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Chapter 1 - A Long Flight

Landon

I close the book I’m trying to read, and scan the plane. It’s filled with people from my family and soon to be extended family (God help me!). Kyle Hunter, my almost father-in-law, invited the King and Carson families to join his wife and children on a ski trip in Whistler, British Columbia Canada for the American Thanksgiving holiday.

Two hours into thIs almost seven hour flight and I’M BORED!!! My Muse is ignoring me which will only cause chaos to ensue. She should know better. So, who becomes the target of my restlessness? The one who is taking away all of Mia’s attention with video games, that’s who. Bran, my identical twin, my other half, will pay the only way I know how. I’ll mess with his brute of a boyfriend. Excuse me, fiancé, Nikolai.

Nikolai is in the seat next to Bran pretending to sleep. Next to doesn’t quite describe it. His massive head and ridiculously tattooed, overly muscled upper body are practically in my brother’s lap. He is wearing black wayfarer sunglasses that hide his eyes. (Pretty sure they’re Bran’s.) His hair is tied back in a ponytail. His typical black t-shirt and jeans ensemble separate him from the crowd because he’s the only person on this plane not dressed for the cold weather. He is practically begging to be toyed with on principle.

I watch Bran and Mia playing Mario Kart on a Nintendo Switch and have to squint my eyes at the assault of the bright red and electric blue game controllers. Bran sits there playing with his arm casually draped over Nikolai’s shoulder like it’s his own personal armrest. Let’s face it. That would be the perfect description of Nikolai on most days. So I ask Bran a question I actually wonder about all the time, but also want to see what reaction I get.

“Does he always have to be touching you?”

Bran calmly responds without interruption to his game.

“He doesn’t.”

Bran doesn’t take the bait, but I see Nikolai’s body tense. Score 1 for me.

”Little bro. Every time I see you two together there is at least one of his body parts in contact with one of yours. That constitutes…TOUCHING.” I emphasize with air quotes. This statement causes Bran to pause the game and Nikolai sits up with visible jaw clenching. Score 2 more for me.

Bran, sensing an imminent explosion, puts his hand on Nikolai’s arm to calm the beast. This is finally getting interesting. Even my Muse is looking at me now. Like her older brother, she’s irritated, but at least I’ve got her attention.

Bran speaks to me like a parent scolding an errant toddler. Amazingly, this tone is only ever directed at Nikolai or at me. “Landon…” It’s never good when he uses my full name. “…there are many empty seats on this plane. If you do not want to play a video game and be nice, why don’t you find something else to do.” He gestures toward the rear of the plane. “Why don’t you go and play chess with Gareth and Kayden?”

I hear Gareth complain in the background, “What did we do? Are we being punished?” Twat!

“No thanks.” I counter nonchalantly. “Where’s the fun in that? I’ve already beaten them multiple times at the chess club.”

“I heard that.” A deep gravelly voice retorts.

I raise my head and speak towards the back of the plane, “I meant for you to hear.” I respond to Kayden’s indignation with indifference. Bran just shakes his head and glares.

“What if I do everyone a favor and just throw you out of the plane?” Nikolai says under his breath.

”Nikolai…” Bran warns.

Score another one for me. What is the count now? Awe. Me 4. Them 0.

“Hello sleeping beauty. Miss me already?” I give Nikolai my best taunting smile. I can’t resist. He just makes it too easy. If he wasn’t wearing sunglasses, I’m sure I would be blinded by his glare of one thousand suns. The idiot just points at me and bites out his words.

“He started it!” This is said a bit loudly and some of the others begin watching our repartee.

Bran begins to scold me as well. “Landon…” but his words are cut off by Mia as she mouths “I’ve got this.”

Mia gives me her most innocent look and smiles. “I Love you Lan.” She then places a chaste kiss at the corner of my mouth. “Now go away.” and shoos me away like a fly that keeps bothering her. I give her an incredulous look and she adds “Go…” with a finger pointed into the distance, then turns her back to me.

There are some laughs at my expense and loud clapping with a “Yes cousin!” yelled by that asshole Killian.

Bran high fives Mia and his pet flips me the middle finger, then waves good-bye. They will pay for that. Mia might have won them the battle, but I will win the war. Plus, I can’t openly retaliate when my soon to be mafia in-laws, Kyle and Rai, are in such close proximity. They would happily cut my balls off and eat them for dinner. Since I prefer them where they are, I will just bide my time. For now…

I take a walk around the rather large and luxurious private jet. It’s a sea of cream leather and polished wood. It was an anniversary present from Kyle to Rai several years ago. Mia explained that her father’s love language is giving presents. This ski trip is one such gift.

I eye the clusters of people located throughout the plane. There is the video game group of which I was unceremoniously kicked out. Traitors, the lot of them! At the front of the plane, long sofas line the walls. To the left is that motherfucker Killian and my sister Glyn. They are snuggled up together under a blanket, watching something on a tablet. Glyn gives me a Don't you dare come over here look. On the right is Mia’s twin sister, Maya (Definitely not a fan of mine.) with her actor / model / DJ boyfriend Jordan. From their giggles and copious picture taking, they are no doubt on social media.

Walking in the direction of the restroom gives me the opportunity to investigate what the others are doing. The dads (Levi, Kyle and Asher) are playing cards. The moms (Astrid, Rai, and her twin sister Reina) are chatting while looking at a myriad of magazines ranging from Architectural Digest to Vogue to Bon Appetit. Who reads magazines anymore? Seated in the last row, on a sofa are the newlyweds, Gareth and Kayden. Mia and I attended their wedding two months ago. They have abandoned chess (probably because they don’t want to have to lose to me again) and are watching a hockey game on a laptop.

I enter the restroom to take a break and reboot. When I return, Dad flags me down and says, “Come play poker.” I smile. Levi is subtly trying to rein me in. He should know better by now, but I’m down. I will kick their asses and make some money in the process. A win win for me.

