You who healed my heart, then devoured it (Rays of light)

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• Take my hand, look at the other, then release a sigh between your lips by Medea_Sinclair (Pathetic_Maarih)

  Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  07 Sep 2025

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • 5pyder/Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • 5pyder & Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • 5pyder & Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • 5pyder (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
  • RemmyTheRat
  • Character Death
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • schpood is a good...friend?
  • Depressed Saparata
  • Out of Character
  • English Is Not The Author's First Language
  • Rarepair
  • oh yeah baby
  • im on fire
  • pls dont execute me
  • they're going to make me fight in the colosseum help
  • i blame twitter and the parody accounts
  • theyre so funny but im lost at the current arc
  • wth is going on
  • i love minecraft rarepairs
  • When i was born i was curse to only being able to write rarepairs
  • Falling In Love but not realizing it until youre dying
  • when you go on a ''date'' with the man that shares room AND bed with your emperor
  • lol it happened to me tomorrow
  • minecraft doomed yaoi
  • Awkward Dates
  • First Dates
  • join me into the rarepairs
  • i cant be the only one writing ts
  • what would be the name of this ship?
  • 5P
  • 5pyrata
  • 5pysaps
  • ? - Freeform
  • idk - Freeform
  • I am the equivalent of Remmy to this fandom
  • eat
  • my starving children
  • eat while I'm here
  • Because someday I shall leave and won't look back
  • They are there but don't even interact
  • That's enough for me to write a fic
  • no beta we die like 5pyder
  • i risked my grades by writing this

  Summary

  5pyder takes Saparata through Westhelm

  Series

  • Part 1 of You who healed my heart, then devoured it (Rays of light)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,468

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  11

  Kudos:

  60

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  453

• It only exists in the precise, without yesterday, tomorrow, only today by Medea_Sinclair (Pathetic_Maarih)

  Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  16 Sep 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Saparata/Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Post-Canon
  • Out of Character
  • mentioned 5pyder
  • Sharing a Bed
  • caresses
  • I just made some BULLLLLLSHITTTTT!!!!!!
  • fkn hate this fic but i needed to post it
  • I Wrote This While Listening to José José
  • idk what i just wrote tbh
  • i fell asleep writing ts and woke up disoriented
  • i feel like im still dreaming this is so weird
  • why is everything so quiet?? im scared
  • Anyways
  • whats the name of this ship?? ive seen many
  • schparata
  • schpoodarata
  • schsaps
  • sapspood
  • this is how i cope about 2.7
  • wth was that bro.... im spechless
  • I wrote this instead of doing my homework
  • kms
  • Possessive Behavior
  • kinda I guesss
  • English Is Not The Author's First Language
  • me when: Tú duermes conmigo toditas las noches Te quedas callada sin ningún reproche
  • A veces regreso borracho de angustia Te lleno de besos y caricias mustias
  • Pero estás dormida no sientes caricias Te abrazo a mi pecho me duermo contigo
  • Más luego despierto tú no estás conmigo Solo está mi almohada
  • A veces te miro callada y ausente Y sufro en silencio como tanta gente
  • Quisiera gritarte que vuelvas conmigo Que si aún estoy vivo solo es para amarte
  • Pls listen Almohada
  • Drunkenness
  • No beta we die like owo6 and 5pyder

  Summary

  Saparata visits Westhelm after a long time, Schpood can't help remembering

  Series

  • Part 2 of You who healed my heart, then devoured it (Rays of light)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,144

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  72

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  600

• The usual and dreaming, in your day I confuse them by Medea_Sinclair (Pathetic_Maarih)

  Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

  • General Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  21 Sep 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • AFreakinTurkey/Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • AFreakinTurkey (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Post-Canon
  • Dancing
  • that escene when everyone is having a party in saps house
  • i'm going to die of embarrassment
  • i dont know why i wrote this oh my god...
  • Rarepair
  • Minecraft yaoi
  • i haven't moved on from 2.5
  • Out of Character
  • English Is Not The Author's First Language

  Summary

  Saps was sinking into bad memories, and Turkey knew how to get him out of there even for a moment

  Series

  • Part 3 of You who healed my heart, then devoured it (Rays of light)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  441

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  21

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  210

• There is nothing to reproach, It was impossible to avoid by Medea_Sinclair (Pathetic_Maarih)

  Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  27 Sep 2025

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Saparata/Turntapp (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Turntapp (Video Blogging RPF)
  • mentioned zynn
  • Mentioned Schpood
  • Character Death
  • English Is Not The Author's First Language
  • First Kiss
  • Falling In Love
  • Out of Character
  • Turnsaps
  • doomed minecraft yaoi
  • im back babyy
  • Im locking in
  • i just drank a milkshake and i think it was poisoned or smt i dont feel so good so maybe this is my last fic bye
  • the saps tower in the snow doesn't exist bc he was in the covenant
  • im so sorry saps tower lovers
  • i really dont like this fic but wathever vro
  • no beta we die like turntapp
  • this isnt a rarepair im so sorry i failed you
  • I need to write I'm running out of time I need to write I'm running out of time I need to write I'm running out of time

  Summary

  Turntapp suffered because he loved Saparata

  Series

  • Part 4 of You who healed my heart, then devoured it (Rays of light)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,793

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  57

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  301

• I always followed the perverse suggestion by Medea_Sinclair (Pathetic_Maarih)

  Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  29 Sep 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Saparata/Thomas5200 (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Thomas5200 (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Force-Feeding
  • Unresolved Tension
  • oh god what did i just write?
  • KMS RN
  • complicated feelings
  • they are stupid and weird as hell
  • Out of Character
  • Weird Plot Shit
  • English Is Not The Author's First Language
  • You find your enemy dying on the beach what do you do?
  • A) kill him
  • B) Have a homosexual moment with him
  • Two fics are enough to be thomsaps CEO????
  • Minecraft yaoi rarepair
  • This could be more gay but not for now sorryy

  Summary

  Thomas needed to find Saparata.

  Series

  • Part 5 of You who healed my heart, then devoured it (Rays of light)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,204

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  46

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  290

• Your heart I saw, you can't deceive me anymore by Medea_Sinclair (Pathetic_Maarih)

  Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  04 Oct 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Ish13c/Saparata
  • Alex Kisiel | ish
  • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Other(s)
  • idk what I just wrote
  • God in love with a Mortal
  • i guess
  • uhhh idk what to tag exactly
  • Out of Character
  • saps has a harem but he is doomed
  • Rarepair
  • English Is Not The Author's First Language
  • im so tired to tag ts correctly ill do it tomorrow
  • I saw two post on tumblr about this ship and i knew i had to write about it

  Summary

  Ish had been observing him for a long time.

  Series

  • Part 6 of You who healed my heart, then devoured it (Rays of light)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,960

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  10

  Hits:

  45