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2012 universe

Mikey
"It's 4am, where is he?" Mikey was pacing in one of their backup lairs Donnie had set up in case they ever lost their home. But Mikey is hot and impatient… it's the end of his heat and he needs his mate!

Mikey and Donnie had planned to go on a grocery run. At least that's what the family thought they were doing, but Mikey planned ahead of time and already had the groceries in the backup lair just so he could spend time with his secret mate Donnie. But just as they were leaving, Raphael had called Donnie asking for a quick patch-up. And Mikey wanted to punch Raphael always interfering.

It shouldn't have taken long, just a few stitches! Except knowing Raphael, he wanted to vent to Donnie.

Mikey knew that Raph was trying to mate Donnie but Donnie just can't stand Raph so Mikey was protective of his mate. Michelangelo gave a low warning growl which only his mate heard… He asked Mikey to go ahead and promised to catch up. But it's been nearly an hour and the turtle was getting frustrated! Needing some air, he put together a quick picnic and texted Donnie the location.

One of their favorite spots was the rooftop gardens of a penthouse that was usually empty except for the summer. Fortunately, it was mid-spring so he was certain it would be empty. They never went inside, just spent time in the garden which was beautiful and secluded so it was the perfect place for a picnic.

Mikey would wait on the neighboring rooftop until Donnie would arrive to deactivate the camaras.

 

Donnie
"Raphael, hold still!" How is a big tough guy afraid of needles, I'll never know. I'm trying to keep him distracted by having him tell me what happened, but Raphael doesn't just talk—he has this tendency to exaggerate everything with his hands. So he keeps moving!!! Making this two-minute patch-up turn into an almost 20 minute job!

Agh, I'm about to just drop the needle and leave! Mikey is not very patient and is bound to just leave the safety of second lair. With Stockman monitoring us after ruining another one of his plans, well....

"Donnie, are you even listening to me?" Did I zone out again? Damn it!

"Sorry, Raph, I was just starting to get worried about Mikey being by himself…" Raphael scoffed.

"Oh please that knuckle brain will be fine by himself as long as he doesn't do anything stupid."

I couldn’t help glaring at my brother! No one talks about my mate like that!!

Except the family doesn't know we’ve been mates for 2 years and 7 months. We'll tell them soon but Dad is so traditional, I worry he won't accept us. Leo I'm sure he'll come around, but he's been a little too lingering around Mikey and I don't like it one bit! Raphael I know he won't accept us but I can't stand him because all he ever does is belittle my mate, always slapping him or hitting him and I can't stand it!!

I just want to run away with my mate! I already have a couple places set up where we can go, but Mikey is optimistic and wants to stay with the family.

"I'm almost done, just hold still!! I just have to wrap it up now. Okay, anything else ‘cause I have to catch up to Mikey. He's bound to just get snacks instead of food." Raph gave me a goofy grin.

"I can live with that! Besides I could use your help with my bike, some purple dragon had a gun. I'm just glad it kept running until I got here!"

I really don't want to leave Mikey alone any longer… I'll take a quick look and use the excuse that we'll swing by the junkyard for parts.

"Ok Raphael I'll take a look."

Mikey is slow during his heat, I’m glad it's almost over. He gets so frustrated if I'm not around him. I modified his pills for him this year again because they would make him nauseous. The year before that they made him sick, it's been a trial and error. But I think I finally got it right. We had a pregnancy scare after Mickey's heat almost 3 years ago when we first got together… We were so excited to meet our baby but miscarried at 3 months and buried it in Central Park under a willow tree. It was so small… Afterwards we decided we could wait a few years to become a family. But if I'm honest with myself I want my family now! I can't wait to be a dad but no, I won't go against Mikey's wishes—I’ll wait until he's ready…

"What's eating you? You look a thousand miles away! What's wrong, Donnie?" I jerk up off my seat, heading to the garage. Apparently Raphael had been standing at the door watching me.
"You okay, I noticed you got sad all of a sudden. You obviously weren’t listening to me again. Unless you're worried about me, I swear I was careful! I barely got nicked. I promise it's nothing major on the bike."

I'm ahead of him so I roll my eyes. He's always jumping in and getting himself into trouble, making us have to save his butt. It's not that I don't worry about him—I do! It's just he always does this and I'm the one that has to fix everything. Such a hothead, impulsive, arrogant jerk! He doesn't even say thank you or please! Is that too much to ask for? But whatever!

"You better be careful because the day you aren’t, I'll kill you!!"

"Me or the bike?" Oh I swear if I wasn't in a hurry I'd... Ugh!!!

"You, you idiot!! I don't care about the bike! That can be replaced." Raph leaned towards me.

"Aww, you do care!" Pushing him away, I roll my eyes again. Looking at the bike I see the rotor needs to be replaced along with the muffler and the paint needs to be redone. Luckily I have spares in the backup lair…

"Whatever. I'm going to have to go to the junkyard for parts and to the store for paint. After the grocery run with Mikey. What did you do, ski your way home?" He then unexpected hugged me from behind.

"How about we go together? Let Mikey do the shopping on his own, he can handle it." I elbow him off me. He's becoming too touchy lately. I don't like it. Neither does Mikey.

I get a text from Mikey letting me know that he's waiting for me on the roof. I knew he would get impatient! We never send lovey messages in case our brothers are around.

"No, Mikey is already waiting for me. I’ve got to go. Later!" With that I turn and run out of the garage.

"It's always Mikey, you never want to spend time with me." Still running leaving the lair, I shout over my shoulder:

"I just did!"

 

Mikey
I see Donnie land on the roof and I run towards my mate. I know I'm almost done with this heat. I get so aggressive. My family knows not to come near me because I BITE!! I nearly ripped a chunk out of Raph’s arm the other day. He screamed bloody murder. It was fun.

But what can I say the jerk came up behind us when we were washing the dishes! He should know better by now. It took Dad and Donnie's soothing words to get me to let go of him. Leo was just scolding Raphael the whole time! He still has that bite mark!

"What took you so long?" I ask, nuzzling into his neck covering Raphael scent with mine and growl. "Mine!"

Donnie chuckles and hugs me tightly just like I love it.

"I'm all yours and you’re all mine for now and forever! You’re stuck with me!" His words make me smile.

"Good! That's all I want!" Reaching up, I cup his face pulling him towards my lips…

Donnie's phone rings and I'm about to toss it off the building. But he answers it.

"It was Leo asking if we can stop by the herbalist to get more of Dad's tea." I huff, Leo always the cockblock. I swear it’s like he's got a radar or something, every time without fail. He's always calling.

Donnie smiles at me and kisses me on the lips. I melt into him as he pushes his tongue into my mouth. But then suddenly he was pulling back.

"Come on, let me deactivate those cameras before this gets any further." I smirk, excited.

 

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Michelangelo followed his mate further into the rooftop garden, settling at their favorite spot that was hidden from the view of others. Donatello reached for him only to have his advances rebuffed.

