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Unexpected Return

Summary:

Mike’s lips curved into a smile. Not the wide, boyish grin Harvey had once known. This smile was smaller, more dangerous, slow, and deliberate like a predator savouring the moment before the strike.

He walked the length of the hallway like he had never left. Like he owned every inch of it.

And Harvey?

Harvey wasn’t ready.

 

Three years ago, Mike Ross walked out of Harvey’s life and didn’t look back. Now he’s returned; sharper, controlled, and with an empire built in his absence. He’s not here to ask for forgiveness. He’s here for Harvey’s representation. And Harvey? He’s about to find out this isn’t just business. Not anymore.

 

probably no consistent updates, but I'll try my best.

Chapter Text

If you would ask Harvey, he would say he was just well-prepared and maybe a little bit excited.

If you would ask Donna, she would say Harvey was nervous.

If you would ask Mike, he would say Harvey was not ready.

But only Mike knew what was about to happen.

 

It was still early as Harvey pulled up to the jail’s parking lot in a white 2010 Tesla Roadster Sport. Way too early, some would say. Half an hour to go, and yet Harvey felt like he was already late.

Every nerve in his body buzzed as he sat behind the wheel, staring out at the tall chain-link fence beyond the lot. He couldn’t risk missing the moment. Not this moment. He had been counting the days until Mike got out, and this day it was finally time.

He wanted -no, needed- to be the first thing his former associate saw. Mike deserved that much. Harvey had thought of everything: a spare suit for Mike folded neatly, his own charcoal suit tailored to perfection. And the Tesla, a deliberate throwback to one of their earliest cases together.

 

The nostalgia felt like a lifeline; one Harvey clung to in the past few sleepless nights leading up to this day.

All Harvey wanted was his Mike back. Not just back at the firm, but back where he belonged, at his side. The last few years hadn’t been the same. The firm had struggled, clients had come and gone, and Harvey had done what he always did: held it together.

Or at least made it look that way. But in those quiet hours of the night, he’d felt the absence. Mike’s absence.

 

Harvey’s hands flexed against the wheel. He thought about the visits, how they’d tried to keep it light, to laugh like they used to. But every time Mike refused to show real emotion, something in Harvey broke a little more.

That’s just what jail does, Harvey told himself. He couldn’t blame Mike, but damn if it didn’t hurt.

 

He checked his watch for what felt like the hundredth time, then adjusted his cufflinks. Again. His reflection in the rear-view mirror stared back at him, jaw tight, eyes sharper than usual. Harvey Specter didn’t get nervous. He got prepared. Or at least that’s what he kept telling himself.

 

Finally, movement at the gates. Harvey’s breath caught as Mike stepped out, accompanied by another just-freed inmate. Harvey got out of the car, trying to look casual.

Even from a distance, Harvey could tell Mike had changed. His shoulders set differently, his stride more purposeful. While for some people prison seemed to suck the life out of them, for Mike it didn't. He looked more muscular and his skin had a healthy tint. Harvey’s chest tightened with something between relief and longing as Mike’s eyes scanned the lot and landed on him.

 

A soft smile played on Mike’s lips, small, but real. It was the first genuine smile Harvey had seen in years, and it hit like a sucker punch.

Harvey watched as Mike turned to the other man, whispered something seemingly important that made the man nod respectfully, and shook his hand firmly. Then Mike started toward him.

 

“Harvey, you came.”

The words held no surprise, just quiet warmth. Mike’s smile widened as he pulled Harvey into a hug, and for a second, Harvey let himself melt into it. Years of tension seemed to fall away.

“Of course. You like my ride?”

“Not bad, not bad at all. A bit flashy for me, though.” Mike’s tone was teasing, but there was a note of finality in it that Harvey didn’t miss. “McKernon Motors, huh? Those were great times. We used to be a good team.”

“Used to?” Harvey arched a brow. “I’d say we still are. Mike, just because you’re technically a felon now doesn’t mean there’s no place for you.”

Mike only nodded, his gaze drifting to the horizon as though he was waiting for something.

“What do you say about leaving this godawful place? I brought you a good suit. We could have lunch, or anything you want. You’re free now.”

“I… I don’t know.” Mike’s voice was soft. “I…”

 

A low rumble made Harvey’s words falter. A black Range Rover pulled into the lot, its windows tinted, its movement purposeful, moving to them. Harvey’s stomach sank, it all became painfully clear.

“You’re not coming back? Why didn’t you tell me?” he almost whispered.

“I’m genuinely sorry, but I can’t go back. There are other things I need to do. I wanted to tell you, I really did, but you would’ve tried to convince me to stay. And I would’ve listened.”

 

A driver stepped out of the Rover, dressed in a clean black suit. He moved with military precision, his broad frame cutting an imposing figure.

“Mister Ross,” the man said in a deep voice, taking Mike’s bag and opening the passenger door.

“Thanks, Cass. Can you give us a minute?” Mike said, but he didn't take his eyes off Harvey.

The guy, Cass, nodded and stepped back.

 

“You can still come back. I’ll create a position for you at the firm. You can take every pro bono case you want. Hell, if it’s about the salary, I’ll pay you out of my own pocket. You don’t have to leave. Not again.”

“I do have to.” Mike’s gaze was steady now. “It would be so easy to go with you and fall back into my old life. But I never fully fit then, and I definitely won’t fit now. All I can promise is that I will come back. Not today, not tomorrow. I will come back for you. But the firm, fighting law, is not my life anymore.”

Harvey’s throat tightened. “This isn’t what I expected.”

“Give everyone my regards. And Harvey… let the others help you. You can’t do it alone.”

Mike stepped into the car, his movements smooth, unhurried. He didn’t look back.

 

Harvey watched as the SUV pulled away, a stray tear slipping down his cheek.

Minutes passed before Harvey moved. He sat in the Tesla like a man stunned, hands loose on the wheel, staring at the spot where the Range Rover had disappeared. The air in the car felt heavier somehow, thick with all the things he hadn’t said, and all the ones Mike hadn’t let him.

He didn’t start the engine. Instead, he let his head fall back against the seat, eyes closing as if that would stop the echo of Mike’s voice in his head. “I have to.”
God, that calmness. That steady resolve. Like Mike wasn’t even wrestling with the decision anymore.

 

His phone vibrated in the console. Donna. He didn’t move to answer it. The screen lit up, her name glowing like a reminder of the life waiting for him back at the firm. A life without Mike. A life that suddenly felt hollow.

The call went to voicemail. The car fell silent again.

 

When Harvey finally started the Tesla, the familiar hum felt alien. As if the car belonged to another man in another time, when there had still been a chance to fix this.

He drove home without music, without a word. The city blurred past the windows, sharp glass, steel, and light, all of it feeling strangely cold.

At a red light, he caught his reflection in the rear-view mirror. Sharp suit. Perfect hair. Hollow eyes.

“Goddammit, Mike,” he whispered.

And then the light turned green.

 


Three years later

 

The Specter Litt lobby hadn’t changed. Polished marble floors gleamed under afternoon light streaming through the towering glass windows. The gold-lettered signage above the reception desk still declared legacy and power, but to Mike Ross, it felt muted, almost quaint.

The air carried faint traces of old coffee, printer ink, and expensive cologne lingering from morning meetings. Conversations hummed in the background, heels clicked on tile, and the scent of ambition was thick in the air.

Once, it had energized him. Now, it didn't hit him at all.

 

Mike’s footsteps were soft on the marble, yet his presence reverberated in a way that drew subtle glances. Gone was the boyish energy, the restless gait of a man trying to keep pace with his own potential.

This Mike Ross moved with deliberate ease, every step measured, every glance calculated.

No longer an associate scrambling to impress, he carried himself like a man who knew he had nothing left to prove, and that knew no one here could stop him.

 

His suit spoke volumes. Midnight navy, Italian custom-cut to perfection, with subtle pinstripes catching the light. A charcoal grey tie knotted flawlessly. Platinum cufflinks engraved with Æ glinted as he adjusted his sleeves with a flick of his fingers. Black leather shoes, polished to a mirror finish, struck the floor with an unhurried rhythm that seemed to set the tempo for the entire lobby.

 

There was no briefcase, no stack of files. Only his phone, still warm from a call he’d ended seconds earlier. His tone had been low, firm, decisive as he closed a deal that would have rattled even seasoned boardrooms.

Now, his thumb grazed the screen occasionally, not distracted scrolling, but calculated oversight, ensuring his empire remained humming even here, in what once felt like enemy territory.

 

The receptionist, young and untested, looked up and straightened instinctively. Her eyes widened slightly as she took in the suit, the air of quiet authority, the subtle sense that this man owned any room he entered. Whoever he was, he wasn’t a junior associate or even a regular client.

 

“Good afternoon, sir. Do you have an appointment?” she asked, her voice softer than she meant it to be.

“Harvey Specter’s expecting me.” The words held no hesitation, no inflection of doubt. It was a statement, not a question.

She paused, fingers hovering over the phone, but Mike was already walking toward the elevators. He didn’t look back. He didn’t wait for confirmation. He knew no one would dare stop him.

The faint scent of his cologne lingered, subtle yet commanding.

 

The mirrored doors slid shut around him.

The reflection staring back was no longer the fidgety kid who once paced these elevators rehearsing arguments in his head. Prison had stripped him down and rebuilt him, and what survived wasn’t bitterness. It was control; cool, unyielding, absolute.

 

The years after prison had fine-tuned that control.

Discipline layered over instinct; strategy sharpened to a predator’s edge. Every move he made carried intention. Every glance, every faint smile, calculated for effect. He had learned to wield power like a conductor, and Atwater Elevated was his symphony.

