goandneverlookback
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working title. angsty angsty angst
au/ooc not really character study as much as a running internal dialogue. hoping to flesh it out with more characters and interactions soon but this is what we have tonight. will update tags once off mobile
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introspection.
He feels like nothing inside his zip up. There's the flashy clothes, the fancy button ups and suits perfectly tailored to his slim frame--those are for when he's feeling powerful, feeling good, or maybe even just okay. Not for bad brain days. Not today.
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Drunk texts and unhealthy coping mechanisms. Friends help.
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The beginning of the end and the toll it takes. Dawn x Wickie AU
tw: disordered eating
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Jenna reflects on how far she's come, and what has stayed the same
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i'd rather be me than be with you (but i miss you more than a little) by goandneverlookback
Fandom: Chess - Rice/Ulvaeus/Andersson
21 Jul 2018
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Second-Hand Sorrows by goandneverlookback
Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
11 Nov 2017
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It’s almost unfair how badly Patrick wished to be anything like Michael. Almost as unfair how badly Patrick wished he could love him instead of Pete.
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28 Mar 2024
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get busy living (or get busy dying) by soapsudzzz
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, The Academy Is..., Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, Cobra Starship, Bandom
28 Jan 2025
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Scrolling through the “pro-ana but just for me” tag he finds a post entitled “searching for a buddy”. Curious, he expands it past the cut. The poster’s name is William, and he’s 18 and diagnosed with anorexia. Says he’s 6 foot 2 and 109 pounds, bmi 14. And, fuck, is Mikey jealous. He likes the post and continues his search, page filled mostly with emaciated-looking girls’ mirror pics.
Mikey has a problem, but he won't admit it. William does, too, and the two are making each other worse.
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18 Jan 2024
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Pete wanted to be a good person. He did, really. But it wasn’t his fault if Patrick was the one who crossed that line, the boundary he made, and crawled into his bed like he’d never left.
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05 Jan 2024
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They're not supposed to talk about all the ways the hiatus hurt and broke them, all the fights and drama that led them here. Pete knows this rule; Pete's memorized this rule.
But then that blog post pops up on his screen, the one by Patrick everyone's talking about, "We Liked You Better Fat" -- and every reason to follow that rule comes crumbling down.
Rushing to Patrick's side is the natural response but this time's different than all the rest. This time, Patrick doesn't want him around.
Pete knows better than most, though, that needs and wants are very different things. Patrick may not want him but he does need him. And Pete just might need Patrick, too.
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Abstract Impressionism: A type of abstract painting where small brushstrokes build and structure something much larger...
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05 Dec 2023
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another universe where fall out boy doesn't exist and patrick is a forensic photographer while pete is a special agent, they struggle with a case that's definitely more than they ever bargained for.
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28 Nov 2023