meryzepam
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- Banana Fish (Anime & Manga) (8)
- Haikyuu!! (1)
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''What I wanted to say is, I’m sorry.'' He said, firm. ''I’m really sorry, and I’ll repent my whole life for letting something like that happen to you.''
Eiji looked at Yut-Lung. It seemed like he was fighting back the tears. He knew it wasn’t easy for him. Hell, he was 16 when everything went down.
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Ash overhears a long overdue conversation between Eiji and Yut-Lung about what happened at Dino's mansion. The truth shatter him.
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''Why do you think Hemingway liked these places so much, anyways?'' Eiji asked, suddenly.
Ash looked at him, deeply thinking about what to answer. ''It’s beautiful, that’s for sure. But… It’s also quiet, calm. He could disappear here.''
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Ash and Eiji go on a trip to France and Spain, following the Hemingway Basque route, chasing a dead writer for love.
(Happy birthday Aslan, you're so important.)
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‘’Sorry. Dr. Eiji Okumura, right?’’ Ash got closer to him and shook his hand. ‘’I have a long day ahead’’
‘’Dr. Aslan Glenreed? Max told me you’d talk to me. And I know about your day. We’ll be sharing the OR this afternoon’’ he said ‘’And don’t worry. Although I can promise, I didn’t drink the coffee’’
‘’I believe you. And please, call me Ash’’
‘’Call me Eiji, then’’ he smiled. It was a warm, innocent smile ‘’If it helps, I can buy you coffee at the cafeteria?’’
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Ten years after escaping Dino Golzine, Ash is now Dr. Aslan Glenreed, a promising neurosurgeon mentored by Max. When Eiji arrives in New York for a rotation as an anesthesiologist, their worlds collide, and a ghost from Ash's past appears for treatment at the hospital, forcing Ash to confront old demons he thought were long left behind.
As Ash and Eiji grow closer amid the high-stake hospital environment, they must fight not only to save lives but also to protect their fragile chance at happiness, and, most importantly, healing.
The Banana Fish medical AU no one asked for.
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‘’Never have I ever slept with someone I didn’t want to’’
Ash stared at the cup. This time, he didn’t drink, but didn’t look away either. The room felt smaller. He could feel Eiji’s concerned eyes on him.
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Ash is invited to a college party. Shit happens.
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''He hated showers, because they reminded him that no matter how much he cleaned himself, he would always be dirty.''
Dino, his clients, even his tutors at Golzine's mansion. Not Blanca, though. Ash knows Blanca hasn't hurt him yet. Is he really the protector in his hell of a life?
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Nearly eight years after Ash’s death, Eiji has given up hope that he’ll ever be able to move on. He tried once, and it almost killed him. It’s been almost a decade, yet he still can’t shake the feeling that somehow Ash is out there watching him, judging him for even entertaining the thought of moving on. Now, with each passing day, he drifts dangerously closer to death’s beckoning call. Fortunately, Sing, who has become his closest friend, refuses to leave his side. Although Eiji appreciates his friend’s concern, he can’t help but wonder if Sing’s friendship is rooted in something deeper, something he can’t reciprocate.
“How’s he fairing this year?”
“Not good.”
“But better than last year, I assume?”
“Worse.”
“Surely, he couldn’t be worse.”
“He is. At least last year he was trying to be happy. This year… I haven’t seen him this bad in some time.”
“Does he have anyone?”
“He has Sing.”
“He always has Sing.”
“Well, what did you mean then?”
“Any lovers this year?”
“No one since last year. I’ve been watching.”
Bookmarked by meryzepam
20 Jun 2025
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when pain is never-ending by aceofjapan
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga
24 Nov 2022
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"Is it often like this?"
Hawkeye's voice was so soft, Ed almost didn't hear it through the static clouding his head. He took a moment to breathe.
"Not often", he finally said. "This storm's a bad one, but usually I could just take it easy for the day. Get some rest. It passes. Just—"
He cut himself off with a sigh.
"Just ...?", Hawkeye prompted after a moment when he didn't continue.
Edward grimaced. "Well, the shitheads who have it out for me rudely don't give a fuck if I'm having a bad day or not. Really we should make them sign up on a schedule. Attempted murder on fair days only, please."
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Edward knows not to push himself too much when the rain makes his scars ache and the strain of the automail on his body unbearable. Really, he does. It's just ... sometimes he's not given a choice.
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He also sang "yo no soy y ni voy a ser tu bizcochito, pero tengo to’ lo que tiene delito, que me pongan en el sol, que me derrito" as he went through his nightly skincare routine, with the song playing on his phone and Hajime by his side, brushing his teeth while looking at him in amusement through the reflection of the mirror.
Or: where Oikawa always has a Rosalia song to sing and dedicate to Iwaizumi.
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05 Sep 2024