The elevator hummed softly as it ascended. Mike adjusted his cufflinks again, more a ritual of precision than necessity. The Æ engraving caught the sterile elevator light like a quiet emblem of dominance.

 

To him, Atwater Elevated wasn’t just a company; it was a fortress, a sanctuary, a weapon, and his home. He build it up from the ground, and there was nothing he wouldn't do to protect his baby.

 

When the doors opened with a soft chime, the 50th floor unfolded. The air was alive here, buzzing with associates moving between desks, voices low but sharp with ambition, keyboards clicking like clockwork.

Even this late on a Friday afternoon, the energy pulsed through the bullpen. Yet something was missing.

No Louis stomping across the floor, no Donna leaning in Harvey’s doorway, no Rachel darting with files in hand.

Their absence wasn’t coincidence; it was by Mike’s quiet design. He had ensured no one would even try to stop him.

 

As he stepped out, the familiar hum felt different now. Once a storm of politics and ambition, the floor seemed almost to have settled, as though the space itself recognized his return and held its breath.

It stirred something faint in him. Echoes of loyalty, ambition, adrenaline. But they were distant now, like dreams of a life that no longer fit.

At the end of the hallway, Harvey’s office glowed softly through half-drawn blinds. His silhouette was unmistakable: shoulders squared, head bent over a file, likely bracing himself for whatever lawsuit was happening at the time.

 

Mike’s lips curved into a smile. Not the wide, boyish grin Harvey had once known. This smile was smaller, more dangerous. A slow, deliberate curl like a predator savouring the moment before the strike.

He walked the hallway like he had never left. Like he owned it.

And Harvey?

Harvey wasn’t ready.

Chapter Text

Mike took a deep breath and walked back to the place that used to be his home.

Not his apartment. Not the clinic. No, the firm. The office. The arena where he’d once gone toe-to-toe with sharks and danced the line between brilliance and recklessness like it was instinct. The place where he learned how to fight, how to win, how to carry himself like he belonged, even when he didn’t, especially when he didn’t.

The place that used to echo with banter, cheap shots disguised as affection, and laughter. Even in the hard times, maybe especially in the hard times, this place had been alive. Sharp. Addictive.

But not this afternoon.

This afternoon wasn’t about nostalgia. It wasn’t about slipping back into a version of himself that no longer fit.

This was business.

 

And if he was going to walk back into Harvey Specter’s life after three years of silence, he had to do it right. No jokes. No shoulder punches. No pretending nothing had changed.

Because everything had.

He needed a lawyer. Not just any lawyer. The lawyer. Harvey had always been that, not just because he was good, but because he was the only one Mike ever trusted to have his back and call him on his shit in the same breath. Mike would trust him to protect his empire.

To close the best closer in New York City, Mike needed to leave an impression Harvey wouldn’t shake off the second he left the room.

 

He needed Harvey to see him; not the boy who begged for second chances, not the associate who needed saving every time the truth threatened to surface, and definitely not the ex-con who disappeared without a word.

Harvey needed to see the man who built something. The man who didn’t need protection anymore. The man who knew what he was doing and would stop at nothing to do what was necessary.

Because if he showed up all charm and inside jokes, Harvey would see the old him. He’d see weakness. Regression. The Mike who ran. And Harvey… Harvey didn’t follow runners.

Besides, that Mike was not here anymore.

 

Sure, there were still flashes. He still stopped in the middle of crosswalks to help old women with their groceries even if he was running late. He still forgot his phone sometimes. Still smiled whenever a dog passed him on the street. Some things don’t change.

But those aren’t the things that define a man. Those are just habits. Reflexes.

What defines a man is what he builds. What he protects. And what he’s willing to do to get it right.

This time, Mike wasn’t coming to Harvey for a favour.

He was coming to make him an offer.

After one last glance at his cufflinks Mike stepped into the office. His office. Harvey’s office. Ground zero.

And just like that, the air shifted. The next move was his.

 


“Donna, what do you want?” Harvey’s voice cut through the air, gruff and exhausted, worn from a week that had demanded too much from him.

His attention barely lifted from the paperwork on his desk, the tone short, clipped. The way it always was when he didn’t have time to entertain interruptions.

He sounded like a man stretched too thin. Too many late nights, too many people asking for too much. Not enough rest.

 

But this time was different from how Harvey used to be. Mike knew that. Mike had been keeping tabs, quietly, from the shadows. Watching from a distance but always watching.

Not being ready to contact Harvey yet but missing him so much. Harvey never picked a new associate. Not once. Not in all the years Mike was gone.

Somewhere deep down, that mattered more than Mike wanted it to.

 

“No Harvey,” came the smooth, deliberate reply, “no Donna today. Just me.”

Mike stepped into the room like it belonged to him. No hesitation. No invitation. Just walked up to the desk, calm and assured, and sat down.

Like they were equals. Like they had stopped being anything else. A deliberate move, to take control.

 

His head snapped up, sharp and reactive, ready to curse out whoever came in uninvited, but what he saw stopped him dead.

It took him a full second to process it.

The suit was cleaner, the silhouette more cutthroat than charming. The posture was almost surgical. Precise. Like he’d dissected every version of himself that once begged for approval and left only the predator behind. But the eyes…

The eyes were still Mike’s.

 

Goddammit. He was back.

 

Harvey’s features shifted. For just a moment, one goddamn breath, the mask slipped. First shock, then something unreadable. Then came the flicker of something dangerously close to hope. That soft, broken-glass kind of hope Harvey never allowed himself to hold onto.

Then came the crash.

Anger, sharp and fast. Hurt. But it vanished just as quickly, slammed back behind a wall of controlled indifference. Harvey’s jaw locked. His expression neutralized into something harder than it needed to be.

The walls Mike had spent years dismantling were rebuilt, reinforced, and lined with barbed wire. Harvey wasn’t letting anything through.

 

“Donna,” Harvey said flatly, slightly louder, eyes locked on Mike like he was an illusion he was trying to outstare, talking to the woman who should be outside his office, “why is there someone in my office who might as well be a ghost?”

“Donna isn’t here,” Mike replied calmly, one brow raised. “You’ll have to do with just me.”

Harvey sat back slightly, steel in his posture, tension bleeding into every line of his frame. “Now Ross,” he said with a sarcastic edge, “then you might as well tell me what you’re doing here. I didn’t expect you today. Or ever, to be completely honest.”

 

Mike had prepared for this. He knew Harvey would be angry. He’d even rehearsed the likely first five minutes in his head, right down to the pacing and the possible retorts.

But still, the words hit harder than expected. Harvey’s voice had that specific bite, the one that came out when he was trying too hard to sound unaffected.

“I guess that’s fair,” Mike said evenly. “But I did tell you I’d come back one day.”

 

“Yeah,” Harvey snapped, standing up now, bracing his palms against the edge of the desk. “Stupid of me to not assume that meant three years. Three years, Mike. And now you stroll in like you’re just late for lunch. Do you know how many times I checked my phone in those first few months? What’s your excuse, huh? Had to go to the moon and back or something?”

Harvey’s voice wasn’t raised, but it cut. Tension crackled between them. He wasn’t yelling, Harvey didn’t need to. The hurt came out colder than that.

“More like Chicago,” Mike said softly. “And a few stops along the way. Atlanta, Pittsburgh, Philadelphia. But I’m back now.”

 

“And now what?” Harvey shot back. “You think you can just walk in here and pretend like nothing happened? Like I’m supposed to be grateful you finally showed your face? Do you think I’m some fucking bookmark in your life? Something you can just flip back to when you're ready?”

His voice faltered for half a breath, just enough to betray the emotion beneath. “Just so we’re clear,” he added, steeling again, “that job offer, the one I gave you when you got out? That’s off the table.”

There it was. That signature Specter sting. The part meant to push people away before they could walk out on him first.

Truthfully, there was a significant part of him that was happy that Mike was back. Truthfully, he knew Mike wasn’t here for a job.

 

But Mike didn’t flinch.

He didn’t look hurt. He didn’t even blink. Instead, he leaned back in the chair, slow and deliberate, one arm slung over the edge like he had all the time in the world. He looked at Harvey the way someone looked at a chessboard they already knew how to win.

A move Harvey had made countless of times to close a deal.

“I’m not here for a job,” he said smoothly. “I built something. On my own. And I built it right. I could stop working today and live luxuriously for the rest of my life.”

Harvey didn’t move. Didn’t break eye contact. But his hand curled slightly against the edge of the desk. Barely perceptible. But Mike saw it.

 

“Yeah?” Harvey said. “Then maybe you can explain why a man with all that freedom still couldn’t pick up the damn phone.”

It landed. Hard.

He let it hang there. A beat too long. Then, quietly; voice lower, but sharper, like a knife twisting slow:

“I would’ve been proud of you, Mike. I wanted to be. I showed up. Week after week. While you shut me out. 104 visits. And when you got out, you just... disappeared. Hell, I sat there telling you how I couldn’t wait for you to come back. And you just sat there. Nodding. Pretending.”

The silence swelled.

“You already knew you weren’t coming back.”

Harvey took a breath. Not to cool down, to keep himself from saying more. His throat was tight. His hands tense. He hadn’t meant to say all that. Not like this. Not with Mike watching him like that.

But he had. And he had meant every word of it.

Because this wasn’t about being abandoned. It wasn’t about pride. It was about being shut out without a goodbye. About how it felt to wait, and wait, and never get a damn answer.

Mike had locked the door behind him. And Harvey had stayed on the other side anyway.

“You don’t get to waltz in here like everything’s fine just because you’ve got money now,” Harvey added, quieter, but no less brutal.

 

Mike’s jaw flexed. He didn’t reply right away. He wanted to say that it wasn’t just like that. That leaving had nearly broken him too. That there were nights he almost turned around. That not even calling was the worst decision of his life. But those words were left unsaid for now.

