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Dazais first day out was terrible… 

he had just turned 18, which ment he was a adult now and the hybrid hospital he used to stay in all throughout his life he was kicked out of, “ good ridnds” they said or something like that.

dazai was now siting in a ally corner in the rain, his cat ears twitching in pain from untreated wounds all over his body. his tail crunching up into a ball every time he heard thunder. He wanted nothing more to be in a warm home,but since he was a hybrid that was nearly impossible.

hybrids are a mystery to humans, causing them to see them as “monsters” or “animals” or “inhuman” or something ofesive like that.. 

the hospital dazai used to stay in was a facility hospital used to exprment, and study the best of the best hybrids, dazai being one of them. But it wasn’t like they were treated well at all. But once they tuned 18 they were kicked out.

and now he was starving on the streets alone..ready and wanting to die 

on the other hand, chuuya nakahara was walking home from a assassin mission, tired and bored letting the rain drip on him.When suddenly he saw dazai sitting in the ally way.

Chuuya tried to apronch the scarred cat. As soon as dazai relized chuuya was watching him and coming closer he started to hiss, to counter this and try to make the cat relax chuuya tried to  touch his ear but  dazai jolted back in fear hissing with his claws out. his eyes narrowing at chuuya expecting the ginger to try to attack him.

“ it’s ok,” chuuya stated trying to calm the stray down. “ I’m not gonna hurt you.” “ are you hungry? Let’s take you back to my place ok?” Chuuya said exstanding a hand to dazai.

dazai looked at chuuyas hand for a moment witch his wide dark pupils that made chuuya giggle with how cute they were.

and finally dazai took his hand hoping he would take him somewhere safe even if he was scared for his life.

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chuuya lived in a penthouse apartment that looked over a gorgeous part of the city, it was lavishy decorated with the Colors  white, red, black, and gold, with a hint of lavender that mached the smell.

dazai looked around amazement at what he was seeing. His cat tail wangling back and forth showing chuuya his excitement, also showing the bloody bange rapped on it. 

“you can sit on the couch,” chuuyas said to dazai as he put his coat and hat on a hat rack near the door before walking to his kitchen to poor himself a drink. 
Dazai took what chuuya said as an order and emednly sat down on the Sofa. 

“ you must be really hungry, what would you like to eat?” Chuuya asked siping his wine while leaning on the door way between the hallway and living room. But dazai simply just stared at chuuya with those big confused pupils again.

”???, I’ll just make some chicken, I thinks cats like that,” chuuya said walking to the kitchen. 

20 minutes later chuuya came into the room with a plate fully of chicken and sat next to dazai on the Sofia, “ here you go,” chuuya said trying to sound a bit more gentle as to comfort the scarred cat. ( again dazai is not a weak owo boy in this he is simply scarred because of trama ok?)  

Dazai immediately started chawing down on the food as soon as chuuya gave it to him with a fork so fast chuuy thought he might choke.

” WOW HEY SLOW DOWN YOULL CHOKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING IDIOT!?!?” Chuuya yelled making Dazai immediately stop and cower a bit, his cat ears falling down and his body scrunching up. 

“ wow hey I’m sorry” chuuya said remorsefuly as he tried to pat the strays head but he moved away. 

chuuya looked at his hand still in the air and dazais scared expression, his eyes twitching in fear.

” di-did you think I was gonna hit you!?” Chuuya asked horrified as he scouted toreds the scared stray. He knew hybrids were treated bad but this was a whole different level.

in truth dazai was one in probably millions who were hurt just for being part animal. So meeting a nice human like chuuya was knew.

” here,” chuuya said picking up the plate and fork. He grabbed a peace of chiken with the fork and held it infront of the stray. 
 
“ say ahh” 

“ah-mhmhh” dazai said biting down on his food which he ate up, stars glimmering in his eyes. 

his continued for a few minutes till all of the food was gone. 

“ thank you…” dazai said in such a low voice you could tell he didn’t speak often.

” he spoke” chuuya thought bewildered 

“ it’s fine, I’m chuuya, and you are?” 

“ a2-09” the stray replied as if it was his actual name.

” no,no, your REAL name.” chuuya refrazed. Which shocked dazai because no one ever asked him his real name.

”da-dazai,” he said sheepishly. 

“ cute name for a cute kitty” chuuya said smirking making dazai blush profusely.

“ come on,” chuuya said getting up and streaching. “ your dirty ass needs a bath.” He said leading dazai to the bathroom as dazai shyly followed suit. 

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“ dazai hissed as chuuya poored cold water on him in the tub. Unable to control his animal side instincts. 

dazai was still covered in banges and a towel rapped around his waist but chuuya could now see wat dazai looked like underneath those ugly over sized rage he wore as “clothes” form now one his cat will NEVER wear something like that again…or be hurt again.

dazai had brown fur in the ouscirts of his skin. { think of like your outer arms and inner thighs} he had seemingly normal feet and hands but his toes were rolled in like cat paw as and his hand  could shoot out claws from his finger tips. His cat ears and tail were cute though :)

chuuya made mental notes of little things like this as he washed dazai. 
Dazai tried not to complain scared chuuya might punish him if he dared to do so. 

after the bath chuuya dried the hybrid and dazai  got dressed in a comfy teal nited shirt with a black silk ribbon in it with oversized paints that were comfy. Chuuya made sure to tell his to were socks so his feet claws wouldn’t make marks on the floor.

as they sat on chuuyas bed, chuuya brushing out dazais Nated and messy fur dazai counted his lucky stars that chuuya found him. Blushing as he thought so.

chuuya was thinking about how much dazai had suffered and how he was gonna protect him for good now…and now chuuya wasn’t fully alone.. 

but as the two crawled in bed they both knew the suffering was long over and the healing was about to finally start for dazai,❤️

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It was a late afternoon after a long job, chuuya was in a hybrid store that was made for stuff for hybrids since they need a few different things then humans do. 

chuuya was looking at a shelf for a few things to get dazai when he heard a lady behind him say. 
“Can may I help?” She said in broken English 

chuuya turned around to see a Tucan hybrid, she was strangely tall, probably 6,4 tall and she had gorgeous multi coloured wings. But she wore a tight collar and chuuya could tell she was probably owned by the owner being forced to work there, which is sadly not uncommon around here. 

“ hi miss, I’m looking for stuff for a cat hybrid, do you have anything?” chuuya asked her

” oh, yes! We have lots for him!” She said 

it was kinda strange to chuuya how normally people refers to hybrids as “it” or “they” but hybrids often used there real pronouns when referring to other hybrids..

the Tuscan hybrid turned around and began to help chuuya find what he was looking for.

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7:45, 7:45 7:45 

dazai watched the time pass waiting for his owner to get home. He was starting to get comfy in his new home despite being there for not even a full 24 hours yet.

However, dazais time in the hospital made if still very causes of chuuya, and he would still listen to what chuuya would tell him to do like it was a order scared chuuya might hurt him like at the hospital if he didn’t, in reality chuuya would never lay a hand on dazai like that ever. But dazai has always been scared.

But dazai was soon snapped out of his thoughts when he heard eyes jiggling in the door, causing his ears to twitch. 

when chuuya came walking in he was meet with a curious ( and cute) cat looking at him. Stupid little house cat, already comfy

chuuya jijled looking at him. Chuuya had been alone all his life, sure he had friends but he never lived with anyone. After escaping N and the lab he lived alone on the streets barely surviving before joining a gang. Theta why he first took in dazai, he reminded him of what he had previously gone through. After he left the gang he became an assassin at age 16 2 years ago, and the rest was history.

“Ok, ok one sec”chuuya said puting his bags one the counter as he went to poor some water. 

As soon as chuuya but the bags down dazai started to go through them, his noise twitching as he smelled them as cats do. And he was shocked to see things for him.

there was a book about cat hybrids and how to take care of them, flee medicine ( dazai didn’t need shots or anything because he was raised in a hospital) food that cats like, and more. And at the bottom was something that made dazais tail and ears stick up in shock.

” oh so you found it” chuuya said walking to dazai and reaching into the bag to grab what dazai was looking at…it was a black collar with a fish bone charm attached to it in the front. 

dazai hissed at it. “ look, it’s just so if you go out you don’t get kidnapped ok?” Chuuya said  but dazai was still embarrassed to have to wear a collar like a pet. …”you’ll look really cute?” Chuuya said trying to proswad him to wear it. “….fine” dazai said turning around so chuuya could put it on.

chuuya snapped it on and dazai walked over to the counter to toy with the drapes but he looked over to chuuya to ask him something.

”i-is this a shock collar?” Dazai asked touching the collar on his neck.

” what?,no!” Chuuya said walking to dazai

” where is the world would you have a shock collar placed on you!?” Chuuya asked

” the hospital…” dazai said his voice still love and a bit raspy.

 Chuuya handed dazai a cup of water and told him to continue…

”at-at the hospital the best hybrids were taken care of and stu-studied.” Dazai started

” what where you there, your a cat, not a tiger or something cool like that.” Chuuya said making dazais ear flop as he saw it was a insult.

” I’m sm-smart.” Dazai said before coughing, he wasn’t used to talking this much.

chuuya snicked at that but the more he thought the more made sense. Dazai was carful in all his movements and words, chuuya called it up to him being a cat but dazai could read, write and speak in perfect English when his speaking problem wasn’t stoping him.

chuuya reached into the bag and grabbed some cough drops and game them to dazai.

” whey cant you speak a lot?” Chuuya asked as dazai took the drops. 
“ lots of things,” dazai replied. “ big chain around my neck to prevent lots of moments, strange pills and mor-“ dazai tried to continue but the started to cough violently.

“ hey, hey take it slow,” chuuya said helping dazai sip the water. 

but Chuya could see dazai getting trapped in bad memories and started to talk. “ i got some crab, i know you like those and let’s watch to on the sofa while we eat ok?” Dazai noddeds and in a few minutes they do just that.

and it seemed with  in minuets dazai was all over chuuya, purring relaxing. 

the quiet night of peace for the two as dazai started to make biscuits in chuuyas shirt as chuuya found it cute as he played with the cats locks of brown, beutful hair.

when  all of a sudden  there was a bang at the door….

the two Carfully aproced it, and when chuuya opened the door a man  with a huge blade came crashing through and cut chuuyas hand. Shit, looks like some prey form work followed him home.

Dazai immediately hissed at lunged at the gig scratching him. And to chuuya in a blinks notice they guy was on the ground almost dead, quick work for a cat,

chuuya sighed and picked up a gun from the drawer next to the door situations like this,

BANG,BANG,BANG!!!, blood spilled everywhere, another thing to clean up.

he looked over to see dazai still scarily hissing and the body, his ears and tail pointing up.

”hey, it’s ok, we’re fine,” chuuya said approaching dazai. 
“ why was he here!?” Dazai asked terfied.

” I’m an assassin and sometimes prey follow me home.” 
dazai nearly feel over at that. Knowing that chuuya could take deadly aim if he wanted too.

chuuya must haven know dazai was having this thought because he started to rum his ear, 

“ it’s ok, i only take jobs to kill bad people, and the missions I useless take can help free captive hybrids,” chuuya said to comfort dazai.

” so let’s clean up and relax, ok kitty? Chuuya said.
dazai growled in a don’t call me that kind of way but he followed chuuya to to couch and they but on a movie. dazai started to kick the blood of of chuuya too, before stuffing his face in chuuyas shirt and falling asleep.his arm around chuuyas arm and his tail around chuuyas leg.

and chuuya rubs dazais sleeping, purring body and falls into a comfy slumber, he can’t remember the last time he had this good of a slumber. But it felt nice dazais brown fur

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Dazai and chuuya had now been living together for 5 days now, and that morning of the fifth and  day chuuya had a early assassin mission and he came home that morning to a poutine dazai crouched up on the bed

not wanting to deal with a poutine cat all day he decided they would go to the park.

