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my father turned to me as we pulled up Infront of the school about 5 minutes before my Saturday detention began, I didn't dare to look him in the eye since i knew i had fucked up.
"โHey, I screwed around...guys screw around, there's nothing wrong with that. Except you got caught, Sport."
i sigh, looking up at him.
"Yeah, Mom already reemed me, alright?"
he didn't seem to enjoy that response one bit and immediately began chewing me out.
"You wanna miss a match? You wanna blow your ride? Now no school's gonna give a scholarship to discipline case."
i rolled my eyes as i got out of the car, slamming the door before he drove away. i heard a car horn behind me as i climbed the steps and turned back, spotting John Bender, the criminal, strolling dangerously infront of a rolling car.
I quickly looked back to the school entrance and walked in, ive noticed John before in the locker rooms after P.E, he's pretty shredded, more then i am, probably from outrunning police or beating the shit out of people, he's got this wave Brown just shy of shoulder length hair and Coco eyes with a dangerous smile that just gets your heart racing.
I'm just on the wresling team here at Shermer highschool which honestly isn't the most impressive, I'm only here because I taped some twerps ass cheeks together for a dare one of my teammates gave me in the locker room after P.E on Thursday. But to be real with you I'd rather be living with my sister, Sarah, in the next town over, this hell hole sucks...
Well, not everything, Johnny doesn't- Wait why am I thinking that, he's nothing but a dirty criminal who thinks he can get whatever he wants... Maybe he can...
Whatever, as i walk in a see a red head girl in the front row, I think her name was Claire or something... Definitely a Standish girl, seen her dad before and her mom's everywhere on TV currently, really annoying;
But I plop down in the seat on the other side of the table from her, barely saying anything as John wanders in, knocking shit over and stealing stuff off the librarians desk, thank fuck Mrs. Hobbs isn't here today, she'd have his head in seconds, he kicks Brain, a nerdy kid, out of his seat and plops down where the blonde scrawny kid sat mere seconds ago, propping his feet up in the table and fiddling with his lighter.
A almost emo chick walks in, sitting somewhere behind me and then the principal Mr. Vernon walks in, beige suit looking the usual disgusting colour, I'm barely paying attention as he drones on about some essay thing that we gotta write, it's apparently about who we are, I don't know.
Pretty much the only out of the ordinary thing about me is the fact I'm gay and enjoy feminine stuff but I'd never tell a soul that, probably would get kicked off the wrestling team and kicked out of my house by my mom, who's a hardcore Christian.
I'm barely paying attention to John and Mr. Vernon's argument that John began, the only thing really going through my head being how I'm gonna break up with my current girlfriend, Susie, before prom is announced.
I really don't like her, only got with her to seem straight since someone walked in at my sister's 18th birthday party to me and a guy making out in the bathroom, so I had to at least try to appear straight even though I'm really not, never have been.
But anyways, as I zoned back in John was saying
"Oh, shit! What're we s'posed to do if we hafta take a piss?"
While unzipping it grey jeans and it honestly only half disgusted me because the other half of me wanted to let him do it just so I could see his... nevermind.
"if we gotta go... we gotta go!"
Though I suppressed those thoughts and chose intend to call out
"Hey, yer not urinating in here man!"
But to be completely honest... I hope he notices me in a dating kinda way, just in can be his and only his... Maybe one day...
