from her comfortable lean against Emmrich, brushing a curl from her face as Selara crossed the room with a newly poured glass of red in hand.
“I must say, Professor,” Selara said warmly, swirling the wine before taking a sip. “Your Nevarran cabernet was an excellent choice. Rich, structured—very smooth.”
Emmrich inclined his head, a pleased smile touching his lips. “I’m glad it meets your approval. It’s one of my favorites.”
Solas had paused near the minibar, the quiet clink of glass filling the brief silence. “We also have tea prepared if either of you would prefer to sober up before the night ends.”
Emmrich considered it for a moment before nodding. “That would be much appreciated, thank you.”
Rook leaned back, her lips curving into a faint smirk. “I’ll pass on the tea. But I wouldn’t say no to a glass of that fancy brandy you’ve got tucked away.”
Selara laughed softly, already moving toward the bar. “Have at it, little sis.”
“Don’t mind if I do.”
Rook made her way to the bar while Solas busied himself with the tea. The faint hum of his magic filled the quiet; the scent of toasted chicory root, elderflower, and orange peel drifted through the air, brightened by lavender ash and the faintest breath of bergamot.
When he returned, he handed Emmrich a porcelain mug, the steam curling up between them. “I hope that it’s to your taste,” he said evenly.
Emmrich took it with both hands, inhaling the fragrant warmth before taking a cautious sip. “Delightful,” he said sincerely. “A complex blend. The lavender balances the chicory beautifully.”
Solas inclined his head slightly, the ghost of a smile at the corner of his mouth. “You flatter me.”
Selara was seated nearby, swirling her wine as the conversation resumed. The firelight caught the deep red in her glass, and Rook’s whiskey glinted gold beside it on the table.
After some time, Emmrich glanced up from his now-empty cup. “If you’ll excuse me,” he said politely, “I should find the restroom.”
Selara rose immediately, setting her glass aside. “You can use the one near my study—I’ll show you the way.”
Emmrich smiled, grateful. “Thank you.”
As Selara stepped around the couch to lead him, her gaze flicked briefly toward Solas—then to Rook. A look passed between them, subtle but unmistakable: this was the moment.
Solas’s posture remained composed, though his expression had cooled into something quieter, unreadable.
“Don’t take too long,” Rook called lightly to Emmrich, her tone still teasing though her stomach had begun to knot.
Selara smiled over her shoulder. “We’ll be right back.”
Their footsteps faded down the hall, and the faint warmth of the evening seemed to fade with them. The enchanted lights overhead dimmed a shade softer, the fire snapping in the sudden hush.
Rook could feel it then—the shift in the air. Her brother’s silence had always been heavy when he meant to confront her about something.
The quiet between them was heavier than before. The fire’s glow threw long shadows across the living room, its warmth doing little to ease the chill that had settled in the air.
Rook sat across from her brother, the half-empty glass of whiskey gleaming amber in her hand. She set it down on the coffee table with a soft clink, her voice steady but edged.
“All right,” she said flatly. “I know that you know. So, let’s just get it out now before Selara runs out of excuses to stall Emmrich.”
Solas’s gaze sharpened, though his tone remained calm—too calm. He set his mug aside and clasped his hands together, elbows resting on his knees as he leaned forward.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Solas, you don’t have the best track record of handling any news involving me with the Shadow Dragons, well.”
“That’s fair. How long have you been working with them?”
Rook met his stare head-on. “Since the day after Satinalia.”
He inclined his head slightly, as though confirming something to himself. “Does Professor Volkarin know?”
“He does,” she said, not hesitating. “He was the first one I talked to about it. Even helped me make the decision.”
Solas studied her in silence for a beat. “And what case,” he asked quietly, “has drawn you back into their service?”
“The lyrium dagger case.”
Something in Solas’s expression shifted—barely, but enough. His posture straightened, the calm veneer beginning to crack. “You’re to quit your work with them.”
Rook’s eyes narrowed. “No.”
“Rook—”
“I said no.” Her tone was firm, final. “I don’t need your permission, Solas. This is my life.”
His jaw tightened, hands gripping together until his knuckles paled. “You should have told me sooner.”
“And what, exactly, would you have done?” she snapped. “Tried to forbid me? Last time I checked, I’m a grown ass woman and can make my own decisions.”
“This case,” he said sharply, “is far more dangerous than you realize. You have no idea what the Venatori are attempting—what Ashur told me—”
Rook let out a bitter laugh, cutting him off. “Of course it was Ashur. Maker forbid my commander keep his mouth shut.” Her frustration bled through her composure, the sound of it brittle. “You don’t need to worry. I have it handled. The case is almost over.”
Solas’s gaze hardened, the firelight glinting off the sharp planes of his face. The air in the room seemed to cool despite the heating runes beneath the floorboards. “What do you mean by almost over?” he asked, voice low and taut.
She hesitated only a second before answering. “I had a run-in with the Venatori’s leader. I think you might know him—Elgar.”
That name struck like a crack through glass.
For a moment, Solas didn’t move. Then, with quiet finality, he rose from his chair. The restraint in his voice was the kind that only barely held back fury. “You’re done. As of now. I’ll inform Ashur myself—you’re off the case.”
“The hell I am,” Rook said, standing just as quickly. “You don’t get to decide that.”
“Rook, you have no idea who you’re dealing with!” His voice sharpened, losing its calm for the first time all evening. “Elgar is more dangerous than the Shadow Dragons can comprehend—”
“They know exactly what he is,” she cut in, her pulse pounding. “The bastard’s trying to summon an archdemon, and he’s using that dagger to do it. You think I don’t understand how serious this is? I can handle him.”
“Naïve,” Solas hissed. “You’re being naïve if you think it’s that simple. The fact that you’re wearing a charm to protect yourself from blood magic is proof you’ve bitten off more than you can handle.”
Rook’s temper flared. “I told you—I have it under control.”
His voice rose, uncharacteristically sharp, the echo cutting through the room like a blade.
“Do not lie to me, Rook! I already know enough from your superior to support my reasoning. You’re repeating history—claiming everything’s under control while walking straight into ruin!”
The words hit like a blow, reverberating through the air. The enchanted lights above flickered in their sconces, and the faint hum of the wards along the walls deepened in pitch.
Rook stood rigid, her pulse hammering in her throat, her glare locked on Solas. The whiskey glass sat forgotten on the table between them, its contents trembling with the vibration in the air. The fire snapped sharply in the hearth, a sudden crack that filled the tense quiet.
“You’re doing the same thing as before,” he said, his voice low and precise, each word cutting clean. “This illusion of control you’ve built for yourself—it’s cracking, and you know it.”
“Don’t start with that again,” she snapped. “I’m not—”
“You are!” Solas’s voice broke through hers, louder than she’d ever heard it in years. “Maker’s breath, Rook—how many times must you burn yourself before you learn?”
The air in the room shuddered, the floating orbs overhead dimming to a low, tremulous glow. The scent of smoke hung heavier now, like the house itself was holding its breath.
That was when footsteps echoed in the hall.
“Rook?” Emmrich’s voice came first, followed by his tall frame appearing in the doorway. Selara was close behind, her expression tightening the instant she saw them—Solas standing by the fireplace, trembling with restraint, and Rook, flushed with fury, her hand still shaking beside her half-empty glass.
“What’s going on?” Emmrich asked carefully, glancing between them.
“This is a family matter,” Solas said sharply, his tone clipped and cold.
Rook let out a humorless laugh. “Oh, don’t start that again.”
Emmrich took a step closer, his calm voice cutting through the tension. “If this is about her consulting work, I assure you—Rook is taking every precaution. She’s capable, Solas. You’ve no cause to assume otherwise.”
The calm didn’t soothe Solas—it ignited something else. He turned toward Emmrich with a precision that was worse than anger. His tone dropped into quiet, deadly control.
“You only know fragments, Professor,” he said softly. “Pieces of a truth she hasn’t told you.”
Rook froze.
Selara’s brow furrowed. “Solas—”
He ignored her. “Tell me, Professor Volkarin—did she mention the runes carved beneath where she sleeps? Or that a blood mage has been whispering to her through the Fade?”
The air left the room.
Emmrich turned slowly toward Rook, disbelief flickering across his face. “Rook…?”
She swallowed, her voice tight. “I didn’t want to worry you.”
He stared at her, trying to make sense of it. “You mean to tell me—”
“Nothing’s happened since I got the charm and the runes,” she said quickly. “I’m fine. I am fine.”
Solas’s eyes narrowed. “Fine?” he repeated, his voice low and sharp.
“Yes,” she insisted, her words coming faster now. “The case is almost over anyway. We have the lyrium dagger, so the Venatori can’t proceed with their ritual anymore.”
The silence that followed was short and lethal. Solas’s posture went rigid, his voice a slow, clipped whisper.
“You. Did. What?”
Rook frowned, bristling. “I said, we have the dagger. When I faced Elgar, I took it. Stole it before he could finish the ritual. It’s locked away, protected. The only thing left is to destroy it and hunt down the Venatori involved.”
For a heartbeat, Solas didn’t speak. Then he cursed sharply in Elvhen, the words dark and guttural under his breath. The sound sent a chill through the air.
“You reckless fool,” he hissed. “Do you have any idea what you’ve done?”
Rook’s temper snapped, her voice rising. “I handled it the best I could! And it turned out fine!”
“This is anything but fine.” Solas’s composure broke entirely. “You stole a corrupted artifact tied to blood magic. You are far from fine. Elgar has taken notice of you, Rook. You think your wards can stop him if he sets his mind to it?”
Rook’s glare flared hotter. “Since you know so much about Elgar,” she bit out, “why don’t you enlighten me? Seeing as how you used to work with him!”
Solas went still.
Rook pressed on, voice sharp and shaking. “You collaborated with that lunatic—let him walk free long enough to enslave spirits and twist them into horrors—and you have the gall to lecture me about judgment?”
“I admonished him for those acts,” Solas snapped, stepping forward. The light caught in his eyes, cold and fierce. “I reported him to the Institute. But I was young—and a guest! I did what I could to stop him.”
“Not enough, apparently!”
Her glare flared hotter, and the air around her seemed to shift. The faint scent of ozone crept in—that sharp, metallic tang that always followed her when her temper began to stir. A static charge rippled through the room, the fine strands of her hair lifting ever so slightly as her magic prickled against the air.
Solas felt it too—his own restraint answering in kind. The faint hum of ancient wards stirred beneath the floorboards, and the firelight deepened, the enchanted flames flickering blue at their edges. The warmth of the great room twisted into something heavier, charged with invisible tension.
“I did everything I could to stop Elgar,” He drew a breath through his teeth, steady but shaking at the edges. “I know who he is, Rook. Which is why I’m telling you to stop.”
“No.” Her voice broke into steel. “You don’t get to order me around.”
“Then what?” His tone dropped to a dangerous whisper. “You end up in the hospital again? Barely breathing, barely yourself?”
The words hit her like a physical blow. For a second, she couldn’t even look at him. “That’s not fair, Solas.”
“I believe I am being completely fair. I refuse,” Solas continued, voice rising, “to watch you shatter yourself the way you did before. You were broken after that day. I won’t let you do this again!”
“Venhedis. It’s not going to happen again!” Rook shouted, the words raw and trembling. “Because I’m not that person anymore! You don’t need to protect me—I just need you to trust me!”
“How can I trust that?” he thundered. “How can I trust you when you hide things like this from me?”
The shout ricocheted through the great room, silencing everything. Even the fire seemed to shrink.
