Reading this chapter was incredibly painful, I almost cried, just as I cried watching Zee act his heart out during the episode. He's so amazing, isn't he?
I'm sorry you felt Fighter was OOC in that scene. (Sorry, I hope you don't mind me sharing my opinion. It's not meant as criticism at all, just as a different perspective. Feel free to ignore the next paragraph!) I personally fall into the camp of those who think that it kind of fits with the sort of impulsive, bullying behaviour Fighter exhibited when he was struggling with his feelings for Tutor (kissing him without permission, pushing him against walls etc). It was ugly, but imho it was understandable in light of Fighter's state of mind after Tutor's cruel display on the escalator (angry, hurt, sad, possibly a bit drunk). People make mistakes; it's how the deal with them that shows what they're made of - and Fighter stopped himself, because he's a good man, no doubt about it.
Btw, the subs for Fighter's text messages were totally wrong - I have no idea why they did that. Here are the actual translations, and they make so much more sense. I love him so much, he's really the best boyfriend!
Zee is just the best, omg. That was seriously like god-tier level of acting. It was so painful to watch. I'm kinda glad my writing could give you something similar, even though, I'm sorry. It's just a big ball of hurt.
No, please, don't apologize for sharing your opinion. I'm glad you do! I'm really thankful we can talk about it all. At this point, I've made peace with that scene. I guess writing it out has helped me with that. I still don't agree with it, but it is what it is. I agree, it doesn't come just out of the blue. It's not completely unlike Fighter. Personally, I would have been fine with a bit of pushing Tutor into the wall or even into the bed, something along the lines of how their first kiss went. That would have made sense, also seeing how people tend to revert back to old habits and stuff when they're hurt and angry and desperate. But Fighter not listening to Tutor how many times when he said 'Let go of me', and him how many times not getting the idea when Tutor pushed him away? That was not one mistake, that was several all back to back. And I honestly just think that this amount of it was just plain unnecessary. I hope that makes sense as an explanation for why I feel the way I feel? One of the biggest annoyances I've had with the ep is that Fighter didn't even apologize for it. I hope both of them will apologize in the next episode. We'll see.
But, I don't know if that comes out at all, I still really love Fighter as a character. Because throughout the rest of the episode, even already during his breakdown, you can see his character development so well! And he really is so good at taking care of Tutor. Thank you for sending me that link!! That's... interesting. Where did these wrong subs come from??
Anyways, thank you so so much for reading and for commenting and for spending your time on my stuff. I really, really appreciate it! ❤❤❤❤❤
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