“ what’s a park?” Dazai asked holding chuuyas hand as they walked.

” oh, it’s just somewhere people got to relax and have fun,” chuuya responded 

the park was a big open area, in the middle was a big combolstone brige that was over a man made big old pond. And flower beds were placed everywhere along with bench’s.

dazais tail waged around restlessly showing chuuya how excited he was.

dazai dint wear al leash, only his collar so we woundreed around freely looking at everything as chuuya followed him around chuckleing at how exited his cat was at everything. 

though they did get weird stares because the “cat” wasn’t on a leash, but chuuya just shot them all a nasty look. But after a few minutes of dazai running around they stooped at a long flower pot with a bunch of multi coloured flowers. 

A few minutes went by and dazai was a pro he’d by a lady, “ what a cute kitty!” She said which was something he heard often. He was cute so he often didn’t get a hurt  by the female doctors and workers at the hospital if he played his cards right, though he hated the unwanted “touch”( I don’t want to insinuate how they touched him anymore you get the picture.) it was better then a beating. 

So dazai played along meowing and looking at the lady kindly, the words that came out of her mouth were pretty dehumanising though, but dazai was used to it. But chuuya wasn’t..

” exuse me ma’am do you have any business with MY hybrid” chuuya said with a tone. Dazai could see two things right now.

1, chuuya didn’t like seeing dazai dehumanising himself for others, which is something he would sadly do to chuuya since they were still kinda new to eachother, dazai engorging his wants and even needs for chuuya and others,

2 nights ago dazai stared at a plate of food that wasn’t spifcly made for him not wanted to get “ disaplined” if he did something wrong like at the hospital. ( ofcose chuuya would NEVER do something like that.)  until chuuya told him too which deeply upset chuuya 

“ does he not feel welcome still? He was cuddling on me days ago! Did he do it just for me? No, he was purring he was happy, just. Scared.” Chuuya thought to himself that night.

and 2, chuuya was jealous dazai was being so cute to a random girl instead of him…

this is Yokohamas greatest assassin….

but as the lady walked away they heard a woman laughing. They both turned around to see a brunette lady in her mid 30s with a small child holding on to her.

” do you need something ma’am!?” Chuuya said with his still attitude.

” no it’s just, you seem to really care for him huh?” The lady said looking at dazai

but dazai was preoccupied looking at the boy holding on to the lady’s green dress,

it was a hybrid pup boy probably 3-4 and she was not a hybrid

” is he your son?” Chuuya asked.

” my adopted son, found this poor kind in a pound around a few weeks ago, he’s still really shy” she said looking at the small kid who was chewing on his long sheeve while looking at dazai.

”ya, they’re like that at beinginng” chuuya said looking at dazai kinda glad he wasn’t alone on treating hybrids nice, acully he know two. More people like this (forshadowing….) 

the lady and chuuya kept talking, dazai walked away to go look at a butterfly he saw.

once he knelled down to see it he heard running coming to his direction, he egnored it till he heard someone say “ osamo?” How did someone that wasn’t chuuya know his first name.

he looked up to see…

” atushi!?” Dazai yelled out 

atushi and awtagawa were 2 cat hybrids dazai took care of in the hospital, dazai was now 18 and atushi was 15 a long with awtagawa. 

Dazai took beatings and “displine” for the two when they messed up. And the day dazai had to leave he snuck the two a key so they could escape while he was leaving.

“ dazai!” Atushi said tears starting to make in his eyes. He jumped for dazai and they hugged as there tails began to wag happy to see each other agian. 

“ atushi, wh-where is awatagawa!?” Dazai said looking around for the black furred hybrid.

” he’s at the apartment” atushi said

” apartment, at guy named kunikita found us at a small alyway arguing, he was impressed by there able to hold a good conversation and speak almost perfect English, thanks to the books you read us and he took us home to take care of us take a babysitter takes care of kids!” Atushi said. 

Dazai read atagawa and atushi books at the hopspital but they had a bad habit of speaking in the third person. 

Atushi got a good look at dazai, he was more well groomed, looks like he’s been eating more, he was wearing comfy clothes, and he had one a black collar with a fish bone charm attached to it..

atushi wasn’t surprised dazai had a owner, dazai was pretty with a good figure, he listed and followed orders(even if he hated them) and sadly, he could take a beating or two and barely cry. 

atushi was just confused on who it was.. 

“ ho-how is your ‘owner’” atushi asked. 

“ oh, chuuya” dazai said pointing to chuuya who was still talking with the lady.

” he’s treating you well?” Atushi asked a bit nervous. 

“ yep!” Dazai responded with a smile

seeing eachother in a good place made them happy. There tails starting to wag.

sudenly chuuya walked hit behind them and stood by dazai.

” who’s this?” Chuuya asked looking at atushi how now had his head down nervously waiting. Him and dazai were talt to never speak out of turn less be punished. And dazai took a few to many beatings for atushi. And atushi didn’t want dazai to get hurt by his new master because of him.

” this is atushi, master” dazai said. 

chuuya hated when dazai called him master, granted he only did it in public or around other people put chuuya still wished he didn’t. 

“ nice to meet you atushi” 

“ nice to meet you too sir” 

“ hey atushi, how about I give you the phone number to my apartment and we can talk soon? Dazai asked. 

“ sure! If it’s ok with your owner” atushi said

” oh, I don’t care.” Chuuya said trying to sound not interested. All he wanted was for the two of them not to be scared by him. He knows they were abused so chuuya didn’t blame them. 

“ atushi, time to go! We need to leave before my schedule is ruined!” Kunikita yelled. 
“ coming” atushi yelled before leaving.

”we should go too,” chuuya said.

”yes,” dazai replied.

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As the two got home chuuyas mind was swirling..

he had a ‘prey’ from work follow him home,

he had a headache, 

and dazai still didn’t fully trust him.

why!?

chuuya was in no mood to talk. Everyone at work knew this, and to keep there distance. But dazai was new to chuuya and his outburst 

“chuuya?” Dazai asked seeing anger build in chuuya. 

“ what!?” Chuuya asked snapingly which made dazais ears flinch.

” about the park today-“ dazai started thinking chuuya was mad about something dazai did. 
was it flirting with at woman?

Calling him master around others?

or did chuuya not want dazai anymore? Maybe the runt was to annoying for him…

” what is it now!?” Chuuya asked not able to hold back his anger 

“ I’m-I’m sorry mas-“ 

“ don’t call me that!” Chuuya said knowing what dazai was going to say, “ stupid cat”  he said under his breath. 

dazais ears went from pointing down in upset now jumped up in anger at being called “ just a cat”

” Chuya…” dazai said who was getting angry too. 
“ shut it!” Chuuya yelled back his temper about to go into full volume. 

“I don’t want to hear “ I’m sorry” anymore! Gosh after everything you still don’t trust me you stu-“ 

“ shut it!” Dazai finally yelled slapping chuuya. 

but when chuuya went to hold his cheek he saw blood dripping from it. Dazai had used his claws by accident. 

“ what did you” chuuya said, the slap seeming to take him out of his anger a bit.

but dazais face was oterly horrified at what he had done. to dazai he had done EVERYTHING wrong.

he made chuuya mad 

he raised his voice at chuuya,

he was being ungrateful 

and he slaped him!

of course, this was all in his mind. But dazais ‘training’ in the hospital made it seemed like he did unthinkable crimes and that chuuya was justified in whatever he did to him. 

Dazai bison became foggy in fear and distress. And before chuuya could utter a word, he ran, slamming to door behind him. Locking it too with his cat speed. 

He couldn’t ever hear what chuuya said before he ran out, he just ran. Not wanting to hurt the person that cared for him so much over the past few days. The best days of dazais life. 

when he finally stoped he was long away from the apartment. 

he sat down for a bit, his breathing, heavy and sniffly. 

he messed it up. 

he messed everything up! 

he had a home,shelter, food, water, and a loveing owner and yet he still messed it up. Maybe chuuya was right he was just a dumb cat. 

Sudenly, dazai saw a shadow looming over him. 

it was a bigger man looking over at him, he had brown hair what was flat and straight but short, a plain shirt with a black jacket on and ripped jeans. and dazai could stiff the trouble and malice from him.

” what a cute kitty, surtenly cutter the the last pet hybrid I had” the man said. 

the man had a few other men around him, they all looked to be in there early 20s.

” you should take him for your girlfriend John!” One of the men cried out. 

“ yeah, I should,” the bigger man said turning back to dazai.

” let’s go runt,” the man said reaching for dazais neck to pull of his collar.

” give it back” dazai muttered as the man took of his collar.

” or what? You won’t need it anymore. Your mine and it looks like you don’t need your own owner anymo-“ 

before he could Finnish his sentence dazai slashed his face with his claws”

” ugh, you wana fight runt!? Because it wouldn’t end pretty!” The man said 

dazai didn’t know why he hit him. Maybe because he insulated Chuuya. But that one voice in the back of dazais mind that sounded like chuuya said…

fight back!….

chuuya ran around looking for dazai, wide eyed and panting. He took a few moments alone in the apartment to recuperate and relize he did go to far, and he had to find dazai, quick as he searched the streets he heard a strange sound and followed it.

it was dazai, battred and weak with bruises, cuts and more all over. Laying on the floor.

and yet he was still griping on to his collar in his hand. 

he didn’t know why. But he just was. The thought of kindness of chuuya made him want to go home. Even if he didn’t consider it his home. 

he was then hit with the relization that, 

he LOVED Chuya.

ddespite barely knowing chuuya he was smites by him. 

his kindness towerds hybrids. His fancyness, his cutley hot temper.  Dazai held that collar tight as he started to pass out.

once chuuya saw dazai he rushed to him.

” shit, shit, shit!”” Chuuya said putting his head at dazais chest, he’s still breathing just passed out. 

he looked over to see a group of guys looking at a man who was in even worse shape then dazai with scratches all over, seems the two got in to a fight and dazai won. 

“ good job bud, let’s take you home” chuuya said to the unconscious dazai as he picked him up and walked away. Not before throwing a rock at the guys with his ability before. 

dazai was flooded by a familiar smell and warm comfort. 

he open his eyes to see he was on the couch in chuuyas apartment with a warm blanket on him. Chuya sitting next to him falling asleep. 

he waited for him. He was waiting for  dazai to get up.. 

“he’s too good for me…” dazai thought 

” he waits for me, cares for me, and more!” Dazai thought. “ I need to do better I WILL do better,” Dazai thought. 

“ I-i love him but I can’t have him.” Dazai thought with a broken heart. “ if I date him, everyone will think less of him, I can’t have that. He’s too kind for that.” Dazai thought as a slight mewl escaped his lips showing chuuya that he was awake now.

” dazai!? Are you ok? You took quite a beating” chuuya asked and dazai simply nodded showing no expression but still clearly contplating something. 

“ …look, about earlier, I’m so so-“ chuuya started but was caught off by dazai.

” it’s fine master chuuya,” dazai said getting up and starting to walk away.

” I’ll start on some Landry, I should do more around here” dazai said struggling to walk a bit. 

“ no dazai-“ chuuya tried to start again seeing dazai in pain, he dint know why but he cared to much to see the hybrid hurt, and it killed him to see him like this, belidling himself to nothing more then a pet or servant. Chuuya hated it.

” it’s fine” dazai said plastering a fake smile as he walked away.

