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1. Bleed Me Honest by Blink_Blue

   Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

   • Explicit
   • Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   26 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/John Walker
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Sam Wilson
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Howard Stark
   • John Walker & Olivia Walker (Marvel)
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Helmut Zemo
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Brock Rumlow
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • John Walker (Marvel)
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Steve Rogers
   • Howard Stark
   • Helmut Zemo
   • Brock Rumlow
   • Yelena Belova
   • Ava Starr
   • Alexei Shostakov
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • Olivia Walker (Marvel)
   • Angst
   • Bottom Bucky Barnes
   • Top John Walker (Marvel)
   • Dysfunctional Relationships
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Bucky Barnes Has Issues
   • John Walker Loves Bucky Barnes
   • Casual Sex
   • Rough Sex
   • Rough Oral Sex
   • Dissociation
   • Pining
   • Hate Sex
   • Hurt Bucky Barnes
   • Hurt John Walker (Marvel)
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Jealous John Walker
   • John Walker Has Anger Issues (Marvel)
   • Bucky Barnes Has PTSD
   • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
   • Protective John Walker (Marvel)

   Summary

   Five times John learns about the men who changed Bucky’s life, and one time he realizes he’s one of them.

   Or: the story of how this unlikely pair come together. Featuring all of my headcanons about Bucky’s relationships, a jealous, insecure Walker constantly trying to be enough, and a Bucky who’s not quite broken anymore… But sometimes the demons slip out.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   26,122

   Chapters:

   6/8

   Comments:

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