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In the aftermath of Tim's suicide attempt, Jason takes Tim to the manor. Alfred makes hot cocoa to make sure Tim feels loved.
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- Part 4 of Light The Sky
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In the aftermath of Tim's suicide attempt, he stays in a room with Bruce at his side. He's supposed to take it easy and recover, but all Tim can think about is the way the exhaustion pulls at his bones, the darkness beckoning him.
He tries.
(It's hard to heal when Tim's not sure he wants to heal.)
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- Part 2 of fight (and make it through)
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Tim takes his first shower since waking up after his attempt, the body wash is generic and the bathroom tiles suck.
Part of the Shower Products series. Takes place after Shower Products in Bulk.
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- Part 5 of Shower Products
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Shower Products in Bulk by jaytriesstuff
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Robin (Comics)
14 Mar 2024
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Tim, much to his dismay, survives his attempt and wakes up in the Med Bay in the cave.
A follow-up of Shampoo and Conditioner where Tim survives but it's still a bit angsty.
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- Part 4 of Shower Products
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A Robin in Batman's Cowl by Meowdie
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Robin (Comics), Teen Titans (Comics), Young Justice (Comics)
11 Mar 2024
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The air is putrid, smells like blood and ash and grief.
I can’t breathe.
He stares back at me, a cold stare with my face hidden by a cowl I never wanted.
The cold metal of the gun presses to my temple as I take a shaky breath.
This is it
This is where I die
And that’s ok. It’s all ok. I’ll be with Kon, and Bart, and Steph, and my parents. Everyone. Everything.
Was I ever that needed anyway?
I can’t stop the tears from running down my face, I can barely choke out the words anymore as I speak low and calm.
“Starting with us.”
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Repeating Old Habits by cometoastop
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Robin (Comics), Batman: Wayne Family Adventures (Webcomic)
21 Feb 2024
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Tim Drake feels stuck. He doesn’t want to continue on, but he knows that he has a duty to uphold. He wants things to go back to the way it was, reminiscing about when he was going to galas with his biological parents, all the while being forced to play chauffeur for his little brother.
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“Tim was very smart, but never in a way that benefited him.”
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When Tim finds himself on the top of a building, contemplating falling off it, he decides to call for help.
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- Part 2 of Light The Sky
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Inevitable by Shittles_Loves_Skittles
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Robin (Comics), Young Justice (Comics), Justice League - All Media Types
03 Feb 2024
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"It’s just - it was inevitable. Wasn’t it? It was like cancer - the terminal kind. Some people die from tumors that invade each of their organs, and others, like Tim, will die from their own mind. It’s a sickness all the same. Sure, he has bounced back before, but how many times can he win this fight? The rest of his life? Statistically, that’s impossible. Eventually he is going to be too tired, too weak, too … everything, and he’s bound to slip, bound to lose at some point."
AKA: a case study of suicidality featuring Tim Drake.
Please take care of yourself and only read this if you are in a safe space mentally and physically to do so.
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Earning a Second Chance by Huntressundone
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Robin (Comics), Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), Nightwing (Comics)
12 Jan 2024
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Continuation of “Done” in which Tim slowly forgives the Bats.
“ For all Tim probably knew, he could be any other random person they felt the need to save. It made him queasy to know that he had been an active—if not the most prominent—participant of this situation.
Jason had a hell of a lot to answer for. They all did.”
***Please read the tags and be safe***
Suicide Hotline Lists: https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/
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- Part 3 of How We Heal
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Drowning Sorrows by TimmyAnxiolytics (MiraculouslyDumb)
Fandoms: DCU (Comics), Red Robin (Comics), DCU, Batman - All Media Types
06 Dec 2023
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“A sudden downpour of water brought Tim’s attention up to the sky. It was beginning to rain again, but Tim made no move to search for shelter.
Maybe it wasn’t curiosity that brought him to the bar. Maybe, just maybe, somewhere deep in his conscience he was hoping someone could just end it all for him. Maybe that’s why he refused to fight back at the end. Maybe it’s why he’d drink his days away.”
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Tim Drake is suicidal and a drunk
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buried in a graveyard near your childhood by enfinizatics
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
20 Nov 2023
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tim drake is stuck in the same bloody day, in the same bloody house.
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- Part 4 of holy queer coded, batman!