” I cant love you, but I will still make you happy, chuuya…” Dazai thought.

just a quick reminder this is bad and I don’t condone dazais mind set it’s just part of his ark.

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A fancy woman stands outside chuuyas door. She wears a kimono with gorgeous makeup that could make any man fall for her. Who is this beauty? The head of the underground assassin business in Yokohama, kouyou. 

she knocks at chuuyas apartment  door and hears a faint “ im coming!” Before chuuya opens the door. 

“oh, hello ane-San” chuuya said greeting kouyou with a smile. 

“ hello chuuya dear, may I come in? I wanted to come check up on you, you seem to be on edge lately” 

“ oh yes come in,” chuuya said leading kouyou to the couch. She sat down and took in the place, it seemed someone had been there, extra dishes in the sink, pair of shoes that weren’t chuuyas at the door, and more. Maybe a lover?, but why would he be grumpy at work if he did? And why wasn’t they introduced to kouyou? 

but as if the universe heard her foot steps came from the hallway. and Out came a brown cat hybrid in a light blue sweeter and jeans. His ears pointing down a bit, maybe he’s shy? “ so chuuya Got  a hybrid, how weird.” kouyou Thought in confusion.

the cat held his head down but as soon as he saw kouyou he bounced up to great her kindly.

” hello miss, master chuuya who is she?” He asked in a shy, low voice. Looking at chuuya with those big eyes of his.

” master!?” kouyou Thought even more confused, she didn’t expect chuuyas would get a hybrid and make him call him that, no he wouldn’t! She taught him better than that. 

kouyou Took chuuya under her wing when he was barely 16, after that she taught him how to be a assassin and to treat hybrids nicely. 

kouyou loved hybrids, always had, that’s why when she escaped the mafia with her best friend and created the underground assassin business she made sure hybrid were treated as equals.  So seeing this hybrid call chuuya ‘master’ set her off a bit. 

but her nerves were settled when she heard chuuya say. “ please stop calling me that Dazai!” He said trying not to yell. 

“ so his name is Dazai,” kouyou thought. 

“ hello lad,” kouyou said to the hybrid trying to insisate a conversation. 

“ oh! He-hello miss..” Dazai said surprised that she would talk to him. Fancy people usely dont address him unless they want something from him. But.. chuuya never did that though, he’s always kind. 

“ ane-San this is Dazai, he’s a hybrid from a hospital that I found of the streets weeks ago, he’s kind but shy and dosnt really talk much.” Chuuya said pointed at Dazai. 

“ hello ma’am,” Dazai said. 
he really does has a weak voice..

“ hey Dazai would you like to sit with us?” Chuuya asked trying to get Dazai to not be shy around someone he cares about. 

“ is that ok for me to do?” 

“ ofcourse!  But can you please get us some tea please?” Chuuya replied to dazais insucure question.

“ yes master,” Dazai said before running off.

” dont call me that daz- ughhh” chuuya said before sitting down on the couch angrily.” 

“ im sorry ane-San he just keeps calling me that,” chuuya said apologeticy to kouyou.

“ it’s fine, why does he call you that though, and why is acting shy?” kouyou Asked. 

Chuuya stoped for a second before finally telling kouyou..

” we…got into a fight, I said some mean things I regret and Dazai ran off, I don’t know what happened but  now when I talk to him he refuses to treat me as a eqail, only more than him and I don’t know what to do to help,” chuuyas said looking down in disappointment in himself. 

“ you really care for him huh?” kouyou Asked with a slight smile on her face.

” ..yea,..but how do I show him I care for him as a eqail?” Chuuya asked. 

“ hummm, well, how about then he comes back how about you say your going to get a snack and you ask us what we want and come back with the snack he asked for?” kouyou Segested. 

“ huh, sounds good!” Chuuya said exitedly. 

soon enough Dazai came back holding a tray with two cups of tea and a tea pot with a extra cup that was empty.

“ did you not get any tea for yourself?” kouyou Asked a bit concerned.

“ oh, it’s fine miss,” Dazai said still failing to have eye contact with kouyou.

he sat the tray down a kouyou picked up a cup and siped it, delicious. 

“ thank you Dazai,” chuuya said

“ it’s fine master” Dazai said 

chuuya got up as Dazai sat on the couch. “ im gonna get us a snack what would you two like?” Chuuya asked excited as to how things would play out.

” scones please” kouyou said knowing chuuya wouldn’t get them. 

“ uh, sweets please?” Dazai asked expecting he wouldn’t get them.

” right, I’ll be right back!” Chuuya said before leaving Dazai and kouyou alone in the living room.

it was a long silance  before kouyou asked, “ so your name is Dazai, right?” 

“ oh, yes ma’am,” dazai asked still staring at the ground. 

“ you can call me miss kouyou.” Kouyou  Replied smiling warmly that made Dazai warm up to her a bit. 

“ thank you miss” Dazai replied quickly gliancing at her. 

“ your from a hospital, how did chuuya find you?” kouyou Asked siping her tea

”after we hybrids that ‘live’ at hospitals turn 18 we’re kicked out, after that many of us Either die, get a bad job or a master, chuuya found me in the streets and took me in, but…I’ve been terrible.” Dazai said looking upset. 

“ how so?” kouyou Asked since Dazai has been doing nothing but helping chuuya from what she’s seen. 

“ I spoke out, I got into I fight with him, I even cut his face, and he still took me back here after he found  me after a I got into a physical fight with some guys who were trying to take me.” Dazai replied still looking disappointed in himself. how sad.

whats worse the things Dazai listed he did that where “terrible” are normal things to do in a normal fight ( minus the scratch face thing,) but to Dazai they were unforgiveable.

“ you really care for chuuya huh?” kouyou Asked grinning a bit now. 

“ ofcorse! He’s done so much for me! How could I not?”

” no, no” kouyou asked grinning more, 

“ you LIKE him dont you” she said putting her cup down. 

“ no-no! I-I I just-“ Dazai panicked before falling back onto the couch. 

kouyou Laughed a bit at dazais panic before chuuya came back in. 

“ ar-are you ok Dazai?” Chuuya asked. Looking a Dazai.

” oh! Yes!! Im fine chu-MASER!!!” Dazai yelled before bouncing back up before something in chuuyas hands caught his eye.

” oh, what are you caring in hands?” Dazai asked pointing at the tray in chuuyas hands. 

“oh, you wanted sweets so I got some pastry’s from the pantry, they were getting old.” 

“ oh, thanks,” dazai asked blushing a bit causing kouyou to giggle at the pair. 

chuuya say the tray down and him and kouyou both grabbed a pastry to eat. 

“ are you not going to have one lad?” kouyou Asked Dazai who was staring at the sweets, his mouth about to water at how good they looked. 

“ I, haven’t got permission to yet..” dazai replied. 

kouyou And chuuya wait a few moments to see what Dazai would do without chuuyas permission to eat. Then suddenly he gulped down before he grabbing one of the sweets and eating them. It was a strawberry tart and Dazai ate it down in seconds. 

“ is it good?” Chuuya asked on the ege  of his seat.

” yes, it’s really good!” Dazai replied with a cute face that made chuuya want to ruffle his hair for some unknown todaly not gay reason…

” would you like some tea to drink it down?” kouyou Asked.

Dazai looked at chuuya before nodding. kouyou Pored Dazai a drink and gave it to him. He drink it down and his tail began to wag happily. Making chuuya put his face in his hand, shiiit, he’s really cute like this..

a few hours past before kouyou had to go. The three of them talked about all sorts of things, the assassin business, how  chuuyas work-home schedule would change because he he Dazai now. ( it was decided he would get Friday and the weekend off unless he was really needed along with getting of work earlier.) and more, making sure Dazai was included in all of it. Making the hybrid get less, and less, nervous.

finally kouyou left and Dazai and chuuya waved her goodbye from the door. “ goodbye ane-San!” “ goodbye miss kouyou!” 

after she was long gown chuuya asked “ what would you like for dinner?” 

Dazai wanted to say “ whatever chuuya wants” but he said,

” is salmon good?”

” Yea, that sounds good!”

” Great, thanks chuuya,” Dazai said before walking away to go but up the dishes on the table up. 

“ ch-chuuuya!?” Chuuya thought in shock, but happy shock. 

The rest  of the night was great. Even though Dazai keep calling chuuya Mr chuuya ( he stoped by the end of the night) dinner was good and Dazai ‘pet and owner’ idolgly withered a bit though out the night as they ate and talked. 

it was wonderful..

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kouyou Adives really helped dazai and chuuya, while ther communicated skills are still a bit rocky at times, they’re getting better at it. Dazai is starting to express his opinions and wants to chuuya. And chuuyas learning how to control his temper and to be more careful when it comes to dazai and how he treats the world because of his past. 

but there was still this unshaken feeling that they had for eachother..was it love?

but that was not to diddle datle on today. Today, atushi and awtagawa would be coming over for the first time!

Dazai was very. Excited to see those two agian apart from phone calls and a brief meeting with atushi at the park a while ago, and chuuya, despite never meeting the two part from atushi briefly, was still excited to help becaise how much it ment to dazai. ( and how cute he looked getting stuff ready for them) 

as dazai set the living room table up to eat at and decorating the place chuuya was in the kitchen making food even if he was confused on what the cat hybrids would want.

then all of a sudden, there was a knock at the door. 

“ coming!” Chuuya yelled making dazais ears flinch at the loud noise. Rigghhtt, cat hybrids have more sesive ears, 

Chuuya opened the door to see two cat hybrids, one was atushi in his outfit that still looks like a office uniform, and another cat hybrid that look to be wearing gothic clothes, he even had a long jacket that he seems to take good care of from how it looks. He had black fur while atushi had white, like yin and Yang.

”h-hello,” atushi said still, a bit nervous. But it seemed the black cat hybrid was even more nervous, just looking at chuuya with eyes that looked nervous while trying to look intimidating.

but as soon as he saw dazai in the back the black cat hybrid zoomed past chuuya to dazai so quick chuuya couldn’t even comprohand what was happening.

” hi dazai-san!!!” The hybrid said holding on to dazais shirt so thight chuuya was worried he was going to rip it. 

“ hi ryonoskie, I hope you’ve been well,” dazai said paring the hybrids head causing his tail to wag faster then chuuya has ever seen one wag before. He must really like dazai huh?

” hi dazai!” Atushi said walking towards the pair as he came to get head pats,( why did the black cat look so jealous that the white one was getting pats too?) 

“ chuuya, this is atushi and awtagawa, I meet them in the hospital we all stayed at and we are good friends” dazai said. 

“ more like his kids, there attached to him!” Chuuya thought before greeting the two properly. 

At dinner atushi and awtagawa sat on opposite side of dazai at the table, dazai oficely waiting for his dear to come and sit by him.

chuuya walked to the table seeing the others siting on cutions at the lower table that was used for small dinners or little groups to eat at. He brought them plates of salmon and broccoli and sat it before them.

chuuya sat by dazai and began to get comfortable.

the pairs sat and ate for a while. And chuuya relized that atushi and awtagawa were doing something different 

on a closer inspection, the twos tails were intertwined, almost like holding hands, guess these two are closer then chuuya thought. 

And for some reason, chuuya was jealous…

he was jealous that he couldn’t do that with dazai… 

it looked so affectionate and simple, so pre and amazing..

And then chuuya relized,

dazai had his tail rapped around chuuyas leg. 

he didn’t even know if dazai was doing it consistently or not, but he loved it..

the Meal was great! 

it was simple salmon with lemon and lime sprinkled on it with sweet tea to drink. Even though chuuya didn’t really care for sweet tea he got it because dazai LOVES sweets. 

