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Crowley forces Castiel and Gabriel to watch as their Hunters burn in holy oil for what they had done to Bobby.
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A perception and take on Will's point of view during the gutting scene in the season two finale, Mizumono, with a little painful twist at the end.
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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Because He Made Me by jardindesetoiles for theeventualwinner
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types
10 Feb 2015
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So, I've had the final scene of "This Game We Play" burned into my head since I first read it, pretty much, and I finally had to write what I believe Melkor was thinking in those final moments... because my heart is still broken. Yeah. And be warned, I literally have this saved in my computer simply as 'Ouch'. Implied Angbang, and HEAVILY implied domestic violence/abuse. Please do NOT think this is romantic. It may seem that way but no, if you read it in the context of Melkor's attitude in TGWP, it is NOT SWEET AND NOT ROMANTIC AND IT JUST HURTS OKAY. Okay, I'm done.
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no place to go (no place like home) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), X-Men (Movies)
29 Nov 2015
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It seems too good to be real. A universe where she could go back a hundred times, come back a hundred times and try again. A universe where she has a hundred chances to save Coulson's life. The hope of it hurts more than the knowledge, almost, but if it takes a hundred times, she'll try until she succeeds.
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There were more Crystal Gems than we learned about. And one, we already met.
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Feathers and Steam by orphan_account for LaurenThemself
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
14 May 2016
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When Vax'ildan left Whitestone under orders of the Raven Queen, he expected things to be as they were when he returned.......
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There are Pieces of John all around him
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- Part 3 of So We Meet Again Extras
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The world started violently spinning again, and Percival was desperately trying to hang on.
Or, the events of Episode 44 from the mind of a terrified Percival.
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You are Ishimaru Kiyotaka, and you've had a complicated relationship with Mondo Oowada since grade school. Then Chihiro came along and brought the two of you together in peace. But sometimes three is too much company.
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When their traditional Vulcan wedding plans go awry, Bones and Spock have a difficult conversation at night.
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Dean works through his own depression and dealing with, more or less, unresolved past abuse with his father
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A Soulmate Is A Dangerous Thing by SkyKathryn
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Winter Soldier (Comics), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
13 Aug 2016
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when Prince Steve is forced to marry to help the kingdom his soulmate takes the brunt of the pain, but he can't allow himself to tell the blond man. He knows his fate, he resigned himself to it many years ago, and he doesn't regret the decision, he wouldn't regret it even if he had to go through it a thousand times over.
“I love you Stevie, in your darkest moments remember that I will always love you.”
(A Medieval Soulmate Stucky AU) (complete)
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- Part 1 of Soulmates - stucky
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Running With Wolves by WinterXAssassin (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
27 Jan 2017
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Steve Rogers. Captain America.
The living legend.But he's not the man everyone thinks he is. Underneath the surface - under that fake smile that never meets his eyes, Steve is hiding a dark, torturous past. His mind holds secrets. He's damaged, and broken... nobody would want him.
Until her.
Natalia Romanova. The Black Widow.
The Russian ballerina - or spider, some say.
A mystery, and an enigma - and a woman with some secrets and a dark past of her own.When they meet... Things happen. Things change. And neither of them are sure they'll ever be able to go back.
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“You know I didn’t have you as a Black Americano guy, more of a White Latte. I guess I was wrong. People who drink black coffee tend to be big macho men that think they are too good for sweet deliciousness.”
“Who says I’m not a big macho man?”When Derek stumbles into a Coffee shop for warmth he doesn't realize that he was about to find the one person that would capture his attention so completely he just couldn't find the will to stay away. Not even to save his pack.
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Zoro ran away from the pain, he ran away from it all. Years later he comes back a different man, or has he. Finding himself back to the pain that drove him away he can't quite bring himself to reconnect with the people he left behind nor the blonde who broke him to begin with. What happens when someone finds him and drags him back. What else has changed since Zoro left his Nakama.
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Light in the Hallway by malecyday
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, Shadowhunters (TV)
08 Apr 2017
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It had been centuries, but Magnus still remembers that feeling of needing someone, especially after what happened to his parents so long ago. He doesn’t like to think about it, but having an immortal baby warlock, a child he never believed he would ever have in all his centuries, makes all of these emotions arise in him. He will never allow Max to feel as lost and alone as he did, wants him to always know that his family is here for him for as long as they are together and Magnus will be there ever after...without Alec or Rafe.
He thinks of a song to sing.
Magnus sings a lullaby to baby Max Lightwood-Bane in the middle of the night. Alec wakes up and hears it.Series
- Part 9 of Malec Drabbles
- Part 5 of Malec kid fics
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The suicide note of Yuri Plisetsky as a trans boy.
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i hear your heart beat to the beat of the drums (we're gonna die young) by melchiora
Fandoms: The Penumbra Podcast
07 Jul 2017
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He knows it is foolish to hope, it is foolish to think that he will hear a heartbeat, a breath, from behind that door, but Peter Nureyev is nothing if not a fool. He relishes in the agony of sound because at least then he can lie to himself, and Peter Nureyev is nothing if not a very good liar.
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The Final Resting Place AU that doesn't actually help anything, just hurts more.
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When Lance and Keith started dating, it was like fireworks; sparkling, dazzling, and leaving the two of them breathless in awe.
But when things began to fall apart, it was also like fireworks; loud, dangerous, and leaving behind nothing more than ashes and dust.