tolya (SolarSystem)
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"βάπτω and βαπτίζω in Hellenism had the general usage of 'immersion', 'going under' (as a material in a liquid dye) or 'perishing' (as in a ship sinking or a person drowning)."
This isn’t supposed to happen, he chants deliriously in his head while his throat howls out the only word it can utter ever since he scrambled out of their car. Chlorine clings to his tongue.
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starstruck by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Дух Mоей Oбщаги | My Student Spirit (Cartoon)
22 Aug 2025
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The irony was not lost on him. He was a selfish, insufferable, and unlikeable man playing a selfish, insufferable, and unlikeable character. He'd heard of actors who became lost in their roles until playscripts blurred with reality. He wondered if Ilya existed for Olezha or if Olezha existed for Ilya.
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so that's it, huh? by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Дух Mоей Oбщаги | My Student Spirit (Cartoon)
22 Aug 2025
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he said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64, and I can play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor.
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He awoke with a slight start, his mind still fogged with sleep. Slowly, he registered his surroundings- the yellow painted walls dulled by shadows, the soft throw pillow beneath his head, and the slightly scratchy fabric of something thrown over his body. The last sensation struck him as odd. Shakes shuffled to his elbows and squinted as his eyes acclimated to the dark. The undeniable red of the Supa Strikas' uniform jacket was splayed across his chest like a makeshift blanket.
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No myths, no legends, only men.
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i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
01 May 2025
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Because you're my friend, babe.
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lay me down on eye-white snow
my slow brooding bed of robin wings
my body slit & smearing everywhere.
I will not name this new opening a wound.
here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
stood waiting for the sweet blades
of jaw & claw. you found me
wasted no time making a myth
of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
the earth under me wet with my life.
I pray this is what they mean by always
that heaven is a persistent mouth.
Baby, I want you forever this way:
fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
bouncing off front teeth, my body
only certain how to twitch, your belly
round with my joy.- Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith
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may the best man win by aphidus, tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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to the finish line and back
[an f1 au for iayb]
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to love is to suffer (and there can be no love otherwise) by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: Metro 2033 & Related Fandoms
15 Sep 2024
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As if conceding one could not live without the other.
A promise of shared blood.
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Snake takes Hal home with him.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
26 Oct 2025
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Snake watches Hal over the years and tries to understand.
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25 Oct 2025
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Dave himself cuts Hal off completely, heels of his hands still pressed against his own face, as he mumbles out, all in one breath: “I kind of want to get you pregnant.”
Hal is not immediately certain how to respond to that.
(Dave admits something that he's wanted for a while now, and Hal gets to reap the benefits.)
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25 Oct 2025
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Adelphos - Brother
Otacon is a smart guy, and was given access to notes on previous iterations of metal gears' development, to learn from their mistakes.
What happens when he manages to uncover the rest of his sordid family history?
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
24 Oct 2025
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Turning towards the kitchen, Otacon could feel his hunger. FOXHOUND, while treating him well enough, never gave him more than required to eat. And after skipping his meal the day they escaped, on top of how much energy the escape had taken, it should be to no one's surprise that he would probably kill for a sandwich right now.
Softly stepping around the room, Otacon approached the pantry. He did feel a bit guilty, eating Snakes food, but they did both have to eat eventually.
He decided to make up for that, and at least a little for saving him from Shadow Moses, by cooking breakfast for the both of them. Or lunch. Or whatever time of day it was, that didn't matter.
There was just an issue. Hal couldn't cook that well.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
22 Oct 2025