At the hospital, hybrids didn’t get anything tasty to eat, it was all plain and stail. So when chuuya gave dazai spicy food once dazai panicked because he though his tongue was accully on fire!. 

and whenever he ate salty or sour food his face squeezed and his ears dropped on his head. But after dazais first time at that time with kouyku and chuuya, dazai was in tranced by the flavour.

so ever since chuuya has got sweets for dazai to munch on.

after dinner chuuya went to take a shower and atushi was sleeping in the couch. 

but awtagawa was insisted on helping dazai with the dishes. 

awtagawa always wanted to help ou with chores and such like dazai, wanting to earn his place even if it isn’t nesasary at all.

but he most wanted to help dazai.

dazai.

the person who saved his soul from giving up.

it was years ago, when awtagawa was 10 almost 11.

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“ stay down you mut!” Awtagawa heard a voice yell as he was grown into a dark, cold room.

he was just with gin in the alley where they stayed as orphans alone, 

he was a hybrid and she wasn’t. But they still loved each other.

when a of a sudden people, were dragging them apart from one another saying:

” this one’s ability is good, we should take him to the place.”

” Ya, but what about the other one?”

”she has no use, she’s a human with out a ability, let her be, she’ll die soon anyway.”

” nononoNO!, don’t hurt her!” Awatagawa tried to scream before a cloth came before his mouth and he passed out.

gin…

please stay safe….

dont die please….

ill be back soon….

awtagwa was now alone, and scared.

he tried to cry out but his trought felt puffed up. 

what did those mf do to him!?

he started to panick before he heard a voice say,

” are you ok lad?” 

he looked up to see a scrubby brown cat with lots of bruises and bandages. He also had a collar attached to his neck that was attacked to the wall with a big chain.

before awtagawa could ask who he was he stared to cough violently.

” hey,hey, it’s ok, I’m here, I’ll help you, your gonna be ok.” He said in a Strachey voice but in  a tone that comforted awtagawa greatly. 

“ I’m dazai, I’ll keep you safe, I went through the same thing.” He started.

” one day I  tried to commit but once I passed out I was found and dragged here about a year or two ago.” 

what a poor soul.

he was only 13 going on 14 and he was taking care of awtagwa. 

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and awtagwa will NEVER EVER forget the time dazai took a beating for him.

he had stepped out of line a used rasomon on some one, dazai said he was the one who attached the man and got beat for it for ‘disapline’.

awtagwa will never forget seeing dazai bloody and batered, just for him, for awtagwa…

he made a promise to himself to always stay by dazais side, 

“ one day, I’ll save you!” Awtagawa told  dazai one day. 

“ heh, sure kid, I’m sure you’ll grow big and strong,” 

dazai always gave awtagwa extra food from his plate, he wanted awtagawa to be well nutritioned, even at his own cost.

and the same was when atushi came.

dazai comforted the small cat hybrid, and loved him.

he gave him extra food and took beating for him.

which was a lot.

Atushi was an accident prown kid with a heart of gold that got him in trouble if it wasn’t for dazai taking the punishments.

beatings, isolation, starvation, unwanted touch’s… all to keep him and awtagawa safe.

one night dazai was in iclatoin after a beating. Because atushi acadently rured the food for the night by knocking the soup bowl over and dazai took the blame.

awtagwa was so furious he got into fight with atushi in anger. 

when dazai got separated from them after they escaped he was desperate to see dazai alive and well agian.

so seeing dazai alive and happy with a person who didn’t consider dazai a pet was a meracle he could only thank god for it was so amazing.

“ dazai,” awatagawa begain,

” I know this is selfish after all you’ve done for me but..”

” what is it awatagawa?” Dazai said putting down the clean ( to his best ability with out sraching it) dish in his hands.

” I know that chuuya, was it? You said he has great connections with the under city of Yokohama, so can you, can you try to find gin? Please, I know she might be dead but still!” He pleaded.

dazai simpled smiled and pated the black fured hybrid on the head, “ ofcorse,” 

awtagwa started to tear up,

” dazai, I-“ 

“ dazaiii!” Atshusi interrupted.

” dazai! I wanted to tell you about the library I went to yesterday with kunikita!” Atushi started up. 

“ Atsushi……” awtagwa said with fury of being interrupted. 

before the two could start up a arguemwnt chuuya walked in with still wet hair.

” hey dazai, are you ready to let the two go home and take a bath, I know you stink you markral,” 

“ uh-i-um-Y-yes!” Dazai frantickly said looking at how hot he thought chuuya looks. Trying to suppress his feelings to chuuya away, but he couldn’t seem to. 

the two hybrids gave eather a knowing look, 

“ well, thanks for tonight!” Atushi thanked the two before him and awtagawa gave dazai a hug and left.

“are you ready to shower?” Chuuya asked looking at the hybrid. 

“ uh, yes!” 

“ good, I still have some sweets for you for dessert if you want it.” Chuuya said pating dazais shoulder.

“ thanks!” Dazai yelled running of to the bathroom.

” stop thinking this way!, he doesn’t love you..” dazai thought causing his ears to drip.

” how cute..” chuuya thought though

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Days have gone by since atushi and awtagawa had came over, and everything has seemed to have been going great! Expect…

Dazai is acting weird.. he’s not looking chuuya in the eye, being more gushy, nervous, all leading to chuuya thinking he did something wrong.

but when chuuya comes to wake up dazai in the morning somthing seems wrong, and not in the past days way. 

his blanket is on the floor and he’s curled up in a ball his ears stuck to his head. And is he purring?. Nevertheless, chuuya wants to find out why dazai is acting so weird so he walks up to wake up the cat hybrid.

” dazai?”Chuuya asked in a small voice almost like a wishper. Chuuya knew cat hybrids ears were way more sensitive and waking one up with a load noise could send them into a state  of panick. 

“ dazai” chuuya said agian this time more sturn. 

as the cat hybrid got up he  stretched  arms and yawned before looking at chuuya with pupils that looked way more like a cat than usaul. 

“ hi,” chuuya said as dazai leaned to chuuyas face. Inches away from a kiss.

befoe chuuya could ask why dazai was so close,

he meowed!???

” wha-“ chuuya tried to cay but he was cut off by dazai walking out of the room.

”DONT YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME YOU BASTERD!!!!” Chuuya screamed but dazai was walking WITH OUT SOCKS AND HIS CLAWS WERE FULLY OUT!!!!>:((

“ hey!” Chuuya yelled chasing after dazai who was now on the couch digging his claws into it making biscuits like a- well, like a cat. 

“ that the absolute FUCK do you think your doing!?” Chuuya said looking at dazai.

But dazai just looked at him with confused big eyes and meowed at chuuya before going back to making biscuits.

” ughhhhhh” chuuya growled before he heated the home phone ring.

” hello?” Chuuya said still a bit grumpy.”

” hello nakahara, is dazai awake? I know it’s kinda early in the morning but I still wanted to call, me and awtagawa.” Atushi asked on the other end of the phone. Dazai atushi, and awtagawa often call eachother on the phone.

” yes, but he’s being a menice!” Chuuya said upset

” how come?” Atushi asked. 

“He’s acting more like a cat than usal!” Chuuya said his tone growing.

” he’s currently on the floor playing with a yarn ball-DAZAI DOWN!” Chuuya yelled.

” ohhhhhhh,” atushi said

”is it that time Awtagawa?” 

“ oh, i think it is,” 

“ what time!?” Chuuya said deverting his attention from dazai to the conversation.

” well, every one a a while hybrids go through a day where ther almost fully animal brained, they can walk but only talk in meows and such” atushi begain

” they are still themselves, like I’m sure dazai will still trust you all day even if he is cat brained.” Which was a relief to chuuya.

” is it like heat?…….do you guys have heat??”chuuya asked nervously.

” NO!,” atushi and awtagawa screamed.

” nononono, at the hospital we were given shots to prevent it, lots of other hybrid unless they don’t live somewhere where it’s needed or wanted. Atushi said 

“ they only really have heat if there owner allows them too…they have no owner or place…..or they go to you know where..” atushi ended.

” to where?” Chuuya asked.

” to where dazai would have probity be sent if you didn’t find him first or the hospital sent him there before.” 

“ BUT WHERE” chuuya demanded.

chuuya could hear atushi nervously gulp before he said,

” ….to a breeding Center….” 

chuuya almost chocked..

” he’s pretty, can take a beating and pain,fleaxable,-“ 

“ just STOP.” Chuuya said trying not to vomit at the thought.

” I’m sorry, good luck with today chuuya,” atushi said before hanging up.

after hearing all that chuuya took a moment to compose himself before walking to dazai how was now on the floor by the couch.

” hey bud,” chuuya said sitting on the couch and rubbing dazais chin with his finger. Causeing the hybrid to purr happily at chuuyas touch even if he had gloves on.

They sat in solace for a bit before chuuya muttered, “ “breeding center” tch, like I let that ever happen..never..” chuuya said.

” are you hungry? I’ll make us breakfast.” Chuuya said getting up and walking to the kitchen.

” what do you want?”

” Meoww~”

” rightttt..”

breakfast was a mess, chuuya tried to hand oatmeal with a spoon, but dazai just looked confused for a sec before putting down the spoon and licking the oatmeal like how a cat would eat.

after that chuuya had to clean his face with a cloth because dazai got oatmeal on his face.

after that, Chuya tried to sit down at the low table at work on some paper work but only a few sentences in dazai crawled in his lap and begin  to purr.

” cant you see I’m working?” Chuuya said a bit annoyed.

 but dazai only let out a annoyed “ merrrow” at chuuya telling he we was to comfy to move.

After chuuya did his paperwork ( which was barely any because of that damn cat,) chuuya went to go get dressed. But when he got too his bedroom he knew dazai was still following behind him.

” dazai, you cant come in,”

” meowwwww” the cat complained.

but chuuya just shut to door in dazais face. And while chuuya was getting dressed, he could hear Dazai winning and scratching at the door. Damn cat >:(.

once chuuya was door he finally opened the door to dazai who was laying on the ground, but as soon as he saw chuuya he Bonced up to hug him.

“ah-HEY!.” Chuuya squeaked as he got smuggled by the cat.

but dazai just purred and just pulled chuuya on the floor. 

Chuuya sighed and just started playing with the brown hair and fur. Dazais tail rapped around chuuyas leg. They layed there for a few minutes before chuuya got up.

but before he could,

THAT MOTHER FCKER LICKED HIS FACE AHHHH-

“ WHAT THE HELL!?”chuuay screamed out of confusion.

but dazai just purred agian and snuggled chuuya closer.

chuuya this time slowly got up and picked up the hybrid and moved him to his bed.

” YOU, need a nap. A cat nap.” Chuuya said because if he was right dazai probably needed a lot of naps today like  regulators cats. If so, it would make today a lot easier. 

Dazai slowly batted his one haszail and one ruby eyes at chuuya making the redhead blush. And dazai slowly fell asleep. And damn does he look so peaceful and cute.

chuuay hadn’t thought of it before but…dazai was really cute like this. In a safe space and comfy, having chuuya by his side. He looked so at ease, which was rare for these first few weeks together. It was great, to be trusted by dazai to watch him while he reasted. How wonderful…

so instead of going back to working on those stupid papers, Chuuya decided to just sit and watch the hybrid.

and the rest of the day  was even more purrfict.. relaxing with the cat in between naps. Playing with string with him. And even lost of purring! And chuuay knew,

he loved this hybrid more then he would imagine..

 but as chuuya layer dazai down for the night he thought, “ could he even love me back?” 

he’s a hybrid who thought of chuuya  was his master at one point, would he even want to love chuuya?

he did lick his face and has been really affectionate…

chuuya just sighed and decided he would ask dazai tomorrow about the face licking thing. He didnt want to rush the hybrid with his emotions, he loved him to much to make him fake love for chuuya, he never wanted fake love..

the next day though…..

dazai slowly woke up, slowly getting his normal senses back. He was in his room, his blanket was on the floor, it was morning, and little claw marks in the matris. 

once he relized that yesterday was the ‘animal day’ as they called it at the hospital, he started to panick. Usually, on that day, the hybrid would be taken in for more serious testing. Why? Because in an animal state they couldn’t fight back as easily. Despicable 

even though dazai trusted chuuay, years of trama are still that, years of trama. So he jumped up and checked himself for scares, bruises, signs of needle ingections, or any pain anywhere. Luckily there were none so he ( still a bit scared) walked into the hallway that lead to the living room.

there, he saw chuuay sitting on the couch looking at probably mission papers. once he noticed dazai he stood up and walked to him.

