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    The world’s not made for people like Sherlock, and it’s a thing he’ll face to face. That is if he doesn’t become another percentage.

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    3,034
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    1/1
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    18
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    1
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    "Sherlock....are you there- OH SHIT! No no no, don't you dare sleep!!"

    John's heart shattered, he can't believe his roomates who everyone thought was a heartless robot was suicidal.

    And none, even himself helped him while they could.
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    "No John, i DON'T NEED REHABILITATION. And none can change my mind. That's my answer, deliver it to Mycroft."
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    "I hate to do something he hates, but that's for his own good."
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    Or, Sherlock get caught doing suicide attempt and reject to rehabilitated. So John and Mycroft chose to help him in their own way, even if Sherlock will hate them after that

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    English
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    5,015
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    1,141
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    Sherlock can do anything to make John stay, even if it means being a punching bag for the ol' Captain.

    Language:
    English
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    1,780
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    298
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    John has left him, Sherlock feels as if he’s rotting from the inside out. There’s only one way he can prove to himself he isn’t.

    DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT

    Language:
    English
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    1,240
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    154
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    At a very young age, the one and only thing Sherlock knew about himself was that, to others, he was fundamentally different. An outcast during his youth and a junkie in his transition to adulthood, Sherlock finds himself a burden to others. That is, until, he meets the man he wants to marry, the man who he knows will never want to marry him.

    or, Sherlock has never truly been okay, and he resolves this is the worst way possible

    Tw: There is a quite graphic description of death at the end, please take this into consideration before reading

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    English
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    1,608
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    374
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    When Sherlock returns John is angry. John also find himself suprised to discover Sherlock is oddly accepting of his anger. Yot he find himself doing nothing. There was nothing he could do to save Sherlock homes.

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    English
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    1,168
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    8
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    172
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    Sherlock had always been terrified of water after an unfortunate incident involving a pond in his childhood.

    It was very unfortunate that drowning happened to be the best way of committing suicide.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    3,612
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    86
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    969
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    Sometimes Sherlock wishes he didn't place that inflatable pad there, that day he jumped from the hospital roof.

    Turns out the British Government cares a lot about Sherlock for no apparent reason.

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    English
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    2,277
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    35
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    513
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    Holmes's behaviour on Thor Bridge caught Watson off-guard, Holmes tries to figure out what is troubling him.
    Serious warning for discussion of suicide.

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    English
    Words:
    1,602
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    90
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    908
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    After John dies in a chase, Sherlock sees no point in living.

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    4,368
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    15
    Hits:
    355
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    John is happily married, beautiful wife and an adorable child - and Sherlock- Well, Sherlock needs a cigarette. Actually, he needs John, but since he can't have him, the cigarette will have to do.

    221B's got a room upstairs for Sherlock's new flatmate, who is surprisingly observant, has grown to understand the man, and wants to help.

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    English
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    1,237
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    32
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    644
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    I know a lot of you are mad at me right now, and I promise you, if I could be a different person I would.

    Series
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    English
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    1,974
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    888
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    All of the times Sherlock can think of when he almost committed, or made an attempt.

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    English
    Words:
    1,070
    Chapters:
    1/2
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    77
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1,166
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    He’s done with it.
    Done with it all.
    Done with being called a freak.
    Done with being called a psychopath.
    Done with feeling useless.
    Done with everyone leaving him.
    Done with it all.
    Done with every. Single. Last. Bit of it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    366
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    726
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    Trigger warning : self harm

    John comes home to find Sherlock on the couch bleeding. He cleans him up and cares for him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,310
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    315
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    4,444
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    Sherlocks mind has always been destructive. It alienates and steals him from everything he holds dear. It tears him down time and time again turning him into a force of nature that moves through anything and everything leaving him alone to witness the rubble he leaves behind

    But that's ok, he was meant to be alone.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,285
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    106
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1,213
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    John gets married. Sherlock can't take the pain of losing John and he also doesn't want to hold him back from enjoying his life.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,184
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    144
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1,745
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    "How could you leave me, you know I would get you help, that I would help. Why couldn’t you trust me? Cause I knew you and you knew me so why couldn’t you come to me?”

     

    or John grieves Sherlock but theres also the lyrics of Cardigan in it.

    Language:
    English
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    2,358
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    456
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    Sherlock is dealing with suicide thoughts and cravings after he talks to John. Will he listen to the voices in his head or get through it?

    "Here he was craving drugs. He had been sober while he was gone. Didn't have any other option. He knows John will be disappointed if he relapses now, but that doesn't matter. John doesn't care anymore. He looks at his wounded lip and the dried blood surrounding his nostrils. He can hear the woman's voice in his mind saying: "Someone loves you. If I had to punch that face, I'd avoid the nose and teeth too." John hadn't."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,943
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    191
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    3,053
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    “…I want to just disappear. I want to leave no trace behind of when I’m gone. I just want everyone and everything gone from my sight.”

     

    Sherlock questions himself more and more while he’s isolated from everyone. What value can he get from thinking about William’s death?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    905
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    32
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    497

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