Selara flinched at the edge of the room, her hands half raised, uncertain how to stop this. Emmrich stood motionless beside her, the disbelief from earlier shifting to something closer to fear. The realization that Rook was in far greater danger than she had ever let on hung heavy in his eyes.
The orbs above flickered, shadows crawling along the muraled walls. The faint hum of the wards deepened, the runes beneath the floor pulsing once before dimming again. The tension in the air was unbearable—thick enough to choke on. No one knew how to defuse it.
Even Solas could feel his own composure slipping, anger and fear blurring at the edges of reason.
He drew a long, measured breath. “I need you to walk away from this case.”
Rook blinked at him, incredulous. “Excuse me?”
“I mean it, Rook. Leave it. There are other Shadow Dragons in Minrathous who can take it from here. You are not needed.”
For a moment, she just stared at him, the words not fully sinking in. Not needed. The phrase landed like a slap—sharp, cold, final. After everything she’d done, everything she’d survived, that’s what he thought?
This motherfucker.
Confusion curdled into disbelief—then fury. “There is no way in hell I’m walking away from a case unfinished. I’ve never done that—and I never will.”
His composure fractured. “Fenedhis, da’len,” he snapped, the word slicing through the air. “Could you just—once—do as I say?”
The silence that followed was taut, electric. The kind that carried the warning before a lightning strike.
He exhaled slowly, trying to recover his control. “You’re not the only Shadow Dragon in Minrathous. Let them finish this. Walk away before you get yourself killed.”
She gave a bitter laugh. “Of course that’s easy for you. You’re good at walking away.”
That made him still. His eyes, sharp as glass, lifted to hers. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Rook’s glare burned hotter, venom threading through her voice. “You know exactly what I’m talking about.”
“I did what I thought was best,” he said, the words quiet but unyielding.
She laughed—a sharp, broken sound. “No—you did what made you feel better. You did what was easier than facing what you’d done. You got to move on. You got to live without any burdens—because you gave yours away.”
“I made the best choice I could,” he said tightly.
“No, Solas,” she snapped. “You chose you because that choice sure as hell wasn’t mine.”
The air quivered, the faint hum of the wards vibrating underfoot. Her next words came out shaking but sharp as glass.
“Rook—”
“I’m not like you!” Her voice cracked, trembling with rage and heartbreak all at once. “This is my life, and you don’t get to control it! I don’t abandon people just because it’s hard, or dangerous, or inconvenient! I don’t walk away when there’s a chance to save someone—unlike you!”
Solas flinched as if struck, but his voice rose in defense, sharp and desperate. “I didn’t abandon you!”
“Yes, you did,” she hissed, tears stinging her eyes. “The moment you told that social worker you were giving me up—You gave me away! You let me go!”
The room seemed to implode into silence.
Her magic pulsed out like a heartbeat, rattling the glasses on the table. The lights flickered, the air thick with ozone. When she finally looked up, Emmrich was staring at her—eyes wide, shock and hurt warring in his expression. Behind him, Selara’s hand hovered near her chest, her lips parting in silent dismay.
Rook felt her stomach drop. Fuck.
She’d done it now. She’d ruined everything.
Her eyes flicked from Emmrich to Selara, then to Solas—his face pale, his anger burned out into something hollow and aching. The fight had begun in fury, but what she saw now was something else entirely. Guilt. Grief. Regret.
The tears stung hot at the corners of her eyes, but she refused to let them fall.
No. Not here. Not in front of them.
So she did what she always did when the walls closed in.
She ran.
Rook bolted from the living room, her boots forgotten by the door, her coat still hanging on the rack. The patio door slammed open with a burst of cold air as she vaulted the railing and hit the wet grass below. The shock of it bit into her bare feet, but she didn’t stop.
She ran, heart pounding, through the dark and into the trees. The forest waited—silent, cold, uncaring.
Her breath came ragged, sharp in the night air. She didn’t feel the chill anymore—only the crushing weight of what she’d done, the echo of Solas’s voice ringing in her skull.
She’d ruined it. She always ruined it.
Overhead, thunder rolled. Lightning split the sky in a flash of white. A storm was coming—the kind that carried both snow and rain, the kind that soaked everything to the bone.
Rook let out a laugh that broke halfway into a sob.
“Of course,” she whispered hoarsely to the sky. “Of fucking course it would start to storm.”
The wind tore at her hair, the rain just beginning to fall in cold, stinging sheets.
She was wrong to let her guard down. Wrong to think things could go well.
When will she ever learn?
Notes:
Are we okay, everyone?? How are we doing?
Chapter 78: Chapter 78 - Bitter Leaves
Summary:
Rook runs into the woods during a sleet storm after arguing with Solas. Emmrich goes after her.
Notes:
Snow doesn't really exist where I live, so I had to research what kind of winter storms exist. For those who are like me, Sleet is like tiny ice particles which is different from hail because hail can range from small ice bullets of death to straight up ice cannonballs, depending on Mother Nature's mood.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The cold air knifed through the open patio doors, carrying the hiss of sleet and the slow, heavy fall of half-formed snow. Wind clawed at the curtains, thunder rolling in the distance like a warning. For a moment, no one moved.
Solas was the first to break from shock. His eyes flicked to the storm, his breath sharp with panic as he pushed to his feet.
Selara caught his arm before he could take another step. “No,” she said, firm but quiet. “You’ll only make it worse.”
“She’s my sister,” he snapped, already trying to pull away. “She’s out there—”
“I know.” Selara pressed a hand against his chest, grounding him. Her eyes were steady, sympathetic but unyielding. “But you won’t do her any good. Not after what just happened. Besides, you’re not the only one.”
Solas turned—and saw the foyer emptying. Emmrich was already there, kneeling by the bench, hurriedly lacing his boots. He threw on his coat and grabbed Rook’s from the hook, her boots tucked under his arm. Determination overrode fear; his jaw was set, but his eyes betrayed the tremor beneath.
Selara exhaled softly. “He can find her.”
The tension drained from Solas as if she’d stolen the air from his lungs. He sank back onto the couch, his head falling into his hands while thunder cracked above.
Selara moved quickly to the foyer, her steps calm and precise even as wind rattled the windows. “Professor—”
“Apologies, Mrs. Lavellan, but I must go,” Emmrich said, his tone clipped and breathless. “If she’s in that—”
Her hand found his shoulder, stilling him. “There’s a patio below us that opens to the forest—it’s quicker than going around the estate.”
She plucked a brass key from the hook by the door and pressed it into his hand. “Take this too. There’s a guest house near the forest entrance. When you find her, take shelter there. Coming back here tonight would be… unwise.”
Emmrich’s jaw tightened, but he nodded. “Thank you.”
Selara guided him down the spiral stairs, past the quiet of the music room where candlelight flickered against glass. The deeper they went, the louder the storm became—the roar of wind, the pelting of sleet against stone.
At the bottom, she unlatched the patio doors. The storm howled in, spraying cold mist over the marble floor. The forest loomed just beyond, dark and swaying.
“There’s a path through the trees,” she said, her voice raised above the wind. “It’s where she’ll go—she always does. Just… get her back, and make sure she’s all right.”
Emmrich met her gaze once, eyes fierce with resolve. Then he nodded, pulled up his collar, and ran out into the storm.
The doors slammed shut behind him, the sound of the wind swallowed by the house’s heavy silence.
Selara stood there for a heartbeat, her fingers still resting on the latch as the storm’s howl faded to a muffled roar. Through the glass, she caught a last glimpse of Emmrich running into the trees, the wind tugging at his coat and the sleet turning to a silver curtain around him.
She let out a long, exasperated sigh. “All right,” she murmured, brushing a damp lock of hair from her face. “I’d better stock the guest house before they freeze.”
Her gaze shifted toward the forest one last time before she turned away. The storm would pass—storms always did—but she doubted it would fade as quickly as the fracture between Solas and Rook. Time might soften it—but mending would take more than that.
Without a word, she started back up the stairs—already planning what she’d need to stock in the guest house before the storm worsened.
Upstairs, the living room was quieter than before. The magelights had dimmed to a faint amber glow, the fire guttering low. Solas still sat slumped on the couch, elbows on his knees, hands clasped before his face. The storm’s pale light from the windows cast long, fractured shadows across the floor.
Selara paused at the archway, watching him for a long moment. There were no words left that wouldn’t wound, so she said none.
Thunder rumbled overhead, the house creaking under the wind. Selara straightened, the quiet efficiency of care already guiding her steps. Outside, the storm raged on; inside, she moved with purpose—the steady heart of a family coming undone.
Rook couldn’t remember how long she’d been running—or when she stopped.
Her lungs burned, her socks were soaked through, and mud clung to her ankles like chains. The wind cut through her, sharp and relentless, carrying sleet that stung against her skin. Her damp hair plastered itself to her face, strands sticking to her lips every time she breathed.
She felt like shit. Angry, sad, furious with herself.
Why did she say that? Of all the things she’d kept hidden from Emmrich, that—the truth about Solas giving her up—wasn’t supposed to be one of them. It was ancient history, a wound she’d convinced herself had scarred over. She’d told herself she understood his reasons when she got older. They’d never talked about it after reconnecting—never needed to. And now she’d ripped it open again because she got pissed that her brother tried to make her quit her job with the Shadow Dragons.
A job that was dangerous.
A job she couldn’t walk away from.
Her hands trembled. She didn’t know what she wanted—to scream, to cry, to break something. But her fingertips were already crackling, faint arcs of static licking at her knuckles.
She needed to hit something.
The nearest boulder caught her eye—half-buried in the sleet and moss, solid and unyielding. Perfect.
She hit it.
Lightning flared white-violet around her arm, the impact cracking through the air and splitting the stone down the middle. For a second, the world went silent—then thunder roared above, answering her.
She could’ve stopped there.
She didn’t.
Again.
Lightning burst out with each blow, her fists glowing, the charge crawling up her arms. The sleet hissed against her skin turning to needles against it, sparks arcing from her fingertips to the ground. She screamed into the storm, her voice lost under the thunder, until she couldn’t tell if she was crying or if it was just the rain.
When her strength finally gave out, she stumbled and fell to her knees, the mud splashing cold against her skin. The last flickers of electricity bled off into the earth, leaving her shaking and spent.
The boulder was no longer whole—split wide open, one half fractured into rubble. Steam curled from the cracks where lightning had seared it, the ground around it scorched in a ring of blackened soil.
Her breath came in harsh, uneven gasps. The smell of ozone clung to her clothes. No more crackle of lightning. No more thunder answering her fury. Only the whisper of sleet, the low roll of distant thunder, and the ragged sound of her breathing. Her fists hung at her sides, blood streaking her knuckles, skin torn where the stone hadn’t yielded fast enough. The faint burn of singed flesh mixed with the cold rain as it washed over her hands, stinging.
Her magic was drained, leaving behind only exhaustion—and that gnawing voice that had followed her all her life.
You’re a disaster. Nothing but trouble.
Her forehead rested against the wet, ruined stone. The surface was cold against her skin—solid, unfeeling, grounding in its silence.
For the first time since she’d run, she let her eyes close. She didn’t pray. She didn’t speak. She just stayed there—hands raw, shoulders shaking, forehead pressed against the wreckage she’d made. She didn’t want to go back. Not to the judgment, not to the pity. Maybe she should just walk home—sneak back, disappear before they had to deal with her mess.
But then another thought cut through the noise.
Emmrich.
Kaffas, she’d left him there.
She’d just—run. Left him standing in that awful room with her brother and Selara, probably humiliated and furious and wondering what the hell he’d gotten himself into.
He didn’t deserve that.