“As hungry as I am for you, I’m sure you worked up an appetite. No sense letting this food go to waste. Besides,” the younger smiled coyly and batted his blue eyes, “you should keep up your strength.”

Donnie did realize Mikey was right even before his stomach betrayed him with a growl! Clearly he knew what he was doing as the meal was rather light. No sense wasting too much time shoving food in their faces when they could be doing other things with their mouths…

Well, they waited this long… Granted they made quick work on the sandwiches and as soon as they crushed the empty water bottles they drained, they were already kissing and groping each other.

Mikey had a lifetime experience of whining to get his way as the baby brother in the family, but Donnie was not prepared for a different kind of whine when they started dating. The first time they got really hot and heavy making out, that long and drawn-out sound hit a special pitch that did something to him he was not expecting!

Now every time it happens, it’s like his brain crashes and he can’t think clearly! Instead of having a lifetime experience of thinking with his big head, he was left to the feelings of only his small head. Literally, Mikey could drag Donnie around by the dick and they’d both be happier for it!

Maybe it was knowing his mate was in heat, but Donnie could swear the whines sounded even better than usual. They were so delicious he could almost taste them as they kissed!

The ground had shifted with a permanent indent from previous visits, perfectly shaped to fit the form of Mikey’s shell when he laid back and parted his legs. Or tried to, there wasn’t much space between Donnie’s long legs as he was leaned over him… But between the orange-banded turtle’s heat and his impatience, it was mere moments before he not only was prepared for his mate to take him but also had enticed him into a full erection.

He loved his annoying brothers, he did! It’s why he didn’t want to move out, especially so their future kids could grow up with their uncles. But he was losing patience with how often they unknowingly interrupted his and Donnie’s private moments of escape.

Maybe they should tell them sooner than later. But for now, the only brother that mattered was the genius one about to completely and utterly sex both of their brains out… Not that he had far to go with this heat of his, he couldn’t think clearly at all!

Donatello roughly grabbed Michelangelo’s lower legs and shoved them up so that his legs were sandwiched between their plastrons as he quickly penetrated his mate who was whining desperately. Maybe it was because he was a simple turtle, but the mating press was always the position he enjoyed the most! The name said it all and, even better, allowed him to gaze into those baby blue eyes as he imagined their own babies. The genius knew he wouldn’t stand a chance if all of their children inherited his mate’s eyes… Perhaps they would need an uncle or two around to keep the kids in line. Well, maybe Leo—he has a lot more discipline. But perhaps young tots would make Raph mature?

“Harder, D! Faster!” Mikey’s voice reoriented Donnie back in the moment, away from the future of a lair full of young. Not now, he knew. But oh how he hoped it would be sooner than later…

As if he could speed up time with every thrust, the tall turtle began furiously pounding into his mate. The air was filled with sounds of satisfaction, the loudest being when an olive-green finger slipped in between the warm folds and gently rubbed the small nub in such a way he knew made his mate melt completely… in moments he was soaked, his mate’s climax pushing him over the edge so that he also orgasmed. In his mind, every pump filled his fertile mate’s womb with the genetic material for an egg… and by the time he had collapsed, Donnie thought of an entire clutch of eggs for him to love alongside Mikey.
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Donnie
"I don't want to leave!" Mikey whined as he snuggled deeper into my arms. "I wish I could mark you right here!" Circling his finger on the base of my neck. I want that too.

"I know. I want to claim you too and show the whole world you’re mine, except we can't because we'd have no way to hide it from our family." He giggles.

"The day we tell them, I'm marking you all over!" I start smirking back.

"Not before I do, my love. Believe me there won't be any green on your body!"

"I'm going to hold you to that promise, Donnie." I kiss him sweetly.

"We'll see. Ugh, come on let's clean up and go.”

Leaving no evidence in the garden and reactivating the camaras, we start heading to our home. I notice Mikey is tired so we take the fastest route to the second lair. After a shower we grabbed the groceries and Dad’s tea.

On our way home we keep feeling like we were being watched, so we deviated and I hit the caution button on the shell cell for our family to be on alert in case we need them. A few blocks later and the feeling was gone. We started heading back towards our home.

"I'm too tired for this and I still have to finish cooking dinner!" I try to smile reassuringly.

"I'll help you, Mikey baby." He gave me a quick kiss.

"Thank you, sweetheart! We better hurry, the sun is about to rise and you—OUCH!" His eyes rolled and he fell, dropping the groceries everywhere. I immediately turned around looking for the threat while hitting the panic button. There was a dart in the back of Mikey's head! That's when I see him—Baxter Stockman with 12 Foot Ninja starting to surround us…

 

Leo
Poor Raphael… he’s definitely not going to get Donnie’s attention like that. I walk over to approach him.

“Very smooth, Raphael.” He nearly jumped out of this shell. I can’t help but smirk.

“Do you have to do that, Leo? Shell! You nearly gave me a heart attack!” He was dramatically clutching his plastron. Just as quickly, he tried to punch me on my shoulder but I blocked it by catching his fist in my palm.

“Still too slow.” Yanking his hand away, he scowled.

“At least I’m trying with Donnie, not just creeping Mikey out by stalking him around the lair.” I crossed my arms defensively.

“Well I ….”

“Yeah I thought so.”

“You know Donnie doesn’t like to be touched.”

“He has to get used to it if he going to be my mate!” he huffed and I smile.

“The key word is ‘if’,” I laugh.

“Oh shut up! Like you’ll ever get Mikey to be yours.” I stop laughing.

“What if he doesn’t want me? What if he is repulsed by me? Me his older brother…”

“Leo… he loves you. He’s always idolized you.” Even though he’s being serious now, I roll my eyes.

“Yes. As an older brother, not as a potential mate! Admit it, I’m doomed to fail and that’s all he sees me as.”

“Please!” he huffs. “At least you got a chance. Donnie doesn’t even want to be in the same room as me. He’d rather be anywhere else but with me. Sometimes I feel like he doesn’t even like me! Sometimes I feel like he barely tolerates me!” I punch his shoulder playfully.

“We’re doomed to fail, aren’t we?” He nodded. “Well, at least we got each other…” I pull him into a side hug.

“I’ll be stuck with your ugly mug helping me jack off for the rest of my life!” I shove him.

“Ungrateful bastard, just for that you owe me a blow job and you have to swallow it all up!” He looks like he wants to throw up! Which I laughed just at the sight.

“No, Leo… With my gag reflex I’ll be throwing up all over you again!” The only time he had tried to blow me it wasn’t pretty and my room smelled for over a week!! “I’d rather bottom then try that again!” Bottoming for Raphael is like the ultimate punishment for him.

“No, Raphael, I was only kidding. I’d never force you to do anything you don’t want! You know that!” He looked down.

“I know, Leo!”

“I hope that goes both ways, my sons.” We both turn around at the sound of our father’s voice and quickly respond.

“It is! We promise!” He looks at us questioningly.

“And what is it you aren’t forcing Raphael to do, Leonardo?” With a straight face I answer.

