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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    “Do you know… seeing you like this makes me incredibly happy…”

    Suo Wei felt dizzy, his world was spinning and he couldn’t breathe. Must’ve been the consequences of him not having a good sleep the past few days—erase that, he couldn’t even get himself to sleep when he’s all alone… empty and cold.

    “Cry. Today, I came to specifically watch you cry. The more you cry, the happier I am”

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    16 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Suo Wei believes that nothing can come between him and Chi Cheng now. Their love has grown, and so did they.

    He believes in this.

    Until Wang Shuo comes back, ready to take back what was his.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    “Because.. because…” He tries to form the words, the disoriented thoughts make it difficult to identify what he says next, “By the time you come, I’ll be gone.”

    The cries of Xiao Shuai turn into frantic wails. He’s saying something. He’s asking for something. He’s crying into the phone and begging for his— Suowei’s— life.

    But Suowei doesn’t hear a word, having lost his consciousness already, with nothing more than an illusive memory of Chi Cheng’s voice whispering to him.

    “Da bao, did you ever love me?”

    “Chi Cheng, I’ll love you until the day I die.”

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    Wu Suowei never gets visited by Chi Cheng the day of his mother’s funeral. Instead he’s left hopelessly slipping through the phases of life until the strength to go on leaves him. He did not expect for it to become a lesson on just how loved he is.

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    14 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    Wu Suo Wei once had everything he thought he needed: his loving mother, the (unexpected) love of his life, a best friend he could talk to about anything.

    Now: His relationship was ruined. His mother was dead. His best friend had a brand-new happy, healthy relationship to focus on.

    Being here hurt, with constant reminders haunting him daily and slowly chiseling at his already broken heart even more. So if being here hurt so badly, why should he stay?

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    10 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    In which Chi Cheng never visited Suowei in his office that one day where they got back together and Suowei couldn't take anything anymore. He attempts to take his life, but is found by his best friend and his boyfriend. Now living with them, he has to learn that he still has people to lean on who care about him, even the most unsuspecting ones.

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    Because I love angst and this idea popped into my head
    Please know that there is self harm that leads to a suicide attempt in this, and it gets very serious and (for lack of better words) depressing and suowei has very bad thoughts
    It also mentions Xiaoshuai's attempt, so...beware?

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    10 Aug 2025