And yet, the thought burned just as much as the cold:
He’s probably furious with me too.
The weather had turned vicious, but Emmrich didn’t care. He had one mission—find Rook.
The sleet had thickened into a merciless mix of ice and snow, slanting sideways in the wind. Branches cracked under the weight of it, the forest howling as though the storm itself was warning him to turn back. The mud beneath his boots had frozen slick in patches, water pooling in others, soaking through the seams no matter how fast he moved.
He didn’t slow.
The wind tore at his coat, flinging icy needles against his face, numbing his cheeks and jaw. The taste of iron hung in the air from lightning still distant but growing nearer. His breath came out in white bursts, each one ripped away by the gale before it could fade. The sleet clung to his hair and lashes, but he pressed on, half-blind and shivering, heart hammering only one thought through the chaos: find her.
No storm, no distance, no godsdamned obstacle mattered.
He would not lose her—not to this, not tonight.
That fight had ignited in the few minutes he’d been gone, and by the time he returned, it had already become an inferno. Selara had tried to hold him back, telling him it was a family matter, but that only made the dread sink deeper. He’d heard shouting—Solas’s voice, then Rook’s. Her name. His name. The sound of everything falling apart.
He’d hoped to de-escalate the situation—under the naïve assumption that it all stemmed from Solas’s overprotection. He’d thought, perhaps, his calm might help; that reason could ease whatever tension lingered between siblings.
But he was wrong. He wasn’t allowed to be part of this fight. He wasn’t even part of the we.
He was an outsider—watching a lifetime of wounds erupt in front of him with no way to stop it.
And then the words that gutted him.
Blood magic.
She’d been targeted by a blood mage.
The revelation had hit him like cold iron, leaving him reeling as the argument raged on. He hadn’t even been able to form a question before Rook—his steadfast, guarded Rook—shattered the room’s air with her confession.
Solas gave her up after their parents died.
It explained so much. The way she spoke about the group home. Her too-familiar knowledge of the foster system. The silences she buried behind humor when the topic of her estrangement with her brother. He’d asked once before, gently, but she’d deflected with that smile that meant not yet.
And now she was gone—terrified, angry, broken open by her own truth.
He clenched his jaw, breath clouding in the frigid air as he pressed on.
The sleet came harder, biting into his skin, but he didn’t slow. The forest was a blur of shadow and frost, the mud slick under his boots. Then—a sound. A crackle.
He froze.
It was faint at first, nearly swallowed by the wind, but he knew that sound. Not thunder—something sharper, closer. The air itself was changing, the way it always did when her magic stirred. The hairs on his arms lifted; the metallic tang of ozone hit the back of his throat.
Then came the flash. White-violet and violent, cutting through the trees like a pulse.
His body reacted before his mind did. His breath caught, heart lurching in his chest. He’d seen storms, felt lightning strike close—but this wasn’t the sky’s doing. This was focused. Controlled. Hers.
Every instinct in him screamed it. The rhythm of the crack, the color, the cadence—he’d watched her lightning too many times not to recognize it. The storm might have belonged to the heavens, but that light… that was Rook.
“Evara,” he breathed, voice breaking on the name, and started running again.
Branches whipped at his face as he pushed through the thicket, his coat catching on the underbrush. His lungs burned, his legs screamed, but he didn’t stop. The flashes came quicker now—pulses of light, rhythmic as a heartbeat—and then he saw her.
The clearing opened before him, raw and smoking from recent magic. Rook was on her knees before a half-split boulder, the center cracked wide open. Chunks of stone littered the ground, jagged and steaming, the air thick with the smell of ozone and scorched earth.
She looked small against it. Her hair plastered to her face, her clothes soaked through. Steam curled from her skin in faint wisps, the residual charge still dancing across her shoulders.
“Evara!”
The name tore out of him as he ran toward her.
He rushed forward, kneeling in front of her. The sleet soaked through his coat, but he barely felt it. Her hair was plastered to her face, strands of it matted with mud and rain. With trembling care, he brushed them aside—fingertips grazing her temple. Her skin was cold. Too cold.
“Darling…” he whispered under his breath.
Her eyes—usually so sharp and alive—were dull, glassy, rimmed red. Her breathing was shallow, uneven. He recognized the signs immediately: shock. Whether from the emotional collapse, the exposure, or both—it didn’t matter. What mattered was getting her warm, getting her safe.
His gaze dropped to her hands. Blood streaked her knuckles, skin raw and torn. The faint black singe at her fingertips told him all he needed to know. He didn’t need to guess what she’d done—the fractured boulder behind her said enough. But it was the pallor of her feet, bare and blue-tinged, that made his stomach clench. Frostbite.
“Oh, my poor girl,” he murmured, voice trembling despite his effort to stay composed.
He unclasped her coat and quickly wrapped it around her shoulders, pulling the collar close to her neck. The wool was already damp, but it was something. His hands lingered there, holding it tight as he bent close, speaking softly so she could hear him over the wind.
“You’re freezing—let’s get you inside. All right?”
For a heartbeat, nothing—then her head stirred weakly. Her eyes lifted to meet his, unfocused but searching. A faint, broken sound escaped her lips.
“Emmrich?”
Relief hit him like a wave, nearly buckling his knees. He exhaled, thumb brushing the side of her chilled face. “There you are, my darling. I’ve got you.” His voice was gentle but sure. “Let’s get you out of this miserable weather, hm?”
He shifted her carefully, guiding her to sit back against the stone while he knelt to grab her boots. Her feet were stiff, unresponsive, but he managed to slide them on, ignoring the laces—there’d be time to fix that once they were safe.
“Nearly there,” he whispered.
Then, with steady strength, he gathered her into his arms—one arm beneath her knees, the other behind her back. Her head fell against his shoulder, her breath a faint tremor against his neck. He could feel how cold she was, how light she felt. Too light.
“Hold on to me,” he said quietly, his own voice breaking as he tightened his grip. “That’s it.”
The sleet lashed against them as he stood, cradling her close to his chest. The cold bit into his skin, but he didn’t care. The storm could rage all it wanted. He had her.
And he wasn’t stopping until they reached the guest house.
Emmrich silently thanked his morning exercise routines — without them, he doubted he could’ve braved the storm with Rook in his arms. Every step through the sleet had been a battle against the wind, and his muscles burned from the strain, but he refused to stop.
The wind tore through the trees like a living thing, shrieking against the dark. Rain had turned to sleet, sharp and stinging, and Emmrich could barely see more than a few feet ahead. His coat was soaked through, his breath coming hard—but he didn’t slow down.
He knew where to go. Selara’s instructions echoed in his mind: a path through the trees… a guest house near the forest’s edge.
The willow branches whipped at his shoulders as he broke through the undergrowth, and then he saw it—the faint, golden glow of light through the sleet. The Willow Loft. Its high windows glowed like a promise against the storm, half-shrouded by the drooping boughs of the willows.
Relief crashed through him. “Almost there,” he murmured to the shivering woman in his arms. “Just a bit farther.”
Its faint light glowing through the storm like a beacon, relief nearly brought him to his knees. He adjusted his hold on Rook, shifting her weight carefully as he reached the porch. Her head lolled weakly against his shoulder, her breath shallow and cold against his collarbone.
The flagstones leading to the porch were slick with ice, but he managed the steps, shoulder braced against the wind.
At the door, he crouched just enough to free one arm, lowering her legs to the floor so he could slot the brass key Selara had given him into the lock. The door gave way with a soft click, warmth spilling out from within — a small mercy against the storm’s relentless howl.
He carried her inside at once, closing the door behind them and sealing out the wind. The quiet that followed was almost deafening. Carefully, he set Rook down on the couch, her soaked clothes leaving dark patches on the cushions.
Selara’s touch was everywhere—the stone hearth already stacked with logs and kindling, a small pile of blankets folded neatly on the low table in front of the couch, and on the kitchenette counter behind them, a wicker basket filled with toiletries, salves, potions, and a first-aid kit. Rook’s bag sat nearby along with a pile of towels.
A folded note rested atop the basket, written in Selara’s elegant hand.
Essentials for warmth and care. There’s more firewood stacked beside the porch, and I stocked the fridge with the leftovers of among other things. A pair of robes for you both—apologies if yours is short, Professor, I grabbed the largest I could find.
A faint smile touched his lips. “The woman thinks of everything,” he murmured softly. “No wonder she’s an accomplished diplomat.”
At the end of the message, he sees her phone number scrawled below followed by another message.
Please contact me once she’s settled. I’d prefer to not be worried all night.
Emmrich takes out his phone from his trouser pocket, the screen flickered to life, faintly fogged from moisture. He entered in her phone number and began his brief message.
Emmrich: Found Rook. We made it to the guest house safe and sound.
Selara: Thank you.
Let me know if you two need anything else, this storm might carry over tomorrow.
I’ll come by later to wash your clothes.
He exhaled, the tightness in his chest easing just a little. Then he set the device aside, turned back to Rook, and resumed the quiet work of tending to her.
When he returned, he found her slumped slightly to the side, her damp hair clinging to her face, her hands resting limply in her lap. Gently, he righted her and brushed a strand from her cheek. “All right, my darling,” he said quietly, his voice steady despite the fear clawing at his chest. “Let’s get you nice and warm. Then a bath. After that, I’ll tend to your hands, and we’ll both rest. How does that sound?”
Her head tilted faintly toward his voice, a faint sound escaping her lips—too soft to make out, but she nodded.
Satisfied with her response, he started with her feet, slipping off her boots, then peeling away her soaked socks. Her skin was pale, mottled, ice-cold to the touch. The sight of it made something inside him twist.
The storm howled outside, but in the guest house, only the crack of kindling filled the silence as he kindled the fire with a whispered spell. The flames caught immediately, licking up through the logs until the room glowed in amber light.
He moved back to her side, every motion deliberate and careful. One by one, he removed her drenched layers—her coat, her dress, her socks and leggings—until only her underthings remained. His fingers worked with steady precision, unfastening each clasp, each tie, without hesitation or pause. When he reached for her jewelry, he set each piece aside with quiet care—except for the bloodstone earring. That, he left in place, its faint crimson glow pulsing softly against her skin.
He knew it was more than ornament. The charm’s quiet hum was the only thing standing between her and the blood magic still clawing for purchase. So he let it stay.
Even now, even like this, his respect for her dignity—and his devotion to her safety—remained absolute.
The air grew warmer by the minute. He took the towels and began to dry her hair first, then her shoulders, her arms, her back. His touch was steady and clinical, yet threaded with reverence. He worked quietly, methodically, his breath soft between each motion.
Once she was dry, he wrapped her in two of the wool blankets from the table, layering them until she resembled a cocoon of warmth. He made sure the edges were tucked securely beneath her chin before standing to remove his own soaked coat. Water dripped from his sleeves as he hung it over a chair near the fire to dry.
Emmrich stripped off his heavy coat, the soaked fabric landing with a dull thud against the chair by the hearth. He caught a towel from the kitchenette island and ran it through his hair, wiping away the sleet that had soaked through to his collar. The guest house was warm now, but his clothes still clung cold and damp against his skin.
He took a moment to gather himself—to breathe. Then he set about preparing what they’d need. The first-aid kit, potions, and salves went onto the low table near the couch, everything arranged in tidy order. Selara’s precision was everywhere, and he couldn’t help but silently thank her for it.
The basket also held a small packet of loose tea leaves. He recognized the blend immediately—the same one Solas had brewed after dinner. Toasted chicory root, elderflower, orange peel. A touch of bergamot. The scent was calming even dry. He busied himself with the kettle on the enchanted stove, its soft hum rising as the water began to heat.