“Advance katas with my katanas. I’ve asked Raphael to be my opponent in practicing my advanced moves. I was just reassuring him I would never harm him on purpose!” Sensei doesn’t look fooled but nods.

“Very well, my sons. If you need my guidance, you know where to find me. No matter what it is!” With that he turns and walks away.

We both release the breath we were holding. Raphael gestures towards his room and I follow. In his room he turns to me.

“Do you think he knows?”

“I don’t know, Raph. I wouldn’t be surprised. He tends to always be 10 steps ahead of us. He’s probably just waiting for us to tell him.” Raph looks annoyed

“Tell him what, that you and me fuck to release frustrations because the brothers we want to fuck aren’t aware we want to fuck them? Or that we want to make our little brothers our mates for life? How fucked up is that? He will send you back to South America again and probably send me to Japan until we get our heads on straight!!” I started glaring at him.

“You want to say that any louder, Raphael? I don’t think everyone in South Jersey heard you!!” I whisper-yell at him. He can be so stupid, I swear!!

“Oh fuck off, Dad’s watching his shows.” I roll my eyes.

“Shell-for-brains, he can still hear you. You know how advanced his hearing is. It’s 10 times better than ours.”

He didn’t respond, just starts looking at me with lust in his eyes. As he advances toward me, I try to protest.

“Raphael, you can’t be serious! I can’t believe you. Do you want us to get caught—” I groan as he starts sucking and licking my neck, careful to not leave a mark…

 

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Leonardo always felt so weak around Raphael. Yes he had his sights set on the youngest in the family, but the hothead always had a way to make him lose control! Whether it was on the battlefield fighting their enemies or in their home arguing in front of their family, no one else brought the Fearless leader to his knees like his second-in-command.

Speaking of which…

“Guess I owe ya that blowjob,” Raph breathed hotly into the side of Leo’s face and it took all his restraint to not drop immediately. He let himself be guided to the hammock and forced down, the entire time trying to find the words to reiterate he didn’t have to! And if he did, he really was joking about swallowing…

“Raph,” the eldest moaned. “You don’t—”

“Don’t be an ungrateful bastard,” he teased before biting his lower lip. Leo tried to sit up but Raph had him pressed down. The jade turtle noted once again how muscular his brother had gotten recently, surprised their other brothers haven’t been as equally impressed. How could they not notice how much those emerald arms glistened when he sweat?

That’s when the older of the two noticed his lip was bleeding.

“Raph,” Leo hissed. “You’re not supposed to leave marks!”

“Not my fault ya bit your lip somehow,” he smirked. He teased the sensitive slit, noticing his brother relenting as he laid his head back and chewed his lip to stifle the sounds he started making…

On one hand, it hurt Raphael’s pride to be on his knees giving blowjobs or bottoming for sex.
But on the other hand, it hurt the brawler’s pride more to fail at something. Swallowing may be disgusting, but he’ll be damned if he couldn’t give a decent blowjob otherwise! Besides, what if that’s the thing that gets him to convince Donnie to be touched for once?
Although, he’d be double-damned if he ever bottomed for anyone else. His only older brother, his leader—fine! But a younger brother who he was supposed to protect? No way!

Raph coaxed Leo’s erection out with his mouth, slowly gauging the increasing size as he swiped his tongue back and forth while lifting his head up and down. It wasn’t as bad as he remembered last time, but he wouldn’t tell his brother that and risk a lecture about practice makes perfect or the merits of training.

Although based on the moans above him, he doubted the other would hear him anyway…

Just in time for him to orgasm, Raphael popped off Leonardo’s erection and replaced his mouth with his hands. His own neglected penis reacted to the tantalizing sight and soon used the white fluid to coat himself, readily penetrating his brother who noticeably groaned.

“Leo,” Raph hissed. “You’re not supposed to be so loud!”

He saw his brother nod obediently, his eyes blown and clearly not fully comprehending their circumstances. With a growl, Raphael began thrusting harder and faster. Lost in the sensation, a stray thought crossed his mind unbidden…

What a waste, Leonardo would rather be with Mikey who couldn’t enjoy how tight he was. No one but him would know how good of a bottom the leader was, could appreciate how helpless he looked in these moments of being incoherent as someone else took charge.

He definitely made the right move in suggesting this arrangement, that last thought before his climax being almost as satisfying as his orgasm.

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Leo
“Raphael, get off of me!!! You’re heavy!!” He growls as he shift his weight besides me.

“Wow, Leo… you’re so romantic. No wonder Mike’s jumping to get in to bed with you.” I shove him away from me.

“Oh fuck off!” I say as I get up, wincing when I sit. “I’m going to take a bath…”

“Oh come on, Leo! I didn’t mean it!”

“Yeah, whatever…” I see him laying down as I leave.

He’s probably right, I’m not romantic. How am I going to get Mikey to be my mate if I never know what to say…

Going back to my room I see Raphael has changed the sheets on my bed and wiped himself down. I notice a flashing light coming from under my bed. I retrieve my shell cell and we both freeze as we see the warning on my shell cell and bolt out the door!

“I’ll drive, you track them!” said Raph.

“I hope it’s just a precaution and nothing serious…”

“You and me both, Leo. Any idea where they are?” I’m trying to read Donnie’s program.

“Give me a minute…”

“They may not have a minute!” he yells at me.

“I know, I know! But I’m not as fast as Donnie on this thing!”

“Just hurry up!”

“Me? You’re the one that didn’t hear my phone! Where’s your phone?”

“I left it in the garage…”

“Raphael!”

“I know! Don’t lecture me, just find them!”

“I got it, they’re in Hell’s kitchen passing 49th and 9th Avenue going west. Step on it! They’re retreating, someone must be trailing them.” Raph slams on the gas. “What were they doing in Hell’s kitchen?”

“That’s my fault, I asked Donnie to get parts for my bike. They probably went to a wrecker’s in Jersey, you know that’s one of his favorite places to get supplies.”

“Damn it, who do you think is after them?” Raph shrugs.

“Don’t know, we have to way to many enemies.” I grinned at his comment.

“I know, I know! I just hope we get there in time.”

“Me too, bro… me too.”

Then the emergency alarm and my heart speeds up.

“Raph, step on it! Donnie activated his panic alarm!!”

I hope they’re okay… hang on we’re almost there!

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Donnie
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! This is going to hurt!

“Get them!” is all Baxter Stockman said when all 12 Ninja advance towards us. Some go to grab Mikey and others towards me. I go on the defense but I know that the odds are against me. I can usually take 4 on my own but 12 is overkill, there’s no way I’m winning this. The most I can do is prolong this fight hoping Raph and Leo got the message and aren’t just fucking around. Yes, I know their so-called secret! Fucking outside the lair in the direct site of one of my surveillance camaras. Some ninjas they are.

