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When he awoke, he had nothing.
So all he could offer when the Sheep took him in was his loyalty.
At least, until he could offer more.
(Sometimes, loyalty is enough to help you survive.)
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- Part 4 of The Weight of Loyalty
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Quite Contrary (How Does Your Garden Grow) by A_Zap
Fandoms: ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga)
07 Feb 2025
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Hanahaki wasn't like the stories. It wasn't fatal, it didn't hurt, and no one was forced to confess their feelings. All one had to do was realize and acknowledge their feelings.
And there was one more thing that the stories didn't get right...
Only vampires can get hanahaki.
So why does Vanitas find himself coughing up flowers?
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When Atsushi joins the Armed Detective Agency, he's surprised to learn that the agency also has a part-timer.
Then he actually meets him: Nakahara Chuuya.
And Atsushi does his best to learn about this new co-worker and all the aspects that make up him.
As well as the strange relationship he seems to have with Dazai.
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When Dazai arrives back to the office to find half of the Agency (and it appears Akutagawa as well) have been genderswapped, he unfortunately doesn't get to deal with it for long (though it could've been so much fun).
However, he does find that a certain mafioso could've also been affected and he can't help but immediately wonder what sort of effect it had on him.
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Dazai is faced with probably the worst case of his entire career.
Nakahara Chuuya no longer cares about him.
Genuinely.
But it's not his choice and as Dazai hurries to find the ability user behind it, more may be at stake than what he initially believes.
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An exploration into the loyalty of Nakahara Chuuya
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Vanoé Winter Wonderland Week by A_Zap
Fandom: ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga)
24 Dec 2022
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Vanoé Angst Week 2022 by A_Zap
Fandom: ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime), ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga)
13 Nov 2022
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Blood Related by A_Zap
Fandom: ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime), ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga)
31 Oct 2022
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Vanoé Week 2022 by A_Zap
Fandom: ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime), ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga)
28 Apr 2022
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He doesn’t look at Dazai when he asks, quiet and unsure, “am I a bad person?”
Dazai doesn’t miss a beat. “That’s a very subjective question. By whose standards?”
Chuuya isn’t sure why he expected a straight answer from the guy. He runs a hand through his hair, then shrugs. “I don’t know, bastard. Everyone’s?”
“Not how it works,” Dazai states, like Chuuya’s stupid for even suggesting that.
Or: Chuuya ponders about his morality and how it's apparently changed. Dazai helps. Kind of.
SKKtober 2024 Day 3: Port Mafia! SKK
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- Part 3 of ray's skktober 2024
- Part 13 of twin dark executives (ray's version)
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26 Jun 2025
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“Happy birthday, Dazai!”
Streamers. Balloons. The sharp snap of party crackers too close to his ear. Glitter burst across his shoulder. Someone had misjudged the timing—again.
Ranpo was already half-swallowed by glittering paper. Kunikida looked moments from filing a formal complaint. There was cake. A banner painted too quickly, still streaked where the brush dragged. The scent of frosting—chemical-sweet—hit like a wall.
And for one splintered, useless heartbeat, Dazai stood frozen in the doorway—
—hollowed out by the noise.
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It’s Dazai’s birthday, apparently.
There’s cake. Balloons. Too much noise. The kind of celebration that’s meant to be heartwarming—but Dazai just feels hollow. He’s always been good at pretending. Tonight, he might not be.
And when it all gets too much, the rooftop calls—empty and familiar—and he answers.
Thing about heights is, gravity doesn’t always pull you down. Sometimes, it pulls you back to someone who never lets you fall.
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25 Jun 2025
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They Were Nothing (until that thursday night) by AngelitoBloodsherry
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jun 2025
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Dazai started taking antidepressants and it made him a lightweight. He drunkenly calls Chuuya up at 11pm on a Thursday.
“Slug, doggy, mini mafioso—”
“Dazai, take it seriously. Do I need to stick my fingers down your throat?”
“Or your dick. I’m not picky.”
“A punch in the stomach will make you puke, too, you bastard.”
“Chibi!”
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23 Jun 2025
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tie our hearts together by setosdarkness for Tay98
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Mar 2019
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A powerful Ability compels Yokohama’s citizens to stick close to the person or object they want to protect the most.
Dazai lets out a whine, “Why is nobody trying to get into my personal space?!”
“I’m sorry Dazai-san, I guess everyone here thinks you can handle things on your own?”
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20 Jun 2025
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the dreams in which I’m drowning (are the best I’ve ever had) by fortunatelypancakes
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jun 2025
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Before Dazai knelt at the side of his dying best friend, he’d never considered that dying alone would be different from dying with someone.
In the weeks after, Dazai realized two things: 1) he does not want to die alone and 2) he does not want to inflict this pain on anyone else. So he kept everyone at arm's length for years, to ensure a clean, painless suicide was possible.
But now, it’s the eve of his twenty-fourth birthday and he is once again faced with the fact that he’s still alive. After nearly six years of looking for a partner in death, he’s finally let go of the double suicide plan. It would’ve been nice, yes, but he’s sick of waiting.
All that's left is to say goodbye to Chuuya…
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19 Jun 2025