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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Astarion tugged tighter on Wyll’s hair and the man winced. “It shouldn’t have been a problem,” Astarion hissed through his fangs. “I can always push through. I can’t remember when it’s been difficult, not for decades at least. Sex is my job. It’s what I do. It’s easy.

    Astarion could see Wyll’s face fall in the mirror. “Is being with me something you have to force yourself through?”

    “No!” Astarion quickly responded, not caring to pause and think about if it was the truth. “I chose this. I’m free, at least for now. It should be fine!”

    Wyll pressed his lips together, hesitating. “But…it’s not fine, is it?”

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    Astarion starts to admit that he cares for Wyll. Astarion begins to allow himself to draw closer to Wyll -- but as he does, the things Wyll has left unsaid become a new obstacle to overcome.

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    14 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    Astarion seizes an unexpected opportunity to seduce The Blade of Frontiers. Meanwhile, Wyll seizes an unexpected opportunity to work through some things that are Definitely Not Trauma Because He Is Fine, Actually.

    Aka Wyll and Astarion fumble their way through sex, feelings, and having an actual relationship, in roughly that order.

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    10 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Kiss is a stupid word. It doesn’t have the brutal efficiency of fuck. If you say that you have recently fucked, everyone knows what that means. Kiss, on the other hand, implies some… saccharine, disgusting little fantasy. It’s a word that conjures pictures of twee pecks on the cheek, platonic gestures of affection. It is a word that belongs to the same euphemistic category as sleeping together, as (ugh) making love. It is a word that lacks hunger, physicality, consummation.

    It is not an inaccurate description of what he and Wyll do in Wyll’s tent.

    Astarion discovers that some things are easier said (or involuntarily shared via an illithid parasite's psychic connection) than done.

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    10 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    The language of their intimacy is all inverted. Astarion shies away from the lightest touches and evades the subject any time Wyll tries to talk about this budding thing between them. Wyll bares himself over and over and over and still, sometimes, it feels as if Astarion is only ever seeing him in glimpses.

    The closer Wyll gets to Astarion, the further away he seems to be.

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    09 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    ”’1000 gold pieces for the former Archmage Gale Dekarios of Waterdeep, dead or alive’

    Hot adrenaline shoots in Astarion’s veins like a firebolt. His heart doesn’t beat, but the second later the blood that is left in his body is replaced by a sickening rush of ice-water.

    ’What in the hells have you gotten yourself into, Gale?’”

    In which Astarion finds a bounty for Gale and makes his way to Waterdeep as fast as he can. Includes protectiveness, anger born from worry, squishy wizards and love confessions.

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    07 Jul 2025