Hitting and blocking, weaving and dodging… I’ve managed to keep them off Mikey but there steering me away from him… It’s getting harder and harder to stay focused… I know I’m going to be one giant bruise if I survive this. A ninja with a blade gets into my defense; I manage to push the blade from a fatal point but he still stabs me on my plastron. That’s one sharp knife! He tries again and I manage to push him off onto his fellow ninja. Then one sweeps my legs causing me to jump while another kicks me on my plastron and sending me flying onto the gravel of the roof. My foot landed wrong, an audible crack was heard but I got up anyways putting all my weight off of my busted foot. I was trying to get back to Mikey when I see some ninjas dragging him away. I call to him knowing it’s futile… a ninja takes advantage of my distraction and hurls me off of the building… As I collide my way down the fire escape of the neighboring building, I hit my head and everything blacks out. I know I’m still falling as I lose consciousness…

 

Raph
I’m putting the Shellraiser into park when I see Donnie fly off the building.

“Donnie!” I scream at the same time Leo yells.
“They’re taking Mikey into that van!” I’m already out the vehicle!

“Raph, get your bike and take Donnie to Master Splinter then catch up to me, I may need backup. I’ll follow that van!” Hitting the button that drops my spare bike, I run to Donnie. He has landed in a heap next to a dumpster. But there are 5 Ninja jumping down towards him. I ram into two of them, knocking them out. Another one jumps out of the way doing a spinkick to my shell but I was ready for it; turning around, I grabbed his foot redirecting his momentum with a spin to throw him at another ninja that's approaching us. Having thrown them onto the near wall, the last one takes a fighting stance with a katana. I take out my sais and blocked his attack by crossing my sides to form a x then I leap up and kick him in the chest, sending him flying. I don’t even bother seeing where he landed, I turn looking for more ninja but there’s none so I run to Donnie.

I straighten him up to see if I can wake him. No response. I try again and nothing. I have to do this quick before the ninjas wake up and want a round 2. It looks like he broke his femur… I run to my bike to grab the first aid kit because the one I have on me isn’t to going to cut it. I splint his thigh and bandage the worst of the cuts then carry him to the bike; I strap him on to me and drive off the lair. I’m such an idiot, I don’t have my phone so I can’t even call Sensei to meet me at the garage.

“Hang on, Donnie! I got you, it’s going to be okay!” I don’t know if I’m reassuring him or me.

Arriving at the lair I see Sensei waiting for me with a rolling cot and a bag over his shoulder. Leo must have called him, thank God. I detach Donnie from me and together we place him in the cot. I help Splinter roll him on to the med bay.

“Go, my son, you must help your brothers. I’ll take care of Donatello. Go!” He’s trying to get me to move but I finally see in what condition Donnie is in and I can’t leave. In a broken sob I shake his shoulder.

“Donnie, wake up!” He doesn’t react. He’s still breathing but no response at all.

“Raphael, stop! I will take care of him you need to go help Leonardo! Go now!” I bend over and kiss his forehead.

“I’m sorry.” I turn and run to the garage, swipe my cell, and ride towards Leo. I don’t even notice the tears, I’m pissed!

 

Leo
“Where are they taking him?” I ask myself. I call Master Splinter to let him know Raph is on his way as I keep following the ninjas that took my baby brother. We’re on 12th heading west out of the city; not if I can help it! I speed up and ram the side of the van to make them swerve, but they speed up in time and keep going no matter what I try. They drive into a garage and 2 ninjas jump out with Mikey in-between them getting into an elevator. I park and run after them but there’s ninjas waiting for me.

Nearly getting decapitated for the third time, I’m starting to wonder where Raphael is… Jumping to avoid getting my plastron sliced by a ninja that took advantage of my blind side only for another to kick me to the wall, but I spin and kick off the wall spinning again to kick them on their head. I get on the elevator giving me a quick break before I jump out to gunfire! I’m looking for cover and Mikey when I spot him laying on a gurney and that’s when Baxter Stockman arrives.

“Can’t you ever do something right? Kill him! I don’t need him alive, I want him dead!” I throw a smoke pellet and rush to Mikey’s side, grabbing him and carrying him to a corner as bullets fly everywhere. I hear cries of people getting shot by their own comrades.

“Mikey, wake up,” I whisper as I shake my brother’s shoulder. He opens his eyes but he’s not all there heavily drugged.

“Lllleeoo…”

“I’m here, Mikey.”

“I can’t move…” Somewhere in the room a window breaks and Raphael comes in fists flying. He’s pissed and all that training goes out the window. Fuck! He’s punching, biting, kicking, tossing ninja like if they were rag dolls. Not caring about being shot or cut, he’s on a rampage and there’s no stopping him.

He kicked a ninja onto machine that got activated and it’s electrocuting him, then it explodes next to us. I shield Mikey from the blow but that causes a device to fall from a shelf aiming a beam at us… It hurts and we scream, it feels like everything is decompressing. I squeeze my eyes shut and hold Mikey to me but my arms feel like jelly and my head is swimming. I can’t get a hold of myself and scream from the pain. Mikey is also screaming and I know he has passed out when he stops. I’m trying to stay conscious but it's a losing battle, I’m starting to black out… I can barely hear Raphael’s battle cries…

 

Raph
I'm in a blind rage looking for my brothers but I can't find them. I know Leo is here, the Shellraiser is outside so I know he's in this building but I can't find them! This lab is huge, there's machines everywhere, something exploded… I don't care; the more I destroy, the better. I grab a device and throw it at the one with a gun. He's still shooting as he goes down and hits another machine that explodes to then another one causing a chain reaction to three other machines. I think my hearing is gone because I can't hear anything except some ringing in my ears… But I don't stop fighting! I'm tossing things, kicking ninjas, and throwing them all over the place. Sensei would be disappointed if he saw me, but I just can't stop. All I see is red and I can't find my brothers which isn't helping. I can't feel any pain but I can see my blood… That's going to hurt later, fuck it!! I'm going to ride this adrenaline high as long as I can. No one messes with my brothers!

 

Leo
Someone picked us up and is screaming… I can't make out what they’re saying but it sounds like they are pissed off. I haven't let go of Mikey but I just feel so weak. Then we are thrown by a blast somewhere and we're falling. I hug Mikey closer to me as I try to tuck him into his shell. I tuck myself in except for my arms to keep holding Mikey to me as we fly though the air. We hit something hard, except it was my shell that impacted. And that's all I know when I black out!

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Raph
I’m losing the adrenaline rush… I’m starting to crash, but I can’t give up! I have to find my brothers! The lab is on fire, smoke is everywhere, it’s getting harder to breathe… my eyesight is fuzzy. Things keep exploding. I need help! I can’t keep going. Gotta call Casey, don't even wait for him to say hello…

“Losing consciousness, track cell, get here now, watch out for guns and ninjas!”

 

Casey
Casey started running as soon as he heard the phone call, he knew that Raphael must be in deep shit. Knowing his friend, he’d never call for help unless he was really in deep trouble. He called April and told her to meet him at Raphael’s location.

