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since i could not hide my love by revolving for roxast
Fandoms: ちはやふる | Chihayafuru (Anime & Manga)
24 Dec 2024
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wakamiya shinobu has exactly one hundred friends.
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26 Sep 2025
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Heaven's aesthetic preferences.
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23 Sep 2025
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“Lan Zhan,” Wei Ying says, “Let’s not let our love be measured by how much we sacrifice for one another.”
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They don't always get it right, but there's love in the trying.
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21 Sep 2025
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“I love you,” Wangji says, and his voice breaks at the word. “I brought you here to keep you safe. How could you ever embarrass me? Yo-you are my most precious--”
And there’s so much more he should say. He should apologize. He should ask how long this has been going on. He should...
“I’m sorry, Lan Zhan,” Wei Ying says, pressing kisses against the side of Wangji’s head. “I wasn’t thinking straight. You’re right, of course you are right. I’m your most precious person. Of course I am. What was I thinking? How could I let Lan Zhan’s most precious person be treated that way? Don’t cry, Lan Zhan. I was wrong. I wasn’t thinking. I’m sorry, Lan Zhan. Don’t cry.”“Lan Zhan,” Wei Ying says, “Let’s not let our love be measured by how much we sacrifice for one another.”
“I promise to never try to trade my suffering for your happiness, Lan Zhan,” Wei Ying says, “So you must promise me the same.”
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Winning the Spicy Onigiri Challenge at Onigiri Miya (Not Clickbait) by willowtreeblues
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
01 Sep 2025
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There were a few things that made Rintarou's food reviews different from others. First, he wore those stupid glasses made by some billionaire who'd probably use the money to spy on everyone anyway, but the camera function was pretty dope. Second, his hands visibly shook as he talked to people. Third, he was always high. Fourth, and to the horror of his prior diagnosis, he spoke to strangers every single time he was out.
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02 Sep 2025
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Winning the Spicy Onigiri Challenge at Onigiri Miya (Not Clickbait) by willowtreeblues
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Third year Kageyama is considerate, careful, doesn't grab Hinata's hair. Hinata's still trying to figure out how he feels about it.
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01 Sep 2025
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room to grow by Mysecretfanmoments
Haikyuu!!He wonders where they’ll be next year, and whether they’ll still be together.
Kageyama glances away, and now it’s Shouyou watching him instead of the other way around. Moonlight falls across his throat, rendering his tan skin pale and smooth.
Shouyou wonders briefly what it would be like to kiss him there, under his jaw where his pulse drums a rhythm. When he realizes what he’s thinking he flips onto his other side quickly, blocking out all of Kageyama in favor of a sprawled, already-sleeping Yamaguchi. No threat there—but as Shouyou shifts to get comfortable his back is warm, as if the very presence of Kageyama radiates heat into it.
Which is ridiculous, but then, so is imagining kissing Kageyama’s throat.“Morning,” Kageyama says, not even bothering to scold him. The hoarse quality of his greeting registers in Shouyou’s mind as something to remember—Kageyama’s voice when he hasn’t spoken a word to anyone else that day.
The twenty-four hour konbini is a five minute walk along the tree-lined road, and the darkness lends the familiar route a magical air. Or is that magical feeling because he thinks Kageyama is this way, and the restlessness inside him is pulling towards him?
What was he going to do? Walk up to Kageyama and tell him how strange it’s been for him lately? Was he going to say he has a crush? Does he have a crush?
Kageyama’s throat pale and smooth with moonlight, head tipped back…
No, he does have a crush. That’s definite. But why? Why should reliance and trust and familiarity lead to—well, to this?
Why should it make him feel like he’ll explode if he doesn’t get to touch Kageyama soon?I knew you’d be here, something inside of Shouyou is saying, and Kageyama’s dead stop seems to say something too. Did a part of him expect Shouyou to be here too?
“It scares me too, a little.”
Kageyama is still looking at his hands. “You mean the future, don’t you?”
“Not just the future,” Shouyou says, and when Kageyama looks up Shouyou doesn’t glance away. He remembers the strange quiet between them a little while ago, but that’s not the only memory plaguing him as he meets Kageyama’s gaze: he remembers matches, endless practice, the furious joy of victory and the echoing pain of loss. Kageyama’s been there for all of it; he’s a part of Shouyou as much as Shouyou’s own right leg or the clicky noise in Shouyou’s elbow when he does push-ups. The thought that they could stop belonging together come April feels wrong.“You’re always evolving,” he says, which doesn’t seem like a romantic thing to say at all. “Don’t let me hold you back.”
“Hold me back?” Shouyou asks, tilting his head to get a better look at Kageyama’s face. “You mean like when we fought because you didn’t want us to try something new?”
Kageyama flinches.
“That was ages ago! You’ve changed since then.”
Shouyou moves their hands so he’s the one holding and Kageyama is the one being held. He doesn’t look away from Kageyama’s face, though Kageyama tries to duck away.
“You see that, don’t you?” Shouyou says.
Kageyama continues avoiding his gaze. “Not really. I still want you to rely on me. I still want all the things from you I wanted back then.”
Shouyou purses his lips. He does rely on Kageyama. He doesn’t mind dedicating himself to being Kageyama’s partner one-hundred percent; that’s what he’s done for the past two-and-some years, and he doesn’t plan to stop.
“I won’t let you hold me back,” Shouyou says, more because it’s what Kageyama wants to hear than because he thinks it’s a valid concern. He wants to add something like but you weren’t going to anyway, but he refrains. Kageyama will think he’s not taking it seriously if he says something like that.