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    "Do whatever you want," he said. "I don't care, you can kiss and date whoever you want."

    "I want to kiss you Andrew." Neil said, without even hesitating. "Can i?"

    And Andrew blamed all the stupid emotions he was feeling for the moment he said yes without a second thought as he stared at Neil.

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    andrew didn't even want a new roommate; he certainly didn't sign up for whatever the hell neil josten is to him.

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    Andrew doesn't believe in soulmates and even if they exist, he doesn't WANT to believe in them anyway. All of that is completely and utterly ruined by the arrival of one Neil Josten. He's got trouble written all over him and Andrew can't seem to stay away.

    Or rather, Neil can't seem to stay away from him and Andrew can't find it within himself to push him away. Neither of them really understands why, but one day it will all become clear and then, well now Andrew will be stuck with him and he honestly can't say he minds all that much.

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    25 Jul 2025

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    Neil is used to the perpetual feeling of dread like a bruise in his gut, the impending feeling of doom at the slow glide of a door creaking open, or the heavy fall of footsteps on the stairs. From a very young age, Neil has taught himself to disappear. At the flip of a switch, he can be whoever he needs to be to survive.

    For his father, he falls into the role of obedient son, cruel and quiet and bloodthirsty. For his mother, he is a perfect soldier, docile and moveable and easy to control.

    As much as he has grown to morph and manifest into something he needs to be, Neil has been finding it hard to be anyone but himself around Andrew.

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    In which Andrew marries Nathaniel to save his life and they fall in love anyway.

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    Fuck
    Neil wanted to curse,
    but all his voice managed was a pretty pathetic sounding,
    ‘Meow.’

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