“It’s a $100 buy-in.” Kyle says while dealing the cards. I pull the bills out of my wallet and add them to the pile in the center of the table. Then we play. I purposely lost the first two hands. I want them to feel superior before I crush them. I know I’m winning the third hand. I can easily count through one deck of cards and have a pretty good idea of what each person is holding. By my calculations, no one is close to beating the straight I have. Right then Mia walks over, looking adorable might I add, in my gray hoodie which is much too big for her, leggings, and black Ugg boots. Her platinum blonde hair is in pigtails intertwined with her signature blue ribbons. She puts her hand on my shoulder and observes the scene.

Kyle smiles lovingly at his youngest child. “How are you, baby girl?”

”I’m good, dad.” She gives him a hug around the neck. “I’m going to steal Lan away from you all.”

“By all means, take him.” He says with a wink.

“Thank fuck.” Levi adds. “I’m pretty sure, we were all about to lose our shirts.”

Asher just throws his hand of cards onto the table with a smile. “Perfect timing Mia.”

Mia laughs. What the fuck? Was this planned?

She grabs my hand and leads me away from the table.

“I was playing a game and winning, might I add.” I whisper in Mia’s ear.

“I want a cuddle.” Mia says with a laugh. “Besides, you can’t take money from your dad, or my dad, or my uncle.”

”Why the fuck not?” I ask incredulously.

”Because…”

She levels me with a look and sits down at an empty row of two chairs. She puts the armrest up so the chairs become a makeshift couch.

“Don’t you want to cuddle with me?” She whispers with an insinuating voice then bites her bottom lip. Fuck me.

“Is this a trick question Muse?”

She shakes her head and waits for me to sit down. I sit in the furthest chair and let my legs sprawl across the other. Mia straddles me and lays her head on my chest, covering us both with a soft blanket. Ok, so I’m a pushover when it comes to Mia and she knows it.

“You owe me $100” I say while planting a kiss onto her head.

“Nope.” She responds like the feisty little brat she is.

She strokes the fabric of the sweater I’m wearing with her fingers. The heat from her body surrounds me. I am entranced. The ennui in my brain floats away, as I’m lulled into a state of contentment and eventually sleep.

I open my eyes when the pilot announces that we are making our descent into Vancouver. Mia lifts her head from my chest and smiles at me with sleepy eyes. She is the most beautiful thing I have ever encountered on Earth. She does me in, body and soul.

“See. The flight's almost over.” She says in a cheerful tone. “Feel better?”

”Depends…” My tone, serious. “Are you or Bran planning to force me to participate in any more bonding activities with your brother during this trip?”

Mia shakes her head no. I see Bran doing the same in the distance.

A loud and irritating voice announces ”Fuck No!”

Just to mess with Nikolai, I say, “See. We have so much in common.”

Bran gives me a disapproving look then quickly pulls at the idiot’s arm as he lunges out of the chair in my direction. Bran quietly begs, “Just ignore him. Please.”

Nikolai puts his head between his knees like he’s hyperventilating. Dramatic wanker!

I know in the honor of familial harmony, I shouldn’t rile him up, but I can’t resist. It’s too much fun.

Mia is just shaking her head at me. The plane has landed, so I pick up her carry-on bag and walk with her down the steps. I give her a What? look.

There is a row of 4 black SUVs. It looks like a presidential motorcade. Nice touch. Mia watches as Bran and Nikolai get into the third vehicle, then points to the first.

“I’m keeping you far away from my brother for the rest of the trip.”

”Thank fuck.”

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Chapter 2 - Surprise

Brandon

I am seething mad. I can’t get this anger out of my system the entire 90 minute ride to Whistler. How dare Landon mess with Nikolai AGAIN! I can’t handle it. I’m glad Mia took Lan to another car. Maybe I should just let Niko beat him up, but I know he would never do that. He thinks I would leave him if he ever touches my brother again. I realize I am clenching my jaw to the point of pain. Calm down and stop fixating! I could really use a drink.

Instead of continuing to focus on Lan and his annoying antics, I snuggle up to Niko and put my head against his chest. His strong heartbeat always grounds me. I close my eyes and just breathe him in. Niko wraps his arms around me and kisses the top of my head. Exactly what I need. The only problem is the anger is not completely at bay, it’s still there. Hiding in the corners of my mind. I just have to ignore it. That’s the hardest part.

We sit in silence and watch the beautiful mountain scenery go by. It’s gorgeous. However, I am distracted with making a plan. I have to have a difficult talk with Lan. He won’t like it, but it has to be done. The SUVs turn onto a road with a sign that says Private. Five minutes later, we encounter a phenomenal sight. In front of us, is the view to beat all views. There are snow covered mountains with patches of trees as far as the eye can see. To the right, is a grand A-frame ski chalet encased in windows. A large wooden deck surrounds the entire building. The sight reminds me of a postcard, right out of the Swiss Alps. Amazing!

Tons of Oohs, Aahs, and Wows sound as people get out of the cars. Kyle and Rai stand at the top of the staircase to the deck and say “Surprise!” Kyle explains that they bought the chalet, which was once a hotel, a year ago. It was modernized for us. It’s their gift to the family. A place we can all come to enjoy the fresh air for many years to come. I am touched. From the look on everyone’s face, they are too.

The large double doors open and the staff is waiting to give each couple their room keys. But before any keys are passed out, Niko, Killian, and Gareth start throwing snow at one another like little kids. Eventually Glyn, Maya, her boyfriend Jordan, and Mia join in the impromptu snowball fight as well. Niko is having a blast. I love to see that side of him and his glittering smile. It’s at this time, Lan walks up to me with a smirk. I narrow my eyes.

”How long before the Heathens compete with who can piss their name in the snow the fastest? 15 minutes? Half an hour?” He exclaims with a haughty air.