” uh, good morning chuuya,”

” oh you can speak now, how nice” chuuya said cocoly.

”iw” dazai said his eyes pinning to his head in frosration.

” it’s fine,” chuuay said walking to the couch to sit down agian.

” actually, now that your normal agian, I have a question..” 

“ what is it?” Dazai asked his hears now perking up in confusion.

” why…did you lick my face yesterday?” Chuuya said standing up.

” wh-what!?!?” Dazai said his tail bonceing up.

” yessss, soooo do you like me?.” Chuuya said walking up to dazai.

“ no-no, I” dazai started to ramble.

” I-i cant..” he said his eyes falling down and his tail rapping around his leg slowly walking back and away from chuuya.

” huh? What do you mean you can’t love me?” Chuuya asked starting to get concerned.

” I-i cant I-I’m a hybrid your a human- no-no I can’t EVER love you really-“ dazai started rambling.

” Dazai, I-“ chuuya said walking to dazai

” it’s ok, just because your a hybrid dosnt mean you don’t deserve to love someone much less a human because of it-“ chuuay a said to try to calm dazai Down.

” no it’s not! You don’t love me, i don’t deserve to love you it’s ok chuuay I’m ok!” Dazai aid walking into the dark hallway.

”NO ITS NOT!” Chuuay yelled running to dazai and grasping his face with his big hands, slightly rubbing the hybrid cheeks.

” Chuuya….its ok!” Dazai started looking up at chuuya with those big eyes that wet dark again, looking glassy from not wanting To cry. “ you don’t love me…”

”but I do love you!” Chuuya said leaning even more to dazais face, standing on his tipsy toes.

” chuuay I-“ dazai stutred.

” I love you dazai.” Chuauay said bluntly.

” I love you too.” Dazai said letting a happy tear roll down his cheek onto chuuyas hand.

chuuya closed the gap as he kissed dazai, slow and happy, soft and kind. Everything they could ever want. Just peaceful goodness.

as they stopped kissing they looked at eachothers with big, passionate eyes.

” so-so chuuay wants to be my?”

” Yes I’ll be your boyfriend idiot” chuuay chuckled.

” lets get us some breakfast huh?” Chuuay asked holding dazai supper close.

” *sniff* yea.” Dazai replied wiping away his tears as they walked to the kitchen.

” I don’t deserve such a good partner.” Dazai said.

” well you do deserve one, and you got one.” Chuuay said happily yet with his usal smugness.

they enjoyed the rest of the nice morning and later that night. 

the two little love birds

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“ it’s raining hard uh?.” One of the lower assassins said.

” yep it sure is. ( I hope dazais ok).” Chuuya replied.

” well, the mission is done, I will leave the rest of the clean up to you two.” Chuuya said pointing to two young men.

” yes commander!” The men said as chuuya walked off. Being the highest ranking assassin has is pearks, like getting to leave early and having people address you as commander. But what would his subordinates think if they knew he was going home to cuddle with his hybrid?.

chuuay pondered this as he walked thew the wet streets that had rain poor on every surface imaginable. With loud thunder to accompany it. but Chuuya just used tanged sarrow to not get wet.

when he got to the apartment he wiped his shoes on the mat outside the door before unlocking the door and walking in.

usually, he’s greated by a brown furred hybrid tail wags and all. And now for the past week, craving chuuya unbritaled attention. Just perfect..

but today there was no kitty cat at the door, just silence…

but on furder inspection chuuya walked into dazais room, to see him rapped from head to toe in his blanket in a ball shape. He was clearly terrified of the storm.

seeing him like this remind chuuya of when he first meet dazai over half a month ago… curled up in a ally way shivering from the cold with several injuries and emotion pain.

but now? Dazai was safe at their home snug in his blanket with healed injuries even if scares still stayed. Even if dazai wasn’t fully healed, they are still making great progress.

” dazai” chuuay whispered to to cat sitting on his bed and slowly taking off the big blanket.

” I’m home now dear..” chuuya said looking at the cats dialated pupils at seeing his care taker.

dazai swiftly crawled his face and a bit of his upper body into chuuyas warm lap.

” you took way too long!” The hybrid said in a passive aggressive mumbling voice. 

“ well I’m here now..and I got us some plans for the night~” chuuya said in a up beat tone. Dazai sat up and his blanket fell of his back.

” does chuuya wana fu-“

”NO!” “ I just wana have a date with you!” Chuuay correct.

“ but it’s storming outside” dazai said as his nose crunched up along with his ears flaming and his tail raping up into a ball.

“ well I was thinking we could watch Tv and eat snacks and stuff” chuuya suggested.

” THATS A DATE!?” Dazai bounced up in confusion. “ I thought that was normal.”

chuuya felt like slapping himself in the face. OFCORSE the man who had been locked up for years on end didnt know what the romantic vibe off a snuggle date was. He probably thinks dates have to be big and alabrite things.

But chuuya was sure dazai would love tonight so he persisted.

” Well, I’m sure you’ll have a great first date, so let me take care of it ok?” Chuuya said smiling causeing dazais ears to perk up agian. Dazai nodded and chuuya kissed his forehead before getting up.

” I’ll go get things ready, stay here for a bit and don’t trash the place” the red head chuckled before he shut the door.

Dazai softly smiled as he watched the door and the light from the hallway close. Leaving him alone in the dark room,

being alone in the dark reminded dazai of the old days the torture days. Rain sounded like hearing things happen on the other rooms of the facility hospital. Bangs and shouts with the eventual blood curdling screams. Some time it came from him.

being held down to be ingected, or beat for not “ using his full potential” ugh. Being forced to study for hours wasn’t fun. Especially when he was asked to read books on how to behave, clean, or how to be a weapon.

the thoughts begain to strangle the hybrid as he wanted to pull his collar of like he used to want to do to his old shock collar. Treating to send him a world of pain if he dared misbehave.

and if he did behave he would get gross nicknames with no love or care behind them, that’s a big reskin chuuya dosnt use pet names like “sweetheart”. Dazais barley used to being called ‘dear’, they started with that because it kinda sounds formal.

but in the miths of this dark hour he heard a creak from the door and foot steps that sounded like the rain outside, just much less heavy and treating to dazai.

chuuya came in exactly to tell dazai everything was ready, but when he saw Dazai curled up with his ears and tail pined to him with his small pupils he made sure to talk more lightly to calm him.

” did I keep the cat waiting long?” Chuuya asked sitting down on the opposite side of the bed to start with.

” oh, *light sniff* chuuya!” Dazai said bouncing up a bit along with his ears.

 “ bad memories?” Chuuya asked scooting closer. 

dazai loooked at the floor then back at chuuya and nodded. 

chuuya came closer and with a knowing look from dazai he kissed him in a one slow but sweet kiss.

” ready for our date?” Chuuya asked.

” am I too under dressed?” Dazai asked because he was wearing a bit oversized Cotten white shirt and light blue shorts with his normal white socks.

” it’s perfect for tonight.” Chuuya said which he was also a few minutes ago got changed into a black t-short with gray shorts with red streaks on the side with gray socks. 

chuuya walked dazai into the living room which was decorated with little candles and dim lights with the Tv set to a “real life Murrder mystery” show that dazai loved because he loved Murrder mystery’s. And the blinds of the window behind then couch was moved so they could see the night. Well… it was really only rain drops.

chuuya guided the hybrid to the couch and swiftly put a comfy blanket on him. After that Chuuya sat down next to dazai as they started to relax.

” how was your day dear?”  Chuuya asked. 

“ it was ok, I did some landery and swept today…before the rain started.”

rain storms were new to dazai, so ofcorse he was scared. He probably hasn’t seen one since he was 10! Maybe even younger…

“ oh dear, maybe this will help block out the noise ok?” Chuuya grinned as he scooted closer and put his big hands on dazais ears to “ block out the noise”. But it only acomplished making dazai blush bright red and fall back. But chuuya only crawled closer and onto dazais cheast to lay his head to cause dazai to ( cute) panick even more. ( bottom dazai is realll).

so now chuuya made dazai flustered and less concessions of the storm outside. And now dazai seemed more happy.

” do-do we have any sweets or canned crab?” Dazai asked.

chuuya grinned and pointed out the coffee table between the couch and tv saying “ their alredy here, dumb ass,.”

Dazai just egnored the insult and swiftly started to eat the amazing tasting food infort of him as his tail happy waged so much it slightly hit chuuya a few times.

but after a few moments dazai stopped when he relized chuuya was just watching him while smiling. Dazai looked at the macron in his hand then back at chuuya. The sat still for a moment, his tail not moving before he lunged forward and stuffed the sweet at chuuya saying “ chibi needs to eat too so he can get big and tall!” With a devious grin.

“ HAHHH!?, why you little-“ chuuya said as he picked up a peace of mochi and smeared it on dazais face saying: “ your skinny ass needs to eat more then I do!” 

by the time they were both done they wher both a giggling mess, especially chuuya how a Macron all over his face.

” look what you’ve done idot” chuuya laughed in a not serious tone.

” oh dear, maybe I should help..” dazai giggled as he leaned in and started to lick the stuff of chuuyas face making chuuya bonce back. 

“HEY-what the hell!?” Chuuya said hwo was now as bright as a tomato.

” what if I did that to you!?”

” That would be weird chuuya.”

” But you did it!” 

“ wellll, I’m a Cat.” Dazai said poking out his toinge.

but chuuya just ponched on him onto the couch as they giggled away.

” wana start the moive dear?” Chuuay asked the comfy hybrid hat was on his cheast.

” umhm” he hummed as chuuya started the movie. Chuuya continued to pet the hybrid which eared him little purrs. If you told him a year ago he would be doing this he would have killed you. But here he was happy and content.

they stayed there for a while and dazai spoiled who the culprit was by guessing which lead to his face being smuggled by a pillow.

after a while the storm had stopped and dazai was almost asleep. 

“ want me to take you to your bed?” Chuuya asked softly.

” mhmh, YOUR bed..” dazai said quietly.

” ok,ok, I’ll take care of you, sweetheart.” Chuuay said which earned him a nice purr as dazais tail flicked at the name. 

and chuuya slowly picked the hybrid up and took him to his comfy bed❤️

Chapter Text

It was a normal day by all standards,

dazai had done some dishes, landery and sweped. Chuuya didnt ask him too but he still has a few ( well a lot) bad habits from the hospital. But he’s learning, good things come with patience.

after working dazai was turkered out on the couch and he had on over his normal clothes, chuuyas jacket…

he wouldn’t tell his owner but, chuuya smelled like trust and fancyness, with a hint of love ( for the hybrid of course) and daza LOVED it! It was how he relaxed at home when chuuya wasn’t there to calm him down. He didn’t need any calming right now, he just wanted to smell the sent of his lover.

dazai adored the fact that chuuya loved him and that he was safe and free, he could wait for chuuya to get his. But it was still a while away from now..sadly:(

after a while of smelling dazai heard a knock at the door, so ofcorse he came to answer with cation, he was a hybrid and chuuya was a assassin after all.

but his worry’s were put to recast when he heard the familiar sound of atushi and awtagawa fighting. 

he quickly pondered to door to greet them and was immediately hugged by them. But dazai soon relized they didnt come alone..

a man which he was sure was kunikita stood at the door. He had long yellow hair in a ponytail tied with a ribben, he was very classy. He also had glasses and a watch he seemed to check a lot.

