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  1. 26

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    When the rebels free him from the confines of the cloning tank, Ivan has to relearn many things.

    Breathing, walking, being in the world again, albeit against his will. But for the first time, he is faced with the possibility that Till might not want him in his life anymore.

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    In which Till makes Ivan atone for what he did in Round Six, in more ways than one.

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  2. 13

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    Till didn’t expect to live.

    They didn't talk about things after that. Instead, Ivan just shoved his way back into Till's life like he always had, irritating and brash and taking over his whole heart. Consuming him.

    Without Till even knowing it, he wormed his way back into his soul again, taking over his very being like a fucking parasite.

    Written for Ivti Week, Day 5 - Rebellion

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    "Take off your shirt," Till says.

    Ivan looks down at his shirt, and then back at Till. “What?”

    (Ivan ruins dinner.)

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      Ivan continues, “I don’t think I had a meal with only us before, either.”

      Till thinks that that probably goes for him, too. But still. “What’s your point?”

      Ivan pulls back and smiles. It’s weird. On anyone else, Till would have called it fond. But what does he know? When has anyone ever been fond of him?

      Still, Till’s heart rate picks up. This is another look that’s technically new for him, when it comes to Ivan. But. It looks similar, a little. To that one. Till can’t forget it. Even if he and Ivan never speak about it, Till thinks it’s already been branded into his head forever. The other brand on Till, the one that’s been there longer, the one that everyone can see because Till won’t ever wear another collar ever again, doesn’t come close to comparing.

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    Till turns his crazed grin and both middle fingers up for the cameras, then he throws himself off the suspended stage headfirst. The momentum rips clear of the cords in his neck, blood streaming behind him from his open wounds. Behind his eyelids are flashes of his life: long pink hair, bruises down to bone, and one night with the sky streaked bright, running hand in hand.

    On the way down he thinks, in the split second before his neck snaps against the hard metal floor, that if he had the chance, he’d keep running next time.

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    Or, Till tries again (and again and ag- )

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    After surviving Alien Stage, Till truly believes he's the only one left. For three months he is alone, grieving, regularly subjected to his Guardian's abuse, and trying to deal with becoming an overnight intergalactic celebrity.

    Then he stumbles across Ivan's porn.

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  6. 19

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    collection of my ALNST content

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  7. 9

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    "Does this mean," Till turns to the side, clearing his throat in his fist. "Uhm. You're not gonna leave me again, are you?"

    Ivan squeezes his face tighter. "I want to crawl into your skin and live inside you."

    Till blinks back. "So you like… like-like me, then?"

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  8. 37

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    Ivan and Till are rescued in the midst of Round 6. Horrified by almost losing Ivan, Till holds onto him tighter than ever before. It isn’t easy, at first, but eventually the tension snaps and they come together to deal with their feelings in the only way they know how.

    OR: they fuck because they can’t say ‘I love you’

    Written for Tiiv week, day 4 (emotional sex)

    There are two gnarly scars on the left side of his ribs, and another through his bicep. They are the only marks on Ivan’s perfect body, and they glare up at Till when he drinks in his form. His heart aches, and it feels like his chest is boiling over from all the different emotions crashing together inside it. He almost lost this. He almost lost Ivan, forever. Till thought he had. He doesn’t know how he got so lucky to have him again, but he refuses to let him go now.

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  9. 1

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    The audience applauds
    The audience shouts
    Everything continues

    but me

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  10. 84

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    “... It's okay.” Ivan murmured finally after a few moments.

    Till felt his hands softly patting his back. He remembered this gesture. Sua had done this to Mizi when she had woken up from a nightmare in the Garden when they were kids.

    “It’s okay. It was just a dream.”

    After Round 6, Till wakes up from a bad dream in the middle of the night. Ivan is there by his side to comfort him.

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    This couldn't be happening. This had to be some horrible hallucination induced by the myriad of drugs forced into his system before the round. This wasn't real. No, please God, don't let this be real.