This statement only fans the flames of my anger from earlier. “What the hell is your problem? They are just enjoying their vacation.” I hiss at my brother.

“Calm down, little bro. It was only a joke.” He says dismissively.

“Don’t little bro me Lan. Just stop.”

”Stop what?”

”Being an arrogant prick…Teasing Nikolai at every turn… Making others feel lesser than. I can’t take it anymore.”

”Your man can’t handle a little ribbing? I thought he was supposed to be a tough mafia prince.”

I really want to hit my brother right now. Punch him right in his aristocratic nose. I want him to bleed and wish for a plastic surgeon. Problem is, that wouldn’t solve anything. He just doesn’t get it.

“That is not what I mean and you fucking know it! I feel bad for Niko every time we have to go somewhere with you.”

”And that’s because…”

That’s it! I stand nose to nose with Lan and point my finger at his chest.

”You are a complete asshole to him and he won’t retaliate because I told him I would never choose between the two of you. I try to stay neutral, but my heart can’t do it anymore. Lan, if you continue this, I will choose HIM.”

Lan’s blue eyes flash and I see surprise and hurt in them.

I hate to say that. My heart dips at the thought of cutting my brother out of my life again. But I will if he can’t stop his destructive ways. To be honest, I don’t really know how affected Niko is by Lan’s antics. I AM. Niko is never shy in telling me his feelings about my brother. I usually tell him a story and he responds with “Did I mention that I can’t stand your brother?”

“I am on this Earth today because of him. You know that Lan. Remember, that day at the hospital? You told me you would try and get along with him. In my eyes, that hasn’t happened yet.”

He opens his mouth to respond, but I don’t wait for the reply. I abruptly turn around and walk into the chalet, collect the keys, my suitcase, and Niko’s giant duffle bag. My anger propels me up two flights of stairs carrying heavy luggage without a thought. I enter the luxe room which has a stunning view of the valley below, but I barely notice it. I start to unpack, organizing my carefully folded clothes into the dresser. I don’t even realize another presence is in the room until a pair of tattooed arms encircle my waist.

“You okay?” A voice I love, whispers in my ear.

I shake my head in the affirmative, but it’s a bad habit. When asked I always say I’m fine. I’ve been working on this with my therapist. It’s a habit I still can’t break.

Niko continues in a teasing, yet soothing voice, “I can tell. You have rearranged that drawer twice since I walked through the door.”

Niko always makes fun of my tendency to “aggressively organize” when I’m upset about something.

“Come on baby…” Nico prods. “I saw you and Lan outside. You were giving it to him pretty good. Not that I’m complaining about that or anything.”

”He just pissed me off… pushed it too far.”

”That’s what he does baby.” Then he hesitates before continuing his thought. “You’re the only one who ignores it most of the time.”

”I know. I know.” I say, nodding my head in agreement. “I just couldn’t ignore it today.”

”Promise me you won't let him ruin your trip.”

I turn around and look into his beautiful dark blue eyes. ”I love you.”

Niko kisses me softly. “Love you too, my Lotus Flower.”

We kiss for what feels like hours. It’s comforting and helps take my anger away. When we pull apart, I realize I’m still holding a shirt. I put it in the drawer, then continue unpacking.

“Niko, bring your bag over to unpack your clothes.”

”I’m good, baby. It’s my vacation, so I choose to live with no rules for the next week.”

“What does No Rules mean?” I inquire.

“This!” He jumps onto the luxurious 4-poster bed and stretches his long body out, arms beneath his head. A shit-eating expression on his face. I can’t help but chuckle.

“Try it!” Niko pats the bed next to him. “It will free you.” I can’t resist him. So I take a leap and almost land on top of him. He’s right. I do feel better. It’s probably because I’m next to my man and surrounded by his love. Also this bed is one of the most comfortable things I have ever slept on. I put my head on Niko’s chest. His hand finds its way under my sweater, stroking my skin. I melt into him. I finally take this time to really look around the room and out the windows. It’s beautiful, rustic, and warm.

The wood floor is covered in artfully placed rugs. There is a huge stone fireplace surrounded by a small sitting area. Very little art or adornment can be found in the room because that view is all the decoration it needs. I sit up a little and stare out the floor to ceiling windows.

I point “ Let’s go see the outside.” Feeling almost kid-like, I pull Niko up and drag him towards the sliding doors. “Come on!” As soon as the door opens a blast of cold air hits me in the face. Ok. Wasn’t ready for that. At least I have a sweater on. Niko is just in a t-shirt.

“Too cold?” I ask.

“Nah.” He replies with wide eyes. “Wow! Would you look at that view? I feel like I’m flying up here.” He smiles. “This is almost as beautiful as you, my Lotus Flower.”

“Shut up “ I bump my shoulder into his.

“I mean it baby. Everything in the world pales, compared to you. But this is a pretty good second.”

“Let’s have our morning coffee out here everyday. “ I gesture to the small table and chairs in the corner. “I can’t get over this view. I am definitely going to get some sketching time in.”

“Of course you are.” Niko replies in a tone that implies Duh!

I look around and see others out on their balconies as well. I wave to Glyn and Killian. They are a floor below us to the right.

Glyn’s face is lit up. “Oh My God Bran. This is amazing!”

“Yeah.” I respond with a similar gleam in my eye.

Killian adds. “Aunt and Uncle chose well.”

“Of course they did. They are my parents after all.” Niko says with a smirk.

“It must skip a generation.” Kill retorts.

“What?” Niko responds suspiciously.

“Good taste.”

Glyn slaps at his arm.

“Shut the fuck up, Satan’s Heir or I will jump down there and throw you off that balcony. Then we’ll see who has good taste.”

“It still won’t be you Niko.” He taunts.

I hear laughter coming from the left. It’s Gareth and Kayden. I wave in their direction as well.