Arriving at the facility all he saw was chaos… the building was on fire, things were exploding, and smoke was coming out of everywhere! Using the elevator was a no-go.

He saw the Shellraiser and reattached Raphael's backup bike to it by clicking a button so it was hidden away in a secret compartment. Climbing up the stairs was easy, there was no ninjas inside or gunmen, then again they probably started running when things started exploding…

There was a weird aura – feeling like the partials in the air were charged – so he was precautious for he didn't know what to expect. Going into the lab the place looked like a savage berserker rage happened… could only be the work of Raphael when he's truly pissed off or when his brothers are in danger. Casey knows not to get in his way in those situations. He started looking around the place, glad he had brought his mask.

April arrived and came up behind him.

“Do you know where they are? Do you know what happened here?”

“No, April, I have no idea. I'm just as lost as you are, just help me find them!” Looking through everything, all they could find was destruction. Splitting up Casey found Raphael passed out.

“He's over here.” April runs over, gasping in shock to see my friend beaten up, all bloody with cuts everywhere. His arms are a mess, he can tell he grabbed something that was still ablaze when he threw it at someone because his hands are all charcoal. He's out but where's everyone else?

“I'll get him to the Shellraiser. April, keep looking for the guys but hurry we don’t have much time.” April started looking Leonardo and Michelangelo but she couldn't find anything and time was running out. She kept looking, using her powers to keep the smoke away from her. Then she found their masks, their belts, their weapons… but not them.

“Are they running around naked?” She picked up their gear calling out for them before bolting out the door because it was getting too hot even for her.

“Casey, this is all I found.”

“What do you think that means, April?”

“I have no idea. For now let's just get Raphael back to his Master Splinter, he'll know what to do.”

“But any evidence is going to be erased here, we have no way of knowing what happened to Mikey and Leo! All we have is their gear, there's nothing we can do.”

“Raph needs help he's bleeding out!”

“Yes, yes, you're right- let's go!”

 

Hamato Yoshi
“Donatello, my son can you hear me?” His breathing is even but he’s not reacting to anything. He has a concussion and I’m afraid he’ll slip into a coma. As I continue to patch him up, I remember when I first introduced them to ninjitsu… Donnie wasn’t interested in learning, he just wanted to keep inventing. I admit that I allowed my sons to bully him to join us even though he was is the least coordinated and always giving up easily. He told me he was a pacifist not a fighter. But I kept insisting and letting his brothers pressure, annoy, or challenge him into training. He eventually accepted that training was part of our daily routine. But he never enjoyed it or was any good at it, he prefers to fight with his brain not his fists. But I need him to learn so he could know how to defend himself and his brothers someday. Once he told me that I was just wasting his and my time trying to teach him something he would never learn to like, especially since he was the lowest ranked out of his brothers. He wanted to quit but I forbade it.

Today he stood his ground against all those ninja on his own, I’m so proud of him. All his achievements despite his limited resources… he always persevered any challenges that comes his way.

 

Donnie
What happened? Opening my eyes is a pain. Concussion, is the first thing I think of. I'm going to have… Ugh… brain hurts…

“MIKEY!!!”

I try to get up to no avail. I think something's dislocated- or was and put back together again. I feel patched up like a ragdoll that's been sewn together. Everything hurts.

I have to get up, I have to go find Mikey! I hope he's okay! Where am I… Oh, I'm in the med bay. Back in lair… the lights are too bright... it's hurting my head. I close my eyes and lay back down. I feel so weak, I can't move.

That's when I hear the door open.

“My son, are you awake?”

“Sensei…”

“My son, what happened?”

“We where coming home from a supply run, someone was following us so we deviated… My head... Baxter Stockman… Ninja… I couldn't defend Mikey, he was tranquilized… Please tell me Leo and Raphael got there on time and that he's here safe, just sleeping off the tranquilizer. Where is he? Is he in his room? Why is Raph in here, is he okay?”

Master Splinter took a deep breath.

“Donatello, calm down and rest. When you wake up we’ll speak. For now you must rest.” I'm shaking my head, that is not a good idea and I growl.

“No, I need to know! Please tell me he's safe, that my brothers are safe?”

“Donatello you need to rest!”

“No please tell me, father!”

“Raphael is here next to you because he went into a berserker rage but unfortunately we cannot find Leonardo or Michelangelo. I'm going to need you to heal and recover so you can help us find them. So please rest and no, you can’t persuade me to let you help now. I need you to rest!” I gave him my best puppy dog eyes ever, if I do say so myself.

“Can I at least have my tablet?”

“No.”

“I can't go to sleep… I need to find my m—I need my computer… I need to get out… and help!”

“Unfortunately at the moment there's nothing you can do. The building where they were at is currently burning. April found their gear but not them, there was no trace of them. Sleep, my son. Heal or I will be forced to give you a sedative.”

A sedative! I'll be out longer!

“No, I’ll rest.” Maybe I'll be able to sneak out of the lab to look for them. Except I forgot one thing: Splinter’s super hearing!

“Master Splinter, please! It's been a day and a half, let me go help Casey and April look for them!”

“No, my son. This is your fifth attempt, you need to give yourself time to heal!”

“I can… I can still go help… I need to find them! The longer we wait, the harder it’s going to be! You don't know where they are— they could be trapped, underneath all that destruction!”

“Donatello, my son, my answer is NO!”

 

Hamato Yoshi
The lair is so silent these days… I had to give Raphael sedatives in order for him to heal. He’s just as stubborn as Donatello who needs to heal too. But I can't blame them. I've already gone with Casey and April looking through that disaster of a lab and we can't find anything. We questioned the ninjas that survived but no one knows where my sons are, their boss left and they think he’s somewhere in Brooklyn.

 

Mikey
O man my body feels weird! I pop out my shell and I have to do a double take- Leo is cuddling me. Leo hasn’t cuddled since we were tots and where he’s holding me is definitely bruised. He has like a death grip when I try and get him to let go. I’m still a little groggy but I manage to pry his hands open.

Getting up I look around… It’s twilight, giving me only a few hours of light left. But it's getting pretty dark fast and we weere laying on the base of a cliff- or at least I think it’s a cliff. The trees? Are huge- about the size of the empire state building. I need to find shelter before it gets too dark. Thinking of my flashlight, I realize I’m completely naked! I have nothing not even my mask.

“Um, Leo… hey bro, we got a problem.”

“What is it Mikey?” he groans.

“I don’t think we’re in New York anymore.” He starts rubbing his eyes.

“Of course we are, Mikey. It’s too early for this…” I chuckle.

“I can bet you a trillion bucks we aren’t.” He looks up at me.

“What?”

“Pay up, bro!” He gets to his feet in a flash.

“What the shell!! Where are we?”

“Your guess is as good as mine ‘cause I blacked out. But we better do something fast ‘cause we’re about to have no light either.” Leo seems to have lost some color, he’s looking around. I notice he seems to be favoring his knee so I think it’s acting up again.

“Leo?”

I know… give me a minute.”