This wasn’t the time or place.

This wasn’t about feelings.

Harvey wasn’t ready to hear that without an explanation why, and that was not something he could give here.

“You’re right,” Mike said. His voice was even; his gaze didn’t waver. “And I don’t expect things to be fine. I know I left something behind. Something big. But I didn’t come here today to ask for forgiveness. I came to offer you something.”

There it is, of course Mike is only here to get something.

“I built something,” Mike continued. “Big. Profitable. Untouchable. And we’re expanding to New York. I need a lawyer. Someone discreet, sharp, willing to go the distance. I need someone who knows how to protect what matters. I need a winner. I need you, Harvey.”

The words hung in the air between them, impossibly loaded.

Harvey’s eyes narrowed, he was already intrigued.

“I don’t know what kind of friends you made in prison, Mike, but if you’re trying to drag me into something shady again, I swear to god…”

Mike held up his hands, a mock surrender. It shut Harvey down instantly.

“Not shady. Not illegal. It’s all clean. All legit. Contracts. NDAs. Paper trails. We just need someone who knows how to make people follow them.”

Harvey arched an eyebrow. Still sceptical. Still guarded. If it was all legit, why is he not just saying it?

“And are you also going to explain what this is about? Or do I get to keep guessing? Assuming I’m even interested in joining your little scheme.”

 

That smirk. That goddamn smirk.

 

Mike didn’t answer. Just stood up slowly, like he had Harvey exactly where he wanted him.

“I can’t get into it too much. It’s a private industry. Usually, I don’t say a word until someone signs an NDA.”

He started toward the door, deliberate.

“But for you?” He glanced back, eyes sharp. “I’ll make an exception. Dinner. Tonight. 6 PM. I’ll send a car.”

And the way he said it, it was not a request, not even an invitation. More of a statement. It made something in Harvey’s chest tighten. Like a leash being pulled, soft but undeniable.

 

And just like that, he walked out. Just as abruptly as he came in.

No goodbye. No pleasantries. Just left, like he knew Harvey would show up.

The door clicked shut behind him with infuriating softness.

Harvey was frozen. Still facing the door. The faintest trace of Mike’s cologne still clinging to the air. clean, dark, expensive.

Smelled like control.

Smelled like Mike already won round one of a game that Harvey didn’t even know the rules off.

And that? That not only pissed Harvey off, but it also impressed him more than he could admit.

He sat down slowly and stayed like that for a long moment, running through every possibility. Every angle. What Mike could’ve built that required this level of secrecy and still claimed to be legal.

Nothing added up.

But one thing was certain.

He’d go to that dinner.

Of course he would.

He was already halfway there, and he hated that Mike knew it.

 


 

Donna swept into the office like she owned it, heels clicking across the floor. She didn’t knock; she never did. Just like Mike…

 “Lunch with the client was a success. I’ll send myself thank-you flowers in your name later,” she said, phone in one hand, coffee in the other, a bounce in her voice that should’ve been met with some cocky smirk.

But nothing came. No sarcastic jab, no lift of the eyebrow, not even a glance up.

 

Harvey was seated behind his desk, papers splayed out in front of him, but the energy around him felt wrong. He was frozen in place, elbows on the armrests, fingers tapping a slow, erratic rhythm against the desk like he couldn’t tell if he was in a meeting or a dream.

His eyes weren’t even on the file in front of him, they were somewhere far off, behind the glass walls, behind the last few years.

Donna stopped. That was all it took, one glance, and she knew.

 

“Harvey?” she asked, softening her voice.

No answer. No shift in his posture. Just that same ghost-still silence.

She set the coffee down on the edge of the desk like she was placing a glass on a sleeping bomb. “Okay. What’s going on? And don’t try to tell me you’re fine, because I’ve seen mannequins with more life in their eyes.”

Still nothing. She waited another beat.

“Oh no,” she muttered, crossing her arms. “This isn’t just brooding. This is Mike Ross level brooding.”

That did it, it got a reaction out of Harvey. His jaw clenched. Just slightly, but she caught it.

 

“Harvey,” she said again, this time more firmly, her tone edging into that space where affection turned into something protective. “Talk to me.”

She remembered the last time Harvey looked like this, brittle but unreadable, like glass under tension. It was the day after Mike left. He hadn’t even needed to say anything. Donna had walked in with three coffees, smiling, expecting something like a reunion. Instead, she’d found Harvey alone, silent, drowning in paperwork and grief he refused to name.

That was when everything changed. Not all at once, but piece by piece. The jokes stayed, the charm, the tailored suits. But something inside had gone quiet. The spark that made Harvey Harvey had dulled.

He became colder, sharper, mechanical in his wins. Harvey didn’t visibly crumble. He just stopped caring about anything else than work. Sharper wins. Colder nights.

She had clawed her way back into his trust over months. Patience, loyalty, showing up every damn day. But even now, he was not fully back.

And now… now, Donna knew that the man who had cracked Harvey Specter the first time had returned.

The only thing she could hope for is that this time Mike will just heal her friend and not break him again. She knows he could do both.

 

And Harvey looked like someone had taken the floor out from under him and left him still pretending to stand.

“I don’t want to talk about it, Donna. I have work to do. I have to leave early for dinner with a possible client, so I don’t have all the time in the world.”

Donna raised an eyebrow. Not playful, not amused, but sharp as glass. “And you expect me to believe that tone isn’t doing a terrible job of covering something up?” She moved a step closer. “You look like you just got hit, mentally. Let me guess… tall, smart-mouthed, scruffy-but-somehow-smooth, knows exactly how to twist you in knots?”

Harvey didn’t look up. His silence was louder than most people’s yelling.

“I said I don’t want to talk about it.”

“And I said I know you,” Donna snapped back, voice edged now. “And I know all your looks. You haven’t looked like this since…”

“Don’t,” he said, sharp. Too fast. Too loud.

 

Donna blinked. Then stepped fully in, circling behind his desk without asking. “He was here, wasn’t he?”

He stood, pushed the chair back with a scrape of protest, already pulling at his tie like it was choking him. “Drop it.”

“Drop it?” She planted herself in his path. “You think I’m gonna walk out of here and smile like everything’s peachy while you spiral? You think I don’t notice when the air changes the second I walk in?”

He gave her a long, tired look. “It was him, happy now?”

Donna stilled. “So, I was right.”

“He came by. We talked. That’s it.”

“That’s it,” she repeated, flat. “After all these years? After everything he didn’t say when he left? After the months you spent not even mentioning his name? That’s it?”

Harvey exhaled, frustrated. “It’s complicated. And it’s done.”

“No, Harvey.” Her voice dropped, low and steady now. “What’s done is the performance, this act. You’re still trying to sit here and act like you didn’t just see the one person who knows how to break you without even trying. You and I both know that it’s never done with Mike.”

He didn’t speak. But his jaw flexed, and that tiny flicker behind his eyes, it gave him away.

 

Donna’s voice turned softer. “Is this dinner with a client… is it with him?”

He didn’t answer. He didn’t need to. And the silence was answer enough.

“Oh my god,” she muttered. “You’re not even trying to deny it.”

Harvey looked away.

“You gonna tell me what it’s really about?”

He hesitated, then gave her just a sliver. “He wants me to represent him.”

Donna stared. “In what?”

“I don’t know yet. That’s what dinner is for.”

“And you’re already considering it. Even though you know nothing really, not why he is back now, not where he has been the last few years.”

More silence. But Harvey’s eyes betrayed him, too tense, too alert. Already halfway gone.

“I know that look,” Donna said, gently now. “You’ve already said yes in your head, haven’t you? You already told yourself it was just work. But it’s never just work when it comes to him.”

 

“He’s not the same,” Harvey murmured, barely audible.

That stopped her. “What does that mean?”

“It means he’s not the Mike we knew.”

Donna stepped back, watching him carefully. “So, what is he now?”

“I don’t know,” Harvey said. “But whatever he is, he’s not here to pick up where we left off.”

“No.” Her voice had a sudden weight to it. A plain truth without apologies, without holding back. “But you are.”

Harvey blinked. “What?”

“You’re the one who still looks like he’s holding a door open. You’re the one who hasn’t let go. He may have changed, but you?” Her gaze softened. “You still flinch when you hear his name. You still wear the armour, but every time someone says ‘Mike,’ your eyes go to the door like you’re waiting for him to just walk in. And don’t even try to deny it.”

He didn’t answer. His hand twitched at his side, and Donna’s eyes dropped there, then back up.

“I need you to be honest with me,” she said. “Not because I need the details. Not because I’m your secretary or your friend. But because I was there when he broke you, and I can’t do that again.”

“I’m not broken.”

“No,” Donna said gently. “You’re just scared. And confused. And angry. And whether you want to admit it or not, you’re still…”

She stopped herself. Let the silence do the rest. She didn’t need to say it, they both knew what she was talking about, they both knew that Harvey wasn’t ready to say it out loud.

Harvey looked at her now, really looked at her. “Don’t.”

“I’m not judging you,” Donna said. “You think I didn’t notice? Hell, the way you used to look at him? I didn’t say anything then because I knew you weren’t ready. But I’m saying it now because it’s still there. You don’t let many people under your skin, Harvey. Hell, you barely let people touch the surface. But he’s already underneath. Has been since the first time he stepped into this office. You’re not simply scared of what he’s become. You’re scared of what he still does to you.”

Harvey’s mouth opened like he might argue. But he didn’t.

Instead, he reached for his coat.

 

“Dinner is at six. I have to go.”

Donna nodded. “And I’ll be there when you get back.”

He paused at the door. Looked at her for one heartbeat longer than he needed to.

Then he left. Quiet, quick, contained. But the air he left behind was shaking.

