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Wooyoung's head snaps up at the sound, and the pain in his chest only worsens as he realizes that the sound has come from San. The wide and open eyes he had just been looking at are now almost so black, his whites have almost disappeared. He no longer looks like a man, or a vampire. He looks like an animal. Shaking in his seat like he's barely able to hold himself back, and Wooyoung feels true fear for the first time in years.
It isn't like the type of fear he feels when he walks into a crowded room, or the lingering fear from his trauma, when he notices a group of vampires resting near him. This feels inadequate to an extent in which Wooyoung cannot compare anything to. Because the man who had been looking at him just moments before in awe, is now looking at him like he can't recognize him, and it's even more painful than the fear he'd felt at the possibility of being rejected earlier.
So Wooyoung does what he knows best. He looks around and takes in everybody else's tension, realizes that he's the root cause behind all of the chaos, and then he flees.
He'll never be truly safe, and he'll never be accepted, even by a creature from the same line of monster that once attacked him, and scarred him for good.
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12 Jul 2025
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Something that has ended has no reason to begin again.
Except it has.
Somewhat. Kind of.
Wooyoung isn’t really sure where falling into bed with his boyfriend and said boyfriend’s ex-boyfriend falls under.
Typically, being introduced to your boyfriend’s exes shouldn’t end with them fucking you, let alone fucking you with your boyfriend at the same time.
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11 Jul 2025
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He knew that he was too deep into all of this, but he didn’t want to stop. Even as the guilt was slowly chipping away at his resolve, he wanted to do it again. He wanted Seonghwa with every fiber of his being, needed him more than he needed air. He was already looking forward to the next time he would be able to do this.
When did he get this obsessed?
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11 Jul 2025
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San tries not to look. He really does.
It’s just that Wooyoung is wearing that outfit. A cropped white tank top clinging to his torso, exposing the soft dip of his waist and the golden stretch of his stomach every time he shifts. His jeans are slung irresponsibly low on his hips, barely held up by a black belt with a silver chain dangling from the side. One of his earrings catches the sun.
He doesn’t usually dress like that.
San has known him since they were twelve, since braces and shared juice boxes at lunch. Back then, Wooyoung wore oversized hoodies and jeans with ripped knees and doodled all over his sneakers in Sharpie. San thought the butterflies in his stomach were just admiration. He didn’t realize what it really was until high school, when Wooyoung got taller, sharper, louder and more beautiful without meaning to.
He’s spent years carefully managing his crush. Tucking it away, folding it neatly into the shape of something harmless. Friendship.
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11 Jul 2025
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Sometimes Wooyoung wonders if he’s meant to be small just for the sake of their contrast. Other times, when he allows himself, he wonders if that’s the reason San got big.
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10 Jul 2025