16 Works in Nikolai Gogol Has Issues (Bungou Stray Dogs)

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    Nikolai is dying, and Fyodor knows why.

    The hanahaki came without warning—petals blooming in his lungs, soft and crimson and merciless. The cure? Unrequited love returned. The problem? Nikolai doesn’t even remember being in love.

    Then Fyodor appears—calm, elegant, and disturbingly familiar. He speaks like they’ve met. Smiles like he knows how this ends. And lies through his teeth with every word he doesn’t say.

    As the flowers spread and the past unravels, Nikolai is left grasping at memories just out of reach—and a man who may hold the key to both his salvation and his undoing.

    A journey through forgotten love, buried truths, and the kind of heartbreak that blooms from the inside out.
    Fyolai. Hanahaki. Slow descent. Sharp teeth under soft petals.

    STATUS: COMPLETED

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    A bird born in a cage doesn't notice that it's a prisoner. It just dies happily in the cage. The cage is here. It's our skull. We can't leave.
    - Nikolai Gogol

    For years, he has been told that freedom is a sin, that questioning is blasphemy, and that love, especially the kind he feels, will damn his soul.

    After getting into trouble, Nikolai is forced to transfer to a new public school. He meets Fyodor Dostoevsky, a 17-year-old with a mind as sharp as a knife and a past just as dark.

     

    MODERN HIGH SCHOOL AU! No abilities

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    The only thing Sigma ever wanted was a happy family. They were happy lovers, in a happy marriage that was going well, so why not create a child who will bring them more joy in life, for whom they will care and pass the love that they can give, that they are willing to give?

    They brought Theo to life. Their baby, their child, born with Sigma's eyes, with split white and black hair, and getting Nikolai's personality traits even without him being his biological father.

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    DoA raising their child: Theo (his life from birth to adulthood), and Fyodor being a shitty father (yes, half of this fic is angst) + xPitki's art

     

    FAMILY ARC (4)

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    Nikolai wakes up in a white room with no windows, and no memory of the previous week.

    Fyodor comes to visit him every day and gives him hints of what hapenned, until Nikolai realizes his major mistake.

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    Kolya: OKAYYYYY no one understand and appreciates my creativity :(

     

    Kolya changed 🤫🧏 to SiggySigma

     

    SiggySigma: …

    SiggySigma: change it back

     

    Fedya: You’ve truly outdone yourself, Kolya. I’m in awe.

     

    St(r)oker <=3: Why is it pointy though?

     

    Kolya: Because it’s sharp 🗡️

    Kolya: And maybe a little stabby too hehe

     

    St(r)oker <=3: That’s the worst reasoning I’ve ever heard…

     

    Kolya: It’s symbolic! You wouldn’t get it >:(

    Kolya: It’s because you always dry!!!

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    “What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love.”
    ― Fyodor Dostoevsky

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    "Teach me how to die, Kolya."

     

    [nikolai learns something new about fyodor, and his world fractures.]

     

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    essentially: the truth of fyodor's existence is revealed to nikolai, sending him spiraling into a past he no longer comprehends and a future he is terrified to.

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    “Here’s what I think,” Nathaniel's voice is hushed. He activates his ability, lets his blood take the shape of a sword and presses it against the jester's neck, “I think your ignorance is a mask for your fear.”

    Without breaking eye contact Nikolai leans in impossibly close, so close that the sword against his neck is now digging into his skin.

    “And I think,” Nathaniel can feel the heat of his breath on his lips, “your faith is a mask for your desire.”

    //

    on blood and bones and desire.

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    Nikolai has schizophrenia, and runs out of his meds.

    Please note that the author is not schizophrenic, so it may not be entirely accurate! Sorry if it isn't, I have mo intention of causing any offense to anyone.

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    (This is not from experience)
    Sigma tells Nikolai about hearing about an abusive man getting away with abuse. Nikolai reveals something about his past

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    Nikolai wants desperately to believe he can have a choice in this parasite infested world, that Fyodor will unshackle his wings and grant him flight as far as the depths of hell and the skies of heaven.

    He is wrong.

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    Kolya x his overcoat!!! A fic😋

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    "you're the least boring person I've ever met."

    imagining these two as childhood friends makes a bit too much sense to me

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    A look into Nikolai's life as a Russian spy in the heart of the USA; maybe a little before, and a little after.

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