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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    He often wonders if he deserves this— this happiness and cotton candy sunsets and love that feels too good to be true. He’s sometimes too afraid to pop champagne at the abyss he survived, too afraid to become drunk, to hope, because the world has given him nothing but blood on his hands and death at his feet.

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  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    ‘No, no, nothing's wrong, I just… Charles, I'm cold.’

    It takes a moment for the weight of those words to settle in. Ghosts don't get cold. They can't, because they can't feel.

    ‘Holy shit,’ Charles breathes out.

    He puts a hand on his own shoulder. The cotton of his shirt is soft and worn. He feels like he's about to invent ghost strokes.

    ‘We… we can feel,’ Edwin says, and he looks at Charles with wide, uncomprehending eyes.

     

    Or: the boys get their senses back for a day.

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    “Are you sure you’re alright?” Edwin asks again, the question tinged with more concern than before.

    “Always,” Charles says, without even having to think, before adding, just as thoughtlessly, “I love you.”

    It’s not at all what he wanted to say. Edwin doesn’t seem to notice Charles’ face visibly crumpling at his own words - he just smiles up at Charles like the sun.

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    Charles has spent a lot of time thinking about Edwin’s confession in Hell. Edwin has spent a lot of time trying to forget it.

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    “You don’t have to know how to dance”, Charles says, and he is so close that Edwin can make out the shadows each eyelash paints onto his face. If he had a breath still, the sight would take it. “I never learnt it either. Just move with the music, and I promise that if I spin you ‘round, I won’t drop you.”
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    It doesn't take Charles forever to figure out the rest.

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