“Um… ok… but is it just me or is it getting dark faster than normal?”

“Yes, I agree.”

“Should we build a fire?”

“No, let's not build a fire. We don't know who's around us or what's around us! We don’t want to alert anyone, friend or foe, that we are here. It’s better to lay low, scout this place out and see what’s going on around us. We’ll have to wait until morning,” he frowned.

“Okay so what do we do in the mean time?”

“Let’s find or build somewhere to pass the night!”

“Yeah, okay.” We walk for a while when I remembered something.

“Leo, hey here’s a question: where’s all my stuff? I feel totally naked!” He just chuckled.

“I don’t know, Mikey; mine is missing too!”

“Um, Leo?”

“Yes, Mikey, what is it?”

“Is that blood over there?”

“Yeah… let's steer clear from that! And before you ask, no I don't know what happened.”

One minute later…

“Umm, Leo?”

“What is it, Mikey?”

“I have another question…” He nodded, listening. “I’m hungry! Like really hungry!”

“That’s not a question. But I’m sorry, you’re going to have to wait until tomorrow. Okay? Let’s just make a quick lean too, right here.” We make a quick lean too. There’s lots of long sticks all around us, I think they’re pine needles except they are way too big; they’re about the size of my legs and as thick as my forearm.

We climbed in for the night; it’s starting to get cold and I don’t want to worry Leo, but I don’t feel too good. I wish Donnie were here, I need him… I hope we’re not here long. In a month I’ll lay my clutch if they’re not fertilized. I’ve never laid more than five eggs. Donnie has helped me every time ever since my first one. He has this way to help me relax. Even before we got together, he always helped me. I don’t think I can do it on my own. The family knows I lay eggs but no one but Donnie has ever seen it, not even Master Splinter. Donnie built me a space especially designed for my ultimate laying comfort and soundproof. It’s a few blocks from the lair. Usually we leave 2 days before it’s time for me to lay then stay two more days to recover. I really miss my mate. He thinks of everything. I truly appreciate everything he does, not just for me but for all of us. I love him so much.

“Leo, do you think Donnie and Ralph will find us?”

“Of course they’ll find us! We just have to survive until then.”

“Okay.” The temperatures drop even more. I hesitate, but I’m too cold… I’ve always ran the coldest out of my brothers. Leo is no better, but he is warmer than me.

“Leo, do you mind if we cuddle? I’m cold!” He seems to be processing what I asked. “Leo?” He snaps out of it.

“Yes, yes… let’s… let’s cuddle, so we can conserve our heat.” Okay, what’s going on with him? I lay down next to him, shell to plastron.

“Do you think they’re okay?” He takes a deep breath.

“I hope so, Mikey.”

“Do you think they are here in this place with us?”

“I don’t know, Mikey.”

“What if we never see them again!” He stays quiet for awhile.

“Go to sleep, Mikey. We’ll figure it out tomorrow.”

I can’t sleep. I cried in silence for my mate. I didn’t want to worry Leo so I didn’t make a sound. Unfortunately, my stomach had other plans and was very vocal.

 

Leo
The night was harsh… it was freezing and humid all night. I heard Mike’s teeth chattering all night. His stomach was growling all night too. I don’t think he slept. Those weren’t the only sounds we heard: strange sounds were heard all throughout the night, sounds I’ve never heard before. I don’t want to admit it, but I’m terrified. I’ve no idea where we are or what is going on.

Suddenly Mikey runs out of the lean too.

“Mikey?” I go after him only to find him throwing up. “Hey, you okay?” I rub his shell until he’s done. “Do you want to go lay down?” He nodded but still doesn’t look good. I help him back in the lean too.

“I’m going to look around and see if I can find you some water, okay?” He shakes his head.

“No, Leo, just give me a minute and we’ll go together. I don’t want to be alone right now.” I can understand that.

“Okay, Mikey.” I lay down next to him and try to give him comfort but I wish I could do more for him. I wish I could make him understand that I love him more than just a brother. Maybe then he would open up to me.

 

Mikey
I’m so nauseous. I tried sitting up only to lay back down. I asked Leo for one more minute. He looks worried but I don’t tell him anything.

I recall when we were younger, I used to tell him everything. He always had this smile in his eyes that always made me feel loved, warm, and safe to tell him everything as he hugged me. But about five years ago something changed in his eyes. I no longer felt safe in his arms. So I stopped telling him everything and he started training more intensely, then he became leader and our rift just got bigger. I miss my big brother back then… he was kind, a big dorky movie nerd, funny, and a great snuggle during movies. Now he’s cold, distant, obsessed with ninjitsu, he’s focused his attention on becoming the perfect leader. He was becoming a huge stress ball.

That is, until he found a way to release some of that tension through his relationship with Raphael. Though Donnie and I agree they’re not in a relationship, they’re just fucking. Usually after they fuck instead of being in a better mood, one or the other is usually pissed. Their fighting hasn’t decreased at all, instead I swear they are more common than before. All in all my big brother is gone and this version of him isn’t… fun. I sometimes see glimpses of his former self when he watches Space Heroes or when he thinks he’s alone.

I miss my big brother.

He hugs me and I stiffen up. His hugs are no longer warm and comforting, they’re just awkward. I can see he’s trying but I just can’t relax. So I get up. At least my nausea isn’t as bad and I manage to stay upright and walk outside.

“Are you feeling better, Mikey?” No, but I lie…

“Yeah, much better.”

“Then let’s go and see if we can find something to eat and drink.”

“Lead the way,” I smile and follow behind him. He’s not moving fast that knee must really be bugging him. He still appears to be pale. He must be in pain. I trudge behind him scanning our surroundings… as I go I stumble a few times. My balance is off and I’m still nauseous but it seems to be getting better.

Man, I’m hungry!

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2012 Leo
I can’t believe this place, everything is so big! I feel so small! I just want to protect my potential mate… my little brother. I know he’s at the end of his heat and if I get too close he’ll probably BITE ME. I’m surprised he let me hug him, his scent lingers on me and I love it. The cold and the sounds of the night or my knee wasn’t the only reason I couldn’t sleep last night, I was ready to drop all last night I couldn’t relax thinking he would see and be disgusted by me.

Damn it, I almost fell again, my knee keeps buckling. I usually sleep with it elevated and braced throughout the night, plus my morning tea is filled with pain numbing herbs I collect myself. It helps me get though training in the morning and by midday I have another one to get though patrol but I’ve never told my brothers how much my knee actually bothers me. And right now I truly wish I could have some of my tea; every step is agonizing. I know I’m going extra slow today but Mikey hasn’t said anything, which is weird he’s usually rambling on and on but he’s silent. I look behind me and yes he’s still there and looks ready to faint, he never told me why he threw up this morning. My guess is his body expelling the drugs he was given. But I don’t know, if he wants to tell me he will.

Fuck, there goes my knee and there goes my balance and down I go! Mikey rushes to my side and helps me up.