The kitchenette was simple, practical—just as Selara had promised. He found the mugs easily in the cupboard, pale porcelain with faint vine etchings curling up their sides. When the water began to steam, he poured it carefully over the leaves, letting the fragrance fill the Loft: citrus, floral, faintly sweet.
He carried the steeped mug back to the couch, the warmth seeping into his palms. Rook was still where he’d left her, cocooned in blankets, her damp curls falling loose over her face.
Setting the mug on the table, he knelt beside her again. The firelight gilded her skin in amber, chasing the pallor from her cheeks. He brushed the back of his fingers across her temple to clear the stray curls away.
Her lashes fluttered, and she blinked slowly down at him. The soft glow of firelight painted the ceiling in shifting gold, the faint crackle of the hearth cutting through the hush of rain outside. The air smelled faintly of cedar and damp wool. Her body felt heavy, cocooned in warmth after the biting cold. For a moment, her mind couldn’t place where she was. She wasn’t outside anymore. There was no sleet pelting her skin, no wind cutting through her clothes, no sting of lightning in her arms.
But the memories came back in flashes—the sharp crack of thunder, the metallic taste of magic in her mouth, the ache in her fists as she hit the stone again and again until it gave way beneath her.
And then… a voice.
His voice.
Her heart stuttered. Emmrich.
Her lashes lifted again, slower this time, and the blurred shape beside her came into focus. The firelight caught the soft gold of his hair, the faint worry lining his brow.
“Emmrich…?” Her voice was hoarse, barely a whisper, but there.
Relief flooded through him. He smiled, gentle and exhausted, his hand finding her face. “Yes. I’m here, dearest.”
She blinked again, confusion flickering in her expression. “Where are we?”
“The guest house,” he said softly. “Your sister-in-law gave me the key. We’ll be safe from the storm.”
He rose from his knees to sit beside her, sliding an arm around her shoulders, pulling her carefully against him. She leaned into the warmth instinctively, her head coming to rest against his chest. He could feel the faint tremor in her breath, her heartbeat still quick beneath the layers of wool and exhaustion.
The fire burned brighter now, filling the Loft with a soft, golden glow. Shadows danced across the walls, their flicker reflected in Rook’s eyes as she watched the flames with that faraway look—distant, dazed, lost in thoughts she couldn’t voice.
After a long silence, her voice came, small but clear.
“You went after me?”
Emmrich looked down at her, thumb tracing the curve of her shoulder through the blanket. “Of course I did,” he said quietly. “There was never any question of that.”
She hesitated, her voice barely audible. “Aren’t you mad at me?”
He blinked, surprised. “Why on earth would I be?”
“Because I lied to you.”
The words hung between them like the echo of thunder, soft but cutting. Rook didn’t need to elaborate; he already knew what she meant. The blood mage. The charm. The half-truth she’d wrapped in reassurance.
Emmrich exhaled slowly, the sound a mix of weariness and something almost tender. “Did you keep something from me? Yes,” he said finally, his tone firm but gentle. “Although I’m not thrilled to hear about it. I can see why such information as withheld.”
Her brow creased faintly, guilt flashing across her face. He reached up, brushing the back of his knuckles along her cheek, his touch steady, grounding.
“I could never be so cross with you as to leave you out there in that storm,” he murmured. “Not in this life, nor the next.”
Rook looked up at him—at those steady hazel eyes filled with worry he was clearly trying, and failing, to hide. Her chest ached at the sight. The tears she’d been holding back welled again, hot against the cold of her skin.
She wriggled one hand free from the cocoon of blankets and clutched at his chest, fingers trembling against the damp fabric of his shirt. “I’m sorry,” she squeaked, the words small and breaking.
Emmrich hushed her gently, his voice low and warm. “Shh, my darling. All is well.” He drew her closer, his palm sliding into her tangled curls, petting them with slow, steady motions. Her quiet sobs broke against his shoulder as he murmured soft comforts—half-words, half-breaths—and pressed a kiss to her forehead. “It’s all right… everything’s all right.”
When her crying finally ebbed into quiet trembling, he glanced down at her hands. Her knuckles were still bloodied, the skin raw and torn, faint scorch marks tracing along her fingers. His stomach tightened at the sight.
Before he could say anything, she shivered—a full-body tremor that left her voice small and quivering. “So cold…”
“I know,” he said softly, sitting up with her still in his arms. He reached for the tea mug on the table and pressed it gently into her hands. “Drink this. It’ll help.”
Rook tried to lift it herself, but her hands shook too much to trust her grip. The tea trembled dangerously close to spilling. She looked up at him, eyes wide with frustration.
“Here,” Emmrich murmured, taking the mug back into his hands. “Small sips.”
He tilted it toward her lips, careful not to scald her. She obeyed, taking a tiny mouthful, and he gave her a small, reassuring smile. “That’s it. Well done.”
The praise hit her harder than it should have, soft and grounding. She sniffed and took another sip, steadier this time.
When she’d had enough, Emmrich set the mug aside and rose. “I think it’s safe to run a bath for you now.”
Her hand darted out, catching his sleeve. “Don’t—don’t leave.”
The plea was quiet but desperate, and when he looked back, the anxiety in her eyes nearly broke him. She looked like a child again—terrified of being left behind.
He crouched back down, meeting her gaze. “All right,” he said gently. “You can come with me. Can you hold your mug?”
She nodded, small and hesitant. He handed it back to her, steadying it between her hands before scooping her up once more.
Rook startled slightly at the sudden lift, letting out a soft, breathy sound of surprise. The motion jostled her enough that she gave a faint, instinctive wiggle, trying to find balance in his arms as the blanket shifted around her.
“Easy,” Emmrich murmured, adjusting his hold with practiced care. “I’ve got you.”
“I can walk,” she protested weakly, her cheeks flushed, more from embarrassment than the cold.
“I know you can,” he murmured, settling her weight more securely against his chest. “But humor me, darling. Let me take care of you.”
The gentle retort earned a tired huff from her, somewhere between protest and resignation. Her hold on the mug tightened, her head dipping in reluctant agreement. “…Okay.”
He exhaled, the faintest smile tugging at his lips. “Good girl.”
The words earned him a small, tired sound that might’ve been a huff—or the ghost of a laugh. He carried her into the bathroom and set her carefully atop the sink counter while he moved to fill the tub. Steam began to rise almost instantly as warm water poured in, fogging the mirror and filling the room with the faint scent of cedar and jasmine from the enchanted bath salts nearby.
Rook sat quietly, shoulders trembling beneath her blanket. The warmth of the tea seeped through her chest as she drank again, the liquid soothing her raw throat and spreading heat through the cold hollow in her stomach.
She watched him move about the space, his presence steady and sure, and though her body still ached from the cold, something in her began—slowly, cautiously—to thaw.
Steam curled up from the bath, softening the chill that still clung to the walls. Emmrich moved with quiet efficiency—fetching towels, the robes Selara had left folded, and the small basket of toiletries she’d thoughtfully packed. A bar of soap, a flannel, two small bottles of shampoo and conditioner—simple things, but the sight of them filled him with gratitude.
When he returned, the room had grown hazy with warmth, the mirror fogging at the edges. Rook watched him silently as he checked the water, dipping his hand to test the temperature, adjusting the tap until the steam rose in thick curls.
Satisfied, he turned back to her. His fingers brushed over the grave-gold jewelry on his hands, removing each ring with care and setting them into a cup he’d brought from the kitchenette. The metal clinked softly, a quiet ritual before tending to her.
“Do you think you can walk?” he asked gently.
Rook shifted, her voice small. “If you help me unwrap myself from all this, maybe.”
A faint smile tugged at his lips. “That, I can do.”
He took the mug from her trembling hands, setting it aside on the counter. One by one, he peeled away the damp blankets, careful not to tug too quickly where the wool clung to her skin. Her breath hitched as the cool air touched her bare flesh, gooseflesh rising across her arms. She slid off the counter slowly, leaning heavily against him.
He could feel how cold she still was—the faint tremor in her limbs, the stiffness in her movements—and realized how chilled he was himself. His clothes were still damp, the storm’s touch clinging to his skin.
“Don’t worry,” he murmured, guiding her the short distance to the tub. “I have you.”
She dipped one foot in and hissed softly at the contrast, the heat biting before it soothed. The sound turned to a low whine, somewhere between relief and pain, and Emmrich’s hand found her shoulder, grounding her.
“There you go,” he said softly, voice low and steady. “Let it do its work.”
When she’d finally lowered herself into the bath, the water swallowed her with a sigh of steam. Her breath left her in a shudder. Color began to creep faintly back into her skin.
Emmrich rolled up his sleeves and took the flannel, dipping it into the water before wringing it out. He looked at her—eyes soft but serious.
“May I?” he asked.
Rook nodded without opening her eyes, exhaustion settling over her features. “Yeah,” she murmured. “Go ahead.”
He moved slowly, with the kind of care that comes from fear of doing harm. The warm flannel passed over her shoulders, her arms, her back, each motion measured, deliberate. The soft fabric carried the scent of cedar and jasmine from the soap, filling the air between them.
The faint crimson glow of the bloodstone earring shimmered against the fog-dampened air, its light steady even as the rest of her seemed fragile and undone. Emmrich’s gaze lingered on it briefly, reassured by its subtle hum—a quiet ward still holding strong against the echoes of whoever’s blood magic plagued her
As the grime and dried blood washed away, the tremors in her hands began to fade. Her breathing deepened, her posture easing against the curve of the tub. The steam fogged the edges of her face, blurring the lines of her fatigue into something peaceful.
Rook’s shivering had eased; color was returning to her skin as Emmrich’s hands worked the last of the lather over her shoulders and arms. When he moved to her hair, she let out a soft hum—half sigh, half sound of relief—as his fingers combed through the wet chestnut strands, massaging the shampoo into her scalp.
The simple rhythm seemed to soothe her, to pull her back from whatever edge she’d been teetering on. Emmrich smiled faintly to himself, watching the tension melt from her face as he rinsed the suds away.
When he reached for the conditioner, her hand rose weakly to stop him.
“I can do that part,” she murmured.
He nodded, sitting back a little, watching as she worked the balm through her hair. The warmth of the room had finally begun to thaw the chill from his skin, though the damp still clung to him—sleeves darkened from melted ice, trousers spattered with mud from the road. Strands of his hair, wind-tossed and uneven, fell across his brow in disarray.
Yet as she moved, he noticed the faint furrow in her brow—something weighing on her mind. She looked at him then, her voice quiet but firm.
“You’re freezing.”
“There’s no need to worry about me. I’ll get in once you’re sorted.”
“…Get in with me.”
He blinked. “Rook—there’s no need—”
“There is,” she insisted, that stubborn spark flickering back to life. “You’re cold, and it’s my fault. Please.”
He opened his mouth to protest—but the look she gave him, small and pleading, unraveled every argument before it could form. He exhaled, defeated by her gentle insistence.
“Very well,” he said quietly. “Give me a moment.”
Rook drained the water and quickly refilled the tub, her movements steadier now though still faintly trembling. Emmrich stripped away his soaked layers—waistcoat, shirt, trousers, the last of his clothing—folding them neatly on the counter. His skin prickled from the cold air before he stepped into the heat, the contrast biting at first, then melting into relief that nearly made him sigh aloud.
By the Void, he hadn’t realized how frozen he truly was. His concern for her had eclipsed everything else.
Once the tub had filled again, Rook shifted to make room. The basin was large enough to fit them both comfortably, the water rippling as Emmrich settled in. Rook knelt between his legs, reaching for the small bottle of shampoo.