” are you here to drop them off?” Dazais said fully asked hiding a bit behind the door. He knew kunikita wasn’t scary or mean, he is just still scared around most humans.

” no, I was hoping that I could stay with them while they were here if that’s ok?” He said in a pronoced voice that was still proper.

” oh!” Dazai said his ears sticking up in shock.

“ should I not?” Kunikita said 

”” no,no! It’s ok come on in!” Dazai said fully opening the door for him.

dazai walked the three to the sofa before going to get them some water. During this time kunikita looked around at the place. It looked expensive, it smelled like lavender and rose with casual but fancy interior design. With gorgeous windows with a amazing veiw.

he could guess the owner was rich, but what job did he have? Was it dangerous or illegal it would explain why hes never heardof him before. But he must be nice if his hybrid was nice and gave off this vibe like he was very happy.

the kids barely meanrioned him, only dazai. Which was why he was here. He heard soooo much about the hybrid he wanted to meet him. Of course he knew that since he was a human he would have a harder time but he still was determined to try.

a few minutes later the hybrid came out with three cups, two in is hands and one wing held onto by his tail. He handed the three the glasses and sat on the chair next to the couch.

” so how are you two doing?” Dazai asked.

” good, good.” Atushi responded.

a few minutes of them talking went by and kunikita got a good vibe of Dazai.

he seemed kind of not a bit snarky. He was kind to the boys even if he was more tough to awtagawa. But he was also very nervous around humans, whenever kunikita talked to him directly his tail woudl shot up a bit and he get nervous and try to deliver a respectable response.

after around a hour of chit chat Dazai got up.

” want me to get you guys some snacks? I can’t make something good!” He said before going to the kitchen after awtagawa eagerly nodded.

” can you go with him Mr kunikita?” Atushi asked grabbing kunikita a sleave.

kunikta nodded and followed the hyvied into to kitchen and told him he would help. ( why did his eyes drop when he said that though???)

the first few minutes in the kitchen were quiet as they both got the veggies.

” so your Mr kunikita right?” Dazai asked getting out the chopping board and knifes.

” yes, but you can call me kunikita,”

” why do they call you Mr thoughhh” Dazai asked his tail swishing back and forth.

” *sigh* I don’t know how much they trust me.” 

“ they do.”

” How can you tell?”

Dazai walked closer to kunikita.

” your sent, hybrids aspeccy cats can smell how a person is though smell, like my owner smells like wine a  trustworthyness so I like his smell.” 

“ is that why tour wering his jacket? You smell it?. What’s weird” 

“ says the man always cheaking the time, running late Mr white rabbit?” 

“ oi!”

” WHt can’t take a joke? I thought you wanted me to warm up to you right? Isn’t that why your helping me?”

” It’s because your a terrible cook damn it!”

“ that’s soooo meannnn” the hybrids complained moving around like he’s a actor.

The two begin to argue as they started to get along. Dazai was now not concerned about if kunikita was mean or not. He was having so much fun with a human! Can you imagine that!?

and kunikita quite liked hwo sill but when he needed to be responsible he was. But is ok for him to act a like like a child. ( even if it’s annoying). He don’t get a childhood, neither did atushi and awtagawa.

kunikita remember when he forat found the two about a month ago.

he was walking home from a day at the agency when he saw two cat hybrids in a ally arguing.

ofcorse since kunikita is a good human being he walked up to them to help them.

the whites cured one was more eager to help while the blacked fured one just hissed a lot.

once he took them back to his place he learned there names but seeing as they were both still nervous and awtagawa seemed he wanted to leave to look for some one he called the agency more specifically Yosano. 

ranpo thought this was hilarious and the boss told kunikita to look after them and yosano was sent over for check ups.

It was a MASIVE surprise when they learn they both had strong abilities and were both from a hospital facility. And they both wanted to find their hybrid named Dazai along with a girl named gin.

days passed and when they found Dazai they were extremely excited.

so meeting Dazai face to face was fun

…..even if he had Dazai in a chokehold and this me was laughing.

chuuya was coming home from a lonnngggg mission. Che unlock the door expecting to see Dazai waging his tail and demanding chuuya talk to him because he’s been alone all day. Acting like he was abandoned even though he has chuuya on speed dial if anything goes wrong! 😑 

but when he opens the door a see a ada ember chocking out his hybrid! He stirred. 

“ WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!?” Chuuay yelled running over to grab Dazai. 

“ what the hell- what is the famous assion here!?”

” I live here!” 

“ WHAT”

” chuuyaaa” Dazai said grabbing his owner’s attention.

” kunikita just came over for a bit and we were playing! He’s atushi and awatagawas care takers!” 

“ I see” chuuya said his anger lowering a bit. But still jot dropping his gard. 

“ Dazai, how about you go play with those two, I deal with this situation.”

” Ok!” Dazai said  as he scampered off. Leave chuuya and kunikita alone…

“ so why is a Ada member here? Are you going to arest me? Your awfuly chill.” Chuuya asked cuting some cucumbers.

” well based of how dazai described you, you seem like a fine person.” 

“ I see…” so it seems dazai has alredy struck a frendship with a Ada member.

despite chuuya not liking the Ada,( they always get in the assassins corps way.) it would be rude to turn dazais friend away. So he’ll deal with t till it’s over and maybe Strick a deal or two.

The two really don’t chat much, they didn’t have anything in commen. Till kunikita brought up the hybrids.

” you know, I wasn’t expecting the great assassin of youkohma would have a hybrid and be some kind to him. Kunikita said.

” well I’m not a monster,.” Chuuya commented.

” are you two dateing?” 

“ why would you say that?” Chuuay remarked defensively.

”well, it’s not every day you see a hybrid talk about that owner with suck a sweet tone and there owner being very affectionate too..” 

“ you gonna do anything about it four eyes!?” Chuuya growled not wanting dazai to be put in danger. If some scum knew chuuya loved dazai they would take dazai away for ransom or something messed up like that.

” don’t worry, I don’t mind. I won’t hurt him.” Kunikita said putting his hands up.

” good” chuuya said going back to chopping up the vegetables.

” what-would you do if anyone took dazai from you?” 

chuuya stopped chopping and clanged the knife down saying, “ I would turn them to ash and destroy their petty flesh and let them face the rath of the red death of youkohama….” 

“ what a loving partner.” Kunikita simply responded.

” look, I’ll cut you a deal ok?” Kunikita said.

” I’ll have dazai protected by the agency, they’ll love him anyway.. and you kept protecting atushi and awtagawa.”

” Deal” chuuya said. Even if he didn’t trust the agency one bit it’ll be nice for dazai to have more friends and protection while still caring for awtagawa and atushi without worry the agency would stop him or dazai from seeing them.

they continued to talk a bit about the hybrid and how strange they can be, but affectionately.

soon the three left and it was just dazai and chuuya. Filnally, them to themselves.

” chiibiiii”

” what?”

” I made a friend! And atushi said the agency might ALSO want to be my friends! And they have more hybrid then too! And-and!” Dazai rambled on as chuuya smiled and grabbed his arm and lead them to the couch where dazai could lay on chuuyas lap and chuuyas daily worry’s drifted away because his dazai was there.

his dazai he would always protect..

Chapter Text

Chuuyas no staranger to getting drunk. It’s common for him acully. But recently hes held back a bit on the count dazai dosnt like when people are intoxicated because he’s still scared on how they act.

no thoughts, no care, no remorse. In his mind people a turn into animals because of it. It’s not true but still chuuya does listen to dazais coserns ands only drinks when dazai isn’t home for the night ( at kunikitas) or he’s asleep.

but tonight chuuya messed up. He had a long day at work and wanted to unwind. And zinc he though dazai was at kunikitas for he night till chuuya was asleep he thought he was good. So he drank for a bit, then more, then more, then even more!

by this point chuuya was very drunk. Like, stupidly drunk. He was at the dinner table with is two bottles of wine that were empty and the other one almost empty.

hen all of a sudden, there was keys gingleing at the door.

”chibi? Im home” dazai said as he stepped through the door and locked it back.

” ugh! What is that smell!?” Dazai said pinching his noise. 

dazai looked over to be greeted by the sight or his drunk boyfriend when he followed the smell to the kitchen table.

”chibi..” dazai muttered as his ears fell on his head. He trusted chuuya he really did! But.. seeing him drunk made him way more uncomfortable than usal. 

dazai sighed and walked over and pick ou the bottles and put then in the recycling bin be fore walking back to the drunk assassin.

” chuuya,” dazai said his voice sturn.

chuuya blinked for a second, and looked up at the hybrid infront of him. Chuuyas face turned into a smile before saying. “ hiii dea~r”

” chuuay how much did you drink?”

” Hummm I don’t know 🤷‍♀️ I lost count after a couple of sips.”

dazai sighed relizing that he would have to take care of chuuya for the night. No big deal, he was raised for this…

maybe thats the worst part..

dazai picked up the drunk man and took him to the bath room.

dazai started to slowly uncloth chuuya to put a towel around his waist.

” WOW-hic- shouldn’t we move a bit slower first? We’ve*hic* only been dateing for a few weeks now!.”

” Shut it! It’s just a bath, idiot.”. Why did dazai feel bad when he said that? It’s what he usaly says during banter!.

dazai slowly but chuuya in the bath and begain to wag his hair. His cute silky hair.

after a few minutes chuuya spoke up agian, “ you, *hic* at really cute today,” he said making dazai start to blush.

” can I take you out for a *hic* date cutie? 😘”

” chuuya, we are alredy dateing,”

” really?” Chuuya said leaning his lead down in a way that make dazai blush uncontrollably. 

“ just sush so I can finish your bath!”

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“ are you comfy?” Dazai asked as he finished butting up chuuyas sleep shirt.

chuuya hummed in response as he looked at dazais head. he all of a sudden plays his hand on dazais head.

” ahh! Chuuya what are you doing!?.” Dazai scweld.

” can I pet your ears? They look cute” the shorter one said,

dazai stopped for a moment to consider. Chuuya did ask him, but he’s drunk and can’t control himself! Dazais ears are very sensitive like any hybrid with strong hearing. But chuuya asked him. Why is dazai treating this like an order? Damn it!

“ hey, *hic* you don’t have to if you don’t want too..”chuuya stuttered seeing dazai in pain while contemplating.

” oh, ye-yea, let’s get you to relax.”

Dazai led chuuya to chuuyas bedroom as dazai walked into chuuyas walk in closet with his nice wear. Dazai begain to change he heard chuuya say something like “ how about you wear something cute cutie!”

damn dazai didnt know how much more he could take! Is this how chuuya feels on dazais cat days!?

whatever, dazai had other things to worry about. Honestly he wish tonight wasn’t happening. He feels like he’s doing the things hybrids “ are supposed to do”. And he hates it. 

sure he likes caring for chuuya and the red hair flirting with him and all this other stuff but..

he just feels like this is….wrong? He feels as if he’s falling into three life set for him even for only a night. The the worst part is chuuya being drunk.

while he doesn’t mind his lover drinking he just hates when people are drunk. He has bad memories or a group of doctors at the hospital thank often when they drank hurt the hybrids.

beat, pull ears and tail and other animal parts, yell at, the worst was for the female ones.. they were powerless.

dazai hates drunk people. 