“Leo, do you want to take a break? I see some water collected on those leaves we can drink.” He guides me to a rock I can sit on. As he goes over to the leaves collecting two to bring it over, he gives me a sip.

“I think it’s morning dew. I was looking around and saw it everywhere but there wasn’t enough collected to drink, but these leaves caught some for us.” He hands me one as he drinks the other, then he starts folding the leaf and goes back to the rest. Meticulously collecting the dew to his folded leaf then he makes a belt out of the skin of the shaft of the stems. Wrapping it to his waist he then does the same to a second set and gives it to me.

“Here, it’s not much but at least it tastes good.” I smile at him.

“You’re always so creative, thank you.” He smiles back and sits on a rock not far from me… but there was room enough for him to sit with me. Which disappoints me but I don’t say anything. He looks like he’s a thousand miles away. He’s sad and worried about something but something tells me he won’t be letting me know what it is. I get up and instantly regret it but I push on… Hopefully I can find something to help with the pain as we keep walking. I turn and expect Mikey to be following me, but he’s still seated staring into nothing.

“Mikey, let’s keep going.”

“Okay, Leo,” he answered robotically. I see him sway a little bit but he comes to stand behind me, looking somewhat more alert. We keep going throughout the day, finishing our water taking a break in the shade of some plants.

I’m about to suggest we take a nap when Mikey gets this look and he runs away. I try to get up but my knee isn’t helping. After a few attempts I get up and follow, I’m ashamed to admit at a slower pace…

 

2012 Mikey
I was about to lay down for a minute when I felt it… Like a tug telling me to go in that direction… Water! It was calling me like an instinct I’ve never knew I had. So I ran not wanting to lose it.

It was a river and there was… fish? Or at least something with fins but I’m hungry enough not to care so letting my instincts continue I dive in aiming to grab one.

It's bigger than I thought but I manage to get a hold of it, slipping my hand into its gills for a better grip… I’m holding on but all the thrashing around I’m starting to need to get some fresh air. I rip out it’s gills and hope it’ll stop soon. What feels like an eternity later it finally is slowing down enough for me to redirect it to the surface to get some fresh air.

“Mikey, Mikey over here! What were you thinking?” I start swimming towards Leo which I notice isn’t exactly close so I just head to shore so he can meet me. I’m too tired to even try to swim upstream. He’s scolding me this whole time trying to get to me…

I tune him out looking for something sharp enough to clean and gut this thing. Looks more like an eel then a fish but with bigger fins, it’s half my size. I start walking to the base of a tree placing my catch on some leaves as I start digging a fire pit. I notice Leo is collecting sticks and I get to work cleaning my catch with a broken rock I found. He hands me the sticks and I arrange them then step aside so Leo can start it, he’s always been better at it then me. Meanwhile I go back to the river to see if I can find something else to eat and to collect some water to drink. Looking around I manage to find some clams and something that looks like a snail but for some reason my brain goes yummy.

“Don’t ask because I don’t know…” I tell Leo when he gives me a weird look. I just proceed to put my findings near the fire so they can cook. As soon as everything's done we start eating but I don't even notice when I eat the shells of clams and that snail looking thing.

“Mikey?” I notice what I’ve been doing, I even ate Leo’s empty clams. But I give Leo a look to fuck off, he gives me a don’t-shoot look with his hands in the air and everything. I go back to eating… the fish is done and we dig into it, apparently I wasn’t the only one that was hungry.

We’re still eating when I get a bad feeling. My instincts say hide but my brain says run. Well my instincts haven’t steered me wrong yet so I grab Leo by the forearm and hide behind the tree, not a second later a huge flying creature lands where we were.

“That's a pterodactyl!” Leo whisper-shouts. It takes me a second to understand what he said… pterodactyl is a dinosaur, isn't that things supposed to be extinct? What the fuck! Where are we or, better yet, WHEN are we? Did we go back in time?

It snatched our food and goes to the river to get a drink of water. I don't know what I'm doing until I've already done it. I'm riding a pterodactyl! Leo jumps on a second before this thing goes airborne.

“What the hell where you thinking?!? We have no way to steer or how to land this thing.” Leo is furious.

That’s when I see it: a column of smoke to our left. I lean left and the pterodactyl goes left. I turn and give Leo a smug grin. He just smiles as he rolls his eyes.

“Lucky bastard.” I chuckle and lean forward when we are close to the smoke. I see some vines and leap towards them, swinging down to a branch. Leo does the same.

“At least warn me before you do something stupid next time!”

“Don’t worry, Leo- I didn’t even give myself that warning.” I shrug and he facepalms.

“Michelangelo, what have I told you about your intrusive thoughts?” I pretended to think.

“To not follow them unless it would save us from a situation.” He shakes his head and that’s when we hear voices… We can’t make out what they are saying so we start getting closer so we can see what we’re up against.

As we get closer to the voices, we start to pick up the conversation…

 

2003 Raphael
“We've been here for 4 days! How long until your superiors would come looking for you?” I ask Renet and she cringes.

“If the scepter is inactive for a week they usually send a search party.” Michelangelo jumps in front of her.

“Cool, a party! Will they bring snacks?” The three of us groan.

“Mikey…” I move him out of the way. “A week? We have to wait a whole week?” Leonardo puts his hand on my shoulder.

“Calm down, Raphael. It’s okay, we can keep looking in the meantime.” He pulls me towards him and gives me a quick kiss, leaning our foreheads together. “We’ll be home before you know it, love.” I huff.

“Okay, mate- I’ll calm down.” He kisses me again then pulls away.

“Let’s set camp here.”

 

2012 Leo
We're in an alternate universe again! They’re us? Except they're giants! We’re the size of their hands! And is my alternate self mates with Raphael, of all the turtles? I mean, I can see the appeal… he’s very muscular… those thighs alone… mmm.

My alternative is shorter than him. Wait! Is he female?

“Looking good, Leo…” Mikey wiggles his eyes at this version of myself, he giggles and elbows me. “They look older than us, maybe early 20s.” I nod.

“It is sounds as if they're stuck here too. Let's keep close just in case they find a way back. We can hitch a ride with them a1 back to civilization and find a way to contact our Donnie.” He looks over at me confused.

“Why not ask their Donnie for help?” I don’t have an answer to that…

“Let’s observe them first.” He shrugs and turns to them.

“It’s starting to get dark, what do you plan to do? I don’t know about you, but I plan to sneak into one of their tents to sleep nice and warm!” I shake my head but Mikey is already climbing down the tree.

"Mikey!" I whisper-shout.

 

2012 Mikey
It takes me longer than I want to admit getting down the tree… I nearly fell a few times because of my balance being off. In fact, by the time I reach the base of the tree it’s already dark. I slipped in to the nearest tent and it was instantly warmer. Except all I see is Renet’s cloak draped behind and… she’s bouncing? Someone is under a sheet. That’s when I hear it: a deep moan drowning out.