Gareth yells to his brother, “Better be careful Kill. You know Niko has always wanted a Batman moment.”

Kayden laughs. “I think I would pay to see Nikolai do just that.”

Killian just narrows his eyes at Kayden. Glyn laughs. “I can totally see Niko jumping from balcony to balcony.”

“Right?” Niko laughs.

I look at him and whisper, “Nikolai, don’t you dare.” He just rolls his eyes at me.

Directly below us. I hear my dad say. “Please don’t. You kids are having way too much fun for my taste.”

Glyn and I yell almost in unison, “Hi Dad.” Like we did when we were little.

“Where’s mum?” Glyn asks.

“Shower.” Dad replies. “You know she hates airplane smell on her skin.”

“She’s missing out.” I tell him.

“That she is son…Holy fuck, I have never been to a place so awe inspiringly beautiful.”

It’s at this time everyone gets a notification on their phone. We all check.

Whistler Chalet: Dinner will be served in 15 minutes in the great room.

My mood improves after some kissing, balconies and fun conversation. My brain needed this. I’m also starving. My body feels lighter now. I still need to talk to Lan though.

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Chapter 3 - Conversations After Dark

Brandon

Dinner was a blend of delicious food, multiple conversations layered on top of each other and laughter.

Afterwards, the parents opt for a movie and an early night in. The rest of us want to try out the ginormous jacuzzi. It’s literally the size of a small swimming pool. It is surrounded by fire pits and tall heaters to combat the cold. We are all seated with our significant others, drinks in hand with extras scattered around the edge. I revel in the feeling of the warm bubbles tickling my skin. My legs splayed across Niko’s. A bottle of beer in hand. He has one hand on my legs under the water and the other is holding a glass of his favorite vodka.

Maybe Niko is always touching me. Oh well. Don’t care!

I look around the group and Kayden Davenport sits directly across from me. He is an imposing figure naturally. He is slightly taller than Niko and just as broad. The thing that catches my attention the most is a large snake tattoo he has across his chest and abs. It is the scariest thing I have ever seen. Even more frightening than my cousin Creigh’s spider tattoo. Of course, Niko is fascinated by it.

“Your snake tattoo is sick. Gaz told me about it, but seeing it IRL… It’s impressive.”

“Thank you.” Kayden says with a hint of irritation. He hates it when people use text speak in conversations. Gareth just rolls his eyes at his husband.

”IRL means…” Gareth starts to say with a playful gleam in his eyes.

”I know what it means. I’m not that out of it.” Kayden gives Gareth a Really? Look.

”Just checking.” Gareth teases.

Lan looks at Kayden and asks “Have you ever done business with my grandfather Jonathan?”

”Yes and your Uncle Aiden. You remind me of them.”

”The highest of compliments.” Lan retorts. “Not Dad or Eli?” He continues.

Kayden shakes his head ”or you.”

“We should rectify that immediately.”

Mia gives Kayden a smile and abruptly changes the subject. “We are so happy to have you in the family Kade.” Apparently only Gareth, Mia and Maya are allowed to call him that. Mia handles Lan so well. She quietly cuts him off whenever he starts to dominate a situation. I’m impressed.

Everyone, except Killian, shakes their heads in agreement. According to Glyn, Killian still doesn’t trust Kayden.

Since tomorrow is the first snow day, the conversation turns to skiing versus snowboarding. I am in the skiing camp. Snowboarding is just too out of control for my taste. I prefer two skis and two poles. I am definitely in the minority. Everyone else my age is pretty much a snowboarder. The only other person here joining me on the ski runs is Kayden.

“I can teach you how to snowboard, baby.” Nikolai offers.

“No need. I know how to do it. I just don’t like it.”

Niko pouts. “But I want to go down the mountain with you.”

I have to kiss him. I can’t resist his adorable pouts.

I counter his offer with “We can go up the lift together. Plus, I will just slow you down. Have your fun.” I heard from Mia and Gareth that Niko is really good at snowboarding. I can’t wait to see him in action tomorrow.

When the drinks and talk die down, we all head back to our rooms. While walking up the stairs, I come to the realization that Lan and Mia’s room is next door to ours. I had no idea. Probably due to the anger haze I was in this afternoon. We say a quick goodnight to each other. It’s still awkward between Lan and I.

Niko attacks me as soon as we enter the room. I love it when he gets rough. The fuck-fest starts in bed, then ends in the shower. After two rounds with him, I am spent. He always tells me he could go ten. Keeping up with Niko will be the death of me. Not a bad way to go though.

I fall asleep with my head on Niko’s chest.

About two hours later my eyes pop open. I have a feeling deep in my gut. I get up carefully so I don’t wake up Nikolai. I put on my parka and slippers and brave the cold outside. A small dot of red light pulls my attention to the right. On the balcony across from me is Lan. He is leaning over the railing, looking out into the dark expanse while taking a long drag from a cigarette.

“I thought you quit smoking.”

“For the most part.”

”Does Mia know?”

He shrugs his shoulders. ”She has never said anything.” He looks at me with his trademark smirk. “Are you going to tell on me like a little bitch?”

“Depends…Are you going to continue baiting Niko and I like a school-yard bully?”

He actually looks hurt by my words. He turns his body and faces me.

“It’s not you, Bran. It’s him. He’s so possessive of you. To the point of cockiness and obsession. And you let him.”

”We love each other…Isn’t that how people in love should be? Besides, aren’t you the exact same way with Mia? Or was it someone else who subtly threatened my well being if I got too close to her?”

Lan laughs. “Didn’t work. You are still too close to her for my liking. Actually that threat was more for Remi. I knew you would understand. He never reads the room.”

“He’s better now.” I say in defense of my friend.

“Debatable.”

A silence stretches between us.

“You were mine first.” Lan says quietly.

A pang hits my heart because I know exactly what he means. I was his first unconditional love, just like he was mine.