Donna didn’t move for a long time. Then she exhaled, slow and deep.

“Goddamn it, Mike,” she whispered. “What did you come back for?”

Chapter Text

Harvey stepped into the elevator with a tension in his jaw he couldn’t quite unclench. The doors slid shut behind him, and before he could hit the button for the ground floor, Louis slipped in just before the doors closed. Just Harvey’s luck again, to have been locked up with him again.

Louis barely looked up until the hum of descent started, mumbling something about a deposition. Then he did a double take.

"Jesus, Harvey. You look like crap."

"Thanks," Harvey muttered, low and clipped, trying to sound normal.

Louis blinked, caught off guard by the lack of bite. Not a ‘says you,’ not a comeback. "Rough morning? Late night? Wild plans tonight? Or is this just a new aesthetic you’re trying out? Either way, not a good look on you."

"I’m fine, Louis."

Still nothing resembling humour. No smirk. Harvey's eyes stayed locked on the glowing numbers above the door. Just a tone that really meant Harvey was done.

 

42... 41... 40...

 

"Okay, wow," Louis said, drawing the word out like it might prod Harvey into responding more. "This is… weird. Even for you… Especially for you."

"Drop it."

Harvey's voice was sharp, but not angry. Just... done. Like whatever fight he normally would've put up had been drained hours ago. Like he was locked inside his head and not planning to come out.

The elevator hummed. Louis frowned, arms folding over his chest. Really looking at Harvey and trying to get through to him.

"You know, the last time you looked like this, Mike had just left. Do you remember that? Because I do. You didn’t say a word then either, you just slowly broke down on the inside. I’m not saying it’s the same, I’m just saying I don’t want it to be the same."

"It’s not the same."

That came quick, too quick. And low. Not convincing.

“Just stop pushing.”

 

Louis squinted at him, adjusting the strap of his briefcase. "You sure about that? Because it’s giving same energy. Like, uncanny. You’re doing that thing where you pretend your brain isn't on fire."

Harvey blinked, slow and tight, like every nerve in his body had turned inward. His posture was relaxed, but the kind of relaxed you only get when you're clenching everything beneath the surface.

He didn’t want to be here. Not in this elevator, not in this building, not standing next to someone trying to read him like a billboard. But more than that, he didn’t want to say anything. Because saying something meant acknowledging what the hell just happened upstairs. Saying something meant naming it. Naming him.

It meant admitting he was in over his head, that he was jumping into the unknown.

 

"Look, I know I’m not your favourite person to be trapped in a steel box with," Louis continued, with a forced chuckle, trying to lighten the mood again, "but the least you could do is grunt or glare or threaten to call security."

They hadn’t really fought in years, not as they used to do in the earlier years. But when Mike had left Harvey had yelled at him for the little things, and in all honesty, Louis had preferred that over the emotionless robot Harvey was for the rest of the time. It had gotten better, the walls got down again, for those close to Harvey, but now was not the same.

Harvey finally turned, slightly, just enough to meet Louis's eyes. "I'm not in the mood. I thought I made that clear."

There it was. The truth. Unvarnished. Cold. And not nearly as satisfying as a jab or insult might’ve been.

Louis held his gaze a beat longer than he probably should have and pushed more than he should’ve. "I mean, seriously. You look like you’ve seen a ghost. Or like you’re about to walk into something that’s going to change your life, and not in the fun way."

Mike. Upstairs. Sitting in Harvey’s office like he owned the air. Like the last three years hadn’t happened. It was as if he had seen a ghost.

Harvey swallowed. The taste of the whiskey from the night before clung to the back of his throat like shame.

 

The elevator hit 19… 18... 17…

 

He needed to get out of here. Needed air. Not Louis's well-meaning concern or his off-kilter metaphors. Not questions he didn’t have answers to.

Mike had called him out… Again. Had looked at him like he knew. Like he was still inside Harvey’s skin.

Harvey exhaled through his nose. "Can we ride in silence or are you gonna narrate every floor?"

Louis put his hands up. "Alright. Message received. Specter protocol activated."

They stood in silence for a few seconds. The hum of the elevator filled the space. Louis shifted his weight.

Harvey stared at the doors. He couldn’t even remember what floor they’d started on. Or how long they’ve been standing here. It all felt too long.

Everything since Mike walked in had felt like one long, extended blackout. Like his body was doing things, but none of it was really registering.

All he could hear was Mike’s voice in his head. He had been replaying that conversation since the moment Mike walked out, like it would tell him what the hell he was walking into.

But all he could see was how Mike had changed, how the years apart did him good. That calm confidence. That sharp look. The way he said Harvey’s name like it still meant something.

It still meant everything.

 

8... 7… 6...

 

"You know," Louis said carefully, cutting back in, not being able to handle the tensed silence, "I used to think you didn’t feel things like the rest of us. That you were just... titanium. But then Mike came, and you started cracking around the edges. Not in a bad way. It just made you more human. Like we finally got to see the real Harvey Specter."

Harvey didn't respond, but the way his jaw clenched said enough, Louis was right.

"So yeah, when you go back to acting like nothing gets to you, it’s kind of obvious when something is getting to you. Just saying."

The elevator dinged. Lobby. Finally.

Harvey stepped forward.

Louis hesitated. "Whatever it is... if you wanna talk, or yell at someone, or, I don’t know, pace dramatically in my office while monologuing, I’m around."

Harvey gave a short nod. Not dismissive. Just a shiver of warmth.

And then he walked out.

Louis took a beat longer to get out, alone in the quiet elevator, frowning at Harvey walking away.

"Cool. Yeah. Okay. Good talk."

 

 

Outside, the air wrapped around him, warm, late-summer heavy, thick with the scent of hot pavement, exhaust, city sweat. It clung to his skin, curled at the edges of his collar, saturated everything with the quiet hum of a city that never quite stopped moving.

The skyline had that golden smear of a New York twilight, where day and night blurred together. Windows caught the sun and tossed it back like coins into a fountain. It was the kind of evening that felt like it could be anything. Or nothing at all.

Harvey stood there a second longer than necessary. Just breathing. Just... waiting. Not for the car.

For himself.

For whatever it was that had started ticking inside him the moment he saw Mike again. Something quiet, deep, and far too old to be new. Something he thought he’d buried. Or maybe just never named.

 

The Range Rover was already there, sleek, and black and polished like a promise no one dared break. It looked chic, expensive, but not loud about.

Cass, the guy who also was at the prison, stood by the rear door in a suit so sharp it looked like it could cut concrete, no doubt custom tailored. He wore the suit as armour, where Mike wore his as a second skin. His stance was calm but not relaxed. Watching Harvey’s every movement. A quiet sentinel.

"Mr. Specter," Cass greeted, opening the door with the smoothness of someone who had seemingly never fumbled for anything in his life. But the hardness behind Cass’s eyes told something else, there was more to him than just a quiet professional driver.

Harvey slid in without a word. The leather welcomed him like it had been waiting.

The door shut with a clean, expensive click.

Inside, the car was dark leather and steel and restraint. Cool air whispered across the back of his neck, brushing the fine hairs there and raising goosebumps.

The scent inside was something expensive, woodsy, deliberate. Like aged bourbon soaked into mahogany and time. No clutter. No Dust. No distractions. Just precision and silence. Like everything inside had been curated for a specific effect: comfort, control, clarity. Power, but whispered.

And even though Harvey knew this all, saw all the signs, all the effort, it had the right effect.

Cass got in the front moments later. Engine on. The world shifted around them.

"Comfortable?"

"Fine," Harvey replied, gaze forward, voice flat.

He was anything but fine.

His fingers itched. His knee bounced, just once, before he stilled it. Every part of him was tightly wound, like he was one little inconvenience away from running.

Cass pulled smoothly into traffic, weaving through the city like the chaos of Manhattan didn't exist. Like all the noise outside couldn’t touch the interior of this car. Time seemed to slow.

Minutes passed. Quiet stretched. No music, just the quiet hum of the city.

 

"You were at the prison too, right? Cass, was it?" Harvey finally asked, knowing the answer but needing the acknowledgment.

"Yes."

Short. Precise. Not wasting a single breath.

"How long have you worked for him?"

Cass didn’t glance back. "A while."

"That’s not an answer."

"It’s the only one you’re getting."

Harvey scoffed. "You know, I deal with cagey people for a living. Doesn’t mean I like it."

"You asked. I answered."

It was that calmness again. That unnerving, unshakable calm. Not passive; measured. Controlled. Cass was a man used to pressure. Harvey recognized it because it was usually him in that seat, giving that tone. Being in control of the situation.

"So, what, you’re his driver?"

Harvey knew there was more to it, but he doubted that he would get it out of him.

"I’m whatever he needs me to be."

Harvey tilted his head, studying the back of Cass’s head. Clean haircut. Military sharp. The posture of someone who’d held a weapon more often than a pen. There was a stillness to him that didn’t come from relaxation, it came from training.

"Bodyguard? Concierge? Butler? Something tells me you didn’t major in valet services."

Cass gave a faint smile in the mirror. "You’re good at reading people. Maybe keep doing that instead of trying to confirm anything."

But Harvey pushed. "You always this cryptic, or is it just me?"

 

Cassian’s eyes met Harvey’s in the rearview mirror for a second.

Cass didn’t hesitate. "You’re nervous."

Harvey bristled. Turned his head sharply. "Excuse me?"

"You’re deflecting. Asking questions, you already know I won’t answer. If Mr. Ross wanted you to know more, he would’ve told you more."

Those words said more than Harvey would want to admit. Harvey’s lips parted like he wanted to argue, but the words didn’t come. Because it was true. And he hated that it was true. Hated being seen that clearly by someone who barely knew him.