“Darling,” he began gently, “You don’t have to—”
She shook her head. “I want to. After everything I’ve put you through tonight... just let me care for you the way you always do for me. Just this once.”
There was no point arguing—he could see what it meant to her. So he let her.
“Alright, my dear.”
With a satisfied smile, she started to pour the lavender-scented liquid into her hands. Her fingers slid through his dark peppered hair, gentle and slow. The scent of lavender and bergamot filled the air as she worked the lather into his scalp. Emmrich closed his eyes, the steady rhythm of her hands quieting something restless in him. The storm outside still raged, but here, surrounded by steam and warmth, it felt distant—irrelevant.
Rook smiled faintly, watching his shoulders relax. For the first time since the argument, she felt a little steadier herself. Caring for him grounded her—gave her purpose again.
When she finished, she cupped her hands to rinse his hair, the water running clear down his temples. As she leaned closer, her damp skin brushed lightly against his, the scent of lavender and warmth surrounding them.
Emmrich stilled. He could feel her closeness—the brush of her breath near his cheek, the soft rise and fall of her chest just above the waterline. A flicker of heat coiled low in his stomach before he caught himself, shutting the thought down with quiet discipline. Not now. Not like this.
He exhaled slowly, grounding himself in the rhythm of her movements—gentle, deliberate, innocent. Her care wasn’t born of seduction, but of love and remorse, and he refused to taint that with misplaced want.
She drew back, unaware of the turmoil she’d stirred, he lifted his gaze to her and offered a faint, steady smile.
When the last of the lather had rinsed from his hair, Rook reached for the smaller bottle perched along the rim. She poured a measure into her palms and worked it gently through his hair, fingers combing from crown to nape.
The air smelled faintly of jasmine and steam. Her touch was slow, gentle—careful in a way that made the world seem to narrow to the space between her hands and his skin. Strands of peppered hair slipped like silk between her fingers, catching light from the nearby lantern.
Emmrich’s eyes drifted closed again. He didn’t speak, didn’t move, only breathed—letting her care unfold in quiet rhythm. The water lapped softly at the porcelain with every shift, a heartbeat made of sound and heat.
When she finished, Rook cupped water in her hands, rinsing until it ran clear. She smoothed the damp strands back from his forehead and, for a moment, her fingers lingered there—a fleeting touch that said what words couldn’t.
His eyes met hers—hazel and warm in the flickering light. “Thank you, my dear.”
She reached for the bar of soap and flannel, moving on to the next task with quiet care.
The flannel moved over his chest in slow, deliberate circles, her touch tender but trembling. “I’m sorry,” she whispered after a moment, her voice barely carrying over the quiet ripple of water. “I know this wasn’t the First Day you imagined. I really made a mess of things. So much for starting the new age on a good note.”
“I think the world won’t fault you for a bad start to the year,” he said softly, a faint smile tugging at his mouth.
“I’m just so sorry, Emmrich,” she pressed on, her words cracking under the weight of guilt. “For the fight with Solas, for lying, for running off into the storm—for making you chase after me in it—”
Emmrich caught her wrist, stilling her. His voice was calm, low, but full of quiet authority.
“Now we’ll have none of that,” he said. “I went after you because I wanted to. There is no world where I’d have left you out there.”
He lifted his hand to her cheek, his palm warm against her skin. “You are the furthest thing from a burden, Rook. Do you understand?”
Her eyes shone in the flickering light, and her breath hitched. “You’re too good for me,” she murmured, her voice breaking.
He sighed softly, tapping a finger to her forehead until she met his gaze.
“Don’t,” he chided gently. “No more apologies, no more self-deprecation. I love you, Evara—flaws, burdens, and all. Everything that makes you who you are.”
His thumb brushed her cheek, his voice dropping to a murmur.
“I love all of it. All of you.”
The words hung in the steamy air—soft, certain, undeniable.
Rook’s eyes closed, a tear slipping down her cheek only to vanish into the water. She leaned forward, resting her brow against his chest, the flannel slipping forgotten into the bath. His arms came around her, steady and sure, and for the first time that night, the trembling in her body finally stopped.
Notes:
Our beautiful Emmrich!! The greenest of flags.
I might post the next chapter soon because I'm cranking chapters out right now, but I'm not sure if I want to just throw out chapters so easily because I'm excited.
Chapter 79: Chapter 79 - Ruin & Remedy
Summary:
Emmrich tends to Rook's wounds. Rook finally talks about her past with Solas.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The two stayed in the bath until the water went still, their silence stretching long after the storm’s howl faded beyond the walls. When they finally emerged, warmth clung to their skin and hair, the air thick with the scent of lavender, jasmine, and soap.
Emmrich handed Rook a towel first, drying her hair with slow, methodical care once she’d slipped into the robe Selara had left. The wool swallowed her completely, sleeves hanging past her hands. His own robe was shorter by far—its hem brushing his knees, the cuffs exposing his wrists—but he was simply grateful for the warmth.
They returned to the main room, where the fire still burned in the stone hearth, its orange glow washing the walls in steady light. Rook settled on the couch, curling against the armrest with her knees close to her chest as Emmrich knelt to add a few more logs. Sparks leapt, caught, and settled into a soft, rhythmic crackle.
As she shifted, both of them noticed the faint, darkened patches on the cushion where she’d been sitting earlier—marks from when she’d come in drenched and shaking before he’d stripped her of her wet things. The fabric was still damp in spots, a shadowed reminder of how cold she’d been.
Rook frowned faintly, guilt flickering across her features. “Sorry about the mess,” she murmured. “I’ll dry it later once my mana’s back.”
Emmrich glanced at the stains, then back to her with a soft huff. “You will do no such thing. You’re under my care.”
“But—”
“Ah, ah, ah,” he tutted gently. “If anyone’s going to use magic tonight, it will be me.”
He hovered his hand over the dark patches of fabric, a pale green glow emanating from his palm as the moisture began to lift. The droplets gathered into a suspended sphere before he directed it neatly toward the sink, where it landed with a faint plop.
Satisfied, he turned back to the low table and resumed sorting through the various salves and potions, familiarizing himself with which was which.
Rook watched him move about the room—calm, efficient, the quiet steadiness that had come to anchor her even in chaos.
When he joined her, the low table between them was already set—lined neatly with salves, potions, and the first-aid kit. The wicker basket Selara had prepared still sat on the kitchenette island, half-emptied from his earlier rummage through it.
“Now that you are clean and warm,” Emmrich said, his tone low but firm, “I’d like to have a proper look at your injuries.”
Rook exhaled, guilt tugging at her features. “You don’t have to fuss, Emmrich. I can just take one of the potions and we can go to bed.”
He gave a quiet huff, his gaze on her firm and determined.
“For my peace of mind, I’m afraid I do,” he said as he pulled the table a little closer. “And ‘good enough’ isn’t a standard I tolerate when it comes to caring for you.”
Rook sighed, defeated. “You’re impossible.”
“So I’ve been told,” he replied, his mouth curving faintly. “Now—let’s have a look.”
He started with her face, tilting her chin gently toward the light. No bruising. No cuts. The warmth in her skin reassured him more than words could. The faint red shimmer of her bloodstone earring caught his eye as it swayed—a steady pulse of light against her damp skin, proof that the ward was still holding.
Then he moved to her hands. The damage there was harder to ignore—bruised knuckles, reddened burns, skin torn and blackened where lightning had bitten through.
“I need to check your sensitivity,” he murmured. “Tell me if you feel this.”
He brushed a thumb across her palm, pressing lightly along the nerves and joints. She flinched, but nodded.
“Good. No lasting nerve damage, thank the Maker.”
Her feet were next. The thick socks had shielded most of them, but the tips of her toes were pale, mottled gray-pink, and the skin along the balls of her feet was chafed raw. She winced when he touched them.
“I know, my darling,” he murmured. “Breathe through it.”
He worked carefully, massaging warmth back into the stiff limbs before assessing the damage. Her skin was still pink from the heat of the bath, but the circulation had yet to fully return. Then came the frost-healing salve—sharp and herbal, with notes of fire crystal, elfroot, and juniper oil.
“This will sting a bit,” he warned.
It did sting—sharp and immediate, the heat of the balm biting through her freshly thawed skin. Her foot twitched involuntarily, toes curling against the touch as she sucked in a breath through her teeth. Even her ears flicked at the discomfort, twitching back in faint reflex before settling again. She forced herself to breathe, shoulders trembling with the effort to stay still.
Emmrich’s voice was a steady counterpoint to the sting. “Easy now… breathe through it. That’s it.”
The sharpness ebbed slowly, replaced by a creeping warmth that dulled the ache. When he began to wrap her feet in clean gauze, the relief followed in slow waves—tingling, fading to comfort, the pain softening into something she could finally bear.
“That should take care of the worst of it,” he said, sitting back a little. “I’ll check again in the morning.”
Rook watched him work, her brow furrowing. “How’re you so good at this?”
“Field medic, remember?” He said simply. “I often volunteered for that role during expeditions. My alchemical knowledge—and a bit of spirit magic—proved useful. We traveled through swamps, frozen plains, even deserts. You learn to treat a bit of everything.”
Her lips curved faintly. “Looks like I’m in good hands.”
He looked up briefly, the corner of his mouth lifting. “Always, darling.”
Then Emmrich moved to her hands again, the expression in his eyes hardening with quiet worry. The bruising stood out starkly against her skin—raw and reddened where her lightning had broken through. The burns weren’t deep, but painful all the same. He took one hand gently in his own, his fingers steady despite the concern creasing his brow.
He turned them over, palms up. No fractures. No serious nerve damage, though the faint hum of mana beneath her skin told him she’d pushed her limits.
“What in the world possessed you to punch a boulder?” he asked, voice light but weary.
“I was… overwhelmed emotionally,” she muttered. “And my magic was reacting to it… So, I needed an outlet before I lost control. At least it was a rock instead of a tree. Better to have bloody knuckles than a forest fire.”
He exhaled quietly through his nose and set to work.
Emmrich reached for another salve from the table, along with a disinfectant wipe to clean her wounds. The antiseptic’s sting made her flinch before the balm cooled her skin. The blend smelled faintly sweet—comfrey, elfroot, marrow balm. He spread it with the gentleness of someone handling something precious.
When he finished, he wrapped each hand in clean linen, looping the gauze between her fingers to preserve movement. Her eyes followed every motion, guilt tightening her chest.
When he lifted one bandaged hand and pressed a soft kiss against her knuckles, something in her ached.
“There,” he said quietly. “That’s better.”
When he finished tidying the bandages, Emmrich stood and reached for a small vial of healing draught. He moved to the kitchenette, setting the kettle on the stove once more. The faint hiss of steam joined the fire’s crackle as he poured the potion into a mug and added hot water to dilute it. Then reached for something to temper its bitterness.
While he worked, Rook looked down at her wrapped hands and feet. The white linen gleamed softly in the firelight, each strip a reminder of the consequences of her impulsiveness. Every ache, every bandage—it was her fault.
The fight with Solas replayed in jagged fragments behind her eyes—the shouting, the accusations, the words she could never take back. It left her hollow, trembling. Maker, she hated how easily he could still make her feel like a furious child again.
She shut her eyes, guilt pressing hard beneath her ribs. She hadn’t meant to say it. The truth had just torn its way out—raw, unrestrained, sharper than she’d ever intended.
Venhedis. The memory of it made her flinch. The look on everyone’s faces when she said it still burned in her mind. She might as well have driven a dagger into Solas’s chest instead of dragging that part of the past into the open.
