9 Works in John "Soap" MacTavish Has Feelings
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“Ghost! How goes it, mate?” A larger man with a beard walks over to him, Ghost thinks his name is Hugh, wrapping his arm around Ghost’s shoulders to bring him in. It’s something Ghost would typically shove someone away for, but it lets it happen, the smell of whiskey and food.
Hugh leads him to a table that sits four other men, Ghost can’t remember their names but something tells him he will. This is a rare thing to happen for him, for people to want his presence around them. It’s normal for people to call him a hero and leave at that but not to actually sit with him.
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In a rare moment of peace under the stars, Soap reflects on the unspoken bond he shares with Ghost, realizing just how deeply their lives have intertwined. As they talk and joke about past missions, Soap comes to understand that without Ghost, he wouldn’t feel whole. Together, they form a silent but unbreakable partnership, one that goes beyond words.
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- Part 3 of Ghost/Soap One Shots
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"I don't know how to do this," Simon admitted, voice cracking. "I don't know how to mean something to someone."
"I'm painfully aware."
"I panicked," Simon said. "It got too real and I panicked. Clearly, I'm fucking terrible at staying away because I didn't last a week before crawling back, but the only thing scarier than meaning too much to you is not meaning enough. I don't want to be your goddamn pal or your lieutenant or the fucking Ghost to you."
Johnny couldn't look him in the eyes, couldn't peer into his blown-out pupils because he already felt too fragile under Simon's frantic stare. He inhaled through his nose, nerves twisting his stomach into knots.
"What do you want?" he asked, barely audible over the tremble in his voice.
"I want to be everything. I want you to feel like you can't breathe when I'm not around, I want you to forgive me for acting like a grade-A arsehole and a coward the past few days," Simon breathed, dropping his forehead to Johnny's and letting his rain-soaked lashes fall shut. "I want to be Simon and I want all of you, always, until someone finally kills me and puts me out of my misery."
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- Part 4 of equilibrium!verse
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"Yanno, your room has something mine doesn't," Simon said, pulling Johnny to him by his hips. He held up his palm to Johnny's lips. "Spit."
Johnny spat and nearly went cross-eyed when Simon grabbed both their cocks in his massive, slick hand, stroking them slowly from base to tip.
"W-What does it have?" he eventually remembered to ask, though he couldn't peel his eyes away from the muscled, tattooed chest in front of him.
"A nice, big mirror. Dunno how or why you got that thing in here, but today's my lucky day," Simon said. "You? Not so much."
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- Part 3 of equilibrium!verse
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I make a fist and not a plan (and I break it just because I can) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
22 Apr 2023
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Soap's unresolved anger issues come to light when he's forced to take leave after a psych eval and Ghost will always be there for his Johnny.
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- English
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- 739
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 24
- Hits:
- 197
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Ghost goes down during a mission protecting Soap and Soap has to step in to make sure his Lt. goes on to see another day. Anything for his Lt.
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“Sending mixed signals here, Lt.”, Soap grunted, “I thought ya liked me.”
“Like you alive, Sergeant, don’t get it twisted.”, Ghost clarified.a little one-on-one on a battlefield in a crate doesn't sound so bad
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- Part 1 of pieces of the puzzle
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Working with Ghost is both a blessing and a curse. Lately, Soap has been struggling with the feelings he's developed for his lieutenant, which isn't helped when Ghost is injured during a mission. They're on the run and he can only think about keeping him safe, but Ghost isn't so responsive to receiving his care.