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• Loving a Vacuum by Anonymous

  Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)  

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  • Work in Progress

  02 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Siffrin (In Stars And Time)
  • The Party (In Stars And Time)
  • Angst
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Memory Loss
  • Derealization
  • Depersonalization
  • Transformation
  • Canon-Typical Siffrin Mental Health Issues (In Stars And Time)
  • Post-Canon
  • Identity Issues
  • Dissociation
  • Sadness Siffrin
  • Scars
  • Top Surgery Scars
  • Battle Scars
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Referenced Tear Death
  • Crying
  • Fights
  • Sadness Transformation
  • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
  • Dissociative Identity Disorder
  • Kinda
  • no beta we die like Siffrin
  • Non-Sexual Nudity
  • No Smut
  • Spoilers for Two Hats Ending (In Stars And Time)
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

  Summary

  There's a clear divide in Siffrin's life between who they were before the loops and who they are after. After everything that happened, after everything they forgot, are they still the same person? With so many important details lost to time, can they say they really know their party outside of what they learned those few days? That they really know themselves? Are they even Siffrin anymore, or just a shell of who they used to be?

  And why are they turning lightless?

   

  Another Siffrin turns into a Sadness fic, but for once neither Mal du Pays nor a full transformation.

  Language:

  English

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