She knew he hadn’t deserved it—not like that. He was young, barely holding himself together, trying to study, to work, to build something of a life. Expecting him to be both brother and parent would’ve been impossible.
She knew that.
And yet… logic did nothing to quiet the ache. Every time she tried to bury it, it clawed its way back to the surface, raw and pulsing like an old wound that refused to close.
The storm outside pressed against the windows, a low, unending growl that matched the unrest inside her. She’d said the one thing she swore she wouldn’t—and now that it was out in the open, there was no taking it back.
No way to hide from it.
No peace to be found.
One thing was for sure. Rook didn’t want to face Solas again. Not yet. The wound was too fresh, the air between them too thick with hurt. But one thing lingered stronger than the pain: the need to tell Emmrich everything.
When he returned to her side with the mug, his expression softened the moment their eyes met. He offered it to her carefully, his voice low.
“Drink this,” he said. “I added honey to soften the bitterness.”
Rook accepted the new drink, the rising steam carrying the faint scent of elfroot and honey. The first sip was worse than she expected—bitter beneath the sweetness, thick on her tongue. Her face scrunched up as she swallowed, earning a quiet chuckle from Emmrich, who sipped his own tea with far more composure.
She drifted toward him, drawn by the familiar steadiness of his presence. He shifted easily to make room for her, dragging one of the remaining blankets over from the far end of the couch and draping it around them both.
Rook sighed softly as the warmth surrounded her—the crackling fire, the scent of soap still clinging to her hair, and the solid comfort of Emmrich’s arms around her. She leaned back against his chest, her mug resting lightly in her bandaged hands. Outside, the storm still raged; sleet rattled faintly against the windowpanes.
“This storm might last more than a day,” Emmrich murmured, his voice a low rumble against her back.
Rook’s gaze stayed on the fire. “Emmrich?”
“Yes, darling.”
“Why haven’t you asked?” she said quietly.
He looked down at her, his expression unreadable in the shifting light. “About what happened back at the estate?”
She nodded once.
Emmrich’s thumb traced slow circles against the back of her arm. “Because a lot has happened tonight,” he said gently. “And I don’t wish to add more strain. You’ve endured enough for one evening.”
Rook huffed, curling closer into him. “You’re too nice for your own good,” she muttered. “The epitome of killing them with kindness.”
He smiled faintly, his nose brushing against her damp curls. “Then it seems I’ve been fairly consistent.” His tone softened. “I’ll only accept what you’re ready to share, my dear. Nothing more.”
For a while, neither spoke. The fire popped softly, the light painting gold against their faces. The storm outside went on, relentless but distant—like a world removed from the quiet haven they’d found here.
“It’s just…” Rook began, her voice low. “It’s not a story I particularly like to share. Old wounds and all.”
Her hand drifted unconsciously to her hip, fingers brushing the faint scar beneath her robe — the one from the crash.
Emmrich set his mug on the table and wrapped his arms around her, drawing her close enough that she could feel the steady rhythm of his breathing. His voice was soft, coaxing but never demanding.
“You could start at the beginning, if that’s easier.”
She nodded against him, resting her head on his chest. The weight of his arms around her, the crackle of the fire, the smell of smoke and jasmine—they grounded her. She didn’t have to face him while she said it.
“I always had a hard time understanding Solas,” she began, her words slow and measured. “Maybe it was the age gap. Or maybe we were just… too different. He was the scholar, the somniari, the prodigy. I was the one who asked too many questions and refused to listen to answers.”
A small, bitter laugh. “But once, when I was little, our father told me that if our family were chess pieces, I’d be the rook—straightforward, stubborn, unpredictable. And Solas? He was the knight—elusive, distant, always taking the long way around… but he’d always stay on the board.”
Emmrich smiled faintly at that, though his eyes softened. From everything Rook had told him, her father had been a good man—mischievous, patient, full of warmth. The kind of man whose absence leaves a hole no one can fill.
“It sounds like you two rarely saw eye to eye,” he murmured. “Even back then.”
“Not often,” she said quietly. “But we had our moments. We’d play chess. He’d tell me stories of spirits he met in the Fade… things he learned at university. Those were the good days.”
Her fingers tightened slightly on the blanket. “Then the accident happened.”
Her voice wavered, and the fire’s reflection flickered in her eyes. “A shard of metal had torn through my side and pinned me in place until they found me. When I woke up, I was in the hospital with Solas by my side. Covered in bandages, tubes, and wires. I’d been in surgery for days—my ribs were broken, my hip shattered.”
Her voice trembled faintly. “Everything hurt. The lights were too bright, the machines wouldn’t stop beeping, but… he was there.”
She paused, eyes distant. For a moment, the firelight dimmed—replaced by sterile white light, the scent of disinfectant and burnt cloth. She could hear the monitor’s soft hum, the faint echo of her brother’s voice.
“He was the one who told me about our parents. Said it gently, but… I still screamed. I cried all day. And when I finally stopped, I saw his eyes were red too.”
Emmrich’s hand found hers, steady and quiet. She gripped it back, trembling.
“I begged him not to leave me,” she whispered. “He promised he wouldn’t. Said he’d take care of everything. And for a while, I believed him.”
Her voice broke on the next words. “But then he told me I wasn’t going home with him.”
Emmrich went still. “He told you—?”
“That I was going into the foster system,” she said flatly. “He couldn’t take care of me. He was still in college, and the social worker said it wouldn’t be stable. It made sense.” She let out a hollow laugh. “It always made sense. There was no way that he could be in school and be a parent... He had to choose.”
“He didn’t choose you,” Emmrich said quietly.
Rook looked up at him, tears blurring her gaze. “He didn’t,” she said, shaking her head. “And I wanted him to. More than anything, I wanted him to look at me and say it didn’t matter what they said—that we’d figure it out. But he didn’t.”
For a heartbeat, the fire’s glow warped in her vision—fading into the flat gray light of an office window. The scent of ink filled the air. A pen scratched steadily across paper.
Solas sat beside her, shoulders tense, eyes fixed on the floor. The social worker’s lips were moving, but the words were a muffled blur. Rook could only see her brother—his face pale, unreadable. Her hand had reached for him, clinging to his sleeve, pleading in silence.
He’d pried her fingers loose. Stood. The scrape of a chair. The soft rustle of paper. Then the door clicked shut.
She remembered lunging to follow, only to be caught by the firm, professional hand of the woman who stayed behind.
He never turned around.
The memory dissolved, swallowed by firelight and the steady sound of rain against the windows.
“I told myself he did what he had to,” she murmured. “That he had no choice. But that didn’t stop it from feeling like… abandonment.”
Her voice caught. “Because it was.”
Emmrich said nothing at first. His hand just moved to the back of her neck, thumb tracing slow circles until she steadied again.
“I was in and out of foster homes for years. No one wanted a preteen elf with a temper, or one more mouth to feed. I couldn’t trust anyone. Couldn’t rely on anyone. He’d visit sometimes, but not for long. His expeditions always came first.”
Her tone hardened, though the hurt behind it was unmistakable. “Eventually, I stopped waiting. After the incident with the group home, I decided I’d rather be on the streets than in another place that didn’t want me.”
Emmrich’s voice dropped low, pained. “Rook… that meant you were—”
“Homeless,” she said, cutting in gently. “For almost two years. Pickpocketing, odd jobs, doing what I had to. Then I found the Shadow Dragons.”
Her lips twitched into something like a smile. “Turns out, the foster system teaches you useful survival skills. Lock-picking. Hiding. Lying when it matters.”
Emmrich’s chest tightened. He wanted to say something—anything—but the words felt inadequate. So instead, he pressed a soft kiss into her hair and murmured, “Evara…”
She closed her eyes at that, leaning into him fully. The fire crackled softly, the sound almost like rain.
“I shouldn’t have thrown the past in Solas’s face though,” she murmured. “The man’s already drowning in guilt. He’s trying to make up for everything in his own way, but it’s always something. We never talked about it when we reconnected. Not once.”
Rook turned to face him at last. For a moment, neither of them spoke—just searching each other’s eyes, as if trying to find what the other wasn’t saying. Her fingers tightened around the edge of the blanket.
“So now you know,” she said quietly. “About me. About Solas. About my past.”
She drew a shaky breath. “If I’m being completely honest, I never wanted you to find out. I didn’t want you to see how much of a mess I am—on top of everything else. Between the Shadow Dragons, the danger, and all of it… it just felt easier to keep the past buried. To keep moving forward.”
A low, humorless laugh escaped her. “In a way, I guess this is a major milestone for me. I’ve told you more than I’ve ever told anyone. I mean, I have Neve, Lucanis, the others—but even with them, there’s a line. There’s always a line.”
Her gaze dropped to the fire, her voice softening. “Trusting someone, letting them close enough to see everything—the ugly parts, the weak parts—it’s… hard. I don’t like admitting how broken I am. Especially when I’ve spent so long pretending, I can put myself back together every time I fall apart.”
She looked down at her bandaged hands, her next words trembling. “I know that this—” she gestured faintly toward herself, “this is probably more than you signed up for. Trauma, damage, the whole package.”
Her throat tightened. “I’m a lot of work. And you knowing all of that is terrifying. And if you decided this was too much…”
She swallowed hard, her voice breaking. “I wouldn’t blame you.”
Emmrich was silent for a long while. The firelight played against his face, warm and flickering, the only movement between them. Rook couldn’t bring herself to look up at first—not when her words still hung in the air, raw and unguarded.
When he finally did, his voice was low—measured, but heavy with feeling.
“Evara,” he murmured, using her name like a balm that made her chest ache. “You are not too much.”
Her eyes flicked up to his, uncertain.
He reached out, brushing his thumb gently along her jaw. “And even if you were, it would make no difference to me.”
Her breath hitched, the words catching her off guard. He didn’t give her time to protest.
“I’ve lived most of my life believing I wasn’t worth a long-lasting love,” he continued, his gaze distant for a moment. “I thought that perhaps I was meant to be alone. That whatever warmth I gave would never stay long enough to matter, much less returned.” He exhaled, slow and controlled. “And then I met you.”
Her eyes glistened, but he pressed on gently. “You, who are fierce and flawed and stubborn and so achingly alive,” he said, his tone soft but unwavering. “You, who have survived more than most could bear—and still have it in you to care for others, to laugh, to love. The woman who creates teas with such creativity, baked confections with such care, and care for others with all of your being.”
His voice dropped, barely above a whisper. “So, no. I will not let you demean your worth nor will I let you decide what is best for me.”
He reached for her hand, bandaged and trembling, bringing it gently to his lips. The kiss was feather-light, reverent.
“Nothing you’ve told me,” he said, “not your past, not your pain, has persuaded me to leave you. For I am not going anywhere.”
Her breath trembled, tears threatening to spill.
“And these thoughts,” he went on softly, his thumb brushing along the back of her hand, “these cruel, asinine thoughts that you are unworthy of love—they are forbidden. Not just to speak, but to think.”
A broken laugh escaped her, small and wet. “I doubt I can stop such things.”
He smiled faintly, a shadow of warmth returning to his eyes. “Then allow me to train it out of you. I shall show you that you’re worth every bit of my affection.”
The room went still. Rook’s throat burned, her words lost somewhere between apology, gratitude, and disbelief. She moved before she could think, leaning into him until her forehead pressed against his collarbone.
Emmrich wrapped his arms around her, careful of her bandaged hands, and held her there. His chin rested atop her head, his voice a murmur in her hair.
“You don’t have to be perfect,” he whispered. “Just be here. That’s enough.”
