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Poems about me and my crappy mental health and toxic friends and unhealthy comparison to other people that ends in mental breakdowns :D
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Sparkling Cities by Avid_Reader_UsedToBeGuest
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983)
03 Apr 2025
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Dallas Winston sat on a hill overlooking the city, loosely gripping his knees, which sat about halfway up to his chest. Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life lay sprawled out next to him, open to a random page after he’d tossed it aside. The sun had set long before he’d finished, revealing naught but the starless night he now stared at, but he’d plowed through the 830-page brick of a book in the dark, hoping, hoping against hope, simply hoping that it would make him feel something. They’d said it would; Soda spent almost three days sobbing, and Steve couldn’t even think straight for twenty-four hours after he’d finished it, but Dally had yet to shed a tear. Why couldn’t he feel? Joy, sadness, anger, anything was an open relief to the (emotionless) mounting hunk of lead building in his stomach. Was he a sociopath? A psychopath? Those seemed like the only plausible answers he could think of.
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Dally considers his choices up until now and has a long think about...well, life.
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Blood-Red Paint by Avid_Reader_UsedToBeGuest
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983)
02 Apr 2025
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The wind howls and groans, soaring through the trees. Leaves twirl down, and bushes shuffle to tunes only they could hear, like old dance partners. Rain barrages down onto my roof, and I worry the shingles would tumble out as I lay splayed across my bathroom floor, my latest piece of artwork hastily scribbled across my torso and down my thighs. Darry would skin me alive if he found me like this. He’d always been a mother hen, fussing over even a torn knee.
I may have gone a bit overboard, this time.
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You take your self harm too far. The gang notices.
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08 Jun 2025
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"Ponyboy kicks his foot out petulantly and weighs his options. Be stuck in a jail cell for a weekend and worry his brothers to death or suck up his pride to call Darry and face being grounded till death."
The choice is so obvious.or
Ponyboy, Mark, and Curly and the chaos that comes with them.
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02 Jun 2025
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… he’s going to want to go vegan.
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the fic in which hannibal becomes one of those pet parents who get so attached to their pets they refuse to eat meat.
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27 May 2025
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Something is not as Hannibal Lecter left it.
He knows this because he steps into his home and smells that someone was here. Someone was here in his home, and he has no idea who it is.
Someone was in his home and Hannibal Lecter intends to find out who.
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Someone is stalking Hannibal, entering his home uninvited and leaving gifts. He has no idea who. He'll find out eventually.
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27 May 2025
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Hannibal Lecter dreams often – of quiet kitchens, wet dog smell, and Will Graham barefoot in his shirt. In waking life, he is patient, precise, and terribly lonely. The distance between them is filled with memory and blood, but Hannibal knows it’s only a matter of time. Will was made for him, and he for Will.
As the seasons pass and the world changes, Hannibal waits – for forgiveness, for understanding, for the day Will finally walks back into the life they were meant to share. And when that day comes, Hannibal is ready. For everything: the dogs, the laughter, the hunger.
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Five times Hannibal dreamed of their life together, and one time it came true.Series
Bookmarked by Avid_Reader_UsedToBeGuest
27 May 2025