How much is he showing his emotions now? He thought he was hiding it pretty well. Or has Mike told him that Harvey would be like this? Maybe both.

His throat was dry. He turned back toward the window. Watched the city slide by in streams of light and motion. Shadows flicked over his face like fingers.

"I’m just trying to figure out what I’m walking into."

"A dinner. With Mike. That’s all."

"With a man who disappeared from my life for three years and now reappears dressed like the goddamn CEO of an underground empire."

Cass didn’t respond. Just drove. Smooth. Steady. Unbothered.

 

Harvey shifted, restlessly, jaw flexing. His mind spiralled. Mike’s eyes, steady and unreadable. His voice, deeper, more deliberate. His fucking calm energy.

He could still see the way Mike had stood in his office. The way he hadn’t asked for anything, just expected it. Like this dinner was inevitable. Like Harvey saying yes was never in doubt. It never was.

It stirred something deep. Dark. Something he didn’t understand. Or didn’t want to.

And god help him, the fantasy hit again, uninvited, vivid.

Mike’s hand against his chest. Steady pressure. Calm voice giving instructions that weren’t requests. Another hand at his throat, not tight, not painful, just enough to command stillness. The weight of dominance. Harvey letting go, letting Mike control him.

It burned. Shame and want tangled together. Harvey pressed his palm to his thigh, grounding himself.

What the hell was happening to him?

This was not something he wanted. Sure, he had fantasized about Mike before, he had wished something would happen. But he was always the one on top. Grabbing Mike by his too skinny tie, dominating the kiss and deciding what happens next. Not this…
It must be the shock of seeing Mike again, it wasn’t what he really wanted.

 

He looked at Cass again, trying to decode what’s more to him, why he is here. That loyalty. Cass had seen the new Mike up close. Had followed him. Trusted him. There was something terrifying in that.

"He trusts you," Harvey said.

Cass didn’t even blink.

"How did that happen?"

Cass’s voice dropped low, steady as stone. “You ever meet someone who just... shows up when you’re at your worst? Not asking, not demanding. Just there. Some people call it luck. Others call it fate. I call it something I’ll never forget.”

He glanced in the rearview mirror, eyes unreadable, distant. “Mike wouldn’t agree with me but let’s just say I owe him more than just my life.”

A pause.

Quiet.

“I’d take a bullet for him without hesitation.”

Harvey stilled, the weight of Cass’s words settling like a stone in his gut. He let his gaze drift to the window, watching the city lights blur into streaks of gold and white, but his mind was somewhere else. Anchored to the conviction in Cass’s voice.

He thought about Mike, the calm command in his eyes, the way he carried himself like he owned every shadow and secret. This wasn’t the kid Harvey remembered, the hustler with the quick smile and faster tongue. This was someone forged in fire, someone who demanded loyalty not through threats but through presence. But still he cared apparently.

For a moment, Harvey’s chest tightened, not with jealousy, but something more complicated. Respect, maybe. Awe, definitely. And an uneasy stirring deep in his gut, the kind that whispered this was far from over.

He swallowed hard, meeting Cass’s steady stare in the mirror again. If Cass was willing to stake his life on Mike, then maybe it was time Harvey stopped fighting the pull and finally saw what he’d been missing all along.

One look in the mirror, and Harvey got the message. This wasn’t a conversation, it was a courtesy.

But that didn’t stop Harvey from asking more questions about different, less personal, things.

"He sent you to vet me?"

Cass paused. "He asked me to be honest. That’s not the same thing."

"Right," Harvey muttered.

But it settled differently in his chest. He didn’t know if it was relief or dread.

Cass looked at him through the mirror, and for the first time, there was something sharp in his gaze. Not threatening. Just cutting through the noise.

"You care about him. A lot."

Harvey didn’t speak. He didn’t have to. The silence confirmed everything.

Cass added, voice lower, like the volume itself was a courtesy. "But caring’s not enough. You have to be ready to follow him where he is now. To protect what he’s built. He still trusts you. But he needs to know if he still should. Don’t say yes unless you are serious."

Harvey exhaled. Closed his eyes for a second too long. Then opened them again.

"Do you think I can?"

Cass didn’t smile. But there was something like it, ghosting in the mirror. "Depends. Are you still trying to get the old Mike back? Or are you ready to see the man he became?"

Harvey didn’t answer. Couldn’t. Not yet. He wanted to say the new one, but he has been stuck in the past for too long, wishing for the old Mike to walk in.

The city blurred outside. Harvey stared through tinted glass, but his reflection stared back at him. Not polished. Not in control. Just a man unravelling, thread by thread. But the man was more ready for what was coming than the one there was that morning.

Cass’s voice came softer.

"Whatever you’re expecting... he’s not it."

Harvey’s voice was rough, a tad unsure but trying to hide it. "What do you mean?"

"I mean Mike Ross doesn’t need saving. Not anymore."

The Range Rover slowed as it approached a private garage entrance. Cass turned into the underground driveway like he’d done it a thousand times.

He looked at Harvey one last time in the mirror.

"But maybe you do."

Harvey didn’t answer. Couldn’t. The words sat too heavy in his chest.

The gate rose. The car descended.

Dinner was just the beginning.

 

 

The restaurant was dimly lit, tucked between glossy storefronts and faceless corporate towers like a secret carved into Manhattan itself. The kind of place with no sign out front and a name whispered more than spoken.

He saw him the moment he stepped inside. Corner table, shadowed just enough to feel private, lit just enough to draw the eye. Mike was already seated, comfortably. There was a glass in his hand, pale amber and expensive, catching the light like a promise. Macallan 18. Neat.

Harvey recognized it immediately. Recognized the move, too.

His own drink. His usual.

No garnish, no ice, just that deep, quiet flex of taste. That reminder that Mike didn’t forget things, not the details, not the tells, not Harvey.

His shirt was unbuttoned at the top two buttons, a quiet rebellion that showed off sharp collarbones and skin that looked like it had been earned through sweat and purpose, not just genetics. And there, where the collar broke and the light kissed just enough skin to tempt, was the ghost of something darker. Ink. Barely visible.

Harvey didn’t let it show. Didn’t pause. Didn’t react. Not visibly.

But he looked. Just long enough. Longer than he meant to.

And Mike, of course, noticed.

He looked up with a slow grin, eyes catching Harvey’s across the space like they were picking up a conversation neither of them had started out loud.

Harvey moved toward the table, jaw set, expression smooth. Like his pulse wasn’t beating behind his ribs with the steady pressure of something that felt a lot like memory. Or want. Or both.

He didn’t show it. But Mike had already seen enough.

 

Mike looked up. Smirked. "Harvey, glad you came! You look good."

Harvey recovered quickly, mask snapping into place. "Ross, you didn’t leave me with much of a choice, sending a driver and all. I see you have already ordered a drink. You also ordered the food already, or is it just to look mysterious?"

Mike lifted the glass. "So, you think I look mysterious huh. But yeah, I ordered. Figured you for the dry-aged ribeye, medium rare, right?"

"Still stalking me, huh?" It was exactly what Harvey liked. What he would have ordered.

"Please. You’re a creature of habit, Harvey. If I said I ordered the sea bass, you’d have turned around and walked out. Don’t forget I know you."

Harvey slid into the booth across from him. The leather was cool beneath his palms. He tried not to look at the tattoo again. Not directly. But it stayed with him, a phantom itch in his brain. And when he thought Mike wasn’t he might’ve stolen a glance.

He cleared his throat. "So, this is what it’s like now? You make the reservations, you order the steak, you send your driver to pick me up?"

Mike raised a brow. "Would it have worked better if I just showed up at your office again with a sheepish smile and a 'Hey, buddy, remember me?'"

"It would've worked better if you hadn't cut contact at all."

That landed. A flicker of something passed behind Mike’s eyes. Then it was gone. But Harvey caught it. And maybe Mike wanted him to.

 

The banter, the rhythm between them, it was still there. Different cadence maybe, a different key, but still theirs. Muscle memory in conversation form. And Harvey hated how much it made his chest ache.

While a waiter appeared and gave them both a glass of wine without talking, the conversation flowed smoothly, albeit a bit awkward. They were both waiting for the other to get to the point.

He took a sip. It was good. Of course it was. It tasted like old money and quiet ambition.

 

"You gonna keep dancing around it, or should I just ask?" Harvey said.

Mike met his gaze evenly. "What do you want to know?"

Harvey leaned back, one hand smoothing down his tie. A tic. One of many he didn’t think Mike would still catch. "Where the hell have you been? What the hell have you built? You say you want me involved, but I don’t even know what I’m stepping into."

Mike set down his glass. His posture shifted, a fraction more serious, shoulders back, ready to talk business.

"I started planning it in prison. Had the time. And the clarity. And weirdly enough the resources. But honestly, the idea, the dream, has been there for way longer. I just didn’t have the guts to chase it."

Harvey blinked, waiting for more.

"After I got out," Mike continued, "I knew I couldn’t go back to how things were. Not to Specter Litt. Once I got a taste of something that was mine, I wanted more. I needed to build something that was completely mine, that meant something. So, I did. In Chicago, first. Then Atlanta. Philly. D.C. And now..."

"New York."

Mike nodded. "Yeah. The plan was always to come back. When it was ready. When I was."

"Sounds good and all, but you’re still not saying much. What is it?"

Mike smiled faintly, choosing his words carefully. "A High-end private club. Very selective. Invitation only. Discretion-focused."

Harvey frowned. "So ... a private nightclub?"

"Yes and no. Not exactly. But I’ll show you. If you come."

Harvey was quiet for a beat. The silence thickened, folded itself into the air between them. He looked down at his wineglass, then back at Mike. The lighting cast shadows under his eyes, and the tension in his shoulders was harder to hide.

