3namoredwithangst (3nbyofthehour)



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  1. Rec 1

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    It was almost like a high, like drinking or sleeping around, only stronger. It left Dorian euphoric, almost dazed, the pain and the blood and the action itself just made him feel… Happy. That was it, wasn’t it? Happiness, and didn’t he deserve happiness? Didn’t he deserve peace from the tormenting thoughts about his past?

     

    It couldn’t be that bad if it felt this good.

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    This fic contains graphic depictions of self harm, please take care of yourselves.

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    18 Mar 2023

  2. Rec 15

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    Violet wants to die. That's why she climbed onto the roof of a forty story building downtown. Just before she takes that last shove off the side, a voice stops her. The voice of Dreadnought.

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    17 Nov 2021

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    Basic premise:
    Jake is hurting himself. But, you know, he works with a bunch of detectives, who like, detect stuff. That's kinda literally their job.
    Leading to much angst and hurt/comfort.

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    07 Dec 2021

  4. Rec 15

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    "Walk a mile in my shoes." I muttered.

    "Ok." He replied. "I will if starting tomorrow the next seven days of us hanging out I can't give you at least one reason to live."

    I didn't know why I was pondering saying yes. Five minutes ago I had been ready to die, craving it even.

    "You won't change my mind." I crossed my arms.

    "At least give me the chance?" I nodded.

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    Connor Murphy is sick of hearing things like it gets better and to stop faking his depression. There's no reason for him to stay. His family hates him, he has no friends, nothing to hold onto.

    Mere seconds before he takes his life he meets Evan Hansen. A boy who promises if he stays alive for the next two weeks he will give him all the reasons he should choose to live.

    Connor has nothing to lose so he agrees.

    Will Evan be able to convince Connor to stay alive? Or will Connor take his life?

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    22 Dec 2021

  5. Rec 57

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    Kel is suffering.
    In a desperate bid for happiness, he makes several mistakes.

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    21 Jan 2022

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