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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    Akutagawa stops, but he’s too close, too much, to fade into the background. Not now that Atsushi’s spent so long memorizing the way the world fits around him.

    Dazai’s next words are a suckerpunch. “You want our little hellhound to choose you.”

    If he doesn’t open his eyes, he can pretend the cool trails working down his cheeks are from the wind.

    The night is so full, the city never quite sleeping, but in this tiny bubble the silence is a scream Atsushi can’t shut out.

    “Maybe,” he says after too long, his voice thick and hollow, “Just once, I want someone, anyone, to give a flying fuck about Atsushi.”

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    Atsushi makes a life-changing decision when Akutagawa gets injured. The consequences make him reexamine himself, his partner, and what exactly he wants the word partner to mean.
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    (Ishtar12 —> SolsticeLostHerMind)

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    10 Jul 2025

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    Atsushi was preparing for bed when a bouquet of flowers landed at his feet. Then a mysterious figure climbed in through his window, drunk and ready to confess his love to him. He would've been scared if he hadn't half expected/hoped it would happen... again.
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    In other words: Akutagawa gets drunk and breaks into Atsushi's apartment to confess his love but it's not the first time.
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    “Please, what does it take to win your heart? I want you to love me too.”

    Atsushi brushed Ryūnosuke’s bangs aside. He whispered, “It’s the same every time. I tell you to ask me out when you’re sober. You just have to remember in the morning.”

    Ryūnosuke’s nose scrunched up. He closed his teary eyes and put his weight onto Atsushi. His face pressed into his shoulder. He was so hot, Atsushi wondered if he had drunk more than just wine.

    Atsushi slowly wrapped his arms around Ryūnosuke's slim waist. He patted his back, rocking side to side. He comforted him the best he could without breaking his own heart.

    “We’ve done this dance before. I’ve already told you how I feel. You’re the one who keeps forgetting.”

    He murmured into his shoulder, “I’ll try not to this time.”

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    13 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Atsushi thinks that food tastes better when it has not been prayed over.

    in which Atsushi knows he cannot have what he wants, and Akutagawa hates to want.

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    02 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Rest, then.”

    The words slip out before he can stop them. He doesn’t look at Atsushi, but he feels the weight of his presence beside him, warm and solid.

    “Now,” he continues, quieter, “you have all the time in the world to look.”

    He doesn’t need to turn his head to know Atsushi is smiling. Like the complete fool he is.
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    or, snapshots of war & aftereffects of the fourth dimension

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    28 May 2025

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    Atsushi gets hit by an ability that's making everyone around him act weird. Kunikida is trying to court him. Dazai is (horrifyingly) trying to get into his pants. But why does Akutagawa seem unaffected?

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    19 May 2025