"Why now?" he asked. They both knew what he was really asking, why not earlier?

Mike drew a breath, slow and steady. "Because it’s time, time to face my past and make things right. And because if I was gonna open something in this city, I had to make sure it was done right. That means a legal team I trust. We are getting too big for just the inhouse counsel."

"You could have hired anyone."

"I didn’t want anyone. I wanted you. But if you don’t want the job, Harvey, I’ll get that. I’ll still want you in my life. The rest is optional. Even that is optional. But let me say this, if you say no, it's not a choice you can go back on."

Harvey stared at him. Really looked. The sharpness in his eyes, the weight in his posture. He wasn’t bluffing. He was offering. And not just a job.

"You left without saying where you were going, without saying when you would be back."

"I know."

"You went to prison for us. And then you vanished."

Mike’s voice lowered. "I couldn’t come back and just slot back into my old life like nothing happened. I didn’t want a desk out of pity. Or loyalty. Or because you guys thought that would repay what I've done. I needed to earn whatever came next. Away from the shadows of what we built. In a place I would belong, and not just play pretend for half of the time."

Harvey swallowed, jaw tense. That hit somewhere deep. Somewhere he didn’t like to name.

"I’m sorry," Mike said. "Not just for leaving. For not explaining. For not letting you in. I thought... maybe if I did, I’d never leave at all. I would have said yes to just one day, but you and I both know that one day would’ve turned into a month, would’ve turned into a year, would’ve turned into forever."

That silence again. Heavy. Real. Like the air had its own gravity.

Harvey reached for his wine. Took a slow sip. "You’re still an arrogant little shit," he muttered.

Mike grinned. "You missed me."

"Don’t flatter yourself."

 

They both smiled, quiet and tired and a little raw.

Mike leaned in slightly. "Come to Philly. Saturday night. The New York location isn’t finished yet. But I want you to see it. What I built. You deserve to."

Harvey met his eyes. Still that trace of ink curling up Mike’s chest like a secret. Still the quiet pull in his gut he couldn’t shake.

"Just to see."

"Just to see."

"No promises."

"Never asked for any."

Their hands didn’t touch. But it felt like they had. Something unspoken passed between them, weighty and warm. A tether, invisible but unmistakable.

And Harvey, for the first time in a long time, felt the rush of not knowing what came next. But he didn’t hate it.

He wasn’t sure if it was the wine, the lighting, or the way Mike had looked at him. And deep down, beneath the lawyer, beneath the ego, beneath the carefully cultivated armour, Harvey Specter wanted to follow that pull.

Even if he wasn’t ready to admit it yet.

 

 

Harvey closed the door behind him and toed off his shoes, only to find the apartment wasn’t as empty as he left it.

Donna was already there. Perched on the edge of his kitchen counter like a queen holding court, wine glass in hand, perfectly arched brow locked and loaded.

He didn’t even get to loosen his tie.

“Well?” she asked.

Harvey sighed. “Did you break in?”

“Spare key,” she said sweetly. “For emergencies.”

He took of his jacked and loosened the tie “You consider this an emergency?”

“You went to dinner with Mike Ross and came back looking like someone knocked the wind out of you. So yeah, I’d say red alert.”

He walked past her, straight to the liquor cabinet. Poured himself two fingers of scotch, Yamazaki, and took a long sip before speaking.

“It was just dinner.”

Donna grinned. “At a place with no name on the door, no website, and a host who only opens it after scanning your face?”

Harvey looked at her. “How the hell do you know that?”

“I have eyes. And connections. And I tracked your location.”

“Jesus, Donna.”

“Oh relax. Now spill. What has our golden boy been up to all this time?”

Harvey hesitated, just long enough for her to notice. “A club,” he said finally.

“A club?” Donna echoed, brow quirking.

He swirled the scotch in his glass. “That’s what he said. He’s built something. Big. Private. High-end. Invite-only. Discreet.”

Donna blinked. Slowly. Then, as the words sank in, something shifted behind her eyes.

“He used that exact words?”

Harvey nodded.

“Oh,” she said softly.

Harvey tilted his head. “What?”

She took another sip of wine, but her smile said she wasn’t thinking about wine at all. “Nothing. Just... sounds like Mike found his niche.”

“You know what kind of club it is,” he accused.

“I have a guess,” she teased, getting up and walking over to him. “But it’s way more fun if you figure it out yourself.”

He narrowed his eyes. “Donna.”

“Harvey.”

“You’re enjoying this way too much.”

“Of course I am.” She tilted her head, studying him. “Sooo. How’d he look?”

He gave her a look. “Seriously?”

“I haven’t seen him in three years. Indulge me.”

Harvey tried to keep his face neutral and just to stay to the fact. He failed. “Put together. Tailored suit, probably custom. Calm. Confident. Like he walks into rooms expecting to own them.”

Donna’s smile curled like smoke. “Mm. And the eyes?”

“Blue, intense, a lot sharper. Still looking like he's having a thousand thoughts a second.”

“That was a very detailed answer for someone trying to play it cool.”

He scowled. “He was right in front of me, Donna.”

“And apparently left quite the impression. I didn’t realise that a ‘strictly business’ included staring into his eyes.”

Harvey took another drink.

Donna leaned back against the counter. “How fancy was the place? Scale of one to ‘they won’t even let me in unless I’m wearing blood diamonds’.”

Harvey scoffed. “It’s one of those places that pretends it doesn’t exist but probably has a waitlist six months long. Mike must have had the connections to get in, or the money to.”

“Please tell me you ordered the most expensive thing on the menu.”

“I didn’t get a menu.”

Her eyes widened, sensing what was coming. “You… What?”

He rubbed his jaw. “He already ordered. For both of us.”

Donna nearly choked on her wine. “Mike Ross ordered for you? And you let it happen?”

“Apparently he knows what I like.”

She let that hang in the air for a second too long. Then, sweetly, “Oh honey, he always did.”

Harvey shot her a look. She grinned.

“Did he say why he wants you involved in this... club?”

“He said I was the best lawyer he knows.”

Donna raised a sceptical brow, like there should be more to it.

“And that he needs someone he can trust.”

“Uh huh.”

“And that he wanted me in his life again.”

Donna laughed. “Sounds like a match made in heaven.”

Harvey leaned back. “He invited me to visit. Tomorrow night.”

Donna’s eyes glittered. “And you’re going.”

“I didn’t say that.”

“You didn’t have to. Your face did it for you.”

He drained the last of his scotch. “You think I’m being an idiot?”

“No,” she said, surprisingly serious now. “I think you’re already in. And maybe you just want someone to tell you it’s okay to jump.”

He glanced at her, silent.

Donna softened. “Wear something nice tomorrow. And don’t embarrass us.”

He groaned. “You’re all heart.”

She winked. “Damn right.”

Chapter Text

Harvey stood in front of his wardrobe, jaw tight, shoulders stiff, staring at the rows of suits, shirts, ties, and shoes like they were insulting him. Normally, this ritual was effortless, pick the best, darkest, sharpest, and move. Pick whatever fits the situation and will get him what he wants. Today, though, he felt like a man facing a puzzle he wasn’t equipped to solve.

His hands hovered over the fabrics, brushing the lapels of charcoal, navy, black. Each one whispered competence, control, authority… but none of them felt right. None of them said I’m ready to see Mike Ross again. He hated that it felt like dressing for a date, not a meeting.

He muttered under his breath, pacing. “It’s just business,” he repeated, trying to convince himself, but the words felt hollow, like they’d been pulled from someone else’s life.

Business. That’s what it was supposed to be. Except his pulse didn’t get the memo. He was stepping in as a potential legal consultant. That’s it. Nothing personal. Nothing to make his chest tighten or his pulse spike. Just vetting the club, finding out if it would be lucrative for the firm.

And yet, every time he imagined Mike, calm, confident, tailored suit sitting across from him, blue eyes sharp, ink visible at the collarbone, he felt heat creeping up his neck. Not desire, not exactly, but a magnetic pull. It was nothing but somehow everything. In the last day he felt more alive than the last 3 years combined.

He ran a hand through his hair, tugging at it in frustration, pacing again. The apartment was quiet except for the hum of the city outside, a steady reminder that life was moving on, and he was still frozen here, in his own head. Mike, or maybe just his driver and/or bodyguard, would be there in less than 30 minutes, and yet Harvey stood there conflicted.

 

A sharp ding from his phone cut through the haze. Donna.

He stared at the screen, debating ignoring it. She wouldn’t stop. She never did. And somehow, he suspected, she already knew he was freaking out.

She always knew. She also knew what in hell Mike was up to and refused to tell him, so whether she would actually help now was debatable. But right now, she was his best chance at looking somewhat ready.

“Harvey Specter,” Donna’s voice came through, warm but laced with amusement. “Are you standing in your closet contemplating life, or are you actually going to get dressed?”

“I…” He hesitated. “I’m fine.”

A lie.

“I call bullshit. I can hear the panic through the phone,” she said calmly. “Relax. You’re about to walk into… Mike’s world. And I can help you navigate without making it obvious that you’re about to wet yourself with anticipation.”

Harvey’s eyebrow lifted. “Excuse me?”

“Don’t play innocent. You’re panicking because it’s Mike. And because you have no idea what he’s built, which, yes, I know. I am Donna, I always know. And yes, I know the type of thing he’ll enjoy. And yes, I know exactly what will make you… presentable, appealing, and not look like a deer caught in headlights.”

He pinched the bridge of his nose. “You’re not even there, and you’re already messing with my brain.” He was not trying to look appealing to Mike. Right? Why would he.

“Think of me as a stylist with insider intel,” she said lightly, a teasing lilt undercutting the seriousness. “Now. Let’s start with the basics: this is not just a meeting, not just a client. You’re stepping into something he’s designed to control, manage, and curate. You want to be competent. You want to look like you belong. And you want him to notice you without being obvious.”