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“He shouldn’t be in Crime Alley, and in civvies nonetheless, but he has his camera bag at his side, and he’s already climbing up the fire escape to get on top of a roof. He knows he can be mugged, or worse, but he’s been doing this since he was nine. And with a little Robin training he can surely look out for himself.”
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or, or, Tim goes to snap a few photos while dealing with his thoughts when bim bam boom Red Hood appears in the shadows and talks to him about it
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After going out, Tim finds himself stabbed, in the middle of an alleyway without remembering how he got there. While considering if he should have been tried to get help, he meets someone who should have been dead.
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"It's okay to say 'I'm not okay'" | Borrowed Clothing | Bridal Carry | "Not much longer."
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- Part 24 of Whumptober 2023
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Tim has had a pit in his heart for so long, but no one ever noticed it. Even a promise to his little brother doesn’t stop that pit from growing.
Day 10
“You said you’d never leave me”
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- Part 10 of Whumptober 2023
- Part 1 of An unbroken vow
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And If I Break, Could I Go On Break? by BoxTheLoser
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), Red Robin (Comics)
10 Oct 2023
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tim drake doesn’t want to think about what happened, he doesn’t
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Accrophobia (catch me on the safety net) by tea_and_honey
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
09 Oct 2023
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Tim was never scared of heights before.
Before.
Now everything has changed and he hates, hates, hates it. But everytime he thinks of falling down :
Dick's there to catch him.Series
- Part 1 of zeph's whumptober
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Tim is done being the trash, so he decide to remove the trash to the perfect family of Wayne.
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- Part 1 of Bird in Peace
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trust that an end is the start of something new by Violettavonviolet
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
15 Aug 2023
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He'd noticed the book when he'd stalked his replacement, all those years ago. But between the rage and the greengreengreen, he'd forgotten about it. But now, the book was right in front of him, just sitting there. And Tim had been so tightlipped about what had happened on his trip, so Jason opened the book in the hope of finding some much needed answers.
At first, he had no clue what he was looking at. The pages were filled with rambling, childish script, the writing style changing and evolving, teardrops littering some of them.
He skips a few pages of ramblings, more and more, filled with names and dates and sometimes short stories. Some pages were ripped, others were scribbled out. On the very last page, there was a small, tidy sentence.
The sum of my failures shall be the ground I’ll be buried in. His blood froze.
No more dead Robins, he would make sure of that.
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Jason finds a book filled with Tim's mistakes. He realizes quickly, that Tim doesn't plan on surviving the finished pages. He can't let that happen. -
What's the kindest way to say the end? by Violettavonviolet
Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types
12 Jul 2023
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Jason takes his journal with him when he leaves and then it’s Tim who’s shaking. His book had been a constant in his life and now it was gone. He feared what Jason could do with it, with the vulnerabilities that were shared on those yellowing pages.
Two weeks later, Tim unlocks his apartment to find Jason sitting on his couch again, the book in his hand.
Slowly, he opens it to find the last 71 pages laminated. He can’t fill them. Worse, they are already filled.
He reads the first paragraph, full of praise and love and so much care and his sight begins to blur. Tears well up as he stares at his once-glorified suicide note.
The last page, he notes, is empty. He cannot fill it. It’s also laminated. He cannot kill himself now. He can’t.
The book falls to the floor. Jason opens his arms. Tim practically stumbles into them and sobs into Jason’s shirt. It feels like catharsis. It feels right. He feels loved.
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Tim uses a book to write out all the mistakes he's ever committed, all his failures. He has a plan for when the book is finished. Jason stops him from doing something he would regret.
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[podfic] Jumping The Gun by erasestream
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
02 Jul 2023
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"Tim was doing fine, honestly. He was taking his meds on time, he was seeing a therapist, he had friends. He was fine. Bruce was back from the dead, Tim had his own apartment, a new title, and a place in the company. He was doing the best he’d ever done. Sure, he wasn't really talking to Dick anymore, and Jason was as elusive as he'd ever been, Damian was torturing him from afar, Stephanie was almost exclusively hanging out with Cas and Babs and Tim couldn't find the guts to go actually visit Bruce, but he was fine. He was an adult, he could do this.
"He was so fine. Hell, Tim was better than fine, he was thriving!"
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podfic length - 13:57