we push away the unimaginable
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steal into my affections by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, Historical RPF, American Revolution RPF
11 Jan 2023
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“You should not have taken advantage of my sensibility to steal into my affections without my consent. But as you have done it and as we are generally indulgent to those we love, I shall not scruple to pardon the fraud you have committed, on condition that for my sake, if not for your own, you will always continue to merit the partiality, which you have so artfully instilled into me.”
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John and Alexander are the closest of friends, comrades, brothers. That’s what everyone thought anyway. Even they fooled themselves into believing that.
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- Part 9 of we push away the unimaginable
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“like crying out in empty rooms, with no one there except the moon” by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
02 Oct 2023
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“Sir, please. I can leave the army, I can leave. Anything but this sir, please,” Laurens begs, voice cracking. “Don’t let Alexander be punished for my own sin.”
“I can’t do anything to stop this, Laurens. Don’t you understand this?” Washington stands, slamming his hands down onto the table. “I cannot do anything. You’re dead.”
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- Part 23 of we push away the unimaginable
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“And when my prayers to God were met with indifference, I picked up a pen, I wrote my own deliverance”
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Alexander's complicated and twisted relationship with God. He writes to cope.
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- Part 27 of we push away the unimaginable
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Alex Hamilton hasn't had a good track record with Christmases, and the foster system really doesn't help him.
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- Part 29 of we push away the unimaginable
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"Lex," John breathes out as Alexander collapses to his knees beside John, blinking rapidly through the film of tears blurring his vision. "Darling, I-" John cuts himself off as he sucks in a breath, smiling up at Alexander despite how much pain he has to be in at the moment.
"Stop, Jack. Please. You're going to be okay you- you'll be okay. I'll just get you back to camp and- and you'll be fine, okay?" Alexander rambles desperately, tears racing down his face. He presses his hands to John's stomach, heart breaking at John's pained cry. Alexander's hands quickly become sticky with the blood pooling out over his hands.
"Lex, my dear boy, you know as well as I do that I will not survive this. This is- this is bad, love."
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- Part 30 of we push away the unimaginable