…..

but, maybe he dosnt hate chuuya when he’s drunk. Hes kinda cute.

but still, it’s hard dealing with all this.

dazai sits on the side of the bed with his head In his hands, thinking.

” osa” chuuya mutters clearly sleepy. “ are you ok?” He asks rapping his arms around dazais shoulders.

” oh, ya chibi im fine, you need to rest.” Dazai said trying to brush what he was feeling off.

chuuya frowns and hugs dazai tighter and demands he tell chuuya what’s wrong.

” it’s just,” dazai starts. “ I feel like I’m in square one agian and again, I feel like I never change” he says barying his head in his knees and his tail lightly swishes.

” I-i just feel like I’ll always be the same weak person thats just for humans to used like I was made to by the doctors and scientist.” Dazais says tearing up.

”dazai, you weren’t “made” for anything, they raised you thsi way. That shitty stupid way.” Chuuya insists.

” but~” chuuya starts agian.

” I guess if your right you’ll start calling me master agian won’t you?”

” Heh, like hell I will”

chuuya smiles and hugs dazai harder, “ see?. Thats progress.”

” But- but it’s barely any!” Dazai said confused.

” dosnt matter, it’s progress, now, your staffing here tonight *hic* so you don’t start downing yourself ok markral?”

” Heh, ok slug” dazai says some of his fears now stopped by the person he still holds close forever.

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important notice:

as of thsi moment forward im deciding to put more effort and time into thsi fic and make it my main fic priority, because of that the other one is on hiatus while after next week I will still be on a break from this for like a week or two I just wanted to let y’all know.

more info next chapter about this

Chapter Text

“Chuuya!” Dazai yelled from the living room.

” Coming makral!” Chuuya yelled as he walked down the hallway to the living room. When he came in he was greeted with the sight of Dazai on all fours hissing at a witch statue.

” Chuuya! What it’s this demon doing in the apartment!?” Dazai demanded to know.

chuuya giggled before saying “ it’s just a Halloween decoration,”

” hallow-what now??”

” Halloween, it’s a holiday where everyone dresses up scary and kids go door to door for candy,” chuuya said shutting of the witch.

” and how does that thing relate to this!?” Dazai said still freaked out by the witch.

” during Halloween session, scary things are often celebrated, like witch’s, scelotens , and other stuff.”

Dazais ears flopped in confusion as he looked at chuuya and back at the witch. 

dazai had never known about Halloween, he was tooken to the hospital when he was around 6 years old, he never really got to experience holiday and fun things like chuuya.

” how about after work today I get you a pumpkin to carve, it’s a Halloween thing” chuuya smiled. 

“ why do you carve pumpkins?” Dazai asked. Chuuya sighed knowing how long it would take to get Dazai to understand this. If only he knew some who was good at explaining th- oh that’s right he does!

” one sec Dazai,” chuuya said as he walked to the house phone.

ring ring ring-

“ hello? This is ango speaking,” the man on the other side replied.

chuuya had known ango for a while now. He’s tipicly the one who helps the assassin ogazation avoid jail, ango tipicly makes sure they stay in line. And since chuuya is the most well known assassin he usually takes care of the assassins side of the deals. So they become some what friends.

” hey ango, can you do me a favor? Can Oda help too I think he might be good for it.”

” What favor? It’s it assassin business? Im not sending Oda on some crappy murrder mission.”

” No,no, it’s just.. look I got a hybrid a while ago and he dosnt know what Halloween is so will you two explain it to him while I go get a pumpkin for him to carve?” Chuuy asked.

” really? I didn’t expect you get one, you always have seemed opposed to the very idea of “owning” one.” Ango remarked.

” he’s a stray from the hospital facility in the west part of the city, i dont “own” him.” Chuuya clarified.

” I see, I’ve heard of that place before.” Ango said.

” but still,” he continued.

” im more shocked you are celebrating Halloween, dont you hate it?”.

Chuuya felt a lump in his throat. Ango was right. Chuuya hated Halloween. Every year it felt like it reminded him of how he wasn’t human. Just  human experiment. All the movies of experiments gone roge and all the creepy siance movies. He never celebrated Halloween. But..

“ it’s for him, I want to give him a real Halloween experience. Please?” Chuuya pleaded.

ango sighed then chucked before saying, “ sure be there in 10, come on Oda!” He said before hanging up.

chuuya smiled before turning back to Dazai who was now playing with the turned off witch. 

“ some friends of mine will be come over soon while I go get a pumpkin and other stuff, ok?”

” Ok chibi” Dazai smiled his tail waging as chuuya left.

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Dazai sat in the living room while flipping though the Channals. Apparently tomorrow was Halloween and today was hallows eve or something strange like that.

dazai waited impatiently for chuuya friends to come. After meeting kouykou Dazai was more than trusting in chuuyas friends. Dazai he heard chuuya on the phone with a man called ‘ango’ several times before so maybe it was him?

a few minutes later some one rang at the door.

”coming!” Dazai said as he ran to open the door, to be greeted by two men

One was a man with round glasses and an office looking fit. He seemed calm at colective if not nervous. Dazai thinks him and kunikita would make good friends though.

what really suprised Dazai was the man behind him. A tall red hair with a tan  coat. The strangest thing was he was a dog hybrid with floppy hears ( guys a random dog just ran though my lawn as I wrote this help.)  with no collar. 

“ you must be chuuyas friends?” Dazai asked.

” you must be his hybrid?” Ango replied.

” im not HIS in that way.” Dazai snarled.

” that’s good to know, im ango this is Oda.” Ango said as he pointed to him and Oda who just raised his hand to say hello.

” oh, right im Dazai.” Dazai said letting them in.

a few minutes went by in silence in the room before ango spoke, “ so chuuya said you don’t know what Halloween is?”

” Nope,”

“ really, well-“ ango said as he began to explain Halloween. Though that wasn’t peaking Dazai interest. Oda was. Oda was sitting quietly with a stoic expression on his face as he listens to ango more than Dazai was. He didn’t have a collar even though ango was clearly his owner. He was well groomed and seemed pretty nice.

ango must have noticed Dazai staring at Oda because he said, “oh yea you’ve never heard of oda before have you?”

“ no I haven’t,” Dazai replied making eye contact with Oda thinking what’s his deal?????

Ango chucked and turned to Oda, “ looks like some ones curios about you”

” I can see that” Oda replied calmly before turning to Dazai.

” your from a hospital facility right? I was just a stray around your age before the government section ango was apart of found he and ango took me in.” Oda said answering dazais insaid questions.

” interesting” Dazai remarked his and Oda tails wagging.

” what about you? What your relationship with chuuya?” Oda asked.

” oh yeah, Dazai said jumping up a bit. “ chuuya found me I think around 3-4 months ago, it was the day I got released from the hospital and he took me in.”

” How kind, strange he hasn’t mentioned if you you’ve been with him for that long though” ango said pushing up his glasses.

” well, he’s just doing it to protect me,” Dazai said a smile crawling across his face.

” sooo, how close are the two of you?” Oda asked making Dazai blush.

” oh-oh were close! Really close! You know? Like y’all two im sure. Dazai stuttered.

” if you mean dating then yes, your correct.” Ango smiled.

” what? Really, you guys too?” Dazai said flabbergasted.

” yep, for a few years now.” Oda smiled softly.

Dazai chuckled a bit. So.. there are others like him and chuuya too.

but dazais smile soon turned into a frown and his ears fell on his head.

” is something the matter?” Oda asked worried about his new friend.

” no, no it’s just that..” Dazai paused before speaking.

” do you think it can really work? A hybrid dating a human without bringing the human down?” 
the pair stared at Dazai for a second with sadness before ango phone rang.

” ah, it’s a work call, Oda can you keep talking with our new friend while I take this?” Ango asked as he stood up. Oda smiled and nodded and ango walked away into the kitchen to take the call.

oda turned and diverted his attention to Dazai who was figtiong with his long sleeve.

” so why do you think it can’t work?” Oda asked.

” it’s, just that-“ dazai started, “ dont you ever worry other humans might see your partner differently because he dateing someone below him?” 

“No, not anymore.” Oda responded. It was kinda said to the red hair man how much Dazai reminded him of his younger self. Oda was a past assisin to make a living but when he was arrested the person sent to “cotane” as they say for hybrids was ango. Ango was very nice and respectful and after he took Oda to get some curry they both agreed that Oda would be ango assistant to avoid jail time and so Oda could live happily. And after a while.. they started to date. 

“ look kid,” Oda started catching dazais attention. “ has chuuya ever had concern of what others feel?”

” No, he only has concerns about my safety.” Dazai replied.

” then why do you? I know it must be hard to deal with a world that hates you by why do you give it any attention when someone how actually loves you is there? Why not focus on your love during hard times. You’ll find one day that foceising on what and who you love and hold dear will save you one day.”

dazai sat the thre for a second..” foces on the love?” For a hybrid, Dazai didn’t think he would feel love. Until chuuya. Until chuuya showed him love and kindness, after that Dazai felt more-more himself! Not just a pet!…he truly loves chuuya with his whole heart. He would do anything to protect him.

“ ya, *sniff* thanks odasaku”

” what did you just call me?”

” Odasaku, Oda is wayyy to boring of a name for you!.”

Oda snickered. He had a nickname now..he really liked his nickname too. So much so that when ango came back Oda and Dazai insisted ango call him Odasaku from now on.

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chuuya was walking through the streets of Yokohama on his way back home caring a bag of stuff. A vampire coatomw for Dazai with carving matirals for the pumpkin he was using his ability to hold.

but in his hand was a werewolf costume he got to wear. He didn’t know why it was mostly just something Dazai would laugh if he wore it. But why?

chuuya hated Halloween. He felt mocked every time. Because he-

well he-

He’s not human..

just a stupid lab experiment gone wrong. What’s what he was told by the scientist anyway.

mistake

never human

a killing tool

a fake human at a best he’ll never reach.

chuuya crumpled the costumes plastic wrapping. He hated Halloween. But the truth was..

he wanted to like Halloween, he wanted to believe he was human.

but..he never could.

but now Dazai was here, and he was lieing to Dazai about his humanity. Would Dazai even care though?

honstly it might be good to tell him. Maybe he’ll see chuuya as a eqail now. That’ll be one of his problems fixed.

but still…..

could Dazai even love a inhuman creation?

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“ im home” chuuya said  as he walked through the door. 
“ chuuya!!!” Dazai said running to hug him.

” hi chuuya,” ango said with a smile.

” hi ango, hope he didn’t cause to much trouble.” Chuuya smiled

” no,no, me and Odasaku injoyed our time with him”

” oda-souku?” Chuuya remarked confused.

” Dazai gave me the nick name, he said mine normal one was too boring for someone like me.” Oda said

” I see.” Chuuya remarked.

” chuuya! Chuuya! Can we carve pumpinks now?” Dazai said happily as his tail waged.

” tomorrow it’s almost dark!” Chuuya chucked at the impacent cat.

” well, im hungry and ango said he’ll cook something for us to eat!” Dazai said 

“ sounds good…hey Dazai?” Chuuya said nervously.

” yea slug?”

”……I’ll tell you tomorrow.”

thw four spent dinner together eating and drinking. So much that Dazai got drunk for the first time and chuuya had to call it night alredy.

as chuuya watched Dazai sleep he was full of sadness. He loved Dazai and Dazai loved him. Would chuuya being inhuman change that?

