Geoff's gonna lose his goddamn mind in like three more cycle I can't BELIEVE THIS MY HORROR KEPT JUST GROWING AND GROWING FOR THE ENTIRE CHAPTER it was like watching a train wreck down a hill and hit several things on the way I'm legitimately wiping away tears. When he left the photos behind I had to put my phone down and process before I could continue reading. And the UNIVERSE WHERE RYAN LEFT?!????? BAD SHIT. THAT'S A BAD TIME. DON'T LIKE THAT NO SIREE. GONNA PRETEND THAT NEVER HAPPENED SO I CAN SLEEP PEACEFULLY AT NIGHT. That universe made me more sad then the universe where they were all apart or the ones where they died horribly. FUCK. And it's so much worse that that was the universe that Jeremy didn't stay in. RYAN IS THE ONE WHO CONVINCES HIM TO STAY. IM CRYING. Me last chapter: Well I like Geoff but I'll be sad to not see the others as much. Me this chapter: IM DYING FROM THESE EMOTIONS You're a monster. I love it. I cannot believe you're somehow still topping your previous stories, how in the hell. I'm completely blown away, if you can't tell from all the capslock. Okay time to go cry.
Oooooh Geoff, he'd better hold on to what little he has that reminds him of home, because there are more bad times a-comin.
And Ryan. The Ryan that left. So while Geoff was tied to the chair he told us why Ryan loved him and Jack. Those two Gents took in The Vagabond and showed him he was worthy of good things and kindness. That all happened to this particular Ryan too. (Most of them, if not all.) And then he went to Zancudo. Suddenly the two people he cared about most were closer with the Lads, the Enemy, than him. And they'd had a bunch of shared experiences and fallen in love. Ryan just had to follow along and do as he was told or get killed. And then they decide to join their crews together? Without consulting him, really? That's betrayal. Was Ryan not good enough for them any more? Just because he didn't loop with them? It just happened so suddenly. So he left before they could confirm it. And so he never even got to meet Jeremy. Maybe he knew Gus found him (let him, even) because he knew if Gus was looking for him, the Fakes were. But then he heard a bunch of stuff on the news about a Prince or something and they just. Never contacted him. So he waited. But eventually, you have to stop waiting. How's he going to feel when they come looking for him again? The crew that abandoned him. :) :) :) Some extra pain just for you, Joy
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