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He tried.
To be soft.
To be small.
To be loved.This is everything that came after.
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This story was written from a place of deep personal experience.
It is a collection of poems, fragments, and internal echoes—an emotional map of Regulus Black as he slowly disappears into himself.
It is not a love story.
It is a story about wanting to be loved, and never quite knowing how.
It deals openly with depression, dissociation, and suicidal thoughts.Written from experience, with sensitivity and care, but it may be triggering.
If you need someone to talk to, you are not alone.
You are never alone.Thank you for reading.
I hope you hold Regulus gently. -
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Before he was a name scratched off a tapestry, before he became a footnote in someone else's war—Regulus Black was a boy who loved his brother more than anything in the world. In a house filled with silence, screams, and scars, letters were the only way he could say what he never dared to speak aloud.
Told through unsent letters and quiet moments, this is Regulus’s side of the story—the one no one ever asked to hear. It is about loyalty. About silence. About love that was never said, and never could be.
And sometimes… about James Potter.
He never told anyone. But he wrote it all down.
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Harry Potter had learned how to disappear.
The war had ended, and yet, in many ways, it hadn't. Victory was a hollow thing, an echo of a life he no longer recognized. The world called him hero, but Harry only saw the wreckage of what he used to be. Scars on his body, shadows under his eyes, a craving for something more. Something sharp, something real.
Something that burned.
And Draco Malfoy had been watching.
He knew exactly where to find him. He had followed the scent of smoke and self-destruction, tracing Harry's path through the underbelly of a city that did not know his name. Draco had watched from the dark corners of bars, from across rain-slicked streets, memorizing the way Potter moved now-silent, detached, dangerous.