It Was Always You
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After another fruitless day chasing leads for a cure, Deth (The Dark Urge) find themselves overwhelmed by pain, voices, and exhaustion — until a certain pale vampire offers them an unlikely moment of quiet. A story of headaches, hesitant comfort, and the beginnings of something neither of them knows how to name.
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- Part 1 of It Was Always You
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- English
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- 993
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- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 10
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- 88
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Seeking a moment of quiet, Deth (The Dark Urge) finds themselves at Astarion’s tent — and in his arms. Neither of them expects the trust, the warmth, or the way it lingers into the morning.
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- Part 2 of It Was Always You
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,034
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 10
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- 53
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What started as something casual is beginning to become something more — something neither Astarion nor Deth (The Dark Urge) believe they truly deserve. So they just quietly hold on to each other, dreading the moment the sun inevitably rises.
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- Part 3 of It Was Always You
- Language:
- English
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- 1,284
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 4
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The shadows bite, and so do words left unfiltered. A harsh moment between Astarion and Deth (The Dark Urge) threatens to unravel what they've been building — but even in a cursed land, love can flicker back to life.
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- Part 4 of It Was Always You
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,417
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- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 4
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- 46
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A night of stolen wine, magical lights, and a conversation neither of them expected — but both desperately needed. Deth (The Dark Urge) learns that romance isn’t always roses. Sometimes it’s bottled starlight and a vampire trying his best.
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- Part 5 of It Was Always You
- Language:
- English
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- 2,224
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- 1/1
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- 5
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- 55
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On the edge of torchlight and shadow, Deth (The Dark Urge) and Astarion face a quiet moment of truth. What does intimacy mean when your past was never your own? What does consent look like when you’re still learning to say yes — or no? When silence offers an illusion of safety, it takes courage to ask for honesty — and even more to offer it.
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- Part 6 of It Was Always You
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,274
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 5
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- 38
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What starts as a quiet morning and a stolen shirt spirals into a whirlwind of emotion, affection, and accidental confessions. Deth (The Dark Urge) and Astarion aren’t hiding anymore — but being open comes with questions, judgment, and unexpected confrontation. Still, there’s laughter by the fire, friends (mostly) coming around, and soft reassurances in the dark. Love may not be easy — but it’s worth stealing for.
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- Part 7 of It Was Always You
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,470
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- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 4
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- 38
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After days of silence and distance, Astarion confronts Deth (The Dark Urge) about the growing space between them and the fear buried beneath it. Confessions are made. Love is tested. And something broken finds the courage to mend.
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- Part 8 of It Was Always You
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A storm has passed through camp, leaving one paladin unraveling at the seams and one vampire desperate to keep them stitched together. Sometimes the hardest thing isn’t the battle — it’s asking for help when you can barely breathe.
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- Part 9 of It Was Always You
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,474
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 4
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- 14