Harvey groaned, pacing again. His hand brushed over a navy pinstripe suit, but he pulled back. “Too safe. Too corporate.”

“Exactly,” Donna said. “You’re not here for a boardroom. Not tonight. You’re here to see someone who’s evolved, who’s taken his own life into his hands and… well, yeah. Into his tastes. Into his desires. And you want to survive it, Harvey. And look good doing it. You’re not dressing for court, Harvey. You’re dressing for him.”

The words landed sharper than he wanted to admit, a knife slipping between the ribs of his denial.

He leaned against the wardrobe, exhaling sharply. “Survive it? Donna, it’s just a club. I’m a lawyer, not…”

“Not a rookie? In his world you are,” she interrupted, cutting him off softly. “And you know it. Now, let’s figure this out. Shirt first. Dark, sleek, open collar. Not sloppy, not buttoned to the neck. You need a hint of… vulnerability? Not like he’ll see weakness, just… you’re human. Trust me.”

He hesitated, then slid a crisp black dress shirt off the hanger, running his fingers over the fabric. It felt right, but he couldn’t explain why. Donna’s voice in his ear guided him with unnerving precision.

“Pants. Slim, tailored, dark. Shoes polished but subtle. Nothing flashy. You’re not trying to impress the crowd. You’re trying to impress him. And subtly,” she added.

Harvey nodded, following her instructions like a soldier, but the hum in his chest didn’t abate. He knew Donna was right, this wasn’t about anyone else. This was about Mike. About walking into something he didn’t fully understand and not crumbling. He just wasn’t quite ready to admit it just yet.

“Accessories,” Donna continued. “Keep it minimal. He notices details. You’ve always noticed details. But tonight, your details should be… quiet, but intentional. Watch the cufflinks. The watch. The tie. Make him see effort without shouting it.”

Harvey tugged the tie into a Windsor knot, staring at his reflection. Intentional. Subtle. Not obvious. But his pulse betrayed him. His hand flexed, restless against the fabric. His mind ran ahead, imagining Mike sitting across from him, calm, observing, teasing just slightly.

“You’re overthinking it,” Donna’s voice broke into his spiralling thoughts. “Relax. He wants you to show up, he wants you to notice him, but he’s not a monster. He’s… selective. Precise. Like the space he’s built. You don’t need to perform. You need to be present.”

He exhaled slowly. “Present. Right.”

“And” she added, voice softer, teasing, but firm, “you’re gonna notice things you’ve never noticed before. You’re gonna get curious. You’re gonna ask questions. And yes, you’re gonna be uncomfortable. But not outside your comfort zone. He’ll let you in slowly. That’s why you’re here. That’s why he wants you here.”

Harvey’s chest tightened. “I thought this was about a potential client. Legal stuff. I’m not more.”

“You’re not thinking business,” Donna said knowingly. “You’re thinking Mike. Admit it.”

He didn’t answer immediately, stayed quiet for a tad too long. He didn’t have to. She knew. She had always known.

“So what? Yesterday you were telling me to be careful, and now to go full in? What happened to that huh?”

“I am not saying everything is okay, and I am still mad at him. But I know you, Harvey. And I knew him.”

He knew she was right. There is a clear line between seeing what he has been up to and forgiveness.

Harvey straightened, buttoning the last cufflink, checking the tie. His reflection showed a man in control, or close enough. But the tremor in his hands, the way his pulse thrummed under the skin, betrayed the chaos underneath.

“I have to go. It’s time. Thanks... I think.”

Donna’s final words lingered, teasing but true: “You’re ready. Mostly. Go. Don’t waste any more time overthinking. Mike’s waiting. And so is the part of you that’s always wanted to… see what he’s really like.”

 

Harvey exhaled, setting his jaw. The thought made his chest tighten, and not in a way he wanted to acknowledge. He grabbed his coat, slung it over his shoulder, and strode toward the door.

The ride to Philly would be long enough for answers, explanations, and revelations. But for now… the first step had been taken. The step into uncertainty, into desire, into Mike’s carefully curated world.

Harvey locked the door behind him and paused, his hand resting a beat too long on the deadbolt. The city outside was quiet for now, though the hum of traffic floated up from the street, mixing with the faint echo of Donna’s voice still in his head.

Don’t overthink this, Harvey. He’ll see through it. He always does.

He inhaled through his nose, adjusted the cuff of his jacket, and forced his feet to move. Down the hall, down the elevator, across marble floors that had always made him feel in control. Tonight, they felt slippery.

 

The Range Rover idled at the curb, black and gleaming, its presence less car and more predator waiting in the dark.

Mike leaned casually against the hood, dressed in another perfectly cut suit, midnight navy this time, again with no tie. The open collar softened nothing, if anything, it made him look more dangerous, like restraint was optional. The city’s glow caught in his hair, in the faint line of muscle pressing against fabric that wasn’t meant to hide strength.

Beside him, Cass had shed the corporate polish. Black leather jacket, black shirt, black jeans, black boots, head-to-toe uniform of quiet menace. He wasn’t just Mike’s driver tonight. He looked like a man who could dismantle anyone who tried to get too close. Even relaxed, leaning with hands tucked in pockets, there was a coiled stillness in him, the kind Harvey recognized from fighters who knew they didn’t need to posture.

Harvey tugged his coat straight, a small armour he pretended not to need, and stepped forward into the frigid air. Their conversation cut off instantly. Mike’s grin only widened, all warmth, while Cass’s face cooled, retreating into watchfulness. The shift made Harvey’s stomach tighten.

“Harvey,” Mike said, voice low but bright with amusement. “I’m glad you came. You look good.”

Harvey’s smile was careful, measured, the kind he used in court when every word was a gamble. “Thanks. You clean up nice too.” He flicked a nod toward Cass.

Cass returned it, brief and unreadable, then moved first, opening the back door with a fluid motion that felt more like a command than a courtesy.

Harvey slid inside. Obedient. The word stung as soon as it crossed his mind, but the click of the door shutting swallowed the thought whole. The cabin felt sealed, heavy with silence, thick with expectation. No Donna here to translate. Just the three of them, walled in by leather and glass and something unnamed.

Mike took the driver’s seat, hands steady on the wheel, movements efficient, economical, as if the act of driving itself was another display of control. Cass settled into the passenger side, adjusting the mirror until Harvey caught the man’s gaze. A cool, assessing glance that lingered a second too long. Cataloguing him. Weighing him.

For the first time in years, Harvey felt the shift. Not predator. Prey.

 

He cleared his throat. “So, you’re driving now.”

The old Mike was too scared to even start lessons. That Mike preferred to bike everywhere over getting behind the steering wheel.

Mike’s mouth curved, just slightly, reflected in the rear-view. “Told you, Harvey. People grow.”

The city lights streaked across the windshield, bending over Mike’s cheekbones and catching in Cass’s sharp profile. Harvey leaned back, crossing one leg over the other, forcing his body to look relaxed when every nerve in him was tense.

“You going to tell me what exactly I’m walking into,” Harvey said as a matter of fact, “or do you plan on keeping me guessing?”

Mike’s tone stayed calm. “You asked for answers. You’ll get them. Just know which questions you want answered.”

Cass didn’t turn, but his voice carried back. “Better now than later. You don’t strike me as a guy who likes to walk in blind.”

Harvey exhaled, long, slow. Control the narrative. Ask the right questions. Stay steady. “Start with the basics. The club. What is it?”

Mike’s fingers shifted on the wheel, relaxed but deliberate. “It’s a BDSM club. Bondage and discipline, dominance and submission, sadism and masochism. But that’s just the surface. It’s a space for exploration. Safe, controlled, respectful. Some come to submit, some to dominate, some to switch between. Others only observe. Everyone has a role, but no one is forced into one. It’s about consent. Negotiation. Trust. Discovering yourself in a safe space.”

The words landed heavier than Harvey expected. He knew the acronyms, sure, but hearing Mike say them with such calm clarity disoriented him. He coughed lightly. “So, it’s not just… handcuffs and spankings.”

Mike’s smile flickered, faint but amused. “That’s the cartoon version. This is about control, Harvey. And the freedom that comes when you give it up or take it on.”

Something hot twisted low in Harvey’s gut, quick and sharp, before he shoved it down. Not going there. Not tonight. Preferably not ever. He shifted, covering it with a scoff. “You really expected me to walk in blind to that? You…”

“Harvey.” Low. Firm.
The name alone shut him up. Mike left a moment of silence, as if he challenged Harvey to start again.

“I do not,” Mike said simply. “Which is why I’m telling you. Nobody walks blindly into Atwater Elevated. We’ve got a two-hour drive, use it. Ask questions, we will answer it as good as we can.”

 

Silence pressed in again, heavy with unspoken things. Harvey let it stretch, then aimed his next question like a dart, determined to find out as much as possible. Mike seemed open, ready to answer every question, and Harvey wouldn’t be Harvey if not to use that completely. “So how did it start? You don’t exactly walk out of prison with investors lined up to fund your sex dungeon.”

He’d meant it sharp, biting, but Mike didn’t flinch. He just exhaled, steady, like he’d expected the jab. “You’re right. I didn’t walk out with investors. I walked out with knowledge. Connections. Time well-spent. Inside, I built structure. People needed rules, order, something to keep them steady. I gave them that. When I got out, I turned that into something real. A business, yes, but also a place I wanted to exist. Because I knew if I needed it, others would too. I didn’t need investors, as the business idea was already good enough.”

Harvey felt his throat go dry. The edges of admiration scratched at his ribs, sharp and unwelcome. “And Cass?” he asked, trying to pivot. “Where did he come in?”

