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  1. 22

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    Beth is selfish - has always been - so she'll take whatever she can. And even if it ends up killing her, she's self-destructive enough to risk it.
     
    Besides, she thinks this might be worth it, anyway.
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    Beth thinks she has already lost Addy, but Addy always comes back to her and this time is no exception.

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  2. 14

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    Addy gapes at her, wide eyes wavering beneath the dim basement light. She barely seems to believe what she’s doing herself, breath catching as Beth’s jugular jumps against her palm. She begins to pull away and Beth grips her wrist before she can, curling her fingers tightly, keeping Addy’s hand in place.

    “Don’t pussy out,” she says, staring Addy straight in the eye. “If you want to hurt me, hurt me.”

    “I don’t want to hurt you,” Addy retorts, tries to release her grip only for Beth to tighten hers and jerk her arm back into place. Beth reaches up with her opposite hand, slithers it overtop Addy’s and holds Addy’s fingers around her throat.

    “You want to hurt me, I know you do,” Beth insists. “It’s all you do lately."

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  3. 20

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    It's a game for Beth. What isn't, really, Addy wonders sometimes.

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    They fuck and it's more simple and complicated than Addy could've ever dreamed.

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  4. 2

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    Coach’s lips only skim over Addy’s, a brief butterfly brush that’s over in the blink of an eye. Addy almost thinks she imagined it but when Coach sits up, she winks down at her. Sarge Will takes another sip of his beer, none the wiser.

    Addy laughs.

    Addy tips her head back until she can feel the pine needles poking into her scalp and laughs like a loon at Sarge Will’s oblivious stupidity, at Coach’s blasé bad bitch attitude, at her own foolish desire to spring up right now and kiss Coach back so hard it makes her head spin.

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  5. 8

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    "I can taste that- fucking chocolate, the fucking cinnamon."

    "I wonder who's fault that is," Addy's voice is sly, and Beth's adoring gaze contorts into a half-glare.

    "...I'm not complaining," She concedes after a pause, though stubbornly. "In fact," she continues, her tone shifting deviously to match Addy's, "It's kind of nice, from your tongue. You got any more where that came from?"

    "Sure," Addy answers, still smiling. "We've got all day, and I've got to forget the boy."

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  7. 4

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    When Addy thinks about her future, first and foremost she thinks of cheerleading.

    She thinks of getting a scholarship, being on a college squad. More stunts, more coverage, more revealing uniforms, more everything, really. Opportunities, unconfined by the limits of dinky Sutton Grove. Effortless cartwheels in the campus quad and cutthroat competitions with even more at stake. But if she keeps thinking about the future, lets her imagination run free, other things come forth whether she wants them to or not.

    Things like Beth. Things like Coach.

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  8. 3

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    Beth thinks that every moment in her life where Addy’s mouth was not on her own was one for the dustheap.

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  9. 9

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    Coach says something offhand about the future in her usual way, sardonic and cynical.

    And that is when Addy realizes she's in love with Beth Cassidy. For real.

    Or, Addy realizing that if your ideal lover and your best friend have the exact same traits, they might be the same.

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  10. 4

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    So here they are again. Addy’s lost count of how many times she’s ended up comforting Beth at the end of the night, hand on her shoulder, studying the back of her head like she could figure out what she was thinking if she tried hard enough.

    God, how she wishes she knew what Beth was really thinking.

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  11. 22

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    Beth's fingers pinch at the skin of Addy's wrist. She twists, sharp and painful and real.

    Addy yanks her arm away. "You're dead."

    "Sure am." Beth grins, all teeth.

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  12. 74

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    Addy turns around slowly, her hands clasped in a way that betrays her shyness. Her hands say: Addy Hanlon doesn't wear things like this. Addy Hanlon is a virgin pure. Addy Hanlon doesn't know what she looks like yet.

    But she will.

    Even if she's slow to catch on, the world won't be.

    "How do I look?"

    "Five stars," Beth drawls, so she doesn't sound too sincere. "No complaints from this peanut gallery."

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    Beth and Addy grow up together.

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  13. 25

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    Beth and Addy laugh, exchanging a look that contains a secret language. RiRi suspects they wrote one together as kids and watched it evolved into whatever weird, psychic shit this is.

    Addy and Beth, through five perspectives.

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  14. 4

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    Beth observing the situation between Addy and Coach and her thought process on the solution. Beth’s perspective

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  15. 8

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    The only thing Addy wants to do when she wakes up is to confront her coach.

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  16. 9

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    According to Beth, Addy can't let the blonde woman dictate her life. She has to show her she's not afraid and she's not going anywhere. So, she drags her to one of the after-practice parties.

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  17. 3

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    Addy will always remember this as the worst part.

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  18. 4

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    Addy's not about to ruin it, this humming closeness between them that's sparkling with promise and taut like wire.

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  19. 18

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    She always knew Addy had a penchant for self-deception, but she thought it was an open secret, denial with a wink and a nudge. How could Addy bury things so completely — a kiss in the rain, a hand under the covers, the way she dug her fingers into Beth’s knotted muscle — when Beth couldn’t even walk through the mall without wanting to puke from the smell of her body spray?

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  20. 12

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    Beth lies across from her, one hand curled in the middle of the bed, her fingertips tucked into a wrinkle in the sheet. She faces her with a gentle gleam in her gaze that matches the smile on her mouth. This soft, knowing smile that somehow reminds Addy of rainbow sprinkles on soft serve sundaes at the Dairy Cream. 

    “What are you looking at?” she asks, barely above a whisper. 

    “My girl,” Beth murmurs. “Always my girl."

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