tolya (SolarSystem)
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"βάπτω and βαπτίζω in Hellenism had the general usage of 'immersion', 'going under' (as a material in a liquid dye) or 'perishing' (as in a ship sinking or a person drowning)."
This isn’t supposed to happen, he chants deliriously in his head while his throat howls out the only word it can utter ever since he scrambled out of their car. Chlorine clings to his tongue.
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starstruck by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Дух Mоей Oбщаги | My Student Spirit (Cartoon)
22 Aug 2025
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The irony was not lost on him. He was a selfish, insufferable, and unlikeable man playing a selfish, insufferable, and unlikeable character. He'd heard of actors who became lost in their roles until playscripts blurred with reality. He wondered if Ilya existed for Olezha or if Olezha existed for Ilya.
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so that's it, huh? by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Дух Mоей Oбщаги | My Student Spirit (Cartoon)
22 Aug 2025
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he said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64, and I can play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor.
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He awoke with a slight start, his mind still fogged with sleep. Slowly, he registered his surroundings- the yellow painted walls dulled by shadows, the soft throw pillow beneath his head, and the slightly scratchy fabric of something thrown over his body. The last sensation struck him as odd. Shakes shuffled to his elbows and squinted as his eyes acclimated to the dark. The undeniable red of the Supa Strikas' uniform jacket was splayed across his chest like a makeshift blanket.
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No myths, no legends, only men.
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i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
01 May 2025
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Because you're my friend, babe.
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lay me down on eye-white snow
my slow brooding bed of robin wings
my body slit & smearing everywhere.
I will not name this new opening a wound.
here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
stood waiting for the sweet blades
of jaw & claw. you found me
wasted no time making a myth
of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
the earth under me wet with my life.
I pray this is what they mean by always
that heaven is a persistent mouth.
Baby, I want you forever this way:
fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
bouncing off front teeth, my body
only certain how to twitch, your belly
round with my joy.- Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith
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may the best man win by aphidus, tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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to the finish line and back
[an f1 au for iayb]
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to love is to suffer (and there can be no love otherwise) by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: Metro 2033 & Related Fandoms
15 Sep 2024
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As if conceding one could not live without the other.
A promise of shared blood.
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Snippets of Hal's life as he grows up, and moves with the ever-changing circumstances which surround him.
All the while, the past looms over him. Like a reminder of what he didn't wish to become, of what he didn't wish for his future.
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Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
29 Oct 2025
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"The strange, cylindrical shell had come to them with an eight-inch floppy diskette.
Snake liked to hold it up and look through the central circle, observing Otacon across the room.
It was labelled with a simple white tag: a string of incomprehensible numbers, a year, a location that had been written over a few times, and, in a dulling red ink, the words 'BS-Imago'."Hal gets possession of the Mammal Pod. The memory boards only wait for him to pull them out.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
29 Oct 2025
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An alternative ending to Chapter 8 of Melt With You.
Hal and Dave gently bicker over a mixtape for their roadtrip to a new safehouse. Sex (and a drastic change in relationship dynamics) ensue.
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29 Oct 2025
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“It’s New Years Eve.” Hal said, barely contained by the doorway.
Dave blinked. Yes, it seemed to be. “It is.”
“And you don’t seem to- I hope you don’t mind- you don’t seem to get out much.”
That was true, “I don’t.”
“Would you want to come over tonight?”
Yeah, he would. “Sure.”
“Great, see you then.” Hal seemed pleased, Dave felt pleased too.Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
28 Oct 2025
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Snake takes Hal home with him.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
26 Oct 2025