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1. All Your Life You’ve Never Seen by vesperineee, youngwilddfree

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   15 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Female Character(s) & Original Female Character(s)
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Enemies to Friends to Lovers to Friends to Enemies to Lovers
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Memory Loss
   • Self-Sacrifice
   • Alpine Appearance
   • Blood and Injury
   • Bucky Barnes Goes to Therapy
   • Best Friend Dies
   • Hate
   • Hate to Love
   • Bucky Barnes Has Issues
   • Bucky Barnes apologizes
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Angst
   • There Was Only One Bed
   • Nightmares
   • Healing
   • Drunk Confession
   • Except only one can get drunk
   • Movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)
   • Pre-The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV) Season 01
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • i love fleetwood mac
   • Eventual Smut
   • Minor Injuries
   • bandaging his wounds cause i say so and i think it's cute no matter how overused some of these themes are
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Fluff and Smut
   • Porn
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Porn With Plot
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Penis In Vagina Sex
   • Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • Sexual Overstimulation
   • Mutual Pining

   Summary

   Rhiannon shook her head, eyes burning. “No,” she whispered, looking back up at him with burning rage. “No. You don’t get to say anything. You don’t get to come here. And you don’t get to look human.”

   When she looked at him all she saw was her friend’s murderer—with something else buried in his eyes. Something broken. “I am no longer The Winter Soldier. I am James Bucky Barnes and you’re part of my efforts to make amends,” he stated blandly, then offered her a small, unamused smile.

   ”Don’t,” she hissed, tears threatening to spill over. “You murdered her.”

   Barnes stared at her as if she had slapped him. As if he had heard those words hundreds of times before, but they still hurt nonetheless. She basked in that—bathed, even. The idea that she could hurt him, in any twisted or corrupted way, overjoyed her.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   50,200

   Chapters:

   10/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   13

   Bookmarks:

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