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    𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑, 𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑜. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘’𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑢𝑛𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒. 𝑆𝑜 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑤, ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛. 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚. 𝐼𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑, 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑚.

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    𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 - 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑'𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠.

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    “What the fuck, Buck. Look at us! We don’t do this, man. You can’t just up and leave after things get hard!” Eddie wasn’t sure how to stop being angry, how to not put everything on Buck, but his best friend leaving sure wasn’t helping.

    “Oh, but you can?” Buck snarled and Eddie looked at him in disbelief.

    “You…No. We’ve been over this. I know that you don’t think that I…” Eddie was lost for words but Buck quickly started speaking instead.

    “That you what, Eddie? That you didn’t leave? That you haven’t changed? That we haven’t changed? Because we sure as hell did. And El Paso wasn’t the first time you did it. It is your fucking thing."

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    In the midst of their grief, Buck and Eddie fell out of their usual rhythm and went into two completely different directions. After a fight that took way too much from both of them and after the news that Eddie and Chris are staying in LA, Buck decided to move out and leave this thing between him and Eddie behind.

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    Buck and Eddie have another divorce era right after the events of s8e17. We ignore everything that happened after that episode. Chris is a sweetheart, Maddie Buckley-Han is amazing and Tommy is only here as a plot device.

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    “I love you, so much Ravi panikkar” may tells him, smiling up at him.

    Ravi unwraps his arms around her so he can cup her face with both hands.

    “I love you May Grant-Nash. With all I’ve got” Ravi says, smiling right back at her.

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    May and Ravi started dating a couple of weeks before Bobby died, leading through season 9.

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    Bobby died and Eddie left. Bobby died and Eddie left. It was like those words repeated in his mind over and over. Nothing was the same any longer. The thought of working at the 118 made Buck feel like his chest was caving in and he couldn’t breathe. Sure Hen, Ravi and Chim were there but the feeling of home was gone. Buck didn’t even know if he wanted to be a fire fighter anymore. He didn’t feel the joy or purpose any longer. The fire had burned out, no pun intended.

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    What if Bobby really did die and Eddie did leave to go back to El Paso? What does Buck do when everyone leaves??? He packs up and runs away only to come back 3 years later. A changed man with a daughter. Will he and Eddie be able to figure their shit out and finally get their happy ending? Of course they will because this is my story and only HEA's are allowed. Though the first chapter is pretty sad so you are warned.

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    Grief doesn't go away over night, it never leaves you fully, but sometimes all you need is someone to see you and your pain and love you anyway.

    When Buck settles down in London (more or less) to get over Bobby's death he finds himself in a hole. He shuts himself off until a certain paramedic sees right through him and the facade he built around himself.

    Christmas comes around and Buck can't face his home alone, so he brings someone along.

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    Buck runs away to London after the death of Bobby and finds a friend in Eddie, a firefighter who ignites a lost spark in Buck.

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    ‘Yes,’ she said and something in Eddie broke at that. Or maybe, it slotted together, like puzzle pieces. ‘I think your name would be Edmundo.’
    ‘But- Abuelo?’
    ‘I think you’d carry on his name well,’ she said, cupping his cheek, pushing the short strands of Eddie’s hair out of his face. ‘It means defender.’
    ‘Defender?’
    ‘Ah, you protect people- look after them, take care of them.’
    Eddie felt his chest constrict, the breaths he sucked in short and shaking.
    ‘Sweetheart,’ Abuela said, her warm hand on Eddie’s cheek, pushing away the tears falling down his face. ‘Do you want to be Edmundo?’
    Eddie stared up at her, the name settling around him like a well-worn, well-loved blanket.
    ‘Yes,’ he whispered, watching the smile stretch over his abuela’s face.
    ‘Then you will,’ she said, kissing his forehead.

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    Eddie Diaz and the mortifying ordeal of being known and knowing yourself. A season eight rewrite.

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    After Bobby's death everything changes.

    Eddie is now Captain of the 118
    Buck transferred to another firehouse
    Both ended up with a broken heart

    And it all started that night in the kitchen

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    'I think you already have that life, don't you think?'

    He shakes his head.

    He doesn't. His wife is dead. He's the widower of the woman who wanted nothing to do with him. The woman who was relieved to not be pregnant. The woman who had run away from him when he wasn't a good husband.

    'Nobody's perfect, Eddie.'