Rook stayed there for a long moment, her forehead pressed against his collarbone, breathing in the faint scent of soap and warmth clinging to his skin. His chin rested lightly atop her head, their breathing finding the same slow rhythm.
Then, without quite realizing why, she shifted. Her bandaged hands rose between them, trembling slightly as she cradled his face in her palms. The linen brushed against his jaw, cool against the heat of his skin.
Emmrich froze—only for a second—then let her guide him, his hands resting gently at her waist. She lifted her head, searching his eyes as if afraid of what she might find there.
But there was no judgment. No hesitation. Only quiet sincerity, steady as the heartbeat beneath her fingers.
That was what broke her.
Her lips parted on a sharp breath as the first tear slipped free, tracing down her cheek. Then another. And another. Her voice trembled as she whispered, “You mean that, don’t you?”
He nodded once, the movement barely there. “Every word.”
She swallowed hard, her thumb brushing over his cheek. Her breath hitched again, and before she could stop herself, the tears came faster. She laughed once, broken and wet. “Oh gods. And here I thought that I was done crying.”
Emmrich leaned forward, closing the space between them until his forehead touched hers. “That’s alright, my darling,” he murmured. “I’ll catch them all for you. Let them fall.”
She tried to speak, but all that came out was a hoarse whisper: “Thank you.”
He tilted his head slightly, his nose brushing hers, his voice a low hum against her skin. “You don’t need to thank me for loving you, my dear. That’s mine to give.”
Her breath stuttered, another tear sliding down her cheek. This time, he caught it with his lips. Then another. And another. Each kiss softer than the last, chasing away the tears before they could fall.
She leaned in, resting her brow against his, her hands still cradling his face. For a moment, the storm outside ceased to matter—the whole world shrank to the steady sound of their breathing, the warmth between them, and the flicker of firelight painting them in gold.
“Come,” he murmured, his voice roughened by tenderness. “Let’s retire to bed.”
He rose first, offering her his hand. Rook took it, her bandaged fingers trembling slightly as he guided her toward the bedroom. The firelight followed them, fading into the soft amber glow of the sconces as they stepped inside.
The space felt like its own little world—warm, hushed, alive with the faint scent of jasmine and cedar. The large bed dominated the room, piled high with layered blankets and cushions in deep reds and burnt gold that caught the firelight like embers. Above the headboard hung a painting of the lake beyond the woods—dreamlike, mist curling along the horizon where dawn might one day break.
The sleet outside tapped faintly against the tall windows, a delicate clinking like glass chimes. The enchantments etched into the panes shimmered faintly, dispersing each impact into harmless ripples of light. Beyond them, the forest swayed in shadow, the world softened to pale silver and black.
Rook lingered near the bed, eyes wandering over the cozy disarray of color and warmth. Emmrich turned down the sheets, the linen cool and inviting beneath his hands. When he looked back, she was still standing there, wrapped in the robe that swallowed her small frame, her expression caught somewhere between wonder and exhaustion.
He held his hand out again to help climb onto the bed, the mattress dipping under their combined weight. The blankets sank around her like a nest, the heat from the hearth still lingering in the room. Emmrich knelt to loosen the ties of her robe, careful and unhurried, then helped her beneath the blankets. He joined her a moment later, settling beside her on top of the coverlet, his arm draped loosely around her waist.
Rook nestled against him, her ear over his chest where his heartbeat thudded steady and low. Her fingers found the edge of his robe, tracing the fabric absently before wandering to the faint curls of hair at his sternum. The rhythm of her movements slowed as sleep tugged at her, comforted by the steady rise and fall of his breathing.
“Some First Day this turned out to be,” she murmured, her voice thick with drowsy amusement.
Emmrich glanced down at her, a small smile touching his lips. “Hardly the celebration either of us imagined,” he said softly. “But… perhaps it can still be salvaged.”
Rook cracked one eye open, curious. “How?”
He lifted a hand, palm open to the air above them. “You once told me about a tradition of yours,” he said, his voice quiet but carrying that gentle professorial cadence she loved. “Perhaps we could revive it.”
She blinked, half awake, half intrigued. “What tradition?”
“Don’t tell me you’ve already forgotten,” he said, his tone fond. “I suppose it has been a while since you recounted it. And I’ve been told traditions are worth keeping.”
Rook looked at Emmrich with a look of confusion until he sat up from his seat.
With that, a pale green glow bloomed from his fingertips, spilling upward into the dim room. The orbs took form slowly—some unfurling into lilies, others into tiny, delicate skulls, their hollow eyes flickering with soft light. They drifted through the air in slow spirals, casting faint shadows over the painting above the bed, turning the lake in the frame into a shimmering, ethereal mirror.
Rook stared, sleep forgotten, awe flickering across her tired face. “You remembered,” she whispered.
Emmrich’s smile deepened, the lines at the corners of his eyes softening. “Of course I did.”
He tilted his head slightly toward her. “Care to join me?”
Rook wiped at her face, still damp from earlier tears, and raised her hand. The air shimmered gold, then softened into a lavender hue. From her palm drifted small, fluttering shapes—stars and butterflies that glowed faintly violet. They rose to mingle with his green lights, weaving together until the ceiling was painted in a mosaic of soft color and movement.
The sleet against the window became a whisper, muted beneath the glow.
“It’s beautiful,” she murmured.
Emmrich’s gaze stayed on her rather than the lights. “Happy First Day, my love.”
Rook looked at him then—really looked—and smiled, her eyes full of quiet light. “Happy First Day, Emmrich.”
He leaned down, brushing his lips against hers in a kiss that was soft and sure, the kind that spoke not of passion but of peace. Rook melted into him, the ache in her chest eased—not gone, but softened—until all that remained was the rhythm of his breath and the steady thrum of his heart beneath her hand. The lights above them pulsed once, brightening, before slowly fading to dim motes that lingered like fireflies in the dark.
When they finally parted, she stayed close, their foreheads still touching. Her voice trembled on a whisper.
“I love you.”
“I know,” he murmured, his breath mingling with hers. “And I love you, Evara. In this life and the many lifetimes after.”
She smiled faintly through the lingering tears, the exhaustion finally catching up to her. He brushed a last strand of hair from her face, his fingertips lingering against her temple.
When they lay back, Rook curled against his side once more, her breathing slowing as sleep claimed her. Outside, the storm still whispered against the glass, but inside the guest house, warmth and magic held steady through the night.
Rook’s breathing had softened, steady and even. Her lashes fluttered once against her cheeks before stilling completely, the faintest sigh escaping her lips as she drifted into sleep. The tension that had held her so taut for hours finally ebbed away, leaving only calm in its wake.
Emmrich stayed still for a while, simply watching her. In the soft glow of the dying fire, she looked peaceful—fragile, even. The deep lines of worry that had carved her face earlier were gone now, replaced by something he hadn’t seen in far too long: rest. The storm outside still murmured against the glass, but inside the room it was quiet save for the low hiss of the hearth and the slow rhythm of her breathing against his chest.
He exhaled softly, pressing one last kiss to her hair before easing himself from the bed. The sudden cool air met his skin, a small price for what peace she’d finally found.
Moving quietly, he gathered the remnants of the night—the heap of wet towels near the bath, the wet blankets that had fallen loose on the floor, the folded clothes still damp from the storm. He placed them neatly in the laundry hamper by the door, his motions slow, deliberate. Rook’s boots he set by the hearth, side by side, their soles dark with mud. His own followed, heavier and just as soaked. He nudged them a little closer to the fire and stirred the logs, ensuring the flames burned low but steady—enough to warm and dry, never to scorch.
The orange light reflected faintly on the polished hardwood floor, flickering across the quiet room. He lingered there for a moment, hands braced on the mantel as he let the warmth seep back into his bones. Only now, with everything still, did he feel the weight of the night—the ache in his shoulders, the pull in his legs, the faint tremor in his fingers from adrenaline and exhaustion.
He’d run harder than he had in years. The thought made him huff softly, half in humor, half disbelief. “I’ll be feeling that tomorrow,” he murmured under his breath.
But it was worth it. All of it.
Emmrich straightened slowly, his gaze drifting to the bedroom doorway where Rook slept beneath the canopy of blankets. A soft glow still lingered there—his and Rook’s mage lights, faint now, floating like sleepy fireflies above the bed. The green and lavender orbs pulsed in time with the rhythm of her breathing, their glow reflecting faintly against the painting on the far wall.
He felt something settle in his chest then—a quiet mix of relief and awe.
He closed his eyes briefly, whispering a small prayer—whether to the Maker, the Fade, or the stars, he didn’t know. Just a simple plea of gratitude that she was safe.
After a moment, he turned back toward the bed. The floor creaked softly underfoot as he crossed the room. Rook stirred faintly when he slipped beneath the covers again, instinctively curling toward him, her hand resting against his chest.
Emmrich smiled, tired and full. He wrapped his arms around his love, under the safety of the covers. He’d begun to relax to be enveloped in sleep as the storm outside continued to rage.
The estate had finally gone quiet.
Solas had retreated to his study hours ago, the faint hum of wards sealing the door behind him. The storm still raged outside—half snow, half sleet—hissing against the windows and howling through the trees.
Selara stood at the parlor window, her forehead resting lightly against the cold glass. The reflection that stared back at her was tired: shoulder-length grey hair clinging in loose, wavy strands from the humidity; a loose sweater and fitted joggers replacing her earlier elegance; bare feet tucked into wool slippers.
Her phone screen glowed dimly in her hand.
Emmrich Volkarin: I found Rook. We made it to the guest house safe and sound.
A small exhale left her—half relief, half fatigue. She lingered a moment longer, listening to the steady percussion of sleet against the glass.
There was one thing left to do.
She scrolled to a familiar contact and pressed Call.
It rang three times before a familiar drawl answered.
“Inky,” Varric Tethras greeted, his voice warm and rough with late-evening whiskey. “Color me surprised. You’re calling all the way from Minrathous? On First Day?”
Her lips curved faintly despite the exhaustion in her bones. “Is this a bad time?”
“You’re lucky,” he said. “I could’ve been dead-ass drunk or otherwise… preoccupied.”
Selara huffed softly. “Knowing you, I’m betting on the first option.”
There was a low chuckle from the other end. “You wound me, Inky. Have a little faith in my charisma.”
“If I was interrupting time with Hawke,” she countered dryly, “you wouldn’t have picked up.”
That earned her a laugh—full-bodied and fond. “Touche. You got me there. She’s currently playing Wicked Grace with the gang, so she’s probably bleeding them all dry.”
He shifted on the line; she could hear the faint creak of a chair, the muffled sound of shouting and laughter in the distance. “All right, hit me. It’s practically tomorrow where you are. What’s got you calling me at this hour?”
Selara moved from the window to the couch, lowering herself into the cushions with a tired sigh. “Do you remember how you told me to call if—how did you put it?—‘shit ever hit the fan’?”
Varric groaned softly. “Yeah?”
“Well,” she said, pressing a hand over her eyes, “shit has officially hit the fan.”
A pause. Then, resigned: “Shit.”
“Yup.”
The silence between them was filled by the crackle of the fire and the distant storm. She heard Varric pour something—likely more whiskey—before his voice returned, gentler now.
“Tell me what happened.”
Selara’s gaze drifted toward the stairs that led to Solas’s study. “It started off fine. Solas was… trying, I think. I’m certain that he tried to assert his protective dominance to the professor while Rook and I were preparing dinner. There was wine, laughter—Hell, it was actually great. Until he decided to bring up her work with the Shadow Dragons. I tried to ensure they had time alone and that’s when…”
“Everything went to shit?”