“That’s how life progresses, Lan. Our love allowed us to love other people. Even though you are stubborn as fuck about showing it.”

“You’re one to talk. How long did you hide?”

“Touché” I give him a knowing smile.

”I wouldn’t mind so much if Nikolai wasn’t such a wanker. Even though I hate to admit it, he is extremely protective of you.”

”And I protect him as well.”

”Too well, if you ask me. My favorite time was when we were all at that party, and you threw a lighter at Killian’s head after he threw it at your pet.

“Nikolai” I correct him.

Lan ignores my warning. “Anyways…the look on that smug asshole’s face. Priceless!”

Lan pulls his phone out of his pocket and shows me a video he took. I had actually completely forgotten about that incident. Hey, Killian never threw anything at Niko again. At least not in my presence.

”Send me the video. It would make a great present for Niko.”

”Done…I might have just posted it on IG again and tagged Carson again. Take that motherfucker.” We both have a long laugh over that.

“Still, he doesn’t deserve you.”

”Well, you don’t deserve Mia either.” I counter.

”You’re not wrong there. By the way, don’t expect me to ever admit to that again. I will deny it until the day I die.”

”I got you bro.”

”So, I’m forgiven then?”

”Are you done with your antics?”

”Mostly.”

I narrow my eyes on my brother.

“Okay…Yes.” He says with effort.

I reach out towards Lan and he takes my hand.

“Love you, Lan.”

”Love you too, little bro.”

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Chapter 4 - Anticipation

Nikolai

The first thought in my head is today is going to be the best day. Love snowboarding almost as much as riding my Harley. Moving across the snow, the cold wind on my face. Watching the scenery speed past while jumping, twirling, twisting. The freedom of moving fast without anything getting in my way. I feel my lips stretch into a smile before even opening my eyes. I can’t fucking wait!

As I open my eyes, I am hit with my favorite thing in the whole wide world right in front of me. The tropical blue eyes of my Lotus Flower. He gives me a big smile and for a second, I can’t breathe. He is just so fucking gorgeous.

“Morning Nikolai. Did you have a good dream?“ His fingers gently push my hair away from my face. “Your smile was huge. I wish I had been fast enough to take a picture of it.” Bran says as he strokes my cheek.

“Just excited about today. It’s been a minute since I went snowboarding and I can’t fucking wait.”

”I bet. I’m eager to see your skills. I’ve heard you're quite good.”

”Of course I am. What did you expect?”

”Overconfident much?”

”You know you love it.”

”I do.” He says with a chuckle.

My mind goes back to last night. I need to check up on Bran because I woke up in the middle of the night and he wasn’t in bed. I heard quiet talking from the balcony. I even peaked out the window. I could see he was okay. I just knew he was with his brother. He can’t ignore problems with Landon for that long.

“Did you hash things out with your brother last night?”

At first he looks surprised that I knew. Then a look of resignation crosses his face.

“I was trying to be as quiet as possible. I didn’t want to wake you up.”

”My body instinctively knows when you aren’t sleeping next to me baby.”

”Sorry.”

I give him an annoyed look and he winces.

“Yeah we worked it out.” He smiles and it’s a real one. Not his fake, placating one. I know Bran will tell me what happened eventually. He just needs time to process. I’m okay with that.

“Let’s shower.” My Lotus Flower says while not so gently pulling me out of bed. It’s Bran Speak for come and fuck my brains out. And I’m always up for that. (Pun totally intended.)

“You don’t have to ask me twice, baby.”

Bran kisses me long and hard. His eyes shining with lust. He undresses us both while giving light touches, kisses and nips all over my body. I can’t handle it anymore. His teasing sends me into a frenzy.

“Lotus Flower, you know you’re being a cock-fucking-tease.”

Bran looks at me with fake innocence. “Nikolai Sokolov, I have no idea what you’re talking about.” A slow smile spreads across his face.

”That’s it! You are going to pay pretty boy.” I pick him up by his waist and bend him over the bathroom counter. Bran laughs at the action. I drape my body over his and begin to kiss his neck and back. Biting, sucking, pinching, caressing, but most importantly claiming. Bran’s laughter turns into moans of pleasure. I love it when he just falls into the moment. Knowing it’s me that causes him to lose control is such a turn on. I fuck him hard and rough just the way he loves it. The best way to start the day, in my opinion.

An hour later, we join the others for breakfast. Most of us are dressed for the slopes. There is a sea of black snow garb with a few instances of color. Mia wears a light blue jacket which matches the ribbons in her braided hair. Glyn wears a red jacket and white pants. Gaz is the only guy with a color other than black. His custom-made snow jacket is black with neon green trim. Of course. He loves that color.

The moms, Maya, and her boyfriend Jordan are having a spa day instead. Turns out, per his modeling contract, Jordan can’t do activities that may potentially harm his good looks. Jesus Christ.

Excitement buzzes through my body like an electrical shock. Why is everyone else moving so slowly? Let’s Go! I am so ready to kick that mountain’s ass. Finally, we get in the SUVs and head to the slopes. Fuck Yes!

Bran and I get on the ski lift that takes us to the top of the mountain. I use that opportunity to have a little make-out session with my Lotus Flower. He was totally into it too. Halfway to the top I hear a voice annoyingly similar to Bran’s yell “Get a room!” Before I can even react, Bran puts his hand up and gives his clone the middle finger. Yes Baby! He’s totally getting a blow job for that later as a reward. Mia just laughs and says “You two are the cutest couple!” Of course we are. What does she fucking think?

We reach the top and I’m so ready for the ride down. Bran gives me a kiss before moving to the ski runs on the right side. The snowboard runs are to the left. Amazingly, fucker Landon decided that he would join his brother and ski today instead. See miracles do happen. No annoyances following me down the slope.

“See you on the flip side Baby.” I kiss Bran and he just laughs at my words.