 Chuuya walked into the living room, at about 9:30 am, it was Sunday so he didn’t have any work. His cheast was still heavy knowing what he had to tell Dazai this morning, god he wish he didn’t have too..

when he walked in he was greeted by the sight of Dazai in the costume he got him( vampire fangs in all even though he already had sharp teeth) on the floor with a large paper under him with a pumpkin in his hands has he was looking at it trying to figure out how to carve it. His tail swishing so much so tht chuuya saw a little purple bow on the end of it tied like a bow.

” your up early,” chuuya grind catching dazais attention.

” good morning slug!” Dazai warmly greeted him even with that stupid nickname.

” your all festive” chuuya pointed out as he Nealed down next to Dazai.

” yep! Ango and Odasaku taught me allllll about Halloween and im really excited!!!” Dazai said as his eyes glowed with happiness. Dazai looked like a small child. So happy and pure, it almost made chuuya forget all his fears.

chuuya smiled and pulled Dazai in for a kiss. It was short but soft, and Dazai almost stuck his tounge in chuuyas mouth, almost..

” so what are you gonna carve it into?” Chuuya asked putting a hand on dazais neck. Dazais skin was a bit fluffy. While the darker furr on his outer arms and iner thighs.

” I don’t know, im not much of an artist. Once I tried to draw atushi and almost gave him a heart attack.” Dazai said staring at the pumpkin.

” well. Let me help.” Chuuya insisted.

the two spent the next hour messly carveing out out a jack-oh-lantern and by the end the apartment smelled like a pumpkin.

after that Dazai insisted chuuya wear the Halloween costume he got and they watch  a scary movie.

a few minutes went by and chuuya came back into the living room with his costume on.

” hi chu-“ dazai started but something was off.. chuuya looked upset, he was holding onto his shirt and was looking down. Dazai who is normal to doing this behavior noticed his partner immediately.

” chibi.” Dazai said as he walked to his partner. “ what’s wrong?” Dazai could tell how hesitant chuuya was about Halloween but this was bad bad.

” is this about what you wanted to tell me last night?” Dazai asked.

chuuya pased for a moment took look at Dazai. Dazais eyes were glowing from today, a glow he never wanted to lose. 

“ Dazai.. did I ever tell you were i was from before I joined a gang before joining the assassin association?”

” No” Dazai remarked.

” im..” chuuya started taking a step away from Dazai, “ im from a lab..” 

Dazai stood in shock for a moment as chuuya continued, “ im sorry I lied to you, let you think for weeks a inhuman killing machine was worth more then you… im sorry.. I was never human just a failed lab clone..im sorry…” chuuya sniffed starting to cry. 

chuuya hardly showed his insecurities.. so him crying to Dazai was new and scary knowing how his partner must feel

” chuuya” dazai stepped forward to try a place a hand on chuuyas head but it was swayed away.

” im sorry I know you must be upset.. I just-“

” CHUUYA!” Dazai finally cried out. “ what are you talking about? Your sent-“

” isn’t like anything you’ve smelled before! I know! That’s because I’m not human.” Chuuya said staring to really cry

”No!” Dazai snapped back. “ it’s not like anything i smelled before because it’s full of love. Your not a monster your just a confused human!”

” Dazai..”

” your a amazing human being! You comfort others! Your kind! Your loving! Even your bad traits- there all human!” Dazai snapped in a fury. Not an angry one. He’s just upset because he can’t bare the thought chuuya thinks of himself like this.

”you said we’re eqail right!? That im eqail to a human!?, well, SO ARE YOU!!” Dazai yelled catching chuuya of guard.

” so please..” dazai said rapping his arms around chuuya. “ never forget you  are human.”

chuuya stood there for a moment before chuckling then rapping his arms around Dazai too. This was love he needed. Dazai loved every bit of him.. and he loved every bit of Dazai. 

to dazai he was human, he was great but imperfect, he was everything…he wasn’t inhuman monster.

no other person could have said this like Dazai. Because Dazai knew how it felt and he wouldn’t allow chuuya to feel that way.

the two hugged for a few great minutes before Dazai  perked up, “ wana watch a action movie instead?”

” ya,” chuuya sniffed, “ that would be great.”

40 minutes of the movie go by as they sit on the couch snuggling. 

“ hey Dazai?” 

“ ya chibi?” 

“I have an undercover mission next week and I need a partner, wana come?”

Dazais ears pearled up as he said “ ofcourse!”

….what a stupid mission that was though.

important notice:

hiii did y’all like the longer chapter??? I liked it❤️ 

but I have a important question, would y’all be ok having to wait 2 weeks for a chapter? They would be about this long. If not longer and I would be able to give y’all a good chapter evrey 2 weeks.

tell me in the comments if this sounds good or not cause im not making a decision till i hve y’all’s thoughts.

Chapter Text

Chuuya sat outside in his bedroom infront of his walk in closet. Kouykou had came over earlier to help pick dazai out an outfit for the party. Right now she was in the living room making business calls about this mission. It’s a big one. To find the boss of a new crimal organisation and to make a deal with him while killing others who try too.

Chuuya wore a normal red tuxedo with white frills and heel shoues. ( dazais love for frills was rubbing off in him). He sat looking out the window, it was sunset.

” Chuya?” Dazai asked as he opened the door, and wow…

he was wearing a pretty white dress with frills and bows, with fancy white heels and fake breasts ( he needed to look like a woman for this mission) with two white bow infront of his  cat ears. Not hiding them, but accentuating them.

“ dazai..” Chuuya muttered almost star struck. Dazai giggled, “ you like what you see?” He smiled holding the ends of his fluffy dress and moving them around like a cloud.

chuuya didn’t respond, he just walked forward and kissed him. Who says he can’t?  Hes his boyfriend!

all his right?….

the two giggled as they walked into the living room to be meet with kouykou. “ oh im so glad it fits!” She said pating dazai. “ chuuya, the limo is ready downstairs,”

“ yes boss!” Chuuya smiled as dazai walked to the kitchen to get some ‘materials ( it’s just to sharpen his claws.)

” oh, and chuuya,” kouykou said.

” yes?”

”..take care of dazai, this is very new and very scary.”

” Yes ma’am,” chuuya asserd her, “ he’ll be fine under my protection.” 

“ alright then,” kouykou smiled as dazai came back into the room and took chuuyas hand.

as the two got into the back of the limo chuuya closed the talking door to the driver like he always does. honestly, insted of doing the normal and responsible thing of thinking about the mission, chuuya was way to busy staring at dazai, he just looked too cute in the at dress.

” hey chuuya?” Dazai asked a bit mumbled.

” yes?” Chuuya responded siting up straight more.

” wi- will I have to kill people for this mission?”. 

the way dazai asked it. Eyes worried like a kids, his quiet voice, his curled tail..

” no!” Chuuya shouted, “ no,no,no! Your just gonna have to keep watch and maybe only hurt some people ok?!” Chuuya said sounding a bit disrested.

dazai breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this. Despite the hospital raising dazai to be a killing machine if he needed to be, he hated killing people. Sure he knows some Murrder needs to be done so he never gets too made at chuuya for killing but still. He wishes he could keep the blood off his hands.

he really wishes he could.

chuuya carfully placed a hand on dazais leg, “ it’s gonna be ok, great even!” Chuuya smiled as he rubbed circles on dazais leg causing dazai to blush.

aftwr a while of kissing in the car, the two arived. 

Chuuya got out first and swiftly helped dazai out too, dazais betufuilness glistening under the moon light to chuuya and vis versa.

they walked into the busling ball room filled with loads of people from all different places, all looking to be having fun but a lot of them still on ege. With his cat noise dazai could smell blood, the killling had already began.

Once dazai alerted chuuya of the smell of blood chuuya asked him to find who, and where it was coming from. 

the two split up to go find the people killing and to go find and make the deal.

dazai walked down the long hallway, his heels clicking agenst the floor. The hall was empty and barren of anyone. But the smell of blood was close.

sudenly, a hand was placed on his shoulder. Dazai looked at the man behind him. He was wearing a blue tuxedo with long dark hair. He smelled like not so cheap booze and cigarettes with a big smell of blood.

” hello darling~” he said cockily. He checked the hybrid out, but when he saw the ears on his head he seemed a bit disgusted. “ where’s your owner? Not safe for a cutie to be wondering alone.” He said putting a finger to dazais neck.

” my owner is not here for the moment mr.” Dazai said in a cute voice trying not to claw the guys eyes out. “ would you company me down the hall to my owner?” Dazai asked.

the man raised a eyebrow before smiling a toothy grin and saying “ ofcorse!” He said as he grabbed dazais arm hard and walked with him, leading the way.

” quiet a strong grip you have there”

” quiet a cute face you have for a hybrid.” He responded.

disgusting 

The whole walk dazai just wanted to be back with chuuya. But he was excited to see chuuyas reaction when he saw dazai got rid of he enemy problem.

” so I assume your master brought you along to subuce people in order to make deals?” The man asked.

Not really. Dazai thought. Im just here for fun and to help chuuya. Honestly, if chuuya knew what dazai was doing he would probably be very upset that dazai was flaunting himself like this.

by the way this man was talking and his comments, adatude along with smell, dazai was able to guess he was probably a high ranking member of whatever group he was in.

” are you a Mafioso?” Dazai asked which make the man’s eyes widen.

” how. Did. You. Know..” he asked.

” I think my master is a subordinate of yours” dazai said making the man wonder how a subordinate of his got such a cute  hybrid.

as they reached the end of the hallway the man flashed a evil grin. He quickly moved as he pinned dazai agenst the wall.

” i think your lieing to me kitty~” he said as dazai struggled. “ your “master” seemed far to nice to let you go like this.. maybe i should teach you a lesson for lieing.”he said as he put a finger to dazais mouth.

dazai swiftly bite the finger causing the man to fall back, as he did dazai scratched out his very eyes causing him to let out a blood curling scream.

Suddenly, men in black suits came out to get the blinded man. 

“ are you ok sir?” One of the men asked. “ that stupid hybrid!” The man yelled struggling to get on his feet. “ I was going to be a exutive!, you dipshit!.” 

All the men Coectively looked at dazai. Shit he was introble now..

pond of the men walked forward. Dazai pounced and scratched him. A few more man attempted to do the same but were scratched too. Finally one man scruck behind dazai and ponched a spot on his neck that made him fall. It was a spot hybrids were trained to make them stop, like a pressure point. A cloth was put over dazais face as he started to blank out.

” chuuya!” Dazai desperately cried out. But there was no reply. Chuuya wasn’t here to save him now.

” what should we do with him boss?”

” Take him to the bass, ugh, let the boss deal with him.”

” ….chibi…” was the last thing dazai thought before blanking out.

”thank you sir,” a gentleman said.

” the pleasure is all mine” Chuuya remarked with a smile, he had just secured the deal.

” wonder what dazai will think?” Chuuya thought with a smile as he smiled along almost, looking for his partner.

but after a while of searching chuuya couldn’t find dazai.. 

chuuya called kouykou but that was no use, look to see if someone was flirting with him or hurting him but no still, he satarted to ask around too.

” oh a cat hybrid, I think I saw a brown one in a wrapped white dress,” one couple said.

” really!?, where!?,” chuuya asked.

” oh, I saw a few men take him in a black car, one man with a banges around his eyes looked really pissed.”

chuuyas heart sank. Dazai was taken.

chuuya rushed outside to try and find dazai. He wanted nothing more in the world then to see dazai and get him back.

please chuuya thought. Please be safe.

but…

he was too late..

the car was gone..

dazai was gone…

chuuya sank the the ground. Tears falling from his eyes.

dazai….

dazai begain to open his eyes, he was cold, where was he?