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1. The Dark Urge by Somnamibulism for bludaze

   Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Major Character Death
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   30 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Major Character Death
   • Astarion/The Dark Urge (Baldur's Gate)
   • Astarion (Baldur's Gate)/Original Female Character(s)
   • Astarion (Baldur's Gate)/Original Character(s)
   • Bhaal (Dungeons & Dragons) & The Dark Urge (Baldur's Gate)
   • The Dark Urge (Baldur's Gate) & Oedon (Bloodborne)
   • Astarion (Baldur's Gate)
   • The Dark Urge (Baldur's Gate)
   • Bhaal (Dungeons & Dragons)
   • Original Shadar-kai Character(s) (Dungeons & Dragons)
   • Original Warlock Character(s) (Dungeons & Dragons)
   • Mizora (Baldur's Gate)
   • Raphael (Baldur's Gate)
   • Angst
   • Dark
   • Drama
   • Dark Fantasy
   • Gothic
   • Post-Canon
   • Canon deviation
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Aristocracy
   • Politics
   • Demon Deals
   • Ascension
   • Post-Ascension
   • The Dark Urge Resists the Urge (Baldur's Gate)
   • Vampires
   • Ascended Astarion
   • Vampire Bites
   • Bloodplay
   • Blood and Injury
   • Power Imbalance
   • Narcissism
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Dubious Consent
   • Compulsion
   • Conflicting Feelings
   • Mind Control
   • split personality
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Obsession
   • Personality Breakdown
   • grey morality
   • Early-Modern English Pronouns
   • POV Second Person
   • Unreliable Narrator

   Summary

   Thy mind is sunder’d, thy flesh is bound by oaths, and thy heart belongeth unto him who claimeth passion as his own.

   He granteth thee promises of eternity, and each seemeth a solace—yet behind them lieth the price: thy freedom.

   Thou seekest thyself, yet findest but new chains, e’er more tightly entwining thee with him.

   In a world of blood, of dominion, and of grey morality, no saviours dwell—only pain and obsession from which thine eyes may ne’er turn away.

   And the voice of the Father whispereth in thy mind by night.

   UPDATES DAILY, SATURDAY THROUGH WEDNESDAY (no updates on Thursday or Friday).

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   79,015

   Chapters:

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   Comments:

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