me: "okay im definetly not gonna cry" 3 min later: "Jeongguk is standing on the beach of Jeju Island and he’s watching Taehyung drink in the sea air one last time and he’s thinking—I wish I knew you when you were alive. Because Taehyung is funny and kind and soft, and he died of cancer at the age of twenty-three."
THE MOTHERFUCKING PARALLELS
My best friend died on the 26th of June, after being told there wasn't anymore left to do for his gastrointestinal cancer, he took all of his pain meds at once, I guess he realized that he didn't wanna have to go slowly, perhaps he just wanted to leave while he was still himself, not a husk of what he had been. I can't blame him for it, I think I would've done the same thing. He killed himself 2 days before his 23rd birthday, which we were going to celebrate by going to Galveston beach...
Anyway, if it is the case that ghosts exist, I hope the bitch heard me fucking howling in pain at his funeral (which I got kicked out of, might I add,[funny story really] and at least felt a bit guilty....that damn fucker, how dare he...
-_-
ah....I can only say it so much, but your writing, truly is something else, and so It's a joy to come back to your fics ♡
why am i barely seeing your reply?...idk lol, and thank you, im doing....well...i think, its hard, it's always hard when someone dies, I still, unconciously want to call him/text him when something happens, and so I reach for my phone, only to think, "GodFUCK KALYNN!!!!" and remember that he's gone, he was lovely, just lovely, funny and kind, and so damn full of life, im happy we were friends, and that he loved me as much as i loved him...that was enough I guess... :)
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