“For lack of a better word, yes,” she said dryly. “Oh gods, Varric it got ugly. Lots of shouting and anyone that tried to intervene got their head bitten off.”
“Oof.” Varric muttered. “My condolences to the professor.”
“Oh, that wasn’t the worst part.” She pinched the bridge of her nose and sighed. “The climax was Rook losing her temper and saying things she’s kept buried for years… particularly about what Solas did.”
“Aw fuck.”
“Yeah,” she murmured, voice flat. “That pretty much sucked all the life out of the room. Then she bolted from the balcony—without her boots—and ran into the woods. And right on cue, the sleet started.”
“Holy shit. Everything just went wrong tonight, huh?”
“When it rains,” Selara muttered, “it pours.”
She reached for the glass of tequila she’d poured herself earlier and took a slow sip, the liquor burning warmly down her throat. The heat was sharp, grounding—one of the few things cutting through the weight in her chest. She grimaced faintly, then let the glass rest against her knee, fingers circling its rim as if the motion alone could keep her steady.
“I’ll say,” Varric replied. He was quiet for a long moment. “How’s Solas?”
“Brooding in his study,” she replied. “Probably drowning himself in brandy and guilt. I can already picture the mess he’s making of that room. Emmrich went after Rook the second she bolted, and thank the Spirits, he found her. They’re safe now, holed up in the guest house.”
Varric let out a low whistle. “Happy First Day, huh?”
Selara allowed herself a faint, humorless smile. “Happy First Day.”
“Seriously though,” he said, voice dipping softer. “Should I catch the next Eluvian opening to Minrathous?”
Her blue eyes drifted back to the window, where lightning flared distantly beyond the hills. “Maybe,” she admitted. “Things are starting to look dicey. I think Rook’s in real danger, Varric. Not just physically—emotionally.”
The sound of his exhale was long and heavy. “Dammit.”
“Solas is going to need his best friend here,” Selara said quietly. “He’s going to be in a sorry state for a while. And I doubt Rook will want to reconcile in the morning.”
“These siblings, I fucking swear,” he muttered under his breath.
The line fell quiet again, save for the faint murmur of Kirkwall rain on his end and the storm’s icy breath on hers. For a moment, Selara could almost picture him—elbows on the desk in his Hightown study, firelight glinting off his glass, that steady, thoughtful look he always wore when words failed.
“All right,” he said finally. “I’ll see what I can do about getting to Tevinter. In the meantime, keep Chuckles from cleaning out the liquor cabinet.”
“Yeah,” she sighed. “I should probably get to that.”
“Once you get that idiot to bed, pour yourself a drink. You’ve earned it.”
“I already have one,” she said wryly, glancing at the untouched glass of tequila on the side table.
He chuckled quietly. “Of course you do.” A pause, then, gently: “You did right calling me.”
She smiled faintly, leaning her head against the couch. “I know. Now go enjoy your First Day with your people.”
“Wow,” he said. “Way to guilt me for having a good time.”
Her lips quirked. “Well, it is refreshing to hear you not complain about something.”
“Yeah, yeah.” His voice softened again. “Keep me posted when the storm clears. And Selara?”
“Hmm?”
“Tell Solas from me—if he breaks that fancy pen set I got him, he owes me eighty bucks.”
That earned a quiet laugh from her, the first genuine one since the night began. “I’ll be sure to pass along the message.”
“Take care of yourself, Inky,” he said, warmth threading through the fatigue in his tone. “Happy First Day.”
“Happy First Day, Varric,” she murmured. “And thank you.”
“Anytime.”
The call ended with a soft click, leaving Selara alone again with the whisper of sleet against glass and the distant groan of wind through the trees.
She stared at the dark screen for a long moment before setting the phone aside, her reflection staring back—tired, but steady.
Now that she’d called in the cavalry, it was time to check on her husband—and see how much damage he’d done to his study.
The stairwell to the lower floor was dim, lit only by the flicker of the sconces that lined the stone walls. Selara descended carefully, glass of tequila in hand, her slippers making soft sounds against the polished steps.
By the time she reached the heavy oak door to Solas’s study, she could already smell the brandy.
She pushed it open.
Warm air met her first—heavy with the scent of brandy, parchment, and incense. The once-orderly octagonal chamber had fallen into quiet ruin: books and papers scattered like fallen leaves, ash dusting the floor, and pens lying where they’d rolled from the desk. The soft blue light of the aquarium flickered across the room, glinting off a half-empty glass and the tipped bottle of brandy beside the chaise.
Solas lay sprawled across it, one arm thrown over his eyes, the other hanging limply toward the floor. His taupe turtleneck was rumpled, the fabric creased where he’d twisted against it, and his black wool trousers were faintly dusted with ash from the overturned incense burner. He was barefoot, his feet dangling off the edge near the bottle. Even from where she stood, Selara could see the smudges of ink across his fingers—evidence that he hadn’t even tried to clean himself up.
“If you broke the pen set Varric gifted you,” Selara said dryly, stepping around a toppled stack of parchment, “you owe him eighty dollars.”
Solas didn’t move. His voice came out hoarse, low, and resigned. “Leave me be, Selara.”
She took another quiet sip of her drink, the scent of agave sharp in the air. “Fat chance of that,” she said, her tone soft but edged. “Especially after I’ve seen the state of this room.”
She stepped carefully through the wreckage, the hem of her joggers brushing across scattered notes. “You’ve outdone yourself this time. Though, to be fair, this is still better than the last time you released a burst of mana in here. That cleanup was far worse.”
His reply came quieter, almost tender. “You should be in bed, vhenan.”
Selara eased herself down onto the armrest beside him, cradling her glass between both hands. “There’s no way I’m leaving you to drown in your emotional turmoil alone.”
That earned a low, humorless laugh. “You are impossible.”
“I married you,” she countered easily. “Being impossible is what makes us work.”
The two sat in silence, the aquarium’s faint hum filling the space where words couldn’t.
Finally, she spoke. “Emmrich found Rook. They made it to the guest house safe and sound.”
Solas didn’t respond, but she saw his shoulders drop—the smallest exhale of relief leaving him.
He sat up slowly, rubbing a hand across his face. Selara shifted to sit beside him, her expression soft but wary. His gaze fell to the empty bottle of brandy near the chaise, and he grumbled something under his breath.
Without a word, Selara handed him her glass of tequila.
He sniffed it, his nose wrinkling. “I will never understand how you enjoy this stuff,” he muttered bitterly, but drank anyway. The sharp burn hit, and he winced as it went down.
Selara’s lips curved faintly at the sight. He hated tequila, but apparently self-punishment outweighed preference.
He didn’t look at her. His gaze fixed on the aquarium’s glow—the faint, ghostly shimmer of bioluminescent vines. “Ir abelas, vhenan,” he said softly. “I ruined the evening… I may have ruined everything. For good.”
Selara shook her head. “You haven’t ruined everything. Did you make a horrible blunder by losing your temper? Absolutely. But your relationship with Rook isn’t destroyed—just cracked. And cracks can be mended.”
He grunted in disbelief. “She was right about me, though.”
Selara’s tone gentled. “About what?”
He stared at the glass in his hands. “That I abandoned her.”
She sighed. “Solas, you were still a child yourself.”
“I was twenty,” he shot back. “Old enough to make a choice. Old enough to stay.” His voice broke around the edges. “But I didn’t. I was offered a scholarship—studied abroad, then a master’s, then my doctorate. And I took it. I told myself it was better for her… that she didn’t need me hovering.”
Solas’s gaze stayed fixed on the aquarium’s pale light, his grip on the glass tightened, knuckles whitening. His voice fraying around the edges. “But if I’d kept visiting, I could have known what she was going through. Maybe I could have stopped it before she—”
Before he could retreat further into the thought, Selara moved—swift and sure.
Her hands caught his face, turning it toward her with just enough force to make him blink in surprise. His breath hitched; his grey-blue eyes met her sapphire ones, wide and unfocused.
“Solas,” she said, firm enough to cut through his despair. “Listen to me.”
The sharpness in her tone softened as her thumbs brushed along the line of his jaw. “You are a good man. A flawed one, yes—but still good. Rook does not hate you. She’s hurt, and that hurt has festered because neither of you have talked about it. But this isn’t the end of you two. It’s the start of finally being honest.”
His throat bobbed, his eyes glassy with exhaustion.
“Right now,” she continued, brushing her thumbs along his jaw, “You both need time to lick at your wounds. Professor Volkarin will keep her steady. She’s safe. And I plan to make sure you are too. Because I’m not about to let you drink yourself into a coma out of guilt.”
A weary laugh escaped him. “You always have to have the last word.”
“I could say the same about you,” she said with a soft smile.
Their foreheads touched, a familiar gesture—anchoring, wordless.
He whispered, “Ma enasalin, vhenan.”
“Mala suledin nadas, vhenan,” she replied, her voice quiet but sure.
She felt his breath tremble against hers, his hands coming up to rest over hers. For a long while, neither moved—the silence finally turning from heavy to healing.
When she finally pulled back, she saw the tears in his eyes. Her heart ached at the sight, but she smiled. “Come on. It’s time for bed. Maybe a shower first, and water—lots of water. For my peace of mind.”
He huffed a soft laugh, a shadow of a smile forming. “As you command.”
“Good answer,” she said, standing and offering her hand.
He took it, and she helped him up from the chaise. They climbed the stairs together, the echo of their steps muffled by the sound of sleet still whispering against the glass. Solas leaned slightly into her, more from weariness than drink, and she let him. His hand was warm in hers, grounding, familiar.
By the time they reached the main floor, the firelight from the hearth below no longer reached them. The house had fallen into that deep kind of silence that comes only after a storm—heavy, fragile, waiting.
Selara glanced toward the window as they passed. The sleet had thinned to soft snow, the flakes catching faintly in the lamplight. Maybe the worst had passed.
She guided Solas toward their room, pausing just long enough to see the way his shoulders slumped as the tension began to drain from him. “You’ll apologize when the time is right,” she murmured. “But tonight, you rest. Both of you need time to breathe.”
He gave the faintest nod, eyes dim but no longer hollow. “You always know what to say.”
“I married a man who needs reminding that the world doesn’t end with every mistake,” she said softly. “That comes with the vows.”
He huffed out a quiet laugh—small, but real. She brushed a lock of hair from his temple and pressed a kiss there before nudging him gently toward the washroom.
When the door clicked shut behind him, Selara lingered in the hall, her gaze drifting back toward the staircase that led down to the study. The scent of brandy and candle smoke still clung faintly to the air.
Maker, what a night.
She exhaled slowly, rubbing her temple. Tomorrow would come soon enough—with new conversations, apologies, and whatever shape the morning after took. But for now, she’d done what she could: the storm outside had begun to quiet, and the one inside her husband’s heart had softened, if only a little.
Selara turned off the last of the lights and whispered to no one in particular, “Happy First Day.”
Then she followed Solas into their room, closing the door on the stormy night.
Notes:
Phew, this was a lot of backstory/trauma dumping and regretably (not really.) There's more. This whole thing became WAY longer than I originally intended but once we get over this hurdle... we're not gonna be done.
God Solas and Rook are both just so damaged. Selara will always be awesome. Emmrich is a champion for his care and understanding.
My lord, how many confessions and affirmations of love can I squeeze out of this man? Because this was so good!!
I'm doing everything I can to not do a bulk upload on these chapters and pace rather than give in to my impulses.
Translation:
Ma enasalin, vhenan - You win, my love
Mala sulden nadas, vhenan - Your love will endure, my heart

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