“Have fun!” Bran responds, and because he can’t help himself he adds, “Be careful.”

”I always am.” I say with an air of cockiness.

“Jesus Fucking Christ!” Landon interjects, “Can’t the two of you just say goodbye like normal people?”

“You’re not wrong.” Killian quickly agrees.

”Did the Earth just tilt on its axis? Are we in an alternate universe?” I say ironically. “I’m scared when you two psychos agree on anything.”

”Shut the fuck up cousin. Right now, your mouth is the only thing holding us up.” Kill not too subtly pushes me in the direction of the snowboard runs. Glyn right beside him. “Let’s go.”

I look back to see Bran waving at me with a huge smile on his face. Fucking adorable.

I put on my helmet. Pull the goggles up to my eyes and shoot down the mountain. God fucking damnit. This feels amazing

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Chapter 5 - Frustration

Brandon

What is it with me today? I can’t seem to keep my libido in check. My body is acting like I haven’t had sex in weeks, months even, and it’s only been a couple of hours. I am aching. I don’t know what is causing this sensation. The mountain air? Freedom from the anger? Vacation brain? My cock is in a constant state of attention. Kissing Nikolai on the ski lift just about did me in. It felt so good though. Thinking about him isn’t helping my predicament. Thankfully, the ski pants hide my state of arousal. Just ski. I tell myself. That will keep my mind busy. The group of us start down the trail. Lan and I take the lead followed by Kaden, Kyle, Dad and Asher.

It’s been a while since I last skied. I feel a little wobbly at the beginning, but it doesn't take long to adapt. I turn my brain off and just feel. I revel in the sight of the snow around me and the motion of my body. Lan is right next to me, a huge grin crossing his face. He’s loving this too. We reach the bottom and I feel fantastic. I forgot how much fun this is.

Mia meets us at the bottom of the hill. Snowboard in hand. Her cheeks tinged pink from the cold.

“You guys look great!” She says after giving Lan a hug and kiss. “I took a video. I sent it to Maya and Mom.”

”Oh God!” Lan responds “Send it to our Mum before she dies of jealousy for being left out.”

”Where is everyone else?” I ask, looking around.

“We finished a little while ago and they went back up for another run. We thought there would be enough time.” Mia tells us. She takes Lan’s hand and leads us back to the ski lift.

Even though I want to see Niko, I think it’s better to just continue skiing. At least it’s keeping my sexual frustration tamped down.

I ride the ski lift with Dad. He regales me with tales of him and his friends on ski trips during his Uni years. I have always loved my dad’s stories. I haven’t really gotten to spend alone time with him in a while. Living on different continents has made visits fewer, so I relish any opportunity we get together.

Our skiing group goes down the mountain a few more times without any meet ups with our fellow snowboarders. Kayden and I decide to wait for the others before heading up the mountain again. We stand at the bottom with the spectators. When I finally see Niko, my jaw drops to the floor.

Niko is front and center of the group. I can tell it’s him immediately by his height and build, not to mention the fact that his long hair flies out from underneath the helmet. His tall frame stretches and curves in that way only skateboarders, surfers and snowboarders do. He hits a jump and twists and lands with perfect precision and balance. People are actually cheering. Watching this dynamic scene causes a jolt of electricity to run through my body and end directly in my dick. I am so turned on. I hope no one else can tell. I quickly glance at Kayden standing next to me and his vision is all for Gareth who performs a similar trick. Killian does as well. As a group, the Heathens are badass snowboarders, but my eyes are all for Nikolai. I am mesmerized by his beauty, his skill, his god-like presence…him.

“Now that’s impressive.” Kayden says without taking his eyes off his husband.

“incredible.” I add.

A familiar voice behind us says “Show offs.”

”Lan.” I chastise. “Even you have to admit they are formidable.”

”Yes, Mia and Glyn are doing wonderfully.” He responds.

“Twat! Would it hurt your ego too much to compliment them, even a little?”

”Yes it would.” He says with his trademark smirk.

As Niko makes his way towards me, I entirely forget about my brother. I see the fan girls and fan boys giving him sultry looks and cheers as he passes by. Too bad for them, he is all mine and he doesn’t even notice. Take that!

Niko stops dead in front of me and lays a huge smacking kiss on my lips. Our lips, teeth, tongues and breaths collide. We are both panting as we pull apart.

“Having a good day?” I say with a smirk.

“Abso-fucking-lutely baby!” Niko dips his head to kiss me again.

It’s at this point I know I would not interrupt this day for Nikolai for the world. He is so happy. So carefree. I don’t care how horny I am. It can wait. He needs this. I have seen the change in his demeanor since he graduated from uni and dedicated himself full time to the Bratva. He has lost some of that child-like freedom. Of course he doesn’t show his most serious side to me, but I know it’s there. He doesn’t have the opportunity to just skip class on a whim anymore. He comes home mentally exhausted. I know he loves his life, but it is different now. Seeing him with this huge grin on his face, fills me with so much love. I want him to keep it for as long as possible.

In the midst of my mental musings, Nikolai eyes me wearily. “Is everything alright Baby?”

“Yes.” I say truthfully. “I am just blown away by you…As always.”

“Right back at you Baby.” He smiles and my heart melts.

We walk hand in hand toward the ski lift and continue our day of snow play.

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Chapter 6 - Release

Nikolai

Today was such a high. (No pun intended. Don’t worry. No pills necessary.) The snow, the sun, the freedom. It was the release my body needed. I also got to flaunt my snowboarding skills for my Lotus Flower. I could tell he was impressed. I saw his eyes light up any time he watched me come down the mountain. He was practically drooling. Exactly how I like him.

The SUVs drive up to the chalet and we all pile out. Bran makes a beeline to our room pulling me behind him. He looks calm and composed, but I can tell he isn’t. His hand is shaking, trembling even. Is this because of a good thing or a bad thing? I’m not sure yet. I just follow his lead.