    Till squeezed his eyes shut and took a stuttering breath. Silence. Eerie silence.

    Why was it so quiet? Why had no sentinels come to put Till's collar back on and drag him away? Why was Ivan's lifeless body still here and not tossed in a pile somewhere with all the others who had been executed for the aliens' entertainment?

    That had to mean this wasn't real, right?

    But, Till could still feel the phantom of fingers around his throat, the ghost of desperate lips against his own, and when he opened his eyes again, he still saw pure white stained with crimson red, the sacred corrupted.

     

    Ivan and Till are rescued after their round. Till must navigate the confusing feelings he's faced with in the aftermath.

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    When the most famous singing tournament, the Alien Stage, that you have been preparing for your entire life, finally begins, what can you expect from it?
    How will the development of the tournament affect you? And your friends?
    Will you be able to survive with your mind intact?

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    How Till dealt with the Alien Stage tournament and its aftermath

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    Since I've been posting for this fandom anonymously I just want folks to know these are all by the same person. They are not otherwise narratively connected for the most part.

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  14. 62

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    The loud sob should be a surprise, especially coming from Ivan. Till finds himself feeling nothing other than pity for the man who clearly fought longer than he needed to.

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  15. 10

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    In a shocking turn of events, Till dies, Ivan lives. This isn’t how ROUND 6 was supposed to go, but it sure as hell is a time for everything.

    or; alien stage but if ivan won ROUND 6. copious amounts of angst and trauma ensues.

    or or; 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓀𝓎 stage with ivanluka

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  16. 23

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    Pensó que su vida estaba apunto de acabar. No pensó que Ivan lo besaría como su último intento de mostrarle sus sentimientos, pero ¿Realmente podía decir que fue solo eso?

    Su mirada al caer fue algo que su corazón no estaba listo para soportar.

    Aparte de eso, no podía recordar que pasó después de que las luces se apagaron. El lugar en el que estaba ahora no era familiar en ningún sentido.

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    El Till original de alguna manera despierta como el Till Actor. Y ahora su vida estaba de cabeza, en todos los sentidos.

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    You can find an English version (translation) on my profile (≧∇≦)b

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  17. 19

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    Friends of rebellion friends find Ivan, and his old habits with Till are dying hard. Unfortunately for both the broken ground of their relationship isn't as easily brushed under the rug.

    To salvage easier times from a past that desperately demands to be buried, Till must face his desires, where he wants to go, and the misunderstandings that have brought them to the uncertain present while figuring out what, if anything, is wrong with Ivan's body.

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    alexithymia
    /e, leksa' THimēal

    • the inability to recognize or describe one's own emotions.
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    Ivan felt his entire mind and body go numb, the burning wounds still ached in his chest, shoulder, and stomach. Everything was painful, Ivan was dead.

    “He’s awake!”

    Or not.
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    Ivan survives Round Six and officially joins the rebellion, he then goes on a suicide mission to save Till from the upcoming finale.

    (REPOST)

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  19. 64

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    When the rebellion rescues Ivan and Till right as they step on stage, and Ivan is shot protecting him, Till is forced to confront his feelings and find a way to repay him. To Ivan's surprise, Till settles on sex, granting Ivan the intimacy he's always yearned for, and a chance to make his feelings known.

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    He didn’t deserve to live. After losing everything, he had no reason to keep going. His past was a mess, his present hurt like hell, and he didn’t want to think about the future.

    Till was shattered after Round 6. Whether Ivan was alive or not, he couldn’t tell. All those he once called friends were gone, and he was left all alone. He just wanted to drown in his sorrow and wait for his final days. Sadly for him, life’s always been a bitch, and it would make sure he never got a moment’s peace.

    But after much suffering, pain and new experiences, the bride would go to find him promised man. This time, he would not let go of his hand, until death do them part.

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