Protectiveness flickered in Mike’s voice. The answer more closed. A warning not to push. “Cass has been with me from the beginning.”

But Cass turned, his profile caught in the blur of streetlight. His voice was calm, but heavier now, personal. “In Prison. My first day in. As you might expect if you walk into a place like that carrying too much order, too much discipline, too much expectation of safety, you become a target. Four of them cornered me by the laundry. No guards. Nowhere to run. Ten seconds, maybe less, before it got ugly. I can stand my ground, but four is too much for even me. And that day… I didn’t even care if they finished it.”

Harvey leaned forward unconsciously, the image vivid in his mind. He couldn’t imagine a man like Cass being threatened, but prison is a scary place. “And?”

Cass’s mouth twitched into something dry. “And Mike walked in. Didn’t shout, didn’t swing. Just told them ‘Out.’ And they left. Just like that.”

Harvey blinked, it was not what he had expected. “You’re telling me four guys walked away because he said one word?”

“Because he had weight,” Cass replied simply. “Because by then, people knew better than to cross him. That day he didn’t just save me from a beating. He gave me a purpose. I think he had only been in there for half a year, and he was already running the show.”

The words landed with a quiet finality.

Mike’s eyes stayed on the road, but his knuckles tightened on the wheel, almost imperceptibly.

 

Cass’s voice dropped, steady but fierce. “When I told you yesterday, I’d take a bullet for him, it wasn’t just a matter of saying. In there, that’s survival. You don’t get loyalty for free. You should know that better than anyone. He earned it. Day after day. By giving men who had nothing left… structure. Choices. Dignity. You can’t fake that.”

Harvey’s chest tightened. He remembered fighting to keep Mike out of that hell; certain prison would crush him. Being scared, sad even, thinking about Mike in such a cruel place. And now here Cass was, painting a picture where Mike hadn’t just survived, he’d ruled.

He thought back to all the visits, but couldn’t find a sign that this happened, only a guy with a mask on. It did make sense more why Mike didn’t want to take the deal, where he only had to tell on an other inmate, and get out immediately. Trust seemed to be a huge deal in this community.

Harvey cleared his throat, his voice rougher than he intended. “So, while I was out here, doing everything to get you out, you were in there… building this?”

Mike’s smile was faint, crooked. “I just did what felt good, what the people in there needed. Prison wasn’t pretty when I got in Harvey, it broke people down.”

Cass’s expression softened, rare and fleeting. “He made the rules in a place designed to strip you of them. That’s why when he walked out, people followed. And why they still do.”

Harvey leaned back, his pulse loud in his ears. A thousand questions crowded his mind, about limits, about trust, about Mike himself. He wanted to ask them all, and at the same time, none at all.

Instead, what came out was raw, unpolished. “And this… dominant thing. That’s always been you?”

Mike’s gaze met his in the rearview, steady, unwavering. “Always. I just never let you see it. There was no place for it at the firm.”

Something in Harvey’s gut twisted again, harder this time. He swallowed, eyes flicking away, the city blurring outside his window.

God help me, he thought, I don’t know if I want to run from this, or straight into it.

 

Harvey shifted in the seat, crossing one leg over the other, fingers tapping lightly against his knee. He forced his jaw into its usual hard line, the mask of control already slipping into place. Okay, lawyer mode. Client intake. You’re not here for curiosity. You’re here to protect your interests. Ask questions. Collect data. Remain untouched.

“So,” Harvey began smoothly, “operationally, how does it work? Is there a hierarchy? Rules? Protocols? I need the details because if someone got out of line…” His voice cut off in practiced legal caution, but in his head: Fuck. I don’t know why my stomach just did that.

Mike’s hands stayed steady on the wheel. “Yes. To all the above. Everyone knows their limits, their responsibilities. No one is forced into anything, they choose their roles, negotiate boundaries, use safe words. Consent is the foundation. The hierarchy exists to maintain safety, clarity, and respect. Members sign NDA’s and we do elaborate background checks. New dominants will be trained before they can participate in scenes. And any rule break means the offender is out and blacklisted.”

Cass added from the front seat, “There are people who dominate, people who submit, people who switch, and people who just observe. All of them want structure, rules, or guidance. And everyone gets it because it’s agreed upon first. Not assumed. There is rarely trouble.”

Harvey scribbled a mental note. Consent. Safe words. Roles. Got it. He tried to focus on the lawyer side of his brain, ignoring the other side of him that warmed at Cass’s tone, at Mike’s calm, unshakable presence.

“NDA’s you say? I can trust you that they are carefully drafted?” Harvey didn’t doubt it a second, but if you leave even tiny wiggle room it could be disastrous.

“Yes, it is airtight. I’ve made them myself with our in-house counsel. Breaking the NDA would cost most of our members more than they make in years, so they don’t dare to.”

“And how did you actually get this off the ground?” Harvey asked, the words smooth, controlled. Because if I act curious, it’s obvious. Lawyer questions. Due diligence.

Mike glanced at him, expression measured. “Inside prison, I met people who knew the logistics. Security, administration, communication. I studied what worked, what failed. When I got out, I had the contacts, the knowledge, and the time to make it legitimate. Everything is licensed, insured, and meticulously organized. I didn’t leave anything to chance.”

Harvey’s mind snapped to the legal implications. Of course he did. That’s Mike. Of course he did. During the early days at the firm Mike had made some mistakes in respect, so Harvey had drilled it in his head. He pressed, leaning in slightly. “And funding? Investors?”

“No investors. Private. Self-funded. I worked. I built. I made sure it could sustain itself before opening doors. The expansion plan is based on proven success.”

Cass chipped in again, quieter, almost conversational now, but with that edge of loyalty still evident. “He didn’t do it for profit, and that’s why it worked. That’s why it is profitable now. He wanted a safe space. For everyone. For him. And for anyone who came in looking for structure or safety. Most of the existing clubs, the ones you can casually go to, they don’t care. Some are dangerous, reckless. Mike built it to protect people, to give them freedom safely. People are willing to pay for that.”

Harvey’s mind was spinning faster than the passing streetlights. “And your role in this,” he asked carefully, “and what are your responsibilities?”

Cass’s hand rested lightly on the console. His voice was firm. “When I was released, I started to make his dreams real. After Mike’s release, we continued. Security, protocols, membership vetting. Everything must run smooth. No surprises. That’s my job.”

“And the members of the club,” Harvey asked, sharpening his voice like he was questioning a witness, “are all of them willing participants? No coercion, no hidden agendas?”

Mike’s tone was steady, unwavering. “Everyone consents. Everyone negotiates limits. Roles can be changed at any time. People have full agency. The only expectation is honesty and respect for boundaries.”

Harvey leaned forward, fingers steepled. “And what about your own… dominance? That’s always been your role?”

That was the part he really wanted to know more about, what he really wanted to see.

Mike’s eyes flicked to him in the mirror, calm, unflinching, an all-knowing look. “Yes. But not always public. That’s part of what’s private about it. I manage, guide, enforce, when necessary, but always with consent. Always for safety, always for clarity.”

Cass added, almost dryly, “He’s consistent. That’s why people follow. Not because they have to. Because they trust him to know what’s best for the environment. And trust me he is damn good at it. He is the best dom I know.”

Harvey’s pulse hit the back of his throat. He tried to stay professional but couldn’t stop the flicker in his mind. He pictured Mike’s hand on his arm, directing, controlling. His body reacted before his brain could censor it. This is insane. I’m thinking about him… controlling me. In a club. For business? For pleasure?

 

He shook his head, refocusing. “And the expansion?” he asked. “NYC. How do you vet a market like that? How do you make sure people aren’t… abusing it?”

Mike smiled faintly, just enough to remind Harvey of every calculation, every plan Mike ever made. “Rules, training, vetting. Protocols. Security. Membership review. If someone violates the trust, they’re out. Permanently. Safety first. Respect always.”

Harvey’s mouth went dry. He thinks of everything. He’s always thought of everything. And somehow… I’m supposed to just sit here and ask questions.

He took a breath, his fingers curling against his knee. “And safe words? Limits? How are these enforced?”

Mike’s hand tightened slightly on the wheel. “Clearly stated, clearly understood. Respect is non-negotiable. Any sign of breach, activity stops immediately. Education is ongoing. Communication is constant. Consent isn’t a one-time form; it’s a living agreement. On the floor there is personnel, the dungeon masters, which jump in at any sign of a breach. In the private room there is a system listening in, and at detection of a safe word personnel is alerted.”

Harvey swallowed. He tried to catalogue it all, piece by piece, like he would for a client. But his pulse betrayed him, a constant reminder that this wasn’t just a business call. This was Mike. Mike, calm and commanding, explaining worlds Harvey had never navigated. And for some insane reason, Harvey wanted to go there anyway.

He rubbed his jaw, trying to force himself back into his suit-and-tie mindset. “Okay,” he said finally, “last one for now. You build it in prison. You got out, turned it into a real operation. Cass is with you from day one. And you never hid your… preferences here. But how did you get people to trust you? To join? To submit or… not submit?”

Mike’s voice softened, but his eyes stayed sharp on the road. “Trust isn’t demanded, Harvey. It’s earned. Day by day. Rule by rule. Choice by choice. People join because they see order, consistency, respect, and the freedom to be themselves. Some want guidance. Some want limits. Some want control. Some want freedom through surrender. We provide clarity and safety, not coercion. And the rest… they follow because they know the environment works, and they trust it will keep them safe.”

Harvey’s chest tightened. He swallowed, watching the lights blur across the windshield. Purpose. That’s what I’m seeing, and I can’t admit why my gut cares so much. Why I want to… be part of it. He just has to go in and see it for himself. And then make a choice. For the firm of course, not personal.