As soon as I unlock the door and we walk through, he slams the door shut by pushing me into it. Hard. My head bangs into the wood. He crashes his lips to mine with a lustful hunger. So, the trembling hand was because of a good thing. I inwardly smile. I love horny Bran.

Usually I am the one to initiate sex and Bran never complains. But, when he takes control…I revel in it. It is so fucking hot when he shows me how much I’m his. How much he wants me.

“Fuck, Baby…” I groan.

“Stop talking Nikolai!” he pants as he kisses and bites down my neck. One hand is on my chest pressing me into the door, while the other is rubbing my thickening length. He quickly undoes my pants and grabs my cock. Roughly stroking from base to tip. Just like I like it. He pushes my hands away any time I try to grab or grope him. I finally wave the white flag, give up, just do what he fucking wants, and let him go. So fucking hot!

He pulls his mouth away from me and instantly drops to his knees. I watch him with a lust-filled gaze. Excitement mounting throughout my body. Every muscle and nerve ending clenches, waiting for that moment. That delicious split second when his mouth takes my cock to the back of his throat. Holy fuck! He sucks and licks. Devours me whole. God fucking damn it!

I run my fingers through Bran’s hair and grab on. His head jerks up and his blue eyes darken as they meet mine. He doesn’t even look away as he reaches into his own pants and releases his rock hard dick. He strokes it savagely while sucking me. The sight causes my body to constrict and then… sweet glorious release. Bran takes it all down his throat, swallowing every drop. He comes with a moan. Evidence of his pleasure all over his hand. Fuck me! I’m immediately hard again.

Bran looks at his hand and then back at me with a shy smile. “I just wanted to do that to you all day…You turn me on so much Niko.” Like he needs to explain the reason behind that hot as fuck show. I respond without saying any words.

I kneel in front of him and grab his wrist. The wrist of the hand covered in his cum, and I lick. I lick it from the bottom of his palm to the tip of each finger. Bran gasps. His breathing is reduced to short exhales. He just stares with a bemused expression. I suck on each finger and swallow, allowing the salty taste to linger around my lips and tongue. Bran’s husky voice breaks through the silence.

“Fuuuuck” His eyes flash in the dim light of the room while his cock stands fully erect. That’s all the invitation I need.

And the floodgates open…

I push Bran down to the floor. His hands fly to my hair and he pulls savagely. My hands probe his body, mainly to get his clothes off. Our lips, teeth and tongues at war for dominance. Our hands, arms and even legs all move at once to release themselves from the ridiculous amount of clothes we are wearing. Why are there so many zippers, buttons and snaps? I’m about to start fucking ripping.

At last, we are both gloriously naked. I let my hands roam over Bran’s muscles. He is just so fucking beautiful. I could spend all day eye fucking him, but right now, I would rather play.

“Fuck me Niko.” Bran demands. I love it when he gets bossy during sex.

“Tell me exactly what you want, my Lotus Flower.” I ask as I bite one of his nipples and pinch the other. He groans and arches his hips towards mine. Wanting the friction of our dicks rubbing together. I take both our lengths in my hand and stroke while still giving attention to his nipples.

“Fuck me. Please.” He begs.

“You can do better than that.” I taunt. I bite the soft skin of his inner thigh and suck. He whimpers. I move to his neck and lick near his pulse point then bite down. “I didn’t hear you baby.” I whisper in his ear. Bran’s body is shuddering, writhing beneath me sending jolts of energy straight to my dick. But still, I play. I want him to the point of breathless madness. Utterly delirious. It makes everything all the sweeter.

“Nikolai, fuck me right fucking now so I can come while screaming your name.” Bran commands.

I smirk at his demand. “That’s better my Prince Charming.” I take a long lick down his dick and balls as a reward for the dirty talk. Then I look around. Oh no!!!

“Fuck.” I say under my breath searching through the chaotic mess.

Bran’s eyes snap open. “What’s wrong?”

”Lube!”

Bran uses his elbows to lift his upper body up from the floor. He points toward the bed. “It’s on my nightstand.”

I get up as quickly as possible, not wanting to ruin the moment more than I already have. “I’m sorry baby. I got too carried away.”

I hear a soft sound of “mmmm” coming from Bran. “At least I get to stare at your sexy ass and hard cock as you walk across the room.”

“Anything for you, baby.”

I grab the bottle of lube then turn around. The hottest thing I have ever seen presents itself right in front of me. Bran’s long, lithe body is stretched out fully. His upper body still propped on his elbows. His long legs crossed at the ankles. His head leaning back with his eyes closed. He is slowly, softly stroking his cock. Fuck Me! It’s like my own private centerfold. As quietly as I can I find my phone and take some sneaky photos. As soon as the camera click sounds Bran lazily calls out. “Are you taking a picture of me?”

”Pictures Baby. You are just so fucking hot. I can’t resist.”

“Good. I’m glad I still tempt you. Now get over here and fuck me Nikolai.”

”Your wish is my command.”

And I do fuck him. Ten ways to Sunday. Till he can’t scream my name anymore or remember his own. I also give him the blow job reward for flipping his brother off earlier today. That made for a nice finale. Our room looks like a hurricane hit it. Perfection, if you ask me. It was the best sex of my life (so far).

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Chapter 7 - Let’s Talk Turkey

Brandon

Dad and I stand in the chalet kitchen preparing two turkeys for tonight’s Thanksgiving dinner. The chalet is quiet and pretty much empty since everyone else is up the mountain. We have been planning this meal for weeks. Emailing each other back and forth with endless recipes before choosing the perfect dishes to be served.

“Don’t you find it ironic that two Englishmen are cooking a dinner for an American holiday in a country that is not the U.S.?” Dad points out with a laugh. He looks content and relaxed in jeans and a faded Arsenal hoodie that is probably older than me.

