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Some of the ATEEZ member turning into adorable babies by accident
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What was Aziraphale thinking in the elevator? Was he filled with regret or stubborn pride? Did he genuinely feel as if he had made the right choice?
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An introspection between these two, where they end up comforting each other for what happened, for everyone who needs a hug after the race.
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So, that leads us back to now. 2 am, scrolling through said discussion website, when suddenly a sinister idea pops into Kiryu’s head. What if he made a story up just to see how big it could get, and how people would react?
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Kiryu gets an interesting idea one night and decides to post an "Am I the Asshole" story on reddit, not knowing the rollercoaster of events this will lead to.
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“Are you malnourished? Have I been missing something? Did I take too many petals last time I pruned you?”
One of the flowers falls to the table and withers.
Doyoung puts his spoon down, frustrated. “I mean it, stop sulking!”
All he feels from the plant is the ringing sadness, like a distant cry on the wind. Another flower falls.
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11 Apr 2020
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Well, frick. I'm crying again.
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Atsumu confesses to Hinata on a dare and everything falls apart.
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11 Nov 2020
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I... I am so lost for words because I am utterly devastated. This was such a roller coaster of emotion. I think my face broke reading this. Because on the one hand, I was getting all giddy of atsuhina being in a relationship, but at the same time, I was grimacing so hard because I knew that this fic would hurt. The cognitive dissonance of it all. OP, I hope you're going to take full responsibility for hospital fees for atsuhina heartache. I physically felt my heart being squeezed and it took all of my effort to not let out this agonised cry at 2:30am.
I genuinely love how atsumu was written as the undisputed asshole but he does it to protect himself and the fact that for all of his pomp and bravado, he cares. He's someone that would pour all of his love into something and dismisses it as him being callous. I genuinely love the internal conflict. Just... (chefs kiss). I wanted to shake Atsumu aggressively by the shoulders and yell at him for being an idiot!
The way that opening started in media res with Atsumu already filled with guilt was so profoundly heart breaking. My heart was in turmoil and I had only just started! Oh and the confession scene? The way that Hinata was so jubilant about having his feelings returned? Thanks for twisting the knife further in. And the use of repeated phrases like "I'm not dreaming, right?" Or "I'm only there to warm up your dick". The repetition just hurts me more.... oh my heart.....I both loved and hated the way my heart wrenched when I read how easy it was for Atsumu to fall into this relationship with hinata. I loved the easy banter and the way that you characterised both atsumu and hinata. This fic really captured the nuances in their personalities and I'm just going to sit in my corner and try not to break down
In all seriousness, hinata visiting Atsumu's hometown and the way that he effortlessly fit in his life made me feel so many emotions? THE EMOTIONS IN THIS! MY BRAIN IS MELTING!! Also I loved the part where Hinata falls asleep next to atsumu and atsumu just... lets him sleep on him and osamu has this unreadable face because I can imagine that he's thinking how he's never seen his twin at this much ease and how well him and hinata fit together, thinking "I'm really happy for you, Tsumu" or something just as sappy. I love Granny Yumi and her jabs. Also the Omihina friendship. We have no choice but to stan
AND THEN THEY FINALLY DO THE DO AND I DIDN'T KNOW IF I SHOULD YELL IN GLEE OR GROAN AT THE IDIOCY OF ONE MIYA ATSUMU FOR MAKING IT UNNECESSARILY CONVOLUTED. The way that hinata was looking at Atsumu with reverence and adoration was so heartwrenching... why... so much hurt
Okay but jealous Atsumu? It's feels like such a punch to the gut that he's feeling jealous, yet doesn't know the reason why and he acts like an asshole and ueghhhhhhh ATSUMU YOU DUMBASS WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND HIS OWN EMOTIONS!!!!
Hinata's surprise for Atsumu on Valentines broke me. I can't explain the emotion that I felt because everything was so warring. The PAIN!!!! I wish I could write more comprehensively but all I can think about is pteradactyl screaming into my pillow. How dare you hurt me with this heartfelt confession. This heart on sleeve "I love you". The unyielding and steadfast adoration that Hinata has for atsumu. THE FUCKING GUILT OF IT ALL!!!!!!
AND THEN YOU HAD TO HURT ME WITH THAT PART WHERE HE'S MEETING THE TEAM AND HINATA OVERHEARS HOW IT WAS ALL FOR A DARE!!!!! NO .MY HEART WON'T TAKE THIS. PLEASE GOD NO. NOOOOOOOO!!!! (BREAKS DOWN IN A CORNER AND CRIES) hinata, sweetie.... you don't have to put up this fake smile. Please it hurts....the way he can't look anyone in the eyes
7 YEARS PINING AND 7 MORE YEARS UNTIL THEY FIND HAPPINESS!!!?!?!?!?!!? UWAHHHHHHH (BREAKS DOWN). THE WHOLE PART AT THE OLYMPIC VILLAGE AND THEIR LATE NIGHT CONVERSATION, FULL OF STILTED SMILES AND POLITE CHATTER, OR THE PART AT THE AIRPORT WHERE ATSUMU APOLOGISES AND HINATA JUST LOOKS HIM SADLY!?!?!? MY HEART CAN'T TAKE THIS. THE WAY THAT ATSUMU REFUSES TO MOVE ON??? BECAUSE IT'S SO IN CHARACTER. HE LOVES WITH HIS WHOLE BEING AND IS DEVOTED WITH HIS WHOLE BEING. 爱爱爱HE LOVES AND KEEPS LOVING AND HE'S STUBBORN SO HE'S NOT GOING TO MOVE ON, EVEN IF EVERYONE AROUND HIM LOOKS AT HIM WORRIEDLY
I think my heart stopped for a second when I read the part about hinata seeing atsumu again in russia, aged 31. It was so cathartic when atsumu confessed that he was still in love with hinata because it was like a piece of the puzzle had been put back into place after being lost for god knows how long. I loved how they both kept their distances from each other because they were worried about hurting the other: atsumu for obvious reason, but hinata because he saw how atsumu blamed himself and punished himself and hoped that by distancing himself from atsumu, Atsumu could learn to get over the guilt and move on. (Holds softly) (trying my best not to break down)
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Almost ten years down the line, Iwaizumi hops on a plane to spend New Year’s with Oikawa, and they contemplate the passage of years as they await what lies ahead.
This is study of care and its languages, a lifetimes' worth of soft, quiet mornings, and what it is to love and be loved by Oikawa Tooru.
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“You have all my mornings. You have all of me.”
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Something ancient governs these seas.
“I’m sick,” Roger admits, sand still sticking to bloodied lips. “Living on borrowed time.”
He smiles a little apologetically and Rayleigh wants to wipe it off his face with either a desperate kiss or a furious strike.
“What kind of sickness has you vomiting bloody seashells?”
Roger winces, leans back as if to escape Rayleigh’s touch, but the hand holding onto his shirt stops him. “None you’d believe, partner.”
Or, The Very Short and Average Life of Gol D. Roger and the Forty Following Years He Spent Standing on Knife-edge, Searching For The End of The Horizon.
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