you mentioned this in some tags on a post of mine and i adore angry yaz so i had to read immediately and this is so wonderful. very nice, cathartic
"wheres clara with her cue cards when she needs them?" hkjhfghgg babe do you really think adding clara to the situation is gonna help you with yaz here <3
"some of those bugs that look like leaves" everybody loves insects!!!! i love that paragraph of her trying to avoid walking to straight into yazs room, it's very, like, cinematic i guess? you can just see that happening. kinda sad kinda funny, Very doctor who
"hoping to appeal to yazs better nature" we love the master-yaz parallels here <3333
"youre pretty when youre angry" YASMIN <3333333 shes SO cute
oh my god that "this isnt like you" "what do you know what im like" exchange ive written like Almost exactly that way in a fic! same brain!!!! same heartbroken angry yaz trying to kiss the doctor in the brains!!!!! (my yaz said i think instead of "you never cared to find out" she said "maybe this is what im like when youre not here" <3)
oof i broke as well when the doctor said "i know shes in there" thats SO soft im crying
anyway this is delightful im always here for more angry yaz she deserved to be angry she deserved to be loved!!!!! she deserved so much more <3333 yaz my beloved. anyway thank you for sharing!!!
dhdkskfjfkf im so glad you enjoyed this because i had sm fun writing them being angry with each other <3333 as much as it hurt to do so it was very different than what my other fics have been
and yes i loved making her not go immediately to yaz because then its like..... its lowkey her fault that she got drunk. if she wouldn't have avoided it for so long she could have stopped it from happening altogether. the fun bit towards the end about her not knowing who to blame other than herself kind of touches on that. which it's also why the tardis was so incessant on her going to yaz at the beginning ehehehe lol the tardis knew what was going on and was trying to get her to stop it <3333 i love to cause suffering and i love using the angst machine
AND the bit about "this isnt like you"............. may or may not have actually been inspired by yours 😌💅💅💅 like i totally wanted to use that when i read it. and so when i decided to write something angry it just fit so well and i was so excited to use it
i also saw your tag on your reblog on tumblr so ill reply to it here: i love the companions realizing the doctor is making them into something they aren't, like when rory calls him out for making people a danger to themselves. this is just a fun twist on that. its not about how shes emulating the doctor, it's not about behavior or taking risks. its about her role in the doctor's life and how she would possibly feel manipulated, like her role has turned into something bad because the doctor refuses to give context. she never elaborates on having a wife. and i think she would have been upset and confused by the idea that the doctor has a spouse and shes allowing yaz to possibly intrude on it.
they are just So messy and toxic and i just needed to work with that because it's fun to be angsty every now and then <<33
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