not in life, not in death, not in eternity (Amilía & Calren)
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stay. please. by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
08 Jan 2024
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[WHUMPUARY 2024]
All the torture she has subjected him to, and what hit him the hardest was being alone in here, not knowing if she’d ever return, with no way to distract himself from the terrible state his body is in, or cope with the equally concerning state of his mind.
Maybe she has broken him beyond repair, and this is his way of dealing with it: Attaching himself to the only person who can still see beauty in the pure suffering his life has become.
Maybe he has always been like this, and this is what she gets for choosing him, of all people, as her victim: Affection she doesn’t deserve, directed towards her simply because she made herself the last semblance of pleasure left in his world, the last personal connection he has, the only beautiful thing he still gets to see, however superficial that beauty might be.
First moment that begins to turn a kidnapper/random victim relationship into something more personal.
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- Part 1 of not in life, not in death, not in eternity (Amilía & Calren)
- Part 18 of Whump & Gore Challenges
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things that make tenderness null and void by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
07 Sep 2023
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Any memory of the kiss remains lost, but the thought of h e r returns like the first ominous rumble of thunder in a gathering storm, and though the world is still hidden behind a thick, milky gray veil and Calren's eyelids feel too heavy to lift, he suddenly remembers where he is.
The fingertips that caress his cheek a little later are confirmation enough. Amilía's touch has become so familiar over time; he would recognize her effortlessly without looking.
Little drugged dubcon kissing scene with Cal & Ami, my kidnapper/fawning victim ship <3 Takes place when Cal is still human and in captivity. Chapter 1 is the English version, chapter 2 is the original German version.
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- Part 2 of not in life, not in death, not in eternity (Amilía & Calren)
- Part 18 of Smut, Ship & (Dark) Romance Challenges
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- Deutsch
- Words:
- 758
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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leuchten, strahlen, funkeln by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game)
21 Mar 2021
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- Language:
- Deutsch
- Words:
- 222
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 28
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little lies & empty promises by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
24 Sep 2024
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Amilía’s kisses taste like little lies and empty promises; they always have.
A little snippet of my fave kidnapper x fawning victim ship, inspired by a prompt from the Fucked Up Kissing Meme. They're travelling around together trying to build a new life away from their old city. Takes place when Cal is still human, in the late stages of his captivity and their relationship.
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- Part 4 of not in life, not in death, not in eternity (Amilía & Calren)
- Part 13 of Smut, Ship & (Dark) Romance Challenges
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 481
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 32
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hypothermia by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
03 Jan 2023
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[WHUMPUARY 2023]
Maybe he won't freeze to death, after all. Maybe he just needs to rest.
Victim escapes from his kidnapper and finds himself lost in a town distorted by the freezing cold of a merciless winter.
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- Part 5 of not in life, not in death, not in eternity (Amilía & Calren)
- Part 10 of Whump & Gore Challenges
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 404
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
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- 27
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not today (but surely someday) by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
13 Dec 2023
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Calren knows he shouldn't be here. Not in this part of the city, not in this street, not walking in the shadow of this person, silent and invisible as his attentive gaze follows her through the rainy alleyways, watching her every step.
But sometimes, when he has a little time to himself for once – and nothing distracts him from the bittersweet nostalgia that keeps his thoughts circling around her – he can't resist the temptation. Sometimes he has to check up on Amilía.
(Human turned) Guardian Angel secretly watches over his ex – a female serial kidnapper, torturer and killer who held him captive during his mortal lifetime until they developed a strange toxic relationship –, and reminisces about the past.
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- English
- Words:
- 2,842
- Chapters:
- 2/?
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- 9
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the night's lovely already by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
28 Sep 2024
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»That was you, wasn't it? (...) And not just this time, either.«
Calren shouldn’t have intervened, he’s well aware. Especially not this time, but not any of the other times, either. He was explicitly asked not to, he knows it's morally wrong, and she doesn’t even need his help anyway. (...) Amilía belongs to the shadows, she always has, and her darkness is both a strong enough shield and a sharp enough sword that she won’t ever need an angel of light to swoop in and save her.
»I don’t know what you’re talking about. (...) Your attacker made a mistake, and you helped yourself. As you always do.«
Part 2 of "not today (but surely someday)"! In this one, Guardian Angel Boy and Serial Killer Girl actually come face to face with one another and have a conversation. Catacombs, dead guards, trauma welling up, all the good stuff.
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- English
- Words:
- 2,117
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 9
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not in life, not in death, not in eternity by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine), marmeltier
Fandoms: Original Work, Legend of the Green Dragon (Online Roleplaying Game) - Fandom
16 Oct 2024
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Tonight, once she gets him in her claws – proverbial or literal, he’s not quite sure these days –, she will, at the very least, attempt all the things her eyes spoke of. If he lets her, she might just pull him right back into the abyss only she can create in his world.
And yet, he still came to see her. Knowing what he knows, he still made the decision to show up.
Unannounced. Inside of her house.
Part 3 to "not today (but maybe some day)" and "the night's lovely already" || Guardian Angel Boy decides to show up at Serial Killer Girl's house despite knowing exactly what fate awaits him there.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,395
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 20
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eternally claimed by herzblutballade (tears_into_wine)
Fandoms: Legend of the Green Dragon (Video Game), Original Work
24 Jul 2025
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Surrendering himself to her again after all this time was supposed to be a one-time sacrifice. Just like she hadn't planned to grow attached to him and his destruction, he sure as hell hadn't expected to find himself craving more.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,562
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 12