    He knows that.

    "What do you know?" he asks the air—to the familiar voice in his head. "You're dead."

    He blinks, taking a deep breath to steady the rhythm of his chest. He's crying, he realizes. When did he start? Was it the moment he returned to the spot? The moment he sat? The moment he thought about the many ways he failed her?

    Maybe it was the ways he is still failing her.

    It's Dia de Muertos, and Eddie has a long day.

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    Buck is aware that grief works in weird ways.
    Today is a rough one.

    Key words: moon, sad, intertwined.

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    After the argument with Eddie, Buck makes a few changes in his life and he sees people for who they really are.

    Buck no longer let's people get away with what they have done and it takes Bobby dying for those people to face some serious consequences.

    Come and read as Buck finds what he is looking for and how he is finally happy.

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    "Buck," Eddie repeats slowly, "I need you to breathe for me."

    "I have a daughter," Buck says, hands shaking. "I — I have to go to Hershey and —"

    "Okay," Eddie tells him, so calm when Buck is losing it. "Hey, look at me. It's going to be fine. I'll call Chim."

    "I'll get your plane tickets," Christopher decides, already up on his feet, ready to go to his room.

    Or fourteen years ago, Buck had a daughter with his ex-girlfriend. After she passes away, he learns about her existence, and learns to deal with what being a teenager's father means. Luckily for him, he can count on his 118 family.

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    Bobby had spent his life waiting to die. Suffocated by guilt and the weight of his career, he had always imagined his death as a quiet moment—perhaps not a happy one, but at least peaceful.
    Things didn’t turn out that way. Now Bobby finds himself dying after a call goes wrong, and all it does is make him feel worse. But maybe it’s not that simple. Bobby needs to decide how he truly feels about it—and what he wants to do next.
    Or alternatively:
    Bobby dies in the lab and crosses over to the afterlife, only to be confronted by an old, familiar ghost who forces him to face his past and his guilt—before offering him a choice.

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    Buck's grief journey after losing Bobby (and himself for a while).

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    Day 30: “I’m putting my trust in an entire half-empty glass.” - Mirror | Confrontation

    Buck sometimes sees his coma double in the mirror. Things change after Bobby dies.

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    “Eds?”

     

    Eddie hums without opening his eyes. “Yeah?”

     

    “You ever think about… adopting?”

     

    That wakes him up. His eyes blink open, brow furrowing slightly. “Adopting?”

    Buck twists around, meeting his gaze. “Yeah. I was talking to Hen this morning about Mara—about how they went through everything to get her back, and it just got me thinking.”

    Eddie sits up slowly, his expression thoughtful but guarded. “Thinking about what exactly?”

    “About us,” Buck says, the words tumbling out faster now that they’ve started. “About maybe adding to the family. Not right now…but eventually. I just… I think we’ve got more love to give, you know?”

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    Buck and Eddie deciding to adopt.

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    A fascination at just four years old led to a lifetime tradition of looking up at the stars and finding the constellations.

    Whumptober Day Twenty-Eight:

    "I Could Always See Straight Through You"
    Backstabbing |Constellation | Creative Restraints

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    Everything was fine when Eddie and Chris moved back into the house.

    Now it's not.

     

    or buck is struggling to cope with how all his closest familial relationships changed within a second

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    The couch has seen everything, laughter, heartbreak, beer spills and now, maybe, the start of something Eddie can’t quite name. When Buck decides it’s time to move out, Eddie’s late-night thoughts turn to the one truth he’s never said aloud, he doesn’t want to lose him.

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    Buck figures it out. Will Eddie?

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    “A week,” Eddie sighed. “We can do this, right?”

    Eddie’s gaze was pleading, needing assurance and comfort. His eyebrows were pinched in the middle of his forehead and Buck wanted to reach out and smooth it out with his thumb. Instead, he said, “’Course we can. We’ve faced tsunamis, beenados, earthquakes, broken dams… hey, where do we think the Diaz Parents Staying For A Week ranks?”

    “Most likely to end in death,” Eddie muttered.

    Buck clicked his tongue as he pulled the bowls from the cabinet for the salad, “That’s the lightning strike, actually.”

     

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    The Diaz parents showing up unexpectedly to the shared Buckley-Diaz household leads to some unexpected confrontations, late night conversations, and over due confessions.

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