“O fuck, yes, faster…”

I rush out of there not wanting to see what’s going on. Nope, nope, nope! I didn’t see or hear that! Nope, I can still hear them outside, so I go to the next tent sneaking in… hopefully I won’t get caught. It’s Donatello’s tent, he seems to be asleep but I waited until I was certain he was sleeping.

I’m observing him… My mate’s alternate looks nothing like him. But he’s still cute. He’s more muscular; looks like he spent more time training then my Donnie. He’s leaner too. He doesn’t have my mate’s scent but I feel safe around him… he has this soothing aura like my Donnie. I’m exhausted so I get under the covers in a corner to sleep. I wonder where Leo went, but I could use some time away from him.

Later that night I woke up so needy… oh I need my mate! I’m glad Leo is asleep elsewhere, this is probably the only time I will be “alone” in a while. I’m glad Donatello has his shell to me. I know I shouldn’t but I can’t help it…

Staring at the giant carapace, I let my mind wander to think about my own Donnie… I try to steady my breathing, although I would trade all the smells in this place—wherever or whenever we are—just for a few moments to enjoy my mate’s scent…

Was it really just yesterday he had his hands all over me? It feels so much longer ago!

I tentatively test the side of the tent to make sure, yes, I’m too small to put any significant pressure on it.

Closing my eyes, I roughly try to grab my own legs and hoist them up so I’m pressed against the material—pretending it’s Donnie who has me pinned down. I wish I had something to use besides my fingers, but I’m desperate!

Harder, faster… Every slide in and out I imagine it’s Donnie thrusting in me with that feral energy he gets, frustrated being so pent up until we finally find some time alone! But now I’m in a stressful situation without my mate—I need to see him, smell him, feel him, touch him—and I’ve got nothing. I’m dry as, well I don’t know as I can’t think well!

No matter what I do, I can’t orgasm. I’m just making myself raw. I’m thinking about getting up, I’ll circle the tent to get some air. That’s when Donatello has dropped- I can smell it… I hear him take a deep breath, exhale in a moan.

“You smell nice in your heat...” My heart speeds up, I’m about to hyperventilate when I notice he’s still asleep and snoring. Is he having a wet dream, if so of who? He hasn't seen me yet.

“I just want to eat that pussy raw…” Holy fuck, he’s stroking himself! I need to leave! I have a mate and even though this is technically him, he’s not the same person- he’s not my mate.

I go outside feeling pitiful and needy knowing nothing can be done. I decided to take a walk, hopefully I’ll find something to mask my scent before I go back to sleep. I finally don’t feel nauseous anymore, so that’s a win. My balance is still slightly off but I don’t know why. Taking a deep breath. I keep waking.

 

2012 Leo
Some ninja I am I can’t even keep up with Mikey! In my hurry I… fell off of the last branch. Lucky for me it was practically on the ground so not too bad of a fall.

Then I hear someone whispering my name…

“Leo, Leo…” Without even thinking I slipped in to the nearby tent only to see my alternate self nearly folded in half in the mating press position!

I freeze. A glance up and I will be exposed.

I want to run but I'd rather hide and enjoy the show…

I slowly make my way around them hiding under the blanket that isn’t near them, probably discarded in the throes of ecstasy… I’ve basically lost all sense of everything except this moment, so I imagine it’s the same for them—if not more so!

Actually, definitely so. Is that how I look when having sex? My alternate self’s eyes are blown and he’s clearly not fully comprehending their circumstances around them—I could probably announce myself and neither would even notice.

Not that I’m going to test that theory, but I wouldn’t be surprised at this point…

It’s amazing I can even recognize a coherent thought in my brain when the blood flow from the head on my shoulders has literally dropped to the smaller one at the tip of my penis! But there are a few things that flash across my mind as my hand travels up and down the full length of my masculinity…

Watching this other Raphael pound into his Leonardo mercilessly makes me really miss my own brother. I always pretend I bottom for Raph because he hates it so much, but the truth is… When he first suggested our little arrangement, it just felt good the way he took control.

If muscles and strength were consistent across our universal versions of Raphael, then—apparently—so might my ability to be vocal behind closed doors. Maybe in part this is the drastic size difference. Granted, their relationship isn’t a secret whereas we hide it. While they don’t have the allure of being a taboo secret, there’s a level of raw ferality that I’m finding more appealing…

And so I try to keep up, gripping myself and masturbating as most I can with no lube and no aides or partner… I begin to grow a bit sensitive, rubbing myself raw. My discomfort as well as my pleasure rivaling each other like one of the fights between my brother and me…

Next thing I remember is opening my eyes- when did I pass out? I don’t know but I need to clean myself then go find Mikey to look for something for breakfast.

We need to stay as close to these turtles as possible. I’m still hoping we can get a ride back to their universe. Then I’ll figure it out… Hopefully without them knowing we’re there. I still don’t know why!

Getting out of the tent I go to the next one over and inside see Renet’s naked body draped over Michelangelo, still sleeping. I quickly go around the perimeter of the tent not finding my Mikey, I quickly leave to the following tent and see Donatello’s sleeping form… there’s jizz on him and I can smell Mikey’s arousal while he’s in heat. That smell drives me crazy… the first time Raph bottomed was because of it. I've never really been dominant but that scent changes me! I go to where scent is more concentrated and almost dropped just from the lingering smell, but he’s not there either. I’m hoping he didn’t go far but I’m starting to get worried. I’m circling the camp when I spot him he’s sitting at the base of a tree.

He’s crying.

“Mikey?”

“Go away, Leo.” He doesn’t look up, his voice is hoarse like if he’s been out here for a while crying.

“Mikey, please let me help you!” He looks at me and if looks could kill I’d be dead!

“I said go away, Leo!” I step closer and he gets up.

“Leave me alone!” I take one more step closer…

“Mikey, I just want to help you!” He lunges at me, growing teeth bared. I jump back.

“Okay, okay! I’m sorry I’ll leave!”

I’m walking backwards since I don’t want to risk giving him my shell. I maybe almost imagine it but I could swear he said he wanted Donnie… I have no choice but to leave my crying baby brother under that tree. I wish he would tell me what’s wrong. I quickly get out of there before I drop.

 

2012 Mikey
I'm gravid, it all makes sense! I put all the pieces together… I've been eating strange things, the nauseousness, my balance, and the biggest clue was I felt them. There's two but they are bigger then their supposed to be that this time. Usually their the size of a golf ball and stay that size until I lay them. The only time they grew like this was when I was gravid and that didn't turn out so good… I need my mate! I need him to reassure me that everything will be okay, that our babies will be fine. That he will be here for us. But all I have is Leo.

As if I had called him, I hear him call me. I can smell his arousal as he approaches me and that just pisses me off, he's not my mate he has no claim to me! And his scent just smells wrong wrong wrong. I want my mate to come and protect me… us. I fear he'll crush my clutch and demand one of his own.

After he's gone I reason that he is my brother and he probably is just worried about me. But at the same time my instincts tell me to protect my clutch and I will, I can't see him as my brother- he's a male trying to claim me as his mate and he will kill my babies!