“Totally.” I agree and laugh right along with him. “However, I am living in America now, so technically…”

“What?” Dad says in an accusatory tone. “Please don’t tell me you're no longer British?”

”Of course not Dad. But my husband is an American, so I will be celebrating this holiday from now on. It will be my holiday too.”

“Don’t you mean fiance?” Dad says with a sideward glance. “Or did you two elope and forget to tell your parents?”

I awkwardly laugh at his comment. That is exactly what Niko wants to do. He talks about running off and getting married practically every day. “Never. I couldn’t do that to you or mum. I refuse to get married without my friends and family around me.”

“Well that’s good. How are your wedding plans going? Your mum has already booked several rooms at some historic hotel in Tuscany. She can’t stop talking about it.”

“Good so far. Six more months.” I remind him.

“How do you feel about everything? Are you ready for this level of commitment? I know you both love each other, but there is more to consider than that. Isn’t there?”

I get the distinct impression that dad is referring to the mafia and I have to know his opinion. So I blurt out.

“Does the fact that Nikolai and his family are part of the mafia bother you? I trust and respect your opinion dad. I would just like to hear it from you directly. Not that it will change my opinion about marrying Niko.”

Dad looks at me carefully and seems to measure his words before he speaks. “I’ve actually thought about this a lot. This subject not only concerns you, it also involves Lan as well. And the answer is no. I’m not bothered by it.”

I give my dad a genuine smile because I know he is speaking from his heart. He continues.

“Your mother and I trust Kyle and Rai.” he sighs, ”I know that the mafia world is dangerous and I hope that you and Nikolai are safe. It is also considered a criminal organization, and I don’t want you brought down by that.” He gives me a pointed look.

I am ready to interrupt Dad and say that Niko never involves me in that side of his life, but he gives me another look that implies he’s not done talking and continues…

”However, many people could look at King Enterprises and the influence it has over so many facets of finance, property, governmental control and make a case that it can ruin lives too. Just as much as the mafia, but in a different way. That your grandfather, uncle, cousin and yes even your father are as ruthless as any member of the Bratva. It’s just packaged in a different way. Outwardly legal.”

I am stunned by his statement. I don’t think dad has ever been that brutally honest with me. I shake my head in acknowledgement of his words because it’s true. Even I’ve thought that before. It's one of the reasons I never wanted to be a part of King Enterprises. I am not ruthless or cut throat. I would be a terrible business partner.

“Thanks Dad.” I bump his shoulder with mine because my hands are covered in oil from the turkey. “That means a lot.”

“I just want you to be happy, Bran.” Then he rolls his eyes and adds “and from seeing the hickies on Nikolai’s neck this morning and the turtleneck you’re wearing now…I’m pretty sure you are.”

“Dad!” I say in mock embarrassment. Well he isn’t wrong. I am happy and…covering up hickies I got from Niko last night.

“Just an observation.”

We continue preparing the Thanksgiving feast and I am thrilled to be with my dad, cooking for family, friends and especially, the love of my life.

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Chapter 8 - Inward Thoughts

Rai & Kyle

Rai

I feel so relaxed right now. Sitting at this huge table with the elegant china, silver and flowers everywhere, I am content. Seeing Kyle laughing and my babies so utterly happy fills me with so much love, my heart feels like it’s going to burst.

Nikolai, my oldest. My little miracle, is much more grounded now. He sees that he is more than just brute strength. He is taking to the business side of the brotherhood as well as the protective side. I am so proud of him. Bran, the love of his life. What an absolute angel. Both Kyle and I have seen the positive changes in Niko since Bran entered his life. They protect each other, and take care of one another. They fit together so well. A true yin and yang.

Maya, my middle child, has found her way. She might have made some mistakes in the past, but she worked through them and made the effort to try and right them. Now she has someone who loves her and dotes on her like she deserves. Jordan even puts up with Kyle’s non-subtle threats. For someone not used to his level of intensity, Jordan is a winner in my book.

Sitting there across from me is my youngest, Mia. She is laughing and TALKING, not signing. It makes my heart swell to see this. She’s in the middle of a full conversation between her love Landon and her dad. Something, not too long ago I thought I would never hear. She drips with sass, intelligence and love. Just the way she was always meant to be.

Much of Mia’s transformation I owe to the man holding her hand. I wouldn’t ever admit this out loud, but in my mind, Lan is as much of an angel as his brother, but he hides it under a devil’s clothing. Yes he pushes Niko’s buttons as well as Kyle’s. They have truly met their match with Landon. It’s okay though. He brought my baby back.

These musings have caused tears to fall down my face. Kyle leans over and kisses them away.

“Everything alright princess?”

I nod my head in the affirmative. “Everything is perfect.”

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Kyle

I see my gorgeous wife’s face and I know she is doing fine. Just reveling in the love and joy of the occasion. I look down the large table and see all the people. The seamless blending of three families. It takes me back a few years to a rather irritating phone conversation pertaining to Landon King, my soon to be son-in-law.

His domineering grandfather refused to fulfill his part of the favor he owes me. He even threatened becoming in-laws. Well…even though I hate to admit it he was right. It’s time I remind him. By the way, he still owes me that favor.

I take a few pictures of the table. Everyone happy, laughing, celebrating. I focus in on the Kings. Levi and Astrid animatedly talking with future in-laws Reina and Asher. His grand-daughter Glyndon sharing dessert with my nephew Killian. His grandson Bran who smiles while pouring wine for Niko, Gareth and Kayden. Finally, the one who started this all, Landon holding court at the opposite end of the table with fingers intertwined with Mia’s.

I send Jonathan a text including the photos.

Kyle Hunter: Long time no see Jonathan. Here are some pictures of MY FAMILY.

About thirty minutes later a text notification appears on my phone.

Jonathan King: The fuck they are. Game on Hunter.

I laugh. I can tell I got to the bastard.

Kyle Hunter: Looking forward to it.